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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1000.1500244140625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Before the Feast of Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come to pass from this world to the Father. He loved his own in the world and he loved them to the end. The devil had already induced Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot, to hand him over. So during supper, fully aware that the Father had put everything into his power, and that he had come from God and was returning to God, he rose from supper and took off his outer garments. He took a towel and tied it around his waist. Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples' feet and dry them with the towel around his waist. He came to Simon Peter, who said to him, Master, are you going to wash my feet? Jesus answered and said to him, What I am doing you do not understand now, but you will understand later. Peter said to him, You will never wash my feet. Jesus answered him, Unless I wash you, you will have no inheritance with me. Simon Peter said to him, Master, then not only my feet, but my hands and my head as well. Jesus said to him, Whoever has bathed has no need except to have his feet washed, for he is clean all over. So you are clean, but not all. For he knew who would betray him. For this reason, he said, not all of you are clean. So when he had washed their feet and put his garments back on and reclined at table again, he said to them, Do you realize what I have done for you? You call me teacher and master and write me so, for I am. If I therefore, the master and teacher, have washed your feet, you ought to wash one another's feet. I have given you a model to follow, so that as I have done for you, you should also do for me. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I think there's a line in the middle of the Gospel, well, or the portion of the Gospel, that every reader adds their own inflection to and it can come to some very different ideas. When Jesus says, Do you realize what I have done for you? What is he, you know, he's not asking, you know, are they dense? Because, you know, if I walk out and I wash your feet, and I say, Do you realize what I have done for you? Yes, I have washed my feet. Now, he's not suggesting, even though he says, If I don't wash you, you are not saved, if you can't do this. This is not a baptism ritual. No one is saved through the washing of the feet. It's nothing like that. And it's not even the moment of service, because people had been washing people's feet in the desert for years. What he's done for them, and that's why he says, Look at the model. What he's done is he's turned the world on its head. Because, as the master, they should be serving him. And he says this over and over again in the gospel. That those of you who would be greatest among you will serve the others. He's trying to turn a model of humanity on its head. That we tend to think, Well, you know, if I'm important enough. And he wants to say, Importance is of no importance. But they've been like, What? We walk through life looking for status. Looking for, you know, who are more important than. Who should serve me? I've often said, you know, since, You live a life where if you eat out a lot, you might get a sense that when you come to the eternal banquet, the banquet of God, surely you'll be seated and others will serve. But I don't think that's a great image of the banquet. I think the image of the banquet is when we all enjoy our turn serving as much as our turn sitting at table. I don't know if we can get it out of our human consciousness. I think this is why Jesus says, Can you realize what I'm saying? How much of our life do we worry about who's more important and who's less important? And, you know, some people probably get upset with me over this. I'm not real big on titles. And some people do not refer to me as father and other people get very upset over it. Which do you prefer? Father Dolan? Father Pat? Father Patrick? Patrick? Pat? I don't notice. I don't notice. I just don't notice. And, you know, people will come up to me and say, I'm so sorry for what I did the other day. I'm like, Huh? Do you ever have people come up and say, I'm sorry. I hope I wasn't harsh the other day. I mean, I kind of want to say if you're being harsh, you need to be a little more dramatic about it. No one's catching it. And what it means not to wonder, we even look at people now, how many books are written, possibly not read, but written on the topic of people in relationships. The power dynamics. Power dynamics, I have no doubt, power dynamics are the harb of every divorce in America. Power dynamics. I love that in the marriage, I love when the marriage ritual says, love, honor, and obey if they both say it. What do you do now? You know, when there is a mutual submission, there's a mutual giving of oneself. Jesus says, you see what I just did? I'm the rabbi. I'm the teacher. This is unheard of. And I've done it and I'm not doing it to say, see how great I am at this Messiah thing. He's doing it to try to get them. And he's already seen the inklings of it in the disciples. He's already seen, as I've said to you before, John and James coming to him and saying, can one of us sit at your right and your left? Now remember the inner circle. In all of the inner circle moments, the transfiguration, all these moments where there's only a few of them, the few are always Peter, John, and James. Peter, John, and James. Once Peter starts getting singled out, only God could have revealed this to Peter. Once Peter is starting to be seen as a little bit of the leader, James and John go to him and say, can one of us sit at your right and one of us sit at your left? They're saying, bump Peter. Power dynamics. And Jesus says, I am the leader and I'm making myself the servant. So much has been written about servant leadership. David Dedevan, one of the most brilliant, he was a Jesuit out of Boston, spiritual director in Rome, and just a brilliant man, he used to say, he said, you know, there has been so much written about what they call servant leadership. Servant leadership, servant leadership. He said, none of it's been read, but there has been so much written, and it goes largely ignored. Leadership is who's in charge, who gets to tell who what to do, who gets to be, you know, who gets to be the voice in the room. No one can imagine saying, oh yes, I've worked my way to the top in this firm and now I'm everyone's assistant. We don't think that way. When Jesus says, do you realize what I've just done? No, they don't. 2,000 years later, no, we don't. Even if I can articulate it, I can't get my mind around it. I can't figure out what it would look like, how it would feel. I mean, don't get me wrong, there are days as a pastor I'm sure no one's listening, but that's different. I did it on purpose. You know, this idea of what it means to be a servant to people and find our greatness in that. I think importance is the wrong word, and greatness is probably, probably isn't helpful if I'm trying, if I'm trying to create a great ministry, that's different than trying to be great, because we usually mean great in the esteem of others. And so we get this evening where we're going to have the institution of the Eucharist, the source and summit of our life in the church, and it's connected to the washing of the feet. Because we're so, you know, everything gets, that first reading shows us what happens when we can overly tactical with spiritual ideas. Now, if there's more than six of you, then take a lamb and cut it in half and you can share it with the neighbor, and the neighbor on the right, don't do the labor over on this side. You know, rather than what it means to worship God. And we do the same thing in liturgy. No one really notices if something is beautiful or helpful. It's just always, did they hold their hand to the right ankle? Right and wrong are very bad ideas in the liturgy. Is it meaningful? Is it moving us? And does it move us to the washing of the feet? In other words, does our prayer move us to do something in the world? I've always pictured in a parish that the walls of a parish are a mirror. And if we're doing it correctly, what we do in here must be reflected out there. And we have to, tonight really celebrates that mirror, that sort of membrane in between prayer and action and how we get them to work together. Because without prayer, action just gets kind of frenetic without meaning. And without prayer, I mean without action, prayer becomes navel-gazing. It's just, I talk to God in my head. He sounds a lot like me. I've told you before, it's my litmus test. My litmus test in any dialogue with God is I am certain it is God and not me. If he will use a word I don't know. If you have prayer and have to go look up a word, now you're talking to God. Or more importantly, now God is talking to you. You know, this idea of it becomes this internal, I love my faith because inside my head I can control what I think of God. Connected to action and your prayer gets deeper. Why? Because I can interpret Scripture any way I want. I can interpret a prayer any way I want. I can choose this prayer but not that prayer in my life. Some people have a charismatic prayer life and others have a Marian devotion. Others can wed those two. But I find when I'm doing service in the world, I am confronted by people who are images of God that I can't control. That's what every person in the world is in our spirituality. There are people in their own right, but in your spirituality, every person in the world is an image of God beyond your control. The things in our head, we shape them without knowing. Anyone in a relationship knows, the other person does not shape quite so easily. It doesn't work that way. And so we ask God to help us to live in that sort of moment in between prayer and action. That moment that is transitional for us, where what we're doing inwardly is moving us out in the world. And what we're doing out in the world brings to light the things that come to us in prayer. That the Eucharist is echoed in service. And I've always thought it would be a healthier church. It's not that the church isn't good, the church isn't sufficient, but I would find it would be healthier if more Catholics thought, rather than ever thinking, I did something this week that I think is bad, so I can't come to communion. Wouldn't the healthier thought be, if I was being honest, I'm not going to do anything with that grace this week. Maybe then I don't go to communion. I don't just hoard grace for my cabinet. I'm not doing anything in the week. I don't tend to help the sick person. That the Eucharist is empowerment for the next week, not reward for last Wednesday. But empowerment for the week ahead. And when we receive Eucharist, I think, and I've mentioned this to you before, but the real procession of Eucharist is not when you come up the aisle tonight. When you come up the aisle tonight, that is not the Eucharistic procession. When you receive the Eucharist and walk back to your seat, that's the procession. Because what's happening is Jesus is consecrated upon the altar, the bread is consecrated, and it's the procession from the altar out into the people. So when you take the bread within you, we take the body of Christ or the blood of Christ, and walk out, you're diffusing that grace into the world. That's the procession. And while people approach often thinking, you know, I want to be worthy, we should walk away from the procession thinking, what will I do with this grace? And I don't think that's usually what we think. We think, what a special moment. We think, I love this moment when I can just be quiet with God. We think, why is that baby crying? This is my special moment. But what we don't think is, now what will I do with this grace? Because I don't think we're always aware of the grace. We use a big fancy word, sacrament, forget grace. 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Father Dolan? Father Pat?", "tokens": [50664, 3013, 360, 291, 4382, 30, 7085, 18786, 282, 30, 7085, 4379, 30, 50864], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2187381535768509, "compression_ratio": 1.8727272748947144, "no_speech_prob": 0.0006562877679243684}, {"id": 81, "seek": 32500, "start": 335.0, "end": 338.0, "text": " Father Patrick? Patrick? Pat? I don't notice.", "tokens": [50864, 7085, 13980, 30, 13980, 30, 4379, 30, 286, 500, 380, 3449, 13, 51014], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2187381535768509, "compression_ratio": 1.8727272748947144, "no_speech_prob": 0.0006562877679243684}, {"id": 82, "seek": 32500, "start": 338.0, "end": 341.0, "text": " I don't notice. I just don't notice.", "tokens": [51014, 286, 500, 380, 3449, 13, 286, 445, 500, 380, 3449, 13, 51164], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2187381535768509, "compression_ratio": 1.8727272748947144, "no_speech_prob": 0.0006562877679243684}, {"id": 83, "seek": 32500, "start": 341.0, "end": 343.0, "text": " And, you know, people will come up to me and say,", "tokens": [51164, 400, 11, 291, 458, 11, 561, 486, 808, 493, 281, 385, 293, 584, 11, 51264], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2187381535768509, "compression_ratio": 1.8727272748947144, "no_speech_prob": 0.0006562877679243684}, {"id": 84, "seek": 32500, "start": 343.0, "end": 348.0, "text": " I'm so sorry for what I did the other day. I'm like, Huh?", "tokens": [51264, 286, 478, 370, 2597, 337, 437, 286, 630, 264, 661, 786, 13, 286, 478, 411, 11, 8063, 30, 51514], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2187381535768509, "compression_ratio": 1.8727272748947144, "no_speech_prob": 0.0006562877679243684}, {"id": 85, "seek": 32500, "start": 348.0, "end": 350.0, "text": " Do you ever have people come up and say, I'm sorry.", "tokens": [51514, 1144, 291, 1562, 362, 561, 808, 493, 293, 584, 11, 286, 478, 2597, 13, 51614], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2187381535768509, "compression_ratio": 1.8727272748947144, "no_speech_prob": 0.0006562877679243684}, {"id": 86, "seek": 32500, "start": 350.0, "end": 353.0, "text": " I hope I wasn't harsh the other day.", "tokens": [51614, 286, 1454, 286, 2067, 380, 14897, 264, 661, 786, 13, 51764], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2187381535768509, "compression_ratio": 1.8727272748947144, "no_speech_prob": 0.0006562877679243684}, {"id": 87, "seek": 35300, "start": 353.0, "end": 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Before the Feast of Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come to pass from this world to the Father.
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He loved his own in the world and he loved them to the end.
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The devil had already induced Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot, to hand him over.
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So during supper, fully aware that the Father had put everything into his power,
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and that he had come from God and was returning to God,
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he rose from supper and took off his outer garments.
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He took a towel and tied it around his waist.
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Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples' feet
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and dry them with the towel around his waist.
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He came to Simon Peter, who said to him,
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Master, are you going to wash my feet?
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Jesus answered and said to him,
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What I am doing you do not understand now, but you will understand later.
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Peter said to him,
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You will never wash my feet.
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Jesus answered him,
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Unless I wash you, you will have no inheritance with me.
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Simon Peter said to him,
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Master, then not only my feet, but my hands and my head as well.
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Jesus said to him,
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Whoever has bathed has no need except to have his feet washed,
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for he is clean all over.
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So you are clean, but not all.
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For he knew who would betray him.
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For this reason, he said, not all of you are clean.
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So when he had washed their feet and put his garments back on
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and reclined at table again, he said to them,
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Do you realize what I have done for you?
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You call me teacher and master and write me so, for I am.
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If I therefore, the master and teacher, have washed your feet,
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you ought to wash one another's feet.
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I have given you a model to follow,
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so that as I have done for you, you should also do for me.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I think there's a line in the middle of the Gospel,
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well, or the portion of the Gospel,
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that every reader adds their own inflection to
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and it can come to some very different ideas.
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When Jesus says, Do you realize what I have done for you?
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What is he, you know, he's not asking, you know, are they dense?
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Because, you know, if I walk out and I wash your feet,
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and I say, Do you realize what I have done for you?
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Yes, I have washed my feet.
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Now, he's not suggesting, even though he says,
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If I don't wash you, you are not saved, if you can't do this.
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This is not a baptism ritual.
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No one is saved through the washing of the feet.
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It's nothing like that.
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And it's not even the moment of service,
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because people had been washing people's feet in the desert for years.
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What he's done for them, and that's why he says,
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Look at the model.
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What he's done is he's turned the world on its head.
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Because, as the master, they should be serving him.
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And he says this over and over again in the gospel.
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That those of you who would be greatest among you will serve the others.
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He's trying to turn a model of humanity on its head.
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That we tend to think, Well, you know, if I'm important enough.
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And he wants to say, Importance is of no importance.
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But they've been like, What?
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We walk through life looking for status.
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Looking for, you know, who are more important than.
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Who should serve me?
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I've often said, you know, since,
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You live a life where if you eat out a lot,
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you might get a sense that when you come to the eternal banquet,
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the banquet of God, surely you'll be seated and others will serve.
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But I don't think that's a great image of the banquet.
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I think the image of the banquet is when we all enjoy our turn serving
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as much as our turn sitting at table.
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I don't know if we can get it out of our human consciousness.
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I think this is why Jesus says, Can you realize what I'm saying?
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How much of our life do we worry about who's more important and who's less important?
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And, you know, some people probably get upset with me over this.
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I'm not real big on titles.
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And some people do not refer to me as father and other people get very upset over it.
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Which do you prefer? Father Dolan? Father Pat?
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Father Patrick? Patrick? Pat? I don't notice.
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I don't notice. I just don't notice.
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And, you know, people will come up to me and say,
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I'm so sorry for what I did the other day. I'm like, Huh?
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Do you ever have people come up and say, I'm sorry.
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I hope I wasn't harsh the other day.
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I mean, I kind of want to say if you're being harsh,
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you need to be a little more dramatic about it.
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No one's catching it.
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And what it means not to wonder, we even look at people now,
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how many books are written, possibly not read,
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but written on the topic of people in relationships.
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The power dynamics.
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Power dynamics, I have no doubt,
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power dynamics are the harb of every divorce in America.
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Power dynamics.
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I love that in the marriage, I love when the marriage ritual says,
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love, honor, and obey if they both say it.
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What do you do now?
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You know, when there is a mutual submission,
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there's a mutual giving of oneself.
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Jesus says, you see what I just did?
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I'm the rabbi. I'm the teacher.
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This is unheard of.
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And I've done it and I'm not doing it to say,
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see how great I am at this Messiah thing.
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He's doing it to try to get them.
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And he's already seen the inklings of it in the disciples.
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He's already seen, as I've said to you before,
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John and James coming to him and saying,
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can one of us sit at your right and your left?
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Now remember the inner circle.
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In all of the inner circle moments, the transfiguration,
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all these moments where there's only a few of them,
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the few are always Peter, John, and James.
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Peter, John, and James.
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Once Peter starts getting singled out,
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only God could have revealed this to Peter.
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Once Peter is starting to be seen as a little bit of the leader,
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James and John go to him and say,
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can one of us sit at your right and one of us sit at your left?
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They're saying, bump Peter.
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Power dynamics.
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And Jesus says, I am the leader
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and I'm making myself the servant.
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So much has been written about servant leadership.
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David Dedevan, one of the most brilliant,
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he was a Jesuit out of Boston,
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spiritual director in Rome,
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and just a brilliant man, he used to say,
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he said, you know, there has been so much written
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about what they call servant leadership.
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Servant leadership, servant leadership.
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He said, none of it's been read,
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but there has been so much written,
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and it goes largely ignored.
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Leadership is who's in charge,
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who gets to tell who what to do,
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who gets to be, you know, who gets to be the voice in the room.
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No one can imagine saying, oh yes,
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I've worked my way to the top in this firm
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and now I'm everyone's assistant.
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We don't think that way.
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When Jesus says, do you realize what I've just done?
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No, they don't.
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2,000 years later, no, we don't.
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Even if I can articulate it, I can't get my mind around it.
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I can't figure out what it would look like,
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how it would feel.
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I mean, don't get me wrong,
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there are days as a pastor I'm sure no one's listening,
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but that's different.
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I did it on purpose.
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You know, this idea of what it means
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to be a servant to people
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and find our greatness in that.
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I think importance is the wrong word,
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and greatness is probably,
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probably isn't helpful if I'm trying,
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if I'm trying to create a great ministry,
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that's different than trying to be great,
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because we usually mean great in the esteem of others.
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And so we get this evening
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where we're going to have the institution of the Eucharist,
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the source and summit of our life in the church,
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and it's connected to the washing of the feet.
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Because we're so, you know, everything gets,
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that first reading shows us what happens
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when we can overly tactical with spiritual ideas.
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Now, if there's more than six of you,
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then take a lamb and cut it in half
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and you can share it with the neighbor,
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and the neighbor on the right,
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don't do the labor over on this side.
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You know, rather than what it means to worship God.
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And we do the same thing in liturgy.
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No one really notices if something is beautiful or helpful.
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It's just always, did they hold their hand to the right ankle?
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Right and wrong are very bad ideas in the liturgy.
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Is it meaningful? Is it moving us?
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And does it move us to the washing of the feet?
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In other words, does our prayer move us
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to do something in the world?
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I've always pictured in a parish
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that the walls of a parish are a mirror.
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And if we're doing it correctly,
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what we do in here must be reflected out there.
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And we have to, tonight really celebrates that mirror,
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that sort of membrane in between prayer and action
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and how we get them to work together.
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Because without prayer,
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action just gets kind of frenetic without meaning.
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And without prayer, I mean without action,
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prayer becomes navel-gazing.
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It's just, I talk to God in my head.
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He sounds a lot like me.
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I've told you before, it's my litmus test.
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My litmus test in any dialogue with God
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is I am certain it is God and not me.
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If he will use a word I don't know.
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If you have prayer and have to go look up a word,
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now you're talking to God.
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Or more importantly, now God is talking to you.
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You know, this idea of it becomes this internal,
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I love my faith because inside my head
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I can control what I think of God.
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Connected to action and your prayer gets deeper.
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Why? Because I can interpret Scripture any way I want.
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I can interpret a prayer any way I want.
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I can choose this prayer but not that prayer in my life.
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Some people have a charismatic prayer life
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and others have a Marian devotion.
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Others can wed those two.
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But I find when I'm doing service in the world,
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I am confronted by people who are images of God
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that I can't control.
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That's what every person in the world is in our spirituality.
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There are people in their own right,
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but in your spirituality, every person in the world
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is an image of God beyond your control.
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The things in our head, we shape them without knowing.
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Anyone in a relationship knows,
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the other person does not shape quite so easily.
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It doesn't work that way.
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And so we ask God to help us to live in that sort of moment
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in between prayer and action.
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That moment that is transitional for us,
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where what we're doing inwardly is moving us out in the world.
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And what we're doing out in the world
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brings to light the things that come to us in prayer.
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That the Eucharist is echoed in service.
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And I've always thought it would be a healthier church.
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It's not that the church isn't good,
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the church isn't sufficient,
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but I would find it would be healthier
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if more Catholics thought, rather than ever thinking,
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I did something this week that I think is bad,
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so I can't come to communion.
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Wouldn't the healthier thought be,
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if I was being honest,
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I'm not going to do anything with that grace this week.
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Maybe then I don't go to communion.
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I don't just hoard grace for my cabinet.
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I'm not doing anything in the week.
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I don't tend to help the sick person.
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That the Eucharist is empowerment for the next week,
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not reward for last Wednesday.
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But empowerment for the week ahead.
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And when we receive Eucharist, I think,
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and I've mentioned this to you before,
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but the real procession of Eucharist
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is not when you come up the aisle tonight.
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When you come up the aisle tonight,
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that is not the Eucharistic procession.
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When you receive the Eucharist and walk back to your seat,
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that's the procession.
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Because what's happening is Jesus is consecrated upon the altar,
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the bread is consecrated,
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and it's the procession from the altar out into the people.
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So when you take the bread within you,
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we take the body of Christ or the blood of Christ,
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and walk out, you're diffusing that grace into the world.
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That's the procession.
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And while people approach often thinking,
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you know, I want to be worthy,
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we should walk away from the procession thinking,
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what will I do with this grace?
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And I don't think that's usually what we think.
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We think, what a special moment.
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We think, I love this moment when I can just be quiet with God.
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We think, why is that baby crying?
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This is my special moment.
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But what we don't think is,
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now what will I do with this grace?
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Because I don't think we're always aware of the grace.
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We use a big fancy word, sacrament, forget grace.
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And so tonight as we receive the Eucharist on this night,
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when we really celebrate the Last Supper in a unique way,
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as we're walking back to our seats to take a moment to say,
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how will I conform,
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how will I transform this grace of Eucharist
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into the grace of ministry?
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How will we get from the sacrament perceived
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to the washing of feet and the true greatness of a disciple?
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of humility and service as modeled by Christ in the washing of the disciples' feet. He emphasizes that Jesus' act is not simply a gesture of hospitality or ritual cleansing, but an intentional reversal of societal hierarchies and power dynamics. In doing so, Jesus redefines greatness as a willingness to serve others, not to dominate them. Father Pat challenges us to internalize this radical model of servant leadership and to allow the Eucharist to propel us outward into the world in acts of love and service. He cautions against reducing liturgy to rules or personal piety, instead urging that worship must lead to action. The true Eucharistic procession, he says, is not the walk to receive communion, but the journey back into the world, carrying grace and becoming Christ’s presence through service.
Father Pat begins by drawing attention to Jesus’ question in the Gospel of John: “Do you realize what I have done for you?” This is not a rhetorical question seeking affirmation of a physical action—washing feet—but a profound challenge to understand the meaning behind it. Jesus, fully aware of his divine authority and status as Teacher and Lord, removes his outer garments and assumes the role of a servant. This inversion of roles is the heart of the message. In a society obsessed with power, status, and hierarchy, Jesus dismantles the idea that leadership is about being served, and instead proposes that true leadership is to serve.
Father Pat explores how this teaching directly confronts the human obsession with importance and recognition. He notes how we strive for status, even within religious contexts, and how we often miss the radical nature of Jesus’ actions. The act of foot washing is not about ritual purity or hospitality—it is a redefinition of what it means to be great. Greatness, in the Kingdom of God, is measured not by how many serve you, but by how many you serve. Jesus offers a model that is meant to be imitated. “As I have done for you, you should also do.” This model exposes and challenges the power dynamics not only in the disciples’ hearts (as seen in the jockeying for status among Peter, James, and John), but also in every human relationship—including marriages, ministries, and institutions.
He acknowledges how difficult it is for us to grasp this. Even if we can articulate it intellectually, emotionally and spiritually we struggle to live it. Father Pat uses the example of titles—even within the Church—as a reflection of how deeply entrenched we are in notions of status. Whether someone calls him “Father” or simply “Pat” doesn’t matter to him, but it reveals how uncomfortable others can be when the usual symbols of authority are set aside.
He connects this Gospel scene to the larger liturgical context of Holy Thursday and the institution of the Eucharist. The Eucharist, he insists, cannot be separated from service. The Last Supper is not merely the beginning of a liturgical rite—it is the embodiment of a way of life. Jesus not only gives us his Body and Blood, but he immediately demonstrates what receiving it should inspire: humble service to others. Father Pat criticizes a tendency in liturgical life to focus on correctness—right gestures, right words—while missing whether the liturgy actually moves us to love better, serve more, and act justly.
He also challenges the common approach to the Eucharist as a reward for good behavior, suggesting instead that the Eucharist should be seen as empowerment for mission and ministry in the week to come. It is not about worthiness as a static judgment of past deeds, but about readiness to act with grace. The real “Eucharistic procession,” he says, happens not when we walk up to receive the sacrament, but as we return to our seats and then go back into the world. We carry Christ out into the world, not to hoard grace, but to become its conduit.
Father Pat concludes by emphasizing that prayer and action must be united. Prayer without action becomes self-centered and stagnant, while action without prayer becomes chaotic and directionless. The Eucharist is the meeting point of these two dimensions: a holy encounter that must spill over into real-life service. The image of people as uncontrollable reflections of God is key—unlike our inner spiritual constructs, real people challenge us, stretch us, and draw us into a deeper, less comfortable but more authentic relationship with God. True spirituality, then, is not confined to the interior life, but finds its fullest expression in love, humility, and service to others....
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Cast your Anxieties upon the Lord
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If you were to look back on your life, especially over the last couple years, and look to the last time you really admitted to yourself, especially in areas of religion, politics, social economics, that sort of thing, the last time you had an argument with someone and admitted to yourself you lost the argument, and you walked away thinking a little differently. Now, most of us can't think of the last time that happened. And the sad thing is, it's another way of simply asking, when was the last time you experienced any real growth? Because most of us have gotten locked into one way of thinking. We know, you know, everyone talks about the news, and is it fake news, is it real news, is it, it's not the news, it's us. We filter for our favorite news. We go through, whether we use our Facebook page or our Twitter feed, or we actually go out and listen to our favorite station, all of us, we do not go to the news to be informed, we go to the news to be reassured that we're right. And we all pick our news accordingly. So, no one wants to be informed. You know, the worst tragedy for an American is if the other side is ever right. And we'll fight just because we don't want them to be right. And this happens in our faith, too. We define ourselves by who we are not. You know, we too often, in the Catholic Church, it becomes, you know, well, we're not saying they're not welcome, they just can't receive communion. Those ones, those ones, those people over there, you know, they don't merit communion. Which is true, of course, none of us merit God. And so I always tell people that, you know, once the priest has received communion, we're already past who merits it. Yeah. We don't merit it anymore. Who merits God? So, how do we get to a point where we start to actually allow one another to inform us? And this gospel today talks about, and there's a little bit of cultural code you have to get through. But Jesus says, you know, God has hidden things from the wise and learned and revealed them to the little ones. Now, the little ones, the children in this day and age of the reading, there's a custom in Jewish law, especially very prevalent at that time, that in any kind of rabbinical court, when witness testimony is taken, witnesses must be male, Jewish, and over the age of a bar mitzvah. Or you're not a valid witness. So, what he's saying is, there's a whole wisdom in the world of people you have decided have nothing to offer you. It is exactly the people that you are sure have nothing to offer you. I mean, how many people have literally this year said, well, because of the way they voted, I have lost friends. You know, do you remember when we lived in an adult country that you could disagree and remain friends? You know, before all of a sudden, if they disagree with me, they're the enemy. My need to be right is so connected to my self-worth that if someone disagrees with me, I can no longer hang around them. And we don't want to admit the truth, which is we've just made a hierarchy of needs because everyone disagrees with you on something. If you don't believe me, ask your spouse. Everyone disagrees with you on something. And we've put things, some of them we just don't care about. But if I care about it, how dare you disagree with me? Rather than, if I care enough about a topic, you would think I would like to engage with people who think differently. How, you know, when I'm looking at my faith, when I'm looking at my relationship with God, when I'm looking at politics, when I'm looking at social interaction, do I set out to become more informed or to get people to see things my way? The two do not coexist well. If I enter into a dialogue to change you, then I have given up on growth. And none of us do that anymore. It is the difference, a friend of mine put a fairly lengthy little video on Facebook this week, and it's amazing because I only check in about four times a year. It's the most I can do. But I saw, and he was talking about the difference between what he, he said this is the difference between spirituality and religion. And he went on and on, he really kind of hedged around the differences between spirituality and psychology, and he came up with some interesting ideas, but I don't think he ever really got to the crux of it because his agenda was spirituality is good and religion can get so bad. But the truth is, spirituality is religion that is not in dialogue with anyone. When someone in our country, at least, when I say I'm spiritual but not religious, it means I'm spiritual, but no one is going to talk to me about that journey, and I'm not gonna be part of a community, and it's not gonna be a, it's my, keep your hands off my spirituality. And it's a very solo journey. Religion, I mean, no one wants to admit it, but if you've got three friends that you talk your spirituality with, you've already started a religion. You're figuring out what you have in common and what's different, and you're coming to some consensus and some, now the difference between a religion and a cult is whether or not there's room for disagreement. And trust me, there are a lot of people that would like Catholicism to be a cult. No disagreement. This is what we believe, and if we get a new bishop tomorrow who thinks differently, then you and I will believe differently. There are people that that's their vision. And religion has to, at its best, live somewhere between cult and just spirituality. It's religion in, it's spirituality in real dialogue, and that means that we are in community with people we do not always agree with. If we could get that at our country level, we would look at a whole, we would be a totally different people. Look at what's happening, the whole, all of the protests in Europe right now, because there are some people who are saying, we don't want the universal, we don't want the global, let's get us back down to tribes so that I don't have to worry about anyone outside my own group. Let me get back down to the people who think like I do, and we take care of ours, and to heck with them. There's a lot of that that people are making seem very palatable. I think in our own country, especially as we get into these arguments now over minimum wage and healthcare and all of these things, people love to think that that is right against left. It isn't. Right and left, totally made up concepts. Socioeconomic battles are always poor against rich. They're always top against bottom. It's not right against left. It's always those in need against those who have. And we don't like to admit that, because that might make us feel like a bully, depending on what side we're on at any minute. So instead, we just like to say, oh, it's just different ideologies. It's usually, as it was in the gospel time, those in power and those in need. It's always top and bottom. And so, you know, what happens when we start to say, sometimes those who are the ones we would never go to, because they are just such a mess, what if they have really what we need to learn? Who is it in our life we're not open to? I, at our last Mass, I'm listening to the baby here, this is, at our last Mass, we had this weird thing go on where a baby back here started crying, and then the minute they started crying, one of the baptism babies went, and then someone over here went. And all of a sudden, we had about seven of them, back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And some people found that irritating. Now, my theory was they were plotting our overthrow. You all have 15 years tops. But it did, I thought, you know, I mean, they're babies, so I don't want to be insulting, but all I could think of was Planet of the Apes. We don't understand a word. But there is, you know, every parent knows that when you start to see the world through the eyes of a child that is just discovering it. You know, this is why people love to take children to Disneyland. Because you and I see some poor soul in the hottest Mickey Mouse costume in the world, traipsing through the street, and they see magic. We get to see the world through their eyes. But it's an easy, comfortable move. It's not someone who totally disagrees with us till they hit adolescence. And then what happens? Do we grow through that? Do we allow others to change us? Because what a ridiculously arrogant position to go out into the world and say, I don't get changed by you, but I'm trying to change you from my opinion. Why? And of course, and the church does. The church does do this, so we're as guilty as anyone else. It's this, well, it's because I have the truth and I'm right and you're wrong. I'm not changing you, just the eternal truth that keeps coming through me. And the eternal wrong that keeps coming through you. We just rewrite the mythology to say, well, of course the world will be better when everyone thinks like I do. It's a fascinating thing when we really think, what does it mean to look to your life? Maybe it's a sibling. Maybe it's a family member. Maybe it is something on a bigger world stage. But what happens if we at least listen and think, you know, I wonder if they have something that I don't have. What about, you know, I've got siblings who really, they struggle in life. I've got one sibling who has spent most of his adult life just one step this side of the streets and not terribly attached to church. It would be very easy to say, you know, he barely has his life together. What could he possibly offer me? And yet sometimes he has all the things that I think, oh, there's the piece I didn't have. I always remember my father, the one man in the world I have never won an argument with. And not because he was harsh or, I mean, the man just had a mind that I couldn't believe in. And every once in a while I thought, okay, now I got him. And every once in a while I was wrong. But one time we were talking, my father never went to church again after Vatican II. And he was not someone that I would have thought, he didn't have any problems with the ideology. He hated that the mass was not in Latin anymore. And, you know, as I got into seminary and now I knew everything, I had this conversation with him and I said, so, now dad, I have never even heard you speak Latin. Are you really telling me you understood Latin? And, you know, and I'm thinking, I got him, got him, finally, I was only 26, got him. And he said, well, no, of course not. He said, your generation goes to mass to understand. We went to experience mystery. So close, I was so close. We didn't want to understand it. We wanted to experience a mystery, to experience something we don't understand, to sit in what the mystics would call a cloud of unknowing and be in touch with the fact that we don't understand everything. Very different place, two very different models of church. I understood what he missed. Wouldn't be my cup of tea, but I understood. You know, he had a different approach. And most people would say, your father hadn't been to church in 30 years. Why would you go to him for religious advice? Because he had the experience that wasn't mine. Why go to myself? And so all of us, I think, need to build out and figure out we know who we are, but can we start to reach out more? People who are secure in who they are are not put off by another opinion. They're not put off by being wrong once in a while. You know, it's so fascinating that all of us will look back 10 years and say, man, I didn't know anything 10 years ago, but none of us are willing to admit that in 10 years, we're gonna look back to right now and say the same thing. Right, now we're gonna look back and go, yeah, I thought I had it together. And if you can look back 20 years and say you knew it all, that just means you haven't grown in 20 years. Hopefully, you will look back and say, oh yeah, I was like, you know, someone will say to me, I found an article you wrote 20 years ago, and I'm like, I don't wanna see it. I don't, was God an old white man in a cloud with lightning coming out of his hand? Who was I back then? We don't know, but are we willing? Who is the last person we allowed to change us, not reinforce us, but change us? Because otherwise, we've decided journey over, game done. We're there or we're not. And one of the things I love most about Catholicism, I know this makes me sound even more bizarre, but it's purgatory. Because without purgatory, what it says is, when you die, game's over. You're either in heaven or you're in hell. No more growth, no more nothing. Game's over, you can't learn anymore. If you become good, it doesn't count. Become bad, it doesn't count. Game over. And purgatory says, game's never over. Game's not over. God's grace is still there. You can still learn. You can still become more. It's a great moment. But I think most of us have already given up here. I know what I think. I already know. God has revealed in my heart. I am right and you are wrong. What a place to be. Rather than, even as a church, to say, you know, we can't define ourselves by what we know. The difference between knowledge and wisdom. Knowledge is the accumulation of your experience. Wisdom is how you receive the knowledge of another. That's your wisdom. And today, we're called to recognize the wisdom that lies in others. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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At that time, Jesus exclaimed, I give praise to you,
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Father, Lord of heaven and earth,
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for although you have hidden these things from the wise
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and learned, you have revealed them to little ones.
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Yes, Father, such has been your gracious will.
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All things have been handed over to me by my Father.
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No one knows the Father except the Son,
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and no one knows the Son except the Father,
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and anyone to whom the Son wishes to reveal him.
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Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened,
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and I will give you rest.
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Take my yoke upon you and learn from me,
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for I am meek and humble of heart.
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And you will find rest for yourselves,
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for my yoke is easy and my burden light.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Thank you.
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If you were to look back on your life,
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especially over the last couple years,
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and look to the last time you really admitted to yourself,
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especially in areas of religion, politics,
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social economics, that sort of thing,
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the last time you had an argument with someone
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and admitted to yourself you lost the argument,
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and you walked away thinking a little differently.
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Now, most of us can't think of the last time that happened.
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And the sad thing is, it's another way of simply asking,
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when was the last time you experienced any real growth?
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Because most of us have gotten locked
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into one way of thinking.
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We know, you know, everyone talks about the news,
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and is it fake news, is it real news,
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is it, it's not the news, it's us.
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We filter for our favorite news.
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We go through, whether we use our Facebook page
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or our Twitter feed, or we actually go out
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and listen to our favorite station,
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all of us, we do not go to the news to be informed,
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we go to the news to be reassured that we're right.
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And we all pick our news accordingly.
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So, no one wants to be informed.
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You know, the worst tragedy for an American
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is if the other side is ever right.
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And we'll fight just because we don't want them to be right.
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And this happens in our faith, too.
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We define ourselves by who we are not.
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You know, we too often, in the Catholic Church,
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it becomes, you know, well, we're not saying
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they're not welcome, they just can't receive communion.
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Those ones, those ones, those people over there,
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you know, they don't merit communion.
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Which is true, of course, none of us merit God.
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And so I always tell people that, you know,
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once the priest has received communion,
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we're already past who merits it.
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Yeah.
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We don't merit it anymore.
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Who merits God?
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So, how do we get to a point where we start
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to actually allow one another to inform us?
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And this gospel today talks about,
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and there's a little bit of cultural code
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you have to get through.
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But Jesus says, you know, God has hidden things
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from the wise and learned and revealed them
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to the little ones.
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Now, the little ones, the children in this day and age
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of the reading, there's a custom in Jewish law,
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especially very prevalent at that time,
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that in any kind of rabbinical court,
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when witness testimony is taken,
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witnesses must be male, Jewish,
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and over the age of a bar mitzvah.
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Or you're not a valid witness.
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So, what he's saying is, there's a whole wisdom
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in the world of people you have decided
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have nothing to offer you.
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It is exactly the people that you are sure
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have nothing to offer you.
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I mean, how many people have literally this year said,
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well, because of the way they voted, I have lost friends.
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You know, do you remember when we lived in an adult country
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that you could disagree and remain friends?
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You know, before all of a sudden, if they disagree with me,
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they're the enemy.
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My need to be right is so connected to my self-worth
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that if someone disagrees with me,
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I can no longer hang around them.
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And we don't want to admit the truth,
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which is we've just made a hierarchy of needs
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because everyone disagrees with you on something.
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If you don't believe me, ask your spouse.
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Everyone disagrees with you on something.
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And we've put things, some of them we just don't care about.
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But if I care about it, how dare you disagree with me?
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Rather than, if I care enough about a topic,
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you would think I would like to engage
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with people who think differently.
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How, you know, when I'm looking at my faith,
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when I'm looking at my relationship with God,
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when I'm looking at politics,
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when I'm looking at social interaction,
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do I set out to become more informed
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or to get people to see things my way?
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The two do not coexist well.
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If I enter into a dialogue to change you,
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then I have given up on growth.
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And none of us do that anymore.
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It is the difference,
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a friend of mine put a fairly lengthy little video
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on Facebook this week, and it's amazing
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because I only check in about four times a year.
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It's the most I can do.
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But I saw, and he was talking about the difference
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between what he, he said this is the difference
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between spirituality and religion.
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And he went on and on, he really kind of hedged
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around the differences between spirituality and psychology,
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and he came up with some interesting ideas,
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but I don't think he ever really got to the crux of it
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because his agenda was spirituality is good
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and religion can get so bad.
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But the truth is, spirituality is religion
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that is not in dialogue with anyone.
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When someone in our country, at least,
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when I say I'm spiritual but not religious,
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it means I'm spiritual, but no one is going
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to talk to me about that journey,
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and I'm not gonna be part of a community,
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and it's not gonna be a, it's my,
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keep your hands off my spirituality.
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And it's a very solo journey.
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Religion, I mean, no one wants to admit it,
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but if you've got three friends
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that you talk your spirituality with,
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you've already started a religion.
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You're figuring out what you have in common
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and what's different, and you're coming
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to some consensus and some, now the difference
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between a religion and a cult is whether
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or not there's room for disagreement.
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And trust me, there are a lot of people
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that would like Catholicism to be a cult.
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No disagreement.
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This is what we believe, and if we get
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a new bishop tomorrow who thinks differently,
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then you and I will believe differently.
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There are people that that's their vision.
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And religion has to, at its best,
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live somewhere between cult and just spirituality.
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It's religion in, it's spirituality in real dialogue,
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and that means that we are in community
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with people we do not always agree with.
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If we could get that at our country level,
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we would look at a whole, we would be
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a totally different people.
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Look at what's happening, the whole,
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all of the protests in Europe right now,
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because there are some people who are saying,
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we don't want the universal, we don't want the global,
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let's get us back down to tribes
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so that I don't have to worry about
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anyone outside my own group.
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Let me get back down to the people
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who think like I do, and we take care of ours,
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and to heck with them.
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There's a lot of that that people
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are making seem very palatable.
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I think in our own country, especially as we get
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into these arguments now over minimum wage
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and healthcare and all of these things,
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people love to think that that is right against left.
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It isn't.
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Right and left, totally made up concepts.
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Socioeconomic battles are always poor against rich.
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They're always top against bottom.
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It's not right against left.
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It's always those in need against those who have.
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And we don't like to admit that,
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because that might make us feel like a bully,
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depending on what side we're on at any minute.
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So instead, we just like to say,
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oh, it's just different ideologies.
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It's usually, as it was in the gospel time,
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those in power and those in need.
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It's always top and bottom.
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And so, you know, what happens when we start to say,
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sometimes those who are the ones we would never go to,
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because they are just such a mess,
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what if they have really what we need to learn?
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Who is it in our life we're not open to?
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I, at our last Mass, I'm listening to the baby here,
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this is, at our last Mass, we had this weird thing go on
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where a baby back here started crying,
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and then the minute they started crying,
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one of the baptism babies went,
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and then someone over here went.
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And all of a sudden, we had about seven of them,
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back and forth, back and forth, back and forth.
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And some people found that irritating.
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Now, my theory was they were plotting our overthrow.
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You all have 15 years tops.
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But it did, I thought, you know, I mean,
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they're babies, so I don't want to be insulting,
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but all I could think of was Planet of the Apes.
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We don't understand a word.
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But there is, you know, every parent knows
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that when you start to see the world
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through the eyes of a child that is just discovering it.
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You know, this is why people love
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to take children to Disneyland.
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Because you and I see some poor soul
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in the hottest Mickey Mouse costume in the world,
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traipsing through the street, and they see magic.
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We get to see the world through their eyes.
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But it's an easy, comfortable move.
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It's not someone who totally disagrees with us
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till they hit adolescence.
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And then what happens?
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Do we grow through that?
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Do we allow others to change us?
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Because what a ridiculously arrogant position
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to go out into the world and say,
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I don't get changed by you,
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but I'm trying to change you from my opinion.
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Why?
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And of course, and the church does.
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The church does do this, so we're as guilty as anyone else.
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It's this, well, it's because I have the truth
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and I'm right and you're wrong.
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I'm not changing you, just the eternal truth
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that keeps coming through me.
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And the eternal wrong that keeps coming through you.
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We just rewrite the mythology to say,
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well, of course the world will be better
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when everyone thinks like I do.
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It's a fascinating thing when we really think,
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what does it mean to look to your life?
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Maybe it's a sibling.
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Maybe it's a family member.
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Maybe it is something on a bigger world stage.
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But what happens if we at least listen
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and think, you know, I wonder if they have something
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that I don't have.
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What about, you know, I've got siblings
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who really, they struggle in life.
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I've got one sibling who has spent most of his adult life
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just one step this side of the streets
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and not terribly attached to church.
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It would be very easy to say,
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you know, he barely has his life together.
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What could he possibly offer me?
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And yet sometimes he has all the things that I think,
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oh, there's the piece I didn't have.
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I always remember my father, the one man in the world
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I have never won an argument with.
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And not because he was harsh or, I mean,
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the man just had a mind that I couldn't believe in.
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And every once in a while I thought, okay, now I got him.
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And every once in a while I was wrong.
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But one time we were talking,
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my father never went to church again after Vatican II.
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And he was not someone that I would have thought,
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he didn't have any problems with the ideology.
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He hated that the mass was not in Latin anymore.
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And, you know, as I got into seminary
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and now I knew everything,
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I had this conversation with him and I said,
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so, now dad, I have never even heard you speak Latin.
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Are you really telling me you understood Latin?
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And, you know, and I'm thinking, I got him, got him,
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finally, I was only 26, got him.
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And he said, well, no, of course not.
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He said, your generation goes to mass to understand.
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We went to experience mystery.
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So close, I was so close.
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We didn't want to understand it.
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We wanted to experience a mystery,
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to experience something we don't understand,
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to sit in what the mystics would call a cloud of unknowing
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and be in touch with the fact
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that we don't understand everything.
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Very different place,
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two very different models of church.
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I understood what he missed.
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Wouldn't be my cup of tea, but I understood.
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You know, he had a different approach.
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And most people would say,
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your father hadn't been to church in 30 years.
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Why would you go to him for religious advice?
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Because he had the experience that wasn't mine.
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Why go to myself?
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And so all of us, I think, need to build out
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and figure out we know who we are,
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but can we start to reach out more?
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People who are secure in who they are
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are not put off by another opinion.
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They're not put off by being wrong once in a while.
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You know, it's so fascinating
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that all of us will look back 10 years and say,
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man, I didn't know anything 10 years ago,
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but none of us are willing to admit that in 10 years,
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we're gonna look back to right now and say the same thing.
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Right, now we're gonna look back and go,
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yeah, I thought I had it together.
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And if you can look back 20 years and say you knew it all,
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that just means you haven't grown in 20 years.
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Hopefully, you will look back and say,
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oh yeah, I was like, you know, someone will say to me,
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I found an article you wrote 20 years ago,
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and I'm like, I don't wanna see it.
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I don't, was God an old white man in a cloud
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with lightning coming out of his hand?
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Who was I back then?
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We don't know, but are we willing?
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Who is the last person we allowed to change us,
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not reinforce us, but change us?
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Because otherwise, we've decided journey over, game done.
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We're there or we're not.
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And one of the things I love most about Catholicism,
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I know this makes me sound even more bizarre,
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but it's purgatory.
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Because without purgatory, what it says is,
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when you die, game's over.
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You're either in heaven or you're in hell.
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No more growth, no more nothing.
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Game's over, you can't learn anymore.
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If you become good, it doesn't count.
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Become bad, it doesn't count.
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Game over.
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And purgatory says, game's never over.
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Game's not over.
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God's grace is still there.
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You can still learn.
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You can still become more.
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It's a great moment.
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But I think most of us have already given up here.
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I know what I think.
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I already know.
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God has revealed in my heart.
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I am right and you are wrong.
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What a place to be.
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Rather than, even as a church, to say,
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you know, we can't define ourselves by what we know.
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The difference between knowledge and wisdom.
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Knowledge is the accumulation of your experience.
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Wisdom is how you receive the knowledge of another.
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That's your wisdom.
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And today, we're called to recognize
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the wisdom that lies in others.
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Because you may have all the knowledge
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you could possibly want,
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but until you receive the knowledge
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of those who think differently,
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you don't have a chance at wisdom
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and we don't have a chance at finding the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat's message challenges us to reflect Father Pat's message challenges us to reflect on our openness to transformation, especially through the perspectives of those we often disregard. He draws from Jesus' words in the Gospel of Matthew to convey that divine truth is frequently revealed not to the elite or self-assured, but to the humble, the overlooked, and the childlike. As a society—and even within the Church—we have become entrenched in echo chambers where we seek affirmation rather than revelation. Father Pat urges us to reengage in honest dialogue, to be willing to be changed by others, and to rediscover the humility necessary for real spiritual growth. In his view, true religion is spirituality in community, marked by humility, dialogue, and a willingness to learn from those we least expect.
At the heart of Father Pat’s message is Jesus’ declaration that God's wisdom is hidden from the "wise and learned" and revealed to "little ones"—a reference not merely to children, but to those without status, power, or recognized credibility. In the cultural context of the time, legal and spiritual authority resided with adult Jewish males. Jesus subverts this norm, stating that God's truth is often discovered not through institutional approval or intellectual superiority, but through the innocence, humility, and receptivity found in those dismissed by society. Father Pat uses this Gospel to draw a parallel to our current moment, where ideological entrenchment—be it political, religious, or social—has become the norm. He laments that we no longer engage in meaningful dialogue with those who disagree with us; instead, we seek out information that reinforces our existing beliefs.
He diagnoses this condition as a spiritual stagnation. Growth, he says, inherently requires the humility to admit we might be wrong or that someone else might have insight we lack. Yet most people cannot recall the last time they truly changed their mind about a deeply held belief, especially in matters of faith or politics. This resistance to being changed by others is, in Father Pat’s view, a form of spiritual arrogance and self-isolation. It leads to a brittle faith and shallow community, where religion becomes either a cult of uniformity or a private, disconnected spirituality that avoids challenge altogether.
Father Pat critiques both extremes: the cult-like rigidity that allows no disagreement within religion, and the hyper-individualistic spirituality that avoids community and accountability. He defines religion at its best as “spirituality in dialogue”—a shared journey where people of differing views engage one another with respect and humility. This kind of religion requires vulnerability, the willingness to listen, and the courage to be changed. It is precisely in those relationships where we don’t agree that the potential for growth resides. He points out that if we only engage with those who mirror our beliefs, we forfeit the possibility of acquiring wisdom, which by definition involves receiving and being shaped by the knowledge of others.
Father Pat connects this spiritual insight to broader social and political realities. He argues that many of our current polarizations—whether about healthcare, minimum wage, or immigration—are not truly about right versus left, but about power dynamics: the haves versus the have-nots. He warns against the tendency to retreat into ideological “tribes,” which offer comfort and certainty at the expense of truth and mutual understanding. This, he suggests, is a societal version of the same spiritual error: defining ourselves by who we are not, rather than by who we are in relationship with others.
He shares personal anecdotes to illustrate how even those we might dismiss—like a struggling sibling or a non-churchgoing parent—can become unexpected sources of spiritual insight. His father, for instance, rejected the post-Vatican II liturgical changes not out of defiance, but because he cherished the mysterious, transcendent experience of the Latin Mass. That encounter taught Father Pat a valuable lesson: sometimes what seems irrational or outdated may be rooted in a deeper spiritual longing. These stories reinforce the central theme that wisdom often comes from surprising places, and that humility is the only path to receiving it.
Finally, Father Pat challenges us to consider who in our lives we have refused to learn from. Have we written off a family member, a political adversary, or someone of a different faith or socioeconomic status? Have we assumed they have nothing to teach us? If so, we may be missing the very wisdom God wants to reveal. He concludes with a powerful theological insight: Purgatory is not merely a post-death cleansing, but a spiritual principle that God’s grace and transformative power are never exhausted. Even beyond death, we are still capable of growth. The tragedy is when we give up on that growth here and now, believing we already possess the truth in full.
In essence, Father Pat calls us to a deeper humility, a more inclusive spirituality, and a richer, more dialogical form of religion. He reminds us that the journey of faith is not about being right, but about becoming wise—and that wisdom can only be found when we are willing to be changed by those we least expect....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1007.6500244140625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus spoke to the crowds and to his disciples, saying, the scribes and the Pharisees have taken their seat on the chair of Moses. Therefore, do and observe all things whatsoever they tell you, but do not follow their example. For they preach, but they do not practice. They tie up heavy burdens, hard to carry, and lay them on people's shoulders, but they will not lift a finger to move them. All their works are performed to be seen. They widen their phylacteries and lengthen their tassels. They love places of honor at banquets, seats of honor in synagogues, greetings in marketplaces, and the salutation rabbi. As for you, do not be called rabbi. You have but one teacher, and you are all brothers. And call no one on earth your father, but you have one Father in heaven. Do not be called master, but you have one master, the Christ. The greatest among you must be your servant. Whoever exalts himself will be humbled. Whoever humbles himself will be exalted. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. There's a lot of today's gospel that if you can't get your mind into the headset of the genre, the way they taught, the way these little discourses unfold, you end up taking it a little too literally, and you end up in some very odd places. As Catholics, it's interesting because I think once in a while someone will say, why do you in the church do this? And we get absolutely defensive about something because we don't know, but we're pretty sure there's no good reason. Learn it. Learn it. The reasons are there. We don't have to panic. You know, one of those, someone will say, why do Catholics, why do they feel the need to confess to a priest? In my faith, we confess directly to God. And of course, I could get all upset about that, but my question immediately becomes, why would you confess to God? He knows what you did last night. I mean, we immediately, sometimes, we kind of lock up and decide, oh, I don't know how to defend this. And we don't actually listen. This is one of those. Someone will say, you know, it says here, don't call anyone father. Why do you guys call your priests father? And of course, the question is, why do we call our male parents father? You know, well, we don't. We call them dad. Well, first off, the word father actually appears nowhere in the Aramaic text. This is an English word, years later. So let's say that we all decide we can't use the word father. So for any earthly version of father, whether it be a priest or the head of a family that's male, we're going to instead use the word Bob. And that's what Bob will mean in our culture. Bob will mean a male parent or a priest. 100 years from now, the new, new, new, new American Bible translation, revised edition, will translate pater as Bob. And we're right back where we started. So it's not saying you have a concept here that you're not allowed to name in your culture because it would be disrespectful to God. We have to flip it and say, remember that the word father, when applied to God, is always deficient. You know, God, no human image of God, father, parent, mother, any of it, is ever close to sufficient. And so don't mix up the two concepts. Don't tie yourself in knots trying to come up with a word every time scripture translates, retranslates, and says, oh, now they've translated it, as Pete. Pete's out now. Language is language. But what it's saying is, don't let language become your new idol. Don't get caught up in, this is what this word means. Because it's really, we read this and say, yeah, don't start thinking anyone around you is God. More importantly, don't think that God is as simple as anyone around you. It's keeping the God image large is what this is really trying to get us to. And the teaching style doesn't translate to the modern ear always. But remember, this is not, Jesus really comes to teach more about theology than anthropology. So he's not trying to teach you all about people. He's teaching you the image of God. So the question always is, what does it say about God? And the other part, which of course is huge in the gospel, is here's what the gospel says about God, and then the much bigger part of the gospel, and here's what you're supposed to do. Because what he's pointing out today is the number, and he's attacking religious leaders. So once again, we're going to get this for about a month. All of these sort of, if they get a little fire and brimstone-y, I'm hoping that all, every pulpit in America is not doing this, but doing this. He's talking to religious leaders. And throughout the gospel, the only times Jesus seems to lose his temper, really seems to come out with strong language, is when those who are leading religion start to believe they get to control access to God. That seems to be the number one drive Jesus crazy sin, is people saying, we can control access to God. You're holy, you're not, you're in, you're out. That is huge. And so he goes after them pretty harshly. He basically gets this to the point of, these are what hypocrites are. Hypocrites say, my job is not to inspire, my job is not to be with you in your journey, my job is not to suffer with the people, my job is to say, here is the bar, and if you can't clear it, then you don't get in. There's a lot of that religion in the world. Because, and it's not because, I listened to a fascinating talk yesterday, it's really not because of the way the Catholic church is, or the way the Protestant church is, or the way the Buddhists is, it's because of the way people are. Religion has, for a very long time, been an amazing force for good, and an amazing force for evil in the world, and it usually, your image of God usually reflects who you are in the world. And so if you really think God is very upset with all those people, you'll notice, quite frankly, that you seem to be upset with all those people too. And this is not one of those which came first, the chicken or the egg, we know which came first. I don't like you, and lo and behold, eventually God doesn't. And if you are compassionate towards others, you will find the compassionate vision of God. Now the thing theology does is slowly break down these images and say, now, we know in scripture God calls us to be a people of compassion, which means if we're not, our God image has probably been damaged, which means we've got something going on that predates our God image. And we're gonna have to get back and figure out what that is so we can figure out what we believe in God. I love that these readings and our Advent readings come, at least in the northern hemisphere, in this onslaught of winter. It's being very gentle this year, it's giving us little doses, but it is the season for me, I always think of this as, it's the season of the bare trees. And it's a marvelous image of God to focus on once a year is, what happens when all of the chlorophyll is gone and then all the leaves are gone? What happens when you're left with just the bare structure? In our faith, what would happen if we had to spend a week without all of our trappings? You know, rituals and rosaries and stained glass and statues and just focus, what's the fundamental God image that we have when we get rid of all, you know, all the leafy abundance that we live with most of the time? What happens when we just say, so what do we really believe about God and who does it call me to be in the world? You will never get your mind around God. Too big, too big. You can figure out from the gospel actually pretty easily what our mission in the world is. And when we find the question, I wonder what God's calling me to, when we find it incredibly difficult, we're probably asking the wrong question. You know, many of you have heard over the years, I have this theory that we love to ask God's will on everything that's not important. I mean, I know people that will, they will pray to God before they choose their outfit in the morning. But go one step bigger. What happens when we get to careers? You know, and this is a very threatening thing for us to hear sometimes as priests. What if God looks at someone and says, they could be a priest or be married, either would be within my vocational call. What if the call of God is, be a good husband, be a good priest, be a good wife, be a good son, be a good doctor, be a good, what if that's the vocational call? Not what we do, but how we do it in the world. I love, I don't know if it's ever going to work, but I love trying to get the kids on the playground. You know, don't try to ask God what he wants you to be when you grow up, start small. When your fist is doubled up and you're really angry at someone, ask God about your vocation for the next 30 seconds. It will be stunningly clear, but I think because it's so clear is exactly why we don't ask it. When we see people in trouble, when was the last time we saw someone really struggling and prayed about our vocation in that moment? That vocation that might not take the rest of my life. You know, sometimes it's easier to commit the rest of our life than the next five minutes. I have to tell you, this is probably way more confessional than you will ever need to hear. But I go through these phases of, and I'll lose interest after about 30 episodes, but I'll find a new TV show. And you know, nowadays, those of you who are younger don't remember, it was horribly primitive when I was growing up. You actually had to commit to a show and watch it at the same time every week, or you didn't get to see it at all. Can you imagine such a world? Anyway. But now, you know, you just go out on another channel and they have all of season one running, you know. And so, I have learned a whole bunch about the generation younger than me. I have been watching a show called Catfish. Oh. Shh. There's a word my friend uses called shitar, which stands for severed head in the road. And it means one of those things that's really horrible, but you can't take your eyes off it. You know you're gonna look. And what this is, is it's a show about people who date online and they use fake pictures. And these two guys kind of go on detective and see whether someone's being catfished or not. Catfish means the person you think you're talking to is not the person at all. But the reason I can't get my mind out of this show is I'm fascinated with the quote unquote victims who will tell you. I've been talking, I've been typing with him or her online and looking at a picture, and this is the person I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. I am so in love. And I'm like, how does the mind get there? And then when they meet the person, and it's actually someone who looks totally different, different age, sometimes different gender. Oh yeah, severed head in the road. And they see the real person walk out for the first time. The hosts, for my liking, too often let this devolve into, you know, it was the real person. All that's different here is the physical characteristics. How important is that? First off, it is important, but secondly, that's not all that's different. They've been playing a character. They've been playing a character of, this is how I think I'd behave if I looked like this and had this job. They're playing a character. If you get a crush on Hermione Granger, don't start chasing down J.K. Rollins. She just wrote the character. She's not Harry Potter. And they don't see this. They really think that getting a couple texts here and there, I have come to know this person. And so they've got this real easy belief that they can check into for a few moments a day, texting back and forth, or even more, but it's not real. And even on, what's fascinating is on like, one out of every million episodes, it is the person in the picture. And they are the right age. And they check in two months later, and they are not lying, because you know what? In person, they just weren't the same person. It's kind of fascinating. Oh, it's really them. Oh yeah, but you know what? It's not them, because you weren't really interacting. If you can check in and check out of it, it's not a real relationship. So the question is, where's our relationship with God? Do we check in and check out? How disappointing is it gonna be when he walks out of heaven? Not what we expected. Not what we checked into for 60 minutes a week. Actually, I'm sure we'll be blown away in the other direction, but our faith too often becomes something we check into once in a while. Our prayer life, we check into. Our spirituality, we check into. We make plans for a big, long future of service. You know, most of us would, especially, I think this is one of those great moments in time where we all go, look, I wanna give my life to Jesus just as soon as that ball game is over. It's tough to have our discipleship call us in the next five minutes. And that's what these leaders are guilty of in this. They're not horrible, hateful people. He probably goes after them all a little more, the same reason we would. If you're gonna hold yourself out there as a moral leader, how often do we check in with our vocations? It's a great week. I'm going to end today by asking Alex Kroll, who is a seminarian, who the church has given him the gift of eight years of probably checking in with his vocation way more often than he should ever, ever have to. It's called seminary. And when I first got to seminary, there was a group, it was a pro-life group, but I just saw, the way my mind works with language, it said, seminarians for life. And I thought, how long are we gonna be here? It feels that way sometimes, but he is here to do our annual appeal for the seminary. So it is a great time for us to check into how we are doing moment by moment in our following of Jesus. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus spoke to the crowds and to his disciples,
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saying, the scribes and the Pharisees
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have taken their seat on the chair of Moses.
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Therefore, do and observe all things whatsoever
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they tell you, but do not follow their example.
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For they preach, but they do not practice.
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They tie up heavy burdens, hard to carry,
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and lay them on people's shoulders,
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but they will not lift a finger to move them.
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All their works are performed to be seen.
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They widen their phylacteries and lengthen their tassels.
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They love places of honor at banquets,
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seats of honor in synagogues, greetings in marketplaces,
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and the salutation rabbi.
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As for you, do not be called rabbi.
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You have but one teacher, and you are all brothers.
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And call no one on earth your father,
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but you have one Father in heaven.
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Do not be called master, but you
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have one master, the Christ.
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The greatest among you must be your servant.
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Whoever exalts himself will be humbled.
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Whoever humbles himself will be exalted.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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There's a lot of today's gospel that if you can't get your mind
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into the headset of the genre, the way they taught,
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the way these little discourses unfold,
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you end up taking it a little too literally,
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and you end up in some very odd places.
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As Catholics, it's interesting because I
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think once in a while someone will say,
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why do you in the church do this?
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And we get absolutely defensive about something
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because we don't know, but we're pretty sure
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there's no good reason.
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Learn it.
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Learn it.
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The reasons are there.
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We don't have to panic.
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You know, one of those, someone will say, why do Catholics,
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why do they feel the need to confess to a priest?
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In my faith, we confess directly to God.
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And of course, I could get all upset about that,
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but my question immediately becomes,
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why would you confess to God?
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He knows what you did last night.
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I mean, we immediately, sometimes,
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we kind of lock up and decide, oh, I
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don't know how to defend this.
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And we don't actually listen.
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This is one of those.
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Someone will say, you know, it says here,
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don't call anyone father.
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Why do you guys call your priests father?
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And of course, the question is, why do we
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call our male parents father?
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You know, well, we don't.
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We call them dad.
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Well, first off, the word father actually
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appears nowhere in the Aramaic text.
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This is an English word, years later.
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So let's say that we all decide we can't use the word father.
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So for any earthly version of father,
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whether it be a priest or the head of a family that's male,
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we're going to instead use the word Bob.
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And that's what Bob will mean in our culture.
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Bob will mean a male parent or a priest.
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100 years from now, the new, new, new, new American Bible
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translation, revised edition, will translate pater as Bob.
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And we're right back where we started.
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So it's not saying you have a concept here
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that you're not allowed to name in your culture
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because it would be disrespectful to God.
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We have to flip it and say, remember
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that the word father, when applied to God,
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is always deficient.
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You know, God, no human image of God, father, parent, mother,
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any of it, is ever close to sufficient.
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And so don't mix up the two concepts.
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Don't tie yourself in knots trying
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to come up with a word every time scripture translates,
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retranslates, and says, oh, now they've translated it,
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as Pete.
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Pete's out now.
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Language is language.
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But what it's saying is, don't let language
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become your new idol.
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Don't get caught up in, this is what this word means.
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Because it's really, we read this and say, yeah,
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don't start thinking anyone around you is God.
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More importantly, don't think that God is
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as simple as anyone around you.
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It's keeping the God image large is what this is really
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trying to get us to.
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And the teaching style doesn't translate to the modern ear
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always.
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But remember, this is not, Jesus really
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comes to teach more about theology than anthropology.
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So he's not trying to teach you all about people.
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He's teaching you the image of God.
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So the question always is, what does it say about God?
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And the other part, which of course is huge in the gospel,
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is here's what the gospel says about God,
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and then the much bigger part of the gospel,
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and here's what you're supposed to do.
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Because what he's pointing out today is the number,
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and he's attacking religious leaders.
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So once again, we're going to get this for about a month.
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All of these sort of, if they get a little fire
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and brimstone-y, I'm hoping that all,
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every pulpit in America is not doing this, but doing this.
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He's talking to religious leaders.
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And throughout the gospel, the only times
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Jesus seems to lose his temper, really
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seems to come out with strong language,
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is when those who are leading religion
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start to believe they get to control access to God.
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That seems to be the number one drive Jesus crazy sin,
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is people saying, we can control access to God.
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You're holy, you're not, you're in, you're out.
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That is huge.
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And so he goes after them pretty harshly.
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He basically gets this to the point of,
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these are what hypocrites are.
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Hypocrites say, my job is not to inspire,
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my job is not to be with you in your journey,
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my job is not to suffer with the people,
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my job is to say, here is the bar,
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and if you can't clear it, then you don't get in.
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There's a lot of that religion in the world.
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Because, and it's not because,
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I listened to a fascinating talk yesterday,
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it's really not because of the way the Catholic church is,
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or the way the Protestant church is,
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or the way the Buddhists is,
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it's because of the way people are.
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Religion has, for a very long time,
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been an amazing force for good,
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and an amazing force for evil in the world,
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and it usually, your image of God
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usually reflects who you are in the world.
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And so if you really think God is very upset
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with all those people, you'll notice, quite frankly,
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that you seem to be upset with all those people too.
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And this is not one of those which came first,
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the chicken or the egg, we know which came first.
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I don't like you, and lo and behold,
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eventually God doesn't.
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And if you are compassionate towards others,
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you will find the compassionate vision of God.
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Now the thing theology does is slowly break down
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these images and say, now, we know in scripture
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God calls us to be a people of compassion,
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which means if we're not, our God image
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has probably been damaged, which means
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we've got something going on that predates our God image.
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And we're gonna have to get back and figure out
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what that is so we can figure out what we believe in God.
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I love that these readings and our Advent readings
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come, at least in the northern hemisphere,
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in this onslaught of winter.
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It's being very gentle this year,
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it's giving us little doses, but it is the season for me,
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I always think of this as, it's the season
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of the bare trees.
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And it's a marvelous image of God
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to focus on once a year is,
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what happens when all of the chlorophyll is gone
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and then all the leaves are gone?
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What happens when you're left with just the bare structure?
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In our faith, what would happen if we had to spend a week
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without all of our trappings?
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You know, rituals and rosaries and stained glass
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and statues and just focus, what's the fundamental
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God image that we have when we get rid
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of all, you know, all the leafy abundance
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that we live with most of the time?
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What happens when we just say,
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so what do we really believe about God
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and who does it call me to be in the world?
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You will never get your mind around God.
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Too big, too big.
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You can figure out from the gospel actually pretty easily
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what our mission in the world is.
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And when we find the question,
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I wonder what God's calling me to,
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when we find it incredibly difficult,
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we're probably asking the wrong question.
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You know, many of you have heard over the years,
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I have this theory that we love to ask God's will
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on everything that's not important.
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I mean, I know people that will,
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they will pray to God before they choose
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their outfit in the morning.
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But go one step bigger.
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What happens when we get to careers?
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You know, and this is a very threatening thing
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for us to hear sometimes as priests.
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What if God looks at someone and says,
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they could be a priest or be married,
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either would be within my vocational call.
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What if the call of God is, be a good husband,
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be a good priest, be a good wife,
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be a good son, be a good doctor, be a good,
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what if that's the vocational call?
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Not what we do, but how we do it in the world.
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I love, I don't know if it's ever going to work,
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but I love trying to get the kids on the playground.
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You know, don't try to ask God what he wants you to be
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when you grow up, start small.
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When your fist is doubled up and you're really angry
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at someone, ask God about your vocation
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for the next 30 seconds.
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It will be stunningly clear, but I think because
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it's so clear is exactly why we don't ask it.
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When we see people in trouble, when was the last time
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we saw someone really struggling and prayed
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about our vocation in that moment?
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That vocation that might not take the rest of my life.
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You know, sometimes it's easier to commit the rest
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of our life than the next five minutes.
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I have to tell you, this is probably way more confessional
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than you will ever need to hear.
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But I go through these phases of,
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and I'll lose interest after about 30 episodes,
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but I'll find a new TV show.
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And you know, nowadays, those of you who are younger
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don't remember, it was horribly primitive
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when I was growing up.
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You actually had to commit to a show and watch it
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at the same time every week, or you didn't get
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to see it at all.
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Can you imagine such a world?
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Anyway.
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But now, you know, you just go out on another channel
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and they have all of season one running, you know.
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And so, I have learned a whole bunch about the generation
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younger than me.
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I have been watching a show called Catfish.
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Oh.
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Shh.
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There's a word my friend uses called shitar,
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which stands for severed head in the road.
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And it means one of those things that's really horrible,
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but you can't take your eyes off it.
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You know you're gonna look.
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And what this is, is it's a show about people
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who date online and they use fake pictures.
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And these two guys kind of go on detective
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and see whether someone's being catfished or not.
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Catfish means the person you think you're talking to
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is not the person at all.
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But the reason I can't get my mind out of this show
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is I'm fascinated with the quote unquote victims
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who will tell you.
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I've been talking, I've been typing with him or her online
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and looking at a picture, and this is the person
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I'm going to spend the rest of my life with.
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I am so in love.
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And I'm like, how does the mind get there?
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And then when they meet the person,
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and it's actually someone who looks totally different,
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different age, sometimes different gender.
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Oh yeah, severed head in the road.
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And they see the real person walk out for the first time.
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The hosts, for my liking, too often let this devolve into,
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you know, it was the real person.
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All that's different here is the physical characteristics.
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How important is that?
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First off, it is important, but secondly,
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that's not all that's different.
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They've been playing a character.
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They've been playing a character of,
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this is how I think I'd behave if I looked like this
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and had this job.
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They're playing a character.
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If you get a crush on Hermione Granger,
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don't start chasing down J.K. Rollins.
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She just wrote the character.
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She's not Harry Potter.
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And they don't see this.
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They really think that getting a couple texts here and there,
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I have come to know this person.
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And so they've got this real easy belief
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that they can check into for a few moments a day,
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texting back and forth, or even more, but it's not real.
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And even on, what's fascinating is on like,
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one out of every million episodes,
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it is the person in the picture.
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And they are the right age.
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And they check in two months later,
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and they are not lying, because you know what?
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In person, they just weren't the same person.
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It's kind of fascinating.
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Oh, it's really them.
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Oh yeah, but you know what?
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It's not them, because you weren't really interacting.
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If you can check in and check out of it,
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it's not a real relationship.
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So the question is, where's our relationship with God?
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Do we check in and check out?
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How disappointing is it gonna be
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when he walks out of heaven?
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Not what we expected.
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Not what we checked into for 60 minutes a week.
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Actually, I'm sure we'll be blown away
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in the other direction, but our faith
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too often becomes something we check into once in a while.
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Our prayer life, we check into.
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Our spirituality, we check into.
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We make plans for a big, long future of service.
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You know, most of us would, especially,
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I think this is one of those great moments in time
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where we all go, look, I wanna give my life to Jesus
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just as soon as that ball game is over.
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It's tough to have our discipleship call us
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in the next five minutes.
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And that's what these leaders are guilty of in this.
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They're not horrible, hateful people.
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He probably goes after them all a little more,
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the same reason we would.
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If you're gonna hold yourself out there
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as a moral leader, how often do we check in
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with our vocations?
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It's a great week.
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I'm going to end today by asking Alex Kroll,
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who is a seminarian, who the church has given him
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the gift of eight years of probably checking in
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with his vocation way more often
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than he should ever, ever have to.
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It's called seminary.
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And when I first got to seminary,
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there was a group, it was a pro-life group,
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but I just saw, the way my mind works with language,
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it said, seminarians for life.
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And I thought, how long are we gonna be here?
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It feels that way sometimes, but he is here
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to do our annual appeal for the seminary.
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So it is a great time for us to check into
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how we are doing moment by moment
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in our following of Jesus.
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So Alex, if you'll come forward.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authen Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authentic discipleship, lived not as a performance of piety but as a daily, humble commitment to serve others and walk honestly with God. He critiques religious hypocrisy—particularly when spiritual leaders use their positions to control access to God—and challenges believers to examine their own lives for such tendencies. Using Jesus’ words in the Gospel of Matthew, Father Pat underscores that the essence of faith is not found in religious titles, rituals, or appearances, but in the depth of our relationship with God and the sincerity with which we live our vocation in each moment. He urges us to move beyond superficial religious engagement and instead cultivate a spirituality that is relational, humble, and grounded in action rather than appearance.
Father Pat begins by unpacking the cultural and rhetorical context of Jesus’ teaching in the Gospel of Matthew, where Jesus warns the people not to emulate the Pharisees and scribes, who burden others with religious obligations while failing to live by them themselves. He emphasizes that Jesus’ critique is not about legalism in general but about hypocrisy—leaders who use religion to control, exclude, and elevate themselves. Jesus’ admonition not to call anyone “father” or “rabbi” is not a literal ban on titles, but a caution against mistaking human authority for divine. Father Pat explains that language evolves and is inherently limited; no human term can fully capture the mystery of God. The real issue is not the word “father,” but the temptation to ascribe divine status to those in religious roles or to shrink God down to manageable human categories. He encourages the faithful to avoid creating idols out of language or leadership, and instead keep their image of God expansive and transcendent.
The homily then transitions into a broader reflection on how we live our faith. Father Pat notes that Jesus’ strongest criticisms are directed at religious leaders who act as gatekeepers to God, deciding who is “in” and who is “out.” This, to Jesus, is a grievous sin—not simply because of arrogance, but because it distorts the nature of God, who is fundamentally compassionate and inclusive. Father Pat argues that our image of God often mirrors our own wounds, biases, and upbringing. If we see God as judgmental, it may be because we are judgmental. If we see God as merciful, it likely reflects a heart that has been softened by mercy. Theology helps us deconstruct these inherited or broken God-images and return to the essence of the Gospel: that God is love and calls us to live in love.
He then offers a poignant spiritual exercise: to imagine what remains of our faith when all the external “leaves”—rituals, statues, devotions—are stripped away. Like bare trees in winter, what is the core structure of our belief? What do we truly hold about God when everything else is silent? This introspection leads to a call for vocational awareness—not just in the grand sense of life’s path (priesthood, marriage, career), but in the immediate, moment-by-moment sense. Father Pat suggests that God’s will is often clearest not in long-term planning but in how we respond to the person in front of us, to the anger in our heart, to the suffering we witness. The question isn’t only “What does God want me to be?” but “Who does God want me to be right now?”
Through a humorous yet profound reflection on the show *Catfish*, Father Pat draws an analogy between the false personas people adopt online and the false personas we sometimes adopt in our spiritual lives. Just as online relationships can be illusory and detached, so can our relationship with God if it is reduced to occasional check-ins or superficial rituals. A genuine relationship with God, like any real relationship, requires presence, honesty, and consistency. We must ask ourselves whether we are engaging with God—or just with an image of God that we’ve constructed for convenience.
Finally, Father Pat returns to the theme of religious leadership, reminding us that those who claim moral authority must be especially vigilant about integrity and humility. Jesus’ call to servant leadership—“the greatest among you must be your servant”—is not just for priests or ministers but for anyone who guides others in faith. The Gospel’s invitation is both universal and immediate: to live humbly, serve generously, and embody the character of Christ in every interaction, starting not with grand gestures but with the next five minutes.
In closing, Father Pat introduces a seminarian, Alex, as a living witness to the ongoing discernment of vocation, reminding the community that formation in faith is not a one-time decision but a lifelong process of becoming. The ultimate call is not to perfection but to authenticity—to live out our faith with courage, humility, and love, moment by moment....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1008.5800170898438, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. After John had been arrested, Jesus came to Galilee proclaiming the gospel of God. This is the time of fulfillment. The kingdom of God is at hand. Repent and believe in the gospel. As he passed by the Sea of Galilee, he saw Simon and his brother Andrew casting their nets into the sea. They were fishermen. Jesus said to them, come after me, and I will make you fishers of men. They abandoned their nets and followed him. He walked along a little farther and saw James, the son of Zebedee, and his brother John. They, too, were in a boat mending their nets. Then he called them, so they left their father Zebedee in the boat, along with the hired men, and followed him. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. One of those weeks that can best be described with two words, why me? Now, I got a similar reaction last night, and that tells me that normally we're all on the same page. Why me sounds like a great wine that we've all kind of launched into once in a while. But the truth is, it's been a really good week, and things have been going really well. And that's the time I think we should actually be asking why me. It's probably the time we never ask why me. Why are things going well? Why does the particular combination of personality, and genetics, and history, and everything that is you, why does that exist at this moment? You know, why me is really just shorthand for what is the meaning of life. Why do I exist? Why do you exist? Why? I mean, people exist, but why you? Why me? It's one of the most fundamental questions of humanity that leads to spirituality of all sorts, is to ask ourselves, is there a purpose to who I am, or is it just a random series of events? Now, the second seems to lead people into all sorts of despair. The first just seems to go unexplored. Why do each one of us exist? And in today's gospel, as we do at the beginning of every year, we get these call stories, we call them, the call of the apostles, the calls of disciples, the calls of people to come and follow. And we get two very different aspects of that call. And I don't know quite what Mark was getting at, but he tells you the first two leave their nets. The second two leave their father. Actually, everyone leaves everything. But those are the things he stresses. And they both have same, sort of just slightly different tacks on the same idea. To leave your nets behind. You know, nowadays, we would immediately think safety nets, to leave our net behind. And the father, the home, the family, everything that is familiar, what it means to be willing to leave some of that behind. And unfortunately, the apostle stories taken literally in any point in history seem to sort of aggrandize those who would abandon responsibility. And that's not really what it's meant to be. We all have responsibilities in life, but these are people at an age who are seeking what they should do with their life. And so they launch out into something new. And they will ask the story over, see the story and ask over and over again, why me? I think in a time in our culture, where you see so much struggle, it's an interesting question. Do I have a place in the larger struggle of life? You know, why me can be a desperate wine that we all use all the time. And we can use it for little things. You know, one of the reasons I've had such a good week is I'm kind of planning on, I'm getting a little getaway this week from about Monday to Friday. So, you know, I try not to miss the weekends when I take vacation time. So I'm getting away. Everything's in place. Everything looks good. I've got a great week planned. And now I'm gonna have to fight snow getting out to the airport. That is called a first world problem. Why me? In other words, why didn't everything go my way? Only 95% went my way again. When am I gonna get a break? Sometimes that is the tenor of our why me. We can't always see what's going on well in our lives. And what always fascinates me is when you run into those people who are dealing with illness, dealing with real struggle, dealing with things that are falling apart, and they don't go to the why me. They don't go to the why isn't the world doing more for me. They don't go to that whiny place. They get very, the number of people who I know that are dealing with serious illness who become very in touch with, you know, I have great family. I have a good life. I've got lots of support. They go to a very different place. What is it in us that chooses to go immediately to everything that's going wrong and watch others who are going through more that are more appreciative? So when you come to a struggle, it's very easy. Like right now, I look at what's happening, and I think it's kind of interesting that, you know, the March for Life and the Women's March always happen right next to each other. And I think for many people, it's just one more picture of how divided and polarized and everything's becoming in the country is at each other's throats. And I don't know that they're at each other's throats, but I do think it's an interesting time to watch whether we are a people that can handle tension anymore. It looks like everyone will say, oh, in the last couple years, everything's become so polarized. And I thought that over the year. I really have. I thought, oh, it's become so polarized. No, no, it's become open. It was just as polarized in the past. We were all just quietly polite. And all of a sudden we go, people start speaking out on both sides, and we go, the whole world doesn't think like me. It's shocking. You know, I just assumed, you know, and of course, synonymous with everyone thinks like me, I just assumed everyone was reasonable. Quote on, you know, which is code for thinks like I do. And I think for way too long as a people, we have thought that the polite thing to do is stay quiet. My mother used to always say, you know, I just want a little peace and quiet. Now, she'd already had seven children, so she didn't plan for success. All I want is peace and quiet. And it took me a long time to realize those two things have nothing to do with one another. Peace and quiet are not the same. You know, we are often quiet about who we are, and it creates a real lack of peace inside. And sometimes we see what always, whatever side of the fence you're on, it always looks like the other side is, they're just so loud, and they're so strident, and it upsets us rather than, well, maybe they're truthful about who they are, and maybe I'm not wild about who they are, but if they're out there being who they are, maybe it's our time to do the same. Maybe why me is because you have a voice that no one else in the world has. You are a viewpoint of God that is unique to the world. And I think the greatest sin is when we look at all these great conflicts and we say, I'm not gonna get involved in that. I have nothing to add is what we're saying. And the more we think we have nothing to add, the more we are likely to be undone by watching others who are out in the struggle. I think as a people, both as a country, as a church, we have in the past understood what it meant to live in the fruitful tension of conflict. And I think now we think, well, that was before we all became polite. And we just kept our inner struggle inner. I think we have to have both. But I think that everyone has a voice that needs to be heard. If there's one positive that I've seen happening in our culture in the last year, it's the number of young people who are saying, this is ridiculous. And instead of whining, they've said, this is ridiculous, I'm gonna run for something. All this new blood coming in. I'm not gonna be one of the people who sit back and go, why us? I'm gonna go do something. And I think maybe there is something that comes out of the fruitful tension. And we start to believe that we have a voice that is not more than anyone else's, not less than anyone else's, but just as important. Maybe we become comfortable with the fact that there are people on all sides of the fence yelling and screaming at each other. Maybe if we get through that, where we land is a group of people who know how to disagree without yelling and screaming at each other. But maybe that's what we go through. I always think when a teenager is at that awkward age, from like 12 to 80, when you're at that awkward age where honor thy mother and father means obey, but in six years, if they tell you who to marry, it does not. All of a sudden, you're getting to a point where how do I disagree with my parents, but still do so in a respectful, honoring sort of way. And one of the things I have said to them is I'm telling you right now, the first time you do it, it won't go well. Because the first time you simply try to hold your own against an adult, you'll be a little bit shaky in the knees and you'll probably come out a little stronger than you mean to, and you'll probably say things you shouldn't. That sort of happens. The temper tantrums are very often learning to how am I going to be an adult, and just say, oh, I disagree. You know, I said this before the holidays. It drives my family up a tree, and now that I've learned that, I remember my mother saying to my sister, if you didn't give them such a big reaction, they wouldn't tease you. Now my whole family has forgotten that. And so I get a big reaction out of them when we go into politics or religion or anything else, and I say, oh, I disagree. Yeah, yeah, I disagree. I don't engage, I just disagree. Drives them up a tree, like you don't have a right to disagree unless you've got all of your ducks in a row, and I just keep going, oh, yeah, I disagree. And I will admit, I do it because it drives them crazy. But I thought, what happens when we do that as a country? What happens when people in one march and people in another march look at each other and go, we disagree? And we look at it on the news, and it's always a violent thing. Disagreement doesn't have to be violent. Once we all take a deep breath and say, I'm bringing who I am to the table, there's kind of a Christian bumper sticker that we all love to quote, the truth will set you free. Maybe we're in a moment where we're called as part of who we are in the world to set the truth free. Maybe the first step is, we set the truth free. Who I truly am, what I truly think, what I truly believe, we set that free. I think in our own faith, we've done things that fight that over the years. I think many people think that, you know, before you come into this room and come to this Eucharist, at the very least, you have to, you know, you have to show that you think the way we think. Even if you don't, you should look like you do. Well, that's anti-faith. You know, that destroys spirituality. You must look a certain way, you must act a certain way. No, you must be who you are. I'm fond of telling people that God has no interest in saving any of your facades. No, no interest at all. He didn't come to save our facades. So that we start to bring who we are truly into dialogue with the world. We start to set the truth free about ourselves. And that's when we start to experience the freedom, is through that simple act. I think one of the other places that we can fall down in faith, even in our sacramental theology, I always think of confession that, you know, we almost teach people that you should be completely honest with someone as long as they'll keep your secrets. That's different than saying, as long as that's step one to you finding other people you can be totally honest with. Oh, I tell the priest everything because he can't tell everyone. And once in a while, if it gets really bad, my lawyer. Because they're the seal of secrecy. But I don't use that as a step to actually becoming more authentically who I am in the world. When do we use that and say, I work towards more people knowing who I am. I stand up for what I believe in. I set the truth free, not just for a few people. I set it out there. You know, I let people know who I am. It's an important call. Why me? Because you are an expression of God that is unique in the world. Everyone here, an expression of God that is unique in the world. You can try to be someone else, but everyone else is already taken. And how sad to be a second-rate someone else when we could be a first-rate you, a first-rate me, a first-rate us. Trust in the creation of God. Trust that you have a purpose. Trust that you are a voice that the world needs. The only way to get rid of all of the tension is for all of us to become the same person. What a horribly unrich world that would be. You know, God did not choose to create one person and leave them alone. If real peace were the objective, that would have been it. Instead, we become a people who say, you know, it's time to move beyond quiet. Beyond quiet, through truth, and perhaps work one day for real peace. The peace of many. The peace of difference. The peace of conflict, as odd as that sounds. Because we become a people who say, oh, we disagree. I don't hate you. We disagree. I don't think you're going to hell. We disagree. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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After John had been arrested, Jesus
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came to Galilee proclaiming the gospel of God.
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This is the time of fulfillment.
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The kingdom of God is at hand.
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Repent and believe in the gospel.
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As he passed by the Sea of Galilee,
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he saw Simon and his brother Andrew casting their nets
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into the sea.
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They were fishermen.
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Jesus said to them, come after me,
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and I will make you fishers of men.
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They abandoned their nets and followed him.
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He walked along a little farther and saw
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James, the son of Zebedee, and his brother John.
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They, too, were in a boat mending their nets.
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Then he called them, so they left their father
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Zebedee in the boat, along with the hired men,
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and followed him.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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One of those weeks that can best be described with two words,
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why me?
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Now, I got a similar reaction last night,
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and that tells me that normally we're all on the same page.
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Why me sounds like a great wine that we've all kind of launched
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into once in a while.
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But the truth is, it's been a really good week,
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and things have been going really well.
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And that's the time I think we should actually
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be asking why me.
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It's probably the time we never ask why me.
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Why are things going well?
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Why does the particular combination
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of personality, and genetics, and history,
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and everything that is you, why does that exist at this moment?
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You know, why me is really just shorthand
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for what is the meaning of life.
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Why do I exist?
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Why do you exist?
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Why?
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I mean, people exist, but why you?
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Why me?
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It's one of the most fundamental questions of humanity
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that leads to spirituality of all sorts,
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is to ask ourselves, is there a purpose to who I am,
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or is it just a random series of events?
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Now, the second seems to lead people
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into all sorts of despair.
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The first just seems to go unexplored.
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Why do each one of us exist?
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And in today's gospel, as we do at the beginning of every year,
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we get these call stories, we call them,
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the call of the apostles, the calls of disciples,
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the calls of people to come and follow.
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And we get two very different aspects of that call.
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And I don't know quite what Mark was getting at,
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but he tells you the first two leave their nets.
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The second two leave their father.
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Actually, everyone leaves everything.
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But those are the things he stresses.
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And they both have same,
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sort of just slightly different tacks on the same idea.
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To leave your nets behind.
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You know, nowadays, we would immediately think safety nets,
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to leave our net behind.
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And the father, the home, the family,
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everything that is familiar,
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what it means to be willing to leave some of that behind.
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And unfortunately, the apostle stories taken literally
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in any point in history seem to sort of aggrandize
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those who would abandon responsibility.
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And that's not really what it's meant to be.
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We all have responsibilities in life,
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but these are people at an age who are seeking
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what they should do with their life.
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And so they launch out into something new.
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And they will ask the story over,
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see the story and ask over and over again, why me?
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I think in a time in our culture,
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where you see so much struggle,
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it's an interesting question.
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Do I have a place in the larger struggle of life?
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You know, why me can be a desperate wine
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that we all use all the time.
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And we can use it for little things.
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You know, one of the reasons I've had such a good week
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is I'm kind of planning on,
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I'm getting a little getaway this week
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from about Monday to Friday.
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So, you know, I try not to miss the weekends
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when I take vacation time.
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So I'm getting away.
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Everything's in place.
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Everything looks good.
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I've got a great week planned.
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And now I'm gonna have to fight snow
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getting out to the airport.
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That is called a first world problem.
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Why me?
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In other words, why didn't everything go my way?
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Only 95% went my way again.
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When am I gonna get a break?
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Sometimes that is the tenor of our why me.
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We can't always see what's going on well in our lives.
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And what always fascinates me
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is when you run into those people
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who are dealing with illness,
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dealing with real struggle,
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dealing with things that are falling apart,
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and they don't go to the why me.
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They don't go to the why isn't the world doing more for me.
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They don't go to that whiny place.
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They get very,
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the number of people who I know
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that are dealing with serious illness
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who become very in touch with,
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you know, I have great family.
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I have a good life.
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I've got lots of support.
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They go to a very different place.
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What is it in us that chooses
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to go immediately to everything that's going wrong
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and watch others who are going through more
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that are more appreciative?
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So when you come to a struggle,
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it's very easy.
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Like right now, I look at what's happening,
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and I think it's kind of interesting
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that, you know, the March for Life
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and the Women's March always happen right next to each other.
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And I think for many people,
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it's just one more picture of how divided and polarized
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and everything's becoming in the country
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is at each other's throats.
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And I don't know that they're at each other's throats,
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but I do think it's an interesting time to watch
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whether we are a people that can handle tension anymore.
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It looks like everyone will say,
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oh, in the last couple years,
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everything's become so polarized.
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And I thought that over the year.
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I really have.
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I thought, oh, it's become so polarized.
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No, no, it's become open.
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It was just as polarized in the past.
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We were all just quietly polite.
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And all of a sudden we go,
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people start speaking out on both sides,
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and we go, the whole world doesn't think like me.
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It's shocking.
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You know, I just assumed, you know,
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and of course, synonymous with everyone thinks like me,
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I just assumed everyone was reasonable.
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Quote on, you know, which is code for thinks like I do.
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And I think for way too long as a people,
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we have thought that the polite thing to do is stay quiet.
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My mother used to always say, you know,
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I just want a little peace and quiet.
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Now, she'd already had seven children,
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so she didn't plan for success.
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All I want is peace and quiet.
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And it took me a long time to realize
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those two things have nothing to do with one another.
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Peace and quiet are not the same.
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You know, we are often quiet about who we are,
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and it creates a real lack of peace inside.
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And sometimes we see what always,
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whatever side of the fence you're on,
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it always looks like the other side is,
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they're just so loud, and they're so strident,
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and it upsets us rather than,
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well, maybe they're truthful about who they are,
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and maybe I'm not wild about who they are,
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but if they're out there being who they are,
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maybe it's our time to do the same.
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Maybe why me is because you have a voice
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that no one else in the world has.
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You are a viewpoint of God that is unique to the world.
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And I think the greatest sin is when we look at
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all these great conflicts and we say,
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I'm not gonna get involved in that.
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I have nothing to add is what we're saying.
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And the more we think we have nothing to add,
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the more we are likely to be undone
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by watching others who are out in the struggle.
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I think as a people, both as a country, as a church,
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we have in the past understood what it meant
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to live in the fruitful tension of conflict.
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And I think now we think,
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well, that was before we all became polite.
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And we just kept our inner struggle inner.
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I think we have to have both.
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But I think that everyone has a voice
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that needs to be heard.
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If there's one positive that I've seen
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happening in our culture in the last year,
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it's the number of young people who are saying,
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this is ridiculous.
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And instead of whining, they've said,
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this is ridiculous, I'm gonna run for something.
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All this new blood coming in.
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I'm not gonna be one of the people
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who sit back and go, why us?
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I'm gonna go do something.
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And I think maybe there is something
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that comes out of the fruitful tension.
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And we start to believe that we have a voice
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that is not more than anyone else's,
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not less than anyone else's, but just as important.
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Maybe we become comfortable with the fact
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that there are people on all sides of the fence
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yelling and screaming at each other.
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Maybe if we get through that,
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where we land is a group of people
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who know how to disagree
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without yelling and screaming at each other.
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But maybe that's what we go through.
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I always think when a teenager is at that awkward age,
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from like 12 to 80,
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when you're at that awkward age
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where honor thy mother and father means obey,
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but in six years, if they tell you who to marry,
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it does not.
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All of a sudden, you're getting to a point
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where how do I disagree with my parents,
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but still do so in a respectful, honoring sort of way.
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And one of the things I have said to them
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is I'm telling you right now,
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the first time you do it, it won't go well.
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Because the first time you simply try
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to hold your own against an adult,
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you'll be a little bit shaky in the knees
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and you'll probably come out a little stronger
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than you mean to,
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and you'll probably say things you shouldn't.
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That sort of happens.
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The temper tantrums are very often learning
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to how am I going to be an adult,
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and just say, oh, I disagree.
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You know, I said this before the holidays.
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It drives my family up a tree,
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and now that I've learned that,
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I remember my mother saying to my sister,
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if you didn't give them such a big reaction,
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they wouldn't tease you.
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Now my whole family has forgotten that.
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And so I get a big reaction out of them
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when we go into politics or religion or anything else,
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and I say, oh, I disagree.
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Yeah, yeah, I disagree.
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I don't engage, I just disagree.
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Drives them up a tree,
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like you don't have a right to disagree
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unless you've got all of your ducks in a row,
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and I just keep going, oh, yeah, I disagree.
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And I will admit, I do it because it drives them crazy.
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But I thought, what happens when we do that as a country?
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What happens when people in one march
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and people in another march look at each other
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and go, we disagree?
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And we look at it on the news,
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and it's always a violent thing.
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Disagreement doesn't have to be violent.
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Once we all take a deep breath and say,
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I'm bringing who I am to the table,
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there's kind of a Christian bumper sticker
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that we all love to quote, the truth will set you free.
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Maybe we're in a moment where we're called
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as part of who we are in the world to set the truth free.
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Maybe the first step is, we set the truth free.
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Who I truly am, what I truly think,
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what I truly believe, we set that free.
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I think in our own faith,
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we've done things that fight that over the years.
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I think many people think that, you know,
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before you come into this room and come to this Eucharist,
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at the very least, you have to, you know,
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you have to show that you think the way we think.
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Even if you don't, you should look like you do.
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Well, that's anti-faith.
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You know, that destroys spirituality.
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You must look a certain way, you must act a certain way.
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No, you must be who you are.
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I'm fond of telling people that God has no interest
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in saving any of your facades.
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No, no interest at all.
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He didn't come to save our facades.
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So that we start to bring who we are
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truly into dialogue with the world.
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We start to set the truth free about ourselves.
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And that's when we start to experience the freedom,
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is through that simple act.
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I think one of the other places
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that we can fall down in faith,
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even in our sacramental theology,
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I always think of confession that, you know,
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we almost teach people that you should be completely honest
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with someone as long as they'll keep your secrets.
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That's different than saying,
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as long as that's step one to you finding other people
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you can be totally honest with.
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Oh, I tell the priest everything
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because he can't tell everyone.
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And once in a while, if it gets really bad, my lawyer.
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Because they're the seal of secrecy.
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But I don't use that as a step
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to actually becoming more authentically
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who I am in the world.
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When do we use that and say,
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I work towards more people knowing who I am.
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I stand up for what I believe in.
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I set the truth free, not just for a few people.
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I set it out there.
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You know, I let people know who I am.
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It's an important call.
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Why me?
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Because you are an expression of God
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that is unique in the world.
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Everyone here, an expression of God
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that is unique in the world.
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You can try to be someone else,
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but everyone else is already taken.
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And how sad to be a second-rate someone else
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when we could be a first-rate you,
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a first-rate me, a first-rate us.
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Trust in the creation of God.
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Trust that you have a purpose.
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Trust that you are a voice that the world needs.
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The only way to get rid of all of the tension
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is for all of us to become the same person.
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What a horribly unrich world that would be.
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You know, God did not choose to create one person
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and leave them alone.
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If real peace were the objective,
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that would have been it.
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Instead, we become a people who say,
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you know, it's time to move beyond quiet.
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Beyond quiet, through truth,
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and perhaps work one day for real peace.
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The peace of many.
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The peace of difference.
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The peace of conflict, as odd as that sounds.
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Because we become a people who say,
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oh, we disagree.
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I don't hate you.
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We disagree.
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I don't think you're going to hell.
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We disagree.
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And learn at the end of the day
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to give gratitude for God
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that the world is not so impoverished
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as to have only our opinion.
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Father Pat's message centers on the spiritual Father Pat's message centers on the spiritual and existential power of the question "Why me?"—not as a complaint in times of suffering, but as a profound invitation to reflect on one's unique existence, purpose, and voice in the world. He urges us to move beyond surface-level grievances and recognize that each person is a singular expression of God, called to participate authentically in life, community, and faith. Drawing from the Gospel’s call of the first disciples, Father Pat emphasizes the courage it takes to leave behind comfort and familiarity to follow a divine call. He challenges us to embrace our individuality, engage in meaningful dialogue amid disagreement, and contribute our true selves to a more honest and peaceful society.
In greater depth, Father Pat’s homily begins with the Gospel story from Mark, in which Jesus calls his first disciples—Simon, Andrew, James, and John—who leave behind their nets and even their father to follow Him. These actions symbolize a radical detachment from security, identity, and familial expectations in order to pursue a deeper calling. Father Pat draws a spiritual parallel to our own lives, inviting us to ask: what are the "nets" we are called to leave behind? What are we clinging to that prevents us from living authentically and responding to God's invitation?
He reframes the common lament “Why me?”—typically uttered in frustration during hardship—as a deeper spiritual inquiry. Rather than seeing it merely as a complaint, Father Pat encourages us to ask the question when life is going well, as a way of pondering the mystery of our existence and purpose. Why are we here, now, with our specific gifts, histories, and personalities? “Why me” becomes shorthand for the human yearning to know whether life has meaning, whether we matter, and whether we have a role to play in the unfolding of God’s kingdom.
Father Pat then moves into the realm of social and spiritual responsibility, using the tensions in our culture as a backdrop. He observes our discomfort with conflict and our overvaluation of politeness, noting that many people avoid expressing their true thoughts and beliefs for the sake of quiet. But peace, he argues, is not the same as quiet. True peace arises when people are able to be fully themselves, when they are no longer afraid to speak truthfully and engage with others—even those with whom they disagree.
He challenges the listener to see disagreement not as a threat, but as a sign of a vibrant, diverse community. Just as in adolescence we learn how to disagree with our parents respectfully, so too must we learn as a society to disagree without hatred or violence. This maturity of dialogue, he suggests, is essential for both civic health and spiritual growth. He draws attention to the courage of younger generations who are choosing to act rather than complain, running for office or taking leadership roles to effect change rather than sitting back in cynicism.
In a deeply theological turn, Father Pat stresses that every person is a unique expression of God—“a viewpoint of God that is unique to the world.” To deny our voice, to hide our truth, or to try to conform to someone else’s image is to reject the sacredness of our own creation. He cautions against the false spirituality that demands outward conformity, reminding us that God is not interested in saving our facades but in redeeming our true selves. This is echoed in his critique of how confession or religious life can sometimes become a way to hide rather than reveal ourselves. True spiritual maturity involves bringing our full, authentic selves into the world and into community.
Father Pat concludes with a call to authenticity, courage, and hope: to trust that we each have a voice the world needs, not because it is better or worse than others, but because it is uniquely ours. He envisions a richer world, not impoverished by sameness, but made beautiful by diversity. The goal is not uniformity but a peace that emerges from living truthfully in community—a peace of many voices, harmonized by mutual respect and shared purpose. He leaves us with the profound insight that disagreement can coexist with love, and that silence must sometimes give way to truth so that real peace—God’s peace—can be born....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1020.4500122070312, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. When the crowd saw that neither Jesus nor his disciples were there, they got into boats and came to Capernaum looking for Jesus. And when they found him across the sea, they said to him, Rabbi, when did you get here? Jesus answered and said, Amen, amen, I say to you, you are looking for me not because you saw signs, but because you ate the loaves and were filled. Do not work for food that perishes, but for the food that endures for eternal life, which the Son of Man will give you. For on him the Father, God, has set his seal. So they said to him, what can we do to accomplish the works of God? Jesus answered and said to them, This is the work of God that you believe in the one he sent. So they said to him, what sign can you do that we may see and believe in you? What can you do? Our ancestors ate manna in the desert. As it is written, he gave them bread from heaven to eat. So Jesus said to them, Amen, amen, I say to you, it was not Moses who gave the bread from heaven. My Father gives you the true bread from heaven. The bread of God is that which comes down from heaven and gives life to the world. So they said to him, Sir, give us this bread always. Jesus said to them, I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never hunger, and whoever believes in me will never thirst. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The Gospel writer has given us an incredible mishmash of information in this reading. He's got about seven themes going on that he's starting to tie together. And if you're reading the Gospel in a study group, it's one thing If, you know, you get this little cliff notes of chapter six here thrown at you for Sunday, you know, we just have to pick a few things and go with it. And if I miss some of the themes, come back in three years, it comes back around again. It's John's Gospel. He is writing for a Greek audience, so he can't use any of the tricks that the other synoptics would use, which is why if you were to read all four Gospels, you would quickly realize that Jesus, if you know the cultural references, but you see the differences whether you could name him or not, in the first three Gospels, Jesus sounds like a rabbi. And in the fourth Gospel, he sounds like a Greek philosopher. His sentence structure changes, it gets long, it gets wordy, the average sentence takes a page, you know. You know, it's a Greek, he's writing in that style that the Greek audience will understand. And it's not dishonest, it's not misquoting, it's knowing your audience and your audience knowing what you're doing. The audience knew that he was not writing a biography. We got a little stupid later on in history and decided he was, and then if it's not a biography, it must be dishonest, because we decided that's what it had to be. You know, we changed the expectation over time, not the Gospels. And so we've got this interesting Greek commentary on an old Jewish story that no one understood to begin with. They'd never heard the story of Moses in the desert, this was a Greek community that was hearing this Gospel. And so the meaning of the early story gets changed a little. And Jesus talks about the bread coming down from heaven and that being the word of life and God and Jesus, and that's not what the bread in the desert was. It was a miracle of food, it was, you know, it was the Old Testament story, that's what it was meant to be. But it brings us head to head with what I think are two warring dynamics in religion that do not trace back to Jesus, they trace back centuries before Jesus, and it's best exemplified in Judaism by the law and the prophets. Most of us will approach our religion through one or the other. And Jesus definitely tries to move everyone towards the prophetic approach. So to come to Jesus, to believe in Jesus was to believe in that, the primacy of the prophetic approach. And what that approach was, was prophetic Christianity says it's our job to go out and be with the poor and speak truth to power and try to make the world a more just place and find those who are suffering and raise their lives up a little, even if it means we have to give away some of our stuff, because most of us could give more and still be happy. And this is this prophetic vision, and the prophets cry out against it again and again and again and again, and then you have the law approach, which we tend to favor because at least for a few, it's easier. The law is what I call a trinket-based religion, where I haven't really done anything for anyone this week, but, you know, I prayed with the right rosary beads, I prayed to the right saint, I went to the right church, I looked at the right stained glass window, I'm holy. And this is where our religion becomes a substitute for actual holiness. We use the religious trinkets to make us feel I'm doing all the right stuff. I do it the right way. I go to that church and not that church because that priest holds his hands at the wrong angles and I don't like it. And holiness is this angle and not that angle, or, you know. Cardinal Bernadine told the story of going to town hall meetings in Chicago when he was the cardinal there. And he said, you know, the practice was he would go in and he would talk with the kids, the youth groups, all afternoon, and then he'd talk with the adults in the evening. And he said you could just see how religion had kind of, he said, you know, really had twisted their approach to their faith in some ways because the kids would be like, this was back in the 90s, what is the church doing about the crisis in Serbo-Croatia? What are they doing about this? How are we responding to this? The kids, all day long. And then he'd get to the adults and they'd say, you know, Father Bob washes his hands and Father Pete doesn't. Which one is correct? And they'd gone from the difference between being good or being indifferent to which one's right and which one's wrong. Simpler, but not necessarily the path of holiness. And people like it because a trinket religion, I can get done in 20 minutes a day. Boom, done, holy, get on with life. But that call to say, how much of my life do I spend helping other people? And it may not be that you got out, you know, did you help other people? It doesn't mean you spent the week and you can tell me when you worked for a charity that's recognized by the nonprofit status organization. You know, nothing like that. There may be people that you've reached out individually. Who do we help in our lives? And how much of our lives do we give to helping people not to get anything back, not to get a repayment, not even to get to heaven? I think, I've said this before, but I think it is the hardest part of our faith to get into our subconscious mind, which is Jesus did not come and go through all that suffering so he could get to heaven. He was there to begin with. He didn't do that for himself. Jesus isn't given a payoff. And so we can't follow Jesus for the sake of our own payoff. By doing that, we're not really following him. But what we can do is form ourselves in the gospel. And that's where this reading asks us to do something that we don't really quite get. When it says, you know, whoever believes in me. Now there are two phrases that come up in today's liturgy that I think they're among my least favorite Christian bumper stickers. One is from the first reading, God will provide. I've always hated that. Not because it's a lovely vision of God. God will provide. But it's really like saying, my family really, really likes. I mean, they like what? God will provide. What? We don't know, just shut up. God will provide. It's like, because that gets misconstrued, and then people end up hurt and disappointed. I prayed for someone with failing health, and they passed away anyway. What did God provide? There are people who pray and still starve to death. There are people who are praying and are holy and they still can't find a job. And they still feel alone in the world. And they've never found the relationship they wanted. So we ordain them. Just joking. So sad. No. What is it we think God will provide? And all of a sudden, we get a little uneasy. But if we can't articulate it, then we'll get something odd in our head, and it will be disappointed. God will not provide what we want always. And we try to come up with reasons. Well, it's because God knows what's good for us. It's because that's not the promise. There is a real sort of uber sense to what that means. God will provide means everything that happens in my life is provided by God. God is what keeps me breathing. God is the spark of life. You know, I've told you this year, you know, I've been struggling with these migraine headaches, and they haven't been horrific, but they're there. And when I wake up with a migraine, I have one of two choices. I can either say, it's a migraine, where's God? Or I woke up, there's God, with the migraine. So, you know, I could want more. But I woke up. Life is still not panned out exactly as it was supposed to in my mind, and not everything happened the way I wanted. But I woke up. I have another day. And I can choose to use that day to be more connected to God and to the mission or not, regardless of what else is going on. And so the other phrase that we come to that becomes very, could be very divisive if we can't figure out what it means is, you know, those who believe in me, Jesus says, those who believe in me. That is another one of those phrases that could mean about six different things. You know, most people now think what it means is people in the world have heard the story of Jesus and Buddha and Mohammed and Lao Tzu and all of these, and they have to pick the right story. And if they pick the right story and say that's the true story, then they believe in Jesus. Now, that's certainly not what my parents would have meant if they looked at me and said, we want you to know we believe in you. That's not like, oh, so they know I exist. No, now it means something terribly different. If you have people in your life you believe in, that you believe in the goodness of their message, you believe that they can help the world, you believe what it means. I think when we start to say I believe in Jesus, we have to first say, what do I really mean when I look at a person and say I believe in them? I believe in the goodness of their heart and their mission. And that we can get to a lot of just through scripture. We can figure out Jesus was moving us towards that prophet vision. He was moving us away from, there's a lot of stories where Jesus took religious rituals and went, yeah, let's put those over here, let's get back to helping these people. Over and over again, when he moves the, when he tells them to make water in the ritual, make wine, he makes wine out of the ritual water jars. That would be like me doing a magic trick with the tabernacle. Those were the ritual jars. Now how's anyone going to wash their hands to come into the wedding feast? He just took the ritual jars and made wine out of them and said, yeah, serve this. You could, I mean, I can see people's head blowing up if that were a modern day religion. That he had just desecrated holy vessels, you know. But the welcome was more important than the ritual. You know, there are moments constantly through the scripture where he will say, you know, we weren't made to serve the Sabbath. The Sabbath was made to serve humanity. Go out and do the work. So he keeps taking that tact. So do we believe in that? It's harder than believing in, well, I just do the ritualized stuff. And then I get home with my life and I present myself to the world as someone who always goes to mass and always does my prayers and all. But we need to, if we believe in Jesus, we believe in the way of changing the world is through that prophetic message. And I think to be formed in the gospel is something we've had backwards for many years. Because I think if you said, I'm going to be formed in the gospel and then I'm going to go out and help the world, I think that's already backwards. But what we will do is, well, I'll start with a study group, I will read the gospels, I'll get the gospels in my head, I'll let them teach me, then I will do some prayer, I'll do spirituality, and this will propel me into the world to do charity. Statistics would tell us it's worked 20% of the time so far. A lot of people do all that spirituality stuff and you say, so how many hours a week do you spend just out there helping the poor? I'm going to get, it's going to propel me there any day now. It's going to happen. But we tell ourselves we're religious, we're spiritual, we believe in the gospel. But Jesus, you'll notice, he does not say to his disciples at one point, I want you to go out into the world and I want you, this is my, I was trying to set this timer that's saying, shut up, it's time. It didn't work. This voice that says to his disciples, he doesn't say, I'm going to send you two by two, take no provisions and go to seminary. No. He says, you go out and you encounter these people and you see their needs and you become informed by their lives and you see the suffering they're going through and you go out and he sends them across into the Samaritan areas and outside of their own culture and see how other people live and be formed in the gospel. And then that formation, you bring that back and you start reading the scriptures that didn't exist at that time, the gospels and the letters of Paul, you know. You come back and you read them through the lens you've gotten being formed in the charity of Christ. I think we think we have to go through a course in spirituality to be formed in Jesus rather than you go out in the world and you encounter people in need and that's how you're formed in the heart of Jesus. And then you can bring that back to your scripture reading and your study and your prayer and our gathering. And that's when we start to see the world change. I think the easy method is we're going to stay very still and pray until my heart is moved to go out into the world. You know, our heart, we will never, if you're waiting for your heart, your heart might be ready tomorrow and back away again on Tuesday. We commit because we believe in the message of Jesus. We believe in that basic life we believe. I don't think when Jesus told them to go out and help the poor, they all went, this is radically new. Thank goodness God told us that. We never noticed the suffering before. Before Jesus came, people were okay with suffering. No, he told them things they already knew. He was telling them, you know, follow your heart. Quit worrying about whether am I Christian, am I religious, am I patriotic, am I whatever it is. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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When the crowd saw that neither Jesus nor his disciples were there,
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they got into boats and came to Capernaum looking for Jesus.
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And when they found him across the sea, they said to him,
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Rabbi, when did you get here?
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Jesus answered and said,
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Amen, amen, I say to you, you are looking for me not because you saw signs,
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but because you ate the loaves and were filled.
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Do not work for food that perishes,
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but for the food that endures for eternal life,
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which the Son of Man will give you.
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For on him the Father, God, has set his seal.
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So they said to him, what can we do to accomplish the works of God?
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Jesus answered and said to them,
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This is the work of God that you believe in the one he sent.
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So they said to him, what sign can you do that we may see and believe in you?
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What can you do?
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Our ancestors ate manna in the desert.
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As it is written, he gave them bread from heaven to eat.
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So Jesus said to them, Amen, amen, I say to you,
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it was not Moses who gave the bread from heaven.
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My Father gives you the true bread from heaven.
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The bread of God is that which comes down from heaven
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and gives life to the world.
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So they said to him, Sir, give us this bread always.
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Jesus said to them, I am the bread of life.
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Whoever comes to me will never hunger,
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and whoever believes in me will never thirst.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The Gospel writer has given us an incredible mishmash of information in this reading.
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He's got about seven themes going on that he's starting to tie together.
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And if you're reading the Gospel in a study group, it's one thing
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If, you know, you get this little cliff notes of chapter six here thrown at you for Sunday,
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you know, we just have to pick a few things and go with it.
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And if I miss some of the themes, come back in three years, it comes back around again.
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It's John's Gospel.
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He is writing for a Greek audience,
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so he can't use any of the tricks that the other synoptics would use,
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which is why if you were to read all four Gospels,
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you would quickly realize that Jesus, if you know the cultural references,
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but you see the differences whether you could name him or not,
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in the first three Gospels, Jesus sounds like a rabbi.
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And in the fourth Gospel, he sounds like a Greek philosopher.
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His sentence structure changes, it gets long, it gets wordy,
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the average sentence takes a page, you know.
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You know, it's a Greek, he's writing in that style that the Greek audience will understand.
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And it's not dishonest, it's not misquoting,
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it's knowing your audience and your audience knowing what you're doing.
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The audience knew that he was not writing a biography.
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We got a little stupid later on in history and decided he was,
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and then if it's not a biography, it must be dishonest,
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because we decided that's what it had to be.
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You know, we changed the expectation over time, not the Gospels.
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And so we've got this interesting Greek commentary
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on an old Jewish story that no one understood to begin with.
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They'd never heard the story of Moses in the desert,
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this was a Greek community that was hearing this Gospel.
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And so the meaning of the early story gets changed a little.
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And Jesus talks about the bread coming down from heaven
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and that being the word of life and God and Jesus,
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and that's not what the bread in the desert was.
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It was a miracle of food, it was, you know, it was the Old Testament story,
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that's what it was meant to be.
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But it brings us head to head with what I think are two warring dynamics in religion
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that do not trace back to Jesus, they trace back centuries before Jesus,
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and it's best exemplified in Judaism by the law and the prophets.
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Most of us will approach our religion through one or the other.
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And Jesus definitely tries to move everyone towards the prophetic approach.
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So to come to Jesus, to believe in Jesus was to believe in that,
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the primacy of the prophetic approach.
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And what that approach was, was prophetic Christianity says it's our job
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to go out and be with the poor and speak truth to power
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and try to make the world a more just place
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and find those who are suffering and raise their lives up a little,
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even if it means we have to give away some of our stuff,
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because most of us could give more and still be happy.
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And this is this prophetic vision,
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and the prophets cry out against it again and again and again and again,
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and then you have the law approach, which we tend to favor
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because at least for a few, it's easier.
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The law is what I call a trinket-based religion,
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where I haven't really done anything for anyone this week,
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but, you know, I prayed with the right rosary beads,
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I prayed to the right saint, I went to the right church,
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I looked at the right stained glass window, I'm holy.
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And this is where our religion becomes a substitute for actual holiness.
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We use the religious trinkets to make us feel I'm doing all the right stuff.
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I do it the right way.
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I go to that church and not that church
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because that priest holds his hands at the wrong angles and I don't like it.
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And holiness is this angle and not that angle, or, you know.
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Cardinal Bernadine told the story of going to town hall meetings in Chicago
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when he was the cardinal there.
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And he said, you know, the practice was he would go in
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and he would talk with the kids, the youth groups, all afternoon,
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and then he'd talk with the adults in the evening.
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And he said you could just see how religion had kind of, he said,
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you know, really had twisted their approach to their faith in some ways
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because the kids would be like, this was back in the 90s,
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what is the church doing about the crisis in Serbo-Croatia?
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What are they doing about this? How are we responding to this?
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The kids, all day long.
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And then he'd get to the adults and they'd say,
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you know, Father Bob washes his hands and Father Pete doesn't.
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Which one is correct?
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And they'd gone from the difference between being good or being indifferent
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to which one's right and which one's wrong.
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Simpler, but not necessarily the path of holiness.
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And people like it because a trinket religion,
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I can get done in 20 minutes a day.
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Boom, done, holy, get on with life.
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But that call to say, how much of my life do I spend helping other people?
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And it may not be that you got out, you know, did you help other people?
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It doesn't mean you spent the week and you can tell me when you worked
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for a charity that's recognized by the nonprofit status organization.
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You know, nothing like that.
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There may be people that you've reached out individually.
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Who do we help in our lives?
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And how much of our lives do we give to helping people not to get anything back,
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not to get a repayment, not even to get to heaven?
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I think, I've said this before, but I think it is the hardest part of our faith
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to get into our subconscious mind,
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which is Jesus did not come and go through all that suffering
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so he could get to heaven.
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He was there to begin with.
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He didn't do that for himself.
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Jesus isn't given a payoff.
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And so we can't follow Jesus for the sake of our own payoff.
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By doing that, we're not really following him.
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But what we can do is form ourselves in the gospel.
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And that's where this reading asks us to do something that we don't really quite get.
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When it says, you know, whoever believes in me.
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Now there are two phrases that come up in today's liturgy that I think
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they're among my least favorite Christian bumper stickers.
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One is from the first reading, God will provide.
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I've always hated that.
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Not because it's a lovely vision of God.
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God will provide.
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But it's really like saying, my family really, really likes.
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I mean, they like what?
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God will provide.
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What?
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We don't know, just shut up.
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God will provide.
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It's like, because that gets misconstrued,
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and then people end up hurt and disappointed.
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I prayed for someone with failing health, and they passed away anyway.
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What did God provide?
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There are people who pray and still starve to death.
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There are people who are praying and are holy and they still can't find a job.
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And they still feel alone in the world.
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And they've never found the relationship they wanted.
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So we ordain them.
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Just joking.
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So sad.
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No.
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What is it we think God will provide?
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And all of a sudden, we get a little uneasy.
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But if we can't articulate it, then we'll get something odd in our head,
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and it will be disappointed.
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God will not provide what we want always.
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And we try to come up with reasons.
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Well, it's because God knows what's good for us.
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It's because that's not the promise.
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There is a real sort of uber sense to what that means.
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God will provide means everything that happens in my life is provided by God.
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God is what keeps me breathing.
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God is the spark of life.
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You know, I've told you this year, you know, I've been struggling with these migraine headaches,
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and they haven't been horrific, but they're there.
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And when I wake up with a migraine, I have one of two choices.
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I can either say, it's a migraine, where's God?
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Or I woke up, there's God, with the migraine.
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So, you know, I could want more.
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But I woke up.
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Life is still not panned out exactly as it was supposed to in my mind,
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and not everything happened the way I wanted.
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But I woke up.
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I have another day.
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And I can choose to use that day to be more connected to God and to the mission or not,
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regardless of what else is going on.
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And so the other phrase that we come to that becomes very,
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could be very divisive if we can't figure out what it means is,
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you know, those who believe in me, Jesus says, those who believe in me.
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That is another one of those phrases that could mean about six different things.
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You know, most people now think what it means is people in the world have heard the story of Jesus
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and Buddha and Mohammed and Lao Tzu and all of these,
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and they have to pick the right story.
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And if they pick the right story and say that's the true story, then they believe in Jesus.
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Now, that's certainly not what my parents would have meant if they looked at me and said,
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we want you to know we believe in you.
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That's not like, oh, so they know I exist.
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No, now it means something terribly different.
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If you have people in your life you believe in,
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that you believe in the goodness of their message,
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you believe that they can help the world,
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you believe what it means.
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I think when we start to say I believe in Jesus, we have to first say,
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what do I really mean when I look at a person and say I believe in them?
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I believe in the goodness of their heart and their mission.
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And that we can get to a lot of just through scripture.
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We can figure out Jesus was moving us towards that prophet vision.
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He was moving us away from, there's a lot of stories where Jesus took religious rituals and went,
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yeah, let's put those over here, let's get back to helping these people.
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Over and over again, when he moves the, when he tells them to make water in the ritual,
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make wine, he makes wine out of the ritual water jars.
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That would be like me doing a magic trick with the tabernacle.
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Those were the ritual jars.
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Now how's anyone going to wash their hands to come into the wedding feast?
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He just took the ritual jars and made wine out of them and said, yeah, serve this.
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You could, I mean, I can see people's head blowing up if that were a modern day religion.
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That he had just desecrated holy vessels, you know.
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But the welcome was more important than the ritual.
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You know, there are moments constantly through the scripture where he will say, you know,
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we weren't made to serve the Sabbath.
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The Sabbath was made to serve humanity.
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Go out and do the work.
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So he keeps taking that tact.
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So do we believe in that?
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It's harder than believing in, well, I just do the ritualized stuff.
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And then I get home with my life and I present myself to the world as someone who always goes to mass
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and always does my prayers and all.
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But we need to, if we believe in Jesus, we believe in the way of changing the world
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is through that prophetic message.
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And I think to be formed in the gospel is something we've had backwards for many years.
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Because I think if you said, I'm going to be formed in the gospel
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and then I'm going to go out and help the world, I think that's already backwards.
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But what we will do is, well, I'll start with a study group, I will read the gospels,
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I'll get the gospels in my head, I'll let them teach me,
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then I will do some prayer, I'll do spirituality,
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and this will propel me into the world to do charity.
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Statistics would tell us it's worked 20% of the time so far.
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A lot of people do all that spirituality stuff and you say,
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so how many hours a week do you spend just out there helping the poor?
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I'm going to get, it's going to propel me there any day now.
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It's going to happen.
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But we tell ourselves we're religious, we're spiritual, we believe in the gospel.
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But Jesus, you'll notice, he does not say to his disciples at one point,
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I want you to go out into the world and I want you,
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this is my, I was trying to set this timer that's saying, shut up, it's time.
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It didn't work.
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This voice that says to his disciples, he doesn't say,
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I'm going to send you two by two, take no provisions and go to seminary.
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No.
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He says, you go out and you encounter these people and you see their needs
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and you become informed by their lives and you see the suffering they're going through
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and you go out and he sends them across into the Samaritan areas
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and outside of their own culture and see how other people live and be formed in the gospel.
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And then that formation, you bring that back
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and you start reading the scriptures that didn't exist at that time,
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the gospels and the letters of Paul, you know.
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You come back and you read them through the lens you've gotten
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being formed in the charity of Christ.
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I think we think we have to go through a course in spirituality to be formed in Jesus
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rather than you go out in the world and you encounter people in need
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and that's how you're formed in the heart of Jesus.
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And then you can bring that back to your scripture reading and your study
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and your prayer and our gathering.
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And that's when we start to see the world change.
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I think the easy method is we're going to stay very still and pray
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until my heart is moved to go out into the world.
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You know, our heart, we will never, if you're waiting for your heart,
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your heart might be ready tomorrow and back away again on Tuesday.
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We commit because we believe in the message of Jesus.
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We believe in that basic life we believe.
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I don't think when Jesus told them to go out and help the poor,
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they all went, this is radically new.
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Thank goodness God told us that. We never noticed the suffering before.
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Before Jesus came, people were okay with suffering.
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No, he told them things they already knew.
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He was telling them, you know, follow your heart.
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Quit worrying about whether am I Christian, am I religious, am I patriotic,
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am I whatever it is.
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Are you being authentically human and listening to the suffering of other people?
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That's the gospel we're formed in.
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That's the gospel we then bring back to the tradition of scripture and prayer
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and watch as Jesus' true mission transforms the world.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that auth Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that authentic Christian faith is not grounded in ritual, doctrine, or religious correctness, but in a life of prophetic action and compassionate engagement with the suffering of others. He critiques what he calls “trinket religion”—a faith based on superficial religious practices that make us feel holy without requiring transformation or service. Instead, he exhorts us to follow the prophetic path of Jesus, who prioritizes mercy, justice, and human dignity over ritual observance. Father Pat challenges us to ask not only whether we believe in Jesus intellectually, but whether we believe in him in the deeper sense—by embodying his mission, feeding the hungry, healing the broken, and standing with the marginalized. To be truly formed in the Gospel, he insists, we must first go out and encounter the world’s suffering; only then will our reading of Scripture and practice of prayer be authentic and transformative.
In a detailed and thoughtful unpacking of the Gospel reading from John, Father Pat explores how the evangelist John, writing for a Greek audience, crafts a deeply layered narrative that blends Jewish tradition with Greek philosophical style. Unlike the other Gospels where Jesus speaks like a rabbi, John presents him as a divine Logos, engaging in long, complex discourses. This Gospel’s account of Jesus as the bread of life is not merely a retelling of the manna in the desert but a redefinition: not food for the stomach, but sustenance for the soul, a sustenance that is eternal and transformative. Jesus challenges the crowd for seeking him only because they were physically fed—“you ate the loaves and were filled”—and redirects their hunger toward deeper spiritual nourishment. The true “work of God,” Jesus says, is to believe in the one God has sent—not merely to acknowledge his existence, but to entrust oneself to his mission and embody his values.
Father Pat explains that this belief is not about intellectual assent or choosing the correct theological proposition over others. It is about relational trust and alignment with Jesus’ mission. To “believe in Jesus” is to embody the values he lived and taught—compassion, justice, self-sacrifice, and a radical solidarity with the poor and oppressed. We must shift from a “law-based” religion—focused on rules, rituals, and spiritual checklists—to a “prophetic” religion grounded in the real, messy work of love and justice. Father Pat critiques the tendency of modern believers to reduce faith to external practices—rosaries, correct liturgical gestures, church loyalty—while neglecting the core call of the Gospel: to love others as Christ loved us.
He uses a powerful anecdote from Cardinal Joseph Bernardin to illustrate this contrast. When speaking to youth groups, Bernardin found the younger generation eager to discuss global justice issues and the Church’s role in addressing suffering. But when he met with adults, they were more concerned with liturgical correctness—who washed their hands during Mass and who didn’t. This shift from compassion to correctness, from mission to minutiae, reflects how religion can become disconnected from its prophetic roots.
Father Pat also critiques two commonly misunderstood Christian phrases: “God will provide” and “those who believe in me.” He warns that “God will provide” is often used in a vague, unreflective way that can lead to disappointment when life doesn’t go as we hoped. It can be misused to create false expectations of divine intervention. Instead, Father Pat reorients the phrase to mean that God is the source of life itself—God provides the very breath and opportunity of each new day, not necessarily the outcomes we desire. Similarly, “those who believe in me” must be understood not as a theological checkbox, but as a deep, relational commitment to embodying Jesus’ mission in the world.
A key insight Father Pat offers is that formation in the Gospel does not begin in the classroom or prayer group—it begins in the encounter with the suffering other. We are not first made holy through study and then sent into the world; rather, we are formed by going out, encountering need, serving others, and then returning to Scripture and worship with new eyes and hearts. Jesus did not send his disciples to seminaries but into villages, among the broken and poor, to be shaped by love in action. The Gospel is not merely to be believed—it is to be lived. Formation in Christ comes through proximity to suffering, not through spiritual isolation.
Importantly, Father Pat reminds us that Jesus himself did not undergo suffering to attain heaven—he was already one with the Father. He suffered for others, not for his own reward. Likewise, Christians cannot follow Jesus with the ulterior motive of earning heaven. If our faith is transactional, it is not truly Christian. The Gospel challenges us to love without reward, to give without return, and to serve simply because others are in need.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to examine the substance of our discipleship: Do we believe in Jesus in the way we believe in those we love and admire—by trusting his mission, living his values, and continuing his work? Are we willing to abandon the comfort of religious habits in order to embrace the discomfort of true prophetic action? For only when we are formed by the Gospel through acts of love, justice, and mercy can we truly say we believe in Jesus—and in doing so, help bring about the Kingdom he proclaimed....
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Love Has No Shortage
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2025-08-10
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The longer form goes into towards the end, who will get beaten and who will get beaten a little less. It's a dark gospel. But it starts talking about, you know, those who think that the master is still a long way off, which I mean, most of us do. And I don't mean that in the sense that we don't feel close to God. But I think at this point in history, it psychologically would be unsound for us to really be thinking, you know, this is it. Jesus is coming back Wednesday. Doesn't happen. Friday, absolutely for well, but weekend for sure. You can't live life that way. And you know, they expected Jesus to come back and that's the master's return that they're talking about. They expected that to happen before the last of the apostles died. So we've missed the deadline just slightly. You know, it's been a while. And so after a while, we're like, okay, some of this we didn't get right back at the early church. And clearly the church is going to have a long life. And we don't know when the end of the world will come. And every 100 years or so, you know, something in history happens and we're sure this is it. And each time feels like this one's really, really it. But this idea is Christianity isn't something you should try to, you shouldn't try to get your life together because Jesus is coming at the end of the week. You should try to become a better person, to be a better person so that it doesn't matter whether he comes Wednesday or next Wednesday. I don't know why I think it's going to be a Wednesday, but I seem to be leaning on that lately. You know, hump day. It's just, God, you just know. If there's ever a day of the week that feels like the world could end, it's Wednesday. So, you know, you've got this sense that what he's trying to do is get them away from, I, you know, how do I make sure I pass the test? It is just, it's the difference between students that need to pass tests and students that want to learn. Two very different goals, you know? I mean, people who, so they're, you know, pedagogical people who say they're not, they've just got to get them through the test. They've got to learn the test. They've got to get the test. They've got to get the score. But what are they learning? I think we're starting to figure that out as we have a society of more and more and more and more people. It's astounding. I can't remember the number, but a high percentage of people who have four-year degrees, master's degrees, doctorate degrees that they do not use in their life. They ended up doing something else. You know, so it's not about passing tests. It's about learning. And Christianity is not about getting past the final judgment. God is not supposed to be the last obstacle to heaven. Gotta get past that final judgment. It's about becoming better people. It's becoming the people that make sense in heaven. I say that all the time, and I don't, I just think that that would reframe how we look at our Christian life. And so the fascinating thing about the steward, I think we forget, you know, this is not a parable about, you know, the head of household, it's the steward that Jesus is interested in. We are stewards of creation. We are stewards of God's grace. The church is the steward of the sacraments. And it is the steward's job to distribute, period. Now, if there's a limited amount of food, then it becomes the steward's job to distribute in such a way that there's enough for everyone. So what does it mean to be stewards of grace, stewards of sacraments, stewards of, you know, of our faith? Because being the steward of something that is unlimited is a different job. The only way to squander the grace of God is to hoard it, is to not share it, is to hold it back. We can't just let everyone in the church, I mean, what if we run out of grace? What if we run out of Jesus? No, I mean, God is infinite, and we think our job is to limit who has access to God. And so we have this, you know, and part of it is it's always an ego thing. It's not really, people have co-opted, you know, the liberal conservative argument for really authoritarianism. You know, if I can get back to the, if I can get back to the 1950s, no one questioned Father. It's not just about style areas, it's about, you can't question me. And I personally can't live in a world where people don't know enough to question Pat Dolan. I have a friend who always accuses me of not having, he says, you don't really have a filter, do you? And I never know whether I should be honest enough to scare him and say, this is filtered. You don't wanna know. But that idea that we're so busy presenting ourselves a certain way, that, you know, we want to use our faith to create status, in that opening prayer, there is one of those perfect examples of what it means to take an image out of its cultural context. And not only do you lose all the richness that it's trying to get to, you end up with something that's a very dicey cultural image. And it says, you know, oh God, creator of all things, whom through the Holy Spirit we dare to call Father. And nowadays, that's a gender term. That the Spirit taught us that God was male. No, we've lost the entire cultural meaning of a father. All we've hung on to is the Y chromosome. That's all we've hung on to. We don't understand a culture where your only possible connection to the society, to the community, is through the male parent. That's why we were to take care of widows and orphans. Because not only did they need help to take care of themselves, they weren't allowed to take care of themselves. It's not just, it's like, well, they don't have the skills to make a living. No, they're not allowed to make a living. They're not allowed to, you know, have access. I was talking to someone who was talking about immigration. He said, well, you know, I immigrated. And he said, but you know, but I did it right. And I had to correct him. I said, you mean you were allowed to do it right? There's a difference. Not everyone's allowed. Some are allowed. You know, women were not allowed to work. Martha and Mary, Jesus brings back Lazarus because it's their only chance to keep property or do anything. They can't inherit the property. They can't do anything because Lazarus is gone. And so, you know, so we have this image that says the Holy Spirit teaches us that God is the only person who can truly connect us to community, who can truly make us part of a group, who can truly make us, and we go, I got it, he's male. No, let's go back to that culture again. He's the only one that can connect us to the community. I've got it, Y chromosome. No, you know, but God is larger than gender. God is larger than ethnicity. God is larger than all of that. But different cultures have different images that they use, and even though that image comes out of a kind of what we would call a very impoverished social order, we lose the richness of the image when we just cut and paste it into modern culture. And so we have a movement now of young people, not just in our church, but in other churches, I honestly don't know what their vision is. We're going to make Christianity masculine again. Okay, when we get done with that, can we make geometry feminine? Religions don't have gender. We do know that, don't we? I suspect what they mean is, I want it to be something where, as a representative of it, I will look more masculine. I think they want to brand it. They would like to recast the Chosen with Steven Seagal as Jesus. You know, suffer the little children to come unto me. I mean. You know, they've got a whooped sense of masculine, and they want to thrust that onto the church. You know, they want, you know, none of this charity and joy in helping people anymore. I'm like, how do you read the gospel and even start to come away with that? When Jesus is like, okay, we are here to help the poorest of the poor. We are here to reach out to the weakest. We are here to really, to want to alleviate any suffering we encounter in the world. Father John Fullenbocket, and he had a couple of students that raised eyebrows on this from many different countries. We were in class at Rome. People from literally 42 countries, the Gregorian used to post. And he said, you know, I wonder if we'll ever evolve to the point where when our heart aches as we think of Jesus suffering on the cross, we stop making it about it being Jesus and the fact that someone is suffering. It's the suffering and anyone suffering on the cross it should, it should pull at us. That's why I always love to tell people how, what would it be like? Could a mother really be in heaven and experience heaven if her children weren't there? Now, when I mentioned that to someone, they said, oh, well, you know, there's a theology. I can't remember who said this, which is crazy because I just was, my head was blowing up. There's actually a theology in the church. We've always worried about that line. A theology in the church, meaning someone told me growing up and they were Catholic that when we get to heaven, God takes all memory from us of anyone that isn't there. That's creepy. Yes, the love of my life is in hell, but I won't remember her so it's okay. Stepford much? I mean, it's just in my, oh, that is no, no. God will help us to forget the suffering. Well, if God wants us to forget the suffering, then this remembering the suffering that we've been commanded to do seems bad training. We have to start to see this larger picture. We are called to be a people who go out and alleviate suffering. It's not Christianity's job to make me feel masculine or to make someone feel feminine. It's not Christianity's job to make me feel better looking. It has not worked. All of these things, that's not Christianity's job. We are given a job as Christians to go out and make the world a better place, to make it safer and nurturing for more people. And somehow that is not enough for people. And Jesus says, you're stewards of something that's infinite. We don't have to hold back a reserve. It's not like, well, we don't want to love too many people right now because the holidays are coming and the family's visiting. I'm bringing all the love I can get. No, no, you don't run out of those things. The things that we are called to be stewards of, there's so much of. You know, I always say it's the most un-capitalism thing in the world, but I was always taught that supply and demand, most, you know, why are diamonds worth more than rocks? Because they're rare. Problem with that, with Christianity is God's grace and love are the most common and abundant thing in the world and the most priceless. And we have to deal with that in our mind that's been trained to think that rarity makes something valuable. That God's love and grace is so available to us. And all we can do if we want to experience it more is to share it with others. We often get into a sense, and it can be an important thing in spirituality to take time to feel loved by God. But the original phrase is to feel the love of God meant to feel what it is to love the way God loves. You know, if someone says, you know, I would love to sing like Pavarotti, that's what we're supposed to think of. We say we would love to experience God's love. You know, we actually are trying to be the subject of that verb. Now it's about the geekiest thing I've said in a week, but you know, no, I said worse, nevermind. But you know, we're the one that's extending God's love. Because God doesn't sit up there, even though I think a lot of people think that's what worship's about, is God is up there going, love me more, love me more. God wants to love us and he wants us to love one another. Because you know, it's impossible for you and I to improve God's life in any way. But we can help one another. So he gives us one another so that we can continue that. So we ask God to make us a people who recognize we are stewards of God's grace and love and mercy and compassion. And as stewards, we will never run out of those things. So our job is to distribute those things. Not to control them, not to withhold them, not to try and figure out who gets what. To absolutely offer freely to the world what, no matter how much we think we've done, was offered absolutely freely to us. 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Jesus sai WEBVTT
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Jesus said to his disciples,
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gird your loins and light your lamps
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and be like servants who await
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their master's return from a wedding,
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ready to open immediately when he comes and knocks.
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Lest are those servants whom the master
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finds vigilant on his arrival.
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Amen, I say to you, he will gird himself,
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have them recline at table and proceed to wait on them.
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And should he come in the second or third watch
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and find them prepared in this way,
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lest are those servants.
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Peter said, Lord, is this parable
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meant for us or for everyone?
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And the Lord replied,
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who is the faithful and prudent steward
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whom the master will put in charge of his servants
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to distribute the food allowance at the proper time?
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Lest is the servant whom his master
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on arrival finds doing so.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Blessed be Jesus Christ.
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The longer form of today's gospel, we have a choice.
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The longer form goes into towards the end,
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who will get beaten and who will get beaten a little less.
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It's a dark gospel.
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But it starts talking about, you know,
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those who think that the master is still a long way off,
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which I mean, most of us do.
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And I don't mean that in the sense
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that we don't feel close to God.
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But I think at this point in history,
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it psychologically would be unsound for us
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to really be thinking, you know, this is it.
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Jesus is coming back Wednesday.
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Doesn't happen.
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Friday, absolutely for well, but weekend for sure.
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You can't live life that way.
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And you know, they expected Jesus to come back
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and that's the master's return that they're talking about.
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They expected that to happen
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before the last of the apostles died.
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So we've missed the deadline just slightly.
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You know, it's been a while.
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And so after a while, we're like, okay,
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some of this we didn't get right back at the early church.
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And clearly the church is going to have a long life.
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And we don't know when the end of the world will come.
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And every 100 years or so, you know,
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something in history happens
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and we're sure this is it.
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And each time feels like this one's really, really it.
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But this idea is Christianity isn't something
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you should try to, you shouldn't try
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to get your life together
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because Jesus is coming at the end of the week.
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You should try to become a better person,
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to be a better person so that it doesn't matter
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whether he comes Wednesday or next Wednesday.
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I don't know why I think it's going to be a Wednesday,
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but I seem to be leaning on that lately.
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You know, hump day.
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It's just, God, you just know.
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If there's ever a day of the week
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that feels like the world could end, it's Wednesday.
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So, you know, you've got this sense
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that what he's trying to do is get them away from,
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I, you know, how do I make sure I pass the test?
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It is just, it's the difference between students
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that need to pass tests and students that want to learn.
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Two very different goals, you know?
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I mean, people who, so they're, you know,
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pedagogical people who say they're not,
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they've just got to get them through the test.
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They've got to learn the test.
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They've got to get the test.
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They've got to get the score.
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But what are they learning?
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I think we're starting to figure that out
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as we have a society of more and more
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and more and more people.
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It's astounding.
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I can't remember the number,
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but a high percentage of people who have four-year degrees,
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master's degrees, doctorate degrees
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that they do not use in their life.
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They ended up doing something else.
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You know, so it's not about passing tests.
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It's about learning.
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And Christianity is not about
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getting past the final judgment.
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God is not supposed to be the last obstacle to heaven.
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Gotta get past that final judgment.
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It's about becoming better people.
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It's becoming the people that make sense in heaven.
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I say that all the time, and I don't,
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I just think that that would reframe
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how we look at our Christian life.
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And so the fascinating thing about the steward,
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I think we forget, you know,
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this is not a parable about, you know,
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the head of household,
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it's the steward that Jesus is interested in.
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We are stewards of creation.
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We are stewards of God's grace.
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The church is the steward of the sacraments.
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And it is the steward's job to distribute, period.
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Now, if there's a limited amount of food,
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then it becomes the steward's job
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to distribute in such a way
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that there's enough for everyone.
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So what does it mean to be stewards of grace,
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stewards of sacraments, stewards of, you know, of our faith?
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Because being the steward of something that is unlimited
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is a different job.
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The only way to squander the grace of God is to hoard it,
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is to not share it, is to hold it back.
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We can't just let everyone in the church,
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I mean, what if we run out of grace?
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What if we run out of Jesus?
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No, I mean, God is infinite,
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and we think our job is to limit who has access to God.
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And so we have this, you know,
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and part of it is it's always an ego thing.
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It's not really, people have co-opted, you know,
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the liberal conservative argument
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for really authoritarianism.
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You know, if I can get back to the,
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if I can get back to the 1950s, no one questioned Father.
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It's not just about style areas,
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it's about, you can't question me.
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And I personally can't live in a world
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where people don't know enough to question Pat Dolan.
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I have a friend who always accuses me of not having,
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he says, you don't really have a filter, do you?
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And I never know whether I should be honest enough
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to scare him and say, this is filtered.
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You don't wanna know.
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But that idea that we're so busy
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presenting ourselves a certain way,
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that, you know, we want to use our faith
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to create status, in that opening prayer,
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there is one of those perfect examples
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of what it means to take an image
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out of its cultural context.
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And not only do you lose all the richness
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that it's trying to get to,
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you end up with something
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that's a very dicey cultural image.
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And it says, you know, oh God, creator of all things,
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whom through the Holy Spirit we dare to call Father.
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And nowadays, that's a gender term.
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That the Spirit taught us that God was male.
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No, we've lost the entire cultural meaning of a father.
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All we've hung on to is the Y chromosome.
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That's all we've hung on to.
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We don't understand a culture
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where your only possible connection to the society,
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to the community, is through the male parent.
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That's why we were to take care of widows and orphans.
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Because not only did they need help
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to take care of themselves,
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they weren't allowed to take care of themselves.
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It's not just, it's like,
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well, they don't have the skills to make a living.
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No, they're not allowed to make a living.
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They're not allowed to, you know, have access.
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I was talking to someone who was talking about immigration.
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He said, well, you know, I immigrated.
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And he said, but you know, but I did it right.
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And I had to correct him.
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I said, you mean you were allowed to do it right?
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There's a difference.
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Not everyone's allowed.
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Some are allowed.
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You know, women were not allowed to work.
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Martha and Mary, Jesus brings back Lazarus
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because it's their only chance
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to keep property or do anything.
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They can't inherit the property.
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They can't do anything because Lazarus is gone.
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And so, you know, so we have this image that says
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the Holy Spirit teaches us that God is the only person
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who can truly connect us to community,
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who can truly make us part of a group,
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who can truly make us, and we go, I got it, he's male.
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No, let's go back to that culture again.
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He's the only one that can connect us to the community.
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I've got it, Y chromosome.
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No, you know, but God is larger than gender.
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God is larger than ethnicity.
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God is larger than all of that.
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But different cultures have different images that they use,
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and even though that image comes out of a kind of
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what we would call a very impoverished social order,
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we lose the richness of the image
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when we just cut and paste it into modern culture.
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And so we have a movement now of young people,
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not just in our church, but in other churches,
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I honestly don't know what their vision is.
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We're going to make Christianity masculine again.
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Okay, when we get done with that,
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can we make geometry feminine?
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Religions don't have gender.
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We do know that, don't we?
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I suspect what they mean is,
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I want it to be something where, as a representative of it,
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I will look more masculine.
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I think they want to brand it.
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They would like to recast the Chosen
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with Steven Seagal as Jesus.
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You know, suffer the little children to come unto me.
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I mean.
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You know, they've got a whooped sense of masculine,
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and they want to thrust that onto the church.
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You know, they want, you know,
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none of this charity and joy in helping people anymore.
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I'm like, how do you read the gospel
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and even start to come away with that?
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When Jesus is like, okay,
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we are here to help the poorest of the poor.
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We are here to reach out to the weakest.
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We are here to really, to want to alleviate
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any suffering we encounter in the world.
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Father John Fullenbocket, and he had a couple of students
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that raised eyebrows on this from many different countries.
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We were in class at Rome.
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People from literally 42 countries,
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the Gregorian used to post.
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And he said, you know,
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I wonder if we'll ever evolve to the point
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where when our heart aches
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as we think of Jesus suffering on the cross,
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we stop making it about it being Jesus
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and the fact that someone is suffering.
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It's the suffering and anyone suffering on the cross
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it should, it should pull at us.
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That's why I always love to tell people how,
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what would it be like?
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Could a mother really be in heaven
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and experience heaven if her children weren't there?
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Now, when I mentioned that to someone,
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they said, oh, well, you know, there's a theology.
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I can't remember who said this,
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which is crazy because I just was, my head was blowing up.
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There's actually a theology in the church.
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We've always worried about that line.
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A theology in the church,
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meaning someone told me growing up and they were Catholic
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that when we get to heaven,
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God takes all memory from us of anyone that isn't there.
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That's creepy.
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Yes, the love of my life is in hell,
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but I won't remember her so it's okay.
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Stepford much?
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I mean, it's just in my, oh, that is no, no.
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God will help us to forget the suffering.
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Well, if God wants us to forget the suffering,
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then this remembering the suffering
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that we've been commanded to do seems bad training.
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We have to start to see this larger picture.
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We are called to be a people who go out
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and alleviate suffering.
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It's not Christianity's job to make me feel masculine
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or to make someone feel feminine.
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It's not Christianity's job to make me feel better looking.
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It has not worked.
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All of these things, that's not Christianity's job.
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We are given a job as Christians
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to go out and make the world a better place,
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to make it safer and nurturing for more people.
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And somehow that is not enough for people.
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And Jesus says, you're stewards
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of something that's infinite.
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We don't have to hold back a reserve.
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It's not like, well, we don't want to love
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too many people right now because the holidays are coming
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and the family's visiting.
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I'm bringing all the love I can get.
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No, no, you don't run out of those things.
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The things that we are called to be stewards of,
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there's so much of.
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You know, I always say it's the most un-capitalism thing
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in the world, but I was always taught
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that supply and demand, most, you know,
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why are diamonds worth more than rocks?
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Because they're rare.
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Problem with that, with Christianity is God's grace
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and love are the most common and abundant thing
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in the world and the most priceless.
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And we have to deal with that in our mind
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that's been trained to think that rarity
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makes something valuable.
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That God's love and grace is so available to us.
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And all we can do if we want to experience it more
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is to share it with others.
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We often get into a sense,
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and it can be an important thing in spirituality
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to take time to feel loved by God.
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But the original phrase is to feel the love of God
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meant to feel what it is to love the way God loves.
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You know, if someone says, you know,
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I would love to sing like Pavarotti,
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that's what we're supposed to think of.
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We say we would love to experience God's love.
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You know, we actually are trying to be the subject
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of that verb.
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Now it's about the geekiest thing I've said in a week,
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but you know, no, I said worse, nevermind.
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But you know, we're the one that's extending God's love.
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Because God doesn't sit up there,
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even though I think a lot of people think
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that's what worship's about,
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is God is up there going, love me more, love me more.
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God wants to love us and he wants us to love one another.
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Because you know, it's impossible for you and I
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to improve God's life in any way.
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But we can help one another.
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So he gives us one another so that we can continue that.
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So we ask God to make us a people who recognize
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we are stewards of God's grace and love
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and mercy and compassion.
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And as stewards, we will never run out of those things.
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So our job is to distribute those things.
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Not to control them, not to withhold them,
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not to try and figure out who gets what.
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To absolutely offer freely to the world
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what, no matter how much we think we've done,
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was offered absolutely freely to us.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the call to Christ Father Pat’s message centers on the call to Christian vigilance not out of fear of divine judgment, but as a path to authentic transformation and love. He challenges the notion that Christianity is about passing a divine test or earning heaven. Instead, it's about becoming the kind of people who make sense in heaven—people who live out compassion, stewardship, generosity, and justice. Father Pat encourages believers not to hoard God’s grace or treat faith as a commodity to be managed, but to recognize that divine love is infinite and meant to be shared abundantly. He critiques the misuse of religious authority, gendered distortions of faith, and the tendency to reduce God to human categories. Ultimately, he reminds us that being Christian is about serving others, alleviating suffering, and embodying God's boundless love in the world.
Father Pat begins his reflection by unpacking Jesus’ exhortation to “gird your loins and light your lamps,” a call to spiritual readiness and attentiveness. The parable is not merely apocalyptic, he says, but invites Christians to live in a state of ongoing, purposeful readiness—not because Jesus might return on a specific day, but because the call to holiness and service is constant, regardless of whether the “master” comes on Wednesday or in a thousand years. He draws a poignant contrast between students who want to pass a test and those who genuinely want to learn. Christianity, he insists, is not about passing God’s final exam but about becoming people who embody the values of the kingdom: mercy, humility, and love.
He then shifts focus to the image of the steward in the parable, emphasizing that Christians are not owners of grace but caretakers. The steward’s role is to distribute what belongs to the master—in this case, God’s grace, love, and sacraments. This stewardship is not about scarcity but abundance. The only way to “waste” God's grace is to hoard it, to withhold it from others, or to act as gatekeepers. Father Pat critiques the institutional tendency to restrict access to God, often under the guise of tradition or authority. He emphasizes that grace is infinite and that any attempt to ration it reflects a misunderstanding of God's nature.
Father Pat also addresses the cultural and historical lens through which we interpret scripture. He laments how the rich, symbolic language of scripture—such as calling God “Father”—has been reduced to gendered literalism that misses the point. In ancient cultures, the father was the legal and societal link to the community. To call God “Father” meant that God is our connection to belonging, not a reinforcement of patriarchal dominance. He critiques modern attempts to masculinize Christianity, suggesting that many people are not seeking truth but status or authority. He humorously remarks that some seem to want to recast Jesus as a macho action hero, which is entirely contrary to the gospel’s message of humility, service, and compassion.
He returns to the theme of suffering and our call to alleviate it. Drawing from theologians and his own experience, he reflects on the idea that the Christian heart should ache not just for Jesus’ suffering, but for all suffering. He rejects the notion that heaven will erase our memories of those who are not saved, calling such ideas theologically and emotionally disturbing. Instead, he urges a vision of heaven that is integrally connected to love and relationship, where our joy is not based on forgetting others but on a deeper communion with all of creation.
Father Pat concludes by reframing what it means to “experience God’s love.” Rather than passively receiving divine affection, to experience God’s love is to actively participate in it—to be the subject of the verb, to love as God loves. God doesn’t require our worship to feel fulfilled; rather, God desires that we love one another. We cannot improve God’s life, but we can improve each other’s. That is the core of stewardship—distributing what has been freely given to us, not according to merit or status, but with the same radical generosity that God shows us. In a world obsessed with scarcity and control, this Christian call to abundant grace is revolutionary. And in embracing it, we become the kind of people who belong in heaven—not because we’ve passed a test, but because we’ve learned to love....
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They said to him, the things that happened to Jesus, the Nazarene, who was a prophet mighty in deed and word before God and all the people. How our chief priests and rulers both handed him over to a sentence of death and crucified him. But we were hoping that he would be the one to redeem Israel. And besides all this, it is now the third day since this took place. Some women from our group, however, have astounded us. They were at the tomb early in the morning and did not find his body. They came back and reported that they had indeed seen a vision of angels who announced that he was alive. Then some of those with us went to the tomb and found things just as the women had described, but him they did not see. And he said to them, oh, how foolish you are. How slow of heart to believe all that the prophets spoke. Was it not necessary that Christ should suffer these things and enter into his glory? Then beginning with Moses and all the prophets, he interpreted to them what referred to him in all the scriptures. As they approached the village to which they were going, he gave the impression that he was going on farther. But they urged him, stay with us, for it is nearly evening and the day is almost over. So he went in to stay with them. And it happened that while he was with them at table, he took bread, said the blessing, broke it, and gave it to them. With that, their eyes were opened, and they recognized him, but he vanished from their sight. Then they said to each other, were not our hearts burning within us while he spoke to us on the way and opened the scripture to us? So they set out at once and returned to Jerusalem, where they found gathered together the 11 and those who were with them, who were saying the Lord has truly been raised and has appeared to Simon. Then the two recounted what had taken place on the way and how he was made known to them in the breaking of bread. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The author of the fourth gospel, who is called John, we are not quite sure who he was or whether it was even a single person, but you know, it comes out of, we get a word from John, Johannine. It comes from this Johannine community, this Johannine tradition. And it's a gospel written to the Greeks. And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a line And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a launching into a teaching a different culture about the importance of that Semitic meal ritual. You know, for us as the church, we talk about it very much as the breaking of the bread and the Eucharist. And even by the time of John, I'm not sure the Eucharist with the theology we have in place was a reality back then. They were still reenacting the meal and, you know, Trinity and all of these other things start to grow out of the community at a different pace. So while many people nowadays will tell you, this is all about that moment of the breaking of the bread, that's definitely one climax of the story. But we miss, very often, the journey that gets them there. Because many people have taken this to say, you know, when people come, they'll, you know, people who have never been to a church, it doesn't matter what is said. It doesn't matter about the community. It doesn't matter about the prayers. It doesn't matter about what they're doing in the world. They'll recognize him in that ritual. And then, so what do we do when people come and go, eh? He held up something that, you know, for someone who's not Christian, they'd probably say, you know, show me a miracle. Whatever that is, turn it into bread. Because it doesn't even look like that. You know, it's, I, if you serve that at dinner, people would not be pleased. If it were bread, you know, I'm always, I always think, well, we call it bread, but I wouldn't leave bread in that tabernacle for weeks on end and serve it. You know, I mean, I might, it would depend on the dinner. But, you know, you've got this sense of what would you do? So people come and they think, well, what if the ritual doesn't hit them? Many of you know, I have a branch of my family that is in the Mormon church, and, which means, I didn't get through my teenage years without lots of visits from elders. And I think I succeeded in irritating most of them. But, you know, the pitch of that evangelical thrust is usually the same, which is, you know, we would like you to read the Book of Mormon. And, you know, when you read this, trust me, the Spirit will talk to you. You'll be converted. And so I read it, and I said, so what if, what if it didn't hit me? I read it, I didn't get, I didn't get my big runner's high moment. And the answer, well, you know, I think we can help you pray for you. In other words, if this hits you, it hits you, and see, our theology is proven. If it doesn't, we'll figure out what's wrong with you until it does. And that's often what we do at the Eucharist. You'll watch us receive communion, and you'll see Jesus. And I'm not sure we really even believe that experientially. I don't think we've seen it. I don't think we've talked about Catholicism to people. And then years later, they finally saw the ritual and went, that's it. We're taught about the ritual, and that's really what this is about. It's not about a magic moment that will, you know, the Holy Spirit, William Barclay once said, the Holy Spirit is not a gate crasher that will bust into your heart and control you whether you like it or not. You know, it's, so how do we bring people to the Eucharist? And the story has more to do with the windup. Here we have these two people on the road who have just gone through, you know, probably the most emotional rollercoaster of their life. You know, they've been through these great times with Jesus and the Last Supper and, you know, then the horrible Good Friday, and then, you know, they're hearing whispers of resurrection and they're all over the place. And they run into someone who seems to be unaware of anything going on. So they fill him in and say, here's what's happened this week. Here's what we've experienced. And he says, eh, I think you've got it all wrong. And he starts really kind of taking them to task. Oh, you know, I mean, I think when I've just met someone on the road, oh, how slow and foolish you are. It's not a great opening to dialogue. The story has Jesus, you know, the way the story's written, and that's why you have to understand this culture, when we hear it in modern terms, we go, diplomatic skill's not so good in this story. But they listen to him. They listen to the content. It's clear he's not thinking like they are. And at the end of the journey, he's going on and they're going in for the night. And that, I think, is the graced moment. Here we have travelers who, even in the midst of everything they've gone through, encounter someone who clearly challenges them on all of their beliefs. And their response is, well, come have dinner with us. Let's continue this. They're open to the experience of Jesus at that moment. He didn't pull up the bread and magically hit them with the scales falling from their eyes, and they can now see the truth, because the miracle of the meal, but the miracle of the openness. You can imagine. I mean, we look at our church, we look at our country, and when someone comes at us saying, I actually think the way the other side does, we go, thank you, I've got dinner with friends tonight. You know, I can't tell you how many people have said to me, well, you know, I don't know what to do with my best friend because they're a Democrat or they're a Republican. And we just can't talk anymore. The Emmaus journey is not a journey between a bunch of people who all think alike. What gets them to the table is their ability to be open to something beyond their own way of thinking. In politics today, they talk a lot about people in their bubbles. I like to talk a lot about people in their tribal thinking. They all have their favorite tribe. Either their favorite tribe is Catholic or Republican or Democrat or Protestant, and it gets narrower and narrower. And it's, well, it's got to be, it's not just Republican. I'm an alt-right, alt-conservative Catholic. I am a super liberal social justice Methodist. And the smaller we get our tribe, because I think what's happened is both our church and our country have grown large enough that we can no longer tap into that for identity. We all want something smaller to belong to. So we'll say we're proud to be Americans, but first I edited all the Americans who disagree with me out of my mind, and I'm very proud to be what's left. And both sides do that. Both sides are not very proud of the other side of the fence right now. You know, I am proud to be one of my kind of Americans. It just doesn't have the same sort of ring, does it? I'm very proud to be my kind of Catholic. The rest of you I'm a little concerned about, but I am very proud. Because our need for identity, it just doesn't get met right now by such a large group. And we don't think alike, and we've lost the ability to say, hey, of course we don't think alike. That doesn't mean we don't support each other. Now, in small groups, this can work. Not every family, but there are. I've encountered over a dozen healthy families in 20 years. I mean, there are healthy families out there who disagree radically, and they don't stop supporting each other. They don't wish ill on one another. They just disagree. And probably it's stronger. I worry about the younger generations now that don't have that experience of sitting around table night after night after night, you know? Or they're sitting around table, but by themselves. Because, you know, there was three soccer practices, two piano lessons, and, you know. We, that idea that, you know, one of the things, I've told you both my parents were severe, severe alcoholics that really got their lives together later in life. And so the years that I was growing up, there wasn't a lot of bonding, but they were high-functioning alcoholics. And in their generation, alcoholism was kind of a social skill. So, you know, I don't harbor anger there. There's a lot of relational things that didn't happen. So there's some closeness that might have happened when I was eight or nine that didn't. But when I look at that dynamic of how high-functioning they were, and I mean, they might be passed out by seven in the evening. But in all those years, my dad never missed a day of work. And my mother, with seven children, had a meal on the table every single night. And she'd go weeks on end without repeating a recipe. Not for lack of memory, it wasn't that bad. But, you know, in the 1970s, when most of us thought dinner was something brown, something white, and something green, she was cooking Greek food and Asian food and, you know, Mexican food and Italian. She was just, oh, just loved to cook. And so we always, this group of siblings that have nothing in common but history. I mean, if I lined up the seven jobs of the seven of us, you'd go, okay, let a geneticist look at that mess and try and figure it out. We have nothing, no common interests. My older brother still just wants me to get rid of this religion stuff and go hunting with him. You can just see that, can't you? Maybe if he were in front of the gun, there's a possibility. We just see nothing eye to eye. It's that we just don't have anything in common. We get together and we all get along. And it's from those nights around table. And it's not that we were a family where anyone would say, what did you do today? It was more banter and this and that. But, you know, as we grew older, it might be trivial pursuits or uno. There was something around table that happened. And we don't agree on a lot of stuff, but we can get to the table. And that's the Emmaus journey, when we disagree. When someone says, oh, you've got it all wrong. Can we still get to the table? Because if we can't, there's no encounter, there's no chance of the encounter with Christ if we can't get to the table. Political terms, they can call it reaching across the aisle, but can we get to the table? Or is our identity, we're going to stop those people? Is the identity of everyone right now who we can stop in the world? And that's politically, that's religiously. I can't tell you the number of people who identify their Catholicism by the groups we're going to fight. We can all figure out who we'd like to be at war with. There are just so many possibilities nowadays. The choices are endless. Or we can say, how do we get to the table with the people we don't agree with on the journey? Can we listen and say, well, I don't agree, but there is some truth there. OK, that point they had. Most of us, again, no matter which side of a political or religious fence you were on, most of us had at least one or two topics that when they came up politically, we thought, oh, our candidate doesn't do real well on this. I hope they don't ask it tonight. Rather than saying, huh, maybe I should call my own candidates to correction. Our tribal identity was too strong. And I always say every year at the Feast of the Holy Family, the only family that's truly holy is the one that includes every member of humanity. How big is our tribe? Religion invites us to belong to something larger. And I think we're at a crisis because people are trying to find their identities in something smaller. It's just cleaner. It's easier. A community of three people is so much less difficult than a church of one billion. What are we willing to belong to? And how large? If I need to be always right, I'm thinking a community of one. And even we don't agree all the time. That'll scare you. If I need to agree, my tribe will be minuscule. If I can disagree on the journey and still get to the table, our tribe could be larger. With the help of God, it could be universal. We could finally see the Eucharist, but we won't get there until we can enjoy the journey with those with whom we may never agree. Agreeing and respecting are two different things. Agreement will get us all sorts of things in the world. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to the Lord.
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That very day, the first day of the week,
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two of Jesus' disciples were going
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to a village seven miles from Jerusalem called Emmaus,
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and they were conversing about all the things that
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had occurred.
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And it happened that while they were conversing and debating,
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Jesus himself drew near and walked with them,
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but their eyes were prevented from recognizing him.
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He asked them, what are you discussing
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as you walk along?
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They stopped, looking downcast.
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One of them, named Cleopas, said to him in reply,
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are you the only visitor to Jerusalem
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who does not know of the things that have taken place there
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in these days?
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And he replied to them, what sort of things?
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They said to him, the things that
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happened to Jesus, the Nazarene, who
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was a prophet mighty in deed and word
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before God and all the people.
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How our chief priests and rulers both handed him
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over to a sentence of death and crucified him.
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But we were hoping that he would be the one to redeem Israel.
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And besides all this, it is now the third day
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since this took place.
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Some women from our group, however, have astounded us.
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They were at the tomb early in the morning
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and did not find his body.
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They came back and reported that they had indeed
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seen a vision of angels who announced that he was alive.
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Then some of those with us went to the tomb
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and found things just as the women had described,
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but him they did not see.
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And he said to them, oh, how foolish you are.
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How slow of heart to believe all that the prophets spoke.
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Was it not necessary that Christ should suffer these things
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and enter into his glory?
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Then beginning with Moses and all the prophets,
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he interpreted to them what referred
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to him in all the scriptures.
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As they approached the village to which they were going,
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he gave the impression that he was going on farther.
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But they urged him, stay with us, for it is nearly evening
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and the day is almost over.
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So he went in to stay with them.
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And it happened that while he was with them at table,
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he took bread, said the blessing, broke it,
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and gave it to them.
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With that, their eyes were opened,
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and they recognized him, but he vanished from their sight.
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Then they said to each other, were not our hearts
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burning within us while he spoke to us on the way
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and opened the scripture to us?
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So they set out at once and returned to Jerusalem,
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where they found gathered together the 11
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and those who were with them, who
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were saying the Lord has truly been raised
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and has appeared to Simon.
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Then the two recounted what had taken place on the way
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and how he was made known to them in the breaking of bread.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The author of the fourth gospel, who is called John,
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we are not quite sure who he was or whether it was even
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a single person, but you know, it comes out of,
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we get a word from John, Johannine.
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It comes from this Johannine community,
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this Johannine tradition.
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And it's a gospel written to the Greeks.
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And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a line
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And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a launching
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into a teaching a different culture
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about the importance of that Semitic meal ritual.
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You know, for us as the church, we
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talk about it very much as the breaking
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of the bread and the Eucharist.
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And even by the time of John, I'm
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not sure the Eucharist with the theology we have in place
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was a reality back then.
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They were still reenacting the meal and, you know,
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Trinity and all of these other things
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start to grow out of the community at a different pace.
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So while many people nowadays will tell you,
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this is all about that moment of the breaking of the bread,
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that's definitely one climax of the story.
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But we miss, very often, the journey that gets them there.
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Because many people have taken this to say, you know,
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when people come, they'll, you know,
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people who have never been to a church,
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it doesn't matter what is said.
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It doesn't matter about the community.
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It doesn't matter about the prayers.
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It doesn't matter about what they're doing in the world.
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They'll recognize him in that ritual.
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And then, so what do we do when people come and go, eh?
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He held up something that, you know,
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for someone who's not Christian, they'd probably say,
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you know, show me a miracle.
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Whatever that is, turn it into bread.
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Because it doesn't even look like that.
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You know, it's, I, if you serve that at dinner,
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people would not be pleased.
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If it were bread, you know, I'm always, I always think,
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well, we call it bread, but I wouldn't leave bread
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in that tabernacle for weeks on end and serve it.
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You know, I mean, I might, it would depend on the dinner.
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But, you know, you've got this sense of what would you do?
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So people come and they think,
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well, what if the ritual doesn't hit them?
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Many of you know, I have a branch of my family
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that is in the Mormon church, and, which means,
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I didn't get through my teenage years
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without lots of visits from elders.
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And I think I succeeded in irritating most of them.
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But, you know, the pitch of that evangelical thrust
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is usually the same, which is, you know,
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we would like you to read the Book of Mormon.
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And, you know, when you read this,
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trust me, the Spirit will talk to you.
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You'll be converted.
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And so I read it, and I said,
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so what if, what if it didn't hit me?
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I read it, I didn't get,
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I didn't get my big runner's high moment.
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And the answer, well, you know,
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I think we can help you pray for you.
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In other words, if this hits you, it hits you,
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and see, our theology is proven.
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If it doesn't, we'll figure out what's wrong with you
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until it does.
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And that's often what we do at the Eucharist.
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You'll watch us receive communion,
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and you'll see Jesus.
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And I'm not sure we really even believe that experientially.
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I don't think we've seen it.
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I don't think we've talked about Catholicism to people.
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And then years later, they finally saw the ritual
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and went, that's it.
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We're taught about the ritual,
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and that's really what this is about.
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It's not about a magic moment that will,
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you know, the Holy Spirit, William Barclay once said,
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the Holy Spirit is not a gate crasher
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that will bust into your heart and control you
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whether you like it or not.
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You know, it's, so how do we bring people to the Eucharist?
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And the story has more to do with the windup.
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Here we have these two people on the road
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who have just gone through, you know,
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probably the most emotional rollercoaster of their life.
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You know, they've been through these great times with Jesus
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and the Last Supper and, you know,
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then the horrible Good Friday,
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and then, you know, they're hearing whispers of resurrection
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and they're all over the place.
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And they run into someone who seems to be
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unaware of anything going on.
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So they fill him in and say,
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here's what's happened this week.
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Here's what we've experienced.
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And he says, eh, I think you've got it all wrong.
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And he starts really kind of taking them to task.
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Oh, you know, I mean, I think when I've just met someone
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on the road, oh, how slow and foolish you are.
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It's not a great opening to dialogue.
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The story has Jesus, you know, the way the story's written,
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and that's why you have to understand this culture,
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when we hear it in modern terms, we go,
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diplomatic skill's not so good in this story.
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But they listen to him.
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They listen to the content.
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It's clear he's not thinking like they are.
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And at the end of the journey, he's going on
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and they're going in for the night.
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And that, I think, is the graced moment.
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Here we have travelers who, even in the midst of everything
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they've gone through, encounter someone
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who clearly challenges them on all of their beliefs.
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And their response is, well, come have dinner with us.
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Let's continue this.
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They're open to the experience of Jesus at that moment.
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He didn't pull up the bread and magically hit them
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with the scales falling from their eyes,
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and they can now see the truth, because the miracle
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of the meal, but the miracle of the openness.
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You can imagine.
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I mean, we look at our church, we look at our country,
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and when someone comes at us saying,
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I actually think the way the other side does, we go,
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thank you, I've got dinner with friends tonight.
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You know, I can't tell you how many people have said to me,
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well, you know, I don't know what to do with my best friend
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because they're a Democrat or they're a Republican.
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And we just can't talk anymore.
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The Emmaus journey is not a journey
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between a bunch of people who all think alike.
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What gets them to the table is their ability
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to be open to something beyond their own way of thinking.
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In politics today, they talk a lot
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about people in their bubbles.
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I like to talk a lot about people in their tribal thinking.
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They all have their favorite tribe.
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Either their favorite tribe is Catholic or Republican
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or Democrat or Protestant, and it gets narrower and narrower.
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And it's, well, it's got to be, it's not just Republican.
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I'm an alt-right, alt-conservative Catholic.
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I am a super liberal social justice Methodist.
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And the smaller we get our tribe,
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because I think what's happened is both our church
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and our country have grown large enough
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that we can no longer tap into that for identity.
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We all want something smaller to belong to.
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So we'll say we're proud to be Americans,
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but first I edited all the Americans
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who disagree with me out of my mind,
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and I'm very proud to be what's left.
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And both sides do that.
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Both sides are not very proud of the other side
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of the fence right now.
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You know, I am proud to be one of my kind of Americans.
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It just doesn't have the same sort of ring, does it?
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I'm very proud to be my kind of Catholic.
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The rest of you I'm a little concerned about,
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but I am very proud.
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Because our need for identity,
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it just doesn't get met right now by such a large group.
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And we don't think alike, and we've lost the ability to say,
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hey, of course we don't think alike.
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That doesn't mean we don't support each other.
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Now, in small groups, this can work.
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Not every family, but there are.
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I've encountered over a dozen healthy families in 20 years.
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I mean, there are healthy families out there
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who disagree radically,
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and they don't stop supporting each other.
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They don't wish ill on one another.
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They just disagree.
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And probably it's stronger.
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I worry about the younger generations now
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that don't have that experience of sitting around table
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night after night after night, you know?
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Or they're sitting around table, but by themselves.
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Because, you know, there was three soccer practices,
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two piano lessons, and, you know.
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We, that idea that, you know, one of the things,
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I've told you both my parents were severe,
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severe alcoholics that really got their lives together
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later in life.
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And so the years that I was growing up,
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there wasn't a lot of bonding,
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but they were high-functioning alcoholics.
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And in their generation,
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alcoholism was kind of a social skill.
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So, you know, I don't harbor anger there.
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There's a lot of relational things that didn't happen.
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So there's some closeness that might have happened
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when I was eight or nine that didn't.
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But when I look at that dynamic
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of how high-functioning they were,
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and I mean, they might be passed out by seven in the evening.
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But in all those years, my dad never missed a day of work.
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And my mother, with seven children,
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had a meal on the table every single night.
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And she'd go weeks on end without repeating a recipe.
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Not for lack of memory, it wasn't that bad.
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But, you know, in the 1970s,
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when most of us thought dinner was something brown,
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something white, and something green,
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she was cooking Greek food and Asian food
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and, you know, Mexican food and Italian.
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She was just, oh, just loved to cook.
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And so we always, this group of siblings
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that have nothing in common but history.
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I mean, if I lined up the seven jobs of the seven of us,
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you'd go, okay, let a geneticist look at that mess
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and try and figure it out.
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We have nothing, no common interests.
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My older brother still just wants me
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to get rid of this religion stuff
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and go hunting with him.
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You can just see that, can't you?
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Maybe if he were in front of the gun, there's a possibility.
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We just see nothing eye to eye.
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It's that we just don't have anything in common.
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We get together and we all get along.
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And it's from those nights around table.
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And it's not that we were a family
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where anyone would say, what did you do today?
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It was more banter and this and that.
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But, you know, as we grew older,
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it might be trivial pursuits or uno.
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There was something around table that happened.
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And we don't agree on a lot of stuff,
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but we can get to the table.
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And that's the Emmaus journey, when we disagree.
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When someone says, oh, you've got it all wrong.
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Can we still get to the table?
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Because if we can't, there's no encounter,
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there's no chance of the encounter with Christ
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if we can't get to the table.
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Political terms, they can call it reaching across the aisle,
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but can we get to the table?
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Or is our identity, we're going to stop those people?
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Is the identity of everyone right now
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who we can stop in the world?
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And that's politically, that's religiously.
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I can't tell you the number of people
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who identify their Catholicism by the groups
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we're going to fight.
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We can all figure out who we'd like to be at war with.
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There are just so many possibilities nowadays.
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The choices are endless.
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Or we can say, how do we get to the table with the people
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we don't agree with on the journey?
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Can we listen and say, well, I don't agree,
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but there is some truth there.
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OK, that point they had.
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Most of us, again, no matter which
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side of a political or religious fence you were on,
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most of us had at least one or two topics
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that when they came up politically,
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we thought, oh, our candidate doesn't do real well on this.
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I hope they don't ask it tonight.
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Rather than saying, huh, maybe I should call my own candidates
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to correction.
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Our tribal identity was too strong.
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And I always say every year at the Feast of the Holy Family,
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the only family that's truly holy
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is the one that includes every member of humanity.
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How big is our tribe?
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Religion invites us to belong to something larger.
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And I think we're at a crisis because people
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are trying to find their identities
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in something smaller.
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It's just cleaner.
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It's easier.
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A community of three people is so much less difficult
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than a church of one billion.
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What are we willing to belong to?
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And how large?
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If I need to be always right, I'm
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thinking a community of one.
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And even we don't agree all the time.
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That'll scare you.
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If I need to agree, my tribe will be minuscule.
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If I can disagree on the journey and still get to the table,
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our tribe could be larger.
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With the help of God, it could be universal.
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We could finally see the Eucharist,
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but we won't get there until we can enjoy the journey
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with those with whom we may never agree.
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Agreeing and respecting are two different things.
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Agreement will get us all sorts of things in the world.
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Mutual respect will get us to the table.
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Fr. Pat’s homily centers on the Emmaus story as a Fr. Pat’s homily centers on the Emmaus story as a profound lesson not simply about the Eucharist as a ritual, but about the journey of openness, dialogue, and relationship that leads to true encounter with Christ. He challenges the notion that the breaking of the bread alone is the magic moment of recognition, arguing instead that the real miracle lies in the disciples' willingness to walk with and listen to someone who challenges their thinking. Fr. Pat draws a parallel between the disciples’ openness and the current cultural and ecclesial fragmentation, where identity is often rooted in narrow tribal affiliations. He calls for a broader, more inclusive spiritual identity—one that embraces disagreement and difference as essential components of community. The Emmaus journey teaches us that real communion requires the courage to stay at the table, even with those who see the world differently.
In greater detail, Fr. Pat explores the Emmaus narrative from Luke’s Gospel not solely as a Eucharistic text, but as a model for how faith is formed through relationship and openness. He points out that while many interpret the climax of the story to be the recognition of Jesus in the breaking of the bread, the true transformative moment may lie in the disciples’ decision to invite the stranger—who has just challenged their beliefs—to stay with them for a meal. This act of hospitality and vulnerability opens the door to revelation. Fr. Pat uses this to critique a common assumption in both liturgical practice and evangelization: that the Eucharist, or any ritual, will automatically convert or convince. Instead, he argues, the Eucharist is not magic—it is the culmination of a relationship, of listening, of shared experience and openness.
He draws a comparison to how other religious traditions—like Mormon missionaries—assume that spiritual truth will automatically be "felt" if their sacred text is read. Similarly, Catholics sometimes assume that non-believers or disaffected Catholics will experience the presence of Christ simply by witnessing the Eucharist. But Fr. Pat suggests that unless people have been on a journey of listening, wrestling, and openness, the ritual itself may fall flat. He stresses that the Emmaus story teaches us that encounter with Christ is not built on agreement or uniformity of thought, but on shared willingness to walk together, to listen through disagreement, and to remain at the table.
Fr. Pat uses the metaphor of "the table" not just to refer to the Eucharistic table, but to the broader human and spiritual act of sitting together in community despite differences. He laments our current cultural and religious tendency to retreat into ever-smaller tribes—whether political, ideological, or religious—and how that shrinks our capacity for communion. He speaks of how many people now define their Catholicism or their national identity by who they oppose or exclude. Identity, he suggests, is increasingly formed by division rather than inclusion. This reflects a deep insecurity and a desire to belong to something small and manageable, rather than something universal and challenging.
Drawing from his own family experience—marked by difference, dysfunction, yet also deep bonds—Fr. Pat illustrates that unity does not require agreement, but repeated, habitual encounters around the table. He fondly recalls how, despite great differences in belief and lifestyle, his family could always come together around meals. That experience, he suggests, formed a kind of foundational relational theology: that communion happens not through sameness, but through shared presence and enduring connection. He worries that younger generations, who may lack regular communal meals and who are often isolated by hyperactivity or technology, might not develop the same capacity for shared life amid difference.
Politically and ecclesially, Fr. Pat critiques the impulse to define ourselves by who we are not—by the people we are ‘against.’ In this climate, reaching across the aisle or across the pew becomes harder. He challenges Catholics to ask whether we are truly forming communities capable of mutual respect, or simply echo chambers of agreement. He reminds us that the Holy Spirit does not force conversion or understanding; it works where there is openness. The Emmaus disciples did not recognize Christ because of a theological argument or a doctrinal statement, but because they walked, listened, questioned, and finally extended hospitality to someone who saw the world differently.
Ultimately, Fr. Pat suggests that if our Catholic identity is to be authentic and transformative, it must be universal, inclusive, and rooted in mutual respect, not tribal purity. The Emmaus story challenges us to walk with one another, especially with those we do not understand or agree with, and to remain open to the possibility that Christ is revealed not just in the breaking of the bread, but in the breaking open of our hearts along the journey. Only in this way can we truly become a Eucharistic people—those who are able to recognize Christ not just in ritual, but in relationship....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1039.3599853515625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked where the disciples were for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, Peace be with you. When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them, Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you. And when they had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, Receive the Holy Spirit, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained. Thomas, called Didymus, one of the twelve, was not with them when Jesus came. So the other disciples said to him, We have seen the Lord. But he said to them, Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hand and put my finger into the nail marks and put my hand into his side, I will not believe. Now a week later, his disciples were again inside and Thomas was with them. Jesus came, although the doors were locked, and stood in their midst and said, Peace be with you. Then he said to Thomas, Put your finger here and see my hands, and bring your hand and put it into my side and do not be unbelieving, but believe. Thomas answered and said to him, My Lord and my God. Jesus said to him, Have you come to believe because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and have believed. Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of his disciples that are not written in this book, but these are written so that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that through this belief you may have life in his name. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I can still hear one of my catechism teachers saying, Now don't be a doubting Thomas. It's the worst nickname given in history. Why do we even think of that? Doubting Thomas. No one ever talks about squabbling James and John. Certainly no one ever talks about denying Peter, also known as sinking Peter, also known as get thee behind me Satan Peter. But doubting Thomas. And so why? What was the horrible thing about his doubt? Well, because of his doubt, they had to endure a second visit from Jesus. What is the... When we read this story, because I think we have flipped this story on its head over the years to somehow make Thomas sort of a not quite the villain, but he's the dark edge of the story. And the others are all the heroes of the story. And why? Do you really think there's enough ego that the others in the room would say to themselves, Well, if I had been in that position, I'd have believed. There might be enough ego to get them there. We might have enough ego to get ourselves there. But picture the actual scene, and you know, I always think of, you know, if you got back and someone who you dearly loved had passed away, and you get back, say walk in on 11 of your frat brothers, and they say, We just saw Jesus. What's your first reaction? I knew this would happen when they legalized marijuana. What's your first reaction? Because if your first reaction is, I believe there's probably something wrong with you. Think about it. You've all lost people. If someone came to you and said, I saw him yesterday, they came back from the dead. Your first reaction is to go, Great! So, what is our issue with Thomas? I think the world needs more Thomases. Because, and the reason I think the story gets told is to kind of say, Oh, blessed are those people who just swallow whatever they're given, and don't ask questions. You can see, I mean, you can already see some early inklings in John's writing. Remember, John's writing is going to be, Oh, some would put it as late as a good 70 years after the resurrection. So, you have little hints like when John says, We're all gathered in this room for fear of the Jews. That is a horrible line. It's an awful line. Everyone in that little room was Jewish. The story only happens because one of the Jews got through. Jesus. So to refer to the people outside the room as the Jews, it's like saying that there is an undocumented person who is in a church, in sanctuary on the south end of this town, and she's there hiding from the Christians. It's true. Most of these ICE agents are Christian. Many of the people behind it at least claim to be Christian. But the people in the church helping her are also Christian. She is also Christian. So to refer to them as Christians would be coloring the story pretty dramatically and for an ugly intent. And that's what we get when we hear, Oh, for fear of the Jews. You can see this early anti-Semitism that only took 70 years to creep in. So, you know, you definitely have that sense that there is an agenda to the story which is, Oh, we don't want anyone doubting us, but there's a deeper journey that Thomas goes through from what in the legal jargon of the day and really in our own culture's legal jargon, he goes from being an unacceptable hearsay witness to a real witness. A real witness can tell you what they've seen, what they've heard. We're all called to be witnesses of faith, and most of us settle for being hearsay. Well, what do we believe? I believe in one God, the Father Almighty, Creator of Heaven and Earth. No, that's what a bunch of people in 325 believed. You know, I believe in consubstantiation. Let me look it up first and then I'll believe in it. We believe in words we don't even use. And we're not very in touch with what we've witnessed in our life. How we've seen faith work around us. We're not really good at getting in touch with our life of faith. You know, there are people who, you know, at Easter and Christmas we always talk about people who, oh, they didn't come to church since Christmas. And it's not a legal issue. It's not, oh, well, now they're in sin and they have to get to confession. Okay, there are people who that's their approach to church and maybe that's as far as they can get. But the real issue is, if they aren't part of the community, if the community isn't drawing them in on a regular basis, you almost wonder what the exercise of faith is. I like to stop in a couple times a year so people can tell me what I believe. Really? If you're not connected to the community, if the community's behavior isn't preaching God, then what connects people to faith? Most of us have very subtly and quietly rewritten our own faith history. Now there are those who have gone through different types of conversion in their life, but for most of us, we like to sort of heroically talk about our faith is the true faith, as though we went through some moment where we really understood our faith and came to this centered, grounded moment and experience of God, rather than the fact that most, the vast majority of us are Catholic because our parents were. We're Catholic through inertia. It doesn't sound quite as heroic. It doesn't give us quite that moral superiority in the world. You know? It's like when someone says, I'm proud to be an American. I mean, I get that you like the country, but most people who say that, I always want to say, and how did you accomplish that? I was born in the right place. I didn't do it. I never became an American. I know nothing else. That's, you know, American through inertia, which is okay. That's how most of us are. But then to put ourselves on a high horse and say, well, I belong to the right faith, it's kind of a tribalism. It's an arrogance that we shouldn't have, and we've rewritten our history to get there. We've told ourselves that there was a moment where we decided to become Christian. Now, many people do go through a moment where they decide to become Christian, or they're one, you know, flavor of Christian and decide to become Catholic. Those also happen most often through relationship. It's not, I was in a bookstore and the lives of the saints called to me and told me to be Catholic. I met people I trusted, my family, there are people in my life, and those relationships and seeing faith work in their lives brought me to a belief that this was a good community for me as well. It's very difficult for us to sort out how we get our truth. We've got, in this day and age, we've got our science and our religion so mixed up we don't know what to do. Science, religion, and most of us, quite frankly, science and religion are both secondary, politics comes first. I mean, you can now, especially when you get into issues like global warming, you can figure out someone's scientific approach by knowing their political tribe. I mean, most of us do not have we have minor knowledge of science. We have faith in scientists. You know, when a scientist, when they tell me that space is curved and the shortest distance between two points is no longer a straight line, I'm going to have to take that on faith. I do not see it. I'm going to have to assume they're smarter than me. I have to assume that about people a lot in the world, but but, you know, I mean, I don't see it. You know, when they get into string theory and tell me that things actually behave differently than we see, we either take that on theory or not. Most of us go to doctors all the time. And a doctor will tell us, here's what's wrong with you and here's the medicine. Now, there are those who will go out and research and research and research if it's important. I doubt there's any of you that, you know, that the OCD is so out of control that you go research before you take the antibiotic for your strep throat. But, do antibiotics help? I don't know. So, I trust the people I trust. Trust is always relationship based. And knowledge, we can go out and research, but knowledge is hard. It takes time. So, you know, there is some good that comes out of it. You know, I have, I have what I would consider the average American amount of knowledge when it comes to medicine. I've gotten most of my schooling in medicine from ER, Grey's Anatomy, and House. I wouldn't come to me for any surgical issues, you know. But think of all of us. Most of us got our legal training from Law and Order and Judge Judy. Now, what does it mean when, and I would say usually about six out of the nine fall into this, what does it mean when you look at the nine Supreme Court Justices, supposedly the best legal minds in the country, and you and I, who have seen a couple episodes of Law and Order, at least six of them we can usually tell ahead of time what their decision's going to be. Tells me they're probably not doing law, they're doing politics. We know that. Because if they were doing law, you and I, most of us would not have a clue where they're going to land. Because they're experts and we're not. But if someone says, oh, they're red, they're blue, those three are real problems. We're suspicious that they might be doing law. So I don't know what their answer will be. Most of us, where do we get our truth? How do we discover it? There is a level at which our faith is our communal experience of God. And so we do want to be part of the group that goes out and does work in the world, that goes out and does works of faith. Otherwise, we're just checking in to have someone else tell us what we believe and we walk out as a hearsay witness. You know, Thomas moves. He could have stayed in that first week. He could have gone, alright, if you guys say so. And he'd have been a hearsay witness his whole life. Instead, he stays and he asks questions. And he challenges. And he doesn't agree with everything until he's given his own experience of faith. Now he's a real witness. Most of us won't get the Jesus experience, but it doesn't mean we should take ourselves out of the equation, out of the fight. Most of us, you know, are content to be a little bit hearsay. What is a sacrament? Well, it's an outward sign of an inward grace in which the effective grace... Do you believe that? I'm not sure I even understand it. What is a sacrament? Tell me your experience of it. How has it changed your life? What does it do to us as a community? Why are people who have no idea of our faith see the baptism celebration and say, I want my child to go through that? Because they see the reaction of a community. I may have told you the story of Bill Breslin at Queen of Peace years ago, pastor there. I really do believe in a parish twice this size, he knew every single name. He couldn't get them with the right face, but he knew every single name. And he was really very good at it, but he saw these two people and he knew he recognized them at the parish picnic and he thought... And it's the first time I ever just saw him very honestly fess up and say, I know we see each other all the time. I don't remember your names. Oh, Bob and Ginny. Come on over. He felt so bad that he wanted to really make sure he knew them. So he gets them over at his table and if you've ever sat at a parish picnic with the pastor, you meet everyone in the parish within a few hours. Because everyone comes up and he was so excited. This is Bob and Ginny because he knew their names now. This is Bob and Ginny. And he could also use them. So when he didn't know your name, he'd say, Oh, this is Bob and Ginny. And if he didn't say anything, they'd say, Hi, we're Pete. And, you know, he'd get their names. And just his interactions with the people and their interactions with him. Turned out Bob and Ginny were just walking by. They weren't part of the parish. He recognized them because they lived down the street from us. And we saw him walk every morning. Two months later, they started the process of joining the church. They encountered the community. Whatever this faith is, this is what it's building. This is who my family is. It's why when Catholics come out of severely damaged families, they sometimes leave the faith. It's less often about church and more often about family. We all rebel against family in some ways. So everyone has those moments, but we want to be a community in the world that when people encounter the community, they can have an encounter of faith and of Christ that they can witness to rather than we'll teach them and they'll go out and do hearsay. The church doesn't need any more hearsay witnesses. What we need are people who experience their faith and we as a community have to help them to do that. To experience seeing God in the moment. To experience salvation in a community. To experience acceptance and love of more and more and more people. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On the evening of that first day of the week,
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when the doors were locked where the disciples were
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for fear of the Jews,
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Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them,
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Peace be with you.
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When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
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The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
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Jesus said to them, Peace be with you.
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As the Father has sent me, so I send you.
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And when they had said this,
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he breathed on them and said to them,
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Receive the Holy Spirit,
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whose sins you forgive are forgiven them,
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and whose sins you retain are retained.
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Thomas, called Didymus, one of the twelve,
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was not with them when Jesus came.
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So the other disciples said to him,
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We have seen the Lord.
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But he said to them,
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Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hand
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and put my finger into the nail marks
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and put my hand into his side,
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I will not believe.
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Now a week later,
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his disciples were again inside
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and Thomas was with them.
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Jesus came,
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although the doors were locked,
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and stood in their midst and said,
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Peace be with you.
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Then he said to Thomas,
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Put your finger here and see my hands,
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and bring your hand and put it into my side
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and do not be unbelieving, but believe.
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Thomas answered and said to him,
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My Lord and my God.
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Jesus said to him,
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Have you come to believe because you have seen me?
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Blessed are those who have not seen
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and have believed.
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Now Jesus did many other signs
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in the presence of his disciples that are not written
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in this book, but these are written
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so that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Christ,
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the Son of God,
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and that through this belief you may have life
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in his name.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I can still hear
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one of my catechism teachers
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saying, Now don't be a doubting Thomas.
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It's the worst
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nickname given in history.
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Why do we even
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think of that? Doubting Thomas.
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No one ever talks about
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squabbling James and John.
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Certainly no one ever
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talks about denying Peter, also known as
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sinking Peter, also known as get thee behind me
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Satan Peter.
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But doubting Thomas.
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And so why?
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What was the horrible thing about his
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doubt? Well, because of his
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doubt, they had to endure
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a second visit from Jesus.
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What is the...
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When we read this story, because I think we have
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flipped this story on its head over the years
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to somehow make
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Thomas sort of a
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not quite the villain, but
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he's the dark edge of the story.
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And the others are all the heroes of the story.
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And why?
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Do you really think there's enough ego
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that the others in the room would say
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to themselves, Well, if I
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had been in that position, I'd have believed.
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There might be enough
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ego to get them there.
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We might have enough ego to get ourselves there.
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But picture
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the actual scene, and
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you know, I always think of, you know,
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if you got back and someone
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who you dearly loved had
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passed away, and you get
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back, say walk in on
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11 of your frat brothers,
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and they say,
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We just saw Jesus.
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What's your first reaction?
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I knew
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this would happen when they legalized marijuana.
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What's
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your first reaction?
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Because if your first reaction
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is, I believe
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there's probably something wrong with you.
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Think about it.
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You've all lost people.
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If someone came to you and said, I saw him
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yesterday, they came back from the dead.
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Your first reaction is to go, Great!
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So, what is our issue
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with Thomas?
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I think the world needs more
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Thomases.
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Because, and the reason
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I think the story gets told is to kind of say,
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Oh, blessed are those
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people who just
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swallow whatever they're given,
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and don't ask questions.
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You can see,
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I mean, you can already see some early
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inklings in John's writing.
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Remember, John's writing is going to be,
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Oh,
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some would put it as late as a good 70 years
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after the resurrection.
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So, you have little hints
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like when John says,
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We're all gathered in this room for fear of the
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Jews.
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That is a horrible line.
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It's an awful line.
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Everyone in that little room was Jewish.
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The story only happens
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because one of the Jews got
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through. Jesus.
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So to refer to the people outside
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the room as the Jews,
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it's like saying that
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there is
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an undocumented person
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who is in a church,
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in sanctuary on the south end of this town,
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and she's there hiding from
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the Christians.
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It's true.
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Most of these ICE agents
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are Christian.
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Many of the people behind it at least claim to be
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Christian.
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But the people in the church helping her are also
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Christian. She is also
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Christian. So to refer to them as Christians
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would be coloring the story
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pretty dramatically
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and for an ugly intent.
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And that's what we get when we hear,
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Oh, for fear of the Jews.
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You can see this early anti-Semitism
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that only took 70 years to creep in.
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So, you know,
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you definitely have
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that sense that there is
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an agenda to the story which is,
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Oh, we don't want
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anyone doubting us, but
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there's a deeper journey
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that Thomas goes through from
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what in the legal
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jargon of the day
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and really in our own culture's
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legal jargon, he goes
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from being an
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unacceptable hearsay
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witness to a real witness.
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A real witness can
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tell you what they've seen, what they've heard.
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We're all called to be witnesses
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of faith, and most
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of us settle for being
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hearsay. Well,
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what do we believe? I believe in one God, the
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Father Almighty, Creator of Heaven and Earth. No, that's what a bunch
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of people in 325 believed.
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You know, I believe in
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consubstantiation. Let me look it up
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first and then I'll believe in it.
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We believe in words we don't even use.
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And we're
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not very in touch with
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what we've witnessed in our life.
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How we've seen faith work
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around us. We're not
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really good at getting in touch
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with our life of faith.
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You know, there are people who, you know, at Easter
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and Christmas we always talk about people who,
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oh, they didn't come to church since Christmas.
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And it's not a legal
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issue. It's not, oh, well, now they're in sin
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and they have to get to confession.
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Okay, there are people who that's their approach to church
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and maybe that's as far as they can get.
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But the real issue
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is, if they aren't part of
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the community, if the community isn't drawing
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them in on a regular basis,
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you almost wonder what the exercise
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of faith is. I like to
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stop in a couple times a year so people can tell
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me what I believe.
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Really?
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If you're not connected to the community,
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if the community's behavior
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isn't preaching God,
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then what connects people
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to faith? Most of us
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have very
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subtly and quietly
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rewritten our own faith history.
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Now there are those who have gone
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through different types of conversion in their
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life, but for most of us,
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we like to sort of
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heroically talk about our faith is the
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true faith, as though we went
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through some moment where we
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really understood
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our faith and came to this
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centered, grounded moment and experience
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of God, rather than the fact
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that most, the vast majority
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of us are Catholic because our parents
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were. We're
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Catholic through inertia.
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It doesn't
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sound quite as heroic.
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It doesn't give us quite that moral
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superiority in the world.
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You know?
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It's like when someone says, I'm proud
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to be an American. I mean, I get that you like
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the country, but most people who say that,
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I always want to say, and how did you accomplish
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that?
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I was born in the right place.
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I didn't
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do it. I never became
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an American. I know nothing else.
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That's, you know, American
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through inertia,
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which is okay. That's how most of us are.
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But then to put ourselves
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on a high horse and say, well, I belong to the right
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faith, it's kind of a
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tribalism. It's an arrogance
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that we shouldn't have, and we've rewritten
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our history to get there. We've
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told ourselves that there was a moment
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where we decided to become
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Christian. Now, many people do go through
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a moment where they decide to become Christian, or
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they're one, you know, flavor of
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Christian and decide to become Catholic.
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Those also happen
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most often through relationship.
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It's not, I was in
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a bookstore and the lives of the saints
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called to me and told me to be Catholic.
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I met people I trusted,
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my family, there are people in my life, and
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those relationships
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and seeing faith work in their
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lives brought
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me to a belief that this was a good
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community for me as well.
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It's very difficult
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for us to sort out
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how we get our truth.
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We've got, in this day and age,
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we've got our science and our
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religion so mixed up we don't know what to do.
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Science, religion,
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and most of us, quite frankly,
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science and religion are both
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secondary, politics comes first.
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I mean, you can now,
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especially when you get into
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issues like global warming, you can figure
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out someone's scientific approach by
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knowing their political tribe.
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I mean,
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most of us do not have
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we have
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minor knowledge of science.
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We have faith in scientists.
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You know, when a scientist,
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when they tell me that space
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is curved and the shortest distance between
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two points is no longer a straight line,
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I'm going to have to take that on faith.
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I do not see it.
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I'm going to have to assume
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they're smarter than me.
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I have to assume that about people
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a lot in the world, but
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but, you know, I mean,
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I don't see it.
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You know, when they get into
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string theory and tell me that
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things actually behave differently than we see,
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we either take that on theory or not.
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Most of us go to doctors all the time.
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And a doctor will tell us,
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here's what's wrong with you and here's
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the medicine.
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Now, there are those who will go out and
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research and research and research
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if it's important.
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I doubt there's any of you
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that, you know, that the OCD is
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so out of control that you go research before
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you take the antibiotic for your strep throat.
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But,
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do antibiotics help? I don't know.
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So, I trust
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the people I trust.
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Trust is always relationship
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based.
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And knowledge, we can go out and research, but
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knowledge is hard. It takes time.
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So, you know, there is some good that comes out
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of it. You know, I have,
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I have what I would consider
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the average American amount
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of knowledge when it comes to medicine.
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I've gotten most of my
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schooling in medicine from
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ER, Grey's Anatomy, and House.
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I wouldn't come to me for any surgical
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issues, you know.
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But think of all of us.
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Most of us got our
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legal training from Law and Order and
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Judge Judy.
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Now, what does it mean
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when, and I would say
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usually about six out of the nine
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fall into this, what does it mean when you look
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at the nine
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Supreme Court Justices, supposedly
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the best legal
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minds in the country,
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and you and I, who have seen a couple
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episodes of Law and Order,
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at least six of them we can usually tell
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ahead of time what their decision's
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going to be.
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Tells me they're probably not doing law, they're doing
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politics. We know that.
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Because if they were doing law, you and
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I, most of us would not have a clue
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where they're going to land. Because
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they're experts and we're not.
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But if someone says, oh, they're red,
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they're blue, those three are
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real problems. We're
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suspicious that they might be doing law.
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So I
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don't know what their answer will be.
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Most of us,
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where do we get our truth?
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How do we discover it? There is
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a level at which our faith
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is our communal
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experience of God.
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And so we do want to be part
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of the group that goes out
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and does work in the world, that goes out and does
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works of faith.
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Otherwise, we're just
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checking in to have someone else tell us
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what we believe and we walk out
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as a hearsay witness.
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You know,
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Thomas moves. He could have stayed
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in that first week. He could have gone,
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alright, if you guys say so. And he'd have been
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a hearsay witness his whole life.
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Instead, he stays and he asks
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questions. And he
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challenges. And he doesn't agree
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with everything until
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he's given his own experience of faith.
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Now he's a real witness.
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Most of us won't get the Jesus
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experience, but it doesn't mean we should take
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ourselves out of the equation,
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out of the fight.
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Most of us, you know,
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are content to be a little bit
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hearsay. What is a sacrament?
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Well, it's an outward sign of an inward grace in which
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the effective grace...
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Do you believe that? I'm not sure I even understand
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it.
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What is a sacrament? Tell me your
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experience of it. How has it changed your life?
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What does it do to us as a community?
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Why are people who have no
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idea of our faith see the baptism celebration
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and say, I want my child to go through that?
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Because they see the reaction of a community.
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I may have told you the story
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of Bill Breslin at Queen of Peace
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years ago, pastor there.
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I really do believe
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in a parish twice this size, he knew
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every single name.
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He couldn't get them with the right face, but he knew
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every single name.
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And he was
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really very good at it, but
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he saw these two people and he knew he recognized
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them at the parish picnic and he thought...
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And it's the first time I ever just saw him very honestly
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fess up and say,
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I know we see each other all the time.
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I don't remember your names.
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Oh, Bob and Ginny.
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Come on over. He felt so bad that he wanted
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to really make sure he knew them. So he gets them
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over at his table and if you've ever sat at a
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parish picnic with the pastor,
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you meet everyone in the parish within a few
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hours. Because everyone comes up
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and he was so excited. This is Bob and Ginny
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because he knew their names now. This is Bob
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and Ginny. And he could also use them.
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So when he didn't know your name, he'd say,
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Oh, this is Bob and Ginny.
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And if he didn't say anything, they'd say, Hi, we're Pete.
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And, you know, he'd get their names.
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And just his interactions
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with the people and their interactions with him.
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Turned out Bob and Ginny were just walking by.
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They weren't part of the parish.
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He recognized them because they lived
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down the street from us.
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And we saw him walk every morning.
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Two months later, they started
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the process of joining the church.
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They encountered the community.
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Whatever this faith is, this is what it's building.
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This is who my family is.
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It's why when Catholics come out
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of severely damaged families,
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they sometimes leave the faith.
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It's less often about church
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and more often about family.
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We all rebel
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against family in some ways.
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So everyone has
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those moments, but we
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want to be a community in the world
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that when people encounter the community,
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they can have an encounter
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of faith and of Christ
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that they can witness to
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rather than we'll teach them and they'll go out
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and do hearsay.
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The church doesn't
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need any more hearsay witnesses.
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What we need are people
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who experience their faith
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and we as a community have to help them to do that.
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To experience seeing
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God in the moment. To experience
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salvation in a community. To experience
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acceptance and love of more
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and more and more people.
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I think
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the less hearsay we can do
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and the more faith we can truly
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witness and share,
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the larger the church gets
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and more importantly,
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the more connected to Christ.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of authentic, experiential faith over passive, inherited belief. He challenges the negative portrayal of “Doubting Thomas,” suggesting instead that Thomas represents a model for genuine discipleship—one that seeks personal encounter with Christ rather than relying solely on secondhand testimony. Father Pat critiques the ways in which many Christians, particularly Catholics, have come to rely on rote tradition and inherited identity, rather than personal experience and active engagement with a faith community. Through humor, historical insight, and pastoral reflection, he encourages believers to move from being “hearsay witnesses” to true witnesses of the living Christ, shaped by relationship, community, and lived experience.
In a deeper analysis of the homily, Father Pat begins with a reframing of the popular narrative surrounding Thomas the Apostle. Rather than condemning Thomas for his doubt, he portrays him as someone who had the courage to demand a personal encounter with Jesus—an act of integrity rather than weakness. Father Pat suggests that labeling Thomas as “doubting” is unfair, especially when we overlook the failures of other apostles, such as Peter’s denial or the ambition of James and John. Thomas, in fact, becomes the model of a true witness: not content to believe on the basis of others’ claims, he seeks truth through direct experience, and when he receives it, he makes the most profound confession of faith in the Gospel: “My Lord and my God.”
This contrast between hearsay and witness becomes the central metaphor for Father Pat’s critique of contemporary Christian practice. He argues that many believers simply inherit their faith through family or culture without ever deeply engaging in the transformative relationship that faith is meant to foster. Faith, in this context, is sustained by inertia, not by conviction or encounter. He likens this to national or cultural identity—many people are “proud to be American,” but that pride is often unearned, based on birthplace rather than achievement. Similarly, many Catholics claim their faith as a badge of honor without ever having chosen it intentionally or experienced its life-changing power.
Father Pat also challenges the Church’s tendency to emphasize doctrinal knowledge over relational faith. Reciting creeds and catechism definitions without understanding or experience, he suggests, turns believers into parrots of religious hearsay. Instead, he calls for a faith that is rooted in real-life encounters with grace, community, and the presence of God in the ordinary. He questions the effectiveness of a sacramental theology that is not embodied in community life, arguing that the visible celebration of sacraments—like baptism—can draw people to faith not because of theological explanations, but because of the witness of a loving, vibrant, and inclusive community.
He also addresses how language and historical context shape the Gospel narratives. He points out the problematic phrase “for fear of the Jews” in John’s Gospel, noting how this reflects an early Christian tendency toward anti-Jewish sentiment, even though Jesus and all his disciples were themselves Jewish. This, he argues, is a warning about how easily religion can be co-opted by tribalism, exclusion, and self-righteousness. The danger lies not only in rewriting history but in using faith to create boundaries rather than bridges.
Father Pat extends this critique to the broader cultural and political context, noting how both science and religion are often subordinated to political identity. He observes that for many people, truth is not pursued through rigorous inquiry or spiritual discernment, but is inherited from political tribes. Just as people trust doctors or scientists based on reputation or political alignment rather than deep understanding, so too do many accept religious doctrines without personal reflection or lived experience. True faith, he contends, requires relationship, trust, and the hard work of seeking, questioning, and witnessing.
In the end, Father Pat calls the Church to be a community that fosters real encounters with Christ, especially through love, service, and inclusion. He shares a story of a couple who were drawn to faith not by doctrine, but by the warmth and authenticity of a parish community. Their conversion was relational, not intellectual. This, he suggests, is the Church at its best—a place where people can experience the presence of God through others and come to faith not out of obligation or tradition, but through the compelling witness of a living, breathing body of Christ.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to move from passive belief to active discipleship. Like Thomas, we are invited to ask questions, seek encounter, and proclaim Christ not because we’ve been told to, but because we have seen and experienced Him ourselves. The world does not need more Christians who recite doctrine—it needs more people who live out their faith in ways that are tangible, credible, and transformative....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1039.4000244140625, "text": "The Lord be with you. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. At that time the Lord appointed suddenly two others whom he sent ahead of him in pairs to every town and place he intended to visit. He said to them the harvest was abundant but laborers are few. So asked the master of the harvest to send out laborers for his harvest. Go on your way behold I am sending you like lambs among wolves. Carry no money, bag, no sack, no sandals and greet no one along the way. Into whatever house you enter say peace to this household. If a peaceful person lives there your peace will rest on him but if not it will return to you. Stay in the same house and eat and drink what is offered to you for the laborer deserves his payment. Do not move about from one house to another whatever town you enter and they welcome you eat what is set before you. Cure the sick in it and say to them the kingdom of God is at hand for you. The Gospel of the Lord. This this gospel has a couple little hidden bombs in it that we don't notice because we're so removed from a culture that was 2,000 years ago across the world and we don't see the things. There were lines where the people of the day who first read this and heard Jesus say these things their heads would have blown up. They would they they would have they would have started putting up the cross themselves because it flew in the face of what they believed. Nothing is nothing is more threatening to people than someone with a different worldview and so where it comes down a couple places first and probably the most shocking to them is this for you and I this heartless little line you know that if they welcome you stay in their house. If they welcome you eat what they give you. You try telling that to a Catholic on a Friday during Lent. What what happened to keeping kosher? One of the first laws of keeping kosher was not simply what to eat but that you did not sit down at table and eat with people who themselves were not keeping kosher. So he's basically undoing a lot of the stuff not just that they have in in their faith but that was sort of the heroic ends of their faith. We don't really have these with with our dietary stuff but you know they have these great hero stories of the people who would rather die than be forced to eat pork. My aunt used to make pork like that but I mean you know this sort of this heroic you know the heroes of our faith they were not going to break kosher no matter what Jesus says. If they welcome you eat what they put in front of you. You and I cannot probably get our heads around how unnerving that was to the people who first heard this. The welcome and the sharing is going to be more important than I did everything right. We tend to think that we are we are good Catholics if we don't break any rules. It doesn't matter if we haven't made any friends helped anyone or ever give it to a charity. I got to mass on Sunday. We like to diminish our faith to the minutiae because it's easier. It's it's easier to have a list of things that you don't have to do. As I said you know people who their entire list of faith is what we don't do. The holiest person in the world is whoever's in a coma. You're not getting anything done but they aren't doing anything either. You know we have to get past this they're doing the wrong thing and the greatest expression of my faith can have is to tell other people what they're doing wrong. That's not the greatest expression of our faith. Whenever we hear someone say you know we have to stand up for our faith they're not talking about feeding the poor. We're visiting the lonely or you know helping those who are sick. That's how we stand up for our faith is we become you know Christian examples. I was at the back of mass a few weeks ago and someone I just overheard a conversation between two people and and and someone said oh well you know I'm going to my my daughter's wedding and it'll be worse. It's not the church but I'm going anyway and the friend said well good because no one ever brought anyone back to church by being judgmental. He thought he was confessing someone and they thought he was heroic. You know it's just no one brings people back to church by letting them know how bad they are. You know and and Jesus says so I'm gonna send you out and here's the thing I'm gonna first before I send you out to share your faith with anyone I'm gonna make you dependent on them. Don't bring he does say don't bring money but don't bring the money bag in other words you could whatever you didn't carry in your hands I don't want you to not have money for the day but I also don't want you to have money for tomorrow. You know and even says and don't try to make friends along the way when you get to where you're going if they invite you in you make friends with the people there and you stay in that house and you make that relationship work and what he's done is he said what he's basically said is you know take no arrogance with you because when you must depend upon people you're about to share faith with that that takes all of the arrogance right out of you. These people have already extended welcome to you and in those desert communities an extending welcome to you is saving your life. People didn't live out in the desert without welcome for days. You just you know this is why hospitality is such an important part of Middle Eastern culture because without it people die and and you know we hopefully don't get to the point where we're like well good back they gone. No this is this is a biblical you know absolute commandment of hospitality and so he says they welcome you be welcomed if they're peaceful people give them the peace you have in your heart and let's stay with them and and if if you know if they serve baby with the eggs are you in for a treat? No. You know it's a it's that that I you know it not to push away the welcome because I'm sorry I live a better life than that and he's like well you can you can do that and you might even they might even learn about your faith but they ain't gonna grace it. You aren't you aren't going to bring people in and and the thing he does demand that they take with them is the thing we missed because we get this list of don't take this don't take this don't take this but it's already told you the punchline which is ahead of time he says I'm sending you out two by two. Take a companion. Do not go the Christian journey alone. Take someone with you. Take many people with you. Most most the times when we share faith really share faith it's one-on-one. We're we're face-to-face with someone. We can share in groups and some of that is wonderful but even even people who have you know gone to like Bible studies and they say oh we sit around a table and share our faith. If someone says something to you that hits home you're gonna seek that person out later and have a deeper sharing. The real deep sharing tends to be one-on-one and Jesus sends them out because if all of this dependency doesn't keep them from being arrogant a good companion will and I always I would love to think that what the first thing he did was take every one of them find out how they voted and put every Democrat and Republican together. That's a Christian Dean and Jesus told you to walk together. I you know my parents generation everyone I knew seemed to be not in faith but in reality a real mixed marriage. A Democrat and a Republican. I mean all of my parents friends I by the time I was 13 I thought marriage was when God gave you someone to cancel out of your vote. You know because it wasn't well I'm I'm going out and as soon as I find someone who reflects me to me I will match and and and we will be in love. You know love is about an other another person you know it's it is someone who we have some things in common and we challenge each other and in the challenge there you know there there's actual growth there's actual reason to be together. You know if someone says oh we agree on everything I'm like I am near it's cheaper. You don't get as many ring presents but it's still you know I mean there's this it's it's good to have people in our lives the challenges so Jesus sends them out two by two and then starts taking away the things that could make them too independent. Don't take a bunch of extra money, don't take a bunch of extra clothes, don't take everything, don't walk into a town going I don't met these people I'm here to share my faith. We walk in and we say no no we walk in with complete humility and and we we cannot share our faith until we've heard theirs and it's not about religion, it's not about the teachings of a church or a community, it's sharing our faith and most of us have rarely articulated our faith. We rarely talk to anyone about it. You know our religion we talk about we talk about the church says this, the church says this, the church says this, why does the church say that? But why you what what problem need to believe and someone says well you know it's not ours to believe it the bishops say and you believe it what brought you to that belief? You can't say I believe in the bishops because the bishops told me. So what brought you to that belief? What brought you to belief in Jesus? What makes you experience God and grace in life? When is it most difficult to experience? It's fascinating how many people lose faith when life goes bad while at the same time so many people that's the experience that deepens their faith. And other people, joyous moments they can see God and other people think joyous moments is where their mind is thinking about God. They're just lost in the joy. Every person is a different image of God. I think we believe that you know we are all created in the image of God and as soon as we figure out what we all have exactly in common we'll understand what the image is. No. No. God is infinite. There are more possible images of God than there are people in all of history. And so when we encounter one another it's another image of God. It's another piece of the puzzle. And and we should talk about our experience of faith. In a few minutes we're going to get together and say here is the faith we hold in common. Listen to how vague those statements are. Because what we hold in common has a million different colors to it. You know I believe in one God the Father Almighty. That means a gazillion different things to a gazillion different people. And it has language that we can agree on but it doesn't it doesn't shape out exactly the same for each person. You know we sometimes think as I've mentioned before that you know that Pokes just throw out infallible teachings right and left. Last time the Pope threw out something for papal infallibility was in the 1950s. Papal infallibility has been exercised three times in history. And the first time was to define papal infallibility. So people who think that you know the Pope is just throwing things out right and left it's gonna rain tomorrow. If you're a Catholic you are required to carry an umbrella. No. That's not faith that's weather. You know. And the last thing he he defined that with one of the Pope's defined infallibility was the doctrine of the assumption of Mary. That Mary was assumed into heaven and he was so careful about it because he's supposed to make explicit something that has always been implied in the faith. That's just been there for centuries. They do not invoke infallibility on some hot topic of the week because they're they're not making explicit something that's always been in the faith. So in the 1950s the Pope was pressured into this because there were two roots fighting in the church. One believed that Mary at the end of her life died and went immediately to heaven and the others believe she immediately went to heaven without dying. Both had a long history in the church but they wanted him to absolutely define the assumption. So he had to find according to Catholic faith that Mary at the end of her earthly course was assumed into heaven body and soul. Didn't answer the question they wanted. Why? Because the Catholic faith held both. He wasn't trying to make new doctrine. I mean these statements we make are vague. So many people I know that will say I believe everything in there even consubstantial which I have no idea what it means but I believe it. These are words the community as he's chosen but your faith is something very individual and we have to find those groups with whom we can share that. We have to find people in our lives that we can talk about the deeper issues and our own experience and and there are no hard and fast edges on that. You know when someone says well I'll talk faith but not politics. You're never going to draw that line because our faith tells us how we should treat people and politics is sort of the communal agreements on how we treat people. How we treat each other. What are the rights of a community against the rights of an individual. You can't really separate you know faith from family dynamics. You can't separate you know faith from how we do things in the world and so we have to have commandments. We have to have people we share deeply and the more that we have even if the deepest conversations are always one-on-one. You're not always with the same person and the more we have the more images of God we access and and the more we start to understand who we're called to be together in the world and so we ask God make us a people who before we worry about whether and where do I have enough money and do I have enough clothing do I have enough things do I have enough power in the world do we have enough relationship. Who are the people you know the old the old saying no one takes a U-Haul to the cemetery. I know it's not you know I I think all of us have to know that everything everything we have in life we lose at death except relationships. Relationship of ourself, relationship with God, relationship with others. It's all we take with us and God asks us to start experiencing as fully as we can. You know power faith with one another. We can always experience spirituality all on our own but faith is a road we walk together or quite often a road we stop walking all to Him.", "segments": [{"id": 0, "seek": 0, "start": 0.0, "end": 8.640000343322754, "text": " The Lord be with you. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. At that
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time the Lord appointed suddenly two others whom he sent ahead of him in
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pairs to every town and place he intended to visit. He said to them the
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harvest was abundant but laborers are few. So asked the master of the harvest
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to send out laborers for his harvest. Go on your way behold I am sending you like
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lambs among wolves. Carry no money, bag, no sack, no sandals and greet no one
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along the way. Into whatever house you enter say peace to this household. If a
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peaceful person lives there your peace will rest on him but if not it will
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return to you. Stay in the same house and eat and drink what is offered to you
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for the laborer deserves his payment. Do not move about from one house to
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another whatever town you enter and they welcome you eat what is set before
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you. Cure the sick in it and say to them the kingdom of God is at hand for you.
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The Gospel of the Lord. This this gospel has a couple little hidden bombs in it
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that we don't notice because we're so removed from a culture that was 2,000
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years ago across the world and we don't see the things. There were lines where
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the people of the day who first read this and heard Jesus say these things
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their heads would have blown up. They would they they would have they would
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have started putting up the cross themselves because it flew in the face
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of what they believed. Nothing is nothing is more threatening to people than
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someone with a different worldview and so where it comes down a couple
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places first and probably the most shocking to them is this for you and I
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this heartless little line you know that if they welcome you stay in their house.
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If they welcome you eat what they give you. You try telling that to a Catholic
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on a Friday during Lent. What what happened to keeping kosher? One of the
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first laws of keeping kosher was not simply what to eat but that you did not
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sit down at table and eat with people who themselves were not keeping kosher.
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So he's basically undoing a lot of the stuff not just that they have in in
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their faith but that was sort of the heroic ends of their faith. We don't
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really have these with with our dietary stuff but you know they have these great
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hero stories of the people who would rather die than be forced to eat pork.
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My aunt used to make pork like that but I mean you know this sort of this
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heroic you know the heroes of our faith they were not going to break kosher no
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matter what Jesus says. If they welcome you eat what they put in front of you.
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You and I cannot probably get our heads around how unnerving that was to the
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people who first heard this. The welcome and the sharing is going to be
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more important than I did everything right. We tend to think that we are
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we are good Catholics if we don't break any rules. It doesn't matter if we
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haven't made any friends helped anyone or ever give it to a charity. I got to
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mass on Sunday. We like to diminish our faith to the minutiae because it's
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easier. It's it's easier to have a list of things that you don't have to do. As I
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said you know people who their entire list of faith is what we don't do. The
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holiest person in the world is whoever's in a coma. You're not getting anything
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done but they aren't doing anything either. You know we have to get past this
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they're doing the wrong thing and the greatest expression of my faith can have
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is to tell other people what they're doing wrong. That's not the greatest
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expression of our faith. Whenever we hear someone say you know we have to stand up
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for our faith they're not talking about feeding the poor. We're visiting the
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lonely or you know helping those who are sick. That's how we stand up for our
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faith is we become you know Christian examples. I was at the back of mass a few
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weeks ago and someone I just overheard a conversation between two people and and
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and someone said oh well you know I'm going to my my daughter's wedding and
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it'll be worse. It's not the church but I'm going anyway and the friend said
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well good because no one ever brought anyone back to church by being judgmental.
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He thought he was confessing someone and they thought he was heroic. You know it's
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just no one brings people back to church by letting them know how bad they are.
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You know and and Jesus says so I'm gonna send you out and here's the thing I'm
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gonna first before I send you out to share your faith with anyone I'm gonna
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make you dependent on them. Don't bring he does say don't bring money but don't
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bring the money bag in other words you could whatever you didn't carry in your
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hands I don't want you to not have money for the day but I also don't want you to
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have money for tomorrow. You know and even says and don't try to make friends
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along the way when you get to where you're going if they invite you in you
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make friends with the people there and you stay in that house and you make that
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relationship work and what he's done is he said what he's basically said is you
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know take no arrogance with you because when you must depend upon people you're
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about to share faith with that that takes all of the arrogance right out of
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you. These people have already extended welcome to you and in those
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desert communities an extending welcome to you is saving your life. People didn't
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live out in the desert without welcome for days. You just you know this is why
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hospitality is such an important part of Middle Eastern culture because without
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it people die and and you know we hopefully don't get to the point where
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we're like well good back they gone. No this is this is a biblical you know
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absolute commandment of hospitality and so he says they welcome you be welcomed
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if they're peaceful people give them the peace you have in your heart and let's
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stay with them and and if if you know if they serve baby with the eggs are you in
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for a treat? No. You know it's a it's that that I you know it not to push away
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the welcome because I'm sorry I live a better life than that and he's like well
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you can you can do that and you might even they might even learn about your
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faith but they ain't gonna grace it. You aren't you aren't going to bring people
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in and and the thing he does demand that they take with them is the thing
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we missed because we get this list of don't take this don't take this don't
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take this but it's already told you the punchline which is ahead of time he says
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I'm sending you out two by two. Take a companion. Do not go the Christian
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journey alone. Take someone with you. Take many people with you. Most most the
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times when we share faith really share faith it's one-on-one. We're we're
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face-to-face with someone. We can share in groups and some of that is wonderful
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but even even people who have you know gone to like Bible studies and they say
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oh we sit around a table and share our faith. If someone says something to you
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that hits home you're gonna seek that person out later and have a deeper
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sharing. The real deep sharing tends to be one-on-one and Jesus sends them out
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because if all of this dependency doesn't keep them from being arrogant a
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good companion will and I always I would love to think that what the first thing
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he did was take every one of them find out how they voted and put every
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Democrat and Republican together. That's a Christian Dean and Jesus told you to
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walk together. I you know my parents generation everyone I knew seemed to be
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not in faith but in reality a real mixed marriage. A Democrat and a Republican. I
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mean all of my parents friends I by the time I was 13 I thought marriage was
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when God gave you someone to cancel out of your vote. You know because it wasn't
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well I'm I'm going out and as soon as I find someone who reflects me to me I
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will match and and and we will be in love. You know love is about an other
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another person you know it's it is someone who we have some things in
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common and we challenge each other and in the challenge there you know there
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there's actual growth there's actual reason to be together. You know if
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someone says oh we agree on everything I'm like I am near it's cheaper. You
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don't get as many ring presents but it's still you know I mean there's this it's
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it's good to have people in our lives the challenges so Jesus sends them out
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two by two and then starts taking away the things that could make them too
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independent. Don't take a bunch of extra money, don't take a bunch of extra clothes,
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don't take everything, don't walk into a town going I don't met these people I'm
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here to share my faith. We walk in and we say no no we walk in with complete
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humility and and we we cannot share our faith until we've heard theirs and it's
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not about religion, it's not about the teachings of a church or a community,
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it's sharing our faith and most of us have rarely articulated our faith. We
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rarely talk to anyone about it. You know our religion we talk about we talk about
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the church says this, the church says this, the church says this, why does the
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church say that? But why you what what problem need to believe and someone says
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well you know it's not ours to believe it the bishops say and you believe it
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what brought you to that belief? You can't say I believe in the bishops
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because the bishops told me. So what brought you to that belief? What brought
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you to belief in Jesus? What makes you experience God and grace in life? When is
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it most difficult to experience? It's fascinating how many people lose faith
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when life goes bad while at the same time so many people that's the
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experience that deepens their faith. And other people, joyous moments they can see
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God and other people think joyous moments is where their mind is thinking
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about God. They're just lost in the joy. Every person is a different image of God.
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I think we believe that you know we are all created in the image of God and as
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soon as we figure out what we all have exactly in common we'll understand what
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the image is. No. No. God is infinite. There are more possible images of God
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than there are people in all of history. And so when we encounter one another
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it's another image of God. It's another piece of the puzzle. And and we should
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talk about our experience of faith. In a few minutes we're going to get together
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and say here is the faith we hold in common. Listen to how vague those
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statements are. Because what we hold in common has a million different colors to
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it. You know I believe in one God the Father Almighty. That means a gazillion
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different things to a gazillion different people. And it has language that we can
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agree on but it doesn't it doesn't shape out exactly the same for each person. You
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know we sometimes think as I've mentioned before that you know that
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Pokes just throw out infallible teachings right and left. Last time the
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Pope threw out something for papal infallibility was in the 1950s.
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Papal infallibility has been exercised three times in history. And the first
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time was to define papal infallibility. So people who think that you know the
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Pope is just throwing things out right and left it's gonna rain tomorrow. If
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you're a Catholic you are required to carry an umbrella. No. That's not faith
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that's weather. You know. And the last thing he he defined that with one of the
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Pope's defined infallibility was the doctrine of the assumption of Mary. That
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Mary was assumed into heaven and he was so careful about it because he's
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supposed to make explicit something that has always been implied in the faith.
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That's just been there for centuries. They do not invoke infallibility on some
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hot topic of the week because they're they're not making explicit something
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that's always been in the faith. So in the 1950s the Pope was pressured into
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this because there were two roots fighting in the church. One believed that
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Mary at the end of her life died and went immediately to heaven and the
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others believe she immediately went to heaven without dying. Both had a long
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history in the church but they wanted him to absolutely define the assumption.
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So he had to find according to Catholic faith that Mary at the end of her
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earthly course was assumed into heaven body and soul. Didn't answer the question
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they wanted. Why? Because the Catholic faith held both. He wasn't trying to make
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new doctrine. I mean these statements we make are vague. So many people I know
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that will say I believe everything in there even consubstantial which I have
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no idea what it means but I believe it.
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These are words the community as he's chosen but your faith is something very
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individual and we have to find those groups with whom we can share that. We
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have to find people in our lives that we can talk about the deeper issues and our
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own experience and and there are no hard and fast edges on that. You know
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when someone says well I'll talk faith but not politics. You're never going to
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draw that line because our faith tells us how we should treat people
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and politics is sort of the communal agreements on how we treat people. How we
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treat each other. What are the rights of a community against the rights of an
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individual. You can't really separate you know faith from family dynamics. You
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can't separate you know faith from how we do things in the world and so we have
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to have commandments. We have to have people we share deeply and the more
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that we have even if the deepest conversations are always one-on-one.
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You're not always with the same person and the more we have the more images of
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God we access and and the more we start to understand who we're called to be
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together in the world and so we ask God make us a people who before we worry
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about whether and where do I have enough money and do I have enough clothing do I
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have enough things do I have enough power in the world do we have enough
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relationship. Who are the people you know the old the old saying no one takes a
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U-Haul to the cemetery. I know it's not you know I I think all of us have to
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know that everything everything we have in life we lose at death except
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relationships. Relationship of ourself, relationship with God, relationship with
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others. It's all we take with us and God asks us to start experiencing as fully
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as we can. You know power faith with one another. We can always experience
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spirituality all on our own but faith is a road we walk together or quite often a
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road we stop walking all to Him.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the radical hospit Father Pat’s message centers on the radical hospitality, vulnerability, and relational nature of the Christian mission as outlined in the Gospel of Luke. He emphasizes that Jesus sends his disciples not with power or provision, but in humility and dependence, challenging religious and cultural norms. The essence of faith, according to Father Pat, lies not in rule-following or judgment, but in shared humanity, mutual dependence, and deep, personal connection with others. He critiques the tendency to reduce religion to a checklist of prohibitions and instead calls for a lived, relational faith that embraces the diversity of God's image in each person and values spiritual growth through relationship, dialogue, and vulnerability.
The detailed message Father Pat presents unfolds in layers of scriptural insight, cultural critique, and pastoral wisdom. Beginning with the Gospel passage from Luke, he draws attention to Jesus’ instruction for the seventy-two disciples: they are to go out in pairs, carry no money, no bag, no sandals, and accept the hospitality of strangers. Far from being a simple missionary directive, Father Pat reveals how subversive and transformative these instructions were in their original context. For a first-century Jewish audience deeply committed to ritual purity and dietary laws, the command to "eat whatever is set before you" would have been scandalous. It undermined cherished boundaries, especially the prohibition against eating with those who did not observe kosher laws. In doing so, Jesus prioritized relationship and welcome over religious purity—effectively shifting the foundation of holiness from separation to connection.
Father Pat contrasts this with the contemporary Catholic experience, where faith can often be reduced to rule-following and moral policing. He critiques the notion that holiness is defined by abstention—what we don’t do—rather than by the active embodiment of love, mercy, and justice. He uses humor and lived examples—like the person who thought they were being virtuous by avoiding their daughter’s non-church wedding—to illustrate the futility of judgmentalism in evangelization. “No one ever brought anyone back to church by being judgmental,” he quips, pointing instead to the power of presence, compassion, and humility.
One of the most profound points Father Pat makes is about the structure of the missionary journey: Jesus sends them out two by two. In this seemingly minor detail, Father Pat finds deep theological meaning. Faith, he argues, is not a solitary journey. Christianity is not meant to be lived in isolation. Companionship on the road—especially with those who challenge our perspectives—is essential. He humorously imagines Jesus pairing Democrats and Republicans together to emphasize the need for spiritual relationships that are both affirming and challenging. Such pairings ensure that we don’t become self-righteous or arrogant in our faith-sharing, because a good companion will keep us grounded and accountable.
Father Pat also explores the theological implications of dependence. Jesus commands his disciples not to bring provisions for the journey—not even extra money for tomorrow. This forces them into a posture of vulnerability and reliance on the very people they are sent to evangelize. In doing so, Jesus inverts the power dynamic: the evangelizer becomes the guest, the needy one. This dependence strips away arrogance and fosters genuine human connection. In the harsh reality of desert life, hospitality was not a nicety—it was life-saving. And Jesus commands his disciples to accept it with gratitude, even if it comes in forms that challenge their preferences or traditions.
The emphasis on peace is another cornerstone of Father Pat’s reflection. The disciples are to greet each house with peace, and if the household is peaceful, the peace will rest there; if not, it will return. This dynamic of peace-giving and peace-receiving is relational, not coercive. It respects the freedom of the other and centers the mission not on conversion through argument but on the offering of peace and presence.
Father Pat also challenges the modern Catholic tendency to define faith solely through doctrine or institutional identity. He underscores the importance of articulating one’s personal faith—not merely repeating what the Church teaches, but reflecting on why one believes, how one experiences grace, and when faith is most and least accessible. He points out that many Catholics can recite creeds and doctrines they don’t understand—“even consubstantial, which I have no idea what it means, but I believe it”—yet struggle to express a personal relationship with God. Faith, he insists, is not merely assent to abstract truths but a lived encounter, shaped by our stories, struggles, and relationships.
Finally, Father Pat touches on the eternal significance of relationships. Material possessions, status, and achievements do not follow us beyond death. What endures are relationships—our relationship with God, with ourselves, and with others. These are the treasures we carry into eternity. Thus, the Christian life must prioritize relationship over possession, connection over division, and humility over self-reliance.
In essence, Father Pat calls for a deeply relational, incarnational spirituality—one that mirrors Jesus’ own approach. Evangelization is not about convincing others through argument or moral superiority, but about walking alongside them, receiving from them, and sharing the peace and presence of Christ in humility and love. True faith is not rigid adherence to rules, but the courage to be vulnerable, the willingness to grow through challenge, and the grace to recognize God’s image in every person we meet....
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The Courage to Truly See
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2024-10-06
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Immediately he received his sight and followed him on the way. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise be to you, Lord Jesus Christ. This gospel, and many of the miracle stories, probably the greater bulk of the miracle healing stories, have to do with sight and hearing. There are two, I think, don't check me on it, but I think there are two stories about mute. But one of them is a deaf mute, and his hearing is healed, and then his speaking, almost as though Jesus is saying we should listen before we speak. Crazy concept. And the other is a man possessed by a mute spirit. Now, people talk back and forth, does that mean he was mute, or that there was something muting his spirit, or what that means. But it's an interesting idea that so many of these stories are around hearing and seeing. Because especially, and this is Mark's gospel, but especially by the time you get to John's gospel, this sight is really not about seeing with the eye, it's about wisdom, it's about opening our eyes to what goes on around us. In the story, not Bartimaeus, but the story of the man born blind. I always love that phrase. The man born blind, because you know who else is born blind. Everyone, no one comes out of the womb going, that was amazing! We come out with our eyes closed. And opening takes time. There may be once in a great while they say, oh, someone comes out with their eyes open. And then it turns out those people are in mental institutions. But they come out, we come out blind. We are all born blind. And then we learn to see, to some extent. But learning to see more deeply can take longer and longer. It occurs to me whenever I get to these types of stories, that it took me years, and I know that years from now I'll look back and say I wasn't there yet now. I see things in scripture that I never saw, because most of us open scriptures, and if our knowledge of scripture is a little bit passing here and there, and we haven't taken tons of time with it, we will see what we were told to see, not what's on the page. And I go back and forth. Even this, this never struck me as odd until about, oh, I don't know, maybe ten years ago. Bartimaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus. Now, in Hebrew, Bartimaeus means the son of Timaeus. So, son of Timaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus. Clearly, even Mark, this earliest gospel, is already starting to write for people who don't know Hebrew anymore, who don't understand. And also, it's just the way language develops. No one, if I say that this is, you know, we know now that Johnson no longer means the son of John, but that is the origin of that last name, and any of those last names that end in son. So, some of it is just normal, you know, sort of development of language, but you just don't see those things. You also don't see exactly what's on the page. It took me years before I read the Adam and Eve story for the first time, and, you know, the Adam and Eve story is the one we all know. When someone says, tell us about creation in the Bible, almost no one goes to the God said, let there be light, and there was light. They go to the older story. It's a much more primitive story. It's the story where God is not omniscient and all powerful, all knowing, because he doesn't know why Adam's naked, and he doesn't know, well, who told you you could eat meat? He asks a lot of questions for an all-knowing God. It's our earliest vision, and later on, almost 500 years later, we get, let there be light, and we don't know that because the final editor put let there be light as the first chapter, so we said, which one comes first? Well, which one was written first, or which one got put in an earlier chapter? So this early story, we have to take it as an early story, but when I, about 15 years ago, reading it, and I go, so Eve wasn't actually around when God said, don't eat the fruit. God says to Adam, don't eat the fruit, before he creates Eve in that story. Now, this makes perfect sense with early religion, and for some people with religion today, but for early religion, so Eve's not around, so the story leads us to wonder where she heard don't eat the fruit? Probably from Adam. So what was the great sin, that she didn't listen to God, or she did not listen to a man? Back when the story was written, I would imagine the second one, luckily we're past that. I'm reading some stuff online that gets scary. And so there's stuff that you go, oh, that's right there in the story. How have I not seen that? Because the story I've been told actually takes precedence over what's right there in front of my eyes. We don't like to notice this. I'm going to be doing this a lot. I'm going to be doing this a lot today, so just get used to it. It's not a rash, I'm adjusting the microphone. This sigh, this ability to look at something you've seen forever and go, oh, never saw that before. It still happens almost every time I open up a page of scripture. I go, wait, look at what it actually says, rather than what I've been thinking it says all these years. Anyone ever try to proofread their own work? Every week I'm over there and the prayers of the faithful come and someone reads a prayer and I go, I read that 20 times. How did I miss that I didn't put a verb in that sentence? Because I read what I thought I wrote every time I go to proofread it. And we don't see what's right in front of us. Brene Brown calls this the rough draft. We have a rough draft of things in our head. We have a rough draft of how things go. So we see someone on the street and they're asking for money and someone in their mind says, yes, but if you give it to them they'll probably just spend it on alcohol. Well, you filled in an awful lot of a rough draft there. Well, anyone who starts a sentence with, well, you know, those people, those people are a whole group of individuals and they all have different ways of approaching the world and they don't all agree on things. I mean, you know, could you imagine anyone finding, this is going to make some sound, hold on. Oh, no, it didn't. Can you imagine anyone looking at your entire family and saying, oh, well, we know how they think. If there's four Dolans in a room there are five opinions. So it's, you know, I mean, but people do that. From the outside we look and we go, well, we know about those people. And we don't know that we've stopped seeing what's in front of us and we've got old voices, old ideas in our heads telling us what's going on and we will not look at what's in front of us. One of the things you do not ever get to see, unless you've got a missile in front of you and you're really paying attention, is where this falls, this story. This story literally, this is one of those moments that's absolutely sequential. Last week we ended with chapter 10, you know, verse 45 and we picked up at chapter 10, verse 46. And there's a little parallelism in there that we miss. When Jesus says exact words, what do you want me to do for you? We heard that last week because James and John came and said, we want you to do whatever we tell you. And he says, what do you want me to do for you? And we get, so we're getting contrasting stories. Last week was, we want you to give us authority and power. And Jesus says, wow, okay, no. This guy says, I want to see. Jesus says, got it. He wants, he's not interested in controlling the world, he actually wants to see it. What's going on? And it dovetails with what we talked about last week. Okay, what I talked about and you endured last week is how do we handle people who don't see the world the way we do? Do we see them? Do we actually want to know where their journey led them? Are we interested? Or nope, they're the enemy, I already know it, I'm right and they're wrong. It is one of the toughest lines to not cross between, you know, faithful certainty and arrogance. How do we become certain without becoming arrogant? Because it's a trick and a half. And I think, I don't think my faith ever calls me, and yours might be different, mine has never said, if you're faithful, Pat, you will know you're right about things. Unfortunately, I do say that to myself, but that is not pure faith. Faith is, I will never understand perfectly. There's always more to learn. There's always something out there, I wonder what I missed, I wonder what scripture I will open this year and go, what? It says what? And I always have people come to me and say, I've never heard that in scripture before. Now, we have a three-year cycle, you've heard it every three years. You just never heard it. We're called to see and hear what's in front of us, and the best we can do, so how do we fight this? My advice to people is, scripture will never guide your life as strongly as the filters through which you read it. The filters through which we read it will do more to guide our lives. Some people will read the same page of scripture, and some will come and say, it says right there, those people are going to hell, and the other will say, but down here it says don't judge people. The filter with which we read scripture. So know your filters, and own them. I must tell you, I am tired of looking at people online who say, well, God says, oh, does he? Have tea with him, did you? Well, it's in scripture. Oh, don't get me started there, because I can give you five scriptures that disagree. Yes, but God says the things I like in scripture. Know your filters. Know the paradigms and the sort of preexisting ideas that shape how you see the world. Most of us think that we see the world, and then we reconcile it with all this stuff. No. Matter of fact, there's a thing, it was really big in psychology, it was, I mean, they still believe it, it just wasn't quite so shiny and new, about 20, 25 years ago, what they called the amygdala hijack, which said when you see something from the visual cortex, it goes through the emotional center of your brain before it hits the cognitive center. Which means you will feel about it before you analyze it, and then you will tell yourself you analyzed it, and that's why you feel this way. It is so hard to kind of turn off the amygdala hijacker. I've probably told you this before, but I had a friend in college, and we're still friends, but he's really got, he struggles with racism. Or he doesn't, but all of us struggle with his racism. And he'll tell you, he always puts it off to PTSD. I had an event in my life that you don't understand. When I was in college, and I heard this story the first time like 10 years after college, when I was in college, I was mugged by these three tall skinny black kids. I was mugged by them, and so yes, when I go down the street and I see that, yes, I tense up. So my question to them, I said, I get it, I get it. That could be a physiological response. Do you have that with all tall people? Always play dumb. Do you? All skinny people? But all black people, huh? And there was a preexisting paradigm that told you that made sense. And if someone had looked at you and said, it's because they're tall, you would have said, you are the dumbest person on earth. That makes no sense. There's nothing in my mind that's going to believe that's because they're tall. So what was in there ahead of time that let him believe it was because they were black? You know, we think, I've got an experience that shaped me. Things shape us before the experience. Voices in our head, paradigms, ways we see things. And Jesus says, are you brave enough to join Bartimaeus and ask God to open your eyes? Open my eyes, and, you know, a physical therapist I know always says that we always forget that before I can pick up these glasses, before these muscles engage, the mind is going to send a signal to tell these muscles to turn off. I sent it about 20 years ago, and it hasn't come back. But the opposing muscles have to turn off so that the other muscles can turn on. If they don't, you get that sort of, I mean, you can do it on purpose, and that's what they call isometric exercise, where you get your muscles to fight each other. But basically, you have muscles that have to turn off before others can turn on. And we're all saying, give us sight. And Jesus is saying, are you ready to turn off the muscles that are keeping you from it? You want to turn off the paradigm muscles, the voices in your head, the things we were taught? You want to turn those off long enough to see the world. And what he says is, man, that is a great step of faith, and that's why he says to them, your faith has already healed you. 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0.00897497870028019}, {"id": 94, "seek": 32400, "start": 344.0, "end": 348.0, "text": " as the first chapter, so we said, which one comes first?", "tokens": [51364, 382, 264, 700, 7187, 11, 370, 321, 848, 11, 597, 472, 1487, 700, 30, 51564], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.207763671875, "compression_ratio": 1.748062014579773, "no_speech_prob": 0.00897497870028019}, {"id": 95, "seek": 32400, "start": 348.0, "end": 353.0, "text": " Well, which one was written first, or which one got put in an earlier chapter?", "tokens": [51564, 1042, 11, 597, 472, 390, 3720, 700, 11, 420, 597, 472, 658, 829, 294, 364, 3071, 7187, 30, 51814], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.207763671875, "compression_ratio": 1.748062014579773, "no_speech_prob": 0.00897497870028019}, {"id": 96, "seek": 35300, "start": 353.0, "end": 356.0, "text": " So this early story, we have to take it as an early story,", "tokens": [50364, 407, 341, 2440, 1657, 11, 321, 362, 281, 747, 309, 382, 364, 2440, 1657, 11, 50514], 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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As Jesus was leaving Jericho with his disciples, a sizable crowd, and a sizable crowd,
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Bartimaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus, sat on the roadside begging.
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On hearing that it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to cry out and say,
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Jesus, son of David, have pity on me.
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And many rebuked him, telling him to be silent.
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But he kept calling out all the more,
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Son of David, have pity on me.
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Jesus stopped and said, Call him.
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So they called the blind man, saying to him,
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Take courage, get up, Jesus is calling you.
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He threw aside his cloak, sprang up, and came to Jesus.
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Jesus said to him in reply, What do you want me to do for you?
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The blind man replied to him, Master, I want to see you.
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Jesus told him, Go your way, your faith has saved you.
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Immediately he received his sight and followed him on the way.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise be to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This gospel, and many of the miracle stories,
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probably the greater bulk of the miracle healing stories,
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have to do with sight and hearing.
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There are two, I think, don't check me on it,
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but I think there are two stories about mute.
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But one of them is a deaf mute,
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and his hearing is healed, and then his speaking,
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almost as though Jesus is saying we should listen before we speak.
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Crazy concept.
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And the other is a man possessed by a mute spirit.
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Now, people talk back and forth, does that mean he was mute,
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or that there was something muting his spirit, or what that means.
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But it's an interesting idea that so many of these stories
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are around hearing and seeing.
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Because especially, and this is Mark's gospel,
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but especially by the time you get to John's gospel,
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this sight is really not about seeing with the eye,
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it's about wisdom, it's about opening our eyes
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to what goes on around us.
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In the story, not Bartimaeus,
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but the story of the man born blind.
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I always love that phrase.
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The man born blind, because you know who else is born blind.
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Everyone, no one comes out of the womb going,
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that was amazing!
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We come out with our eyes closed.
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And opening takes time.
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There may be once in a great while they say,
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oh, someone comes out with their eyes open.
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And then it turns out those people are in mental institutions.
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But they come out, we come out blind.
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We are all born blind.
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And then we learn to see, to some extent.
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But learning to see more deeply can take longer and longer.
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It occurs to me whenever I get to these types of stories,
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that it took me years, and I know that years from now
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I'll look back and say I wasn't there yet now.
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I see things in scripture that I never saw,
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because most of us open scriptures,
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and if our knowledge of scripture is a little bit passing here and there,
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and we haven't taken tons of time with it,
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we will see what we were told to see,
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not what's on the page.
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And I go back and forth.
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Even this, this never struck me as odd until about,
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oh, I don't know, maybe ten years ago.
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Bartimaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus.
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Now, in Hebrew, Bartimaeus means the son of Timaeus.
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So, son of Timaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus.
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Clearly, even Mark, this earliest gospel,
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is already starting to write for people who don't know Hebrew anymore,
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who don't understand.
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And also, it's just the way language develops.
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No one, if I say that this is, you know,
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we know now that Johnson no longer means the son of John,
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but that is the origin of that last name,
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and any of those last names that end in son.
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So, some of it is just normal, you know, sort of development of language,
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but you just don't see those things.
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You also don't see exactly what's on the page.
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It took me years before I read the Adam and Eve story for the first time,
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and, you know, the Adam and Eve story is the one we all know.
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When someone says, tell us about creation in the Bible,
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almost no one goes to the God said, let there be light, and there was light.
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They go to the older story.
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It's a much more primitive story.
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It's the story where God is not omniscient and all powerful, all knowing,
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because he doesn't know why Adam's naked, and he doesn't know,
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well, who told you you could eat meat?
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He asks a lot of questions for an all-knowing God.
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It's our earliest vision, and later on,
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almost 500 years later, we get, let there be light,
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and we don't know that because the final editor put let there be light
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as the first chapter, so we said, which one comes first?
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Well, which one was written first, or which one got put in an earlier chapter?
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So this early story, we have to take it as an early story,
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but when I, about 15 years ago, reading it, and I go,
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so Eve wasn't actually around when God said, don't eat the fruit.
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God says to Adam, don't eat the fruit, before he creates Eve in that story.
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Now, this makes perfect sense with early religion,
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and for some people with religion today, but for early religion,
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so Eve's not around, so the story leads us to wonder
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where she heard don't eat the fruit?
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Probably from Adam.
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So what was the great sin, that she didn't listen to God,
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or she did not listen to a man?
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Back when the story was written, I would imagine the second one,
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luckily we're past that.
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I'm reading some stuff online that gets scary.
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And so there's stuff that you go, oh, that's right there in the story.
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How have I not seen that?
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Because the story I've been told actually takes precedence
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over what's right there in front of my eyes.
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We don't like to notice this.
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I'm going to be doing this a lot.
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I'm going to be doing this a lot today, so just get used to it.
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It's not a rash, I'm adjusting the microphone.
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This sigh, this ability to look at something you've seen forever and go,
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oh, never saw that before.
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It still happens almost every time I open up a page of scripture.
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I go, wait, look at what it actually says,
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rather than what I've been thinking it says all these years.
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Anyone ever try to proofread their own work?
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Every week I'm over there and the prayers of the faithful come
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and someone reads a prayer and I go, I read that 20 times.
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How did I miss that I didn't put a verb in that sentence?
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Because I read what I thought I wrote every time I go to proofread it.
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And we don't see what's right in front of us.
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Brene Brown calls this the rough draft.
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We have a rough draft of things in our head.
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We have a rough draft of how things go.
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So we see someone on the street and they're asking for money
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and someone in their mind says, yes, but if you give it to them
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they'll probably just spend it on alcohol.
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Well, you filled in an awful lot of a rough draft there.
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Well, anyone who starts a sentence with, well, you know, those people,
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those people are a whole group of individuals
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and they all have different ways of approaching the world
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and they don't all agree on things.
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I mean, you know, could you imagine anyone finding,
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this is going to make some sound, hold on.
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Oh, no, it didn't.
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Can you imagine anyone looking at your entire family and saying,
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oh, well, we know how they think.
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If there's four Dolans in a room there are five opinions.
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So it's, you know, I mean, but people do that.
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From the outside we look and we go, well, we know about those people.
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And we don't know that we've stopped seeing what's in front of us
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and we've got old voices, old ideas in our heads telling us what's going on
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and we will not look at what's in front of us.
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One of the things you do not ever get to see,
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unless you've got a missile in front of you
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and you're really paying attention,
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is where this falls, this story.
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This story literally, this is one of those moments that's absolutely sequential.
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Last week we ended with chapter 10, you know, verse 45
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and we picked up at chapter 10, verse 46.
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And there's a little parallelism in there that we miss.
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When Jesus says exact words, what do you want me to do for you?
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We heard that last week because James and John came and said,
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we want you to do whatever we tell you.
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And he says, what do you want me to do for you?
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And we get, so we're getting contrasting stories.
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Last week was, we want you to give us authority and power.
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And Jesus says, wow, okay, no.
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This guy says, I want to see.
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Jesus says, got it.
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He wants, he's not interested in controlling the world,
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he actually wants to see it.
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What's going on?
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And it dovetails with what we talked about last week.
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Okay, what I talked about and you endured last week
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is how do we handle people who don't see the world the way we do?
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Do we see them?
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Do we actually want to know where their journey led them?
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Are we interested?
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Or nope, they're the enemy, I already know it, I'm right and they're wrong.
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It is one of the toughest lines to not cross
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between, you know, faithful certainty and arrogance.
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How do we become certain without becoming arrogant?
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Because it's a trick and a half.
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And I think, I don't think my faith ever calls me,
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and yours might be different, mine has never said,
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if you're faithful, Pat, you will know you're right about things.
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Unfortunately, I do say that to myself, but that is not pure faith.
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Faith is, I will never understand perfectly.
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There's always more to learn.
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There's always something out there, I wonder what I missed,
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I wonder what scripture I will open this year and go,
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what?
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It says what?
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And I always have people come to me and say,
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I've never heard that in scripture before.
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Now, we have a three-year cycle, you've heard it every three years.
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You just never heard it.
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We're called to see and hear what's in front of us,
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and the best we can do, so how do we fight this?
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My advice to people is,
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scripture will never guide your life as strongly as the filters through which you read it.
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The filters through which we read it will do more to guide our lives.
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Some people will read the same page of scripture,
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and some will come and say,
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it says right there, those people are going to hell,
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and the other will say, but down here it says don't judge people.
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The filter with which we read scripture.
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So know your filters, and own them.
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I must tell you, I am tired of looking at people online who say,
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well, God says, oh, does he?
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Have tea with him, did you?
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Well, it's in scripture.
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Oh, don't get me started there, because I can give you five scriptures that disagree.
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Yes, but God says the things I like in scripture.
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Know your filters.
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Know the paradigms and the sort of preexisting ideas that shape how you see the world.
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Most of us think that we see the world, and then we reconcile it with all this stuff.
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No. Matter of fact, there's a thing, it was really big in psychology,
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it was, I mean, they still believe it, it just wasn't quite so shiny and new,
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about 20, 25 years ago, what they called the amygdala hijack,
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which said when you see something from the visual cortex,
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it goes through the emotional center of your brain before it hits the cognitive center.
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Which means you will feel about it before you analyze it,
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and then you will tell yourself you analyzed it, and that's why you feel this way.
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It is so hard to kind of turn off the amygdala hijacker.
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I've probably told you this before, but I had a friend in college,
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and we're still friends, but he's really got, he struggles with racism.
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Or he doesn't, but all of us struggle with his racism.
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And he'll tell you, he always puts it off to PTSD.
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I had an event in my life that you don't understand.
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When I was in college, and I heard this story the first time like 10 years after college,
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when I was in college, I was mugged by these three tall skinny black kids.
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I was mugged by them, and so yes, when I go down the street and I see that,
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yes, I tense up.
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So my question to them, I said, I get it, I get it.
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That could be a physiological response.
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Do you have that with all tall people?
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Always play dumb.
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Do you?
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All skinny people?
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But all black people, huh?
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And there was a preexisting paradigm that told you that made sense.
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And if someone had looked at you and said, it's because they're tall,
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you would have said, you are the dumbest person on earth.
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That makes no sense.
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There's nothing in my mind that's going to believe that's because they're tall.
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So what was in there ahead of time that let him believe it was because they were black?
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You know, we think, I've got an experience that shaped me.
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Things shape us before the experience.
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Voices in our head, paradigms, ways we see things.
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And Jesus says, are you brave enough to join Bartimaeus and ask God to open your eyes?
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Open my eyes, and, you know, a physical therapist I know always says that we always forget
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that before I can pick up these glasses, before these muscles engage,
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the mind is going to send a signal to tell these muscles to turn off.
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I sent it about 20 years ago, and it hasn't come back.
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But the opposing muscles have to turn off so that the other muscles can turn on.
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If they don't, you get that sort of, I mean, you can do it on purpose,
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and that's what they call isometric exercise, where you get your muscles to fight each other.
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But basically, you have muscles that have to turn off before others can turn on.
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And we're all saying, give us sight.
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And Jesus is saying, are you ready to turn off the muscles that are keeping you from it?
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You want to turn off the paradigm muscles, the voices in your head, the things we were taught?
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You want to turn those off long enough to see the world.
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And what he says is, man, that is a great step of faith,
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and that's why he says to them, your faith has already healed you.
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If you're ready, if you're ready to turn off the muscles that tell you how to see the world,
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Jesus is ready to open our eyes and let us see with interest and honesty the world that is truly around us.
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Father Pat's message centers on the transforma Father Pat's message centers on the transformative power of true spiritual sight—seeing not just with our eyes, but with the heart and mind open to truth, wisdom, and deeper understanding. Using the story of Bartimaeus, the blind man healed by Jesus, Father Pat invites us to reflect on how much of our perception is filtered through assumptions, old narratives, and inherited interpretations. He challenges us to ask for sight not to control or judge the world, but to genuinely see it as it is—to encounter Scripture, others, and God with fresh, humble, and unfiltered eyes. Spiritual growth, then, is not about confidently declaring what we know, but about courageously admitting what we haven’t yet seen and remaining open to being changed.
In a detailed and thoughtful reflection, Father Pat begins by exploring the miracle story of Bartimaeus in Mark’s Gospel, emphasizing that many of Jesus’ healing miracles—especially in the Gospels—center around restoring sight and hearing. This, he suggests, is not accidental; rather, these physical healings point to deeper spiritual realities. Particularly in John’s Gospel, sight becomes a metaphor for spiritual insight and wisdom. Father Pat notes that we are all born blind—not just physically, but in terms of perception, understanding, and awareness. Our sight develops over time, and true spiritual sight may take a lifetime to attain.
Drawing attention to the subtle details in the Gospel, Father Pat highlights the redundancy in the name “Bartimaeus, son of Timaeus” to show how even the Gospel of Mark was already being shaped for an audience unfamiliar with Hebrew, demonstrating how language and understanding evolve. This becomes a segue into a broader discussion on how we often miss what is plainly in front of us in Scripture because we read it through inherited interpretations rather than with fresh eyes. He compares this to proofreading one’s own writing: we tend to see what we think we wrote, rather than what is actually on the page. The same applies to Scripture—we often interpret it through the filters of what we were told it says, rather than what it truly says.
Father Pat goes on to examine the parallel between this week’s Gospel and the one from the previous week. Both contain Jesus asking, “What do you want me to do for you?” But the responses are dramatically different. James and John ask for power and authority, while Bartimaeus asks for sight. The contrast is striking—one request is rooted in control, the other in transformation and understanding. Bartimaeus seeks to see the world as it truly is, not to dominate it. This becomes the central spiritual challenge: do we truly want to see the world and others as they are, or do we prefer our preconceived judgments?
The homily then moves into a profound critique of the human tendency to rely on rough drafts—mental shortcuts, stereotypes, and emotional reactions—that prevent true sight. Drawing from the work of Brene Brown and psychological insights like the “amygdala hijack,” Father Pat explains that we often emotionally react to people or situations before we even cognitively process them. We then rationalize those reactions with post hoc reasoning, convincing ourselves that our gut feeling came from analysis, when in truth it preceded it.
This distortion affects not only how we see others—especially those we’ve been taught to judge or fear—but also how we interpret Scripture. Father Pat stresses the importance of recognizing the filters we bring to religious texts. Two people can read the same passage and come away with radically different conclusions, depending on the paradigms they've inherited. He urges listeners to be self-aware and honest about these filters, rather than claiming that “God says” something simply because it aligns with their own preferences or biases.
The message culminates in a call to courageous faith—the faith to ask Jesus, as Bartimaeus did, to open our eyes. But this comes with a challenge: are we willing to “turn off” the internal muscles that keep us from seeing clearly? Just as the body must deactivate certain muscles to allow others to move, we must quiet our assumptions, judgments, and inherited beliefs in order to receive true spiritual insight. Faith is not about being certain and right; it’s about being open, curious, and willing to be transformed. Only then can we truly see the world—and others—as God sees them.
Father Pat concludes by reminding us that the healing of sight begins with humility and the desire to see what we’ve missed. Bartimaeus's faith healed him not because he already understood everything, but because he was willing to ask for vision he did not yet have. Likewise, our spiritual journey begins when we admit we are still blind in many ways, and ask Christ to open our eyes—not to reinforce what we think we know, but to show us what we’ve never seen....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1054.3900146484375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. When Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea in the days of King Herod, behold, Magi from the east arrived in Jerusalem, saying, Where is the newborn King of the Jews? We saw his star at its rising and have come to do him homage. When King Herod heard this, he was greatly troubled and all Jerusalem with him. Assembling all the chief priests and the scribes of the people, he inquired of them where the Christ was to be born. They said to him, In Bethlehem of Judea, for thus it has been written through the prophets, And you, Bethlehem, land of Judah, are by no means least among the rulers of Judah, since from you shall come a ruler who is to shepherd my people Israel. Then Herod called the Magi secretly and ascertained from them the time of the star's appearance. He sent them to Bethlehem and said, Go and search diligently for the child. When you have found him, bring me word that I too may go and do him homage. After their audience with the king, they set out, and behold, the star that they had seen at its rising preceded them until it came and stopped over the place where the child was. They were overjoyed at seeing the star, and on entering the house, they saw the child with Mary his mother. They prostrated themselves and did him homage. Then they opened their treasures and offered him gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh. And having been warned in a dream not to return to Herod, they departed for their country by another way. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The Feast of the Nativity. For most of us, this feast is kind of just melted into Christmas. I mean, I realize it's simply because we need, you know, a cast of characters, but no one ever has a nativity scene without the three kings. The interesting thing is, of course, the three kings are never mentioned here. Almost, I mean, the word kings is not used, or the word three, but other than that, the three kings are right there in the reading. It's one of those great moments where the translators realized there is no translation for this word, let's not try to make one up. I wish they were that, you know, sort of careful all the time. Magi just doesn't translate. Translating magi into king is a little bit would be like translating burrito into sandwich. You know, we could have. We could have said, oh yeah, that's that sandwich thing, but we realize it's not really the same thing. Just keep the word. You know, if they'd waited a little while, you know, they'd be serving wraps. You know, not quite the same thing. So sometimes a word just doesn't translate out of a particular culture. We don't really know exactly who they were. When you talk about a king in that age, you're often talking about the leader of an extended family, but it also has this hint of someone who is thought to be a sage or a wise person, and all we know is that this group of magi offer gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh, and someone long ago decided, okay, so we've got to represent one of the magi holding gold, one holding frankincense, one holding myrrh, and so they came up with three. You know, it could be a small tribe of magi who happen to have three kinds of gifts. You know, there were years where I only received perhaps three presents from my family. Would that that meant there were only three? You know, it could be, you know, just because the gift is duplicated. So we kind of have this image when people say, oh, the three kings. There's no story about that. There is this group of magi, and there are three gifts mentioned. The way it goes, probably one of them brought all three. You know, who knows? It says nothing about it. What we do know is from the difference between that and this vision of Isaiah that Matthew bases this story on, he drops something in the story. In the vision of Isaiah, in this reading from Isaiah, it says, you know, they will come, and they will be bearing gold and frankincense, gold which acknowledges that Jesus is a king. This was the gift for kings, and it's, you know, a code. When it says, oh, they bring him gold, you bring gold to the king. So it's pronouncing it as king, and frankincense, which literally is frankish incense, incense from the north, and it was used in the cultic worship of the day. So one of them is not acknowledging Jesus' office as a king, and one, his office, his status as a priest, because we're looking at a priestly people, and the people who would lead a priestly people were often priests and the kings, and there's always tension between the Levitican priesthood and the kings of old days, and there's all this tension, and Jesus is going to be both. He's bringing two sides together, but then he drops in the myrrh. The myrrh is not in the original vision, and it's the piece that, in the day this writer is writing the gospel, they're still struggling with, and that is myrrh is a funeral spice. Showing up, you know, with myrrh at this moment would be as risky a gift as, you know, the crazy aunt or uncle showing up at baptism and saying, we pre-purchased their plot to be buried in one day. Here. You'd be like, oh, every family has one. But that's what they're doing. They're showing up at the birth of the baby with one of the spices for the funeral. So this child is not just going to bring together the ideas of what is politically kingly and religiously priestly, but in a very real sense, he's come to give his life and come to die for that. This is the new piece that gets added in, and it's the piece that the early church is still struggling with, is that Jesus had to die. So we get this, really, we don't see it because, you know, when we hear gold, frankincense, and myrrh, that last thing to us says, oh good, we can cast one more child in the pageant. Oh good. They won't know what myrrh looks like anyway. That's what we hear. When the people of the day heard this, someone just dropped something foreboding and ominous into the pretty little story. You know, something has been placed into the story that tells us this is not going to be all, you know, ponies and rainbows sort of story. This has got some darkness in it, and Jesus is going to go through death. And more importantly in this whole story, we get this vision of the magi. Those, Jesus is going to be, you know, revealed to the nations. The idea that the magi are not of the in-group. Jesus spends the nativity appearing to all the wrong people. That's what the religious people of the day would have thought. I mean, you know, first there's this whole idea of the shepherds. The shepherds being the first witnesses to Jesus' birth. For you and I, that seems very, you know, lovely and sort of quaint. And again, to them, that's very edgy and revolutionary. Because the shepherds were the religiously shunned. They were the people, number one, most shepherds, because they lived with their flock, they did not get to temple and to synagogue regularly. You do not live out among the sheep and keep all of the kosher stuff going. They were the people that didn't live religious expectations. They're probably the same people today that we would say, well they shouldn't come to communion. Those are the shepherds. And that's the first people that Jesus is revealed to. And then it skips right over and says, now it would be Jesus coming today and first he goes to all the people who we say can't receive communion. And then we're like, well maybe we'll be next. And then he goes out to the Jews, Muslims, and Buddhists next. And we're waiting. Because we always want to think that we're the most important. You know, it's not does the world encounter God, but does the world encounter God the way I think they should? Does the infinite God that none of us can understand, do they go to the God that I look like? Do they go to the God that looks like I think God should? And here, it's all sort of bypassed. The nativity story starts with God being out of our control. You know, that's the great comedy of all scripture. It's really the story of us trying to control a God that's never been under our control. We can't have God under our control. And so, God is going out ahead of us. It's one of the first rules of missionary work, is nothing is harder than to get especially young, excited missionaries to know that they're not going to go to the world, they're not going to bring Christ to the world. Even though you'll hear that, this is your chance to bring Christ to the world. And anyone with a sense of it realizes that Christ got there before us. That we didn't bring Christ anywhere. If you're smart, you spend your first months in any mission encountering the Christ who got there ahead of you. And then starting to work it in with different images and newness of what you bring to the picture. And so, this is that great story of Jesus is revealed to the nations. And in the context of the story, it's very interesting. Jesus is revealed to the nations long before he's revealed to the in crowd. And so, we have this, where the magi are the heroes of this little section of the story. They're heroes for reasons we don't like to admit. They're heroes because they wandered out of their own stodgy old ideas of culture and religion and politics. They wandered out into the world and encountered God in another culture. And I think we've taken that story and said, and what that means is we should sit still and wait for the world to come and encounter us. But that's not the example of the magi. The magi says, you know, you've got great images of God. When was the last time you, you know, picked up your feet of clay and moved them a little and encountered a new vision of God? There is no vision of God we gave any of you in your sacramental prep when you were kids. There is no vision of God that we gave you at that age that will still help you when you're 20. There is no vision of God you understood at the age of 20 that will help you when you're 30. There is no vision of God you can comprehend at 30 that will still help you. If your vision of God isn't continuing to grow, what we often do as a people of faith is say, if I can't get my vision of God to grow, I will stunt my spiritual growth so that the old vision still works. Those are our choices. Either the vision of God grows or we have to stay stunted. When was the last time we started to realize that, you know, Cardinal Stafford used to always say, if you think you understand it, you've chosen something smaller than God. If you think you can understand it, you chose something smaller. So when was the last time we wandered out of the most comfortable corners of our culture or our faith or our politics and encountered God in the other? That's what the Magi do. They encounter God in something truly different, truly other. They challenge themselves to move beyond what's comfortable. It's the story of the epiphany. You know, the whole story has things in it that should make us run screaming from the room. I mean, if we took this story literally, I would think that the first class taught in any seminary would be astrology. I mean, how did they know Jesus was there? Because they knew how to read the stars. Now, do you think there's a Christian theologian that really is going to embrace that nowadays? That, oh, well, they knew how to look at the stars and because they knew how to look at the stars, they knew Jesus was coming. Folks, go read your horoscope. No, no, that's not a literal story. But it's telling you that these people from a faith that you and I don't believe in, who employ religious ideas that you and I will never embrace, are still able to find God. They find God through a method that you and I would completely debunk. And that's our epiphany story. What do we do with that? How do we look at faiths where we go, well, we don't believe that part of that faith, and yet God will get to them even though their faith can't do it on their own. God will get to them. What we learn from that is, and that's how God got to us. God didn't get to us because we were intellectually superior and figured it out. God gets to us through the flaws of our religion just like he gets to everyone through the flaws of theirs. With God, all things are possible. Give us a great dose of that humility that allows us to change our vision of God, to admit that the vision that has helped me thus far can still have some good things in it, but if my vision of God hasn't changed in the last 20 years, it's probably because I have not spiritually grown in the last 20 years. If nothing has changed, it's not that I'm just the first person who happened to figure God out at the age of 19. That's not it, which means I have ceased to grow. If our vision of God does not grow, it is because we are stagnant. And so we ask God today to kind of knit us and join us to the magi, to those who journey, even when they think they've found God, continue the journey because God will always be greater than our visions of God. I'm always, I want to leave you with, it's my favorite vision in the world of this, came from Houston Smith, who was the great interfaith dialoguer of about a generation ago, and Houston Smith used to always say, if you take everything you know about God and visualize it as a planet, I mean as an island on a planet completely of water, maybe an island about the size of Maui, might as well make it a nice island, Maui in the midst of a planet that is ocean, and everything you and everyone else has ever known about God is that planet, and all of the unknowable parts of God are the ocean. He said where mystery lies, where our religion finds its heart is at the shore. At that point where everything we know kind of touches the mystery, the parts we can't know, that's mystery. It's where we can just get our toe in the water of what's not known yet. And he said what you'll find very quickly is the reason we keep exploring God and exploring God and exploring God is not to figure it out, but because the larger the island of knowledge gets, the longer the shoreline of mystery. The more we know, the more we'll realize we just don't have God figured out. And we know that we're growing, not when we find answers, but when we find new questions. The larger the island of knowledge, the longer the shoreline of mystery. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea
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in the days of King Herod,
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behold, Magi from the east arrived in Jerusalem,
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saying, Where is the newborn King of the Jews?
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We saw his star at its rising and have come to do him homage.
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When King Herod heard this,
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he was greatly troubled and all Jerusalem with him.
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Assembling all the chief priests and the scribes of the people,
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he inquired of them where the Christ was to be born.
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They said to him, In Bethlehem of Judea,
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for thus it has been written through the prophets,
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And you, Bethlehem, land of Judah,
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are by no means least among the rulers of Judah,
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since from you shall come a ruler
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who is to shepherd my people Israel.
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Then Herod called the Magi secretly
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and ascertained from them the time of the star's appearance.
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He sent them to Bethlehem and said,
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Go and search diligently for the child.
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When you have found him, bring me word
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that I too may go and do him homage.
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After their audience with the king,
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they set out, and behold,
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the star that they had seen at its rising
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preceded them until it came and stopped
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over the place where the child was.
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They were overjoyed at seeing the star,
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and on entering the house,
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they saw the child with Mary his mother.
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They prostrated themselves and did him homage.
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Then they opened their treasures
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and offered him gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh.
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And having been warned in a dream not to return to Herod,
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they departed for their country by another way.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The Feast of the Nativity.
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For most of us, this feast is
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kind of just melted into Christmas.
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I mean, I realize it's simply because we need,
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you know, a cast of characters,
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but no one ever has a nativity scene
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without the three kings.
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The interesting thing is, of course,
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the three kings are never mentioned here.
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Almost, I mean, the word kings is not used,
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or the word three, but other than that,
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the three kings are right there in the reading.
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It's one of those great moments
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where the translators realized
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there is no translation for this word,
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let's not try to make one up.
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I wish they were that, you know,
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sort of careful all the time.
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Magi just doesn't translate.
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Translating magi into king
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is a little bit would be like
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translating burrito into sandwich.
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You know, we could have.
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We could have said, oh yeah,
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that's that sandwich thing,
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but we realize it's not really the same thing.
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Just keep the word.
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You know, if they'd waited a little while,
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you know, they'd be serving wraps.
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You know, not quite the same thing.
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So sometimes a word just doesn't translate
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out of a particular culture.
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We don't really know exactly who they were.
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When you talk about a king in that age,
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you're often talking about
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the leader of an extended family,
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but it also has this hint of someone
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who is thought to be a sage or a wise person,
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and all we know is that this group of magi
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offer gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh,
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and someone long ago decided,
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okay, so we've got to represent
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one of the magi holding gold,
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one holding frankincense,
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one holding myrrh,
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and so they came up with three.
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You know, it could be a small tribe of magi
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who happen to have three kinds of gifts.
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You know, there were years where
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I only received perhaps
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three presents from my family.
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Would that that meant there were only three?
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You know, it could be, you know,
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just because the gift is duplicated.
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So we kind of have this image
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when people say, oh, the three kings.
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There's no story about that.
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There is this group of magi,
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and there are three gifts mentioned.
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The way it goes,
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probably one of them brought all three.
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You know, who knows?
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It says nothing about it.
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What we do know is from the difference
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between that and this vision of Isaiah
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that Matthew bases this story on,
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he drops something in the story.
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In the vision of Isaiah,
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in this reading from Isaiah,
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it says, you know, they will come,
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and they will be bearing gold and frankincense,
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gold which acknowledges that Jesus is a king.
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This was the gift for kings,
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and it's, you know, a code.
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When it says, oh, they bring him gold,
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you bring gold to the king.
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So it's pronouncing it as king,
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and frankincense,
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which literally is frankish incense,
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incense from the north,
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and it was used in the cultic worship of the day.
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So one of them is not acknowledging
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Jesus' office as a king,
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and one, his office, his status as a priest,
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because we're looking at a priestly people,
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and the people who would lead a priestly people
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were often priests and the kings,
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and there's always tension
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between the Levitican priesthood
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and the kings of old days,
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and there's all this tension,
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and Jesus is going to be both.
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He's bringing two sides together,
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but then he drops in the myrrh.
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The myrrh is not in the original vision,
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and it's the piece that,
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in the day this writer is writing the gospel,
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they're still struggling with,
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and that is myrrh is a funeral spice.
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Showing up, you know,
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with myrrh at this moment
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would be as risky a gift
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as, you know, the crazy aunt or uncle
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showing up at baptism and saying,
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we pre-purchased their plot to be buried in one day.
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Here.
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You'd be like, oh,
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every family has one.
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But that's what they're doing.
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They're showing up at the birth of the baby
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with one of the spices for the funeral.
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So this child is not just going to bring together
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the ideas of what is politically kingly
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and religiously priestly,
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but in a very real sense,
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he's come to give his life and come to die for that.
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This is the new piece that gets added in,
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and it's the piece that the early church
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is still struggling with,
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is that Jesus had to die.
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So we get this, really,
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we don't see it because,
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you know, when we hear gold, frankincense, and myrrh,
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that last thing to us says,
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oh good, we can cast one more child in the pageant.
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Oh good.
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They won't know what myrrh looks like anyway.
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That's what we hear.
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When the people of the day heard this,
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someone just dropped something foreboding and ominous
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into the pretty little story.
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You know, something has been placed into the story
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that tells us this is not going to be all,
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you know, ponies and rainbows sort of story.
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This has got some darkness in it,
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and Jesus is going to go through death.
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And more importantly in this whole story,
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we get this vision of the magi.
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Those, Jesus is going to be, you know,
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revealed to the nations.
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The idea that the magi are not of the in-group.
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Jesus spends the nativity
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appearing to all the wrong people.
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That's what the religious people of the day would have thought.
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I mean, you know,
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first there's this whole idea of the shepherds.
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The shepherds being the first witnesses to Jesus' birth.
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For you and I, that seems very, you know,
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lovely and sort of quaint.
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And again, to them, that's very edgy and revolutionary.
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Because the shepherds were the religiously shunned.
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They were the people,
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number one, most shepherds,
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because they lived with their flock,
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they did not get to temple and to synagogue regularly.
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You do not live out among the sheep
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and keep all of the kosher stuff going.
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They were the people that didn't live
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religious expectations.
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They're probably the same people today
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that we would say,
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well they shouldn't come to communion.
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Those are the shepherds.
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And that's the first people that Jesus is revealed to.
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And then it skips right over and says,
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now it would be Jesus coming today
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and first he goes to all the people who
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we say can't receive communion.
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And then we're like, well maybe we'll be next.
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And then he goes out to the Jews, Muslims, and Buddhists next.
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And we're waiting.
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Because we always want to think
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that we're the most important.
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You know, it's not does the world encounter God,
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but does the world encounter God the way I think they should?
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Does the infinite God that none of us can understand,
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do they go to the God that I look like?
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Do they go to the God that looks like I think God should?
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And here, it's all sort of bypassed.
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The nativity story starts with
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God being out of our control.
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You know, that's the great comedy of all scripture.
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It's really the story of us trying to control
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a God that's never been under our control.
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We can't have God under our control.
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And so, God is going out ahead of us.
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It's one of the first rules of missionary work,
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is nothing is harder than to get
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especially young, excited missionaries to know
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that they're not going to go to the world,
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they're not going to bring Christ to the world.
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Even though you'll hear that,
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this is your chance to bring Christ to the world.
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And anyone with a sense of it realizes
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that Christ got there before us.
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That we didn't bring Christ anywhere.
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If you're smart, you spend your first months in any mission
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encountering the Christ who got there ahead of you.
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And then starting to work it in
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with different images and newness
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of what you bring to the picture.
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And so, this is that great story of
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Jesus is revealed to the nations.
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And in the context of the story,
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it's very interesting.
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Jesus is revealed to the nations
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long before he's revealed to the in crowd.
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And so, we have this,
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where the magi are the heroes
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of this little section of the story.
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They're heroes for reasons we don't like to admit.
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They're heroes because they wandered out
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of their own stodgy old ideas of culture
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and religion and politics.
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They wandered out into the world
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and encountered God in another culture.
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And I think we've taken that story and said,
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and what that means is we should sit still
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and wait for the world to come and encounter us.
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But that's not the example of the magi.
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The magi says,
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you know, you've got great images of God.
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When was the last time you, you know,
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picked up your feet of clay and moved them a little
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and encountered a new vision of God?
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There is no vision of God we gave any of you
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in your sacramental prep when you were kids.
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There is no vision of God that we gave you
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at that age that will still help you when you're 20.
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There is no vision of God you understood
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at the age of 20 that will help you when you're 30.
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There is no vision of God you can comprehend
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at 30 that will still help you.
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If your vision of God isn't continuing to grow,
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what we often do as a people of faith is say,
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if I can't get my vision of God to grow,
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I will stunt my spiritual growth
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so that the old vision still works.
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Those are our choices.
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Either the vision of God grows
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or we have to stay stunted.
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When was the last time we started to realize
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that, you know, Cardinal Stafford used to always say,
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if you think you understand it,
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you've chosen something smaller than God.
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If you think you can understand it,
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you chose something smaller.
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So when was the last time we wandered out
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of the most comfortable corners of our culture
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or our faith or our politics
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and encountered God in the other?
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That's what the Magi do.
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They encounter God in something truly different,
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truly other.
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They challenge themselves to move beyond
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what's comfortable.
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It's the story of the epiphany.
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You know, the whole story has things in it
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that should make us run screaming from the room.
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I mean, if we took this story literally,
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I would think that the first class taught
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in any seminary would be astrology.
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I mean, how did they know Jesus was there?
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Because they knew how to read the stars.
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Now, do you think there's a Christian theologian
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that really is going to embrace that nowadays?
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That, oh, well, they knew how to look at the stars
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and because they knew how to look at the stars,
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they knew Jesus was coming.
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Folks, go read your horoscope.
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No, no, that's not a literal story.
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But it's telling you that these people
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from a faith that you and I don't believe in,
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who employ religious ideas that you and I
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will never embrace, are still able to find God.
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They find God through a method
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that you and I would completely debunk.
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And that's our epiphany story.
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What do we do with that?
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How do we look at faiths where we go,
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well, we don't believe that part of that faith,
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and yet God will get to them
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even though their faith can't do it on their own.
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God will get to them.
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What we learn from that is,
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and that's how God got to us.
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God didn't get to us because we were intellectually superior
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and figured it out.
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God gets to us through the flaws of our religion
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just like he gets to everyone through the flaws of theirs.
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With God, all things are possible.
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Give us a great dose of that humility
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that allows us to change our vision of God,
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to admit that the vision that has helped me thus far
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can still have some good things in it,
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but if my vision of God hasn't changed in the last 20 years,
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it's probably because I have not spiritually grown
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in the last 20 years.
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If nothing has changed,
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it's not that I'm just the first person
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who happened to figure God out at the age of 19.
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That's not it, which means I have ceased to grow.
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If our vision of God does not grow,
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it is because we are stagnant.
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And so we ask God today to kind of knit us
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and join us to the magi,
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to those who journey,
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even when they think they've found God,
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continue the journey
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because God will always be greater
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than our visions of God.
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I'm always, I want to leave you with,
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it's my favorite vision in the world of this,
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came from Houston Smith,
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who was the great interfaith dialoguer
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of about a generation ago,
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and Houston Smith used to always say,
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if you take everything you know about God
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and visualize it as a planet,
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I mean as an island on a planet completely of water,
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maybe an island about the size of Maui,
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might as well make it a nice island,
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Maui in the midst of a planet that is ocean,
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and everything you and everyone else
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has ever known about God is that planet,
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and all of the unknowable parts of God are the ocean.
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He said where mystery lies,
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where our religion finds its heart is at the shore.
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At that point where everything we know
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kind of touches the mystery,
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the parts we can't know, that's mystery.
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It's where we can just get our toe in the water
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of what's not known yet.
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And he said what you'll find very quickly
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is the reason we keep exploring God
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and exploring God and exploring God
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is not to figure it out,
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but because the larger the island of knowledge gets,
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the longer the shoreline of mystery.
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The more we know, the more we'll realize
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we just don't have God figured out.
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And we know that we're growing,
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not when we find answers, but when we find new questions.
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The larger the island of knowledge,
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the longer the shoreline of mystery.
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The magi knew this,
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and today we ask God to remind us
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so that we can learn that again.
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Father Pat’s homily on the Epiphany invites us to Father Pat’s homily on the Epiphany invites us to reconsider the familiar story of the Magi not as a quaint tableau in a nativity scene but as a radical spiritual call to growth, humility, and openness. He challenges us to move beyond static images of God and to embrace a life of continual theological and spiritual expansion. The Magi become icons of spiritual courage, venturing beyond their own traditions and expectations to encounter God in the unfamiliar. Father Pat underscores that encountering Christ happens not in control or certainty, but in mystery and movement. He warns against clinging to outdated visions of God, suggesting that spiritual maturity requires an evolving relationship with the divine. The gifts of gold, frankincense, and especially myrrh symbolize not only Christ’s kingship and priesthood, but also the foreshadowing of his sacrificial death—reminding us that true divinity enters into human suffering. Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to a deeper, more dynamic faith that finds God beyond our comfort zones, in the lives and faiths of others, and in the ever-expanding mystery of God.
Father Pat begins by demystifying the traditional story of the “three kings” or “wise men,” pointing out that the Gospel of Matthew never names them as kings nor specifies their number. The term “Magi” is retained by translators because no adequate equivalent exists—much like how “burrito” is not accurately translated to “sandwich.” These figures are enigmatic, possibly tribal sages or astrologers from a foreign land, and their mysterious identity reminds us that divine revelation often comes through unexpected means and messengers. Their offering of gold, frankincense, and myrrh is rich in symbolic meaning: gold represents Jesus’ kingship, frankincense his priestly role, and myrrh—a burial spice—prefigures his suffering and death. Notably, Matthew adds myrrh to the Isaiah prophecy, signaling that Jesus' mission will include not just leadership and worship, but sacrificial death. This addition reflects the early church’s struggle to understand the necessity of Jesus’ suffering and the uncomfortable truth that salvation comes through the cross.
Father Pat contrasts the Magi’s journey with the religious authorities of the time who, though possessing scriptural knowledge, fail to act. Herod and the scribes know where the Messiah is to be born, yet remain inert, even hostile. In contrast, the Magi—foreigners and outsiders—act with faith and courage. This inversion reveals a central Gospel theme: Jesus consistently appears first to those considered unworthy or outside religious norms. The shepherds, ritually unclean and socially marginalized, are the first to hear the news of Jesus’ birth. The Magi, non-Jews practicing a form of astrology, are next. These choices are not incidental; they convey a powerful theological truth: God’s revelation is not bound by religious or cultural boundaries. The Gospel is not about affirming the insider’s superiority but about dismantling the very notion of insiders and outsiders.
Father Pat critiques the human impulse to control God—an impulse found in religious certainty, moral superiority, and institutional rigidity. The real nativity story, he says, undermines our desire to domesticate the divine. God consistently acts outside human expectations and structures. The Epiphany, therefore, is not just an exotic postscript to Christmas but a theological revolution. It proclaims that God is already present in the “other,” in foreign lands and unfamiliar teachings. The Magi do not bring Christ to the world; they find Christ already present in the world. This insight is crucial for any authentic missionary or ecumenical work: we are not bearers of God to a godless world but companions to a God who is already there, working through flawed religions and imperfect people—including ourselves.
Father Pat challenges us to evaluate whether our image of God has grown over time. If our understanding of God has remained unchanged since childhood or early adulthood, he suggests, then it is not because we have found the fullness of truth but because we have ceased to grow. He warns that many people choose to stunt their spiritual growth to preserve a smaller, manageable image of God rather than risk the discomfort of transformation. True faith, he argues, is marked by restlessness and questioning. Using Houston Smith’s image of the shoreline of mystery, Father Pat illustrates that the more we learn about God, the more we become aware of the vastness of what we do not know. Spiritual maturity, then, is not about mastering doctrine but about deepening our awe and surrender before a mystery that surpasses all.
Father Pat’s message is a call to spiritual pilgrimage. Like the Magi, we are invited to leave behind the safety of familiar religious structures, to be willing to encounter God in the other, and to bring the best of our tradition—our “gold, frankincense, and myrrh”—to a world that already bears divine traces. We are reminded that God is not a possession but a presence that precedes us, surprises us, and calls us beyond ourselves. The journey of faith does not end at the crib; it begins there, leading through the cross and beyond, into resurrection and the ever-deepening mystery of God....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1065.6300048828125, "text": "A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Jesus passed through towns and villages teaching as he went and making his way to Jerusalem. Someone asked him, Lord, will only a few people be saved? He answered them, strive to enter through the narrow gate. For many, I tell you, will attempt to enter but will not be strong enough. After the master of the house has arisen and locked the door, then will you stand outside knocking and saying, Lord, open the door for us. He will save you and reply, I do not know where you are from. And you will say, we ate and drank in your company and you taught in our streets. Then he will say to you, I do not know where you are from. Depart from me, you evildoers. Then there will be wailing and grinding of teeth when you see Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob and all the prophets in the kingdom of God and you yourselves cast out. And people will come from the east and the west, from the north and the south, and will recline at table in the kingdom of God. For behold, some are last who will be first and some are first who will be last. The Gospel of the Lord. The three readings today kind of walk us through a path of kind of how we come to understand the grace of God in our lives. The first reading has a couple hidden moments in it that are worth fleshing out here. The first is this idea that God gathers people from many nations and many of them will come and see the glory of God. Now, that's a different statement than the places in the gospel where he says he will manifest his glory or he will show his glory. He basically says you gather people from all over and you know what? Some of them can see it and some of them can't. I think we always want to make things, well, God showed that person and God didn't show that person. God helped them, God didn't help them. You know, some of us learn to see things differently. I mean, most of you, if you have a family of any size at all, you know there are those that can turn the same event into something joyful or something not joyful. It's the same event. You know, we bring our eyes to the situation, but what he does tell you is because you know in the Old Testament, these prophets, they are much more than we are nowadays rooted in that concept that we are created in the image of God. So the more people that gather, the more likely that more people will see God because there are more images to see. You know, you will not see God's image in every person. That's why God gives us siblings. You won't see the image of God in every single person in your life. So, you know, church is not about making sure we have the right people. We gather as many, all of the judgment says, you know, at the end of time, the angels will come and they will take these people and they'll take those people and they'll take each of us and get the evil out. You'll notice it says that job does not belong to us. It's the angels, it's God. There's very many different stories and we read that. We go, got a job. Well, we'll take care of that God. We'll sort them out. Not our job. Our job is never to sort that out. We can help each other. We can share our own faith with people. We shouldn't back away from what we believe, but it's not our job to do that. So he says, gather as many images of God, as many people as you can to yourself. And no, you know, that famous, God never gives me anything I can't handle. Not true. I mean, it's horrible to say, and I have dealt with this in my own family. If God gave no one anything they couldn't handle and managed each of our lives so that we could, suicide would not exist. Some people just don't know what to do and we can vilify them. It just doesn't make any sense to do it. They're to a point where they don't know what to do. But those of you who are here, have to know that if you look at every crisis in your life, if you look at every horrible thing, you know, Paul talks about these, his language, not Paul, it's the author to the Hebrews, which is almost certainly not Paul. The son, you know, he says, you know, who among you, what parent wouldn't discipline their children? Yeah, but people use this to say, you know, everything that happens in life. I just found out that I'm dying of a horrible disease. Well, what parent wouldn't give their child a horrible disease to teach them a good lesson? You take this, it gets a little far, gets a little far-fetched. You take this, it gets a little far, gets a little far-fetched. What we have to do is say, this word discipline in the old Greek, it's not just this sort of spare the rod, spoil the child discipline. It means that every suffering is a chance for discipleship. It doesn't mean God sent it to you. It doesn't mean that God is running around creating suffering, that God is running around causing pain to teach us lessons. Life does that on its own. You know, maybe I'm just at that perfect age where I'm starting to realize that I am either going to have to die young or grow old. One of those two is going to happen, and neither of them are painless. You know, in other words, life itself, and that's not, well, you know, you know, God is slowly destroying the cartilage in my knees to teach me a lesson. No, no, I'm afraid years of running get that. You know, things happen, but what we have to ask, and this is why in the gospel, Jesus keeps saying, where are you from? I don't know where you're from. And they're like, oh, well, you know, you taught us in the streets. Yes, but where are you from? Well, you know, we were at parties with you. Where are you from? And the answer is from God. Oh, the minute we see that, we see the glory. Not only that, when we're faced with these trials, I think, you know, if you want to get into that mythological that devil is the deceiver, the great deceit that creates most sin is every time there is a looming challenge, a looming crisis, you know, really something that's got us worried. The deceiver will tell you, look at that problem. Look at that problem. Look at that problem. The voice of God will say to you, remember who you are. Remember where you came from. Remember all you've already come through. You know, every one of you, if you could line up every crisis and issue, sibling that you've had in life, I don't know why I'm on my siblings today. If you can line up everything from inconvenience to real tragedy in your life, and you're sitting here, you've just lined up your history of recovery, your history of resilience, your history of I got through that. You know, like Jacob who becomes Israel, sometimes you get through the fight and you may have a little limp when you're done. I got through it. And we forget that our life is a history of overcoming things. You know, we have survived. And you know, I don't think, I think in English, we've come to think that survived means I lived through it. We never even invented that word. That would be, I don't know, pervive or paravive. Survive means we lived over it. In all other languages, that's incredibly clear in Spanish. It's, I lived over this. Because we're connected to God. We live over the tragedies. And we have survived tragedies. And we have recovered from terrible things. And I mean, and we've survived them so well that when we start to talk about them, we go like, oh, I forgot about that. You know, we're now getting to the point where people will say, do you remember during the shutdown, what this was like? And they're like, oh man, I totally forgot how strange that was. And at the time, the world was coming to an end and it was insurmountable. When do we finally learn from the pattern so that the next looming crisis, we go, stop looking at the crisis and remember who you are and whose you are. Remember that. And you have a history of overcoming, of surviving. You have that history, not, it's another tragedy. I'm not gonna make it through this one. You've made it through them before. We are created with amazing resilience. And it kind of sounds like we don't need God. We are so good at this. No, of course, every skill we have comes from God. Sometimes the grace of God is going to look with, like what they now call, you know, your emotional toolbox, your internal sense of who you are. Sometimes the grace of God looks like other people. Sometimes the grace of God does look like a situation opening up. But most of the times, the grace of God is something that's been with you all along. And we think, oh, well, you know, I don't wanna feel like I'm self-sufficient. Where do you think that self came from? It's always grace of God. It's the false dichotomy of religion. If you take credit for something, you're not giving God credit. No, no, you know, trust me. When I did well, my mother took credit. Her mother and her father and her, all black, went right back to God. So when, you know, we just have to stop seeing that as a dichotomy and recognize that God's grace is part of all of those things. And God's resilience. There's a old religious joke. He's shocked in four years, I haven't told it. But where a man, you know, Bob and Pete are out camping. Bob gets up early in the morning and thinks, I'm gonna go off on my own to have some private time. And he gets about a mile away and there's this cliff and this gorgeous view and part of the cliff gives way and he starts to fall. And as he goes down the cliff, he grabs a root that's sticking out the side and he starts bargaining with God. Okay, if you get me out of this, I'll go back to church. And he starts to climb and the root starts to give out. He goes, okay, okay, I'll go back to church and I'll volunteer. And a cute comes out again. He goes, okay, and I will tithe, I will give money. Sort of feels, but he still can't tell. And all of a sudden, out of nowhere, because he went off on his own, his friend, Bob says, Pete, where are you? And he starts crying out, Pete, Pete, and Pete runs. And Pete reaches his hands down and Bob says, nevermind God, Pete's here. Somehow, if it isn't a magical angel, it wasn't God. We have a history of grace for every pain in our life, we're here. All of a sudden we're sitting here. It's in this very moment, not terribly hot or cold in here. The pews are, well, they're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable. They're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable. Well, they're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable. He's mildly amusing, but he goes on too long. I mean, it's all a balance. It's all a little bit of a balance. And you go, what about, you know, I look back at high school. I look back at tough years. You know, I look back at the death of loved ones. Times where I thought I can't get past this. And I did. And if I find out a tragedy is coming tomorrow, I'm so wrapped up in the tragedy, I forget. Oh, wait, wait, wait, wait. I'm the person that's gotten through those things. Next crisis, stop looking at the crisis. And remember, hear Jesus saying, where are you from? You know, this idea of the narrow gate, it starts out bizarre. Nope, the gate's narrow. Why is the gate narrow? Because it says at the end, you know, if you get there late and they shut the door, you're locked out. That wouldn't happen if the gate were wide. The problem isn't that the gate's narrow. The problem is that the door is shut. The metaphor flips halfway through that story. But in a narrow gate, we can't all rush it at once. So, you know, Jesus is really, we always think Jesus is saying, stay on the straight and narrow, stay on the straight and narrow. Don't put everything off till the last minute. You know, don't put it off until the last minute. You can learn that here at church. You can learn that at the All Arena. Don't show up five minutes before the concert. You will not get in. Or as Jesus says, and this is really shocking to many theologians, he doesn't say, you're gonna be in the outer darkness for the rest of your life. He's gonna say, have sometimes the first or last. You know, it's actually one of the most hopeful of all of these. It doesn't say anybody doesn't get in. It just says, you might be the last one in. You know, your journey might be longer than the next person. It's probably one of the most hopeful of all the parables. But what he says is, you know, know who you are. I don't think I can pass this course. You know what Jesus says? Do you know who you are? Go for the A. Stop trying to pass the course. I remember having an argument in seminary. I remember celibacy. I remember one argument in seminary where because the formation, we got all these talks about, look, celibacy, obedience, you know, we need to make sure that you've got the kind of psychological, you know, the emotional structure. We really wanna know that you're gonna be able, you know, to live your priesthood. We want to know that you can kind of survive these tough things. And I finally said to the rector, you know, for three years, you've been talking about that. Do we ever talk about whether or not we can flourish? No, the goal is just barely survive this horrible thing called priesthood. Is it? Is that the goal? And the more you hear that message, the more you hear, this is gonna be terrible. It's gonna be awful. I'll be lucky. I'll be lucky to make it to 40. You know, really? 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A reading WEBVTT
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Jesus passed through towns and villages teaching as he went and making his way to Jerusalem.
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Someone asked him, Lord, will only a few people be saved?
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He answered them, strive to enter through the narrow gate.
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For many, I tell you, will attempt to enter but will not be strong enough.
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After the master of the house has arisen and locked the door,
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then will you stand outside knocking and saying, Lord, open the door for us.
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He will save you and reply, I do not know where you are from.
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And you will say, we ate and drank in your company and you taught in our streets.
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Then he will say to you, I do not know where you are from.
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Depart from me, you evildoers.
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Then there will be wailing and grinding of teeth when you see Abraham, Isaac,
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and Jacob and all the prophets in the kingdom of God and you yourselves cast out.
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And people will come from the east and the west, from the north and the south,
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and will recline at table in the kingdom of God.
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For behold, some are last who will be first and some are first who will be last.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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The three readings today kind of walk us through a path of
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kind of how we come to understand the grace of God in our lives.
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The first reading has a couple hidden moments in it that are worth fleshing out here.
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The first is this idea that God gathers people from many nations
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and many of them will come and see the glory of God.
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Now, that's a different statement than the places in the gospel where he says
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he will manifest his glory or he will show his glory.
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He basically says you gather people from all over and you know what?
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Some of them can see it and some of them can't.
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I think we always want to make things, well, God showed that person
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and God didn't show that person.
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God helped them, God didn't help them.
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You know, some of us learn to see things differently.
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I mean, most of you, if you have a family of any size at all,
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you know there are those that can turn the same event into something joyful
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or something not joyful.
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It's the same event.
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You know, we bring our eyes to the situation,
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but what he does tell you is because you know in the Old Testament,
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these prophets, they are much more than we are nowadays
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rooted in that concept that we are created in the image of God.
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So the more people that gather,
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the more likely that more people will see God
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because there are more images to see.
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You know, you will not see God's image in every person.
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That's why God gives us siblings.
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You won't see the image of God in every single person in your life.
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So, you know, church is not about making sure we have the right people.
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We gather as many, all of the judgment says,
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you know, at the end of time, the angels will come
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and they will take these people and they'll take those people
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and they'll take each of us and get the evil out.
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You'll notice it says that job does not belong to us.
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It's the angels, it's God.
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There's very many different stories and we read that.
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We go, got a job.
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Well, we'll take care of that God.
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We'll sort them out.
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Not our job.
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Our job is never to sort that out.
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We can help each other.
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We can share our own faith with people.
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We shouldn't back away from what we believe,
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but it's not our job to do that.
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So he says, gather as many images of God,
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as many people as you can to yourself.
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And no, you know, that famous,
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God never gives me anything I can't handle.
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Not true.
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I mean, it's horrible to say,
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and I have dealt with this in my own family.
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If God gave no one anything they couldn't handle
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and managed each of our lives so that we could,
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suicide would not exist.
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Some people just don't know what to do
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and we can vilify them.
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It just doesn't make any sense to do it.
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They're to a point where they don't know what to do.
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But those of you who are here,
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have to know that if you look at every crisis in your life,
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if you look at every horrible thing,
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you know, Paul talks about these,
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his language, not Paul, it's the author to the Hebrews,
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which is almost certainly not Paul.
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The son, you know, he says,
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you know, who among you,
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what parent wouldn't discipline their children?
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Yeah, but people use this to say,
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you know, everything that happens in life.
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I just found out that I'm dying of a horrible disease.
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Well, what parent wouldn't give their child
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a horrible disease to teach them a good lesson?
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You take this, it gets a little far,
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gets a little far-fetched.
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You take this, it gets a little far,
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gets a little far-fetched.
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What we have to do is say,
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this word discipline in the old Greek,
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it's not just this sort of spare the rod,
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spoil the child discipline.
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It means that every suffering is a chance for discipleship.
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It doesn't mean God sent it to you.
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It doesn't mean that God is running around
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creating suffering,
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that God is running around causing pain
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to teach us lessons.
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Life does that on its own.
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You know, maybe I'm just at that perfect age
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where I'm starting to realize that
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I am either going to have to die young or grow old.
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One of those two is going to happen,
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and neither of them are painless.
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You know, in other words, life itself,
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and that's not, well, you know,
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you know, God is slowly destroying the cartilage in my knees
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to teach me a lesson.
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No, no, I'm afraid years of running get that.
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You know, things happen,
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but what we have to ask,
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and this is why in the gospel,
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Jesus keeps saying,
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where are you from?
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I don't know where you're from.
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And they're like, oh, well, you know,
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you taught us in the streets.
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Yes, but where are you from?
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Well, you know, we were at parties with you.
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Where are you from?
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And the answer is from God.
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Oh, the minute we see that, we see the glory.
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Not only that, when we're faced with these trials,
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I think, you know, if you want to get into that mythological
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that devil is the deceiver,
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the great deceit that creates most sin
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is every time there is a looming challenge,
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a looming crisis,
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you know, really something that's got us worried.
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The deceiver will tell you,
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look at that problem.
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Look at that problem.
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Look at that problem.
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The voice of God will say to you,
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remember who you are.
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Remember where you came from.
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Remember all you've already come through.
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You know, every one of you,
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if you could line up every crisis and issue,
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sibling that you've had in life,
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I don't know why I'm on my siblings today.
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If you can line up everything from inconvenience
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to real tragedy in your life,
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and you're sitting here,
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you've just lined up your history of recovery,
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your history of resilience,
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your history of I got through that.
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You know, like Jacob who becomes Israel,
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sometimes you get through the fight
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and you may have a little limp when you're done.
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I got through it.
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And we forget that our life
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is a history of overcoming things.
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You know, we have survived.
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And you know, I don't think,
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I think in English,
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we've come to think that survived
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means I lived through it.
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We never even invented that word.
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That would be, I don't know,
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pervive or paravive.
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Survive means we lived over it.
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In all other languages,
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that's incredibly clear in Spanish.
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It's, I lived over this.
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Because we're connected to God.
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We live over the tragedies.
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And we have survived tragedies.
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And we have recovered from terrible things.
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And I mean, and we've survived them so well
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that when we start to talk about them,
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we go like, oh, I forgot about that.
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You know, we're now getting to the point
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where people will say,
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do you remember during the shutdown,
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what this was like?
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And they're like, oh man,
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I totally forgot how strange that was.
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And at the time,
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the world was coming to an end
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and it was insurmountable.
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When do we finally learn from the pattern
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so that the next looming crisis,
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we go, stop looking at the crisis
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and remember who you are and whose you are.
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Remember that.
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And you have a history of overcoming, of surviving.
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You have that history, not,
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it's another tragedy.
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I'm not gonna make it through this one.
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You've made it through them before.
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We are created with amazing resilience.
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And it kind of sounds like we don't need God.
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We are so good at this.
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No, of course, every skill we have comes from God.
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Sometimes the grace of God is going to look with,
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like what they now call,
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you know, your emotional toolbox,
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your internal sense of who you are.
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Sometimes the grace of God looks like other people.
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Sometimes the grace of God does look
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like a situation opening up.
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But most of the times,
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the grace of God is something
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that's been with you all along.
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And we think, oh, well, you know,
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I don't wanna feel like I'm self-sufficient.
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Where do you think that self came from?
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It's always grace of God.
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It's the false dichotomy of religion.
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If you take credit for something,
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you're not giving God credit.
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No, no, you know, trust me.
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When I did well, my mother took credit.
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Her mother and her father and her,
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all black, went right back to God.
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So when, you know, we just have to stop seeing
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that as a dichotomy and recognize
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that God's grace is part of all of those things.
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And God's resilience.
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There's a old religious joke.
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He's shocked in four years, I haven't told it.
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But where a man, you know, Bob and Pete are out camping.
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Bob gets up early in the morning and thinks,
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I'm gonna go off on my own to have some private time.
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And he gets about a mile away and there's this cliff
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and this gorgeous view and part of the cliff gives way
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and he starts to fall.
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And as he goes down the cliff,
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he grabs a root that's sticking out the side
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and he starts bargaining with God.
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Okay, if you get me out of this, I'll go back to church.
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And he starts to climb and the root starts to give out.
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He goes, okay, okay, I'll go back to church
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and I'll volunteer.
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And a cute comes out again.
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He goes, okay, and I will tithe, I will give money.
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Sort of feels, but he still can't tell.
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And all of a sudden, out of nowhere,
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because he went off on his own, his friend, Bob says,
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Pete, where are you?
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And he starts crying out, Pete, Pete, and Pete runs.
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And Pete reaches his hands down and Bob says,
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nevermind God, Pete's here.
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Somehow, if it isn't a magical angel,
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it wasn't God.
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We have a history of grace
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for every pain in our life, we're here.
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All of a sudden we're sitting here.
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It's in this very moment,
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not terribly hot or cold in here.
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The pews are, well, they're not a bed of nails,
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but they're comfortable.
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They're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable.
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Well, they're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable.
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He's mildly amusing, but he goes on too long.
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I mean, it's all a balance.
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It's all a little bit of a balance.
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And you go, what about, you know,
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I look back at high school.
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I look back at tough years.
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You know, I look back at the death of loved ones.
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Times where I thought I can't get past this.
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And I did.
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And if I find out a tragedy is coming tomorrow,
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I'm so wrapped up in the tragedy, I forget.
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Oh, wait, wait, wait, wait.
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I'm the person that's gotten through those things.
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Next crisis, stop looking at the crisis.
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And remember, hear Jesus saying, where are you from?
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You know, this idea of the narrow gate,
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it starts out bizarre.
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Nope, the gate's narrow.
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Why is the gate narrow?
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Because it says at the end, you know,
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if you get there late and they shut the door,
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you're locked out.
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That wouldn't happen if the gate were wide.
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The problem isn't that the gate's narrow.
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The problem is that the door is shut.
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The metaphor flips halfway through that story.
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But in a narrow gate, we can't all rush it at once.
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So, you know, Jesus is really,
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we always think Jesus is saying,
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stay on the straight and narrow,
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stay on the straight and narrow.
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Don't put everything off till the last minute.
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You know, don't put it off until the last minute.
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You can learn that here at church.
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You can learn that at the All Arena.
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Don't show up five minutes before the concert.
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You will not get in.
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Or as Jesus says, and this is really shocking
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to many theologians, he doesn't say,
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you're gonna be in the outer darkness
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for the rest of your life.
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He's gonna say, have sometimes the first or last.
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You know, it's actually one of the most hopeful
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of all of these.
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It doesn't say anybody doesn't get in.
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It just says, you might be the last one in.
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You know, your journey might be longer
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than the next person.
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It's probably one of the most hopeful
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of all the parables.
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But what he says is, you know,
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know who you are.
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I don't think I can pass this course.
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You know what Jesus says?
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Do you know who you are?
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Go for the A.
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Stop trying to pass the course.
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I remember having an argument in seminary.
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I remember celibacy.
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I remember one argument in seminary
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where because the formation,
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we got all these talks about, look,
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celibacy, obedience, you know,
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we need to make sure that you've got
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the kind of psychological, you know,
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the emotional structure.
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We really wanna know that you're gonna be able,
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you know, to live your priesthood.
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We want to know that you can kind of
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survive these tough things.
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And I finally said to the rector,
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you know, for three years,
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you've been talking about that.
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Do we ever talk about
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whether or not we can flourish?
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No, the goal is just barely survive
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this horrible thing called priesthood.
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Is it?
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Is that the goal?
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And the more you hear that message,
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the more you hear,
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this is gonna be terrible.
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It's gonna be awful.
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I'll be lucky.
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I'll be lucky to make it to 40.
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You know, really?
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I mean, I'm serious when I tell people
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if I'd known I was gonna live this long,
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I would have taken better care of myself.
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I just didn't think I'd make it past.
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I mean, it was always this sort of,
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here's how you're gonna barely get through.
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If your prayer life is together,
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you'll be okay.
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What about thriving?
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Forget about whether they're gonna
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be able to be a priest.
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What about what kind of priest they could be?
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We sometimes are like,
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can I get into heaven?
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Jesus says, go for the bullseye.
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Do you know who you are?
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Do you know what you've overcome?
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Do you know your history
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of recovery and resilience?
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Tomorrow may bring a crisis.
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No one knows.
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And when you see the crisis,
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before you start to try and figure out
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how bad it is,
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make sure you hear the voice of God
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reminding you how amazing you are.
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Not because you're on your own,
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but because God's grace is with you
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in the width of your community,
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in the strength of your journey,
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and in the emotional life
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that God has given you as a grace.
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Father Pat’s message is a powerful reflection on i Father Pat’s message is a powerful reflection on identity, resilience, and the presence of God’s grace in the midst of life’s trials. Drawing from the readings, particularly the Gospel of Luke, he challenges the listener to move beyond fear-based spirituality and instead recognize the divine strength already present within. He emphasizes that salvation is not about exclusivity or religious performance but about recognizing one’s origin in God and living from that truth. Life’s challenges are not divine punishments but opportunities for discipleship and growth, and the grace of God is not always a miraculous intervention, but often the quiet presence of community, personal strength, and memory of past survival. Father Pat calls us to stop asking "Will I make it?" and start remembering "Who am I?"—a beloved image of God, resilient and capable, already walking the narrow path.
In his homily, Father Pat draws deeply from the Gospel’s image of the “narrow gate” and reframes it from being a symbol of spiritual exclusivity to one of personal urgency and intentionality. The narrow gate is not about how few are saved, but how important it is to begin the journey now, not at the last minute. Salvation is not a question of proximity to Jesus—eating with Him, hearing Him teach—but of orientation: “Where are you from?” is not a question of geography but of identity. Are you rooted in God? Do you know where your strength comes from?
He links this idea to the readings that speak of God gathering people from all nations, emphasizing that divine glory is not limited to a chosen few, but rather is revealed to those who are able to see it. This ability to perceive God’s presence, Father Pat suggests, is shaped by our own vision—our spiritual perception. Just as people experience the same event differently, some with joy and others with dismay, our capacity to see God’s glory often depends on the state of our own hearts.
He challenges the often misused theological claims that “God doesn’t give us more than we can handle,” pointing out the tragic reality that many do face what feels unbearable. Instead, he argues, life itself brings suffering, but discipleship means choosing how we respond. The Greek root of "discipline" is akin to "discipleship," not punishment. Every hardship can be an opportunity to deepen our reliance on God, not because God has authored the suffering, but because God walks with us through it.
Father Pat emphasizes that the grace of God often manifests through our own resilience, our community, and our emotional and spiritual tools—what some might now call an "emotional toolbox." This grace is not just an external gift but something embedded in the very fabric of our being. We are not merely survivors of life’s tragedies; we are those who have “lived over” them—thrived in the face of them. Our survival is not an accident; it is a testament to the grace within us.
He illustrates this with humor and humility, reminding us that we often forget our own history of overcoming. When the next crisis comes, we are tempted to panic, forgetting that we have faced similar or worse before. The deceiver tells us to only see the problem; God reminds us of who we are—children of grace, capable and supported.
Even the parable’s apparent harshness—that the door will be shut—gives way to hope. Jesus closes with the inversion: the last will be first, and the first will be last. This is not a warning of eternal exclusion but a reminder that everyone's journey is different. Some may take longer, struggle more, or arrive later, but the invitation to the Kingdom remains.
Finally, Father Pat invites us to stop asking whether we can merely survive our faith journey, and instead ask how we can flourish. God’s grace is not about scraping by but about thriving in our identity as beloved creations. Our resilience, our past victories, our inner strength—all are reflections of divine grace. We are not spiritual beggars at the gate of Heaven hoping for scraps; we are invited guests, bearing the image of God, with a seat reserved at the banquet....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1065.949951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, Lord. Jesus told his disciples this parable. A man going on a journey called in his servants and entrusted his possessions to them. To one he gave five talents, to another two, to a third one, each according to his ability. Then he went away. After a long time, the master of those servants came back and settled accounts with them. The one who had received five talents came forward bringing the additional five. He said, master, you gave me five talents. See, I have made five more. His master said to him, well done, my good and faithful servant. Since you were faithful in small matters, I will give you great responsibilities. Come, share your master's joy. The Gospel of the Lord. There is both a long and a short version of today's Gospel. I chose the short because I think the vast majority of people know. They hear that much, they know the rest of the story. And then the man with five, it almost reads like a joke that begins with three people in a bar. And then the second one came forward. And he was only given two, and he brought two extras. And the last one, which is kind of the point of the whole story, is the last one knows that the master is someone who expects results. It says he sows where he does not reap. And he's a hard sort of taskmaster. And so the very last one kind of panics, and he doesn't want to risk investing. And so he just buries it in the ground and comes and says, here, here's your one back. I didn't lose any of it, but I didn't gain anything. And you know, it doesn't say it quite this way in scripture, but the master kind of goes off on him. What would be really helpful for those of us who look at this parable would be if there was a story as well of the person who went out courageously and invested but lost. What's the reaction to that person? Because that's really what we all kind of want to know. Should he have taken the risk? Now, the story clearly says yes, but we don't get the story of someone who took the risk and lost it. And our gut reaction, of course, is that it would be better to go out and risk and lose than just to play it too safe. And I think most of us and most scripture scholars go there with this parable, even though it's kind of missing that chunk for us. It really would be nice to hear what happens when you kind of risk it. We get a version of that. And it's often the Thanksgiving gospel. I haven't checked to see if it's what we're using this year. But we get a version of that in the story of the 10 lepers who are healed by Jesus. And he sends them all off to the priest to be healed. And along the way, as they recognize they're healed, one of them goes off script. And he comes back and he starts thanking Jesus. And the reaction is, where are the others? Well, the others are doing what they're told. They were playing it safe. And he does take a big risk. You know, he does take a risk. But we still don't quite get that real satisfying answer to what would have happened if the one with the five talents came back and said, I invested in this great plan for a pipeline through South Dakota. Now there's oil everywhere. What would have happened if he had done something disastrous? We don't know. We aren't given that. And so we have to always look at that with that. We wish we had it a little more solidly. But there's kind of almost a natural instinct in us to understand what the parable is really getting us to, which is whether or not we kind of waste the gifts we have in life. And not just the financial assets. This is often a stewardship weekend in parishes where we talk about stewardship. But also our talents and everything we've been given. And I think I almost wish these weekends were reversed. Because this is a great follow-up to Thanksgiving. Because I think the reason most of us don't share more of who we are is we haven't really acknowledged how much we've been given. How much we have to be grateful for. What it is, how many of these, you know, what it calls the talents, which unfortunately means something totally different nowadays. But all of these measures of good that God has given us to begin with. If we're unaware of that, it is a little harder to share in the world. And so we kind of look around. It's fallen on this, you know, World Day of the Poor. That Pope Francis, I don't know if any of you saw the news articles flying around. That in the Palo Sesto Hall, which is the, Paul VI Hall, which is in the, right off the Vatican, the famous Vatican, St. Peter's Square. And it's where the College of Cardinals often meets when they are having a consistory. So they set it for like 1500 and had a big banquet with the Pope and the homeless of Rome. And it was just kind of fascinating. And his whole approach to this has been, you know, it's in the poor that we find our vision of God. And I think a lot of us think that he's kind of talking about a sort of lovely, sentimental, when you have that kind of generosity and that kind of giving, you know, that you get this overwhelming sense of what God does when he helps. No, it's nothing that hallmark. It's not that goopy. He's really going back to the Old Testament and part of the New Testament that says, you know what, the vision they have, the vision the poor have of God is closer to the truth. Because they grow up and know, through so much of their life, they have this constant knowledge of how much they need. And where we think it could sort of be beating you down and it feels a little degrading to accept charity, it is. It's hard to accept charity. And most of us go through every day unaware of the charity we accept because it makes us feel better. God, the fact that you are alive and the poorest person on earth is alive means when it comes to God, you've both received the same measure of grace this day. But they're aware of it. We wake up and, you know, we look around at our lives and everything and we think, you know, this is what I've done for myself. This is what I've made for myself. This is how I've established myself. And we don't see that that's all from God because we have this myth of, you know, I always say the myth of the self-made man. There is no such thing. And so we have to get back behind these readings and start to see what's going on. And in Proverbs, we get this vision all through Proverbs. At the very end of the book, we have this thing of the worthy wife. And you really do have to learn to get beyond the inherent sexism of Scripture. It was written in a different culture. I mean, sometimes the people who are really fighting for social justice are still fighting from a culture where they're pushing the limits. And we look back years later and, you know, trust me, the proposition that all men are created equal was incredibly progressive. They had no idea that the word men only referred to half the human race. I mean, they just, the word was used differently. Now we look back and we go, well, you know, maybe we could have, and people will say, well, clearly they meant everyone. That's a nice rewrite. Maybe they did. It was a different culture. You know, when you say all men are created equal at a time when women weren't voting, you don't really believe. You actually believed that all men were created equal. It was still on the forefront of your generation. And the same thing is with Scripture. Sometimes there's these great, wonderful sayings, but you can see that they're only getting so far in their culture, and this is one of those moments, you know, when one has a worthy wife, she's worth more than pearls. If you put that next to the other things in the Old Testament, especially the Ten Commandments, you start to realize that, yes, they really are saying, of all of your possessions, your wife is the best one. Of everything you own, I hope you know that that's the most valuable. It is saying that, and we say, well, that's not what it's saying. You're ignoring history. Of course it's what it's saying. Read the Ten Commandments. You will not covet your neighbor's, you know, oxen. You will not covet their belongings. You will not covet their wife. I think she actually comes third in the list. Does it mean that, no, it means that they are writing from their cultural mindset. Anyone who thinks scripture was written outside of a culture is fooling themselves, and so we get this sense that there's this moment, though, where it's really talking about Israel, the community. Nowadays we would say the church is this worthy wife. We really do, and that's why we have to understand that the language is sexist, or we'll come to the wrong conclusion. It is saying that, and we say, or we'll come to the wrong conclusion. It is saying we are a belonging of God's. We do belong to God in a way that nowadays we would say a wife doesn't. That's why this doesn't work so well anymore, but we actually are a lesser spouse to God. It is not, our relationship with God is not a marriage-based inequality. It's God and us, and it says, and you know that we are worthy of this relationship when all, as it says here, all of those in her care are taken care of and doubly clothed. In other words, that's when we are the spouse of God. We are the spouse of God the day that everyone in our care is taken care of. That makes us the worthy, so it's not this, you know, people love this at funerals. If mom passed away, they'll read this because they kind of love it. Oh, you know, mom took care of everyone. It's really about the community. The bride of Christ is to take care of everyone, and then we're being worthy of being the community we claim to be. And so we look at that, and then we go and we say, so now what is this stewardship thing about? What have we been given? What are we doing to take care of others? Some people in the gospel, it doesn't tell you who you are. Some people are like Martha and Mary, who are clearly people with money. They have, we know they at least have a private garden. And we know that it says in the New Testament that there were many women who actually took care of this little group out of their means. And for a woman to be able to take care of someone out of their means, somehow she was able, she had to either inherit or still have an ability in that culture. It was a rare thing. But no one ever turns to them and says, like they do to the rich young man, give it all away. Each of us is called to do different stuff. It's not, do you give everything away? Do you manage everything you've had in such a way that it does the most good in the world? Not the most good in your life. Do we manage everything we have to do the most good in the world? That's, you know, that's an ongoing thing. Sometimes it's being responsible to what we have so it will be there, not just for our children, but for the world. Because the church is called to take care, as Pope said this weekend, we are called to take care of everyone. And then the scripture says, and those under your care had better be well fed and well clothed and taken care of. And so we get this real mandate. I always think that Christianity, I mentioned this at a school mass this week, Christianity gets one of our most important dynamics absolutely backwards most of the time. In American Christianity nowadays, this is not true all through history. But the dynamic is that we think religion is about getting you to think the right things about God. We profess the creed. It's important, I'm glad we profess it. But it's not the point. The point is not think all the right things, have all the right definitions, know all the right laws. That's what it means to be a good Catholic, is I follow every one of the rules. And then subsidiarily, if I've got time left over, we go out and we help the poor. No, the first one, the last one there, that's the mandatory one. What we do in the world is actually more important than whether I have the right thoughts about God. Because quite frankly, you'll never get God figured out anyway. I'm always surprised how often we use God as a distraction to the gospel. God becomes the distraction. I'm gonna ponder God and, you know, I'm gonna ponder and pray and hopefully God will feed the poor. No, no, he's got his job, we have ours. And our job is to go out and change the world. And that's what's difficult about our faith. Because throughout history, the church slowly has aligned itself and it's against its own roots. We align ourselves, it happens naturally, with establishment. We become the voice of the establishment. The original gospel was never the voice of the establishment. It always scares me to know. You know, first thing I realized when I was studying the scripture in seminary is that the only people Jesus gets mad at are the religious leaders. I mean, it's amazing, once we study that, we're still willing to become priests. We're the ones he gets mad at. He doesn't stand with the priests and look out to the people and say, you hypocrites. He always stands with them, looks at the religious leader and goes, you hypocrites. We're the ones that really seem to upset him the most. And so we have to always, you know, have that in mind as we minister, as we preach, as we do all these things. And then the level goes out. Those of us who are Christians working with non-Christians, we have to understand that that finger might be pointing back at us. The establishment is not ever where the church was meant to be. We were always meant to be the pilgrim church. Triumphant church happens after death. That's in heaven. We're the pilgrim church. We're the church that journeys through the world with those who have no home. And the Pope says this over and over and over again, and it's interesting to watch the backlash against it. You know, tell us we're holy, but don't give us a mission. That will never happen. That will never happen. The gospel will not be there to tell us when we're being holy or not. It will be there to tell us what we do next, where the mission is, everything we've been given. Hopefully we do go out and invest it in others. And sometimes that will go well. Mother Teresa always reminds us, you are called to be faithful, not successful. And I always think that's the line I want to hear in that gospel today, is you're not called to be successful. You were called to be faithful. You are called to be courageous. You are called to be able to speak your mind. And it may work out well for you. Those who have an earthly vision would tell you it didn't work out well for Jesus. Peter tried to talk him out of it. We're called not to side with that. We're called to side with the Jesus vision that says we're called to be faithful. We cannot control the world's reaction to it. But we're called to go out and change the world. And if we're too stuck in our establishment, we don't want change. It's comfortable. But like the pope, when we align with the poor, we will see the need for change. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, Lord.
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Jesus told his disciples this parable.
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A man going on a journey called in his servants
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and entrusted his possessions to them.
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To one he gave five talents, to another two, to a third one,
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each according to his ability.
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Then he went away.
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After a long time, the master of those servants
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came back and settled accounts with them.
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The one who had received five talents
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came forward bringing the additional five.
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He said, master, you gave me five talents.
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See, I have made five more.
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His master said to him, well done,
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my good and faithful servant.
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Since you were faithful in small matters,
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I will give you great responsibilities.
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Come, share your master's joy.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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There is both a long and a short version of today's Gospel.
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I chose the short because I think
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the vast majority of people know.
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They hear that much, they know the rest of the story.
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And then the man with five, it almost
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reads like a joke that begins with three people in a bar.
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And then the second one came forward.
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And he was only given two, and he brought two extras.
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And the last one, which is kind of the point
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of the whole story, is the last one
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knows that the master is someone who expects results.
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It says he sows where he does not reap.
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And he's a hard sort of taskmaster.
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And so the very last one kind of panics,
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and he doesn't want to risk investing.
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And so he just buries it in the ground
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and comes and says, here, here's your one back.
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I didn't lose any of it, but I didn't gain anything.
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And you know, it doesn't say it quite this way in scripture,
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but the master kind of goes off on him.
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What would be really helpful for those of us
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who look at this parable would be
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if there was a story as well of the person who went out
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courageously and invested but lost.
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What's the reaction to that person?
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Because that's really what we all kind of want to know.
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Should he have taken the risk?
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Now, the story clearly says yes, but we
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don't get the story of someone who took the risk and lost it.
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And our gut reaction, of course, is
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that it would be better to go out and risk and lose
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than just to play it too safe.
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And I think most of us and most scripture scholars
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go there with this parable, even though it's kind
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of missing that chunk for us.
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It really would be nice to hear what happens
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when you kind of risk it.
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We get a version of that.
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And it's often the Thanksgiving gospel.
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I haven't checked to see if it's what we're using this year.
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But we get a version of that in the story of the 10 lepers who
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are healed by Jesus.
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And he sends them all off to the priest
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to be healed.
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And along the way, as they recognize they're healed,
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one of them goes off script.
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And he comes back and he starts thanking Jesus.
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And the reaction is, where are the others?
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Well, the others are doing what they're told.
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They were playing it safe.
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And he does take a big risk.
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You know, he does take a risk.
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But we still don't quite get that real satisfying answer
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to what would have happened if the one with the five talents
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came back and said, I invested in this great plan
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for a pipeline through South Dakota.
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Now there's oil everywhere.
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What would have happened if he had done something disastrous?
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We don't know.
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We aren't given that.
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And so we have to always look at that with that.
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We wish we had it a little more solidly.
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But there's kind of almost a natural instinct in us
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to understand what the parable is really getting us to,
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which is whether or not we kind of waste
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the gifts we have in life.
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And not just the financial assets.
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This is often a stewardship weekend in parishes
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where we talk about stewardship.
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But also our talents and everything we've been given.
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And I think I almost wish these weekends were reversed.
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Because this is a great follow-up to Thanksgiving.
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Because I think the reason most of us
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don't share more of who we are is
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we haven't really acknowledged how much we've been given.
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How much we have to be grateful for.
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What it is, how many of these, you know,
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what it calls the talents, which unfortunately means
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something totally different nowadays.
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But all of these measures of good
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that God has given us to begin with.
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If we're unaware of that, it is a little harder
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to share in the world.
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And so we kind of look around.
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It's fallen on this, you know, World Day of the Poor.
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That Pope Francis, I don't know if any of you
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saw the news articles flying around.
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That in the Palo Sesto Hall, which is the,
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Paul VI Hall, which is in the, right off the Vatican,
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the famous Vatican, St. Peter's Square.
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And it's where the College of Cardinals often meets
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when they are having a consistory.
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So they set it for like 1500 and had a big banquet
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with the Pope and the homeless of Rome.
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And it was just kind of fascinating.
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And his whole approach to this has been, you know,
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it's in the poor that we find our vision of God.
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And I think a lot of us think that he's kind of
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talking about a sort of lovely, sentimental,
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when you have that kind of generosity
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and that kind of giving, you know,
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that you get this overwhelming sense
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of what God does when he helps.
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No, it's nothing that hallmark.
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It's not that goopy.
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He's really going back to the Old Testament
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and part of the New Testament that says,
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you know what, the vision they have,
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the vision the poor have of God is closer to the truth.
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Because they grow up and know,
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through so much of their life,
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they have this constant knowledge
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of how much they need.
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And where we think it could sort of be beating you down
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and it feels a little degrading to accept charity,
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it is.
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It's hard to accept charity.
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And most of us go through every day
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unaware of the charity we accept
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because it makes us feel better.
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God, the fact that you are alive
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and the poorest person on earth is alive
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means when it comes to God,
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you've both received the same measure of grace this day.
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But they're aware of it.
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We wake up and, you know,
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we look around at our lives and everything
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and we think, you know, this is what I've done for myself.
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This is what I've made for myself.
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This is how I've established myself.
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And we don't see that that's all from God
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because we have this myth of, you know,
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I always say the myth of the self-made man.
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There is no such thing.
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And so we have to get back behind these readings
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and start to see what's going on.
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And in Proverbs, we get this vision
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all through Proverbs.
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At the very end of the book,
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we have this thing of the worthy wife.
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And you really do have to learn
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to get beyond the inherent sexism of Scripture.
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It was written in a different culture.
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I mean, sometimes the people
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who are really fighting for social justice
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are still fighting from a culture
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where they're pushing the limits.
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And we look back years later and, you know,
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trust me, the proposition that all men are created equal
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was incredibly progressive.
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They had no idea that the word men
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only referred to half the human race.
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I mean, they just, the word was used differently.
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Now we look back and we go, well, you know,
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maybe we could have, and people will say,
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well, clearly they meant everyone.
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That's a nice rewrite.
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Maybe they did.
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It was a different culture.
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You know, when you say all men are created equal
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at a time when women weren't voting,
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you don't really believe.
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You actually believed that all men were created equal.
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It was still on the forefront of your generation.
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And the same thing is with Scripture.
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Sometimes there's these great, wonderful sayings,
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but you can see that they're only getting so far
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in their culture, and this is one of those moments,
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you know, when one has a worthy wife,
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she's worth more than pearls.
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If you put that next to the other things
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in the Old Testament, especially the Ten Commandments,
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you start to realize that, yes, they really are saying,
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of all of your possessions, your wife is the best one.
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Of everything you own, I hope you know
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that that's the most valuable.
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It is saying that, and we say, well,
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that's not what it's saying.
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You're ignoring history.
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Of course it's what it's saying.
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Read the Ten Commandments.
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You will not covet your neighbor's, you know, oxen.
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You will not covet their belongings.
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You will not covet their wife.
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I think she actually comes third in the list.
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Does it mean that, no, it means that they are writing
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from their cultural mindset.
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Anyone who thinks scripture was written
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outside of a culture is fooling themselves,
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and so we get this sense that there's this moment, though,
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where it's really talking about Israel, the community.
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Nowadays we would say the church is this worthy wife.
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We really do, and that's why we have to understand
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that the language is sexist,
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or we'll come to the wrong conclusion.
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It is saying that, and we say,
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or we'll come to the wrong conclusion.
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It is saying we are a belonging of God's.
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We do belong to God in a way that nowadays
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we would say a wife doesn't.
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That's why this doesn't work so well anymore,
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but we actually are a lesser spouse to God.
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It is not, our relationship with God
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is not a marriage-based inequality.
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It's God and us, and it says,
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and you know that we are worthy of this relationship
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when all, as it says here, all of those in her care
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are taken care of and doubly clothed.
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In other words, that's when we are the spouse of God.
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We are the spouse of God the day that everyone
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in our care is taken care of.
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That makes us the worthy, so it's not this,
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you know, people love this at funerals.
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If mom passed away, they'll read this
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because they kind of love it.
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Oh, you know, mom took care of everyone.
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It's really about the community.
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The bride of Christ is to take care of everyone,
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and then we're being worthy of being
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the community we claim to be.
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And so we look at that, and then we go and we say,
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so now what is this stewardship thing about?
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What have we been given?
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What are we doing to take care of others?
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Some people in the gospel, it doesn't tell you who you are.
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Some people are like Martha and Mary,
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who are clearly people with money.
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They have, we know they at least have a private garden.
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And we know that it says in the New Testament
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that there were many women who actually took care
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of this little group out of their means.
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And for a woman to be able to take care of someone
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out of their means, somehow she was able,
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she had to either inherit or still have
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an ability in that culture.
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It was a rare thing.
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But no one ever turns to them and says,
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like they do to the rich young man, give it all away.
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Each of us is called to do different stuff.
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It's not, do you give everything away?
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Do you manage everything you've had in such a way
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that it does the most good in the world?
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Not the most good in your life.
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Do we manage everything we have
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to do the most good in the world?
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That's, you know, that's an ongoing thing.
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Sometimes it's being responsible to what we have
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so it will be there, not just for our children,
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but for the world.
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Because the church is called to take care,
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as Pope said this weekend,
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we are called to take care of everyone.
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And then the scripture says, and those under your care
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had better be well fed and well clothed and taken care of.
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And so we get this real mandate.
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I always think that Christianity,
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I mentioned this at a school mass this week,
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Christianity gets one of our most important dynamics
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absolutely backwards most of the time.
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In American Christianity nowadays,
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this is not true all through history.
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But the dynamic is that we think religion is about
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getting you to think the right things about God.
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We profess the creed.
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It's important, I'm glad we profess it.
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But it's not the point.
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The point is not think all the right things,
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have all the right definitions, know all the right laws.
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That's what it means to be a good Catholic,
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is I follow every one of the rules.
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And then subsidiarily, if I've got time left over,
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we go out and we help the poor.
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No, the first one, the last one there,
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that's the mandatory one.
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What we do in the world is actually more important
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than whether I have the right thoughts about God.
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Because quite frankly,
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you'll never get God figured out anyway.
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I'm always surprised how often we use God
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as a distraction to the gospel.
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God becomes the distraction.
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I'm gonna ponder God and, you know,
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I'm gonna ponder and pray
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and hopefully God will feed the poor.
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No, no, he's got his job, we have ours.
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And our job is to go out and change the world.
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And that's what's difficult about our faith.
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Because throughout history,
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the church slowly has aligned itself
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and it's against its own roots.
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We align ourselves, it happens naturally,
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with establishment.
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We become the voice of the establishment.
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The original gospel was never
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the voice of the establishment.
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It always scares me to know.
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You know, first thing I realized
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when I was studying the scripture in seminary
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is that the only people Jesus gets mad at
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are the religious leaders.
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I mean, it's amazing, once we study that,
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we're still willing to become priests.
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We're the ones he gets mad at.
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He doesn't stand with the priests
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and look out to the people and say,
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you hypocrites.
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He always stands with them,
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looks at the religious leader and goes,
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you hypocrites.
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We're the ones that really seem to upset him the most.
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And so we have to always, you know,
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have that in mind as we minister,
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as we preach, as we do all these things.
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And then the level goes out.
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Those of us who are Christians
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working with non-Christians,
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we have to understand that that finger
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might be pointing back at us.
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The establishment is not ever
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where the church was meant to be.
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We were always meant to be the pilgrim church.
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Triumphant church happens after death.
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That's in heaven.
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We're the pilgrim church.
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We're the church that journeys
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through the world with those who have no home.
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And the Pope says this over and over and over again,
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and it's interesting to watch the backlash against it.
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You know, tell us we're holy,
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but don't give us a mission.
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That will never happen.
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That will never happen.
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The gospel will not be there to tell us
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when we're being holy or not.
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It will be there to tell us what we do next,
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where the mission is, everything we've been given.
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Hopefully we do go out and invest it in others.
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And sometimes that will go well.
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Mother Teresa always reminds us,
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you are called to be faithful, not successful.
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And I always think that's the line
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I want to hear in that gospel today,
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is you're not called to be successful.
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You were called to be faithful.
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You are called to be courageous.
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You are called to be able to speak your mind.
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And it may work out well for you.
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Those who have an earthly vision would tell you
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it didn't work out well for Jesus.
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Peter tried to talk him out of it.
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We're called not to side with that.
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We're called to side with the Jesus vision that
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says we're called to be faithful.
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We cannot control the world's reaction to it.
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But we're called to go out and change the world.
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And if we're too stuck in our establishment,
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we don't want change.
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It's comfortable.
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But like the pope, when we align with the poor,
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we will see the need for change.
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And only when we see that need will we
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start to understand the gospel of Jesus.
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Father Pat’s message centers around the parable of Father Pat’s message centers around the parable of the talents and the deeper implications of what it means to faithfully use the gifts God has entrusted to us. He challenges listeners to move beyond a superficial understanding of stewardship, emphasizing that the parable is not merely about financial responsibility but about embracing the courage to risk, invest, and serve others with all that we have been given. He laments the missing part of the story—the one who risks and loses—yet affirms that God calls us to faithfulness, not success. Father Pat draws connections between authentic Christian discipleship and solidarity with the poor, underscoring that true Christ-like living requires aligning ourselves with the marginalized and resisting the comfort and stagnation of establishment religion. Ultimately, Father Pat urges the Church and its members to abandon passive religiosity and instead live out the Gospel through bold, sacrificial love and justice.
The parable of the talents, as Father Pat explains, is often misunderstood when reduced to a simple lesson on productivity or financial stewardship. The deeper message lies in the spiritual responsibility to recognize the abundance of gifts—spiritual, emotional, material—that God has placed in our lives and to use them courageously for the good of others. The Gospel rewards those who risk and invest their talents, but it does not address the scenario many of us fear: what happens if we risk and fail? Father Pat points out this omission and suggests that, despite the lack of narrative closure, the instinctive conclusion is that faithfulness and willingness to act matter more to God than measurable success. This is echoed in the life of Jesus himself, whose crucifixion by worldly standards looked like failure, yet became the ultimate act of faithfulness.
Father Pat also draws a powerful parallel between this parable and the story of the ten lepers, where the one who returns to thank Jesus steps off the expected path—a risky move that is nonetheless deeply valued by Christ. This illustrates that true discipleship often involves stepping away from the safe and expected in favor of authentic, grateful, and courageous living. He also reflects on the wisdom of the poor, a theme that Pope Francis has emphasized, especially on the World Day of the Poor. The poor, he notes, have a clearer vision of God, not because of sentimentality, but because their daily dependence reveals a truth many of us with material security forget: everything we have is gift. The poor recognize their need for grace, while the affluent often delude themselves with the myth of self-sufficiency.
In this context, Father Pat challenges the Church to examine its alignment with institutional power and comfort. Historically, the Church began as a movement on the margins, yet over centuries has often become an arm of the establishment, losing its prophetic edge. He notes with irony that the only people Jesus directs anger toward in the Gospels are the religious leaders—those who were supposed to guide others but instead preserved their own power. This is a sobering reminder for clergy and laypeople alike to constantly reevaluate whether we are truly following Christ or merely preserving tradition and comfort.
The reading from Proverbs about the “worthy wife” is also reinterpreted not as a patriarchal ideal of a submissive woman, but as a metaphor for the community of faith—the Church—and its responsibility to care for all within its reach. Just as a worthy spouse ensures that those in her care are well-fed and clothed, the Church must prioritize the material and spiritual wellbeing of the vulnerable. This reframing encourages believers to resist individualistic interpretations of Scripture and instead embrace a communal, justice-oriented reading.
Father Pat critiques the inversion of priorities prevalent in much of American Christianity, where orthodoxy (right belief) is elevated above orthopraxy (right action). He argues that the true measure of Christian faith is not how accurately one can define theological doctrines, but how deeply one embodies the Gospel through acts of love, justice, and mercy. The creeds and doctrines matter, but they are not the end; they are meant to propel us into mission. Christianity, at its core, is not about admiring God from a distance, but about participating in God’s work in the world—feeding the hungry, clothing the naked, and challenging unjust systems.
Finally, Father Pat echoes the wisdom of Mother Teresa: “You are not called to be successful, but faithful.” This statement encapsulates the heart of the homily. Faithfulness means risking failure, stepping into the unknown, and offering one’s gifts without the guarantee of reward. It demands that we not cling to security but embrace the Gospel's radical call to transformation—for ourselves and for the world. The Church must renew its identity as a pilgrim people, journeying with the poor, the displaced, and the forgotten, rather than settling into the comforts of cultural relevance or institutional prestige. Only then will we fully understand and live the Gospel of Jesus Christ....
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Fast From Indifference
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1084.199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. The Spirit drove Jesus out into the desert, and He remained in the desert, tempted by Satan, for 40 days. He was among wild beasts, and the angels ministered to Him. After John had been arrested, Jesus came to Galilee, proclaiming the Gospel of God. This is the time of fulfillment. The kingdom of God is at hand. Repent and believe the Gospel. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. It's kind of a trick of the mind that we have to wrap our head around, that when we hear Jesus saying, believe in the Gospel, the four Gospels have not been written. So you and I hear, oh, believe in these four books. Not what was meant. You know, this is the concept for which the four books will be named after. And then we kind of re-imprint history in a different order in our mind. And so, you know, He uses the Greek. He says, you know, believe in the Evangelion. It's a Greek word that literally was used kind of, probably the most common use for it was if there was a decisive battle such that, you know, if you lose this battle, you lose your city. You lose your way of life. You lose your power base. You lose everything. If you are being attacked at that level, the army would go out and they would fight the battle. And the youngest of the soldiers was often asked to hold back, you know, be kind of at the backside of the army. And when the army wins, his only job is to run back and tell the city the Evangelion, the good news. This runner, this messenger who comes back also becomes known as Evangelion, the good news bearer, the bearer that says, you know, the battle has been decisively won and our way of life is safe and free and who you are, you know, the invasion is over. And that's, you know, so when we talk about, oh, the gospel, the good news, we all put all these different sorts of things on it. But it really is saying that there is a battle we're all fighting that's been won. By the time the good news gets there, you're hearing the good news doesn't win the battle. It's been won. But you should live knowing the battle's been won. And I think, unfortunately, a lot, not all, but a lot of our religion centers around keeping people in the battle. We're fighting for the gospel. We're fighting for the announcement that the battle's over and there's nothing to fight. So there is a word game that goes on in our head. We slowly forget what the gospel is. Jesus comes preaching this good news, and the good news, and of course you have to get your head set into the mindset of the bad news that was going around, which was, you know, when you sin, there is no forgiveness. When you mess up, that's it. That was the mindset of the day. God, you know, if you're wealthy and healthy and everything's going well, it's because God likes you and the rest of you, you'd have a better life if you just weren't so displeasing to God. All of these messages are out there in the ether at that time, and little by little, this good news that gets preached, the beatitudes come and say, guess what, God blesses those people even when their lives are falling apart. And then he starts to say, and you know what, these people who say there's no forgiveness are people who themselves need forgiveness, and you have to get past that. Of course there's forgiveness. And, you know, then he continues on, and there's these miracle healings, and there's nothing we can't get past, and there's good news even after death, and there's good news, and there's good news. And we are so afraid of the good news because if everyone understood the good news, it might be harder for authorities to control people. And too many people have a vision of human nature that is so ugly that basically their thing is, you know, if people ever really got comfortable with who they are, they'd ruin everything. I mean, you know, they don't understand, and even modern psychology will back this up eventually. Anyone who has studied adolescence and lived to tell, anyone who has studied that age group knows bullies aren't bullies because they're secure. People who do awful things don't do it because they're coming from a safe place. Bad behavior doesn't come from people, you know, we always talk about, oh, people who have had it so easy don't understand. But the woundedness that makes them do awful things is whatever little part of their life was not secure. To actually live without that worry and anxiety, the choice to just run around hurting people short of mental illness would make no sense. We're usually fighting with the world because we're competing with the world, and we're competing with the world because we're sure that if we don't, there is eventual failure ahead of us. We don't have enough faith in the nature that God created in us that says, you know, I don't need to put other people under me in order to feel like I'm a little higher up in the world. Most of us really do have a want to be with one another and be safe. I think that the, I've always felt that the real definition, and you get so many of them, of what people are looking for in true love, you know, and I've said this first part a lot. People have heard this a lot that, you know, everyone dreams of falling in love with another person until they realize that they are an other person. They're not you. But that's the dream, is to find someone who isn't you around whom you are completely yourself and completely safe. To be completely yourself. They know everything and it's still safe. That's like the perfect foundation. And when we understand the good news, we're each being invited into that place with God. And so Jesus takes this 40 days to go out and recollect who he is, know who he is, understand this, and then out of it comes the mission. And I think most of us are good either at, I think a lot of us, a lot of us have rudderless missions in our lives. Many of you know people who just get tons of stuff done. If you ask them what they got done yesterday, they will come up with a list that's amazing. If you ask them what they've gotten done in the last year, they can't tell you. Because they spent an amazing day going over here and then an amazing day going over here, but there's no trajectory. They're kind of rudderless even though they are people with amazing energy. And then there are the others who, you know, they reflect and they reflect and they know who they are in the world and they think and they think and, you know, they're finally ready to go out and act and, well, now they're 102 and they die. And they've spent their whole life getting their rudder and never moving. And it's so easy to get caught in one of those. And so we get this phrase in Hebrew that, you know, 40 days, I've always thought that the dynamic English at this moment translation of that should be month of Sundays. It doesn't mean 40 days exactly. It means, you know, 40 kind of meant, you know, forever and a day. He goes out for a month of Sundays. That does not mean 30 weeks. We know that. And so he goes out long enough to unclutter his life and figure out the mission. And then he comes back and spends three years doing the mission. It's the balance that Lent tries to give us. You know, Lent should be a time when we check and say, where are we headed? Where is my, you know, where is the steering wheel pointed toward? This is the time we do that. And the balance that the church has struck is six out of every 52 weeks. The assumption there meaning then 46 weeks doing something with that. You know, we spend some time reminding ourselves of our direction. And then what do we do? I always think that it was, you know, when we talk about, it's a mythological sort of courtroom scene that people have in their heads. Final judgment. You're standing before God. And I know that my catechism teacher, you know, when I was growing up, probably had me convinced that, you know, it was going to be everything from multiple choice and essays and you better know the answer to every question and how many sacraments and which ones are this or you better, this is the final exam. And I'm coming to think that if there is a final judgment, there is one question of interest. And it's not going to be, what mistakes did you make? What mistakes didn't you make? Did you ever sin? Did you not sin? No, the question's going to be, so how did you change the world? How did you change the world? And I think for many of us, it's, well, I didn't hang around those people. Yeah, bad news, they're just inside the door. You know, it's, how do we, and so I look right now, you know, everyone's reeling this week over what happened in Florida and I'm watching all the reactions and there are those who are saying, oh, let's just take a moment and do nothing. Let's just take a moment and do nothing. Which made sense at Columbine, but when you get to Ash Wednesday and you're in a year whereby Ash Wednesday, there are three times as many school shootings as there were Thursdays. How long do you wait? Someone's like, well, you can wait, but you can't wait more than 72 hours or you'll hit the next one and then they'll say wait. It's gotten to that kind of a crazy pace in our lives. And you know, you always say, out of the mouth of babes, what was interesting was the student who, when they first said it, they were kind of like, they thought they were correcting because someone said the wrong thing and it's become a catchphrase all over the internet. And that was when someone said, they started to talk about, you know, let's change laws, let's do this. And someone said, I think it's too soon. And the kid who had just lived through this said, what do you mean? You mean it's too late. I lived through it, it's too late. You don't, you know, you don't go to a funeral and say, is it too soon to discuss treatment options? No, it's too late. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch because what we've done as we fall, I finally started to realize as I watched this week that the word we use of tribalism, tribalism is ego sanctified. Because, you know, if I'm just, if I'm just in this for me, that is ego and that is ugly. But if I'm just in it for my family, that's loyalty. Now my ego looks, it looks a little loyal. I can put a kind of layer of sanctification. Oh, I'm in it for my, for my family, for my country, for my party. It's still ego. I just widened the group long enough that I can say, and I'm just doing this out of loyalty. You know, when it's just me, it's ego. Now it's something noble. It's, you know, noble vices are very dangerous. And so we come to a point and I think, so where do we go? When do we move a discussion into action? And the problem becomes that on both sides or every millions of sides of every political fence, most people are less interested in solving problems and more interested in being right. We don't want the other side to come up with the answer because then they're right. And everyone, you know, it's easy to vilify. I love, we're vilifying the politicians and there is no doubt that there is corruption in the system and that lobbyists are buying things. There's no doubt that's happening. But whenever people start going off on the politicians, I think, but they're doing more than we are. They're showing up. And I don't know if we're upset that they're not doing their job or that we're upset that they're not doing ours. Because, you know, our job doesn't come up once every year or every two or every four years. I've always thought it would be interesting, you know, some people do it, it's only done with military service, but there's so many ways. I thought it would be so interesting if you grew up in one of those countries where everyone had to do one or two years of public service. Because we think of public servants as a faction of our larger community rather than public servants as constitutive of citizenry. Public service. Because otherwise, most of us don't get it. Most of us don't get what's going on, we don't get the difficulties. We wonder why they don't solve issues quicker and we don't understand the difficulties they're up against. And it is polluted by a lot of, there's definitely corruption. But I think we are called to stand up. I realized on Ash Wednesday who the new heroes, the new heroes in our culture are, and even though everyone likes to complain about, you know, whether they're calling them millennials or Gen Xers or, you know, whichever group you're upset with this day. But, you know, the people between the ages of about 25 and 45 right now have watched as their parents have been horrified and their grandparents have been horrified and their aunts and uncles were all horrified. And they're horrified but they're all saying, you know what, I'll run for office. Those are the heroes. Those are the ones who are going to change things. They're like, I'll run for office. You know, in my generation, I don't know, I think I thought that unless you had a degree in Congress, you didn't do those things. Turns out there's no such degree. It's people who just decide they're going to step forward and be part of this. You know, and so all of a sudden we're seeing these voices rise up and say maybe this, you know, maybe this is our problem. You know, maybe the problem isn't politicians. Maybe it's everyone should be a politician once in a while. And no one should be one all the time. And then we start to share our culture. Then we start to share our church. Do you volunteer at church and you find there are two kinds of people, those who volunteer always and those who volunteer never. Ones who volunteer always, you know, they're the ones who inevitably show up at my office at the age of 99 going, I feel so guilty because I can't do it anymore. I'm like, I feel guilty that you walked in here. I mean, you're doing more than I am. You know, rather than, oh no, there are some times of life that we have and we give and other times that we can't. We never just decide that that's someone else's issue. We never decide that. And so like Jesus, we take some time to gather our thoughts, figure out where we're going. Be convinced in the good news. Be convinced that failure doesn't keep us out of heaven. You know, God's won that battle that we are confident enough to try and willing enough. The Pope has asked us this year and he's talking about poverty, but we could put it with violence. The Pope, it's a beautiful phrase, he said, this Lent, the world needs to fast from indifference. And we'll know, and as I said on Ash Wednesday, feeling bad doesn't make me less indifferent. Watching a story on the news and going, oh, because I did that, I must not be indifferent. You know, there's no indifference there because I literally touched my chest inside. And what the Pope says is, no, no, you'll know you're not indifferent when you make a difference. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The Spirit drove Jesus out into the desert,
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and He remained in the desert, tempted by Satan, for 40 days.
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He was among wild beasts, and the angels ministered to Him.
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After John had been arrested, Jesus came to Galilee,
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proclaiming the Gospel of God.
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This is the time of fulfillment.
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The kingdom of God is at hand.
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Repent and believe the Gospel.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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It's kind of a trick of the mind that we have to wrap our head around,
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that when we hear Jesus saying,
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believe in the Gospel, the four Gospels have not been written.
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So you and I hear, oh, believe in these four books.
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Not what was meant.
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You know, this is the concept for which the four books will be named after.
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And then we kind of re-imprint history in a different order in our mind.
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And so, you know, He uses the Greek.
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He says, you know, believe in the Evangelion.
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It's a Greek word that literally was used kind of,
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probably the most common use for it was if there was a decisive battle
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such that, you know, if you lose this battle, you lose your city.
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You lose your way of life.
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You lose your power base.
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You lose everything.
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If you are being attacked at that level, the army would go out
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and they would fight the battle.
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And the youngest of the soldiers was often asked to hold back,
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you know, be kind of at the backside of the army.
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And when the army wins, his only job is to run back
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and tell the city the Evangelion, the good news.
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This runner, this messenger who comes back also becomes known as Evangelion,
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the good news bearer, the bearer that says, you know,
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the battle has been decisively won and our way of life is safe and free
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and who you are, you know, the invasion is over.
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And that's, you know, so when we talk about, oh, the gospel, the good news,
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we all put all these different sorts of things on it.
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But it really is saying that there is a battle we're all fighting that's been won.
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By the time the good news gets there,
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you're hearing the good news doesn't win the battle.
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It's been won.
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But you should live knowing the battle's been won.
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And I think, unfortunately, a lot, not all, but a lot of our religion
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centers around keeping people in the battle.
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We're fighting for the gospel.
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We're fighting for the announcement that the battle's over
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and there's nothing to fight.
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So there is a word game that goes on in our head.
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We slowly forget what the gospel is.
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Jesus comes preaching this good news, and the good news,
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and of course you have to get your head set into the mindset of the bad news
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that was going around, which was, you know, when you sin, there is no forgiveness.
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When you mess up, that's it.
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That was the mindset of the day.
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God, you know, if you're wealthy and healthy and everything's going well,
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it's because God likes you and the rest of you,
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you'd have a better life if you just weren't so displeasing to God.
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All of these messages are out there in the ether at that time,
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and little by little, this good news that gets preached,
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the beatitudes come and say,
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guess what, God blesses those people even when their lives are falling apart.
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And then he starts to say, and you know what,
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these people who say there's no forgiveness
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are people who themselves need forgiveness,
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and you have to get past that.
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Of course there's forgiveness.
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And, you know, then he continues on, and there's these miracle healings,
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and there's nothing we can't get past,
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and there's good news even after death,
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and there's good news, and there's good news.
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And we are so afraid of the good news
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because if everyone understood the good news,
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it might be harder for authorities to control people.
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And too many people have a vision of human nature
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that is so ugly that basically their thing is,
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you know, if people ever really got comfortable with who they are,
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they'd ruin everything.
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I mean, you know, they don't understand,
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and even modern psychology will back this up eventually.
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Anyone who has studied adolescence and lived to tell,
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anyone who has studied that age group knows
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bullies aren't bullies because they're secure.
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People who do awful things don't do it
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because they're coming from a safe place.
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Bad behavior doesn't come from people,
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you know, we always talk about,
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oh, people who have had it so easy don't understand.
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But the woundedness that makes them do awful things
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is whatever little part of their life was not secure.
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To actually live without that worry and anxiety,
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the choice to just run around hurting people
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short of mental illness would make no sense.
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We're usually fighting with the world
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because we're competing with the world,
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and we're competing with the world
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because we're sure that if we don't,
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there is eventual failure ahead of us.
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We don't have enough faith in the nature
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that God created in us that says,
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you know, I don't need to put other people under me
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in order to feel like I'm a little higher up in the world.
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Most of us really do have a want
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to be with one another and be safe.
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I think that the, I've always felt that
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the real definition, and you get so many of them,
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of what people are looking for in true love,
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you know, and I've said this first part a lot.
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People have heard this a lot that, you know,
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everyone dreams of falling in love with another person
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until they realize that they are an other person.
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They're not you.
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But that's the dream, is to find someone who isn't you
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around whom you are completely yourself
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and completely safe.
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To be completely yourself.
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They know everything and it's still safe.
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That's like the perfect foundation.
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And when we understand the good news,
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we're each being invited into that place with God.
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And so Jesus takes this 40 days
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to go out and recollect who he is,
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know who he is, understand this,
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and then out of it comes the mission.
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And I think most of us are good either at,
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I think a lot of us, a lot of us have
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rudderless missions in our lives.
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Many of you know people who just get tons of stuff done.
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If you ask them what they got done yesterday,
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they will come up with a list that's amazing.
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If you ask them what they've gotten done in the last year,
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they can't tell you.
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Because they spent an amazing day going over here
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and then an amazing day going over here,
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but there's no trajectory.
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They're kind of rudderless even though
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they are people with amazing energy.
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And then there are the others who,
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you know, they reflect and they reflect
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and they know who they are in the world
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and they think and they think and, you know,
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they're finally ready to go out and act
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and, well, now they're 102 and they die.
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And they've spent their whole life
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getting their rudder and never moving.
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And it's so easy to get caught in one of those.
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And so we get this phrase in Hebrew
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that, you know, 40 days,
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I've always thought that the dynamic English
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at this moment translation of that
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should be month of Sundays.
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It doesn't mean 40 days exactly.
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It means, you know, 40 kind of meant, you know,
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forever and a day.
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He goes out for a month of Sundays.
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That does not mean 30 weeks.
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We know that.
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And so he goes out long enough
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to unclutter his life
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and figure out the mission.
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And then he comes back
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and spends three years doing the mission.
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It's the balance that Lent tries to give us.
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You know, Lent should be a time
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when we check and say,
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where are we headed?
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Where is my, you know,
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where is the steering wheel pointed toward?
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This is the time we do that.
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And the balance that the church has struck
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is six out of every 52 weeks.
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The assumption there meaning
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then 46 weeks doing something with that.
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You know, we spend some time
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reminding ourselves of our direction.
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And then what do we do?
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I always think that it was, you know,
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when we talk about,
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it's a mythological sort of courtroom scene
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that people have in their heads.
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Final judgment.
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You're standing before God.
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you know, when I was growing up,
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probably had me convinced
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that, you know, it was going to be
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everything from multiple choice and essays
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and you better know the answer to every question
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and how many sacraments and which ones are this
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or you better, this is the final exam.
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if there is a final judgment,
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there is one question of interest.
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And it's not going to be,
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what mistakes did you make?
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What mistakes didn't you make?
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Did you ever sin?
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Did you not sin?
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No, the question's going to be,
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so how did you change the world?
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How did you change the world?
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And I think for many of us,
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it's, well, I didn't hang around those people.
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Yeah, bad news, they're just inside the door.
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You know, it's, how do we,
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and so I look right now, you know,
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everyone's reeling this week
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over what happened in Florida
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and I'm watching all the reactions
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and there are those who are saying,
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oh, let's just take a moment and do nothing.
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Let's just take a moment and do nothing.
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Which made sense at Columbine,
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but when you get to Ash Wednesday
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and you're in a year whereby Ash Wednesday,
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there are three times as many school shootings
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as there were Thursdays.
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How long do you wait?
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Someone's like, well, you can wait,
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but you can't wait more than 72 hours
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or you'll hit the next one
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and then they'll say wait.
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It's gotten to that kind of a crazy pace in our lives.
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And you know, you always say,
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out of the mouth of babes,
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what was interesting was the student who,
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when they first said it,
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they were kind of like,
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they thought they were correcting
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because someone said the wrong thing
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and it's become a catchphrase all over the internet.
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And that was when someone said,
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they started to talk about, you know,
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let's change laws, let's do this.
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And someone said, I think it's too soon.
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And the kid who had just lived through this said,
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what do you mean?
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You mean it's too late.
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I lived through it, it's too late.
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You don't, you know,
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you don't go to a funeral and say,
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is it too soon to discuss treatment options?
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No, it's too late.
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because what we've done as we fall,
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I finally started to realize as I watched this week
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that the word we use of tribalism,
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tribalism is ego sanctified.
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Because, you know, if I'm just,
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if I'm just in this for me,
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that is ego and that is ugly.
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But if I'm just in it for my family,
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that's loyalty.
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Now my ego looks,
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it looks a little loyal.
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I can put a kind of layer of sanctification.
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Oh, I'm in it for my, for my family,
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for my country, for my party.
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It's still ego.
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I just widened the group long enough
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that I can say,
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and I'm just doing this out of loyalty.
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You know, when it's just me, it's ego.
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Now it's something noble.
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It's, you know, noble vices are very dangerous.
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And so we come to a point and I think,
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so where do we go?
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When do we move a discussion into action?
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And the problem becomes that on both sides
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or every millions of sides of every political fence,
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most people are less interested in solving problems
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and more interested in being right.
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We don't want the other side to come up with the answer
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because then they're right.
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And everyone, you know, it's easy to vilify.
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I love, we're vilifying the politicians
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and there is no doubt that there is corruption in the system
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and that lobbyists are buying things.
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There's no doubt that's happening.
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But whenever people start going off on the politicians,
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I think, but they're doing more than we are.
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They're showing up.
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And I don't know if we're upset that they're not doing their job
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or that we're upset that they're not doing ours.
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Because, you know, our job doesn't come up once every year
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or every two or every four years.
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I've always thought it would be interesting,
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you know, some people do it,
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it's only done with military service,
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but there's so many ways.
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I thought it would be so interesting if you grew up
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in one of those countries where everyone had to do
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one or two years of public service.
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Because we think of public servants
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as a faction of our larger community
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rather than public servants as constitutive of citizenry.
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Public service.
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Because otherwise, most of us don't get it.
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Most of us don't get what's going on,
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we don't get the difficulties.
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We wonder why they don't solve issues quicker
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and we don't understand the difficulties they're up against.
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And it is polluted by a lot of,
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there's definitely corruption.
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But I think we are called to stand up.
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I realized on Ash Wednesday who the new heroes,
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the new heroes in our culture are,
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and even though everyone likes to complain about,
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you know, whether they're calling them millennials
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or Gen Xers or, you know,
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whichever group you're upset with this day.
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But, you know, the people between the ages
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of about 25 and 45 right now
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have watched as their parents have been horrified
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and their grandparents have been horrified
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and their aunts and uncles were all horrified.
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And they're horrified but they're all saying,
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you know what, I'll run for office.
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Those are the heroes.
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Those are the ones who are going to change things.
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They're like, I'll run for office.
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You know, in my generation, I don't know,
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I think I thought that unless you had a degree in Congress,
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you didn't do those things.
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Turns out there's no such degree.
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It's people who just decide
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they're going to step forward and be part of this.
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You know, and so all of a sudden
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we're seeing these voices rise up
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and say maybe this, you know,
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maybe this is our problem.
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You know, maybe the problem isn't politicians.
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Maybe it's everyone should be a politician once in a while.
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And no one should be one all the time.
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And then we start to share our culture.
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Then we start to share our church.
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Do you volunteer at church
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and you find there are two kinds of people,
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those who volunteer always and those who volunteer never.
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Ones who volunteer always, you know,
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they're the ones who inevitably show up at my office
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at the age of 99 going,
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I feel so guilty because I can't do it anymore.
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I'm like, I feel guilty that you walked in here.
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I mean, you're doing more than I am.
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You know, rather than, oh no,
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there are some times of life that we have and we give
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and other times that we can't.
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We never just decide that that's someone else's issue.
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We never decide that.
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And so like Jesus, we take some time to gather our thoughts,
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figure out where we're going.
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Be convinced in the good news.
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Be convinced that failure doesn't keep us out of heaven.
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You know, God's won that battle
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that we are confident enough to try
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and willing enough.
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The Pope has asked us this year
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and he's talking about poverty,
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but we could put it with violence.
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The Pope, it's a beautiful phrase, he said,
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this Lent, the world needs to fast from indifference.
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And we'll know, and as I said on Ash Wednesday,
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feeling bad doesn't make me less indifferent.
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Watching a story on the news and going,
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oh, because I did that, I must not be indifferent.
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You know, there's no indifference there
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because I literally touched my chest inside.
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And what the Pope says is, no, no,
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you'll know you're not indifferent
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when you make a difference.
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And maybe that's the only question we have,
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not just at the end of Lent,
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but at the end of our lives is God saying,
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how did you change the world?
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Because if we're empowered by that good news,
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we will find a way to build the kingdom.
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Father Pat’s message is a stirring call to redisco Father Pat’s message is a stirring call to rediscover the true meaning of the Gospel—not as a static set of teachings or distant historical texts, but as a living proclamation that the battle for our identity, salvation, and dignity has already been won in Christ. He urges us to embrace this good news in its original context: a victorious declaration that frees us from fear, scarcity, and shame, and invites us into a life of purpose, transformation, and action. Lent, then, becomes not a season of mere denial, but a sacred pause to realign our lives with this truth, to reclaim our mission, and to move from passive belief to active engagement in the world. Father Pat challenges us to examine whether we live as though the battle is still being fought, or whether we live in the freedom and responsibility of those who know it has been won—and to measure our faith not by what we avoid, but by how we make a difference.
In depth, Father Pat begins by inviting us to rethink what Jesus meant when He said, “Believe in the Gospel.” He reminds us that when Jesus spoke these words, the four canonical Gospels had not yet been written. Jesus wasn’t referring to books or doctrines, but to “Evangelion”—a term rooted in a historical image of a young soldier rushing back to his city to announce a dramatic, victorious battle. The Gospel, then, is not advice, not religious instruction, but a proclamation: the decisive battle has been won, and we are free. The Gospel is the declaration that God has already acted, that forgiveness and healing are real, and that oppression and fear no longer have the final word. This reframing is crucial because much of religion, as Father Pat critiques, has focused on keeping people in a state of struggle—striving to be good enough, fearful of punishment, and constantly trying to earn God’s favor—rather than living in the confidence that they are already beloved and redeemed.
Father Pat highlights how the societal and religious context of Jesus’ time was filled with messages of shame and exclusion. Wealth and health were seen as signs of divine approval, and suffering was viewed as punishment. Jesus came to shatter that narrative. Through the Beatitudes, through His acts of healing, and through His radical inclusion, He revealed a God who blesses the broken, forgives the sinner, and walks with the outcast. This is the true good news—a revolutionary message that remains threatening to systems of power and control, which rely on fear and guilt to maintain authority. Father Pat laments that many still find this good news hard to accept, fearing that if people truly embraced their belovedness and lived without shame, social order would collapse. But he counters that bad behavior does not come from people who are secure and whole; it comes from wounds, insecurity, and fear. The Gospel invites us to be healed at that foundational level of identity.
He then draws on the powerful metaphor of Jesus’ 40 days in the desert—a time of preparation, reflection, and clarity. The number 40, in biblical language, doesn’t mean precisely 40 days, but a significant period of transformation—a “month of Sundays.” Jesus emerges from this time with clarity of mission and purpose. Father Pat uses this as a model for Lent, encouraging us to reflect not just on what we are doing, but on where we are headed. Too many people, he notes, either stay busy without direction or remain reflective without ever acting. Lent is about finding the balance: reconnecting with who we are and then going out to change the world. He challenges us to ask not whether we’ve sinned or failed, but how we have made a difference. The final judgment, he suggests, may not involve a theological quiz, but a single question: “How did you change the world?”
Father Pat connects this to our contemporary reality, referencing recent tragedies and the paralysis of inaction in the face of violence, particularly school shootings. He criticizes the societal tendency to delay meaningful discussion or change under the guise of respect or timing, when in truth, it’s often too late. He praises the young voices rising up, especially those willing to say, “I’ll run for office,” seeing in them a new kind of heroism. He challenges the older generations not to cling to indignation or nostalgia but to support and empower those stepping into leadership. He also critiques tribalism—not as community, but as sanctified ego. When we expand our self-interest to include only “our own” (family, party, nation), we mask selfishness as virtue. True Gospel living calls us beyond that—to solidarity with the whole human family.
Finally, Father Pat returns to the core of Lent—a time to fast from indifference. He echoes Pope Francis in saying that feeling bad is not the same as making a difference. Compassion is measured not by emotion, but by action. The good news of the Gospel is that we are free to act, to love, to serve, and to build the kingdom of God—not someday, but now. And the ultimate question God may ask us is not about our guilt or purity, but about the fruit of our lives. Did we make a difference? Did we live as though the battle had already been won? Did we help others believe that they were loved, forgiven, and safe in God’s hands? This is the mission of Lent, and of life....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1084.199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. The Spirit drove Jesus out into the desert, and He remained in the desert, tempted by Satan, for 40 days. He was among wild beasts, and the angels ministered to Him. After John had been arrested, Jesus came to Galilee, proclaiming the Gospel of God. This is the time of fulfillment. The kingdom of God is at hand. Repent and believe the Gospel. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. It's kind of a trick of the mind that we have to wrap our head around, that when we hear Jesus saying, believe in the Gospel, the four Gospels have not been written. So you and I hear, oh, believe in these four books. Not what was meant. You know, this is the concept for which the four books will be named after. And then we kind of re-imprint history in a different order in our mind. And so, you know, He uses the Greek. He says, you know, believe in the Evangelion. It's a Greek word that literally was used kind of, probably the most common use for it was if there was a decisive battle such that, you know, if you lose this battle, you lose your city. You lose your way of life. You lose your power base. You lose everything. If you are being attacked at that level, the army would go out and they would fight the battle. And the youngest of the soldiers was often asked to hold back, you know, be kind of at the backside of the army. And when the army wins, his only job is to run back and tell the city the Evangelion, the good news. This runner, this messenger who comes back also becomes known as Evangelion, the good news bearer, the bearer that says, you know, the battle has been decisively won and our way of life is safe and free and who you are, you know, the invasion is over. And that's, you know, so when we talk about, oh, the gospel, the good news, we all put all these different sorts of things on it. But it really is saying that there is a battle we're all fighting that's been won. By the time the good news gets there, you're hearing the good news doesn't win the battle. It's been won. But you should live knowing the battle's been won. And I think, unfortunately, a lot, not all, but a lot of our religion centers around keeping people in the battle. We're fighting for the gospel. We're fighting for the announcement that the battle's over and there's nothing to fight. So there is a word game that goes on in our head. We slowly forget what the gospel is. Jesus comes preaching this good news, and the good news, and of course you have to get your head set into the mindset of the bad news that was going around, which was, you know, when you sin, there is no forgiveness. When you mess up, that's it. That was the mindset of the day. God, you know, if you're wealthy and healthy and everything's going well, it's because God likes you and the rest of you, you'd have a better life if you just weren't so displeasing to God. All of these messages are out there in the ether at that time, and little by little, this good news that gets preached, the beatitudes come and say, guess what, God blesses those people even when their lives are falling apart. And then he starts to say, and you know what, these people who say there's no forgiveness are people who themselves need forgiveness, and you have to get past that. Of course there's forgiveness. And, you know, then he continues on, and there's these miracle healings, and there's nothing we can't get past, and there's good news even after death, and there's good news, and there's good news. And we are so afraid of the good news because if everyone understood the good news, it might be harder for authorities to control people. And too many people have a vision of human nature that is so ugly that basically their thing is, you know, if people ever really got comfortable with who they are, they'd ruin everything. I mean, you know, they don't understand, and even modern psychology will back this up eventually. Anyone who has studied adolescence and lived to tell, anyone who has studied that age group knows bullies aren't bullies because they're secure. People who do awful things don't do it because they're coming from a safe place. Bad behavior doesn't come from people, you know, we always talk about, oh, people who have had it so easy don't understand. But the woundedness that makes them do awful things is whatever little part of their life was not secure. To actually live without that worry and anxiety, the choice to just run around hurting people short of mental illness would make no sense. We're usually fighting with the world because we're competing with the world, and we're competing with the world because we're sure that if we don't, there is eventual failure ahead of us. We don't have enough faith in the nature that God created in us that says, you know, I don't need to put other people under me in order to feel like I'm a little higher up in the world. Most of us really do have a want to be with one another and be safe. I think that the, I've always felt that the real definition, and you get so many of them, of what people are looking for in true love, you know, and I've said this first part a lot. People have heard this a lot that, you know, everyone dreams of falling in love with another person until they realize that they are an other person. They're not you. But that's the dream, is to find someone who isn't you around whom you are completely yourself and completely safe. To be completely yourself. They know everything and it's still safe. That's like the perfect foundation. And when we understand the good news, we're each being invited into that place with God. And so Jesus takes this 40 days to go out and recollect who he is, know who he is, understand this, and then out of it comes the mission. And I think most of us are good either at, I think a lot of us, a lot of us have rudderless missions in our lives. Many of you know people who just get tons of stuff done. If you ask them what they got done yesterday, they will come up with a list that's amazing. If you ask them what they've gotten done in the last year, they can't tell you. Because they spent an amazing day going over here and then an amazing day going over here, but there's no trajectory. They're kind of rudderless even though they are people with amazing energy. And then there are the others who, you know, they reflect and they reflect and they know who they are in the world and they think and they think and, you know, they're finally ready to go out and act and, well, now they're 102 and they die. And they've spent their whole life getting their rudder and never moving. And it's so easy to get caught in one of those. And so we get this phrase in Hebrew that, you know, 40 days, I've always thought that the dynamic English at this moment translation of that should be month of Sundays. It doesn't mean 40 days exactly. It means, you know, 40 kind of meant, you know, forever and a day. He goes out for a month of Sundays. That does not mean 30 weeks. We know that. And so he goes out long enough to unclutter his life and figure out the mission. And then he comes back and spends three years doing the mission. It's the balance that Lent tries to give us. You know, Lent should be a time when we check and say, where are we headed? Where is my, you know, where is the steering wheel pointed toward? This is the time we do that. And the balance that the church has struck is six out of every 52 weeks. The assumption there meaning then 46 weeks doing something with that. You know, we spend some time reminding ourselves of our direction. And then what do we do? I always think that it was, you know, when we talk about, it's a mythological sort of courtroom scene that people have in their heads. Final judgment. You're standing before God. And I know that my catechism teacher, you know, when I was growing up, probably had me convinced that, you know, it was going to be everything from multiple choice and essays and you better know the answer to every question and how many sacraments and which ones are this or you better, this is the final exam. And I'm coming to think that if there is a final judgment, there is one question of interest. And it's not going to be, what mistakes did you make? What mistakes didn't you make? Did you ever sin? Did you not sin? No, the question's going to be, so how did you change the world? How did you change the world? And I think for many of us, it's, well, I didn't hang around those people. Yeah, bad news, they're just inside the door. You know, it's, how do we, and so I look right now, you know, everyone's reeling this week over what happened in Florida and I'm watching all the reactions and there are those who are saying, oh, let's just take a moment and do nothing. Let's just take a moment and do nothing. Which made sense at Columbine, but when you get to Ash Wednesday and you're in a year whereby Ash Wednesday, there are three times as many school shootings as there were Thursdays. How long do you wait? Someone's like, well, you can wait, but you can't wait more than 72 hours or you'll hit the next one and then they'll say wait. It's gotten to that kind of a crazy pace in our lives. And you know, you always say, out of the mouth of babes, what was interesting was the student who, when they first said it, they were kind of like, they thought they were correcting because someone said the wrong thing and it's become a catchphrase all over the internet. And that was when someone said, they started to talk about, you know, let's change laws, let's do this. And someone said, I think it's too soon. And the kid who had just lived through this said, what do you mean? You mean it's too late. I lived through it, it's too late. You don't, you know, you don't go to a funeral and say, is it too soon to discuss treatment options? No, it's too late. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch because what we've done as we fall, I finally started to realize as I watched this week that the word we use of tribalism, tribalism is ego sanctified. Because, you know, if I'm just, if I'm just in this for me, that is ego and that is ugly. But if I'm just in it for my family, that's loyalty. Now my ego looks, it looks a little loyal. I can put a kind of layer of sanctification. Oh, I'm in it for my, for my family, for my country, for my party. It's still ego. I just widened the group long enough that I can say, and I'm just doing this out of loyalty. You know, when it's just me, it's ego. Now it's something noble. It's, you know, noble vices are very dangerous. And so we come to a point and I think, so where do we go? When do we move a discussion into action? And the problem becomes that on both sides or every millions of sides of every political fence, most people are less interested in solving problems and more interested in being right. We don't want the other side to come up with the answer because then they're right. And everyone, you know, it's easy to vilify. I love, we're vilifying the politicians and there is no doubt that there is corruption in the system and that lobbyists are buying things. There's no doubt that's happening. But whenever people start going off on the politicians, I think, but they're doing more than we are. They're showing up. And I don't know if we're upset that they're not doing their job or that we're upset that they're not doing ours. Because, you know, our job doesn't come up once every year or every two or every four years. I've always thought it would be interesting, you know, some people do it, it's only done with military service, but there's so many ways. I thought it would be so interesting if you grew up in one of those countries where everyone had to do one or two years of public service. Because we think of public servants as a faction of our larger community rather than public servants as constitutive of citizenry. Public service. Because otherwise, most of us don't get it. Most of us don't get what's going on. We don't get the difficulties. We wonder why they don't solve issues quicker and we don't understand the difficulties they're up against. And it is polluted by a lot of, there's definitely corruption. But I think we are called to stand up. I realized on Ash Wednesday who the new heroes, the new heroes in our culture are, and even though everyone likes to complain about, you know, whether they're calling them millennials or Gen Xers or, you know, whichever group you're upset with this day. But, you know, the people between the ages of about 25 and 45 right now have watched as their parents have been horrified and their grandparents have been horrified and their aunts and uncles were all horrified. And they're horrified but they're all saying, you know what, I'll run for office. Those are the heroes. Those are the ones who are going to change things. They're like, I'll run for office. You know, in my generation, I don't know, I think I thought that unless you had a degree in Congress, you didn't do those things. Turns out there's no such degree. It's people who just decide they're going to step forward and be part of this. You know, and so all of a sudden we're seeing these voices rise up and say, maybe this, you know, maybe this is our problem. You know, maybe the problem isn't politicians. Maybe it's everyone should be a politician once in a while. And no one should be one all the time. And then we start to share our culture. Then we start to share our church. Do you volunteer at church and you find there are two kinds of people, those who volunteer always and those who volunteer never. Ones who volunteer always, you know, they're the ones who inevitably show up at my office at the age of 99 going, I feel so guilty because I can't do it anymore. I'm like, I feel guilty that you walked in here. I mean, you're doing more than I am. You know, rather than, oh no, there are some times of life that we have and we give and other times that we can't. We never just decide that that's someone else's issue. We never decide that. And so like Jesus, we take some time to gather our thoughts, figure out where we're going. Be convinced in the good news. Be convinced that failure doesn't keep us out of heaven. God's won that battle that we are confident enough to try and willing enough. The Pope has asked us this year and he's talking about poverty, but we can put it with violence. We can put it, the Pope, it's a beautiful phrase. He said, this Lent, the world needs to fast from indifference. And we'll know, and as I said on Ash Wednesday, feeling bad doesn't make me less indifferent. Watching a story on the news and going, oh, because I did that, I must not be indifferent. You know, there's no indifference there because I literally touched my chest inside. And what the Pope says is, no, no, you'll know you're not indifferent when you make a difference. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The Spirit drove Jesus out into the desert,
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and He remained in the desert, tempted by Satan, for 40 days.
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He was among wild beasts, and the angels ministered to Him.
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After John had been arrested, Jesus came to Galilee,
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proclaiming the Gospel of God.
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This is the time of fulfillment.
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The kingdom of God is at hand.
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Repent and believe the Gospel.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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It's kind of a trick of the mind that we have to wrap our head around,
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that when we hear Jesus saying,
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believe in the Gospel, the four Gospels have not been written.
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So you and I hear, oh, believe in these four books.
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Not what was meant.
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You know, this is the concept for which the four books will be named after.
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And then we kind of re-imprint history in a different order in our mind.
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And so, you know, He uses the Greek.
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He says, you know, believe in the Evangelion.
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It's a Greek word that literally was used kind of,
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probably the most common use for it was if there was a decisive battle
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such that, you know, if you lose this battle, you lose your city.
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You lose your way of life.
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You lose your power base.
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You lose everything.
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If you are being attacked at that level, the army would go out
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and they would fight the battle.
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And the youngest of the soldiers was often asked to hold back,
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you know, be kind of at the backside of the army.
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And when the army wins, his only job is to run back
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and tell the city the Evangelion, the good news.
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This runner, this messenger who comes back also becomes known as Evangelion,
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the good news bearer, the bearer that says, you know,
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the battle has been decisively won and our way of life is safe and free
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and who you are, you know, the invasion is over.
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And that's, you know, so when we talk about, oh, the gospel, the good news,
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we all put all these different sorts of things on it.
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But it really is saying that there is a battle we're all fighting that's been won.
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By the time the good news gets there,
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you're hearing the good news doesn't win the battle.
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It's been won.
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But you should live knowing the battle's been won.
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And I think, unfortunately, a lot, not all, but a lot of our religion
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centers around keeping people in the battle.
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We're fighting for the gospel.
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We're fighting for the announcement that the battle's over
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and there's nothing to fight.
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So there is a word game that goes on in our head.
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We slowly forget what the gospel is.
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Jesus comes preaching this good news, and the good news,
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and of course you have to get your head set into the mindset of the bad news
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that was going around, which was, you know, when you sin, there is no forgiveness.
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When you mess up, that's it.
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That was the mindset of the day.
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God, you know, if you're wealthy and healthy and everything's going well,
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it's because God likes you and the rest of you,
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you'd have a better life if you just weren't so displeasing to God.
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All of these messages are out there in the ether at that time,
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and little by little, this good news that gets preached,
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the beatitudes come and say,
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guess what, God blesses those people even when their lives are falling apart.
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And then he starts to say, and you know what,
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these people who say there's no forgiveness
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are people who themselves need forgiveness,
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and you have to get past that.
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Of course there's forgiveness.
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And, you know, then he continues on, and there's these miracle healings,
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and there's nothing we can't get past,
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and there's good news even after death,
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and there's good news, and there's good news.
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And we are so afraid of the good news
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because if everyone understood the good news,
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it might be harder for authorities to control people.
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And too many people have a vision of human nature
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that is so ugly that basically their thing is,
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you know, if people ever really got comfortable with who they are,
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they'd ruin everything.
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I mean, you know, they don't understand,
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and even modern psychology will back this up eventually.
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Anyone who has studied adolescence and lived to tell,
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anyone who has studied that age group knows
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bullies aren't bullies because they're secure.
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People who do awful things don't do it
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because they're coming from a safe place.
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Bad behavior doesn't come from people,
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you know, we always talk about,
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oh, people who have had it so easy don't understand.
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But the woundedness that makes them do awful things
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is whatever little part of their life was not secure.
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To actually live without that worry and anxiety,
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the choice to just run around hurting people
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short of mental illness would make no sense.
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We're usually fighting with the world
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because we're competing with the world,
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and we're competing with the world
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because we're sure that if we don't,
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there is eventual failure ahead of us.
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We don't have enough faith in the nature
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that God created in us that says,
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you know, I don't need to put other people under me
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in order to feel like I'm a little higher up in the world.
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Most of us really do have a want
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to be with one another and be safe.
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I think that the, I've always felt that
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the real definition, and you get so many of them,
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of what people are looking for in true love,
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you know, and I've said this first part a lot.
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People have heard this a lot that, you know,
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everyone dreams of falling in love with another person
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until they realize that they are an other person.
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They're not you.
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But that's the dream, is to find someone who isn't you
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around whom you are completely yourself
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and completely safe.
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To be completely yourself.
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They know everything and it's still safe.
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That's like the perfect foundation.
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And when we understand the good news,
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we're each being invited into that place with God.
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And so Jesus takes this 40 days
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to go out and recollect who he is,
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know who he is, understand this,
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and then out of it comes the mission.
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And I think most of us are good either at,
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I think a lot of us, a lot of us have
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rudderless missions in our lives.
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Many of you know people who just get tons of stuff done.
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If you ask them what they got done yesterday,
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they will come up with a list that's amazing.
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If you ask them what they've gotten done in the last year,
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they can't tell you.
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Because they spent an amazing day going over here
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and then an amazing day going over here,
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but there's no trajectory.
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They're kind of rudderless even though
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they are people with amazing energy.
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And then there are the others who,
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you know, they reflect and they reflect
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and they know who they are in the world
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and they think and they think and, you know,
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they're finally ready to go out and act
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and, well, now they're 102 and they die.
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And they've spent their whole life
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getting their rudder and never moving.
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And it's so easy to get caught in one of those.
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And so we get this phrase in Hebrew
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that, you know, 40 days,
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I've always thought that the dynamic English
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at this moment translation of that
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should be month of Sundays.
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It doesn't mean 40 days exactly.
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It means, you know, 40 kind of meant, you know,
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forever and a day.
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He goes out for a month of Sundays.
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That does not mean 30 weeks.
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We know that.
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And so he goes out long enough
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to unclutter his life
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and figure out the mission.
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And then he comes back
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and spends three years doing the mission.
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It's the balance that Lent tries to give us.
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You know, Lent should be a time
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when we check and say,
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where are we headed?
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Where is my, you know,
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where is the steering wheel pointed toward?
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This is the time we do that.
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And the balance that the church has struck
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is six out of every 52 weeks.
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The assumption there meaning
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then 46 weeks doing something with that.
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You know, we spend some time
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reminding ourselves of our direction.
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And then what do we do?
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I always think that it was, you know,
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when we talk about,
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it's a mythological sort of courtroom scene
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that people have in their heads.
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Final judgment.
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You're standing before God.
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And I know that my catechism teacher,
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you know, when I was growing up,
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probably had me convinced
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that, you know, it was going to be
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everything from multiple choice and essays
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and you better know the answer to every question
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and how many sacraments and which ones are this
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or you better, this is the final exam.
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And I'm coming to think that
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if there is a final judgment,
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there is one question of interest.
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And it's not going to be,
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what mistakes did you make?
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What mistakes didn't you make?
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Did you ever sin?
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Did you not sin?
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No, the question's going to be,
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so how did you change the world?
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How did you change the world?
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And I think for many of us,
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it's, well, I didn't hang around those people.
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Yeah, bad news, they're just inside the door.
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You know, it's, how do we,
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and so I look right now, you know,
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everyone's reeling this week
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over what happened in Florida
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and I'm watching all the reactions
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and there are those who are saying,
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oh, let's just take a moment and do nothing.
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Let's just take a moment and do nothing.
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Which made sense at Columbine,
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but when you get to Ash Wednesday
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and you're in a year whereby Ash Wednesday,
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there are three times as many school shootings
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as there were Thursdays.
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How long do you wait?
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Someone's like, well, you can wait,
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but you can't wait more than 72 hours
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or you'll hit the next one
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and then they'll say wait.
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It's gotten to that kind of a crazy pace in our lives.
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And you know, you always say,
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out of the mouth of babes,
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what was interesting was the student who,
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when they first said it,
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they were kind of like,
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they thought they were correcting
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because someone said the wrong thing
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and it's become a catchphrase all over the internet.
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And that was when someone said,
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they started to talk about, you know,
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let's change laws, let's do this.
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And someone said, I think it's too soon.
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And the kid who had just lived through this said,
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what do you mean?
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You mean it's too late.
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I lived through it, it's too late.
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You don't, you know,
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you don't go to a funeral and say,
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is it too soon to discuss treatment options?
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No, it's too late.
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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch
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because what we've done as we fall,
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I finally started to realize as I watched this week
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that the word we use of tribalism,
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tribalism is ego sanctified.
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Because, you know, if I'm just,
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if I'm just in this for me,
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that is ego and that is ugly.
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But if I'm just in it for my family,
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that's loyalty.
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Now my ego looks,
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it looks a little loyal.
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I can put a kind of layer of sanctification.
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Oh, I'm in it for my, for my family,
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for my country, for my party.
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It's still ego.
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I just widened the group long enough
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that I can say,
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and I'm just doing this out of loyalty.
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You know, when it's just me, it's ego.
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Now it's something noble.
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It's, you know, noble vices are very dangerous.
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And so we come to a point and I think,
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so where do we go?
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When do we move a discussion into action?
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And the problem becomes that on both sides
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or every millions of sides of every political fence,
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most people are less interested in solving problems
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and more interested in being right.
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We don't want the other side to come up with the answer
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because then they're right.
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And everyone, you know, it's easy to vilify.
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I love, we're vilifying the politicians
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and there is no doubt that there is corruption in the system
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and that lobbyists are buying things.
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There's no doubt that's happening.
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But whenever people start going off on the politicians,
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I think, but they're doing more than we are.
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They're showing up.
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And I don't know if we're upset that they're not doing their job
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or that we're upset that they're not doing ours.
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Because, you know, our job doesn't come up once every year
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or every two or every four years.
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I've always thought it would be interesting,
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you know, some people do it,
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it's only done with military service,
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but there's so many ways.
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I thought it would be so interesting if you grew up
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in one of those countries where everyone had to do
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one or two years of public service.
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Because we think of public servants
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as a faction of our larger community
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rather than public servants as constitutive of citizenry.
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Public service.
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Because otherwise, most of us don't get it.
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Most of us don't get what's going on.
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We don't get the difficulties.
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We wonder why they don't solve issues quicker
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and we don't understand the difficulties they're up against.
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And it is polluted by a lot of,
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there's definitely corruption.
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But I think we are called to stand up.
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I realized on Ash Wednesday who the new heroes,
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the new heroes in our culture are,
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and even though everyone likes to complain about,
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you know, whether they're calling them millennials
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or Gen Xers or, you know,
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whichever group you're upset with this day.
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But, you know, the people between the ages
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of about 25 and 45 right now
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have watched as their parents have been horrified
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and their grandparents have been horrified
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and their aunts and uncles were all horrified.
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And they're horrified but they're all saying,
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you know what, I'll run for office.
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Those are the heroes.
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Those are the ones who are going to change things.
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They're like, I'll run for office.
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You know, in my generation, I don't know,
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I think I thought that unless you had a degree in Congress,
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you didn't do those things.
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Turns out there's no such degree.
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It's people who just decide
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they're going to step forward and be part of this.
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You know, and so all of a sudden
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we're seeing these voices rise up
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and say, maybe this, you know,
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maybe this is our problem.
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You know, maybe the problem isn't politicians.
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Maybe it's everyone should be a politician once in a while.
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And no one should be one all the time.
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And then we start to share our culture.
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Then we start to share our church.
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Do you volunteer at church
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and you find there are two kinds of people,
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those who volunteer always and those who volunteer never.
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Ones who volunteer always, you know,
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they're the ones who inevitably show up at my office
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at the age of 99 going,
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I feel so guilty because I can't do it anymore.
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I'm like, I feel guilty that you walked in here.
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I mean, you're doing more than I am.
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You know, rather than,
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oh no, there are some times of life that we have and we give
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and other times that we can't.
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We never just decide that that's someone else's issue.
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We never decide that.
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And so like Jesus, we take some time to gather our thoughts,
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figure out where we're going.
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Be convinced in the good news.
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Be convinced that failure doesn't keep us out of heaven.
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God's won that battle
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that we are confident enough to try
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and willing enough.
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The Pope has asked us this year
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and he's talking about poverty, but we can put it with violence.
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We can put it, the Pope, it's a beautiful phrase.
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He said, this Lent,
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the world needs to fast from indifference.
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And we'll know,
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and as I said on Ash Wednesday,
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feeling bad doesn't make me less indifferent.
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Watching a story on the news and going,
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oh, because I did that, I must not be indifferent.
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You know, there's no indifference there
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because I literally touched my chest inside.
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And what the Pope says is, no, no,
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you'll know you're not indifferent
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when you make a difference.
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And maybe that's the only question we have,
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not just at the end of Lent, but at the end of our lives,
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is God saying, how did you change the world?
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Because if we're empowered by that good news,
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we will find a way to build the kingdom.
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Father Pat’s message is a profound call to embrace Father Pat’s message is a profound call to embrace the true meaning of the Gospel as the proclamation that the decisive battle for humanity’s salvation has already been won. He challenges us to live as people liberated by this victory rather than as those still trapped in fear, guilt, or condemnation. He reminds us that Jesus' message of the "good news" was not about a set of doctrines or books, but about the radical announcement that God’s love, forgiveness, and presence are already among us. He encourages believers to take time, like Jesus in the desert, to discern their mission, to move from reflection to action, and to make a tangible difference in the world. Father Pat urges us to fast from indifference this Lent, to recognize our shared responsibility for the world’s brokenness, and to live in a way that changes the world through love, justice, and faith.
Father Pat’s homily begins by unpacking the Gospel reading from Mark, where Jesus is driven into the desert by the Spirit for forty days, facing temptation and coming into clarity about His mission. Father Pat emphasizes that when Jesus says, “Believe in the Gospel,” He is not referring to the written Gospels (which had not yet been written), but rather to the lived reality of the “Evangelion”—a Greek term for good news that historically referred to the announcement of a victory in battle. In this context, Jesus is proclaiming to the people that the battle for their souls, their dignity, their salvation, has already been won. The good news is not a future hope or a distant ideal—it is a present reality. Jesus’ message is a reversal of the prevailing spiritual narrative of His time, which held that sin, suffering, and failure were signs of divine rejection. Jesus instead proclaims that God’s blessing extends even to the poor, the broken, and the outcast.
Father Pat critiques the way religion can sometimes keep people imprisoned in the “battle,” as if the good news is yet to be achieved through human effort, discipline, or moral perfection. He argues that many religious systems have misunderstood the Gospel by focusing on guilt and control rather than liberation and love. He draws parallels to modern life, noting that much of our bad behavior stems not from evil intent, but from insecurity and woundedness. People lash out when they feel unsafe, unseen, or unloved. In contrast, to live in the awareness of the Gospel’s victory is to live from a place of security, peace, and trust in God’s love.
He challenges the congregation to reflect during Lent not just on personal sins, but on direction and purpose. Using the image of people who are either hyperactive but rudderless, or reflective but inactive, he stresses the need for a balance between contemplation and action. The forty days of Lent, like Jesus’ time in the desert, are meant to be a season of clarity and redirection, not just self-denial. The Hebrew concept of “forty” symbolizes not a literal count of days but a period sufficient for transformation—a “month of Sundays,” as he puts it.
Father Pat then shifts to address contemporary events, specifically the tragedy of school shootings and the paralysis of public response. He distinguishes between feeling compassion and actually making a difference. Drawing from Pope Francis’ call to “fast from indifference,” he insists that true engagement means acting to change the world, not just mourning its brokenness. He critiques tribalism, which he defines as “ego sanctified”—the tendency to justify selfishness by cloaking it in loyalty to one’s group or ideology. This kind of thinking prevents real solutions because it values being right over being effective.
He calls out the tendency to vilify politicians as scapegoats while ordinary citizens abdicate their own responsibility. He highlights the emerging generation of young leaders who are stepping up to run for office and engage in public life, contrasting their courage with the complacency of previous generations. In this, he sees hope—the Gospel in action. He encourages everyone to see public service and civic engagement not as someone else’s job, but as part of what it means to be a follower of Christ and a builder of the kingdom.
Father Pat concludes by reframing the idea of final judgment. Rather than imagining a courtroom of sins and theological tests, he proposes that God’s primary question will be: “How did you change the world?” That question, he suggests, is the true measure of a Gospel-shaped life. A life truly rooted in the good news will overflow into action, into love, into justice. So the purpose of Lent is not just to give up chocolate or reflect on personal failings, but to rediscover our mission, reorient our lives, and be empowered by the victory that Christ has already won—to go out and make a difference in the world....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1091.6199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. The beginning of the gospel of Jesus Christ, the Son of God, according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. As it is written in Isaiah the prophet, behold, I am sending my messenger ahead of you. He will prepare your way as a voice of one crying out in the desert. Prepare the way of the Lord. Make straight his paths. John the Baptist appeared in the desert, proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. People of the whole Judean countryside and all the inhabitants of Jerusalem were going out to meet him and were being baptized by him in the Jordan River. As they acknowledged their sins, John was clothed in camel's hair. With a leather belt around his waist, he fed on locusts and wild honey. And this is what he proclaimed. One mightier than I is coming after me. I am not worthy to stoop and loosen the thongs of his sandals. I have baptized you with water. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Some of you may have heard in the gospel a sort of purposeful mistake that I made. And that is, there's this line where I said, as they acknowledge their sins, John was clothed in camel's hair. Now that sounds like just the most bizarre thing. That's the way it reads. But it has to do with inflection, quite frankly. As they acknowledge their sins is the end of one paragraph. John was clothed in camel's hair is the start of another. I think very few of us, because we're so used to language the way we know it and the modern sort of machinations of language, we are so used to punctuation. Punctuation is even a more recent part of language than when they first started writing down words. And certainly, most of our Hebrew scriptures and Greek scriptures have little, if any, punctuation. And so we get these just constant writing. And to go through them, it can be very tough at times. Many scripture scholars will tell you that this quote from Isaiah, whether it happened in translation or whether it was actually the New Testament writer or whether it was the order of the words, but there is a misplaced comma. You have to give them, let them have that mistake. They misplaced a comma. It's OK because commas didn't exist. But in Isaiah, the word order and some things make it clear that they are not saying, even though it's nice here because they can use it to talk about John the Baptist, a voice of one crying out in the desert. That would be John the Baptist. Behold, prepare the way of the Lord. In Isaiah, the text reads, the voice of one crying, comma, out in the desert, prepare the way of the Lord. It's not the person talking that's out in the desert. It's our preparation. We are called to go out into the wilderness, out of our creature comforts, out of what we're used to, to prepare, to move into something a little different. It's not even a difference between do you have wealth, do you not have wealth, do you have status, do you not have status. When it says out of your comfort zone, wherever your comfort zone is, sometimes we have to prepare for God outside it. Because in our comfort zone, we just don't see things. It's one of the reasons I actually love to get into interfaith dialogue. Sometimes I get an insight about God that I can't get from my own scriptures because I am so familiar with these that as I read line one, the whole story unfolds in my head. And it's like trying to proofread your own work. You're going to see what you think you wrote, no matter how many times you read it. And you have to have, someone said, you have to sit down your work at least a few days until you can forget what you wrote. And then go back and read it and go, maybe that sentence should have a verb. You know, little things like that. But when you read it, you're going to read what you think you just wrote. And when I go to scriptures, people all the time, I'll read a scripture. And I've said this before. We've got so much familiarity with our scripture that I don't really think we even hear it anymore. You know, we can hear a scripture where it says, you know, God said, dash their children against a stone and wipe every one of them out. And we kind of go, the word of the Lord. We're so familiar with them that we don't see some of these stories that should set us on edge. Because familiarity, you know, familiarity does not breed contempt. It just breeds sleep. We kind of just doze right through the things we know real well. And so, you know, this scripture today, especially the first one. The first one, for me, is one of the most known scriptures. Now, not most people would say that. But this section of Isaiah. Because this short reading that was done for us a few minutes ago is about 50 minutes of Handel's Messiah. Every couple lines of this is another aria. I mean, anyone who's heard the Messiah is familiar. I mean, we get to the, you know, like a shepherd, he feeds his flock. That's one of the big arias from it. You know, go up to the high mountain, the big aria. Whenever I'm in the Messiah, this year I'm the tenor again. Thank you, Jesus. Last year I agreed. I don't know if any of you remembered, but I do this interfaith Messiah last year because I was just feeling like I was really that good. They said, oh, you know, we've got all these tenors and we don't have a single baritone soloist. I'm like, I can do the baritone. And I spent Advent last year trying to talk like this so I could sing that piece. And, you know, people came up, they were so complimentary. But it's a different kind of compliment as a musician when people go, you really, you got through that just fine. You know, not exactly what you're hoping for, not something you want to see, you know, in the New York Times. The performers all got through just fine, you know. So, but, you know, it's so funny because this year I feel like, oh, I'm back to my voice. That's who I am. And as I come back, it feels a little less familiar than the text I sing every year at the Messiah. And this is the, you know, every valley shall be exalted. Because that is something I've sung often, I've done a tremendous amount of study on that scripture. You know, I, you know, don't like to just go out and I like to know what I'm singing about. And as you get into the rabbinical commentaries on that scripture, we really arrive at an interesting place that most of us aren't ready for. And that is, first, we're so familiar with it, we don't hear it. I mean, Coloradans, instead of saying the word of the Lord, I think Coloradans, if they were listening, would walk out after that scripture. God's vision, put the mountains down, fill in the valleys, get rid of the rivers. And you're like, not in my state, mister. And somehow, the earth is going to be a better place when it looks like a smooth cue ball. And there are no discerning landmarks of any kind. Why is that comforting? Especially when you see things all the way through the Old Testament, we have these moments like, where do they go to encounter God? The mountaintop. You know, these are places of great reverence. The holy mountain of God, well, that's gonna come down. So where do we get all of this? Jerusalem, set on a hill. And so, why this? Well, in this time of Isaiah, all the other historical writings, you'll notice something else. And this is where we really do have to get our mind back into that ancient mindset. This is not only, shockingly for the youth among us, not only is this before computers, but for the adults among us, it's before Ran McNally. No. So, one kingdom, it will say in the scripture, oh, his kingdom went from this mountain to that river, from that river to the sea, from that valley. These, you and I hear, oh, landmarks. They hear borders, divisions. What's happening in this is all the landmarks that exist so I can know where my kingdom ends and your kingdom begins are gone. And that's part of preparing the way. And that's a frightening thought for a world that has become not just dependent upon, but in love with borders. You know, areas that this person's not welcome here and that person can't go there. And most of us, from our vantage point, being in America, we, of course, like one-way borders. And I've noticed no one wants to put borders up that keep us from going to Europe on a yearly basis. We want one-way borders. It's about people coming this direction, and it's interesting when we talk about those borders, we never, ever talk about us crossing borders because we're the good guys. We should be able to go anywhere. And so what happens when the ability to know where one person's, this belongs to me and that belongs to you, and what happens when that border is gone? When the mountains are low and the rivers are filled in and there's no, that was all they had. And those are the markers throughout the Old Testament of the difference between kingdoms. And so what happens when all that goes away? That's the first part. He says, get out of your comfort zone. And then he says, here, here's an image. You really want out of your comfort zone? Take down the fence between you and your neighbor's yard. Oh, good fences make good neighbors. I don't know how to tell people that's not actually in the Bible. You know, but that's the modern vision. The modern vision is good fences make good neighbors. Meaning, you know, we can be good neighbors as soon as we know our differences, where you belong, where I don't belong. It's, everything's about separation. And you know, what if in heaven, what if in heaven there's so much intimacy and there's so much coming together that we don't each get our own little space? You know, in my father's house are many rooms and I get a private one. Also not in scripture. You know, it's this, what does that mean for us? What does that mean? Are we a people that through our life become more comfortable gathering people to ourselves? Or, you know, do we use those wonderful phrases in modern language that allow us to feel okay about pushing people away? I am too set in my ways. You know, those are those things we used to say. Unless you're willing to behave like me, move away. Get away from me at all times. I'm too set in my ways. You know, I don't have to do that anymore. I, my Aunt Lenore, who was really a saint in so many ways, but I remember at her 90th birthday, halfway through the party, she simply stood up and said, I'm going to my room, you can all leave now. And her granddaughter, Nora, was horrified. And of course everyone laughed and she said, she called her Mimi. Mimi, you can not say that sort of things to people, those sorts of things to people. And she said, I'm 90, they'll just think I'm crazy. You know, they'll all put it off to wackiness. I can do whatever. You know, we all sometimes would love that, but the idea that, you know, there's this sort of borders are two ways. We're often not, when someone talks about, if we put it on a personal level, boundaries. It's amazing how many of us will say once in a while, I feel like, you know, this person or that, but they kind of violate some boundaries. We're not always aware of, or even ask, do I violate boundaries? You know, I mean, I've noticed in my life that all of you do, but I don't think I do. Because do I violate boundaries rarely comes up in our mind. I think it's the essence of all the scandals going on in Hollywood and Washington and throughout the private sector is a lot of people who just, it never occurs to them to ask if they're crossing a boundary. You know, it's gotta be a two way thing. We've gotta learn to what it means to truly live with one another in a world. And to know that that's how we build the kingdom of God. And so, you know, when we get this reading, we think, you know, it's time to go out and think, are boundaries something I use to help me live well with others, or are boundaries what keeps me safe from the rest of you? You know, if safe from other people is my biggest concern, then heaven is not a country for me. Safety from everyone else, you guys stay away. You know, safety in my life from someone. Oh, they're a little uncomfortable to be around. This, how do we use our boundaries? You know, I think they're a great, healthy thing. I think it's good when we call our own behavior and others into question. It's another thing when this is what I use to write people off. And I think most of us can look back in our lives and see people, even if it wasn't a dramatic moment, that we were just as comfortable writing out of our lives. You know, sometimes there's a real toxicity and it has to happen. But more often than not, it's simply, you know, I have no room for others. I mean, I have room for people that look like others as long as they behave like me. You know, those are, you know, I always call those, you know, those aren't really others. Those are just disguised versions of me in the world. And they make wonderful friends. You know, just other versions of me. But others, that's something different. And it's the heart of our journey in this world. Anyone who has ever been in love for a moment knows, I mean, I won't say everyone, but anyone who isn't like really already been diagnosed as an extreme narcissist. No one as a teenager says, she reminds me of me, I'm in love. I hope. What it is, there's another person in the world in love with me. We want to go out and find another person in our life. It makes something bigger. A friend of mine became a grandfather this week and his daughter wrote him this note. The woman needs to do some serious writing. But she said, you know, I'm now holding this child in my arms for the first time and for the first time in my life, I know what it means that my heart is no longer inside me. You know. Now, of course, he read this to a group of men and it took us about 30 seconds to get to, you read that back to her when they're 13. We were a little uncomfortable sitting with something that goopy. But it was an interesting thing. The boundary was gone. My heart is no longer inside me. It's the essence of this reading today. This every valley is gonna come down. Our heart as individuals, as a people, as a church cannot be always inside us. It has to move out beyond that. And when we start to do that and start to really take down those divisions between people, as St. Paul said, the walls we build between us. When we start to really bring those down, we finally get a vision. This is the world we're called to build. This is the vision that Jesus left us. We may have changed it radically when we married our religion to imperial Europe at one point. But the gospel still calls us to find that religion where our heart can be outside of ourselves. As Jesus's was, you know, all through his life, all through his death and resurrection, that's the heart we follow. And if we ever get to that point in our deep moments of meditation where we think we've found our center, it's a nice thing. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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The beginning of the gospel of Jesus Christ, the Son of God,
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according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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As it is written in Isaiah the prophet,
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behold, I am sending my messenger ahead of you.
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He will prepare your way as a voice of one
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crying out in the desert.
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Prepare the way of the Lord.
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Make straight his paths.
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John the Baptist appeared in the desert,
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proclaiming a baptism of repentance
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for the forgiveness of sins.
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People of the whole Judean countryside
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and all the inhabitants of Jerusalem
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were going out to meet him and were being baptized by him
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in the Jordan River.
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As they acknowledged their sins, John
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was clothed in camel's hair.
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With a leather belt around his waist,
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he fed on locusts and wild honey.
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And this is what he proclaimed.
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One mightier than I is coming after me.
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I am not worthy to stoop and loosen the thongs
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of his sandals.
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I have baptized you with water.
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He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Some of you may have heard in the gospel
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a sort of purposeful mistake that I made.
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And that is, there's this line where I said,
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as they acknowledge their sins, John
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was clothed in camel's hair.
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Now that sounds like just the most bizarre thing.
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That's the way it reads.
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But it has to do with inflection, quite frankly.
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As they acknowledge their sins is the end of one paragraph.
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John was clothed in camel's hair is
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the start of another.
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I think very few of us, because we're
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so used to language the way we know it
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and the modern sort of machinations of language,
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we are so used to punctuation.
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Punctuation is even a more recent part of language
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than when they first started writing down words.
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And certainly, most of our Hebrew scriptures
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and Greek scriptures have little, if any, punctuation.
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And so we get these just constant writing.
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And to go through them, it can be very tough at times.
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Many scripture scholars will tell you
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that this quote from Isaiah, whether it happened
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in translation or whether it was actually the New Testament
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writer or whether it was the order of the words,
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but there is a misplaced comma.
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You have to give them, let them have that mistake.
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They misplaced a comma.
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It's OK because commas didn't exist.
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But in Isaiah, the word order and some things
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make it clear that they are not saying,
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even though it's nice here because they can use it
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to talk about John the Baptist, a voice of one
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crying out in the desert.
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That would be John the Baptist.
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Behold, prepare the way of the Lord.
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In Isaiah, the text reads, the voice of one crying, comma,
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out in the desert, prepare the way of the Lord.
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It's not the person talking that's out in the desert.
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It's our preparation.
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We are called to go out into the wilderness,
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out of our creature comforts, out of what we're used to,
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to prepare, to move into something a little different.
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It's not even a difference between do you have wealth,
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do you not have wealth, do you have status,
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do you not have status.
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When it says out of your comfort zone,
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wherever your comfort zone is, sometimes we
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have to prepare for God outside it.
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Because in our comfort zone, we just don't see things.
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It's one of the reasons I actually
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love to get into interfaith dialogue.
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Sometimes I get an insight about God
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that I can't get from my own scriptures
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because I am so familiar with these
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that as I read line one, the whole story unfolds in my head.
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And it's like trying to proofread your own work.
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You're going to see what you think
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you wrote, no matter how many times you read it.
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And you have to have, someone said,
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you have to sit down your work at least a few days
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until you can forget what you wrote.
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And then go back and read it and go,
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maybe that sentence should have a verb.
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You know, little things like that.
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But when you read it, you're going
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to read what you think you just wrote.
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And when I go to scriptures, people all the time,
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I'll read a scripture.
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And I've said this before.
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We've got so much familiarity with our scripture
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that I don't really think we even hear it anymore.
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You know, we can hear a scripture where it says,
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you know, God said, dash their children against a stone
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and wipe every one of them out.
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And we kind of go, the word of the Lord.
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We're so familiar with them that we
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don't see some of these stories that should set us on edge.
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Because familiarity, you know, familiarity
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does not breed contempt.
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It just breeds sleep.
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We kind of just doze right through the things
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we know real well.
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And so, you know, this scripture today,
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especially the first one.
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The first one, for me, is one of the most known scriptures.
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Now, not most people would say that.
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But this section of Isaiah.
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Because this short reading that was done for us
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a few minutes ago is about 50 minutes of Handel's Messiah.
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Every couple lines of this is another aria.
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I mean, anyone who's heard the Messiah is familiar.
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I mean, we get to the, you know, like a shepherd,
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he feeds his flock.
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That's one of the big arias from it.
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You know, go up to the high mountain, the big aria.
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Whenever I'm in the Messiah, this year I'm the tenor again.
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Thank you, Jesus.
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Last year I agreed.
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I don't know if any of you remembered,
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but I do this interfaith Messiah last year
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because I was just feeling like I was really that good.
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They said, oh, you know, we've got all these tenors
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and we don't have a single baritone soloist.
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I'm like, I can do the baritone.
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And I spent Advent last year trying to talk like this
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so I could sing that piece.
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And, you know, people came up, they were so complimentary.
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But it's a different kind of compliment as a musician
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when people go, you really, you got through that just fine.
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You know, not exactly what you're hoping for,
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not something you want to see, you know,
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in the New York Times.
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The performers all got through just fine, you know.
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So, but, you know, it's so funny
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because this year I feel like, oh, I'm back to my voice.
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That's who I am.
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And as I come back, it feels a little less familiar
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than the text I sing every year at the Messiah.
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And this is the, you know, every valley shall be exalted.
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Because that is something I've sung often,
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I've done a tremendous amount of study on that scripture.
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You know, I, you know, don't like to just go out
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and I like to know what I'm singing about.
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And as you get into the rabbinical commentaries
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on that scripture, we really arrive at an interesting place
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that most of us aren't ready for.
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And that is, first, we're so familiar with it,
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we don't hear it.
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I mean, Coloradans, instead of saying the word of the Lord,
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I think Coloradans, if they were listening,
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would walk out after that scripture.
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God's vision, put the mountains down,
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fill in the valleys, get rid of the rivers.
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And you're like, not in my state, mister.
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And somehow, the earth is going to be a better place
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when it looks like a smooth cue ball.
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And there are no discerning landmarks of any kind.
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Why is that comforting?
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Especially when you see things all the way through
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the Old Testament, we have these moments like,
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where do they go to encounter God?
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The mountaintop.
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You know, these are places of great reverence.
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The holy mountain of God, well, that's gonna come down.
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So where do we get all of this?
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Jerusalem, set on a hill.
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And so, why this?
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Well, in this time of Isaiah,
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all the other historical writings,
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you'll notice something else.
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And this is where we really do have to get our mind
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back into that ancient mindset.
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This is not only, shockingly for the youth among us,
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not only is this before computers,
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but for the adults among us, it's before Ran McNally.
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No.
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So, one kingdom, it will say in the scripture,
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oh, his kingdom went from this mountain to that river,
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from that river to the sea, from that valley.
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These, you and I hear, oh, landmarks.
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They hear borders, divisions.
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What's happening in this is all the landmarks that exist
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so I can know where my kingdom ends
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and your kingdom begins are gone.
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And that's part of preparing the way.
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And that's a frightening thought for a world
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that has become not just dependent upon,
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but in love with borders.
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You know, areas that this person's not welcome here
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and that person can't go there.
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And most of us, from our vantage point, being in America,
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we, of course, like one-way borders.
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And I've noticed no one wants to put borders up
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that keep us from going to Europe on a yearly basis.
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We want one-way borders.
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It's about people coming this direction,
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and it's interesting when we talk about those borders,
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we never, ever talk about us crossing borders
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because we're the good guys.
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We should be able to go anywhere.
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And so what happens when the ability to know
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where one person's, this belongs to me
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and that belongs to you,
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and what happens when that border is gone?
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When the mountains are low and the rivers are filled in
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and there's no, that was all they had.
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And those are the markers throughout the Old Testament
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of the difference between kingdoms.
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And so what happens when all that goes away?
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That's the first part.
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He says, get out of your comfort zone.
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And then he says, here, here's an image.
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You really want out of your comfort zone?
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Take down the fence between you and your neighbor's yard.
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Oh, good fences make good neighbors.
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I don't know how to tell people
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that's not actually in the Bible.
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You know, but that's the modern vision.
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The modern vision is good fences make good neighbors.
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Meaning, you know, we can be good neighbors
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as soon as we know our differences,
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where you belong, where I don't belong.
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It's, everything's about separation.
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And you know, what if in heaven,
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what if in heaven there's so much intimacy
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and there's so much coming together
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that we don't each get our own little space?
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You know, in my father's house are many rooms
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and I get a private one.
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Also not in scripture.
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You know, it's this, what does that mean for us?
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What does that mean?
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Are we a people that through our life
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become more comfortable gathering people to ourselves?
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Or, you know, do we use those wonderful phrases
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in modern language that allow us to feel okay
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about pushing people away?
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I am too set in my ways.
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You know, those are those things we used to say.
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Unless you're willing to behave like me, move away.
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Get away from me at all times.
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I'm too set in my ways.
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You know, I don't have to do that anymore.
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I, my Aunt Lenore, who was really a saint in so many ways,
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but I remember at her 90th birthday,
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halfway through the party, she simply stood up and said,
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I'm going to my room, you can all leave now.
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And her granddaughter, Nora, was horrified.
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And of course everyone laughed and she said,
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she called her Mimi.
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Mimi, you can not say that sort of things to people,
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those sorts of things to people.
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And she said, I'm 90, they'll just think I'm crazy.
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You know, they'll all put it off to wackiness.
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I can do whatever.
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You know, we all sometimes would love that,
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but the idea that, you know,
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there's this sort of borders are two ways.
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We're often not, when someone talks about,
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if we put it on a personal level, boundaries.
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It's amazing how many of us will say once in a while,
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I feel like, you know, this person or that,
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but they kind of violate some boundaries.
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We're not always aware of, or even ask,
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do I violate boundaries?
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You know, I mean, I've noticed in my life
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that all of you do, but I don't think I do.
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Because do I violate boundaries
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rarely comes up in our mind.
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I think it's the essence of all the scandals
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going on in Hollywood and Washington
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and throughout the private sector
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is a lot of people who just,
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it never occurs to them to ask
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if they're crossing a boundary.
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You know, it's gotta be a two way thing.
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We've gotta learn to what it means
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to truly live with one another in a world.
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And to know that that's how we build the kingdom of God.
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And so, you know, when we get this reading,
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we think, you know, it's time to go out and think,
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are boundaries something I use
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to help me live well with others,
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or are boundaries what keeps me safe from the rest of you?
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You know, if safe from other people is my biggest concern,
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then heaven is not a country for me.
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Safety from everyone else, you guys stay away.
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You know, safety in my life from someone.
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Oh, they're a little uncomfortable to be around.
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This, how do we use our boundaries?
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You know, I think they're a great, healthy thing.
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I think it's good when we call our own behavior
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and others into question.
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It's another thing when this is what I use
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to write people off.
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And I think most of us can look back in our lives
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and see people, even if it wasn't a dramatic moment,
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that we were just as comfortable writing out of our lives.
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You know, sometimes there's a real toxicity
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and it has to happen.
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But more often than not, it's simply,
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you know, I have no room for others.
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I mean, I have room for people that look like others
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as long as they behave like me.
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You know, those are, you know, I always call those,
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you know, those aren't really others.
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Those are just disguised versions of me in the world.
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And they make wonderful friends.
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You know, just other versions of me.
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But others, that's something different.
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And it's the heart of our journey in this world.
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Anyone who has ever been in love for a moment
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knows, I mean, I won't say everyone,
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but anyone who isn't like really already been diagnosed
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as an extreme narcissist.
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No one as a teenager says,
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she reminds me of me, I'm in love.
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I hope.
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What it is, there's another person in the world
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in love with me.
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We want to go out and find another person in our life.
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It makes something bigger.
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A friend of mine became a grandfather this week
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and his daughter wrote him this note.
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The woman needs to do some serious writing.
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But she said, you know, I'm now holding this child
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in my arms for the first time
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and for the first time in my life,
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I know what it means that my heart is no longer inside me.
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You know.
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Now, of course, he read this to a group of men
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and it took us about 30 seconds to get to,
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you read that back to her when they're 13.
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We were a little uncomfortable sitting
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with something that goopy.
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But it was an interesting thing.
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The boundary was gone.
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My heart is no longer inside me.
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It's the essence of this reading today.
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This every valley is gonna come down.
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Our heart as individuals, as a people, as a church
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cannot be always inside us.
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It has to move out beyond that.
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And when we start to do that
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and start to really take down those divisions
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between people, as St. Paul said,
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the walls we build between us.
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When we start to really bring those down,
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we finally get a vision.
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This is the world we're called to build.
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This is the vision that Jesus left us.
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We may have changed it radically
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when we married our religion
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to imperial Europe at one point.
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But the gospel still calls us to find that religion
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where our heart can be outside of ourselves.
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As Jesus's was, you know, all through his life,
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all through his death and resurrection,
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that's the heart we follow.
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And if we ever get to that point
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in our deep moments of meditation
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where we think we've found our center,
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it's a nice thing.
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But if your center is still inside you,
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it's not yet Christian.
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Father Pat’s message centers around the radical ca Father Pat’s message centers around the radical call of the Gospel to move beyond the comfort of our boundaries—geographical, societal, emotional, and spiritual—and to embrace a life where our hearts, like Christ’s, are no longer confined within ourselves. Drawing from the Gospel of Mark and Isaiah, he challenges the way we interpret Scripture, urging us to listen anew and deeply, setting aside our familiarity and comfort zones. He emphasizes that preparing the way of the Lord isn't just about spiritual readiness, but about dismantling the divisions and borders—literal and figurative—that separate us from others. The Christian journey, he says, is one of expanding compassion, radical inclusion, and the willingness to let go of personal and communal boundaries in order to truly embody the kingdom of God.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel reading from Mark, which opens with a quote from Isaiah about preparing the way of the Lord. He draws attention to a purposeful misreading to illustrate how ancient texts, lacking punctuation, can be misunderstood if we impose our modern linguistic expectations on them. For instance, the phrase "a voice crying out in the desert: prepare the way of the Lord" can be misread as saying the voice is in the desert, rather than the preparation must occur in the desert—a place symbolic of discomfort and unfamiliarity. This sets the theme: God often calls us to encounter Him outside our comfort zones.
He discusses how our habitual familiarity with Scripture can dull our spiritual sensitivity. Like proofreading our own writing, we often hear what we expect rather than what is actually being said. When passages become too familiar, we risk no longer being challenged or moved by them. He gives the example of violent or troubling Bible verses that we gloss over because we’ve heard them so often, and uses his own musical engagement with Handel’s Messiah to illustrate how deep study can rekindle spiritual insight in even the most well-known texts.
The heart of Father Pat’s message emerges in his exegesis of Isaiah's imagery: mountains made low, valleys filled, rough paths made straight. Modern readers may see this as a metaphor for comfort and ease, but he explains that in ancient times, such topographical features were not only landmarks but also political boundaries. Mountains, rivers, and valleys marked where one kingdom ended and another began. Thus, Isaiah’s vision is not about flattening nature but dismantling the divisions between people and nations. The call to “prepare the way of the Lord” is a call to remove the borders we use to separate ourselves from others.
This leads into a profound critique of modern society’s obsession with boundaries—physical, ideological, and relational. He points out how we often use boundaries not for healthy self-regulation but to exclude and isolate. He critiques the modern mantra “good fences make good neighbors,” noting it’s not scriptural but rather a reflection of our desire to define who belongs and who doesn’t. He challenges the way we view immigration, personal space, and even emotional boundaries in relationships—asking whether these are truly about health, or about fear and control.
Theologically, Father Pat connects all of this to the incarnation and ministry of Christ. Jesus, he reminds us, was always crossing boundaries—eating with sinners, touching lepers, including women and Gentiles, dying on a cross for all. To be Christian is to follow that example: to let our hearts move beyond ourselves, to live in such a way that we are not merely comfortable, but transformed. He uses a moving anecdote of a new mother realizing her heart now lives outside of her body in her child, illustrating how love necessarily involves a breaking open of the self.
He concludes by returning to the image of the center. Many spiritual traditions speak of “finding your center,” but he cautions Christians: if your center is still within you, it is not yet fully Christian. The Christian center is Christ, and Christ’s center was always in others—in the poor, the rejected, the suffering, the stranger. To follow Christ is to let our center be moved, unsettled, and placed in the lives of others. It is to dismantle the barriers that keep us apart and to build a new world—a kingdom of God—where love is the only boundary.
In sum, Father Pat’s message is a powerful call to radical hospitality, self-examination, and spiritual renewal. It asks us to read Scripture anew, to listen deeply, and to prepare the way of the Lord not just in our hearts but in our world—by tearing down the walls we’ve built and allowing our love to reach beyond ourselves....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1106.6099853515625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, Lord. Zechariah, filled with the Holy Spirit, said, Blessed be the Lord, the God of Israel, for he has visited his people and set them free. He has raised up a horn for our salvation within the house of David his servant, even as he promised through the mouth of his holy prophets from of old. Salvation from our enemies and from the hands of all who hate us. To show mercy to our fathers and to be mindful of his covenant and of the oath he swore to Abraham, our father. To grant us that rescued from the hand of the enemy without fear we might worship him in holiness and righteousness all the days of our lives. As for you, child, you will be called a prophet of the Most High. You will go before the Lord to prepare his ways, to give his people knowledge of salvation through the forgiveness of their sins because of the tender mercy of our God, by which the daybreak from on high will visit us, to shine on those who sit in darkness and the shadow of death, and to guide our feet in the way of peace. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. It has occurred to me over the last couple of weeks as I've been thinking a little bit about today that thanksgiving and the act of gratitude is really a function of memory. It's taking a moment to remember what has happened. And sometimes it is the need to correct our selective memory, we remember certain things. Most of us have some really old fundamental memories of things that went wrong. Wounds are slow to heal because we remember them so well. And so we don't always remember everything that is going right in life. And the enemy of gratitude, the enemy of thanksgiving is not so much a mean-spiritedness, it's not so much a closed-mindedness. Especially in modern day, the enemy of gratitude is entitlement. Entitlement is everything is supposed to go well. And if everything really goes well, if we're entitled, then what should be gratitude simply becomes satisfaction. You know, it did okay. When I was, oh, probably before the age of fifth grade, you know, the grading system, they wouldn't give you A's and B's and C's that low. You just got satisfactory or unsatisfactory. And you know, satisfactory was just never that satisfying. There was no excellent or anything. It was just, you know, if you did so good, you were satisfactory. I mean, you can imagine at your wedding, having your spouse look across and say to you, you are satisfactory. Oh, happy day. Satisfactory is the highest grade the entitled can give. That's our ceiling if we're entitled. So when we think, well, I'm entitled to good roads, then the roads are satisfactory or not. We don't even notice the roads until there's a pothole. And then we're incensed that they aren't satisfactory. We can only be pulled down when we live with that kind of entitlement. And so to change our memory, to learn to focus on different things, to, you know, get together today with family and friends, and you know, and I really have to remind myself, I am not entitled to a family that agrees with me on everything. I don't even know where I would have thought that. It's never happened. You know, how many of us kind of say, oh, you know, the holidays are coming and there's all this family drama, because, you know, I'm entitled to a family that, you know, behaves the way I think it should. And of course, all the stress is happening because everyone thinks that everyone should think the way they think, rather than, you know, you have two choices, alone or with others. And there's nothing quite so disconcerting as the day that you realize all those others are actually other. They are not you. They are not reflections of you in the world. They are other people. And if we're entitled, you know, I am entitled to my opinion. We all say that, and you are. But what we really mean by that is I'm entitled for you to agree with my opinion. And many of you today will remember that you're not entitled to that at all. You will be reminded by the end of the day. So what happens when we become entitled to certain things? People around us notice immediately. We become a little more demanding. We're much more aware of, you know, you are not living up to my expectations. We get a little complainy, whiny, you know. We have a whole set of things. We have a set of ideas that someone is not living up to. And it's kind of the death of Thanksgiving. And we're told today, be on your guard, very careful not to forget the things your eyes have seen and your ears have heard the gifts of God. What does it mean to be very aware? Yesterday I had, and this happens probably more often than I'd like, but not certainly nowhere near 50% of the time. It's a minuscule part of my life. I woke up yesterday. Luckily, I didn't have any morning appointments. I woke up with a migraine that would not go away. And, you know, I'm never aware of what it is to be healthy until I have an unhealthy day. You know, all of a sudden, because good health, that's an entitlement in my mind. And I don't mean it in a mean way. It's just that something happens often enough, you come to expect it. And, you know, it's always like, I wake up this morning and I'm like, okay, no headache. I can look into the light. Oh, it's going to be a good day. But unless I have a day like yesterday, today goes unnoticed. How much is going right goes unnoticed until something really goes wrong. And so, you know, this is a feast where we come together and hopefully we re-remember our year. We go back and we re-filter it. We filter and we look at what has happened that is good. We look at what has happened that is positive. We look at, you know, someone said to me the other day, oh, there's so much going on in the country. And, you know, my friends and I are talking about this and we're doing all this stuff and yadda yadda. And we're just horrified, we're horrified, we're horrified. And finally she started to realize, you know, my friends and I would have done nothing this year were it not for a little something to stir us up. You know, some people are closer to their friends because they're out doing something with them in the world. They're remembering that they actually have missions in the world and we're not called to be too complacent with the status quo. Oh, there's something good that came out of it. When we re-remember our year with a different filter, because most of us, our filter is a little too radically set towards remembering what we're angry about. We become what is called injustice collectors. Sadly, that's one of the categories of a serial killer. That's what they call an injustice collector. Someone who's just so mad about things that have happened in their life and they finally boil over. And I think too many of us become that way. We collect the things people have done to us that are wrong. And because we start to become a people who feel we're entitled to something better, no matter what someone does, it's still not quite enough. Or they could have done a little better. Or there's just an extra layer of critique. And we sort of become thankless people. We're always wanting a little more gratitude and offering a little less. And so today we come together and, you know, I really, really hope that we all have gatherings today that are at least a little difficult. Something where you can look around and know that, you know, life isn't—I am not entitled to smooth sailing, but there's a lot here to be thankful for. If I really, really, really didn't want to be there, I wouldn't be. Well, you know, there's obligations. Meaning, I don't want to lose these connections. If you don't want to be connected, there's no obligation. And we don't recognize, well, of course we want to be connected. But we would like to be connected on our terms. And that we're not entitled to. We have to find something together, you know. Well, they just—I never feel like I can voice my own opinion. Voice it. You know, there's all these podcasts out there literally telling people how to try to discuss politics with family today. Trying to give them, like, tools to get through, you know, because as we know, we are a country of centrists. Those centered at zero and those centered at a hundred, you know, and nothing in between. How do we discuss? And I said this a few years back, but what I have found, and I will admit that not only is this a good technique I learned years ago, I do like that it drives my family up a tree a bit. And that is when they say things I don't, I don't take the opposite. I don't put out the argument. I don't think I'm going to change their mind. I just say, oh, I disagree. No, you've got to understand. Yeah, I disagree. No, I disagree. Drives them crazy. Just to disagree and to let people know, you know, we're not entitled to see things the same way. We're not entitled. We're entitled if we want to be connected and they want to be connected, we get to see each other. We get to be connected. But we have to be connected to who they are, not to who we hope they are. And Thanksgiving is this great moment where we look back and we go, you know, there's just tons to be thankful for. I can't tell you how many people resent that their parents, you know, fed and clothed them for 20 years, but didn't give me all the emotional support that I really think I wanted. You know, and therefore I can't even see what they did provide. That outfit they bought you, I didn't like it. You know, I don't like where they spent their money for me. It's very easy to get caught up in the what could have gone better. But in the end, we have to look back and say, what are we thankful for? It becomes a different approach to the world. And I think every time, it would be an interesting exercise between now and Christmas. If nothing else, it would give something to distract you from Christmas. But if every time you really found yourself upset about something, like if every time you were upset about the pothole, you took a moment to wonder who built the road. Every time we're upset, I always think, you know, people will say, you know, teenagers are so ungrateful. And I'm thinking, yeah, and we get worse as time goes on. I remember as a teenager, if my parents, if we went out to dinner, that was kind of a big event. You know, it took 30 years later to go out to dinner and think, they got my order wrong. You know, this place really doesn't do fish very well. I mean, think, most of us have gotten a lot pickier about things. Back then, it was an event. Now, they're not up to my entitlement standards. It's so hard to find a good restaurant in Denver. There's only thousands of them. You know, we get maybe less and less grateful because we tell ourselves, you know, I'm becoming, I've said this before, but becoming more sophisticated. Sophistication, like entitlement, is the other enemy of gratitude. I shouldn't throw them under the bus so often, but I have friends from years ago who love theater, but they always love— and John Kite and I always roll our eyes when they'll say, well, now we saw this show. Now, you understand, we're a tough room. We know theater inside and out. We are a tough room. And so there were some real problems. They are so sophisticated, I don't think they've enjoyed an evening of theater in years. They don't spot one thing that couldn't have gone a little bit better. And I always think, what do you get out of that? I mean, you get to go home feeling sophisticated, but I'm thinking, have you enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years? And I think most of us, well, my palate is a little better now. So, you know, mom's stuffing used to be just fine. I find it a little, I don't know, dull these days. You know, tell your mom that. That will start things off nicely. It's so easy to be entitled, and then we lose something. We lose health. We lose a friend. We lose a relationship. And at that moment, you know, we're so caught up in the loss that we forget that a week ago, we weren't even that thrilled with it. Rather than taking the time to go, we should be thrilled with a little more. We should be excited about what goes on in our midst that goes right. That we, you know, start to filter our world a little differently. It's always, and I've gone here before in sermons, it's just, it's one of the fascinating parts of physiological psychology to know how very, very little of your life you remember at any given moment. You know, most of you, if you've had breakfast, probably remember what you had for breakfast. But I could already ask you how many bites it was, and you wouldn't know. Within a week, you probably won't be able to pull this breakfast out from the others. And if I asked you what you had a few months ago, you know, I mean nothing, anyone who watches those like Law & Order TV shows knows there's nothing dumber than when the officer goes up and says, where were you two Wednesdays ago at seven o'clock? And they go, oh, well, you know, I was at this movie. And, you know, all of us would be like, let me check my calendar. I don't have a clue where I was two Wednesdays ago at seven o'clock. So, since so much of our personality is based on those events that have shaped us over the years, what if you remembered a different slice of your life than the one you do? What if you focused on different memories and let those be the ones that form you? What if you had to go to therapy for all the good things that have happened? I keep telling people, I'm waiting just to hear from one child, you know, that they had a real horrible day, but one really good thing happened that they can't get past. What if we focused on the things that give us gratitude? That's all that Zachariah does today is to focus on, remember how much God has done for us. You know, forget not God's mercies. And I think we have to look to our lives and say, how much is going right? How much is going correctly? And how little of that would I actually be entitled to? Would I actually be entitled to? You know, entitlement is a strange idea. And what we realize as Christians is, I'm not entitled to be alive at any moment. It's the grace of God. We ever get our heads wrapped around that, then Thanksgiving stops being a daily event annually, one day a year. All of a sudden, Thanksgiving turns into Eucharist. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, Lord.
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Zechariah, filled with the Holy Spirit, said,
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Blessed be the Lord, the God of Israel,
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for he has visited his people and set them free.
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He has raised up a horn for our salvation
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within the house of David his servant,
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even as he promised through the mouth of his holy prophets
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from of old.
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Salvation from our enemies and from the hands
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of all who hate us.
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To show mercy to our fathers and to be mindful of his covenant
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and of the oath he swore to Abraham, our father.
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To grant us that rescued from the hand of the enemy
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without fear we might worship him in holiness
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and righteousness all the days of our lives.
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As for you, child, you will be called a prophet of the Most
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High.
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You will go before the Lord to prepare his ways,
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to give his people knowledge of salvation
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through the forgiveness of their sins
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because of the tender mercy of our God,
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by which the daybreak from on high will visit us,
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to shine on those who sit in darkness
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and the shadow of death, and to guide our feet
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in the way of peace.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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It has occurred to me over the last couple of weeks
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as I've been thinking a little bit about today
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that thanksgiving and the act of gratitude
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is really a function of memory.
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It's taking a moment to remember what has happened.
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And sometimes it is the need to correct our selective memory,
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we remember certain things.
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Most of us have some really old fundamental memories
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of things that went wrong.
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Wounds are slow to heal because we remember them so well.
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And so we don't always remember everything
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that is going right in life.
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And the enemy of gratitude, the enemy of thanksgiving
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is not so much a mean-spiritedness,
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it's not so much a closed-mindedness.
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Especially in modern day, the enemy of gratitude
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is entitlement.
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Entitlement is everything is supposed to go well.
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And if everything really goes well, if we're entitled,
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then what should be gratitude simply becomes satisfaction.
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You know, it did okay.
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When I was, oh, probably before the age of fifth grade,
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you know, the grading system, they wouldn't give you
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A's and B's and C's that low.
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You just got satisfactory or unsatisfactory.
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And you know, satisfactory was just never that satisfying.
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There was no excellent or anything.
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It was just, you know, if you did so good,
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you were satisfactory.
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I mean, you can imagine at your wedding,
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having your spouse look across and say to you,
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you are satisfactory.
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Oh, happy day.
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Satisfactory is the highest grade the entitled can give.
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That's our ceiling if we're entitled.
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So when we think, well, I'm entitled to good roads,
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then the roads are satisfactory or not.
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We don't even notice the roads until there's a pothole.
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And then we're incensed that they aren't satisfactory.
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We can only be pulled down
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when we live with that kind of entitlement.
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And so to change our memory,
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to learn to focus on different things,
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to, you know, get together today with family and friends,
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and you know, and I really have to remind myself,
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I am not entitled to a family
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that agrees with me on everything.
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I don't even know where I would have thought that.
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It's never happened.
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You know, how many of us kind of say,
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oh, you know, the holidays are coming
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and there's all this family drama,
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because, you know, I'm entitled to a family
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that, you know, behaves the way I think it should.
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And of course, all the stress is happening
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because everyone thinks that everyone should think
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the way they think,
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rather than, you know, you have two choices,
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alone or with others.
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And there's nothing quite so disconcerting
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as the day that you realize all those others
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are actually other.
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They are not you.
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They are not reflections of you in the world.
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They are other people.
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And if we're entitled, you know,
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I am entitled to my opinion.
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We all say that, and you are.
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But what we really mean by that is
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I'm entitled for you to agree with my opinion.
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And many of you today will remember
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that you're not entitled to that at all.
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You will be reminded by the end of the day.
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So what happens when we become entitled
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to certain things?
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People around us notice immediately.
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We become a little more demanding.
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We're much more aware of, you know,
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you are not living up to my expectations.
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We get a little complainy, whiny, you know.
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We have a whole set of things.
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We have a set of ideas that someone is not living up to.
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And it's kind of the death of Thanksgiving.
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And we're told today,
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be on your guard, very careful not to forget
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the things your eyes have seen
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and your ears have heard the gifts of God.
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What does it mean to be very aware?
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Yesterday I had,
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and this happens probably more often than I'd like,
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but not certainly nowhere near 50% of the time.
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It's a minuscule part of my life.
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I woke up yesterday.
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Luckily, I didn't have any morning appointments.
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I woke up with a migraine that would not go away.
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And, you know, I'm never aware of what it is to be healthy
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until I have an unhealthy day.
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You know, all of a sudden,
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because good health,
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that's an entitlement in my mind.
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And I don't mean it in a mean way.
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It's just that something happens often enough,
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you come to expect it.
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And, you know, it's always like,
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I wake up this morning and I'm like,
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okay, no headache.
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I can look into the light.
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Oh, it's going to be a good day.
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But unless I have a day like yesterday,
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today goes unnoticed.
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How much is going right goes unnoticed
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until something really goes wrong.
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And so, you know, this is a feast where we come together
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and hopefully we re-remember our year.
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We go back and we re-filter it.
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We filter and we look at what has happened that is good.
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We look at what has happened that is positive.
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We look at, you know, someone said to me the other day,
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oh, there's so much going on in the country.
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And, you know, my friends and I are talking about this
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and we're doing all this stuff and yadda yadda.
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And we're just horrified, we're horrified, we're horrified.
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And finally she started to realize, you know,
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my friends and I would have done nothing this year
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were it not for a little something to stir us up.
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You know, some people are closer to their friends
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because they're out doing something with them in the world.
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They're remembering that they actually have missions in the world
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and we're not called to be too complacent with the status quo.
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Oh, there's something good that came out of it.
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When we re-remember our year with a different filter,
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because most of us, our filter is a little too radically set
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towards remembering what we're angry about.
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We become what is called injustice collectors.
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Sadly, that's one of the categories of a serial killer.
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That's what they call an injustice collector.
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Someone who's just so mad about things that have happened in their life
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and they finally boil over.
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And I think too many of us become that way.
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We collect the things people have done to us that are wrong.
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And because we start to become a people who feel we're entitled to something better,
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no matter what someone does, it's still not quite enough.
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Or they could have done a little better.
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Or there's just an extra layer of critique.
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And we sort of become thankless people.
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We're always wanting a little more gratitude and offering a little less.
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And so today we come together and, you know,
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I really, really hope that we all have gatherings today
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that are at least a little difficult.
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Something where you can look around and know that, you know,
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life isn't—I am not entitled to smooth sailing,
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but there's a lot here to be thankful for.
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If I really, really, really didn't want to be there, I wouldn't be.
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Well, you know, there's obligations.
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Meaning, I don't want to lose these connections.
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If you don't want to be connected, there's no obligation.
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And we don't recognize, well, of course we want to be connected.
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But we would like to be connected on our terms.
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And that we're not entitled to.
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We have to find something together, you know.
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Well, they just—I never feel like I can voice my own opinion.
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Voice it.
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You know, there's all these podcasts out there literally telling people
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how to try to discuss politics with family today.
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Trying to give them, like, tools to get through, you know,
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because as we know, we are a country of centrists.
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Those centered at zero and those centered at a hundred,
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you know, and nothing in between.
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How do we discuss?
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And I said this a few years back, but what I have found,
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and I will admit that not only is this a good technique I learned years ago,
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I do like that it drives my family up a tree a bit.
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And that is when they say things I don't, I don't take the opposite.
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I don't put out the argument.
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I don't think I'm going to change their mind.
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I just say, oh, I disagree.
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No, you've got to understand.
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Yeah, I disagree.
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No, I disagree.
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Drives them crazy.
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Just to disagree and to let people know, you know,
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we're not entitled to see things the same way.
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We're not entitled.
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We're entitled if we want to be connected and they want to be connected,
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we get to see each other.
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We get to be connected.
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But we have to be connected to who they are, not to who we hope they are.
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And Thanksgiving is this great moment where we look back and we go,
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you know, there's just tons to be thankful for.
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I can't tell you how many people resent that their parents,
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you know, fed and clothed them for 20 years,
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but didn't give me all the emotional support that I really think I wanted.
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You know, and therefore I can't even see what they did provide.
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That outfit they bought you, I didn't like it.
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You know, I don't like where they spent their money for me.
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It's very easy to get caught up in the what could have gone better.
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But in the end, we have to look back and say, what are we thankful for?
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It becomes a different approach to the world.
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And I think every time,
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it would be an interesting exercise between now and Christmas.
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If nothing else, it would give something to distract you from Christmas.
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But if every time you really found yourself upset about something,
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like if every time you were upset about the pothole,
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you took a moment to wonder who built the road.
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Every time we're upset,
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I always think, you know, people will say,
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you know, teenagers are so ungrateful.
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And I'm thinking, yeah, and we get worse as time goes on.
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I remember as a teenager, if my parents,
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if we went out to dinner, that was kind of a big event.
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You know, it took 30 years later to go out to dinner and think,
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they got my order wrong.
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You know, this place really doesn't do fish very well.
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I mean, think, most of us have gotten a lot pickier about things.
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Back then, it was an event.
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Now, they're not up to my entitlement standards.
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It's so hard to find a good restaurant in Denver.
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There's only thousands of them.
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You know, we get maybe less and less grateful
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because we tell ourselves,
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you know, I'm becoming, I've said this before,
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but becoming more sophisticated.
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Sophistication, like entitlement, is the other enemy of gratitude.
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I shouldn't throw them under the bus so often,
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but I have friends from years ago who love theater,
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but they always love—
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and John Kite and I always roll our eyes when they'll say,
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well, now we saw this show.
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Now, you understand, we're a tough room.
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We know theater inside and out.
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We are a tough room.
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And so there were some real problems.
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They are so sophisticated,
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I don't think they've enjoyed an evening of theater in years.
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They don't spot one thing that couldn't have gone a little bit better.
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And I always think, what do you get out of that?
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I mean, you get to go home feeling sophisticated,
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but I'm thinking, have you enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years?
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And I think most of us, well, my palate is a little better now.
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So, you know, mom's stuffing used to be just fine.
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I find it a little, I don't know, dull these days.
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You know, tell your mom that.
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That will start things off nicely.
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It's so easy to be entitled,
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and then we lose something.
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We lose health.
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We lose a friend.
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We lose a relationship.
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And at that moment, you know,
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we're so caught up in the loss that we forget that a week ago,
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we weren't even that thrilled with it.
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Rather than taking the time to go,
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we should be thrilled with a little more.
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We should be excited about what goes on in our midst that goes right.
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That we, you know, start to filter our world a little differently.
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It's always, and I've gone here before in sermons,
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it's just, it's one of the fascinating parts of physiological psychology
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to know how very, very little of your life you remember at any given moment.
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You know, most of you, if you've had breakfast,
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probably remember what you had for breakfast.
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But I could already ask you how many bites it was,
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and you wouldn't know.
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Within a week,
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you probably won't be able to pull this breakfast out from the others.
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And if I asked you what you had a few months ago,
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you know, I mean nothing,
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anyone who watches those like Law & Order TV shows knows
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there's nothing dumber than when the officer goes up and says,
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where were you two Wednesdays ago at seven o'clock?
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And they go, oh, well, you know, I was at this movie.
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And, you know, all of us would be like, let me check my calendar.
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I don't have a clue where I was two Wednesdays ago at seven o'clock.
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So, since so much of our personality is based on those events
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that have shaped us over the years,
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what if you remembered a different slice of your life than the one you do?
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What if you focused on different memories
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and let those be the ones that form you?
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What if you had to go to therapy
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for all the good things that have happened?
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I keep telling people,
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I'm waiting just to hear from one child,
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you know, that they had a real horrible day,
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but one really good thing happened that they can't get past.
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What if we focused on the things that give us gratitude?
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That's all that Zachariah does today is to focus on,
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remember how much God has done for us.
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You know, forget not God's mercies.
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And I think we have to look to our lives and say,
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how much is going right?
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How much is going correctly?
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And how little of that would I actually be entitled to?
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Would I actually be entitled to?
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You know, entitlement is a strange idea.
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And what we realize as Christians is,
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I'm not entitled to be alive at any moment.
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It's the grace of God.
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We ever get our heads wrapped around that,
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then Thanksgiving stops being a daily event annually,
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one day a year.
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All of a sudden, Thanksgiving turns into Eucharist.
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of every moment of our lives.
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Father Pat’s message is a call to move beyond enti Father Pat’s message is a call to move beyond entitlement and into a posture of deep gratitude rooted in memory, humility, and perspective. Drawing from Zechariah’s prophetic gratitude in Luke’s Gospel, Father Pat reflects on how easily we forget the blessings in our lives and how entitlement and sophistication dull our capacity to be thankful. He emphasizes that authentic thanksgiving arises not when everything is perfect, but when we intentionally remember the good, even in the midst of imperfection. Gratitude, he asserts, is a spiritual discipline that requires us to reframe our memories, embrace others as they are—not as we wish them to be—and recognize that life itself is a gift, not a guarantee. By relinquishing entitlement and practicing intentional remembrance, we are led into the heart of thanksgiving, which is the Eucharist—the ultimate expression of gratitude.
Father Pat’s sermon weaves together the Gospel canticle of Zechariah with a profound meditation on the spiritual discipline of gratitude. Zechariah, filled with the Holy Spirit, proclaims the mercy and fidelity of God, recognizing the fulfillment of ancient promises and the dawning of salvation through Christ. His words are not merely a celebration of a personal event but a cosmic acknowledgment of divine grace. For Father Pat, this canticle becomes a template for how we are to live: in continual remembrance of God’s goodness and mercy. Zechariah’s gratitude is not abstract; it is rooted in memory—of covenants kept, of promises fulfilled, of mercy extended.
Father Pat challenges the congregation to consider how their own memories shape their capacity for thanksgiving. He remarks that wounds and wrongs are remembered vividly, while blessings are often forgotten or overlooked. This selective memory, he says, is a barrier to true gratitude and often feeds into a sense of entitlement. Entitlement, in his analysis, is not merely a selfish attitude but a spiritual distortion that replaces thanksgiving with mere satisfaction. When we believe we are owed everything, we cease to be thankful for anything. Satisfaction becomes the ceiling of joy, and nothing is ever quite good enough.
He illustrates this with examples from everyday life: the unnoticed roads until there’s a pothole, the taken-for-granted health until a migraine hits, the restaurant meal that becomes disappointing not because it is bad but because our standards have been raised by familiarity and sophistication. Entitlement creeps into our relationships too—especially during holidays—where we expect families to behave according to our expectations. Disappointment and conflict arise when we forget that others are "other," not extensions of ourselves.
Father Pat offers a spiritual antidote: the intentional practice of remembering rightly. He invites us to “re-remember” the year with a new filter, seeking out the good, the growth, the moments of grace that may have gone unnoticed. This is not naïve optimism but a theological reorientation—a recognition that even in suffering or inconvenience, God’s mercy is at work. He warns against becoming “injustice collectors,” people who hoard grievances and allow them to define their lives. In contrast, those who practice gratitude become more generous, patient, and open.
He also addresses the subtle ways sophistication can undermine gratitude. The more refined our tastes, the more critical we become. Whether it's the arts, food, or relationships, the constant search for excellence can blind us to the goodness already present. This is not a call to lower standards but to widen our perspective—to see the grace that exceeds our expectations, not merely meets them.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s reflection culminates in a Eucharistic vision of life. Thanksgiving, he argues, should not be confined to a single holiday or moment of abundance. In the Christian life, gratitude becomes Eucharist—an ongoing offering of our lives back to God in praise for all that has been received. This transformation happens when we embrace the truth that nothing is owed to us, but everything is a gift. Life, health, love, community, and even the daily frustrations that shape our character—all are expressions of divine mercy.
Father Pat leaves his hearers with a spiritual challenge: to become people who remember differently, who look at their lives through the lens of grace rather than grievance. He suggests a simple yet powerful practice—each time we are upset, ask ourselves what is going right. Who built the road? Who showed up? What is the hidden gift within this moment? This shift in memory and mindset is what allows thanksgiving to become not just a feeling, but a way of being—a Eucharistic life....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1122.449951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. They then came to Capernaum, and on the Sabbath, Jesus entered the synagogue and taught. The people were astonished at his teaching, for he taught them as one having authority and not as the scribes. In their synagogue was a man with an unclean spirit. He cried out, what have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth? Have you come to destroy us? I know who you are, the Holy One of God. Jesus rebuked him and said, quiet, come out of him. The unclean spirit convulsed him and with a loud cry came out of him. All were amazed and asked one another, what is this, a new teaching with authority? He commands even the unclean spirits, and they obey him. His fame spread everywhere throughout the whole region of Galilee. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I'm not sure that there is a Sunday in the entire liturgical cycle with three readings that have less to do with one another than today. We have three readings on completely different topics. And I have also never been in any Bible study anywhere where any of these were quoted as anyone's favorite scripture. They're all kind of quirky in their own way. But they give us together, in a sense, they do give us three voices which can balance us and give us a method for moving forward and growing in our Christian faith. And sometimes that is the greatest thing scripture can do for us. Sometimes the great thing that scripture does, it doesn't paint an absolute picture of something. It tells you one story of God where he says, let there be light, and there's light. And another story where God comes down and shapes us out of the clay and says, clearly that one's too human and that one may be too austere. Find something between there. Live with the tension of the two stories that don't line up. Scripture does that for us a lot. Today, we get three different visions of interactions with faith. I want to start with the one that is most fun, that second reading. Because I saw so many of you, so many expressions of really? Paul is his personality. St. Paul is a zealot. That is his basic personality. Before he becomes Paul, when he is on the side against Jesus and the early Christians, he is all in. He is on the move. He is going to route them out. He is going to get rid of them. And when he becomes Christian, he is going to route out everyone else, and he's going to make sure everyone's Christian. Paul is probably, my suspicion, exhausting to be around. But he's that person you would put in charge of every building campaign, because he would get it done. Paul is very much what we would call a man of action. Of all the things that people can say about St. Paul, no one can ever claim that he did not back up his preaching with the way he lived. I mean, this became his life. Almost to an obsessive focus, that became his life. So much so that, yes, we get a reading like today. In Paul's mind, the world divides neatly into two groups of people. Those who are single, and as we know, single people spend every moment of the day obsessed with how they can please God. Would that it were so. But there are dating websites that would seem to indicate otherwise. So he's got one group of people that he thinks, if you're not married, then you're anxious about God all day long. Paul is anxious about, he is consumed by it. It's not the normal experience. I think we should all have a little more Paul in us, not too much, but all have a little more. Then he also, and this is truly a view from the other side of the fence, spouses spend 24 hours a day obsessed with pleasing one another. That is one of those moments where my mother would say, Paul was never married. Paul was never married. But it's his vision, and it's kind of his vision of how he wishes the world were. Wouldn't it be interesting, but take out the marriage piece as such a hard defined line there, and think, what would it be like to live in a world where everyone was either consumed with pleasing God or consumed with pleasing others? It's not a bad vision of the world, really out to help others, really out to do what is best for others, really out to do what is best for the mission of God. It's not a bad vision, but it's so focused, and it so comes out of his that it has some limited help for most of us. But the other two visions stand, in my mind, like bookends to where our Christian debate, where our philosophies, where everything sort of lands. And that is the prophet and the unclean spirits. Now, this story of the unclean spirits, there's several variations of it in the gospel. There's evil spirits, demonic spirits, there's one, there's a dozen. One of the mysteries that scripture scholars deal with a lot is, it seems that these are the first people to recognize who Jesus is, not even people. Now, why is it that they recognize Jesus before everyone else? Now, when they say that, they're forgetting about Simeon and Anna, the prophetess and prophet at his birth, at his christening, that recognize him for who he is. But why is it that these unclean spirits, before the general population, why are they always the first ones, it seems, in the story to recognize who Jesus is? And scholars come up with all sorts of reasons and all sorts of ideas, but there's a level at which it makes great sense to me that they would be the first. Because it is the nature of darkness, it is the nature of, whether we call it unclean or evil or whatever, the demonic, it is the nature of that dynamic to recognize enemies. And Jesus stands as their enemy. And all of us have a bit of that in us. All of us are much better at figuring out who our enemy is in the world. And not so good at figuring out where the common ground is. You know, we look at people in other countries and we forget that they go through all the same messes we go through. Around the world, fathers cry at daughters' weddings. You know, around the world, these things happen. And it's so much easier for us to focus on the differences. And that is where we are just like these unclean spirits. They see Jesus, not because they have an innate ability to see God, but because they have an innate ability to see what is different from them. They will recognize the person set against them. And so, you know, what we need to become are people that recognize God because the goodness in us sees what the affinity is, not the other way. Not because, you know, fear of hell and that sort of approach. There's a lot of people who their belief in God comes out of their belief in evil. And how we're gonna overcome it. How we're gonna get rid of that. How we're gonna make sure those people are, that is the unclean spirit recognizing God. It is not the prophet. Now the prophet does the opposite. The prophet takes that part of us that already resonates. Thomas Aquinas would, he would say that all of us, our real nature resonates with God. And so Thomas Aquinas finds those parts of us that already, not Thomas Aquinas, he does too, but prophets find the part of us that already resonates with the gospel and just amplify that. I think in our life we need to balance our life with both people. We need to have those people that recognize where we already agree but amplify it more towards the gospel. I'm always fond of saying when I talk with, like in ecumenical groups, every Christian church I know thinks we should feed the poor. So why are we wasting time debating the things we disagree on? We've got something we agree on. Why aren't we doing it? Eh, it's just, you know, it's much more exciting to argue about the things we disagree on. That's the dark spirit, you know. The prophetic spirit says, well let's take what we agree on and let's get that amplified. Let's make that larger. It's the, in the magnificat, you know, magnifies the spirit, magnifies the soul, magnifies the heart. Why aren't we finding the people that bring that out in us? But also courting the people in our lives, not the evil spirits, but one of these things, in context of Jesus, these spirits are opposing spirits. And most of us, I checked through the register to make sure, Jesus himself is not a registered prisoner so I can say this to all of you. Your opposite in the world is not pure evil because you are not pure good. Our opposing spirits actually have something to say to us. The people that we disagree with may have a point. The person who drives me up a tree is not a unique idea in the world. They are not alone. They have people who think like them. And it's so important for us to have people that make us a little less comfortable. There is a, I think, a huge misnomer in our culture, probably in many cultures, that we believe winning an argument, think about it for a minute, I know I've won an argument when I leave it having not grown at all and come out of it thinking exactly what I thought. Maybe they changed, maybe they grew, but then they won. We think winning an argument is when we stand still and wait for the world to center on us. That's not winning. That's, you know, that's paralysis. To win an argument, both people have to be affected. That's the win. And so we need the people in our lives who challenge us. I always think we see this so clearly in the Catholic Church right now. It's been fun to watch every Catholic I know, the liberals and the conservatives both, it's been so fun to watch them live from JP II to Francis. Because everyone struggles with either JP II or Benedict or Francis. One of them makes them uncomfortable. And while they'll all say, you must, it's the Pope, it's must, it's the Pope, it's the Pope, what happens when one of the Popes disagrees with them? They get very quiet. And it turns out that they think the Pope is infallible when the Pope agrees with them. Meaning deep down they think they're infallible and once in a while the Holy Spirit leads the Pope to agree with them. No, that's not the theology of the Church. And so, you know, all the people who cried out that you can't disagree with one Pope, you know, it's one thing we can be absolutely certain of as Catholics, it would be foolish to ascribe any kind of authority to one of the Popes that you can't ascribe to all of them. You know, you can't ascribe it to your favorites and not to the others. There's a thing in theology and philosophy, which I said at the last homily, but I'm much more nervous now because, you know, Father Abraham is getting his doctorate in philosophy so I really have to actually have to make this line. But there are kind of three types of statements in both philosophy and theology, but more even in just human psychology. There are rational and irrational, but then there's a third called non-rational. Now, a rational statement is something the human mind seems to be built to grab onto. Two plus two equals four. I don't care what language you're talking in, you show a child this many fingers and this many fingers and tell them it's that many, they'll get that eventually. And they can build systems on it. But if you try to teach a child that this many and this many gets put together to that, to five, if you try and teach two plus two is five, they'll try to figure out what's wrong with that, it won't happen, you cannot build a system of math on it. One of those is rational and the other is irrational. Then someone comes along and says, two plus two is good. That is non-rational. The mind is not forced there. You can't prove it, you can't disprove it. The mind is not forced away from it. Two plus two is good is something you have to choose to base your life on or not. You know, it's important to you or it's not. Most of our fundamental theology goes to that area, it's the non-rational. Nothing is sadder than watching people trying to scientifically prove their faith. Because what they're really saying is, once science says so, then it will be real. When my faith says so, it's not. That's a horrible statement. Our faith, our belief, the things we've been given from our community, the things we've been given from our family, it's a different kind of reality. That God exists, you can choose not to believe. God has created it such that you aren't forced to. Because if we're forced to, then there's no such thing as faith. And so we come as a people going, you know, our faith is a series of choices. And too often they're intellectual choices, they're not choices to get out and do the work. To get out and help those who have less, help those who are struggling more. Recognize how many people struggle in the world. And we're called to make that choice. We will never get irrefutable proof. And whenever someone tries, you know, we end up with, I think I've told you before, in the late 80s, some group in Europe was trying to slice very thin layers of a host, a consecrated host, and they were gonna thin layers and put it under a microscope and stain it, and they found human cells. Okay, basically a couple people decided to desecrate a host. Oh, but we see the human cells. No, you didn't. Number one, it's not science, it's faith. Number two, Jesus didn't turn into what he was before the resurrection. So you'd not even be proving good faith. But they need because they trust science and they don't trust their faith. I think if we're going to trust our faith, we do it because we have people of faith. We have some who will disagree with us and will argue with us and will change us and let us change them and we will grow together. And then we have the others who seem to agree with us on everything and hopefully, together we amplify one another into action in the world. When we've got the prophet and the opposing spirits in our life, we don't have to, as our country has done too often, we don't have to have a tragic gap. We can have a fruitful tension. Too often we choose the tragic gap and we become polarized. But there is a fruitful tension between all the voices in scripture, all the voices in our families, all the voices in our church. There's a fruitful tension that leads us to something that is mystery. If you're coming to your faith for answers, it will drive you crazy. When you come to your faith for questions and for motivation and for the ability to get out and help change the world, it becomes such a fruitful garden. And we ask God today to raise up the prophets who will spur us on to action, remind us of those who have less. We ask God to stir up the people in our lives who will challenge us when we think we, not the church, but we personally, are a little too infallible, that they will be there too. And between the spirits and the prophets, that there'll be a fruitful tension that will unveil for us a road of growth, will unveil for us a way to change the world, to bring from the two dramatic polarized sides that have a gap between them a fruitful tension. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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They then came to Capernaum, and on the Sabbath,
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Jesus entered the synagogue and taught.
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The people were astonished at his teaching,
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for he taught them as one having authority and not
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as the scribes.
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In their synagogue was a man with an unclean spirit.
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He cried out, what have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth?
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Have you come to destroy us?
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I know who you are, the Holy One of God.
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Jesus rebuked him and said, quiet, come out of him.
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The unclean spirit convulsed him and with a loud cry
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came out of him.
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All were amazed and asked one another, what is this,
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a new teaching with authority?
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He commands even the unclean spirits, and they obey him.
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His fame spread everywhere throughout the whole region
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of Galilee.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I'm not sure that there is a Sunday
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in the entire liturgical cycle with three readings that
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have less to do with one another than today.
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We have three readings on completely different topics.
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And I have also never been in any Bible study
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anywhere where any of these were quoted
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as anyone's favorite scripture.
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They're all kind of quirky in their own way.
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But they give us together, in a sense,
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they do give us three voices which can balance us and give
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us a method for moving forward and growing
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in our Christian faith.
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And sometimes that is the greatest thing
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scripture can do for us.
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Sometimes the great thing that scripture does,
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it doesn't paint an absolute picture of something.
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It tells you one story of God where he says,
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let there be light, and there's light.
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And another story where God comes down and shapes us
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out of the clay and says, clearly that one's too human
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and that one may be too austere.
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Find something between there.
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Live with the tension of the two stories that don't line up.
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Scripture does that for us a lot.
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Today, we get three different visions
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of interactions with faith.
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I want to start with the one that is most fun,
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that second reading.
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Because I saw so many of you, so many expressions of really?
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Paul is his personality.
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St. Paul is a zealot.
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That is his basic personality.
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Before he becomes Paul, when he is on the side against Jesus
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and the early Christians, he is all in.
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He is on the move.
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He is going to route them out.
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He is going to get rid of them.
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And when he becomes Christian, he
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is going to route out everyone else,
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and he's going to make sure everyone's Christian.
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Paul is probably, my suspicion, exhausting to be around.
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But he's that person you would put
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in charge of every building campaign,
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because he would get it done.
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Paul is very much what we would call a man of action.
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Of all the things that people can say about St. Paul,
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no one can ever claim that he did not
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back up his preaching with the way he lived.
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I mean, this became his life.
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Almost to an obsessive focus, that became his life.
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So much so that, yes, we get a reading like today.
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In Paul's mind, the world divides neatly
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into two groups of people.
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Those who are single, and as we know,
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single people spend every moment of the day
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obsessed with how they can please God.
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Would that it were so.
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But there are dating websites that
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would seem to indicate otherwise.
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So he's got one group of people that he thinks,
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if you're not married, then you're anxious
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about God all day long.
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Paul is anxious about, he is consumed by it.
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It's not the normal experience.
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I think we should all have a little more Paul in us,
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not too much, but all have a little more.
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Then he also, and this is truly a view
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from the other side of the fence,
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spouses spend 24 hours a day obsessed
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with pleasing one another.
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That is one of those moments where my mother would say,
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Paul was never married.
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Paul was never married.
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But it's his vision, and it's kind
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of his vision of how he wishes the world were.
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Wouldn't it be interesting, but take out the marriage piece
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as such a hard defined line there,
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and think, what would it be like to live in a world
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where everyone was either consumed with pleasing God
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or consumed with pleasing others?
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It's not a bad vision of the world,
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really out to help others, really out
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to do what is best for others, really
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out to do what is best for the mission of God.
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It's not a bad vision, but it's so focused,
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and it so comes out of his that it has some limited help
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for most of us.
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But the other two visions stand, in my mind,
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like bookends to where our Christian debate,
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where our philosophies, where everything sort of lands.
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And that is the prophet and the unclean spirits.
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Now, this story of the unclean spirits,
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there's several variations of it in the gospel.
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There's evil spirits, demonic spirits,
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there's one, there's a dozen.
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One of the mysteries that scripture scholars
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deal with a lot is, it seems that these are the first people
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to recognize who Jesus is, not even people.
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Now, why is it that they recognize Jesus
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before everyone else?
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Now, when they say that, they're forgetting
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about Simeon and Anna, the prophetess and prophet
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at his birth, at his christening,
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that recognize him for who he is.
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But why is it that these unclean spirits,
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before the general population,
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why are they always the first ones, it seems,
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in the story to recognize who Jesus is?
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And scholars come up with all sorts of reasons
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and all sorts of ideas, but there's a level
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at which it makes great sense to me
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that they would be the first.
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Because it is the nature of darkness,
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it is the nature of, whether we call it unclean
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or evil or whatever, the demonic,
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it is the nature of that dynamic to recognize enemies.
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And Jesus stands as their enemy.
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And all of us have a bit of that in us.
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All of us are much better at figuring out
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who our enemy is in the world.
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And not so good at figuring out where the common ground is.
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You know, we look at people in other countries
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and we forget that they go through
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all the same messes we go through.
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Around the world, fathers cry at daughters' weddings.
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You know, around the world, these things happen.
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And it's so much easier for us to focus on the differences.
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And that is where we are just like these unclean spirits.
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They see Jesus, not because they have
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an innate ability to see God,
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but because they have an innate ability
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to see what is different from them.
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They will recognize the person set against them.
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And so, you know, what we need to become
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are people that recognize God because the goodness in us
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sees what the affinity is, not the other way.
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Not because, you know, fear of hell
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and that sort of approach.
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There's a lot of people who their belief in God
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comes out of their belief in evil.
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And how we're gonna overcome it.
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How we're gonna get rid of that.
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How we're gonna make sure those people are,
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that is the unclean spirit recognizing God.
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It is not the prophet.
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Now the prophet does the opposite.
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The prophet takes that part of us that already resonates.
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Thomas Aquinas would, he would say that all of us,
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our real nature resonates with God.
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And so Thomas Aquinas finds those parts of us
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that already, not Thomas Aquinas, he does too,
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but prophets find the part of us
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that already resonates with the gospel
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and just amplify that.
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I think in our life we need to balance our life
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with both people.
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We need to have those people that recognize
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where we already agree but amplify it more
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towards the gospel.
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I'm always fond of saying when I talk with,
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like in ecumenical groups, every Christian church I know
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thinks we should feed the poor.
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So why are we wasting time debating the things
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we disagree on?
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We've got something we agree on.
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Why aren't we doing it?
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Eh, it's just, you know, it's much more exciting
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to argue about the things we disagree on.
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That's the dark spirit, you know.
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The prophetic spirit says, well let's take what we agree on
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and let's get that amplified.
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Let's make that larger.
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It's the, in the magnificat, you know, magnifies the spirit,
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magnifies the soul, magnifies the heart.
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Why aren't we finding the people that bring that out in us?
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But also courting the people in our lives,
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not the evil spirits, but one of these things,
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in context of Jesus, these spirits are opposing spirits.
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And most of us, I checked through the register
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to make sure, Jesus himself is not a registered prisoner
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so I can say this to all of you.
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Your opposite in the world is not pure evil
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because you are not pure good.
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Our opposing spirits actually have something to say to us.
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The people that we disagree with may have a point.
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The person who drives me up a tree
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is not a unique idea in the world.
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They are not alone.
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They have people who think like them.
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And it's so important for us to have people
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that make us a little less comfortable.
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There is a, I think, a huge misnomer in our culture,
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probably in many cultures,
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that we believe winning an argument,
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think about it for a minute,
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I know I've won an argument when I leave it
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having not grown at all and come out of it
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thinking exactly what I thought.
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Maybe they changed, maybe they grew, but then they won.
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We think winning an argument is when we stand still
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and wait for the world to center on us.
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That's not winning.
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That's, you know, that's paralysis.
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To win an argument, both people have to be affected.
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That's the win.
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And so we need the people in our lives who challenge us.
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I always think we see this so clearly
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in the Catholic Church right now.
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It's been fun to watch every Catholic I know,
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the liberals and the conservatives both,
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it's been so fun to watch them live from JP II to Francis.
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Because everyone struggles with either JP II
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or Benedict or Francis.
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One of them makes them uncomfortable.
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And while they'll all say, you must, it's the Pope,
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it's must, it's the Pope, it's the Pope,
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what happens when one of the Popes disagrees with them?
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They get very quiet.
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And it turns out that they think the Pope is infallible
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when the Pope agrees with them.
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Meaning deep down they think they're infallible
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and once in a while the Holy Spirit leads the Pope
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to agree with them.
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No, that's not the theology of the Church.
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And so, you know, all the people who cried out
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that you can't disagree with one Pope,
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you know, it's one thing we can be absolutely certain of
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as Catholics, it would be foolish to ascribe
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any kind of authority to one of the Popes
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that you can't ascribe to all of them.
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You know, you can't ascribe it to your favorites
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and not to the others.
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There's a thing in theology and philosophy,
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which I said at the last homily,
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but I'm much more nervous now because, you know,
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Father Abraham is getting his doctorate in philosophy
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so I really have to actually have to make this line.
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But there are kind of three types of statements
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in both philosophy and theology,
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but more even in just human psychology.
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There are rational and irrational,
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but then there's a third called non-rational.
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Now, a rational statement is something the human mind
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seems to be built to grab onto.
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Two plus two equals four.
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I don't care what language you're talking in,
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you show a child this many fingers and this many fingers
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and tell them it's that many, they'll get that eventually.
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And they can build systems on it.
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But if you try to teach a child that this many
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and this many gets put together to that, to five,
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if you try and teach two plus two is five,
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they'll try to figure out what's wrong with that,
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it won't happen, you cannot build a system of math on it.
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One of those is rational and the other is irrational.
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Then someone comes along and says, two plus two is good.
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That is non-rational.
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The mind is not forced there.
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You can't prove it, you can't disprove it.
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The mind is not forced away from it.
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Two plus two is good is something you have to choose
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to base your life on or not.
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You know, it's important to you or it's not.
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Most of our fundamental theology goes to that area,
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it's the non-rational.
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Nothing is sadder than watching people
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trying to scientifically prove their faith.
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Because what they're really saying is,
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once science says so, then it will be real.
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When my faith says so, it's not.
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That's a horrible statement.
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Our faith, our belief, the things we've been given
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from our community, the things we've been given
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from our family, it's a different kind of reality.
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That God exists, you can choose not to believe.
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God has created it such that you aren't forced to.
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Because if we're forced to,
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then there's no such thing as faith.
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And so we come as a people going, you know,
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our faith is a series of choices.
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And too often they're intellectual choices,
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they're not choices to get out and do the work.
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To get out and help those who have less,
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help those who are struggling more.
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Recognize how many people struggle in the world.
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And we're called to make that choice.
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We will never get irrefutable proof.
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And whenever someone tries, you know, we end up with,
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I think I've told you before, in the late 80s,
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some group in Europe was trying to slice
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very thin layers of a host, a consecrated host,
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and they were gonna thin layers
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and put it under a microscope and stain it,
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and they found human cells.
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Okay, basically a couple people
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decided to desecrate a host.
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Oh, but we see the human cells.
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No, you didn't.
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Number one, it's not science, it's faith.
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Number two, Jesus didn't turn into what he was
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before the resurrection.
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So you'd not even be proving good faith.
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But they need because they trust science
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and they don't trust their faith.
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I think if we're going to trust our faith,
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we do it because we have people of faith.
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We have some who will disagree with us
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and will argue with us and will change us
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and let us change them and we will grow together.
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And then we have the others who seem to agree with us
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on everything and hopefully,
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together we amplify one another into action in the world.
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When we've got the prophet
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and the opposing spirits in our life,
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we don't have to, as our country has done too often,
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we don't have to have a tragic gap.
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We can have a fruitful tension.
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Too often we choose the tragic gap and we become polarized.
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But there is a fruitful tension
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between all the voices in scripture,
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all the voices in our families,
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all the voices in our church.
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There's a fruitful tension that leads us
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to something that is mystery.
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If you're coming to your faith for answers,
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it will drive you crazy.
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When you come to your faith for questions
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and for motivation and for the ability to get out
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and help change the world,
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it becomes such a fruitful garden.
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And we ask God today to raise up the prophets
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who will spur us on to action,
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remind us of those who have less.
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We ask God to stir up the people in our lives
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who will challenge us when we think we,
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not the church, but we personally,
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are a little too infallible,
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that they will be there too.
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And between the spirits and the prophets,
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that there'll be a fruitful tension
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that will unveil for us a road of growth,
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will unveil for us a way to change the world,
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to bring from the two dramatic polarized sides
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that have a gap between them a fruitful tension.
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And in that tension, we will find the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message is a reflection on the comple Father Pat’s message is a reflection on the complexity of scripture, the diversity of voices within the readings, and how, rather than offering a singular, absolute truth, scripture often invites us into a dynamic tension—a space where differing perspectives, like those of prophets and opposing spirits, challenge, refine, and ultimately enrich our faith. By engaging both those who affirm us and those who confront us, we are called not to rigidity or polarization, but to growth, humility, and action. Faith is not meant to be a fortress of certainty but a journey shaped by dialogue, mystery, and the lived commitment to love God and others.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by acknowledging the apparent disconnection among the day’s three scripture readings, noting that they cover vastly different themes and none are typically quoted as favorites. Yet, he shows how their diversity is precisely what makes them powerful: they represent different voices of faith and offer us a method for spiritual growth through contrast and reflection. Scripture, he explains, often presents us with narratives that are in tension with each other—like the God who effortlessly says “Let there be light” and the God who gets His hands dirty forming humans from clay. These diverse portrayals are not contradictions to be resolved but invitations to live within the fruitful tension they create. They teach us to find balance and discernment, rather than seek simplistic answers.
Father Pat dives deeper into the second reading from St. Paul, whose zealous personality colored his theology. Paul divides the world into singles, who he believes are wholly devoted to pleasing God, and married people, who are consumed with pleasing one another. While Father Pat humorously critiques Paul’s overly idealistic (and perhaps naive) view of singleness and marriage, he appreciates Paul’s total commitment to his beliefs and his actions. Paul, for all his intensity, invites reflection on what it would look like if everyone lived to please God or to serve others. While such a binary view may not be practical for most, it urges us to consider how much of our lives are oriented toward divine or selfless purpose. We are reminded to embrace a measure of Paul's passion, even if not his extremism.
Turning to the Gospel, Father Pat explores the episode where Jesus casts out an unclean spirit in the synagogue. He observes that, intriguingly, these demonic or unclean spirits are often the first to recognize Jesus as the Holy One of God. Why is it that evil recognizes Christ before others do? His insightful answer is that darkness is finely attuned to its opposition. Evil identifies its enemy quickly, just as we humans are often quicker to identify threats than to seek common ground. The unclean spirits see Jesus not because they are holy, but because they innately sense what opposes them. This dynamic mirrors our own tendencies to define ourselves by opposition—by identifying enemies rather than seeking shared humanity. Father Pat warns that a faith rooted in the fear of hell or opposition to evil risks being more like the unclean spirits than the saints. Instead, we are called to be like the prophets, who identify and amplify the good already present within us and the world.
The prophet, unlike the opposing spirit, does not define truth by conflict but by resonance. Prophets awaken in us the deepest parts that are already in tune with God’s will. They magnify the voice of God within us, calling us to action, to mercy, and to justice. This is the prophetic spirit that says, “We already agree on feeding the poor—so let’s do that.” Rather than magnifying our divisions, prophets magnify our common call to love and service. Yet, Father Pat cautions, we need both voices in our lives: those who affirm and those who challenge. The people who make us uncomfortable, who disagree with us, who force us to grow—they are not our enemies, but spiritual companions who help refine our faith. He reminds us that our opponents are not evil incarnate, just as we are not perfect good. We are all in need of growth, correction, and humility.
This leads to a broader reflection on the nature of truth and belief. Father Pat distinguishes between rational, irrational, and non-rational statements. Rational truths (like 2+2=4) can be proven; irrational ones are false; but non-rational truths—such as “God is good” or “Two plus two is beautiful”—cannot be proven or disproven. Most of faith resides in this non-rational realm. It is not less real because it cannot be scientifically verified; it is a different kind of reality. When people try to “prove” faith through science or miracles, they inadvertently undermine its essence. Faith is a choice, not a conclusion. If belief were forced, there would be no room for true faith. God creates space for freedom, not coercion, and faith flourishes in that freedom.
Father Pat challenges the modern obsession with being right. He critiques the idea that winning an argument means remaining unchanged while others conform to us. True spiritual victory is mutual transformation. We grow when we allow others to affect us, and we affect them in turn. He applies this to the Church itself, noting how Catholics of different ideological leanings often selectively embrace or ignore the teachings of different popes based on personal preference. This reveals not true obedience to the Church but inner pride—the belief that one is infallible, and the pope is only correct when he agrees with them. Instead, the challenge is to submit not to personal preference but to the Church as a whole, in its diversity and mystery.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls for “fruitful tension” rather than a “tragic gap.” Our world, including the Church, often succumbs to tragic polarization. But the differing voices—of scripture, of spiritual companions, of theological perspectives—are not meant to divide us but to enrich us through their tension. Prophets and opposing spirits, affirmation and challenge, rational and non-rational truths—these are not contradictory forces but complementary ones. Within the tension of differing voices lies the mystery of God. Faith is not about having all the answers but about allowing the questions, the challenges, and the community to lead us toward deeper love, deeper service, and a more authentic encounter with the Kingdom of God....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1129.6300048828125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to His disciples, When the Son of Man comes in His glory and all the angels with Him, He will sit upon His glorious throne, and all the nations will assemble before Him. And He will separate them one from another, as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. And He will place the sheep on His right and the goats on His left. Then the king will say to those on His right, Come, you who are blessed by my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world. For I was hungry, and you gave me food. I was thirsty, and you gave me drink. A stranger, and you welcomed me. Naked, and you clothed me. Ill, and you cared for me. In prison, and you visited me. Then the righteous will answer Him and say, Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you or thirsty and give you drink? When did we see you a stranger and welcome you or naked and clothe you? When did we see you ill or in prison and visit you? And the king will say to them in reply, Amen, I say to you whatever you did for one of the least of my brothers or sisters you did for me. Then He will say to those on His left, Depart from me into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. For I was hungry, and you gave me no food. I was thirsty, and you gave me no drink. A stranger, and you gave me no welcome. Naked, and you gave me no clothing. Ill and in prison, and you did not care for me. And they will answer and say, Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or ill or in prison and not minister to your needs? He will answer them, Amen, I say to you what you did not do for one of these least ones you did not do for me. And these will go off to punishment but the righteous to eternal life. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. A man I went to seminary with, he was not ordained, but he, I kind of follow him on social media. He's now a Catholic writer up in the Minnesota area. And because I follow him, I often get little tweets and posts from him that come from other people. And some Monsignor that he follows on the East Coast put out something about Christ the King and today we're reminded by Jesus that we get to heaven by listening to those who have been left with his authority. I'm like, do they use a different election area on the East Coast? Where does it say in this whole reading, you know, for I spoke and you listened. I gave you orders and you followed. Matter of fact, I would posit that he's reversed the exact meaning of the day which is Jesus comes on Christ the King to say, this is not about every earthly idea you have of authority. The authority of today is, or the point of the day is not how we respond to authority, but how we respond to those with absolutely no authority in the world. How do we respond to those with no voice? Not, you know, I was hungry and you did not feed me. Not, I was enthroned and you did not listen. How did he get, I just think, how did he get to that place from today's readings? The first reading, actually, if you actually know this book of Ezekiel, this first reading gets set up at the beginning of this chapter of Ezekiel. So we get this part that says, thus says the Lord, I will look after and tend my sheep. I will find, you know, I will find myself among the sheep. I will gather the sheep that have been scattered. I will, you know, pastor them. I will seek them out. The beginning of the chapter starts with you shepherds who have been out there, you have not gathered the sheep. You have not brought them back in. You have not worried about the lost. And then he gets to this point and he says, so I will go out and gather them. He almost repeats word for word everything he opened up the chapter with. It says, you haven't done this. Fine, I'll do it. And instead of Jesus, I always picture my mother saying, oh, it's just easier to do myself. It's almost that kind of a frustrated moment in the writing that says, you refuse to gather people in. You know, you think that the job of faith and religion is for those of us in leadership to say, here's the bar, either clear it or don't. Working in Catholic schools, you know, because I have been in schools my entire priesthood, we've talked, I've talked with every principal I've ever had about that idea that, you know, often when a teacher describes a really good student, what they're too often referring to as a student who will teach themselves. I don't have to do a thing. You know, if you are a teacher by nature, you'll look for the challenging student. The one that you can't wait to see the light bulb go on. The ones who can teach themselves. You know, it'd be great. We all would love, we would love for children to raise themselves. I used to have parents who would come to me at my very first parish and say things like, well, they're only five, but you know, I've tried everything I can, I can't get them to clean their room. And I will often say, have you used your size advantage? What they mean is I can't argue them into it or reason them into it or wait in the corner for them to come to this idea on their own so I can stay their friend and they'll clean their room. No, you'll probably have to step in, take their hand, use your size advantage. It's that we don't want to go to that place. And this book of Ezekiel is a whole thing about this. The strayed, I will bring back. The injured, I will bind up. The sick, I will heal, because you're not doing it. And the church puts that with this reading today where it says, you know, how do we follow the voice of Jesus? How do we know what's right and what's wrong in the world and which voices do we listen to? We're looking up the ladder saying, which authority do we follow? And Jesus keeps saying, no, the point is to look down. It's to look to the people who have no authority, who have no power. And they will be your salvation or not. Not the voices from on high, but the needs from on low. That's where we find our path. And we don't want to get too into the detail of this gospel, because it won't hold together. It reads a little bit like a teacher who gets up and says to her class, those of you, I just gave you a test with 20 questions on it, those of you who got a question right will get an A, and those of you who missed a question will get an F. And every student goes, well, what about those of us that got a question right and another one wrong? This gospel kind of reads like that. Any of you who have ever helped anyone are going to heaven. And any of you who have ever failed to help someone will go to hell. How many of you are going, uh, now I understand purgatory. Because everyone in this room has failed to help someone when they shouldn't have. And everyone here has helped when they didn't have to. Everyone here, that's why this idea, the sheep and the goats, I always tell people, we're all kind of this sheep-goat hybrid that you don't really want to picture. We're all somewhere in between. And the gospel, rather frustratingly, doesn't talk about that 99.99999% of us that have never done it perfectly and have never absolutely failed at every opportunity. The rest of us. But what that does for us is tell us, so that's not the point. The point of this gospel is really not to get us to sort humanity. The point of it is to go, oh, so a question right is better than the question wrong. Okay, we get the sense of the trajectory we're supposed to take. You know, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or ill or in prison and not minister to your needs? This should be, you know, when we talk of ourselves as a Christian people and then we talk about our response to refugees. This should be pretty damning stuff for us. Because most of us, politically, would say, you know, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or ill or in person and be sure that we'd be safe and not minister to your needs? Doesn't say, as long as there's no cost to you, as long as you don't take any risk, then go out and help people. But that's usually our response as a people, as a community, as a church, as a country, is to say once we're sure it's safe, we'll be happy to help people. Once we're sure that I can dig in, but not so much that it might actually alter my lifestyle. You know, I've said over the years that when we look to whether it's trying to sustain the world or whether it's just trying to sustain the people in it at this moment, most of us who would, you know, see ourselves heroically for our children flying in front of a bullet to save their lives, most of us who would give our lives for our children would have a harder time giving our lifestyle for them. When someone steps up and says, you know, really if the earth is going to be around for our great grandchildren, we might have to do this and this and this and this, they go yeah, you know, where's the bullet? I'll take the bullet, but don't ask me to give up cable. Or whatever it would be. You know, we get very, very reticent to change our lifestyle. And the funny thing is we come to our Christianity to say, Lord, change our lives. What do we think that means? It doesn't mean that the texture of breathing will change. To change our life means changing our lifestyle. That's all it means. That's the only thing we have to change. You're not going to change the nature of human life. You change the lifestyle. And today we're told, look, you know, the path to heaven, the path not whether we get in or not, whether we're saved or not, Jesus takes care of that. Whether we're part of this endeavor or not will never have to do with how much we listen to the voices in power. But how often we hear the cries of the poor. That's our Christianity. And I think sometimes we're looking for leaders in our faith rather than looking for objects to our mission. You know, it's so easy to get caught up in authority and who has the authority. And Jesus sort of says, you know, that's a nice, interesting idea. You might want to ponder that. But that's not what Jesus calls us to. Jesus doesn't call us to make sure you know who the right authority is. He says, you know, let the authorities, let the big boys argue amongst themselves. Go out and feed the people. Go out and help those who have no voice. Our job is not to elevate those who are already elevated. I always think, I wonder when we, especially we as clergy, read, He will cast down the mighty from their thrones. I think we all go, that doesn't mean in church. That means out in the governments. That means somewhere else. Surely when we get to heaven, people will still listen to me once a week. Yeah, I get that reaction every time I say that. You know. What happens when we're brought down from our thrones? And every one of us sort of has one. Maybe it's at work. Maybe it's somewhere we feel we have expertise. Always that place where we look for where sometimes we're offering our gifts. Sometimes we're enjoying our position. I'm finally in a place where I know a little more than the next person. I'm in my area. I'm in my forte. And in those moments, it's great. We can teach people. We can help. We can be an authoritative voice. But that's not where salvation comes from. Salvation comes when we find the person with the least authority in our midst. The person who has no voice and sometimes no hope of ever having one. How we are with them, that will show our love for God. That will show the depth of faith. That will show where we have hope and charity. And so we ask God to make us a people that we can respect authority. We can look for authority but don't hang your hopes on it. It's not the road to heaven. The road to heaven is found when we look to the least among us. When we look to those who struggle the most and we think what can I do to help them? Not control them, not be a new authority in their life, but actually reach out and help. Those are the people that teach us to love God. It's the great paradox of the Feast of Christ the King. What he's basically saying is on the Feast of Christ the King, you will not find me among the kings. You know. The kingship of Christ is paradox. It is found among those who have no power and no authority. Those who as the scripture says, cannot pay us back. That's our only chance to encounter God. It's fascinating how often we go to God to ask for something. But what God tells us today is when we ask for things, it's a ritual encounter of God. But the deepest experienced encounter with God is not when we ask. It is when we respond to those who ask of us. So we want to go out and find images of God. They won't look anything like God. They will look the least like God you can imagine. They will look not like the mosaics. You know, any of you who have been to the National Cathedral have what we used to call the angry Aryan Jesus. So really odd mosaic. Wavy blonde hair, lightning blue eyes, and he looks, remember when my mother used to say, I'll do it myself, it's that look. And you know, it's a mosaic. So I'm sure the expression, it just probably isn't quite the subtlety that the artist had hoped for. But it looks angry, but people are like, but it's a strong looking Jesus. But that's why we start our year in the next few weeks with the Jesus in the manger, the fragile Jesus. Because that's the Jesus we're called to minister to. You know, we minister to Jesus on the cross. It's so hard to convince people that Jesus, risen and glorious in heaven, really is not needing your help at the moment. That's such a hard concept for us. People out in this world right now defending God, just in the nick of time because he was about to lose the whole thing until Patrick Dolan came along. But that's the way we think. I'm going to defend God. The most ridiculous statement ever uttered by humans. The defense of God. God says, oh, you want to go out and defend God? Fine. Go find the weakest God among you and defend them. No, no, we want to defend those that don't need our defense. It is easier. But to go out and nurture God in the world is not to nurture our theology. It's not to nurture our religion. It's not to nurture our ideas. It's so simple today. You want to nurture God in the world? Go help those that need help. It's so stunningly simple that we pass right over it and try to get back to something complicated. And Jesus gives them and us a mandate we cannot get past. So if we're going to experience the exalted glory of Christ, we will do it when we're responding to those who have no power at all. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to His disciples,
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When the Son of Man comes in His glory
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and all the angels with Him,
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He will sit upon His glorious throne,
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and all the nations will assemble before Him.
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And He will separate them one from another,
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as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats.
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And He will place the sheep on His right
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and the goats on His left.
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Then the king will say to those on His right,
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Come, you who are blessed by my Father,
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inherit the kingdom prepared for you
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from the foundation of the world.
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For I was hungry, and you gave me food.
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I was thirsty, and you gave me drink.
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A stranger, and you welcomed me.
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Naked, and you clothed me.
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Ill, and you cared for me.
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In prison, and you visited me.
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Then the righteous will answer Him and say,
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Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you
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or thirsty and give you drink?
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When did we see you a stranger and welcome you
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or naked and clothe you?
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When did we see you ill or in prison and visit you?
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And the king will say to them in reply,
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Amen, I say to you whatever you did
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for one of the least of my brothers or sisters
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you did for me.
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Then He will say to those on His left,
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Depart from me into the eternal fire
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prepared for the devil and his angels.
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For I was hungry, and you gave me no food.
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I was thirsty, and you gave me no drink.
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A stranger, and you gave me no welcome.
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Naked, and you gave me no clothing.
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Ill and in prison, and you did not care for me.
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And they will answer and say,
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Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty
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or a stranger or naked or ill or in prison
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and not minister to your needs?
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He will answer them, Amen, I say to you
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what you did not do for one of these least ones
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you did not do for me.
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And these will go off to punishment
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but the righteous to eternal life.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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A man I went to seminary with,
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he was not ordained, but he,
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I kind of follow him on social media.
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He's now a Catholic writer
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up in the Minnesota area.
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And because I follow him, I often get
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little tweets and posts from him
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that come from other people.
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And some Monsignor that he follows
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on the East Coast put out something about
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Christ the King and today we're reminded
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by Jesus that we get to heaven by
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listening to those who have been left
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with his authority.
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I'm like, do they use a different
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election area on the East Coast?
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Where does it say in this whole reading,
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you know, for I spoke and you listened.
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I gave you orders and you followed.
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Matter of fact, I would posit that
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he's reversed the exact meaning of the day
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which is Jesus comes on Christ the King
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to say, this is not about every
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earthly idea you have of authority.
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The authority of today is,
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or the point of the day is
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not how we respond to authority,
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but how we respond to those
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with absolutely no authority in the world.
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How do we respond to those with no voice?
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Not, you know, I was hungry
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and you did not feed me.
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Not, I was enthroned and you did not listen.
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How did he get, I just think,
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how did he get to that place
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from today's readings?
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The first reading, actually,
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if you actually know this book of Ezekiel,
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this first reading gets set up
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at the beginning of this chapter of Ezekiel.
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So we get this part that says,
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thus says the Lord,
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I will look after and tend my sheep.
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I will find, you know,
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I will find myself among the sheep.
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I will gather the sheep that have been scattered.
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I will, you know, pastor them.
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I will seek them out.
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The beginning of the chapter starts with
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you shepherds who have been out there,
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you have not gathered the sheep.
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You have not brought them back in.
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You have not worried about the lost.
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And then he gets to this point and he says,
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so I will go out and gather them.
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He almost repeats word for word
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everything he opened up the chapter with.
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It says, you haven't done this.
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Fine, I'll do it.
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And instead of Jesus, I always picture
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my mother saying, oh, it's just easier
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to do myself.
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It's almost
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that kind of a frustrated
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moment in the writing
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that says, you refuse to gather
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people in.
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You know, you think that the job
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of faith and religion
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is for those of us
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in leadership to say, here's the bar,
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either clear it or don't.
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Working in Catholic schools,
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you know, because I have been
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in schools my entire
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priesthood,
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we've talked, I've talked with
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every principal I've ever had about that idea
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that, you know, often
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when a teacher describes
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a really good student,
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what they're too often
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referring to as a student who will
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teach themselves.
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I don't have to do a thing.
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You know, if you
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are a teacher by nature,
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you'll look for the
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challenging student.
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The one that you can't wait to see the light
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bulb go on. The ones who can teach
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themselves.
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You know, it'd be great.
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We all would love,
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we would love for children to raise
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themselves.
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I used to have parents who
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would come to me at my very first parish
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and say things like, well,
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they're only five, but
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you know, I've tried everything I can,
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I can't get them to clean their room.
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And I will often say, have you used
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your size advantage?
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What
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they mean is I can't argue them
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into it or reason them into it
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or wait in the corner for them to come to this
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idea on their own so I can
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stay their friend and they'll clean their room.
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No, you'll probably have to step in,
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take their hand,
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use your size
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advantage.
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It's that we
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don't want to go to
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that place. And this
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book of Ezekiel is a
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whole thing about this. The
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strayed, I will bring back. The injured,
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I will bind up. The sick,
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I will heal, because you're not
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doing it.
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And the church puts that with this reading today
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where it says, you know,
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how do we follow the voice of Jesus?
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How do we know what's right and what's wrong
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in the world and which voices do we listen to?
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We're looking up the ladder saying,
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which authority do we follow?
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And Jesus keeps saying, no, the point
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is to look down.
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It's to look to the people who have no
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authority, who have no power.
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And they
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will be your salvation or
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not.
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Not the voices from
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on high, but the needs
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from on low.
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That's where we find
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our path.
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And we don't want to get
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too into the
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detail
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of this gospel,
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because it won't hold together.
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It reads a
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little bit like a teacher who gets up and says
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to her class,
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those of you, I just gave you
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a test with 20
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questions on it, those of you
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who got a question right
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will get an A, and those of you who
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missed a question will get an F.
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And every student goes, well, what about
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those of us that got a question right and another
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one wrong?
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This gospel kind of reads like that.
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Any of you who have ever
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helped anyone are going to heaven.
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And any of you who have ever failed to help
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someone will go to hell.
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How many of you are going,
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uh,
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now I understand
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purgatory.
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Because everyone
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in this room has failed to help someone
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when they shouldn't have.
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And everyone here has
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helped when they didn't have
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to. Everyone
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here, that's why this idea, the sheep and the
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goats, I always tell people, we're all
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kind of this sheep-goat hybrid that you don't
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really want to picture.
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We're all somewhere
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in between.
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And the gospel, rather
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frustratingly,
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doesn't talk
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about that
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99.99999%
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of us that have never done it
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perfectly and have never
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absolutely failed at every opportunity.
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The rest
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of us.
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But what that does for us
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is tell us, so that's not the point.
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The point of this gospel
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is really not to get us to sort
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humanity. The point
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of it is to go, oh, so
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a question right is
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better than the question wrong.
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Okay, we get the sense of the
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trajectory we're supposed to take.
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You know, when did
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we see you hungry or thirsty or a
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stranger or naked or ill or
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in prison and not minister to your needs?
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This
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should
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be, you know,
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when we talk of ourselves as a Christian
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people and then we talk about our response
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to refugees.
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This should
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be pretty damning stuff for us.
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Because
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most of us, politically,
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would say, you know,
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when did we see you hungry or thirsty
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or a stranger or naked or ill or in person
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and be sure that we'd be safe
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and not minister to your needs?
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Doesn't say, as long
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as there's no cost to you, as long as you don't take any
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risk, then go out and help people.
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But
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that's usually our response as a people,
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as a community,
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as a church, as a country, is to say
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once we're sure it's safe, we'll be happy to
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help people. Once we're sure that I
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can dig in, but not
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so much that it might actually
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alter my lifestyle.
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You know,
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I've said over the years that
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when we look to whether it's trying
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to sustain the world
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or whether it's just trying to sustain the people
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in it at this moment,
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most of us
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who would, you know,
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see ourselves heroically for our children
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flying in front of a bullet
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to save their lives, most of us
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who would give our lives for
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our children would have a harder time giving
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our lifestyle
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for them.
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When someone steps up and says,
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you know, really if the earth is going to be around
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for our great grandchildren, we might have
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to do this and this and this and this, they go
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yeah, you know, where's the bullet?
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I'll take the bullet, but don't
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ask me to give up cable.
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Or whatever it would be.
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You know, we get
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very, very
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reticent to
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change our lifestyle.
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And the funny thing is
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we come to our Christianity
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to say, Lord, change
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our lives. What do we think that means?
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It doesn't
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mean that the texture of
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breathing will change.
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To change our life means changing our lifestyle.
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That's all it means.
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That's the only thing we have to change.
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You're not going to
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change the nature of human life.
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You change the lifestyle.
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And
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today we're told, look, you know,
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the path to heaven, the path
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not whether we get in or not,
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whether we're saved or not, Jesus takes care of that.
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Whether we're part of this
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endeavor or not
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will never have to do
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with how
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much we listen to
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the voices in power.
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But how often we hear the
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cries of the poor. That's our
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Christianity.
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And I think sometimes
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we're looking for leaders in our faith
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rather than
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looking for objects to
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our mission.
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You know, it's so easy to
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get caught up in authority
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and who has the authority.
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And Jesus sort of says,
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you know, that's a nice, interesting
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idea. You might want to ponder
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that. But
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that's not what Jesus calls
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us to. Jesus doesn't
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call us to make sure you know who the right
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authority is. He says, you know,
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let the authorities,
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let the big boys argue amongst themselves.
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Go out and feed the people.
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Go out and help those who have no voice.
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Our job is not to
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elevate those who are already
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elevated. I always
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think, I wonder when we,
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especially we as clergy, read,
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He will cast down the mighty from
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their thrones.
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I think we all go,
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that doesn't mean in church. That means
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out in the governments.
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That means somewhere else.
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Surely when we get to heaven,
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people will still listen to me
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once a week.
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Yeah, I get that
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reaction every time I say that.
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You know.
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What happens
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when we're brought down from our thrones?
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And every one of us
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sort of has one. Maybe it's
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at work. Maybe it's somewhere we feel we have expertise.
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Always that place where we look
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for where sometimes
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we're offering our gifts.
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Sometimes we're enjoying
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our position.
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I'm finally in a place where
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I know a little more than the next person.
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I'm in my area. I'm in my
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forte. And in
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those moments, it's great. We can teach
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people. We can help. We can
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be an authoritative voice.
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But that's not
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where salvation comes from.
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Salvation comes when we
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find the person with the least authority
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in our midst.
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The person who has no voice
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and sometimes no hope
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of ever having one.
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How we are
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with them,
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that will show our love for God.
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That will show the depth
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of faith. That will show
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where we have hope and
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charity. And so
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we ask God to make us a people that
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we can respect authority.
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We can look for authority
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but don't hang
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your hopes on it.
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It's not
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the road to heaven.
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The road to heaven
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is found when we look
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to the least among us. When we look to those
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who struggle the most and we think
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what can I do to help them?
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Not control them,
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not be a new authority in their life,
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but actually reach out
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and help.
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Those are the people that teach us to love
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God.
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It's the great
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paradox of the Feast
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of Christ the King.
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What he's basically saying is
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on the Feast of Christ the King,
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you will not find me among the kings.
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You know.
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The kingship of Christ
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is paradox.
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It is found among those
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who have no power
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and no authority.
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Those who as the scripture says, cannot
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pay us back.
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That's our only chance
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to encounter God.
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It's fascinating how
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often we go to God to ask for something.
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But what God tells
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us today is when we ask
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for things, it's a ritual
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encounter of God.
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But the deepest experienced
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encounter with God
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is not when we ask.
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It is when we respond
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to those who ask of us.
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So we
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want to go out and find images of
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God. They won't look
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anything like God. They will look
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the least like God you can imagine.
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They will look not like
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the mosaics.
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You know, any of you
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who have been to the National Cathedral
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have what we used to call
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the angry Aryan Jesus.
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So really odd mosaic.
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Wavy blonde hair,
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lightning blue eyes,
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and he looks,
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remember when my mother used to say,
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I'll do it myself, it's that look.
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And you know, it's a mosaic.
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So I'm sure the expression,
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it just probably isn't
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quite the subtlety that
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the artist had hoped for. But it looks
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angry, but people are like, but it's a
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strong looking Jesus.
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But that's why we
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start our year in the next few weeks with
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the Jesus in the manger, the fragile
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Jesus. Because
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that's the Jesus we're called to minister to.
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You know, we minister
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to Jesus on the cross.
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It's so hard to convince people
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that Jesus, risen and
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glorious in heaven, really
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is not needing your help at the moment.
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That's such
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a hard concept for us.
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People out in this world right
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now defending God,
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just in the nick of time because
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he was about to lose the whole thing
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until Patrick Dolan
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came along.
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But that's the
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way we think. I'm going to defend
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God. The most
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ridiculous statement ever uttered
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by humans.
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The defense of God.
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God says, oh, you want to
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go out and defend God? Fine.
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Go find the weakest
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God among you
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and defend them.
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No, no, we want to defend
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those that don't need our defense. It is
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easier.
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But to go out
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and nurture God in the world
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is not to nurture our theology.
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It's not to nurture our
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religion. It's not to nurture
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our ideas.
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It's so simple today. You want to
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nurture God in the world? Go help
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those that need help.
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It's so stunningly simple that
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we pass right over it and try to get back
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to something complicated.
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And Jesus gives them
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and us a mandate
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we cannot get past.
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So if we're going to experience
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the exalted glory
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of Christ, we will
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do it when we're responding to those
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who have no power at all.
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And if we can't respond to those
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who have no power at all,
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then we cannot encounter
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God at all.
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Father Pat's message on the Feast of Christ th Father Pat's message on the Feast of Christ the King challenges the conventional understanding of authority and power by redirecting our focus away from hierarchical obedience and toward compassionate service. He emphasizes that Jesus, the true King, reveals His glory not through displays of might or command, but through solidarity with the vulnerable, the marginalized, and the voiceless. Salvation is not achieved by aligning ourselves with earthly structures of power or by recognizing the “right” religious authority, but by responding with love to the needs of the least among us. Father Pat critiques the tendency within religious and societal systems to elevate authority over mercy and insists that our relationship with God is most authentically expressed in how we treat those who cannot repay us. Through this lens, Christ's kingship is paradoxical: divine majesty is found not on thrones, but among the hungry, the imprisoned, the sick, and the stranger.
Father Pat’s homily is a prophetic and pastoral reflection on Matthew 25:31-46, the Gospel reading for the Solemnity of Christ the King. He begins by confronting a common misinterpretation of the passage that frames salvation as obedience to ecclesial authority. He criticizes a social media post by a cleric who claims that access to heaven is based on listening to religious leaders, highlighting that such a reading completely misses the Gospel’s message. Instead of endorsing a top-down model of power, Jesus in this passage identifies with those at the bottom of society. The king in the parable does not say, "I ruled and you obeyed," but rather, "I was hungry, and you gave me food; I was a stranger, and you welcomed me." This, Father Pat asserts, is a radical redefinition of kingship and authority.
Drawing from the first reading from Ezekiel, Father Pat points out that God's frustration with the shepherds of Israel—those in charge—leads to God's declaration, "I myself will shepherd my people." God steps in not because authority is inherently bad, but because those entrusted with it failed to do the work of gathering, healing, and caring for the flock. In the same way, Jesus embodies God's direct intervention, bypassing the corrupt or indifferent structures of human leadership. Thus, the pairing of Ezekiel and Matthew in the liturgy is not accidental: both readings underscore divine compassion over institutional control.
Father Pat further explores this theme by examining contemporary attitudes toward authority, responsibility, and change. He notes a tendency, even in faith communities and families, to avoid the hard work of nurturing those who are most in need. Whether it's a teacher who prefers self-sufficient students or a parent unwilling to enforce discipline, many people shy away from the messy, demanding work of helping the vulnerable. This mirrors the religious tendency to prefer theological certainty and moral superiority over active compassion. We would rather "defend God" with arguments and doctrines than care for the suffering Christ found in our neighbor. But as Father Pat poignantly observes, the risen, glorified Jesus does not need our defense. The Christ who needs us is the one who is hungry, naked, or imprisoned.
A particularly striking point in the homily is Father Pat’s insight into the nature of Christian discipleship as a change in lifestyle. Christians often pray for God to “change our lives,” but balk at the real implications of such a prayer. To change one’s life means to change how we live—our habits, our comforts, our priorities. Father Pat critiques the superficiality of a faith that is willing to make dramatic gestures (like taking a bullet for a child) but resists the slow, costly transformation of giving up privilege or comfort for the sake of others. He applies this critique to societal issues like immigration and environmental responsibility, where collective reluctance to embrace inconvenience often trumps compassion or justice.
He also challenges the simplicity of the sheep-goat dichotomy presented in the Gospel. Real life, he says, isn't so black and white. Most of us are a mix—a “sheep-goat hybrid”—who have both responded generously at times and failed at others. This recognition of human complexity points us toward the Gospel’s deeper purpose: not to issue a final judgment, but to direct us toward a life trajectory of mercy and compassion. The parable isn’t about sorting others into heaven or hell; it’s about recognizing the path we must choose daily if we want to live in the image of Christ.
The paradox at the heart of the Feast of Christ the King, as Father Pat articulates, is that the King of the Universe is not found in palaces or places of power, but among the powerless. We do not find Christ in our religious ideologies, our theological certainties, or our ecclesial hierarchies. We find Him in the refugee, in the prisoner, in the poor. This is not metaphorical; it is literal. To ignore the cries of the least among us is to ignore Christ. To respond to them is to love Christ. The kingship of Jesus is not a reign of dominance but a reign of mercy, and His throne is not a seat of judgment but the cross.
In closing, Father Pat reminds us that the call of the Gospel is stunningly simple: help those who need help. We complicate it with layers of doctrine, debates about authority, and questions of worthiness. But Jesus does not. He tells us plainly that our salvation is bound up with our response to those with no voice. True authority in the Kingdom of God is exercised not by ruling over others, but by serving them. To encounter God, we must go not to the places of power, but to the margins. It is there—in the face of the forgotten—that we will see the face of the King....
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Ascension is one of the kind of, I think, sort of misunderstood holidays, feast days in the church, because I think we get so caught up in this event where Jesus has to go away so the Spirit can come, which always sounds like a little bit of a control issue that only one-third of the Trinity can be out of heaven at one time. We're not quite sure why or why that's in there, but we forget that it really does make sense, and these have been the readings all week long, that as long as Jesus is in the flesh, walking and talking with people, no one's gonna take the time to deal with the Spirit. I mean, if any one of you had an option between a half an hour of prayer or a one-on-one with Jesus to get some questions answered, I know what we'd all pick, because we think, I can pray any time, but I want some questions answered. And while Jesus is on earth, that's what he can do. That's what he can do for a small sliver of people while the rest of the world gets nothing. Or move out of that and have everyone kind of deal with the messiness of the Spirit. You know, so while all of us would definitely say that Jesus in the flesh would be a much easier user interface, it's also not set up for everyone. Only a few people. One of the things about being human is you can have really, really good friends, but no one here can be really good friends to everyone on earth. You know, there just isn't time. So we move into this more universal time that's coming next week at Pentecost, and we get this moment where Jesus is, you know, ascended. Now, this is one of those places where do not get too literal with the Scripture. You know, I mean, there's all these pictures of people standing around, and Jesus went that way. And then you kind of wonder what time of day it was and which direction in the universe he shot out at. Because back then, they believed the earth was flat and up was heaven. Now, we know that no longer works, but it's amazing how many people will still think of heaven as that way, even though science knows that I just pointed a very different direction than I did a few minutes ago because the earth has changed angles. We have more info now on some things, but we still like those old images of heaven being up and hell being down. And I like that image because, you know, there's a lot more of that, and, you know, the center of the earth has limited. You know, so it's not a bad image. But what we have to get to is that sense of what it means that Jesus is lifted up to something new because the entire Jesus event, this sort of descent down from heaven and ascent back up, descent exists for one reason, solidarity. Solidarity with those who have less and then ascension to bring them back up with you. So the ascension is the beginning of humanity's ascension. And the ascension continues to this day, and the ascension will not be finished fully until every last member of the body of Christ has ascended. We kind of not, I think we forget that this image of the body of Christ is not just literary. We believe that when one of us suffers, the body of Christ is still in the passion. And when one of us passes away, the body of Christ is still in crucifixion mode. And the body of Christ is still in the tomb. And the body of Christ is still ascending. So we get those prayers that talk about kind of in these anatomical terms where the head has gone, the body is following, is hoping to follow. So the ascension is an era we live in. It's not just a historical event. It's the era we live in. And it's something we're called to participate in. And the work of our Christianity is the same thing. Sometimes we have to go through the sacrificial downgrading for the sake of solidarity with others. That's fasting during Lent, things like that. Experiencing what it is to have less so that we can form solidarity with others. But for the purpose of this, to lift people up. And I think it's, this is why the theme actually works well for Mother's Day. What it means to sacrifice big chunks of your life to lift others up. And, you know, most mothers will tell you, at least while their children are in the room, that it's not a huge sacrifice. You know. And in a sense, giving our lives to others is never, it's not, it doesn't have to be a miserable, painful sacrifice. But of course it's a sacrifice. People always say to me, you know, the assumption is always that, oh, you know, do you just love being a priest? And I'm like, what day is it and what time? Does anyone love their work when the alarm goes off in the morning? You know. So there are times that to commit to something regularly is going to have a little bit of an emotional sacrifice to it. Because, you know, including the I do's made at marriage, those, if you think those I do's are going to set your emotional clock for the next 50 years, talk to me in five. You cannot, no one, you know, that's why we always have to be careful when people say, you know, they're coming together to make vows. And they're thinking, well, I'm going to, you know, I'm making this promise to love a person. And they're thinking, I'm making a promise to have a certain emotion for the rest of my life. No one can promise what their emotions will be in five minutes, much less in 10 years. It's not a commitment of emotion. It's a commitment beyond emotion. And I would actually argue that in most situations, people do not have a chance to fall in love until they get beyond the kind of crazy romance stage. Because, you know, being in love is all about how you treat someone when you don't feel it. On a bad day, you're not feeling well. How you treat people on your worst day is usually a measure of love. Everything else is just, you know, it's icing on the cake, and it's fun, and, you know, the romance and all, that's all perks. But how we treat one another when we're not feeling it. It's probably kind of the most, not discouraging, but I kind of sigh at the foibles of humanity when I hear, one of the most constant things you'll hear in a confession when someone is talking about something they've done that they did bad, but they're like, but, you know, I was really angry. Yeah, you know, that may mitigate things legally. It wouldn't mitigate sin. You know, the rage defense. You know, I struck out and I hit someone. Well, no one thinks you had eight hours of sleep, woke up in a good mood, and just decided to smack someone. Of course you were in a bad mood. You know, self-control is about how we behave when we're not feeling well. Usually, when we're feeling great, we behave pretty well. It's when the energy's here. You know, I always think that the motherhood we honor, like Mother's Day cards, you know, flowers, or something that looks like Christmas, you know, the mother with the quiet baby, that's not motherhood. You know, motherhood is 10 o'clock at night and they will not stop talking. That's motherhood. Those are the times that you have to go, okay, I have to take a deep breath and be who I am, regardless of who they're being. You know, it takes parents very, very little time to realize that children are not born with reason. So they are not reason-able. You know, so all of a sudden you're like, okay, I have to flow with this. I always think, you know, it's always interesting to watch the reactions when we have children making noise in church. You get about three big reactions. One is, what is wrong with those parents? That's the reaction that led entire generations to leave church. Because, you know, that was when we threw out the welcome mat that said, we want your children here, we just want them to really be 40-year-olds in children's bodies. We want them to behave like adults, but we want them here. Could you imagine doing that to anyone else? We want minorities here, we want them to behave white. That's what you're saying when you say, we want children here, but we want them to behave like adults. And then you get the other reaction, which is people will say after church, I've never seen a parish that has so many children. And I actually, I take the compliment, I don't want them to know that we have the same number, they're just louder. I think we're a very young parish. I always have the third reaction, which is, celibacy's not so bad. That's a less common reaction. I'm going to sleep at 10 tonight, how about you? But we have this sense of what that means that people, you know, they do that and they want to lift their children up. I probably say this every year at Ascension, but I think we do not really grasp yet that where he could have, the choice is, God has no power over anyone. That's what the Jesus was, was. He came to say, I don't want power over people, I want power under them. I want power that lifts. Power over anyone is power that keeps down. All you have to do is do the physics. Power from above pushes people down. Power under lifts people up. And when we are, you know, out in the world trying to be Christian, we are to exercise power under others. Power that lifts people up. It can be exhausting. It does take good boundaries. Pastors know that. You know, I get all sorts of requests and, you know, I'm looking at, you know, as it's getting closer that Father Peter's leaving and I will be the only priest here. And there's, you know, we're getting up towards 3,000 families. And there are people who will be like, this is what I want done and I want Father Pat to do it. And I have to say, oh, you know. You know, there are people who would say, I know it's not what you usually do, but you're the only one I trust for this heart surgery. And I have to say, oh, no. I don't care how much you trust me. I'm not picking up a scalpel. You know, it happens more often with like, I want marriage counseling. Well, you know, it's not my training. Yeah, but we trust you more. You know, either I'm going to say, no, we have to have boundaries, or I'm going to throw in advice on child rearing. You know, you have to tell people that, no, no, here's who does that. But the willingness to give of ourselves has to be there, you know. And not to a point where someone says, this is what I want and I'm entitled to it, because we don't want to nurture that in others. I've probably told the story that, you know, when I was, oh gosh, first ordained, I was maybe a priest a year, that a woman had come into my office and she wanted me to follow her husband around to see if he was being faithful. Now, I was new, but I was pretty sure that was not in my job description. And I said to her, oh, you know, we can't do that. That really is not what we do. We got married in the church. It is your job to help defend this marriage. And I kept trying to explain, and she just got more irate and more irate. And this little voice in the back of my head kept saying, I wouldn't say it, but I just wanted to go, look, let's cut to the chase. I've known you for 10 minutes. He's not being faithful. But... That... That would be an unpastoral response. You know, sometimes, and I think sometimes we will go to that place of sniping at one another because we're so uncomfortable going, I don't do that, and holding our own. A friend of mine said it was a very freeing thing the first time he learned to say to his friends, I'm sorry, I've got plans tonight. Instead of, he said, you know, I was like 40 years old, and I would still, I'm lying. I'm saying to people, you know, I've got this thing with my family. Rather than, I've got plans tonight. And it might be plans just to be alone. I've just got plans. And someone wants to go out, you can say, I've got plans, and you don't need to give them more explanation than that. But you have to be confident enough to state the truth. To say, oh no, I've got plans tonight. And not feel like you owe them more. The minute you keep feeling like you owe them more, then it's just waiting for you to boil over and something snarky comes out. The way we raise one another up is to help when we can, and know the boundaries when we can't. But to know that our goal is to lift others up, and most of that, it doesn't take sacrifice so much as charity. And the difference is, you know, that's just when someone comes to you and says, oh, I just made this mistake. It really doesn't take more energy to give a gracious response. It doesn't take more energy not to kick people when they're down. It doesn't really take more energy. It just takes a better sense of who we're called to be. And so, you know, on this Mother's Day, when we have the example of mothers around us, we recommit to the ascension, to knowing that we are here to exercise God's power under others. We're not here to use our faith to knock people down and tell you who's wrong, and that person's going to hell, and power over, power over, we have the power. No, we're here to be power under. And I think we should start actively looking in our lives, in our families, in our groups of friends, in the people we encounter, who can we lift up, how? What are the simple ways that someone leaves our immediate orbit feeling better about themselves rather than worse? It was interesting, someone was very, they actually called, I always think it's funny when someone will call a school they've never met anyone at because they don't like what's on the sign. Not that we live in an entitled culture, but I don't like your sign, change it. Because we had put out there, because it's one of those things people say to keep people trying hard and in line more than just to give a compliment. And what I had said from the pulpit is, you know, even with kids sometimes, that's not bad. That's not bad is the most ungenerous version of that's good. You know, well that's not bad. It's kind of like, what are you afraid of giving away there? A little too much of the heart? A little too much of the compliment? I want them to know that I don't think it's bad, but I don't want them walking off feeling good about themselves. Why not go the more generous response? That doesn't even take any more energy. Just a readjustment of what we're hoping to do. And sometimes it's, oh, I'm always trying to challenge people. I'm always trying to make them better. Do you ever recognize how good they are? And I think we are called to lift people up. You know, we don't always have to be, I'm going to make sure that they get this under control. Second, lift them up. Lift them up. I am certain that no one gets to the gates of heaven and hears the words, I'm sorry you weren't hard enough on people. Because if the hard enough group are actually the ones behind the gate, I will tell you, run for hell as fast as you can. We know it doesn't make sense. We know the people, we expect that unconditional love in heaven. Are we willing to be that? To lift one another up. Not just to look at the ascension as a beautifully historical moment that, you know, is deserving of stained glass somewhere. But to be part of it. To continue to lift people up to heaven. To exercise power under. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples,
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Go into the whole world and proclaim the gospel to every creature.
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Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved.
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Whoever does not believe will be condemned.
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These signs will accompany those who believe.
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In my name, they will drive out demons,
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they will speak new languages,
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they will pick up serpents with their hands,
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and if they drink any deadly thing, it will not harm them.
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They will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover.
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So then the Lord Jesus, after he spoke to them,
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was taken up into heaven.
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He took his seat at the right hand of God.
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But they went forth and preached everywhere
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while the Lord worked with them
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and confirmed the word through accompanying signs.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Ascension is one of the kind of, I think,
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sort of misunderstood holidays, feast days in the church,
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because I think we get so caught up in this event
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where Jesus has to go away so the Spirit can come,
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which always sounds like a little bit of a control issue
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that only one-third of the Trinity
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can be out of heaven at one time.
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We're not quite sure why or why that's in there,
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but we forget that it really does make sense,
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and these have been the readings all week long,
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that as long as Jesus is in the flesh,
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walking and talking with people,
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no one's gonna take the time to deal with the Spirit.
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I mean, if any one of you had an option
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between a half an hour of prayer
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or a one-on-one with Jesus to get some questions answered,
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I know what we'd all pick,
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because we think, I can pray any time,
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but I want some questions answered.
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And while Jesus is on earth, that's what he can do.
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That's what he can do for a small sliver of people
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while the rest of the world gets nothing.
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Or move out of that
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and have everyone kind of deal with the messiness of the Spirit.
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You know, so while all of us would definitely say
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that Jesus in the flesh would be a much easier user interface,
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it's also not set up for everyone.
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Only a few people.
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One of the things about being human
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is you can have really, really good friends,
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but no one here can be really good friends
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to everyone on earth.
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You know, there just isn't time.
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So we move into this more universal time
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that's coming next week at Pentecost,
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and we get this moment where Jesus is, you know, ascended.
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Now, this is one of those places
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where do not get too literal with the Scripture.
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You know, I mean, there's all these pictures
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of people standing around, and Jesus went that way.
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And then you kind of wonder what time of day it was
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and which direction in the universe he shot out at.
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Because back then, they believed the earth was flat
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and up was heaven.
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Now, we know that no longer works,
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but it's amazing how many people
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will still think of heaven as that way,
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even though science knows that I just pointed
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a very different direction than I did a few minutes ago
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because the earth has changed angles.
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We have more info now on some things,
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but we still like those old images
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of heaven being up and hell being down.
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And I like that image because, you know,
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there's a lot more of that,
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and, you know, the center of the earth has limited.
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You know, so it's not a bad image.
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But what we have to get to is that sense
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of what it means that Jesus is lifted up to something new
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because the entire Jesus event,
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this sort of descent down from heaven
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and ascent back up,
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descent exists for one reason, solidarity.
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Solidarity with those who have less
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and then ascension to bring them back up with you.
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So the ascension is the beginning
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of humanity's ascension.
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And the ascension continues to this day,
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and the ascension will not be finished fully
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until every last member of the body of Christ has ascended.
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We kind of not, I think we forget
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that this image of the body of Christ
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is not just literary.
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We believe that when one of us suffers,
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the body of Christ is still in the passion.
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And when one of us passes away,
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the body of Christ is still in crucifixion mode.
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And the body of Christ is still in the tomb.
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And the body of Christ is still ascending.
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So we get those prayers that talk about
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kind of in these anatomical terms
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where the head has gone,
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the body is following, is hoping to follow.
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So the ascension is an era we live in.
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It's not just a historical event.
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It's the era we live in.
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And it's something we're called to participate in.
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And the work of our Christianity is the same thing.
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Sometimes we have to go through the sacrificial downgrading
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for the sake of solidarity with others.
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That's fasting during Lent, things like that.
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Experiencing what it is to have less
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so that we can form solidarity with others.
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But for the purpose of this, to lift people up.
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And I think it's, this is why
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the theme actually works well for Mother's Day.
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What it means to sacrifice big chunks of your life
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to lift others up.
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And, you know, most mothers will tell you,
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at least while their children are in the room,
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that it's not a huge sacrifice.
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You know.
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And in a sense, giving our lives to others is never,
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it's not, it doesn't have to be a miserable, painful sacrifice.
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But of course it's a sacrifice.
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People always say to me, you know,
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the assumption is always that,
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oh, you know, do you just love being a priest?
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And I'm like, what day is it and what time?
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Does anyone love their work
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when the alarm goes off in the morning?
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You know.
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So there are times that to commit to something regularly
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is going to have a little bit of an emotional sacrifice to it.
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Because, you know, including the I do's made at marriage,
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those, if you think those I do's are going to set
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your emotional clock for the next 50 years,
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talk to me in five.
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You cannot, no one, you know,
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that's why we always have to be careful when people say,
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you know, they're coming together to make vows.
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And they're thinking, well, I'm going to, you know,
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I'm making this promise to love a person.
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And they're thinking, I'm making a promise
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to have a certain emotion for the rest of my life.
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No one can promise what their emotions will be in five minutes,
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much less in 10 years.
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It's not a commitment of emotion.
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It's a commitment beyond emotion.
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And I would actually argue that in most situations,
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people do not have a chance to fall in love
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until they get beyond the kind of crazy romance stage.
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Because, you know, being in love is all about
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how you treat someone when you don't feel it.
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On a bad day, you're not feeling well.
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How you treat people on your worst day
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is usually a measure of love.
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Everything else is just, you know,
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it's icing on the cake, and it's fun,
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and, you know, the romance and all, that's all perks.
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But how we treat one another when we're not feeling it.
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It's probably kind of the most,
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not discouraging, but I kind of sigh
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at the foibles of humanity when I hear,
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one of the most constant things you'll hear in a confession
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when someone is talking about something they've done
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that they did bad, but they're like,
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but, you know, I was really angry.
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Yeah, you know, that may mitigate things legally.
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It wouldn't mitigate sin.
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You know, the rage defense.
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You know, I struck out and I hit someone.
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Well, no one thinks you had eight hours of sleep,
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woke up in a good mood, and just decided to smack someone.
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Of course you were in a bad mood.
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You know, self-control is about how we behave
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when we're not feeling well.
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Usually, when we're feeling great,
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we behave pretty well.
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It's when the energy's here.
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You know, I always think that the motherhood we honor,
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like Mother's Day cards, you know, flowers,
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or something that looks like Christmas, you know,
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the mother with the quiet baby,
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that's not motherhood.
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You know, motherhood is 10 o'clock at night
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and they will not stop talking.
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That's motherhood.
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Those are the times that you have to go,
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okay, I have to take a deep breath and be who I am,
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regardless of who they're being.
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You know, it takes parents very, very little time
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to realize that children are not born with reason.
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So they are not reason-able.
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You know, so all of a sudden you're like,
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okay, I have to flow with this.
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I always think, you know, it's always interesting
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to watch the reactions when we have children
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making noise in church.
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You get about three big reactions.
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One is, what is wrong with those parents?
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That's the reaction that led entire generations
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to leave church.
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Because, you know, that was when we threw out
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the welcome mat that said, we want your children here,
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we just want them to really be 40-year-olds
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in children's bodies.
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We want them to behave like adults,
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but we want them here.
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Could you imagine doing that to anyone else?
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We want minorities here, we want them to behave white.
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That's what you're saying when you say,
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we want children here, but we want them to behave
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like adults.
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And then you get the other reaction,
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which is people will say after church,
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I've never seen a parish that has so many children.
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And I actually, I take the compliment,
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I don't want them to know that we have the same number,
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they're just louder.
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I think we're a very young parish.
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I always have the third reaction, which is,
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celibacy's not so bad.
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That's a less common reaction.
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I'm going to sleep at 10 tonight, how about you?
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But we have this sense of what that means that people,
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you know, they do that and they want
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to lift their children up.
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I probably say this every year at Ascension,
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but I think we do not really grasp yet
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that where he could have, the choice is,
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God has no power over anyone.
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That's what the Jesus was, was.
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He came to say, I don't want power over people,
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I want power under them.
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I want power that lifts.
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Power over anyone is power that keeps down.
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All you have to do is do the physics.
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Power from above pushes people down.
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Power under lifts people up.
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And when we are, you know, out in the world
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trying to be Christian, we are to exercise
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power under others.
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Power that lifts people up.
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It can be exhausting.
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It does take good boundaries.
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Pastors know that.
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You know, I get all sorts of requests
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and, you know, I'm looking at, you know,
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as it's getting closer that Father Peter's leaving
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and I will be the only priest here.
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And there's, you know, we're getting up towards
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3,000 families.
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And there are people who will be like,
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this is what I want done and I want Father Pat to do it.
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And I have to say, oh, you know.
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You know, there are people who would say,
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I know it's not what you usually do,
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but you're the only one I trust for this heart surgery.
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And I have to say, oh, no.
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I don't care how much you trust me.
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I'm not picking up a scalpel.
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You know, it happens more often with like,
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I want marriage counseling.
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Well, you know, it's not my training.
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Yeah, but we trust you more.
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You know, either I'm going to say,
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no, we have to have boundaries,
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or I'm going to throw in advice on child rearing.
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You know, you have to tell people that,
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no, no, here's who does that.
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But the willingness to give of ourselves
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has to be there, you know.
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And not to a point where someone says,
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this is what I want and I'm entitled to it,
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because we don't want to nurture that in others.
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I've probably told the story that, you know,
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when I was, oh gosh, first ordained,
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I was maybe a priest a year,
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that a woman had come into my office
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and she wanted me to follow her husband around
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to see if he was being faithful.
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Now, I was new,
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but I was pretty sure that was not in my job description.
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And I said to her, oh, you know, we can't do that.
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That really is not what we do.
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We got married in the church.
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It is your job to help defend this marriage.
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And I kept trying to explain,
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and she just got more irate and more irate.
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And this little voice in the back of my head
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kept saying, I wouldn't say it,
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but I just wanted to go, look, let's cut to the chase.
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I've known you for 10 minutes.
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He's not being faithful.
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But...
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That...
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That would be an unpastoral response.
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You know, sometimes, and I think sometimes
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we will go to that place of sniping at one another
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because we're so uncomfortable going,
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I don't do that, and holding our own.
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A friend of mine said it was a very freeing thing
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the first time he learned to say to his friends,
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I'm sorry, I've got plans tonight.
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Instead of, he said, you know, I was like 40 years old,
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and I would still, I'm lying.
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I'm saying to people, you know,
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I've got this thing with my family.
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Rather than, I've got plans tonight.
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And it might be plans just to be alone.
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I've just got plans.
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And someone wants to go out, you can say,
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I've got plans, and you don't need to give them
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more explanation than that.
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But you have to be confident enough to state the truth.
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To say, oh no, I've got plans tonight.
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And not feel like you owe them more.
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The minute you keep feeling like you owe them more,
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then it's just waiting for you to boil over
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and something snarky comes out.
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The way we raise one another up is to help when we can,
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and know the boundaries when we can't.
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But to know that our goal is to lift others up,
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and most of that, it doesn't take sacrifice
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so much as charity.
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And the difference is, you know,
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that's just when someone comes to you and says,
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oh, I just made this mistake.
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It really doesn't take more energy
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to give a gracious response.
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It doesn't take more energy
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not to kick people when they're down.
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It doesn't really take more energy.
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It just takes a better sense of who we're called to be.
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And so, you know, on this Mother's Day,
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when we have the example of mothers around us,
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we recommit to the ascension,
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to knowing that we are here to exercise
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God's power under others.
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We're not here to use our faith to knock people down
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and tell you who's wrong,
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and that person's going to hell,
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and power over, power over, we have the power.
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No, we're here to be power under.
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And I think we should start actively looking
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in our lives, in our families, in our groups of friends,
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in the people we encounter,
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who can we lift up, how?
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What are the simple ways
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that someone leaves our immediate orbit
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feeling better about themselves rather than worse?
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It was interesting, someone was very,
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they actually called,
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I always think it's funny when someone will call
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a school they've never met anyone at
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because they don't like what's on the sign.
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Not that we live in an entitled culture,
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but I don't like your sign, change it.
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Because we had put out there,
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because it's one of those things people say
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to keep people trying hard and in line
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more than just to give a compliment.
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And what I had said from the pulpit is,
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you know, even with kids sometimes,
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that's not bad.
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That's not bad is the most ungenerous version of
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that's good.
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You know, well that's not bad.
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It's kind of like,
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what are you afraid of giving away there?
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A little too much of the heart?
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A little too much of the compliment?
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I want them to know that I don't think it's bad,
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but I don't want them walking off
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feeling good about themselves.
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Why not go the more generous response?
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That doesn't even take any more energy.
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Just a readjustment of what we're hoping to do.
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And sometimes it's,
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oh, I'm always trying to challenge people.
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I'm always trying to make them better.
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Do you ever recognize how good they are?
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And I think we are called to lift people up.
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You know, we don't always have to be,
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I'm going to make sure that they get this under control.
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Second, lift them up.
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Lift them up.
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I am certain that no one gets to the gates of heaven
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and hears the words,
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I'm sorry you weren't hard enough on people.
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Because if the hard enough group
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are actually the ones behind the gate,
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I will tell you,
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run for hell as fast as you can.
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We know it doesn't make sense.
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We know the people,
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we expect that unconditional love in heaven.
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Are we willing to be that?
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To lift one another up.
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Not just to look at the ascension
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as a beautifully historical moment
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that, you know, is deserving of stained glass somewhere.
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But to be part of it.
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To continue to lift people up to heaven.
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To exercise power under.
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And that's how we open the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat's message on the Feast of the Ascen Father Pat's message on the Feast of the Ascension centers on the idea that the Ascension of Jesus is not merely a historical event, but an ongoing spiritual reality calling each of us to a life of solidarity, service, and sacrificial love. He emphasizes that the power Jesus exercises is not "power over" others, which dominates and controls, but "power under," which lifts others up in humility and compassion. The Ascension marks the beginning of a new era in which believers are called to continue Christ’s mission—not through physical proximity to Jesus, but through the indwelling and empowering of the Holy Spirit. This message ties beautifully into the theme of Mother’s Day, as the self-giving, often unseen sacrifices of mothers embody the same kind of lifting love that the Ascension invites all Christians to participate in. Father Pat challenges us to embrace our role in the ongoing Ascension by becoming people who elevate others in daily life through generosity, gentleness, and grace.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by addressing a common theological misunderstanding about the Ascension—that it is simply Jesus leaving so that the Holy Spirit can arrive, as though the Trinity can only be present one person at a time. He gently challenges this idea, noting that the deeper significance lies in Jesus' transition from a localized, physical presence to a universal, spiritual one. While Jesus was in the flesh, he could only be with a few people at a time; now, through the Spirit, he is present to all. This transition forces believers to move from a faith based on physical proximity to one grounded in deeper spiritual engagement. It’s an invitation to mature faith—faith that listens to the Spirit rather than relying on a physical Jesus to answer every question.
Father Pat also reflects on the importance of not taking the Ascension too literally. He critiques the literalist imagery of Jesus floating up into the sky, reminding us that ancient cosmology viewed heaven as “up” and hell as “down,” but such images are not scientifically or theologically precise. What matters is not the direction Jesus went but the meaning behind it. The Ascension is a lifting—an elevation of humanity through Christ. He sees Jesus’ movement upward not as a departure, but as the beginning of a universal rising. Jesus descends in solidarity with the lowly and ascends not alone, but to bring humanity with him. Thus, the Ascension is not finished; it continues as long as there are still people who need to be lifted.
This leads to the central metaphor of the homily: power under versus power over. Jesus does not come to dominate, control, or judge from above. Instead, he takes on the position of a servant, lifting others up. This is the model for Christian life. We are not called to use our faith as a tool of superiority or condemnation, but to practice humility, charity, and support. In a culture that often celebrates power over others—whether in politics, relationships, or religion—Father Pat offers a counter-vision of Christian discipleship rooted in self-giving love.
He ties this message poignantly to the celebration of Mother’s Day. Mothers, in his view, embody this “power under” through their daily sacrifices, emotional labor, and unwavering support of their children, often in moments of exhaustion or frustration. He humorously and tenderly describes the real face of motherhood as 10 p.m. conversations when children won’t stop talking—not the serene, silent images found on greeting cards. True maternal love is found in those moments of choosing patience and presence when it would be easier to withdraw. It’s an illustration of what it means to lift another person up, even when it costs you something.
Father Pat also explores how love, commitment, and sacrifice are misunderstood in broader relationships. He challenges the romantic ideal that love is primarily an emotion, arguing instead that love is best demonstrated in how we treat others when we don’t feel loving. A real measure of love is how we act on bad days, when we are tired or annoyed. This insight extends to all forms of vocation—marriage, parenting, priesthood—where the true test of commitment lies not in how we feel but in how we act. He uses the analogy of the “I do’s” in marriage as commitments that go beyond emotion, making clear that love is sustained not by perpetual romance but by daily choices to be faithful, kind, and supportive.
He also discusses the importance of boundaries in ministry and life. As a pastor, he acknowledges the demands placed on him by a growing congregation and emphasizes the need to know when to say no. He shares humorous and poignant stories, such as being asked to follow a parishioner’s husband to spy on him, or being told, “You’re the only one I trust,” for tasks well outside his training. These anecdotes highlight the need for healthy limits, not as a lack of generosity, but as a way to prevent burnout and maintain integrity. Even in setting boundaries, we can lift others up by being honest and grounded.
Near the end of the homily, Father Pat critiques the culture of minimal affirmation, such as calling something “not bad” instead of “good.” He exhorts the congregation to be more generous and encouraging in their responses to others, noting that it costs nothing to say something kind, but it can make a significant difference in someone’s life. We must resist the tendency to hold back praise out of fear or pride and instead seek to be people who lift others with our words and actions.
Finally, he returns to the theology of the Ascension as an ongoing reality. We are not simply commemorating a past event; we are living in the time of Ascension. Jesus has gone before us, and we are called to follow—not just individually, but as a community, as the body of Christ. When one member suffers, the body suffers; when one ascends, the body rises. Our task is to help one another ascend. This is the Christian life: to lift others up through sacrificial love, gracious responses, and humble service.
In all, Father Pat's message is a call to spiritual maturity, grounded in the mystery of the Ascension. It is a theological reflection, a pastoral exhortation, and a deeply practical guide to living out our faith. We are invited to stop looking up for Jesus and start looking around for opportunities to lift others. In doing so, we participate in the ongoing work of Christ, building the kingdom of God not through domination, but through compassion....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1142.8699951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to the Lord. A man named John was sent from God. He came for testimony to testify to the light, so that all might believe through him. He was not the light, but he came to testify to the light. And this is the testimony of John. When the Jews from Jerusalem sent priests and Levites to him to ask him, who are you, he admitted and did not deny it, but admitted, I am not the Christ. So they asked him, what are you then? Are you Elijah? He said, I am not. Are you the prophet? He answered, no. So they said to him, who are you, so we can give an answer to those who sent us? What do you have to say for yourself? He said, I am the voice of one crying out in the desert. Make straight the way of the Lord. As Isaiah the prophet said, some Pharisees were also sent, and they asked him, why then do you baptize if you are not the Christ, or Elijah, or the prophet? John answered them, I baptize with water, but there is one among you whom you do not recognize, the one who is coming after me, whose sandal strap I am not worthy to untie. This happened in Bethany, across the Jordan, where John was baptizing. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Today's gospel is a really long, convoluted piece that's written, you know, literally John's gospel, as much as 70 years after the death and resurrection of Jesus, of the whole Christ event. And he's answering, the author is answering questions from the community, and you can always see when he's adding in answers about things that haven't happened yet. You know, in the story, they shouldn't have happened by the time, in Jesus' life, this question, well then why are you baptizing if you're not the Christ, or Elijah, or the prophet, why are you baptizing? That is the weirdest question in the world, because it's not like, you know, it's not like Judaism at the time of Jesus had a tradition that only Elijah, or the Christ, or the prophet, who's a character out of the Suffering Servant songs, would baptize. Baptism wasn't terribly common, but people baptized one another. So it's a question that makes no sense. You know, it's someone getting up and saying, well, who are you, who are you to bring that coat in here? Are you an usher? No, we all bring coats in, it's winter. It's just, it's a weird question. But the entire, this whole section of John's gospel exists to create one thing, which is, John the Baptist is not Jesus. That's why it's kind of a dull scripture for us, because we've gotten past that, but they didn't back then. There was a sect of John the Baptist that was kind of trying to compete for attention that thought that John the Baptist was the Messiah. And then you've got this early Christian church, which is a sect of Judaism at that point that believes the Messiah has come, and it's Jesus. And then you've got this third section of Judaism, which are people who still believe the Messiah has not come. So these are all three different forms of Judaism in its day. And John puts this in as what he thinks is the convincing argument, because John himself said he was not the Messiah. Now, the first inkling we get of that is decades after John has passed away. But it's the early faith of the church, and this is the moment where they're trying to get people to focus on the Christ event. More important for us in this moment, this is kind of an odd thing we get every three years, but more important for us is this moment of Gaudate in the church, this moment that asks us to do kind of a gut check halfway through Advent and say, you know, I'm glad you're all getting the preparations for Christmas done. You know, I just, I know how much fun the malls really are this time of year. You know, it's the one time of year where I go, you know, you know, online shopping is not so bad. My computer is no more crowded than it was last month. You know, but we're all so busy sometimes, I think, preparing for holidays that we lose the ability to celebrate them. I mean, have you ever, I think Thanksgiving's one of those where, you know, some people are like, okay, we prepare all week long, and then everyone runs in and in 20 minutes it's over. We don't really know how to sit with one another and celebrate, and this word, Gaudate, rejoice. It's a little, you know, stilted for modern culture. Rejoice, it immediately, you know, I would imagine we've all seen it on Christmas cards and have used it in a sentence less than once a year. I was rejoicing last night. It's not a word we use. And what does it mean? It literally means to bring back joy. It's, you know, to redo something. And so it kind of presupposes that all of us have pretty consistent and constant experiences of joy that we pretty consistently forget. I've always been fascinated, and I've spoken about this before, but I've been fascinated by the area of physiological psychology that talks about the fact that by tomorrow, you will remember very little of today. And some of us even less, you know. I was trying to remember what I said last night during the homily and just a minute ago remembered I didn't say mass last night. So it's different. But like tomorrow, by tomorrow, if I said to you, what did you have for lunch yesterday? Most of you would be able to come up with it. If I said, how many bites? I don't know. In other words, our experiences quickly fold into a snapshot that we store somewhere and move on. And new research is telling us that good or bad memory has very little to do with how many of those memories you have stored. I love computer language now. Our memories, good memory or bad memory, has to do with your search engine. It's how you find memories. And the brain finds them in different ways and everyone has a different system. But you've got all these snapshots and some of them stick with you for years and others, I mean, when you really think of moment by moment by moment that the vast majority of your life you've forgotten. And then there are those moments you would love to forget that keep wrapping back around. Well, when you figure that all of us, you can talk the nature-nurture argument all you want, but you're never gonna get a solid answer. Who you are is never gonna be all nurture, it's never gonna be all nature. It's a mix between the two and we're never gonna get that quite figured out. But when you know how much your history builds who you are, when we look to the people in our lives that have formed and shaped us and all of the events, so what if you hung on to a different .001% of the memories than the ones you have? What if living the same life, you kept focus on different memories? How different would we be? Most of us, we kind of feel like we're just sort of victims of the flow. I just go forward and whatever sticks, sticks. We rarely take a moment to just sit and think, okay, right now, okay, I'm still ticked about what happened yesterday and I'm still worried about tomorrow and those two things can absolutely keep me from knowing that at this moment, nothing is going on that's wrong. At this moment, I'm not in pain, I'm not particularly hot or cold. Speaker's droning on a little, but other than that, it's not a horrible moment in my life and because it's not a horrible moment in my life, I probably won't remember it. How much of our life do we forget that is a joy-filled moment? It may not be Disneyland spectacular on the rollercoaster joy. I've always told married couples at weddings, when you see the bride coming down the aisle and the groom is kind of shaking and I always hear some well-meaning person afterwards say, don't you wish they could feel that way the rest of their lives? And I'm like, they would be dead in six months. Did you see how they felt? We cannot live on the mountaintop. We have to come down to normal sometime. The question of whether we find ourselves sort of depressed more often than not or manic more often than not or whatever is what is the focus of our normal moments? Do we pull out what's going well around us? I mean, I always think it's an amazing moment when I'm driving down the road in my car. Now, I have a 2002 Envoy that is still running perfectly except for the two big dents in the back bumper where I hit my mother's car. You can do what you want with that psychologically. Two separate occasions backed into our car. I mean, I can't say you ruined my life like everyone else. No, I have to, okay. But it's running perfectly well. The music's on. You know, it's a nice day out and the person in front of me is going slower than I want. All of those things, which do you think I take away from that experience? All that's going right or how dare God put people on earth that are not thinking like me? What do we focus on and how do we get to rejoice if we can't get to the joy in the first place? If we can't pull it back up as kind of a foundational experience rather than an exciting celebration that we have once in a while. I mean, I find, you know, Catholics, Lent. We're great at Lent. What'd you do for Lent? Oh, I gave up chocolate. I took on three extra charities. I talked to my family once a week. All sorts of penance. What'd you do for Easter? Ham. We don't even know how to do a 50-day Easter celebration and I suspect if anyone from the pulpit really laid out a 50-day celebration, we'd all be called hedonists and asked to please leave the church because holy people do Lent and those awful, terrible people run around celebrating all the time. And I think, where did we get that? And then someone comes along and says rejoice and you're like, oh, let me see if I can even pull up a good memory. What are the memories that we have? What are the moments of today that are really good moments that should be informing us? How much goes right? Even though sometimes we are ready to pick apart what's going wrong. It's an easy place to be. I always think it's interesting to look at the life of Jesus and to think, what attracted people to him? And you have to assume, reading some of the, that in general, he was an up person. I really don't think he kind of walked around like Eeyore all the time and people just, you know, flocked to that. What, what, no, no. No. So, why is his life joyful? Read the events. It's, you know, he's an itinerant preacher. He never seems to, you know, he's in Peter's home here, this area. You never have an adult story, you know, turns to his hometown. And they don't like him. I mean, it's, you know, but you never have all these stories about Jesus in his comfortable home. He lives what we would call a hard life. And any of you who have gone and done work in other countries will find this sort of surprising, we don't like to say it too loud, but you go into a small village somewhere that is really, really poor and their children tend to be happier than ours. I mean, they're playing, they're having a good time. People would say, well, they don't know any better. They don't know that they don't have an iPhone. They don't know how crushed they are. You know, they're happy. And it kind of comes from this ability to grab on to what's going right rather than always focusing on the things that need improvement. And I think we've been sold that culturally as a bill of sales because, you know, you should evaluate your life, figure out what's going wrong and do better. And church does that all the time. When was the last time someone said, at the end of the evening, you should do a good examination of conscience and figure out what you did right and what went well so you can do it again? Oh, no, no. Figure out what you did wrong, how angry and disappointed God is in you, and then happy dreams. You know, we teach, I think, depression. And we need to be a people that teach joy, that teach how to hang on to the good moments in life, how to see what's going right. And there's always stuff going wrong. You know, this is the season everyone says, let there be peace on earth, but we know what they mean by that. Let the rest of the earth start thinking like me so we can all be happy together. None of us think, let there be peace on earth by the other political party winning, by the other religion winning, by the other person winning. Oh, no. Let there be peace on earth when everyone re-centers and realizes that I really am more reasonable than the rest of you. It will be such a peaceable kingdom, you know. It's tough when we say, well, pick up your own feet and move a few. When was the last time any of us really changed our lifestyle in the pursuit of peace? You know, can we even change it in pursuit of joy? Not what will make me happy, not the chasing pleasure every five seconds, you know, being a slave to our emotions, but can we recognize the joy that's there? Can we recognize the goodness of one another? Can we actually spend less time preparing for people coming over at Christmas and more time being with them? You know, my mother used to always say you could balance that by the amount of time it took to prepare for the party and the amount of time people actually spent visiting would tell you whether they're interested in other people or interested in people's opinion of them. And it was very good of her to say that because she always spent a ton of time preparing and we could never get her to sit at the table. But she knew that, she knew that that was a struggle. Is, well, what will they think? The house, the house won't look clean. You know, that's just a social agreement you have with people, you know that, don't you? Is, your job is to clean the house so it looks better than it has ever looked. And their job is to pretend they think that's how it looks all the time. We know, you know, but do we actually, once it happens, can we sit down and just enjoy the time together, just enjoy the moment? We can prepare for the birth of the child. Can we celebrate the joy once it happens? Can we recognize that there is still good going on? Can we grab it and recreate it over and over and over again? That's this Sunday of the year, to rejoy our lives, to refurbish them, not with I'm gonna go find something new to make me happy, but I'm gonna reach back and see all the things that really have, that I've ignored, that I put aside, that I allow to be less important memories and rewrite some of that and recognize what has gone right in life. It is my dream in life, I've told people before, it's my dream in life just once, to have a day where everything goes bad and I get to the end of the day and I look back and there was one good thing that I just can't get past. Wouldn't that be a different way? Because we've all had the opposite. Everything's gone well and that one person at the store who yelled at me, you know, I can't get past that. There are those people, that's where we're stuck. We have a saying in my family, depending on who's being a little too much of the Eeyore at the moment, is if you're being up and happy, we will always say things like, so, is everything okay? If you're acting like, you know, there's a constant complainer, then we say, hey, is anything okay? We probably all have those people in our lives. Is anything okay? There's a lot that is okay, even in the midst of suffering sometimes. There's a lot that's going well. That is how we experience joy over and over again. 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mean, I can't say you ruined my life like everyone else.", "tokens": [51088, 286, 914, 11, 286, 393, 380, 584, 291, 17013, 452, 993, 411, 1518, 1646, 13, 51216], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.25979623198509216, "compression_ratio": 1.4977375268936157, "no_speech_prob": 0.00024154405400622636}, {"id": 208, "seek": 61072, "start": 627.760009765625, "end": 628.7999877929688, "text": " No, I have to, okay.", "tokens": [51216, 883, 11, 286, 362, 281, 11, 1392, 13, 51268], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.25979623198509216, "compression_ratio": 1.4977375268936157, "no_speech_prob": 0.00024154405400622636}, {"id": 209, "seek": 61072, "start": 632.6799926757812, "end": 634.6799926757812, "text": " But it's running perfectly well.", "tokens": [51462, 583, 309, 311, 2614, 6239, 731, 13, 51562], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.25979623198509216, "compression_ratio": 1.4977375268936157, "no_speech_prob": 0.00024154405400622636}, {"id": 210, "seek": 61072, "start": 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to the Lord.
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A man named John was sent from God.
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He came for testimony to testify to the light,
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so that all might believe through him.
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He was not the light, but he came to testify to the light.
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And this is the testimony of John.
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When the Jews from Jerusalem sent priests and Levites
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to him to ask him, who are you, he admitted and did not
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deny it, but admitted, I am not the Christ.
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So they asked him, what are you then?
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Are you Elijah?
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He said, I am not.
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Are you the prophet?
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He answered, no.
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So they said to him, who are you,
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so we can give an answer to those who sent us?
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What do you have to say for yourself?
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He said, I am the voice of one crying out in the desert.
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Make straight the way of the Lord.
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As Isaiah the prophet said, some Pharisees were also sent,
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and they asked him, why then do you
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baptize if you are not the Christ, or Elijah,
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or the prophet?
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John answered them, I baptize with water,
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but there is one among you whom you do not recognize,
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the one who is coming after me, whose sandal strap I
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am not worthy to untie.
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This happened in Bethany, across the Jordan,
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where John was baptizing.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Today's gospel is a really long, convoluted piece
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that's written, you know, literally John's gospel,
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as much as 70 years after the death and resurrection
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of Jesus, of the whole Christ event.
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And he's answering, the author is answering questions
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from the community, and you can always see when he's adding
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in answers about things that haven't happened yet.
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You know, in the story, they shouldn't have happened
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by the time, in Jesus' life, this question,
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well then why are you baptizing if you're not the Christ,
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or Elijah, or the prophet, why are you baptizing?
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That is the weirdest question in the world,
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because it's not like, you know, it's not like Judaism
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at the time of Jesus had a tradition that only Elijah,
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or the Christ, or the prophet, who's a character
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out of the Suffering Servant songs, would baptize.
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Baptism wasn't terribly common,
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but people baptized one another.
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So it's a question that makes no sense.
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You know, it's someone getting up and saying,
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well, who are you, who are you to bring that coat in here?
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Are you an usher?
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No, we all bring coats in, it's winter.
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It's just, it's a weird question.
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But the entire, this whole section of John's gospel
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exists to create one thing, which is,
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John the Baptist is not Jesus.
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That's why it's kind of a dull scripture for us,
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because we've gotten past that, but they didn't back then.
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There was a sect of John the Baptist
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that was kind of trying to compete for attention
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that thought that John the Baptist was the Messiah.
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And then you've got this early Christian church,
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which is a sect of Judaism at that point
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that believes the Messiah has come, and it's Jesus.
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And then you've got this third section of Judaism,
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which are people who still believe
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the Messiah has not come.
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So these are all three different forms of Judaism
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in its day.
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And John puts this in as what he thinks
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is the convincing argument,
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because John himself said he was not the Messiah.
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Now, the first inkling we get of that
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is decades after John has passed away.
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But it's the early faith of the church,
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and this is the moment where they're trying
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to get people to focus on the Christ event.
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More important for us in this moment,
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this is kind of an odd thing we get every three years,
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but more important for us is this moment of Gaudate
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in the church, this moment that asks us
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to do kind of a gut check halfway through Advent
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and say, you know, I'm glad you're all getting
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the preparations for Christmas done.
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You know, I just, I know how much fun
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the malls really are this time of year.
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You know, it's the one time of year where I go,
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you know, you know, online shopping is not so bad.
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My computer is no more crowded than it was last month.
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You know, but we're all so busy sometimes,
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I think, preparing for holidays
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that we lose the ability to celebrate them.
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I mean, have you ever, I think Thanksgiving's one of those
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where, you know, some people are like,
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okay, we prepare all week long,
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and then everyone runs in and in 20 minutes it's over.
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We don't really know how to sit with one another
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and celebrate, and this word, Gaudate, rejoice.
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It's a little, you know, stilted for modern culture.
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Rejoice, it immediately, you know, I would imagine
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we've all seen it on Christmas cards
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and have used it in a sentence less than once a year.
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I was rejoicing last night.
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It's not a word we use.
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And what does it mean?
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It literally means to bring back joy.
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It's, you know, to redo something.
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And so it kind of presupposes that all of us
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have pretty consistent and constant experiences of joy
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that we pretty consistently forget.
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I've always been fascinated,
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and I've spoken about this before,
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but I've been fascinated by the area
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of physiological psychology that talks about
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the fact that by tomorrow,
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you will remember very little of today.
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And some of us even less, you know.
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I was trying to remember what I said last night
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during the homily and just a minute ago
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remembered I didn't say mass last night.
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So it's different.
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But like tomorrow, by tomorrow, if I said to you,
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what did you have for lunch yesterday?
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Most of you would be able to come up with it.
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If I said, how many bites?
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I don't know.
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In other words, our experiences quickly fold
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into a snapshot that we store somewhere and move on.
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And new research is telling us that good or bad memory
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has very little to do with how many
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of those memories you have stored.
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I love computer language now.
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Our memories, good memory or bad memory,
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has to do with your search engine.
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It's how you find memories.
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And the brain finds them in different ways
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and everyone has a different system.
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But you've got all these snapshots
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and some of them stick with you for years
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and others, I mean, when you really think
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of moment by moment by moment
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that the vast majority of your life you've forgotten.
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And then there are those moments you would love to forget
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that keep wrapping back around.
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Well, when you figure that all of us,
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you can talk the nature-nurture argument all you want,
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but you're never gonna get a solid answer.
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Who you are is never gonna be all nurture,
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it's never gonna be all nature.
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It's a mix between the two
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and we're never gonna get that quite figured out.
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But when you know how much your history builds who you are,
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when we look to the people in our lives
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that have formed and shaped us
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and all of the events,
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so what if you hung on to a different .001%
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of the memories than the ones you have?
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What if living the same life,
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you kept focus on different memories?
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How different would we be?
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Most of us, we kind of feel like
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we're just sort of victims of the flow.
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I just go forward and whatever sticks, sticks.
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We rarely take a moment to just sit and think,
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okay, right now, okay, I'm still ticked
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about what happened yesterday
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and I'm still worried about tomorrow
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and those two things can absolutely keep me
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from knowing that at this moment,
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nothing is going on that's wrong.
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At this moment, I'm not in pain,
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I'm not particularly hot or cold.
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Speaker's droning on a little, but other than that,
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it's not a horrible moment in my life
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and because it's not a horrible moment in my life,
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I probably won't remember it.
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How much of our life do we forget
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that is a joy-filled moment?
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It may not be Disneyland spectacular
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on the rollercoaster joy.
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I've always told married couples at weddings,
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when you see the bride coming down the aisle
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and the groom is kind of shaking
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and I always hear some well-meaning person afterwards say,
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don't you wish they could feel that way
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the rest of their lives?
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And I'm like, they would be dead in six months.
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Did you see how they felt?
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We cannot live on the mountaintop.
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We have to come down to normal sometime.
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The question of whether we find ourselves
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sort of depressed more often than not
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or manic more often than not or whatever
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is what is the focus of our normal moments?
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Do we pull out what's going well around us?
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I mean, I always think it's an amazing moment
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when I'm driving down the road in my car.
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Now, I have a 2002 Envoy that is still running perfectly
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except for the two big dents in the back bumper
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where I hit my mother's car.
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You can do what you want with that psychologically.
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Two separate occasions backed into our car.
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I mean, I can't say you ruined my life like everyone else.
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No, I have to, okay.
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But it's running perfectly well.
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The music's on.
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You know, it's a nice day out
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and the person in front of me is going slower than I want.
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All of those things, which do you think I take away
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from that experience?
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All that's going right or how dare God put people on earth
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that are not thinking like me?
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What do we focus on and how do we get to rejoice
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if we can't get to the joy in the first place?
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If we can't pull it back up
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as kind of a foundational experience
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rather than an exciting celebration
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that we have once in a while.
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I mean, I find, you know, Catholics, Lent.
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We're great at Lent.
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What'd you do for Lent?
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Oh, I gave up chocolate.
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I took on three extra charities.
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I talked to my family once a week.
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All sorts of penance.
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What'd you do for Easter?
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Ham.
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We don't even know how to do a 50-day Easter celebration
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and I suspect if anyone from the pulpit
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really laid out a 50-day celebration,
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we'd all be called hedonists
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and asked to please leave the church
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because holy people do Lent
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and those awful, terrible people
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run around celebrating all the time.
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And I think, where did we get that?
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And then someone comes along and says rejoice
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and you're like, oh, let me see if I can even
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pull up a good memory.
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What are the memories that we have?
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What are the moments of today
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that are really good moments
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that should be informing us?
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How much goes right?
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Even though sometimes we are ready
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to pick apart what's going wrong.
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It's an easy place to be.
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I always think it's interesting
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to look at the life of Jesus
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and to think, what attracted people to him?
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And you have to assume, reading some of the,
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that in general, he was an up person.
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I really don't think he kind of walked around
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like Eeyore all the time
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and people just, you know, flocked to that.
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What, what, no, no.
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No.
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So, why is his life joyful?
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Read the events.
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It's, you know, he's an itinerant preacher.
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He never seems to, you know,
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he's in Peter's home here, this area.
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You never have an adult story, you know,
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turns to his hometown.
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And they don't like him.
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I mean, it's, you know,
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but you never have all these stories
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about Jesus in his comfortable home.
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He lives what we would call a hard life.
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And any of you who have gone
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and done work in other countries
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will find this sort of surprising,
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we don't like to say it too loud,
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but you go into a small village somewhere
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that is really, really poor
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and their children tend to be happier than ours.
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I mean, they're playing, they're having a good time.
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People would say, well, they don't know any better.
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They don't know that they don't have an iPhone.
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They don't know how crushed they are.
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You know, they're happy.
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And it kind of comes from this ability
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to grab on to what's going right
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rather than always focusing
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on the things that need improvement.
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And I think we've been sold that culturally
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as a bill of sales because, you know,
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you should evaluate your life,
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figure out what's going wrong and do better.
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And church does that all the time.
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When was the last time someone said,
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at the end of the evening,
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you should do a good examination of conscience
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and figure out what you did right and what went well
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so you can do it again?
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Oh, no, no.
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Figure out what you did wrong,
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how angry and disappointed God is in you,
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and then happy dreams.
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You know, we teach, I think, depression.
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And we need to be a people that teach joy,
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that teach how to hang on to the good moments in life,
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how to see what's going right.
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And there's always stuff going wrong.
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You know, this is the season everyone says,
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let there be peace on earth,
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but we know what they mean by that.
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Let the rest of the earth start thinking like me
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so we can all be happy together.
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None of us think, let there be peace on earth
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by the other political party winning,
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by the other religion winning,
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by the other person winning.
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Oh, no.
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Let there be peace on earth when everyone re-centers
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and realizes that I really am more reasonable
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than the rest of you.
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It will be such a peaceable kingdom, you know.
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It's tough when we say,
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well, pick up your own feet and move a few.
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When was the last time any of us
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really changed our lifestyle in the pursuit of peace?
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You know, can we even change it in pursuit of joy?
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Not what will make me happy,
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not the chasing pleasure every five seconds,
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you know, being a slave to our emotions,
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but can we recognize the joy that's there?
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Can we recognize the goodness of one another?
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Can we actually spend less time preparing
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for people coming over at Christmas
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and more time being with them?
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You know, my mother used to always say
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you could balance that by the amount of time
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it took to prepare for the party
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and the amount of time people actually spent visiting
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would tell you whether they're interested in other people
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or interested in people's opinion of them.
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And it was very good of her to say that
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because she always spent a ton of time preparing
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and we could never get her to sit at the table.
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But she knew that, she knew that that was a struggle.
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Is, well, what will they think?
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The house, the house won't look clean.
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You know, that's just a social agreement
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you have with people, you know that, don't you?
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Is, your job is to clean the house
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so it looks better than it has ever looked.
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And their job is to pretend they think
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that's how it looks all the time.
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We know, you know, but do we actually,
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once it happens, can we sit down
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and just enjoy the time together, just enjoy the moment?
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We can prepare for the birth of the child.
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Can we celebrate the joy once it happens?
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Can we recognize that there is still good going on?
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Can we grab it and recreate it over and over and over again?
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That's this Sunday of the year, to rejoy our lives,
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to refurbish them, not with I'm gonna go find something new
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to make me happy, but I'm gonna reach back
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and see all the things that really have, that I've ignored,
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that I put aside, that I allow to be less important memories
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and rewrite some of that and recognize
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what has gone right in life.
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It is my dream in life, I've told people before,
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it's my dream in life just once,
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to have a day where everything goes bad
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and I get to the end of the day and I look back
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and there was one good thing that I just can't get past.
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Wouldn't that be a different way?
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Because we've all had the opposite.
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Everything's gone well and that one person at the store
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who yelled at me, you know, I can't get past that.
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There are those people, that's where we're stuck.
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We have a saying in my family,
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depending on who's being a little too much
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of the Eeyore at the moment,
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is if you're being up and happy,
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we will always say things like, so, is everything okay?
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If you're acting like, you know,
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there's a constant complainer, then we say,
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hey, is anything okay?
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We probably all have those people in our lives.
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Is anything okay?
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There's a lot that is okay,
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even in the midst of suffering sometimes.
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There's a lot that's going well.
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That is how we experience joy over and over again.
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And if we can't find that joy,
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there's very little that allows us
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to pick up the mission of the gospel
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and continue until we can bring that joy
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to the larger world.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the invitation of Father Pat’s message centers on the invitation of Gaudete Sunday to reclaim joy in the midst of our busy, distracted lives. He reflects on the Gospel of John and its theological purpose of distinguishing John the Baptist from Jesus, contextualizing it as a response to early Christian debates. But more importantly for today, he uses this moment in the liturgical year to challenge us to pause, reflect, and rediscover the quiet, often overlooked joys of ordinary life. Rather than being consumed by perfectionism, preparation, or negativity, Father Pat urges us to cultivate a habit of gratitude and awareness, recognizing that joy is not found only in mountaintop experiences but in the quiet presence of grace in everyday moments.
In a detailed and thoughtful reflection, Father Pat begins by unpacking the Gospel reading from John, where the evangelist clarifies that John the Baptist is not the Messiah, but the one preparing the way. He explains that this passage reflects the concerns of the early Church, written decades after Jesus’ death and resurrection, during a time when followers of John the Baptist still existed and some even considered him the Messiah. The Gospel author, therefore, is not merely recounting history but shaping theology for a community in need of clarity. The oddity of the questions posed to John the Baptist—such as why he baptizes if he is not the Christ or Elijah—demonstrates that the Gospel is more concerned with theological affirmation than with historical accuracy. The point is to assert that Jesus is the Christ, not John.
Father Pat then transitions from biblical exegesis to pastoral application, identifying this Sunday—Gaudete Sunday—as a pivot point in Advent. It’s a moment given by the Church to pause and rejoice. But what does it mean to rejoice? He notes the word is foreign to many of us in daily language. Rejoicing implies not merely being happy, but actively recalling and reengaging with joy. It is not about chasing new pleasures but about choosing to remember and revalue the good that has already occurred—something we rarely do. Drawing from psychology, he reflects on how our brains store only fragments of our daily experiences and how our ability to access joy is often determined not by what we’ve lived through, but by which memories we choose to highlight. Thus, joy becomes a discipline: not the result of external circumstances, but an intentional act of remembrance and focus.
He continues by exposing the cultural and religious tendency to dwell on negativity. Our society, and often our spiritual practices, emphasize self-criticism and improvement, especially during seasons like Lent. We teach ourselves to examine our failings, but seldom do we encourage ourselves to reflect on what has gone right and what brings us life. Even in liturgy, we often prepare rigorously for holy days but neglect to truly celebrate them when they arrive. He laments that while Catholics are excellent at Lent, they often reduce Easter to a ham dinner, missing the 50-day season of joy that follows the Resurrection. This inability to live in joy, he suggests, leads to a spiritual imbalance.
Father Pat also reflects on the life of Jesus, noting that despite hardship, homelessness, and rejection, Jesus must have radiated joy and hope, or people would not have followed him. He challenges the assumption that joy requires external success or comfort. Sometimes, those with the least materially still exhibit the most vibrant joy. This is because joy is not about what we lack, but about seeing and savoring what is good in the present. He suggests that joy is often hidden in the ordinary—a car ride, a conversation, a quiet moment—and we miss it when we focus only on what frustrates or disappoints us.
Rejoicing, then, becomes a form of spiritual resistance. It is a way to push back against the cultural narrative that focuses on deficiency and inadequacy. It is also a form of spiritual memory work—recalling the blessings we’ve received, the moments that shaped us, the people who have brought us life. This practice of rejoying, as he playfully phrases it, is not about denying pain or pretending everything is fine. Rather, it is about refusing to let sorrow or negativity define our entire perspective.
In conclusion, Father Pat calls us to a different kind of preparation during Advent—not just shopping and cleaning, but soul-tending. He invites us to be present with the people around us, to savor the moments of connection, and to consciously rejoice in what is good. He dreams of a day when, even amid suffering, we are so attuned to joy that one good memory can overshadow a day of hardships. This capacity to rejoice, he insists, is essential not only for our own spiritual health but for our ability to carry the Gospel into the world. If we, as Christians, cannot find and share joy, then the message of Christ loses its power to heal and transform....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1143.1500244140625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, O Lord. Someone in the crowd said to Jesus, \"'Teacher, tell my brother to share the inheritance with me.' He replied to him, \"'Friend, who has appointed me as your judge and arbitrator?' Then he said to the crowd, \"'Take care to guard against all greed, \"'for though one may be rich, \"'one's life does not consist of possessions.' Then he told them a parable. There was a rich man whose land produced a bountiful harvest. He asked himself, \"'What shall I do, \"'for I do not have space to store my harvest?' And he said, \"'This is what I shall do. \"'I shall tear down my barns and build larger ones. \"'There I shall store all my grain and other goods, \"'and shall say to myself, \"'Now as for you, \"'you have so many goods stored up for many years. \"'Rest, eat, drink, and be merry.' But God said to him, \"'You fool, this night your life will be demanded of you, \"'and the things that you have prepared, \"'to whom will they belong? \"'Thus will it be for all who store up treasure \"'for themselves, \"'but are not rich in what matters to God.'\" The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. There is a, one of my favorite phrases in the world about kind of hypocrisy and things about being, being foisted on your own batard, they used to say. I experienced that very strongly at the beginning of mass yesterday. I got up to do the opening prayer, and I, my glasses were behind me, my reading glasses, and I thought, I don't need my reading glasses. And I, I got to that prayer, and the word unceasingly just wouldn't come into focus, and it wasn't, I was never gonna come up with that. And I stared from, and finally I just turned around, and I grabbed my glasses, and I put them on, and everyone started snickering, mean spirits. And so I just had to admit my defeat, that I need my reading glasses. And so I did the prayer, and as I sat down, I thought, oh, not only did I just do that, but in just 15 short seconds, I'm gonna have to listen to the lector and open the liturgy. Vanity of vanity. I half expected her to bow. You know, I, I just, it was, you know, some, and they say, oh, sometimes scripture speaks to this moment in time. I mean this exact moment in time. You know, the word vanity has such an interesting sort of history, because it starts out from the word vain, then it becomes vanity, and then the word vain changes to match vanity, and we have two meanings for the word vain. Originally, this vanity of vanities, back in that time, the vanity vainness was not, I'm very vain. Vainness really almost exclusively referred to chasing things in vain. Just, you know, when we do, when we're chasing all the wrong things pointlessly, vanity was just chasing the wrong things. And because the kind of things people chased were things like wealth, and power, and prestige, and anything that could lead to that, whether it's, you know, being good looking, or being talented, or being smart, whatever it is that would lead to sort of personal attention, vanity started to become someone who thinks a little too highly of themselves. And so now when we say, oh, someone's being vain, we usually mean they're being conceited, but the original was, man, they're chasing all the wrong things, and those two ideas are very connected, but we don't always see that connection. In the gospel, it becomes clear that that's why the church has put these two together. You know, to be vain, what is it we chase in life? What is it we think's important? You know, in the last two weeks, I, you know, I love that idea, and I've said it a couple times about, no one takes a U-Haul to the cemetery. And I was actually corrected this week. So I said, Father, you can absolutely do that. You need to let them know you can take a U-Haul to the cemetery. You just can't take it any further. That's where it stayed. You know, that somehow, you know, we should be spending our life, you know, what is this treasure God talks about? And in a very real sense, you are that treasure. It is building who we are with one another. It is building who we are with one another. The three things I always tell you, the only three things we take with us beyond the grave, our relationship with ourself, our relationship with God, our relationship with others. And so, you know, is it wrong for someone to have amassed riches to themselves? It depends on whether it gets in the way of building relationships with others. If that is the point of their life, and everything else takes a backseat, that's an issue. You know, we live in an era, and I do apologize for saying this maybe too often, but we do live in an era where building relationships has been replaced with networking. Networking is when I use all of you to gain this wealth stuff. Relationships is when I use every wealth I have to get to the relationships. It's just knowing which are the means and which are the ends. What is our goal in life? That relationship with God, that relationship with others, and relationship with ourself, which, you know, when I was young and started into studying psychology, I always thought, oh, what a bunch of, what a bunch of nonsensical claptrap. I have to have a better relationship with myself, with myself. I had a, I was suffering from some very interesting, but you know, that having a relationship with yourself, I was like, what are they talking about? You know, we don't want you to divorce yourself at the end of the week, but it really is about knowing yourself, because until you can figure out who you are, it is very difficult to build good relationships with other people. It is very difficult to come before God in prayer when you're not really willing to talk about the real issues in your life. You know, they used to say that, you know, God is the eternal healer, you know, the great therapist. Well, you know, if you really don't want to work on your issues, no one wants a great therapist. Some of my family members have accused one another, and they've not been totally wrong that some of them will go, you know, they will shop for a therapist that tells them they're doing everything right and the world's wrong. You know, you can find that therapist if you shop hard enough. You know, if we're not ready to face who we are, we'll find a bad therapist. You know, if we're ready to face who we are, we'll find someone who challenges us, even in relationships. I always think, really, every healthy relationship I've ever seen in a marriage, anything else, they challenge one another. And you know, some of you are like, more than we wish, but it's part of a good relationship, is not that we think alike all the time, you know, that's called buying a mirror. We challenge each other. And so we, you know, Jesus is saying, I want you to store up treasure. I just want you to store up the right treasure. I want you to store, you know, the relationships, how to be with one another, how to treat one another, how to take care of one another. Because I always think, what do people think heaven's gonna be? There's a old sort of, I don't know even what to call it, someone's vision of heaven, one of the sort of a, not really a joke, but the idea that, you know, when they got to heaven, you know, they didn't know whether they were in heaven or hell, because they were seated at a banquet with every wonderful food in the world and all the right people. And, you know, they had just the right amount of hunger and they start to go towards the food and they realize they can't bend their arms. So there's all that food, but they can't get to it. And they're trying to figure out whether they're in heaven or hell. And, you know, there's several tables and several of the tables, it turns out, are in hell because they can't figure out what to do. And several of the tables, they start feeding one another. And they're in heaven. You know, I think we want heaven to be a place where I'll walk in and no matter how miserable I am, they'll make me happy. Okay? That's not heaven. That's not even a good therapist. We have to become the people who really want to be that for Mother Duff, who really want that type of a relationship. And we have to use, if you have certain things, it's not, oh, get rid of everything you have, but use it. And it can be an asset. It can be something financial. It can be wealth. It can be intelligence. It can be power. It can be talent. It can be anything. How do we use it? You know, when there's been this huge political, people even hate the word, which I think is interesting because they love the religious word, but they hate the word privilege. Don't tell me I have privilege. The same people will tell you, I've been so blessed. What's the difference? Well, okay, I get it. Privilege tends to right now carry a lot of ugly baggage with it. But the people who really do work with that word will say, of course you're privileged. Who cares? What do you do with it? Don't be embarrassed if you're blessed. Don't be embarrassed if you're privileged. Don't be embarrassed if you have more. Don't be embarrassed if you have less. What do you do with it? That's the only question Jesus is asking. You know what I mean? Say, you know, this guy is like, so what did you do with all of your wealth? I put them in a building. And then when I overcrowded that building, I got another building. You know, I mean, I'm in that wonderful moment right now where I'm in the brand new factory. And I'm wondering, can I really live this life? I really love this life. I have, and now don't panic, in my house, empty drawers. Oh. You know what I could put in that drawer? Nothing, buy nothing. You don't need anything in that drawer. But it's such a, empty drawers. And you know, when most of us, if we've got empty drawers, we got to get out the Amazon cart. I got an empty drawer. I got room for something, you know. If a guest came tomorrow, they could have a drawer. We can use what we have to bring people in, or, you know, we sort of pack our lives so that no one can get close. And Jesus is like, it's vain because we're working, we're trying to work on ourselves, but we're doing it in all the wrong ways. You know, vanity tends to be when we see one thing over everything else. It's not about, I'm vain because I think I'm better than everyone. When you're vain, it's because there's parts of you that you don't think are as good as everyone else, so you're going to use the parts you think are better if you're just trying to get an even playing field, and you don't even realize you're doing it. If you felt insecure about nothing, you would have no need to feel better about anything. The heaven is where we all realize we're good, and no one needs to be better than anyone else. Being better, and not better than you were yesterday, that's a great thing, you know, and it'll happen. You can be better every day until you're about 60. Passed up, it's just tragic. But, you know, being better, improving, that's one thing, but trying to be better than other people, no, it's great if it's a lacrosse game, but meaning you can't as a Christian, if I'm trying to be a better Christian than other people, I've already lost by that. Just be a good Christian, period. Just be a good person. I have often absolutely hated, and it's not theology in our church, but it's a tendency, sort of a folkloric tendency that's happened over the years, and I know my, I would hear my mother say it once in a while, and I had an aunt who loved to say it, and that was, whenever someone did something good, oh, they'll get a crap, they'll get a jewel and their crown in heaven for that. I thought, heaven's already becoming a competition. I have more jewels than you do, I'm better. We're already trying to be better than one another. You know, rather than be good. I know what's good in this situation, because if we're only trying to be better, then everyone else is setting the bar for us. Rather than, I'm what I'm called to be. If I can know myself, if I can know the scripture, if I can know what God calls me to, I can become good, and that is not a vain pursuit. I need to be better, and I need you to all see how good I am, and I'm better than you. That's vanity. Because if I'm trying to be a better Christian than you, I'm already worse. If I'm trying to be good with all of you, and we're good. I am. I used to always joke that, you know, when people in the church, if you are feeling like you've disappointed God, if you're feeling that you're lost, that is normal. And then my, I have yet told you this, but a friend of mine started reusing that, like he was a comedian. He'd say, when you guys make these mistakes, that is normal. When you make mistakes, that is normal. When I make mistakes, that is special. You know? You know? I mean, it's like, no. We're called to celebrate. You know, people talk about the difference that we're celebrating diversity. We should love one another's gifts that we don't have. But what we really are celebrating at a deeper level is the unity. Because if you have a gift that's different than I have, we can see how they're different and celebrate that. But we also celebrate that we both have gifts. We also celebrate that we both have something to give to the world. We also celebrate that we both have bad days and good days. We also celebrate the unity and look at the diversity. But it's the oneness. There was a, eight, nine years ago, hit the internet. It was all over the place, because the guy kind of got some bad grief, but then eventually everyone loved it. He gave a graduation talk. They were out on the, it was happening out on their football field. It was a nice day. And he gets up and he says, I am here to tell you, none of you are special. You can see the parrots. He said, now, now, let me explain. All of you are special. But if all of us are special, then none of us are special. Someone gave me a wonderful little coaster. I usually don't have those sorts of knickknacks around the house, but someone gave me a little coaster. I have a speech impediment, I'm special. And it said, you are unique in the universe, just like everyone else. I was like, brilliant. Our uniqueness is something we have in common. The two are not, do we celebrate diversity or, they are the same thing. Because we all have it. And so God says, don't chase what makes you different. Explore it, dig into it, that's God's gift. But also chase what keeps you in common. Be as good as God calls you to be. You cannot compete when you're climbing the mountain of God. The mountain of the Lord cannot be climbed over the backs of one another to see who gets there first. It is only when we acknowledge and drag everyone up with us that we are winning the race. And so we ask God today to make us, I used to say that, perfect, perfect is the enemy of the good. You try and be perfect, you'll give up on everything. No, better is also the enemy of good. Not better than you were yesterday, but that desire to be better than others. To be better than others is to say, I'm removing myself. You're really, in theological terms, better than all of you is a step towards excommunication. To take myself out of the communion with others. I want to be one with you, just from above. To truly be one with one another. The incarnation above all is the movement of God in solidarity with humanity. He may have come from above to the whole point. You know, when you're a baby in the crib and Mary is changing your diaper, you're not above. That's what God's willing to do. God's willing to be one of us. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Someone in the crowd said to Jesus,
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"'Teacher, tell my brother to share the inheritance with me.'
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He replied to him,
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"'Friend, who has appointed me as your judge and arbitrator?'
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Then he said to the crowd,
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"'Take care to guard against all greed,
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"'for though one may be rich,
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"'one's life does not consist of possessions.'
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Then he told them a parable.
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There was a rich man whose land produced a bountiful harvest.
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He asked himself,
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"'What shall I do,
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"'for I do not have space to store my harvest?'
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And he said,
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"'This is what I shall do.
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"'I shall tear down my barns and build larger ones.
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"'There I shall store all my grain and other goods,
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"'and shall say to myself,
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"'Now as for you,
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"'you have so many goods stored up for many years.
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"'Rest, eat, drink, and be merry.'
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But God said to him,
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"'You fool, this night your life will be demanded of you,
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"'and the things that you have prepared,
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"'to whom will they belong?
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"'Thus will it be for all who store up treasure
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"'for themselves,
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"'but are not rich in what matters to God.'"
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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There is a,
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one of my favorite phrases in the world
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about kind of hypocrisy and things about being,
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being foisted on your own batard, they used to say.
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I experienced that very strongly
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at the beginning of mass yesterday.
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I got up to do the opening prayer,
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and I,
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my glasses were behind me, my reading glasses,
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and I thought,
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I don't need my reading glasses.
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And I, I got to that prayer,
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and the word unceasingly just wouldn't come into focus,
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and it wasn't, I was never gonna come up with that.
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And I stared from, and finally I just turned around,
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and I grabbed my glasses,
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and I put them on,
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and everyone started snickering,
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mean spirits.
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And so I just had to admit my defeat,
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that I need my reading glasses.
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And so I did the prayer,
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and as I sat down, I thought,
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oh, not only did I just do that,
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but in just 15 short seconds,
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I'm gonna have to listen to the lector
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and open the liturgy.
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Vanity of vanity.
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I half expected her to bow.
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You know, I, I just, it was,
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you know, some, and they say,
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oh, sometimes scripture speaks to this moment in time.
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I mean this exact moment in time.
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You know, the word vanity
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has such an interesting sort of history,
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because it starts out from the word vain,
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then it becomes vanity,
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and then the word vain changes to match vanity,
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and we have two meanings for the word vain.
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Originally, this vanity of vanities,
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back in that time,
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the vanity vainness was not, I'm very vain.
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Vainness really almost exclusively referred
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to chasing things in vain.
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Just, you know, when we do,
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when we're chasing all the wrong things pointlessly,
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vanity was just chasing the wrong things.
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And because the kind of things people chased
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were things like wealth, and power, and prestige,
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and anything that could lead to that,
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whether it's, you know, being good looking,
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or being talented, or being smart,
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whatever it is that would lead
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to sort of personal attention,
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vanity started to become
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someone who thinks a little too highly of themselves.
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And so now when we say, oh, someone's being vain,
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we usually mean they're being conceited,
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but the original was,
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man, they're chasing all the wrong things,
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and those two ideas are very connected,
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but we don't always see that connection.
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In the gospel, it becomes clear
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that that's why the church has put these two together.
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You know, to be vain, what is it we chase in life?
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What is it we think's important?
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You know, in the last two weeks,
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I, you know, I love that idea,
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and I've said it a couple times about,
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no one takes a U-Haul to the cemetery.
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And I was actually corrected this week.
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So I said, Father, you can absolutely do that.
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You need to let them know
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you can take a U-Haul to the cemetery.
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You just can't take it any further.
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That's where it stayed.
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You know, that somehow, you know,
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we should be spending our life,
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you know, what is this treasure God talks about?
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And in a very real sense, you are that treasure.
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It is building who we are with one another.
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It is building who we are with one another.
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The three things I always tell you,
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the only three things we take with us beyond the grave,
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our relationship with ourself, our relationship with God,
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our relationship with others.
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And so, you know, is it wrong
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for someone to have amassed riches to themselves?
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It depends on whether it gets in the way
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of building relationships with others.
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If that is the point of their life,
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and everything else takes a backseat,
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that's an issue.
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You know, we live in an era,
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and I do apologize for saying this maybe too often,
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but we do live in an era
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where building relationships
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has been replaced with networking.
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Networking is when I use all of you
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to gain this wealth stuff.
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Relationships is when I use every wealth I have
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to get to the relationships.
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It's just knowing which are the means
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and which are the ends.
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What is our goal in life?
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That relationship with God,
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that relationship with others,
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and relationship with ourself,
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which, you know, when I was young
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and started into studying psychology,
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I always thought, oh, what a bunch of,
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what a bunch of nonsensical claptrap.
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I have to have a better relationship with myself,
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with myself.
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I had a,
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I was suffering from some very interesting,
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but you know, that having a relationship with yourself,
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I was like, what are they talking about?
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You know, we don't want you to divorce yourself
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at the end of the week,
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but it really is about knowing yourself,
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because until you can figure out who you are,
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it is very difficult to build good relationships
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with other people.
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It is very difficult to come before God in prayer
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when you're not really willing to talk
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about the real issues in your life.
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You know, they used to say that, you know,
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God is the eternal healer, you know, the great therapist.
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Well, you know, if you really don't want to work
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on your issues, no one wants a great therapist.
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Some of my family members have accused one another,
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and they've not been totally wrong
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that some of them will go, you know,
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they will shop for a therapist that tells them
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they're doing everything right and the world's wrong.
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You know, you can find that therapist if you shop hard enough.
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You know, if we're not ready to face who we are,
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we'll find a bad therapist.
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You know, if we're ready to face who we are,
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we'll find someone who challenges us,
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even in relationships.
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I always think, really, every healthy relationship
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I've ever seen in a marriage, anything else,
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they challenge one another.
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And you know, some of you are like, more than we wish,
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but it's part of a good relationship,
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is not that we think alike all the time, you know,
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that's called buying a mirror.
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We challenge each other.
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And so we, you know, Jesus is saying,
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I want you to store up treasure.
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I just want you to store up the right treasure.
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I want you to store, you know, the relationships,
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how to be with one another, how to treat one another,
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how to take care of one another.
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Because I always think, what do people think
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heaven's gonna be?
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There's a old sort of, I don't know even what to call it,
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someone's vision of heaven,
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one of the sort of a, not really a joke,
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but the idea that, you know, when they got to heaven,
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you know, they didn't know whether they were in heaven
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or hell, because they were seated at a banquet
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with every wonderful food in the world
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and all the right people.
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And, you know, they had just the right amount of hunger
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and they start to go towards the food
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and they realize they can't bend their arms.
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So there's all that food, but they can't get to it.
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And they're trying to figure out
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whether they're in heaven or hell.
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And, you know, there's several tables
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and several of the tables, it turns out, are in hell
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because they can't figure out what to do.
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And several of the tables, they start feeding one another.
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And they're in heaven.
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You know, I think we want heaven to be a place
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where I'll walk in and no matter how miserable I am,
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they'll make me happy.
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Okay?
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That's not heaven.
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That's not even a good therapist.
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We have to become the people
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who really want to be that for Mother Duff,
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who really want that type of a relationship.
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And we have to use, if you have certain things,
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it's not, oh, get rid of everything you have, but use it.
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And it can be an asset.
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It can be something financial.
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It can be wealth.
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It can be intelligence.
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It can be power.
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It can be talent.
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It can be anything.
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How do we use it?
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You know, when there's been this huge political,
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people even hate the word,
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which I think is interesting
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because they love the religious word,
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but they hate the word privilege.
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Don't tell me I have privilege.
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The same people will tell you, I've been so blessed.
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What's the difference?
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Well, okay, I get it.
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Privilege tends to right now carry
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a lot of ugly baggage with it.
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But the people who really do work with that word will say,
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of course you're privileged.
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Who cares?
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What do you do with it?
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Don't be embarrassed if you're blessed.
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Don't be embarrassed if you're privileged.
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Don't be embarrassed if you have more.
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Don't be embarrassed if you have less.
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What do you do with it?
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That's the only question Jesus is asking.
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You know what I mean?
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Say, you know, this guy is like,
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so what did you do with all of your wealth?
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I put them in a building.
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And then when I overcrowded that building,
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I got another building.
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You know, I mean, I'm in that wonderful moment right now
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where I'm in the brand new factory.
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And I'm wondering, can I really live this life?
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I really love this life.
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I have, and now don't panic, in my house, empty drawers.
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Oh.
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You know what I could put in that drawer?
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Nothing, buy nothing.
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You don't need anything in that drawer.
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But it's such a, empty drawers.
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And you know, when most of us, if we've got empty drawers,
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we got to get out the Amazon cart.
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I got an empty drawer.
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I got room for something, you know.
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If a guest came tomorrow, they could have a drawer.
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We can use what we have to bring people in,
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or, you know, we sort of pack our lives
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so that no one can get close.
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And Jesus is like, it's vain because we're working,
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we're trying to work on ourselves,
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but we're doing it in all the wrong ways.
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You know, vanity tends to be when we see one thing
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over everything else.
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It's not about, I'm vain
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because I think I'm better than everyone.
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When you're vain, it's because there's parts of you
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that you don't think are as good as everyone else,
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so you're going to use the parts you think are better
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if you're just trying to get an even playing field,
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and you don't even realize you're doing it.
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If you felt insecure about nothing,
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you would have no need to feel better about anything.
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The heaven is where we all realize we're good,
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and no one needs to be better than anyone else.
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Being better, and not better than you were yesterday,
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that's a great thing, you know, and it'll happen.
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You can be better every day until you're about 60.
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Passed up, it's just tragic.
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But, you know, being better, improving, that's one thing,
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but trying to be better than other people,
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no, it's great if it's a lacrosse game,
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but meaning you can't as a Christian,
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if I'm trying to be a better Christian than other people,
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I've already lost by that.
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Just be a good Christian, period.
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Just be a good person.
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I have often absolutely hated,
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and it's not theology in our church,
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but it's a tendency, sort of a folkloric tendency
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that's happened over the years,
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and I know my, I would hear my mother say it
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once in a while, and I had an aunt who loved to say it,
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and that was, whenever someone did something good,
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oh, they'll get a crap, they'll get a jewel
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and their crown in heaven for that.
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I thought, heaven's already becoming a competition.
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I have more jewels than you do, I'm better.
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We're already trying to be better than one another.
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You know, rather than be good.
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I know what's good in this situation,
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because if we're only trying to be better,
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then everyone else is setting the bar for us.
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Rather than, I'm what I'm called to be.
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If I can know myself, if I can know the scripture,
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if I can know what God calls me to,
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I can become good, and that is not a vain pursuit.
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I need to be better, and I need you to all see
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how good I am, and I'm better than you.
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That's vanity.
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Because if I'm trying to be a better Christian than you,
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I'm already worse.
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If I'm trying to be good with all of you, and we're good.
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I am.
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I used to always joke that, you know,
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when people in the church,
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if you are feeling like you've disappointed God,
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if you're feeling that you're lost, that is normal.
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And then my, I have yet told you this,
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but a friend of mine started reusing that,
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like he was a comedian.
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He'd say, when you guys make these mistakes,
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that is normal.
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When you make mistakes, that is normal.
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When I make mistakes, that is special.
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You know?
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You know?
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I mean, it's like, no.
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We're called to celebrate.
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You know, people talk about the difference
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that we're celebrating diversity.
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We should love one another's gifts that we don't have.
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But what we really are celebrating
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at a deeper level is the unity.
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Because if you have a gift that's different than I have,
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we can see how they're different and celebrate that.
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But we also celebrate that we both have gifts.
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We also celebrate that we both have something
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to give to the world.
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We also celebrate that we both have bad days and good days.
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We also celebrate the unity and look at the diversity.
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But it's the oneness.
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There was a, eight, nine years ago, hit the internet.
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It was all over the place,
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because the guy kind of got some bad grief,
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but then eventually everyone loved it.
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He gave a graduation talk.
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They were out on the, it was happening
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out on their football field.
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It was a nice day.
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And he gets up and he says,
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I am here to tell you, none of you are special.
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You can see the parrots.
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He said, now, now, let me explain.
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All of you are special.
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But if all of us are special, then none of us are special.
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Someone gave me a wonderful little coaster.
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I usually don't have those sorts of knickknacks
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around the house, but someone gave me
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a little coaster.
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I have a speech impediment, I'm special.
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And it said, you are unique in the universe,
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just like everyone else.
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I was like, brilliant.
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Our uniqueness is something we have in common.
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The two are not, do we celebrate diversity or,
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they are the same thing.
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Because we all have it.
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And so God says, don't chase what makes you different.
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Explore it, dig into it, that's God's gift.
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But also chase what keeps you in common.
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Be as good as God calls you to be.
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You cannot compete when you're climbing the mountain of God.
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The mountain of the Lord cannot be climbed
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over the backs of one another to see who gets there first.
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It is only when we acknowledge and drag everyone up with us
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that we are winning the race.
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And so we ask God today to make us,
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I used to say that, perfect,
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perfect is the enemy of the good.
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You try and be perfect, you'll give up on everything.
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No, better is also the enemy of good.
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Not better than you were yesterday,
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but that desire to be better than others.
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To be better than others is to say,
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I'm removing myself.
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You're really, in theological terms,
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better than all of you is a step towards excommunication.
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To take myself out of the communion with others.
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I want to be one with you, just from above.
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To truly be one with one another.
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The incarnation above all is the movement of God
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in solidarity with humanity.
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He may have come from above to the whole point.
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You know, when you're a baby in the crib
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and Mary is changing your diaper, you're not above.
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That's what God's willing to do.
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God's willing to be one of us.
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Why would we want to be better than one another?
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Father Pat's message centers on the profound s Father Pat's message centers on the profound spiritual truth that our lives do not consist in the abundance of our possessions, but in the richness of our relationships—with God, with others, and with ourselves. Drawing from the Gospel of Luke and the parable of the rich fool, he emphasizes the futility of storing up treasures that do not endure beyond death and warns against the subtle dangers of vanity and greed. True spiritual wealth lies not in accumulation but in communion, not in being better than others, but in being good with others. Father Pat calls us to recognize our blessings not as marks of superiority, but as responsibilities for service, compassion, and unity. Heaven, he suggests, is not a solitary reward for the exceptional but a shared reality built through mutual love, humility, and self-giving.
Father Pat begins by setting the tone with a humorous anecdote about his own vanity—refusing to wear his reading glasses—only to be humbled during Mass. This anecdote introduces his deeper theological reflection on vanity, which he traces back to its original biblical meaning: the futile pursuit of empty goals, especially wealth and status. Vanity, in its root sense, is not about appearances alone, but about chasing after things that ultimately do not matter. This connects directly to the Gospel reading, where Jesus refuses to settle a family dispute over inheritance and instead warns his listeners about the dangers of greed and misplaced priorities. The rich man in the parable builds bigger barns to hoard his surplus, believing that his accumulated goods guarantee a secure and joyful life. Yet God calls him a fool, for his life ends that very night, and his wealth means nothing in the face of eternity.
Father Pat uses this parable to challenge the modern obsession with material success and security. He notes how in our culture, relationships have been replaced by networking—using others as means rather than valuing them as ends. He contrasts this with the Christian understanding of relationships, where all our gifts—whether wealth, talent, intelligence, or influence—are meant to serve others. He cautions against spiritual competition, the idea that we can be better Christians than others, which he views as a form of vanity and self-exclusion from true communion. The real spiritual goal is not to be “better” than others, but to be “good”—to be who God calls us to be in solidarity with others.
He also reflects on the importance of self-awareness and the relationship we have with ourselves. Without knowing ourselves, we cannot be honest in our relationship with God or authentic in our relationships with others. He draws from his studies in psychology to highlight that avoiding our inner issues leads to shallow relationships and even the misuse of religion or spirituality to justify our faults. Real spiritual growth involves facing our insecurities and being open to correction and growth—in relationships, in therapy, and in faith.
Father Pat speaks against both pride and false humility. He critiques the notion of “earning crowns in heaven” as a competitive spiritual mindset, turning holiness into a merit-based system rather than a communal journey. In his view, heaven is not a reward for the best, but the fulfillment of harmony among those who have learned to love. Drawing on an allegory of people at a banquet unable to feed themselves due to stiff arms, he shows how heaven is made real when we learn to feed one another—when we live for others, not just ourselves.
He also tackles modern discomfort with terms like “privilege,” noting that many who reject this term readily admit they are “blessed.” The two are not so different, and what matters is not whether we have more or less, but what we do with what we have. He urges us not to apologize for our blessings, nor to use them to elevate ourselves above others, but to use them to build up the community. This is the heart of the Gospel: stewardship, not superiority.
In closing, Father Pat offers a vision of Christian life as a shared ascent toward God, where no one climbs over others to reach the summit. The mountain of the Lord is not scaled through competition but through communion; we rise together or not at all. He warns against the spiritual isolation that comes from trying to be “better than,” which ultimately removes us from the unity of the body of Christ. Instead, we are called to be as good as God calls us to be—not in comparison to others, but in harmony with them. The Incarnation itself is God’s radical solidarity with humanity, and our salvation lies not in rising above others, but in walking alongside them....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1165.27001953125, "text": "The Lord be with you a reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew Jesus said to his disciples if your brother sins against you go and tell him his fault between you and him alone If he listens to you, you have won over your brother If he does not listen take one or two others along with you So that every fact may be established on the testimony of two or three witnesses If he refuses to listen to them Tell the church if he refuses to listen even to the church then treat him as you would a Gentile or a tax collector Amen, I say to you, whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven Again, I say to you if two of you agree on earth about anything for which they are to pray It shall be granted to them by my heavenly Father For where two or three are gathered together in my name there am I in the midst of them the gospel of the Lord While it is not the main point of the liturgy today I Always feel that I need to at least touch on on the end of that gospel because it's one of those Moments in scripture that I think has misled people who you know, we Matthew's version is very different from Luke's, but basically If two of you agree on anything on earth For which you are to pray it will be granted I've done some research on this. It doesn't work. I Constantly have prayer partners come together and if two of us agree that we should win the Powerball We don't seem to do any better You know the the idea that if you pray in the name of Jesus and you pray with your community and you're all of one Heart God is on the hook to do whatever you say Not only does it not work. It would be a disaster if it did Because it would basically say that you and I are in charge of the universe We control God through our prayers all we have to do is, you know, it becomes very much the world of Harry Potter if we can get the right group together and say the right words and say it in the name of Jesus if the way if the spell goes right and That can't be prayer prayer is never about bending God's will to ours and Even though that seems obvious in our heart of hearts. I have just unraveled Better than 95% of our prayers You know, we pray for the people in Florida, but what do we mean by that? Well, hopefully what we mean is we pray to God about these situations until our heart is changed enough to help If you're not praying to change your own heart in any situation You're probably going to be disappointed with the results of the prayer Even when you've got a friend who is sick and we want to pray for them What we're really hoping that prayer will do will help us to respond to them better to be the the best image of Christ for that person we can We would love for the miracle to happen. But you know, what what do we do with the numerous times? You know that you you prayed for Mary and she got better and you prayed for Jane and she didn't I Mean, I suppose people could go back and say, okay. I I must have done the prayer differently And you're back to Harry Potter. I Didn't get the spell right this time, you know, or God listens to prayers once in a while So we get this little thing at the end that reminds us That prayer is about helping us to bring our lives into line with God And that's where it picks up to the other three readings today the first part of the gospel and the other two readings and that is we get this image of one of the aspects of our christianity of our faith Is am I you know, am I my brother's keeper? Am I my sister's keeper? What is our responsibility towards one another and we get three very different images the first one is From the hebrew scriptures. It is the oldest of the three and it's the one that the other two Turn over in a very real way because this one says You know your job is to tell everyone else in the world what they're doing wrong And if you don't And they end up going to hell. It's your fault because you didn't tell them what they were doing wrong I can't tell you how many christians love this image This is the theology of every busy body since the beginning of time So Not only is it my job to tell you what you're doing wrong, but it's my job to make the judgment and decide ahead of time I will decide what's right and what's wrong whenever I always cringe when someone says let me i'm going to tell you the truth now The truth that we have to tell is never the truth that comes up at that moment Because the real truth you basically have in life is the truth of who you are That's a truth. We like to cover up Very rarely will someone say let me tell you the truth. I am simply an irritable person No, let me tell you the truth about what irritates me about you or what you do that's wrong or you know The real truth we have is our own faults and our own mistakes. And so even though this first reading says You know, you must dissuade everyone else from what they're doing wrong Paul to the romans this this letter to the romans Um, it says the exact opposite it says, you know, that's that's the law that we've had for centuries at that point and it says You know what if you love one another you fulfilled the law Quit trying to pick everything else apart And where the one says you owe it to one another to tell them what they're doing wrong This one says all you owe to everyone is is to love them now once in a while in your life you're going to see someone going down a bad road and Out of love out of real concern for them You will pull them aside and say this is you know, people who have dealt with friends who have addictions You know where you have to say am I willing to take that issue on? And if it's easy Maybe you're just sticking your nose in When there's a real relationship at risk and it's hard, but you force yourself to talk to them. Anyway Now we're talking about this love of another person And I think what has happened is christianity has reversed that we've done it on such a wide scale that The number of christians who will say well, you know I can't talk to my brother-in-law about their drinking problem because you know, I just don't want to get into it It's not my place. It's not my place It's not my place, but but I do want to work on getting the law changed against those people in missouri for christ You know, oh let's march against those people. Let's get those people Let's change everyone else in the world at a distance But i'm not going to you know, actually risk the relationships in my life Our christianity actually asks us first to start with those closest to us You know, it asks us very first to start with the people we are closest with where there's a real relationship at risk Getting mad at the way people live in some other part of the world. That's christianity from the cheap seat You know, um if if my idea of correction is to sign a petition against someone i've never met rather than Deal with issues that are actually going on with the people in my life And that's where the gospel brings us and it puts it in the context of forgiveness A lot of this, you know, this should be on the You know printed somewhere on the wall of every workplace in america and that is It's really radical theology and it's something that psychology has been very uh adamant about for about the last 40 years Which you know, once again puts us only a couple thousand years behind scripture and that is This is this is radical. But if you're having a problem with someone talk to them This is death to the gossip You know to the gossip. This is the worst thing that jesus could have ever told them If you're struggling with someone talk to that person Before you talk to anyone else And I can't tell you the the different methods we have to avoid that I I know that you know, i've always been in catholic schools my whole priesthood I've been from one school parish to another school parish and you know one of the dynamics and it's not all parents But one of the dynamics you'll notice is if a parent doesn't like the way something's going They won't come and talk to you until they've got a posse of 12 Which means they've basically talked to at least 48 people to get their posse of 12 before they talk to the person that they're upset with You know, uh, or or often they just pretend all of that's happened and they'll show up and they'll say You know, we just want you to know people are unhappy with this Which people? Because you know whenever someone says i'm just here to represent the anonymous crowd I uh My principal she won't do this, but I keep saying, you know You got to try it just once because she so badly when someone says, you know, we we've heard That people are unhappy about this. She always wants to say so. How is that barista at starbucks? Because Clearly we're talking about something everywhere, but where it happens And I think today there is no I I really can say I don't think it's ever been worse in history and that is because of the advent of our social media You know, I I cannot believe when I go out on facebook How much I i've never met anyone in person as nasty as people are online You know Face to face we tend not to say something that vicious to anyone and certainly not to the person we're complaining about But we go online and sometimes we spend hours being indoctrinated by the meanest spirit in our culture Being indoctrinated by oh, did you see what they said about so-and-so today? That was a good one What is that doing to us? You know, what who are we becoming as a people when what we what we fill ourselves with most? Is who's upset over what? and you know Some people say the exact same thing as someone else on facebook, but they go after what's positive in other words You know, it's not that they hate You know, it's not that they hate the color of the building It's that they wish it didn't matter so much or they'll you know, they'll talk about a positive aspect and I thought you know, what if? What if our christianity what if there was now, of course, it would be a dangerous thing because everyone would want to control it but what if You actually had a gospel filter I thought if if something that said every time someone says something that's nasty about a person it got filtered My facebook feed would be dead within a week You know, and i'm not sure that everything i've said on facebook wouldn't get me blocked We say little things and we snipe at different people And I think you know right now you can go left or right I think it's sort of funny that everyone talks about You know this rise of of hatred in america And some people really hate dynamics other people can't stop That from becoming hating other people and so You know, I i've read a whole bunch of things on both sides this week and there is one That when when the daca thing came up, there are people who absolutely you can see by their response If they don't hate there's an absolute lack of concern for immigrants Absolute lack of concern even to the point of hatred even to the point of mean-spirited comments And instead of simply defending that then the other side Hates everyone who's not supporting daca Hates those people and the minute you hate those people you've fallen into their path And they've won anyway, you know If if I can't get you to hate the people I hate at least if I can get you to hate me I've created another hater You know and what if we had that filter on our life that said, you know, there might be a point there But they're they're just sniping out and hating someone because it's easy what would happen if We started taking all that energy and putting it into solutions because I I you know, I I hate I hate to undo your greatest hopes in the world, but um Retweeting anything has not solved an issue in america Reposting on facebook has not solved an issue You know and what it tends to do is stir us up, but it stirs us to inaction You know what last time facebook really got me stirred up the best it did was I think I checked on facebook earlier that day You know, I checked back in more often That's not being stirred up the gospel stirs us up to go out and work to change something Right. I have a friend who who's all who loves to tell me that you know She's so upset about so much going on And it's the one person when I say but what are you doing about it every day? I I write three letters make three phone calls or knock on three doors of congressmen senators, whoever I can find I'm, just going to make sure my voice is heard You know, but I thought oh that is a commitment You know, and you know, what? Well, I I reposted three things That's nice I mean anyone knows that you know, you only read about You know you read at when you finally check in on facebook you read whatever was posted in the last hour and move on You can't even catch up to where you were before so it's it's this sort of We we kind of pick and choose things that stir us but don't stir us to action the gospel stirs us to action I always like to think of the gospel as a language Not as a philosophy not even as a religion. It is a language And anyone who studied languages know there's a difference between learning a language and becoming fluent in it Someone asked me this week. They said so what what's your greatest challenge with italian? And I said, well, I don't speak it anymore I don't I don't use it every day the way I did for seven years. I just I don't use it And that means I can still read it. I can still understand it, but I don't think in italian anymore you know, there are some who say I don't think in english, but um I don't think in italian I the words aren't there as quickly, you know in english you think something and it flies out your mouth sometimes before you are ready for it, too Because you use it all the time We need to become fluent in gospel And that doesn't mean that you can say oh that was matthew chapter 5 verse 2. No not fluent in the text Fluent in that gut level reaction that works to help people in need we've all been so amazed as we've watched in houston people who just They're not trying to Put out their life with christ to the world. They just see a need and they react You know and that's our start and I take nothing away from it. That's a great thing when communities come together I've noticed it was not the same response when we had the horrible mudslide in india, which killed so many more Because those are other people and they're out of mind and out of sight and we don't worry about it as much They're they're not us Okay, so We're helpful and we're good. We're not there yet So when we reach out because someone right in front of us is hurting that is a good thing that is learning the language If we ever get to the point where we're just as devastated of what happened in india as we are What happens in our own country then the gospel is starting to become our first language Then we speak it and we think it and we dream in it You know, then it's really our language, but it's so hard for us. We've we've spoken other languages for so long And languages i've got a friend and I always think you know It's so hard for us to get our head out of the way we think And I had this friend tara Lives in chicago now i've known her since high school and tara was blind from birth And she loves to tell her story. She calls it question 15 She was doing this little job interview thing and they had this personality profile And they knew she'd been blind from birth and they were ready they thought You know they had the little questionnaire all done in braille and she was going to tape her answers Into a recorder and she goes they'd gone to all that trouble to do that And then she gets to question 15. What is your favorite color? They still weren't thinking outside their own language, but what you gotta love about tara is her answer was bacon She said I can smell it from a mile away Okay But you know you get that point where you start to realize They were thinking they knew enough that that she she read braille They knew it, but they just they they weren't getting to a point where they spoke it as a first language It's a different she had a different place of coming from And so I think the gospel asks us to do that The gospel asks us to reach out not just to something we see right in front of us But for that to become our language So that we we look through a social feed or a twitter feed and we go. Oh, you know that that that's not our language Oh that kind of hatred not our language That kind of you know hatred. I I I think you know as long as I see The right and the left the democrats republicans call it Whatever you want as long as they're at each other's throat. This will never be a christian country We call it a christian country until someone disagrees with us and then Both sides get pretty rabid pretty quick And some and there could be great reasons, but they stop fighting the evil and start fighting one another You know, that's just not a christian country. We have to learn to do is fight the evil without falling into the hatred And when we do that We no longer understand the gospel. We speak it as a language. 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This is the worst thing that jesus could have ever told them", "tokens": [51624, 509, 458, 281, 264, 31788, 13, 639, 307, 264, 5855, 551, 300, 361, 26739, 727, 362, 1562, 1907, 552, 51808], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.20123106241226196, "compression_ratio": 1.659919023513794, "no_speech_prob": 0.002323107561096549}, {"id": 112, "seek": 51412, "start": 515.0800170898438, "end": 518.4400024414062, "text": " If you're struggling with someone talk to that person", "tokens": [50412, 759, 291, 434, 9314, 365, 1580, 751, 281, 300, 954, 50580], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.1830977499485016, "compression_ratio": 1.800711750984192, "no_speech_prob": 0.0015487245982512832}, {"id": 113, "seek": 51412, "start": 519.47998046875, "end": 521.47998046875, "text": " Before you talk to anyone else", "tokens": [50632, 4546, 291, 751, 281, 2878, 1646, 50732], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.1830977499485016, "compression_ratio": 1.800711750984192, "no_speech_prob": 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I have a friend who who's all who loves to tell me that you know", "tokens": [50904, 1779, 13, 286, 362, 257, 1277, 567, 567, 311, 439, 567, 6752, 281, 980, 385, 300, 291, 458, 51120], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 186, "seek": 81676, "start": 832.6799926757812, "end": 834.6799926757812, "text": " She's so upset about so much going on", "tokens": [51160, 1240, 311, 370, 8340, 466, 370, 709, 516, 322, 51260], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 187, "seek": 81676, "start": 835.3200073242188, "end": 838.760009765625, "text": " And it's the one person when I say but what are you doing about it every day?", "tokens": [51292, 400, 309, 311, 264, 472, 954, 562, 286, 584, 457, 437, 366, 291, 884, 466, 309, 633, 786, 30, 51464], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 188, "seek": 81676, "start": 839.1599731445312, "end": 845.47998046875, "text": " I I write three letters make three phone calls or knock on three doors of congressmen senators, whoever I can find", "tokens": [51484, 286, 286, 2464, 1045, 7825, 652, 1045, 2593, 5498, 420, 6728, 322, 1045, 8077, 295, 17546, 2558, 32221, 11, 11387, 286, 393, 915, 51800], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 189, "seek": 84676, "start": 846.8400268554688, "end": 848.8400268554688, "text": " I'm, just going to make sure my voice is heard", "tokens": [50368, 286, 478, 11, 445, 516, 281, 652, 988, 452, 3177, 307, 2198, 50468], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 190, "seek": 84676, "start": 849.6400146484375, "end": 852.0599975585938, "text": " You know, but I thought oh that is a commitment", "tokens": [50508, 509, 458, 11, 457, 286, 1194, 1954, 300, 307, 257, 8371, 50629], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 191, "seek": 84676, "start": 853.0, "end": 856.280029296875, "text": " You know, and you know, what? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you a reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew
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Jesus said to his disciples if your brother sins against you go and tell him his fault between you and him alone
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If he listens to you, you have won over your brother
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If he does not listen take one or two others along with you
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So that every fact may be established on the testimony of two or three witnesses
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If he refuses to listen to them
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Tell the church if he refuses to listen even to the church then treat him as you would a Gentile or a tax collector
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Amen, I say to you, whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven
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Again, I say to you if two of you agree on earth about anything for which they are to pray
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It shall be granted to them by my heavenly Father
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For where two or three are gathered together in my name there am I in the midst of them
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the gospel of the Lord
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While it is not the main point of the liturgy today I
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Always feel that I need to at least touch on on the end of that gospel because it's one of those
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Moments in scripture that I think has misled people who you know, we Matthew's version is very different from Luke's, but basically
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If two of you agree on anything on earth
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For which you are to pray it will be granted
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I've done some research on this. It doesn't work. I
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Constantly have prayer partners come together and if two of us agree that we should win the Powerball
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We don't seem to do any better
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You know the the idea that if you pray in the name of Jesus and you pray with your community and you're all of one
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Heart God is on the hook to do whatever you say
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Not only does it not work. It would be a disaster if it did
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Because it would basically say that you and I are in charge of the universe
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We control God through our prayers all we have to do is, you know, it becomes very much the world of Harry Potter
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if we can get the right group together and say the right words and say it in the name of Jesus if the way if the
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spell goes right and
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That can't be prayer
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prayer is never about bending God's will to ours and
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Even though that seems obvious in our heart of hearts. I have just unraveled
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Better than 95% of our prayers
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You know, we pray for the people in Florida, but what do we mean by that?
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Well, hopefully what we mean is we pray to God about these situations until our heart is changed enough to help
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If you're not praying to change your own heart in any situation
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You're probably going to be disappointed with the results of the prayer
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Even when you've got a friend who is sick and we want to pray for them
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What we're really hoping that prayer will do will help us to respond to them better to be the the best image of Christ
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for that person we can
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We would love for the miracle to happen. But you know, what what do we do with the numerous times?
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You know that you you prayed for Mary and she got better and you prayed for Jane and she didn't
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I
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Mean, I suppose people could go back and say, okay. I I must have done the prayer differently
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And you're back to Harry Potter. I
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Didn't get the spell right this time, you know, or God listens to prayers once in a while
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So we get this
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little thing at the end that reminds us
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That prayer is about helping us to bring our lives into line with God
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And that's where it picks up to the other three readings today
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the first part of the gospel and the other two readings and that is we get this image of
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one of the aspects of our christianity of our faith
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Is am I you know, am I my brother's keeper? Am I my sister's keeper?
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What is our responsibility towards one another and we get three very different images
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the first one is
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From the hebrew scriptures. It is the oldest of the three and it's the one that the other two
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Turn over in a very real way because this one says
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You know your job is to tell everyone else in the world what they're doing wrong
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And if you don't
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And they end up going to hell. It's your fault because you didn't tell them what they were doing wrong
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I can't tell you how many christians love this image
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This is the theology of every busy body since the beginning of time
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So
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Not only is it my job to tell you what you're doing wrong, but it's my job to make the judgment and decide ahead of time
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I will decide what's right and what's wrong whenever I always cringe when someone says let me i'm going to tell you the truth now
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The truth that we have to tell is never the truth that comes up at that moment
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Because the real truth you basically have in life is the truth of who you are
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That's a truth. We like to cover up
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Very rarely will someone say let me tell you the truth. I am simply an irritable person
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No, let me tell you the truth about what irritates me about you or what you do that's wrong or you know
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The real truth we have is our own faults and our own mistakes. And so even though this first reading says
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You know, you must dissuade everyone else from what they're doing wrong
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Paul to the romans this this letter to the romans
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Um, it says the exact opposite it says, you know, that's that's the law that we've had for centuries at that point and it says
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You know what if you love one another you fulfilled the law
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Quit trying to pick everything else apart
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And where the one says you owe it to one another to tell them what they're doing wrong
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This one says all you owe to everyone is is to love them
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now once in a while in your life
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you're going to see someone going down a bad road and
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Out of love out of real concern for them
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You will pull them aside and say this is you know, people who have dealt with friends who have addictions
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You know where you have to say am I willing to take that issue on?
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And if it's easy
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Maybe you're just sticking your nose in
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When there's a real relationship at risk and it's hard, but you force yourself to talk to them. Anyway
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Now we're talking about
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this love of another person
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And I think what has happened is christianity has reversed that
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we've done it on such a wide scale that
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The number of christians who will say well, you know
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I can't talk to my brother-in-law about their drinking problem because you know, I just don't want to get into it
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It's not my place. It's not my place
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It's not my place, but but I do want to work on getting the law changed against those people in missouri for christ
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You know, oh let's march against those people. Let's get those people
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Let's change everyone else in the world at a distance
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But i'm not going to you know, actually risk the relationships in my life
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Our christianity actually asks us first to start with those closest to us
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You know, it asks us very first to start with the people we are closest with where there's a real relationship
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at risk
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Getting mad at the way people live in some other part of the world. That's christianity from the cheap seat
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You know, um if if my idea of correction is to sign a petition against someone i've never met
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rather than
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Deal with issues that are actually going on with the people in my life
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And that's where the gospel brings us and it puts it in the context of forgiveness
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A lot of this, you know, this should be on the
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You know printed somewhere on the wall of every workplace
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in america and that is
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It's really radical theology and it's something that psychology has been very uh adamant about for about the last 40 years
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Which you know, once again puts us only a couple thousand years behind scripture
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and that is
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This is this is radical. But if you're having a problem with someone talk to them
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This is death to the gossip
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You know to the gossip. This is the worst thing that jesus could have ever told them
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If you're struggling with someone talk to that person
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Before you talk to anyone else
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And I can't tell you the the different methods we have to avoid that
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I I know that you know, i've always been in catholic schools my whole priesthood
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I've been from one school parish to another school parish and you know one of the dynamics and it's not all parents
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But one of the dynamics you'll notice is if a parent doesn't like the way something's going
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They won't come and talk to you until they've got a posse of 12
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Which means they've basically talked to at least 48 people to get their posse of 12 before they talk to the person that they're upset with
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You know, uh, or or often they just pretend all of that's happened and they'll show up and they'll say
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You know, we just want you to know people are unhappy with this
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Which people?
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Because you know whenever someone says i'm just here to represent the anonymous crowd
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I uh
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My principal she won't do this, but I keep saying, you know
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You got to try it just once because she so badly when someone says, you know, we we've heard
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That people are unhappy about this. She always wants to say so. How is that barista at starbucks?
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Because
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Clearly we're talking about something everywhere, but where it happens
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And I think today there is no
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I I really can say I don't think it's ever been worse in history and that is because of the advent of our social media
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You know, I I cannot believe when I go out on facebook
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How much I i've never met anyone in person as nasty as people are online
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You know
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Face to face we tend not to say something that vicious to anyone and certainly not to the person we're complaining about
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But we go online and sometimes we spend hours
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being
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indoctrinated by the meanest spirit in our culture
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Being indoctrinated by oh, did you see what they said about so-and-so today?
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That was a good one
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What is that doing to us?
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You know, what who are we becoming as a people when what we what we fill ourselves with most?
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Is who's upset over what?
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and
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you know
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Some people say the exact same thing as someone else on facebook, but they go after what's positive in other words
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You know, it's not that they hate
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You know, it's not that they hate the color of the building
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It's that they wish it didn't matter so much or they'll you know, they'll talk about a positive aspect and I thought you know, what if?
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What if our christianity what if there was now, of course, it would be a dangerous thing because everyone would want to control it
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but what if
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You actually had a gospel filter
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I thought if if something that said every time someone says something that's nasty about a person it got filtered
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My facebook feed would be dead within a week
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You know, and i'm not sure that everything i've said on facebook wouldn't get me blocked
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We say little things and we snipe at different people
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And I think you know right now you can go left or right I think it's sort of funny that everyone talks about
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You know this rise of of hatred in america
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And some people really hate dynamics other people can't stop
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That from becoming hating other people
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and so
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You know, I i've read a whole bunch of things on both sides this week and there is one
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That when when the daca thing came up, there are people who absolutely you can see by their response
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If they don't hate there's an absolute lack of concern for immigrants
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Absolute lack of concern even to the point of hatred even to the point of mean-spirited comments
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And instead of simply defending that then the other side
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Hates everyone who's not supporting daca
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Hates those people and the minute you hate those people you've fallen into their path
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And they've won anyway, you know
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If if I can't get you to hate the people I hate at least if I can get you to hate me
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I've created another hater
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You know and what if we had that filter on our life that said, you know, there might be a point there
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But they're they're just sniping out and hating someone because it's easy
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what would happen if
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We started taking all that energy and putting it into solutions
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because
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I I you know, I I hate I hate to undo your greatest hopes in the world, but um
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Retweeting anything has not solved an issue in america
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Reposting on facebook has not solved an issue
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You know and what it tends to do is stir us up, but it stirs us
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to inaction
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You know what last time facebook really got me stirred up the best it did was I think I checked on facebook earlier that day
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You know, I checked back in more often
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That's not being stirred up the gospel stirs us up to go out and work to change something
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Right. I have a friend who who's all who loves to tell me that you know
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She's so upset about so much going on
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And it's the one person when I say but what are you doing about it every day?
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I I write three letters make three phone calls or knock on three doors of congressmen senators, whoever I can find
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I'm, just going to make sure my voice is heard
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You know, but I thought oh that is a commitment
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You know, and you know, what? Well, I I reposted three things
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That's nice
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I mean anyone knows that you know, you only read about
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You know you read at when you finally check in on facebook you read whatever was posted in the last hour and move on
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You can't even catch up to where you were before
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so it's it's this sort of
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We we kind of pick and choose things that stir us but don't stir us to action the gospel stirs us to action
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I always like to think of the gospel as a language
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Not as a philosophy not even as a religion. It is a language
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And anyone who studied languages know there's a difference between learning a language and becoming fluent in it
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Someone asked me this week. They said so what what's your greatest challenge with italian? And I said, well, I don't speak it anymore
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I don't I don't use it every day the way I did for seven years. I just I don't use it
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And that means I can still read it. I can still understand it, but I don't think in italian anymore
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you know, there are some who say I don't think in english, but um
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I don't think in italian
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I the words aren't there as quickly, you know in english you think something and it flies out your mouth sometimes before you are ready
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for it, too
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Because you use it all the time
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We need to become fluent in gospel
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And that doesn't mean that you can say oh that was matthew chapter 5 verse 2. No not fluent in the text
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Fluent in that gut level reaction that works to help people in need
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we've all been so amazed as we've watched in houston people who just
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They're not trying to
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Put out their life with christ to the world. They just see a need and they react
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You know and that's our start and I take nothing away from it. That's a great thing when communities come together
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I've noticed it was not the same response when we had the horrible mudslide in india, which killed so many more
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Because those are other people and they're out of mind and out of sight and we don't worry about it as much
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They're they're not us
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Okay, so
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We're helpful and we're good. We're not there yet
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So when we reach out because someone right in front of us is hurting that is a good thing that is learning the language
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If we ever get to the point where we're just as devastated of what happened in india as we are
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What happens in our own country then the gospel is starting to become our first language
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Then we speak it and we think it and we dream in it
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You know, then it's really our language, but it's so hard for us. We've we've spoken other languages for so long
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And languages i've got a friend and I always think you know
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It's so hard for us to get our head out of the way we think
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And I had this friend tara
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Lives in chicago now i've known her since high school and tara was blind from birth
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And she loves to tell her story. She calls it question 15
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She was doing this little job interview thing and they had this personality profile
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And they knew she'd been blind from birth and they were ready
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they thought
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You know they had the little questionnaire all done in braille and she was going to tape her answers
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Into a recorder and she goes they'd gone to all that trouble to do that
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And then she gets to question 15. What is your favorite color?
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They still weren't thinking outside their own language, but what you gotta love about tara is her answer was bacon
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She said I can smell it from a mile away
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Okay
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But you know you get that point where you start to realize
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They were thinking they knew enough that that she she read braille
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They knew it, but they just they they weren't getting to a point where they spoke it as a first language
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It's a different she had a different place of coming from
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And so I think the gospel asks us to do that
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The gospel asks us to reach out not just to something we see right in front of us
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But for that to become our language
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So that we we look through a social feed or a twitter feed and we go. Oh, you know that that that's not our language
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Oh that kind of hatred not our language
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That kind of you know hatred. I I I think you know as long as I see
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The right and the left the democrats republicans call it
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Whatever you want as long as they're at each other's throat. This will never be a christian country
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We call it a christian country until someone disagrees with us and then
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Both sides get pretty rabid pretty quick
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And some and there could be great reasons, but they stop fighting the evil and start fighting one another
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You know, that's just not a christian country. We have to learn to do is fight the evil without falling into the hatred
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And when we do that
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We no longer understand the gospel. We speak it as a language. We speak it with fluency
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We think in it we dream in it
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We become the people that can truly be architects of a christian nation and a kingdom of god
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Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that true Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that true Christianity is not about controlling others or using prayer as a tool to bend God’s will to our own, but about allowing prayer and the Gospel to transform our own hearts and actions. He challenges the misuse of scripture to justify judgmentalism or passive religiosity, and instead calls for a deeper, more relational, and personal accountability in living out the Gospel. Prayer is not a magical formula for results, but a means of opening ourselves to God’s vision and love. Our responsibility as Christians is to love others authentically, beginning with those closest to us, and to engage in real, courageous, and loving relationships rather than distant ideological battles. Christianity, according to Father Pat, is not a passive identification but an active, lived language—a way of seeing, thinking, and responding to the world that reflects Christ’s presence and compassion.
Father Pat begins by unpacking a commonly misunderstood passage in the Gospel of Matthew: “if two of you agree on earth about anything for which they are to pray, it shall be granted to them.” He humorously but pointedly debunks the notion that prayer is a transactional mechanism—God is not a genie, nor is prayer a spell we cast with the right incantation and group of people. He warns against treating prayer like a magical system, akin to Harry Potter, where outcomes are determined by saying the right words with the right people. This misunderstanding, he says, undermines the true purpose of prayer, which is not to change God, but to change ourselves.
He explains that prayer is meant to shape our hearts, not manipulate divine outcomes. When we pray for someone suffering, our hope should not rest solely on a miraculous recovery but on our becoming more compassionate and Christ-like in our response to them. If prayer doesn’t lead us to action or transformation, it will inevitably lead to disappointment. Father Pat points out that most of our prayers, at their core, are attempts to align God with our desires, rather than to align ourselves with God's will—and this is where we often go astray.
From here, Father Pat transitions to the broader theme of Christian responsibility toward one another. He contrasts three scriptural models: the Old Testament prophet who must correct others or be held accountable for their sins; Paul’s message in Romans that love fulfills the law; and Jesus’ teaching in Matthew on privately confronting a brother who has sinned. The first model, he notes, is often used by self-righteous Christians as a license to judge and correct others. It appeals to the busybody in all of us who believes we must tell others what they’re doing wrong. But Paul’s message subverts this by declaring that love, not judgment, is what we owe one another.
The real Christian challenge, Father Pat asserts, lies not in correcting strangers or legislating morality from afar, but in loving the people in our immediate lives enough to have hard conversations when necessary. He critiques a tendency in modern Christianity to avoid confrontation with those close to us—friends, family, coworkers—while investing disproportionate energy in condemning people we don’t know. This is “Christianity from the cheap seats,” he says. True discipleship requires us to risk our relationships for the sake of love, not to preserve our comfort or avoid conflict.
Jesus’ instruction to confront someone personally before involving others is, according to Father Pat, a death sentence for gossip. It demands integrity and courage. Yet in our culture, especially with the rise of social media, we’ve become accustomed to airing grievances publicly or anonymously rather than addressing them directly. He laments how social media fosters a culture of outrage and mean-spiritedness, where people say things online they would never say in person. This has led to a society saturated in negativity, where we are constantly being “indoctrinated by the meanest spirit in our culture.”
Father Pat doesn’t spare either side of the political aisle. He observes that both conservatives and liberals are quick to decry hatred while falling into it themselves. When we respond to hate with hate, even in the name of justice, we perpetuate the very cycle we oppose. He challenges his listeners to recognize that reposting or retweeting opinions, no matter how passionate, does little to effect real change. Instead, he lifts up the example of someone who commits to daily action—writing letters, making phone calls, knocking on doors. This, he says, is what Gospel-inspired action looks like.
He then presents a powerful metaphor: the Gospel as a language. Like any language, it must be practiced, lived, and spoken fluently—not just understood intellectually. Citing his own experience with Italian, he notes that fluency fades when you stop using it. Similarly, if we stop living the Gospel actively, it becomes a foreign tongue. Fluency in the Gospel means that our gut reactions to injustice, suffering, and need are shaped by Christ’s love. It means we don’t just know the Gospel—we think in it, dream in it, and respond from it instinctively.
Father Pat illustrates this fluency in the immediate, generous responses of people helping others during disasters like the flooding in Houston. While he praises such action, he also challenges the limitations of our empathy—why are we less moved by tragedies in places like India? True Gospel fluency, he insists, leads us to care as deeply for the suffering of strangers across the globe as we do for our neighbors. When we reach that point, the Gospel has become our native tongue.
In conclusion, Father Pat calls us to abandon shallow, performative Christianity and embrace a deep, lived discipleship that begins with loving those closest to us and extends to the entire world. He urges us to stop using religion to judge, to stop using prayer to control, and to stop using social media as a substitute for commitment. Instead, we must embody a faith that speaks the Gospel fluently in every action, every conversation, and every choice. Only then can we hope to build not just a Christian identity, but a true Christian community—and perhaps even a Christian nation....
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Greatness Comes Through Service
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1174.9599609375, "text": "A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. James and John, the sons of Zebedee, came to Jesus and said to him, \"'Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask of you.'\" He replied, \"'What do you wish me to do for you?' They answered him, \"'Grant that in your glory we may sit one at your right and the other at your left.'\" Jesus said to them, \"'You do not know what you are asking. Can you drink the cup that I drink or be baptized with the baptism with which I am baptized?' They said to him, \"'We can.' Jesus said to them, \"'The cup that I drink you will drink, and with the baptism with which I am baptized, you will be baptized. But to sit at my right or at my left is not mine to give, but is for those for whom it has been prepared.'\" When the 10 heard this, they became indignant at James and John. Jesus summoned them and said to them, \"'You know that those who are recognized as rulers over the Gentiles lord it over them, and make their great ones make their authority over them felt, but it shall not be so among you. Rather, whoever wishes to be great among you will be your servant. Whoever wishes to be first among you will be the slave of all. For the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve and to give his life as a ransom for many.'\" The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Probably not so much Jesus as the translators. I have never seen writing so concerned with not ending a sentence in a preposition. And the batches with which I am baptized, you will be baptized, but for the, well, you will be baptized, but with which you will. Okay, we didn't just end it and irritate them all. Irritate them all and end it with a preposition. This Gospel is kind of a capstone of three little episodes that happen and the writer sets them off with this parallel. Each one includes and is kind of in the presence of one of three professions that Jesus gives. He foretells that he will have to be avenged first one and put to death at the hands of men. And on the third day, he will rise. He says that three times in Mark's Gospel. Once the first gets connected to the transfiguration. And during the transfiguration, the inner core of Jesus' disciples, which throughout the Gospel tends to be either the 12 or Peter, James, and John, it's those three. And they all go for the transfiguration and they have this inner truth about Jesus revealed to them in this huge sort of great revelation, theophany, grand Disney effect sort of moment where they see him with Moses in light. Then the second time is when Peter starts to distinguish himself a little as the leader of the group. Jesus asks them all, who do you say that I am? And they all kind of give him on. Peter is the one who says, you are the son of God, the living one among us. So Peter is starting to show himself as the leader. And then Jesus follows that with, I do have to go to Jerusalem. And he gives the little prophetic notion again. Then the third time is with this, where first we've had the three of them with Jesus on the hillside. Peter's starting to move into leadership. And the third time where James and John go to Jesus and say, can we get rid of Peter so it's the true of us? And welcome to the entrance of politics to the entrance of politics into the faith. And it's not that they're bad, horrible people. It's just, you can almost see it coming. I mean, Jesus ends this with this whole thing about it not being about power. Or as I've mentioned many times, a friend of mine always says, what's the difference between that Christian church and that Christian church and this group? Who gets to tell who what to do? And that's why the church has splintered over the years is arguments over who gets to tell who what to do. The great question, it is publicism, publicism, publicism. Now we try and say it more nicely, it's who gets to speak for God. I'm not saying I should get to tell people who to do what to do. I'm saying God should get to tell us what to do. And I should get to tell you what God tells us what to do. Who gets to tell who what to do? And it starts with that thesis because he says, and this is what I love. It's not just telling people. If we think we can tell people what to do, we will eventually feel we can tell God what to do. We call it prayer. Hell band Susan, go do this, go do that, go do this. And I pray all of this in Jesus' name so now it's gonna happen. We don't miss, we go to God with a list of wishes rather than opening ourselves to the wishes of God. This starts with James and John, the most remarkably arrogant line in all of scripture. Teacher, now we've already heard Peter profess in front of them. Teacher, glory, God among us, Emmanuel, we want you to do whatever we ask of you. Do you now? I just wish that were the next line of scripture. Do you, whatever you want. Yes, that's all we want. All we want is to be in charge of everyone by first being in charge of Jesus. It's just like a horrific moment that we gloss over every time we read it because it's informal language if we don't see it. And Jesus says, you have no idea what you're asking. And we think he means, oh, it would be two parts for you. You could never know. He's like, do you get what you're asking? I would like you to do whatever we ask of you. And all we want you to give us is the power to make everyone else do whatever we ask of them. You don't want much, do you? And so it starts out with this really ego-driven place. And the last line, he says, you want to follow me. But this, we've still not come to terms with. But Jesus didn't come to be served but to give his life for others. Jesus came to serve, not to be served. There's kind of a difficult moment there for us because most of us believe that our job is to serve Jesus. Jesus didn't ask us that. He asks us to go out and serve one another in the name of Jesus, to go out and serve others. And we're like, but it's so much easier to serve Jesus. He doesn't need it. I talked to him in my head once, wow, he's fine. You really think about it and it's like, oh, wait, no, the only way to serve Jesus is to serve other people. That's the mission he gave us. And how often we spend time diminishing and battling and hurrying, those people are awful in the name of Jesus. The last couple of weeks, we've talked some political things and I find out that we were supposed to do that this week, but we've done this. I think it's more important now, this week, to ask what's going to happen later in November or December or just on the off chance, I think, just on the off chance, that all of human history has not been leading to November 5th, as you would think if you read online. Who are we gonna be after? No matter what side of the aisle people fall on, it's pretty clear that it's closer than many people would have thought as an even wider country. Now, I think the question becomes, how do we heal going forward? Because we've got people who think very differently and we don't know what to do with them. Most people have divided the world neatly into two categories, those who agree with me and idiots. And we all know that there's a little part of us that goes, oh, yeah, but I think he's just talking about the other side. None of us want to admit that we kind of fall into that and while we wouldn't quite say it that way, I think what most of us tend to say instead is something like, how can they think that way? Which is a nice way of saying, how can people not think more like me? And it turns out, it's very easy not to think more like me. So what are we gonna do the next day? What are we gonna do the day after? My suggestion is to remember back, depending on which side of the fence you're on. Either look back to 2020, second, third, fourth week of November. Or look back to 2016 in the second, third, fourth week of November. Everyone here, and I would suggest most of America, can look to one of those periods and say, oh, that was the morning I got up, my candidate lost and I felt gutted. I want you to remember how you felt the morning after your candidate lost. The second week of November, half of the people in our world of America is going to feel that way. And if you're not among the group that feels that way, see if you can't suppress your snoozey dance a little bit. I can't. See if you don't need to spend two weeks going, ha, you dredged yourself. I think I mentioned last week, I don't know if it was this master or one of the others, you know, if you go out online, and these phrases are not uncommon, they're adjusted a little, but there's two lines that are just, you know, one line is, you know, just wait, just wait. I can't wait until the lib cards are destroyed, while the other side is saying, ah, MAGA tears are sweet. It's all over the place. Half of the country is not waiting, both halves, are not waiting just to win, boom, but we're gonna get to rub it in the noses of the other side. And whoever wins, who are they left to lead? Who do we become? I think sometimes, this has often been said about faith, and church, and religion, and I think it's true in many areas. We are sometimes at our best in adversity, and we are at our worst in victory. Sore losers are obnoxious. Sore winners are unbearable. And we tend not to want to care about the other side, because all that matters is, I won. And I think it gets worse in religious circles, because now I just won, and I won on God's behalf, so I really shouldn't brag. I'm not bragging for me, I'm bragging to God. And we always know God wins, when I win. We want you to do whatever we ask of you. What if my neighbor asks something different? I'm not talking about them. What happens when people of goodwill pray to God for different things? How do we navigate that world? It's just easier to say, well, God's not gonna listen to them, because they aren't perfectly formed the way I am. I read a little comment online the other day, and I thought, even when we try to be nice, sometimes our arrogance is just there. And someone was writing about, and I literally, I go through these things, and I forget whether I'm reading the right or the left at that point. They'd hate to know how similar they sound. But the comment of this person was, look, I don't think that those people are bad, they're just misguided. They don't think like me. Because when we say they're misguided, of course, these are different. Unlike me, I worry about the salvation of all of you. Luckily, God has appeared to me and told me, I'm fine, Patrick, take care of the child. Thank you. At which point, I need to have my medications adjusted. So how do we keep, how do we go out and be strong in our faith with not being arrogant? How do we learn, as it says here, there's this interesting little Englishism, that we use a verb that most other languages don't have, that we've made out of a noun. We do that, every language does that back and forth. We actually have a verb to lord it over something. Now, at the next Mass, when I'm reading in Spanish, that phrase is gonna roughly translate as, don't act like their master. Don't assume you're the master of them. But we just go, or the Lord, don't assume you're the Lord of someone else. We say, don't lord it over them. And so if you take that more closer, a little more closely to the original Greek, what it's saying here is, we're called to be Jesus, the savior, Jesus, the comforter, sometimes Jesus, the teacher, Jesus, the one who sacrifices himself. We're called to be Jesus for people. We are not called to be Jesus, the Lord, for people. We're not called to the Lordship. We're not called to lord things over others. We're called to express our faith. And I think we will see who Christianity is, and it won't be pretty, but we'll see who Christianity is, not through the vote. But in the weeks after the vote, in how people who call their Christians react to the cyber boss, then we'll see how we're Christians. They'll know they are Christians by their arrogance and scooby-dance. It's why they didn't let me write one of the gospels. They're not, and not, well, I love people who think like me. I love my family. I love my country. I love my church. It's the rest of the world that's the struggle. When Jesus says to love others, it means people who are different from us, real others, not, you know, I can love others as really, as long as they're just me in another position in the world, as long as they're reflections of myself. You know, I always tell young couples who are getting engaged or who have come to me after they've been engaged on, everyone wants to fall in love with another person. And then at some point, you're going to realize they are an other person. And then you're going to have the opportunity to move out of romance and into love. Love is how you treat people when the romance is there that day. And if you've been married for 50 or 60 years and every day has been romantic, keep it to yourself. It'll just be romance. It'll just be romance. There are days it's not there. How do we treat each other when we know someone else is hurt and we're not, or when we're hurt and someone else is not, when we're in very different places? How do we, I think we need to think ahead of time of how we heal. We, you know, most of us grew up never feeling this much anger with elections. It's becoming, and it keeps getting worse and worse. How do we heal? Or do we just decide that every election should lead to war? That we, I'm sorry, we have no interest in living with anyone who doesn't agree with us. I think we have to now move with this concept. We have to get beyond preaching God, government, one another, is from, we have to move from, we want you to do whatever we ask to the greatest is the one who serves others. I think often we want to call others to greatness. I would like that to serve us. Our job is not to call them to greatness. Our job is to call ourselves to the greatest of serving others. Who gets to tell who what to do? Let's leave that in the hands of God. Let God tell others what to do. Let's let God tell us what to do. And he has. 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A reading WEBVTT
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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James and John, the sons of Zebedee,
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came to Jesus and said to him,
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"'Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask of you.'"
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He replied, "'What do you wish me to do for you?'
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They answered him, "'Grant that in your glory
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we may sit one at your right and the other at your left.'"
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Jesus said to them,
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"'You do not know what you are asking.
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Can you drink the cup that I drink
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or be baptized with the baptism with which I am baptized?'
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They said to him, "'We can.'
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Jesus said to them,
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"'The cup that I drink you will drink,
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and with the baptism with which I am baptized,
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you will be baptized.
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But to sit at my right or at my left is not mine to give,
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but is for those for whom it has been prepared.'"
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When the 10 heard this,
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they became indignant at James and John.
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Jesus summoned them and said to them,
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"'You know that those who are recognized as rulers
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over the Gentiles lord it over them,
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and make their great ones make their authority
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over them felt, but it shall not be so among you.
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Rather, whoever wishes to be great among you
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will be your servant.
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Whoever wishes to be first among you
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will be the slave of all.
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For the Son of Man did not come to be served,
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but to serve and to give his life as a ransom for many.'"
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Probably not so much Jesus as the translators.
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I have never seen writing so concerned
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with not ending a sentence in a preposition.
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And the batches with which I am baptized,
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you will be baptized, but for the,
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well, you will be baptized, but with which you will.
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Okay, we didn't just end it and irritate them all.
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Irritate them all and end it with a preposition.
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This Gospel is kind of a capstone
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of three little episodes that happen
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and the writer sets them off with this parallel.
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Each one includes and is kind of in the presence
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of one of three professions that Jesus gives.
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He foretells that he will have to be avenged first one
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and put to death at the hands of men.
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And on the third day, he will rise.
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He says that three times in Mark's Gospel.
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Once the first gets connected to the transfiguration.
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And during the transfiguration,
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the inner core of Jesus' disciples,
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which throughout the Gospel tends to be either the 12
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or Peter, James, and John, it's those three.
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And they all go for the transfiguration
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and they have this inner truth about Jesus revealed to them
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in this huge sort of great revelation,
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theophany, grand Disney effect sort of moment
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where they see him with Moses in light.
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Then the second time is when Peter starts
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to distinguish himself a little as the leader of the group.
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Jesus asks them all, who do you say that I am?
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And they all kind of give him on.
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Peter is the one who says, you are the son of God,
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the living one among us.
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So Peter is starting to show himself as the leader.
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And then Jesus follows that with,
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I do have to go to Jerusalem.
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And he gives the little prophetic notion again.
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Then the third time is with this,
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where first we've had the three of them
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with Jesus on the hillside.
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Peter's starting to move into leadership.
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And the third time where James and John go to Jesus
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and say, can we get rid of Peter so it's the true of us?
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And welcome to the entrance of politics
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to the entrance of politics into the faith.
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And it's not that they're bad, horrible people.
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It's just, you can almost see it coming.
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I mean, Jesus ends this with this whole thing about it
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not being about power.
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Or as I've mentioned many times,
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a friend of mine always says,
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what's the difference between that Christian church
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and that Christian church and this group?
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Who gets to tell who what to do?
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And that's why the church has splintered over the years
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is arguments over who gets to tell who what to do.
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The great question, it is publicism, publicism, publicism.
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Now we try and say it more nicely,
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it's who gets to speak for God.
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I'm not saying I should get to tell people
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who to do what to do.
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I'm saying God should get to tell us what to do.
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And I should get to tell you what God tells us what to do.
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Who gets to tell who what to do?
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And it starts with that thesis because he says,
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and this is what I love.
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It's not just telling people.
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If we think we can tell people what to do,
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we will eventually feel we can tell God what to do.
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We call it prayer.
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Hell band Susan, go do this, go do that, go do this.
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And I pray all of this in Jesus' name
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so now it's gonna happen.
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We don't miss, we go to God with a list of wishes
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rather than opening ourselves to the wishes of God.
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This starts with James and John,
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the most remarkably arrogant line in all of scripture.
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Teacher, now we've already heard Peter
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profess in front of them.
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Teacher, glory, God among us, Emmanuel,
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we want you to do whatever we ask of you.
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Do you now?
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I just wish that were the next line of scripture.
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Do you, whatever you want.
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Yes, that's all we want.
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All we want is to be in charge of everyone
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by first being in charge of Jesus.
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It's just like a horrific moment
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that we gloss over every time we read it
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because it's informal language if we don't see it.
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And Jesus says, you have no idea what you're asking.
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And we think he means, oh, it would be two parts for you.
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You could never know.
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He's like, do you get what you're asking?
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I would like you to do whatever we ask of you.
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And all we want you to give us is the power
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to make everyone else do whatever we ask of them.
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You don't want much, do you?
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And so it starts out with this really ego-driven place.
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And the last line, he says, you want to follow me.
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But this, we've still not come to terms with.
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But Jesus didn't come to be served
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but to give his life for others.
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Jesus came to serve, not to be served.
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There's kind of a difficult moment there for us
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because most of us believe that our job
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is to serve Jesus.
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Jesus didn't ask us that.
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He asks us to go out and serve one another
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in the name of Jesus, to go out and serve others.
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And we're like, but it's so much easier to serve Jesus.
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He doesn't need it.
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I talked to him in my head once, wow, he's fine.
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You really think about it and it's like,
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oh, wait, no, the only way to serve Jesus
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is to serve other people.
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That's the mission he gave us.
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And how often we spend time diminishing and battling
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and hurrying, those people are awful in the name of Jesus.
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The last couple of weeks, we've talked some political things
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and I find out that we were supposed to do that this week,
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but we've done this.
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I think it's more important now, this week,
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to ask what's going to happen later in November or December
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or just on the off chance, I think, just on the off chance,
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that all of human history has not been leading
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to November 5th, as you would think if you read online.
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Who are we gonna be after?
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No matter what side of the aisle people fall on,
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it's pretty clear that it's closer than many people
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would have thought as an even wider country.
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Now, I think the question becomes,
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how do we heal going forward?
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Because we've got people who think very differently
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and we don't know what to do with them.
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Most people have divided the world neatly
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into two categories, those who agree with me and idiots.
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And we all know that there's a little part of us
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that goes, oh, yeah, but I think he's just talking
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about the other side.
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None of us want to admit that we kind of fall into that
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and while we wouldn't quite say it that way,
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I think what most of us tend to say instead
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is something like, how can they think that way?
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Which is a nice way of saying,
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how can people not think more like me?
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And it turns out, it's very easy not to think more like me.
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So what are we gonna do the next day?
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What are we gonna do the day after?
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My suggestion is to remember back,
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depending on which side of the fence you're on.
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Either look back to 2020, second, third,
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fourth week of November.
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Or look back to 2016 in the second, third,
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fourth week of November.
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Everyone here, and I would suggest most of America,
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can look to one of those periods and say,
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oh, that was the morning I got up,
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my candidate lost and I felt gutted.
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I want you to remember how you felt
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the morning after your candidate lost.
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The second week of November, half of the people
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in our world of America is going to feel that way.
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And if you're not among the group that feels that way,
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see if you can't suppress your snoozey dance a little bit.
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I can't.
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See if you don't need to spend two weeks going,
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ha, you dredged yourself.
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I think I mentioned last week,
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I don't know if it was this master or one of the others,
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you know, if you go out online,
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and these phrases are not uncommon,
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they're adjusted a little,
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but there's two lines that are just, you know,
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one line is, you know, just wait, just wait.
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I can't wait until the lib cards are destroyed,
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while the other side is saying,
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ah, MAGA tears are sweet.
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It's all over the place.
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Half of the country is not waiting,
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both halves, are not waiting just to win, boom,
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but we're gonna get to rub it in the noses
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of the other side.
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And whoever wins, who are they left to lead?
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Who do we become?
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I think sometimes,
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this has often been said about faith,
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and church, and religion,
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and I think it's true in many areas.
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We are sometimes at our best in adversity,
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and we are at our worst in victory.
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Sore losers are obnoxious.
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Sore winners are unbearable.
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And we tend not to want to care about the other side,
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because all that matters is, I won.
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And I think it gets worse in religious circles,
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because now I just won,
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and I won on God's behalf,
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so I really shouldn't brag.
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I'm not bragging for me, I'm bragging to God.
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And we always know God wins, when I win.
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We want you to do whatever we ask of you.
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What if my neighbor asks something different?
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I'm not talking about them.
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What happens when people of goodwill
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pray to God for different things?
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How do we navigate that world?
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It's just easier to say,
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well, God's not gonna listen to them,
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because they aren't perfectly formed the way I am.
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I read a little comment online the other day,
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and I thought,
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even when we try to be nice,
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sometimes our arrogance is just there.
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And someone was writing about,
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and I literally, I go through these things,
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and I forget whether I'm reading the right or the left
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at that point.
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They'd hate to know how similar they sound.
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But the comment of this person was,
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look, I don't think that those people are bad,
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they're just misguided.
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They don't think like me.
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Because when we say they're misguided,
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of course, these are different.
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Unlike me, I worry about the salvation of all of you.
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Luckily, God has appeared to me and told me,
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I'm fine, Patrick, take care of the child.
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Thank you.
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At which point, I need to have my medications adjusted.
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So how do we keep,
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how do we go out and be strong in our faith
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with not being arrogant?
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How do we learn, as it says here,
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there's this interesting little Englishism,
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that we use a verb that most other languages don't have,
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that we've made out of a noun.
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We do that, every language does that back and forth.
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We actually have a verb to lord it over something.
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Now, at the next Mass, when I'm reading in Spanish,
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that phrase is gonna roughly translate as,
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don't act like their master.
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Don't assume you're the master of them.
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But we just go, or the Lord,
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don't assume you're the Lord of someone else.
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We say, don't lord it over them.
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And so if you take that more closer,
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a little more closely to the original Greek,
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what it's saying here is,
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we're called to be Jesus, the savior,
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Jesus, the comforter, sometimes Jesus, the teacher,
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Jesus, the one who sacrifices himself.
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We're called to be Jesus for people.
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We are not called to be Jesus, the Lord, for people.
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We're not called to the Lordship.
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We're not called to lord things over others.
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We're called to express our faith.
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And I think we will see who Christianity is,
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and it won't be pretty,
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but we'll see who Christianity is, not through the vote.
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But in the weeks after the vote,
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in how people who call their Christians
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react to the cyber boss,
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then we'll see how we're Christians.
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They'll know they are Christians
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by their arrogance and scooby-dance.
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It's why they didn't let me write one of the gospels.
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They're not, and not, well, I love people who think like me.
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I love my family.
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I love my country.
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I love my church.
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It's the rest of the world that's the struggle.
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When Jesus says to love others,
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it means people who are different from us, real others,
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not, you know, I can love others as really,
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as long as they're just me in another position in the world,
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as long as they're reflections of myself.
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You know, I always tell young couples
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who are getting engaged or who have come to me
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after they've been engaged on,
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everyone wants to fall in love with another person.
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And then at some point,
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you're going to realize they are an other person.
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And then you're going to have the opportunity
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to move out of romance and into love.
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Love is how you treat people
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when the romance is there that day.
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And if you've been married for 50 or 60 years
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and every day has been romantic, keep it to yourself.
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It'll just be romance.
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It'll just be romance.
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There are days it's not there.
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How do we treat each other
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when we know someone else is hurt and we're not,
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or when we're hurt and someone else is not,
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when we're in very different places?
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How do we, I think we need to think ahead of time
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of how we heal.
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We, you know, most of us grew up
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never feeling this much anger with elections.
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It's becoming, and it keeps getting worse and worse.
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How do we heal?
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Or do we just decide that every election should lead to war?
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That we, I'm sorry, we have no interest
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in living with anyone who doesn't agree with us.
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I think we have to now move with this concept.
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We have to get beyond preaching God,
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government, one another, is from,
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we have to move from, we want you to do whatever we ask
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to the greatest is the one who serves others.
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I think often we want to call others to greatness.
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I would like that to serve us.
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Our job is not to call them to greatness.
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Our job is to call ourselves to the greatest
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of serving others.
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Who gets to tell who what to do?
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Let's leave that in the hands of God.
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Let God tell others what to do.
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Let's let God tell us what to do.
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And he has.
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Go out and heal the world so that we stop focusing
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on what's going to happen between now
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and November 5th and start worrying about
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who we are going to be as a Christian people
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in all the years to come.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the radical call o Father Pat’s message centers on the radical call of Jesus to servanthood and humility in contrast to human ambition, power struggles, and political or religious arrogance. Using the Gospel story of James and John asking Jesus for positions of glory, Father Pat exposes how even the earliest disciples misunderstood the heart of Jesus’ mission—not to be served, but to serve. He draws a parallel between this misunderstanding and modern-day politics, religious division, and personal pride. Rather than seeking to wield power or prove others wrong, Father Pat urges Christians to embrace humility, service, and compassion, especially in the face of political polarization. True Christian greatness, he insists, is found not in dominating others or assuming divine authority, but in loving those who are different from us, healing division, and embodying Christ’s sacrificial love in the world.
Delving deeper, Father Pat frames this Gospel reading from Mark as the conclusion of a trio of passion predictions made by Jesus, each followed by a significant moment of misunderstanding or ambition among his disciples. The first is followed by the Transfiguration, where Peter, James, and John witness a divine revelation. The second comes when Peter declares Jesus as the Christ, but then resists the suffering that must follow. Now, in the third instance, James and John boldly—and arrogantly—ask Jesus for the highest seats of honor in his glory, revealing their desire not just for closeness to Jesus, but dominion over others and even Jesus himself. Their request, “We want you to do for us whatever we ask,” is, as Father Pat notes, shockingly self-serving, and emblematic of a deeper human tendency: to use religion not to be transformed by God’s will, but to manipulate God into affirming our own.
Father Pat critiques this posture by highlighting how we often approach prayer as a wish list rather than a surrender to God's desires. He humorously but sharply notes that when we think we can tell people what to do, we eventually believe we can tell God what to do. This, he warns, is a distortion of faith. True discipleship is not about controlling others or claiming moral superiority but about yielding to the way of the cross—a path of service, suffering, and self-giving love.
He then bridges the Gospel message to contemporary political and social realities, especially the deep divisions and escalating rhetoric surrounding elections. He warns that Christians are often at their worst in victory, becoming arrogant, vindictive, and triumphalist. The real test of Christian character, he says, won’t be seen in political wins but in how we act after the vote—especially toward those who feel gutted after a loss. He reminds us that nearly everyone has experienced the pain of political defeat, and Christians must resist the temptation to gloat or dehumanize those who think differently. Instead, we are called to compassion, restraint, and humility.
Father Pat also critiques the tribalism and ideological rigidity that dominate both religious and political spheres. He notes how easily we divide the world into two camps: those who agree with us and “idiots,” and how we often mask this arrogance with condescending phrases like “they’re just misguided.” He challenges us to genuinely love the “other”—not people who are similar to us, but those who are truly different in belief, practice, and worldview. This love is not rooted in agreement but in the dignity of the other person.
He warns against the misuse of religious authority, especially the tendency to assume the role of “Lord” over others, something Jesus explicitly rejects. Christians are called to imitate Jesus the servant, not Jesus the Lord in terms of dominion. We are not to “lord it over” one another but to serve in humility. Father Pat cleverly plays on the English verb “to lord it over,” pointing out that it's a uniquely English way of naming the very behavior Jesus condemns.
He ends with a pastoral and prophetic invitation: to stop focusing solely on the lead-up to political events like elections, and instead to prepare for who we will be in the aftermath. Will we be agents of healing or sowers of division? Will we serve others, especially those we disagree with, or will we cling to power and vindication? The call of Jesus is clear: the greatest among us must be the servant of all. Rather than asking God to do our will, we must ask how we can be faithful to God’s will—to love, to serve, and to heal a deeply fractured world....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1190.0, "text": "with you, sir. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Each year Jesus' parents went to Jerusalem for the Feast of the Passover and when he was 12 years old they went up according to the festival custom. After they had completed its days, as they were returning, the boy Jesus remained behind in Jerusalem but his parents did not know it. Thinking that he was in the caravan, they journeyed for a day and looking for him among their relatives and acquaintances, but not finding him, they returned to Jerusalem to look for him. After three days they found him in the temple, sitting in the midst of the teachers, listening to them and asking them questions, and all who heard him were astounded at his understanding and his answers. When his parents saw him, they were astonished, and his mother said to him, Son, why have you done this to us? Your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety. And he said to them, Why are you looking for me? Did you not know that I must be in my father's house? But they did not understand what he said to them. He went down with them and came to Nazareth and was obedient to them, and his mother kept all these things in her heart. And Jesus advanced in wisdom and age and favor before God and man. The Gospel of the Lord. The gospel commentator William Barclay has always referred to Luke as the most beautiful of the Gospels. I mean, he kind of, everything, where Matthew has Jesus on the cross cry out, Why have you abandoned me? Luke has him look down and say, Forgive them. They know not what they do. I mean, all of the ugly is moved out of Luke's gospel. I refer to it as the stained glass window gospel. It doesn't say anything the others don't, for the most part, but it's, you know, in the midst of doing everything else, he needs the story to look pretty, and he doesn't want Jesus looking too human. Matthew almost goes the other way. Jesus looks so human sometimes he missed that he's also God. But this is one of those moments, the beautiful holy family. You know, Jesus has been missing for 24 hours before they even notice. They spend three days looking for him, and if this were a modern story, they would find him in the custody of Child Protective Services, you know, but it's not a modern story. And his mother, who, I mean, you just imagine, they've left him, the town is overrun because it's census time. It's the time when, not the census, it's the time when they all go out for the festivities, and it would have been a huge celebration, and they're traveling in caravan, and after one day he's been missing, they realize it, and then they search for three more days, and when she finally finds him, she says, your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety. I'm gonna go out on a limb and say that's not really what she said. And it comes off like she showed up and they started a very pleasant theological conversation. You know, it gets cleaned up a little. Now, there are some things we should understand. Number one, we have no idea, if this is a literal story, the timing is certainly all thrown off. I mean, Luke is making the point. If you were to go back up to what we would call Holy Thursday, Jesus is taken from their midst, and one day later they see him again, but he's now on the cross, and then he's gone for three days, and then he's returned to them in the resurrection. And interestingly enough, the numerology of this is it's a day before they realize he's missing, and three days before they find him again. He's foreshadowing some later stuff. But also, the reality of the story is it starts out with a little clue that you and I would think of as the most innocuous line in scripture. And when he was 12 years old, this is the year of his Bar Mitzvah, and it says, and they go for the festivities. It was very common that he would go to the great festivities in Jerusalem, and he would have his Bar Mitzvah with a lot of other people doing Bar Mitzvahs. So this is the year. Now, in these caravans, when they would travel to keep the women and children safe, the men traveled towards the edge of the caravan, and the women and children were in the middle. And when you've just made your Bar Mitzvah, it's that year where you stop traveling with the women and start traveling with the men, usually. But it's a year where, oh, some of them might stick around with the other kids and play in the middle, and others will travel with the men. It's their first time traveling with the men. And so it's very understandable if, you know, Mary and Joseph assumed that it says, and they started looking for him among their relatives. Well, you know, it's Bar Mitzvah, so he's here somewhere. And then they realize that he's not, and they travel back. It's that moment. What I love is it's, even though Luke tries to clean it up, you read it and you go, oh yeah, that's family. I did things like that when I was 12. And until the day she died, my mother held them in her heart. I always wonder, how are we supposed to read that? And Mary kept all these things in her heart. We all wrote, isn't that lovely? I don't know. You know, in my culture, we have a thing called Irish Alzheimer's, where you forget everything but the bitterness. It's this idea, and so you think, well, you know, this story has hints of a real human family. If you look to these things, you will start to see, and I've done it before, we can pull out things from Joseph and Mary, and they apply to the adult life of Jesus. It's very human. Jesus doesn't just become human physically. He becomes human socially. He is formed by humanity, and he has a family, and he has a hometown, and he has a home culture. He has his own tribe. He, you know, all of the things that are part of being human, you and I, if he's going to become human, he's going to have to, you know, have certain things in place. And it doesn't mean that, oh, well, that culture was better. No, it means God has to pick a culture, and those of us who use the image of family to draw divisions will say, well, this family and that family, this is better and that's better. We kind of paint God into a corner. If Jesus is male, it must mean that men are more in the image of God. Our own churches, at times, propose that. You know, every church does this once in a while, because, well, what was his choice? Well, then, Jesus should have come and been female, and then they would be more in the image of God. You know, what do you do when we, if someone's going to be human, they are going to be of one culture, they are going to be gendered in a particular way, they are going to be raised in a particular way, they are going to have particular ideas, and if they're God, they are universal. And we tend to, instead of realizing that humanity is what we connect to to get us to the God, we want to connect to the God and bring it back into that human limitedness. We don't want to use the small picture to get us to something bigger. We like the small. And so, we have this wonderful vision of family. You know, I think an even funnier one, though, a vision of family. I love this line of Samuel. And every time I'm thinking, there's no one, I mean, this is like, there are comics that can't come up with this stuff. She gets, you know, the whole story is not here, but, you know, she goes to the church, and the priestly, she's drunk because she's crying, and he blesses her, she's going to have a child. I pray for this child, and the Lord granted my request. Now I'm giving him back to the Lord. A lot of mothers have gotten to that point. I mean, I just sort of love that. It's like, here we are, it's a week after Christmas, and we get the story of a returned gift. Thank you, I have weaned him. This is enough. You know, we get this sense of what it means to really accept that we've all been brought up in families. And I think, you know, until you're a young adult, your family is normal, no matter what it is. Then we go through a period of realizing there's a lot in our family that's a mess. And hopefully, by the time we get to our 40s, we start to realize the gifts that came from our family. It takes a little longer, you know, part of getting our independence and needing to distance ourselves is to start to lean in to the differences. And then we start to realize, you know, I look back, and I can tell all the stories of difference in my family that I knew by the time I was 30. It really wasn't until I was in my 40s that I started to reflect upon the fact that my love of music, my love of language, both came from my dad. My love of cooking came from my mom. My ability to feel, you know, kind of like my ability to be competent, very much came from both parents. The love of, you know, there's all this stuff I got for free, you know. I survived hunger for many years because food just kept showing up at the table. So, you know, our families do not become the people in the end that think like us and agree with us. If you had a large enough family, you know, some do, some don't. Family, no one that I know would say, well, family are the people you never fight with. Oh, you need to know more Irish people. Family are the people we fight with and we're still family the next day. And that's the difference. We are called to start to, oh, we're called to be family with people we don't agree with. We're called to be the family with people who think differently. We're supposed to be able to disagree and still, see, we're still family. It may take the child years to forgive me, but, you know, I mean, these things, we just have this sort of idea that somehow we've got this false idea of family. Family, they're mine and that's that's my tribe. And when we're really honest, there's a lot of things we disagree with. We're just better to family. If we, if we're driving down the road and someone's holding up a sign and they need food and we take a second look and realize it's one of our aunts, we would probably behave a little differently. Why? Oh, because family matters. I've always had a love hate relationship with that phrase because I think family does matter. But when family matters more than everyone else in the world, how many times you see on, on, on television or in depictions that, you know, one of the greatest things a person, the greatest sins a person can commit is they were, they were so busy out helping the world that they didn't pay enough attention to their family. I think that's a real challenging thought, you know, I mean, because that's Jesus. That is Jesus in a nutshell. His family comes visiting when he's an adult. They say, your family's here. And they'll say, what do you think my family is? You can imagine how that went over. They held these things in their heart. You know, that idea, Jesus, I am sure that Jesus did not spend enough time with his family because he was out saving other people. I was, uh, you know, when I was at Fort Carson Middle Theater years ago at a community production, well, the director there was, he was a little off balance and I guess his daughter had come into the office and she was holding her hand like it was hurt. And he goes, what's the matter? And she said some name, the name she said was not someone who had hurt her, but he went into high father mode and he went out there and it took people to hold him back. He was going to just destroy this person. And later on, he never apologized because his excuse was, well, I thought my daughter had been attacked. And finish the sentence. And therefore no one has any human rights anymore. Because I thought one of mine had been attacked. You know, not only was he going off, you know, flying off a handle and it wasn't an attack, you know, it was something totally different. But I think we knew that if I only care about me, that's selfish. But if I only care about my family, that's honorable. Is it? Is it? That now, if it's my family, my family counts the most. You know, this, this starts as families, it becomes tribes, it becomes nations. You know, when there's a war, it's, you know, every, every person on your side that's lost is a tragedy and every person on their side gets lost, it's collateral damage. Because my side matters more. And that is the least holy family in all of creation. It is the family that creates a boundary for us of who matters and who doesn't. And so it said, we come today and we think, who, what are we supposed to do with all of this? Because psychologically, there'll always be people you are closer to, people who you are emotionally more connected to. There'll always be people that it's easier to want to help. And there's always those people who call and you just want to respond. And there are always those people who call and you think, I mean, I've never done it, but I've read books. You know, there's that, there's that idea of why, why do we think, can we get there? Do we want to care about everyone? We, we will never psychologically get to the point where everyone evokes the same response out of us. I think that's beyond our psychology, but we can use the people who evoke the best response out of us as a template for how we are to treat others regardless of how we're feeling. What would I do if this was family? I have told you the story before of riding down the road, one lane, someone in a car in front of me, with the gall to go under the speed limit when I am behind them. And I, I was actually, I was very patient for 30 seconds. And finally, finally, we're to where there's two lanes. And I think there is nothing wrong with going, okay, good, I'm going to go this mean limit and get around them. But it never stops there. You have to do this. You have to make the face, you have to look over, you have to let them know that they have disappointed the stranger in the car. And as I look over, it's John Kai, who is my oldest friend in the world. And as I'm, I go, I thought that was you. And now I'm waving and I'm missing my sky. And what haunted me about that story later on was, so what happened to all these other people? So what happened to all the anger? What happened to all the righteous outrage? Oh, it was someone who mattered. I had to sit with that room for a long while. We do it. Why are we ready to be angry at some people? It doesn't even matter. You know, we have, I always say it only don't matter to us if their situation doesn't speak to us. I always think it's interesting, not to draw attention to it, but you know, people have such different reactions when children cry in church. It's disturbing the mass, isn't it? Only when we decide it is. Only when we decide it is. I mean, no one has ever come up to me and said, you know, some of the older people move too slowly in the communion line. Why? Does that have to do with liturgy? Well, because that's still ahead of us. That still speaks to me. That's me five-year-old who am I kidding? That's me now. But my childhood is behind me, that's for the most part. And so why is those children not behaving like they're 40? I don't know. Why are people in their 90s not behaving like they're 40? Because if we're going to invite everyone in, we're going to invite their cultures in. You know, we want young people at mass, but as long as they will pray like old people. And you need to be quiet, they need to hold their hands, you know. We don't invite people in their wholeness, like this story, with their flaws, with their gifts. Invite who they are, because anything less is showmanship. You know, that's just PR for the world. So we ask God to make us a family and say, let me know who are the people I care most about in the world. How would I treat them in any given situation and make that my template for how I treat others. I kind of have to, in this day and age, I dismiss this. Treat people the way you would treat yourself, because some of us treat ourselves horribly. Treat people the way you would treat your best friend, your most beloved relative, your child. Treat people the way you would treat people who mean the most to you. And if you can't, you have to ask yourself, when did I start drawing the line of who matters and who doesn't? Because the only truly holy family is not, we have an example of the holy family in Jesus, Mary, and Joseph. But in the end, the real holy family is the family that contains every last member of our human race.", "segments": [{"id": 0, "seek": 0, "start": 0.0, "end": 9.84000015258789, "text": " with you, sir. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. 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with you, WEBVTT
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with you, sir. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Each year Jesus' parents went
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to Jerusalem for the Feast of the Passover and when he was 12 years old they went up according
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to the festival custom. After they had completed its days, as they were returning, the boy Jesus
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remained behind in Jerusalem but his parents did not know it. Thinking that he was in the caravan,
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they journeyed for a day and looking for him among their relatives and acquaintances,
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but not finding him, they returned to Jerusalem to look for him. After three days they found him in
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the temple, sitting in the midst of the teachers, listening to them and asking them questions,
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and all who heard him were astounded at his understanding and his answers.
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When his parents saw him, they were astonished, and his mother said to him,
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Son, why have you done this to us? Your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety.
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And he said to them, Why are you looking for me? Did you not know that I must be in my father's
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house? But they did not understand what he said to them. He went down with them and came to Nazareth
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and was obedient to them, and his mother kept all these things in her heart.
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And Jesus advanced in wisdom and age and favor before God and man. The Gospel of the Lord.
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The gospel commentator William Barclay has always referred to Luke as the most beautiful of the
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Gospels. I mean, he kind of, everything, where Matthew has Jesus on the cross cry out, Why have
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you abandoned me? Luke has him look down and say, Forgive them. They know not what they do.
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I mean, all of the ugly is moved out of Luke's gospel. I refer to it as the stained glass window
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gospel. It doesn't say anything the others don't, for the most part, but it's, you know,
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in the midst of doing everything else, he needs the story to look pretty, and he doesn't want
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Jesus looking too human. Matthew almost goes the other way. Jesus looks so human sometimes
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he missed that he's also God. But this is one of those moments, the beautiful
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holy family. You know, Jesus has been missing for 24 hours before they even notice.
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They spend three days looking for him, and if this were a modern story,
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they would find him in the custody of Child Protective Services, you know, but it's not a
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modern story. And his mother, who, I mean, you just imagine, they've left him, the town is overrun
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because it's census time. It's the time when, not the census, it's the time when they all go out
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for the festivities, and it would have been a huge celebration, and they're traveling in caravan,
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and after one day he's been missing, they realize it, and then they search for three more days,
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and when she finally finds him, she says, your father and I have been looking for you
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with great anxiety. I'm gonna go out on a limb and say that's not really what she said.
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And it comes off like she showed up and they started a very pleasant theological conversation.
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You know, it gets cleaned up a little. Now, there are some things we should understand.
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Number one, we have no idea, if this is a literal story, the timing is certainly all thrown off.
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I mean, Luke is making the point. If you were to go back up to what we would call Holy Thursday,
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Jesus is taken from their midst, and one day later they see him again, but he's now on the cross,
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and then he's gone for three days, and then he's returned to them in the resurrection. And
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interestingly enough, the numerology of this is it's a day before they realize he's missing, and
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three days before they find him again. He's foreshadowing some later stuff.
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But also, the reality of the story is it starts out with a little clue that you and I would think
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of as the most innocuous line in scripture. And when he was 12 years old, this is the year of
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his Bar Mitzvah, and it says, and they go for the festivities. It was very common that he would go
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to the great festivities in Jerusalem, and he would have his Bar Mitzvah with a lot of other
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people doing Bar Mitzvahs. So this is the year. Now, in these caravans, when they would travel
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to keep the women and children safe, the men traveled towards the edge of the caravan,
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and the women and children were in the middle. And when you've just made your Bar Mitzvah,
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it's that year where you stop traveling with the women and start traveling with the men,
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usually. But it's a year where, oh, some of them might stick around with the other kids and play
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in the middle, and others will travel with the men. It's their first time traveling with the men.
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And so it's very understandable if, you know, Mary and Joseph assumed that it says, and they
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started looking for him among their relatives. Well, you know, it's Bar Mitzvah, so he's here
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somewhere. And then they realize that he's not, and they travel back. It's that moment.
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What I love is it's, even though Luke tries to clean it up, you read it and you go, oh yeah,
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that's family. I did things like that when I was 12. And until the day she died, my mother held
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them in her heart. I always wonder, how are we supposed to read that? And Mary kept all these
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things in her heart. We all wrote, isn't that lovely? I don't know. You know, in my culture,
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we have a thing called Irish Alzheimer's, where you forget everything but the bitterness.
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It's this idea, and so you think, well, you know, this story has hints of a real human family.
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If you look to these things, you will start to see, and I've done it before, we can
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pull out things from Joseph and Mary, and they apply to the adult life of Jesus.
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It's very human. Jesus doesn't just become human physically. He becomes human socially.
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He is formed by humanity, and he has a family, and he has a hometown, and he has a home culture.
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He has his own tribe. He, you know, all of the things that are part of being human,
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you and I, if he's going to become human, he's going to have to, you know, have certain things
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in place. And it doesn't mean that, oh, well, that culture was better. No, it means God has
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to pick a culture, and those of us who use the image of family to draw divisions will say, well,
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this family and that family, this is better and that's better. We kind of paint God into a corner.
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If Jesus is male, it must mean that men are more in the image of God.
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Our own churches, at times, propose that.
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You know, every church does this once in a while, because, well, what was his choice? Well, then,
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Jesus should have come and been female, and then they would be more in the image of God.
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You know, what do you do when we, if someone's going to be human, they are going to be of one
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culture, they are going to be gendered in a particular way, they are going to be raised in a
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particular way, they are going to have particular ideas, and if they're God, they are universal.
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And we tend to, instead of realizing that humanity is what we connect to to get us to the God,
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we want to connect to the God and bring it back into that human limitedness.
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We don't want to use the small picture to get us to something bigger. We like the small.
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And so, we have this wonderful vision of family. You know, I think an even funnier one, though,
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a vision of family. I love this line of Samuel. And every time I'm thinking, there's no one,
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I mean, this is like, there are comics that can't come up with this stuff.
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She gets, you know, the whole story is not here, but, you know, she goes to the church,
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and the priestly, she's drunk because she's crying, and he blesses her, she's going to have a child.
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I pray for this child, and the Lord granted my request. Now I'm giving him back to the Lord.
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A lot of mothers have gotten to that point. I mean, I just sort of love that. It's like,
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here we are, it's a week after Christmas, and we get the story of a returned gift.
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Thank you, I have weaned him. This is enough.
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You know, we get this sense of what it means to really accept that we've all been brought up in
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families. And I think, you know, until you're a young adult, your family is normal, no matter
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what it is. Then we go through a period of realizing there's a lot in our family that's
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a mess. And hopefully, by the time we get to our 40s, we start to realize the gifts
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that came from our family. It takes a little longer, you know, part of getting our independence
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and needing to distance ourselves is to start to lean in to the differences. And then we start to
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realize, you know, I look back, and I can tell all the stories of difference in my family that
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I knew by the time I was 30. It really wasn't until I was in my 40s that I started to reflect
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upon the fact that my love of music, my love of language, both came from my dad. My love of
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cooking came from my mom. My ability to feel, you know, kind of like my ability to be competent,
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very much came from both parents. The love of, you know, there's all this stuff I got
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for free, you know. I survived hunger for many years because food just kept showing up at the table.
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So, you know, our families do not become the people in the end that think like us and agree
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with us. If you had a large enough family, you know, some do, some don't. Family, no one that I
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know would say, well, family are the people you never fight with.
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Oh, you need to know more Irish people.
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Family are the people we fight with and we're still family the next day.
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And that's the difference. We are called to start to, oh, we're called to be family with people
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we don't agree with. We're called to be the family with people who think differently.
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We're supposed to be able to disagree and still, see, we're still family.
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It may take the child years to forgive me, but, you know, I mean, these things, we just have this
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sort of idea that somehow we've got this false idea of family. Family, they're mine and that's
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that's my tribe. And when we're really honest, there's a lot of things we disagree with.
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We're just better to family. If we, if we're driving down the road and someone's holding up
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a sign and they need food and we take a second look and realize it's one of our aunts, we would
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probably behave a little differently. Why? Oh, because family matters. I've always
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had a love hate relationship with that phrase because I think family does matter.
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But when family matters more than everyone else in the world, how many times you see on, on,
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on television or in depictions that, you know, one of the greatest things a person, the greatest
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sins a person can commit is they were, they were so busy out helping the world that they didn't
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pay enough attention to their family. I think that's a real challenging thought, you know,
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I mean, because that's Jesus. That is Jesus in a nutshell. His family comes visiting when
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he's an adult. They say, your family's here. And they'll say, what do you think my family is?
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You can imagine how that went over. They held these things in their heart.
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You know, that idea, Jesus, I am sure that Jesus did not spend enough time with his family because
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he was out saving other people. I was, uh, you know, when I was at Fort Carson Middle Theater
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years ago at a community production, well, the director there was, he was a little off balance
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and I guess his daughter had come into the office and she was holding her hand like it was hurt.
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And he goes, what's the matter? And she said some name, the name she said was not someone who had
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hurt her, but he went into high father mode and he went out there and it took people to hold him
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back. He was going to just destroy this person. And later on, he never apologized because his
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excuse was, well, I thought my daughter had been attacked.
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And finish the sentence. And therefore no one has any human rights anymore.
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Because I thought one of mine had been attacked.
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You know, not only was he going off, you know, flying off a handle and it wasn't an attack,
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you know, it was something totally different. But I think we knew that if I only care about me,
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that's selfish. But if I only care about my family, that's honorable. Is it? Is it?
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That now, if it's my family, my family counts the most. You know, this, this starts as families,
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it becomes tribes, it becomes nations. You know, when there's a war, it's, you know, every,
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every person on your side that's lost is a tragedy and every person on their side gets
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lost, it's collateral damage. Because my side matters more. And that is the least holy family
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in all of creation. It is the family that creates a boundary for us of who matters and who doesn't.
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And so it said, we come today and we think, who, what are we supposed to do with all of this?
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Because psychologically, there'll always be people you are closer to, people who you are
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emotionally more connected to. There'll always be people that it's easier to want to help.
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And there's always those people who call and you just want to respond.
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And there are always those people who call and you think, I mean, I've never done it,
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but I've read books. You know, there's that, there's that idea of why, why do we think,
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can we get there? Do we want to care about everyone? We, we will never psychologically
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get to the point where everyone evokes the same response out of us. I think that's beyond our
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psychology, but we can use the people who evoke the best response out of us as a template for
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how we are to treat others regardless of how we're feeling. What would I do if this was family?
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I have told you the story before of riding down the road, one lane, someone in a car in front of me,
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with the gall to go under the speed limit when I am behind them. And I, I was actually,
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I was very patient for 30 seconds. And finally, finally, we're to where there's two lanes.
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And I think there is nothing wrong with going, okay, good, I'm going to go this
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mean limit and get around them. But it never stops there. You have to do this.
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You have to make the face, you have to look over, you have to let them know that they have
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disappointed the stranger in the car. And as I look over, it's John Kai, who is my oldest friend
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in the world. And as I'm, I go, I thought that was you. And now I'm waving and I'm missing my sky.
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And what haunted me about that story later on was, so what happened to all these other people?
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So what happened to all the anger? What happened to all the righteous outrage?
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Oh, it was someone who mattered.
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I had to sit with that room for a long while.
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We do it. Why are we ready to be angry at some people? It doesn't even matter.
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You know, we have, I always say it only don't matter to us if their situation doesn't speak to
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us. I always think it's interesting, not to draw attention to it, but you know,
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people have such different reactions when children cry in church.
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It's disturbing the mass, isn't it? Only when we decide it is. Only when we decide it is. I mean,
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no one has ever come up to me and said, you know, some of the older people move too slowly
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in the communion line. Why? Does that have to do with liturgy? Well, because that's still ahead
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of us. That still speaks to me. That's me five-year-old who am I kidding? That's me now.
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But my childhood is behind me, that's for the most part.
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And so why is those children not behaving like they're 40? I don't know.
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Why are people in their 90s not behaving like they're 40?
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Because if we're going to invite everyone in, we're going to invite their cultures in.
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You know, we want young people at mass, but as long as they will pray like old people.
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And you need to be quiet, they need to hold their hands, you know.
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We don't invite people in their wholeness, like this story, with their flaws, with their gifts.
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Invite who they are, because anything less is showmanship.
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You know, that's just PR for the world. So we ask God to make us a family and say,
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let me know who are the people I care most about in the world.
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How would I treat them in any given situation and make that my template for how I treat others.
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I kind of have to, in this day and age, I dismiss this. Treat people the way you would treat
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yourself, because some of us treat ourselves horribly. Treat people the way you would treat
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your best friend, your most beloved relative, your child. Treat people the way you would treat
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people who mean the most to you. And if you can't, you have to ask yourself, when did I start
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drawing the line of who matters and who doesn't? Because the only truly holy family is not,
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we have an example of the holy family in Jesus, Mary, and Joseph. But in the end,
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the real holy family is the family that contains every last member of our human race.
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Father Pat’s message invites us to reflect on the Father Pat’s message invites us to reflect on the humanity of Jesus and the deep imperfections and beauty of family life. Drawing from Luke’s Gospel, he emphasizes that the story of the young Jesus remaining in the temple is not only a foreshadowing of the Passion and Resurrection, but also a deeply human moment—one in which divine mystery meets the anxiety of a mother, the confusion of parents, and the developing awareness of a child stepping into his identity. Father Pat calls us to expand our understanding of “family”—not as a boundary of blood or tribe, but as a universal call to love. He challenges the tendency to prioritize our own over others, asking us to use the love we have for those closest to us as a template for how we treat all people. Ultimately, the only truly holy family is the one that embraces the full human race.
This homily weaves together theology, scripture, and human experience with gentle humor and deep insight. Father Pat begins by unpacking the Gospel of Luke's account of the adolescent Jesus staying behind in the temple during the Passover pilgrimage. He notes that Luke’s Gospel, often described as the most aesthetically refined and emotionally resonant of the four, tends to clean up the rough edges of Jesus’ humanity. In contrast to Matthew, who emphasizes the suffering and abandonment of Christ, Luke presents a more composed, almost serene Jesus. Yet, even within this “stained glass window” account, the story reveals a very human family dynamic: a child missing for three days, parental panic and frustration, and a cryptic response from the child that leaves the parents bewildered. Father Pat urges us not to sanitize the story into a placid theological tableau but to see the very real emotions and social context at play.
He points out the culturally significant detail that Jesus is twelve—the age of Bar Mitzvah—marking his transition into religious adulthood. This provides one explanation for the misunderstanding: Mary may have assumed Jesus was with Joseph among the men, while Joseph assumed he was still with the women and children. This moment becomes a metaphor for Jesus straddling two worlds: the human and divine, childhood and adulthood, obedience and mission.
Father Pat then reflects on Mary’s famous response: “Your father and I have been looking for you with great anxiety.” He questions whether this line, as presented, captures the full emotional weight of a mother searching for her lost child for three days. He also questions the phrase, “And Mary kept all these things in her heart,” suggesting that it might not be only a gentle meditation but perhaps also a lingering hurt, confusion, or unresolved tension. In doing so, he invites us to consider the real emotional cost and complexity of family relationships.
Diving deeper into themes of family, Father Pat challenges the romanticization or idolization of the nuclear family. He uses humor and personal anecdotes to expose how we often reserve our compassion, patience, and moral clarity for those we consider “ours.” He recounts stories of road rage that evaporates when the offending driver turns out to be an old friend, and how the crying of children in Mass seems disruptive only when we decide it is. These examples highlight the selective nature of our empathy, and Father Pat asks us to confront the uncomfortable truth: we often treat strangers with far less dignity than we afford to our own kin.
He critiques the cultural and religious tendency to elevate family above all else, pointing out that Jesus himself did not prioritize his biological family over his mission. When told that his mother and brothers were outside waiting for him, Jesus responded, “Who is my mother? Who are my brothers?”—a radical statement that redefined family not by blood, but by shared commitment to God’s will. Father Pat connects this to contemporary issues, where loyalty to family or nation can be used to justify the exclusion or dehumanization of others.
Instead of drawing the line around who matters and who doesn’t, Father Pat encourages us to expand our circle of care. Recognizing that we will never feel the same emotional connection to everyone, he suggests a spiritual discipline: use the love we naturally feel for our closest loved ones as a model for how to treat others. If we cannot summon the same affection or patience for a stranger, we can still act with the same dignity and care that we would offer to someone we love deeply.
He emphasizes that to be human is to be formed by culture, gender, family, and community. But to be divine, as Jesus was, is to transcend those boundaries without rejecting them. Jesus did not come as a disembodied universal ideal; he came as a particular person in a particular time and place. Yet that particularity was the vehicle for a universal message. We are not called to erase difference but to embrace the humanity of others as the path to encountering the divine.
Ultimately, Father Pat concludes that the real Holy Family is not just Jesus, Mary, and Joseph—it is the inclusive family of all humanity. The call of the Gospel is not only to honor our immediate family but to extend the same love, patience, and belonging to all people. This is the holiness we are invited into: a radical, inclusive love that mirrors the heart of God....
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Let it be done for you as you wish. And the woman's daughter was healed from that hour. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I have been thinking a lot about this week the concept of love at first sight. And it doesn't mean I have news for you and I'm out of here. It's an interesting, you know, psychology and different schools of thought. We'll talk about what is love at first sight. Is there really such a thing as love at first sight? And actually, very many people who have worked on this, many of the, probably even the majority of opinions will tell you that the majority of people who fall in love will tell you the experience of falling in love at first sight. Now, we don't always call it that because what happens is you see someone, you fall in love with the image of him or her at first sight, and then it's a long journey to try and figure out whether that person is actually what you think you fell in love with. But the experience of falling in love is immediate. You know, you'll find, especially when you get into that sort of romantic, chemical attraction, it does not come on slowly. You know, it is boom. I can't tell you how many women have talked to me over the years that would probably be in better shape if they sat down as a teenager and wrote out, here's everything I want, here's everything I think a man should be, and then Johnny the bad boy in a leather jacket walks in and something immediate happens. That feeling of love at first sight is based on, to a large degree, our ability to take whoever we just saw in front of us, give them a complete personality ectomy, and replace it with our fantasy personality, and then start the journey of actually seeing who that person is. And so love is at first sight, but we only love as much as we know, and it takes a while to figure out whether that love at first sight really correlates to the reality in front of us. This is the same thing with much of our spirituality. God is probably the most dangerous first date you will ever have, because many of us have an image of God. None of us can really know who God is. None of us can get our minds totally around God, and so in the end we pick something of God to become our whole picture. And unfortunately, unlike someone you date, God is, well, actually this might be exactly like some of the people you date, but God's not a big talker. You ever feel like you're holding up both sides of the conversation? We call that prayer. I know and I am well aware when I am praying and when I'm talking to God that I, you know, the part of God this evening will be played by Patrick Dolan. Fascinating he uses all the same words I would. I have always told people that I will know that it is a almost magical level revelation from God when God says something to me in prayer and I have to go look up one of the words in the dictionary. Wouldn't that be an exciting moment? So we know, so what is that? So what we're doing in our head, what we call contemplative prayer and prayers, often that we have to imagine what God would say to us. And hopefully that imagination is well informed. You know, when I imagine a conversation with God, you know, the voice of God never says, just smack him and get on with it. Because the image of God is better formed than that. But we are all called to be better theologians than we usually are. Most of us are better at a million other things in spirituality than theology. And what that means is we have a better idea of what we want the church to be, what we want the sacraments to be, what morals should be. We've got a better idea of all of that stuff, heaven and hell, than what each belief we have says about God. Catherine of Siena, I've told you this vision dozens of times over the years. Catherine of Siena had a vision very similar to Teresa of Avila, very similar to some of the saints. This vision of hell. Now, Catherine of Siena, I would contend, of all the saints, was one of the greatest theologians. Now there are people who wrote bigger treatises on the church, but those are ecclesiologists. Or on the spirit, pneumatology. Theology. Everything she thought, she said, what does this say about God? And what's my image of God? And so she had the same vision most of them had of hell. Swirling fire and lakes of fire and brimstonia. And her image ends with, and it was empty. Because that's her vision of God. Once you say God is all powerful and God is all loving, and people say, well, what about the unbaptized? That's your philosophy of sacraments. Well, what about people who did this? That's your philosophy of morality. She's dealing with theology, her vision of God. Now when you go through scripture, if you don't have a vision of God, you will come out with absolutely no help at all. You have the God of love who heals everyone. Earlier on you've got the God who gets upset, wipes out the world with a flood, and then afterwards says, I really regret that, here's a rainbow. The God who says, oops. You've got stories in there of like Jonah, where because Jonah did the right thing, God repented of the evil he was going to do. What, God does evil? The Bible is a compendium of many, many images and visions of God that we are called to reflect on. But you are the final filter. And what you say about God, what you believe about God, in many ways will tell us who you are. In the same way, it would be a fascinating, if somewhat unromantic experiment through someone's teens and early 20s, if every time one of those, I fell in love at first sight, turned out three weeks later to be not so great, instead of doing what most of us do, which is start a list in our head of everything that was horrible and awful with that person, to get a better vision of, so who did I think she was? Who did I think he was? Who do we think that other person is? After, you know, after an expected period of trial and failure, you would have a real great idea, this is what I'm looking for. This is what made this person, you know, I fell in love with, what did I really fall in love with? Do we have a sense of who that is? It wasn't that person as it turned out. But do we know what that ideal person is? Because it would tell you a lot about who you are. And it is always interesting when you say to people, what are you looking for in your, you know, your life mate, future spouse, what are you looking for? And it's, you would think everyone would come up with the same thing, but they don't. Loyalty, honesty, those two usually don't go together. If I need them to lie for me, are they going to be honest or loyal? You know, what's, you start to say, this is what I really want. In a future spouse, you learn a lot about yourself. But we don't, what we normally know is, I can tell you all the places they fell short. And we just get better images of what we don't like. If we do that with God, we get a better image of the God we don't want. And so today we have three radically different visions of God coming from scripture. And how do we decide between those? It will depend on our filter. You know, if you are mean and need God to be mean and need God to be, God is going to get those people over there eventually. You know, you will hang on to, you will cherry pick through scripture and get what you want. We used to call them in seminary the hateful mysteries of the rosary. If that is your vision of God, you could read all four gospels and come away with the five hateful mysteries. Jesus kills a herd of pigs. Jesus calls his best friend Satan. Jesus tells his mother to mind her own business. Jesus spits in the eye of a blind man. And today, Jesus tells this woman, you know, that she is a dog. So we don't walk away with that image of Jesus because we look at these stories and we go, wait, wait, wait, wait. My God image demands that I look a little deeper on this. How could this be the same person that says, let the little children come unto me? Because that would be just as problematic as the Canaanite woman. The kids, the women, it was all. It was, culturally, he would have shirked them all. And so, where I have come with, with this reading over the years, is there's a line in here where it says the disciples say, send her away, she keeps calling out after us. And he says in reply, and that's important because in the story, he doesn't say it in reply to the woman. He says it in reply to the disciples. The disciples want a God, for a long time in the story, the disciples always seem to want a God who will send the problem people away. The children are calling out, don't let the children come near us. You know, I, it's all matter of perspective. I was joking with a parent about the fact that, you know, it's, I'm sure it's just coincidence that tomorrow all the kids are coming back to school and the sun itself is going away. The mother said to me, oh, I think you're, you're looking a little too early in the day. The way I see it, the children are going back to school tomorrow and then the sun comes back forever. You know, you know, how we look at these things. But, we do have this point that says, so how do we look at the story? Well, he says to them, they say, stop the Canaanite woman coming from, stop the unclean man from calling out after us, he's an embarrassment. Stop the children from coming back. It's an embarrassment, it's an embarrassment. And finally he replies and gives them the God they want. And it's the last time we hear one of these sorts of stories in the chronology of that gospel. As though the lesson is taught. There was a film a few years ago called, The Hundred Foot Journey. Helen Mirren played a very sort of uptight, buttoned down, owner of a French restaurant in a little town on a dirt road and right across the street moves in an eastern Indian family that's going to open up just sort of a, a real down home, wild, spices in the air sort of restaurant. And all of this partying and music and you know, her restaurant is, it's cordon bleu all the way and very, and she's horrified. And she's horrified and she starts making little snipes around her staff about those sorts of people. Those sorts of people. And the staff take it and run with it. And about halfway through the movie, a couple members of her staff go out, vandalize the place, start a fire, ride out, prance for the French. And she gets up the next morning and she realizes her part in that. That she herself would never have done that but a little spout out the hate here and hate there and gets them going. And from that point on, she becomes friends to the people across the street because she realizes there's no middle road. You either become a voice for hate or you become a voice for reconciliation. The disciples today keep saying, get rid of those people! Get rid of those! And finally Jesus says, okay. And he's worse to her than I'm sure they expected. Now he knows he's going to do the healing. She gets what she wants. There's reconciliation by the end. But for just a minute, give them a glimpse. Is this what you really want? And you hope they come away changed. You hope they go, yeah, let's stop asking for that. And we as a people, let's stop asking for the partisan God. The God that likes our side better than theirs. The opening reading has a little bit of that. Though in our country right now, I think of the white supremacist movement and they'd be real horrified to know that the scriptures only give us a Jewish supremacist movement. We're not mentioned. You know, the foreigners who join themselves could come in on the coat strings. By the way, we are the foreigners in that reading. The Jewish people are the ones. We could have that. We could decide to be a people that equality is not our thing. That we like supremacy better. We could go there. It's just not us. And the minute we decide that we're not all created equal, it's not American either. My dad used to joke about people in the world who feel that we're all created equal. There's just some that are more equal than others. You can't... Equality and supremacy are diametrically opposed positions. And so, you have that here. Or you have the second reading that says, you know, God delivered everyone into disobedience so that God could show mercy to everyone. What that means is all of us screw up. And all of us are forgiven. And you think of how much church and how much, not just ours, all churches, churches and religion run around saying, God is all forgiving. I mean, except for you people. God is all forgiving. Except for those ones over there. God is all forgiving except for that group. Because there's part of us that floats between that belief that God is all loving, that Catherine of Siena belief, and the disciples today that still want God to send someone away. We're caught between two contrary images that both come to scripture. You're always going to read through scripture and you're going to have to be the final filter that can decide the difference in importance between thou shalt not kill and thou shalt not eat shellfish. They're both in scripture. They're both in the same book. And I will still not put killing on level with a plate of scampi. We've got all of that in our scripture. What is our filter? Who are we as a people that truly believe that God created everyone? What is our theology? In other words, what is everything we do and everything we believe say about God? You know, give me a minute. I heard her go down. What do we do with that moment that says everyone counts? Because everyone counts to God. How do we learn to live with one another? What happens when everyone being a child of God, everyone being created equal, really becomes the foundation of the way we live rather than something historic we bring up once in a while? What if that's the foundation? Is that every person you encounter is beloved of God? Every person you encounter has messed up for the sole purpose of God being merciful. What happens when we become so aware of who we are and our own need for mercy that we can no longer judge another person? That's the God we have to fill in the gaps. Many of us, love at first sight was with a God image that might not have been that great. And as we grow up we realize that's not the God we want to be in love with. We don't want to be in love with the vision of God that likes these people and not these people. We don't want to be in love with the God who loves you until you mess up. I just don't want to spend eternity in heaven walking on eggshells because he could go off the edge at any minute and send another flood. What's your image of God? We have to start to filter our images a little better. When we go to scripture, you can come away with any number of images. And when you do, you will see the God you are falling in love with. And in the end, it will not tell you much about God. It will tell you everything about who you're becoming. We, in our faith, are called through the gospel to preach the God who loves every person. And not only that, who loves every person equally. That right there is enough work for the rest of our lives. To love every person equally. What happens when we respond to the stranger on the street as though it were one of our relatives we just ran into? What happens when we move beyond that tribalism to a vision that includes every person created by God? We may never get there emotionally, but just like the little dialogue in our head, we can have a well-informed vision of what we're to move towards. And whether we're emotionally there or not, we take care of everyone because we really believe it's what we're called to do. I think when we do that, we start to see a kingdom of God that reaches to the ends of the earth. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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At that time Jesus withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sedan,
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and behold, a Canaanite woman of that district
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came and called out, Have pity on me, Lord, son of David.
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My daughter is tormented by a demon.
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But Jesus did not say a word in answer to her.
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Jesus' disciples came and asked him,
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Send her away, for she keeps calling out after us.
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He said in reply,
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I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.
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But the woman came and did Jesus' homage,
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saying, Lord, help me.
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He said in reply,
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It is not right to take the food of the children
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and throw it to the dogs.
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She said, Please, Lord, for even the dogs
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eat the scraps that fall from the table of their masters.
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Then Jesus said to her in reply,
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O woman, great is your faith.
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Let it be done for you as you wish.
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And the woman's daughter was healed from that hour.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I have been thinking a lot about this week
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the concept of love at first sight.
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And it doesn't mean I have news for you
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and I'm out of here.
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It's an interesting, you know,
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psychology and different schools of thought.
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We'll talk about what is love at first sight.
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Is there really such a thing as love at first sight?
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And actually, very many people who have worked on this,
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many of the, probably even the majority of opinions
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will tell you that the majority of people who fall in love
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will tell you the experience of falling in love at first sight.
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Now, we don't always call it that
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because what happens is you see someone,
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you fall in love with the image of him or her
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at first sight, and then it's a long journey
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to try and figure out whether that person is actually
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what you think you fell in love with.
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But the experience of falling in love is immediate.
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You know, you'll find, especially when you get into
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that sort of romantic, chemical attraction,
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it does not come on slowly.
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You know, it is boom.
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I can't tell you how many women have talked to me
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over the years that would probably be in better shape
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if they sat down as a teenager and wrote out,
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here's everything I want,
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here's everything I think a man should be,
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and then Johnny the bad boy in a leather jacket walks in
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and something immediate happens.
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That feeling of love at first sight
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is based on, to a large degree,
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our ability to take whoever we just saw in front of us,
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give them a complete personality ectomy,
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and replace it with our fantasy personality,
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and then start the journey of actually seeing
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who that person is.
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And so love is at first sight,
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but we only love as much as we know,
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and it takes a while to figure out
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whether that love at first sight
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really correlates to the reality in front of us.
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This is the same thing with much of our spirituality.
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God is probably the most dangerous first date
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you will ever have,
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because many of us have an image of God.
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None of us can really know who God is.
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None of us can get our minds totally around God,
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and so in the end we pick something of God
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to become our whole picture.
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And unfortunately, unlike someone you date,
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God is, well, actually this might be exactly like
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some of the people you date,
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but God's not a big talker.
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You ever feel like you're holding up
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both sides of the conversation?
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We call that prayer.
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I know and I am well aware when I am praying
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and when I'm talking to God
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that I, you know, the part of God this evening
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will be played by Patrick Dolan.
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Fascinating he uses all the same words I would.
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I have always told people that
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I will know that it is a
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almost magical level revelation from God
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when God says something to me in prayer
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and I have to go look up one of the words
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in the dictionary.
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Wouldn't that be an exciting moment?
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So we know, so what is that?
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So what we're doing in our head,
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what we call contemplative prayer and prayers,
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often that we have to imagine
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what God would say to us.
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And hopefully that imagination is well informed.
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You know, when I imagine a conversation with God,
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you know, the voice of God never says,
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just smack him and get on with it.
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Because the image of God is better formed than that.
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But we are all called to be better theologians
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than we usually are.
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Most of us are better at a million other things
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in spirituality than theology.
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And what that means is
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we have a better idea of what we want the church to be,
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what we want the sacraments to be,
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what morals should be.
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We've got a better idea of all of that stuff,
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heaven and hell,
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than what each belief we have says about God.
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Catherine of Siena,
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I've told you this vision dozens of times over the years.
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Catherine of Siena had a vision very similar
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to Teresa of Avila,
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very similar to some of the saints.
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This vision of hell.
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Now, Catherine of Siena, I would contend,
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of all the saints,
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was one of the greatest theologians.
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Now there are people who wrote bigger treatises
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on the church,
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but those are ecclesiologists.
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Or on the spirit, pneumatology.
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Theology.
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Everything she thought, she said,
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what does this say about God?
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And what's my image of God?
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And so she had the same vision most of them had of hell.
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Swirling fire and lakes of fire and brimstonia.
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And her image ends with,
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and it was empty.
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Because that's her vision of God.
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Once you say God is all powerful and God is all loving,
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and people say,
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well, what about the unbaptized?
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That's your philosophy of sacraments.
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Well, what about people who did this?
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That's your philosophy of morality.
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She's dealing with theology,
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her vision of God.
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Now when you go through scripture,
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if you don't have a vision of God,
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you will come out with absolutely no help at all.
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You have the God of love who heals everyone.
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Earlier on you've got the God who gets upset,
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wipes out the world with a flood,
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and then afterwards says,
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I really regret that, here's a rainbow.
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The God who says, oops.
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You've got stories in there of like Jonah,
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where because Jonah did the right thing,
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God repented of the evil he was going to do.
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What, God does evil?
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The Bible is a compendium of many, many images
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and visions of God that we are called to reflect on.
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But you are the final filter.
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And what you say about God,
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what you believe about God,
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in many ways will tell us who you are.
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In the same way, it would be a fascinating,
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if somewhat unromantic experiment
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through someone's teens and early 20s,
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if every time one of those,
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I fell in love at first sight,
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turned out three weeks later to be not so great,
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instead of doing what most of us do,
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which is start a list in our head
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of everything that was horrible and awful with that person,
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to get a better vision of,
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so who did I think she was?
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Who did I think he was?
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Who do we think that other person is?
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After, you know,
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after an expected period of trial and failure,
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you would have a real great idea,
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this is what I'm looking for.
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This is what made this person,
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you know, I fell in love with,
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what did I really fall in love with?
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Do we have a sense of who that is?
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It wasn't that person as it turned out.
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But do we know what that ideal person is?
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Because it would tell you a lot about who you are.
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And it is always interesting when you say to people,
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what are you looking for in your,
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you know, your life mate, future spouse,
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what are you looking for?
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And it's, you would think everyone would come up
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with the same thing, but they don't.
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Loyalty, honesty,
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those two usually don't go together.
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If I need them to lie for me,
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are they going to be honest or loyal?
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You know, what's, you start to say,
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this is what I really want.
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In a future spouse,
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you learn a lot about yourself.
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But we don't, what we normally know is,
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I can tell you all the places they fell short.
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And we just get better images of what we don't like.
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If we do that with God,
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we get a better image of the God we don't want.
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And so today we have three radically different visions
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of God coming from scripture.
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And how do we decide between those?
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It will depend on our filter.
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You know, if you are mean
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and need God to be mean
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and need God to be,
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God is going to get those people over there eventually.
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You know, you will hang on to,
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you will cherry pick through scripture
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and get what you want.
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We used to call them in seminary
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the hateful mysteries of the rosary.
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If that is your vision of God,
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you could read all four gospels
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and come away with
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the five hateful mysteries.
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Jesus kills a herd of pigs.
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Jesus calls his best friend Satan.
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Jesus tells his mother to mind her own business.
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Jesus spits in the eye of a blind man.
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And today,
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Jesus tells this woman, you know, that she is a dog.
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So we don't walk away with that image of Jesus
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because we look at these stories and we go,
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wait, wait, wait, wait.
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My God image demands that I look a little deeper on this.
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How could this be the same person that says,
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let the little children come unto me?
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Because that would be just as problematic
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as the Canaanite woman.
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The kids, the women, it was all.
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It was, culturally, he would have shirked them all.
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And so,
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where I have come with,
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with this reading over the years,
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is there's a line in here where
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it says the disciples say,
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send her away, she keeps calling out after us.
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And he says in reply,
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and that's important because in the story,
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he doesn't say it in reply to the woman.
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He says it in reply to the disciples.
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The disciples want a God,
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for a long time in the story,
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the disciples always seem to want a God
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who will send the problem people away.
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The children are calling out,
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don't let the children come near us.
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You know, I,
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it's all matter of perspective.
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I was joking with a parent about the fact that,
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you know, it's,
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I'm sure it's just coincidence that tomorrow
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all the kids are coming back to school
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and the sun itself is going away.
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The mother said to me,
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oh, I think you're,
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you're looking a little too early in the day.
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The way I see it,
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the children are going back to school tomorrow
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and then the sun comes back forever.
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You know,
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you know,
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how we look at these things.
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But,
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we do have this point that says,
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so how do we look at the story?
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Well, he says to them,
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they say,
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stop the Canaanite woman coming from,
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stop the unclean man from calling out after us,
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he's an embarrassment.
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Stop the children from coming back.
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It's an embarrassment,
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it's an embarrassment.
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And finally he replies
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and gives them the God they want.
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And it's the last time we hear one of these sorts of stories
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in the chronology of that gospel.
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As though the lesson is taught.
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There was a film a few years ago
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called,
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The Hundred Foot Journey.
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Helen Mirren played a very sort of
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uptight,
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buttoned down,
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owner of a French restaurant
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in a little town on a dirt road
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and right across the street
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moves in an eastern Indian family
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that's going to open up just sort of a,
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a real down home,
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wild,
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spices in the air
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sort of restaurant.
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And all of this
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partying and music and you know,
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her restaurant is,
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it's cordon bleu all the way
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and very,
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and she's horrified.
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And she's horrified
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and she starts
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making little snipes
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around her staff
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about those sorts of people.
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Those sorts of people.
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And the staff take it and run with it.
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And about halfway through the movie,
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a couple members of her staff
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go out, vandalize the place,
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start a fire,
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ride out,
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prance for the French.
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And she gets up the next morning
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and she realizes
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her part in that.
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That she herself would never
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have done that
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but a little spout out the hate here
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and hate there
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and gets them going.
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And from that point on,
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she becomes friends
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to the people across the street
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because she realizes
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there's no middle road.
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You either become a voice for hate
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or you become a voice for reconciliation.
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The disciples today keep saying,
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get rid of those people!
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Get rid of those!
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And finally Jesus says,
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okay.
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And he's worse to her
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than I'm sure they expected.
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Now he knows he's going to do the healing.
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She gets what she wants.
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There's reconciliation by the end.
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But for just a minute,
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give them a glimpse.
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Is this what you really want?
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And you hope they come away changed.
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You hope they go,
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yeah, let's stop asking for that.
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And we as a people,
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let's stop asking for the partisan God.
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The God that likes our side
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better than theirs.
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The opening reading has a little bit of that.
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Though in our country right now,
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I think of the white supremacist movement
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and they'd be real horrified to know
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that the scriptures only give us
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a Jewish supremacist movement.
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We're not mentioned.
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You know,
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the foreigners who join themselves
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could come in on the coat strings.
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By the way,
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we are the foreigners in that reading.
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The Jewish people are the ones.
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We could have that.
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We could decide to be a people
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that equality is not our thing.
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That we like supremacy better.
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We could go there.
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It's just not us.
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And the minute we decide
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that we're not all created equal,
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it's not American either.
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My dad used to joke about people in the world
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who feel that we're all created equal.
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There's just some that are more equal than others.
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You can't...
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Equality and supremacy
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are diametrically opposed positions.
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And so,
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you have that here.
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Or you have the second reading
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that says, you know,
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God delivered everyone into disobedience
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so that God could show mercy to everyone.
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What that means is
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all of us screw up.
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And all of us are forgiven.
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And you think of how much church
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and how much,
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not just ours, all churches,
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churches and religion
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run around saying,
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God is all forgiving.
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I mean, except for you people.
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God is all forgiving.
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Except for those ones over there.
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God is all forgiving except for that group.
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Because there's part of us
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that floats between that belief
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that God is all loving,
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that Catherine of Siena belief,
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and the disciples today
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that still want God to send someone away.
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We're caught between two contrary images
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that both come to scripture.
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You're always going to read through scripture
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and you're going to have to be the final filter
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that can decide the difference in importance
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between thou shalt not kill
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and thou shalt not eat shellfish.
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They're both in scripture.
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They're both in the same book.
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And I will still not put killing
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on level with a plate of scampi.
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We've got all of that in our scripture.
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What is our filter?
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Who are we as a people
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that truly believe that God created everyone?
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What is our theology?
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In other words,
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what is everything we do
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and everything we believe
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say about God?
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You know,
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give me a minute.
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I heard her go down.
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What do we do with that moment
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that says everyone counts?
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Because everyone counts to God.
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How do we learn to live with one another?
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What happens when everyone being a child of God,
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everyone being created equal,
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really becomes the foundation of the way we live
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rather than something historic
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we bring up once in a while?
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What if that's the foundation?
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Is that every person you encounter
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is beloved of God?
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Every person you encounter
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has messed up for the sole purpose of God
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being merciful.
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What happens when we become so aware
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of who we are
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and our own need for mercy
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that we can no longer judge another person?
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That's the God we have to fill in the gaps.
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Many of us,
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love at first sight
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was with a God image
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that might not have been that great.
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And as we grow up we realize
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that's not the God we want to be in love with.
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We don't want to be in love with the vision of God
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that likes these people and not these people.
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We don't want to be in love with the God
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who loves you until you mess up.
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I just don't want to spend eternity in heaven
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walking on eggshells
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because he could go off the edge at any minute
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and send another flood.
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What's your image of God?
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We have to start to filter our images a little better.
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When we go to scripture,
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you can come away with any number of images.
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And when you do,
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you will see the God you are falling in love with.
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And in the end,
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it will not tell you much about God.
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It will tell you everything about who you're becoming.
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We, in our faith,
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are called through the gospel
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to preach the God who loves every person.
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And not only that,
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who loves every person equally.
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That right there
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is enough work for the rest of our lives.
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To love every person equally.
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What happens when we respond
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to the stranger on the street
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as though it were one of our relatives
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we just ran into?
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What happens when we move beyond that tribalism
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to a vision that includes every person created by God?
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We may never get there emotionally,
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but just like the little dialogue in our head,
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we can have a well-informed vision
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of what we're to move towards.
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And whether we're emotionally there or not,
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we take care of everyone
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because we really believe it's what we're called to do.
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I think when we do that,
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we start to see a kingdom of God
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that reaches to the ends of the earth.
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The kingdom of God that was preached by Jesus.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of a well-formed vision of God—a vision rooted not in exclusion, judgment, or tribalism, but in radical, inclusive love. He invites us to examine how our first impressions of God, much like love at first sight, are often projections of who we want God to be, not necessarily who God is. Just as in relationships, our understanding of God matures over time, shaped by experience, reflection, and deeper theological insight. Father Pat challenges us to be intentional about the God we believe in, because our image of God ultimately shapes who we become. Through the Gospel story of the Canaanite woman and the disciples’ desire to send her away, Father Pat illustrates how Jesus exposes the narrow, exclusionary vision of God that the disciples held—and by extension, that we often hold—and instead affirms a God who is merciful to all. Our theology, he insists, must reflect a God who loves equally, forgives universally, and calls us to live out that same radical inclusivity.
Father Pat begins by drawing a parallel between the phenomenon of “love at first sight” and our early spiritual experiences of God. He explains that just as we may project our ideals onto a person we are romantically drawn to, we often do the same with God. We fall in love with an idea of God, but that initial image is usually a reflection of our own desires, needs, or biases. Over time, just as relationships mature when we come to know the real person behind the fantasy, so too must our spirituality mature as we come to know God more deeply through scripture, prayer, and theology. However, since God is ultimately mystery, much of that journey involves imagining what God would say, what God would do—an imagination that must be informed by love, compassion, and a theology that is rooted in the Gospel.
Using the Gospel story of the Canaanite woman, Father Pat addresses the tension between exclusion and inclusion in our understanding of God. The woman, a foreigner and outsider, is initially met with silence and apparent rejection from Jesus. But Father Pat highlights a crucial narrative detail: Jesus’ harsh words are not directed to the woman herself, but are spoken “in reply” to the disciples, who are eager to dismiss her. In this, Father Pat discerns a teaching moment. Jesus momentarily gives the disciples the God they think they want—an exclusive, nationalist, elitist God—only to reveal, through the woman’s persistence and faith, that such a vision of God is inadequate. The healing that follows is not merely physical; it is theological. It reveals the expansive mercy of a God who embraces the outsider, who listens to the marginalized, and who honors faith wherever it is found. This interaction becomes a pivot point in the Gospel, after which such dismissive attitudes among the disciples seem to fade.
Father Pat then draws attention to the importance of theological reflection. He references Catherine of Siena, whose vision of hell was empty—not because she denied judgment or consequence, but because her understanding of God’s mercy and love could not accommodate eternal rejection. For Catherine, and for Father Pat, theology begins with the question: “What does this belief say about God?” Too often, he observes, we are better at expressing our views on morality, liturgy, or church practices than we are at articulating what these views imply about God’s nature. Are we imagining a vindictive, partisan God, or a God of universal compassion? When we cherry-pick scriptures to justify our biases, we risk constructing a God in our own image—one that may have more to do with our fears and prejudices than with the God revealed in Christ.
Father Pat warns against the temptation to create a “partisan God”—one who loves our group but not others, who forgives our sins but condemns those of outsiders. He draws a sobering comparison to societal dynamics, referencing supremacist ideologies that reflect the same flawed theological thinking: that some are inherently more worthy than others. He reminds us that such thinking is not only theologically unsound but also un-American, contradicting the founding principle that all people are created equal. The Church must resist the urge to define itself by opposition—to be the community of the righteous against the sinners—because that is not the God revealed in Jesus.
Moving into practical spirituality, Father Pat challenges us to filter scripture through a lens of love and mercy. Scripture holds many images of God—some wrathful, some merciful, some mysterious—and it is up to us, guided by a well-formed theology, to discern which images align with the God revealed in Christ. He humorously refers to “the five hateful mysteries” as a way of pointing out how easy it is to build a vision of God that is small, angry, and exclusive—if that’s what we’re looking for. But if, instead, we approach scripture with a heart open to love, inclusion, and compassion, we will begin to see a consistent thread: the God who welcomes the stranger, forgives the sinner, and calls all people to Himself.
The fullness of Father Pat’s message lies in the transformative power of that theological shift. If we believe God loves every person equally, then we are called to do the same. That belief is not just a private comfort; it’s a public ethic. It means caring for the stranger as we would our own family. It means resisting the tribalism that divides communities and churches. It means grounding our social, political, and religious lives in the conviction that every person is beloved of God and deserving of dignity. Even if we do not always feel this emotionally, we must act on it theologically. Our feelings may lag behind, but our actions must lead.
Ultimately, Father Pat urges us to grow beyond our initial, often immature ideas of God and move toward a spirituality rooted in mercy, justice, and inclusion. Our theology must be continually refined, informed by scripture, tradition, reason, and lived experience. And the measure of our theology is not how well it conforms to doctrine alone, but how well it reflects the God who is love. The God who, like the Jesus in today’s Gospel, may challenge our assumptions, but ultimately reveals a mercy that refuses to be limited by human boundaries....
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While they went off to buy it, the bridegroom came, and those who were ready went into the wedding feast with him. Then the door was locked. Afterwards, the other virgins came and said, Lord, Lord, open the door for us. But he said in reply, amen. I say to you, I do not know you. Therefore, stay awake, for you know neither the day nor the hour. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Tough wedding. Even tougher metaphor. It's one that people, you know, they've heard, oh, the wise virgins and the foolish virgins. And we don't really pull this apart. The problem with some of these metaphors is they're great metaphors for the kingdom of God, but they kind of fall apart at the human level because they're things that really don't happen at the human level. You know, you can't say, you know, love is a rose really doesn't mean anything if you've never seen a rose. I mean, we depend on the part of the metaphor that's supposed to make something for us. And this is a wedding, I'm assuming, like one you've never been to. First off, it's probably not, it's probably not an allusion to a Jewish wedding. Because even though there are some of the tidier English translations that take this to bridesmaids or maybe, you know, the allusion here is the bridegroom is waiting for 10 virgins. This is a 10 bride, one groom sort of wedding. I don't think I've been to more than one of those. So it's a little out of our experience to begin with. It's not really the picture of a wedding as we know it. And part of that is because this, of course, is the bride in this Matthew reading is already starting to take on that theology of the church. And Jesus being the bridegroom. And it's coming out of an experience of the community at the time this gospel's written, probably somewhere around the year 80, give or take, that they all thought the bridegroom, they all thought Jesus was going, the second coming was gonna happen before the death of the last apostle. And they've been watching him drop off one by one. And about now, they're feeling the bridegroom is late. The community is struggling for how do we keep waiting for Jesus to come back when it's becoming more and more apparent that it's probably not happening in our lifetime. It's not what was expected. And so it's definitely a story about, you know, well, be patient. Well, you know, it's not gonna happen when you expect. For most of us, it will not happen in our lifetime. Generations have come and gone. Every generation is, you know, unwilling to say out loud ahead of time, it's probably not in my lifetime. Because that almost feels like unfaithfulness. You know, that it could happen tomorrow. And so we end up with this parable that has at its heart a piece of theology that every preacher and every theologian, unless they've got a mean spiritedness to them, is very uncomfortable with. And it's that the wise maidens here are wise but uncaring. It's sort of, if we look at them as they're the ones that are going to heaven, they are the ones who, we got ours, we don't care about you. And it's a distasteful vision that if that's what heaven is full of, you know, hell, purgatory are looking pretty good at this point, you know, where the food's no good but the people are kinder. It tears apart, what is it? Well, I did it and you didn't. And it nurtures a sort of vision that some of us will merit heaven rather than none of us merit it. We get it through the grace of Jesus. And who merits it more is, you know, it's a little bit when we stand before God and hope that I will look better than the next person over. It, you know, it's like two garden slugs standing before a person thinking, I think they'll find me more attractive than that one. Which is not a horrible thing until, until the slugs start wounding one another to look better. We're all going to need this grace of God. So, for years I've toyed with this parable in different ways and tried to get my head around it. And I finally gave up yesterday and if anyone saw me at about noon, I was walking over from my office with a stack of Greek books about this big and slogged through this to try and figure out what's going on. Especially since whoever designed our lectionary, God love them. It's a little misleading until we put it next to the book of wisdom. They take the parable of these wise virgins and they say, let's pair it with the book of wisdom, which is not probably purposefully, but negligently misleading. Because the words both get translated into English as wisdom, but have nothing to do much with one another in their original languages. In the Old Testament, wisdom, the book of wisdom is it's not a female aspect of God. It is God, the entirety of God in female imagery. That's just so foreign to us that we don't really understand it. And I wanted to get one of these passages correct because I think people don't understand. So I'm taking out my Bible. I'm not tweeting, I promise. But in the book of wisdom, God, the great, the Hebrew Yahweh, the Ruach, all of that. In wisdom, this is a female character. But when someone says, well, I don't think they're really talking about God in that sense. This is from the 10th chapter. The holy people, wisdom, Solomon says, the holy people and their blameless descendants, it was she who rescued them from the nations that oppressed them. She who entered the soul of the Lord's servant withstood the kings. She who gave the holy ones the rewards of their labor. She who was their shelter from day, their light at night. She took them across the Red Sea. She brought them through the waters and she drowned their enemies, turning them up from the bottom. This is the Hebrew God. If it said he, you'd know exactly who they were talking about. But because it says she, we don't. Wisdom in the Old Testament is the essence of God. So when you take that and we say, well, we couldn't ask for more than to be like these wise women. Now we're misusing it because the word in the, so that's why I had to get all these books in what we call the Septuagint, and this is a little bit of a slog, so just stay with me. But the Septuagint is the oldest, the Greek translation of the Old Testament. You know, most of the Jewish people at the time of Jesus weren't running around speaking fluent Hebrew. They were living in Greek countries and the Old Testament had been translated into Greek by them. So they would, some of them, especially the less scholarly, might approach the Hebrew Bible the way I approach the Greek one, which is with a stack of books this big and go over, you know, I just don't flip through it and my fluent Greek just doesn't fall into place. I have to, so when I'm actually studying scripture, I will pull out the English translation. I'm practically fluent. So it's, you know, so they're doing that. They're pulling out the Septuagint, the Greek translation, and all of those images of wisdom is a word we're fairly familiar with, Sophia. Sophia is that Greek word. And Sophia is this imagery of, I mean, when you have Sophia, you are in the God mindset. You are with God and you are the perfect example of God. And Sophia, oh, they do it all up real nice. And then we get to these five women in the New Testament and the word Sophia is not used. The word phronimos, which means anything from well-prepared to shrewd. Oh, well shrewd, now I get it. They're shrewd. They've got all the details of this life in place. The other place it's used in the synoptics, one of the other places is in Luke, in the 16th chapter of Luke, at the eighth verse, where it's the dishonest steward, the one who goes out and scratches, it says, you know, the master awarded him because the children of this world are more prudent and shrewd with one another. Now, it wouldn't translate as because you dishonest people are more wise. Never have translated that one as wisdom. There's a sort of shrewd, you know, it would have been clunky to say there were five foolish virgins and five who were type A personalities. But that's sort of, I got everything in a row, I'm not gonna show up unprepared. These are the Boy Scouts you wanna travel with. But it doesn't set them up as an example of what it means to be close to God. It's just saying they're the ones that know how to plan ahead of time. The man who builds his house on stone, who has all of the right materials ready, same word, not Sophia. So once we back up and say, okay, so now let's use one of the common translations. There are five who are foolish and five who are prudent. Well, I know prudent people who aren't necessarily generous and compassionate, and that those don't always go together. But it's such a struggle for us to use the word wise and then say, so when we talk about this wisdom of God, compassion and mercy and caring about those who don't have shouldn't be part of it. So we first, we have to get those words separated from one another. And then say, so, what was the big moment that the other five had their epic failure? They didn't have an extra flask? Well, that's nice, but what if the bridegroom had been a whole nother day? They'd all have been out of oil. You know, some of them were lucky enough, they got the right amount, others weren't. So at what point did they have their epic failure? And when you start to figure out the translation, it becomes apparent that we've missed a crucial moment in this. What if they had shown up, if Jesus is the bridegroom, what if they had shown up with not enough oil? What if they'd just been brave enough to say, hey, not as prepared as them, but I'm showing up as who I am. Do we think Jesus would have slammed the door? Is the moment of foolishness when they hear someone else say, we're prepared, you're not. You go away, and we're going in. And they went to try to pick up someone else's journey and come back a little more acceptable. That's foolish. And we fall for it all the time. People are running around telling people which church they can belong to, which church they can't belong to, and everyone, and you have to, your journey has to look a little more like mine. And there are so many people, even in our own faith, where I always feel there are people who will say, you are welcome here. As long as you start to live a little more like I do, you're even more welcome. And if you could start to look like me, you know. It's not worth the hair loss. You know, we start to say, you're welcome when your spiritual journey mimics mine. I had a friend, a priest, who his superior wanted him to go on a retreat. They were going through some struggle, and he said, you know, I went on a 30-day silent Ignatian retreat once, and I really, really think that this would be good for you. And so he thought about it, and he said, you know, I'm gonna look into some programs. And he said, no, no, no, no, this program I did, this one in the Dakotas somewhere, oh, no, this is the one you should do. It's really, really good. Well, you know, 30-day silent retreat. I don't need to be, you know, in my favorite city. It's a 30-day silent retreat. That'll be fine, I'll just look through the spiritual directors. No, no, no, the one I used, and he said, I started to realize he didn't want me to go on a 30-day retreat. He wanted me to go on his 30-day retreat. Oh, this is the director I used, and this is the one. And as soon as you, you know, how many friends do you know that, oh, I have found the perfect diet? It worked for me, so it'll work for everyone. If it worked for everyone, you would sell a billion copies. Even modern medicine. Anyone who's ever dealt with cancer hears things constantly like, well, we've got a new treatment that works, and we think it works about 75% of the time. And what does that mean? It means it seems to work, but we don't know if it'll work on you, because we just don't know. There's some piece of, you know, idiosyncratic nature to this that we can't quite get our minds around, and what worked for one person doesn't work for another. And then we get people who think with spirituality, one size fits all. You know, either it's the spirituality of Jesus, or it's that, no, you cannot do the path of Jesus. He started as God. I don't mean to disappoint you, but your starting point was different. None of us started as God. We usually thought we got there by the time we were 16 or so, but we really didn't. You know, we don't have the same starting place. Someone comes to us, a spiritual guru, the worst thing we can start to do is to find a spiritual teacher and imitate them rather than be advised by them. You know, when you've got a companion, you don't really follow as much as you walk alongside. You cut your own path. It may be near to theirs, but this whole parable when we start to realize the difference between real wisdom and prudence, nothing wrong with prudence, but it's not the whole package. When we start to realize the difference, we go, so their mistake was, oh, we're not prepared the way they are. We can't go in. That was the moment of foolishness. That was the moment that they lost it, and then when they come back, it's already going. You know, I think most of us don't ever hit that point with that parable. We're too busy thinking of other things. It's so easy to let someone hijack the deeper meaning of something and make it something else. You know, yesterday, Veterans Day, I've always wondered why we didn't just create Veterans Day rather than take Armistice Day and rename it because they're not the same thing. You know, Armistice was disarmament, and Veterans Day, they said, you know, we gotta honor the veterans of all our wars. Good idea, but it wasn't, that's what that armistice was, was honoring the disarmament, and you know, and that poor holiday has had the worst history of any in our, you know, first, what was it, I think in 1938, they passed the Monday holiday thing. Have to do it on a Monday, you know, and they said, we'll move it to the nearest Monday, so I think the first time they finally celebrated it on a Monday was 72 or 74, and they celebrated it on October 25th. Now, I admit, I know a lot of people who grew up in the 70s, and we missed a few Mondays, but there's no way that was the closest Monday to November 11th, and then it took them about four years to say, okay, this is stupid, put it back on November 11th because we're moving it all over the place to find a Monday, but it's had this troubled history, and I always thought, why didn't they just keep armistice day and say, wow, if that's a good idea, put in another holiday and honor our veterans? You know, oh, let's change this one. It was still a great holiday, it was a good idea, you know, and why not have them both? Why not enrich ourselves? We do that with this parable. Instead of saying, well, you could take on that, as rabbis would, take on another image of this, but the original image is not that you had five failures and five A-pluses. No, no one in this looks really good. Even the bridegroom is sketchy. He shows up late, but how dare they show up late? Even the bridegroom is a sketchy character in this, and that's the beauty of the parables. You can reflect on them again and again from the viewpoints of different characters. You know, Jesus could have handed us an encyclopedia of moral behavior. Instead, he took the parables, and those of you who are mathematicians know that that word comes from the meaning of a shape that is open-ended. Never really has a conclusion to it, and it keeps us rediscovering. Today's, I really think, tells us, your path, it's the only path you get to heaven. You will not get to heaven imitating someone else's path, because they're not in the same place. That's why I always throw my hands up the air when someone says, you know, what would Jesus do? I've told you my problem with that. They're starving. What would Jesus do? He'd multiply bread. Let me know how that works for you. You have to go sacrifice and help and do something else. You don't have the Jesus skills. Wouldn't it be nice? We can't do that. We can imagine what does Jesus call us to do, but we're working with a slightly different skill set than God. And so, we ask God to make us a people that trust that God is here with us in our path, from where you're at at this moment to, you know, your final resting in heaven. There is your path, and it's not going to be anyone else's. And when someone else looks more prepared, so you start to jump and try and do their path, all you do is arrive at your own late. We ask God to make us a people that trust in the grace of our own spiritual journey. Trust that each of us is created by God. Each of us is given a destiny by God. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Jesus told his disciples this parable.
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The kingdom of heaven will be like 10 virgins
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who took their lamps and went out to meet the bridegroom.
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Five of them were foolish and five were wise.
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The foolish ones, when taking their lamps,
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brought no oil with them.
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But the wise brought flasks of oil with their lamps.
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Since the bridegroom was long delayed,
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they all became drowsy and fell asleep.
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At midnight, there was a cry.
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Behold, the bridegroom, come out to meet him.
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Then all those virgins got up and trimmed their lamps.
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The foolish ones said to the wise,
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give us some of your oil, for our lamps are going out.
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But the wise ones replied, no, for there may not
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be enough for us and you.
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Go instead to the merchants and buy some for yourselves.
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While they went off to buy it, the bridegroom came,
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and those who were ready went into the wedding feast
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with him.
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Then the door was locked.
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Afterwards, the other virgins came and said, Lord, Lord,
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open the door for us.
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But he said in reply, amen.
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I say to you, I do not know you.
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Therefore, stay awake, for you know neither
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the day nor the hour.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Tough wedding.
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Even tougher metaphor.
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It's one that people, you know, they've
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heard, oh, the wise virgins and the foolish virgins.
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And we don't really pull this apart.
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The problem with some of these metaphors is
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they're great metaphors for the kingdom of God,
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but they kind of fall apart at the human level
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because they're things that really don't happen
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at the human level.
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You know, you can't say, you know, love is a rose
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really doesn't mean anything if you've never seen a rose.
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I mean, we depend on the part of the metaphor
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that's supposed to make something for us.
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And this is a wedding, I'm assuming,
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like one you've never been to.
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First off, it's probably not,
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it's probably not an allusion to a Jewish wedding.
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Because even though there are some of the tidier
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English translations that take this to bridesmaids
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or maybe, you know, the allusion here is
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the bridegroom is waiting for 10 virgins.
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This is a 10 bride, one groom sort of wedding.
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I don't think I've been to more than one of those.
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So it's a little out of our experience to begin with.
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It's not really the picture of a wedding as we know it.
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And part of that is because this, of course,
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is the bride in this Matthew reading
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is already starting to take on that theology of the church.
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And Jesus being the bridegroom.
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And it's coming out of an experience of the community
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at the time this gospel's written,
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probably somewhere around the year 80, give or take,
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that they all thought the bridegroom,
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they all thought Jesus was going,
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the second coming was gonna happen
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before the death of the last apostle.
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And they've been watching him drop off one by one.
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And about now, they're feeling the bridegroom is late.
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The community is struggling for how do we keep waiting
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for Jesus to come back when it's becoming
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more and more apparent that it's probably
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not happening in our lifetime.
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It's not what was expected.
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And so it's definitely a story about,
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you know, well, be patient.
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Well, you know, it's not gonna happen when you expect.
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For most of us, it will not happen in our lifetime.
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Generations have come and gone.
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Every generation is, you know,
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unwilling to say out loud ahead of time,
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it's probably not in my lifetime.
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Because that almost feels like unfaithfulness.
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You know, that it could happen tomorrow.
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And so we end up with this parable
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that has at its heart a piece of theology
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that every preacher and every theologian,
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unless they've got a mean spiritedness to them,
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is very uncomfortable with.
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And it's that the wise maidens here
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are wise but uncaring.
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It's sort of, if we look at them as
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they're the ones that are going to heaven,
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they are the ones who, we got ours,
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we don't care about you.
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And it's a distasteful vision
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that if that's what heaven is full of,
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you know, hell, purgatory are looking pretty good
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at this point, you know, where the food's no good
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but the people are kinder.
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It tears apart, what is it?
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Well, I did it and you didn't.
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And it nurtures a sort of vision
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that some of us will merit heaven
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rather than none of us merit it.
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We get it through the grace of Jesus.
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And who merits it more is, you know,
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it's a little bit when we stand before God
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and hope that I will look better
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than the next person over.
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It, you know, it's like two garden slugs
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standing before a person thinking,
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I think they'll find me more attractive than that one.
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Which is not a horrible thing until,
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until the slugs start wounding one another to look better.
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We're all going to need this grace of God.
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So, for years I've toyed with this parable
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in different ways and tried to get my head around it.
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And I finally gave up yesterday
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and if anyone saw me at about noon,
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I was walking over from my office
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with a stack of Greek books about this big
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and slogged through this to try and figure out
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what's going on.
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Especially since whoever designed our lectionary,
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God love them.
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It's a little misleading until we put it
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next to the book of wisdom.
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They take the parable of these wise virgins
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and they say, let's pair it with the book of wisdom,
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which is not probably purposefully,
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but negligently misleading.
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Because the words both get translated
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into English as wisdom, but have nothing to do much
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with one another in their original languages.
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In the Old Testament, wisdom, the book of wisdom
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is it's not a female aspect of God.
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It is God, the entirety of God in female imagery.
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That's just so foreign to us
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that we don't really understand it.
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And I wanted to get one of these passages correct
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because I think people don't understand.
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So I'm taking out my Bible.
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I'm not tweeting, I promise.
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But in the book of wisdom, God,
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the great, the Hebrew Yahweh, the Ruach, all of that.
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In wisdom, this is a female character.
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But when someone says, well, I don't think
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they're really talking about God in that sense.
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This is from the 10th chapter.
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The holy people, wisdom, Solomon says,
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the holy people and their blameless descendants,
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it was she who rescued them from the nations
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that oppressed them.
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She who entered the soul of the Lord's servant
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withstood the kings.
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She who gave the holy ones the rewards of their labor.
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She who was their shelter from day, their light at night.
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She took them across the Red Sea.
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She brought them through the waters
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and she drowned their enemies,
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turning them up from the bottom.
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This is the Hebrew God.
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If it said he, you'd know exactly
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who they were talking about.
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But because it says she, we don't.
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Wisdom in the Old Testament is the essence of God.
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So when you take that and we say, well,
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we couldn't ask for more than to be like these wise women.
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Now we're misusing it because the word in the,
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so that's why I had to get all these books
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in what we call the Septuagint,
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and this is a little bit of a slog,
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so just stay with me.
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But the Septuagint is the oldest,
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the Greek translation of the Old Testament.
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You know, most of the Jewish people
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at the time of Jesus weren't running around
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speaking fluent Hebrew.
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They were living in Greek countries
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and the Old Testament had been translated
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into Greek by them.
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So they would, some of them,
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especially the less scholarly,
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might approach the Hebrew Bible
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the way I approach the Greek one,
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which is with a stack of books this big and go over,
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you know, I just don't flip through it
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and my fluent Greek just doesn't fall into place.
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I have to, so when I'm actually studying scripture,
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I will pull out the English translation.
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I'm practically fluent.
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So it's, you know, so they're doing that.
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They're pulling out the Septuagint,
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the Greek translation,
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and all of those images of wisdom
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is a word we're fairly familiar with, Sophia.
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Sophia is that Greek word.
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And Sophia is this imagery of,
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I mean, when you have Sophia,
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you are in the God mindset.
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You are with God and you are the perfect example of God.
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And Sophia, oh, they do it all up real nice.
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And then we get to these five women in the New Testament
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and the word Sophia is not used.
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The word phronimos,
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which means anything from well-prepared to shrewd.
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Oh, well shrewd, now I get it.
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They're shrewd.
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They've got all the details of this life in place.
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The other place it's used in the synoptics,
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one of the other places is in Luke,
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in the 16th chapter of Luke, at the eighth verse,
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where it's the dishonest steward,
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the one who goes out and scratches,
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it says, you know, the master awarded him
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because the children of this world
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are more prudent and shrewd with one another.
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Now, it wouldn't translate as
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because you dishonest people are more wise.
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Never have translated that one as wisdom.
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There's a sort of shrewd, you know,
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it would have been clunky to say
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there were five foolish virgins
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and five who were type A personalities.
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But that's sort of, I got everything in a row,
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I'm not gonna show up unprepared.
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These are the Boy Scouts you wanna travel with.
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But it doesn't set them up as an example
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of what it means to be close to God.
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It's just saying they're the ones
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that know how to plan ahead of time.
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The man who builds his house on stone,
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who has all of the right materials ready,
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same word, not Sophia.
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So once we back up and say,
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okay, so now let's use one of the common translations.
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There are five who are foolish and five who are prudent.
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Well, I know prudent people
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who aren't necessarily generous and compassionate,
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and that those don't always go together.
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But it's such a struggle for us to use the word wise
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and then say, so when we talk about this wisdom of God,
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compassion and mercy and caring about those
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who don't have shouldn't be part of it.
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So we first, we have to get those words
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separated from one another.
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And then say, so, what was the big moment
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that the other five had their epic failure?
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They didn't have an extra flask?
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Well, that's nice, but what if the bridegroom
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had been a whole nother day?
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They'd all have been out of oil.
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You know, some of them were lucky enough,
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they got the right amount, others weren't.
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So at what point did they have their epic failure?
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And when you start to figure out the translation,
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it becomes apparent that we've missed
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a crucial moment in this.
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What if they had shown up, if Jesus is the bridegroom,
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what if they had shown up with not enough oil?
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What if they'd just been brave enough to say,
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hey, not as prepared as them,
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but I'm showing up as who I am.
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Do we think Jesus would have slammed the door?
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Is the moment of foolishness when they hear
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someone else say, we're prepared, you're not.
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You go away, and we're going in.
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And they went to try to pick up someone else's journey
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and come back a little more acceptable.
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That's foolish.
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And we fall for it all the time.
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People are running around telling people
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which church they can belong to,
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which church they can't belong to,
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and everyone, and you have to,
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your journey has to look a little more like mine.
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And there are so many people, even in our own faith,
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where I always feel there are people who will say,
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you are welcome here.
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As long as you start to live a little more like I do,
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you're even more welcome.
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And if you could start to look like me, you know.
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It's not worth the hair loss.
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You know, we start to say, you're welcome
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when your spiritual journey mimics mine.
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I had a friend, a priest, who his superior
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wanted him to go on a retreat.
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They were going through some struggle,
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and he said, you know, I went on a 30-day
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silent Ignatian retreat once, and I really, really think
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that this would be good for you.
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And so he thought about it, and he said,
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you know, I'm gonna look into some programs.
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And he said, no, no, no, no, this program I did,
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this one in the Dakotas somewhere,
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oh, no, this is the one you should do.
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It's really, really good.
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Well, you know, 30-day silent retreat.
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I don't need to be, you know, in my favorite city.
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It's a 30-day silent retreat.
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That'll be fine, I'll just look
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through the spiritual directors.
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No, no, no, the one I used, and he said,
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I started to realize he didn't want me
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to go on a 30-day retreat.
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He wanted me to go on his 30-day retreat.
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Oh, this is the director I used, and this is the one.
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And as soon as you, you know, how many friends
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do you know that, oh, I have found the perfect diet?
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It worked for me, so it'll work for everyone.
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If it worked for everyone, you would sell a billion copies.
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Even modern medicine.
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Anyone who's ever dealt with cancer
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hears things constantly like, well,
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we've got a new treatment that works,
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and we think it works about 75% of the time.
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And what does that mean?
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It means it seems to work, but we don't know
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if it'll work on you, because we just don't know.
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There's some piece of, you know, idiosyncratic nature
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to this that we can't quite get our minds around,
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and what worked for one person doesn't work for another.
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And then we get people who think
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with spirituality, one size fits all.
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You know, either it's the spirituality of Jesus,
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or it's that, no, you cannot do the path of Jesus.
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He started as God.
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I don't mean to disappoint you,
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but your starting point was different.
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None of us started as God.
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We usually thought we got there
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by the time we were 16 or so, but we really didn't.
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You know, we don't have the same starting place.
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Someone comes to us, a spiritual guru,
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the worst thing we can start to do
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is to find a spiritual teacher and imitate them
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rather than be advised by them.
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You know, when you've got a companion,
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you don't really follow as much as you walk alongside.
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You cut your own path.
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It may be near to theirs, but this whole parable
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when we start to realize the difference
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between real wisdom and prudence,
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nothing wrong with prudence,
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but it's not the whole package.
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When we start to realize the difference,
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we go, so their mistake was,
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oh, we're not prepared the way they are.
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We can't go in.
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That was the moment of foolishness.
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That was the moment that they lost it,
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and then when they come back, it's already going.
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You know, I think most of us
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don't ever hit that point with that parable.
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We're too busy thinking of other things.
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It's so easy to let someone hijack
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the deeper meaning of something and make it something else.
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You know, yesterday, Veterans Day,
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I've always wondered why we didn't just create Veterans Day
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rather than take Armistice Day and rename it
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because they're not the same thing.
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You know, Armistice was disarmament,
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and Veterans Day, they said, you know,
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we gotta honor the veterans of all our wars.
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Good idea, but it wasn't, that's what that armistice was,
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was honoring the disarmament,
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and you know, and that poor holiday
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has had the worst history of any in our, you know,
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first, what was it, I think in 1938,
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they passed the Monday holiday thing.
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Have to do it on a Monday, you know,
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and they said, we'll move it to the nearest Monday,
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so I think the first time they finally celebrated it
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on a Monday was 72 or 74,
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and they celebrated it on October 25th.
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Now, I admit, I know a lot of people
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who grew up in the 70s, and we missed a few Mondays,
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but there's no way that was the closest Monday
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to November 11th, and then it took them about four years
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to say, okay, this is stupid, put it back on November 11th
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because we're moving it all over the place
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to find a Monday, but it's had this troubled history,
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and I always thought, why didn't they just keep armistice
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day and say, wow, if that's a good idea,
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put in another holiday and honor our veterans?
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You know, oh, let's change this one.
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It was still a great holiday, it was a good idea,
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you know, and why not have them both?
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Why not enrich ourselves?
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We do that with this parable.
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Instead of saying, well, you could take on that,
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as rabbis would, take on another image of this,
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but the original image is not that you had
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five failures and five A-pluses.
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No, no one in this looks really good.
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Even the bridegroom is sketchy.
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He shows up late, but how dare they show up late?
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Even the bridegroom is a sketchy character in this,
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and that's the beauty of the parables.
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You can reflect on them again and again
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from the viewpoints of different characters.
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You know, Jesus could have handed us
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an encyclopedia of moral behavior.
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Instead, he took the parables,
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and those of you who are mathematicians
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know that that word comes from the meaning
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of a shape that is open-ended.
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Never really has a conclusion to it,
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and it keeps us rediscovering.
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Today's, I really think, tells us,
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your path, it's the only path you get to heaven.
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You will not get to heaven imitating someone else's path,
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because they're not in the same place.
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That's why I always throw my hands up the air
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when someone says, you know, what would Jesus do?
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I've told you my problem with that.
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They're starving.
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What would Jesus do?
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He'd multiply bread.
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Let me know how that works for you.
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You have to go sacrifice and help and do something else.
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You don't have the Jesus skills.
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Wouldn't it be nice?
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We can't do that.
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We can imagine what does Jesus call us to do,
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but we're working with a slightly
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different skill set than God.
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And so, we ask God to make us a people
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that trust that God is here with us in our path,
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from where you're at at this moment
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to, you know, your final resting in heaven.
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There is your path, and it's not going to be anyone else's.
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And when someone else looks more prepared,
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so you start to jump and try and do their path,
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all you do is arrive at your own late.
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We ask God to make us a people that trust
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in the grace of our own spiritual journey.
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Trust that each of us is created by God.
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Each of us is given a destiny by God.
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Each of us is in relationship with God.
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The day you decide to walk someone else's path,
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you're never gonna get where they got.
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All you're going to do is lose the path,
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which is a grace that God has given you.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the parable of the Father Pat’s message centers on the parable of the ten virgins, emphasizing that the true failure of the “foolish” virgins was not their lack of preparation, but their belief that they could not approach the bridegroom unless they looked like the “prepared” ones. He challenges traditional interpretations that glorify the “wise” virgins and critiques a theology that equates spiritual preparedness with exclusionary merit. He asserts that each person must follow their own unique path to God, not someone else’s, and that salvation is not earned through prudence or imitation, but received through grace. Father Pat encourages us to trust the integrity of our own spiritual journey and resist the pressure to conform our faith walk to others'.
The detailed message explores the discomfort many feel with this parable from Matthew 25, where five virgins, called “wise,” bring extra oil for their lamps, while the other five, “foolish,” do not. Father Pat begins by noting that the parable’s wedding setting is culturally foreign and metaphorically loaded, making it difficult to relate to at a human level. Crucially, he points out the theological tension that arises when the “wise” virgins—those who seem to be rewarded—are portrayed as prudent but lacking in compassion. They refuse to share their oil, and yet are still welcomed into the wedding feast. This raises a troubling implication: Is heaven a place for those who say, “I got mine, too bad for you”?
He challenges the idea that the parable is about earning one’s place in heaven through preparedness or merit. Instead, he suggests that the parable reflects the early Christian community’s struggle with the delayed return of Christ—the “bridegroom”—and their anxiety about how to remain faithful in the waiting. The deeper theological issue, however, lies in the translation of the word “wise.” The English term “wise” misleadingly suggests divine insight or godliness. But in the Greek, the word used is *phronimos*, which is better translated as “prudent,” “shrewd,” or “well-prepared”—a term used elsewhere in the Gospels to describe worldly cleverness, not spiritual wisdom. By contrast, the word for divine wisdom in Greek is *Sophia*, a term used in the Old Testament (especially the Book of Wisdom) to describe the very essence of God, often in feminine imagery. Father Pat underscores this distinction, noting that the lectionary’s pairing of this Gospel with the Book of Wisdom may inadvertently mislead, as the “wisdom” of the virgins is not *Sophia*—God's wisdom—but mere human foresight.
Father Pat then reorients the focus of the parable to the moment of true failure—not when the foolish virgins forget extra oil, but when they internalize the message that they are unwelcome because they are unprepared. Instead of approaching the bridegroom honestly and vulnerably, they go off to buy more oil, attempting to match someone else’s readiness. This, he says, is the real moment of foolishness: denying the legitimacy of their own spiritual condition and journey in favor of conforming to someone else’s.
This reflects a broader, often unspoken attitude in religious communities: that someone is only welcome if they conform to the dominant model of holiness, belief, or behavior. Father Pat likens this to people who suggest others are welcome in church “as long as they start to live a little more like me.” He warns against a one-size-fits-all spirituality, noting that even well-meaning spiritual mentors may fall into the trap of promoting their personal path as the universal one. He compares this to medical treatments or diets—what works for one person may not work for another. The same is true in the spiritual life: each person’s journey is unique, shaped by their individual relationship with God.
He draws attention to how often people are tempted to imitate others’ spiritual lives rather than walk their own path. Even the question “What would Jesus do?” is problematic if it leads us to forget that Jesus began as God—our starting point is different. Instead, we must discern what Jesus is calling *us* to do, given our own humanity and limitations. True discipleship is not imitation in the shallow sense, but courageous fidelity to one's own path.
Ultimately, Father Pat reminds us that the parables are not closed moral lessons but open-ended invitations to reflection. The word “parable” itself denotes a shape that never quite resolves. This parable, he argues, is not about condemning some and rewarding others, but about the danger of abandoning your authentic spiritual journey in an effort to replicate another’s. The foolish virgins were not rejected because they lacked oil, but because they left their place to become someone else. The call of Christ is to stay awake—not just to the timing of his return, but to the grace and truth of our own spiritual story. Once we abandon that path, we risk missing our unique encounter with the Divine.
Therefore, Father Pat concludes, our prayer must be to trust God's grace in our own journey, to walk our unique path with authenticity, and to resist the pressure to conform to others' spiritual models. Salvation is not a reward for prudence; it is a gift of grace to those who dare to show up just as they are....
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I cannot get up to give you anything. I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitor the loaves because of their friendship, he will get up to give him whatever he needs because of his persistence. And I tell you, ask and you will receive, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks the door will be opened. What father among you would hand his son a snake if he asks for a fish, or hand him a scorpion when he asks for an egg? If you then who are wicked know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him? The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Abraham, Abraham. This reading always sounds like one of those Irish jokes that go on for 17 minutes for just too little punchline. It goes on and on and I think, oh, you know, I know we think this is about, you know, the goodness of God and the forgiveness of the people. I think it's actually a parable about the amazing patience of God. I know this because I can see your faces halfway through this story. If I were God, he'd have got to about 40 and I'd have said, cut to the bottom line. What's your bottom line, God? You know, this is a perfect example of how scripture has to travel across so many cultures in so many centuries before it lands here. And it hasn't landed yet. It's not for us. It's for everyone. It's for future generations. But this is Middle Eastern Hegelism. It's, I mean, it's their culture. To kind of, okay, what about this? Okay, what about this? I mean, I don't think we think, oof, real sad for those nine people that they couldn't find 10. You know, I mean, it could go on and on, but it depicts the vision of their relationship with God. As I've mentioned occasionally, one of the most fundamental differences between the spirituality, not the theology, but the spirituality of Judaism and Islam is right there in the words. Islam means that, you know, we define ourselves, Islam is submission. We define ourselves through submission to God. Israel means to argue with God, to wrestle with God. And they believed, I mean, the stories of wrestling with the angel, Jacob's ladder, all these stories because they aren't really, it's not an arrogance of coming up against God. It is their fundamental stance that when they speak of God, they are always speaking of their image of God. And we always have to wrestle with our image of God. You know, when we pray to God, we pray to our image of God. We can't get past that. The actuality of God is just beyond us. And so we have these images, and as we pray to images, we have to wrestle with them. And this is, you know, this sort of spectacular wrestling with the image. My favorite moment in all of these Old Testament stories is when Abraham says, will you sweep away the innocent for the guilty? I mean, suppose there were 50 innocent people. You know, far be it from you to do such a thing. There is a Yiddish word, chutzpah. Do you know the chutzpah it takes to look at God and say, come on, you're better than that. I mean, that's what he's doing. But there's an understanding of the spirituality under this that it's a story about wrestling with our image of God. How often do we come up with a catastrophe, whether it's obvious that it's through the sin of a person or two, like a shooting, whether it's a natural disaster. And we go, why? What is God doing? That's you and I wrestling with our image of God, not with the reality of God because you and I can't get there. But our image, our image is that, you know, if God is God, then life should run along perfectly. Now let me say it out loud, we know that's not right. But certainly it shouldn't get to a certain point. And usually we're saying that when we think we're there. It shouldn't get, they shouldn't be this far. You know, it's this wrestling with God. And the story is not about just about the haggling in the sense of what's the best deal I can get. The haggling in Middle Eastern culture is also about the sustaining of the relationship. You and I, our relationship with a salesperson usually is, I'd like a non-fat latte. Okay. They would find that, this is why we get a reputation in other countries as being rude. It's not that we don't speak the language. So we walk into a store and we don't say hello or good morning. We walk in and say, I'd like, and they're like, for now. That to them is unduly harsh. I really do, I've mentioned this before, but I really do now. I actually, I've mentioned this book. I want to do a book club on it, but there's a book called The Bonjour Effect. Which is, they aren't mad because we don't speak French. They're mad because we walk into their store and don't even say bonjour before we tell them what we want. They're like, no. This, so the haggling of Abraham and God is not, oh, if you just sneak at it, you can get a much better deal on a God. No, it's look at their relationship. Look at the companionship and the friendship and look at the reality of the interaction and that it's not sort of, you know, I go to God for a second in prayer in the morning and I say, here's what I want. Okay, check in tomorrow. We'll see how you're doing. That was real good, but did you miss number four and five on the list yesterday? You know, I mean, it's like, it's this perfunctory. I think, and it's probably getting worse in modern culture as socialization is replaced by networking. You know, networking is creating, you know, in its strictest sense, it's creating relationships that might be helpful to me as opposed to creating relationships. Networking is not a bad thing unless it is the sum total of how we relate to the world. So we, you know, hopefully we never create a relationship that is only about business, is only about what I can get out of it. You know, Abraham and God already have a relationship. That's why the story goes that way. All three of these little sections on prayer are about the constancy of it. He's really not saying with this, you know, if you just keep knocking at night, at midnight, you know, it is not Luke or Jesus saying, look, I've met you people, trust me, you could wear God down and he'll give you whatever you want. All right, you can't wear God down. That's not what prayer is. If I just, how many people I've heard say, I've prayed and I've prayed and I've prayed and they don't want to really end it with the reality statement which is, and God still won't follow my orders. I get done praying and I'm not in charge yet. How come? Because if I pray enough and God will do whatever I want, then think about that. All I have to pray in the name of Jesus, if you're smart, one or two, so get two gathered, pray in the name of Jesus and be consistent enough and God's on the book. So now, Penelope was in charge of the universe. You were God. Because if we really believe that as long as I pray right, God should be doing this stuff, we're in charge. You know, I always want to turn this last part inside out with the second last part where he says, which of you would hand your child a scorpion if they asked for an egg? Well, which of you would hand them a scorpion if they asked for a scorpion? Sometimes we ask for scorpions. You know, it can even be the most gracious prayer. It can just simply be someone who needs healing. And what we don't know is they're on their own journey. I can't ask God to change their journey because I'm not ready for it. Even because they're not ready for it. And they're on their journey. And so we kind of, when we have, if we pray enough, we will wear down our own heart. We'll wear down the walls. We'll wear down whatever it is in us that just can't trust God. We're not wearing down God. It's just, I've tried. A heat is relentless. We can't wear down God. We can wear down the, you know, what this, in 12-step groups they have a thing called, what they call stinking thinking. Meaning the things we tell ourselves that just keep us addicted, the ways we think in life that just have messed us up and they're paradigms of life that aren't helping us and we can't let go. And we fall back into them all the time. You know, all of us do that. We have ways of thinking that we fall back into. And Jesus says, yeah, you just keep a prayer and you will, you'll notice he doesn't say at the end of this, it's, Luke does this each time and he's very clever about it. Matthew doesn't go here but he says, I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitors the loaves because of their friendship, he will give them whatever he needs because of his persistence. He doesn't think he'll give the loaves for his persistence. Ask for the loaves, ask for the loaves and if you're persistent enough, God will give you what you need. Not the loaves. As a matter of fact, I've always kind of thought, what visitor do you have that eats three loaves of bread? It's not me, it is what Yeti came to town. I'm like, it's, but you know, give us this day our daily bread and he follows it with, so he wants three loaves of bread and if you're persistent, what you need. Not what, it doesn't say if you ask, God will give you whatever you asked for. If you're not, God will open the door. You've asked to be opened. He ends it, he says, so if you just ask God for all these good things, God will give you the Holy Spirit. Little, little Peyton switch there at the end. Not, I know God will give me the Holy Spirit. I wanted the winning lottery ticket. I'll worry about the Spirit after I get that ticket. You know, we get the Spirit, we get the relationship with God and it's why it kind of moves us to, I think it's a better practice for us to pursue in life, with our prayer life. I can't tell you that the number of people who over the years have said, you know, it's one of the most common confessions is, I miss my daily prayers. Now, do you know there is nothing in canon law or church teaching that says, this is the amount of prayer you should do daily and if you don't do this, you've sinned. What they're really saying is, I've developed a habit of prayer over the years and I've fallen off my own routine. And, you know, I suppose at some level they're thinking, it's kind of what I committed to God and I didn't keep my commitment. But you made up that commitment of prayer. And so there are people who will say, and I always ask, well, tell me what your daily prayer is. And often, well, I've fallen off my daily prayer. Well, what is your daily prayer? Well, I do 15 rosaries followed by three hours of meditation, followed with that. I missed my morning prayers. Yes, they ran into lunch. You know, and I'm like, if we create that sort of, I'm going to be a prayer warrior, it may not be sustainable. And it may not be as helpful. I think much more helpful is, I think the perfect prayer life would be five or ten minutes in the morning, maybe with a scripture, maybe with a quick reflection that gives you something to think about. And then ten times during the day, bringing it back to your mind for 30 seconds. You know, the old Buddhist monastic tradition was whatever reflection they were given in the morning and they had a five or ten minute meeting with it, then throughout the day in the monastery, the gong would ring every 20 minutes or so. And every time the gong rang, you were just called to stop whatever you were doing, you know, take a breath, remember what it is, and then go right on. That relationship with God, much like this sort of haggling that we see with Abraham, that kind of relationship with God versus the, I dig in and I say every prayer I can and, you know, like the person who says, you know, I just joined a gym and I'm going to go three hours a day. Call me in a week. And you can't walk. You know, and it falls apart. You know, you always have these, I used to have a friend, Kathleen in my last parish was a trainer, and she said, I always try and convince them for the first month that the only goal of the workout is that they still want to work out tomorrow. It's the only goal, so get used to it. Don't kill yourself. Say it with prayer. Can you just get back in touch? I think it would be an amazing thing in Lent is if they give us a little, forget all these complicated prayer apps, one that you could say, just buzz my wrist every 20 minutes so that whatever I was thinking about in the morning I can return to, just for a breath. You know, when children leave for college or to go out in the world, when they finally move, I shouldn't say finally, it sounds so... But when they leave the house in that sort of a final way, the lamenting of the parent is not that the relationship is over. They'll still come and they'll visit. Theoretically, they'll call on a regular basis. You know, the relationship can still be there, but it moves to a relationship where they come and they visit, or we talk and then they're gone again. What the parent misses is running into them in the hallway, seeing them in the kitchen. They're the constant part of your life. That's what we should think with prayer, is that sort of constant touching God, rather than I have my prayer time and then it's back to real life. What we do here, we just think about as often as we can and it doesn't have to be long moments. It is a relationship with God and relationships are... The best relationships we have in our life are built on constancy, not on the duration of each encounter, but on how long we don't allow ourselves to go in between encounters. It's not about can I lengthen my prayer, can I shorten the distance between thinking about God. And so God asks us today to become a people not of deeper prayer, there are times for that, but a people of more constant prayer. I... I was part of a photo thing. They wanted to take pictures of our hands, which is really about the only part of a picture taking. At Porter Hospital, the Helping Hands was their project and they had a picture of all these nurses' hands and then they have a picture of the doctors' hands and so they wanted the chaplains and the three of us, one was kind of an evangelical minister and one was a rabbi, Elliot Baskin, and myself. They said, so would you guys come down and how do you hold your hands in prayer? And I always hate because of course the evangelicals got there before me so I couldn't say the same thing. Oh well, this is kind of our prayer posture and then you know, and Elliot looks at me and goes, well, you know we don't really have a posture for prayer. He says, here in the hospital I am most likely to hold the hands of the person I'm praying with. And then they said, and you Father, what's your most common prayer posture? And I said, my hands are usually at ten and two on the wheel. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus was praying in a certain place,
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and when he had finished, one of his disciples said to him,
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Lord, teach us to pray, just as John taught his disciples.
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He said to them, When you pray, say,
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Father, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come.
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Give us each day our daily bread, and forgive our sins,
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as we ourselves forgive everyone in debt to us.
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And do not subject us to the final test.
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And he said to them, Suppose one of you
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has a friend to whom he goes at midnight and says,
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Friend, lend me three loaves of bread,
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for a friend of mine has arrived at my house from a journey,
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and I have nothing to offer him.
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And he says in reply from within,
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Do not bother me.
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The door has already been locked,
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and my children and I are already in bed.
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I cannot get up to give you anything.
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I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitor the loaves
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because of their friendship,
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he will get up to give him whatever he needs
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because of his persistence.
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And I tell you, ask and you will receive,
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seek and you will find,
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knock and the door will be opened to you.
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For everyone who asks receives,
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and the one who seeks finds,
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and to the one who knocks the door will be opened.
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What father among you would hand his son a snake
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if he asks for a fish,
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or hand him a scorpion when he asks for an egg?
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If you then who are wicked
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know how to give good gifts to your children,
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how much more will the Father in heaven
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give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him?
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Abraham, Abraham.
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This reading always sounds like one of those Irish jokes
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that go on for 17 minutes for just too little punchline.
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It goes on and on and I think,
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oh, you know, I know we think this is about,
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you know, the goodness of God
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and the forgiveness of the people.
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I think it's actually a parable
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about the amazing patience of God.
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I know this because I can see your faces
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halfway through this story.
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If I were God, he'd have got to about 40
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and I'd have said, cut to the bottom line.
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What's your bottom line, God?
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You know, this is a perfect example
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of how scripture has to travel across
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so many cultures in so many centuries
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before it lands here.
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And it hasn't landed yet.
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It's not for us.
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It's for everyone.
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It's for future generations.
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But this is Middle Eastern Hegelism.
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It's, I mean, it's their culture.
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To kind of, okay, what about this?
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Okay, what about this?
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I mean, I don't think we think,
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oof, real sad for those nine people
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that they couldn't find 10.
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You know, I mean, it could go on and on,
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but it depicts the vision
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of their relationship with God.
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As I've mentioned occasionally,
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one of the most fundamental differences
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between the spirituality,
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not the theology,
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but the spirituality of Judaism and Islam
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is right there in the words.
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Islam means that, you know,
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we define ourselves,
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Islam is submission.
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We define ourselves through submission to God.
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Israel means to argue with God,
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to wrestle with God.
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And they believed, I mean,
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the stories of wrestling with the angel,
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Jacob's ladder,
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all these stories because they aren't really,
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it's not an arrogance of coming up against God.
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It is their fundamental stance
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that when they speak of God,
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they are always speaking of their image of God.
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And we always have to wrestle with our image of God.
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You know, when we pray to God,
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we pray to our image of God.
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We can't get past that.
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The actuality of God is just beyond us.
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And so we have these images,
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and as we pray to images,
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we have to wrestle with them.
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And this is, you know,
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this sort of spectacular wrestling with the image.
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My favorite moment in all of these Old Testament stories
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is when Abraham says,
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will you sweep away the innocent for the guilty?
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I mean, suppose there were 50 innocent people.
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You know, far be it from you to do such a thing.
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There is a Yiddish word, chutzpah.
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Do you know the chutzpah it takes to look at God
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and say, come on, you're better than that.
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I mean, that's what he's doing.
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But there's an understanding of the spirituality under this
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that it's a story about wrestling with our image of God.
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How often do we come up with a catastrophe,
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whether it's obvious that it's through the sin
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of a person or two, like a shooting,
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whether it's a natural disaster.
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And we go, why?
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What is God doing?
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That's you and I wrestling with our image of God,
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not with the reality of God
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because you and I can't get there.
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But our image, our image is that, you know,
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if God is God, then life should run along perfectly.
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Now let me say it out loud, we know that's not right.
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But certainly it shouldn't get to a certain point.
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And usually we're saying that when we think we're there.
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It shouldn't get, they shouldn't be this far.
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You know, it's this wrestling with God.
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And the story is not about just about the haggling
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in the sense of what's the best deal I can get.
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The haggling in Middle Eastern culture
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is also about the sustaining of the relationship.
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You and I, our relationship with a salesperson
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usually is, I'd like a non-fat latte.
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Okay.
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They would find that,
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this is why we get a reputation in other countries
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as being rude.
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It's not that we don't speak the language.
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So we walk into a store
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and we don't say hello or good morning.
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We walk in and say, I'd like,
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and they're like, for now.
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That to them is unduly harsh.
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I really do, I've mentioned this before,
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but I really do now.
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I actually, I've mentioned this book.
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I want to do a book club on it,
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but there's a book called The Bonjour Effect.
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Which is, they aren't mad because we don't speak French.
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They're mad because we walk into their store
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and don't even say bonjour
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before we tell them what we want.
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They're like, no.
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This, so the haggling of Abraham and God
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is not, oh, if you just sneak at it,
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you can get a much better deal on a God.
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No, it's look at their relationship.
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Look at the companionship and the friendship
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and look at the reality of the interaction
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and that it's not sort of,
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you know, I go to God for a second in prayer in the morning
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and I say, here's what I want.
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Okay, check in tomorrow.
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We'll see how you're doing.
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That was real good,
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but did you miss number four and five on the list yesterday?
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You know, I mean, it's like, it's this perfunctory.
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I think, and it's probably getting worse in modern culture
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as socialization is replaced by networking.
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You know, networking is creating,
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you know, in its strictest sense,
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it's creating relationships that might be helpful to me
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as opposed to creating relationships.
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Networking is not a bad thing
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unless it is the sum total of how we relate to the world.
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So we, you know, hopefully we never create a relationship
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that is only about business,
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is only about what I can get out of it.
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You know, Abraham and God already have a relationship.
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That's why the story goes that way.
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All three of these little sections on prayer
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are about the constancy of it.
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He's really not saying with this, you know,
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if you just keep knocking at night, at midnight, you know,
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it is not Luke or Jesus saying,
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look, I've met you people, trust me,
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you could wear God down and he'll give you whatever you want.
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All right, you can't wear God down.
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That's not what prayer is.
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If I just, how many people I've heard say,
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I've prayed and I've prayed and I've prayed
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and they don't want to really end it
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with the reality statement which is,
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and God still won't follow my orders.
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I get done praying and I'm not in charge yet.
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How come?
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Because if I pray enough and God will do whatever I want,
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then think about that.
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All I have to pray in the name of Jesus,
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if you're smart, one or two, so get two gathered,
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pray in the name of Jesus and be consistent enough
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and God's on the book.
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So now, Penelope was in charge of the universe.
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You were God.
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Because if we really believe that as long as I pray right,
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God should be doing this stuff, we're in charge.
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You know, I always want to turn this last part inside out
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with the second last part where he says,
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which of you would hand your child a scorpion
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if they asked for an egg?
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Well, which of you would hand them a scorpion
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if they asked for a scorpion?
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Sometimes we ask for scorpions.
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You know, it can even be the most gracious prayer.
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It can just simply be someone who needs healing.
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And what we don't know is they're on their own journey.
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I can't ask God to change their journey
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because I'm not ready for it.
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Even because they're not ready for it.
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And they're on their journey.
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And so we kind of, when we have, if we pray enough,
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we will wear down our own heart.
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We'll wear down the walls.
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We'll wear down whatever it is in us
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that just can't trust God.
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We're not wearing down God.
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It's just, I've tried.
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A heat is relentless.
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We can't wear down God.
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We can wear down the, you know, what this,
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in 12-step groups they have a thing called,
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what they call stinking thinking.
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Meaning the things we tell ourselves
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that just keep us addicted,
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the ways we think in life that just have messed us up
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and they're paradigms of life that aren't helping us
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and we can't let go.
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And we fall back into them all the time.
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You know, all of us do that.
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We have ways of thinking that we fall back into.
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And Jesus says, yeah, you just keep a prayer
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and you will, you'll notice he doesn't say
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at the end of this, it's, Luke does this each time
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and he's very clever about it.
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Matthew doesn't go here but he says,
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I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitors
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the loaves because of their friendship,
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he will give them whatever he needs
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because of his persistence.
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He doesn't think he'll give the loaves for his persistence.
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Ask for the loaves, ask for the loaves
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and if you're persistent enough,
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God will give you what you need.
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Not the loaves.
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As a matter of fact, I've always kind of thought,
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what visitor do you have that eats three loaves of bread?
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It's not me, it is what Yeti came to town.
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I'm like, it's, but you know,
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give us this day our daily bread
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and he follows it with, so he wants three loaves of bread
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and if you're persistent, what you need.
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Not what, it doesn't say if you ask,
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God will give you whatever you asked for.
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If you're not, God will open the door.
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You've asked to be opened.
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He ends it, he says, so if you just ask God
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for all these good things,
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God will give you the Holy Spirit.
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Little, little Peyton switch there at the end.
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Not, I know God will give me the Holy Spirit.
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I wanted the winning lottery ticket.
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I'll worry about the Spirit after I get that ticket.
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You know, we get the Spirit,
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we get the relationship with God
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and it's why it kind of moves us to,
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I think it's a better practice for us to pursue in life,
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with our prayer life.
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I can't tell you that the number of people
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who over the years have said, you know,
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it's one of the most common confessions is,
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I miss my daily prayers.
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Now, do you know there is nothing in canon law
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or church teaching that says,
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this is the amount of prayer you should do daily
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and if you don't do this, you've sinned.
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What they're really saying is,
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I've developed a habit of prayer over the years
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and I've fallen off my own routine.
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And, you know, I suppose at some level they're thinking,
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it's kind of what I committed to God
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and I didn't keep my commitment.
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But you made up that commitment of prayer.
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And so there are people who will say,
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and I always ask, well, tell me what your daily prayer is.
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And often, well, I've fallen off my daily prayer.
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Well, what is your daily prayer?
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Well, I do 15 rosaries
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followed by three hours of meditation,
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followed with that.
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I missed my morning prayers.
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Yes, they ran into lunch.
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You know, and I'm like,
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if we create that sort of,
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I'm going to be a prayer warrior,
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it may not be sustainable.
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And it may not be as helpful.
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I think much more helpful is,
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I think the perfect prayer life
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would be five or ten minutes in the morning,
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maybe with a scripture,
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maybe with a quick reflection
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that gives you something to think about.
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And then ten times during the day,
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bringing it back to your mind for 30 seconds.
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You know, the old Buddhist monastic tradition
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was whatever reflection they were given in the morning
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and they had a five or ten minute meeting with it,
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then throughout the day in the monastery,
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the gong would ring every 20 minutes or so.
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And every time the gong rang,
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you were just called to stop whatever you were doing,
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you know,
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take a breath, remember what it is,
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and then go right on.
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That relationship with God,
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much like this sort of haggling
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that we see with Abraham,
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that kind of relationship with God
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versus the, I dig in
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and I say every prayer I can
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and, you know, like the person who says,
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you know, I just joined a gym
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and I'm going to go three hours a day.
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Call me in a week.
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And you can't walk.
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You know,
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and it falls apart.
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You know, you always have these,
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I used to have a friend,
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Kathleen in my last parish was a trainer,
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and she said,
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I always try and convince them for the first month
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that the only goal of the workout
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is that they still want to work out tomorrow.
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It's the only goal,
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so get used to it.
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Don't kill yourself.
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Say it with prayer.
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Can you just get back in touch?
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I think it would be an amazing thing in Lent
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is if they give us a little,
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forget all these complicated prayer apps,
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one that you could say,
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just buzz my wrist every 20 minutes
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so that whatever I was thinking about
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in the morning I can return to,
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just for a breath.
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You know, when children leave for college
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or to go out in the world,
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when they finally move,
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I shouldn't say finally,
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it sounds so...
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But when they leave the house
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in that sort of a final way,
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the lamenting of the parent
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is not that the relationship is over.
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They'll still come and they'll visit.
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Theoretically,
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they'll call on a regular basis.
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You know,
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the relationship can still be there,
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but it moves to a relationship
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where they come and they visit,
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or we talk
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and then they're gone again.
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What the parent misses
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is running into them
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in the hallway,
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seeing them in the kitchen.
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They're the constant part of your life.
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That's what we should think with prayer,
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is that sort of constant
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touching God,
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rather than
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I have my prayer time
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and then it's back to real life.
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What we do here,
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we just think about
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as often as we can
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and it doesn't have to be long moments.
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It is a relationship
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with God
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and relationships are...
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The best relationships we have in our life
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are built on constancy,
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not on the duration
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of each encounter,
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but on
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how long
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we don't allow ourselves
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to go in between encounters.
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It's not about
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can I lengthen my prayer,
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can I shorten the distance between
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thinking about God.
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And so God asks us today
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to become a people
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not of deeper prayer,
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there are times for that,
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but a people of more constant prayer.
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I...
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I was part of a photo
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thing.
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They wanted to take pictures of our hands,
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which is really about the only part
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of a picture taking.
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At Porter Hospital,
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the Helping Hands was their project
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and they had a picture of all these nurses' hands
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and then they have
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a picture of the doctors' hands
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and so they wanted the chaplains
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and the three of us,
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one was kind of an evangelical minister
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and one was a rabbi, Elliot Baskin,
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and myself.
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They said, so would you guys come down
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and how do you hold your hands in prayer?
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And I always hate
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because of course
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the evangelicals got there before me
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so I couldn't say the same thing.
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Oh well, this is kind of our prayer posture
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and
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then you know, and Elliot
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looks at me and goes, well, you know
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we don't really have a posture
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for prayer. He says, here in the hospital
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I am most likely to hold the hands of the person
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I'm praying with.
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And then they said, and you Father,
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what's your most common prayer posture?
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And I said, my hands
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are usually at ten and two on the wheel.
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I realized
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I realized that sounded like
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driving was dicey
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but what I really meant
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because I remembered Father David Dunman saying
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you know what, if you would just
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and it is a habit
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if you would just, every time you get in the car
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and every time you get out of the car
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a quick moment
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of thinking about God
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how many times a day would that be?
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Just connect it.
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You know.
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I could move that up a level
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and say, I'll do it every time I touch
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the refrigerator door.
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I could be a monk by Wednesday.
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I mean, you know
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what are the things we do normally
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that we could make touchstones
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with God?
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You know, the door of the house
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could be an important one
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I'm coming back home
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I'm leaving home, I do it mindfully
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God's part of that moment
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I think we're so
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into our formulaic prayers
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that we don't
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have
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this constant prayer
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it's just a moment of thanksgiving
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I'm leaving the house, I'm coming into
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the house, I'm about to get nourishment
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I'm about to travel
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somewhere
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constant touchstones with God
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He's not talking about
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wearing God down
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He's talking about
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being more in constant contact
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with God
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and God will wear down
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the rough edges of our soul
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and we will start
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to emanate and radiate
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to one another the Kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message offers a profound reflection Father Pat’s message offers a profound reflection on the nature of prayer, emphasizing that it is not about manipulating God or wearing Him down with persistence, but about cultivating a continuous, evolving relationship with the divine. Rooted in the Gospel of Luke, Father Pat uses the imagery of Abraham’s bold negotiation with God and Jesus’ teachings on prayer to illustrate how true spirituality involves wrestling with our image of God, not just submitting passively. He stresses that prayer is not about receiving exactly what we ask for, but about being transformed by the constancy of communication with God, who ultimately gives us not what we think we want, but what we truly need — the Holy Spirit. In a world where relationships are often transactional, Father Pat challenges us to move beyond formulaic prayer and enter into a rhythm of daily, mindful moments with God, building a relationship marked by trust, honesty, and presence.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel text from Luke, where Jesus teaches His disciples how to pray and then tells a parable about persistence in prayer. He highlights that the core message is not about transactional prayer — where if we just pray hard enough or long enough, God will give us what we want — but about the constancy of prayer as a means of relationship. Father Pat connects this to the story of Abraham bargaining with God over the fate of Sodom, pointing out that this extended dialogue is not about haggling for a better deal but about demonstrating the depth of Abraham's relationship with God. Abraham's boldness — his "chutzpah" — in challenging God is a model for what it means to have an honest, engaged, and even confrontational relationship with the divine. This is not a lack of faith, but a deep spiritual engagement that reflects the Jewish tradition of wrestling with God — as embodied in the very name "Israel."
Father Pat then contrasts this with other religious approaches, like Islam, whose name means "submission." While not diminishing the value of submission, he underscores that the Judeo-Christian tradition invites us to wrestle with our image of God, because we can never directly access God's full reality. Our prayers, therefore, are always directed toward our evolving image of God, which must be constantly reexamined and reshaped, especially in the face of suffering or tragedy. When disasters or personal crises strike, and we ask, “Why?” we are not questioning God’s existence, but wrestling with our own incomplete and often inadequate understanding of God’s nature.
He moves on to discuss the cultural context of the parables, explaining that in Middle Eastern culture, haggling is not just about bargaining but about sustaining relationships. The back-and-forth is part of the intimacy, the familiarity, and the shared life. This is a powerful metaphor for prayer — not a negotiation but a dialogue that maintains and deepens our relationship with God. Father Pat warns against turning prayer into a to-do list or a magic formula to get God to act according to our desires. He jokes about the idea that if we just pray the right way, with the right people, using the right words, then God will be forced to comply — making us, rather than God, the ones in control.
The heart of the message is that persistent prayer changes us — not God. We do not wear God down with our prayers; rather, God wears down the hardness of our hearts, our resistance, our fears, and our illusions. Through persistent and honest prayer, we are shaped, softened, and made more open to receiving not always what we ask for, but what we truly need: the Holy Spirit. Father Pat cleverly points out how the Gospel passage ends with a kind of bait-and-switch — Jesus tells us to ask, seek, and knock, and then concludes not by promising us what we requested, but by promising the Holy Spirit. This is the ultimate gift, the one that brings us into deeper communion with God and enables us to live with purpose and peace.
He offers a critique of how modern society approaches prayer, particularly the tendency to turn it into a performance or a checklist. Many people, he observes, feel guilty for not meeting their own self-imposed standards of prayer — such as praying for hours or completing numerous devotions daily — and he gently reminds them that there is no canonical requirement for a specific quantity of daily prayer. Instead, he encourages a more sustainable, integrated approach: brief moments of reflection, gratitude, or connection with God throughout the day. He compares this to monastic traditions where monks are periodically reminded throughout the day to return to their morning reflection. This rhythm of constant return — not the duration of each prayer — is what builds a deep and lasting relationship with God.
Father Pat uses vivid personal anecdotes to reinforce his point. He talks about a hospital photography project where clergy were asked about their prayer posture. While others had traditional gestures, he confessed that his most common posture was with his hands at "ten and two" on the steering wheel — praying while driving. It’s a humorous but powerful example of integrating prayer into the ordinary moments of daily life. He encourages the congregation to think about the natural touchpoints of their day — opening the refrigerator, walking through a door, getting into the car — and to use these as reminders to connect briefly with God. Just a breath, a thought, a moment of awareness can keep the relationship alive.
He concludes by drawing a poignant parallel between this kind of prayer and the way parents miss their children not just after they move out, but in the loss of daily, ordinary interactions — seeing them in the hallway, hearing them in the kitchen. In the same way, God desires not just our formal visits in prayer, but to be woven into the fabric of our daily lives. It is not the length of our prayers that matters most, but the constancy of our turning toward God. And in that constancy, God slowly transforms us, making us more receptive, more compassionate, and more reflective of the Kingdom of God in the world....
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