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Accepting the New
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Father Pat
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2025-05-25
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2025-05-25-accepting-the-new-61.mp3
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 993.7000122070312, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, whoever loves me will keep my word, and my Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our dwelling with him. Whoever does not love me does not keep my words, yet the word you hear is not mine, but that of the Father who sent me. I have told you this while I am with you. The Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name will teach you everything and remind you of all that I have told you. Peace I leave with you. My peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give it to you. Do not let your hearts be troubled or afraid. You have heard me tell you I am going and will come back to you. If you loved me, you would rejoice that I am going to the Father, for the Father is greater than I. And now I have told you this before it happens, so that when it happens, you may believe the gospel of the Lord. Peace be with you, Lord Jesus Christ. This last week before we get into the real end times of Easter, Ascension, Pentecost, and then there's a couple things we call the Solemnities of Orchard Time, Audubon of Christ, Corpus Christi, and we have Trinity Sunday. Before we get into those, we always have this transition. Jesus is continuing to try to get them to be ready for something new, which is one of the most difficult things anyone ever does. So many things that people say, I just think that's too hard. No, it's just too new. Things, you know, people will say to me, you look so comfortable in the pulpit. I started playing piano in public and had to stand in front of a crowd and talk and sing at the age of 13. So I mean, I've been doing this like 20 years. I mean, and when I started, I would literally come off stage and have to run to the restroom to get sick to my stomach. I would do it, it was terrible. And you know, and so was it hard? No, it was new. And new scares us to death. There's this sense where Jesus says here, whoever does not love me does not keep my words. I think this is very important. I don't think we quite see the point he's making because he's not saying, he says, whoever does love me keep my words and the Father will love him and we will come to him and we will make our dwelling with him. It does not say, and whoever does not, the Father will not love you and we will not dwell with you. It doesn't go there. What it says is, if you are really keeping the gospel, the spirit of the gospel, the word of the gospel, and remember, Jesus is referred to in this gospel, especially as the word, the word made flesh. So when he says the word, he's saying, you're gonna have to move from the word to the spirit. And how you keep the word will be how you keep the spirit. And that will only be done out of love, not out of fear, not out of panic, not out of hatred. I follow all the words, I follow all the rules because I don't want to go to hell. You're not following the word yet. You're not sensing because part of it is the motivation. It's the ability to want to change the way things are, not because I'm terrified at how bad things are, but because it could be better. I've been thinking today, there are a couple ideas of this, but I think one of the best is people who are engaged. Anyone, and we will tell them this, anyone who's getting married because they feel like their single light is broken, we want to say to them in a kind way, actually nothing. We want to say to their fiance, run the other way. Because they think this marriage are going to fix them. Make marriages that are successful are when people who say, I have found a way to be perfectly whole, single. I now, you know, I can make that better, but it doesn't mean it's broken. I hate that. If it's not broken, don't fix it. If your life isn't falling apart, don't get out of the chair. We can want to improve our lives, improve our world, build something better without somehow denigrating the way things are. But, and my suspicion is especially in modern times, the marketing technique is to make sure that you really truly believe that your life is just not going to hold together without our new toothpaste. Marketing wants to make us feel like we need something like, that's going to really make my life livable. But to do that, first we have to convince you that your life is a piece of garbage. And now we can fix it. One of the phrases I've just, another platitude that falls into this category is we'll be saying, well, is we'll be saying, well, this is as good as it gets. And that's a more positive spin. It's not, this is as good as it gets. That can lead us down really horrible pathways as well. I have two stories. I probably, I don't know if I ever told it here, but I know I've told this a few times over the years. I've tried not to tell it too often because I don't come off well. But the first story I come off better. When I'm teaching voice, when I'm trying to get someone into their high range, into their, what we call the head voice, even what they call flute extension for color tourists. When I'm trying to get them into that sound, you know, they've got this great core sound and they like it and they love it. And try to get them to do something they haven't done before is like, it's like pulling teeth, which is really a bad vocal technique. You know, it's like, you know, you just can't get someone to try something new. It'll sound strange. The universe itself will laugh at me. And I always tell them, voice lessons are where we make all of our bad sounds. Oh, well, that's where we make most of our bad sounds. We still sing and all that. Everything, anything can happen. But what I'll do is I'll get them to make, eventually, and I have to walk them through how to do it, what are the uglier sounds they have never made in their life? And if I can get them to that point where they start to sound like Kermit the Frog with a bronchial infection and a couple of crap ribs, I'll say, okay, now stay in that sound. Get it even uglier. And now that you're there, I want you to start taking the scale up. And I'll allow them to get, all of a sudden, they hit a moment because they're in this ugly space. All of a sudden, the high notes get incredible. So now all we have to do is build a bridge between the two voices. Then it's easy. But you have to get them to do something they've never done before. Maybe the way I'm doing it isn't the perfect image. I have to let go of the image I am, of how it's supposed to be done, to find what's been waiting. The story where I don't come off this well happened when I was at St. Thomas More, which was like 30 years ago, or getting close to 30 years now. At St. Thomas More, I had to go get daily contacts. Ooh, they'd just come out with daily disposable contact lenses. And I've been wearing the ones that you throw out every two weeks. And so as I go get them, she has to explain, you know, the optometrist is telling me, oh, it's very similar, and at the end of the day, you don't sleep in on the whole routine. And I go to put them in, and she goes, let me see you put them in. And I go to put them in. She goes, wait, you got that one backwards. It's flipped. So I look at it, and I go, oh, no, no. And she's sitting three feet away. I'm like, no, no, it's fine. No, it's flipped. Of course, I don't have my contact in, so I can't tell. And I said, Tamiya looks like the lip is going out. She goes, yes, that's the wrong way. What? And she says, so how long you been wearing them that way? 12 years. Come on. Because the very first technician told me it should look like a soup bowl, you know. So maybe they had weird soup bowls. I don't know. Or they just didn't know what they were doing. But that was the image I was given. And I said to her, I said, but they work fine. She goes, aren't they uncomfortable? I'm like, that's what you put up with, with hot things. For 12 years. That's as good as it gets. It recurred to me to question and say, wait, Mindy is told something wrong. Every image of God that we feel came to us from the infallible church, came to us from some infallible source, which was then passed on by at least 50 people. If you play the little telephone, you know, the gossip game. For those of you who are not my age, this is how we used to have to hold telephone. It's a, you go right on top of the icebox. There was this sort of sense that, you know, well, you know, my image of God is, and Jesus says today, gotta get rid of those easier images. Any image you had as a kid is not gonna help you over the age of 30. Because you can't conceive at the age of seven of the image of God that you're going to need as an adult. We are, you know, we have different limits and we will never outgrow the next possible vision of God because God is infinite. So there's always a better image and sometimes when we're struggling with our faith, we think, you know, when someone said, my life right now, I've got this happening and this happening and this happening and where is God in all this? And what they're trying to do is find a way to reframe their situation because it never occurs to them that they might need to reframe their image of God. Why is the old white man on a cloud to this thunderbolt not doing something about this? And they start to lose their faith in God because it can't grow. We have to get to a point where we go, wait, maybe that part that I didn't think, why would I put that on God? I preached on this a lot but it came to me relatively late in life that if God really knows the future, I can't disappoint God because I can't surprise God. I told you that a lot of times, I would love to say, I figured that out in seminary. No, no, I was trying to figure out where my dorm room was. I had different periods of life that you start to go, oh, wait now, and no one ever told me that. Do you know there's no church teaching that says we have to believe there's a single person in hell? And when you say that, people go, oh, I never heard that. I never heard that. But I've heard that person's going to hell and that person, I got those all put into the theological infallible part and started making assumptions and calling those infallible. We caught it in smaller damages. And Jesus says, I'm going to be gone. Now, he's also going to tell them in a few minutes because Jesus never wants to give them an easy, I'm going to be gone. Either way, I'll be with you always. And if you knew where I was going, you wouldn't be, you would be glad, you would be joyful. There would be reason to be joyful. You wouldn't be joyful. I mean, if your child gets the most incredible scholarship and wonderful opportunity in the world to study across the world, you're still going to be sad. You're going to be happy for the opportunity, but, you know, when they tell you that this opportunity is, you know, it's in Belgium, that's going to make people sad at some level, depending on the child. We hope, you know, a lot of them. It's okay to have this back and forth. Where is God in this? God is there. God is with Jesus on the cross. God knows where you're going to be in 500 years. God knows that everything you're going through is, he can heal you from. See, you and I live in a world where there are some wounds that just will not heal. Theology says there are some wounds that only God can't heal. And it will happen. And if God knows it's going to happen, you know, every parent knows that when you know that your child just fell and you evaluate it, you know that they're going to be fine by tomorrow, you can be sad for them because they're crying. You can't panic with them. We're going to have a panic attack. Expand the image. I'm very fond of the image that says most of us will choose familiar misery over the possibility of un-sore. Because I'm not very happy, but I know how this unhappy works. That might throw an unhappy at me that I don't know. It also might throw something amazing at you. And Jesus says, this spirit thing is going to frustrate you no end. And it's going to be better for you. And it's going to connect you to the whole world in the same way that Jesus has only connected them to one another. So we ask God to get us ready for Pentecost. To help us to secure the voice of God in that person you're pretty sure doesn't have it. To experience the voice of God in some routine that is just something that you don't like or can't figure out. To experience God where we haven't experienced God before. And to do that, we have to experience God in a way that we haven't. We are all wounded, but we don't have to live out of some brokenness. And we don't have to be mired in brokenness to want to improve things. You know, people do not go to college because high school broke. I mean, it did break some of them, but college will break them again. You know, someone said to me just last night, one of the ultrasurgeons who came out of eighth grade said, you know, I finally graduated and you know, there are a lot of crazy people in that school so next year will be better. Welcome to high school. You know, but we don't actually have to be upset with where we are. To open our minds to new images so that we can be ready for what we can't see yet. We can love the world in which we live and still want to make it better. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples,
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whoever loves me will keep my word,
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and my Father will love him,
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and we will come to him and make our dwelling with him.
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Whoever does not love me does not keep my words,
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yet the word you hear is not mine,
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but that of the Father who sent me.
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I have told you this while I am with you.
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The Advocate, the Holy Spirit,
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whom the Father will send in my name
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will teach you everything
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and remind you of all that I have told you.
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Peace I leave with you.
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My peace I give to you.
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Not as the world gives do I give it to you.
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Do not let your hearts be troubled or afraid.
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You have heard me tell you I am going
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and will come back to you.
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If you loved me, you would rejoice
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that I am going to the Father,
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for the Father is greater than I.
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And now I have told you this before it happens,
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so that when it happens,
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you may believe the gospel of the Lord.
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Peace be with you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This last week before we get into
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the real end times of Easter, Ascension, Pentecost,
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and then there's a couple things we call
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the Solemnities of Orchard Time,
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Audubon of Christ, Corpus Christi,
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and we have Trinity Sunday.
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Before we get into those, we always have this transition.
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Jesus is continuing to try to get them
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to be ready for something new,
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which is one of the most difficult things anyone ever does.
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So many things that people say,
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I just think that's too hard.
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No, it's just too new.
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Things, you know, people will say to me,
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you look so comfortable in the pulpit.
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I started playing piano in public
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and had to stand in front of a crowd
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and talk and sing at the age of 13.
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So I mean, I've been doing this like 20 years.
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I mean, and when I started,
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I would literally come off stage
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and have to run to the restroom to get sick to my stomach.
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I would do it, it was terrible.
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And you know, and so was it hard?
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No, it was new.
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And new scares us to death.
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There's this sense where Jesus says here,
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whoever does not love me does not keep my words.
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I think this is very important.
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I don't think we quite see the point he's making
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because he's not saying, he says,
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whoever does love me keep my words
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and the Father will love him and we will come to him
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and we will make our dwelling with him.
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It does not say, and whoever does not,
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the Father will not love you
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and we will not dwell with you.
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It doesn't go there.
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What it says is, if you are really keeping the gospel,
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the spirit of the gospel, the word of the gospel,
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and remember, Jesus is referred to in this gospel,
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especially as the word, the word made flesh.
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So when he says the word, he's saying,
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you're gonna have to move from the word to the spirit.
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And how you keep the word
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will be how you keep the spirit.
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And that will only be done out of love,
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not out of fear, not out of panic, not out of hatred.
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I follow all the words, I follow all the rules
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because I don't want to go to hell.
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You're not following the word yet.
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You're not sensing because part of it is the motivation.
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It's the ability to want to change the way things are,
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not because I'm terrified at how bad things are,
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but because it could be better.
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I've been thinking today, there are a couple ideas of this,
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but I think one of the best is people who are engaged.
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Anyone, and we will tell them this,
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anyone who's getting married
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because they feel like their single light is broken,
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we want to say to them in a kind way, actually nothing.
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We want to say to their fiance, run the other way.
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Because they think this marriage are going to fix them.
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Make marriages that are successful
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are when people who say,
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I have found a way to be perfectly whole, single.
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I now, you know, I can make that better,
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but it doesn't mean it's broken.
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I hate that.
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If it's not broken, don't fix it.
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If your life isn't falling apart,
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don't get out of the chair.
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We can want to improve our lives, improve our world,
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build something better
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without somehow denigrating the way things are.
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But, and my suspicion is especially in modern times,
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the marketing technique is to make sure
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that you really truly believe
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that your life is just not going to hold together
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without our new toothpaste.
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Marketing wants to make us feel like we need something like,
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that's going to really make my life livable.
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But to do that, first we have to convince you
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that your life is a piece of garbage.
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And now we can fix it.
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One of the phrases I've just,
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another platitude that falls into this category
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is we'll be saying, well,
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is we'll be saying, well, this is as good as it gets.
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And that's a more positive spin.
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It's not, this is as good as it gets.
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That can lead us down really horrible pathways as well.
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I have two stories.
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I probably, I don't know if I ever told it here,
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but I know I've told this a few times over the years.
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I've tried not to tell it too often
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because I don't come off well.
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But the first story I come off better.
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When I'm teaching voice,
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when I'm trying to get someone into their high range,
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into their, what we call the head voice,
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even what they call flute extension for color tourists.
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When I'm trying to get them into that sound,
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you know, they've got this great core sound
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and they like it and they love it.
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And try to get them to do something
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they haven't done before is like,
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it's like pulling teeth,
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which is really a bad vocal technique.
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You know, it's like, you know,
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you just can't get someone to try something new.
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It'll sound strange.
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The universe itself will laugh at me.
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And I always tell them,
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voice lessons are where we make all of our bad sounds.
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Oh, well, that's where we make most of our bad sounds.
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We still sing and all that.
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Everything, anything can happen.
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But what I'll do is I'll get them to make,
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eventually, and I have to walk them through how to do it,
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what are the uglier sounds
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they have never made in their life?
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And if I can get them to that point
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where they start to sound like Kermit the Frog
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with a bronchial infection and a couple of crap ribs,
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I'll say, okay, now stay in that sound.
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Get it even uglier.
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And now that you're there,
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I want you to start taking the scale up.
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And I'll allow them to get,
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all of a sudden, they hit a moment
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because they're in this ugly space.
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All of a sudden, the high notes get incredible.
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So now all we have to do is build a bridge between the two voices.
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Then it's easy.
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But you have to get them to do something
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they've never done before.
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Maybe the way I'm doing it isn't the perfect image.
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I have to let go of the image I am,
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of how it's supposed to be done,
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to find what's been waiting.
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The story where I don't come off this well
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happened when I was at St. Thomas More,
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which was like 30 years ago,
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or getting close to 30 years now.
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At St. Thomas More, I had to go get daily contacts.
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Ooh, they'd just come out
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with daily disposable contact lenses.
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And I've been wearing the ones
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that you throw out every two weeks.
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And so as I go get them,
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she has to explain, you know,
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the optometrist is telling me,
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oh, it's very similar,
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and at the end of the day,
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you don't sleep in on the whole routine.
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And I go to put them in,
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and she goes, let me see you put them in.
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And I go to put them in.
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She goes, wait, you got that one backwards.
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It's flipped.
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So I look at it, and I go, oh, no, no.
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And she's sitting three feet away.
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I'm like, no, no, it's fine.
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No, it's flipped.
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Of course, I don't have my contact in,
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so I can't tell.
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And I said, Tamiya looks like the lip is going out.
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She goes, yes, that's the wrong way.
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What?
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And she says, so how long
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you been wearing them that way?
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12 years.
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Come on.
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Because the very first technician told me
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it should look like a soup bowl, you know.
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So maybe they had weird soup bowls.
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I don't know.
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Or they just didn't know what they were doing.
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But that was the image I was given.
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And I said to her, I said, but they work fine.
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She goes, aren't they uncomfortable?
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I'm like, that's what you put up with, with hot things.
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For 12 years.
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That's as good as it gets.
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It recurred to me to question and say,
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wait, Mindy is told something wrong.
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Every image of God that we feel came to us
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from the infallible church,
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came to us from some infallible source,
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which was then passed on by at least 50 people.
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If you play the little telephone,
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you know, the gossip game.
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For those of you who are not my age,
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this is how we used to have to hold telephone.
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It's a, you go right on top of the icebox.
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There was this sort of sense that,
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you know, well, you know, my image of God is,
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and Jesus says today,
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gotta get rid of those easier images.
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Any image you had as a kid
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is not gonna help you over the age of 30.
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Because you can't conceive at the age of seven
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of the image of God that you're going to need as an adult.
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We are, you know, we have different limits
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and we will never outgrow the next possible vision of God
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because God is infinite.
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So there's always a better image
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and sometimes when we're struggling with our faith,
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we think, you know, when someone said,
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my life right now, I've got this happening
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and this happening and this happening
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and where is God in all this?
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And what they're trying to do is find a way
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to reframe their situation
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because it never occurs to them
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that they might need to reframe their image of God.
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Why is the old white man on a cloud
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to this thunderbolt not doing something about this?
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And they start to lose their faith in God
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because it can't grow.
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We have to get to a point where we go,
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wait, maybe that part that I didn't think,
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why would I put that on God?
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I preached on this a lot
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but it came to me relatively late in life
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that if God really knows the future,
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I can't disappoint God because I can't surprise God.
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I told you that a lot of times,
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I would love to say, I figured that out in seminary.
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No, no, I was trying to figure out
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where my dorm room was.
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I had different periods of life
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that you start to go, oh, wait now,
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and no one ever told me that.
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Do you know there's no church teaching
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that says we have to believe
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there's a single person in hell?
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And when you say that, people go,
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oh, I never heard that.
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I never heard that.
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But I've heard that person's going to hell
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and that person, I got those all put
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into the theological infallible part
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and started making assumptions
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and calling those infallible.
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We caught it in smaller damages.
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And Jesus says, I'm going to be gone.
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Now, he's also going to tell them in a few minutes
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because Jesus never wants to give them an easy,
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I'm going to be gone.
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Either way, I'll be with you always.
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And if you knew where I was going,
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you wouldn't be, you would be glad,
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you would be joyful.
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There would be reason to be joyful.
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You wouldn't be joyful.
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I mean, if your child gets
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the most incredible scholarship
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and wonderful opportunity in the world
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to study across the world,
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you're still going to be sad.
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You're going to be happy for the opportunity,
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but, you know, when they tell you
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that this opportunity is, you know,
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it's in Belgium, that's going to make people sad
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at some level, depending on the child.
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We hope, you know, a lot of them.
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It's okay to have this back and forth.
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Where is God in this?
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God is there.
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God is with Jesus on the cross.
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God knows where you're going to be in 500 years.
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God knows that everything you're going through
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is, he can heal you from.
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See, you and I live in a world where
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there are some wounds that just will not heal.
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Theology says there are some wounds
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that only God can't heal.
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And it will happen.
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And if God knows it's going to happen,
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you know, every parent knows
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that when you know that your child just fell
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and you evaluate it,
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you know that they're going to be fine by tomorrow,
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you can be sad for them because they're crying.
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You can't panic with them.
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We're going to have a panic attack.
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Expand the image.
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I'm very fond of the image that says
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most of us will choose familiar misery
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over the possibility of un-sore.
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Because I'm not very happy,
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but I know how this unhappy works.
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That might throw an unhappy at me that I don't know.
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It also might throw something amazing at you.
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And Jesus says, this spirit thing
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is going to frustrate you no end.
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And it's going to be better for you.
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And it's going to connect you to the whole world
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in the same way that Jesus has only connected them
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to one another.
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So we ask God to get us ready for Pentecost.
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To help us to secure the voice of God in that person
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you're pretty sure doesn't have it.
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To experience the voice of God in some routine
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that is just something that you don't like
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or can't figure out.
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To experience God where we haven't experienced God before.
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And to do that, we have to experience God
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in a way that we haven't.
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We are all wounded,
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but we don't have to live out of some brokenness.
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And we don't have to be mired in brokenness
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to want to improve things.
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You know, people do not go to college
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because high school broke.
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I mean, it did break some of them,
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but college will break them again.
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You know, someone said to me just last night,
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one of the ultrasurgeons who came out of eighth grade said,
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you know, I finally graduated
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and you know, there are a lot of crazy people in that school
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so next year will be better.
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Welcome to high school.
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You know, but we don't actually have to be upset
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with where we are.
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To open our minds to new images
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so that we can be ready for what we can't see yet.
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We can love the world in which we live
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and still want to make it better.
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We can appreciate and love the earth we live on
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and still breathe of heaven.
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Father Pat's message centers on the invitation Father Pat's message centers on the invitation of Jesus to embrace change, growth, and the indwelling of God's Spirit not through fear or obligation, but through love. He reflects on Jesus’ words about keeping His commandments as a response of love—not as a rigid system of rules to avoid punishment, but as a living relationship with the Word made flesh. Father Pat emphasizes that true transformation often begins not with correcting what is broken, but with embracing the unfamiliar, the new, and the uncomfortable. He challenges us to re-examine the inherited images of God we carry, to let go of outdated or limiting perceptions, and to allow the Holy Spirit to expand our understanding, especially as we approach Pentecost. His message encourages trust in the unknown, love as the foundation of faith, and openness to God's presence in unexpected places and people.
In a more profound and theological reflection, Father Pat unpacks Jesus’ words in the Gospel of John, particularly the intimate connection between love, obedience, and divine indwelling. He begins by emphasizing that Jesus is preparing His disciples for a seismic shift—the transition from His physical presence to the spiritual presence of the Holy Spirit. This shift, as Father Pat notes, is not merely a historical moment but a spiritual pattern: God frequently invites us into newness, into uncharted territory, and what we often perceive as difficult is simply unfamiliar. He illustrates this with personal anecdotes—his own journey in public speaking and music, and a humorous story about wearing contact lenses incorrectly for twelve years—to show how deeply ingrained habits and images can blind us to better realities.
A core theological insight he offers is the challenge of moving from the Word to the Spirit. In Johannine theology, Jesus is the Word made flesh, and to “keep His word” is more than moral obedience—it’s about remaining in the spirit and essence of Christ's love. Father Pat warns against legalistic religiosity rooted in fear—doing good to avoid hell—as fundamentally missing the point. True discipleship is motivated by love and grounded in the desire for transformation, not out of self-loathing or panic, but out of hope and the belief that life can be fuller, more radiant, more aligned with God's kingdom.
He critiques the cultural tendency, especially in consumer marketing, to convince us that we are fundamentally broken so that we will buy solutions. This mindset, he observes, easily seeps into our spiritual life, tempting us to believe that God only enters when things are falling apart. But the Christian vision, he insists, is not about fixing brokenness alone—sometimes it's about expanding into new dimensions of life and faith, even if things are already “good.” He uses the analogy of someone entering marriage not to fix their life, but to enrich a life already whole, to demonstrate that growth and transformation are not always responses to crisis but sometimes to the beckoning of divine possibility.
Father Pat then turns to the idea that our spiritual stagnation often arises from clinging to inherited images of God that no longer serve us. He provocatively suggests that many of our images of God—like the old man on a cloud with thunderbolts—are childhood constructs that cannot sustain adult faith. Because God is infinite, our images of God must keep evolving. When people struggle with faith amidst suffering, they don’t just need to reframe their circumstances—they may need to reframe their God. Disillusionment with God often stems from outdated images that cannot accommodate the complexity of adult suffering, loss, or longing.
Importantly, he offers a liberating theological assertion: if God truly knows all things, including the future, then we cannot disappoint God. This challenges deeply entrenched notions of divine wrath or rejection and invites us into a more grace-filled vision of divine omniscience and compassion. He also reminds us that the Church has no dogmatic teaching requiring belief in any specific person being in hell—a radical, hopeful note that many faithful have never heard, though it is fully orthodox.
Father Pat concludes with a pastoral reminder: Jesus’ promise of peace is not the shallow peace of the world but a peace rooted in divine presence and purpose. As we move toward Pentecost, we are called to open ourselves to the Spirit’s voice—especially in those people or places where we least expect it. Spiritual maturity requires courage to enter unfamiliar spaces, to let go of what we think we know, and to trust that God is always leading us toward deeper communion. This message is not one of condemnation, but of invitation—to love more deeply, to see more clearly, and to walk more boldly into the future God is preparing....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 993.3200073242188, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus went out to the Mount of Olives, but early in the morning he arrived again in the temple area and all the people started coming to him and he sat down and taught them. Then the scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman who had been caught in adultery and made her stand in the middle. They said to him, Teacher, this woman was caught in the very act of committing adultery Now, in the law, Moses commanded us to stone such a woman. So what do you say? They said this to test him so that they could have some charge to bring against him. Jesus bent down and began to write on the ground with his finger. But when they continued asking him, he straightened up and said to them, Let the one among you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her. Again he bent down and wrote on the ground. And in response, they went away one by one, beginning with the elders. So he was left alone with the woman before him. Then Jesus straightened up and said to her, Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you? She replied, No one, sir. So Jesus said, Neither do I condemn you. Go and do not sin. The Gospel of the Lord. Thank you. I winced there at the beginning of the Gospel when I opened up the page, because I don't know if for the first time I realized this is today's Gospel, and on this page there's a big thing that says, Holy Week. I'm like, is it next week already? I'm not ready. This Gospel is one of the overlooked miracle stories in the Scripture. We think of it as a story where Jesus just, you know, he just has a good reason and he drives his point home and he logics them out of their bad deeds. So it doesn't sound miraculous to us. But the miracle happens earlier in the story. The miracle is the miracle of one person caught in adultery. And John's Gospel is very clear. John is making this point. He expects you to notice. And in case you don't, he says, after he says they caught her in the act of committing adultery, they said to him, Teacher, this woman was caught in the very act of adultery. So someone is missing from this story. My personal suspicion is it's whoever has drugged her before Jesus, but that's my own thing. What's going on here? You know, after this is my Spanish Mass, and I love here the very act of committing adultery. In Spanish it says, in flagrante adulterio. And I'm like, ooh! Scripture is much spicier in other languages. And so there's this moment where you want to say, so... And Scripture says, and they start shaving on Scripture a little. You know, Scripture would say that the penalty for adultery was stoning, but you'll notice they say, Moses said that such women as this must be stoned. You know, I think they must be stoned to marry men like this. We're going to get there in a minute. It's one of those homilies. But it lets us know right off the bat that we've got an injustice that's going through here, and Jesus is aware of the injustice, and the ridiculousness of it. You know, it's like showing up in court You know, it's like showing up in court and literally saying, yes, we caught this person in the very act of conspiracy. Well, we have who? Well, we think he did. Well, we've got an opinion. If you caught him in an act of conspiracy, there's probably someone else there. This even more so. It is very hard to commit adultery by yourself. I've read the canon law on it. It reminds us, in our own time, law is always written by the dominant culture, and we'll always favor the dominant culture, and we cannot confuse laws on the books with justice. They are following the law. Jesus probably handles this the way he does, not from some divine inspiration, but from being raised by Joseph, who was faced with the exact same situation a generation earlier, when Mary was found to be pregnant, and they had not yet been together. And a lot of us are like, well, the angel told him. No, the angel didn't. If you ever read the story, it's very clear. Joseph is the kind of person who says, yeah, we're not going to go with the law on this one, and he decides to handle it quietly. And then an angel appears to him. He's a man who chooses justice over the ability to use the law to get what you want, even when it's not just. And so you look at this, and you go, and things have not changed. The dominant culture always writes the laws and crafts them for the dominant culture. This happened in the 80s. I try no more than once a year to preach on cocaine, but in the 80s, there were two versions of cocaine in America. There was the white powder, and there was crack. The white powder was pure and actually more potent. The law went after the cheaper version. And why would they go after the cheaper version? Because you cannot get elected pulling Joe June and Ward Cleaver out of their suburban home on the evening news. So the cheaper version, zero tolerance. The powdered version going on in the suburbs, oh, you had to be arrested a few times, several times, and much higher amounts of what you could have because the law wanted to make a statement, but they knew that the only people they could really pick on were the poor and get away with it. So Jesus sees this. Here it's the limit. Other times, it's racial groups. Other times, it's socioeconomic groups. But we should never confuse the law with the justice, certainly not the justice of God. It is always going to be written by, you know, the dominant culture. It is a little bit like, and it doesn't mean you can't believe this, it just means it's okay to be suspect. When a church says to you, not one I can think of, but when a church says to you that only men can be in leadership, and how do we know this? Only men can write the theology of the church. How do we know this? God is interpreted by men and told them. Only men can interpret, and that's what God said. God said it. Who said God said it? Whenever the people in control of the law, canon law, civil law, when the people in control of the law are inevitably the ones who seem to benefit from it, it's all right to be suspect. It doesn't mean we abandon everything. It doesn't mean we throw out the law. It doesn't mean we throw out the church. It's okay to have our antenna up. And so, you know, Jesus, they go after Jesus to catch him, and instead he catches them. It is brilliant at the level we see, but it's brilliant at a level we don't always see when he says, let the one who is without sin cast the first stone. There's an old joke, at least old enough that I had heard at the seminary, that, you know, Jesus is, it's this scene, and the woman has been brought before him, and he says, let one of you who is without sin cast the first stone, and from the back of the crowd, this boulder just comes and wipes the poor woman out. And Jesus says, Mother. Now, that should be scandalous to make that kind of joke. Why do people laugh at that? I'll tell you why. Because we cannot, in a million years, think that Mary would do something like that. That's why it's funny. It's funny because it's ridiculous to see Mary in that light. And that's the point Jesus makes without us knowing, which is, if you are without sin, cast the first stone, because he knows anyone without sin has no interest in casting a stone. The desire to cast one in the first place is already sinful. So he's, you know, he's beat them in their own game. And it makes us sit back and say, you know, who are the people that were so willing to look at what they've done and say, oh, you know, this person, they didn't live up to the law. I have a friend who's very, very big on the law until he's walking his dog because his dogs will not behave after he leashes. You know, it is a very privileged position when you can say, yes, well, it's logical to me that I don't, that the laws don't apply. But that's a nice position to have. You know, I follow all the laws. I always want to say, do you not even have a speedometer that you can look at? And then we immediately go, oh, well, those are not the important laws. Which are the important laws? It's the same as in church. What's the difference between a venial sin and a mortal sin? Well, Ken Law has some ideas, but in the real world, the difference between a mortal sin and a venial sin is, a venial sin, those are the sins I do, and mortal sins are the ones you do. Because people all the time do this. I used to, in my very first church, there would be people who were a little more, I think we've gotten away from this a little, which is good. They were a little more mouthy about other people. And they would say to me after, you know, one family would say, you know that, those kids over there, they wear shorts. They wear shorts to Mass. Oh, I'll check Ken and Law and get back to you. And the family wearing the shorts would say, you know that family always comes late. I'll get back to Ken and Law. Each one is sure that the other one is doing the worst thing. It's how we work. It's why Jesus goes for the, it's about just putting the judgment down for a while and working on your life. The amount of energy we spend in judgment. Someone has said to me just recently, and I've heard this so many times, and it's happening more and more. People are so angry with different people in the world right now. And someone said it, and they're always, we're going out of our way to fight away the word things so it doesn't sound so bad. Is it a sin to pray for God's justice on someone? I mean, what am I supposed to, you know, I'm like Jesus. What can you say now? I said it's God's justice. Can we not pray for the justice of God? And I said, here's the problem. I don't think God's justice will look like the justice you want. When we say God's justice, what we really mean is, will God finally put his stamp of approval on me wanting to wipe you people out? I've gone after this section every now and then. When we say God's justice, well, I read scripture, and those people are, you know, to me, wiped out. And I always want to say, yes, right next to the people who eat shrimp. So put down the scampi and take a breath. You know, which scripture you read? I read the one that condemned them. I can find what, you know, I've been doing this a while. I could probably find one to condemn every one of you. But, you know, what happens is it has to be our interest. If we're interested in using scripture to condemn people, oh, it's there. If we're interested in the compassion and mercy of Christ, oh, it's there. Scripture, like law, is as just as the person wielding it. And so we have to take a step back and say, well, you know, what does the justice of God look like? Because if it was actually us trying to live up to God's goodness, none of us makes it. Every one of us depends on the mercy of God, and it's very hard to accept that and still resent it if other people might get it. And someone will say to me, well, this person and that person, they're hurting these people and those ones are hurting that people and that person's hurting that person. What do we do? Pray that people stop getting hurt and don't care how God gets to it. What if God's got a different solution but can stop people from being hurt? We should get mad if people are being hurt. That should disturb us. But we don't have the answer. Or if we have the answer, we don't know how to implement. But we do know how to help. And I've always said so many of us are so busy trying to fix the world that we don't have any time to help anyone. We can spend our whole life in a chair contemplating how to fix the big mess, or we can make a sandwich and take it down a half pound and feed someone. Sometimes we're just called to do as, like in one of the Disney films, sometimes we're just called to do the next right thing. Just the next right thing. And stay out of the judgment day because none of us is without sin. And that's the other, you know. Well, I mean, those people, those who are without sin, as most of us know, the people who sin the most are the ones most fascinated with everyone else's. It's just human nature. And I think we have to start to dig into this and, you know, become a people who can wade through. I mean, this is a lot. This is a headier gospel than we think. I told someone that if I had titled this homily, I mean, who's going to show up if a homily is named after adultery, cocaine, and leash laws? We've been a few places today. That's this gospel. This gospel is saying the injustice is all around you at times. And our job is not to sit and scream and yell and to want the downfall of that person and want that person to succeed and that one to fail. We fight against the injustice. Not even against people. Against the injustice. And sometimes that takes a sacrifice to lift up those who are hurting the most. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus went out to the Mount of Olives,
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but early in the morning he arrived again in the temple area
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and all the people started coming to him
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and he sat down and taught them.
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Then the scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman
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who had been caught in adultery
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and made her stand in the middle.
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They said to him,
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Teacher, this woman was caught
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in the very act of committing adultery
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Now, in the law, Moses commanded us to stone such a woman.
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So what do you say?
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They said this to test him
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so that they could have some charge to bring against him.
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Jesus bent down and began to write on the ground with his finger.
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But when they continued asking him,
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he straightened up and said to them,
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Let the one among you who is without sin
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be the first to throw a stone at her.
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Again he bent down and wrote on the ground.
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And in response, they went away one by one,
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beginning with the elders.
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So he was left alone with the woman before him.
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Then Jesus straightened up and said to her,
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Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?
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She replied, No one, sir.
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So Jesus said, Neither do I condemn you.
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Go and do not sin.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Thank you.
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I winced there at the beginning of the Gospel
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when I opened up the page,
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because I don't know if for the first time I realized
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this is today's Gospel,
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and on this page there's a big thing that says,
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Holy Week.
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I'm like, is it next week already?
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I'm not ready.
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This Gospel is one of the overlooked miracle stories
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in the Scripture.
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We think of it as a story where Jesus just,
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you know, he just has a good reason
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and he drives his point home
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and he logics them out of their bad deeds.
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So it doesn't sound miraculous to us.
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But the miracle happens earlier in the story.
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The miracle is the miracle of one person caught in adultery.
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And John's Gospel is very clear.
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John is making this point.
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He expects you to notice.
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And in case you don't, he says,
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after he says they caught her in the act of committing adultery,
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they said to him, Teacher,
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this woman was caught in the very act of adultery.
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So someone is missing from this story.
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My personal suspicion is it's whoever has drugged her before Jesus,
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but that's my own thing.
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What's going on here?
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You know, after this is my Spanish Mass,
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and I love here the very act of committing adultery.
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In Spanish it says,
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in flagrante adulterio.
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And I'm like, ooh!
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Scripture is much spicier in other languages.
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And so there's this moment where you want to say,
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so...
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And Scripture says,
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and they start shaving on Scripture a little.
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You know, Scripture would say that the penalty for adultery was stoning,
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but you'll notice they say,
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Moses said that such women as this must be stoned.
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You know, I think they must be stoned to marry men like this.
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We're going to get there in a minute.
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It's one of those homilies.
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But it lets us know right off the bat
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that we've got an injustice that's going through here,
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and Jesus is aware of the injustice,
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and the ridiculousness of it.
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You know, it's like showing up in court
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You know, it's like showing up in court
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and literally saying, yes,
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we caught this person in the very act of conspiracy.
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Well, we have who?
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Well, we think he did.
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Well, we've got an opinion.
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If you caught him in an act of conspiracy,
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there's probably someone else there.
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This even more so.
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It is very hard to commit adultery by yourself.
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I've read the canon law on it.
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It reminds us, in our own time,
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law is always written by the dominant culture,
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and we'll always favor the dominant culture,
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and we cannot confuse laws on the books with justice.
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They are following the law.
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Jesus probably handles this the way he does,
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not from some divine inspiration,
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but from being raised by Joseph,
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who was faced with the exact same situation
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a generation earlier,
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when Mary was found to be pregnant,
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and they had not yet been together.
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And a lot of us are like, well, the angel told him.
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No, the angel didn't.
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If you ever read the story, it's very clear.
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Joseph is the kind of person who says,
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yeah, we're not going to go with the law on this one,
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and he decides to handle it quietly.
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And then an angel appears to him.
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He's a man who chooses justice
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over the ability to use the law to get what you want,
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even when it's not just.
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And so you look at this, and you go,
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and things have not changed.
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The dominant culture always writes the laws
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and crafts them for the dominant culture.
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This happened in the 80s.
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I try no more than once a year to preach on cocaine,
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but in the 80s,
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there were two versions of cocaine in America.
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There was the white powder, and there was crack.
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The white powder was pure and actually more potent.
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The law went after the cheaper version.
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And why would they go after the cheaper version?
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Because you cannot get elected
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pulling Joe June and Ward Cleaver
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out of their suburban home on the evening news.
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So the cheaper version, zero tolerance.
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The powdered version going on in the suburbs,
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oh, you had to be arrested a few times, several times,
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and much higher amounts of what you could have
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because the law wanted to make a statement,
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but they knew that the only people
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they could really pick on were the poor and get away with it.
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So Jesus sees this.
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Here it's the limit.
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Other times, it's racial groups.
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Other times, it's socioeconomic groups.
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But we should never confuse the law with the justice,
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certainly not the justice of God.
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It is always going to be written by, you know,
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the dominant culture.
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It is a little bit like,
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and it doesn't mean you can't believe this,
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it just means it's okay to be suspect.
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When a church says to you, not one I can think of,
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but when a church says to you
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that only men can be in leadership,
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and how do we know this?
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Only men can write the theology of the church.
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How do we know this?
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God is interpreted by men and told them.
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Only men can interpret, and that's what God said.
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God said it.
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Who said God said it?
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Whenever the people in control of the law,
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canon law, civil law,
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when the people in control of the law
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are inevitably the ones who seem to benefit from it,
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it's all right to be suspect.
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It doesn't mean we abandon everything.
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It doesn't mean we throw out the law.
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It doesn't mean we throw out the church.
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It's okay to have our antenna up.
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And so, you know, Jesus,
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they go after Jesus to catch him,
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and instead he catches them.
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It is brilliant at the level we see,
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but it's brilliant at a level we don't always see
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when he says,
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let the one who is without sin cast the first stone.
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There's an old joke, at least old enough
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that I had heard at the seminary,
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that, you know, Jesus is,
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it's this scene,
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and the woman has been brought before him,
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and he says,
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let one of you who is without sin
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cast the first stone,
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and from the back of the crowd,
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this boulder just comes and wipes the poor woman out.
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Mother.
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Now, that should be scandalous
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to make that kind of joke.
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Why do people laugh at that?
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I'll tell you why.
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Because we cannot, in a million years,
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think that Mary would do something like that.
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That's why it's funny.
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It's funny because it's ridiculous
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to see Mary in that light.
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And that's the point Jesus makes without us knowing,
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which is,
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if you are without sin,
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cast the first stone,
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because he knows anyone without sin
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has no interest in casting a stone.
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The desire to cast one in the first place
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is already sinful.
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So he's, you know,
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he's beat them in their own game.
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And it makes us sit back and say,
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you know,
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who are the people that were so willing
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to look at what they've done
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and say, oh, you know,
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this person, they didn't live up to the law.
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I have a friend who's very, very big on the law
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until he's walking his dog
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because his dogs will not behave
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after he leashes.
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when you can say, yes, well,
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it's logical to me that I don't,
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that the laws don't apply.
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But that's a nice position to have.
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You know, I follow all the laws.
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I always want to say,
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do you not even have a speedometer
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that you can look at?
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And then we immediately go,
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oh, well, those are not the important laws.
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Which are the important laws?
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It's the same as in church.
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What's the difference between
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a venial sin and a mortal sin?
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Well, Ken Law has some ideas,
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but in the real world,
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the difference between a mortal sin
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and a venial sin is,
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a venial sin, those are the sins I do,
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and mortal sins are the ones you do.
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Because people all the time do this.
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I used to, in my very first church,
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there would be people who were a little more,
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I think we've gotten away from this a little,
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which is good.
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They were a little more mouthy about other people.
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And they would say to me after,
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you know, one family would say,
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you know that, those kids over there,
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they wear shorts.
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They wear shorts to Mass.
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Oh, I'll check Ken and Law and get back to you.
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And the family wearing the shorts would say,
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you know that family always comes late.
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I'll get back to Ken and Law.
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Each one is sure that the other one
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is doing the worst thing.
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It's how we work.
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It's why Jesus goes for the,
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it's about just putting the judgment down for a while
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and working on your life.
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The amount of energy we spend in judgment.
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Someone has said to me just recently,
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and I've heard this so many times,
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and it's happening more and more.
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People are so angry with different people
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in the world right now.
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And someone said it, and they're always,
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we're going out of our way to fight away
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the word things so it doesn't sound so bad.
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Is it a sin to pray for God's justice on someone?
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I mean, what am I supposed to,
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you know, I'm like Jesus.
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What can you say now?
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I said it's God's justice.
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Can we not pray for the justice of God?
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And I said, here's the problem.
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I don't think God's justice
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will look like the justice you want.
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When we say God's justice,
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what we really mean is,
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will God finally put his stamp of approval on me
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wanting to wipe you people out?
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I've gone after this section every now and then.
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When we say God's justice,
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well, I read scripture,
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and those people are, you know, to me, wiped out.
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And I always want to say,
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yes, right next to the people who eat shrimp.
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So put down the scampi and take a breath.
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You know, which scripture you read?
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I read the one that condemned them.
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I can find what, you know,
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I've been doing this a while.
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I could probably find one to condemn every one of you.
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But, you know, what happens is it has to be our interest.
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If we're interested in using scripture to condemn people,
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oh, it's there.
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If we're interested in the compassion and mercy of Christ,
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oh, it's there.
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Scripture, like law,
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is as just as the person wielding it.
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And so we have to take a step back and say,
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well, you know, what does the justice of God look like?
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Because if it was actually us
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trying to live up to God's goodness,
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none of us makes it.
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Every one of us depends on the mercy of God,
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and it's very hard to accept that
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and still resent it if other people might get it.
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And someone will say to me,
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well, this person and that person,
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they're hurting these people and those ones are hurting that people
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and that person's hurting that person.
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What do we do?
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Pray that people stop getting hurt
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and don't care how God gets to it.
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What if God's got a different solution
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but can stop people from being hurt?
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We should get mad if people are being hurt.
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That should disturb us.
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But we don't have the answer.
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Or if we have the answer, we don't know how to implement.
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But we do know how to help.
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And I've always said so many of us are so busy
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trying to fix the world
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that we don't have any time to help anyone.
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We can spend our whole life in a chair
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contemplating how to fix the big mess,
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or we can make a sandwich
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and take it down a half pound and feed someone.
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Sometimes we're just called to do as,
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like in one of the Disney films,
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sometimes we're just called to do the next right thing.
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Just the next right thing.
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And stay out of the judgment day
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because none of us is without sin.
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And that's the other, you know.
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Well, I mean, those people, those who are without sin,
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as most of us know,
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the people who sin the most
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are the ones most fascinated with everyone else's.
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It's just human nature.
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And I think we have to start to dig into this
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and, you know, become a people who can wade through.
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I mean, this is a lot.
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This is a headier gospel than we think.
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I told someone that if I had titled this homily,
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I mean, who's going to show up if a homily is named
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after adultery, cocaine, and leash laws?
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We've been a few places today.
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That's this gospel.
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This gospel is saying
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the injustice is all around you at times.
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And our job is not to sit and scream and yell
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and to want the downfall of that person
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and want that person to succeed and that one to fail.
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We fight against the injustice.
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Not even against people.
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Against the injustice.
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And sometimes that takes a sacrifice
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to lift up those who are hurting the most.
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We ask God to make us a people
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who can drop the stones
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and begin to pick up the mercy.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the radical mercy Father Pat’s message centers on the radical mercy and justice of Jesus, who refuses to be complicit in a system that uses the law to perpetuate injustice, marginalize the vulnerable, and uphold the power of the dominant culture. In the Gospel account of the woman caught in adultery, Father Pat sees not only a moment of divine wisdom, but a miracle of mercy—a miracle in which Jesus exposes the hypocrisy of legalism and invites each person to confront their own sinfulness rather than condemn others. Through humor, cultural critique, and spiritual depth, Father Pat challenges us to consider how we use Scripture, law, and theology—not to justify condemnation, but to embody the compassion and justice of Christ in a world still riddled with inequality and judgment.
Father Pat begins by drawing attention to an often-overlooked dimension of the Gospel passage: the woman is caught "in the very act" of adultery, yet the man involved is conspicuously absent. This, he notes, is a deliberate narrative detail, highlighting a selective application of justice that targets the vulnerable while protecting those in power. He points out that this is not just a feature of ancient times, but a persistent reality in our world, where laws often serve the interests of the dominant culture. Father Pat uses historical and contemporary examples—such as the disparate treatment of crack versus powdered cocaine in the 1980s—to show how legal systems have often been manipulated to criminalize the poor and protect the powerful. He warns against confusing legality with justice, reminding us that just because something is legal does not mean it is right in the eyes of God.
He connects Jesus’ response in the Gospel to the example of Joseph, Jesus’ earthly father, who also chose mercy over legalism when faced with Mary’s pregnancy. Joseph opts not to expose her to shame or punishment, embodying the same spirit of compassion that Jesus later displays. This familial influence, Father Pat suggests, may have shaped Jesus’ instinct to protect rather than punish.
One of the central insights of the homily is that the impulse to judge and condemn is itself a form of sin. When Jesus says, “Let the one among you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone,” he is not only disarming the crowd, but exposing their inner disposition. Father Pat emphasizes that truly sinless people have no desire to throw stones—because judgment and condemnation are not fruits of holiness, but of pride and insecurity. The story becomes less about the woman’s guilt and more about the crowd’s hypocrisy. Humorously referencing a well-known joke about Mary throwing a stone, Father Pat reminds us that the reason such a joke lands is because it’s unthinkable that Mary, full of grace, would ever act with violence or malice—a reflection of what true sinlessness looks like.
Father Pat also critiques the way religious structures, including the Church, can perpetuate injustice when those in power use their authority to maintain their own privilege. He points out the circular logic often used to exclude women from leadership: men interpret the law, and therefore determine that only men can lead. When the people who benefit from the law are the ones who write and interpret it, he says, it’s understandable—and even necessary—to be suspicious. This is not a call to abandon the Church or its teachings, but to remain vigilant, self-reflective, and open to reform.
He further reflects on the human tendency to magnify the sins of others while minimizing our own. The categories of “mortal” and “venial” sins often become self-serving constructs: we tend to view our own failings as minor while seeing others' as serious. With examples from parish life, he gently pokes fun at how petty judgments—about attire, punctuality, or liturgical decorum—often mask deeper spiritual shortcomings. This leads to a larger point: we expend enormous energy critiquing the world, when we could be using that energy to help others in small but meaningful ways. “We’re so busy trying to fix the world,” he says, “that we don’t have any time to help anyone.”
Father Pat concludes with a call to action rooted not in ideological debate but in mercy. The Gospel is not about winning arguments or enforcing rules—it’s about dropping the stones of judgment and picking up the tools of compassion. We are called not to pray for God to punish our enemies, but to pray that no one is hurt, and to trust that God's justice—unlike ours—is shaped entirely by mercy. True holiness, he suggests, does not seek vengeance but healing; it does not amplify division but builds bridges of understanding. In a world filled with injustice and pain, Father Pat exhorts us to do the “next right thing”—to show mercy, to lift up the hurting, and to become instruments of the justice that flows from the heart of God....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 993.280029296875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two and gave them authority over unclean spirits. He instructed them to take nothing for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic. He said to them, wherever you enter a house, stay there until you leave. Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you, leave there and shake the dust off your feet in testimony against them. So they went off and preached repentance. The 12 drove out many demons, and they anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them. The Gospel of the Lord. As I've been mentioning since Advent this year, Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels. There's always every generation or so someone tries to come up with another theory. But over the last several centuries, the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply because it's the shortest and simplest. And those of you who have stories in your family know that over generations, the stories that get told do not get simpler and shorter. Bigger and more elaborate stories bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them. And that's what happens with the other Gospels is that they start to expand, and everyone starts putting in their two cents worth. Mark's is the proto-Gospel. It really is this early, and you get these very brief, not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened. And we get this little instruction about going out, what it means to go out and preach the Gospel. And at first, we hear this rather dire, do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. So you're not only not to bring food or money, but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that along the way either. And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors to take that and say, this was so that they would be completely dependent on God. Every day that you're breathing, you're completely dependent on God. I don't think that was the point. I think it made them completely dependent on the communities they were going to. There is an antidote against arrogance when you're dependent upon the community you're going to preach to. You actually have to go in and build a relationship with these people before you start to say, now here's what I believe. If you just go in without the relationship, here's what I believe usually turns out to be, here's what you're doing wrong. And it's all the wrong kind of preaching. It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel. Jesus says, I'm going to send you in and you are going to be utterly dependent upon them for hospitality. You're going to accept that hospitality. You're going to accept the gift of hospitality. You're going to have a relationship where something is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe. And I think without that risk, we end up as we have, I think really in modern times, we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats. What Christianity from the cheap seats look like is if my brother has a drinking problem and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything because it's really not my place and it will ruin Christmas. But if those people in Missouri pass a law we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign some documents and yell about that. Why? Because I have no relationship with the people in Missouri at stake. It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith with the people in your life. And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith with the people in your life, but I really hope you share and listen with the people who disagree with you on almost everything. Most of us call those family. Siblings. You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic right after the last elections when people would come and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter of a century you had a delusion that you agreed on everything? No, but now we're disagreeing out loud. My delusions are gone. You know, as Christians we have got to get love of one another and agreeing with one another separated. I think as a country it's destroying us. We no longer know how to disagree without hating the other side. And I mean hating the other side. I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country, when do we get tired of hating each other? When do we get tired of vilifying anyone who disagrees with us? Do we just get to a point where we realize both sides are, they're selling away their morals right and left because they've got to stick with the team even when either side's doing something horrible? You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened and people are kind of like, well, you know, it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it. Yes, you can. Because you can disagree with your side without hating anyone. You can disagree with the other side without hating people. People can disagree with you and they're not attacking you personally. Though right now sometimes they are because they don't know how to do one without the other. And so Jesus, for everything he says, take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this, we miss the huge commandment, which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take. He sends them out two by two. They are to take a companion. And my hope is that he gave each one of them the companion that drives them crazy. Because most of us would think, well, you send them out two by two so they got each other's back and we're stronger in numbers. And no, you send people out two by two so that when one of them does something crazy, the other can go, I say this respectfully, but you're being an idiot. Sometimes you have to have those people in your life. I can't tell you, I know everyone here at least knows a couple if you're not that couple. The amazing number of married couples who have come to realize after years of marriage that God gave them someone in their life to do nothing but cancel out their vote. They are there to vote for the other side every time. And you know what? Those marriages last forever. I think the marriages that will struggle are when two people walk down the aisle really believing the delusion that they agree on everything. We think just alike. Oh my gosh, we have everything in common. One of two things is going on. Either you are fooling yourself and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years. Or they really do agree with you on everything. You've married a carbon copy of yourself and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that. I went out and I found someone who's just me. Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain. Rather than Jesus gives us companions that companion is a Greek word to break bread with. In the Greek tradition, those, in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek but the tradition is Hebrew. Those who you sit at table with and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree and you go back and you forth and you bring who you really are into that relationship. And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk. If you're going to voice your Christianity, it's not to strangers across the state or across the city. When do we voice it to, I don't know, the people in our family or someone at work or even a boss or someone who really has power over me. That was the role of the prophet, to speak truth to the king. Not the king of some other country, the king who could affect your life or your boss or your spouse. For some of you, that is your boss, you know. It's whatever it is. Do we speak our truth to the people in our life with whom we have a relationship rather than, well, I speak it all the time on Twitter and Facebook. Those are the best friends. I love those friends because they turn off with a key. Which means they're not real. I always have to shock people of a certain generation when you have to actually tell them the word virtual means not real. That's what the word means. They're virtual friends. That means not real. Which is good because friends, and I wanna be delicate about this, friends are a huge inconvenience in life. So much better than being alone. But if you're not inconvenient once in a while, you probably aren't being a friend. You know, their rhythm is different than yours and sometimes they need you to be there when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth and you depend on each other and you struggle with one another. And someone who never, ever inconveniences you, that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know. And so we should always get a little in each other's way. We should always be voicing different opinions. It's always, especially in these last couple years, it's been my prayer for our church and for our country that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth, which is put yourself in whichever camp you like, blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive, give yourself whatever term you like. Then see all the people on the other side of the fence, the ones, we don't say this in church, but the ones you've been learning to hate for the last couple years. And see all of them and know that those are the people that keep you from ruining the world. Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative, it would ruin things. We would either be a world incapable of change or a world changing so fast that we had no identity. We need that tension, which means if you're liberal or conservative, it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things. And you're not liberal or conservative because you're smarter than that other side. We're just the smarter ones. We're the nicer ones. We're the ones that are closer to God. Both sides say all that. It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that. No, it's because that's your personality. Either you love change or you hate change and it's gonna make you one or the other. Either you want to see the world changing or you want tradition to stay the same. It's your personality. And the people on the other side of the fence, they're here in the world and know what that means? That means you can live your personality and know that there are people in the world who will balance you. As I said, many of you married those people. And it makes for a strong relationship. Jesus sends us out with companions. And that means the church should companion with other churches. It means countries should companion with other countries. We should companion across ideologies because we need someone to help us to see something from somewhere beyond our own point of view. I have long since, I think it's the weakness. I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything, but the weakness of celibacy is that priests do not always have those people in their life that they have to listen to. Sometimes we go through life thinking we don't have to listen to anyone. I mean, I still believe that the reason priests have to wear a black shirt and black pants and a black suit is because somewhere along the line, they realized there was no wife at the front door to stop them and go, oh no, try again. And without that, we go, just go basic black, you'll be fine. But it's important to have people in your life. Who are the people in your life that you disagree with and have remained close? Without them, you don't have companions. You have reflections of yourself. Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot, I'm spiritual but not religious. And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean that they're upset with whatever church they went to. But more often, what they mean is my spirituality is a very private, personal thing that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people. Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing because our spirituality is moving us towards, we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise. It's moving us towards complete union with God and others. That is not prepared for in isolation. We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path. Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others. It should be the part of ourself we share most often. I think it's interesting that 30 years ago, people said, oh, well, you do not talk about sex, politics, or religion. Now, all we can talk about are the first two. But we never really get to religion. We get to political end of it, or the lifestyle end of it, or the rules. We don't really get to someone asking, so how do you come to faith? How do you know when you pray, is that God or just your own voice in your head? We don't discuss those things. We take the Bible and we do what people do like with this earlier reading, the first reading today. We take the Bible and we make it into a series of bumper stickers that we can pull one out when we need it to back our other views. You know, that happened. And I don't mean to pick on him because he's one of a million people that did it, but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions got into trouble this week for saying, well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way. Because you're picking out your favorite line. The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities. Well, yeah, but our first reading today says, you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them. And of course, the joke about that that's been going around the religious community is, Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities. He said that from prison. Why was he in prison? The civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't. So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story. You know, the Bible is not a place where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote. It backs me up. We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world. But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone. If you go it alone, it will become quirky. It will become your own. God will be an image of yourself. You've got to be in dialogue with others. If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down. If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off. If I disagree with a friend who is face-to-face, I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world. That's companionship. Anything less is not religion. Anything less is really not even spirituality. When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it, I have fallen into simple reflection. God says to us today, reflection will not get you where we want you to go. Spirituality is in dialogue. That will take us to real faith. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two
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and gave them authority over unclean spirits.
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He instructed them to take nothing
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for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic.
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He said to them, wherever you enter a house,
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stay there until you leave.
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Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you,
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leave there and shake the dust off your feet
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in testimony against them.
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So they went off and preached repentance.
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The 12 drove out many demons, and they
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anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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As I've been mentioning since Advent this year,
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Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels.
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There's always every generation or so someone tries
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to come up with another theory.
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But over the last several centuries,
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the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply
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because it's the shortest and simplest.
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And those of you who have stories in your family
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know that over generations, the stories that get told
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do not get simpler and shorter.
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Bigger and more elaborate stories
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bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them.
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And that's what happens with the other Gospels
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is that they start to expand, and everyone starts
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putting in their two cents worth.
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Mark's is the proto-Gospel.
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It really is this early, and you get these very brief,
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not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened.
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And we get this little instruction
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about going out, what it means to go out and preach
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the Gospel.
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And at first, we hear this rather dire,
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do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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So you're not only not to bring food or money,
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but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that
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along the way either.
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And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors
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to take that and say, this was so that they would be
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completely dependent on God.
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Every day that you're breathing,
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you're completely dependent on God.
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I don't think that was the point.
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I think it made them completely dependent
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on the communities they were going to.
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There is an antidote against arrogance
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when you're dependent upon the community
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you're going to preach to.
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You actually have to go in and build a relationship
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with these people before you start to say,
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now here's what I believe.
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If you just go in without the relationship,
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here's what I believe usually turns out to be,
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here's what you're doing wrong.
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And it's all the wrong kind of preaching.
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It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel.
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Jesus says, I'm going to send you in
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and you are going to be utterly dependent
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upon them for hospitality.
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You're going to accept that hospitality.
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You're going to accept the gift of hospitality.
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You're going to have a relationship where something
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is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe.
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And I think without that risk, we end up as we have,
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I think really in modern times,
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we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats.
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What Christianity from the cheap seats look like
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is if my brother has a drinking problem
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and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything
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because it's really not my place
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and it will ruin Christmas.
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But if those people in Missouri pass a law
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we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign
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some documents and yell about that.
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Why?
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Because I have no relationship with the people
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in Missouri at stake.
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It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith
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with the people in your life.
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And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith
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with the people in your life, but I really hope you share
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and listen with the people who disagree with you
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on almost everything.
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Most of us call those family.
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Siblings.
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You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic
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right after the last elections when people would come
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and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore
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and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter
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of a century you had a delusion
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that you agreed on everything?
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No, but now we're disagreeing out loud.
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My delusions are gone.
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You know, as Christians we have got to get love
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of one another and agreeing with one another separated.
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I think as a country it's destroying us.
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We no longer know how to disagree
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without hating the other side.
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And I mean hating the other side.
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I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals
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in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country,
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when do we get tired of hating each other?
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When do we get tired of vilifying anyone
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who disagrees with us?
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Do we just get to a point where we realize
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both sides are, they're selling away their morals
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right and left because they've got to stick with the team
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even when either side's doing something horrible?
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You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened
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and people are kind of like, well, you know,
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it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it.
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Yes, you can.
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Because you can disagree with your side
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without hating anyone.
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You can disagree with the other side without hating people.
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People can disagree with you
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and they're not attacking you personally.
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Though right now sometimes they are
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because they don't know how to do one without the other.
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And so Jesus, for everything he says,
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take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this,
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we miss the huge commandment,
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which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take.
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He sends them out two by two.
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They are to take a companion.
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And my hope is that he gave each one of them
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the companion that drives them crazy.
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Because most of us would think,
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well, you send them out two by two
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so they got each other's back
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and we're stronger in numbers.
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And no, you send people out two by two
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so that when one of them does something crazy,
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the other can go, I say this respectfully,
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but you're being an idiot.
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Sometimes you have to have those people in your life.
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I can't tell you, I know everyone here
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at least knows a couple if you're not that couple.
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The amazing number of married couples
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who have come to realize after years of marriage
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that God gave them someone in their life
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to do nothing but cancel out their vote.
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They are there to vote for the other side every time.
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And you know what?
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Those marriages last forever.
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I think the marriages that will struggle
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are when two people walk down the aisle
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really believing the delusion
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that they agree on everything.
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We think just alike.
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Oh my gosh, we have everything in common.
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One of two things is going on.
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Either you are fooling yourself
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and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years.
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Or they really do agree with you on everything.
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You've married a carbon copy of yourself
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and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that.
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I went out and I found someone who's just me.
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Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain.
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Rather than Jesus gives us companions
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that companion is a Greek word to break bread with.
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In the Greek tradition, those,
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in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek
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but the tradition is Hebrew.
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Those who you sit at table with
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and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree
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and you go back and you forth
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and you bring who you really are into that relationship.
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And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk.
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If you're going to voice your Christianity,
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it's not to strangers across the state or across the city.
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When do we voice it to, I don't know,
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the people in our family or someone at work
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or even a boss or someone who really has power over me.
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That was the role of the prophet,
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to speak truth to the king.
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Not the king of some other country,
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the king who could affect your life
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or your boss or your spouse.
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For some of you, that is your boss, you know.
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It's whatever it is.
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Do we speak our truth to the people in our life
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with whom we have a relationship
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rather than, well, I speak it all the time
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on Twitter and Facebook.
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Those are the best friends.
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I love those friends because they turn off with a key.
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Which means they're not real.
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I always have to shock people of a certain generation
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when you have to actually tell them
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the word virtual means not real.
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That's what the word means.
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They're virtual friends.
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That means not real.
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Which is good because friends,
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and I wanna be delicate about this,
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friends are a huge inconvenience in life.
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So much better than being alone.
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But if you're not inconvenient once in a while,
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you probably aren't being a friend.
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You know, their rhythm is different than yours
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and sometimes they need you to be there
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when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth
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and you depend on each other
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and you struggle with one another.
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And someone who never, ever inconveniences you,
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that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know.
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And so we should always get a little in each other's way.
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We should always be voicing different opinions.
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It's always, especially in these last couple years,
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it's been my prayer for our church and for our country
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that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth,
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which is put yourself in whichever camp you like,
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blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive,
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give yourself whatever term you like.
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Then see all the people on the other side of the fence,
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the ones, we don't say this in church,
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but the ones you've been learning to hate
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for the last couple years.
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And see all of them and know that those are the people
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that keep you from ruining the world.
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Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative,
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it would ruin things.
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We would either be a world incapable of change
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or a world changing so fast that we had no identity.
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We need that tension, which means
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if you're liberal or conservative,
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it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things.
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And you're not liberal or conservative
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because you're smarter than that other side.
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We're just the smarter ones.
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We're the nicer ones.
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We're the ones that are closer to God.
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Both sides say all that.
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It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that.
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No, it's because that's your personality.
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Either you love change or you hate change
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and it's gonna make you one or the other.
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Either you want to see the world changing
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or you want tradition to stay the same.
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It's your personality.
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And the people on the other side of the fence,
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they're here in the world and know what that means?
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That means you can live your personality
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and know that there are people in the world
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who will balance you.
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As I said, many of you married those people.
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And it makes for a strong relationship.
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Jesus sends us out with companions.
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And that means the church should companion
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with other churches.
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It means countries should companion with other countries.
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We should companion across ideologies
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because we need someone to help us to see something
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from somewhere beyond our own point of view.
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I have long since, I think it's the weakness.
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I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything,
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but the weakness of celibacy is that priests
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do not always have those people in their life
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that they have to listen to.
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Sometimes we go through life thinking
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we don't have to listen to anyone.
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I mean, I still believe that the reason
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priests have to wear a black shirt
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and black pants and a black suit
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is because somewhere along the line,
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they realized there was no wife at the front door
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to stop them and go, oh no, try again.
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And without that, we go, just go basic black,
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you'll be fine.
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But it's important to have people in your life.
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Who are the people in your life that you disagree with
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and have remained close?
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Without them, you don't have companions.
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You have reflections of yourself.
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Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot,
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I'm spiritual but not religious.
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And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean
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that they're upset with whatever church they went to.
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But more often, what they mean is my spirituality
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is a very private, personal thing
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that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people.
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Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing
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because our spirituality is moving us towards,
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we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise.
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It's moving us towards complete union with God and others.
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That is not prepared for in isolation.
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We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path.
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Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others.
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It should be the part of ourself we share most often.
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I think it's interesting that 30 years ago,
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people said, oh, well, you do not talk
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about sex, politics, or religion.
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Now, all we can talk about are the first two.
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But we never really get to religion.
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We get to political end of it,
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or the lifestyle end of it, or the rules.
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We don't really get to someone asking,
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so how do you come to faith?
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How do you know when you pray,
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is that God or just your own voice in your head?
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We don't discuss those things.
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We take the Bible and we do what people do
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like with this earlier reading, the first reading today.
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We take the Bible and we make it
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into a series of bumper stickers
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that we can pull one out when we need it
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to back our other views.
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You know, that happened.
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And I don't mean to pick on him
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because he's one of a million people that did it,
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but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions
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got into trouble this week for saying,
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well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way.
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Because you're picking out your favorite line.
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The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities.
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Well, yeah, but our first reading today says,
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you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them.
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And of course, the joke about that
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that's been going around the religious community is,
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Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities.
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He said that from prison.
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Why was he in prison?
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The civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't.
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So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story.
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You know, the Bible is not a place
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where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote.
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It backs me up.
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We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole
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and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world.
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But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone.
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If you go it alone, it will become quirky.
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It will become your own.
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God will be an image of yourself.
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You've got to be in dialogue with others.
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If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down.
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If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off.
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If I disagree with a friend who is face-to-face,
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I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world.
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That's companionship.
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Anything less is not religion.
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Anything less is really not even spirituality.
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When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it,
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I have fallen into simple reflection.
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God says to us today, reflection will not get you
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where we want you to go.
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Spirituality is in dialogue.
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That will take us to real faith.
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That will bring us to the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat's message emphasizes that true Chri Father Pat's message emphasizes that true Christian discipleship is rooted in relational vulnerability, mutual accountability, and spiritual companionship. Drawing from the Gospel of Mark, he underscores that Jesus sends the disciples out not in self-sufficiency, but in radical dependence—not just on God, but on the communities they are sent to serve. This dependence fosters humility, dismantles arrogance, and invites real, sometimes difficult, relationships where faith must be lived out in the presence of disagreement and diversity. True evangelization, Father Pat insists, cannot be done from a distance or in isolation; it must occur in the context of genuine human connection, especially with those who challenge us. Spirituality, then, is not a private escape or solitary reflection, but a communal journey marked by dialogue, discomfort, and transformation.
At the heart of Father Pat’s homily is the radical call of Jesus to relational discipleship: the kind that refuses to preach from a distance, prefers partnership over isolation, and makes vulnerability a spiritual virtue. When Jesus sends the twelve disciples out in Mark’s Gospel, He strips them of material comforts and safeguards—not to make them dependent solely on divine providence, as is often assumed, but to make them dependent on the hospitality of the very people they are sent to. This, Father Pat argues, is the antidote to arrogant, self-righteous evangelism. You can’t preach at people when you’re living under their roof and eating their food; you have to build a relationship first. This relational vulnerability demands humility and openness, and it transforms preaching from accusation into dialogue.
Father Pat critiques a modern form of what he calls "Christianity from the cheap seats"—a spirituality that is loud on distant, impersonal issues (like political laws in far-off states) but silent in the face of moral failure within one’s immediate relationships, such as within families. He challenges the congregation to consider what it means to speak truth lovingly to people they actually know and care about—people with whom their relationship is at risk. This is the true prophetic call: not to critique the "other" from a safe distance, but to speak truth within the relationships that shape our lives.
A central insight of the homily is Jesus' instruction to send the disciples out in pairs. Far from a tactical move for safety or strength, Father Pat sees this as a spiritual necessity. Companionship is not just comfort—it is confrontation. Jesus likely paired people with those who would challenge them, who would correct them, who would balance their perspectives. This kind of companionship is essential in preventing spiritual self-deception. In the same way that spouses often cancel out each other's political votes, companions in faith balance each other’s extremes. Father Pat humorously notes that many couples come to realize they’ve married someone who exists solely to challenge their worldview—and this, he says, is a divine gift.
This principle extends beyond marriages and friendships to churches, nations, and ideologies. Father Pat laments the current cultural and ecclesial climate, where disagreement often leads to hatred and vilification. He calls for a spirituality that separates love from agreement. We must learn, he insists, to love people with whom we profoundly disagree—recognizing that it is the tension between opposing perspectives that prevents any one ideology from destroying the world. Conservatives and liberals, both in the church and in society, need each other. One side resists change, the other pushes for it—both are necessary for a balanced, dynamic faith and civic life.
Father Pat also critiques the privatization of spirituality in modern times. The popular phrase “I’m spiritual but not religious” often masks a deeper reluctance to engage in the difficult, relational work of shared spiritual life. True spirituality, he argues, is not a solo project. It is forged in the crucible of relationship—with family, church, community, and even ideological opponents. This is why the Church must be a place of dialogue, where spiritual questions are wrestled with in communion, not reduced to slogans or bumper stickers.
He cautions against the misuse of Scripture as a tool to justify pre-existing opinions or political agendas. The Bible, he reminds us, is not a collection of proof texts but the living Word meant to be read in its fullness, in community, and in dialogue with the world. It is not meant to be wielded as a weapon, but to be lived as a guide to relational, incarnational love.
Finally, Father Pat reflects on the role of inconvenience in friendship and spiritual growth. Real friends, real companions, are inconvenient. They challenge us, demand our time, and reflect back to us our flaws and blind spots. A spiritual life conducted in isolation—without these relational mirrors—becomes inward, distorted, and ultimately leads to a spirituality that reflects only the self and not God. God, he concludes, is not found in solitary reflection alone but in the shared journey, in the disagreements, in the companionships that stretch us and prepare us for the Kingdom of God.
In sum, Father Pat calls for a mature, relational, and dialogical spirituality—one that is lived out not in the echo chambers of ideology or the isolation of personal piety, but in the messy, grace-filled relationships where faith is tested, deepened, and ultimately made real....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 993.280029296875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two and gave them authority over unclean spirits. He instructed them to take nothing for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic. He said to them, wherever you enter a house, stay there until you leave. Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you, leave there and shake the dust off your feet in testimony against them. So they went off and preached repentance. The 12 drove out many demons, and they anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them. The Gospel of the Lord. As I've been mentioning since Advent this year, Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels. There's always every generation or so someone tries to come up with another theory. But over the last several centuries, the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply because it's the shortest and simplest. And those of you who have stories in your family know that over generations, the stories that get told do not get simpler and shorter. Bigger and more elaborate stories Bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them. And that's what happens with the other Gospels is that they start to expand, and everyone starts putting in their two cents worth. Mark's is the proto-Gospel. It really is this early, and you get these very brief, not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened. And we get this little instruction about going out, what it means to go out and preach the Gospel. And at first, we hear this rather dire, you know, do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. So you're not only not to bring food or money, but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that along the way either. And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors to take that and say, you know, this was so that they would be completely dependent on God. Every day that you're breathing, you're completely dependent on God. I don't think that was the point. I think it made them completely dependent on the communities they were going to. There is an antidote against arrogance when you're dependent upon the community you're going to preach to. You actually have to go in and build a relationship with these people before you start to say, now, here's what I believe. If you just go in without the relationship, here's what I believe usually turns out to be, here's what you're doing wrong. And it's all the wrong kind of preaching. It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel. Jesus says, I'm going to send you in and you are going to be utterly dependent upon them for hospitality. You're going to accept that hospitality. You're going to accept the gift of hospitality. You're going to have a relationship where something is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe. And I think without that risk, we end up as we have, I think really in modern times, we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats. What Christianity from the cheap seats look like is, if my brother has a drinking problem and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything because it's really not my place and it will ruin Christmas. But if those people in Missouri pass a law we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign some documents and yell about that. Why? Because I have no relationship with the people in Missouri at stake. It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith with the people in your life. And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith with the people in your life, but I really hope you share and listen with the people who disagree with you on almost everything. Most of us call those family. Siblings. You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic right after the last elections when people would come and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter of a century you had a delusion that you agreed on everything? No, but now we're disagreeing out loud. My delusions are gone. You know, as Christians we have got to get love of one another and agreeing with one another separated. I think as a country it's destroying us. We no longer know how to disagree without hating the other side. And I mean hating the other side. I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country, when do we get tired of hating each other? When do we get tired of vilifying anyone who disagrees with us? Do we just get to a point where we realize both sides are, they're selling away their morals right and left because they've got to stick with the team even when either side's doing something horrible? You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened and people are kind of like, well, you know, it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it. Yes, you can. Because you can disagree with your side without hating anyone. You can disagree with the other side without hating people. People can disagree with you and they're not attacking you personally. Though right now, sometimes they are because they don't know how to do one without the other. And so Jesus, for everything he says, take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this, we miss the huge commandment, which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take. He sends them out two by two. They are to take a companion. And my hope is that he gave each one of them the companion that drives them crazy. Because most of us would think, well, you send them out two by two, so, you know, they got each other's back and we're stronger in numbers. And no, you send people out two by two so that when one of them does something crazy, the other can go, I say this respectfully, but you're being an idiot. Sometimes you have to have those people in your life. I can't tell you, I know everyone here at least knows a couple if you're not that couple. The amazing number of married couples who have come to realize after years of marriage that God gave them someone in their life to do nothing but cancel out their vote. They are there to vote for the other side every time. And you know what? Those marriages last forever. I think the marriages that will struggle are when two people walk down the aisle really believing the delusion that they agree on everything. We think just alike. Oh my gosh, we have everything in common. One of two things is going on. Either you are fooling yourself and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years. Or they really do agree with you on everything. You've married a carbon copy of yourself and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that. I went out and I found someone who's just me. Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain. Rather than Jesus gives us companions that companion is a Greek word to break bread with. In the Greek tradition, those, in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek but the tradition is Hebrew. Those who you sit at table with and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree and you go back and you forth and you bring who you really are into that relationship. And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk. If you're going to voice your Christianity, it's not to strangers across the state or across the city. When do we voice it to, I don't know, the people in our family or someone at work or even a boss or someone who really has power over me. That was the role of the prophet, to speak truth to the king. Not the king of some other country, the king who could affect your life or your boss or your spouse. For some of you, that is your boss, you know. It's whatever it is. Do we speak our truth to the people in our life with whom we have a relationship rather than, well, I speak it all the time on Twitter and Facebook. Those are the best friends. I love those friends because they turn off with a key which means they're not real. I always have to shock people of a certain generation when you have to actually tell them that the word virtual means not real. That's what the word means. They're virtual friends. That means not real. Which is good because friends, and I wanna be delicate about this, friends are a huge inconvenience in life. So much better than being alone. But if you're not inconvenient once in a while, you probably aren't being a friend. You know, their rhythm is different than yours and sometimes they need you to be there when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth and you depend on each other and you struggle with one another. And someone who never, ever inconveniences you, that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know. And so we should always get a little in each other's way. We should always be voicing different opinions. It's always, especially in these last couple years, it's been my prayer for our church and for our country that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth, which is put yourself in whichever camp you like, blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive, give yourself whatever term you like. Then see all the people on the other side of the fence, the ones, we don't say this in church, but the ones you've been learning to hate for the last couple years. And see all of them and know that those are the people that keep you from ruining the world. Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative, it would ruin things. We would either be a world incapable of change or a world changing so fast that we had no identity. We need that tension, which means if you're liberal or conservative, it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things. And you're not liberal or conservative because you're smarter than that other side. We're just the smarter ones. We're the nicer ones. We're the ones that are closer to God. Both sides say all that. It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that. No, it's because that's your personality. Either you love change or you hate change and it's gonna make you one or the other. Either you want to see the world changing or you want tradition to stay the same. It's your personality. And the people on the other side of the fence, they're here in the world and know what that means? That means you can live your personality and know that there are people in the world who will balance you. As I said, many of you married those people. And it makes for a strong relationship. Jesus sends us out with companions. And that means the church should companion with other churches. It means countries should companion with other countries. We should companion across ideologies because we need someone to help us to see something from somewhere beyond our own point of view. I have long since, I think it's the weakness. I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything, but the weakness of celibacy is that priests do not always have those people in their life that they have to listen to. Sometimes we go through life thinking we don't have to listen to anyone. I still believe that the reason priests have to wear a black shirt and black pants and a black suit is because somewhere along the line they realized there was no wife at the front door to stop them and go, oh no, try again. And without that, we go, just go basic black, you'll be fine. But it's important to have people in your life. Who are the people in your life that you disagree with and have remained close? Without them, you don't have companions. You have reflections of yourself. Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot, I'm spiritual but not religious. And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean that they're upset with whatever church they went to. But more often what they mean is my spirituality is a very private, personal thing that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people. Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing because our spirituality is moving us towards, we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise. It's moving us towards complete union with God and others. That is not prepared for in isolation. We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path. Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others. It should be the part of ourself we share most often. I think it's interesting that 30 years ago people said, oh, well, you do not talk about sex, politics or religion. Now all we can talk about are the first two. But we never really get to religion. We get to political end of it or the lifestyle end of it or the rules. We don't really get to someone asking, so how do you come to faith? How do you know when you pray, is that God or just your own voice in your head? How do you, we don't discuss those things. We take the Bible and we do what people do like with this earlier reading, the first reading today. We take the Bible and we make it into a series of bumper stickers that we can pull one out when we need it to back our other views. That happened and I don't mean to pick on him because he's one of a million people that did it, but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions got into trouble this week for saying, well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way. Because you're picking out your favorite line. The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities. Well, yeah, but our first reading today says, you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them. And of course, the joke about that that's been going around the religious community is, Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities. He said that from prison. Why was he in prison? Because the civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't. So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story. You know, the Bible is not a place where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote. It backs me up. We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world. But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone. If you go it alone, it will become quirky. It will become your own. God will be an image of yourself. You've got to be in dialogue with others. If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down. If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off. If I disagree with a friend who is face to face, I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world. That's companionship. Anything less is not religion. Anything less is really not even spirituality. When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it, I have fallen into simple reflection. God says to us today, reflection will not get you where we want you to go. Spirituality is in dialogue. That will take us to real faith. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two
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and gave them authority over unclean spirits.
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He instructed them to take nothing
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for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic.
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He said to them, wherever you enter a house,
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stay there until you leave.
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Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you,
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leave there and shake the dust off your feet
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in testimony against them.
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So they went off and preached repentance.
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The 12 drove out many demons, and they
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anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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As I've been mentioning since Advent this year,
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Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels.
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There's always every generation or so someone tries
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to come up with another theory.
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But over the last several centuries,
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the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply
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because it's the shortest and simplest.
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And those of you who have stories in your family
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know that over generations, the stories that get told
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do not get simpler and shorter.
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Bigger and more elaborate stories
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Bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them.
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And that's what happens with the other Gospels
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is that they start to expand, and everyone starts putting
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in their two cents worth.
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Mark's is the proto-Gospel.
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It really is this early, and you get these very brief,
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not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened.
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And we get this little instruction
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about going out, what it means to go out and preach
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the Gospel.
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And at first, we hear this rather dire,
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you know, do not bring the walking stick,
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no food, no sack, no money in their belts.
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So you're not only not to bring food or money,
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but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that
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along the way either.
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And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors
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to take that and say, you know, this was so that
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they would be completely dependent on God.
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Every day that you're breathing,
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you're completely dependent on God.
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I don't think that was the point.
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I think it made them completely dependent
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on the communities they were going to.
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There is an antidote against arrogance
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when you're dependent upon the community
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you're going to preach to.
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You actually have to go in and build a relationship
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with these people before you start to say,
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now, here's what I believe.
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If you just go in without the relationship,
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here's what I believe usually turns out to be,
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here's what you're doing wrong.
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And it's all the wrong kind of preaching.
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It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel.
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Jesus says, I'm going to send you in
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and you are going to be utterly dependent
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upon them for hospitality.
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You're going to accept that hospitality.
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You're going to accept the gift of hospitality.
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You're going to have a relationship where something
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is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe.
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And I think without that risk, we end up as we have,
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I think really in modern times,
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we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats.
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What Christianity from the cheap seats look like is,
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if my brother has a drinking problem
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and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything
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because it's really not my place
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and it will ruin Christmas.
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But if those people in Missouri pass a law
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we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign
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some documents and yell about that.
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Why?
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Because I have no relationship
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with the people in Missouri at stake.
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It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith
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with the people in your life.
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And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith
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with the people in your life, but I really hope you share
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and listen with the people who disagree with you
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on almost everything.
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Most of us call those family.
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Siblings.
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You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic
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right after the last elections when people would come
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and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore
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and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter
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of a century you had a delusion
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that you agreed on everything?
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No, but now we're disagreeing out loud.
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My delusions are gone.
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You know, as Christians we have got to get love
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of one another and agreeing with one another separated.
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I think as a country it's destroying us.
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We no longer know how to disagree
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without hating the other side.
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And I mean hating the other side.
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I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals
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in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country,
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when do we get tired of hating each other?
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When do we get tired of vilifying anyone
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who disagrees with us?
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Do we just get to a point where we realize
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both sides are, they're selling away their morals
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right and left because they've got to stick with the team
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even when either side's doing something horrible?
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You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened
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and people are kind of like, well, you know,
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it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it.
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Yes, you can.
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Because you can disagree with your side
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without hating anyone.
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You can disagree with the other side without hating people.
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People can disagree with you
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and they're not attacking you personally.
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Though right now, sometimes they are
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because they don't know how to do one without the other.
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And so Jesus, for everything he says,
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take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this,
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we miss the huge commandment,
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which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take.
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He sends them out two by two.
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They are to take a companion.
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And my hope is that he gave each one of them
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the companion that drives them crazy.
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Because most of us would think,
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well, you send them out two by two,
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so, you know, they got each other's back
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and we're stronger in numbers.
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And no, you send people out two by two
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so that when one of them does something crazy,
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the other can go, I say this respectfully,
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but you're being an idiot.
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Sometimes you have to have those people in your life.
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I can't tell you, I know everyone here
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at least knows a couple if you're not that couple.
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The amazing number of married couples
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who have come to realize after years of marriage
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that God gave them someone in their life
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to do nothing but cancel out their vote.
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They are there to vote for the other side every time.
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And you know what?
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Those marriages last forever.
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I think the marriages that will struggle
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are when two people walk down the aisle
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really believing the delusion
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that they agree on everything.
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We think just alike.
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Oh my gosh, we have everything in common.
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One of two things is going on.
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Either you are fooling yourself
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and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years.
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Or they really do agree with you on everything.
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You've married a carbon copy of yourself
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and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that.
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I went out and I found someone who's just me.
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Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain.
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Rather than Jesus gives us companions
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that companion is a Greek word to break bread with.
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In the Greek tradition, those,
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in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek
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but the tradition is Hebrew.
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Those who you sit at table with
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and you argue and you agree
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and you argue and you agree
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and you go back and you forth
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and you bring who you really are into that relationship.
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And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk.
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If you're going to voice your Christianity,
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it's not to strangers across the state or across the city.
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When do we voice it to, I don't know,
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the people in our family or someone at work
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or even a boss or someone who really has power over me.
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That was the role of the prophet,
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to speak truth to the king.
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Not the king of some other country,
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the king who could affect your life
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or your boss or your spouse.
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For some of you, that is your boss, you know.
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It's whatever it is.
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Do we speak our truth to the people in our life
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with whom we have a relationship
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rather than, well, I speak it all the time
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on Twitter and Facebook.
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Those are the best friends.
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I love those friends because they turn off with a key
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which means they're not real.
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I always have to shock people of a certain generation
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when you have to actually tell them
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that the word virtual means not real.
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That's what the word means.
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They're virtual friends.
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That means not real.
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Which is good because friends,
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and I wanna be delicate about this,
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friends are a huge inconvenience in life.
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So much better than being alone.
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But if you're not inconvenient once in a while,
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you probably aren't being a friend.
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You know, their rhythm is different than yours
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and sometimes they need you to be there
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when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth
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and you depend on each other
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and you struggle with one another.
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And someone who never, ever inconveniences you,
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that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know.
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And so we should always get a little in each other's way.
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We should always be voicing different opinions.
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It's always, especially in these last couple years,
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it's been my prayer for our church and for our country
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that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth,
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which is put yourself in whichever camp you like,
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blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive,
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give yourself whatever term you like.
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Then see all the people on the other side of the fence,
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the ones, we don't say this in church,
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but the ones you've been learning to hate
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for the last couple years.
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And see all of them and know that those are the people
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that keep you from ruining the world.
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Because if everyone was liberal
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or everyone was conservative, it would ruin things.
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We would either be a world incapable of change
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or a world changing so fast that we had no identity.
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We need that tension, which means
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if you're liberal or conservative,
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it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things.
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And you're not liberal or conservative
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because you're smarter than that other side.
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We're just the smarter ones.
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We're the nicer ones.
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We're the ones that are closer to God.
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Both sides say all that.
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It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that.
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No, it's because that's your personality.
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Either you love change or you hate change
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and it's gonna make you one or the other.
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Either you want to see the world changing
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or you want tradition to stay the same.
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It's your personality.
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And the people on the other side of the fence,
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they're here in the world and know what that means?
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That means you can live your personality
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and know that there are people in the world
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who will balance you.
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As I said, many of you married those people.
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And it makes for a strong relationship.
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Jesus sends us out with companions.
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And that means the church should companion
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with other churches.
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It means countries should companion with other countries.
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We should companion across ideologies
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because we need someone to help us to see something
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from somewhere beyond our own point of view.
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I have long since, I think it's the weakness.
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I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything,
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but the weakness of celibacy is that priests
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do not always have those people in their life
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that they have to listen to.
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Sometimes we go through life thinking
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we don't have to listen to anyone.
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I still believe that the reason priests
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have to wear a black shirt and black pants
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and a black suit is because somewhere along the line
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they realized there was no wife at the front door
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to stop them and go, oh no, try again.
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And without that, we go, just go basic black,
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you'll be fine.
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But it's important to have people in your life.
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Who are the people in your life that you disagree with
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and have remained close?
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Without them, you don't have companions.
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You have reflections of yourself.
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Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot,
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I'm spiritual but not religious.
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And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean
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that they're upset with whatever church they went to.
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But more often what they mean is my spirituality
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is a very private, personal thing
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that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people.
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Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing
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because our spirituality is moving us towards,
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we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise.
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It's moving us towards complete union with God and others.
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That is not prepared for in isolation.
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We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path.
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Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others.
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It should be the part of ourself we share most often.
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I think it's interesting that 30 years ago people said,
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oh, well, you do not talk about sex, politics or religion.
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Now all we can talk about are the first two.
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But we never really get to religion.
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We get to political end of it or the lifestyle end of it
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or the rules.
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We don't really get to someone asking,
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so how do you come to faith?
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How do you know when you pray,
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is that God or just your own voice in your head?
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How do you, we don't discuss those things.
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We take the Bible and we do what people do
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like with this earlier reading, the first reading today.
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We take the Bible and we make it
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into a series of bumper stickers
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that we can pull one out when we need it
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to back our other views.
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That happened and I don't mean to pick on him
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because he's one of a million people that did it,
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but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions
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got into trouble this week for saying,
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well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way.
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Because you're picking out your favorite line.
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The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities.
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Well, yeah, but our first reading today says,
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you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them.
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And of course, the joke about that
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that's been going around the religious community is,
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Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities.
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He said that from prison.
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Why was he in prison?
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Because the civil authorities told him
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to shut up and he wouldn't.
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So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story.
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You know, the Bible is not a place
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where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote.
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It backs me up.
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We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole
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and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world.
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But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone.
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If you go it alone, it will become quirky.
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It will become your own.
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God will be an image of yourself.
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You've got to be in dialogue with others.
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If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down.
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If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off.
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If I disagree with a friend who is face to face,
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I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world.
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That's companionship.
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Anything less is not religion.
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Anything less is really not even spirituality.
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When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others
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into it, I have fallen into simple reflection.
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God says to us today, reflection will not get you
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where we want you to go.
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Spirituality is in dialogue.
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That will take us to real faith.
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That will bring us to the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the essential Chri Father Pat’s message centers on the essential Christian call to authentic, incarnational relationship and spiritual dialogue. Drawing from the Gospel of Mark, he teaches that discipleship is not a solitary endeavor, nor is it about exerting authority from a distance. Rather, it's about vulnerability, companionship, and real engagement with those around us—even, and especially, those we disagree with. Jesus sends the disciples out two by two, not just for support, but to ensure that the message of the Gospel is rooted in relational humility and mutual accountability. Father Pat warns against the temptation of “cheap Christianity”—voicing faith only when it costs nothing relationally—and challenges us to spiritual maturity through uncomfortable, honest, and loving engagement with those closest to us. The Christian life is not about surrounding ourselves with those who echo our opinions, but about being in community, in disagreement, in love, and in shared pursuit of the truth.
Father Pat begins by grounding his reflection in the Gospel of Mark, noting its simplicity and brevity as marks of authenticity and originality. He emphasizes that Mark's Gospel offers a raw account of Jesus' ministry, including the instructions given to the twelve apostles when they are sent out. Jesus tells them to bring almost nothing—no food, money, or extra clothing—forcing them to rely entirely on the hospitality of those they are sent to serve. Father Pat challenges the common interpretation that this command is about dependence on God alone. Instead, he argues that Jesus is teaching the apostles to be dependent on the very communities they are preaching to, a form of vulnerability that demands humility, mutuality, and relationship.
This dependence, Father Pat explains, is an antidote to arrogance. When one enters a community with nothing, totally reliant on the people's generosity, one cannot preach from a place of superiority. Such a posture prevents the kind of detached moralizing that often characterizes modern expressions of faith—what he calls “Christianity from the cheap seats.” This is the tendency to criticize or moralize about issues far removed from one’s personal relationships while remaining silent about injustices or moral failings within one’s own family or immediate community. It is safer, he says, to speak against strangers than to risk challenging those whom we love or who have power over us. But true prophetic witness requires that we speak truth in the context of real, vulnerable relationship—just as the prophets of old confronted their own kings and not distant rulers.
Father Pat also focuses on the significance of Jesus sending the disciples two by two. He reflects humorously and insightfully that Jesus likely paired them with companions who irritated or challenged them. This, he suggests, was intentional. Companionship in ministry is not about ease or comfort—it’s about accountability and growth. We need companions who are willing to tell us the truth about ourselves, who help us see our blind spots, and who challenge our assumptions. He draws a parallel to marriage, noting that many successful couples are composed of individuals with opposing political or personal views. These differences, far from being obstacles, are what create balance, growth, and resilience in a relationship. The healthiest relationships, he argues, are not those where both parties agree on everything, but those where disagreement is welcomed and navigated with love.
This principle extends beyond marriage to the life of the church and the broader society. In a polarized world, Father Pat laments the rise of hatred and vilification between ideological camps—conservative and liberal, traditional and progressive. He urges both church and society to recognize the necessary tension between opposing viewpoints. Liberals bring the impulse for progress and justice; conservatives provide stability and continuity. Without each other, either camp would lead to imbalance—either stagnation or chaos. Thus, those on the “other side” are not enemies but essential correctives. They keep us from destroying what is good or failing to change what is broken.
He also critiques the notion of individualistic spirituality—the idea that one’s faith is a private matter, lived out in isolation. While popular today, this approach, he argues, is fundamentally flawed. True spirituality is not cultivated in solitude but in community. It is through disagreement, challenge, and mutual support that our faith is refined. He critiques the tendency to reduce the Bible to a collection of convenient quotes that support our pre-existing views, rather than engaging with its full narrative and letting it challenge us. Furthermore, he warns against the illusion of virtual relationships, which lack the inconvenient but necessary demands of real-life friendship. Real companionship is messy, demanding, and at times uncomfortable—but it is also holy, because it calls us out of ourselves and into communion.
Father Pat ends by urging us to engage in real spiritual dialogue—not with faceless strangers online, but with the people in our lives who matter. He calls us to bring our full selves—our questions, doubts, convictions, and vulnerabilities—into conversation with others. This is where true spiritual growth happens. This is where the Kingdom of God is built: not in echo chambers or isolated reflection, but in the shared struggles and joys of real community. The Gospel calls us not to walk alone, but to walk together, even when the path is difficult, and especially when it leads us into the lives and hearts of those who are different from us....
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There you will see him as he told you. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Okay. Usually the mic is down here on my belt, but I'm wearing something they never told me about in seminary. I didn't know priests had a swimming out. This is my swimming out. It's a little heavier than the one that goes under vestments. You know, tonight, I always tell the candidates and the catechumens, you know, there's a moment at which, you know, you just don't worry. We have to take care of the ritual, and, you know, the worry just, you know, it's our job to get you through it. What I don't always tell them is, I'm usually a nervous wreck because I only do these things once a year. And there's a moment right after confirmation, every year, when the last person is confirmed, I'm like, Oh, from here on, it's just mass. I know this. I do this every week, and everything just gets so simple and easy. And once a year is difficult. I'm lucky I remember how to blow out candles. Once a year is kind of an odd thing. And so we come together, and we do something very different. And any of you who have been with us Thursday and Friday and tonight have learned a couple things. One is, MBB, we are maybe a bit traumatic. We have to confess this. But, you know, different liturgies have different style. The message that comes through should always be the same. And, you know, they always say that, you know, if a community is dramatic, it usually is a reflection of the choir director. So... Teresa Bus. But there's this sense that, you know, we come together because these stories, these stories, it's not that they need to be dramatic. It's not that we don't think that they can stand on their own. But we have learned, and sometimes you go to places, you've learned that when we do it every week, when we go all the time, we get what I call this sort of layer of dust over our eyes that comes from habit. And so we come week after week, and people of every denomination can sit down in their pew, and someone can get up and pick up a scripture and say, and God dashed their children against a stone, and we just sort of go, the word of the Lord. It doesn't hit us at all. You know, these readings should kind of shock us. They were shocking in their day, they're still shocking, but, you know, familiarity sort of, it doesn't breed contempt in this case, but it breeds a sort of emotional and intellectual apathy in these readings, just sort of, we hear them week after week, and we don't really hear some of the lines. And, you know, one of the lines that is crucial to our understanding of what happens tonight when people are baptized, when people are brought into our faith, when all of you who have been brought into the faith, what that means at that moment. And it is a remembrance that once you belong, you know, everyone, I kind of hope, because I think we should live in a little bit of tension, I hope that every one of you at some time in your life has had someone say to you, you can't believe that and still be Catholic. What I hope even more is that you had the peace of mind to go, I can hear you're uncomfortable. That's always the answer to that. We've been too often in every faith, I think, in our culture, and across the country, we use faith a little to infantilize people. We're all waiting, you know, someone, I'll get people, they'll come to me and they'll say, now, so and so said this and this and this, and I, you know, which is it? And I always think it's odd if someone's coming to me and say, which do I believe? You know, could you call the Vatican and ask daddy to tell me what I believe? And that's the heart of many people's faith, is someone else will tell us. But that's someone else's faith. What we're here to do is explore together, and you know, when someone says, well, can I be Catholic, and you already are. It's not a can you be, and everyone who comes in tonight, you are. You're Catholic, it's kind of like saying, well, can I think this and still be a member of my family? Mine would have booted me long ago if they could have caught me. You know, I mean, but you belong. When in the first reading, the line that always hits me, and I think Hunter had it this year in that sixth day, and God saw that everything that God created was good. So when we have that doubt in ourselves and think, am I a good person? What we're really asking is, did God create me? If God created you, and God saw that everything he created was good, except Patrick. I mean, it really is odd that it even comes to our mind if we believe the first part of that. But a lot of us cannot really get to that image that God is love. That God is love, and everything created by God is good. And that you and I really, we have the ability to make bad choices and mess up our lives. We do it all the time. But we don't have the ability to undo the goodness of God. You're not that powerful to undo the goodness of God. So I always think, so where do we think we, where do we think we succeeded there? That we're the one thing God created that isn't good, or that somehow we got it undone? It's not about, because I think a lot of people think when you hear that kind of theology, oh, they're just going easy on people. No, it's not about people. It's about our image of God. It's who we believe God is. That was the heart of Catherine of Siena's theology, which I always tell people, I just, I loved Catherine. And many of you have heard this a gazillion times from me, that she had the image of hell. And she, it was just, it was just like so many of the saints and the swirling fire and all, but her image always ends with, and it was empty. That's not her image of hell. That's not her image of sin. That's not her image of humanity. That's her image of God. That's her image of God. What's our image of God? And it's, it's almost frightening to go there. And so we, we go to this treatum every year, and we don't realize that where we end here with baptisms and the first communions and the confirmations, and where we end is exactly where we started on Thursday. In the end, it really is all about that word communion. It is about communion. And there are two communions that we celebrate through the, the tritium. The first was last night. And I talked a little bit about God coming down to be wounded, to suffer, to die, because those are things that God cannot do as God. It is, it, it, you cannot wound God. You know, God does not suffer. God is, God is God. God doesn't doubt. He knows what's going to happen. Not one of those things. Not the fall of Adam. Not what happened before the flood came. None of that was God getting up and saying, I did not see this coming. Plan B, I'll have to send my son because Eden didn't work. It's not that God didn't see something coming. So God can't be in doubt. God can't be any of those things. So how to connect to us in our pain and our suffering? God becomes human to come into communion with us. So last night we celebrate that God makes the effort to be in communion with us, to come and go through humanity. What it is to be human. And he does it for tonight, which is the second communion, so that we know that we will be in communion with God and that is resurrection. And that is power. And that is new life. And God could have done that without coming down. You know, God didn't have to send Jesus because there was some ancient contract and debts had to be paid. You know, who did he make the contract with? You know, it's not that. It's God could have just waved a wand and said they'll all come to heaven. But, you know, all it takes is a little bit of critical thinking and you see the flaw in that. If all of us go to heaven just like this, then heaven will be Denver. You know, I think what we really think is heaven will be that place where I will still be me, but you will all be much better. You'll all be perfectly loving and perfectly forgiving. You'll all, you know, there'll be no sin. But I will still get to be me. And as long as I'm the center of the universe, it's not a bad theory. But instead, so I have to change. So why the gospel? Why this story? Why does God come down? Why does God connect with us this way? Because heaven is not a place we get to. It's a formation we go through. Heaven is a formation we go through until we're ready to be there. And so God gives us all of these stories tonight. And these stories are there to form us and to help us to start to connect to one another and to start to see the flaws in being unwilling to forgive and the flaws of injustice in our systems and in our interpersonal lives. We see the flaws. We work to correct them. We don't get it done usually in this life. By the time we're at our last day and we're ready to take our last breath, we will look around. It will still be Denver. Now, please quit telling people from out of state how close that is to heaven. But, you know, it'll still be Denver. We'll still have not fixed everything. We will still not be perfect. And that's where that Catholic teaching of purgatory comes in. There's still process. God will still continue. But what he won't do is to come through and say, you know what? What I'll do is I'll wipe out your personalities, put in something more heavenly, and then you'll all get along. And heaven will be full. It just won't really be us. Heaven's got to be a formation. And so these stories and this night and our coming together is the formation we're called to. Being in community. Not because we will agree on everything, but because we will be in community. We will be in community that makes absolute sense at times and is an insane amount of tension at times. At times we'll say, oh, you know, I agree, you know. Do you agree with the church? Well, sometimes I agree with this church, this church not so much. I'm not even going to talk about this church, you know. This is church. This is church. We are baptized into parishes. It is part of our canon law that most people forget about and don't know. You're not baptized into the church, the kingdom. We actually, canon law says you have to be baptized into a parish. You actually can't just go and say, I just want to be baptized into the church. You have to be baptized into a parish. Why? Because it's your job to struggle with this community. It is this community's job to stay connected to the church. Not yours. You have to stay connected to your community. The community's job then is to connect to the church. So, because community, communion is what God came to give us. And he could have given it to us with a wave of hand. But where's the formation? So, God comes as a story. God comes as a story. And tonight we hear all the rich stories, the richest stories that we know. And we tell them because we remind ourselves we're not here to pass an exam, click off the right rituals, and get into the country club. We're here because heaven is a formation. And it's a formation. God does the heavy lifting. The grace is there. Through what Jesus did we can get to heaven. But the formation is left through the stories, through the community, through the coming together. Tonight, as we celebrate people coming into our church, we should remember we are church. And if someone says, well, can you be Catholic? I am. What do you mean? Can you be human and think that? I've tried not being human. Or so my mother says. You are. You are Catholic. You do belong. And I think that word belong becomes very important tonight. As we watch people come in that we remember we belong. We celebrate those who would like to belong to this formation, to this path to heaven, to this recognition of God. Not as the only one in the world, but as this community. And so we ask God to grace those who are coming in tonight, but also to remind each of us that at this point our belonging isn't even ours to get rid of. Our belonging is God's. And if you wish to go up against God on your belonging, that you can do on your own. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When the Sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene, Mary,
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the mother of James and Salome, brought spices
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so that they might go and anoint him.
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Very early, when the sun had risen on the first day
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of the week, they came to the tomb.
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They were saying to one another,
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Who will roll back the stone for us
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for the entrance to the tomb?
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When they looked up, they saw that the stone
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had been rolled back.
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It was very large.
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On entering the tomb, they saw a young man
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sitting on the right side, clothed in a white robe,
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and they were utterly amazed.
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He said to them, Do not be amazed.
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You seek Jesus of Nazareth, the crucified.
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He has been raised.
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He is not here.
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Behold the place where they laid him,
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but go and tell his disciples and Peter,
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He is going before you to Galilee.
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There you will see him as he told you.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Okay.
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Usually the mic is down here on my belt,
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but I'm wearing something they never told me about
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in seminary.
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I didn't know priests had a swimming out.
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This is my swimming out.
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It's a little heavier than the one
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that goes under vestments.
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You know, tonight, I always tell the candidates
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and the catechumens, you know,
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there's a moment at which, you know,
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you just don't worry.
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We have to take care of the ritual,
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and, you know, the worry just, you know,
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it's our job to get you through it.
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What I don't always tell them is,
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I'm usually a nervous wreck because
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I only do these things once a year.
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And there's a moment right after confirmation,
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every year, when the last person is confirmed,
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I'm like, Oh, from here on, it's just mass.
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I know this.
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I do this every week,
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and everything just gets so simple and easy.
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And once a year is difficult.
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I'm lucky I remember how to blow out candles.
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Once a year is kind of an odd thing.
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And so we come together,
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and we do something very different.
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And any of you who have been with us
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Thursday and Friday and tonight
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have learned a couple things.
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One is, MBB, we are maybe a bit traumatic.
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We have to confess this.
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But, you know, different liturgies
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have different style.
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The message that comes through
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should always be the same.
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And, you know, they always say that,
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you know, if a community is dramatic,
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it usually is a reflection of the choir director.
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So...
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Teresa Bus.
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But there's this sense that, you know,
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we come together because these stories,
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these stories, it's not that they need to be dramatic.
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It's not that we don't think
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that they can stand on their own.
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But we have learned,
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and sometimes you go to places,
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you've learned that when we do it every week,
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when we go all the time,
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we get what I call this sort of layer of dust
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over our eyes that comes from habit.
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And so we come week after week,
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and people of every denomination
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can sit down in their pew,
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and someone can get up
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and pick up a scripture and say,
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and God dashed their children against a stone,
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and we just sort of go,
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the word of the Lord.
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It doesn't hit us at all.
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You know, these readings
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should kind of shock us.
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They were shocking in their day,
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they're still shocking,
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but, you know, familiarity sort of,
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it doesn't breed contempt in this case,
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but it breeds a sort of
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emotional and intellectual apathy
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in these readings,
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just sort of, we hear them week after week,
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and we don't really hear some of the lines.
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And, you know, one of the lines
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that is crucial to our understanding
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of what happens tonight
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when people are baptized,
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when people are brought into our faith,
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when all of you who have been
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brought into the faith,
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what that means at that moment.
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And it is a remembrance that
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once you belong,
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you know, everyone,
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I kind of hope,
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because I think we should
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live in a little bit of tension,
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I hope that every one of you
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at some time in your life
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has had someone say to you,
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you can't believe that
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and still be Catholic.
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What I hope even more
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is that you had the peace of mind
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to go, I can hear you're uncomfortable.
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That's always the answer to that.
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We've been too often in every faith,
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I think, in our culture,
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and across the country,
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we use faith a little
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to infantilize people.
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We're all waiting, you know,
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someone, I'll get people,
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they'll come to me and they'll say,
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now, so and so said this
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and this and this,
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and I, you know, which is it?
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And I always think it's odd
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if someone's coming to me
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and say, which do I believe?
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You know, could you call
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the Vatican and ask daddy
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to tell me what I believe?
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And that's the heart
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of many people's faith,
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is someone else will tell us.
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But that's someone else's faith.
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What we're here to do
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is explore together,
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and you know, when someone says,
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well, can I be Catholic,
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and you already are.
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It's not a can you be,
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and everyone who comes in tonight,
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you are.
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You're Catholic,
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it's kind of like saying,
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well, can I think this
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and still be a member
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of my family?
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Mine would have booted me long ago
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if they could have caught me.
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You know, I mean,
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but you belong.
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When in the first reading,
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the line that always hits me,
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and I think Hunter had it
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this year in that sixth day,
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and God saw that everything
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that God created was good.
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So when we have that doubt
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in ourselves and think,
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am I a good person?
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What we're really asking is,
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did God create me?
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If God created you,
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and God saw that everything
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he created was good,
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except Patrick.
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I mean, it really is odd
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that it even comes to our mind
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if we believe the first part of that.
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But a lot of us cannot really get
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to that image that God is love.
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That God is love,
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and everything created by God
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is good.
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And that you and I really,
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we have the ability
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to make bad choices
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and mess up our lives.
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We do it all the time.
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But we don't have the ability
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to undo the goodness of God.
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You're not that powerful
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to undo the goodness of God.
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So I always think,
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so where do we think we,
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where do we think we succeeded there?
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That we're the one thing
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God created that isn't good,
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or that somehow we got it undone?
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It's not about,
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because I think a lot of people think
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when you hear that kind of theology,
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oh, they're just going easy on people.
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No, it's not about people.
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It's about our image of God.
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It's who we believe God is.
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That was the heart
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of Catherine of Siena's theology,
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which I always tell people,
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I just, I loved Catherine.
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And many of you have heard this
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a gazillion times from me,
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that she had the image of hell.
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And she, it was just,
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it was just like so many of the saints
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and the swirling fire and all,
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but her image always ends with,
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and it was empty.
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That's not her image of hell.
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That's not her image of sin.
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That's not her image of humanity.
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That's her image of God.
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That's her image of God.
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What's our image of God?
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And it's, it's almost
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frightening to go there.
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And so we, we go to this
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treatum every year,
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and we don't realize that
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where we end here with baptisms
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and the first communions
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and the confirmations,
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and where we end is exactly
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where we started on Thursday.
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In the end, it really is
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all about that word communion.
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It is about communion.
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And there are two communions
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that we celebrate
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through the, the tritium.
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The first was last night.
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And I talked a little bit
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about God coming down
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to be wounded, to suffer,
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to die, because those are things
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that God cannot do as God.
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It is, it, it,
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you cannot wound God.
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You know, God does not suffer.
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God is, God is God.
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God doesn't doubt.
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He knows what's going to happen.
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Not one of those things.
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Not the fall of Adam.
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Not what happened
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before the flood came.
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None of that was God
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getting up and saying,
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I did not see this coming.
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Plan B, I'll have to send my son
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because Eden didn't work.
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It's not that God
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didn't see something coming.
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So God can't be in doubt.
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God can't be any of those things.
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So how to connect to us
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in our pain and our suffering?
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God becomes human
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to come into communion with us.
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So last night we celebrate
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that God makes the effort
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to be in communion with us,
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to come and go through humanity.
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What it is to be human.
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And he does it for tonight,
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which is the second communion,
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so that we know
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that we will be in communion with God
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and that is resurrection.
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And that is power.
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And that is new life.
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And God could have done that
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without coming down.
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You know, God didn't have
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to send Jesus because
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there was some ancient contract
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and debts had to be paid.
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You know, who did he make
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the contract with?
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You know, it's not that.
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It's God could have just
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waved a wand and said
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they'll all come to heaven.
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But, you know, all it takes
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is a little bit
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of critical thinking
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and you see the flaw in that.
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If all of us go to heaven
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just like this,
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then heaven will be Denver.
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You know, I think
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what we really think is
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heaven will be that place
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where I will still be me,
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but you will all be much better.
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You'll all be perfectly loving
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and perfectly forgiving.
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You'll all, you know,
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there'll be no sin.
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But I will still get to be me.
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And as long as I'm
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the center of the universe,
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it's not a bad theory.
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But instead,
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so I have to change.
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So why the gospel?
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Why this story?
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Why does God come down?
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Why does God connect
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with us this way?
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Because heaven is not
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a place we get to.
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It's a formation we go through.
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Heaven is a formation
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we go through
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until we're ready to be there.
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And so God gives us
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all of these stories tonight.
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And these stories
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are there to form us
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and to help us to start
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to connect to one another
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and to start to see the flaws
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in being unwilling to forgive
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and the flaws of injustice
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in our systems
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and in our interpersonal lives.
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We see the flaws.
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We work to correct them.
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We don't get it done
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usually in this life.
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By the time we're at our last day
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and we're ready
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to take our last breath,
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we will look around.
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It will still be Denver.
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Now, please quit telling people
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from out of state
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how close that is to heaven.
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But, you know,
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it'll still be Denver.
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We'll still have not fixed everything.
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We will still not be perfect.
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And that's where that Catholic
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teaching of purgatory comes in.
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There's still process.
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God will still continue.
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But what he won't do
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is to come through and say,
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you know what?
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What I'll do is I'll wipe out
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your personalities,
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put in something more heavenly,
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and then you'll all get along.
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And heaven will be full.
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It just won't really be us.
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Heaven's got to be a formation.
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And so these stories
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and this night
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and our coming together
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is the formation we're called to.
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Being in community.
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Not because we will agree
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on everything,
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but because we will be in community.
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We will be in community
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that makes absolute sense at times
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and is an insane amount
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of tension at times.
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At times we'll say,
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oh, you know, I agree, you know.
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Do you agree with the church?
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Well,
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sometimes I agree with this church,
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this church not so much.
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I'm not even going to talk
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about this church, you know.
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This is church.
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This is church.
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We are baptized into parishes.
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It is part of our canon law
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that most people forget about
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and don't know.
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You're not baptized
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into the church, the kingdom.
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We actually, canon law says
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you have to be baptized into a parish.
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You actually can't just go
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and say,
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I just want to be baptized
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into the church.
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You have to be baptized
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into a parish.
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Why?
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Because it's your job
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to struggle with this community.
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It is this community's job
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to stay connected to the church.
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Not yours.
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You have to stay connected
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to your community.
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The community's job then
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is to connect to the church.
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So, because community, communion
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is what God came to give us.
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And he could have given it to us
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with a wave of hand.
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But where's the formation?
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So, God comes as a story.
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God comes as a story.
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And tonight we hear
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all the rich stories,
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the richest stories that we know.
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And we tell them
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because we remind ourselves
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we're not here
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to pass an exam,
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click off the right rituals,
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and get into the country club.
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We're here
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because heaven is a formation.
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And it's a formation.
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God does the heavy lifting.
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The grace is there.
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Through what Jesus did
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we can get to heaven.
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But the formation is left
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through the stories,
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through the community,
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through the coming together.
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Tonight, as we celebrate
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people coming into our church,
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we should remember
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we are church.
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And if someone says,
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well, can you be Catholic?
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I am.
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What do you mean?
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Can you be human and think that?
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I've tried not being human.
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Or so my mother says.
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You are.
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You are Catholic.
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You do belong.
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And I think
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that word belong
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becomes very important tonight.
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As we watch people come in
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that we remember
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we belong.
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We celebrate those
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who would like to belong
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to this formation,
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to this path to heaven,
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to this recognition of God.
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Not as the only one in the world,
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but as this community.
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And so we ask God
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to grace those
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who are coming in tonight,
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but also to remind each of us
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that at this point
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our belonging isn't even ours
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to get rid of.
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Our belonging is God's.
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And if you wish to go up
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against God on your belonging,
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that you can do on your own.
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This community
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will always assume
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you are a member.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth of belonging—to God, to the Church, and to one another in community. Through the telling of the Resurrection story and the rituals of Holy Week, he reminds us that faith is not about legalism, perfection, or intellectual certainty, but about formation, relationship, and communion. The Easter Vigil is not merely a dramatic event, but a transformative celebration in which we remember who we are: people created good by a loving God, invited into an ongoing journey of becoming. The Resurrection is not simply a past event but a present and personal calling to new life and communal belonging, where God’s grace forms us into who we are meant to be.
In his deeply pastoral and reflective homily, Father Pat begins by acknowledging the emotional and spiritual weight of the Easter Vigil, both for those being received into the Church and for the celebrant himself. His humorous and humble confession of nervousness underscores the uniqueness and sacredness of the moment. Yet, far from being a performance, the liturgy is a communal act of remembrance and participation in the divine story. He draws attention to how repeated exposure to Scripture can numb us to its radical message, causing us to miss the astonishment and challenge embedded in the Resurrection narrative. The women at the tomb were amazed, and so should we be. The empty tomb is not a passive symbol, but an invitation into transformation.
Father Pat reminds us that belief is not about intellectual assent to a checklist of doctrines. It is communion with God and others. He challenges the tendency to treat faith as something dictated by authority or tradition alone, urging the faithful instead to engage in personal discernment within community. The idea that one could be “too flawed” or “not good enough” to belong is rejected outright. Referencing Genesis, he affirms that everything God created is good—including each person. Sin and failure are real, but they do not undo the foundational goodness of creation. We are not powerful enough to erase God’s goodness in us.
He then turns to the nature of God revealed through Jesus. God, in divine essence, cannot suffer or die. Yet in Christ, God chooses to enter into human experience—even into suffering and death—not because of a cosmic contract, but because communion requires solidarity. God enters into our humanity so that we may be formed through it into divine life. This, he explains, is the first communion: God with us. The Resurrection completes the divine movement toward us, and now calls us toward God, forming us gradually into people capable of eternal communion. This is the second communion: us with God.
Heaven, then, is not a static destination but a state of being we are prepared for through formation. If God were to simply grant heaven without transformation, it would be indistinguishable from our current flawed existence. Heaven must be different not only in place but in personhood. We must be made new. This is why God gives us Scripture, sacraments, and most importantly, each other. We are formed in and through community—not because it is easy or always agreeable, but precisely because it requires us to grow, to forgive, to love, and to be humbled.
Father Pat emphasizes that our faith is embodied in the local parish, where we are baptized, confirmed, and formed. It is not enough to be part of an abstract "universal church.” Canon law requires baptism into a parish because it is in real, lived community that our faith is tested and nurtured. The Church is not a perfect institution nor is it meant to be a monolith of uniformity. It is a place of tension, diversity, and grace. Faith is not about having all the answers, but about remaining committed to the journey, to community, and to the God who walks with us.
In closing, Father Pat returns to the theme of belonging. The question is not “Can I be Catholic?” but rather, “Do I recognize that I already am?” Belonging is not earned; it is given by God. Even when we doubt ourselves, even when others question our place, our belonging is not something we can forfeit—it is God’s gift. The Easter Vigil, with its baptisms and confirmations, is not just about those entering the Church but a reminder to all of us that we are Church. We belong. And in that belonging, we are formed into the people God created us to be, now and for eternity....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 982.9099731445312, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Many of Jesus' disciples who were listening said, This saying is hard. Who can accept it? Since Jesus knew that His disciples were murmuring about this, He said to them, Does this shock you? What if you were to see the Son of Man ascending to where He was before? It is the Spirit that gives life, while the flesh is of no avail. The words I have spoken to you are spirit and life, but there are some among you who do not believe. For this reason I have told you that no one can come to me unless it is granted him by the Father. As a result of this, many of His disciples returned to their former way of life and no longer accompanied Him. Jesus said to the twelve, Do you also want to leave? Simon Peter answered him, Master, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life, the gospel of the Lord. So this is our sixth week of this chapter of John and I am ready to return to my former way of life. John just wraps the same thought around a dozen different ways and he kind of keeps starting the conversation over again like they haven't already been through it. It's very Greek. But I think in light of the other two readings we can get to some interesting places that aren't simply a rehash of what we've been talking about. And starting with this, the most, for me, the far most interesting reading religiously, culturally we'll get to the second one which you're all interested in. And they cleaned it up today. But the first one is theologically much more interesting. It's this Joshua says, so you know, which God do you want to serve? Now, first understand he is coming from an era when he was probably not a monotheist. He probably thought there were more than one, there was more than one God. So when he says which God are you going to worship? Now that's not a question that a real monotheist would ask. There's only one God. But he's saying which God? And then he, I mean, he goes out of there and beyond that to say, you know, do you want the gods that did this or the gods of the Amorites? Which gods? Now today we're really not very far beyond that. We don't really, when someone writes, I think someone wrote a book in the last eight years called God is One, you know, and it was this sort of we all worship the same God, which we don't. I do believe that there is a fundamental reality God that is not changed by our belief. That, you know, we all try to get to the reality and the truth but when we say there's only one God, what we're really saying is there's only one God that's beyond yours and my belief and that we will never get our heads around. But when you and I talk about God, and it's the most frightening words I ever hear and it's inevitably on a plane or something when you can't escape that someone says, so do you believe in God? And what they mean is, do you believe what I believe about God? Because if you were to say, oh yes he's the head of cabbage in California they say, you don't believe in God! You don't believe what I believe about God. Very, very different and I would wager that you won't find, you certainly won't find theologians nowadays, but you won't find most of us that believe in the God that Joshua is talking about. Joshua is talking about a God that likes his people better than other people. That was the belief. It was a very partisan God. God will defend Joshua and his people when they go to battle against those people. I would posit nowadays that any reputable theologian knows that God will fight for you until you're fighting against another person and then God doesn't like you any better than them. I know that is harsh to hear at the beginning of football season. God does not like any team better than any others. I know what you're all thinking and I'm not going to say it. No, no team. You know, there's that idea that what it means to believe in a God that Jesus starts to unveil the God who is here to save all people. The God who loves all creation. The God who is infinite love, whose mercy is beyond our comprehension. That's the God that really Joshua's not going to get too terribly near. So when we hear this what God do you serve? Actually most of us nowadays would have to disagree with Joshua because he has a very different image of God than we are left with nowadays. He talks very clearly about the ideas of God that I think we would still hold to, though if you read the whole book of Joshua, he shuts a lot of these down later on. This is the God who brings you out of slavery and into freedom. This is the God. But unfortunately as you get down, you realize this is the God who brings Joshua and his people out of freedom. Not necessarily others. You've got St. Paul still writing about slavery, you know, centuries later. And he's only talking about how well you should treat slaves, which is similar to what he talks about today. I knew, I knew I'm going to bust the chops, I don't even know who it was, but I'm going to bust the chops a little of whoever prepared the lectures this week. Because I knew without asking every once in a while I say, hey, when you have a discussion on those second readings, if they're real long, do the short reading. No, no, no, they love the long readings. Every week we get the longest reading they can find. But I knew this week they would not do the long reading. Because the long reading starts out with wives should be subordinate to their husbands. As to the Lord himself. And I knew they would go, oh, let's do the short version. Huge mistake. The reason that's a huge mistake is because the reason we do it is the second reading says all the same stuff a little more palatably. I'd rather have it unpalatable. I'd rather it didn't slip in, you know, with the spoonful of sugar sort of thing. You know, because when you really read this, husbands, you should love your wives so that you can present them unblemished to God, because your love will make them holy. This is sort of the difference between the first one says, you know, women should have no freedom. And the second one is, and this happened to me within the last, well, since I've been here at MPB, the last 14, 15 years, that in this day and age, a woman said to me, my husband gives me all the freedom I want. And I went, gives you? Gives you the freedom? You got no freedom at all. If he's giving you your freedom, it sounds a little more palatable, but it, you know, Paul could not have imagined a world, he really couldn't imagine what gender equality looked like, so he's trying to make a silk purse out of a sow's ear here. He's trying to do what he can to say, oh, you know, this authority that men have over women should never be abused. Rather than, maybe he couldn't conceive of gender equality. And no one wants to be honest about it, but we haven't conceived it yet. We really haven't. We're still trying to, and the same could be said with many kinds of prejudice. We're, real equality and real justice scares us, so instead we want to be, we want to feel decent about our interpersonal relationships, so we don't want to treat anyone badly through inequality, but we're not really willing to go to equality, and there's a difference. You know, the difference between, well, we should be charitable to certain groups, rather than, they should have just as much power as we do. Shouldn't depend on one group's charity towards another. That we really would strive for that, and so our vision of God, when someone says, who's the God you serve? Is it the God of equality? Is it the God of justice? Is it the God that, well, I'm pretty comfortable being above the median in a lot of ways, and I'm not sure, justice might, you know, scare me a little too much. You can always see there are those who will pass laws that keep the divide bigger, and they'll do it in the name of order and hierarchy and that, and then those who will try to go for that God of justice. I think it's fascinating that I've never really met anyone arrogant enough to say that they know more than God. You know, I think we know next to God, we're kind of dumb. God is omniscient, all-knowing, but we're really comfortable with a vision of God whose heart is smaller than ours. Not as mine, but God's heart is smaller. That's why I'm really hoping that Aunt Sally gets into heaven, I'm just not sure God will let her in. I know that those are good people, but it says in Scripture they're going to hell. What can I do? God's heart is just not as big as mine. Interesting how easily we could say such a thing. And there are things in Scripture, we know that you have to have a filter. We know that thou shalt not commit murder, and thou shalt not eat shrimp, should not be on an even playing field. But there is no bold font on murder. There's no underlines. They didn't even understand italics yet. So we just get this list. And someone comes along and says, oh, let's be reasonable, of course murder is worse than shrimp. While we're at it, though, let's keep the slavery thing, that one's fine, but the women, let's not let them get out of hand, you know. And that all gets slipped in, and someone says, so who's the God you worship? How wide is your God? How large? How universally loving? How nonpartisan is your God? And, you know, it's so funny that if you're going to be partisan, trust me, you will not stop chopping the group up. You know, we've watched and we've said, oh, you know, America is not greater than every other country, and now it's America can't get along with itself. And now it's the Democrats and the Republicans can't get along within their own groups. Thanksgiving dinner, you know, you can't even talk to the family now. You want to go partisan, you will get it down to you against the world. Because we just, you know, it's not that I don't like other people, it's just that no one seems to get it as much as I do. I get it. And you all, what's going on? We all have a bit of that. A friend of mine and I were talking this week about Catholic church and this idea that the Pope is infallible, and he said, how could anyone believe in infallibility? And I said, everyone believes in infallibility. They just usually put it within themselves. Everyone's got someone or something that's infallible. You know? If a doctor tells you something and a grocer tells you something else, if it's medical, you probably go with the doctor. We've all got people we think are infallible in certain areas. And it sets us up for huge disappointment, but more importantly, it closes us off from the possibility that God is everywhere, that God is universal, that God loves everyone equally. And even though this is so horrifying, because so many of us have heard it for years, you know what? In God's eyes, I'm not special. Any more than anyone else. And, you know, I love language, so when someone says, well, you're special the same way that everyone else is special, I go, I don't think that word means what you think it means. You know? And that's okay. Because I think they're using special to mean valuable. And everyone's valuable. There was a funeral yesterday, and I described her, but I did it on purpose, I described her as having an uncommon amount of common sense. Because we know that, you know, common sense is not necessarily common. We mean something else by it. You know? And we use the word, though, to mean a certain thing. And I think when people say, well, you are special in the sight of God, well, you know, in my family, there were times I was special and it was not a good thing. I was especially irksome. I was especially in trouble. I had a favorite aunt, and I always have to bring her up on this weekend because that was her favorite reading in all of Scripture. She's screaming in heaven right now. Aunt Mary was a character. And I just used to love her. I think our priest did it on purpose. He always found the happiest reader in the world to do that reading. And she'd always get up and she'd say, Wives, be submissive to your husbands. And she was just so happy. And my aunt did everything but she used to smoke a cigar. I knew she was going to smoke one in church one of these days. You would just see her shake. But she had this way of leaning into a punch that I always appreciated. My mother would always say kind of what I call the bumper stickers of Christianity. My mother loved to throw something out that was going to sound deep. And Aunt Mary used to love to just go as far into it as she could until it looked ridiculous. But my mother would say one time, she said, When I die, I don't want anyone to cry. I want there to be a celebration of life. I really want people to feel good about it. And Aunt Mary said, I want them weeping inconsolably at my funeral. laughter And she went on in great detail to describe the grief and pain that we should hold. Well, my mother's lovely thought was now gone and she was furious. But, you know, she was that sort of you know, we all have these little ideas and every once in a while someone comes through and breaks through them. And says, you know, what if everyone's equal? What if, you know, my funeral will not be more special than yours? Someone asked me this week about the paw on a casket. You know, why don't we put this, well, why did we do a paw on the casket? The original idea of a paw on a casket was in the Middle Ages when some people had more wealth than anyone and their casket was gold with leafing and da-da-da and then a poor person came in in a pine box. The original intent of a paw is to drape your coffin to say, no one's special at this moment. You can have the prettiest coffin in the world but for the funeral, there's going to be a simple white cloth over it because at this moment, we are connected. This is not a moment of, look how special. A God who loves everyone. A God who is hurt when anyone suffers. A God who can't bear to watch us pass one another with indifference when people are struggling. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Many of Jesus' disciples who were listening said,
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This saying is hard. Who can accept it?
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Since Jesus knew
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that His disciples were murmuring about this,
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He said to them, Does this shock you?
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What if you were to see
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the Son of Man ascending to where He was
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before? It is
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the Spirit that gives life, while the flesh
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is of no avail.
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The words I have spoken to you are
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spirit and life, but there are some among you
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who do not believe. For this
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reason I have told you that no one can come to me
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unless it is granted him by the Father.
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As a result of this,
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many of His disciples returned to their former
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way of life and no longer
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accompanied Him. Jesus
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said to the twelve, Do you also want to
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leave? Simon Peter
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answered him, Master, to whom shall
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we go? You have the words of eternal
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life, the gospel
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of the Lord.
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So this is our sixth
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week of this chapter of John
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and I am ready to
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return to my former way of life.
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John just wraps
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the same thought around
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a dozen different ways
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and he kind of keeps starting the
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conversation over again like they haven't
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already been through it.
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It's very Greek.
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But I think
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in light of the other two readings we can get to
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some interesting places that aren't
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simply a rehash of what we've
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been talking about. And starting
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with this, the most, for me, the
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far most interesting reading
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religiously, culturally
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we'll get to the second one which you're all interested
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in. And they
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cleaned it up today.
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But the first one is theologically much
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more interesting. It's this
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Joshua says, so
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you know, which God do you want to serve?
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Now, first understand
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he is coming from an era when he was
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probably not a monotheist.
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He probably thought there were more
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than one, there was more than one God. So when he says
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which God are you going to
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worship? Now that's
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not a question that a real
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monotheist would ask.
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There's only one God.
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But he's saying which God?
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And then he, I mean, he goes out of
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there and beyond that to say, you
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know, do you want the gods that did this
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or the gods of the Amorites? Which
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gods? Now
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today we're really not very far
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beyond that. We don't
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really, when someone writes, I think someone wrote
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a book in the last eight years called
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God is One, you know, and it was this sort of
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we all worship the same God, which we don't.
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I do
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believe that there is a fundamental
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reality God
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that is not changed by our belief.
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That, you know,
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we all try to get to
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the reality and the truth
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but when we say there's only
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one God, what we're really saying is there's only
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one God that's beyond yours and my
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belief and that we will never get our
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heads around. But when you and I talk
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about God, and
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it's the most frightening words I ever hear
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and it's inevitably on a
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plane or something when you can't escape
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that someone says, so do you believe
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in God?
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And what they mean is, do you believe what I
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believe about God?
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Because if you were to say, oh yes
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he's the head of cabbage in California
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they say,
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you don't believe in God!
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You don't believe
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what I believe about God.
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Very, very different
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and I would wager that
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you won't find, you certainly won't find theologians
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nowadays, but you won't find
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most of us that believe in the God that Joshua
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is talking about.
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Joshua is talking about a God
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that likes his people better
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than other people.
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That was the belief. It was a very
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partisan God.
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God will defend
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Joshua and his people
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when they go to battle against those
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people. I would
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posit nowadays that any reputable
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theologian knows that God
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will fight for you until
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you're fighting against another person
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and then God doesn't like you any better than them.
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I know that is
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harsh to hear at the beginning
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of football season.
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God
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does not like any team better than any others.
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I know what you're all thinking and I'm not
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going to say it. No, no team.
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You know, there's that
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idea that what it means to
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believe in a God
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that Jesus starts to unveil
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the God who is here to
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save all people. The God
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who loves all creation.
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The God who is infinite
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love, whose mercy is beyond our
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comprehension. That's the
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God that really Joshua's
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not going to get too terribly near.
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So when we hear this
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what God do you serve?
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Actually most of us nowadays would have to
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disagree with Joshua because he
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has a very different image of God than we are
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left with nowadays.
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He talks
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very clearly about
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the ideas of God that I think
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we would still hold to, though if you read the
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whole book of Joshua, he shuts
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a lot of these down later on.
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This is the God
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who brings you out of slavery and
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into freedom.
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This is the God.
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But unfortunately
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as you get down, you realize
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this is the God who brings Joshua
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and his people out of freedom.
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Not necessarily others.
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You've got St. Paul still writing about
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slavery, you know,
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centuries later.
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And he's only talking about how well
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you should treat slaves, which is
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similar to what he talks about today.
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I knew,
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I knew I'm going to bust the chops, I don't
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even know who it was, but I'm going to bust the
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chops a little of whoever prepared the lectures
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this week. Because I
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knew without asking every once
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in a while I say, hey, when you have
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a discussion on those second readings, if they're real long,
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do the short reading.
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No, no, no, they love the long readings.
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Every week we get the
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longest reading they can find. But I
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knew this week they would not do the long reading.
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Because
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the long reading starts out with
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wives
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should be subordinate to their
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husbands.
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As to the Lord
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himself.
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And I knew they would go,
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oh, let's do
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the short version.
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Huge
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mistake. The reason
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that's a huge mistake is because the
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reason we do it is the
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second reading says
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all the same stuff a little more
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palatably. I'd rather
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have it unpalatable.
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I'd rather it didn't
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slip in, you know, with the spoonful of
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sugar sort of thing.
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You know, because when you really read this,
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husbands, you should love your wives
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so that you can present them unblemished
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to God, because your love will
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make them holy.
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This is sort of the difference
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between the first one says,
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you know, women should have no freedom.
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And the second one is, and this happened to me
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within the last, well, since I've been here at
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MPB, the last 14, 15 years,
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that in this day and age, a woman
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said to me, my husband gives me all the freedom I want.
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And I went, gives you?
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Gives you the
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freedom? You got no freedom at all.
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If he's giving you
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your freedom, it sounds
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a little more palatable, but it,
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you know, Paul could not have imagined
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a world,
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he really couldn't imagine what
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gender equality looked like, so he's trying to make
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a silk purse out of a sow's ear here.
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He's trying to do what he can
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to say, oh, you know,
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this authority that men have
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over women should never be abused.
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Rather than, maybe
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he couldn't conceive
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of gender equality.
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And no one wants to be honest
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about it, but we haven't conceived it yet.
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We really
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haven't. We're
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still trying to, and the same
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could be said with many kinds of prejudice.
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We're, real equality
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and real justice scares us, so
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instead we want to be, we want to feel
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decent about our interpersonal relationships,
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so we don't want to treat anyone
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badly through inequality, but we're
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not really willing to go to
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equality, and there's a difference.
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You know,
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the difference between, well, we should
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be charitable to certain groups, rather
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than, they should have just as much power
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as we do.
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Shouldn't depend on
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one group's charity towards another.
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That we really
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would strive for that, and so our vision of
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God, when someone says, who's the God you serve?
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Is it the God of equality? Is it the God
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of justice? Is it the God
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that, well, I'm pretty comfortable being
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above the median in a lot of ways, and I'm not
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sure, justice might, you know,
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scare me a little too much.
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You can always see there are
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those who will pass laws
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that keep the divide bigger,
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and they'll do it in the name of
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order and hierarchy and that, and then those
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who will try to go
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for that God of justice.
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I think it's fascinating that
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I've never really met anyone
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arrogant enough to say that
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they know more than God.
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You know, I think we know next
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to God, we're kind of dumb.
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God is
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omniscient, all-knowing,
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but we're really comfortable
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with a vision of God whose heart is
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smaller than ours.
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Not as mine, but God's
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heart is smaller.
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That's why I'm really hoping
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that Aunt Sally gets into heaven, I'm just not sure
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God will let her in.
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I know that those are good
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people, but it says in Scripture they're going
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to hell. What
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can I do? God's heart is just not as big as
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mine.
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Interesting how easily we could say
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such a thing. And
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there are things in Scripture, we know
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that you have to have a filter.
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We know that thou shalt not
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commit murder, and thou shalt
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not eat shrimp, should not be
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on an even playing field.
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But there is no bold
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font on murder.
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There's no underlines.
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They didn't even understand italics yet.
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So we just get this
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list.
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And someone comes along and says,
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oh, let's be reasonable,
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of course murder is worse
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than shrimp.
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While we're at it, though, let's keep the slavery thing,
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that one's fine, but the women,
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let's not let them get out of hand, you know.
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And that all gets slipped in, and someone
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says, so who's the God you
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worship? How wide is
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your God? How large?
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How universally loving?
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How nonpartisan
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is your God?
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And, you know, it's so funny that
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if you're going to
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be partisan, trust me, you will not
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stop chopping the group up.
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You know, we've watched and we've said,
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oh, you know, America
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is not greater than every other country, and
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now it's America can't get along with itself.
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And now
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it's the Democrats and the
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Republicans can't get along within their own groups.
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Thanksgiving dinner, you know, you can't even
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talk to the family now.
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You want to go partisan, you will get it
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down to you against the world.
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Because
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we just, you know,
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it's not that I don't like other people,
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it's just that no one seems
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to get it as much as I do.
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I get it.
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And you all, what's going on?
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We all have a bit of that.
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A friend of mine and I
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were talking this week about Catholic
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church and this idea that the
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Pope is infallible, and he said, how could anyone
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believe in infallibility? And I said, everyone
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believes in infallibility.
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They just usually put it within themselves.
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Everyone's
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got someone or something that's infallible.
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You know?
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If a doctor tells you something
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and a grocer tells you something else,
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if it's medical, you probably go
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with the doctor.
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We've all got people we think
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are infallible in certain areas.
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And it sets us up
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for huge disappointment,
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but more importantly,
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it closes us off from the
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possibility that God
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is everywhere, that God is universal,
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that God loves
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everyone equally.
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And even though this
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is so horrifying, because so many of us have heard it for years,
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you know what? In God's eyes,
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I'm not special.
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Any more than anyone else.
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And, you know, I love
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language, so when someone says, well, you're special
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the same way that everyone else is special,
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I go, I don't think that word
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means what you think it means.
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You know? And that's okay.
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Because I think they're using
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special to mean valuable.
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And everyone's valuable.
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There was a
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funeral yesterday, and I described
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her, but I did it on purpose, I described
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her as having an uncommon
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amount of common sense.
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Because we know that, you know, common sense
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is not necessarily common.
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We mean something else by it.
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You know? And
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we use the word, though, to mean a certain thing.
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And I think when people say, well,
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you are special in the sight of God,
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well, you know,
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in my family,
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there were times I was special
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and it was not a good thing.
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I was
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especially irksome.
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I was especially in trouble.
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I had a favorite aunt,
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and I always have to bring her up on this weekend
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because that was her favorite
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reading in all of Scripture.
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She's screaming in heaven right now.
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Aunt Mary
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was a character.
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And I just used to love her.
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I think our priest did it on purpose.
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He always found the happiest reader
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in the world to do that reading.
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And she'd always get up and she'd say,
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Wives, be submissive to your husbands.
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And she was just
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so happy. And my aunt did everything
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but she used to smoke a cigar.
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I knew she was going to smoke one in church one of these days.
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You would just see her shake.
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But she had this way of leaning
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into a punch that I always appreciated.
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My mother would always say
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kind of what I call the bumper stickers of Christianity.
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My mother loved to throw something out
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that was going to sound deep.
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And Aunt Mary used to love to just go
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as far into it as she could
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until it looked ridiculous.
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But my mother would say one time, she said,
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When I die, I don't want
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anyone to cry. I want there to be a celebration
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of life. I really want people
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to feel good about it.
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And Aunt Mary said, I want them
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weeping inconsolably at my funeral.
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laughter
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And she went on
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in great detail to describe
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the grief and pain that we should hold.
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Well, my mother's lovely thought was now gone
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and she was furious.
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But, you know, she was that sort of
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you know, we all have these little ideas
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and every once in a while someone comes through and breaks through them.
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And says, you know,
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what if everyone's equal?
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What if, you know,
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my funeral will not be more special
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than yours?
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Someone asked me this week
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about the paw on a casket.
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You know,
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why don't we put this, well, why did we do
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a paw on the casket? The original idea
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of a paw on a casket was in the Middle Ages
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when some people
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had more wealth
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than anyone
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and their casket was gold
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with leafing and da-da-da and then a poor person
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came in in a pine box.
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The original intent of a paw
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is to drape your
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coffin to say,
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no one's special at this moment.
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You can
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have the prettiest coffin in the world
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but for the funeral, there's going to be a simple
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white cloth over it because
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at this moment, we are
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connected. This is not
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a moment of, look how special.
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A God who loves everyone.
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A God
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who is hurt when anyone
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suffers. A God
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who can't bear to watch
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us pass one another
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with indifference when
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people are struggling.
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Who's the God
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we serve this day?
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Father Pat’s message centers on the tension betwee Father Pat’s message centers on the tension between ancient religious understandings and our evolving awareness of God’s true nature — one not of partisanship, hierarchy, or exclusion, but of infinite, inclusive love and justice. Using the readings from John, Joshua, and Ephesians, he challenges us to re-examine our image of God, confront the discomfort of radical equality, question cultural and theological assumptions, and embrace a vision of divine mercy that transcends human divisions, prejudices, and power structures. Ultimately, Father Pat urges us to choose to serve a God whose love is universal, whose justice is not based on favoritism, and whose truth calls us into deeper humility, equity, and compassion.
In the Gospel reading from John, Jesus delivers a difficult teaching that causes many of His disciples to walk away. Father Pat highlights the discomfort this passage evokes—not just for the disciples then, but for us now. Jesus’ message—"It is the Spirit that gives life, while the flesh is of no avail"—clashes with shallow understandings of faith and demands a deeper, spiritual commitment. When Jesus asks the Twelve if they too will leave, Peter responds, “Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.” This moment encapsulates the challenge and the invitation of true discipleship: to remain faithful even when the message is hard, even when it disrupts our assumptions.
Father Pat contrasts this with the reading from Joshua, where the people are asked to choose which god they will serve. He explains that Joshua likely operated in a polytheistic context, making the question—“Which god will you serve?”—a sincere one. Joshua’s God is a tribal, partisan deity who favors his own people. Father Pat points out that many modern people still operate with tribal concepts of God, whether nationalistic, denominational, or personal. He challenges the congregation to ask themselves: do we serve a God who only loves “our side,” or a God who loves universally? He critiques the notion that we all worship the same God, emphasizing that while God is one and unchanging, human conceptions of God vary dramatically and often reflect our own limitations, prejudices, and agendas.
Theologically, Father Pat draws attention to how people often imagine God’s heart to be smaller than their own—less merciful, less just, less inclusive. This inversion is not only ironic but spiritually dangerous. When people say, “I know they’re good people, but Scripture says they’re going to hell,” the implication is that God is less compassionate than we are. He confronts the inconsistency of applying Scripture selectively—treating moral imperatives like murder and dietary laws with equal weight, yet dismissing the call for justice, equality, and the rejection of slavery as cultural relics. This, he says, is the danger of unexamined theology and rigid literalism.
Father Pat then delves into the controversial second reading from Ephesians, which the liturgy committee truncated to avoid the difficult verse: “Wives should be subordinate to their husbands.” He critiques the instinct to soften difficult Scripture rather than confront it. Paul, he explains, was attempting to humanize a deeply patriarchal society but lacked the conceptual framework for full gender equality. Paul’s exhortation that husbands should love their wives as Christ loves the Church is noble, but still grounded in a hierarchy. Father Pat asserts that real equality—gender, racial, economic—is still elusive, partly because it threatens our comfort and privilege. We prefer charity (where we retain the upper hand) to justice (which requires structural change and shared power). He draws a distinction between being “nice” to the marginalized and truly empowering them.
This leads to a deeper question: what kind of God do we serve? Is it a God who upholds our comfort, our tribe, our nation, our class? Or is it the God Jesus reveals—universal in love, unbounded in mercy, impartial in justice? Father Pat uses humor and personal anecdotes—like his Aunt Mary’s irreverent response to “Wives, be submissive” and the use of a funeral pall to cover lavish coffins—to underscore the absurdity of human attempts to enforce divine favoritism or hierarchy. The pall, he notes, symbolizes the equality of all before God in death—a truth we should embrace in life.
Finally, Father Pat touches on the illusion of infallibility. While Catholics may speak of papal infallibility, most people act as if their own worldview is infallible. We filter God through our own biases, then mistake that image for God. This limits our capacity to grow spiritually and to see God in others. He warns that partisanship inevitably divides us down to the individual level—“you against the world”—because it is rooted in ego, not love. True faith, by contrast, involves relinquishing our false certainties and submitting to the mystery of a God who transcends all boundaries.
In essence, Father Pat’s homily is a call to reject a narrow, partisan, anthropomorphic God and embrace the God of Jesus Christ—a God of expansive love, radical justice, and unifying grace. He challenges us to question our assumptions, confront our fears about equality, and deepen our understanding of divine mercy. The God we serve, he insists, is revealed not in exclusion or privilege, but in compassion, humility, and the willingness to walk with those the world deems unworthy....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 979.0599975585938, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near to listen to Jesus, but the Pharisees and scribes began to complain, stating, This man welcomes sinners and eats with them. So to them Jesus addressed this parable. A man had two sons, and the younger son said to his father, Father, give me the share of your estate that should come to me. So the father divided the property between them. And after a few days, the younger son collected all his belongings and set off to a distant country, where he squandered his inheritance on a life of dissipation. When he had freely spent everything, a severe famine struck that country, and he found himself in dire need. So he hired himself out to one of the local citizens, who sent him to a farm to tend the swine. And he longed to eat his fill of the pods on which the swine fed, but nobody gave him any. Coming to his senses, he thought, How many of my father's hired workers have more than enough food to eat? But here I am, dying of hunger. I shall get up and go to my father, and I shall say to him, Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I no longer deserve to be called your son. Treat me as you would treat one of your hired workers. So he got up and went back to his father, and while he was still a long way off, his father caught sight of him and was filled with compassion. He ran to his son and embraced him. The son said, Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I no longer deserve to be called your son. But his father ordered his servants, Quickly, bring the finest robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. Take a fattened cack and slaughter it, and let us celebrate with a feast. Because this son of mine was dead and has come back to life, he was lost and has been found. Then the celebration began. Now the older son had been out in the field, and on his way back he neared the house and heard the sound of music and dance. He called one of the servants and asked what it might be. The servant said to him, Your brother has returned, and your father has slaughtered the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound. At this the son became angry and refused to enter the house, so the father came out and pleaded with him. He said to his father in reply, Look, all these years I have served you, and not once did I disobey your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat to feast on with my friends. But when this son of yours, who swallowed up your property with prostitutes, comes home, for him you slaughtered a fattened calf. He said to him, My son, you are here with me always, and everything I have is yours. But now we must celebrate and rejoice because your brother was dead and has come back to life. He was lost and has been found. The Gospel of the Lord. The parable of a dozen assumptions that I think we make as readers. I think that this story, everyone will tell you, this story is all about the forgiveness of the father. It's all about the forgiveness of the father, and that's a central theme in it. I think it is, more importantly for us, it is about the short-sightedness of both the sons who cannot see what's going well. They're both missing points, right and left, and the reader, sometimes it's not them, and sometimes the reader puts in extra, you know, we like a little extra drama, we like to make sure that our sinners are the worst they can be before they're saved. Give us a little drama there. It begins and it says, so a young son comes to the father and says, Father, I'd like my share of the inheritance. And the father gives him his share of the inheritance. It doesn't say the relationship's broken. It doesn't say he demanded it, his father begrudgingly gave it to him, and there was a blowout and the kid ran away. He says, can I have my inheritance? The father goes, sure. That's how the story, but we never hear it that way because we want there to be a sin immediately because that makes the forgiveness all the more satisfying. And then it says, he goes, and there's this interesting word in Greek that literally means against the norm, against the regular measure. He lives a life of dissipation, which means rather than keeping his money to himself, he spreads it around. And he probably spreads it around a little imprudently. But it's not the worst thing in the world because it doesn't say he spreads it around and then all of a sudden realizes he's messed up and has to go home. He actually establishes himself in a different country and then a famine hits that whole country and he's in trouble. Most of us would say, you know, you have to be pretty well connected before the whole country has to go down for you to be hurt. Most of us look around and say, oh my gosh, I can't believe what's going on, but I'll be fine. He goes and he uses his money on other people and other things. It dissipates. It goes out. And only when there is a famine in the whole country does he find himself in need. And he's a foreigner in that country and is still able to get hired in the middle of a famine. So he's made some inroads for himself. But he doesn't get the best job in the world and you have to remember that, we assume that when we hear these parables, when he says, oh, there's a man with two sons, this is a Hebrew culture here. So for them to be a swine herder, pigs are unclean, it's like the most degrading job he could have because he's working with pork. It's everything he would like to not be doing. And so we misunderstand some of this stuff in the culture. So finally he says, you know what? I'm going to go home. Now he knows in his mind, okay, I've got to win Dad back over. So in his mind, there's been some sort of break in the relationship. But not for the dad. I can't tell you how often. Maybe it's the position of being clergy, but do you know how many times in a year people call me or grab me in the hole and say, Father, I want to apologize for the way I said something yesterday. And I'm like, what? They're thinking I'm offended. And I'm like, what did you say? Oh, you know, I called you by your first name, did you? They're scared to death they've offended someone. The child is pretty sure he's going back as a failure. That's what he's really struggling with. He went off on his own and he fell flat on his face and he picked the wrong place to be at the wrong time. He's not coming home as a success story. But there's nothing in this story that says, well, the father wrestled with it and finally said, I'll bring him back. The minute the father sees him, his son has come home. And even when the servant relates this to the older brother, he doesn't say, your father has taken him back. He says, your father has him back. I think that the child has created a break in this relationship that isn't there. He's created it in his own mind. I've told you this before, but the number of people who will come in and say something along the lines in the confessional, Father, it's been six months since my last confession and I've had three angry thoughts. I've had four since you sat down. It's pretty good. I had an angry thought that I'm sure that God is just so disappointed in me. What if God isn't disappointed in us? At least not nearly as often as we think. We create dramas that literally just exist within us. The second son does the same. The first son actually, the oldest, but second in the story. He does the same thing. He says, well, you know, first he's creating all sorts of drama. His brother has gone away to another country. They've not heard from him. He doesn't even know he's back. That's probably bad. That's probably the only bad moment in this is the father. Oh, look, my son has come back. You would think he'd let the other sons working out in the field. And he comes home and there's a party and he wasn't even invited. That's a bad fall in the story. That creates a little extra tension, I'm sure. But he comes and he hasn't seen this guy in here and he says, but this son of yours who wasted all your money on prostitutes, do you know something the rest of us don't? Are you close enough with those prostitutes that you heard these stories? What's going on? He's so angry that he's creating an uglier story than is there in his mind. And he says to his father, and I've done everything you've ever told me and you've never even given me so much as a goat for a feast, which is something most of us have never said to our parents. You've never so much as given me a goat to share with my friends. And the father looks at him probably like, what is wrong with you? And says, you're the first son. Did you not know that everything I have is yours? He's upset that he hasn't been given what's already his and he just can't see it. He can't see what he already has. You know, this story does not begin as many people hear. Well, you know, I get why the older son is upset because they divide the property in half and the young one goes off and blows his half of the property and then he's going to come back and want to spend some of mine now too? No, no. Oldest son, second oldest son did not split property in half. Younger son got a fraction. Older son gets everything. And he resents the one who got a little. That's the core of this story, is how we start to become as brothers and sisters, how we war with one another because either we have learned to feel guilty and insufficient in who we are and we're sure that God, you know, and if God is upset with who I am, sometimes the only solace is for me to go, at least I'm not them. This is where you start to see people, this is where you see entire churches full of sinners telling other sinners they're not welcome. You know, it starts out as I've always, I always love to say that, you know, this man welcomes sinners and eats with them. And I always say that Jesus responds to that. Why do you eat with sinners? Because there's only so many dinners you can have with Ma. Only other person in history we believe is without sin is his mother. You know, I mean, why do you eat with sinners? Says a bunch of people who think, I mean not us, we're not sinners, we mean them. It starts out with this acknowledgement that the two greatest insecurities we have is I'm not good enough. People think I'm bad. God thinks I'm bad. That's the younger son. And the older, there's not enough for me. I don't get enough things in the world. I haven't got enough. And someone's going to take what little I have. What if, and this is kind of edgy, edgy theology, I know, but what if God knew what he was doing? What if creation is sufficient to our needs? What if I don't need to make sure I have enough stored up that if I happen to live to 140, I'll be well taken care of while others are starving? What if give us this day our daily bread is to be a mindset? What if we're to believe in the abundance of God rather than the fear that there's not going to be enough for me? Or the fear that I'm not going to be enough for anyone else? What if we get beyond fear to a real belief in abundance? God has created you in abundance to be enough. You're good enough. And the world is enough for us. And all of a sudden we stop resenting people who have less. It is so easy to resent people who have less. It can be the sibling who's always falling apart and always seems to need a little more, but really is having a harder life. It can be an immigrant who's just trying to survive while I'm trying to figure out what to do with all that extra stuff I have upstairs because I've got to move back into a rectory and there's too much garbage. What if it's, you know, I've watched people, and I've even been in cars with people. I know I've done it myself. It's raining out. And so, you know, you're at a stop sign or at a light, and when the light turns green, pedestrians are still running across at the last minute because of the rain. And there I am inside my car with the heat going and the music. Did they not see the light change? Resentful of people who have less because either we don't, we can't see what we have, or we can't see who we are. But both are enough. And so the prodigal son's story is these two sons, and Luke is brilliant in his telling of this because we see that the father welcomes the first son back and tries to let him know he's enough. He doesn't say, I accept your apology. He doesn't even listen to it. He's already saying, get a robe, get rings, he's back. And the second son is upset and he says, look, come into the party. You have everything. We have your brother back. Why can't we celebrate that? What Luke doesn't tell us is whether the other brother ever comes into the party and whether the two ever reconcile. That is ours to answer. Will we ever reconcile with the world? Will we ever reconcile with one another? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near to listen to Jesus,
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but the Pharisees and scribes began to complain,
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stating, This man welcomes sinners and eats with them.
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So to them Jesus addressed this parable.
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A man had two sons, and the younger son said to his father,
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Father, give me the share of your estate that should come to me.
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So the father divided the property between them.
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And after a few days, the younger son collected all his belongings
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and set off to a distant country,
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where he squandered his inheritance on a life of dissipation.
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When he had freely spent everything,
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a severe famine struck that country, and he found himself in dire need.
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So he hired himself out to one of the local citizens,
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who sent him to a farm to tend the swine.
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And he longed to eat his fill of the pods on which the swine fed,
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but nobody gave him any.
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Coming to his senses, he thought,
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How many of my father's hired workers have more than enough food to eat?
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But here I am, dying of hunger.
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I shall get up and go to my father, and I shall say to him,
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Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you.
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I no longer deserve to be called your son.
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Treat me as you would treat one of your hired workers.
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So he got up and went back to his father,
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and while he was still a long way off,
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his father caught sight of him and was filled with compassion.
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He ran to his son and embraced him.
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The son said, Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you.
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I no longer deserve to be called your son.
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But his father ordered his servants,
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Quickly, bring the finest robe and put it on him.
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Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet.
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Take a fattened cack and slaughter it,
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and let us celebrate with a feast.
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Because this son of mine was dead and has come back to life,
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he was lost and has been found.
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Then the celebration began.
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Now the older son had been out in the field,
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and on his way back he neared the house
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and heard the sound of music and dance.
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He called one of the servants and asked what it might be.
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The servant said to him, Your brother has returned,
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and your father has slaughtered the fattened calf
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because he has him back safe and sound.
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At this the son became angry and refused to enter the house,
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so the father came out and pleaded with him.
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He said to his father in reply,
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Look, all these years I have served you,
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and not once did I disobey your orders.
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Yet you never gave me even a young goat to feast on with my friends.
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But when this son of yours,
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who swallowed up your property with prostitutes,
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comes home, for him you slaughtered a fattened calf.
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He said to him, My son, you are here with me always,
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and everything I have is yours.
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But now we must celebrate and rejoice
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because your brother was dead and has come back to life.
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He was lost and has been found.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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The parable of a dozen assumptions
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that I think we make as readers.
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I think that this story, everyone will tell you,
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this story is all about the forgiveness of the father.
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It's all about the forgiveness of the father,
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and that's a central theme in it.
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I think it is, more importantly for us,
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it is about the short-sightedness of both the sons
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who cannot see what's going well.
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They're both missing points, right and left,
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and the reader, sometimes it's not them,
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and sometimes the reader puts in extra,
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you know, we like a little extra drama,
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we like to make sure that our sinners
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are the worst they can be before they're saved.
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Give us a little drama there.
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It begins and it says,
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so a young son comes to the father and says,
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Father, I'd like my share of the inheritance.
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And the father gives him his share of the inheritance.
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It doesn't say the relationship's broken.
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It doesn't say he demanded it,
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his father begrudgingly gave it to him,
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and there was a blowout and the kid ran away.
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He says, can I have my inheritance?
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The father goes, sure.
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That's how the story, but we never hear it that way
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because we want there to be a sin immediately
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because that makes the forgiveness all the more satisfying.
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And then it says, he goes,
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and there's this interesting word in Greek
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that literally means against the norm,
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against the regular measure.
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He lives a life of dissipation,
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which means rather than keeping his money to himself,
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he spreads it around.
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And he probably spreads it around a little imprudently.
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But it's not the worst thing in the world
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because it doesn't say he spreads it around
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and then all of a sudden realizes
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he's messed up and has to go home.
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He actually establishes himself in a different country
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and then a famine hits that whole country
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and he's in trouble.
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you have to be pretty well connected
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before the whole country has to go down for you to be hurt.
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Most of us look around and say, oh my gosh,
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I can't believe what's going on, but I'll be fine.
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He goes and he uses his money on other people and other things.
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It dissipates. It goes out.
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And only when there is a famine in the whole country
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does he find himself in need.
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And he's a foreigner in that country
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and is still able to get hired in the middle of a famine.
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So he's made some inroads for himself.
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But he doesn't get the best job in the world
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and you have to remember that,
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we assume that when we hear these parables,
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when he says, oh, there's a man with two sons,
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this is a Hebrew culture here.
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pigs are unclean,
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it's like the most degrading job he could have
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because he's working with pork.
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It's everything he would like to not be doing.
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And so we misunderstand some of this stuff in the culture.
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So finally he says, you know what?
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I'm going to go home.
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Now he knows in his mind,
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okay, I've got to win Dad back over.
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So in his mind, there's been some sort of break in the relationship.
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But not for the dad.
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I can't tell you how often.
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Maybe it's the position of being clergy,
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but do you know how many times in a year people call me
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or grab me in the hole and say,
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Father, I want to apologize for the way I said something yesterday.
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And I'm like, what?
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They're thinking I'm offended.
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And I'm like, what did you say?
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Oh, you know, I called you by your first name, did you?
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They're scared to death they've offended someone.
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The child is pretty sure he's going back as a failure.
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That's what he's really struggling with.
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He went off on his own and he fell flat on his face
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and he picked the wrong place to be at the wrong time.
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He's not coming home as a success story.
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But there's nothing in this story that says,
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well, the father wrestled with it and finally said, I'll bring him back.
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The minute the father sees him, his son has come home.
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he doesn't say, your father has taken him back.
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He says, your father has him back.
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I think that the child has created a break in this relationship that isn't there.
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He's created it in his own mind.
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I've told you this before, but the number of people who will come in
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and say something along the lines in the confessional,
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Father, it's been six months since my last confession
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and I've had three angry thoughts.
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I've had four since you sat down.
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It's pretty good.
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I had an angry thought that I'm sure that God is just so disappointed in me.
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What if God isn't disappointed in us?
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At least not nearly as often as we think.
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We create dramas that literally just exist within us.
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The second son does the same.
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The first son actually, the oldest, but second in the story.
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He does the same thing.
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He says, well, you know, first he's creating all sorts of drama.
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His brother has gone away to another country.
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They've not heard from him.
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He doesn't even know he's back.
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That's probably bad.
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That's probably the only bad moment in this is the father.
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Oh, look, my son has come back.
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You would think he'd let the other sons working out in the field.
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And he comes home and there's a party and he wasn't even invited.
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That's a bad fall in the story.
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That creates a little extra tension, I'm sure.
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But he comes and he hasn't seen this guy in here and he says,
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but this son of yours who wasted all your money on prostitutes,
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do you know something the rest of us don't?
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Are you close enough with those prostitutes that you heard these stories?
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What's going on?
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He's so angry that he's creating an uglier story than is there in his mind.
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And he says to his father, and I've done everything you've ever told me
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and you've never even given me so much as a goat for a feast,
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which is something most of us have never said to our parents.
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You've never so much as given me a goat to share with my friends.
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And the father looks at him probably like, what is wrong with you?
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And says, you're the first son.
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Did you not know that everything I have is yours?
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He's upset that he hasn't been given what's already his
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and he just can't see it.
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He can't see what he already has.
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You know, this story does not begin as many people hear.
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Well, you know, I get why the older son is upset
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because they divide the property in half
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and the young one goes off and blows his half of the property
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and then he's going to come back and want to spend some of mine now too?
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No, no.
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Oldest son, second oldest son did not split property in half.
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Younger son got a fraction.
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Older son gets everything.
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And he resents the one who got a little.
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That's the core of this story,
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is how we start to become as brothers and sisters,
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how we war with one another because either we have learned
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to feel guilty and insufficient in who we are
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and we're sure that God, you know, and if God is upset with who I am,
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sometimes the only solace is for me to go,
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at least I'm not them.
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This is where you start to see people,
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this is where you see entire churches full of sinners
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telling other sinners they're not welcome.
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You know, it starts out as I've always,
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I always love to say that, you know,
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this man welcomes sinners and eats with them.
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And I always say that Jesus responds to that.
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Why do you eat with sinners?
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Because there's only so many dinners you can have with Ma.
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Only other person in history we believe is without sin is his mother.
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You know, I mean, why do you eat with sinners?
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Says a bunch of people who think, I mean not us, we're not sinners, we mean them.
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It starts out with this acknowledgement
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that the two greatest insecurities we have is I'm not good enough.
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People think I'm bad. God thinks I'm bad.
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That's the younger son. And the older, there's not enough for me.
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I don't get enough things in the world. I haven't got enough.
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And someone's going to take what little I have.
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What if, and this is kind of edgy, edgy theology, I know,
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but what if God knew what he was doing?
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What if creation is sufficient to our needs?
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What if I don't need to make sure I have enough stored up
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that if I happen to live to 140,
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I'll be well taken care of while others are starving?
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What if give us this day our daily bread is to be a mindset?
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What if we're to believe in the abundance of God
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rather than the fear that there's not going to be enough for me?
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Or the fear that I'm not going to be enough for anyone else?
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What if we get beyond fear to a real belief in abundance?
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God has created you in abundance to be enough.
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You're good enough.
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And the world is enough for us.
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And all of a sudden we stop resenting people who have less.
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It is so easy to resent people who have less.
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It can be the sibling who's always falling apart
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and always seems to need a little more,
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but really is having a harder life.
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It can be an immigrant who's just trying to survive
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while I'm trying to figure out what to do
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with all that extra stuff I have upstairs
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because I've got to move back into a rectory
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and there's too much garbage.
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What if it's, you know, I've watched people,
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and I've even been in cars with people.
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I know I've done it myself.
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It's raining out.
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And so, you know, you're at a stop sign
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or at a light, and when the light turns green,
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pedestrians are still running across at the last minute
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because of the rain.
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And there I am inside my car with the heat going and the music.
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Did they not see the light change?
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Resentful of people who have less
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because either we don't, we can't see what we have,
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or we can't see who we are.
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But both are enough.
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And so the prodigal son's story is these two sons,
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and Luke is brilliant in his telling of this
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because we see that the father welcomes the first son back
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and tries to let him know he's enough.
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He doesn't say, I accept your apology.
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He doesn't even listen to it.
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He's already saying, get a robe, get rings, he's back.
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And the second son is upset and he says,
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look, come into the party.
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You have everything.
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We have your brother back.
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Why can't we celebrate that?
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What Luke doesn't tell us
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is whether the other brother ever comes into the party
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and whether the two ever reconcile.
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That is ours to answer.
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Will we ever reconcile with the world?
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Will we ever reconcile with one another?
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And what it comes down to is,
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will we ever believe in the abundance of God,
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or will we live in the fear
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that we are not good enough, or we don't have it?
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Father Pat’s message focuses on shifting the tradi Father Pat’s message focuses on shifting the traditional interpretation of the Parable of the Prodigal Son from being solely about the father’s forgiveness to a deeper exploration of the inner struggles of both sons. He emphasizes that the real transformation needed lies not in the father’s heart—because the father’s love never wavered—but in the sons’ distorted perceptions of themselves and their relationship to the father. The younger son is burdened by shame and self-doubt, imagining a rupture that never existed. The older son is consumed by resentment and scarcity, blind to the abundance he already possesses. Father Pat challenges the listener to consider the implications of believing in God’s abundance, rather than living in fear of inadequacy or insufficiency, and invites us to ask whether we, too, will enter the celebration of reconciliation and grace.
Father Pat begins by addressing a common assumption about the Parable of the Prodigal Son—that it is primarily about the father's forgiveness. While acknowledging that forgiveness is present, he reframes the story as one about perception, fear, and the inability of both sons to see clearly. The younger son is often painted as a villain who defiantly demands his inheritance and squanders it immorally. However, Father Pat points out that the Gospel does not describe a dramatic rupture in the relationship at the outset. The father grants the inheritance without resistance, and there is no indication of a falling out. The younger son’s life of “dissipation” is not condemned as overtly sinful but described as living “against the norm,” implying poor judgment rather than evil intent. It is not until a famine—a crisis outside his control—hits the land that he finds himself destitute.
Even in his lowly state, the younger son manages to find employment, suggesting he has some resilience and resourcefulness. Yet his shame and fear of failure convince him that he is no longer worthy of being a son. He rehearses a speech of contrition, prepared to return not as a child but as a servant. But the father, far from holding a grudge, runs to meet him, embracing him before a word is spoken. The father's immediate response is restoration, not judgment. This suggests that the break in relationship existed only in the son’s mind. The father never withdrew his love; it was the son's inner narrative of unworthiness that created the distance.
The older son, meanwhile, is also caught in a false narrative. He resents the celebration of his brother’s return, imagining that the prodigal has not only squandered his own inheritance but now threatens to consume what belongs to him. Yet, as Father Pat explains, in the cultural context of the story, the older son would have received a double share of the inheritance and retained all that remained. His fear that he is being shortchanged is unfounded. Moreover, he accuses the younger brother of wasting money on prostitutes—a detail not present in the text—revealing that he, too, has created a more dramatic and damning version of events than the reality. This suggests that the older brother’s anger stems from a mindset of scarcity and a deep-seated insecurity: the fear that he is not recognized, not celebrated, not enough.
The father’s response to the older son is tender and revealing: “Everything I have is yours.” This is not merely a gesture of reassurance but a theological declaration. The older son has always had access to the father’s abundance but failed to recognize it. His bitterness arises from the illusion that love and grace are limited resources, and if one son receives mercy, the other is deprived. Father Pat connects this mindset to broader human tendencies: the fear that we are not enough, or that there is not enough—of love, of attention, of resources. He likens this to real-life scenarios: people feeling guilty for minor offenses, individuals overreacting out of fear of being unloved, or entire religious communities excluding others in an attempt to secure their own righteousness.
The parable ends without resolution: we do not know if the older son joins the celebration. Luke leaves the ending open-ended to invite us, the listeners, to answer the question: will we accept God's radical grace, or will we stay outside the feast, clinging to our resentment, fear, and self-righteousness? Father Pat emphasizes that the heart of the Gospel is not about God withholding love until we prove ourselves, but about God’s love being constant, abundant, and waiting for us to accept it. The challenge is not to earn divine acceptance but to believe it—to see ourselves and others through the lens of God’s abundant mercy.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to a spiritual conversion from fear to faith, from scarcity to abundance, from isolation to communion. If we believe that God created us as “enough,” and that divine love is not finite, we can stop resenting others who seem to have less or need more. We can move beyond judgment to compassion, beyond rivalry to reconciliation. The parable, then, is not just about a father and two sons—it is about us, our families, our communities, and our world. It is an invitation to enter the feast, not because we’ve earned it, but because we are already loved....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 978.7899780273438, "text": "The Lord be with you. Let us listen to the good news of Jesus from the Gospel of Saint Luke. Jesus said to his disciples, I have come to set fire on the earth. How I wish it were already blazing. There's a baptism with which I must be baptized. And how great is my anguish until it is accomplished. Do you think that I have come to establish peace on the earth? No. I tell you but rather division. From now on a household of five will be divided. Three against two. Two against three. Father will be divided against son and son against father. Mother against daughter and daughter against mother. A mother-in-law against her daughter-in-law. A daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law. Good news from the Lord. Sometimes good news doesn't sound good. And when we hear from prophets, that's when it doesn't sound good most of the time. In our world today, especially since the Enlightenment, those wonderful French people gave us the Enlightenment that has moved us into great scientific feats and all those kinds of things, but the Enlightenment is about the individual. And we've lost the sense of community. And that trickles down because when we think about sin and evil in the world, we generally tend to think about ourselves. How am I acting? How is it that I am viewed by God? How is my relationship with God? Am I being good enough? Will I get to heaven? Will God give me what I need to get through all of this? Will God forgive me? Which are all appropriate things to worry about. But scripturally, sin is much less individual and it is much more communal. And so when the prophets come, the prophets aren't so much railing against individual people. Sometimes they do, the king, but the king is a symbol, right? The king is the symbol of the whole country. And they are speaking something against the societal, this communal, societal way of being. Said, you've lost your way. That's what they keep saying. Now, Jeremiah wasn't thrown into the cistern because he was saying, king, you've got to be better. What he was addressing was the whole culture that had grown up in Jerusalem and in Judah. So Judah is kind of surrounded. You have the Assyrian empire in the north, who has conquered the northern kingdom, what we call Samaria, what we know of as Samaria. Would be Galilee in most places. And you have the Babylonians on the east and they are a rising empire and they and the Assyrians are at war with each other. And you have the Egyptians on the south, another big, huge, powerful kingdom. And on the west, you have the sea. So they're sort of boxed in. So what Judah starts to do, kingdom of Judah, they start to make all these political alliances. You know, and they're hoping that perhaps by sleight of hand, they can eke out another little bit. But what happens as they eke out another little bit of time, is that they give more of their soul to whoever it is they're trying to negotiate with. The Babylonians, the Assyrians, the Egyptians, maybe even the fish in the sea, who knows. So they end up in a spot that is so far away from what they were intended to be, that God sends prophets to try and bring them back. So Israel was intended to be a people who trusted in God, who trusted deeply in God, whether they had overlords or independents, whether they had famine or plenty. That's what God wanted. That was the whole idea. And they were to be assigned to the world of that. The seed, if you will, the little bit of leaven that would grow up and make everything better. But instead they turned into a political reality. And all of a sudden they had borders and cities with walls and they needed to protect things. So then the Assyrians come and they, you know, And then the Babylonians come and they surround Jerusalem. And then the Egyptians come and the Babylonians leave Jerusalem, go off to fight the Egyptians. And then a couple of years later, they come back and surround Jerusalem again. And in the midst of all of that is Jeremiah. And Jeremiah is saying to the people, Surrender. Now, how would you feel if I stood up here and said, You know how to deal with Russia? You know how to deal with China? Surrender. You'd say, what? What in the world are you asking? That's why they threw Jeremiah down that cistern. Because he was trying to say something to the people about their life of faith and their relationship to God. And it was heard politically. And so what you do in order to be faithful to who you are, Jeremiah says, is surrender. But the king is saying, we surrender, we lose everything. Prophet's words are really hard. You've all heard of Ben Salmon. Ben Salmon was the father of a priest. I actually knew him, Charlie Salmon, who was a priest for the Archdiocese of Denver. Ben Salmon was a conscientious objector during World War I. And as a result of that, because he refused to go to war, the result of that was disaster for his family. He couldn't get a job, getting imprisoned. He spent a bunch of years in, I think Leavenworth. And it was just, it was a terrible thing because he was too much of a threat. Now, Ben Salmon was not making a political statement. He was making a faith statement that was heard politically. Now, all of our faith statements actually do have a lot of political things that they, that kind of come along with it, right? So we have three volunteers here who come from all over the world. So we have one that comes to us from Rhode Island. But before she was in Rhode Island, she was in Nigeria and had to come here for difficult reasons. We have another person who is here from Denver. But before that, she was in Somalia, in Eritrea. I don't know why I keep saying Somalia, I keep saying that. In Eritrea, where she too had to escape from difficult things. And we have one who is here from Wisconsin, by way of Texas. Too exotic place to be in. So, come from all over the world and bring these very unique experiences of church from other parts of the world. And they come here to say something that is actually, in these days, quite prophetic. Now, they don't come here to be political spokespeople. They come here to serve the poor. They come here in the spirit of St. Vincent de Paul to say, the poor matter more than the jets. Not the New York jets, the ones that fly around in the sky. That the poor matter more than the country club. That the poor matter more than your retirement account. You know, we're gonna take up a second collection today for that. For the Steve's retirement account. Actually, for retired priests. I was thinking I'd come up here with a cane so that you don't feel sorry for me. But more important than that are the poor. More important than protecting our belongings. More important than protecting what we claim as ours. Our way of life. Our way of thinking. Our way of thinking. That's a very prophetic thing to say. You know, when we hear the prophet's voices, how do we react? You know, we can't just say, well, you know, I'm speaking against this stupid power that we have here. No, you're speaking against or you're living in a way that makes a comment on a culture. On a society, which is all of us. How much do I care for the poor? How much am I willing to give up so that we begin to move in a more just, in a more open, in a more faithful way? Because indeed, as a people, we too have lost our way. We too have kind of gotten off the road. Not as people of the United States, but as Christians. Because we have individualized holiness. Holiness is what I do. Holiness is what I do. It's how good I am. It's how good I pray. And that's not what Christianity is about. Christianity is about the us. I can't go to heaven without all of you. And that's the message that we have. That's the fire that Jesus wants to set on the earth. And that's also what brings about the division. That's also what brings about the baptism that Jesus will be baptized in. That's the challenge for us. First, to hear that word of the prophet inviting us to look at everything in a different way. To look at how I relate in a neighborhood, in a parish, in this country, in a different way. To begin to see everyone, most especially those who are poor. Those who are in need. Those who need something more. To see them as people. To see them as Christ. Not so that I can do something that makes me feel good. Yeah, I gave the poor this money. Isn't that wonderful? No, it's to change the rules. Why is this person hungry in the first place? How have we as a community failed to take care of this person? That's an even harder question to ask. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you. Let us listen to the good news of Jesus from the Gospel of
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Saint Luke. Jesus said to his disciples, I have come to set fire on the earth. How
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I wish it were already blazing. There's a baptism with which I must be baptized.
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And how great is my anguish until it is accomplished. Do you think that I have
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come to establish peace on the earth? No. I tell you but rather division. From now
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on a household of five will be divided. Three against two. Two against three. Father will
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be divided against son and son against father. Mother against daughter and daughter against
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mother. A mother-in-law against her daughter-in-law. A daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law.
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Good news from the Lord.
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Sometimes good news doesn't sound good. And when we hear from prophets, that's when it doesn't
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sound good most of the time. In our world today, especially since the Enlightenment,
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those wonderful French people gave us the Enlightenment that has moved us into great
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scientific feats and all those kinds of things, but the Enlightenment is about the individual.
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And we've lost the sense of community. And that trickles down because when we think about sin and
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evil in the world, we generally tend to think about ourselves. How am I acting? How is it that
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I am viewed by God? How is my relationship with God? Am I being good enough? Will I get to heaven?
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Will God give me what I need to get through all of this? Will God forgive me? Which are all
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appropriate things to worry about. But scripturally, sin is much less individual and it is much more communal.
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And so when the prophets come, the prophets aren't so much railing against individual people.
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Sometimes they do, the king, but the king is a symbol, right? The king is the symbol of the whole country.
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And they are speaking something against the societal, this communal, societal way of being.
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Said, you've lost your way. That's what they keep saying. Now, Jeremiah wasn't thrown into the cistern
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because he was saying, king, you've got to be better. What he was addressing was the whole culture that had
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grown up in Jerusalem and in Judah. So Judah is kind of surrounded. You have the Assyrian empire in the north,
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who has conquered the northern kingdom, what we call Samaria, what we know of as Samaria.
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Would be Galilee in most places. And you have the Babylonians on the east and they are a rising empire and they and the
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Assyrians are at war with each other. And you have the Egyptians on the south, another big, huge, powerful kingdom.
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And on the west, you have the sea. So they're sort of boxed in. So what Judah starts to do, kingdom of Judah,
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they start to make all these political alliances. You know, and they're hoping that perhaps by sleight of hand,
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they can eke out another little bit. But what happens as they eke out another little bit of time,
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is that they give more of their soul to whoever it is they're trying to negotiate with.
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The Babylonians, the Assyrians, the Egyptians, maybe even the fish in the sea, who knows.
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So they end up in a spot that is so far away from what they were intended to be,
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that God sends prophets to try and bring them back.
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So Israel was intended to be a people who trusted in God, who trusted deeply in God,
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whether they had overlords or independents, whether they had famine or plenty.
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That's what God wanted. That was the whole idea. And they were to be assigned to the world of that.
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The seed, if you will, the little bit of leaven that would grow up and make everything better.
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But instead they turned into a political reality. And all of a sudden they had borders and cities with walls
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and they needed to protect things. So then the Assyrians come and they, you know,
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And then the Babylonians come and they surround Jerusalem.
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And then the Egyptians come and the Babylonians leave Jerusalem, go off to fight the Egyptians.
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And then a couple of years later, they come back and surround Jerusalem again.
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And in the midst of all of that is Jeremiah. And Jeremiah is saying to the people,
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Surrender. Now, how would you feel if I stood up here and said,
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You know how to deal with Russia? You know how to deal with China? Surrender.
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You'd say, what? What in the world are you asking?
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That's why they threw Jeremiah down that cistern.
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Because he was trying to say something to the people about their life of faith and their relationship to God.
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And it was heard politically. And so what you do in order to be faithful to who you are,
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Jeremiah says, is surrender. But the king is saying, we surrender, we lose everything.
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Prophet's words are really hard.
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You've all heard of Ben Salmon. Ben Salmon was the father of a priest.
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I actually knew him, Charlie Salmon, who was a priest for the Archdiocese of Denver.
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Ben Salmon was a conscientious objector during World War I.
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And as a result of that, because he refused to go to war,
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the result of that was disaster for his family.
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He couldn't get a job, getting imprisoned. He spent a bunch of years in, I think Leavenworth.
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And it was just, it was a terrible thing because he was too much of a threat.
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Now, Ben Salmon was not making a political statement.
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He was making a faith statement that was heard politically.
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Now, all of our faith statements actually do have a lot of political things that they,
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that kind of come along with it, right?
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So we have three volunteers here who come from all over the world.
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So we have one that comes to us from Rhode Island.
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But before she was in Rhode Island, she was in Nigeria and had to come here for difficult reasons.
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We have another person who is here from Denver.
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But before that, she was in Somalia, in Eritrea.
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I don't know why I keep saying Somalia, I keep saying that.
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In Eritrea, where she too had to escape from difficult things.
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And we have one who is here from Wisconsin, by way of Texas.
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Too exotic place to be in.
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So, come from all over the world and bring these very unique experiences of church from other parts of the world.
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And they come here to say something that is actually, in these days, quite prophetic.
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Now, they don't come here to be political spokespeople.
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They come here to serve the poor.
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They come here in the spirit of St. Vincent de Paul to say,
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the poor matter more than the jets.
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Not the New York jets, the ones that fly around in the sky.
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That the poor matter more than the country club.
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That the poor matter more than your retirement account.
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You know, we're gonna take up a second collection today for that.
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For the Steve's retirement account.
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Actually, for retired priests.
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I was thinking I'd come up here with a cane so that you don't feel sorry for me.
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But more important than that are the poor.
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More important than protecting our belongings.
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More important than protecting what we claim as ours.
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Our way of life.
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Our way of thinking.
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Our way of thinking.
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That's a very prophetic thing to say.
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You know, when we hear the prophet's voices, how do we react?
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You know, we can't just say, well, you know, I'm speaking against this stupid power that we have here.
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No, you're speaking against or you're living in a way that makes a comment on a culture.
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On a society, which is all of us.
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How much do I care for the poor?
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How much am I willing to give up so that we begin to move in a more just,
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in a more open, in a more faithful way?
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Because indeed, as a people, we too have lost our way.
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We too have kind of gotten off the road.
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Not as people of the United States, but as Christians.
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Because we have individualized holiness.
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Holiness is what I do.
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Holiness is what I do.
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It's how good I am.
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It's how good I pray.
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And that's not what Christianity is about.
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Christianity is about the us.
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I can't go to heaven without all of you.
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And that's the message that we have.
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That's the fire that Jesus wants to set on the earth.
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And that's also what brings about the division.
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That's also what brings about the baptism that Jesus will be baptized in.
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That's the challenge for us.
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First, to hear that word of the prophet inviting us to look at everything in a different way.
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To look at how I relate in a neighborhood, in a parish, in this country, in a different way.
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To begin to see everyone, most especially those who are poor.
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Those who are in need.
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Those who need something more.
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To see them as people.
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To see them as Christ.
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Not so that I can do something that makes me feel good.
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Yeah, I gave the poor this money.
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Isn't that wonderful?
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No, it's to change the rules.
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Why is this person hungry in the first place?
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How have we as a community failed to take care of this person?
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That's an even harder question to ask.
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But that's what the prophet asks us to do.
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Father Steve’s message challenges the comfortable Father Steve’s message challenges the comfortable and individualistic form of Christianity that has taken root in modern culture, particularly in the West. He reflects on Jesus’ startling words from Luke’s Gospel not as a call to violence, but as a demand for radical transformation — a fire that purifies and divides, because truth disrupts the status quo. Father Steve reminds us that the prophetic word, like that of Jeremiah, often confronts collective sin and societal complacency, not merely personal failings. In doing so, he calls us back to a communal faith rooted in justice, compassion for the poor, and a willingness to surrender self-interest for the sake of God's vision for humanity. Christianity, he insists, is not about individual holiness but about communal salvation — about all of us going to God together, or not at all.
In detail, Father Steve begins by reflecting on the Gospel of Luke where Jesus speaks of bringing fire and division rather than peace. These harsh words are unsettling, but Father Steve interprets them through the lens of prophetic tradition. Prophets, both ancient and modern, disturb the status quo not to stir chaos, but to awaken a people who have lost their way. He draws a parallel between Jesus' words and the mission of prophets like Jeremiah, whose call to surrender to Babylon was not political subversion but a spiritual plea for fidelity to God. Jeremiah's message was misunderstood and rejected because it called the people to relinquish control and trust utterly in God—a dangerous and offensive message in a world obsessed with security, power, and national identity.
Father Steve then critiques the Enlightenment’s emphasis on individualism, noting that while it brought scientific and intellectual progress, it also fractured the communal sense of belonging that is central to biblical spirituality. As a result, faith has become overly privatized. We ask, “Am I good? Will God forgive me?” instead of asking, “How have we, as a people, failed in justice and compassion?” This individualistic lens distorts the Christian understanding of sin, which is deeply communal in Scripture. The prophets didn’t only rebuke kings as individuals but condemned the whole society through its leaders, calling out systemic injustice, idolatry, and the abandonment of the vulnerable.
Father Steve illustrates this with the story of Ben Salmon, a conscientious objector during World War I. Salmon’s refusal to fight wasn’t a political act, but a deep act of faith. Nevertheless, his witness was interpreted politically and led to suffering for him and his family. This mirrors the fate of many prophets: their faith-based convictions threaten societal norms and are often perceived as political threats. Father Steve draws this into the present by honoring volunteers from different cultural backgrounds who have come to serve the poor. Their actions, though not political in intent, make a prophetic statement in a society that often values wealth, security, and comfort over human dignity, especially of the marginalized.
In this context, Father Steve reminds us that Catholic social teaching demands more than charity — it demands justice. It’s not enough to give to the poor out of surplus; we must ask why poverty exists in the first place. We must be willing to challenge the systems and structures that perpetuate inequality. True Christian discipleship is not about self-perfection or securing one's own salvation, but about building the Kingdom of God on earth — a kingdom rooted in solidarity, mercy, and justice. That’s the fire Jesus brings: a fire that threatens the comfortable but purifies the faithful.
Ultimately, Father Steve calls for a renewal of Christian identity rooted in community and shared responsibility. Holiness is not a private achievement but a communal journey. He challenges us to stop thinking in terms of “I” and begin thinking in terms of “we.” We cannot be Christian alone. We cannot go to God without one another. And that includes the poor, the refugee, the outcast, and the prophet who makes us uncomfortable. The division Jesus speaks of is the inevitable result of a Gospel that demands transformation. Will we resist it, or will we let the fire of God’s love burn away our illusions and lead us into new life — together?...
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 978.7100219726562, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Praise the Lord. When Judas had left them, Jesus said, now is the Son of Man glorified, and God is glorified in him. If God is glorified in him, God will also glorify him in himself, and God will glorify him at once. My children, I will be with you only a little while longer. I give you a new commandment. Love one another. As I have loved you, so you should love one another. This is how all will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise the Lord. What is this, sir? This new commandment is new in two different ways. One is, Jesus is teaching a whole new idea, and a bit of the way we all think of it. But it's also new in the sense that John's gospel is written so much later than the others. The earliest, anyone puts it, any well-accepted scholars would be maybe in the 80s. Remember, Jesus would have been crucified in maybe the early 30s. So in the 80s. And the other gospels, somewhere between 60 and 70, and then 15 years later minimum, some put it as late as 100, 110. It's from the next generation. This gospel, he's putting a new spin, the writers are, on the first three gospels. He's saying, the first ones have all said, love people the way you want to be loved. The golden rule. Treat people the way you want to be treated. And he goes, new rule, not like Bill Nye. This is new rules. Love one another. And he says, as I have loved you, love one another. This is much more difficult. This is a whole new level. And my suspicion is they're starting to find how incredible people are at getting around the rules and the ideas of Christianity. As I said last week, God forbid that I love you the way I love myself, because it's dicey from day to day. And Sundays, I love myself less than almost any other day. There's too much going on. So this idea that somehow, how I feel about myself should be how I treat you. No, that's not what he meant, but people could get it there. I can't tell you how often you would say to someone, do we really want to treat someone this way? Pal, if they did that, I would think so, because if I did that, and then they lie to themselves, I would expect to be treated that way. They'd expect to, would they want to? So there were too many ways around it. But this one, love people, and it really, we misquote it often. We often will hear, love one another as I have loved you. It's not what it says. It says, love one another, period. End of sentence, done. Next sentence, as I have loved you, so you should also love one another. But the first one is simply, give up the excuses, love one another. Take care of one another. Do what's best for one another. You mean because we feel good, just love one another. The people that we love one another. My family, love one another. Just my family. I mean, my theory is if you can love family, you can love anyone. Um, you have to live with those people. You know, this whole idea of just, you know, I mean, this is Jesus' Nike moment. Just do it. Just love one another. And you have to have this Christian sense of love. He is not telling you how to feel about one another. He's telling you how to behave towards one another. We are called to take care of people regardless of our inner emotional atmosphere at any given moment. You know, and he says that in the earlier Gospels. He fleshes it out in other ways. He'll say, now, you know, if you just love your friends, anyone can do that. In other words, it's not just about, I feel good about these people, therefore, I will treat them well. And he's not saying you need to feel, you need to have warm, loving, fuzzy feelings. Oh, you should just be absolutely in love with everyone. Actually, George, he kind of discouraged that. Um, it's not, I have to have a warm, fuzzy, you will never have warm, fuzzy feelings about everyone. I mean, you know, there are, literally, there are two people in this room that I don't care for. I can't tell you who they are, but I just wanted you all to worry it might be me. We don't know, but what Jesus says is, get past your feelings. Moral behavior is not based on feeling. And Christian love is the ability to take care of and treat people well, regardless of how I'm feeling at the moment. There is not a marriage in existence that has survived on the consistency of emotion. No one says, oh, we're married, we've been married for 40 years, because every day I wake up, look over, and say, even better than before. Not the journey, folks. It is not the journey. The journey is that I am, I want to be who I am regardless of what someone else has done, how they've made me feel. We don't want to go through life waiting to see what everyone else does before we know who we're going to be. That's not how we live a good Christian life. We have to figure out who we are called to be, and then be that for people that we run across, regardless of how we feel at the moment, regardless of where we're at with our emotions. This entire teaching of John and John's gospel, one of the things he does very different. John has no interest in rewriting the other three gospels. There's three of them. John's students, really, are writing late enough that they already have read those. They know they're out there. They don't say, let's put out a fourth copy. They've got all of these stories that they have probably heard from the Apostle John that didn't make it into those gospels. They want to tell us the other stories. And most of it, well, not most of it, but more than anything else, about 40% of John's gospel is the Last Supper and the Passion and Death. Now, to put that into context, the other three gospels may be between 7% and 12%. Mark has 18 chapters. About one and a half chapter at the end of it is that part of the story, from what you and I would call Holy Thursday, the Last Supper, on. Luke is 24 chapters, the last two. Matthew is 28 chapters, the last two. John is 21, and the last nine of 21 are all the Last Supper. It is the supper that will not end in George's gospel. It is a Dolan family reunion. It goes on and it goes on. And he puts all these teachings in. So we get all of these little, there's these pointed moments that constantly come in, where Jesus keeps stopping and saying, now, I'm only going to be with you a little while longer. Everything is in the context of what's called the Book of Glory in John, from chapter 12 onward. The Book of Glory is all about, here's how you're supposed to be after I'm gone. Because the community at the time this gospel is written, we're almost past it now, but it's similar to us and World War II and the Holocaust now. We're losing the last living witnesses. Are there any left? And we've noticed, as the last witnesses, oh, there's a whole movement out there. Let's rewrite it and say it didn't happen. The revisionists want to step in because the living witnesses. And that's what's happening at this moment when John's gospel is being written. So we're kind of losing all of those. And how do we experience faith having never seen Jesus in the flesh? This is why, at the beginning of the Easter season, we get the Doubting Thomas story, not any of the other gospels. These become important stories. And it's so many of them in the context of, I'm leaving now. There's a wonderful line that we never get. I don't think it ever shows up anywhere in our three-year cycle of readings. We read right up to it. And the next week, we skipped over it. And it's just about right at the beginning of the Last Supper. And he has this wonderful line that says, you're up right now. Jesus is here. And the light is among us. It says, you know what? Walk and keep moving while you're in the light so that the darkness will not overtake you. Use the time you have in the light wiser. The light, you will not always find the light. But when we experience the light of life, when we experience being loved, when we can remember the times in life we are loved, we can build habits out of that. And we can continue the habits, even when we're having a dark day. There are days you will not feel loving towards anyone. At least, I hope I'm not the only one. You will have days. I call them weekday, though. But they'll all have days when we're not feeling that feeling. I think we sometimes forget that the word emotions, it's just the word motion with a little prefix on it. It's that which moves us. You and I don't get to choose our emotions. They move us. We don't move them. They are the mover. And so your emotions can be all over the place. But you can build habits in those moments when you're experiencing love, when you're finding it easy to love others. Let those be habit moments that we really use to say, I need to let that set in. I need to realize that that is a better way of living. And let that carry me through the days I'm not feeling it. I've said this a lot during this season, but I don't think we can understand the theological importance of the crucifixion and the passion if we don't believe that Jesus as God, the big difference between Jesus' suffering and yours and mine, is not his was worse. Trust me, humanity has found ways to torture people longer. That's when they said, it's the worst suffering. And they don't mean that it's physiologically more pain. It was painful. The difference is, as God, Jesus, could have at any moment said, enough. We're done. I'm out of here. And if we lose sight of that, we lose sight of the sacrifice. Because I can guarantee you, Jesus was not on the cross going, I love these people. I feel good about these people. I'm having a warm moment. Why is he on the cross then? Because he's saving the very people who, at that moment, he has no good feelings towards. He's treating them well anyway. Jesus gains nothing from the crucifixion. We do. Jesus was God before he came down. Check the Bible. If you're God, there is no upgrade. He didn't come down to gain something for himself. He was God. What's he hope to gain? He gains for us. And he stays there while we are being terrible, while he couldn't possibly have a good emotion about us, and stays true to who he chose to be. That is the essence of love. As I said last week, it's Italy. It's not just Lebo. It's a wonderful image. It's not just when you've just had the baby and you're holding them in your arms and all the love in the world. That's your emotional love. It's when you get out of bed at 3 in the morning for the fifth time, every night, for the last six months, and the baby is still alive in the morning. You know, you didn't feel. The baby didn't cry and you didn't go, another five minutes with the baby. If you did, bottle that. You could sell it. We do it anyway. We're not feeling. You know, I think there are two things we forget. One is our parents loved us more than we'll ever know. And the other thing, there were times they did not like us. And if you go, oh, not my parents, then they did it spectacularly. No one, you know, everyone is lovable. God has made everyone lovable. No one is likable all the time. We all have moments where we just do things and we don't like ourselves. That's why they get us away from this. People the way you love, you have to love people the way you love yourself. That can be a horrible thing. If I treated you based on how I like myself at the moment, this would be a very different ministry. Sometimes we like ourselves. This is not about like. Like is an emotion. Love is I'm committed to doing what's best for people, regardless of how I feel. We will never get there perfectly in this life. But if we can try, if we can dig into the moments where we have felt the best about ourselves, where we have felt the most cared for, where we have felt the closest to others, and let those be the moments that give us the most lasting habits. Build your habits when you're in the light. Because in the darkness, the habit is what we have to go on, the habit that we built in the light. You're not going to find charity in the middle of the darkness. But if you have built the habit during the light, it will carry us through the darkness. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Praise the Lord.
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When Judas had left them, Jesus said,
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now is the Son of Man glorified, and God is glorified in him.
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If God is glorified in him, God will also
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glorify him in himself, and God will glorify him at once.
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My children, I will be with you only a little while longer.
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I give you a new commandment.
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Love one another.
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As I have loved you, so you should love one another.
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This is how all will know that you are my disciples,
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if you have love for one another.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise the Lord.
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What is this, sir?
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This new commandment is new in two different ways.
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One is, Jesus is teaching a whole new idea,
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and a bit of the way we all think of it.
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But it's also new in the sense that John's gospel is written
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so much later than the others.
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The earliest, anyone puts it, any well-accepted scholars
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would be maybe in the 80s.
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Remember, Jesus would have been crucified in maybe
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the early 30s.
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So in the 80s.
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And the other gospels, somewhere between 60 and 70,
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and then 15 years later minimum, some
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put it as late as 100, 110.
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It's from the next generation.
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This gospel, he's putting a new spin, the writers are,
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on the first three gospels.
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He's saying, the first ones have all said,
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love people the way you want to be loved.
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The golden rule.
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Treat people the way you want to be treated.
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And he goes, new rule, not like Bill Nye.
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This is new rules.
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Love one another.
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And he says, as I have loved you, love one another.
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This is much more difficult. This is a whole new level.
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And my suspicion is they're starting
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to find how incredible people are
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at getting around the rules and the ideas of Christianity.
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As I said last week, God forbid that I love you
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the way I love myself, because it's dicey from day to day.
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And Sundays, I love myself less than almost any other day.
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There's too much going on.
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So this idea that somehow, how I feel about myself
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should be how I treat you.
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No, that's not what he meant, but people could get it there.
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I can't tell you how often you would say to someone,
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do we really want to treat someone this way?
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Pal, if they did that, I would think so,
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because if I did that, and then they lie to themselves,
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I would expect to be treated that way.
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They'd expect to, would they want to?
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So there were too many ways around it.
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But this one, love people, and it really,
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we misquote it often.
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We often will hear, love one another as I have loved you.
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It's not what it says.
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It says, love one another, period.
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End of sentence, done.
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Next sentence, as I have loved you,
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so you should also love one another.
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But the first one is simply, give up the excuses,
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love one another.
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Take care of one another.
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Do what's best for one another.
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You mean because we feel good, just love one another.
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The people that we love one another.
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My family, love one another.
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Just my family.
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I mean, my theory is if you can love family,
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you can love anyone.
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Um, you have to live with those people.
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You know, this whole idea of just, you know,
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I mean, this is Jesus' Nike moment.
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Just do it.
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Just love one another.
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And you have to have this Christian sense of love.
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He is not telling you how to feel about one another.
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He's telling you how to behave towards one another.
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We are called to take care of people
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regardless of our inner emotional atmosphere
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at any given moment.
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You know, and he says that in the earlier Gospels.
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He fleshes it out in other ways.
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He'll say, now, you know, if you just love your friends,
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anyone can do that.
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In other words, it's not just about,
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I feel good about these people,
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therefore, I will treat them well.
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And he's not saying you need to feel,
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you need to have warm, loving, fuzzy feelings.
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Oh, you should just be absolutely in love with everyone.
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Actually, George, he kind of discouraged that.
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Um, it's not, I have to have a warm, fuzzy,
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you will never have warm, fuzzy feelings about everyone.
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I mean, you know, there are, literally,
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there are two people in this room that I don't care for.
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I can't tell you who they are, but I just
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wanted you all to worry it might be me.
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We don't know, but what Jesus says is, get past your feelings.
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Moral behavior is not based on feeling.
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And Christian love is the ability
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to take care of and treat people well,
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regardless of how I'm feeling at the moment.
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There is not a marriage in existence
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that has survived on the consistency of emotion.
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No one says, oh, we're married, we've
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been married for 40 years, because every day I wake up,
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look over, and say, even better than before.
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Not the journey, folks.
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It is not the journey.
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The journey is that I am, I want to be
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who I am regardless of what someone else has done,
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how they've made me feel.
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We don't want to go through life waiting
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to see what everyone else does before we
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know who we're going to be.
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That's not how we live a good Christian life.
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We have to figure out who we are called to be,
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and then be that for people that we run across,
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regardless of how we feel at the moment,
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regardless of where we're at with our emotions.
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This entire teaching of John and John's gospel,
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one of the things he does very different.
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John has no interest in rewriting
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the other three gospels.
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There's three of them.
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John's students, really, are writing late enough
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that they already have read those.
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They know they're out there.
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They don't say, let's put out a fourth copy.
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They've got all of these stories that they have probably
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heard from the Apostle John that didn't make it
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into those gospels.
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They want to tell us the other stories.
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And most of it, well, not most of it,
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but more than anything else, about 40% of John's gospel
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is the Last Supper and the Passion and Death.
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Now, to put that into context, the other three gospels
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may be between 7% and 12%.
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Mark has 18 chapters.
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About one and a half chapter at the end of it
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is that part of the story, from what you and I would call
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Holy Thursday, the Last Supper, on.
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Luke is 24 chapters, the last two.
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Matthew is 28 chapters, the last two.
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John is 21, and the last nine of 21 are all the Last Supper.
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It is the supper that will not end in George's gospel.
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It is a Dolan family reunion.
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It goes on and it goes on.
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And he puts all these teachings in.
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So we get all of these little, there's
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these pointed moments that constantly come in,
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where Jesus keeps stopping and saying,
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now, I'm only going to be with you a little while longer.
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Everything is in the context of what's
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called the Book of Glory in John, from chapter 12 onward.
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The Book of Glory is all about, here's
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how you're supposed to be after I'm gone.
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Because the community at the time this gospel is written,
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we're almost past it now, but it's
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similar to us and World War II and the Holocaust now.
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We're losing the last living witnesses.
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Are there any left?
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And we've noticed, as the last witnesses,
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oh, there's a whole movement out there.
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Let's rewrite it and say it didn't happen.
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The revisionists want to step in because the living witnesses.
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And that's what's happening at this moment
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when John's gospel is being written.
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So we're kind of losing all of those.
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And how do we experience faith having never
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seen Jesus in the flesh?
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This is why, at the beginning of the Easter season,
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we get the Doubting Thomas story, not
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any of the other gospels.
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These become important stories.
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And it's so many of them in the context of, I'm leaving now.
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There's a wonderful line that we never get.
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I don't think it ever shows up anywhere in our three-year cycle
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of readings.
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We read right up to it.
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And the next week, we skipped over it.
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And it's just about right at the beginning of the Last Supper.
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And he has this wonderful line that says, you're up right now.
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Jesus is here.
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And the light is among us.
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It says, you know what?
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Walk and keep moving while you're in the light
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so that the darkness will not overtake you.
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Use the time you have in the light wiser.
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The light, you will not always find the light.
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But when we experience the light of life,
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when we experience being loved, when
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we can remember the times in life we are loved,
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we can build habits out of that.
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And we can continue the habits, even
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when we're having a dark day.
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There are days you will not feel loving towards anyone.
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At least, I hope I'm not the only one.
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You will have days.
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I call them weekday, though.
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But they'll all have days when we're not feeling that feeling.
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I think we sometimes forget that the word emotions,
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it's just the word motion with a little prefix on it.
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It's that which moves us.
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You and I don't get to choose our emotions.
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They move us.
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We don't move them.
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They are the mover.
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And so your emotions can be all over the place.
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But you can build habits in those moments
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when you're experiencing love, when you're
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finding it easy to love others.
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Let those be habit moments that we really use to say,
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I need to let that set in.
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I need to realize that that is a better way of living.
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And let that carry me through the days I'm not feeling it.
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I've said this a lot during this season,
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but I don't think we can understand
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the theological importance of the crucifixion and the passion
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if we don't believe that Jesus as God,
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the big difference between Jesus' suffering and yours
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and mine, is not his was worse.
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Trust me, humanity has found ways to torture people longer.
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That's when they said, it's the worst suffering.
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And they don't mean that it's physiologically more pain.
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It was painful.
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The difference is, as God, Jesus,
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could have at any moment said, enough.
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We're done.
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I'm out of here.
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And if we lose sight of that, we lose sight of the sacrifice.
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Because I can guarantee you, Jesus was not on the cross
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going, I love these people.
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I feel good about these people.
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I'm having a warm moment.
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Why is he on the cross then?
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Because he's saving the very people who, at that moment,
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he has no good feelings towards.
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He's treating them well anyway.
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Jesus gains nothing from the crucifixion.
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We do.
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Jesus was God before he came down.
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Check the Bible.
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If you're God, there is no upgrade.
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He didn't come down to gain something for himself.
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He was God.
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What's he hope to gain?
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He gains for us.
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And he stays there while we are being terrible,
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while he couldn't possibly have a good emotion about us,
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and stays true to who he chose to be.
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That is the essence of love.
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As I said last week, it's Italy.
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It's not just Lebo.
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It's a wonderful image.
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It's not just when you've just had the baby
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and you're holding them in your arms
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and all the love in the world.
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That's your emotional love.
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It's when you get out of bed at 3 in the morning
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for the fifth time, every night, for the last six months,
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and the baby is still alive in the morning.
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You know, you didn't feel.
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The baby didn't cry and you didn't go,
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another five minutes with the baby.
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If you did, bottle that.
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You could sell it.
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We do it anyway.
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We're not feeling.
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You know, I think there are two things we forget.
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One is our parents loved us more than we'll ever know.
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And the other thing, there were times they did not like us.
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And if you go, oh, not my parents,
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then they did it spectacularly.
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No one, you know, everyone is lovable.
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God has made everyone lovable.
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No one is likable all the time.
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We all have moments where we just do things
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and we don't like ourselves.
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That's why they get us away from this.
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People the way you love, you have
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to love people the way you love yourself.
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That can be a horrible thing.
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If I treated you based on how I like myself at the moment,
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this would be a very different ministry.
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Sometimes we like ourselves.
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This is not about like.
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Like is an emotion.
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Love is I'm committed to doing what's best for people,
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regardless of how I feel.
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We will never get there perfectly in this life.
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But if we can try, if we can dig into the moments
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where we have felt the best about ourselves,
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where we have felt the most cared for,
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where we have felt the closest to others,
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and let those be the moments that give us
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the most lasting habits.
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Build your habits when you're in the light.
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Because in the darkness, the habit
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is what we have to go on, the habit
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that we built in the light.
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You're not going to find charity in the middle of the darkness.
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But if you have built the habit during the light,
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it will carry us through the darkness.
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And when it carries us through the darkness,
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we find ourselves headed towards that light
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that the darkness can never overcome.
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Father Pat’s message calls us to embrace the radic Father Pat’s message calls us to embrace the radical and transformative love that Christ commands in the Gospel of John. He emphasizes that Jesus introduces a “new commandment” not simply as a revision of the Golden Rule, but as a deeper and more demanding directive: to love others not as we love ourselves, but as Jesus has loved us. This love is not dependent on feelings or mutual affection; it is a commitment to consistent, self-giving action, even in the absence of emotional warmth. Father Pat challenges us to develop habits of love and care during times of light—when love comes easily—so that these habits can sustain us in the inevitable times of emotional darkness. Christ’s crucifixion serves as the ultimate example of love in action: a sacrificial, unwavering commitment to the good of others, even when they are unlovable or ungrateful. Through this lens, discipleship is not about how we feel, but about who we choose to be and how we choose to act.
Father Pat begins by unpacking the Gospel of John’s distinctive voice, written later than the synoptic Gospels (Matthew, Mark, and Luke), and speaking to a community beginning to live without firsthand witnesses of Jesus. John’s Gospel, particularly the section known as the Book of Glory, focuses heavily on the Last Supper and Christ’s final teachings before the crucifixion. This setting gives weight to Jesus’ “new commandment”: “Love one another. As I have loved you, so you should love one another.” Father Pat highlights the significance of the simple imperative “Love one another” as a complete sentence—firm, non-negotiable, and divorced from emotional qualifiers. It is not a suggestion, and not contingent on how we feel about the other person. It is a command rooted in action and commitment.
He draws a contrast between the Golden Rule—to treat others as we wish to be treated—and Jesus’ new commandment, which demands more. The Golden Rule allows room for self-deception, as people often rationalize their actions based on how they think they would want to be treated. But Jesus' command removes that loophole. It’s not about subjective comparison; it’s about modeling our behavior after Jesus’ own sacrificial and unconditional love. Father Pat warns us not to reduce Christian love to sentimentality or mutual affection. Feelings are fleeting, inconsistent, and outside our control. Love, in the Christian sense, is a choice to act for the good of others, even when we don’t feel like it.
He uses humor and candor to drive home the point. He confesses that even in a room full of parishioners, there are people he doesn’t particularly like—but he is still called to love and serve them. He reminds us that Jesus on the cross was not feeling warm affection for those crucifying him. Rather, he remained steadfast in love because he chose to be faithful to who he was, not because the people were lovable in that moment. This love is not about emotional highs but about moral integrity and constancy.
Father Pat also makes a profound theological observation: Jesus, being fully divine, didn’t suffer for self-gain. He had nothing to gain from the crucifixion—he was already God. His suffering was entirely for our sake, a pure act of love. The significance of the Passion lies not just in the intensity of the suffering, but in the fact that Jesus could have avoided it at any moment. His decision to endure it, despite the absence of any emotional reward, models the kind of love we are called to: love that acts faithfully, even in the absence of feeling.
He transitions into a reflection on habit formation. Since emotions are inherently unstable, we must build lasting habits of love during “times of light”—when we are feeling loved and capable of loving. These habits become spiritual muscle memory that carry us through periods of darkness, emotional dryness, and spiritual struggle. He likens this to parenting: parents don’t always feel fondness toward their children, especially in the throes of exhaustion, but they continue to act in love because of their commitment. Likewise, long marriages do not survive on constant emotional highs, but on the consistent decision to act in love even when emotions falter.
Father Pat also speaks to the contemporary relevance of John's Gospel, written at a time when the last eyewitnesses of Jesus were dying out. Just as today's generation is losing the last Holocaust survivors and facing historical revisionism, the early Church faced similar challenges to memory and faith. John’s Gospel seeks to ground the community in enduring truths even as direct experience fades. It emphasizes the importance of remaining faithful to Christ’s teachings, especially the command to love, as the essence of Christian identity.
Finally, Father Pat encourages us to remember the moments when we have felt most loved and most capable of love. These moments are not just emotional highs to be enjoyed and forgotten; they are to be internalized and practiced so that they shape our behavior even when love feels hard. Christian love is not about waiting to feel good before doing good. It is about choosing to be who Christ calls us to be, no matter the circumstance. In a world full of emotional volatility and relational fragility, the command to love as Jesus loved offers both a challenge and a path to transformation—for ourselves and for the communities we serve....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 977.6199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus began to show his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him. God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you. He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan. You are an obstacle to me. You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do. Then Jesus said to his disciples, whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life? Or what can one give in exchange for his life? For the Son of Man will come with his angels in his Father's glory, and then he will repay all according to their conduct. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. There is an African word that we're going to learn today. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal. It's a good spiritual word to keep in your sort of your bag of skills. And that is, it was brought to light through Archbishop Tutu. And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world. And today's gospel shows a lot of it. You have to understand it. We'll get back to the word in a minute. Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that. You know, that's Matthew, 30, 40 years later looking back, saying, he's showing them what's going to happen, not that he knew that exactly. We can all look back religiously, culturally, politically, and say, oh, you know, you can start to see the roots of where this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier. It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated the exact view. If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go, I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again, if he knew all that ahead of time, then to be on the cross and yell out, my God, why have you abandoned me? The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming. What are you talking about? It's not what it is. So, but what is he starting to show them? He's starting to show them that he's going to tell the truth about who he is. He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which they would have all seen coming a mile away. The prophets end up martyred. And the prophets do the same thing in every age. They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures. They do it at the time of Jesus. They do it nowadays. They do it in religion. They do it in politics. They do it everywhere. And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power. And they usually end up not in a good place. When you speak the truth to those in power, because the truth is usually, you aren't any more important than the poor person on the street. And power does not much like to hear that. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch. So he is very clearly letting them see who he is. And this is one of the few places in all of scripture that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper. He's pretty harsh with Peter. Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said, you are speaking like God and not like people. This week, you are speaking like people and not like God. Peter has good weeks and bad weeks. But why this reaction? He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan. He goes, why? Because I really believe that Jesus, while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin, that doesn't mean without temptation. And you want to see someone react a little harshly, try to seduce them into something that there's a little part of them that could go there pretty easily. You know, this is the person who's really, really, really, really trying to stay on their diet. And you keep saying, eat a little more. Eat a little more. You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some. And finally, they're like, no. Now, they aren't really that mad over cake. It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in, but they know better. Certainly, people who deal with addiction, someone who deals with alcoholism and is dealing with it well, knows that in the first several months of their sobriety, they can't be around those people that want them to drink with them. Because that pull is there. So of course, there's a Jesus who says, if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by. But Peter and the disciples who keep trying to talk him out of it, it'd be so easy to give in. And his reaction is really harsh. This is what we all have to understand. This is where this word ubuntu comes in, in the Xhosa language. And anyone who speaks a Clic language will tell you I did that very poorly. But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu brought into the forefront in Western society. And the phrase, which is, untunugu untunugabanta, which is, people are people through persons, it doesn't translate well. What it means is that your humanity, being fully human, is not about what's going on inside. Being fully human is about belonging to the community. Being a person comes through persons. And the whole philosophy says, if you can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am. That there is a reciprocity to humanity that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine. And that it's not just a political statement when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished, we're all diminished. It really means if we live in a society where some of us are diminished, we are not fully human yet. Our humanity is not there. And so we all have to put out the messages, put out the vibrations of our own life that bring out that best in one another. We have to create that society where people can truly bring, with integrity, who they are into the society. Jesus could get out of the cross. All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly. All he has to do is fall in line and say, oh, you're right. Not the Son of God. That would be blasphemy. You're not going to run around forgiving sins. Only God can do that. That would be blasphemy. He could give in to that and stop being who he is and avoid the whole thing. And that's why he counters it with, what good would that be if you lose yourself, if you lose who you are in the process? What good is all the world? See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking, if you're successful, if you're strong, all of those things in that culture, those are lesser qualities. The great quality is to be connected to each other through compassion. And a person who doesn't have that is diminished, no matter how good life looks from the outside. If we don't have that, we're diminished. And so Peter and probably the other disciples are starting to put out a different vibration. They're saying, don't do it, don't do it. It's going to be hard. That's not a good thing. And Jesus has to fight that. I think we look at our society and we look at the last couple of years of politics and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook, get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations of society, even to the point where we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they said about whoever we're mad at. And that starts to become what we're putting out there. And I don't think we understand the danger of that kind of resonance. You know, I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance. Because there's two experiments I always do with some time during the year every year with the school kids. The first one is a resonance experiment that you've all done. You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance. You learned it in the bathtub as a child. Everything has its own natural speed of resonance, including water. And a lot of people don't realize this, but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake and one is going at 100 miles an hour and another is going 30 miles an hour, the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed. Water only moves at one speed. It has its own resonance. And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude, but they'll be going at the same speed. You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down. You can just affect the intensity of it. The same happens in the bathtub. You probably learned at a fairly young age that if you moved at just the right speed, you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time. Ah, the memories. And I can still remember. I think that's the speed right there. I think I still remember it. I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it. And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back against you. If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave. If you got right to the right speed, you would resonate the water, and that slow motion would become incredibly powerful. This happens with music. You know, violin strings, piano strings, they're all tightened to a different resonance. I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal. And it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here and I'm steady enough and I go, eh, you can vibrate a string. More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated. It wasn't the right resonance for them. But the one string, because all that is is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed, picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed. That's how in the movies and things, that's how a soprano would break glass. There's a pitch just under high C that is the natural resonance of crystal. And so they would, just like that piano string, they'd get that moving until it cracked. We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff and negative stuff. And we tend to gather people to ourselves. Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article just before that she read on bees, honeybees and regular bees. And the difference is not only, I went red quick, not only in how they pollinate, but how they know what hive they belong to has to do with the resonance they put out. And I think that is so true of us. The resonance we put out tells us immediately the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world. And that we need to be people who resonate hope. We need to be the people who refuse to resonate what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world. We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome. Teresa spoke at the beginning about, you know, singing in another language. The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village. And I did it because about 15 years ago, there was a lot of talk about, you know, the psalms were gonna have to go back to chant because it's the only way you can get all the right words into the psalm. You're not, you know, a lot of people to get melody, it would just change the text of the psalm radically. And the only way to get that fixed would be to go back to the old way and get into that very narrow chant. Or, and that's the Roman method. There's Roman Catholicism. The Roman method is to go back into chant. The Catholic method is to go universal. And so I thought, well, let's just look at some different cultures. And with that, that's a pentatonic free form, very common Asian form of music. In gospel communities, you have forms of scat, which are very easy to fit any kind of number of syllables you can. So I went through all these different cultures and said psalms in the music of the different cultures. And they come out melodic, and you don't have to change a single word. It can be done. If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone, if we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope who say, you know, we can be part of the solution. We don't have to be part of sitting around going, here's what's wrong, here's what's wrong with the church, here's what's wrong with the country, here's what's wrong with my family, here's what's wrong with my friends, here's what's wrong. And that's all we resonate. You know, that's really why gossip is a sin, because we just sit around and resonate negativity. You know, if you really do sit around and gossip behind people's back and say, you know, they're amazing, that would not be a sin. And isn't it interesting? No one would even call it gossip, even though it's the same thing. When we talk about someone behind their back, we call it gossip. What that meant is, no, no, we trashed someone behind their back. But when it's positive, we don't consider it in that same vein. What are we resonating to the world? Are we like Peter? Are we giving into fear? You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear. When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear. We either resonate fear or we resonate hope. We are a people of great resilience. We all have wounds. And it's very easy to say, those wounds make us who we are. No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds makes us who we are. And we can resonate that in our stories, in what we choose to share with one another, in how forthright we are about who we are with one another, bringing ourselves into the light. That resonates hope. Jesus did it story after story after story. And it's still with us today. Each of us could resonate hope and tell the community around us resonates hope. And then the country around us resonates hope. And then we resonate hope to the world. That resonance that we have, it's more power than we can imagine. It does things we'd never heard of. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus began to show his disciples
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that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly
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from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes,
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and be killed, and on the third day be raised.
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Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him.
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God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you.
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He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan.
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You are an obstacle to me.
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You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do.
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Then Jesus said to his disciples,
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whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself,
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take up his cross, and follow me.
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For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it,
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but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
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What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world
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and forfeit his life?
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Or what can one give in exchange for his life?
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For the Son of Man will come with his angels
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in his Father's glory, and then he
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will repay all according to their conduct.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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There is an African word that we're going to learn today.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal.
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It's a good spiritual word to keep
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in your sort of your bag of skills.
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And that is, it was brought to light
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through Archbishop Tutu.
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And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world.
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And today's gospel shows a lot of it.
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You have to understand it.
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We'll get back to the word in a minute.
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Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem
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and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests
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and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised.
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Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that.
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You know, that's Matthew, 30, 40 years later looking back,
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saying, he's showing them what's going to happen,
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not that he knew that exactly.
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We can all look back religiously, culturally,
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politically, and say, oh, you know,
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you can start to see the roots of where
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this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier.
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It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated
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the exact view.
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If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go,
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I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days
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after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again,
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if he knew all that ahead of time,
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then to be on the cross and yell out, my God,
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why have you abandoned me?
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The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming.
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What are you talking about?
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It's not what it is.
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So, but what is he starting to show them?
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He's starting to show them that he's
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going to tell the truth about who he is.
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He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which
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they would have all seen coming a mile away.
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The prophets end up martyred.
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And the prophets do the same thing in every age.
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They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures.
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They do it at the time of Jesus.
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They do it nowadays.
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They do it in religion.
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They do it in politics.
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They do it everywhere.
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And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power.
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And they usually end up not in a good place.
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When you speak the truth to those in power,
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because the truth is usually, you
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aren't any more important than the poor person on the street.
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And power does not much like to hear that.
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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch.
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So he is very clearly letting them see who he is.
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And this is one of the few places in all of scripture
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that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper.
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He's pretty harsh with Peter.
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Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said,
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you are speaking like God and not like people.
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This week, you are speaking like people and not like God.
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Peter has good weeks and bad weeks.
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But why this reaction?
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He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan.
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He goes, why?
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Because I really believe that Jesus,
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while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin,
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that doesn't mean without temptation.
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And you want to see someone react a little harshly,
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try to seduce them into something
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that there's a little part of them that
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could go there pretty easily.
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You know, this is the person who's really, really, really,
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really trying to stay on their diet.
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And you keep saying, eat a little more.
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Eat a little more.
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You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some.
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And finally, they're like, no.
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Now, they aren't really that mad over cake.
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It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in,
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but they know better.
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Certainly, people who deal with addiction,
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someone who deals with alcoholism
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and is dealing with it well, knows
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that in the first several months of their sobriety,
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they can't be around those people that
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want them to drink with them.
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Because that pull is there.
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So of course, there's a Jesus who says,
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if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by.
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But Peter and the disciples who keep
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trying to talk him out of it, it'd
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be so easy to give in.
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And his reaction is really harsh.
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This is what we all have to understand.
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This is where this word ubuntu comes in,
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in the Xhosa language.
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And anyone who speaks a Clic language
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will tell you I did that very poorly.
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But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's
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a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu
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brought into the forefront in Western society.
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And the phrase, which is, untunugu untunugabanta, which
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is, people are people through persons,
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it doesn't translate well.
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What it means is that your humanity, being fully human,
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is not about what's going on inside.
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Being fully human is about belonging to the community.
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Being a person comes through persons.
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And the whole philosophy says, if you
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can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am.
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That there is a reciprocity to humanity
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that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine.
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And that it's not just a political statement
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when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished,
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we're all diminished.
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It really means if we live in a society where some of us
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are diminished, we are not fully human yet.
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Our humanity is not there.
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And so we all have to put out the messages,
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put out the vibrations of our own life
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that bring out that best in one another.
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We have to create that society where
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people can truly bring, with integrity, who
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they are into the society.
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Jesus could get out of the cross.
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All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly.
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All he has to do is fall in line and say, oh, you're right.
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Not the Son of God.
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That would be blasphemy.
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You're not going to run around forgiving sins.
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Only God can do that.
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That would be blasphemy.
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He could give in to that and stop being who he is
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and avoid the whole thing.
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And that's why he counters it with,
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what good would that be if you lose yourself,
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if you lose who you are in the process?
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What good is all the world?
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See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says
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is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking,
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if you're successful, if you're strong,
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all of those things in that culture,
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those are lesser qualities.
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The great quality is to be connected to each other
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through compassion.
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And a person who doesn't have that is diminished,
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no matter how good life looks from the outside.
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If we don't have that, we're diminished.
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And so Peter and probably the other disciples
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are starting to put out a different vibration.
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They're saying, don't do it, don't do it.
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It's going to be hard.
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That's not a good thing.
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And Jesus has to fight that.
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I think we look at our society and we
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look at the last couple of years of politics
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and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook,
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get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations
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of society, even to the point where we can't wait to find
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the next witty, nasty thing they said
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about whoever we're mad at.
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And that starts to become what we're putting out there.
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And I don't think we understand the danger
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of that kind of resonance.
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You know, I love, as a musician, I
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love the ideas of resonance.
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Because there's two experiments I always
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do with some time during the year every year
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with the school kids.
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The first one is a resonance experiment
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that you've all done.
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You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance.
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You learned it in the bathtub as a child.
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Everything has its own natural speed of resonance,
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including water.
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And a lot of people don't realize this,
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but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake
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and one is going at 100 miles an hour
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and another is going 30 miles an hour,
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the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed.
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Water only moves at one speed.
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It has its own resonance.
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And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude,
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but they'll be going at the same speed.
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You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down.
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You can just affect the intensity of it.
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The same happens in the bathtub.
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You probably learned at a fairly young age
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that if you moved at just the right speed,
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you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time.
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Ah, the memories.
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And I can still remember.
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I think that's the speed right there.
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I think I still remember it.
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I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it.
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And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back
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against you.
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If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave.
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If you got right to the right speed,
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you would resonate the water, and that slow motion
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would become incredibly powerful.
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This happens with music.
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You know, violin strings, piano strings,
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they're all tightened to a different resonance.
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I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal.
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And it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here
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and I'm steady enough and I go, eh, you can vibrate a string.
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More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated.
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It wasn't the right resonance for them.
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But the one string, because all that is is pressure variations
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coming out at that certain speed,
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picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed.
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That's how in the movies and things,
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that's how a soprano would break glass.
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There's a pitch just under high C that
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is the natural resonance of crystal.
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And so they would, just like that piano string,
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they'd get that moving until it cracked.
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We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff
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and negative stuff.
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And we tend to gather people to ourselves.
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Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article
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just before that she read on bees, honeybees and regular bees.
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And the difference is not only, I went red quick,
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not only in how they pollinate,
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but how they know what hive they belong to
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has to do with the resonance they put out.
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And I think that is so true of us.
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The resonance we put out tells us immediately
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the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world.
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And that we need to be people who resonate hope.
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We need to be the people who refuse to resonate
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what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world.
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We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome.
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Teresa spoke at the beginning about,
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you know, singing in another language.
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The psalm they did today,
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I wrote that as part of a set of psalms
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called Psalms for the Global Village.
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And I did it because about 15 years ago,
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there was a lot of talk about,
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you know, the psalms were gonna have to go back to chant
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because it's the only way you can get
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all the right words into the psalm.
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You're not, you know, a lot of people to get melody,
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it would just change the text of the psalm radically.
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And the only way to get that fixed
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would be to go back to the old way
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and get into that very narrow chant.
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Or, and that's the Roman method.
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There's Roman Catholicism.
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The Roman method is to go back into chant.
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The Catholic method is to go universal.
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And so I thought, well,
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let's just look at some different cultures.
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And with that, that's a pentatonic free form,
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very common Asian form of music.
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In gospel communities, you have forms of scat,
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which are very easy to fit
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any kind of number of syllables you can.
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So I went through all these different cultures
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and said psalms in the music of the different cultures.
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And they come out melodic,
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and you don't have to change a single word.
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It can be done.
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If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone,
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if we reach out with resonance
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and be a people of hope who say,
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you know, we can be part of the solution.
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We don't have to be part of sitting around going,
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here's what's wrong,
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here's what's wrong with the church,
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here's what's wrong with the country,
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here's what's wrong with my family,
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here's what's wrong with my friends,
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here's what's wrong.
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And that's all we resonate.
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You know, that's really why gossip is a sin,
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because we just sit around and resonate negativity.
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You know, if you really do sit around
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and gossip behind people's back and say,
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you know, they're amazing, that would not be a sin.
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And isn't it interesting?
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No one would even call it gossip,
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even though it's the same thing.
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When we talk about someone behind their back,
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we call it gossip.
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What that meant is, no, no,
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we trashed someone behind their back.
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But when it's positive,
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we don't consider it in that same vein.
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What are we resonating to the world?
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Are we like Peter?
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Are we giving into fear?
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You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear.
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When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear.
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We either resonate fear or we resonate hope.
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We are a people of great resilience.
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We all have wounds.
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And it's very easy to say,
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those wounds make us who we are.
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No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds
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makes us who we are.
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And we can resonate that in our stories,
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in what we choose to share with one another,
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in how forthright we are about who we are with one another,
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bringing ourselves into the light.
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That resonates hope.
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Jesus did it story after story after story.
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And it's still with us today.
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Each of us could resonate hope
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and tell the community around us resonates hope.
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And then the country around us resonates hope.
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And then we resonate hope to the world.
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That resonance that we have,
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it's more power than we can imagine.
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It does things we'd never heard of.
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And it can help us to resonate to the world,
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the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message is a profound call to spiritu Father Pat’s message is a profound call to spiritual authenticity, communal responsibility, and the transformative power of hope. He challenges us to reject fear, self-preservation, and the cultural pull toward negativity, and instead embrace the radical path of Christ—a path marked by truth-telling, self-sacrifice, and unwavering fidelity to one’s identity and mission. Through the African concept of "ubuntu," Father Pat weaves a vision of interconnected humanity, where our individual fulfillment is inseparable from the dignity and wholeness of others. He calls on us to examine the resonance we send into the world: are we echoing fear or hope, division or unity, despair or healing? Our spiritual lives are not private undertakings but communal symphonies, where each vibration of compassion, courage, and truth contributes to the creation of God’s kingdom on earth.
In this homily, Father Pat begins by unfolding the Gospel of Matthew, where Jesus reveals to his disciples that he must suffer, be rejected, killed, and rise again. Peter reacts with horror and denial, prompting Jesus’ famous rebuke, “Get behind me, Satan!” Father Pat emphasizes that this isn't a cold theological declaration but an emotionally charged moment where Jesus confronts a very human temptation—the temptation to avoid suffering and deny one’s essential identity. Jesus’ harsh response to Peter is not arbitrary; it’s the cry of someone resisting the seductive pull of comfort and conformity. In this, Jesus models integrity: he will not betray who he is, even if it means facing the cross.
Father Pat then introduces the African philosophy of “ubuntu,” popularized by Archbishop Desmond Tutu. Ubuntu, roughly translated, means “I am because we are.” It teaches that a person becomes fully human through relationships with others. This concept directly connects to Jesus’ ministry and sacrifice. Jesus’ path is not about individual salvation or divine aloofness—it’s about solidarity, community, and shared humanity. He is not a distant savior but one who fully enters into the human experience, even unto death, because only through deep connection and authenticity can true transformation occur.
Jesus could have avoided the cross by staying silent, denying his divinity, and blending in with societal expectations. But to do so would be to lose his soul. Father Pat reminds us of Jesus’ words: “What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life?” This is not merely a rhetorical question—it is an existential challenge. We are often tempted to compromise, to hide our true selves to maintain social harmony, success, or security. But Jesus teaches that the cost of such compromise is our very being.
Father Pat contrasts this divine courage with Peter’s fear. Peter is not evil—he is human. Like us, he wants safety for those he loves. But fear, when it becomes our guiding force, leads us to become obstacles to God’s work. This is where the metaphor of resonance becomes vital. Father Pat, drawing from music and physics, explains that everything has a natural resonance—a frequency at which it vibrates. Just as a piano string can be made to vibrate by matching its frequency, so too do our spirits resonate with the energies around us. If we immerse ourselves in fear, cynicism, and division, we amplify those forces. But if we choose to resonate hope, love, and truth, we can shift the spiritual atmosphere of our communities.
He illustrates this with examples from music, physics, and even nature, explaining how resonance is not just a metaphor but a tangible dynamic: we attract and amplify what we emit. Just as water in a bathtub or a piano string responds to matching frequencies, human beings respond to the spiritual energy that surrounds them. This is why gossip is so destructive—it resonates negativity, diminishes others, and poisons community. Conversely, when we speak positively about someone behind their back, we spread grace and become agents of ubuntu.
The practical challenge Father Pat offers is this: what are you resonating into the world? Are you setting the frequency of your life to bitterness, sarcasm, fear, and division? Or are you tuning yourself to the frequency of Christ—truth, compassion, courage, and hope? He encourages us not to be passive recipients of the world’s noise but active participants in shaping its spiritual tone. This is especially urgent in a world increasingly polarized, where social media and public discourse often thrive on negativity.
Ultimately, Father Pat invites us to be like Jesus, who chose to embody his true self, even when it led to suffering. True humanity is not about external success but internal integrity and communal flourishing. Ubuntu teaches us that we are all diminished when one of us is diminished. Therefore, our calling is not merely to "get to heaven" individually but to create heaven among us through the resonance of love and justice.
Father Pat concludes by inviting us to become people who resonate the kingdom of God. It begins in small ways—in the words we choose, the stories we tell, the energy we embody, and the communities we build. If enough of us resonate Christ’s hope, courage, and compassion, that resonance can ripple outward—changing our homes, our churches, our societies, and ultimately our world....
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Or what can one give in exchange for his life? For the Son of Man will come with his angels in his Father's glory, and then he will repay all according to their conduct. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. There is an African word that we're going to learn today. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal. It's a good spiritual word to keep in your sort of your bag of skills. And that is, it was brought to light through Archbishop Tutu. And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world. And today's gospel shows a lot of it. You have to understand it. We'll get back to the word in a minute. Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that. You know, that's Matthew 30, 40 years later looking back, saying, he's showing them what's going to happen, not that he knew that exactly. We can all look back religiously, culturally, politically, and say, oh, you know, you can start to see the roots of where this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier. It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated the exact view. If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go, I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again, if he knew all that ahead of time, then to be on the cross and yell out, my God, why have you abandoned me? The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming. What are you talking about? It's not what it is. So, but what is he starting to show them? He's starting to show them that he's going to tell the truth about who he is. He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which they would have all seen coming a mile away. The prophets end up martyred. And the prophets do the same thing in every age. They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures. They do it at the time of Jesus. They do it nowadays. They do it in religion. They do it in politics. They do it everywhere. And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power. And they usually end up not in a good place. When you speak the truth to those in power, because the truth is usually, you aren't any more important than the poor person on the street. And power does not much like to hear that. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch. So he is very clearly letting them see who he is. And this is one of the few places in all of scripture that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper. He's pretty harsh with Peter. Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said, you are speaking like God and not like people. This week, you are speaking like people and not like God. Peter has good weeks and bad weeks. But why this reaction? He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan. He goes, why? Because I really believe that Jesus, while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin, that doesn't mean without temptation. And you want to see someone react a little harshly, try to seduce them into something that there's a little part of them that could go there pretty easily. You know, this is the person who's really, really, really, really trying to stay on their diet. And you keep saying, eat a little more. Eat a little more. You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some. And finally, they're like, no. Now, they aren't really that mad over cake. It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in, but they know better. Certainly, people who deal with addiction, someone who deals with alcoholism and is dealing with it well, knows that in the first several months of their sobriety, they can't be around those people that want them to drink with them. Because that pull is there. So of course, there's a Jesus who says, if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by. But Peter and the disciples who keep trying to talk him out of it, it'd be so easy to give in. And his reaction is really harsh. This is what we all have to understand. This is where this word ubuntu comes in, in the Xhosa language. And anyone who speaks a Clic language will tell you I did that very poorly. But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu brought into the forefront in Western society. And the phrase, which is untunugu untunugu banta, which is people are people through persons, it doesn't translate well. What it means is that your humanity, being fully human, is not about what's going on inside. Being fully human is about belonging to the community. Being a person comes through persons. And the whole philosophy says, if you can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am. That there is a reciprocity to humanity that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine. And that it's not just a political statement when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished, we're all diminished. It really means if we live in a society where some of us are diminished, we are not fully human yet. Our humanity is not there. And so we all have to put out the messages, put out the vibrations of our own life that bring out that best in one another. We have to create that society where people can truly bring, with integrity, who they are into the society. Jesus could get out of the cross. All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly. You know, all he has to do is fall in line and say, oh, you're right. Not the Son of God. That would be blasphemy. You're not going to run around forgiving sins. Only God can do that. That would be blasphemy. He could give in to that and stop being who he is and avoid the whole thing. And that's why he counters it with, what good would that be if you lose yourself, if you lose who you are in the process? What good is all the world? See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking, if you're successful, if you're strong, all of those things in that culture, those are lesser qualities. The great quality is to be connected to each other through compassion. And a person who doesn't have that is diminished, no matter how good life looks from the outside. If we don't have that, we're diminished. And so Peter and probably the other disciples are starting to put out a different vibration. They're saying, don't do it, don't do it. It's going to be hard. That's not a good thing. And Jesus has to fight that. I think we look at our society and we look at the last couple of years of politics and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook, get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations of society, even to the point where we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they said about whoever we're mad at. And that starts to become what we're putting out there. And I don't think we understand the danger of that kind of resonance. I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance because there's two experiments I always do with sometime during the year every year with the school kids. The first one is a resonance experiment that you've all done. You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance. You learned it in the bathtub as a child. Everything has its own natural speed of resonance, including water. And a lot of people don't realize this, but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake and one is going at 100 miles an hour and another is going 30 miles an hour, the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed. Water only moves at one speed. It has its own resonance. And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude, but they'll be going at the same speed. You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down. You can just affect the intensity of it. The same happens in the bathtub. You probably learned at a fairly young age that if you moved at just the right speed, you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time. Ah, the memories. I can still remember. I think that's the speed right there. I think I still remember it. I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it. And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back against you. If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave. If you got right to the right speed, you would resonate the water, and that slow motion would become incredibly powerful. This happens with music. You know, violin strings, piano strings, they're all tightened to a different resonance. I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal. And if I, it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here and I'm steady enough and I go, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, you can vibrate a string. More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated. It wasn't the right resonance for them. But the one string, because all that is is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed, picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed. In the movies and things, that's how a soprano would break glass. There's a pitch just under high C that is the natural resonance of crystal. And so they would, just like that piano string, they'd get that moving until it cracked. We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff and negative stuff. And we tend to gather people to ourselves. Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article just before that she read on bees. Honeybees and regular bees. And the difference is not only, I went red quick, not only in how they pollinate, but how they know what hive they belong to has to do with the resonance they put out. And I think that is so true of us. The resonance we put out tells us immediately the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world. And that we need to be people who resonate hope. We need to be the people who refuse to resonate what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world. We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome. Teresa spoke at the beginning about singing in another language. The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village. And I did it because about 15 years ago, there was a lot of talk about, you know the psalms, we're gonna have to go back to chant because it's the only way you can get all the right words into the psalm. You're not, you know a lot of people to get melody, they would just change the text of the psalm radically. And the only way to get that fixed would be to go back to the old way and get into that very narrow chant. Or, and that's the Roman method. There's Roman Catholicism. The Roman method is to go back into chant. The Catholic method is to go universal. And so I thought, well let's just look at some different cultures. And with that, that's a pentatonic free form. Very common Asian form of music. In gospel communities, you have forms of scat which are very easy to fit any kind of number of syllables you can. So I went through all these different cultures and set psalms in the music of the different cultures. And they come out melodic, and you don't have to change a single word. It can be done. If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone. If we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope who say, you know, we can be part of the solution. We don't have to be part of sitting around going, here's what's wrong. Here's what's wrong with the church. Here's what's wrong with the country. Here's what's wrong with my family. Here's what's wrong with my friends. Here's what's wrong. And that's all we resonate. You know, that's really why gossip is a sin because we just sit around and resonate negativity. You know, if you really do sit around and gossip behind people's back and say, you know, they're amazing. That would not be a sin. And isn't it interesting? No one would even call it gossip, even though it's the same thing. When we talk about someone behind their back, we call it gossip. What that meant is, no, no, we trashed someone behind their back. But when it's positive, we don't consider it in that same vein. What are we resonating to the world? Are we like Peter? Are we giving into fear? You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear. When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear. We either resonate fear or we resonate hope. We are a people of great resilience. We all have wounds. And it's very easy to say, those wounds make us who we are. No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds makes us who we are. And we can resonate that in our stories and what we choose to share with one another, in how forthright we are about who we are with one another, bringing ourselves into the light, that resonates hope. Jesus did it story after story after story. And it's still with us today. Each of us could resonate hope and tell the community around us resonates hope. And then the country around us resonates hope. And then we resonate hope to the world. That resonance that we have, it's more power than we can imagine. It does things we'd never heard of. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus began to show his disciples
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that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly
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from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes,
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and be killed, and on the third day be raised.
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Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him.
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God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you.
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He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan.
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You are an obstacle to me.
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You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do.
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Then Jesus said to his disciples,
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whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself,
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take up his cross, and follow me.
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For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it,
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but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
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What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world
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and forfeit his life?
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Or what can one give in exchange for his life?
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For the Son of Man will come with his angels
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in his Father's glory, and then he
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will repay all according to their conduct.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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There is an African word that we're going to learn today.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal.
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It's a good spiritual word to keep
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in your sort of your bag of skills.
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And that is, it was brought to light
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through Archbishop Tutu.
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And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world.
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And today's gospel shows a lot of it.
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You have to understand it.
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We'll get back to the word in a minute.
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Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem
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and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests
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and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day
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be raised.
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Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that.
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You know, that's Matthew 30, 40 years later looking back,
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saying, he's showing them what's going to happen,
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not that he knew that exactly.
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We can all look back religiously, culturally,
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politically, and say, oh, you know,
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you can start to see the roots of where
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this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier.
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It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated
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the exact view.
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If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go,
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I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days
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after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again,
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if he knew all that ahead of time,
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then to be on the cross and yell out, my God,
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why have you abandoned me?
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The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming.
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What are you talking about?
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It's not what it is.
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So, but what is he starting to show them?
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He's starting to show them that he's
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going to tell the truth about who he is.
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He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which
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they would have all seen coming a mile away.
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The prophets end up martyred.
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And the prophets do the same thing in every age.
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They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures.
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They do it at the time of Jesus.
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They do it nowadays.
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They do it in religion.
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They do it in politics.
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They do it everywhere.
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And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power.
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And they usually end up not in a good place.
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When you speak the truth to those in power,
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because the truth is usually, you
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aren't any more important than the poor person on the street.
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And power does not much like to hear that.
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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch.
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So he is very clearly letting them see who he is.
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And this is one of the few places in all of scripture
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that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper.
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He's pretty harsh with Peter.
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Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said,
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you are speaking like God and not like people.
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This week, you are speaking like people and not like God.
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Peter has good weeks and bad weeks.
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But why this reaction?
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He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan.
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He goes, why?
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Because I really believe that Jesus,
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while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin,
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that doesn't mean without temptation.
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And you want to see someone react a little harshly,
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try to seduce them into something
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that there's a little part of them that
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could go there pretty easily.
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You know, this is the person who's really, really, really,
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really trying to stay on their diet.
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And you keep saying, eat a little more.
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Eat a little more.
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You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some.
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And finally, they're like, no.
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Now, they aren't really that mad over cake.
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It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in,
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but they know better.
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Certainly, people who deal with addiction,
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someone who deals with alcoholism
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and is dealing with it well, knows
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that in the first several months of their sobriety,
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they can't be around those people that
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want them to drink with them.
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Because that pull is there.
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So of course, there's a Jesus who says,
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if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by.
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But Peter and the disciples who keep
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trying to talk him out of it, it'd
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be so easy to give in.
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And his reaction is really harsh.
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This is what we all have to understand.
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This is where this word ubuntu comes in,
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in the Xhosa language.
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And anyone who speaks a Clic language
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will tell you I did that very poorly.
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But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's
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a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu
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brought into the forefront in Western society.
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And the phrase, which is untunugu untunugu banta,
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which is people are people through persons,
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it doesn't translate well.
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What it means is that your humanity, being fully human,
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is not about what's going on inside.
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Being fully human is about belonging to the community.
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Being a person comes through persons.
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And the whole philosophy says, if you
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can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am.
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That there is a reciprocity to humanity
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that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine.
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And that it's not just a political statement
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when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished,
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we're all diminished.
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It really means if we live in a society where some of us
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are diminished, we are not fully human yet.
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Our humanity is not there.
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And so we all have to put out the messages,
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put out the vibrations of our own life
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that bring out that best in one another.
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We have to create that society where people can truly
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bring, with integrity, who they are into the society.
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Jesus could get out of the cross.
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All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly.
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You know, all he has to do is fall in line and say,
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oh, you're right.
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Not the Son of God.
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That would be blasphemy.
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You're not going to run around forgiving sins.
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Only God can do that.
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That would be blasphemy.
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He could give in to that and stop being who he is
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and avoid the whole thing.
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And that's why he counters it with,
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what good would that be if you lose yourself,
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if you lose who you are in the process?
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What good is all the world?
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See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says
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is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking,
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if you're successful, if you're strong,
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all of those things in that culture,
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those are lesser qualities.
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The great quality is to be connected to each other
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through compassion.
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And a person who doesn't have that is diminished,
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no matter how good life looks from the outside.
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If we don't have that, we're diminished.
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And so Peter and probably the other disciples
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are starting to put out a different vibration.
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They're saying, don't do it, don't do it.
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It's going to be hard.
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That's not a good thing.
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And Jesus has to fight that.
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I think we look at our society and we
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look at the last couple of years of politics
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and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook,
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get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations
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of society, even to the point where
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we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they
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said about whoever we're mad at.
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And that starts to become what we're putting out there.
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And I don't think we understand the danger
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of that kind of resonance.
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I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance
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because there's two experiments I always
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do with sometime during the year every year with the school
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kids.
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The first one is a resonance experiment
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that you've all done.
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You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance.
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You learned it in the bathtub as a child.
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Everything has its own natural speed of resonance,
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including water.
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And a lot of people don't realize this,
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but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake
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and one is going at 100 miles an hour
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and another is going 30 miles an hour,
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the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed.
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Water only moves at one speed.
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It has its own resonance.
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And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude,
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but they'll be going at the same speed.
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You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down.
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You can just affect the intensity of it.
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The same happens in the bathtub.
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You probably learned at a fairly young age
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that if you moved at just the right speed,
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you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time.
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Ah, the memories.
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I can still remember.
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I think that's the speed right there.
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I think I still remember it.
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I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it.
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And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back
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against you.
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If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave.
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If you got right to the right speed,
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you would resonate the water, and that slow motion
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would become incredibly powerful.
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This happens with music.
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You know, violin strings, piano strings,
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they're all tightened to a different resonance.
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I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal.
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And if I, it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here
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and I'm steady enough and I go, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey,
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you can vibrate a string.
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More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated.
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It wasn't the right resonance for them.
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But the one string, because all that is
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is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed,
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picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed.
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In the movies and things, that's how
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a soprano would break glass.
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There's a pitch just under high C that is
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the natural resonance of crystal.
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And so they would, just like that piano string,
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they'd get that moving until it cracked.
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We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff
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and negative stuff.
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And we tend to gather people to ourselves.
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Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article
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just before that she read on bees.
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Honeybees and regular bees.
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And the difference is not only, I went red quick,
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not only in how they pollinate, but how
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they know what hive they belong to
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has to do with the resonance they put out.
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And I think that is so true of us.
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The resonance we put out tells us immediately
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the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world.
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And that we need to be people who resonate hope.
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We need to be the people who refuse to resonate
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what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world.
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We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome.
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Teresa spoke at the beginning about
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singing in another language.
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The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of
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a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village.
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And I did it because about 15 years ago,
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there was a lot of talk about, you know the psalms,
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we're gonna have to go back to chant because
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it's the only way you can get
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all the right words into the psalm.
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You're not, you know a lot of people to get melody,
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they would just change the text of the psalm radically.
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And the only way to get that fixed
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would be to go back to the old way
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and get into that very narrow chant.
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Or, and that's the Roman method.
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There's Roman Catholicism.
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The Roman method is to go back into chant.
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The Catholic method is to go universal.
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And so I thought, well let's just look at
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some different cultures.
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And with that, that's a pentatonic free form.
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Very common Asian form of music.
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In gospel communities, you have forms of scat
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which are very easy to fit
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any kind of number of syllables you can.
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So I went through all these different cultures
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and set psalms in the music of the different cultures.
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And they come out melodic,
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and you don't have to change a single word.
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It can be done.
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If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone.
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If we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope
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who say, you know, we can be part of the solution.
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We don't have to be part of sitting around going,
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here's what's wrong.
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Here's what's wrong with the church.
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Here's what's wrong with the country.
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Here's what's wrong with my family.
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Here's what's wrong with my friends.
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Here's what's wrong.
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And that's all we resonate.
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You know, that's really why gossip is a sin
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because we just sit around and resonate negativity.
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You know, if you really do sit around
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and gossip behind people's back and say,
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you know, they're amazing.
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That would not be a sin.
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And isn't it interesting?
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No one would even call it gossip,
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even though it's the same thing.
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When we talk about someone behind their back,
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we call it gossip.
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What that meant is,
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no, no, we trashed someone behind their back.
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But when it's positive,
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we don't consider it in that same vein.
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What are we resonating to the world?
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Are we like Peter?
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Are we giving into fear?
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You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear.
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When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear.
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We either resonate fear or we resonate hope.
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We are a people of great resilience.
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We all have wounds.
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And it's very easy to say,
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those wounds make us who we are.
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No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds
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makes us who we are.
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And we can resonate that in our stories
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and what we choose to share with one another,
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in how forthright we are
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about who we are with one another,
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bringing ourselves into the light,
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that resonates hope.
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Jesus did it story after story after story.
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And it's still with us today.
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Each of us could resonate hope
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and tell the community around us resonates hope.
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And then the country around us resonates hope.
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And then we resonate hope to the world.
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That resonance that we have,
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it's more power than we can imagine.
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It does things we'd never heard of.
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And it can help us to resonate to the world,
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the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authen Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authentic discipleship through vulnerability, truthfulness, and the shared humanity expressed in the African concept of “ubuntu.” He reflects on Jesus’ encounter with Peter as a pivotal moment where Jesus rejects the temptation to avoid suffering and instead embraces his prophetic mission, even unto death. Father Pat emphasizes that being fully human means recognizing our interconnectedness and responsibility to one another, not living in isolation or fear. He encourages us to resist the cultural pull toward negativity, division, and selfishness, and instead to "resonate" hope, compassion, and unity, thereby participating in the transformative work of God’s kingdom.
Father Pat begins by examining the Gospel passage from Matthew in which Jesus begins to reveal to his disciples that he must suffer, die, and rise again. Peter's immediate reaction—rebuking Jesus—comes from a place of fear and misunderstanding, prompting Jesus’ strong response: “Get behind me, Satan.” Father Pat unpacks this reaction not as a moment of divine anger in the human sense but as a moment of deep temptation for Jesus, who is fully human and experiences the pull to avoid pain, rejection, and death. Just as someone deeply committed to sobriety must avoid environments that might seduce them back into addiction, Jesus must reject any voice—even Peter’s—that tempts him away from his mission of truth and love.
This tension between comfort and truth, between self-preservation and self-giving, is at the heart of what it means to follow Jesus. Jesus calls disciples to deny themselves, take up their cross, and follow him—not because suffering is inherently good, but because authentic living often entails sacrifice, especially when speaking truth to power or living with integrity in a broken world. The prophets of old, and Jesus himself, embraced this path, knowing it would lead to rejection but also to transformation.
Father Pat introduces the African concept of “ubuntu,” popularized by Archbishop Desmond Tutu, to deepen our understanding of this Gospel call. Ubuntu, which roughly translates to “I am because we are,” expresses a vision of humanity that is communal, compassionate, and interdependent. In this worldview, our individual flourishing is bound up with the dignity and flourishing of others. If one person is diminished—by poverty, exclusion, or injustice—then we are all diminished. Thus, to be fully human is not just about internal moral development, but about living in right relationship with others and creating spaces where everyone can be fully themselves.
This philosophy stands in contrast to the values of individualism, self-promotion, and transactional relationships that often dominate our culture. Father Pat challenges us to consider what kind of “resonance” we are putting out into the world. Just as physical objects, like water or piano strings, have natural frequencies that can be amplified through resonance, so too do human beings emit spiritual and emotional energy—through our words, our actions, and even our silence. If we resonate cynicism, judgment, or fear, we will draw and amplify those forces in the communities around us. But if we resonate hope, compassion, and resilience, we become instruments of grace and transformation.
The analogy to resonance is powerful. Just as a soprano can shatter glass by singing a note at the glass’s natural frequency, our spiritual resonance can have invisible but real effects on the world around us. This is why gossip is spiritually dangerous—not because it’s mere talk, but because it amplifies negativity and undermines community. Conversely, speaking positively about others—even behind their backs—builds up the body of Christ and fosters the kind of mutual recognition ubuntu calls for.
Father Pat reflects on how this resonance can be expressed even in our worship. He shares how he composed the “Psalms for the Global Village” using musical forms from different cultures to reflect the universality of God’s people. This liturgical creativity is a form of spiritual resonance, inviting people from different backgrounds to see themselves in the sacred text and to find belonging in the shared act of prayer.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s homily is a call to spiritual maturity and moral courage. Like Jesus, we must resist the temptation to avoid suffering by compromising who we are. Like Peter, we must learn to move from fear to faith. Like the early prophets, we must be willing to speak truth to power, even at great personal cost. And like the ubuntu philosophy teaches, we must recognize that our salvation is bound up with the salvation of others. If we can do this, we will not only find our lives, as Jesus promises, but we will help resonate the kingdom of God into a world desperately in need of healing, hope, and connection....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 969.280029296875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. The Jews murmured about Jesus because he said, I am the bread that came down from heaven. And they said, is this not Jesus, the son of Joseph? Do we not know his father and mother? Then how can he say, I have come down from heaven? Jesus answered and said to them, stop murmuring among yourselves. No one can come to me unless the father who sent me draw him. And I will raise him on the last day. It is written in the prophets, they shall all be taught by God. Everyone who listens to my father and learns from him comes to me. Not that anyone has seen the father except the one who is from God. He has seen the father. Amen, amen, I say to you, whoever believes has eternal life. I am the bread of life. Your ancestors ate the manna in the desert, but they died. This is the bread that comes down from heaven so that one may eat it and not die. I am the living bread that came down from heaven. Whoever eats this bread will live forever. And the bread that I will give is my flesh for the life of the world. The Gospel of the Lord. Amen. This gospel is typically what we call Johannine, meaning from the corpus that belongs to John, Johannine. It's very wordy. It doesn't quite, to the modern mind, seem to stay on topic. It's a little ADD for the gospel. You can see, and the reason his whole gospel reads this way is because this is the one gospel written for a Greek community. And so he's really translating, even though it's all the same language, he's translating these Semitic, almost tribal ideas and stories and theology into something that would make sense for a lot of people who do Greek philosophy. The other three gospels just don't reach this audience. And so, as I've said many times before, it's the only gospel where Jesus seems to sound like a philosopher. All of his sentences go on for days. You know, it's very convoluted. One answer might go on for an entire chapter. Very different from the pithy rabbi of the other three gospels. And that's because it's being translated, and it's not a dishonest thing, because there's a full expectation that the audience understands the genre. You know, you fast forward 2,000 years, and we read everything like it was a newspaper. And if it doesn't have nothing but the facts, ma'am, we think that, well, there's either something wrong with it or it was misleading or, no, it was just simply not written for our culture. And so, you get this first thing where they, it says, the Jews are murmuring about Jesus, and right there you see the bias of this particular gospel. And many of you, if you come here often, you've heard this little diatribe, but, you know, get used to it, you'll hear it again, and that is, when they're listening to Jesus, they are the multitude, they are the crowd, they are the disciples, they are the followers. When they're murmuring or turning against him, they're the Jews, all the way through John's gospel. That is an unconscious bias, because this gospel's being written at a time when early Judaism and early Christianity are starting to really experience a hostile split from one another. And so, you know, in our Pentecost reading, we always have, you know, the disciples are gathered in a room for fear of the Jews, and I always wanna say, who do you think the disciples were? And has it occurred to you that the story moves forward because at least one Jew magically got through the door? That would be Jesus. You know, so this selective use of language, thousands of years later, does unfortunately continue to perpetuate an unconscious bias. But what they're talking about here, you know, how can he come from God? I'm the bread come down from heaven, we know his family, and his answer to them is, well, no one can come to God unless they come to the one from whom God was sent. That's not the question they asked. He's trying to answer a Greek philosophical dualism question of how can God come out of the physical world? Because they had this dualistic sort of sense that God was too pure to be touched by the physical world, and he's trying to explain the Semitic Messiah story to a Greek crowd that has a whole different philosophical system, and it ain't working for him. So there's, so you've got that going on, but what survives from the other three Gospels that gets put into this story is that sense of if we know him, if he comes from our community, if we know his parents, if he's one of us, he couldn't possibly come from God. What is most common can't possibly rise above everything else and kind of be extraordinary. It's our willingness to pigeonhole people into the places we think they should be. And so, I mean, most of us have, if we look out even a little bit, maybe not an immediate sibling, maybe, maybe it's a cousin, but you know, I think most families have that person that just never seems to get their life together. That one that we just always worry about. And we've got him pigeonholed, and it might be a great comedy one day if we realize that they're the only person that has the right insight. And that they're the one that has the insight that might bring us to God. And slowly, God would use a dynamic like that to drive us all crazy. Because we have everyone put in their little boxes. We see this in education all the time, and there's such a fight against pigeonholing kids because of maybe the way they were in third grade, and we're afraid that the teachers won't let go of that, which I now see from the other side and realize that is so ridiculous. It's like the confessional. People come to me and they say later, oh, you know, I'm just always worried that he's gonna think bad of me after he hears. I don't want them to know that after about a week, I don't think I can remember a single confession. And even the ones I can remember, I can't remember whose they were. Why? Because I'm hearing them all the time. Now, someone comes in and they're pretty sure this confession's going to stick in his mind the rest of his life. Okay, you really are that important. Um, it just, you know, so we forget that. Probably the same with a teacher. When someone thinks it's been five years and they've just been thinking and waiting to get to my child. They're out after him. And I'm like, oh, paranoia there. Little overgrown ego. And this is what, you know, kids get, we're worried they'll get pigeonholed. We're worried even more, this was my experience, is they would get pigeonholed because of their siblings. You know, if you're following, and nothing's worse than following a bunch of gifted siblings, and you're expected to perform at the same level as the gifted siblings. Now, mine was the opposite problem, but I've read about that problem. You know, my mother loves to tell the story that our middle school, I'm sorry, our junior high, for those of you that don't know, when I was in school, it was back at a time even live theater was still in black and white. I mean, it was a while ago. But in junior high, the principal told my mother one time, I was like maybe in ninth grade, seven, eight, nine was junior high in the Springs, and she said, the principal said to her, Dom Malika said, Pat Dolan, is he one of yours? Now remember, I was number six of the boys, and they were all boys. My sister was the youngest, but I was the youngest of the boys. Is he one of yours? And my mom immediately said, what did he do? Oh, nothing, I've never met him, he's never been in my office, so I just kind of assumed he wasn't one of yours. So I had the opposite sort of issue, if teachers knew, but we worry about pigeonholing kids, pigeonholing people. Society tends to socioeconomically pigeonhole people. It's the basis of so much prejudice, and it happens both ways. We either decide that those people over there are problematic, or at a deep level, we really don't believe that the people that I'm surrounded with that I know every day can become something better. I mean, most of us have had one friend or someone in our life, and whether it's smoking or drinking or language or anything, this time I'm really gonna quit. And a little part of our head doesn't wanna believe them, doesn't wanna believe that they might rise above the expectations, because they've disappointed us before. No one necessarily wants to believe that, and we don't know, we don't get any of the stories of Jesus's growing up. No one wants to hear that the neighborhood kid who ran through their garden and ruined their plants when he was 12 is going to save them. I mean, you can just imagine, but I think that this story gets put in the middle of this long chapter on the bread of life, because for us, later in the church, not that, but for us, we keep revisiting it because it is the sense of Eucharist. Bread and wine, what could be more common? What could be more ordinary than bread and wine? To take the most common, ordinary elements of a culture and say, we're going to watch, we're going to, with our hearts, we're going to believe in a transformation of the most common becoming the most extraordinary. We're going to, you know, I always think that the first step to belief in the Eucharist is that we have to stop pigeonholing bread and wine. We have to stop the belief that I know what something is, and once I know it and I understand it, my understanding it is more important to me than allowing it to transform. Because, you know, the world transforms, and people who don't like change, it's because change makes them feel out of control. I barely understand the way things are. I was having a conversation with a parishioner the other day a few weeks back, and we were talking about trying to keep up on everything that goes on, and she mentioned that there was someone in her family or someone that she knew, and she said, they were talking about transgender, and I knew what that meant, and I said, oh, well, you know, now they talk about non-binary. And she looked at me and she said, look, I have nothing against anyone, but I am too old to learn more words. But that may be the best, most honest answer I've ever heard. My real problem with change, I can disguise it as moral and spiritual. I'm just, I don't want to learn anything more. My gosh. And if we could get it back to the way I was when I was a child, the reason I want the world back the way it was when I was a child is because, you know, at 57 years old, I can finally understand the world when I was six. So easy. And I've had years to deal with that. So the first thing we see in this gospel is the reason they can't believe in Jesus is because he's one of us. And for all the times that we are so put off by those people over there, we start to realize that dynamic sinks in, and we're eventually not much happier with these people over here. You know, it's very hard, this is always the problem with real bigotry and prejudice is we cannot be more than one person. And let me tell you, when someone is hatefully, hatefully prejudiced about another group, they're eventually hateful about their family as well. I don't believe that anyone really spends time in the world angry and hating people, but brings a loving person home to the family every day. It doesn't happen. No one goes out into traffic screaming and yelling at every other single person in traffic and arrives home a calm and wonderful spouse. And so, you know, everything we're doing in the world is transforming the person who will go home to our lucky family tonight. And so I always think when people get married, I always think that love and honor one another, you know, we think how do you honor someone? Well, you know, every five years or so, you throw them a dinner. That in our culture is how we honor people. We honor artists, we honor, we throw them a dinner. But honoring a spouse is like understanding that every moment of my life, I'm building the person that they get to live with. Every time I let myself just loop into more anger and more anger and it becomes my way of life, that's who they live with. Every time I hold back and hold back until I really can't share too much of who I am, that's who they live with. And in a larger sense, we do that in society. We're building the person the people around us get to live with. And I think we have this sense that what comes from our most common experience of life is not the extraordinary. The grace of God, I said this last week, the grace of God is the most common thing in the world and the most extraordinary. That's the paradox of our faith, is to truly believe that what is most common is incredibly extraordinary. We're about to do baptisms and I don't want to get into trouble with the parents, but I look at the number of children in this parish. Having two babies, most common thing in the world, doesn't make them less extraordinary. But you don't, neither, every parent thinks that their child is the most amazing, most special, but I've never heard one say, I don't think anyone's ever had a baby. You know, and if you do, check with your doctor, something's gone wrong. You know, I mean, they know. As a matter of fact, when someone says, I want to be a father, I want to be a mother, they're not trying to be something that's never happened before. They want to join a group of people. What's most common in our midst is often the most extraordinary. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The Jews murmured about Jesus because he
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said, I am the bread that came down from heaven.
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And they said, is this not Jesus, the son of Joseph?
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Do we not know his father and mother?
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Then how can he say, I have come down from heaven?
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Jesus answered and said to them, stop murmuring among yourselves.
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No one can come to me unless the father who sent me draw him.
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And I will raise him on the last day.
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It is written in the prophets, they shall all be taught by God.
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Everyone who listens to my father and learns from him
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comes to me.
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Not that anyone has seen the father except the one
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who is from God.
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He has seen the father.
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Amen, amen, I say to you, whoever
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believes has eternal life.
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I am the bread of life.
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Your ancestors ate the manna in the desert, but they died.
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This is the bread that comes down from heaven
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so that one may eat it and not die.
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I am the living bread that came down from heaven.
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Whoever eats this bread will live forever.
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And the bread that I will give is my flesh
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for the life of the world.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Amen.
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This gospel is typically what we call Johannine,
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meaning from the corpus that belongs to John, Johannine.
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It's very wordy.
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It doesn't quite, to the modern mind, seem to stay on topic.
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It's a little ADD for the gospel.
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You can see, and the reason his whole gospel reads this way
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is because this is the one gospel written
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for a Greek community.
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And so he's really translating, even though it's
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all the same language, he's translating
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these Semitic, almost tribal ideas and stories and theology
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into something that would make sense for a lot of people
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who do Greek philosophy.
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The other three gospels just don't reach this audience.
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And so, as I've said many times before,
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it's the only gospel where Jesus seems
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to sound like a philosopher.
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All of his sentences go on for days.
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You know, it's very convoluted.
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One answer might go on for an entire chapter.
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Very different from the pithy rabbi
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of the other three gospels.
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And that's because it's being translated,
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and it's not a dishonest thing,
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because there's a full expectation
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that the audience understands the genre.
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You know, you fast forward 2,000 years,
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and we read everything like it was a newspaper.
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And if it doesn't have nothing but the facts, ma'am,
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we think that, well, there's either something wrong with it
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or it was misleading or, no, it was just simply
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not written for our culture.
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And so, you get this first thing where they,
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it says, the Jews are murmuring about Jesus,
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and right there you see the bias
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of this particular gospel.
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And many of you, if you come here often,
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you've heard this little diatribe,
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but, you know, get used to it, you'll hear it again,
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and that is, when they're listening to Jesus,
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they are the multitude, they are the crowd,
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they are the disciples, they are the followers.
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When they're murmuring or turning against him,
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they're the Jews, all the way through John's gospel.
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That is an unconscious bias,
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because this gospel's being written at a time
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when early Judaism and early Christianity
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are starting to really experience
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a hostile split from one another.
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And so, you know, in our Pentecost reading,
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we always have, you know, the disciples are gathered
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in a room for fear of the Jews,
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and I always wanna say,
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who do you think the disciples were?
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And has it occurred to you that the story moves forward
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because at least one Jew magically got through the door?
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That would be Jesus.
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You know, so this selective use of language,
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thousands of years later, does unfortunately
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continue to perpetuate an unconscious bias.
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But what they're talking about here,
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you know, how can he come from God?
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I'm the bread come down from heaven,
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we know his family, and his answer to them is,
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well, no one can come to God unless they come
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to the one from whom God was sent.
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That's not the question they asked.
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He's trying to answer a Greek philosophical dualism question
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of how can God come out of the physical world?
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Because they had this dualistic sort of sense
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that God was too pure to be touched by the physical world,
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and he's trying to explain the Semitic Messiah story
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to a Greek crowd that has a whole different
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philosophical system, and it ain't working for him.
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So there's, so you've got that going on,
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but what survives from the other three Gospels
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that gets put into this story is that sense of
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if we know him, if he comes from our community,
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if we know his parents, if he's one of us,
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he couldn't possibly come from God.
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What is most common can't possibly rise above
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everything else and kind of be extraordinary.
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It's our willingness to pigeonhole people
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into the places we think they should be.
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And so, I mean, most of us have,
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if we look out even a little bit,
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maybe not an immediate sibling, maybe,
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maybe it's a cousin, but you know,
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I think most families have that person
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that just never seems to get their life together.
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That one that we just always worry about.
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And we've got him pigeonholed,
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and it might be a great comedy one day
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if we realize that they're the only person
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that has the right insight.
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And that they're the one that has the insight
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that might bring us to God.
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And slowly, God would use a dynamic like that
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to drive us all crazy.
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Because we have everyone put in their little boxes.
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We see this in education all the time,
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and there's such a fight against pigeonholing kids
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because of maybe the way they were in third grade,
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and we're afraid that the teachers won't let go of that,
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which I now see from the other side
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and realize that is so ridiculous.
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It's like the confessional.
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People come to me and they say later,
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oh, you know, I'm just always worried
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that he's gonna think bad of me after he hears.
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I don't want them to know that after about a week,
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I don't think I can remember a single confession.
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And even the ones I can remember,
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I can't remember whose they were.
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Why?
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Because I'm hearing them all the time.
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Now, someone comes in and they're pretty sure
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this confession's going to stick in his mind
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the rest of his life.
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Okay, you really are that important.
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Um, it just, you know, so we forget that.
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Probably the same with a teacher.
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When someone thinks it's been five years
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and they've just been thinking and waiting
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to get to my child.
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They're out after him.
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And I'm like, oh, paranoia there.
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Little overgrown ego.
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And this is what, you know, kids get,
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we're worried they'll get pigeonholed.
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We're worried even more, this was my experience,
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is they would get pigeonholed because of their siblings.
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You know, if you're following,
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and nothing's worse than following
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a bunch of gifted siblings,
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and you're expected to perform at the same level
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as the gifted siblings.
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Now, mine was the opposite problem,
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but I've read about that problem.
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You know, my mother loves to tell the story
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that our middle school, I'm sorry,
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our junior high, for those of you that don't know,
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when I was in school, it was back at a time
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even live theater was still in black and white.
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I mean, it was a while ago.
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But in junior high, the principal told my mother one time,
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I was like maybe in ninth grade,
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seven, eight, nine was junior high in the Springs,
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and she said, the principal said to her,
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Dom Malika said, Pat Dolan, is he one of yours?
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Now remember, I was number six of the boys,
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and they were all boys.
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My sister was the youngest,
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but I was the youngest of the boys.
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Is he one of yours?
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And my mom immediately said, what did he do?
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Oh, nothing, I've never met him,
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he's never been in my office,
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so I just kind of assumed he wasn't one of yours.
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So I had the opposite sort of issue,
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if teachers knew, but we worry about pigeonholing kids,
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pigeonholing people.
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Society tends to socioeconomically pigeonhole people.
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It's the basis of so much prejudice,
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and it happens both ways.
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We either decide that those people over there
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are problematic, or at a deep level,
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we really don't believe that the people
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that I'm surrounded with that I know every day
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can become something better.
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I mean, most of us have had one friend
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or someone in our life, and whether it's smoking
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or drinking or language or anything,
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this time I'm really gonna quit.
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And a little part of our head doesn't wanna believe them,
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doesn't wanna believe that they might rise
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above the expectations,
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because they've disappointed us before.
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No one necessarily wants to believe that,
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and we don't know, we don't get any of the stories
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of Jesus's growing up.
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No one wants to hear that the neighborhood kid
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who ran through their garden and ruined their plants
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when he was 12 is going to save them.
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I mean, you can just imagine,
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but I think that this story gets put in the middle
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of this long chapter on the bread of life,
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because for us, later in the church,
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not that, but for us, we keep revisiting it
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because it is the sense of Eucharist.
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Bread and wine, what could be more common?
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What could be more ordinary than bread and wine?
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To take the most common, ordinary elements
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of a culture and say, we're going to watch,
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we're going to, with our hearts,
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we're going to believe in a transformation
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of the most common becoming the most extraordinary.
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We're going to, you know, I always think
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that the first step to belief in the Eucharist
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is that we have to stop pigeonholing bread and wine.
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We have to stop the belief that I know what something is,
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and once I know it and I understand it,
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my understanding it is more important to me
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than allowing it to transform.
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Because, you know, the world transforms,
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and people who don't like change,
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it's because change makes them feel out of control.
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I barely understand the way things are.
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I was having a conversation with a parishioner the other day
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a few weeks back, and we were talking about
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trying to keep up on everything that goes on,
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and she mentioned that there was someone in her family
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or someone that she knew, and she said,
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they were talking about transgender,
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and I knew what that meant, and I said,
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oh, well, you know, now they talk about non-binary.
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And she looked at me and she said,
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look, I have nothing against anyone,
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but I am too old to learn more words.
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But that may be the best, most honest answer I've ever heard.
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My real problem with change,
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I can disguise it as moral and spiritual.
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I'm just, I don't want to learn anything more.
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My gosh.
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And if we could get it back to the way I was
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when I was a child, the reason I want the world
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back the way it was when I was a child
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is because, you know, at 57 years old,
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I can finally understand the world when I was six.
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So easy.
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And I've had years to deal with that.
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So the first thing we see in this gospel
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is the reason they can't believe in Jesus
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is because he's one of us.
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And for all the times that we are so put off
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by those people over there,
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we start to realize that dynamic sinks in,
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and we're eventually not much happier
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with these people over here.
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You know, it's very hard,
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this is always the problem with real bigotry and prejudice
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is we cannot be more than one person.
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And let me tell you, when someone is hatefully,
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hatefully prejudiced about another group,
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they're eventually hateful about their family as well.
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I don't believe that anyone really spends time in the world
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angry and hating people,
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but brings a loving person home to the family every day.
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It doesn't happen.
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No one goes out into traffic screaming and yelling
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at every other single person in traffic
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and arrives home a calm and wonderful spouse.
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And so, you know, everything we're doing in the world
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is transforming the person who will go home
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to our lucky family tonight.
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And so I always think when people get married,
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I always think that love and honor one another,
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you know, we think how do you honor someone?
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Well, you know, every five years or so,
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you throw them a dinner.
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That in our culture is how we honor people.
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We honor artists, we honor, we throw them a dinner.
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But honoring a spouse is like understanding
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that every moment of my life,
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I'm building the person that they get to live with.
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Every time I let myself just loop into more anger
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and more anger and it becomes my way of life,
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that's who they live with.
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Every time I hold back and hold back
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until I really can't share too much of who I am,
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that's who they live with.
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And in a larger sense, we do that in society.
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We're building the person
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the people around us get to live with.
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And I think we have this sense that what comes
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from our most common experience of life
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is not the extraordinary.
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The grace of God, I said this last week,
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the grace of God is the most common thing in the world
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and the most extraordinary.
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That's the paradox of our faith,
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is to truly believe that what is most common
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is incredibly extraordinary.
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We're about to do baptisms
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and I don't want to get into trouble with the parents,
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but I look at the number of children in this parish.
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Having two babies, most common thing in the world,
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doesn't make them less extraordinary.
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But you don't, neither, every parent thinks
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that their child is the most amazing, most special,
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but I've never heard one say,
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I don't think anyone's ever had a baby.
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You know, and if you do, check with your doctor,
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something's gone wrong.
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You know, I mean, they know.
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As a matter of fact, when someone says,
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I want to be a father, I want to be a mother,
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they're not trying to be something
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that's never happened before.
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They want to join a group of people.
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What's most common in our midst
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is often the most extraordinary.
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And if we really can't believe that,
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I don't know that we can ever get
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to a real faith in the Eucharist.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound spiri Father Pat’s message centers on the profound spiritual truth that God often chooses the ordinary and familiar to reveal the extraordinary. He underscores how the Gospel of John, though linguistically and philosophically complex, invites believers to see beyond surface familiarity—such as knowing Jesus’ earthly family—and into the mysterious reality of divine presence in the everyday. Drawing from this, Father Pat challenges us to examine our tendency to pigeonhole people, to underestimate the sacred potential in those closest to us, and even in ourselves. He weaves together theology, cultural commentary, and humor to emphasize that the grace of God is both the most common and the most extraordinary reality—especially revealed in the Eucharist, through the humble elements of bread and wine.
Father Pat begins by explaining the unique nature of the Gospel of John, which he characterizes as "Johannine" in style—philosophical, wordy, and aimed at a Greek-speaking audience. Unlike the more straightforward synoptic Gospels (Matthew, Mark, and Luke), John’s Gospel reflects an effort to translate Semitic religious ideas into a framework understandable to those shaped by Greek philosophical dualism. This dualism, which regards the physical world as separate and often inferior to the spiritual, makes the claim that Jesus—whom people knew as a carpenter’s son—has “come down from heaven” difficult to accept. John’s Gospel is thus grappling not only with theological truths but also with cultural translation.
Father Pat also addresses the subtle but real antisemitic bias embedded in the narrative structure of John. He observes that when people support Jesus, they are called the crowd, the disciples, the followers. But when they question or oppose him, they are referred to as “the Jews,” a distinction that reflects the growing rift between the early Christian and Jewish communities at the time of the Gospel’s writing. He cautions against reading this labeling without historical and cultural awareness, reminding us that Jesus and his disciples were themselves Jews. This selective language has perpetuated unconscious biases through the centuries, and recognizing it helps dismantle harmful interpretations.
The core of Father Pat’s reflection, however, is not academic but deeply pastoral and spiritual. He zeros in on the crowd’s rejection of Jesus based on familiarity: “Is this not Jesus, the son of Joseph?” This question reveals a universal human tendency—to dismiss the extraordinary when it comes clothed in the ordinary. We do this with Jesus, and we do it with each other. We pigeonhole people based on their past, their family, their status, or their perceived limitations. Whether it’s the black sheep in the family, a student judged by a sibling’s performance, or a coworker underestimated due to background, we often resist the idea that someone familiar can be the bearer of divine wisdom or transformation.
Father Pat uses humor and personal anecdotes to illustrate how deeply this bias is embedded in our relationships and institutions. He speaks about how students can be unfairly labeled based on a sibling’s behavior or how adults continue to define themselves and others by outdated assumptions. He draws a parallel between this dynamic and how we resist spiritual transformation—how we cling to what we think we know rather than opening ourselves to the mystery of grace.
This leads into his meditation on the Eucharist—the heart of Catholic faith. Bread and wine are among the most common, unremarkable elements of daily life. And yet, the Church teaches that in the Eucharist, they become the Body and Blood of Christ. The key to believing in this mystery, Father Pat says, is learning not to pigeonhole even the most ordinary things. If we can recognize that God can work through the common, the familiar, and the everyday, then we are on the path to Eucharistic faith. It is not about understanding the transformation with our intellects, but about allowing our hearts to be transformed by the possibility that the divine dwells in what we most often overlook.
He expands this insight to the broader human experience. The grace of God, he says, is both the most common and the most extraordinary thing in the world. It is found in every moment, every interaction, every person. When we allow anger, bitterness, or prejudice to shape us, we become the person that others—including our families—have to live with. When we are open to grace, to transformation, and to love, we become vessels of the extraordinary. Thus, honoring someone—whether a spouse, a child, or a stranger—is not about grand gestures but about shaping ourselves into people worthy of being in relationship with others.
Finally, Father Pat returns to the idea that the most extraordinary truths come through the most ordinary means. The Gospel, the Eucharist, and even our own lives testify to the divine paradox: that God chooses the common to reveal the sacred. Faith, then, is not about escaping the ordinary, but about learning to see the divine within it....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 965.6900024414062, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, O Lord. When the time arrived for Elizabeth to have her child, she gave birth to a son. Her neighbors and relatives heard that the Lord had shown His great mercy toward her, and they rejoiced with her. When they came on the eighth day to circumcise the child, they were going to call him Zechariah after his father, but his mother said in reply, No, he will be called John. But they answered her, There is no one among your relatives who has this name. So they made signs asking the father what he wished him to be called. He asked for a tablet and wrote, John is to be his name. And all were amazed. Immediately his mouth was opened, his tongue freed, and he spoke, Blessing God. The child grew and became strong in spirit, and he was in the desert until the day of his manifestation to Israel. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. It only happens roughly once every seven years that June 24th falls on a Sunday, and so it always kind of catches me off guard that the nativity of John the Baptist is so important to feast in the church that it supplants Sunday. Very, very few holidays do that. And, you know, when you think of the Christmas and Easter and Pentecost and big things like that, it just never, you know, you just don't think of the birth of John the Baptist being up there with those others. He is very much a side character. He doesn't get nearly the time in the Gospels that Peter gets or, you know. But, you know, there is this sort of this whole idea that is wrapped up in John the Baptist, which is about preparing the way of the Lord and seeing Jesus before anyone else could figure out who Jesus was. And so there is this tuned-in-to-God sort of aspect to John the Baptist. Now, because of the Scripture, just because of the story of the visitation and the way it lays out in the verses, we assume that John was roughly, and we're talking roughly, six months older than Jesus. So, of course, they go to the calendar. They say, Jesus was born on the 24th. John must have been born on the 24th. Um... Anyone who has had children knows that the nine-month rule is a husband's tale. Sorry, not a wife's tale, but, you know. Um, it's not nine months. Never has been. It's kind of all over the place. Someone came to me last night and said, well, I was told in the Bible, the reason they say that is because, you know, someone who needed the Bible to be absolutely literal. Well, they said, because they're talking about lunar months. And I said, lunar months are shorter. We're getting even further away from nine months. But, you know, it's this idea. And, you know, my mother was in a more... When she was having children, a little harsher judgmental time. They were married on August 27th, and my brother was due on May 27th, nine months to the day. Honeymoon baby. And he came three days early, and she was mortified. Because in that day and age, people would count. You know, I mean, it's just... It's amazing how people could take the birth of a child and say, there's got to be a way to turn this into a negative. What is that in our human nature that can kind of go after anything to say, well, they could have done better job at that. You know, what does that give us? What do we get out of that? John's... The first moment we hear of John is that he leaps in his mother's womb for joy. Probably not a great joy for his mother, but, you know, leaps in the womb. But there's already this sense that his approach to God is something of great joy. I think one of the saddest things that you encounter as a priest, in clergy, people who work in ministry, are people whose awareness of God has made them fearful, has made them concerned. The whole world's going to hell. What are we going to do? Their experience of God is worrisome. That their experience, you know, because literally what they're saying is, you know, Jesus came and died to save the whole world, but I don't think it worked. Jesus didn't work. Well, don't worry, because if Jesus didn't work, there isn't anything you can do. If Jesus didn't work. And so, instead of approaching their religion as this great victory won, and this great piece of joy that we share with one another, we get more and more somber. And I think as a culture, beyond our faith, we are simply, kind of interestingly, a somber culture. We're an affluent culture, and the more affluent we get, the less happy we get. If you don't believe me, next time you're at an intersection, look over at the faces of people in their cars. You know. If they're just bored to death, they're one of the happier people at the intersection. It goes from there to irritated, to why isn't this light changed? And I've thought, you know, a great money maker for the city, you know, there's so much controversy over these photo radar tickets, and yes, I've gotten one. Sometimes the machine isn't working correctly, I'm sure. So, forget the penalty. They could hold that picture of you hostage. I mean, I look at my face and I'm like, what was I doing at that moment? You know, had like bad sushi just kicked in? I looked horrible. And I'm thinking to myself, is that the expression on my face most of the time? Is this sort of, I'm driving? Where is our joy in life? And yes, you know, it's sort of an old cliche thing about, you know, keep a smile on your face. It does something. It does something to at least evaluate what is the position my face relaxes into? Not when I'm in crisis. Not when I'm in the middle of a great celebration. But where is normal? Because I think that we ignore the greatest miracle, you know, the greatest miracle of life is life. You know, I got up this morning, and I will admit the alarm went off a little earlier than I would have liked. But what I didn't think about when that alarm went off and woke me was the reason it woke me is because I'm still alive. You know, everyone here who has a bad day, you're having a day. We don't recognize the constant life within us. Father John Philenbach in Rome used to teach that the definition of joy, everyone would say, well, we know what the word means, but no one could really define it. The definition of joy was your awareness of being fully alive. The awareness of being fully alive in that moment. And most of us who have had sickness, suffering, the loss of a loved one, the loss of a job, depression, whatever it is, know that that is a feeling of diminishment. We don't quite feel connected to the world. We don't feel quite connected. We are shut down. We are not feeling we are fully alive. And in the midst of pain, that is a tough thing to get to, especially if we don't ever nurture it in the normal moments. You know, I talk about this all the time, but like when you're at church and you're sitting there and most of you are probably not in horrible pain at the moment. It's not terribly warm or terribly cool. We're somewhat comfortable. The speaker's going on a little long, but other than that, it's, you know, it is a normal moment. And we don't see that as a good moment. But if something comes up, we will recognize the bad moment. Now, some of that I do believe is just biological human. It's very hard, if I have broken this hand, it's going to be very hard to block that out and notice that this hand feels just fine. That is hard to get to. But in a moment where both hands are working, where everything is going well, do we even notice that? Or are we already thinking about something we know is going to go wrong tomorrow? Are we still playing something over in our head that went wrong yesterday? You know, the great miracle that we live, that same professor, John Feulenbach, used to always say, you'll know when you are separated from God because you won't exist. God is in you, keeping you alive at every moment. In a feast like today, the Nativity of John the Baptist, also Christmas, the Nativity, any of these, I think it's a mistake for us. Too many people look at a baby and say, don't you see the miracle of life? You know, the miracle of a baby being alive is exactly the same miracle as that of a 12-year-old being alive. Not always as pleasant, but, or the exact, you know, of someone who is 80 being alive. You know, we see it at the moment of birth and we think, that is the miracle of birth, but it's not the miracle of life. The miracle of life happens right now. You, God is every bit as active in creating you at this moment as at the beginning of your life. And we miss that miracle. It's, we live, we are living miracles and we run around looking for miracles. And we just, we miss that. We miss that there should be sort of a constant amazement. My father, who was much more a man of science than faith, he was a man of deep faith, but his vocabulary and his approach to the world was very scientific. He was an engineer and he said that that for him, that was his proof of God. Now, as someone in religious realms, I don't want a proof of God. I think God is a faith thing, but he wanted proofs. You know, he's a science man. And he said his proof of God was life. He said because in all of his study of physics, entropy and all this stuff and stuff breaking down, there is nothing in all the law of physics that can account for one cell becomes two, becomes four. What's not complicated becomes more complicated. In his mind, the double helix of DNA and of life stood against every law of physics. In his mind, physics explains everything but life. We don't get life yet. We can't figure it out. And that to him says there is something beyond this physics stuff. And so it can be a constant joy or it can be a constant worry. But it is a choice. I think it is a choice to try to be aware of the goodness of God at every moment, to be aware how much in our life goes right. I know we are aware when it goes wrong. I know how aware we are. Most of us, that's our prayer life. Well, I'm going to take something to God in prayer. Now, when someone says, I'm going to take something to God in prayer, what they mean is I have a problem and I want God to fix it. We go to God with our problems. We go to God with our concerns. And that is a valid part of our prayer life. But to go and sit for a while and think, can I experience the miracle of being alive? Do we take even a moment to experience that we're alive? And what does that mean? And wonder at it. You know, the psalmist said, you know, who are we that God would care for us and bring us into life? And I think we need to sit with that wonder, not just when something amazing like the birth of a baby happens, but every moment of that baby's life. You know, until they are an ancient baby. Every moment that we go, this is just as miraculous. This is just as amazing. And so we ask God to make us a people of wonder, a people of joy, a people that have all of that goodness and grace that we have in a few moments and realize God isn't with us more in one moment than another. We are aware of it differently, but God is with us every moment. It is, it's always what I call the non-capitalistic version of God. Not that, you know, capitalism is an economic system. Go ask an economist, I'm not gonna get into that. But as a spiritual system, it's always flawed because it wants to tell you that something's value has to do with how rare it is. You know, it's so rare and it's, it's people need it and they can't get it and that makes it more and more and more and more valuable. For us as Christians, the most common thing in the world is the grace of God and everyone has all that they need and it's still the most valuable. It kind of stands against all that for us. And so we ask God to make us aware of this constant gift of grace, this constant gift of life, so that we can become a people who show, you know, great joy to the world. Now, I was stopped after last night's sermon because a friend came up and she said, you know, it was a nice homily, but you've clearly never been a woman. And I said, what? You know, we are told from a very young age to keep a smile on. If you would just smile, you'd be so pretty. So I don't smile. I was like, I think you were more manipulated by that than if you'd smiled. So we talked about it for a while and I said, well, you know, I'm not saying you should smile for the rest of the world. You should smile to make yourself feel good. Well, it doesn't make me feel good. And it took us about 10 minutes to get through it and then it hit me. I said, that's when you realized I hadn't been a woman? We've known each other a while. And I don't want to sell her out, but she did smile. You know, I think we need to be a people of joy, a people who look to things and say, there are things going right. And we're not Pollyanna. We recognize there are things going wrong. But I think if our awareness was constant, we'd realize which outweighed which. That God's grace is constant. And just because we don't keep ourselves aware of it does not mean it's there. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When the time arrived for Elizabeth to have her child,
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she gave birth to a son.
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Her neighbors and relatives heard
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that the Lord had shown His great mercy toward her,
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and they rejoiced with her.
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When they came on the eighth day to circumcise the child,
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they were going to call him Zechariah after his father,
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but his mother said in reply,
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No, he will be called John.
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But they answered her,
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There is no one among your relatives who has this name.
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So they made signs asking the father
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what he wished him to be called.
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He asked for a tablet and wrote,
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John is to be his name.
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And all were amazed.
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Immediately his mouth was opened,
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his tongue freed, and he spoke, Blessing God.
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The child grew and became strong in spirit,
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and he was in the desert
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until the day of his manifestation to Israel.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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It only happens roughly once every seven years
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that June 24th falls on a Sunday,
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and so it always kind of catches me off guard
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that the nativity of John the Baptist
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is so important to feast in the church
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that it supplants Sunday.
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Very, very few holidays do that.
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And, you know, when you think of the Christmas and Easter
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and Pentecost and big things like that,
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it just never, you know,
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you just don't think of the birth of John the Baptist
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being up there with those others.
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He is very much a side character.
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He doesn't get nearly the time in the Gospels
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that Peter gets or, you know.
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But, you know, there is this sort of this whole idea
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that is wrapped up in John the Baptist,
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which is about preparing the way of the Lord
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and seeing Jesus before anyone else
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could figure out who Jesus was.
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And so there is this tuned-in-to-God
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sort of aspect to John the Baptist.
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Now, because of the Scripture,
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just because of the story of the visitation
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and the way it lays out in the verses,
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we assume that John was roughly,
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and we're talking roughly,
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six months older than Jesus.
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So, of course, they go to the calendar.
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They say, Jesus was born on the 24th.
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John must have been born on the 24th.
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Um...
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Anyone who has had children knows
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that the nine-month rule is a husband's tale.
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Sorry, not a wife's tale, but, you know.
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Um, it's not nine months.
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Never has been.
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It's kind of all over the place.
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Someone came to me last night and said,
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well, I was told in the Bible,
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the reason they say that is because, you know,
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someone who needed the Bible to be absolutely literal.
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Well, they said, because they're talking about lunar months.
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And I said, lunar months are shorter.
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We're getting even further away from nine months.
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But, you know, it's this idea.
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And, you know, my mother was in a more...
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When she was having children,
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a little harsher judgmental time.
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They were married on August 27th,
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and my brother was due on May 27th,
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nine months to the day.
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Honeymoon baby.
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And he came three days early, and she was mortified.
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Because in that day and age, people would count.
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You know, I mean, it's just...
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It's amazing how people could take the birth of a child
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and say, there's got to be a way to turn this into a negative.
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What is that in our human nature
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that can kind of go after anything to say,
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well, they could have done better job at that.
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You know, what does that give us?
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What do we get out of that?
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John's...
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The first moment we hear of John is
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that he leaps in his mother's womb for joy.
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Probably not a great joy for his mother,
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but, you know, leaps in the womb.
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But there's already this sense that
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his approach to God is something of great joy.
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I think one of the saddest things that you encounter
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as a priest, in clergy, people who work in ministry,
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are people whose awareness of God
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has made them fearful, has made them concerned.
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The whole world's going to hell.
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What are we going to do?
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Their experience of God is worrisome.
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That their experience, you know,
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because literally what they're saying is,
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you know, Jesus came and died to save the whole world,
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but I don't think it worked.
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Jesus didn't work.
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Well, don't worry, because if Jesus didn't work,
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there isn't anything you can do.
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If Jesus didn't work.
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And so, instead of approaching their religion
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as this great victory won,
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and this great piece of joy that we share with one another,
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we get more and more somber.
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And I think as a culture, beyond our faith,
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we are simply, kind of interestingly,
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a somber culture.
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We're an affluent culture,
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and the more affluent we get, the less happy we get.
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If you don't believe me,
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next time you're at an intersection,
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look over at the faces of people in their cars.
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You know.
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If they're just bored to death,
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they're one of the happier people at the intersection.
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It goes from there to irritated,
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to why isn't this light changed?
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And I've thought, you know, a great money maker for the city,
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you know, there's so much controversy
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over these photo radar tickets,
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and yes, I've gotten one.
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Sometimes the machine isn't working correctly, I'm sure.
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So, forget the penalty.
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They could hold that picture of you hostage.
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I mean, I look at my face and I'm like,
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what was I doing at that moment?
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You know, had like bad sushi just kicked in?
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I looked horrible.
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And I'm thinking to myself,
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is that the expression on my face most of the time?
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Is this sort of, I'm driving?
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Where is our joy in life?
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And yes, you know, it's sort of an old cliche thing about,
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you know, keep a smile on your face.
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It does something.
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It does something to at least evaluate
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what is the position my face relaxes into?
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Not when I'm in crisis.
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Not when I'm in the middle of a great celebration.
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But where is normal?
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Because I think that we ignore the greatest miracle,
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you know, the greatest miracle of life is life.
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You know, I got up this morning,
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and I will admit the alarm went off a little earlier
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than I would have liked.
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But what I didn't think about when that alarm went off
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and woke me was the reason it woke me
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is because I'm still alive.
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You know, everyone here who has a bad day,
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you're having a day.
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We don't recognize the constant life within us.
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Father John Philenbach in Rome used to teach
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that the definition of joy,
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everyone would say, well, we know what the word means,
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but no one could really define it.
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The definition of joy was your awareness of being fully alive.
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The awareness of being fully alive in that moment.
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And most of us who have had sickness, suffering,
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the loss of a loved one, the loss of a job, depression,
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whatever it is, know that that is a feeling of diminishment.
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We don't quite feel connected to the world.
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We don't feel quite connected.
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We are shut down.
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We are not feeling we are fully alive.
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And in the midst of pain, that is a tough thing to get to,
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especially if we don't ever nurture it in the normal moments.
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You know, I talk about this all the time,
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but like when you're at church and you're sitting there
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and most of you are probably not in horrible pain at the moment.
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It's not terribly warm or terribly cool.
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We're somewhat comfortable.
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The speaker's going on a little long,
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but other than that, it's, you know, it is a normal moment.
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And we don't see that as a good moment.
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But if something comes up, we will recognize the bad moment.
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Now, some of that I do believe is just biological human.
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It's very hard, if I have broken this hand,
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it's going to be very hard to block that out
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and notice that this hand feels just fine.
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That is hard to get to.
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But in a moment where both hands are working,
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where everything is going well, do we even notice that?
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Or are we already thinking about something we know
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is going to go wrong tomorrow?
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Are we still playing something over in our head
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that went wrong yesterday?
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You know, the great miracle that we live,
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that same professor, John Feulenbach, used to always say,
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you'll know when you are separated from God
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because you won't exist.
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God is in you, keeping you alive at every moment.
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In a feast like today, the Nativity of John the Baptist,
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also Christmas, the Nativity, any of these,
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I think it's a mistake for us.
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Too many people look at a baby and say,
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don't you see the miracle of life?
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You know, the miracle of a baby being alive
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is exactly the same miracle
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as that of a 12-year-old being alive.
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Not always as pleasant, but, or the exact, you know,
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of someone who is 80 being alive.
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You know, we see it at the moment of birth
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and we think, that is the miracle of birth,
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but it's not the miracle of life.
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The miracle of life happens right now.
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You, God is every bit as active in creating you
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at this moment as at the beginning of your life.
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And we miss that miracle.
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It's, we live, we are living miracles
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and we run around looking for miracles.
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And we just, we miss that.
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We miss that there should be sort of a constant amazement.
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My father, who was much more a man of science than faith,
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he was a man of deep faith, but his vocabulary
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and his approach to the world was very scientific.
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He was an engineer and he said that that for him,
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that was his proof of God.
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Now, as someone in religious realms,
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I don't want a proof of God.
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I think God is a faith thing, but he wanted proofs.
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You know, he's a science man.
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And he said his proof of God was life.
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He said because in all of his study of physics,
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entropy and all this stuff and stuff breaking down,
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there is nothing in all the law of physics
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that can account for one cell becomes two, becomes four.
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What's not complicated becomes more complicated.
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In his mind, the double helix of DNA and of life
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stood against every law of physics.
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In his mind, physics explains everything but life.
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We don't get life yet.
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We can't figure it out.
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And that to him says there is something
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beyond this physics stuff.
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And so it can be a constant joy or it can be a constant worry.
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But it is a choice.
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I think it is a choice to try to be aware
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of the goodness of God at every moment,
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to be aware how much in our life goes right.
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I know we are aware when it goes wrong.
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I know how aware we are.
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Most of us, that's our prayer life.
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Well, I'm going to take something to God in prayer.
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Now, when someone says,
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I'm going to take something to God in prayer,
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what they mean is I have a problem
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and I want God to fix it.
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We go to God with our problems.
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We go to God with our concerns.
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And that is a valid part of our prayer life.
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But to go and sit for a while and think,
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can I experience the miracle of being alive?
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Do we take even a moment to experience that we're alive?
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And what does that mean?
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And wonder at it.
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You know, the psalmist said,
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you know, who are we that God would care for us
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and bring us into life?
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And I think we need to sit with that wonder,
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not just when something amazing
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like the birth of a baby happens,
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but every moment of that baby's life.
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You know, until they are an ancient baby.
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Every moment that we go, this is just as miraculous.
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This is just as amazing.
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And so we ask God to make us a people of wonder,
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a people of joy,
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a people that have all of that goodness and grace
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that we have in a few moments
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and realize God isn't with us more
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in one moment than another.
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We are aware of it differently,
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but God is with us every moment.
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It is, it's always what I call
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the non-capitalistic version of God.
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Not that, you know, capitalism is an economic system.
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Go ask an economist, I'm not gonna get into that.
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But as a spiritual system, it's always flawed
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because it wants to tell you that
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something's value has to do with how rare it is.
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You know, it's so rare and it's,
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it's people need it and they can't get it
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and that makes it more and more and more
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and more valuable.
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For us as Christians,
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the most common thing in the world
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is the grace of God
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and everyone has all that they need
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and it's still the most valuable.
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It kind of stands against all that for us.
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And so we ask God to make us aware
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of this constant gift of grace,
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this constant gift of life,
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so that we can become a people who show,
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you know, great joy to the world.
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Now, I was stopped after last night's sermon
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because a friend came up and she said,
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you know, it was a nice homily,
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but you've clearly never been a woman.
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And I said, what?
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You know, we are told from a very young age
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to keep a smile on.
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If you would just smile, you'd be so pretty.
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So I don't smile.
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I was like, I think you were more manipulated by that
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than if you'd smiled.
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So we talked about it for a while
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and I said, well, you know,
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I'm not saying you should smile
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for the rest of the world.
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You should smile to make yourself feel good.
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Well, it doesn't make me feel good.
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And it took us about 10 minutes to get through it
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and then it hit me.
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I said, that's when you realized
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I hadn't been a woman?
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We've known each other a while.
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And I don't want to sell her out, but she did smile.
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You know, I think we need to be a people of joy,
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a people who look to things and say,
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there are things going right.
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And we're not Pollyanna.
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We recognize there are things going wrong.
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But I think if our awareness was constant,
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we'd realize which outweighed which.
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That God's grace is constant.
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And just because we don't keep ourselves aware of it
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does not mean it's there.
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And it's there so much more often than the tragedy.
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And so we ask God to make us a people
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that respond well to tragedy
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out of the vision that we know
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how blessed we are in every moment
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that our life is in fact a life.
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Father Pat’s homily centers on the profound truth Father Pat’s homily centers on the profound truth that life itself is the greatest miracle and a constant gift from God. He reflects on the Nativity of John the Baptist, not merely as the birth of a biblical figure, but as a celebration of the miracle of life and the joy that should accompany our awareness of God's presence in every moment. Father Pat challenges the somberness that often pervades modern life and spiritual practice, urging us instead to live with a sense of wonder, gratitude, and joy. He reminds us that God's grace is ever-present—not just in extraordinary moments, but in the ordinary, in our very breathing, in the simple fact that we are alive. This awareness, he suggests, is the key to spiritual joy and true connection with God.
The homily begins with a reflection on the liturgical importance of the Nativity of John the Baptist, noting how rare and significant it is that this feast supersedes a Sunday celebration. Father Pat acknowledges that John the Baptist often feels like a secondary character compared to others in the gospel narrative, yet underscores John's unique spiritual role: he was the one who recognized Jesus before anyone else, even leaping in the womb at the presence of the Messiah. This early attunement to God’s movement is, in itself, a model for spiritual awareness.
Father Pat then transitions into a broader commentary on how we approach life and spirituality. He critiques the human tendency to turn even the blessing of new life into an occasion for judgment or suspicion, as seen in how people once calculated due dates to question propriety. This judgmentalism, he suggests, stems from a deeper human inclination to seek faults rather than marvel at blessings. He contrasts this with John the Baptist’s joyful leap in the womb, using it as a symbol of our natural response to divine presence—one that should be marked by joy, not anxiety.
A central theme in the sermon is the loss of joy in contemporary culture, especially in affluent societies. Father Pat notes how many people live with somber, even grim expressions, despite having much to be thankful for. He uses relatable examples—such as expressions caught by traffic cameras—to highlight the disconnect between our lived experience and the joy we are meant to embody. He suggests that this somberness reflects a broader spiritual malaise: a failure to recognize the miracle of simply being alive.
This leads to one of the homily’s most important theological insights: the concept that joy is not just an emotion but a spiritual awareness—specifically, the awareness of being fully alive. Drawing from his former theology professor, Father John Fuellenbach, Father Pat defines joy as “the awareness of being fully alive in that moment.” He draws a powerful contrast between this awareness and the experience of suffering, illness, or loss, which often disconnects us from life. Yet he challenges the congregation to nurture joy during ordinary times, not just in moments of crisis or celebration.
He deepens this reflection by addressing how most people approach prayer—not as a form of communion with God in gratitude and awe, but as a means of problem-solving, bringing concerns for God to fix. While acknowledging the validity of petitionary prayer, he invites a richer form of spirituality, one that simply sits in the presence of God with a sense of wonder at the sheer fact of existence. This, he suggests, is the true miracle—not just the birth of a baby, but the ongoing miracle that the baby continues to live, grow, and thrive.
Father Pat also connects this theme of divine constancy to a critique of capitalist values, which measure worth by scarcity. In contrast, he offers a Christian view of value: God’s grace is the most abundant thing in the world, freely available to all, and yet it remains the most precious. This inversion of worldly logic is a call to reframe our understanding of what is truly valuable—not rarity, but the ubiquity of God’s presence and love.
The homily concludes with a personal and humorous story about a woman challenging his comments on smiling, which leads to a deeper point about joy not being performative or externally imposed, but an internal posture. Through dialogue and reflection, Father Pat affirms that joy is not about denying hardship or becoming naive, but about cultivating an awareness that God is with us in every moment. He calls the faithful to be a people of joy—not as escapists from suffering, but as those who are rooted in the deeper knowledge that grace outweighs tragedy.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to spiritual mindfulness: to live in awe of the miracle of life, to recognize God’s presence not just in dramatic moments but in the ordinary and mundane, and to allow that awareness to transform us into people of joy, gratitude, and deep faith....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 962.3900146484375, "text": "I think it's hard for us to really wrap our minds around all that is taking place in that reading. And, uh, even with the Stations of the Cross, I've started this, uh, kind of tradition we've done it three years in a row where we just focus on different stations. I mean, we do the whole stations, but we'll stop for extended times on certain ones because the story, you know, most of the Gospels we do homilies. This one is the foundation of our faith. We preach on it 52 weeks a year from different angles. It is our core story. But I want to take a moment to expand something I started at the Stations of the Cross today that we don't always catch on to in the suffering of Jesus on the cross, which is it is not the suffering that is special. There are dozens at least of people up and down the road being crucified along with him on any given day during the, you know, during the the occupation of that area of the world. And so sometimes you don't think, oh, it is it is the worst death. You know, we hear the story of two people, the criminals on either side. So what makes this when we say no one has suffered like Jesus? It's not the suffering. It's the willingness. And we don't always I think we don't always get our head around that. I'm I'm very much in favor. There are two, I think, larger strands of theology in our church, atonement theology and really incarnational theology. Atonement is the old Jesus must suffer a certain amount to pay God for our sins. And I've always struggled with that, because while it makes Jesus quite the hero, it doesn't reflect well on God. And we don't want to admit it. But when someone says Jesus saved us from, well, the wrath of what did Jesus save us from? Is it the wrath of God? And if you just take the scripture a little too literally, is he still trying to get over a piece of fruit? I struggle with atonement theology. Incarnational theology says Jesus came down as if there's a little prayer I say at the altar every time I say mass. Sometimes at daily mass, I'll say it out loud. It's what they call a sort of OJ prayer, it's said under the voice, it's a whisper. And it's when you're pouring the wine, the water into the wine, that little drop, and it's, you know, through the mingling of this water and wine that we come to share in the divinity of Christ who humbled himself to share in our humanity. God's desire to be close to us demands that he become human, because there's no other way to be closer to us. It can't be physically closer. God is as close as the air. There's a rather, it's graphic, but there's something about it that I think speaks to me. There's a saying out of the mysticism of Islam that says God is as close as your journey ever. Right there where you can feel the heart of me. God is not distant. So how does God get closer to us? Well, what the theologians are trying to say is there are some parts of humanity that, even though we say nothing is beyond God, are beyond God. Because God can't know doubt. God knows what's going to happen tomorrow. God is not doubting anything. God doesn't understand, at an experiential level, not knowing what's going to happen tomorrow, worrying. We worry about our futures. We worry about our children's futures. God already sees where we're all going to be long after this life is over. So when we go to God and we say, you know, I've got all these worries, we want to think, well, God will be compassionate, but God's never had these worries. I don't think God has worried a rent bill in years. How do we, how do we relate to that God? God empties, this is the language they use, he empties himself, this is the second person in the Trinity, empties himself of his divinity and literally experiences humanity, which means he'll have to be born. He'll have to live completely dependent on others, at least for the first several years of his life. You've heard me say often, many of us have blocked it out. No one here survived the first 10 years of their life based on your amazing abilities. We start this life as charity cases. Our parents do everything for us. No one holds a baby in their hands and goes, what does it do? I don't get it. No, your heart is there, but you know, where we can see God holding us that way, we can understand that Jesus has to become that helpless child. He has to be affected in personality by his parents. I always think about that. People talk about all these reflections about Mary, but I think that he's not the most important one, possibly just, but we don't hear about him later in life. There is arguably, there is no human who has had more effect on God than Mary. You know, raise a child, they'll tell you the effect you've had on them. Because if Jesus is sort of a, if we think of Jesus as sort of Teflon, oh no, he's God, nothing they did will actually really affect him because he's God, then he was never really human. The mystery of the incarnation is he's really human. He's really formed by Mary and Joseph. He's really affected by his friends. He's really going to have to live and if humanity turns on him, there's nothing you can do. You know, people who end up receiving a death amnesty, sometimes, you know, we hope there's never a mistake, but it's never really about whether they're innocent or guilty, it's about whether the community is on their side or not. Comes down to 12 people. If the community turns against you, it's bad. You know, we all depend on each other, we're interdependent in ways we don't know. And the more of that we experience, the closer we are to building the kingdom of God. So Jesus has to go through all this and he has to go through it until the day he dies. The question you can always throw out to an atonement theologian and either they just won't think about it, they'll say absolutely or whatever, they won't really want to get into it because it's very disturbing to them is, so if the crowd had been better people, if the crowd had converted and Jesus had died an old man in bed, would we be saved? And if we say no, then Jesus saved us, but so did that awful crowd of sinners. There are things about it that should disturb us. But Incarnational says, did Jesus, you know, were we saved through Jesus dying on the cross? Yes, because that's how he died. He could have died anyway, but he had to ride the human ride and be affected by his community and when they turned against him, he, you know, he ends up in a horrible place. The love of Jesus is the love that doesn't say to God at that moment, I'm done, call off the experiment, I don't care. Because if he doesn't hold out until death, he never really lived a human life. He has to, he has to hang on until the end. Why? For the sake of the very people hurting him. That's why he has a pain like no other. Not because the pain is different, but because there's a voluntary aspect. It's a willingness, a willingness to go through things for others. And it's the heart of every one of his teachings. It's the opening of his preaching, teaching people that others are good, blessed, blessed to the poor, blessed to all the people you think aren't blessed, clear to his very last word to anyone, which is to John and Mary, take care of each other, be for each other everything I was for you. Everything he brings is a pure goodness of humanity. And that's what we try to look for. We know that we will never do it as perfectly. When we hear that Old Testament reading about, well, so and so was, they were perfect. They were perfect. In all those scriptures, words like good, bad, better, worse, perfect, they don't really mean anything unless you say, perfect at what? And whenever you hear about the prophets who are claiming the word of God and they end up thrown in a cistern, they're perfect at everything but public relations. You just can't say. People always say, well, are they good at what? And Jesus comes here to be good at humaning. Not a word. Don't let them make it into what I'm doing this time. You know, at being human, that's what he comes to do because he's going to take that experience and God will still be God, but God will now be God who has known the pain of loss, who has known the doubt of not knowing what's going on. I love that we have Matthew's gospel and Luke's battling over this, where Luke says, he says, forgive them, they know not what they do. Matthew has, why have you abandoned me? The doubt and the love are right there together. I think most people will say, you know, when you love people, you trust them completely. I think real love loves in the presence of doubt because no one can know anyone perfectly. No one can know anyone perfectly and for some people, that keeps them from committing for their whole life and for others, that's what makes human commitment worth it. If God could come down and tell you what someone was going to do for the next 50 years before you decided to marry them, it'd be kind of a cheap vow. It really would. It's connecting to someone and not quite knowing and trusting enough, not perfectly, but that moment when Jesus decides he could get out of it at any moment, he can always, and we have to believe Jesus has the divine right to pull the plug on this human experiment and he takes it to the end and when he dies, it is complete. He has lived a completely human life and in his death, we are saved. Not because it was more important than the rest of the life, but because, you know, until the finish line, he's crossed and kind of a human life, maybe a human life. You'll notice every miracle Jesus has ever done in the Gospels, you know, that's where you go, well, yeah, he's still got some God power and a friend of mine in seminary used to call it the Jesus rule. How does he balance that? He can use the power of God, but he's got to live a human life so he can use the power of God for anyone but himself. Show me the miracle where Jesus helps Jesus, you know, he heals someone else, he brings someone else to a new place, he, you know, helps people to heal in ways they can't imagine. He brings people back to life. He himself, you know, we don't hear the stories, but if Jesus got a cold, he was probably down for five days. He was human. And he didn't use his divinity to create a hybrid life, he lived a human life. And the one thing about humans is they need other humans. Our salvation is that there is a human in the Trinity. And I want each of you to think, if God said to you tomorrow you're going to heaven, who would you like to see there? Yeah, you'd probably start with family. The better question is, how many of you, especially parents, could not truly enter into the experience of heaven if you had children that you thought were in hell? So for you to be in heaven, they have to be in heaven. And for them to be in heaven, even their friends, I know you don't approve of them, but their friends have to be in heaven. And then their friends' children. And in other words, the reason as Catholics we believe we are saved in community is because we can trace that community back to Jesus. And every person who needs their loved ones in heaven to truly experience heaven creates this natural pull of grace. Tonight we celebrate a horrific moment. A horrific moment in which we can look at the suffering and we need to to see the severity of the situation, but that is not tonight. Tonight is to look through the suffering to the person willing to suffer. For you and for me. 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I think i WEBVTT
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I think it's hard for us to really wrap our minds around all that is taking place in that
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reading.
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And, uh, even with the Stations of the Cross, I've started this, uh, kind of tradition we've
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done it three years in a row where we just focus on different stations.
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I mean, we do the whole stations, but we'll stop for extended times on certain ones because
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the story, you know, most of the Gospels we do homilies.
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This one is the foundation of our faith.
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We preach on it 52 weeks a year from different angles.
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It is our core story.
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But I want to take a moment to expand something I started at the Stations of the Cross today
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that we don't always catch on to in the suffering of Jesus on the cross, which is it is not
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the suffering that is special.
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There are dozens at least of people up and down the road being crucified along with him
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on any given day during the, you know, during the the occupation of that area of the world.
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And so sometimes you don't think, oh, it is it is the worst death.
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You know, we hear the story of two people, the criminals on either side.
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So what makes this when we say no one has suffered like Jesus?
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It's not the suffering.
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It's the willingness.
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And we don't always I think we don't always get our head around that.
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I'm I'm very much in favor.
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There are two, I think, larger strands of theology in our church, atonement theology
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and really incarnational theology.
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Atonement is the old Jesus must suffer a certain amount to pay God for our sins.
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And I've always struggled with that, because while it makes Jesus quite the hero, it doesn't
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reflect well on God.
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And we don't want to admit it.
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But when someone says Jesus saved us from, well, the wrath of what did Jesus save us
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from?
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Is it the wrath of God?
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And if you just take the scripture a little too literally, is he still trying to get over
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a piece of fruit?
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I struggle with atonement theology.
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Incarnational theology says Jesus came down as if there's a little prayer I say at the
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altar every time I say mass.
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Sometimes at daily mass, I'll say it out loud.
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It's what they call a sort of OJ prayer, it's said under the voice, it's a whisper.
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And it's when you're pouring the wine, the water into the wine, that little drop, and
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it's, you know, through the mingling of this water and wine that we come to share in the
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divinity of Christ who humbled himself to share in our humanity.
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God's desire to be close to us demands that he become human, because there's no other
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way to be closer to us.
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It can't be physically closer.
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God is as close as the air.
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There's a rather, it's graphic, but there's something about it that I think speaks to
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me.
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There's a saying out of the mysticism of Islam that says God is as close as your journey
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ever.
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Right there where you can feel the heart of me.
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God is not distant.
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So how does God get closer to us?
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Well, what the theologians are trying to say is there are some parts of humanity that,
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even though we say nothing is beyond God, are beyond God.
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Because God can't know doubt.
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God knows what's going to happen tomorrow.
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God is not doubting anything.
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God doesn't understand, at an experiential level, not knowing what's going to happen
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tomorrow, worrying.
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We worry about our futures.
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We worry about our children's futures.
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God already sees where we're all going to be long after this life is over.
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So when we go to God and we say, you know, I've got all these worries, we want to think,
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well, God will be compassionate, but God's never had these worries.
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I don't think God has worried a rent bill in years.
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How do we, how do we relate to that God?
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God empties, this is the language they use, he empties himself, this is the second person
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in the Trinity, empties himself of his divinity and literally experiences humanity, which
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means he'll have to be born.
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He'll have to live completely dependent on others, at least for the first several years
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of his life.
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You've heard me say often, many of us have blocked it out.
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No one here survived the first 10 years of their life based on your amazing abilities.
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We start this life as charity cases.
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Our parents do everything for us.
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No one holds a baby in their hands and goes, what does it do?
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I don't get it.
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No, your heart is there, but you know, where we can see God holding us that way, we can
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understand that Jesus has to become that helpless child.
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He has to be affected in personality by his parents.
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I always think about that.
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People talk about all these reflections about Mary, but I think that he's not the most important
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one, possibly just, but we don't hear about him later in life.
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There is arguably, there is no human who has had more effect on God than Mary.
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You know, raise a child, they'll tell you the effect you've had on them.
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Because if Jesus is sort of a, if we think of Jesus as sort of Teflon, oh no, he's God,
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nothing they did will actually really affect him because he's God, then he was never really
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human.
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The mystery of the incarnation is he's really human.
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He's really formed by Mary and Joseph.
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He's really affected by his friends.
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He's really going to have to live and if humanity turns on him, there's nothing you can do.
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You know, people who end up receiving a death amnesty, sometimes, you know, we hope there's
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never a mistake, but it's never really about whether they're innocent or guilty, it's about
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whether the community is on their side or not.
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Comes down to 12 people.
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If the community turns against you, it's bad.
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You know, we all depend on each other, we're interdependent in ways we don't know.
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And the more of that we experience, the closer we are to building the kingdom of God.
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So Jesus has to go through all this and he has to go through it until the day he dies.
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The question you can always throw out to an atonement theologian and either they just
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won't think about it, they'll say absolutely or whatever, they won't really want to get
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into it because it's very disturbing to them is, so if the crowd had been better people,
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if the crowd had converted and Jesus had died an old man in bed, would we be saved?
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And if we say no, then Jesus saved us, but so did that awful crowd of sinners.
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There are things about it that should disturb us.
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But Incarnational says, did Jesus, you know, were we saved through Jesus dying on the cross?
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Yes, because that's how he died.
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He could have died anyway, but he had to ride the human ride and be affected by his community
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and when they turned against him, he, you know, he ends up in a horrible place.
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The love of Jesus is the love that doesn't say to God at that moment, I'm done, call
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off the experiment, I don't care.
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Because if he doesn't hold out until death, he never really lived a human life.
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He has to, he has to hang on until the end.
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Why?
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For the sake of the very people hurting him.
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That's why he has a pain like no other.
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Not because the pain is different, but because there's a voluntary aspect.
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It's a willingness, a willingness to go through things for others.
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And it's the heart of every one of his teachings.
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It's the opening of his preaching, teaching people that others are good, blessed, blessed
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to the poor, blessed to all the people you think aren't blessed, clear to his very last
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word to anyone, which is to John and Mary, take care of each other, be for each other
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everything I was for you.
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Everything he brings is a pure goodness of humanity.
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And that's what we try to look for.
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We know that we will never do it as perfectly.
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When we hear that Old Testament reading about, well, so and so was, they were perfect.
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They were perfect.
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In all those scriptures, words like good, bad, better, worse, perfect, they don't really
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mean anything unless you say, perfect at what?
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And whenever you hear about the prophets who are claiming the word of God and they end
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up thrown in a cistern, they're perfect at everything but public relations.
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You just can't say.
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People always say, well, are they good at what?
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And Jesus comes here to be good at humaning.
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Not a word.
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Don't let them make it into what I'm doing this time.
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You know, at being human, that's what he comes to do because he's going to take that experience
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and God will still be God, but God will now be God who has known the pain of loss, who
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has known the doubt of not knowing what's going on.
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I love that we have Matthew's gospel and Luke's battling over this, where Luke says,
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he says, forgive them, they know not what they do.
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Matthew has, why have you abandoned me?
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The doubt and the love are right there together.
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I think most people will say, you know, when you love people, you trust them completely.
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I think real love loves in the presence of doubt because no one can know anyone perfectly.
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No one can know anyone perfectly and for some people, that keeps them from committing for
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their whole life and for others, that's what makes human commitment worth it.
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If God could come down and tell you what someone was going to do for the next 50 years before
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you decided to marry them, it'd be kind of a cheap vow.
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It really would.
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It's connecting to someone and not quite knowing and trusting enough, not perfectly, but that
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moment when Jesus decides he could get out of it at any moment, he can always, and we
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have to believe Jesus has the divine right to pull the plug on this human experiment
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and he takes it to the end and when he dies, it is complete.
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He has lived a completely human life and in his death, we are saved.
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Not because it was more important than the rest of the life, but because, you know, until
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the finish line, he's crossed and kind of a human life, maybe a human life.
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You'll notice every miracle Jesus has ever done in the Gospels, you know, that's where
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you go, well, yeah, he's still got some God power and a friend of mine in seminary used
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to call it the Jesus rule.
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How does he balance that?
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He can use the power of God, but he's got to live a human life so he can use the power
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of God for anyone but himself.
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Show me the miracle where Jesus helps Jesus, you know, he heals someone else, he brings
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someone else to a new place, he, you know, helps people to heal in ways they can't imagine.
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He brings people back to life.
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He himself, you know, we don't hear the stories, but if Jesus got a cold, he was probably down
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for five days.
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He was human.
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And he didn't use his divinity to create a hybrid life, he lived a human life.
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And the one thing about humans is they need other humans.
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Our salvation is that there is a human in the Trinity.
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And I want each of you to think, if God said to you tomorrow you're going to heaven, who
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would you like to see there?
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Yeah, you'd probably start with family.
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The better question is, how many of you, especially parents, could not truly enter into the experience
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of heaven if you had children that you thought were in hell?
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So for you to be in heaven, they have to be in heaven.
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And for them to be in heaven, even their friends, I know you don't approve of them, but their
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friends have to be in heaven.
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And then their friends' children.
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And in other words, the reason as Catholics we believe we are saved in community is because
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we can trace that community back to Jesus.
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And every person who needs their loved ones in heaven to truly experience heaven creates
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this natural pull of grace.
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Tonight we celebrate a horrific moment.
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A horrific moment in which we can look at the suffering and we need to to see the severity
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of the situation, but that is not tonight.
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Tonight is to look through the suffering to the person willing to suffer.
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For you and for me.
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For those we love and even for those we have not yet learned to love.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that what Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that what makes Jesus’ Passion and death unique is not the level of physical suffering he endured, but the radical, self-emptying willingness with which he embraced it. His crucifixion does not stand out because of its brutality—many were crucified during that time—but because it was freely chosen, motivated by divine love and solidarity with humanity. Father Pat challenges a transactional atonement theology that portrays God as wrathful and needing satisfaction, instead emphasizing an incarnational theology where God in Christ fully enters into human experience—not just in death, but in life, relationship, vulnerability, and dependence. Jesus' mission was to live a fully human life, shaped by others, subject to doubt and suffering, yet steadfast in self-giving love. Through this full human experience, including death, God becomes not only divinely transcendent but intimately immanent—one who knows human sorrow, pain, and love from within. Salvation, then, is not a legalistic exchange, but a relational, communal reality that draws all creation into divine intimacy through the humanity of Christ.
Father Pat provides a profound meditation on the Passion of Christ, not as a spectacle of suffering, but as the climax of the Incarnation—God’s total immersion into the human condition. He begins by dismantling a common assumption: that Jesus’ suffering is unique because of its intensity. Instead, he argues, crucifixion was tragically common in Jesus' time, and others endured similar physical pain. What sets Jesus apart is his volitional embrace of suffering—not for personal gain, but for love of others. This leads Father Pat to critique atonement theology, which views the crucifixion in legalistic terms, as Jesus paying a debt or satisfying divine wrath. This framework, he argues, makes God appear more like an angry judge than a loving Father and undermines the relational character of divine love.
In contrast, Father Pat advocates for an incarnational theology, which sees the Incarnation—God becoming human—as the central revelation of divine love. He reflects on the vulnerability of God entering human life through Jesus: becoming a helpless infant, shaped by Mary and Joseph, experiencing doubt, dependence, community, and ultimately betrayal and death. This vulnerability is not a performance but a real participation in what it means to be human. In Jesus, God does not merely appear as human; God becomes human. This means Jesus had to walk through life fully—dependent, influenced, limited, and fragile—because anything less would not be a true incarnation.
Father Pat emphasizes that Jesus’ miracles were always for others, never for himself. He accepted the limitations of humanity, even to the point of death, because only by living a fully human life—including its pain, confusion, and loss—could he redeem it from within. This human life is not just a means to an end; it is the very site of salvation. Jesus’ faithfulness unto death is the ultimate act of love—not because it was demanded by a wrathful God, but because it was the deepest expression of God’s solidarity with humanity.
He then explores the communal dimension of salvation. Drawing from Catholic theology, he insists that salvation is not merely individualistic. Instead, it is relational and collective, because love binds people together. Father Pat calls attention to the way we desire our loved ones to be with us in heaven—and how that desire cascades outward to include their loved ones, and so on. This web of love reflects the communal nature of salvation and mirrors the Trinitarian life itself, which is a community of love. Because Jesus, a human, is now forever part of the Trinity, humanity is drawn into divine life not individually, but together.
In conclusion, Father Pat urges his listeners to look beyond the physical suffering of Christ and see the person willing to suffer. The cross is not merely a site of punishment, but a revelation of divine love that holds firm even in the face of human betrayal. That love is not abstract—it is embodied, vulnerable, and enduring. It calls us not only to gratitude but to imitation: to love as Christ loved, with a willingness to be affected, to suffer with, and to live for others. This is the heart of the faith and the source of our hope....
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Likewise, a Levite came to the place and when he saw him, he passed on the opposite side. But a Samaritan traveler who came upon him was moved with compassion at the site and approached the victim, poured oil and wine over his wounds and bandaged them. Then he lifted him up on his own animal, took him to an inn and cared for him. The next day he took out two silver coins and gave them to the innkeeper, with the instructions, Take care of him. If you spend more than what I have given you, I shall repay you on my way back. Which of these three, in your opinion, was neighbor to the robber's victim? He answered, The one who treated him with mercy. Jesus said to him, Go and do likewise. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Today's synagogue gospel is a little trickier to give credit for. It's such a common, even if we can't think the whole story. The phrase, a good Samaritan has made its way into our culture, even in secular circles. People know what you mean when you say a good Samaritan. You say Samaritan, they don't have a clue what you mean. You're a good Samaritan, they know. But it takes on different layers in this culture. And one of the things that we should know is, when Jesus says to him, and it's an interesting question, the man says, What must I do to inherit eternal life? Now Jesus, as he always does, being somewhat Buddhist, I think, always answers a question with another question. He says, What is written in the law? How do you read it? And we don't understand that these scholars of the law, these, you know, the scribes, even the Pharisees, it wasn't just about could they quote scripture, but could they interpret it? And there was an art to interpretation very different from nowadays. They would rarely interpret with events from their own time or their life. Jesus would do that, and they caught off guard and say, He doesn't talk like anyone else. He's bringing in stuff from life. What they would often do is quote the law, and then they would quote kind of a path through all of their favorite rabbinical commentaries of the law. But they didn't use a lot of their own thought. Be like someone who got up and says today, Well, here's the scripture now. Augustine would say this, and Benedict would say this, but they don't really ever put any of their own stuff into it. That's not how they were trained. So first he quotes scripture right out of Deuteronomy 6. You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your being, with all your strength, and with all your mind. Now, the next line is not in that. And as a matter of fact, in other gospel tellings of this story, Jesus synopses it there. That's the most important command. And the second is life that you shall. You shall treat your neighbor as yourself. He's adding to it. So this guy is giving us the scripture, and he's actually kind of quoting out of Medi Camelio, maybe Hillel, some of the well-known rabbis at that time who had this same thought. When Jesus says the second is like it, he's actually quoting previous rabbis. So it's all part of this history. And so Jesus basically says to him, okay, you and I are of the same rabbinate tradition. Great. But the guy is so good at the law, he just isn't good at understanding the scripture. You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, with all your being. You can't really believe that, have your next question be, yeah, but how much do I have to actually do? All your heart, all your soul. Yeah, but not on Tuesday, sure. All your heart. He's just given this answer that Jesus says, that's the answer, and he goes, really, great. And let's walk it back a little. You have to love your neighbor as yourself. Okay, but like maybe 10 neighbors tops. Who do I have to treat as my neighbor? Who's really my neighbor? And you know, I mean, is it because many people would say your neighbor is only your next-door neighbor, so you're down to two. Who would forget? How far do we want to walk it back? I think I said this just last week in Muhammad, but this is what I get in confession often is, Father, is this a sin? And I know two things. Immediately I know two things. One, the answer is yes. Because they wouldn't ask him what. No one walks in and says, Father, I just saved someone's life. Is that a sin? No, they've done something that they know they probably shouldn't have done. And the second thing I know is that they're hoping I'm going to be able to say, well, that was bad. You got right up to the line, but not right up to the throat. What they're asking is, how bad can I be and still be okay? And the problem is that's just not part of the dynamic of faith and love and grace. When you look at the word love, it tends to ask the most of us, not the minimum. If you are in the throes of falling in love with someone, you usually don't sit down before that first date and go, okay, Lord, what's the minimum time I can spend with this person and still have them like me? If that's your thought, you're not in love. You need to find someone else. More importantly, they need to find someone else. What's the minimum I can give to this relationship and have it work? You know, that should make the other person want to run the other way as fast as they can. And so when we approach our faith, we can't say, you know, I love God, I love God with my whole heart. What's the minimum I have to give? Then those are just words. They don't really mean that we're trying to love God with our whole heart, our whole mind. So, you know, who is deserving of my compassion? Well, I'll first get rid of the word deserve. If you're doling out your compassion for who deserves it and not, that's not compassion. That's something else. It's, you know, quid pro quo. I suppose if I'm compassionate only to people I think deserve it, that's probably called networking. Seeing who I need to be connected to to get through this better. But it's not compassion. Compassion means to suffer it. I think it's the hardest part of the word because most of us, we love to help people if we can fix them. But to be with them when we can't. Or horror of horrors, discover that they're not the one that needs fixing. I am here to fix all of you. And as they say about other things, let it begin with me. We're not here to fix one another. That's God's job. But we're here to be with one another while we try to do things better. And to limit that with, what would I absolutely have to do and still get into heaven, is already a clear indication. Can you imagine if heaven is eternity with getting to spend eternity with the people who knew how to work the system? Been there, done that. And that's called Denver, Colorado. We know what it is to be with people who know how to work with the system. I was in an interesting class in rural where we had one of the professors say, you know, if we're not careful, confession, reconciliation, penance, whatever they were calling it that year, that sacrament, instead of being a sacrament of healing, becomes a sacrament of substitution. Instead of getting better, I just make sure I made it to confession. I do the same thing week after week. And as long as I can get it done by Friday, I'm good. As long as I can go to session on Saturday. If confession becomes what I do instead of digging my heels in and changing my life, it undoes us. No, faith isn't what we use while we don't work in ourselves. Now, you'll never get it perfect. I've told you before, you know, my goal every year is not to make fewer mistakes, just to make different ones. Make some different mistakes. Are you still caught in the same, you know, do I just do the same thing every week and show up to confession and say, I made it to confession, be good. Nothing is a substitute for work in the world. We had the Feast of Saint Benedict this week, and one of my favorite sayings of his is, you know, that our prayer has to be accompanied by good work because we have to lift our hearts to God with our hands. You know, we have to be doing something in our lives, which we know this in relationships. Somebody can say, you know, my family is the most important thing in the world to me, but if I don't have time for them, then they know that's just not true. You know, and it doesn't mean, it doesn't mean that there aren't other things in life that are more urgent. The balance between urgent and important is one of the hardest things we do in life. There's a lot of things that are important. You know, my prayer life is important. I don't have to get it done by 5 p.m. tonight or I'm done for. It doesn't have that urgency, and I am someone who loves deadlines. You tell me it has to be done by noon, and I'll get it done. If you tell me that this book must be returned to the library sometime, it will be there forever. I work better with deadlines, and so, you know, I tend to chase things that are urgent over things that are important. Relationships are important. Hopefully the relationship is not as urgent. Certainly, you know, we hope your spouse is more understanding and flexible than your boss, even though sometimes they also take on that role. You know, it's, you know, we, our families, our friends, our relationships are more flexible, but that doesn't mean that we procrastinate and never work on them. The number of people who have a lot of friends and go through life lonely. They say, I got friends, but I just don't make time for them. Do we love the Lord with our whole heart? What I love about this neighbor thing is really, if you were following this logically, the question would not be which one of them was neighbor to the guy who's been robbed, because the setup for it was, no, I'm not that old. Well, you're neighbor. The question is, which one of them considered the robber a neighbor, not who the robber considered. It's the other way around. And when you say, so who is my neighbor? Who you choose to help. No one says to God, who do I love in the world? God says everyone. Yeah, but I'm like, who really? We're thinking God is going to give you a set of people. These are your neighbors. Take care of it. God is saying, go pick neighbors. Who are my neighbors? That's your choice. And you can either create a small neighborhood or a large neighborhood. And people who are caught up in the need for safety above all things, go choose a small neighborhood. And God calls us out of that. God asks us, you tell me. I mean, we spend our whole life, who are we willing to help? I often like to think that if there is a final judgment, if there's a final test, it will be this one. That when we hit, and I'm big on believing that heaven is not a gated community, but for the sake of the analogy, if you arrive at the gates of heaven, what if it's God who asks us the question, so who were your neighbors? How many were you willing to have? Who were your neighbors? And it's the breadth and midth of that group of neighbors that is our grace. We're constantly in that sense of, well, who do I really have to help? Who needs help? How much do I really have to love someone to be in love? It's a not a says question. God says, if you're in this, you'll be in it all. And those irritating people who are really in this for the whole thing, will try to drag the best of us into that charity stuff, too. Does Ann Zimmer care? She's our director of social. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, O Lord.
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There was a scholar of the law who stood up to test Jesus and said,
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Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?
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Jesus said, What is written in the law? How do you read it?
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He said in reply, You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart,
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with all your being, with all your strength, and with all your mind,
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and your neighbor as yourself.
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He replied to him, You have answered correctly. Do this and you will live.
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But because he wished to justify himself, he said to Jesus, And who is my neighbor?
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Jesus replied, A man fell victim to robbers as he went from Jerusalem to Jericho.
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They stripped and beat him and went off, leaving him half dead.
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A priest happened to be going down that road, but when he saw him, he passed by on the opposite side.
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Likewise, a Levite came to the place and when he saw him, he passed on the opposite side.
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But a Samaritan traveler who came upon him was moved with compassion at the site
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and approached the victim, poured oil and wine over his wounds and bandaged them.
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Then he lifted him up on his own animal, took him to an inn and cared for him.
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The next day he took out two silver coins and gave them to the innkeeper,
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with the instructions, Take care of him.
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If you spend more than what I have given you, I shall repay you on my way back.
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Which of these three, in your opinion, was neighbor to the robber's victim?
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He answered, The one who treated him with mercy.
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Jesus said to him, Go and do likewise.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Today's synagogue gospel is a little trickier to give credit for.
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It's such a common, even if we can't think the whole story.
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The phrase, a good Samaritan has made its way into our culture, even in secular circles.
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People know what you mean when you say a good Samaritan.
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You say Samaritan, they don't have a clue what you mean.
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You're a good Samaritan, they know.
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But it takes on different layers in this culture.
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And one of the things that we should know is,
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when Jesus says to him, and it's an interesting question,
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the man says, What must I do to inherit eternal life?
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Now Jesus, as he always does, being somewhat Buddhist, I think,
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always answers a question with another question.
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He says, What is written in the law?
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How do you read it?
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And we don't understand that these scholars of the law,
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these, you know, the scribes, even the Pharisees,
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it wasn't just about could they quote scripture, but could they interpret it?
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And there was an art to interpretation very different from nowadays.
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They would rarely interpret with events from their own time or their life.
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Jesus would do that, and they caught off guard and say,
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He doesn't talk like anyone else.
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He's bringing in stuff from life.
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What they would often do is quote the law,
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and then they would quote kind of a path
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through all of their favorite rabbinical commentaries of the law.
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But they didn't use a lot of their own thought.
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Be like someone who got up and says today,
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Well, here's the scripture now.
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Augustine would say this, and Benedict would say this,
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but they don't really ever put any of their own stuff into it.
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That's not how they were trained.
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So first he quotes scripture right out of Deuteronomy 6.
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You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart,
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with all your being, with all your strength, and with all your mind.
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Now, the next line is not in that.
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And as a matter of fact, in other gospel tellings of this story,
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Jesus synopses it there.
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That's the most important command.
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And the second is life that you shall.
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You shall treat your neighbor as yourself.
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He's adding to it.
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So this guy is giving us the scripture,
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and he's actually kind of quoting out of Medi Camelio,
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maybe Hillel, some of the well-known rabbis at that time
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who had this same thought.
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When Jesus says the second is like it,
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he's actually quoting previous rabbis.
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So it's all part of this history.
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And so Jesus basically says to him,
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okay, you and I are of the same rabbinate tradition.
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Great.
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But the guy is so good at the law,
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he just isn't good at understanding the scripture.
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You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart,
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with all your soul, with all your mind, with all your being.
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You can't really believe that, have your next question be,
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yeah, but how much do I have to actually do?
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All your heart, all your soul.
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Yeah, but not on Tuesday, sure.
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All your heart.
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He's just given this answer that Jesus says,
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that's the answer, and he goes, really, great.
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And let's walk it back a little.
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You have to love your neighbor as yourself.
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Okay, but like maybe 10 neighbors tops.
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Who do I have to treat as my neighbor?
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Who's really my neighbor?
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And you know, I mean, is it because many people would say
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your neighbor is only your next-door neighbor,
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so you're down to two.
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Who would forget?
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How far do we want to walk it back?
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I think I said this just last week in Muhammad,
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but this is what I get in confession often is,
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Father, is this a sin?
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And I know two things.
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Immediately I know two things.
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One, the answer is yes.
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Because they wouldn't ask him what.
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No one walks in and says,
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Father, I just saved someone's life.
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Is that a sin?
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No, they've done something that they know
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they probably shouldn't have done.
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And the second thing I know is that they're hoping
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I'm going to be able to say, well, that was bad.
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You got right up to the line, but not right up to the throat.
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What they're asking is, how bad can I be and still be okay?
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And the problem is that's just not part
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of the dynamic of faith and love and grace.
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When you look at the word love,
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it tends to ask the most of us, not the minimum.
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If you are in the throes of falling in love with someone,
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you usually don't sit down before that first date
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and go, okay, Lord, what's the minimum time
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I can spend with this person and still have them like me?
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If that's your thought, you're not in love.
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You need to find someone else.
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More importantly, they need to find someone else.
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What's the minimum I can give to this relationship
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and have it work?
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You know, that should make the other person
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want to run the other way as fast as they can.
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And so when we approach our faith, we can't say,
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you know, I love God, I love God with my whole heart.
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What's the minimum I have to give?
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Then those are just words.
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They don't really mean that we're trying to love God
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with our whole heart, our whole mind.
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So, you know, who is deserving of my compassion?
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Well, I'll first get rid of the word deserve.
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If you're doling out your compassion
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for who deserves it and not, that's not compassion.
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That's something else.
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It's, you know, quid pro quo.
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I suppose if I'm compassionate only to people
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I think deserve it, that's probably called networking.
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Seeing who I need to be connected to
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to get through this better.
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But it's not compassion.
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Compassion means to suffer it.
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I think it's the hardest part of the word
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because most of us, we love to help people
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if we can fix them.
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But to be with them when we can't.
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Or horror of horrors,
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discover that they're not the one that needs fixing.
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I am here to fix all of you.
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And as they say about other things, let it begin with me.
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We're not here to fix one another.
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That's God's job.
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But we're here to be with one another
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while we try to do things better.
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And to limit that with,
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what would I absolutely have to do
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and still get into heaven,
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is already a clear indication.
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Can you imagine if heaven is eternity
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with getting to spend eternity
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with the people who knew how to work the system?
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Been there, done that.
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And that's called Denver, Colorado.
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We know what it is to be with people
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who know how to work with the system.
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I was in an interesting class in rural
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where we had one of the professors say,
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you know, if we're not careful,
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confession, reconciliation, penance,
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whatever they were calling it that year,
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that sacrament, instead of being a sacrament of healing,
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becomes a sacrament of substitution.
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Instead of getting better,
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I just make sure I made it to confession.
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I do the same thing week after week.
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And as long as I can get it done by Friday, I'm good.
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As long as I can go to session on Saturday.
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If confession becomes what I do
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instead of digging my heels in and changing my life,
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it undoes us.
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No, faith isn't what we use while we don't work in ourselves.
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Now, you'll never get it perfect.
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I've told you before, you know, my goal every year
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is not to make fewer mistakes, just to make different ones.
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Make some different mistakes.
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Are you still caught in the same,
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you know, do I just do the same thing every week
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and show up to confession and say,
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I made it to confession, be good.
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Nothing is a substitute for work in the world.
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We had the Feast of Saint Benedict this week,
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and one of my favorite sayings of his is, you know,
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that our prayer has to be accompanied by good work
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because we have to lift our hearts to God with our hands.
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You know, we have to be doing something in our lives,
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which we know this in relationships.
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Somebody can say, you know,
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my family is the most important thing in the world to me,
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but if I don't have time for them,
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then they know that's just not true.
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You know, and it doesn't mean,
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it doesn't mean that there aren't other things in life
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that are more urgent.
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The balance between urgent and important
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is one of the hardest things we do in life.
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There's a lot of things that are important.
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You know, my prayer life is important.
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I don't have to get it done by 5 p.m. tonight
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or I'm done for.
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It doesn't have that urgency,
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and I am someone who loves deadlines.
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You tell me it has to be done by noon,
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and I'll get it done.
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If you tell me that this book
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must be returned to the library sometime,
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it will be there forever.
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I work better with deadlines,
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and so, you know, I tend to chase things that are urgent
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over things that are important.
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Relationships are important.
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Hopefully the relationship is not as urgent.
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Certainly, you know, we hope your spouse
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is more understanding and flexible than your boss,
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even though sometimes they also take on that role.
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You know, it's, you know,
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we, our families, our friends,
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our relationships are more flexible,
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but that doesn't mean that we procrastinate
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and never work on them.
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The number of people who have a lot of friends
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and go through life lonely.
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They say, I got friends,
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but I just don't make time for them.
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Do we love the Lord with our whole heart?
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What I love about this neighbor thing
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is really, if you were following this logically,
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the question would not be
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which one of them was neighbor
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to the guy who's been robbed,
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because the setup for it was,
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no, I'm not that old.
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Well, you're neighbor.
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The question is,
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which one of them considered the robber a neighbor,
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not who the robber considered.
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It's the other way around.
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And when you say, so who is my neighbor?
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Who you choose to help.
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No one says to God,
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who do I love in the world?
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God says everyone.
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Yeah, but I'm like, who really?
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We're thinking God is going to give you a set of people.
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These are your neighbors.
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Take care of it.
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God is saying, go pick neighbors.
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Who are my neighbors?
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That's your choice.
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And you can either create a small neighborhood
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or a large neighborhood.
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And people who are caught up in the need
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for safety above all things,
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go choose a small neighborhood.
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And God calls us out of that.
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God asks us, you tell me.
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I mean, we spend our whole life,
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who are we willing to help?
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I often like to think that
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if there is a final judgment,
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if there's a final test,
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it will be this one.
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That when we hit,
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and I'm big on believing that heaven
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is not a gated community,
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but for the sake of the analogy,
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if you arrive at the gates of heaven,
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what if it's God who asks us the question,
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so who were your neighbors?
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How many were you willing to have?
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Who were your neighbors?
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And it's the breadth and midth
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of that group of neighbors
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that is our grace.
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We're constantly in that sense of,
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well, who do I really have to help?
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Who needs help?
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How much do I really have to love someone
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to be in love?
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It's a not a says question.
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God says, if you're in this,
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you'll be in it all.
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And those irritating people
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who are really in this for the whole thing,
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will try to drag the best of us
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into that charity stuff, too.
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Does Ann Zimmer care?
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She's our director of social.
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It's that thing, if you're in,
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you're not only in, you're excited,
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you want other people to know about it.
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Whenever we ask the question,
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what's the least I have to do,
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we walk off the path.
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We ask God to make us a people
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who are in love with God.
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And who know that the only way
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to express that love is to care
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for God's children.
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Who is my neighbor?
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God's answer is, who are my children?
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Father Pat’s message centers on the essential natu Father Pat’s message centers on the essential nature of love—love of God and love of neighbor—as the heart of Christian life. He challenges the tendency to approach faith with a minimalist mindset, asking, “What’s the least I must do to be saved?” Instead, Father Pat emphasizes that true discipleship calls us to give fully—heart, mind, soul, and strength—without calculating limits. Using the parable of the Good Samaritan, he illustrates that love and compassion are not about categories or boundaries but about the willingness to act with mercy toward anyone in need. Father Pat ultimately reminds us that our relationship with God is most authentically expressed through the way we treat others, especially the marginalized, and that the measure of our faith is not how little we can do to “get by,” but how much we are willing to give out of love.
In his reflection on the Gospel of Luke, Father Pat unpacks the deeper spiritual implications of the parable of the Good Samaritan and the dialogue that precedes it. The scholar's opening question—“What must I do to inherit eternal life?”—is met by Jesus not with a direct answer, but with a question in return, highlighting Jesus' consistent method of engaging the heart, not just the intellect. Jesus affirms the scholar’s answer: love God with all your being and love your neighbor as yourself. Yet the scholar, seeking to justify himself, asks, “And who is my neighbor?” revealing that he is still operating from a framework of limits, boundaries, and minimal obligations.
Father Pat emphasizes that the scholar's question betrays a transactional mindset: how little love or compassion can I show and still be justified? This same mindset, he notes, is common in confessions where people ask, “Is this a sin?”—often hoping for a loophole rather than transformation. This approach reduces faith to a set of rules or thresholds rather than a living relationship of love and grace.
Drawing from the parable, Father Pat points out that it wasn't the religious figures—the priest or the Levite—who acted with mercy, but the Samaritan, someone considered an outsider and even an enemy by Jewish standards. The Samaritan’s compassion transcended social and religious boundaries. He didn’t just help; he entered into the man’s suffering, treated his wounds, transported him, paid for his care, and promised to return. This is the heart of compassion: not just fixing someone, but being with them in their pain, even when there's no benefit or reciprocal reward.
Father Pat then shifts to a critique of how we often use religious practices, like confession, as a substitute for real change. If confession becomes a ritual to reset the scorecard rather than inspire transformation, it loses its sacramental power. Quoting Saint Benedict, he reminds us that prayer must be joined with work—our faith must be visible in our actions. Just as in any relationship, saying “I love you” without showing up, making time, and doing the hard work is hollow. So too with God: loving God with our whole being means acting out that love in the world, particularly through mercy and justice.
He also challenges the contemporary idolization of safety and control, which leads us to reduce our neighborhood to a few people who look, think, or act like us. But God doesn’t assign us neighbors; God invites us to choose them. The question, “Who is my neighbor?” is flipped on its head. Instead of asking who qualifies for our love, Jesus asks whether we will be the kind of people who love without qualification. The Samaritan didn’t ask if the beaten man was worthy; he acted because compassion compelled him.
Father Pat imagines that at the gates of heaven, God might ask not “Did you follow the rules?” but “Who were your neighbors?” Our answer reveals not just our social ethics, but our understanding of grace. The wideness of our compassion, the breadth of our love, and the willingness to suffer with others is the true measure of our faith. He concludes by urging us not to ask what’s the least we can do, but to fall in love with God so deeply that we are drawn to serve God’s children without limit. For to love God is to love those whom God loves....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 951.7100219726562, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked where the disciples were for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, peace be with you. When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them, peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you. And when he said this, he breathed on them and said to them, receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. Every year we get this reading twice during the season. We usually get it the Sunday right after Easter, and then we get it again on Pentecost, the Gospel. We get that first reading, which is the big Pentecost reading, only today. And they're both kind of versions of Pentecost. There is the small sending of the Spirit to the smaller group, and then there is that large picture of Pentecost that we get in the first reading. And I think that in both cases, the first is the more problematic. And I had to say this just a few weeks ago when I read this. And I always say it when I read this because you would never want anyone who had not been in church for a long time to come and hear that reading and actually think that we nowadays are okay with vilifying the Jews, which it really—John does this. You know, when he's speaking of crowds of people, if they're listening to Jesus, they're multitudes or crowds. And when they're not, they're Jews. He does it all through his gospel. And he writes at a time when this early Christianity and the rest of Judaism are really embattled with one another. And this is his way of defining these two groups. And there are many—I know priests who say, oh, you know, I just changed the word to something else. And I'm like, no, don't change the Scripture. Confront it. Confront it and take it on. We don't need to whitewash the Gospels. We need to say, look, it can creep in there. It can creep in anywhere. Bias creeps in to all of us. And it's good to have reminders that it creeps in. Because the gift of Pentecost is this openness to the community. You'll notice that the Spirit is never sent to individuals. It's always a group setting. He sends the Spirit on a group because the Spirit works between people. Most of us think of spirituality as an internal thing. I'm going to become more spiritual. I'm going to find that voice deep within. It's something inside me. Rather than, no, it's something inside the community, meaning it's between us. And that's a difficult concept, especially in a culture that prizes individuality as much as ours. You know, we start telling children from a very young age, anytime they get upset, we say to them, you're special. And what we're really saying is, you're not like any of those other horrible—you're different. And you know, even though that is temporarily comforting, what most children want is not to be special. They want to belong. They want to belong with others. And so they're special in the way that everyone is special. Meaning that, again, it's a belonging. You know, if you get too special, I've got friends who are so special they don't belong anywhere. You know, I mean, in other words, we use that word, I think. And I mean, it's okay, parents use that. But I think we tend to use that word to say, we want to celebrate what you don't have in common with anyone. And I think what we need to do is say, look, you're going to have a different life than everyone else, but you're going to find out eventually. You're going to be shocked at the very things what are troubling kids at that age. What they really need to know is when they walk into the room and they think, I don't feel like I belong anywhere. Oh good, you're just like 90% of the other kids. They all feel that. It's actually a common experience. It's something they can use to bond with one another rather than making them more and more and more and more and more unique. So I think we always have to balance that with our children, letting them know they are special, letting them know they have things in common. Because it's scary to not have a little bit in common with other people. And that's the whole Pentecost story. I think many people think because of the image in the air of the tongues of flame, people get that mixed up and think, you know, it's about the gift of tongues, which no one really has a really good description of yet. No one knows what the gift of tongues is. You know, different religions have different takes on it. But Pentecost is not about that at all. As a matter of fact, Pentecost, if anything, was the gift of ears. Because you'll notice, it doesn't say they spoke different language. It says everyone understood them as though it were their own language. It's a gift of understanding. It's how we listen. We like to think of, oh, a couple people got hit with the spirit and they were able to speak magically so that everyone understood. No, the magic, if you want to call it that, is in the people who understand, who are open to hearing. The entire Pentecost story is, for the author who writes it, the author of Luke and Acts, the story is a healing of the story of the Tower of Babel. You know, in the story of the Tower of Babel, everyone starts off speaking and understanding one another, and by the end of it, no one understands anyone. It's the reverse of that, and it's because it's the reverse going on. The Tower of Babel is a bunch of people who've decided they will find a way to heaven. They will build the way to heaven, and you know what would happen. If we built a tower to heaven tomorrow, there'd be wars over the gate. And who gets in? Thank goodness, we're not in charge of who gets to heaven. When we decide we're in charge of who gets to heaven, we will stop understanding each other very quickly. But here, it's not us getting to heaven. It's the descent of the Holy Spirit. It's God coming to us. And you know where it can be very easy to be judgmental when you think you're getting yourself to heaven. I've done the right thing my whole life, but those people over there, and I don't know why I always pick these people, but you know. But you know, those people over there, I don't know if they're doing the right thing. But when it's God coming down to us, and we have to go, I don't merit this gift from God. It's a much—it's a less satisfying emotionally. It's less satisfying an answer to say, I was given completely a gift to heaven, and I don't merit it at all, but they merit it even less. Now that just doesn't satisfy us as much. So we choose usually to build towers rather than to be open to God coming down to us. But we can't get there. We have to be open to a gift of grace. And once we're open to it, it's very hard to resent that other people have it. It's why the Spirit builds community. It's why it comes down, and it lives in the community. It's why all of a sudden people who weren't understanding each other understand. And I don't know the magic of the story. I don't know if they, you know, auditorily heard, physically heard words in their own language, or they just understood. You know, I had yesterday what I would consider a Pentecost experience. I was at the funeral for Father Peter's mother. She passed away last week, nine weeks after dad. And so, you know, the family is very upset. Well, Father Peter, he did something I could never, I would never even attempt to pull off at a parent's funeral because he sang a song that was clearly special to his mother. And he pulls out this mic, and you know, he's getting the mic ready. And now the whole service, I should tell you why it's a Pentecost experience. The whole service was in Vietnamese. There were only two awkward, tall, blonde people on the altar of about 12 Vietnamese priests. I was one of them, you know. And, you know, didn't understand a word of it, but it's the Mass. You know the Mass, and you know when we're at the Alleluia, and you know we're at the Gospel reading, and you know the Mass. And so we're going along. So the homily, all in Vietnamese, I don't have a clue what's going on. And he's getting out this microphone, and I see them setting up the music, and I think, he's gonna sing. I'm probably one of six people in the room that didn't understand the homily, so I didn't know he was gonna sing. And I don't know what the song was. It was a Vietnamese song. It was in Vietnamese. The music starts. He starts singing. And I'm listening to it, and I'm kind of listening. And I look out, and every, I would say literally 95% of the people are Vietnamese. Every Vietnamese woman in the place just starts wailing and sobbing at this song. And I'm like, wow, this is really good. I wish I knew what it was, you know. But it didn't matter. It hit me a moment later. Oh, it's Vietnamese Danny Boy. You know, if that was an Irish funeral and someone got up and sang Danny Boy, everyone would go to pieces. And I thought, every culture has these things. And I don't need to understand the words. I understand what's going on. It's not that he's saying something. I don't need to go find the lyrics to that because it's gonna be the best poem ever. It's a song they all know, and that song has a history with them. And the song, you know, we know these things in our own culture. No one has ever tried to tout that the song Happy Birthday is a great piece of music. But it's the only song acceptable when the cake comes out with the candles because it ties you to every other experience of that. And so, you know, sometimes you understand if you're just open to being there, to receiving, and that really is a Pentecost moment when we start to understand the Spirit between us. Because when we look inside and go, I'm gonna have this inward journey of the Spirit, I'm always fascinated when people will say, I'm really trying to become more spiritual. Because if I were to ask them, what would that look like? How will you know? If tomorrow you wake up more spiritual, will you feel differently? Will you have a different emotion? Will people not irritate you? Have you simply not noticed that people aren't around? You know, what will it be to be spiritual? If you woke up today more spiritual, how would you have known? So we've got this goal there that we're not— it's because spirituality is nebulous by nature. But Pentecost is pretty solid for us. It says to you, you know, this is a communal thing. You'll know that you're being more spiritual when the people around you are being helped more. Your deeper spirituality is not for you. It's for those around you. And so where prayer is a great thing, people who start to multiply their prayers, you know, people say, well, you know, rather than one rosary, I'm up to 20 rosaries a day. We start to do these things instead of getting out into the world. I'll go to Mass more often rather than going out and doing things. Now it can empower those things and it becomes a really nice balance. But sometimes we kind of think, well, I'm going to become more spiritual with this inward journey. Spirituality drives us out towards one another because it's given to the community. The Spirit belongs to none of us and all of us. When I was a—I can't remember what grade, but I remember the first time I was horrified by the fact that I was going to have to do a project with some other students. And we were just going to get whatever grade they all did. And, you know, if you happen to have someone in your group that was not going to pull their weight, your grade would suffer. I grew up in an individualistic society. That just wasn't fair. It never occurred to me that your ability to work with the group might be what was being graded and might have actually been more important than science. You know, it horrified me. What do you mean that my mark is going to depend on other people? What if, as the church has taught in the past, what if we get to heaven as a community or not at all? What would that do to us? I think most people would be like, oh, wait, wait, wait, that is not Christian. Actually it is, but for us it's horrifying because it's not American. It's not American. I get ahead and I don't care, you know, that's kind of our thing is you go out and you work hard and you can help others if you want, but I can get ahead on my own. Actually, Christianity, the huge difference in Catholicism and other versions of Christianity is that Catholicism is not all my personal walk with Jesus. That's other takes on Christ. It's my personal walk with Jesus, my personal walk with the Lord. No, no, we are saved in community. It's very different. It's why we come together for the Eucharist. It's why we come, you know, we come to be bonded together and find Jesus in the group. And we have to become people of deep understanding. That last little line that says, you know, whose sins you retain are retained, whose sins you forgive are forgiven. Very different in this gospel. You'll notice he doesn't say anything you hold against anyone, God will hold against them. It's more like he gives you two bottles of medicine. He says, now remember, if you use this medicine, people are saved. And if you use this one, they'll die. And we walk away thinking he just gave us permission to kill anyone we want. No, there's a warning in that. When it says whose sins you retain are retained, that is a warning. And I think many versions of Christianity have flipped that on their head. They're very happy that we can say, if we say they're going to hell, they're going to hell. I was speaking with a friend of mine who's a priest across the country. And we were talking, I can't remember what the topic was. And I said, well, you know, we have to be forgiving towards these people and these people. And he said, you know, that's not up to us. That is a sin against God. And I said, well, I thought if we forgave it, it was forgiven. We don't like to use that side of the equation. What if? What if then when someone says, but that's a sin. Oh, well, we can forgive that. Well, we can't forgive it if this isn't. No, no, he just says if you forgive it, it's forgiven. I don't think we want to use that medicine. It's too frightening. Because it means if someone isn't forgiven, it's because of my hardness of heart rather. Well, no, it's their sin. Can't do anything about it. They're sinners. No, our forgiveness is always available if we make it available. And when it's not, that speaks of who we are. Pentecost is a great end of the Easter season, but it's a tough holiday. It reminds us that why most of us look inward, the Spirit is between us. The Spirit is given to us as a whole. And only when we start to open those ears of understanding to one another will we ever really understand the texture of the Spirit, the shape of the human soul. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On the evening of that first day of the week,
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when the doors were locked where the disciples were for fear
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of the Jews, Jesus came and stood in their midst
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and said to them, peace be with you.
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When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
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The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
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Jesus said to them, peace be with you.
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As the Father has sent me, so I send you.
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And when he said this, he breathed on them and said to them,
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receive the Holy Spirit.
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Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them,
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and whose sins you retain are retained.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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Every year we get this reading twice during the season.
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We usually get it the Sunday right after Easter,
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and then we get it again on Pentecost, the Gospel.
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We get that first reading, which is the big Pentecost reading,
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only today.
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And they're both kind of versions of Pentecost.
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There is the small sending of the Spirit to the smaller group,
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and then there is that large picture of Pentecost that we get in the first reading.
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And I think that in both cases, the first is the more problematic.
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And I had to say this just a few weeks ago when I read this.
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And I always say it when I read this because you would never want anyone
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who had not been in church for a long time to come and hear that reading
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and actually think that we nowadays are okay with vilifying the Jews,
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which it really—John does this.
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You know, when he's speaking of crowds of people,
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if they're listening to Jesus, they're multitudes or crowds.
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And when they're not, they're Jews.
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He does it all through his gospel.
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And he writes at a time when this early Christianity
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and the rest of Judaism are really embattled with one another.
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And this is his way of defining these two groups.
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And there are many—I know priests who say,
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oh, you know, I just changed the word to something else.
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And I'm like, no, don't change the Scripture.
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Confront it.
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Confront it and take it on.
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We don't need to whitewash the Gospels.
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We need to say, look, it can creep in there.
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It can creep in anywhere.
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Bias creeps in to all of us.
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And it's good to have reminders that it creeps in.
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Because the gift of Pentecost is this openness to the community.
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You'll notice that the Spirit is never sent to individuals.
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It's always a group setting.
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He sends the Spirit on a group
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because the Spirit works between people.
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Most of us think of spirituality as an internal thing.
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I'm going to become more spiritual.
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I'm going to find that voice deep within.
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It's something inside me.
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Rather than, no, it's something inside the community,
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meaning it's between us.
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And that's a difficult concept,
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especially in a culture that prizes individuality as much as ours.
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You know, we start telling children from a very young age,
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anytime they get upset, we say to them, you're special.
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And what we're really saying is,
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you're not like any of those other horrible—you're different.
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And you know, even though that is temporarily comforting,
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what most children want is not to be special.
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They want to belong.
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They want to belong with others.
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And so they're special in the way that everyone is special.
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Meaning that, again, it's a belonging.
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You know, if you get too special,
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I've got friends who are so special they don't belong anywhere.
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You know, I mean, in other words, we use that word, I think.
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And I mean, it's okay, parents use that.
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But I think we tend to use that word to say,
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we want to celebrate what you don't have in common with anyone.
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And I think what we need to do is say, look,
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you're going to have a different life than everyone else,
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but you're going to find out eventually.
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You're going to be shocked at the very things
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what are troubling kids at that age.
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What they really need to know is when they walk into the room
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and they think, I don't feel like I belong anywhere.
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Oh good, you're just like 90% of the other kids.
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They all feel that.
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It's actually a common experience.
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It's something they can use to bond with one another
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rather than making them more and more and more and more and more unique.
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So I think we always have to balance that with our children,
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letting them know they are special,
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letting them know they have things in common.
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Because it's scary to not have a little bit in common with other people.
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And that's the whole Pentecost story.
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I think many people think because of the image
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in the air of the tongues of flame,
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people get that mixed up and think,
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you know, it's about the gift of tongues,
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which no one really has a really good description of yet.
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No one knows what the gift of tongues is.
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You know, different religions have different takes on it.
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But Pentecost is not about that at all.
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As a matter of fact, Pentecost, if anything, was the gift of ears.
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Because you'll notice, it doesn't say they spoke different language.
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It says everyone understood them as though it were their own language.
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It's a gift of understanding.
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It's how we listen.
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We like to think of, oh, a couple people got hit with the spirit
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and they were able to speak magically so that everyone understood.
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No, the magic, if you want to call it that,
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is in the people who understand, who are open to hearing.
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The entire Pentecost story is, for the author who writes it,
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the author of Luke and Acts,
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the story is a healing of the story of the Tower of Babel.
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You know, in the story of the Tower of Babel,
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everyone starts off speaking and understanding one another,
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and by the end of it, no one understands anyone.
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It's the reverse of that, and it's because it's the reverse going on.
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The Tower of Babel is a bunch of people who've decided
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they will find a way to heaven.
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They will build the way to heaven, and you know what would happen.
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If we built a tower to heaven tomorrow, there'd be wars over the gate.
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And who gets in?
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Thank goodness, we're not in charge of who gets to heaven.
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When we decide we're in charge of who gets to heaven,
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we will stop understanding each other very quickly.
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But here, it's not us getting to heaven.
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It's the descent of the Holy Spirit.
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It's God coming to us.
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And you know where it can be very easy to be judgmental
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when you think you're getting yourself to heaven.
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I've done the right thing my whole life, but those people over there,
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and I don't know why I always pick these people, but you know.
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But you know, those people over there,
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I don't know if they're doing the right thing.
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But when it's God coming down to us, and we have to go,
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I don't merit this gift from God.
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It's a much—it's a less satisfying emotionally.
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It's less satisfying an answer to say,
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I was given completely a gift to heaven, and I don't merit it at all,
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but they merit it even less.
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Now that just doesn't satisfy us as much.
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So we choose usually to build towers
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rather than to be open to God coming down to us.
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But we can't get there.
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We have to be open to a gift of grace.
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And once we're open to it,
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it's very hard to resent that other people have it.
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It's why the Spirit builds community.
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It's why it comes down, and it lives in the community.
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It's why all of a sudden people who weren't understanding each other understand.
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And I don't know the magic of the story.
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I don't know if they, you know, auditorily heard,
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physically heard words in their own language, or they just understood.
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You know, I had yesterday what I would consider a Pentecost experience.
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I was at the funeral for Father Peter's mother.
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She passed away last week, nine weeks after dad.
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And so, you know, the family is very upset.
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Well, Father Peter, he did something I could never,
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I would never even attempt to pull off at a parent's funeral
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because he sang a song that was clearly special to his mother.
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And he pulls out this mic, and you know, he's getting the mic ready.
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And now the whole service, I should tell you why it's a Pentecost experience.
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The whole service was in Vietnamese.
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There were only two awkward, tall, blonde people on the altar
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of about 12 Vietnamese priests.
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I was one of them, you know.
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And, you know, didn't understand a word of it, but it's the Mass.
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You know the Mass, and you know when we're at the Alleluia,
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and you know we're at the Gospel reading, and you know the Mass.
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And so we're going along.
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So the homily, all in Vietnamese, I don't have a clue what's going on.
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And he's getting out this microphone, and I see them setting up the music,
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and I think, he's gonna sing.
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I'm probably one of six people in the room that didn't understand the homily,
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so I didn't know he was gonna sing.
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And I don't know what the song was.
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It was a Vietnamese song.
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It was in Vietnamese.
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The music starts.
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He starts singing.
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And I'm listening to it, and I'm kind of listening.
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And I look out, and every, I would say literally 95% of the people are Vietnamese.
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Every Vietnamese woman in the place just starts wailing and sobbing at this song.
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And I'm like, wow, this is really good.
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I wish I knew what it was, you know.
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But it didn't matter.
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It hit me a moment later.
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Oh, it's Vietnamese Danny Boy.
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You know, if that was an Irish funeral and someone got up and sang Danny Boy,
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everyone would go to pieces.
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And I thought, every culture has these things.
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And I don't need to understand the words.
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I understand what's going on.
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It's not that he's saying something.
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I don't need to go find the lyrics to that because it's gonna be the best poem ever.
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It's a song they all know, and that song has a history with them.
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And the song, you know, we know these things in our own culture.
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No one has ever tried to tout that the song Happy Birthday is a great piece of music.
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But it's the only song acceptable when the cake comes out with the candles
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because it ties you to every other experience of that.
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And so, you know, sometimes you understand if you're just open to being there,
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to receiving, and that really is a Pentecost moment
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when we start to understand the Spirit between us.
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Because when we look inside and go, I'm gonna have this inward journey of the Spirit,
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I'm always fascinated when people will say,
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I'm really trying to become more spiritual.
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Because if I were to ask them, what would that look like?
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How will you know?
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If tomorrow you wake up more spiritual, will you feel differently?
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Will you have a different emotion?
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Will people not irritate you?
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Have you simply not noticed that people aren't around?
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You know, what will it be to be spiritual?
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If you woke up today more spiritual, how would you have known?
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So we've got this goal there that we're not—
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it's because spirituality is nebulous by nature.
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But Pentecost is pretty solid for us.
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It says to you, you know, this is a communal thing.
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You'll know that you're being more spiritual
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when the people around you are being helped more.
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Your deeper spirituality is not for you.
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It's for those around you.
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And so where prayer is a great thing,
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people who start to multiply their prayers,
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you know, people say, well, you know, rather than one rosary,
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I'm up to 20 rosaries a day.
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We start to do these things instead of getting out into the world.
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I'll go to Mass more often rather than going out and doing things.
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Now it can empower those things and it becomes a really nice balance.
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But sometimes we kind of think,
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well, I'm going to become more spiritual with this inward journey.
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Spirituality drives us out towards one another
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because it's given to the community.
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The Spirit belongs to none of us and all of us.
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When I was a—I can't remember what grade,
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but I remember the first time I was horrified
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by the fact that I was going to have to do a project with some other students.
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And we were just going to get whatever grade they all did.
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And, you know, if you happen to have someone in your group
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that was not going to pull their weight, your grade would suffer.
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I grew up in an individualistic society. That just wasn't fair.
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It never occurred to me that your ability to work with the group
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might be what was being graded
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and might have actually been more important than science.
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You know, it horrified me.
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What do you mean that my mark is going to depend on other people?
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What if, as the church has taught in the past,
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what if we get to heaven as a community or not at all?
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What would that do to us?
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I think most people would be like,
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oh, wait, wait, wait, that is not Christian.
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Actually it is, but for us it's horrifying because it's not American.
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It's not American.
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I get ahead and I don't care, you know, that's kind of our thing is
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you go out and you work hard and you can help others if you want,
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but I can get ahead on my own.
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Actually, Christianity, the huge difference in Catholicism
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and other versions of Christianity
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is that Catholicism is not all my personal walk with Jesus.
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That's other takes on Christ.
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It's my personal walk with Jesus, my personal walk with the Lord.
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No, no, we are saved in community.
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It's very different.
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It's why we come together for the Eucharist.
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It's why we come, you know, we come to be bonded together
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and find Jesus in the group.
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And we have to become people of deep understanding.
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That last little line that says,
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you know, whose sins you retain are retained,
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whose sins you forgive are forgiven.
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Very different in this gospel.
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You'll notice he doesn't say anything you hold against anyone,
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God will hold against them.
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It's more like he gives you two bottles of medicine.
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He says, now remember, if you use this medicine, people are saved.
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And if you use this one, they'll die.
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And we walk away thinking he just gave us permission to kill anyone we want.
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No, there's a warning in that.
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When it says whose sins you retain are retained, that is a warning.
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And I think many versions of Christianity have flipped that on their head.
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They're very happy that we can say,
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if we say they're going to hell, they're going to hell.
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I was speaking with a friend of mine who's a priest across the country.
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And we were talking, I can't remember what the topic was.
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And I said, well, you know, we have to be forgiving towards these people and these people.
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And he said, you know, that's not up to us.
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That is a sin against God.
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And I said, well, I thought if we forgave it, it was forgiven.
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We don't like to use that side of the equation.
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What if?
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What if then when someone says, but that's a sin.
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Oh, well, we can forgive that.
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Well, we can't forgive it if this isn't.
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No, no, he just says if you forgive it, it's forgiven.
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I don't think we want to use that medicine.
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It's too frightening.
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Because it means if someone isn't forgiven,
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it's because of my hardness of heart rather.
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Well, no, it's their sin.
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Can't do anything about it. They're sinners.
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No, our forgiveness is always available if we make it available.
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And when it's not, that speaks of who we are.
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Pentecost is a great end of the Easter season, but it's a tough holiday.
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It reminds us that why most of us look inward, the Spirit is between us.
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The Spirit is given to us as a whole.
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And only when we start to open those ears of understanding to one another
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will we ever really understand the texture of the Spirit,
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the shape of the human soul.
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Only then do we start to see the Pentecost vision of the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the communal natur Father Pat’s message centers on the communal nature of the Holy Spirit and the transformative power of understanding, forgiveness, and belonging. He challenges the individualistic lens through which many people approach spirituality and underlines that the Spirit is not given for private edification but for the building up of the community. Father Pat confronts difficult scriptural language without denying or altering it, calling instead for honest engagement with the biases of the text and of ourselves. He highlights the Pentecost event not as a miracle of speaking, but as a miracle of listening—a reversal of Babel, where division gave way to unity through shared understanding. Ultimately, Father Pat invites us to recognize that salvation is not achieved in isolation but in communion with others, and that the Spirit’s presence is most fully known not in private mystical experience, but in the grace of shared humanity, mutual forgiveness, and compassionate listening.
Father Pat opens with a Gospel reading from John, which recounts the moment when the risen Christ appears to his disciples, breathes the Holy Spirit upon them, and commissions them with the authority to forgive sins. He notes that this passage is read twice during the liturgical year—on the Sunday after Easter and again on Pentecost—each time offering a different lens on the giving of the Spirit. The first, more intimate moment in John contrasts with the dramatic communal outpouring described in Acts. Yet both scenes underscore the same theological truth: the Holy Spirit is not an individual possession but a communal gift intended to bind people together in understanding and mission.
Father Pat addresses the problematic language in John's Gospel—specifically the repeated use of "the Jews" in ways that have historically contributed to antisemitism. Rather than avoiding or editing the text, he urges the faithful to confront it head-on, recognizing that bias can infiltrate even sacred scripture. He contextualizes John's language within the historical tensions between early Christianity and Jewish communities, cautioning against the perpetuation of any interpretation that vilifies an entire people. This confrontation with scripture's imperfections becomes a broader theological point: the Spirit opens us to difficult truths, including the need to acknowledge and resist prejudice within ourselves and our traditions.
The heart of Father Pat’s homily lies in his critique of how modern culture, especially in the West, elevates individualism at the expense of community. He observes that from a young age, people are taught to see themselves as uniquely special, often to the detriment of shared belonging. This emphasis on uniqueness can isolate rather than unite, making it harder for people to realize that their struggles and insecurities are common experiences. Father Pat proposes that true spiritual growth does not lie in becoming more special or more inwardly focused, but in belonging more deeply to one another. Pentecost, he says, is the celebration of this communal belonging.
He reflects on the Pentecost narrative in Acts not as a supernatural event of speaking in tongues, but as a miracle of listening and understanding. The Spirit doesn’t merely bestow eloquence; it opens ears and hearts. This understanding, he argues, is the true reversal of the Tower of Babel—where human pride once led to confusion and division, divine grace now brings clarity and unity. Importantly, this unity is not achieved by human effort or moral superiority but by God’s descent into our midst. We do not climb to heaven; heaven comes to us. This reversal challenges the prideful assumption that we can earn our way to God, and instead calls us to humility and receptivity.
Father Pat shares a personal story about attending a Vietnamese funeral where, despite not understanding the language, he was deeply moved by a song that evoked collective grief and love. This, he says, was a Pentecost moment—where understanding transcended language and cultural barriers because hearts were open. Such moments reveal that the Spirit dwells not within individual comprehension but in shared emotional and spiritual resonance. It is not the articulation of theology that matters most, but the ability to empathize, to feel with others, and to be present.
He further critiques how people often approach spirituality as a private, internal pursuit. Phrases like "I'm becoming more spiritual" are common, but vague. He challenges his listeners to consider how they would even recognize a more spiritual self. Would they feel more peaceful? Be less irritated by others? Instead, he offers a different metric: true spirituality is known by its impact on others. If your deepened spiritual life does not result in greater compassion, service, and connection, it may not be the Spirit at work. In this way, he reorients spirituality outward, insisting that the Spirit's fruits are communal, not personal.
Father Pat also touches on the communal nature of salvation in Catholic theology. Unlike some Christian traditions that emphasize a “personal relationship with Jesus,” Catholicism teaches that we are saved with and through the community. He recalls his childhood reaction to group projects in school—resenting that his grade could be affected by others—but now sees the wisdom in that structure. It teaches that collaboration and mutual responsibility are not just educational tools but spiritual truths. Salvation, he suggests, is not a solo journey but a communal pilgrimage.
He concludes with a powerful interpretation of the authority Jesus gives to forgive or retain sins. This is not a license for judgment, but a sobering responsibility. The power to retain sins is a warning, not a privilege. If others are not forgiven, it may be due to our own hard-heartedness, not their unworthiness. He challenges the Church to embrace the radical grace of forgiveness, even when it feels uncomfortable or undeserved. Forgiveness, like understanding, is a gift we receive and a gift we must extend if we are to be faithful to the Spirit of Pentecost.
In the end, Father Pat offers a profound vision of Pentecost that is both deeply theological and pastorally grounded. The Spirit is not a private possession but a shared reality. It is not found in self-improvement but in mutual compassion. It is not about building towers to heaven, but about recognizing the God who descends into our midst. It is not about speaking eloquently, but about listening deeply. In a divided world, Pentecost calls us not to be more spiritual in isolation but to be more human together....
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Seeds of Hope
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Father Pat
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2017-07-16
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Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or met, I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant, which is actually the easiest place to run into him. Let's be fair, it's not difficult to run into me in one either. Um, and, you know, we talked for a few minutes. He was with some people. And, you know, he is one of these priests that evokes so many reactions out of so many people. Most people just adore him. There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy. But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy. But I came away with this sense that the one thing I have always, always been impressed with is he is always up. He is always one of the most joyful people you will ever meet. He's never, I mean, he loves his life. And it's an interesting thing to enter into because most of us, when we hear that someone is a drama junkie, what that usually means is ugly, negative drama. And all their energy spins around the latest thing. And every, you know, it's very interesting to meet someone whose energy always spins around what's positive. But every bit is much energy. And, you know, today's gospel, and all of the readings, these, what we get every year, I call, these are the agricultural readings. I texted Rita Maylander yesterday, and I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up. You know, farm girl from the East Coast, East, Eastern Colorado Plains. And, you know, we get these two, three weeks of the seeds and the sowers and all of the different parables because our faith is fundamentally, as humans, different people say, well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross. Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion. Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope. And it's that expression of our ability to actually believe the future can be better. And I think our hope gets attacked in all sorts of subtle ways, and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope. And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker. And it happens in our personal lives, it happens in our country, it happens in our church. I think one of the ways, like, I always think, you know, in the social, economical world, one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is when denial of a problem no longer works, we'll go right after people's hope. Because if we can undo their hope, they'll ignore the problem. And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology and the green movement right now. You know, there have been people who, for literally 15 years ago, people say, global warming's not happening. Okay, those people finally have realized, you know, as they've seen the iceberg with the penguin floating by their house, they thought, okay, something's changing. So what do you do now? Go after their hope and say, yeah, but it's nothing we're doing, it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it, it's just, it's gonna happen. Next thing to do is unravel their hope. There's no hope to fix it, so that's our new reason for not going after something. Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing. They'll stop every productive thing they're doing. Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows. When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever. But the day that in your head, either you didn't lose the weight, or you're stuck at a number, or you gained a few pounds back, or you just have a voice in your head that goes, well, this is going well by now, but you know, we all know that a year from now, I'll gain it back again. The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope, your diet is dead, I promise you. The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on. And we forget that it's our hope we have to go back and reclaim. This lack of hope, Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness. The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope. And I think if you watch the political scene for the last year, you saw what happens. In a single year, you see what happens when we decide we are the land of the free and the home of the scared. Because that's who we became in a single year. Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year, when it came down to our two candidates, no one talked about what they hoped from each one. They just talked about what they were scared about with each one, and why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her. But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered who rose up the ranks, we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope. We're almost afraid to say, I have great hope in this candidate because then when they do something wrong, I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather, I would rather look sophisticated and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone. I think I've told you a couple times that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater, and their famous line, and they don't know this, but all of their friends behind their back quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room. If we liked the show, it must be good because we're a tough room. We can tell you every mistake. They are so sophisticated, they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years. And I think all of us get seduced by that vision of sophistication. I'm not gonna hope in that. I'm not gonna be one of those people that have the wool pulled over my eyes. I, I'm gonna see what's going wrong ahead of time, and boy, I'm gonna look smart. I am going to be the most miserably smart person in the room. And we give up on hope. No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem? That's what these agricultural readings are about. No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task of farming on if they don't believe there's gonna be a crop in the fall. They really believe not only is the harvest possible, but what they do correctly now will help it, that their efforts in the world will have an effect. That's hope. And when we don't have that, whether it's church or country, come the home of the scared. And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve and fall apart and stop planning for its future. We're just, we're just so happy we got through today. Think of the things, you know, what was, what was your, other than that the other side didn't win, what was your hope for a candidate last year? Didn't have one. I just knew that that one would be worse than that one and that one would be yummy. Oh, that one will ruin this. You really want that one? But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this. No one had that. Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear, protect us against those people, protect us. Always fear. In our church, this is why there have been, do you know if you go through the saints, the number of mystical visions of hell outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven by about eightfold. Oh, I had this vision of hell and here's how bad the torture, it's like, it's like their hope in heaven is so weak that all they can give you is what I always, I always say that, you know, this is, this is the least comforting line of all times and most people have used it at one time or another. When life just seems insurmountable, the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse. Really, that's all you got? It could be worse? But that's what church does. Sometimes we paint this picture of God that's a little iffy. Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope, gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine and that scripture there and there and we come up with this picture of God that has some real ugliness to it. We come up with a picture of God who is all loving until he doesn't like the way people are behaving and then he drowns them. We have, you know, the picture of God that says, you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp and if a daughter disobeys her father, you can stone her to death. And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God, the issue with these are not, could they be true? Maybe, but who could hope in that God? Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God? Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells because God could go off at any moment? It's not a hopeful vision of God and without a hopeful vision of God, why does anyone want to go to heaven? All heaven is is eternity with God. And so we back up when we get these readings of hope and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope? Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated or who we've been taught. Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with? Where is that hope? And if we can't come up with a good enough picture, then we'll go to hell and say, but you better go there because it could be worse. Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven because it could be worse. We have to be a people of great hope. And so I've returned to, I remember, oh, five years ago, a discussion about Father Ken Leone, and this is such a Ken Leone thing, and I know some people will just roll their eyes into the back of their head, but it's just who he is. And so it was a communion procession and when kids come up, he would bless them on the head and the story, the story happened many years ago, but we were talking about it about five years ago with a small group of priests. And one of them was just, they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically, but oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up and gotten her blessing and then held her doll up. Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name? And he blesses her and sends her on his way, and I had said to them that I had heard this story because the girl who, at the time I heard the story, was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago, was telling me about this story, and she was a college student going, and she said, you know, I was going to Mass and I told the priest about this and he really told me that was liturgically not good. There needs to be a differentiation, yada-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset that this priest took that whole thing apart. And so I was listening to all the different comments in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there, eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy, that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the, and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said, I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s, you're missing the fact that we're talking about, in this day and age, a 23-year-old who's still going to church every week. He said, you guys are all trying to figure out, was it the right sign? He said it was the right seed, it was the right seed. What are we about? Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace and blah, blah, blah? It could be worse. A man who lives every day with hope, knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers, you know, almost 20 years later, she remembers that her dolly got blessed, and that he entered into her reality just for a minute. Are we planting seeds? If we're not a people of hope, we will not waste time planting seeds. We'll be trying to make sure that everyone thinks the right thing right now, because, you know, I always talk about those people, we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live but, you know, you really shouldn't, no matter how funny it sounds, you really shouldn't eat dessert first because you're worried that you could die before the end of dinner. And no one wants their last meal to be salad. You know, oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring. We gotta, today, today, today. It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow. But if we don't know the God in whom we hope, we have no compass. That's when we become a people without a moral compass. That's when we become a people who anyone, any leader, religious, political, can get up and say anything and we'll go, okay, okay, because we have no moral compass. You know, could be worse and we'll go with it. Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer. We'll protect our skin and our borders because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are. And so it is our hope that will give us courage. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On that day, Jesus went out of the house
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and sat down by the sea.
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Such large crowds gathered around him
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that he got into a boat and sat down,
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and the whole crowd stood along the shore.
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And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying,
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a sower went out to sow, and as he sowed,
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some seed fell on the path.
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And birds came and ate it up.
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Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil.
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It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep,
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and when the sun rose, it was scorched
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and it withered for lack of roots.
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Some seed fell among thorns, and the thorns
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grew up and choked it.
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But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit,
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a hundred or 60 or 30 fold.
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Whoever has ears ought to hear.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or met,
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I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant,
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which is actually the easiest place to run into him.
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Let's be fair, it's not difficult
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to run into me in one either.
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Um, and, you know, we talked for a few minutes.
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He was with some people.
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And, you know, he is one of these priests
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that evokes so many reactions out of so many people.
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Most people just adore him.
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There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy.
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But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy.
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But I came away with this sense that the one thing
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I have always, always been impressed with
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is he is always up.
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He is always one of the most joyful people
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you will ever meet.
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He's never, I mean, he loves his life.
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And it's an interesting thing to enter into
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because most of us, when we hear
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that someone is a drama junkie,
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what that usually means is ugly, negative drama.
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And all their energy spins around the latest thing.
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And every, you know, it's very interesting
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to meet someone whose energy always spins
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around what's positive.
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But every bit is much energy.
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And, you know, today's gospel, and all of the readings,
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these, what we get every year, I call,
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these are the agricultural readings.
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I texted Rita Maylander yesterday,
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and I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up.
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You know, farm girl from the East Coast,
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East, Eastern Colorado Plains.
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And, you know, we get these two, three weeks
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of the seeds and the sowers
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and all of the different parables
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because our faith is fundamentally,
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as humans, different people say,
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well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross.
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Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion.
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Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope.
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And it's that expression of our ability
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to actually believe the future can be better.
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And I think our hope gets attacked
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in all sorts of subtle ways,
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and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope.
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And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker.
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And it happens in our personal lives,
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it happens in our country, it happens in our church.
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I think one of the ways, like, I always think,
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you know, in the social, economical world,
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one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is
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when denial of a problem no longer works,
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we'll go right after people's hope.
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Because if we can undo their hope,
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they'll ignore the problem.
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And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology
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and the green movement right now.
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You know, there have been people who,
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for literally 15 years ago,
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people say, global warming's not happening.
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Okay, those people finally have realized,
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you know, as they've seen the iceberg
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with the penguin floating by their house,
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they thought, okay, something's changing.
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So what do you do now?
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Go after their hope and say,
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yeah, but it's nothing we're doing,
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it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it,
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it's just, it's gonna happen.
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Next thing to do is unravel their hope.
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There's no hope to fix it,
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so that's our new reason for not going after something.
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Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing.
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They'll stop every productive thing they're doing.
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Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows.
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When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever.
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But the day that in your head,
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either you didn't lose the weight,
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or you're stuck at a number,
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or you gained a few pounds back,
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or you just have a voice in your head that goes,
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well, this is going well by now,
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but you know, we all know that a year from now,
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I'll gain it back again.
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The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope,
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your diet is dead, I promise you.
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The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on.
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And we forget that it's our hope
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we have to go back and reclaim.
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This lack of hope,
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Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness.
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The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope.
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And I think if you watch the political scene
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for the last year, you saw what happens.
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In a single year, you see what happens
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when we decide we are the land of the free
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and the home of the scared.
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Because that's who we became in a single year.
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Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year,
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when it came down to our two candidates,
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no one talked about what they hoped from each one.
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They just talked about what they were scared about
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with each one, and why I can't vote for him
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or I can't vote for her.
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But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered
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who rose up the ranks,
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we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope.
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We're almost afraid to say,
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I have great hope in this candidate
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because then when they do something wrong,
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I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather,
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I would rather look sophisticated
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and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone.
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I think I've told you a couple times
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that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated
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when it comes to theater, and their famous line,
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and they don't know this,
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but all of their friends behind their back
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quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room.
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If we liked the show, it must be good
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because we're a tough room.
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We can tell you every mistake.
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They are so sophisticated,
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they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years.
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And I think all of us get seduced
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by that vision of sophistication.
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I'm not gonna hope in that.
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I'm not gonna be one of those people
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that have the wool pulled over my eyes.
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I, I'm gonna see what's going wrong ahead of time,
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and boy, I'm gonna look smart.
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I am going to be the most miserably smart person in the room.
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And we give up on hope.
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No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem?
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That's what these agricultural readings are about.
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No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task
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of farming on if they don't believe
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there's gonna be a crop in the fall.
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They really believe not only is the harvest possible,
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but what they do correctly now will help it,
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that their efforts in the world will have an effect.
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That's hope.
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And when we don't have that,
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whether it's church or country,
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come the home of the scared.
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And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve
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and fall apart and stop planning for its future.
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We're just, we're just so happy we got through today.
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Think of the things, you know, what was,
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what was your, other than that the other side didn't win,
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what was your hope for a candidate last year?
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Didn't have one.
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I just knew that that one would be worse than that one
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and that one would be yummy.
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Oh, that one will ruin this.
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You really want that one?
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But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate,
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we'll do this.
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No one had that.
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Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear,
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protect us against those people, protect us.
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Always fear.
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In our church, this is why there have been,
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do you know if you go through the saints,
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the number of mystical visions of hell
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outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven
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by about eightfold.
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Oh, I had this vision of hell
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and here's how bad the torture, it's like,
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it's like their hope in heaven is so weak
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that all they can give you is what I always,
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I always say that, you know, this is,
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this is the least comforting line of all times
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and most people have used it at one time or another.
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When life just seems insurmountable,
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the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse.
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Really, that's all you got?
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It could be worse?
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But that's what church does.
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Sometimes we paint this picture of God
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that's a little iffy.
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Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope,
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gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine
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and that scripture there and there
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and we come up with this picture of God
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that has some real ugliness to it.
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We come up with a picture of God who is all loving
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until he doesn't like the way people are behaving
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and then he drowns them.
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We have, you know, the picture of God that says,
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you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp
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and if a daughter disobeys her father,
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you can stone her to death.
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And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God,
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the issue with these are not, could they be true?
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Maybe, but who could hope in that God?
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Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God?
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Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells
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because God could go off at any moment?
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It's not a hopeful vision of God
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and without a hopeful vision of God,
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why does anyone want to go to heaven?
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All heaven is is eternity with God.
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And so we back up when we get these readings of hope
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and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope?
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Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated
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or who we've been taught.
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Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with?
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Where is that hope?
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And if we can't come up with a good enough picture,
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then we'll go to hell and say,
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but you better go there because it could be worse.
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Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven
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because it could be worse.
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We have to be a people of great hope.
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And so I've returned to, I remember, oh, five years ago,
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a discussion about Father Ken Leone,
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and this is such a Ken Leone thing,
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and I know some people will just roll their eyes
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into the back of their head, but it's just who he is.
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And so it was a communion procession
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and when kids come up, he would bless them on the head
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and the story, the story happened many years ago,
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but we were talking about it about five years ago
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with a small group of priests.
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And one of them was just, they just can't stand
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this sort of stuff liturgically,
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but oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up
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and gotten her blessing and then held her doll up.
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Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name?
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And he blesses her and sends her on his way,
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and I had said to them that I had heard this story
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because the girl who, at the time I heard the story,
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was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago,
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was telling me about this story,
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and she was a college student going,
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and she said, you know, I was going to Mass
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and I told the priest about this
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and he really told me that was liturgically not good.
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There needs to be a differentiation, yada-da-da-da-da,
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and she was kind of upset that this priest
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took that whole thing apart.
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And so I was listening to all the different comments
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in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there,
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eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy,
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that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the,
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and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said,
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I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s,
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you're missing the fact that we're talking about,
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in this day and age, a 23-year-old
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who's still going to church every week.
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He said, you guys are all trying to figure out,
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was it the right sign?
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He said it was the right seed, it was the right seed.
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What are we about?
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Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her
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the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know
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a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace
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and blah, blah, blah?
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It could be worse.
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A man who lives every day with hope,
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knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers,
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you know, almost 20 years later,
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she remembers that her dolly got blessed,
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and that he entered into her reality just for a minute.
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Are we planting seeds?
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If we're not a people of hope,
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we will not waste time planting seeds.
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We'll be trying to make sure that everyone
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thinks the right thing right now,
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because, you know, I always talk about those people,
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we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live
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but, you know, you really shouldn't,
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no matter how funny it sounds,
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you really shouldn't eat dessert first
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because you're worried that you could die
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before the end of dinner.
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And no one wants their last meal to be salad.
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You know, oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring.
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We gotta, today, today, today.
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It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow.
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But if we don't know the God in whom we hope,
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we have no compass.
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That's when we become a people without a moral compass.
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That's when we become a people who anyone,
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any leader, religious, political,
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can get up and say anything and we'll go,
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okay, okay, because we have no moral compass.
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You know, could be worse and we'll go with it.
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Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer.
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We'll protect our skin and our borders
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because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are.
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And so it is our hope that will give us courage.
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It is our hope that will teach us who God is
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and only our hope will show us the way
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to a real kingdom of light and peace.
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Father Pat's message is a passionate and heart Father Pat's message is a passionate and heartfelt call to reclaim and live from a place of deep spiritual hope. He reflects on the parable of the sower not just as a tale of faith, but as a metaphor for the human capacity to believe in a better future, even when the present feels uncertain. He challenges the tendency in both society and the Church to focus on fear, cynicism, and rigid doctrine, urging instead a return to joyful, courageous hope rooted in a loving and trustworthy God. Through personal anecdotes and social commentary, Father Pat reminds us that hope is not naïve optimism, but a necessary force for spiritual vitality, moral clarity, and authentic discipleship.
In a more detailed reflection, Father Pat begins by anchoring his homily in the Gospel parable of the sower from Matthew, highlighting its agricultural imagery as a metaphor for the spiritual life. Seeds falling on various types of soil represent the human heart’s capacity to receive the word of God, but more profoundly, Father Pat emphasizes that this parable is ultimately about hope—the belief that what we do now can yield a future harvest.
He situates this spiritual lesson in the context of contemporary life, observing how easily hope is undermined in both personal and societal spheres. Drawing from real-life examples such as political cynicism, environmental despair, and personal struggles like dieting, he illustrates how the erosion of hope leads to paralysis, soul-sickness, and moral confusion. He points out that when people lose hope, they stop acting, stop striving for change, and become consumed by fear. In his words, America has become “the land of the free and the home of the scared,” where we no longer vote or act out of vision or conviction, but from fear of the alternative.
Father Pat contrasts this despair with the joyful and consistent hope embodied by people like Father Ken Leone—a priest whose joyful presence and small acts of kindness, like blessing a child’s doll, plant seeds of faith that endure for decades. He uses this anecdote to underscore a key point: what matters most is not whether something is liturgically perfect, but whether it is spiritually fruitful. The measure of a faithful act is whether it plants seeds that grow into lasting hope and relationship with God.
He critiques a common distortion in religious imagination: an image of God that is fearsome, capricious, or punitive—what he calls “crazy God.” Such a vision, though perhaps rooted in certain scriptures or doctrines, is spiritually unsustainable because it offers no hope. Who would want to spend eternity with a God they fear more than love? Instead, Father Pat urges us to shape our theology around the God in whom we hope—a God who is trustworthy, loving, and desires our flourishing.
Father Pat also critiques the culture of intellectual and emotional detachment that masquerades as sophistication. He warns against the temptation to appear “smart” by never expressing hope, lest we be disappointed or look naïve. This, he argues, leads to a sterile life devoid of joy and possibility. He laments that many people have become so wary of being misled or being wrong that they lose the capacity for wonder and anticipation.
Ultimately, Father Pat returns to the essential truth: hope is the foundation of faith. Without hope, we do not act, we do not plant, and we do not love. Hope gives us the courage to live fully, to engage with the world, and to carry out the long and patient work of growing the Kingdom of God. If we lose hope, we lose everything. But if we ground ourselves in the God who is worthy of our hope, we find the path to peace, purpose, and spiritual fruitfulness....
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Parable of the Sower
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Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or have met, I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant, which is actually the easiest place to run into him. Let's be fair. It's not difficult to run into me in one either. And, you know, we talked for a few minutes. He was with some people. And, you know, he is one of these priests that evokes so many reactions out of so many people. Most people just adore him. There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy. But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy. But I came away with this sense that the one thing I have always, always been impressed with is he is always up. He is always one of the most joyful people you will ever meet. He's never, I mean, he loves his life. And it's an interesting thing to enter into because most of us, when we hear that someone is a drama junkie, what that usually means is ugly, negative drama. And all their energy spins around the latest thing. You know, it's very interesting to meet someone whose energy always spins around what's positive. But every bit as much energy. And, you know, today's gospel, and of all of the readings, what we get every year I call, these are the agricultural readings. I texted Rita Maylander yesterday, I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up. Farm girl from the eastern Colorado plains. And, you know, we get these two, three weeks of the seeds and the sowers and all of the different parables because our faith is fundamentally, as humans, different people say, well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross. Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion. Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope. And it's that expression of our ability to actually believe the future can be better. And I think our hope gets attacked in all sorts of subtle ways, and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope. And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker. And it happens in our personal lives, it happens in our country, it happens in our church. I think one of the ways, like I always think, you know, in the social, economical world, one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is when denial of a problem no longer works, we'll go right after people's hope. Because if we can undo their hope, they'll ignore the problem. And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology and the green movement right now. You know, there have been people who for, literally, 15 years ago, people say, there's no, global warming's not happening, global warming. Okay, those people finally have realized, you know, as they've seen the iceberg with the penguin floating by their house, they've thought, okay, something's changing. So what do you do now? Go after their hope and say, yeah, but it's nothing we're doing, it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it, it's just, it's gonna happen. Next thing to do is unravel their hope. There's no hope to fix it, so that's our new reason for not going after something. Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing. They'll stop every productive thing they're doing. Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows. When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever. But the day that in your head, it either, you didn't lose the weight, or you're stuck at a number, or you gained a few pounds back, or you just have a voice in your head that goes, well, this is going well by now, but you know, we all know that a year from now, I'll gain it back again. The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope, your diet is dead, I promise you. The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on. And we forget that it's our hope we have to go back and reclaim. This lack of hope, Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness. The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope. And I think if you watched the political scene for the last year, you saw what happens. In a single year, you see what happens when we decide we are the land of the free and the home of the scared. Because that's who we became in a single year. Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year, when it came down to our two candidates, no one talked about what they hoped from each one. They just talked about what they were scared about with each one. And why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her. But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered who rose up the ranks, we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope. We're almost afraid to say, I have great hope in this candidate because then when they do something wrong, I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather, I would rather look sophisticated and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone. I think I've told you a couple times that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater. And their famous line, and they don't know this, but all of their friends behind their back quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room. If you like the show, it must be good because we're a tough room. We can tell you every mistake. They are so sophisticated, they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years. And I think all of us get seduced by that vision of sophistication. I'm not going to hope in that. I'm not going to be one of those people that have the wool pulled over my eyes. I, I'm going to see what's going wrong ahead of time, and boy, I'm going to look smart. I'm going to be the most miserably smart person in the room. And we give up on hope. No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem? That's what these agricultural readings are about. No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task of farming on if they don't believe there's going to be a crop in the fall. They really believe not only is the harvest possible, but what they do correctly now will help it. That their efforts in the world will have an effect. That's hope. And when we don't have that, whether it's church or country, come the home of the scared. And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve and fall apart and stop planning for its future. We're just, we're just so happy we got through today. Think of the things, you know, what was, what was your, other than that the other side didn't win, what was your hope for a candidate last year? Didn't have one. I just knew that that one would be worse than that one and that one would be yummy. Oh, that one will ruin this. You really want that one? But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this. No one had that. Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear. Protect us against those people. Protect us. Always fear. In our church. This is why there have been, do you know if you go through the saints, the number of mystical visions of hell outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven by about eightfold. Oh, I had this vision of hell and here's how bad the torture, it's like, it's like their hope in heaven is so weak that all they can give you is what I always, I always say that, you know, this is, this is the least comforting line of all times and most people have used it at one time or another. When life just seems insurmountable, the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse. Really? That's all you got? It could be worse? But that's what church does. Sometimes we paint this picture of God that's a little iffy. Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope, gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine and that scripture there, and we come up with this picture of God that has some real ugliness to it. We come up with a picture of God who is all loving until he doesn't like the way people are behaving and then he drowns them. We have, you know, the picture of God that says, you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp, and if a daughter disobeys her father, you can stone her to death. And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God, not, the issue with these are not, could they be true? Maybe, but who could hope in that God? Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God? Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells because God could go off at any moment? It's not a hopeful vision of God, and without a hopeful vision of God, why does anyone want to go to heaven? All heaven is is eternity with God. And so we back up when we get these readings of hope and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope? Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated, or who we've been taught. Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with? Where is that hope? And if we can't come up with a good enough picture, then we'll go to hell and say, but you better go there because it could be worse. Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven because it could be worse. We have to be a people of great hope. And so I return to, I remember, oh, five years ago, we had a discussion about Father Ken Leone, and this is such a Ken Leone thing, and I know some people will just roll their eyes into the back of their head, but it's just who he is. And so it was a communion procession, and you know, when kids come up, he would bless them on the head, and the story happened many years ago, but we were talking about it about five years ago with a small group of priests, and one of them was just, they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically, oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up and, you know, gotten her blessing and then held her doll up. Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name, and he blesses her and sends her on his way, and, you know, and I had said to them, you know, that I had heard this story because the girl who at the time I heard the story was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago, was telling me about this story, and, you know, she was a college student going, and she said, you know, I was going to Mass, and I told the priest about this, and he really told me that was, you know, liturgically not good. You know, there needs to be a differentiation, ya-da-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset that this priest took that whole thing apart, and so I was listening to all, all the different comments in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there, eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy, that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the, and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said, I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s, you're missing the fact that we're talking about in this day and age, a 23-year-old who's still going to church every week. He said, you guys are all trying to figure out, was it the right sign? He said it was the right seed. It was the right seed. What are we about? Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace and blah, blah, blah? It could be worse. It could be worse. A man who lives every day with hope knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers, you know, almost 20 years later, she remembers that her dolly got blessed and that he entered into her reality just for a minute. Are we planting seeds? If we're not a people of hope, we will not waste time planting seeds. We'll be trying to make sure that everyone thinks the right thing right now because, you know, I mean, I always talk about those people, we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live, but, you know, you really shouldn't, no matter how funny it sounds, you really shouldn't eat dessert first because you're worried that you could die before the end of dinner. And no one wants their last meal to be salad. You know. Oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring. We got to go today, today, today. It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow. But if we don't know the God in whom we hope, we have no compass. That's when we become a people without a moral compass. That's when we become a people who anyone, any leader, religious, political, can get up and say anything and we'll go, okay, okay, because we have no moral compass. You know, could be worse, and we'll go with it. Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer. We'll protect our skin and our borders because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are. And so it is our hope that will give us courage. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On that day, Jesus went out of the house
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and sat down by the sea.
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Such large crowds gathered around him
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that he got into a boat and sat down,
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and the whole crowd stood along the shore.
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And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying,
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A sower went out to sow,
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and as he sowed, some seed fell on the path,
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and birds came and ate it up.
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Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil.
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It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep,
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and when the sun rose, it was scorched
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and it withered for lack of roots.
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Some seed fell among thorns,
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and the thorns grew up and choked it.
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But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit,
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a hundred or sixty or thirtyfold.
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Whoever has ears ought to hear.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Last weekend, I ran into,
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and many of you may know or have met,
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I ran into Father Ken Leone
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at a restaurant,
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which is actually the easiest place to run into him.
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Let's be fair.
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It's not difficult to run into me in one either.
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And, you know, we talked for a few minutes.
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He was with some people.
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And, you know, he is one of these priests
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that evokes so many reactions out of so many people.
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Most people just adore him.
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There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy.
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But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy.
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But I came away with this sense
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that the one thing I have always,
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always been impressed with is he is always up.
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He is always one of the most joyful people
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you will ever meet.
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He's never, I mean, he loves his life.
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And it's an interesting thing to enter into
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because most of us,
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when we hear that someone is a drama junkie,
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what that usually means is ugly, negative drama.
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And all their energy spins around the latest thing.
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You know, it's very interesting to meet someone
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whose energy always spins around what's positive.
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But every bit as much energy.
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And, you know, today's gospel,
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and of all of the readings,
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what we get every year I call,
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these are the agricultural readings.
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I texted Rita Maylander yesterday,
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I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up.
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Farm girl from the eastern Colorado plains.
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And, you know, we get these two, three weeks
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of the seeds and the sowers
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and all of the different parables
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because our faith is fundamentally,
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as humans, different people say,
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well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross.
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Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion.
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Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope.
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And it's that expression of our ability
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to actually believe the future can be better.
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And I think our hope gets attacked
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in all sorts of subtle ways,
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and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope.
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And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker.
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And it happens in our personal lives,
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it happens in our country,
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it happens in our church.
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I think one of the ways,
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like I always think, you know,
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in the social, economical world,
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one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot
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is when denial of a problem no longer works,
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we'll go right after people's hope.
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Because if we can undo their hope,
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they'll ignore the problem.
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And I think we've seen that with the movements
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in ecology and the green movement right now.
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You know, there have been people who for,
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literally, 15 years ago,
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people say, there's no,
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global warming's not happening, global warming.
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Okay, those people finally have realized,
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you know, as they've seen the iceberg
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with the penguin floating by their house,
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they've thought, okay, something's changing.
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So what do you do now?
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Go after their hope and say,
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yeah, but it's nothing we're doing,
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it's too big a problem,
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there's nothing we can do about it,
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it's just, it's gonna happen.
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Next thing to do is unravel their hope.
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There's no hope to fix it,
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so that's our new reason for not going after something.
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Go after people's hope,
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and they'll stop what they're doing.
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They'll stop every productive thing they're doing.
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Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows.
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When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever.
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But the day that in your head,
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it either, you didn't lose the weight,
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or you're stuck at a number,
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or you gained a few pounds back,
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or you just have a voice in your head that goes,
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well, this is going well by now,
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but you know, we all know that a year from now,
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I'll gain it back again.
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The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope,
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your diet is dead, I promise you.
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The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on.
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And we forget that it's our hope
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we have to go back and reclaim.
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This lack of hope,
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Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness.
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The real soul sickness of America
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is its lack of hope.
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And I think if you watched
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the political scene for the last year,
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you saw what happens.
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In a single year, you see what happens
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when we decide we are the land of the free
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and the home of the scared.
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Because that's who we became in a single year.
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Everyone, we all know
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that all of the discussions last year,
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when it came down to our two candidates,
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no one talked about what they hoped from each one.
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They just talked about what they were scared about
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with each one.
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And why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her.
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But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered
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who rose up the ranks,
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we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope.
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We're almost afraid to say,
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I have great hope in this candidate
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because then when they do something wrong,
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I'll be proven wrong,
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and I would just rather,
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I would rather look sophisticated
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and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone.
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I think I've told you a couple times
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that I have two friends
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who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater.
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And their famous line,
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and they don't know this,
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but all of their friends behind their back quote this line,
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oh, well, we're a tough room.
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If you like the show, it must be good
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because we're a tough room.
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We can tell you every mistake.
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They are so sophisticated,
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they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years.
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And I think all of us
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get seduced by that vision of sophistication.
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I'm not going to hope in that.
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I'm not going to be one of those people
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that have the wool pulled over my eyes.
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I, I'm going to see what's going wrong ahead of time,
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and boy, I'm going to look smart.
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I'm going to be the most miserably smart person in the room.
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And we give up on hope.
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No one wants to say,
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what if we can fix the problem?
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That's what these agricultural readings are about.
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No one, no one takes
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the incredibly hard task
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of farming on if they don't believe
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there's going to be a crop in the fall.
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They really believe
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not only is the harvest possible,
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but what they do correctly now will help it.
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That their efforts in the world
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will have an effect.
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That's hope.
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And when we don't have that,
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whether it's church or country,
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come the home of the scared.
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And, and the home of the scared
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will always dissolve and fall apart
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and stop planning for its future.
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We're just, we're just so happy we got through today.
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Think of the things,
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you know, what was, what was your,
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other than that the other side didn't win,
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what was your hope
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for a candidate last year?
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Didn't have one.
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I just knew that that one would be worse than that one
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and that one would be yummy.
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Oh, that one will ruin this.
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You really want that one?
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But no one said,
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you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this.
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No one had that.
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Unless, you know, this candidate
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will help us with our fear.
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Protect us against those people.
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Protect us.
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Always fear.
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In our church.
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This is why there have been,
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do you know if you go through the saints,
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the number of mystical visions of hell
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outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven
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by about eightfold.
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Oh, I had this vision of hell
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and here's how bad the torture, it's like,
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it's like their hope in heaven
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is so weak
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that all they can give you is what I always,
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I always say that, you know, this is,
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this is the least comforting line of all times
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and most people have used it at one time or another.
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When life just seems insurmountable,
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the best we can come up with is,
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well, it could be worse.
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Really? That's all you got?
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It could be worse?
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But that's what church does.
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Sometimes we paint this picture of God
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that's a little iffy.
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Our picture of God,
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rather than being based in hope,
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gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine
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and that scripture there,
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and we come up with this picture of God
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that has some real ugliness to it.
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We come up with a picture of God
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who is all loving until he doesn't like
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the way people are behaving and then he drowns them.
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We have, you know, the picture of God that says,
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you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp,
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and if a daughter disobeys her father,
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you can stone her to death.
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And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God,
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not, the issue with these are not,
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could they be true?
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Maybe, but who could hope in that God?
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Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God?
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Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells
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because God could go off at any moment?
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It's not a hopeful vision of God,
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and without a hopeful vision of God,
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why does anyone want to go to heaven?
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All heaven is is eternity with God.
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And so we back up when we get these readings of hope
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and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope?
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Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated,
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or who we've been taught.
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Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with?
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Where is that hope?
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And if we can't come up with a good enough picture,
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then we'll go to hell and say,
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but you better go there because it could be worse.
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Our vision of heaven is not,
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you need to go to heaven because it could be worse.
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We have to be a people of great hope.
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And so I return to, I remember, oh, five years ago,
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we had a discussion about Father Ken Leone,
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and this is such a Ken Leone thing,
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and I know some people will just roll their eyes
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into the back of their head, but it's just who he is.
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And so it was a communion procession,
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and you know, when kids come up,
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he would bless them on the head,
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and the story happened many years ago,
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but we were talking about it about five years ago
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with a small group of priests,
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and one of them was just,
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they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically,
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oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up
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and, you know, gotten her blessing
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and then held her doll up.
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Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name,
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and he blesses her and sends her on his way,
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and, you know, and I had said to them, you know,
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that I had heard this story because the girl
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who at the time I heard the story was already 23,
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so this had happened quite a while ago,
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was telling me about this story,
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and, you know, she was a college student going,
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and she said, you know, I was going to Mass,
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and I told the priest about this,
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and he really told me that was, you know,
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liturgically not good.
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You know, there needs to be a differentiation,
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ya-da-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset
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that this priest took that whole thing apart,
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and so I was listening to all,
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all the different comments in the room
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about that, and yes, of the priests there,
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eight out of 10 were like,
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that is not good liturgy,
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that is not the right sign of the faith,
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that is not the, and God lovin',
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Monsignor Ed Bult said,
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I think you're all missing the fact,
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this was in the 90s,
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you're missing the fact that we're talking about
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in this day and age, a 23-year-old
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who's still going to church every week.
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He said, you guys are all trying to figure out,
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was it the right sign?
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He said it was the right seed.
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It was the right seed.
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What are we about?
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Are we a people who say,
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oh, well what if you taught her the wrong,
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what if she has, what if she doesn't know
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a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace
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and blah, blah, blah?
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It could be worse.
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It could be worse.
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A man who lives every day with hope
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knew at that moment,
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and that's what she remembers,
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you know, almost 20 years later,
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she remembers that her dolly got blessed
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and that he entered into her reality
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just for a minute.
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Are we planting seeds?
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If we're not a people of hope,
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we will not waste time planting seeds.
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We'll be trying to make sure
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that everyone thinks the right thing right now
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because, you know,
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I mean, I always talk about those people,
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we always joke about the fact
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it can be a lovely way to live,
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but, you know, you really shouldn't,
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no matter how funny it sounds,
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you really shouldn't eat dessert first
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because you're worried that you could die
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before the end of dinner.
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And no one wants their last meal to be salad.
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You know.
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Oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring.
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We got to go today, today, today.
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It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow.
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But if we don't know the God in whom we hope,
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we have no compass.
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That's when we become a people
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without a moral compass.
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That's when we become a people
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who anyone, any leader, religious, political,
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can get up and say anything
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and we'll go, okay, okay,
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because we have no moral compass.
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You know, could be worse,
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and we'll go with it.
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Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer.
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We'll protect our skin and our borders
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because we've lost hope in our heart,
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in who we are.
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And so it is our hope that will give us courage.
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It is our hope that will teach us
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It is our hope that will teach us who God is,
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and only our hope will show us the way
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to a real kingdom of light and peace.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the indispensable Father Pat’s message centers on the indispensable role of hope in the life of faith. Anchored in the parable of the sower from the Gospel of Matthew, he reflects on how hope is the rich soil that allows the Word of God to take root and bear fruit in our lives. Contrasting the joy and vitality of hopeful people like Father Ken Leone with the soul-sickness caused by fear, cynicism, and despair, Father Pat warns that without hope, individuals, churches, and even nations lose their moral compass and collapse into survivalism and negativity. He challenges the faithful to discern not simply the God they believe in, but the God in whom they can place their hope—because without a hopeful vision of God, the Christian life loses its direction, its purpose, and its joy.
In a fuller and more reflective summary, Father Pat begins by grounding his homily in the familiar imagery of the sower and the seed from Matthew’s Gospel. He emphasizes that while the parable is often interpreted through the lens of faith or perseverance, its deeper message is about hope. Hope, he argues, is what compels a farmer to sow seeds in the first place—despite uncertainty, difficulty, or delay in seeing results. Hope trusts in the unseen harvest. This becomes a metaphor for the Christian journey: we act today because we believe a better tomorrow is possible.
He contrasts this with what he calls the “soul sickness” of our time—a pervasive loss of hope. Using examples from politics, culture, and even the Church, Father Pat illustrates how fear has become the dominant narrative. During recent political cycles, people didn’t vote for what they hoped in, but against what they feared. Fear has replaced dialogue, aspiration, and vision. He warns that when people abandon hope, they become easy prey to manipulation and despair. Without hope, we become “the home of the scared,” retreating into self-protection rather than building a future.
He also critiques a certain kind of religious mindset that focuses more on fear of punishment and doctrinal correctness than the joy and promise of salvation. He challenges the portrayal of God as angry, arbitrary, or vindictive—a vision that stifles rather than nurtures hope. Instead, he invites us to imagine the kind of God we would actually want to spend eternity with: a God who is worthy of our hope, not just our belief. Without such a God, even heaven itself becomes unappealing—a place where we are forever walking on eggshells.
Father Pat ties this back to practical spiritual life by recounting a story about Father Ken Leone blessing a child’s doll during Communion. While some criticized this as liturgically inappropriate, he defends it as an act of hope—planting a seed by affirming the child’s world and drawing her into the life of faith. Years later, that same child, now an adult, still remembers the moment. It wasn’t perfect theology, but it was the right seed. And that, Father Pat says, is what the Church should be about: sowing seeds of hope, even if they don’t follow a rigid script.
The homily concludes with a pastoral and prophetic call: to reclaim our hope—not a vague optimism or naïve idealism, but a theological virtue rooted in the character of God. Only when we know the God in whom we hope can we resist fear, plant seeds, and move toward the kingdom of peace and light. Hope gives us the courage to live morally, to act generously, and to believe that our efforts matter. Without it, we devolve into reactionary survivalists. With it, we become true disciples, builders of the kingdom, and bearers of good news....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 949.52001953125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. On leaving the synagogue, Jesus entered the house of Simon and Andrew with James and John. Simon's mother-in-law lay sick with a fever. They immediately told him about her. He approached, grasped her hand, and helped her up. Then the fever left her, and she waited on them. When it was evening after sunset, they brought to him all who were ill or possessed by demons. The whole town was gathered at the door. He cured many who were sick with various diseases, and he drove out many demons, not permitting them to speak because they knew him. Rising very early before dawn, he left and went off to a deserted place where he prayed. Simon and those who were with him pursued him, and on finding him said, everyone is looking for you. He said, let us go to the nearby villages that I may preach there also. For this purpose, I have come. So he went into their synagogues, preaching and driving out demons through the whole of Galilee. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. We are presented with three very, very different visions of response to life and to fortune. The first one we get, and you know, the first two actually, Job and Paul, they kind of remind me of Tigger and Eeyore from Winnie the Pooh. You know, that first reading is just, you hate to refer to scripture as whiny, but you know, when Rita read it, and Rita is one of the most upbeat people I know, but even Rita reading it was a little depressing. It's not life of drudgery, and we're just a slave, and at night, and I'll never, ever, ever know happiness again, it is so Eeyore. You know, poor, poor Job. And you know, we get this in scripture, the entire book of Lamentations is, you know, it's ascribed to Job, but Job is a fictional character. So this is, it's like all the depressed people of Israel got together and decided to write a book. But it is important that that is in scripture, because otherwise, religion becomes the purview of happy people. And I've seen, and this is very popular in some of the sort of grassroots level churches in America where, you know, everyone's supposed to show up at a funeral going, but it's a blessing from God, and they're in heaven, and we're happy, and you're like, no. No, sometimes it's okay to bring that pain and sorrow into our faith, and it doesn't mean we're, you know, you're less Christian because you don't see joy in every moment. You know, and I have to tell you not to, you know, throw any of you under the bus, but I always like to notice when I come in, just because it's maybe a little projection, but when I come into the early morning mass, and I watch, usually it's during the first reading, and literally everyone's going. I'm like, this is a very unhappy group of people. And you know that, I know that by noon you'll all be fine, but it, you know, it's just, it's 7.30 in the morning, and most people just aren't real animated at that hour, you know, so there's this sense that scripture needs to bring all of us into our faith. There are four psalms called the cursing psalms that scripture scholars have written tons about that in the, in what is called the breviary, which is the cycle of prayers that the priest is supposed to say every day. So there's a set of psalms, three psalms, and in the cycle they took out the cursing psalms out of that little lectionary because they're just, you know, it's too awful a vision of God. They serve a great purpose in scripture. They let you know that the people in that day and age, they even brought their anger. Even anger at God is a belief in God. You can't be angry with a God you don't believe in. So even when someone says they are angry with God, it's an amazing expression of faith. You don't find people who have a great faith in a moment of crisis saying, huh, no longer believe in God. They may come to that crisis, but usually first they have to get to this anger at God. And when those cursing psalms, when people knew them, and you know, we know little lines out of them, you know, God will dash their children against a stone. That's not usually the God we're hoping to spend eternity with, you know. But that image of God is there because that's important, that we don't think that we can come to God only when we're emotionally in the right place. You know, if I'm going to pray, first I have to sort of calm and become a guru. And once I'm a guru, I can approach God in prayer. No, the prayer is what helps us get there. So we have to be able to bring ourselves, Job today, this character, Job in absolute, it's not even depression, Job is in a whiny space. Paul is in the tigger space. You know, Paul is, it's sort of like that grassroots level. Paul, every once in a while, and you don't know if we're getting the authentic, you know, he's writing a letter, and he basically, and from prison there's a lot of this, you know, I'm in prison and everything, you know, I'm in chains and I'm in the dark and they're going to kill me, but I'm in, I have all this joy for what's going on. And you kind of want to go, really, Paul? Really? You know, there are those people that we know that when real tragedy happens, you know, I almost think that, you know, it's the spiritual end of denial. There's a difference between trusting God that things are going to be okay even though they're tough right now. There's a difference between that and the sort of, oh, even when God gives me sufferings, I love it. And, you know, that leaves the area of spirituality and gets into some sort of fetish that I don't want to know about. Suffering is suffering. And God can be with us in it, but it's still suffering, and we need to feel the suffering. Some days we need to feel that sort of loneliness, whatever it is that Job is going through, whatever it is then that Paul is going through. Now, what we get that's interesting in the gospel, and we get it twice. We get it with Simon, Peter's mother-in-law, and we get it again with Jesus. And that is these people whose emotional reaction we're not told much about. We're told their physical reaction. Now, the mother-in-law in this to me is possibly the saddest character in all of Scripture. She's sick with a fever, and Jesus, Jesus himself walks in and says, basically says, you're healed. What's for dinner? I mean, this is every mother's nightmare. But, and of course, they don't say that anyone asked her. It just says, you know, the fever left, and she waited on them. And a few seconds later, we always see that, it always, you know, there's an edge to that for us. But we don't see that there's a very similar minute with Jesus in a few minutes. Jesus has got now the crowds pressing in on him. Everyone wants something. They've all seen the healing. They're all after him, and they, you know, everyone wants two minutes. And he gets away, and he prays. This is the moment that he is healed. He gets away, and he has a moment alone, and they come, and they say, everyone's looking for you. He goes, yeah, let's go, boom. He gets up, and he starts waiting on others again. It's this moment that says, you know, helping other people is exhausting, but the grace of this character of the mother-in-law is how many of us, when we're struck with some horrible health crisis, you know, this year, the flu, all these things, or even more serious life-threatening illnesses, how many of us, now, I don't mean the bargaining. We'll do all sorts of bargaining with God when we're sick. If you just get me well, I'll do this, I'll do, but how many of us truly want to be cured so that we can get back to helping others? How many of us think, oh, I've gotta get through this because, you know, people get there. People do this all the time. You know, even if it's not, even if it's not a warm, fuzzy feeling, I can't tell you the number of parents I've seen that face illness, and their first reaction is what will happen to my children? Meaning, I just want to be healthy so that I can get back to taking care of my children. That's that sort of gut-level reaction you see out of the mother-in-law and out of Jesus today, and what makes Jesus' kind of particular is he's so focused on the mission, and it's kind of the mission that I think modern religion has forgotten about. You know, Jesus is running around healing, helping. He's running around healing, helping, and preaching good news, and he goes into a town, and like, how much could he have preached? He couldn't have given them the code of canon law. You know, he goes in, he heals some people, he preaches the good news to them, and then goes to the next town. I've no doubt that nowadays the hierarchy would tell him that that is an incomplete catechesis, and absolutely no one is truly ready for the sacrament. When did our faith become, you know, this has got to, you have got to get to CCD every week, and you've got to do this, and we've got to train, and we're not teaching enough on this topic, when it sort of expanded from this, it says in Mark's gospel, the earliest gospel, most scripture scholars would say, you know, let's go to the nearby villages that I can preach there also. This is the purpose I've come for. So what it's telling us is the purpose that Jesus comes for, now we would say later he came for the cross, but at this moment in his life, his purpose as an itinerant preacher is clearly to go to a town, preach this message that, you know, God is with you in salvation, and God is going to lift up the poor, and all of these basic messages of the kingdom of God, he's gonna preach them, and a day later he's gonna be gone. What would it look like today if we could boil our faith down to something that could be taught in an afternoon? Now, that doesn't mean you wouldn't spend the rest of your life trying to ruminate on it and figure out what it meant, but my guess is if you told any member of the clergy, deacon, priest, bishop, pope, that, you know, you get two hours to tell them about Catholicism, and that's all they're gonna have for their life. It would just be fascinating to see, you know, where some people would go with that. What we'd always get probably is a little bit of gospel and a lot of agenda, you know, because they only get a moment. Jesus really didn't set up a system that said, let's come in and I am going to walk you through until you are all formed exactly the way I think you should be. It was this, I'm gonna leave you in the hands of your community. What the essence of his message was, and we don't even think about it because it's no longer radical. The radical message he had was this message that all of these rules aren't gonna get you into heaven. God is. God's gonna get you into heaven or God's not. It's not something you're capable of. You can be, I hope you will respond to this by going out and being the best person you can and helping others and knowing that God is there to help you so you should be there to help others and living this life of service, and then he moves on. And that is that original, in the Greek, the kerygma, the original proclamation of Jesus. It's quickly changed into the early proclamation of church, but the proclamation of Jesus is all this kingdom of God. What is the kingdom of God? And all of this, the lowly will be lifted up and those who are up on the top will be brought back down and it's this move towards true equality and where Job finds himself whining and where Paul finds himself with almost a false bravado, it's this character of the mother-in-law in Jesus that take the gifts they're given, take the hits they're given, and then get up and continue with their life and who they are. Get out there and do the work. You know, the interesting thing is in this, especially today, it kind of has this sort of sexist edge to it because it says, you know, she gets up and waits on them. And we don't know. Most of us assume, you know, we can just put a mom duty on her at that point. You know, she's cooking or doing, you know. But the truth is she gets up and had it said that about anyone else in scripture, that they served Jesus, we wouldn't go there. That's something, you know, if they said, yes, Peter was serving Jesus, they wouldn't go. You mean he made dinner? So some of that is our own projection. She gets up and it says, and she begins to serve them. When you're talking about Jesus and the followers, serving them could have meant she got up and went out and helped the poor. She served them. Most of us want healing. Most of us already have some amount of help. We all have some amount of gifts. Do we use them to serve the gospel? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On leaving the synagogue, Jesus entered
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the house of Simon and Andrew with James and John.
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Simon's mother-in-law lay sick with a fever.
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They immediately told him about her.
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He approached, grasped her hand, and helped her up.
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Then the fever left her, and she waited on them.
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When it was evening after sunset,
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they brought to him all who were ill or possessed by demons.
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The whole town was gathered at the door.
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He cured many who were sick with various diseases,
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and he drove out many demons, not
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permitting them to speak because they knew him.
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Rising very early before dawn, he
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left and went off to a deserted place where he prayed.
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Simon and those who were with him pursued him,
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and on finding him said, everyone is looking for you.
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He said, let us go to the nearby villages
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that I may preach there also.
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For this purpose, I have come.
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So he went into their synagogues,
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preaching and driving out demons through the whole of Galilee.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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We are presented with three very, very different visions
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of response to life and to fortune.
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The first one we get, and you know,
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the first two actually, Job and Paul,
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they kind of remind me of Tigger and Eeyore
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from Winnie the Pooh.
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You know, that first reading is just,
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you hate to refer to scripture as whiny,
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but you know, when Rita read it,
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and Rita is one of the most upbeat people I know,
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but even Rita reading it was a little depressing.
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It's not life of drudgery, and we're just a slave,
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and at night, and I'll never, ever, ever
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know happiness again, it is so Eeyore.
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You know, poor, poor Job.
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And you know, we get this in scripture,
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the entire book of Lamentations is,
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you know, it's ascribed to Job,
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but Job is a fictional character.
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So this is, it's like all the depressed people of Israel
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got together and decided to write a book.
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But it is important that that is in scripture,
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because otherwise, religion becomes
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the purview of happy people.
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And I've seen, and this is very popular
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in some of the sort of grassroots level churches in America
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where, you know, everyone's supposed to show up
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at a funeral going, but it's a blessing from God,
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and they're in heaven, and we're happy,
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and you're like, no.
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No, sometimes it's okay to bring that pain and sorrow
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into our faith, and it doesn't mean we're,
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you know, you're less Christian
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because you don't see joy in every moment.
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You know, and I have to tell you not to,
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you know, throw any of you under the bus,
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but I always like to notice when I come in,
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just because it's maybe a little projection,
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but when I come into the early morning mass,
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and I watch, usually it's during the first reading,
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and literally everyone's going.
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I'm like, this is a very unhappy group of people.
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And you know that, I know that by noon you'll all be fine,
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but it, you know, it's just, it's 7.30 in the morning,
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and most people just aren't real animated at that hour,
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you know, so there's this sense that scripture
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needs to bring all of us into our faith.
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There are four psalms called the cursing psalms
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that scripture scholars have written tons about
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that in the, in what is called the breviary,
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which is the cycle of prayers
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that the priest is supposed to say every day.
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So there's a set of psalms, three psalms,
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and in the cycle they took out the cursing psalms
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out of that little lectionary because they're just,
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you know, it's too awful a vision of God.
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They serve a great purpose in scripture.
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They let you know that the people in that day and age,
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they even brought their anger.
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Even anger at God is a belief in God.
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You can't be angry with a God you don't believe in.
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So even when someone says they are angry with God,
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it's an amazing expression of faith.
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You don't find people who have a great faith
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in a moment of crisis saying, huh, no longer believe in God.
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They may come to that crisis,
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but usually first they have to get to this anger at God.
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And when those cursing psalms, when people knew them,
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and you know, we know little lines out of them, you know,
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God will dash their children against a stone.
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That's not usually the God
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we're hoping to spend eternity with, you know.
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But that image of God is there because that's important,
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that we don't think that we can come to God
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only when we're emotionally in the right place.
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You know, if I'm going to pray,
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first I have to sort of calm and become a guru.
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And once I'm a guru, I can approach God in prayer.
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No, the prayer is what helps us get there.
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So we have to be able to bring ourselves,
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Job today, this character, Job in absolute,
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it's not even depression, Job is in a whiny space.
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Paul is in the tigger space.
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You know, Paul is, it's sort of like that grassroots level.
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Paul, every once in a while,
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and you don't know if we're getting the authentic,
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you know, he's writing a letter,
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and he basically, and from prison there's a lot of this,
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you know, I'm in prison and everything,
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you know, I'm in chains and I'm in the dark
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and they're going to kill me,
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but I'm in, I have all this joy for what's going on.
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And you kind of want to go, really, Paul?
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Really?
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You know, there are those people that we know
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that when real tragedy happens,
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you know, I almost think that, you know,
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it's the spiritual end of denial.
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There's a difference between trusting God
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that things are going to be okay
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even though they're tough right now.
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There's a difference between that and the sort of,
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oh, even when God gives me sufferings, I love it.
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And, you know, that leaves the area of spirituality
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and gets into some sort of fetish
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that I don't want to know about.
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Suffering is suffering.
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And God can be with us in it, but it's still suffering,
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and we need to feel the suffering.
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Some days we need to feel that sort of loneliness,
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whatever it is that Job is going through,
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whatever it is then that Paul is going through.
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Now, what we get that's interesting in the gospel,
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and we get it twice.
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We get it with Simon, Peter's mother-in-law,
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and we get it again with Jesus.
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And that is these people whose emotional reaction
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we're not told much about.
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We're told their physical reaction.
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Now, the mother-in-law in this to me
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is possibly the saddest character in all of Scripture.
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She's sick with a fever, and Jesus,
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Jesus himself walks in and says,
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basically says, you're healed.
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What's for dinner?
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I mean, this is every mother's nightmare.
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But, and of course, they don't say that anyone asked her.
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It just says, you know, the fever left,
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and she waited on them.
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And a few seconds later, we always see that,
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it always, you know, there's an edge to that for us.
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But we don't see that there's a very similar minute
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with Jesus in a few minutes.
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Jesus has got now the crowds pressing in on him.
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Everyone wants something.
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They've all seen the healing.
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They're all after him, and they, you know,
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everyone wants two minutes.
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And he gets away, and he prays.
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This is the moment that he is healed.
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He gets away, and he has a moment alone,
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and they come, and they say, everyone's looking for you.
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He goes, yeah, let's go, boom.
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He gets up, and he starts waiting on others again.
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It's this moment that says, you know,
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helping other people is exhausting,
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but the grace of this character of the mother-in-law
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is how many of us, when we're struck
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with some horrible health crisis,
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you know, this year, the flu, all these things,
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or even more serious life-threatening illnesses,
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how many of us, now, I don't mean the bargaining.
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We'll do all sorts of bargaining with God when we're sick.
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If you just get me well, I'll do this, I'll do,
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but how many of us truly want to be cured
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so that we can get back to helping others?
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How many of us think, oh, I've gotta get through this
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because, you know, people get there.
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People do this all the time.
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You know, even if it's not,
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even if it's not a warm, fuzzy feeling,
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I can't tell you the number of parents I've seen
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that face illness, and their first reaction
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is what will happen to my children?
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Meaning, I just want to be healthy
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so that I can get back to taking care of my children.
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That's that sort of gut-level reaction you see
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out of the mother-in-law and out of Jesus today,
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and what makes Jesus' kind of particular
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is he's so focused on the mission,
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and it's kind of the mission that I think
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modern religion has forgotten about.
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You know, Jesus is running around healing, helping.
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He's running around healing, helping,
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and preaching good news, and he goes into a town,
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and like, how much could he have preached?
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He couldn't have given them the code of canon law.
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You know, he goes in, he heals some people,
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he preaches the good news to them,
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and then goes to the next town.
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I've no doubt that nowadays the hierarchy
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would tell him that that is an incomplete catechesis,
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and absolutely no one is truly ready for the sacrament.
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When did our faith become, you know,
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this has got to, you have got to get to CCD every week,
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and you've got to do this, and we've got to train,
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and we're not teaching enough on this topic,
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when it sort of expanded from this,
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it says in Mark's gospel, the earliest gospel,
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most scripture scholars would say,
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you know, let's go to the nearby villages
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that I can preach there also.
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This is the purpose I've come for.
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So what it's telling us is the purpose
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that Jesus comes for, now we would say
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later he came for the cross,
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but at this moment in his life,
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his purpose as an itinerant preacher
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is clearly to go to a town,
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preach this message that, you know,
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God is with you in salvation,
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and God is going to lift up the poor,
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and all of these basic messages of the kingdom of God,
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he's gonna preach them,
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and a day later he's gonna be gone.
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What would it look like today if we could boil our faith
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down to something that could be taught in an afternoon?
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Now, that doesn't mean you wouldn't spend
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the rest of your life trying to ruminate on it
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and figure out what it meant,
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but my guess is if you told any member of the clergy,
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deacon, priest, bishop, pope,
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that, you know, you get two hours
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to tell them about Catholicism,
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and that's all they're gonna have for their life.
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It would just be fascinating to see, you know,
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where some people would go with that.
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What we'd always get probably is a little bit of gospel
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and a lot of agenda, you know,
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because they only get a moment.
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Jesus really didn't set up a system that said,
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let's come in and I am going to walk you through
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until you are all formed
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exactly the way I think you should be.
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It was this, I'm gonna leave you
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in the hands of your community.
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What the essence of his message was,
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and we don't even think about it
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because it's no longer radical.
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The radical message he had was this message
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that all of these rules aren't gonna get you into heaven.
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God is.
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God's gonna get you into heaven or God's not.
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It's not something you're capable of.
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You can be, I hope you will respond to this
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by going out and being the best person you can
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and helping others and knowing that God is there to help you
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so you should be there to help others
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and living this life of service, and then he moves on.
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And that is that original, in the Greek, the kerygma,
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the original proclamation of Jesus.
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It's quickly changed into the early proclamation of church,
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but the proclamation of Jesus is all this kingdom of God.
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What is the kingdom of God?
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And all of this, the lowly will be lifted up
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and those who are up on the top will be brought back down
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and it's this move towards true equality
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and where Job finds himself whining
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and where Paul finds himself with almost a false bravado,
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it's this character of the mother-in-law in Jesus
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that take the gifts they're given,
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take the hits they're given,
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and then get up and continue with their life
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and who they are.
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Get out there and do the work.
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You know, the interesting thing is in this,
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especially today, it kind of has
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this sort of sexist edge to it
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because it says, you know, she gets up and waits on them.
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And we don't know.
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Most of us assume, you know,
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we can just put a mom duty on her at that point.
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You know, she's cooking or doing, you know.
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But the truth is she gets up
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and had it said that about anyone else in scripture,
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that they served Jesus, we wouldn't go there.
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That's something, you know, if they said,
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yes, Peter was serving Jesus, they wouldn't go.
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You mean he made dinner?
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So some of that is our own projection.
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She gets up and it says, and she begins to serve them.
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When you're talking about Jesus and the followers,
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serving them could have meant she got up
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and went out and helped the poor.
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She served them.
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Most of us want healing.
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Most of us already have some amount of help.
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We all have some amount of gifts.
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Do we use them to serve the gospel?
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Because the day we do, that's when we understand
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the mindset of Simon's mother-in-law.
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More importantly, we start to understand
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the mindset of Jesus.
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Could have set himself up with a really nice following
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if he didn't just keep going to the next town.
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But that's what he came for.
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Not to control a small group of people,
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but to transform and give freedom to the wider community.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the honest and hum Father Pat’s message centers on the honest and human ways people respond to suffering, healing, and purpose in life. He contrasts the emotional states of Job and Paul—one embodying sorrow and lamentation, the other enthusiastic but possibly unrealistic joy—with the quiet, purposeful actions of Jesus and Simon’s mother-in-law, who both respond to healing and renewal by immediately serving others. Father Pat emphasizes that authentic faith does not require emotional perfection; rather, it invites us to bring our full, messy selves to God. True spirituality is not about escaping suffering or masking it with cheerfulness, but about allowing God to meet us in our real experiences—and then, like Jesus, continuing the mission of love, compassion, and service.
Father Pat begins his homily by acknowledging the range of emotional responses to life’s burdens as portrayed in Scripture, particularly through the figures of Job and Paul. Job represents the voice of lament and despair, a deeply human cry that resonates with anyone who has experienced suffering. Father Pat humorously compares Job to Eeyore from “Winnie the Pooh,” describing his speech as almost “whiny,” yet affirming the sacredness of these feelings by noting that such expressions are preserved within the biblical canon. This inclusion reveals that even sorrow and anger have a place in our relationship with God. Lamentation, even when directed at God, is still an act of faith. Father Pat notes that scripture includes “cursing psalms” and difficult passages because they reflect the whole human experience—they remind us that we don’t have to be emotionally sanitized to pray. God embraces us in our rawness, not just in our serenity.
Paul, on the other hand, is likened to Tigger—bouncing with joy, even in suffering. From prison, Paul writes with elation and confidence in God’s plan. Father Pat challenges this tone slightly, suggesting that while trust in God during hardship is admirable, there’s a danger in romanticizing suffering. It becomes a kind of denial or even spiritual exhibitionism if we pretend that pain is not painful. He warns against the kind of piety that demands cheerfulness in tragic moments, such as at funerals, where people may feel pressured to smile and declare God’s goodness rather than grieve. Real faith makes room for grief and does not require us to fake joy. Paul’s joy is authentic, but it must be grounded in a recognition of real human pain.
The Gospel reading, however, shifts the focus from emotional expression to action. Simon’s mother-in-law, once healed by Jesus, immediately begins to serve. While some may read this cynically—as though she’s being forced back into domestic servitude—Father Pat invites a more generous interpretation. He sees her response not as obligation but vocation. She uses her healing as a call to return to service. Likewise, Jesus himself, after healing and ministering to crowds, withdraws to pray, restoring himself spiritually. Yet when the disciples find him and urge him to return to the crowd, he instead insists on continuing to other villages. This shows a laser focus on mission: not to build a fan base or stay in comfort, but to reach more people with the good news of the Kingdom.
Father Pat draws a parallel between the mother-in-law and Jesus: both are healed or renewed, and both return to service. This is the model of authentic discipleship—not just receiving grace for personal comfort, but being transformed to serve others. He challenges the modern Church’s tendency to overcomplicate faith with systems, rules, programs, and catechetical requirements. Jesus’ message was simple, radical, and portable. He preached, healed, and moved on. He trusted communities to hold and live the message without his constant oversight. In contrast, today's Church often insists on complete doctrinal formation before people are “ready” for sacraments or belonging. But Jesus’ original ministry was about inclusion, liberation, and transformation—not control.
Ultimately, Father Pat's message calls us to reflect on our own responses to God’s grace. Are we like Job, overwhelmed and sorrowful? Like Paul, exuberant but perhaps in denial? Or like Simon’s mother-in-law and Jesus, do we receive healing and then rise to serve? Faith is not about achieving emotional perfection but about responding to God’s presence with authenticity and purpose. The goal is not to be cheerful all the time or to suffer stoically, but to live a life of service rooted in the grace we’ve received. When we do that, we participate in the mission of Christ—not to dominate or indoctrinate, but to heal, liberate, and proclaim the nearness of God’s kingdom....
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I often tell people that, you know, this is my favorite scripture, this is my favorite, this is it. But I learned early on at seminary that when it comes to my own spiritual theology in the church, that Ascension is my favorite. I wrote papers on it. The larger thesis, my scripture was on the scriptures of the Ascension, my favorite. Moral theology, the theology of the Ascension. I mean, because I think it's where we are called to be in this age is both Pentecost and Ascension and the way the two constantly come together. We are, we aren't beyond, but I mean, you know, the resurrection sort of begins, the idea of church, and then we live in Ascension and Pentecost until the final day. And what that means for us is that we are moving upward. Jesus comes down, there's a little private prayer said here at the altar that I think for me sums up a lot of it. You never hear it. There's a whole bunch of little prayers that you don't hear. And they say it's sotoboce, under the voice you're supposed to say them. And so one of them is when I pour the little drop of water into the chalice of wine. The water is supposed to represent humanity, the wine divinity. So I put a little drop in because we are absorbed into the basses of divinity, not the other way around. We're the smaller part. But the prayer is, through the mingling of this water and wine, may we come to share in the divinity of Christ, who humbled himself to share in our humanity. That Jesus comes down and takes on humanity for one purpose, to drag it back up with him at the Ascension. And why it's so funny because you'll always hear people talk about, you know, that the beginning of real salvation is in the crucifixion and the death and resurrection. And the beginning of the church is Pentecost. Ascension, at least I didn't get nailed when I did this theology, from one of theirs. Ascension is, according especially to theologians like Casper, it is the beginning of heaven. This is the birth of heaven. Humanity in the Godhead. Jesus takes humanity and when he brings that humanity back up, what do we say? What is heaven? It's where we live with God in perfect union forever. That starts with the humanity of Jesus living with God. He kind of moves out of this physical realm with us and takes the humanity with him. And the thing about humanity is, humanity always seeks more humanity. And so we are all called up with it. What Casper said that got me started on this, Walter Casper, Greek theologian in the church, that the ascension, it's not incorrect, he said, but it's a bad way. We should never tell people the ascension happened 2,000 years ago. The ascension began 2,000 years ago. And every time another member of the body of Christ has ascended, it's the ascension. And this is why in the catechism, even though it doesn't say that the people who are baptized will make it to heaven, it does say baptism is an assurance of salvation. And the way he puts it, it's that a lot of people in the church do not want to embrace this because it's too hopeful or more importantly, it gives hope to all the wrong people. And that is, he says, until every last, think what this says about hell, until every last member of the body of Christ is ascended, Christ is never fully ascended to hell. That's God's commitment to us. God's commitment is Jesus is not fully ascended until every last member of the body is. Where the head has gone, the body must follow. And that's prayer after prayer in our liturgy. And so it's this almost intense promise that God will find a way to break through to every one of us and help us to become the people who make sense in heaven. What it leaves us as a mission is to do for others what Jesus did for us. You know, Jesus came down to lift us up. If you really want to put at a missionary level, we try to word it so many ways. Well, help the poor and visit the sick and take care of one another. It is all summed up in lift people up. Everyone who comes into your orbit this week, will they leave it feeling better about themselves than when they arrived or worse? Or probably most tragically, will you have no effect on them at all? When people come into our orbit, how do we lead them? And I think religion has too long taken this, the idea that, well, what you have to do is make sure they know they're sinners. You have to make sure they know they're failing. You have to make sure they know it. No one has ever put themselves into the work of the path because someone made them feel worse about themselves. Making people feel worse about themselves will not make them better people. It's kind of the trick of parenting. And I always want to tread lightly because I know 95% of parents in this room have probably used this phrase. Were I a parent, I would have used it a lot. And we're trying to be very gentle with children. And Father John Philenbach used to say, it's a step in the right direction, but we want to go even further. Rather than, a century ago, you were a bad kid for doing that. You're bad. That's a bad person. I want a bad girl. What a bad boy. No child has ever become better because you convinced them they were bad. They might behave better when you're a guru, but convince them they're a bad person. That will not serve them well. And what we've gone to, that is the one that he questioned next was, well, you know, I'm very disappointed in you. He says, well, there's nothing wrong with them knowing that, but if they done something wrong, your disappointment is not really the point. I just want you to know you should go through your whole life. What's your moral compass? Don't disappoint mom or dad. You know how many 40-year-olds are in therapy? Because they're still trying not to disappoint mom. He said, the perfect parent, and I actually know two perfect parents in Chicago. They're almost here, Katie. They take the, without sounding this trite or this cliche, they always take the, you're better than that. You can do better. And if you do that, they're not disappointed, they're concerned. Because I think that choice is going to mess you up down the road. They're convincing them that they want to convince their children that they're good enough to invest effort in their own life. Make people feel better about themselves. No one has ever pulled themselves out of addiction because they finally felt lousy enough about themselves. They may hit rock bottom. What happens though is some voice lets them know, I deserve better than this from me. Something picks them up. We have to be a people who find ways that we can, sometimes we have to say to someone, you know, this sort of behavior really hurts me, this, that, and the other. There are ways to say that by saying, you know, I'm only saying this because of how much I value our friendship and I know that this is a little thing and, you know, I just want you to be aware of it. There are ways that we invite people in rather than beating them down. You know, the example I want to tattle on myself all the time with is, you know, when you're in traffic and you go around someone because they're going slow. And I'm going to make this gentle. Let's assume they're going under the speed limit when I say they're going slow. And there's a lane. There is nothing wrong with saying they're going this speed and I want to go this speed. You go around them. That's what you're supposed to do. But every once in a while when you've had to stay behind them for too long and you go around them, you have to do this to me. Because it's not about me going faster. It's about me going faster and them knowing that I disappointed them. I need them to know that I don't think, well, why? Because as soon as I make them feel lousy about themselves, maybe they'll become better people. We don't make anyone better by making them feel worse. Yes, we should have regret over things we've done, but it turns quickly into shame over who we are and that will never lead us to heaven. Try to find the scriptures where Jesus makes people feel bad about themselves. The only people he goes after are religious leaders who are making other people feel bad about themselves. It's the only kind everywhere who do that. And so I think when people come in to our orbit for a while, how good are we at lifting them up? This irritating couple in Chicago, John and Patty, they're long beyond parity at this point, but he was an ER attending doctor and that's to work and it's tough on a marriage. But he was really good. You know, if John came home late, it was for one reason and that was, I mean, it was an absolute emergency. He couldn't, he was never one of those that couldn't hand off something to the next doctor if he was able to. There was no ego involved. If it was something where it was just, it was urgent. So he was never eight hours late. He was never, I mean, he might be a little late. And Patty always said to me, oh, every four weeks or so he is late. It was like for an ER doc. So I have to tell you that because I want you to know this is not like, oh, that's how once a spouse just abuses the other. No, no. He was very good about it. He was all mode. He got, if he was going to be home for dinner, he was home for dinner. And she said about three times a year he really could make it out. Unfortunately, one of those times was his 10th anniversary with, you know, eight dinner guests at home and his wife, toasty and empty chair. He said to me and he said, you know, it's the first time in my life I, he's cause they have great relationship. He goes, I look forward to going home. It's the first time in my entire marriage. I did not want to go home. He said, I just knew, I knew she was crushed. I knew she was going to be mad. I knew I deserved it. But clearly this was not something he did all the time. So he walks in and this is her chins. At that moment, she can either bring him to his knees or she can lift him up. And he came in and he said, you know, let me just say, and she said, let me stop you. You rarely do this and you can't control when it happens. And if that's the price I pay for being married to a hero, so be it. Why not experience the power of lifting Sonata? Why not experience that power? You know, that I'm going to, I'm going to let them know what's wrong with God. There's, there's no real power in that. There's never enough of it. It never feeds us. We can never be enough. We can never be been enough to enough people. I mean, I tried and I screwed just it will never satisfy me. You know, it's what it means to do something like that and, and, and move on. I think for the Ascension this week, so that we're really ready to receive the spirit. Everyone who has a meaningful interaction with you, ask yourself, is there a way to help them to lead feeling better about who they are then rather than, than worse, you know? Oh, I, I just messed up. Welcome to the club. Oh, good, good. We're closer now. You know, the last thing I need is a perfect friend. You know, I mean, how do we help people feel better about themselves? We don't have to lie. People mess up. People mess up. We don't have to pretend they didn't mess up. We can see what is good in them. Jesus comes down and as I've told you dozens of times, he gets nothing for himself out of coming down and suffering. He, he starts this whole thing as God. There is no upgrade. He's not now God point two. There's no upgrade. He does it to lift others up. If we're going to follow Jesus, we will start by lifting people up and people who come to us for whatever reason will leave feeling better about themselves rather than worse. The first makes us feel temporarily a little powerful. The second converts others to the love of Christ.", "segments": [{"id": 0, "seek": 0, "start": 0.0, "end": 5.28000020980835, "text": " The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.", "tokens": [50364, 440, 3257, 312, 365, 291, 13, 400, 365, 428, 3797, 13, 316, 3760, 490, 264, 6295, 23163, 4650, 281, 13044, 13, 50628], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2571847140789032, "compression_ratio": 1.6536965370178223, "no_speech_prob": 0.0024149541277438402}, {"id": 1, "seek": 0, "start": 5.28000020980835, "end": 9.600000381469727, "text": " Glory be to the Lord. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory be to the Lord. Jesus said to his disciples,
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thus it is written that the Christ would suffer and rise from the dead on the third day
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and then repentance for the forgiveness of sins would be preached in his name to all the nations
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beginning from Jerusalem. You are witnesses of these things and behold I am sending the promise
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of my father upon you. But stay in the city until you are clothed with power from on high.
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Then he led them out as far as Bethany, raised his hands and blessed them. As he blessed them
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he parted from them and was taken up to heaven. They did him homage and then returned to Jerusalem
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with great joy. And they were continually in the temple praising God. The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise you Jesus.
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I often tell people that, you know, this is my favorite scripture, this is my favorite,
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this is it. But I learned early on at seminary that when it comes to my own spiritual theology
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in the church, that Ascension is my favorite. I wrote papers on it. The larger thesis,
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my scripture was on the scriptures of the Ascension, my favorite. Moral theology,
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the theology of the Ascension. I mean, because I think it's where we are called to be in this age
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is both Pentecost and Ascension and the way the two constantly come together.
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We are, we aren't beyond, but I mean, you know, the resurrection sort of begins,
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the idea of church, and then we live in Ascension and Pentecost until the final day.
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And what that means for us is that we are moving upward. Jesus comes down, there's a little private
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prayer said here at the altar that I think for me sums up a lot of it. You never hear it. There's
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a whole bunch of little prayers that you don't hear. And they say it's sotoboce, under the voice
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you're supposed to say them. And so one of them is when I pour the little drop of water into the
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chalice of wine. The water is supposed to represent humanity, the wine divinity. So I put a little drop
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in because we are absorbed into the basses of divinity, not the other way around. We're the
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smaller part. But the prayer is, through the mingling of this water and wine, may we come to
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share in the divinity of Christ, who humbled himself to share in our humanity. That Jesus
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comes down and takes on humanity for one purpose, to drag it back up with him at the Ascension.
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And why it's so funny because you'll always hear people talk about, you know, that the beginning
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of real salvation is in the crucifixion and the death and resurrection. And the beginning of the
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church is Pentecost. Ascension, at least I didn't get nailed when I did this theology,
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from one of theirs. Ascension is, according especially to theologians like Casper,
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it is the beginning of heaven. This is the birth of heaven. Humanity in the Godhead. Jesus takes
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humanity and when he brings that humanity back up, what do we say? What is heaven?
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It's where we live with God in perfect union forever. That starts with the humanity of Jesus
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living with God. He kind of moves out of this physical realm with us and takes the humanity
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with him. And the thing about humanity is, humanity always seeks more humanity.
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And so we are all called up with it. What Casper said that got me started on this,
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Walter Casper, Greek theologian in the church, that the ascension, it's not incorrect, he said,
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but it's a bad way. We should never tell people the ascension happened 2,000 years ago.
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The ascension began 2,000 years ago. And every time another member of the body of Christ has
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ascended, it's the ascension. And this is why in the catechism, even though it doesn't say that
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the people who are baptized will make it to heaven, it does say baptism is an assurance
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of salvation. And the way he puts it, it's that a lot of people in the church do not want to
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embrace this because it's too hopeful or more importantly, it gives hope to all the wrong
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people. And that is, he says, until every last, think what this says about hell,
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until every last member of the body of Christ is ascended, Christ is never fully ascended to hell.
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That's God's commitment to us. God's commitment is Jesus is not fully ascended until every last
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member of the body is. Where the head has gone, the body must follow. And that's prayer after
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prayer in our liturgy. And so it's this almost intense promise that God will find a way to
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break through to every one of us and help us to become the people who make sense in heaven.
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What it leaves us as a mission is to do for others what Jesus did for us.
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You know, Jesus came down to lift us up. If you really want to put at a missionary level,
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we try to word it so many ways. Well, help the poor and visit the sick and take care of one
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another. It is all summed up in lift people up. Everyone who comes into your orbit this week,
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will they leave it feeling better about themselves than when they arrived or worse?
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Or probably most tragically, will you have no effect on them at all?
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When people come into our orbit, how do we lead them? And I think religion has too long taken this,
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the idea that, well, what you have to do is make sure they know they're sinners. You have to make
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sure they know they're failing. You have to make sure they know it. No one has ever
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put themselves into the work of the path because someone made them feel worse about themselves.
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Making people feel worse about themselves will not make them better people.
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It's kind of the trick of parenting. And I always want to tread lightly because I know
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95% of parents in this room have probably used this phrase.
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Were I a parent, I would have used it a lot.
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And we're trying to be very gentle with children. And Father John Philenbach used to say,
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it's a step in the right direction, but we want to go even further. Rather than,
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a century ago, you were a bad kid for doing that. You're bad. That's a bad person. I want a bad
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girl. What a bad boy. No child has ever become better because you convinced them they were bad.
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They might behave better when you're a guru, but convince them they're a bad person.
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That will not serve them well. And what we've gone to, that is the one that he questioned next was,
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well, you know, I'm very disappointed in you. He says, well, there's nothing wrong with them
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knowing that, but if they done something wrong, your disappointment is not really the point.
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I just want you to know you should go through your whole life. What's your moral compass?
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Don't disappoint mom or dad. You know how many 40-year-olds are in therapy?
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Because they're still trying not to disappoint mom. He said, the perfect parent, and I actually
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know two perfect parents in Chicago. They're almost here, Katie.
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They take the, without sounding this trite or this cliche, they always take the,
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you're better than that. You can do better. And if you do that, they're not disappointed,
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they're concerned. Because I think that choice is going to mess you up down the road.
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They're convincing them that they want to convince their children that they're good
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enough to invest effort in their own life. Make people feel better about themselves.
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No one has ever pulled themselves out of addiction because they finally felt lousy
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enough about themselves. They may hit rock bottom. What happens though is some voice
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lets them know, I deserve better than this from me. Something picks them up.
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We have to be a people who find ways that we can, sometimes we have to say to someone,
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you know, this sort of behavior really hurts me, this, that, and the other. There are ways to say
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that by saying, you know, I'm only saying this because of how much I value our friendship and
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I know that this is a little thing and, you know, I just want you to be aware of it.
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There are ways that we invite people in rather than beating them down.
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You know, the example I want to tattle on myself all the time with is, you know,
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when you're in traffic and you go around someone because they're going slow.
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And I'm going to make this gentle. Let's assume they're going under the speed limit when I say
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they're going slow. And there's a lane. There is nothing wrong with saying they're going this
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speed and I want to go this speed. You go around them. That's what you're supposed to do.
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But every once in a while when you've had to stay behind them for too long and you go around
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them, you have to do this to me. Because it's not about me going faster. It's about me going
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faster and them knowing that I disappointed them. I need them to know that I don't think, well,
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why? Because as soon as I make them feel lousy about themselves, maybe they'll become better
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people. We don't make anyone better by making them feel worse. Yes, we should have regret over
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things we've done, but it turns quickly into shame over who we are and that will never lead
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us to heaven. Try to find the scriptures where Jesus makes people feel bad about themselves.
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The only people he goes after are religious leaders who are making other people feel bad
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about themselves. It's the only kind everywhere who do that. And so I think when people come in
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to our orbit for a while, how good are we at lifting them up? This irritating couple in Chicago,
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John and Patty, they're long beyond parity at this point, but he was an ER attending
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doctor and that's to work and it's tough on a marriage. But he was really good.
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You know, if John came home late, it was for one reason and that was,
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I mean, it was an absolute emergency. He couldn't, he was never one of those that couldn't hand off
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something to the next doctor if he was able to. There was no ego involved. If it was something
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where it was just, it was urgent. So he was never eight hours late. He was never, I mean,
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he might be a little late. And Patty always said to me, oh, every four weeks or so he is late.
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It was like for an ER doc. So I have to tell you that because I want you to know this is not like,
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oh, that's how once a spouse just abuses the other. No, no. He was very good about it. He was all
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mode. He got, if he was going to be home for dinner, he was home for dinner.
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And she said about three times a year he really could make it out. Unfortunately,
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one of those times was his 10th anniversary with, you know, eight dinner guests at home
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and his wife, toasty and empty chair. He said to me and he said, you know, it's the first time
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in my life I, he's cause they have great relationship. He goes, I look forward to
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going home. It's the first time in my entire marriage. I did not want to go home. He said,
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I just knew, I knew she was crushed. I knew she was going to be mad. I knew I deserved it.
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But clearly this was not something he did all the time. So he walks in and this is her chins.
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At that moment, she can either bring him to his knees or she can lift him up. And he came in and
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he said, you know, let me just say, and she said, let me stop you. You rarely do this and you can't
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control when it happens. And if that's the price I pay for being married to a hero, so be it.
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Why not experience the power of lifting Sonata?
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Why not experience that power? You know, that I'm going to, I'm going to let them know what's
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wrong with God. There's, there's no real power in that. There's never enough of it. It never feeds
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us. We can never be enough. We can never be been enough to enough people. I mean, I tried and I
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screwed just it will never satisfy me. You know, it's what it means to do something like that
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and, and, and move on. I think for the Ascension this week, so that we're really ready to receive
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the spirit. Everyone who has a meaningful interaction with you, ask yourself, is there a way
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to help them to lead feeling better about who they are then rather than, than worse, you know?
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Oh, I, I just messed up. Welcome to the club. Oh, good, good. We're closer now.
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You know, the last thing I need is a perfect friend.
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You know, I mean, how do we help people feel better about themselves? We don't have to lie.
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People mess up. People mess up. We don't have to pretend they didn't mess up.
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We can see what is good in them. Jesus comes down and as I've told you dozens of times,
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he gets nothing for himself out of coming down and suffering. He, he starts this whole thing
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as God. There is no upgrade. He's not now God point two. There's no upgrade. He does it to
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lift others up. If we're going to follow Jesus, we will start by lifting people up and people
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who come to us for whatever reason will leave feeling better about themselves rather than worse.
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The first makes us feel temporarily a little powerful. The second converts others to the love
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Father Pat’s message centers on the theological an Father Pat’s message centers on the theological and spiritual significance of the Ascension of Christ, which he considers the most profound mystery within Christian doctrine. He teaches that the Ascension is not a past event but an ongoing divine action in which humanity is continually being lifted toward union with God. Christ’s raising of human nature into the Godhead is not just symbolic—it inaugurates heaven itself. As such, our mission as followers of Christ is to emulate his redemptive work by lifting others up, affirming their dignity, and helping them recognize their worth and possibility for transformation. True discipleship, according to Father Pat, is not about condemnation or guilt but about hope, encouragement, and the relentless invitation to rise.
Father Pat develops a rich theological reflection on the Ascension as not merely a historical moment, but as the beginning of heaven itself. Drawing on the insights of theologians like Walter Kasper, he emphasizes that the Ascension marks the moment when Jesus, fully divine and fully human, brings humanity into the divine life. This is not an isolated event from 2,000 years ago but an ongoing process wherein Christ continues to draw the human race into the heart of God. Father Pat stresses that Jesus' return to the Father with human nature is the foundational act of salvation’s completion; it is the divine guarantee that we, too, are meant for heaven. The Ascension reveals not only where Christ has gone, but where we are all destined, as members of his body.
This theological truth carries profound pastoral implications. Father Pat challenges a spiritual culture often focused on guilt, shame, and exposure of sin. Instead, he invites Christians to reimagine their mission as one of uplifting others. He critiques the tendency within religious communities and even parenting to correct by inducing shame or disappointment. Instead of saying, “You’re bad,” or “I’m disappointed in you,” the more Christ-like approach is, “You’re better than this.” This reflects the belief that people grow not by being diminished, but by being reminded of their inherent goodness and potential. God’s salvific work is rooted in love that elevates rather than condemns. Jesus did not come to expose our unworthiness, but to affirm our belovedness and call us higher.
Father Pat also reflects on liturgical symbolism, such as the quiet prayer said when mixing water and wine at the altar. The drop of water symbolizes humanity being absorbed into divinity—underscoring that salvation is not God becoming more human, but humanity being taken up into the divine. This act is not merely liturgical poetry; it is the core of the Ascension’s meaning. Jesus came down not to remain among us physically forever, but to bring us with him into eternal communion with God. Heaven, then, is not a distant reward but a present, unfolding reality that begins with Christ and continues as each of us is drawn into divine life.
The call, then, is to imitate Christ’s lifting of humanity. Father Pat insists that real spiritual power lies not in judgment but in encouragement. He shares stories—both humorous and poignant—showing how small acts of grace, like a forgiving spouse or a kind friend, can embody the Ascension’s spirit. Even something as mundane as a traffic encounter becomes a moment to choose between petty superiority or grace. He asks us to reflect: when people leave our presence, do they feel better about themselves—or worse? Do we help them recognize their capacity for growth, or do we burden them with shame?
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to live Pentecost and Ascension together: to be filled with the Spirit and to lift others as Christ lifted us. The Ascension is not about Jesus leaving us—it’s about him drawing us with him into the life of God. Our task is to continue that mission, to embody the hope of the Gospel by affirming the dignity, worth, and divine destiny of every person we encounter. To follow Jesus, then, is to be a people who lift others up....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 947.760009765625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked where the disciples were, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, peace be with you. When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. And the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them again, peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you. And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them. Whose sins you retain are retained. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Pentecost is probably the single solemnity of the church that really has us focus on the first reading rather than the Gospel. The first reading is the Pentecost reading. And we get this sort of what some theologians have called a little Pentecost. That's sort of the day after Easter. Our Gospel reading is actually the same reading we have every year on the Sunday after Easter. We've kind of looped back around to the beginning of the season. And they're both readings about the coming of the Spirit. And it's probably, given the nature of the words involved, it is literally the most nebulous idea we have. What the Spirit came, what it looked like. We get some pretty fanciful visions drawn. But more than that, and I know I speak about this a lot, but 2,000 years of Christian history in our eyes, we often can't read the text anymore without hearing things that aren't there, that we've been told are there. For example, I think because of the way Christianity developed in 2,000 years, most of us hear the phrase, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them and whose sins you retain are retained. And the 2,000 years of history immediately filter that, reread it, and say, if you don't forgive someone's sins, God will back you up and not forgive them as well. That is a huge jump from what the text says. You know, if you won't forgive sins, then they're not forgiven. It doesn't mean God won't forgive them, it means you're gonna hold those sins unforgiven. You guys wanna just hold things against each other, you can. You wanna let go of sins, they'll be released. And that was the big news, because people knew they could hold sins against one another, but you hear in the stories of Jesus, who are you to forgive, you can't forgive sins. The breakthrough here was, yes, you can forgive one another. Let things go. You know, what if, worst possible case scenario, what if we all get to heaven? All right. Now I have to get along with you. I mean, what would that be like? Do we ever think that way? You know, what if you could walk into heaven tomorrow if you're ready to embrace whoever else happened to get there? And you don't get to use the good old stock answer, which is, well, it's all right. I'm sure Uncle Samuel won't be there anyway. I'm sure they won't, well, those people won't be there anyway. Worst case scenario, what if everyone gets in? Still wanna go? Because in Jesus' message, you see the underlying issue is, it's when everyone gets in that it really becomes worthwhile. Very different from our belief, because most people, we kind of have the country club belief. But it's not going to be a little exclusive. What really is the point? That's our culture, not our faith. It's so hard for us to get there. And so we get this moment in Pentecost, and I always love in these miracle moments to try and figure out how people visualize the miracle. You know, with the multiplication of the bread. Do they picture a basket that just keeps bubbling out bread? Do they picture people starting to share what they've had with them all along, and it being enough? How do you picture the miracle? Here, is the miracle more something where the speakers were transformed, or the listeners? Because I think Pentecost is about the listeners. I think it's where we learn as a faith to evangelize with our ears, rather than our lips. And that's a very sort of counterintuitive idea. Rarely do we evangelize with our ears. Ready to hear the other person's story, encounter the God that has already been there in their lives, then share the gospel, and see what happens in that dialogue. We think that evangelization is, I show up with a Bible in one hand, and the catechism in the other, and by the time you leave me, you will know that a sacrament is an outward sign of an inward grace, and the sign is effective, and you know, that's not evangelization. If someone walks away with an identical set of ideas, I don't know that they've been evangelized. But when we open our ears and start to hear each other, so without, you know, totally dismissing the Comic-Con crowd who love to think that this was, you know, the first universal translator from Star Trek. They spoke out, and the Klingons heard what was being said. No, there's a line in here that kind of clues us in to what was really going on, and it says, now there were devout Jews from every nation under heaven staying in Jerusalem. Take it with a grain of salt that is written with the mindset of the day. I don't think Fiji was represented. So when it says every nation under heaven, you know, we're probably talking about a tract of land that might be Colorado and Wyoming. You know, they have a very small vision of what every nation is, but when it says devout Jews, and here's where Catholics kind of can understand this if you think back historically. It would rather be like saying in the 1930s that groups from Catholics from every nation gathered, and they said mass in Latin, and they all magically understood. It was the only mass they knew. Hebrew and Aramaic and Greek, and Hebrew to Aramaic, if you look at Hebrew and Greek, Aramaic is Spanglish. It was the mix between the two. All of these Jews of the Diaspora, and then the Jews in Galilee, you know, between about one or two languages, they all knew the same language, because as devout Jews, they studied scripture, which only existed in two languages, you know. They studied, you know, they studied or went to temples, or if they didn't live close enough to the temple, they had gatherings, they discussed religion. It was the language of their cult, their worship. And so it's not that they couldn't understand each other if they wanted to really lean in, listen, and work at it. It's that the groups didn't like each other. The Jews of the Diaspora, when I say the Diaspora, those were those who were exiled at one point, some under Babylonian rule, others under Assyrian rule. Whenever they became an occupied nation, they would often take the leaders and exile them, get them out. And what would happen, as ugly as it sounds, is those who were lucky enough to not be exiled would slowly sit in judgment over the ones who were, because they would end up in another country and they would mix with the locals. And all of a sudden, their faith might start to pick up some, you know, extra things that were not pure. You know, like when we picked up genuflecting from the Greek. Most of you have become comfortable with it by now. But back then, there was an impurity in the faith. So you had these people, there was a lot of animosity. And the gift of Pentecost is not that all of a sudden, they spoke the same phonetic cultural language, but that they were willing, perhaps, to use what they already had and begin to listen to one another. And in the listening comes understanding. Our school is starting, I've been talking about this for a few weeks, and you'll get real irritated with this by fall. But we're starting this program, this leadership program. You know, a lot of the schools now, you have STEM schools and schools of the arts. And the school here, we're going to use one of these leadership programs. And it's not, you know, when someone says, oh, a Catholic leadership school, there's two reactions to that. For some people, they're thinking, oh, good, what they're trying to do is get, as long as, if we had more Catholics in leadership, the world would be a better place. As soon as we control the world, and that's not what it's about. Because, you know, power over others, we've talked about that, that's political. But what Catholic leadership would look like, what Christian leadership should look like, is servant leadership. So, I'm starting to rewrite the leadership report. Colleen just got the brochures done. She's very happy with me changing things. And I said, you know, what if, instead, we call this a servant leadership program? We're a servant leadership school. And what I would love to focus our children on, because I think if they get it at a foundational level, they'll have a different approach to life than most of us do. And we will, we work on it as adults, but it's never as foundational. And that is, most of us grew up hearing a pretty common question in our preteens and our adolescent years, and that is, what do you want to be when you grow up? Not a bad question, and we start asking children pretty early and getting them to dream, what do you want to be when you grow up? But I think servant leadership asks, whom do you want to help when you grow up? Who would you like to see helped? Not, I want to be a doctor, but I really feel called to help people who are sick. Not, I want to be a lawyer, I feel called to help people who are fighting injustice. Who do we want to help in the world? Because that's the underlying question, and that will take the evangelization of our ears. We have to start to listen to the needs around us. We have to get beyond our parish and our church and our city and our nation, and we have to really fight these, around the world, these movements that are saying, let's shut down globalization. Let's start just to worry about the people close to us. But let's face it, probably the Germans aren't getting into heaven anyway, let's not worry about them. I'm only saying that because I'm going to Germany soon, so I thought I had to pick a country. I mean, it really, I think we often do that. I think we don't have to worry about that. We just take care of us and ours, and we're doing our job in the world, but it's not the Christian call. The Christian call is, how many people are we going to help? If the church is going to be great in leadership, it has to be great in servanthood. It has to be a servant leader. And so, that's our new question, I think, that we should focus on is, who do we want to help in life? And how does that drive our vocation? Every year around Pentecost, I'm always very mindful of Monsignor Peter Quang. If you don't know him, he's the pastor over at All Saints, and he started life, I mean, it was difficult. He and his siblings were orphaned on the streets of Vietnam, and he literally raised and kept his siblings together on the streets over there, and came over here in the bottom of a boat, stowed away as a young child, you know, has since put together a life here. And he has such a different upbringing from us, and one time we were in discussion around a table, it was a lead discussion, and a bunch of priests who were sitting around, and there were six of us at our table, and we were supposed to be saying, you know, how did you discern your vocation? How did you come to believe that this is what you should do? And we, of course, all of us, immediately became professional therapists. And we talked about the deep movements of our hearts, and where we felt we might find fulfillment, and with the Catholic priesthood, you know, the celibacy issue, and, you know, will you be able, will that be okay for you, and how will you, you know, are you okay with this aspect of ministry? And we did all this discernment talk as we went around the table, and Peter, Monsignor Quang was the last one, and he was listening just fascinated, and so we finally got to him and said, so Peter, what made you want to become a priest? And he, not being smart or anything, he just said, my village needed priests. We had spent 35 minutes talking about, you know, whether it would be a fulfilling thing for our heart, and would it fill, we just, we knew that God would put a joy in my heart, and what it was gonna do to fulfill my life, and he grew up with ears that said they needed a priest. And people can believe what they want about vocations and calls, but I truly believe if they'd had a priest and needed a doctor, he'd have become a doctor, and it would have still been his vocation, because he listened to the need around him, and I just remember how that changed my thinking about discernment, certainly as a pastor. You know, there's, at any moment, there's at least 20 things on the table of people who are dealing with death in their family, and people who are dealing with interpersonal struggles, and people who are dealing with serious illnesses, and losses of homes, and all, and you want each one of those to be important, and of course, each one of those wants you to forget the other 19, but it's, you know, you have to be called by the needs of the community, and we all have to be called by the needs of the greater community. We don't always get to hear the story of what happened to all those people who heard, who listened, who moved beyond their petty prejudices, and listened to people that formerly they'd had some tensions with, and in the listening, they become one. Now, I don't think they all walked out agreeing on everything. Agreement is not the same as support, and love, and nurture. They went out ready to be one, and that comes from support and nurture, and I think we are called in Pentecost to the evangelization that we can do with our ears, to go out and listen to the world, to hear about the God that was there long before us. You know, I'm fond of saying there's never been a missionary that brought Christ to anyone. Believe it or not, Christ got there first, and a real missionary listens until he or she can hear the God that was already there, and once they're there, then they can start to share, then evangelization happens. That's the miracle. Universal translator, we'll let the technicians take care of that, but no one will come up with a technology program that will create understanding. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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On the evening of that first day of the week,
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when the doors were locked where the disciples were,
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Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them,
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peace be with you.
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When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
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And the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
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Jesus said to them again, peace be with you.
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As the Father has sent me, so I send you.
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And when he had said this, he breathed on them
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and said to them, receive the Holy Spirit.
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Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them.
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Whose sins you retain are retained.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Pentecost is probably the single solemnity of the church
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that really has us focus on the first reading
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rather than the Gospel.
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The first reading is the Pentecost reading.
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And we get this sort of what some theologians have
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called a little Pentecost.
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That's sort of the day after Easter.
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Our Gospel reading is actually the same reading
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we have every year on the Sunday after Easter.
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We've kind of looped back around
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to the beginning of the season.
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And they're both readings about the coming of the Spirit.
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And it's probably, given the nature of the words involved,
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it is literally the most nebulous idea we have.
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What the Spirit came, what it looked like.
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We get some pretty fanciful visions drawn.
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But more than that, and I know I speak about this a lot,
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but 2,000 years of Christian history in our eyes,
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we often can't read the text anymore
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without hearing things that aren't there,
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that we've been told are there.
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For example, I think because of the way Christianity
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developed in 2,000 years, most of us
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hear the phrase, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them
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and whose sins you retain are retained.
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And the 2,000 years of history immediately filter that,
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reread it, and say, if you don't forgive someone's sins,
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God will back you up and not forgive them as well.
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That is a huge jump from what the text says.
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You know, if you won't forgive sins,
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then they're not forgiven.
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It doesn't mean God won't forgive them,
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it means you're gonna hold those sins unforgiven.
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You guys wanna just hold things against each other, you can.
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You wanna let go of sins, they'll be released.
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And that was the big news, because people knew
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they could hold sins against one another,
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but you hear in the stories of Jesus,
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who are you to forgive, you can't forgive sins.
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The breakthrough here was, yes, you can forgive one another.
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Let things go.
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You know, what if, worst possible case scenario,
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what if we all get to heaven?
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All right.
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Now I have to get along with you.
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I mean, what would that be like?
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Do we ever think that way?
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You know, what if you could walk into heaven tomorrow
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if you're ready to embrace whoever else
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happened to get there?
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And you don't get to use the good old stock answer,
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which is, well, it's all right.
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I'm sure Uncle Samuel won't be there anyway.
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I'm sure they won't, well,
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those people won't be there anyway.
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Worst case scenario, what if everyone gets in?
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Still wanna go?
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Because in Jesus' message,
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you see the underlying issue is,
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it's when everyone gets in
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that it really becomes worthwhile.
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Very different from our belief,
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because most people, we kind of have
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the country club belief.
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But it's not going to be a little exclusive.
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What really is the point?
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That's our culture, not our faith.
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It's so hard for us to get there.
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And so we get this moment in Pentecost,
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and I always love in these miracle moments
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to try and figure out how people visualize the miracle.
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You know, with the multiplication of the bread.
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Do they picture a basket that just keeps bubbling out bread?
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Do they picture people starting to share
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what they've had with them all along,
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and it being enough?
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How do you picture the miracle?
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Here, is the miracle more something
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where the speakers were transformed,
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or the listeners?
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Because I think Pentecost is about the listeners.
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I think it's where we learn as a faith
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to evangelize with our ears, rather than our lips.
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And that's a very sort of counterintuitive idea.
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Rarely do we evangelize with our ears.
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Ready to hear the other person's story,
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encounter the God that has already been there
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in their lives, then share the gospel,
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and see what happens in that dialogue.
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We think that evangelization is,
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I show up with a Bible in one hand,
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and the catechism in the other,
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and by the time you leave me,
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you will know that a sacrament is an outward sign
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of an inward grace, and the sign is effective,
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and you know, that's not evangelization.
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If someone walks away with an identical set of ideas,
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I don't know that they've been evangelized.
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But when we open our ears and start to hear each other,
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so without, you know, totally dismissing the Comic-Con crowd
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who love to think that this was, you know,
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the first universal translator from Star Trek.
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They spoke out, and the Klingons heard what was being said.
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No, there's a line in here that kind of clues us in
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to what was really going on, and it says,
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now there were devout Jews from every nation under heaven
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staying in Jerusalem.
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Take it with a grain of salt that is written
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with the mindset of the day.
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I don't think Fiji was represented.
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So when it says every nation under heaven,
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you know, we're probably talking about a tract of land
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that might be Colorado and Wyoming.
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You know, they have a very small vision
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of what every nation is, but when it says devout Jews,
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and here's where Catholics kind of can understand this
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if you think back historically.
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It would rather be like saying in the 1930s
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that groups from Catholics from every nation gathered,
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and they said mass in Latin,
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and they all magically understood.
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It was the only mass they knew.
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Hebrew and Aramaic and Greek, and Hebrew to Aramaic,
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if you look at Hebrew and Greek, Aramaic is Spanglish.
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It was the mix between the two.
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All of these Jews of the Diaspora,
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and then the Jews in Galilee,
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you know, between about one or two languages,
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they all knew the same language,
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because as devout Jews, they studied scripture,
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which only existed in two languages, you know.
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They studied, you know, they studied or went to temples,
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or if they didn't live close enough to the temple,
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they had gatherings, they discussed religion.
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It was the language of their cult, their worship.
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And so it's not that they couldn't understand each other
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if they wanted to really lean in, listen, and work at it.
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It's that the groups didn't like each other.
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The Jews of the Diaspora, when I say the Diaspora,
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those were those who were exiled at one point,
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some under Babylonian rule, others under Assyrian rule.
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Whenever they became an occupied nation,
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they would often take the leaders and exile them,
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get them out.
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And what would happen, as ugly as it sounds,
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is those who were lucky enough to not be exiled
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would slowly sit in judgment over the ones who were,
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because they would end up in another country
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and they would mix with the locals.
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And all of a sudden, their faith might start to pick up
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some, you know, extra things that were not pure.
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You know, like when we picked up genuflecting from the Greek.
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Most of you have become comfortable with it by now.
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But back then, there was an impurity in the faith.
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So you had these people, there was a lot of animosity.
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And the gift of Pentecost is not that all of a sudden,
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they spoke the same phonetic cultural language,
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but that they were willing, perhaps,
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to use what they already had
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and begin to listen to one another.
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And in the listening comes understanding.
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Our school is starting,
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I've been talking about this for a few weeks,
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and you'll get real irritated with this by fall.
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But we're starting this program, this leadership program.
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You know, a lot of the schools now,
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you have STEM schools and schools of the arts.
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And the school here,
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we're going to use one of these leadership programs.
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And it's not, you know, when someone says,
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oh, a Catholic leadership school,
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there's two reactions to that.
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For some people, they're thinking,
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oh, good, what they're trying to do is get,
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as long as, if we had more Catholics in leadership,
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the world would be a better place.
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As soon as we control the world,
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and that's not what it's about.
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Because, you know, power over others,
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we've talked about that, that's political.
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But what Catholic leadership would look like,
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what Christian leadership should look like,
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is servant leadership.
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So, I'm starting to rewrite the leadership report.
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Colleen just got the brochures done.
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She's very happy with me changing things.
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And I said, you know, what if, instead,
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we call this a servant leadership program?
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We're a servant leadership school.
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And what I would love to focus our children on,
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because I think if they get it at a foundational level,
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they'll have a different approach to life
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than most of us do.
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And we will, we work on it as adults,
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but it's never as foundational.
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And that is, most of us grew up hearing
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a pretty common question in our preteens
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and our adolescent years, and that is,
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what do you want to be when you grow up?
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Not a bad question, and we start asking children
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pretty early and getting them to dream,
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what do you want to be when you grow up?
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But I think servant leadership asks,
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whom do you want to help when you grow up?
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Who would you like to see helped?
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Not, I want to be a doctor,
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but I really feel called to help people who are sick.
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Not, I want to be a lawyer, I feel called to help people
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who are fighting injustice.
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Who do we want to help in the world?
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Because that's the underlying question,
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and that will take the evangelization of our ears.
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We have to start to listen to the needs around us.
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We have to get beyond our parish and our church
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and our city and our nation,
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and we have to really fight these,
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around the world, these movements that are saying,
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let's shut down globalization.
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Let's start just to worry about the people close to us.
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But let's face it, probably the Germans
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aren't getting into heaven anyway,
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let's not worry about them.
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I'm only saying that because I'm going to Germany soon,
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so I thought I had to pick a country.
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I mean, it really, I think we often do that.
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I think we don't have to worry about that.
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We just take care of us and ours,
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and we're doing our job in the world,
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but it's not the Christian call.
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The Christian call is, how many people are we going to help?
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If the church is going to be great in leadership,
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it has to be great in servanthood.
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It has to be a servant leader.
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And so, that's our new question, I think,
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that we should focus on is, who do we want to help in life?
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And how does that drive our vocation?
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Every year around Pentecost,
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I'm always very mindful of Monsignor Peter Quang.
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If you don't know him, he's the pastor over at All Saints,
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and he started life, I mean, it was difficult.
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He and his siblings were orphaned
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on the streets of Vietnam, and he literally raised
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and kept his siblings together on the streets over there,
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and came over here in the bottom of a boat,
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stowed away as a young child,
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you know, has since put together a life here.
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And he has such a different upbringing from us,
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and one time we were in discussion around a table,
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it was a lead discussion, and a bunch of priests
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who were sitting around, and there were six of us
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at our table, and we were supposed to be saying,
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you know, how did you discern your vocation?
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How did you come to believe that this is what you should do?
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And we, of course, all of us,
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immediately became professional therapists.
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And we talked about the deep movements of our hearts,
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and where we felt we might find fulfillment,
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and with the Catholic priesthood, you know,
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the celibacy issue, and, you know, will you be able,
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will that be okay for you, and how will you,
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you know, are you okay with this aspect of ministry?
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And we did all this discernment talk
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as we went around the table, and Peter,
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Monsignor Quang was the last one,
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and he was listening just fascinated,
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and so we finally got to him and said,
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so Peter, what made you want to become a priest?
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And he, not being smart or anything,
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he just said, my village needed priests.
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We had spent 35 minutes talking about, you know,
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whether it would be a fulfilling thing for our heart,
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and would it fill, we just, we knew that God
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would put a joy in my heart, and what it was gonna do
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to fulfill my life, and he grew up with ears
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that said they needed a priest.
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And people can believe what they want
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about vocations and calls, but I truly believe
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if they'd had a priest and needed a doctor,
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he'd have become a doctor, and it would have
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still been his vocation, because he listened
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to the need around him, and I just remember
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how that changed my thinking about discernment,
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certainly as a pastor.
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You know, there's, at any moment, there's at least
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20 things on the table of people who are dealing
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with death in their family, and people who are dealing
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with interpersonal struggles, and people who are dealing
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with serious illnesses, and losses of homes, and all,
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and you want each one of those to be important,
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and of course, each one of those wants you
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to forget the other 19, but it's, you know,
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you have to be called by the needs of the community,
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and we all have to be called by the needs
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of the greater community.
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We don't always get to hear the story
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of what happened to all those people who heard,
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who listened, who moved beyond their petty prejudices,
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and listened to people that formerly
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they'd had some tensions with,
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and in the listening, they become one.
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Now, I don't think they all walked out
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agreeing on everything.
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Agreement is not the same as support, and love, and nurture.
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They went out ready to be one,
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and that comes from support and nurture,
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and I think we are called in Pentecost
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to the evangelization that we can do with our ears,
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to go out and listen to the world,
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to hear about the God that was there long before us.
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You know, I'm fond of saying there's never been
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a missionary that brought Christ to anyone.
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Believe it or not, Christ got there first,
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and a real missionary listens until he or she
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can hear the God that was already there,
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and once they're there, then they can start to share,
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then evangelization happens.
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That's the miracle.
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Universal translator, we'll let the technicians
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take care of that, but no one will come up
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with a technology program that will create understanding.
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That belongs to the spirit, and it's the spirit
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we celebrate today, and the spirit that will bring us
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to the fullness of the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound meani Father Pat’s message centers on the profound meaning of Pentecost as a celebration not merely of tongues and dramatic signs, but of listening, understanding, and servant leadership. He challenges traditional interpretations of scripture, particularly the Gospel of John, urging the faithful to re-examine the text without the filter of centuries of theological assumptions. The core of his homily is a call to evangelize not with words alone, but with open ears and hearts, to hear the needs of others, and to respond with love and service. True Christian leadership, he emphasizes, is rooted in humility and a sincere desire to serve others, especially those often overlooked or marginalized. Pentecost, then, is not just about a miraculous event in the past, but a continuing invitation to unity, compassion, and transformation through the Spirit.
In greater detail, Father Pat begins by contrasting the traditional Gospel reading of Pentecost—which recounts the risen Jesus breathing the Holy Spirit upon the disciples on Easter evening—with the more commonly emphasized first reading from Acts. He calls this Gospel account a “little Pentecost,” showing how the Spirit is given not once, but in multiple manifestations throughout scripture. He cautions against letting 2,000 years of doctrinal development obscure the radical simplicity of Jesus’ words. When Jesus tells the disciples, “Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained,” we often interpret this as divine ratification of human judgment. But Father Pat insists the text does not say that. Rather, it points to the human power to let go or to hold on to wrongs—a power that should be used in the service of reconciliation, not exclusion.
He provocatively asks us to consider what it would mean if everyone got into heaven—those we dislike, those we judge, those we’d rather not be around. Would we still want to be there? This question exposes the exclusivity many carry in their vision of salvation, reflecting cultural elitism more than Christ’s inclusive love. He challenges the "country club" mindset that assumes heaven is for a select few and instead presents the Kingdom of God as a radically inclusive place, made meaningful precisely because everyone is welcome.
Turning to the miracle of Pentecost in Acts, Father Pat questions whether the real transformation happened in the speakers or the listeners. He proposes that the miracle was not magical translation, but a willingness to listen. The devout Jews present in Jerusalem from many regions already shared overlapping languages due to their religious practices and heritage. The real barrier was not linguistic, but relational—these groups distrusted and judged each other. The Spirit’s gift, then, was not one of speech, but of mutual understanding. Pentecost is not about divine decoding, but about a divine softening of hearts, enabling people to hear and understand one another across divisions.
He illustrates this with a humorous but insightful analogy to how Catholics in the 1930s from various nations could attend a Latin Mass and understand it—not because the Latin was their native tongue, but because it was the language of their worship. Similarly, the Jews of the Diaspora and those in Galilee shared enough linguistic and religious background to communicate if they chose to listen. The Spirit empowered that choice.
Father Pat then shifts to a broader reflection on what it means to be a people led by the Spirit. He introduces the idea of servant leadership, distinguishing it from worldly notions of power and dominance. At his school, he is rebranding a leadership program to focus not on ambition or control, but on service. He challenges the typical question posed to children—“What do you want to be when you grow up?”—and replaces it with a more spiritually grounded one: “Whom do you want to help when you grow up?” This reframing aligns vocation with compassion and attentiveness to the needs of others, echoing the core message of Pentecost.
He shares the story of Monsignor Peter Quang, whose call to the priesthood was not based on introspective discernment or personal fulfillment, but on a simple, profound response to the needs of his village: “We needed priests.” That clarity of purpose, rooted in community need, stands in contrast to the individualistic discernment processes that many undergo. Father Pat suggests that true vocation arises when we listen to the world around us and respond to its needs—not just when we follow internal stirrings.
In conclusion, Father Pat calls for a Pentecost people who evangelize with their ears, who seek first to understand, who recognize that Christ is already present in every culture and place. The role of the missionary, and by extension every Christian, is not to bring Christ as if He were absent, but to recognize and name His presence already at work in others. Unity, then, is not achieved through doctrinal conformity but through compassionate listening, mutual respect, and shared love. The Spirit, not technology, brings true understanding, and it is this Spirit we are called to receive, share, and celebrate....
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Be the Gospel Someone Sees
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You will be called Cephas, which is translated Peter. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Today is the second Sunday of ordinary time in the liturgical calendar. It is the first Sunday of ordinary time. There is no first Sunday of ordinary time, so the second is the first. Welcome to the Catholic Church. We don't really have, we always talk about the first Sunday or the second Sunday. This is Sunday of the second week of ordinary time. Ordinary time always starts with these weekdays because we normally would have gotten the Feast of the Baptism last year, last week, and then we'd have had the rest of that first week. And so this begins our first full week of ordinary time. So I just wanted to say that so that people didn't come up afterwards and say, but Father, it says in the Missal that this is the second week. Yes, well, who are you gonna believe? You know, the Missal that has all those scholars behind them or me. But this is, so this is our first Sunday of our first full week of ordinary time. And we have a couple of these sort of puzzles in the liturgy. We've got a couple of these little word puzzles. And one of them I think has led to some of the most misunderstood theology in our church. And it's this phrase of Paul's that, you know, your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, which has over the years led people, you know, you see these sort of would-be workout ads with, you know, someone who looks like Mr. Universe drinking their kale smoothie, saying my body is a temple. You know, that's not what it meant. And I hope that's not what it meant, because by the time I was 50, I realized I had torn down that temple and put up a pizza hut. So that's not exactly what it's meant. It's, there's this odd thing that we will always struggle to get our head around in English, because we are one of the few Western European language, we might be in the Western European, we might be the only one. We do not delineate between the first, the singular and plural in the second person. We have you, singular, and you, plural. Anyone who's studied Spanish, Italian, French, German, anyone who knows that doesn't exist in other languages. You have to learn two forms of the word you, one for singular, one for plural. Same happens in Greek. He does not use the singular. He does not say tosomasu, which would be your body. He says tosomasumos, meaning y'all's body. Plural you, singular body. He's not talking about each of our bodies being a temple of the Holy Spirit. He's saying the body of you. This is the temple of the Holy Spirit. When we gather, this is the temple. A sin against the temple, meaning against the community, against the gathering, against the God that lives in between, not within me. And it's pretty easy to see when you take American culture and that problem with the English together, it very quickly becomes the God inside of me. I remember, and I don't blame her. I know she got the advice on some retreat somewhere, but in my first parish at St. Thomas More, lady came down the aisle to receive communion, and she'd obviously been given something better to say than the rest of us. And I'm sorry, I'm getting snarky, and I usually hold off for another two minutes. But she came down, and I said, the body of Christ, and she said, yes, I am. Okay, you know. People, we went through this thing in the late 80s and early 90s where, because the liturgy said amen, we were gonna come up with anything other than amen. I believe, I mean, all sorts of things got thrown out during those times because we just, we didn't wanna trust the ritual. But it came out of that theology that, you know, God is inside me, and there is no doubt that God is inside us. But the beauty of Catholic trinity is that there are three fundamental experiences of God. The first is God the Father, the transcendent God, the God you will always chase and never understand. Completely transcendent, beyond us. Then there is the internal God which you cannot avoid. It is that inspiration that gets us going in the morning, whether we call it God or not. That is the God we cannot avoid. So we've got one vision of God that is completely beyond us and one that is completely with us. But Jesus represents this second person, this not transcendent God, not internal God, but the historic God, the one we choose to interact with or choose not to. That's why it's put on that same Sunday with Jesus saying, come and see. Most of us, if someone said, you know, I wanna become Catholic, they would say, where do I take the class? They'd kill us if we said, well, just come and shadow one of us for a year. Plus, depending on who we picked, I'm not sure it'd be such a great theory. What if, what if, I just took hours of work off Tony Haas's plate. What if we tossed out the RCIA and said, oh, if someone wants to become Catholic, we'll just give them to one of you and they will follow you around for a year and then they'll know what it is to be Catholic. I'll bet you the volunteer list would not be big. Anyone wanna be shadowed for a year? They don't do dictation. It's not that sort of thing. You know, what it would mean to say to people, oh, if you wanna know what Catholic faith is, don't go read the latest document. Don't go pick up a book. Follow some Catholics around. Truth is, most of us are like, oh, oh no. No, I've got things to do that aren't Catholic at all. But I know a really good book. Jesus' entire evangelization, it's so interesting how many programs are based on the Gospels, but the actual Gospel program is Jesus says, oh yeah, yeah, come on, follow along. Follow along. You can tell me in a year what you've learned. If someone followed us for a year, at the end of the year, could they tell you what it meant to be Catholic? Could they tell you what it meant to be Christian? Could they tell you what it meant to be a compassionate person? Or would they learn a whole bunch of other stuff that might be useful, but that just wouldn't, that wouldn't permeate much. And so it's a pretty dramatic way of evangelizing is, you know, come and see. And it shows a real faith in his own integrity. You know, a hypocrite never says, come and do what I do. Do what I, you know, how many parents have had to say, you do what I say, not what I do. You know, we've all heard that, we've all joked about it. But, you know, Jesus flips that around and says, no, no, do what I do. You'll notice he isn't as concerned with believe what I believe, think what I think, feel what I feel, say the same prayer I say. No, do what I do. You park Methodist down the street, had a sign out for a while that said, what if religion were actually about doing? You know, what if our faith were about, was about doing? What would that be like? And so we get that today, and we hear this idea that we do come together to encounter a different experience of God than we can have on our own, this kind of way lays the I'm spiritual, but not religious argument that we hear a lot. Because most people, not everyone, but most people, when they say, I'm spiritual, but not religious, what they mean is, I have some ideas about God, but I don't like to dialogue with anyone about them. You know, I don't, because the minute you're dialoguing with people, you're creating religion. You're already starting to create what is the basis of religion. And when they say, I don't wanna dialogue with anyone about it, my only thought about that is, it's fascinating that almost all religions have some vision of paradise, or heaven, or Brahma, or whatever they wanna call it, and it's where we're in union, final union with God and with others in creation, and it's this great oneness, which I firmly believe cannot be prepared for in isolation. You know, I don't, we don't talk faith. We don't talk faith. Then we're not moving towards unity. We're not moving towards that vision. We're moving towards, I don't talk, I keep this on my own, and one day when I get to heaven, God will give me my own room, and I'll never have to see any of you again. No. Maybe that isn't nice. No, no, it really isn't. You know, but that's where we go. Does our faith bring us into this body that Paul talks about and quickly gets turned into a small vision of each of us has, you know, he doesn't say your bodies are. He uses that phrase earlier for something else. Your bodies are not temples of the Holy Spirit. Your body is a temple. How do we find God between one another? How do we find God not in my private prayers, not in my private devotions, not in my personal studies? How do we find God in the way we interact with one another? How do we find God when we help one another? How do we find God when we build a better world? I mean, as we celebrate Martin Luther King Day, and you think, what is that day about? You know, that day is about what most of these civil rights movements have all been about, the cleaning up of human interaction. It's not about, I mean, it's based in an idea that people have this fundamental dignity, but what it really wants to fix is not your dignity and my dignity, the way we interact, the way we treat one another. Justice is about treating one another well. And to do that, we have to dig in and figure out all of our unconscious prejudices and all of that. We have to figure out how we react differently to some people than others. We all have at least one really good friend in the world who does things, and we kind of just assume they're doing the best they can, and we don't treat anyone else in the world with the same types of patience. You know, I always think about that, that I've got friends who, if any one of them did something stupid, and all of them do, I would be like, hey, you know what, it happens, it happens to all of us, we do it. I do something stupid, and what is wrong with me? If I treated my friends, if I said to my friends half the things I say to myself, I would have very few friends. And the ones I have probably would not be the ones I'd like. The ones that would put up with that. I think we have to become a people who say, how does our faith control and guide our interactions? The God between us, that is what the vocational God is about. Samuel keeps hearing this thing that wakes him in the middle of the night, and it's very vivid, it's very mythological. You know, he says, say this, like it's a bunch of spells. When you hear that, you say this, God will tell you that, it never works that way. But what he is saying is, when your dreams wake you, let them speak to you. You know, when people have come to me for spiritual direction and said, you know, I keep trying to pray, and I keep getting distracted from my prayer. No, maybe those aren't distractions. Maybe that's what God's trying to talk to you about. You know, I can't pray because I keep thinking about the kids, maybe that's what the prayer's about today. And every day until they're through college. Maybe that's what the prayer is about. We keep thinking, oh, that's distracting me from prayer. That's what's coming to you in prayer, that's what you should sit with. And it should lead you back into interaction. You know, I used to think that if I ever became a person of prayer, what it would mean is that I would, you know, when you become a person of prayer, we think, I'm gonna become more contemplative, I'm gonna become more at peace. Where I used to be able to sit for 10 minutes and pray, now I could sit for an hour. And I start realizing, no, when you're a person of prayer, you pray long enough and it drives you back out into the world to do something. Prayer does not just spur on more prayer. That's navel gazing. Prayer spurs on action. Encounter with one person of the Trinity will give you interaction with all of it. And so when we encounter the God inside, it's going to immediately drive us back into interaction with the world. And when I find that my prayer just makes me wanna pray more, it's probably not good prayer, I'm probably just receding from the world. And we ask God today to make us a people who listen for God's call. A call to prayer, a call to gather, and then a call to be sent forth. To go out and do something different. Do something so different that people could follow us for a year and have received the entire gospel and all of the catechism just through witnessing our lives. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, Lord.
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John was standing with two of his disciples
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as he watched Jesus walk by and said,
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behold, the Lamb of God.
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The two disciples heard what he said and followed Jesus.
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Jesus turned and saw them following him and said to them,
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what are you looking for?
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They said to him, Rabbi, which translated means teacher,
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where are you staying?
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He said to them, come and you will see.
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So they went and saw where Jesus was staying
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and they stayed with him that day.
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It was about four in the afternoon.
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Andrew, the brother of Simon Peter,
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was one of the two who heard John and followed Jesus.
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He first found his brother Simon and told him
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we have found the Messiah, which is translated Christ.
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Then he brought him to Jesus.
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Jesus looked at him and said, you are Simon, the son of John.
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You will be called Cephas, which is translated Peter.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Today is the second Sunday of ordinary time
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in the liturgical calendar.
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It is the first Sunday of ordinary time.
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There is no first Sunday of ordinary time,
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so the second is the first.
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Welcome to the Catholic Church.
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We don't really have, we always talk about the first Sunday
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or the second Sunday.
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This is Sunday of the second week of ordinary time.
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Ordinary time always starts with these weekdays
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because we normally would have gotten
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the Feast of the Baptism last year, last week,
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and then we'd have had the rest of that first week.
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And so this begins our first full week of ordinary time.
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So I just wanted to say that so that people
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didn't come up afterwards and say,
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but Father, it says in the Missal
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that this is the second week.
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Yes, well, who are you gonna believe?
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You know, the Missal that has all those scholars
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behind them or me.
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But this is, so this is our first Sunday
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of our first full week of ordinary time.
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And we have a couple of these sort of puzzles
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in the liturgy.
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We've got a couple of these little word puzzles.
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And one of them I think has led to
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some of the most misunderstood theology in our church.
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And it's this phrase of Paul's that,
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you know, your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit,
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which has over the years led people,
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you know, you see these sort of would-be workout ads
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with, you know, someone who looks like Mr. Universe
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drinking their kale smoothie,
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saying my body is a temple.
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You know, that's not what it meant.
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And I hope that's not what it meant,
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because by the time I was 50,
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I realized I had torn down that temple
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and put up a pizza hut.
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So that's not exactly what it's meant.
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It's, there's this odd thing that we will always struggle
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to get our head around in English,
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because we are one of the few Western European language,
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we might be in the Western European,
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we might be the only one.
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We do not delineate between the first,
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the singular and plural in the second person.
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We have you, singular, and you, plural.
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Anyone who's studied Spanish, Italian, French, German,
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anyone who knows that doesn't exist in other languages.
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You have to learn two forms of the word you,
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one for singular, one for plural.
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Same happens in Greek.
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He does not use the singular.
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He does not say tosomasu, which would be your body.
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He says tosomasumos, meaning y'all's body.
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Plural you, singular body.
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He's not talking about each of our bodies
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being a temple of the Holy Spirit.
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He's saying the body of you.
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This is the temple of the Holy Spirit.
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When we gather, this is the temple.
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A sin against the temple,
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meaning against the community, against the gathering,
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against the God that lives in between, not within me.
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And it's pretty easy to see when you take American culture
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and that problem with the English together,
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it very quickly becomes the God inside of me.
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I remember, and I don't blame her.
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I know she got the advice on some retreat somewhere,
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but in my first parish at St. Thomas More,
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lady came down the aisle to receive communion,
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and she'd obviously been given something better
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to say than the rest of us.
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And I'm sorry, I'm getting snarky,
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and I usually hold off for another two minutes.
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But she came down, and I said, the body of Christ,
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and she said, yes, I am.
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Okay, you know.
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People, we went through this thing
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in the late 80s and early 90s where,
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because the liturgy said amen,
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we were gonna come up with anything other than amen.
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I believe, I mean, all sorts of things
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got thrown out during those times
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because we just, we didn't wanna trust the ritual.
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But it came out of that theology that, you know,
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God is inside me, and there is no doubt
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that God is inside us.
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But the beauty of Catholic trinity
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is that there are three fundamental experiences of God.
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The first is God the Father, the transcendent God,
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the God you will always chase and never understand.
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Completely transcendent, beyond us.
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Then there is the internal God which you cannot avoid.
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It is that inspiration that gets us going in the morning,
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whether we call it God or not.
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That is the God we cannot avoid.
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So we've got one vision of God that is completely beyond us
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and one that is completely with us.
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But Jesus represents this second person,
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this not transcendent God, not internal God,
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but the historic God, the one we choose to interact with
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or choose not to.
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That's why it's put on that same Sunday
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with Jesus saying, come and see.
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Most of us, if someone said, you know,
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I wanna become Catholic, they would say,
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where do I take the class?
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They'd kill us if we said, well, just come
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and shadow one of us for a year.
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Plus, depending on who we picked,
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I'm not sure it'd be such a great theory.
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What if, what if, I just took hours of work
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off Tony Haas's plate.
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What if we tossed out the RCIA and said,
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oh, if someone wants to become Catholic,
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we'll just give them to one of you
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and they will follow you around for a year
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and then they'll know what it is to be Catholic.
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I'll bet you the volunteer list would not be big.
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Anyone wanna be shadowed for a year?
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They don't do dictation.
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It's not that sort of thing.
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You know, what it would mean to say to people,
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oh, if you wanna know what Catholic faith is,
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don't go read the latest document.
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Don't go pick up a book.
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Follow some Catholics around.
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Truth is, most of us are like, oh, oh no.
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No, I've got things to do that aren't Catholic at all.
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But I know a really good book.
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Jesus' entire evangelization, it's so interesting
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how many programs are based on the Gospels,
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but the actual Gospel program is Jesus says,
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oh yeah, yeah, come on, follow along.
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Follow along.
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You can tell me in a year what you've learned.
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If someone followed us for a year,
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at the end of the year,
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could they tell you what it meant to be Catholic?
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Could they tell you what it meant to be Christian?
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Could they tell you what it meant
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to be a compassionate person?
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Or would they learn a whole bunch of other stuff
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that might be useful, but that just wouldn't,
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that wouldn't permeate much.
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And so it's a pretty dramatic way of evangelizing
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is, you know, come and see.
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And it shows a real faith in his own integrity.
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You know, a hypocrite never says,
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come and do what I do.
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Do what I, you know, how many parents have had to say,
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you do what I say, not what I do.
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You know, we've all heard that, we've all joked about it.
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But, you know, Jesus flips that around and says,
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no, no, do what I do.
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You'll notice he isn't as concerned with
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believe what I believe, think what I think,
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feel what I feel, say the same prayer I say.
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No, do what I do.
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You park Methodist down the street,
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had a sign out for a while that said,
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what if religion were actually about doing?
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You know, what if our faith were about, was about doing?
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What would that be like?
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And so we get that today, and we hear this idea
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that we do come together to encounter
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a different experience of God than we can have on our own,
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this kind of way lays the I'm spiritual,
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but not religious argument that we hear a lot.
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Because most people, not everyone,
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but most people, when they say,
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I'm spiritual, but not religious,
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what they mean is, I have some ideas about God,
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but I don't like to dialogue with anyone about them.
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You know, I don't, because the minute
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you're dialoguing with people, you're creating religion.
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You're already starting to create
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what is the basis of religion.
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And when they say, I don't wanna dialogue
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with anyone about it, my only thought about that is,
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it's fascinating that almost all religions
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have some vision of paradise, or heaven,
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or Brahma, or whatever they wanna call it,
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and it's where we're in union,
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final union with God and with others in creation,
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and it's this great oneness, which I firmly believe
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cannot be prepared for in isolation.
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You know, I don't, we don't talk faith.
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We don't talk faith.
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Then we're not moving towards unity.
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We're not moving towards that vision.
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We're moving towards, I don't talk,
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I keep this on my own, and one day when I get to heaven,
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God will give me my own room,
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and I'll never have to see any of you again.
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No.
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Maybe that isn't nice.
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No, no, it really isn't.
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You know, but that's where we go.
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Does our faith bring us into this body
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that Paul talks about and quickly gets turned into
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a small vision of each of us has,
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you know, he doesn't say your bodies are.
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He uses that phrase earlier for something else.
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Your bodies are not temples of the Holy Spirit.
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Your body is a temple.
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How do we find God between one another?
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How do we find God not in my private prayers,
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not in my private devotions, not in my personal studies?
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How do we find God in the way we interact with one another?
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How do we find God when we help one another?
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How do we find God when we build a better world?
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I mean, as we celebrate Martin Luther King Day,
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and you think, what is that day about?
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You know, that day is about what most
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of these civil rights movements have all been about,
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the cleaning up of human interaction.
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It's not about, I mean, it's based in an idea
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that people have this fundamental dignity,
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but what it really wants to fix is
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not your dignity and my dignity, the way we interact,
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the way we treat one another.
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Justice is about treating one another well.
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And to do that, we have to dig in and figure out
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all of our unconscious prejudices and all of that.
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We have to figure out how we react differently
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to some people than others.
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We all have at least one really good friend
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in the world who does things,
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and we kind of just assume they're doing the best they can,
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and we don't treat anyone else in the world
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with the same types of patience.
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You know, I always think about that,
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that I've got friends who,
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if any one of them did something stupid,
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and all of them do, I would be like,
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hey, you know what, it happens,
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it happens to all of us, we do it.
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I do something stupid, and what is wrong with me?
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If I treated my friends, if I said to my friends
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half the things I say to myself,
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I would have very few friends.
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And the ones I have probably would not be the ones I'd like.
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The ones that would put up with that.
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I think we have to become a people who say,
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how does our faith control and guide our interactions?
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The God between us, that is what
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the vocational God is about.
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Samuel keeps hearing this thing
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that wakes him in the middle of the night,
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and it's very vivid, it's very mythological.
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You know, he says, say this, like it's a bunch of spells.
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When you hear that, you say this,
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God will tell you that, it never works that way.
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But what he is saying is,
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when your dreams wake you, let them speak to you.
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You know, when people have come to me
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for spiritual direction and said,
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you know, I keep trying to pray,
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and I keep getting distracted from my prayer.
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No, maybe those aren't distractions.
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Maybe that's what God's trying to talk to you about.
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You know, I can't pray because I keep thinking about
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the kids, maybe that's what the prayer's about today.
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And every day until they're through college.
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Maybe that's what the prayer is about.
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We keep thinking, oh, that's distracting me from prayer.
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That's what's coming to you in prayer,
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that's what you should sit with.
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And it should lead you back into interaction.
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You know, I used to think that if I ever became
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a person of prayer, what it would mean is that I would,
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you know, when you become a person of prayer,
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we think, I'm gonna become more contemplative,
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I'm gonna become more at peace.
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Where I used to be able to sit for 10 minutes and pray,
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now I could sit for an hour.
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And I start realizing, no, when you're a person of prayer,
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you pray long enough and it drives you back out
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into the world to do something.
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Prayer does not just spur on more prayer.
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That's navel gazing.
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Prayer spurs on action.
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Encounter with one person of the Trinity
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will give you interaction with all of it.
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And so when we encounter the God inside,
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it's going to immediately drive us back
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into interaction with the world.
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And when I find that my prayer just makes me
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wanna pray more, it's probably not good prayer,
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I'm probably just receding from the world.
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And we ask God today to make us a people
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who listen for God's call.
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A call to prayer, a call to gather,
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and then a call to be sent forth.
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To go out and do something different.
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Do something so different that people could follow us
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for a year and have received the entire gospel
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and all of the catechism just through witnessing our lives.
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That would be the church that our Pope is calling us to,
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but more importantly, it's the church that was left to us
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by Christ as a gospel to follow.
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Father Pat's homily for the Second Sunday of O Father Pat's homily for the Second Sunday of Ordinary Time centers on the call to authentic discipleship, community, and embodied faith. He challenges the individualistic interpretation of faith and spirituality, especially the misreading of Scripture that isolates the presence of God as merely internal. Instead, he emphasizes that the Christian life is fundamentally communal – that we encounter the Divine not only within ourselves, but most powerfully in our relationships, in the gathered Church, and in our actions. Drawing from the Gospel of John, where Jesus invites the disciples to “Come and see,” Father Pat underscores that the Christian invitation is not primarily about belief or doctrine, but about lived example – a life that others can follow and learn from. He warns against spiritual isolation and urges the faithful to allow prayer and belief to drive them into deeper engagement with others, into justice, compassion, and the transformation of the world. True faith, he insists, is not merely something we think or feel, but something we do – together.
Father Pat begins by offering a humorous yet clarifying note on the liturgical calendar, pointing out how the “Second Sunday of Ordinary Time” is effectively the first Sunday we experience in full after the feast of the Baptism of the Lord. He uses this as a launching point to explore a deeper theological misunderstanding that has permeated modern Christian thought: the notion that our individual bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, drawn from a misreading of St. Paul’s language. In Greek, Paul uses the plural "your" and the singular "body," indicating that the community as a whole – not each individual body – is the temple. This distinction is critical. Father Pat argues that, in English and especially in American culture, we tend to individualize spirituality, placing God solely “within me,” which fosters a privatized faith disconnected from community and accountability.
This misunderstanding, he suggests, warps the theological foundation of the Church into a self-help spirituality, where people claim spiritual authenticity without the burden of relational or communal responsibility. He shares an anecdote about a parishioner responding to the Eucharist with, “Yes, I am,” instead of “Amen,” highlighting how this inward-looking theology diminishes the communal nature of sacrament and ritual. For Father Pat, Catholicism – and Christianity more broadly – is not meant to be lived in isolation. It is inherently relational, sacramental, and incarnational. God is not just within us or beyond us, but between us, in the space where we gather, serve, love, and forgive.
He then connects this communal theology to the Gospel reading from John, where Jesus invites the disciples to “Come and see.” This invitation is not an abstract philosophical inquiry, but a tangible call to follow, observe, and imitate Jesus in the context of real life. Father Pat provocatively asks whether we ourselves could serve as models of the faith: if someone shadowed us for a year, would they come to know what it means to be Catholic or Christian? Would they see compassion, justice, mercy, and prayer lived out in our daily actions? Or would they find inconsistencies and contradictions that betray our professed beliefs?
In this light, Father Pat critiques the modern tendency to see religion as a matter of belief or internal feeling, rather than practice and action. He references a sign he once saw at a Methodist church: “What if religion were actually about doing?” This rhetorical question reframes the Christian life as one of active engagement, echoing the Epistle of James: faith without works is dead. He also challenges the popular claim “I’m spiritual but not religious,” pointing out that spirituality divorced from community and dialogue cannot adequately prepare us for the eternal communion that is the essence of heaven. Religion, he argues, begins the moment we begin to converse about our experience of God with others – and that dialogue, that shared pursuit, is what draws us into the very heart of the divine.
Father Pat also draws on the example of Samuel’s call in the Old Testament, noting how God awakens us not through dramatic visions, but often through the very distractions we try to push away in prayer. He encourages the faithful to pay attention to what arises in prayer – especially those recurring concerns and thoughts – and to see them not as interruptions, but as possible avenues of divine communication. If prayer does not lead us outward into action, into service, into love, then it is likely not authentic prayer at all. True prayer unsettles us and moves us toward justice, reconciliation, and transformation.
Finally, Father Pat ties all these threads into a vision of Church that Pope Francis continually exhorts us to become: a Church that listens, that gathers, that is sent forth. Not a closed circle of like-minded individuals, but a living body of believers whose lives authentically reflect the Gospel. He challenges the community to become the kind of people whose witness is so compelling that others could come, follow, and receive the fullness of the faith not through formal instruction alone, but through the example of our lives. The Church, then, is not just a place we go, but a people we become – a temple not built of stone, but of relationships, of mercy, of mutual care, and of shared mission....
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Hypocrite remove the wooden beam from your eye first, then you will see clearly to remove the splinter in your brother's eye a Good tree does not bear rotten fruit nor does a rotten tree bear good fruit for every tree is known by its own fruit the Gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ So before I get into this I'm just going to let you know this is seems to be a good need to do this We are at least looking Probably not anytime soon, but certainly by fall about having to change the mass schedule to split this mass We've got a couple dozen people who can't find seats now. We do need to make sure that people aren't like Don't load luggage and things into the seats. Thanks to I don't notice There are places where like no couples will sit with one empty seat on either side of them We're gonna have to learn to get a little closer And and which is you know it according to the day you have to even get close to sketchy people So, you know, but we're gonna try to try to make more room If you do end up splitting we're probably gonna have a schedule that there's a mass 45 minutes earlier than this and 45 minutes later than this and people will have to pick it's just it's it's I'm getting too crowded success is always its own punishment and We'll figure out the schedule if that's necessary Today's gospel opens with one of the strangest lines Jesus told his disciple a parable Then It just said can a blind person lead it just starts asking questions and throwing out, but there's no parable here We don't get a single parable in this maybe there's one missing or maybe Luke being the only Gentile was not really sure what a parable was and Threw it in there. Jesus gave a parable. I want to say. Oh, no, that's a question Little different so but but this question about I think sometimes we We maybe kind of have a skewed vision of what this is talking about. You know, it sounds like Don't judge people because you know normally when you're judging someone you're you've got a worse thing about you know, the same thing Oh, they're being a little dishonest, but you're really dishonest and you just are going after them it's the Splitter and the wooden beam are not supposed to be necessarily the same thing going on What it's saying is you have no idea how many obstacles there are in your vision when you're looking at another person You don't see them clearly You at every time you are irritated at someone at least half of what irritates you is coming from you We we have our own stuff that comes into every situation This is why When you know when you're really someone said something in there and you're like who said that who said that then you find out? It's your best friend you go. Oh, well, I probably understand that thing Because we bring a whole different set of things to the to the relationships we like I always tell people it's it is dicey at best to with another adult to try to Browbeat people into coming to church Because you know you're thinking I'm just make them go to church and they're willing to like it And if you've browbeat them into church, they walk in going. I dare them to impress me and they tend to walk out with exactly the attitude they walk in with and people who are Excited to go are going to enjoy it. I Learned that with my parents my mother's so badly wanted my dad to like theater Never won that one You know, my dad was like is this one of those where people are going to like break into song personally school? Does he do they know that that dance does not further the story and any You know and you know and every time they win My dad was like bored out of his mind and my mother was excited about it before she got there What they came in with they saw the same play but they saw it with their own set of baggage and And it happens all the time Every time someone your teacher as a matter of fact the people in your families Not that we have any but those people your families that are at a view Are the one I don't kill me for this. They are the ones that are most like you That's the first time they ever understood that passage about that running Jesus out of town in the red No, it's and it's not that you'll be like, uh-uh No, because I'm politically way over here and they're politically way over there and you both think you're right We'll listen to the other You're both equal amounts of stubborn you're both equal amount, you know, I I have a friend and she is a Very I that I wanted my children to grow up. I want them to be as independent as I am and her daughter has kind of moved into a very very conservative Baptist Church and that going into one of those what they call the trad movement where she will stay home and her husband will make all her decisions for her and um and The mom is like, where did this come from? And I said you wanted her to be independent from everyone, but you Look at the bright side. She chose something you would never choose. Isn't that great independence? You know, I mean it's like It is often the thing that we hold in common that will drive us up a tree, but Jesus is actually just saying, you know That beam in your own eye keeps you from seeing others well, I I I kind of happened upon this at the last mass, but the perfect example of this is you know, when I see other people now and this comes with an honorable age My joints don't feel so honorable but They're about in your 50s. You start to get something that you never knew existed called floaters Yeah, yeah floaters are these little bits of protein to just break off in your eye and they just float across you think What is that thing in the air? And it goes away and it happens every once in a great while and then it happens every day and then it happens all the Timing and you know, I I I did the good news is I don't notice flies anymore But but you know, you have these floaters and I would say, you know a Splinter that you see in the other person's eye is probably a floater It's your own it's a floater We we see we break our vision to everything. I told this story a handful of times But I'm getting older so I get away with keep telling it and that is you know Being in traffic and being upset because the person in front of me is going too slow Because I mean I have a right For other people to drive the speed I would like But I'm getting upset and sure enough the minute there's two lanes I move over and I get her and I don't like zip around. Oh, I mean I handled it very well But you do as you get near you do have to do the Because heaven forbid that the stranger you don't know doesn't know that Pat Dolan is upset Gotta let him know and I look over and it's John Kite my best friend in the world and I'm like You know But what fascinates me about that story every time I think about it is I was so frustrated Where did all that frustration and anger go? Was gone like that Now that had been someone I didn't know I'd still had that frustration and anger So maybe the frustration and anger had nothing to do with the other person But how I would view someone I don't know versus how I'd view someone I do when I full of floaters tons of floaters that day I Thought I was upset over what someone else was doing and I was upset because I wasn't sure they were one of the people that matter But doper and it was someone that matters someone I had to have a relationship with and Oh, then it changes and how we how do we get past that? How do we start to understand? our impatience with strangers Has to do with the mix of stuff that we bring in to the stranger encounter This is where all prejudice comes from They are people we don't know You know, that's why if you ever want to make someone cringe and it doesn't matter whether you're talking about You know Different faiths and people of sexualities or ethnicities, but when you say oh, I have a friend who's one of you Like That means I'm not prejudiced No It means that you see people, you know differently than people you don't and the people you don't you still stratify into who counts and doesn't and it's you know, if You don't get to use that and it should be cringeworthy when we say that, you know I actually have friends who are laity I'm not sure if I have any for priests, but Please tell any priest, you know, I said that But but there's that idea of what we bring to the situation and then that's what I love this Until we stop until we can get the stuff out of our eyes and see people clearly Until we can get the stuff out of our eyes and see people clearly we won't see ourselves clearly because we have to see ourselves through other people's eyes and Everything is just another reflection of us this first reading Sirach which like Proverbs like Ecclesiastes These are up. These are books. You should never read I mean you should reflect a line here and there in this line, but they're not it's like reading a dictionary it just moves thought after thought after if you read this from cover to cover it's like wandering through a Fortune cookie factory and just picking up pieces of paper off the floor and this one has nothing to do with that Well, there's no order to it But I love this opening when a sieve is shaken the husks appear So do once fall than one speaks I was going to use that as an excuse not to preach this good But But what it doesn't say which is important because I think most of us think this is a warning Maybe our faults need to appear It's not saying don't speak or people will know who you are It's not saying who don't shake anything up or we'll start to see where all the issues are and say that's okay Shake things up You know as I guess I get that story of the of the Me of me on the road and a friend that I passed I start to realize and you know that that Phrase that I'd love to take apart all the time. Oh, I was caught off-guard. I Didn't mean to say that but I was caught off-guard meaning. I wasn't paying attention and the real me came out of lightspeed My facade usually is so good. It just wasn't that quick and held up over my real me count And I keep thinking as we get into Lent what happens if we spend Lent trying to dismantle our facades What if we start to be who we are in the world, you know my Maya My least favorite part of confession theologically, it's not that I I don't run out tell people anything That that's for the book I Said I want I want to write a book called confessions of an unwed father But there's this sense that It works against itself It says you need to confess but only if you can confess To someone who will keep all your secrets so that your facade will never be damaged Let's get people to confess in a way that we're going to try and get you to confess without anyone ever really knowing who you are This is why I'll tell you in 90% of my confessions are never from holy family All the people from other parishes line up. I assume the people here are over at other parishes I have people and they rotate the different that way. No one priest has to know everything No one knows he's still As long as I get out of here unknown As long as they'll let me live a secret life in heaven Keep thinking when do we get rid of the facade? All dogs may go to heaven. No, not all but you know, but facades know What happens think of how many people depend on their facade? And there's a saying going around now that says would people show you who they are believe it and today it says and Stop making it up until you see it until you really see it. Not not your own vision Until we can get past what we're bringing to the vision we Jesus says don't judge people because He's nicer than I am which is cut. I mean, you know what Jesus said stop judging people because you're really stupid at it You're bad at judging people. You don't know what you're doing To which we say well, I'll judge you now. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you a reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke
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Jesus told his disciples a parable can a blind person guide a blind person will not both fall into a pit me
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No disciple is superior to his teacher, but when fully trained every disciple who will be like his teacher
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Why do you notice the splinter in your brother's eye and not perceive the wooden beam in your own?
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How can you say to another let me remove that splinter in your eye when you do not even notice the wooden beam in your own?
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Hypocrite remove the wooden beam from your eye first, then you will see clearly to remove the splinter in your brother's eye a
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Good tree does not bear rotten fruit nor does a rotten tree bear good fruit for every tree is known by its own fruit
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the Gospel of the Lord
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Jesus Christ
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So before I get into this I'm just going to let you know this is seems to be a good need to do this
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We are at least looking
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Probably not anytime soon, but certainly by fall about having to change the mass schedule to split this mass
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We've got a couple dozen people who can't find seats now. We do need to make sure that people aren't like
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Don't load luggage and things into the seats. Thanks to I don't notice
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There are places where like no couples will sit with one empty seat on either side of them
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We're gonna have to learn to get a little closer
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And and which is you know it according to the day you have to even get close to sketchy people
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So, you know, but we're gonna try to try to make more room
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If you do end up splitting we're probably gonna have a schedule that there's a mass 45 minutes earlier than this and 45 minutes later than
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this and people will have to pick it's just it's it's I'm getting too crowded success is always its own punishment and
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We'll figure out the schedule if that's necessary
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Today's gospel opens with one of the strangest lines
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Jesus told his disciple a parable
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Then
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It just said can a blind person lead it just starts asking questions and throwing out, but there's no parable here
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We don't get a single parable in this
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maybe there's one missing or
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maybe Luke being the only Gentile was not really sure what a parable was and
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Threw it in there. Jesus gave a parable. I want to say. Oh, no, that's a
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question
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Little different so but but this question about I think sometimes we
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We maybe kind of have a skewed vision of what this is talking about. You know, it sounds like
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Don't judge people because you know normally when you're judging someone you're you've got a worse thing about you know, the same thing
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Oh, they're being a little dishonest, but you're really dishonest and you just are going after them
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it's
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the
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Splitter and the wooden beam are not supposed to be necessarily the same thing going on
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What it's saying is you have no idea how many obstacles there are in your vision when you're looking at another person
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You don't see them clearly
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You at every time you are irritated at someone at least half of what irritates you is coming from you
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We we have our own stuff that comes into every situation
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This is why
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When you know when you're really someone said something in there and you're like who said that who said that then you find out?
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It's your best friend you go. Oh, well, I probably understand that thing
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Because we bring a whole different set of things to the to the relationships we like
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I always tell people it's it is dicey at best to with another adult to try to
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Browbeat people into coming to church
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Because you know you're thinking I'm just make them go to church and they're willing to like it
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And if you've browbeat them into church, they walk in going. I dare them to impress me and
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they tend to walk out with exactly the attitude they walk in with and people who are
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Excited to go are going to enjoy it. I
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Learned that with my parents my mother's so badly wanted my dad to like theater
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Never won that one
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You know, my dad was like is this one of those where people are going to like break into song personally school?
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Does he do they know that that dance does not further the story and any
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You know and you know and every time they win
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My dad was like bored out of his mind and my mother was excited about it before she got there
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What they came in with they saw the same play
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but they saw it with their own set of baggage and
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And it happens all the time
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Every time someone your teacher as a matter of fact the people in your families
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Not that we have any but those people your families that are at a view
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Are the one I don't kill me for this. They are the ones that are most like you
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That's the first time they ever understood that passage about that running Jesus out of town in the red
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No, it's and it's not that you'll be like, uh-uh
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No, because I'm politically way over here and they're politically way over there and you both think you're right
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We'll listen to the other
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You're both equal amounts of stubborn you're both equal amount, you know, I I have a friend and she is a
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Very I that I wanted my children to grow up. I want them to be as independent as I am and
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her daughter
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has kind of moved into a very very conservative Baptist Church and that
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going into one of those what they call the trad movement where she will stay home and her husband will make all her decisions for
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her and um and
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The mom is like, where did this come from? And I said you wanted her to be independent from everyone, but you
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Look at the bright side. She chose something you would never choose. Isn't that great independence?
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You know, I mean it's like
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It is often the thing that we hold in common that will drive us up a tree, but Jesus is actually just saying, you know
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That beam in your own eye keeps you from seeing others
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well, I I I kind of happened upon this at the last mass, but the perfect example of this is you know,
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when I see other people now and
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this comes with
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an honorable age
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My joints don't feel so honorable but
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They're about in your 50s. You start to get something that you never knew existed called floaters
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Yeah, yeah floaters are these little bits of protein to just break off in your eye and they just float across you think
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What is that thing in the air?
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And it goes away and it happens every once in a great while and then it happens every day and then it happens all the
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Timing and you know, I I I did the good news is I don't notice flies anymore
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But but you know, you have these floaters and I would say, you know a
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Splinter that you see in the other person's eye is probably a floater
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It's your own it's a floater
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We we see we break our vision to everything. I told this story a handful of times
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But I'm getting older so I get away with keep telling it and that is you know
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Being in traffic and being upset because the person in front of me is going too slow
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Because I mean I have a right
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For other people to drive the speed I would like
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But I'm getting upset and sure enough the minute there's two lanes
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I move over and I get her and I don't like zip around. Oh, I mean I handled it very well
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But you do as you get near
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you do have to do the
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Because heaven forbid that the stranger you don't know doesn't know that Pat Dolan is upset
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Gotta let him know and I look over and it's John Kite my best friend in the world
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and I'm like
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You know
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But what fascinates me about that story every time I think about it is I was so frustrated
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Where did all that frustration and anger go?
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Was gone like that
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Now that had been someone I didn't know I'd still had that frustration and anger
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So maybe the frustration and anger had nothing to do with the other person
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But how I would view someone I don't know versus how I'd view someone I do
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when I
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full of floaters tons of floaters that day I
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Thought I was upset over what someone else was doing and I was upset because I wasn't sure they were one of the people that matter
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But doper and it was someone that matters someone I had to have a relationship with and
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Oh, then it changes and how we how do we get past that? How do we start to understand?
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our
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impatience with strangers
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Has to do with the mix of stuff that we bring in
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to the stranger encounter
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This is where all prejudice comes from
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They are people we don't know
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You know, that's why if you ever want to make someone cringe and it doesn't matter whether you're talking about
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You know
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Different faiths and people of sexualities or ethnicities, but when you say oh, I have a friend who's one of you
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Like
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That means I'm not prejudiced
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No
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It means that you see people, you know differently than people you don't and the people you don't you still
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stratify into who counts and doesn't
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and it's you know, if
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You don't get to use that and it should be cringeworthy when we say that, you know
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I actually have friends who are laity
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I'm not sure if I have any for priests, but
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Please tell any priest, you know, I said that
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But but there's that idea of what we bring to the situation and then that's what I love this
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Until we stop until we can get the stuff out of our eyes and see people clearly
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Until we can get the stuff out of our eyes and see people clearly
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we won't see ourselves clearly because we have to see ourselves through other people's eyes and
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Everything is just another reflection of us this first reading Sirach which like Proverbs like
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Ecclesiastes
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These are up. These are books. You should never read
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I mean you should reflect a line here and there in this line, but they're not it's like reading a dictionary
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it just moves thought after thought after if you read this from cover to cover it's like wandering through a
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Fortune cookie factory and just picking up pieces of paper off the floor and this one has nothing to do with that
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Well, there's no order to it
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But I love this opening when a sieve is shaken the husks appear
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So do once fall than one speaks I was going to use that as an excuse not to preach this good
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But
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But what it doesn't say which is important because I think most of us think this is a warning
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Maybe our faults need to appear
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It's not saying don't speak or people will know who you are
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It's not saying who don't shake anything up or we'll start to see where all the issues are and say that's okay
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Shake things up
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You know as I guess I get that story of the of the
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Me of me on the road and a friend that I passed I start to realize and you know that that
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Phrase that I'd love to take apart all the time. Oh, I was caught off-guard. I
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Didn't mean to say that but I was caught off-guard meaning. I wasn't paying attention and the real me came out of lightspeed
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My facade usually is so good. It just wasn't that quick and held up over my real me count
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And I keep thinking as we get into Lent what happens if we spend Lent trying to dismantle our facades
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What if we start to be who we are in the world, you know my Maya
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My least favorite part of confession theologically, it's not that I I don't run out tell people anything
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That that's for the book
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I
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Said I want I want to write a book called confessions of an unwed father
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But there's this sense that
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It works against itself
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It says you need to confess but only if you can confess
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To someone who will keep all your secrets so that your facade will never be damaged
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Let's get people to confess in a way that we're going to try and get you to confess without anyone ever really knowing who you
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are
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This is why I'll tell you in 90% of my confessions are never from holy family
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All the people from other parishes line up. I assume the people here are over at other parishes
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I have people and they rotate the different that way. No one priest has to know everything
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No one knows he's still
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As long as I get out of here unknown
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As long as they'll let me live a secret life in heaven
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Keep thinking when do we get rid of the facade?
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All dogs may go to heaven. No, not all but you know, but facades know
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What happens think of how many people depend on their facade?
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And there's a saying going around now that says would people show you who they are believe it
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and today it says and
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Stop making it up until you see it until you really see it. Not not your own vision
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Until we can get past what we're bringing to the vision we Jesus says don't judge people because
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He's nicer than I am which is cut. I mean, you know what Jesus said stop judging people because you're really stupid at it
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You're bad at judging people. You don't know what you're doing
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To which we say well, I'll judge you now. Oh
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You know, it's it's that we don't know we think we know we never have the whole picture
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You will never have the picture the full picture of anyone you choose to pass judgment on and
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What we know about people who are created in the image of God is if you ever know that well enough to see the whole picture
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You will no longer have any interest in passive judgment
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Father Pat's message encourages deep spiritual Father Pat's message encourages deep spiritual introspection and humility. He emphasizes that our perceptions of others are often clouded by our own internal "floaters"—biases, insecurities, and emotional baggage that distort our vision. Rather than projecting judgment onto others, we are called to first examine ourselves honestly, removing the "wooden beam" from our own eye before attempting to address the "splinter" in someone else's. In doing so, we discover that much of our frustration and criticism stems not from the faults of others, but from unresolved issues within ourselves. Father Pat also challenges the facades we maintain in our lives, especially in religious practice, and invites us to embrace authenticity as a path toward true spiritual growth. He concludes with a powerful reminder: when we truly see others—clearly and compassionately—we lose the desire to judge at all.
This homily begins with a practical parish announcement about the need to potentially split the overcrowded Mass into two services, which Father Pat humorously frames as “success being its own punishment.” He uses this transition to invite the community to reflect on how even in physical closeness—like having to sit closer to “sketchy” people—we are challenged to confront our judgments and perceptions.
Father Pat then moves into the Gospel reading from Luke, acknowledging that while it is introduced as a parable, it reads more like a series of rhetorical questions and statements rather than a traditional narrative. He suggests that perhaps Luke, the only Gentile evangelist, misunderstood the definition of a "parable." This sets the tone for Father Pat’s central theme: we often misinterpret not just Scripture, but life, because we are not seeing clearly.
The key image from the Gospel—the splinter in your brother’s eye versus the wooden beam in your own—is unpacked in a novel way. Rather than seeing it simply as hypocrisy or moral equivalence, Father Pat interprets it as a metaphor for distorted perception. Most of what bothers us about others, he says, is really about us. Our judgments are filtered through our own unresolved emotions, past experiences, and distorted expectations. When someone irritates us, at least half of that irritation comes from within. This is not just a call to be less judgmental—it’s a call to understand that we often don’t even see others clearly enough to make any judgment at all.
Father Pat uses several vivid analogies and stories to illustrate his point. One is the story of trying to get someone to enjoy theater when they’re not predisposed to it. What people bring into an experience—preconceived notions, openness or resistance—shapes what they take from it. Similarly, in faith, people who are dragged to church often enter with a defiant attitude and leave unchanged, while those who come with openness are more likely to be transformed.
Another story centers on a mother who raised her daughter to be fiercely independent, only to be surprised when that independence led the daughter into a religious and social lifestyle the mother disapproved of. This is a humorous but poignant example of how we often want others to be free—but only within the limits of what we ourselves find acceptable. It also illustrates how the traits we admire in ourselves can become challenging when mirrored in others.
A particularly powerful metaphor is that of “floaters”—the visual disturbances that come with aging. Father Pat likens these to the invisible biases and emotions that cloud our perception of others. He recounts a personal story of being frustrated with a driver on the road, only to discover it was his best friend. Instantly, his irritation disappeared. The driver hadn’t changed—only his perception had. The implication is clear: much of what we think is external conflict is actually internal noise.
Father Pat then connects this insight to broader social and spiritual dynamics. Prejudice, he suggests, is rooted in our discomfort with people we don’t know. Familiarity breeds empathy, while distance breeds judgment. When we say, “I have a friend who’s one of them,” he says, we’re not proving we’re unbiased; we’re revealing that we categorize people we don’t know. True transformation begins when we stop treating people as abstract “others” and start seeing them as individual reflections of God’s image.
The homily takes a deeper theological turn when Father Pat critiques the sacrament of confession. He reflects on how even confession is often structured to preserve our facades—anonymity ensures that we remain unknown, our sins unexposed to real relational transformation. While he acknowledges the importance of confession, he questions whether its current practice truly helps us become more authentic. What would Lent look like, he asks, if we used it not to hide behind ritual but to dismantle our facades and become who we truly are?
He references the reading from Sirach, which says, “When a sieve is shaken, the husks appear.” Many interpret this as a warning—watch what you say, or your faults will be revealed. But Father Pat suggests the opposite: maybe our faults need to be revealed. Maybe Lent is a time to shake the sieve, to let the husks rise, and to be seen for who we truly are.
He ends by addressing the modern saying, “When people show you who they are, believe them.” But Father Pat calls us to go even deeper: don’t judge until you truly see. And you can’t truly see until you’ve removed your own distortions. Jesus tells us not to judge—not because judgment is inherently evil, but because we’re terrible at it. We never have the full picture. But if we ever did—if we ever saw someone fully and truly, through the lens of love and clarity—we would no longer want to judge them. We would only want to understand them. And in that moment, both they and we would begin to reflect the image of God more clearly....
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It just says After the first one he says and then he took him up Up where I? Can hear sister Loretta in in grace will say ah you're missing an object for that verb Okay, but he came up took you up somewhere, but there's a Luke Luke Rearranges it so that everything heads towards the temple Matthew rearranges it so that it's in the same order as some things that happen in the desert Because he's trying to make a different point But but Luke is always headed towards the temple Everything is spiritual, and they always have two of the three of them of the three temptations Start out with the phrase well if you are the Son of God It it's I think it's supposed to pull Jesus's strings Like he's he's really trying to see where the ego of Jesus is You know Jesus always tells people who he is and Never offers any proof. He's not there to make them believe something He's there to say who he is because it's who he is and he will not back away from the truth It's it's the difference between worrying about what everyone thinks about you Or being who you want to be in the world Jesus knows who he is and so that's what he does and all of the ego has to get taken out of the way so you know When you read it well if you're the Son of God do this well here He does everything but say why are you chicken? I mean, it's it's it's a taunting that that you might get you know from from a you know Four-year-old or a five-year-old when someone says well if you're really so smart tell me this If you're really not afraid that if you're really the Son of God you want to go devil needs to grow up It it's it's it's sort of taunting and where we wouldn't think that that's going to Affect Jesus the story is told because we will all fall for that sort of stuff all the time We we tend to use these types of techniques to talk ourselves out of being Christian and And I think I mentioned this on on Cash Wednesday that it would be the healthiest Lent we could have if We could look around the world and see the people who are in need See the people who are suffering see the people who are in you know in the most turmoil and for Lent Give up our excuses You know not our chocolate Not our chocolate not a dessert here that what happens when we give up our excuses When we get well, they shouldn't have gotten in trouble in the first place well I'm not going to give them money. They'll just spend it on drink not that I know that but it's a great excuse A lot and and what it is is I'm going to not respond to people and show you why I'm Christian to do it You know if if you're really Christian you would know that those people are beneath you. No, that's not really Christian and When he doesn't realize is when he says if you're the Son of God You'll do this and Jesus answers in many different ways, but his answer is always the same Actually if you're the Son of God you have no need to do that You know I think we always think that boy If the more power someone has in our world this all you know the more power people get the crazier they become I Need they just go great they love power And you know they always say Oh power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely not true power corrupts Absolute power does not see what we see in humans is power coupled with enormous amounts of insecurity That's when power corrupts God if we really believe absolute power corrupts, then God would be absolutely corrupt And we don't believe that why do you God is not insecure? God is not you know. It's it's when I have power, and I'm always afraid that The bigger bully is going to show up tomorrow I'm protecting myself against. I don't know go absolute power doesn't protect itself doesn't need to Absolute power knows what's going to happen in 500 years after you and I have already passed from this life under into the next one Absolute power can't panic I Always think that that's that's my vision sometimes when I and I and I will I will confess I like many people keep saying About everything that I can think of sometimes my own life other people's lives global politics I want to say how long Oh Lord how long? When is God gonna step in and fix the world the way Patrick Dolan thinks he should? Amazing he hasn't tapped into this yet. Oh You know there's that but there's that idea That why is it God because God? God can do everything but enter into our panic And that's that's hard for us It's hard for me to know that I could be going through something in the next year. That's going to be horrifically damaging And I might not survive But if we're believing in eternity After I pass away Healing can still happen and God sees where I'm going to be in a thousand years And if you see where someone's going to be in a thousand years you do become like the parent who has a Nine nine month to a year old taking their first steps, and they fall and they scrape their need badly There is red juice coming out Now Anyone who's seen a child go through that knows from the child's perspective the world has just ended And Even if you're compassionate you're not panicked over a scraped knee and God love you if the child gets a sense that you're not taking it seriously And You can take it seriously, but you cannot enter into the level of the panic that the child has you just can't Because you know that by Wednesday. They'll have forgotten it Probably because they bump their head on the table, but they'll have forgot They're on to the next adventure. I Think we forget that God sees our future adventures So we want God to panic instead of Being invited into the solution instead of I think sometimes we think our job as Christians is to pray until God takes care of things Instead of our job is to pray until we figure out how to take care of things The opening prayer For Ash Wednesday the opening prayer for the season of Lent Has a little surprise in it that I think we never notice Because if I ask the average Catholic to describe, you know It's different during Lent well be fast We give up things and we pray more when I go to more church when I go to Stations of the Cross By the way Stations of the Cross Fridays 615 I think the wires doing it this week so but but It's it's this sense that what do we do for Lent we pray more and we and we fast we sometimes forget the almsgiving and What's interesting about that opening prayer is it reprioritizes everything the point of Lent is the charity It what the prayer says is today as we begin this campaign Not a prayer not a fasting as we begin this campaign of Christian service May we be armed with the tools of self-restraint and prayer But those are just the tools those are not the ends those are the means they are to move us into Christian service What happens when I give up whatever excuse I used to look the other way with someone else three-corner What happens when I give up an excuse for Lent? That's why I'm not helping or why I'm I decided I decided my job is to pray and God's job is to help Because you know, that's what Jesus said Jesus said remember go out and tell God to feed the boar It's our job all of the prayer and the fasting is to move us to be a people who will go out in this campaign of Christian service service to the world not just to other Christians But it's service to the world and and you know Certainly, we know that prayer can put us in the right mindset. So can fasting. I Kind of constructed a prayer that I kept for several weeks now a couple of weeks ago Several weeks now about people who are homeless and displaced and all about people who are going through things you and I cannot Imagine and they cannot escape This is this is the only thing fasting should really do for us is to create Just enough suffering for us to go You know, there's a lot of people in the world that have no choice but to live with this all the time I do it by choice, you know, you talk about privilege Privilege is when we fast. Oh, that's an interesting spiritual exercise While others did that way every day because they have no choice That's that's a different life And and so let calls us into the experience of the poor so that we're less likely to say no Into the experience of people who don't have freedom so that we will not say no to their suffering every group that suffers Lent calls us to kind of put on those shoes and walk that mile until we're a little less able to look the other way What are the tools we have that allow us to look the other way and still feel righteous You're one of the Christian excuses we can use to say well, I'm not gonna help those people They're not Christian Or they're Christian, but they're not Catholic or they're Christian and they're Catholic, but they don't pray the right way They don't kneel at rhyme on You know, he say they didn't make this ritual. We can always cut down the group to who we for slot Jesus says what happens when we start giving up the excuses And and men what Jesus says today is yes through each one of these each one of these is a great excuse You know Feed yourself. Don't worry about everyone else Have power over others don't worry about anything else You know worship the center of human power rather than divine power And you can always tell the difference We should want power in the world God's power not ours and the difference is always and I always love to just put it this Way power over any money is human. Even God has no power over us He could he just doesn't choose power over if God had with God chose power over you there would be no sin There would be no free will he would just control you Yeah God has God chooses power under power under can only lift That's the power we're supposed to exercise if you want to feel powerful in the world lift someone up Humanity too often feels powerful when they're pushing others down I'm gonna teach those people a lesson That's not the power of God. It has nothing to do with God We're going to lift people up. That's the power and we have to figure out this lead what stops us from Exercising that power when we can And I look at all those sag lunches back there, and I think you know it's amazing We actually have the cure for hunger As soon as we care enough to give out the message And so God says today, what's what's your obstacle? What's in your way? What's your excuse? 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That's going to be horrifically damaging", "tokens": [51424, 467, 311, 1152, 337, 385, 281, 458, 300, 286, 727, 312, 516, 807, 746, 294, 264, 958, 1064, 13, 663, 311, 516, 281, 312, 17582, 4278, 25342, 51748], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.3723785877227783, "compression_ratio": 1.6103286743164062, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003510407404974103}, {"id": 96, "seek": 45168, "start": 479.3599853515625, "end": 481.3599853515625, "text": " And I might not survive", "tokens": [51748, 400, 286, 1062, 406, 7867, 51848], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.3723785877227783, "compression_ratio": 1.6103286743164062, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003510407404974103}, {"id": 97, "seek": 48168, "start": 482.67999267578125, "end": 485.0799865722656, "text": " But if we're believing in eternity", "tokens": [50414, 583, 498, 321, 434, 16594, 294, 27162, 50534], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.34080666303634644, "compression_ratio": 1.6727272272109985, "no_speech_prob": 0.0001582713593961671}, {"id": 98, 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you and with your spirit for reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke
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Filled with the Holy Spirit Jesus returned from the Jordan and was led by the Spirit into the desert for 40 days
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to be tempted by the devil
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He ate nothing during those days and when they were over he was hungry
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The devil said to him if you are the Son of God command this stone to become red
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Jesus answered him it is written one does not live on bread alone
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Then he took him up and showed him all the kingdoms of the world at a single instant
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The devil said to him I shall give to you all this power and glory for it has been handed over to me
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And I may give it to whomever I wish
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All this will be yours if you worship me
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Jesus said to him in reply
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It is written you shall worship the Lord your God and him alone shall you serve
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Then he led him to Jerusalem made him stand on the parapet of a hample and said to him if you are the Son of God
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Throw yourself down from here for it is written
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He will command his angels concerning you to guard you and with their hands
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They will support you lest you dash your foot against a stone
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Jesus said to him in reply it also says you shall not put the Lord your God to the test
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When the devil had finished every temptation he departed from him for a time
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The gospel of the Lord is to you Lord Jesus Christ
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The
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telling of this
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story is is that
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It is very different in Matthew's gospel and in Luke's
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in Matthew's
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the first temptation is roughly the same then the second temptation is at the temple and
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And then the third temptation is back on on it says the high mountain
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Which we have to assume is what Luke is talking about the second one. It just says
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After the first one he says and then he took him up
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Up where I?
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Can hear sister Loretta in in grace will say ah you're missing an object for that verb
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Okay, but he came up took you up somewhere, but there's a Luke Luke
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Rearranges it so that everything heads towards the temple
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Matthew rearranges it so that it's in the same order as some things that happen in the desert
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Because he's trying to make a different point
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But but Luke is always headed towards the temple
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Everything is spiritual, and they always have two of the three of them of the three temptations
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Start out with the phrase well if you are the Son of God
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It it's I think it's supposed to pull Jesus's strings
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Like he's he's really trying to see where the ego of Jesus is
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You know
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Jesus
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always tells people who he is and
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Never offers any proof. He's not there to make them believe something
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He's there to say who he is because it's who he is and he will not back away from the truth
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It's it's the difference between worrying about what everyone thinks about you
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Or being who you want to be in the world
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Jesus knows who he is and so that's what he does and all of the ego has to get taken out of the way
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so you know
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When you read it well if you're the Son of God do this well here
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He does everything but say why are you chicken?
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I mean, it's it's it's a taunting that that you might get you know from from a you know
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Four-year-old or a five-year-old when someone says well if you're really so smart tell me this
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If you're really not afraid that if you're really the Son of God you want to go devil needs to grow up
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It it's it's it's sort of taunting and where we wouldn't think that that's going to
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Affect Jesus the story is told because we will all fall for that sort of stuff all the time
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We we tend to use these types of techniques to talk ourselves out of being Christian and
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And I think I mentioned this on on
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Cash Wednesday that it would be the healthiest Lent we could have if
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We could look around the world and see the people who are in need
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See the people who are suffering see the people who are in you know in the most turmoil and for Lent
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Give up our excuses
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You know not our chocolate
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Not our chocolate not a dessert here that what happens when we give up our excuses
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When we get well, they shouldn't have gotten in trouble in the first place well
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I'm not going to give them money. They'll just spend it on drink not that I know that but it's a great excuse
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A lot and and what it is is I'm going to not respond to people and show you why I'm Christian to do it
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You know if if you're really Christian you would know that those people are beneath you. No, that's not really Christian and
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When he doesn't realize is when he says if you're the Son of God
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You'll do this and Jesus answers in many different ways, but his answer is always the same
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Actually if you're the Son of God you have no need to do that
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You know I think we always think that boy
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If the more power someone has in our world this all you know the more power people get the crazier they become I
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Need they just go great they love power
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And you know they always say Oh power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely not true power corrupts
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Absolute power does not see what we see in humans is power
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coupled with
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enormous amounts of insecurity
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That's when power corrupts
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God if we really believe absolute power corrupts, then God would be absolutely corrupt
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And we don't believe that why do you God is not insecure?
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God is not you know. It's it's when I have power, and I'm always afraid that
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The bigger bully is going to show up tomorrow
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I'm protecting myself against. I don't know go absolute power doesn't protect itself doesn't need to
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Absolute power knows what's going to happen in 500 years after you and I have already passed from this life under into the next one
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Absolute power can't panic I
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Always think that that's that's my vision
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sometimes when I and I and I will I will confess I like many people keep saying
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About everything that I can think of sometimes my own life other people's lives global politics
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I want to say how long Oh Lord how long?
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When is God gonna step in and fix the world the way Patrick Dolan thinks he should?
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Amazing he hasn't tapped into this yet. Oh
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You know there's that but there's that idea
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That why is it God because God?
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God can do everything but enter into our panic
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And that's that's hard for us
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It's hard for me to know that I could be going through something in the next year. That's going to be horrifically damaging
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And I might not survive
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But if we're believing in eternity
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After I pass away
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Healing can still happen and God sees where I'm going to be in a thousand years
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And if you see where someone's going to be in a thousand years you do become like the parent
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who has a
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Nine nine month to a year old taking their first steps, and they fall and they scrape their need badly
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There is red juice coming out
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Now
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Anyone who's seen a child go through that knows from the child's perspective the world has just ended
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And
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Even if you're compassionate you're not panicked over a scraped knee and
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God love you if the child gets a sense that you're not taking it seriously
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And
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You can take it seriously, but you cannot enter into the level of the panic that the child has you just can't
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Because you know that by Wednesday. They'll have forgotten it
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Probably because they bump their head on the table, but they'll have forgot
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They're on to the next adventure. I
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Think we forget that God sees our future adventures
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So we want God to panic
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instead of
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Being invited into the solution instead of I think sometimes we think our job as Christians is
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to pray
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until God takes care of things
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Instead of our job is to pray until we figure out how to take care of things
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The opening prayer
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For Ash Wednesday the opening prayer for the season of Lent
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Has a little surprise in it that I think we never notice
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Because if I ask the average Catholic to describe, you know
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It's different during Lent well be fast
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We give up things and we pray more when I go to more church when I go to Stations of the Cross
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By the way Stations of the Cross Fridays 615 I think the wires doing it this week so
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but but
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It's it's this sense that what do we do for Lent we pray more and we and we fast
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we sometimes forget the almsgiving and
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What's interesting about that opening prayer is it reprioritizes everything the point of Lent is the charity
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It what the prayer says is today as we begin this campaign
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Not a prayer not a fasting as we begin this campaign of Christian service
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May we be armed with the tools of self-restraint and prayer
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But those are just the tools those are not the ends those are the means they are to move us into Christian service
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What happens when I give up whatever excuse I used to look the other way with someone else three-corner
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What happens when I give up an excuse for Lent?
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That's why I'm not helping or why I'm I decided I decided my job is to pray and God's job is to help
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Because you know, that's what Jesus said
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Jesus said remember go out and tell God to feed the boar
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It's our job all of the prayer and the fasting is to move us to be a people who will go out in this
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campaign of Christian service service to the world not just to other Christians
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But it's service to the world and and you know
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Certainly, we know that prayer can put us in the right mindset. So can fasting. I
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Kind of constructed a prayer that I kept for several weeks now a couple of weeks ago
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Several weeks now about people who are homeless and displaced and all about people who are going through things you and I cannot
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Imagine and they cannot escape
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This is this is the only thing fasting should really do for us is
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to create
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Just enough suffering for us to go
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You know, there's a lot of people in the world that have no choice but to live with this all the time
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I do it by choice, you know, you talk about privilege
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Privilege is when we fast. Oh, that's an interesting spiritual exercise
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While others did that way every day because they have no choice
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That's that's a different life
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And and so let calls us into the experience of the poor so that we're less likely to say no
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Into the experience of people who don't have freedom so that we will not say no to their suffering
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every group that suffers
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Lent calls us to kind of put on those shoes and walk that mile until we're a little less able to look the other way
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What are the tools we have that allow us to look the other way and still feel righteous
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You're one of the Christian excuses we can use to say well, I'm not gonna help those people
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They're not Christian
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Or they're Christian, but they're not Catholic or they're Christian and they're Catholic, but they don't pray the right way
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They don't kneel at rhyme on
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You know, he say they didn't make this ritual. We can always cut down the group to who we for slot
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Jesus says what happens when we start giving up the excuses
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And and men what Jesus says today is yes through each one of these each one of these is a great excuse
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You know
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Feed yourself. Don't worry about everyone else
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Have power over others don't worry about anything else
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You know worship the center of human power rather than divine power
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And you can always tell the difference
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We should want power in the world God's power not ours and the difference is always and I always love to just put it this
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Way power over any money is human. Even God has no power over us
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He could he just doesn't choose power over if God had with God chose power over you there would be no sin
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There would be no free will he would just control you
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Yeah
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God has God chooses power under power under can only lift
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That's the power we're supposed to exercise if you want to feel powerful in the world lift someone up
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Humanity too often feels powerful when they're pushing others down
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I'm gonna teach those people a lesson
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That's not the power of God. It has nothing to do with God
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We're going to lift people up. That's the power and we have to figure out this lead what stops us from
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Exercising that power when we can
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And I look at all those sag lunches back there, and I think you know it's amazing
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We actually have the cure for hunger
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As soon as we care enough to give out the message
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And so God says today, what's what's your obstacle? What's in your way? What's your excuse?
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Keep the chocolate
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Give up the excuses for let and watch the kingdom of God grow among us
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Fr. Pat’s message centers on the theme of spiritua Fr. Pat’s message centers on the theme of spiritual integrity, humility, and the call to authentic Christian service during Lent. Reflecting on the Gospel account of Jesus’ temptations in the desert, Fr. Pat highlights how Jesus, grounded in truth and free from ego, resists the devil’s provocations not by displays of power but by fidelity to God’s word and purpose. He challenges the listener to approach Lent not as a season of superficial sacrifice but as a transformative campaign of service to others. Fr. Pat urges believers to give up not chocolate or dessert, but their excuses—those inner defenses that prevent them from truly loving and serving the suffering and marginalized. He invites the faithful to adopt a mindset rooted in God’s power, which is not oppressive but lifting, not rooted in fear or control, but in love and eternal perspective.
Fr. Pat begins by exploring the narrative of Jesus’ temptation from Luke’s Gospel, noting how Luke arranges the temptations to culminate at the temple, emphasizing the spiritual trajectory of Jesus’ mission. Unlike Matthew, who frames the sequence to reflect the desert journey, Luke’s version is temple-oriented, underscoring that Jesus’ path is ultimately directed toward sacred service and sacrifice. Fr. Pat emphasizes that in each temptation, particularly those beginning with “If you are the Son of God,” the devil isn't merely testing Jesus’ divinity but attempting to provoke ego-driven responses. The devil’s taunts aim to challenge Jesus' identity, suggesting that if He truly is who He claims to be, He must prove it with displays of power. However, Jesus responds not with demonstrations of might, but with fidelity to Scripture and divine purpose, showing that genuine divinity does not need to be proven—it simply is.
This, Fr. Pat says, is crucial for us to understand. Jesus never performs miracles to prove His identity. He acts out of truth, not insecurity. In contrast, humans often fall prey to ego, insecurity, and the need for validation. Fr. Pat draws a parallel to our own spiritual lives: we often fall for similar temptations—not always to sin directly, but to justify inaction, to excuse ourselves from loving service, or to assert power over others instead of lifting them up. He critiques how we use religious or moralistic excuses to avoid helping those in need—saying things like, "They’ll spend the money on alcohol," or "They brought this upon themselves." These are the very excuses Lent calls us to abandon.
Fr. Pat powerfully reframes the purpose of Lent. The fasting and prayer we often associate with the season are not ends in themselves; they are tools—means to move us into acts of charity and selfless service. He references the Ash Wednesday opening prayer, which speaks of a “campaign of Christian service,” underscoring that the heart of Lent is not personal piety, but communal compassion. The question, he suggests, is not what we are giving up, but what we are giving to—and whom we are lifting up.
His message critiques the misuse of spiritual disciplines that do not lead to transformation. Fasting, he says, should not be a spiritual exercise in self-discipline alone, but a means to develop empathy for the poor and displaced—those who experience hunger not by choice, but by circumstance. When we feel hunger during a fast, we are given a window into the suffering of others. That shared experience, even briefly, should move us toward action.
Fr. Pat also offers a profound meditation on divine power. He refutes the often-cited phrase, “absolute power corrupts absolutely,” by asserting that true power, as seen in God, is not corrupt because it is not rooted in insecurity. Human power becomes corrupt when coupled with fear and the need to control. God’s power is secure, eternal, and never panicked. God does not respond to our crises with anxiety because He sees the full picture—even the redemptive future that we cannot yet see. This divine patience and calm amid our desperation is likened to a parent watching a child scrape their knee: the pain is real, but the parent, knowing healing will come, does not panic. God’s eternal perspective reassures us that our suffering is not the end of the story.
He challenges Christians not to wait for God to "fix" the world, but to realize that our prayers should lead to our own transformation and engagement. We are not bystanders pleading for God to act; we are participants being formed to act as God’s instruments. Jesus did not command us to tell God to feed the poor—He told us to feed them.
Fr. Pat concludes with a call to action rooted in the theology of "power under"—the divine power that serves, lifts, and heals. God does not dominate; He elevates. That is the kind of power Christians are called to imitate. Lent is a time to examine what prevents us from living this out—what excuses, fears, or ego-driven tendencies keep us from lifting others. By giving up those excuses, we clear the way for the kingdom of God to grow among us. Ultimately, Lent is not about self-denial for its own sake, but about creating space—within and around us—for divine love to act through us....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 937.3599853515625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, I have much more to tell you, but you cannot bear it now. But when he comes, the Spirit of truth will guide you to all truth. He will not speak on his own, but he will speak what he hears and will declare to you the things that are coming. He will glorify me because he will take from what is mine and declare it to you. Everything that the Father has is mine. For this reason, I told you that he will take from what is mine and declare it to you. The Gospel of the Lord. The Feast of the Trinity is one of those where no one comes out after Mass and says, that's exactly what I needed to hear. It is a theological Sunday. It is very heavy. And it it can give us a glimpse into who we are called to be, because it reminds us when we say we are created in the image of God. That we are created in the image of a communal God. God is not one. God is three. Now, the cover argument, God is not three. God is one. God is both. We can't let go of either. And today, it's often too easy to say, well, we'll talk a little bit about the Father and a little bit about the Son and a little bit about the Holy Spirit. And when I can't figure out a way to end the homily, I'll just go in the name of the Father and I'll walk off. But today is not about that. Today is about that mystery, that whatever it is that makes them one. Because we diminish, that's the part of the Trinity we diminish constantly. When we say, oh, they are one, we tend to mean it in human terms. Oh, they're on the same side. They agree. They don't argue. They present a united front. No, it's deeper than that. People will say, how can God the Father have allowed Jesus to go through what was on the cross? They both went through it. All three of them went through it. The theology of the Eucharist, we don't use this language, but you do not receive the body of Christ. You receive the body of all three members of the Trinity. You can't do one without the other. Indivisible. We can't divide one part off from the other. It's a mystical union. It is a mystical oneness. Some of the saints, they may have gone a little too far the other way, but some of the saints said it's better to realize three facets of the same God. The three faces of God. It is a unity that we can't get our head around. One of the better images I've run across over the years and I've shared with you at least four times, probably on this Sunday every year, is the image of the grove of aspens in Kaliurag. In the 1980s, one of the largest groves in the world, the people come from all over to see the beautiful, you know, aspen groves. They found, as they got into better thermal imaging and things and being able to see into the ground without disturbing things, using some of the tools archaeologists use, that that grove is a single living organism. It is not a bunch of trees. It is one plant. You and I will never, ever go up there and see anything but a bunch of individual trees. No, they're all living next to each other, so we call them a grove. But we will never see the oneness. Just our eyes don't go there. Everything we experience, everything you and I know as a tree is singular, and a grove is a group. And the reality of that is it is the largest single living organism on the planet, is a grove of aspen trees in Kaliurag. It could be the wine festival, we don't know. But that is not only the image of the Trinity, but that is the image of humanity created in the image of a Trinity. Is that you and I are, when we say, oh, we're called to be one. Oh, we are one in Christ. And we all think it means we're supposed to behave well and not hurt one another. No, it means we are one at a level you and I cannot understand this side of the grave. It is the fundamental theology of Christianity. Every culture has some fundamental point of Christianity that is countercultural, and we will always struggle the most with it. And for us, it is the oneness, because in various religions, religions form the cultures and the cultures form the religions. In Far East Asia, the cultures and the religions are very sociological. The hero is always the perfectly polite gentleman or lady, someone who does not harm other. That is the hero of that culture. When you get into Southeast Asia, Buddhism, Hinduism, the hero is the guru, the person who, no matter how awful life gets around them, they can find peace, they can find century. That is the hero of their culture. In the West, it is the pioneer. It is the one who got on their own and do things on their own and strike out on their own and I'm going to conquer the world and I'm going to do it. We have, over every other culture, we have an inordinate amount of movies that are not about community. They're about Steven Seagal saving the world. And if he's not available, you know, Schwarzenegger will do it. If he's not available, you know, we want to raise up heroes who will be the ones who save everyone else. Because we, our ideology of heroism is individualism. And that's the intersection of our culture with the countercultural gospel, with what is countercultural. We will always struggle with that. Is what it means to know that no one got where they got on their own. No one, you know, well, I earned everything I have. Tell that to your parents who knew you when you were six months old. If you're still alive, you got something you didn't earn. You know, but we don't like it there because I'm the person who's going to go out and take care of everything. Very counter-Christian. And very counter-Trinity. We're so into the individuals. It's, many, many theologians talk, this is why God in Christianity became so masculine. Because if you want to go to a romance language like Spanish or the languages that have been talking this theology longer than English, we are interested in El Padre, El Hijo, the Son, Lo Spirito, the Spirit, and not that interested in La Trinidad. If you were to, well, which, are any of those, you know, God, Father, Son, do we think of those as male or female? People try to parse it out. But the original language is as individual, as three individuals, God is masculine. As one, God is feminine. It's, you know, now it's split exactly in half. It's how we are imaging God at the moment. Are we imaging three individuals? Are we imaging one unity? And in all the languages that came out of Latin and Greek, it was always Trinity that was feminine. So you have this sense that because we didn't focus on the unity, God becomes very masculine for us. But we want to ding into that unity today and say, so what does it mean to imagine? What is this oneness that is beyond anything we can imagine? Now, we can't get too lost in it. It's a mystery. They say ad nauseum, in the Catholic theology, mysteries are not things you solve. In our culture, a mystery is supposed to be solved at the end of the episode, the end of the season, where some of the more irritating shows will go on for maybe by the end of the series. If you ever want to engage Father Marty in conversation, bring up a mystery novel. Oh, he loves them. But those are mysteries that we start the mystery because we know it will get solved. Catholic mysteries will just bind you in deeper and deeper and deeper with the knowledge that you never solve it. We are not 2,000 years closer to solving the Trinity. We'll never get there. It's beyond, it is infinite. And I know your teachers didn't want you to know this, but your minds are finite. We do have limits, and God is infinite, and you cannot push the infinite into the finite. It just won't work. So why do it? Because there's always more. It's richer. It enriches us. And if we dig into our nature as created in the triune nature, this Trinity, this plural image, then we start to realize that we never find our humanity except in connection to others. We are never fully who we are isolated in the world. And we may be more comfortable there sometimes, but that's not who we are. My identity is what I've done in the world. It's already, I don't know if I've told you before, I used to tell the kids at school, what I've created is the parable of the peanut butter sandwich. I always say, any of the kids in the audience, any of you know how to make a peanut butter sandwich? So how do you make the peanut butter? How do you make the bread? How do you make the jelly? Oh, well, no, once thousands of people in the community get my ingredients on the table, I know how to make a peanut butter sandwich, and I can tell you about the peanut butter sandwich. We don't see how connected we are. We don't see that someone dumps something in an ocean around the world and 20 years later, there's a virus, and 30 years later, the price of eggs go up. We are connected. And this is the way that we lean into that. This is the feast of that connectedness of humanity. It's the feast, I always say, it's not God in our hearts, it's God between our hearts. That is this weekend. And so as we, it would be easiest, let's talk about the creating and the sustaining and the salvation aspects of God. Let's talk about what makes them one. At a level of mystery, we cannot get past. Our faith is more dependent, and there are theologians, if they were passed away, their heads might blow up, to put it this way. Our faith is often much more dependent on our imagination than our intellect. Because our intellect is limited and our imagination is the closest we get to infinite. That's where we lean in. And Trinity, what a wonderful imagining. And Gregory of Nyssa, who came up with the idea, almost simultaneously with Gregory of Nyssa, which was great for theologians doing papers to have both of them named Gregory. But he always said, this is our image, this is the triune God we've come to know, but we shouldn't think that's the end of it. God is three and one. Well, that's as much as you and I get covered. But that doesn't describe it all either. That describes what we can end. So we ask God to make us a people who dig into the mystery, because what it will do for us is it will create a better community. How? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, I have much more to tell you, but you cannot bear it now.
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But when he comes, the Spirit of truth will guide you to all truth.
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He will not speak on his own, but he will speak what he hears and will declare to you the things that are coming.
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He will glorify me because he will take from what is mine and declare it to you.
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Everything that the Father has is mine. For this reason, I told you that he will take from what is mine and declare it to you.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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The Feast of the Trinity is one of those where no one comes out after Mass and says, that's exactly what I needed to hear.
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It is a theological Sunday. It is very heavy.
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And it it can give us a glimpse into who we are called to be, because it reminds us when we say we are created in the image of God.
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That we are created in the image of a communal God. God is not one. God is three.
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Now, the cover argument, God is not three. God is one. God is both. We can't let go of either.
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And today, it's often too easy to say, well, we'll talk a little bit about the Father and a little bit about the Son and a little bit about the Holy Spirit.
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And when I can't figure out a way to end the homily, I'll just go in the name of the Father and I'll walk off.
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But today is not about that. Today is about that mystery, that whatever it is that makes them one.
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Because we diminish, that's the part of the Trinity we diminish constantly.
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When we say, oh, they are one, we tend to mean it in human terms. Oh, they're on the same side.
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They agree. They don't argue.
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They present a united front.
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No, it's deeper than that.
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People will say, how can God the Father have allowed Jesus to go through what was on the cross?
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They both went through it. All three of them went through it.
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The theology of the Eucharist, we don't use this language, but you do not receive the body of Christ.
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You receive the body of all three members of the Trinity.
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You can't do one without the other. Indivisible.
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We can't divide one part off from the other.
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It's a mystical union. It is a mystical oneness.
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Some of the saints, they may have gone a little too far the other way,
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but some of the saints said it's better to realize three facets of the same God.
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The three faces of God.
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It is a unity that we can't get our head around.
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One of the better images I've run across over the years and I've shared with you
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at least four times, probably on this Sunday every year,
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is the image of the grove of aspens in Kaliurag.
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In the 1980s, one of the largest groves in the world,
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the people come from all over to see the beautiful, you know, aspen groves.
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They found, as they got into better thermal imaging and things
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and being able to see into the ground without disturbing things,
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using some of the tools archaeologists use,
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that that grove is a single living organism.
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It is not a bunch of trees. It is one plant.
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You and I will never, ever go up there and see anything but a bunch of individual trees.
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No, they're all living next to each other, so we call them a grove.
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But we will never see the oneness.
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Just our eyes don't go there.
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Everything we experience, everything you and I know as a tree is singular,
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and a grove is a group.
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And the reality of that is it is the largest single living organism on the planet,
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is a grove of aspen trees in Kaliurag.
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It could be the wine festival, we don't know.
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But that is not only the image of the Trinity,
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but that is the image of humanity created in the image of a Trinity.
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Is that you and I are, when we say, oh, we're called to be one.
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Oh, we are one in Christ.
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And we all think it means we're supposed to behave well and not hurt one another.
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No, it means we are one at a level you and I cannot understand this side of the grave.
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It is the fundamental theology of Christianity.
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Every culture has some fundamental point of Christianity that is countercultural,
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and we will always struggle the most with it.
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And for us, it is the oneness, because in various religions,
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religions form the cultures and the cultures form the religions.
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In Far East Asia, the cultures and the religions are very sociological.
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The hero is always the perfectly polite gentleman or lady,
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someone who does not harm other.
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That is the hero of that culture.
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When you get into Southeast Asia, Buddhism, Hinduism, the hero is the guru,
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the person who, no matter how awful life gets around them,
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they can find peace, they can find century.
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That is the hero of their culture.
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In the West, it is the pioneer.
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It is the one who got on their own and do things on their own
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and strike out on their own and I'm going to conquer the world and I'm going to do it.
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We have, over every other culture,
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we have an inordinate amount of movies that are not about community.
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They're about Steven Seagal saving the world.
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And if he's not available, you know, Schwarzenegger will do it.
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If he's not available, you know, we want to raise up heroes
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who will be the ones who save everyone else.
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Because we, our ideology of heroism is individualism.
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And that's the intersection of our culture with the countercultural gospel,
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with what is countercultural.
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We will always struggle with that.
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Is what it means to know that no one got where they got on their own.
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No one, you know, well, I earned everything I have.
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Tell that to your parents who knew you when you were six months old.
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If you're still alive, you got something you didn't earn.
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You know, but we don't like it there because I'm the person
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who's going to go out and take care of everything.
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Very counter-Christian.
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And very counter-Trinity.
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We're so into the individuals.
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It's, many, many theologians talk,
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this is why God in Christianity became so masculine.
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Because if you want to go to a romance language like Spanish
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or the languages that have been talking this theology longer than English,
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we are interested in El Padre, El Hijo, the Son,
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Lo Spirito, the Spirit, and not that interested in La Trinidad.
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If you were to, well, which, are any of those, you know, God, Father, Son,
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do we think of those as male or female?
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People try to parse it out.
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But the original language is as individual, as three individuals,
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God is masculine.
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As one, God is feminine.
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It's, you know, now it's split exactly in half.
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It's how we are imaging God at the moment.
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Are we imaging three individuals?
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Are we imaging one unity?
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And in all the languages that came out of Latin and Greek,
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it was always Trinity that was feminine.
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So you have this sense that because we didn't focus on the unity,
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God becomes very masculine for us.
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But we want to ding into that unity today and say,
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so what does it mean to imagine?
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What is this oneness that is beyond anything we can imagine?
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Now, we can't get too lost in it.
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It's a mystery.
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They say ad nauseum, in the Catholic theology,
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mysteries are not things you solve.
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In our culture, a mystery is supposed to be solved
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at the end of the episode, the end of the season,
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where some of the more irritating shows will go on
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for maybe by the end of the series.
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If you ever want to engage Father Marty in conversation,
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bring up a mystery novel.
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Oh, he loves them.
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But those are mysteries that we start the mystery
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because we know it will get solved.
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Catholic mysteries will just bind you in deeper and deeper
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and deeper with the knowledge that you never solve it.
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We are not 2,000 years closer to solving the Trinity.
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We'll never get there.
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It's beyond, it is infinite.
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And I know your teachers didn't want you to know this,
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but your minds are finite.
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We do have limits, and God is infinite,
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and you cannot push the infinite into the finite.
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It just won't work.
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So why do it?
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Because there's always more.
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It's richer.
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It enriches us.
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And if we dig into our nature as created in the triune nature,
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this Trinity, this plural image,
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then we start to realize that we never find our humanity
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except in connection to others.
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We are never fully who we are isolated in the world.
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And we may be more comfortable there sometimes,
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but that's not who we are.
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My identity is what I've done in the world.
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It's already, I don't know if I've told you before,
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I used to tell the kids at school,
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what I've created is the parable of the peanut butter sandwich.
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I always say, any of the kids in the audience,
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any of you know how to make a peanut butter sandwich?
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So how do you make the peanut butter?
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How do you make the bread?
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How do you make the jelly?
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Oh, well, no, once thousands of people in the community
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get my ingredients on the table,
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I know how to make a peanut butter sandwich,
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and I can tell you about the peanut butter sandwich.
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We don't see how connected we are.
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We don't see that someone dumps something in an ocean around the world
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and 20 years later, there's a virus,
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and 30 years later, the price of eggs go up.
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We are connected.
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And this is the way that we lean into that.
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This is the feast of that connectedness of humanity.
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It's the feast, I always say, it's not God in our hearts,
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it's God between our hearts.
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That is this weekend.
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And so as we, it would be easiest,
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let's talk about the creating and the sustaining
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and the salvation aspects of God.
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Let's talk about what makes them one.
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At a level of mystery, we cannot get past.
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Our faith is more dependent,
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and there are theologians,
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if they were passed away, their heads might blow up,
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to put it this way.
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Our faith is often much more dependent on our imagination
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than our intellect.
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Because our intellect is limited
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and our imagination is the closest we get to infinite.
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That's where we lean in.
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And Trinity, what a wonderful imagining.
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And Gregory of Nyssa, who came up with the idea,
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almost simultaneously with Gregory of Nyssa,
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which was great for theologians doing papers
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to have both of them named Gregory.
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But he always said, this is our image,
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this is the triune God we've come to know,
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but we shouldn't think that's the end of it.
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God is three and one.
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Well, that's as much as you and I get covered.
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But that doesn't describe it all either.
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That describes what we can end.
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So we ask God to make us a people who dig into the mystery,
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because what it will do for us
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is it will create a better community.
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How?
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Standing before the mystery of God,
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if you understand what it means for it to be mystery,
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you become humble.
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I've always said when I do interfaith dialogue
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that we are always gentle with one another.
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I've worked with rabbis and imams
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and people of all flavors of Christianity
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and Buddhist nuns, and we get together
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and we all recognize.
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Each one of us wants to say,
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my ridiculously insufficient vision of the Almighty
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is better than your ridiculously insufficient vision of me.
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Because as Cardinal Stafford used to say,
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all human visions of the Almighty
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are ridiculously insufficient.
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We'll never get there.
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But knowing that allows us to be humble enough
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to listen to one another and to be enriched.
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I have always, I will quote until the end of time,
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Rabbi Brian Field in that group
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said to me several years ago,
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you know, as a Catholic priest coming from a rabbi,
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he'd say, I have to tell you,
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90% of the time you and I have identical theology.
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And 10% of the time you're interesting.
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Not a horror of disagreement.
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Oh, oh good, I'm not alone in the world.
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I think there are people,
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and it's sort of a small way of living life,
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is they are waiting for a world
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that all agrees with them.
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What a small way to live.
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I used to always say,
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if the whole church could agree with me,
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we'd probably shut down by Thursday.
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I'd mess it up.
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It is that mystery, our connection that allows us
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the humility to deepen the bonds,
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to deepen the oneness.
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And if we do that,
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not only do we slowly manifest better
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the body of Christ in the world,
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but through our behavior together,
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we can manifest the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message on the Feast of the Trinity i Father Pat’s message on the Feast of the Trinity invites us into the profound mystery of God's nature as a communion of persons—Father, Son, and Holy Spirit—and challenges us to see ourselves, as beings created in God's image, as fundamentally communal and interconnected. He emphasizes that the mystery of the Trinity is not a puzzle to be solved, but a divine reality to be entered into, one that reveals both the nature of God and the calling of humanity. In a culture that prizes individualism, Father Pat calls us to embrace the countercultural truth of Christian unity: we are not isolated beings but deeply interwoven, reflections of a God who is both Three and One. This mystery, though beyond our intellect, is accessible through humility, imagination, and relational living.
Theologically, Father Pat draws from the Gospel of John, where Jesus promises the coming of the Spirit of truth who will guide the disciples into deeper understanding. The Spirit reveals the unity of purpose and being between Father, Son, and Holy Spirit—each distinct, yet indivisibly one. Father Pat insists that the mystery of their oneness defies simplistic analogies or explanations. It is not about mere agreement or shared mission, as humans might define unity, but about an inseparable communion of essence. This divine mystery is not meant to be dissected but contemplated, and in doing so, it transforms how we understand our humanity.
Created in the image of the Triune God, we are not merely individuals but part of a greater whole. Father Pat uses the image of the aspen grove in Colorado—a massive underground root system manifesting as countless individual trees—to illustrate this hidden unity. While the eye sees separate trees, the reality is one living organism. Likewise, we appear as separate individuals, but at a deeper level, we share a divine interconnectedness. This oneness is not simply about mutual respect or kindness; it's about a shared being that can only be fully realized in relational love, self-gift, and community.
Father Pat contrasts this theological vision with dominant cultural narratives. In Western society, the hero is the lone pioneer, the self-made individual who conquers adversity alone. This cultural idolization of individualism clashes with the Gospel, which proclaims that no one thrives—or is even fully themselves—apart from others. Even our most basic actions and identities are communal: no one makes a peanut butter sandwich in isolation, and no one achieves anything entirely by themselves. Our dependence on one another is not a weakness but a reflection of the divine nature.
The failure to recognize this divine communion in ourselves has consequences. When we focus on the individual persons of the Trinity—Father, Son, and Spirit—we often masculinize God because of linguistic and cultural patterns. But the unity of the Trinity, “La Trinidad” in Latin-based languages, is feminine. This reminds us that when we ignore the oneness of God, we also distort the divine image. The mystery of the Trinity calls us to balance our understanding: God is not just three persons, but one God, and we cannot grasp one aspect without the other.
Mystery, in Catholic theology, is not something to be solved but something that draws us deeper into God. Unlike a mystery novel that ends with a resolution, divine mysteries open wider and deeper the more we enter them. The Trinity, therefore, is not a theological problem to resolve but a spiritual truth that humbles, stretches, and transforms us. To ponder the Trinity is to be reminded of our limits as finite beings and the richness of God's infinite nature. This humility is essential for authentic community. Recognizing that none of us has a complete vision of God allows us to listen, learn, and grow together.
This humility fosters interfaith dialogue and mutual enrichment. Father Pat shares his experience of engaging with religious leaders of different traditions, where the shared recognition of mystery leads not to division but to deeper unity. The acknowledgment that “my vision of the Almighty is insufficient” creates space for grace, dialogue, and a richer understanding of God. It also dismantles the illusion that consensus is the goal of spirituality. Instead, communion—real, messy, mysterious, loving communion—is the goal.
Ultimately, the Feast of the Trinity is not about theological precision but about transformation. It is an invitation to live differently: to seek unity not through uniformity but through mystery, humility, and love. It is a call to embody the divine communion we profess, not by retreating into individualism, but by leaning into our interconnectedness. In doing so, we not only reflect the image of the Triune God more faithfully but also begin to manifest the Kingdom of God in the world—one act of communal love at a time....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 929.4500122070312, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. When the Pharisees heard that Jesus had silenced the Sadducees, they gathered together, and one of them, a scholar of the law, tested him by asking, Teacher, which commandment in the law is the greatest? Jesus said to him, You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind. This is the greatest and first commandment. The second is like it. You shall love your neighbor as yourself. The whole law and the prophets depend on these two commandments. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. So as many of you may know, I mentioned last week, I went on a five-day silent retreat. So get comfortable. I have some talking to make up for. Not talked in a while. But I always bring a book. And I thought, you know, I should, I confess, most of the theology I read in the last several years falls in what I would call the marginalized categories of theology. Once in a while, I read about dialogues with kind of smaller, obscure, almost run-over religions. Not our own. But in our own faith, and I tend to gravitate towards feminist theology, liberation theology, Mujeres theology, Latino theology, and a friend of mine who saw what I was reading before the retreat started, we got like a social hour that was like, catch up and then shut up. And, but he said, you know, it's probably really good that you do that because you have to reach out and you have to understand so many people. And I said to him, you know, you have to understand, I don't read these theologies to be more effective or to see it from this person's point of view. I mean, those are all good things. The reason I read them is because the images of God that have been produced by privilege, by those who are well-housed and well-clothed and well, you know, fed in the palaces of Europe for 2,000 years, those images of God don't feed me. The images of God that are stuck in authority and keeping people in their place are so distant from the God of Jesus Christ that we have to sometimes get beyond the theology of the majority to find the God of the poor. We can't get there any other way. And so you start to read these theologies and it's interesting how we look at things that we can see from the majority perspective and we've kind of put our own interpretation on it. I think it is the greatest sin of being in the privileged class that you feel you have a right to interpret everyone else's life. So we'll go in and we'll see pictures of Hispanic Catholicism and we'll see houses that have little statues of Mary and things and we'll think, how folkloric. Rather than really understanding that in a theology that grew up where they were not as, you know, they didn't have as many priests so they became less priest-dependent that the church often happened at home. And when there were no priests around, Abuela gave the blessings and said the prayers and cried for the children. And they don't have, they will never have quite the we come here for our sacred space that other cultures have. It will always bleed into the public life and their public life will come back to church and that's why, you know, everyone says, well why do they do quinceaneras at church? Because they don't have the strong wall between this space and the rest of the world that we developed in a world of structure, in a world of authority and who's in charge, that's a different culture. And so you find God in these different cultures and you can slowly struggle with the living God. The God that we hear today, the God who says, you know, you have to, you are measured by how you treat the stranger. Not how you treat the people that are important to you and that can do back for you. How you treat the stranger encounter. You know, in many ways, this issue is at the very heart of what's in the news. You know, all of the scandals that have surrounded Harvey Weinstein and now the director's out and Bill Cosby a while back. And I was watching a talk show and I found it interesting that a couple of the men were saying, you know, I used to think I don't understand women. Now I don't realize I don't understand other men. Because they were saying, you know, this is always a power thing. And I think that's an easy out. This is having power over the women and I think that's part of it. But I think that's rarer. And I think we like to say it's that because then when we go, eh, that doesn't resonate with me. I must not be part of the problem. It lets a lot of us off the hook. It's not just about power. It's about the privilege to say, I will interpret my actions for both of us. If I give myself the freedom to do this to put you at ease, then you should be put at ease. It has much more to do with the pernicious sense of I am privileged and I will interpret these encounters. And that happens all over the place. And that can happen across genders. Most of us have at least one stray aunt in the family who sees you and grabs you and hugs you whether you want it or not. Interesting things happen when we decide I will get to interpret our encounter. If I need something, I will need it and you will understand. If I decide that this is just a fun gesture, you will interpret it that way. We're so unaware of the privilege and it comes from 2,000 years of in many ways our God image controlled by the privileged. The minute we start talking, the minute religion took that turn around Puritan England time when rather than helping the poor, it became sort of the temperance league thing where we would get dressed up in our Sunday finery and we would march against the poor in that their morals, their morals are not decent. They're being impertinent. And that became the religious stance. Make no doubt what we were doing is we were wresting God from the poor and getting him back to the palaces where he belonged. And we can't do that. God, we hear, still dwells in the poor. And that's a tough message for our country because very few of us can truly put ourselves with the kind of poor that lived in Jesus' time. So where does that leave us? Well, it doesn't leave us cut off from God. It invites us into the different aspect, which is if you're not among the very poor of God, then you have a chance to be one with God by being the liberator. That's your other chance. If you are among the well-fed and among the well-clothed, then your job is to reach out and lift up those who aren't. That's how we participate in divinity, you know. And it's a tough message because we've kind of been taught that this gospel of prosperity stuff where, you know, God has blessed my life. I mean, it says right there in the Beatitudes, you know, blessed are those with a bigger house. It's the gospel according to Shlomo or something. I don't know who that belongs to, you know. But we kind of feel, I've been blessed. And we get this, you know, we're fascinated. As Catholics, we're fascinated with Mother Teresa. I know people who knew Mother Teresa personally, and they'll tell you, you know what? She wasn't a sweet woman. I mean, we all picture, we picture that face and the smile, and they're like, she was difficult. She was difficult. But she was determined to lift up the poor. And I think we like to see that as what a sweet sort of passive presence in the world. No, no, she was a revolutionary. She was going to change things. You know, her theology is not, take the theology we have, throw in minorities and mix. No, no, something much more revolutionary. Encounter the God who starts with the poor. When privilege took over religion, we moved, and this was about the time that Jesus is fighting against this, but we moved to suppress all of, some of them were pagan religions with high goddesses, and some were gods and all. But we suppressed a lot of the earth god, earth goddess images for the sky god. We climbed the mountain to encounter God. We got away from the lowly. God was to be found in the stratosphere, no longer down here in the dirt. And it's so ingrained in us, you know, that we are there to elevate, rather, no, we're there to get down and be grounded with the rest of the world. We're to encounter God, you know, coming out of the atmosphere from all angles, but we are to be a people who really recognize that there's an encounter with God that we sometimes miss when we live too much from an expectation of privilege. The Catholic writer Brian Massengale was giving a talk, and he was talking about that there is a resentment, now this is in African-American spirituality, and he said there's a little bit of a resentment sometimes, you know, when someone will say, well, you know, you don't understand what it is to be the descendants of slaves. And he said, you know, the resentment is people will look at him and say, you know, that's generations ago, it's not you, get over it. And when will you stop acting as though you're still a slave? And his answer is, when you stop acting like you're still a landowner. The structures are still in place. I work hard for everything I get. No, I work hard and started from a place of privilege, and that's why I have what I have. And that's so hard for us to really get a grasp of when we encounter someone, how often we just assume that I can interpret the situation, I can decide what's offensive, I can decide what's not. That is a place that most of the world doesn't get to live at. And we don't realize that. And so God calls us to really step back and encounter the God of the poor. But to do it, we have to get rid of our idols. We still struggle so much with the first commandment. No idols before God. Most of our Christianity is all idols because the image of God can change too quickly. It's too big, we can't grasp it. We have to choose smaller things. And it's okay. You'll always have to choose something smaller than God. You can't reflect on the whole. Just don't get stuck on one thing. You get stuck on one thing, it becomes an idol. I would say, and this almost, I've had people when I say this, I really, they are ready to kill me. But I've been silent for five days, if I have to die now, this is a good time. And that is, in America, our greatest idol that we worship instead of God is Scripture. We don't look for God anywhere else. Someone says, this person's hurting, what should we do? Check the Scripture. It's not the only access to God. God is bigger than Scripture. That's fundamentalism. Why are you guys doing that? Where does it say in the Bible that this building should be this shape? Same place it says we have air conditioning, get over it. It's not an idol. It's a help. And when we make things our idol, every part of our God image gets stuck in that. And then it becomes simply ours. But the God who calls us into communion with the whole world will always ask us, start with those who do not know privilege. Start with those whose lives are so uncertain. So uncertain. It's fascinating, we want to be one with Jesus, but we forget, we talk about the cross, we talk about everything else, we forget the Christmas coming up. We forget that the whole Jesus event starts as the loftiest God in the world coming down light years to be with us. The journey from God to humanity is a larger journey than we will ever be asked to make, going from privilege to those in need. But at least it's an accompanying journey with Jesus. And so we ask God to make us a people today who are open to new images of God, who are constantly seeking where God is in a new situation, that we don't fall back on, well, this is what I was taught, and I'm right. There's a, I can't remember the theologian, comes out of the Mujeres theology that says, God exists in every part of you but your arrogance. It's only in our arrogance that God doesn't exist. And can you imagine, can you imagine being God for a minute, speaking of arrogance? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When the Pharisees heard that Jesus had silenced the Sadducees,
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they gathered together, and one of them, a scholar of the law,
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tested him by asking,
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Teacher, which commandment in the law is the greatest?
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Jesus said to him,
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You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart,
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with all your soul, and with all your mind.
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This is the greatest and first commandment.
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The second is like it.
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You shall love your neighbor as yourself.
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The whole law and the prophets depend on these two commandments.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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So as many of you may know, I mentioned last week,
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I went on a five-day silent retreat.
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So get comfortable.
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I have some talking to make up for.
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Not talked in a while.
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But I always bring a book.
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And I thought, you know, I should, I confess,
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most of the theology I read in the last several years
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falls in what I would call
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the marginalized categories of theology.
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Once in a while, I read about dialogues with
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kind of smaller, obscure, almost run-over religions.
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Not our own.
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But in our own faith,
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and I tend to gravitate towards feminist theology,
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liberation theology, Mujeres theology, Latino theology,
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and a friend of mine who saw what I was reading
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before the retreat started,
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we got like a social hour that was like,
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catch up and then shut up.
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And, but he said, you know,
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it's probably really good that you do that
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because you have to reach out
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and you have to understand so many people.
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And I said to him, you know, you have to understand,
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I don't read these theologies to be more effective
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or to see it from this person's point of view.
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I mean, those are all good things.
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The reason I read them is because
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the images of God that have been produced
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by privilege,
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by those who are well-housed and well-clothed
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and well, you know, fed
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in the palaces of Europe for 2,000 years,
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those images of God don't feed me.
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The images of God that are stuck in authority
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and keeping people in their place
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are so distant from the God of Jesus Christ
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that we have to sometimes get beyond
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the theology of the majority
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to find the God of the poor.
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We can't get there any other way.
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And so you start to read these theologies
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and it's interesting how we look at things
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that we can see from the majority perspective
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and we've kind of put our own interpretation on it.
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I think it is the greatest sin
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of being in the privileged class
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that you feel you have a right
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to interpret everyone else's life.
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So we'll go in and we'll see
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pictures of Hispanic Catholicism
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and we'll see houses that have
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little statues of Mary and things
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and we'll think, how folkloric.
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Rather than really understanding
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that in a theology that grew up
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where they were not as, you know,
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they didn't have as many priests
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so they became less priest-dependent
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that the church often happened at home.
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And when there were no priests around,
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Abuela gave the blessings
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and said the prayers and cried for the children.
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And they don't have,
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they will never have quite the
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we come here for our sacred space
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that other cultures have.
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It will always bleed into the public life
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and their public life will come back to church
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and that's why, you know, everyone says,
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well why do they do quinceaneras at church?
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Because they don't have the strong wall
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between this space and the rest of the world
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that we developed in a world of structure,
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in a world of authority
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and who's in charge, that's a different culture.
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And so you find God in these different cultures
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and you can slowly struggle with the living God.
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The God that we hear today,
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the God who says, you know, you have to,
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you are measured by how you treat the stranger.
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Not how you treat the people
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that are important to you and that can do back for you.
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How you treat the stranger encounter.
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You know, in many ways,
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this issue is at the very heart
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of what's in the news.
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You know, all of the scandals
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that have surrounded Harvey Weinstein
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and now the director's out
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and Bill Cosby a while back.
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And I was watching a talk show
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and I found it interesting
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that a couple of the men were saying,
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you know, I used to think I don't understand women.
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Now I don't realize I don't understand other men.
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Because they were saying, you know,
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this is always a power thing.
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This is having power over the women
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and I think that's part of it.
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But I think that's rarer.
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because then when we go,
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eh, that doesn't resonate with me.
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I must not be part of the problem.
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It lets a lot of us off the hook.
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It's not just about power.
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It's about the privilege to say,
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I will interpret my actions for both of us.
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If I give myself the freedom to do this
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to put you at ease,
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then you should be put at ease.
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It has much more to do with the pernicious sense
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of I am privileged
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and I will interpret these encounters.
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And that happens all over the place.
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And that can happen across genders.
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Most of us have at least one stray aunt in the family
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who sees you and grabs you and hugs you
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whether you want it or not.
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Interesting things happen when we decide
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I will get to interpret our encounter.
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If I need something,
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I will need it and you will understand.
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If I decide that this is just a fun gesture,
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you will interpret it that way.
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We're so unaware of the privilege
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and it comes from 2,000 years
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of in many ways our God image
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controlled by the privileged.
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The minute we start talking,
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the minute religion took that turn
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around Puritan England time
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when rather than helping the poor,
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it became sort of the temperance league thing
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where we would get dressed up in our Sunday finery
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and we would march against the poor
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in that their morals,
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their morals are not decent.
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They're being impertinent.
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Make no doubt what we were doing
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is we were wresting God from the poor
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and getting him back to the palaces where he belonged.
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And we can't do that.
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God, we hear, still dwells in the poor.
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And that's a tough message for our country
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because very few of us can truly put ourselves
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with the kind of poor that lived in Jesus' time.
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So where does that leave us?
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Well, it doesn't leave us cut off from God.
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It invites us into the different aspect,
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which is if you're not among the very poor of God,
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then you have a chance to be one with God
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by being the liberator.
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That's your other chance.
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If you are among the well-fed
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and among the well-clothed,
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then your job is to reach out
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and lift up those who aren't.
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That's how we participate in divinity, you know.
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And it's a tough message
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because we've kind of been taught
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that this gospel of prosperity stuff
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where, you know, God has blessed my life.
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I mean, it says right there in the Beatitudes,
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you know, blessed are those with a bigger house.
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It's the gospel according to Shlomo or something.
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I don't know who that belongs to, you know.
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But we kind of feel, I've been blessed.
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As Catholics, we're fascinated with Mother Teresa.
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I know people who knew Mother Teresa personally,
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and they'll tell you, you know what?
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She wasn't a sweet woman.
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I mean, we all picture, we picture that face
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and the smile, and they're like,
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she was difficult.
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She was difficult.
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But she was determined to lift up the poor.
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And I think we like to see that as
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what a sweet sort of passive presence in the world.
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No, no, she was a revolutionary.
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She was going to change things.
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You know, her theology is not,
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take the theology we have,
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throw in minorities and mix.
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No, no, something much more revolutionary.
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Encounter the God who starts with the poor.
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When privilege took over religion,
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we moved, and this was about the time
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that Jesus is fighting against this,
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but we moved to suppress all of,
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some of them were pagan religions with high goddesses,
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and some were gods and all.
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But we suppressed a lot of the earth god,
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earth goddess images for the sky god.
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We climbed the mountain to encounter God.
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We got away from the lowly.
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God was to be found in the stratosphere,
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no longer down here in the dirt.
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And it's so ingrained in us,
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you know, that we are there to elevate,
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rather, no, we're there to get down
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and be grounded with the rest of the world.
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We're to encounter God,
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you know, coming out of the atmosphere from all angles,
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but we are to be a people who really recognize
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that there's an encounter with God
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that we sometimes miss when we live too much
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from an expectation of privilege.
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The Catholic writer Brian Massengale
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was giving a talk, and he was talking about
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that there is a resentment,
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now this is in African-American spirituality,
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and he said there's a little bit of a resentment sometimes,
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you know, when someone will say,
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well, you know, you don't understand what it is
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to be the descendants of slaves.
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And he said, you know, the resentment is
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people will look at him and say,
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you know, that's generations ago,
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it's not you, get over it.
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And when will you stop acting as though
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you're still a slave?
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And his answer is, when you stop acting
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like you're still a landowner.
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The structures are still in place.
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I work hard for everything I get.
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No, I work hard and started from a place of privilege,
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and that's why I have what I have.
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And that's so hard for us to really get a grasp of
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when we encounter someone,
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how often we just assume that
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I can interpret the situation,
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I can decide what's offensive,
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I can decide what's not.
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That is a place that most of the world
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doesn't get to live at.
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And we don't realize that.
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And so God calls us to really step back
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and encounter the God of the poor.
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But to do it, we have to get rid of our idols.
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We still struggle so much with the first commandment.
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No idols before God.
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Most of our Christianity is all idols
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because the image of God can change too quickly.
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It's too big, we can't grasp it.
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We have to choose smaller things.
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And it's okay.
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You'll always have to choose something smaller than God.
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You can't reflect on the whole.
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Just don't get stuck on one thing.
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You get stuck on one thing, it becomes an idol.
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I would say, and this almost,
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I've had people when I say this,
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I really, they are ready to kill me.
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But I've been silent for five days,
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if I have to die now, this is a good time.
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And that is, in America,
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our greatest idol that we worship instead of God
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is Scripture.
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We don't look for God anywhere else.
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Someone says, this person's hurting, what should we do?
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Check the Scripture.
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It's not the only access to God.
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God is bigger than Scripture.
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That's fundamentalism.
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Why are you guys doing that?
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Where does it say in the Bible
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that this building should be this shape?
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Same place it says we have air conditioning, get over it.
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It's not an idol.
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It's a help.
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And when we make things our idol,
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every part of our God image gets stuck in that.
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And then it becomes simply ours.
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But the God who calls us into communion with the whole world
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will always ask us,
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start with those who do not know privilege.
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Start with those whose lives are so uncertain.
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So uncertain.
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It's fascinating, we want to be one with Jesus,
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but we forget, we talk about the cross,
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we talk about everything else,
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we forget the Christmas coming up.
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We forget that the whole Jesus event starts
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as the loftiest God in the world
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coming down light years to be with us.
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The journey from God to humanity
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is a larger journey than we will ever be asked to make,
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going from privilege to those in need.
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But at least it's an accompanying journey with Jesus.
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And so we ask God to make us a people today
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who are open to new images of God,
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who are constantly seeking where God is in a new situation,
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that we don't fall back on, well, this is what I was taught,
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and I'm right.
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There's a, I can't remember the theologian,
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comes out of the Mujeres theology that says,
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God exists in every part of you but your arrogance.
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It's only in our arrogance that God doesn't exist.
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And can you imagine,
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can you imagine being God for a minute,
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speaking of arrogance?
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But imagine being God and looking down
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on the average one of us who thinks we know it all.
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Only in our arrogance can God not exist,
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and only when we reach out to people we've yet to encounter,
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people we've yet to understand,
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people we've yet to allow to lead us,
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only then can our vision of God grow.
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Only then can we start to pursue the living God,
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the God who is not stagnant,
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the God who can bring us all to a new heaven and a new earth,
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not refurbished, but something new for the human heart.
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Father Pat’s message is a powerful call to abandon Father Pat’s message is a powerful call to abandon static and privileged images of God in favor of a dynamic and liberating encounter with the divine found among the poor, the marginalized, and the oppressed. Drawing from his own spiritual journey and theological reading, he challenges us to recognize how privilege distorts our understanding of God, religion, and morality. He insists that love of God and neighbor—especially the neighbor who is different, excluded, or silenced—is the heart of our faith. This love demands humility, openness to transformation, and a willingness to dismantle idols—whether of Scripture, tradition, or comfort—that hinder our relationship with the living God.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on his silent retreat, where he immersed himself in theologies from the margins—feminist, liberation, Latino, and Mujeres theologies—not out of academic curiosity or pastoral obligation, but because traditional images of God shaped by centuries of European privilege no longer nourish his soul. He emphasizes that theology shaped by authority and hierarchy often distances us from the God revealed in Jesus Christ, who consistently sided with the poor, the outcast, and the stranger. In contrast, theologies emerging from oppressed communities bring us into contact with a God who liberates, suffers, and dwells among those who have been silenced.
He critiques the tendency of the privileged to interpret the lives and faith of others through their own lens, often reducing vibrant, contextual spiritualities to “folklore” or misunderstanding them entirely. Using examples from Hispanic Catholicism, he draws attention to how faith can flourish in the home and community when institutional structures are absent, revealing a sacredness that transcends traditional boundaries between church and daily life. This, he argues, is a vital insight into how God is encountered in real, lived experience, not just in formal doctrine or ritual.
Father Pat then connects this theological reflection to broader societal issues, such as the abuse scandals involving powerful men. He identifies a deeper issue than mere power: the entitlement of the privileged to define and interpret reality for others. This entitlement, he explains, is rooted in centuries of privilege and is perpetuated when we fail to examine how deeply it shapes our behavior, assumptions, and even our spirituality. The problem is not just individual sin, but systemic privilege that allows some to dictate meaning and morality while silencing others.
He laments the historical shift in Christianity—from a faith of the poor to a moralizing institution aligned with power and control. This shift, he argues, was a theft of God from the poor, replacing the incarnate, liberating God of Jesus with a sterile, distant deity of the elite. Yet the Gospel still calls us to encounter God among the poor and to become liberators ourselves if we are not among the poor. This is the path by which the privileged can participate in the divine life: by using their position to uplift others rather than consolidate their own comfort.
Father Pat challenges the modern idolization of Scripture, asserting that while Scripture is sacred, it is not God itself. He warns that when we make any one thing—especially something as limited by human interpretation as the Bible—into a fixed and total image of God, we fall into idolatry. True Christian faith is not about clinging to certainties but about seeking God in new and unfamiliar places, especially in the voices and lives of those who have been historically excluded.
He touches on the enduring structures of racial and social privilege, quoting theologian Bryan Massingale to illustrate how the legacy of slavery and landownership continues to shape attitudes and systems today. Recognizing this truth confronts the lie of meritocracy and invites a deeper humility in how we engage with others’ experiences. Only by relinquishing the need to control or interpret others’ realities can we begin to cultivate genuine solidarity and open ourselves to the transforming presence of God.
Ultimately, Father Pat urges us to be open to new images of God, to let go of arrogance, and to listen to those who have been silenced or overlooked. He reminds us that Jesus’ life began with the greatest act of divine humility: the Incarnation. God’s descent into human vulnerability should inspire us to make our own descent from privilege into solidarity. Only in doing so can we begin to see God as God truly is—not confined to our expectations or traditions, but alive in the struggles, hopes, and dignity of every human being.
In sum, Father Pat’s message is a profound spiritual challenge: to love God with our whole being and to love our neighbor—not from on high, but from the ground, where God still dwells, among the poor, the broken, and the unknown. To find God, we must be willing to be changed....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 926.219970703125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus went across the Sea of Galilee. A large crowd followed Him because they saw signs He was performing on the sick. Jesus went up on the mountain, and there He sat down with His disciples. The Jewish feast of Passover was near, and when Jesus raised His eyes, He saw that a large crowd was coming to Him. So He said to Philip, Where can we buy enough food for them to eat? He said this to test Him because He knew Himself what He was going to do. Philip answered Him, Two hundred days' wages' worth of food would not be enough for each of them to have even a little. One of His disciples, Andrew, the brother of Simon Peter, said to Him, There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish, but what good are they for so many? Jesus said, Have the people recline. Now there was a great deal of grass in that place, so the men reclined about five thousand in number. Then Jesus took the loaves, gave thanks, and distributed them to those who were reclining and also as much of the fish as they wanted. When they had had their fill, He said to His disciples, Gather the fragments left over so that nothing will be wasted. So they collected them and filled twelve wicker baskets with fragments from five barley loaves that had been more than they could eat. When the people saw the sign He had done, they said, This is truly the prophet, the one who is to come into the world. Since Jesus knew they were going to come and carry Him off and make Him a king, He withdrew to the mountain alone. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to You, Lord Jesus Christ. I have said several times, preaching on this or one of the other versions of it in the other Gospels, but I've said several times over the years that, you know, many people, when you have something that's called a miracle, it's interesting to hear different people's version of what they think actually happened. There are basically a few... We go right to the most magical, wondrous thing we can come up with, which is, I don't know, you know, baskets of food with bread coming out like popcorn. How do we see the miracle happen? What's our vision of what was happening? Did Jesus, you know, cast a spell and now there's more bread and there's more fish? It's not really what the Gospel wants to get us to, and you can tell there's little cultural hints all the way through that we've somewhat lost the cultural awareness of that time. You know, the first thing, he begins his story by setting it up. He says, so they go back across the Sea of Galilee, and every time in John's Gospel they have him take that trip across the water, they're going from, you know, it would be as though instead of in Galilee, this happened in a small town, and it's Jesus continuing to go back and forth across the railroad tracks to those who live on the right side of the tracks and those who live on the wrong side of the tracks. And the right side of this, you know, the people who lived on the other side of Galilee, now we're getting into Samaritans and all these people whose religion had been mixed with local religions, and they were very, very much looked down upon by the religiously righteous, you know, on the other side of the Galilean Sea. So they go back and forth, and every time they're going back and forth, it's a sign from the author that he's going back and forth between, you know, those who live on the right side of Galilee and those who live on the wrong side. So first he goes over into a mixed crowd, and the crowds have followed him over, so now we have this, it's a disaster. The good people and the bad people are with each other. What are you going to do now? Well, the problem, you know, that we get in this is we think, oh, my gosh, there's all these people. How are you going to feed them? These were not dumb people. These people lived in this desert community their whole life. No one went out on that trip without bringing provisions. They had food. They didn't have it out on display. They had food, and they were going to do what they always did because of the kosher law. They were going to run off and find an area where they could eat alone because one of the first parts of kosher is not simply that the dairy's on this plate and the meat's on that plate, and you don't eat pork, and you don't do... Back then, the first rule of kosher was you do not sit down at table, you do not eat and share a meal with people who are not kosher. In many ways, that was probably the cultural purpose of kosher was to kind of keep the communities and the bloodlines pure in their minds because if you can't sit down to meal and share a meal together, chances of getting married are not good. Everything's going to stay separate. And so kosher was a keeping our tribe our tribe sort of thing. And Jesus, you know, the miracle that needs to happen here is that people need to actually put down, even within our religion, they have to put down anything that's building walls and be ready to share. And so as the story unfolds, you know, a couple of interesting things happen. First, he kind of asks Philip the question, and then Andrew steps forward. Now, Andrew has a reputation. Most of us don't see it because we only get three little stories about Andrew in all of scripture, but they're the same story each time. Every time Andrew is there, Andrew brings someone to Jesus. The first story, Andrew brings Peter to Jesus. Andrew meets Jesus first, and then he goes and finds his brother Peter and says, you got to meet this guy. Now, you can imagine what happens, not that there's ever competition between siblings in the world, but Andrew brings Peter to Jesus, and over time, it is Peter who becomes sort of the number one of the group. Andrew could have had a much sort of snarkier reaction to that, but the next time we see Andrew, he's just bringing the next person to Jesus, and he brings this boy here to Jesus and then backs off, and it's none of his business what happens. And later in Acts, he'll bring someone to the apostles to be baptized, and then once he's baptized, it's none of his business. He's someone that trusts the Spirit. He brings people. He shares his faith. He introduces them, and then he's not upset if their journey looks different than his. So Andrew's this interesting character, and so in this case, you know, Andrew, it's kind of, it's almost comical if you read it a little too literally because, you know, they say, there's 4,000. Philip has just laid it out. Philip is sort of Eeyore, and Andrew is Tigger in this. He goes, there's 4,000 people. No matter what, no matter what, there's not going to be enough food. And Andrew says, I know a guy with a couple loaves of bread. You kind of have to love that vision of Andrew. I know a guy, and he's got not nearly enough. It's very clear. It tells you this is a boy, not a man, a boy. Why? Because in the culture and in the way this literature is written, what they mean is someone who's young enough that they have not made their bar mitzvah yet. So he's not, he's not beholding to the religious laws. He doesn't have to keep kosher because he has not made his bar mitzvah. He cannot be held accountable to the law at that age. So he's willing to share what he has, and the miracle is that that becomes a teaching moment for the community, and when everyone starts to share what they have, there is more than enough for everyone. See, I think in our minds, we like to rewrite that into Jesus waved his magic hands and made enough food for everyone, and therefore when we read that, our reaction should be, isn't God wonderful? Which is an okay reaction. But when you see what the gospel writer's written, then your reaction is, oh, I'm supposed to share what I have. And when most of us are given the choice of share what you have with the world, or can't I just sit here and go, isn't God wonderful? We like the second interpretation because it's a pretty stained glass vision of God that doesn't call us to anything. The other one says, when we all share what we have, there's more than enough for everyone. And more than that, it shows this young boy as a character that we're all called to be. This boy does not have the answer. He does not have the solution. He does not fix the problem. He's just part of the solution. He's part of fixing the problem. How often do people say, well, look, I could really give here and help here, but it's just never gonna be enough to fix poverty. That's right. You're only going to be a part of the solution. And sometimes we use that I can't fix it all as an excuse not to help, not to be a part of a solution. You know, maybe in the grand scheme of things, you only nudge the world the slightest bit, but that doesn't mean you're not called to give what you have to be part of a solution. This is, in a sense, the meaning of Pentecost. There's a moment in our scriptural development, in a moment in our church, where Jesus says to the early, you know, disciples, I have to leave so that the Spirit can come. Now, I've told you before, I just, when I first read that, I thought, what, is there like a two-thirds rule for the Trinity that only one can be out at a time? Why does Jesus have to go so that the Spirit can come? It kind of makes it sound like there's a control issue going on in heaven, and you don't allow two of them out at once. No, no. What he's saying, because we know that from the beginning of time, our belief is the Spirit is everywhere. And the Spirit was everywhere even when Jesus was here. And Jesus is everywhere, and God is everywhere. So what does it mean? What he means is, until I'm out of your sight, you will not be open to the Spirit. Because who is gonna wrestle with the Spirit when you've got easy-access Jesus walking next to you answering questions? And what we like about the Jesus model is I can just ask a question and get the answer, and all we have to do is keep running to Jesus and running to Jesus. And Jesus says, you know, the Spirit will belong to the community. When we do things in the Spirit, we have to do them together. You know, if we just elect the next Jesus, then it's Jesus' job to do all the miracles. But when you work with the Spirit, your access to God comes together. The solutions we find, we find together. And ever since the Spirit came, our church and every other has been very busy at trying to ignore the Spirit and come up with substitute Jesuses. You know, who's our next leader? Who's the next person that's gonna tell us what to do? You know, Pope Francis, back when he wrote a letter on one of the many sort of hot topic controversial issues, and I can't remember which one this was, but I was listening to someone talk about what he said. And he said, you know, the problem right now for the church is that half the church, not an even half, but you know, somewhere, a big group in the church that is conservative thinks he's gone too far. And a big group in the church that's liberal thinks he didn't go far enough. But both groups are children waiting for daddy to tell them what they believe. And that's what Francis is trying to fix. He wants us to be people of the Spirit, not, can we get another Jesus? Just keep sending us another guru, another elder, another minister, another pastor, another, can you just send us another Jesus to follow? And the Pentecost era of the church is, no, it's the Spirit. You're going to have to solve this together because the Spirit will not work individually without bringing you together. And so we have this moment which people will often see as a foreshadowing of the Eucharist, but it's more than that. It's also a foreshadowing of Pentecost. It's one person may have given them an example, but when they all realize they have enough, it's not until the group as a whole starts to involve themselves that the solution presents itself. And so we ask God to make us people who can put down enough of our ego to still want to be part of a solution, even though no one's ever going to erect a monument to me because I was the solution. You know, that's trying to be the Jesus character rather than trying to live in the Spirit. The Spirit says the solutions are there when you come together. The solutions are there when you share what you have. It is the most difficult thing to teach singers is that most singers' voices are getting shaky and falling apart at the end of lines and they can't find enough breath, not because they're not taking in enough breath. Most singers do not get rid of enough breath before they take the next breath. They don't exhaust the breath they have. They, you know... And we teach them to do that. You know, I was going to, you know, write a thesis in college, just no one was interested, on, um... I came up with a lot of those that got rejected. No, but... On the fact that warm-ups, if we don't handle them right, warm-ups teach us to sing badly because, you know, we're taught to, from high school on, we go, Ah, ah, ah. No one needs a whole breath for five notes. No one. And so, it's what we call stacking breath, and soon, about 90% of their lungs is full of air that's been in there for three minutes with no oxygen, and they just keep filling up the top 10% instead of getting rid of what they have so they can take in something new. That's that model of sharing. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus went across the Sea of Galilee.
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A large crowd followed Him because they saw signs
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He was performing on the sick.
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Jesus went up on the mountain,
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and there He sat down with His disciples.
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The Jewish feast of Passover was near,
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and when Jesus raised His eyes,
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He saw that a large crowd was coming to Him.
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So He said to Philip,
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Where can we buy enough food for them to eat?
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He said this to test Him
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because He knew Himself what He was going to do.
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Philip answered Him,
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Two hundred days' wages' worth of food
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would not be enough for each of them to have even a little.
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One of His disciples, Andrew,
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the brother of Simon Peter, said to Him,
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There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish,
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but what good are they for so many?
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Jesus said, Have the people recline.
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Now there was a great deal of grass in that place,
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so the men reclined about five thousand in number.
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Then Jesus took the loaves, gave thanks,
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and distributed them to those who were reclining
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and also as much of the fish as they wanted.
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When they had had their fill, He said to His disciples,
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Gather the fragments left over so that nothing will be wasted.
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So they collected them and filled twelve wicker baskets
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with fragments from five barley loaves
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that had been more than they could eat.
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When the people saw the sign He had done, they said,
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This is truly the prophet, the one who is to come into the world.
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Since Jesus knew they were going to come and carry Him off
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and make Him a king, He withdrew to the mountain alone.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to You, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I have said several times,
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preaching on this or one of the other versions of it
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in the other Gospels,
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but I've said several times over the years that, you know,
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many people, when you have something that's called a miracle,
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it's interesting to hear different people's version
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of what they think actually happened.
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There are basically a few...
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We go right to the most magical, wondrous thing
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we can come up with, which is, I don't know,
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you know, baskets of food with bread coming out like popcorn.
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How do we see the miracle happen?
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What's our vision of what was happening?
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Did Jesus, you know, cast a spell
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and now there's more bread and there's more fish?
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It's not really what the Gospel wants to get us to,
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and you can tell there's little cultural hints
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all the way through that we've somewhat lost
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the cultural awareness of that time.
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You know, the first thing, he begins his story
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by setting it up.
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He says, so they go back across the Sea of Galilee,
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and every time in John's Gospel
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they have him take that trip across the water,
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they're going from, you know,
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it would be as though instead of in Galilee,
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this happened in a small town,
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and it's Jesus continuing to go back and forth
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across the railroad tracks
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to those who live on the right side of the tracks
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and those who live on the wrong side of the tracks.
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And the right side of this, you know,
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the people who lived on the other side of Galilee,
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now we're getting into Samaritans
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and all these people whose religion
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had been mixed with local religions,
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and they were very, very much looked down upon
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by the religiously righteous, you know,
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on the other side of the Galilean Sea.
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So they go back and forth,
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and every time they're going back and forth,
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it's a sign from the author
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that he's going back and forth between, you know,
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those who live on the right side of Galilee
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and those who live on the wrong side.
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So first he goes over into a mixed crowd,
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and the crowds have followed him over,
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so now we have this, it's a disaster.
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The good people and the bad people are with each other.
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What are you going to do now?
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Well, the problem, you know, that we get in this
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is we think, oh, my gosh, there's all these people.
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How are you going to feed them?
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These were not dumb people.
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These people lived in this desert community
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their whole life.
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No one went out on that trip without bringing provisions.
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They had food.
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They didn't have it out on display.
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They had food, and they were going to do
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what they always did because of the kosher law.
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They were going to run off and find an area
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where they could eat alone
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because one of the first parts of kosher
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is not simply that the dairy's on this plate
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and the meat's on that plate,
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and you don't eat pork, and you don't do...
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Back then, the first rule of kosher was
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you do not sit down at table,
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you do not eat and share a meal
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with people who are not kosher.
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In many ways, that was probably
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the cultural purpose of kosher
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was to kind of keep the communities
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and the bloodlines pure in their minds
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because if you can't sit down to meal
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and share a meal together,
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chances of getting married are not good.
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Everything's going to stay separate.
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And so kosher was a
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keeping our tribe our tribe sort of thing.
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And Jesus, you know,
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the miracle that needs to happen here
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is that people need to actually put down,
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even within our religion,
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they have to put down anything that's building walls
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and be ready to share.
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And so as the story unfolds,
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you know, a couple of interesting things happen.
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First, he kind of asks Philip the question,
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and then Andrew steps forward.
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Now, Andrew has a reputation.
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Most of us don't see it
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because we only get three little stories
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about Andrew in all of scripture,
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but they're the same story each time.
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Every time Andrew is there,
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Andrew brings someone to Jesus.
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The first story, Andrew brings Peter to Jesus.
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Andrew meets Jesus first,
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and then he goes and finds his brother Peter and says,
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you got to meet this guy.
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Now, you can imagine what happens,
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not that there's ever competition
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between siblings in the world,
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but Andrew brings Peter to Jesus,
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and over time, it is Peter
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who becomes sort of the number one of the group.
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Andrew could have had
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a much sort of snarkier reaction to that,
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but the next time we see Andrew,
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he's just bringing the next person to Jesus,
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and he brings this boy here to Jesus
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and then backs off,
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and it's none of his business what happens.
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And later in Acts,
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he'll bring someone to the apostles to be baptized,
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and then once he's baptized,
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it's none of his business.
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He's someone that trusts the Spirit.
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He brings people.
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He shares his faith.
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He introduces them,
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and then he's not upset
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if their journey looks different than his.
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So Andrew's this interesting character,
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and so in this case, you know, Andrew,
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it's kind of, it's almost comical
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if you read it a little too literally
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because, you know, they say,
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there's 4,000.
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Philip has just laid it out.
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Philip is sort of Eeyore,
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and Andrew is Tigger in this.
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He goes, there's 4,000 people.
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No matter what,
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no matter what,
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there's not going to be enough food.
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And Andrew says,
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I know a guy with a couple loaves of bread.
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You kind of have to love that vision of Andrew.
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I know a guy,
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and he's got not nearly enough.
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It's very clear.
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It tells you this is a boy,
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not a man, a boy.
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Why?
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Because in the culture
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and in the way this literature is written,
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what they mean is
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someone who's young enough
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that they have not made their bar mitzvah yet.
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So he's not,
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he's not beholding to the religious laws.
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He doesn't have to keep kosher
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because he has not made his bar mitzvah.
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He cannot be held accountable to the law
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at that age.
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So he's willing to share what he has,
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and the miracle is that
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that becomes a teaching moment for the community,
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and when everyone starts to share what they have,
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there is more than enough for everyone.
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See, I think in our minds,
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we like to rewrite that into
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Jesus waved his magic hands
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and made enough food for everyone,
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and therefore when we read that,
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our reaction should be,
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isn't God wonderful?
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Which is an okay reaction.
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But when you see what the gospel writer's written,
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then your reaction is,
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oh, I'm supposed to share what I have.
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And when most of us are given the choice of
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share what you have with the world,
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or can't I just sit here and go,
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isn't God wonderful?
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We like the second interpretation
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because it's a pretty stained glass vision of God
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that doesn't call us to anything.
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The other one says,
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when we all share what we have,
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there's more than enough for everyone.
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And more than that,
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it shows this young boy as a character
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that we're all called to be.
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This boy does not have the answer.
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He does not have the solution.
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He does not fix the problem.
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He's just part of the solution.
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He's part of fixing the problem.
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How often do people say,
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well, look, I could really give here and help here,
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but it's just never gonna be enough to fix poverty.
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That's right.
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You're only going to be a part of the solution.
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And sometimes we use that I can't fix it all
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as an excuse not to help,
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not to be a part of a solution.
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You know, maybe in the grand scheme of things,
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you only nudge the world the slightest bit,
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but that doesn't mean you're not called
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to give what you have to be part of a solution.
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This is, in a sense, the meaning of Pentecost.
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There's a moment in our scriptural development,
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in a moment in our church,
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where Jesus says to the early, you know, disciples,
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I have to leave so that the Spirit can come.
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Now, I've told you before, I just,
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when I first read that, I thought,
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what, is there like a two-thirds rule for the Trinity
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that only one can be out at a time?
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Why does Jesus have to go so that the Spirit can come?
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It kind of makes it sound like
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there's a control issue going on in heaven,
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and you don't allow two of them out at once.
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No, no.
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What he's saying, because we know that
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from the beginning of time, our belief is
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the Spirit is everywhere.
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And the Spirit was everywhere even when Jesus was here.
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And Jesus is everywhere, and God is everywhere.
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So what does it mean?
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What he means is, until I'm out of your sight,
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you will not be open to the Spirit.
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Because who is gonna wrestle with the Spirit
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when you've got easy-access Jesus
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walking next to you answering questions?
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And what we like about the Jesus model is
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I can just ask a question and get the answer,
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and all we have to do is keep running to Jesus
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and running to Jesus.
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And Jesus says, you know,
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the Spirit will belong to the community.
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When we do things in the Spirit,
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we have to do them together.
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You know, if we just elect the next Jesus,
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then it's Jesus' job to do all the miracles.
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But when you work with the Spirit,
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your access to God comes together.
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The solutions we find, we find together.
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And ever since the Spirit came,
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our church and every other has been very busy
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at trying to ignore the Spirit
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and come up with substitute Jesuses.
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You know, who's our next leader?
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Who's the next person that's gonna tell us what to do?
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You know, Pope Francis,
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back when he wrote a letter on
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one of the many sort of hot topic controversial issues,
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and I can't remember which one this was,
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but I was listening to someone talk about what he said.
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And he said, you know,
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the problem right now for the church
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is that half the church,
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not an even half, but you know,
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somewhere, a big group in the church
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that is conservative thinks he's gone too far.
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And a big group in the church that's liberal
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thinks he didn't go far enough.
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But both groups are children waiting for daddy
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to tell them what they believe.
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And that's what Francis is trying to fix.
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He wants us to be people of the Spirit,
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not, can we get another Jesus?
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Just keep sending us another guru, another elder,
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another minister, another pastor, another,
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can you just send us another Jesus to follow?
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And the Pentecost era of the church is,
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no, it's the Spirit.
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You're going to have to solve this together
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because the Spirit will not work individually
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without bringing you together.
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And so we have this moment which people will often see
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as a foreshadowing of the Eucharist,
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but it's more than that.
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It's also a foreshadowing of Pentecost.
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It's one person may have given them an example,
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but when they all realize they have enough,
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it's not until the group as a whole
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starts to involve themselves
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that the solution presents itself.
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And so we ask God to make us people
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who can put down enough of our ego
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to still want to be part of a solution,
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even though no one's ever going to erect a monument to me
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because I was the solution.
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You know, that's trying to be the Jesus character
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rather than trying to live in the Spirit.
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The Spirit says the solutions are there
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when you come together.
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The solutions are there when you share what you have.
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It is the most difficult thing to teach singers
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is that most singers' voices are getting shaky
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and falling apart at the end of lines
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and they can't find enough breath,
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not because they're not taking in enough breath.
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Most singers do not get rid of enough breath
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before they take the next breath.
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They don't exhaust the breath they have.
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They, you know...
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And we teach them to do that.
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You know, I was going to, you know,
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write a thesis in college,
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just no one was interested,
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on, um...
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I came up with a lot of those that got rejected.
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No, but...
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On the fact that warm-ups,
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if we don't handle them right,
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warm-ups teach us to sing badly
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because, you know, we're taught to,
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from high school on, we go,
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Ah, ah, ah.
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No one needs a whole breath for five notes.
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No one.
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And so, it's what we call stacking breath,
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and soon, about 90% of their lungs
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is full of air that's been in there for three minutes
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with no oxygen,
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and they just keep filling up the top 10%
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so they can take in something new.
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That's that model of sharing.
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We give up what we have
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knowing we won't be the solution,
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but being part of the solution
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Father Pat’s message centers on redefining our und Father Pat’s message centers on redefining our understanding of miracles, discipleship, and community in light of the Gospel story of the multiplication of loaves and fishes. He challenges the traditional interpretation that sees Jesus performing a magical act, instead inviting us to see the deeper miracle: the transformation of hearts that led to radical sharing and communal participation. By focusing on cultural context, character insights, and the Spirit-led nature of Christian life, Father Pat emphasizes that discipleship is not about waiting for a divine fix, but about becoming active participants in God's work by offering what little we have, trusting that it is enough when shared in the Spirit.
Father Pat begins by deconstructing the common, almost magical view of the miracle of the loaves and fishes, where Jesus supposedly conjures food out of thin air. Instead, he invites us to see the narrative through the lens of cultural and historical context. In first-century Jewish society, strict kosher laws prohibited sharing meals with those considered unclean or outside the religious fold. Thus, when Jesus leads this mixed crowd—comprising both the ritually pure and impure—into a shared meal, He is not just feeding them; He is breaking deeply ingrained social and religious barriers. The real miracle, then, is not supernatural multiplication but the moral and spiritual transformation that leads people to overcome fear, prejudice, and tribalism, and to share what they were already carrying in secret.
Father Pat highlights the narrative’s subtle indicators that the people likely had food with them but were unwilling to share due to societal norms. The boy who offers his loaves and fish is not yet bound by religious laws—he hasn't had his bar mitzvah—and therefore is free to act outside the constraints of purity codes. His small act of generosity becomes the catalyst for communal sharing. This young boy becomes a model of discipleship: he does not solve the problem, but he begins the process of a solution. Father Pat stresses that we are often tempted to withhold our small contributions because they seem inadequate, yet the Gospel teaches that when everyone shares what little they have, it becomes more than enough. We are not called to fix the world alone, but to be part of the solution.
Andrew, the disciple who brings the boy to Jesus, is also lifted up as a model of humble service. Andrew consistently appears in Scripture as someone who brings others to Jesus and then steps back, not seeking recognition or control. He trusts the Spirit to do the rest. This contrasts with Philip, the pragmatist who cannot see beyond the apparent scarcity. Andrew’s example teaches us to trust the process and to be content with playing a supporting role in God’s work, rather than needing to be the hero.
Father Pat then draws a powerful connection between this story and the theology of the Holy Spirit. He explains that Jesus had to ascend so the Spirit could come—not because of spatial limitations within the Trinity, but because as long as Jesus was physically present, people would rely on Him alone for answers. The Spirit, in contrast, calls the community to discern and act together. This shift from an external savior to an indwelling Spirit democratizes divine action: the Church is now the Body of Christ, and solutions to the world’s problems must come from collaborative, Spirit-filled action. Too often, Father Pat laments, we seek another “Jesus” figure—a pope, a pastor, a leader—to tell us what to do, rather than engaging the Spirit within the community to find our way forward.
He likens this spiritual dynamic to the act of singing: many singers struggle because they never fully exhale and instead keep stacking breath upon breath. This becomes a metaphor for discipleship. We must let go of what we’re holding—our resources, our control, our preconceived solutions—in order to receive what is new, to be filled with the breath of the Spirit. Sharing what we have, even if it seems insufficient, is a spiritual act of exhalation, making room for God to act through us.
Ultimately, the feeding of the five thousand is not just a prefiguration of the Eucharist—it is a foreshadowing of Pentecost. Just as the miracle only occurs when the community acts together, so too the Spirit manifests fully when the Body of Christ lives in unity, humility, and generosity. Father Pat calls us to reject passive admiration of God’s power in favor of active participation in God's mission. It’s not about waiting for divine intervention, but about embodying the Spirit through acts of self-giving, trust, and communal solidarity....
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You've had it up to here, you're ready for burnout, you get away and you show up at a nice secluded place and the parish is there. So that's kind of what it sounds like. And yet there's this moment where, you know, Jesus has the decision to do one of the two pastoral responses, either to scream at the top of his lungs, It's my day off. Or recognize the needs in front of him. I think all of us have vocations, hopefully in life, and sometimes they coincide with your careers, and sometimes your vocation and your career are very much different. Sometimes they even collide. But the idea of a vocation usually means it's what's being called from you. It's not what you decide to do. This happens in churches all the time. It can be any ministry. It can be something from a volunteer position that works with the poor to someone who reads at church to anything where someone goes, this is my ministry and I have a right to it. No, no, the needs are called forth by the community. And it's not that this is mine and I have a right to it. No, it's that if the community has the need, you can fulfill that need. But I think sometimes people go through life thinking, well, this is my gift and they will need it whether they like it or not. And that just doesn't work. And so we get this where Jesus today at that moment, I've no doubt he would have preferred, he says, don't come away and rest. It was the first, it was the beginning of the self-care movement and it didn't work. People showed up. And so he kind of rolls up his sleeves and responds to the needs around him. What the question we have to deal with before we can pull that into the other two readings is when we hit that point, what is it in life that exhausts us? Not what taxes us, not what asks for energy, life, all of life, every relationship you have will ask for some energy from you. It always takes some effort. Any energy that doesn't, I mean, any relationship that doesn't inconvenience you once in a while is not a relationship. It's a delusion. You've just projected yourself onto another person. If you're really in relationship, it will inconvenience you. Their needs will not keep sync with your energy. There will be days you have no energy and they need it all. And that will just happen once in a while. For those of you that don't believe it, have children. I guarantee you their energy will kick in about the moment yours is going down the hill at night. They won't be in sync with you. No one is. And I think we forget that. I think that there are people who themselves will admit that between the ages of 18 and 35, maybe their faith was not as important to them. And something happens. Often it's their own children, having children. All of a sudden they go through a conversion and their faith becomes important to them and they cannot believe that the world has not converted at the same moment. Ten years down the road, they can't believe that their children, who are 18, aren't going to church. You know, because they had that moment, they're here now. Why did the world not keep pace with them? You know, we all do that. We can't figure out why the world doesn't keep pace with us. And that's exhausting. That goes beyond taxing. Certainly, beyond simple things like that, we get into global politics and economics and all of these opinions where we have become a society that no longer knows how to disagree with one another. I mean, I keep wondering when, and we can call it left or right. We can call it Democrat, Republican. We can call it conservative, liberal, whatever it is. Do you ever think we'll finally get exhausted hating each other? Do you think the amount of hate that we throw out towards one another, we'll ever just get tired of it and be okay? Not. Well, if we don't want to hate each other, you know, I always hear people, we've got to compromise. Like, if we could all just get to the middle and think alike, that will never happen. What we have to learn is we will never agree and we don't have to hate each other. We actually have to include each other. I mean, I have a family with whom I have not agreed with anything since the day I was born. My mother swears I was born with a pamphlet in my hand trying to lower the fetal rate to five months just to have something to argue about. You know, it doesn't mean we, and to this day, we actually all get along. It's interesting when family said, you know, after that last election, you know, I can't talk to them anymore. I was always like, you mean before that you agreed on everything? No, but it was minor enough that I could delude myself. Now they were big issues. I could no longer hang on the delusion that we agreed. Rather than, we weren't called to agree. If God called humanity to be in perfect agreement, he should have stopped at Adam. Not because of Eve, don't go there. Because of all of the rest of creation. Shouldn't have made the animals, shouldn't have made Eve, shouldn't have made other people. And let's face it, if you read that story, there are other people in the story that have nothing to do with Adam and Eve. Where did they come from? Leave them all. We have Adam and no one will fight. No one will be upset with one another. Everyone will think the same. It will just be Adam. That was not God's vision for creation. Union and unity are not the same thing. Unity is everyone's the same. Union means different things come together. Not different things become the same, different things come together. So Jesus has this moment where he's got to figure out, just like everyone else, what is it that's exhausting me? What is it that's just taxing me? And he looks at all these people who aren't in sync with him because they're wanting a day of teaching. They're needing something and he's wanting peace and quiet. So they're out of sync with him and he adjusts. In the opening reading we hear that, you know, there's this condemnation of those who scatter. How do we scatter people? We scatter by dividing up and saying, if you don't agree with me, get out. If you don't agree, go over there. We're going to divide. Nowadays we're putting it, and I think it's just lovely, pretty language now. You see, especially politically in the United States, they talk about everyone because of the internet. They're just in their own bubble. They're in their own bubble. It's so pretty. It sounds like little kids playing with soap bubbles. It's so much nicer than saying no one knows how to handle anyone that doesn't think the way they do. You know, we just, nope, just stay in my bubble and I will pretend that most of the world agrees with me and there's not a bunch of different opinions out there. And we think, and all we do is we scatter. Exclusivity in the church, you know, through the Middle Ages, scattering that we hear in the Old Testament became excommunicating people. If that isn't scattering the flock, what is? You know, that's, that is the wrong approach. The wrong approach is to say, you know, if someone here disagrees with me, all I have to do is get them out of the parish and my workload is lightened that much anyway. If I can get enough of you to disagree with me, they'll be parking at Christmas. Get them out. You know, it lightens your workload. It lightens that effort in life if I can just ignore anyone that doesn't keep sync with my journey. But it's not what we're called to do. Even Paul says today in his letter to the Ephesians that Jesus came and he did two things. One we get, the other we pretend we get but we don't get, which is he says, to those of you that are near, and he's not talking geographically, he's talking philosophically and religiously and theologically, to those of you who are near, peace. To those of you who are not near, he preached peace. This is why Pope Francis has said, get rid of the culture wars. Quit investing in the culture wars, which are, to those who are with us, we say peace. To those who disagree, we say war. It's not what the scripture says. Scripture says, to those who disagree with us, peace. It's okay to disagree. I think the reason we get exhausted is because we are so in the habit of getting into the language, we hear the rhetoric nowadays, the public displays of just hateful language that have become normative. And we kind of think, oh, when we disagree with people, we hate them. And therefore, if we disagree with them, they will hate us and we don't want to be hated. So then we start to kind of not be who we really are so that we can be liked rather than be who we are and disagreed with. We just don't trust that process to be who we truly are. And some will disagree with us, but they don't have to hate us unless we believe too in that model that disagreement and hating one another is the same thing. I think most of us have had the experience. I mentioned last week, and I got some very interesting comments from people, which is why I don't mind mentioning it again, that I do believe there are a lot of married couples who love one another, even though God put them on earth to cancel out each other's vote. And they do it so consistently. And that doesn't mean that one of them doesn't love the other. It means they disagree. You know, when one person says, oh, I worry about the salvation of the soul of my spouse because I don't know, they belong to another faith or they're in a different spot in their journey. The problem with that is they've got all these reasons that this is what they have to do to be saved. I mean, unless they really think their spouse is a bad person, oh, no, they're a good person. I just want them saved. Are you worried God doesn't see that they're a good person? Are you worried that God has things that are more important to him than them being a good person? And so they don't understand every time they're like, I'm concerned for the salvation. What they're saying is at some level, I think when God takes a good look, they ain't getting in. That's a little insulting. I can see that, you know, because they've got a system that needs to be met rather than the goodness of the person speaking to God about who they are. And so we ask God today to help us to start to see with that wider lens that says we disagree and we're not going to agree. We're not always going to agree. There are some people in your life you'll never agree with. And if that is the basis for your ability to love, your ability to love is extremely compromised because I've always contended, especially in families that with couples, you don't even have a chance to be in love until you're disagreeing. Coming up to that moment is romance. And all of a sudden you look over and go, oh, I've fallen in love with another person and other person. We're not, we don't have this in common. Now you have the chance to love. I always, I hate, I hate to disagree with the great theologians of our days like Whitney Houston, but love of myself is not the greatest love of all. Love of another, it's of another person. And so we have to come together and say, you know, we have to somehow celebrate the fact that God has decided to create plurality in the world. That we come together in love, not in agreement always. And that we start to look across the divide and say, I disagree, I don't hate, I disagree. And if someone chooses to hate you back, you can disagree with that too. But we don't have to hate. That will exhaust us. That will take an energy that will no longer allow us to be ourselves. You know, it finally hit me that when my family comes for holidays, I don't dread my family coming. I dread the fact that sometimes the real me will take a hike and I'll kind of be the peacemaker. You know, because if we disagree, what if we hate each other? Because we've been taught that. Rather than be exactly who you are, let them be exactly who they are, and now you have a chance to love, to love another. If we can get that in our faith, if we can get that in our country, if we can find that in our families, we move towards healing. We actually have the energy to build the kingdom of God. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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The apostles gathered together with Jesus and reported all they had done and taught.
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He said to them, Come away by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while.
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People were coming and going in great numbers, and they had no opportunity even to eat.
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So they went off in the boat by themselves to a deserted place.
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People saw them leaving, and many came to know about it.
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They hastened there on foot from all the towns and arrived at the place before them.
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When he disembarked and saw the vast crowd, his heart was moved with pity for them, for
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they were like sheep without a shepherd.
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And he began to teach them many things.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Well in some ways today's gospel is every pastor's worst nightmare.
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You know, you need some time to yourself.
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You've had it up to here, you're ready for burnout, you get away and you show up at a
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nice secluded place and the parish is there.
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So that's kind of what it sounds like.
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And yet there's this moment where, you know, Jesus has the decision to do one of the two
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pastoral responses, either to scream at the top of his lungs, It's my day off.
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Or recognize the needs in front of him.
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I think all of us have vocations, hopefully in life, and sometimes they coincide with
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your careers, and sometimes your vocation and your career are very much different.
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Sometimes they even collide.
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But the idea of a vocation usually means it's what's being called from you.
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It's not what you decide to do.
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This happens in churches all the time.
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It can be any ministry.
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It can be something from a volunteer position that works with the poor to someone who reads
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at church to anything where someone goes, this is my ministry and I have a right to
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it.
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No, no, the needs are called forth by the community.
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And it's not that this is mine and I have a right to it.
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No, it's that if the community has the need, you can fulfill that need.
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But I think sometimes people go through life thinking, well, this is my gift and they will
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need it whether they like it or not.
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And that just doesn't work.
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And so we get this where Jesus today at that moment, I've no doubt he would have preferred,
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he says, don't come away and rest.
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It was the first, it was the beginning of the self-care movement and it didn't work.
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People showed up.
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And so he kind of rolls up his sleeves and responds to the needs around him.
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What the question we have to deal with before we can pull that into the other two readings
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is when we hit that point, what is it in life that exhausts us?
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Not what taxes us, not what asks for energy, life, all of life, every relationship you
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have will ask for some energy from you.
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It always takes some effort.
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Any energy that doesn't, I mean, any relationship that doesn't inconvenience you once in a while
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is not a relationship.
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It's a delusion.
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You've just projected yourself onto another person.
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If you're really in relationship, it will inconvenience you.
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Their needs will not keep sync with your energy.
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There will be days you have no energy and they need it all.
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And that will just happen once in a while.
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For those of you that don't believe it, have children.
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I guarantee you their energy will kick in about the moment yours is going down the hill
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at night.
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They won't be in sync with you.
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No one is.
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And I think we forget that.
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I think that there are people who themselves will admit that between the ages of 18 and
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35, maybe their faith was not as important to them.
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And something happens.
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Often it's their own children, having children.
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All of a sudden they go through a conversion and their faith becomes important to them
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and they cannot believe that the world has not converted at the same moment.
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Ten years down the road, they can't believe that their children, who are 18, aren't going
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to church.
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You know, because they had that moment, they're here now.
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Why did the world not keep pace with them?
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You know, we all do that.
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We can't figure out why the world doesn't keep pace with us.
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And that's exhausting.
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That goes beyond taxing.
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Certainly, beyond simple things like that, we get into global politics and economics
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and all of these opinions where we have become a society that no longer knows how to disagree
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with one another.
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I mean, I keep wondering when, and we can call it left or right.
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We can call it Democrat, Republican.
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We can call it conservative, liberal, whatever it is.
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Do you ever think we'll finally get exhausted hating each other?
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Do you think the amount of hate that we throw out towards one another, we'll ever just get
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tired of it and be okay?
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Not.
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Well, if we don't want to hate each other, you know, I always hear people, we've got
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to compromise.
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Like, if we could all just get to the middle and think alike, that will never happen.
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What we have to learn is we will never agree and we don't have to hate each other.
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We actually have to include each other.
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I mean, I have a family with whom I have not agreed with anything since the day I was born.
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My mother swears I was born with a pamphlet in my hand trying to lower the fetal rate
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to five months just to have something to argue about.
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You know, it doesn't mean we, and to this day, we actually all get along.
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It's interesting when family said, you know, after that last election, you know, I can't
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talk to them anymore.
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I was always like, you mean before that you agreed on everything?
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No, but it was minor enough that I could delude myself.
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Now they were big issues.
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I could no longer hang on the delusion that we agreed.
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Rather than, we weren't called to agree.
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If God called humanity to be in perfect agreement, he should have stopped at Adam.
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Not because of Eve, don't go there.
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Because of all of the rest of creation.
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Shouldn't have made the animals, shouldn't have made Eve, shouldn't have made other people.
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And let's face it, if you read that story, there are other people in the story that have
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nothing to do with Adam and Eve.
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Where did they come from?
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Leave them all.
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We have Adam and no one will fight.
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No one will be upset with one another.
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Everyone will think the same.
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It will just be Adam.
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That was not God's vision for creation.
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Union and unity are not the same thing.
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Unity is everyone's the same.
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Union means different things come together.
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Not different things become the same, different things come together.
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So Jesus has this moment where he's got to figure out, just like everyone else, what
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is it that's exhausting me?
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What is it that's just taxing me?
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And he looks at all these people who aren't in sync with him because they're wanting a
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day of teaching.
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They're needing something and he's wanting peace and quiet.
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So they're out of sync with him and he adjusts.
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In the opening reading we hear that, you know, there's this condemnation of those who scatter.
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How do we scatter people?
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We scatter by dividing up and saying, if you don't agree with me, get out.
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If you don't agree, go over there.
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We're going to divide.
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Nowadays we're putting it, and I think it's just lovely, pretty language now.
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You see, especially politically in the United States, they talk about everyone because of
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the internet.
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They're just in their own bubble.
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They're in their own bubble.
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It's so pretty.
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It sounds like little kids playing with soap bubbles.
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It's so much nicer than saying no one knows how to handle anyone that doesn't think the
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way they do.
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You know, we just, nope, just stay in my bubble and I will pretend that most of the world
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agrees with me and there's not a bunch of different opinions out there.
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And we think, and all we do is we scatter.
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Exclusivity in the church, you know, through the Middle Ages, scattering that we hear in
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the Old Testament became excommunicating people.
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If that isn't scattering the flock, what is?
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You know, that's, that is the wrong approach.
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The wrong approach is to say, you know, if someone here disagrees with me, all I have
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to do is get them out of the parish and my workload is lightened that much anyway.
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If I can get enough of you to disagree with me, they'll be parking at Christmas.
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Get them out.
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You know, it lightens your workload.
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It lightens that effort in life if I can just ignore anyone that doesn't keep sync with
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my journey.
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But it's not what we're called to do.
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Even Paul says today in his letter to the Ephesians that Jesus came and he did two things.
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One we get, the other we pretend we get but we don't get, which is he says, to those of
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you that are near, and he's not talking geographically, he's talking philosophically and religiously
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and theologically, to those of you who are near, peace.
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To those of you who are not near, he preached peace.
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This is why Pope Francis has said, get rid of the culture wars.
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Quit investing in the culture wars, which are, to those who are with us, we say peace.
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To those who disagree, we say war.
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It's not what the scripture says.
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Scripture says, to those who disagree with us, peace.
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It's okay to disagree.
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I think the reason we get exhausted is because we are so in the habit of getting into the
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language, we hear the rhetoric nowadays, the public displays of just hateful language that
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have become normative.
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And we kind of think, oh, when we disagree with people, we hate them.
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And therefore, if we disagree with them, they will hate us and we don't want to be hated.
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So then we start to kind of not be who we really are so that we can be liked rather
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than be who we are and disagreed with.
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We just don't trust that process to be who we truly are.
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And some will disagree with us, but they don't have to hate us unless we believe too in that
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model that disagreement and hating one another is the same thing.
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I think most of us have had the experience.
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I mentioned last week, and I got some very interesting comments from people, which is
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why I don't mind mentioning it again, that I do believe there are a lot of married couples
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who love one another, even though God put them on earth to cancel out each other's vote.
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And they do it so consistently.
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And that doesn't mean that one of them doesn't love the other.
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It means they disagree.
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You know, when one person says, oh, I worry about the salvation of the soul of my spouse
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because I don't know, they belong to another faith or they're in a different spot in their
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journey.
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The problem with that is they've got all these reasons that this is what they have to do
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to be saved.
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I mean, unless they really think their spouse is a bad person, oh, no, they're a good person.
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I just want them saved.
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Are you worried God doesn't see that they're a good person?
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Are you worried that God has things that are more important to him than them being a good
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person?
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And so they don't understand every time they're like, I'm concerned for the salvation.
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What they're saying is at some level, I think when God takes a good look, they ain't getting
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in.
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That's a little insulting.
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I can see that, you know, because they've got a system that needs to be met rather than
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the goodness of the person speaking to God about who they are.
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And so we ask God today to help us to start to see with that wider lens that says we disagree
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and we're not going to agree.
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We're not always going to agree.
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There are some people in your life you'll never agree with.
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And if that is the basis for your ability to love, your ability to love is extremely
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compromised because I've always contended, especially in families that with couples,
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you don't even have a chance to be in love until you're disagreeing.
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Coming up to that moment is romance.
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And all of a sudden you look over and go, oh, I've fallen in love with another person
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and other person.
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We're not, we don't have this in common.
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Now you have the chance to love.
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I always, I hate, I hate to disagree with the great theologians of our days like Whitney
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Houston, but love of myself is not the greatest love of all.
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Love of another, it's of another person.
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And so we have to come together and say, you know, we have to somehow celebrate the fact
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that God has decided to create plurality in the world.
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That we come together in love, not in agreement always.
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And that we start to look across the divide and say, I disagree, I don't hate, I disagree.
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And if someone chooses to hate you back, you can disagree with that too.
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But we don't have to hate.
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That will exhaust us.
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That will take an energy that will no longer allow us to be ourselves.
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You know, it finally hit me that when my family comes for holidays, I don't dread my family
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coming.
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I dread the fact that sometimes the real me will take a hike and I'll kind of be the peacemaker.
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You know, because if we disagree, what if we hate each other?
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Because we've been taught that.
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Rather than be exactly who you are, let them be exactly who they are, and now you have
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a chance to love, to love another.
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If we can get that in our faith, if we can get that in our country, if we can find that
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in our families, we move towards healing.
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We actually have the energy to build the kingdom of God.
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Otherwise, we will continue to find ourselves exhausted by hate.
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Father Pat's message calls us to embrace the c Father Pat's message calls us to embrace the challenging but sacred work of love in diversity. He reflects on the Gospel passage where Jesus, though exhausted, responds with compassion to the crowd, illustrating that true vocation arises not from personal preference but from the needs around us. Father Pat warns against the temptation to retreat into comfort, entitlement, or ideological isolation, and instead invites us to confront the exhausting effects of division, judgment, and hate. He emphasizes that love begins where agreement ends, and that true Christian discipleship means learning to engage others in their full otherness—with compassion, peace, and inclusion, rather than demanding conformity. The Gospel, he reminds us, calls us to union, not uniformity; to community formed not by sameness, but by shared love across difference.
Father Pat begins by situating Jesus’ moment in the Gospel of Mark within the real and relatable human experience of burnout. The apostles are tired after their mission, and Jesus himself calls them to rest. But their retreat is interrupted by the persistent needs of the crowd, who arrive ahead of them. In this moment, Jesus chooses compassion over entitlement. He does not claim his “day off,” but instead sees the people as “sheep without a shepherd” and responds with love. This becomes a metaphor for all who have vocations—whether ordained, lay, familial, or professional. A vocation is not a personal project or entitlement; it is a response to the needs of others. We are not called to impose our gifts on others, but to offer them when the community calls for them. This challenges the modern tendency to treat ministry or calling as a possession or right, rather than a service.
Father Pat then expands the message to address a deeper spiritual and societal exhaustion. He challenges us to consider what truly exhausts us—not just what taxes us, but what depletes our soul. Relationships, he reminds us, are inherently inconvenient; they will at times misalign with our energy or desires. That is part of love. To expect harmony at all times is a delusion. He uses the example of parenting to illustrate how often love demands self-sacrifice at inconvenient times. Similarly, he notes how people can undergo personal conversions—often through life changes like having children—and then become frustrated when others, such as their children, do not follow the same path. This expectation—that others should keep pace with our own journey—leads to disillusionment and isolation.
The homily takes a prophetic turn when Father Pat critiques the divisive nature of modern society. He decries the way we have normalized hatred and exclusion in the name of disagreement. In political, religious, and social contexts, we increasingly live in “bubbles” of like-mindedness, mistaking unity for uniformity. But the Christian call is not to sameness—it is to union. God’s creation, from the beginning, was pluralistic. The presence of difference is not a flaw, but a feature of divine design. Jesus, Paul, and the Church call us not to eliminate difference but to embrace it in love.
Father Pat highlights Saint Paul’s message in Ephesians, where Paul speaks of Christ bringing peace to those who are near and preaching peace to those who are far. This means that peace is not just for insiders, but also for outsiders—for those who disagree with us, who are different from us. He references Pope Francis’ call to abandon the “culture wars,” which pit believers against each other in ideological battles rather than uniting them in the peace of Christ. True Christian mission is not to wage war on those who differ from us, but to extend peace to them.
The homily also critiques religious exclusivity and the historical tendency of the Church to “scatter” through excommunication or exclusion. This fracturing of the body of Christ contradicts the Gospel call to inclusion. Even within families, Father Pat observes, we often struggle to accept disagreement without letting it rupture love. He humorously and poignantly notes that many couples and families have sustained deep love despite fundamental political or theological differences. That is not a failure—it is a testament to love’s power to transcend agreement.
Father Pat challenges the assumption that disagreement implies spiritual danger or moral defect. He raises the pastoral concern of people who fear for the salvation of loved ones who do not share their faith, suggesting that this fear often reflects an implicit distrust in God’s mercy. If someone is a good person, he asks, do we not believe that God sees that goodness? Do we really think God values doctrinal alignment over the substance of a person’s heart?
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to spiritual maturity. Love doesn’t begin in harmony—it begins when harmony is broken, when we are called to love the “other” in their otherness. The exhaustion we feel often stems not from service or sacrifice, but from the energy we expend maintaining illusions of control, uniformity, and moral superiority. True rest and spiritual vitality come not from withdrawal, but from learning to love across difference, to find union without requiring uniformity, and to respond to the needs of others even when they are out of sync with our own desires.
In this way, Father Pat points us toward a vision of the Kingdom of God that is grounded in compassion, humility, and the radical inclusivity of Christ. He reminds us that we will not always agree—but that we are always called to love. Where we meet difference with peace, and disagreement with compassion, the Kingdom is built....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 914.3499755859375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. On the first day of the week, Mary of Magdala came to the tomb early in the morning while it was still dark and saw the stone removed from the tomb. So she ran and went to Simon Peter and to the other disciple whom Jesus loved and told them, they have taken the Lord from the tomb and we don't know where they've put him. So Peter and the other disciple went out and came to the tomb. They both ran, but the other disciple ran faster than Peter and arrived at the tomb first. He bent down and saw the burial claws there, but did not go in. When Simon Peter arrived after him, he went into the tomb and saw the burial claws there and the cloth that had covered his head, not with the burial claws but rolled up in a separate place. The other disciple also went in, the one who had arrived at the tomb first, and he saw and believed, for they did not yet understand the scripture, that he had to rise from the dead. The Gospel of the Lord. I sometimes think that today's gospel points us to the absolute need once in a while to be wide-eyed and incredibly sort of naive and unsophisticated. I think the enemy of hope in modern culture is sophistication. We try to, you know, because sophistication in our culture means, you know, I've kind of seen it all and nothing catches me off guard. As though our deep down we know that when we get to heaven, we'll go, pretty much what I thought. The robes could be nicer. We're just that sophisticated. I've told you over the years, I had some friends years ago who used to, they would go to the theater and they knew everything, they knew every line, they knew, I mean, they would have told you they were the most sophisticated theater people in the world and they would always say, their line was always, well, you know, how was it? We're a tough room. It was good, but this, and well, this, but, and this. They were so sophisticated that they had not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years. That's sophistication. When you can go into any situation and go, you know, that could have been better. Because we're almost worried. This is, we see them really grappling with, you know, Mary Magdalene arrives at the tomb and he's not there. First thought goes through her head is, something worse has happened. You know, think of the culture there. They've desecrated the body, the body's gone. She runs and gets help. Peter comes in, they can't figure out what's going on because good news was the furthest thing from their mind. And I think most of us probably weighed into a lot of life with good news being the furthest thing from our mind. I can't tell you how many times I heard in school and growing up over the years that, well, if it seems too good to be true, that would have been a very interesting end to today's story. Peter said, too good to be true. You know, at the core of our faith is, sometimes too good to be true is true. And that is really difficult for us to believe because I think we believe that if we get too lost in that, we'll no longer have the skills to grapple with real despair, real suffering, the real facing of death, the things that we all do still have to do because we don't understand that that eventual hope actually makes it easier. Sometimes we feel that, oh, you know, if I hope too much and then it doesn't happen, I'll be crushed. I think the only time we're crushed is when we decide to stop hoping. You know, so you get into a relationship and you get hurt. Go into another. You know, no, no, I got hurt. I'm going to stay alone and eat a can of worms. I mean, you know, it made sense when I was eight. You know, I'm just gonna hold my breath. We sometimes just, like good news is just beyond our grasp and bad news, oh yeah, we get that. And I've noticed that there are people who kind of, they're kind of schtick. The way they are sophisticated, the way they handle things in the world is they're always kind of complaining. Well, you know, it's an awful day, but you know, maybe tomorrow will be better. Well, you know, maybe the Lord will just take me. Well, maybe that, you know, it just, it's not really even a sophistication. It's a sort of, I'm not gonna be disappointed. I'm not gonna be disappointed because I am never gonna hope for anything in the first place. And in the center of our church here is this moment that says, hope in the ridiculous. You know, all religions at their core have some teaching that logically is ridiculous. Otherwise we'd call it science. It's religion because you have to choose to believe it. It's not, you know, people, whenever someone says, oh, you can't really watch that story and read that, you can't do that and not believe. Yes, you can. It's exceedingly easy. People do it all the time. People have to make a choice to believe. I've always contended, especially when I'm teaching a beginning theology class, there are three kinds of statements in the world. There's rational, irrational, and non-rational. And rational is two plus two equals four. I don't care what language you use. If you use this and this and you tell them it's gonna be that, the mind will catch that and say that makes sense. If you try to teach two plus two is five, it will not work and they can't build a system on it and the human mind will not grab it. But then you have these non-rational statements. Religion, we come along and we say two plus two is good. Can't prove it, can't disprove it. You either choose to believe it or you don't. And that's our faith. Faith always has a choice. And I think there are people that whenever someone tells you, oh no, if you pray, this will happen, you will be converted, they're trying to make it into science because science feels safer. It's safer, but it doesn't carry the hope. And so hope is a choice. And it's a choice that we celebrate in this season. We have all these images of spring and one of my brothers is over at the house preparing some food and I just realized what he's going to see when he gets there. Yesterday, there's a couple in the parish, wonderful people, and I think these kits, people have had them for years. Every year they bring me a lamb cake that's shaped like the lamb laying on its side with the head on the top. And it's in the green coconut grass and then they just put a ton of candy around it because my doctor said I'm getting too thin. So there's this pile of candy and the lamb and every year they bring it and little licorice eyes and every year. And so yesterday, the doorbell rings and I think, oh, I know that's Karen and Ken. So we go, and we're talking while I'm holding the cake and as we're talking, the little lamb's face plants into the chocolate. Falls off, which I mean, I know many of you did the same thing this morning, so let's be fair to the lamb. But it's now face down in the chocolate. And so I get to the house and I'm like, I'm not even gonna try and put this back together. So I put the little lamb's head on a plate and put it in the refrigerator. His eyes looking right. So if you hear some screams from across the street, he thought he was coming over for Easter and he got the Godfather. But at any rate, we've got all these symbols of new life that it's kind of okay to say, you know what? Grab onto it, be hopeful, and if you're disappointed, you can survive disappointment. The gospel just tries to tell us so many times, we can survive disappointment. I think the reason Peter is put in charge is because he is not a perfect character. He just survives disappointment and he never stops trying. He sinks when he tries to walk on the water. He was the only one that tried to walk on the water. Oh, he denied Jesus three times. Only one we get a story because he kept following him right into the courtyard of danger. He tried harder than anyone and then he failed harder than anyone and that is someone who stays hopeful. That's someone who can withstand the power of hope. And so, you know, as we go for 50 days of Easter, only 40 days of Lent, we get 50 days of Easter. I hope we don't fall into what kind of becomes the Catholic pattern. For 40 days, I gave up chocolate, I gave up this, I gave up that, and then I failed three times, I felt guilty about it, I had a good Lent. I gave up, so what about Easter? So what do you do for 50 days of Easter now? I think we're having ham in the afternoon. You know, we almost feel that if we really went out and celebrated for 50 days, that there'd be something terribly un-Christian and unholy about that. You know, we've got holiness confused with a sort of sanctified, low-level depression that we're supposed to live life with. And you know, a holy person walks through life like this. You know, that sort of stained glass imagery that holy people aren't joyful. Well, joyful, but not too joyful. The Benedictine monastery I studied at, and I am not knocking them, that was an amazing experience and they're great people, but I always used to, I would start laughing during the Easter vigil, I know, even back then. Because they would get to the Alleluia and they were so excited because they were gonna do this original Alleluia chant from the 8th century, and they'd just get so excited about it, and it was one of these big pieces, and it was a chant. And so, you know, it's Easter, and all of a sudden it would start and some monk, you'd hear him in the distance. Alleluia. And I thought, can you imagine, he's risen, Alleluia. It was the most somber, and I brought it up to the abbot one day and I said, but it's just so, I don't understand, it just doesn't seem to, it's quietly joyful. Oh, is that what it is? I think Xanax can fix quietly joyful. It's all right for us to embrace life and say, you know, we're good at Lent. What if for Easter we give up guilt? Oh, no, oh Father, no. It's the only thing that keeps me religious. What if we give it up? What if we actually say, so where's this life that we're embracing? What if we start to prepare for heaven? What if we start to prepare for life well lived? What if heaven is not the place? What if it's the formation we go through? To learn, to look around and say, you know, life has got bad stuff happening, but there's good moments in between, and we're not tuned into those because we're replaying yesterday's bad or already worrying about tomorrow's. It's all there, and we focus on one or the other. I never tire of reminding people that physiological psychology will guarantee you that even within a year, you will remember less than 1% of 1% of the previous year. You already have forgotten yesterday's lunch. You might come up with what you ate, but you do not know how many bites you took. You can't really replay the whole experience. Most of it's gone. So what if you hung on to a different 1% of 1%? Then your whole history is now different. What do you focus on? And we look back and we say, well, you know, my life shaped me. Yeah, but who's choosing which memories? Who's really in charge of my history? I think we have to become a people with resurrected eyes. We have to see the world through that kind of hope. We know. We know that there will be death eventually before resurrection. I had a prophetic vision, and everyone in here within 100 years will die. Three of you today, I can't say who. But they're all seated over here. We don't know. But we do believe that the end game is God. The end game is love. And so we have to go through life starting to go, this is hard, this is easy, this is difficult, this is joyful. Which of those will I pull into tomorrow? Because someone will say, well, you can't just ignore the others, but you'd be amazed how often we get to tomorrow and have ignored what's good that happened. Has any of you ever had a teenager come home and say, you know, it was an awful day, but this one good thing happened that I can't get past? That would be someone who knew the resurrection at an early age. What if we think and pray and use our time to refocus our vision on the goodness and the hope of life? It will not keep us from fixing the problems. It will actually give us the energy to face them. As Christians, we don't face the cross because there's a great holiness in suffering. We face the cross because we know that resurrection is bigger than the cross. Easter is longer than Lent. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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On the first day of the week, Mary of Magdala
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came to the tomb early in the morning
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while it was still dark and saw the stone removed
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from the tomb.
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So she ran and went to Simon Peter
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and to the other disciple whom Jesus loved and told them,
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they have taken the Lord from the tomb
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and we don't know where they've put him.
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So Peter and the other disciple went out and came to the tomb.
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They both ran, but the other disciple ran faster than Peter
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and arrived at the tomb first.
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He bent down and saw the burial claws there, but did not go in.
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When Simon Peter arrived after him, he went into the tomb
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and saw the burial claws there and the cloth
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that had covered his head, not with the burial claws
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but rolled up in a separate place.
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The other disciple also went in, the one
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who had arrived at the tomb first,
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and he saw and believed, for they did not yet
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understand the scripture, that he had to rise from the dead.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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I sometimes think that today's gospel points us
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to the absolute need once in a while
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to be wide-eyed and incredibly sort of naive and unsophisticated.
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I think the enemy of hope in modern culture is sophistication.
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We try to, you know, because sophistication in our culture
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means, you know, I've kind of seen it all
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and nothing catches me off guard.
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As though our deep down we know that when we get to heaven,
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we'll go, pretty much what I thought.
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The robes could be nicer.
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We're just that sophisticated.
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I've told you over the years, I had some friends years ago
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who used to, they would go to the theater
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and they knew everything, they knew every line,
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they knew, I mean, they would have told you
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they were the most sophisticated theater people in the world
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and they would always say, their line was always,
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well, you know, how was it?
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We're a tough room.
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It was good, but this, and well, this, but, and this.
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They were so sophisticated that they had not enjoyed
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an evening of theater in 20 years.
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That's sophistication.
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When you can go into any situation and go,
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you know, that could have been better.
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Because we're almost worried.
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This is, we see them really grappling with,
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you know, Mary Magdalene arrives at the tomb and he's not there.
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First thought goes through her head is,
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something worse has happened.
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You know, think of the culture there.
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They've desecrated the body, the body's gone.
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She runs and gets help.
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Peter comes in, they can't figure out what's going on
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because good news was the furthest thing from their mind.
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And I think most of us probably weighed into a lot of life
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with good news being the furthest thing from our mind.
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I can't tell you how many times I heard in school
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and growing up over the years that,
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well, if it seems too good to be true,
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that would have been a very interesting end to today's story.
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Peter said, too good to be true.
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You know, at the core of our faith is,
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sometimes too good to be true is true.
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And that is really difficult for us to believe
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because I think we believe that if we get too lost in that,
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we'll no longer have the skills to grapple
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with real despair, real suffering,
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the real facing of death,
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the things that we all do still have to do
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because we don't understand that that eventual hope
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actually makes it easier.
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Sometimes we feel that, oh, you know,
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if I hope too much and then it doesn't happen,
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I'll be crushed.
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I think the only time we're crushed
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is when we decide to stop hoping.
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You know, so you get into a relationship and you get hurt.
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Go into another.
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You know, no, no, I got hurt.
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I'm going to stay alone and eat a can of worms.
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I mean, you know, it made sense when I was eight.
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You know, I'm just gonna hold my breath.
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We sometimes just, like good news is just beyond our grasp
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and bad news, oh yeah, we get that.
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And I've noticed that there are people
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who kind of, they're kind of schtick.
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The way they are sophisticated,
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the way they handle things in the world
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is they're always kind of complaining.
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Well, you know, it's an awful day, but you know,
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maybe tomorrow will be better.
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Well, you know, maybe the Lord will just take me.
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Well, maybe that, you know,
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it just, it's not really even a sophistication.
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It's a sort of, I'm not gonna be disappointed.
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I'm not gonna be disappointed
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because I am never gonna hope
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for anything in the first place.
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And in the center of our church here
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is this moment that says, hope in the ridiculous.
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You know, all religions at their core
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have some teaching that logically is ridiculous.
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Otherwise we'd call it science.
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It's religion because you have to choose to believe it.
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It's not, you know, people, whenever someone says,
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oh, you can't really watch that story and read that,
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you can't do that and not believe.
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Yes, you can.
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It's exceedingly easy.
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People do it all the time.
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People have to make a choice to believe.
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I've always contended, especially when I'm teaching
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a beginning theology class,
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there are three kinds of statements in the world.
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There's rational, irrational, and non-rational.
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And rational is two plus two equals four.
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I don't care what language you use.
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If you use this and this and you tell them
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it's gonna be that, the mind will catch that
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and say that makes sense.
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If you try to teach two plus two is five,
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it will not work and they can't build a system on it
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and the human mind will not grab it.
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But then you have these non-rational statements.
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Religion, we come along and we say two plus two is good.
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Can't prove it, can't disprove it.
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You either choose to believe it or you don't.
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And that's our faith.
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Faith always has a choice.
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And I think there are people that
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whenever someone tells you, oh no, if you pray,
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this will happen, you will be converted,
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they're trying to make it into science
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because science feels safer.
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It's safer, but it doesn't carry the hope.
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And so hope is a choice.
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And it's a choice that we celebrate in this season.
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We have all these images of spring and
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one of my brothers is over at the house
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preparing some food and I just realized
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what he's going to see when he gets there.
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Yesterday, there's a couple in the parish,
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wonderful people, and I think these kits,
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people have had them for years.
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Every year they bring me a lamb cake
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that's shaped like the lamb laying on its side
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with the head on the top.
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And it's in the green coconut grass
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and then they just put a ton of candy around it
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because my doctor said I'm getting too thin.
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So there's this pile of candy and the lamb
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and every year they bring it
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and little licorice eyes and every year.
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And so yesterday, the doorbell rings
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and I think, oh, I know that's Karen and Ken.
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So we go, and we're talking while I'm holding the cake
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and as we're talking, the little lamb's face
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plants into the chocolate.
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Falls off, which I mean, I know many of you
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did the same thing this morning,
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so let's be fair to the lamb.
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But it's now face down in the chocolate.
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And so I get to the house and I'm like,
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I'm not even gonna try and put this back together.
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So I put the little lamb's head on a plate
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and put it in the refrigerator.
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His eyes looking right.
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So if you hear some screams from across the street,
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he thought he was coming over for Easter
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and he got the Godfather.
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But at any rate, we've got all these symbols of new life
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that it's kind of okay to say, you know what?
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Grab onto it, be hopeful, and if you're disappointed,
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you can survive disappointment.
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The gospel just tries to tell us so many times,
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we can survive disappointment.
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I think the reason Peter is put in charge
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is because he is not a perfect character.
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He just survives disappointment and he never stops trying.
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He sinks when he tries to walk on the water.
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He was the only one that tried to walk on the water.
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Oh, he denied Jesus three times.
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Only one we get a story because he kept following him
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right into the courtyard of danger.
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He tried harder than anyone
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and then he failed harder than anyone
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and that is someone who stays hopeful.
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That's someone who can withstand the power of hope.
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And so, you know, as we go for 50 days of Easter,
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only 40 days of Lent, we get 50 days of Easter.
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I hope we don't fall into
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what kind of becomes the Catholic pattern.
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For 40 days, I gave up chocolate, I gave up this,
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I gave up that, and then I failed three times,
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I felt guilty about it, I had a good Lent.
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I gave up, so what about Easter?
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So what do you do for 50 days of Easter now?
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I think we're having ham in the afternoon.
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You know, we almost feel that if we really went out
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and celebrated for 50 days,
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that there'd be something terribly un-Christian
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and unholy about that.
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You know, we've got holiness confused
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with a sort of sanctified, low-level depression
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that we're supposed to live life with.
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And you know, a holy person walks through life like this.
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You know, that sort of stained glass imagery
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that holy people aren't joyful.
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Well, joyful, but not too joyful.
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The Benedictine monastery I studied at,
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and I am not knocking them,
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that was an amazing experience and they're great people,
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but I always used to, I would start laughing
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during the Easter vigil, I know, even back then.
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Because they would get to the Alleluia
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and they were so excited because they were gonna do
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this original Alleluia chant from the 8th century,
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and they'd just get so excited about it,
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and it was one of these big pieces, and it was a chant.
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And so, you know, it's Easter,
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and all of a sudden it would start
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and some monk, you'd hear him in the distance.
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Alleluia.
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And I thought, can you imagine, he's risen, Alleluia.
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It was the most somber,
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and I brought it up to the abbot one day and I said,
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but it's just so, I don't understand,
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it just doesn't seem to, it's quietly joyful.
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Oh, is that what it is?
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I think Xanax can fix quietly joyful.
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It's all right for us to embrace life and say,
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you know, we're good at Lent.
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What if for Easter we give up guilt?
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Oh, no, oh Father, no.
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It's the only thing that keeps me religious.
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What if we give it up?
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What if we actually say,
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so where's this life that we're embracing?
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What if we start to prepare for heaven?
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What if we start to prepare for life well lived?
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What if heaven is not the place?
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What if it's the formation we go through?
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To learn, to look around and say,
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you know, life has got bad stuff happening,
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but there's good moments in between,
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and we're not tuned into those
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because we're replaying yesterday's bad
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or already worrying about tomorrow's.
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It's all there, and we focus on one or the other.
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I never tire of reminding people
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that physiological psychology will guarantee you
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that even within a year,
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you will remember less than 1% of 1% of the previous year.
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You already have forgotten yesterday's lunch.
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You might come up with what you ate,
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but you do not know how many bites you took.
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You can't really replay the whole experience.
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Most of it's gone.
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So what if you hung on to a different 1% of 1%?
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Then your whole history is now different.
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What do you focus on?
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And we look back and we say,
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well, you know, my life shaped me.
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Yeah, but who's choosing which memories?
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Who's really in charge of my history?
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I think we have to become a people with resurrected eyes.
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We have to see the world through that kind of hope.
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We know.
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We know that there will be death
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eventually before resurrection.
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I had a prophetic vision,
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and everyone in here within 100 years will die.
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Three of you today, I can't say who.
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But they're all seated over here.
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We don't know.
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But we do believe that the end game is God.
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The end game is love.
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And so we have to go through life starting to go,
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this is hard, this is easy, this is difficult,
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this is joyful.
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Which of those will I pull into tomorrow?
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Because someone will say,
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well, you can't just ignore the others,
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but you'd be amazed how often we get to tomorrow
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and have ignored what's good that happened.
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Has any of you ever had a teenager come home and say,
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you know, it was an awful day,
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but this one good thing happened that I can't get past?
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That would be someone who knew the resurrection
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at an early age.
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What if we think and pray and use our time
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to refocus our vision on the goodness and the hope of life?
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It will not keep us from fixing the problems.
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It will actually give us the energy to face them.
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As Christians, we don't face the cross
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because there's a great holiness in suffering.
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We face the cross because we know
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that resurrection is bigger than the cross.
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Easter is longer than Lent.
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Heaven calls us beyond what we see here today.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of hope rooted in the resurrection of Christ. He challenges the modern tendency toward cynicism and self-protective sophistication, urging instead a childlike openness to joy and goodness—even when it seems “too good to be true.” The resurrection, he teaches, calls us not to a guarded faith but to a bold, expectant, and even joyful one—one that risks disappointment by choosing hope. Easter, with its message of life triumphing over death, demands not a quiet, somber faith, but a vibrant, resilient one that embraces life’s goodness and persists through suffering. Father Pat invites believers to live with “resurrected eyes”—to notice and cherish the good, to trust in God’s ultimate victory, and to allow hope to shape how we move through the world.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel account of Mary Magdalene at the empty tomb—shocked, bewildered, and assuming the worst. Her instinct illustrates how hope is not our natural first response when something mysterious or unexpected happens. Likewise, Peter and the beloved disciple arrive and are confused; the idea that Jesus had truly risen was, at that moment, beyond comprehension. Father Pat uses this to demonstrate how the disciples, despite having been close to Jesus, were still not expecting good news. This mirrors our own hesitancy to embrace joy or believe in redemption. We are trained by life, culture, and hardship to brace for disappointment, to shield ourselves from hope lest it betray us.
He critiques this cultural “sophistication”—the cynical, seen-it-all attitude that masquerades as wisdom, but which often chokes out joy and wonder. He uses the analogy of theater-goers who are so “sophisticated” that they haven’t enjoyed a show in 20 years. In the same way, many of us approach faith, life, and even Easter with guarded hearts, unwilling to let ourselves be amazed or delighted. He suggests that true holiness and spiritual maturity may actually require a return to spiritual naivety—not in the sense of ignorance, but in the capacity to be surprised, to be moved, to believe in goodness even when it feels risky.
Father Pat goes on to speak about the human tendency to avoid hope for fear of disappointment. Many people, he says, would rather expect nothing than risk being let down. Yet the Gospel calls us to do the opposite: to believe in the seemingly impossible good news that Christ is risen, that love defeats death, and that hope is not foolishness but divine wisdom. He points out that believing in hope is not the same as denying pain or suffering; rather, hope gives us the spiritual resilience to endure suffering. It is not an escape from reality but the very thing that allows us to live fully within it.
He offers Peter as a model of this hopeful resilience—not because Peter was perfect, but because he kept trying. Peter failed spectacularly, yet he kept showing up. His story is marked not by flawless faith but by persistent willingness to engage, to risk, to hope again. This, Father Pat suggests, is the kind of character that can truly carry the message of resurrection.
Then Father Pat turns to the season of Easter itself. While Lent gets much attention through fasting, sacrifice, and solemnity, Easter often passes with little more than a ham dinner and a day off. He challenges this imbalance, asking: What if we celebrated Easter with as much intentionality as Lent? What if, instead of giving up chocolate, we gave up guilt? What if we practiced joy, embraced life, and consciously cultivated hope for 50 days and beyond?
He humorously recounts the story of a lamb cake whose head fell off, turning a symbol of Easter into something out of a mafia movie. But even that story becomes a symbol of the messiness of real life, and how even in the absurdity or brokenness of our experiences, we can still laugh, still hope, still find meaning.
Father Pat addresses the misconception that holiness must look like somberness—that joyful faith is somehow shallow or irreverent. He critiques the “quietly joyful” Alleluia chant of monks during Easter vigil, suggesting that resurrection should inspire exuberance, not reserved solemnity. He insists that joy is not unspiritual—it is the fruit of a heart that truly understands the resurrection. He playfully suggests giving up guilt for Easter, recognizing that many believers cling to guilt as their only connection to religion. But he proposes a new way: what if we embraced God’s love and let go of shame?
He then reflects on memory and how we construct our personal narratives. Most of what happens to us is forgotten, yet we often cling to negative memories while ignoring the good. He urges us to consciously choose to remember the grace, the joy, the moments of love and goodness. This is what it means to live with “resurrected eyes”—to look for life even amid death, to notice the light even when surrounded by darkness.
Finally, Father Pat calls us to live as Easter people. The resurrection isn’t just a past event; it’s a lens through which we are invited to view all of life. Yes, suffering and death are real, but they are not the end. Easter tells us that love has the final word. He reminds us that everyone in the room will die—but more importantly, everyone is invited into resurrection. The question is: what do we carry with us into the next day? What stories do we tell ourselves? What memories do we choose to keep? What vision do we choose to live by?
In the end, Father Pat’s message is profoundly hopeful. He invites us to choose joy, to risk belief, to live with hearts open to goodness, and to trust that the resurrection is not only true, but transformative. Hope, he says, is not naivety—it’s courage. Easter is our invitation to live differently, to believe in redemption, and to let our lives reflect the light of Christ, risen and alive....
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2018-07-22
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2018-07-22-faith-that-creates-real-joy-83.mp3
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 910.1199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. The apostles gathered together with Jesus and reported all they had done and taught. He said to them, come away by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while. People were coming and going in great numbers and they had no opportunity even to eat. So they went off in the boat by themselves to a deserted place. People saw them leaving and many came to know about it. They hastened there on foot from all the towns and arrived at the place before them. When he disembarked and saw the vast crowd, his heart was moved with pity for them, for they were like sheep without a shepherd. And he began to teach them many things. The Gospel of the Lord. Well, in some ways, today's gospel is every pastor's worst nightmare. You know, it's just you need some time to yourself. You've had it up to here. You're ready for burnout. You get away and you show up at a nice secluded place and the parish is there. So that's kind of what it sounds like. And yet there's this moment where, you know, Jesus has the decision to do one of the two pastoral responses. Either to scream at the top of his lungs, it's my day off. Or recognize the needs in front of him. I think all of us have vocations, hopefully, in life. And sometimes they coincide with your careers. And sometimes your vocation and your career are very much different. Sometimes they even collide. But the idea of a vocation usually means it's what's being called from you. It's not what you decide to do. This happens in churches all the time. It can be any ministry. It can be something from a volunteer position that works with the poor. To someone who reads at church. To anything where someone goes, this is my ministry and I have a right to it. No, no, the needs are called forth by the community. And it's not that this is mine and I have a right to it. No, it's that if the community has the need, you can fulfill that need. But I think sometimes people go through life thinking, well, this is my gift and they will need it whether they like it or not. And that just doesn't work. And so we get this, where Jesus today, at that moment, I've no doubt, he would have preferred, he says, don't come away and rest. It was the first, it was the beginning of the self-care movement. And it didn't work. People showed up. And so he kind of rolls up his sleeves and responds to the needs around him. What the question we have to deal with before we can pull that into the other two readings is, when we hit that point, what is it in life that exhausts us? Not what taxes us. Not what asks for energy. Life, all of life, every relationship you have will ask for some energy from you. It always takes some effort. Any energy that doesn't, I mean, any relationship that doesn't inconvenience you once in a while is not a relationship. It's a delusion. You've just projected yourself onto another person. If you're really in relationship, it will inconvenience you. Their needs will not keep sync with your energy. There will be days you have no energy and they need it all. And that will just happen once in a while. For those of you that don't believe it, have children. I guarantee you their energy will kick in about the moment yours is going down the hill at night. You know, it's, they won't be in sync with you. No one is. And I think we forget that. I think that there are people who themselves will admit that between the ages of 18 and 35, maybe their faith was not as important to them. And something happens. Often it's their own children having children. All of a sudden they go through a conversion and their faith becomes important to them. And they cannot believe that the world has not converted at the same moment. 10 years down the road, they can't believe that their children who are 18 aren't going to church. You know, because they had that moment. They're here now. Why did the world not keep pace with them? You know, we, we all do that. We can't figure out why the world doesn't keep pace with us. And that's exhausting. That goes beyond taxing. Certainly, beyond simple things like that, we get into global politics and economics and all of these opinions where we have become a society that no longer knows how to disagree with one another. I mean, I keep wondering when, and we can call it left or right. We can call it Democrat, Republican. We can call it conservative, liberal, whatever it is. Do you ever think we'll finally get exhausted hating each other? Do you think that we'll finally get exhausted? Do you think the amount of hate that we throw out towards one another, we'll ever just get tired of it and be okay? Not. Well, if we don't want to hate each other, you know, I always hear people, we've got to compromise. Like, if we could all just get to the middle and think alike, that will never happen. What we have to learn is we will never agree and we don't have to hate each other. We actually have to include each other. I mean, I have a family with whom I have not agreed with anything since the day I was born. My mother swears I was born with a pamphlet in my hand trying to lower the fetal rate to five months just to have something to argue about. You know, it doesn't mean we, and to this day, we actually all get along. It's interesting when families said, you know, oh, after that last election, you know, I can't talk to them anymore. I was always like, you mean before that you agreed on everything? No, but it was minor enough that I could delude myself. Now they were big issues. I could no longer hang on the delusion that we agreed. Rather than, we weren't called to agree. If God called humanity to be in perfect agreement, he should have stopped at Adam. Not because of Eve, don't go there. Because of all of the rest of creation. Shouldn't have made the animals, shouldn't have made Eve, shouldn't have made other people. And let's face it, if you read that story, there are other people in the story that have nothing to do with Adam and Eve. Where did they come from? Leave them all. Just have Adam and no one will fight. No one will be upset with one another. Everyone will think the same. It will just be Adam. That was not God's vision for creation. Union and unity are not the same thing. Unity is everyone's the same. Union means different things come together. Not different things become the same. Different things come together. So Jesus has this moment where he's got to figure out, just like everyone else, what is it that's exhausting me? What is it that's just taxing me? And he looks at all these people who aren't in sync with him because they're wanting a day of teaching. They're needing something and he's wanting peace and quiet. So they're out of sync with him and he adjusts. In the opening reading, we hear that, you know, there's this condemnation of those who scatter. How do we scatter people? We scatter by dividing up and saying, if you don't agree with me, get out. If you don't agree, go over there. We're going to divide. Nowadays, we're putting it, and I think it's just lovely, pretty language now. You see, especially politically in the United States, they talk about everyone because of the internet. They're just in their own bubble. They're in their own bubble. It's so pretty. It sounds like little kids playing with soap bubbles. It's so much nicer than saying, no one knows how to handle anyone that doesn't think the way they do. You know, we just, nope, just stay in my bubble. And I will pretend that most of the world agrees with me and there's not a bunch of different opinions out there. And we think, and all we do is we scatter. Exclusivity in the church, you know, through the Middle Ages, scattering that we hear in the Old Testament became excommunicating people. If that isn't scattering the flock, what is? You know, that's, that is the wrong approach. The wrong approach is to say, you know, if someone here disagrees with me, all I have to do is get them out of the parish and my workload is lightened that much anyway. If I can get enough of you to disagree with me, they'll be parking at Christmas. Get them out. You know, it lightens your workload. It lightens that effort in life if I can just ignore anyone that doesn't keep sync with my journey. But it's not what we're called to do. Even, even Paul says today in his, in his letter to the Ephesians in his letter to the Ephesians that Jesus came and he did two things. One we get, the other we pretend we get, but we don't get. Which is, he says, to those of you that are near, and he's not talking geographically, he's talking philosophically and religiously and theologically. To those of you who are near, peace. To those of you who are not near, he preached peace. This is why Pope Francis has said, get rid of the culture wars. Quit investing in the culture wars, which are, to those who are with us, we say peace. To those who disagree, we say war. It's not what the scripture says. Scripture says, to those who disagree with us, peace. Now, it's okay to disagree. I think the reason we get exhausted is because we are so in the habit of getting into the language. We hear the rhetoric nowadays, the public displays of just hateful language that have become normative. And we kind of think, oh, when we disagree with people, we hate them. And therefore, if we disagree with them, they will hate us. And we don't want to be hated. So then we start to kind of not be who we really are so that we can be liked, rather than be who we are and disagreed with. We just don't trust that process. To be who we truly are, and some will disagree with us, but they don't have to hate us unless we believe, too, in that model that disagreement and hating one another is the same thing. I think most of us have had the experience. I mentioned last week, and I got some very interesting comments from people, which is why I don't mind mentioning it again, that I do believe there are a lot of married couples who love one another, even though God put them on earth to cancel out each other's vote. And they do it so consistently. And that doesn't mean that one of them doesn't love the other. It means they disagree. You know, when one person says, oh, I worry about the salvation of the soul of my spouse, because I don't know, they belong to another faith, or they're in a different spot in their journey. The problem with that is they've got all these reasons that this is what they have to do to be saved. I mean, unless they really think their spouse is a bad person. Oh, no, they're a good person. I just want them saved. Are you worried God doesn't see that they're a good person? Are you worried that God has things that are more important to him than them being a good person? And so they don't understand every time they're like, I'm concerned for the salvation. What they're saying is, at some level, I think when God takes a good look, they ain't getting in. That's a little insulting. I can see that. Because they've got a system that needs to be met rather than the goodness of the person speaking to God about who they are. And so we ask God today to help us to start to see with that wider lens that says we disagree, and we're not going to agree. We're not always going to agree. There are some people in your life you'll never agree with. And if that is the basis for your ability to love, your ability to love is extremely compromised. Because I've always contended, especially in families with couples, you don't even have a chance to be in love until you're disagreeing. Everything up to that moment is romance. And all of a sudden, you look over and go, oh, I've fallen in love with another person, another person. We're not, we don't have this in common. Now you have the chance to love. I always, I hate, I hate to disagree with the great theologians of our days, like Whitney Houston, but love of myself is not the greatest love of all. Love of another, it's of another person. And so we have to come together and say, you know, we have to somehow celebrate the fact that God has decided to create plurality in the world. That we come together in love, not in agreement always. And that we start to look across the divide and say, I disagree, I don't hate, I disagree. And if someone chooses to hate you back, you can disagree with that too. But we don't have to hate, that will exhaust us. That will take an energy that will no longer allow us to be ourselves. You know, it finally hit me that when my family comes for holidays, I don't dread my family coming. I dread the fact that sometimes the real me will take a hike. And I'll kind of be the peacemaker. You know, I, because if we disagree, what if we hate each other? Because we've been taught that. Rather than be exactly who you are, let them be exactly who they are. And now you have a chance to love, to love another. If we can get that in our faith, if we can get that in our country, if we can find that in our families, we move towards healing. We actually have the energy to build the kingdom of God. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The apostles gathered together with Jesus and reported all they had done and taught.
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He said to them, come away by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while.
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People were coming and going in great numbers and they had no opportunity even to eat.
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So they went off in the boat by themselves to a deserted place.
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People saw them leaving and many came to know about it.
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They hastened there on foot from all the towns and arrived at the place before them.
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When he disembarked and saw the vast crowd, his heart was moved with pity for them,
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for they were like sheep without a shepherd.
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And he began to teach them many things.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Well, in some ways, today's gospel is every pastor's worst nightmare.
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You know, it's just you need some time to yourself.
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You've had it up to here.
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You're ready for burnout.
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You get away and you show up at a nice secluded place and the parish is there.
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So that's kind of what it sounds like.
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And yet there's this moment where, you know, Jesus has the decision to do
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one of the two pastoral responses.
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Either to scream at the top of his lungs, it's my day off.
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Or recognize the needs in front of him.
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I think all of us have vocations, hopefully, in life.
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And sometimes they coincide with your careers.
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And sometimes your vocation and your career are very much different.
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Sometimes they even collide.
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But the idea of a vocation usually means it's what's being called from you.
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It's not what you decide to do.
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This happens in churches all the time.
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It can be any ministry.
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It can be something from a volunteer position that works with the poor.
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To someone who reads at church.
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To anything where someone goes, this is my ministry and I have a right to it.
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No, no, the needs are called forth by the community.
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And it's not that this is mine and I have a right to it.
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No, it's that if the community has the need, you can fulfill that need.
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But I think sometimes people go through life thinking,
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well, this is my gift and they will need it whether they like it or not.
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And that just doesn't work.
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And so we get this, where Jesus today, at that moment, I've no doubt,
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he would have preferred, he says, don't come away and rest.
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It was the first, it was the beginning of the self-care movement.
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And it didn't work.
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People showed up.
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And so he kind of rolls up his sleeves and responds to the needs around him.
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What the question we have to deal with before we can pull that into the other two readings is,
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when we hit that point, what is it in life that exhausts us?
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Not what taxes us.
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Not what asks for energy.
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Life, all of life, every relationship you have will ask for some energy from you.
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It always takes some effort.
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Any energy that doesn't, I mean, any relationship
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that doesn't inconvenience you once in a while is not a relationship.
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It's a delusion.
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You've just projected yourself onto another person.
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If you're really in relationship, it will inconvenience you.
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Their needs will not keep sync with your energy.
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There will be days you have no energy and they need it all.
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And that will just happen once in a while.
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For those of you that don't believe it, have children.
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I guarantee you their energy will kick in about the moment yours is going down the hill at night.
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You know, it's, they won't be in sync with you.
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No one is.
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And I think we forget that.
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I think that there are people who themselves will admit
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that between the ages of 18 and 35, maybe their faith was not as important to them.
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And something happens.
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Often it's their own children having children.
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All of a sudden they go through a conversion and their faith becomes important to them.
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And they cannot believe that the world has not converted at the same moment.
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10 years down the road, they can't believe that their children who are 18
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aren't going to church.
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You know, because they had that moment.
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They're here now.
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Why did the world not keep pace with them?
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You know, we, we all do that.
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We can't figure out why the world doesn't keep pace with us.
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And that's exhausting.
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That goes beyond taxing.
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Certainly, beyond simple things like that, we get into global politics and economics
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and all of these opinions where we have become a society that no longer knows how to disagree
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with one another.
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I mean, I keep wondering when, and we can call it left or right.
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We can call it Democrat, Republican.
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We can call it conservative, liberal, whatever it is.
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Do you ever think we'll finally get exhausted hating each other?
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Do you think that we'll finally get exhausted?
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Do you think the amount of hate that we throw out towards one another, we'll ever just get
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tired of it and be okay?
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Not.
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Well, if we don't want to hate each other, you know, I always hear people, we've got
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to compromise.
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Like, if we could all just get to the middle and think alike, that will never happen.
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What we have to learn is we will never agree and we don't have to hate each other.
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We actually have to include each other.
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I mean, I have a family with whom I have not agreed with anything since the day I was born.
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My mother swears I was born with a pamphlet in my hand trying to lower the fetal rate
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to five months just to have something to argue about.
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You know, it doesn't mean we, and to this day, we actually all get along.
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It's interesting when families said, you know, oh, after that last election, you know, I
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can't talk to them anymore.
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I was always like, you mean before that you agreed on everything?
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No, but it was minor enough that I could delude myself.
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Now they were big issues.
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I could no longer hang on the delusion that we agreed.
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Rather than, we weren't called to agree.
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If God called humanity to be in perfect agreement, he should have stopped at Adam.
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Not because of Eve, don't go there.
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Because of all of the rest of creation.
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Shouldn't have made the animals, shouldn't have made Eve, shouldn't have made other people.
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And let's face it, if you read that story, there are other people in the story that have
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nothing to do with Adam and Eve.
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Where did they come from?
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Leave them all.
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Just have Adam and no one will fight.
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No one will be upset with one another.
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Everyone will think the same.
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It will just be Adam.
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That was not God's vision for creation.
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Union and unity are not the same thing.
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Unity is everyone's the same.
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Union means different things come together.
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Not different things become the same.
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Different things come together.
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So Jesus has this moment where he's got to figure out, just like everyone else,
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what is it that's exhausting me?
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What is it that's just taxing me?
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And he looks at all these people who aren't in sync with him because
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they're wanting a day of teaching.
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They're needing something and he's wanting peace and quiet.
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So they're out of sync with him and he adjusts.
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In the opening reading, we hear that, you know,
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there's this condemnation of those who scatter.
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How do we scatter people?
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We scatter by dividing up and saying,
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if you don't agree with me, get out.
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If you don't agree, go over there.
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We're going to divide.
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Nowadays, we're putting it, and I think it's just lovely, pretty language now.
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You see, especially politically in the United States,
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they talk about everyone because of the internet.
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They're just in their own bubble.
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They're in their own bubble.
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It's so pretty.
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It sounds like little kids playing with soap bubbles.
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It's so much nicer than saying,
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no one knows how to handle anyone that doesn't think the way they do.
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You know, we just, nope, just stay in my bubble.
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And I will pretend that most of the world agrees with me
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and there's not a bunch of different opinions out there.
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And we think, and all we do is we scatter.
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Exclusivity in the church, you know, through the Middle Ages,
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scattering that we hear in the Old Testament became excommunicating people.
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If that isn't scattering the flock, what is?
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You know, that's, that is the wrong approach.
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The wrong approach is to say, you know,
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if someone here disagrees with me,
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all I have to do is get them out of the parish
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and my workload is lightened that much anyway.
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If I can get enough of you to disagree with me,
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they'll be parking at Christmas.
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Get them out.
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You know, it lightens your workload.
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It lightens that effort in life if I can just ignore
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anyone that doesn't keep sync with my journey.
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But it's not what we're called to do.
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Even, even Paul says today in his, in his letter to the Ephesians
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in his letter to the Ephesians that Jesus came and he did two things.
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One we get, the other we pretend we get, but we don't get.
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Which is, he says, to those of you that are near,
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and he's not talking geographically,
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he's talking philosophically and religiously and theologically.
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To those of you who are near, peace.
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To those of you who are not near, he preached peace.
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This is why Pope Francis has said, get rid of the culture wars.
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Quit investing in the culture wars,
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which are, to those who are with us, we say peace.
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To those who disagree, we say war.
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It's not what the scripture says.
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Scripture says, to those who disagree with us, peace.
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Now, it's okay to disagree.
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I think the reason we get exhausted is because
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we are so in the habit of getting into the language.
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We hear the rhetoric nowadays, the public displays of just hateful language
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that have become normative.
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And we kind of think, oh, when we disagree with people, we hate them.
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And therefore, if we disagree with them, they will hate us.
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And we don't want to be hated.
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So then we start to kind of not be who we really are
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so that we can be liked, rather than be who we are and disagreed with.
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We just don't trust that process.
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To be who we truly are, and some will disagree with us,
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but they don't have to hate us unless we believe, too, in that model
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that disagreement and hating one another is the same thing.
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I think most of us have had the experience.
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I mentioned last week, and I got some very interesting comments from people,
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which is why I don't mind mentioning it again,
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that I do believe there are a lot of married couples who love one another,
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even though God put them on earth to cancel out each other's vote.
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And they do it so consistently.
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And that doesn't mean that one of them doesn't love the other.
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It means they disagree.
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You know, when one person says, oh, I worry about the salvation of the soul of my spouse,
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because I don't know, they belong to another faith,
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or they're in a different spot in their journey.
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The problem with that is they've got all these reasons
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that this is what they have to do to be saved.
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I mean, unless they really think their spouse is a bad person.
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Oh, no, they're a good person. I just want them saved.
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Are you worried God doesn't see that they're a good person?
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Are you worried that God has things that are more important to him
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than them being a good person?
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And so they don't understand every time they're like,
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I'm concerned for the salvation.
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What they're saying is, at some level, I think when God takes a good look,
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they ain't getting in.
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That's a little insulting.
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I can see that.
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Because they've got a system that needs to be met
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rather than the goodness of the person speaking to God about who they are.
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And so we ask God today to help us to start to see with that wider lens
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that says we disagree, and we're not going to agree.
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We're not always going to agree.
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There are some people in your life you'll never agree with.
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And if that is the basis for your ability to love,
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your ability to love is extremely compromised.
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Because I've always contended, especially in families with couples,
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you don't even have a chance to be in love until you're disagreeing.
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Everything up to that moment is romance.
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And all of a sudden, you look over and go,
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oh, I've fallen in love with another person, another person.
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We're not, we don't have this in common.
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Now you have the chance to love.
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I always, I hate, I hate to disagree with the great theologians of our days,
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like Whitney Houston, but love of myself is not the greatest love of all.
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Love of another, it's of another person.
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And so we have to come together and say, you know,
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we have to somehow celebrate the fact that God has decided to create plurality in the world.
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That we come together in love, not in agreement always.
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And that we start to look across the divide and say,
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I disagree, I don't hate, I disagree.
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And if someone chooses to hate you back, you can disagree with that too.
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But we don't have to hate, that will exhaust us.
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That will take an energy that will no longer allow us to be ourselves.
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You know, it finally hit me that when my family comes for holidays,
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I don't dread my family coming.
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I dread the fact that sometimes the real me will take a hike.
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And I'll kind of be the peacemaker.
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You know, I, because if we disagree, what if we hate each other?
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Because we've been taught that.
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Rather than be exactly who you are, let them be exactly who they are.
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And now you have a chance to love, to love another.
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If we can get that in our faith, if we can get that in our country,
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if we can find that in our families, we move towards healing.
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We actually have the energy to build the kingdom of God.
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Otherwise, we will continue to find ourselves exhausted by hate.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the tension betwee Father Pat’s message centers on the tension between personal limits and the call of compassion, using the example of Jesus’ interrupted rest to illustrate the depth of vocation. He emphasizes that true spiritual maturity involves the capacity to serve even when it’s inconvenient, to love even when there’s disagreement, and to embrace others without requiring uniformity. The heart of his homily is a call to reject the cultural norm of division and hatred in favor of a Christ-like love that includes, listens, and sacrifices. He challenges the faithful not to seek comfort in echo chambers or the illusion of agreement, but to engage with the real, diverse, and sometimes disagreeable world with compassion, patience, and integrity.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel passage where Jesus invites his disciples to rest after their ministry, only to be met by a crowd in need. Despite his own exhaustion, Jesus chooses compassion over self-preservation, recognizing the people as “sheep without a shepherd.” Father Pat uses this moment to illustrate the heart of Christian vocation: it is not always convenient or chosen, but rather a response to the needs around us. He humorously but poignantly compares this to a pastor stumbling upon his entire parish at a supposed retreat, underscoring the human desire for boundaries and rest, which often clashes with the demands of ministry and love.
From there, Father Pat expands the lesson to all vocations—whether church ministry, parenthood, or relationships—reminding us that true vocation is not about personal entitlement or asserting one’s gifts, but about responding to the needs of the community. He critiques the tendency in religious and secular life to claim ownership over ministries or roles, as if our gifts are owed a platform, rather than being offered in humility when and where they’re needed.
He then shifts to a deeper spiritual diagnosis: the exhaustion that permeates our lives is not just from exertion, but from our resistance to the reality that relationships inconvenience us. Real love disrupts us. It demands energy, even when we have none to give. He notes that many people expect the world to evolve in sync with their own spiritual or moral awakenings, and when it doesn’t, they grow disillusioned or bitter. This misalignment creates fatigue—not because we are giving too much, but because we are not at peace with the tension of difference.
Father Pat criticizes the societal trend of retreating into ideological “bubbles,” where people surround themselves only with those who agree with them. He names this as a modern form of scattering the flock, using soft language to justify division. He likens it to the Church’s history of excommunication and exclusion, warning against the desire to lighten our emotional and spiritual loads by simply removing those who challenge us.
He draws from St. Paul’s Letter to the Ephesians to affirm that Christ came to preach peace to both those near and far—not militarized peace dependent on agreement, but a radical inclusivity grounded in love. Father Pat echoes Pope Francis’ call to move away from “culture wars,” which pit believers against one another under the illusion that peace can only come from uniformity. Instead, he insists that union is not the same as unity. Unity demands sameness; union welcomes difference and holds it in love.
He offers examples from family life and marriage where love persists across deep disagreements—such as spouses who cancel out each other’s votes but still live in mutual respect and affection. He confronts the spiritual arrogance that assumes someone must meet specific doctrinal or religious criteria to be saved, pointing out that if someone is a genuinely good person, perhaps God sees that goodness more clearly than we do.
Ultimately, Father Pat exhorts the congregation to resist the narrative that disagreement equals hatred. Instead, he urges them to reclaim the radical Christian call to love others as other—to love across divides, not in spite of them, but because of them. He reminds us that love doesn’t begin until disagreement enters the picture; until we are faced with the reality of another person who is not like us. That is the moment when love, not romance, truly begins.
To live this way is to live in the spirit of Christ—who, even in exhaustion, looked upon the crowd with compassion rather than frustration. If we can learn to love beyond agreement, to see others not as threats but as fellow pilgrims, we will find the energy to build the kingdom of God. Otherwise, Father Pat warns, hatred and division will continue to drain us, leaving us spiritually bankrupt and relationally depleted....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 909.760009765625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus told his disciples this parable, the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out at dawn to hire laborers for his vineyard. After agreeing with them for the usual daily wage, he sent them into his vineyard. Going out about 9 o'clock, the landowner saw others standing idle in the marketplace, and he said to them, you too go into my vineyard, and I will give you what is just. So they went off. He went out again around noon and around 3 o'clock and did likewise. Finally, going out about 5 o'clock, the landowner found others standing around and said to them, why do you stand here idle all day? They answered, because no one has hired us. He said to them, you too go into my vineyard. When it was evening, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, summon the laborers and give them their pay, beginning with the last and ending with the first. When those who started about 5 o'clock came, each received the usual daily wage. So when the first came, they thought they would receive more, but each of them also got the usual wage. And on receiving it, they grumbled against the landowner saying, these last ones worked only one hour, and you have made them equal to us, who bore the day's burden and the heat. He said to one of them in reply, my friend, I am not cheating you. Did you not agree with me for the usual daily wage? Take what is yours and go. What if I wish to give this last one the same as you, or am I not free to do as I wish with my own money? Are you envious because I am generous? Thus, the last will be first, and the first will be last. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Thank you. The most hated gospel passage in America, because we are really good when the gospel undermines other cultures. We're really good when it tells those people what they're doing wrong. Today's gospel, there's no way around it. I have watched people do gymnastics to get around this gospel. But it's clear that Jesus would probably not favor radical capitalism as it has developed. And as I say it, you know, you can just feel the clenching going on in the room. But it gives us an amazing moment that says, so what, forget arguing until you're blue in the face as to whether that's what, that's not what he meant. That's not what he meant. The real question is, what if it came down to it would be more fundamental? Your love for the economic system or your love for Jesus? If it could be shown beyond all doubt that Jesus was, and I'm going to say the ugly word, a socialist, we would have one of three possibilities. And I think we take the third. We would either convert our economic system, not likely. We would leave our Christianity, not likely. Or we would pretend not to see the problem, very likely. We would just live and pretend the conflict isn't there. Because Jesus gives each one what they need. There's an old saying that says, life isn't fair, but we can be. And many of them would say, well, this isn't fair. Because we have a different form of justice in our mind. We have a competitive justice. And what we think is, well, some people have to be given more than others because they did more. And this is why I always say the tension here is between our love for Jesus and our love for Satan. This Lucifer character in mythology, whether we call it Lucifer, Satan, the devil, whether it's a personification, whether it's a real person, theologians can argue that on their own. But as I was watching an old episode of Law and Order this week, I know it was a slow news day at the Dolan House. And towards the end, the character, you just can't really be sure whether they're working the system, or whether they really aren't quite there, or whether they really knew. And in the end, the jury can't convict. And it's very unsatisfying. Because in the absence of an absolute answer, the jury chooses mercy and compassion. And it's irritating. The script is done in such a way that you know that they left you hanging. And they wanted it to be unsatisfying. And what would have satisfied us is, I think they hurt someone, and they need to hurt just as much. That is the essence of our entire belief in hell. They didn't do well, and now they're going to get punished. And this devil character is the one that's going to mete out that punishment eternally. We're much more connected to that character emotionally than the one who comes in and says, we're going to let him off the hook. And just like the characters in today's gospel, we kind of hope God is compassionate enough to overlook my incredibly minor flaws. But some of you have gone too far. And where is the line between acceptable sin you can still get in, and unacceptable, and judgment needs to happen? Never sure where the line is, but we're always pretty sure which side of it we're on. It's usually the line between me and mine, and them and theirs. And so we love the idea. You look back at most of our movies and our entertainments that filter around justice, and until the bad guy is punished, the movie is not satisfying. We are much more connected to the work of the devil, which is get those people punished. And mercy leaves us wanting, and that's what today's gospel is about. You know, it's, ah, these guys couldn't find a job, and so he finally hires them at the end of the day, but he still gives them a full day's wage because that's what they'll need to live on. That kind of generosity, it just undoes my whole system. It's very tough, and it's very easy when we find gospels that attack other people's precious, beloved, sacred cows. But this one comes after one of ours, which is that belief that if I can work a little harder and work the system right, and I have all those talents that happen to be, you know, sort of fashionable at the moment, I should not be able to do well. I should be able to do better, better than others. Even though at any given moment, you know, I mean, quite frankly, I don't care how good the voice is, singing a song really doesn't do more for a culture than educating our children. So there's no justice as to the value of the work. It's just whatever culture's fascinated with at the moment. We're usually fascinated with some form of entertainment or another, and people who can be part of that entertainment will make a lot more than people who maybe are out there building our roads and bridges, educating our children, you know, the people who are the structure of our society. And we all want to, you know, who knows whether your talent is appreciated in the culture you're in. A hundred years ago, a talent another person has might have gotten ahead. So it's always this dance between the individual's abilities and what culture needs at that moment. And we have made it sort of a competitive thing that says, when do we start to recognize that what you and I think is fair usually isn't? We can see it when it's dramatic. We can look at someone that we would say has special needs, and if it's dramatic enough, we go, oh, well, you know, we can't expect as much of them. But if it's just emotional depression, they should buck up. If it's just little problems, we have this syndrome in our life where it's what I call, and I apologize for the language, it's a television thing. Anyone here ever used to watch Everyone Loves Raymond? The show should have been called Everyone Loves Debra Loves Raymond. One of Debra's famous lines that she would say his wife, at least once an episode, he would do something rather foolish, and she would say, moron. Word came out of her mouth all the time. And it's what I call the moron syndrome. When someone does something that we think, what an idiot, what we're really thinking is, they have all the skills I have, and they just chose to be that way. We really don't think, if we really thought they were an idiot or a moron, if we really thought they didn't have those skills, we would be much more compassionate. What we're really thinking is, they have all the skills I have, and they're just being irritating on purpose. Or, they're just as smart as me, and they disagree with me, which I can't even fathom. How could anyone smart still disagree with me? We go to all these places, rather than, maybe they're doing the best they can, and maybe I should be happy that I can do more. Maybe I have an energy they don't have. Maybe I have an ability they don't have. I've told this story before. It's always the most embarrassing story I tell every year. But it's a traffic story. And it's not that anything happened, it's just everything that went on in my head, as I'm behind someone who is driving, I mean, literally has the nerve to drive a speed I don't like. It's a crazy world out there. They're going probably 10 miles an hour, and it's probably 35. And I'm waiting, because it's one lane, waiting, waiting, and I know that just a few blocks ahead, there'll finally be two lanes, and I can get around this person. And as I finally get around and I look over, it's someone in their early 20s, clearly with a mild case of Down syndrome, whose parent is just thrilled that they're actually learning to drive. And immediately I think, what is wrong with me? What is wrong with me? Because the whole time I'm thinking, why is this person driving slow? They have a different skill set. They're at a different place. Now, what if I'd looked over, and there were no pronounced issues that I could witness or observe? Then I would have said, they're just like me, and they're just choosing to be irritating, because we can't see the smaller gradations. Or the more devastating message, they're smarter than me and not as in big of a hurry. You know, why we just can't see the differences, why we can't leave room for that, and assume, you know, that all of us will need mercy in the end. And who am I, as someone who needs mercy, to resent that someone else might get more mercy? That we might all make it to heaven, because God is generous with his gifts, rather than, oh no, no, no, I, you know, I want God to be generous enough that some of us get in, but I don't want God to be generous enough to let the people who have hurt me in life get in. That's why God says, I desire forgiveness, I desire mercy, I desire compassion, you know. And then there's a little line that always says, I desire these things more than sacrifice. You know that's a trick in scripture. Because real mercy and real forgiveness will always involve a little sacrifice. It's always there. He's telling us the kind of sacrifice that he would like us to make. And we're really good at burning incense, but, you know, letting go of our anger, letting that go up in smoke, not so much. Most of us have old hurts, and we still behave out of those hurts. We run around trying to say, I'm gonna try and be less angry. The problem is we need to be more healed. Everyone in your life that you've had a long going battle with, and you think, I can't let it go, it's because you're still hurt, not because you're still angry. Anger's just the way we distract ourselves, because, you know, when I'm angry at you, that just feels stronger than admitting I'm hurt. Admitting I'm hurt, that just doesn't have quite as much bravado as anger. Actually, usually hurt. We're hurt by injustices. And instead, what we have to do is get to that point where we want everyone to succeed. I think that's such an interesting, simple concept, but when we look at all the tensions in our country, rather than trying to figure out which side is right, do we want everyone to succeed? Or do we just not, can we not go there? I'm still too hurt by the other guys. But if we ever become a group of people, a country, a church, a culture, that wants everyone to succeed, then maybe for the first time, we will understand the mercy of God, who comes not to save those who are doing just the right things, but even to save those who would crucify Him. The ones who would hurt Him to save everyone. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus told his disciples this parable,
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the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner
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who went out at dawn to hire laborers for his vineyard.
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After agreeing with them for the usual daily wage,
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he sent them into his vineyard.
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Going out about 9 o'clock, the landowner
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saw others standing idle in the marketplace,
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and he said to them, you too go into my vineyard,
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and I will give you what is just.
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So they went off.
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He went out again around noon and around 3 o'clock
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and did likewise.
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Finally, going out about 5 o'clock,
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the landowner found others standing around and said to
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them, why do you stand here idle all day?
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They answered, because no one has hired us.
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He said to them, you too go into my vineyard.
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When it was evening, the owner of the vineyard
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said to his foreman, summon the laborers
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and give them their pay, beginning with the last
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and ending with the first.
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When those who started about 5 o'clock came,
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each received the usual daily wage.
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So when the first came, they thought
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they would receive more, but each of them
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also got the usual wage.
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And on receiving it, they grumbled against the landowner
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saying, these last ones worked only one hour,
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and you have made them equal to us, who bore the day's
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burden and the heat.
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He said to one of them in reply, my friend,
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I am not cheating you.
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Did you not agree with me for the usual daily wage?
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Take what is yours and go.
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What if I wish to give this last one the same as you,
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or am I not free to do as I wish with my own money?
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Are you envious because I am generous?
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Thus, the last will be first, and the first will be last.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Thank you.
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The most hated gospel passage in America,
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because we are really good when the gospel undermines
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other cultures.
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We're really good when it tells those people
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what they're doing wrong.
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Today's gospel, there's no way around it.
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I have watched people do gymnastics
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to get around this gospel.
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But it's clear that Jesus would probably not favor
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radical capitalism as it has developed.
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And as I say it, you know, you can just feel
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the clenching going on in the room.
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But it gives us an amazing moment that says,
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so what, forget arguing until you're blue in the face
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as to whether that's what, that's not what he meant.
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That's not what he meant.
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The real question is, what if it came down to it
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would be more fundamental?
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Your love for the economic system or your love for Jesus?
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If it could be shown beyond all doubt that Jesus was,
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and I'm going to say the ugly word, a socialist,
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we would have one of three possibilities.
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And I think we take the third.
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We would either convert our economic system, not likely.
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We would leave our Christianity, not likely.
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Or we would pretend not to see the problem, very likely.
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We would just live and pretend the conflict isn't there.
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Because Jesus gives each one what they need.
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There's an old saying that says, life isn't fair,
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but we can be.
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And many of them would say, well, this isn't fair.
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Because we have a different form of justice in our mind.
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We have a competitive justice.
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And what we think is, well, some people
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have to be given more than others because they did more.
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And this is why I always say the tension here
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is between our love for Jesus and our love for Satan.
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This Lucifer character in mythology,
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whether we call it Lucifer, Satan, the devil,
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whether it's a personification, whether it's
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a real person, theologians can argue that on their own.
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But as I was watching an old episode of Law and Order
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this week, I know it was a slow news day at the Dolan House.
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And towards the end, the character,
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you just can't really be sure whether they're
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working the system, or whether they really aren't quite there,
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or whether they really knew.
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And in the end, the jury can't convict.
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And it's very unsatisfying.
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Because in the absence of an absolute answer,
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the jury chooses mercy and compassion.
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And it's irritating.
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The script is done in such a way that you
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know that they left you hanging.
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And they wanted it to be unsatisfying.
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And what would have satisfied us is,
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I think they hurt someone, and they
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need to hurt just as much.
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That is the essence of our entire belief in hell.
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They didn't do well, and now they're going to get punished.
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And this devil character is the one
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that's going to mete out that punishment eternally.
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We're much more connected to that character
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emotionally than the one who comes in and says,
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we're going to let him off the hook.
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And just like the characters in today's gospel,
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we kind of hope God is compassionate enough
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to overlook my incredibly minor flaws.
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But some of you have gone too far.
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And where is the line between acceptable sin
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you can still get in, and unacceptable,
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and judgment needs to happen?
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Never sure where the line is, but we're always pretty sure
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which side of it we're on.
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It's usually the line between me and mine, and them and theirs.
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And so we love the idea.
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You look back at most of our movies and our entertainments
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that filter around justice, and until the bad guy is punished,
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the movie is not satisfying.
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We are much more connected to the work of the devil,
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which is get those people punished.
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And mercy leaves us wanting,
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and that's what today's gospel is about.
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You know, it's, ah, these guys couldn't find a job,
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and so he finally hires them at the end of the day,
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but he still gives them a full day's wage
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because that's what they'll need to live on.
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That kind of generosity, it just undoes my whole system.
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It's very tough, and it's very easy
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when we find gospels that attack
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other people's precious, beloved, sacred cows.
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But this one comes after one of ours,
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which is that belief that if I can work a little harder
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and work the system right, and I have all those talents
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that happen to be, you know, sort of fashionable
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at the moment, I should not be able to do well.
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I should be able to do better, better than others.
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Even though at any given moment, you know, I mean,
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quite frankly, I don't care how good the voice is,
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singing a song really doesn't do more for a culture
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than educating our children.
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So there's no justice as to the value of the work.
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It's just whatever culture's fascinated with at the moment.
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We're usually fascinated with some form of entertainment
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or another, and people who can be part of that entertainment
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will make a lot more than people who maybe are out there
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building our roads and bridges, educating our children,
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you know, the people who are the structure of our society.
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And we all want to, you know, who knows
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whether your talent is appreciated
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in the culture you're in.
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A hundred years ago, a talent another person has
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might have gotten ahead.
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So it's always this dance between the individual's abilities
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and what culture needs at that moment.
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And we have made it sort of a competitive thing
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that says, when do we start to recognize
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that what you and I think is fair usually isn't?
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We can see it when it's dramatic.
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We can look at someone that we would say
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has special needs, and if it's dramatic enough,
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we go, oh, well, you know, we can't expect as much of them.
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But if it's just emotional depression, they should buck up.
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If it's just little problems, we have this syndrome
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in our life where it's what I call,
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and I apologize for the language, it's a television thing.
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Anyone here ever used to watch Everyone Loves Raymond?
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The show should have been called
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Everyone Loves Debra Loves Raymond.
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One of Debra's famous lines that she would say his wife,
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at least once an episode, he would do something
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rather foolish, and she would say, moron.
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Word came out of her mouth all the time.
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And it's what I call the moron syndrome.
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When someone does something that we think,
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what an idiot, what we're really thinking is,
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they have all the skills I have,
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and they just chose to be that way.
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We really don't think, if we really thought
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they were an idiot or a moron,
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if we really thought they didn't have those skills,
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we would be much more compassionate.
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What we're really thinking is,
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they have all the skills I have,
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and they're just being irritating on purpose.
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Or, they're just as smart as me,
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and they disagree with me, which I can't even fathom.
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How could anyone smart still disagree with me?
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We go to all these places, rather than,
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maybe they're doing the best they can,
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and maybe I should be happy that I can do more.
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Maybe I have an energy they don't have.
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Maybe I have an ability they don't have.
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I've told this story before.
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It's always the most embarrassing story I tell every year.
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But it's a traffic story.
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And it's not that anything happened,
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it's just everything that went on in my head,
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as I'm behind someone who is driving,
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I mean, literally has the nerve
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to drive a speed I don't like.
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It's a crazy world out there.
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They're going probably 10 miles an hour,
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and it's probably 35.
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And I'm waiting, because it's one lane,
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waiting, waiting, and I know that just a few blocks ahead,
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there'll finally be two lanes,
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and I can get around this person.
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And as I finally get around and I look over,
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it's someone in their early 20s,
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clearly with a mild case of Down syndrome,
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whose parent is just thrilled
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that they're actually learning to drive.
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And immediately I think, what is wrong with me?
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What is wrong with me?
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Because the whole time I'm thinking,
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why is this person driving slow?
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They have a different skill set.
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They're at a different place.
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Now, what if I'd looked over,
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and there were no pronounced issues
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that I could witness or observe?
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Then I would have said, they're just like me,
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and they're just choosing to be irritating,
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because we can't see the smaller gradations.
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Or the more devastating message,
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they're smarter than me and not as in big of a hurry.
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You know, why we just can't see the differences,
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why we can't leave room for that,
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and assume, you know, that all of us
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will need mercy in the end.
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And who am I, as someone who needs mercy,
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to resent that someone else might get more mercy?
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That we might all make it to heaven,
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because God is generous with his gifts,
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rather than, oh no, no, no, I, you know,
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I want God to be generous enough that some of us get in,
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but I don't want God to be generous enough
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to let the people who have hurt me in life get in.
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That's why God says, I desire forgiveness,
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I desire mercy, I desire compassion, you know.
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And then there's a little line that always says,
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I desire these things more than sacrifice.
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You know that's a trick in scripture.
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Because real mercy and real forgiveness
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will always involve a little sacrifice.
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It's always there.
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He's telling us the kind of sacrifice
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that he would like us to make.
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And we're really good at burning incense,
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but, you know, letting go of our anger,
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letting that go up in smoke, not so much.
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Most of us have old hurts,
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and we still behave out of those hurts.
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We run around trying to say,
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I'm gonna try and be less angry.
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The problem is we need to be more healed.
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Everyone in your life that you've had
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a long going battle with,
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and you think, I can't let it go,
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it's because you're still hurt,
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not because you're still angry.
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Anger's just the way we distract ourselves,
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because, you know, when I'm angry at you,
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that just feels stronger than admitting I'm hurt.
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Admitting I'm hurt,
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that just doesn't have quite as much bravado as anger.
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Actually, usually hurt.
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We're hurt by injustices.
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And instead, what we have to do is get to that point
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where we want everyone to succeed.
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I think that's such an interesting, simple concept,
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but when we look at all the tensions in our country,
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rather than trying to figure out which side is right,
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do we want everyone to succeed?
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Or do we just not, can we not go there?
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I'm still too hurt by the other guys.
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But if we ever become a group of people,
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a country, a church, a culture,
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that wants everyone to succeed,
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then maybe for the first time,
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we will understand the mercy of God,
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who comes not to save those
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who are doing just the right things,
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but even to save those who would crucify Him.
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The ones who would hurt Him to save everyone.
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I think when we become that culture,
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we start to manifest for the rest of the world
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what it would look like to live in the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the radical genero Father Pat’s message centers on the radical generosity and mercy of God expressed in the parable of the laborers in the vineyard. He challenges the deeply ingrained cultural and economic assumptions of fairness based on productivity and merit, exposing how these values often conflict with the Gospel’s call to compassion, equity, and grace. The parable disturbs a merit-based worldview by portraying a God who gives not according to effort or timing, but according to need and divine generosity. Father Pat invites the listener to confront the uncomfortable truth that we are often more emotionally aligned with retributive justice—punishment and fairness on our terms—than with the transformative mercy of Christ. He calls for a deep conversion: to move beyond superficial religious observance and toward a heart that genuinely desires the good and salvation of all, even those we judge, resent, or exclude.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by acknowledging the discomfort many feel with this Gospel passage, especially in cultures like America’s that equate justice with meritocratic reward. The parable Jesus tells—of laborers hired at different times of the day but all receiving the same wage—pushes against the grain of our expectations. We instinctively believe those who work more deserve more. But Jesus reframes justice not as a matter of proportional compensation, but of sufficient provision—each laborer receives what he needs to live.
This, Father Pat argues, is not just about economics; it's about our spiritual posture. He provocatively suggests that our allegiance to systems of merit and capitalism may override our allegiance to Christ. If it were proven that Jesus was a "socialist" in the sense that He prioritized need over merit, Father Pat posits that most Christians would not abandon their economic beliefs or their faith, but would ignore the contradiction—pretending it doesn't exist. This exposes a tension between our love of Jesus and our love of systems that reward competition, hierarchy, and exclusivity.
He draws a stark contrast between divine mercy and what he calls our emotional affinity for the devil—understood not necessarily as a literal person, but as a symbol of retributive justice. We are conditioned by our culture and media to desire punishment for those who’ve done wrong. We find satisfaction not in forgiveness, but in seeing others "get what they deserve." Mercy, in comparison, often feels unsatisfying and unjust to us. Father Pat likens this to courtroom dramas or crime shows, where a lack of punishment leaves the viewer uneasy. In these reactions, he finds evidence of our deeper spiritual struggle: we want mercy for ourselves, but justice—on our terms—for others.
He then reflects on the ways we judge others, often assuming that if someone is struggling or behaving differently, it's because they’re choosing to, rather than considering that they may simply be carrying burdens we don’t see. He tells a story about impatience in traffic, where his frustration with a slow driver dissipates upon realizing the driver has Down syndrome. The moment opens his heart to the realization that not everyone moves through life at the same pace or with the same abilities. But if no visible disability is present, we often default to judgment, assuming the other is lazy, ignorant, or malicious. This is what he calls the “moron syndrome”—an inability to see the nuance and diversity in human experiences.
Father Pat urges us to recognize that we all need mercy, and that needing more mercy does not make someone less worthy of love. He challenges us to resist the temptation to place ourselves on the “right” side of the salvation line while keeping others out. He emphasizes that God’s mercy is not a zero-sum game: someone receiving more does not mean we receive less. In fact, God’s mercy is a call for us to rejoice when others are lifted up, not resent it.
He also touches on the deeper nature of anger and unforgiveness in our lives. We often mask our hurt with anger because it feels more powerful and less vulnerable. But true healing begins when we admit our wounds and allow mercy to take root. Forgiveness, he notes, is not about denying justice but about letting go of the need to see others suffer as we have. True mercy always demands sacrifice—not ritual sacrifice, but the sacrifice of our pride, resentment, and need for control.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to imagine a world where we desire everyone to succeed—not just ourselves or our group. He suggests that such a vision reflects the heart of God’s kingdom: a place where even those who hurt others, who come late, or who fall short are embraced, healed, and welcomed. If we as a Church, a nation, or individuals can become people who want universal flourishing, then we begin to mirror the radical, generous, and scandalous mercy of God. Such a transformation would not only change our theology but also how we live, love, and relate to one another. In doing so, we would become true reflections of the kingdom of heaven, where the last are first, and the first, last—not as punishment or reward, but as the unfolding of divine grace to all....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 908.989990234375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked where the disciples were, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, Peace be with you. When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them again, Peace, I'll be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you. And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, Receive the Holy Spirit, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus. So during the season of Easter, this gospel kind of serves as a bookend. You know, the second, the right way, we have the Easter readings, and then the very next week we get this reading. This is the reading for the second week of Easter. It goes on, it continues into the Doubting Thomas story. But it starts with this. It's called Little Pentecost. It is where Jesus breathes on them the Holy Spirit. Now, when we celebrate the Feast of Pentecost, we're celebrating this much bigger dispersion, and of course, also this promise that the Spirit is going to cover the face of the earth. That first one is, it kind of cuts its own feet out from under it. The whole point of going to the Spirit is, instead of just a few people getting to know Jesus, everyone gets to know the Spirit. Well, in that first one, he only breathes it on the same people who already knew him. So it's sort of the transitional Pentecost, getting ready for this larger moment where the Spirit is going to be coming upon us in a widespread sense. What Luke has done, as Luke and Matthew do throughout their Gospels, is they want to write these in such ways that they untangle and kind of get rid of certain Old Testament stories and dynamics. So, you know, the fall of sin becomes redemption and all of these sorts of things. This is the overturning of the Tower of Babel. In the Tower of Babel, you've got a bunch of people whose arrogance makes them decide, we've got God figured out. We're going to build a tower to heaven and get there ourselves. Who needs God when men can build towers? So, they build their tower. They start together and it takes them about five minutes until all of a sudden, shockingly, a bunch of people who think they know God can't understand each other. The minute we know everything, we're talking too much and listening too little and no one understands everyone. Now, the mythology of it is God comes down and touches their tongues and all of the languages are created. Now, that is clearly a very mythologically laden story. No one thinks that that's how languages came about. Every linguist's head in the world blew up. You know, obviously, one angel with a lot of accents got Italian, Spanish, and French all at the same time. So, we know that that's not right. But the actual story is people came together for a project because they understood each other. But because it was, we're going to be the ones that do this without any recognition, that God gets us to heaven, that others help us to create all these things. You can see it was a whole, you know, as we used to say, it was all chiefs. Everyone in it was probably, they could not understand each other. Well, they stopped trying. And so, you fast forward to Luke's telling of the Pentecost story. This is not people raising up to God. This is God coming down to people, both in the incarnation of Jesus, you know, and now the spirit of God comes down to us. God reaches down to us. You and I will never get to heaven on our own merits. And when we think we do, we start splintering the church into a million factions. Because if I'm getting to heaven on my own, it puts me in a much better position to decide virtually or wrong. If I'm getting to heaven as pure gift, it becomes a little harder for me to say, you know, this is a pure gift from God. You just don't get one. God just likes me more. You should say personally, just us a few. I think of all the things in the world, you should say personally, it's someone not liking, you know. What do they not like about me? Just you. In general, you know. So, at Pentecost, God comes down to us. And what happens? People who couldn't understand one another now can. You know, they undo that dynamic of the Tower of Babel. When you and I decide we're going to get ourselves to God, we will create misunderstanding where there used to be understanding. When we start to understand that God comes to us as a gift, and that we didn't deserve it, and we don't earn it, all of a sudden, you know, all of a sudden, when we weren't understanding people, we can. Because it puts us in a place of great humility. Even the Eucharistic prayers, I'm not wild about the new translations that came out 10 years ago. Eventually, I'll have to stop saying new, but not that. When those translations came out that last night, you know, that we may merit to be co-heirs. Well, the problem is, the beginning of the sentence happened, I think, about 40 minutes earlier in that prayer. And you forget that it's saying, because Jesus does this, and Jesus does this, we will merit it. It's not that you and I earned it on our own. How do we get into heaven? What do we need to do to get into heaven? That's how we got into heaven. The cross. You and I didn't do it. And as much as we hate to think of ourselves as charity cases, it's the only way in nowadays. So welcome to the charity case club. Another fascinating thing about the way Luke tells his story, he's really brilliant in it, in this, in Acts. He tells us that even though, you know, it's that same, he wants to tie it to the Tower of Babel, so he does say, oh, you know, the Spirit touches their tongues, he words it exactly like the Tower of Babel. But then, no one says, they're speaking our language. It's not the experience of anyone in the whole place. At the Tower of Babel, everyone's talking in new languages and no one can understand because everyone's talking in new languages. This one, the miracle is not the tongues, it's the ears. This one, it says, how is it we're hearing that in our own language? How is it we're... So I don't want you to think that someone who's touched with the Spirit speaks and like 50 languages come out at once. How is it we're hearing what they say in our language? Well, it's amazing how much understanding can happen if we're interested. I mean, kid, there are people who speak English in America who can actually understand people from Glasgow. If they'll lean in and listen. You know, at what point is it not the same language? No. Sometimes the difference between Colorado and Glasgow is not nearly as large as the difference between New York and Texas. And that's just an accent. What does it mean to understand? It means to be willing to lean in and understand. The Tower of Babel is a bunch of people who have decided they know what to say and Pentecost is a bunch of people who have learned how to listen. So one sort of nurtures understanding and the other nurtures confusion. So we're caught on this journey always as community. We're caught between Babel and Pentecost. We're caught in that dynamic that says, how do we lean in and listen a little more? Because the minute we do it with someone, our ability changes completely. You know, we have a lot of times I hear people say, I just thought I had an accent. You know, they're at a church where someone's from another country. They have an accent and I just can't understand them. What's fascinating is I know many of the, it depends on the priest. Some of them are very gifted with languages and some are not. That's not necessarily the requisite of being a priest. But what I do notice is, if they work at relating with the people and if they build relationships, if their accent doesn't improve one bit in four years, people start to understand. Well, they get used to the way he talks. Why? Because they're interested enough and it happens the other way around. There are priests who come in and say, I'm sorry, I just don't understand. And I have to say, but you're from Colorado and so are they. No, I mean, but it can be that. Well, I just don't understand. I just don't. And it's always them. I don't understand them. Yes, you don't understand. We have to be a people who work to be open to the Pentecost spirit or we will inevitably fall into the tower of battle. We will become a people who cannot understand each other because it's all about expressing myself and not really hearing. There used to be a technique. I'm sure they still use it, but it was kind of new and shiny in the 80s and 90s in psychodynamic theory and especially in what was called Valon systemic family therapy, which is what I studied. And they would always have you say, now remember in communication, when a couple is talking in a couple's counseling or in family counseling, before someone responds to something, you make them say, wait, wait, before you respond, what did they just say? You make them repeat in their own words what the other person just said. And until they get used to the irritating question that you're going to ask each time, they'll tell you exactly what of the first half of what someone said. They only heard the first half. Why? Because they spent the rest of the time formulating their response. And the minute we're formulating our response, we're no longer listening. We actually have to, you know, but I'm going to forget. I'm going to forget what they said that I wanted to respond to. Forgetting your response is not nearly as important as hearing everything they had to say before my mouth just flies open and all sorts of stuff comes out. You know, to learn to say, okay, listen to everything. I grew up in a family. I used to tell people I grew up in a family all of us, and I still struggle with it. We all have a horrible, horrible habit of interrupting each other. I mean, six boys, who could have seen that coming? You know, but we all cut each other off before we're done with a thought. And I used to tell people, oh, my gosh. We just, we interrupt. We just interrupt, and that's not the problem. We don't listen. That's the problem. We interrupt. Before you ever interrupt someone, you've decided to stop listening. And head-to-cost is, how do we open our ears before we open our mouth? No. I remember, that was one of my mother's favorite sayings, and I don't want to shock the new generation, but my mother, once in a great while, as wonderful as we were, may have resorted to backhanding us, now's the case. And of all the things they did, that didn't ruin me, the other things did. But the thing I'll remember, I think I got, she said, I've told you a hundred times, it is always more important, you always open your ears first, always. And I said, even when eating? I was a delightful child. So, you know, but there's that sense where we have to start to say, how interested are we in one another? I remember at my last parish, I can't remember what we were talking about, but I said, you know, a lot of people in a parish don't know each other. A lot of people will say, you know, I go there and I know no one, I haven't met anyone yet. And the answer that is appropriate to give, if you can find a nice way to say it, is as soon as you're interested, you will. As soon as everybody else is interested enough in me, I can belong. No, no. You have to be interested enough in them. And you'll get to know people. And so we have all these anxieties about going out and getting to know people, because we're so worried about how we're going to be received. And the spirit comes down and says, the trick is, start receiving them and forget about how you're going to be received. That's their job. You be open to receiving who they are. And a bunch of individuals will become a community. And when they really deeply open themselves to the spirit, a community starts to become the church. We're called to try harder to move from that power of babble and open our ears more to one another. And I'm finding more and more, I thought it would happen the other way around. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On the evening of that first day of the week,
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when the doors were locked where the disciples were,
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Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them,
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Peace be with you.
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When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
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The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
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Jesus said to them again, Peace, I'll be with you.
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As the Father has sent me, so I send you.
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And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them,
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Receive the Holy Spirit,
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whose sins you forgive are forgiven them,
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and whose sins you retain are retained.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus.
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So during the season of Easter, this gospel kind of serves as a bookend.
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You know, the second, the right way, we have the Easter readings,
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and then the very next week we get this reading.
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This is the reading for the second week of Easter.
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It goes on, it continues into the Doubting Thomas story.
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But it starts with this.
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It's called Little Pentecost.
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It is where Jesus breathes on them the Holy Spirit.
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Now, when we celebrate the Feast of Pentecost,
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we're celebrating this much bigger dispersion,
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and of course, also this promise that the Spirit
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is going to cover the face of the earth.
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That first one is, it kind of cuts its own feet out from under it.
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The whole point of going to the Spirit is,
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instead of just a few people getting to know Jesus,
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everyone gets to know the Spirit.
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Well, in that first one, he only breathes it on the same people who already knew him.
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So it's sort of the transitional Pentecost,
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getting ready for this larger moment
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where the Spirit is going to be coming upon us in a widespread sense.
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What Luke has done, as Luke and Matthew do throughout their Gospels,
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is they want to write these in such ways
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that they untangle and kind of get rid of
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certain Old Testament stories and dynamics.
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So, you know, the fall of sin becomes redemption
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and all of these sorts of things.
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This is the overturning of the Tower of Babel.
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In the Tower of Babel, you've got a bunch of people
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whose arrogance makes them decide,
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we've got God figured out.
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We're going to build a tower to heaven and get there ourselves.
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Who needs God when men can build towers?
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So, they build their tower.
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They start together and it takes them about five minutes
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until all of a sudden, shockingly,
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a bunch of people who think they know God
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can't understand each other.
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The minute we know everything,
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we're talking too much and listening too little
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and no one understands everyone.
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Now, the mythology of it is God comes down and touches their tongues
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and all of the languages are created.
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Now, that is clearly a very mythologically laden story.
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No one thinks that that's how languages came about.
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Every linguist's head in the world blew up.
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You know, obviously, one angel with a lot of accents
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got Italian, Spanish, and French all at the same time.
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So, we know that that's not right.
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But the actual story is people came together for a project
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because they understood each other.
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But because it was, we're going to be the ones that do this
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without any recognition, that God gets us to heaven,
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that others help us to create all these things.
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You can see it was a whole, you know, as we used to say,
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it was all chiefs.
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Everyone in it was probably,
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they could not understand each other.
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Well, they stopped trying.
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And so, you fast forward to Luke's telling of the Pentecost story.
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This is not people raising up to God.
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This is God coming down to people,
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both in the incarnation of Jesus, you know,
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and now the spirit of God comes down to us.
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God reaches down to us.
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You and I will never get to heaven on our own merits.
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And when we think we do,
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we start splintering the church into a million factions.
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Because if I'm getting to heaven on my own,
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it puts me in a much better position to decide virtually or wrong.
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If I'm getting to heaven as pure gift,
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it becomes a little harder for me to say,
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you know, this is a pure gift from God.
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You just don't get one.
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God just likes me more.
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You should say personally,
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just us a few.
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I think of all the things in the world,
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you should say personally, it's someone not liking, you know.
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What do they not like about me?
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Just you.
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In general, you know.
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So, at Pentecost, God comes down to us.
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And what happens?
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People who couldn't understand one another now can.
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You know, they undo that dynamic of the Tower of Babel.
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When you and I decide we're going to get ourselves to God,
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we will create misunderstanding where there used to be understanding.
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When we start to understand that God comes to us as a gift,
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and that we didn't deserve it, and we don't earn it,
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all of a sudden, you know, all of a sudden,
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when we weren't understanding people, we can.
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Because it puts us in a place of great humility.
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Even the Eucharistic prayers,
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I'm not wild about the new translations that came out 10 years ago.
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Eventually, I'll have to stop saying new, but not that.
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When those translations came out that last night,
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you know, that we may merit to be co-heirs.
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Well, the problem is, the beginning of the sentence
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happened, I think, about 40 minutes earlier in that prayer.
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And you forget that it's saying,
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because Jesus does this, and Jesus does this, we will merit it.
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It's not that you and I earned it on our own.
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How do we get into heaven?
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What do we need to do to get into heaven?
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That's how we got into heaven.
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The cross.
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You and I didn't do it.
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And as much as we hate to think of ourselves as charity cases,
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it's the only way in nowadays.
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So welcome to the charity case club.
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Another fascinating thing about the way Luke tells his story,
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he's really brilliant in it, in this, in Acts.
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He tells us that even though, you know, it's that same,
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he wants to tie it to the Tower of Babel, so he does say,
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oh, you know, the Spirit touches their tongues,
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he words it exactly like the Tower of Babel.
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But then, no one says, they're speaking our language.
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It's not the experience of anyone in the whole place.
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At the Tower of Babel, everyone's talking in new languages
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and no one can understand because everyone's talking in new languages.
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This one, the miracle is not the tongues, it's the ears.
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This one, it says, how is it we're hearing that in our own language?
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How is it we're...
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So I don't want you to think that someone who's touched with the Spirit
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speaks and like 50 languages come out at once.
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How is it we're hearing what they say in our language?
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Well, it's amazing how much understanding can happen if we're interested.
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I mean, kid, there are people who speak English in America
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who can actually understand people from Glasgow.
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If they'll lean in and listen.
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You know, at what point is it not the same language?
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No.
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Sometimes the difference between Colorado and Glasgow
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is not nearly as large as the difference between New York and Texas.
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And that's just an accent.
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What does it mean to understand?
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It means to be willing to lean in and understand.
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The Tower of Babel is a bunch of people
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who have decided they know what to say
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and Pentecost is a bunch of people who have learned how to listen.
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So one sort of nurtures understanding
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and the other nurtures confusion.
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So we're caught on this journey always as community.
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We're caught between Babel and Pentecost.
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We're caught in that dynamic that says,
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how do we lean in and listen a little more?
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Because the minute we do it with someone,
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our ability changes completely.
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You know, we have a lot of times I hear people say,
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I just thought I had an accent.
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You know, they're at a church where someone's from another country.
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They have an accent and I just can't understand them.
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What's fascinating is I know many of the,
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it depends on the priest.
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Some of them are very gifted with languages and some are not.
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That's not necessarily the requisite of being a priest.
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But what I do notice is,
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if they work at relating with the people
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and if they build relationships,
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if their accent doesn't improve one bit in four years,
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people start to understand.
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Well, they get used to the way he talks.
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Why? Because they're interested enough
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and it happens the other way around.
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There are priests who come in and say,
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I'm sorry, I just don't understand.
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And I have to say,
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but you're from Colorado and so are they.
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No, I mean, but it can be that.
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Well, I just don't understand.
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I just don't.
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And it's always them.
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I don't understand them.
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Yes, you don't understand.
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We have to be a people who work
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to be open to the Pentecost spirit
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or we will inevitably fall into the tower of battle.
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We will become a people who cannot understand each other
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because it's all about expressing myself
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and not really hearing.
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There used to be a technique.
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I'm sure they still use it,
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but it was kind of new and shiny in the 80s and 90s
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in psychodynamic theory
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and especially in what was called
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Valon systemic family therapy,
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which is what I studied.
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And they would always have you say,
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now remember in communication,
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when a couple is talking in a couple's counseling
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or in family counseling,
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before someone responds to something,
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you make them say, wait, wait, before you respond,
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what did they just say?
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You make them repeat in their own words
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what the other person just said.
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And until they get used to the irritating question
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that you're going to ask each time,
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they'll tell you exactly what of the first half
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of what someone said.
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They only heard the first half.
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Why?
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Because they spent the rest of the time
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formulating their response.
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And the minute we're formulating our response,
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we're no longer listening.
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We actually have to, you know,
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but I'm going to forget.
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I'm going to forget what they said
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that I wanted to respond to.
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Forgetting your response is not nearly as important
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as hearing everything they had to say
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before my mouth just flies open
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and all sorts of stuff comes out.
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You know, to learn to say, okay, listen to everything.
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I grew up in a family.
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I used to tell people I grew up in a family
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all of us, and I still struggle with it.
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We all have a horrible, horrible habit
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of interrupting each other.
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I mean, six boys, who could have seen that coming?
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You know, but we all cut each other off
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before we're done with a thought.
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And I used to tell people, oh, my gosh.
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We just, we interrupt.
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We just interrupt, and that's not the problem.
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We don't listen.
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That's the problem.
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We interrupt.
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Before you ever interrupt someone,
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you've decided to stop listening.
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And head-to-cost is, how do we open our ears
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before we open our mouth?
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No.
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I remember, that was one of my mother's favorite sayings,
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and I don't want to shock the new generation,
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but my mother, once in a great while,
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as wonderful as we were,
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may have resorted to backhanding us,
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now's the case.
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And of all the things they did,
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that didn't ruin me, the other things did.
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But the thing I'll remember, I think I got,
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she said, I've told you a hundred times,
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it is always more important,
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you always open your ears first, always.
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And I said, even when eating?
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I was a delightful child.
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So, you know, but there's that sense
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where we have to start to say,
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how interested are we in one another?
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I remember at my last parish,
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I can't remember what we were talking about,
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but I said, you know,
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a lot of people in a parish don't know each other.
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A lot of people will say,
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you know, I go there and I know no one,
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I haven't met anyone yet.
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And the answer that is appropriate to give,
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if you can find a nice way to say it,
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is as soon as you're interested, you will.
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As soon as everybody else is interested enough in me,
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I can belong.
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No, no.
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You have to be interested enough in them.
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And you'll get to know people.
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And so we have all these anxieties
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about going out and getting to know people,
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because we're so worried about how we're going to be received.
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And the spirit comes down and says,
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the trick is, start receiving them
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and forget about how you're going to be received.
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That's their job.
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You be open to receiving who they are.
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And a bunch of individuals will become a community.
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And when they really deeply open themselves to the spirit,
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a community starts to become the church.
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We're called to try harder to move from that power of babble
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and open our ears more to one another.
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And I'm finding more and more,
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I thought it would happen the other way around.
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I always thought, as soon as I found inspiration,
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it turns out that if we open our ears first,
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often it is the heart that will fall.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of listening and humility as the path to true community and spiritual unity. Drawing from the Gospel of John and the Pentecost narrative, he contrasts the confusion of Babel—born from human arrogance and self-reliance—with the harmony of Pentecost, made possible by divine initiative and open-hearted receptivity. The Holy Spirit, he emphasizes, is not primarily about speaking in tongues, but about enabling understanding. The shift from “I speak” to “I hear” is the key to building not just better relationships but the Church itself. Father Pat encourages us to lean into the Spirit by becoming better listeners, recognizing that grace is a gift, not a merit, and that true communion begins when we prioritize receiving others over being received.
In a deeper and more reflective analysis, Father Pat's homily explores the profound theological and spiritual dynamics between two pivotal biblical events: the Tower of Babel and the Pentecost. He begins by situating the Gospel reading from John within the Easter season, designating it as a "Little Pentecost"—a prelude to the fuller outpouring of the Holy Spirit celebrated in the Acts of the Apostles. In this early moment, Jesus breathes the Spirit upon his already faithful disciples, a moment that is intimate and preparatory, contrasted with the Pentecost in Acts, where the Spirit is poured out on a diverse, global crowd, symbolizing the universality of the Gospel and the Church’s mission.
Father Pat then offers a compelling theological framework: Babel represents humanity’s attempt to ascend to God on their own terms, driven by pride and self-sufficiency. The result is fragmentation and confusion. At Pentecost, by contrast, God descends to humanity, unifying what was once divided—not by eliminating differences, but by creating understanding amid diversity. This is not merely a miracle of speech, but of hearing. The Spirit enables people to understand one another, not because everyone suddenly speaks the same language, but because they are willing to truly listen.
This distinction is central to Father Pat’s message. He argues that misunderstanding arises not from difference itself, but from the refusal to listen. Babel is not just a mythological explanation of linguistic diversity, but a spiritual metaphor: when we become so focused on expressing ourselves, our own plans, and asserting our own rightness, we stop listening. Communication breaks down, not because of the variety of languages or opinions, but because of our inward focus and pride. Pentecost, then, becomes the divine remedy—not a reversal of diversity, but a sanctification of it through mutual understanding, made possible by the Spirit.
Father Pat further contextualizes this dynamic in practical pastoral and psychological terms. Drawing from his background in family systems therapy, he describes a familiar human tendency: when we listen only to formulate a response, rather than to understand, we cease to truly hear. He recalls therapeutic practices where individuals are asked to repeat what the other person said before responding—a discipline that reveals how little we often absorb when we’re focused on ourselves. This “listening discipline” is not just helpful in therapy, but essential for Christian community.
He also reflects on the role of relational interest in the ability to understand. Using examples from parish life, he notes that people often say they cannot understand someone due to an accent or cultural difference. But when they invest in a relationship with that person, understanding naturally increases. It’s not about intellectual comprehension but about relational attentiveness. When we care enough to understand someone, even language barriers become permeable.
This leads to one of Father Pat’s central themes: community is not built when we ask, “Who will receive me?” but when we ask, “Whom can I receive?” The Spirit does not prompt us to demand inclusion, but to extend it. The Church is born not from people asserting their place, but from people receiving one another in love. In this way, Pentecost is not just a historical event, but a continual call to conversion—from self-expression to self-giving, from speaking to listening, from pride to humility.
He concludes by asserting that inspiration—the movement of the Spirit—often comes not before we listen, but after. We don't wait to be moved in order to open our ears; rather, by choosing to listen first, our hearts are opened, and the Spirit finds fertile soil. In a world increasingly marked by noise, division, and self-promotion, Father Pat invites us to return to the simplicity and power of Pentecost: a community formed not by uniformity, but by a shared willingness to hear and receive one another in the Spirit of Christ....
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It was not you who chose me, but I who chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit that will remain so that whatever you ask the Father in my name, he may give you. This I command you, love one another. The gospel of the Lord. In many ways, this is, for me, it's almost a horrifying gospel to be given on a Sunday because it's enough gospel for about a month of sermons. It should at least be a week-long retreat. There are like seven individual themes. I always feel like, you know, where I'll tell you that John's gospel will sometimes go on for pages on the same thing over and over and over and over again. Then we get in about 10 lines here what might as well be the table of contents for his entire gospel. You're just going through theme after theme, and you kind of, I said this morning, you know, this is probably seven 20-minute sermons. Now, don't run for the door. I'm not going to do them. But some of them are cautionary. Some of them are very connected, but they kind of break down. First he says, you know, as the Father loves me, so I love you. And that sounds like a nice little opening. What it's really saying is this always starts with God. All of this love, even Jesus' love, comes from God. And if we're going to love one another, then it's because the Father has loved Jesus, who's loved us, and we, it's sharing a dynamic that God starts. That is what love always is. It's sharing a dynamic that is started by God. And then it goes into something that a lot of people can misunderstand. And I would tell you, if anyone other than Jesus said this to you, run the other way. If you love me, you'll do everything I tell you. Can't tell you how many teenagers and other people have gotten into trouble because, well, you know, if you're my friend, if you like me, you'll do this. If you love me, you'll do what I tell you to. Bad advice. But you have to read it in the context of Jesus, who keeps saying, look, my whole agenda is that you love one another. That's what I'm telling you to do. And so what I'm saying is, you can't love me and not love everyone else. That's the commandment he's talking about. You cannot love Jesus and hate everyone else. As Dorothy Day said, you love God as much as you love the person you love least in the world. She didn't mince words very often. And it kind of takes you back. And then he comes to the point that I think is really worth exploring today, because it's something we forget. And he says, and I'm telling you all this so that your joy may be complete. I don't think most of us realize, it wasn't our first expression in our culture of faith, that faith should be something that brings us joy. Most of us have a religious experience, and they come in different forms. One of them is, I realize how awful my life is and how disappointed God must be, and I have a breakdown, and we call that a religious moment. We come to God in crisis. We come to God, and it's not that that can't be an important thing, but it's a little sad. Probably most of us, the first experience, first memories we might have that have anything to do with God are usually an adult saying, that's a sin. Do you think God wants you to do that? How do you think God feels, you know? We usually start with God being hauled out of the closet to get us in line. It's rare that our first experience of God is this wondrous sort of feeling of love. It's not that we don't have that at the beginning of our life. It's not always keyed in to an experience of faith. Faith is when we learn everything we've done wrong and stop doing it. Sounds joyful, you know. That doesn't sound like what Jesus is talking about, but what happens is our intellectual egos get in the way. And so when someone says, well, when you hear the gospel, you know, you're going to have to get your life in line, and you're going to have to do certain things. And, you know, you just can't be running around having fun. And it's not going to be as much fun. Your life is going to be harder, but there'll be a payoff after death. That's not what he's talking about either. I always think of that as the insurance salesman's approach to religion. Things are going to be worse now, but there'll be a payoff later. I mean, no one's been reporting back, but there's going to be a payoff. What Jesus says is, if you live the gospel, you'll know it because your life will be more joyful right now. And if someone preaches a gospel to you, that to follow it diminishes your experience of life, they or you have misunderstood the gospel. What we tend to do is say to people, well, of course the gospel's going to be hard on you because your life is so miserable. You're such an awful person. We would rather think of ourselves as morally awful than go, maybe we're just not smart enough and aren't getting it. Don't attack our smarts. Don't attack our intelligence. Don't tell us maybe we misunderstood and the gospel should make us happier. And if it doesn't, maybe we misunderstood it. And maybe when, you know, someone tells you that, and it's amazing what people will come up with, but, you know, there are so many, what I call the religious equivalents of, if you love God, you won't eat chocolate. Why? Why? There's some real arbitrary things that get thrown in. And Jesus gives us, and he kind of takes apart, trust me, the religion of the day was taken apart. He'd probably take apart just as many parts of our arbitrary religion now. He puts in an underpinning that says, you will have to make sacrifices, but your sacrifices will be creating joy for someone. Your sacrifices will be making someone's life better. Making sacrifices just to say, hey, I sacrificed something today. You know, that's always like me telling people at the beginning of Lent, I've given up Brussels sprouts. You know, I gave up something and whose life was made better by it? You know. So what's the joy? Jesus says, look, I'm not saying that your life will be perfect every day, but if you were to all do this, your lives as a whole would be more joyful. And so every sacrifice we ever make should be creating joy somewhere. And not just, well, in the heart of God, because in the heart of God usually means someone who's told me what will, you know, that you giving up chocolate will make God happy. God can make his own chocolate, trust me. You know, so my sacrifices, what is it creating? Where is the joy? And he hits that from the other side, and it sounds like a different topic, and it is, but it really balances this when he goes into his next topic, which is, that's why you have to love one another as I have loved you. And I've told you this before, I think the first three Gospels are kindergarten next to John. John is like the college level. The first three say, you treat people the way you want to be treated. Love others as you love yourself. Jesus says, yeah, don't do that. Most of you don't love yourself. And Jesus did not come down to say, I'll treat them well if they treat me well. John's Gospel takes the college approach and says, love them the way I do. And Jesus loved us even when we were not loving back. Jesus loved us because that's who he was, not because he's waiting to see how we'll behave to decide on who he's gonna be. And a lot of us spend our life doing that. I like to be a nice person, but if you're mean, I'll be mean. That's a pretty fluid personality. There's actually a psychological diagnosis that they call a cocktail personality, which is people who just mirror whatever personalities around them at the moment. And Jesus says, no, no, it's not about, if you're nice, I'll be nice. If you're not, I won't. It's deciding who you're gonna be in the world and be it no matter what. That's what Jesus did. He was nice, he was loving, because that's who he chose to be. And he wasn't mean to some and nice to others. And so he says, so you're called to love people the way I love you. And then he gives us what I call the velvet hammer, which is, so just remember that there's no greater love than laying down your life for a friend, which at first sounds so inspirational and almost romantic. To lay down your life for a friend, it's hard. And none of us, well not, I won't say none of us, never say never. Most of us will never be called to the cross. And I know you don't hear that in Christianity much, but when people say, oh, we're all called to the cross, it's because they've taken this horrific experience of Jesus and diluted it into something that's a little more palatable. So you know, when the neighbors put out lawn ornaments you don't like, you can say, I guess it's my cross to bear, burr, bear. No, that's not a cross, that's just you being judgmental. Oh, my family's a little annoying, that's not a cross. We take this dramatic moment of the cross and every time they serve a flavor ice cream we don't like, it's my cross. It dilutes what the cross is. Most of us will not have to sacrifice our life at that level. But there's a secondary level, and in some ways it's harder for us. And that is sacrificing your life for one another five minutes at a time. Every day you have is not a period of time, it's a period of your life. If you give an hour to something, you've given an hour of your life. And when people ask you for something and you have to give your life five minutes at a time, parents know this. It's not, when parents tell me they would jump in front of a bullet for their child, I believe them. Most of them will never have to do that. But 9 p.m. you're exhausted, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mom, the next five minutes of your life is gone. And you have to give that over if you're going to give your life for a friend, or a family member, five minutes at a time. It's exhausting. And it's a tough balance. You know, as a pastor, I know, because people will say, you know, someone will come up and they'll need something right now, and you have to try and figure out whether you've already given that five minutes away to someone else. You know, sometimes just someone will say, oh, can you come help? And you've already agreed to go to a child's performance and be there for them. You've already given your life, and sometimes we think, oh, well, I'll take it back from them and give it to them. It's more difficult than you think. It's a balancing act. But when we get to the point where it's like, I'm tired of everyone else, you know, everyone says, well, I need my me time. It is interesting, and I know people will disagree with me. I found my me time to be less refreshing than I thought. Mostly because I'm there. But, you know, but sometimes you do need to refresh, but are you refreshing so that you can go out and give our lives again? Giving our lives a little bit at a time. Making our sacrifices for the joy of ourselves and others, rather than just, well, someone told me to give that up and not do this and that. To understand, if I'm doing this, I should be aware that there's a joy being created somewhere. And I think a lot of people will go to the, well, you know, you just, you can't question the mind of God because they don't want to get into that discussion. And whenever someone says, look, it's the mind of God, and you don't question it, what they really mean is, I speak for God, don't question me. That's always what that translates to. You know, I speak for God, don't question me. The church has had to struggle with this because, you know, we've moved away so much from the, you know, they used to say that this is where the interpretation of God comes from, is the clergy. And then we had all the clergy scandals. And I saw it sort of morph. And they were hoping no one would notice if we came out a few years later. And because we could no longer hold up a moral high ground, we started saying, we have the truth. And that means, even if we're morally corrupt, we've got the mind of God. Actually, the gospel is not a mind thing, it's a heart thing. And it has to be interpreted through that heart of love, not through some wonderful mind of theology. It's about the relationships. It's about the people we care for. And if we can't get out there and give our lives five minutes at a time, we'll probably never have the correct lens to read scripture. And so we ask God today to make us a people who can sacrifice our lives five minutes at a time to bring joy to others. That we can make any of the sacrifices we need to bring joy to the world, but to really believe that that is the lens through which we see our gospel. If someone has given me a gospel that not only doesn't create joy in my life, seems to really diminish and edit out great moments of joy for me and for others, we've misinterpreted the gospel. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to the Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, as the Father loves me,
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so also I love you.
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Remain in my love.
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If you keep my commandments, you will remain in my love
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just as I have kept my Father's commandments.
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I have told you this so that my joy may be in you
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and your joy might be complete.
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This is my commandment, love one another as I have loved you.
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No one has greater love than this,
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to lay down one's life for one's friends.
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You are my friends if you do what I command you.
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I no longer call you slaves because a slave does not
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know what his master is doing.
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I have called you friends because I
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have told you everything I have heard from my Father.
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It was not you who chose me, but I who chose you
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and appointed you to go and bear fruit
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that will remain so that whatever
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you ask the Father in my name, he may give you.
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This I command you, love one another.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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In many ways, this is, for me, it's
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almost a horrifying gospel to be given on a Sunday
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because it's enough gospel for about a month of sermons.
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It should at least be a week-long retreat.
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There are like seven individual themes.
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I always feel like, you know, where
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I'll tell you that John's gospel will sometimes
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go on for pages on the same thing over and over
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and over and over again.
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Then we get in about 10 lines here
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what might as well be the table of contents
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for his entire gospel.
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You're just going through theme after theme,
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and you kind of, I said this morning,
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you know, this is probably seven 20-minute sermons.
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Now, don't run for the door.
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I'm not going to do them.
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But some of them are cautionary.
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Some of them are very connected, but they kind of break down.
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First he says, you know, as the Father loves me, so I love you.
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And that sounds like a nice little opening.
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What it's really saying is this always starts with God.
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All of this love, even Jesus' love, comes from God.
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And if we're going to love one another,
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then it's because the Father has loved Jesus,
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who's loved us, and we, it's sharing a dynamic
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that God starts.
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That is what love always is.
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It's sharing a dynamic that is started by God.
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And then it goes into something that a lot of people
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can misunderstand.
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And I would tell you, if anyone other than Jesus
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said this to you, run the other way.
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If you love me, you'll do everything I tell you.
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Can't tell you how many teenagers and other people
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have gotten into trouble because, well, you know,
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if you're my friend, if you like me, you'll do this.
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If you love me, you'll do what I tell you to.
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Bad advice.
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But you have to read it in the context of Jesus,
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who keeps saying, look, my whole agenda
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is that you love one another.
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That's what I'm telling you to do.
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And so what I'm saying is, you can't love me
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and not love everyone else.
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That's the commandment he's talking about.
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You cannot love Jesus and hate everyone else.
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As Dorothy Day said, you love God as much as you love
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the person you love least in the world.
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She didn't mince words very often.
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And it kind of takes you back.
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And then he comes to the point that I think is really worth
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exploring today, because it's something we forget.
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And he says, and I'm telling you all this
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so that your joy may be complete.
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I don't think most of us realize,
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it wasn't our first expression in our culture of faith,
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that faith should be something that brings us joy.
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Most of us have a religious experience,
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and they come in different forms.
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One of them is, I realize how awful my life is
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and how disappointed God must be,
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and I have a breakdown, and we call that a religious moment.
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We come to God in crisis.
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We come to God, and it's not that that can't be
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an important thing, but it's a little sad.
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Probably most of us, the first experience,
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first memories we might have that have anything to do
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with God are usually an adult saying, that's a sin.
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Do you think God wants you to do that?
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How do you think God feels, you know?
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We usually start with God being hauled out of the closet
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to get us in line.
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It's rare that our first experience of God
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is this wondrous sort of feeling of love.
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It's not that we don't have that at the beginning of our life.
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It's not always keyed in to an experience of faith.
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Faith is when we learn everything we've done wrong
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and stop doing it.
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Sounds joyful, you know.
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That doesn't sound like what Jesus is talking about,
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but what happens is our intellectual egos get in the way.
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And so when someone says, well, when you hear the gospel,
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you know, you're going to have to get your life in line,
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and you're going to have to do certain things.
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And, you know, you just can't be running around having fun.
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And it's not going to be as much fun.
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Your life is going to be harder,
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but there'll be a payoff after death.
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That's not what he's talking about either.
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I always think of that as the insurance salesman's
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approach to religion.
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Things are going to be worse now,
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but there'll be a payoff later.
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I mean, no one's been reporting back,
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but there's going to be a payoff.
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What Jesus says is, if you live the gospel,
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you'll know it because your life will be more joyful right now.
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And if someone preaches a gospel to you,
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that to follow it diminishes your experience of life,
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they or you have misunderstood the gospel.
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What we tend to do is say to people,
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well, of course the gospel's going to be hard on you
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because your life is so miserable.
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You're such an awful person.
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We would rather think of ourselves as morally awful
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than go, maybe we're just not smart enough
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and aren't getting it.
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Don't attack our smarts.
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Don't attack our intelligence.
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Don't tell us maybe we misunderstood
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and the gospel should make us happier.
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And if it doesn't, maybe we misunderstood it.
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And maybe when, you know, someone tells you that,
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and it's amazing what people will come up with,
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but, you know, there are so many,
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what I call the religious equivalents of,
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if you love God, you won't eat chocolate.
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Why?
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Why?
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There's some real arbitrary things that get thrown in.
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And Jesus gives us, and he kind of takes apart,
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trust me, the religion of the day was taken apart.
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He'd probably take apart just as many parts
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of our arbitrary religion now.
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He puts in an underpinning that says,
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you will have to make sacrifices,
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but your sacrifices will be creating joy for someone.
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Your sacrifices will be making someone's life better.
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Making sacrifices just to say,
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hey, I sacrificed something today.
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You know, that's always like me telling people
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at the beginning of Lent, I've given up Brussels sprouts.
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You know, I gave up something
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and whose life was made better by it?
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You know.
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So what's the joy?
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Jesus says, look, I'm not saying that your life
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will be perfect every day, but if you were to all do this,
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your lives as a whole would be more joyful.
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And so every sacrifice we ever make
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should be creating joy somewhere.
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And not just, well, in the heart of God,
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because in the heart of God usually means
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someone who's told me what will, you know,
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that you giving up chocolate will make God happy.
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God can make his own chocolate, trust me.
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You know, so my sacrifices, what is it creating?
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Where is the joy?
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And he hits that from the other side,
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and it sounds like a different topic, and it is,
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but it really balances this
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when he goes into his next topic, which is,
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that's why you have to love one another as I have loved you.
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And I've told you this before,
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I think the first three Gospels are kindergarten next to John.
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John is like the college level.
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The first three say,
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you treat people the way you want to be treated.
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Love others as you love yourself.
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Jesus says, yeah, don't do that.
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Most of you don't love yourself.
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And Jesus did not come down to say,
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I'll treat them well if they treat me well.
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John's Gospel takes the college approach and says,
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love them the way I do.
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And Jesus loved us even when we were not loving back.
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Jesus loved us because that's who he was,
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not because he's waiting to see how we'll behave
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to decide on who he's gonna be.
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And a lot of us spend our life doing that.
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I like to be a nice person, but if you're mean, I'll be mean.
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That's a pretty fluid personality.
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There's actually a psychological diagnosis
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that they call a cocktail personality,
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which is people who just mirror
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whatever personalities around them at the moment.
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And Jesus says, no, no, it's not about,
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if you're nice, I'll be nice.
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If you're not, I won't.
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It's deciding who you're gonna be in the world
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and be it no matter what.
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That's what Jesus did.
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He was nice, he was loving,
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because that's who he chose to be.
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And he wasn't mean to some and nice to others.
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And so he says, so you're called to love people
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the way I love you.
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And then he gives us what I call the velvet hammer,
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which is, so just remember that there's no greater love
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than laying down your life for a friend,
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which at first sounds so inspirational and almost romantic.
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To lay down your life for a friend, it's hard.
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And none of us, well not, I won't say none of us,
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never say never.
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Most of us will never be called to the cross.
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And I know you don't hear that in Christianity much,
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but when people say, oh, we're all called to the cross,
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it's because they've taken this horrific experience
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of Jesus and diluted it into something
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that's a little more palatable.
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So you know, when the neighbors put out lawn ornaments
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you don't like, you can say,
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I guess it's my cross to bear, burr, bear.
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No, that's not a cross, that's just you being judgmental.
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Oh, my family's a little annoying, that's not a cross.
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We take this dramatic moment of the cross
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and every time they serve a flavor ice cream we don't like,
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it's my cross.
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It dilutes what the cross is.
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Most of us will not have to sacrifice our life
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at that level.
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But there's a secondary level,
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and in some ways it's harder for us.
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And that is sacrificing your life for one another
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five minutes at a time.
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Every day you have is not a period of time,
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it's a period of your life.
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If you give an hour to something,
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you've given an hour of your life.
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And when people ask you for something
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and you have to give your life five minutes at a time,
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parents know this.
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It's not, when parents tell me they would jump
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in front of a bullet for their child, I believe them.
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Most of them will never have to do that.
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But 9 p.m. you're exhausted,
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Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mom,
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the next five minutes of your life is gone.
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And you have to give that over
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if you're going to give your life for a friend,
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or a family member, five minutes at a time.
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It's exhausting.
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And it's a tough balance.
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You know, as a pastor, I know,
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because people will say,
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you know, someone will come up
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and they'll need something right now,
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and you have to try and figure out
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whether you've already given that five minutes away
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to someone else.
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You know, sometimes just someone will say,
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oh, can you come help?
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And you've already agreed to go to a child's performance
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and be there for them.
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You've already given your life,
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and sometimes we think,
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oh, well, I'll take it back from them
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and give it to them.
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It's more difficult than you think.
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It's a balancing act.
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But when we get to the point where it's like,
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I'm tired of everyone else,
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you know, everyone says,
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well, I need my me time.
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It is interesting,
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and I know people will disagree with me.
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I found my me time to be less refreshing than I thought.
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Mostly because I'm there.
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But, you know,
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but sometimes you do need to refresh,
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but are you refreshing so that you can go out
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and give our lives again?
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Giving our lives a little bit at a time.
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Making our sacrifices for the joy of ourselves and others,
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rather than just,
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well, someone told me to give that up
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and not do this and that.
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To understand, if I'm doing this,
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I should be aware that there's a joy
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being created somewhere.
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And I think a lot of people will go to the,
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well, you know, you just,
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you can't question the mind of God
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because they don't want to get into that discussion.
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And whenever someone says,
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look, it's the mind of God,
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and you don't question it,
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what they really mean is,
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I speak for God, don't question me.
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That's always what that translates to.
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You know, I speak for God, don't question me.
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The church has had to struggle with this
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because, you know, we've moved away so much from the,
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you know, they used to say that
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this is where the interpretation of God comes from,
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is the clergy.
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And then we had all the clergy scandals.
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And I saw it sort of morph.
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And they were hoping no one would notice
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if we came out a few years later.
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And because we could no longer
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hold up a moral high ground,
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we started saying, we have the truth.
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And that means, even if we're morally corrupt,
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we've got the mind of God.
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Actually, the gospel is not a mind thing,
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it's a heart thing.
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And it has to be interpreted through that heart of love,
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not through some wonderful mind of theology.
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It's about the relationships.
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It's about the people we care for.
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And if we can't get out there and give our lives
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five minutes at a time,
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we'll probably never have the correct lens
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to read scripture.
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And so we ask God today to make us a people
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who can sacrifice our lives five minutes at a time
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to bring joy to others.
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That we can make any of the sacrifices we need
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to bring joy to the world,
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but to really believe that that is the lens
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through which we see our gospel.
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If someone has given me a gospel
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that not only doesn't create joy in my life,
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seems to really diminish and edit out
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great moments of joy for me and for others,
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we've misinterpreted the gospel.
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Jesus brought it so that we could know joy
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and know it fully.
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Father Pat's message centers on the profound a Father Pat's message centers on the profound and challenging truth that the heart of the Gospel is love—an initiating, sacrificial, and joy-giving love that flows from the Father to Jesus and through Jesus to us. This love is not a burdensome command but a transformative invitation to live in a way that generates joy in ourselves and others. Father Pat emphasizes that Christian discipleship is not about mere rule-following or self-denial for its own sake; it is about embodying the love of Christ in real, sacrificial, and relational ways—often in small, daily acts of giving our time, attention, and presence. If our understanding of the Gospel does not lead to deeper joy, compassion, and connection, we have likely misunderstood it. The Gospel must be interpreted through the lens of love, not fear, guilt, or intellectual pride.
Father Pat begins by acknowledging the density and depth of this passage from John's Gospel, which encapsulates several major theological themes in just a few verses. He calls it a “table of contents” for the entire Gospel of John, touching on divine love, obedience, friendship, joy, sacrifice, and mission. The foundational thread is that love begins with God: “As the Father has loved me, so I have loved you.” This divine origin of love reframes our understanding of Christian ethics—not as arbitrary commands but as participation in God's own relational life.
He warns against misinterpreting Jesus' call to obedience—“If you love me, you will keep my commandments”—as manipulative or coercive. In human relationships, such a statement would be a red flag. But from Jesus, who commands only that we love one another, it's a call to integrity: love for Christ cannot be separated from love for others. This leads to a powerful quote from Dorothy Day: “You love God as much as you love the person you love least.” Father Pat uses this to challenge superficial or sentimental notions of love and to root divine love in practical, often difficult, human relationships.
A central insight of the homily is the often-neglected emphasis on joy. Jesus says, “I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and your joy may be complete.” Father Pat critiques how religion is often introduced through fear, guilt, or moralism rather than joy. He calls out cultural and ecclesial tendencies to equate holiness with misery, as if to follow God is to endure a joyless life now for the promise of reward later. He humorously refers to this as the “insurance salesman’s approach to religion”—suffer now, benefit later. But this is not the Gospel Jesus preached. Real faith should make us more joyful now, not less.
This joy, however, is not superficial happiness or avoidance of sacrifice. Rather, joy is the fruit of living in the love of Christ, which demands the giving of ourselves. Jesus redefines love in terms of self-giving: “No one has greater love than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.” Father Pat challenges the romanticization of this phrase and instead brings it into the realm of the everyday. Most of us will not be called to martyrdom, but we are called to lay down our lives five minutes at a time—for our children, our spouses, our friends, our communities. This kind of love is exhausting and inconvenient, but it is also the path to real joy.
He further critiques religious systems that make arbitrary moral demands detached from love and joy—what he calls “the religious equivalents of ‘if you love God, you won’t eat chocolate.’” These distortions of faith miss the point. Every sacrifice we make should be in service of creating joy, not merely fulfilling a rule. Sacrifice divorced from joy is empty; it becomes a performance rather than an offering.
Father Pat also highlights the difference between the Synoptic Gospels (Matthew, Mark, and Luke) and John’s Gospel. While the former teach the Golden Rule—“Love your neighbor as yourself”—Jesus in John raises the bar: “Love one another as I have loved you.” This is not conditional love based on reciprocity. It is a self-originating love, like Christ’s own, that does not depend on how others treat us. Many people fluctuate in their goodness based on how they are treated—a “cocktail personality,” as Father Pat puts it. But the love of Jesus is consistent, chosen, and freely given.
The homily ends with a reflection on how the Gospel must be read through the heart, not merely the intellect. The scandals and failures of religious institutions have shown that moral authority without love is hollow. The Gospel is not about possessing intellectual or theological correctness; it is about having a heart that reflects the love of God. If our interpretation of scripture or religious practice does not lead us to greater joy, compassion, and willingness to give our lives—five minutes at a time—for the good of others, we have missed the point.
Father Pat prays that we become people who live the Gospel in such a way that joy is made real in the world—not joy as fleeting happiness, but as the deep fulfillment that comes from loving as Christ loves. This is the lens through which all scripture must be read: love that initiates, sacrifices, and brings joy. Anything else is a misreading of the Gospel....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 895.3800048828125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to the crowds, This is how it is with the kingdom of God. As it is if a man were to scatter seed on the land and would sleep and rise night and day, and through it all the seed would sprout and grow, he knows not how. Of its own accord, the land yields fruit, first the blade, then the ear, then the full grain in the ear, and when the grain is ripe, he wields the sickle at once, for the harvest has come. He said to what shall I compare the kingdom of God or what parable can we use for it? It is like a mustard seed that, when it is sown in the ground, is the smallest of all the seeds. But once it is sown, it springs up and becomes the largest of plants and puts forth large branches so that the birds of the sky can dwell in its shade. With many such parables he spoke to them, the word, as they were able to understand it, and without parables he did not speak to them. But to his own disciples he explained everything in private, the gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Too much emphasis and even probably some odd interpretations of the last line of today's gospel launched centuries of probably the most pernicious heresy in the church, which was called Gnosticism, which is kind of the basis for the whole Da Vinci Code sort of thing, the Illuminati. There are people with secret information and if you, you know, protect the secret information, you're doing God's work. And if you're fully initiated, then you have the secret information and you're going to be saved. It was all the heresy because information doesn't save you. You know, Jesus saved people and, you know, immediately people were like, well, you know, the rest of you just have parables, but the disciples, they were given it straight down and it's been handed on secretly. You know, we love conspiracy theories because they make us feel like we're, you know, we're not in control of the world, but at least I understand it better than the rest of you and you just don't understand that there are aliens here. You know, it sort of gives us a nice intellectual boost to come up with something that's a little crazy and the rest of the world doesn't see. But this opening parable has this sort of desire to get us to notice what happens when we're not paying attention. You know, a farmer will generally use the phrase and he's not being dishonest, it's just the way we speak, you know, that, well, you know, I grow corn or I grow wheat but none of that's true. They tend crops. Crops grow themselves. Now, you have to tend them and you have to work hard to make sure everything works right, give them the optimal circumstance, but they grow while you're sleeping. Field A still grows while you're working on field B. You know, every single plant gets very little individual attention and continues to grow when you're not there. So we just tend to not recognize what's going on, you know, except moment by moment, certain moments pop out and stick in our memory. And many of you have heard me, you know, before it's one of the bizarre questions that kind of eats at me in my life is that I know all of us only remember a fraction of our past. I mean, even those of you, I would imagine most of you it might take you a moment, but you could probably come up with what you had for lunch yesterday. If I asked you how many bites, probably not. If I asked you what you had two weeks ago, probably not. So even yesterday, you might have collapsed yesterday into a few facts that your mind will take with you. There are even sleep psychologists who believe that that's actually what the process of dreaming is. It sorts through your day and decides what to chunk into long-term memory and what to jettison. Maybe, who knows. All I know is we think that we've been formed by our life. And I always think, actually, we've been formed by the memories we hold on to. What if you had a whole different set of memories from your life? I have a magnet on my refrigerator with a picture of Jesus on the hilltop preaching. And it says, now pay attention because I don't want four versions of this out there. You know, I mean, John records a whole different set of memories from Jesus' life. You know, what happens if that shift happens? And what happens when we start to notice the things we don't always notice, the deeper movements? Now, not nearly as eloquent as the Scripture, I always tell the schoolchildren what I call the parable of the peanut butter sandwich, which most children between the age of maybe five and seven, maybe for their first time, you know, they get out two slices of bread and they get out the peanut butter and the jelly and they spread it on. And they've made lunch by themselves for their first time. And in their mind, that gets cemented as an achievement. And you don't want to take the achievement away. But at what point do we point out to them that that's not nearly as much of an achievement as a deep experience of the worldwide community? Because that child doesn't know how to make peanut butter or grow a peanut. That child doesn't know how to grow wheat or make bread. Doesn't have a clue how to make jam. But they made that sandwich. They were part of something that was much bigger. You know, they were part of. And it's not that it's bad to sense that accomplishment. But, you know, where the entitlement thing that we always hear about today, where that starts to come in is we think we're making our own lunch until we show up one day and mom or dad forgot to put peanut butter in that cupboard. Now we're upset, you know. Because we just, there's so much that has fallen into place. And when it's not there, we miss it. But we don't notice how much is there in our life that keeps things from going completely, you know, off the axis. And so when our life does spin out of control, we become very aware. And so, you know, Jesus says, you know, a lot of stuff goes on behind the scenes all the time. God's grace is working in our life all the time and we don't see it. So we start to think it's not there. And where we experience it is when we're willing to look at that larger community that we belong to. You know, we can get focused on, I made the sandwich. And not only did I make the sandwich, you know, it takes about 10 minutes for me to decide. And there's a right way to make the sandwich. You cut it from corner to corner. None of this down the middle stuff. And then we start, you know, creating camps of the right way to make a sandwich. And none of us really want to notice that we're all dependent on the same larger community to even start. You know, it happens. I always think that, you know, we hear so much nowadays. I've always thought it's been going on for years. People, if anyone tells you, if you hear the phrase, the fall of democracy, what it usually means is they're not embracing what I like at the moment. But the actual fall has been happening for years as we've watched less people vote. I mean, that's democracy. If you want, if you want to see, if you want to see democracy's real voice, you try to get everyone to vote. Not because they'll agree with me on my vote, but because we just try and get everyone to vote. And people who that makes very uncomfortable don't want to tell you, but they don't like democracy. You know, the idea that everyone's equal. See, that's the spirituality of democracy, not the politics of it. The spirituality is everyone's equal. And most people, I think in this country, where we've maybe lost our love for democracy, is most of us vote to get our agenda furthered rather than if we vote, we should vote because it's a deep ritual of belonging. It's a deep moment where your opinion won't mean any more than anyone else's, but it won't mean any less. And it's a belonging to the whole. And you can't put that message out there because it's not as exciting as getting across my agenda. That's why I vote. I vote because, you know, if the rest of the world was smarter than me, they'd all vote this way. You know, rarely do I meet people who will say, well, this is my vote, but I'm kind of dumb. No, we're all smarter than everyone else. You know, I always watch in church politics, you know, in church politics, you know, everyone will tell you, you have to follow the bishops until the bishops say something I don't like. You know, and that happens clear up to the Pope. And the Pope is the Pope until I don't like what the Pope said. And so, you know, and that's not a horrible bad thing. It's just that once you've done that, it's harder the following week to try and go to the same people and say, well, you have to listen to the bishops because you already decided not to the week before. And what most of us really believe is that the Pope and the bishops are infallible when they agree with me. We don't want to admit that that's where we're at, but a lot of us are there. And we get that way in religion and in politics and in family and in all sorts of things because it's hard for us to conceive of how large the group of humanity that we belong to is. It's why in a country, why is everyone so fascinated with polarizing and dividing and chopping everything up right now? And it's because then you're a big fish in a little pond. I just hang around the people who think like I do, and since there's only three of us, I'm important. You know, if there's, you know, 325 million of us, then my voice is just one. And that can be frustrating, but it can also be that deeper sense of belonging. I have a ritual. I do this every two years at the midterms and the big elections, and that's where I always walk to vote. I always—well, it's just down at the, you know, it's down at University and the highway. And so I usually take the walk down. And, you know, it's just a really—I don't know why I get into this weird place every time I'm going down there that's sort of like this— it's very freeing to know that my vote will be added, but it's not going to decide anything. But there's a deep belonging to it. And I think the reason people get discouraged is because someone told them, you know, when they said, your vote will matter, they think, oh, so mine will tip the balance? No, it will matter because you will belong. And belonging just isn't as important to us nowadays as I need people to hear me. I need people to know what I'm thinking. It's why social media is exploding. I see now on social media the two words that I believe should never, ever, ever go together, and people use these all the time. And it's a way that we divide the world so that we can feel that everyone thinks like us. It's called community filter. That has got to be the ugliest phrase I've ever heard. I have a community filter, and I don't want to tell you how many of you just don't make it through my filter. Okay, all of you, but it's, you know, I don't go out on social media ever. I'm actually—you probably all come through the filter, and if I ever check in, I'll see you. But that idea that I'm going to filter the community so that I'll believe more people that are higher, you know, 90% of the people that I let on my page agree with me. What does that mean? Does that mean that your opinion's smart or that your filters are strong? You know, we'd rather be a big fish in a little pond. And what Jesus says is, you belong to a very, very large pond. The ocean's a scary place. That's what we're called to belong. We're called to belong to something bigger and deeper. And it's not as exciting, and it's not as bombastic, and it's not as, you know, biting, and it doesn't tear us apart. But we belong. And I thought, you know, it would really be an interesting healing moment in our country, in our church, in everything, to say, what happens when people say, oh yeah, well, I vote because that's how I'm part of the group. It's a sense of belonging. Not it's how I manipulate the group, not it's how I persuade the group, but it's how I belong. Because I think, you know, this, I'll notice this in the school once in a while, if a parent is upset with something, they won't come to you until they've got a posse behind them. And you know, I don't want to upset anyone who's ever done this, but whenever someone comes to me and says, you know, I've been talking to a lot of parents and they all feel the same way. Now, you have to know what I hear is, I've been talking to a lot of parents and not one of them has been willing to tell me I'm crazy to my face. Maybe they really do agree, but since you know they probably wouldn't tell you if they didn't, rather than, I feel comfortable coming in and saying, I don't know if other people think like this, it's how I think, it's one opinion, and I can still state it. I don't need to have a posse behind me to believe I have a point. To be able to come in and say, this is my point. You know, I don't have to think, I'll sway the whole country to go to a ballot box and say, but this is mine. I don't have to pretend I'm like everyone else to come into the church and be acceptable. That we bring the truth of who we are to everything we do, and we are one person in the world. It's kind of a delicate maturity that we're called to. God's grace just keeps moving on in us. And I think that what we'll find is, not that there isn't all sorts of activism in the world that can be a good thing. You know, going out and fighting for a cause can do things to change the world. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to the crowds,
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This is how it is with the kingdom of God.
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As it is if a man were to scatter seed on the land
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and would sleep and rise night and day,
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and through it all the seed would sprout and grow,
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he knows not how.
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Of its own accord, the land yields fruit,
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first the blade, then the ear,
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then the full grain in the ear,
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and when the grain is ripe, he wields the sickle at once,
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for the harvest has come.
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He said to what shall I compare the kingdom of God
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or what parable can we use for it?
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It is like a mustard seed that, when it is sown in the ground,
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is the smallest of all the seeds.
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But once it is sown, it springs up
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and becomes the largest of plants
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and puts forth large branches
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so that the birds of the sky can dwell in its shade.
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With many such parables he spoke to them,
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the word, as they were able to understand it,
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and without parables he did not speak to them.
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But to his own disciples he explained everything in private,
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the gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Too much emphasis
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and even probably some odd interpretations
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of the last line of today's gospel
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launched centuries of probably
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the most pernicious heresy in the church,
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which was called Gnosticism,
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which is kind of the basis
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for the whole Da Vinci Code sort of thing,
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the Illuminati.
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There are people with secret information
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and if you, you know, protect the secret information,
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you're doing God's work.
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And if you're fully initiated,
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then you have the secret information
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and you're going to be saved.
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It was all the heresy
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because information doesn't save you.
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You know, Jesus saved people
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and, you know, immediately people were like,
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well, you know, the rest of you just have parables,
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but the disciples, they were given it straight down
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and it's been handed on secretly.
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You know, we love conspiracy theories
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because they make us feel like we're, you know,
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we're not in control of the world,
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but at least I understand it better than the rest of you
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and you just don't understand that there are aliens here.
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You know, it sort of gives us a nice intellectual boost
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to come up with something that's a little crazy
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and the rest of the world doesn't see.
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But this opening parable has this sort of desire
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to get us to notice what happens
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when we're not paying attention.
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You know, a farmer will generally use the phrase
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and he's not being dishonest,
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it's just the way we speak, you know,
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that, well, you know, I grow corn or I grow wheat
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but none of that's true.
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They tend crops.
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Crops grow themselves.
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Now, you have to tend them and you have to work hard
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to make sure everything works right,
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give them the optimal circumstance,
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but they grow while you're sleeping.
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Field A still grows while you're working on field B.
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You know, every single plant gets very little individual attention
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and continues to grow when you're not there.
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So we just tend to not recognize what's going on,
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you know, except moment by moment,
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certain moments pop out and stick in our memory.
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And many of you have heard me, you know,
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before it's one of the bizarre questions
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that kind of eats at me in my life is
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that I know all of us only remember a fraction of our past.
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I mean, even those of you,
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I would imagine most of you it might take you a moment,
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but you could probably come up with what you had for lunch yesterday.
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If I asked you how many bites, probably not.
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If I asked you what you had two weeks ago, probably not.
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So even yesterday, you might have collapsed yesterday
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into a few facts that your mind will take with you.
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There are even sleep psychologists
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who believe that that's actually what the process of dreaming is.
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It sorts through your day and decides what to chunk
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into long-term memory and what to jettison.
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Maybe, who knows.
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All I know is we think that we've been formed by our life.
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And I always think, actually,
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we've been formed by the memories we hold on to.
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What if you had a whole different set of memories from your life?
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I have a magnet on my refrigerator
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with a picture of Jesus on the hilltop preaching.
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And it says, now pay attention
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because I don't want four versions of this out there.
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You know, I mean,
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John records a whole different set of memories from Jesus' life.
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You know, what happens if that shift happens?
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And what happens when we start to notice the things
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we don't always notice, the deeper movements?
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Now, not nearly as eloquent as the Scripture,
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I always tell the schoolchildren
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what I call the parable of the peanut butter sandwich,
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which most children between the age of maybe five and seven,
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maybe for their first time,
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you know, they get out two slices of bread
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and they get out the peanut butter and the jelly
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and they spread it on.
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And they've made lunch by themselves for their first time.
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And in their mind, that gets cemented as an achievement.
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And you don't want to take the achievement away.
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But at what point do we point out to them
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that that's not nearly as much of an achievement
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as a deep experience of the worldwide community?
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Because that child doesn't know how to make peanut butter
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or grow a peanut.
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That child doesn't know how to grow wheat or make bread.
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Doesn't have a clue how to make jam.
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But they made that sandwich.
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They were part of something that was much bigger.
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You know, they were part of.
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And it's not that it's bad to sense that accomplishment.
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But, you know, where the entitlement thing
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that we always hear about today,
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where that starts to come in is we think
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we're making our own lunch until we show up one day
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and mom or dad forgot to put peanut butter in that cupboard.
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Now we're upset, you know.
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Because we just, there's so much that has fallen into place.
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And when it's not there, we miss it.
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But we don't notice how much is there in our life
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that keeps things from going completely, you know, off the axis.
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And so when our life does spin out of control,
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we become very aware.
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And so, you know, Jesus says, you know,
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a lot of stuff goes on behind the scenes all the time.
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God's grace is working in our life all the time
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and we don't see it.
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So we start to think it's not there.
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And where we experience it is when we're willing to look
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at that larger community that we belong to.
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You know, we can get focused on, I made the sandwich.
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And not only did I make the sandwich, you know,
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it takes about 10 minutes for me to decide.
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And there's a right way to make the sandwich.
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You cut it from corner to corner.
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None of this down the middle stuff.
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And then we start, you know, creating camps
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of the right way to make a sandwich.
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And none of us really want to notice that we're all dependent
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on the same larger community to even start.
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You know, it happens.
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I always think that, you know, we hear so much nowadays.
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I've always thought it's been going on for years.
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People, if anyone tells you, if you hear the phrase,
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the fall of democracy, what it usually means is
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they're not embracing what I like at the moment.
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But the actual fall has been happening for years
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as we've watched less people vote.
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I mean, that's democracy.
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If you want, if you want to see,
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if you want to see democracy's real voice,
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you try to get everyone to vote.
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Not because they'll agree with me on my vote,
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but because we just try and get everyone to vote.
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And people who that makes very uncomfortable
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don't want to tell you, but they don't like democracy.
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You know, the idea that everyone's equal.
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See, that's the spirituality of democracy,
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not the politics of it.
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The spirituality is everyone's equal.
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And most people, I think in this country,
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where we've maybe lost our love for democracy,
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is most of us vote to get our agenda furthered
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rather than if we vote, we should vote
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because it's a deep ritual of belonging.
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It's a deep moment where your opinion won't mean
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any more than anyone else's, but it won't mean any less.
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And it's a belonging to the whole.
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And you can't put that message out there
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because it's not as exciting as getting across my agenda.
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That's why I vote.
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I vote because, you know,
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if the rest of the world was smarter than me,
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they'd all vote this way.
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You know, rarely do I meet people who will say,
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well, this is my vote, but I'm kind of dumb.
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No, we're all smarter than everyone else.
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You know, I always watch in church politics,
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you know, in church politics, you know,
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everyone will tell you, you have to follow the bishops
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until the bishops say something I don't like.
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You know, and that happens clear up to the Pope.
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And the Pope is the Pope
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until I don't like what the Pope said.
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And so, you know, and that's not a horrible bad thing.
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It's just that once you've done that,
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it's harder the following week to try and go to the same people
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and say, well, you have to listen to the bishops
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because you already decided not to the week before.
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And what most of us really believe
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is that the Pope and the bishops are infallible
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when they agree with me.
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We don't want to admit that that's where we're at,
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but a lot of us are there.
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And we get that way in religion and in politics
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and in family and in all sorts of things
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because it's hard for us to conceive
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of how large the group of humanity that we belong to is.
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It's why in a country,
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why is everyone so fascinated with polarizing
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and dividing and chopping everything up right now?
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And it's because then you're a big fish in a little pond.
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I just hang around the people who think like I do,
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and since there's only three of us, I'm important.
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You know, if there's, you know, 325 million of us,
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then my voice is just one.
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And that can be frustrating,
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but it can also be that deeper sense of belonging.
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I have a ritual.
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I do this every two years at the midterms and the big elections,
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and that's where I always walk to vote.
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I always—well, it's just down at the, you know,
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it's down at University and the highway.
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And so I usually take the walk down.
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And, you know, it's just a really—I don't know why
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I get into this weird place every time I'm going down there
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that's sort of like this—
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it's very freeing to know that my vote will be added,
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but it's not going to decide anything.
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But there's a deep belonging to it.
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And I think the reason people get discouraged
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is because someone told them, you know,
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when they said, your vote will matter,
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they think, oh, so mine will tip the balance?
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No, it will matter because you will belong.
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And belonging just isn't as important to us nowadays
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as I need people to hear me.
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I need people to know what I'm thinking.
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It's why social media is exploding.
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I see now on social media the two words
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that I believe should never, ever, ever go together,
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and people use these all the time.
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And it's a way that we divide the world
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so that we can feel that everyone thinks like us.
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It's called community filter.
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That has got to be the ugliest phrase I've ever heard.
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I have a community filter,
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and I don't want to tell you how many of you
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just don't make it through my filter.
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Okay, all of you, but it's, you know,
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I don't go out on social media ever.
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I'm actually—you probably all come through the filter,
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and if I ever check in, I'll see you.
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But that idea that I'm going to filter the community
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so that I'll believe more people that are higher,
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you know, 90% of the people that I let on my page
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agree with me.
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What does that mean?
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Does that mean that your opinion's smart
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or that your filters are strong?
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You know, we'd rather be a big fish in a little pond.
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And what Jesus says is,
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you belong to a very, very large pond.
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The ocean's a scary place.
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That's what we're called to belong.
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We're called to belong to something bigger and deeper.
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And it's not as exciting, and it's not as bombastic,
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and it's not as, you know, biting,
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and it doesn't tear us apart.
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But we belong.
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And I thought, you know, it would really be
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an interesting healing moment in our country,
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in our church, in everything, to say,
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what happens when people say,
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oh yeah, well, I vote because
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that's how I'm part of the group.
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It's a sense of belonging.
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Not it's how I manipulate the group,
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not it's how I persuade the group,
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but it's how I belong.
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Because I think, you know, this,
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I'll notice this in the school once in a while,
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if a parent is upset with something,
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they won't come to you until they've got a posse behind them.
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And you know, I don't want to upset
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anyone who's ever done this,
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but whenever someone comes to me and says,
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you know, I've been talking to a lot of parents
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and they all feel the same way.
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Now, you have to know what I hear is,
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I've been talking to a lot of parents
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and not one of them has been willing to tell me
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I'm crazy to my face.
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Maybe they really do agree,
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but since you know they probably wouldn't tell you
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if they didn't,
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rather than, I feel comfortable coming in and saying,
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I don't know if other people think like this,
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it's how I think, it's one opinion,
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and I can still state it.
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I don't need to have a posse behind me
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to believe I have a point.
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To be able to come in and say, this is my point.
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You know, I don't have to think,
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I'll sway the whole country to go to a ballot box
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and say, but this is mine.
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I don't have to pretend I'm like everyone else
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to come into the church and be acceptable.
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That we bring the truth of who we are
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to everything we do,
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and we are one person in the world.
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It's kind of a delicate maturity that we're called to.
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God's grace just keeps moving on in us.
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And I think that what we'll find is,
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not that there isn't all sorts of activism in the world
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that can be a good thing.
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You know, going out and fighting for a cause
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can do things to change the world.
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But only going out and fighting to belong
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can bring about the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound, ofte Father Pat’s message centers on the profound, often unnoticed workings of God's grace in our lives and the deep spiritual call to belong—not as isolated individuals seeking control or superiority, but as members of a vast, interconnected human and divine community. Using the parables of the growing seed and the mustard seed, Father Pat invites us to recognize that much of what is most transformative—both in nature and in the spiritual life—happens quietly, steadily, and often without our full awareness. He warns against the allure of secret knowledge or elitism, including religious or ideological Gnosticism, which undermines the Christian truth that salvation is not found in exclusive information but in the person of Jesus Christ and in communal participation. He challenges the modern emphasis on individualism, control, and self-importance by calling attention to how we overlook the invisible network of grace and cooperation that shapes our lives. Ultimately, he urges us to recover a spirituality of belonging: to the Church, to our society, and to the mysterious workings of God’s kingdom.
The Gospel passage from Mark presents two parables about the kingdom of God: one where a seed grows without the farmer fully understanding how, and another about the mustard seed that starts tiny but grows into something vast, offering shelter and blessing to others. Father Pat draws from these images a theology of humility and mystery. The seed grows not because the farmer controls it, but because it is embedded in a system of life that transcends his understanding. Similarly, the kingdom of God is at work in our lives, often imperceptibly, and not because of our mastery or merit, but because of God’s enduring grace. This challenges modern assumptions that value only what is visible, controllable, or consciously understood. Father Pat stresses that much of our spiritual development happens “while we sleep,” in the unnoticed moments of life.
He contrasts this with the dangerous tendency in both religious and secular culture to gravitate toward elitism, conspiracy, and exclusivity. He critiques Gnosticism—the ancient heresy which claimed salvation through secret knowledge—as still present today in the form of conspiracy theories, ideological echo chambers, and even in the way people interpret Scripture and Church authority. When we believe we have special insight that others lack, we distort the Gospel and sever ourselves from the shared, communal nature of truth. This elitism is not limited to religion: it permeates our politics, our social media habits, and even how we engage with our communities. In all of these, we are tempted to isolate ourselves into smaller, self-affirming groups where we feel powerful or superior.
To illustrate the spiritual blindness that results from self-centeredness, Father Pat shares the parable of a child making a peanut butter sandwich—believing they’ve done something “all by themselves,” while unaware of the vast network of labor, agriculture, and industry that made their lunch possible. It’s a metaphor for how we live: imagining our lives and achievements are solitary, when in fact they are embedded in community, in grace, and in the work of countless others. This illusion of independence fosters entitlement, disconnection, and ingratitude.
In response, Father Pat calls for a recovery of the spiritual value of belonging. He reflects on voting not as a means of asserting power or pushing an agenda, but as a ritual of shared identity, a humble act of participation in a collective. Likewise, our relationship with Church authority—bishops, the Pope, the community of believers—should not be transactional or conditional, based on whether they affirm our personal views, but rooted in a deeper fidelity to communal truth and spiritual unity. He acknowledges that our culture often resists this kind of submission or mutuality, preferring instead to be “a big fish in a little pond,” surrounding ourselves with like-minded people and filtering out dissent.
This fragmentation, Father Pat suggests, is spiritually impoverishing. When we only listen to those who agree with us, when we filter our “community,” we shrink our souls and miss the grandeur of the kingdom, which is diverse, mysterious, and much larger than us. The kingdom of God is not a club for the like-minded or the elite; it is a mustard tree with branches wide enough for all the birds of the sky. It is a field where grace is always growing, even when we do not see it.
Father Pat concludes with an invitation to recognize our place within the vast, grace-filled movement of God’s kingdom—not as controllers, but as participants. Our task is not to dominate, to manipulate, or to stand above others, but to belong. Whether in voting, in Church life, or in daily acts of community, we are called to embody the humility of the seed: growing slowly, rooted in mystery, and open to becoming something far greater than ourselves. This is the spirituality that builds the kingdom of God....
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At that, the servant fell down, did him homage, and said, Be patient with me, and I will pay you back in full. Moved with compassion, the master of that servant let him go and forgave him the loan. When that servant had left, he found one of his fellow servants who owed him a much smaller amount. He seized him, started to choke him, demanding, Pay back what you owe. Falling to his knees, his fellow servant begged, Please be patient with me, and I will pay you back. But he refused. Instead, he had the fellow servant put in prison until he paid back the debt. Now when his fellow servant saw what had happened, they were deeply disturbed and went to their master and reported the whole affair. His master summoned him and said to him, You wicked servant, I forgave your entire debt because you begged me to. Should you not have pity on your fellow servant as I have had pity on you? Then in anger, his master handed him over to the torturers until he should pay back the whole debt. So will my Heavenly Father do to you unless each of you forgives your brother from your heart. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Today's gospel seems fairly straightforward. Most people read this gospel and just, you know, you can't believe the attitude of someone who's just been let off and goes right out and won't show the same charity to someone else. It's just such a straightforward, easy sort of gospel as long as we don't ever admit that it's about us. As long as it's about that person 2,000 years ago in a strange little situation, in a culture that is so foreign to us, we've just stopped listening to the reading. It's so, I mean, number one, to live in a society where there's clearly, you know, what's called a servant here is a slave. So, you know, you owed him some money, so he's going to sell you. That right there, you know, moral flags right and left. But secondly, you know, along with all of his property, that means his wife, his children, and all the rest of the property. Okay, this culture is so far different from us, you know, most of your families are not considered property, except at tax time. Now, little deductions here and there. And so we have this, we have kind of this strange foreign tale that at first blush doesn't seem to hit us at all. And it's not just about the forgiveness. It's about the way that these negative emotions and things multiply in the world. Because where you would think this story, this man's just been shown a great act of mercy, why doesn't it spur him to be that much more merciful? It seems to do the opposite. And most of us actually respond the same way in many, many situations. I can tell you right now that when someone said to him, they let you off the hook and then you did this, he would have said exactly what we've all said in a million situations, which, well, this was a whole different thing. This was a whole different thing. And probably what happened in that situation is you've been let off the hook, but you really, it got tense for a while, you were humiliated. Many of us, that idea of admitting we've done wrong enough to receive mercy is sort of humbling and humiliating and we don't like it. And he walks right out and he sees someone and he thinks, you know, if those people like this had paid me what they owed me, maybe I'd have been able to pay this off, but this would have never happened in the first place. People go there all the time. People go there all the time where, because it's the blame thing. Something bad happened to me, someone is to blame. And so where you would think if he could stay aware of the sense of mercy he'd received, it would make him more, because of where his heart is at, it makes him less merciful. Now, we could rewrite this for our own culture. It would get very uncomfortable if we put it right at home for a minute and said, you know, Peter says to Jesus, how often do I have to welcome the stranger? And Jesus says, well, you know, countless times. And he says, let me tell you a story. There was an Irishman in a potato famine whose family could no longer survive, so he migrates to another country where he just wants to survive. If I could just survive. And that country gives him welcome. And four generations, they're still surviving. Not as well as they'd like, but they're still surviving. They did survive, they got what they wanted, but they'd like to be a little higher up the totem pole. And as that weighs on them, they go out and find a fellow immigrant and throttle him and say, you don't belong here. Well, that's a little closer to home, isn't it? Our experience, well, it's a totally different thing. They welcomed my grandparents. They don't count now, they're dead. Yes, and they're looking down from heaven going, what happened? It's much more comfortable, or less comfortable, when we're part of the story. Where people who have experienced welcome in life will be that much more welcoming, or will they have that much more, well, I've been welcomed, and I don't want to lose anything that I've been welcomed into, so I don't want to welcome anyone else. So easy to get there. We tend not to be, there tends to be something stopping us, and the first reading tells us what it is, and it's the last thing we ever want to hear. This book of Sirach, I think most people who have had a brief introduction to scripture, but don't really, haven't really pulled it apart, I think if they heard a lot of this book of Sirach, they'd assume it was New Testament. He's so in line with the Gospels, a lot of what Jesus says can be traced back to Sirach, but he starts out with, wrath and anger are hateful things, and literally, that full of hate, hate-filled is sometimes a better translation, and we all know what that means. I mean, we definitely know what cream-filled and chocolate-filled mean. Hate-filled, something that's full of hate. Most of us think the opposite is true. I know this from years in the confessional, where people will do something that's hateful and say, I did it because I was angry, but the scripture says other way around. You were angry because you were already hateful. Anger doesn't make us hate. Hate makes us angry, and we pick and choose who we're gonna hate. I told this story last year, but a college friend of mine, who we were talking about racism, and he said, you don't understand, Pat, you've never been a victim. And I said, what do you mean? He goes, I was walking down in whatever, I can't remember what city he was in at the time, and he said, you know, these three young kids from college age, thin, tall, black kids came at me and they attacked me, and that I have reason. I said, so are you angry at all tall people? All college age? What is it you picked out of that experience? Because whatever you picked out of it is because someone had told you that already and it fit a paradigm you already had. That's why you didn't walk out of there afraid of all tall people. Because if someone tried to tell you it was height, you would go, that is the dumbest thing I've ever heard. That makes no sense at all. Someone says, what if it's about race? And you go, huh, you know, maybe. Because they've been preconditioned to fear certain things. And we fall heir to it all the time. And so our hate allows us anger. I was at a dinner two nights ago, and heard the story of these. They said, oh, they were on the plane and this woman gets on with two kids, two babies, and you know, which you're already thinking, oh, she's in for a time, you know. And she's sitting down and of course one of the babies is crying. I'm assuming about halfway through the flight that one stopped and the other started because that's, you know, siblings are good at tag teaming parents. And so the kid is just crying and crying and crying and the plane isn't even taking off. And a man in the back of the plane stands up and says, shut that kid up. Now, the kid didn't make him angry because if it were the kid, then everyone on the plane would have stood up and yelled the same thing. No, he was an angry man. He had that anger before he got on the plane and something came along that he could show that, that's why he was an angry man. The child didn't make him angry. The mother didn't make him angry. Hate makes us angry and it's easier to hate some people than others. And we can put any label we want on, but we're not gonna, if we can't welcome in everyone, where will it end if we welcome everyone? Heaven, that's where. Or not, if we so choose. That's where it will end because that's our faith. Our faith is, that's who we are. Jesus welcomes us. All of us have known countless goodness that we don't know that goes back generations. And we tend to go through life very aware of our achievements and not so aware of what's gotten us where we're at. That's why when people get to the end of a college career, they will often tell you if they've got high grades, it's because of their hard work. And you know, if they did well, it's because of their hard work. And if there's a debt left, that's someone else's fault. We all, you know, anything that went wrong, someone is to blame and we've got to figure out who's to blame. And everything that went right, we don't want to look back and say, yeah, you know, generations ago, my family was welcome and they've done well and they've stayed on top of it. And I grew up not worrying about a house and I was actually able to do homework and my parents bought clothes for me that I didn't like and I was forced to wear those gifts. And we don't admit, it never occurs to us the amount of gift that is. And instead we go out and say, they can't have that gift. It's the same story. It tells us that not only does hate do anger, hate creates anger, not the other way around, but then it says, and can anyone nourish anger and expect healing? You know, first step to all healing is get rid of the anger. Let go of it. And I know I've been there, especially at a family dynamic when you really got a good mad go and you hate to let it go. Because there's a righteousness in my anger, which is interesting because there's never a righteousness in my sibling's anger, but in mine, I can see the righteousness. I'm going to hold the light. All I'm going to do is undo myself. Father Tom Allender always said, you know, staying angry with other people is drinking poison to get back at them. Almost everyone here can pull up an event from the past that they're still angry about. And if you think about it enough, you can spin your whole evening away angry. And I can guarantee that person across the country that you're angry at is not having a bad evening. You're just destroying your own life. You cannot heal. You know, people will say, well, you know, the family needs closure when there's a tragedy in a family and we want that person put to death. We want that person, because the family needs healing. No one ever heals through anger. You know? Well, their revenge will be fed. That won't heal them. And if it does heal them, then we've got a really sad society, if that's what we're thinking is healing. Because we don't want healing. Sometimes we want vengeance. And that's today's readings. You have to choose. Do you want vengeance? Do you want healing? So I say to people, do you want to be right or do you want to be healed? The journey to heaven is a journey of healing. It's a journey where we learn to let go of anger. But first we have to admit our capability of hate and put it down and ask ourselves, why is it so easy to be angry at that person and when someone else does the same thing, I'm less angry? Yeah, because I've let the hate rest over here for a while. Not you guys specifically. Okay, one of you, but I won't say who. You know, I've let the hate rest somewhere for a while and then it's easier to pick on them. It's easier to get mad. I know that at least half of us in this room, we don't like to use the word, but there's at least half of us that can find a political figure we hate right now. And you could say, oh, I don't hate him. I just, you know, I don't hate him. I don't hate her. I just like to read bad things about him all the time and be angry. That's hate. That's it. You're there. You know, sure you didn't send a bomb through the mail and we thank you for that, but that's still hate. How do we get past the hatred? Because it's not hurting anyone but us and we're just consumed with it. And Jesus says today, through the prophets of old, he says, let go of the anger. Let go of the hatred. Then you can know healing. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to the Lord.
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When the Pharisees, with some of the scribes who had come from Jerusalem...
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That's not right.
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I haven't prepared that at all.
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Peter approached Jesus and asked him,
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Lord, if my brother sins against me, how often must I forgive?
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As many as seven times?
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Jesus answered, I say to you not seven times, but 77 times.
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That is why the kingdom of heaven may be likened to a king
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who decided to settle accounts with his servants.
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When he began the accounting,
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a debtor was brought before him who owed him a huge amount.
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Since he had no way of paying it back,
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the master ordered him to be sold along with his wife, his children,
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and all of his property in payment of the debt.
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At that, the servant fell down, did him homage, and said,
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Be patient with me, and I will pay you back in full.
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Moved with compassion, the master of that servant
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let him go and forgave him the loan.
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When that servant had left, he found one of his fellow servants
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who owed him a much smaller amount.
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He seized him, started to choke him, demanding,
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Pay back what you owe.
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Falling to his knees, his fellow servant begged,
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Please be patient with me, and I will pay you back.
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But he refused.
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Instead, he had the fellow servant put in prison
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until he paid back the debt.
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Now when his fellow servant saw what had happened,
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they were deeply disturbed and went to their master
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and reported the whole affair.
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His master summoned him and said to him,
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You wicked servant, I forgave your entire debt
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because you begged me to.
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Should you not have pity on your fellow servant
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as I have had pity on you?
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Then in anger, his master handed him over to the torturers
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until he should pay back the whole debt.
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So will my Heavenly Father do to you
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unless each of you forgives your brother from your heart.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Today's gospel seems fairly straightforward.
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Most people read this gospel and just, you know,
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you can't believe the attitude of someone
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who's just been let off and goes right out
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and won't show the same charity to someone else.
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It's just such a straightforward, easy sort of gospel
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as long as we don't ever admit that it's about us.
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As long as it's about that person 2,000 years ago
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in a strange little situation,
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in a culture that is so foreign to us,
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we've just stopped listening to the reading.
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It's so, I mean, number one, to live in a society
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where there's clearly, you know,
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what's called a servant here is a slave.
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So, you know, you owed him some money,
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so he's going to sell you.
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That right there, you know,
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moral flags right and left.
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But secondly, you know,
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along with all of his property,
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that means his wife, his children,
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and all the rest of the property.
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Okay, this culture is so far different from us,
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you know, most of your families
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are not considered property,
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except at tax time.
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Now, little deductions here and there.
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And so we have this,
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we have kind of this strange foreign tale
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that at first blush doesn't seem to hit us at all.
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And it's not just about the forgiveness.
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It's about the way
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that these negative emotions and things
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multiply in the world.
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Because where you would think this story,
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this man's just been shown a great act of mercy,
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why doesn't it spur him
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to be that much more merciful?
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It seems to do the opposite.
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And most of us actually respond the same way
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in many, many situations.
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I can tell you right now
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that when someone said to him,
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they let you off the hook and then you did this,
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he would have said exactly what we've all said
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in a million situations, which,
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well, this was a whole different thing.
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This was a whole different thing.
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And probably what happened in that situation is
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you've been let off the hook,
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but you really, it got tense for a while,
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you were humiliated.
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Many of us, that idea of admitting we've done wrong
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enough to receive mercy
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is sort of humbling and humiliating
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and we don't like it.
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And he walks right out and he sees someone and he thinks,
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you know, if those people like this
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had paid me what they owed me,
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maybe I'd have been able to pay this off,
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but this would have never happened in the first place.
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People go there all the time.
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People go there all the time where,
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because it's the blame thing.
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Something bad happened to me, someone is to blame.
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And so where you would think
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if he could stay aware of the sense of mercy he'd received,
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it would make him more,
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because of where his heart is at,
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it makes him less merciful.
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Now, we could rewrite this for our own culture.
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It would get very uncomfortable
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if we put it right at home for a minute and said,
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you know, Peter says to Jesus,
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how often do I have to welcome the stranger?
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And Jesus says, well, you know, countless times.
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And he says, let me tell you a story.
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There was an Irishman in a potato famine
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whose family could no longer survive,
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so he migrates to another country
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where he just wants to survive.
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If I could just survive.
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And that country gives him welcome.
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And four generations, they're still surviving.
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Not as well as they'd like, but they're still surviving.
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They did survive, they got what they wanted,
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but they'd like to be a little higher up the totem pole.
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And as that weighs on them,
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they go out and find a fellow immigrant
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and throttle him and say, you don't belong here.
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Well, that's a little closer to home, isn't it?
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Our experience, well, it's a totally different thing.
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They welcomed my grandparents.
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They don't count now, they're dead.
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Yes, and they're looking down from heaven going,
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what happened?
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It's much more comfortable, or less comfortable,
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when we're part of the story.
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Where people who have experienced welcome in life
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will be that much more welcoming,
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or will they have that much more,
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well, I've been welcomed,
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and I don't want to lose anything
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that I've been welcomed into,
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so I don't want to welcome anyone else.
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So easy to get there.
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We tend not to be,
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there tends to be something stopping us,
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and the first reading tells us what it is,
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and it's the last thing we ever want to hear.
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This book of Sirach,
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I think most people who have had
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a brief introduction to scripture,
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but don't really, haven't really pulled it apart,
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I think if they heard a lot of this book of Sirach,
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they'd assume it was New Testament.
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He's so in line with the Gospels,
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a lot of what Jesus says can be traced back to Sirach,
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but he starts out with,
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wrath and anger are hateful things,
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and literally, that full of hate,
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hate-filled is sometimes a better translation,
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and we all know what that means.
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I mean, we definitely know what cream-filled
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and chocolate-filled mean.
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Hate-filled, something that's full of hate.
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Most of us think the opposite is true.
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I know this from years in the confessional,
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where people will do something that's hateful
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and say, I did it because I was angry,
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but the scripture says other way around.
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You were angry because you were already hateful.
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Anger doesn't make us hate.
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Hate makes us angry,
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and we pick and choose who we're gonna hate.
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I told this story last year,
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but a college friend of mine,
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who we were talking about racism,
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and he said, you don't understand, Pat,
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you've never been a victim.
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And I said, what do you mean?
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He goes, I was walking down in whatever,
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I can't remember what city he was in at the time,
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and he said, you know, these three young kids
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from college age, thin, tall, black kids
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came at me and they attacked me,
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and that I have reason.
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I said, so are you angry at all tall people?
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All college age?
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What is it you picked out of that experience?
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Because whatever you picked out of it
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is because someone had told you that already
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and it fit a paradigm you already had.
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That's why you didn't walk out of there
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afraid of all tall people.
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Because if someone tried to tell you it was height,
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you would go, that is the dumbest thing I've ever heard.
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That makes no sense at all.
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Someone says, what if it's about race?
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And you go, huh, you know, maybe.
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Because they've been preconditioned
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to fear certain things.
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And we fall heir to it all the time.
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And so our hate allows us anger.
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I was at a dinner two nights ago,
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and heard the story of these.
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They said, oh, they were on the plane
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and this woman gets on with two kids,
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two babies, and you know,
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which you're already thinking,
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oh, she's in for a time, you know.
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And she's sitting down and of course
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one of the babies is crying.
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I'm assuming about halfway through the flight
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that one stopped and the other started
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because that's, you know, siblings are good
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at tag teaming parents.
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And so the kid is just crying and crying and crying
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and the plane isn't even taking off.
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And a man in the back of the plane
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stands up and says, shut that kid up.
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Now, the kid didn't make him angry
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because if it were the kid,
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then everyone on the plane would have stood up
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and yelled the same thing.
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No, he was an angry man.
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He had that anger before he got on the plane
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and something came along that he could show that,
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that's why he was an angry man.
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The child didn't make him angry.
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The mother didn't make him angry.
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Hate makes us angry
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and it's easier to hate some people than others.
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And we can put any label we want on,
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but we're not gonna,
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if we can't welcome in everyone,
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where will it end if we welcome everyone?
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Heaven, that's where.
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Or not, if we so choose.
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That's where it will end
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because that's our faith.
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Our faith is, that's who we are.
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Jesus welcomes us.
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All of us have known countless goodness
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that we don't know that goes back generations.
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And we tend to go through life
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very aware of our achievements
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and not so aware of what's gotten us where we're at.
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That's why when people get to the end of a college career,
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they will often tell you if they've got high grades,
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it's because of their hard work.
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And you know, if they did well,
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it's because of their hard work.
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And if there's a debt left,
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that's someone else's fault.
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We all, you know,
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anything that went wrong,
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someone is to blame
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and we've got to figure out who's to blame.
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And everything that went right,
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we don't want to look back and say,
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yeah, you know,
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generations ago,
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my family was welcome and they've done well
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and they've stayed on top of it.
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And I grew up not worrying about a house
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and I was actually able to do homework
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and my parents bought clothes for me
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that I didn't like
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and I was forced to wear those gifts.
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And we don't admit,
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it never occurs to us
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the amount of gift that is.
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And instead we go out and say,
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they can't have that gift.
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It's the same story.
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It tells us that not only does hate do anger,
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hate creates anger,
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not the other way around,
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but then it says,
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and can anyone nourish anger
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and expect healing?
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You know,
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first step to all healing
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is get rid of the anger.
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Let go of it.
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And I know I've been there,
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especially at a family dynamic
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when you really got a good mad go
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and you hate to let it go.
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Because there's a righteousness in my anger,
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which is interesting
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because there's never a righteousness
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in my sibling's anger,
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but in mine,
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I can see the righteousness.
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I'm going to hold the light.
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All I'm going to do is undo myself.
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Father Tom Allender always said,
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you know,
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staying angry with other people
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is drinking poison to get back at them.
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Almost everyone here
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can pull up an event from the past
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that they're still angry about.
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And if you think about it enough,
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you can spin your whole evening away angry.
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And I can guarantee
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that person across the country
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that you're angry at
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is not having a bad evening.
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You're just destroying your own life.
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You cannot heal.
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You know, people will say,
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well, you know,
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the family needs closure
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when there's a tragedy in a family
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and we want that person put to death.
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We want that person,
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because the family needs healing.
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No one ever heals through anger.
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You know?
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Well, their revenge will be fed.
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That won't heal them.
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And if it does heal them,
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then we've got a really sad society,
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if that's what we're thinking is healing.
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Because we don't want healing.
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Sometimes we want vengeance.
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And that's today's readings.
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You have to choose.
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Do you want vengeance?
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Do you want healing?
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So I say to people,
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do you want to be right
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or do you want to be healed?
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The journey to heaven
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is a journey of healing.
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It's a journey where we learn
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to let go of anger.
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But first we have to admit
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our capability of hate
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and put it down
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and ask ourselves,
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why is it so easy
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to be angry at that person
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and when someone else
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does the same thing,
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I'm less angry?
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Yeah, because I've let the hate
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rest over here for a while.
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Not you guys specifically.
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Okay, one of you,
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but I won't say who.
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You know,
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I've let the hate rest
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somewhere for a while
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and then it's easier
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to pick on them.
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It's easier to get mad.
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I know that at least half of us
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in this room,
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we don't like to use the word,
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but there's at least half of us
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that can find a political figure
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we hate right now.
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And you could say,
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oh, I don't hate him.
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I just, you know,
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I don't hate him.
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I don't hate her.
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I just like to read bad things
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about him all the time
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and be angry.
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That's hate.
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That's it.
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You're there.
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You know,
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sure you didn't send a bomb
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through the mail
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and we thank you for that,
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but that's still hate.
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How do we get past the hatred?
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Because it's not hurting anyone
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but us
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and we're just consumed with it.
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And Jesus says today,
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through the prophets of old,
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he says,
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let go of the anger.
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Let go of the hatred.
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Then you can know healing.
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Then we can move
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towards the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message is a profound call to self-aw Father Pat’s message is a profound call to self-awareness, personal responsibility, and the kind of mercy that transforms not just individuals, but society as a whole. He reminds us that forgiveness is not a lofty ideal meant for an ancient culture or far-off scenario, but a radical, necessary practice for today—one that disrupts cycles of hatred, blame, and vengeance. Father Pat challenges us to recognize ourselves in the Gospel parable, to confront the bitterness we harbor, and to realize that healing only comes when we admit our own capacity for hate and choose to let it go. The Gospel, he says, is not primarily about the wrongs done to us, but about the mercy we’ve received and what we do with it. In a world quick to blame and slow to forgive, Father Pat gently but firmly insists: if we are not willing to extend the mercy we've received, we are sabotaging our own journey toward healing and the kingdom of God.
Father Pat begins by examining the Gospel parable in which a forgiven servant refuses to forgive a minor debt owed to him, highlighting the stark contrast between the mercy he received and the mercy he denies. While the story appears straightforward, Father Pat warns that its moral clarity becomes uncomfortable when we realize it reflects our own behavior. He cautions against distancing ourselves from the parable by viewing it as a relic of an ancient, foreign culture. Instead, he invites us to see how the same dynamics play out in modern life—especially in how we treat others based on our own unresolved pain, resentment, and fear.
He draws a parallel between the servant’s behavior and real-life scenarios, particularly immigration, where people who once benefited from generosity and welcome now deny the same to others. He cleverly reframes the parable in a contemporary setting: descendants of immigrants who were once welcomed now turn their backs on new immigrants, rationalizing their rejection with the same mindset as the unforgiving servant—“This is a different situation.” Father Pat emphasizes that such justifications arise not from reason, but from fear and scarcity, from a desire to protect what we’ve received rather than share it.
The deeper insight, however, comes when Father Pat shifts the focus from forgiveness to the root of our unforgiveness: hate and anger. Drawing from the Book of Sirach, he explains that “wrath and anger are hateful things,” and provocatively suggests that anger is not the cause of hatred but its result. People often say they acted out of anger, but Father Pat argues that the anger was already present, seeded by hate—often unacknowledged and socially conditioned. He illustrates this with a story about a friend who was attacked and subsequently harbored racial resentment, not because of logic, but because of preconditioned bias. The takeaway: we choose whom to hate, often based on social cues, and then justify our anger.
Father Pat also addresses how hate and unforgiveness masquerade as righteousness. We believe our anger is justified and morally superior, especially in close relationships like family. But he warns that holding onto anger—no matter how justified it may feel—is self-destructive. Using the metaphor “drinking poison to get back at someone,” he emphasizes that harboring resentment only corrodes our own soul. Healing, he says, is impossible without releasing anger.
He critiques our tendency to glorify our achievements while ignoring the foundational gifts and mercies that made them possible—family support, historical privilege, social acceptance. When we forget the grace we've received, we become less inclined to extend it to others. This spiritual amnesia leads us to judge others harshly, to become gatekeepers of mercy instead of its stewards.
Finally, Father Pat closes with a sobering challenge: we must choose between being right and being healed. Vengeance may temporarily satisfy our sense of justice, but it cannot bring restoration. Only forgiveness, born from humility and an honest reckoning with our own brokenness, can lead to healing. The journey to heaven, he reminds us, is a journey of letting go—of anger, of hate, of the illusion that we are the arbiters of who is worthy of mercy. If we want to be part of God’s kingdom, it begins not with blame, but with mercy, not with superiority, but with solidarity....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 889.469970703125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory be to the Lord. Jesus entered a village where a woman whose name was Martha welcomed him. She had a sister named Mary who sat beside the Lord at his feet and listened to him speak. Martha, burdened with much serving, came to him and said, Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me by myself to do the serving? Tell her to help me. The Lord said to her in reply, Martha, Martha, you are anxious and worried about many things. There is need of only one thing. Mary has chosen the better part, and it will not be taken from her. The Gospel of the Lord. I get a sense that today's liturgy leaves us with one burning question. Why did Father Pat jump in and say the Gloria instead of letting it his son? The choir at the other masses has decided to say the Gloria for the summer. And I didn't say the first mass this morning, so I kind of forgot which mass I was at. It was not a pop quiz, which is good for you guys. Because, you know, they changed several words in the Gloria about 10 years ago. But none of us say it anymore. We sing it. And, you know, most of you, as well as you think you know lyrics, it can be your favorite Christmas carol. Try to say the lyrics without the toot. It's just not how you learned it. And so it was kind of fun to hear. It was like one of those interlinear texts where you had the old translation on one side and the new on the other. I got to hear all of those differences. The liturgy readings today, though, you know, they give us these models of hospitality. I know when we hear the Martha and Mary story, we're most interested in the differences between Martha and Mary. And, you know, we have faith in action versus contemplative faith. And Mary comes off as the hero of this story. And Martha comes off as the hero of the Lazarus story. And, you know, sadly, this Mary is not in the canon of saints anywhere. I don't even know. Probably because, you know, they could have had St. Mary of Bethany, I suppose. But, you know, St. Mary's kind of taken. We have a St. Martha. St. Martha made the canon. But you get these stories of welcome and what it means, you know, Abraham welcoming these three strangers, Martha and Mary and Lazarus, really, who are, we sometimes forget, they are unique in many ways in scripture. They're the only glimpses we get into Jesus's friends, not his apostles, not his disciples, not people that we think he gave a mission to. I mean, he's friendly with them as well. But these are, there's no reason we should believe unless, well, he would hang out with anyone but, you know, good Jews who are going to become good Catholics. These are friends. This seems to be where he goes when he's just going to unwind. He has friends in the world. And he goes there and he's, you know, unless these two are the strangest women in the world, he's very, very good friends. I can't imagine being invited over as a pastor to people's house, I don't know real well, and have one of them say, would you tell them to help me? I'm just the guest. But actually, I think I have a hospital call. You know, I mean, that's what, it's such a weird dynamic, unless they're really good friends. There have even been scripture scholars who have posited very reflectively, there's no proof, that, you know, they could very well have been friends of the Zechariah and Elizabeth, the Bethany end of the family, you know. They could be extended family, but definitely there is this welcome in. But we start the liturgy with that. Abraham welcoming the stranger. And where most of us would fear the stranger, and especially, I think, we're in a day of heightened fear and heightened rhetoric. That strangers are bad. You know, in a time when we're in that heightened rhetoric against the stranger, you know, Abraham is immediately, we have to help these people, we have to make food for them. And where this is very much becomes part of their religious culture, it wasn't at that time part of normal secular tribal culture. They were tribal. And you had to, you know, who is this person? They're a little weary. Who are they? But he's not weary at all. He just immediately shows hospitality. And the interesting thing about the story is by opening himself to the stranger, his own lineage is allowed to continue. Most of us, they go, well, you know, if I open my heart to the stranger too much, what about my own? What if my own life, what about my own deeds and my own things? What if I'm going to overspend myself? You know, there's got to be enough for me and mine. And the story in our scripture is it's when he reaches out to those who are not his circle, that his own future becomes secured. I imagine it's a scripture many people don't like or would prefer we not mention. But that's where the scripture leads us. Clear to this point of Martha and Mary. Now we have friendship. But you also see that even in the tightest-knit circles, there's still conflict. I remember whenever, you know, it's a common argument I hear. Memory is even the wrong word. It's happened so many times in my life. That if you talk about helping strangers, whether they're the strangers, you know, in a community, whether they're strangers to a church, whether they're strangers to the country, whether they're strangers to just you personally, it doesn't matter. When we talk about it, I will inevitably get someone to say, well, you know, I understand that. But, you know, we've got limited resources. And remember, it's just smart to make sure that your own oxygen mask is on securely before you help someone else. That sounds like great advice. And it is. But I've never heard anyone on an airplane get up and say, Now, make sure your own oxygen mask is on securely. You've had enough time to make sure you're feeling good about the oxygen. And you're certain you'll have enough for the rest of your life. And then they'll reach out. And do it, I guess. Those are different ideas. How much oxygen do you need before you think you can help the next person over? That's where Abraham kind of puts modern culture to shame. Not a wealthy man. You know, he's going to give, as I've told you before, if you'll give $1,000 to the church, I'd love to tell you you'll have blessing. I think you will. But you'll also be $1,000 poorer. Giving is sacrificial. I always think it's fascinating that people who call themselves Christian, we are called to be Christ in the world. And you'll say, Well, you know, Christ, you know, sacrificed his very life on the cross. I don't think we're called to go that far. Well, you know, Christ was all about giving you the core. Well, you know, if you're in a good place, but maybe I don't know that. I mean, I don't think that that's mandatory. You know, Christ is the judge of all things. Oh, yes, that, that, that we should do. Oh, we love being the judge. We love when our Christianity gives us a moral edge. And then we think, you know, I have nothing wrong. I have nothing against those people. But the Bible says, and I always tell people, the Bible says is code. The Bible as interpreted by me says. It's always and we don't want to take responsibility for our spin on Scripture, on church documents, on faith. And the minute someone has to resort to this, I'm not saying this, this is God. It's because they have no defense for them to blame God. You know, I'm a nice person. God. He's a tough case. And so instead, Jesus, and you look at Jesus. Jesus never rains down anger on anyone but the religious leaders. We're doing it to everyone else. In other words, the only person in this room who shouldn't really be concerned is clocking at the bell. Every time find Jesus upset with some was inscribed Pharisee scholar of the law. Another rabbi. And it's shocking that we can take those readings and say, how that translates today is that I'm on the hook and you've got problems. We are called to be a people of welcome. And what is the fear around welcome? Who has given us that fear? What are the reasons? And do the reasons hold up? Well, you know, if you let that person in the church, it's going to, it'll scandalize people. Again, code. That would scandalize people like me. You know, if you let someone in the church, if you let someone in the country and let someone in your family. You know, it's 2025 and I know people who will not go to the wedding of a child because they're not bearing a Catholic. We're not going to let that person in the family. Whatever our new boundary border frontier, whatever we call it is, who is it that we've said? Well, I hope it's not angels or God like it is in the first story because if they come by my house, they're moving on. Who do we not welcome? In the biblical terms, there was what was called the Anahuim. These were the specially beloved of God. God's poor. And in the actual biblical texts, it consisted of three groups. The widow, the orphan and the stranger. Really, the only one whose plight has changed much is the widow. Because in that day and age, women had no way to make a living. They had no way to earn money. They had no way to be on their own. Except basically prostitution, which is why they were also shunned if they were single women because they weren't dead. They were probably like something improper. It's a hard, hard case. And Jesus comes in today and says, how do we soften our heart? How do we soften our heart to where we're not callous to suffer? Even if someone thinks, well, this has to happen for this reason, and those people just have to suffer. We don't do, you know, I always remember my mother would say, and I don't remember. I think we stole this from somewhere, but it was always the saying in the house. If we were going to get, and anyone under 20, plug your ears, this just happened back in my day, spanked. They would rather, she would rather sanctimoniously say, this hurts me more than it hurts you. And our comeback was always not in the same place. You know, there's that, it's that sort of, you know, well, you know, some people just have to suffer so that some of us can live better. Ouch. Where is that in the gospel? Well, you know, our church will stay pure if we don't let those people in. Where is that in the gospel? We really don't find that until the ruling classes in the Middle Ages take over Christianity. Then we start to see these sort of Christianity should bolster the status quo. Radically different from the gospel. And so today we're just asked, whether it be the, you know, whether it's widow, orphan, or the stranger. The person who is marginalized and has, does not have the same access to the basics of life that goes to those take for granted. How do we respond? And how do we get to that Jesus place that says, we respond to their suffering before we go, well, now wait, will this be good for me? Create a world where there's less suffering. That's better for everyone. I've said to, when I was talking with kids, when I had schools, always, you know, you aren't safer on the playground when you get stronger. You're safer when you build a playground where bullying does not happen. And a lot of, oh, well, that's just pie in the sky. That'll never happen. I'd say, you could say that about the kingdom of God. We're still called to be a people who are relentless in our pursuit of the kingdom of God. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory be to the Lord.
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Jesus entered a village where a woman whose name was Martha welcomed him.
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She had a sister named Mary who sat beside the Lord at his feet and listened to him speak.
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Martha, burdened with much serving, came to him and said,
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Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me by myself to do the serving?
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Tell her to help me.
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The Lord said to her in reply,
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Martha, Martha, you are anxious and worried about many things.
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There is need of only one thing.
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Mary has chosen the better part, and it will not be taken from her.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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I get a sense that today's liturgy leaves us with one burning question.
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Why did Father Pat jump in and say the Gloria instead of letting it his son?
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The choir at the other masses has decided to say the Gloria for the summer.
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And I didn't say the first mass this morning, so I kind of forgot which mass I was at.
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It was not a pop quiz, which is good for you guys.
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Because, you know, they changed several words in the Gloria about 10 years ago.
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But none of us say it anymore.
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We sing it.
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And, you know, most of you, as well as you think you know lyrics,
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it can be your favorite Christmas carol.
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Try to say the lyrics without the toot.
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It's just not how you learned it.
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And so it was kind of fun to hear.
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It was like one of those interlinear texts where you had the old translation on one side
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and the new on the other.
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I got to hear all of those differences.
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The liturgy readings today, though, you know, they give us these models of hospitality.
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I know when we hear the Martha and Mary story,
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we're most interested in the differences between Martha and Mary.
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And, you know, we have faith in action versus contemplative faith.
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And Mary comes off as the hero of this story.
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And Martha comes off as the hero of the Lazarus story.
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And, you know, sadly, this Mary is not in the canon of saints anywhere.
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I don't even know.
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Probably because, you know, they could have had St. Mary of Bethany, I suppose.
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But, you know, St. Mary's kind of taken.
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We have a St. Martha.
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St. Martha made the canon.
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But you get these stories of welcome
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and what it means, you know, Abraham welcoming these three strangers,
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Martha and Mary and Lazarus, really, who are, we sometimes forget,
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they are unique in many ways in scripture.
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They're the only glimpses we get into Jesus's friends,
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not his apostles, not his disciples, not people that we think he gave a mission to.
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I mean, he's friendly with them as well.
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But these are, there's no reason we should believe unless, well,
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he would hang out with anyone but, you know,
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good Jews who are going to become good Catholics.
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These are friends.
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This seems to be where he goes when he's just going to unwind.
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He has friends in the world.
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And he goes there and he's, you know,
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unless these two are the strangest women in the world,
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he's very, very good friends.
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I can't imagine being invited over as a pastor to people's house,
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I don't know real well, and have one of them say,
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would you tell them to help me?
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I'm just the guest.
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But actually, I think I have a hospital call.
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You know, I mean, that's what, it's such a weird dynamic,
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unless they're really good friends.
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There have even been scripture scholars who have posited very reflectively,
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there's no proof, that, you know,
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they could very well have been friends of the Zechariah and Elizabeth,
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the Bethany end of the family, you know.
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They could be extended family, but definitely there is this welcome in.
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But we start the liturgy with that.
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Abraham welcoming the stranger.
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And where most of us would fear the stranger,
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and especially, I think, we're in a day of heightened fear and heightened rhetoric.
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That strangers are bad.
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You know, in a time when we're in that heightened rhetoric against the stranger,
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you know, Abraham is immediately,
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we have to help these people, we have to make food for them.
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And where this is very much becomes part of their religious culture,
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it wasn't at that time part of normal secular tribal culture.
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They were tribal.
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And you had to, you know, who is this person?
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They're a little weary.
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Who are they?
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But he's not weary at all.
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He just immediately shows hospitality.
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And the interesting thing about the story is by opening himself to the stranger,
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his own lineage is allowed to continue.
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Most of us, they go, well, you know, if I open my heart to the stranger too much,
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what about my own?
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What if my own life, what about my own deeds and my own things?
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What if I'm going to overspend myself?
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You know, there's got to be enough for me and mine.
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And the story in our scripture is it's when he reaches out to those who are not his circle,
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that his own future becomes secured.
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I imagine it's a scripture many people don't like or would prefer we not mention.
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But that's where the scripture leads us.
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Clear to this point of Martha and Mary.
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Now we have friendship.
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But you also see that even in the tightest-knit circles, there's still conflict.
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I remember whenever, you know, it's a common argument I hear.
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Memory is even the wrong word.
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It's happened so many times in my life.
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That if you talk about helping strangers, whether they're the strangers, you know, in a community,
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whether they're strangers to a church, whether they're strangers to the country,
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whether they're strangers to just you personally, it doesn't matter.
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When we talk about it, I will inevitably get someone to say,
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well, you know, I understand that.
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But, you know, we've got limited resources.
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And remember, it's just smart to make sure that your own oxygen mask is on securely before you help someone else.
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That sounds like great advice.
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And it is.
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But I've never heard anyone on an airplane get up and say,
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Now, make sure your own oxygen mask is on securely.
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You've had enough time to make sure you're feeling good about the oxygen.
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And you're certain you'll have enough for the rest of your life.
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And then they'll reach out.
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And do it, I guess.
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Those are different ideas.
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How much oxygen do you need before you think you can help the next person over?
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That's where Abraham kind of puts modern culture to shame.
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Not a wealthy man.
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You know, he's going to give, as I've told you before,
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if you'll give $1,000 to the church, I'd love to tell you you'll have blessing.
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I think you will.
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But you'll also be $1,000 poorer.
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Giving is sacrificial.
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I always think it's fascinating that people who call themselves Christian,
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we are called to be Christ in the world.
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And you'll say, Well, you know, Christ, you know,
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sacrificed his very life on the cross.
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I don't think we're called to go that far.
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Well, you know, Christ was all about giving you the core.
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Well, you know, if you're in a good place, but maybe I don't know that.
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I mean, I don't think that that's mandatory.
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You know, Christ is the judge of all things.
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Oh, yes, that, that, that we should do.
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Oh, we love being the judge.
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We love when our Christianity gives us a moral edge.
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And then we think, you know, I have nothing wrong.
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I have nothing against those people.
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But the Bible says, and I always tell people, the Bible says is code.
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The Bible as interpreted by me says.
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It's always and we don't want to take responsibility for our spin on Scripture,
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on church documents, on faith.
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And the minute someone has to resort to this, I'm not saying this, this is God.
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It's because they have no defense for them to blame God.
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You know, I'm a nice person.
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God.
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He's a tough case.
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And so instead, Jesus, and you look at Jesus.
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Jesus never rains down anger on anyone but the religious leaders.
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We're doing it to everyone else.
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In other words, the only person in this room who shouldn't really be concerned is clocking at the bell.
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Every time find Jesus upset with some was inscribed Pharisee scholar of the law.
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Another rabbi.
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And it's shocking that we can take those readings and say, how that translates today is that I'm on the hook and you've got problems.
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We are called to be a people of welcome.
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And what is the fear around welcome?
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Who has given us that fear?
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What are the reasons?
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And do the reasons hold up?
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Well, you know, if you let that person in the church, it's going to, it'll scandalize people.
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Again, code.
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That would scandalize people like me.
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You know, if you let someone in the church, if you let someone in the country and let someone in your family.
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You know, it's 2025 and I know people who will not go to the wedding of a child because they're not bearing a Catholic.
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We're not going to let that person in the family.
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Whatever our new boundary border frontier, whatever we call it is, who is it that we've said?
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Well, I hope it's not angels or God like it is in the first story because if they come by my house, they're moving on.
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Who do we not welcome?
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In the biblical terms, there was what was called the Anahuim.
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These were the specially beloved of God.
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God's poor.
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And in the actual biblical texts, it consisted of three groups.
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The widow, the orphan and the stranger.
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Really, the only one whose plight has changed much is the widow.
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Because in that day and age, women had no way to make a living.
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They had no way to earn money.
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They had no way to be on their own.
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Except basically prostitution, which is why they were also shunned if they were single women because they weren't dead.
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They were probably like something improper.
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It's a hard, hard case.
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And Jesus comes in today and says, how do we soften our heart?
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How do we soften our heart to where we're not callous to suffer?
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Even if someone thinks, well, this has to happen for this reason, and those people just have to suffer.
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We don't do, you know, I always remember my mother would say, and I don't remember.
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I think we stole this from somewhere, but it was always the saying in the house.
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If we were going to get, and anyone under 20, plug your ears, this just happened back in my day, spanked.
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They would rather, she would rather sanctimoniously say, this hurts me more than it hurts you.
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And our comeback was always not in the same place.
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You know, there's that, it's that sort of, you know, well, you know, some people just have to suffer
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so that some of us can live better.
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Ouch.
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Where is that in the gospel?
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Well, you know, our church will stay pure if we don't let those people in.
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Where is that in the gospel?
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We really don't find that until the ruling classes in the Middle Ages take over Christianity.
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Then we start to see these sort of Christianity should bolster the status quo.
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Radically different from the gospel.
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And so today we're just asked, whether it be the, you know, whether it's widow, orphan, or the stranger.
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The person who is marginalized and has, does not have the same access to the basics of life that goes to those take for granted.
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How do we respond?
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And how do we get to that Jesus place that says, we respond to their suffering before we go,
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well, now wait, will this be good for me?
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Create a world where there's less suffering.
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That's better for everyone.
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I've said to, when I was talking with kids, when I had schools, always, you know,
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you aren't safer on the playground when you get stronger.
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You're safer when you build a playground where bullying does not happen.
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And a lot of, oh, well, that's just pie in the sky.
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That'll never happen.
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I'd say, you could say that about the kingdom of God.
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We're still called to be a people who are relentless in our pursuit of the kingdom of God.
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And we may not be successful, but if our love for Jesus is deep enough, maybe we can be faith.
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Amen.
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Father Pat’s message emphasizes the radical hospit Father Pat’s message emphasizes the radical hospitality of the Gospel and challenges us to examine how open our hearts truly are to others, especially the marginalized and the stranger. He contrasts the world’s inclination to preserve personal comfort and security with the biblical call to self-giving love, as exemplified by Abraham’s welcome of the strangers and Mary’s attentive presence at Jesus’ feet. Father Pat warns against using religion as a justification for exclusion and self-righteousness, reminding us that Jesus consistently reserved his harshest criticism for the religious elite, not for the outsider. In reflecting on the Gospel story of Martha and Mary, he invites us to discern what truly matters — not just action or service, but a heart that listens and makes space for divine presence and the needs of others. Our calling is to create a world shaped less by fear and more by love, where the widow, the orphan, and the stranger — God's especially beloved — are not only welcomed, but cherished.
The readings and reflections presented by Father Pat center around the theme of hospitality — both in its literal and spiritual sense. He begins by humorously acknowledging a liturgical mishap involving the Gloria, using it as a segue into the deeper message of the day: that our worship and our lives must be rooted in attentiveness to God’s presence and to others. Using the Gospel story of Martha and Mary, Father Pat explores the tension between active service and contemplative presence. Martha, burdened with much serving, is contrasted with Mary, who sits at Jesus’ feet. While Martha's actions are not condemned, Jesus gently redirects her anxiety, pointing to Mary’s choice as the "better part." Father Pat challenges the common interpretation that pits service against prayer, suggesting instead a deeper question: what is motivating our service? Is it love, or is it anxiety, control, or fear of judgment?
Further, Father Pat uses the story of Abraham welcoming the three strangers — who turn out to be angels (or even the Lord Himself) — as a powerful illustration of hospitality's spiritual significance. Abraham's openness to the stranger results not in loss, but in the fulfillment of God’s promise — the continuation of his lineage. This becomes a profound metaphor: that when we make room for others, especially those outside our immediate circle, we paradoxically secure our own future. This stands in stark contrast to today’s culture of fear, self-protection, and exclusion. Father Pat critiques modern rhetoric that sees the stranger — whether immigrant, outsider, or someone who lives differently — as a threat. He points out that such thinking is often veiled in religious language but lacks the Gospel's heart.
He draws attention to the biblical concept of the “Anawim” — the widow, the orphan, and the stranger — those who are most vulnerable and most beloved by God. In a world obsessed with securing its own oxygen mask first, Father Pat asks how much is enough before we are willing to reach out. He exposes the hypocrisy in Christian attitudes that embrace judgment and moral superiority while ignoring Christ's central command to love and welcome. Jesus, he reminds us, never rebukes the outcast, but consistently critiques the religious who use God as a shield for their own biases.
Through all of this, Father Pat calls for a radical re-orientation of our Christian lives: from self-preservation to sacrificial love; from fear to faith; from judgment to mercy. He emphasizes that we are not called merely to protect an institution or maintain the purity of a community, but to embody the Gospel in a world of suffering. Our mission is to build a world where love, not fear, is the foundation — a world that reflects the kingdom of God. Even if the fullness of that kingdom seems far off, he urges us to be faithful in its pursuit. The measure of our Christianity is not how well we defend our boundaries, but how deeply we welcome others in Christ’s name....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 889.030029296875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, O Lord. The two disciples recounted what had taken place on the way and how Jesus was made known to them in the breaking of the bread. While they were still speaking about this, he stood in their midst and said to them, peace be with you. But they were startled and terrified and thought they were seeing a ghost. And he said to them, why are you troubled? And why do questions arise in your hearts? Look at my hands and my feet, that it is I myself. Touch me and see, because a ghost does not have flesh and bones. As you can see, I have. And as he said this, he showed them his hands and feet. And while they were still incredulous for joy and were amazed, he asked them, have you anything here to eat? They gave him a piece of baked fish and took it and ate it in front of them. He said to them, these are my words that I spoke to you while I was still with you, that everything written about me in the law of Moses and in the prophets and psalms must be fulfilled. Then he opened their minds to understand the scriptures. And he said to them, thus it is written that the Christ would suffer and rise from the dead on the third day, and that repentance for the forgiveness of sin would be preached in his name to all the nations beginning from Jerusalem. You are witnesses of these things. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I'm not sure whether the church did it on purpose or not. But you know, it kind of gives us two lines of the end of another story before it jumps into where we are today. The two disciples recounted what had taken place on the way. This is the end of the kind of somewhat well-known, the road to Emmaus story. And for those who remember the story, they're walking along with Jesus and they don't recognize that it's Jesus. And even though he does everything but show them his name tag, he, you know, he explains the Old Testament, he goes through all the teachings, he does everything. And then it says he's made known in the breaking of the bread. And they finally figure it out and they kind of beat themselves up a little over, oh, how could we have not recognized? How didn't we recognize him in this? And it says, and that's over. And the next moment he appears again and they go, who's this? And they're terrified. So knowing that that story just came before it, you keep going, so what are these resurrection narratives about? It almost sounds like anyone who's done any writing of any kind of literature knows that sometimes if you've got a character and you want them to have, they finally are going to have this self-revelation. One of the hardest things for people to do is not have them make the revelation early and then you have to have the character go through the same revelation about four times. And that's when a good editor comes in and says, let's take out the first five times. So at first, that's what it sounds like. It sounds like they keep having these disciples, they don't know it's Jesus, now we know. And then we back up, we don't know it's Jesus, now we know. And you think, why are we having this same story over and over again? And it's not, it's not because they needed an editor. It's because the point that all of the resurrection narratives try to make is, Jesus is not recognizable now. In the resurrection, we think we recognize it, but it's always gonna get lost in mystery. And what these readings do is hopefully they put a limitation on the possible arrogance of religion. Some would say they've failed over the years, because religion can get pretty arrogant. I always feel that the hackles on the back of my neck, I don't know what hackles are, but someone told me they're back there, that they stand up when I hear someone say, well, I'll tell you what God thinks about this. I'm like, oh, will you now? Can't wait to hear. You'd be amazed how often a phrase like that slips out of people's mouths. Will you know what God thinks about that? No, and neither do you. This idea that we've kind of domesticated God into someone we can answer for and tell you what he thinks and why he doesn't like you and what he's up with that, it's this domestication of God that always serves the same purpose, which is, if I've domesticated God, who's really in control, me or God? Now, I know that that analogy is weak because some of you who have animals who are supposedly domesticated but are still in charge. But actually, our attempt to control God is exactly that, and it's our attempt to control everyone else. And so you'll hear those phrases often come out of people's mouths, and I think, what were they taught? We can talk about what we think the author of the gospel is trying to teach us. We can talk about all those things, but to think that I've read the gospels, I know the mind of God. God is not subject to Scripture. That is really hard. There are, like, if you go into places they call four-square gospel churches, do not tell them that God is not subject to Scripture. Some of them will have coronaries. I mean, Scripture, it's all about Scripture. No, it's all about God. And Scripture is one of the great helps that we have to get us there. But it's about God in the end, and we're told you can never quite get your mind around God. And it's fascinating. I think I say this more often than any phrase preaching, but God is infinite. Our minds are finite. You cannot shove the infinite into the finite. It doesn't work that way. And so in Catholic faith, we call this a mystery. And now I know many of you will, you know, mysteries for us are things to be solved. In theology, a mystery is not something to be solved. A mystery is something you will never solve. A mystery is beyond our comprehension. And I think it's part of the arrogance of religion that we have that, well, nothing could possibly be beyond my comprehension. What could possibly be beyond my comprehension? And my answer is always, a lot of things less complicated than God, trust me. All sorts of things beyond our comprehension. And so when we're talking about God with one another, we should never come in with the arrogance that we've got it figured out. Even when we take things down to something like the Eucharist. Do you believe it's the real body and blood of Christ? And every Catholic would probably say yes. Explain to me what that means, and they'll get a little fuzzy. When someone says, do you believe that Jesus is in the bread? Yes. Do you believe that he's in the room? Yes. Can you tell me the difference? You know, an interesting thing happened this morning. They'll change the topic so quick. It's a mystery. It is a mystery, and it's things we don't understand. And if we approach it, that faith doesn't mean we understand and then we believe. It's that we believe, and so what is it we can believe in? We can believe in what we're called to do. We can believe in the principles we're called to uphold and the way we behave with one another. But we're not called to say we figured out God. They almost had it in Scripture, and then Gregory of Nyssa got the Trinity into place for us in 800, and after that we understood God. No. Just the next image. It's just the next image. And God is always beyond our comprehension. And I think many people think faith gives them, you'll hear they'll use phrases like, it's something solid to stand on, and what they're saying is it makes me an authority. That's not what faith is supposed to do. Faith doesn't exist to make us authorities. Faith exists to make us seekers, to make us explorers. We're fellow pilgrims on the way, and so we have these stories, and the one thing that is consistent in them, and this is what we can get to, what is the gospel writer trying to tell us? Well, if you read all these stories, there's two things you notice. One, they never recognize Jesus, and two, he always seems to be hungry. Now, this is not because resurrection is hard work. Everyone, do you have anything to eat? Do you have anything? He eats the bread, he eats the fish, he eats, you know. Two things that he always does. He always asks for that, and he never, but they'll never tell you he drinks anything. And the reason is, in Middle Eastern culture, a meal is a sacred symbol of intimacy. Jesus shared meals with his apostles constantly through the gospels, and in the resurrection narrative, they want to make sure that you understand that that intimacy is not lost. That's all they're telling you there. That's why in this one, it's even a little more blatant than that he asked for some fish. He took it and ate it in front of them. The intimacy has not been lost. We can still share a meal. For those of you who are younger, families used to do that around tables. It was crazy. But that intimacy of table, that was so important. And so, it's very obvious in the scriptures that they're constantly having him share the meal. And most scholars will tell you the only reason it never talks about the drink is because, probably out of deference to in Mark's gospel, he says, I will never drink wine again until I drink it with you in my heavenly kingdom. So, the wine is never had at these meals because we still have work to do. The kingdom has not come yet. But there's still that intimacy. The resurrection, for you and I, I think most of us would much prefer if we could have the three years with Jesus walking next to us in such a way that what I always call the user-friendly human interface. You could just ask questions and he would just answer. And a lot of us think that there's an intimacy there that those original disciples had. Oh, wouldn't we have loved to have had that? And what these scriptures say is that intimacy is not lost. The interface is different, but the intimacy is not lost. The new interface, if anything, doesn't allow for as much arrogance. You know, if Jesus was standing here in the flesh and said, oh, that's not the right color for Easter. Hard to argue with. I might go away and say, Jesus told me this, and you can't tell me any different. And let me tell you, there's a lot of people in their prayer life that go through life saying, God told me this, and all of you are wrong. But the arrogance is a little harder to get to. And it's a little more transparent. You know, if someone's been walking around with Jesus and we all know it, we'll allow that arrogance to affect us at a different level. When someone's arrogance comes from the same prayer life you and I have, it won't affect us, you know, because we'll know that the difference between your prayer life and their prayer life is their preexisting personality and maybe a tendency towards arrogance. You know, what's the difference? When someone, I had a vision. I had a vision of Mary or Saint Anthony or Jesus. I had a vision, and he said, I always tell people I have a theory that is pretty much backed up by almost every major spiritual writer over the centuries, and that is God will never give you a revelation about someone else's spiritual life. So when someone comes to you and says, God told me what you're supposed to do, God is whispering in your ear, run the other way. God doesn't tell us, you know, God is not a gossip. God doesn't come down and say, you're doing fine, but I need to tell you a few things about John. That's gossip, and so we tend to domesticate God into images we know, and unfortunately the images we know tend to ride towards arrogance and gossip and those sorts of things, but this new vision of Jesus is not only does he say to people, you will not recognize the Christ, but most people think they get into that, well, you always have to treat people well because you never know, you never know if that could be the angel, that could be Jesus, if that could be, you know, that's, it's really kind of the wrong question because what people are saying is, you know, if it's Jesus, I'll be nice. The actual question is, is it a child of God, and if it's not, who do you think created them? Because I do think most of us go through life with the children of God, and then all those others that may, I don't know, maybe they were created by Bernie the Carpenter or something. Who isn't created by God? That's a fundamental piece of our theology. Who is not a child of God? And people will use the term children of God to mean a certain church or a certain collection of people, but child of God, who is not created by God? And so it's not a matter of beyond your best behavior because that might be a child of God, beyond your best behavior because everyone is a child of God. And when we approach the world with that idea that we can have an intimate relationship with God, not more so than anyone else, not more knowledgeable than anyone else, then we start to find what it is to connect to one another. We start to find God, not within the human heart, but between human hearts. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The two disciples recounted what had taken place on the way
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and how Jesus was made known to them
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in the breaking of the bread.
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While they were still speaking about this,
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he stood in their midst and said to them, peace be with you.
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But they were startled and terrified
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and thought they were seeing a ghost.
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And he said to them, why are you troubled?
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And why do questions arise in your hearts?
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Look at my hands and my feet, that it is I myself.
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Touch me and see, because a ghost does not
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have flesh and bones.
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As you can see, I have.
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And as he said this, he showed them his hands and feet.
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And while they were still incredulous for joy
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and were amazed, he asked them, have you anything here to eat?
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They gave him a piece of baked fish
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and took it and ate it in front of them.
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He said to them, these are my words
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that I spoke to you while I was still with you,
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that everything written about me in the law of Moses
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and in the prophets and psalms must be fulfilled.
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Then he opened their minds to understand the scriptures.
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And he said to them, thus it is written
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that the Christ would suffer and rise
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from the dead on the third day, and that repentance
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for the forgiveness of sin would be preached in his name
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to all the nations beginning from Jerusalem.
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You are witnesses of these things.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I'm not sure whether the church did it on purpose or not.
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But you know, it kind of gives us
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two lines of the end of another story
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before it jumps into where we are today.
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The two disciples recounted what had taken place on the way.
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This is the end of the kind of somewhat well-known,
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the road to Emmaus story.
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And for those who remember the story,
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they're walking along with Jesus
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and they don't recognize that it's Jesus.
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And even though he does everything
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but show them his name tag, he, you know,
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he explains the Old Testament,
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he goes through all the teachings, he does everything.
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And then it says he's made known
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in the breaking of the bread.
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And they finally figure it out
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and they kind of beat themselves up a little over,
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oh, how could we have not recognized?
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How didn't we recognize him in this?
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And it says, and that's over.
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And the next moment he appears again and they go,
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who's this?
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And they're terrified.
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So knowing that that story just came before it,
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you keep going, so what are these
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resurrection narratives about?
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It almost sounds like anyone who's done any writing
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of any kind of literature knows that sometimes
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if you've got a character and you want them to have,
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they finally are going to have this self-revelation.
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One of the hardest things for people to do
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is not have them make the revelation early
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and then you have to have the character
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go through the same revelation about four times.
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And that's when a good editor comes in and says,
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let's take out the first five times.
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So at first, that's what it sounds like.
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It sounds like they keep having these disciples,
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they don't know it's Jesus, now we know.
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And then we back up, we don't know it's Jesus,
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now we know.
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And you think, why are we having this same story
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over and over again?
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And it's not, it's not because they needed an editor.
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It's because the point that all of the resurrection
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narratives try to make is, Jesus is not recognizable now.
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In the resurrection, we think we recognize it,
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but it's always gonna get lost in mystery.
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And what these readings do is hopefully
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they put a limitation on the possible arrogance of religion.
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Some would say they've failed over the years,
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because religion can get pretty arrogant.
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I always feel that the hackles on the back of my neck,
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I don't know what hackles are,
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but someone told me they're back there,
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that they stand up when I hear someone say,
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well, I'll tell you what God thinks about this.
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I'm like, oh, will you now?
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Can't wait to hear.
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You'd be amazed how often a phrase like that
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slips out of people's mouths.
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Will you know what God thinks about that?
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No, and neither do you.
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This idea that we've kind of domesticated God
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into someone we can answer for and tell you
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what he thinks and why he doesn't like you
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and what he's up with that,
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it's this domestication of God
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that always serves the same purpose,
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which is, if I've domesticated God,
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who's really in control, me or God?
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Now, I know that that analogy is weak
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because some of you who have animals
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who are supposedly domesticated
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but are still in charge.
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But actually, our attempt to control God
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is exactly that, and it's our attempt
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to control everyone else.
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And so you'll hear those phrases
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often come out of people's mouths,
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and I think, what were they taught?
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We can talk about what we think
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the author of the gospel is trying to teach us.
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We can talk about all those things,
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but to think that I've read the gospels,
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I know the mind of God.
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God is not subject to Scripture.
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That is really hard.
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There are, like, if you go into places
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they call four-square gospel churches,
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do not tell them that God is not subject to Scripture.
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Some of them will have coronaries.
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I mean, Scripture, it's all about Scripture.
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No, it's all about God.
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And Scripture is one of the great helps
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that we have to get us there.
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But it's about God in the end,
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and we're told you can never quite
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get your mind around God.
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And it's fascinating.
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I think I say this more often than any phrase preaching,
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but God is infinite.
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Our minds are finite.
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You cannot shove the infinite into the finite.
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It doesn't work that way.
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And so in Catholic faith, we call this a mystery.
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And now I know many of you will,
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you know, mysteries for us are things to be solved.
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In theology, a mystery is not something to be solved.
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A mystery is something you will never solve.
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A mystery is beyond our comprehension.
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And I think it's part of the arrogance of religion
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that we have that, well, nothing could possibly
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be beyond my comprehension.
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What could possibly be beyond my comprehension?
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And my answer is always,
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a lot of things less complicated than God, trust me.
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All sorts of things beyond our comprehension.
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And so when we're talking about God with one another,
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we should never come in with the arrogance
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that we've got it figured out.
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Even when we take things down to something like the Eucharist.
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Do you believe it's the real body and blood of Christ?
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And every Catholic would probably say yes.
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Explain to me what that means,
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and they'll get a little fuzzy.
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When someone says, do you believe that Jesus
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is in the bread?
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Yes.
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Do you believe that he's in the room?
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Yes.
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Can you tell me the difference?
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You know, an interesting thing happened this morning.
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They'll change the topic so quick.
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It's a mystery.
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It is a mystery, and it's things we don't understand.
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And if we approach it, that faith doesn't mean
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we understand and then we believe.
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It's that we believe, and so what is it we can believe in?
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We can believe in what we're called to do.
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We can believe in the principles we're called to uphold
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and the way we behave with one another.
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But we're not called to say we figured out God.
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They almost had it in Scripture,
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and then Gregory of Nyssa got the Trinity
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into place for us in 800,
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and after that we understood God.
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No.
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Just the next image.
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It's just the next image.
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And God is always beyond our comprehension.
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And I think many people think faith gives them,
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you'll hear they'll use phrases like,
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it's something solid to stand on,
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and what they're saying is it makes me an authority.
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That's not what faith is supposed to do.
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Faith doesn't exist to make us authorities.
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Faith exists to make us seekers, to make us explorers.
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We're fellow pilgrims on the way,
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and so we have these stories,
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and the one thing that is consistent in them,
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and this is what we can get to,
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what is the gospel writer trying to tell us?
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Well, if you read all these stories,
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there's two things you notice.
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One, they never recognize Jesus,
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and two, he always seems to be hungry.
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Now, this is not because resurrection is hard work.
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Everyone, do you have anything to eat?
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Do you have anything?
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He eats the bread, he eats the fish, he eats, you know.
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Two things that he always does.
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He always asks for that, and he never,
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but they'll never tell you he drinks anything.
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And the reason is, in Middle Eastern culture,
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a meal is a sacred symbol of intimacy.
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Jesus shared meals with his apostles
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constantly through the gospels,
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and in the resurrection narrative,
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they want to make sure that you understand
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that that intimacy is not lost.
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That's all they're telling you there.
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That's why in this one, it's even a little more blatant
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than that he asked for some fish.
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He took it and ate it in front of them.
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The intimacy has not been lost.
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We can still share a meal.
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For those of you who are younger,
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families used to do that around tables.
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It was crazy.
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But that intimacy of table, that was so important.
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And so, it's very obvious in the scriptures
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that they're constantly having him share the meal.
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And most scholars will tell you the only reason
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it never talks about the drink is because,
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probably out of deference to in Mark's gospel,
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he says, I will never drink wine again
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until I drink it with you in my heavenly kingdom.
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So, the wine is never had at these meals
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because we still have work to do.
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The kingdom has not come yet.
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But there's still that intimacy.
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The resurrection, for you and I,
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I think most of us would much prefer
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if we could have the three years with Jesus
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walking next to us in such a way
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that what I always call the user-friendly human interface.
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You could just ask questions and he would just answer.
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And a lot of us think that there's an intimacy there
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that those original disciples had.
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Oh, wouldn't we have loved to have had that?
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And what these scriptures say is that intimacy is not lost.
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The interface is different, but the intimacy is not lost.
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The new interface, if anything,
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doesn't allow for as much arrogance.
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You know, if Jesus was standing here in the flesh
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and said, oh, that's not the right color for Easter.
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Hard to argue with.
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I might go away and say, Jesus told me this,
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and you can't tell me any different.
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And let me tell you, there's a lot of people
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in their prayer life that go through life saying,
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God told me this, and all of you are wrong.
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But the arrogance is a little harder to get to.
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And it's a little more transparent.
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You know, if someone's been walking around with Jesus
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and we all know it, we'll allow that arrogance
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to affect us at a different level.
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When someone's arrogance comes from the same prayer life
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you and I have, it won't affect us, you know,
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because we'll know that the difference
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between your prayer life and their prayer life
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is their preexisting personality
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and maybe a tendency towards arrogance.
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You know, what's the difference?
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When someone, I had a vision.
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I had a vision of Mary or Saint Anthony or Jesus.
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I had a vision, and he said, I always tell people
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I have a theory that is pretty much backed up
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by almost every major spiritual writer over the centuries,
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and that is God will never give you a revelation
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about someone else's spiritual life.
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So when someone comes to you and says,
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God told me what you're supposed to do,
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God is whispering in your ear, run the other way.
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God doesn't tell us, you know, God is not a gossip.
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God doesn't come down and say, you're doing fine,
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but I need to tell you a few things about John.
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That's gossip, and so we tend to domesticate God
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into images we know, and unfortunately the images we know
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tend to ride towards arrogance and gossip
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and those sorts of things, but this new vision of Jesus
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is not only does he say to people,
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you will not recognize the Christ,
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but most people think they get into that,
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well, you always have to treat people well
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because you never know, you never know
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if that could be the angel, that could be Jesus,
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if that could be, you know, that's,
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it's really kind of the wrong question
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because what people are saying is,
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you know, if it's Jesus, I'll be nice.
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The actual question is, is it a child of God,
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and if it's not, who do you think created them?
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Because I do think most of us go through life
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with the children of God, and then all those others
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that may, I don't know, maybe they were created
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by Bernie the Carpenter or something.
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Who isn't created by God?
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That's a fundamental piece of our theology.
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Who is not a child of God?
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And people will use the term children of God
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to mean a certain church or a certain collection of people,
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but child of God, who is not created by God?
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And so it's not a matter of beyond your best behavior
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because that might be a child of God,
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beyond your best behavior because everyone
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is a child of God.
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And when we approach the world with that idea
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that we can have an intimate relationship with God,
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not more so than anyone else,
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not more knowledgeable than anyone else,
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then we start to find what it is to connect to one another.
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We start to find God, not within the human heart,
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but between human hearts.
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That's when we start to build that kingdom
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that hasn't come yet in the scripture,
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but that we pray for every day, we work our lives for,
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until we finally are finding God
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in the spaces between human hearts,
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and that will be the kingdom that Jesus came to preach.
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Father Pat’s homily delivers a deeply reflective m Father Pat’s homily delivers a deeply reflective meditation on the mystery of the Resurrection and the human tendency to domesticate and control the divine. Centered on the post-Resurrection appearances of Jesus, particularly the narrative from Luke where the disciples fail repeatedly to recognize the risen Christ, Father Pat emphasizes that this lack of recognition is not a flaw in storytelling but rather a theological truth: the resurrected Christ is not easily recognizable, and God remains beyond our full comprehension. He challenges the arrogance often found in religious certainty, cautioning against the impulse to speak authoritatively on behalf of God. Instead, he invites believers into a posture of humility, reverence, and relational intimacy with God and one another. He reminds us that the intimacy symbolized in Jesus’ shared meals continues today, particularly in the Eucharist, and that the Resurrection invites us to discover God not in certainty or authority, but in mystery, humility, and the sacred connection between human hearts.
Father Pat begins by contextualizing the Gospel reading within the broader Resurrection narratives, particularly the Road to Emmaus. The disciples' repeated failure to recognize Jesus is not literary redundancy, but a deliberate theological statement: the Resurrection transforms Jesus into someone not easily perceived by human senses. This elusiveness reflects a deeper truth—God, particularly in the Resurrection, defies our categories and escapes our attempts to define, domesticate, or fully understand. Religion, Father Pat warns, has often failed to preserve that mystery, succumbing instead to arrogance. He critiques the common habit, even among believers, of claiming to know definitively what God thinks or desires, noting how such assertions often serve the speaker’s ego more than divine truth. He cautions against reducing God to a domesticated figure we can control or use to control others. Theologians, he reminds us, have long insisted that God is infinite, while we are finite. Thus, any attempt to fully comprehend God is inherently limited.
He further explores the idea that mystery is central to faith. But in Christian theology, mystery is not a puzzle to be solved; it is a reality too vast for the human mind to grasp. This is especially true in the context of the Eucharist. Catholics affirm that the bread and wine become the body and blood of Christ, but when asked to explain how, most are left speechless. This, Father Pat argues, is not a failure of faith but a necessary condition of it. Faith does not provide mastery over God; rather, it calls us to live into mystery with humility and trust. The Gospel stories of the Resurrection reinforce this by showing the risen Christ engaging in simple, human acts—especially eating. Jesus' repeated requests for food are not mere narrative color; they are deeply symbolic. In Middle Eastern culture, sharing a meal signifies intimacy. By eating with his disciples after the Resurrection, Jesus underscores that intimacy with him is not lost in death—it is transformed, but still real.
Yet this intimacy is no longer based on physical proximity or visible signs, which makes it harder to claim spiritual superiority. No one can say, “I walked with Jesus, so I know better.” The post-Resurrection Jesus removes any possibility of that kind of authority. This democratizes spiritual experience—it is accessible to all, but also safeguards against arrogance. Father Pat then addresses a particular form of spiritual arrogance: when people claim to receive divine revelations about others. He firmly dismisses this, saying God does not gossip. True revelation, if it comes, is for the individual alone. Anyone claiming otherwise is likely projecting their own desires or biases.
Father Pat concludes by shifting the focus from seeking to recognize Jesus in disguise to recognizing every person as a child of God. The question is not “Could this person be Jesus?” but rather “Is this person a child of God?”—and the answer is always yes. He emphasizes that no one is outside the creative love of God. When we understand this, we begin to find God not merely within ourselves but in the sacred space between human hearts. This is where the Kingdom of God begins to take form—not in theological certainties or spiritual hierarchies, but in love, humility, and shared humanity. The Resurrection, then, is not only the story of Jesus rising from the dead; it is the ongoing revelation that intimacy with God is still possible, that mystery is essential to faith, and that the Kingdom is built not through authority, but through communion, humility, and love....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 887.8499755859375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. According to the Lord. Jesus said to his apostles, whoever loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me. Whoever loves son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me. And whoever does not take up his cross and follow after me is not worthy of me. Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. Whoever receives you receives me, and whoever receives me receives the one who sent me. Whoever receives a prophet because he is a prophet will receive a prophet's reward, and whoever receives a righteous man because he is a righteous man will receive a righteous man's reward. And whoever gives only a cup of cold water to one of these little ones to drink because the little one is a disciple, amen I say to you, he will surely not lose his reward. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Today we have a gospel that you have to do a little swimming upstream against the current. You always have to recognize when you're reading the words of Jesus, whether it comes out of there's collections that must have existed back then, but whether these are the words of the rabbi himself or the words of the gospel writer Matthew. And it's not that Matthew's being dishonest, it's that that's the genre. You, just like in the Greek dialogues, you put the theology of the moment on the lips of the master. And what we see are two very different portrayals of Jesus, one through all his behaviors and many of the things he says, and then we get into these moments where we probably are looking at Matthew's words. And if not, they become a little unpalatable. They're distasteful. We don't have an image of Jesus who dies on the cross that runs around to people saying, if you don't love me more than your mother and father, and if you don't love me more than your son, and you better love me a lot, and if you do things for people because they were my, it's just, it's an exhausting image. But you know that Matthew's community, the community this gospel comes out of, is going through some real trials. There are people struggling to try and figure out why they're following Jesus. And we try to sometimes come up with these reasons that will inspire people, but in the long run, they can also cause some problems. So if you're a disciple, and if you're nice to the disciples, we would like to get beyond that. Nothing disturbs me more than when I'm going down the road, and I see someone on the corner with a sign that says, you know, Christian family man needs help. And I always think it's such a condemnation of who we've become, because the person has learned over time that people will not respond to him because he's human. They will not respond to him because he's suffering, but maybe if he's one of our group, we might respond. Like, we'll respond because he's a Christian. And it's a real distasteful vision of our faith, is that, well, you know, we take care of our own. That's really what Jesus is talking about in the original, which ends up in the other gospel, about, you know, if you don't hate your mother and father, he's not asking you to hate people. He's saying, if you can't get to the point where you hate that idea that some people in the world are worth more than others. Some people matter, and some don't. And unfortunately, over the years, that's what we've done with the word family. Family are the people who matter more. And I don't care whether it's your biological family, or your family of friends, or your community, or your country, or whatever it is, we matter more. And where it sounds totally normal to say, of course my family matters more, we don't want to really say what we're saying, which is, all those other people matter less. But one of those statements means the other. You know, so who in our life matters less? And what are the boundaries of our compassion? I think there are a lot of voices nowadays that will curtail compassion. And they come off as being reasonable, and they come off as just thinking things through, but they have a history and a bit darker edge of the human spirit. I always think of people who, you know, maybe a hundred years ago, you think of where a real Puritan ethic was still in place, and someone would say, well, you know, there's someone on the street who's starving and begging for money, and someone would say, well, they'll just spend it on drink. Oh, good, now I have a moral reason to not be compassionate. It's not that I lack compassion, I just have a sense of decency. What are the ways we talk ourselves out of the compassionate response? There's all sorts of ways that we talk ourselves out of the compassionate response. And for Jesus, and when you read the Gospels as a whole, compassion is the point. This Pope over and over and over again, compassion is the point. It's not just an act of compassion, it's the motivation. I always have the hairs on the back of my neck stand up, which really are about the only ones left. When I hear someone start to say, you know, we have to go out and do these acts of charity in the world so that people will see our Christianity, they'll see our faith, that's not the point. We aren't charitable to evangelize. We have our faith to be charitable. Charity is the goal. It's not, you know, we aren't going to be a compassionate people because it's good PR. That's not compassion, that's an agenda. You know, we have to get past that hidden agenda that says, well, the real point is to inspire them to look at us and say, oh my gosh, they're wonderful, I'll join them. That's not really, the point is, because we're one of this group, we should have learned by now to respond to the compassion that we already have. People have compassion very naturally, we've learned to talk ourselves out of it. Very few people grow up seeing someone suffer and not respond, you know. And the very few people that do, we actually diagnose. That's what, you know, sociopath means. I just, no empathy. Empathy is a normal, healthy response. But we come up with political reasons and economic reasons and reasons why, you know, it's okay not to respond to those people suffering. Every once in a while, and I'm very blessed, it does not happen in this parish very often, but in my history as a priest, where people would say, now Father, do you think that so and so should be receiving communion? Because, and you know, I always think, what they're saying is, isn't there a reason that we don't have to be compassionate here? Don't we have a reason that can talk us out of our compassion? Why are we being merciful to that person? And someone has taught them that that is a holiness. You know, I stand for the truth, you know, people, religion's about a lot of things. It's about compassion, it's about mercy. It is about truth, but people who focus on, it's about truth are people who need to be able to say, and I'm right and you're wrong. I have the truth and you don't. Compassion doesn't allow me to do that. The love of God doesn't allow me to say, you know, I mean, it's really less satisfying to run through the world saying, I'm compassionate and you're not. Kind of falls apart, the very tone of voice, the lies that you're not being compassionate at all. But, you know, truth, oh, that gets us on our high horse about I'm right and you're wrong. And it's such a, it's such a blah vision of religion, rather than religion that inspires us to go out and say, you know, we reach out because God has instilled that compassion in us and the voice has given us a hundred reasons not to respond. What's the voice that talks you out of compassion? Sometimes it's the fear that if we start responding to every person in need, it will, you know, it will consume us. It's a devastating moment when Christians realize that they're following someone who tells them to give their life to others. Because, you know, we really just joined to be one of the people who were right. We didn't think it would actually demand our lives. You know, what do you want, blood? Well, that's what we took from Jesus on the cross. What are we following? We're following someone who said, yeah, you just respond to the compassion. You see someone hurting and you do what you can. And that's so simple that it would call us to immediate action. And if instead we can theologize about it, I can live in my head and it doesn't have to interrupt me Monday through Saturday. It's very tough stuff to say what happens if we start to treat the world as our family. How would that rewrite my social circle? How would really, knowing it's our responsibility to respond to the world, how would that rewrite our church? How would it rewrite our country? We come into our celebration of the Fourth of July. I've said this a couple times, but you know, I kind of wondered all year, and this is not, this is not to knock Donald Trump or Hillary or anyone else, but when you say make America great, what is great? Because as Christians, it says, well, that means you're going to be the country that's most in service of all the others. I'll bet you a lot of us don't want to be great. A lot of us would rather be prosperous, would rather be, you know, I'll be great if I can protect myself. But what does it mean to be in service to the world, to say, oh no, we don't have a family image that says the people inside this circle are more important. When one of ours is, you know, killed, that's a tragedy, and one of theirs is killed, it's a statistic. It's very hard to grasp what Jesus was getting at, that compassion is a universal response, but there's a universal ability to talk ourselves out of it. So what are the voices and the excuses that stop you? You know, when you see someone in need, and you look the other way, when someone who calls who is just the person who is so irritating, and they call all the time, and they want a little more, and, you know, what is it we use to talk ourselves out of compassion? There are times we have to say no out of compassion, not, well, they'll just spend it on drink. But you can't hand someone a drink when you know you're going to lead them into something that's going to ruin them. I get that, you know. Being compassionate doesn't mean you get to do the thing that feels good all the time. So how do we get there? How do we get to that point that says, how do I learn to see people? Well, I think we do start with family. That's why family is a good starting place. You can even start with a best friend. Who's the person in your life, let me put it negatively first, who's the person in your life that irritates you the least? You might go, I don't have one, no. You know, who is the person you always want to go to lunch with? Who is the person you always want to spend more time with? How do you respond to one more person that way? How do you use that person not as, oh, this is the person I just, this is the person I want to be with all the time, rather than, okay, so God has given me this gift so I can start to see how I'm to look at the rest of the world. This is the model, you know. We can use it all the time. I mean, we can use it on ourselves. I always think, if my best friend in the world lost their keys for the fifth time today, I wouldn't call them an idiot. But if I do it, what is wrong with me? You know, how many times do we beat ourselves up in a way that we would never do to anyone else? I sometimes think that the worst thing we could do would be to love the world the way we love ourselves. Because we're awful to ourselves. You know, what happens when we say, these are the people who, for whatever reason, we connect, we connect easily, and I always want the best for them. Great, there's your model. How many people can you pull into that? How can you get to yourself, get yourself to the point where you can't abide anyone suffering? It's a long journey. It will consume our lives. It will be something that takes every day of the week. But that's the following of Jesus. That's what he called us to. Not to become a community that we can use compassion to get people to join us. Community doesn't inspire, I mean, compassion does not inspire for other reasons. Compassion is its own ends. It's how Jesus wanted to change the world to make it a more compassionate place. And we ask God today to teach us new ways to reach out, to figure out who this year we've had the least compassion for, and how do we begin to move beyond that? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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According to the Lord.
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Jesus said to his apostles, whoever
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loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me.
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Whoever loves son or daughter more than me
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is not worthy of me.
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And whoever does not take up his cross and follow after me
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is not worthy of me.
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Whoever finds his life will lose it,
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and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
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Whoever receives you receives me,
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and whoever receives me receives the one who sent me.
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Whoever receives a prophet because he is a prophet
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will receive a prophet's reward, and whoever
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receives a righteous man because he is a righteous man
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will receive a righteous man's reward.
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And whoever gives only a cup of cold water
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to one of these little ones to drink because the little one
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is a disciple, amen I say to you,
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he will surely not lose his reward.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Today we have a gospel that you have
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to do a little swimming upstream against the current.
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You always have to recognize when you're
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reading the words of Jesus, whether it comes out
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of there's collections that must have existed back then,
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but whether these are the words of the rabbi himself
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or the words of the gospel writer Matthew.
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And it's not that Matthew's being dishonest,
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it's that that's the genre.
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You, just like in the Greek dialogues,
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you put the theology of the moment
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on the lips of the master.
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And what we see are two very different portrayals of Jesus,
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one through all his behaviors and many of the things
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he says, and then we get into these moments where we probably
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are looking at Matthew's words.
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And if not, they become a little unpalatable.
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They're distasteful.
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We don't have an image of Jesus who
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dies on the cross that runs around to people saying,
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if you don't love me more than your mother and father,
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and if you don't love me more than your son,
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and you better love me a lot, and if you do things for people
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because they were my, it's just, it's an exhausting image.
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But you know that Matthew's community,
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the community this gospel comes out of,
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is going through some real trials.
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There are people struggling to try and figure out
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why they're following Jesus.
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And we try to sometimes come up with these reasons that
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will inspire people, but in the long run,
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they can also cause some problems.
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So if you're a disciple, and if you're nice to the disciples,
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we would like to get beyond that.
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Nothing disturbs me more than when I'm going down the road,
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and I see someone on the corner with a sign that says,
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you know, Christian family man needs help.
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And I always think it's such a condemnation of who
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we've become, because the person has learned over time
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that people will not respond to him because he's human.
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They will not respond to him because he's suffering,
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but maybe if he's one of our group, we might respond.
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Like, we'll respond because he's a Christian.
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And it's a real distasteful vision of our faith,
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is that, well, you know, we take care of our own.
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That's really what Jesus is talking about in the original,
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which ends up in the other gospel, about, you know,
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if you don't hate your mother and father,
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he's not asking you to hate people.
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He's saying, if you can't get to the point
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where you hate that idea that some people in the world
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are worth more than others.
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Some people matter, and some don't.
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And unfortunately, over the years,
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that's what we've done with the word family.
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Family are the people who matter more.
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And I don't care whether it's your biological family,
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or your family of friends, or your community,
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or your country, or whatever it is, we matter more.
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And where it sounds totally normal to say,
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of course my family matters more,
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we don't want to really say what we're saying,
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which is, all those other people matter less.
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But one of those statements means the other.
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You know, so who in our life matters less?
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And what are the boundaries of our compassion?
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I think there are a lot of voices nowadays
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that will curtail compassion.
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And they come off as being reasonable,
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and they come off as just thinking things through,
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but they have a history and a bit darker
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edge of the human spirit.
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I always think of people who, you know,
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maybe a hundred years ago, you think of
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where a real Puritan ethic was still in place,
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and someone would say, well, you know,
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there's someone on the street who's starving
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and begging for money, and someone would say,
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well, they'll just spend it on drink.
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Oh, good, now I have a moral reason
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to not be compassionate.
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It's not that I lack compassion,
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I just have a sense of decency.
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What are the ways we talk ourselves out
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of the compassionate response?
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There's all sorts of ways that we talk ourselves
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out of the compassionate response.
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And for Jesus, and when you read the Gospels as a whole,
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compassion is the point.
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This Pope over and over and over again,
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compassion is the point.
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It's not just an act of compassion,
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it's the motivation.
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I always have the hairs on the back of my neck stand up,
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which really are about the only ones left.
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When I hear someone start to say, you know,
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we have to go out and do these acts of charity
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in the world so that people will see our Christianity,
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they'll see our faith, that's not the point.
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We aren't charitable to evangelize.
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We have our faith to be charitable.
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Charity is the goal.
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It's not, you know, we aren't going to be
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a compassionate people because it's good PR.
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That's not compassion, that's an agenda.
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You know, we have to get past that hidden agenda
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that says, well, the real point is to inspire them
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to look at us and say, oh my gosh, they're wonderful,
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I'll join them.
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That's not really, the point is,
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because we're one of this group,
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we should have learned by now to respond
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to the compassion that we already have.
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People have compassion very naturally,
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we've learned to talk ourselves out of it.
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Very few people grow up seeing someone
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suffer and not respond, you know.
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And the very few people that do, we actually diagnose.
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That's what, you know, sociopath means.
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I just, no empathy.
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Empathy is a normal, healthy response.
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But we come up with political reasons and economic reasons
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and reasons why, you know, it's okay not to respond
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to those people suffering.
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Every once in a while, and I'm very blessed,
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it does not happen in this parish very often,
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but in my history as a priest, where people would say,
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now Father, do you think that so and so
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should be receiving communion?
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Because, and you know, I always think,
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what they're saying is, isn't there a reason
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that we don't have to be compassionate here?
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Don't we have a reason that can talk us out
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of our compassion?
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Why are we being merciful to that person?
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And someone has taught them that that is a holiness.
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You know, I stand for the truth, you know,
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people, religion's about a lot of things.
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It's about compassion, it's about mercy.
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It is about truth, but people who focus on,
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it's about truth are people who need to be able to say,
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and I'm right and you're wrong.
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I have the truth and you don't.
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Compassion doesn't allow me to do that.
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The love of God doesn't allow me to say, you know,
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I mean, it's really less satisfying to run through
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the world saying, I'm compassionate and you're not.
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Kind of falls apart, the very tone of voice,
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the lies that you're not being compassionate at all.
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But, you know, truth, oh, that gets us on our high horse
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about I'm right and you're wrong.
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And it's such a, it's such a blah vision of religion,
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rather than religion that inspires us to go out and say,
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you know, we reach out because God has instilled
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that compassion in us and the voice has given us
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a hundred reasons not to respond.
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What's the voice that talks you out of compassion?
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Sometimes it's the fear that if we start responding
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to every person in need, it will, you know,
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it will consume us.
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It's a devastating moment when Christians realize
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that they're following someone who tells them
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to give their life to others.
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Because, you know, we really just joined to be one
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of the people who were right.
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We didn't think it would actually demand our lives.
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You know, what do you want, blood?
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Well, that's what we took from Jesus on the cross.
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What are we following?
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We're following someone who said, yeah,
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you just respond to the compassion.
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You see someone hurting and you do what you can.
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And that's so simple that it would call us
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to immediate action.
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And if instead we can theologize about it,
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I can live in my head and it doesn't have to interrupt me
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Monday through Saturday.
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It's very tough stuff to say what happens
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if we start to treat the world as our family.
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How would that rewrite my social circle?
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How would really, knowing it's our responsibility
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to respond to the world,
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how would that rewrite our church?
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How would it rewrite our country?
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We come into our celebration of the Fourth of July.
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I've said this a couple times, but you know,
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I kind of wondered all year, and this is not,
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this is not to knock Donald Trump or Hillary
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or anyone else, but when you say make America great,
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what is great?
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Because as Christians, it says, well,
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that means you're going to be the country
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that's most in service of all the others.
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I'll bet you a lot of us don't want to be great.
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A lot of us would rather be prosperous,
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would rather be, you know, I'll be great
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if I can protect myself.
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But what does it mean to be in service to the world,
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to say, oh no, we don't have a family image
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that says the people inside this circle are more important.
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When one of ours is, you know, killed,
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that's a tragedy, and one of theirs is killed,
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it's a statistic.
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It's very hard to grasp what Jesus was getting at,
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that compassion is a universal response,
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but there's a universal ability
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to talk ourselves out of it.
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So what are the voices and the excuses that stop you?
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You know, when you see someone in need,
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and you look the other way, when someone who calls
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who is just the person who is so irritating,
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and they call all the time, and they want a little more,
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and, you know, what is it we use
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to talk ourselves out of compassion?
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There are times we have to say no out of compassion,
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not, well, they'll just spend it on drink.
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But you can't hand someone a drink
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when you know you're going to lead them
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into something that's going to ruin them.
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I get that, you know.
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Being compassionate doesn't mean you get to do the thing
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that feels good all the time.
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So how do we get there?
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How do we get to that point that says,
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how do I learn to see people?
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Well, I think we do start with family.
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That's why family is a good starting place.
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You can even start with a best friend.
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Who's the person in your life,
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let me put it negatively first,
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who's the person in your life that irritates you the least?
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You might go, I don't have one, no.
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You know, who is the person
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you always want to go to lunch with?
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Who is the person you always want to spend more time with?
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How do you respond to one more person that way?
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How do you use that person not as,
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oh, this is the person I just,
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this is the person I want to be with all the time,
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rather than, okay, so God has given me this gift
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so I can start to see how I'm to look
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at the rest of the world.
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This is the model, you know.
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We can use it all the time.
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I mean, we can use it on ourselves.
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I always think, if my best friend in the world
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lost their keys for the fifth time today,
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I wouldn't call them an idiot.
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But if I do it, what is wrong with me?
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You know, how many times do we beat ourselves up
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in a way that we would never do to anyone else?
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I sometimes think that the worst thing we could do
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would be to love the world the way we love ourselves.
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Because we're awful to ourselves.
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You know, what happens when we say,
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these are the people who, for whatever reason,
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we connect, we connect easily,
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and I always want the best for them.
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Great, there's your model.
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How many people can you pull into that?
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How can you get to yourself,
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get yourself to the point where
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you can't abide anyone suffering?
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It's a long journey.
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It will consume our lives.
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It will be something that takes every day of the week.
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But that's the following of Jesus.
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That's what he called us to.
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Not to become a community that we can use compassion
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to get people to join us.
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Community doesn't inspire,
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I mean, compassion does not inspire for other reasons.
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Compassion is its own ends.
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It's how Jesus wanted to change the world
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to make it a more compassionate place.
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And we ask God today to teach us new ways to reach out,
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to figure out who this year
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we've had the least compassion for,
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and how do we begin to move beyond that?
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Once we learn to see maybe the person
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who irritates us the most with compassion,
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we've begun to understand the journey and the call of Jesus.
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Father Pat's message centers on the transforma Father Pat's message centers on the transformative call of the Gospel to radical compassion. He challenges conventional readings of Jesus’ words, especially those that seem harsh or exclusionary, urging listeners to discern between the literal voice of Jesus and the contextual voice of the Gospel writers like Matthew. At the heart of his reflection is the idea that Christianity is not about belonging to a favored in-group or acting charitably to evangelize, but about living a life rooted in compassion without boundaries. He critiques the trend of limiting compassion to those within our "family," whether biological, national, or religious, and reminds us that Jesus' mission was to expand our understanding of who deserves love and mercy. Father Pat invites us to examine the excuses we make to avoid compassion and to recognize that following Jesus means allowing ourselves to be consumed by love for others — even those we find most difficult to love.
Father Pat begins by inviting his listeners to recognize the contextual and literary nature of Gospel writing, particularly in Matthew. He notes that some of the more demanding or seemingly exclusionary statements attributed to Jesus may reflect the theological needs of Matthew’s community rather than the direct voice of Jesus himself. This distinction is vital because it reframes how we interpret difficult texts — not as prescriptions for rigid behavior but as expressions of deeper theological struggle and community identity. He observes that in moments of crisis, such as the one Matthew’s community likely faced, strong language can emerge to reinforce commitment and separation from the outside world. But this must be weighed against the broader portrait of Jesus in the Gospels — one who is radically inclusive, merciful, and compassionate.
The key theme of the homily is compassion — not as a strategy or a means to an end, but as the very heart of Christian discipleship. Father Pat critiques the tendency among Christians to justify selective compassion — for example, helping someone only because they are a “Christian family man” or acting charitably as a form of evangelism. He argues that such motivations dilute the Gospel’s call, reducing acts of mercy to tribalism or public relations. True compassion, he insists, is unconditional. It's not about who the person is to us but about who we are called to be as followers of Jesus.
He draws attention to the ways we talk ourselves out of compassion. Whether it's assuming the needy will misuse our help, fearing we’ll be overwhelmed, or hiding behind moral or doctrinal justifications, we often suppress our natural empathetic instincts. Father Pat points out that most people are born with an instinctive response to suffering — it’s the societal, political, and even religious voices that teach us to override it. He offers a diagnosis: when we no longer respond to suffering, it's not because we lack moral clarity, but because we’ve been conditioned to ignore empathy. He even warns that framing religion primarily around “truth” rather than mercy becomes a tool to assert superiority rather than live in humble love.
Father Pat challenges the narrowness of the word “family” as it’s used in contemporary faith and politics. He suggests that when we say “family comes first,” we often imply — consciously or not — that others matter less. This mindset, he warns, is incompatible with the Gospel, which calls us to expand our definition of family to include all people, especially the marginalized and forgotten. He applies this critique to broader social and political contexts, including national identity. When notions like “America first” are uncritically accepted, he suggests, they can conflict with the Christian call to global solidarity and service. Greatness, from a Christian perspective, is not about dominance or prosperity but about being the most generous and servant-hearted among nations.
To cultivate a universal compassion, Father Pat advises starting with those we love most — the ones we instinctively forgive, understand, and support. He suggests reflecting on how we treat our closest friends and using that as a model for how to approach others, even those we dislike or who challenge our patience. The goal is not to feel warm affection for all people, but to act with the same compassion we would reserve for someone we deeply care about. He even brings this internal, personal dynamic into focus: many of us are harder on ourselves than we would ever be on a friend. Thus, even self-compassion becomes a spiritual discipline in the pursuit of mercy.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is deeply rooted in the imitation of Christ. Jesus didn’t call people into a self-congratulatory community that used compassion as a tool for conversion. He called them to live lives that were radically open to others, especially the suffering and the outcast. Following Jesus means giving our lives, not just our spare change or surplus time. It is a path that will cost us dearly — in time, energy, and comfort. But it is also the path that leads to the fullness of life promised in the Gospel. Compassion is not the means to a greater end. It is the end. And in practicing it, we participate in the transformative love of God for the world....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 883.5599975585938, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. As the Passover of the Jews was near, Jesus went up to Jerusalem. He found in the temple area those who sold oxen, sheep, and doves, as well as their money changers, seated there. He made a whip out of cords and drove them all out of the temple area with the sheep and the oxen and spilled the coins of their money changers and overturned their tables. And to those who sold doves, he said, take these out of here and stop making my father's house a marketplace. His disciples recalled the words of Scripture, zeal for your house will consume me. At this, the Jews answered and said to him, what sign can you show us for doing this? Jesus answered and said to them, destroy this temple and in three days I will raise it up. The Jews said, this temple has been under construction for 46 years and you will raise it up in three days. But he was speaking about the temple of his body. Therefore, when he was raised from the dead, his disciples remembered that he had said this and they came to believe the scriptures and the words Jesus had spoken. While he was in Jerusalem for the feast of Passover, many began to believe in his name when they saw the signs he was doing. But Jesus would not trust himself to them because he knew them all and he did not need anyone to testify about human nature. He himself understood it well. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. So take a breath. Be calm. I have to tell you something. There are no Ten Commandments. There's probably about 12 or 13 of them jammed in there. And different churches, it's kind of funny, I don't think people know this, but if you go to a Catholic encyclopedia and you look up the Ten Commandments that will number them one through ten, and then if you go to another church, the Lutheran maybe, and you look up the Ten Commandments, you'll see the same ten, but like maybe two and three are combined into one and these two are stretched out into two. And so, you know, when someone who I don't know if they just don't want to say what they've done or what, but when someone comes into a confessional every once in a while, someone will come in and say, I sinned against the Sixth Commandment. I always want to go, Catholic or Protestant? Which numbering system? So we came up with this idea. I don't, I'm not quite sure why the idea of ten, whether it was, you know, you could count to ten without having to use your neighbor's hand. I don't know, but we came to ten, and when you look at them, they kind of, some of them go on for a while and others are just very short, and there's no literary hint. They weren't using bold font or bullet points yet, so there's no literary hint. So when we talk about them, it's kind of difficult when people start saying, well, now, which commandment is that? So there are longer lists in Deuteronomy and numbers, but this is kind of the one that we all talk about when we say the Ten Commandments, and it's got some problems that we have to figure out, and I think what we should do above all of them is grasp the first one. If we can get to the first one, we're in great shape, which is, you know, we worship God, period, nothing else. Just God, don't have any other gods, and of course, depending on the era that you hear the preaching come out of, they'll talk about, well, you know, a lot of people worship instead of God, and they'll throw out whatever the sin is of the day. Money has been, for a long time, people have said money, but it's not really money. People just sort of worship power, having their own power, and money may be a sign of that for some people. But this is a really tough, Peter had to do it today, but at every one of these masses, someone has to get up and says, you shall not carve idols for yourself in the shape of anything, and they kind of have to stand about two feet in front of that cross while they say it. You shall not carve any idols, and hide it, you know. We do, so how do we handle that? Because we understand what the real underlying law is, which is, the reason they weren't to carve idols is because they had this habit of really worshiping them, and there are some people who still do that. They, you know, they still think that there is a magic in the artifact itself, that there's somehow it's a talisman, it's a, no, it's an image that points us to God. It's got to point us to God. Even for many people, they worship Scripture, and it can be very devastating because they kind of cherry pick their way through to get what they want, but normally, when people put Scripture above God, you know, they have this sense that we've all been taught God is loving and God is kind, and when it's time to get mad at someone, they won't say, well, you know, God's love fails. When they've decided someone's a sinner or someone's not worthy or, they always, you'll hear the phrase, well, it says in the Bible, they're worshiping the Bible instead of God. It's really a precarious path to not let other things replace God, and the reason for that is because God is too big. We can't get our mind around God, so we have to choose and settle on smaller images to get our mind in the right direction. We just can't confuse those images with the actuality of God, and it is, you know, it is a much subtler and more difficult thing than most of us really want to deal with on a daily basis. It's easier just to talk to an imaginary white man on a cloud in my head. It's just easier, but, and there's nothing wrong with that until he starts to sound a little bit too much like me, until, you know, it starts to justify the way I see the world and, quite frankly, condemns most of you, you know, until, it's just, it's a more dangerous approach because the smaller our vision of God, the more easily we start to control it. One of the first kind of modern scripture scholars in the church, a man by the last name Schweitzer, wrote that his famous line was, God created humanity in his own image and humanity's been creating God in theirs ever since. That it's just too easy to try and make a human person, a person out of God, rather than we use the word person to point beyond. So, with that sense, we look at this, Jesus cleansing the temple. It's a very difficult scripture, and people will say, well, you know, you don't get too loose with the interpretation. This is what it says, and for most people, they would say, you know, I don't know, set up a 50-foot perimeter around the church and don't let anyone sell anything, and you're good to go. That's a very small reading of the scripture, and as a matter of fact, if you want to be that literal, all it really says is, don't sell livestock. It's so funny that everyone's like, you can't sell Girl Scout cookies. Do not mess with the Girl Scout cookies. You know, no, and it's interesting. After it talks about all these various things, the gospel writer goes back and points out again, he specially goes up to the ones selling doves, and what we don't see. They're selling the sacrifices that people had to make when they came into the temple. They're selling entrance into the temple. They're selling entrance into the experience of God. People believed that they couldn't experience God outside the temple, and you've got some very unscrupulous people trying to make a buck off people so you can't come into church until you've paid your dues. You know, and literally, there are writers who will tell you it got so mobbed up by the time of Jesus that you would come and you would have your sacrifice, and the temple guard would say, you know, I'm pretty sure that is blemished. I don't think that's acceptable, but my cousin Vinny over here is selling some lovely unblemished doves, and it was really a racket, and so this is not an edict that says there's something wrong with buying or selling, or that somehow buying and selling in our lives, you know, buying groceries is somehow a horribly unsacred act or something. Not at all. What it's saying is don't try to control and profit from that control about people's access to God. You don't control their access to God, and you certainly don't try to profit by controlling other people's access to God. It is, I would actually say it is the only sin that habitually sends Jesus over the edge in the Gospels. When he's screaming you viper's brood, he's talking about people who have put a whole bunch of, you know, regulations on who can come to the temple and who can't come to the temple, and who is appropriate and who isn't, and those are always the people he blows up at, and I think the reason is because some people, especially with faith, but it happens in culture, it happens in families, it happens in countries, it happens all over the place. Usually, an over-focused sort of energy around the border usually means you've lost the heart, that we don't define our faith from knowing where the center is, so instead we just make sure we've got a fence around it. There's a difference between knowing where the center of your faith is. It's not about where's the fence you don't cross, it's knowing the center, and that brings us back to it's gotta be God, it can't be other things, and if it is, if you make God into something smaller, you'll center your faith in all sorts of odd places, and then we don't know how to be a community because our centers are different. We can all have our own sense of where the boundaries are. Everyone does have their own sense of boundaries. I know people with no boundaries at all. I call them family. But our center, and I think many of us don't always stop to think that it's not knowing, because we like to talk about what's the non-negotiable? There's the line, you don't cross the line, and Paul talks about not drawing those lines in the sand, but knowing where your center is, and so as we continue Lent, as we, you know, this is where Lent is not, you know, Lent becomes this sort of, you drop away things that aren't so necessary. I always think that people think that Lent should be a tough journey. I think well done, Lent should be the most easily uplifting season of the year, because what happens if you do it right is, whatever you give up, for people who give something up instead of doing something extra, if you give something up, the hope is, you start to realize about three weeks down the road, I'm not less happy. I'm not worse off. All those things I thought I needed, I don't, and there's this freedom that comes with that, and we start to get rid of the clutter on the fringes and find our center, and find what is important, you know, not as a line we don't cross, but as a center that is our core, and so we ask God to help us to get rid of the distractions, get rid of things that pull our focus into the periphery all the time. You know, all the arguments, I find myself now much more focused if I don't turn on the news. You know, it's just, it's back and forth and the same stuff all the time, and I'm like, what happens when we find our center? If our center is the God that we know we will spend our life moving towards, spend our life trying to understand, but we'll never spend our life, we'll never get our mind around God. You know, out of that, I think, really comes this humility that Jesus talks so much about, the humility that we worship a God that we cannot completely understand, and anyone, you know, there was a, I can't remember who it was, it might have been, I'm gonna get through the wrong name, so I won't give you anyone, but used to battle with Thomas Aquinas all the time. Thomas Aquinas was a brilliant academic, and the lines that you always read, he's always saying, oh, Thomas, you're so busy explaining the unexplainable. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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As the Passover of the Jews was near,
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Jesus went up to Jerusalem.
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He found in the temple area those
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who sold oxen, sheep, and doves, as well as their money
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changers, seated there.
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He made a whip out of cords and drove them all out
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of the temple area with the sheep and the oxen
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and spilled the coins of their money changers
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and overturned their tables.
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And to those who sold doves, he said, take these out of here
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and stop making my father's house a marketplace.
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His disciples recalled the words of Scripture,
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zeal for your house will consume me.
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At this, the Jews answered and said to him, what sign can
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you show us for doing this?
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Jesus answered and said to them, destroy this temple
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and in three days I will raise it up.
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The Jews said, this temple has been under construction
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for 46 years and you will raise it up in three days.
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But he was speaking about the temple of his body.
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Therefore, when he was raised from the dead,
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his disciples remembered that he had said this
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and they came to believe the scriptures and the words
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Jesus had spoken.
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While he was in Jerusalem for the feast of Passover,
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many began to believe in his name
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when they saw the signs he was doing.
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But Jesus would not trust himself to them
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because he knew them all and he did not
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need anyone to testify about human nature.
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He himself understood it well.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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So take a breath.
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Be calm.
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I have to tell you something.
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There are no Ten Commandments.
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There's probably about 12 or 13 of them jammed in there.
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And different churches, it's kind of funny,
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I don't think people know this,
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but if you go to a Catholic encyclopedia
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and you look up the Ten Commandments
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that will number them one through ten,
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and then if you go to another church,
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the Lutheran maybe, and you look up the Ten Commandments,
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you'll see the same ten, but like maybe two and three
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are combined into one and these two
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are stretched out into two.
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And so, you know, when someone who I don't know
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if they just don't want to say what they've done or what,
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but when someone comes into a confessional
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every once in a while, someone will come in and say,
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I sinned against the Sixth Commandment.
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I always want to go, Catholic or Protestant?
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Which numbering system?
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So we came up with this idea.
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I don't, I'm not quite sure why the idea of ten,
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whether it was, you know, you could count to ten
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without having to use your neighbor's hand.
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I don't know, but we came to ten,
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and when you look at them, they kind of,
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some of them go on for a while
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and others are just very short,
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and there's no literary hint.
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They weren't using bold font or bullet points yet,
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so there's no literary hint.
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So when we talk about them, it's kind of difficult
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when people start saying,
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well, now, which commandment is that?
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So there are longer lists in Deuteronomy and numbers,
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but this is kind of the one that we all talk about
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when we say the Ten Commandments,
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and it's got some problems that we have to figure out,
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and I think what we should do above all of them
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is grasp the first one.
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If we can get to the first one, we're in great shape,
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which is, you know, we worship God, period, nothing else.
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Just God, don't have any other gods,
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and of course, depending on the era
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that you hear the preaching come out of,
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they'll talk about, well, you know,
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a lot of people worship instead of God,
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and they'll throw out whatever the sin is of the day.
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Money has been, for a long time, people have said money,
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but it's not really money.
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People just sort of worship power,
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having their own power,
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and money may be a sign of that for some people.
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But this is a really tough, Peter had to do it today,
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but at every one of these masses,
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someone has to get up and says,
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you shall not carve idols for yourself
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in the shape of anything,
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and they kind of have to stand about two feet
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in front of that cross while they say it.
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You shall not carve any idols, and hide it, you know.
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We do, so how do we handle that?
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Because we understand what the real underlying law is,
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which is, the reason they weren't to carve idols
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is because they had this habit of really worshiping them,
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and there are some people who still do that.
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They, you know, they still think that there is a magic
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in the artifact itself,
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that there's somehow it's a talisman, it's a,
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no, it's an image that points us to God.
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It's got to point us to God.
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Even for many people, they worship Scripture,
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and it can be very devastating
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because they kind of cherry pick their way through
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to get what they want,
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but normally, when people put Scripture above God,
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you know, they have this sense that we've all been taught
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God is loving and God is kind,
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and when it's time to get mad at someone,
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they won't say, well, you know, God's love fails.
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When they've decided someone's a sinner
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or someone's not worthy or,
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they always, you'll hear the phrase,
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well, it says in the Bible,
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they're worshiping the Bible instead of God.
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It's really a precarious path
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to not let other things replace God,
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and the reason for that is because God is too big.
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We can't get our mind around God,
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so we have to choose and settle on smaller images
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to get our mind in the right direction.
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We just can't confuse those images
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with the actuality of God,
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and it is, you know, it is a much subtler
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and more difficult thing than most of us
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really want to deal with on a daily basis.
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It's easier just to talk to an imaginary white man
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on a cloud in my head.
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It's just easier, but,
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and there's nothing wrong with that
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until he starts to sound a little bit too much like me,
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until, you know, it starts to justify
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the way I see the world and, quite frankly,
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condemns most of you, you know,
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until, it's just, it's a more dangerous approach
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because the smaller our vision of God,
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the more easily we start to control it.
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One of the first kind of modern scripture scholars
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in the church, a man by the last name Schweitzer,
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wrote that his famous line was,
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God created humanity in his own image
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and humanity's been creating God in theirs ever since.
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That it's just too easy to try and make a human person,
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a person out of God,
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rather than we use the word person to point beyond.
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So, with that sense, we look at this,
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Jesus cleansing the temple.
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It's a very difficult scripture,
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and people will say, well, you know,
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you don't get too loose with the interpretation.
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This is what it says, and for most people,
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they would say, you know, I don't know,
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set up a 50-foot perimeter around the church
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and don't let anyone sell anything,
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and you're good to go.
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That's a very small reading of the scripture,
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and as a matter of fact, if you want to be that literal,
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all it really says is, don't sell livestock.
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It's so funny that everyone's like,
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you can't sell Girl Scout cookies.
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Do not mess with the Girl Scout cookies.
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You know, no, and it's interesting.
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After it talks about all these various things,
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the gospel writer goes back and points out again,
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he specially goes up to the ones selling doves,
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and what we don't see.
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They're selling the sacrifices that people had to make
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when they came into the temple.
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They're selling entrance into the temple.
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They're selling entrance into the experience of God.
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People believed that they couldn't experience God
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outside the temple, and you've got some very
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unscrupulous people trying to make a buck off people
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so you can't come into church until you've paid your dues.
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You know, and literally, there are writers
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who will tell you it got so mobbed up
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by the time of Jesus that you would come
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and you would have your sacrifice,
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and the temple guard would say,
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you know, I'm pretty sure that is blemished.
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I don't think that's acceptable,
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but my cousin Vinny over here is selling
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some lovely unblemished doves,
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and it was really a racket,
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and so this is not an edict that says
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there's something wrong with buying or selling,
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or that somehow buying and selling in our lives,
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you know, buying groceries is somehow
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a horribly unsacred act or something.
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Not at all.
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What it's saying is don't try to control
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and profit from that control about people's access to God.
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You don't control their access to God,
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and you certainly don't try to profit
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by controlling other people's access to God.
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It is, I would actually say it is the only sin
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that habitually sends Jesus over the edge
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in the Gospels.
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When he's screaming you viper's brood,
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he's talking about people who have put a whole bunch
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of, you know, regulations on who can come to the temple
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and who can't come to the temple,
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and who is appropriate and who isn't,
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and those are always the people he blows up at,
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and I think the reason is because some people,
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especially with faith, but it happens in culture,
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it happens in families, it happens in countries,
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it happens all over the place.
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Usually, an over-focused sort of energy
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around the border usually means you've lost the heart,
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that we don't define our faith from knowing
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where the center is, so instead we just make sure
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we've got a fence around it.
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There's a difference between knowing
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where the center of your faith is.
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It's not about where's the fence you don't cross,
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it's knowing the center, and that brings us back to
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it's gotta be God, it can't be other things,
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and if it is, if you make God into something smaller,
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you'll center your faith in all sorts of odd places,
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and then we don't know how to be a community
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because our centers are different.
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We can all have our own sense of where the boundaries are.
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Everyone does have their own sense of boundaries.
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I know people with no boundaries at all.
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I call them family.
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But our center, and I think many of us
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don't always stop to think that it's not knowing,
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because we like to talk about what's the non-negotiable?
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There's the line, you don't cross the line,
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and Paul talks about not drawing those lines in the sand,
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but knowing where your center is,
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and so as we continue Lent, as we,
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you know, this is where Lent is not,
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you know, Lent becomes this sort of,
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you drop away things that aren't so necessary.
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I always think that people think that Lent
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should be a tough journey.
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I think well done, Lent should be the most easily
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uplifting season of the year, because what happens
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if you do it right is, whatever you give up,
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for people who give something up
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instead of doing something extra,
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if you give something up, the hope is,
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you start to realize about three weeks down the road,
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I'm not less happy.
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I'm not worse off.
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All those things I thought I needed, I don't,
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and there's this freedom that comes with that,
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and we start to get rid of the clutter on the fringes
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and find our center, and find what is important,
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you know, not as a line we don't cross,
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but as a center that is our core,
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and so we ask God to help us to get rid of the distractions,
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get rid of things that pull our focus
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into the periphery all the time.
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You know, all the arguments, I find myself now
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much more focused if I don't turn on the news.
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You know, it's just, it's back and forth
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and the same stuff all the time,
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and I'm like, what happens when we find our center?
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If our center is the God that we know
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we will spend our life moving towards,
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spend our life trying to understand,
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but we'll never spend our life,
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we'll never get our mind around God.
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You know, out of that, I think, really comes this humility
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that Jesus talks so much about,
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the humility that we worship a God
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that we cannot completely understand,
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and anyone, you know, there was a,
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I can't remember who it was, it might have been,
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I'm gonna get through the wrong name,
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so I won't give you anyone,
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but used to battle with Thomas Aquinas all the time.
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Thomas Aquinas was a brilliant academic,
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and the lines that you always read,
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he's always saying,
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oh, Thomas, you're so busy explaining the unexplainable.
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You know, you're always so busy
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trying to articulate the mystery,
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and his point was, it's brilliant,
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and it's wonderful to delve in and say,
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I think I understand more than I did yesterday,
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but I'll never get closer to infinite.
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I'll always have more to learn,
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and there's a humility there,
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and so we ask God today to make us a people
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who are more aware of our center,
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that we get back to who we are,
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that we get a sense of where is God,
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what is love, what is caring, what is compassion,
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what are the core values we are called to?
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Not what are the borders that we think
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they're not called to, but what are our core values?
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Because if we lose our core,
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the perimeter will mean nothing.
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Father Pat's message centers on the idea that Father Pat's message centers on the idea that true faith is not about rigid boundaries, rules, or external signs of holiness, but about a deep, centered relationship with God that is uncluttered by idols—be they physical, doctrinal, or ideological. He uses Jesus’ cleansing of the temple to challenge how institutions, individuals, and even religious practices can distort access to God, commodify spirituality, and replace divine mystery with controllable, human-centered constructs. Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to humility, reminding us that God is beyond comprehension, and our journey of faith should be aimed at moving toward that mystery, not reducing it to manageable ideas or systems. Lent, then, becomes a season not of deprivation but of liberation—letting go of distractions to rediscover our center in God.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel passage where Jesus drives out the money changers from the temple. He cautions against a simplistic interpretation of this event as merely a prohibition against commerce within sacred spaces. Instead, he urges a deeper reading: Jesus’ anger is directed at the exploitation of the faithful and the corruption of religious access. The traders were not just selling animals—they were monetizing people’s access to God, creating barriers for those seeking divine connection. Jesus’ righteous anger is not about economic activity per se, but about the manipulation and commodification of the sacred.
This leads Father Pat into a broader discussion about the Ten Commandments, emphasizing their complexity and variations in numbering across Christian traditions. He humorously points out how people sometimes cite commandments by number without awareness of these differences, suggesting a surface-level engagement with moral law. He challenges the idea of reducing God’s will to a list of rules, instead advocating for a return to the foundational commandment: worship God alone. The danger, he explains, lies in replacing God with idols—not just in the form of graven images, but in subtler forms like power, money, or even Scripture itself when it is wielded as a weapon to judge rather than a guide toward divine love.
He draws attention to how people sometimes idolize Scripture, using it selectively to condemn others rather than seeking the heart of God’s message. This, he asserts, is a form of idolatry, replacing the living mystery of God with a static, controllable interpretation of divine will. Father Pat warns that when our image of God aligns too closely with our own biases and judgments, we risk worshipping a reflection of ourselves rather than the true, unknowable God.
The sermon further explores how religious institutions and individuals can become gatekeepers, creating fences to determine who is “in” or “out” of the faith community. Father Pat suggests that this focus on boundaries often signals a loss of connection to the center—God. He points out that Jesus often reserved his harshest words not for the marginalized or the sinner, but for those who enforced exclusionary rules and profited from religious authority. The real spiritual danger, then, is not impurity or imperfection, but the self-righteousness that seeks to control others’ access to God.
Father Pat then turns to the season of Lent, not as a time of suffering or mere sacrifice, but as an opportunity to refocus on the center of our faith. Lent becomes a spiritual decluttering, letting go of the peripheral things that distract us so we can rediscover our core values: love, humility, compassion, and the pursuit of God’s mystery. He notes that when we let go of unnecessary attachments—whether material or ideological—we often find ourselves no less happy, but more free and more connected to what truly matters.
Finally, Father Pat invites us into a posture of humility. He quotes the idea that humanity has been making God in its own image ever since the beginning, warning against the temptation to shrink God into something we can fully understand or control. Instead, he encourages us to embrace the mystery, to admit that we will never fully comprehend the infinite, and to find peace in the journey rather than in grasping for certainty. True faith, then, is not about knowing the limits, but about being rooted in the center—God’s love—and recognizing that all else must flow from that source....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 882.1300048828125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to the Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, be watchful, be alert. You do not know when the time will come. It is like a man traveling abroad. He leaves home and places his servants in charge, each with his own work, and orders the gatekeeper to be on watch. Watch, therefore. You do not know when the Lord of the house is coming, whether in the evening, or at midnight, or at cock's crow, or in the morning. May he not come suddenly and find you sleeping. What I say to you, I say to all. Watch. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amid the peaceful pictures that we often have of winter, I sometimes think that, and maybe in the past year especially, but I sometimes think that the first Sunday of Advent should be the closest we get to a really, really angry Sunday in the church. We hear all these, be watchful, be vigilant. What it's saying is, wake the heck up, folks. Wake up. You look at things that happen all around us. I remember in Charlottesville when they had all the white supremacists marching and people went, oh my, there's still prejudice in this country. Wake up. Yes. Yes, we've been willingly asleep forever. No matter what it is, no matter what the next thing is, people right after the elections last year, oh, this is the first time, there are family members, we can't talk to each other. Family members you haven't agreed with on anything in years. Wake up. We don't want to, how bad does it get before we go, maybe we have to change something. Because normally when we say, wake up, we're talking to someone else. We don't say it to ourselves nearly often enough. How often we look around and we go, oh, that's really getting bad. And we know, we know it's been going on for a while and we kind of, I used to always joke, and I still say it, it's just becoming less of a joke when I say, you know, I can't get through breakfast without three good delusions. Wake up. That means to finally look around and go, you know, it's not that the world has become a bad place, it's that we've made it that place. We're part of it. And most of us, when we look around and see things we don't like, we kind of cast ourselves as the victims who don't know what to do. The world's going that direction, what will we do? The church just said this, what will I do? Who do you think the church is? Who do you think the country is? They're going to so wonder if they listen to that on the podcast later what was going on. We are. We are. And we are so comfortable going along with everything until it finally gets so bad and then we are like, who could have seen this coming? Anyone with eyes to see and ears to hear. The question is, what is that dynamic that makes us not see, that purposely puts blinders on us so we can't see when things are going off the rails? This happens in our own life. It's why we do need people we can trust that can pull us off of the path that we've decided we know our own path. And God puts us in community to be informed by others. You know, in my singing life, there's about 10 times I can look back and see an immediate overnight change in the way I sang and it was always because I was working with a teacher. Someone I trusted first off and then someone who could break through the, I mean it's amazing with the thickness of my skull that there's any resonance at all when I sing. And one of the times, Laurel Miller, who was a voice teacher in college, and Laurel was really my first spiritual director. She never said it out loud, but she was. And I always suspected that the other teachers on faculty found her, in musical terms, kooky. She had wild gray hair that came down to about here and she looked like something out of Macbeth. And when other teachers would get up to do their recital and do Mozart, she'd say, I just found these dialogues on Frankenstein by an unknown Ukrainian composer. Wait till you hear them. And they're like. She was just crazy. I knew immediately that's who I have to study with. I have one chance of looking sane and it's right next to her. But she was brilliant. We would often be doing something in a lesson and I just wasn't getting it. And she would say to me, you know, you can't hear this right now. You're just at a place in your life. You are not going to hear what I'm saying today. Let's move on and not get in a stitch over it. Such a confident teacher. She wasn't going to get, I've got to get them. I've got to get them where I'm trying to get them. She knew I wasn't going to get there that day. And sometimes five years later, something she'd say would come back and I'd go, oh, that thing I just did, that's that thing that Laurel was talking about that I didn't understand at the time. Couldn't get there at the time. But one time, she always used to tape lessons. And when I say tape lessons for, since we have all the youth here for RE today, it was called a cassette tape. It died out shortly after the dinosaurs. But she would always tape your lesson. And we're going through this lesson and she's got me doing this one thing and I'm finally, I just do exactly what she says. And it just, I didn't like the sound. It sounded kind of too affected. It's not the sound I wanted to make. But I thought, okay, I'm just going to do it. I'm going to trust her and I'm going to do it. And so I sang this piece from the Messiah the way she wanted me to. And then she said to me, because she could just read my face, she said, so why is it you don't like that? And I said, it's just, I don't think it's me. It doesn't sound like me. It doesn't sound like I want my voice to sound like. And she gave me one of her great speeches of, well, you know, if God gave you a trumpet, you can want to play trombone all you want. All you'll do is, you know, smack the trumpet out of shape and have nothing. But she said, well, that's all right. I just want you to listen. And so she rewinds the tape and she says, you know, and I've sung it twice. I've sang it the way that I know I want it to sound. And then I sing it her way. And I listened to it on tape. And her way is what I think my way sounded like. Because see, we hear our voice through our eustachian tubes. That's why when any of you first hear your voice on tape and you go, oh, I can't stand the way my voice sounds on tape. I hate the way it sounds on the answering machine. That's not the way it sounds on the answering machine. That's the way it sounds. It sounds different to you because it's echoing through your tissue and all this stuff. You know, people always say they sound really great in the bathroom. You basically hear through a bathroom of tissue here. Or bathroom tissue. I hadn't thought of that before. Okay, anyway. So you've got this sort of, all of a sudden there's a voice outside of myself who I trust. And then the minute I hear that tape, I like never, ever go back to the other way of singing. It's an overnight change. Those come rarely. But they come because we have people in our lives that can finally shake us and say, wake up, wake the heck up, what are you doing? Most of us, you know, I struggle in my life, and I've told staff and everyone, I struggle with procrastination. I'm very good at punctuality. And what that meant in school is if I had a book report due at noon on Thursday, it was done at noon on Thursday. If they said to me, here, return this book sometime, a year later this book will still be right here. I work better with deadlines. And most of us in our spirituality do that. We can't, as time management people would tell you, we really can't get important and urgent put in the right places in our mind. We are people that run from urgency to urgency. And if there's a deadline, we get it done. And important things like family. You know, I've got my job. You know, when I've got time left, I sure hope I have time left for my family. And then someone says, well, what's the most important thing to you in your life? Oh, family. No, it's not. My urgent things are the most important. And once I get past urgent, they're top of the secondary list. It's so hard for us to focus on what's important. Because, you know, in our life of bells and whistles, you know, if it's not, if my cell phone is not going to tell me what things do in an hour, it's not real. If our technology doesn't make us check in on something, we don't check in at all. There really is, I mean, a couple people have tried, but they're just awful. But there is no God app yet. When do I pray? I don't know. I'm waiting for my cell phone to tell me. You know, when do we build a relationship with God? When do we build relationships with each other? When do we give one another real opportunities, the people we trust, to weigh in on what we're doing? When do we really open that dialogue? What Advent tells us is, when you're putting it off, you're actually deciding never to do it. What we put off is really a decision just not to do something. And we know that. I mean, no one says it out loud, but when you say, you know, I'm going to wait to diet after the holidays, what we're saying is, before I lose weight, I'd like to gain seven more pounds. So I can really get a running start, you know. Before I start being nicer to people, I'm going to continue being mean and dig that in just a while longer. Every habit we're not breaking today is a habit we're reinforcing. Those are our choices. If you're not breaking it, you're reinforcing it. No one has a habit that you're just not going to touch on for a few weeks. So when we get these Advent readings that say, wake up! Wake up! It's because we're allowing ourselves to dig ingrained patterns in our lives that we really, deep down, have no intention of changing. We don't do this out of some sort of crazy mythological fear that what if Jesus comes back Tuesday in the middle of the night and we're not ready? That's not the fear. The fear is, you and I know, if we're not concerned about being ready by Tuesday night, we probably aren't concerned about being ready at all. And it won't matter if it doesn't happen until the end of our lives. We've made the decision to put it on the back burner. Has anyone gotten to the back burner yet? Has anyone ever actually gotten to the back burner? You know, my stove must have 20 rows of burners. And so we kind of look at this moment and say, when do we wake up? When do we look around and say, okay, you're right, we are, as a country, still incredibly prejudiced. When I grew up here, so I am as well, what am I going to do to change that? I can't tell you how many people I know that are dead set against prejudice, especially racial, dead set against racial prejudice. And if you ask them how many friends in their inner circle are not the same race as they are, they'll tell you none. All of my friends look just like me, but what are we going to do about racism? And when we say we, of course, we mean the people on the East Coast. You know. But we look at our own and we go, huh, I do it. I don't seem to have a big cross section of friends. I won't even let people from the other political party in my door. But why will they not let me in? What's wrong? You know, wake up. Every year we get this, wake up. Lent is going to tell us to start giving up things. Advent says wake up and start doing things. Be open to the God that's going to reveal himself today. It's not that, it's not that the world's going to end today, but Sunday will end today. And a whole Sunday of opportunities with it. Many of them will be opportunities we won't see again. Every day has an end to that day. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to the Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, be watchful, be alert.
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You do not know when the time will come.
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It is like a man traveling abroad.
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He leaves home and places his servants in charge,
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each with his own work, and orders the gatekeeper
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to be on watch.
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Watch, therefore.
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You do not know when the Lord of the house is coming,
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whether in the evening, or at midnight, or at cock's crow,
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or in the morning.
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May he not come suddenly and find you sleeping.
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What I say to you, I say to all.
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Watch.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amid the peaceful pictures that we often have of winter,
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I sometimes think that, and maybe in the past year especially,
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but I sometimes think that the first Sunday of Advent
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should be the closest we get to a really, really angry Sunday
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in the church.
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We hear all these, be watchful, be vigilant.
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What it's saying is, wake the heck up, folks.
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Wake up.
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You look at things that happen all around us.
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I remember in Charlottesville when they had
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all the white supremacists marching and people went,
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oh my, there's still prejudice in this country.
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Wake up.
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Yes.
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Yes, we've been willingly asleep forever.
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No matter what it is, no matter what the next thing is,
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people right after the elections last year,
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oh, this is the first time, there are family members,
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we can't talk to each other.
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Family members you haven't agreed with on anything in years.
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Wake up.
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We don't want to, how bad does it get before we go,
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maybe we have to change something.
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Because normally when we say, wake up,
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we're talking to someone else.
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We don't say it to ourselves nearly often enough.
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How often we look around and we go,
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oh, that's really getting bad.
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And we know, we know it's been going on for a while
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and we kind of, I used to always joke,
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and I still say it, it's just becoming less of a joke
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when I say, you know, I can't get through breakfast
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without three good delusions.
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Wake up.
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That means to finally look around and go,
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you know, it's not that the world has become a bad place,
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it's that we've made it that place.
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We're part of it.
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And most of us, when we look around and see things
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we don't like, we kind of cast ourselves
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as the victims who don't know what to do.
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The world's going that direction, what will we do?
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The church just said this, what will I do?
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Who do you think the church is?
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Who do you think the country is?
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They're going to so wonder if they listen to that
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on the podcast later what was going on.
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We are.
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We are.
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And we are so comfortable going along with everything
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until it finally gets so bad and then we are like,
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who could have seen this coming?
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Anyone with eyes to see and ears to hear.
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The question is, what is that dynamic that makes us not see,
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that purposely puts blinders on us so we can't see
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when things are going off the rails?
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This happens in our own life.
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It's why we do need people we can trust
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that can pull us off of the path that we've decided
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we know our own path.
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And God puts us in community to be informed by others.
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You know, in my singing life, there's about 10 times
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I can look back and see an immediate overnight change
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in the way I sang and it was always because
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I was working with a teacher.
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Someone I trusted first off and then someone
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who could break through the, I mean it's amazing
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with the thickness of my skull that there's any resonance
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at all when I sing.
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And one of the times, Laurel Miller,
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who was a voice teacher in college,
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and Laurel was really my first spiritual director.
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She never said it out loud, but she was.
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And I always suspected that the other teachers on faculty
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found her, in musical terms, kooky.
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She had wild gray hair that came down to about here
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and she looked like something out of Macbeth.
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And when other teachers would get up to do their recital
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and do Mozart, she'd say,
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I just found these dialogues on Frankenstein
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by an unknown Ukrainian composer.
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Wait till you hear them.
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And they're like.
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She was just crazy.
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I knew immediately that's who I have to study with.
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I have one chance of looking sane
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and it's right next to her.
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But she was brilliant.
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We would often be doing something in a lesson
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and I just wasn't getting it.
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And she would say to me, you know,
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you can't hear this right now.
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You're just at a place in your life.
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You are not going to hear what I'm saying today.
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Let's move on and not get in a stitch over it.
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Such a confident teacher.
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She wasn't going to get, I've got to get them.
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I've got to get them where I'm trying to get them.
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She knew I wasn't going to get there that day.
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And sometimes five years later,
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something she'd say would come back and I'd go,
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oh, that thing I just did,
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that's that thing that Laurel was talking about
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that I didn't understand at the time.
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Couldn't get there at the time.
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But one time, she always used to tape lessons.
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And when I say tape lessons for,
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since we have all the youth here for RE today,
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it was called a cassette tape.
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It died out shortly after the dinosaurs.
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But she would always tape your lesson.
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And we're going through this lesson
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and she's got me doing this one thing
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and I'm finally, I just do exactly what she says.
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And it just, I didn't like the sound.
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It sounded kind of too affected.
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It's not the sound I wanted to make.
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But I thought, okay, I'm just going to do it.
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I'm going to trust her and I'm going to do it.
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And so I sang this piece from the Messiah
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the way she wanted me to.
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And then she said to me,
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because she could just read my face,
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she said, so why is it you don't like that?
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And I said, it's just, I don't think it's me.
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It doesn't sound like me.
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It doesn't sound like I want my voice to sound like.
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And she gave me one of her great speeches of,
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well, you know, if God gave you a trumpet,
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you can want to play trombone all you want.
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All you'll do is, you know,
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smack the trumpet out of shape and have nothing.
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But she said, well, that's all right.
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I just want you to listen.
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And so she rewinds the tape and she says,
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you know, and I've sung it twice.
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I've sang it the way that I know I want it to sound.
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And then I sing it her way.
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And I listened to it on tape.
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And her way is what I think my way sounded like.
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Because see, we hear our voice through our eustachian tubes.
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That's why when any of you first hear your voice on tape
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and you go, oh, I can't stand the way my voice sounds on tape.
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I hate the way it sounds on the answering machine.
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That's not the way it sounds on the answering machine.
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That's the way it sounds.
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It sounds different to you
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because it's echoing through your tissue and all this stuff.
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You know, people always say they sound really great in the bathroom.
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You basically hear through a bathroom of tissue here.
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Or bathroom tissue.
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I hadn't thought of that before.
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Okay, anyway.
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So you've got this sort of,
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all of a sudden there's a voice outside of myself who I trust.
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And then the minute I hear that tape,
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I like never, ever go back to the other way of singing.
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It's an overnight change.
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Those come rarely.
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But they come because we have people in our lives
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that can finally shake us and say,
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wake up, wake the heck up, what are you doing?
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Most of us, you know, I struggle in my life,
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and I've told staff and everyone,
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I struggle with procrastination.
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I'm very good at punctuality.
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And what that meant in school is
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if I had a book report due at noon on Thursday,
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it was done at noon on Thursday.
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If they said to me,
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here, return this book sometime,
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a year later this book will still be right here.
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I work better with deadlines.
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And most of us in our spirituality do that.
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We can't, as time management people would tell you,
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we really can't get important and urgent
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put in the right places in our mind.
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We are people that run from urgency to urgency.
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And if there's a deadline, we get it done.
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And important things like family.
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You know, I've got my job.
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You know, when I've got time left,
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I sure hope I have time left for my family.
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And then someone says,
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well, what's the most important thing to you in your life?
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Oh, family.
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No, it's not.
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My urgent things are the most important.
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And once I get past urgent,
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they're top of the secondary list.
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It's so hard for us to focus on what's important.
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Because, you know, in our life of bells and whistles,
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you know, if it's not,
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if my cell phone is not going to tell me
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what things do in an hour, it's not real.
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If our technology doesn't make us check in on something,
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we don't check in at all.
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There really is, I mean, a couple people have tried,
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but they're just awful.
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But there is no God app yet.
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When do I pray?
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I don't know.
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I'm waiting for my cell phone to tell me.
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You know, when do we build a relationship with God?
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When do we build relationships with each other?
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When do we give one another real opportunities,
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the people we trust, to weigh in on what we're doing?
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When do we really open that dialogue?
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What Advent tells us is,
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when you're putting it off,
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you're actually deciding never to do it.
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What we put off is really a decision
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just not to do something.
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And we know that.
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I mean, no one says it out loud,
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but when you say, you know,
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I'm going to wait to diet after the holidays,
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what we're saying is,
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before I lose weight,
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I'd like to gain seven more pounds.
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So I can really get a running start, you know.
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Before I start being nicer to people,
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I'm going to continue being mean
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and dig that in just a while longer.
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Every habit we're not breaking today
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is a habit we're reinforcing.
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Those are our choices.
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If you're not breaking it, you're reinforcing it.
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No one has a habit
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that you're just not going to touch on for a few weeks.
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So when we get these Advent readings that say,
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wake up!
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Wake up!
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It's because we're allowing ourselves
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to dig ingrained patterns in our lives
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that we really, deep down,
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have no intention of changing.
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We don't do this out of some sort of
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crazy mythological fear
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that what if Jesus comes back Tuesday
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in the middle of the night
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and we're not ready?
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That's not the fear.
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The fear is, you and I know,
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if we're not concerned about being ready by Tuesday night,
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we probably aren't concerned about being ready at all.
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And it won't matter if it doesn't happen
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until the end of our lives.
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We've made the decision to put it on the back burner.
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Has anyone gotten to the back burner yet?
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Has anyone ever actually gotten to the back burner?
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You know, my stove must have 20 rows of burners.
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And so we kind of look at this moment and say,
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when do we wake up?
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When do we look around and say,
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okay, you're right,
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we are, as a country,
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still incredibly prejudiced.
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When I grew up here,
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so I am as well,
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what am I going to do to change that?
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I can't tell you how many people I know
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that are dead set against prejudice,
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especially racial,
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dead set against racial prejudice.
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And if you ask them
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how many friends in their inner circle
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are not the same race as they are,
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they'll tell you none.
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All of my friends look just like me,
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but what are we going to do about racism?
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And when we say we, of course,
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we mean the people on the East Coast.
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You know.
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But we look at our own and we go,
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huh, I do it.
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I don't seem to have a big cross section of friends.
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I won't even let people
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from the other political party in my door.
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But why will they not let me in?
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What's wrong?
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You know, wake up.
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Every year we get this, wake up.
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Lent is going to tell us
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to start giving up things.
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Advent says wake up and start doing things.
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Be open to the God
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that's going to reveal himself today.
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It's not that,
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it's not that the world's going to end today,
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but Sunday will end today.
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And a whole Sunday of opportunities with it.
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Many of them will be opportunities
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we won't see again.
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Every day has an end to that day.
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And the more of them we sleep through,
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the less likely it is
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we will ever in this life wake up,
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and wake up to the grace of God.
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Father Pat’s homily is a passionate and urgent cal Father Pat’s homily is a passionate and urgent call to spiritual and social awakening. Drawing from the Gospel’s command to “watch,” he challenges both the Church and individuals to stop sleepwalking through life, ignoring the signs of moral decay, injustice, and personal inertia. He insists that Advent isn't a time of gentle waiting but a time of radical self-examination and transformation. Using personal stories, cultural examples, and spiritual insights, Father Pat reminds us that change begins when we stop blaming others, acknowledge our complicity, and respond actively to God's call in the present moment.
Father Pat begins by connecting the Gospel message from Mark—Jesus' exhortation to "be watchful" and "stay awake"—to the spiritual lethargy many people experience. He challenges the congregation to recognize that this Gospel reading isn't just about the end times or a dramatic divine return, but rather about the daily and ongoing invitation to spiritual vigilance. Advent, he says, is not a season merely of peaceful anticipation, but a jarring spiritual alarm clock. It is less about sentimentality and more about urgency—a time to rattle ourselves from complacency and face the truth about our lives, our society, and our faith.
He critiques the widespread tendency to only "wake up" in moments of crisis—such as after public displays of racism, political division, or personal discord—when these issues have been present and festering for a long time. Father Pat points out that we often act shocked by problems we’ve long ignored, and our surprise is evidence of our willful blindness. He insists that real vigilance means acknowledging our role in the world’s brokenness, not just being passive observers or self-proclaimed victims of circumstance. In this sense, to "wake up" is not merely to become aware, but to take responsibility and act.
Drawing from his own life, particularly his relationship with an eccentric but wise voice teacher, Father Pat illustrates the importance of trusted voices in our lives who can wake us up to truths we aren’t ready to hear. He recounts how her patient guidance eventually led to profound breakthroughs in his singing and, more importantly, in his self-understanding. This story becomes a metaphor for spiritual growth: transformation often requires humility, trust, and the willingness to hear hard truths from those who love us.
He also reflects on how we mismanage time and priorities, often confusing the urgent with the important. Many claim that family or faith is their top priority, but their actions reveal otherwise. We push the most meaningful aspects of our lives—relationships, spiritual practice, self-reflection—onto the proverbial "back burner," which, Father Pat notes with humor and insight, is a place we rarely return to. He warns that procrastination in the spiritual life is not neutral; it is a decision to reinforce unhealthy patterns and delay grace.
Father Pat confronts the illusion that we can delay conversion or justice until the timing feels right. He exposes the lie behind statements like “I’ll change after the holidays” or “I’ll be more generous when life calms down.” In reality, each day we delay is a day we deepen our bad habits. Advent, he says, is not about waiting for God to arrive in some distant future; it’s about recognizing that God is already arriving—in our conversations, our relationships, our interruptions—and we miss Him when we’re asleep to the present moment.
He also brings a powerful social dimension to his message. He criticizes how people claim to oppose racism, yet maintain homogenous social circles, or say they value dialogue while shutting out those with differing views. True vigilance demands not only inward spiritual renewal, but outward social engagement and transformation. The call to "wake up" includes challenging the systems of injustice we participate in and confronting our own biases and blind spots.
Ultimately, Father Pat summarizes the Advent challenge as not just being prepared for the end of the world, but for the end of each day—each one a sacred opportunity to encounter God and respond to His grace. Missed opportunities do not just vanish; they accumulate into a life of spiritual dormancy. Therefore, he urges the congregation to live with intention, to listen to the voices that call them to grow, and to actively participate in the coming of the Kingdom—not some day, but today.
In his closing thought, Father Pat reminds us that Advent is not about fear of judgment, but about the gift of awareness. God is already present, already speaking, already loving. The question is not when God will show up, but whether we are awake enough to notice Him....
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Your Life Is Not a Chore
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Father Pat
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2018-03-11
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 878.510009765625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Jesus said to Nicodemus, Just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the desert, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, so that everyone who believes in him may have eternal life. For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him might not perish, but might have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him will not be condemned. Whoever does not believe has already been condemned because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. And this is the verdict, that the light came into the world, but people preferred darkness to light, because their works were evil. For everyone who does wicked things hates the light and does not come toward the light, so that his works might not be exposed. But whoever lives, the truth comes to the light, so that his work may be clearly seen as done in God. The Gospel of the Lord. I always am so aware, especially in these sections of John's Gospel, that you kind of have to apologize for the horrible translating into English nowadays. That, I mean, we all know that there are problems with the pronouns, and it just doesn't seem like that women exist in this world. You know, whoever believes in God, he will do this, and he will do that, and he'll do the other thing, and if he doesn't, then he will do this. And I'm thinking, either it's a sexist translation, or women are off the hook and can do anything they want. I'll let you decide what it means. You know, I think I mentioned last week that the Ten Commandments are written this way, and it kind of hit me later on that, you know, the Ten Commandments really do talk about women as property. You know, you will not covet your husband's property, not his house, not his wife, not his slaves. I mean, she's just thrown right into the mix. But since it only applies, the whole list of commandments is only applying to men in the way it's translated, I always think, you know, there's a payoff. Because things like, thou shalt not commit murder, and all this. So, according to Scripture, he owns you, but you can kill him. You know, we kind of have to get beyond those things and try and figure out what it's saying to us in our day and in our language. And this image of the serpent in the desert is out of the Hebrew Scriptures, the early Scriptures. And it's this odd story when they're in the desert, and they're being, they kind of stumble into what must be a small nation of snakes in the desert. They're being plagued by snakebiting. And the story is that, you know, they ask, and God tells them to construct a snake on a pole, an image of a snake, which is interesting, given the you shall have no other images. But this one they get. And if they will, you know, all they have to do is gaze upon it, and they'll be cured. It becomes, years down the line, the symbol of modern medicine. The snakes on the rod. But you kind of think, what an interesting image for modern medicine. Because to us, it sort of sounds like a tribal witch doctor sort of thing. Look at this, and you'll be cured. But the deeper wisdom behind it is, which all of science and medicine is based on, is if you've got a problem, you don't run from it. You examine it. You look at it. You dig into it. You lean into the problem. You embrace it, and then you solve it. It's about this, what is your issue? Oh, don't run from the snakes. Because you have to lay down and sleep once in a while. They'll get you. Face them. What are the things in life we don't face? And life is a constant series of very, very minor difficulties. Unless we let them build up. But if we think that life shouldn't ever be difficult, to the extent that we don't think life takes effort, then we find ourselves kind of in this place that the gospel talks about, this place of darkness, where we really don't want anyone to see what's going on behind the scenes. And you want to say, and why? Why is that so fearful to us? And it usually happens for one of two reasons. Either we're doing things behind the scenes that we don't want anyone to know about, or it's just sort of a bother. Because I don't want them weighing in on my life. Which for me is a little hypocritical, because I get to spend at least once a week and weigh in on all of yours. But there's that sort of thing that we just like to, we'll just show you the finished product. And we kind of go around with this sense that we don't want, whenever someone says, well, they don't need to know what's going on behind the scenes. You know there's a shame there. You know there's something there that even if it's just I don't want to be bothered with it, we're just convinced if the world knew who we are, it would be a worse place. And here we're told, lean into it. You know, I mentioned I was kind of, I was kind of shocked. And now every time I mention it, I feel like people think I'm doing something heroic, which was so bizarre, because it was not meant that way. But a few years ago on Good Friday, I talked about in my life battles with depression. And I got lots of letters. And I thought at the time, it's 2016. Is this still something people don't talk about? I mean, it didn't occur to me. We've never heard anyone talk about it. And I wanted to say, well, of course not. They were depressed. They didn't want to talk to you. But I've noticed when I battled that over the years that there is something. Now, this is not a cure-all. But it's amazing the layer of pressure it takes off. Sometimes if I feel like I'm going into this cycle of depression, once in a while to go, lean into it. So who cares? Be as, don't just be depressed. You want to be depressed? I'll show you depression and raise you morose. Lean into it. Have a nice, luxurious depression. It never lasts so long. Because it kind of takes away its power. It's no longer the enemy at the gate that we fight. Once in a while, we go, what happens when I just say, you know, this is the difficulty of life. Let it be difficult. How many times has children, most of us maybe have, if not exactly this, a similar experience. I remember as a child, my mother would say, it would be a Saturday morning and it would be wonderful out. And, you know, and she was like, you were supposed to clean it? You were supposed to clean your room yesterday. You're going to clean the room before you go out and play. I can't tell you the entire days of play I would give up because I wasn't going to clean that room, rather than take 10 minutes of effort and then get on with my day. I'd rather give up the day because while I keep it in front of me, it's this paralyzing mountain I don't want to climb. And once I start up it, it's usually gone. I have shared with you before, and I don't mean this in a mean way, but in my job, there is not a single thing I do that I look forward to. Not one. There's also not a single thing that I don't enjoy once I'm doing it. And you'd think over the years, I would have been able to sign up, parlay that into knowing I'll be enjoying it while I'm doing it. So just walk out the house and do it. You know, I don't dislike saying mass, but 15 minutes earlier when I'm at the house going, you know, if I didn't have to say that mass, you know, I could have another cup of coffee. At that moment, I'm like, oh, I have something I have to get done. And I spend too much of my life thinking, okay, well, you know, I've got all this stuff coming up, and if I just get past that, and then I think for a minute, I go, okay, wait, wait, then there's Holy Week. But once I get past, once I get past Easter, it's a coast. Except that we've got confirmations that month in graduation. But once I get past, and then all of a sudden it hits me, that's my life I'm trying to get past. You don't get past your life until you die. You know, oh, I've just got one more to get through. No, no, that's your life. And if you're trying to get past it, you're missing it. And so once in a while, they say, oh, is that what you're afraid of? Stare at it. Examine it. Let it be part of your life, but only part. And know that we are a people that believe that when we can embrace the cross, we're on the way to resurrection. We don't get lost in that sort of old-school sort of old-style Christianity, even that old-style Catholicism of, we offer it up because you suffer, because when you suffer, God just likes you more. And we're gonna suffer, and we're gonna suffer. No, we suffer when we think by suffering, we get through to something better. And it's necessary. People have to study to get the grade. We have to sometimes do the parts that we don't like, because it's gonna open something up. And if we're doing a lot of suffering that isn't helping anything, then it's time to back up and re-examine. But Christian suffering serves a purpose. I think a lot of people are, you know, we get into that, you know, we're called to suffer just to suffer. You know, I gave up all sorts of things for Lent so that these six weeks last forever. You know, instead of, no, we're doing something, Lent, that will actually make us, put us in a better place by Easter. God really isn't this horrible sort of entity that wants us suffering. That early vision of God in the first reading is, you know, I always think, you know, this is the sort of, early on we have a picture in Scripture of what I call the emotionally fragile God. You know, they have really upset him this time, and now he's so angry, he is never gonna stop, it says. You know what? None of you are that powerful. There is not one of you that is going to do something today that is going to set God off. But we know, we know that idea's in there from our childhood. Oh, God's mad now. No, no, that's mom or dad. And you did set them off. God is, God has not got the same emotional, you know, fragileness that we are all so used to. And we stop to think that because we keep thinking, well, if what I'm doing isn't going to make God feel better, what's the point? It's not. You know, I just, I was talking to God just this morning. Still not talking back, but I was, God's doing fine. You know, and so how do we serve God? Well, that's why He puts other people in our lives. You know, how are they doing? Do we check in with them? What's our encouragement of the people around us? How do we allow them to embrace those difficult times knowing that we can all get through to somewhere better? How do we, you know, encourage one another, not just towards Easter, but sometimes we have to encourage one another into the passion and death knowing that resurrection's on the other side. Resurrection's on the other side, not because isn't suffering wonderful. Because we know that effort is necessary to get to certain places. And some places the effort actually rises to the level of suffering. So we don't, we don't aggrandize our suffering. We never think that those who drove the nails into Jesus were doing God's work. Even though it falls into the plan of salvation, we can't make heroes out of the villains. You know, instead we go, all of us are going to have difficulty. All of us are going to have, you know, hard moments in life. All of us are gonna have to have effort to grow. We're doing this program on the second half of life in about a week that's happening. And that's why I was reading it today. I don't know, I just started laughing. It could be my age. But I'm reading and it says, you know, we're there to celebrate everything over 50. And I'm like, that's a tough theme, you know. You know, we're gonna give you more life. And all I could think in my head is, what if I don't want more life? As you get older, it's interesting the things that you start to go, you know, different things are effort. You know, it's more effort to get out and exercise. If I don't, you know, let me tell you, the resurrection's getting real far away. You know, there are things we do that are effort every day. Not, suffering is too loaded a word sometimes. But if we accept every day's effort and encourage one another through it, we get to better places. God does not need or want the world to suffer. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Jesus said to Nicodemus,
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Just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the desert,
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so must the Son of Man be lifted up,
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so that everyone who believes in him may have eternal life.
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For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son,
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so that everyone who believes in him might not perish,
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but might have eternal life.
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For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world,
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but that the world might be saved through him.
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Whoever believes in him will not be condemned.
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Whoever does not believe has already been condemned
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because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God.
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And this is the verdict,
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that the light came into the world,
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but people preferred darkness to light,
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because their works were evil.
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For everyone who does wicked things hates the light
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and does not come toward the light,
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so that his works might not be exposed.
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But whoever lives, the truth comes to the light,
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so that his work may be clearly seen as done in God.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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I always am so aware,
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especially in these sections of John's Gospel,
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that you kind of have to apologize
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for the horrible translating into English nowadays.
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That, I mean, we all know that there are problems with the pronouns,
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and it just doesn't seem like that women exist in this world.
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You know, whoever believes in God,
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he will do this, and he will do that,
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and he'll do the other thing,
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and if he doesn't, then he will do this.
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And I'm thinking, either it's a sexist translation,
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or women are off the hook and can do anything they want.
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I'll let you decide what it means.
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You know, I think I mentioned last week
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that the Ten Commandments are written this way,
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and it kind of hit me later on that,
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you know, the Ten Commandments really do talk about women as property.
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You know, you will not covet your husband's property,
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not his house, not his wife, not his slaves.
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I mean, she's just thrown right into the mix.
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But since it only applies,
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the whole list of commandments is only applying to men
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in the way it's translated,
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I always think, you know, there's a payoff.
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Because things like,
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thou shalt not commit murder, and all this.
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So, according to Scripture,
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he owns you, but you can kill him.
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You know, we kind of have to get beyond those things
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and try and figure out what it's saying to us
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in our day and in our language.
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And this image of the serpent in the desert
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is out of the Hebrew Scriptures, the early Scriptures.
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And it's this odd story when they're in the desert,
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and they're being, they kind of stumble into
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what must be a small nation of snakes in the desert.
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They're being plagued by snakebiting.
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And the story is that, you know, they ask,
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and God tells them to construct a snake on a pole,
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an image of a snake, which is interesting,
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given the you shall have no other images.
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But this one they get.
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And if they will, you know,
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all they have to do is gaze upon it,
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and they'll be cured.
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It becomes, years down the line,
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the symbol of modern medicine.
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The snakes on the rod.
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But you kind of think,
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what an interesting image for modern medicine.
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Because to us, it sort of sounds like
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a tribal witch doctor sort of thing.
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Look at this, and you'll be cured.
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But the deeper wisdom behind it is,
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which all of science and medicine is based on,
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is if you've got a problem, you don't run from it.
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You examine it.
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You look at it.
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You dig into it.
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You lean into the problem.
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You embrace it, and then you solve it.
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It's about this, what is your issue?
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Oh, don't run from the snakes.
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Because you have to lay down and sleep once in a while.
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They'll get you.
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Face them.
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What are the things in life we don't face?
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And life is a constant series of very, very minor difficulties.
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Unless we let them build up.
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But if we think that life shouldn't ever be difficult,
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to the extent that we don't think life takes effort,
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then we find ourselves kind of in this place
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that the gospel talks about, this place of darkness,
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where we really don't want anyone to see
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what's going on behind the scenes.
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And you want to say, and why?
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Why is that so fearful to us?
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And it usually happens for one of two reasons.
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Either we're doing things behind the scenes
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that we don't want anyone to know about,
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or it's just sort of a bother.
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Because I don't want them weighing in on my life.
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Which for me is a little hypocritical,
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because I get to spend at least once a week
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and weigh in on all of yours.
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But there's that sort of thing that we just like to,
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we'll just show you the finished product.
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And we kind of go around with this sense
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that we don't want, whenever someone says,
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well, they don't need to know
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what's going on behind the scenes.
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You know there's a shame there.
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You know there's something there
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that even if it's just I don't want to be bothered with it,
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we're just convinced if the world knew who we are,
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it would be a worse place.
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And here we're told, lean into it.
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You know, I mentioned I was kind of, I was kind of shocked.
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And now every time I mention it,
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I feel like people think I'm doing something heroic,
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which was so bizarre, because it was not meant that way.
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But a few years ago on Good Friday,
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I talked about in my life battles with depression.
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And I got lots of letters.
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And I thought at the time, it's 2016.
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Is this still something people don't talk about?
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I mean, it didn't occur to me.
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We've never heard anyone talk about it.
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And I wanted to say, well, of course not.
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They were depressed.
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They didn't want to talk to you.
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But I've noticed when I battled that over the years
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that there is something.
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Now, this is not a cure-all.
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But it's amazing the layer of pressure it takes off.
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Sometimes if I feel like I'm going into this cycle
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of depression, once in a while to go, lean into it.
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So who cares?
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Be as, don't just be depressed.
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You want to be depressed?
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I'll show you depression and raise you morose.
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Lean into it.
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Have a nice, luxurious depression.
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It never lasts so long.
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Because it kind of takes away its power.
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It's no longer the enemy at the gate that we fight.
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Once in a while, we go, what happens when I just say,
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you know, this is the difficulty of life.
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Let it be difficult.
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How many times has children, most of us maybe have,
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if not exactly this, a similar experience.
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I remember as a child, my mother would say,
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it would be a Saturday morning and it would be wonderful out.
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And, you know, and she was like,
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you were supposed to clean it?
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You were supposed to clean your room yesterday.
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You're going to clean the room before you go out and play.
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I can't tell you the entire days of play I would give up
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because I wasn't going to clean that room,
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rather than take 10 minutes of effort
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and then get on with my day.
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I'd rather give up the day
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because while I keep it in front of me,
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it's this paralyzing mountain I don't want to climb.
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And once I start up it, it's usually gone.
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I have shared with you before,
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and I don't mean this in a mean way,
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but in my job, there is not a single thing I do
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that I look forward to.
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Not one.
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There's also not a single thing
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that I don't enjoy once I'm doing it.
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And you'd think over the years,
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I would have been able to sign up,
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parlay that into knowing I'll be enjoying it
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while I'm doing it.
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So just walk out the house and do it.
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You know, I don't dislike saying mass,
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but 15 minutes earlier when I'm at the house going,
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you know, if I didn't have to say that mass,
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you know, I could have another cup of coffee.
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At that moment, I'm like,
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oh, I have something I have to get done.
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And I spend too much of my life thinking,
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okay, well, you know, I've got all this stuff coming up,
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and if I just get past that,
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and then I think for a minute, I go,
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okay, wait, wait, then there's Holy Week.
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But once I get past,
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once I get past Easter, it's a coast.
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Except that we've got confirmations
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that month in graduation.
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But once I get past,
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and then all of a sudden it hits me,
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that's my life I'm trying to get past.
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You don't get past your life until you die.
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You know, oh, I've just got one more to get through.
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No, no, that's your life.
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And if you're trying to get past it, you're missing it.
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And so once in a while, they say,
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oh, is that what you're afraid of?
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Stare at it.
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Examine it.
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Let it be part of your life, but only part.
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And know that we are a people that believe
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that when we can embrace the cross,
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we're on the way to resurrection.
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We don't get lost in that sort of old-school
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sort of old-style Christianity,
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even that old-style Catholicism of,
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we offer it up because you suffer,
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because when you suffer, God just likes you more.
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And we're gonna suffer, and we're gonna suffer.
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No, we suffer when we think by suffering,
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we get through to something better.
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And it's necessary.
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People have to study to get the grade.
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We have to sometimes do the parts that we don't like,
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because it's gonna open something up.
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And if we're doing a lot of suffering
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that isn't helping anything,
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then it's time to back up and re-examine.
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But Christian suffering serves a purpose.
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I think a lot of people are, you know,
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we get into that, you know,
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we're called to suffer just to suffer.
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You know, I gave up all sorts of things for Lent
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so that these six weeks last forever.
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You know, instead of,
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no, we're doing something, Lent,
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that will actually make us,
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put us in a better place by Easter.
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God really isn't this horrible sort of entity
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that wants us suffering.
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That early vision of God in the first reading is,
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you know, I always think, you know,
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this is the sort of,
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early on we have a picture in Scripture
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of what I call the emotionally fragile God.
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You know, they have really upset him this time,
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and now he's so angry,
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he is never gonna stop, it says.
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You know what?
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None of you are that powerful.
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There is not one of you
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that is going to do something today
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that is going to set God off.
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But we know, we know that idea's in there
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from our childhood.
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Oh, God's mad now.
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No, no, that's mom or dad.
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And you did set them off.
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God is, God has not got the same emotional,
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you know, fragileness that we are all so used to.
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And we stop to think that
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because we keep thinking,
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well, if what I'm doing
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isn't going to make God feel better,
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what's the point?
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It's not.
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You know, I just,
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I was talking to God just this morning.
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Still not talking back,
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but I was,
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God's doing fine.
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You know, and so how do we serve God?
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Well, that's why He puts other people in our lives.
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You know, how are they doing?
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Do we check in with them?
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What's our encouragement of the people around us?
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How do we allow them to embrace
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those difficult times
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knowing that we can all get through
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to somewhere better?
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How do we, you know, encourage one another,
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not just towards Easter,
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but sometimes we have to encourage one another
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into the passion and death
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knowing that resurrection's on the other side.
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Resurrection's on the other side,
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not because isn't suffering wonderful.
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Because we know that effort
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is necessary to get to certain places.
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And some places the effort
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actually rises to the level of suffering.
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So we don't,
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we don't aggrandize our suffering.
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We never think that those
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who drove the nails into Jesus
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were doing God's work.
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Even though it falls into the plan of salvation,
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we can't make heroes out of the villains.
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You know, instead we go,
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all of us are going to have difficulty.
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All of us are going to have,
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you know, hard moments in life.
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All of us are gonna have to have effort to grow.
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We're doing this program on the second half of life
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in about a week that's happening.
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And that's why I was reading it today.
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I don't know, I just started laughing.
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It could be my age.
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But I'm reading and it says,
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you know, we're there to celebrate everything over 50.
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And I'm like, that's a tough theme, you know.
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You know, we're gonna give you more life.
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And all I could think in my head is,
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what if I don't want more life?
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As you get older, it's interesting
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the things that you start to go,
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you know, different things are effort.
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You know, it's more effort to get out and exercise.
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If I don't, you know, let me tell you,
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the resurrection's getting real far away.
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You know, there are things we do that are effort every day.
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Not, suffering is too loaded a word sometimes.
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But if we accept every day's effort
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and encourage one another through it,
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we get to better places.
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God does not need or want the world to suffer.
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But God invites all of us to grow.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of facing life’s difficulties with honesty, vulnerability, and perseverance. Drawing from the Gospel of John and the image of the serpent in the desert, he emphasizes that healing and growth come not by avoiding hardship, but by confronting it directly. He critiques outdated and exclusionary interpretations of scripture, highlighting the need to engage with the text and our faith in a way that speaks truthfully to contemporary life. Ultimately, he reassures us that God is not a fragile or punitive being, but one who invites us into deeper relationship through the shared human experience of struggle, effort, and, ultimately, resurrection.
Father Pat begins by acknowledging the shortcomings of biblical translations, particularly their male-centric language that can obscure both inclusivity and relevance. He humorously questions whether such language leaves women exempt or simply overlooked, but more seriously, he challenges listeners to move beyond these limitations to uncover the deeper message of the Gospel. In discussing the story of Moses lifting up a bronze serpent in the desert—a symbol that becomes a precursor to Christ lifted on the cross—he brings attention to the paradox of healing through exposure. The Israelites were cured not by fleeing the source of pain, but by looking directly at the symbol of their affliction. This, Father Pat explains, is the foundation of healing and growth: not avoidance, but confrontation.
He draws a profound parallel between this ancient wisdom and the reality of modern life. Instead of fleeing from discomfort, shame, or emotional pain, we are called to ‘lean into’ our struggles. Using his own experience with depression as a vulnerable example, he illustrates how naming and owning our difficulties can diminish their power. Rather than being consumed by the looming fear of tasks or emotional challenges, we can disarm them by facing them head-on. Life, he says, is not something to "get through" in anticipation of a better moment—life is the very process of engaging with these moments, even when they are hard.
Father Pat also critiques a simplistic theology of suffering that presents God as pleased by our pain. He warns against interpreting hardship as divine punishment or assuming that suffering in and of itself is virtuous. Instead, he reorients the idea of Christian suffering as purposeful effort—struggles that lead to growth, transformation, and ultimately, resurrection. Just as Jesus’ crucifixion leads to new life, so too can our own trials become gateways to renewal when embraced with faith and perseverance.
Importantly, Father Pat dispels the image of a wrathful or emotionally volatile God. He reminds us that God is not like our human parents who can be set off by our failures. Rather, God's constancy and love remain unshaken by our missteps. This reframing allows us to approach God not in fear, but in trust. He also emphasizes that serving God is not about appeasing a divine ego, but about how we treat those around us. Our service to God is measured in our compassion, our support for one another, and our shared efforts to journey through life’s challenges toward wholeness and light.
Finally, he reflects on the rhythm of daily life—the minor sufferings, the reluctance to engage, the procrastinations—and how these small acts of resistance can rob us of joy. Whether it's cleaning a room or preparing for a liturgical celebration, life’s demands can feel daunting until we face them. And once we do, we find not only that they are bearable, but that they often bring satisfaction and growth. In this way, Father Pat calls us to live fully in the present, not waiting to "get through" our lives, but embracing each moment, each effort, as the very fabric of our spiritual journey.
In all, Father Pat invites us to a spirituality rooted in realism, compassion, and courage—a faith that acknowledges the difficulty of life, but also its beauty, meaning, and divine potential when lived authentically and in community....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 877.8400268554688, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Before the Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come to pass from this world to the Father. He loved his own in the world, and he loved them to the end. The devil had already induced Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot, to hand him over. So during supper, fully aware that the Father had put everything into his power and that he had come from God and was returning to God, he rose from supper and took off his outer garments. He took a towel and tied it around his waist. Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples' feet and dry them with the towel around his waist. He came to Simon Peter, who said to him, Master, are you going to wash my feet? Jesus answered and said to him, What I am doing you do not understand now, but you will understand later. Peter said to him, You will never wash my feet. Jesus answered him, Unless I wash you, you will have no inheritance with me. Simon Peter said to him, Master, then not only my feet, but my hands and head as well. Jesus said to him, Whoever has bathed has no need except to have his feet washed, for he is clean all over. So you are clean, but not all. For he knew who would betray him. For this reason he said, Not all of you are clean. So when he had washed their feet and put his garments back on and reclined at table again, he said to them, Do you realize what I have done for you? You call me teacher and master, and rightly so, for indeed I am. If I, therefore, the master and teacher, have washed your feet, you ought to wash one another's feet. I have given you a model to follow, so that as I have done for you, you also should do.\" The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The triduum that we celebrate these three days, and I mentioned in the bulletin cover this Easter that, you know, it's an odd word. It's sort of a noun and an adjective, triduum. The closest thing we actually have to it in English is the old word fortnight. You know, fortnight was 14 nights, and it could refer to the period of time or to a specific fortnight. But for us, pretty much this is the only thing it really refers to. And it offers us an opportunity we don't get the rest of the year. It offers us a couple opportunities. Just as people who rarely come to Mass will show up on Easter Sunday and Christmas Sunday, Christmas Day, whatever day it is, this is the moment where the parish, you know, sometimes they come, and they've been here every week forever, and they look like it's a sea of strangers, and it's always the chance to say, morning people, these are the evening people. Evening people, these are... Because we tend to go not just to a parish, but, you know, no one will say it, but they'll be like, yes, well, you know, my parish is Mother of God, 9.30 a.m. Fourth pew, organ side. I mean, we're kind of creatures of habit. And so you have a community, and you start to see, you know, a group full of people that you don't always see. And what I think I... I love the themes of Holy Thursday probably almost more than any night of the year. Where I confessed, I fessed up last weekend that Palm Sunday, Passion Sunday, is my least favorite. Because there's too much going on. There's palm entrance and passion, and there was an anointing of Jesus' feet this time, and it had everything but, you know, horses. And, I mean, it was... It's too rich, and you can't do enough with it. This one has an interesting focus, if we really understand. I always use, I have a couple different ones I use, but the penitential right, I always say, especially on Holy Thursday, you know, let us call to mind our sins. And I always say, you know, Lord Jesus, through the gift of faith we learn from our past. Through the gift of hope we look to our future. And I think we don't always understand. Faith really is the way we approach our past. We inherit our faith. Our faith is passed on from those who have already come. And hope is what gives us something, you know, it takes our faith into the future. But tonight is about that third one, which is, and through love and charity we change the world in this moment. What Jesus did, and then what the church does by starting the triduum with this reading, they could have very easily said, you know, tonight's about the Last Supper, which it is, but we always get this gospel of the washing of the feet. This could have become kind of what I call a spectacular insurance sale sort of religion. Which is what Christianity is for a lot of people. You know, I'm Christian and I do things that I just don't like and it's miserable and it kind of makes my life not as happy as it could be, but at the payoff, after I die, will be incredible. That's insurance religion. And the struggle with it is it's it's too easily a tool to manipulate people. Because we don't have a lot of people reporting back. And so it's fair for people to say, wait, you want me to do this and this and this, and oh yes, because that's the rule and that's how you get into heaven. But what Jesus does is he makes it much more relevant by saying, you know, that's all important, but this faith is about how you're going how you're going to live today. And I don't, I'm not talking about what you need to do, I'm talking about the payoff is also today. If we live Christianity the way Jesus asked us to, even if we were wrong about heaven, we've made this life better. And if someone has sold you a version of Christianity that says it's going to make this life awful, but the next life will be better, that's insurance policy religion. But Jesus takes it and he says, you know, I know where I've come from, God. I know where I'm going to, God. And because of all that, what? A miracle? No. The Eucharist? No. He says because of all that, Scripture says, he starts to minister to them. He does the foot washing. And I think people hear that and think that that's a setup for what's what's going to happen over the next couple days. Jesus, you know, the actual words he says here is, you know, that aware that the Father had put everything into his power and that he had come from God and he was returning to God. And I imagine if you just ask most Christians, you said during the, what's going to come next? And they're going to say, he was able to go to the cross. He was able to sacrifice everything. Because of that knowledge, no. Because of that knowledge, he said, because I have that much confidence, now, let me serve you right here and now. Let me just make life better right here. I think most of us think that people of great faith are ready, they're ready to die and they're ready to meet their maker. Actually, people of great faith are ready to meet whoever hits them on the road tomorrow and they have to deal with. Are we ready? Am I ready for the next life? God's going to put a million things in your way between now and then. And this is a feast of preparedness. Of being prepared to help the people around us. That opening reading, it says, it's always one of my favorite lines because it's one of the many things in scripture people go, uh-huh, uh-huh, and I wonder how many of us have learned to nod our heads having not a clue what's being said. I mean, how many of you have actually girded your loins lately? I mean, you know, this was long before Playtex came out. What did it mean? But we all hear, oh yeah, remember, they're supposed to gird their loins and we all just sit there going, not a clue what that's about, but we don't even notice. We're so used to thinking, and what it literally meant, and the ritual was, you know, men's robes, you know, were about this flattering, but they had a hem. You know, they're tight. If you've ever seen, at least authentically done movies of that era, you know, they kind of had to walk a little straight leg because those hems had no give and they weren't, they didn't have a lot of extra fabric in them. And so to gird your loins meant to pull everything up above your knees and be ready to run. That's why it says, eat like you're someone in flight. The Passover was this remembrance that they were going to flee at any moment and leave the captivity of Egypt. You know, it was this, do you live life ready to respond to what's going to happen today? Not, I'm ready to die. You know, I'm ready to live. I'm ready to do what I have to do today. And I think a lot of us, you know, in our prayer life, we're at, you know, we've got God trying to help us to be ready for a long distance in the future, but not for what might happen in the next hour. And it's amazing how we can be ready to die, but walk past a person in need because we're not ready to help. You know, we're supposed to be ready to help. And that's what Jesus does. He says, okay, it's all set. I know where I'm from. I know where I'm headed to. I know I have the power of God. And then he washes their feet. No big miracle. I think when we have that kind of confidence and know who we are and where we've come from and where we're going to, we're not quite so worried that we're going to spend ourselves. We always think of Jesus being spent on the cross, but he lets them know you spend yourselves now. If everyone in the world was a Christian after the heart of Jesus, then everyone in the world would be taken care of. That's how we'd see the difference. And if it turned out that we were wrong about heaven, we'd have still built it here on earth. Instead of, well, you know, they've told me, you know, I have to change this, and I have to change this, and I can't do that, and, you know, I can't live my life, and I can't come to church, and I broke this rule, and I'm in horrible shape, and if I just, it's going to be miserable, but if I just buckle under for everything, I'll get the payoff later. That's salesmanship. Jesus gives them that and then says, but let me show you what it's really about. And then he does this strange thing, and they must have thought it was the oddest thing in the world. I mean, can you imagine being at a dinner party? I just won the Powerball. Let me wash your feet. But the symbol is there. You know, I now know. I now know that he's saying, he knows where he's coming, and he knows where he's going to. I have nothing to lose. And most people, when they have nothing to lose, I don't think people think that way. If you had nothing to lose, how differently would you live your life? And how many of us come right up with, I'd spend more time helping others? That's the wonder of this mind of Jesus is the scripture says the minute he finally realizes everything and knows everything, he is even freer to help others. And so we get this moment where all of the Eucharist, all of the miracle, all of the triduum is put back into this moment of what it means to be called to minister to one another, to take care of one another, and in a very daily way. Now, you and I kind of think of washing feet as sort of a, I don't know, degrading thing. It's degrading, and having your feet washed is very personal. And all of this stuff that we kind of, you know, it just isn't done at Shanahan's. It's just, it's a little odd. But in a desert community, these people, and you know, when you travel in the desert, you know, foot washing was a huge part of hospitality. So even though we hang on to an ancient ritual that doesn't probably make much sense in our culture, the idea is it's an offer of hospitality. And when we see the ritual unfold in front of us, what we should see is the offer to hospitality to each person. And so for those of you who are able, I'm going to offer a little bit of a different challenge this year. Come up in line, and we're offering hospitality. We have, I think, over the years, turned it into a family moment. Offer hospitality. Wash the feet of someone who's never been in your home. Wash the feet of someone you've never had a meal with. Use that as a promise to connect to someone you have not yet connected to this year. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Before the Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come to pass
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from this world to the Father.
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He loved his own in the world, and he loved them to the end.
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The devil had already induced Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot,
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to hand him over.
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So during supper, fully aware that the Father had put
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everything into his power and that he had come from God
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and was returning to God, he rose from supper and took off
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his outer garments.
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He took a towel and tied it around his waist.
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Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the
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disciples' feet and dry them with the towel around his waist.
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He came to Simon Peter, who said to him,
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Master, are you going to wash my feet?
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Jesus answered and said to him, What I am doing you do not
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understand now, but you will understand later.
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Peter said to him, You will never wash my feet.
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Jesus answered him, Unless I wash you,
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you will have no inheritance with me.
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Simon Peter said to him, Master, then not only my feet,
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but my hands and head as well.
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Jesus said to him, Whoever has bathed has no need except to
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have his feet washed, for he is clean all over.
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So you are clean, but not all.
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For he knew who would betray him.
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For this reason he said, Not all of you are clean.
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So when he had washed their feet and put his garments back on
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and reclined at table again, he said to them,
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Do you realize what I have done for you?
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You call me teacher and master, and rightly so,
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for indeed I am.
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If I, therefore, the master and teacher,
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have washed your feet, you ought to wash one another's feet.
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I have given you a model to follow,
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so that as I have done for you, you also should do."
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The triduum that we celebrate these three days,
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and I mentioned in the bulletin cover this Easter that,
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you know, it's an odd word.
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It's sort of a noun and an adjective, triduum.
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The closest thing we actually have to it in English
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is the old word fortnight.
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You know, fortnight was 14 nights,
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and it could refer to the period of time
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or to a specific fortnight.
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But for us, pretty much this is the only thing
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it really refers to.
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And it offers us an opportunity
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we don't get the rest of the year.
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It offers us a couple opportunities.
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Just as people who rarely come to Mass
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will show up on Easter Sunday and Christmas Sunday,
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Christmas Day, whatever day it is,
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this is the moment where the parish,
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you know, sometimes they come,
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and they've been here every week forever,
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and they look like it's a sea of strangers,
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and it's always the chance to say,
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morning people, these are the evening people.
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Evening people, these are...
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Because we tend to go not just to a parish,
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but, you know, no one will say it,
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but they'll be like, yes, well, you know,
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my parish is Mother of God, 9.30 a.m.
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Fourth pew, organ side.
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I mean, we're kind of creatures of habit.
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And so you have a community,
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and you start to see, you know,
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a group full of people that you don't always see.
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And what I think I...
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I love the themes of Holy Thursday
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probably almost more than any night of the year.
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Where I confessed, I fessed up last weekend
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that Palm Sunday, Passion Sunday,
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is my least favorite.
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Because there's too much going on.
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There's palm entrance and passion,
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and there was an anointing of Jesus' feet this time,
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and it had everything but, you know, horses.
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And, I mean, it was...
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It's too rich, and you can't do enough with it.
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This one has an interesting focus,
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if we really understand.
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I always use, I have a couple different ones I use,
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but the penitential right,
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I always say, especially on Holy Thursday,
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you know, let us call to mind our sins.
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And I always say, you know,
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Lord Jesus, through the gift of faith
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we learn from our past.
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Through the gift of hope we look to our future.
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And I think we don't always understand.
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Faith really is the way we approach our past.
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We inherit our faith.
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Our faith is passed on from those who have already come.
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And hope is what gives us something,
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you know, it takes our faith into the future.
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But tonight is about that third one, which is,
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and through love and charity
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we change the world in this moment.
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What Jesus did, and then what the church does
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by starting the triduum with this reading,
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they could have very easily said,
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you know, tonight's about the Last Supper,
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which it is, but we always get this gospel
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of the washing of the feet.
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This could have become
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kind of what I call a spectacular
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insurance sale sort of religion.
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Which is what Christianity is for a lot of people.
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You know, I'm Christian and I do things
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that I just don't like and it's miserable
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and it kind of makes my life not as happy as it could be,
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but at the payoff, after I die, will be incredible.
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That's insurance religion.
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And the struggle with it is it's
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it's too easily a tool to manipulate people.
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Because we don't have a lot of people reporting back.
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And so it's fair for people to say,
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wait, you want me to do this and this and this,
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and oh yes, because that's the rule
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and that's how you get into heaven.
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But what Jesus does is he makes it
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much more relevant by saying,
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you know, that's all important,
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but this faith is about how you're going
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how you're going to live today.
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And I don't, I'm not talking about
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what you need to do, I'm talking about
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the payoff is also today.
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If we live Christianity the way Jesus asked us to,
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even if we were wrong about heaven,
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we've made this life better.
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And if someone has sold you a version of Christianity
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that says it's going to make this life awful,
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but the next life will be better,
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that's insurance policy religion.
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But Jesus takes it and he says,
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you know, I know where I've come from, God.
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I know where I'm going to, God.
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And because of all that, what?
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A miracle? No.
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The Eucharist? No.
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He says because of all that, Scripture says,
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he starts to minister to them.
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He does the foot washing.
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And I think people hear that
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and think that that's a setup for what's
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what's going to happen over the next couple days.
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Jesus, you know, the actual words he says here is,
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you know, that aware that the Father had put everything
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into his power and that he had come from God
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and he was returning to God.
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And I imagine if you just ask most Christians,
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you said during the, what's going to come next?
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And they're going to say, he was able to go to the cross.
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He was able to sacrifice everything.
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Because of that knowledge, no.
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Because of that knowledge, he said,
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because I have that much confidence,
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now, let me serve you right here and now.
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Let me just make life better right here.
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I think most of us think that people of great faith
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are ready, they're ready to die
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and they're ready to meet their maker.
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Actually, people of great faith are ready to meet
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whoever hits them on the road tomorrow
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and they have to deal with.
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Are we ready?
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Am I ready for the next life?
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God's going to put a million things in your way
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between now and then.
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And this is a feast of preparedness.
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Of being prepared to help the people around us.
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That opening reading, it says,
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it's always one of my favorite lines because
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it's one of the many things in scripture people go,
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uh-huh, uh-huh, and I wonder how many of us
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have learned to nod our heads having not a clue
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what's being said.
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I mean, how many of you have actually
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girded your loins lately?
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I mean, you know, this was long before
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Playtex came out.
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What did it mean?
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But we all hear, oh yeah, remember,
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they're supposed to gird their loins
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and we all just sit there going,
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not a clue what that's about,
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but we don't even notice.
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We're so used to thinking,
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and what it literally meant,
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and the ritual was, you know,
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men's robes, you know,
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were about this flattering,
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but they had a hem.
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You know, they're tight.
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If you've ever seen,
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at least authentically done movies of that era,
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you know, they kind of had to walk
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a little straight leg because
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those hems had no give and they weren't,
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they didn't have a lot of extra fabric in them.
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And so to gird your loins meant to pull
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everything up above your knees
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and be ready to run.
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That's why it says,
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eat like you're someone in flight.
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The Passover was this remembrance
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that they were going to flee at any moment
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and leave the captivity of Egypt.
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You know, it was this,
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do you live life ready to respond
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to what's going to happen today?
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Not, I'm ready to die.
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You know, I'm ready to live.
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I'm ready to do what I have to do today.
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And I think a lot of us, you know,
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in our prayer life, we're at, you know,
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we've got God trying to help us
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to be ready for a long distance in the future,
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but not for what might happen in the next hour.
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And it's amazing how we can be ready to die,
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but walk past a person in need
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because we're not ready to help.
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You know, we're supposed to be ready to help.
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And that's what Jesus does.
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He says, okay, it's all set.
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I know where I'm from.
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I know where I'm headed to.
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I know I have the power of God.
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And then he washes their feet.
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No big miracle.
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I think when we have that kind of confidence
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and know who we are and where we've come from
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and where we're going to,
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we're not quite so worried
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that we're going to spend ourselves.
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We always think of Jesus being spent on the cross,
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but he lets them know you spend yourselves now.
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If everyone in the world was a Christian
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after the heart of Jesus,
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then everyone in the world would be taken care of.
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That's how we'd see the difference.
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And if it turned out that we were wrong about heaven,
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we'd have still built it here on earth.
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Instead of, well, you know, they've told me,
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you know, I have to change this,
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and I have to change this,
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and I can't do that,
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and, you know, I can't live my life,
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and I can't come to church,
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and I broke this rule,
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and I'm in horrible shape,
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and if I just, it's going to be miserable,
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but if I just buckle under for everything,
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I'll get the payoff later.
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That's salesmanship.
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Jesus gives them that and then says,
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but let me show you what it's really about.
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And then he does this strange thing,
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and they must have thought
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it was the oddest thing in the world.
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I mean, can you imagine being at a dinner party?
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I just won the Powerball.
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Let me wash your feet.
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But the symbol is there.
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You know, I now know.
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I now know that he's saying,
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he knows where he's coming,
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and he knows where he's going to.
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I have nothing to lose.
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And most people, when they have nothing to lose,
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I don't think people think that way.
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If you had nothing to lose,
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how differently would you live your life?
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And how many of us come right up with,
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I'd spend more time helping others?
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That's the wonder of this mind of Jesus
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is the scripture says the minute
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he finally realizes everything
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and knows everything,
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he is even freer to help others.
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And so we get this moment
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where all of the Eucharist,
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all of the miracle,
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all of the triduum is put back into this moment
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of what it means to be called
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to minister to one another,
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to take care of one another,
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and in a very daily way.
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Now, you and I kind of think of washing feet
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as sort of a, I don't know, degrading thing.
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It's degrading,
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and having your feet washed is very personal.
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And all of this stuff that we kind of,
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you know, it just isn't done at Shanahan's.
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It's just, it's a little odd.
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But in a desert community,
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these people, and you know,
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when you travel in the desert,
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you know, foot washing was a huge part of hospitality.
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So even though we hang on to an ancient ritual
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that doesn't probably make much sense in our culture,
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the idea is it's an offer of hospitality.
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And when we see the ritual unfold in front of us,
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what we should see is the offer
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to hospitality to each person.
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And so for those of you who are able,
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I'm going to offer a little bit
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of a different challenge this year.
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Come up in line, and we're offering hospitality.
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We have, I think, over the years,
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turned it into a family moment.
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Offer hospitality.
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Wash the feet of someone who's never been in your home.
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Wash the feet of someone you've never had a meal with.
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Use that as a promise to connect
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to someone you have not yet connected to this year.
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And let us watch unfold over the next three days
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and in the years to come
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an even deeper vision of the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth that the Christian faith is not merely about preparing for the life to come, but about radical love and service in the here and now. Through the lens of Holy Thursday’s Gospel—Jesus washing his disciples’ feet—Father Pat challenges the faithful to abandon a transactional, “insurance policy” version of Christianity in favor of a faith that transforms the present moment. Knowing that he came from God and was returning to God, Jesus doesn’t perform a miracle or preach a sermon—he serves. In this act, Jesus models a kind of love that is grounded in divine confidence and manifests in humble service. Father Pat urges us to understand that true discipleship means readiness not just to die, but to live—to respond to the needs of others, to offer hospitality, and to make the Kingdom of God visible here and now.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by reflecting on the unique spiritual opportunity of the Triduum—a sacred three-day journey that begins on Holy Thursday. He notes that while Christmas and Easter attract those who may only attend Mass occasionally, the Triduum offers a different kind of encounter. It gathers the full community, revealing the diversity and depth of parish life. People come not just for a holiday, but for a profound liturgical experience that invites them into the mystery of Christ’s passion, death, and resurrection. Father Pat shares his own preference for Holy Thursday, appreciating its thematic clarity in contrast to the overwhelming richness of Palm Sunday. He highlights how the Church deliberately chooses the Gospel of the foot washing rather than focusing solely on the institution of the Eucharist. This choice, he argues, is not accidental; it reveals the heart of Jesus’ mission—not just to save souls for heaven, but to model a way of living rooted in love, humility, and service.
Father Pat critiques a common misrepresentation of Christianity: the notion that it is primarily a set of burdensome rules we must follow in order to secure a heavenly reward. He calls this “insurance policy religion,” where the focus is on future payoff rather than present transformation. He warns that such a view can be manipulative and disconnected from the lived reality of faith. Instead, he invites us to see that Jesus’ actions—especially the foot washing—are not mere preludes to the crucifixion but are themselves revelatory of divine love. At the moment when Jesus is most aware of his divine origin and destiny, he chooses to serve. This act of foot washing, far from being a degrading or outdated ritual, becomes a radical expression of divine hospitality. In a desert culture where dusty roads and open sandals made foot washing a necessary and welcoming gesture, Jesus reclaims this act as an expression of divine love.
The homily then turns to the idea of preparedness, not for death, but for love and service today. Drawing from the Passover imagery of “girding one’s loins,” Father Pat explains that this ancient phrase meant to tuck up the hem of a robe in order to be ready to move quickly. In spiritual terms, it means being ready to respond to the needs of others at a moment’s notice. He challenges the congregation to consider whether they are more prepared to die than to help someone in need today. This is the essence of Holy Thursday: love that is immediate, embodied, and practical. True readiness in the Christian life is not about having doctrinal knowledge or moral superiority; it is about having the heart of Christ—a heart that knows its source, its destiny, and therefore is free to love without fear.
Father Pat underscores that the miracle of the Triduum is not only what Jesus does on the cross, but what he does before it—how he pours himself out in small, tender acts of service. He emphasizes that if Christians truly lived the Gospel, the world would be transformed. Even if we were wrong about heaven, he suggests, a life lived in loving service would already have brought heaven to earth. It’s a powerful reframing of Christian purpose: not to escape the world, but to redeem it through daily acts of compassion.
Finally, Father Pat offers a pastoral challenge to his congregation. In the traditional foot washing ritual, he encourages people to step outside their comfort zones—not simply to wash the feet of family members, but of someone they don’t know well. He invites them to make it a gesture of hospitality and a promise to connect with someone new. In doing so, the ritual becomes more than symbolic; it becomes an act of the Kingdom—a moment when barriers fall and the love of Christ is made visible in community. Through this tangible expression of service and hospitality, Father Pat calls the faithful to a deeper understanding of what it means to be Church: not a community of rule-followers waiting for heaven, but a communion of disciples already building it here on earth....
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And when the disciples raised their eyes, they saw no one else but Jesus alone. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The transfiguration, which we get, you know, it only comes on Sunday about once every seven years, because it's a feast that's by the solar year. It's August 6th every year, no matter what day it falls on. This transfiguration is August 6th. And it's a feast where we look to this moment where they finally see Jesus as he is, as he always has been. And in this case, because there's a graced moment, a miraculous moment, where their eyes are open and they're able to see it. For most of us, the transfiguration has to happen in the exact opposite way. We have to finally be willing to let people see who we are. It's not that they don't have eyes that can see, it's that we've got barriers and facades up right and left so that no one sees who we are. As a matter of fact, even when we think of people in our life that we say, you know, they're just, you know, there's no duplicitness at all. They're just, that's exactly who they are. I don't know, it's so hard to really just be who you are at all times, you know. There's always, we've got so many layers of cultural meaning on everything we do. You know, when you're speaking with someone and you yawn. Now, we now know that means you needed oxygen. It doesn't really mean they're boring. But someone told you that it means they're boring and now you don't want them to think that you think they're boring and so you try not to yawn. We just, the layers of facade that we get going on. You know, if you could see me as I truly am, I've probably been sleeping for 40 minutes. It's been a long morning. You know, I mean, there's always appearance and transfiguration is all about the appearance of Jesus that changes. None of the core, he doesn't become something he wasn't before. It's just the appearance. And in all of our lives, there sort of comes various times when who we are appearing to be in the world is no longer containing the reality of who we wanna be. I have known people over the years, it's almost comical sometimes when you see people who are just so comfortable with who they are. It's just, there's a real transparency. There was a man in my last parish, Bud Lederhaus. I've never met anyone mean enough to not like Bud Lederhaus. He was the nicest man I'd ever met. And he just, I think some people thought he was sort of simple in the head. He wasn't. It's just that if the nuclear bomb went off and he saw the wave coming and knew there was nothing he could do, he'd be like, oh, this is gonna hurt. He just didn't get panicky over things. And the story I will always remember about him because I've never seen a slower burn laugh in a church. I mean, for like five minutes, people couldn't keep it together. Bud was reading and he gets up, and St. Rose was an old box church, I mean, you know, just straight aisle up the center. And he comes up and he opens up and he starts reading. At about the time he pulls the book out, a boxer dog whose head was about up to here had gotten in the back of church and comes trotting down the aisle. And everyone in the church sees it but Bud, and he just opens it up and he says, you know, a reading from the book of the prophet Daniel. As I watched, oh, hi, pooch. Thomas. And he just goes right on like nothing has happened. And the dog turns around and trots back out. And little by little, everyone looks at each other like, did that just happen? And everyone starts giggling, Bud, just kept reading, got done. There's something so attractive and charming about someone who is just who they are. It's a rare moment. And this story has two levels to it. First, there's this moment where they see Jesus as he is, but then, even more, it sort of deconstructs their faith. Because the vision becomes everything that it would be for you and I, too. First, what they do is they see Jesus, and as they start to see him, they begin to see what they need him to be. They see him with Moses and Elijah, the law and the prophets of their faith. Moses, the great bringer of the law, Elijah, the great prophet. They see him with the law and the prophets because that's the context that makes sense for them for the Messiah they were waiting for. And then the voice comes and says, listen to him, and the law, Moses, is gone, and Elijah, the prophets, is gone, and they're left with this gospel of Jesus. We can't get our head around the shockingly, just gratingly new direction that that must have heralded for them. It's almost, you know, for a Catholic, that is, you know, having a vision of someone that you've just met in the last couple years who seems to, you know, have a nice spirituality, and you listen to them a lot, and all of a sudden you have a vision of them with the pope and the saints on one side and Mary, mother of God, on the other, and you think, well, there they are. That's Catholicism. And then the voice of God says, oh, listen to that one, and the pope and the saints disappear. And Mary, mother of God, disappears. And God says, oh, no, just listen to that one. I mean, their faith was deconstructed right in front of them and they're left with this gospel of Jesus, and Jesus just gives them a mission. He doesn't give them all the tricks to save themselves. He gives them a mission in the world. In recent times, there've been some of the voices locally that have said, we were at a conference for Catholic schools and one of the voices locally in the church says, our job is to get these children to heaven. Now, being a little cantankerous, I had a plan for that. I said, what we need to do is get God to send his son to die on the cross. Oh, wait, no, it's already been done. Maybe our job isn't to get them to heaven. Maybe our job is to get them to be good people in the world, to give them the gospel, not this trapping or that trapping, the gospel. You know, I was very happy, you know, we're unfolding after mass. You can go in and see all the new plans for the building we're building, and I love that we're doing that on Transfiguration Sunday. We are changing our appearance to match the amazing amount of work that this parish does internally and has always done. And we've grown to our edges, and so we're building a new space to put ministries out of and to be able to welcome people in in new ways, and we've outgrown our appearance in the world. And it's fascinating to watch, as I now look at the new plans came in. It really is fun to go look at those pictures after mass. It's in the RCIA room. And after mass, a lot is happening, I'm telling you right now. They're in there, and we're still getting pledges, we're still getting money, so we're still asking for money for the building project, and I'll tell you the numbers in a minute. We're also asking for school supplies. And wouldn't you know, this week is the blood drive. So those of you who keep thinking, what are they gonna ask for next, blood? And just when you think we've crossed every other line, October, which is vocations month, is right around the corner, and we'll be asking for your children. But it's fascinating to watch when a community says, look, there's a lot of trappings. There's a lot of people who their entire faith is, did they wear the right color that week, and did they, oh, was the prayer, were those the right words, and did all the formulas get done? And then there are those who have that core of a gospel that say, no, our job is to do what we need so that we can reach as many people as we can. And some of that is transfiguration. In other words, some of that is our physical appearance in the world that we have to have to have a base to work out of. The opposite in theology, believe it or not, the opposite of transfiguration is transubstantiation. Transubstantiation means the appearance of the bread does not change at all. All the parts of the bread that you think, when people say, well, does it still have this, Pope Paul VI, I think, put it best. None of the, the way he put it, none of the molecular structure of the bread is disturbed. If you need science, you know, that's science. When you hear about someone who says in Europe, they had a miracle and they sliced the host and stained it and put it under and saw human blood cells, or that was a thing that was done back in the 70s, basically someone desecrated a host, nothing else happened there. And they came up with the result they wanted. The bread is molecularly bread, but the substance, the soul, the spirit, something underneath that changes. Transubstantiation says nothing of Jesus changed, just the appearance, because, as we hear in the prayers, because they were going to need that. The disciples were gonna need that vision to get through the hard times ahead. In order for them to do the mission they needed, they were gonna need something more hopeful to work out of. And so, you know, for us as a parish, I'm shocked. I mean, we've only gotten about half of the parish in so far, and we are at 6.43 million. I mean, we're at two thirds of our need. We're looking at about two million more. And these numbers to me are huge, but what you'll see in the drawings is we've moved the big building over to this side of the campus, instead of popping the top and going up two stories, because being on Harrison changes everything. I have learned words I never thought I'd know. It turns out that an easement is not when my siblings come in from out of town to help with mom. That is, you know, and water tables are not sold at Bed Bath & Beyond. I didn't know any of this stuff. Water table over here is different, so when we put the building over here, we can have a basement. We can have a full basement, meeting rooms, great stuff. You know, but all of this, all of this transfiguring has to do with the fact that who we have become as a mission has outgrown the physical presence in the world, and that's amazingly good news. It's so amazing to watch a parish who, you know, I'll be honest, 16 years ago when they redid this space, they lost seating because they felt the community was getting smaller. You know, it was gonna be, we were gonna have a little more of an intimate feel. This community is growing at an amazing rate, and we're right now adding about 150 families a year. I was gonna put a sign out, you know, our little school sign. The principal wouldn't let me put out accepting applications for 2025. We are gaining, it's a growing venture, and you know, as I mentioned earlier this year, we've had service days where families come to help the poor, and we've actually had, one time we had like 250 families show up, and after that we had to start telling volunteers, no more volunteers can come to help the poor this weekend. We don't have room. It's kind of a dream problem to have. Too many people wanting to help the poor. And so it's exciting to see, but that's transfiguration. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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The Lord be with you, O Lord.
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Jesus took Peter, James, and his brother John
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and led them up a high mountain by themselves.
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And he was transfigured before them.
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His face shone like the sun, and his clothes
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became white as light.
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And behold, Moses and Elijah appeared to them,
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conversing with him.
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Then Peter said to Jesus in reply, Lord,
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it is good that we are here.
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If you wish, I will make three tents, one for you,
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one for Moses, and one for Elijah.
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While he was still speaking, behold, a bright cloud
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cast a shadow over them.
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Then from the cloud came a voice that said,
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this is my beloved son, with whom I am well pleased.
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Listen to him.
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When the disciples heard this, they fell prostrate
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and were very much afraid.
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But Jesus came, touched them, and said,
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rise, do not be afraid.
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And when the disciples raised their eyes,
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they saw no one else but Jesus alone.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The transfiguration, which we get,
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you know, it only comes on Sunday about once
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every seven years, because it's a feast that's
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by the solar year.
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It's August 6th every year, no matter what day it falls on.
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This transfiguration is August 6th.
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And it's a feast where we look to this moment
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where they finally see Jesus as he is,
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as he always has been.
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And in this case, because there's a graced moment,
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a miraculous moment, where their eyes are open
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and they're able to see it.
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For most of us, the transfiguration has to happen
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in the exact opposite way.
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We have to finally be willing to let people see who we are.
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It's not that they don't have eyes that can see,
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it's that we've got barriers and facades up right and left
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so that no one sees who we are.
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As a matter of fact, even when we think of people
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in our life that we say, you know, they're just,
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you know, there's no duplicitness at all.
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They're just, that's exactly who they are.
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I don't know, it's so hard to really just be
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who you are at all times, you know.
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There's always, we've got so many layers
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of cultural meaning on everything we do.
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You know, when you're speaking with someone
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and you yawn.
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Now, we now know that means you needed oxygen.
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It doesn't really mean they're boring.
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But someone told you that it means they're boring
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and now you don't want them to think
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that you think they're boring and so you try not to yawn.
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We just, the layers of facade that we get going on.
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You know, if you could see me as I truly am,
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I've probably been sleeping for 40 minutes.
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It's been a long morning.
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You know, I mean, there's always appearance
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and transfiguration is all about the appearance
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of Jesus that changes.
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None of the core, he doesn't become
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something he wasn't before.
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It's just the appearance.
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And in all of our lives, there sort of comes various times
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when who we are appearing to be in the world
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is no longer containing the reality of who we wanna be.
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I have known people over the years,
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it's almost comical sometimes when you see people
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who are just so comfortable with who they are.
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It's just, there's a real transparency.
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There was a man in my last parish, Bud Lederhaus.
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I've never met anyone mean enough
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to not like Bud Lederhaus.
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He was the nicest man I'd ever met.
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And he just, I think some people thought
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he was sort of simple in the head.
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He wasn't.
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It's just that if the nuclear bomb went off
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and he saw the wave coming
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and knew there was nothing he could do,
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he'd be like, oh, this is gonna hurt.
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He just didn't get panicky over things.
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And the story I will always remember about him
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because I've never seen a slower burn laugh in a church.
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I mean, for like five minutes,
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people couldn't keep it together.
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Bud was reading and he gets up,
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and St. Rose was an old box church,
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I mean, you know, just straight aisle up the center.
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And he comes up and he opens up and he starts reading.
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At about the time he pulls the book out,
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a boxer dog whose head was about up to here
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had gotten in the back of church
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and comes trotting down the aisle.
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And everyone in the church sees it but Bud,
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and he just opens it up and he says, you know,
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a reading from the book of the prophet Daniel.
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As I watched, oh, hi, pooch.
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Thomas.
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And he just goes right on like nothing has happened.
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And the dog turns around and trots back out.
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And little by little, everyone looks at each other like,
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did that just happen?
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And everyone starts giggling, Bud,
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just kept reading, got done.
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There's something so attractive and charming
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about someone who is just who they are.
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It's a rare moment.
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And this story has two levels to it.
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First, there's this moment where they see Jesus as he is,
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but then, even more, it sort of deconstructs their faith.
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Because the vision becomes everything
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that it would be for you and I, too.
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First, what they do is they see Jesus,
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and as they start to see him,
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they begin to see what they need him to be.
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They see him with Moses and Elijah,
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the law and the prophets of their faith.
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Moses, the great bringer of the law,
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Elijah, the great prophet.
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They see him with the law and the prophets
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because that's the context that makes sense for them
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for the Messiah they were waiting for.
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And then the voice comes and says,
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listen to him, and the law, Moses, is gone,
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and Elijah, the prophets, is gone,
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and they're left with this gospel of Jesus.
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We can't get our head around the shockingly,
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just gratingly new direction
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that that must have heralded for them.
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It's almost, you know, for a Catholic,
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that is, you know, having a vision
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of someone that you've just met in the last couple years
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who seems to, you know, have a nice spirituality,
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and you listen to them a lot,
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and all of a sudden you have a vision of them
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with the pope and the saints on one side
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and Mary, mother of God, on the other,
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and you think, well, there they are.
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That's Catholicism.
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And then the voice of God says,
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oh, listen to that one,
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and the pope and the saints disappear.
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And Mary, mother of God, disappears.
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And God says, oh, no, just listen to that one.
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I mean, their faith was deconstructed right in front of them
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and they're left with this gospel of Jesus,
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and Jesus just gives them a mission.
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He doesn't give them all the tricks to save themselves.
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He gives them a mission in the world.
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In recent times, there've been some of the voices locally
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that have said, we were at a conference for Catholic schools
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and one of the voices locally in the church says,
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our job is to get these children to heaven.
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Now, being a little cantankerous,
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I had a plan for that.
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I said, what we need to do is get God to send his son
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to die on the cross.
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Oh, wait, no, it's already been done.
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Maybe our job isn't to get them to heaven.
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Maybe our job is to get them to be good people in the world,
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to give them the gospel,
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not this trapping or that trapping, the gospel.
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You know, I was very happy, you know,
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we're unfolding after mass.
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You can go in and see all the new plans
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for the building we're building,
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and I love that we're doing that on Transfiguration Sunday.
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We are changing our appearance to match
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the amazing amount of work that this parish does internally
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and has always done.
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And we've grown to our edges,
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and so we're building a new space to put ministries out of
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and to be able to welcome people in in new ways,
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and we've outgrown our appearance in the world.
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And it's fascinating to watch,
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as I now look at the new plans came in.
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It really is fun to go look at those pictures after mass.
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It's in the RCIA room.
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And after mass, a lot is happening,
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I'm telling you right now.
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They're in there, and we're still getting pledges,
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we're still getting money,
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so we're still asking for money for the building project,
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and I'll tell you the numbers in a minute.
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We're also asking for school supplies.
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And wouldn't you know, this week is the blood drive.
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So those of you who keep thinking,
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what are they gonna ask for next, blood?
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And just when you think we've crossed every other line,
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October, which is vocations month,
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is right around the corner,
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and we'll be asking for your children.
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But it's fascinating to watch when a community says,
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look, there's a lot of trappings.
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There's a lot of people who their entire faith is,
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did they wear the right color that week,
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and did they, oh, was the prayer,
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were those the right words,
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and did all the formulas get done?
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And then there are those who have that core of a gospel
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that say, no, our job is to do what we need
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so that we can reach as many people as we can.
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And some of that is transfiguration.
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In other words, some of that is our physical appearance
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in the world that we have to have
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to have a base to work out of.
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The opposite in theology, believe it or not,
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the opposite of transfiguration is transubstantiation.
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Transubstantiation means the appearance of the bread
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does not change at all.
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All the parts of the bread that you think,
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when people say, well, does it still have this,
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Pope Paul VI, I think, put it best.
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None of the, the way he put it,
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none of the molecular structure of the bread is disturbed.
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If you need science, you know, that's science.
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When you hear about someone who says in Europe,
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they had a miracle and they sliced the host
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and stained it and put it under
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and saw human blood cells,
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or that was a thing that was done back in the 70s,
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basically someone desecrated a host,
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nothing else happened there.
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And they came up with the result they wanted.
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The bread is molecularly bread,
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but the substance, the soul, the spirit,
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something underneath that changes.
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Transubstantiation says nothing of Jesus changed,
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just the appearance, because, as we hear in the prayers,
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because they were going to need that.
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The disciples were gonna need that vision
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to get through the hard times ahead.
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In order for them to do the mission they needed,
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they were gonna need something more hopeful to work out of.
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And so, you know, for us as a parish, I'm shocked.
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I mean, we've only gotten about half of the parish in
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so far, and we are at 6.43 million.
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I mean, we're at two thirds of our need.
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We're looking at about two million more.
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And these numbers to me are huge,
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but what you'll see in the drawings is
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we've moved the big building over to this side
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of the campus, instead of popping the top
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and going up two stories, because being on Harrison
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changes everything.
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I have learned words I never thought I'd know.
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It turns out that an easement is not when my siblings
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come in from out of town to help with mom.
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That is, you know, and water tables are not sold
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at Bed Bath & Beyond.
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I didn't know any of this stuff.
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Water table over here is different,
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so when we put the building over here,
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we can have a basement.
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We can have a full basement, meeting rooms, great stuff.
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You know, but all of this, all of this transfiguring
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has to do with the fact that who we have become
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as a mission has outgrown the physical presence
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in the world, and that's amazingly good news.
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It's so amazing to watch a parish who, you know,
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I'll be honest, 16 years ago when they redid this space,
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they lost seating because they felt the community
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was getting smaller.
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You know, it was gonna be, we were gonna have
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a little more of an intimate feel.
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This community is growing at an amazing rate,
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and we're right now adding about 150 families a year.
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I was gonna put a sign out, you know,
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our little school sign.
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The principal wouldn't let me put out
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accepting applications for 2025.
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We are gaining, it's a growing venture,
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and you know, as I mentioned earlier this year,
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we've had service days where families come
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to help the poor, and we've actually had,
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one time we had like 250 families show up,
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and after that we had to start telling volunteers,
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no more volunteers can come to help the poor this weekend.
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We don't have room.
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It's kind of a dream problem to have.
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Too many people wanting to help the poor.
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And so it's exciting to see, but that's transfiguration.
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Who we are is still who we are.
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The appearance is gonna change.
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We've got a great architect who is,
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I do hope as many of you can,
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you'll have to go back to the RCIA room.
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We were gonna do it outside,
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and we got one of the three rainy mornings
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we've had this summer, so it's in the RCIA room,
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but I hope after mass you'll go look at that,
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because it is exciting to see a new appearance,
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but as exciting as it is, what is most exciting
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is that what's inside the appearance, the community,
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is still a group that doesn't get caught up
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in the momentary charisma of prophecies,
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doesn't get caught up in the minutia of the law,
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but has a core that is the gospel of Christ,
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and as long as that is our core,
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our appearance can change a million times,
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and we will still discover right there in our life
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and in our mission and in our reaching out
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that we have found the gospel of Christ
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and the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of authenticity, both in our personal faith journeys and in our communal life as Church. Using the Feast of the Transfiguration as a focal point, he reflects on how Jesus reveals his divine identity not by becoming something new, but by allowing his true nature to be seen. In contrast, we often hide our true selves behind layers of social expectations and self-protection. Father Pat challenges us to embrace a kind of transfiguration where we, individually and as a parish, grow into the outward expression of the inner mission we are called to live. He encourages a faith that is rooted not in religious trappings or formulas, but in living the Gospel with integrity, transparency, and mission-oriented purpose. The transformation of the parish’s physical space is symbolic of the deeper transformation happening within—a community growing in spirit, service, and commitment to the Gospel.
The Gospel account of the Transfiguration reveals Jesus’ divine identity in a sudden, radiant moment witnessed by Peter, James, and John. Father Pat emphasizes that this moment did not change Jesus’ essence, but merely revealed what had always been true—his divine nature, now visible in glory. For the disciples, this revelation came as both a confirmation and a disruption. They saw Jesus alongside Moses and Elijah—representatives of the Law and the Prophets—which fit their expectations of the Messiah. But then, in a profound moment of divine clarity, a voice from heaven declares, “This is my beloved Son… listen to him,” and Moses and Elijah vanish, leaving only Jesus. This signals a radical theological shift: the authority of the Law and the Prophets gives way to the primacy of the Gospel. The disciples’ understanding of their faith is deconstructed, and they are left with Jesus alone, the new and singular foundation of their mission. It is not enough to admire the moment—they must now live it, embody it, and carry it forward.
Father Pat draws a parallel between this spiritual transfiguration and the internal and external transformations we are called to embrace. While Jesus’ transfiguration revealed his true self, our own journey often requires the opposite: stripping away the layers of pretense and fear to let others see who we truly are. He reflects on how difficult it is to live with that kind of transparency in a world full of social facades and coded behaviors. Even simple interactions—like suppressing a yawn to avoid offending someone—reveal how deeply we are conditioned to hide our true selves. Yet, it is precisely in becoming who we truly are, without artifice, that we reflect something of the divine. He illustrates this with the story of Bud Lederhaus, a parishioner whose unaffected authenticity brought joy and gentleness to those around him. Such people, Father Pat notes, are rare and beautiful reflections of the Gospel lived simply and honestly.
In this spirit, Father Pat shifts focus to the parish community, which is undergoing its own form of transfiguration. The physical expansion of the parish facilities is not about vanity or prestige, but a response to the growth and vitality of its mission. Just as Jesus' appearance changed to reveal divine reality, so too must the parish’s outward form evolve to reflect the inner life it supports. The building project is a sign that the community’s mission has outgrown its current structure—it is a symbol of a faith that is active, vibrant, and deeply engaged in service. From blood drives to school supply collections, from welcoming new families to serving the poor, the parish is living out the Gospel in tangible ways. Father Pat challenges a narrow vision of faith that focuses only on personal salvation or rigid adherence to religious forms. He critiques the idea that the Church’s job is simply to “get people to heaven,” reminding us that Christ has already accomplished that through the cross. Our mission, then, is to form people who live the Gospel here and now—people who are good, generous, and rooted in Christ.
Father Pat also draws a powerful theological contrast between transfiguration and transubstantiation. In the Eucharist, the appearance of the bread remains unchanged, but its substance—the deepest reality—becomes the Body of Christ. By contrast, in the Transfiguration, the substance of Jesus remains unchanged, but his appearance shifts dramatically. Both mysteries invite us to perceive spiritual truths beyond surface appearances. They remind us that the essence of faith is not in outward forms alone, but in the deep interior transformation that occurs when we encounter Christ and allow His Gospel to reshape our lives.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is one of hope and vision. He sees in the parish’s growth and transformation a sign that the community is living the Gospel authentically. The new building plans are exciting, not just because they provide more space, but because they are the fruit of a mission that is bearing abundance. As long as the community remains centered on the Gospel—on Jesus alone—then changes in appearance, structure, or strategy will only enhance its ability to serve. Like the disciples at the Transfiguration, the parish is being prepared for a deeper mission. And like them, we are invited to rise, not be afraid, and carry forward the Gospel into the world with courage, clarity, and compassion....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 851.9400024414062, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the conclusion of the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. The eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain to which Jesus had ordered them. When they saw him, they worshiped, but they doubted. Then Jesus approached and said to them, all power in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Go, therefore, and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you until the end of an age. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The Feast of the Ascension, of course, belongs properly to this past Thursday. It's what we call the word is transmuted to Sunday in, well, in some of the United States, which kind of disclaims the word united. But in some of the states, at least with the church, it happened on Thursday because, and the reason, none of these dates are actual anniversaries of anything because we don't know the actual times they happen. But once you plug in one holiday, then you can do the others. So for us each year, Easter is kind of our North Star. And once we get Easter figured out, that Thursday is, you know, Pentecost is 50 days later. And this is done 10 days before, which would have landed it on Thursday. Some of the states have just said, yeah, but no one will come on Thursday. And people go, what an awful reason to change it. And actually, it's called a pastoral reason. So you can say, well, we're going to fight that and fight that and fight that until those people stop working on Thursdays. And in the meantime, an entire generation will never hear the Ascension readings. No, we know that none of these are actual anniversary dates. We had a tour guide when my last two that I did, but the last two that the parish did as well, of pilgrimages to the Holy Land. We had this amazing tour guide, Julie. And she used to always say, now you understand when we come here to the Church of the Resurrection or we come here to the church where they have the scourging of the pillar, these are not a sort of X marks the spot. You know, these are the places that have been traditionally associated with this. No one in the Gospels really had much interest in giving us geographic locations. That wasn't, in their mind, germane to the story. It wouldn't have mattered if it happened on the other side of town. But these are the places that become our tradition. And so Ascension for us is more than just the event, it is the tradition. Edward Skielbeck, one of the theologians out of Holland, it's very difficult to read because I don't know who translates from Dutch to English, but it's pretty stilted by the time you get it. But he used to always talk about the Ascension as a continuation in the body of Christ. The Ascension of Jesus will never be complete until every last member of the body has ascended. And where we think that's an interesting Ascension theology, it's really his theology of what it means to be a member of the body of Christ. That Jesus himself is not fully ascended until every one of us is. And it puts a responsibility on us to lift the other up. How different would faith look if we actually focused on lifting people up? And I'm not accusing our faith over any other. I mean, throughout, as a matter of fact, it's many of the grassroots level Christian churches in America that have become so harsh, and the fire and brimstone, that people literally go to church to be beat down, to be told what they're doing wrong. And we get that emotionally confused with a sense of holiness. I know I'm holy when I hate myself. It is not that uncommon. Because when I hate myself, I'm really in touch with how sinful I am. Somehow, joy and delight and what Jesus talks about, I come to bring you joy and bring you it fully. I've watched as some strains of Christianity will say, well, when they say joy, they mean a quiet joy. That's always my, we used to get that in my first seminary. And let me tell you, I'll talk a little trash about it, but it was the most wonderful seminary in the world. And all my formation happened there. In Rome, I got lots of academics, but these Benedictines in Missouri, they were the best. But their liturgy was very, very Middle Ages. And on Easter, every year, I just would wait for it. And I know it's not supposed to be the holy response, but I'd kind of giggle every year. The Alleluia, they were, and they loved this. It's this Alleluia that we resurrected from the eighth century, and it's got such history to it. And all of a sudden, as sun was rising, because you know, the liturgy started at 4 a.m. with all the readings, the vigil, and you'd hear, ♪ Allelu, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo ♪ and about five minutes later, ♪ Yah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah ♪ And I always used to get this picture of Peter and John and Mary coming out of the tomb going, he is risen. And it was, and I have no doubt that for me, this was a cultural shift. That sort of chant, it probably was never done that slow before music historians got a hold of it and told you the right way to do it. Because when you ever read books on chant and how chant should actually be done, chant is supposed to be just a hair under the tempo of spoken language. So even though you've probably never done it when you're at a parish that chants the Our Father, it should sound, ♪ Our Father who art in heaven, our Lord be thy name ♪ And I'll go, ♪ Our Father ♪ And you're like, oh, that elucidates the text. Chant done badly takes all the inflection out. And the idea of chant was to musically notate the natural rise and fall of a spoken text. So you kind of have to do it. But I always thought there's been a shift where someone has said, well, if we can rewrite joy until it looks like solemnity, that will be holy joy. And it doesn't mean that, you know, to be Christian, we walk around just hysterical all the time. But that we live life more fully. It's kind of an interesting piece of Ignatian spirituality. You know, Ignatian spirituality, as spirituality goes, not liturgy, anything else, as spirituality goes, it's probably the most comprehensive makeover that any religious order does. I mean, as far as, you know, if you're going into the Jesuits and you start into those Ignatian retreats, it is there to really restructure your spirituality. And anyone who doesn't know about it would say, well, that's a group that they're, you know, the more you can restructure and get them to go through the program, you know, there's gonna be a real sense of, we all have the same spirituality. And they all come out more radically different from one another than any other order. You know, and because what Ignatian spirituality does is it says, by the time you are done with this, your highs will be higher, your lows will be lower, who you are will be more evident in the world. It's going to be how we bring you to the surface, not how we put braces on your brains and get you all to look alike, but how we bring you to the surface. And so this very rigorous spiritual training actually creates wild individuals. Well, I shouldn't say wild because they come here very often and they'll get mad. But what I find is that many people think the holier we all are, the more alike we'll look. You know, people will just start walking through King Soopers with their hands, thumbs together, baby crossed here. You know, that holiness is about how much we can structure one another to look alike, as though, you know, there is one perfect image of humanity and we're all supposed to be the same. And the fascinating thing is when you look at the Jesus as the perfect image of humanity, he never preached that therefore we were all supposed to be him. There was one of those little, I can't remember what network does those little moment things where they say now that you know or something and they're little community service messages. And one of them, it was my favorite line, they were talking about people needing to be themselves and it said, be yourself, everyone else is taken. Everyone else is taken. And it doesn't mean that we can't respect our faith and we can't know where boundaries are and know where we're not going. As a matter of fact, when you know who you are, you know where your boundaries are a lot better. If we're fishing through the world trying to appear like other people, you will never understand where their boundaries come from. You can with yours. And so if our faith becomes something that lifts people up, then they will come here and be themselves. Or we will get more and more and more history of people saying, oh, you know, I'll have nothing to do with church. They don't like my friends, they don't like this, they don't like that, they beat up those people. This person's family will not talk to them because they're so religious. How many people stop talking to other people based on their religion? It was so funny this last year, people said, you know, this last year was so contentious with politics. People will always say, well, you know, I just can't believe that this is the first time in my life, there are family members that we just don't talk to each other since the election. And I always have one of two reactions, which is, well, religion's been doing that to family for years. And it really has. But the other thing is, if you aren't talking to a family member because of politics this year, there was more going on to begin with. I don't have a single, personal, close, fulfilling friendship that got trashed by politics. A lot of the people who have irritated me forever irritated me more. And it turns out, this is the shocking part, I irritate them more. And I do think when someone says, oh, this broke up the whole family. Yeah, we're not talking about a family that was there to begin with. We're talking about a family that was waiting for an issue so I didn't have to go to Thanksgiving. And so, if we become, if faith says, you know, we can't control politics. But what if faith becomes the place where this is who I am, you and I disagree, but ascension says we lift each other up. I've loved this image over the years, I've thrown it out several times, and that is, the world, politics, economics, all of that is, it is the managing of power over one another. Who has the power? Who gets to tell who what to do? You know, every relationship, when someone says, if you're gonna go into a relationship, you're gonna open yourself to being vulnerable, of what? Well, the other will have power over you, they can hurt you. We, as Christians, need to understand that every human interaction has power going on. But we don't have to use the same preposition. We can believe in God's power. I believe, truly, I believe God has power over nothing. Not because he couldn't, but because, clearly, through salvation history, he has shown us, again and again, that that is not God's way. God has power under everything. As physics will tell you, power under lifts, power over pushes down. We need to be people of power under. We need to be the people who say, we do have power with one another. I know that I can say something and hurt someone. That would be a power over, why do it? When you can, instead, say something and lift someone up, power under. Jesus comes to do nothing but show how God is willing to go to the lowest point of humanity, that passion and death, as low to lift people up. And in honor of that, too often, people of some faith run around knocking everyone down to honor Jesus lifting them up. That can't be our way. We are a people of power under. We are a people who lift one another up. We are a people who not just acknowledge the ascension, but work to be part of it. We've got 10 days until Pentecost. How many people can we lift up? How much of the kingdom of God can we reveal? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the conclusion of the Holy Gospel
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according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The eleven disciples went to Galilee,
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to the mountain to which Jesus had ordered them.
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When they saw him, they worshiped, but they doubted.
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Then Jesus approached and said to them,
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all power in heaven and on earth has been given to me.
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Go, therefore, and make disciples
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of all the nations, baptizing them
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in the name of the Father, and of the Son,
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and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all
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that I have commanded you.
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And behold, I am with you until the end of an age.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The Feast of the Ascension, of course,
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belongs properly to this past Thursday.
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It's what we call the word is transmuted to Sunday in, well,
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in some of the United States, which kind of disclaims
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the word united.
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But in some of the states, at least with the church,
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it happened on Thursday because, and the reason,
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none of these dates are actual anniversaries of anything
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because we don't know the actual times they happen.
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But once you plug in one holiday,
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then you can do the others.
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So for us each year, Easter is kind of our North Star.
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And once we get Easter figured out, that Thursday is,
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you know, Pentecost is 50 days later.
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And this is done 10 days before, which would
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have landed it on Thursday.
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Some of the states have just said, yeah,
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but no one will come on Thursday.
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And people go, what an awful reason to change it.
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And actually, it's called a pastoral reason.
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So you can say, well, we're going
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to fight that and fight that and fight
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that until those people stop working on Thursdays.
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And in the meantime, an entire generation
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will never hear the Ascension readings.
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No, we know that none of these are actual anniversary dates.
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We had a tour guide when my last two that I did,
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but the last two that the parish did as well,
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of pilgrimages to the Holy Land.
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We had this amazing tour guide, Julie.
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And she used to always say, now you
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understand when we come here to the Church of the Resurrection
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or we come here to the church where they have
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the scourging of the pillar, these are not
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a sort of X marks the spot.
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You know, these are the places that have been traditionally
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associated with this.
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No one in the Gospels really had much interest in giving us
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geographic locations.
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That wasn't, in their mind, germane to the story.
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It wouldn't have mattered if it happened
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on the other side of town.
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But these are the places that become our tradition.
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And so Ascension for us is more than just the event,
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it is the tradition.
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Edward Skielbeck, one of the theologians out of Holland,
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it's very difficult to read because I
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don't know who translates from Dutch to English,
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but it's pretty stilted by the time you get it.
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But he used to always talk about the Ascension
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as a continuation in the body of Christ.
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The Ascension of Jesus will never
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be complete until every last member of the body
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has ascended.
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And where we think that's an interesting Ascension
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theology, it's really his theology
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of what it means to be a member of the body of Christ.
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That Jesus himself is not fully ascended
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until every one of us is.
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And it puts a responsibility on us to lift the other up.
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How different would faith look if we actually
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focused on lifting people up?
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And I'm not accusing our faith over any other.
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I mean, throughout, as a matter of fact,
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it's many of the grassroots level Christian churches
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in America that have become so harsh,
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and the fire and brimstone, that people literally
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go to church to be beat down, to be
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told what they're doing wrong.
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And we get that emotionally confused
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with a sense of holiness.
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I know I'm holy when I hate myself.
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It is not that uncommon.
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Because when I hate myself, I'm really
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in touch with how sinful I am.
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Somehow, joy and delight and what Jesus talks about,
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I come to bring you joy and bring you it fully.
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I've watched as some strains of Christianity will say,
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well, when they say joy, they mean a quiet joy.
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That's always my, we used to get that in my first seminary.
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And let me tell you, I'll talk a little trash about it,
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but it was the most wonderful seminary in the world.
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And all my formation happened there.
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In Rome, I got lots of academics,
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but these Benedictines in Missouri, they were the best.
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But their liturgy was very, very Middle Ages.
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And on Easter, every year, I just would wait for it.
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And I know it's not supposed to be the holy response,
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but I'd kind of giggle every year.
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The Alleluia, they were, and they loved this.
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It's this Alleluia that we resurrected
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from the eighth century, and it's got such history to it.
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And all of a sudden, as sun was rising,
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because you know, the liturgy started at 4 a.m.
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with all the readings, the vigil,
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and you'd hear,
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♪ Allelu, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo ♪
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and about five minutes later,
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♪ Yah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah ♪
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And I always used to get this picture of Peter
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and John and Mary coming out of the tomb going,
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he is risen.
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And it was, and I have no doubt that for me,
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this was a cultural shift.
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That sort of chant,
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it probably was never done that slow
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before music historians got a hold of it
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and told you the right way to do it.
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Because when you ever read books on chant
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and how chant should actually be done,
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chant is supposed to be just a hair
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under the tempo of spoken language.
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So even though you've probably never done it
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when you're at a parish that chants the Our Father,
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it should sound,
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♪ Our Father who art in heaven, our Lord be thy name ♪
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And I'll go,
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♪ Our Father ♪
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And you're like, oh, that elucidates the text.
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Chant done badly takes all the inflection out.
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And the idea of chant was to musically notate
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the natural rise and fall of a spoken text.
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So you kind of have to do it.
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But I always thought there's been a shift
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where someone has said, well,
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if we can rewrite joy until it looks like solemnity,
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that will be holy joy.
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And it doesn't mean that, you know, to be Christian,
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we walk around just hysterical all the time.
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But that we live life more fully.
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It's kind of an interesting piece of Ignatian spirituality.
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You know, Ignatian spirituality, as spirituality goes,
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not liturgy, anything else, as spirituality goes,
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it's probably the most comprehensive makeover
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that any religious order does.
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I mean, as far as, you know,
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if you're going into the Jesuits
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and you start into those Ignatian retreats,
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it is there to really restructure your spirituality.
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And anyone who doesn't know about it would say,
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well, that's a group that they're, you know,
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the more you can restructure
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and get them to go through the program,
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you know, there's gonna be a real sense of,
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we all have the same spirituality.
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And they all come out more radically different
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from one another than any other order.
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You know, and because what Ignatian spirituality does
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is it says, by the time you are done with this,
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your highs will be higher, your lows will be lower,
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who you are will be more evident in the world.
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It's going to be how we bring you to the surface,
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not how we put braces on your brains
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and get you all to look alike,
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but how we bring you to the surface.
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And so this very rigorous spiritual training
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actually creates wild individuals.
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Well, I shouldn't say wild
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because they come here very often and they'll get mad.
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But what I find is that many people think
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the holier we all are, the more alike we'll look.
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You know, people will just start walking
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through King Soopers with their hands,
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thumbs together, baby crossed here.
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You know, that holiness is about
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how much we can structure one another to look alike,
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as though, you know, there is one perfect image of humanity
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and we're all supposed to be the same.
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And the fascinating thing is when you look at the Jesus
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as the perfect image of humanity,
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he never preached that therefore
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we were all supposed to be him.
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There was one of those little,
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I can't remember what network does those little moment
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things where they say now that you know or something
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and they're little community service messages.
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And one of them, it was my favorite line,
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they were talking about people needing to be themselves
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and it said, be yourself, everyone else is taken.
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Everyone else is taken.
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And it doesn't mean that we can't respect our faith
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and we can't know where boundaries are
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and know where we're not going.
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As a matter of fact, when you know who you are,
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you know where your boundaries are a lot better.
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If we're fishing through the world
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trying to appear like other people,
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you will never understand where their boundaries come from.
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You can with yours.
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And so if our faith becomes something that lifts people up,
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then they will come here and be themselves.
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Or we will get more and more and more history
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of people saying, oh, you know,
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I'll have nothing to do with church.
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They don't like my friends, they don't like this,
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they don't like that, they beat up those people.
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This person's family will not talk to them
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because they're so religious.
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How many people stop talking to other people
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based on their religion?
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It was so funny this last year, people said,
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you know, this last year was so contentious with politics.
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People will always say, well, you know,
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I just can't believe that this is the first time in my life,
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there are family members that we just don't talk
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to each other since the election.
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And I always have one of two reactions, which is,
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well, religion's been doing that to family for years.
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And it really has.
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But the other thing is, if you aren't talking
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to a family member because of politics this year,
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there was more going on to begin with.
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I don't have a single, personal, close,
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fulfilling friendship that got trashed by politics.
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A lot of the people who have irritated me forever
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irritated me more.
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And it turns out, this is the shocking part,
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I irritate them more.
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And I do think when someone says,
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oh, this broke up the whole family.
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Yeah, we're not talking about a family
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that was there to begin with.
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We're talking about a family that was waiting for an issue
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so I didn't have to go to Thanksgiving.
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And so, if we become, if faith says, you know,
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we can't control politics.
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But what if faith becomes the place where
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this is who I am, you and I disagree,
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but ascension says we lift each other up.
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I've loved this image over the years,
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I've thrown it out several times, and that is,
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the world, politics, economics,
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all of that is, it is the managing of power
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over one another.
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Who has the power?
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Who gets to tell who what to do?
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You know, every relationship, when someone says,
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if you're gonna go into a relationship,
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you're gonna open yourself to being vulnerable, of what?
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Well, the other will have power over you,
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they can hurt you.
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We, as Christians, need to understand
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that every human interaction has power going on.
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But we don't have to use the same preposition.
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We can believe in God's power.
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I believe, truly, I believe God has power over nothing.
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Not because he couldn't, but because, clearly,
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through salvation history, he has shown us,
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again and again, that that is not God's way.
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God has power under everything.
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As physics will tell you, power under lifts,
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power over pushes down.
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We need to be people of power under.
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We need to be the people who say,
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we do have power with one another.
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I know that I can say something and hurt someone.
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That would be a power over, why do it?
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When you can, instead, say something
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and lift someone up, power under.
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Jesus comes to do nothing but show
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how God is willing to go to the lowest point of humanity,
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that passion and death, as low to lift people up.
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And in honor of that, too often,
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people of some faith run around knocking everyone down
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to honor Jesus lifting them up.
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That can't be our way.
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We are a people of power under.
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We are a people who lift one another up.
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We are a people who not just acknowledge the ascension,
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but work to be part of it.
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We've got 10 days until Pentecost.
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How many people can we lift up?
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How much of the kingdom of God can we reveal?
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Simply through exercising our power under one another.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative and communal meaning of the Ascension. Rather than viewing it solely as a historical event or theological doctrine, he interprets the Ascension as an ongoing process in which Christ's ascension is not fully realized until all members of the Body of Christ are lifted up. This call to “lift up” rather than “push down” one another reorients Christian power and practice from dominance to service, from conformity to authentic individuality, and from judgment to joy. The Ascension becomes not a distant doctrinal moment, but a living invitation to embody Christ’s mission of elevation—spiritually, emotionally, and communally—by using our "power under" others rather than over them.
Father Pat begins by contextualizing the Feast of the Ascension not as a fixed anniversary but as a liturgical moment rooted in tradition rather than geography or chronology. He notes that the Church, in shifting the Ascension celebration from Thursday to Sunday in some U.S. dioceses, does so not out of laziness or compromise, but for pastoral care—to ensure that the faithful, who might not attend a Thursday Mass, still encounter this essential mystery. He reminds us that the Gospel writers were not concerned with precise locations or dates, and that our sacred spaces and liturgical calendars are more about tradition and meaning than historical accuracy.
Building on this, Father Pat introduces the theology of Edward Schillebeeckx, who argued that the Ascension is not complete until the entire Body of Christ—meaning all of us—ascends. This shifts the Ascension from an isolated moment in Christ’s life to an ongoing mission of the Church. It places responsibility on the faithful to lift one another up spiritually and morally, suggesting that Christian life is not about personal elevation alone but communal uplift. This reframing challenges the prevalent religious culture, especially in some American Christian contexts, where faith is often centered on guilt, shame, and judgment. Father Pat critiques this tendency, arguing that many Christians confuse holiness with self-loathing, mistaking emotional harshness for spiritual authenticity.
Instead, he upholds joy—not solemn, sanitized joy, but authentic, life-giving joy—as the true mark of Christian life. He recounts his experience with overly solemn liturgies that turned the joyful proclamation of the Resurrection into a dirge, noting how such presentations can distort the Gospel’s message. He connects this to the broader cultural shift where holiness is equated with uniformity and restraint rather than individuality and vitality.
Drawing on Ignatian spirituality, he emphasizes that true spiritual formation should not make people identical or rigid, but should bring forth their unique, God-given identities. The Jesuit model, he explains, forms individuals into more authentic versions of themselves, not carbon copies of some idealized piety. The holier we become, the more ourselves we should be—not more like each other. Holiness, then, is not found in conformity but in fully living into our God-created uniqueness, with all the emotional highs and lows that entails.
This individuality, however, is not license for selfishness or division. Father Pat warns against religiosity that divides families or communities, noting that true faith should foster deeper relationships, not rupture them. He reflects on political divisions and how they often mask deeper relational wounds. If faith is only used to judge, exclude, or dominate, then it fails its mission. Instead, he calls for faith that lifts up, that holds space for disagreement without dehumanization, and that practices love over ideology.
He contrasts worldly power, which seeks dominance ("power over"), with God’s power, which is always "power under"—the divine willingness to descend into the depths of human suffering to lift others up. Jesus' descent into death and his resurrection are not acts of domination but of service and solidarity. Therefore, Christians are called to emulate this divine pattern by using their power not to control but to support, not to condemn but to elevate.
The Ascension, then, becomes an icon of this “power under” theology. As Christ ascends, he invites and empowers us to lift others with him—to be co-workers in the divine mission of salvation and elevation. In the days leading to Pentecost, Father Pat challenges his listeners to embody this call: to use their time, words, and actions to lift others up. In doing so, we do not just celebrate the Ascension as a past event—we participate in its ongoing fulfillment....
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Smell Like the Sheep
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 850.760009765625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said, I am the good shepherd. A good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep. A hired man who is not a shepherd and whose sheep are not his own sees a wolf coming and leaves the sheep and runs away. And the wolf catches and scatters them. This is because he works for pay and has no concern for the sheep. I am the good shepherd, and I know mine, and mine know me, just as the Father knows me, and I know the Father. And I will lay down my life for the sheep. I have other sheep that do not belong to this fold. These also I must lead, and they will hear my voice. And there will be one flock, one shepherd. That is why the Father loves me, because I lay down my life in order to take it up again. No one takes it from me, but I lay it down on my own. I have power to lay it down and power to take it up again. This command I have received from my Father. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. It is all right as mature Christians to admit that by the time John's gospel was writing, there was a lot of Greek philosophy getting mixed in. It's not quite that. You don't find quite the pure Semitic rabbi that we get in Mark, Matthew, and Luke. Jesus' vocabulary has improved greatly. He now speaks in sentences that are 20 lines long. You know, I mean, this is obviously the writer, John, trying to translate all these little Semitic tribal realities into Greek culture where he is proclaiming the gospel. And it always leaves us with an interesting question, which is, in religion, there are those who would say, you stick to the purest form of the story and the purest form of the religion, even if it will be completely ineffective and no one will listen. John disagrees. John says, no, you've got to somehow translate to the people that are there. And, you know, even to the point where there are some pieces of theology in John that no Christian theologian I know would hold to. And it's in our gospel. You know, he says today, this is why the Father loves me, because I lay down my life in order to take it up again. And every theologian I know would say, no, God loves you because God's God. There's nothing you did to earn God's, God doesn't love you because you did something. So, you know, John's throwing a couple extra things in here and we can deal with that. You know, it is, the church did not come out of the gospel, the gospel came out of the church, and that is so hard for us to remember. That the gospels are a community document. They did not fall from heaven, leather bound with the words of Jesus in red. And it wasn't really until 325, and even then there's still arguments as to what would be the final canon of the New Testament. They were still arguing about which letters were gonna go in. I mean, it's a community process. And it gets us back to that faith of the early community. And we do see some differences from different communities. And I always think it's important for us to remember that we do not have four gospels written by four authors. We have four gospels written by four very different communities. You know, there is a Lucan community, a Matthean community, a Johannine community, and a Markan community. And the gospels answer their questions. Mark's community was the earliest and they could care less about the birth of Jesus. That's why the story isn't there. They just want to know who this guy is and what happened. And they want to know about the resurrection and the ministry. And 20 years later, when the gospels according to Matthew and according to Luke are written, people are now going, so where'd he come from? And by the time John starts, oh, the theologians have gotten involved. And so he starts out with in the beginning was the word and the word was made flesh. And you're going, where are the shepherds? Where's our little Christmas story? John's a later gospel. He's answering much deeper questions. And sometimes it gets lost in some of the Greek philosophy. And I don't mean he got lost. I mean, if you live in America in this century, you read Greek philosophy, and that's where the phrase, it's all Greek to me comes from. But we do have this image that we get today of the good shepherd. And I've no doubt it will spur on some interesting sermons around the country. It will certainly, you know, usually this is the time of year that the Pope quite correctly will go after the priests. And say, you know, this is where you need the smell of the sheep on you. Get out of the sacristies, get into the streets, all of those famous sayings that he has. The idea that we are called to be good shepherds. And I mean, it's great stuff. We need to hear it because, you know, he's our shepherd. I don't know that you need to hear that because, you know, it's telling you what we're doing wrong. You already have your own opinions on that. So it doesn't, you know. I think what's helpful, and it's definitely not about, you need to follow your shepherds. That is to take today and turn it on its head. To say, you know, Jesus has told us what kind of shepherds we should be, and our response is, it's your fault, and let me tell you why. No, no. Always, every time Jesus is angry, you'll see he comes after the religious leaders. It's not you, it's us. And we use every one of those stories to go after you. So you always have to read with that filter. It's human nature. But I think there's something worthwhile to say. If we're gonna follow Jesus, then everyone in the room has to ask, who do I shepherd? Because shepherding should not be left to a class within the church. Within any church, within any community. I always think that parents who go into the empty nest syndrome, now, two things first. First, of course, most parents who have been through it will tell you, don't get comfortable. By the time the last one leaves, the first one is swinging back around again. It is the way life goes, you know. So, you know, the empty nest will happen when you die. But secondly, I think there would be something very wrong with the idea that someone says, well, you know, in my 50s, even in my 60s, all right, I'm done taking care of anyone. That would be a really sad sort of thing. And I notice in the church that 90% of our volunteer force is in the last third of life. Not just because they have the time, but because somewhere down deep, they decided, I'm not done taking care of others. Just because kids are gone. There are some people who never have kids and still spend their life taking care of people. And it's very interesting to ask who we take care of. And people will sometimes not come up with it right away. Some people sit on a board over here. Some people are down at a food shelter simply stocking shelves. And so they don't see the contact, but they're taking care of people. And it's a great Sunday for us to ask who it is we take care of. Sometimes it is family. Sometimes it's beyond family. Sometimes it's extended family. And sometimes it's community. Sometimes it's people across the world we can't imagine. Who do we take care of? Who do we shepherd? And it's important to be in touch with that because it is our only chance to really follow Jesus. I think people forget the reason, and it's been so watered down over the years. This image that Jesus uses of shepherding. Why does Jesus pick shepherding? And why does Jesus pick certain parables? Well, because he's in an agricultural and a farming sort of community. If Jesus had come today, you know, we would probably, and lived in Denver, he'd probably use building cranes, you know? He'd come up with something that made sense to us. We'd go, yeah, we get that, we know that. You have to forget, people, shepherding for us kind of sounds like a distant sort of romantic thing. Now, no shepherd has ever found that to be the case. Shepherding is a lot of work, and it's not the kind of work we've turned it into over the years. Christianity, I've told you before, has been very careful about taking the gospel away from the poor and trying to give it back to the rich. We've been doing that for, you know, that's when it ceased to become about going out and helping people, and it became about getting those people to act like good, decent, upper-middle-class white folks. They've gotta come up to our standards, and we'll be a religion, and religion will get these people to behave a certain way. That's how we took the gospel from the poor, rather than saying, you know, the reason they talk about the shepherd and the sheep, and I always hate when people say, oh, well, you know, they're just dumb sheep. Vatican II is very clear that, you know, you are all the people of God. You've been elevated. You used to be the dumb sheep. You are now the people of God. But as that, you're also shepherds, and what it means, and what I think is very vivid about the image of shepherding is it's not about correction and making sure they do the right thing and telling them this is a sin and that isn't. You know, explain that to your animals someday. Now, I know I'm gonna get letters from the dog owners because I've been in the park, and I've watched people look at a dog and say, stop, and you know what? The dog stops. Come, and the dog comes. Then I'll see someone go, I have told you this 50 times, and it makes me so mad. Do you know how this makes me feel? And I'm like, no, he doesn't. Your dog really doesn't communicate at that level. You know, it is fascinating when people, you know, they're like, there's an old story among linguists when they got into this, can monkeys know language, and some monkeys seem to have a functioning vocabulary of 800 words, but there's things you need to know, and one is they're very concrete. They can be taught banana. You know, they can be taught sun, and see the sun. They can be taught those sorts of things. Not one of them has ever explained to anyone that their parents were poor but hardworking. You're not gonna get to that level. That sort of abstract, you know, you and I need to share our experience with other people, and it comes from within us, and we have this need to express in certain ways. And so, you know, the trick to pastoring, and it's not I'm smart and they're sheep. No, the trick to pastoring is real pastoring can happen without verbal communication. And that is a struggle. Real pastoring is when we're out doing the physical work that helps people, when we're actually giving to causes that help people. It happens without, here's what I think you should do. That can be helpful, and instruction is part of our faith, and it's part of the church. Pastoring is a little more physical. That's why Francis keeps saying, get out of the sacristies where you're preparing all your pretty words, and get into the streets where you can pastor. It's, and if he says that to us, he says it to all of us. It's fascinating, I mean, parents know there is a part of parenting that has to do, you know, don't, do not try to parent your children without words. Because they'll have plenty, you know. And I had a parent once say to me, I don't ever, my child will never hear me say the word no. She probably read a book, give her a break, you know, there's a book that said it or something. And all I thought was, oh, let's see how long that lasts. You know, the kid heard it from somewhere because the kid learned it real quick. Kid gets it, you know, and the idea, and what, you know, I get that sort of sense. I don't want, you know, I don't want my children to be afraid of me. There's a small moment in their childhood development where they have to be. Because you know what? There's nothing about that burner on the stove that's frightening. You will have to say no in such a way that they're more afraid of you than that pretty red burner. You have to, then, now, when you have to go there, you have to know, okay, this has gotta be a phase, I can't have them afraid of me. But for a moment, I can't explain the philosophy of life to them. For a moment, I have to say, you don't go out on the street, period. And if you do, you will get the wrath of a parent. Sometimes you'll need that at a certain age, and then you have to know when to make sure that develops into something smarter. I think for pastoring, we have to know that once in a while, yes, we're going to talk once in a while, there's gonna be instruction, but the vast majority of pastoring, the vast majority of parenting will be sacrifice. And it could happen without words. It happens when we give time, it happens when we give money, it happens when we give effort, when we go out and we help people. That's the moment that we are part of the Good Shepherd. That's the moment we're actually part of the mission of Jesus. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said, I am the good shepherd.
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A good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep.
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A hired man who is not a shepherd
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and whose sheep are not his own sees a wolf coming
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and leaves the sheep and runs away.
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And the wolf catches and scatters them.
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This is because he works for pay and has
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no concern for the sheep.
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I am the good shepherd, and I know mine,
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and mine know me, just as the Father knows me,
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and I know the Father.
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And I will lay down my life for the sheep.
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I have other sheep that do not belong to this fold.
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These also I must lead, and they will hear my voice.
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And there will be one flock, one shepherd.
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That is why the Father loves me, because I lay down my life
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in order to take it up again.
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No one takes it from me, but I lay it down on my own.
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I have power to lay it down and power to take it up again.
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This command I have received from my Father.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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It is all right as mature Christians
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to admit that by the time John's gospel was writing,
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there was a lot of Greek philosophy getting mixed in.
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It's not quite that.
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You don't find quite the pure Semitic rabbi
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that we get in Mark, Matthew, and Luke.
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Jesus' vocabulary has improved greatly.
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He now speaks in sentences that are 20 lines long.
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You know, I mean, this is obviously the writer, John,
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trying to translate all these little
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Semitic tribal realities into Greek culture
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where he is proclaiming the gospel.
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And it always leaves us with an interesting question,
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which is, in religion, there are those who would say,
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you stick to the purest form of the story
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and the purest form of the religion,
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even if it will be completely ineffective
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and no one will listen.
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John disagrees.
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John says, no, you've got to somehow translate
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to the people that are there.
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And, you know, even to the point where there are
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some pieces of theology in John
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that no Christian theologian I know would hold to.
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And it's in our gospel.
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You know, he says today, this is why the Father loves me,
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because I lay down my life in order to take it up again.
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And every theologian I know would say,
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no, God loves you because God's God.
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There's nothing you did to earn God's,
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God doesn't love you because you did something.
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So, you know, John's throwing a couple extra things
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in here and we can deal with that.
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You know, it is, the church did not come out of the gospel,
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the gospel came out of the church,
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and that is so hard for us to remember.
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That the gospels are a community document.
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They did not fall from heaven,
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leather bound with the words of Jesus in red.
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And it wasn't really until 325,
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and even then there's still arguments
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as to what would be the final canon of the New Testament.
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They were still arguing about which letters
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were gonna go in.
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I mean, it's a community process.
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And it gets us back to that faith of the early community.
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And we do see some differences from different communities.
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And I always think it's important for us to remember
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that we do not have four gospels written by four authors.
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We have four gospels written
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by four very different communities.
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You know, there is a Lucan community,
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a Matthean community, a Johannine community,
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and a Markan community.
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And the gospels answer their questions.
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Mark's community was the earliest
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and they could care less about the birth of Jesus.
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That's why the story isn't there.
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They just want to know who this guy is and what happened.
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And they want to know about the resurrection
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and the ministry.
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And 20 years later,
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when the gospels according to Matthew
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and according to Luke are written,
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people are now going, so where'd he come from?
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And by the time John starts,
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oh, the theologians have gotten involved.
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And so he starts out with in the beginning
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was the word and the word was made flesh.
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And you're going, where are the shepherds?
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Where's our little Christmas story?
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John's a later gospel.
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He's answering much deeper questions.
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And sometimes it gets lost in some of the Greek philosophy.
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And I don't mean he got lost.
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I mean, if you live in America in this century,
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you read Greek philosophy,
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and that's where the phrase,
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it's all Greek to me comes from.
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But we do have this image that we get today
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of the good shepherd.
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And I've no doubt it will spur on
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some interesting sermons around the country.
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It will certainly, you know,
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usually this is the time of year
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that the Pope quite correctly will go after the priests.
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And say, you know, this is where you need
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the smell of the sheep on you.
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Get out of the sacristies, get into the streets,
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all of those famous sayings that he has.
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The idea that we are called to be good shepherds.
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And I mean, it's great stuff.
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We need to hear it because, you know, he's our shepherd.
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I don't know that you need to hear that
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because, you know, it's telling you what we're doing wrong.
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You already have your own opinions on that.
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So it doesn't, you know.
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I think what's helpful,
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and it's definitely not about,
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you need to follow your shepherds.
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That is to take today and turn it on its head.
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To say, you know, Jesus has told us
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what kind of shepherds we should be,
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and our response is, it's your fault,
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and let me tell you why.
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No, no.
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Always, every time Jesus is angry,
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you'll see he comes after the religious leaders.
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It's not you, it's us.
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And we use every one of those stories to go after you.
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So you always have to read with that filter.
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It's human nature.
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But I think there's something worthwhile to say.
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If we're gonna follow Jesus,
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then everyone in the room has to ask, who do I shepherd?
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Because shepherding should not be
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left to a class within the church.
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Within any church, within any community.
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I always think that parents
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who go into the empty nest syndrome,
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now, two things first.
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First, of course, most parents who have been through it
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will tell you, don't get comfortable.
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By the time the last one leaves,
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the first one is swinging back around again.
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It is the way life goes, you know.
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So, you know, the empty nest will happen when you die.
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But secondly, I think there would be something
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very wrong with the idea that someone says,
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well, you know, in my 50s, even in my 60s,
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all right, I'm done taking care of anyone.
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That would be a really sad sort of thing.
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And I notice in the church
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that 90% of our volunteer force
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is in the last third of life.
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Not just because they have the time,
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but because somewhere down deep,
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they decided, I'm not done taking care of others.
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Just because kids are gone.
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There are some people who never have kids
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and still spend their life taking care of people.
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And it's very interesting to ask who we take care of.
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And people will sometimes not come up with it right away.
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Some people sit on a board over here.
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Some people are down at a food shelter
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simply stocking shelves.
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And so they don't see the contact,
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but they're taking care of people.
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And it's a great Sunday for us
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to ask who it is we take care of.
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Sometimes it is family.
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Sometimes it's beyond family.
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Sometimes it's extended family.
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And sometimes it's community.
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Sometimes it's people across the world we can't imagine.
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Who do we take care of?
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Who do we shepherd?
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And it's important to be in touch with that
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because it is our only chance to really follow Jesus.
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I think people forget the reason,
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and it's been so watered down over the years.
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This image that Jesus uses of shepherding.
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Why does Jesus pick shepherding?
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And why does Jesus pick certain parables?
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Well, because he's in an agricultural
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and a farming sort of community.
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If Jesus had come today,
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you know, we would probably,
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and lived in Denver,
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he'd probably use building cranes, you know?
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He'd come up with something that made sense to us.
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We'd go, yeah, we get that, we know that.
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You have to forget,
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people, shepherding for us kind of sounds
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like a distant sort of romantic thing.
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Now, no shepherd has ever found that to be the case.
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Shepherding is a lot of work,
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and it's not the kind of work
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we've turned it into over the years.
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Christianity, I've told you before,
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has been very careful about taking the gospel
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away from the poor and trying to give it back to the rich.
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We've been doing that for, you know,
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that's when it ceased to become about
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going out and helping people,
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and it became about getting those people
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to act like good, decent, upper-middle-class white folks.
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They've gotta come up to our standards,
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and we'll be a religion,
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and religion will get these people to behave a certain way.
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That's how we took the gospel from the poor,
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rather than saying, you know,
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the reason they talk about the shepherd and the sheep,
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and I always hate when people say,
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oh, well, you know, they're just dumb sheep.
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Vatican II is very clear that, you know,
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you are all the people of God.
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You've been elevated.
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You used to be the dumb sheep.
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You are now the people of God.
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But as that, you're also shepherds,
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and what it means, and what I think is very vivid
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about the image of shepherding
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is it's not about correction
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and making sure they do the right thing
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and telling them this is a sin and that isn't.
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You know, explain that to your animals someday.
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Now, I know I'm gonna get letters from the dog owners
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because I've been in the park,
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and I've watched people look at a dog and say, stop,
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and you know what?
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The dog stops.
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Come, and the dog comes.
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Then I'll see someone go, I have told you this 50 times,
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and it makes me so mad.
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Do you know how this makes me feel?
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And I'm like, no, he doesn't.
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Your dog really doesn't communicate at that level.
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You know, it is fascinating when people, you know,
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they're like, there's an old story among linguists
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when they got into this, can monkeys know language,
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and some monkeys seem to have
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a functioning vocabulary of 800 words,
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but there's things you need to know,
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and one is they're very concrete.
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They can be taught banana.
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You know, they can be taught sun, and see the sun.
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They can be taught those sorts of things.
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Not one of them has ever explained to anyone
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that their parents were poor but hardworking.
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You're not gonna get to that level.
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That sort of abstract, you know,
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you and I need to share our experience with other people,
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and it comes from within us,
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and we have this need to express in certain ways.
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And so, you know, the trick to pastoring,
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and it's not I'm smart and they're sheep.
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No, the trick to pastoring is real pastoring
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can happen without verbal communication.
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And that is a struggle.
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Real pastoring is when we're out doing the physical work
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that helps people, when we're actually giving
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to causes that help people.
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It happens without, here's what I think you should do.
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That can be helpful, and instruction is part of our faith,
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and it's part of the church.
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Pastoring is a little more physical.
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That's why Francis keeps saying,
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get out of the sacristies where you're preparing
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all your pretty words, and get into the streets
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where you can pastor.
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It's, and if he says that to us, he says it to all of us.
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It's fascinating, I mean, parents know
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there is a part of parenting that has to do,
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you know, don't, do not try to parent
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your children without words.
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Because they'll have plenty, you know.
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And I had a parent once say to me,
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I don't ever, my child will never hear me say the word no.
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She probably read a book, give her a break,
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you know, there's a book that said it or something.
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And all I thought was, oh, let's see how long that lasts.
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You know, the kid heard it from somewhere
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because the kid learned it real quick.
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Kid gets it, you know, and the idea,
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and what, you know, I get that sort of sense.
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I don't want, you know, I don't want my children
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to be afraid of me.
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There's a small moment in their childhood development
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where they have to be.
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Because you know what?
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There's nothing about that burner on the stove
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that's frightening.
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You will have to say no in such a way
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that they're more afraid of you
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than that pretty red burner.
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You have to, then, now, when you have to go there,
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you have to know, okay, this has gotta be a phase,
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I can't have them afraid of me.
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But for a moment, I can't explain
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the philosophy of life to them.
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For a moment, I have to say,
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you don't go out on the street, period.
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And if you do, you will get the wrath of a parent.
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Sometimes you'll need that at a certain age,
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and then you have to know when to make sure
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that develops into something smarter.
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I think for pastoring, we have to know
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that once in a while, yes, we're going to talk
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once in a while, there's gonna be instruction,
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but the vast majority of pastoring,
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the vast majority of parenting will be sacrifice.
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And it could happen without words.
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It happens when we give time,
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it happens when we give money,
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it happens when we give effort,
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when we go out and we help people.
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That's the moment that we are part of the Good Shepherd.
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That's the moment we're actually part
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of the mission of Jesus.
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And it really is the only moment in our lives
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when we are truly helping to build the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the image of Jesus Father Pat’s message centers on the image of Jesus as the Good Shepherd, calling all Christians to reflect not only on who their shepherd is, but more importantly, on whom they themselves are shepherding. He challenges the faithful to move beyond passive reception of religious truths and instead engage actively in the work of care, sacrifice, and service. Drawing from the Gospel of John, Father Pat explores the theological depth and cultural context of the text, noting the influence of Greek thought and the evolution of Christian communities over time. He emphasizes that the Gospels are community responses to lived experiences and that Jesus’ call to shepherding is not reserved for clergy alone but is a universal Christian vocation. Ultimately, his message pushes believers to examine their own lives and ask: “Who am I taking care of?”—reminding us that true discipleship requires concrete acts of love and service that transcend words.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel of John, in which Jesus proclaims Himself as the Good Shepherd—one who lays down His life for the sheep out of love, in contrast to the hired hand who flees at danger. Father Pat highlights how this Gospel, written later than the Synoptics (Matthew, Mark, and Luke), reflects a more developed theological and linguistic style, influenced by Greek philosophy and the cultural realities of the Johannine community. This, he notes, is not a flaw but an example of how different Gospel communities shaped the message of Christ to reach their specific audiences. He reminds us that the Gospels are not divine dictations but community documents emerging from early church experiences, shaped in response to the pastoral and theological questions of their time.
This leads to a deeper reflection on pastoral leadership. Father Pat critiques the tendency within some religious traditions to use the shepherd-sheep imagery to reinforce clerical authority or passive obedience among laypeople. Instead, he flips the metaphor: the question is not simply “Who is your shepherd?” but rather, “Whom do you shepherd?” He insists that pastoring is not limited to priests or church authorities but is a universal Christian calling. Every person is responsible for someone—be it children, family, the vulnerable, or the broader community. The mark of Christian maturity is not theological knowledge or moral perfection, but the willingness to care for others, often without recognition or reward.
He uses vivid examples—especially from parenting—to illustrate his point. Like shepherds, parents must sometimes act with firmness, even when words are not enough. But ultimately, their role is one of sacrificial love, expressed through time, energy, and presence. This same dynamic applies to Christian pastoring. Real pastoring, he notes, often happens without words. It is physical, tangible, and sacrificial. It looks like stocking shelves at a food pantry, sitting on a board that serves the community, or quietly helping someone in need. These are the moments in which we truly participate in the mission of Jesus and help build the kingdom of God.
He also critiques how modern Christianity, especially in the West, has often sanitized or domesticated the radical message of the Gospel. The early church was a movement of and for the poor—deeply embedded in the hard realities of life, like shepherding, which was neither romantic nor clean. Over time, the Gospel has been co-opted to support middle-class respectability and moral behavior instead of calling people to radical love and service. Father Pat warns against this distortion and calls the church to return to its roots: a faith that is embodied, lived out in real acts of care, and centered not on religious performance but on love in action.
Finally, Father Pat invites us to recognize that the call to be a shepherd is not seasonal or optional. Whether we are young or old, parents or single, working or retired, the invitation to shepherd others—to guide, protect, and serve—is constant. He honors the many people, especially older adults, who continue to give of themselves in service, not because they must, but because they recognize that to follow Christ is to shepherd others. In the end, he reminds us that the only way to truly be part of Jesus’ mission is to imitate His self-giving love—not merely by words, but through the daily, concrete sacrifices we make for others....
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Woe to you who are fulfilled who are filled now for you will be hungry. Woe to you who will laugh now for you will grieve and weep. Woe to you when all speak well of you for their ancestors treated the false prophets in this way. The Gospel of the Lord. I'm going to, I always say this, but I'm actually going to be brief today. I'm feeling horrible. Friday afternoon I had my second shingle shot. That was the reaction I got at the last NewsHour. It's been like, it's been like a review the greatest health hits of 2024. It's like every injury, every hurt I've had is the swelling comes back everywhere that you've had anything. And even places where I didn't know I had anything. But, you know, I know I'm gonna get past it so I know it's not, I'm not worried about it. And, you know, people keep coming up saying it's better than getting shingles. It's better than getting stuck in the eye with a stick. But, cold comfort. Last Mass I was so out of it. I got up to the Gospel. I said, the Lord be with me. One person said it also with us, which would have been tremendous. So this Gospel of the Sermon and Luke's, we don't even hear the praise, but Luke's is called the Sermon on the Plain. It's the same sermon, but Luke, where Matthew says Jesus leads them up onto a mountain and they all sit on the mountain. And you can just picture Jesus up there and he's preaching to them. Luke says Jesus comes down the mountain and gets them all on a level playing field and preaches. Because this is Luke's, this is his opening volley of what's going to be the thesis of his whole Gospel. It's what we call the Lucanian version. And it's, he hits on in the Magnificat, but you have to remember the Magnificat, even though when you and I open the Gospel we read it first. The Nativity narrative was written almost a generation later. This was closer to the original opening. And he says, you know, the mighty will be brought down from their thrones and the lowly will be lifted up. And here you have him, blessed are you who are poor and blessed, you know, are you who are hungry. And then unlike Matthew, he goes after the, and woe to you who are rich and woe to you who are filled. And it's not, it's not a reward-punishment thing going on. It's an understanding of the nature of heaven and the nature of justice. I suppose in modern terms we would say, woe to you who live above the median level of humanity. For when justice comes, it will feel like a downgrade. And blessed are you who are living below that medium, because when justice comes, it will feel like an upgrade. This is the entire Lukan Gospel, is this idea that we, we tend to, you know, the idea is that in the end of time as we move into heaven, we start to experience one another's humanity, which is why we should go out of our way to alleviate any suffering we can with anyone. When someone's suffering, if you're Christian, you respond. If you're smart, you respond. You don't even have to be Christian. When someone is suffering, you know, we've been, we've been trained out of that. You know, when a four-year-old's mother is crying, I've never heard a four-year-old say, get over it. Be entertaining, but never seen it. Kids, when someone's really crying and suffering, they are disturbed by it, and we have to learn to not be disturbed. It is the great elephant in the corner of Christianity that no one likes to talk about, because it's in the middle of our theology, and it's the ugliest part of our theology, and it's so ubiquitous, we don't notice it's there. It's just everywhere. And that is, the goal of our Christianity is to get to heaven. And once you're in heaven, it won't bother you that there are people suffering in hell. You'll be eternally happy. And I've heard different ways around that. I've heard, well, you know, I was taught that when you get to heaven, that that knowledge of hell is taken from you. Oh, so you don't have to know their suffering. That's just not much better, is it? It's almost as though we should harden ourselves to suffering now, because otherwise, you know, those people in hell will get in the way of our suffering. You know, one of my favorite birthday cards, because even though I preach against it, I am a great fan of dark humor, and that is, my favorite birthday card ever had a picture of Marie Antoinette on the front. And it says, well, and then I said something about, let's all have some cake, and everyone got all vissy. Never party with peasants, they ruin everything. I mean, you sort of could see the, it's sort of, where do we live? Where do we live? Several years ago, I was, I was at, in line in a McDonald's, because I'm a health food fanatic, and this man in front of me, I used to tell the story, older white guy, now I say, white guy about my age, and he's ordering, and he's not trying to be condescending, but oh, this young teens to 20s girl is taking, you know, his order, and he calls her sweetie about three times during the conversation, and not punching it up or anything, almost as subtly as she could, she hands him his bag at the end, and goes, here's your food, sweetie, and he almost went over the counter, and that was disrespectful. You know, the idea that if you, I don't care what your position is, and I'm your pastor, I deserve exactly the respect I show you, no more, no less. I think when we get into, well, you know, I'm a person, I'm a person that deserves respect, you know, because of something I did years and years and years ago. I'm already in a position, I can treat you anyway I want, I should get respect back. That is the, that is the ugliest path to go down, that we deserve the respect we show people, that we start to move into what would, what would the justice of God, the equality of heaven look like? Who are the people in our lives? Who are the people in our society? Who are the people around our world whose suffering we've learned not to see, because it would disturb us in our comfort? You know, it's always there, and and there are people who talk their way out of it by saying, well, you know, I mean, a lot of those people made bad choices, and a lot of the, you can lean into that, but know the truth. Everyone in this room, there are people who have worked harder than every one of us, worked more diligently their whole life than every one of us, and will never have a fraction of what we are. You don't look like, you don't look at a child in Sierra Leone who's in the diamond mines working since the age of five, and say, well, you should have stayed in school. Pretty much where we go a lot of the time. Well, they should have, they should have, they should have. You have no idea what your story is, and we're too comfortable never knowing the story. It's why people, I always hear these people say, you know, I, I like dogs more than people. Well, of course you do. You don't expect anything, you don't expect anything of them. You know, if your spouse stayed home all day, looked excited when you came in the door, and waited for you to feed them, and then you would follow up after then and clean up their you-know-what, you would find that untenable. But with a dog, you just don't have any expectations, and because the dog doesn't talk back, you can stay with the rough draft that I always talk about and never fill in the details. My dog loves me. I know, I know because they wag their tail. Okay. But we, we get to fill in. I would just love, if I could have one miracle, I want everyone's dog to be able to talk to them for just one day. Okay. You know, we kind of do that, but we don't, you know, we, we, well, so comfortable with that inequality. Relationships based in equality are harder, and we shouldn't say to ourselves, I like, I like a dog or a cat, I like animals better than people. We like the inequality, we're in charge. Even though they don't know we're in charge, you know, I've never, you know, you, you can go on vacation even if you have to put them in daycare. And, and when we're in a relationship with one another, we have to decide whether we're going to have justice or not. And that's harder. The relationship's harder, and that's, we don't, we don't like the same. I like relationships with animals better than relationships with people, because people are hard. You know, the relationships are. They will expect more back from us, and we will expect more from them, and they will disappoint us. You know, when was the last time your dog disappointed you? And granted, that's nice. And if your dog does disappoint you, you've got the worst life I can imagine. But my dog disappoints me. So what do you do when we see a world where some people will always suffer? Do we work to change that world? When, when we get to that great flow of humanity moving into heaven, and we start to experience the lives of others, will our life have created more suffering or more joy in the street? Will our lives have brought people up or kept them down? Will we be so busy keeping our small group happy that we let large groups fall through the cracks? Who are the people we've decided, well, they don't, they don't matter. And we can come up with a million reasons why. Well, they didn't do this right. They didn't do that. They should have stayed in school. They should have, you know. We're superimposing our history on them, and then giving them different decisions. But their history is not our history. And their struggle is not our struggle. And we ask God to make us a people who don't need to be unaware of people suffering, so that we can be happy. And we, we have to become aware of it. We have to respond to it. If, if you go through your life, all this wondered and stuff, while allowing others to suffer, justice will feel like suffering to you. I have, David Deniman used to say very bluntly, he'd say, you know, there's, there's a million ways to be above, above the median line of humanity. Some people, at least they have a sense that they're very good-looking, and that's a power in the world. And some people are wealthy, and that's a power in the world. And some people are smart, and that's a power in the world. And David Deniman would always say, so if, just remember, if you're good-looking and smart, I mean, he'd say, no, he'd say, actually he was very mean about it, he'd say, if you're good-looking and dumb, you'll be smart and ugly in heaven. I mean, the journey in is to experience the humanity that we've ignored. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Jesus came
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down with the twelve and stood on a stretch of level ground with a great
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crowd of his disciples and a large number of the people from all Judea and
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Jerusalem and the coastal region of Tyre and Zee and raising his eyes toward his
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disciples he said, Blessed are you who are poor for the kingdom of God is yours.
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Blessed are you who are now hungry for you will be satisfied. Blessed are you
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who are now weeping for you will laugh. Blessed are you when people hate you and
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when they exclude you and insult you and denounce your name is evil on account of
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the Son of Man. Rejoice on that day for your reward will be great in heaven for
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their ancestors treated the prophets in the same way. But woe to you who are rich
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for you have received your consolation. Woe to you who are fulfilled who are
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filled now for you will be hungry. Woe to you who will laugh now for you will
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grieve and weep. Woe to you when all speak well of you for their ancestors
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treated the false prophets in this way. The Gospel of the Lord.
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I'm going to, I always say this, but I'm actually going to be brief today. I'm
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feeling horrible. Friday afternoon I had my second shingle shot. That was the
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reaction I got at the last NewsHour. It's been like, it's been like a review the
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greatest health hits of 2024. It's like every injury, every hurt I've had is the
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swelling comes back everywhere that you've had anything. And even places
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where I didn't know I had anything. But, you know, I know I'm gonna get past it
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so I know it's not, I'm not worried about it. And, you know, people keep coming up
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saying it's better than getting shingles. It's better than getting stuck in the eye
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with a stick. But, cold comfort. Last Mass I was so out of it. I got up to the
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Gospel. I said, the Lord be with me.
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One person said it also with us, which would have been tremendous. So this
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Gospel of the Sermon and Luke's, we don't even hear the praise, but Luke's is
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called the Sermon on the Plain. It's the same sermon, but Luke, where Matthew says
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Jesus leads them up onto a mountain and they all sit on the
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mountain. And you can just picture Jesus up there and he's preaching to them. Luke
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says Jesus comes down the mountain and gets them all on a level playing field
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and preaches. Because this is Luke's, this is his opening volley of what's
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going to be the thesis of his whole Gospel. It's what we call the Lucanian
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version. And it's, he hits on in the Magnificat, but you have to remember the
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Magnificat, even though when you and I open the Gospel we read it first. The
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Nativity narrative was written almost a generation later. This was closer to the
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original opening. And he says, you know, the mighty will be brought down from
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their thrones and the lowly will be lifted up. And here you have him, blessed
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are you who are poor and blessed, you know, are you who are hungry. And then
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unlike Matthew, he goes after the, and woe to you who are rich and woe to you who
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are filled. And it's not, it's not a reward-punishment thing going on. It's an
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understanding of the nature of heaven and the nature of justice. I suppose in
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modern terms we would say, woe to you who live above the median level of humanity.
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For when justice comes, it will feel like a downgrade. And blessed are you who are
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living below that medium, because when justice comes, it will feel like an
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upgrade. This is the entire Lukan Gospel, is this idea that we, we tend to, you know,
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the idea is that in the end of time as we move into heaven, we start to
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experience one another's humanity, which is why we should go out of our way to
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alleviate any suffering we can with anyone. When someone's suffering, if you're
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Christian, you respond. If you're smart, you respond. You don't even have to be
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Christian. When someone is suffering, you know, we've been, we've been trained out
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of that. You know, when a four-year-old's mother is crying, I've never heard a
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four-year-old say, get over it. Be entertaining, but never seen it. Kids, when
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someone's really crying and suffering, they are disturbed by it, and we have to
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learn to not be disturbed. It is the great elephant in the corner of
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Christianity that no one likes to talk about, because it's in the middle of our
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theology, and it's the ugliest part of our theology, and it's so ubiquitous, we
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don't notice it's there. It's just everywhere. And that is, the goal of our
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Christianity is to get to heaven. And once you're in heaven, it won't bother
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you that there are people suffering in hell. You'll be eternally happy. And I've
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heard different ways around that. I've heard, well, you know, I was taught that
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when you get to heaven, that that knowledge of hell is taken from you. Oh,
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so you don't have to know their suffering. That's just not much better, is
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it? It's almost as though we should harden ourselves to suffering now, because
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otherwise, you know, those people in hell will get in the way of our suffering. You
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know, one of my favorite birthday cards, because even though I preach
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against it, I am a great fan of dark humor, and that is, my favorite birthday
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card ever had a picture of Marie Antoinette on the front. And it says,
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well, and then I said something about, let's all have some cake, and everyone
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got all vissy. Never party with peasants, they ruin everything. I mean, you sort of
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could see the, it's sort of, where do we live? Where do we live? Several years ago,
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I was, I was at, in line in a McDonald's, because I'm a health food fanatic, and
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this man in front of me, I used to tell the story, older white guy, now I say,
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white guy about my age, and he's ordering, and he's not
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trying to be condescending, but oh, this young teens to 20s girl is taking, you
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know, his order, and he calls her sweetie about three times during the
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conversation, and not punching it up or anything, almost as subtly as she could,
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she hands him his bag at the end, and goes, here's your food, sweetie, and he almost
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went over the counter, and that was disrespectful. You know, the idea that if
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you, I don't care what your position is, and I'm your pastor, I deserve
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exactly the respect I show you, no more, no less. I think when we get into, well,
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you know, I'm a person, I'm a person that deserves respect, you know, because of
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something I did years and years and years ago. I'm already in a position, I
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can treat you anyway I want, I should get respect back. That is the, that is the
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ugliest path to go down, that we deserve the respect we show people, that we start
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to move into what would, what would the justice of God, the equality of heaven
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look like? Who are the people in our lives? Who are the people in our society?
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Who are the people around our world whose suffering we've learned not to see,
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because it would disturb us in our comfort? You know, it's always there, and
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and there are people who talk their way out of it by saying, well, you know, I mean,
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a lot of those people made bad choices, and a lot of the, you can lean into that,
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but know the truth. Everyone in this room, there are people who have worked harder
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than every one of us, worked more diligently their whole life than every
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one of us, and will never have a fraction of what we are. You don't look like, you
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don't look at a child in Sierra Leone who's in the diamond mines working since
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the age of five, and say, well, you should have stayed in school. Pretty much
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where we go a lot of the time. Well, they should have, they should have, they should have.
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You have no idea what your story is, and we're too comfortable never knowing the
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story. It's why people, I always hear these people say, you know, I, I like dogs
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more than people. Well, of course you do. You don't expect anything, you don't
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expect anything of them. You know, if your spouse stayed home all day, looked excited
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when you came in the door, and waited for you to feed them, and then you would
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follow up after then and clean up their you-know-what, you would find that
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untenable. But with a dog, you just don't have any expectations, and because the
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dog doesn't talk back, you can stay with the rough draft that I always talk about
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and never fill in the details. My dog loves me. I know, I know because they wag
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their tail. Okay. But we, we get to fill in. I would just love, if I could have one
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miracle, I want everyone's dog to be able to talk to them for just one day. Okay.
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You know, we kind of do that, but we don't, you know, we, we, well, so comfortable with
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that inequality. Relationships based in equality are harder, and we shouldn't
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say to ourselves, I like, I like a dog or a cat, I like animals better than people.
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We like the inequality, we're in charge. Even though they don't know we're in
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charge, you know, I've never, you know, you, you can go on vacation even if you have
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to put them in daycare. And, and when we're in a relationship with one another,
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we have to decide whether we're going to have justice or not. And that's harder.
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The relationship's harder, and that's, we don't, we don't like the same. I like
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relationships with animals better than relationships with people, because people
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are hard. You know, the relationships are. They will expect more back from us, and
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we will expect more from them, and they will disappoint us. You know, when was the
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last time your dog disappointed you? And granted, that's nice. And if your dog
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does disappoint you, you've got the worst life I can imagine. But my dog
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disappoints me. So what do you do when we see a world where some people will
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always suffer? Do we work to change that world? When, when we get to that great
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flow of humanity moving into heaven, and we start to experience the lives of
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others, will our life have created more suffering or more joy in the street? Will
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our lives have brought people up or kept them down? Will we be so busy keeping our
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small group happy that we let large groups fall through the cracks? Who are
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the people we've decided, well, they don't, they don't matter. And we can come
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up with a million reasons why. Well, they didn't do this right. They didn't do that.
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They should have stayed in school. They should have, you know. We're superimposing
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our history on them, and then giving them different decisions. But their history is
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not our history. And their struggle is not our struggle. And we ask God to make
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us a people who don't need to be unaware of people suffering, so that we can be
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happy. And we, we have to become aware of it. We have to respond to it. If, if you go
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through your life, all this wondered and stuff, while allowing others to suffer,
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justice will feel like suffering to you. I have, David Deniman used to say very
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bluntly, he'd say, you know, there's, there's a million ways to be above, above
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the median line of humanity. Some people, at least they have a sense that they're
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very good-looking, and that's a power in the world. And some people are wealthy,
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and that's a power in the world. And some people are smart, and that's a power in
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the world. And David Deniman would always say, so if, just remember, if you're
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good-looking and smart, I mean, he'd say, no, he'd say, actually he was very mean
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about it, he'd say, if you're good-looking and dumb, you'll be smart and ugly in
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heaven. I mean, the journey in is to experience the humanity that we've
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ignored. Who are the people we ignore now? Who are the people who's suffering we
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ignore? We need to bond with that and start our journey to heaven today, owners.
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Father Pat's homily is a powerful meditation o Father Pat's homily is a powerful meditation on the Gospel of Luke’s Sermon on the Plain, emphasizing the radical justice of the Kingdom of God and the discomfort it brings to those who benefit from inequality. He highlights the Gospel's reversal of worldly values—where the poor, the hungry, and the grieving are called blessed, while the rich, the satisfied, and the well-regarded are warned. Father Pat challenges us to examine our complicity in systems that overlook or perpetuate suffering, urging us not to shield ourselves from the pain of others but to engage with it compassionately. He calls for a deeper awareness of the humanity we've learned to ignore, pointing to a justice that lifts up the lowly and humbles the exalted—not as punishment, but as the fulfillment of divine love and balance.
In his detailed reflection, Father Pat begins by situating the Gospel reading within the broader context of Luke's theology. Unlike Matthew’s Sermon on the Mount, Luke’s “Sermon on the Plain” places Jesus on level ground with the people, symbolizing the Gospel’s core message of equality and justice. Father Pat explains that Luke’s Gospel consistently promotes a theme of reversal: the lowly are lifted, and the mighty are brought down. This isn’t about divine retribution, but about a reordering of the world in alignment with God’s justice. He paraphrases the message in modern terms: “Woe to you who live above the median line of humanity, for when justice comes, it will feel like a downgrade. Blessed are you who live below that line, for when justice comes, it will feel like an upgrade.”
He emphasizes that Christianity is not about personal comfort or turning a blind eye to suffering. Rather, it demands engagement with the pain of others. He critiques the culturally accepted behavior of hardening ourselves to the suffering of others, which is often justified by blaming the victims—e.g., “They should have stayed in school,” or “They made bad choices.” Father Pat dismantles that illusion by reminding us that many people who suffer have worked harder and endured more than we ever will. Their suffering is not due to personal failure but systemic inequality.
He also challenges how we assign respect and dignity in our relationships. The story of a man condescendingly calling a young woman “sweetie” at McDonald's and being offended when she uses it back illustrates the transactional and hierarchical nature of how we often treat others. Father Pat stresses that we deserve only as much respect as we give. Our relationships, he says, should be based in equality and mutual dignity—not entitlement. This applies not only to personal interactions but to societal structures as well.
He critiques the common sentiment, “I like dogs better than people,” as a reflection of our desire for one-sided, uncomplicated relationships where we remain in power. Dogs, unlike people, don't challenge us, contradict us, or require us to grow. But real human relationships are difficult precisely because they involve mutual expectations and vulnerability. By preferring animals over people, we often reveal our discomfort with the messiness and demands of human equality.
Father Pat then turns to the theology of heaven and hell, pointing out what he calls “the elephant in the room” of Christian doctrine: the idea that those in heaven will be perfectly happy even while others suffer in hell. He finds this deeply troubling and calls for a spirituality that is not based on ignorance of others’ pain but on full awareness and compassionate response. He suggests that our goal should be not to sanitize suffering out of our spiritual consciousness, but to allow it to shape how we live and love now.
He closes with a profound challenge: When we move toward heaven, will we be ready to experience the fullness of others’ humanity? Will our lives have contributed to joy or to suffering? Will we be the ones who lifted others up or who ignored their pain? He warns that if we have lived our lives benefiting from injustice, then divine justice may feel like suffering to us—not because God is cruel, but because we have grown too comfortable with inequality.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to begin living the justice of heaven now—by seeing, acknowledging, and responding to the suffering of others. He invites us to participate in God's work of lifting up the lowly, not out of guilt or obligation, but out of a deep recognition of shared humanity and divine love....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 843.9199829101562, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, if you love me, you will keep my commandments. And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to be with you always, the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot accept because it neither sees nor knows him. But you know him because he remains with you and will be in you. I will not leave you orphans. I will come to you. In a little while, the world will no longer see me. But you will see me because I live in you, and you will live. On that day, you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I in you. Whoever has my commandments and observes them is the one who loves me. And whoever loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and reveal myself to him. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. So I'm assuming that pretty much clears it up for everyone. You know, John's Gospel, we're finally at kind of the moment in the Easter season where we get the final arrival after several weeks, especially in the daily masses, of I and the Father are one, and the Father's in me, and the Father and I are in you, and you're in me, and we're all in this. And it goes on and on in this very Greek philosophical style. And it arrives at a few conclusions, though some of them are very vague, and they don't give us quite the satisfaction, I think, that someone who wants a more fundamentalistic approach to Scripture would enjoy. And that is, you know, how do you know the Spirit is in you? How do you know that your faith is real? Well, you'll know because the Spirit's in you. And how will you know? Because it will be in you. And when my neighbor and I both pray and come to different conclusions, which one of us has the Spirit? Well, the one of you that has the truth. And which one is that? The one with the Spirit. It doesn't give us an easy answer to that. And you can quickly go to what tries to pull it out a little, and it says, well, whoever keeps my commandments. And then you immediately get into 28 different lists of what the commandments are, and which ones count and which ones don't. And at the time this is written, there's no sense of what the canon of Scripture will look like, so you can't say, well, you go to the Bible. No one had included which letters of Paul, which version of the Old Testament. And so we go back through, and you can look in the Bible, and the Bible says, thou shalt not kill or eat shrimp. So which list of my commandments? And then if you go back to the words of Jesus and get the commands that come out of the words of Jesus, it looks very simple, but we have very little interest in it. Because once you get back to the commands of Jesus, it's going to be feed the poor, visit the lonely, free the imprisoned, and we're like, well, yes, but let's get back to whether or not we should eat meat on Friday. The actual commandments of Jesus, every Christian church I know agrees on, does varying amounts of carrying it out, and stays divided on issues that have nothing to do with Jesus. Most of the Christian churches that are divided, us included, we're all divided from one another based on one thing, and that is, who gets to tell who what to do? Who has the spirit? You know, sometimes I picture us like a bunch of adolescents around a stadium yelling, we've got spirit, how about you? And everyone arguing over something that can never be settled because it will always be a point of faith. And so, you know, our faith can either tear us apart or bring us together. Kevin Burke used to love to say that there are two kinds of priests. There are those that only have one homily, and then there are those who have no homily. And I know that my theme that comes up again and again and again is community, and I think a lot of people believe that that's my ecclesiology. Now, ecclesiology means study of the church, that that's my vision, that comes out of my fundamental belief of what church should be, but it's not. It's my theology. It's my fundamental belief of who God is. See, we believe in a trinity. Our God is community, not individual. Our God is three. And even the trinity, when it was first posited for anyone, the trinity was not ever thought to be the whole picture. You can't get to the whole picture. But we kind of chose this. We knew at least that there were three sort of manifestations, and we tend to, when we talk about God, we either get very concerned with God the creator, God the Father, God the parent, God that first person of the trinity, or we're very much into Jesus, or in a few weeks at Pentecost, very much into the Spirit. And we like to talk about these individuals and from them put together a piece of God. But we don't talk about this oneness very much of the three, something that underlies each of the three persons that is a community, that our fundamental vision of God is a community. And so the reason I believe and I preach so much on community is because I believe we're created in the image of God. You know, it was posited originally in Africa and then got usurped here in America for all sorts of things, but you know the fundamental phrase that everyone would talk about, it takes a village, and they're talking about raising children. I would expand that. It takes a village to be human. You cannot be human, totally human, in total isolation. You do not develop as a full human in isolation. Who we are is communal. We are created in the image of a God that is communal, that is community. And I'm not sure we ever explore enough that image of oneness. You know, we get an interesting vision of it here in the first reading because Philip has gone down, and Philip is one of the 12 apostles. Now, in our Catholic Church, we would say that the bishops are the successors to the apostles, and there's certain things in the church that belong by right to the bishops. They're kind of that ultimate authority. And Philip has clearly evangelized this crowd, and they're all coming together, and everything's going well, and miracles are being worked. But before the Spirit comes down, it says Peter and John come down to pray with them all so that the Spirit can come down. Now, if we take that seriously, then we have to go, which of the bishops can confirm and which of them can't? Gosh, I mean, I hope ours is a Peter and a John and not a Philip. Clearly, Philip couldn't get the job done. That's not what it's about. It's not about, why did the other apostles have to come for that to happen? And it was because in that early church, there is a sense that it is not a healthy thing for one person to go off and start a branch of the church on their own. It's not that three of them would be better. It's the oneness of them that needed to be represented. The oneness of many. And as mystical as that sounds, and as hard as it is to get our head around, that is a mystery that we're called to contemplate, is the oneness of a community. You know, here at MPB, there are masses. This is usually one of them, but as summer hits, it gets earlier and earlier. Nine o'clock was the madhouse, and now 1045 has parking. Who would have guessed? You know, but as it gets warmer, people go to earlier masses. But, you know, it's interesting how people find themselves like at Christmas Eve when this place, when we're, you know, packed in. And many people are like, oh, look at how many there are. But we don't always experience how one we are. And oneness doesn't mean we all think alike. As a matter of fact, I would suggest that the difference between a cult and a religion is the room for dissent. A cult has no room for dissent. A religion has to. Otherwise, it's a cult. And so, you know, it's not that oneness means we all agree, we all think alike. It's that we know, as we've heard from many philosophers and social, you know, writers, that if we diminish anyone, we've diminished all. And that just doesn't go for our church community. That goes for the human family. Diminish anyone, and we diminish us all a little. We make that diminishment a little more acceptable every time we allow it, every time we partake in it, every time it becomes an easier part of our life. It's very hard for us to focus on the oneness of humanity. It's much easier to focus on the many. You can focus on the many, and that way, you know, if you're at war, the loss of one of our lives is more tragic than the loss of one of theirs. That's many thinking. You know, the tragedies that happen around the world are awful, but, oh, when it happens here in Aurora, when it happens here at Columbine, that's more tragic. No, it's more personal. That's expected. It's more personal to us. But it can't be more tragic unless we think, well, you know, the value of a human life is based on two things. One, it's created in the image of God, and secondly, the amount of that value will be on how close they are to me. But we do live out of that. You know, a life that's close to us just seems to be worth more. And that's not the one thinking. That's the thinking that says, well, we're many, we're many, we're many, we're many, and all of these readings are trying to say, you've got to be a body of Christ. You should stop worrying about, well, which one of us has the Spirit? Diminish one of us, you diminish all of us. So, how connected are you to the Spirit? How many people do you dialogue with in your faith? How many times are you willing to experience not the Spirit that's in my heart, but the Spirit that's between our hearts? That space in between the human heart, that's where we experience this Trinity vision of God. That's where we're going to experience what's more fundamental. It's kind of interesting, it's also a very engendered image. You know, people always talk about gender and God a lot, and all of our traditional language talks about the maleness of God, God the Father, God the Son, God the Spirit. In Latin, now they'll say, oh, well, it's not feminine, it's an irregular masculine. Irregular enough, it becomes feminine, trust me. It's, you know, it's, it's, but that the wording in Latin and in all of the modern languages that came out of Latin, whether, you know, whether it's the Romani or the Italian, whether it's Spanish, whether it's French. For example, in Italian, you do have, it's very masculine, you have il padre, and you have il figlio, and you have lo spirito, those are all masculine. But you always have la trinità. Trinity is always feminine. What is that, what is that more fundamental nature that unifies? Not how do we see ourselves as individuals, not, because we experience the threeness of the Trinity very easily in our life. We experience how we interact and whether we support one another and agree or whether we don't. But a fundamental oneness. It's been my favorite image in the last 20 years. It came up in his, you know, a writer started writing about it a lot. And that is the image that they came to realize, I think it was back in the 80s, maybe the 70s, that they came to realize that the largest single living organism on Earth was a grove of aspen trees until you're right. And it wasn't until they were able to, through some of the sonic type equipment, explore the root system that they realized that this huge grove was one. It was not a bunch of different trees. It was one organism. Now, you and I can only see from the surface up, so for us, we will always see it as many. But the fundamental reality is it's one. We have to come to that vision for humanity. You and I can only see the many. We have to believe in the oneness. Diminish even one of us. You diminish all of us. That's the vision of Jesus that we are called to take into every moment of our life. Why should we help the poor? Two reasons. Social justice is a great one. But more importantly, diminish one of us. You diminish all of us. Allow one of us to suffer needlessly. Diminish all of us. That's our fundamental theology. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, if you love me,
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you will keep my commandments.
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And I will ask the Father, and he
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will give you another advocate to be with you always,
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the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot accept because it
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neither sees nor knows him.
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But you know him because he remains with you
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and will be in you.
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I will not leave you orphans.
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I will come to you.
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In a little while, the world will no longer see me.
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But you will see me because I live in you,
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and you will live.
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On that day, you will realize that I am in my Father,
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and you are in me, and I in you.
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Whoever has my commandments and observes them
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is the one who loves me.
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And whoever loves me will be loved by my Father,
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and I will love him and reveal myself to him.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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So I'm assuming that pretty much clears it up for everyone.
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You know, John's Gospel, we're finally
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at kind of the moment in the Easter season
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where we get the final arrival after several weeks,
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especially in the daily masses, of I and the Father are one,
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and the Father's in me, and the Father and I are in you,
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and you're in me, and we're all in this.
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And it goes on and on in this very Greek philosophical style.
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And it arrives at a few conclusions,
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though some of them are very vague,
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and they don't give us quite the satisfaction,
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I think, that someone who wants a more fundamentalistic
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approach to Scripture would enjoy.
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And that is, you know, how do you know the Spirit is in you?
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How do you know that your faith is real?
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Well, you'll know because the Spirit's in you.
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And how will you know?
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Because it will be in you.
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And when my neighbor and I both pray
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and come to different conclusions,
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which one of us has the Spirit?
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Well, the one of you that has the truth.
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And which one is that? The one with the Spirit.
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It doesn't give us an easy answer to that.
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And you can quickly go to what tries to pull it out a little,
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and it says, well, whoever keeps my commandments.
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And then you immediately get into 28 different lists
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of what the commandments are,
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and which ones count and which ones don't.
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And at the time this is written,
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there's no sense of what the canon of Scripture will look like,
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so you can't say, well, you go to the Bible.
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No one had included which letters of Paul,
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which version of the Old Testament.
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And so we go back through, and you can look in the Bible,
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and the Bible says, thou shalt not kill or eat shrimp.
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So which list of my commandments?
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And then if you go back to the words of Jesus
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and get the commands that come out of the words of Jesus,
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it looks very simple, but we have very little interest in it.
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Because once you get back to the commands of Jesus,
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it's going to be feed the poor, visit the lonely,
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free the imprisoned, and we're like, well, yes,
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but let's get back to whether or not we should eat meat on Friday.
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The actual commandments of Jesus,
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every Christian church I know agrees on,
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does varying amounts of carrying it out,
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and stays divided on issues that have nothing to do with Jesus.
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Most of the Christian churches that are divided, us included,
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we're all divided from one another based on one thing,
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and that is, who gets to tell who what to do?
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Who has the spirit?
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You know, sometimes I picture us like a bunch of adolescents
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around a stadium yelling, we've got spirit, how about you?
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And everyone arguing over something that can never be settled
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because it will always be a point of faith.
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And so, you know, our faith can either tear us apart
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or bring us together.
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Kevin Burke used to love to say that there are two kinds of priests.
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There are those that only have one homily,
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and then there are those who have no homily.
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And I know that my theme that comes up again and again and again
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is community, and I think a lot of people believe
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that that's my ecclesiology.
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Now, ecclesiology means study of the church,
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that that's my vision, that comes out of my fundamental belief
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of what church should be, but it's not.
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It's my theology.
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It's my fundamental belief of who God is.
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See, we believe in a trinity.
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Our God is community, not individual.
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Our God is three.
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And even the trinity, when it was first posited for anyone,
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the trinity was not ever thought to be the whole picture.
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You can't get to the whole picture.
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But we kind of chose this.
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We knew at least that there were three sort of manifestations,
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and we tend to, when we talk about God,
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we either get very concerned with God the creator,
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God the Father, God the parent,
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God that first person of the trinity,
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or we're very much into Jesus, or in a few weeks at Pentecost,
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very much into the Spirit.
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And we like to talk about these individuals
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and from them put together a piece of God.
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But we don't talk about this oneness very much of the three,
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something that underlies each of the three persons
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that is a community,
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that our fundamental vision of God is a community.
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And so the reason I believe and I preach so much on community
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is because I believe we're created in the image of God.
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You know, it was posited originally in Africa
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and then got usurped here in America for all sorts of things,
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but you know the fundamental phrase that everyone would talk about,
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it takes a village, and they're talking about raising children.
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I would expand that.
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It takes a village to be human.
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You cannot be human, totally human, in total isolation.
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You do not develop as a full human in isolation.
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Who we are is communal.
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We are created in the image of a God that is communal,
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that is community.
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And I'm not sure we ever explore enough that image of oneness.
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You know, we get an interesting vision of it here in the first reading
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because Philip has gone down, and Philip is one of the 12 apostles.
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Now, in our Catholic Church,
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we would say that the bishops are the successors to the apostles,
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and there's certain things in the church that belong by right to the bishops.
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They're kind of that ultimate authority.
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And Philip has clearly evangelized this crowd,
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and they're all coming together, and everything's going well,
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and miracles are being worked.
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But before the Spirit comes down,
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it says Peter and John come down to pray with them all
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so that the Spirit can come down.
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Now, if we take that seriously, then we have to go,
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which of the bishops can confirm and which of them can't?
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Gosh, I mean, I hope ours is a Peter and a John and not a Philip.
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Clearly, Philip couldn't get the job done.
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That's not what it's about.
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It's not about, why did the other apostles have to come for that to happen?
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And it was because in that early church,
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there is a sense that it is not a healthy thing
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for one person to go off and start a branch of the church on their own.
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It's not that three of them would be better.
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It's the oneness of them that needed to be represented.
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The oneness of many.
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And as mystical as that sounds,
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and as hard as it is to get our head around,
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that is a mystery that we're called to contemplate,
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is the oneness of a community.
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You know, here at MPB, there are masses.
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This is usually one of them, but as summer hits,
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it gets earlier and earlier.
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Nine o'clock was the madhouse, and now 1045 has parking.
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Who would have guessed?
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You know, but as it gets warmer, people go to earlier masses.
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But, you know, it's interesting how people find themselves
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like at Christmas Eve when this place,
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when we're, you know, packed in.
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And many people are like, oh, look at how many there are.
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But we don't always experience how one we are.
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And oneness doesn't mean we all think alike.
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As a matter of fact, I would suggest that the difference
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between a cult and a religion is the room for dissent.
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A cult has no room for dissent.
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A religion has to.
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Otherwise, it's a cult.
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And so, you know, it's not that oneness means we all agree,
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we all think alike.
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It's that we know, as we've heard from many philosophers
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and social, you know, writers,
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that if we diminish anyone, we've diminished all.
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And that just doesn't go for our church community.
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That goes for the human family.
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Diminish anyone, and we diminish us all a little.
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We make that diminishment a little more acceptable
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every time we allow it, every time we partake in it,
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every time it becomes an easier part of our life.
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It's very hard for us to focus on the oneness of humanity.
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It's much easier to focus on the many.
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You can focus on the many, and that way, you know,
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if you're at war, the loss of one of our lives
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is more tragic than the loss of one of theirs.
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That's many thinking.
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You know, the tragedies that happen around the world
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are awful, but, oh, when it happens here in Aurora,
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when it happens here at Columbine, that's more tragic.
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No, it's more personal.
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That's expected.
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It's more personal to us.
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But it can't be more tragic unless we think,
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well, you know, the value of a human life
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is based on two things.
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One, it's created in the image of God,
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and secondly, the amount of that value
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will be on how close they are to me.
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But we do live out of that.
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You know, a life that's close to us
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just seems to be worth more.
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And that's not the one thinking.
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That's the thinking that says,
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well, we're many, we're many, we're many, we're many,
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and all of these readings are trying to say,
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you've got to be a body of Christ.
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You should stop worrying about,
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well, which one of us has the Spirit?
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Diminish one of us, you diminish all of us.
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So, how connected are you to the Spirit?
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How many people do you dialogue with in your faith?
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How many times are you willing to experience
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not the Spirit that's in my heart,
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but the Spirit that's between our hearts?
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That space in between the human heart,
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that's where we experience this Trinity vision of God.
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That's where we're going to experience
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what's more fundamental.
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It's kind of interesting,
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it's also a very engendered image.
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You know, people always talk about gender and God a lot,
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and all of our traditional language
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talks about the maleness of God,
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God the Father, God the Son, God the Spirit.
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In Latin, now they'll say,
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oh, well, it's not feminine, it's an irregular masculine.
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Irregular enough, it becomes feminine, trust me.
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It's, you know, it's, it's,
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but that the wording in Latin
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and in all of the modern languages
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that came out of Latin,
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whether, you know, whether it's the Romani or the Italian,
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whether it's Spanish, whether it's French.
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For example, in Italian, you do have,
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it's very masculine, you have il padre,
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and you have il figlio,
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and you have lo spirito, those are all masculine.
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But you always have la trinità.
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Trinity is always feminine.
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What is that, what is that more fundamental nature that unifies?
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Not how do we see ourselves as individuals,
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not, because we experience the threeness of the Trinity
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very easily in our life.
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We experience how we interact
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and whether we support one another and agree
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or whether we don't.
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But a fundamental oneness.
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It's been my favorite image in the last 20 years.
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It came up in his, you know,
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a writer started writing about it a lot.
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And that is the image that they came to realize,
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I think it was back in the 80s, maybe the 70s,
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that they came to realize that the largest
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single living organism on Earth
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was a grove of aspen trees until you're right.
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And it wasn't until they were able to,
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through some of the sonic type equipment,
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explore the root system that they realized
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that this huge grove was one.
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It was not a bunch of different trees.
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It was one organism.
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Now, you and I can only see from the surface up,
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so for us, we will always see it as many.
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But the fundamental reality is it's one.
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We have to come to that vision for humanity.
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You and I can only see the many.
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We have to believe in the oneness.
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Diminish even one of us.
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You diminish all of us.
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That's the vision of Jesus that we are called to take
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into every moment of our life.
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Why should we help the poor?
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Two reasons.
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Social justice is a great one.
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But more importantly, diminish one of us.
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You diminish all of us.
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Allow one of us to suffer needlessly.
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Diminish all of us.
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That's our fundamental theology.
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That's what Trinity means,
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is that you and I, one day,
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will experience the kingdom of God
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because we'll realize that we should
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finally stop seeing the many
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and learn to see that we are one.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound myste Father Pat’s message centers on the profound mystery and call of Christian unity rooted in the Trinity. He emphasizes that God is not simply an individual deity but a divine community—Father, Son, and Holy Spirit—whose very nature reveals that humanity, made in God's image, is meant to live in relationship, interdependence, and communion. He challenges the tendency within Christianity to focus on dogmatic certainty, doctrinal divisions, and individualistic spirituality, urging instead a return to the foundational command of Jesus: to love and serve one another. True faith, he asserts, is not proven through rigid certainty or theological dominance, but through the experience of the Spirit alive in the relationships between us. Unity is not sameness, and disagreement does not negate community; rather, it is in our shared humanity, our mutual dignity, and our communal striving that we become more like the God in whose image we are made.
In his homily, Father Pat reflects deeply on Jesus’ words in the Gospel of John, particularly the promise of the Spirit and the intimate, mutual indwelling of Jesus, the Father, and the disciples. He notes that John’s Gospel uses a philosophical and mystical style that resists simplistic interpretation. The repeated theme—“I am in the Father, and you are in me, and I in you”—suggests a divine interconnectedness that mirrors the nature of God as Trinity. However, Father Pat critiques how often Christians seek certainty in faith through rigid doctrinal answers, asking, for example, “Who really has the Spirit?” or “Which commandments must be followed?” These questions often lead to legalism or division rather than to love. He notes that Jesus’ actual commandments—feed the hungry, visit the lonely, care for the imprisoned—are simple and universally agreed upon among Christians, yet they are often neglected in favor of debates over less essential issues.
Father Pat then shifts to a theological reflection on the Trinity, emphasizing that God is not an isolated being, but a communion of persons—Father, Son, and Spirit. He insists that this is not just ecclesiology (how we understand the Church), but theology itself (how we understand God). Because we are made in God’s image, we are made for community. We cannot become fully human in isolation; our very identity is found in relationship. Drawing from Trinitarian theology, he challenges the often individualistic or authoritarian tendencies within church structures and denominations, where disputes often revolve around who gets to speak for God. He humorously compares this to adolescents chanting “We’ve got spirit, how about you?”—a reminder of how easily spiritual discernment becomes competitive or self-righteous.
Using the example of early Church leaders like Philip, Peter, and John in Acts, Father Pat highlights that in the early Church, spiritual authority was not meant to be exercised in isolation. The Spirit descended not when Philip acted alone, but when the apostles came together, signifying the importance of communal discernment and unity. The Spirit is not merely something we feel in our hearts alone, but something that arises between hearts—between people who are open to each other in genuine community.
Father Pat emphasizes that true Christian unity does not require uniformity. In fact, he draws a critical distinction between a cult and a religion: a cult permits no dissent, while a religion must make room for it. Oneness, therefore, does not mean agreement on all matters, but a shared commitment to the dignity and worth of every person. He warns that when we allow one person to be diminished—be it through poverty, marginalization, or injustice—we diminish all of humanity. He critiques the way we unconsciously assign greater value to lives based on proximity or similarity to ourselves. A tragedy is perceived as more tragic when it happens “close to home,” but in God’s eyes, all human life is of equal worth. This is a challenge to see beyond the surface divisions of race, nationality, or creed, and to recognize the deeper unity that binds all people.
He offers a powerful metaphor drawn from nature: the aspen grove. What appears to be a forest of individual trees is, below the surface, one interconnected organism. From the surface, we can only see the many, but the hidden truth is that they are one. In the same way, we often live and act as if we are separate, but the truth of God’s vision is that humanity is one body. The Trinity is not just a theological abstraction; it is an invitation to live in such a way that we reflect the divine unity of God in our relationships, communities, and global consciousness.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to contemplative and practical transformation. To be Christian is to recognize that our individual spiritual journey is inseparable from our collective life. We are not saved alone. We are not called to love God in isolation. The Spirit of God is not just within us, but between us. And to live in the image of a Trinitarian God is to live with the constant awareness that every act of love, service, justice, and mercy builds up the body of Christ. Every act of division, judgment, or indifference tears it down. The kingdom of God will be realized not when we all think alike, but when we finally learn to live as one....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 802.3699951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. A leper came to Jesus, and kneeling down, begged him and said, if you wish, you can make me clean. Moved with pity, he stretched out his hand, touched him, and said to him, I do will it be made clean. The leprosy left him immediately, and he was made clean. Then warning him sternly, he dismissed him at once. He said to him, see that you tell no one anything, but go show yourself to the priest and offer for your cleansing what Moses prescribed. That will be proof for them. The man went away and began to publicize the whole matter. He spread the report abroad so that it was impossible for Jesus to enter a town openly. He remained outside in deserted places, and people kept coming to him from everywhere. The Gospel of the Lord. Many of our scripture stories are buried under years of cultural dust. And I don't mean just getting back to what was going on in that culture. I just mean that most of us hear the beginning of a story, and if it's one we recognize out of scripture, we get an immediate picture in our head of what the story's about, and we don't hear the words anymore. It's this sort of religious dust that lays over things. It happens outside of religion, too. I was running across one with a group I was talking with this week, where we were talking about the poem. And you can run it in your head quickly. I know many of you, the nursery rhyme, Humpty Dumpty. When you run it in your head, it probably doesn't occur to you that nowhere in that poem does it mention an egg. Probably written about a person. Humpty Dumpty was probably, in the author's mind, a guard who fell from a wall, and the army couldn't fix him. But you and I, I want to know who put the egg in our head. Because it's universal. You say Humpty Dumpty, and we all see the egg that's been patched back together. Where'd the egg come from? And so we do that with a lot of our stories. Someone years ago injects something into the story, and that's what we hear, not the story. And when someone mentioned that to me in the last few weeks, I immediately went through it. I'm like, there's no egg in there. But someone slipped an egg in. So we have, in today's reading, something that people might hear, and they might not put it together with other stories they've heard. In this story, we definitely have a little bit of a, it feels like a little bit of a rebuke, because he says, tell nobody anything. And it says, but the man went right off and began to publicize the whole matter, and now Jesus can't go into any of the towns, and now he's got to be, you know. There's a little griping towards the guy. Now, every year at Thanksgiving, we get a reading where 10 people are said, are told, don't tell anyone, and nine of them do exactly what Jesus said, and the other one comes back, given praise to God, and he's the hero of the story. So which one do we grab onto? Because it kind of sounds like, well, Jesus was in a different mood during this story, and there's a bigger problem with it, which is, many scripture scholars start to think, well, you know, Jesus isn't ready to reveal himself. There's this sort of dishonest subterfuge that they assign to Jesus, which is distasteful. He's sneaking around. He doesn't want anyone to know who he is yet. What we forget is that the Gospels will not get you back to the life of Jesus. They get you back to the faith of the early church, and more importantly, the faith of four very different communities in the early church. You know, we have adjective forms of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John, the Mark, and the Luke, and the Matthean, the Johannine. This Mark community, the writers of this Gospel, the community that puts this together, they interpret the last little bit here. The story, you know, someone is told, don't make a big deal out of it, and they go and they publicize the whole matter. Now, the Gospel writer here decides, and because of that, Jesus couldn't go out into any town. Another Gospel writer decides, isn't it great that someone just couldn't keep that to themselves? But more importantly, you want to go back to that question and say, but why would, because it's pretty consistent in the Gospels, why would Jesus ever say, I've healed you, but don't tell anyone? And there is a good reason that we never, because we're immediately thinking, why the subterfuge? That's not what it is. Jesus says to them, don't tell anyone I healed. Go back and jump through all the normal hoops for healing, and let them think that healed you. The reason we find in our first reading today. When someone was thought to have leprosy, they were ostracized from the community. And you know, this is the difference between someone saying, you know, if we had a plague, say, flu, and let me tell you, there are people who are coming and saying, we have to stop communion until May, because of the flu, you know. Everyone has to make these decisions for themselves, but if we were the kind of community that said, look, once you've been diagnosed with flu, and wouldn't it be nice if there was a visual sign for flu, once you've been diagnosed, you are not allowed on this campus until we get a bill of health from your doctor. And that's the way the community was protecting itself. And some magic healer comes by and says, look, I'm gonna heal you from the flu, and he heals the person. And the person shows up at the doors and says, hey, I don't have that bill of health from the doctors, but a magic person on the street healed me. We'd be like, yeah, thank you, you're not coming in. That's what the community was doing. And what Jesus is saying is, and they don't even use the word healing, the guy says, I wanna be made clean. Jesus can make us clean, but only the community heals. And the community's not ready to heal until, unfortunately, at this time, they have to see him jump through their community hoops. Sometimes we never get past that. We should, but we need to know that the reason Jesus doesn't send them in saying, I know you all saw I had leprosy this last week, but a magic guy on the street cured me. He says, no, don't even tell them about this. Go and do the cleansing that Moses prescribed and go through what, all of that, and go back and be reconciled and healed in your community. We are a community of people. It really is one of the fundamental differences in history, until recent, but really, in history, it's the fundamental difference between classic Catholicism and classic Protestantism, is Protestantism started to take that approach of my personal relationship with Jesus Christ, my personal relationship with God, I'm gonna build my path. Catholicism was, you're Catholic not because you have met the Pope. You're Catholic because you belong to a community, the community belongs to the church. Most of us wanna say, well, I'm Catholic. Really, I'm a member of a community and the community is Catholic. It's a very different image. We are saved in community. And that, until very recently, that has always been the approach. Right now, it's still the approach worldwide. Here in America, we've got a lot of these sort of college-age youth programs in the church that are trying to feel, because they grew up in America, they're thinking, you know, maybe Catholicism will catch on if we become evangelical. No, actually, we'll just be a different church. And so, we're taking that approach in some sectors. But the truth is, we join people to community and the community belongs to the larger community and the community is what is saved. And so, Jesus isn't about to say to this guy, yeah, I'll make you clean. Of course, once I do that, you'll never be able to get back into the community because they'll never believe in that healing. So, he actually says to them, and for now, go to the doctor, get checked out, take the medicine that you won't even need now, and get your bill of health and go back. Because the last thing he wants to do is physically heal someone and leave them outside the community. Every healing story of Jesus has this same theme going on. It's always, they're wandering among the tombs, which were outside the city of living people. They kept the city of the dead and the city of the living very separate in those cultures. So, someone wandering around the tombs is on the outskirts of society. You know, when he raises a little girl from the dead, he returns her to a parent, always. There's always this moment at the end of the story where healing is not an individual thing. It's a nice thing, but real healing happens when we leave our isolation that the physical problems might have caused, but we leave our isolation and come back into community. That's the deeper healing. And so, Jesus isn't trying to hide who he is. Jesus is trying to make the healing complete and work within the culture he's in. And so, especially as we approach Lent, it's such an interesting spiritual exercise to understand the healing that's been given to us and the healing we pray to God for. People pray to God all the time for all sorts of cures. But as I've said on several occasions, we actually have the cure to loneliness, we just don't care enough to administer the medicine. We have the cure to hunger. We don't always care enough to get out in the world and administer the medicine. We actually have the cure to war. We just don't wanna give up other things that are more important to us. We have the cures of so many things and we don't use them. And I always wonder whose prayers are more fervent, our prayer to God for the healings we don't have or God's prayer to us to use the ones we do. Because maybe the day we use the ones we have, God will ready us for the next set of cures. But most of us aren't ready to use the ones we have. So as Lent approaches this coming week, you know I'm always a big fan, I always tell people I'm a much bigger fan of taking something on rather than giving something up because most of the things we give up, we take back up at Easter. Gave up chocolate several years in a row, I still eat it though. And I've got two or three days left. If it's just a six week odd practice that won't continue rather than what would happen and I tell you this now instead of next week because it takes a little preparation. You know, got six weeks during Lent. What if you celebrated each Sunday of Lent by reconnecting to someone you've let fall away? Reconnecting to someone who's become isolated. Maybe they become isolated because they're hard to be around. I always comfort myself in the world when I'm trying to be around people who are really, really, the theological term is irritating. I always comfort myself knowing that I am too. You know, who are the people we've allowed to drift away just because it's easier? A better spent Lent is at least once a week reconnecting to someone. And it may be simple and it takes two and they may decide it doesn't go anywhere but you're open to bringing people back into your lives. That's the healing. That's the miracle. The rest is wondrous but it's just medicine. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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A leper came to Jesus, and kneeling down,
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begged him and said, if you wish, you can make me clean.
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Moved with pity, he stretched out his hand,
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touched him, and said to him, I do will it be made clean.
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The leprosy left him immediately,
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and he was made clean.
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Then warning him sternly, he dismissed him at once.
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He said to him, see that you tell no one anything,
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but go show yourself to the priest
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and offer for your cleansing what Moses prescribed.
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That will be proof for them.
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The man went away and began to publicize the whole matter.
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He spread the report abroad so that it
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was impossible for Jesus to enter a town openly.
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He remained outside in deserted places,
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and people kept coming to him from everywhere.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Many of our scripture stories are buried
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under years of cultural dust.
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And I don't mean just getting back
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to what was going on in that culture.
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I just mean that most of us hear the beginning of a story,
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and if it's one we recognize out of scripture,
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we get an immediate picture in our head
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of what the story's about, and we don't hear the words
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anymore.
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It's this sort of religious dust that lays over things.
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It happens outside of religion, too.
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I was running across one with a group
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I was talking with this week, where
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we were talking about the poem.
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And you can run it in your head quickly.
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I know many of you, the nursery rhyme, Humpty Dumpty.
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When you run it in your head, it probably
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doesn't occur to you that nowhere in that poem
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does it mention an egg.
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Probably written about a person.
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Humpty Dumpty was probably, in the author's mind,
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a guard who fell from a wall, and the army couldn't fix him.
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But you and I, I want to know who put the egg in our head.
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Because it's universal.
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You say Humpty Dumpty, and we all
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see the egg that's been patched back together.
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Where'd the egg come from?
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And so we do that with a lot of our stories.
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Someone years ago injects something into the story,
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and that's what we hear, not the story.
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And when someone mentioned that to me in the last few weeks,
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I immediately went through it.
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I'm like, there's no egg in there.
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But someone slipped an egg in.
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So we have, in today's reading, something
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that people might hear, and they might not put it together
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with other stories they've heard.
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In this story, we definitely have a little bit of a,
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it feels like a little bit of a rebuke,
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because he says, tell nobody anything.
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And it says, but the man went right off
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and began to publicize the whole matter,
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and now Jesus can't go into any of the towns,
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and now he's got to be, you know.
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There's a little griping towards the guy.
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Now, every year at Thanksgiving, we get a reading
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where 10 people are said, are told, don't tell anyone,
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and nine of them do exactly what Jesus said,
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and the other one comes back, given praise to God,
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and he's the hero of the story.
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So which one do we grab onto?
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Because it kind of sounds like, well,
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Jesus was in a different mood during this story,
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and there's a bigger problem with it,
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which is, many scripture scholars start to think,
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well, you know, Jesus isn't ready to reveal himself.
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There's this sort of dishonest subterfuge
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that they assign to Jesus, which is distasteful.
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He's sneaking around.
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He doesn't want anyone to know who he is yet.
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What we forget is that the Gospels
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will not get you back to the life of Jesus.
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They get you back to the faith of the early church,
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and more importantly, the faith
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of four very different communities in the early church.
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You know, we have adjective forms
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of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John,
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the Mark, and the Luke, and the Matthean, the Johannine.
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This Mark community, the writers of this Gospel,
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the community that puts this together,
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they interpret the last little bit here.
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The story, you know, someone is told,
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don't make a big deal out of it,
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and they go and they publicize the whole matter.
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Now, the Gospel writer here decides,
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and because of that, Jesus couldn't go out into any town.
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Another Gospel writer decides,
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isn't it great that someone
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just couldn't keep that to themselves?
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But more importantly, you want to go back
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to that question and say, but why would,
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because it's pretty consistent in the Gospels,
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why would Jesus ever say,
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I've healed you, but don't tell anyone?
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And there is a good reason that we never,
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because we're immediately thinking, why the subterfuge?
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That's not what it is.
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Jesus says to them, don't tell anyone I healed.
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Go back and jump through all the normal hoops for healing,
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and let them think that healed you.
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The reason we find in our first reading today.
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When someone was thought to have leprosy,
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they were ostracized from the community.
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And you know, this is the difference
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between someone saying, you know,
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if we had a plague, say, flu,
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and let me tell you, there are people
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who are coming and saying,
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we have to stop communion until May,
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because of the flu, you know.
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Everyone has to make these decisions for themselves,
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but if we were the kind of community that said,
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look, once you've been diagnosed with flu,
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and wouldn't it be nice if there was a visual sign for flu,
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once you've been diagnosed,
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you are not allowed on this campus
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until we get a bill of health from your doctor.
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And that's the way the community was protecting itself.
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And some magic healer comes by and says,
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look, I'm gonna heal you from the flu,
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and he heals the person.
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And the person shows up at the doors and says,
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hey, I don't have that bill of health from the doctors,
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but a magic person on the street healed me.
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We'd be like, yeah, thank you, you're not coming in.
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That's what the community was doing.
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And what Jesus is saying is,
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and they don't even use the word healing,
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the guy says, I wanna be made clean.
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Jesus can make us clean, but only the community heals.
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And the community's not ready to heal
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until, unfortunately, at this time,
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they have to see him jump through their community hoops.
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Sometimes we never get past that.
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We should, but we need to know that the reason
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Jesus doesn't send them in saying,
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I know you all saw I had leprosy this last week,
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but a magic guy on the street cured me.
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He says, no, don't even tell them about this.
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Go and do the cleansing that Moses prescribed
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and go through what, all of that,
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and go back and be reconciled and healed in your community.
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We are a community of people.
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It really is one of the fundamental differences
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in history, until recent, but really, in history,
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it's the fundamental difference
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between classic Catholicism and classic Protestantism,
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is Protestantism started to take that approach
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of my personal relationship with Jesus Christ,
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my personal relationship with God,
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I'm gonna build my path.
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Catholicism was, you're Catholic
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not because you have met the Pope.
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You're Catholic because you belong to a community,
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the community belongs to the church.
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Most of us wanna say, well, I'm Catholic.
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Really, I'm a member of a community
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and the community is Catholic.
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It's a very different image.
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We are saved in community.
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And that, until very recently,
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that has always been the approach.
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Right now, it's still the approach worldwide.
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Here in America, we've got a lot of these
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sort of college-age youth programs in the church
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that are trying to feel, because they grew up in America,
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they're thinking, you know, maybe Catholicism
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will catch on if we become evangelical.
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No, actually, we'll just be a different church.
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And so, we're taking that approach in some sectors.
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But the truth is, we join people to community
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and the community belongs to the larger community
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and the community is what is saved.
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And so, Jesus isn't about to say to this guy,
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yeah, I'll make you clean.
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Of course, once I do that, you'll never be able
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to get back into the community
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because they'll never believe in that healing.
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So, he actually says to them, and for now,
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go to the doctor, get checked out,
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take the medicine that you won't even need now,
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and get your bill of health and go back.
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Because the last thing he wants to do
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is physically heal someone
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and leave them outside the community.
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Every healing story of Jesus has this same theme going on.
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It's always, they're wandering among the tombs,
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which were outside the city of living people.
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They kept the city of the dead and the city of the living
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very separate in those cultures.
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So, someone wandering around the tombs
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is on the outskirts of society.
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You know, when he raises a little girl from the dead,
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he returns her to a parent, always.
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There's always this moment at the end of the story
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where healing is not an individual thing.
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It's a nice thing, but real healing happens
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when we leave our isolation
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that the physical problems might have caused,
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but we leave our isolation and come back into community.
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That's the deeper healing.
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And so, Jesus isn't trying to hide who he is.
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Jesus is trying to make the healing complete
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and work within the culture he's in.
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And so, especially as we approach Lent,
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it's such an interesting spiritual exercise
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to understand the healing that's been given to us
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and the healing we pray to God for.
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People pray to God all the time for all sorts of cures.
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But as I've said on several occasions,
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we actually have the cure to loneliness,
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we just don't care enough to administer the medicine.
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We have the cure to hunger.
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We don't always care enough to get out in the world
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and administer the medicine.
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We actually have the cure to war.
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We just don't wanna give up other things
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that are more important to us.
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We have the cures of so many things and we don't use them.
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And I always wonder whose prayers are more fervent,
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our prayer to God for the healings we don't have
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or God's prayer to us to use the ones we do.
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Because maybe the day we use the ones we have,
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God will ready us for the next set of cures.
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But most of us aren't ready to use the ones we have.
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So as Lent approaches this coming week,
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you know I'm always a big fan,
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I always tell people I'm a much bigger fan
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of taking something on rather than giving something up
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because most of the things we give up,
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we take back up at Easter.
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Gave up chocolate several years in a row,
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I still eat it though.
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And I've got two or three days left.
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If it's just a six week odd practice that won't continue
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rather than what would happen
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and I tell you this now instead of next week
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because it takes a little preparation.
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You know, got six weeks during Lent.
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What if you celebrated each Sunday of Lent
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by reconnecting to someone you've let fall away?
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Reconnecting to someone who's become isolated.
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Maybe they become isolated
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because they're hard to be around.
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I always comfort myself in the world
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when I'm trying to be around people
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who are really, really,
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the theological term is irritating.
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I always comfort myself knowing that I am too.
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You know, who are the people we've allowed to drift away
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just because it's easier?
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A better spent Lent is at least once a week
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reconnecting to someone.
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And it may be simple and it takes two
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and they may decide it doesn't go anywhere
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but you're open to bringing people back into your lives.
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That's the healing.
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That's the miracle.
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The rest is wondrous but it's just medicine.
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The real healing is when we bring people back
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into our lives and realize that our journey to heaven
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is together or not at all.
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Father Pat's homily centers on the idea that t Father Pat's homily centers on the idea that true healing, as modeled by Jesus, is not just physical restoration but the reintegration of individuals into their communities. Using the Gospel story of Jesus healing a leper, Father Pat challenges the surface-level interpretations that often obscure the deeper spiritual message. He emphasizes that Jesus' instruction to keep the healing quiet was not about secrecy or manipulation, but about ensuring that the man could be fully restored to society by following the communal processes of purification. This reflects a core belief that salvation and healing are communal realities, not merely individual experiences. As we approach Lent, Father Pat urges us to reflect on the ways we can practice this communal healing—by reaching out, reconnecting, and reweaving people back into the fabric of our lives—thus participating in the divine work of restoration.
The Gospel story of Jesus healing the leper is one that, according to Father Pat, has been culturally and religiously “dusted over,” preventing us from hearing its original power. Just as we universally associate Humpty Dumpty with an egg—despite no mention of one in the rhyme—we also tend to misread Gospel stories because of preconceived religious images. In this reading, Jesus heals a leper but sternly warns him not to tell anyone; the man disregards this and spreads the news, resulting in Jesus being unable to enter towns openly. Many interpret this as Jesus trying to hide his identity, but Father Pat challenges that notion. He explains that Jesus’ command not to speak is not about secrecy, but about ensuring that the man follows the societal and religious process for reentry into the community. In ancient Jewish culture, lepers were cast out—not just because of contagion, but because they were considered ritually unclean. Only after presenting themselves to the priests and performing the required rituals could they be fully restored to community life.
This distinction is critical: Jesus doesn’t just want to make someone physically well; he wants them to be whole, which includes social and spiritual reintegration. Healing is not complete until the person is welcomed back into the communal fold. Jesus doesn’t circumvent the community's process; he works within it, affirming the necessity of communal validation and belonging. Father Pat points out that we often overlook this dynamic and assume Jesus is acting in secret, when in fact he’s deeply honoring the communal structures necessary for full human flourishing. This reflects a broader theological truth: salvation is not a private, individualistic affair, but a communal one. Father Pat contrasts the classic Catholic view—where faith is lived and expressed in community—with a more modern, individualistic approach that sees salvation as a personal, one-on-one relationship with God. While both have value, Catholicism traditionally emphasizes that we are saved together, not alone.
This leads to Father Pat’s Lenten challenge: don’t just give something up (especially something trivial like chocolate); instead, take something on. Specifically, take on the work of healing relationships—of reaching out to those who have become isolated or estranged. He acknowledges that some people are difficult, but reminds us that we too are difficult for others. Reconnection, even if tentative or incomplete, is a sacred act. It’s the kind of healing Jesus modeled—bringing people back into relationship, into community, into wholeness. Father Pat provocatively suggests that while we are constantly praying to God for healings we don’t yet have, God may be praying to us to use the ones we already possess. We have the cures for loneliness, hunger, and even war—but we often lack the will to apply them. Lent, then, is not just a time for self-denial but for self-giving—an opportunity to administer the medicine of community, compassion, and reconnection. It is through these acts that we participate in the true miracle of healing: the restoration of human belonging and the journey to God we make together....
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So it gets kind of joined in not an easy way to the triumphant entry. And the triumphant entry of Jesus sort of takes a back seat and never gets its own liturgy anymore. Even though we think, oh, all the rituals and the waving of the palms and the blessing of the water, it's much more visual. But if you get a chance, we have the 7 p.m. on Thursday, 7 p.m. on Friday, and the 8 p.m. on Saturday, and these are very unique rituals. You will see things you don't see any other time of year. Thursday we have not just the institution of the Eucharist, which is the center of our prayer life, but also the washing of the feet, which is that ritual that centers our ministry, and it ties the two together, that we don't gather for prayer if we're not going to go out and do something, and we won't do as much in the world if we aren't powered by prayer. So we have this tie between the two, and on Friday we really pull apart this gospel. We'll do John's version, but we really pull apart the gospel of the passion and death. And you do the longer form, and it's a little more intricate. Saturday is two things. It is Saturday night, so we start in the dark. It's the darkness of the two, and we hear the Old Testament stories. There's a few readings that proclaim what's going to happen, and finally there's a moment where the lights come on, and we have, you know, the Easter begins, and flowers come in, and the Gloria happens for the first time in 6 weeks. So it's a big moment. And then after the homily, we have baptism and confirmation. This year we only have one of each. If you've always wanted to see an Easter vigil but have heard it's very long, it will be less long. One of each. This could be your year. And then we have our mass, our liturgy just of the Eucharist. So it's longer. It's longer than Sunday morning. You can get seats, though, so it's a trade-off. If you choose to come, it's a really great experience, and it's just fascinating how many people will say, you know, I was a Catholic for 70 years, never been to one of these, it's amazing. Because we just don't think to go all the time, and we've made plans for Easter morning already. But if you get a chance, I would suggest. Those are not days of obligation, depending on who you ask. There are countries and places that try, but it canonically can't work. Because the other canon law of those days is, and this is the mandatory one, we are the trinitum, those three nights, we are only allowed to do one celebration in a parish. So if all the people of this parish from all the masses came to one celebration, they would crucify me. It would be unbearable. They can't get that many people. It's not, we don't push it as a day of obligation because we should never try to demand something we cannot provide for you. So if it's something that interests you, I hope you'll take time. But the rather, I think, fortunate combining of these two odd ideas into one liturgy gives us a very different moment to reflect. We can talk about Jesus in this, which is done most places, and I've done most years. That Jesus is, we've got to see Jesus in those triumphant moments, and we've got to see Jesus in those horrible moments, and that's an important message. But you know, this year I've been struck much more, not by, I mean, obviously it's centered around Jesus, but I don't think we always look at the crowd. Which crowd are we? Are we the crowd that screams and yells to welcome someone in, or are we the crowd that screams and yells to crucify someone we don't like? I mean, who are we as a crowd? I think that is the much more interesting question that comes out of these two readings because the crowd, and I always say, it's similar to politics. You know, if you look at the last 10 years, and you're from the outside, you would think, well, the country was clearly more to the left this election, more to the right that election, then you talk to Americans, and most of us haven't changed our mind in 20 years. Whose voice prevails? Whoever shows up. I mean, we all know that we are a country with, if not the most, one of the longest, unbroken traditions of people getting to hope. And we have probably the worst voter turnout in the world. It's always, who is motivated enough to turn out in any moment, and why, and why not? It's not, you don't find a lot of people who will say, oh, I voted for the winner every time, I just keep flipping. No. Whose voice, there's a line in that gospel, their voices prevailed. Meaning, you know, Pilate's washing his hands of it. Pilate didn't listen to one group of people. It wasn't his fault. Those voices prevailed. The milk spilled. No one spilled it. No, no, Pilate chose who to listen to. What you do later, where were all the people from that opening scene? They're there. And where were the people from the passion? Many aboard the opening. But the energy of the crowd is different depending on the passion people come with. Are we more passionate in our welcomes? Are we more passionate in our donations and money? What gets our energy going? I think that's the question this liturgy asks. We know that God is with us in our high moments and our low moments. But how are we with God in what could be an amazing moment of welcome to whoever needs? It's Jesus in this story, but we're called to see Jesus in everyone. How large is our energy when it's time to throw rocks at someone we don't like or dismiss people in need or look the other way and someone's really in trouble? As a crowd, or even individually as members of a crowd, who are we? I think we are better at protest than support of anything. You know, most people... It's always... Every commentator talks about it. We all listen to it. It just sort of rolls over us now to know that most of us in our culture for the last 20, 25 years, we can absolutely tell you what we stand against. What we stand for? Not so much. What do I stand for? Anything against them? No. And it's why leaders for years have stopped having to ever put out a platform. Their platform is always, I'm not the other guy. That's always the platform. Let me tell you why they will ruin everything. How many things do we see happen and change Okay, this is the change we want and no one ever says, and how will that make things better? It's obvious, isn't it? Sometimes we just... And they always say, you want to unify people, give them an enemy. Give them an enemy. That's what they did. Jesus became the enemy. And man, they got a much bigger crowd than they had, obviously, because they prevailed. It's much easier to get a crowd to turn against someone than to get a crowd to support people. And Jesus comes to town, and they welcome him. Are we the crowd of welcome or the crowd of persecution? There's not a lot of middle ground. If someone needs welcome, and we say, I don't want to hurt those people. I just want to stand here quietly while they fall apart. Who are we helping in the world? And how? And how do we see help coming? And who do we want to be as a positive force? That first crowd is... They've just got something in their hearts that they want to be. I always love that we have to sort of reenact it here. I mean... And everyone is singing and waving palms wide because I'm throwing water at you. Now, in another situation, you would be irritated. But... I have a good friend, Kathleen Staker, once at my last parish, and I had this... We didn't have a second sprinkler for the... We had to do Easter morning in the gym. And so we used this. It was a straw broom. Worst thing ever. Because it would absorb nothing. So I would dip it in, and it would throw about a gallon of water, and then it was dropped. And I get out on Easter morning, and there she is in all of her Easter glory, and she looked like a raccoon after I hit her with that water. Makeup is run. And she literally looked like... I mean, like one of her best friends had just smacked her, which I basically had. You know? And yet, it's a happy moment. I mean, it's been 10 years, and she really is almost over it. It was a happy moment. Because we were there... Easter is about what we can do in the world. It's not about what we shouldn't. It's not about who's the villain. It's about how we create heroes and support and want. How we lift up people who will lift up others. How we don't lift up people who will put down others. And Pilate is sort of milquetoast. I mean, it's a very sad story. I see nothing wrong with him. I've been waiting to meet him. I kind of like him. Kill him, okay. Because whatever the people want... He doesn't even know what the people want. Some of the people want it, some don't. Just sort of the path of least resistance. We need to lift one another up, and we need to lift the people up who lift people up. That's the crowd at the beginning of Mass. Jesus has done nothing but lift people up. You know, Jesus really doesn't rail against anyone in the Gospels. It's easy to say the only people he rails against are the other people who are raiding against people. It's not even that. Jesus comes head to head with Pharisees and scribes and the people who are trying to control everyone. But he doesn't talk about them behind their back to gain popularity with the crowd. He argues with them. He never says, let me tell you about the scribes and Pharisees. He always says, use scribes and Pharisees. He argues with them. But when he's talking to the crowd, he gives them an agenda to accomplish. That's passing off. And he tells them to feed the poor and to clothe the naked and to visit the sick. He gives them things they are to do. You know, free the imprisoned. 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Today' WEBVTT
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Today's liturgy is a bit of a mishmash.
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It is two liturgies historically that were separate,
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Palm, Sunday, and then the Passion,
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really even today, belongs by rights to Friday.
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That's the Good Friday liturgy.
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And it seems very odd to do it today and say,
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now, come Thursday we're going to back up and start over again
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at the Last Supper.
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But it has just been a pastoral practice of the church
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that when there is an important message and moment
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that doesn't fall on Sunday,
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they will somehow, the word they use in the liturgy is
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they transmute it to Sunday.
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So, Ascension Thursday, you know,
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which is ten days before Pentecost, is a Sunday.
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So is Pentecost.
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It's a long week.
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No, it should be the Thursday,
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but they transmuted it to Sunday.
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This happens all through the year.
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It seems Christmas is the only holiday that we'll go to
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that's not a Sunday.
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So it gets kind of joined in not an easy way
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to the triumphant entry.
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And the triumphant entry of Jesus sort of takes a back seat
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and never gets its own liturgy anymore.
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Even though we think, oh, all the rituals
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and the waving of the palms and the blessing of the water,
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it's much more visual.
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But if you get a chance, we have the 7 p.m. on Thursday,
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7 p.m. on Friday, and the 8 p.m. on Saturday,
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and these are very unique rituals.
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You will see things you don't see any other time of year.
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Thursday we have not just the institution of the Eucharist,
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which is the center of our prayer life,
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but also the washing of the feet,
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which is that ritual that centers our ministry,
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and it ties the two together,
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that we don't gather for prayer
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if we're not going to go out and do something,
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and we won't do as much in the world
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if we aren't powered by prayer.
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So we have this tie between the two,
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and on Friday we really pull apart this gospel.
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We'll do John's version, but we really pull apart
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the gospel of the passion and death.
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And you do the longer form,
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and it's a little more intricate.
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Saturday is two things.
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It is Saturday night, so we start in the dark.
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It's the darkness of the two,
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and we hear the Old Testament stories.
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There's a few readings that proclaim what's going to happen,
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and finally there's a moment where the lights come on,
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and we have, you know, the Easter begins,
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and flowers come in, and the Gloria happens
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for the first time in 6 weeks.
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So it's a big moment.
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And then after the homily,
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we have baptism and confirmation.
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This year we only have one of each.
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If you've always wanted to see an Easter vigil
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but have heard it's very long, it will be less long.
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One of each.
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This could be your year.
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And then we have our mass,
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our liturgy just of the Eucharist.
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So it's longer.
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It's longer than Sunday morning.
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You can get seats, though, so it's a trade-off.
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If you choose to come,
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it's a really great experience,
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and it's just fascinating how many people will say,
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you know, I was a Catholic for 70 years,
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never been to one of these, it's amazing.
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Because we just don't think to go all the time,
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and we've made plans for Easter morning already.
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But if you get a chance, I would suggest.
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Those are not days of obligation, depending on who you ask.
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There are countries and places that try,
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but it canonically can't work.
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Because the other canon law of those days is,
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and this is the mandatory one,
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we are the trinitum, those three nights,
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we are only allowed to do one celebration in a parish.
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So if all the people of this parish
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from all the masses came to one celebration,
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they would crucify me.
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It would be unbearable.
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They can't get that many people.
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It's not, we don't push it as a day of obligation
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because we should never try to demand something
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we cannot provide for you.
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So if it's something that interests you,
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I hope you'll take time.
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But the rather, I think, fortunate combining
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of these two odd ideas into one liturgy
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gives us a very different moment to reflect.
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We can talk about Jesus in this,
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which is done most places, and I've done most years.
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That Jesus is, we've got to see Jesus
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in those triumphant moments,
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and we've got to see Jesus in those horrible moments,
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and that's an important message.
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But you know, this year I've been struck much more,
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not by, I mean, obviously it's centered around Jesus,
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but I don't think we always look at the crowd.
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Which crowd are we?
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Are we the crowd that screams and yells
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to welcome someone in,
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or are we the crowd that screams and yells
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to crucify someone we don't like?
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I mean, who are we as a crowd?
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I think that is the much more interesting question
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that comes out of these two readings
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because the crowd, and I always say,
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it's similar to politics.
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You know, if you look at the last 10 years,
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and you're from the outside, you would think,
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well, the country was clearly more to the left this election,
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more to the right that election,
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then you talk to Americans,
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and most of us haven't changed our mind in 20 years.
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Whose voice prevails?
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Whoever shows up.
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I mean, we all know that we are a country with,
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if not the most, one of the longest,
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unbroken traditions of people getting to hope.
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And we have probably the worst voter turnout in the world.
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It's always, who is motivated enough
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to turn out in any moment, and why, and why not?
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It's not, you don't find a lot of people who will say,
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oh, I voted for the winner every time,
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I just keep flipping.
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No.
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Whose voice, there's a line in that gospel,
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their voices prevailed.
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Meaning, you know, Pilate's washing his hands of it.
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Pilate didn't listen to one group of people.
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It wasn't his fault.
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Those voices prevailed.
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The milk spilled.
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No one spilled it.
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No, no, Pilate chose who to listen to.
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What you do later,
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where were all the people from that opening scene?
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They're there.
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And where were the people from the passion?
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Many aboard the opening.
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But the energy of the crowd is different
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depending on the passion people come with.
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Are we more passionate in our welcomes?
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Are we more passionate in our donations and money?
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What gets our energy going?
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I think that's the question this liturgy asks.
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We know that God is with us in our high moments
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and our low moments.
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But how are we with God
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in what could be an amazing moment
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of welcome to whoever needs?
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It's Jesus in this story,
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but we're called to see Jesus in everyone.
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How large is our energy
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when it's time to throw rocks at someone we don't like
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or dismiss people in need
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or look the other way
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and someone's really in trouble?
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As a crowd, or even individually as members of a crowd,
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who are we?
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I think we are better at protest than support of anything.
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You know, most people...
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It's always...
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Every commentator talks about it.
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We all listen to it.
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It just sort of rolls over us now
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to know that most of us in our culture
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for the last 20, 25 years,
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we can absolutely tell you what we stand against.
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What we stand for?
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Not so much.
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What do I stand for?
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Anything against them?
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No.
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And it's why leaders for years
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have stopped having to ever put out a platform.
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Their platform is always,
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I'm not the other guy.
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That's always the platform.
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Let me tell you why they will ruin everything.
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How many things do we see happen and change
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Okay, this is the change we want
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and no one ever says,
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and how will that make things better?
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It's obvious, isn't it?
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Sometimes we just...
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And they always say,
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you want to unify people,
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give them an enemy.
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Give them an enemy.
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That's what they did.
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Jesus became the enemy.
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And man, they got a much bigger crowd than they had,
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obviously, because they prevailed.
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It's much easier to get a crowd to turn against someone
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than to get a crowd to support people.
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And Jesus comes to town,
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and they welcome him.
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Are we the crowd of welcome
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or the crowd of persecution?
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There's not a lot of middle ground.
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If someone needs welcome,
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and we say,
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I don't want to hurt those people.
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I just want to stand here quietly
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while they fall apart.
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Who are we helping in the world?
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And how?
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And how do we see help coming?
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And who do we want to be as a positive force?
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That first crowd is...
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They've just got something in their hearts
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that they want to be.
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I always love that we have to sort of reenact it here.
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I mean...
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And everyone is singing and waving palms wide
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because I'm throwing water at you.
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Now, in another situation,
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you would be irritated.
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But...
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I have a good friend, Kathleen Staker,
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once at my last parish,
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and I had this...
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We didn't have a second sprinkler for the...
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We had to do Easter morning in the gym.
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And so we used this.
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It was a straw broom.
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Worst thing ever.
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Because it would absorb nothing.
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So I would dip it in,
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and it would throw about a gallon of water,
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and then it was dropped.
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And I get out on Easter morning,
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and there she is in all of her Easter glory,
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and she looked like a raccoon after I hit her
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with that water.
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Makeup is run.
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And she literally looked like...
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I mean, like one of her best friends
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had just smacked her,
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which I basically had.
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You know?
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And yet, it's a happy moment.
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I mean, it's been 10 years,
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and she really is almost over it.
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It was a happy moment.
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Because we were there...
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Easter is about what we can do in the world.
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It's not about what we shouldn't.
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It's not about who's the villain.
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It's about how we create heroes
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and support and want.
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How we lift up people who will lift up others.
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How we don't lift up people who will put down others.
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And Pilate is sort of milquetoast.
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I mean, it's a very sad story.
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I see nothing wrong with him.
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I've been waiting to meet him.
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I kind of like him.
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Kill him, okay.
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Because whatever the people want...
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He doesn't even know what the people want.
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Some of the people want it, some don't.
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Just sort of the path of least resistance.
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We need to lift one another up,
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and we need to lift the people up who lift people up.
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That's the crowd at the beginning of Mass.
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Jesus has done nothing but lift people up.
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You know, Jesus really doesn't rail against anyone in the Gospels.
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It's easy to say the only people he rails against
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are the other people who are raiding against people.
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It's not even that.
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Jesus comes head to head with Pharisees and scribes
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and the people who are trying to control everyone.
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But he doesn't talk about them behind their back
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to gain popularity with the crowd.
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He argues with them.
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He never says,
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let me tell you about the scribes and Pharisees.
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He always says, use scribes and Pharisees.
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He argues with them.
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But when he's talking to the crowd,
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he gives them an agenda to accomplish.
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That's passing off.
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And he tells them to feed the poor
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and to clothe the naked and to visit the sick.
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He gives them things they are to do.
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You know, free the imprisoned.
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And we have to decide,
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are we a crowd who lifts up those who lift up?
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Or are we a crowd who will lift up those who will tear down?
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Father Pat’s message centers on the duality presen Father Pat’s message centers on the duality present in Palm Sunday’s liturgy—the juxtaposition of Jesus’ triumphant entry into Jerusalem with His suffering and death—and challenges the congregation to reflect on their own role as part of the “crowd.” He explores the tension between celebration and rejection, between welcome and condemnation, and encourages believers to ask themselves not only where they stand with Jesus, but how they stand with others in need. Rather than focusing solely on Jesus’ Passion, Father Pat invites reflection on human behavior, social dynamics, and moral responsibility. Are we the crowd that welcomes Christ and lifts others up, or the crowd that turns against Him and tears others down? The central question is not merely who Jesus is, but who we are, and how we choose to act as individuals and as a collective.
This thoughtful reflection begins with an acknowledgment of the liturgical complexity of Palm Sunday, which combines two distinct historical observances: the joyful procession of Jesus into Jerusalem and the solemn reading of the Passion. Father Pat notes the pastoral rationale behind the Church’s practice of "transmuting" Holy Days to Sundays for wider participation, even if it creates a liturgical dissonance. He humorously observes that Christmas is the only feast most people consistently attend on its proper day. Yet, rather than lament this mishmash, he sees it as a providential opportunity for deeper reflection.
Father Pat emphasizes the importance of the Triduum—Holy Thursday, Good Friday, and the Easter Vigil on Saturday—as unique liturgical experiences that tie together prayer, service, sacrifice, and rebirth. Holy Thursday is not just about the Eucharist, but also the washing of feet, symbolizing the unity of worship and mission. On Good Friday, the Passion narrative invites us to sit with suffering and injustice. And at the Easter Vigil, the transition from darkness to light, death to life, symbolized in Scripture, sacrament, and ritual, offers a profound spiritual awakening.
However, rather than dwelling exclusively on the person of Jesus—whom we know to be the central figure—Father Pat shifts the focus to the crowd. The same people who welcomed Jesus with palms and hosannas later cried out for His crucifixion. This dramatic shift in public sentiment raises a sobering question: “Which crowd are we?” He draws a poignant parallel to contemporary political and social life, where public opinion often swings not based on deep moral reflection, but on who shows up and who yells the loudest. As in Pilate’s court, it is often “whose voices prevail” that determines the outcome, not necessarily what is just or true.
Father Pat challenges his listeners to consider their own energy and passions. Are we more animated in protest than in support? Are we more willing to join a crowd tearing someone down than one lifting others up? He notes that modern culture is rich in opposition but poor in vision—people can articulate what they are against, but few can say what they are for. This tendency mirrors the Gospel narrative in which Jesus is turned into an enemy to unify a crowd. Pilate, lacking conviction, chooses the path of least resistance, allowing injustice for the sake of appeasement. How often do we do the same?
He calls us to be the first crowd—the one that welcomes, that celebrates, that lifts up. Jesus’ ministry was defined not by condemnation but by compassion. He debated the Pharisees directly, never resorting to slander or manipulation. When addressing the people, Jesus didn’t tell them whom to hate; He told them what to do—feed the hungry, clothe the naked, visit the imprisoned. The Gospel isn’t a manifesto of opposition, but a call to action and love. Father Pat reminds us that the work of the Church is not merely to resist evil, but to build good—to uplift those who uplift others.
In the end, Father Pat’s message is a challenge to examine our place in the story. We are not just spectators to Jesus’ Passion; we are participants in the ongoing story of how God’s love is welcomed or rejected in the world. Are we passive observers, or do we add our voice to the crowd? And if so, what is our cry—“Hosanna” or “Crucify him”? The liturgy invites us into this tension not to confuse us, but to awaken us—to show us ourselves. It asks us not only to understand the Passion of Christ, but to live out the compassion of Christ in a world desperate for grace, justice, and solidarity....
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Finding Gods Stillness
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2017-08-13
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Peter got out of the boat and began to walk on the water toward Jesus. But when he saw how strong the wind was, he became frightened, and beginning to sink, he cried out, Lord, save me. Immediately Jesus stretched out his hand and caught Peter, and said to him, O you of little faith, why did you doubt? After they got into the boat, the wind died down. Those who were in the boat did him homage, saying, Truly you are the Son of God. The Gospel of the Lord. Thank you, Lord Jesus Christ. This has long been perhaps my favorite passage in all the Gospels. Mostly because Peter is such a colossal mess. He succeeds more than anyone, he fails more than anyone. He is the fully alive person. You know, there are, we don't hear any of the stories of those who, none of them failed because they sat in the boat and did nothing. What we always hear is the story of the one who kind of just lunges out into the deep and takes the hits. And it really is who we're called to be. But there's a moment in this story that I think we sometimes miss. And for years I've read this and thought, that is just a moment that doesn't make any sense. And yet today it makes new sense for me. And it is the moment when Peter, it says, Jesus is still far enough off that they can't see him. They don't know who it is, but he says, it's me. And Peter comes up with what I have always assumed was one of the most, oh, just not a good idea litmus tests he could have. You know, Lord, if that's really you, tell me to come to you on the water. Yeah, because if it was someone else, they wouldn't have told, you know. Couldn't you just see the devil going, okay, sure. I mean, it's rather like someone knocking on your door at night and an unfamiliar voice says, let me in, it's your mom. And if you say, if you're really my mom, use the key under the mat. I mean, you know, so Peter says, if it's really you, but I think this is the genius of it. I think this is the core piece of our spirituality that if we grab, takes us to a new place. What he says is, if that's really you, God, put me to the test. Would that be the thing we'd come up with? If it's really God, put me to the test. Most of us, if it's really God, cure Aunt Hazel. Get me a job. Do something I want you to do. Show me the magic. If it's really God, call me to the challenge. It's an amazing moment. Call me into the storm. I'm already hiding in the boat. You call me even more into the storm if it's God. It's a far cry from the first reading that says, oh, you know, don't look in the storm. God will be in the gentle, quiet wind. God is in the gentle, quiet wind. Not nearly as often as we'd like. Often God is in the storm. Yesterday, I got both. You know, I went on a bike ride in the morning, and it was just one of those great mornings. I mean, it was the perfect Colorado morning, other than the fact that I'm now noticing that people are riding down the Cherry Creek Trail at Mach speed while texting on bikes now. But you know me. I don't complain about anything. But it was a great morning. And then I get home to all the news about Charlottesville. And I think, where are we? That's the storm. And I'm interested to hear and see how many churches will soft sell the message today because we don't want to delve too deeply into the storm. You know, you've watched social media blow up. And they're going after us. Well, we're Americans. They're going after all of our political leaders. But listen to our church leaders as well. They're not making nearly the strong statements they should. Well, you know, all sides, everyone, there's a lot of tension. And we condemn all sorts of hatred and violence. Yet right now, though, we're talking about white supremacists. And we condemn it. They won't go there. And a lot of people are calling them cowards. And I think, eh, I think coward is a generous sort of evaluation. I hope they're cowards. Because if they're not, what it really means is they have a little bit of affinity towards that thinking. That's the scarier. Is it cowardice or, eh, you know, you don't condemn your own. I mean, God love him. No one has ever accused him of going off the edge on these things. Senator Ted Cruz says, this is an act of terrorism that needs to be investigated. You've got people on both sides saying, and then you've got someone saying, literally they are saying the equivalent I could imagine. Could you imagine after 9-11, flight 93 is the one that went down in the field. They think, they don't know, but they think it was headed for the Capitol building. And some passengers on the plane got up and tried to retake the plane and brought it down in the middle of a field. Could you imagine if any of our church or state leaders had gotten up and said, well, on that one, the terrorists and the one who opposed them are equally to blame. Could you imagine? That's what that, when we get up and say, well, you know, we want to look at everything. No, no, it's time just to say, you know what? The kind of prejudice and bigotry we're seeing there is just flat wrong. It is in classical terms, a sin. And we as a church have to start praying with Peter that we will be called into the storm. Not that we get to, you know, I've said a million times, not that we get to be safe. I think most of us, what I've always loved about the vision I have of this gospel in my mind is Jesus is far enough away they don't know it's him. So he's out there somewhere. This altar, let's say, is the boat. And when Peter starts to step and falter, it says Jesus catches his hand, which means even as he falters, he's still willing to reach out. I have to tell you, I would love to think that that's me. But all I can feel in my body is the minute I sink, I would reach back for that boat. I would reach back for what's known and what's safe. Even though we're all in the boat afraid, you know, we would still reach back for familiar misery before trusting God to call us into the storm. It's the perfect gospel when you see, you know, our culture being sort of torn apart. And torn apart by people who are taking entire groups hostage emotionally. You know, I think I have a lot of friends who I would consider socially progressive, economically conservative. I think that's a lot of people in this country. And I keep thinking, you know, when groups like this take over the word conservative for all of America, that is like someone believing that Al-Qaeda is every Muslim. There are actually, you know, I mean, I quoted Senator Cruz, others, there are horrified conservatives throughout America today. And we can't let this get tagged right onto them. We can't let this get tagged onto a group. This is a small group of people, you know, I blanch every time I hear white Christian nation. Do you know who's not welcome in a white Christian nation? That Middle Eastern Jewish boy Jesus. You know, I always wonder what's the bigger miracle in our minds, in our minds, that he was born of a virgin or that that wonderful Jewish girl named Miriam gave birth to a white Aryan that's in all the artwork. Amazing how we can just flip things around and take what we want from them. And what we find out today is, no, no, you know what? Jesus came to save all people. Every person you encounter, every person struggling in America, every person of every faith and color that is struggling is a child, is beloved of God. Anyone who attacks one of us attacks all of us, even when it's our own people doing the attacking. You know, we have to become galvanized in the core of our faith, in the core of our faith that, you know, the Jesus who said, reach out to the marginalized. You know, that's really what widow and orphan is code for. The marginalized, those who had no access to the assets of a community. We reach out to everyone and we embrace everything except the hatred, except the terror. You know, terrorism is not something that always, that, you know, you can't measure it by the number of bodies that fall. Terrorism is there by the amount of fear it creates. That's why it's called terrorism, and this was an act of terrorism. This was an act of, how can we terrorize a town? And I think we are a people that say, no, that's not what Christianity is about. It's not what Catholicism is about. And again, not just politically, church-wise, our leaders have not spoken out. Our leaders have spoken, you know, spoken softly and you don't want, well, you don't want to offend the donors. I spent a lot of time last night thinking, I'd rather see the building project fail than have a community using the building that supports and embraces bigotry or prejudice. I'd rather, I'd rather join the Jews and... We will wander in the desert. It's been done before. Not with Irish skin, but it's been done before. We're going to be a people who just will not, who will not tolerate the hatred. It's the only thing we should just be intolerant about, you know, is the hatred. And when we become that people, we start to realize, the kingdom of God, you have two choices. We can either be a people that go after the storm, are invited in, we will take up the fight, we will become a people who will not be silent. I always think of Martin Luther King, you know, the generation will be judged not so much for the horrible deeds of the children of darkness, but for the awful silence of the children of good. The children of light can't be silent. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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After he had fed the people, Jesus made the disciples get into a boat and proceed him to the other side,
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while he dismissed the crowds.
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After doing so, he went up on the mountain to pray by himself,
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and when it was evening, he was there alone.
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Meanwhile, the boat, already a few miles offshore, was being tossed about by the waves,
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for the wind was against it.
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During the fourth watch of the night, he came toward them walking on the sea.
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When the disciples saw him walking on the sea, they were terrified.
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It is a ghost, they said, and they cried out in fear.
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At once Jesus spoke to them,
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Take courage in his eye, do not be afraid.
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Peter said to him in reply,
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Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water.
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He said, Come.
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Peter got out of the boat and began to walk on the water toward Jesus.
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But when he saw how strong the wind was, he became frightened,
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and beginning to sink, he cried out, Lord, save me.
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Immediately Jesus stretched out his hand and caught Peter,
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and said to him, O you of little faith, why did you doubt?
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After they got into the boat, the wind died down.
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Those who were in the boat did him homage, saying, Truly you are the Son of God.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Thank you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This has long been perhaps my favorite passage in all the Gospels.
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Mostly because Peter is such a colossal mess.
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He succeeds more than anyone, he fails more than anyone.
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He is the fully alive person.
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You know, there are, we don't hear any of the stories of those who,
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none of them failed because they sat in the boat and did nothing.
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What we always hear is the story of the one
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who kind of just lunges out into the deep and takes the hits.
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And it really is who we're called to be.
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But there's a moment in this story that I think we sometimes miss.
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And for years I've read this and thought,
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that is just a moment that doesn't make any sense.
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And yet today it makes new sense for me.
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And it is the moment when Peter, it says,
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Jesus is still far enough off that they can't see him.
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They don't know who it is, but he says, it's me.
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And Peter comes up with what I have always assumed
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was one of the most, oh, just not a good idea litmus tests he could have.
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You know, Lord, if that's really you, tell me to come to you on the water.
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Yeah, because if it was someone else, they wouldn't have told, you know.
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Couldn't you just see the devil going, okay, sure.
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I mean, it's rather like someone knocking on your door at night
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and an unfamiliar voice says, let me in, it's your mom.
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And if you say, if you're really my mom, use the key under the mat.
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I mean, you know, so Peter says, if it's really you,
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but I think this is the genius of it.
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I think this is the core piece of our spirituality
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that if we grab, takes us to a new place.
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What he says is, if that's really you, God, put me to the test.
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Would that be the thing we'd come up with?
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If it's really God, put me to the test.
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Most of us, if it's really God, cure Aunt Hazel.
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Get me a job.
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Do something I want you to do.
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Show me the magic.
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If it's really God, call me to the challenge.
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It's an amazing moment.
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Call me into the storm.
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I'm already hiding in the boat.
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You call me even more into the storm if it's God.
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It's a far cry from the first reading that says,
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oh, you know, don't look in the storm.
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God will be in the gentle, quiet wind.
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God is in the gentle, quiet wind.
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Not nearly as often as we'd like.
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Often God is in the storm.
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Yesterday, I got both.
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You know, I went on a bike ride in the morning,
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and it was just one of those great mornings.
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I mean, it was the perfect Colorado morning,
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other than the fact that I'm now noticing
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that people are riding down the Cherry Creek Trail
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at Mach speed while texting on bikes now.
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But you know me.
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I don't complain about anything.
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But it was a great morning.
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And then I get home to all the news about Charlottesville.
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And I think, where are we?
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That's the storm.
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And I'm interested to hear and see
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how many churches will soft sell the message today
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because we don't want to delve too deeply into the storm.
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You know, you've watched social media blow up.
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And they're going after us.
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Well, we're Americans.
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They're going after all of our political leaders.
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But listen to our church leaders as well.
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They're not making nearly the strong statements they should.
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Well, you know, all sides, everyone,
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there's a lot of tension.
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And we condemn all sorts of hatred and violence.
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Yet right now, though, we're talking about white supremacists.
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And we condemn it.
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They won't go there.
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And a lot of people are calling them cowards.
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And I think, eh, I think coward is a generous sort of evaluation.
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I hope they're cowards.
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Because if they're not, what it really means
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is they have a little bit of affinity towards that thinking.
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That's the scarier.
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Is it cowardice or, eh, you know, you don't condemn your own.
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I mean, God love him.
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No one has ever accused him of going off the edge on these things.
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Senator Ted Cruz says,
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this is an act of terrorism that needs to be investigated.
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You've got people on both sides saying,
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and then you've got someone saying,
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literally they are saying the equivalent I could imagine.
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Could you imagine after 9-11,
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flight 93 is the one that went down in the field.
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They think, they don't know,
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but they think it was headed for the Capitol building.
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And some passengers on the plane got up
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and tried to retake the plane
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and brought it down in the middle of a field.
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Could you imagine if any of our church or state leaders
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had gotten up and said,
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well, on that one, the terrorists
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and the one who opposed them are equally to blame.
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Could you imagine?
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That's what that, when we get up and say,
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well, you know, we want to look at everything.
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No, no, it's time just to say, you know what?
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The kind of prejudice and bigotry we're seeing there
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is just flat wrong.
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It is in classical terms, a sin.
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And we as a church have to start praying with Peter
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that we will be called into the storm.
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Not that we get to, you know, I've said a million times,
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not that we get to be safe.
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I think most of us, what I've always loved
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about the vision I have of this gospel in my mind
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is Jesus is far enough away they don't know it's him.
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So he's out there somewhere.
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This altar, let's say, is the boat.
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And when Peter starts to step and falter,
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it says Jesus catches his hand,
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which means even as he falters,
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he's still willing to reach out.
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I have to tell you, I would love to think that that's me.
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But all I can feel in my body is the minute I sink,
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I would reach back for that boat.
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I would reach back for what's known and what's safe.
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Even though we're all in the boat afraid,
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you know, we would still reach back for familiar misery
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before trusting God to call us into the storm.
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It's the perfect gospel when you see, you know,
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our culture being sort of torn apart.
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And torn apart by people who are taking
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entire groups hostage emotionally.
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You know, I think I have a lot of friends
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who I would consider socially progressive,
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economically conservative.
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I think that's a lot of people in this country.
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And I keep thinking, you know, when groups like this
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take over the word conservative for all of America,
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that is like someone believing that Al-Qaeda is every Muslim.
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There are actually, you know, I mean,
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I quoted Senator Cruz, others,
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there are horrified conservatives
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throughout America today.
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And we can't let this get tagged right onto them.
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We can't let this get tagged onto a group.
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This is a small group of people, you know,
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I blanch every time I hear white Christian nation.
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Do you know who's not welcome in a white Christian nation?
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That Middle Eastern Jewish boy Jesus.
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You know, I always wonder what's the bigger miracle
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in our minds, in our minds,
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that he was born of a virgin
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or that that wonderful Jewish girl named Miriam
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gave birth to a white Aryan that's in all the artwork.
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Amazing how we can just flip things around
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and take what we want from them.
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And what we find out today is, no, no, you know what?
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Jesus came to save all people.
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Every person you encounter,
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every person struggling in America,
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every person of every faith and color
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that is struggling is a child, is beloved of God.
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Anyone who attacks one of us attacks all of us,
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even when it's our own people doing the attacking.
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You know, we have to become galvanized
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in the core of our faith,
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in the core of our faith that, you know,
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the Jesus who said, reach out to the marginalized.
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You know, that's really what widow and orphan is code for.
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The marginalized, those who had no access
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to the assets of a community.
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We reach out to everyone
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and we embrace everything except the hatred,
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except the terror.
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You know, terrorism is not something that always,
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that, you know, you can't measure it
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by the number of bodies that fall.
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Terrorism is there by the amount of fear it creates.
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That's why it's called terrorism,
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and this was an act of terrorism.
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This was an act of, how can we terrorize a town?
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And I think we are a people that say,
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no, that's not what Christianity is about.
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It's not what Catholicism is about.
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And again, not just politically, church-wise,
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our leaders have not spoken out.
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Our leaders have spoken, you know,
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spoken softly and you don't want,
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well, you don't want to offend the donors.
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I spent a lot of time last night thinking,
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I'd rather see the building project fail
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than have a community using the building
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that supports and embraces bigotry or prejudice.
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I'd rather, I'd rather join the Jews and...
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We will wander in the desert.
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It's been done before.
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Not with Irish skin, but it's been done before.
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We're going to be a people who just will not,
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who will not tolerate the hatred.
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It's the only thing we should just be intolerant about,
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you know, is the hatred.
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And when we become that people, we start to realize,
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the kingdom of God, you have two choices.
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We can either be a people that go after the storm,
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are invited in, we will take up the fight,
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we will become a people who will not be silent.
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I always think of Martin Luther King, you know,
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the generation will be judged not so much
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for the horrible deeds of the children of darkness,
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but for the awful silence of the children of good.
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The children of light can't be silent.
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And I think we have to join people in saying,
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the kingdom of God is for everyone.
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And if we don't learn that, we're going to find out quickly
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that the kingdom of God will come for no one.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the courageous, me Father Pat’s message centers on the courageous, messy, and vulnerable faith embodied by Peter, who dares to step out of the boat into the storm at Jesus’ call. He contrasts Peter’s flawed yet bold discipleship with the passive safety of remaining in the boat, highlighting that true faith often calls us into chaos, not away from it. Father Pat urges us to reject sanitized religion that seeks comfort over conviction. He challenges both the Church and individual believers to confront evil, especially the evil of racial hatred and bigotry, with clarity and moral courage. The essence of faith, he says, is not asking God to give us safety or signs, but to call us into the storm—to take risks for justice, truth, and love. He emphasizes that silence in the face of evil is complicity and that true discipleship requires stepping into uncomfortable places to defend the dignity of all God’s children.
Father Pat’s reflection begins with a deep appreciation of the Gospel story where Peter walks on water, not because he succeeds, but because he dares, fails, and is caught by Jesus. This passage is for Father Pat a striking portrait of what it means to be fully engaged in the life of faith. Peter, in his recklessness and his doubt, still hears Jesus’ voice and steps into the storm rather than clinging to safety. Father Pat points out that most people prefer the safety of the boat—the familiar, even if it is fearful—rather than trusting God in uncertainty. He invites us to see Peter’s litmus test—"If it is you, Lord, command me to come"—as a radical act of faith that challenges God to call us into risk, not comfort. This is a spirituality not of consolation, but of confrontation. It is the spirituality of discipleship that says, “If this is really God, then let God demand everything of me.”
He then pivots to the events in Charlottesville, using them as a clear example of the storm we are called into. White supremacy, racial hatred, and violence are not just political issues, but moral and spiritual crises that demand a response from Christians. Father Pat critiques the timidity and moral equivocation of many church leaders who fail to name and denounce evil directly. He draws a parallel to 9/11, noting the absurdity of imagining leaders responding to terrorists and those who resisted them as equally responsible. In the same way, he says, we cannot blame “both sides” when white supremacists commit acts of terror. The failure to name sin is not neutrality—it is betrayal. The Church must be clear: racism and bigotry are sins against the Gospel.
Furthermore, Father Pat challenges the idea of a “white Christian nation,” exposing it as a contradiction to the very identity of Jesus—a Middle Eastern Jew—and to the Gospel’s universal call. He critiques the way Jesus has been culturally appropriated into whiteness and used to justify exclusion, reminding us that the Kingdom of God is radically inclusive. He calls out the silence of churches and religious communities that prioritize comfort, donations, or institutional stability over prophetic witness. For Father Pat, it would be better to let a building project fail than to build a church that accommodates hate.
He appeals to the prophetic tradition, citing Martin Luther King Jr.'s warning that the silence of good people is more damning than the actions of the wicked. The Gospel demands that we speak, act, and confront. The Church must not only comfort the afflicted but afflict the comfortable. Faith is not a refuge from the world, but a call into it—especially into its storms. When we are willing to be called into the storm, when we are willing to risk, to fail, to be uncomfortable, that is where we meet Christ. And like Peter, even when we falter, Christ will reach out and catch us.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to moral clarity, courageous faith, and radical discipleship. It is a demand that we live the Gospel not in abstraction or sentimentality, but in public, prophetic witness that confronts hatred, stands with the marginalized, and insists that the Kingdom of God is for all. We are not called to be safe—we are called to be faithful....
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