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And I thought, you know, I should, I confess, most of the theology I read in the last several years falls in what I would call the marginalized categories of theology. Once in a while, I read about dialogues with kind of smaller, obscure, almost run-over religions. Not our own. But in our own faith, and I tend to gravitate towards feminist theology, liberation theology, Mujeres theology, Latino theology, and a friend of mine who saw what I was reading before the retreat started, we got like a social hour that was like, catch up and then shut up. And, but he said, you know, it's probably really good that you do that because you have to reach out and you have to understand so many people. And I said to him, you know, you have to understand, I don't read these theologies to be more effective or to see it from this person's point of view. I mean, those are all good things. The reason I read them is because the images of God that have been produced by privilege, by those who are well-housed and well-clothed and well, you know, fed in the palaces of Europe for 2,000 years, those images of God don't feed me. The images of God that are stuck in authority and keeping people in their place are so distant from the God of Jesus Christ that we have to sometimes get beyond the theology of the majority to find the God of the poor. We can't get there any other way. And so you start to read these theologies and it's interesting how we look at things that we can see from the majority perspective and we've kind of put our own interpretation on it. I think it is the greatest sin of being in the privileged class that you feel you have a right to interpret everyone else's life. So we'll go in and we'll see pictures of Hispanic Catholicism and we'll see houses that have little statues of Mary and things and we'll think, how folkloric. Rather than really understanding that in a theology that grew up where they were not as, you know, they didn't have as many priests so they became less priest-dependent that the church often happened at home. And when there were no priests around, Abuela gave the blessings and said the prayers and cried for the children. And they don't have, they will never have quite the we come here for our sacred space that other cultures have. It will always bleed into the public life and their public life will come back to church and that's why, you know, everyone says, well why do they do quinceaneras at church? Because they don't have the strong wall between this space and the rest of the world that we developed in a world of structure, in a world of authority and who's in charge, that's a different culture. And so you find God in these different cultures and you can slowly struggle with the living God. The God that we hear today, the God who says, you know, you have to, you are measured by how you treat the stranger. Not how you treat the people that are important to you and that can do back for you. How you treat the stranger encounter. You know, in many ways, this issue is at the very heart of what's in the news. You know, all of the scandals that have surrounded Harvey Weinstein and now the director's out and Bill Cosby a while back. And I was watching a talk show and I found it interesting that a couple of the men were saying, you know, I used to think I don't understand women. Now I don't realize I don't understand other men. Because they were saying, you know, this is always a power thing. And I think that's an easy out. This is having power over the women and I think that's part of it. But I think that's rarer. And I think we like to say it's that because then when we go, eh, that doesn't resonate with me. I must not be part of the problem. It lets a lot of us off the hook. It's not just about power. It's about the privilege to say, I will interpret my actions for both of us. If I give myself the freedom to do this to put you at ease, then you should be put at ease. It has much more to do with the pernicious sense of I am privileged and I will interpret these encounters. And that happens all over the place. And that can happen across genders. Most of us have at least one stray aunt in the family who sees you and grabs you and hugs you whether you want it or not. Interesting things happen when we decide I will get to interpret our encounter. If I need something, I will need it and you will understand. If I decide that this is just a fun gesture, you will interpret it that way. We're so unaware of the privilege and it comes from 2,000 years of in many ways our God image controlled by the privileged. The minute we start talking, the minute religion took that turn around Puritan England time when rather than helping the poor, it became sort of the temperance league thing where we would get dressed up in our Sunday finery and we would march against the poor in that their morals, their morals are not decent. They're being impertinent. And that became the religious stance. Make no doubt what we were doing is we were wresting God from the poor and getting him back to the palaces where he belonged. And we can't do that. God, we hear, still dwells in the poor. And that's a tough message for our country because very few of us can truly put ourselves with the kind of poor that lived in Jesus' time. So where does that leave us? Well, it doesn't leave us cut off from God. It invites us into the different aspect, which is if you're not among the very poor of God, then you have a chance to be one with God by being the liberator. That's your other chance. If you are among the well-fed and among the well-clothed, then your job is to reach out and lift up those who aren't. That's how we participate in divinity, you know. And it's a tough message because we've kind of been taught that this gospel of prosperity stuff where, you know, God has blessed my life. I mean, it says right there in the Beatitudes, you know, blessed are those with a bigger house. It's the gospel according to Shlomo or something. I don't know who that belongs to, you know. But we kind of feel, I've been blessed. And we get this, you know, we're fascinated. As Catholics, we're fascinated with Mother Teresa. I know people who knew Mother Teresa personally, and they'll tell you, you know what? She wasn't a sweet woman. I mean, we all picture, we picture that face and the smile, and they're like, she was difficult. She was difficult. But she was determined to lift up the poor. And I think we like to see that as what a sweet sort of passive presence in the world. No, no, she was a revolutionary. She was going to change things. You know, her theology is not, take the theology we have, throw in minorities and mix. No, no, something much more revolutionary. Encounter the God who starts with the poor. When privilege took over religion, we moved, and this was about the time that Jesus is fighting against this, but we moved to suppress all of, some of them were pagan religions with high goddesses, and some were gods and all. But we suppressed a lot of the earth god, earth goddess images for the sky god. We climbed the mountain to encounter God. We got away from the lowly. God was to be found in the stratosphere, no longer down here in the dirt. And it's so ingrained in us, you know, that we are there to elevate, rather, no, we're there to get down and be grounded with the rest of the world. We're to encounter God, you know, coming out of the atmosphere from all angles, but we are to be a people who really recognize that there's an encounter with God that we sometimes miss when we live too much from an expectation of privilege. The Catholic writer Brian Massengale was giving a talk, and he was talking about that there is a resentment, now this is in African-American spirituality, and he said there's a little bit of a resentment sometimes, you know, when someone will say, well, you know, you don't understand what it is to be the descendants of slaves. And he said, you know, the resentment is people will look at him and say, you know, that's generations ago, it's not you, get over it. And when will you stop acting as though you're still a slave? And his answer is, when you stop acting like you're still a landowner. The structures are still in place. I work hard for everything I get. No, I work hard and started from a place of privilege, and that's why I have what I have. And that's so hard for us to really get a grasp of when we encounter someone, how often we just assume that I can interpret the situation, I can decide what's offensive, I can decide what's not. That is a place that most of the world doesn't get to live at. And we don't realize that. And so God calls us to really step back and encounter the God of the poor. But to do it, we have to get rid of our idols. We still struggle so much with the first commandment. No idols before God. Most of our Christianity is all idols because the image of God can change too quickly. It's too big, we can't grasp it. We have to choose smaller things. And it's okay. You'll always have to choose something smaller than God. You can't reflect on the whole. Just don't get stuck on one thing. You get stuck on one thing, it becomes an idol. I would say, and this almost, I've had people when I say this, I really, they are ready to kill me. But I've been silent for five days, if I have to die now, this is a good time. And that is, in America, our greatest idol that we worship instead of God is Scripture. We don't look for God anywhere else. Someone says, this person's hurting, what should we do? Check the Scripture. It's not the only access to God. God is bigger than Scripture. That's fundamentalism. Why are you guys doing that? Where does it say in the Bible that this building should be this shape? Same place it says we have air conditioning, get over it. It's not an idol. It's a help. And when we make things our idol, every part of our God image gets stuck in that. And then it becomes simply ours. But the God who calls us into communion with the whole world will always ask us, start with those who do not know privilege. Start with those whose lives are so uncertain. So uncertain. It's fascinating, we want to be one with Jesus, but we forget, we talk about the cross, we talk about everything else, we forget the Christmas coming up. We forget that the whole Jesus event starts as the loftiest God in the world coming down light years to be with us. The journey from God to humanity is a larger journey than we will ever be asked to make, going from privilege to those in need. But at least it's an accompanying journey with Jesus. And so we ask God to make us a people today who are open to new images of God, who are constantly seeking where God is in a new situation, that we don't fall back on, well, this is what I was taught, and I'm right. There's a, I can't remember the theologian, comes out of the Mujeres theology that says, God exists in every part of you but your arrogance. It's only in our arrogance that God doesn't exist. And can you imagine, can you imagine being God for a minute, speaking of arrogance? But imagine being God and looking down on the average one of us who thinks we know it all. Only in our arrogance can God not exist, and only when we reach out to people we've yet to encounter, people we've yet to understand, people we've yet to allow to lead us, only then can our vision of God grow. 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The Lord be with you.

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And with your spirit.

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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.

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Glory to you, O Lord.

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When the Pharisees heard that Jesus had silenced the Sadducees,

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they gathered together, and one of them, a scholar of the law,

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tested him by asking,

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Teacher, which commandment in the law is the greatest?

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Jesus said to him,

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You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart,

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with all your soul, and with all your mind.

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This is the greatest and first commandment.

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The second is like it.

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You shall love your neighbor as yourself.

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The whole law and the prophets depend on these two commandments.

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The Gospel of the Lord.

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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.

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So as many of you may know, I mentioned last week,

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I went on a five-day silent retreat.

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So get comfortable.

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I have some talking to make up for.

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Not talked in a while.

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But I always bring a book.

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And I thought, you know, I should, I confess,

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most of the theology I read in the last several years

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falls in what I would call

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the marginalized categories of theology.

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Once in a while, I read about dialogues with

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kind of smaller, obscure, almost run-over religions.

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Not our own.

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But in our own faith,

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and I tend to gravitate towards feminist theology,

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liberation theology, Mujeres theology, Latino theology,

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and a friend of mine who saw what I was reading

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before the retreat started,

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we got like a social hour that was like,

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catch up and then shut up.

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And, but he said, you know,

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it's probably really good that you do that

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because you have to reach out

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and you have to understand so many people.

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And I said to him, you know, you have to understand,

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I don't read these theologies to be more effective

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or to see it from this person's point of view.

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I mean, those are all good things.

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The reason I read them is because

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the images of God that have been produced

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by privilege,

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by those who are well-housed and well-clothed

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and well, you know, fed

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in the palaces of Europe for 2,000 years,

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those images of God don't feed me.

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The images of God that are stuck in authority

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and keeping people in their place

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are so distant from the God of Jesus Christ

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that we have to sometimes get beyond

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the theology of the majority

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to find the God of the poor.

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We can't get there any other way.

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And so you start to read these theologies

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and it's interesting how we look at things

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that we can see from the majority perspective

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and we've kind of put our own interpretation on it.

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I think it is the greatest sin

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of being in the privileged class

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that you feel you have a right

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to interpret everyone else's life.

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So we'll go in and we'll see

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pictures of Hispanic Catholicism

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and we'll see houses that have

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little statues of Mary and things

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and we'll think, how folkloric.

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Rather than really understanding

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that in a theology that grew up

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where they were not as, you know,

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they didn't have as many priests

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so they became less priest-dependent

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that the church often happened at home.

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And when there were no priests around,

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Abuela gave the blessings

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and said the prayers and cried for the children.

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And they don't have,

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they will never have quite the

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we come here for our sacred space

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that other cultures have.

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It will always bleed into the public life

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and their public life will come back to church

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and that's why, you know, everyone says,

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well why do they do quinceaneras at church?

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Because they don't have the strong wall

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between this space and the rest of the world

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that we developed in a world of structure,

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in a world of authority

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and who's in charge, that's a different culture.

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And so you find God in these different cultures

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and you can slowly struggle with the living God.

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The God that we hear today,

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the God who says, you know, you have to,

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you are measured by how you treat the stranger.

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Not how you treat the people

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that are important to you and that can do back for you.

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How you treat the stranger encounter.

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You know, in many ways,

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this issue is at the very heart

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of what's in the news.

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You know, all of the scandals

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that have surrounded Harvey Weinstein

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and now the director's out

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and Bill Cosby a while back.

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And I was watching a talk show

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and I found it interesting

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that a couple of the men were saying,

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you know, I used to think I don't understand women.

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Now I don't realize I don't understand other men.

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Because they were saying, you know,

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this is always a power thing.

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And I think that's an easy out.

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This is having power over the women

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and I think that's part of it.

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But I think that's rarer.

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And I think we like to say it's that

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because then when we go,

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eh, that doesn't resonate with me.

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I must not be part of the problem.

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It lets a lot of us off the hook.

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It's not just about power.

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It's about the privilege to say,

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I will interpret my actions for both of us.

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If I give myself the freedom to do this

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to put you at ease,

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then you should be put at ease.

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It has much more to do with the pernicious sense

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of I am privileged

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and I will interpret these encounters.

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And that happens all over the place.

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And that can happen across genders.

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Most of us have at least one stray aunt in the family

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who sees you and grabs you and hugs you

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whether you want it or not.

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Interesting things happen when we decide

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I will get to interpret our encounter.

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If I need something,

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I will need it and you will understand.

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If I decide that this is just a fun gesture,

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you will interpret it that way.

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We're so unaware of the privilege

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and it comes from 2,000 years

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of in many ways our God image

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controlled by the privileged.

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The minute we start talking,

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the minute religion took that turn

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around Puritan England time

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when rather than helping the poor,

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it became sort of the temperance league thing

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where we would get dressed up in our Sunday finery

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and we would march against the poor

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in that their morals,

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their morals are not decent.

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They're being impertinent.

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And that became the religious stance.

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Make no doubt what we were doing

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is we were wresting God from the poor

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and getting him back to the palaces where he belonged.

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And we can't do that.

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God, we hear, still dwells in the poor.

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And that's a tough message for our country

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because very few of us can truly put ourselves

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with the kind of poor that lived in Jesus' time.

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So where does that leave us?

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Well, it doesn't leave us cut off from God.

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It invites us into the different aspect,

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which is if you're not among the very poor of God,

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then you have a chance to be one with God

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by being the liberator.

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That's your other chance.

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If you are among the well-fed

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and among the well-clothed,

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then your job is to reach out

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and lift up those who aren't.

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That's how we participate in divinity, you know.

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And it's a tough message

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because we've kind of been taught

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that this gospel of prosperity stuff

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where, you know, God has blessed my life.

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I mean, it says right there in the Beatitudes,

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you know, blessed are those with a bigger house.

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It's the gospel according to Shlomo or something.

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I don't know who that belongs to, you know.

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But we kind of feel, I've been blessed.

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And we get this, you know, we're fascinated.

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As Catholics, we're fascinated with Mother Teresa.

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I know people who knew Mother Teresa personally,

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and they'll tell you, you know what?

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She wasn't a sweet woman.

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I mean, we all picture, we picture that face

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and the smile, and they're like,

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she was difficult.

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She was difficult.

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But she was determined to lift up the poor.

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And I think we like to see that as

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what a sweet sort of passive presence in the world.

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No, no, she was a revolutionary.

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She was going to change things.

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You know, her theology is not,

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take the theology we have,

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throw in minorities and mix.

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No, no, something much more revolutionary.

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Encounter the God who starts with the poor.

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When privilege took over religion,

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we moved, and this was about the time

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that Jesus is fighting against this,

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but we moved to suppress all of,

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some of them were pagan religions with high goddesses,

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and some were gods and all.

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But we suppressed a lot of the earth god,

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earth goddess images for the sky god.

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We climbed the mountain to encounter God.

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We got away from the lowly.

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God was to be found in the stratosphere,

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no longer down here in the dirt.

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And it's so ingrained in us,

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you know, that we are there to elevate,

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rather, no, we're there to get down

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and be grounded with the rest of the world.

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We're to encounter God,

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you know, coming out of the atmosphere from all angles,

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but we are to be a people who really recognize

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that there's an encounter with God

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that we sometimes miss when we live too much

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from an expectation of privilege.

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The Catholic writer Brian Massengale

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was giving a talk, and he was talking about

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that there is a resentment,

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now this is in African-American spirituality,

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and he said there's a little bit of a resentment sometimes,

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you know, when someone will say,

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well, you know, you don't understand what it is

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to be the descendants of slaves.

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And he said, you know, the resentment is

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people will look at him and say,

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you know, that's generations ago,

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it's not you, get over it.

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And when will you stop acting as though

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you're still a slave?

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And his answer is, when you stop acting

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like you're still a landowner.

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The structures are still in place.

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I work hard for everything I get.

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No, I work hard and started from a place of privilege,

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and that's why I have what I have.

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And that's so hard for us to really get a grasp of

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when we encounter someone,

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how often we just assume that

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I can interpret the situation,

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I can decide what's offensive,

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I can decide what's not.

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That is a place that most of the world

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doesn't get to live at.

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And we don't realize that.

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And so God calls us to really step back

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and encounter the God of the poor.

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But to do it, we have to get rid of our idols.

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We still struggle so much with the first commandment.

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No idols before God.

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Most of our Christianity is all idols

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because the image of God can change too quickly.

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It's too big, we can't grasp it.

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We have to choose smaller things.

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And it's okay.

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You'll always have to choose something smaller than God.

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You can't reflect on the whole.

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Just don't get stuck on one thing.

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You get stuck on one thing, it becomes an idol.

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I would say, and this almost,

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I've had people when I say this,

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I really, they are ready to kill me.

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But I've been silent for five days,

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if I have to die now, this is a good time.

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And that is, in America,

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our greatest idol that we worship instead of God

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is Scripture.

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We don't look for God anywhere else.

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Someone says, this person's hurting, what should we do?

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Check the Scripture.

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It's not the only access to God.

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God is bigger than Scripture.

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That's fundamentalism.

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Why are you guys doing that?

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Where does it say in the Bible

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that this building should be this shape?

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Same place it says we have air conditioning, get over it.

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It's not an idol.

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It's a help.

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And when we make things our idol,

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every part of our God image gets stuck in that.

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And then it becomes simply ours.

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But the God who calls us into communion with the whole world

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will always ask us,

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start with those who do not know privilege.

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Start with those whose lives are so uncertain.

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So uncertain.

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It's fascinating, we want to be one with Jesus,

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but we forget, we talk about the cross,

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we talk about everything else,

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we forget the Christmas coming up.

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We forget that the whole Jesus event starts

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as the loftiest God in the world

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coming down light years to be with us.

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The journey from God to humanity

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is a larger journey than we will ever be asked to make,

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going from privilege to those in need.

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But at least it's an accompanying journey with Jesus.

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And so we ask God to make us a people today

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who are open to new images of God,

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who are constantly seeking where God is in a new situation,

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that we don't fall back on, well, this is what I was taught,

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and I'm right.

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There's a, I can't remember the theologian,

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comes out of the Mujeres theology that says,

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God exists in every part of you but your arrogance.

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It's only in our arrogance that God doesn't exist.

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And can you imagine,

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can you imagine being God for a minute,

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speaking of arrogance?

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But imagine being God and looking down

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on the average one of us who thinks we know it all.

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Only in our arrogance can God not exist,

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and only when we reach out to people we've yet to encounter,

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people we've yet to understand,

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people we've yet to allow to lead us,

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only then can our vision of God grow.

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Only then can we start to pursue the living God,

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the God who is not stagnant,

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the God who can bring us all to a new heaven and a new earth,

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not refurbished, but something new for the human heart.

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Father Pat’s message is a powerful call to abandon static and privileged images of God in favor of a dynamic and liberating encounter with the divine found among the poor, the marginalized, and the oppressed. Drawing from his own spiritual journey and theological reading, he challenges us to recognize how privilege distorts our understanding of God, religion, and morality. He insists that love of God and neighbor—especially the neighbor who is different, excluded, or silenced—is the heart of our faith. This love demands humility, openness to transformation, and a willingness to dismantle idols—whether of Scripture, tradition, or comfort—that hinder our relationship with the living God.

Father Pat begins by reflecting on his silent retreat, where he immersed himself in theologies from the margins—feminist, liberation, Latino, and Mujeres theologies—not out of academic curiosity or pastoral obligation, but because traditional images of God shaped by centuries of European privilege no longer nourish his soul. He emphasizes that theology shaped by authority and hierarchy often distances us from the God revealed in Jesus Christ, who consistently sided with the poor, the outcast, and the stranger. In contrast, theologies emerging from oppressed communities bring us into contact with a God who liberates, suffers, and dwells among those who have been silenced.

He critiques the tendency of the privileged to interpret the lives and faith of others through their own lens, often reducing vibrant, contextual spiritualities to “folklore” or misunderstanding them entirely. Using examples from Hispanic Catholicism, he draws attention to how faith can flourish in the home and community when institutional structures are absent, revealing a sacredness that transcends traditional boundaries between church and daily life. This, he argues, is a vital insight into how God is encountered in real, lived experience, not just in formal doctrine or ritual.

Father Pat then connects this theological reflection to broader societal issues, such as the abuse scandals involving powerful men. He identifies a deeper issue than mere power: the entitlement of the privileged to define and interpret reality for others. This entitlement, he explains, is rooted in centuries of privilege and is perpetuated when we fail to examine how deeply it shapes our behavior, assumptions, and even our spirituality. The problem is not just individual sin, but systemic privilege that allows some to dictate meaning and morality while silencing others.

He laments the historical shift in Christianity—from a faith of the poor to a moralizing institution aligned with power and control. This shift, he argues, was a theft of God from the poor, replacing the incarnate, liberating God of Jesus with a sterile, distant deity of the elite. Yet the Gospel still calls us to encounter God among the poor and to become liberators ourselves if we are not among the poor. This is the path by which the privileged can participate in the divine life: by using their position to uplift others rather than consolidate their own comfort.

Father Pat challenges the modern idolization of Scripture, asserting that while Scripture is sacred, it is not God itself. He warns that when we make any one thing—especially something as limited by human interpretation as the Bible—into a fixed and total image of God, we fall into idolatry. True Christian faith is not about clinging to certainties but about seeking God in new and unfamiliar places, especially in the voices and lives of those who have been historically excluded.

He touches on the enduring structures of racial and social privilege, quoting theologian Bryan Massingale to illustrate how the legacy of slavery and landownership continues to shape attitudes and systems today. Recognizing this truth confronts the lie of meritocracy and invites a deeper humility in how we engage with others’ experiences. Only by relinquishing the need to control or interpret others’ realities can we begin to cultivate genuine solidarity and open ourselves to the transforming presence of God.

Ultimately, Father Pat urges us to be open to new images of God, to let go of arrogance, and to listen to those who have been silenced or overlooked. He reminds us that Jesus’ life began with the greatest act of divine humility: the Incarnation. God’s descent into human vulnerability should inspire us to make our own descent from privilege into solidarity. Only in doing so can we begin to see God as God truly is—not confined to our expectations or traditions, but alive in the struggles, hopes, and dignity of every human being.

In sum, Father Pat’s message is a profound spiritual challenge: to love God with our whole being and to love our neighbor—not from on high, but from the ground, where God still dwells, among the poor, the broken, and the unknown. To find God, we must be willing to be changed.

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