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It was not you who chose me, but I who chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit that will remain so that whatever you ask the Father in my name, he may give you. This I command you, love one another. The gospel of the Lord. In many ways, this is, for me, it's almost a horrifying gospel to be given on a Sunday because it's enough gospel for about a month of sermons. It should at least be a week-long retreat. There are like seven individual themes. I always feel like, you know, where I'll tell you that John's gospel will sometimes go on for pages on the same thing over and over and over and over again. Then we get in about 10 lines here what might as well be the table of contents for his entire gospel. You're just going through theme after theme, and you kind of, I said this morning, you know, this is probably seven 20-minute sermons. Now, don't run for the door. I'm not going to do them. But some of them are cautionary. Some of them are very connected, but they kind of break down. First he says, you know, as the Father loves me, so I love you. And that sounds like a nice little opening. What it's really saying is this always starts with God. All of this love, even Jesus' love, comes from God. And if we're going to love one another, then it's because the Father has loved Jesus, who's loved us, and we, it's sharing a dynamic that God starts. That is what love always is. It's sharing a dynamic that is started by God. And then it goes into something that a lot of people can misunderstand. And I would tell you, if anyone other than Jesus said this to you, run the other way. If you love me, you'll do everything I tell you. Can't tell you how many teenagers and other people have gotten into trouble because, well, you know, if you're my friend, if you like me, you'll do this. If you love me, you'll do what I tell you to. Bad advice. But you have to read it in the context of Jesus, who keeps saying, look, my whole agenda is that you love one another. That's what I'm telling you to do. And so what I'm saying is, you can't love me and not love everyone else. That's the commandment he's talking about. You cannot love Jesus and hate everyone else. As Dorothy Day said, you love God as much as you love the person you love least in the world. She didn't mince words very often. And it kind of takes you back. And then he comes to the point that I think is really worth exploring today, because it's something we forget. And he says, and I'm telling you all this so that your joy may be complete. I don't think most of us realize, it wasn't our first expression in our culture of faith, that faith should be something that brings us joy. Most of us have a religious experience, and they come in different forms. One of them is, I realize how awful my life is and how disappointed God must be, and I have a breakdown, and we call that a religious moment. We come to God in crisis. We come to God, and it's not that that can't be an important thing, but it's a little sad. Probably most of us, the first experience, first memories we might have that have anything to do with God are usually an adult saying, that's a sin. Do you think God wants you to do that? How do you think God feels, you know? We usually start with God being hauled out of the closet to get us in line. It's rare that our first experience of God is this wondrous sort of feeling of love. It's not that we don't have that at the beginning of our life. It's not always keyed in to an experience of faith. Faith is when we learn everything we've done wrong and stop doing it. Sounds joyful, you know. That doesn't sound like what Jesus is talking about, but what happens is our intellectual egos get in the way. And so when someone says, well, when you hear the gospel, you know, you're going to have to get your life in line, and you're going to have to do certain things. And, you know, you just can't be running around having fun. And it's not going to be as much fun. Your life is going to be harder, but there'll be a payoff after death. That's not what he's talking about either. I always think of that as the insurance salesman's approach to religion. Things are going to be worse now, but there'll be a payoff later. I mean, no one's been reporting back, but there's going to be a payoff. What Jesus says is, if you live the gospel, you'll know it because your life will be more joyful right now. And if someone preaches a gospel to you, that to follow it diminishes your experience of life, they or you have misunderstood the gospel. What we tend to do is say to people, well, of course the gospel's going to be hard on you because your life is so miserable. You're such an awful person. We would rather think of ourselves as morally awful than go, maybe we're just not smart enough and aren't getting it. Don't attack our smarts. Don't attack our intelligence. Don't tell us maybe we misunderstood and the gospel should make us happier. And if it doesn't, maybe we misunderstood it. And maybe when, you know, someone tells you that, and it's amazing what people will come up with, but, you know, there are so many, what I call the religious equivalents of, if you love God, you won't eat chocolate. Why? Why? There's some real arbitrary things that get thrown in. And Jesus gives us, and he kind of takes apart, trust me, the religion of the day was taken apart. He'd probably take apart just as many parts of our arbitrary religion now. He puts in an underpinning that says, you will have to make sacrifices, but your sacrifices will be creating joy for someone. Your sacrifices will be making someone's life better. Making sacrifices just to say, hey, I sacrificed something today. You know, that's always like me telling people at the beginning of Lent, I've given up Brussels sprouts. You know, I gave up something and whose life was made better by it? You know. So what's the joy? Jesus says, look, I'm not saying that your life will be perfect every day, but if you were to all do this, your lives as a whole would be more joyful. And so every sacrifice we ever make should be creating joy somewhere. And not just, well, in the heart of God, because in the heart of God usually means someone who's told me what will, you know, that you giving up chocolate will make God happy. God can make his own chocolate, trust me. You know, so my sacrifices, what is it creating? Where is the joy? And he hits that from the other side, and it sounds like a different topic, and it is, but it really balances this when he goes into his next topic, which is, that's why you have to love one another as I have loved you. And I've told you this before, I think the first three Gospels are kindergarten next to John. John is like the college level. The first three say, you treat people the way you want to be treated. Love others as you love yourself. Jesus says, yeah, don't do that. Most of you don't love yourself. And Jesus did not come down to say, I'll treat them well if they treat me well. John's Gospel takes the college approach and says, love them the way I do. And Jesus loved us even when we were not loving back. Jesus loved us because that's who he was, not because he's waiting to see how we'll behave to decide on who he's gonna be. And a lot of us spend our life doing that. I like to be a nice person, but if you're mean, I'll be mean. That's a pretty fluid personality. There's actually a psychological diagnosis that they call a cocktail personality, which is people who just mirror whatever personalities around them at the moment. And Jesus says, no, no, it's not about, if you're nice, I'll be nice. If you're not, I won't. It's deciding who you're gonna be in the world and be it no matter what. That's what Jesus did. He was nice, he was loving, because that's who he chose to be. And he wasn't mean to some and nice to others. And so he says, so you're called to love people the way I love you. And then he gives us what I call the velvet hammer, which is, so just remember that there's no greater love than laying down your life for a friend, which at first sounds so inspirational and almost romantic. To lay down your life for a friend, it's hard. And none of us, well not, I won't say none of us, never say never. Most of us will never be called to the cross. And I know you don't hear that in Christianity much, but when people say, oh, we're all called to the cross, it's because they've taken this horrific experience of Jesus and diluted it into something that's a little more palatable. So you know, when the neighbors put out lawn ornaments you don't like, you can say, I guess it's my cross to bear, burr, bear. No, that's not a cross, that's just you being judgmental. Oh, my family's a little annoying, that's not a cross. We take this dramatic moment of the cross and every time they serve a flavor ice cream we don't like, it's my cross. It dilutes what the cross is. Most of us will not have to sacrifice our life at that level. But there's a secondary level, and in some ways it's harder for us. And that is sacrificing your life for one another five minutes at a time. Every day you have is not a period of time, it's a period of your life. If you give an hour to something, you've given an hour of your life. And when people ask you for something and you have to give your life five minutes at a time, parents know this. It's not, when parents tell me they would jump in front of a bullet for their child, I believe them. Most of them will never have to do that. But 9 p.m. you're exhausted, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mom, the next five minutes of your life is gone. And you have to give that over if you're going to give your life for a friend, or a family member, five minutes at a time. It's exhausting. And it's a tough balance. You know, as a pastor, I know, because people will say, you know, someone will come up and they'll need something right now, and you have to try and figure out whether you've already given that five minutes away to someone else. You know, sometimes just someone will say, oh, can you come help? And you've already agreed to go to a child's performance and be there for them. You've already given your life, and sometimes we think, oh, well, I'll take it back from them and give it to them. It's more difficult than you think. It's a balancing act. But when we get to the point where it's like, I'm tired of everyone else, you know, everyone says, well, I need my me time. It is interesting, and I know people will disagree with me. I found my me time to be less refreshing than I thought. Mostly because I'm there. But, you know, but sometimes you do need to refresh, but are you refreshing so that you can go out and give our lives again? Giving our lives a little bit at a time. Making our sacrifices for the joy of ourselves and others, rather than just, well, someone told me to give that up and not do this and that. To understand, if I'm doing this, I should be aware that there's a joy being created somewhere. And I think a lot of people will go to the, well, you know, you just, you can't question the mind of God because they don't want to get into that discussion. And whenever someone says, look, it's the mind of God, and you don't question it, what they really mean is, I speak for God, don't question me. That's always what that translates to. You know, I speak for God, don't question me. The church has had to struggle with this because, you know, we've moved away so much from the, you know, they used to say that this is where the interpretation of God comes from, is the clergy. And then we had all the clergy scandals. And I saw it sort of morph. And they were hoping no one would notice if we came out a few years later. And because we could no longer hold up a moral high ground, we started saying, we have the truth. And that means, even if we're morally corrupt, we've got the mind of God. Actually, the gospel is not a mind thing, it's a heart thing. And it has to be interpreted through that heart of love, not through some wonderful mind of theology. It's about the relationships. It's about the people we care for. And if we can't get out there and give our lives five minutes at a time, we'll probably never have the correct lens to read scripture. And so we ask God today to make us a people who can sacrifice our lives five minutes at a time to bring joy to others. That we can make any of the sacrifices we need to bring joy to the world, but to really believe that that is the lens through which we see our gospel. If someone has given me a gospel that not only doesn't create joy in my life, seems to really diminish and edit out great moments of joy for me and for others, we've misinterpreted the gospel. 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