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{"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 983.3499755859375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. When the Sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene, Mary, the mother of James and Salome, brought spices so that they might go and anoint him. Very early, when the sun had risen on the first day of the week, they came to the tomb. They were saying to one another, Who will roll back the stone for us for the entrance to the tomb? When they looked up, they saw that the stone had been rolled back. It was very large. On entering the tomb, they saw a young man sitting on the right side, clothed in a white robe, and they were utterly amazed. He said to them, Do not be amazed. You seek Jesus of Nazareth, the crucified. He has been raised. He is not here. Behold the place where they laid him, but go and tell his disciples and Peter, He is going before you to Galilee. There you will see him as he told you. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Okay. Usually the mic is down here on my belt, but I'm wearing something they never told me about in seminary. I didn't know priests had a swimming out. This is my swimming out. It's a little heavier than the one that goes under vestments. You know, tonight, I always tell the candidates and the catechumens, you know, there's a moment at which, you know, you just don't worry. We have to take care of the ritual, and, you know, the worry just, you know, it's our job to get you through it. What I don't always tell them is, I'm usually a nervous wreck because I only do these things once a year. And there's a moment right after confirmation, every year, when the last person is confirmed, I'm like, Oh, from here on, it's just mass. I know this. I do this every week, and everything just gets so simple and easy. And once a year is difficult. I'm lucky I remember how to blow out candles. Once a year is kind of an odd thing. And so we come together, and we do something very different. And any of you who have been with us Thursday and Friday and tonight have learned a couple things. One is, MBB, we are maybe a bit traumatic. We have to confess this. But, you know, different liturgies have different style. The message that comes through should always be the same. And, you know, they always say that, you know, if a community is dramatic, it usually is a reflection of the choir director. So... Teresa Bus. But there's this sense that, you know, we come together because these stories, these stories, it's not that they need to be dramatic. It's not that we don't think that they can stand on their own. But we have learned, and sometimes you go to places, you've learned that when we do it every week, when we go all the time, we get what I call this sort of layer of dust over our eyes that comes from habit. And so we come week after week, and people of every denomination can sit down in their pew, and someone can get up and pick up a scripture and say, and God dashed their children against a stone, and we just sort of go, the word of the Lord. It doesn't hit us at all. You know, these readings should kind of shock us. They were shocking in their day, they're still shocking, but, you know, familiarity sort of, it doesn't breed contempt in this case, but it breeds a sort of emotional and intellectual apathy in these readings, just sort of, we hear them week after week, and we don't really hear some of the lines. And, you know, one of the lines that is crucial to our understanding of what happens tonight when people are baptized, when people are brought into our faith, when all of you who have been brought into the faith, what that means at that moment. And it is a remembrance that once you belong, you know, everyone, I kind of hope, because I think we should live in a little bit of tension, I hope that every one of you at some time in your life has had someone say to you, you can't believe that and still be Catholic. What I hope even more is that you had the peace of mind to go, I can hear you're uncomfortable. That's always the answer to that. We've been too often in every faith, I think, in our culture, and across the country, we use faith a little to infantilize people. We're all waiting, you know, someone, I'll get people, they'll come to me and they'll say, now, so and so said this and this and this, and I, you know, which is it? And I always think it's odd if someone's coming to me and say, which do I believe? You know, could you call the Vatican and ask daddy to tell me what I believe? And that's the heart of many people's faith, is someone else will tell us. But that's someone else's faith. What we're here to do is explore together, and you know, when someone says, well, can I be Catholic, and you already are. It's not a can you be, and everyone who comes in tonight, you are. You're Catholic, it's kind of like saying, well, can I think this and still be a member of my family? Mine would have booted me long ago if they could have caught me. You know, I mean, but you belong. When in the first reading, the line that always hits me, and I think Hunter had it this year in that sixth day, and God saw that everything that God created was good. So when we have that doubt in ourselves and think, am I a good person? What we're really asking is, did God create me? If God created you, and God saw that everything he created was good, except Patrick. I mean, it really is odd that it even comes to our mind if we believe the first part of that. But a lot of us cannot really get to that image that God is love. That God is love, and everything created by God is good. And that you and I really, we have the ability to make bad choices and mess up our lives. We do it all the time. But we don't have the ability to undo the goodness of God. You're not that powerful to undo the goodness of God. So I always think, so where do we think we, where do we think we succeeded there? That we're the one thing God created that isn't good, or that somehow we got it undone? It's not about, because I think a lot of people think when you hear that kind of theology, oh, they're just going easy on people. No, it's not about people. It's about our image of God. It's who we believe God is. That was the heart of Catherine of Siena's theology, which I always tell people, I just, I loved Catherine. And many of you have heard this a gazillion times from me, that she had the image of hell. And she, it was just, it was just like so many of the saints and the swirling fire and all, but her image always ends with, and it was empty. That's not her image of hell. That's not her image of sin. That's not her image of humanity. That's her image of God. That's her image of God. What's our image of God? And it's, it's almost frightening to go there. And so we, we go to this treatum every year, and we don't realize that where we end here with baptisms and the first communions and the confirmations, and where we end is exactly where we started on Thursday. In the end, it really is all about that word communion. It is about communion. And there are two communions that we celebrate through the, the tritium. The first was last night. And I talked a little bit about God coming down to be wounded, to suffer, to die, because those are things that God cannot do as God. It is, it, it, you cannot wound God. You know, God does not suffer. God is, God is God. God doesn't doubt. He knows what's going to happen. Not one of those things. Not the fall of Adam. Not what happened before the flood came. None of that was God getting up and saying, I did not see this coming. Plan B, I'll have to send my son because Eden didn't work. It's not that God didn't see something coming. So God can't be in doubt. God can't be any of those things. So how to connect to us in our pain and our suffering? God becomes human to come into communion with us. So last night we celebrate that God makes the effort to be in communion with us, to come and go through humanity. What it is to be human. And he does it for tonight, which is the second communion, so that we know that we will be in communion with God and that is resurrection. And that is power. And that is new life. And God could have done that without coming down. You know, God didn't have to send Jesus because there was some ancient contract and debts had to be paid. You know, who did he make the contract with? You know, it's not that. It's God could have just waved a wand and said they'll all come to heaven. But, you know, all it takes is a little bit of critical thinking and you see the flaw in that. If all of us go to heaven just like this, then heaven will be Denver. You know, I think what we really think is heaven will be that place where I will still be me, but you will all be much better. You'll all be perfectly loving and perfectly forgiving. You'll all, you know, there'll be no sin. But I will still get to be me. And as long as I'm the center of the universe, it's not a bad theory. But instead, so I have to change. So why the gospel? Why this story? Why does God come down? Why does God connect with us this way? Because heaven is not a place we get to. It's a formation we go through. Heaven is a formation we go through until we're ready to be there. And so God gives us all of these stories tonight. And these stories are there to form us and to help us to start to connect to one another and to start to see the flaws in being unwilling to forgive and the flaws of injustice in our systems and in our interpersonal lives. We see the flaws. We work to correct them. We don't get it done usually in this life. By the time we're at our last day and we're ready to take our last breath, we will look around. It will still be Denver. Now, please quit telling people from out of state how close that is to heaven. But, you know, it'll still be Denver. We'll still have not fixed everything. We will still not be perfect. And that's where that Catholic teaching of purgatory comes in. There's still process. God will still continue. But what he won't do is to come through and say, you know what? What I'll do is I'll wipe out your personalities, put in something more heavenly, and then you'll all get along. And heaven will be full. It just won't really be us. Heaven's got to be a formation. And so these stories and this night and our coming together is the formation we're called to. Being in community. Not because we will agree on everything, but because we will be in community. We will be in community that makes absolute sense at times and is an insane amount of tension at times. At times we'll say, oh, you know, I agree, you know. Do you agree with the church? Well, sometimes I agree with this church, this church not so much. I'm not even going to talk about this church, you know. This is church. This is church. We are baptized into parishes. It is part of our canon law that most people forget about and don't know. You're not baptized into the church, the kingdom. We actually, canon law says you have to be baptized into a parish. You actually can't just go and say, I just want to be baptized into the church. You have to be baptized into a parish. Why? Because it's your job to struggle with this community. It is this community's job to stay connected to the church. Not yours. You have to stay connected to your community. The community's job then is to connect to the church. So, because community, communion is what God came to give us. And he could have given it to us with a wave of hand. But where's the formation? So, God comes as a story. God comes as a story. And tonight we hear all the rich stories, the richest stories that we know. And we tell them because we remind ourselves we're not here to pass an exam, click off the right rituals, and get into the country club. We're here because heaven is a formation. And it's a formation. God does the heavy lifting. The grace is there. Through what Jesus did we can get to heaven. But the formation is left through the stories, through the community, through the coming together. Tonight, as we celebrate people coming into our church, we should remember we are church. And if someone says, well, can you be Catholic? I am. What do you mean? Can you be human and think that? I've tried not being human. Or so my mother says. You are. You are Catholic. You do belong. And I think that word belong becomes very important tonight. As we watch people come in that we remember we belong. We celebrate those who would like to belong to this formation, to this path to heaven, to this recognition of God. Not as the only one in the world, but as this community. And so we ask God to grace those who are coming in tonight, but also to remind each of us that at this point our belonging isn't even ours to get rid of. Our belonging is God's. And if you wish to go up against God on your belonging, that you can do on your own. 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The Lord be with you.

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And with your spirit.

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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.

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Glory to you, O Lord.

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When the Sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene, Mary,

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the mother of James and Salome, brought spices

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so that they might go and anoint him.

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Very early, when the sun had risen on the first day

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of the week, they came to the tomb.

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They were saying to one another,

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Who will roll back the stone for us

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for the entrance to the tomb?

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When they looked up, they saw that the stone

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had been rolled back.

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It was very large.

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On entering the tomb, they saw a young man

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sitting on the right side, clothed in a white robe,

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and they were utterly amazed.

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He said to them, Do not be amazed.

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You seek Jesus of Nazareth, the crucified.

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He has been raised.

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He is not here.

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Behold the place where they laid him,

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but go and tell his disciples and Peter,

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He is going before you to Galilee.

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There you will see him as he told you.

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The Gospel of the Lord.

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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.

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Okay.

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Usually the mic is down here on my belt,

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but I'm wearing something they never told me about

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in seminary.

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I didn't know priests had a swimming out.

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This is my swimming out.

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It's a little heavier than the one

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that goes under vestments.

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You know, tonight, I always tell the candidates

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and the catechumens, you know,

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there's a moment at which, you know,

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you just don't worry.

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We have to take care of the ritual,

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and, you know, the worry just, you know,

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it's our job to get you through it.

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What I don't always tell them is,

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I'm usually a nervous wreck because

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I only do these things once a year.

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And there's a moment right after confirmation,

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every year, when the last person is confirmed,

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I'm like, Oh, from here on, it's just mass.

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I know this.

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I do this every week,

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and everything just gets so simple and easy.

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And once a year is difficult.

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I'm lucky I remember how to blow out candles.

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Once a year is kind of an odd thing.

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And so we come together,

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and we do something very different.

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And any of you who have been with us

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Thursday and Friday and tonight

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have learned a couple things.

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One is, MBB, we are maybe a bit traumatic.

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We have to confess this.

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But, you know, different liturgies

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have different style.

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The message that comes through

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should always be the same.

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And, you know, they always say that,

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you know, if a community is dramatic,

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it usually is a reflection of the choir director.

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So...

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Teresa Bus.

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But there's this sense that, you know,

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we come together because these stories,

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these stories, it's not that they need to be dramatic.

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It's not that we don't think

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that they can stand on their own.

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But we have learned,

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and sometimes you go to places,

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you've learned that when we do it every week,

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when we go all the time,

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we get what I call this sort of layer of dust

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over our eyes that comes from habit.

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And so we come week after week,

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and people of every denomination

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can sit down in their pew,

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and someone can get up

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and pick up a scripture and say,

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and God dashed their children against a stone,

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and we just sort of go,

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the word of the Lord.

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It doesn't hit us at all.

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You know, these readings

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should kind of shock us.

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They were shocking in their day,

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they're still shocking,

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but, you know, familiarity sort of,

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it doesn't breed contempt in this case,

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but it breeds a sort of

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emotional and intellectual apathy

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in these readings,

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just sort of, we hear them week after week,

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and we don't really hear some of the lines.

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And, you know, one of the lines

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that is crucial to our understanding

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of what happens tonight

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when people are baptized,

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when people are brought into our faith,

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when all of you who have been

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brought into the faith,

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what that means at that moment.

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And it is a remembrance that

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once you belong,

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you know, everyone,

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I kind of hope,

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because I think we should

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live in a little bit of tension,

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I hope that every one of you

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at some time in your life

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has had someone say to you,

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you can't believe that

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and still be Catholic.

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What I hope even more

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is that you had the peace of mind

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to go, I can hear you're uncomfortable.

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That's always the answer to that.

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We've been too often in every faith,

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I think, in our culture,

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and across the country,

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we use faith a little

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to infantilize people.

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We're all waiting, you know,

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someone, I'll get people,

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they'll come to me and they'll say,

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now, so and so said this

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and this and this,

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and I, you know, which is it?

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And I always think it's odd

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if someone's coming to me

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and say, which do I believe?

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You know, could you call

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the Vatican and ask daddy

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to tell me what I believe?

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And that's the heart

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of many people's faith,

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is someone else will tell us.

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But that's someone else's faith.

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What we're here to do

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is explore together,

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and you know, when someone says,

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well, can I be Catholic,

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and you already are.

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It's not a can you be,

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and everyone who comes in tonight,

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you are.

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You're Catholic,

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it's kind of like saying,

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well, can I think this

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and still be a member

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of my family?

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Mine would have booted me long ago

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if they could have caught me.

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You know, I mean,

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but you belong.

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When in the first reading,

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the line that always hits me,

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and I think Hunter had it

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this year in that sixth day,

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and God saw that everything

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that God created was good.

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So when we have that doubt

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in ourselves and think,

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am I a good person?

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What we're really asking is,

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did God create me?

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If God created you,

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and God saw that everything

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he created was good,

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except Patrick.

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I mean, it really is odd

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that it even comes to our mind

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if we believe the first part of that.

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But a lot of us cannot really get

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to that image that God is love.

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That God is love,

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and everything created by God

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is good.

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And that you and I really,

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we have the ability

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to make bad choices

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and mess up our lives.

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We do it all the time.

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But we don't have the ability

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to undo the goodness of God.

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You're not that powerful

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to undo the goodness of God.

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So I always think,

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so where do we think we,

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where do we think we succeeded there?

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That we're the one thing

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God created that isn't good,

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or that somehow we got it undone?

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It's not about,

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because I think a lot of people think

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when you hear that kind of theology,

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oh, they're just going easy on people.

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No, it's not about people.

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It's about our image of God.

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It's who we believe God is.

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That was the heart

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of Catherine of Siena's theology,

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which I always tell people,

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I just, I loved Catherine.

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And many of you have heard this

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a gazillion times from me,

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that she had the image of hell.

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And she, it was just,

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it was just like so many of the saints

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and the swirling fire and all,

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but her image always ends with,

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and it was empty.

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That's not her image of hell.

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That's not her image of sin.

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That's not her image of humanity.

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That's her image of God.

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That's her image of God.

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What's our image of God?

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And it's, it's almost

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frightening to go there.

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And so we, we go to this

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treatum every year,

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and we don't realize that

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where we end here with baptisms

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and the first communions

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and the confirmations,

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and where we end is exactly

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where we started on Thursday.

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In the end, it really is

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all about that word communion.

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It is about communion.

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And there are two communions

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that we celebrate

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through the, the tritium.

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The first was last night.

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And I talked a little bit

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about God coming down

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to be wounded, to suffer,

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to die, because those are things

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that God cannot do as God.

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It is, it, it,

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you cannot wound God.

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You know, God does not suffer.

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God is, God is God.

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God doesn't doubt.

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He knows what's going to happen.

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Not one of those things.

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Not the fall of Adam.

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Not what happened

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before the flood came.

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None of that was God

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getting up and saying,

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I did not see this coming.

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Plan B, I'll have to send my son

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because Eden didn't work.

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It's not that God

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didn't see something coming.

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So God can't be in doubt.

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God can't be any of those things.

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So how to connect to us

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in our pain and our suffering?

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God becomes human

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to come into communion with us.

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So last night we celebrate

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that God makes the effort

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to be in communion with us,

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to come and go through humanity.

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What it is to be human.

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And he does it for tonight,

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which is the second communion,

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so that we know

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that we will be in communion with God

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and that is resurrection.

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And that is power.

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And that is new life.

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And God could have done that

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without coming down.

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You know, God didn't have

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to send Jesus because

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there was some ancient contract

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and debts had to be paid.

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You know, who did he make

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the contract with?

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You know, it's not that.

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It's God could have just

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waved a wand and said

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they'll all come to heaven.

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But, you know, all it takes

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is a little bit

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of critical thinking

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and you see the flaw in that.

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If all of us go to heaven

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just like this,

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then heaven will be Denver.

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You know, I think

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what we really think is

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heaven will be that place

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where I will still be me,

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but you will all be much better.

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You'll all be perfectly loving

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and perfectly forgiving.

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You'll all, you know,

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there'll be no sin.

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But I will still get to be me.

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And as long as I'm

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the center of the universe,

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it's not a bad theory.

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But instead,

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so I have to change.

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So why the gospel?

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Why this story?

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Why does God come down?

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Why does God connect

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with us this way?

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Because heaven is not

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a place we get to.

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It's a formation we go through.

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Heaven is a formation

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we go through

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until we're ready to be there.

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And so God gives us

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all of these stories tonight.

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And these stories

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are there to form us

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and to help us to start

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to connect to one another

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and to start to see the flaws

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in being unwilling to forgive

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and the flaws of injustice

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in our systems

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and in our interpersonal lives.

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We see the flaws.

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We work to correct them.

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We don't get it done

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usually in this life.

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By the time we're at our last day

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and we're ready

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to take our last breath,

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we will look around.

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It will still be Denver.

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Now, please quit telling people

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from out of state

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how close that is to heaven.

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But, you know,

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it'll still be Denver.

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We'll still have not fixed everything.

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We will still not be perfect.

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And that's where that Catholic

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teaching of purgatory comes in.

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There's still process.

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God will still continue.

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But what he won't do

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is to come through and say,

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you know what?

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What I'll do is I'll wipe out

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your personalities,

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put in something more heavenly,

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and then you'll all get along.

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And heaven will be full.

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It just won't really be us.

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Heaven's got to be a formation.

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And so these stories

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and this night

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and our coming together

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is the formation we're called to.

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Being in community.

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Not because we will agree

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on everything,

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but because we will be in community.

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We will be in community

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that makes absolute sense at times

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and is an insane amount

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of tension at times.

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At times we'll say,

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oh, you know, I agree, you know.

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Do you agree with the church?

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Well,

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sometimes I agree with this church,

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this church not so much.

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I'm not even going to talk

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about this church, you know.

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This is church.

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This is church.

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We are baptized into parishes.

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It is part of our canon law

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that most people forget about

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and don't know.

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You're not baptized

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into the church, the kingdom.

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We actually, canon law says

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you have to be baptized into a parish.

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You actually can't just go

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and say,

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I just want to be baptized

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into the church.

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You have to be baptized

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into a parish.

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Why?

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Because it's your job

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to struggle with this community.

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It is this community's job

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to stay connected to the church.

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Not yours.

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You have to stay connected

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to your community.

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The community's job then

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is to connect to the church.

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So, because community, communion

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is what God came to give us.

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And he could have given it to us

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with a wave of hand.

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But where's the formation?

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So, God comes as a story.

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God comes as a story.

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And tonight we hear

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all the rich stories,

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the richest stories that we know.

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And we tell them

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because we remind ourselves

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we're not here

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to pass an exam,

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click off the right rituals,

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and get into the country club.

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We're here

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because heaven is a formation.

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And it's a formation.

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God does the heavy lifting.

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The grace is there.

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Through what Jesus did

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we can get to heaven.

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But the formation is left

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through the stories,

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through the community,

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through the coming together.

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Tonight, as we celebrate

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people coming into our church,

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we should remember

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we are church.

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And if someone says,

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well, can you be Catholic?

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I am.

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What do you mean?

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Can you be human and think that?

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I've tried not being human.

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Or so my mother says.

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You are.

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You are Catholic.

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You do belong.

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And I think

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that word belong

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becomes very important tonight.

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As we watch people come in

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that we remember

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we belong.

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We celebrate those

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who would like to belong

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to this formation,

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to this path to heaven,

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to this recognition of God.

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Not as the only one in the world,

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but as this community.

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And so we ask God

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to grace those

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who are coming in tonight,

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but also to remind each of us

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that at this point

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our belonging isn't even ours

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to get rid of.

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Our belonging is God's.

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And if you wish to go up

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against God on your belonging,

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that you can do on your own.

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This community

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will always assume

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you are a member.

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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth of belonging—to God, to the Church, and to one another in community. Through the telling of the Resurrection story and the rituals of Holy Week, he reminds us that faith is not about legalism, perfection, or intellectual certainty, but about formation, relationship, and communion. The Easter Vigil is not merely a dramatic event, but a transformative celebration in which we remember who we are: people created good by a loving God, invited into an ongoing journey of becoming. The Resurrection is not simply a past event but a present and personal calling to new life and communal belonging, where God’s grace forms us into who we are meant to be.

In his deeply pastoral and reflective homily, Father Pat begins by acknowledging the emotional and spiritual weight of the Easter Vigil, both for those being received into the Church and for the celebrant himself. His humorous and humble confession of nervousness underscores the uniqueness and sacredness of the moment. Yet, far from being a performance, the liturgy is a communal act of remembrance and participation in the divine story. He draws attention to how repeated exposure to Scripture can numb us to its radical message, causing us to miss the astonishment and challenge embedded in the Resurrection narrative. The women at the tomb were amazed, and so should we be. The empty tomb is not a passive symbol, but an invitation into transformation.

Father Pat reminds us that belief is not about intellectual assent to a checklist of doctrines. It is communion with God and others. He challenges the tendency to treat faith as something dictated by authority or tradition alone, urging the faithful instead to engage in personal discernment within community. The idea that one could be “too flawed” or “not good enough” to belong is rejected outright. Referencing Genesis, he affirms that everything God created is good—including each person. Sin and failure are real, but they do not undo the foundational goodness of creation. We are not powerful enough to erase God’s goodness in us.

He then turns to the nature of God revealed through Jesus. God, in divine essence, cannot suffer or die. Yet in Christ, God chooses to enter into human experience—even into suffering and death—not because of a cosmic contract, but because communion requires solidarity. God enters into our humanity so that we may be formed through it into divine life. This, he explains, is the first communion: God with us. The Resurrection completes the divine movement toward us, and now calls us toward God, forming us gradually into people capable of eternal communion. This is the second communion: us with God.

Heaven, then, is not a static destination but a state of being we are prepared for through formation. If God were to simply grant heaven without transformation, it would be indistinguishable from our current flawed existence. Heaven must be different not only in place but in personhood. We must be made new. This is why God gives us Scripture, sacraments, and most importantly, each other. We are formed in and through community—not because it is easy or always agreeable, but precisely because it requires us to grow, to forgive, to love, and to be humbled.

Father Pat emphasizes that our faith is embodied in the local parish, where we are baptized, confirmed, and formed. It is not enough to be part of an abstract "universal church.” Canon law requires baptism into a parish because it is in real, lived community that our faith is tested and nurtured. The Church is not a perfect institution nor is it meant to be a monolith of uniformity. It is a place of tension, diversity, and grace. Faith is not about having all the answers, but about remaining committed to the journey, to community, and to the God who walks with us.

In closing, Father Pat returns to the theme of belonging. The question is not “Can I be Catholic?” but rather, “Do I recognize that I already am?” Belonging is not earned; it is given by God. Even when we doubt ourselves, even when others question our place, our belonging is not something we can forfeit—it is God’s gift. The Easter Vigil, with its baptisms and confirmations, is not just about those entering the Church but a reminder to all of us that we are Church. We belong. And in that belonging, we are formed into the people God created us to be, now and for eternity.

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