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37
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Parable of the Sower
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Father Pat
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2017-07-16
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2017-07-16-parable-of-the-sower-37.mp3
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950
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Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or have met, I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant, which is actually the easiest place to run into him. Let's be fair. It's not difficult to run into me in one either. And, you know, we talked for a few minutes. He was with some people. And, you know, he is one of these priests that evokes so many reactions out of so many people. Most people just adore him. There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy. But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy. But I came away with this sense that the one thing I have always, always been impressed with is he is always up. He is always one of the most joyful people you will ever meet. He's never, I mean, he loves his life. And it's an interesting thing to enter into because most of us, when we hear that someone is a drama junkie, what that usually means is ugly, negative drama. And all their energy spins around the latest thing. You know, it's very interesting to meet someone whose energy always spins around what's positive. But every bit as much energy. And, you know, today's gospel, and of all of the readings, what we get every year I call, these are the agricultural readings. I texted Rita Maylander yesterday, I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up. Farm girl from the eastern Colorado plains. And, you know, we get these two, three weeks of the seeds and the sowers and all of the different parables because our faith is fundamentally, as humans, different people say, well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross. Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion. Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope. And it's that expression of our ability to actually believe the future can be better. And I think our hope gets attacked in all sorts of subtle ways, and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope. And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker. And it happens in our personal lives, it happens in our country, it happens in our church. I think one of the ways, like I always think, you know, in the social, economical world, one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is when denial of a problem no longer works, we'll go right after people's hope. Because if we can undo their hope, they'll ignore the problem. And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology and the green movement right now. You know, there have been people who for, literally, 15 years ago, people say, there's no, global warming's not happening, global warming. Okay, those people finally have realized, you know, as they've seen the iceberg with the penguin floating by their house, they've thought, okay, something's changing. So what do you do now? Go after their hope and say, yeah, but it's nothing we're doing, it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it, it's just, it's gonna happen. Next thing to do is unravel their hope. There's no hope to fix it, so that's our new reason for not going after something. Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing. They'll stop every productive thing they're doing. Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows. When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever. But the day that in your head, it either, you didn't lose the weight, or you're stuck at a number, or you gained a few pounds back, or you just have a voice in your head that goes, well, this is going well by now, but you know, we all know that a year from now, I'll gain it back again. The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope, your diet is dead, I promise you. The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on. And we forget that it's our hope we have to go back and reclaim. This lack of hope, Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness. The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope. And I think if you watched the political scene for the last year, you saw what happens. In a single year, you see what happens when we decide we are the land of the free and the home of the scared. Because that's who we became in a single year. Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year, when it came down to our two candidates, no one talked about what they hoped from each one. They just talked about what they were scared about with each one. And why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her. But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered who rose up the ranks, we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope. We're almost afraid to say, I have great hope in this candidate because then when they do something wrong, I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather, I would rather look sophisticated and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone. I think I've told you a couple times that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater. And their famous line, and they don't know this, but all of their friends behind their back quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room. If you like the show, it must be good because we're a tough room. We can tell you every mistake. They are so sophisticated, they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years. And I think all of us get seduced by that vision of sophistication. I'm not going to hope in that. I'm not going to be one of those people that have the wool pulled over my eyes. I, I'm going to see what's going wrong ahead of time, and boy, I'm going to look smart. I'm going to be the most miserably smart person in the room. And we give up on hope. No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem? That's what these agricultural readings are about. No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task of farming on if they don't believe there's going to be a crop in the fall. They really believe not only is the harvest possible, but what they do correctly now will help it. That their efforts in the world will have an effect. That's hope. And when we don't have that, whether it's church or country, come the home of the scared. And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve and fall apart and stop planning for its future. We're just, we're just so happy we got through today. Think of the things, you know, what was, what was your, other than that the other side didn't win, what was your hope for a candidate last year? Didn't have one. I just knew that that one would be worse than that one and that one would be yummy. Oh, that one will ruin this. You really want that one? But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this. No one had that. Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear. Protect us against those people. Protect us. Always fear. In our church. This is why there have been, do you know if you go through the saints, the number of mystical visions of hell outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven by about eightfold. Oh, I had this vision of hell and here's how bad the torture, it's like, it's like their hope in heaven is so weak that all they can give you is what I always, I always say that, you know, this is, this is the least comforting line of all times and most people have used it at one time or another. When life just seems insurmountable, the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse. Really? That's all you got? It could be worse? But that's what church does. Sometimes we paint this picture of God that's a little iffy. Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope, gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine and that scripture there, and we come up with this picture of God that has some real ugliness to it. We come up with a picture of God who is all loving until he doesn't like the way people are behaving and then he drowns them. We have, you know, the picture of God that says, you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp, and if a daughter disobeys her father, you can stone her to death. And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God, not, the issue with these are not, could they be true? Maybe, but who could hope in that God? Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God? Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells because God could go off at any moment? It's not a hopeful vision of God, and without a hopeful vision of God, why does anyone want to go to heaven? All heaven is is eternity with God. And so we back up when we get these readings of hope and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope? Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated, or who we've been taught. Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with? Where is that hope? And if we can't come up with a good enough picture, then we'll go to hell and say, but you better go there because it could be worse. Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven because it could be worse. We have to be a people of great hope. And so I return to, I remember, oh, five years ago, we had a discussion about Father Ken Leone, and this is such a Ken Leone thing, and I know some people will just roll their eyes into the back of their head, but it's just who he is. And so it was a communion procession, and you know, when kids come up, he would bless them on the head, and the story happened many years ago, but we were talking about it about five years ago with a small group of priests, and one of them was just, they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically, oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up and, you know, gotten her blessing and then held her doll up. Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name, and he blesses her and sends her on his way, and, you know, and I had said to them, you know, that I had heard this story because the girl who at the time I heard the story was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago, was telling me about this story, and, you know, she was a college student going, and she said, you know, I was going to Mass, and I told the priest about this, and he really told me that was, you know, liturgically not good. You know, there needs to be a differentiation, ya-da-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset that this priest took that whole thing apart, and so I was listening to all, all the different comments in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there, eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy, that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the, and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said, I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s, you're missing the fact that we're talking about in this day and age, a 23-year-old who's still going to church every week. He said, you guys are all trying to figure out, was it the right sign? He said it was the right seed. It was the right seed. What are we about? Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace and blah, blah, blah? It could be worse. It could be worse. A man who lives every day with hope knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers, you know, almost 20 years later, she remembers that her dolly got blessed and that he entered into her reality just for a minute. Are we planting seeds? If we're not a people of hope, we will not waste time planting seeds. We'll be trying to make sure that everyone thinks the right thing right now because, you know, I mean, I always talk about those people, we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live, but, you know, you really shouldn't, no matter how funny it sounds, you really shouldn't eat dessert first because you're worried that you could die before the end of dinner. And no one wants their last meal to be salad. You know. Oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring. We got to go today, today, today. It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow. But if we don't know the God in whom we hope, we have no compass. That's when we become a people without a moral compass. That's when we become a people who anyone, any leader, religious, political, can get up and say anything and we'll go, okay, okay, because we have no moral compass. You know, could be worse, and we'll go with it. Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer. We'll protect our skin and our borders because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are. And so it is our hope that will give us courage. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On that day, Jesus went out of the house
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and sat down by the sea.
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Such large crowds gathered around him
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that he got into a boat and sat down,
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and the whole crowd stood along the shore.
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And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying,
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A sower went out to sow,
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and as he sowed, some seed fell on the path,
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and birds came and ate it up.
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Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil.
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It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep,
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and when the sun rose, it was scorched
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and it withered for lack of roots.
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Some seed fell among thorns,
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and the thorns grew up and choked it.
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But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit,
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a hundred or sixty or thirtyfold.
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Whoever has ears ought to hear.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Last weekend, I ran into,
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and many of you may know or have met,
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I ran into Father Ken Leone
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at a restaurant,
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which is actually the easiest place to run into him.
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Let's be fair.
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It's not difficult to run into me in one either.
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And, you know, we talked for a few minutes.
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He was with some people.
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And, you know, he is one of these priests
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that evokes so many reactions out of so many people.
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Most people just adore him.
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There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy.
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But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy.
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But I came away with this sense
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that the one thing I have always,
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always been impressed with is he is always up.
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He is always one of the most joyful people
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you will ever meet.
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He's never, I mean, he loves his life.
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And it's an interesting thing to enter into
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because most of us,
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when we hear that someone is a drama junkie,
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what that usually means is ugly, negative drama.
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And all their energy spins around the latest thing.
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You know, it's very interesting to meet someone
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whose energy always spins around what's positive.
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But every bit as much energy.
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And, you know, today's gospel,
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and of all of the readings,
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what we get every year I call,
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these are the agricultural readings.
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I texted Rita Maylander yesterday,
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I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up.
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Farm girl from the eastern Colorado plains.
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And, you know, we get these two, three weeks
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of the seeds and the sowers
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and all of the different parables
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because our faith is fundamentally,
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as humans, different people say,
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well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross.
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Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion.
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Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope.
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And it's that expression of our ability
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to actually believe the future can be better.
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And I think our hope gets attacked
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in all sorts of subtle ways,
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and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope.
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And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker.
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And it happens in our personal lives,
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it happens in our country,
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it happens in our church.
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I think one of the ways,
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like I always think, you know,
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in the social, economical world,
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one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot
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is when denial of a problem no longer works,
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we'll go right after people's hope.
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Because if we can undo their hope,
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they'll ignore the problem.
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And I think we've seen that with the movements
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in ecology and the green movement right now.
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You know, there have been people who for,
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literally, 15 years ago,
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people say, there's no,
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global warming's not happening, global warming.
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Okay, those people finally have realized,
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you know, as they've seen the iceberg
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with the penguin floating by their house,
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they've thought, okay, something's changing.
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So what do you do now?
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Go after their hope and say,
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yeah, but it's nothing we're doing,
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it's too big a problem,
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there's nothing we can do about it,
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it's just, it's gonna happen.
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Next thing to do is unravel their hope.
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There's no hope to fix it,
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so that's our new reason for not going after something.
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Go after people's hope,
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and they'll stop what they're doing.
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They'll stop every productive thing they're doing.
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Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows.
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When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever.
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But the day that in your head,
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it either, you didn't lose the weight,
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or you're stuck at a number,
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or you gained a few pounds back,
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or you just have a voice in your head that goes,
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well, this is going well by now,
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but you know, we all know that a year from now,
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I'll gain it back again.
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The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope,
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your diet is dead, I promise you.
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The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on.
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And we forget that it's our hope
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we have to go back and reclaim.
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This lack of hope,
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Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness.
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The real soul sickness of America
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is its lack of hope.
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And I think if you watched
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the political scene for the last year,
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you saw what happens.
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In a single year, you see what happens
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when we decide we are the land of the free
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and the home of the scared.
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Because that's who we became in a single year.
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Everyone, we all know
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that all of the discussions last year,
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when it came down to our two candidates,
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no one talked about what they hoped from each one.
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They just talked about what they were scared about
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with each one.
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And why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her.
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But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered
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who rose up the ranks,
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we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope.
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We're almost afraid to say,
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I have great hope in this candidate
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because then when they do something wrong,
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I'll be proven wrong,
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and I would just rather,
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I would rather look sophisticated
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and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone.
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I think I've told you a couple times
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that I have two friends
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who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater.
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And their famous line,
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and they don't know this,
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but all of their friends behind their back quote this line,
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oh, well, we're a tough room.
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If you like the show, it must be good
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because we're a tough room.
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We can tell you every mistake.
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They are so sophisticated,
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they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years.
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And I think all of us
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get seduced by that vision of sophistication.
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I'm not going to hope in that.
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I'm not going to be one of those people
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that have the wool pulled over my eyes.
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I, I'm going to see what's going wrong ahead of time,
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and boy, I'm going to look smart.
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I'm going to be the most miserably smart person in the room.
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And we give up on hope.
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No one wants to say,
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what if we can fix the problem?
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That's what these agricultural readings are about.
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No one, no one takes
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the incredibly hard task
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of farming on if they don't believe
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there's going to be a crop in the fall.
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They really believe
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not only is the harvest possible,
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but what they do correctly now will help it.
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That their efforts in the world
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will have an effect.
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That's hope.
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And when we don't have that,
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whether it's church or country,
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come the home of the scared.
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And, and the home of the scared
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will always dissolve and fall apart
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and stop planning for its future.
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We're just, we're just so happy we got through today.
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Think of the things,
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you know, what was, what was your,
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other than that the other side didn't win,
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what was your hope
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for a candidate last year?
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Didn't have one.
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I just knew that that one would be worse than that one
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and that one would be yummy.
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Oh, that one will ruin this.
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You really want that one?
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But no one said,
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you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this.
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No one had that.
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Unless, you know, this candidate
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will help us with our fear.
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Protect us against those people.
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Protect us.
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Always fear.
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In our church.
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This is why there have been,
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do you know if you go through the saints,
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the number of mystical visions of hell
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outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven
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by about eightfold.
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Oh, I had this vision of hell
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and here's how bad the torture, it's like,
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it's like their hope in heaven
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is so weak
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that all they can give you is what I always,
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I always say that, you know, this is,
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this is the least comforting line of all times
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and most people have used it at one time or another.
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When life just seems insurmountable,
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the best we can come up with is,
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well, it could be worse.
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Really? That's all you got?
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It could be worse?
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But that's what church does.
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Sometimes we paint this picture of God
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that's a little iffy.
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Our picture of God,
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rather than being based in hope,
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gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine
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and that scripture there,
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and we come up with this picture of God
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that has some real ugliness to it.
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We come up with a picture of God
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who is all loving until he doesn't like
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the way people are behaving and then he drowns them.
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We have, you know, the picture of God that says,
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you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp,
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and if a daughter disobeys her father,
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you can stone her to death.
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And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God,
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not, the issue with these are not,
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could they be true?
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Maybe, but who could hope in that God?
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Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God?
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Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells
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because God could go off at any moment?
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It's not a hopeful vision of God,
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and without a hopeful vision of God,
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why does anyone want to go to heaven?
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All heaven is is eternity with God.
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And so we back up when we get these readings of hope
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and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope?
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Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated,
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or who we've been taught.
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Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with?
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Where is that hope?
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And if we can't come up with a good enough picture,
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then we'll go to hell and say,
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but you better go there because it could be worse.
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Our vision of heaven is not,
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you need to go to heaven because it could be worse.
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We have to be a people of great hope.
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And so I return to, I remember, oh, five years ago,
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we had a discussion about Father Ken Leone,
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and this is such a Ken Leone thing,
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and I know some people will just roll their eyes
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into the back of their head, but it's just who he is.
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And so it was a communion procession,
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and you know, when kids come up,
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he would bless them on the head,
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and the story happened many years ago,
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but we were talking about it about five years ago
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with a small group of priests,
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and one of them was just,
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they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically,
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oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up
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and, you know, gotten her blessing
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and then held her doll up.
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Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name,
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and he blesses her and sends her on his way,
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and, you know, and I had said to them, you know,
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that I had heard this story because the girl
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who at the time I heard the story was already 23,
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so this had happened quite a while ago,
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was telling me about this story,
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and, you know, she was a college student going,
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and she said, you know, I was going to Mass,
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and I told the priest about this,
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and he really told me that was, you know,
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liturgically not good.
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You know, there needs to be a differentiation,
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ya-da-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset
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that this priest took that whole thing apart,
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and so I was listening to all,
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all the different comments in the room
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about that, and yes, of the priests there,
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eight out of 10 were like,
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that is not good liturgy,
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that is not the right sign of the faith,
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that is not the, and God lovin',
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Monsignor Ed Bult said,
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I think you're all missing the fact,
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this was in the 90s,
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you're missing the fact that we're talking about
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in this day and age, a 23-year-old
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who's still going to church every week.
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He said, you guys are all trying to figure out,
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was it the right sign?
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He said it was the right seed.
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It was the right seed.
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What are we about?
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Are we a people who say,
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oh, well what if you taught her the wrong,
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what if she has, what if she doesn't know
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a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace
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and blah, blah, blah?
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It could be worse.
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It could be worse.
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A man who lives every day with hope
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knew at that moment,
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and that's what she remembers,
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you know, almost 20 years later,
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she remembers that her dolly got blessed
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and that he entered into her reality
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just for a minute.
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Are we planting seeds?
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If we're not a people of hope,
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we will not waste time planting seeds.
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We'll be trying to make sure
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that everyone thinks the right thing right now
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because, you know,
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I mean, I always talk about those people,
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we always joke about the fact
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it can be a lovely way to live,
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but, you know, you really shouldn't,
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no matter how funny it sounds,
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you really shouldn't eat dessert first
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because you're worried that you could die
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before the end of dinner.
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And no one wants their last meal to be salad.
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You know.
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Oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring.
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We got to go today, today, today.
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It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow.
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But if we don't know the God in whom we hope,
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we have no compass.
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That's when we become a people
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without a moral compass.
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That's when we become a people
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who anyone, any leader, religious, political,
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can get up and say anything
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and we'll go, okay, okay,
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because we have no moral compass.
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You know, could be worse,
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and we'll go with it.
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Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer.
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We'll protect our skin and our borders
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because we've lost hope in our heart,
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in who we are.
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And so it is our hope that will give us courage.
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It is our hope that will teach us
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It is our hope that will teach us who God is,
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and only our hope will show us the way
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to a real kingdom of light and peace.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the indispensable Father Pat’s message centers on the indispensable role of hope in the life of faith. Anchored in the parable of the sower from the Gospel of Matthew, he reflects on how hope is the rich soil that allows the Word of God to take root and bear fruit in our lives. Contrasting the joy and vitality of hopeful people like Father Ken Leone with the soul-sickness caused by fear, cynicism, and despair, Father Pat warns that without hope, individuals, churches, and even nations lose their moral compass and collapse into survivalism and negativity. He challenges the faithful to discern not simply the God they believe in, but the God in whom they can place their hope—because without a hopeful vision of God, the Christian life loses its direction, its purpose, and its joy.
In a fuller and more reflective summary, Father Pat begins by grounding his homily in the familiar imagery of the sower and the seed from Matthew’s Gospel. He emphasizes that while the parable is often interpreted through the lens of faith or perseverance, its deeper message is about hope. Hope, he argues, is what compels a farmer to sow seeds in the first place—despite uncertainty, difficulty, or delay in seeing results. Hope trusts in the unseen harvest. This becomes a metaphor for the Christian journey: we act today because we believe a better tomorrow is possible.
He contrasts this with what he calls the “soul sickness” of our time—a pervasive loss of hope. Using examples from politics, culture, and even the Church, Father Pat illustrates how fear has become the dominant narrative. During recent political cycles, people didn’t vote for what they hoped in, but against what they feared. Fear has replaced dialogue, aspiration, and vision. He warns that when people abandon hope, they become easy prey to manipulation and despair. Without hope, we become “the home of the scared,” retreating into self-protection rather than building a future.
He also critiques a certain kind of religious mindset that focuses more on fear of punishment and doctrinal correctness than the joy and promise of salvation. He challenges the portrayal of God as angry, arbitrary, or vindictive—a vision that stifles rather than nurtures hope. Instead, he invites us to imagine the kind of God we would actually want to spend eternity with: a God who is worthy of our hope, not just our belief. Without such a God, even heaven itself becomes unappealing—a place where we are forever walking on eggshells.
Father Pat ties this back to practical spiritual life by recounting a story about Father Ken Leone blessing a child’s doll during Communion. While some criticized this as liturgically inappropriate, he defends it as an act of hope—planting a seed by affirming the child’s world and drawing her into the life of faith. Years later, that same child, now an adult, still remembers the moment. It wasn’t perfect theology, but it was the right seed. And that, Father Pat says, is what the Church should be about: sowing seeds of hope, even if they don’t follow a rigid script.
The homily concludes with a pastoral and prophetic call: to reclaim our hope—not a vague optimism or naïve idealism, but a theological virtue rooted in the character of God. Only when we know the God in whom we hope can we resist fear, plant seeds, and move toward the kingdom of peace and light. Hope gives us the courage to live morally, to act generously, and to believe that our efforts matter. Without it, we devolve into reactionary survivalists. With it, we become true disciples, builders of the kingdom, and bearers of good news....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 950.3400268554688, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. On that day, Jesus went out of the house and sat down by the sea. Such large crowds gathered around him that he got into a boat and sat down, and the whole crowd stood along the shore. And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying, a sower went out to sow, and as he sowed, some seed fell on the path. And birds came and ate it up. Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil. It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep, and when the sun rose, it was scorched and it withered for lack of roots. Some seed fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up and choked it. But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit, a hundred or 60 or 30 fold. Whoever has ears ought to hear. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or met, I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant, which is actually the easiest place to run into him. Let's be fair, it's not difficult to run into me in one either. Um, and, you know, we talked for a few minutes. He was with some people. And, you know, he is one of these priests that evokes so many reactions out of so many people. Most people just adore him. There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy. But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy. But I came away with this sense that the one thing I have always, always been impressed with is he is always up. He is always one of the most joyful people you will ever meet. He's never, I mean, he loves his life. And it's an interesting thing to enter into because most of us, when we hear that someone is a drama junkie, what that usually means is ugly, negative drama. And all their energy spins around the latest thing. And every, you know, it's very interesting to meet someone whose energy always spins around what's positive. But every bit is much energy. And, you know, today's gospel, and all of the readings, these, what we get every year, I call, these are the agricultural readings. I texted Rita Maylander yesterday, and I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up. You know, farm girl from the East Coast, East, Eastern Colorado Plains. And, you know, we get these two, three weeks of the seeds and the sowers and all of the different parables because our faith is fundamentally, as humans, different people say, well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross. Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion. Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope. And it's that expression of our ability to actually believe the future can be better. And I think our hope gets attacked in all sorts of subtle ways, and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope. And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker. And it happens in our personal lives, it happens in our country, it happens in our church. I think one of the ways, like, I always think, you know, in the social, economical world, one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is when denial of a problem no longer works, we'll go right after people's hope. Because if we can undo their hope, they'll ignore the problem. And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology and the green movement right now. You know, there have been people who, for literally 15 years ago, people say, global warming's not happening. Okay, those people finally have realized, you know, as they've seen the iceberg with the penguin floating by their house, they thought, okay, something's changing. So what do you do now? Go after their hope and say, yeah, but it's nothing we're doing, it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it, it's just, it's gonna happen. Next thing to do is unravel their hope. There's no hope to fix it, so that's our new reason for not going after something. Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing. They'll stop every productive thing they're doing. Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows. When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever. But the day that in your head, either you didn't lose the weight, or you're stuck at a number, or you gained a few pounds back, or you just have a voice in your head that goes, well, this is going well by now, but you know, we all know that a year from now, I'll gain it back again. The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope, your diet is dead, I promise you. The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on. And we forget that it's our hope we have to go back and reclaim. This lack of hope, Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness. The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope. And I think if you watch the political scene for the last year, you saw what happens. In a single year, you see what happens when we decide we are the land of the free and the home of the scared. Because that's who we became in a single year. Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year, when it came down to our two candidates, no one talked about what they hoped from each one. They just talked about what they were scared about with each one, and why I can't vote for him or I can't vote for her. But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered who rose up the ranks, we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope. We're almost afraid to say, I have great hope in this candidate because then when they do something wrong, I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather, I would rather look sophisticated and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone. I think I've told you a couple times that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated when it comes to theater, and their famous line, and they don't know this, but all of their friends behind their back quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room. If we liked the show, it must be good because we're a tough room. We can tell you every mistake. They are so sophisticated, they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years. And I think all of us get seduced by that vision of sophistication. I'm not gonna hope in that. I'm not gonna be one of those people that have the wool pulled over my eyes. I, I'm gonna see what's going wrong ahead of time, and boy, I'm gonna look smart. I am going to be the most miserably smart person in the room. And we give up on hope. No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem? That's what these agricultural readings are about. No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task of farming on if they don't believe there's gonna be a crop in the fall. They really believe not only is the harvest possible, but what they do correctly now will help it, that their efforts in the world will have an effect. That's hope. And when we don't have that, whether it's church or country, come the home of the scared. And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve and fall apart and stop planning for its future. We're just, we're just so happy we got through today. Think of the things, you know, what was, what was your, other than that the other side didn't win, what was your hope for a candidate last year? Didn't have one. I just knew that that one would be worse than that one and that one would be yummy. Oh, that one will ruin this. You really want that one? But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate, we'll do this. No one had that. Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear, protect us against those people, protect us. Always fear. In our church, this is why there have been, do you know if you go through the saints, the number of mystical visions of hell outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven by about eightfold. Oh, I had this vision of hell and here's how bad the torture, it's like, it's like their hope in heaven is so weak that all they can give you is what I always, I always say that, you know, this is, this is the least comforting line of all times and most people have used it at one time or another. When life just seems insurmountable, the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse. Really, that's all you got? It could be worse? But that's what church does. Sometimes we paint this picture of God that's a little iffy. Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope, gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine and that scripture there and there and we come up with this picture of God that has some real ugliness to it. We come up with a picture of God who is all loving until he doesn't like the way people are behaving and then he drowns them. We have, you know, the picture of God that says, you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp and if a daughter disobeys her father, you can stone her to death. And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God, the issue with these are not, could they be true? Maybe, but who could hope in that God? Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God? Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells because God could go off at any moment? It's not a hopeful vision of God and without a hopeful vision of God, why does anyone want to go to heaven? All heaven is is eternity with God. And so we back up when we get these readings of hope and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope? Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated or who we've been taught. Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with? Where is that hope? And if we can't come up with a good enough picture, then we'll go to hell and say, but you better go there because it could be worse. Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven because it could be worse. We have to be a people of great hope. And so I've returned to, I remember, oh, five years ago, a discussion about Father Ken Leone, and this is such a Ken Leone thing, and I know some people will just roll their eyes into the back of their head, but it's just who he is. And so it was a communion procession and when kids come up, he would bless them on the head and the story, the story happened many years ago, but we were talking about it about five years ago with a small group of priests. And one of them was just, they just can't stand this sort of stuff liturgically, but oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up and gotten her blessing and then held her doll up. Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name? And he blesses her and sends her on his way, and I had said to them that I had heard this story because the girl who, at the time I heard the story, was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago, was telling me about this story, and she was a college student going, and she said, you know, I was going to Mass and I told the priest about this and he really told me that was liturgically not good. There needs to be a differentiation, yada-da-da-da-da, and she was kind of upset that this priest took that whole thing apart. And so I was listening to all the different comments in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there, eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy, that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the, and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said, I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s, you're missing the fact that we're talking about, in this day and age, a 23-year-old who's still going to church every week. He said, you guys are all trying to figure out, was it the right sign? He said it was the right seed, it was the right seed. What are we about? Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace and blah, blah, blah? It could be worse. A man who lives every day with hope, knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers, you know, almost 20 years later, she remembers that her dolly got blessed, and that he entered into her reality just for a minute. Are we planting seeds? If we're not a people of hope, we will not waste time planting seeds. We'll be trying to make sure that everyone thinks the right thing right now, because, you know, I always talk about those people, we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live but, you know, you really shouldn't, no matter how funny it sounds, you really shouldn't eat dessert first because you're worried that you could die before the end of dinner. And no one wants their last meal to be salad. You know, oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring. We gotta, today, today, today. It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow. But if we don't know the God in whom we hope, we have no compass. That's when we become a people without a moral compass. That's when we become a people who anyone, any leader, religious, political, can get up and say anything and we'll go, okay, okay, because we have no moral compass. You know, could be worse and we'll go with it. Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On that day, Jesus went out of the house
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and sat down by the sea.
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Such large crowds gathered around him
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that he got into a boat and sat down,
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and the whole crowd stood along the shore.
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And he spoke to them at length in parables, saying,
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a sower went out to sow, and as he sowed,
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some seed fell on the path.
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And birds came and ate it up.
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Some fell on rocky ground where it had little soil.
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It sprang up at once because the soil was not deep,
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and when the sun rose, it was scorched
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and it withered for lack of roots.
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Some seed fell among thorns, and the thorns
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grew up and choked it.
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But some seed fell on rich soil and produced fruit,
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a hundred or 60 or 30 fold.
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Whoever has ears ought to hear.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Last weekend, I ran into, and many of you may know or met,
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I ran into Father Ken Leone at a restaurant,
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which is actually the easiest place to run into him.
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Let's be fair, it's not difficult
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to run into me in one either.
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Um, and, you know, we talked for a few minutes.
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He was with some people.
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And, you know, he is one of these priests
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that evokes so many reactions out of so many people.
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Most people just adore him.
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There are a few people that I'm sure he drives crazy.
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But everyone, you know, drives someone crazy.
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But I came away with this sense that the one thing
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I have always, always been impressed with
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is he is always up.
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He is always one of the most joyful people
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you will ever meet.
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He's never, I mean, he loves his life.
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And it's an interesting thing to enter into
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because most of us, when we hear
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that someone is a drama junkie,
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what that usually means is ugly, negative drama.
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And all their energy spins around the latest thing.
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And every, you know, it's very interesting
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to meet someone whose energy always spins
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around what's positive.
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But every bit is much energy.
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And, you know, today's gospel, and all of the readings,
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these, what we get every year, I call,
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these are the agricultural readings.
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I texted Rita Maylander yesterday,
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and I said, oh, it's your weekend coming up.
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You know, farm girl from the East Coast,
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East, Eastern Colorado Plains.
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And, you know, we get these two, three weeks
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of the seeds and the sowers
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and all of the different parables
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because our faith is fundamentally,
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as humans, different people say,
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well, our faith is fundamentally about the cross.
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Fundamentally, they're talking about our religion.
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Faith is fundamentally an expression of hope.
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And it's that expression of our ability
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to actually believe the future can be better.
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And I think our hope gets attacked
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in all sorts of subtle ways,
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and we trade it in for lesser visions of hope.
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And as we do, things get darker and darker and darker.
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And it happens in our personal lives,
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it happens in our country, it happens in our church.
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I think one of the ways, like, I always think,
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you know, in the social, economical world,
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one of the ways we see hope diminished a lot is
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when denial of a problem no longer works,
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we'll go right after people's hope.
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Because if we can undo their hope,
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they'll ignore the problem.
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And I think we've seen that with the movements in ecology
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and the green movement right now.
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You know, there have been people who,
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for literally 15 years ago,
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people say, global warming's not happening.
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Okay, those people finally have realized,
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you know, as they've seen the iceberg
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with the penguin floating by their house,
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they thought, okay, something's changing.
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So what do you do now?
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Go after their hope and say,
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yeah, but it's nothing we're doing,
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it's too big a problem, there's nothing we can do about it,
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it's just, it's gonna happen.
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Next thing to do is unravel their hope.
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There's no hope to fix it,
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so that's our new reason for not going after something.
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Go after people's hope, and they'll stop what they're doing.
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They'll stop every productive thing they're doing.
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Anyone who's ever struggled with a diet knows.
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When it's working, you can stay on that diet forever.
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But the day that in your head,
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either you didn't lose the weight,
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or you're stuck at a number,
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or you gained a few pounds back,
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or you just have a voice in your head that goes,
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well, this is going well by now,
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but you know, we all know that a year from now,
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I'll gain it back again.
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The minute that voice comes in and undoes your hope,
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your diet is dead, I promise you.
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The minute your hope goes, you won't hang on.
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And we forget that it's our hope
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we have to go back and reclaim.
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This lack of hope,
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Martin Luther King called this the soul sickness.
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The real soul sickness of America is its lack of hope.
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And I think if you watch the political scene
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for the last year, you saw what happens.
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In a single year, you see what happens
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when we decide we are the land of the free
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and the home of the scared.
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Because that's who we became in a single year.
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Everyone, we all know that all of the discussions last year,
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when it came down to our two candidates,
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no one talked about what they hoped from each one.
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They just talked about what they were scared about
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with each one, and why I can't vote for him
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or I can't vote for her.
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But none of us, and it probably wouldn't have mattered
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who rose up the ranks,
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we have forgotten how to dialogue about hope.
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We're almost afraid to say,
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I have great hope in this candidate
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because then when they do something wrong,
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I'll be proven wrong, and I would just rather,
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I would rather look sophisticated
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and let you know that I see what's wrong with everyone.
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I think I've told you a couple times
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that I have two friends who love to be sophisticated
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when it comes to theater, and their famous line,
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and they don't know this,
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but all of their friends behind their back
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quote this line, oh, well, we're a tough room.
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If we liked the show, it must be good
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because we're a tough room.
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We can tell you every mistake.
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They are so sophisticated,
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they have not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years.
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And I think all of us get seduced
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by that vision of sophistication.
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I'm not gonna hope in that.
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I'm not gonna be one of those people
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that have the wool pulled over my eyes.
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I, I'm gonna see what's going wrong ahead of time,
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and boy, I'm gonna look smart.
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I am going to be the most miserably smart person in the room.
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And we give up on hope.
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No one wants to say, what if we can fix the problem?
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That's what these agricultural readings are about.
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No one, no one takes the incredibly hard task
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of farming on if they don't believe
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there's gonna be a crop in the fall.
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They really believe not only is the harvest possible,
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but what they do correctly now will help it,
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that their efforts in the world will have an effect.
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That's hope.
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And when we don't have that,
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whether it's church or country,
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come the home of the scared.
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And, and the home of the scared will always dissolve
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and fall apart and stop planning for its future.
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We're just, we're just so happy we got through today.
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Think of the things, you know, what was,
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what was your, other than that the other side didn't win,
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what was your hope for a candidate last year?
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Didn't have one.
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I just knew that that one would be worse than that one
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and that one would be yummy.
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Oh, that one will ruin this.
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You really want that one?
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But no one said, you know what I like about this candidate,
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we'll do this.
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No one had that.
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Unless, you know, this candidate will help us with our fear,
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protect us against those people, protect us.
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Always fear.
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In our church, this is why there have been,
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do you know if you go through the saints,
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the number of mystical visions of hell
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outweigh the number of mystical visions of heaven
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by about eightfold.
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Oh, I had this vision of hell
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and here's how bad the torture, it's like,
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it's like their hope in heaven is so weak
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that all they can give you is what I always,
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I always say that, you know, this is,
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this is the least comforting line of all times
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and most people have used it at one time or another.
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When life just seems insurmountable,
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the best we can come up with is, well, it could be worse.
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Really, that's all you got?
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It could be worse?
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But that's what church does.
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Sometimes we paint this picture of God
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that's a little iffy.
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Our picture of God, rather than being based in hope,
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gets based in, well, this doctrine and that doctrine
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and that scripture there and there
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and we come up with this picture of God
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that has some real ugliness to it.
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We come up with a picture of God who is all loving
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until he doesn't like the way people are behaving
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and then he drowns them.
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We have, you know, the picture of God that says,
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you shall not commit murder or eat shrimp
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and if a daughter disobeys her father,
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you can stone her to death.
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And we go, wait, wait, wait, these pictures of God,
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the issue with these are not, could they be true?
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Maybe, but who could hope in that God?
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Who wants to spend eternity with crazy God?
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Who wants to spend eternity walking on eggshells
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because God could go off at any moment?
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It's not a hopeful vision of God
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and without a hopeful vision of God,
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why does anyone want to go to heaven?
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All heaven is is eternity with God.
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And so we back up when we get these readings of hope
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and say, you know, who is the God in whom we hope?
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Not in who we believe, that's too easily manipulated
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or who we've been taught.
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Who is the God we would hope to spend eternity with?
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Where is that hope?
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And if we can't come up with a good enough picture,
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then we'll go to hell and say,
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but you better go there because it could be worse.
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Our vision of heaven is not, you need to go to heaven
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because it could be worse.
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We have to be a people of great hope.
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And so I've returned to, I remember, oh, five years ago,
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a discussion about Father Ken Leone,
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and this is such a Ken Leone thing,
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and I know some people will just roll their eyes
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into the back of their head, but it's just who he is.
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And so it was a communion procession
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and when kids come up, he would bless them on the head
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and the story, the story happened many years ago,
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but we were talking about it about five years ago
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with a small group of priests.
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And one of them was just, they just can't stand
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this sort of stuff liturgically,
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but oh, about a five-year-old girl had come up
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and gotten her blessing and then held her doll up.
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Father Ken Leone's, oh, what's her name?
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And he blesses her and sends her on his way,
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and I had said to them that I had heard this story
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because the girl who, at the time I heard the story,
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was already 23, so this had happened quite a while ago,
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was telling me about this story,
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and she was a college student going,
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and she said, you know, I was going to Mass
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and I told the priest about this
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and he really told me that was liturgically not good.
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There needs to be a differentiation, yada-da-da-da-da,
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and she was kind of upset that this priest
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took that whole thing apart.
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And so I was listening to all the different comments
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in the room about that, and yes, of the priests there,
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eight out of 10 were like, that is not good liturgy,
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that is not the right sign of the faith, that is not the,
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and God lovin', Monsignor Ed Bult said,
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I think you're all missing the fact, this was in the 90s,
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you're missing the fact that we're talking about,
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in this day and age, a 23-year-old
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who's still going to church every week.
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He said, you guys are all trying to figure out,
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was it the right sign?
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He said it was the right seed, it was the right seed.
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What are we about?
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Are we a people who say, oh, well what if you taught her
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the wrong, what if she has, what if she doesn't know
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a sacrament is an external sign of an inward grace
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and blah, blah, blah?
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It could be worse.
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A man who lives every day with hope,
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knew at that moment, and that's what she remembers,
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you know, almost 20 years later,
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she remembers that her dolly got blessed,
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and that he entered into her reality just for a minute.
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Are we planting seeds?
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If we're not a people of hope,
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we will not waste time planting seeds.
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We'll be trying to make sure that everyone
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thinks the right thing right now,
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because, you know, I always talk about those people,
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we always joke about the fact it can be a lovely way to live
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but, you know, you really shouldn't,
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no matter how funny it sounds,
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you really shouldn't eat dessert first
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because you're worried that you could die
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before the end of dinner.
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And no one wants their last meal to be salad.
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You know, oh, we don't know what tomorrow will bring.
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We gotta, today, today, today.
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It takes great hope to plant seeds for tomorrow.
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But if we don't know the God in whom we hope,
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we have no compass.
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That's when we become a people without a moral compass.
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That's when we become a people who anyone,
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any leader, religious, political,
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can get up and say anything and we'll go,
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okay, okay, because we have no moral compass.
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You know, could be worse and we'll go with it.
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Maybe we'll be safe for three moments longer.
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We'll protect our skin and our borders
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because we've lost hope in our heart, in who we are.
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And so it is our hope that will give us courage.
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It is our hope that will teach us who God is
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and only our hope will show us the way
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to a real kingdom of light and peace.
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Father Pat's message is a passionate and heart Father Pat's message is a passionate and heartfelt call to reclaim and live from a place of deep spiritual hope. He reflects on the parable of the sower not just as a tale of faith, but as a metaphor for the human capacity to believe in a better future, even when the present feels uncertain. He challenges the tendency in both society and the Church to focus on fear, cynicism, and rigid doctrine, urging instead a return to joyful, courageous hope rooted in a loving and trustworthy God. Through personal anecdotes and social commentary, Father Pat reminds us that hope is not naïve optimism, but a necessary force for spiritual vitality, moral clarity, and authentic discipleship.
In a more detailed reflection, Father Pat begins by anchoring his homily in the Gospel parable of the sower from Matthew, highlighting its agricultural imagery as a metaphor for the spiritual life. Seeds falling on various types of soil represent the human heart’s capacity to receive the word of God, but more profoundly, Father Pat emphasizes that this parable is ultimately about hope—the belief that what we do now can yield a future harvest.
He situates this spiritual lesson in the context of contemporary life, observing how easily hope is undermined in both personal and societal spheres. Drawing from real-life examples such as political cynicism, environmental despair, and personal struggles like dieting, he illustrates how the erosion of hope leads to paralysis, soul-sickness, and moral confusion. He points out that when people lose hope, they stop acting, stop striving for change, and become consumed by fear. In his words, America has become “the land of the free and the home of the scared,” where we no longer vote or act out of vision or conviction, but from fear of the alternative.
Father Pat contrasts this despair with the joyful and consistent hope embodied by people like Father Ken Leone—a priest whose joyful presence and small acts of kindness, like blessing a child’s doll, plant seeds of faith that endure for decades. He uses this anecdote to underscore a key point: what matters most is not whether something is liturgically perfect, but whether it is spiritually fruitful. The measure of a faithful act is whether it plants seeds that grow into lasting hope and relationship with God.
He critiques a common distortion in religious imagination: an image of God that is fearsome, capricious, or punitive—what he calls “crazy God.” Such a vision, though perhaps rooted in certain scriptures or doctrines, is spiritually unsustainable because it offers no hope. Who would want to spend eternity with a God they fear more than love? Instead, Father Pat urges us to shape our theology around the God in whom we hope—a God who is trustworthy, loving, and desires our flourishing.
Father Pat also critiques the culture of intellectual and emotional detachment that masquerades as sophistication. He warns against the temptation to appear “smart” by never expressing hope, lest we be disappointed or look naïve. This, he argues, leads to a sterile life devoid of joy and possibility. He laments that many people have become so wary of being misled or being wrong that they lose the capacity for wonder and anticipation.
Ultimately, Father Pat returns to the essential truth: hope is the foundation of faith. Without hope, we do not act, we do not plant, and we do not love. Hope gives us the courage to live fully, to engage with the world, and to carry out the long and patient work of growing the Kingdom of God. If we lose hope, we lose everything. But if we ground ourselves in the God who is worthy of our hope, we find the path to peace, purpose, and spiritual fruitfulness....
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Every Valley Shall Be Exalted
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1091.6199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. The beginning of the gospel of Jesus Christ, the Son of God, according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. As it is written in Isaiah the prophet, behold, I am sending my messenger ahead of you. He will prepare your way as a voice of one crying out in the desert. Prepare the way of the Lord. Make straight his paths. John the Baptist appeared in the desert, proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. People of the whole Judean countryside and all the inhabitants of Jerusalem were going out to meet him and were being baptized by him in the Jordan River. As they acknowledged their sins, John was clothed in camel's hair. With a leather belt around his waist, he fed on locusts and wild honey. And this is what he proclaimed. One mightier than I is coming after me. I am not worthy to stoop and loosen the thongs of his sandals. I have baptized you with water. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Some of you may have heard in the gospel a sort of purposeful mistake that I made. And that is, there's this line where I said, as they acknowledge their sins, John was clothed in camel's hair. Now that sounds like just the most bizarre thing. That's the way it reads. But it has to do with inflection, quite frankly. As they acknowledge their sins is the end of one paragraph. John was clothed in camel's hair is the start of another. I think very few of us, because we're so used to language the way we know it and the modern sort of machinations of language, we are so used to punctuation. Punctuation is even a more recent part of language than when they first started writing down words. And certainly, most of our Hebrew scriptures and Greek scriptures have little, if any, punctuation. And so we get these just constant writing. And to go through them, it can be very tough at times. Many scripture scholars will tell you that this quote from Isaiah, whether it happened in translation or whether it was actually the New Testament writer or whether it was the order of the words, but there is a misplaced comma. You have to give them, let them have that mistake. They misplaced a comma. It's OK because commas didn't exist. But in Isaiah, the word order and some things make it clear that they are not saying, even though it's nice here because they can use it to talk about John the Baptist, a voice of one crying out in the desert. That would be John the Baptist. Behold, prepare the way of the Lord. In Isaiah, the text reads, the voice of one crying, comma, out in the desert, prepare the way of the Lord. It's not the person talking that's out in the desert. It's our preparation. We are called to go out into the wilderness, out of our creature comforts, out of what we're used to, to prepare, to move into something a little different. It's not even a difference between do you have wealth, do you not have wealth, do you have status, do you not have status. When it says out of your comfort zone, wherever your comfort zone is, sometimes we have to prepare for God outside it. Because in our comfort zone, we just don't see things. It's one of the reasons I actually love to get into interfaith dialogue. Sometimes I get an insight about God that I can't get from my own scriptures because I am so familiar with these that as I read line one, the whole story unfolds in my head. And it's like trying to proofread your own work. You're going to see what you think you wrote, no matter how many times you read it. And you have to have, someone said, you have to sit down your work at least a few days until you can forget what you wrote. And then go back and read it and go, maybe that sentence should have a verb. You know, little things like that. But when you read it, you're going to read what you think you just wrote. And when I go to scriptures, people all the time, I'll read a scripture. And I've said this before. We've got so much familiarity with our scripture that I don't really think we even hear it anymore. You know, we can hear a scripture where it says, you know, God said, dash their children against a stone and wipe every one of them out. And we kind of go, the word of the Lord. We're so familiar with them that we don't see some of these stories that should set us on edge. Because familiarity, you know, familiarity does not breed contempt. It just breeds sleep. We kind of just doze right through the things we know real well. And so, you know, this scripture today, especially the first one. The first one, for me, is one of the most known scriptures. Now, not most people would say that. But this section of Isaiah. Because this short reading that was done for us a few minutes ago is about 50 minutes of Handel's Messiah. Every couple lines of this is another aria. I mean, anyone who's heard the Messiah is familiar. I mean, we get to the, you know, like a shepherd, he feeds his flock. That's one of the big arias from it. You know, go up to the high mountain, the big aria. Whenever I'm in the Messiah, this year I'm the tenor again. Thank you, Jesus. Last year I agreed. I don't know if any of you remembered, but I do this interfaith Messiah last year because I was just feeling like I was really that good. They said, oh, you know, we've got all these tenors and we don't have a single baritone soloist. I'm like, I can do the baritone. And I spent Advent last year trying to talk like this so I could sing that piece. And, you know, people came up, they were so complimentary. But it's a different kind of compliment as a musician when people go, you really, you got through that just fine. You know, not exactly what you're hoping for, not something you want to see, you know, in the New York Times. The performers all got through just fine, you know. So, but, you know, it's so funny because this year I feel like, oh, I'm back to my voice. That's who I am. And as I come back, it feels a little less familiar than the text I sing every year at the Messiah. And this is the, you know, every valley shall be exalted. Because that is something I've sung often, I've done a tremendous amount of study on that scripture. You know, I, you know, don't like to just go out and I like to know what I'm singing about. And as you get into the rabbinical commentaries on that scripture, we really arrive at an interesting place that most of us aren't ready for. And that is, first, we're so familiar with it, we don't hear it. I mean, Coloradans, instead of saying the word of the Lord, I think Coloradans, if they were listening, would walk out after that scripture. God's vision, put the mountains down, fill in the valleys, get rid of the rivers. And you're like, not in my state, mister. And somehow, the earth is going to be a better place when it looks like a smooth cue ball. And there are no discerning landmarks of any kind. Why is that comforting? Especially when you see things all the way through the Old Testament, we have these moments like, where do they go to encounter God? The mountaintop. You know, these are places of great reverence. The holy mountain of God, well, that's gonna come down. So where do we get all of this? Jerusalem, set on a hill. And so, why this? Well, in this time of Isaiah, all the other historical writings, you'll notice something else. And this is where we really do have to get our mind back into that ancient mindset. This is not only, shockingly for the youth among us, not only is this before computers, but for the adults among us, it's before Ran McNally. No. So, one kingdom, it will say in the scripture, oh, his kingdom went from this mountain to that river, from that river to the sea, from that valley. These, you and I hear, oh, landmarks. They hear borders, divisions. What's happening in this is all the landmarks that exist so I can know where my kingdom ends and your kingdom begins are gone. And that's part of preparing the way. And that's a frightening thought for a world that has become not just dependent upon, but in love with borders. You know, areas that this person's not welcome here and that person can't go there. And most of us, from our vantage point, being in America, we, of course, like one-way borders. And I've noticed no one wants to put borders up that keep us from going to Europe on a yearly basis. We want one-way borders. It's about people coming this direction, and it's interesting when we talk about those borders, we never, ever talk about us crossing borders because we're the good guys. We should be able to go anywhere. And so what happens when the ability to know where one person's, this belongs to me and that belongs to you, and what happens when that border is gone? When the mountains are low and the rivers are filled in and there's no, that was all they had. And those are the markers throughout the Old Testament of the difference between kingdoms. And so what happens when all that goes away? That's the first part. He says, get out of your comfort zone. And then he says, here, here's an image. You really want out of your comfort zone? Take down the fence between you and your neighbor's yard. Oh, good fences make good neighbors. I don't know how to tell people that's not actually in the Bible. You know, but that's the modern vision. The modern vision is good fences make good neighbors. Meaning, you know, we can be good neighbors as soon as we know our differences, where you belong, where I don't belong. It's, everything's about separation. And you know, what if in heaven, what if in heaven there's so much intimacy and there's so much coming together that we don't each get our own little space? You know, in my father's house are many rooms and I get a private one. Also not in scripture. You know, it's this, what does that mean for us? What does that mean? Are we a people that through our life become more comfortable gathering people to ourselves? Or, you know, do we use those wonderful phrases in modern language that allow us to feel okay about pushing people away? I am too set in my ways. You know, those are those things we used to say. Unless you're willing to behave like me, move away. Get away from me at all times. I'm too set in my ways. You know, I don't have to do that anymore. I, my Aunt Lenore, who was really a saint in so many ways, but I remember at her 90th birthday, halfway through the party, she simply stood up and said, I'm going to my room, you can all leave now. And her granddaughter, Nora, was horrified. And of course everyone laughed and she said, she called her Mimi. Mimi, you can not say that sort of things to people, those sorts of things to people. And she said, I'm 90, they'll just think I'm crazy. You know, they'll all put it off to wackiness. I can do whatever. You know, we all sometimes would love that, but the idea that, you know, there's this sort of borders are two ways. We're often not, when someone talks about, if we put it on a personal level, boundaries. It's amazing how many of us will say once in a while, I feel like, you know, this person or that, but they kind of violate some boundaries. We're not always aware of, or even ask, do I violate boundaries? You know, I mean, I've noticed in my life that all of you do, but I don't think I do. Because do I violate boundaries rarely comes up in our mind. I think it's the essence of all the scandals going on in Hollywood and Washington and throughout the private sector is a lot of people who just, it never occurs to them to ask if they're crossing a boundary. You know, it's gotta be a two way thing. We've gotta learn to what it means to truly live with one another in a world. And to know that that's how we build the kingdom of God. And so, you know, when we get this reading, we think, you know, it's time to go out and think, are boundaries something I use to help me live well with others, or are boundaries what keeps me safe from the rest of you? You know, if safe from other people is my biggest concern, then heaven is not a country for me. Safety from everyone else, you guys stay away. You know, safety in my life from someone. Oh, they're a little uncomfortable to be around. This, how do we use our boundaries? You know, I think they're a great, healthy thing. I think it's good when we call our own behavior and others into question. It's another thing when this is what I use to write people off. And I think most of us can look back in our lives and see people, even if it wasn't a dramatic moment, that we were just as comfortable writing out of our lives. You know, sometimes there's a real toxicity and it has to happen. But more often than not, it's simply, you know, I have no room for others. I mean, I have room for people that look like others as long as they behave like me. You know, those are, you know, I always call those, you know, those aren't really others. Those are just disguised versions of me in the world. And they make wonderful friends. You know, just other versions of me. But others, that's something different. And it's the heart of our journey in this world. Anyone who has ever been in love for a moment knows, I mean, I won't say everyone, but anyone who isn't like really already been diagnosed as an extreme narcissist. No one as a teenager says, she reminds me of me, I'm in love. I hope. What it is, there's another person in the world in love with me. We want to go out and find another person in our life. It makes something bigger. A friend of mine became a grandfather this week and his daughter wrote him this note. The woman needs to do some serious writing. But she said, you know, I'm now holding this child in my arms for the first time and for the first time in my life, I know what it means that my heart is no longer inside me. You know. Now, of course, he read this to a group of men and it took us about 30 seconds to get to, you read that back to her when they're 13. We were a little uncomfortable sitting with something that goopy. But it was an interesting thing. The boundary was gone. My heart is no longer inside me. It's the essence of this reading today. This every valley is gonna come down. Our heart as individuals, as a people, as a church cannot be always inside us. It has to move out beyond that. And when we start to do that and start to really take down those divisions between people, as St. Paul said, the walls we build between us. When we start to really bring those down, we finally get a vision. This is the world we're called to build. This is the vision that Jesus left us. We may have changed it radically when we married our religion to imperial Europe at one point. But the gospel still calls us to find that religion where our heart can be outside of ourselves. As Jesus's was, you know, all through his life, all through his death and resurrection, that's the heart we follow. And if we ever get to that point in our deep moments of meditation where we think we've found our center, it's a nice thing. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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The beginning of the gospel of Jesus Christ, the Son of God,
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according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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As it is written in Isaiah the prophet,
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behold, I am sending my messenger ahead of you.
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He will prepare your way as a voice of one
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crying out in the desert.
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Prepare the way of the Lord.
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Make straight his paths.
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John the Baptist appeared in the desert,
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proclaiming a baptism of repentance
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for the forgiveness of sins.
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People of the whole Judean countryside
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and all the inhabitants of Jerusalem
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were going out to meet him and were being baptized by him
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in the Jordan River.
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As they acknowledged their sins, John
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was clothed in camel's hair.
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With a leather belt around his waist,
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he fed on locusts and wild honey.
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And this is what he proclaimed.
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One mightier than I is coming after me.
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I am not worthy to stoop and loosen the thongs
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of his sandals.
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I have baptized you with water.
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He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Some of you may have heard in the gospel
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a sort of purposeful mistake that I made.
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And that is, there's this line where I said,
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as they acknowledge their sins, John
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was clothed in camel's hair.
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Now that sounds like just the most bizarre thing.
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That's the way it reads.
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But it has to do with inflection, quite frankly.
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As they acknowledge their sins is the end of one paragraph.
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John was clothed in camel's hair is
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the start of another.
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I think very few of us, because we're
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so used to language the way we know it
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and the modern sort of machinations of language,
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we are so used to punctuation.
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Punctuation is even a more recent part of language
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than when they first started writing down words.
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And certainly, most of our Hebrew scriptures
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and Greek scriptures have little, if any, punctuation.
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And so we get these just constant writing.
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And to go through them, it can be very tough at times.
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Many scripture scholars will tell you
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that this quote from Isaiah, whether it happened
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in translation or whether it was actually the New Testament
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writer or whether it was the order of the words,
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but there is a misplaced comma.
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You have to give them, let them have that mistake.
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They misplaced a comma.
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It's OK because commas didn't exist.
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But in Isaiah, the word order and some things
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make it clear that they are not saying,
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even though it's nice here because they can use it
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to talk about John the Baptist, a voice of one
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crying out in the desert.
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That would be John the Baptist.
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Behold, prepare the way of the Lord.
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In Isaiah, the text reads, the voice of one crying, comma,
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out in the desert, prepare the way of the Lord.
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It's not the person talking that's out in the desert.
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It's our preparation.
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We are called to go out into the wilderness,
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out of our creature comforts, out of what we're used to,
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to prepare, to move into something a little different.
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It's not even a difference between do you have wealth,
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do you not have wealth, do you have status,
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do you not have status.
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When it says out of your comfort zone,
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wherever your comfort zone is, sometimes we
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have to prepare for God outside it.
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Because in our comfort zone, we just don't see things.
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It's one of the reasons I actually
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love to get into interfaith dialogue.
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Sometimes I get an insight about God
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that I can't get from my own scriptures
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because I am so familiar with these
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that as I read line one, the whole story unfolds in my head.
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And it's like trying to proofread your own work.
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You're going to see what you think
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you wrote, no matter how many times you read it.
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And you have to have, someone said,
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you have to sit down your work at least a few days
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until you can forget what you wrote.
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And then go back and read it and go,
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maybe that sentence should have a verb.
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You know, little things like that.
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But when you read it, you're going
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to read what you think you just wrote.
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And when I go to scriptures, people all the time,
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I'll read a scripture.
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And I've said this before.
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We've got so much familiarity with our scripture
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that I don't really think we even hear it anymore.
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You know, we can hear a scripture where it says,
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you know, God said, dash their children against a stone
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and wipe every one of them out.
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And we kind of go, the word of the Lord.
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We're so familiar with them that we
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don't see some of these stories that should set us on edge.
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Because familiarity, you know, familiarity
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does not breed contempt.
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It just breeds sleep.
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We kind of just doze right through the things
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we know real well.
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And so, you know, this scripture today,
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especially the first one.
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The first one, for me, is one of the most known scriptures.
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Now, not most people would say that.
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But this section of Isaiah.
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Because this short reading that was done for us
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a few minutes ago is about 50 minutes of Handel's Messiah.
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Every couple lines of this is another aria.
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I mean, anyone who's heard the Messiah is familiar.
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I mean, we get to the, you know, like a shepherd,
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he feeds his flock.
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That's one of the big arias from it.
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You know, go up to the high mountain, the big aria.
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Whenever I'm in the Messiah, this year I'm the tenor again.
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Thank you, Jesus.
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Last year I agreed.
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I don't know if any of you remembered,
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but I do this interfaith Messiah last year
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because I was just feeling like I was really that good.
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They said, oh, you know, we've got all these tenors
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and we don't have a single baritone soloist.
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I'm like, I can do the baritone.
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And I spent Advent last year trying to talk like this
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so I could sing that piece.
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And, you know, people came up, they were so complimentary.
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But it's a different kind of compliment as a musician
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when people go, you really, you got through that just fine.
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You know, not exactly what you're hoping for,
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not something you want to see, you know,
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in the New York Times.
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The performers all got through just fine, you know.
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So, but, you know, it's so funny
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because this year I feel like, oh, I'm back to my voice.
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That's who I am.
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And as I come back, it feels a little less familiar
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than the text I sing every year at the Messiah.
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And this is the, you know, every valley shall be exalted.
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Because that is something I've sung often,
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I've done a tremendous amount of study on that scripture.
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You know, I, you know, don't like to just go out
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and I like to know what I'm singing about.
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And as you get into the rabbinical commentaries
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on that scripture, we really arrive at an interesting place
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that most of us aren't ready for.
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And that is, first, we're so familiar with it,
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we don't hear it.
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I mean, Coloradans, instead of saying the word of the Lord,
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I think Coloradans, if they were listening,
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would walk out after that scripture.
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God's vision, put the mountains down,
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fill in the valleys, get rid of the rivers.
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And you're like, not in my state, mister.
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And somehow, the earth is going to be a better place
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when it looks like a smooth cue ball.
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And there are no discerning landmarks of any kind.
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Why is that comforting?
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Especially when you see things all the way through
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the Old Testament, we have these moments like,
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where do they go to encounter God?
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The mountaintop.
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You know, these are places of great reverence.
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The holy mountain of God, well, that's gonna come down.
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So where do we get all of this?
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Jerusalem, set on a hill.
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And so, why this?
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Well, in this time of Isaiah,
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all the other historical writings,
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you'll notice something else.
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And this is where we really do have to get our mind
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back into that ancient mindset.
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This is not only, shockingly for the youth among us,
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not only is this before computers,
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but for the adults among us, it's before Ran McNally.
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No.
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So, one kingdom, it will say in the scripture,
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oh, his kingdom went from this mountain to that river,
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from that river to the sea, from that valley.
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These, you and I hear, oh, landmarks.
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They hear borders, divisions.
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What's happening in this is all the landmarks that exist
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so I can know where my kingdom ends
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and your kingdom begins are gone.
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And that's part of preparing the way.
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And that's a frightening thought for a world
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that has become not just dependent upon,
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but in love with borders.
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You know, areas that this person's not welcome here
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and that person can't go there.
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And most of us, from our vantage point, being in America,
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we, of course, like one-way borders.
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And I've noticed no one wants to put borders up
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that keep us from going to Europe on a yearly basis.
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We want one-way borders.
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It's about people coming this direction,
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and it's interesting when we talk about those borders,
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we never, ever talk about us crossing borders
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because we're the good guys.
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We should be able to go anywhere.
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And so what happens when the ability to know
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where one person's, this belongs to me
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and that belongs to you,
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and what happens when that border is gone?
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When the mountains are low and the rivers are filled in
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and there's no, that was all they had.
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And those are the markers throughout the Old Testament
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of the difference between kingdoms.
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And so what happens when all that goes away?
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That's the first part.
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He says, get out of your comfort zone.
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And then he says, here, here's an image.
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You really want out of your comfort zone?
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Take down the fence between you and your neighbor's yard.
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Oh, good fences make good neighbors.
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I don't know how to tell people
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that's not actually in the Bible.
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You know, but that's the modern vision.
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The modern vision is good fences make good neighbors.
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Meaning, you know, we can be good neighbors
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as soon as we know our differences,
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where you belong, where I don't belong.
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It's, everything's about separation.
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And you know, what if in heaven,
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what if in heaven there's so much intimacy
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and there's so much coming together
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that we don't each get our own little space?
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You know, in my father's house are many rooms
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and I get a private one.
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Also not in scripture.
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You know, it's this, what does that mean for us?
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What does that mean?
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Are we a people that through our life
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become more comfortable gathering people to ourselves?
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Or, you know, do we use those wonderful phrases
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in modern language that allow us to feel okay
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about pushing people away?
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I am too set in my ways.
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You know, those are those things we used to say.
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Unless you're willing to behave like me, move away.
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Get away from me at all times.
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I'm too set in my ways.
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You know, I don't have to do that anymore.
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I, my Aunt Lenore, who was really a saint in so many ways,
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but I remember at her 90th birthday,
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halfway through the party, she simply stood up and said,
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I'm going to my room, you can all leave now.
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And her granddaughter, Nora, was horrified.
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And of course everyone laughed and she said,
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she called her Mimi.
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Mimi, you can not say that sort of things to people,
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those sorts of things to people.
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And she said, I'm 90, they'll just think I'm crazy.
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You know, they'll all put it off to wackiness.
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I can do whatever.
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You know, we all sometimes would love that,
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but the idea that, you know,
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there's this sort of borders are two ways.
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We're often not, when someone talks about,
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if we put it on a personal level, boundaries.
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It's amazing how many of us will say once in a while,
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I feel like, you know, this person or that,
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but they kind of violate some boundaries.
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We're not always aware of, or even ask,
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do I violate boundaries?
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You know, I mean, I've noticed in my life
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that all of you do, but I don't think I do.
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Because do I violate boundaries
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rarely comes up in our mind.
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I think it's the essence of all the scandals
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going on in Hollywood and Washington
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and throughout the private sector
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is a lot of people who just,
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it never occurs to them to ask
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if they're crossing a boundary.
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You know, it's gotta be a two way thing.
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We've gotta learn to what it means
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to truly live with one another in a world.
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And to know that that's how we build the kingdom of God.
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And so, you know, when we get this reading,
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we think, you know, it's time to go out and think,
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are boundaries something I use
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to help me live well with others,
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or are boundaries what keeps me safe from the rest of you?
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You know, if safe from other people is my biggest concern,
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then heaven is not a country for me.
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Safety from everyone else, you guys stay away.
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You know, safety in my life from someone.
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Oh, they're a little uncomfortable to be around.
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This, how do we use our boundaries?
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You know, I think they're a great, healthy thing.
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I think it's good when we call our own behavior
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and others into question.
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It's another thing when this is what I use
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to write people off.
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And I think most of us can look back in our lives
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and see people, even if it wasn't a dramatic moment,
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that we were just as comfortable writing out of our lives.
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You know, sometimes there's a real toxicity
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and it has to happen.
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But more often than not, it's simply,
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you know, I have no room for others.
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I mean, I have room for people that look like others
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as long as they behave like me.
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You know, those are, you know, I always call those,
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you know, those aren't really others.
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Those are just disguised versions of me in the world.
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And they make wonderful friends.
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You know, just other versions of me.
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But others, that's something different.
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And it's the heart of our journey in this world.
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Anyone who has ever been in love for a moment
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knows, I mean, I won't say everyone,
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but anyone who isn't like really already been diagnosed
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as an extreme narcissist.
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No one as a teenager says,
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she reminds me of me, I'm in love.
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I hope.
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What it is, there's another person in the world
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in love with me.
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We want to go out and find another person in our life.
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It makes something bigger.
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A friend of mine became a grandfather this week
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and his daughter wrote him this note.
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The woman needs to do some serious writing.
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But she said, you know, I'm now holding this child
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in my arms for the first time
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and for the first time in my life,
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I know what it means that my heart is no longer inside me.
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You know.
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Now, of course, he read this to a group of men
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and it took us about 30 seconds to get to,
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you read that back to her when they're 13.
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We were a little uncomfortable sitting
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with something that goopy.
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But it was an interesting thing.
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The boundary was gone.
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My heart is no longer inside me.
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It's the essence of this reading today.
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This every valley is gonna come down.
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Our heart as individuals, as a people, as a church
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cannot be always inside us.
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It has to move out beyond that.
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And when we start to do that
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and start to really take down those divisions
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between people, as St. Paul said,
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the walls we build between us.
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When we start to really bring those down,
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we finally get a vision.
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This is the world we're called to build.
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This is the vision that Jesus left us.
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We may have changed it radically
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when we married our religion
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to imperial Europe at one point.
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But the gospel still calls us to find that religion
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where our heart can be outside of ourselves.
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As Jesus's was, you know, all through his life,
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all through his death and resurrection,
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that's the heart we follow.
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And if we ever get to that point
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in our deep moments of meditation
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where we think we've found our center,
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it's a nice thing.
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But if your center is still inside you,
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it's not yet Christian.
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Father Pat’s message centers around the radical ca Father Pat’s message centers around the radical call of the Gospel to move beyond the comfort of our boundaries—geographical, societal, emotional, and spiritual—and to embrace a life where our hearts, like Christ’s, are no longer confined within ourselves. Drawing from the Gospel of Mark and Isaiah, he challenges the way we interpret Scripture, urging us to listen anew and deeply, setting aside our familiarity and comfort zones. He emphasizes that preparing the way of the Lord isn't just about spiritual readiness, but about dismantling the divisions and borders—literal and figurative—that separate us from others. The Christian journey, he says, is one of expanding compassion, radical inclusion, and the willingness to let go of personal and communal boundaries in order to truly embody the kingdom of God.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel reading from Mark, which opens with a quote from Isaiah about preparing the way of the Lord. He draws attention to a purposeful misreading to illustrate how ancient texts, lacking punctuation, can be misunderstood if we impose our modern linguistic expectations on them. For instance, the phrase "a voice crying out in the desert: prepare the way of the Lord" can be misread as saying the voice is in the desert, rather than the preparation must occur in the desert—a place symbolic of discomfort and unfamiliarity. This sets the theme: God often calls us to encounter Him outside our comfort zones.
He discusses how our habitual familiarity with Scripture can dull our spiritual sensitivity. Like proofreading our own writing, we often hear what we expect rather than what is actually being said. When passages become too familiar, we risk no longer being challenged or moved by them. He gives the example of violent or troubling Bible verses that we gloss over because we’ve heard them so often, and uses his own musical engagement with Handel’s Messiah to illustrate how deep study can rekindle spiritual insight in even the most well-known texts.
The heart of Father Pat’s message emerges in his exegesis of Isaiah's imagery: mountains made low, valleys filled, rough paths made straight. Modern readers may see this as a metaphor for comfort and ease, but he explains that in ancient times, such topographical features were not only landmarks but also political boundaries. Mountains, rivers, and valleys marked where one kingdom ended and another began. Thus, Isaiah’s vision is not about flattening nature but dismantling the divisions between people and nations. The call to “prepare the way of the Lord” is a call to remove the borders we use to separate ourselves from others.
This leads into a profound critique of modern society’s obsession with boundaries—physical, ideological, and relational. He points out how we often use boundaries not for healthy self-regulation but to exclude and isolate. He critiques the modern mantra “good fences make good neighbors,” noting it’s not scriptural but rather a reflection of our desire to define who belongs and who doesn’t. He challenges the way we view immigration, personal space, and even emotional boundaries in relationships—asking whether these are truly about health, or about fear and control.
Theologically, Father Pat connects all of this to the incarnation and ministry of Christ. Jesus, he reminds us, was always crossing boundaries—eating with sinners, touching lepers, including women and Gentiles, dying on a cross for all. To be Christian is to follow that example: to let our hearts move beyond ourselves, to live in such a way that we are not merely comfortable, but transformed. He uses a moving anecdote of a new mother realizing her heart now lives outside of her body in her child, illustrating how love necessarily involves a breaking open of the self.
He concludes by returning to the image of the center. Many spiritual traditions speak of “finding your center,” but he cautions Christians: if your center is still within you, it is not yet fully Christian. The Christian center is Christ, and Christ’s center was always in others—in the poor, the rejected, the suffering, the stranger. To follow Christ is to let our center be moved, unsettled, and placed in the lives of others. It is to dismantle the barriers that keep us apart and to build a new world—a kingdom of God—where love is the only boundary.
In sum, Father Pat’s message is a powerful call to radical hospitality, self-examination, and spiritual renewal. It asks us to read Scripture anew, to listen deeply, and to prepare the way of the Lord not just in our hearts but in our world—by tearing down the walls we’ve built and allowing our love to reach beyond ourselves....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1122.449951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. They then came to Capernaum, and on the Sabbath, Jesus entered the synagogue and taught. The people were astonished at his teaching, for he taught them as one having authority and not as the scribes. In their synagogue was a man with an unclean spirit. He cried out, what have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth? Have you come to destroy us? I know who you are, the Holy One of God. Jesus rebuked him and said, quiet, come out of him. The unclean spirit convulsed him and with a loud cry came out of him. All were amazed and asked one another, what is this, a new teaching with authority? He commands even the unclean spirits, and they obey him. His fame spread everywhere throughout the whole region of Galilee. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I'm not sure that there is a Sunday in the entire liturgical cycle with three readings that have less to do with one another than today. We have three readings on completely different topics. And I have also never been in any Bible study anywhere where any of these were quoted as anyone's favorite scripture. They're all kind of quirky in their own way. But they give us together, in a sense, they do give us three voices which can balance us and give us a method for moving forward and growing in our Christian faith. And sometimes that is the greatest thing scripture can do for us. Sometimes the great thing that scripture does, it doesn't paint an absolute picture of something. It tells you one story of God where he says, let there be light, and there's light. And another story where God comes down and shapes us out of the clay and says, clearly that one's too human and that one may be too austere. Find something between there. Live with the tension of the two stories that don't line up. Scripture does that for us a lot. Today, we get three different visions of interactions with faith. I want to start with the one that is most fun, that second reading. Because I saw so many of you, so many expressions of really? Paul is his personality. St. Paul is a zealot. That is his basic personality. Before he becomes Paul, when he is on the side against Jesus and the early Christians, he is all in. He is on the move. He is going to route them out. He is going to get rid of them. And when he becomes Christian, he is going to route out everyone else, and he's going to make sure everyone's Christian. Paul is probably, my suspicion, exhausting to be around. But he's that person you would put in charge of every building campaign, because he would get it done. Paul is very much what we would call a man of action. Of all the things that people can say about St. Paul, no one can ever claim that he did not back up his preaching with the way he lived. I mean, this became his life. Almost to an obsessive focus, that became his life. So much so that, yes, we get a reading like today. In Paul's mind, the world divides neatly into two groups of people. Those who are single, and as we know, single people spend every moment of the day obsessed with how they can please God. Would that it were so. But there are dating websites that would seem to indicate otherwise. So he's got one group of people that he thinks, if you're not married, then you're anxious about God all day long. Paul is anxious about, he is consumed by it. It's not the normal experience. I think we should all have a little more Paul in us, not too much, but all have a little more. Then he also, and this is truly a view from the other side of the fence, spouses spend 24 hours a day obsessed with pleasing one another. That is one of those moments where my mother would say, Paul was never married. Paul was never married. But it's his vision, and it's kind of his vision of how he wishes the world were. Wouldn't it be interesting, but take out the marriage piece as such a hard defined line there, and think, what would it be like to live in a world where everyone was either consumed with pleasing God or consumed with pleasing others? It's not a bad vision of the world, really out to help others, really out to do what is best for others, really out to do what is best for the mission of God. It's not a bad vision, but it's so focused, and it so comes out of his that it has some limited help for most of us. But the other two visions stand, in my mind, like bookends to where our Christian debate, where our philosophies, where everything sort of lands. And that is the prophet and the unclean spirits. Now, this story of the unclean spirits, there's several variations of it in the gospel. There's evil spirits, demonic spirits, there's one, there's a dozen. One of the mysteries that scripture scholars deal with a lot is, it seems that these are the first people to recognize who Jesus is, not even people. Now, why is it that they recognize Jesus before everyone else? Now, when they say that, they're forgetting about Simeon and Anna, the prophetess and prophet at his birth, at his christening, that recognize him for who he is. But why is it that these unclean spirits, before the general population, why are they always the first ones, it seems, in the story to recognize who Jesus is? And scholars come up with all sorts of reasons and all sorts of ideas, but there's a level at which it makes great sense to me that they would be the first. Because it is the nature of darkness, it is the nature of, whether we call it unclean or evil or whatever, the demonic, it is the nature of that dynamic to recognize enemies. And Jesus stands as their enemy. And all of us have a bit of that in us. All of us are much better at figuring out who our enemy is in the world. And not so good at figuring out where the common ground is. You know, we look at people in other countries and we forget that they go through all the same messes we go through. Around the world, fathers cry at daughters' weddings. You know, around the world, these things happen. And it's so much easier for us to focus on the differences. And that is where we are just like these unclean spirits. They see Jesus, not because they have an innate ability to see God, but because they have an innate ability to see what is different from them. They will recognize the person set against them. And so, you know, what we need to become are people that recognize God because the goodness in us sees what the affinity is, not the other way. Not because, you know, fear of hell and that sort of approach. There's a lot of people who their belief in God comes out of their belief in evil. And how we're gonna overcome it. How we're gonna get rid of that. How we're gonna make sure those people are, that is the unclean spirit recognizing God. It is not the prophet. Now the prophet does the opposite. The prophet takes that part of us that already resonates. Thomas Aquinas would, he would say that all of us, our real nature resonates with God. And so Thomas Aquinas finds those parts of us that already, not Thomas Aquinas, he does too, but prophets find the part of us that already resonates with the gospel and just amplify that. I think in our life we need to balance our life with both people. We need to have those people that recognize where we already agree but amplify it more towards the gospel. I'm always fond of saying when I talk with, like in ecumenical groups, every Christian church I know thinks we should feed the poor. So why are we wasting time debating the things we disagree on? We've got something we agree on. Why aren't we doing it? Eh, it's just, you know, it's much more exciting to argue about the things we disagree on. That's the dark spirit, you know. The prophetic spirit says, well let's take what we agree on and let's get that amplified. Let's make that larger. It's the, in the magnificat, you know, magnifies the spirit, magnifies the soul, magnifies the heart. Why aren't we finding the people that bring that out in us? But also courting the people in our lives, not the evil spirits, but one of these things, in context of Jesus, these spirits are opposing spirits. And most of us, I checked through the register to make sure, Jesus himself is not a registered prisoner so I can say this to all of you. Your opposite in the world is not pure evil because you are not pure good. Our opposing spirits actually have something to say to us. The people that we disagree with may have a point. The person who drives me up a tree is not a unique idea in the world. They are not alone. They have people who think like them. And it's so important for us to have people that make us a little less comfortable. There is a, I think, a huge misnomer in our culture, probably in many cultures, that we believe winning an argument, think about it for a minute, I know I've won an argument when I leave it having not grown at all and come out of it thinking exactly what I thought. Maybe they changed, maybe they grew, but then they won. We think winning an argument is when we stand still and wait for the world to center on us. That's not winning. That's, you know, that's paralysis. To win an argument, both people have to be affected. That's the win. And so we need the people in our lives who challenge us. I always think we see this so clearly in the Catholic Church right now. It's been fun to watch every Catholic I know, the liberals and the conservatives both, it's been so fun to watch them live from JP II to Francis. Because everyone struggles with either JP II or Benedict or Francis. One of them makes them uncomfortable. And while they'll all say, you must, it's the Pope, it's must, it's the Pope, it's the Pope, what happens when one of the Popes disagrees with them? They get very quiet. And it turns out that they think the Pope is infallible when the Pope agrees with them. Meaning deep down they think they're infallible and once in a while the Holy Spirit leads the Pope to agree with them. No, that's not the theology of the Church. And so, you know, all the people who cried out that you can't disagree with one Pope, you know, it's one thing we can be absolutely certain of as Catholics, it would be foolish to ascribe any kind of authority to one of the Popes that you can't ascribe to all of them. You know, you can't ascribe it to your favorites and not to the others. There's a thing in theology and philosophy, which I said at the last homily, but I'm much more nervous now because, you know, Father Abraham is getting his doctorate in philosophy so I really have to actually have to make this line. But there are kind of three types of statements in both philosophy and theology, but more even in just human psychology. There are rational and irrational, but then there's a third called non-rational. Now, a rational statement is something the human mind seems to be built to grab onto. Two plus two equals four. I don't care what language you're talking in, you show a child this many fingers and this many fingers and tell them it's that many, they'll get that eventually. And they can build systems on it. But if you try to teach a child that this many and this many gets put together to that, to five, if you try and teach two plus two is five, they'll try to figure out what's wrong with that, it won't happen, you cannot build a system of math on it. One of those is rational and the other is irrational. Then someone comes along and says, two plus two is good. That is non-rational. The mind is not forced there. You can't prove it, you can't disprove it. The mind is not forced away from it. Two plus two is good is something you have to choose to base your life on or not. You know, it's important to you or it's not. Most of our fundamental theology goes to that area, it's the non-rational. Nothing is sadder than watching people trying to scientifically prove their faith. Because what they're really saying is, once science says so, then it will be real. When my faith says so, it's not. That's a horrible statement. Our faith, our belief, the things we've been given from our community, the things we've been given from our family, it's a different kind of reality. That God exists, you can choose not to believe. God has created it such that you aren't forced to. Because if we're forced to, then there's no such thing as faith. And so we come as a people going, you know, our faith is a series of choices. And too often they're intellectual choices, they're not choices to get out and do the work. To get out and help those who have less, help those who are struggling more. Recognize how many people struggle in the world. And we're called to make that choice. We will never get irrefutable proof. And whenever someone tries, you know, we end up with, I think I've told you before, in the late 80s, some group in Europe was trying to slice very thin layers of a host, a consecrated host, and they were gonna thin layers and put it under a microscope and stain it, and they found human cells. Okay, basically a couple people decided to desecrate a host. Oh, but we see the human cells. No, you didn't. Number one, it's not science, it's faith. Number two, Jesus didn't turn into what he was before the resurrection. So you'd not even be proving good faith. But they need because they trust science and they don't trust their faith. I think if we're going to trust our faith, we do it because we have people of faith. We have some who will disagree with us and will argue with us and will change us and let us change them and we will grow together. And then we have the others who seem to agree with us on everything and hopefully, together we amplify one another into action in the world. When we've got the prophet and the opposing spirits in our life, we don't have to, as our country has done too often, we don't have to have a tragic gap. We can have a fruitful tension. Too often we choose the tragic gap and we become polarized. But there is a fruitful tension between all the voices in scripture, all the voices in our families, all the voices in our church. There's a fruitful tension that leads us to something that is mystery. If you're coming to your faith for answers, it will drive you crazy. When you come to your faith for questions and for motivation and for the ability to get out and help change the world, it becomes such a fruitful garden. And we ask God today to raise up the prophets who will spur us on to action, remind us of those who have less. We ask God to stir up the people in our lives who will challenge us when we think we, not the church, but we personally, are a little too infallible, that they will be there too. And between the spirits and the prophets, that there'll be a fruitful tension that will unveil for us a road of growth, will unveil for us a way to change the world, to bring from the two dramatic polarized sides that have a gap between them a fruitful tension. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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They then came to Capernaum, and on the Sabbath,
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Jesus entered the synagogue and taught.
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The people were astonished at his teaching,
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for he taught them as one having authority and not
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as the scribes.
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In their synagogue was a man with an unclean spirit.
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He cried out, what have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth?
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Have you come to destroy us?
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I know who you are, the Holy One of God.
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Jesus rebuked him and said, quiet, come out of him.
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The unclean spirit convulsed him and with a loud cry
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came out of him.
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All were amazed and asked one another, what is this,
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a new teaching with authority?
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He commands even the unclean spirits, and they obey him.
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His fame spread everywhere throughout the whole region
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of Galilee.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I'm not sure that there is a Sunday
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in the entire liturgical cycle with three readings that
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have less to do with one another than today.
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We have three readings on completely different topics.
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And I have also never been in any Bible study
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anywhere where any of these were quoted
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as anyone's favorite scripture.
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They're all kind of quirky in their own way.
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But they give us together, in a sense,
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they do give us three voices which can balance us and give
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us a method for moving forward and growing
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in our Christian faith.
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And sometimes that is the greatest thing
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scripture can do for us.
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Sometimes the great thing that scripture does,
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it doesn't paint an absolute picture of something.
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It tells you one story of God where he says,
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let there be light, and there's light.
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And another story where God comes down and shapes us
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out of the clay and says, clearly that one's too human
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and that one may be too austere.
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Find something between there.
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Live with the tension of the two stories that don't line up.
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Scripture does that for us a lot.
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Today, we get three different visions
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of interactions with faith.
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I want to start with the one that is most fun,
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that second reading.
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Because I saw so many of you, so many expressions of really?
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Paul is his personality.
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St. Paul is a zealot.
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That is his basic personality.
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Before he becomes Paul, when he is on the side against Jesus
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and the early Christians, he is all in.
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He is on the move.
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He is going to route them out.
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He is going to get rid of them.
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And when he becomes Christian, he
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is going to route out everyone else,
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and he's going to make sure everyone's Christian.
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Paul is probably, my suspicion, exhausting to be around.
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But he's that person you would put
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in charge of every building campaign,
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because he would get it done.
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Paul is very much what we would call a man of action.
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Of all the things that people can say about St. Paul,
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no one can ever claim that he did not
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back up his preaching with the way he lived.
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I mean, this became his life.
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Almost to an obsessive focus, that became his life.
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So much so that, yes, we get a reading like today.
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In Paul's mind, the world divides neatly
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into two groups of people.
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Those who are single, and as we know,
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single people spend every moment of the day
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obsessed with how they can please God.
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Would that it were so.
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But there are dating websites that
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would seem to indicate otherwise.
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So he's got one group of people that he thinks,
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if you're not married, then you're anxious
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about God all day long.
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Paul is anxious about, he is consumed by it.
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It's not the normal experience.
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I think we should all have a little more Paul in us,
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not too much, but all have a little more.
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Then he also, and this is truly a view
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from the other side of the fence,
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spouses spend 24 hours a day obsessed
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with pleasing one another.
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That is one of those moments where my mother would say,
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Paul was never married.
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Paul was never married.
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But it's his vision, and it's kind
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of his vision of how he wishes the world were.
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Wouldn't it be interesting, but take out the marriage piece
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as such a hard defined line there,
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and think, what would it be like to live in a world
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where everyone was either consumed with pleasing God
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or consumed with pleasing others?
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It's not a bad vision of the world,
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really out to help others, really out
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to do what is best for others, really
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out to do what is best for the mission of God.
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It's not a bad vision, but it's so focused,
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and it so comes out of his that it has some limited help
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for most of us.
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But the other two visions stand, in my mind,
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like bookends to where our Christian debate,
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where our philosophies, where everything sort of lands.
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And that is the prophet and the unclean spirits.
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Now, this story of the unclean spirits,
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there's several variations of it in the gospel.
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There's evil spirits, demonic spirits,
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there's one, there's a dozen.
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One of the mysteries that scripture scholars
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deal with a lot is, it seems that these are the first people
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to recognize who Jesus is, not even people.
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Now, why is it that they recognize Jesus
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before everyone else?
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Now, when they say that, they're forgetting
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about Simeon and Anna, the prophetess and prophet
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at his birth, at his christening,
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that recognize him for who he is.
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But why is it that these unclean spirits,
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before the general population,
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why are they always the first ones, it seems,
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in the story to recognize who Jesus is?
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And scholars come up with all sorts of reasons
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and all sorts of ideas, but there's a level
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at which it makes great sense to me
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that they would be the first.
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Because it is the nature of darkness,
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it is the nature of, whether we call it unclean
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or evil or whatever, the demonic,
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it is the nature of that dynamic to recognize enemies.
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And Jesus stands as their enemy.
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And all of us have a bit of that in us.
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All of us are much better at figuring out
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who our enemy is in the world.
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And not so good at figuring out where the common ground is.
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You know, we look at people in other countries
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and we forget that they go through
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all the same messes we go through.
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Around the world, fathers cry at daughters' weddings.
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You know, around the world, these things happen.
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And it's so much easier for us to focus on the differences.
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And that is where we are just like these unclean spirits.
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They see Jesus, not because they have
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an innate ability to see God,
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but because they have an innate ability
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to see what is different from them.
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They will recognize the person set against them.
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And so, you know, what we need to become
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are people that recognize God because the goodness in us
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sees what the affinity is, not the other way.
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Not because, you know, fear of hell
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and that sort of approach.
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There's a lot of people who their belief in God
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comes out of their belief in evil.
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And how we're gonna overcome it.
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How we're gonna get rid of that.
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How we're gonna make sure those people are,
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that is the unclean spirit recognizing God.
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It is not the prophet.
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Now the prophet does the opposite.
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The prophet takes that part of us that already resonates.
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Thomas Aquinas would, he would say that all of us,
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our real nature resonates with God.
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And so Thomas Aquinas finds those parts of us
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that already, not Thomas Aquinas, he does too,
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but prophets find the part of us
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that already resonates with the gospel
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and just amplify that.
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I think in our life we need to balance our life
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with both people.
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We need to have those people that recognize
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where we already agree but amplify it more
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towards the gospel.
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I'm always fond of saying when I talk with,
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like in ecumenical groups, every Christian church I know
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thinks we should feed the poor.
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So why are we wasting time debating the things
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we disagree on?
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We've got something we agree on.
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Why aren't we doing it?
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Eh, it's just, you know, it's much more exciting
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to argue about the things we disagree on.
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That's the dark spirit, you know.
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The prophetic spirit says, well let's take what we agree on
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and let's get that amplified.
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Let's make that larger.
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It's the, in the magnificat, you know, magnifies the spirit,
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magnifies the soul, magnifies the heart.
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Why aren't we finding the people that bring that out in us?
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But also courting the people in our lives,
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not the evil spirits, but one of these things,
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in context of Jesus, these spirits are opposing spirits.
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And most of us, I checked through the register
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to make sure, Jesus himself is not a registered prisoner
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so I can say this to all of you.
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Your opposite in the world is not pure evil
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because you are not pure good.
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Our opposing spirits actually have something to say to us.
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The people that we disagree with may have a point.
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The person who drives me up a tree
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is not a unique idea in the world.
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They are not alone.
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They have people who think like them.
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And it's so important for us to have people
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that make us a little less comfortable.
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There is a, I think, a huge misnomer in our culture,
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probably in many cultures,
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that we believe winning an argument,
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think about it for a minute,
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I know I've won an argument when I leave it
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having not grown at all and come out of it
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thinking exactly what I thought.
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Maybe they changed, maybe they grew, but then they won.
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We think winning an argument is when we stand still
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and wait for the world to center on us.
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That's not winning.
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That's, you know, that's paralysis.
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To win an argument, both people have to be affected.
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That's the win.
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And so we need the people in our lives who challenge us.
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I always think we see this so clearly
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in the Catholic Church right now.
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It's been fun to watch every Catholic I know,
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the liberals and the conservatives both,
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it's been so fun to watch them live from JP II to Francis.
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Because everyone struggles with either JP II
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or Benedict or Francis.
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One of them makes them uncomfortable.
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And while they'll all say, you must, it's the Pope,
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it's must, it's the Pope, it's the Pope,
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what happens when one of the Popes disagrees with them?
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They get very quiet.
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And it turns out that they think the Pope is infallible
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when the Pope agrees with them.
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Meaning deep down they think they're infallible
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and once in a while the Holy Spirit leads the Pope
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to agree with them.
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No, that's not the theology of the Church.
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And so, you know, all the people who cried out
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that you can't disagree with one Pope,
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you know, it's one thing we can be absolutely certain of
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as Catholics, it would be foolish to ascribe
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any kind of authority to one of the Popes
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that you can't ascribe to all of them.
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You know, you can't ascribe it to your favorites
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and not to the others.
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There's a thing in theology and philosophy,
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which I said at the last homily,
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but I'm much more nervous now because, you know,
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Father Abraham is getting his doctorate in philosophy
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so I really have to actually have to make this line.
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But there are kind of three types of statements
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in both philosophy and theology,
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but more even in just human psychology.
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There are rational and irrational,
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but then there's a third called non-rational.
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Now, a rational statement is something the human mind
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seems to be built to grab onto.
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Two plus two equals four.
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I don't care what language you're talking in,
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you show a child this many fingers and this many fingers
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and tell them it's that many, they'll get that eventually.
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And they can build systems on it.
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But if you try to teach a child that this many
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and this many gets put together to that, to five,
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if you try and teach two plus two is five,
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they'll try to figure out what's wrong with that,
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it won't happen, you cannot build a system of math on it.
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One of those is rational and the other is irrational.
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Then someone comes along and says, two plus two is good.
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That is non-rational.
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The mind is not forced there.
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You can't prove it, you can't disprove it.
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The mind is not forced away from it.
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Two plus two is good is something you have to choose
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to base your life on or not.
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You know, it's important to you or it's not.
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Most of our fundamental theology goes to that area,
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it's the non-rational.
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Nothing is sadder than watching people
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trying to scientifically prove their faith.
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Because what they're really saying is,
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once science says so, then it will be real.
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When my faith says so, it's not.
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That's a horrible statement.
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Our faith, our belief, the things we've been given
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from our community, the things we've been given
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from our family, it's a different kind of reality.
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That God exists, you can choose not to believe.
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God has created it such that you aren't forced to.
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Because if we're forced to,
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then there's no such thing as faith.
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And so we come as a people going, you know,
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our faith is a series of choices.
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And too often they're intellectual choices,
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they're not choices to get out and do the work.
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To get out and help those who have less,
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help those who are struggling more.
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Recognize how many people struggle in the world.
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And we're called to make that choice.
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We will never get irrefutable proof.
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And whenever someone tries, you know, we end up with,
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I think I've told you before, in the late 80s,
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some group in Europe was trying to slice
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very thin layers of a host, a consecrated host,
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and they were gonna thin layers
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and put it under a microscope and stain it,
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and they found human cells.
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Okay, basically a couple people
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decided to desecrate a host.
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Oh, but we see the human cells.
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No, you didn't.
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Number one, it's not science, it's faith.
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Number two, Jesus didn't turn into what he was
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before the resurrection.
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So you'd not even be proving good faith.
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But they need because they trust science
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and they don't trust their faith.
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I think if we're going to trust our faith,
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we do it because we have people of faith.
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We have some who will disagree with us
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and will argue with us and will change us
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and let us change them and we will grow together.
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And then we have the others who seem to agree with us
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on everything and hopefully,
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together we amplify one another into action in the world.
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When we've got the prophet
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and the opposing spirits in our life,
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we don't have to, as our country has done too often,
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we don't have to have a tragic gap.
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We can have a fruitful tension.
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Too often we choose the tragic gap and we become polarized.
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But there is a fruitful tension
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between all the voices in scripture,
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all the voices in our families,
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all the voices in our church.
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There's a fruitful tension that leads us
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to something that is mystery.
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If you're coming to your faith for answers,
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it will drive you crazy.
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When you come to your faith for questions
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and for motivation and for the ability to get out
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and help change the world,
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it becomes such a fruitful garden.
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And we ask God today to raise up the prophets
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who will spur us on to action,
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remind us of those who have less.
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We ask God to stir up the people in our lives
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who will challenge us when we think we,
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not the church, but we personally,
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are a little too infallible,
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that they will be there too.
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And between the spirits and the prophets,
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that there'll be a fruitful tension
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that will unveil for us a road of growth,
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will unveil for us a way to change the world,
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to bring from the two dramatic polarized sides
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that have a gap between them a fruitful tension.
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And in that tension, we will find the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message is a reflection on the comple Father Pat’s message is a reflection on the complexity of scripture, the diversity of voices within the readings, and how, rather than offering a singular, absolute truth, scripture often invites us into a dynamic tension—a space where differing perspectives, like those of prophets and opposing spirits, challenge, refine, and ultimately enrich our faith. By engaging both those who affirm us and those who confront us, we are called not to rigidity or polarization, but to growth, humility, and action. Faith is not meant to be a fortress of certainty but a journey shaped by dialogue, mystery, and the lived commitment to love God and others.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by acknowledging the apparent disconnection among the day’s three scripture readings, noting that they cover vastly different themes and none are typically quoted as favorites. Yet, he shows how their diversity is precisely what makes them powerful: they represent different voices of faith and offer us a method for spiritual growth through contrast and reflection. Scripture, he explains, often presents us with narratives that are in tension with each other—like the God who effortlessly says “Let there be light” and the God who gets His hands dirty forming humans from clay. These diverse portrayals are not contradictions to be resolved but invitations to live within the fruitful tension they create. They teach us to find balance and discernment, rather than seek simplistic answers.
Father Pat dives deeper into the second reading from St. Paul, whose zealous personality colored his theology. Paul divides the world into singles, who he believes are wholly devoted to pleasing God, and married people, who are consumed with pleasing one another. While Father Pat humorously critiques Paul’s overly idealistic (and perhaps naive) view of singleness and marriage, he appreciates Paul’s total commitment to his beliefs and his actions. Paul, for all his intensity, invites reflection on what it would look like if everyone lived to please God or to serve others. While such a binary view may not be practical for most, it urges us to consider how much of our lives are oriented toward divine or selfless purpose. We are reminded to embrace a measure of Paul's passion, even if not his extremism.
Turning to the Gospel, Father Pat explores the episode where Jesus casts out an unclean spirit in the synagogue. He observes that, intriguingly, these demonic or unclean spirits are often the first to recognize Jesus as the Holy One of God. Why is it that evil recognizes Christ before others do? His insightful answer is that darkness is finely attuned to its opposition. Evil identifies its enemy quickly, just as we humans are often quicker to identify threats than to seek common ground. The unclean spirits see Jesus not because they are holy, but because they innately sense what opposes them. This dynamic mirrors our own tendencies to define ourselves by opposition—by identifying enemies rather than seeking shared humanity. Father Pat warns that a faith rooted in the fear of hell or opposition to evil risks being more like the unclean spirits than the saints. Instead, we are called to be like the prophets, who identify and amplify the good already present within us and the world.
The prophet, unlike the opposing spirit, does not define truth by conflict but by resonance. Prophets awaken in us the deepest parts that are already in tune with God’s will. They magnify the voice of God within us, calling us to action, to mercy, and to justice. This is the prophetic spirit that says, “We already agree on feeding the poor—so let’s do that.” Rather than magnifying our divisions, prophets magnify our common call to love and service. Yet, Father Pat cautions, we need both voices in our lives: those who affirm and those who challenge. The people who make us uncomfortable, who disagree with us, who force us to grow—they are not our enemies, but spiritual companions who help refine our faith. He reminds us that our opponents are not evil incarnate, just as we are not perfect good. We are all in need of growth, correction, and humility.
This leads to a broader reflection on the nature of truth and belief. Father Pat distinguishes between rational, irrational, and non-rational statements. Rational truths (like 2+2=4) can be proven; irrational ones are false; but non-rational truths—such as “God is good” or “Two plus two is beautiful”—cannot be proven or disproven. Most of faith resides in this non-rational realm. It is not less real because it cannot be scientifically verified; it is a different kind of reality. When people try to “prove” faith through science or miracles, they inadvertently undermine its essence. Faith is a choice, not a conclusion. If belief were forced, there would be no room for true faith. God creates space for freedom, not coercion, and faith flourishes in that freedom.
Father Pat challenges the modern obsession with being right. He critiques the idea that winning an argument means remaining unchanged while others conform to us. True spiritual victory is mutual transformation. We grow when we allow others to affect us, and we affect them in turn. He applies this to the Church itself, noting how Catholics of different ideological leanings often selectively embrace or ignore the teachings of different popes based on personal preference. This reveals not true obedience to the Church but inner pride—the belief that one is infallible, and the pope is only correct when he agrees with them. Instead, the challenge is to submit not to personal preference but to the Church as a whole, in its diversity and mystery.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls for “fruitful tension” rather than a “tragic gap.” Our world, including the Church, often succumbs to tragic polarization. But the differing voices—of scripture, of spiritual companions, of theological perspectives—are not meant to divide us but to enrich us through their tension. Prophets and opposing spirits, affirmation and challenge, rational and non-rational truths—these are not contradictory forces but complementary ones. Within the tension of differing voices lies the mystery of God. Faith is not about having all the answers but about allowing the questions, the challenges, and the community to lead us toward deeper love, deeper service, and a more authentic encounter with the Kingdom of God....
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Spiritual Cleansing
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But when you pray, go to your inner room, close the door, and pray to your Father in secret, and your Father who sees in secret will repay you. When you fast, do not look gloomy like the hypocrites. They neglect their appearance so that they may appear to others to be fasting. Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward. But when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face so that you may not appear to be fasting except to your Heavenly Father who is hidden, and your Father who sees what is hidden will repay you. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. This gospel of the writer Matthew, there's clearly some huge conflict going on in their community. And these are most likely the words of the gospel writer rather than the words of Jesus. There's nothing going on in Jesus' group of followers that would constitute this much of what's really an over-the-top teaching. And of course, in the church, we're pretty shameless about it. You know, we get up every year and we read, you know, when you fast, wash your face so that no one knows you're fasting, and then we're gonna splash ashes right into the middle of that forehead so that everyone will know you're Catholic and fasting. And rather, I mean, I think it's good we don't sweep it under the table. We keep that reading and we put it right there, which can show you, in a sense, it's an organic progression that we arrived at that hypocrisy. It really wasn't when they started the ash tradition way back before Reformation or anything. And people would do it in towns where everyone was Catholic and no one was, you know, look at me, I'm Catholic. Of course not, because everyone was Catholic. And it was more, people looked at each other and remembered it was Lent. And all day long, it was there as a remembrance. And I mean, everyone thinks, well, like, really, you know, like you can't remember. And yet, most of us, you know, if you go to Mass in the morning, by 10 a.m., you can forget. Life gets busy. You know, today, you know, we get this reading in the second reading that just also feels very out of touch with where we are. You know, behold, now is the day of salvation. You know, I was, last night on the news, I saw the story of a man here in the neighborhood who shot his father and spent the afternoon, it turned out, a brother and son in that family is one of our parishioners, dealing now with the loss of his brother and his father. And dealing with, you can imagine the emotions. You know, your brother has snapped and so. And so I spent quite a while this afternoon, you know, talking with our parishioner and with some friends that came over to the rectory and we're talking about it and I finally get done and I go in and turn on the news and there's the school shooting. You know, the 18th, some are saying 17th, 18th school shooting of this year. Since, you know, since January 1st. And I watched this as a couple people kind of argued on air whether it was the 17th or 18th, as just one of those would be significantly less horrifying. 17th or 18th. And so when I hear this, today is the day of salvation, I'm thinking, no, not today, we're not there. We are not at the day of salvation. And I keep thinking, what would Lent be like if not just as a church, but as a larger community, as a culture, if we fasted from indifference? If we fasted from our indifference because most of us think if we watch it on TV and have an emotional reaction that we're not indifferent. But if our emotional reaction doesn't play out in an activity that helps to change the world, we are indifferent. We may be emotionally pulled, but we are still indifferent. And so I think what's happened as a culture, we've allowed ourselves to think that the experience of momentary horror watching television means we're not indifferent. But we are. I always think the heroes of the culture right now are those who are saying, you know what, I'm tired of complaining, I'm running for office. Those are the heroes nowadays. And they may make it, they may not. They may be good for us, they may be even worse. But they're motivated to say, you know what, I'm gonna put some skin in the game. That's what this transformation is supposed to be every year at Lent. That's why I said, you know, this is a little over the top. Matthew's gospel comes off as, you know, listen, if you're going to have a relationship with God, keep it under wraps, don't let anyone know. You know, if everything you do that's good, don't tell everyone. Well, what he's saying is don't run around trying to get credit for everything. But if you're taking a risk by letting people know, you know, who you are, what you think, what you feel, what needs to be changed, if that involves risk, do it loudly. That you do loudly. It's when, because what he's saying is it's when people were doing all the things that they could take credit for a little too loudly in the community, it was getting a little obnoxious, you know. Most people don't walk around beyond the age of maybe five trying to tell, say, did you see how great I was today? Most people grow out of that. We had, and it's almost sad in some ways. About three years ago, four years ago, maybe it was one of the choir picnics at my house in the summer. And you know, that sounds like a quaint little thing. It's a madhouse, there's, you know, look at the number. So they come and I know you wouldn't think this of choir people, but some of them are married and have spouses, so it's a big gathering. And in the kitchen was one of the kids of one of the choir members. She was five at the time. And she was kind of just dancing around. And Kathy McGovern looked at her and said, you're a wonderful dancer. And without thinking, she said, yes, I'm great at everything. And there was a part of me that wanted to think, wouldn't it be great if you could hang on to that? But not that we'd run around saying it, but that we really had enough confidence in ourselves to give up indifference and go into the world convinced we could make a difference. You know, either we're making a difference or we're indifferent. It has nothing to do with how we feel. And so I think, what a Lenten practice that would be. It's much easier to, well, I'm gonna give up chocolate, I'm gonna give up meat, you know. I look back at some of the really dumb things I've given up over the years, almost all of which lasted six weeks. I really am trying to think what I would have given up that would have really, that I never went back to, you know. I gave up guilt one year. I almost left the church the next year. Turned out that was all that was holding me in. But I grew out of it, I grew out of it, you know. But to give up indifference and to make the six weeks of Lent training for who we need to be the rest of our lives, to look around and say, you know, it's time. It's time that if I'm not putting skin in the game and making a difference, that I know that's probably my greatest sin, is just sort of indifference. An ineffective horror that I'm willing to feel once in a while before I get back to the Olympics or prime time or something that's more pleasant to watch. You know, I actually had someone tweet today that, you know, and I understood what they were saying. They keep showing this scene over and over, breaking news, and they keep showing the same scene for two hours. But what I was fascinated with was whether it was, this is graphic and this shouldn't be happening, or whether, you know, I was willing to miss 15 minutes of television for this. But just because it's a national tragedy doesn't mean it should interrupt my entire programming for the afternoon. You know, that's scandalous indifference. But all of us are guilty at some level. Unless we can look and see what we're doing to make a difference in the world. And so I think as we start Lent, to say, you know, boy, you know, for a country that has as much as we do, we sure are comfortable with poverty. You know, we sure are comfortable with violence. We are comfortable with racism. We are comfortable with sexism. And we can say to ourselves, oh, well, I don't participate, you know. I remember people used to say, oh, you know, I have Jewish friends. Now they're comfortable having racist friends. And I think we have to get beyond that. I think we have to decide, we're gonna make the difference. Because otherwise, Lent means very little. You know, it just means you're gonna lose a few pounds or get up a little earlier, or it's gonna be a nice, you know, what a nice little spiritual experience. And the kingdom of God is still different. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, take care
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not to perform righteous deeds in order
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that people may see them, otherwise
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you will have no recompense from your Heavenly Father.
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When you give alms, do not blow a trumpet before you
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as the hypocrites do in the synagogues
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and in the streets to win the praise of others.
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Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward.
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But when you give alms, do not let your left hand
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know what your right hand is doing,
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that your almsgiving may be secret,
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and your Father who sees in secret may repay you.
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When you pray, do not be like the hypocrites
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who love to stand and pray in the synagogues
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and on street corners so that others may see them.
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Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward.
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But when you pray, go to your inner room, close the door,
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and pray to your Father in secret,
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and your Father who sees in secret will repay you.
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When you fast, do not look gloomy like the hypocrites.
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They neglect their appearance so that they may appear
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to others to be fasting.
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Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward.
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But when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face
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so that you may not appear to be fasting
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except to your Heavenly Father who is hidden,
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and your Father who sees what is hidden will repay you.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This gospel of the writer Matthew,
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there's clearly some huge conflict
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going on in their community.
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And these are most likely the words of the gospel writer
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rather than the words of Jesus.
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There's nothing going on in Jesus' group of followers
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that would constitute this much of what's really
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an over-the-top teaching.
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And of course, in the church,
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we're pretty shameless about it.
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You know, we get up every year and we read,
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you know, when you fast, wash your face
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so that no one knows you're fasting,
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and then we're gonna splash ashes right into the middle
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of that forehead so that everyone will know
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you're Catholic and fasting.
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And rather, I mean, I think it's good
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we don't sweep it under the table.
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We keep that reading and we put it right there,
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which can show you, in a sense,
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it's an organic progression that we arrived
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at that hypocrisy.
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It really wasn't when they started the ash tradition
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way back before Reformation or anything.
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And people would do it in towns where everyone was Catholic
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and no one was, you know, look at me, I'm Catholic.
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Of course not, because everyone was Catholic.
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And it was more, people looked at each other
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and remembered it was Lent.
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And all day long, it was there as a remembrance.
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And I mean, everyone thinks, well, like, really,
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you know, like you can't remember.
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And yet, most of us, you know,
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if you go to Mass in the morning,
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by 10 a.m., you can forget.
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Life gets busy.
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You know, today, you know, we get this reading
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in the second reading that just also feels
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very out of touch with where we are.
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You know, behold, now is the day of salvation.
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You know, I was, last night on the news,
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I saw the story of a man here in the neighborhood
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who shot his father and spent the afternoon,
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it turned out, a brother and son in that family
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is one of our parishioners,
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dealing now with the loss of his brother and his father.
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And dealing with, you can imagine the emotions.
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You know, your brother has snapped and so.
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And so I spent quite a while this afternoon,
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you know, talking with our parishioner
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and with some friends that came over to the rectory
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and we're talking about it and I finally get done
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and I go in and turn on the news
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and there's the school shooting.
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You know, the 18th, some are saying 17th,
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18th school shooting of this year.
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Since, you know, since January 1st.
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And I watched this as a couple people
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kind of argued on air whether it was the 17th or 18th,
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as just one of those would be significantly less horrifying.
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17th or 18th.
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And so when I hear this, today is the day of salvation,
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I'm thinking, no, not today, we're not there.
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We are not at the day of salvation.
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And I keep thinking, what would Lent be like
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if not just as a church, but as a larger community,
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as a culture, if we fasted from indifference?
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If we fasted from our indifference
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because most of us think if we watch it on TV
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and have an emotional reaction that we're not indifferent.
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But if our emotional reaction doesn't play out
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in an activity that helps to change the world,
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we are indifferent.
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We may be emotionally pulled, but we are still indifferent.
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And so I think what's happened as a culture,
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we've allowed ourselves to think
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that the experience of momentary horror
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watching television means we're not indifferent.
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But we are.
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I always think the heroes of the culture right now
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are those who are saying, you know what,
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I'm tired of complaining, I'm running for office.
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Those are the heroes nowadays.
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And they may make it, they may not.
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They may be good for us, they may be even worse.
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But they're motivated to say, you know what,
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I'm gonna put some skin in the game.
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That's what this transformation is supposed to be
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every year at Lent.
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That's why I said, you know, this is a little over the top.
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Matthew's gospel comes off as, you know,
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listen, if you're going to have a relationship with God,
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keep it under wraps, don't let anyone know.
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You know, if everything you do that's good,
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don't tell everyone.
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Well, what he's saying is don't run around
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trying to get credit for everything.
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But if you're taking a risk by letting people know,
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you know, who you are, what you think,
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what you feel, what needs to be changed,
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if that involves risk, do it loudly.
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That you do loudly.
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It's when, because what he's saying is
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it's when people were doing all the things
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that they could take credit for
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a little too loudly in the community,
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it was getting a little obnoxious, you know.
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Most people don't walk around beyond the age of maybe five
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trying to tell, say, did you see how great I was today?
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Most people grow out of that.
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We had, and it's almost sad in some ways.
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About three years ago, four years ago,
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maybe it was one of the choir picnics
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at my house in the summer.
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And you know, that sounds like a quaint little thing.
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It's a madhouse, there's, you know, look at the number.
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So they come and I know you wouldn't think this
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of choir people, but some of them are married
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and have spouses, so it's a big gathering.
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And in the kitchen was one of the kids
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of one of the choir members.
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She was five at the time.
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And she was kind of just dancing around.
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And Kathy McGovern looked at her and said,
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you're a wonderful dancer.
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And without thinking, she said,
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yes, I'm great at everything.
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And there was a part of me that wanted to think,
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wouldn't it be great if you could hang on to that?
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But not that we'd run around saying it,
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but that we really had enough confidence in ourselves
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to give up indifference and go into the world
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convinced we could make a difference.
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You know, either we're making a difference
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or we're indifferent.
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It has nothing to do with how we feel.
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And so I think, what a Lenten practice that would be.
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It's much easier to, well, I'm gonna give up chocolate,
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I'm gonna give up meat, you know.
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I look back at some of the really dumb things
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I've given up over the years,
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almost all of which lasted six weeks.
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I really am trying to think what I would have given up
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that would have really, that I never went back to, you know.
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I gave up guilt one year.
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I almost left the church the next year.
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Turned out that was all that was holding me in.
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But I grew out of it, I grew out of it, you know.
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But to give up indifference
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and to make the six weeks of Lent
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training for who we need to be the rest of our lives,
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to look around and say, you know, it's time.
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It's time that if I'm not putting skin in the game
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and making a difference,
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that I know that's probably my greatest sin,
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is just sort of indifference.
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An ineffective horror that I'm willing to feel
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once in a while before I get back to the Olympics
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or prime time or something that's more pleasant to watch.
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You know, I actually had someone tweet today
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that, you know, and I understood what they were saying.
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They keep showing this scene over and over, breaking news,
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and they keep showing the same scene for two hours.
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But what I was fascinated with was
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whether it was, this is graphic
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and this shouldn't be happening,
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or whether, you know, I was willing to miss
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15 minutes of television for this.
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But just because it's a national tragedy
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doesn't mean it should interrupt
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my entire programming for the afternoon.
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You know, that's scandalous indifference.
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But all of us are guilty at some level.
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Unless we can look and see what we're doing
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to make a difference in the world.
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And so I think as we start Lent,
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to say, you know, boy, you know,
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for a country that has as much as we do,
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we sure are comfortable with poverty.
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You know, we sure are comfortable with violence.
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We are comfortable with racism.
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We are comfortable with sexism.
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And we can say to ourselves, oh, well,
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I don't participate, you know.
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I remember people used to say,
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oh, you know, I have Jewish friends.
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Now they're comfortable having racist friends.
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And I think we have to get beyond that.
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I think we have to decide,
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we're gonna make the difference.
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Because otherwise, Lent means very little.
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You know, it just means you're gonna lose a few pounds
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or get up a little earlier,
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or it's gonna be a nice, you know,
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what a nice little spiritual experience.
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And the kingdom of God is still different.
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But if we give up indifference for Lent,
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then that second reading will hit home.
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Then we'll realize that this could be the day of salvation.
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Father Pat’s message is a heartfelt appeal for aut Father Pat’s message is a heartfelt appeal for authenticity in faith and a call to move beyond performative religiosity into transformative action. He reflects on the Gospel of Matthew, which warns against doing righteous acts for public recognition, and uses it as a springboard to challenge the community — and society at large — to examine its comfort with indifference in the face of suffering, violence, and injustice. He critiques the way Christian practices can become hollow rituals if not grounded in genuine compassion and meaningful engagement with the world. His ultimate invitation is to use Lent not as a season for superficial sacrifices, but as a time for deep spiritual training — especially in the practice of rejecting indifference and embracing a life of active, risk-taking love and justice.
In a deeper reflection, Father Pat begins by exploring the Gospel from Matthew, which emphasizes secrecy in spiritual practices such as almsgiving, prayer, and fasting. He acknowledges the tension between this teaching and the Church’s own visible expressions of faith — such as the public display of ashes on Ash Wednesday. While this may appear hypocritical against the Gospel’s instruction to “wash your face” and keep fasting private, Father Pat sees value in retaining the reading. It forces the Church to confront its own contradictions, reminding us that religious practices, though once communal and innocuous, can morph into performative displays over time.
Father Pat suggests that Matthew’s Gospel is likely addressing a specific conflict in the early Christian community, where certain individuals were drawing attention to their piety. Rather than interpreting the text as a universal mandate for secrecy, he sees it as a caution against spiritual pride and self-congratulation. The deeper issue is not visibility but motivation — whether religious acts are done to glorify God or to glorify oneself. He makes a key distinction: while self-serving displays should be quieted, courageous acts that challenge injustice and require vulnerability should be done boldly and publicly.
Drawing from current events — including a local tragedy and national school shootings — Father Pat connects the Gospel to the overwhelming sense of helplessness and passive observation that pervades modern society. He critiques the superficial emotional responses we often mistake for real engagement. Watching the news and feeling sorrow is not the same as acting to prevent such tragedies. He names this widespread passivity “indifference,” and identifies it as a spiritual and moral failure.
He proposes a radical Lenten discipline: fast from indifference. Rather than giving up chocolate or coffee — symbolic sacrifices that rarely lead to lasting transformation — Father Pat urges the faithful to give up complacency. He challenges us to examine where we have become too comfortable with systemic evils like poverty, racism, sexism, and violence. It's not enough to claim we are morally opposed to these realities if we remain inactive in the face of them.
Father Pat also acknowledges the difficulty of this spiritual path. He notes how easy it is to forget the meaning of Lent only hours after receiving ashes, and he reflects humorously on his own past Lenten sacrifices — including giving up guilt, which nearly led him to leave the Church. But through this honest self-reflection, he underscores the idea that Lent should be about long-lasting inner change, not temporary denial.
He concludes by identifying the true heroes of our time as those who are willing to act — to “put skin in the game.” These are the people who decide to run for office, volunteer, or speak out against injustice. They may not be perfect, but they are not indifferent. Father Pat calls every believer to be one of those people, to let Lent be a time of becoming, a season of training to live differently. Only then, he says, can we truly say that “today is the day of salvation.” Otherwise, Lent becomes just another religious performance, devoid of the power to change the world or ourselves....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1039.3599853515625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked where the disciples were for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, Peace be with you. When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them, Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you. And when they had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, Receive the Holy Spirit, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained. Thomas, called Didymus, one of the twelve, was not with them when Jesus came. So the other disciples said to him, We have seen the Lord. But he said to them, Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hand and put my finger into the nail marks and put my hand into his side, I will not believe. Now a week later, his disciples were again inside and Thomas was with them. Jesus came, although the doors were locked, and stood in their midst and said, Peace be with you. Then he said to Thomas, Put your finger here and see my hands, and bring your hand and put it into my side and do not be unbelieving, but believe. Thomas answered and said to him, My Lord and my God. Jesus said to him, Have you come to believe because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and have believed. Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of his disciples that are not written in this book, but these are written so that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that through this belief you may have life in his name. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I can still hear one of my catechism teachers saying, Now don't be a doubting Thomas. It's the worst nickname given in history. Why do we even think of that? Doubting Thomas. No one ever talks about squabbling James and John. Certainly no one ever talks about denying Peter, also known as sinking Peter, also known as get thee behind me Satan Peter. But doubting Thomas. And so why? What was the horrible thing about his doubt? Well, because of his doubt, they had to endure a second visit from Jesus. What is the... When we read this story, because I think we have flipped this story on its head over the years to somehow make Thomas sort of a not quite the villain, but he's the dark edge of the story. And the others are all the heroes of the story. And why? Do you really think there's enough ego that the others in the room would say to themselves, Well, if I had been in that position, I'd have believed. There might be enough ego to get them there. We might have enough ego to get ourselves there. But picture the actual scene, and you know, I always think of, you know, if you got back and someone who you dearly loved had passed away, and you get back, say walk in on 11 of your frat brothers, and they say, We just saw Jesus. What's your first reaction? I knew this would happen when they legalized marijuana. What's your first reaction? Because if your first reaction is, I believe there's probably something wrong with you. Think about it. You've all lost people. If someone came to you and said, I saw him yesterday, they came back from the dead. Your first reaction is to go, Great! So, what is our issue with Thomas? I think the world needs more Thomases. Because, and the reason I think the story gets told is to kind of say, Oh, blessed are those people who just swallow whatever they're given, and don't ask questions. You can see, I mean, you can already see some early inklings in John's writing. Remember, John's writing is going to be, Oh, some would put it as late as a good 70 years after the resurrection. So, you have little hints like when John says, We're all gathered in this room for fear of the Jews. That is a horrible line. It's an awful line. Everyone in that little room was Jewish. The story only happens because one of the Jews got through. Jesus. So to refer to the people outside the room as the Jews, it's like saying that there is an undocumented person who is in a church, in sanctuary on the south end of this town, and she's there hiding from the Christians. It's true. Most of these ICE agents are Christian. Many of the people behind it at least claim to be Christian. But the people in the church helping her are also Christian. She is also Christian. So to refer to them as Christians would be coloring the story pretty dramatically and for an ugly intent. And that's what we get when we hear, Oh, for fear of the Jews. You can see this early anti-Semitism that only took 70 years to creep in. So, you know, you definitely have that sense that there is an agenda to the story which is, Oh, we don't want anyone doubting us, but there's a deeper journey that Thomas goes through from what in the legal jargon of the day and really in our own culture's legal jargon, he goes from being an unacceptable hearsay witness to a real witness. A real witness can tell you what they've seen, what they've heard. We're all called to be witnesses of faith, and most of us settle for being hearsay. Well, what do we believe? I believe in one God, the Father Almighty, Creator of Heaven and Earth. No, that's what a bunch of people in 325 believed. You know, I believe in consubstantiation. Let me look it up first and then I'll believe in it. We believe in words we don't even use. And we're not very in touch with what we've witnessed in our life. How we've seen faith work around us. We're not really good at getting in touch with our life of faith. You know, there are people who, you know, at Easter and Christmas we always talk about people who, oh, they didn't come to church since Christmas. And it's not a legal issue. It's not, oh, well, now they're in sin and they have to get to confession. Okay, there are people who that's their approach to church and maybe that's as far as they can get. But the real issue is, if they aren't part of the community, if the community isn't drawing them in on a regular basis, you almost wonder what the exercise of faith is. I like to stop in a couple times a year so people can tell me what I believe. Really? If you're not connected to the community, if the community's behavior isn't preaching God, then what connects people to faith? Most of us have very subtly and quietly rewritten our own faith history. Now there are those who have gone through different types of conversion in their life, but for most of us, we like to sort of heroically talk about our faith is the true faith, as though we went through some moment where we really understood our faith and came to this centered, grounded moment and experience of God, rather than the fact that most, the vast majority of us are Catholic because our parents were. We're Catholic through inertia. It doesn't sound quite as heroic. It doesn't give us quite that moral superiority in the world. You know? It's like when someone says, I'm proud to be an American. I mean, I get that you like the country, but most people who say that, I always want to say, and how did you accomplish that? I was born in the right place. I didn't do it. I never became an American. I know nothing else. That's, you know, American through inertia, which is okay. That's how most of us are. But then to put ourselves on a high horse and say, well, I belong to the right faith, it's kind of a tribalism. It's an arrogance that we shouldn't have, and we've rewritten our history to get there. We've told ourselves that there was a moment where we decided to become Christian. Now, many people do go through a moment where they decide to become Christian, or they're one, you know, flavor of Christian and decide to become Catholic. Those also happen most often through relationship. It's not, I was in a bookstore and the lives of the saints called to me and told me to be Catholic. I met people I trusted, my family, there are people in my life, and those relationships and seeing faith work in their lives brought me to a belief that this was a good community for me as well. It's very difficult for us to sort out how we get our truth. We've got, in this day and age, we've got our science and our religion so mixed up we don't know what to do. Science, religion, and most of us, quite frankly, science and religion are both secondary, politics comes first. I mean, you can now, especially when you get into issues like global warming, you can figure out someone's scientific approach by knowing their political tribe. I mean, most of us do not have we have minor knowledge of science. We have faith in scientists. You know, when a scientist, when they tell me that space is curved and the shortest distance between two points is no longer a straight line, I'm going to have to take that on faith. I do not see it. I'm going to have to assume they're smarter than me. I have to assume that about people a lot in the world, but but, you know, I mean, I don't see it. You know, when they get into string theory and tell me that things actually behave differently than we see, we either take that on theory or not. Most of us go to doctors all the time. And a doctor will tell us, here's what's wrong with you and here's the medicine. Now, there are those who will go out and research and research and research if it's important. I doubt there's any of you that, you know, that the OCD is so out of control that you go research before you take the antibiotic for your strep throat. But, do antibiotics help? I don't know. So, I trust the people I trust. Trust is always relationship based. And knowledge, we can go out and research, but knowledge is hard. It takes time. So, you know, there is some good that comes out of it. You know, I have, I have what I would consider the average American amount of knowledge when it comes to medicine. I've gotten most of my schooling in medicine from ER, Grey's Anatomy, and House. I wouldn't come to me for any surgical issues, you know. But think of all of us. Most of us got our legal training from Law and Order and Judge Judy. Now, what does it mean when, and I would say usually about six out of the nine fall into this, what does it mean when you look at the nine Supreme Court Justices, supposedly the best legal minds in the country, and you and I, who have seen a couple episodes of Law and Order, at least six of them we can usually tell ahead of time what their decision's going to be. Tells me they're probably not doing law, they're doing politics. We know that. Because if they were doing law, you and I, most of us would not have a clue where they're going to land. Because they're experts and we're not. But if someone says, oh, they're red, they're blue, those three are real problems. We're suspicious that they might be doing law. So I don't know what their answer will be. Most of us, where do we get our truth? How do we discover it? There is a level at which our faith is our communal experience of God. And so we do want to be part of the group that goes out and does work in the world, that goes out and does works of faith. Otherwise, we're just checking in to have someone else tell us what we believe and we walk out as a hearsay witness. You know, Thomas moves. He could have stayed in that first week. He could have gone, alright, if you guys say so. And he'd have been a hearsay witness his whole life. Instead, he stays and he asks questions. And he challenges. And he doesn't agree with everything until he's given his own experience of faith. Now he's a real witness. Most of us won't get the Jesus experience, but it doesn't mean we should take ourselves out of the equation, out of the fight. Most of us, you know, are content to be a little bit hearsay. What is a sacrament? Well, it's an outward sign of an inward grace in which the effective grace... Do you believe that? I'm not sure I even understand it. What is a sacrament? Tell me your experience of it. How has it changed your life? What does it do to us as a community? Why are people who have no idea of our faith see the baptism celebration and say, I want my child to go through that? Because they see the reaction of a community. I may have told you the story of Bill Breslin at Queen of Peace years ago, pastor there. I really do believe in a parish twice this size, he knew every single name. He couldn't get them with the right face, but he knew every single name. And he was really very good at it, but he saw these two people and he knew he recognized them at the parish picnic and he thought... And it's the first time I ever just saw him very honestly fess up and say, I know we see each other all the time. I don't remember your names. Oh, Bob and Ginny. Come on over. He felt so bad that he wanted to really make sure he knew them. So he gets them over at his table and if you've ever sat at a parish picnic with the pastor, you meet everyone in the parish within a few hours. Because everyone comes up and he was so excited. This is Bob and Ginny because he knew their names now. This is Bob and Ginny. And he could also use them. So when he didn't know your name, he'd say, Oh, this is Bob and Ginny. And if he didn't say anything, they'd say, Hi, we're Pete. And, you know, he'd get their names. And just his interactions with the people and their interactions with him. Turned out Bob and Ginny were just walking by. They weren't part of the parish. He recognized them because they lived down the street from us. And we saw him walk every morning. Two months later, they started the process of joining the church. They encountered the community. Whatever this faith is, this is what it's building. This is who my family is. It's why when Catholics come out of severely damaged families, they sometimes leave the faith. It's less often about church and more often about family. We all rebel against family in some ways. So everyone has those moments, but we want to be a community in the world that when people encounter the community, they can have an encounter of faith and of Christ that they can witness to rather than we'll teach them and they'll go out and do hearsay. The church doesn't need any more hearsay witnesses. What we need are people who experience their faith and we as a community have to help them to do that. To experience seeing God in the moment. To experience salvation in a community. To experience acceptance and love of more and more and more people. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On the evening of that first day of the week,
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when the doors were locked where the disciples were
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for fear of the Jews,
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Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them,
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Peace be with you.
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When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
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The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
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Jesus said to them, Peace be with you.
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As the Father has sent me, so I send you.
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And when they had said this,
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he breathed on them and said to them,
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Receive the Holy Spirit,
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whose sins you forgive are forgiven them,
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and whose sins you retain are retained.
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Thomas, called Didymus, one of the twelve,
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was not with them when Jesus came.
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So the other disciples said to him,
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We have seen the Lord.
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But he said to them,
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Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hand
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and put my finger into the nail marks
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and put my hand into his side,
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I will not believe.
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Now a week later,
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his disciples were again inside
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and Thomas was with them.
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Jesus came,
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although the doors were locked,
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and stood in their midst and said,
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Peace be with you.
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Then he said to Thomas,
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Put your finger here and see my hands,
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and bring your hand and put it into my side
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and do not be unbelieving, but believe.
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Thomas answered and said to him,
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My Lord and my God.
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Jesus said to him,
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Have you come to believe because you have seen me?
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Blessed are those who have not seen
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and have believed.
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Now Jesus did many other signs
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in the presence of his disciples that are not written
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in this book, but these are written
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so that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Christ,
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the Son of God,
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and that through this belief you may have life
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in his name.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I can still hear
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one of my catechism teachers
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saying, Now don't be a doubting Thomas.
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It's the worst
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nickname given in history.
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Why do we even
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think of that? Doubting Thomas.
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No one ever talks about
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squabbling James and John.
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Certainly no one ever
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talks about denying Peter, also known as
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sinking Peter, also known as get thee behind me
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Satan Peter.
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But doubting Thomas.
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And so why?
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What was the horrible thing about his
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doubt? Well, because of his
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doubt, they had to endure
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a second visit from Jesus.
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What is the...
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When we read this story, because I think we have
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flipped this story on its head over the years
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to somehow make
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Thomas sort of a
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not quite the villain, but
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he's the dark edge of the story.
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And the others are all the heroes of the story.
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And why?
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Do you really think there's enough ego
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that the others in the room would say
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to themselves, Well, if I
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had been in that position, I'd have believed.
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There might be enough
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ego to get them there.
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We might have enough ego to get ourselves there.
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But picture
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the actual scene, and
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you know, I always think of, you know,
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if you got back and someone
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who you dearly loved had
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passed away, and you get
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back, say walk in on
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11 of your frat brothers,
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and they say,
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We just saw Jesus.
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What's your first reaction?
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I knew
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this would happen when they legalized marijuana.
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What's
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your first reaction?
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Because if your first reaction
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is, I believe
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there's probably something wrong with you.
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Think about it.
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You've all lost people.
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If someone came to you and said, I saw him
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yesterday, they came back from the dead.
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Your first reaction is to go, Great!
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So, what is our issue
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with Thomas?
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I think the world needs more
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Thomases.
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Because, and the reason
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I think the story gets told is to kind of say,
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Oh, blessed are those
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people who just
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swallow whatever they're given,
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and don't ask questions.
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You can see,
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I mean, you can already see some early
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inklings in John's writing.
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Remember, John's writing is going to be,
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Oh,
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some would put it as late as a good 70 years
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after the resurrection.
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So, you have little hints
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like when John says,
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We're all gathered in this room for fear of the
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Jews.
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That is a horrible line.
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It's an awful line.
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Everyone in that little room was Jewish.
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The story only happens
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because one of the Jews got
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through. Jesus.
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So to refer to the people outside
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the room as the Jews,
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it's like saying that
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there is
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an undocumented person
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who is in a church,
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in sanctuary on the south end of this town,
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and she's there hiding from
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the Christians.
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It's true.
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Most of these ICE agents
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are Christian.
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Many of the people behind it at least claim to be
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Christian.
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But the people in the church helping her are also
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Christian. She is also
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Christian. So to refer to them as Christians
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would be coloring the story
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pretty dramatically
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and for an ugly intent.
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And that's what we get when we hear,
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Oh, for fear of the Jews.
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You can see this early anti-Semitism
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that only took 70 years to creep in.
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So, you know,
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you definitely have
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that sense that there is
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an agenda to the story which is,
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Oh, we don't want
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anyone doubting us, but
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there's a deeper journey
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that Thomas goes through from
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what in the legal
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jargon of the day
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and really in our own culture's
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legal jargon, he goes
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from being an
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unacceptable hearsay
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witness to a real witness.
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A real witness can
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tell you what they've seen, what they've heard.
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We're all called to be witnesses
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of faith, and most
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of us settle for being
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hearsay. Well,
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what do we believe? I believe in one God, the
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Father Almighty, Creator of Heaven and Earth. No, that's what a bunch
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of people in 325 believed.
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You know, I believe in
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consubstantiation. Let me look it up
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first and then I'll believe in it.
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We believe in words we don't even use.
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And we're
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not very in touch with
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what we've witnessed in our life.
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How we've seen faith work
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around us. We're not
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really good at getting in touch
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with our life of faith.
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You know, there are people who, you know, at Easter
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and Christmas we always talk about people who,
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oh, they didn't come to church since Christmas.
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And it's not a legal
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issue. It's not, oh, well, now they're in sin
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and they have to get to confession.
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Okay, there are people who that's their approach to church
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and maybe that's as far as they can get.
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But the real issue
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is, if they aren't part of
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the community, if the community isn't drawing
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them in on a regular basis,
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you almost wonder what the exercise
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of faith is. I like to
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stop in a couple times a year so people can tell
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me what I believe.
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Really?
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If you're not connected to the community,
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if the community's behavior
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isn't preaching God,
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then what connects people
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to faith? Most of us
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have very
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subtly and quietly
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rewritten our own faith history.
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Now there are those who have gone
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through different types of conversion in their
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life, but for most of us,
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we like to sort of
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heroically talk about our faith is the
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true faith, as though we went
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through some moment where we
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really understood
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our faith and came to this
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centered, grounded moment and experience
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of God, rather than the fact
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that most, the vast majority
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of us are Catholic because our parents
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were. We're
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Catholic through inertia.
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It doesn't
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sound quite as heroic.
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It doesn't give us quite that moral
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superiority in the world.
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You know?
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It's like when someone says, I'm proud
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to be an American. I mean, I get that you like
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the country, but most people who say that,
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I always want to say, and how did you accomplish
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that?
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I was born in the right place.
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I didn't
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do it. I never became
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an American. I know nothing else.
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That's, you know, American
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through inertia,
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which is okay. That's how most of us are.
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But then to put ourselves
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on a high horse and say, well, I belong to the right
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faith, it's kind of a
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tribalism. It's an arrogance
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that we shouldn't have, and we've rewritten
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our history to get there. We've
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told ourselves that there was a moment
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where we decided to become
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Christian. Now, many people do go through
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a moment where they decide to become Christian, or
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they're one, you know, flavor of
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Christian and decide to become Catholic.
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Those also happen
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most often through relationship.
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It's not, I was in
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a bookstore and the lives of the saints
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called to me and told me to be Catholic.
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I met people I trusted,
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my family, there are people in my life, and
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those relationships
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and seeing faith work in their
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lives brought
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me to a belief that this was a good
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community for me as well.
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It's very difficult
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for us to sort out
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how we get our truth.
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We've got, in this day and age,
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we've got our science and our
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religion so mixed up we don't know what to do.
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Science, religion,
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and most of us, quite frankly,
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science and religion are both
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secondary, politics comes first.
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I mean, you can now,
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especially when you get into
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issues like global warming, you can figure
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out someone's scientific approach by
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knowing their political tribe.
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I mean,
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most of us do not have
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we have
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minor knowledge of science.
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We have faith in scientists.
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You know, when a scientist,
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when they tell me that space
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is curved and the shortest distance between
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two points is no longer a straight line,
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I'm going to have to take that on faith.
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I do not see it.
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I'm going to have to assume
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they're smarter than me.
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I have to assume that about people
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a lot in the world, but
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but, you know, I mean,
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I don't see it.
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You know, when they get into
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string theory and tell me that
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things actually behave differently than we see,
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we either take that on theory or not.
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Most of us go to doctors all the time.
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And a doctor will tell us,
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here's what's wrong with you and here's
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the medicine.
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Now, there are those who will go out and
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research and research and research
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if it's important.
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I doubt there's any of you
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that, you know, that the OCD is
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so out of control that you go research before
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you take the antibiotic for your strep throat.
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But,
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do antibiotics help? I don't know.
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So, I trust
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the people I trust.
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Trust is always relationship
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based.
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And knowledge, we can go out and research, but
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knowledge is hard. It takes time.
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So, you know, there is some good that comes out
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of it. You know, I have,
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I have what I would consider
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the average American amount
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of knowledge when it comes to medicine.
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I've gotten most of my
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schooling in medicine from
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ER, Grey's Anatomy, and House.
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I wouldn't come to me for any surgical
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issues, you know.
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But think of all of us.
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Most of us got our
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legal training from Law and Order and
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Judge Judy.
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Now, what does it mean
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when, and I would say
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usually about six out of the nine
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fall into this, what does it mean when you look
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at the nine
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Supreme Court Justices, supposedly
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the best legal
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minds in the country,
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and you and I, who have seen a couple
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episodes of Law and Order,
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at least six of them we can usually tell
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ahead of time what their decision's
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going to be.
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Tells me they're probably not doing law, they're doing
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politics. We know that.
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Because if they were doing law, you and
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I, most of us would not have a clue
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where they're going to land. Because
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they're experts and we're not.
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But if someone says, oh, they're red,
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they're blue, those three are
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real problems. We're
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suspicious that they might be doing law.
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So I
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don't know what their answer will be.
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Most of us,
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where do we get our truth?
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How do we discover it? There is
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a level at which our faith
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is our communal
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experience of God.
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And so we do want to be part
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of the group that goes out
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and does work in the world, that goes out and does
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works of faith.
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Otherwise, we're just
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checking in to have someone else tell us
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what we believe and we walk out
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as a hearsay witness.
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You know,
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Thomas moves. He could have stayed
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in that first week. He could have gone,
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alright, if you guys say so. And he'd have been
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a hearsay witness his whole life.
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Instead, he stays and he asks
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questions. And he
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challenges. And he doesn't agree
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with everything until
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he's given his own experience of faith.
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Now he's a real witness.
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Most of us won't get the Jesus
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experience, but it doesn't mean we should take
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ourselves out of the equation,
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out of the fight.
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Most of us, you know,
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are content to be a little bit
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hearsay. What is a sacrament?
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Well, it's an outward sign of an inward grace in which
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the effective grace...
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Do you believe that? I'm not sure I even understand
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it.
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What is a sacrament? Tell me your
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experience of it. How has it changed your life?
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What does it do to us as a community?
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Why are people who have no
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idea of our faith see the baptism celebration
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and say, I want my child to go through that?
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Because they see the reaction of a community.
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I may have told you the story
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of Bill Breslin at Queen of Peace
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years ago, pastor there.
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I really do believe
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in a parish twice this size, he knew
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every single name.
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He couldn't get them with the right face, but he knew
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every single name.
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And he was
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really very good at it, but
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he saw these two people and he knew he recognized
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them at the parish picnic and he thought...
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And it's the first time I ever just saw him very honestly
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fess up and say,
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I know we see each other all the time.
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I don't remember your names.
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Oh, Bob and Ginny.
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Come on over. He felt so bad that he wanted
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to really make sure he knew them. So he gets them
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over at his table and if you've ever sat at a
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parish picnic with the pastor,
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you meet everyone in the parish within a few
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hours. Because everyone comes up
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and he was so excited. This is Bob and Ginny
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because he knew their names now. This is Bob
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and Ginny. And he could also use them.
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So when he didn't know your name, he'd say,
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Oh, this is Bob and Ginny.
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And if he didn't say anything, they'd say, Hi, we're Pete.
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And, you know, he'd get their names.
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And just his interactions
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with the people and their interactions with him.
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Turned out Bob and Ginny were just walking by.
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They weren't part of the parish.
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He recognized them because they lived
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down the street from us.
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And we saw him walk every morning.
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Two months later, they started
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the process of joining the church.
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They encountered the community.
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Whatever this faith is, this is what it's building.
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This is who my family is.
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It's why when Catholics come out
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of severely damaged families,
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they sometimes leave the faith.
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It's less often about church
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and more often about family.
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We all rebel
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against family in some ways.
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So everyone has
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those moments, but we
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want to be a community in the world
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that when people encounter the community,
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they can have an encounter
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of faith and of Christ
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that they can witness to
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rather than we'll teach them and they'll go out
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and do hearsay.
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The church doesn't
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need any more hearsay witnesses.
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What we need are people
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who experience their faith
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and we as a community have to help them to do that.
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To experience seeing
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God in the moment. To experience
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salvation in a community. To experience
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acceptance and love of more
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and more and more people.
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I think
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the less hearsay we can do
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and the more faith we can truly
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witness and share,
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the larger the church gets
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and more importantly,
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the more connected to Christ.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of authentic, experiential faith over passive, inherited belief. He challenges the negative portrayal of “Doubting Thomas,” suggesting instead that Thomas represents a model for genuine discipleship—one that seeks personal encounter with Christ rather than relying solely on secondhand testimony. Father Pat critiques the ways in which many Christians, particularly Catholics, have come to rely on rote tradition and inherited identity, rather than personal experience and active engagement with a faith community. Through humor, historical insight, and pastoral reflection, he encourages believers to move from being “hearsay witnesses” to true witnesses of the living Christ, shaped by relationship, community, and lived experience.
In a deeper analysis of the homily, Father Pat begins with a reframing of the popular narrative surrounding Thomas the Apostle. Rather than condemning Thomas for his doubt, he portrays him as someone who had the courage to demand a personal encounter with Jesus—an act of integrity rather than weakness. Father Pat suggests that labeling Thomas as “doubting” is unfair, especially when we overlook the failures of other apostles, such as Peter’s denial or the ambition of James and John. Thomas, in fact, becomes the model of a true witness: not content to believe on the basis of others’ claims, he seeks truth through direct experience, and when he receives it, he makes the most profound confession of faith in the Gospel: “My Lord and my God.”
This contrast between hearsay and witness becomes the central metaphor for Father Pat’s critique of contemporary Christian practice. He argues that many believers simply inherit their faith through family or culture without ever deeply engaging in the transformative relationship that faith is meant to foster. Faith, in this context, is sustained by inertia, not by conviction or encounter. He likens this to national or cultural identity—many people are “proud to be American,” but that pride is often unearned, based on birthplace rather than achievement. Similarly, many Catholics claim their faith as a badge of honor without ever having chosen it intentionally or experienced its life-changing power.
Father Pat also challenges the Church’s tendency to emphasize doctrinal knowledge over relational faith. Reciting creeds and catechism definitions without understanding or experience, he suggests, turns believers into parrots of religious hearsay. Instead, he calls for a faith that is rooted in real-life encounters with grace, community, and the presence of God in the ordinary. He questions the effectiveness of a sacramental theology that is not embodied in community life, arguing that the visible celebration of sacraments—like baptism—can draw people to faith not because of theological explanations, but because of the witness of a loving, vibrant, and inclusive community.
He also addresses how language and historical context shape the Gospel narratives. He points out the problematic phrase “for fear of the Jews” in John’s Gospel, noting how this reflects an early Christian tendency toward anti-Jewish sentiment, even though Jesus and all his disciples were themselves Jewish. This, he argues, is a warning about how easily religion can be co-opted by tribalism, exclusion, and self-righteousness. The danger lies not only in rewriting history but in using faith to create boundaries rather than bridges.
Father Pat extends this critique to the broader cultural and political context, noting how both science and religion are often subordinated to political identity. He observes that for many people, truth is not pursued through rigorous inquiry or spiritual discernment, but is inherited from political tribes. Just as people trust doctors or scientists based on reputation or political alignment rather than deep understanding, so too do many accept religious doctrines without personal reflection or lived experience. True faith, he contends, requires relationship, trust, and the hard work of seeking, questioning, and witnessing.
In the end, Father Pat calls the Church to be a community that fosters real encounters with Christ, especially through love, service, and inclusion. He shares a story of a couple who were drawn to faith not by doctrine, but by the warmth and authenticity of a parish community. Their conversion was relational, not intellectual. This, he suggests, is the Church at its best—a place where people can experience the presence of God through others and come to faith not out of obligation or tradition, but through the compelling witness of a living, breathing body of Christ.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to move from passive belief to active discipleship. Like Thomas, we are invited to ask questions, seek encounter, and proclaim Christ not because we’ve been told to, but because we have seen and experienced Him ourselves. The world does not need more Christians who recite doctrine—it needs more people who live out their faith in ways that are tangible, credible, and transformative....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 993.280029296875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two and gave them authority over unclean spirits. He instructed them to take nothing for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic. He said to them, wherever you enter a house, stay there until you leave. Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you, leave there and shake the dust off your feet in testimony against them. So they went off and preached repentance. The 12 drove out many demons, and they anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them. The Gospel of the Lord. As I've been mentioning since Advent this year, Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels. There's always every generation or so someone tries to come up with another theory. But over the last several centuries, the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply because it's the shortest and simplest. And those of you who have stories in your family know that over generations, the stories that get told do not get simpler and shorter. Bigger and more elaborate stories bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them. And that's what happens with the other Gospels is that they start to expand, and everyone starts putting in their two cents worth. Mark's is the proto-Gospel. It really is this early, and you get these very brief, not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened. And we get this little instruction about going out, what it means to go out and preach the Gospel. And at first, we hear this rather dire, do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. So you're not only not to bring food or money, but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that along the way either. And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors to take that and say, this was so that they would be completely dependent on God. Every day that you're breathing, you're completely dependent on God. I don't think that was the point. I think it made them completely dependent on the communities they were going to. There is an antidote against arrogance when you're dependent upon the community you're going to preach to. You actually have to go in and build a relationship with these people before you start to say, now here's what I believe. If you just go in without the relationship, here's what I believe usually turns out to be, here's what you're doing wrong. And it's all the wrong kind of preaching. It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel. Jesus says, I'm going to send you in and you are going to be utterly dependent upon them for hospitality. You're going to accept that hospitality. You're going to accept the gift of hospitality. You're going to have a relationship where something is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe. And I think without that risk, we end up as we have, I think really in modern times, we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats. What Christianity from the cheap seats look like is if my brother has a drinking problem and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything because it's really not my place and it will ruin Christmas. But if those people in Missouri pass a law we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign some documents and yell about that. Why? Because I have no relationship with the people in Missouri at stake. It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith with the people in your life. And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith with the people in your life, but I really hope you share and listen with the people who disagree with you on almost everything. Most of us call those family. Siblings. You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic right after the last elections when people would come and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter of a century you had a delusion that you agreed on everything? No, but now we're disagreeing out loud. My delusions are gone. You know, as Christians we have got to get love of one another and agreeing with one another separated. I think as a country it's destroying us. We no longer know how to disagree without hating the other side. And I mean hating the other side. I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country, when do we get tired of hating each other? When do we get tired of vilifying anyone who disagrees with us? Do we just get to a point where we realize both sides are, they're selling away their morals right and left because they've got to stick with the team even when either side's doing something horrible? You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened and people are kind of like, well, you know, it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it. Yes, you can. Because you can disagree with your side without hating anyone. You can disagree with the other side without hating people. People can disagree with you and they're not attacking you personally. Though right now sometimes they are because they don't know how to do one without the other. And so Jesus, for everything he says, take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this, we miss the huge commandment, which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take. He sends them out two by two. They are to take a companion. And my hope is that he gave each one of them the companion that drives them crazy. Because most of us would think, well, you send them out two by two so they got each other's back and we're stronger in numbers. And no, you send people out two by two so that when one of them does something crazy, the other can go, I say this respectfully, but you're being an idiot. Sometimes you have to have those people in your life. I can't tell you, I know everyone here at least knows a couple if you're not that couple. The amazing number of married couples who have come to realize after years of marriage that God gave them someone in their life to do nothing but cancel out their vote. They are there to vote for the other side every time. And you know what? Those marriages last forever. I think the marriages that will struggle are when two people walk down the aisle really believing the delusion that they agree on everything. We think just alike. Oh my gosh, we have everything in common. One of two things is going on. Either you are fooling yourself and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years. Or they really do agree with you on everything. You've married a carbon copy of yourself and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that. I went out and I found someone who's just me. Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain. Rather than Jesus gives us companions that companion is a Greek word to break bread with. In the Greek tradition, those, in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek but the tradition is Hebrew. Those who you sit at table with and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree and you go back and you forth and you bring who you really are into that relationship. And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk. If you're going to voice your Christianity, it's not to strangers across the state or across the city. When do we voice it to, I don't know, the people in our family or someone at work or even a boss or someone who really has power over me. That was the role of the prophet, to speak truth to the king. Not the king of some other country, the king who could affect your life or your boss or your spouse. For some of you, that is your boss, you know. It's whatever it is. Do we speak our truth to the people in our life with whom we have a relationship rather than, well, I speak it all the time on Twitter and Facebook. Those are the best friends. I love those friends because they turn off with a key. Which means they're not real. I always have to shock people of a certain generation when you have to actually tell them the word virtual means not real. That's what the word means. They're virtual friends. That means not real. Which is good because friends, and I wanna be delicate about this, friends are a huge inconvenience in life. So much better than being alone. But if you're not inconvenient once in a while, you probably aren't being a friend. You know, their rhythm is different than yours and sometimes they need you to be there when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth and you depend on each other and you struggle with one another. And someone who never, ever inconveniences you, that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know. And so we should always get a little in each other's way. We should always be voicing different opinions. It's always, especially in these last couple years, it's been my prayer for our church and for our country that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth, which is put yourself in whichever camp you like, blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive, give yourself whatever term you like. Then see all the people on the other side of the fence, the ones, we don't say this in church, but the ones you've been learning to hate for the last couple years. And see all of them and know that those are the people that keep you from ruining the world. Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative, it would ruin things. We would either be a world incapable of change or a world changing so fast that we had no identity. We need that tension, which means if you're liberal or conservative, it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things. And you're not liberal or conservative because you're smarter than that other side. We're just the smarter ones. We're the nicer ones. We're the ones that are closer to God. Both sides say all that. It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that. No, it's because that's your personality. Either you love change or you hate change and it's gonna make you one or the other. Either you want to see the world changing or you want tradition to stay the same. It's your personality. And the people on the other side of the fence, they're here in the world and know what that means? That means you can live your personality and know that there are people in the world who will balance you. As I said, many of you married those people. And it makes for a strong relationship. Jesus sends us out with companions. And that means the church should companion with other churches. It means countries should companion with other countries. We should companion across ideologies because we need someone to help us to see something from somewhere beyond our own point of view. I have long since, I think it's the weakness. I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything, but the weakness of celibacy is that priests do not always have those people in their life that they have to listen to. Sometimes we go through life thinking we don't have to listen to anyone. I mean, I still believe that the reason priests have to wear a black shirt and black pants and a black suit is because somewhere along the line, they realized there was no wife at the front door to stop them and go, oh no, try again. And without that, we go, just go basic black, you'll be fine. But it's important to have people in your life. Who are the people in your life that you disagree with and have remained close? Without them, you don't have companions. You have reflections of yourself. Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot, I'm spiritual but not religious. And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean that they're upset with whatever church they went to. But more often, what they mean is my spirituality is a very private, personal thing that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people. Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing because our spirituality is moving us towards, we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise. It's moving us towards complete union with God and others. That is not prepared for in isolation. We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path. Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others. It should be the part of ourself we share most often. I think it's interesting that 30 years ago, people said, oh, well, you do not talk about sex, politics, or religion. Now, all we can talk about are the first two. But we never really get to religion. We get to political end of it, or the lifestyle end of it, or the rules. We don't really get to someone asking, so how do you come to faith? How do you know when you pray, is that God or just your own voice in your head? We don't discuss those things. We take the Bible and we do what people do like with this earlier reading, the first reading today. We take the Bible and we make it into a series of bumper stickers that we can pull one out when we need it to back our other views. You know, that happened. And I don't mean to pick on him because he's one of a million people that did it, but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions got into trouble this week for saying, well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way. Because you're picking out your favorite line. The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities. Well, yeah, but our first reading today says, you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them. And of course, the joke about that that's been going around the religious community is, Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities. He said that from prison. Why was he in prison? The civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't. So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story. You know, the Bible is not a place where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote. It backs me up. We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world. But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone. If you go it alone, it will become quirky. It will become your own. God will be an image of yourself. You've got to be in dialogue with others. If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down. If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off. If I disagree with a friend who is face-to-face, I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world. That's companionship. Anything less is not religion. Anything less is really not even spirituality. When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it, I have fallen into simple reflection. God says to us today, reflection will not get you where we want you to go. Spirituality is in dialogue. That will take us to real faith. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two
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and gave them authority over unclean spirits.
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He instructed them to take nothing
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for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic.
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He said to them, wherever you enter a house,
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stay there until you leave.
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Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you,
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leave there and shake the dust off your feet
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in testimony against them.
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So they went off and preached repentance.
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The 12 drove out many demons, and they
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anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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As I've been mentioning since Advent this year,
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Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels.
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There's always every generation or so someone tries
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to come up with another theory.
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But over the last several centuries,
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the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply
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because it's the shortest and simplest.
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And those of you who have stories in your family
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know that over generations, the stories that get told
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do not get simpler and shorter.
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Bigger and more elaborate stories
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bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them.
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And that's what happens with the other Gospels
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is that they start to expand, and everyone starts
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putting in their two cents worth.
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Mark's is the proto-Gospel.
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It really is this early, and you get these very brief,
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not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened.
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And we get this little instruction
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about going out, what it means to go out and preach
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the Gospel.
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And at first, we hear this rather dire,
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do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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So you're not only not to bring food or money,
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but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that
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along the way either.
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And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors
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to take that and say, this was so that they would be
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completely dependent on God.
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Every day that you're breathing,
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you're completely dependent on God.
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I don't think that was the point.
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I think it made them completely dependent
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on the communities they were going to.
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There is an antidote against arrogance
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when you're dependent upon the community
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you're going to preach to.
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You actually have to go in and build a relationship
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with these people before you start to say,
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now here's what I believe.
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If you just go in without the relationship,
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here's what I believe usually turns out to be,
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here's what you're doing wrong.
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And it's all the wrong kind of preaching.
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It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel.
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Jesus says, I'm going to send you in
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and you are going to be utterly dependent
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upon them for hospitality.
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You're going to accept that hospitality.
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You're going to accept the gift of hospitality.
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You're going to have a relationship where something
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is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe.
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And I think without that risk, we end up as we have,
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I think really in modern times,
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we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats.
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What Christianity from the cheap seats look like
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is if my brother has a drinking problem
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and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything
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because it's really not my place
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and it will ruin Christmas.
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But if those people in Missouri pass a law
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we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign
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some documents and yell about that.
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Why?
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Because I have no relationship with the people
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in Missouri at stake.
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It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith
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with the people in your life.
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And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith
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with the people in your life, but I really hope you share
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and listen with the people who disagree with you
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on almost everything.
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Most of us call those family.
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Siblings.
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You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic
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right after the last elections when people would come
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and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore
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and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter
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of a century you had a delusion
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that you agreed on everything?
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No, but now we're disagreeing out loud.
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My delusions are gone.
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You know, as Christians we have got to get love
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of one another and agreeing with one another separated.
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I think as a country it's destroying us.
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We no longer know how to disagree
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without hating the other side.
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And I mean hating the other side.
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I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals
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in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country,
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when do we get tired of hating each other?
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When do we get tired of vilifying anyone
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who disagrees with us?
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Do we just get to a point where we realize
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both sides are, they're selling away their morals
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right and left because they've got to stick with the team
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even when either side's doing something horrible?
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You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened
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and people are kind of like, well, you know,
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it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it.
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Yes, you can.
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Because you can disagree with your side
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without hating anyone.
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You can disagree with the other side without hating people.
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People can disagree with you
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and they're not attacking you personally.
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Though right now sometimes they are
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because they don't know how to do one without the other.
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And so Jesus, for everything he says,
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take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this,
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we miss the huge commandment,
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which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take.
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He sends them out two by two.
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They are to take a companion.
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And my hope is that he gave each one of them
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the companion that drives them crazy.
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Because most of us would think,
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well, you send them out two by two
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so they got each other's back
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and we're stronger in numbers.
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And no, you send people out two by two
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so that when one of them does something crazy,
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the other can go, I say this respectfully,
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but you're being an idiot.
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Sometimes you have to have those people in your life.
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I can't tell you, I know everyone here
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at least knows a couple if you're not that couple.
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The amazing number of married couples
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who have come to realize after years of marriage
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that God gave them someone in their life
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to do nothing but cancel out their vote.
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They are there to vote for the other side every time.
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And you know what?
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Those marriages last forever.
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I think the marriages that will struggle
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are when two people walk down the aisle
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really believing the delusion
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that they agree on everything.
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We think just alike.
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Oh my gosh, we have everything in common.
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One of two things is going on.
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Either you are fooling yourself
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and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years.
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Or they really do agree with you on everything.
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You've married a carbon copy of yourself
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and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that.
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I went out and I found someone who's just me.
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Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain.
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Rather than Jesus gives us companions
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that companion is a Greek word to break bread with.
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In the Greek tradition, those,
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in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek
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but the tradition is Hebrew.
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Those who you sit at table with
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and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree
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and you go back and you forth
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and you bring who you really are into that relationship.
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And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk.
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If you're going to voice your Christianity,
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it's not to strangers across the state or across the city.
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When do we voice it to, I don't know,
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the people in our family or someone at work
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or even a boss or someone who really has power over me.
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That was the role of the prophet,
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to speak truth to the king.
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Not the king of some other country,
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the king who could affect your life
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or your boss or your spouse.
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For some of you, that is your boss, you know.
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It's whatever it is.
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Do we speak our truth to the people in our life
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with whom we have a relationship
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rather than, well, I speak it all the time
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on Twitter and Facebook.
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Those are the best friends.
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I love those friends because they turn off with a key.
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Which means they're not real.
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I always have to shock people of a certain generation
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when you have to actually tell them
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the word virtual means not real.
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That's what the word means.
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They're virtual friends.
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That means not real.
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Which is good because friends,
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and I wanna be delicate about this,
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friends are a huge inconvenience in life.
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So much better than being alone.
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But if you're not inconvenient once in a while,
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you probably aren't being a friend.
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You know, their rhythm is different than yours
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and sometimes they need you to be there
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when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth
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and you depend on each other
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and you struggle with one another.
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And someone who never, ever inconveniences you,
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that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know.
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And so we should always get a little in each other's way.
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We should always be voicing different opinions.
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It's always, especially in these last couple years,
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it's been my prayer for our church and for our country
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that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth,
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which is put yourself in whichever camp you like,
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blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive,
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give yourself whatever term you like.
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Then see all the people on the other side of the fence,
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the ones, we don't say this in church,
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but the ones you've been learning to hate
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for the last couple years.
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And see all of them and know that those are the people
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that keep you from ruining the world.
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Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative,
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it would ruin things.
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We would either be a world incapable of change
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or a world changing so fast that we had no identity.
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We need that tension, which means
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if you're liberal or conservative,
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it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things.
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And you're not liberal or conservative
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because you're smarter than that other side.
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We're just the smarter ones.
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We're the nicer ones.
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We're the ones that are closer to God.
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Both sides say all that.
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It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that.
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No, it's because that's your personality.
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Either you love change or you hate change
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and it's gonna make you one or the other.
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Either you want to see the world changing
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or you want tradition to stay the same.
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It's your personality.
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And the people on the other side of the fence,
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they're here in the world and know what that means?
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That means you can live your personality
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and know that there are people in the world
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who will balance you.
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As I said, many of you married those people.
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And it makes for a strong relationship.
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Jesus sends us out with companions.
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And that means the church should companion
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with other churches.
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It means countries should companion with other countries.
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We should companion across ideologies
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because we need someone to help us to see something
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from somewhere beyond our own point of view.
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I have long since, I think it's the weakness.
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I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything,
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but the weakness of celibacy is that priests
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do not always have those people in their life
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that they have to listen to.
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Sometimes we go through life thinking
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we don't have to listen to anyone.
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I mean, I still believe that the reason
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priests have to wear a black shirt
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and black pants and a black suit
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is because somewhere along the line,
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they realized there was no wife at the front door
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to stop them and go, oh no, try again.
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And without that, we go, just go basic black,
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you'll be fine.
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But it's important to have people in your life.
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Who are the people in your life that you disagree with
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and have remained close?
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Without them, you don't have companions.
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You have reflections of yourself.
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Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot,
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I'm spiritual but not religious.
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And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean
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that they're upset with whatever church they went to.
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But more often, what they mean is my spirituality
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is a very private, personal thing
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that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people.
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Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing
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because our spirituality is moving us towards,
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we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise.
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It's moving us towards complete union with God and others.
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That is not prepared for in isolation.
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We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path.
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Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others.
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It should be the part of ourself we share most often.
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I think it's interesting that 30 years ago,
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people said, oh, well, you do not talk
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about sex, politics, or religion.
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Now, all we can talk about are the first two.
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But we never really get to religion.
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We get to political end of it,
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or the lifestyle end of it, or the rules.
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We don't really get to someone asking,
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so how do you come to faith?
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How do you know when you pray,
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is that God or just your own voice in your head?
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We don't discuss those things.
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We take the Bible and we do what people do
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like with this earlier reading, the first reading today.
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We take the Bible and we make it
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into a series of bumper stickers
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that we can pull one out when we need it
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to back our other views.
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You know, that happened.
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And I don't mean to pick on him
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because he's one of a million people that did it,
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but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions
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got into trouble this week for saying,
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well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way.
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Because you're picking out your favorite line.
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The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities.
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Well, yeah, but our first reading today says,
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you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them.
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And of course, the joke about that
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that's been going around the religious community is,
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Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities.
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He said that from prison.
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Why was he in prison?
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The civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't.
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So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story.
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You know, the Bible is not a place
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where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote.
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It backs me up.
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We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole
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and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world.
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But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone.
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If you go it alone, it will become quirky.
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It will become your own.
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God will be an image of yourself.
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You've got to be in dialogue with others.
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If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down.
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If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off.
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If I disagree with a friend who is face-to-face,
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I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world.
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That's companionship.
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Anything less is not religion.
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Anything less is really not even spirituality.
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When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it,
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I have fallen into simple reflection.
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God says to us today, reflection will not get you
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where we want you to go.
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Spirituality is in dialogue.
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That will take us to real faith.
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That will bring us to the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat's message emphasizes that true Chri Father Pat's message emphasizes that true Christian discipleship is rooted in relational vulnerability, mutual accountability, and spiritual companionship. Drawing from the Gospel of Mark, he underscores that Jesus sends the disciples out not in self-sufficiency, but in radical dependence—not just on God, but on the communities they are sent to serve. This dependence fosters humility, dismantles arrogance, and invites real, sometimes difficult, relationships where faith must be lived out in the presence of disagreement and diversity. True evangelization, Father Pat insists, cannot be done from a distance or in isolation; it must occur in the context of genuine human connection, especially with those who challenge us. Spirituality, then, is not a private escape or solitary reflection, but a communal journey marked by dialogue, discomfort, and transformation.
At the heart of Father Pat’s homily is the radical call of Jesus to relational discipleship: the kind that refuses to preach from a distance, prefers partnership over isolation, and makes vulnerability a spiritual virtue. When Jesus sends the twelve disciples out in Mark’s Gospel, He strips them of material comforts and safeguards—not to make them dependent solely on divine providence, as is often assumed, but to make them dependent on the hospitality of the very people they are sent to. This, Father Pat argues, is the antidote to arrogant, self-righteous evangelism. You can’t preach at people when you’re living under their roof and eating their food; you have to build a relationship first. This relational vulnerability demands humility and openness, and it transforms preaching from accusation into dialogue.
Father Pat critiques a modern form of what he calls "Christianity from the cheap seats"—a spirituality that is loud on distant, impersonal issues (like political laws in far-off states) but silent in the face of moral failure within one’s immediate relationships, such as within families. He challenges the congregation to consider what it means to speak truth lovingly to people they actually know and care about—people with whom their relationship is at risk. This is the true prophetic call: not to critique the "other" from a safe distance, but to speak truth within the relationships that shape our lives.
A central insight of the homily is Jesus' instruction to send the disciples out in pairs. Far from a tactical move for safety or strength, Father Pat sees this as a spiritual necessity. Companionship is not just comfort—it is confrontation. Jesus likely paired people with those who would challenge them, who would correct them, who would balance their perspectives. This kind of companionship is essential in preventing spiritual self-deception. In the same way that spouses often cancel out each other's political votes, companions in faith balance each other’s extremes. Father Pat humorously notes that many couples come to realize they’ve married someone who exists solely to challenge their worldview—and this, he says, is a divine gift.
This principle extends beyond marriages and friendships to churches, nations, and ideologies. Father Pat laments the current cultural and ecclesial climate, where disagreement often leads to hatred and vilification. He calls for a spirituality that separates love from agreement. We must learn, he insists, to love people with whom we profoundly disagree—recognizing that it is the tension between opposing perspectives that prevents any one ideology from destroying the world. Conservatives and liberals, both in the church and in society, need each other. One side resists change, the other pushes for it—both are necessary for a balanced, dynamic faith and civic life.
Father Pat also critiques the privatization of spirituality in modern times. The popular phrase “I’m spiritual but not religious” often masks a deeper reluctance to engage in the difficult, relational work of shared spiritual life. True spirituality, he argues, is not a solo project. It is forged in the crucible of relationship—with family, church, community, and even ideological opponents. This is why the Church must be a place of dialogue, where spiritual questions are wrestled with in communion, not reduced to slogans or bumper stickers.
He cautions against the misuse of Scripture as a tool to justify pre-existing opinions or political agendas. The Bible, he reminds us, is not a collection of proof texts but the living Word meant to be read in its fullness, in community, and in dialogue with the world. It is not meant to be wielded as a weapon, but to be lived as a guide to relational, incarnational love.
Finally, Father Pat reflects on the role of inconvenience in friendship and spiritual growth. Real friends, real companions, are inconvenient. They challenge us, demand our time, and reflect back to us our flaws and blind spots. A spiritual life conducted in isolation—without these relational mirrors—becomes inward, distorted, and ultimately leads to a spirituality that reflects only the self and not God. God, he concludes, is not found in solitary reflection alone but in the shared journey, in the disagreements, in the companionships that stretch us and prepare us for the Kingdom of God.
In sum, Father Pat calls for a mature, relational, and dialogical spirituality—one that is lived out not in the echo chambers of ideology or the isolation of personal piety, but in the messy, grace-filled relationships where faith is tested, deepened, and ultimately made real....
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Let it be done for you as you wish. And the woman's daughter was healed from that hour. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I have been thinking a lot about this week the concept of love at first sight. And it doesn't mean I have news for you and I'm out of here. It's an interesting, you know, psychology and different schools of thought. We'll talk about what is love at first sight. Is there really such a thing as love at first sight? And actually, very many people who have worked on this, many of the, probably even the majority of opinions will tell you that the majority of people who fall in love will tell you the experience of falling in love at first sight. Now, we don't always call it that because what happens is you see someone, you fall in love with the image of him or her at first sight, and then it's a long journey to try and figure out whether that person is actually what you think you fell in love with. But the experience of falling in love is immediate. You know, you'll find, especially when you get into that sort of romantic, chemical attraction, it does not come on slowly. You know, it is boom. I can't tell you how many women have talked to me over the years that would probably be in better shape if they sat down as a teenager and wrote out, here's everything I want, here's everything I think a man should be, and then Johnny the bad boy in a leather jacket walks in and something immediate happens. That feeling of love at first sight is based on, to a large degree, our ability to take whoever we just saw in front of us, give them a complete personality ectomy, and replace it with our fantasy personality, and then start the journey of actually seeing who that person is. And so love is at first sight, but we only love as much as we know, and it takes a while to figure out whether that love at first sight really correlates to the reality in front of us. This is the same thing with much of our spirituality. God is probably the most dangerous first date you will ever have, because many of us have an image of God. None of us can really know who God is. None of us can get our minds totally around God, and so in the end we pick something of God to become our whole picture. And unfortunately, unlike someone you date, God is, well, actually this might be exactly like some of the people you date, but God's not a big talker. You ever feel like you're holding up both sides of the conversation? We call that prayer. I know and I am well aware when I am praying and when I'm talking to God that I, you know, the part of God this evening will be played by Patrick Dolan. Fascinating he uses all the same words I would. I have always told people that I will know that it is a almost magical level revelation from God when God says something to me in prayer and I have to go look up one of the words in the dictionary. Wouldn't that be an exciting moment? So we know, so what is that? So what we're doing in our head, what we call contemplative prayer and prayers, often that we have to imagine what God would say to us. And hopefully that imagination is well informed. You know, when I imagine a conversation with God, you know, the voice of God never says, just smack him and get on with it. Because the image of God is better formed than that. But we are all called to be better theologians than we usually are. Most of us are better at a million other things in spirituality than theology. And what that means is we have a better idea of what we want the church to be, what we want the sacraments to be, what morals should be. We've got a better idea of all of that stuff, heaven and hell, than what each belief we have says about God. Catherine of Siena, I've told you this vision dozens of times over the years. Catherine of Siena had a vision very similar to Teresa of Avila, very similar to some of the saints. This vision of hell. Now, Catherine of Siena, I would contend, of all the saints, was one of the greatest theologians. Now there are people who wrote bigger treatises on the church, but those are ecclesiologists. Or on the spirit, pneumatology. Theology. Everything she thought, she said, what does this say about God? And what's my image of God? And so she had the same vision most of them had of hell. Swirling fire and lakes of fire and brimstonia. And her image ends with, and it was empty. Because that's her vision of God. Once you say God is all powerful and God is all loving, and people say, well, what about the unbaptized? That's your philosophy of sacraments. Well, what about people who did this? That's your philosophy of morality. She's dealing with theology, her vision of God. Now when you go through scripture, if you don't have a vision of God, you will come out with absolutely no help at all. You have the God of love who heals everyone. Earlier on you've got the God who gets upset, wipes out the world with a flood, and then afterwards says, I really regret that, here's a rainbow. The God who says, oops. You've got stories in there of like Jonah, where because Jonah did the right thing, God repented of the evil he was going to do. What, God does evil? The Bible is a compendium of many, many images and visions of God that we are called to reflect on. But you are the final filter. And what you say about God, what you believe about God, in many ways will tell us who you are. In the same way, it would be a fascinating, if somewhat unromantic experiment through someone's teens and early 20s, if every time one of those, I fell in love at first sight, turned out three weeks later to be not so great, instead of doing what most of us do, which is start a list in our head of everything that was horrible and awful with that person, to get a better vision of, so who did I think she was? Who did I think he was? Who do we think that other person is? After, you know, after an expected period of trial and failure, you would have a real great idea, this is what I'm looking for. This is what made this person, you know, I fell in love with, what did I really fall in love with? Do we have a sense of who that is? It wasn't that person as it turned out. But do we know what that ideal person is? Because it would tell you a lot about who you are. And it is always interesting when you say to people, what are you looking for in your, you know, your life mate, future spouse, what are you looking for? And it's, you would think everyone would come up with the same thing, but they don't. Loyalty, honesty, those two usually don't go together. If I need them to lie for me, are they going to be honest or loyal? You know, what's, you start to say, this is what I really want. In a future spouse, you learn a lot about yourself. But we don't, what we normally know is, I can tell you all the places they fell short. And we just get better images of what we don't like. If we do that with God, we get a better image of the God we don't want. And so today we have three radically different visions of God coming from scripture. And how do we decide between those? It will depend on our filter. You know, if you are mean and need God to be mean and need God to be, God is going to get those people over there eventually. You know, you will hang on to, you will cherry pick through scripture and get what you want. We used to call them in seminary the hateful mysteries of the rosary. If that is your vision of God, you could read all four gospels and come away with the five hateful mysteries. Jesus kills a herd of pigs. Jesus calls his best friend Satan. Jesus tells his mother to mind her own business. Jesus spits in the eye of a blind man. And today, Jesus tells this woman, you know, that she is a dog. So we don't walk away with that image of Jesus because we look at these stories and we go, wait, wait, wait, wait. My God image demands that I look a little deeper on this. How could this be the same person that says, let the little children come unto me? Because that would be just as problematic as the Canaanite woman. The kids, the women, it was all. It was, culturally, he would have shirked them all. And so, where I have come with, with this reading over the years, is there's a line in here where it says the disciples say, send her away, she keeps calling out after us. And he says in reply, and that's important because in the story, he doesn't say it in reply to the woman. He says it in reply to the disciples. The disciples want a God, for a long time in the story, the disciples always seem to want a God who will send the problem people away. The children are calling out, don't let the children come near us. You know, I, it's all matter of perspective. I was joking with a parent about the fact that, you know, it's, I'm sure it's just coincidence that tomorrow all the kids are coming back to school and the sun itself is going away. The mother said to me, oh, I think you're, you're looking a little too early in the day. The way I see it, the children are going back to school tomorrow and then the sun comes back forever. You know, you know, how we look at these things. But, we do have this point that says, so how do we look at the story? Well, he says to them, they say, stop the Canaanite woman coming from, stop the unclean man from calling out after us, he's an embarrassment. Stop the children from coming back. It's an embarrassment, it's an embarrassment. And finally he replies and gives them the God they want. And it's the last time we hear one of these sorts of stories in the chronology of that gospel. As though the lesson is taught. There was a film a few years ago called, The Hundred Foot Journey. Helen Mirren played a very sort of uptight, buttoned down, owner of a French restaurant in a little town on a dirt road and right across the street moves in an eastern Indian family that's going to open up just sort of a, a real down home, wild, spices in the air sort of restaurant. And all of this partying and music and you know, her restaurant is, it's cordon bleu all the way and very, and she's horrified. And she's horrified and she starts making little snipes around her staff about those sorts of people. Those sorts of people. And the staff take it and run with it. And about halfway through the movie, a couple members of her staff go out, vandalize the place, start a fire, ride out, prance for the French. And she gets up the next morning and she realizes her part in that. That she herself would never have done that but a little spout out the hate here and hate there and gets them going. And from that point on, she becomes friends to the people across the street because she realizes there's no middle road. You either become a voice for hate or you become a voice for reconciliation. The disciples today keep saying, get rid of those people! Get rid of those! And finally Jesus says, okay. And he's worse to her than I'm sure they expected. Now he knows he's going to do the healing. She gets what she wants. There's reconciliation by the end. But for just a minute, give them a glimpse. Is this what you really want? And you hope they come away changed. You hope they go, yeah, let's stop asking for that. And we as a people, let's stop asking for the partisan God. The God that likes our side better than theirs. The opening reading has a little bit of that. Though in our country right now, I think of the white supremacist movement and they'd be real horrified to know that the scriptures only give us a Jewish supremacist movement. We're not mentioned. You know, the foreigners who join themselves could come in on the coat strings. By the way, we are the foreigners in that reading. The Jewish people are the ones. We could have that. We could decide to be a people that equality is not our thing. That we like supremacy better. We could go there. It's just not us. And the minute we decide that we're not all created equal, it's not American either. My dad used to joke about people in the world who feel that we're all created equal. There's just some that are more equal than others. You can't... Equality and supremacy are diametrically opposed positions. And so, you have that here. Or you have the second reading that says, you know, God delivered everyone into disobedience so that God could show mercy to everyone. What that means is all of us screw up. And all of us are forgiven. And you think of how much church and how much, not just ours, all churches, churches and religion run around saying, God is all forgiving. I mean, except for you people. God is all forgiving. Except for those ones over there. God is all forgiving except for that group. Because there's part of us that floats between that belief that God is all loving, that Catherine of Siena belief, and the disciples today that still want God to send someone away. We're caught between two contrary images that both come to scripture. You're always going to read through scripture and you're going to have to be the final filter that can decide the difference in importance between thou shalt not kill and thou shalt not eat shellfish. They're both in scripture. They're both in the same book. And I will still not put killing on level with a plate of scampi. We've got all of that in our scripture. What is our filter? Who are we as a people that truly believe that God created everyone? What is our theology? In other words, what is everything we do and everything we believe say about God? You know, give me a minute. I heard her go down. What do we do with that moment that says everyone counts? Because everyone counts to God. How do we learn to live with one another? What happens when everyone being a child of God, everyone being created equal, really becomes the foundation of the way we live rather than something historic we bring up once in a while? What if that's the foundation? Is that every person you encounter is beloved of God? Every person you encounter has messed up for the sole purpose of God being merciful. What happens when we become so aware of who we are and our own need for mercy that we can no longer judge another person? That's the God we have to fill in the gaps. Many of us, love at first sight was with a God image that might not have been that great. And as we grow up we realize that's not the God we want to be in love with. We don't want to be in love with the vision of God that likes these people and not these people. We don't want to be in love with the God who loves you until you mess up. I just don't want to spend eternity in heaven walking on eggshells because he could go off the edge at any minute and send another flood. What's your image of God? We have to start to filter our images a little better. When we go to scripture, you can come away with any number of images. And when you do, you will see the God you are falling in love with. And in the end, it will not tell you much about God. It will tell you everything about who you're becoming. We, in our faith, are called through the gospel to preach the God who loves every person. And not only that, who loves every person equally. That right there is enough work for the rest of our lives. To love every person equally. What happens when we respond to the stranger on the street as though it were one of our relatives we just ran into? What happens when we move beyond that tribalism to a vision that includes every person created by God? We may never get there emotionally, but just like the little dialogue in our head, we can have a well-informed vision of what we're to move towards. And whether we're emotionally there or not, we take care of everyone because we really believe it's what we're called to do. I think when we do that, we start to see a kingdom of God that reaches to the ends of the earth. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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At that time Jesus withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sedan,
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and behold, a Canaanite woman of that district
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came and called out, Have pity on me, Lord, son of David.
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My daughter is tormented by a demon.
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But Jesus did not say a word in answer to her.
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Jesus' disciples came and asked him,
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Send her away, for she keeps calling out after us.
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He said in reply,
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I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.
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But the woman came and did Jesus' homage,
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saying, Lord, help me.
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He said in reply,
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It is not right to take the food of the children
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and throw it to the dogs.
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She said, Please, Lord, for even the dogs
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eat the scraps that fall from the table of their masters.
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Then Jesus said to her in reply,
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O woman, great is your faith.
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Let it be done for you as you wish.
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And the woman's daughter was healed from that hour.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I have been thinking a lot about this week
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the concept of love at first sight.
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And it doesn't mean I have news for you
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and I'm out of here.
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It's an interesting, you know,
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psychology and different schools of thought.
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We'll talk about what is love at first sight.
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Is there really such a thing as love at first sight?
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And actually, very many people who have worked on this,
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many of the, probably even the majority of opinions
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will tell you that the majority of people who fall in love
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will tell you the experience of falling in love at first sight.
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Now, we don't always call it that
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because what happens is you see someone,
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you fall in love with the image of him or her
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at first sight, and then it's a long journey
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to try and figure out whether that person is actually
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what you think you fell in love with.
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But the experience of falling in love is immediate.
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You know, you'll find, especially when you get into
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that sort of romantic, chemical attraction,
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it does not come on slowly.
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You know, it is boom.
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I can't tell you how many women have talked to me
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over the years that would probably be in better shape
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if they sat down as a teenager and wrote out,
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here's everything I want,
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here's everything I think a man should be,
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and then Johnny the bad boy in a leather jacket walks in
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and something immediate happens.
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That feeling of love at first sight
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is based on, to a large degree,
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our ability to take whoever we just saw in front of us,
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give them a complete personality ectomy,
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and replace it with our fantasy personality,
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and then start the journey of actually seeing
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who that person is.
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And so love is at first sight,
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but we only love as much as we know,
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and it takes a while to figure out
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whether that love at first sight
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really correlates to the reality in front of us.
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This is the same thing with much of our spirituality.
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God is probably the most dangerous first date
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you will ever have,
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because many of us have an image of God.
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None of us can really know who God is.
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None of us can get our minds totally around God,
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and so in the end we pick something of God
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to become our whole picture.
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And unfortunately, unlike someone you date,
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God is, well, actually this might be exactly like
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some of the people you date,
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but God's not a big talker.
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You ever feel like you're holding up
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both sides of the conversation?
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We call that prayer.
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I know and I am well aware when I am praying
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and when I'm talking to God
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that I, you know, the part of God this evening
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will be played by Patrick Dolan.
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Fascinating he uses all the same words I would.
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I have always told people that
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I will know that it is a
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almost magical level revelation from God
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when God says something to me in prayer
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and I have to go look up one of the words
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in the dictionary.
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Wouldn't that be an exciting moment?
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So we know, so what is that?
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So what we're doing in our head,
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what we call contemplative prayer and prayers,
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often that we have to imagine
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what God would say to us.
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And hopefully that imagination is well informed.
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You know, when I imagine a conversation with God,
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you know, the voice of God never says,
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just smack him and get on with it.
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Because the image of God is better formed than that.
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But we are all called to be better theologians
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than we usually are.
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Most of us are better at a million other things
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in spirituality than theology.
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And what that means is
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we have a better idea of what we want the church to be,
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what we want the sacraments to be,
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what morals should be.
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We've got a better idea of all of that stuff,
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heaven and hell,
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than what each belief we have says about God.
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Catherine of Siena,
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I've told you this vision dozens of times over the years.
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Catherine of Siena had a vision very similar
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to Teresa of Avila,
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very similar to some of the saints.
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This vision of hell.
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Now, Catherine of Siena, I would contend,
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of all the saints,
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was one of the greatest theologians.
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Now there are people who wrote bigger treatises
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on the church,
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but those are ecclesiologists.
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Or on the spirit, pneumatology.
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Theology.
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Everything she thought, she said,
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what does this say about God?
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And what's my image of God?
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And so she had the same vision most of them had of hell.
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Swirling fire and lakes of fire and brimstonia.
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And her image ends with,
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and it was empty.
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Because that's her vision of God.
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Once you say God is all powerful and God is all loving,
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and people say,
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well, what about the unbaptized?
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That's your philosophy of sacraments.
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Well, what about people who did this?
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That's your philosophy of morality.
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She's dealing with theology,
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her vision of God.
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Now when you go through scripture,
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if you don't have a vision of God,
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you will come out with absolutely no help at all.
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You have the God of love who heals everyone.
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Earlier on you've got the God who gets upset,
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wipes out the world with a flood,
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and then afterwards says,
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I really regret that, here's a rainbow.
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The God who says, oops.
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You've got stories in there of like Jonah,
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where because Jonah did the right thing,
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God repented of the evil he was going to do.
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What, God does evil?
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The Bible is a compendium of many, many images
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and visions of God that we are called to reflect on.
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But you are the final filter.
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And what you say about God,
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what you believe about God,
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in many ways will tell us who you are.
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In the same way, it would be a fascinating,
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if somewhat unromantic experiment
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through someone's teens and early 20s,
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if every time one of those,
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I fell in love at first sight,
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turned out three weeks later to be not so great,
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instead of doing what most of us do,
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which is start a list in our head
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of everything that was horrible and awful with that person,
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to get a better vision of,
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so who did I think she was?
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Who did I think he was?
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Who do we think that other person is?
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After, you know,
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after an expected period of trial and failure,
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you would have a real great idea,
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this is what I'm looking for.
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This is what made this person,
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you know, I fell in love with,
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what did I really fall in love with?
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Do we have a sense of who that is?
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It wasn't that person as it turned out.
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But do we know what that ideal person is?
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Because it would tell you a lot about who you are.
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And it is always interesting when you say to people,
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what are you looking for in your,
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you know, your life mate, future spouse,
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what are you looking for?
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And it's, you would think everyone would come up
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with the same thing, but they don't.
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Loyalty, honesty,
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those two usually don't go together.
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If I need them to lie for me,
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are they going to be honest or loyal?
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You know, what's, you start to say,
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this is what I really want.
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In a future spouse,
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you learn a lot about yourself.
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But we don't, what we normally know is,
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I can tell you all the places they fell short.
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And we just get better images of what we don't like.
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If we do that with God,
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we get a better image of the God we don't want.
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And so today we have three radically different visions
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of God coming from scripture.
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And how do we decide between those?
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It will depend on our filter.
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You know, if you are mean
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and need God to be mean
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and need God to be,
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God is going to get those people over there eventually.
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You know, you will hang on to,
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you will cherry pick through scripture
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and get what you want.
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We used to call them in seminary
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the hateful mysteries of the rosary.
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If that is your vision of God,
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you could read all four gospels
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and come away with
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the five hateful mysteries.
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Jesus kills a herd of pigs.
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Jesus calls his best friend Satan.
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Jesus tells his mother to mind her own business.
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Jesus spits in the eye of a blind man.
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And today,
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Jesus tells this woman, you know, that she is a dog.
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So we don't walk away with that image of Jesus
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because we look at these stories and we go,
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wait, wait, wait, wait.
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My God image demands that I look a little deeper on this.
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How could this be the same person that says,
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let the little children come unto me?
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Because that would be just as problematic
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as the Canaanite woman.
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The kids, the women, it was all.
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It was, culturally, he would have shirked them all.
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And so,
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where I have come with,
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with this reading over the years,
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is there's a line in here where
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it says the disciples say,
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send her away, she keeps calling out after us.
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And he says in reply,
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and that's important because in the story,
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he doesn't say it in reply to the woman.
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He says it in reply to the disciples.
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The disciples want a God,
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for a long time in the story,
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the disciples always seem to want a God
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who will send the problem people away.
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The children are calling out,
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don't let the children come near us.
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You know, I,
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it's all matter of perspective.
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I was joking with a parent about the fact that,
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you know, it's,
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I'm sure it's just coincidence that tomorrow
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all the kids are coming back to school
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and the sun itself is going away.
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The mother said to me,
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oh, I think you're,
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you're looking a little too early in the day.
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The way I see it,
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the children are going back to school tomorrow
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and then the sun comes back forever.
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You know,
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you know,
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how we look at these things.
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But,
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we do have this point that says,
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so how do we look at the story?
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Well, he says to them,
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they say,
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stop the Canaanite woman coming from,
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stop the unclean man from calling out after us,
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he's an embarrassment.
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Stop the children from coming back.
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It's an embarrassment,
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it's an embarrassment.
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And finally he replies
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and gives them the God they want.
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And it's the last time we hear one of these sorts of stories
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in the chronology of that gospel.
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As though the lesson is taught.
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There was a film a few years ago
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called,
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The Hundred Foot Journey.
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Helen Mirren played a very sort of
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uptight,
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buttoned down,
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owner of a French restaurant
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in a little town on a dirt road
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and right across the street
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moves in an eastern Indian family
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that's going to open up just sort of a,
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a real down home,
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wild,
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spices in the air
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sort of restaurant.
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And all of this
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partying and music and you know,
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her restaurant is,
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it's cordon bleu all the way
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and very,
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and she's horrified.
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And she's horrified
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and she starts
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making little snipes
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around her staff
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about those sorts of people.
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Those sorts of people.
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And the staff take it and run with it.
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And about halfway through the movie,
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a couple members of her staff
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go out, vandalize the place,
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start a fire,
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ride out,
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prance for the French.
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And she gets up the next morning
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and she realizes
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her part in that.
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That she herself would never
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have done that
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but a little spout out the hate here
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and hate there
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and gets them going.
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And from that point on,
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she becomes friends
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to the people across the street
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because she realizes
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there's no middle road.
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You either become a voice for hate
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or you become a voice for reconciliation.
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The disciples today keep saying,
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get rid of those people!
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Get rid of those!
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And finally Jesus says,
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okay.
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And he's worse to her
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than I'm sure they expected.
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Now he knows he's going to do the healing.
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She gets what she wants.
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There's reconciliation by the end.
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But for just a minute,
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give them a glimpse.
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Is this what you really want?
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And you hope they come away changed.
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You hope they go,
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yeah, let's stop asking for that.
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And we as a people,
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let's stop asking for the partisan God.
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The God that likes our side
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better than theirs.
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The opening reading has a little bit of that.
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Though in our country right now,
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I think of the white supremacist movement
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and they'd be real horrified to know
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that the scriptures only give us
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a Jewish supremacist movement.
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We're not mentioned.
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You know,
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the foreigners who join themselves
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could come in on the coat strings.
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By the way,
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we are the foreigners in that reading.
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The Jewish people are the ones.
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We could have that.
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We could decide to be a people
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that equality is not our thing.
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That we like supremacy better.
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We could go there.
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It's just not us.
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And the minute we decide
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that we're not all created equal,
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it's not American either.
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My dad used to joke about people in the world
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who feel that we're all created equal.
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There's just some that are more equal than others.
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You can't...
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Equality and supremacy
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are diametrically opposed positions.
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And so,
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you have that here.
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Or you have the second reading
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that says, you know,
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God delivered everyone into disobedience
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so that God could show mercy to everyone.
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What that means is
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all of us screw up.
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And all of us are forgiven.
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And you think of how much church
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and how much,
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not just ours, all churches,
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churches and religion
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run around saying,
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God is all forgiving.
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I mean, except for you people.
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God is all forgiving.
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Except for those ones over there.
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God is all forgiving except for that group.
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Because there's part of us
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that floats between that belief
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that God is all loving,
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that Catherine of Siena belief,
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and the disciples today
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that still want God to send someone away.
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We're caught between two contrary images
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that both come to scripture.
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You're always going to read through scripture
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and you're going to have to be the final filter
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that can decide the difference in importance
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between thou shalt not kill
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and thou shalt not eat shellfish.
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They're both in scripture.
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They're both in the same book.
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And I will still not put killing
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on level with a plate of scampi.
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We've got all of that in our scripture.
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What is our filter?
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Who are we as a people
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that truly believe that God created everyone?
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What is our theology?
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In other words,
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what is everything we do
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and everything we believe
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say about God?
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You know,
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give me a minute.
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I heard her go down.
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What do we do with that moment
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that says everyone counts?
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Because everyone counts to God.
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How do we learn to live with one another?
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What happens when everyone being a child of God,
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everyone being created equal,
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really becomes the foundation of the way we live
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rather than something historic
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we bring up once in a while?
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What if that's the foundation?
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Is that every person you encounter
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is beloved of God?
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Every person you encounter
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has messed up for the sole purpose of God
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being merciful.
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What happens when we become so aware
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of who we are
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and our own need for mercy
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that we can no longer judge another person?
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That's the God we have to fill in the gaps.
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Many of us,
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love at first sight
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was with a God image
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that might not have been that great.
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And as we grow up we realize
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that's not the God we want to be in love with.
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We don't want to be in love with the vision of God
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that likes these people and not these people.
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We don't want to be in love with the God
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who loves you until you mess up.
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I just don't want to spend eternity in heaven
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walking on eggshells
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because he could go off the edge at any minute
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and send another flood.
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What's your image of God?
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We have to start to filter our images a little better.
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When we go to scripture,
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you can come away with any number of images.
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And when you do,
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you will see the God you are falling in love with.
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And in the end,
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it will not tell you much about God.
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It will tell you everything about who you're becoming.
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We, in our faith,
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are called through the gospel
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to preach the God who loves every person.
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And not only that,
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who loves every person equally.
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That right there
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is enough work for the rest of our lives.
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To love every person equally.
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What happens when we respond
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to the stranger on the street
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as though it were one of our relatives
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we just ran into?
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What happens when we move beyond that tribalism
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to a vision that includes every person created by God?
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We may never get there emotionally,
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but just like the little dialogue in our head,
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we can have a well-informed vision
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of what we're to move towards.
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And whether we're emotionally there or not,
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we take care of everyone
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because we really believe it's what we're called to do.
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I think when we do that,
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we start to see a kingdom of God
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that reaches to the ends of the earth.
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The kingdom of God that was preached by Jesus.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of a well-formed vision of God—a vision rooted not in exclusion, judgment, or tribalism, but in radical, inclusive love. He invites us to examine how our first impressions of God, much like love at first sight, are often projections of who we want God to be, not necessarily who God is. Just as in relationships, our understanding of God matures over time, shaped by experience, reflection, and deeper theological insight. Father Pat challenges us to be intentional about the God we believe in, because our image of God ultimately shapes who we become. Through the Gospel story of the Canaanite woman and the disciples’ desire to send her away, Father Pat illustrates how Jesus exposes the narrow, exclusionary vision of God that the disciples held—and by extension, that we often hold—and instead affirms a God who is merciful to all. Our theology, he insists, must reflect a God who loves equally, forgives universally, and calls us to live out that same radical inclusivity.
Father Pat begins by drawing a parallel between the phenomenon of “love at first sight” and our early spiritual experiences of God. He explains that just as we may project our ideals onto a person we are romantically drawn to, we often do the same with God. We fall in love with an idea of God, but that initial image is usually a reflection of our own desires, needs, or biases. Over time, just as relationships mature when we come to know the real person behind the fantasy, so too must our spirituality mature as we come to know God more deeply through scripture, prayer, and theology. However, since God is ultimately mystery, much of that journey involves imagining what God would say, what God would do—an imagination that must be informed by love, compassion, and a theology that is rooted in the Gospel.
Using the Gospel story of the Canaanite woman, Father Pat addresses the tension between exclusion and inclusion in our understanding of God. The woman, a foreigner and outsider, is initially met with silence and apparent rejection from Jesus. But Father Pat highlights a crucial narrative detail: Jesus’ harsh words are not directed to the woman herself, but are spoken “in reply” to the disciples, who are eager to dismiss her. In this, Father Pat discerns a teaching moment. Jesus momentarily gives the disciples the God they think they want—an exclusive, nationalist, elitist God—only to reveal, through the woman’s persistence and faith, that such a vision of God is inadequate. The healing that follows is not merely physical; it is theological. It reveals the expansive mercy of a God who embraces the outsider, who listens to the marginalized, and who honors faith wherever it is found. This interaction becomes a pivot point in the Gospel, after which such dismissive attitudes among the disciples seem to fade.
Father Pat then draws attention to the importance of theological reflection. He references Catherine of Siena, whose vision of hell was empty—not because she denied judgment or consequence, but because her understanding of God’s mercy and love could not accommodate eternal rejection. For Catherine, and for Father Pat, theology begins with the question: “What does this belief say about God?” Too often, he observes, we are better at expressing our views on morality, liturgy, or church practices than we are at articulating what these views imply about God’s nature. Are we imagining a vindictive, partisan God, or a God of universal compassion? When we cherry-pick scriptures to justify our biases, we risk constructing a God in our own image—one that may have more to do with our fears and prejudices than with the God revealed in Christ.
Father Pat warns against the temptation to create a “partisan God”—one who loves our group but not others, who forgives our sins but condemns those of outsiders. He draws a sobering comparison to societal dynamics, referencing supremacist ideologies that reflect the same flawed theological thinking: that some are inherently more worthy than others. He reminds us that such thinking is not only theologically unsound but also un-American, contradicting the founding principle that all people are created equal. The Church must resist the urge to define itself by opposition—to be the community of the righteous against the sinners—because that is not the God revealed in Jesus.
Moving into practical spirituality, Father Pat challenges us to filter scripture through a lens of love and mercy. Scripture holds many images of God—some wrathful, some merciful, some mysterious—and it is up to us, guided by a well-formed theology, to discern which images align with the God revealed in Christ. He humorously refers to “the five hateful mysteries” as a way of pointing out how easy it is to build a vision of God that is small, angry, and exclusive—if that’s what we’re looking for. But if, instead, we approach scripture with a heart open to love, inclusion, and compassion, we will begin to see a consistent thread: the God who welcomes the stranger, forgives the sinner, and calls all people to Himself.
The fullness of Father Pat’s message lies in the transformative power of that theological shift. If we believe God loves every person equally, then we are called to do the same. That belief is not just a private comfort; it’s a public ethic. It means caring for the stranger as we would our own family. It means resisting the tribalism that divides communities and churches. It means grounding our social, political, and religious lives in the conviction that every person is beloved of God and deserving of dignity. Even if we do not always feel this emotionally, we must act on it theologically. Our feelings may lag behind, but our actions must lead.
Ultimately, Father Pat urges us to grow beyond our initial, often immature ideas of God and move toward a spirituality rooted in mercy, justice, and inclusion. Our theology must be continually refined, informed by scripture, tradition, reason, and lived experience. And the measure of our theology is not how well it conforms to doctrine alone, but how well it reflects the God who is love. The God who, like the Jesus in today’s Gospel, may challenge our assumptions, but ultimately reveals a mercy that refuses to be limited by human boundaries....
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Many of our scripture stories are buried under years of cultural dust. And I don't mean just getting back to what was going on in that culture. I just mean that most of us hear the beginning of a story, and if it's one we recognize out of scripture, we get an immediate picture in our head of what the story's about, and we don't hear the words anymore. It's this sort of religious dust that lays over things. It happens outside of religion, too. I was running across one with a group I was talking with this week, where we were talking about the poem. And you can run it in your head quickly. I know many of you, the nursery rhyme, Humpty Dumpty. When you run it in your head, it probably doesn't occur to you that nowhere in that poem does it mention an egg. Probably written about a person. Humpty Dumpty was probably, in the author's mind, a guard who fell from a wall, and the army couldn't fix him. But you and I, I want to know who put the egg in our head. Because it's universal. You say Humpty Dumpty, and we all see the egg that's been patched back together. Where'd the egg come from? And so we do that with a lot of our stories. Someone years ago injects something into the story, and that's what we hear, not the story. And when someone mentioned that to me in the last few weeks, I immediately went through it. I'm like, there's no egg in there. But someone slipped an egg in. So we have, in today's reading, something that people might hear, and they might not put it together with other stories they've heard. In this story, we definitely have a little bit of a, it feels like a little bit of a rebuke, because he says, tell nobody anything. And it says, but the man went right off and began to publicize the whole matter, and now Jesus can't go into any of the towns, and now he's got to be, you know. There's a little griping towards the guy. Now, every year at Thanksgiving, we get a reading where 10 people are said, are told, don't tell anyone, and nine of them do exactly what Jesus said, and the other one comes back, given praise to God, and he's the hero of the story. So which one do we grab onto? Because it kind of sounds like, well, Jesus was in a different mood during this story, and there's a bigger problem with it, which is, many scripture scholars start to think, well, you know, Jesus isn't ready to reveal himself. There's this sort of dishonest subterfuge that they assign to Jesus, which is distasteful. He's sneaking around. He doesn't want anyone to know who he is yet. What we forget is that the Gospels will not get you back to the life of Jesus. They get you back to the faith of the early church, and more importantly, the faith of four very different communities in the early church. You know, we have adjective forms of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John, the Mark, and the Luke, and the Matthean, the Johannine. This Mark community, the writers of this Gospel, the community that puts this together, they interpret the last little bit here. The story, you know, someone is told, don't make a big deal out of it, and they go and they publicize the whole matter. Now, the Gospel writer here decides, and because of that, Jesus couldn't go out into any town. Another Gospel writer decides, isn't it great that someone just couldn't keep that to themselves? But more importantly, you want to go back to that question and say, but why would, because it's pretty consistent in the Gospels, why would Jesus ever say, I've healed you, but don't tell anyone? And there is a good reason that we never, because we're immediately thinking, why the subterfuge? That's not what it is. Jesus says to them, don't tell anyone I healed. Go back and jump through all the normal hoops for healing, and let them think that healed you. The reason we find in our first reading today. When someone was thought to have leprosy, they were ostracized from the community. And you know, this is the difference between someone saying, you know, if we had a plague, say, flu, and let me tell you, there are people who are coming and saying, we have to stop communion until May, because of the flu, you know. Everyone has to make these decisions for themselves, but if we were the kind of community that said, look, once you've been diagnosed with flu, and wouldn't it be nice if there was a visual sign for flu, once you've been diagnosed, you are not allowed on this campus until we get a bill of health from your doctor. And that's the way the community was protecting itself. And some magic healer comes by and says, look, I'm gonna heal you from the flu, and he heals the person. And the person shows up at the doors and says, hey, I don't have that bill of health from the doctors, but a magic person on the street healed me. We'd be like, yeah, thank you, you're not coming in. That's what the community was doing. And what Jesus is saying is, and they don't even use the word healing, the guy says, I wanna be made clean. Jesus can make us clean, but only the community heals. And the community's not ready to heal until, unfortunately, at this time, they have to see him jump through their community hoops. Sometimes we never get past that. We should, but we need to know that the reason Jesus doesn't send them in saying, I know you all saw I had leprosy this last week, but a magic guy on the street cured me. He says, no, don't even tell them about this. Go and do the cleansing that Moses prescribed and go through what, all of that, and go back and be reconciled and healed in your community. We are a community of people. It really is one of the fundamental differences in history, until recent, but really, in history, it's the fundamental difference between classic Catholicism and classic Protestantism, is Protestantism started to take that approach of my personal relationship with Jesus Christ, my personal relationship with God, I'm gonna build my path. Catholicism was, you're Catholic not because you have met the Pope. You're Catholic because you belong to a community, the community belongs to the church. Most of us wanna say, well, I'm Catholic. Really, I'm a member of a community and the community is Catholic. It's a very different image. We are saved in community. And that, until very recently, that has always been the approach. Right now, it's still the approach worldwide. Here in America, we've got a lot of these sort of college-age youth programs in the church that are trying to feel, because they grew up in America, they're thinking, you know, maybe Catholicism will catch on if we become evangelical. No, actually, we'll just be a different church. And so, we're taking that approach in some sectors. But the truth is, we join people to community and the community belongs to the larger community and the community is what is saved. And so, Jesus isn't about to say to this guy, yeah, I'll make you clean. Of course, once I do that, you'll never be able to get back into the community because they'll never believe in that healing. So, he actually says to them, and for now, go to the doctor, get checked out, take the medicine that you won't even need now, and get your bill of health and go back. Because the last thing he wants to do is physically heal someone and leave them outside the community. Every healing story of Jesus has this same theme going on. It's always, they're wandering among the tombs, which were outside the city of living people. They kept the city of the dead and the city of the living very separate in those cultures. So, someone wandering around the tombs is on the outskirts of society. You know, when he raises a little girl from the dead, he returns her to a parent, always. There's always this moment at the end of the story where healing is not an individual thing. It's a nice thing, but real healing happens when we leave our isolation that the physical problems might have caused, but we leave our isolation and come back into community. That's the deeper healing. And so, Jesus isn't trying to hide who he is. Jesus is trying to make the healing complete and work within the culture he's in. And so, especially as we approach Lent, it's such an interesting spiritual exercise to understand the healing that's been given to us and the healing we pray to God for. People pray to God all the time for all sorts of cures. But as I've said on several occasions, we actually have the cure to loneliness, we just don't care enough to administer the medicine. We have the cure to hunger. We don't always care enough to get out in the world and administer the medicine. We actually have the cure to war. We just don't wanna give up other things that are more important to us. We have the cures of so many things and we don't use them. And I always wonder whose prayers are more fervent, our prayer to God for the healings we don't have or God's prayer to us to use the ones we do. Because maybe the day we use the ones we have, God will ready us for the next set of cures. But most of us aren't ready to use the ones we have. So as Lent approaches this coming week, you know I'm always a big fan, I always tell people I'm a much bigger fan of taking something on rather than giving something up because most of the things we give up, we take back up at Easter. Gave up chocolate several years in a row, I still eat it though. And I've got two or three days left. If it's just a six week odd practice that won't continue rather than what would happen and I tell you this now instead of next week because it takes a little preparation. You know, got six weeks during Lent. What if you celebrated each Sunday of Lent by reconnecting to someone you've let fall away? Reconnecting to someone who's become isolated. Maybe they become isolated because they're hard to be around. I always comfort myself in the world when I'm trying to be around people who are really, really, the theological term is irritating. I always comfort myself knowing that I am too. You know, who are the people we've allowed to drift away just because it's easier? A better spent Lent is at least once a week reconnecting to someone. And it may be simple and it takes two and they may decide it doesn't go anywhere but you're open to bringing people back into your lives. That's the healing. That's the miracle. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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A leper came to Jesus, and kneeling down,
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begged him and said, if you wish, you can make me clean.
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Moved with pity, he stretched out his hand,
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touched him, and said to him, I do will it be made clean.
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The leprosy left him immediately,
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and he was made clean.
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Then warning him sternly, he dismissed him at once.
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He said to him, see that you tell no one anything,
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but go show yourself to the priest
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and offer for your cleansing what Moses prescribed.
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That will be proof for them.
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The man went away and began to publicize the whole matter.
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He spread the report abroad so that it
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was impossible for Jesus to enter a town openly.
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He remained outside in deserted places,
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and people kept coming to him from everywhere.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Many of our scripture stories are buried
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under years of cultural dust.
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And I don't mean just getting back
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to what was going on in that culture.
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I just mean that most of us hear the beginning of a story,
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and if it's one we recognize out of scripture,
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we get an immediate picture in our head
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of what the story's about, and we don't hear the words
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anymore.
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It's this sort of religious dust that lays over things.
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It happens outside of religion, too.
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I was running across one with a group
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I was talking with this week, where
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we were talking about the poem.
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And you can run it in your head quickly.
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I know many of you, the nursery rhyme, Humpty Dumpty.
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When you run it in your head, it probably
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doesn't occur to you that nowhere in that poem
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does it mention an egg.
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Probably written about a person.
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Humpty Dumpty was probably, in the author's mind,
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a guard who fell from a wall, and the army couldn't fix him.
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But you and I, I want to know who put the egg in our head.
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Because it's universal.
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You say Humpty Dumpty, and we all
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see the egg that's been patched back together.
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Where'd the egg come from?
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And so we do that with a lot of our stories.
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Someone years ago injects something into the story,
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and that's what we hear, not the story.
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And when someone mentioned that to me in the last few weeks,
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I immediately went through it.
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I'm like, there's no egg in there.
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But someone slipped an egg in.
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So we have, in today's reading, something
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that people might hear, and they might not put it together
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with other stories they've heard.
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In this story, we definitely have a little bit of a,
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it feels like a little bit of a rebuke,
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because he says, tell nobody anything.
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And it says, but the man went right off
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and began to publicize the whole matter,
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and now Jesus can't go into any of the towns,
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and now he's got to be, you know.
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There's a little griping towards the guy.
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Now, every year at Thanksgiving, we get a reading
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where 10 people are said, are told, don't tell anyone,
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and nine of them do exactly what Jesus said,
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and the other one comes back, given praise to God,
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and he's the hero of the story.
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So which one do we grab onto?
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Because it kind of sounds like, well,
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Jesus was in a different mood during this story,
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and there's a bigger problem with it,
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which is, many scripture scholars start to think,
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well, you know, Jesus isn't ready to reveal himself.
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There's this sort of dishonest subterfuge
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that they assign to Jesus, which is distasteful.
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He's sneaking around.
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He doesn't want anyone to know who he is yet.
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What we forget is that the Gospels
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will not get you back to the life of Jesus.
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They get you back to the faith of the early church,
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and more importantly, the faith
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of four very different communities in the early church.
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You know, we have adjective forms
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of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John,
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the Mark, and the Luke, and the Matthean, the Johannine.
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This Mark community, the writers of this Gospel,
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the community that puts this together,
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they interpret the last little bit here.
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The story, you know, someone is told,
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don't make a big deal out of it,
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and they go and they publicize the whole matter.
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Now, the Gospel writer here decides,
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and because of that, Jesus couldn't go out into any town.
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Another Gospel writer decides,
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isn't it great that someone
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just couldn't keep that to themselves?
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But more importantly, you want to go back
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to that question and say, but why would,
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because it's pretty consistent in the Gospels,
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why would Jesus ever say,
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I've healed you, but don't tell anyone?
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And there is a good reason that we never,
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because we're immediately thinking, why the subterfuge?
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That's not what it is.
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Jesus says to them, don't tell anyone I healed.
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Go back and jump through all the normal hoops for healing,
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and let them think that healed you.
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The reason we find in our first reading today.
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When someone was thought to have leprosy,
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they were ostracized from the community.
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And you know, this is the difference
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between someone saying, you know,
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if we had a plague, say, flu,
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and let me tell you, there are people
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who are coming and saying,
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we have to stop communion until May,
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because of the flu, you know.
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Everyone has to make these decisions for themselves,
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but if we were the kind of community that said,
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look, once you've been diagnosed with flu,
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and wouldn't it be nice if there was a visual sign for flu,
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once you've been diagnosed,
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you are not allowed on this campus
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until we get a bill of health from your doctor.
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And that's the way the community was protecting itself.
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And some magic healer comes by and says,
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look, I'm gonna heal you from the flu,
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and he heals the person.
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And the person shows up at the doors and says,
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hey, I don't have that bill of health from the doctors,
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but a magic person on the street healed me.
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We'd be like, yeah, thank you, you're not coming in.
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That's what the community was doing.
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And what Jesus is saying is,
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and they don't even use the word healing,
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the guy says, I wanna be made clean.
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Jesus can make us clean, but only the community heals.
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And the community's not ready to heal
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until, unfortunately, at this time,
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they have to see him jump through their community hoops.
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Sometimes we never get past that.
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We should, but we need to know that the reason
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Jesus doesn't send them in saying,
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I know you all saw I had leprosy this last week,
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but a magic guy on the street cured me.
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He says, no, don't even tell them about this.
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Go and do the cleansing that Moses prescribed
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and go through what, all of that,
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and go back and be reconciled and healed in your community.
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We are a community of people.
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It really is one of the fundamental differences
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in history, until recent, but really, in history,
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it's the fundamental difference
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between classic Catholicism and classic Protestantism,
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is Protestantism started to take that approach
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of my personal relationship with Jesus Christ,
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my personal relationship with God,
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I'm gonna build my path.
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Catholicism was, you're Catholic
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not because you have met the Pope.
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You're Catholic because you belong to a community,
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the community belongs to the church.
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Most of us wanna say, well, I'm Catholic.
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Really, I'm a member of a community
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and the community is Catholic.
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It's a very different image.
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We are saved in community.
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And that, until very recently,
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that has always been the approach.
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Right now, it's still the approach worldwide.
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Here in America, we've got a lot of these
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sort of college-age youth programs in the church
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that are trying to feel, because they grew up in America,
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they're thinking, you know, maybe Catholicism
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will catch on if we become evangelical.
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No, actually, we'll just be a different church.
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And so, we're taking that approach in some sectors.
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But the truth is, we join people to community
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and the community belongs to the larger community
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and the community is what is saved.
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And so, Jesus isn't about to say to this guy,
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yeah, I'll make you clean.
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Of course, once I do that, you'll never be able
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to get back into the community
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because they'll never believe in that healing.
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So, he actually says to them, and for now,
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go to the doctor, get checked out,
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take the medicine that you won't even need now,
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and get your bill of health and go back.
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Because the last thing he wants to do
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is physically heal someone
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and leave them outside the community.
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Every healing story of Jesus has this same theme going on.
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It's always, they're wandering among the tombs,
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which were outside the city of living people.
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They kept the city of the dead and the city of the living
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very separate in those cultures.
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So, someone wandering around the tombs
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is on the outskirts of society.
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You know, when he raises a little girl from the dead,
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he returns her to a parent, always.
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There's always this moment at the end of the story
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where healing is not an individual thing.
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It's a nice thing, but real healing happens
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when we leave our isolation
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that the physical problems might have caused,
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but we leave our isolation and come back into community.
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That's the deeper healing.
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And so, Jesus isn't trying to hide who he is.
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Jesus is trying to make the healing complete
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and work within the culture he's in.
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And so, especially as we approach Lent,
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it's such an interesting spiritual exercise
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to understand the healing that's been given to us
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and the healing we pray to God for.
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People pray to God all the time for all sorts of cures.
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But as I've said on several occasions,
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we actually have the cure to loneliness,
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we just don't care enough to administer the medicine.
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We have the cure to hunger.
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We don't always care enough to get out in the world
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and administer the medicine.
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We actually have the cure to war.
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We just don't wanna give up other things
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that are more important to us.
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We have the cures of so many things and we don't use them.
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And I always wonder whose prayers are more fervent,
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our prayer to God for the healings we don't have
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or God's prayer to us to use the ones we do.
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Because maybe the day we use the ones we have,
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God will ready us for the next set of cures.
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But most of us aren't ready to use the ones we have.
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So as Lent approaches this coming week,
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you know I'm always a big fan,
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I always tell people I'm a much bigger fan
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of taking something on rather than giving something up
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because most of the things we give up,
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we take back up at Easter.
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Gave up chocolate several years in a row,
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I still eat it though.
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And I've got two or three days left.
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If it's just a six week odd practice that won't continue
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rather than what would happen
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and I tell you this now instead of next week
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because it takes a little preparation.
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You know, got six weeks during Lent.
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What if you celebrated each Sunday of Lent
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by reconnecting to someone you've let fall away?
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Reconnecting to someone who's become isolated.
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Maybe they become isolated
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because they're hard to be around.
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I always comfort myself in the world
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when I'm trying to be around people
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who are really, really,
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the theological term is irritating.
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I always comfort myself knowing that I am too.
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You know, who are the people we've allowed to drift away
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just because it's easier?
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A better spent Lent is at least once a week
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reconnecting to someone.
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And it may be simple and it takes two
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and they may decide it doesn't go anywhere
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but you're open to bringing people back into your lives.
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That's the healing.
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That's the miracle.
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The rest is wondrous but it's just medicine.
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The real healing is when we bring people back
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into our lives and realize that our journey to heaven
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is together or not at all.
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Father Pat's homily centers on the idea that t Father Pat's homily centers on the idea that true healing, as modeled by Jesus, is not just physical restoration but the reintegration of individuals into their communities. Using the Gospel story of Jesus healing a leper, Father Pat challenges the surface-level interpretations that often obscure the deeper spiritual message. He emphasizes that Jesus' instruction to keep the healing quiet was not about secrecy or manipulation, but about ensuring that the man could be fully restored to society by following the communal processes of purification. This reflects a core belief that salvation and healing are communal realities, not merely individual experiences. As we approach Lent, Father Pat urges us to reflect on the ways we can practice this communal healing—by reaching out, reconnecting, and reweaving people back into the fabric of our lives—thus participating in the divine work of restoration.
The Gospel story of Jesus healing the leper is one that, according to Father Pat, has been culturally and religiously “dusted over,” preventing us from hearing its original power. Just as we universally associate Humpty Dumpty with an egg—despite no mention of one in the rhyme—we also tend to misread Gospel stories because of preconceived religious images. In this reading, Jesus heals a leper but sternly warns him not to tell anyone; the man disregards this and spreads the news, resulting in Jesus being unable to enter towns openly. Many interpret this as Jesus trying to hide his identity, but Father Pat challenges that notion. He explains that Jesus’ command not to speak is not about secrecy, but about ensuring that the man follows the societal and religious process for reentry into the community. In ancient Jewish culture, lepers were cast out—not just because of contagion, but because they were considered ritually unclean. Only after presenting themselves to the priests and performing the required rituals could they be fully restored to community life.
This distinction is critical: Jesus doesn’t just want to make someone physically well; he wants them to be whole, which includes social and spiritual reintegration. Healing is not complete until the person is welcomed back into the communal fold. Jesus doesn’t circumvent the community's process; he works within it, affirming the necessity of communal validation and belonging. Father Pat points out that we often overlook this dynamic and assume Jesus is acting in secret, when in fact he’s deeply honoring the communal structures necessary for full human flourishing. This reflects a broader theological truth: salvation is not a private, individualistic affair, but a communal one. Father Pat contrasts the classic Catholic view—where faith is lived and expressed in community—with a more modern, individualistic approach that sees salvation as a personal, one-on-one relationship with God. While both have value, Catholicism traditionally emphasizes that we are saved together, not alone.
This leads to Father Pat’s Lenten challenge: don’t just give something up (especially something trivial like chocolate); instead, take something on. Specifically, take on the work of healing relationships—of reaching out to those who have become isolated or estranged. He acknowledges that some people are difficult, but reminds us that we too are difficult for others. Reconnection, even if tentative or incomplete, is a sacred act. It’s the kind of healing Jesus modeled—bringing people back into relationship, into community, into wholeness. Father Pat provocatively suggests that while we are constantly praying to God for healings we don’t yet have, God may be praying to us to use the ones we already possess. We have the cures for loneliness, hunger, and even war—but we often lack the will to apply them. Lent, then, is not just a time for self-denial but for self-giving—an opportunity to administer the medicine of community, compassion, and reconnection. It is through these acts that we participate in the true miracle of healing: the restoration of human belonging and the journey to God we make together....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1136.25, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, Go into the whole world and proclaim the gospel to every creature. Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved. Whoever does not believe will be condemned. These signs will accompany those who believe. In my name, they will drive out demons, they will speak new languages, they will pick up serpents with their hands, and if they drink any deadly thing, it will not harm them. They will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover. So then the Lord Jesus, after he spoke to them, was taken up into heaven. He took his seat at the right hand of God. But they went forth and preached everywhere while the Lord worked with them and confirmed the word through accompanying signs. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Ascension is one of the kind of, I think, sort of misunderstood holidays, feast days in the church, because I think we get so caught up in this event where Jesus has to go away so the Spirit can come, which always sounds like a little bit of a control issue that only one-third of the Trinity can be out of heaven at one time. We're not quite sure why or why that's in there, but we forget that it really does make sense, and these have been the readings all week long, that as long as Jesus is in the flesh, walking and talking with people, no one's gonna take the time to deal with the Spirit. I mean, if any one of you had an option between a half an hour of prayer or a one-on-one with Jesus to get some questions answered, I know what we'd all pick, because we think, I can pray any time, but I want some questions answered. And while Jesus is on earth, that's what he can do. That's what he can do for a small sliver of people while the rest of the world gets nothing. Or move out of that and have everyone kind of deal with the messiness of the Spirit. You know, so while all of us would definitely say that Jesus in the flesh would be a much easier user interface, it's also not set up for everyone. Only a few people. One of the things about being human is you can have really, really good friends, but no one here can be really good friends to everyone on earth. You know, there just isn't time. So we move into this more universal time that's coming next week at Pentecost, and we get this moment where Jesus is, you know, ascended. Now, this is one of those places where do not get too literal with the Scripture. You know, I mean, there's all these pictures of people standing around, and Jesus went that way. And then you kind of wonder what time of day it was and which direction in the universe he shot out at. Because back then, they believed the earth was flat and up was heaven. Now, we know that no longer works, but it's amazing how many people will still think of heaven as that way, even though science knows that I just pointed a very different direction than I did a few minutes ago because the earth has changed angles. We have more info now on some things, but we still like those old images of heaven being up and hell being down. And I like that image because, you know, there's a lot more of that, and, you know, the center of the earth has limited. You know, so it's not a bad image. But what we have to get to is that sense of what it means that Jesus is lifted up to something new because the entire Jesus event, this sort of descent down from heaven and ascent back up, descent exists for one reason, solidarity. Solidarity with those who have less and then ascension to bring them back up with you. So the ascension is the beginning of humanity's ascension. And the ascension continues to this day, and the ascension will not be finished fully until every last member of the body of Christ has ascended. We kind of not, I think we forget that this image of the body of Christ is not just literary. We believe that when one of us suffers, the body of Christ is still in the passion. And when one of us passes away, the body of Christ is still in crucifixion mode. And the body of Christ is still in the tomb. And the body of Christ is still ascending. So we get those prayers that talk about kind of in these anatomical terms where the head has gone, the body is following, is hoping to follow. So the ascension is an era we live in. It's not just a historical event. It's the era we live in. And it's something we're called to participate in. And the work of our Christianity is the same thing. Sometimes we have to go through the sacrificial downgrading for the sake of solidarity with others. That's fasting during Lent, things like that. Experiencing what it is to have less so that we can form solidarity with others. But for the purpose of this, to lift people up. And I think it's, this is why the theme actually works well for Mother's Day. What it means to sacrifice big chunks of your life to lift others up. And, you know, most mothers will tell you, at least while their children are in the room, that it's not a huge sacrifice. You know. And in a sense, giving our lives to others is never, it's not, it doesn't have to be a miserable, painful sacrifice. But of course it's a sacrifice. People always say to me, you know, the assumption is always that, oh, you know, do you just love being a priest? And I'm like, what day is it and what time? Does anyone love their work when the alarm goes off in the morning? You know. So there are times that to commit to something regularly is going to have a little bit of an emotional sacrifice to it. Because, you know, including the I do's made at marriage, those, if you think those I do's are going to set your emotional clock for the next 50 years, talk to me in five. You cannot, no one, you know, that's why we always have to be careful when people say, you know, they're coming together to make vows. And they're thinking, well, I'm going to, you know, I'm making this promise to love a person. And they're thinking, I'm making a promise to have a certain emotion for the rest of my life. No one can promise what their emotions will be in five minutes, much less in 10 years. It's not a commitment of emotion. It's a commitment beyond emotion. And I would actually argue that in most situations, people do not have a chance to fall in love until they get beyond the kind of crazy romance stage. Because, you know, being in love is all about how you treat someone when you don't feel it. On a bad day, you're not feeling well. How you treat people on your worst day is usually a measure of love. Everything else is just, you know, it's icing on the cake, and it's fun, and, you know, the romance and all, that's all perks. But how we treat one another when we're not feeling it. It's probably kind of the most, not discouraging, but I kind of sigh at the foibles of humanity when I hear, one of the most constant things you'll hear in a confession when someone is talking about something they've done that they did bad, but they're like, but, you know, I was really angry. Yeah, you know, that may mitigate things legally. It wouldn't mitigate sin. You know, the rage defense. You know, I struck out and I hit someone. Well, no one thinks you had eight hours of sleep, woke up in a good mood, and just decided to smack someone. Of course you were in a bad mood. You know, self-control is about how we behave when we're not feeling well. Usually, when we're feeling great, we behave pretty well. It's when the energy's here. You know, I always think that the motherhood we honor, like Mother's Day cards, you know, flowers, or something that looks like Christmas, you know, the mother with the quiet baby, that's not motherhood. You know, motherhood is 10 o'clock at night and they will not stop talking. That's motherhood. Those are the times that you have to go, okay, I have to take a deep breath and be who I am, regardless of who they're being. You know, it takes parents very, very little time to realize that children are not born with reason. So they are not reason-able. You know, so all of a sudden you're like, okay, I have to flow with this. I always think, you know, it's always interesting to watch the reactions when we have children making noise in church. You get about three big reactions. One is, what is wrong with those parents? That's the reaction that led entire generations to leave church. Because, you know, that was when we threw out the welcome mat that said, we want your children here, we just want them to really be 40-year-olds in children's bodies. We want them to behave like adults, but we want them here. Could you imagine doing that to anyone else? We want minorities here, we want them to behave white. That's what you're saying when you say, we want children here, but we want them to behave like adults. And then you get the other reaction, which is people will say after church, I've never seen a parish that has so many children. And I actually, I take the compliment, I don't want them to know that we have the same number, they're just louder. I think we're a very young parish. I always have the third reaction, which is, celibacy's not so bad. That's a less common reaction. I'm going to sleep at 10 tonight, how about you? But we have this sense of what that means that people, you know, they do that and they want to lift their children up. I probably say this every year at Ascension, but I think we do not really grasp yet that where he could have, the choice is, God has no power over anyone. That's what the Jesus was, was. He came to say, I don't want power over people, I want power under them. I want power that lifts. Power over anyone is power that keeps down. All you have to do is do the physics. Power from above pushes people down. Power under lifts people up. And when we are, you know, out in the world trying to be Christian, we are to exercise power under others. Power that lifts people up. It can be exhausting. It does take good boundaries. Pastors know that. You know, I get all sorts of requests and, you know, I'm looking at, you know, as it's getting closer that Father Peter's leaving and I will be the only priest here. And there's, you know, we're getting up towards 3,000 families. And there are people who will be like, this is what I want done and I want Father Pat to do it. And I have to say, oh, you know. You know, there are people who would say, I know it's not what you usually do, but you're the only one I trust for this heart surgery. And I have to say, oh, no. I don't care how much you trust me. I'm not picking up a scalpel. You know, it happens more often with like, I want marriage counseling. Well, you know, it's not my training. Yeah, but we trust you more. You know, either I'm going to say, no, we have to have boundaries, or I'm going to throw in advice on child rearing. You know, you have to tell people that, no, no, here's who does that. But the willingness to give of ourselves has to be there, you know. And not to a point where someone says, this is what I want and I'm entitled to it, because we don't want to nurture that in others. I've probably told the story that, you know, when I was, oh gosh, first ordained, I was maybe a priest a year, that a woman had come into my office and she wanted me to follow her husband around to see if he was being faithful. Now, I was new, but I was pretty sure that was not in my job description. And I said to her, oh, you know, we can't do that. That really is not what we do. We got married in the church. It is your job to help defend this marriage. And I kept trying to explain, and she just got more irate and more irate. And this little voice in the back of my head kept saying, I wouldn't say it, but I just wanted to go, look, let's cut to the chase. I've known you for 10 minutes. He's not being faithful. But... That... That would be an unpastoral response. You know, sometimes, and I think sometimes we will go to that place of sniping at one another because we're so uncomfortable going, I don't do that, and holding our own. A friend of mine said it was a very freeing thing the first time he learned to say to his friends, I'm sorry, I've got plans tonight. Instead of, he said, you know, I was like 40 years old, and I would still, I'm lying. I'm saying to people, you know, I've got this thing with my family. Rather than, I've got plans tonight. And it might be plans just to be alone. I've just got plans. And someone wants to go out, you can say, I've got plans, and you don't need to give them more explanation than that. But you have to be confident enough to state the truth. To say, oh no, I've got plans tonight. And not feel like you owe them more. The minute you keep feeling like you owe them more, then it's just waiting for you to boil over and something snarky comes out. The way we raise one another up is to help when we can, and know the boundaries when we can't. But to know that our goal is to lift others up, and most of that, it doesn't take sacrifice so much as charity. And the difference is, you know, that's just when someone comes to you and says, oh, I just made this mistake. It really doesn't take more energy to give a gracious response. It doesn't take more energy not to kick people when they're down. It doesn't really take more energy. It just takes a better sense of who we're called to be. And so, you know, on this Mother's Day, when we have the example of mothers around us, we recommit to the ascension, to knowing that we are here to exercise God's power under others. We're not here to use our faith to knock people down and tell you who's wrong, and that person's going to hell, and power over, power over, we have the power. No, we're here to be power under. And I think we should start actively looking in our lives, in our families, in our groups of friends, in the people we encounter, who can we lift up, how? What are the simple ways that someone leaves our immediate orbit feeling better about themselves rather than worse? It was interesting, someone was very, they actually called, I always think it's funny when someone will call a school they've never met anyone at because they don't like what's on the sign. Not that we live in an entitled culture, but I don't like your sign, change it. Because we had put out there, because it's one of those things people say to keep people trying hard and in line more than just to give a compliment. And what I had said from the pulpit is, you know, even with kids sometimes, that's not bad. That's not bad is the most ungenerous version of that's good. You know, well that's not bad. It's kind of like, what are you afraid of giving away there? A little too much of the heart? A little too much of the compliment? I want them to know that I don't think it's bad, but I don't want them walking off feeling good about themselves. Why not go the more generous response? That doesn't even take any more energy. Just a readjustment of what we're hoping to do. And sometimes it's, oh, I'm always trying to challenge people. I'm always trying to make them better. Do you ever recognize how good they are? And I think we are called to lift people up. You know, we don't always have to be, I'm going to make sure that they get this under control. Second, lift them up. Lift them up. I am certain that no one gets to the gates of heaven and hears the words, I'm sorry you weren't hard enough on people. Because if the hard enough group are actually the ones behind the gate, I will tell you, run for hell as fast as you can. We know it doesn't make sense. We know the people, we expect that unconditional love in heaven. Are we willing to be that? To lift one another up. Not just to look at the ascension as a beautifully historical moment that, you know, is deserving of stained glass somewhere. But to be part of it. To continue to lift people up to heaven. To exercise power under. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples,
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Go into the whole world and proclaim the gospel to every creature.
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Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved.
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Whoever does not believe will be condemned.
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These signs will accompany those who believe.
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In my name, they will drive out demons,
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they will speak new languages,
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they will pick up serpents with their hands,
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and if they drink any deadly thing, it will not harm them.
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They will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover.
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So then the Lord Jesus, after he spoke to them,
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was taken up into heaven.
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He took his seat at the right hand of God.
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But they went forth and preached everywhere
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while the Lord worked with them
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and confirmed the word through accompanying signs.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Ascension is one of the kind of, I think,
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sort of misunderstood holidays, feast days in the church,
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because I think we get so caught up in this event
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where Jesus has to go away so the Spirit can come,
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which always sounds like a little bit of a control issue
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that only one-third of the Trinity
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can be out of heaven at one time.
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We're not quite sure why or why that's in there,
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but we forget that it really does make sense,
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and these have been the readings all week long,
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that as long as Jesus is in the flesh,
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walking and talking with people,
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no one's gonna take the time to deal with the Spirit.
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I mean, if any one of you had an option
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between a half an hour of prayer
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or a one-on-one with Jesus to get some questions answered,
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I know what we'd all pick,
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because we think, I can pray any time,
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but I want some questions answered.
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And while Jesus is on earth, that's what he can do.
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That's what he can do for a small sliver of people
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while the rest of the world gets nothing.
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Or move out of that
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and have everyone kind of deal with the messiness of the Spirit.
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You know, so while all of us would definitely say
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that Jesus in the flesh would be a much easier user interface,
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it's also not set up for everyone.
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Only a few people.
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One of the things about being human
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is you can have really, really good friends,
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but no one here can be really good friends
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to everyone on earth.
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You know, there just isn't time.
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So we move into this more universal time
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that's coming next week at Pentecost,
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and we get this moment where Jesus is, you know, ascended.
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Now, this is one of those places
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where do not get too literal with the Scripture.
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You know, I mean, there's all these pictures
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of people standing around, and Jesus went that way.
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And then you kind of wonder what time of day it was
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and which direction in the universe he shot out at.
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Because back then, they believed the earth was flat
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and up was heaven.
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Now, we know that no longer works,
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but it's amazing how many people
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will still think of heaven as that way,
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even though science knows that I just pointed
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a very different direction than I did a few minutes ago
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because the earth has changed angles.
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We have more info now on some things,
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but we still like those old images
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of heaven being up and hell being down.
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And I like that image because, you know,
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there's a lot more of that,
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and, you know, the center of the earth has limited.
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You know, so it's not a bad image.
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But what we have to get to is that sense
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of what it means that Jesus is lifted up to something new
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because the entire Jesus event,
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this sort of descent down from heaven
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and ascent back up,
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descent exists for one reason, solidarity.
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Solidarity with those who have less
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and then ascension to bring them back up with you.
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So the ascension is the beginning
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of humanity's ascension.
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And the ascension continues to this day,
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and the ascension will not be finished fully
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until every last member of the body of Christ has ascended.
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We kind of not, I think we forget
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that this image of the body of Christ
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is not just literary.
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We believe that when one of us suffers,
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the body of Christ is still in the passion.
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And when one of us passes away,
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the body of Christ is still in crucifixion mode.
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And the body of Christ is still in the tomb.
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And the body of Christ is still ascending.
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So we get those prayers that talk about
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kind of in these anatomical terms
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where the head has gone,
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the body is following, is hoping to follow.
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So the ascension is an era we live in.
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It's not just a historical event.
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It's the era we live in.
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And it's something we're called to participate in.
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And the work of our Christianity is the same thing.
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Sometimes we have to go through the sacrificial downgrading
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for the sake of solidarity with others.
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That's fasting during Lent, things like that.
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Experiencing what it is to have less
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so that we can form solidarity with others.
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But for the purpose of this, to lift people up.
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And I think it's, this is why
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the theme actually works well for Mother's Day.
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What it means to sacrifice big chunks of your life
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to lift others up.
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And, you know, most mothers will tell you,
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at least while their children are in the room,
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that it's not a huge sacrifice.
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You know.
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And in a sense, giving our lives to others is never,
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it's not, it doesn't have to be a miserable, painful sacrifice.
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But of course it's a sacrifice.
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People always say to me, you know,
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the assumption is always that,
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oh, you know, do you just love being a priest?
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And I'm like, what day is it and what time?
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Does anyone love their work
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when the alarm goes off in the morning?
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You know.
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So there are times that to commit to something regularly
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is going to have a little bit of an emotional sacrifice to it.
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Because, you know, including the I do's made at marriage,
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those, if you think those I do's are going to set
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your emotional clock for the next 50 years,
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talk to me in five.
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You cannot, no one, you know,
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that's why we always have to be careful when people say,
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you know, they're coming together to make vows.
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And they're thinking, well, I'm going to, you know,
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I'm making this promise to love a person.
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And they're thinking, I'm making a promise
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to have a certain emotion for the rest of my life.
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No one can promise what their emotions will be in five minutes,
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much less in 10 years.
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It's not a commitment of emotion.
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It's a commitment beyond emotion.
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And I would actually argue that in most situations,
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people do not have a chance to fall in love
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until they get beyond the kind of crazy romance stage.
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Because, you know, being in love is all about
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how you treat someone when you don't feel it.
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On a bad day, you're not feeling well.
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How you treat people on your worst day
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is usually a measure of love.
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Everything else is just, you know,
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it's icing on the cake, and it's fun,
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and, you know, the romance and all, that's all perks.
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But how we treat one another when we're not feeling it.
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It's probably kind of the most,
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not discouraging, but I kind of sigh
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at the foibles of humanity when I hear,
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one of the most constant things you'll hear in a confession
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when someone is talking about something they've done
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that they did bad, but they're like,
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but, you know, I was really angry.
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Yeah, you know, that may mitigate things legally.
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It wouldn't mitigate sin.
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You know, the rage defense.
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You know, I struck out and I hit someone.
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Well, no one thinks you had eight hours of sleep,
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woke up in a good mood, and just decided to smack someone.
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Of course you were in a bad mood.
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You know, self-control is about how we behave
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when we're not feeling well.
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Usually, when we're feeling great,
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we behave pretty well.
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It's when the energy's here.
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You know, I always think that the motherhood we honor,
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like Mother's Day cards, you know, flowers,
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or something that looks like Christmas, you know,
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the mother with the quiet baby,
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that's not motherhood.
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You know, motherhood is 10 o'clock at night
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and they will not stop talking.
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That's motherhood.
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Those are the times that you have to go,
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okay, I have to take a deep breath and be who I am,
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regardless of who they're being.
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You know, it takes parents very, very little time
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to realize that children are not born with reason.
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So they are not reason-able.
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You know, so all of a sudden you're like,
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okay, I have to flow with this.
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I always think, you know, it's always interesting
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to watch the reactions when we have children
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making noise in church.
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You get about three big reactions.
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One is, what is wrong with those parents?
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That's the reaction that led entire generations
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to leave church.
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Because, you know, that was when we threw out
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the welcome mat that said, we want your children here,
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we just want them to really be 40-year-olds
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in children's bodies.
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We want them to behave like adults,
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but we want them here.
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Could you imagine doing that to anyone else?
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We want minorities here, we want them to behave white.
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That's what you're saying when you say,
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we want children here, but we want them to behave
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like adults.
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And then you get the other reaction,
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which is people will say after church,
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I've never seen a parish that has so many children.
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And I actually, I take the compliment,
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I don't want them to know that we have the same number,
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they're just louder.
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I think we're a very young parish.
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I always have the third reaction, which is,
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celibacy's not so bad.
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That's a less common reaction.
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I'm going to sleep at 10 tonight, how about you?
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But we have this sense of what that means that people,
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you know, they do that and they want
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to lift their children up.
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I probably say this every year at Ascension,
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but I think we do not really grasp yet
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that where he could have, the choice is,
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God has no power over anyone.
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That's what the Jesus was, was.
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He came to say, I don't want power over people,
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I want power under them.
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I want power that lifts.
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Power over anyone is power that keeps down.
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All you have to do is do the physics.
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Power from above pushes people down.
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Power under lifts people up.
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And when we are, you know, out in the world
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trying to be Christian, we are to exercise
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power under others.
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Power that lifts people up.
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It can be exhausting.
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It does take good boundaries.
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Pastors know that.
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You know, I get all sorts of requests
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and, you know, I'm looking at, you know,
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as it's getting closer that Father Peter's leaving
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and I will be the only priest here.
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And there's, you know, we're getting up towards
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3,000 families.
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And there are people who will be like,
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this is what I want done and I want Father Pat to do it.
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And I have to say, oh, you know.
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You know, there are people who would say,
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I know it's not what you usually do,
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but you're the only one I trust for this heart surgery.
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And I have to say, oh, no.
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I don't care how much you trust me.
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I'm not picking up a scalpel.
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You know, it happens more often with like,
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I want marriage counseling.
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Well, you know, it's not my training.
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Yeah, but we trust you more.
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You know, either I'm going to say,
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no, we have to have boundaries,
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or I'm going to throw in advice on child rearing.
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You know, you have to tell people that,
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no, no, here's who does that.
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But the willingness to give of ourselves
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has to be there, you know.
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And not to a point where someone says,
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this is what I want and I'm entitled to it,
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because we don't want to nurture that in others.
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I've probably told the story that, you know,
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when I was, oh gosh, first ordained,
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I was maybe a priest a year,
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that a woman had come into my office
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and she wanted me to follow her husband around
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to see if he was being faithful.
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Now, I was new,
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but I was pretty sure that was not in my job description.
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And I said to her, oh, you know, we can't do that.
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That really is not what we do.
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We got married in the church.
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It is your job to help defend this marriage.
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And I kept trying to explain,
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and she just got more irate and more irate.
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And this little voice in the back of my head
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kept saying, I wouldn't say it,
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but I just wanted to go, look, let's cut to the chase.
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I've known you for 10 minutes.
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He's not being faithful.
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But...
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That...
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That would be an unpastoral response.
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You know, sometimes, and I think sometimes
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we will go to that place of sniping at one another
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because we're so uncomfortable going,
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I don't do that, and holding our own.
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A friend of mine said it was a very freeing thing
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the first time he learned to say to his friends,
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I'm sorry, I've got plans tonight.
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Instead of, he said, you know, I was like 40 years old,
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and I would still, I'm lying.
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I'm saying to people, you know,
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I've got this thing with my family.
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Rather than, I've got plans tonight.
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And it might be plans just to be alone.
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I've just got plans.
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And someone wants to go out, you can say,
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I've got plans, and you don't need to give them
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more explanation than that.
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But you have to be confident enough to state the truth.
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To say, oh no, I've got plans tonight.
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And not feel like you owe them more.
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The minute you keep feeling like you owe them more,
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then it's just waiting for you to boil over
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and something snarky comes out.
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The way we raise one another up is to help when we can,
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and know the boundaries when we can't.
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But to know that our goal is to lift others up,
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and most of that, it doesn't take sacrifice
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so much as charity.
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And the difference is, you know,
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that's just when someone comes to you and says,
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oh, I just made this mistake.
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It really doesn't take more energy
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to give a gracious response.
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It doesn't take more energy
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not to kick people when they're down.
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It doesn't really take more energy.
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It just takes a better sense of who we're called to be.
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And so, you know, on this Mother's Day,
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when we have the example of mothers around us,
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we recommit to the ascension,
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to knowing that we are here to exercise
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God's power under others.
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We're not here to use our faith to knock people down
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and tell you who's wrong,
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and that person's going to hell,
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and power over, power over, we have the power.
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No, we're here to be power under.
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And I think we should start actively looking
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in our lives, in our families, in our groups of friends,
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in the people we encounter,
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who can we lift up, how?
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What are the simple ways
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that someone leaves our immediate orbit
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feeling better about themselves rather than worse?
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It was interesting, someone was very,
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they actually called,
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I always think it's funny when someone will call
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a school they've never met anyone at
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because they don't like what's on the sign.
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Not that we live in an entitled culture,
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but I don't like your sign, change it.
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Because we had put out there,
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because it's one of those things people say
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to keep people trying hard and in line
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more than just to give a compliment.
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And what I had said from the pulpit is,
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you know, even with kids sometimes,
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that's not bad.
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That's not bad is the most ungenerous version of
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that's good.
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You know, well that's not bad.
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It's kind of like,
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what are you afraid of giving away there?
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A little too much of the heart?
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A little too much of the compliment?
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I want them to know that I don't think it's bad,
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but I don't want them walking off
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feeling good about themselves.
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Why not go the more generous response?
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That doesn't even take any more energy.
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Just a readjustment of what we're hoping to do.
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And sometimes it's,
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oh, I'm always trying to challenge people.
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I'm always trying to make them better.
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Do you ever recognize how good they are?
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And I think we are called to lift people up.
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You know, we don't always have to be,
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I'm going to make sure that they get this under control.
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Second, lift them up.
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Lift them up.
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I am certain that no one gets to the gates of heaven
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and hears the words,
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I'm sorry you weren't hard enough on people.
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Because if the hard enough group
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are actually the ones behind the gate,
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I will tell you,
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run for hell as fast as you can.
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We know it doesn't make sense.
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We know the people,
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we expect that unconditional love in heaven.
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Are we willing to be that?
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To lift one another up.
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Not just to look at the ascension
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as a beautifully historical moment
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that, you know, is deserving of stained glass somewhere.
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But to be part of it.
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To continue to lift people up to heaven.
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To exercise power under.
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And that's how we open the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat's message on the Feast of the Ascen Father Pat's message on the Feast of the Ascension centers on the idea that the Ascension of Jesus is not merely a historical event, but an ongoing spiritual reality calling each of us to a life of solidarity, service, and sacrificial love. He emphasizes that the power Jesus exercises is not "power over" others, which dominates and controls, but "power under," which lifts others up in humility and compassion. The Ascension marks the beginning of a new era in which believers are called to continue Christ’s mission—not through physical proximity to Jesus, but through the indwelling and empowering of the Holy Spirit. This message ties beautifully into the theme of Mother’s Day, as the self-giving, often unseen sacrifices of mothers embody the same kind of lifting love that the Ascension invites all Christians to participate in. Father Pat challenges us to embrace our role in the ongoing Ascension by becoming people who elevate others in daily life through generosity, gentleness, and grace.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by addressing a common theological misunderstanding about the Ascension—that it is simply Jesus leaving so that the Holy Spirit can arrive, as though the Trinity can only be present one person at a time. He gently challenges this idea, noting that the deeper significance lies in Jesus' transition from a localized, physical presence to a universal, spiritual one. While Jesus was in the flesh, he could only be with a few people at a time; now, through the Spirit, he is present to all. This transition forces believers to move from a faith based on physical proximity to one grounded in deeper spiritual engagement. It’s an invitation to mature faith—faith that listens to the Spirit rather than relying on a physical Jesus to answer every question.
Father Pat also reflects on the importance of not taking the Ascension too literally. He critiques the literalist imagery of Jesus floating up into the sky, reminding us that ancient cosmology viewed heaven as “up” and hell as “down,” but such images are not scientifically or theologically precise. What matters is not the direction Jesus went but the meaning behind it. The Ascension is a lifting—an elevation of humanity through Christ. He sees Jesus’ movement upward not as a departure, but as the beginning of a universal rising. Jesus descends in solidarity with the lowly and ascends not alone, but to bring humanity with him. Thus, the Ascension is not finished; it continues as long as there are still people who need to be lifted.
This leads to the central metaphor of the homily: power under versus power over. Jesus does not come to dominate, control, or judge from above. Instead, he takes on the position of a servant, lifting others up. This is the model for Christian life. We are not called to use our faith as a tool of superiority or condemnation, but to practice humility, charity, and support. In a culture that often celebrates power over others—whether in politics, relationships, or religion—Father Pat offers a counter-vision of Christian discipleship rooted in self-giving love.
He ties this message poignantly to the celebration of Mother’s Day. Mothers, in his view, embody this “power under” through their daily sacrifices, emotional labor, and unwavering support of their children, often in moments of exhaustion or frustration. He humorously and tenderly describes the real face of motherhood as 10 p.m. conversations when children won’t stop talking—not the serene, silent images found on greeting cards. True maternal love is found in those moments of choosing patience and presence when it would be easier to withdraw. It’s an illustration of what it means to lift another person up, even when it costs you something.
Father Pat also explores how love, commitment, and sacrifice are misunderstood in broader relationships. He challenges the romantic ideal that love is primarily an emotion, arguing instead that love is best demonstrated in how we treat others when we don’t feel loving. A real measure of love is how we act on bad days, when we are tired or annoyed. This insight extends to all forms of vocation—marriage, parenting, priesthood—where the true test of commitment lies not in how we feel but in how we act. He uses the analogy of the “I do’s” in marriage as commitments that go beyond emotion, making clear that love is sustained not by perpetual romance but by daily choices to be faithful, kind, and supportive.
He also discusses the importance of boundaries in ministry and life. As a pastor, he acknowledges the demands placed on him by a growing congregation and emphasizes the need to know when to say no. He shares humorous and poignant stories, such as being asked to follow a parishioner’s husband to spy on him, or being told, “You’re the only one I trust,” for tasks well outside his training. These anecdotes highlight the need for healthy limits, not as a lack of generosity, but as a way to prevent burnout and maintain integrity. Even in setting boundaries, we can lift others up by being honest and grounded.
Near the end of the homily, Father Pat critiques the culture of minimal affirmation, such as calling something “not bad” instead of “good.” He exhorts the congregation to be more generous and encouraging in their responses to others, noting that it costs nothing to say something kind, but it can make a significant difference in someone’s life. We must resist the tendency to hold back praise out of fear or pride and instead seek to be people who lift others with our words and actions.
Finally, he returns to the theology of the Ascension as an ongoing reality. We are not simply commemorating a past event; we are living in the time of Ascension. Jesus has gone before us, and we are called to follow—not just individually, but as a community, as the body of Christ. When one member suffers, the body suffers; when one ascends, the body rises. Our task is to help one another ascend. This is the Christian life: to lift others up through sacrificial love, gracious responses, and humble service.
In all, Father Pat's message is a call to spiritual maturity, grounded in the mystery of the Ascension. It is a theological reflection, a pastoral exhortation, and a deeply practical guide to living out our faith. We are invited to stop looking up for Jesus and start looking around for opportunities to lift others. In doing so, we participate in the ongoing work of Christ, building the kingdom of God not through domination, but through compassion....
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He said, let us go to the nearby villages that I may preach there also. For this purpose, I have come. So he went into their synagogues, preaching and driving out demons through the whole of Galilee. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. We are presented with three very, very different visions of response to life and to fortune. The first one we get, and you know, the first two actually, Job and Paul, they kind of remind me of Tigger and Eeyore from Winnie the Pooh. You know, that first reading is just, you hate to refer to scripture as whiny, but you know, when Rita read it, and Rita is one of the most upbeat people I know, but even Rita reading it was a little depressing. It's not life of drudgery, and we're just a slave, and at night, and I'll never, ever, ever know happiness again, it is so Eeyore. You know, poor, poor Job. And you know, we get this in scripture, the entire book of Lamentations is, you know, it's ascribed to Job, but Job is a fictional character. So this is, it's like all the depressed people of Israel got together and decided to write a book. But it is important that that is in scripture, because otherwise, religion becomes the purview of happy people. And I've seen, and this is very popular in some of the sort of grassroots level churches in America where, you know, everyone's supposed to show up at a funeral going, but it's a blessing from God, and they're in heaven, and we're happy, and you're like, no. No, sometimes it's okay to bring that pain and sorrow into our faith, and it doesn't mean we're, you know, you're less Christian because you don't see joy in every moment. You know, and I have to tell you not to, you know, throw any of you under the bus, but I always like to notice when I come in, just because it's maybe a little projection, but when I come into the early morning mass, and I watch, usually it's during the first reading, and literally everyone's going. I'm like, this is a very unhappy group of people. And you know that, I know that by noon you'll all be fine, but it, you know, it's just, it's 7.30 in the morning, and most people just aren't real animated at that hour, you know, so there's this sense that scripture needs to bring all of us into our faith. There are four psalms called the cursing psalms that scripture scholars have written tons about that in the, in what is called the breviary, which is the cycle of prayers that the priest is supposed to say every day. So there's a set of psalms, three psalms, and in the cycle they took out the cursing psalms out of that little lectionary because they're just, you know, it's too awful a vision of God. They serve a great purpose in scripture. They let you know that the people in that day and age, they even brought their anger. Even anger at God is a belief in God. You can't be angry with a God you don't believe in. So even when someone says they are angry with God, it's an amazing expression of faith. You don't find people who have a great faith in a moment of crisis saying, huh, no longer believe in God. They may come to that crisis, but usually first they have to get to this anger at God. And when those cursing psalms, when people knew them, and you know, we know little lines out of them, you know, God will dash their children against a stone. That's not usually the God we're hoping to spend eternity with, you know. But that image of God is there because that's important, that we don't think that we can come to God only when we're emotionally in the right place. You know, if I'm going to pray, first I have to sort of calm and become a guru. And once I'm a guru, I can approach God in prayer. No, the prayer is what helps us get there. So we have to be able to bring ourselves, Job today, this character, Job in absolute, it's not even depression, Job is in a whiny space. Paul is in the tigger space. You know, Paul is, it's sort of like that grassroots level. Paul, every once in a while, and you don't know if we're getting the authentic, you know, he's writing a letter, and he basically, and from prison there's a lot of this, you know, I'm in prison and everything, you know, I'm in chains and I'm in the dark and they're going to kill me, but I'm in, I have all this joy for what's going on. And you kind of want to go, really, Paul? Really? You know, there are those people that we know that when real tragedy happens, you know, I almost think that, you know, it's the spiritual end of denial. There's a difference between trusting God that things are going to be okay even though they're tough right now. There's a difference between that and the sort of, oh, even when God gives me sufferings, I love it. And, you know, that leaves the area of spirituality and gets into some sort of fetish that I don't want to know about. Suffering is suffering. And God can be with us in it, but it's still suffering, and we need to feel the suffering. Some days we need to feel that sort of loneliness, whatever it is that Job is going through, whatever it is then that Paul is going through. Now, what we get that's interesting in the gospel, and we get it twice. We get it with Simon, Peter's mother-in-law, and we get it again with Jesus. And that is these people whose emotional reaction we're not told much about. We're told their physical reaction. Now, the mother-in-law in this to me is possibly the saddest character in all of Scripture. She's sick with a fever, and Jesus, Jesus himself walks in and says, basically says, you're healed. What's for dinner? I mean, this is every mother's nightmare. But, and of course, they don't say that anyone asked her. It just says, you know, the fever left, and she waited on them. And a few seconds later, we always see that, it always, you know, there's an edge to that for us. But we don't see that there's a very similar minute with Jesus in a few minutes. Jesus has got now the crowds pressing in on him. Everyone wants something. They've all seen the healing. They're all after him, and they, you know, everyone wants two minutes. And he gets away, and he prays. This is the moment that he is healed. He gets away, and he has a moment alone, and they come, and they say, everyone's looking for you. He goes, yeah, let's go, boom. He gets up, and he starts waiting on others again. It's this moment that says, you know, helping other people is exhausting, but the grace of this character of the mother-in-law is how many of us, when we're struck with some horrible health crisis, you know, this year, the flu, all these things, or even more serious life-threatening illnesses, how many of us, now, I don't mean the bargaining. We'll do all sorts of bargaining with God when we're sick. If you just get me well, I'll do this, I'll do, but how many of us truly want to be cured so that we can get back to helping others? How many of us think, oh, I've gotta get through this because, you know, people get there. People do this all the time. You know, even if it's not, even if it's not a warm, fuzzy feeling, I can't tell you the number of parents I've seen that face illness, and their first reaction is what will happen to my children? Meaning, I just want to be healthy so that I can get back to taking care of my children. That's that sort of gut-level reaction you see out of the mother-in-law and out of Jesus today, and what makes Jesus' kind of particular is he's so focused on the mission, and it's kind of the mission that I think modern religion has forgotten about. You know, Jesus is running around healing, helping. He's running around healing, helping, and preaching good news, and he goes into a town, and like, how much could he have preached? He couldn't have given them the code of canon law. You know, he goes in, he heals some people, he preaches the good news to them, and then goes to the next town. I've no doubt that nowadays the hierarchy would tell him that that is an incomplete catechesis, and absolutely no one is truly ready for the sacrament. When did our faith become, you know, this has got to, you have got to get to CCD every week, and you've got to do this, and we've got to train, and we're not teaching enough on this topic, when it sort of expanded from this, it says in Mark's gospel, the earliest gospel, most scripture scholars would say, you know, let's go to the nearby villages that I can preach there also. This is the purpose I've come for. So what it's telling us is the purpose that Jesus comes for, now we would say later he came for the cross, but at this moment in his life, his purpose as an itinerant preacher is clearly to go to a town, preach this message that, you know, God is with you in salvation, and God is going to lift up the poor, and all of these basic messages of the kingdom of God, he's gonna preach them, and a day later he's gonna be gone. What would it look like today if we could boil our faith down to something that could be taught in an afternoon? Now, that doesn't mean you wouldn't spend the rest of your life trying to ruminate on it and figure out what it meant, but my guess is if you told any member of the clergy, deacon, priest, bishop, pope, that, you know, you get two hours to tell them about Catholicism, and that's all they're gonna have for their life. It would just be fascinating to see, you know, where some people would go with that. What we'd always get probably is a little bit of gospel and a lot of agenda, you know, because they only get a moment. Jesus really didn't set up a system that said, let's come in and I am going to walk you through until you are all formed exactly the way I think you should be. It was this, I'm gonna leave you in the hands of your community. What the essence of his message was, and we don't even think about it because it's no longer radical. The radical message he had was this message that all of these rules aren't gonna get you into heaven. God is. God's gonna get you into heaven or God's not. It's not something you're capable of. You can be, I hope you will respond to this by going out and being the best person you can and helping others and knowing that God is there to help you so you should be there to help others and living this life of service, and then he moves on. And that is that original, in the Greek, the kerygma, the original proclamation of Jesus. It's quickly changed into the early proclamation of church, but the proclamation of Jesus is all this kingdom of God. What is the kingdom of God? And all of this, the lowly will be lifted up and those who are up on the top will be brought back down and it's this move towards true equality and where Job finds himself whining and where Paul finds himself with almost a false bravado, it's this character of the mother-in-law in Jesus that take the gifts they're given, take the hits they're given, and then get up and continue with their life and who they are. Get out there and do the work. You know, the interesting thing is in this, especially today, it kind of has this sort of sexist edge to it because it says, you know, she gets up and waits on them. And we don't know. Most of us assume, you know, we can just put a mom duty on her at that point. You know, she's cooking or doing, you know. But the truth is she gets up and had it said that about anyone else in scripture, that they served Jesus, we wouldn't go there. That's something, you know, if they said, yes, Peter was serving Jesus, they wouldn't go. You mean he made dinner? So some of that is our own projection. She gets up and it says, and she begins to serve them. When you're talking about Jesus and the followers, serving them could have meant she got up and went out and helped the poor. She served them. Most of us want healing. Most of us already have some amount of help. We all have some amount of gifts. Do we use them to serve the gospel? Because the day we do, that's when we understand the mindset of Simon's mother-in-law. More importantly, we start to understand the mindset of Jesus. Could have set himself up with a really nice following if he didn't just keep going to the next town. But that's what he came for. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On leaving the synagogue, Jesus entered
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the house of Simon and Andrew with James and John.
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Simon's mother-in-law lay sick with a fever.
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They immediately told him about her.
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He approached, grasped her hand, and helped her up.
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Then the fever left her, and she waited on them.
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When it was evening after sunset,
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they brought to him all who were ill or possessed by demons.
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The whole town was gathered at the door.
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He cured many who were sick with various diseases,
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and he drove out many demons, not
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permitting them to speak because they knew him.
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Rising very early before dawn, he
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left and went off to a deserted place where he prayed.
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Simon and those who were with him pursued him,
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and on finding him said, everyone is looking for you.
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He said, let us go to the nearby villages
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that I may preach there also.
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For this purpose, I have come.
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So he went into their synagogues,
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preaching and driving out demons through the whole of Galilee.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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We are presented with three very, very different visions
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of response to life and to fortune.
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The first one we get, and you know,
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the first two actually, Job and Paul,
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they kind of remind me of Tigger and Eeyore
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from Winnie the Pooh.
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You know, that first reading is just,
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you hate to refer to scripture as whiny,
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but you know, when Rita read it,
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and Rita is one of the most upbeat people I know,
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but even Rita reading it was a little depressing.
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It's not life of drudgery, and we're just a slave,
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and at night, and I'll never, ever, ever
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know happiness again, it is so Eeyore.
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You know, poor, poor Job.
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And you know, we get this in scripture,
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the entire book of Lamentations is,
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you know, it's ascribed to Job,
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but Job is a fictional character.
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So this is, it's like all the depressed people of Israel
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got together and decided to write a book.
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But it is important that that is in scripture,
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because otherwise, religion becomes
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the purview of happy people.
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And I've seen, and this is very popular
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in some of the sort of grassroots level churches in America
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where, you know, everyone's supposed to show up
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at a funeral going, but it's a blessing from God,
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and they're in heaven, and we're happy,
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and you're like, no.
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No, sometimes it's okay to bring that pain and sorrow
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into our faith, and it doesn't mean we're,
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you know, you're less Christian
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because you don't see joy in every moment.
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You know, and I have to tell you not to,
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you know, throw any of you under the bus,
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but I always like to notice when I come in,
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just because it's maybe a little projection,
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but when I come into the early morning mass,
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and I watch, usually it's during the first reading,
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and literally everyone's going.
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I'm like, this is a very unhappy group of people.
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And you know that, I know that by noon you'll all be fine,
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but it, you know, it's just, it's 7.30 in the morning,
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and most people just aren't real animated at that hour,
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you know, so there's this sense that scripture
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needs to bring all of us into our faith.
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There are four psalms called the cursing psalms
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that scripture scholars have written tons about
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that in the, in what is called the breviary,
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which is the cycle of prayers
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that the priest is supposed to say every day.
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So there's a set of psalms, three psalms,
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and in the cycle they took out the cursing psalms
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out of that little lectionary because they're just,
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you know, it's too awful a vision of God.
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They serve a great purpose in scripture.
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They let you know that the people in that day and age,
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they even brought their anger.
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Even anger at God is a belief in God.
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You can't be angry with a God you don't believe in.
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So even when someone says they are angry with God,
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it's an amazing expression of faith.
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You don't find people who have a great faith
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in a moment of crisis saying, huh, no longer believe in God.
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They may come to that crisis,
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but usually first they have to get to this anger at God.
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And when those cursing psalms, when people knew them,
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and you know, we know little lines out of them, you know,
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God will dash their children against a stone.
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That's not usually the God
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we're hoping to spend eternity with, you know.
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But that image of God is there because that's important,
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that we don't think that we can come to God
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only when we're emotionally in the right place.
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You know, if I'm going to pray,
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first I have to sort of calm and become a guru.
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And once I'm a guru, I can approach God in prayer.
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No, the prayer is what helps us get there.
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So we have to be able to bring ourselves,
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Job today, this character, Job in absolute,
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it's not even depression, Job is in a whiny space.
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Paul is in the tigger space.
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You know, Paul is, it's sort of like that grassroots level.
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Paul, every once in a while,
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and you don't know if we're getting the authentic,
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you know, he's writing a letter,
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and he basically, and from prison there's a lot of this,
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you know, I'm in prison and everything,
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you know, I'm in chains and I'm in the dark
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and they're going to kill me,
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but I'm in, I have all this joy for what's going on.
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And you kind of want to go, really, Paul?
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Really?
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You know, there are those people that we know
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that when real tragedy happens,
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you know, I almost think that, you know,
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it's the spiritual end of denial.
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There's a difference between trusting God
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that things are going to be okay
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even though they're tough right now.
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There's a difference between that and the sort of,
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oh, even when God gives me sufferings, I love it.
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And, you know, that leaves the area of spirituality
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and gets into some sort of fetish
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that I don't want to know about.
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Suffering is suffering.
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And God can be with us in it, but it's still suffering,
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and we need to feel the suffering.
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Some days we need to feel that sort of loneliness,
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whatever it is that Job is going through,
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whatever it is then that Paul is going through.
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Now, what we get that's interesting in the gospel,
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and we get it twice.
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We get it with Simon, Peter's mother-in-law,
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and we get it again with Jesus.
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And that is these people whose emotional reaction
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we're not told much about.
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We're told their physical reaction.
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Now, the mother-in-law in this to me
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is possibly the saddest character in all of Scripture.
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She's sick with a fever, and Jesus,
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Jesus himself walks in and says,
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basically says, you're healed.
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What's for dinner?
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I mean, this is every mother's nightmare.
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But, and of course, they don't say that anyone asked her.
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It just says, you know, the fever left,
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and she waited on them.
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And a few seconds later, we always see that,
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it always, you know, there's an edge to that for us.
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But we don't see that there's a very similar minute
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with Jesus in a few minutes.
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Jesus has got now the crowds pressing in on him.
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Everyone wants something.
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They've all seen the healing.
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They're all after him, and they, you know,
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everyone wants two minutes.
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And he gets away, and he prays.
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This is the moment that he is healed.
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He gets away, and he has a moment alone,
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and they come, and they say, everyone's looking for you.
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He goes, yeah, let's go, boom.
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He gets up, and he starts waiting on others again.
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It's this moment that says, you know,
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helping other people is exhausting,
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but the grace of this character of the mother-in-law
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is how many of us, when we're struck
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with some horrible health crisis,
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you know, this year, the flu, all these things,
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or even more serious life-threatening illnesses,
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how many of us, now, I don't mean the bargaining.
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We'll do all sorts of bargaining with God when we're sick.
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If you just get me well, I'll do this, I'll do,
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but how many of us truly want to be cured
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so that we can get back to helping others?
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How many of us think, oh, I've gotta get through this
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because, you know, people get there.
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People do this all the time.
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You know, even if it's not,
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even if it's not a warm, fuzzy feeling,
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I can't tell you the number of parents I've seen
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that face illness, and their first reaction
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is what will happen to my children?
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Meaning, I just want to be healthy
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so that I can get back to taking care of my children.
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That's that sort of gut-level reaction you see
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out of the mother-in-law and out of Jesus today,
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and what makes Jesus' kind of particular
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is he's so focused on the mission,
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and it's kind of the mission that I think
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modern religion has forgotten about.
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You know, Jesus is running around healing, helping.
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He's running around healing, helping,
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and preaching good news, and he goes into a town,
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and like, how much could he have preached?
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He couldn't have given them the code of canon law.
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You know, he goes in, he heals some people,
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he preaches the good news to them,
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and then goes to the next town.
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I've no doubt that nowadays the hierarchy
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would tell him that that is an incomplete catechesis,
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and absolutely no one is truly ready for the sacrament.
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When did our faith become, you know,
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this has got to, you have got to get to CCD every week,
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and you've got to do this, and we've got to train,
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and we're not teaching enough on this topic,
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when it sort of expanded from this,
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it says in Mark's gospel, the earliest gospel,
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most scripture scholars would say,
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you know, let's go to the nearby villages
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that I can preach there also.
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This is the purpose I've come for.
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So what it's telling us is the purpose
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that Jesus comes for, now we would say
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later he came for the cross,
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but at this moment in his life,
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his purpose as an itinerant preacher
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is clearly to go to a town,
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preach this message that, you know,
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God is with you in salvation,
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and God is going to lift up the poor,
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and all of these basic messages of the kingdom of God,
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he's gonna preach them,
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and a day later he's gonna be gone.
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What would it look like today if we could boil our faith
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down to something that could be taught in an afternoon?
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Now, that doesn't mean you wouldn't spend
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the rest of your life trying to ruminate on it
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and figure out what it meant,
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but my guess is if you told any member of the clergy,
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deacon, priest, bishop, pope,
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that, you know, you get two hours
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to tell them about Catholicism,
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and that's all they're gonna have for their life.
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It would just be fascinating to see, you know,
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where some people would go with that.
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What we'd always get probably is a little bit of gospel
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and a lot of agenda, you know,
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because they only get a moment.
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Jesus really didn't set up a system that said,
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let's come in and I am going to walk you through
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until you are all formed
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exactly the way I think you should be.
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It was this, I'm gonna leave you
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in the hands of your community.
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What the essence of his message was,
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and we don't even think about it
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because it's no longer radical.
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The radical message he had was this message
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that all of these rules aren't gonna get you into heaven.
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God is.
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God's gonna get you into heaven or God's not.
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It's not something you're capable of.
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You can be, I hope you will respond to this
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by going out and being the best person you can
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and helping others and knowing that God is there to help you
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so you should be there to help others
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and living this life of service, and then he moves on.
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And that is that original, in the Greek, the kerygma,
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the original proclamation of Jesus.
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It's quickly changed into the early proclamation of church,
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but the proclamation of Jesus is all this kingdom of God.
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What is the kingdom of God?
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And all of this, the lowly will be lifted up
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and those who are up on the top will be brought back down
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and it's this move towards true equality
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and where Job finds himself whining
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and where Paul finds himself with almost a false bravado,
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it's this character of the mother-in-law in Jesus
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that take the gifts they're given,
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take the hits they're given,
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and then get up and continue with their life
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and who they are.
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Get out there and do the work.
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You know, the interesting thing is in this,
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especially today, it kind of has
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this sort of sexist edge to it
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because it says, you know, she gets up and waits on them.
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And we don't know.
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Most of us assume, you know,
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we can just put a mom duty on her at that point.
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You know, she's cooking or doing, you know.
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But the truth is she gets up
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and had it said that about anyone else in scripture,
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that they served Jesus, we wouldn't go there.
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That's something, you know, if they said,
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yes, Peter was serving Jesus, they wouldn't go.
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You mean he made dinner?
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So some of that is our own projection.
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She gets up and it says, and she begins to serve them.
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When you're talking about Jesus and the followers,
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serving them could have meant she got up
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and went out and helped the poor.
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She served them.
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Most of us want healing.
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Most of us already have some amount of help.
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We all have some amount of gifts.
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Do we use them to serve the gospel?
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Because the day we do, that's when we understand
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the mindset of Simon's mother-in-law.
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More importantly, we start to understand
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the mindset of Jesus.
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Could have set himself up with a really nice following
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if he didn't just keep going to the next town.
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But that's what he came for.
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Not to control a small group of people,
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but to transform and give freedom to the wider community.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the honest and hum Father Pat’s message centers on the honest and human ways people respond to suffering, healing, and purpose in life. He contrasts the emotional states of Job and Paul—one embodying sorrow and lamentation, the other enthusiastic but possibly unrealistic joy—with the quiet, purposeful actions of Jesus and Simon’s mother-in-law, who both respond to healing and renewal by immediately serving others. Father Pat emphasizes that authentic faith does not require emotional perfection; rather, it invites us to bring our full, messy selves to God. True spirituality is not about escaping suffering or masking it with cheerfulness, but about allowing God to meet us in our real experiences—and then, like Jesus, continuing the mission of love, compassion, and service.
Father Pat begins his homily by acknowledging the range of emotional responses to life’s burdens as portrayed in Scripture, particularly through the figures of Job and Paul. Job represents the voice of lament and despair, a deeply human cry that resonates with anyone who has experienced suffering. Father Pat humorously compares Job to Eeyore from “Winnie the Pooh,” describing his speech as almost “whiny,” yet affirming the sacredness of these feelings by noting that such expressions are preserved within the biblical canon. This inclusion reveals that even sorrow and anger have a place in our relationship with God. Lamentation, even when directed at God, is still an act of faith. Father Pat notes that scripture includes “cursing psalms” and difficult passages because they reflect the whole human experience—they remind us that we don’t have to be emotionally sanitized to pray. God embraces us in our rawness, not just in our serenity.
Paul, on the other hand, is likened to Tigger—bouncing with joy, even in suffering. From prison, Paul writes with elation and confidence in God’s plan. Father Pat challenges this tone slightly, suggesting that while trust in God during hardship is admirable, there’s a danger in romanticizing suffering. It becomes a kind of denial or even spiritual exhibitionism if we pretend that pain is not painful. He warns against the kind of piety that demands cheerfulness in tragic moments, such as at funerals, where people may feel pressured to smile and declare God’s goodness rather than grieve. Real faith makes room for grief and does not require us to fake joy. Paul’s joy is authentic, but it must be grounded in a recognition of real human pain.
The Gospel reading, however, shifts the focus from emotional expression to action. Simon’s mother-in-law, once healed by Jesus, immediately begins to serve. While some may read this cynically—as though she’s being forced back into domestic servitude—Father Pat invites a more generous interpretation. He sees her response not as obligation but vocation. She uses her healing as a call to return to service. Likewise, Jesus himself, after healing and ministering to crowds, withdraws to pray, restoring himself spiritually. Yet when the disciples find him and urge him to return to the crowd, he instead insists on continuing to other villages. This shows a laser focus on mission: not to build a fan base or stay in comfort, but to reach more people with the good news of the Kingdom.
Father Pat draws a parallel between the mother-in-law and Jesus: both are healed or renewed, and both return to service. This is the model of authentic discipleship—not just receiving grace for personal comfort, but being transformed to serve others. He challenges the modern Church’s tendency to overcomplicate faith with systems, rules, programs, and catechetical requirements. Jesus’ message was simple, radical, and portable. He preached, healed, and moved on. He trusted communities to hold and live the message without his constant oversight. In contrast, today's Church often insists on complete doctrinal formation before people are “ready” for sacraments or belonging. But Jesus’ original ministry was about inclusion, liberation, and transformation—not control.
Ultimately, Father Pat's message calls us to reflect on our own responses to God’s grace. Are we like Job, overwhelmed and sorrowful? Like Paul, exuberant but perhaps in denial? Or like Simon’s mother-in-law and Jesus, do we receive healing and then rise to serve? Faith is not about achieving emotional perfection but about responding to God’s presence with authenticity and purpose. The goal is not to be cheerful all the time or to suffer stoically, but to live a life of service rooted in the grace we’ve received. When we do that, we participate in the mission of Christ—not to dominate or indoctrinate, but to heal, liberate, and proclaim the nearness of God’s kingdom....
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Recognize Christ in Broken Bread
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They said to him, the things that happened to Jesus, the Nazarene, who was a prophet mighty in deed and word before God and all the people. How our chief priests and rulers both handed him over to a sentence of death and crucified him. But we were hoping that he would be the one to redeem Israel. And besides all this, it is now the third day since this took place. Some women from our group, however, have astounded us. They were at the tomb early in the morning and did not find his body. They came back and reported that they had indeed seen a vision of angels who announced that he was alive. Then some of those with us went to the tomb and found things just as the women had described, but him they did not see. And he said to them, oh, how foolish you are. How slow of heart to believe all that the prophets spoke. Was it not necessary that Christ should suffer these things and enter into his glory? Then beginning with Moses and all the prophets, he interpreted to them what referred to him in all the scriptures. As they approached the village to which they were going, he gave the impression that he was going on farther. But they urged him, stay with us, for it is nearly evening and the day is almost over. So he went in to stay with them. And it happened that while he was with them at table, he took bread, said the blessing, broke it, and gave it to them. With that, their eyes were opened, and they recognized him, but he vanished from their sight. Then they said to each other, were not our hearts burning within us while he spoke to us on the way and opened the scripture to us? So they set out at once and returned to Jerusalem, where they found gathered together the 11 and those who were with them, who were saying the Lord has truly been raised and has appeared to Simon. Then the two recounted what had taken place on the way and how he was made known to them in the breaking of bread. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The author of the fourth gospel, who is called John, we are not quite sure who he was or whether it was even a single person, but you know, it comes out of, we get a word from John, Johannine. It comes from this Johannine community, this Johannine tradition. And it's a gospel written to the Greeks. And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a line And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a launching into a teaching a different culture about the importance of that Semitic meal ritual. You know, for us as the church, we talk about it very much as the breaking of the bread and the Eucharist. And even by the time of John, I'm not sure the Eucharist with the theology we have in place was a reality back then. They were still reenacting the meal and, you know, Trinity and all of these other things start to grow out of the community at a different pace. So while many people nowadays will tell you, this is all about that moment of the breaking of the bread, that's definitely one climax of the story. But we miss, very often, the journey that gets them there. Because many people have taken this to say, you know, when people come, they'll, you know, people who have never been to a church, it doesn't matter what is said. It doesn't matter about the community. It doesn't matter about the prayers. It doesn't matter about what they're doing in the world. They'll recognize him in that ritual. And then, so what do we do when people come and go, eh? He held up something that, you know, for someone who's not Christian, they'd probably say, you know, show me a miracle. Whatever that is, turn it into bread. Because it doesn't even look like that. You know, it's, I, if you serve that at dinner, people would not be pleased. If it were bread, you know, I'm always, I always think, well, we call it bread, but I wouldn't leave bread in that tabernacle for weeks on end and serve it. You know, I mean, I might, it would depend on the dinner. But, you know, you've got this sense of what would you do? So people come and they think, well, what if the ritual doesn't hit them? Many of you know, I have a branch of my family that is in the Mormon church, and, which means, I didn't get through my teenage years without lots of visits from elders. And I think I succeeded in irritating most of them. But, you know, the pitch of that evangelical thrust is usually the same, which is, you know, we would like you to read the Book of Mormon. And, you know, when you read this, trust me, the Spirit will talk to you. You'll be converted. And so I read it, and I said, so what if, what if it didn't hit me? I read it, I didn't get, I didn't get my big runner's high moment. And the answer, well, you know, I think we can help you pray for you. In other words, if this hits you, it hits you, and see, our theology is proven. If it doesn't, we'll figure out what's wrong with you until it does. And that's often what we do at the Eucharist. You'll watch us receive communion, and you'll see Jesus. And I'm not sure we really even believe that experientially. I don't think we've seen it. I don't think we've talked about Catholicism to people. And then years later, they finally saw the ritual and went, that's it. We're taught about the ritual, and that's really what this is about. It's not about a magic moment that will, you know, the Holy Spirit, William Barclay once said, the Holy Spirit is not a gate crasher that will bust into your heart and control you whether you like it or not. You know, it's, so how do we bring people to the Eucharist? And the story has more to do with the windup. Here we have these two people on the road who have just gone through, you know, probably the most emotional rollercoaster of their life. You know, they've been through these great times with Jesus and the Last Supper and, you know, then the horrible Good Friday, and then, you know, they're hearing whispers of resurrection and they're all over the place. And they run into someone who seems to be unaware of anything going on. So they fill him in and say, here's what's happened this week. Here's what we've experienced. And he says, eh, I think you've got it all wrong. And he starts really kind of taking them to task. Oh, you know, I mean, I think when I've just met someone on the road, oh, how slow and foolish you are. It's not a great opening to dialogue. The story has Jesus, you know, the way the story's written, and that's why you have to understand this culture, when we hear it in modern terms, we go, diplomatic skill's not so good in this story. But they listen to him. They listen to the content. It's clear he's not thinking like they are. And at the end of the journey, he's going on and they're going in for the night. And that, I think, is the graced moment. Here we have travelers who, even in the midst of everything they've gone through, encounter someone who clearly challenges them on all of their beliefs. And their response is, well, come have dinner with us. Let's continue this. They're open to the experience of Jesus at that moment. He didn't pull up the bread and magically hit them with the scales falling from their eyes, and they can now see the truth, because the miracle of the meal, but the miracle of the openness. You can imagine. I mean, we look at our church, we look at our country, and when someone comes at us saying, I actually think the way the other side does, we go, thank you, I've got dinner with friends tonight. You know, I can't tell you how many people have said to me, well, you know, I don't know what to do with my best friend because they're a Democrat or they're a Republican. And we just can't talk anymore. The Emmaus journey is not a journey between a bunch of people who all think alike. What gets them to the table is their ability to be open to something beyond their own way of thinking. In politics today, they talk a lot about people in their bubbles. I like to talk a lot about people in their tribal thinking. They all have their favorite tribe. Either their favorite tribe is Catholic or Republican or Democrat or Protestant, and it gets narrower and narrower. And it's, well, it's got to be, it's not just Republican. I'm an alt-right, alt-conservative Catholic. I am a super liberal social justice Methodist. And the smaller we get our tribe, because I think what's happened is both our church and our country have grown large enough that we can no longer tap into that for identity. We all want something smaller to belong to. So we'll say we're proud to be Americans, but first I edited all the Americans who disagree with me out of my mind, and I'm very proud to be what's left. And both sides do that. Both sides are not very proud of the other side of the fence right now. You know, I am proud to be one of my kind of Americans. It just doesn't have the same sort of ring, does it? I'm very proud to be my kind of Catholic. The rest of you I'm a little concerned about, but I am very proud. Because our need for identity, it just doesn't get met right now by such a large group. And we don't think alike, and we've lost the ability to say, hey, of course we don't think alike. That doesn't mean we don't support each other. Now, in small groups, this can work. Not every family, but there are. I've encountered over a dozen healthy families in 20 years. I mean, there are healthy families out there who disagree radically, and they don't stop supporting each other. They don't wish ill on one another. They just disagree. And probably it's stronger. I worry about the younger generations now that don't have that experience of sitting around table night after night after night, you know? Or they're sitting around table, but by themselves. Because, you know, there was three soccer practices, two piano lessons, and, you know. We, that idea that, you know, one of the things, I've told you both my parents were severe, severe alcoholics that really got their lives together later in life. And so the years that I was growing up, there wasn't a lot of bonding, but they were high-functioning alcoholics. And in their generation, alcoholism was kind of a social skill. So, you know, I don't harbor anger there. There's a lot of relational things that didn't happen. So there's some closeness that might have happened when I was eight or nine that didn't. But when I look at that dynamic of how high-functioning they were, and I mean, they might be passed out by seven in the evening. But in all those years, my dad never missed a day of work. And my mother, with seven children, had a meal on the table every single night. And she'd go weeks on end without repeating a recipe. Not for lack of memory, it wasn't that bad. But, you know, in the 1970s, when most of us thought dinner was something brown, something white, and something green, she was cooking Greek food and Asian food and, you know, Mexican food and Italian. She was just, oh, just loved to cook. And so we always, this group of siblings that have nothing in common but history. I mean, if I lined up the seven jobs of the seven of us, you'd go, okay, let a geneticist look at that mess and try and figure it out. We have nothing, no common interests. My older brother still just wants me to get rid of this religion stuff and go hunting with him. You can just see that, can't you? Maybe if he were in front of the gun, there's a possibility. We just see nothing eye to eye. It's that we just don't have anything in common. We get together and we all get along. And it's from those nights around table. And it's not that we were a family where anyone would say, what did you do today? It was more banter and this and that. But, you know, as we grew older, it might be trivial pursuits or uno. There was something around table that happened. And we don't agree on a lot of stuff, but we can get to the table. And that's the Emmaus journey, when we disagree. When someone says, oh, you've got it all wrong. Can we still get to the table? Because if we can't, there's no encounter, there's no chance of the encounter with Christ if we can't get to the table. Political terms, they can call it reaching across the aisle, but can we get to the table? Or is our identity, we're going to stop those people? Is the identity of everyone right now who we can stop in the world? And that's politically, that's religiously. I can't tell you the number of people who identify their Catholicism by the groups we're going to fight. We can all figure out who we'd like to be at war with. There are just so many possibilities nowadays. The choices are endless. Or we can say, how do we get to the table with the people we don't agree with on the journey? Can we listen and say, well, I don't agree, but there is some truth there. OK, that point they had. Most of us, again, no matter which side of a political or religious fence you were on, most of us had at least one or two topics that when they came up politically, we thought, oh, our candidate doesn't do real well on this. I hope they don't ask it tonight. Rather than saying, huh, maybe I should call my own candidates to correction. Our tribal identity was too strong. And I always say every year at the Feast of the Holy Family, the only family that's truly holy is the one that includes every member of humanity. How big is our tribe? Religion invites us to belong to something larger. And I think we're at a crisis because people are trying to find their identities in something smaller. It's just cleaner. It's easier. A community of three people is so much less difficult than a church of one billion. What are we willing to belong to? And how large? If I need to be always right, I'm thinking a community of one. And even we don't agree all the time. That'll scare you. If I need to agree, my tribe will be minuscule. If I can disagree on the journey and still get to the table, our tribe could be larger. With the help of God, it could be universal. We could finally see the Eucharist, but we won't get there until we can enjoy the journey with those with whom we may never agree. Agreeing and respecting are two different things. Agreement will get us all sorts of things in the world. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to the Lord.
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That very day, the first day of the week,
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two of Jesus' disciples were going
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to a village seven miles from Jerusalem called Emmaus,
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and they were conversing about all the things that
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had occurred.
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And it happened that while they were conversing and debating,
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Jesus himself drew near and walked with them,
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but their eyes were prevented from recognizing him.
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He asked them, what are you discussing
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as you walk along?
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They stopped, looking downcast.
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One of them, named Cleopas, said to him in reply,
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are you the only visitor to Jerusalem
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who does not know of the things that have taken place there
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in these days?
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And he replied to them, what sort of things?
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They said to him, the things that
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happened to Jesus, the Nazarene, who
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was a prophet mighty in deed and word
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before God and all the people.
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How our chief priests and rulers both handed him
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over to a sentence of death and crucified him.
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But we were hoping that he would be the one to redeem Israel.
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And besides all this, it is now the third day
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since this took place.
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Some women from our group, however, have astounded us.
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They were at the tomb early in the morning
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and did not find his body.
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They came back and reported that they had indeed
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seen a vision of angels who announced that he was alive.
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Then some of those with us went to the tomb
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and found things just as the women had described,
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but him they did not see.
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And he said to them, oh, how foolish you are.
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How slow of heart to believe all that the prophets spoke.
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Was it not necessary that Christ should suffer these things
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and enter into his glory?
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Then beginning with Moses and all the prophets,
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he interpreted to them what referred
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to him in all the scriptures.
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As they approached the village to which they were going,
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he gave the impression that he was going on farther.
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But they urged him, stay with us, for it is nearly evening
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and the day is almost over.
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So he went in to stay with them.
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And it happened that while he was with them at table,
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he took bread, said the blessing, broke it,
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and gave it to them.
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With that, their eyes were opened,
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and they recognized him, but he vanished from their sight.
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Then they said to each other, were not our hearts
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burning within us while he spoke to us on the way
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and opened the scripture to us?
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So they set out at once and returned to Jerusalem,
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where they found gathered together the 11
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and those who were with them, who
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were saying the Lord has truly been raised
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and has appeared to Simon.
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Then the two recounted what had taken place on the way
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and how he was made known to them in the breaking of bread.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The author of the fourth gospel, who is called John,
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we are not quite sure who he was or whether it was even
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a single person, but you know, it comes out of,
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we get a word from John, Johannine.
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It comes from this Johannine community,
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this Johannine tradition.
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And it's a gospel written to the Greeks.
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And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a line
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And so today, this entire gospel is sort of a launching
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into a teaching a different culture
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about the importance of that Semitic meal ritual.
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You know, for us as the church, we
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talk about it very much as the breaking
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of the bread and the Eucharist.
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And even by the time of John, I'm
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not sure the Eucharist with the theology we have in place
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was a reality back then.
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They were still reenacting the meal and, you know,
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Trinity and all of these other things
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start to grow out of the community at a different pace.
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So while many people nowadays will tell you,
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this is all about that moment of the breaking of the bread,
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that's definitely one climax of the story.
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But we miss, very often, the journey that gets them there.
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Because many people have taken this to say, you know,
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when people come, they'll, you know,
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people who have never been to a church,
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it doesn't matter what is said.
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It doesn't matter about the community.
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It doesn't matter about the prayers.
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It doesn't matter about what they're doing in the world.
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They'll recognize him in that ritual.
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And then, so what do we do when people come and go, eh?
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He held up something that, you know,
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for someone who's not Christian, they'd probably say,
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you know, show me a miracle.
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Whatever that is, turn it into bread.
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Because it doesn't even look like that.
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You know, it's, I, if you serve that at dinner,
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people would not be pleased.
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If it were bread, you know, I'm always, I always think,
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well, we call it bread, but I wouldn't leave bread
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in that tabernacle for weeks on end and serve it.
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You know, I mean, I might, it would depend on the dinner.
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But, you know, you've got this sense of what would you do?
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So people come and they think,
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well, what if the ritual doesn't hit them?
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Many of you know, I have a branch of my family
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that is in the Mormon church, and, which means,
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I didn't get through my teenage years
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without lots of visits from elders.
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And I think I succeeded in irritating most of them.
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But, you know, the pitch of that evangelical thrust
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is usually the same, which is, you know,
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we would like you to read the Book of Mormon.
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And, you know, when you read this,
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trust me, the Spirit will talk to you.
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You'll be converted.
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And so I read it, and I said,
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so what if, what if it didn't hit me?
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I read it, I didn't get,
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I didn't get my big runner's high moment.
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And the answer, well, you know,
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I think we can help you pray for you.
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In other words, if this hits you, it hits you,
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and see, our theology is proven.
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If it doesn't, we'll figure out what's wrong with you
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until it does.
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And that's often what we do at the Eucharist.
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You'll watch us receive communion,
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and you'll see Jesus.
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And I'm not sure we really even believe that experientially.
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I don't think we've seen it.
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I don't think we've talked about Catholicism to people.
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And then years later, they finally saw the ritual
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and went, that's it.
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We're taught about the ritual,
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and that's really what this is about.
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It's not about a magic moment that will,
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you know, the Holy Spirit, William Barclay once said,
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the Holy Spirit is not a gate crasher
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that will bust into your heart and control you
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whether you like it or not.
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You know, it's, so how do we bring people to the Eucharist?
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And the story has more to do with the windup.
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Here we have these two people on the road
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who have just gone through, you know,
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probably the most emotional rollercoaster of their life.
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You know, they've been through these great times with Jesus
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and the Last Supper and, you know,
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then the horrible Good Friday,
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and then, you know, they're hearing whispers of resurrection
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and they're all over the place.
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And they run into someone who seems to be
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unaware of anything going on.
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So they fill him in and say,
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here's what's happened this week.
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Here's what we've experienced.
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And he says, eh, I think you've got it all wrong.
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And he starts really kind of taking them to task.
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Oh, you know, I mean, I think when I've just met someone
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on the road, oh, how slow and foolish you are.
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It's not a great opening to dialogue.
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The story has Jesus, you know, the way the story's written,
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and that's why you have to understand this culture,
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when we hear it in modern terms, we go,
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diplomatic skill's not so good in this story.
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But they listen to him.
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They listen to the content.
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It's clear he's not thinking like they are.
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And at the end of the journey, he's going on
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and they're going in for the night.
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And that, I think, is the graced moment.
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Here we have travelers who, even in the midst of everything
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they've gone through, encounter someone
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who clearly challenges them on all of their beliefs.
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And their response is, well, come have dinner with us.
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Let's continue this.
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They're open to the experience of Jesus at that moment.
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He didn't pull up the bread and magically hit them
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with the scales falling from their eyes,
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and they can now see the truth, because the miracle
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of the meal, but the miracle of the openness.
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You can imagine.
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I mean, we look at our church, we look at our country,
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and when someone comes at us saying,
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I actually think the way the other side does, we go,
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thank you, I've got dinner with friends tonight.
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You know, I can't tell you how many people have said to me,
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well, you know, I don't know what to do with my best friend
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because they're a Democrat or they're a Republican.
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And we just can't talk anymore.
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The Emmaus journey is not a journey
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between a bunch of people who all think alike.
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What gets them to the table is their ability
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to be open to something beyond their own way of thinking.
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In politics today, they talk a lot
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about people in their bubbles.
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I like to talk a lot about people in their tribal thinking.
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They all have their favorite tribe.
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Either their favorite tribe is Catholic or Republican
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or Democrat or Protestant, and it gets narrower and narrower.
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And it's, well, it's got to be, it's not just Republican.
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I'm an alt-right, alt-conservative Catholic.
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I am a super liberal social justice Methodist.
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And the smaller we get our tribe,
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because I think what's happened is both our church
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and our country have grown large enough
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that we can no longer tap into that for identity.
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We all want something smaller to belong to.
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So we'll say we're proud to be Americans,
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but first I edited all the Americans
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who disagree with me out of my mind,
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and I'm very proud to be what's left.
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And both sides do that.
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Both sides are not very proud of the other side
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of the fence right now.
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You know, I am proud to be one of my kind of Americans.
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It just doesn't have the same sort of ring, does it?
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I'm very proud to be my kind of Catholic.
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The rest of you I'm a little concerned about,
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but I am very proud.
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Because our need for identity,
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it just doesn't get met right now by such a large group.
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And we don't think alike, and we've lost the ability to say,
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hey, of course we don't think alike.
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That doesn't mean we don't support each other.
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Now, in small groups, this can work.
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Not every family, but there are.
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I've encountered over a dozen healthy families in 20 years.
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I mean, there are healthy families out there
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who disagree radically,
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and they don't stop supporting each other.
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They don't wish ill on one another.
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They just disagree.
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And probably it's stronger.
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I worry about the younger generations now
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that don't have that experience of sitting around table
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night after night after night, you know?
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Or they're sitting around table, but by themselves.
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Because, you know, there was three soccer practices,
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two piano lessons, and, you know.
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We, that idea that, you know, one of the things,
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I've told you both my parents were severe,
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severe alcoholics that really got their lives together
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later in life.
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And so the years that I was growing up,
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there wasn't a lot of bonding,
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but they were high-functioning alcoholics.
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And in their generation,
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alcoholism was kind of a social skill.
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So, you know, I don't harbor anger there.
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There's a lot of relational things that didn't happen.
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So there's some closeness that might have happened
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when I was eight or nine that didn't.
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But when I look at that dynamic
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of how high-functioning they were,
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and I mean, they might be passed out by seven in the evening.
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But in all those years, my dad never missed a day of work.
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And my mother, with seven children,
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had a meal on the table every single night.
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And she'd go weeks on end without repeating a recipe.
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Not for lack of memory, it wasn't that bad.
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But, you know, in the 1970s,
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when most of us thought dinner was something brown,
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something white, and something green,
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she was cooking Greek food and Asian food
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and, you know, Mexican food and Italian.
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She was just, oh, just loved to cook.
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And so we always, this group of siblings
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that have nothing in common but history.
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I mean, if I lined up the seven jobs of the seven of us,
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you'd go, okay, let a geneticist look at that mess
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and try and figure it out.
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We have nothing, no common interests.
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My older brother still just wants me
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to get rid of this religion stuff
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and go hunting with him.
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You can just see that, can't you?
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Maybe if he were in front of the gun, there's a possibility.
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We just see nothing eye to eye.
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It's that we just don't have anything in common.
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We get together and we all get along.
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And it's from those nights around table.
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And it's not that we were a family
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where anyone would say, what did you do today?
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It was more banter and this and that.
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But, you know, as we grew older,
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it might be trivial pursuits or uno.
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There was something around table that happened.
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And we don't agree on a lot of stuff,
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but we can get to the table.
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And that's the Emmaus journey, when we disagree.
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When someone says, oh, you've got it all wrong.
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Can we still get to the table?
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Because if we can't, there's no encounter,
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there's no chance of the encounter with Christ
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if we can't get to the table.
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Political terms, they can call it reaching across the aisle,
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but can we get to the table?
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Or is our identity, we're going to stop those people?
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Is the identity of everyone right now
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who we can stop in the world?
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And that's politically, that's religiously.
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I can't tell you the number of people
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who identify their Catholicism by the groups
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we're going to fight.
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We can all figure out who we'd like to be at war with.
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There are just so many possibilities nowadays.
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The choices are endless.
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Or we can say, how do we get to the table with the people
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we don't agree with on the journey?
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Can we listen and say, well, I don't agree,
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but there is some truth there.
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OK, that point they had.
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Most of us, again, no matter which
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side of a political or religious fence you were on,
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most of us had at least one or two topics
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that when they came up politically,
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we thought, oh, our candidate doesn't do real well on this.
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I hope they don't ask it tonight.
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Rather than saying, huh, maybe I should call my own candidates
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to correction.
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Our tribal identity was too strong.
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And I always say every year at the Feast of the Holy Family,
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the only family that's truly holy
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is the one that includes every member of humanity.
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How big is our tribe?
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Religion invites us to belong to something larger.
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And I think we're at a crisis because people
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are trying to find their identities
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in something smaller.
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It's just cleaner.
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It's easier.
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A community of three people is so much less difficult
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than a church of one billion.
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What are we willing to belong to?
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And how large?
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If I need to be always right, I'm
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thinking a community of one.
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And even we don't agree all the time.
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That'll scare you.
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If I need to agree, my tribe will be minuscule.
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If I can disagree on the journey and still get to the table,
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our tribe could be larger.
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With the help of God, it could be universal.
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We could finally see the Eucharist,
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but we won't get there until we can enjoy the journey
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with those with whom we may never agree.
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Agreeing and respecting are two different things.
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Agreement will get us all sorts of things in the world.
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Mutual respect will get us to the table.
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Fr. Pat’s homily centers on the Emmaus story as a Fr. Pat’s homily centers on the Emmaus story as a profound lesson not simply about the Eucharist as a ritual, but about the journey of openness, dialogue, and relationship that leads to true encounter with Christ. He challenges the notion that the breaking of the bread alone is the magic moment of recognition, arguing instead that the real miracle lies in the disciples' willingness to walk with and listen to someone who challenges their thinking. Fr. Pat draws a parallel between the disciples’ openness and the current cultural and ecclesial fragmentation, where identity is often rooted in narrow tribal affiliations. He calls for a broader, more inclusive spiritual identity—one that embraces disagreement and difference as essential components of community. The Emmaus journey teaches us that real communion requires the courage to stay at the table, even with those who see the world differently.
In greater detail, Fr. Pat explores the Emmaus narrative from Luke’s Gospel not solely as a Eucharistic text, but as a model for how faith is formed through relationship and openness. He points out that while many interpret the climax of the story to be the recognition of Jesus in the breaking of the bread, the true transformative moment may lie in the disciples’ decision to invite the stranger—who has just challenged their beliefs—to stay with them for a meal. This act of hospitality and vulnerability opens the door to revelation. Fr. Pat uses this to critique a common assumption in both liturgical practice and evangelization: that the Eucharist, or any ritual, will automatically convert or convince. Instead, he argues, the Eucharist is not magic—it is the culmination of a relationship, of listening, of shared experience and openness.
He draws a comparison to how other religious traditions—like Mormon missionaries—assume that spiritual truth will automatically be "felt" if their sacred text is read. Similarly, Catholics sometimes assume that non-believers or disaffected Catholics will experience the presence of Christ simply by witnessing the Eucharist. But Fr. Pat suggests that unless people have been on a journey of listening, wrestling, and openness, the ritual itself may fall flat. He stresses that the Emmaus story teaches us that encounter with Christ is not built on agreement or uniformity of thought, but on shared willingness to walk together, to listen through disagreement, and to remain at the table.
Fr. Pat uses the metaphor of "the table" not just to refer to the Eucharistic table, but to the broader human and spiritual act of sitting together in community despite differences. He laments our current cultural and religious tendency to retreat into ever-smaller tribes—whether political, ideological, or religious—and how that shrinks our capacity for communion. He speaks of how many people now define their Catholicism or their national identity by who they oppose or exclude. Identity, he suggests, is increasingly formed by division rather than inclusion. This reflects a deep insecurity and a desire to belong to something small and manageable, rather than something universal and challenging.
Drawing from his own family experience—marked by difference, dysfunction, yet also deep bonds—Fr. Pat illustrates that unity does not require agreement, but repeated, habitual encounters around the table. He fondly recalls how, despite great differences in belief and lifestyle, his family could always come together around meals. That experience, he suggests, formed a kind of foundational relational theology: that communion happens not through sameness, but through shared presence and enduring connection. He worries that younger generations, who may lack regular communal meals and who are often isolated by hyperactivity or technology, might not develop the same capacity for shared life amid difference.
Politically and ecclesially, Fr. Pat critiques the impulse to define ourselves by who we are not—by the people we are ‘against.’ In this climate, reaching across the aisle or across the pew becomes harder. He challenges Catholics to ask whether we are truly forming communities capable of mutual respect, or simply echo chambers of agreement. He reminds us that the Holy Spirit does not force conversion or understanding; it works where there is openness. The Emmaus disciples did not recognize Christ because of a theological argument or a doctrinal statement, but because they walked, listened, questioned, and finally extended hospitality to someone who saw the world differently.
Ultimately, Fr. Pat suggests that if our Catholic identity is to be authentic and transformative, it must be universal, inclusive, and rooted in mutual respect, not tribal purity. The Emmaus story challenges us to walk with one another, especially with those we do not understand or agree with, and to remain open to the possibility that Christ is revealed not just in the breaking of the bread, but in the breaking open of our hearts along the journey. Only in this way can we truly become a Eucharistic people—those who are able to recognize Christ not just in ritual, but in relationship....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 883.5599975585938, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. As the Passover of the Jews was near, Jesus went up to Jerusalem. He found in the temple area those who sold oxen, sheep, and doves, as well as their money changers, seated there. He made a whip out of cords and drove them all out of the temple area with the sheep and the oxen and spilled the coins of their money changers and overturned their tables. And to those who sold doves, he said, take these out of here and stop making my father's house a marketplace. His disciples recalled the words of Scripture, zeal for your house will consume me. At this, the Jews answered and said to him, what sign can you show us for doing this? Jesus answered and said to them, destroy this temple and in three days I will raise it up. The Jews said, this temple has been under construction for 46 years and you will raise it up in three days. But he was speaking about the temple of his body. Therefore, when he was raised from the dead, his disciples remembered that he had said this and they came to believe the scriptures and the words Jesus had spoken. While he was in Jerusalem for the feast of Passover, many began to believe in his name when they saw the signs he was doing. But Jesus would not trust himself to them because he knew them all and he did not need anyone to testify about human nature. He himself understood it well. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. So take a breath. Be calm. I have to tell you something. There are no Ten Commandments. There's probably about 12 or 13 of them jammed in there. And different churches, it's kind of funny, I don't think people know this, but if you go to a Catholic encyclopedia and you look up the Ten Commandments that will number them one through ten, and then if you go to another church, the Lutheran maybe, and you look up the Ten Commandments, you'll see the same ten, but like maybe two and three are combined into one and these two are stretched out into two. And so, you know, when someone who I don't know if they just don't want to say what they've done or what, but when someone comes into a confessional every once in a while, someone will come in and say, I sinned against the Sixth Commandment. I always want to go, Catholic or Protestant? Which numbering system? So we came up with this idea. I don't, I'm not quite sure why the idea of ten, whether it was, you know, you could count to ten without having to use your neighbor's hand. I don't know, but we came to ten, and when you look at them, they kind of, some of them go on for a while and others are just very short, and there's no literary hint. They weren't using bold font or bullet points yet, so there's no literary hint. So when we talk about them, it's kind of difficult when people start saying, well, now, which commandment is that? So there are longer lists in Deuteronomy and numbers, but this is kind of the one that we all talk about when we say the Ten Commandments, and it's got some problems that we have to figure out, and I think what we should do above all of them is grasp the first one. If we can get to the first one, we're in great shape, which is, you know, we worship God, period, nothing else. Just God, don't have any other gods, and of course, depending on the era that you hear the preaching come out of, they'll talk about, well, you know, a lot of people worship instead of God, and they'll throw out whatever the sin is of the day. Money has been, for a long time, people have said money, but it's not really money. People just sort of worship power, having their own power, and money may be a sign of that for some people. But this is a really tough, Peter had to do it today, but at every one of these masses, someone has to get up and says, you shall not carve idols for yourself in the shape of anything, and they kind of have to stand about two feet in front of that cross while they say it. You shall not carve any idols, and hide it, you know. We do, so how do we handle that? Because we understand what the real underlying law is, which is, the reason they weren't to carve idols is because they had this habit of really worshiping them, and there are some people who still do that. They, you know, they still think that there is a magic in the artifact itself, that there's somehow it's a talisman, it's a, no, it's an image that points us to God. It's got to point us to God. Even for many people, they worship Scripture, and it can be very devastating because they kind of cherry pick their way through to get what they want, but normally, when people put Scripture above God, you know, they have this sense that we've all been taught God is loving and God is kind, and when it's time to get mad at someone, they won't say, well, you know, God's love fails. When they've decided someone's a sinner or someone's not worthy or, they always, you'll hear the phrase, well, it says in the Bible, they're worshiping the Bible instead of God. It's really a precarious path to not let other things replace God, and the reason for that is because God is too big. We can't get our mind around God, so we have to choose and settle on smaller images to get our mind in the right direction. We just can't confuse those images with the actuality of God, and it is, you know, it is a much subtler and more difficult thing than most of us really want to deal with on a daily basis. It's easier just to talk to an imaginary white man on a cloud in my head. It's just easier, but, and there's nothing wrong with that until he starts to sound a little bit too much like me, until, you know, it starts to justify the way I see the world and, quite frankly, condemns most of you, you know, until, it's just, it's a more dangerous approach because the smaller our vision of God, the more easily we start to control it. One of the first kind of modern scripture scholars in the church, a man by the last name Schweitzer, wrote that his famous line was, God created humanity in his own image and humanity's been creating God in theirs ever since. That it's just too easy to try and make a human person, a person out of God, rather than we use the word person to point beyond. So, with that sense, we look at this, Jesus cleansing the temple. It's a very difficult scripture, and people will say, well, you know, you don't get too loose with the interpretation. This is what it says, and for most people, they would say, you know, I don't know, set up a 50-foot perimeter around the church and don't let anyone sell anything, and you're good to go. That's a very small reading of the scripture, and as a matter of fact, if you want to be that literal, all it really says is, don't sell livestock. It's so funny that everyone's like, you can't sell Girl Scout cookies. Do not mess with the Girl Scout cookies. You know, no, and it's interesting. After it talks about all these various things, the gospel writer goes back and points out again, he specially goes up to the ones selling doves, and what we don't see. They're selling the sacrifices that people had to make when they came into the temple. They're selling entrance into the temple. They're selling entrance into the experience of God. People believed that they couldn't experience God outside the temple, and you've got some very unscrupulous people trying to make a buck off people so you can't come into church until you've paid your dues. You know, and literally, there are writers who will tell you it got so mobbed up by the time of Jesus that you would come and you would have your sacrifice, and the temple guard would say, you know, I'm pretty sure that is blemished. I don't think that's acceptable, but my cousin Vinny over here is selling some lovely unblemished doves, and it was really a racket, and so this is not an edict that says there's something wrong with buying or selling, or that somehow buying and selling in our lives, you know, buying groceries is somehow a horribly unsacred act or something. Not at all. What it's saying is don't try to control and profit from that control about people's access to God. You don't control their access to God, and you certainly don't try to profit by controlling other people's access to God. It is, I would actually say it is the only sin that habitually sends Jesus over the edge in the Gospels. When he's screaming you viper's brood, he's talking about people who have put a whole bunch of, you know, regulations on who can come to the temple and who can't come to the temple, and who is appropriate and who isn't, and those are always the people he blows up at, and I think the reason is because some people, especially with faith, but it happens in culture, it happens in families, it happens in countries, it happens all over the place. Usually, an over-focused sort of energy around the border usually means you've lost the heart, that we don't define our faith from knowing where the center is, so instead we just make sure we've got a fence around it. There's a difference between knowing where the center of your faith is. It's not about where's the fence you don't cross, it's knowing the center, and that brings us back to it's gotta be God, it can't be other things, and if it is, if you make God into something smaller, you'll center your faith in all sorts of odd places, and then we don't know how to be a community because our centers are different. We can all have our own sense of where the boundaries are. Everyone does have their own sense of boundaries. I know people with no boundaries at all. I call them family. But our center, and I think many of us don't always stop to think that it's not knowing, because we like to talk about what's the non-negotiable? There's the line, you don't cross the line, and Paul talks about not drawing those lines in the sand, but knowing where your center is, and so as we continue Lent, as we, you know, this is where Lent is not, you know, Lent becomes this sort of, you drop away things that aren't so necessary. I always think that people think that Lent should be a tough journey. I think well done, Lent should be the most easily uplifting season of the year, because what happens if you do it right is, whatever you give up, for people who give something up instead of doing something extra, if you give something up, the hope is, you start to realize about three weeks down the road, I'm not less happy. I'm not worse off. All those things I thought I needed, I don't, and there's this freedom that comes with that, and we start to get rid of the clutter on the fringes and find our center, and find what is important, you know, not as a line we don't cross, but as a center that is our core, and so we ask God to help us to get rid of the distractions, get rid of things that pull our focus into the periphery all the time. You know, all the arguments, I find myself now much more focused if I don't turn on the news. You know, it's just, it's back and forth and the same stuff all the time, and I'm like, what happens when we find our center? If our center is the God that we know we will spend our life moving towards, spend our life trying to understand, but we'll never spend our life, we'll never get our mind around God. You know, out of that, I think, really comes this humility that Jesus talks so much about, the humility that we worship a God that we cannot completely understand, and anyone, you know, there was a, I can't remember who it was, it might have been, I'm gonna get through the wrong name, so I won't give you anyone, but used to battle with Thomas Aquinas all the time. Thomas Aquinas was a brilliant academic, and the lines that you always read, he's always saying, oh, Thomas, you're so busy explaining the unexplainable. You know, you're always so busy trying to articulate the mystery, and his point was, it's brilliant, and it's wonderful to delve in and say, I think I understand more than I did yesterday, but I'll never get closer to infinite. I'll always have more to learn, and there's a humility there, and so we ask God today to make us a people who are more aware of our center, that we get back to who we are, that we get a sense of where is God, what is love, what is caring, what is compassion, what are the core values we are called to? Not what are the borders that we think they're not called to, but what are our core values? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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As the Passover of the Jews was near,
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Jesus went up to Jerusalem.
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He found in the temple area those
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who sold oxen, sheep, and doves, as well as their money
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changers, seated there.
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He made a whip out of cords and drove them all out
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of the temple area with the sheep and the oxen
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and spilled the coins of their money changers
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and overturned their tables.
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And to those who sold doves, he said, take these out of here
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and stop making my father's house a marketplace.
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His disciples recalled the words of Scripture,
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zeal for your house will consume me.
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At this, the Jews answered and said to him, what sign can
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you show us for doing this?
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Jesus answered and said to them, destroy this temple
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and in three days I will raise it up.
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The Jews said, this temple has been under construction
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for 46 years and you will raise it up in three days.
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But he was speaking about the temple of his body.
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Therefore, when he was raised from the dead,
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his disciples remembered that he had said this
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and they came to believe the scriptures and the words
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Jesus had spoken.
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While he was in Jerusalem for the feast of Passover,
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many began to believe in his name
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when they saw the signs he was doing.
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But Jesus would not trust himself to them
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because he knew them all and he did not
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need anyone to testify about human nature.
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He himself understood it well.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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So take a breath.
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Be calm.
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I have to tell you something.
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There are no Ten Commandments.
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There's probably about 12 or 13 of them jammed in there.
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And different churches, it's kind of funny,
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I don't think people know this,
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but if you go to a Catholic encyclopedia
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and you look up the Ten Commandments
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that will number them one through ten,
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and then if you go to another church,
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the Lutheran maybe, and you look up the Ten Commandments,
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you'll see the same ten, but like maybe two and three
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are combined into one and these two
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are stretched out into two.
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And so, you know, when someone who I don't know
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if they just don't want to say what they've done or what,
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but when someone comes into a confessional
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every once in a while, someone will come in and say,
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I sinned against the Sixth Commandment.
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I always want to go, Catholic or Protestant?
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Which numbering system?
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So we came up with this idea.
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I don't, I'm not quite sure why the idea of ten,
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whether it was, you know, you could count to ten
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without having to use your neighbor's hand.
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I don't know, but we came to ten,
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and when you look at them, they kind of,
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some of them go on for a while
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and others are just very short,
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and there's no literary hint.
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They weren't using bold font or bullet points yet,
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so there's no literary hint.
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So when we talk about them, it's kind of difficult
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when people start saying,
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well, now, which commandment is that?
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So there are longer lists in Deuteronomy and numbers,
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but this is kind of the one that we all talk about
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when we say the Ten Commandments,
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and it's got some problems that we have to figure out,
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and I think what we should do above all of them
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is grasp the first one.
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If we can get to the first one, we're in great shape,
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which is, you know, we worship God, period, nothing else.
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Just God, don't have any other gods,
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and of course, depending on the era
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that you hear the preaching come out of,
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they'll talk about, well, you know,
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a lot of people worship instead of God,
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and they'll throw out whatever the sin is of the day.
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Money has been, for a long time, people have said money,
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but it's not really money.
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People just sort of worship power,
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having their own power,
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and money may be a sign of that for some people.
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But this is a really tough, Peter had to do it today,
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but at every one of these masses,
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someone has to get up and says,
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you shall not carve idols for yourself
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in the shape of anything,
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and they kind of have to stand about two feet
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in front of that cross while they say it.
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You shall not carve any idols, and hide it, you know.
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We do, so how do we handle that?
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Because we understand what the real underlying law is,
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which is, the reason they weren't to carve idols
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is because they had this habit of really worshiping them,
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and there are some people who still do that.
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They, you know, they still think that there is a magic
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in the artifact itself,
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that there's somehow it's a talisman, it's a,
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no, it's an image that points us to God.
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It's got to point us to God.
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Even for many people, they worship Scripture,
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and it can be very devastating
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because they kind of cherry pick their way through
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to get what they want,
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but normally, when people put Scripture above God,
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you know, they have this sense that we've all been taught
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God is loving and God is kind,
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and when it's time to get mad at someone,
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they won't say, well, you know, God's love fails.
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When they've decided someone's a sinner
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or someone's not worthy or,
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they always, you'll hear the phrase,
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well, it says in the Bible,
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they're worshiping the Bible instead of God.
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It's really a precarious path
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to not let other things replace God,
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and the reason for that is because God is too big.
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We can't get our mind around God,
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so we have to choose and settle on smaller images
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to get our mind in the right direction.
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We just can't confuse those images
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with the actuality of God,
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and it is, you know, it is a much subtler
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and more difficult thing than most of us
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really want to deal with on a daily basis.
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It's easier just to talk to an imaginary white man
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on a cloud in my head.
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It's just easier, but,
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and there's nothing wrong with that
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until he starts to sound a little bit too much like me,
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until, you know, it starts to justify
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the way I see the world and, quite frankly,
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condemns most of you, you know,
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until, it's just, it's a more dangerous approach
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because the smaller our vision of God,
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the more easily we start to control it.
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One of the first kind of modern scripture scholars
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in the church, a man by the last name Schweitzer,
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wrote that his famous line was,
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God created humanity in his own image
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and humanity's been creating God in theirs ever since.
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That it's just too easy to try and make a human person,
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a person out of God,
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rather than we use the word person to point beyond.
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So, with that sense, we look at this,
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Jesus cleansing the temple.
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It's a very difficult scripture,
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and people will say, well, you know,
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you don't get too loose with the interpretation.
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This is what it says, and for most people,
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they would say, you know, I don't know,
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set up a 50-foot perimeter around the church
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and don't let anyone sell anything,
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and you're good to go.
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That's a very small reading of the scripture,
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and as a matter of fact, if you want to be that literal,
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all it really says is, don't sell livestock.
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It's so funny that everyone's like,
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you can't sell Girl Scout cookies.
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Do not mess with the Girl Scout cookies.
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You know, no, and it's interesting.
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After it talks about all these various things,
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the gospel writer goes back and points out again,
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he specially goes up to the ones selling doves,
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and what we don't see.
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They're selling the sacrifices that people had to make
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when they came into the temple.
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They're selling entrance into the temple.
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They're selling entrance into the experience of God.
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People believed that they couldn't experience God
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outside the temple, and you've got some very
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unscrupulous people trying to make a buck off people
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so you can't come into church until you've paid your dues.
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You know, and literally, there are writers
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who will tell you it got so mobbed up
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by the time of Jesus that you would come
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and you would have your sacrifice,
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and the temple guard would say,
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you know, I'm pretty sure that is blemished.
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I don't think that's acceptable,
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but my cousin Vinny over here is selling
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some lovely unblemished doves,
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and it was really a racket,
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and so this is not an edict that says
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there's something wrong with buying or selling,
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or that somehow buying and selling in our lives,
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you know, buying groceries is somehow
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a horribly unsacred act or something.
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Not at all.
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What it's saying is don't try to control
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and profit from that control about people's access to God.
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You don't control their access to God,
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and you certainly don't try to profit
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by controlling other people's access to God.
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It is, I would actually say it is the only sin
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that habitually sends Jesus over the edge
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in the Gospels.
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When he's screaming you viper's brood,
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he's talking about people who have put a whole bunch
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of, you know, regulations on who can come to the temple
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and who can't come to the temple,
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and who is appropriate and who isn't,
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and those are always the people he blows up at,
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and I think the reason is because some people,
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especially with faith, but it happens in culture,
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it happens in families, it happens in countries,
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it happens all over the place.
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Usually, an over-focused sort of energy
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around the border usually means you've lost the heart,
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that we don't define our faith from knowing
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where the center is, so instead we just make sure
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we've got a fence around it.
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There's a difference between knowing
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where the center of your faith is.
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It's not about where's the fence you don't cross,
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it's knowing the center, and that brings us back to
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it's gotta be God, it can't be other things,
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and if it is, if you make God into something smaller,
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you'll center your faith in all sorts of odd places,
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and then we don't know how to be a community
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because our centers are different.
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We can all have our own sense of where the boundaries are.
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Everyone does have their own sense of boundaries.
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I know people with no boundaries at all.
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I call them family.
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But our center, and I think many of us
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don't always stop to think that it's not knowing,
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because we like to talk about what's the non-negotiable?
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There's the line, you don't cross the line,
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and Paul talks about not drawing those lines in the sand,
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but knowing where your center is,
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and so as we continue Lent, as we,
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you know, this is where Lent is not,
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you know, Lent becomes this sort of,
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you drop away things that aren't so necessary.
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I always think that people think that Lent
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should be a tough journey.
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I think well done, Lent should be the most easily
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uplifting season of the year, because what happens
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if you do it right is, whatever you give up,
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for people who give something up
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instead of doing something extra,
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if you give something up, the hope is,
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you start to realize about three weeks down the road,
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I'm not less happy.
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I'm not worse off.
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All those things I thought I needed, I don't,
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and there's this freedom that comes with that,
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and we start to get rid of the clutter on the fringes
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and find our center, and find what is important,
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you know, not as a line we don't cross,
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but as a center that is our core,
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and so we ask God to help us to get rid of the distractions,
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get rid of things that pull our focus
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into the periphery all the time.
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You know, all the arguments, I find myself now
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much more focused if I don't turn on the news.
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You know, it's just, it's back and forth
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and the same stuff all the time,
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and I'm like, what happens when we find our center?
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If our center is the God that we know
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we will spend our life moving towards,
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spend our life trying to understand,
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but we'll never spend our life,
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we'll never get our mind around God.
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You know, out of that, I think, really comes this humility
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that Jesus talks so much about,
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the humility that we worship a God
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that we cannot completely understand,
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and anyone, you know, there was a,
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I can't remember who it was, it might have been,
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I'm gonna get through the wrong name,
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so I won't give you anyone,
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but used to battle with Thomas Aquinas all the time.
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Thomas Aquinas was a brilliant academic,
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and the lines that you always read,
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he's always saying,
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oh, Thomas, you're so busy explaining the unexplainable.
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You know, you're always so busy
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trying to articulate the mystery,
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and his point was, it's brilliant,
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and it's wonderful to delve in and say,
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I think I understand more than I did yesterday,
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but I'll never get closer to infinite.
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I'll always have more to learn,
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and there's a humility there,
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and so we ask God today to make us a people
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who are more aware of our center,
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that we get back to who we are,
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that we get a sense of where is God,
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what is love, what is caring, what is compassion,
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what are the core values we are called to?
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Not what are the borders that we think
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they're not called to, but what are our core values?
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Because if we lose our core,
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the perimeter will mean nothing.
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Father Pat's message centers on the idea that Father Pat's message centers on the idea that true faith is not about rigid boundaries, rules, or external signs of holiness, but about a deep, centered relationship with God that is uncluttered by idols—be they physical, doctrinal, or ideological. He uses Jesus’ cleansing of the temple to challenge how institutions, individuals, and even religious practices can distort access to God, commodify spirituality, and replace divine mystery with controllable, human-centered constructs. Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to humility, reminding us that God is beyond comprehension, and our journey of faith should be aimed at moving toward that mystery, not reducing it to manageable ideas or systems. Lent, then, becomes a season not of deprivation but of liberation—letting go of distractions to rediscover our center in God.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel passage where Jesus drives out the money changers from the temple. He cautions against a simplistic interpretation of this event as merely a prohibition against commerce within sacred spaces. Instead, he urges a deeper reading: Jesus’ anger is directed at the exploitation of the faithful and the corruption of religious access. The traders were not just selling animals—they were monetizing people’s access to God, creating barriers for those seeking divine connection. Jesus’ righteous anger is not about economic activity per se, but about the manipulation and commodification of the sacred.
This leads Father Pat into a broader discussion about the Ten Commandments, emphasizing their complexity and variations in numbering across Christian traditions. He humorously points out how people sometimes cite commandments by number without awareness of these differences, suggesting a surface-level engagement with moral law. He challenges the idea of reducing God’s will to a list of rules, instead advocating for a return to the foundational commandment: worship God alone. The danger, he explains, lies in replacing God with idols—not just in the form of graven images, but in subtler forms like power, money, or even Scripture itself when it is wielded as a weapon to judge rather than a guide toward divine love.
He draws attention to how people sometimes idolize Scripture, using it selectively to condemn others rather than seeking the heart of God’s message. This, he asserts, is a form of idolatry, replacing the living mystery of God with a static, controllable interpretation of divine will. Father Pat warns that when our image of God aligns too closely with our own biases and judgments, we risk worshipping a reflection of ourselves rather than the true, unknowable God.
The sermon further explores how religious institutions and individuals can become gatekeepers, creating fences to determine who is “in” or “out” of the faith community. Father Pat suggests that this focus on boundaries often signals a loss of connection to the center—God. He points out that Jesus often reserved his harshest words not for the marginalized or the sinner, but for those who enforced exclusionary rules and profited from religious authority. The real spiritual danger, then, is not impurity or imperfection, but the self-righteousness that seeks to control others’ access to God.
Father Pat then turns to the season of Lent, not as a time of suffering or mere sacrifice, but as an opportunity to refocus on the center of our faith. Lent becomes a spiritual decluttering, letting go of the peripheral things that distract us so we can rediscover our core values: love, humility, compassion, and the pursuit of God’s mystery. He notes that when we let go of unnecessary attachments—whether material or ideological—we often find ourselves no less happy, but more free and more connected to what truly matters.
Finally, Father Pat invites us into a posture of humility. He quotes the idea that humanity has been making God in its own image ever since the beginning, warning against the temptation to shrink God into something we can fully understand or control. Instead, he encourages us to embrace the mystery, to admit that we will never fully comprehend the infinite, and to find peace in the journey rather than in grasping for certainty. True faith, then, is not about knowing the limits, but about being rooted in the center—God’s love—and recognizing that all else must flow from that source....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 694.8499755859375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to the Lord. Jesus took Peter, James, and John and led them up a high mountain apart by themselves. And he was transfigured before them and his clothes became dazzling white, such as no fuller on earth could bleach them. Then Elijah appeared to them along with Moses and they were conversing with Jesus. Then Peter said to Jesus in reply, Rabbi, it is good that we are here. Let us make three tents, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah. He hardly knew what to say. They were so terrified. Then a cloud came, casting a shadow over them. And from the cloud came a voice. This is my beloved son. Listen to him. Suddenly, looking around, they saw no one any longer but Jesus alone with them. As they were coming down from the mountain, he charged them not to relate what they had seen to anyone except when the Son of Man had risen from the dead. So they kept the matter to themselves, questioning what rising from the dead meant. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Every year in Lent, we get, in the second week, we always get the transfiguration. It's a pattern, a rhythm to Lent that always the second week, we have this, and we either get Mark's version or Matthew's version or Luke's, depending on the year. And they're remarkably similar in some of the details. What we get very different are the readings that accompany them in the liturgy, and this is probably my least favorite year. We get this horrific story of Abraham and Isaac that paints a picture of this sort of despotic, capricious God who tells Abraham to kill his son. And we have to approach those readings with a full understanding that the Bible is a compendium of images of God. And they're not all equal. And there is a development. And the earliest stories, which this is one of, this is one of that first layer of stories, tell us less about God and more about human behavior. But, you know, I mean, you could imagine today this is the image of God used by, you know, shooters at a nightclub, people who want to do racial violence, suicide bombers, God told me to kill someone. We know this is the worst image of God. And everyone says, oh, well, you know, that faith and that religion. No, this one's in ours. This is our faith. And if we don't know it's there so that we can say, yes, we moved beyond that, not only did they move beyond it, they moved beyond it quickly. The same writer writes in Exodus, so even within his own lifetime, the same writer says, thou shalt not commit murder. Well, any way you look at it, had Abraham gone through with this, that would have been murder. In this story, God tells him, commit murder. And the same writer within their lifetime is writing things that say thou shalt not commit murder. So the image of God during this time is developing quickly. If God is telling you to burn books, get medication, that's not God, okay? So when we get these sort of violent voices in our head, that is not God. And so we start with that, and we kind of have to put it aside to look then at this transfiguration, which is a very misunderstood word. Now, for most of us, it's not tragic that it's misunderstood because I'm going to go out on a limb and say, probably one of you, not one of you, has used the word transfigure in a conversation this week. It's not like one of those words we throw around all the time. And when someone does say it's transfigured instead of saying transformed or something else, they're usually putting a religious edge on something. It transfigure kind of makes people think of this Bible story, which is funny because the word is nowhere in the story. It was called, someone, they started calling it the transfiguration years later. It, you know, it doesn't really say he was trans, you know, the Greek, he was transfigured before them. But it says his appearance changed. And so I think where we misunderstand is most of us think of transfiguration as, I mean, so much more complete than other words. It's deeper, it's more profound. It's, you know, it reaches into the very core of who, no, it's the opposite. It's the most shallow transformation you can think of. What transfiguration, figure meaning how we appear in the world, it's our surface. Transfiguration is not Jesus's essence changing at all. It's the outward appearance finally matching what's inside. We transfigure ourselves, you know, Lent's got two kinds of changes going on. We try to do things to make us a better person. But transfiguration is letting the world see the person you are. Letting the core of who you are at this moment come to the surface is transfiguration. So it's not that all of those deeper things. In many ways, it's a surface thing. But it's a deep movement. It's very hard for people to learn to take their core and bring it out into the open. And sometimes our religion fights us on that because people think that their religion calls them to fall in line with one another and appear like one another. This is, you know, people will come to me and say, well, you know, I just don't know if I should receive communion. The community's coming up, and I just don't know because there's this one teaching that I disagree with, and I get mad at this, and I don't always have good thoughts in my head. And I just don't know if I should receive communion with the rest of the community. And I always want to say, what state do you think the rest of the community is in? Doubts, and foibles, and mistakes, and problems. And I think it's so easy because what happens is we sometimes come, and we sit, and we dress up, and we're all ready, and we tell the whole world, this is who I am all the time. And they start to think, oh, I guess that's who I'm supposed to be. And then you're trying to keep up with them, and they're trying to keep up with you, and you've got these two facades racing towards the finish line that have nothing to do with what's going on in our real life. I never tire of telling people that Jesus did not die on the cross to save anyone's facade. The facades are not going to heaven. It's a crucial question in the theology of children. Does my dog go to heaven? For an adult, the bad news is your facade does not go to heaven. And many of us spend more of our lives developing our social presence, our facade, than we do developing our character. And so, you know, we kind of use this to say, you know, one of the reasons Lent is so hard, one of the reasons we have so much trouble transforming who we are is because of the amount of energy we spend not letting people know who we are. When we can let go and transfigure, and you'll notice this happens in the story, just at the front side of Jesus going into that final passion, that final, in other words, I've got some real tough stuff ahead of me, and I have no more energy for the facade. Now, this sort of development in our life where we start to let people know who we truly are is never linear. You know, it's like when people say, when did Jesus know, when did he know he was God? When does that happen in the story? And some very, very well-meaning, you know, scripture scholars will get right up and say, well, it had to be at this point. Oh, no, he had to know in the transfiguration. Well, no, he had to know on the cross. Well, no, he had to know from the moment he was born. They want it linear. If Jesus is human, you know, the much more likely scenario is transfiguration, he knew. Then the next day he got up and thought, am I crazy? No, and then the next day he knew, and the next day maybe he doubted. I mean, that's how that goes. Very few of us have real life-changing epiphanies that we don't back away from and move back into and back away from and move back into. And in this story, it makes it ridiculously clear because Jesus is transfigured, meaning Jesus shows them who he is. He takes that brave step of ridicule of everything else and says, here's who I really am. And they are a little terrified and a little worried, but they accept him. And then the very next line is, but he says, don't tell anyone else. Okay, so not quite ready. It's a process. It takes time. There are days you feel further along and days you come back, but it's got to be our goal. Our goal should be to be transfigured because we can't move into heaven without it. We can't move into heaven if we're still terrified of the world knowing who we are because to live in the light of heaven is to live with perfect knowledge of one another. And I think many of us, just we can't even wrap our minds around. I always say that when you tell Catholics that if they walk into the light of heaven, everyone knows who they are. That's when our Catholic theology kicks in and we say, so now where is purgatory and how long can I stay? Because that's a little frightening. But that's what we're called to do now. Part of our Lenten journey is who we really are brought to the surface. Not, you know, there's a news commentator and I literally, I remember the phrase thinking it was great, can't remember who the commentator is, so sorry to whoever's material I'm stealing. But said one time, you know, catching a lot of flack. I know, a news commentator in this day and age. Catching flack. And it was a woman and she said, you know, I learned a long time ago that what other people think of me is none of my business. I thought, now, you know, if I say to all of you, you know what, your opinion of me, that's not, none of my business, it's not going to affect me, I'm lying to you, but it would be a nice place to be. You know, I would love to get to that point, but we know that there's some of that that is the goal. Because otherwise what happens is our gathering and community becomes, you know, we're supposed to be here for spirituality and growth, and instead, it becomes an opportunity to thicken the facade, rather than peel it away. And then our faith is working against our journey. And so instead, we take this moment every year to say, you know, we've had about a week of Lent, nice time to stop and check and say, now before I keep trying to change myself, how much energy am I wasting hiding myself? Strip away the facade a little. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to the Lord.
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Jesus took Peter, James, and John
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and led them up a high mountain apart by themselves.
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And he was transfigured before them
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and his clothes became dazzling white,
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such as no fuller on earth could bleach them.
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Then Elijah appeared to them along with Moses
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and they were conversing with Jesus.
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Then Peter said to Jesus in reply,
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Rabbi, it is good that we are here.
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Let us make three tents, one for you, one for Moses,
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and one for Elijah.
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He hardly knew what to say.
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They were so terrified.
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Then a cloud came, casting a shadow over them.
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And from the cloud came a voice.
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This is my beloved son.
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Listen to him.
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Suddenly, looking around, they saw no one any longer
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but Jesus alone with them.
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As they were coming down from the mountain,
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he charged them not to relate what they had seen to anyone
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except when the Son of Man had risen from the dead.
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So they kept the matter to themselves,
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questioning what rising from the dead meant.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Every year in Lent, we get, in the second week,
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we always get the transfiguration.
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It's a pattern, a rhythm to Lent that always the second week,
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we have this, and we either get Mark's version
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or Matthew's version or Luke's, depending on the year.
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And they're remarkably similar in some of the details.
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What we get very different are the readings
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that accompany them in the liturgy,
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and this is probably my least favorite year.
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We get this horrific story of Abraham and Isaac
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that paints a picture of this sort of despotic,
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capricious God who tells Abraham to kill his son.
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And we have to approach those readings
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with a full understanding that the Bible
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is a compendium of images of God.
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And they're not all equal.
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And there is a development.
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And the earliest stories, which this is one of,
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this is one of that first layer of stories,
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tell us less about God and more about human behavior.
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But, you know, I mean, you could imagine today
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this is the image of God used by, you know,
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shooters at a nightclub,
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people who want to do racial violence,
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suicide bombers, God told me to kill someone.
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We know this is the worst image of God.
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And everyone says, oh, well, you know,
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that faith and that religion.
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No, this one's in ours.
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This is our faith.
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And if we don't know it's there so that we can say,
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yes, we moved beyond that,
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not only did they move beyond it,
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they moved beyond it quickly.
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The same writer writes in Exodus,
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so even within his own lifetime,
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the same writer says, thou shalt not commit murder.
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Well, any way you look at it,
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had Abraham gone through with this,
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that would have been murder.
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In this story, God tells him, commit murder.
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And the same writer within their lifetime
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is writing things that say thou shalt not commit murder.
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So the image of God during this time is developing quickly.
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If God is telling you to burn books, get medication,
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that's not God, okay?
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So when we get these sort of violent voices in our head,
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that is not God.
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And so we start with that,
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and we kind of have to put it aside
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to look then at this transfiguration,
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which is a very misunderstood word.
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Now, for most of us, it's not tragic that it's misunderstood
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because I'm going to go out on a limb and say,
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probably one of you, not one of you,
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has used the word transfigure in a conversation this week.
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It's not like one of those words
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we throw around all the time.
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And when someone does say it's transfigured
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instead of saying transformed or something else,
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they're usually putting a religious edge on something.
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It transfigure kind of makes people think
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of this Bible story, which is funny
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because the word is nowhere in the story.
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It was called, someone, they started calling it
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the transfiguration years later.
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It, you know, it doesn't really say he was trans,
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you know, the Greek, he was transfigured before them.
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But it says his appearance changed.
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And so I think where we misunderstand
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is most of us think of transfiguration as,
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I mean, so much more complete than other words.
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It's deeper, it's more profound.
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It's, you know, it reaches into the very core of who,
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no, it's the opposite.
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It's the most shallow transformation you can think of.
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What transfiguration, figure meaning
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how we appear in the world, it's our surface.
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Transfiguration is not Jesus's essence changing at all.
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It's the outward appearance finally matching what's inside.
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We transfigure ourselves, you know,
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Lent's got two kinds of changes going on.
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We try to do things to make us a better person.
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But transfiguration is letting the world
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see the person you are.
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Letting the core of who you are at this moment
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come to the surface is transfiguration.
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So it's not that all of those deeper things.
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In many ways, it's a surface thing.
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But it's a deep movement.
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It's very hard for people to learn to take their core
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and bring it out into the open.
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And sometimes our religion fights us on that
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because people think that their religion calls
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them to fall in line with one another
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and appear like one another.
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This is, you know, people will come to me and say,
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well, you know, I just don't know
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if I should receive communion.
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The community's coming up, and I just
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don't know because there's this one teaching that I disagree
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with, and I get mad at this, and I don't always
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have good thoughts in my head.
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And I just don't know if I should receive communion
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with the rest of the community.
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And I always want to say, what state
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do you think the rest of the community is in?
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Doubts, and foibles, and mistakes, and problems.
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And I think it's so easy because what happens
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is we sometimes come, and we sit,
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and we dress up, and we're all ready,
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and we tell the whole world, this is who I am all the time.
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And they start to think, oh, I guess
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that's who I'm supposed to be.
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And then you're trying to keep up with them,
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and they're trying to keep up with you,
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and you've got these two facades
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racing towards the finish line that
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have nothing to do with what's going on in our real life.
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I never tire of telling people that Jesus did not
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die on the cross to save anyone's facade.
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The facades are not going to heaven.
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It's a crucial question in the theology of children.
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Does my dog go to heaven?
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For an adult, the bad news is your facade
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does not go to heaven.
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And many of us spend more of our lives
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developing our social presence, our facade,
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than we do developing our character.
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And so, you know, we kind of use this to say, you know,
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one of the reasons Lent is so hard,
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one of the reasons we have so much trouble transforming
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who we are is because of the amount of energy
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we spend not letting people know who we are.
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When we can let go and transfigure,
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and you'll notice this happens in the story,
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just at the front side of Jesus going
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into that final passion, that final, in other words,
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I've got some real tough stuff ahead of me,
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and I have no more energy for the facade.
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Now, this sort of development in our life
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where we start to let people know who we truly are
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is never linear.
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You know, it's like when people say,
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when did Jesus know, when did he know he was God?
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When does that happen in the story?
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And some very, very well-meaning, you know,
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scripture scholars will get right up and say,
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well, it had to be at this point.
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Oh, no, he had to know in the transfiguration.
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Well, no, he had to know on the cross.
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Well, no, he had to know from the moment he was born.
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They want it linear.
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If Jesus is human, you know,
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the much more likely scenario is transfiguration, he knew.
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Then the next day he got up and thought, am I crazy?
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No, and then the next day he knew,
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and the next day maybe he doubted.
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I mean, that's how that goes.
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Very few of us have real life-changing epiphanies
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that we don't back away from and move back into
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and back away from and move back into.
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And in this story, it makes it ridiculously clear
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because Jesus is transfigured,
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meaning Jesus shows them who he is.
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He takes that brave step of ridicule of everything else
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and says, here's who I really am.
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And they are a little terrified and a little worried,
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but they accept him.
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And then the very next line is,
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but he says, don't tell anyone else.
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Okay, so not quite ready.
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It's a process.
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It takes time.
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There are days you feel further along
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and days you come back, but it's got to be our goal.
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Our goal should be to be transfigured
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because we can't move into heaven without it.
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We can't move into heaven if we're still terrified
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of the world knowing who we are
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because to live in the light of heaven
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is to live with perfect knowledge of one another.
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And I think many of us,
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just we can't even wrap our minds around.
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I always say that when you tell Catholics
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that if they walk into the light of heaven,
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everyone knows who they are.
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That's when our Catholic theology kicks in
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and we say, so now where is purgatory
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and how long can I stay?
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Because that's a little frightening.
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But that's what we're called to do now.
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Part of our Lenten journey is who we really are
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brought to the surface.
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Not, you know, there's a news commentator
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and I literally, I remember the phrase
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thinking it was great, can't remember
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who the commentator is, so sorry
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to whoever's material I'm stealing.
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But said one time, you know, catching a lot of flack.
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I know, a news commentator in this day and age.
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Catching flack.
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And it was a woman and she said,
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you know, I learned a long time ago
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that what other people think of me is none of my business.
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I thought, now, you know, if I say to all of you,
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you know what, your opinion of me,
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that's not, none of my business,
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it's not going to affect me, I'm lying to you,
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but it would be a nice place to be.
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You know, I would love to get to that point,
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but we know that there's some of that that is the goal.
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Because otherwise what happens is our gathering
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and community becomes, you know,
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we're supposed to be here for spirituality and growth,
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and instead, it becomes an opportunity
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to thicken the facade, rather than peel it away.
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And then our faith is working against our journey.
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And so instead, we take this moment every year to say,
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you know, we've had about a week of Lent,
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nice time to stop and check and say,
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now before I keep trying to change myself,
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how much energy am I wasting hiding myself?
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Strip away the facade a little.
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Let the core of who we are come out and speak to the world.
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That's how we join Jesus.
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That's how we, too, become a community
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of people who are transfigured.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the theme of trans Father Pat’s message centers on the theme of transfiguration—not as a mystical or distant theological concept, but as a deeply human and profoundly relevant invitation to authenticity. He challenges the faithful to let go of their facades and allow their true selves to be seen, just as Jesus did on the mountain. The Transfiguration is not about Jesus becoming something new; it’s about Jesus revealing who he already was. Likewise, our Lenten journey isn’t primarily about becoming someone else but learning the courage and humility to live outwardly the truth of who we already are inwardly. Father Pat emphasizes that this is essential not just for personal growth, but for spiritual salvation, because heaven itself is a place where we are fully known and fully seen. Therefore, the work of Lent is not just transformation, but the deeper, more vulnerable work of transfiguration—of allowing our true selves to emerge.
Father Pat begins by contextualizing the Gospel reading of the Transfiguration as a deliberate Lenten fixture, always appearing in the second week of Lent. He juxtaposes this luminous story with the troubling Old Testament passage of Abraham and Isaac, pointing out that while the Gospel reveals a God of light and truth, the Genesis story reflects an early, evolving and immature image of God—one that has been misused to justify violence. He urges us to recognize that the Bible contains a developmental arc in its portrayal of God, and that not all portrayals are equal. The Abrahamic story, he suggests, is more about human confusion and projection than divine instruction. He warns against mistaking violent inner voices or religious extremism as the voice of God, urging discernment and spiritual maturity.
From this troubling image, Father Pat shifts to the Gospel’s focus: the transfiguration of Jesus. He unpacks the often misunderstood term “transfiguration,” explaining that it does not imply an inward change in Christ but rather a revealing of the divine truth already present within him. The Greek suggests a change in appearance rather than essence. This, Father Pat points out, is not a deep transformation but a shallow one in terms of physicality—yet it is spiritually profound. The depth lies not in what changes, but in what is revealed.
Drawing from this, he highlights the difference between transformation (changing who we are) and transfiguration (revealing who we truly are). Lent invites both, but too often we focus on transformation without first confronting the energy we waste on maintaining facades. Our social masks, he argues, are exhausting and spiritually counterproductive. Religion itself can become a tool for reinforcing these facades if we mistake conformity and appearances for holiness. When we look around at community members and assume they are all living perfect lives, we create a cycle of dishonesty and shame, where everyone pretends and no one heals.
Father Pat is particularly pastoral when addressing those who feel unworthy of communion due to doubt or failure. He reminds us that no one comes to the table perfect. All are wounded, all are doubting, all are struggling. The Eucharist is not a reward for the flawless but nourishment for the journeying. The community is not a parade of facades but a congregation of real people seeking grace.
He continues by pointing out that even Jesus’s journey to self-revelation was not linear. He dismisses overly simplistic theological arguments about when Jesus "knew" he was divine, suggesting instead a very human process of realization, doubt, and reaffirmation. Even after the Transfiguration, Jesus tells the disciples not to tell anyone—a sign that even in divine revelation, Jesus was navigating the tension between visibility and vulnerability.
Father Pat concludes with a call to courage and authenticity. He acknowledges how difficult it is to live without fear of others’ opinions, but insists that this is the goal. To live in the light of heaven is to be fully known and fully seen. If we cannot begin to do that now—if we continue to hide who we are—then our spiritual lives are misaligned. Lent, therefore, becomes a time not just for self-improvement, but for self-revelation. We must ask not only how we can change, but how we can stop hiding.
In this way, Father Pat reframes the Transfiguration from a singular historical event into a spiritual practice and a communal goal. Jesus’s radiant moment on the mountain becomes a model for each of us—not to become something new, but to finally let the world see who we are in the light of God. This is the true work of Lent: to strip away our masks, step into the light, and move toward the divine life where nothing is hidden and all is grace....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1065.949951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, Lord. Jesus told his disciples this parable. A man going on a journey called in his servants and entrusted his possessions to them. To one he gave five talents, to another two, to a third one, each according to his ability. Then he went away. After a long time, the master of those servants came back and settled accounts with them. The one who had received five talents came forward bringing the additional five. He said, master, you gave me five talents. See, I have made five more. His master said to him, well done, my good and faithful servant. Since you were faithful in small matters, I will give you great responsibilities. Come, share your master's joy. The Gospel of the Lord. There is both a long and a short version of today's Gospel. I chose the short because I think the vast majority of people know. They hear that much, they know the rest of the story. And then the man with five, it almost reads like a joke that begins with three people in a bar. And then the second one came forward. And he was only given two, and he brought two extras. And the last one, which is kind of the point of the whole story, is the last one knows that the master is someone who expects results. It says he sows where he does not reap. And he's a hard sort of taskmaster. And so the very last one kind of panics, and he doesn't want to risk investing. And so he just buries it in the ground and comes and says, here, here's your one back. I didn't lose any of it, but I didn't gain anything. And you know, it doesn't say it quite this way in scripture, but the master kind of goes off on him. What would be really helpful for those of us who look at this parable would be if there was a story as well of the person who went out courageously and invested but lost. What's the reaction to that person? Because that's really what we all kind of want to know. Should he have taken the risk? Now, the story clearly says yes, but we don't get the story of someone who took the risk and lost it. And our gut reaction, of course, is that it would be better to go out and risk and lose than just to play it too safe. And I think most of us and most scripture scholars go there with this parable, even though it's kind of missing that chunk for us. It really would be nice to hear what happens when you kind of risk it. We get a version of that. And it's often the Thanksgiving gospel. I haven't checked to see if it's what we're using this year. But we get a version of that in the story of the 10 lepers who are healed by Jesus. And he sends them all off to the priest to be healed. And along the way, as they recognize they're healed, one of them goes off script. And he comes back and he starts thanking Jesus. And the reaction is, where are the others? Well, the others are doing what they're told. They were playing it safe. And he does take a big risk. You know, he does take a risk. But we still don't quite get that real satisfying answer to what would have happened if the one with the five talents came back and said, I invested in this great plan for a pipeline through South Dakota. Now there's oil everywhere. What would have happened if he had done something disastrous? We don't know. We aren't given that. And so we have to always look at that with that. We wish we had it a little more solidly. But there's kind of almost a natural instinct in us to understand what the parable is really getting us to, which is whether or not we kind of waste the gifts we have in life. And not just the financial assets. This is often a stewardship weekend in parishes where we talk about stewardship. But also our talents and everything we've been given. And I think I almost wish these weekends were reversed. Because this is a great follow-up to Thanksgiving. Because I think the reason most of us don't share more of who we are is we haven't really acknowledged how much we've been given. How much we have to be grateful for. What it is, how many of these, you know, what it calls the talents, which unfortunately means something totally different nowadays. But all of these measures of good that God has given us to begin with. If we're unaware of that, it is a little harder to share in the world. And so we kind of look around. It's fallen on this, you know, World Day of the Poor. That Pope Francis, I don't know if any of you saw the news articles flying around. That in the Palo Sesto Hall, which is the, Paul VI Hall, which is in the, right off the Vatican, the famous Vatican, St. Peter's Square. And it's where the College of Cardinals often meets when they are having a consistory. So they set it for like 1500 and had a big banquet with the Pope and the homeless of Rome. And it was just kind of fascinating. And his whole approach to this has been, you know, it's in the poor that we find our vision of God. And I think a lot of us think that he's kind of talking about a sort of lovely, sentimental, when you have that kind of generosity and that kind of giving, you know, that you get this overwhelming sense of what God does when he helps. No, it's nothing that hallmark. It's not that goopy. He's really going back to the Old Testament and part of the New Testament that says, you know what, the vision they have, the vision the poor have of God is closer to the truth. Because they grow up and know, through so much of their life, they have this constant knowledge of how much they need. And where we think it could sort of be beating you down and it feels a little degrading to accept charity, it is. It's hard to accept charity. And most of us go through every day unaware of the charity we accept because it makes us feel better. God, the fact that you are alive and the poorest person on earth is alive means when it comes to God, you've both received the same measure of grace this day. But they're aware of it. We wake up and, you know, we look around at our lives and everything and we think, you know, this is what I've done for myself. This is what I've made for myself. This is how I've established myself. And we don't see that that's all from God because we have this myth of, you know, I always say the myth of the self-made man. There is no such thing. And so we have to get back behind these readings and start to see what's going on. And in Proverbs, we get this vision all through Proverbs. At the very end of the book, we have this thing of the worthy wife. And you really do have to learn to get beyond the inherent sexism of Scripture. It was written in a different culture. I mean, sometimes the people who are really fighting for social justice are still fighting from a culture where they're pushing the limits. And we look back years later and, you know, trust me, the proposition that all men are created equal was incredibly progressive. They had no idea that the word men only referred to half the human race. I mean, they just, the word was used differently. Now we look back and we go, well, you know, maybe we could have, and people will say, well, clearly they meant everyone. That's a nice rewrite. Maybe they did. It was a different culture. You know, when you say all men are created equal at a time when women weren't voting, you don't really believe. You actually believed that all men were created equal. It was still on the forefront of your generation. And the same thing is with Scripture. Sometimes there's these great, wonderful sayings, but you can see that they're only getting so far in their culture, and this is one of those moments, you know, when one has a worthy wife, she's worth more than pearls. If you put that next to the other things in the Old Testament, especially the Ten Commandments, you start to realize that, yes, they really are saying, of all of your possessions, your wife is the best one. Of everything you own, I hope you know that that's the most valuable. It is saying that, and we say, well, that's not what it's saying. You're ignoring history. Of course it's what it's saying. Read the Ten Commandments. You will not covet your neighbor's, you know, oxen. You will not covet their belongings. You will not covet their wife. I think she actually comes third in the list. Does it mean that, no, it means that they are writing from their cultural mindset. Anyone who thinks scripture was written outside of a culture is fooling themselves, and so we get this sense that there's this moment, though, where it's really talking about Israel, the community. Nowadays we would say the church is this worthy wife. We really do, and that's why we have to understand that the language is sexist, or we'll come to the wrong conclusion. It is saying that, and we say, or we'll come to the wrong conclusion. It is saying we are a belonging of God's. We do belong to God in a way that nowadays we would say a wife doesn't. That's why this doesn't work so well anymore, but we actually are a lesser spouse to God. It is not, our relationship with God is not a marriage-based inequality. It's God and us, and it says, and you know that we are worthy of this relationship when all, as it says here, all of those in her care are taken care of and doubly clothed. In other words, that's when we are the spouse of God. We are the spouse of God the day that everyone in our care is taken care of. That makes us the worthy, so it's not this, you know, people love this at funerals. If mom passed away, they'll read this because they kind of love it. Oh, you know, mom took care of everyone. It's really about the community. The bride of Christ is to take care of everyone, and then we're being worthy of being the community we claim to be. And so we look at that, and then we go and we say, so now what is this stewardship thing about? What have we been given? What are we doing to take care of others? Some people in the gospel, it doesn't tell you who you are. Some people are like Martha and Mary, who are clearly people with money. They have, we know they at least have a private garden. And we know that it says in the New Testament that there were many women who actually took care of this little group out of their means. And for a woman to be able to take care of someone out of their means, somehow she was able, she had to either inherit or still have an ability in that culture. It was a rare thing. But no one ever turns to them and says, like they do to the rich young man, give it all away. Each of us is called to do different stuff. It's not, do you give everything away? Do you manage everything you've had in such a way that it does the most good in the world? Not the most good in your life. Do we manage everything we have to do the most good in the world? That's, you know, that's an ongoing thing. Sometimes it's being responsible to what we have so it will be there, not just for our children, but for the world. Because the church is called to take care, as Pope said this weekend, we are called to take care of everyone. And then the scripture says, and those under your care had better be well fed and well clothed and taken care of. And so we get this real mandate. I always think that Christianity, I mentioned this at a school mass this week, Christianity gets one of our most important dynamics absolutely backwards most of the time. In American Christianity nowadays, this is not true all through history. But the dynamic is that we think religion is about getting you to think the right things about God. We profess the creed. It's important, I'm glad we profess it. But it's not the point. The point is not think all the right things, have all the right definitions, know all the right laws. That's what it means to be a good Catholic, is I follow every one of the rules. And then subsidiarily, if I've got time left over, we go out and we help the poor. No, the first one, the last one there, that's the mandatory one. What we do in the world is actually more important than whether I have the right thoughts about God. Because quite frankly, you'll never get God figured out anyway. I'm always surprised how often we use God as a distraction to the gospel. God becomes the distraction. I'm gonna ponder God and, you know, I'm gonna ponder and pray and hopefully God will feed the poor. No, no, he's got his job, we have ours. And our job is to go out and change the world. And that's what's difficult about our faith. Because throughout history, the church slowly has aligned itself and it's against its own roots. We align ourselves, it happens naturally, with establishment. We become the voice of the establishment. The original gospel was never the voice of the establishment. It always scares me to know. You know, first thing I realized when I was studying the scripture in seminary is that the only people Jesus gets mad at are the religious leaders. I mean, it's amazing, once we study that, we're still willing to become priests. We're the ones he gets mad at. He doesn't stand with the priests and look out to the people and say, you hypocrites. He always stands with them, looks at the religious leader and goes, you hypocrites. We're the ones that really seem to upset him the most. And so we have to always, you know, have that in mind as we minister, as we preach, as we do all these things. And then the level goes out. Those of us who are Christians working with non-Christians, we have to understand that that finger might be pointing back at us. The establishment is not ever where the church was meant to be. We were always meant to be the pilgrim church. Triumphant church happens after death. That's in heaven. We're the pilgrim church. We're the church that journeys through the world with those who have no home. And the Pope says this over and over and over again, and it's interesting to watch the backlash against it. You know, tell us we're holy, but don't give us a mission. That will never happen. That will never happen. The gospel will not be there to tell us when we're being holy or not. It will be there to tell us what we do next, where the mission is, everything we've been given. Hopefully we do go out and invest it in others. And sometimes that will go well. Mother Teresa always reminds us, you are called to be faithful, not successful. And I always think that's the line I want to hear in that gospel today, is you're not called to be successful. You were called to be faithful. You are called to be courageous. You are called to be able to speak your mind. And it may work out well for you. Those who have an earthly vision would tell you it didn't work out well for Jesus. Peter tried to talk him out of it. We're called not to side with that. We're called to side with the Jesus vision that says we're called to be faithful. We cannot control the world's reaction to it. But we're called to go out and change the world. And if we're too stuck in our establishment, we don't want change. It's comfortable. But like the pope, when we align with the poor, we will see the need for change. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, Lord.
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Jesus told his disciples this parable.
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A man going on a journey called in his servants
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and entrusted his possessions to them.
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To one he gave five talents, to another two, to a third one,
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each according to his ability.
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Then he went away.
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After a long time, the master of those servants
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came back and settled accounts with them.
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The one who had received five talents
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came forward bringing the additional five.
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He said, master, you gave me five talents.
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See, I have made five more.
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His master said to him, well done,
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my good and faithful servant.
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Since you were faithful in small matters,
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I will give you great responsibilities.
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Come, share your master's joy.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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There is both a long and a short version of today's Gospel.
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I chose the short because I think
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the vast majority of people know.
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They hear that much, they know the rest of the story.
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And then the man with five, it almost
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reads like a joke that begins with three people in a bar.
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And then the second one came forward.
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And he was only given two, and he brought two extras.
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And the last one, which is kind of the point
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of the whole story, is the last one
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knows that the master is someone who expects results.
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It says he sows where he does not reap.
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And he's a hard sort of taskmaster.
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And so the very last one kind of panics,
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and he doesn't want to risk investing.
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And so he just buries it in the ground
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and comes and says, here, here's your one back.
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I didn't lose any of it, but I didn't gain anything.
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And you know, it doesn't say it quite this way in scripture,
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but the master kind of goes off on him.
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What would be really helpful for those of us
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who look at this parable would be
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if there was a story as well of the person who went out
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courageously and invested but lost.
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What's the reaction to that person?
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Because that's really what we all kind of want to know.
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Should he have taken the risk?
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Now, the story clearly says yes, but we
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don't get the story of someone who took the risk and lost it.
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And our gut reaction, of course, is
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that it would be better to go out and risk and lose
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than just to play it too safe.
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And I think most of us and most scripture scholars
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go there with this parable, even though it's kind
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of missing that chunk for us.
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It really would be nice to hear what happens
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when you kind of risk it.
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We get a version of that.
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And it's often the Thanksgiving gospel.
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I haven't checked to see if it's what we're using this year.
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But we get a version of that in the story of the 10 lepers who
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are healed by Jesus.
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And he sends them all off to the priest
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to be healed.
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And along the way, as they recognize they're healed,
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one of them goes off script.
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And he comes back and he starts thanking Jesus.
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And the reaction is, where are the others?
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Well, the others are doing what they're told.
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They were playing it safe.
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And he does take a big risk.
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You know, he does take a risk.
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But we still don't quite get that real satisfying answer
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to what would have happened if the one with the five talents
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came back and said, I invested in this great plan
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for a pipeline through South Dakota.
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Now there's oil everywhere.
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What would have happened if he had done something disastrous?
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We don't know.
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We aren't given that.
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And so we have to always look at that with that.
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We wish we had it a little more solidly.
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But there's kind of almost a natural instinct in us
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to understand what the parable is really getting us to,
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which is whether or not we kind of waste
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the gifts we have in life.
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And not just the financial assets.
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This is often a stewardship weekend in parishes
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where we talk about stewardship.
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But also our talents and everything we've been given.
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And I think I almost wish these weekends were reversed.
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Because this is a great follow-up to Thanksgiving.
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Because I think the reason most of us
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don't share more of who we are is
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we haven't really acknowledged how much we've been given.
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How much we have to be grateful for.
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What it is, how many of these, you know,
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what it calls the talents, which unfortunately means
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something totally different nowadays.
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But all of these measures of good
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that God has given us to begin with.
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If we're unaware of that, it is a little harder
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to share in the world.
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And so we kind of look around.
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It's fallen on this, you know, World Day of the Poor.
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That Pope Francis, I don't know if any of you
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saw the news articles flying around.
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That in the Palo Sesto Hall, which is the,
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Paul VI Hall, which is in the, right off the Vatican,
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the famous Vatican, St. Peter's Square.
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And it's where the College of Cardinals often meets
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when they are having a consistory.
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So they set it for like 1500 and had a big banquet
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with the Pope and the homeless of Rome.
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And it was just kind of fascinating.
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And his whole approach to this has been, you know,
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it's in the poor that we find our vision of God.
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And I think a lot of us think that he's kind of
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talking about a sort of lovely, sentimental,
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when you have that kind of generosity
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and that kind of giving, you know,
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that you get this overwhelming sense
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of what God does when he helps.
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No, it's nothing that hallmark.
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It's not that goopy.
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He's really going back to the Old Testament
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and part of the New Testament that says,
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you know what, the vision they have,
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the vision the poor have of God is closer to the truth.
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Because they grow up and know,
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through so much of their life,
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they have this constant knowledge
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of how much they need.
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And where we think it could sort of be beating you down
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and it feels a little degrading to accept charity,
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it is.
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It's hard to accept charity.
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And most of us go through every day
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unaware of the charity we accept
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because it makes us feel better.
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God, the fact that you are alive
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and the poorest person on earth is alive
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means when it comes to God,
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you've both received the same measure of grace this day.
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But they're aware of it.
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We wake up and, you know,
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we look around at our lives and everything
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and we think, you know, this is what I've done for myself.
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This is what I've made for myself.
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This is how I've established myself.
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And we don't see that that's all from God
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because we have this myth of, you know,
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I always say the myth of the self-made man.
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There is no such thing.
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And so we have to get back behind these readings
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and start to see what's going on.
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And in Proverbs, we get this vision
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all through Proverbs.
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At the very end of the book,
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we have this thing of the worthy wife.
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And you really do have to learn
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to get beyond the inherent sexism of Scripture.
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It was written in a different culture.
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I mean, sometimes the people
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who are really fighting for social justice
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are still fighting from a culture
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where they're pushing the limits.
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And we look back years later and, you know,
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trust me, the proposition that all men are created equal
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was incredibly progressive.
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They had no idea that the word men
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only referred to half the human race.
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I mean, they just, the word was used differently.
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Now we look back and we go, well, you know,
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maybe we could have, and people will say,
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well, clearly they meant everyone.
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That's a nice rewrite.
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Maybe they did.
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It was a different culture.
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You know, when you say all men are created equal
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at a time when women weren't voting,
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you don't really believe.
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You actually believed that all men were created equal.
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It was still on the forefront of your generation.
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And the same thing is with Scripture.
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Sometimes there's these great, wonderful sayings,
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but you can see that they're only getting so far
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in their culture, and this is one of those moments,
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you know, when one has a worthy wife,
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she's worth more than pearls.
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If you put that next to the other things
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in the Old Testament, especially the Ten Commandments,
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you start to realize that, yes, they really are saying,
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of all of your possessions, your wife is the best one.
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Of everything you own, I hope you know
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that that's the most valuable.
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It is saying that, and we say, well,
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that's not what it's saying.
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You're ignoring history.
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Of course it's what it's saying.
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Read the Ten Commandments.
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You will not covet your neighbor's, you know, oxen.
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You will not covet their belongings.
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You will not covet their wife.
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I think she actually comes third in the list.
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Does it mean that, no, it means that they are writing
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from their cultural mindset.
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Anyone who thinks scripture was written
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outside of a culture is fooling themselves,
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and so we get this sense that there's this moment, though,
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where it's really talking about Israel, the community.
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Nowadays we would say the church is this worthy wife.
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We really do, and that's why we have to understand
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that the language is sexist,
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or we'll come to the wrong conclusion.
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It is saying that, and we say,
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or we'll come to the wrong conclusion.
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It is saying we are a belonging of God's.
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We do belong to God in a way that nowadays
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we would say a wife doesn't.
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That's why this doesn't work so well anymore,
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but we actually are a lesser spouse to God.
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It is not, our relationship with God
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is not a marriage-based inequality.
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It's God and us, and it says,
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and you know that we are worthy of this relationship
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when all, as it says here, all of those in her care
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are taken care of and doubly clothed.
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In other words, that's when we are the spouse of God.
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We are the spouse of God the day that everyone
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in our care is taken care of.
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That makes us the worthy, so it's not this,
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you know, people love this at funerals.
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If mom passed away, they'll read this
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because they kind of love it.
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Oh, you know, mom took care of everyone.
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It's really about the community.
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The bride of Christ is to take care of everyone,
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and then we're being worthy of being
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the community we claim to be.
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And so we look at that, and then we go and we say,
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so now what is this stewardship thing about?
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What have we been given?
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What are we doing to take care of others?
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Some people in the gospel, it doesn't tell you who you are.
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Some people are like Martha and Mary,
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who are clearly people with money.
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They have, we know they at least have a private garden.
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And we know that it says in the New Testament
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that there were many women who actually took care
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of this little group out of their means.
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And for a woman to be able to take care of someone
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out of their means, somehow she was able,
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she had to either inherit or still have
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an ability in that culture.
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It was a rare thing.
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But no one ever turns to them and says,
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like they do to the rich young man, give it all away.
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Each of us is called to do different stuff.
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It's not, do you give everything away?
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Do you manage everything you've had in such a way
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that it does the most good in the world?
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Not the most good in your life.
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Do we manage everything we have
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to do the most good in the world?
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That's, you know, that's an ongoing thing.
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Sometimes it's being responsible to what we have
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so it will be there, not just for our children,
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but for the world.
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Because the church is called to take care,
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as Pope said this weekend,
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we are called to take care of everyone.
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And then the scripture says, and those under your care
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had better be well fed and well clothed and taken care of.
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And so we get this real mandate.
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I always think that Christianity,
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I mentioned this at a school mass this week,
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Christianity gets one of our most important dynamics
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absolutely backwards most of the time.
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In American Christianity nowadays,
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this is not true all through history.
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But the dynamic is that we think religion is about
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getting you to think the right things about God.
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We profess the creed.
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It's important, I'm glad we profess it.
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But it's not the point.
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The point is not think all the right things,
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have all the right definitions, know all the right laws.
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That's what it means to be a good Catholic,
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is I follow every one of the rules.
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And then subsidiarily, if I've got time left over,
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we go out and we help the poor.
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No, the first one, the last one there,
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that's the mandatory one.
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What we do in the world is actually more important
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than whether I have the right thoughts about God.
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Because quite frankly,
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you'll never get God figured out anyway.
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I'm always surprised how often we use God
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as a distraction to the gospel.
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God becomes the distraction.
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I'm gonna ponder God and, you know,
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I'm gonna ponder and pray
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and hopefully God will feed the poor.
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No, no, he's got his job, we have ours.
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And our job is to go out and change the world.
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And that's what's difficult about our faith.
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Because throughout history,
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the church slowly has aligned itself
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and it's against its own roots.
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We align ourselves, it happens naturally,
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with establishment.
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We become the voice of the establishment.
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The original gospel was never
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the voice of the establishment.
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It always scares me to know.
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You know, first thing I realized
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when I was studying the scripture in seminary
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is that the only people Jesus gets mad at
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are the religious leaders.
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I mean, it's amazing, once we study that,
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we're still willing to become priests.
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We're the ones he gets mad at.
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He doesn't stand with the priests
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and look out to the people and say,
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you hypocrites.
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He always stands with them,
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looks at the religious leader and goes,
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you hypocrites.
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We're the ones that really seem to upset him the most.
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And so we have to always, you know,
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have that in mind as we minister,
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as we preach, as we do all these things.
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And then the level goes out.
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Those of us who are Christians
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working with non-Christians,
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we have to understand that that finger
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might be pointing back at us.
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The establishment is not ever
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where the church was meant to be.
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We were always meant to be the pilgrim church.
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Triumphant church happens after death.
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That's in heaven.
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We're the pilgrim church.
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We're the church that journeys
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through the world with those who have no home.
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And the Pope says this over and over and over again,
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and it's interesting to watch the backlash against it.
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You know, tell us we're holy,
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but don't give us a mission.
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That will never happen.
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That will never happen.
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The gospel will not be there to tell us
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when we're being holy or not.
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It will be there to tell us what we do next,
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where the mission is, everything we've been given.
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Hopefully we do go out and invest it in others.
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And sometimes that will go well.
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Mother Teresa always reminds us,
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you are called to be faithful, not successful.
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And I always think that's the line
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I want to hear in that gospel today,
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is you're not called to be successful.
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You were called to be faithful.
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You are called to be courageous.
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You are called to be able to speak your mind.
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And it may work out well for you.
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Those who have an earthly vision would tell you
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it didn't work out well for Jesus.
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Peter tried to talk him out of it.
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We're called not to side with that.
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We're called to side with the Jesus vision that
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says we're called to be faithful.
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We cannot control the world's reaction to it.
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But we're called to go out and change the world.
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And if we're too stuck in our establishment,
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we don't want change.
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It's comfortable.
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But like the pope, when we align with the poor,
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we will see the need for change.
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And only when we see that need will we
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start to understand the gospel of Jesus.
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Father Pat’s message centers around the parable of Father Pat’s message centers around the parable of the talents and the deeper implications of what it means to faithfully use the gifts God has entrusted to us. He challenges listeners to move beyond a superficial understanding of stewardship, emphasizing that the parable is not merely about financial responsibility but about embracing the courage to risk, invest, and serve others with all that we have been given. He laments the missing part of the story—the one who risks and loses—yet affirms that God calls us to faithfulness, not success. Father Pat draws connections between authentic Christian discipleship and solidarity with the poor, underscoring that true Christ-like living requires aligning ourselves with the marginalized and resisting the comfort and stagnation of establishment religion. Ultimately, Father Pat urges the Church and its members to abandon passive religiosity and instead live out the Gospel through bold, sacrificial love and justice.
The parable of the talents, as Father Pat explains, is often misunderstood when reduced to a simple lesson on productivity or financial stewardship. The deeper message lies in the spiritual responsibility to recognize the abundance of gifts—spiritual, emotional, material—that God has placed in our lives and to use them courageously for the good of others. The Gospel rewards those who risk and invest their talents, but it does not address the scenario many of us fear: what happens if we risk and fail? Father Pat points out this omission and suggests that, despite the lack of narrative closure, the instinctive conclusion is that faithfulness and willingness to act matter more to God than measurable success. This is echoed in the life of Jesus himself, whose crucifixion by worldly standards looked like failure, yet became the ultimate act of faithfulness.
Father Pat also draws a powerful parallel between this parable and the story of the ten lepers, where the one who returns to thank Jesus steps off the expected path—a risky move that is nonetheless deeply valued by Christ. This illustrates that true discipleship often involves stepping away from the safe and expected in favor of authentic, grateful, and courageous living. He also reflects on the wisdom of the poor, a theme that Pope Francis has emphasized, especially on the World Day of the Poor. The poor, he notes, have a clearer vision of God, not because of sentimentality, but because their daily dependence reveals a truth many of us with material security forget: everything we have is gift. The poor recognize their need for grace, while the affluent often delude themselves with the myth of self-sufficiency.
In this context, Father Pat challenges the Church to examine its alignment with institutional power and comfort. Historically, the Church began as a movement on the margins, yet over centuries has often become an arm of the establishment, losing its prophetic edge. He notes with irony that the only people Jesus directs anger toward in the Gospels are the religious leaders—those who were supposed to guide others but instead preserved their own power. This is a sobering reminder for clergy and laypeople alike to constantly reevaluate whether we are truly following Christ or merely preserving tradition and comfort.
The reading from Proverbs about the “worthy wife” is also reinterpreted not as a patriarchal ideal of a submissive woman, but as a metaphor for the community of faith—the Church—and its responsibility to care for all within its reach. Just as a worthy spouse ensures that those in her care are well-fed and clothed, the Church must prioritize the material and spiritual wellbeing of the vulnerable. This reframing encourages believers to resist individualistic interpretations of Scripture and instead embrace a communal, justice-oriented reading.
Father Pat critiques the inversion of priorities prevalent in much of American Christianity, where orthodoxy (right belief) is elevated above orthopraxy (right action). He argues that the true measure of Christian faith is not how accurately one can define theological doctrines, but how deeply one embodies the Gospel through acts of love, justice, and mercy. The creeds and doctrines matter, but they are not the end; they are meant to propel us into mission. Christianity, at its core, is not about admiring God from a distance, but about participating in God’s work in the world—feeding the hungry, clothing the naked, and challenging unjust systems.
Finally, Father Pat echoes the wisdom of Mother Teresa: “You are not called to be successful, but faithful.” This statement encapsulates the heart of the homily. Faithfulness means risking failure, stepping into the unknown, and offering one’s gifts without the guarantee of reward. It demands that we not cling to security but embrace the Gospel's radical call to transformation—for ourselves and for the world. The Church must renew its identity as a pilgrim people, journeying with the poor, the displaced, and the forgotten, rather than settling into the comforts of cultural relevance or institutional prestige. Only then will we fully understand and live the Gospel of Jesus Christ....
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Your Life Is Not a Chore
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 878.510009765625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Jesus said to Nicodemus, Just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the desert, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, so that everyone who believes in him may have eternal life. For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him might not perish, but might have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him will not be condemned. Whoever does not believe has already been condemned because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. And this is the verdict, that the light came into the world, but people preferred darkness to light, because their works were evil. For everyone who does wicked things hates the light and does not come toward the light, so that his works might not be exposed. But whoever lives, the truth comes to the light, so that his work may be clearly seen as done in God. The Gospel of the Lord. I always am so aware, especially in these sections of John's Gospel, that you kind of have to apologize for the horrible translating into English nowadays. That, I mean, we all know that there are problems with the pronouns, and it just doesn't seem like that women exist in this world. You know, whoever believes in God, he will do this, and he will do that, and he'll do the other thing, and if he doesn't, then he will do this. And I'm thinking, either it's a sexist translation, or women are off the hook and can do anything they want. I'll let you decide what it means. You know, I think I mentioned last week that the Ten Commandments are written this way, and it kind of hit me later on that, you know, the Ten Commandments really do talk about women as property. You know, you will not covet your husband's property, not his house, not his wife, not his slaves. I mean, she's just thrown right into the mix. But since it only applies, the whole list of commandments is only applying to men in the way it's translated, I always think, you know, there's a payoff. Because things like, thou shalt not commit murder, and all this. So, according to Scripture, he owns you, but you can kill him. You know, we kind of have to get beyond those things and try and figure out what it's saying to us in our day and in our language. And this image of the serpent in the desert is out of the Hebrew Scriptures, the early Scriptures. And it's this odd story when they're in the desert, and they're being, they kind of stumble into what must be a small nation of snakes in the desert. They're being plagued by snakebiting. And the story is that, you know, they ask, and God tells them to construct a snake on a pole, an image of a snake, which is interesting, given the you shall have no other images. But this one they get. And if they will, you know, all they have to do is gaze upon it, and they'll be cured. It becomes, years down the line, the symbol of modern medicine. The snakes on the rod. But you kind of think, what an interesting image for modern medicine. Because to us, it sort of sounds like a tribal witch doctor sort of thing. Look at this, and you'll be cured. But the deeper wisdom behind it is, which all of science and medicine is based on, is if you've got a problem, you don't run from it. You examine it. You look at it. You dig into it. You lean into the problem. You embrace it, and then you solve it. It's about this, what is your issue? Oh, don't run from the snakes. Because you have to lay down and sleep once in a while. They'll get you. Face them. What are the things in life we don't face? And life is a constant series of very, very minor difficulties. Unless we let them build up. But if we think that life shouldn't ever be difficult, to the extent that we don't think life takes effort, then we find ourselves kind of in this place that the gospel talks about, this place of darkness, where we really don't want anyone to see what's going on behind the scenes. And you want to say, and why? Why is that so fearful to us? And it usually happens for one of two reasons. Either we're doing things behind the scenes that we don't want anyone to know about, or it's just sort of a bother. Because I don't want them weighing in on my life. Which for me is a little hypocritical, because I get to spend at least once a week and weigh in on all of yours. But there's that sort of thing that we just like to, we'll just show you the finished product. And we kind of go around with this sense that we don't want, whenever someone says, well, they don't need to know what's going on behind the scenes. You know there's a shame there. You know there's something there that even if it's just I don't want to be bothered with it, we're just convinced if the world knew who we are, it would be a worse place. And here we're told, lean into it. You know, I mentioned I was kind of, I was kind of shocked. And now every time I mention it, I feel like people think I'm doing something heroic, which was so bizarre, because it was not meant that way. But a few years ago on Good Friday, I talked about in my life battles with depression. And I got lots of letters. And I thought at the time, it's 2016. Is this still something people don't talk about? I mean, it didn't occur to me. We've never heard anyone talk about it. And I wanted to say, well, of course not. They were depressed. They didn't want to talk to you. But I've noticed when I battled that over the years that there is something. Now, this is not a cure-all. But it's amazing the layer of pressure it takes off. Sometimes if I feel like I'm going into this cycle of depression, once in a while to go, lean into it. So who cares? Be as, don't just be depressed. You want to be depressed? I'll show you depression and raise you morose. Lean into it. Have a nice, luxurious depression. It never lasts so long. Because it kind of takes away its power. It's no longer the enemy at the gate that we fight. Once in a while, we go, what happens when I just say, you know, this is the difficulty of life. Let it be difficult. How many times has children, most of us maybe have, if not exactly this, a similar experience. I remember as a child, my mother would say, it would be a Saturday morning and it would be wonderful out. And, you know, and she was like, you were supposed to clean it? You were supposed to clean your room yesterday. You're going to clean the room before you go out and play. I can't tell you the entire days of play I would give up because I wasn't going to clean that room, rather than take 10 minutes of effort and then get on with my day. I'd rather give up the day because while I keep it in front of me, it's this paralyzing mountain I don't want to climb. And once I start up it, it's usually gone. I have shared with you before, and I don't mean this in a mean way, but in my job, there is not a single thing I do that I look forward to. Not one. There's also not a single thing that I don't enjoy once I'm doing it. And you'd think over the years, I would have been able to sign up, parlay that into knowing I'll be enjoying it while I'm doing it. So just walk out the house and do it. You know, I don't dislike saying mass, but 15 minutes earlier when I'm at the house going, you know, if I didn't have to say that mass, you know, I could have another cup of coffee. At that moment, I'm like, oh, I have something I have to get done. And I spend too much of my life thinking, okay, well, you know, I've got all this stuff coming up, and if I just get past that, and then I think for a minute, I go, okay, wait, wait, then there's Holy Week. But once I get past, once I get past Easter, it's a coast. Except that we've got confirmations that month in graduation. But once I get past, and then all of a sudden it hits me, that's my life I'm trying to get past. You don't get past your life until you die. You know, oh, I've just got one more to get through. No, no, that's your life. And if you're trying to get past it, you're missing it. And so once in a while, they say, oh, is that what you're afraid of? Stare at it. Examine it. Let it be part of your life, but only part. And know that we are a people that believe that when we can embrace the cross, we're on the way to resurrection. We don't get lost in that sort of old-school sort of old-style Christianity, even that old-style Catholicism of, we offer it up because you suffer, because when you suffer, God just likes you more. And we're gonna suffer, and we're gonna suffer. No, we suffer when we think by suffering, we get through to something better. And it's necessary. People have to study to get the grade. We have to sometimes do the parts that we don't like, because it's gonna open something up. And if we're doing a lot of suffering that isn't helping anything, then it's time to back up and re-examine. But Christian suffering serves a purpose. I think a lot of people are, you know, we get into that, you know, we're called to suffer just to suffer. You know, I gave up all sorts of things for Lent so that these six weeks last forever. You know, instead of, no, we're doing something, Lent, that will actually make us, put us in a better place by Easter. God really isn't this horrible sort of entity that wants us suffering. That early vision of God in the first reading is, you know, I always think, you know, this is the sort of, early on we have a picture in Scripture of what I call the emotionally fragile God. You know, they have really upset him this time, and now he's so angry, he is never gonna stop, it says. You know what? None of you are that powerful. There is not one of you that is going to do something today that is going to set God off. But we know, we know that idea's in there from our childhood. Oh, God's mad now. No, no, that's mom or dad. And you did set them off. God is, God has not got the same emotional, you know, fragileness that we are all so used to. And we stop to think that because we keep thinking, well, if what I'm doing isn't going to make God feel better, what's the point? It's not. You know, I just, I was talking to God just this morning. Still not talking back, but I was, God's doing fine. You know, and so how do we serve God? Well, that's why He puts other people in our lives. You know, how are they doing? Do we check in with them? What's our encouragement of the people around us? How do we allow them to embrace those difficult times knowing that we can all get through to somewhere better? How do we, you know, encourage one another, not just towards Easter, but sometimes we have to encourage one another into the passion and death knowing that resurrection's on the other side. Resurrection's on the other side, not because isn't suffering wonderful. Because we know that effort is necessary to get to certain places. And some places the effort actually rises to the level of suffering. So we don't, we don't aggrandize our suffering. We never think that those who drove the nails into Jesus were doing God's work. Even though it falls into the plan of salvation, we can't make heroes out of the villains. You know, instead we go, all of us are going to have difficulty. All of us are going to have, you know, hard moments in life. All of us are gonna have to have effort to grow. We're doing this program on the second half of life in about a week that's happening. And that's why I was reading it today. I don't know, I just started laughing. It could be my age. But I'm reading and it says, you know, we're there to celebrate everything over 50. And I'm like, that's a tough theme, you know. You know, we're gonna give you more life. And all I could think in my head is, what if I don't want more life? As you get older, it's interesting the things that you start to go, you know, different things are effort. You know, it's more effort to get out and exercise. If I don't, you know, let me tell you, the resurrection's getting real far away. You know, there are things we do that are effort every day. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Jesus said to Nicodemus,
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Just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the desert,
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so must the Son of Man be lifted up,
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so that everyone who believes in him may have eternal life.
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For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son,
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so that everyone who believes in him might not perish,
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but might have eternal life.
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For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world,
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but that the world might be saved through him.
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Whoever believes in him will not be condemned.
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Whoever does not believe has already been condemned
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because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God.
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And this is the verdict,
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that the light came into the world,
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but people preferred darkness to light,
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because their works were evil.
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For everyone who does wicked things hates the light
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and does not come toward the light,
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so that his works might not be exposed.
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But whoever lives, the truth comes to the light,
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so that his work may be clearly seen as done in God.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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I always am so aware,
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especially in these sections of John's Gospel,
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that you kind of have to apologize
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for the horrible translating into English nowadays.
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That, I mean, we all know that there are problems with the pronouns,
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and it just doesn't seem like that women exist in this world.
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You know, whoever believes in God,
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he will do this, and he will do that,
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and he'll do the other thing,
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and if he doesn't, then he will do this.
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And I'm thinking, either it's a sexist translation,
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or women are off the hook and can do anything they want.
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I'll let you decide what it means.
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You know, I think I mentioned last week
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that the Ten Commandments are written this way,
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and it kind of hit me later on that,
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you know, the Ten Commandments really do talk about women as property.
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You know, you will not covet your husband's property,
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not his house, not his wife, not his slaves.
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I mean, she's just thrown right into the mix.
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But since it only applies,
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the whole list of commandments is only applying to men
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in the way it's translated,
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I always think, you know, there's a payoff.
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Because things like,
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thou shalt not commit murder, and all this.
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So, according to Scripture,
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he owns you, but you can kill him.
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You know, we kind of have to get beyond those things
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and try and figure out what it's saying to us
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in our day and in our language.
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And this image of the serpent in the desert
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is out of the Hebrew Scriptures, the early Scriptures.
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And it's this odd story when they're in the desert,
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and they're being, they kind of stumble into
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what must be a small nation of snakes in the desert.
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They're being plagued by snakebiting.
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And the story is that, you know, they ask,
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and God tells them to construct a snake on a pole,
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an image of a snake, which is interesting,
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given the you shall have no other images.
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But this one they get.
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And if they will, you know,
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all they have to do is gaze upon it,
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and they'll be cured.
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It becomes, years down the line,
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the symbol of modern medicine.
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The snakes on the rod.
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But you kind of think,
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what an interesting image for modern medicine.
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Because to us, it sort of sounds like
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a tribal witch doctor sort of thing.
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Look at this, and you'll be cured.
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But the deeper wisdom behind it is,
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which all of science and medicine is based on,
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is if you've got a problem, you don't run from it.
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You examine it.
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You look at it.
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You dig into it.
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You lean into the problem.
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You embrace it, and then you solve it.
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It's about this, what is your issue?
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Oh, don't run from the snakes.
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Because you have to lay down and sleep once in a while.
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They'll get you.
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Face them.
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What are the things in life we don't face?
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And life is a constant series of very, very minor difficulties.
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Unless we let them build up.
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But if we think that life shouldn't ever be difficult,
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to the extent that we don't think life takes effort,
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then we find ourselves kind of in this place
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that the gospel talks about, this place of darkness,
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where we really don't want anyone to see
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what's going on behind the scenes.
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And you want to say, and why?
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Why is that so fearful to us?
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And it usually happens for one of two reasons.
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Either we're doing things behind the scenes
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that we don't want anyone to know about,
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or it's just sort of a bother.
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Because I don't want them weighing in on my life.
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Which for me is a little hypocritical,
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because I get to spend at least once a week
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and weigh in on all of yours.
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But there's that sort of thing that we just like to,
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we'll just show you the finished product.
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And we kind of go around with this sense
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that we don't want, whenever someone says,
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well, they don't need to know
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what's going on behind the scenes.
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You know there's a shame there.
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You know there's something there
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that even if it's just I don't want to be bothered with it,
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we're just convinced if the world knew who we are,
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it would be a worse place.
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And here we're told, lean into it.
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You know, I mentioned I was kind of, I was kind of shocked.
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And now every time I mention it,
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I feel like people think I'm doing something heroic,
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which was so bizarre, because it was not meant that way.
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But a few years ago on Good Friday,
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I talked about in my life battles with depression.
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And I got lots of letters.
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And I thought at the time, it's 2016.
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Is this still something people don't talk about?
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I mean, it didn't occur to me.
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We've never heard anyone talk about it.
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And I wanted to say, well, of course not.
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They were depressed.
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They didn't want to talk to you.
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But I've noticed when I battled that over the years
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that there is something.
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Now, this is not a cure-all.
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But it's amazing the layer of pressure it takes off.
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Sometimes if I feel like I'm going into this cycle
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of depression, once in a while to go, lean into it.
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So who cares?
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Be as, don't just be depressed.
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You want to be depressed?
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I'll show you depression and raise you morose.
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Lean into it.
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Have a nice, luxurious depression.
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It never lasts so long.
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Because it kind of takes away its power.
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It's no longer the enemy at the gate that we fight.
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Once in a while, we go, what happens when I just say,
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you know, this is the difficulty of life.
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Let it be difficult.
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How many times has children, most of us maybe have,
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if not exactly this, a similar experience.
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I remember as a child, my mother would say,
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it would be a Saturday morning and it would be wonderful out.
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And, you know, and she was like,
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you were supposed to clean it?
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You were supposed to clean your room yesterday.
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You're going to clean the room before you go out and play.
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I can't tell you the entire days of play I would give up
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because I wasn't going to clean that room,
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rather than take 10 minutes of effort
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and then get on with my day.
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I'd rather give up the day
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because while I keep it in front of me,
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it's this paralyzing mountain I don't want to climb.
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And once I start up it, it's usually gone.
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I have shared with you before,
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and I don't mean this in a mean way,
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but in my job, there is not a single thing I do
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that I look forward to.
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Not one.
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There's also not a single thing
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that I don't enjoy once I'm doing it.
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And you'd think over the years,
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I would have been able to sign up,
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parlay that into knowing I'll be enjoying it
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while I'm doing it.
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So just walk out the house and do it.
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You know, I don't dislike saying mass,
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but 15 minutes earlier when I'm at the house going,
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you know, if I didn't have to say that mass,
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you know, I could have another cup of coffee.
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At that moment, I'm like,
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oh, I have something I have to get done.
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And I spend too much of my life thinking,
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okay, well, you know, I've got all this stuff coming up,
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and if I just get past that,
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and then I think for a minute, I go,
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okay, wait, wait, then there's Holy Week.
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But once I get past,
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once I get past Easter, it's a coast.
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Except that we've got confirmations
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that month in graduation.
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But once I get past,
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and then all of a sudden it hits me,
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that's my life I'm trying to get past.
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You don't get past your life until you die.
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You know, oh, I've just got one more to get through.
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No, no, that's your life.
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And if you're trying to get past it, you're missing it.
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And so once in a while, they say,
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oh, is that what you're afraid of?
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Stare at it.
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Examine it.
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Let it be part of your life, but only part.
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And know that we are a people that believe
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that when we can embrace the cross,
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we're on the way to resurrection.
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We don't get lost in that sort of old-school
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sort of old-style Christianity,
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even that old-style Catholicism of,
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we offer it up because you suffer,
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because when you suffer, God just likes you more.
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And we're gonna suffer, and we're gonna suffer.
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No, we suffer when we think by suffering,
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we get through to something better.
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And it's necessary.
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People have to study to get the grade.
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We have to sometimes do the parts that we don't like,
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because it's gonna open something up.
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And if we're doing a lot of suffering
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that isn't helping anything,
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then it's time to back up and re-examine.
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But Christian suffering serves a purpose.
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I think a lot of people are, you know,
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we get into that, you know,
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we're called to suffer just to suffer.
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You know, I gave up all sorts of things for Lent
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so that these six weeks last forever.
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You know, instead of,
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no, we're doing something, Lent,
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that will actually make us,
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put us in a better place by Easter.
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God really isn't this horrible sort of entity
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that wants us suffering.
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That early vision of God in the first reading is,
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you know, I always think, you know,
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this is the sort of,
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early on we have a picture in Scripture
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of what I call the emotionally fragile God.
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You know, they have really upset him this time,
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and now he's so angry,
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he is never gonna stop, it says.
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You know what?
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None of you are that powerful.
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There is not one of you
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that is going to do something today
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that is going to set God off.
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But we know, we know that idea's in there
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from our childhood.
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Oh, God's mad now.
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No, no, that's mom or dad.
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And you did set them off.
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God is, God has not got the same emotional,
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you know, fragileness that we are all so used to.
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And we stop to think that
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because we keep thinking,
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well, if what I'm doing
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isn't going to make God feel better,
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what's the point?
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It's not.
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You know, I just,
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I was talking to God just this morning.
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Still not talking back,
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but I was,
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God's doing fine.
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You know, and so how do we serve God?
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Well, that's why He puts other people in our lives.
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You know, how are they doing?
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Do we check in with them?
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What's our encouragement of the people around us?
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How do we allow them to embrace
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those difficult times
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knowing that we can all get through
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to somewhere better?
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How do we, you know, encourage one another,
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not just towards Easter,
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but sometimes we have to encourage one another
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into the passion and death
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knowing that resurrection's on the other side.
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Resurrection's on the other side,
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not because isn't suffering wonderful.
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Because we know that effort
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is necessary to get to certain places.
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And some places the effort
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actually rises to the level of suffering.
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So we don't,
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we don't aggrandize our suffering.
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We never think that those
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who drove the nails into Jesus
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were doing God's work.
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Even though it falls into the plan of salvation,
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we can't make heroes out of the villains.
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You know, instead we go,
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all of us are going to have difficulty.
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All of us are going to have,
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you know, hard moments in life.
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All of us are gonna have to have effort to grow.
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We're doing this program on the second half of life
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in about a week that's happening.
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And that's why I was reading it today.
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I don't know, I just started laughing.
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It could be my age.
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But I'm reading and it says,
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you know, we're there to celebrate everything over 50.
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And I'm like, that's a tough theme, you know.
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You know, we're gonna give you more life.
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And all I could think in my head is,
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what if I don't want more life?
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As you get older, it's interesting
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the things that you start to go,
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you know, different things are effort.
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You know, it's more effort to get out and exercise.
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If I don't, you know, let me tell you,
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the resurrection's getting real far away.
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You know, there are things we do that are effort every day.
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Not, suffering is too loaded a word sometimes.
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But if we accept every day's effort
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and encourage one another through it,
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we get to better places.
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God does not need or want the world to suffer.
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But God invites all of us to grow.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of facing life’s difficulties with honesty, vulnerability, and perseverance. Drawing from the Gospel of John and the image of the serpent in the desert, he emphasizes that healing and growth come not by avoiding hardship, but by confronting it directly. He critiques outdated and exclusionary interpretations of scripture, highlighting the need to engage with the text and our faith in a way that speaks truthfully to contemporary life. Ultimately, he reassures us that God is not a fragile or punitive being, but one who invites us into deeper relationship through the shared human experience of struggle, effort, and, ultimately, resurrection.
Father Pat begins by acknowledging the shortcomings of biblical translations, particularly their male-centric language that can obscure both inclusivity and relevance. He humorously questions whether such language leaves women exempt or simply overlooked, but more seriously, he challenges listeners to move beyond these limitations to uncover the deeper message of the Gospel. In discussing the story of Moses lifting up a bronze serpent in the desert—a symbol that becomes a precursor to Christ lifted on the cross—he brings attention to the paradox of healing through exposure. The Israelites were cured not by fleeing the source of pain, but by looking directly at the symbol of their affliction. This, Father Pat explains, is the foundation of healing and growth: not avoidance, but confrontation.
He draws a profound parallel between this ancient wisdom and the reality of modern life. Instead of fleeing from discomfort, shame, or emotional pain, we are called to ‘lean into’ our struggles. Using his own experience with depression as a vulnerable example, he illustrates how naming and owning our difficulties can diminish their power. Rather than being consumed by the looming fear of tasks or emotional challenges, we can disarm them by facing them head-on. Life, he says, is not something to "get through" in anticipation of a better moment—life is the very process of engaging with these moments, even when they are hard.
Father Pat also critiques a simplistic theology of suffering that presents God as pleased by our pain. He warns against interpreting hardship as divine punishment or assuming that suffering in and of itself is virtuous. Instead, he reorients the idea of Christian suffering as purposeful effort—struggles that lead to growth, transformation, and ultimately, resurrection. Just as Jesus’ crucifixion leads to new life, so too can our own trials become gateways to renewal when embraced with faith and perseverance.
Importantly, Father Pat dispels the image of a wrathful or emotionally volatile God. He reminds us that God is not like our human parents who can be set off by our failures. Rather, God's constancy and love remain unshaken by our missteps. This reframing allows us to approach God not in fear, but in trust. He also emphasizes that serving God is not about appeasing a divine ego, but about how we treat those around us. Our service to God is measured in our compassion, our support for one another, and our shared efforts to journey through life’s challenges toward wholeness and light.
Finally, he reflects on the rhythm of daily life—the minor sufferings, the reluctance to engage, the procrastinations—and how these small acts of resistance can rob us of joy. Whether it's cleaning a room or preparing for a liturgical celebration, life’s demands can feel daunting until we face them. And once we do, we find not only that they are bearable, but that they often bring satisfaction and growth. In this way, Father Pat calls us to live fully in the present, not waiting to "get through" our lives, but embracing each moment, each effort, as the very fabric of our spiritual journey.
In all, Father Pat invites us to a spirituality rooted in realism, compassion, and courage—a faith that acknowledges the difficulty of life, but also its beauty, meaning, and divine potential when lived authentically and in community....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1293.6600341796875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus was praying in a certain place, and when he had finished, one of his disciples said to him, Lord, teach us to pray, just as John taught his disciples. He said to them, When you pray, say, Father, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come. Give us each day our daily bread, and forgive our sins, as we ourselves forgive everyone in debt to us. And do not subject us to the final test. And he said to them, Suppose one of you has a friend to whom he goes at midnight and says, Friend, lend me three loaves of bread, for a friend of mine has arrived at my house from a journey, and I have nothing to offer him. And he says in reply from within, Do not bother me. The door has already been locked, and my children and I are already in bed. I cannot get up to give you anything. I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitor the loaves because of their friendship, he will get up to give him whatever he needs because of his persistence. And I tell you, ask and you will receive, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks the door will be opened. What father among you would hand his son a snake if he asks for a fish, or hand him a scorpion when he asks for an egg? If you then who are wicked know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him? The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Abraham, Abraham. This reading always sounds like one of those Irish jokes that go on for 17 minutes for just too little punchline. It goes on and on and I think, oh, you know, I know we think this is about, you know, the goodness of God and the forgiveness of the people. I think it's actually a parable about the amazing patience of God. I know this because I can see your faces halfway through this story. If I were God, he'd have got to about 40 and I'd have said, cut to the bottom line. What's your bottom line, God? You know, this is a perfect example of how scripture has to travel across so many cultures in so many centuries before it lands here. And it hasn't landed yet. It's not for us. It's for everyone. It's for future generations. But this is Middle Eastern Hegelism. It's, I mean, it's their culture. To kind of, okay, what about this? Okay, what about this? I mean, I don't think we think, oof, real sad for those nine people that they couldn't find 10. You know, I mean, it could go on and on, but it depicts the vision of their relationship with God. As I've mentioned occasionally, one of the most fundamental differences between the spirituality, not the theology, but the spirituality of Judaism and Islam is right there in the words. Islam means that, you know, we define ourselves, Islam is submission. We define ourselves through submission to God. Israel means to argue with God, to wrestle with God. And they believed, I mean, the stories of wrestling with the angel, Jacob's ladder, all these stories because they aren't really, it's not an arrogance of coming up against God. It is their fundamental stance that when they speak of God, they are always speaking of their image of God. And we always have to wrestle with our image of God. You know, when we pray to God, we pray to our image of God. We can't get past that. The actuality of God is just beyond us. And so we have these images, and as we pray to images, we have to wrestle with them. And this is, you know, this sort of spectacular wrestling with the image. My favorite moment in all of these Old Testament stories is when Abraham says, will you sweep away the innocent for the guilty? I mean, suppose there were 50 innocent people. You know, far be it from you to do such a thing. There is a Yiddish word, chutzpah. Do you know the chutzpah it takes to look at God and say, come on, you're better than that. I mean, that's what he's doing. But there's an understanding of the spirituality under this that it's a story about wrestling with our image of God. How often do we come up with a catastrophe, whether it's obvious that it's through the sin of a person or two, like a shooting, whether it's a natural disaster. And we go, why? What is God doing? That's you and I wrestling with our image of God, not with the reality of God because you and I can't get there. But our image, our image is that, you know, if God is God, then life should run along perfectly. Now let me say it out loud, we know that's not right. But certainly it shouldn't get to a certain point. And usually we're saying that when we think we're there. It shouldn't get, they shouldn't be this far. You know, it's this wrestling with God. And the story is not about just about the haggling in the sense of what's the best deal I can get. The haggling in Middle Eastern culture is also about the sustaining of the relationship. You and I, our relationship with a salesperson usually is, I'd like a non-fat latte. Okay. They would find that, this is why we get a reputation in other countries as being rude. It's not that we don't speak the language. So we walk into a store and we don't say hello or good morning. We walk in and say, I'd like, and they're like, for now. That to them is unduly harsh. I really do, I've mentioned this before, but I really do now. I actually, I've mentioned this book. I want to do a book club on it, but there's a book called The Bonjour Effect. Which is, they aren't mad because we don't speak French. They're mad because we walk into their store and don't even say bonjour before we tell them what we want. They're like, no. This, so the haggling of Abraham and God is not, oh, if you just sneak at it, you can get a much better deal on a God. No, it's look at their relationship. Look at the companionship and the friendship and look at the reality of the interaction and that it's not sort of, you know, I go to God for a second in prayer in the morning and I say, here's what I want. Okay, check in tomorrow. We'll see how you're doing. That was real good, but did you miss number four and five on the list yesterday? You know, I mean, it's like, it's this perfunctory. I think, and it's probably getting worse in modern culture as socialization is replaced by networking. You know, networking is creating, you know, in its strictest sense, it's creating relationships that might be helpful to me as opposed to creating relationships. Networking is not a bad thing unless it is the sum total of how we relate to the world. So we, you know, hopefully we never create a relationship that is only about business, is only about what I can get out of it. You know, Abraham and God already have a relationship. That's why the story goes that way. All three of these little sections on prayer are about the constancy of it. He's really not saying with this, you know, if you just keep knocking at night, at midnight, you know, it is not Luke or Jesus saying, look, I've met you people, trust me, you could wear God down and he'll give you whatever you want. All right, you can't wear God down. That's not what prayer is. If I just, how many people I've heard say, I've prayed and I've prayed and I've prayed and they don't want to really end it with the reality statement which is, and God still won't follow my orders. I get done praying and I'm not in charge yet. How come? Because if I pray enough and God will do whatever I want, then think about that. All I have to pray in the name of Jesus, if you're smart, one or two, so get two gathered, pray in the name of Jesus and be consistent enough and God's on the book. So now, Penelope was in charge of the universe. You were God. Because if we really believe that as long as I pray right, God should be doing this stuff, we're in charge. You know, I always want to turn this last part inside out with the second last part where he says, which of you would hand your child a scorpion if they asked for an egg? Well, which of you would hand them a scorpion if they asked for a scorpion? Sometimes we ask for scorpions. You know, it can even be the most gracious prayer. It can just simply be someone who needs healing. And what we don't know is they're on their own journey. I can't ask God to change their journey because I'm not ready for it. Even because they're not ready for it. And they're on their journey. And so we kind of, when we have, if we pray enough, we will wear down our own heart. We'll wear down the walls. We'll wear down whatever it is in us that just can't trust God. We're not wearing down God. It's just, I've tried. A heat is relentless. We can't wear down God. We can wear down the, you know, what this, in 12-step groups they have a thing called, what they call stinking thinking. Meaning the things we tell ourselves that just keep us addicted, the ways we think in life that just have messed us up and they're paradigms of life that aren't helping us and we can't let go. And we fall back into them all the time. You know, all of us do that. We have ways of thinking that we fall back into. And Jesus says, yeah, you just keep a prayer and you will, you'll notice he doesn't say at the end of this, it's, Luke does this each time and he's very clever about it. Matthew doesn't go here but he says, I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitors the loaves because of their friendship, he will give them whatever he needs because of his persistence. He doesn't think he'll give the loaves for his persistence. Ask for the loaves, ask for the loaves and if you're persistent enough, God will give you what you need. Not the loaves. As a matter of fact, I've always kind of thought, what visitor do you have that eats three loaves of bread? It's not me, it is what Yeti came to town. I'm like, it's, but you know, give us this day our daily bread and he follows it with, so he wants three loaves of bread and if you're persistent, what you need. Not what, it doesn't say if you ask, God will give you whatever you asked for. If you're not, God will open the door. You've asked to be opened. He ends it, he says, so if you just ask God for all these good things, God will give you the Holy Spirit. Little, little Peyton switch there at the end. Not, I know God will give me the Holy Spirit. I wanted the winning lottery ticket. I'll worry about the Spirit after I get that ticket. You know, we get the Spirit, we get the relationship with God and it's why it kind of moves us to, I think it's a better practice for us to pursue in life, with our prayer life. I can't tell you that the number of people who over the years have said, you know, it's one of the most common confessions is, I miss my daily prayers. Now, do you know there is nothing in canon law or church teaching that says, this is the amount of prayer you should do daily and if you don't do this, you've sinned. What they're really saying is, I've developed a habit of prayer over the years and I've fallen off my own routine. And, you know, I suppose at some level they're thinking, it's kind of what I committed to God and I didn't keep my commitment. But you made up that commitment of prayer. And so there are people who will say, and I always ask, well, tell me what your daily prayer is. And often, well, I've fallen off my daily prayer. Well, what is your daily prayer? Well, I do 15 rosaries followed by three hours of meditation, followed with that. I missed my morning prayers. Yes, they ran into lunch. You know, and I'm like, if we create that sort of, I'm going to be a prayer warrior, it may not be sustainable. And it may not be as helpful. I think much more helpful is, I think the perfect prayer life would be five or ten minutes in the morning, maybe with a scripture, maybe with a quick reflection that gives you something to think about. And then ten times during the day, bringing it back to your mind for 30 seconds. You know, the old Buddhist monastic tradition was whatever reflection they were given in the morning and they had a five or ten minute meeting with it, then throughout the day in the monastery, the gong would ring every 20 minutes or so. And every time the gong rang, you were just called to stop whatever you were doing, you know, take a breath, remember what it is, and then go right on. That relationship with God, much like this sort of haggling that we see with Abraham, that kind of relationship with God versus the, I dig in and I say every prayer I can and, you know, like the person who says, you know, I just joined a gym and I'm going to go three hours a day. Call me in a week. And you can't walk. You know, and it falls apart. You know, you always have these, I used to have a friend, Kathleen in my last parish was a trainer, and she said, I always try and convince them for the first month that the only goal of the workout is that they still want to work out tomorrow. It's the only goal, so get used to it. Don't kill yourself. Say it with prayer. Can you just get back in touch? I think it would be an amazing thing in Lent is if they give us a little, forget all these complicated prayer apps, one that you could say, just buzz my wrist every 20 minutes so that whatever I was thinking about in the morning I can return to, just for a breath. You know, when children leave for college or to go out in the world, when they finally move, I shouldn't say finally, it sounds so... But when they leave the house in that sort of a final way, the lamenting of the parent is not that the relationship is over. They'll still come and they'll visit. Theoretically, they'll call on a regular basis. You know, the relationship can still be there, but it moves to a relationship where they come and they visit, or we talk and then they're gone again. What the parent misses is running into them in the hallway, seeing them in the kitchen. They're the constant part of your life. That's what we should think with prayer, is that sort of constant touching God, rather than I have my prayer time and then it's back to real life. What we do here, we just think about as often as we can and it doesn't have to be long moments. It is a relationship with God and relationships are... The best relationships we have in our life are built on constancy, not on the duration of each encounter, but on how long we don't allow ourselves to go in between encounters. It's not about can I lengthen my prayer, can I shorten the distance between thinking about God. And so God asks us today to become a people not of deeper prayer, there are times for that, but a people of more constant prayer. I... I was part of a photo thing. They wanted to take pictures of our hands, which is really about the only part of a picture taking. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus was praying in a certain place,
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and when he had finished, one of his disciples said to him,
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Lord, teach us to pray, just as John taught his disciples.
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He said to them, When you pray, say,
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Father, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come.
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Give us each day our daily bread, and forgive our sins,
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as we ourselves forgive everyone in debt to us.
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And do not subject us to the final test.
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And he said to them, Suppose one of you
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has a friend to whom he goes at midnight and says,
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Friend, lend me three loaves of bread,
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for a friend of mine has arrived at my house from a journey,
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and I have nothing to offer him.
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And he says in reply from within,
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Do not bother me.
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The door has already been locked,
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and my children and I are already in bed.
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I cannot get up to give you anything.
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I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitor the loaves
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because of their friendship,
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he will get up to give him whatever he needs
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because of his persistence.
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And I tell you, ask and you will receive,
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seek and you will find,
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knock and the door will be opened to you.
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For everyone who asks receives,
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and the one who seeks finds,
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and to the one who knocks the door will be opened.
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What father among you would hand his son a snake
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if he asks for a fish,
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or hand him a scorpion when he asks for an egg?
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If you then who are wicked
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know how to give good gifts to your children,
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how much more will the Father in heaven
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give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him?
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Abraham, Abraham.
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This reading always sounds like one of those Irish jokes
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that go on for 17 minutes for just too little punchline.
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It goes on and on and I think,
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oh, you know, I know we think this is about,
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you know, the goodness of God
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and the forgiveness of the people.
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I think it's actually a parable
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about the amazing patience of God.
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I know this because I can see your faces
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halfway through this story.
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If I were God, he'd have got to about 40
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and I'd have said, cut to the bottom line.
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What's your bottom line, God?
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You know, this is a perfect example
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of how scripture has to travel across
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so many cultures in so many centuries
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before it lands here.
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And it hasn't landed yet.
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It's not for us.
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It's for everyone.
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It's for future generations.
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But this is Middle Eastern Hegelism.
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It's, I mean, it's their culture.
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To kind of, okay, what about this?
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Okay, what about this?
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I mean, I don't think we think,
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oof, real sad for those nine people
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that they couldn't find 10.
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You know, I mean, it could go on and on,
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but it depicts the vision
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of their relationship with God.
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As I've mentioned occasionally,
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one of the most fundamental differences
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between the spirituality,
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not the theology,
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but the spirituality of Judaism and Islam
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is right there in the words.
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Islam means that, you know,
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we define ourselves,
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Islam is submission.
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We define ourselves through submission to God.
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Israel means to argue with God,
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to wrestle with God.
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And they believed, I mean,
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the stories of wrestling with the angel,
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Jacob's ladder,
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all these stories because they aren't really,
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it's not an arrogance of coming up against God.
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It is their fundamental stance
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that when they speak of God,
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they are always speaking of their image of God.
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And we always have to wrestle with our image of God.
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You know, when we pray to God,
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we pray to our image of God.
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We can't get past that.
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The actuality of God is just beyond us.
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And so we have these images,
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and as we pray to images,
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we have to wrestle with them.
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And this is, you know,
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this sort of spectacular wrestling with the image.
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My favorite moment in all of these Old Testament stories
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is when Abraham says,
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will you sweep away the innocent for the guilty?
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I mean, suppose there were 50 innocent people.
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You know, far be it from you to do such a thing.
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There is a Yiddish word, chutzpah.
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Do you know the chutzpah it takes to look at God
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and say, come on, you're better than that.
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I mean, that's what he's doing.
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But there's an understanding of the spirituality under this
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that it's a story about wrestling with our image of God.
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How often do we come up with a catastrophe,
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whether it's obvious that it's through the sin
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of a person or two, like a shooting,
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whether it's a natural disaster.
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And we go, why?
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What is God doing?
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That's you and I wrestling with our image of God,
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not with the reality of God
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because you and I can't get there.
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But our image, our image is that, you know,
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if God is God, then life should run along perfectly.
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Now let me say it out loud, we know that's not right.
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But certainly it shouldn't get to a certain point.
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And usually we're saying that when we think we're there.
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It shouldn't get, they shouldn't be this far.
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You know, it's this wrestling with God.
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And the story is not about just about the haggling
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in the sense of what's the best deal I can get.
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The haggling in Middle Eastern culture
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is also about the sustaining of the relationship.
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You and I, our relationship with a salesperson
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usually is, I'd like a non-fat latte.
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Okay.
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They would find that,
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this is why we get a reputation in other countries
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as being rude.
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It's not that we don't speak the language.
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So we walk into a store
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and we don't say hello or good morning.
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We walk in and say, I'd like,
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and they're like, for now.
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That to them is unduly harsh.
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I really do, I've mentioned this before,
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but I really do now.
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I actually, I've mentioned this book.
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I want to do a book club on it,
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but there's a book called The Bonjour Effect.
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Which is, they aren't mad because we don't speak French.
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They're mad because we walk into their store
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and don't even say bonjour
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before we tell them what we want.
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They're like, no.
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This, so the haggling of Abraham and God
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is not, oh, if you just sneak at it,
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you can get a much better deal on a God.
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No, it's look at their relationship.
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Look at the companionship and the friendship
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and look at the reality of the interaction
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and that it's not sort of,
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you know, I go to God for a second in prayer in the morning
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and I say, here's what I want.
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Okay, check in tomorrow.
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We'll see how you're doing.
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That was real good,
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but did you miss number four and five on the list yesterday?
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You know, I mean, it's like, it's this perfunctory.
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I think, and it's probably getting worse in modern culture
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as socialization is replaced by networking.
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You know, networking is creating,
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you know, in its strictest sense,
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it's creating relationships that might be helpful to me
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as opposed to creating relationships.
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Networking is not a bad thing
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unless it is the sum total of how we relate to the world.
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So we, you know, hopefully we never create a relationship
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that is only about business,
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is only about what I can get out of it.
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You know, Abraham and God already have a relationship.
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That's why the story goes that way.
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All three of these little sections on prayer
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are about the constancy of it.
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He's really not saying with this, you know,
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if you just keep knocking at night, at midnight, you know,
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it is not Luke or Jesus saying,
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look, I've met you people, trust me,
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you could wear God down and he'll give you whatever you want.
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All right, you can't wear God down.
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That's not what prayer is.
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If I just, how many people I've heard say,
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I've prayed and I've prayed and I've prayed
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and they don't want to really end it
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with the reality statement which is,
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and God still won't follow my orders.
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I get done praying and I'm not in charge yet.
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How come?
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Because if I pray enough and God will do whatever I want,
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then think about that.
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All I have to pray in the name of Jesus,
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if you're smart, one or two, so get two gathered,
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pray in the name of Jesus and be consistent enough
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and God's on the book.
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So now, Penelope was in charge of the universe.
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You were God.
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Because if we really believe that as long as I pray right,
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God should be doing this stuff, we're in charge.
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You know, I always want to turn this last part inside out
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with the second last part where he says,
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which of you would hand your child a scorpion
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if they asked for an egg?
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Well, which of you would hand them a scorpion
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if they asked for a scorpion?
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Sometimes we ask for scorpions.
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You know, it can even be the most gracious prayer.
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It can just simply be someone who needs healing.
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And what we don't know is they're on their own journey.
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I can't ask God to change their journey
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because I'm not ready for it.
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Even because they're not ready for it.
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And they're on their journey.
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And so we kind of, when we have, if we pray enough,
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we will wear down our own heart.
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We'll wear down the walls.
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We'll wear down whatever it is in us
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that just can't trust God.
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We're not wearing down God.
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It's just, I've tried.
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A heat is relentless.
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We can't wear down God.
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We can wear down the, you know, what this,
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in 12-step groups they have a thing called,
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what they call stinking thinking.
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Meaning the things we tell ourselves
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that just keep us addicted,
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the ways we think in life that just have messed us up
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and they're paradigms of life that aren't helping us
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and we can't let go.
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And we fall back into them all the time.
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You know, all of us do that.
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We have ways of thinking that we fall back into.
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And Jesus says, yeah, you just keep a prayer
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and you will, you'll notice he doesn't say
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at the end of this, it's, Luke does this each time
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and he's very clever about it.
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Matthew doesn't go here but he says,
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I tell you, if he does not get up to give the visitors
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the loaves because of their friendship,
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he will give them whatever he needs
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because of his persistence.
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He doesn't think he'll give the loaves for his persistence.
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Ask for the loaves, ask for the loaves
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and if you're persistent enough,
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God will give you what you need.
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Not the loaves.
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As a matter of fact, I've always kind of thought,
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what visitor do you have that eats three loaves of bread?
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It's not me, it is what Yeti came to town.
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I'm like, it's, but you know,
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give us this day our daily bread
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and he follows it with, so he wants three loaves of bread
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and if you're persistent, what you need.
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Not what, it doesn't say if you ask,
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God will give you whatever you asked for.
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If you're not, God will open the door.
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You've asked to be opened.
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He ends it, he says, so if you just ask God
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for all these good things,
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God will give you the Holy Spirit.
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Little, little Peyton switch there at the end.
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Not, I know God will give me the Holy Spirit.
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I wanted the winning lottery ticket.
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I'll worry about the Spirit after I get that ticket.
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You know, we get the Spirit,
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we get the relationship with God
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and it's why it kind of moves us to,
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I think it's a better practice for us to pursue in life,
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with our prayer life.
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I can't tell you that the number of people
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who over the years have said, you know,
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it's one of the most common confessions is,
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I miss my daily prayers.
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Now, do you know there is nothing in canon law
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or church teaching that says,
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this is the amount of prayer you should do daily
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and if you don't do this, you've sinned.
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What they're really saying is,
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I've developed a habit of prayer over the years
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and I've fallen off my own routine.
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And, you know, I suppose at some level they're thinking,
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it's kind of what I committed to God
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and I didn't keep my commitment.
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But you made up that commitment of prayer.
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And so there are people who will say,
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and I always ask, well, tell me what your daily prayer is.
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And often, well, I've fallen off my daily prayer.
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Well, what is your daily prayer?
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Well, I do 15 rosaries
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followed by three hours of meditation,
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followed with that.
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I missed my morning prayers.
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Yes, they ran into lunch.
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You know, and I'm like,
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if we create that sort of,
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I'm going to be a prayer warrior,
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it may not be sustainable.
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And it may not be as helpful.
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I think much more helpful is,
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I think the perfect prayer life
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would be five or ten minutes in the morning,
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maybe with a scripture,
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maybe with a quick reflection
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that gives you something to think about.
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And then ten times during the day,
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bringing it back to your mind for 30 seconds.
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You know, the old Buddhist monastic tradition
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was whatever reflection they were given in the morning
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and they had a five or ten minute meeting with it,
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then throughout the day in the monastery,
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the gong would ring every 20 minutes or so.
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And every time the gong rang,
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you were just called to stop whatever you were doing,
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you know,
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take a breath, remember what it is,
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and then go right on.
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That relationship with God,
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much like this sort of haggling
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that we see with Abraham,
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that kind of relationship with God
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versus the, I dig in
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and I say every prayer I can
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and, you know, like the person who says,
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you know, I just joined a gym
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and I'm going to go three hours a day.
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Call me in a week.
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And you can't walk.
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You know,
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and it falls apart.
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You know, you always have these,
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I used to have a friend,
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Kathleen in my last parish was a trainer,
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and she said,
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I always try and convince them for the first month
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that the only goal of the workout
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is that they still want to work out tomorrow.
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It's the only goal,
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so get used to it.
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Don't kill yourself.
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Say it with prayer.
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Can you just get back in touch?
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I think it would be an amazing thing in Lent
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is if they give us a little,
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forget all these complicated prayer apps,
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one that you could say,
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just buzz my wrist every 20 minutes
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so that whatever I was thinking about
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in the morning I can return to,
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just for a breath.
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You know, when children leave for college
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or to go out in the world,
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when they finally move,
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I shouldn't say finally,
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it sounds so...
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But when they leave the house
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in that sort of a final way,
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the lamenting of the parent
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is not that the relationship is over.
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They'll still come and they'll visit.
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Theoretically,
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they'll call on a regular basis.
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You know,
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the relationship can still be there,
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but it moves to a relationship
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where they come and they visit,
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or we talk
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and then they're gone again.
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What the parent misses
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is running into them
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in the hallway,
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seeing them in the kitchen.
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They're the constant part of your life.
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That's what we should think with prayer,
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is that sort of constant
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touching God,
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rather than
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I have my prayer time
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and then it's back to real life.
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What we do here,
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we just think about
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as often as we can
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and it doesn't have to be long moments.
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It is a relationship
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with God
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and relationships are...
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The best relationships we have in our life
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are built on constancy,
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not on the duration
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of each encounter,
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but on
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how long
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we don't allow ourselves
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to go in between encounters.
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It's not about
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can I lengthen my prayer,
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can I shorten the distance between
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thinking about God.
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And so God asks us today
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to become a people
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not of deeper prayer,
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there are times for that,
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but a people of more constant prayer.
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I...
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I was part of a photo
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thing.
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They wanted to take pictures of our hands,
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which is really about the only part
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of a picture taking.
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At Porter Hospital,
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the Helping Hands was their project
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and they had a picture of all these nurses' hands
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and then they have
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a picture of the doctors' hands
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and so they wanted the chaplains
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and the three of us,
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one was kind of an evangelical minister
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and one was a rabbi, Elliot Baskin,
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and myself.
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They said, so would you guys come down
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and how do you hold your hands in prayer?
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And I always hate
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because of course
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the evangelicals got there before me
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so I couldn't say the same thing.
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Oh well, this is kind of our prayer posture
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and
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then you know, and Elliot
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looks at me and goes, well, you know
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we don't really have a posture
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for prayer. He says, here in the hospital
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I am most likely to hold the hands of the person
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I'm praying with.
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And then they said, and you Father,
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what's your most common prayer posture?
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And I said, my hands
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are usually at ten and two on the wheel.
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I realized
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I realized that sounded like
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driving was dicey
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but what I really meant
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because I remembered Father David Dunman saying
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you know what, if you would just
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and it is a habit
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if you would just, every time you get in the car
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and every time you get out of the car
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a quick moment
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of thinking about God
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how many times a day would that be?
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Just connect it.
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You know.
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I could move that up a level
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and say, I'll do it every time I touch
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the refrigerator door.
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I could be a monk by Wednesday.
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I mean, you know
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what are the things we do normally
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that we could make touchstones
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with God?
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You know, the door of the house
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could be an important one
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I'm coming back home
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I'm leaving home, I do it mindfully
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God's part of that moment
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I think we're so
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into our formulaic prayers
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that we don't
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have
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this constant prayer
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it's just a moment of thanksgiving
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I'm leaving the house, I'm coming into
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the house, I'm about to get nourishment
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I'm about to travel
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somewhere
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constant touchstones with God
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He's not talking about
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wearing God down
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He's talking about
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being more in constant contact
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with God
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and God will wear down
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the rough edges of our soul
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and we will start
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to emanate and radiate
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to one another the Kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message offers a profound reflection Father Pat’s message offers a profound reflection on the nature of prayer, emphasizing that it is not about manipulating God or wearing Him down with persistence, but about cultivating a continuous, evolving relationship with the divine. Rooted in the Gospel of Luke, Father Pat uses the imagery of Abraham’s bold negotiation with God and Jesus’ teachings on prayer to illustrate how true spirituality involves wrestling with our image of God, not just submitting passively. He stresses that prayer is not about receiving exactly what we ask for, but about being transformed by the constancy of communication with God, who ultimately gives us not what we think we want, but what we truly need — the Holy Spirit. In a world where relationships are often transactional, Father Pat challenges us to move beyond formulaic prayer and enter into a rhythm of daily, mindful moments with God, building a relationship marked by trust, honesty, and presence.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel text from Luke, where Jesus teaches His disciples how to pray and then tells a parable about persistence in prayer. He highlights that the core message is not about transactional prayer — where if we just pray hard enough or long enough, God will give us what we want — but about the constancy of prayer as a means of relationship. Father Pat connects this to the story of Abraham bargaining with God over the fate of Sodom, pointing out that this extended dialogue is not about haggling for a better deal but about demonstrating the depth of Abraham's relationship with God. Abraham's boldness — his "chutzpah" — in challenging God is a model for what it means to have an honest, engaged, and even confrontational relationship with the divine. This is not a lack of faith, but a deep spiritual engagement that reflects the Jewish tradition of wrestling with God — as embodied in the very name "Israel."
Father Pat then contrasts this with other religious approaches, like Islam, whose name means "submission." While not diminishing the value of submission, he underscores that the Judeo-Christian tradition invites us to wrestle with our image of God, because we can never directly access God's full reality. Our prayers, therefore, are always directed toward our evolving image of God, which must be constantly reexamined and reshaped, especially in the face of suffering or tragedy. When disasters or personal crises strike, and we ask, “Why?” we are not questioning God’s existence, but wrestling with our own incomplete and often inadequate understanding of God’s nature.
He moves on to discuss the cultural context of the parables, explaining that in Middle Eastern culture, haggling is not just about bargaining but about sustaining relationships. The back-and-forth is part of the intimacy, the familiarity, and the shared life. This is a powerful metaphor for prayer — not a negotiation but a dialogue that maintains and deepens our relationship with God. Father Pat warns against turning prayer into a to-do list or a magic formula to get God to act according to our desires. He jokes about the idea that if we just pray the right way, with the right people, using the right words, then God will be forced to comply — making us, rather than God, the ones in control.
The heart of the message is that persistent prayer changes us — not God. We do not wear God down with our prayers; rather, God wears down the hardness of our hearts, our resistance, our fears, and our illusions. Through persistent and honest prayer, we are shaped, softened, and made more open to receiving not always what we ask for, but what we truly need: the Holy Spirit. Father Pat cleverly points out how the Gospel passage ends with a kind of bait-and-switch — Jesus tells us to ask, seek, and knock, and then concludes not by promising us what we requested, but by promising the Holy Spirit. This is the ultimate gift, the one that brings us into deeper communion with God and enables us to live with purpose and peace.
He offers a critique of how modern society approaches prayer, particularly the tendency to turn it into a performance or a checklist. Many people, he observes, feel guilty for not meeting their own self-imposed standards of prayer — such as praying for hours or completing numerous devotions daily — and he gently reminds them that there is no canonical requirement for a specific quantity of daily prayer. Instead, he encourages a more sustainable, integrated approach: brief moments of reflection, gratitude, or connection with God throughout the day. He compares this to monastic traditions where monks are periodically reminded throughout the day to return to their morning reflection. This rhythm of constant return — not the duration of each prayer — is what builds a deep and lasting relationship with God.
Father Pat uses vivid personal anecdotes to reinforce his point. He talks about a hospital photography project where clergy were asked about their prayer posture. While others had traditional gestures, he confessed that his most common posture was with his hands at "ten and two" on the steering wheel — praying while driving. It’s a humorous but powerful example of integrating prayer into the ordinary moments of daily life. He encourages the congregation to think about the natural touchpoints of their day — opening the refrigerator, walking through a door, getting into the car — and to use these as reminders to connect briefly with God. Just a breath, a thought, a moment of awareness can keep the relationship alive.
He concludes by drawing a poignant parallel between this kind of prayer and the way parents miss their children not just after they move out, but in the loss of daily, ordinary interactions — seeing them in the hallway, hearing them in the kitchen. In the same way, God desires not just our formal visits in prayer, but to be woven into the fabric of our daily lives. It is not the length of our prayers that matters most, but the constancy of our turning toward God. And in that constancy, God slowly transforms us, making us more receptive, more compassionate, and more reflective of the Kingdom of God in the world....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 947.760009765625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked where the disciples were, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, peace be with you. When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. And the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them again, peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you. And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them. Whose sins you retain are retained. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Pentecost is probably the single solemnity of the church that really has us focus on the first reading rather than the Gospel. The first reading is the Pentecost reading. And we get this sort of what some theologians have called a little Pentecost. That's sort of the day after Easter. Our Gospel reading is actually the same reading we have every year on the Sunday after Easter. We've kind of looped back around to the beginning of the season. And they're both readings about the coming of the Spirit. And it's probably, given the nature of the words involved, it is literally the most nebulous idea we have. What the Spirit came, what it looked like. We get some pretty fanciful visions drawn. But more than that, and I know I speak about this a lot, but 2,000 years of Christian history in our eyes, we often can't read the text anymore without hearing things that aren't there, that we've been told are there. For example, I think because of the way Christianity developed in 2,000 years, most of us hear the phrase, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them and whose sins you retain are retained. And the 2,000 years of history immediately filter that, reread it, and say, if you don't forgive someone's sins, God will back you up and not forgive them as well. That is a huge jump from what the text says. You know, if you won't forgive sins, then they're not forgiven. It doesn't mean God won't forgive them, it means you're gonna hold those sins unforgiven. You guys wanna just hold things against each other, you can. You wanna let go of sins, they'll be released. And that was the big news, because people knew they could hold sins against one another, but you hear in the stories of Jesus, who are you to forgive, you can't forgive sins. The breakthrough here was, yes, you can forgive one another. Let things go. You know, what if, worst possible case scenario, what if we all get to heaven? All right. Now I have to get along with you. I mean, what would that be like? Do we ever think that way? You know, what if you could walk into heaven tomorrow if you're ready to embrace whoever else happened to get there? And you don't get to use the good old stock answer, which is, well, it's all right. I'm sure Uncle Samuel won't be there anyway. I'm sure they won't, well, those people won't be there anyway. Worst case scenario, what if everyone gets in? Still wanna go? Because in Jesus' message, you see the underlying issue is, it's when everyone gets in that it really becomes worthwhile. Very different from our belief, because most people, we kind of have the country club belief. But it's not going to be a little exclusive. What really is the point? That's our culture, not our faith. It's so hard for us to get there. And so we get this moment in Pentecost, and I always love in these miracle moments to try and figure out how people visualize the miracle. You know, with the multiplication of the bread. Do they picture a basket that just keeps bubbling out bread? Do they picture people starting to share what they've had with them all along, and it being enough? How do you picture the miracle? Here, is the miracle more something where the speakers were transformed, or the listeners? Because I think Pentecost is about the listeners. I think it's where we learn as a faith to evangelize with our ears, rather than our lips. And that's a very sort of counterintuitive idea. Rarely do we evangelize with our ears. Ready to hear the other person's story, encounter the God that has already been there in their lives, then share the gospel, and see what happens in that dialogue. We think that evangelization is, I show up with a Bible in one hand, and the catechism in the other, and by the time you leave me, you will know that a sacrament is an outward sign of an inward grace, and the sign is effective, and you know, that's not evangelization. If someone walks away with an identical set of ideas, I don't know that they've been evangelized. But when we open our ears and start to hear each other, so without, you know, totally dismissing the Comic-Con crowd who love to think that this was, you know, the first universal translator from Star Trek. They spoke out, and the Klingons heard what was being said. No, there's a line in here that kind of clues us in to what was really going on, and it says, now there were devout Jews from every nation under heaven staying in Jerusalem. Take it with a grain of salt that is written with the mindset of the day. I don't think Fiji was represented. So when it says every nation under heaven, you know, we're probably talking about a tract of land that might be Colorado and Wyoming. You know, they have a very small vision of what every nation is, but when it says devout Jews, and here's where Catholics kind of can understand this if you think back historically. It would rather be like saying in the 1930s that groups from Catholics from every nation gathered, and they said mass in Latin, and they all magically understood. It was the only mass they knew. Hebrew and Aramaic and Greek, and Hebrew to Aramaic, if you look at Hebrew and Greek, Aramaic is Spanglish. It was the mix between the two. All of these Jews of the Diaspora, and then the Jews in Galilee, you know, between about one or two languages, they all knew the same language, because as devout Jews, they studied scripture, which only existed in two languages, you know. They studied, you know, they studied or went to temples, or if they didn't live close enough to the temple, they had gatherings, they discussed religion. It was the language of their cult, their worship. And so it's not that they couldn't understand each other if they wanted to really lean in, listen, and work at it. It's that the groups didn't like each other. The Jews of the Diaspora, when I say the Diaspora, those were those who were exiled at one point, some under Babylonian rule, others under Assyrian rule. Whenever they became an occupied nation, they would often take the leaders and exile them, get them out. And what would happen, as ugly as it sounds, is those who were lucky enough to not be exiled would slowly sit in judgment over the ones who were, because they would end up in another country and they would mix with the locals. And all of a sudden, their faith might start to pick up some, you know, extra things that were not pure. You know, like when we picked up genuflecting from the Greek. Most of you have become comfortable with it by now. But back then, there was an impurity in the faith. So you had these people, there was a lot of animosity. And the gift of Pentecost is not that all of a sudden, they spoke the same phonetic cultural language, but that they were willing, perhaps, to use what they already had and begin to listen to one another. And in the listening comes understanding. Our school is starting, I've been talking about this for a few weeks, and you'll get real irritated with this by fall. But we're starting this program, this leadership program. You know, a lot of the schools now, you have STEM schools and schools of the arts. And the school here, we're going to use one of these leadership programs. And it's not, you know, when someone says, oh, a Catholic leadership school, there's two reactions to that. For some people, they're thinking, oh, good, what they're trying to do is get, as long as, if we had more Catholics in leadership, the world would be a better place. As soon as we control the world, and that's not what it's about. Because, you know, power over others, we've talked about that, that's political. But what Catholic leadership would look like, what Christian leadership should look like, is servant leadership. So, I'm starting to rewrite the leadership report. Colleen just got the brochures done. She's very happy with me changing things. And I said, you know, what if, instead, we call this a servant leadership program? We're a servant leadership school. And what I would love to focus our children on, because I think if they get it at a foundational level, they'll have a different approach to life than most of us do. And we will, we work on it as adults, but it's never as foundational. And that is, most of us grew up hearing a pretty common question in our preteens and our adolescent years, and that is, what do you want to be when you grow up? Not a bad question, and we start asking children pretty early and getting them to dream, what do you want to be when you grow up? But I think servant leadership asks, whom do you want to help when you grow up? Who would you like to see helped? Not, I want to be a doctor, but I really feel called to help people who are sick. Not, I want to be a lawyer, I feel called to help people who are fighting injustice. Who do we want to help in the world? Because that's the underlying question, and that will take the evangelization of our ears. We have to start to listen to the needs around us. We have to get beyond our parish and our church and our city and our nation, and we have to really fight these, around the world, these movements that are saying, let's shut down globalization. Let's start just to worry about the people close to us. But let's face it, probably the Germans aren't getting into heaven anyway, let's not worry about them. I'm only saying that because I'm going to Germany soon, so I thought I had to pick a country. I mean, it really, I think we often do that. I think we don't have to worry about that. We just take care of us and ours, and we're doing our job in the world, but it's not the Christian call. The Christian call is, how many people are we going to help? If the church is going to be great in leadership, it has to be great in servanthood. It has to be a servant leader. And so, that's our new question, I think, that we should focus on is, who do we want to help in life? And how does that drive our vocation? Every year around Pentecost, I'm always very mindful of Monsignor Peter Quang. If you don't know him, he's the pastor over at All Saints, and he started life, I mean, it was difficult. He and his siblings were orphaned on the streets of Vietnam, and he literally raised and kept his siblings together on the streets over there, and came over here in the bottom of a boat, stowed away as a young child, you know, has since put together a life here. And he has such a different upbringing from us, and one time we were in discussion around a table, it was a lead discussion, and a bunch of priests who were sitting around, and there were six of us at our table, and we were supposed to be saying, you know, how did you discern your vocation? How did you come to believe that this is what you should do? And we, of course, all of us, immediately became professional therapists. And we talked about the deep movements of our hearts, and where we felt we might find fulfillment, and with the Catholic priesthood, you know, the celibacy issue, and, you know, will you be able, will that be okay for you, and how will you, you know, are you okay with this aspect of ministry? And we did all this discernment talk as we went around the table, and Peter, Monsignor Quang was the last one, and he was listening just fascinated, and so we finally got to him and said, so Peter, what made you want to become a priest? And he, not being smart or anything, he just said, my village needed priests. We had spent 35 minutes talking about, you know, whether it would be a fulfilling thing for our heart, and would it fill, we just, we knew that God would put a joy in my heart, and what it was gonna do to fulfill my life, and he grew up with ears that said they needed a priest. And people can believe what they want about vocations and calls, but I truly believe if they'd had a priest and needed a doctor, he'd have become a doctor, and it would have still been his vocation, because he listened to the need around him, and I just remember how that changed my thinking about discernment, certainly as a pastor. You know, there's, at any moment, there's at least 20 things on the table of people who are dealing with death in their family, and people who are dealing with interpersonal struggles, and people who are dealing with serious illnesses, and losses of homes, and all, and you want each one of those to be important, and of course, each one of those wants you to forget the other 19, but it's, you know, you have to be called by the needs of the community, and we all have to be called by the needs of the greater community. We don't always get to hear the story of what happened to all those people who heard, who listened, who moved beyond their petty prejudices, and listened to people that formerly they'd had some tensions with, and in the listening, they become one. Now, I don't think they all walked out agreeing on everything. Agreement is not the same as support, and love, and nurture. They went out ready to be one, and that comes from support and nurture, and I think we are called in Pentecost to the evangelization that we can do with our ears, to go out and listen to the world, to hear about the God that was there long before us. You know, I'm fond of saying there's never been a missionary that brought Christ to anyone. Believe it or not, Christ got there first, and a real missionary listens until he or she can hear the God that was already there, and once they're there, then they can start to share, then evangelization happens. That's the miracle. Universal translator, we'll let the technicians take care of that, but no one will come up with a technology program that will create understanding. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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On the evening of that first day of the week,
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when the doors were locked where the disciples were,
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Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them,
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peace be with you.
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When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
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And the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
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Jesus said to them again, peace be with you.
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As the Father has sent me, so I send you.
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And when he had said this, he breathed on them
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and said to them, receive the Holy Spirit.
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Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them.
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Whose sins you retain are retained.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Pentecost is probably the single solemnity of the church
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that really has us focus on the first reading
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rather than the Gospel.
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The first reading is the Pentecost reading.
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And we get this sort of what some theologians have
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called a little Pentecost.
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That's sort of the day after Easter.
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Our Gospel reading is actually the same reading
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we have every year on the Sunday after Easter.
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We've kind of looped back around
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to the beginning of the season.
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And they're both readings about the coming of the Spirit.
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And it's probably, given the nature of the words involved,
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it is literally the most nebulous idea we have.
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What the Spirit came, what it looked like.
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We get some pretty fanciful visions drawn.
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But more than that, and I know I speak about this a lot,
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but 2,000 years of Christian history in our eyes,
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we often can't read the text anymore
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without hearing things that aren't there,
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that we've been told are there.
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For example, I think because of the way Christianity
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developed in 2,000 years, most of us
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hear the phrase, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them
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and whose sins you retain are retained.
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And the 2,000 years of history immediately filter that,
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reread it, and say, if you don't forgive someone's sins,
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God will back you up and not forgive them as well.
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That is a huge jump from what the text says.
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You know, if you won't forgive sins,
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then they're not forgiven.
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It doesn't mean God won't forgive them,
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it means you're gonna hold those sins unforgiven.
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You guys wanna just hold things against each other, you can.
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You wanna let go of sins, they'll be released.
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And that was the big news, because people knew
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they could hold sins against one another,
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but you hear in the stories of Jesus,
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who are you to forgive, you can't forgive sins.
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The breakthrough here was, yes, you can forgive one another.
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Let things go.
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You know, what if, worst possible case scenario,
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what if we all get to heaven?
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All right.
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Now I have to get along with you.
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I mean, what would that be like?
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Do we ever think that way?
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You know, what if you could walk into heaven tomorrow
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if you're ready to embrace whoever else
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happened to get there?
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And you don't get to use the good old stock answer,
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which is, well, it's all right.
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I'm sure Uncle Samuel won't be there anyway.
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I'm sure they won't, well,
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those people won't be there anyway.
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Worst case scenario, what if everyone gets in?
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Still wanna go?
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Because in Jesus' message,
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you see the underlying issue is,
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it's when everyone gets in
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that it really becomes worthwhile.
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Very different from our belief,
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because most people, we kind of have
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the country club belief.
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But it's not going to be a little exclusive.
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What really is the point?
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That's our culture, not our faith.
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It's so hard for us to get there.
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And so we get this moment in Pentecost,
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and I always love in these miracle moments
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to try and figure out how people visualize the miracle.
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You know, with the multiplication of the bread.
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Do they picture a basket that just keeps bubbling out bread?
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Do they picture people starting to share
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what they've had with them all along,
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and it being enough?
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How do you picture the miracle?
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Here, is the miracle more something
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where the speakers were transformed,
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or the listeners?
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Because I think Pentecost is about the listeners.
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I think it's where we learn as a faith
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to evangelize with our ears, rather than our lips.
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And that's a very sort of counterintuitive idea.
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Rarely do we evangelize with our ears.
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Ready to hear the other person's story,
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encounter the God that has already been there
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in their lives, then share the gospel,
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and see what happens in that dialogue.
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We think that evangelization is,
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I show up with a Bible in one hand,
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and the catechism in the other,
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and by the time you leave me,
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you will know that a sacrament is an outward sign
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of an inward grace, and the sign is effective,
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and you know, that's not evangelization.
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If someone walks away with an identical set of ideas,
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I don't know that they've been evangelized.
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But when we open our ears and start to hear each other,
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so without, you know, totally dismissing the Comic-Con crowd
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who love to think that this was, you know,
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the first universal translator from Star Trek.
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They spoke out, and the Klingons heard what was being said.
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No, there's a line in here that kind of clues us in
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to what was really going on, and it says,
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now there were devout Jews from every nation under heaven
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staying in Jerusalem.
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Take it with a grain of salt that is written
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with the mindset of the day.
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I don't think Fiji was represented.
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So when it says every nation under heaven,
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you know, we're probably talking about a tract of land
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that might be Colorado and Wyoming.
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You know, they have a very small vision
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of what every nation is, but when it says devout Jews,
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and here's where Catholics kind of can understand this
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if you think back historically.
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It would rather be like saying in the 1930s
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that groups from Catholics from every nation gathered,
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and they said mass in Latin,
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and they all magically understood.
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It was the only mass they knew.
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Hebrew and Aramaic and Greek, and Hebrew to Aramaic,
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if you look at Hebrew and Greek, Aramaic is Spanglish.
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It was the mix between the two.
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All of these Jews of the Diaspora,
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and then the Jews in Galilee,
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you know, between about one or two languages,
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they all knew the same language,
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because as devout Jews, they studied scripture,
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which only existed in two languages, you know.
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They studied, you know, they studied or went to temples,
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or if they didn't live close enough to the temple,
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they had gatherings, they discussed religion.
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It was the language of their cult, their worship.
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And so it's not that they couldn't understand each other
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if they wanted to really lean in, listen, and work at it.
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It's that the groups didn't like each other.
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The Jews of the Diaspora, when I say the Diaspora,
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those were those who were exiled at one point,
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some under Babylonian rule, others under Assyrian rule.
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Whenever they became an occupied nation,
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they would often take the leaders and exile them,
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get them out.
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And what would happen, as ugly as it sounds,
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is those who were lucky enough to not be exiled
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would slowly sit in judgment over the ones who were,
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because they would end up in another country
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and they would mix with the locals.
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And all of a sudden, their faith might start to pick up
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some, you know, extra things that were not pure.
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You know, like when we picked up genuflecting from the Greek.
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Most of you have become comfortable with it by now.
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But back then, there was an impurity in the faith.
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So you had these people, there was a lot of animosity.
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And the gift of Pentecost is not that all of a sudden,
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they spoke the same phonetic cultural language,
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but that they were willing, perhaps,
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to use what they already had
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and begin to listen to one another.
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And in the listening comes understanding.
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Our school is starting,
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I've been talking about this for a few weeks,
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and you'll get real irritated with this by fall.
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But we're starting this program, this leadership program.
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You know, a lot of the schools now,
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you have STEM schools and schools of the arts.
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And the school here,
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we're going to use one of these leadership programs.
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And it's not, you know, when someone says,
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oh, a Catholic leadership school,
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there's two reactions to that.
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For some people, they're thinking,
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oh, good, what they're trying to do is get,
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as long as, if we had more Catholics in leadership,
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the world would be a better place.
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As soon as we control the world,
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and that's not what it's about.
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Because, you know, power over others,
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we've talked about that, that's political.
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But what Catholic leadership would look like,
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what Christian leadership should look like,
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is servant leadership.
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So, I'm starting to rewrite the leadership report.
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Colleen just got the brochures done.
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She's very happy with me changing things.
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And I said, you know, what if, instead,
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we call this a servant leadership program?
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We're a servant leadership school.
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And what I would love to focus our children on,
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because I think if they get it at a foundational level,
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they'll have a different approach to life
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than most of us do.
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And we will, we work on it as adults,
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but it's never as foundational.
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And that is, most of us grew up hearing
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a pretty common question in our preteens
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and our adolescent years, and that is,
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what do you want to be when you grow up?
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Not a bad question, and we start asking children
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pretty early and getting them to dream,
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what do you want to be when you grow up?
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But I think servant leadership asks,
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whom do you want to help when you grow up?
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Who would you like to see helped?
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Not, I want to be a doctor,
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but I really feel called to help people who are sick.
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Not, I want to be a lawyer, I feel called to help people
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who are fighting injustice.
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Who do we want to help in the world?
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Because that's the underlying question,
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and that will take the evangelization of our ears.
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We have to start to listen to the needs around us.
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We have to get beyond our parish and our church
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and our city and our nation,
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and we have to really fight these,
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around the world, these movements that are saying,
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let's shut down globalization.
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Let's start just to worry about the people close to us.
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But let's face it, probably the Germans
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aren't getting into heaven anyway,
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let's not worry about them.
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I'm only saying that because I'm going to Germany soon,
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so I thought I had to pick a country.
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I mean, it really, I think we often do that.
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I think we don't have to worry about that.
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We just take care of us and ours,
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and we're doing our job in the world,
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but it's not the Christian call.
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The Christian call is, how many people are we going to help?
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If the church is going to be great in leadership,
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it has to be great in servanthood.
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It has to be a servant leader.
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And so, that's our new question, I think,
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that we should focus on is, who do we want to help in life?
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And how does that drive our vocation?
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Every year around Pentecost,
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I'm always very mindful of Monsignor Peter Quang.
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If you don't know him, he's the pastor over at All Saints,
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and he started life, I mean, it was difficult.
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He and his siblings were orphaned
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on the streets of Vietnam, and he literally raised
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and kept his siblings together on the streets over there,
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and came over here in the bottom of a boat,
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stowed away as a young child,
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you know, has since put together a life here.
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And he has such a different upbringing from us,
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and one time we were in discussion around a table,
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it was a lead discussion, and a bunch of priests
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who were sitting around, and there were six of us
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at our table, and we were supposed to be saying,
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you know, how did you discern your vocation?
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How did you come to believe that this is what you should do?
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And we, of course, all of us,
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immediately became professional therapists.
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And we talked about the deep movements of our hearts,
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and where we felt we might find fulfillment,
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and with the Catholic priesthood, you know,
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the celibacy issue, and, you know, will you be able,
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will that be okay for you, and how will you,
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you know, are you okay with this aspect of ministry?
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And we did all this discernment talk
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as we went around the table, and Peter,
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Monsignor Quang was the last one,
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and he was listening just fascinated,
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and so we finally got to him and said,
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so Peter, what made you want to become a priest?
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And he, not being smart or anything,
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he just said, my village needed priests.
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We had spent 35 minutes talking about, you know,
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whether it would be a fulfilling thing for our heart,
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and would it fill, we just, we knew that God
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would put a joy in my heart, and what it was gonna do
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to fulfill my life, and he grew up with ears
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that said they needed a priest.
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And people can believe what they want
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about vocations and calls, but I truly believe
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if they'd had a priest and needed a doctor,
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he'd have become a doctor, and it would have
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still been his vocation, because he listened
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to the need around him, and I just remember
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how that changed my thinking about discernment,
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certainly as a pastor.
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You know, there's, at any moment, there's at least
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20 things on the table of people who are dealing
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with death in their family, and people who are dealing
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with interpersonal struggles, and people who are dealing
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with serious illnesses, and losses of homes, and all,
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and you want each one of those to be important,
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and of course, each one of those wants you
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to forget the other 19, but it's, you know,
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you have to be called by the needs of the community,
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and we all have to be called by the needs
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of the greater community.
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We don't always get to hear the story
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of what happened to all those people who heard,
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who listened, who moved beyond their petty prejudices,
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and listened to people that formerly
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they'd had some tensions with,
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and in the listening, they become one.
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Now, I don't think they all walked out
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agreeing on everything.
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Agreement is not the same as support, and love, and nurture.
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They went out ready to be one,
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and that comes from support and nurture,
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and I think we are called in Pentecost
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to the evangelization that we can do with our ears,
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to go out and listen to the world,
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to hear about the God that was there long before us.
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You know, I'm fond of saying there's never been
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a missionary that brought Christ to anyone.
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Believe it or not, Christ got there first,
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and a real missionary listens until he or she
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can hear the God that was already there,
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and once they're there, then they can start to share,
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then evangelization happens.
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That's the miracle.
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Universal translator, we'll let the technicians
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take care of that, but no one will come up
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with a technology program that will create understanding.
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That belongs to the spirit, and it's the spirit
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we celebrate today, and the spirit that will bring us
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to the fullness of the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound meani Father Pat’s message centers on the profound meaning of Pentecost as a celebration not merely of tongues and dramatic signs, but of listening, understanding, and servant leadership. He challenges traditional interpretations of scripture, particularly the Gospel of John, urging the faithful to re-examine the text without the filter of centuries of theological assumptions. The core of his homily is a call to evangelize not with words alone, but with open ears and hearts, to hear the needs of others, and to respond with love and service. True Christian leadership, he emphasizes, is rooted in humility and a sincere desire to serve others, especially those often overlooked or marginalized. Pentecost, then, is not just about a miraculous event in the past, but a continuing invitation to unity, compassion, and transformation through the Spirit.
In greater detail, Father Pat begins by contrasting the traditional Gospel reading of Pentecost—which recounts the risen Jesus breathing the Holy Spirit upon the disciples on Easter evening—with the more commonly emphasized first reading from Acts. He calls this Gospel account a “little Pentecost,” showing how the Spirit is given not once, but in multiple manifestations throughout scripture. He cautions against letting 2,000 years of doctrinal development obscure the radical simplicity of Jesus’ words. When Jesus tells the disciples, “Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained,” we often interpret this as divine ratification of human judgment. But Father Pat insists the text does not say that. Rather, it points to the human power to let go or to hold on to wrongs—a power that should be used in the service of reconciliation, not exclusion.
He provocatively asks us to consider what it would mean if everyone got into heaven—those we dislike, those we judge, those we’d rather not be around. Would we still want to be there? This question exposes the exclusivity many carry in their vision of salvation, reflecting cultural elitism more than Christ’s inclusive love. He challenges the "country club" mindset that assumes heaven is for a select few and instead presents the Kingdom of God as a radically inclusive place, made meaningful precisely because everyone is welcome.
Turning to the miracle of Pentecost in Acts, Father Pat questions whether the real transformation happened in the speakers or the listeners. He proposes that the miracle was not magical translation, but a willingness to listen. The devout Jews present in Jerusalem from many regions already shared overlapping languages due to their religious practices and heritage. The real barrier was not linguistic, but relational—these groups distrusted and judged each other. The Spirit’s gift, then, was not one of speech, but of mutual understanding. Pentecost is not about divine decoding, but about a divine softening of hearts, enabling people to hear and understand one another across divisions.
He illustrates this with a humorous but insightful analogy to how Catholics in the 1930s from various nations could attend a Latin Mass and understand it—not because the Latin was their native tongue, but because it was the language of their worship. Similarly, the Jews of the Diaspora and those in Galilee shared enough linguistic and religious background to communicate if they chose to listen. The Spirit empowered that choice.
Father Pat then shifts to a broader reflection on what it means to be a people led by the Spirit. He introduces the idea of servant leadership, distinguishing it from worldly notions of power and dominance. At his school, he is rebranding a leadership program to focus not on ambition or control, but on service. He challenges the typical question posed to children—“What do you want to be when you grow up?”—and replaces it with a more spiritually grounded one: “Whom do you want to help when you grow up?” This reframing aligns vocation with compassion and attentiveness to the needs of others, echoing the core message of Pentecost.
He shares the story of Monsignor Peter Quang, whose call to the priesthood was not based on introspective discernment or personal fulfillment, but on a simple, profound response to the needs of his village: “We needed priests.” That clarity of purpose, rooted in community need, stands in contrast to the individualistic discernment processes that many undergo. Father Pat suggests that true vocation arises when we listen to the world around us and respond to its needs—not just when we follow internal stirrings.
In conclusion, Father Pat calls for a Pentecost people who evangelize with their ears, who seek first to understand, who recognize that Christ is already present in every culture and place. The role of the missionary, and by extension every Christian, is not to bring Christ as if He were absent, but to recognize and name His presence already at work in others. Unity, then, is not achieved through doctrinal conformity but through compassionate listening, mutual respect, and shared love. The Spirit, not technology, brings true understanding, and it is this Spirit we are called to receive, share, and celebrate....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 910.1199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. The apostles gathered together with Jesus and reported all they had done and taught. He said to them, come away by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while. People were coming and going in great numbers and they had no opportunity even to eat. So they went off in the boat by themselves to a deserted place. People saw them leaving and many came to know about it. They hastened there on foot from all the towns and arrived at the place before them. When he disembarked and saw the vast crowd, his heart was moved with pity for them, for they were like sheep without a shepherd. And he began to teach them many things. The Gospel of the Lord. Well, in some ways, today's gospel is every pastor's worst nightmare. You know, it's just you need some time to yourself. You've had it up to here. You're ready for burnout. You get away and you show up at a nice secluded place and the parish is there. So that's kind of what it sounds like. And yet there's this moment where, you know, Jesus has the decision to do one of the two pastoral responses. Either to scream at the top of his lungs, it's my day off. Or recognize the needs in front of him. I think all of us have vocations, hopefully, in life. And sometimes they coincide with your careers. And sometimes your vocation and your career are very much different. Sometimes they even collide. But the idea of a vocation usually means it's what's being called from you. It's not what you decide to do. This happens in churches all the time. It can be any ministry. It can be something from a volunteer position that works with the poor. To someone who reads at church. To anything where someone goes, this is my ministry and I have a right to it. No, no, the needs are called forth by the community. And it's not that this is mine and I have a right to it. No, it's that if the community has the need, you can fulfill that need. But I think sometimes people go through life thinking, well, this is my gift and they will need it whether they like it or not. And that just doesn't work. And so we get this, where Jesus today, at that moment, I've no doubt, he would have preferred, he says, don't come away and rest. It was the first, it was the beginning of the self-care movement. And it didn't work. People showed up. And so he kind of rolls up his sleeves and responds to the needs around him. What the question we have to deal with before we can pull that into the other two readings is, when we hit that point, what is it in life that exhausts us? Not what taxes us. Not what asks for energy. Life, all of life, every relationship you have will ask for some energy from you. It always takes some effort. Any energy that doesn't, I mean, any relationship that doesn't inconvenience you once in a while is not a relationship. It's a delusion. You've just projected yourself onto another person. If you're really in relationship, it will inconvenience you. Their needs will not keep sync with your energy. There will be days you have no energy and they need it all. And that will just happen once in a while. For those of you that don't believe it, have children. I guarantee you their energy will kick in about the moment yours is going down the hill at night. You know, it's, they won't be in sync with you. No one is. And I think we forget that. I think that there are people who themselves will admit that between the ages of 18 and 35, maybe their faith was not as important to them. And something happens. Often it's their own children having children. All of a sudden they go through a conversion and their faith becomes important to them. And they cannot believe that the world has not converted at the same moment. 10 years down the road, they can't believe that their children who are 18 aren't going to church. You know, because they had that moment. They're here now. Why did the world not keep pace with them? You know, we, we all do that. We can't figure out why the world doesn't keep pace with us. And that's exhausting. That goes beyond taxing. Certainly, beyond simple things like that, we get into global politics and economics and all of these opinions where we have become a society that no longer knows how to disagree with one another. I mean, I keep wondering when, and we can call it left or right. We can call it Democrat, Republican. We can call it conservative, liberal, whatever it is. Do you ever think we'll finally get exhausted hating each other? Do you think that we'll finally get exhausted? Do you think the amount of hate that we throw out towards one another, we'll ever just get tired of it and be okay? Not. Well, if we don't want to hate each other, you know, I always hear people, we've got to compromise. Like, if we could all just get to the middle and think alike, that will never happen. What we have to learn is we will never agree and we don't have to hate each other. We actually have to include each other. I mean, I have a family with whom I have not agreed with anything since the day I was born. My mother swears I was born with a pamphlet in my hand trying to lower the fetal rate to five months just to have something to argue about. You know, it doesn't mean we, and to this day, we actually all get along. It's interesting when families said, you know, oh, after that last election, you know, I can't talk to them anymore. I was always like, you mean before that you agreed on everything? No, but it was minor enough that I could delude myself. Now they were big issues. I could no longer hang on the delusion that we agreed. Rather than, we weren't called to agree. If God called humanity to be in perfect agreement, he should have stopped at Adam. Not because of Eve, don't go there. Because of all of the rest of creation. Shouldn't have made the animals, shouldn't have made Eve, shouldn't have made other people. And let's face it, if you read that story, there are other people in the story that have nothing to do with Adam and Eve. Where did they come from? Leave them all. Just have Adam and no one will fight. No one will be upset with one another. Everyone will think the same. It will just be Adam. That was not God's vision for creation. Union and unity are not the same thing. Unity is everyone's the same. Union means different things come together. Not different things become the same. Different things come together. So Jesus has this moment where he's got to figure out, just like everyone else, what is it that's exhausting me? What is it that's just taxing me? And he looks at all these people who aren't in sync with him because they're wanting a day of teaching. They're needing something and he's wanting peace and quiet. So they're out of sync with him and he adjusts. In the opening reading, we hear that, you know, there's this condemnation of those who scatter. How do we scatter people? We scatter by dividing up and saying, if you don't agree with me, get out. If you don't agree, go over there. We're going to divide. Nowadays, we're putting it, and I think it's just lovely, pretty language now. You see, especially politically in the United States, they talk about everyone because of the internet. They're just in their own bubble. They're in their own bubble. It's so pretty. It sounds like little kids playing with soap bubbles. It's so much nicer than saying, no one knows how to handle anyone that doesn't think the way they do. You know, we just, nope, just stay in my bubble. And I will pretend that most of the world agrees with me and there's not a bunch of different opinions out there. And we think, and all we do is we scatter. Exclusivity in the church, you know, through the Middle Ages, scattering that we hear in the Old Testament became excommunicating people. If that isn't scattering the flock, what is? You know, that's, that is the wrong approach. The wrong approach is to say, you know, if someone here disagrees with me, all I have to do is get them out of the parish and my workload is lightened that much anyway. If I can get enough of you to disagree with me, they'll be parking at Christmas. Get them out. You know, it lightens your workload. It lightens that effort in life if I can just ignore anyone that doesn't keep sync with my journey. But it's not what we're called to do. Even, even Paul says today in his, in his letter to the Ephesians in his letter to the Ephesians that Jesus came and he did two things. One we get, the other we pretend we get, but we don't get. Which is, he says, to those of you that are near, and he's not talking geographically, he's talking philosophically and religiously and theologically. To those of you who are near, peace. To those of you who are not near, he preached peace. This is why Pope Francis has said, get rid of the culture wars. Quit investing in the culture wars, which are, to those who are with us, we say peace. To those who disagree, we say war. It's not what the scripture says. Scripture says, to those who disagree with us, peace. Now, it's okay to disagree. I think the reason we get exhausted is because we are so in the habit of getting into the language. We hear the rhetoric nowadays, the public displays of just hateful language that have become normative. And we kind of think, oh, when we disagree with people, we hate them. And therefore, if we disagree with them, they will hate us. And we don't want to be hated. So then we start to kind of not be who we really are so that we can be liked, rather than be who we are and disagreed with. We just don't trust that process. To be who we truly are, and some will disagree with us, but they don't have to hate us unless we believe, too, in that model that disagreement and hating one another is the same thing. I think most of us have had the experience. I mentioned last week, and I got some very interesting comments from people, which is why I don't mind mentioning it again, that I do believe there are a lot of married couples who love one another, even though God put them on earth to cancel out each other's vote. And they do it so consistently. And that doesn't mean that one of them doesn't love the other. It means they disagree. You know, when one person says, oh, I worry about the salvation of the soul of my spouse, because I don't know, they belong to another faith, or they're in a different spot in their journey. The problem with that is they've got all these reasons that this is what they have to do to be saved. I mean, unless they really think their spouse is a bad person. Oh, no, they're a good person. I just want them saved. Are you worried God doesn't see that they're a good person? Are you worried that God has things that are more important to him than them being a good person? And so they don't understand every time they're like, I'm concerned for the salvation. What they're saying is, at some level, I think when God takes a good look, they ain't getting in. That's a little insulting. I can see that. Because they've got a system that needs to be met rather than the goodness of the person speaking to God about who they are. And so we ask God today to help us to start to see with that wider lens that says we disagree, and we're not going to agree. We're not always going to agree. There are some people in your life you'll never agree with. And if that is the basis for your ability to love, your ability to love is extremely compromised. Because I've always contended, especially in families with couples, you don't even have a chance to be in love until you're disagreeing. Everything up to that moment is romance. And all of a sudden, you look over and go, oh, I've fallen in love with another person, another person. We're not, we don't have this in common. Now you have the chance to love. I always, I hate, I hate to disagree with the great theologians of our days, like Whitney Houston, but love of myself is not the greatest love of all. Love of another, it's of another person. And so we have to come together and say, you know, we have to somehow celebrate the fact that God has decided to create plurality in the world. That we come together in love, not in agreement always. And that we start to look across the divide and say, I disagree, I don't hate, I disagree. And if someone chooses to hate you back, you can disagree with that too. But we don't have to hate, that will exhaust us. That will take an energy that will no longer allow us to be ourselves. You know, it finally hit me that when my family comes for holidays, I don't dread my family coming. I dread the fact that sometimes the real me will take a hike. And I'll kind of be the peacemaker. You know, I, because if we disagree, what if we hate each other? Because we've been taught that. Rather than be exactly who you are, let them be exactly who they are. And now you have a chance to love, to love another. If we can get that in our faith, if we can get that in our country, if we can find that in our families, we move towards healing. We actually have the energy to build the kingdom of God. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The apostles gathered together with Jesus and reported all they had done and taught.
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He said to them, come away by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while.
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People were coming and going in great numbers and they had no opportunity even to eat.
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So they went off in the boat by themselves to a deserted place.
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People saw them leaving and many came to know about it.
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They hastened there on foot from all the towns and arrived at the place before them.
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When he disembarked and saw the vast crowd, his heart was moved with pity for them,
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for they were like sheep without a shepherd.
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And he began to teach them many things.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Well, in some ways, today's gospel is every pastor's worst nightmare.
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You know, it's just you need some time to yourself.
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You've had it up to here.
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You're ready for burnout.
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You get away and you show up at a nice secluded place and the parish is there.
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So that's kind of what it sounds like.
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And yet there's this moment where, you know, Jesus has the decision to do
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one of the two pastoral responses.
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Either to scream at the top of his lungs, it's my day off.
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Or recognize the needs in front of him.
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I think all of us have vocations, hopefully, in life.
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And sometimes they coincide with your careers.
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And sometimes your vocation and your career are very much different.
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Sometimes they even collide.
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But the idea of a vocation usually means it's what's being called from you.
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It's not what you decide to do.
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This happens in churches all the time.
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It can be any ministry.
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It can be something from a volunteer position that works with the poor.
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To someone who reads at church.
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To anything where someone goes, this is my ministry and I have a right to it.
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No, no, the needs are called forth by the community.
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And it's not that this is mine and I have a right to it.
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No, it's that if the community has the need, you can fulfill that need.
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But I think sometimes people go through life thinking,
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well, this is my gift and they will need it whether they like it or not.
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And that just doesn't work.
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And so we get this, where Jesus today, at that moment, I've no doubt,
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he would have preferred, he says, don't come away and rest.
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It was the first, it was the beginning of the self-care movement.
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And it didn't work.
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People showed up.
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And so he kind of rolls up his sleeves and responds to the needs around him.
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What the question we have to deal with before we can pull that into the other two readings is,
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when we hit that point, what is it in life that exhausts us?
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Not what taxes us.
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Not what asks for energy.
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Life, all of life, every relationship you have will ask for some energy from you.
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It always takes some effort.
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Any energy that doesn't, I mean, any relationship
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that doesn't inconvenience you once in a while is not a relationship.
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It's a delusion.
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You've just projected yourself onto another person.
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If you're really in relationship, it will inconvenience you.
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Their needs will not keep sync with your energy.
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There will be days you have no energy and they need it all.
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And that will just happen once in a while.
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For those of you that don't believe it, have children.
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I guarantee you their energy will kick in about the moment yours is going down the hill at night.
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You know, it's, they won't be in sync with you.
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No one is.
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And I think we forget that.
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I think that there are people who themselves will admit
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that between the ages of 18 and 35, maybe their faith was not as important to them.
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And something happens.
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Often it's their own children having children.
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All of a sudden they go through a conversion and their faith becomes important to them.
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And they cannot believe that the world has not converted at the same moment.
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10 years down the road, they can't believe that their children who are 18
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aren't going to church.
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You know, because they had that moment.
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They're here now.
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Why did the world not keep pace with them?
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You know, we, we all do that.
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We can't figure out why the world doesn't keep pace with us.
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And that's exhausting.
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That goes beyond taxing.
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Certainly, beyond simple things like that, we get into global politics and economics
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and all of these opinions where we have become a society that no longer knows how to disagree
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with one another.
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I mean, I keep wondering when, and we can call it left or right.
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We can call it Democrat, Republican.
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We can call it conservative, liberal, whatever it is.
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Do you ever think we'll finally get exhausted hating each other?
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Do you think that we'll finally get exhausted?
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Do you think the amount of hate that we throw out towards one another, we'll ever just get
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tired of it and be okay?
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Not.
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Well, if we don't want to hate each other, you know, I always hear people, we've got
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to compromise.
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Like, if we could all just get to the middle and think alike, that will never happen.
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What we have to learn is we will never agree and we don't have to hate each other.
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We actually have to include each other.
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I mean, I have a family with whom I have not agreed with anything since the day I was born.
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My mother swears I was born with a pamphlet in my hand trying to lower the fetal rate
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to five months just to have something to argue about.
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You know, it doesn't mean we, and to this day, we actually all get along.
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It's interesting when families said, you know, oh, after that last election, you know, I
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can't talk to them anymore.
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I was always like, you mean before that you agreed on everything?
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No, but it was minor enough that I could delude myself.
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Now they were big issues.
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I could no longer hang on the delusion that we agreed.
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Rather than, we weren't called to agree.
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If God called humanity to be in perfect agreement, he should have stopped at Adam.
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Not because of Eve, don't go there.
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Because of all of the rest of creation.
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Shouldn't have made the animals, shouldn't have made Eve, shouldn't have made other people.
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And let's face it, if you read that story, there are other people in the story that have
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nothing to do with Adam and Eve.
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Where did they come from?
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Leave them all.
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Just have Adam and no one will fight.
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No one will be upset with one another.
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Everyone will think the same.
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It will just be Adam.
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That was not God's vision for creation.
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Union and unity are not the same thing.
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Unity is everyone's the same.
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Union means different things come together.
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Not different things become the same.
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Different things come together.
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So Jesus has this moment where he's got to figure out, just like everyone else,
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what is it that's exhausting me?
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What is it that's just taxing me?
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And he looks at all these people who aren't in sync with him because
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they're wanting a day of teaching.
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They're needing something and he's wanting peace and quiet.
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So they're out of sync with him and he adjusts.
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In the opening reading, we hear that, you know,
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there's this condemnation of those who scatter.
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How do we scatter people?
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We scatter by dividing up and saying,
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if you don't agree with me, get out.
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If you don't agree, go over there.
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We're going to divide.
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Nowadays, we're putting it, and I think it's just lovely, pretty language now.
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You see, especially politically in the United States,
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they talk about everyone because of the internet.
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They're just in their own bubble.
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They're in their own bubble.
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It's so pretty.
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It sounds like little kids playing with soap bubbles.
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It's so much nicer than saying,
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no one knows how to handle anyone that doesn't think the way they do.
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You know, we just, nope, just stay in my bubble.
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And I will pretend that most of the world agrees with me
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and there's not a bunch of different opinions out there.
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And we think, and all we do is we scatter.
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Exclusivity in the church, you know, through the Middle Ages,
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scattering that we hear in the Old Testament became excommunicating people.
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If that isn't scattering the flock, what is?
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You know, that's, that is the wrong approach.
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The wrong approach is to say, you know,
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if someone here disagrees with me,
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all I have to do is get them out of the parish
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and my workload is lightened that much anyway.
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If I can get enough of you to disagree with me,
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they'll be parking at Christmas.
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Get them out.
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You know, it lightens your workload.
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It lightens that effort in life if I can just ignore
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anyone that doesn't keep sync with my journey.
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But it's not what we're called to do.
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Even, even Paul says today in his, in his letter to the Ephesians
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in his letter to the Ephesians that Jesus came and he did two things.
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One we get, the other we pretend we get, but we don't get.
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Which is, he says, to those of you that are near,
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and he's not talking geographically,
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he's talking philosophically and religiously and theologically.
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To those of you who are near, peace.
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To those of you who are not near, he preached peace.
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This is why Pope Francis has said, get rid of the culture wars.
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Quit investing in the culture wars,
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which are, to those who are with us, we say peace.
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To those who disagree, we say war.
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It's not what the scripture says.
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Scripture says, to those who disagree with us, peace.
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Now, it's okay to disagree.
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I think the reason we get exhausted is because
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we are so in the habit of getting into the language.
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We hear the rhetoric nowadays, the public displays of just hateful language
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that have become normative.
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And we kind of think, oh, when we disagree with people, we hate them.
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And therefore, if we disagree with them, they will hate us.
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And we don't want to be hated.
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So then we start to kind of not be who we really are
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so that we can be liked, rather than be who we are and disagreed with.
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We just don't trust that process.
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To be who we truly are, and some will disagree with us,
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but they don't have to hate us unless we believe, too, in that model
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that disagreement and hating one another is the same thing.
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I think most of us have had the experience.
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I mentioned last week, and I got some very interesting comments from people,
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which is why I don't mind mentioning it again,
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that I do believe there are a lot of married couples who love one another,
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even though God put them on earth to cancel out each other's vote.
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And they do it so consistently.
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And that doesn't mean that one of them doesn't love the other.
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It means they disagree.
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You know, when one person says, oh, I worry about the salvation of the soul of my spouse,
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because I don't know, they belong to another faith,
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or they're in a different spot in their journey.
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The problem with that is they've got all these reasons
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that this is what they have to do to be saved.
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I mean, unless they really think their spouse is a bad person.
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Oh, no, they're a good person. I just want them saved.
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Are you worried God doesn't see that they're a good person?
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Are you worried that God has things that are more important to him
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than them being a good person?
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And so they don't understand every time they're like,
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I'm concerned for the salvation.
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What they're saying is, at some level, I think when God takes a good look,
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they ain't getting in.
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That's a little insulting.
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I can see that.
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Because they've got a system that needs to be met
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rather than the goodness of the person speaking to God about who they are.
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And so we ask God today to help us to start to see with that wider lens
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that says we disagree, and we're not going to agree.
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We're not always going to agree.
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There are some people in your life you'll never agree with.
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And if that is the basis for your ability to love,
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your ability to love is extremely compromised.
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Because I've always contended, especially in families with couples,
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you don't even have a chance to be in love until you're disagreeing.
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Everything up to that moment is romance.
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And all of a sudden, you look over and go,
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oh, I've fallen in love with another person, another person.
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We're not, we don't have this in common.
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Now you have the chance to love.
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I always, I hate, I hate to disagree with the great theologians of our days,
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like Whitney Houston, but love of myself is not the greatest love of all.
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Love of another, it's of another person.
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And so we have to come together and say, you know,
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we have to somehow celebrate the fact that God has decided to create plurality in the world.
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That we come together in love, not in agreement always.
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And that we start to look across the divide and say,
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I disagree, I don't hate, I disagree.
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And if someone chooses to hate you back, you can disagree with that too.
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But we don't have to hate, that will exhaust us.
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That will take an energy that will no longer allow us to be ourselves.
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You know, it finally hit me that when my family comes for holidays,
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I don't dread my family coming.
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I dread the fact that sometimes the real me will take a hike.
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And I'll kind of be the peacemaker.
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You know, I, because if we disagree, what if we hate each other?
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Because we've been taught that.
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Rather than be exactly who you are, let them be exactly who they are.
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And now you have a chance to love, to love another.
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If we can get that in our faith, if we can get that in our country,
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if we can find that in our families, we move towards healing.
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We actually have the energy to build the kingdom of God.
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Otherwise, we will continue to find ourselves exhausted by hate.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the tension betwee Father Pat’s message centers on the tension between personal limits and the call of compassion, using the example of Jesus’ interrupted rest to illustrate the depth of vocation. He emphasizes that true spiritual maturity involves the capacity to serve even when it’s inconvenient, to love even when there’s disagreement, and to embrace others without requiring uniformity. The heart of his homily is a call to reject the cultural norm of division and hatred in favor of a Christ-like love that includes, listens, and sacrifices. He challenges the faithful not to seek comfort in echo chambers or the illusion of agreement, but to engage with the real, diverse, and sometimes disagreeable world with compassion, patience, and integrity.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel passage where Jesus invites his disciples to rest after their ministry, only to be met by a crowd in need. Despite his own exhaustion, Jesus chooses compassion over self-preservation, recognizing the people as “sheep without a shepherd.” Father Pat uses this moment to illustrate the heart of Christian vocation: it is not always convenient or chosen, but rather a response to the needs around us. He humorously but poignantly compares this to a pastor stumbling upon his entire parish at a supposed retreat, underscoring the human desire for boundaries and rest, which often clashes with the demands of ministry and love.
From there, Father Pat expands the lesson to all vocations—whether church ministry, parenthood, or relationships—reminding us that true vocation is not about personal entitlement or asserting one’s gifts, but about responding to the needs of the community. He critiques the tendency in religious and secular life to claim ownership over ministries or roles, as if our gifts are owed a platform, rather than being offered in humility when and where they’re needed.
He then shifts to a deeper spiritual diagnosis: the exhaustion that permeates our lives is not just from exertion, but from our resistance to the reality that relationships inconvenience us. Real love disrupts us. It demands energy, even when we have none to give. He notes that many people expect the world to evolve in sync with their own spiritual or moral awakenings, and when it doesn’t, they grow disillusioned or bitter. This misalignment creates fatigue—not because we are giving too much, but because we are not at peace with the tension of difference.
Father Pat criticizes the societal trend of retreating into ideological “bubbles,” where people surround themselves only with those who agree with them. He names this as a modern form of scattering the flock, using soft language to justify division. He likens it to the Church’s history of excommunication and exclusion, warning against the desire to lighten our emotional and spiritual loads by simply removing those who challenge us.
He draws from St. Paul’s Letter to the Ephesians to affirm that Christ came to preach peace to both those near and far—not militarized peace dependent on agreement, but a radical inclusivity grounded in love. Father Pat echoes Pope Francis’ call to move away from “culture wars,” which pit believers against one another under the illusion that peace can only come from uniformity. Instead, he insists that union is not the same as unity. Unity demands sameness; union welcomes difference and holds it in love.
He offers examples from family life and marriage where love persists across deep disagreements—such as spouses who cancel out each other’s votes but still live in mutual respect and affection. He confronts the spiritual arrogance that assumes someone must meet specific doctrinal or religious criteria to be saved, pointing out that if someone is a genuinely good person, perhaps God sees that goodness more clearly than we do.
Ultimately, Father Pat exhorts the congregation to resist the narrative that disagreement equals hatred. Instead, he urges them to reclaim the radical Christian call to love others as other—to love across divides, not in spite of them, but because of them. He reminds us that love doesn’t begin until disagreement enters the picture; until we are faced with the reality of another person who is not like us. That is the moment when love, not romance, truly begins.
To live this way is to live in the spirit of Christ—who, even in exhaustion, looked upon the crowd with compassion rather than frustration. If we can learn to love beyond agreement, to see others not as threats but as fellow pilgrims, we will find the energy to build the kingdom of God. Otherwise, Father Pat warns, hatred and division will continue to drain us, leaving us spiritually bankrupt and relationally depleted....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 914.3499755859375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. On the first day of the week, Mary of Magdala came to the tomb early in the morning while it was still dark and saw the stone removed from the tomb. So she ran and went to Simon Peter and to the other disciple whom Jesus loved and told them, they have taken the Lord from the tomb and we don't know where they've put him. So Peter and the other disciple went out and came to the tomb. They both ran, but the other disciple ran faster than Peter and arrived at the tomb first. He bent down and saw the burial claws there, but did not go in. When Simon Peter arrived after him, he went into the tomb and saw the burial claws there and the cloth that had covered his head, not with the burial claws but rolled up in a separate place. The other disciple also went in, the one who had arrived at the tomb first, and he saw and believed, for they did not yet understand the scripture, that he had to rise from the dead. The Gospel of the Lord. I sometimes think that today's gospel points us to the absolute need once in a while to be wide-eyed and incredibly sort of naive and unsophisticated. I think the enemy of hope in modern culture is sophistication. We try to, you know, because sophistication in our culture means, you know, I've kind of seen it all and nothing catches me off guard. As though our deep down we know that when we get to heaven, we'll go, pretty much what I thought. The robes could be nicer. We're just that sophisticated. I've told you over the years, I had some friends years ago who used to, they would go to the theater and they knew everything, they knew every line, they knew, I mean, they would have told you they were the most sophisticated theater people in the world and they would always say, their line was always, well, you know, how was it? We're a tough room. It was good, but this, and well, this, but, and this. They were so sophisticated that they had not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years. That's sophistication. When you can go into any situation and go, you know, that could have been better. Because we're almost worried. This is, we see them really grappling with, you know, Mary Magdalene arrives at the tomb and he's not there. First thought goes through her head is, something worse has happened. You know, think of the culture there. They've desecrated the body, the body's gone. She runs and gets help. Peter comes in, they can't figure out what's going on because good news was the furthest thing from their mind. And I think most of us probably weighed into a lot of life with good news being the furthest thing from our mind. I can't tell you how many times I heard in school and growing up over the years that, well, if it seems too good to be true, that would have been a very interesting end to today's story. Peter said, too good to be true. You know, at the core of our faith is, sometimes too good to be true is true. And that is really difficult for us to believe because I think we believe that if we get too lost in that, we'll no longer have the skills to grapple with real despair, real suffering, the real facing of death, the things that we all do still have to do because we don't understand that that eventual hope actually makes it easier. Sometimes we feel that, oh, you know, if I hope too much and then it doesn't happen, I'll be crushed. I think the only time we're crushed is when we decide to stop hoping. You know, so you get into a relationship and you get hurt. Go into another. You know, no, no, I got hurt. I'm going to stay alone and eat a can of worms. I mean, you know, it made sense when I was eight. You know, I'm just gonna hold my breath. We sometimes just, like good news is just beyond our grasp and bad news, oh yeah, we get that. And I've noticed that there are people who kind of, they're kind of schtick. The way they are sophisticated, the way they handle things in the world is they're always kind of complaining. Well, you know, it's an awful day, but you know, maybe tomorrow will be better. Well, you know, maybe the Lord will just take me. Well, maybe that, you know, it just, it's not really even a sophistication. It's a sort of, I'm not gonna be disappointed. I'm not gonna be disappointed because I am never gonna hope for anything in the first place. And in the center of our church here is this moment that says, hope in the ridiculous. You know, all religions at their core have some teaching that logically is ridiculous. Otherwise we'd call it science. It's religion because you have to choose to believe it. It's not, you know, people, whenever someone says, oh, you can't really watch that story and read that, you can't do that and not believe. Yes, you can. It's exceedingly easy. People do it all the time. People have to make a choice to believe. I've always contended, especially when I'm teaching a beginning theology class, there are three kinds of statements in the world. There's rational, irrational, and non-rational. And rational is two plus two equals four. I don't care what language you use. If you use this and this and you tell them it's gonna be that, the mind will catch that and say that makes sense. If you try to teach two plus two is five, it will not work and they can't build a system on it and the human mind will not grab it. But then you have these non-rational statements. Religion, we come along and we say two plus two is good. Can't prove it, can't disprove it. You either choose to believe it or you don't. And that's our faith. Faith always has a choice. And I think there are people that whenever someone tells you, oh no, if you pray, this will happen, you will be converted, they're trying to make it into science because science feels safer. It's safer, but it doesn't carry the hope. And so hope is a choice. And it's a choice that we celebrate in this season. We have all these images of spring and one of my brothers is over at the house preparing some food and I just realized what he's going to see when he gets there. Yesterday, there's a couple in the parish, wonderful people, and I think these kits, people have had them for years. Every year they bring me a lamb cake that's shaped like the lamb laying on its side with the head on the top. And it's in the green coconut grass and then they just put a ton of candy around it because my doctor said I'm getting too thin. So there's this pile of candy and the lamb and every year they bring it and little licorice eyes and every year. And so yesterday, the doorbell rings and I think, oh, I know that's Karen and Ken. So we go, and we're talking while I'm holding the cake and as we're talking, the little lamb's face plants into the chocolate. Falls off, which I mean, I know many of you did the same thing this morning, so let's be fair to the lamb. But it's now face down in the chocolate. And so I get to the house and I'm like, I'm not even gonna try and put this back together. So I put the little lamb's head on a plate and put it in the refrigerator. His eyes looking right. So if you hear some screams from across the street, he thought he was coming over for Easter and he got the Godfather. But at any rate, we've got all these symbols of new life that it's kind of okay to say, you know what? Grab onto it, be hopeful, and if you're disappointed, you can survive disappointment. The gospel just tries to tell us so many times, we can survive disappointment. I think the reason Peter is put in charge is because he is not a perfect character. He just survives disappointment and he never stops trying. He sinks when he tries to walk on the water. He was the only one that tried to walk on the water. Oh, he denied Jesus three times. Only one we get a story because he kept following him right into the courtyard of danger. He tried harder than anyone and then he failed harder than anyone and that is someone who stays hopeful. That's someone who can withstand the power of hope. And so, you know, as we go for 50 days of Easter, only 40 days of Lent, we get 50 days of Easter. I hope we don't fall into what kind of becomes the Catholic pattern. For 40 days, I gave up chocolate, I gave up this, I gave up that, and then I failed three times, I felt guilty about it, I had a good Lent. I gave up, so what about Easter? So what do you do for 50 days of Easter now? I think we're having ham in the afternoon. You know, we almost feel that if we really went out and celebrated for 50 days, that there'd be something terribly un-Christian and unholy about that. You know, we've got holiness confused with a sort of sanctified, low-level depression that we're supposed to live life with. And you know, a holy person walks through life like this. You know, that sort of stained glass imagery that holy people aren't joyful. Well, joyful, but not too joyful. The Benedictine monastery I studied at, and I am not knocking them, that was an amazing experience and they're great people, but I always used to, I would start laughing during the Easter vigil, I know, even back then. Because they would get to the Alleluia and they were so excited because they were gonna do this original Alleluia chant from the 8th century, and they'd just get so excited about it, and it was one of these big pieces, and it was a chant. And so, you know, it's Easter, and all of a sudden it would start and some monk, you'd hear him in the distance. Alleluia. And I thought, can you imagine, he's risen, Alleluia. It was the most somber, and I brought it up to the abbot one day and I said, but it's just so, I don't understand, it just doesn't seem to, it's quietly joyful. Oh, is that what it is? I think Xanax can fix quietly joyful. It's all right for us to embrace life and say, you know, we're good at Lent. What if for Easter we give up guilt? Oh, no, oh Father, no. It's the only thing that keeps me religious. What if we give it up? What if we actually say, so where's this life that we're embracing? What if we start to prepare for heaven? What if we start to prepare for life well lived? What if heaven is not the place? What if it's the formation we go through? To learn, to look around and say, you know, life has got bad stuff happening, but there's good moments in between, and we're not tuned into those because we're replaying yesterday's bad or already worrying about tomorrow's. It's all there, and we focus on one or the other. I never tire of reminding people that physiological psychology will guarantee you that even within a year, you will remember less than 1% of 1% of the previous year. You already have forgotten yesterday's lunch. You might come up with what you ate, but you do not know how many bites you took. You can't really replay the whole experience. Most of it's gone. So what if you hung on to a different 1% of 1%? Then your whole history is now different. What do you focus on? And we look back and we say, well, you know, my life shaped me. Yeah, but who's choosing which memories? Who's really in charge of my history? I think we have to become a people with resurrected eyes. We have to see the world through that kind of hope. We know. We know that there will be death eventually before resurrection. I had a prophetic vision, and everyone in here within 100 years will die. Three of you today, I can't say who. But they're all seated over here. We don't know. But we do believe that the end game is God. The end game is love. And so we have to go through life starting to go, this is hard, this is easy, this is difficult, this is joyful. Which of those will I pull into tomorrow? Because someone will say, well, you can't just ignore the others, but you'd be amazed how often we get to tomorrow and have ignored what's good that happened. Has any of you ever had a teenager come home and say, you know, it was an awful day, but this one good thing happened that I can't get past? That would be someone who knew the resurrection at an early age. What if we think and pray and use our time to refocus our vision on the goodness and the hope of life? It will not keep us from fixing the problems. It will actually give us the energy to face them. As Christians, we don't face the cross because there's a great holiness in suffering. We face the cross because we know that resurrection is bigger than the cross. Easter is longer than Lent. 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What if for Easter we give up guilt?", "tokens": [51138, 708, 498, 337, 9403, 321, 976, 493, 20421, 30, 51262], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.24978522956371307, "compression_ratio": 1.399999976158142, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003199374186806381}, {"id": 238, "seek": 70118, "start": 719.1400146484375, "end": 721.6599731445312, "text": " Oh, no, oh Father, no.", "tokens": [51262, 876, 11, 572, 11, 1954, 7085, 11, 572, 13, 51388], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.24978522956371307, "compression_ratio": 1.399999976158142, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003199374186806381}, {"id": 239, "seek": 70118, "start": 723.6599731445312, "end": 725.8599853515625, "text": " It's the only thing that keeps me religious.", "tokens": [51488, 467, 311, 264, 787, 551, 300, 5965, 385, 7185, 13, 51598], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.24978522956371307, "compression_ratio": 1.399999976158142, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003199374186806381}, {"id": 240, "seek": 70118, "start": 727.8599853515625, "end": 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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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On the first day of the week, Mary of Magdala
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came to the tomb early in the morning
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while it was still dark and saw the stone removed
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from the tomb.
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So she ran and went to Simon Peter
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and to the other disciple whom Jesus loved and told them,
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they have taken the Lord from the tomb
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and we don't know where they've put him.
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So Peter and the other disciple went out and came to the tomb.
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They both ran, but the other disciple ran faster than Peter
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and arrived at the tomb first.
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He bent down and saw the burial claws there, but did not go in.
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When Simon Peter arrived after him, he went into the tomb
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and saw the burial claws there and the cloth
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that had covered his head, not with the burial claws
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but rolled up in a separate place.
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The other disciple also went in, the one
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who had arrived at the tomb first,
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and he saw and believed, for they did not yet
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understand the scripture, that he had to rise from the dead.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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I sometimes think that today's gospel points us
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to the absolute need once in a while
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to be wide-eyed and incredibly sort of naive and unsophisticated.
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I think the enemy of hope in modern culture is sophistication.
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We try to, you know, because sophistication in our culture
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means, you know, I've kind of seen it all
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and nothing catches me off guard.
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As though our deep down we know that when we get to heaven,
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we'll go, pretty much what I thought.
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The robes could be nicer.
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We're just that sophisticated.
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I've told you over the years, I had some friends years ago
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who used to, they would go to the theater
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and they knew everything, they knew every line,
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they knew, I mean, they would have told you
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they were the most sophisticated theater people in the world
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and they would always say, their line was always,
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well, you know, how was it?
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We're a tough room.
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It was good, but this, and well, this, but, and this.
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They were so sophisticated that they had not enjoyed
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an evening of theater in 20 years.
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That's sophistication.
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When you can go into any situation and go,
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you know, that could have been better.
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Because we're almost worried.
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This is, we see them really grappling with,
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you know, Mary Magdalene arrives at the tomb and he's not there.
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First thought goes through her head is,
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something worse has happened.
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You know, think of the culture there.
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They've desecrated the body, the body's gone.
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She runs and gets help.
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Peter comes in, they can't figure out what's going on
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because good news was the furthest thing from their mind.
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And I think most of us probably weighed into a lot of life
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with good news being the furthest thing from our mind.
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I can't tell you how many times I heard in school
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and growing up over the years that,
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well, if it seems too good to be true,
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that would have been a very interesting end to today's story.
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Peter said, too good to be true.
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You know, at the core of our faith is,
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sometimes too good to be true is true.
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And that is really difficult for us to believe
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because I think we believe that if we get too lost in that,
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we'll no longer have the skills to grapple
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with real despair, real suffering,
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the real facing of death,
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the things that we all do still have to do
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because we don't understand that that eventual hope
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actually makes it easier.
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Sometimes we feel that, oh, you know,
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if I hope too much and then it doesn't happen,
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I'll be crushed.
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I think the only time we're crushed
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is when we decide to stop hoping.
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You know, so you get into a relationship and you get hurt.
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Go into another.
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You know, no, no, I got hurt.
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I'm going to stay alone and eat a can of worms.
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I mean, you know, it made sense when I was eight.
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You know, I'm just gonna hold my breath.
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We sometimes just, like good news is just beyond our grasp
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and bad news, oh yeah, we get that.
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And I've noticed that there are people
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who kind of, they're kind of schtick.
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The way they are sophisticated,
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the way they handle things in the world
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is they're always kind of complaining.
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Well, you know, it's an awful day, but you know,
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maybe tomorrow will be better.
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Well, you know, maybe the Lord will just take me.
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Well, maybe that, you know,
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it just, it's not really even a sophistication.
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It's a sort of, I'm not gonna be disappointed.
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I'm not gonna be disappointed
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because I am never gonna hope
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for anything in the first place.
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And in the center of our church here
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is this moment that says, hope in the ridiculous.
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You know, all religions at their core
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have some teaching that logically is ridiculous.
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Otherwise we'd call it science.
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It's religion because you have to choose to believe it.
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It's not, you know, people, whenever someone says,
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oh, you can't really watch that story and read that,
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you can't do that and not believe.
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Yes, you can.
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It's exceedingly easy.
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People do it all the time.
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People have to make a choice to believe.
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I've always contended, especially when I'm teaching
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a beginning theology class,
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there are three kinds of statements in the world.
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There's rational, irrational, and non-rational.
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And rational is two plus two equals four.
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I don't care what language you use.
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If you use this and this and you tell them
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it's gonna be that, the mind will catch that
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and say that makes sense.
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If you try to teach two plus two is five,
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it will not work and they can't build a system on it
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and the human mind will not grab it.
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But then you have these non-rational statements.
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Religion, we come along and we say two plus two is good.
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Can't prove it, can't disprove it.
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You either choose to believe it or you don't.
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And that's our faith.
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Faith always has a choice.
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And I think there are people that
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whenever someone tells you, oh no, if you pray,
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this will happen, you will be converted,
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they're trying to make it into science
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because science feels safer.
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It's safer, but it doesn't carry the hope.
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And so hope is a choice.
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And it's a choice that we celebrate in this season.
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We have all these images of spring and
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one of my brothers is over at the house
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preparing some food and I just realized
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what he's going to see when he gets there.
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Yesterday, there's a couple in the parish,
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wonderful people, and I think these kits,
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people have had them for years.
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Every year they bring me a lamb cake
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that's shaped like the lamb laying on its side
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with the head on the top.
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And it's in the green coconut grass
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and then they just put a ton of candy around it
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because my doctor said I'm getting too thin.
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So there's this pile of candy and the lamb
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and every year they bring it
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and little licorice eyes and every year.
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And so yesterday, the doorbell rings
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and I think, oh, I know that's Karen and Ken.
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So we go, and we're talking while I'm holding the cake
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and as we're talking, the little lamb's face
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plants into the chocolate.
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Falls off, which I mean, I know many of you
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did the same thing this morning,
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so let's be fair to the lamb.
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But it's now face down in the chocolate.
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And so I get to the house and I'm like,
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I'm not even gonna try and put this back together.
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So I put the little lamb's head on a plate
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and put it in the refrigerator.
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His eyes looking right.
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So if you hear some screams from across the street,
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he thought he was coming over for Easter
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and he got the Godfather.
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But at any rate, we've got all these symbols of new life
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that it's kind of okay to say, you know what?
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Grab onto it, be hopeful, and if you're disappointed,
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you can survive disappointment.
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The gospel just tries to tell us so many times,
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we can survive disappointment.
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I think the reason Peter is put in charge
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is because he is not a perfect character.
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He just survives disappointment and he never stops trying.
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He sinks when he tries to walk on the water.
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He was the only one that tried to walk on the water.
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Oh, he denied Jesus three times.
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Only one we get a story because he kept following him
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right into the courtyard of danger.
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He tried harder than anyone
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and then he failed harder than anyone
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and that is someone who stays hopeful.
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That's someone who can withstand the power of hope.
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And so, you know, as we go for 50 days of Easter,
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only 40 days of Lent, we get 50 days of Easter.
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I hope we don't fall into
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what kind of becomes the Catholic pattern.
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For 40 days, I gave up chocolate, I gave up this,
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I gave up that, and then I failed three times,
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I felt guilty about it, I had a good Lent.
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I gave up, so what about Easter?
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So what do you do for 50 days of Easter now?
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I think we're having ham in the afternoon.
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You know, we almost feel that if we really went out
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and celebrated for 50 days,
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that there'd be something terribly un-Christian
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and unholy about that.
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You know, we've got holiness confused
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with a sort of sanctified, low-level depression
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that we're supposed to live life with.
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And you know, a holy person walks through life like this.
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You know, that sort of stained glass imagery
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that holy people aren't joyful.
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Well, joyful, but not too joyful.
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The Benedictine monastery I studied at,
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and I am not knocking them,
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that was an amazing experience and they're great people,
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but I always used to, I would start laughing
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during the Easter vigil, I know, even back then.
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Because they would get to the Alleluia
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and they were so excited because they were gonna do
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this original Alleluia chant from the 8th century,
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and they'd just get so excited about it,
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and it was one of these big pieces, and it was a chant.
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And so, you know, it's Easter,
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and all of a sudden it would start
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and some monk, you'd hear him in the distance.
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Alleluia.
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And I thought, can you imagine, he's risen, Alleluia.
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It was the most somber,
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and I brought it up to the abbot one day and I said,
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but it's just so, I don't understand,
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it just doesn't seem to, it's quietly joyful.
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Oh, is that what it is?
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I think Xanax can fix quietly joyful.
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It's all right for us to embrace life and say,
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you know, we're good at Lent.
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What if for Easter we give up guilt?
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Oh, no, oh Father, no.
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It's the only thing that keeps me religious.
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What if we give it up?
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What if we actually say,
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so where's this life that we're embracing?
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What if we start to prepare for heaven?
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What if we start to prepare for life well lived?
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What if heaven is not the place?
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What if it's the formation we go through?
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To learn, to look around and say,
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you know, life has got bad stuff happening,
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but there's good moments in between,
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and we're not tuned into those
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because we're replaying yesterday's bad
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or already worrying about tomorrow's.
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It's all there, and we focus on one or the other.
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I never tire of reminding people
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that physiological psychology will guarantee you
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that even within a year,
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you will remember less than 1% of 1% of the previous year.
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You already have forgotten yesterday's lunch.
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You might come up with what you ate,
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but you do not know how many bites you took.
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You can't really replay the whole experience.
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Most of it's gone.
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So what if you hung on to a different 1% of 1%?
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Then your whole history is now different.
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What do you focus on?
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And we look back and we say,
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well, you know, my life shaped me.
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Yeah, but who's choosing which memories?
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Who's really in charge of my history?
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I think we have to become a people with resurrected eyes.
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We have to see the world through that kind of hope.
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We know.
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We know that there will be death
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eventually before resurrection.
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I had a prophetic vision,
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and everyone in here within 100 years will die.
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Three of you today, I can't say who.
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But they're all seated over here.
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We don't know.
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But we do believe that the end game is God.
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The end game is love.
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And so we have to go through life starting to go,
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this is hard, this is easy, this is difficult,
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this is joyful.
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Which of those will I pull into tomorrow?
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Because someone will say,
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well, you can't just ignore the others,
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but you'd be amazed how often we get to tomorrow
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and have ignored what's good that happened.
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Has any of you ever had a teenager come home and say,
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you know, it was an awful day,
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but this one good thing happened that I can't get past?
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That would be someone who knew the resurrection
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at an early age.
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What if we think and pray and use our time
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to refocus our vision on the goodness and the hope of life?
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It will not keep us from fixing the problems.
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It will actually give us the energy to face them.
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As Christians, we don't face the cross
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because there's a great holiness in suffering.
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We face the cross because we know
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that resurrection is bigger than the cross.
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Easter is longer than Lent.
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Heaven calls us beyond what we see here today.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of hope rooted in the resurrection of Christ. He challenges the modern tendency toward cynicism and self-protective sophistication, urging instead a childlike openness to joy and goodness—even when it seems “too good to be true.” The resurrection, he teaches, calls us not to a guarded faith but to a bold, expectant, and even joyful one—one that risks disappointment by choosing hope. Easter, with its message of life triumphing over death, demands not a quiet, somber faith, but a vibrant, resilient one that embraces life’s goodness and persists through suffering. Father Pat invites believers to live with “resurrected eyes”—to notice and cherish the good, to trust in God’s ultimate victory, and to allow hope to shape how we move through the world.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel account of Mary Magdalene at the empty tomb—shocked, bewildered, and assuming the worst. Her instinct illustrates how hope is not our natural first response when something mysterious or unexpected happens. Likewise, Peter and the beloved disciple arrive and are confused; the idea that Jesus had truly risen was, at that moment, beyond comprehension. Father Pat uses this to demonstrate how the disciples, despite having been close to Jesus, were still not expecting good news. This mirrors our own hesitancy to embrace joy or believe in redemption. We are trained by life, culture, and hardship to brace for disappointment, to shield ourselves from hope lest it betray us.
He critiques this cultural “sophistication”—the cynical, seen-it-all attitude that masquerades as wisdom, but which often chokes out joy and wonder. He uses the analogy of theater-goers who are so “sophisticated” that they haven’t enjoyed a show in 20 years. In the same way, many of us approach faith, life, and even Easter with guarded hearts, unwilling to let ourselves be amazed or delighted. He suggests that true holiness and spiritual maturity may actually require a return to spiritual naivety—not in the sense of ignorance, but in the capacity to be surprised, to be moved, to believe in goodness even when it feels risky.
Father Pat goes on to speak about the human tendency to avoid hope for fear of disappointment. Many people, he says, would rather expect nothing than risk being let down. Yet the Gospel calls us to do the opposite: to believe in the seemingly impossible good news that Christ is risen, that love defeats death, and that hope is not foolishness but divine wisdom. He points out that believing in hope is not the same as denying pain or suffering; rather, hope gives us the spiritual resilience to endure suffering. It is not an escape from reality but the very thing that allows us to live fully within it.
He offers Peter as a model of this hopeful resilience—not because Peter was perfect, but because he kept trying. Peter failed spectacularly, yet he kept showing up. His story is marked not by flawless faith but by persistent willingness to engage, to risk, to hope again. This, Father Pat suggests, is the kind of character that can truly carry the message of resurrection.
Then Father Pat turns to the season of Easter itself. While Lent gets much attention through fasting, sacrifice, and solemnity, Easter often passes with little more than a ham dinner and a day off. He challenges this imbalance, asking: What if we celebrated Easter with as much intentionality as Lent? What if, instead of giving up chocolate, we gave up guilt? What if we practiced joy, embraced life, and consciously cultivated hope for 50 days and beyond?
He humorously recounts the story of a lamb cake whose head fell off, turning a symbol of Easter into something out of a mafia movie. But even that story becomes a symbol of the messiness of real life, and how even in the absurdity or brokenness of our experiences, we can still laugh, still hope, still find meaning.
Father Pat addresses the misconception that holiness must look like somberness—that joyful faith is somehow shallow or irreverent. He critiques the “quietly joyful” Alleluia chant of monks during Easter vigil, suggesting that resurrection should inspire exuberance, not reserved solemnity. He insists that joy is not unspiritual—it is the fruit of a heart that truly understands the resurrection. He playfully suggests giving up guilt for Easter, recognizing that many believers cling to guilt as their only connection to religion. But he proposes a new way: what if we embraced God’s love and let go of shame?
He then reflects on memory and how we construct our personal narratives. Most of what happens to us is forgotten, yet we often cling to negative memories while ignoring the good. He urges us to consciously choose to remember the grace, the joy, the moments of love and goodness. This is what it means to live with “resurrected eyes”—to look for life even amid death, to notice the light even when surrounded by darkness.
Finally, Father Pat calls us to live as Easter people. The resurrection isn’t just a past event; it’s a lens through which we are invited to view all of life. Yes, suffering and death are real, but they are not the end. Easter tells us that love has the final word. He reminds us that everyone in the room will die—but more importantly, everyone is invited into resurrection. The question is: what do we carry with us into the next day? What stories do we tell ourselves? What memories do we choose to keep? What vision do we choose to live by?
In the end, Father Pat’s message is profoundly hopeful. He invites us to choose joy, to risk belief, to live with hearts open to goodness, and to trust that the resurrection is not only true, but transformative. Hope, he says, is not naivety—it’s courage. Easter is our invitation to live differently, to believe in redemption, and to let our lives reflect the light of Christ, risen and alive....
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If you were to look back on your life, especially over the last couple years, and look to the last time you really admitted to yourself, especially in areas of religion, politics, social economics, that sort of thing, the last time you had an argument with someone and admitted to yourself you lost the argument, and you walked away thinking a little differently. Now, most of us can't think of the last time that happened. And the sad thing is, it's another way of simply asking, when was the last time you experienced any real growth? Because most of us have gotten locked into one way of thinking. We know, you know, everyone talks about the news, and is it fake news, is it real news, is it, it's not the news, it's us. We filter for our favorite news. We go through, whether we use our Facebook page or our Twitter feed, or we actually go out and listen to our favorite station, all of us, we do not go to the news to be informed, we go to the news to be reassured that we're right. And we all pick our news accordingly. So, no one wants to be informed. You know, the worst tragedy for an American is if the other side is ever right. And we'll fight just because we don't want them to be right. And this happens in our faith, too. We define ourselves by who we are not. You know, we too often, in the Catholic Church, it becomes, you know, well, we're not saying they're not welcome, they just can't receive communion. Those ones, those ones, those people over there, you know, they don't merit communion. Which is true, of course, none of us merit God. And so I always tell people that, you know, once the priest has received communion, we're already past who merits it. Yeah. We don't merit it anymore. Who merits God? So, how do we get to a point where we start to actually allow one another to inform us? And this gospel today talks about, and there's a little bit of cultural code you have to get through. But Jesus says, you know, God has hidden things from the wise and learned and revealed them to the little ones. Now, the little ones, the children in this day and age of the reading, there's a custom in Jewish law, especially very prevalent at that time, that in any kind of rabbinical court, when witness testimony is taken, witnesses must be male, Jewish, and over the age of a bar mitzvah. Or you're not a valid witness. So, what he's saying is, there's a whole wisdom in the world of people you have decided have nothing to offer you. It is exactly the people that you are sure have nothing to offer you. I mean, how many people have literally this year said, well, because of the way they voted, I have lost friends. You know, do you remember when we lived in an adult country that you could disagree and remain friends? You know, before all of a sudden, if they disagree with me, they're the enemy. My need to be right is so connected to my self-worth that if someone disagrees with me, I can no longer hang around them. And we don't want to admit the truth, which is we've just made a hierarchy of needs because everyone disagrees with you on something. If you don't believe me, ask your spouse. Everyone disagrees with you on something. And we've put things, some of them we just don't care about. But if I care about it, how dare you disagree with me? Rather than, if I care enough about a topic, you would think I would like to engage with people who think differently. How, you know, when I'm looking at my faith, when I'm looking at my relationship with God, when I'm looking at politics, when I'm looking at social interaction, do I set out to become more informed or to get people to see things my way? The two do not coexist well. If I enter into a dialogue to change you, then I have given up on growth. And none of us do that anymore. It is the difference, a friend of mine put a fairly lengthy little video on Facebook this week, and it's amazing because I only check in about four times a year. It's the most I can do. But I saw, and he was talking about the difference between what he, he said this is the difference between spirituality and religion. And he went on and on, he really kind of hedged around the differences between spirituality and psychology, and he came up with some interesting ideas, but I don't think he ever really got to the crux of it because his agenda was spirituality is good and religion can get so bad. But the truth is, spirituality is religion that is not in dialogue with anyone. When someone in our country, at least, when I say I'm spiritual but not religious, it means I'm spiritual, but no one is going to talk to me about that journey, and I'm not gonna be part of a community, and it's not gonna be a, it's my, keep your hands off my spirituality. And it's a very solo journey. Religion, I mean, no one wants to admit it, but if you've got three friends that you talk your spirituality with, you've already started a religion. You're figuring out what you have in common and what's different, and you're coming to some consensus and some, now the difference between a religion and a cult is whether or not there's room for disagreement. And trust me, there are a lot of people that would like Catholicism to be a cult. No disagreement. This is what we believe, and if we get a new bishop tomorrow who thinks differently, then you and I will believe differently. There are people that that's their vision. And religion has to, at its best, live somewhere between cult and just spirituality. It's religion in, it's spirituality in real dialogue, and that means that we are in community with people we do not always agree with. If we could get that at our country level, we would look at a whole, we would be a totally different people. Look at what's happening, the whole, all of the protests in Europe right now, because there are some people who are saying, we don't want the universal, we don't want the global, let's get us back down to tribes so that I don't have to worry about anyone outside my own group. Let me get back down to the people who think like I do, and we take care of ours, and to heck with them. There's a lot of that that people are making seem very palatable. I think in our own country, especially as we get into these arguments now over minimum wage and healthcare and all of these things, people love to think that that is right against left. It isn't. Right and left, totally made up concepts. Socioeconomic battles are always poor against rich. They're always top against bottom. It's not right against left. It's always those in need against those who have. And we don't like to admit that, because that might make us feel like a bully, depending on what side we're on at any minute. So instead, we just like to say, oh, it's just different ideologies. It's usually, as it was in the gospel time, those in power and those in need. It's always top and bottom. And so, you know, what happens when we start to say, sometimes those who are the ones we would never go to, because they are just such a mess, what if they have really what we need to learn? Who is it in our life we're not open to? I, at our last Mass, I'm listening to the baby here, this is, at our last Mass, we had this weird thing go on where a baby back here started crying, and then the minute they started crying, one of the baptism babies went, and then someone over here went. And all of a sudden, we had about seven of them, back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. And some people found that irritating. Now, my theory was they were plotting our overthrow. You all have 15 years tops. But it did, I thought, you know, I mean, they're babies, so I don't want to be insulting, but all I could think of was Planet of the Apes. We don't understand a word. But there is, you know, every parent knows that when you start to see the world through the eyes of a child that is just discovering it. You know, this is why people love to take children to Disneyland. Because you and I see some poor soul in the hottest Mickey Mouse costume in the world, traipsing through the street, and they see magic. We get to see the world through their eyes. But it's an easy, comfortable move. It's not someone who totally disagrees with us till they hit adolescence. And then what happens? Do we grow through that? Do we allow others to change us? Because what a ridiculously arrogant position to go out into the world and say, I don't get changed by you, but I'm trying to change you from my opinion. Why? And of course, and the church does. The church does do this, so we're as guilty as anyone else. It's this, well, it's because I have the truth and I'm right and you're wrong. I'm not changing you, just the eternal truth that keeps coming through me. And the eternal wrong that keeps coming through you. We just rewrite the mythology to say, well, of course the world will be better when everyone thinks like I do. It's a fascinating thing when we really think, what does it mean to look to your life? Maybe it's a sibling. Maybe it's a family member. Maybe it is something on a bigger world stage. But what happens if we at least listen and think, you know, I wonder if they have something that I don't have. What about, you know, I've got siblings who really, they struggle in life. I've got one sibling who has spent most of his adult life just one step this side of the streets and not terribly attached to church. It would be very easy to say, you know, he barely has his life together. What could he possibly offer me? And yet sometimes he has all the things that I think, oh, there's the piece I didn't have. I always remember my father, the one man in the world I have never won an argument with. And not because he was harsh or, I mean, the man just had a mind that I couldn't believe in. And every once in a while I thought, okay, now I got him. And every once in a while I was wrong. But one time we were talking, my father never went to church again after Vatican II. And he was not someone that I would have thought, he didn't have any problems with the ideology. He hated that the mass was not in Latin anymore. And, you know, as I got into seminary and now I knew everything, I had this conversation with him and I said, so, now dad, I have never even heard you speak Latin. Are you really telling me you understood Latin? And, you know, and I'm thinking, I got him, got him, finally, I was only 26, got him. And he said, well, no, of course not. He said, your generation goes to mass to understand. We went to experience mystery. So close, I was so close. We didn't want to understand it. We wanted to experience a mystery, to experience something we don't understand, to sit in what the mystics would call a cloud of unknowing and be in touch with the fact that we don't understand everything. Very different place, two very different models of church. I understood what he missed. Wouldn't be my cup of tea, but I understood. You know, he had a different approach. And most people would say, your father hadn't been to church in 30 years. Why would you go to him for religious advice? Because he had the experience that wasn't mine. Why go to myself? And so all of us, I think, need to build out and figure out we know who we are, but can we start to reach out more? People who are secure in who they are are not put off by another opinion. They're not put off by being wrong once in a while. You know, it's so fascinating that all of us will look back 10 years and say, man, I didn't know anything 10 years ago, but none of us are willing to admit that in 10 years, we're gonna look back to right now and say the same thing. Right, now we're gonna look back and go, yeah, I thought I had it together. And if you can look back 20 years and say you knew it all, that just means you haven't grown in 20 years. Hopefully, you will look back and say, oh yeah, I was like, you know, someone will say to me, I found an article you wrote 20 years ago, and I'm like, I don't wanna see it. I don't, was God an old white man in a cloud with lightning coming out of his hand? Who was I back then? We don't know, but are we willing? Who is the last person we allowed to change us, not reinforce us, but change us? Because otherwise, we've decided journey over, game done. We're there or we're not. And one of the things I love most about Catholicism, I know this makes me sound even more bizarre, but it's purgatory. Because without purgatory, what it says is, when you die, game's over. You're either in heaven or you're in hell. No more growth, no more nothing. Game's over, you can't learn anymore. If you become good, it doesn't count. Become bad, it doesn't count. Game over. And purgatory says, game's never over. Game's not over. God's grace is still there. You can still learn. You can still become more. It's a great moment. But I think most of us have already given up here. I know what I think. I already know. God has revealed in my heart. I am right and you are wrong. What a place to be. Rather than, even as a church, to say, you know, we can't define ourselves by what we know. The difference between knowledge and wisdom. Knowledge is the accumulation of your experience. Wisdom is how you receive the knowledge of another. That's your wisdom. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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At that time, Jesus exclaimed, I give praise to you,
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Father, Lord of heaven and earth,
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for although you have hidden these things from the wise
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and learned, you have revealed them to little ones.
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Yes, Father, such has been your gracious will.
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All things have been handed over to me by my Father.
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No one knows the Father except the Son,
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and no one knows the Son except the Father,
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and anyone to whom the Son wishes to reveal him.
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Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened,
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and I will give you rest.
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Take my yoke upon you and learn from me,
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for I am meek and humble of heart.
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And you will find rest for yourselves,
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for my yoke is easy and my burden light.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Thank you.
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If you were to look back on your life,
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especially over the last couple years,
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and look to the last time you really admitted to yourself,
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especially in areas of religion, politics,
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social economics, that sort of thing,
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the last time you had an argument with someone
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and admitted to yourself you lost the argument,
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and you walked away thinking a little differently.
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Now, most of us can't think of the last time that happened.
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And the sad thing is, it's another way of simply asking,
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when was the last time you experienced any real growth?
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Because most of us have gotten locked
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into one way of thinking.
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We know, you know, everyone talks about the news,
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and is it fake news, is it real news,
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is it, it's not the news, it's us.
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We filter for our favorite news.
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We go through, whether we use our Facebook page
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or our Twitter feed, or we actually go out
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and listen to our favorite station,
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all of us, we do not go to the news to be informed,
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we go to the news to be reassured that we're right.
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And we all pick our news accordingly.
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So, no one wants to be informed.
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You know, the worst tragedy for an American
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is if the other side is ever right.
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And we'll fight just because we don't want them to be right.
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And this happens in our faith, too.
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We define ourselves by who we are not.
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You know, we too often, in the Catholic Church,
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it becomes, you know, well, we're not saying
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they're not welcome, they just can't receive communion.
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Those ones, those ones, those people over there,
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you know, they don't merit communion.
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Which is true, of course, none of us merit God.
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And so I always tell people that, you know,
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once the priest has received communion,
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we're already past who merits it.
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Yeah.
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We don't merit it anymore.
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Who merits God?
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So, how do we get to a point where we start
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to actually allow one another to inform us?
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And this gospel today talks about,
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and there's a little bit of cultural code
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you have to get through.
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But Jesus says, you know, God has hidden things
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from the wise and learned and revealed them
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to the little ones.
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Now, the little ones, the children in this day and age
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of the reading, there's a custom in Jewish law,
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especially very prevalent at that time,
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that in any kind of rabbinical court,
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when witness testimony is taken,
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witnesses must be male, Jewish,
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and over the age of a bar mitzvah.
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Or you're not a valid witness.
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So, what he's saying is, there's a whole wisdom
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in the world of people you have decided
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have nothing to offer you.
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It is exactly the people that you are sure
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have nothing to offer you.
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I mean, how many people have literally this year said,
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well, because of the way they voted, I have lost friends.
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You know, do you remember when we lived in an adult country
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that you could disagree and remain friends?
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You know, before all of a sudden, if they disagree with me,
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they're the enemy.
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My need to be right is so connected to my self-worth
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that if someone disagrees with me,
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I can no longer hang around them.
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And we don't want to admit the truth,
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which is we've just made a hierarchy of needs
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because everyone disagrees with you on something.
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If you don't believe me, ask your spouse.
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Everyone disagrees with you on something.
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And we've put things, some of them we just don't care about.
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But if I care about it, how dare you disagree with me?
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Rather than, if I care enough about a topic,
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you would think I would like to engage
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with people who think differently.
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How, you know, when I'm looking at my faith,
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when I'm looking at my relationship with God,
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when I'm looking at politics,
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when I'm looking at social interaction,
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do I set out to become more informed
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or to get people to see things my way?
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The two do not coexist well.
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If I enter into a dialogue to change you,
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then I have given up on growth.
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And none of us do that anymore.
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It is the difference,
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a friend of mine put a fairly lengthy little video
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on Facebook this week, and it's amazing
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because I only check in about four times a year.
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It's the most I can do.
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But I saw, and he was talking about the difference
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between what he, he said this is the difference
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between spirituality and religion.
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And he went on and on, he really kind of hedged
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around the differences between spirituality and psychology,
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and he came up with some interesting ideas,
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but I don't think he ever really got to the crux of it
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because his agenda was spirituality is good
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and religion can get so bad.
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But the truth is, spirituality is religion
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that is not in dialogue with anyone.
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When someone in our country, at least,
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when I say I'm spiritual but not religious,
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it means I'm spiritual, but no one is going
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to talk to me about that journey,
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and I'm not gonna be part of a community,
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and it's not gonna be a, it's my,
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keep your hands off my spirituality.
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And it's a very solo journey.
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Religion, I mean, no one wants to admit it,
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but if you've got three friends
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that you talk your spirituality with,
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you've already started a religion.
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You're figuring out what you have in common
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and what's different, and you're coming
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to some consensus and some, now the difference
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between a religion and a cult is whether
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or not there's room for disagreement.
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And trust me, there are a lot of people
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that would like Catholicism to be a cult.
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No disagreement.
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This is what we believe, and if we get
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a new bishop tomorrow who thinks differently,
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then you and I will believe differently.
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There are people that that's their vision.
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And religion has to, at its best,
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live somewhere between cult and just spirituality.
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It's religion in, it's spirituality in real dialogue,
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and that means that we are in community
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with people we do not always agree with.
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If we could get that at our country level,
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we would look at a whole, we would be
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a totally different people.
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Look at what's happening, the whole,
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all of the protests in Europe right now,
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because there are some people who are saying,
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we don't want the universal, we don't want the global,
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let's get us back down to tribes
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so that I don't have to worry about
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anyone outside my own group.
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Let me get back down to the people
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who think like I do, and we take care of ours,
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and to heck with them.
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There's a lot of that that people
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are making seem very palatable.
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I think in our own country, especially as we get
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into these arguments now over minimum wage
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and healthcare and all of these things,
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people love to think that that is right against left.
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It isn't.
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Right and left, totally made up concepts.
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Socioeconomic battles are always poor against rich.
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They're always top against bottom.
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It's not right against left.
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It's always those in need against those who have.
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And we don't like to admit that,
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because that might make us feel like a bully,
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depending on what side we're on at any minute.
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So instead, we just like to say,
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oh, it's just different ideologies.
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It's usually, as it was in the gospel time,
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those in power and those in need.
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It's always top and bottom.
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And so, you know, what happens when we start to say,
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sometimes those who are the ones we would never go to,
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because they are just such a mess,
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what if they have really what we need to learn?
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Who is it in our life we're not open to?
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I, at our last Mass, I'm listening to the baby here,
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this is, at our last Mass, we had this weird thing go on
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where a baby back here started crying,
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and then the minute they started crying,
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one of the baptism babies went,
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and then someone over here went.
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And all of a sudden, we had about seven of them,
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back and forth, back and forth, back and forth.
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And some people found that irritating.
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Now, my theory was they were plotting our overthrow.
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You all have 15 years tops.
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But it did, I thought, you know, I mean,
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they're babies, so I don't want to be insulting,
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but all I could think of was Planet of the Apes.
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We don't understand a word.
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But there is, you know, every parent knows
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that when you start to see the world
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through the eyes of a child that is just discovering it.
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You know, this is why people love
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to take children to Disneyland.
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Because you and I see some poor soul
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in the hottest Mickey Mouse costume in the world,
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traipsing through the street, and they see magic.
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We get to see the world through their eyes.
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But it's an easy, comfortable move.
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It's not someone who totally disagrees with us
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till they hit adolescence.
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And then what happens?
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Do we grow through that?
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Do we allow others to change us?
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Because what a ridiculously arrogant position
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to go out into the world and say,
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I don't get changed by you,
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but I'm trying to change you from my opinion.
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Why?
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And of course, and the church does.
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The church does do this, so we're as guilty as anyone else.
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It's this, well, it's because I have the truth
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and I'm right and you're wrong.
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I'm not changing you, just the eternal truth
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that keeps coming through me.
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And the eternal wrong that keeps coming through you.
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We just rewrite the mythology to say,
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well, of course the world will be better
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when everyone thinks like I do.
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It's a fascinating thing when we really think,
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what does it mean to look to your life?
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Maybe it's a sibling.
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Maybe it's a family member.
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Maybe it is something on a bigger world stage.
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But what happens if we at least listen
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and think, you know, I wonder if they have something
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that I don't have.
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What about, you know, I've got siblings
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who really, they struggle in life.
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I've got one sibling who has spent most of his adult life
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just one step this side of the streets
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and not terribly attached to church.
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It would be very easy to say,
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you know, he barely has his life together.
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What could he possibly offer me?
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And yet sometimes he has all the things that I think,
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oh, there's the piece I didn't have.
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I always remember my father, the one man in the world
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I have never won an argument with.
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And not because he was harsh or, I mean,
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the man just had a mind that I couldn't believe in.
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And every once in a while I thought, okay, now I got him.
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And every once in a while I was wrong.
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But one time we were talking,
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my father never went to church again after Vatican II.
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And he was not someone that I would have thought,
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he didn't have any problems with the ideology.
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He hated that the mass was not in Latin anymore.
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And, you know, as I got into seminary
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and now I knew everything,
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I had this conversation with him and I said,
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so, now dad, I have never even heard you speak Latin.
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Are you really telling me you understood Latin?
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And, you know, and I'm thinking, I got him, got him,
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finally, I was only 26, got him.
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And he said, well, no, of course not.
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He said, your generation goes to mass to understand.
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We went to experience mystery.
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So close, I was so close.
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We didn't want to understand it.
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We wanted to experience a mystery,
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to experience something we don't understand,
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to sit in what the mystics would call a cloud of unknowing
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and be in touch with the fact
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that we don't understand everything.
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Very different place,
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two very different models of church.
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I understood what he missed.
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Wouldn't be my cup of tea, but I understood.
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You know, he had a different approach.
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And most people would say,
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your father hadn't been to church in 30 years.
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Why would you go to him for religious advice?
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Because he had the experience that wasn't mine.
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Why go to myself?
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And so all of us, I think, need to build out
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and figure out we know who we are,
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but can we start to reach out more?
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People who are secure in who they are
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are not put off by another opinion.
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They're not put off by being wrong once in a while.
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You know, it's so fascinating
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that all of us will look back 10 years and say,
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man, I didn't know anything 10 years ago,
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but none of us are willing to admit that in 10 years,
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we're gonna look back to right now and say the same thing.
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Right, now we're gonna look back and go,
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yeah, I thought I had it together.
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And if you can look back 20 years and say you knew it all,
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that just means you haven't grown in 20 years.
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Hopefully, you will look back and say,
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oh yeah, I was like, you know, someone will say to me,
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I found an article you wrote 20 years ago,
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and I'm like, I don't wanna see it.
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I don't, was God an old white man in a cloud
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with lightning coming out of his hand?
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Who was I back then?
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We don't know, but are we willing?
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Who is the last person we allowed to change us,
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not reinforce us, but change us?
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Because otherwise, we've decided journey over, game done.
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We're there or we're not.
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And one of the things I love most about Catholicism,
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I know this makes me sound even more bizarre,
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but it's purgatory.
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Because without purgatory, what it says is,
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when you die, game's over.
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You're either in heaven or you're in hell.
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No more growth, no more nothing.
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Game's over, you can't learn anymore.
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If you become good, it doesn't count.
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Become bad, it doesn't count.
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Game over.
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And purgatory says, game's never over.
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Game's not over.
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God's grace is still there.
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You can still learn.
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You can still become more.
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It's a great moment.
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But I think most of us have already given up here.
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I know what I think.
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I already know.
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God has revealed in my heart.
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I am right and you are wrong.
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What a place to be.
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Rather than, even as a church, to say,
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you know, we can't define ourselves by what we know.
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The difference between knowledge and wisdom.
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Knowledge is the accumulation of your experience.
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Wisdom is how you receive the knowledge of another.
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That's your wisdom.
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And today, we're called to recognize
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the wisdom that lies in others.
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Because you may have all the knowledge
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you could possibly want,
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but until you receive the knowledge
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of those who think differently,
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you don't have a chance at wisdom
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and we don't have a chance at finding the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat's message challenges us to reflect Father Pat's message challenges us to reflect on our openness to transformation, especially through the perspectives of those we often disregard. He draws from Jesus' words in the Gospel of Matthew to convey that divine truth is frequently revealed not to the elite or self-assured, but to the humble, the overlooked, and the childlike. As a society—and even within the Church—we have become entrenched in echo chambers where we seek affirmation rather than revelation. Father Pat urges us to reengage in honest dialogue, to be willing to be changed by others, and to rediscover the humility necessary for real spiritual growth. In his view, true religion is spirituality in community, marked by humility, dialogue, and a willingness to learn from those we least expect.
At the heart of Father Pat’s message is Jesus’ declaration that God's wisdom is hidden from the "wise and learned" and revealed to "little ones"—a reference not merely to children, but to those without status, power, or recognized credibility. In the cultural context of the time, legal and spiritual authority resided with adult Jewish males. Jesus subverts this norm, stating that God's truth is often discovered not through institutional approval or intellectual superiority, but through the innocence, humility, and receptivity found in those dismissed by society. Father Pat uses this Gospel to draw a parallel to our current moment, where ideological entrenchment—be it political, religious, or social—has become the norm. He laments that we no longer engage in meaningful dialogue with those who disagree with us; instead, we seek out information that reinforces our existing beliefs.
He diagnoses this condition as a spiritual stagnation. Growth, he says, inherently requires the humility to admit we might be wrong or that someone else might have insight we lack. Yet most people cannot recall the last time they truly changed their mind about a deeply held belief, especially in matters of faith or politics. This resistance to being changed by others is, in Father Pat’s view, a form of spiritual arrogance and self-isolation. It leads to a brittle faith and shallow community, where religion becomes either a cult of uniformity or a private, disconnected spirituality that avoids challenge altogether.
Father Pat critiques both extremes: the cult-like rigidity that allows no disagreement within religion, and the hyper-individualistic spirituality that avoids community and accountability. He defines religion at its best as “spirituality in dialogue”—a shared journey where people of differing views engage one another with respect and humility. This kind of religion requires vulnerability, the willingness to listen, and the courage to be changed. It is precisely in those relationships where we don’t agree that the potential for growth resides. He points out that if we only engage with those who mirror our beliefs, we forfeit the possibility of acquiring wisdom, which by definition involves receiving and being shaped by the knowledge of others.
Father Pat connects this spiritual insight to broader social and political realities. He argues that many of our current polarizations—whether about healthcare, minimum wage, or immigration—are not truly about right versus left, but about power dynamics: the haves versus the have-nots. He warns against the tendency to retreat into ideological “tribes,” which offer comfort and certainty at the expense of truth and mutual understanding. This, he suggests, is a societal version of the same spiritual error: defining ourselves by who we are not, rather than by who we are in relationship with others.
He shares personal anecdotes to illustrate how even those we might dismiss—like a struggling sibling or a non-churchgoing parent—can become unexpected sources of spiritual insight. His father, for instance, rejected the post-Vatican II liturgical changes not out of defiance, but because he cherished the mysterious, transcendent experience of the Latin Mass. That encounter taught Father Pat a valuable lesson: sometimes what seems irrational or outdated may be rooted in a deeper spiritual longing. These stories reinforce the central theme that wisdom often comes from surprising places, and that humility is the only path to receiving it.
Finally, Father Pat challenges us to consider who in our lives we have refused to learn from. Have we written off a family member, a political adversary, or someone of a different faith or socioeconomic status? Have we assumed they have nothing to teach us? If so, we may be missing the very wisdom God wants to reveal. He concludes with a powerful theological insight: Purgatory is not merely a post-death cleansing, but a spiritual principle that God’s grace and transformative power are never exhausted. Even beyond death, we are still capable of growth. The tragedy is when we give up on that growth here and now, believing we already possess the truth in full.
In essence, Father Pat calls us to a deeper humility, a more inclusive spirituality, and a richer, more dialogical form of religion. He reminds us that the journey of faith is not about being right, but about becoming wise—and that wisdom can only be found when we are willing to be changed by those we least expect....
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The Power of Resonance
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 851.9400024414062, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the conclusion of the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. The eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain to which Jesus had ordered them. When they saw him, they worshiped, but they doubted. Then Jesus approached and said to them, all power in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Go, therefore, and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you until the end of an age. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The Feast of the Ascension, of course, belongs properly to this past Thursday. It's what we call the word is transmuted to Sunday in, well, in some of the United States, which kind of disclaims the word united. But in some of the states, at least with the church, it happened on Thursday because, and the reason, none of these dates are actual anniversaries of anything because we don't know the actual times they happen. But once you plug in one holiday, then you can do the others. So for us each year, Easter is kind of our North Star. And once we get Easter figured out, that Thursday is, you know, Pentecost is 50 days later. And this is done 10 days before, which would have landed it on Thursday. Some of the states have just said, yeah, but no one will come on Thursday. And people go, what an awful reason to change it. And actually, it's called a pastoral reason. So you can say, well, we're going to fight that and fight that and fight that until those people stop working on Thursdays. And in the meantime, an entire generation will never hear the Ascension readings. No, we know that none of these are actual anniversary dates. We had a tour guide when my last two that I did, but the last two that the parish did as well, of pilgrimages to the Holy Land. We had this amazing tour guide, Julie. And she used to always say, now you understand when we come here to the Church of the Resurrection or we come here to the church where they have the scourging of the pillar, these are not a sort of X marks the spot. You know, these are the places that have been traditionally associated with this. No one in the Gospels really had much interest in giving us geographic locations. That wasn't, in their mind, germane to the story. It wouldn't have mattered if it happened on the other side of town. But these are the places that become our tradition. And so Ascension for us is more than just the event, it is the tradition. Edward Skielbeck, one of the theologians out of Holland, it's very difficult to read because I don't know who translates from Dutch to English, but it's pretty stilted by the time you get it. But he used to always talk about the Ascension as a continuation in the body of Christ. The Ascension of Jesus will never be complete until every last member of the body has ascended. And where we think that's an interesting Ascension theology, it's really his theology of what it means to be a member of the body of Christ. That Jesus himself is not fully ascended until every one of us is. And it puts a responsibility on us to lift the other up. How different would faith look if we actually focused on lifting people up? And I'm not accusing our faith over any other. I mean, throughout, as a matter of fact, it's many of the grassroots level Christian churches in America that have become so harsh, and the fire and brimstone, that people literally go to church to be beat down, to be told what they're doing wrong. And we get that emotionally confused with a sense of holiness. I know I'm holy when I hate myself. It is not that uncommon. Because when I hate myself, I'm really in touch with how sinful I am. Somehow, joy and delight and what Jesus talks about, I come to bring you joy and bring you it fully. I've watched as some strains of Christianity will say, well, when they say joy, they mean a quiet joy. That's always my, we used to get that in my first seminary. And let me tell you, I'll talk a little trash about it, but it was the most wonderful seminary in the world. And all my formation happened there. In Rome, I got lots of academics, but these Benedictines in Missouri, they were the best. But their liturgy was very, very Middle Ages. And on Easter, every year, I just would wait for it. And I know it's not supposed to be the holy response, but I'd kind of giggle every year. The Alleluia, they were, and they loved this. It's this Alleluia that we resurrected from the eighth century, and it's got such history to it. And all of a sudden, as sun was rising, because you know, the liturgy started at 4 a.m. with all the readings, the vigil, and you'd hear, ♪ Allelu, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo ♪ and about five minutes later, ♪ Yah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah ♪ And I always used to get this picture of Peter and John and Mary coming out of the tomb going, he is risen. And it was, and I have no doubt that for me, this was a cultural shift. That sort of chant, it probably was never done that slow before music historians got a hold of it and told you the right way to do it. Because when you ever read books on chant and how chant should actually be done, chant is supposed to be just a hair under the tempo of spoken language. So even though you've probably never done it when you're at a parish that chants the Our Father, it should sound, ♪ Our Father who art in heaven, our Lord be thy name ♪ And I'll go, ♪ Our Father ♪ And you're like, oh, that elucidates the text. Chant done badly takes all the inflection out. And the idea of chant was to musically notate the natural rise and fall of a spoken text. So you kind of have to do it. But I always thought there's been a shift where someone has said, well, if we can rewrite joy until it looks like solemnity, that will be holy joy. And it doesn't mean that, you know, to be Christian, we walk around just hysterical all the time. But that we live life more fully. It's kind of an interesting piece of Ignatian spirituality. You know, Ignatian spirituality, as spirituality goes, not liturgy, anything else, as spirituality goes, it's probably the most comprehensive makeover that any religious order does. I mean, as far as, you know, if you're going into the Jesuits and you start into those Ignatian retreats, it is there to really restructure your spirituality. And anyone who doesn't know about it would say, well, that's a group that they're, you know, the more you can restructure and get them to go through the program, you know, there's gonna be a real sense of, we all have the same spirituality. And they all come out more radically different from one another than any other order. You know, and because what Ignatian spirituality does is it says, by the time you are done with this, your highs will be higher, your lows will be lower, who you are will be more evident in the world. It's going to be how we bring you to the surface, not how we put braces on your brains and get you all to look alike, but how we bring you to the surface. And so this very rigorous spiritual training actually creates wild individuals. Well, I shouldn't say wild because they come here very often and they'll get mad. But what I find is that many people think the holier we all are, the more alike we'll look. You know, people will just start walking through King Soopers with their hands, thumbs together, baby crossed here. You know, that holiness is about how much we can structure one another to look alike, as though, you know, there is one perfect image of humanity and we're all supposed to be the same. And the fascinating thing is when you look at the Jesus as the perfect image of humanity, he never preached that therefore we were all supposed to be him. There was one of those little, I can't remember what network does those little moment things where they say now that you know or something and they're little community service messages. And one of them, it was my favorite line, they were talking about people needing to be themselves and it said, be yourself, everyone else is taken. Everyone else is taken. And it doesn't mean that we can't respect our faith and we can't know where boundaries are and know where we're not going. As a matter of fact, when you know who you are, you know where your boundaries are a lot better. If we're fishing through the world trying to appear like other people, you will never understand where their boundaries come from. You can with yours. And so if our faith becomes something that lifts people up, then they will come here and be themselves. Or we will get more and more and more history of people saying, oh, you know, I'll have nothing to do with church. They don't like my friends, they don't like this, they don't like that, they beat up those people. This person's family will not talk to them because they're so religious. How many people stop talking to other people based on their religion? It was so funny this last year, people said, you know, this last year was so contentious with politics. People will always say, well, you know, I just can't believe that this is the first time in my life, there are family members that we just don't talk to each other since the election. And I always have one of two reactions, which is, well, religion's been doing that to family for years. And it really has. But the other thing is, if you aren't talking to a family member because of politics this year, there was more going on to begin with. I don't have a single, personal, close, fulfilling friendship that got trashed by politics. A lot of the people who have irritated me forever irritated me more. And it turns out, this is the shocking part, I irritate them more. And I do think when someone says, oh, this broke up the whole family. Yeah, we're not talking about a family that was there to begin with. We're talking about a family that was waiting for an issue so I didn't have to go to Thanksgiving. And so, if we become, if faith says, you know, we can't control politics. But what if faith becomes the place where this is who I am, you and I disagree, but ascension says we lift each other up. I've loved this image over the years, I've thrown it out several times, and that is, the world, politics, economics, all of that is, it is the managing of power over one another. Who has the power? Who gets to tell who what to do? You know, every relationship, when someone says, if you're gonna go into a relationship, you're gonna open yourself to being vulnerable, of what? Well, the other will have power over you, they can hurt you. We, as Christians, need to understand that every human interaction has power going on. But we don't have to use the same preposition. We can believe in God's power. I believe, truly, I believe God has power over nothing. Not because he couldn't, but because, clearly, through salvation history, he has shown us, again and again, that that is not God's way. God has power under everything. As physics will tell you, power under lifts, power over pushes down. We need to be people of power under. We need to be the people who say, we do have power with one another. I know that I can say something and hurt someone. That would be a power over, why do it? When you can, instead, say something and lift someone up, power under. Jesus comes to do nothing but show how God is willing to go to the lowest point of humanity, that passion and death, as low to lift people up. And in honor of that, too often, people of some faith run around knocking everyone down to honor Jesus lifting them up. That can't be our way. We are a people of power under. We are a people who lift one another up. We are a people who not just acknowledge the ascension, but work to be part of it. We've got 10 days until Pentecost. How many people can we lift up? How much of the kingdom of God can we reveal? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the conclusion of the Holy Gospel
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according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The eleven disciples went to Galilee,
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to the mountain to which Jesus had ordered them.
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When they saw him, they worshiped, but they doubted.
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Then Jesus approached and said to them,
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all power in heaven and on earth has been given to me.
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Go, therefore, and make disciples
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of all the nations, baptizing them
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in the name of the Father, and of the Son,
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and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all
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that I have commanded you.
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And behold, I am with you until the end of an age.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The Feast of the Ascension, of course,
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belongs properly to this past Thursday.
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It's what we call the word is transmuted to Sunday in, well,
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in some of the United States, which kind of disclaims
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the word united.
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But in some of the states, at least with the church,
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it happened on Thursday because, and the reason,
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none of these dates are actual anniversaries of anything
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because we don't know the actual times they happen.
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But once you plug in one holiday,
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then you can do the others.
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So for us each year, Easter is kind of our North Star.
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And once we get Easter figured out, that Thursday is,
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you know, Pentecost is 50 days later.
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And this is done 10 days before, which would
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have landed it on Thursday.
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Some of the states have just said, yeah,
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but no one will come on Thursday.
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And people go, what an awful reason to change it.
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And actually, it's called a pastoral reason.
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So you can say, well, we're going
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to fight that and fight that and fight
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that until those people stop working on Thursdays.
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And in the meantime, an entire generation
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will never hear the Ascension readings.
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No, we know that none of these are actual anniversary dates.
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We had a tour guide when my last two that I did,
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but the last two that the parish did as well,
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of pilgrimages to the Holy Land.
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We had this amazing tour guide, Julie.
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And she used to always say, now you
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understand when we come here to the Church of the Resurrection
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or we come here to the church where they have
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the scourging of the pillar, these are not
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a sort of X marks the spot.
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You know, these are the places that have been traditionally
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associated with this.
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No one in the Gospels really had much interest in giving us
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geographic locations.
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That wasn't, in their mind, germane to the story.
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It wouldn't have mattered if it happened
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on the other side of town.
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But these are the places that become our tradition.
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And so Ascension for us is more than just the event,
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it is the tradition.
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Edward Skielbeck, one of the theologians out of Holland,
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it's very difficult to read because I
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don't know who translates from Dutch to English,
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but it's pretty stilted by the time you get it.
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But he used to always talk about the Ascension
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as a continuation in the body of Christ.
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The Ascension of Jesus will never
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be complete until every last member of the body
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has ascended.
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And where we think that's an interesting Ascension
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theology, it's really his theology
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of what it means to be a member of the body of Christ.
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That Jesus himself is not fully ascended
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until every one of us is.
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And it puts a responsibility on us to lift the other up.
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How different would faith look if we actually
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focused on lifting people up?
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And I'm not accusing our faith over any other.
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I mean, throughout, as a matter of fact,
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it's many of the grassroots level Christian churches
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in America that have become so harsh,
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and the fire and brimstone, that people literally
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go to church to be beat down, to be
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told what they're doing wrong.
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And we get that emotionally confused
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with a sense of holiness.
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I know I'm holy when I hate myself.
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It is not that uncommon.
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Because when I hate myself, I'm really
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in touch with how sinful I am.
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Somehow, joy and delight and what Jesus talks about,
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I come to bring you joy and bring you it fully.
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I've watched as some strains of Christianity will say,
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well, when they say joy, they mean a quiet joy.
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That's always my, we used to get that in my first seminary.
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And let me tell you, I'll talk a little trash about it,
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but it was the most wonderful seminary in the world.
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And all my formation happened there.
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In Rome, I got lots of academics,
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but these Benedictines in Missouri, they were the best.
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But their liturgy was very, very Middle Ages.
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And on Easter, every year, I just would wait for it.
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And I know it's not supposed to be the holy response,
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but I'd kind of giggle every year.
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The Alleluia, they were, and they loved this.
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It's this Alleluia that we resurrected
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from the eighth century, and it's got such history to it.
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And all of a sudden, as sun was rising,
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because you know, the liturgy started at 4 a.m.
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with all the readings, the vigil,
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and you'd hear,
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♪ Allelu, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo ♪
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and about five minutes later,
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♪ Yah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah ♪
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And I always used to get this picture of Peter
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and John and Mary coming out of the tomb going,
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he is risen.
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And it was, and I have no doubt that for me,
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this was a cultural shift.
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That sort of chant,
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it probably was never done that slow
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before music historians got a hold of it
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and told you the right way to do it.
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Because when you ever read books on chant
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and how chant should actually be done,
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chant is supposed to be just a hair
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under the tempo of spoken language.
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So even though you've probably never done it
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when you're at a parish that chants the Our Father,
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it should sound,
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♪ Our Father who art in heaven, our Lord be thy name ♪
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And I'll go,
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♪ Our Father ♪
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And you're like, oh, that elucidates the text.
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Chant done badly takes all the inflection out.
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And the idea of chant was to musically notate
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the natural rise and fall of a spoken text.
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So you kind of have to do it.
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But I always thought there's been a shift
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where someone has said, well,
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if we can rewrite joy until it looks like solemnity,
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that will be holy joy.
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And it doesn't mean that, you know, to be Christian,
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we walk around just hysterical all the time.
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But that we live life more fully.
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It's kind of an interesting piece of Ignatian spirituality.
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You know, Ignatian spirituality, as spirituality goes,
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not liturgy, anything else, as spirituality goes,
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it's probably the most comprehensive makeover
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that any religious order does.
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I mean, as far as, you know,
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if you're going into the Jesuits
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and you start into those Ignatian retreats,
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it is there to really restructure your spirituality.
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And anyone who doesn't know about it would say,
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well, that's a group that they're, you know,
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the more you can restructure
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and get them to go through the program,
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you know, there's gonna be a real sense of,
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we all have the same spirituality.
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And they all come out more radically different
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from one another than any other order.
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You know, and because what Ignatian spirituality does
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is it says, by the time you are done with this,
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your highs will be higher, your lows will be lower,
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who you are will be more evident in the world.
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It's going to be how we bring you to the surface,
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not how we put braces on your brains
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and get you all to look alike,
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but how we bring you to the surface.
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And so this very rigorous spiritual training
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actually creates wild individuals.
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Well, I shouldn't say wild
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because they come here very often and they'll get mad.
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But what I find is that many people think
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the holier we all are, the more alike we'll look.
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You know, people will just start walking
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through King Soopers with their hands,
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thumbs together, baby crossed here.
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You know, that holiness is about
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how much we can structure one another to look alike,
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as though, you know, there is one perfect image of humanity
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and we're all supposed to be the same.
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And the fascinating thing is when you look at the Jesus
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as the perfect image of humanity,
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he never preached that therefore
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we were all supposed to be him.
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There was one of those little,
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I can't remember what network does those little moment
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things where they say now that you know or something
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and they're little community service messages.
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And one of them, it was my favorite line,
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they were talking about people needing to be themselves
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and it said, be yourself, everyone else is taken.
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Everyone else is taken.
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And it doesn't mean that we can't respect our faith
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and we can't know where boundaries are
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and know where we're not going.
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As a matter of fact, when you know who you are,
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you know where your boundaries are a lot better.
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If we're fishing through the world
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trying to appear like other people,
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you will never understand where their boundaries come from.
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You can with yours.
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And so if our faith becomes something that lifts people up,
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then they will come here and be themselves.
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Or we will get more and more and more history
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of people saying, oh, you know,
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I'll have nothing to do with church.
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They don't like my friends, they don't like this,
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they don't like that, they beat up those people.
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This person's family will not talk to them
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because they're so religious.
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How many people stop talking to other people
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based on their religion?
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It was so funny this last year, people said,
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you know, this last year was so contentious with politics.
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People will always say, well, you know,
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I just can't believe that this is the first time in my life,
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there are family members that we just don't talk
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to each other since the election.
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And I always have one of two reactions, which is,
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well, religion's been doing that to family for years.
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And it really has.
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But the other thing is, if you aren't talking
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to a family member because of politics this year,
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there was more going on to begin with.
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I don't have a single, personal, close,
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fulfilling friendship that got trashed by politics.
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A lot of the people who have irritated me forever
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irritated me more.
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And it turns out, this is the shocking part,
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I irritate them more.
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And I do think when someone says,
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oh, this broke up the whole family.
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Yeah, we're not talking about a family
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that was there to begin with.
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We're talking about a family that was waiting for an issue
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so I didn't have to go to Thanksgiving.
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And so, if we become, if faith says, you know,
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we can't control politics.
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But what if faith becomes the place where
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this is who I am, you and I disagree,
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but ascension says we lift each other up.
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I've loved this image over the years,
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I've thrown it out several times, and that is,
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the world, politics, economics,
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all of that is, it is the managing of power
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over one another.
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Who has the power?
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Who gets to tell who what to do?
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You know, every relationship, when someone says,
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if you're gonna go into a relationship,
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you're gonna open yourself to being vulnerable, of what?
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Well, the other will have power over you,
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they can hurt you.
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We, as Christians, need to understand
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that every human interaction has power going on.
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But we don't have to use the same preposition.
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We can believe in God's power.
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I believe, truly, I believe God has power over nothing.
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Not because he couldn't, but because, clearly,
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through salvation history, he has shown us,
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again and again, that that is not God's way.
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God has power under everything.
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As physics will tell you, power under lifts,
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power over pushes down.
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We need to be people of power under.
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We need to be the people who say,
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we do have power with one another.
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I know that I can say something and hurt someone.
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That would be a power over, why do it?
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When you can, instead, say something
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and lift someone up, power under.
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Jesus comes to do nothing but show
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how God is willing to go to the lowest point of humanity,
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that passion and death, as low to lift people up.
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And in honor of that, too often,
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people of some faith run around knocking everyone down
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to honor Jesus lifting them up.
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That can't be our way.
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We are a people of power under.
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We are a people who lift one another up.
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We are a people who not just acknowledge the ascension,
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but work to be part of it.
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We've got 10 days until Pentecost.
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How many people can we lift up?
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How much of the kingdom of God can we reveal?
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Simply through exercising our power under one another.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative and communal meaning of the Ascension. Rather than viewing it solely as a historical event or theological doctrine, he interprets the Ascension as an ongoing process in which Christ's ascension is not fully realized until all members of the Body of Christ are lifted up. This call to “lift up” rather than “push down” one another reorients Christian power and practice from dominance to service, from conformity to authentic individuality, and from judgment to joy. The Ascension becomes not a distant doctrinal moment, but a living invitation to embody Christ’s mission of elevation—spiritually, emotionally, and communally—by using our "power under" others rather than over them.
Father Pat begins by contextualizing the Feast of the Ascension not as a fixed anniversary but as a liturgical moment rooted in tradition rather than geography or chronology. He notes that the Church, in shifting the Ascension celebration from Thursday to Sunday in some U.S. dioceses, does so not out of laziness or compromise, but for pastoral care—to ensure that the faithful, who might not attend a Thursday Mass, still encounter this essential mystery. He reminds us that the Gospel writers were not concerned with precise locations or dates, and that our sacred spaces and liturgical calendars are more about tradition and meaning than historical accuracy.
Building on this, Father Pat introduces the theology of Edward Schillebeeckx, who argued that the Ascension is not complete until the entire Body of Christ—meaning all of us—ascends. This shifts the Ascension from an isolated moment in Christ’s life to an ongoing mission of the Church. It places responsibility on the faithful to lift one another up spiritually and morally, suggesting that Christian life is not about personal elevation alone but communal uplift. This reframing challenges the prevalent religious culture, especially in some American Christian contexts, where faith is often centered on guilt, shame, and judgment. Father Pat critiques this tendency, arguing that many Christians confuse holiness with self-loathing, mistaking emotional harshness for spiritual authenticity.
Instead, he upholds joy—not solemn, sanitized joy, but authentic, life-giving joy—as the true mark of Christian life. He recounts his experience with overly solemn liturgies that turned the joyful proclamation of the Resurrection into a dirge, noting how such presentations can distort the Gospel’s message. He connects this to the broader cultural shift where holiness is equated with uniformity and restraint rather than individuality and vitality.
Drawing on Ignatian spirituality, he emphasizes that true spiritual formation should not make people identical or rigid, but should bring forth their unique, God-given identities. The Jesuit model, he explains, forms individuals into more authentic versions of themselves, not carbon copies of some idealized piety. The holier we become, the more ourselves we should be—not more like each other. Holiness, then, is not found in conformity but in fully living into our God-created uniqueness, with all the emotional highs and lows that entails.
This individuality, however, is not license for selfishness or division. Father Pat warns against religiosity that divides families or communities, noting that true faith should foster deeper relationships, not rupture them. He reflects on political divisions and how they often mask deeper relational wounds. If faith is only used to judge, exclude, or dominate, then it fails its mission. Instead, he calls for faith that lifts up, that holds space for disagreement without dehumanization, and that practices love over ideology.
He contrasts worldly power, which seeks dominance ("power over"), with God’s power, which is always "power under"—the divine willingness to descend into the depths of human suffering to lift others up. Jesus' descent into death and his resurrection are not acts of domination but of service and solidarity. Therefore, Christians are called to emulate this divine pattern by using their power not to control but to support, not to condemn but to elevate.
The Ascension, then, becomes an icon of this “power under” theology. As Christ ascends, he invites and empowers us to lift others with him—to be co-workers in the divine mission of salvation and elevation. In the days leading to Pentecost, Father Pat challenges his listeners to embody this call: to use their time, words, and actions to lift others up. In doing so, we do not just celebrate the Ascension as a past event—we participate in its ongoing fulfillment....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 843.9199829101562, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, if you love me, you will keep my commandments. And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to be with you always, the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot accept because it neither sees nor knows him. But you know him because he remains with you and will be in you. I will not leave you orphans. I will come to you. In a little while, the world will no longer see me. But you will see me because I live in you, and you will live. On that day, you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I in you. Whoever has my commandments and observes them is the one who loves me. And whoever loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and reveal myself to him. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. So I'm assuming that pretty much clears it up for everyone. You know, John's Gospel, we're finally at kind of the moment in the Easter season where we get the final arrival after several weeks, especially in the daily masses, of I and the Father are one, and the Father's in me, and the Father and I are in you, and you're in me, and we're all in this. And it goes on and on in this very Greek philosophical style. And it arrives at a few conclusions, though some of them are very vague, and they don't give us quite the satisfaction, I think, that someone who wants a more fundamentalistic approach to Scripture would enjoy. And that is, you know, how do you know the Spirit is in you? How do you know that your faith is real? Well, you'll know because the Spirit's in you. And how will you know? Because it will be in you. And when my neighbor and I both pray and come to different conclusions, which one of us has the Spirit? Well, the one of you that has the truth. And which one is that? The one with the Spirit. It doesn't give us an easy answer to that. And you can quickly go to what tries to pull it out a little, and it says, well, whoever keeps my commandments. And then you immediately get into 28 different lists of what the commandments are, and which ones count and which ones don't. And at the time this is written, there's no sense of what the canon of Scripture will look like, so you can't say, well, you go to the Bible. No one had included which letters of Paul, which version of the Old Testament. And so we go back through, and you can look in the Bible, and the Bible says, thou shalt not kill or eat shrimp. So which list of my commandments? And then if you go back to the words of Jesus and get the commands that come out of the words of Jesus, it looks very simple, but we have very little interest in it. Because once you get back to the commands of Jesus, it's going to be feed the poor, visit the lonely, free the imprisoned, and we're like, well, yes, but let's get back to whether or not we should eat meat on Friday. The actual commandments of Jesus, every Christian church I know agrees on, does varying amounts of carrying it out, and stays divided on issues that have nothing to do with Jesus. Most of the Christian churches that are divided, us included, we're all divided from one another based on one thing, and that is, who gets to tell who what to do? Who has the spirit? You know, sometimes I picture us like a bunch of adolescents around a stadium yelling, we've got spirit, how about you? And everyone arguing over something that can never be settled because it will always be a point of faith. And so, you know, our faith can either tear us apart or bring us together. Kevin Burke used to love to say that there are two kinds of priests. There are those that only have one homily, and then there are those who have no homily. And I know that my theme that comes up again and again and again is community, and I think a lot of people believe that that's my ecclesiology. Now, ecclesiology means study of the church, that that's my vision, that comes out of my fundamental belief of what church should be, but it's not. It's my theology. It's my fundamental belief of who God is. See, we believe in a trinity. Our God is community, not individual. Our God is three. And even the trinity, when it was first posited for anyone, the trinity was not ever thought to be the whole picture. You can't get to the whole picture. But we kind of chose this. We knew at least that there were three sort of manifestations, and we tend to, when we talk about God, we either get very concerned with God the creator, God the Father, God the parent, God that first person of the trinity, or we're very much into Jesus, or in a few weeks at Pentecost, very much into the Spirit. And we like to talk about these individuals and from them put together a piece of God. But we don't talk about this oneness very much of the three, something that underlies each of the three persons that is a community, that our fundamental vision of God is a community. And so the reason I believe and I preach so much on community is because I believe we're created in the image of God. You know, it was posited originally in Africa and then got usurped here in America for all sorts of things, but you know the fundamental phrase that everyone would talk about, it takes a village, and they're talking about raising children. I would expand that. It takes a village to be human. You cannot be human, totally human, in total isolation. You do not develop as a full human in isolation. Who we are is communal. We are created in the image of a God that is communal, that is community. And I'm not sure we ever explore enough that image of oneness. You know, we get an interesting vision of it here in the first reading because Philip has gone down, and Philip is one of the 12 apostles. Now, in our Catholic Church, we would say that the bishops are the successors to the apostles, and there's certain things in the church that belong by right to the bishops. They're kind of that ultimate authority. And Philip has clearly evangelized this crowd, and they're all coming together, and everything's going well, and miracles are being worked. But before the Spirit comes down, it says Peter and John come down to pray with them all so that the Spirit can come down. Now, if we take that seriously, then we have to go, which of the bishops can confirm and which of them can't? Gosh, I mean, I hope ours is a Peter and a John and not a Philip. Clearly, Philip couldn't get the job done. That's not what it's about. It's not about, why did the other apostles have to come for that to happen? And it was because in that early church, there is a sense that it is not a healthy thing for one person to go off and start a branch of the church on their own. It's not that three of them would be better. It's the oneness of them that needed to be represented. The oneness of many. And as mystical as that sounds, and as hard as it is to get our head around, that is a mystery that we're called to contemplate, is the oneness of a community. You know, here at MPB, there are masses. This is usually one of them, but as summer hits, it gets earlier and earlier. Nine o'clock was the madhouse, and now 1045 has parking. Who would have guessed? You know, but as it gets warmer, people go to earlier masses. But, you know, it's interesting how people find themselves like at Christmas Eve when this place, when we're, you know, packed in. And many people are like, oh, look at how many there are. But we don't always experience how one we are. And oneness doesn't mean we all think alike. As a matter of fact, I would suggest that the difference between a cult and a religion is the room for dissent. A cult has no room for dissent. A religion has to. Otherwise, it's a cult. And so, you know, it's not that oneness means we all agree, we all think alike. It's that we know, as we've heard from many philosophers and social, you know, writers, that if we diminish anyone, we've diminished all. And that just doesn't go for our church community. That goes for the human family. Diminish anyone, and we diminish us all a little. We make that diminishment a little more acceptable every time we allow it, every time we partake in it, every time it becomes an easier part of our life. It's very hard for us to focus on the oneness of humanity. It's much easier to focus on the many. You can focus on the many, and that way, you know, if you're at war, the loss of one of our lives is more tragic than the loss of one of theirs. That's many thinking. You know, the tragedies that happen around the world are awful, but, oh, when it happens here in Aurora, when it happens here at Columbine, that's more tragic. No, it's more personal. That's expected. It's more personal to us. But it can't be more tragic unless we think, well, you know, the value of a human life is based on two things. One, it's created in the image of God, and secondly, the amount of that value will be on how close they are to me. But we do live out of that. You know, a life that's close to us just seems to be worth more. And that's not the one thinking. That's the thinking that says, well, we're many, we're many, we're many, we're many, and all of these readings are trying to say, you've got to be a body of Christ. You should stop worrying about, well, which one of us has the Spirit? Diminish one of us, you diminish all of us. So, how connected are you to the Spirit? How many people do you dialogue with in your faith? How many times are you willing to experience not the Spirit that's in my heart, but the Spirit that's between our hearts? That space in between the human heart, that's where we experience this Trinity vision of God. That's where we're going to experience what's more fundamental. It's kind of interesting, it's also a very engendered image. You know, people always talk about gender and God a lot, and all of our traditional language talks about the maleness of God, God the Father, God the Son, God the Spirit. In Latin, now they'll say, oh, well, it's not feminine, it's an irregular masculine. Irregular enough, it becomes feminine, trust me. It's, you know, it's, it's, but that the wording in Latin and in all of the modern languages that came out of Latin, whether, you know, whether it's the Romani or the Italian, whether it's Spanish, whether it's French. For example, in Italian, you do have, it's very masculine, you have il padre, and you have il figlio, and you have lo spirito, those are all masculine. But you always have la trinità. Trinity is always feminine. What is that, what is that more fundamental nature that unifies? Not how do we see ourselves as individuals, not, because we experience the threeness of the Trinity very easily in our life. We experience how we interact and whether we support one another and agree or whether we don't. But a fundamental oneness. It's been my favorite image in the last 20 years. It came up in his, you know, a writer started writing about it a lot. And that is the image that they came to realize, I think it was back in the 80s, maybe the 70s, that they came to realize that the largest single living organism on Earth was a grove of aspen trees until you're right. And it wasn't until they were able to, through some of the sonic type equipment, explore the root system that they realized that this huge grove was one. It was not a bunch of different trees. It was one organism. Now, you and I can only see from the surface up, so for us, we will always see it as many. But the fundamental reality is it's one. We have to come to that vision for humanity. You and I can only see the many. We have to believe in the oneness. Diminish even one of us. You diminish all of us. That's the vision of Jesus that we are called to take into every moment of our life. Why should we help the poor? Two reasons. Social justice is a great one. But more importantly, diminish one of us. You diminish all of us. Allow one of us to suffer needlessly. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, if you love me,
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you will keep my commandments.
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And I will ask the Father, and he
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will give you another advocate to be with you always,
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the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot accept because it
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neither sees nor knows him.
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But you know him because he remains with you
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and will be in you.
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I will not leave you orphans.
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I will come to you.
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In a little while, the world will no longer see me.
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But you will see me because I live in you,
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and you will live.
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On that day, you will realize that I am in my Father,
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and you are in me, and I in you.
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Whoever has my commandments and observes them
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is the one who loves me.
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And whoever loves me will be loved by my Father,
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and I will love him and reveal myself to him.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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So I'm assuming that pretty much clears it up for everyone.
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You know, John's Gospel, we're finally
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at kind of the moment in the Easter season
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where we get the final arrival after several weeks,
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especially in the daily masses, of I and the Father are one,
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and the Father's in me, and the Father and I are in you,
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and you're in me, and we're all in this.
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And it goes on and on in this very Greek philosophical style.
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And it arrives at a few conclusions,
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though some of them are very vague,
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and they don't give us quite the satisfaction,
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I think, that someone who wants a more fundamentalistic
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approach to Scripture would enjoy.
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And that is, you know, how do you know the Spirit is in you?
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How do you know that your faith is real?
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Well, you'll know because the Spirit's in you.
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And how will you know?
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Because it will be in you.
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And when my neighbor and I both pray
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and come to different conclusions,
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which one of us has the Spirit?
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Well, the one of you that has the truth.
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And which one is that? The one with the Spirit.
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It doesn't give us an easy answer to that.
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And you can quickly go to what tries to pull it out a little,
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and it says, well, whoever keeps my commandments.
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And then you immediately get into 28 different lists
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of what the commandments are,
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and which ones count and which ones don't.
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And at the time this is written,
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there's no sense of what the canon of Scripture will look like,
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so you can't say, well, you go to the Bible.
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No one had included which letters of Paul,
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which version of the Old Testament.
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And so we go back through, and you can look in the Bible,
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and the Bible says, thou shalt not kill or eat shrimp.
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So which list of my commandments?
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And then if you go back to the words of Jesus
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and get the commands that come out of the words of Jesus,
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it looks very simple, but we have very little interest in it.
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Because once you get back to the commands of Jesus,
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it's going to be feed the poor, visit the lonely,
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free the imprisoned, and we're like, well, yes,
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but let's get back to whether or not we should eat meat on Friday.
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The actual commandments of Jesus,
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every Christian church I know agrees on,
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does varying amounts of carrying it out,
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and stays divided on issues that have nothing to do with Jesus.
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Most of the Christian churches that are divided, us included,
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we're all divided from one another based on one thing,
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and that is, who gets to tell who what to do?
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Who has the spirit?
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You know, sometimes I picture us like a bunch of adolescents
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around a stadium yelling, we've got spirit, how about you?
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And everyone arguing over something that can never be settled
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because it will always be a point of faith.
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And so, you know, our faith can either tear us apart
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or bring us together.
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Kevin Burke used to love to say that there are two kinds of priests.
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There are those that only have one homily,
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and then there are those who have no homily.
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And I know that my theme that comes up again and again and again
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is community, and I think a lot of people believe
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that that's my ecclesiology.
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Now, ecclesiology means study of the church,
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that that's my vision, that comes out of my fundamental belief
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of what church should be, but it's not.
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It's my theology.
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It's my fundamental belief of who God is.
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See, we believe in a trinity.
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Our God is community, not individual.
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Our God is three.
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And even the trinity, when it was first posited for anyone,
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the trinity was not ever thought to be the whole picture.
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You can't get to the whole picture.
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But we kind of chose this.
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We knew at least that there were three sort of manifestations,
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and we tend to, when we talk about God,
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we either get very concerned with God the creator,
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God the Father, God the parent,
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God that first person of the trinity,
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or we're very much into Jesus, or in a few weeks at Pentecost,
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very much into the Spirit.
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And we like to talk about these individuals
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and from them put together a piece of God.
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But we don't talk about this oneness very much of the three,
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something that underlies each of the three persons
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that is a community,
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that our fundamental vision of God is a community.
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And so the reason I believe and I preach so much on community
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is because I believe we're created in the image of God.
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You know, it was posited originally in Africa
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and then got usurped here in America for all sorts of things,
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but you know the fundamental phrase that everyone would talk about,
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it takes a village, and they're talking about raising children.
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I would expand that.
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It takes a village to be human.
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You cannot be human, totally human, in total isolation.
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You do not develop as a full human in isolation.
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Who we are is communal.
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We are created in the image of a God that is communal,
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that is community.
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And I'm not sure we ever explore enough that image of oneness.
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You know, we get an interesting vision of it here in the first reading
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because Philip has gone down, and Philip is one of the 12 apostles.
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Now, in our Catholic Church,
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we would say that the bishops are the successors to the apostles,
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and there's certain things in the church that belong by right to the bishops.
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They're kind of that ultimate authority.
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And Philip has clearly evangelized this crowd,
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and they're all coming together, and everything's going well,
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and miracles are being worked.
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But before the Spirit comes down,
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it says Peter and John come down to pray with them all
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so that the Spirit can come down.
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Now, if we take that seriously, then we have to go,
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which of the bishops can confirm and which of them can't?
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Gosh, I mean, I hope ours is a Peter and a John and not a Philip.
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Clearly, Philip couldn't get the job done.
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That's not what it's about.
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It's not about, why did the other apostles have to come for that to happen?
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And it was because in that early church,
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there is a sense that it is not a healthy thing
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for one person to go off and start a branch of the church on their own.
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It's not that three of them would be better.
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It's the oneness of them that needed to be represented.
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The oneness of many.
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And as mystical as that sounds,
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and as hard as it is to get our head around,
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that is a mystery that we're called to contemplate,
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is the oneness of a community.
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You know, here at MPB, there are masses.
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This is usually one of them, but as summer hits,
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it gets earlier and earlier.
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Nine o'clock was the madhouse, and now 1045 has parking.
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Who would have guessed?
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You know, but as it gets warmer, people go to earlier masses.
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But, you know, it's interesting how people find themselves
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like at Christmas Eve when this place,
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when we're, you know, packed in.
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And many people are like, oh, look at how many there are.
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But we don't always experience how one we are.
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And oneness doesn't mean we all think alike.
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As a matter of fact, I would suggest that the difference
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between a cult and a religion is the room for dissent.
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A cult has no room for dissent.
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A religion has to.
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Otherwise, it's a cult.
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And so, you know, it's not that oneness means we all agree,
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we all think alike.
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It's that we know, as we've heard from many philosophers
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and social, you know, writers,
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that if we diminish anyone, we've diminished all.
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And that just doesn't go for our church community.
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That goes for the human family.
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Diminish anyone, and we diminish us all a little.
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We make that diminishment a little more acceptable
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every time we allow it, every time we partake in it,
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every time it becomes an easier part of our life.
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It's very hard for us to focus on the oneness of humanity.
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It's much easier to focus on the many.
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You can focus on the many, and that way, you know,
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if you're at war, the loss of one of our lives
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is more tragic than the loss of one of theirs.
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That's many thinking.
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You know, the tragedies that happen around the world
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are awful, but, oh, when it happens here in Aurora,
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when it happens here at Columbine, that's more tragic.
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No, it's more personal.
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That's expected.
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It's more personal to us.
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But it can't be more tragic unless we think,
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well, you know, the value of a human life
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is based on two things.
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One, it's created in the image of God,
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and secondly, the amount of that value
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will be on how close they are to me.
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But we do live out of that.
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You know, a life that's close to us
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just seems to be worth more.
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And that's not the one thinking.
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That's the thinking that says,
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well, we're many, we're many, we're many, we're many,
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and all of these readings are trying to say,
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you've got to be a body of Christ.
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You should stop worrying about,
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well, which one of us has the Spirit?
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Diminish one of us, you diminish all of us.
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So, how connected are you to the Spirit?
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How many people do you dialogue with in your faith?
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How many times are you willing to experience
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not the Spirit that's in my heart,
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but the Spirit that's between our hearts?
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That space in between the human heart,
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that's where we experience this Trinity vision of God.
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That's where we're going to experience
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what's more fundamental.
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It's kind of interesting,
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it's also a very engendered image.
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You know, people always talk about gender and God a lot,
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and all of our traditional language
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talks about the maleness of God,
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God the Father, God the Son, God the Spirit.
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In Latin, now they'll say,
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oh, well, it's not feminine, it's an irregular masculine.
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Irregular enough, it becomes feminine, trust me.
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It's, you know, it's, it's,
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but that the wording in Latin
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and in all of the modern languages
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that came out of Latin,
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whether, you know, whether it's the Romani or the Italian,
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whether it's Spanish, whether it's French.
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For example, in Italian, you do have,
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it's very masculine, you have il padre,
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and you have il figlio,
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and you have lo spirito, those are all masculine.
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But you always have la trinità.
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Trinity is always feminine.
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What is that, what is that more fundamental nature that unifies?
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Not how do we see ourselves as individuals,
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not, because we experience the threeness of the Trinity
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very easily in our life.
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We experience how we interact
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and whether we support one another and agree
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or whether we don't.
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But a fundamental oneness.
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It's been my favorite image in the last 20 years.
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It came up in his, you know,
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a writer started writing about it a lot.
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And that is the image that they came to realize,
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I think it was back in the 80s, maybe the 70s,
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that they came to realize that the largest
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single living organism on Earth
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was a grove of aspen trees until you're right.
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And it wasn't until they were able to,
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through some of the sonic type equipment,
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explore the root system that they realized
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that this huge grove was one.
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It was not a bunch of different trees.
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It was one organism.
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Now, you and I can only see from the surface up,
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so for us, we will always see it as many.
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But the fundamental reality is it's one.
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We have to come to that vision for humanity.
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You and I can only see the many.
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We have to believe in the oneness.
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Diminish even one of us.
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You diminish all of us.
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That's the vision of Jesus that we are called to take
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into every moment of our life.
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Why should we help the poor?
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Two reasons.
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Social justice is a great one.
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But more importantly, diminish one of us.
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You diminish all of us.
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Allow one of us to suffer needlessly.
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Diminish all of us.
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That's our fundamental theology.
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That's what Trinity means,
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is that you and I, one day,
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will experience the kingdom of God
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because we'll realize that we should
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finally stop seeing the many
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and learn to see that we are one.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound myste Father Pat’s message centers on the profound mystery and call of Christian unity rooted in the Trinity. He emphasizes that God is not simply an individual deity but a divine community—Father, Son, and Holy Spirit—whose very nature reveals that humanity, made in God's image, is meant to live in relationship, interdependence, and communion. He challenges the tendency within Christianity to focus on dogmatic certainty, doctrinal divisions, and individualistic spirituality, urging instead a return to the foundational command of Jesus: to love and serve one another. True faith, he asserts, is not proven through rigid certainty or theological dominance, but through the experience of the Spirit alive in the relationships between us. Unity is not sameness, and disagreement does not negate community; rather, it is in our shared humanity, our mutual dignity, and our communal striving that we become more like the God in whose image we are made.
In his homily, Father Pat reflects deeply on Jesus’ words in the Gospel of John, particularly the promise of the Spirit and the intimate, mutual indwelling of Jesus, the Father, and the disciples. He notes that John’s Gospel uses a philosophical and mystical style that resists simplistic interpretation. The repeated theme—“I am in the Father, and you are in me, and I in you”—suggests a divine interconnectedness that mirrors the nature of God as Trinity. However, Father Pat critiques how often Christians seek certainty in faith through rigid doctrinal answers, asking, for example, “Who really has the Spirit?” or “Which commandments must be followed?” These questions often lead to legalism or division rather than to love. He notes that Jesus’ actual commandments—feed the hungry, visit the lonely, care for the imprisoned—are simple and universally agreed upon among Christians, yet they are often neglected in favor of debates over less essential issues.
Father Pat then shifts to a theological reflection on the Trinity, emphasizing that God is not an isolated being, but a communion of persons—Father, Son, and Spirit. He insists that this is not just ecclesiology (how we understand the Church), but theology itself (how we understand God). Because we are made in God’s image, we are made for community. We cannot become fully human in isolation; our very identity is found in relationship. Drawing from Trinitarian theology, he challenges the often individualistic or authoritarian tendencies within church structures and denominations, where disputes often revolve around who gets to speak for God. He humorously compares this to adolescents chanting “We’ve got spirit, how about you?”—a reminder of how easily spiritual discernment becomes competitive or self-righteous.
Using the example of early Church leaders like Philip, Peter, and John in Acts, Father Pat highlights that in the early Church, spiritual authority was not meant to be exercised in isolation. The Spirit descended not when Philip acted alone, but when the apostles came together, signifying the importance of communal discernment and unity. The Spirit is not merely something we feel in our hearts alone, but something that arises between hearts—between people who are open to each other in genuine community.
Father Pat emphasizes that true Christian unity does not require uniformity. In fact, he draws a critical distinction between a cult and a religion: a cult permits no dissent, while a religion must make room for it. Oneness, therefore, does not mean agreement on all matters, but a shared commitment to the dignity and worth of every person. He warns that when we allow one person to be diminished—be it through poverty, marginalization, or injustice—we diminish all of humanity. He critiques the way we unconsciously assign greater value to lives based on proximity or similarity to ourselves. A tragedy is perceived as more tragic when it happens “close to home,” but in God’s eyes, all human life is of equal worth. This is a challenge to see beyond the surface divisions of race, nationality, or creed, and to recognize the deeper unity that binds all people.
He offers a powerful metaphor drawn from nature: the aspen grove. What appears to be a forest of individual trees is, below the surface, one interconnected organism. From the surface, we can only see the many, but the hidden truth is that they are one. In the same way, we often live and act as if we are separate, but the truth of God’s vision is that humanity is one body. The Trinity is not just a theological abstraction; it is an invitation to live in such a way that we reflect the divine unity of God in our relationships, communities, and global consciousness.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to contemplative and practical transformation. To be Christian is to recognize that our individual spiritual journey is inseparable from our collective life. We are not saved alone. We are not called to love God in isolation. The Spirit of God is not just within us, but between us. And to live in the image of a Trinitarian God is to live with the constant awareness that every act of love, service, justice, and mercy builds up the body of Christ. Every act of division, judgment, or indifference tears it down. The kingdom of God will be realized not when we all think alike, but when we finally learn to live as one....
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Peter got out of the boat and began to walk on the water toward Jesus. But when he saw how strong the wind was, he became frightened, and beginning to sink, he cried out, Lord, save me. Immediately Jesus stretched out his hand and caught Peter, and said to him, O you of little faith, why did you doubt? After they got into the boat, the wind died down. Those who were in the boat did him homage, saying, Truly you are the Son of God. The Gospel of the Lord. Thank you, Lord Jesus Christ. This has long been perhaps my favorite passage in all the Gospels. Mostly because Peter is such a colossal mess. He succeeds more than anyone, he fails more than anyone. He is the fully alive person. You know, there are, we don't hear any of the stories of those who, none of them failed because they sat in the boat and did nothing. What we always hear is the story of the one who kind of just lunges out into the deep and takes the hits. And it really is who we're called to be. But there's a moment in this story that I think we sometimes miss. And for years I've read this and thought, that is just a moment that doesn't make any sense. And yet today it makes new sense for me. And it is the moment when Peter, it says, Jesus is still far enough off that they can't see him. They don't know who it is, but he says, it's me. And Peter comes up with what I have always assumed was one of the most, oh, just not a good idea litmus tests he could have. You know, Lord, if that's really you, tell me to come to you on the water. Yeah, because if it was someone else, they wouldn't have told, you know. Couldn't you just see the devil going, okay, sure. I mean, it's rather like someone knocking on your door at night and an unfamiliar voice says, let me in, it's your mom. And if you say, if you're really my mom, use the key under the mat. I mean, you know, so Peter says, if it's really you, but I think this is the genius of it. I think this is the core piece of our spirituality that if we grab, takes us to a new place. What he says is, if that's really you, God, put me to the test. Would that be the thing we'd come up with? If it's really God, put me to the test. Most of us, if it's really God, cure Aunt Hazel. Get me a job. Do something I want you to do. Show me the magic. If it's really God, call me to the challenge. It's an amazing moment. Call me into the storm. I'm already hiding in the boat. You call me even more into the storm if it's God. It's a far cry from the first reading that says, oh, you know, don't look in the storm. God will be in the gentle, quiet wind. God is in the gentle, quiet wind. Not nearly as often as we'd like. Often God is in the storm. Yesterday, I got both. You know, I went on a bike ride in the morning, and it was just one of those great mornings. I mean, it was the perfect Colorado morning, other than the fact that I'm now noticing that people are riding down the Cherry Creek Trail at Mach speed while texting on bikes now. But you know me. I don't complain about anything. But it was a great morning. And then I get home to all the news about Charlottesville. And I think, where are we? That's the storm. And I'm interested to hear and see how many churches will soft sell the message today because we don't want to delve too deeply into the storm. You know, you've watched social media blow up. And they're going after us. Well, we're Americans. They're going after all of our political leaders. But listen to our church leaders as well. They're not making nearly the strong statements they should. Well, you know, all sides, everyone, there's a lot of tension. And we condemn all sorts of hatred and violence. Yet right now, though, we're talking about white supremacists. And we condemn it. They won't go there. And a lot of people are calling them cowards. And I think, eh, I think coward is a generous sort of evaluation. I hope they're cowards. Because if they're not, what it really means is they have a little bit of affinity towards that thinking. That's the scarier. Is it cowardice or, eh, you know, you don't condemn your own. I mean, God love him. No one has ever accused him of going off the edge on these things. Senator Ted Cruz says, this is an act of terrorism that needs to be investigated. You've got people on both sides saying, and then you've got someone saying, literally they are saying the equivalent I could imagine. Could you imagine after 9-11, flight 93 is the one that went down in the field. They think, they don't know, but they think it was headed for the Capitol building. And some passengers on the plane got up and tried to retake the plane and brought it down in the middle of a field. Could you imagine if any of our church or state leaders had gotten up and said, well, on that one, the terrorists and the one who opposed them are equally to blame. Could you imagine? That's what that, when we get up and say, well, you know, we want to look at everything. No, no, it's time just to say, you know what? The kind of prejudice and bigotry we're seeing there is just flat wrong. It is in classical terms, a sin. And we as a church have to start praying with Peter that we will be called into the storm. Not that we get to, you know, I've said a million times, not that we get to be safe. I think most of us, what I've always loved about the vision I have of this gospel in my mind is Jesus is far enough away they don't know it's him. So he's out there somewhere. This altar, let's say, is the boat. And when Peter starts to step and falter, it says Jesus catches his hand, which means even as he falters, he's still willing to reach out. I have to tell you, I would love to think that that's me. But all I can feel in my body is the minute I sink, I would reach back for that boat. I would reach back for what's known and what's safe. Even though we're all in the boat afraid, you know, we would still reach back for familiar misery before trusting God to call us into the storm. It's the perfect gospel when you see, you know, our culture being sort of torn apart. And torn apart by people who are taking entire groups hostage emotionally. You know, I think I have a lot of friends who I would consider socially progressive, economically conservative. I think that's a lot of people in this country. And I keep thinking, you know, when groups like this take over the word conservative for all of America, that is like someone believing that Al-Qaeda is every Muslim. There are actually, you know, I mean, I quoted Senator Cruz, others, there are horrified conservatives throughout America today. And we can't let this get tagged right onto them. We can't let this get tagged onto a group. This is a small group of people, you know, I blanch every time I hear white Christian nation. Do you know who's not welcome in a white Christian nation? That Middle Eastern Jewish boy Jesus. You know, I always wonder what's the bigger miracle in our minds, in our minds, that he was born of a virgin or that that wonderful Jewish girl named Miriam gave birth to a white Aryan that's in all the artwork. Amazing how we can just flip things around and take what we want from them. And what we find out today is, no, no, you know what? Jesus came to save all people. Every person you encounter, every person struggling in America, every person of every faith and color that is struggling is a child, is beloved of God. Anyone who attacks one of us attacks all of us, even when it's our own people doing the attacking. You know, we have to become galvanized in the core of our faith, in the core of our faith that, you know, the Jesus who said, reach out to the marginalized. You know, that's really what widow and orphan is code for. The marginalized, those who had no access to the assets of a community. We reach out to everyone and we embrace everything except the hatred, except the terror. You know, terrorism is not something that always, that, you know, you can't measure it by the number of bodies that fall. Terrorism is there by the amount of fear it creates. That's why it's called terrorism, and this was an act of terrorism. This was an act of, how can we terrorize a town? And I think we are a people that say, no, that's not what Christianity is about. It's not what Catholicism is about. And again, not just politically, church-wise, our leaders have not spoken out. Our leaders have spoken, you know, spoken softly and you don't want, well, you don't want to offend the donors. I spent a lot of time last night thinking, I'd rather see the building project fail than have a community using the building that supports and embraces bigotry or prejudice. I'd rather, I'd rather join the Jews and... We will wander in the desert. It's been done before. Not with Irish skin, but it's been done before. We're going to be a people who just will not, who will not tolerate the hatred. It's the only thing we should just be intolerant about, you know, is the hatred. And when we become that people, we start to realize, the kingdom of God, you have two choices. We can either be a people that go after the storm, are invited in, we will take up the fight, we will become a people who will not be silent. I always think of Martin Luther King, you know, the generation will be judged not so much for the horrible deeds of the children of darkness, but for the awful silence of the children of good. The children of light can't be silent. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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After he had fed the people, Jesus made the disciples get into a boat and proceed him to the other side,
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while he dismissed the crowds.
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After doing so, he went up on the mountain to pray by himself,
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and when it was evening, he was there alone.
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Meanwhile, the boat, already a few miles offshore, was being tossed about by the waves,
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for the wind was against it.
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During the fourth watch of the night, he came toward them walking on the sea.
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When the disciples saw him walking on the sea, they were terrified.
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It is a ghost, they said, and they cried out in fear.
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At once Jesus spoke to them,
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Take courage in his eye, do not be afraid.
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Peter said to him in reply,
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Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water.
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He said, Come.
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Peter got out of the boat and began to walk on the water toward Jesus.
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But when he saw how strong the wind was, he became frightened,
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and beginning to sink, he cried out, Lord, save me.
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Immediately Jesus stretched out his hand and caught Peter,
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and said to him, O you of little faith, why did you doubt?
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After they got into the boat, the wind died down.
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Those who were in the boat did him homage, saying, Truly you are the Son of God.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Thank you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This has long been perhaps my favorite passage in all the Gospels.
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Mostly because Peter is such a colossal mess.
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He succeeds more than anyone, he fails more than anyone.
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He is the fully alive person.
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You know, there are, we don't hear any of the stories of those who,
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none of them failed because they sat in the boat and did nothing.
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What we always hear is the story of the one
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who kind of just lunges out into the deep and takes the hits.
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And it really is who we're called to be.
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But there's a moment in this story that I think we sometimes miss.
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And for years I've read this and thought,
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that is just a moment that doesn't make any sense.
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And yet today it makes new sense for me.
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And it is the moment when Peter, it says,
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Jesus is still far enough off that they can't see him.
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They don't know who it is, but he says, it's me.
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And Peter comes up with what I have always assumed
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was one of the most, oh, just not a good idea litmus tests he could have.
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You know, Lord, if that's really you, tell me to come to you on the water.
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Yeah, because if it was someone else, they wouldn't have told, you know.
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Couldn't you just see the devil going, okay, sure.
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I mean, it's rather like someone knocking on your door at night
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and an unfamiliar voice says, let me in, it's your mom.
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And if you say, if you're really my mom, use the key under the mat.
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I mean, you know, so Peter says, if it's really you,
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but I think this is the genius of it.
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I think this is the core piece of our spirituality
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that if we grab, takes us to a new place.
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What he says is, if that's really you, God, put me to the test.
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Would that be the thing we'd come up with?
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If it's really God, put me to the test.
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Most of us, if it's really God, cure Aunt Hazel.
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Get me a job.
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Do something I want you to do.
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Show me the magic.
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If it's really God, call me to the challenge.
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It's an amazing moment.
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Call me into the storm.
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I'm already hiding in the boat.
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You call me even more into the storm if it's God.
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It's a far cry from the first reading that says,
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oh, you know, don't look in the storm.
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God will be in the gentle, quiet wind.
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God is in the gentle, quiet wind.
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Not nearly as often as we'd like.
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Often God is in the storm.
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Yesterday, I got both.
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You know, I went on a bike ride in the morning,
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and it was just one of those great mornings.
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I mean, it was the perfect Colorado morning,
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other than the fact that I'm now noticing
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that people are riding down the Cherry Creek Trail
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at Mach speed while texting on bikes now.
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But you know me.
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I don't complain about anything.
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But it was a great morning.
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And then I get home to all the news about Charlottesville.
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And I think, where are we?
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That's the storm.
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And I'm interested to hear and see
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how many churches will soft sell the message today
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because we don't want to delve too deeply into the storm.
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You know, you've watched social media blow up.
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And they're going after us.
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Well, we're Americans.
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They're going after all of our political leaders.
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But listen to our church leaders as well.
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They're not making nearly the strong statements they should.
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Well, you know, all sides, everyone,
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there's a lot of tension.
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And we condemn all sorts of hatred and violence.
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Yet right now, though, we're talking about white supremacists.
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And we condemn it.
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They won't go there.
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And a lot of people are calling them cowards.
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And I think, eh, I think coward is a generous sort of evaluation.
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I hope they're cowards.
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Because if they're not, what it really means
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is they have a little bit of affinity towards that thinking.
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That's the scarier.
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Is it cowardice or, eh, you know, you don't condemn your own.
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I mean, God love him.
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No one has ever accused him of going off the edge on these things.
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Senator Ted Cruz says,
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this is an act of terrorism that needs to be investigated.
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You've got people on both sides saying,
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and then you've got someone saying,
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literally they are saying the equivalent I could imagine.
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Could you imagine after 9-11,
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flight 93 is the one that went down in the field.
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They think, they don't know,
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but they think it was headed for the Capitol building.
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And some passengers on the plane got up
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and tried to retake the plane
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and brought it down in the middle of a field.
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Could you imagine if any of our church or state leaders
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had gotten up and said,
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well, on that one, the terrorists
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and the one who opposed them are equally to blame.
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Could you imagine?
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That's what that, when we get up and say,
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well, you know, we want to look at everything.
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No, no, it's time just to say, you know what?
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The kind of prejudice and bigotry we're seeing there
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is just flat wrong.
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It is in classical terms, a sin.
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And we as a church have to start praying with Peter
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that we will be called into the storm.
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Not that we get to, you know, I've said a million times,
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not that we get to be safe.
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I think most of us, what I've always loved
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about the vision I have of this gospel in my mind
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is Jesus is far enough away they don't know it's him.
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So he's out there somewhere.
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This altar, let's say, is the boat.
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And when Peter starts to step and falter,
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it says Jesus catches his hand,
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which means even as he falters,
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he's still willing to reach out.
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I have to tell you, I would love to think that that's me.
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But all I can feel in my body is the minute I sink,
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I would reach back for that boat.
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I would reach back for what's known and what's safe.
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Even though we're all in the boat afraid,
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you know, we would still reach back for familiar misery
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before trusting God to call us into the storm.
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It's the perfect gospel when you see, you know,
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our culture being sort of torn apart.
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And torn apart by people who are taking
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entire groups hostage emotionally.
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You know, I think I have a lot of friends
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who I would consider socially progressive,
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economically conservative.
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I think that's a lot of people in this country.
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And I keep thinking, you know, when groups like this
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take over the word conservative for all of America,
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that is like someone believing that Al-Qaeda is every Muslim.
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There are actually, you know, I mean,
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I quoted Senator Cruz, others,
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there are horrified conservatives
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throughout America today.
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And we can't let this get tagged right onto them.
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We can't let this get tagged onto a group.
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This is a small group of people, you know,
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I blanch every time I hear white Christian nation.
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Do you know who's not welcome in a white Christian nation?
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That Middle Eastern Jewish boy Jesus.
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You know, I always wonder what's the bigger miracle
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in our minds, in our minds,
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that he was born of a virgin
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or that that wonderful Jewish girl named Miriam
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gave birth to a white Aryan that's in all the artwork.
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Amazing how we can just flip things around
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and take what we want from them.
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And what we find out today is, no, no, you know what?
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Jesus came to save all people.
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Every person you encounter,
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every person struggling in America,
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every person of every faith and color
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that is struggling is a child, is beloved of God.
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Anyone who attacks one of us attacks all of us,
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even when it's our own people doing the attacking.
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You know, we have to become galvanized
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in the core of our faith,
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in the core of our faith that, you know,
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the Jesus who said, reach out to the marginalized.
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You know, that's really what widow and orphan is code for.
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The marginalized, those who had no access
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to the assets of a community.
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We reach out to everyone
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and we embrace everything except the hatred,
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except the terror.
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You know, terrorism is not something that always,
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that, you know, you can't measure it
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by the number of bodies that fall.
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Terrorism is there by the amount of fear it creates.
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That's why it's called terrorism,
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and this was an act of terrorism.
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This was an act of, how can we terrorize a town?
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And I think we are a people that say,
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no, that's not what Christianity is about.
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It's not what Catholicism is about.
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And again, not just politically, church-wise,
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our leaders have not spoken out.
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Our leaders have spoken, you know,
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spoken softly and you don't want,
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well, you don't want to offend the donors.
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I spent a lot of time last night thinking,
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I'd rather see the building project fail
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than have a community using the building
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that supports and embraces bigotry or prejudice.
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I'd rather, I'd rather join the Jews and...
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We will wander in the desert.
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It's been done before.
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Not with Irish skin, but it's been done before.
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We're going to be a people who just will not,
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who will not tolerate the hatred.
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It's the only thing we should just be intolerant about,
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you know, is the hatred.
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And when we become that people, we start to realize,
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the kingdom of God, you have two choices.
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We can either be a people that go after the storm,
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are invited in, we will take up the fight,
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we will become a people who will not be silent.
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I always think of Martin Luther King, you know,
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the generation will be judged not so much
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for the horrible deeds of the children of darkness,
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but for the awful silence of the children of good.
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The children of light can't be silent.
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And I think we have to join people in saying,
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the kingdom of God is for everyone.
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And if we don't learn that, we're going to find out quickly
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that the kingdom of God will come for no one.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the courageous, me Father Pat’s message centers on the courageous, messy, and vulnerable faith embodied by Peter, who dares to step out of the boat into the storm at Jesus’ call. He contrasts Peter’s flawed yet bold discipleship with the passive safety of remaining in the boat, highlighting that true faith often calls us into chaos, not away from it. Father Pat urges us to reject sanitized religion that seeks comfort over conviction. He challenges both the Church and individual believers to confront evil, especially the evil of racial hatred and bigotry, with clarity and moral courage. The essence of faith, he says, is not asking God to give us safety or signs, but to call us into the storm—to take risks for justice, truth, and love. He emphasizes that silence in the face of evil is complicity and that true discipleship requires stepping into uncomfortable places to defend the dignity of all God’s children.
Father Pat’s reflection begins with a deep appreciation of the Gospel story where Peter walks on water, not because he succeeds, but because he dares, fails, and is caught by Jesus. This passage is for Father Pat a striking portrait of what it means to be fully engaged in the life of faith. Peter, in his recklessness and his doubt, still hears Jesus’ voice and steps into the storm rather than clinging to safety. Father Pat points out that most people prefer the safety of the boat—the familiar, even if it is fearful—rather than trusting God in uncertainty. He invites us to see Peter’s litmus test—"If it is you, Lord, command me to come"—as a radical act of faith that challenges God to call us into risk, not comfort. This is a spirituality not of consolation, but of confrontation. It is the spirituality of discipleship that says, “If this is really God, then let God demand everything of me.”
He then pivots to the events in Charlottesville, using them as a clear example of the storm we are called into. White supremacy, racial hatred, and violence are not just political issues, but moral and spiritual crises that demand a response from Christians. Father Pat critiques the timidity and moral equivocation of many church leaders who fail to name and denounce evil directly. He draws a parallel to 9/11, noting the absurdity of imagining leaders responding to terrorists and those who resisted them as equally responsible. In the same way, he says, we cannot blame “both sides” when white supremacists commit acts of terror. The failure to name sin is not neutrality—it is betrayal. The Church must be clear: racism and bigotry are sins against the Gospel.
Furthermore, Father Pat challenges the idea of a “white Christian nation,” exposing it as a contradiction to the very identity of Jesus—a Middle Eastern Jew—and to the Gospel’s universal call. He critiques the way Jesus has been culturally appropriated into whiteness and used to justify exclusion, reminding us that the Kingdom of God is radically inclusive. He calls out the silence of churches and religious communities that prioritize comfort, donations, or institutional stability over prophetic witness. For Father Pat, it would be better to let a building project fail than to build a church that accommodates hate.
He appeals to the prophetic tradition, citing Martin Luther King Jr.'s warning that the silence of good people is more damning than the actions of the wicked. The Gospel demands that we speak, act, and confront. The Church must not only comfort the afflicted but afflict the comfortable. Faith is not a refuge from the world, but a call into it—especially into its storms. When we are willing to be called into the storm, when we are willing to risk, to fail, to be uncomfortable, that is where we meet Christ. And like Peter, even when we falter, Christ will reach out and catch us.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to moral clarity, courageous faith, and radical discipleship. It is a demand that we live the Gospel not in abstraction or sentimentality, but in public, prophetic witness that confronts hatred, stands with the marginalized, and insists that the Kingdom of God is for all. We are not called to be safe—we are called to be faithful....
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The child grew and became strong in spirit, and he was in the desert until the day of his manifestation to Israel. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. It only happens roughly once every seven years that June 24th falls on a Sunday, and so it always kind of catches me off guard that the nativity of John the Baptist is so important to feast in the church that it supplants Sunday. Very, very few holidays do that. And, you know, when you think of the Christmas and Easter and Pentecost and big things like that, it just never, you know, you just don't think of the birth of John the Baptist being up there with those others. He is very much a side character. He doesn't get nearly the time in the Gospels that Peter gets or, you know. But, you know, there is this sort of this whole idea that is wrapped up in John the Baptist, which is about preparing the way of the Lord and seeing Jesus before anyone else could figure out who Jesus was. And so there is this tuned-in-to-God sort of aspect to John the Baptist. Now, because of the Scripture, just because of the story of the visitation and the way it lays out in the verses, we assume that John was roughly, and we're talking roughly, six months older than Jesus. So, of course, they go to the calendar. They say, Jesus was born on the 24th. John must have been born on the 24th. Um... Anyone who has had children knows that the nine-month rule is a husband's tale. Sorry, not a wife's tale, but, you know. Um, it's not nine months. Never has been. It's kind of all over the place. Someone came to me last night and said, well, I was told in the Bible, the reason they say that is because, you know, someone who needed the Bible to be absolutely literal. Well, they said, because they're talking about lunar months. And I said, lunar months are shorter. We're getting even further away from nine months. But, you know, it's this idea. And, you know, my mother was in a more... When she was having children, a little harsher judgmental time. They were married on August 27th, and my brother was due on May 27th, nine months to the day. Honeymoon baby. And he came three days early, and she was mortified. Because in that day and age, people would count. You know, I mean, it's just... It's amazing how people could take the birth of a child and say, there's got to be a way to turn this into a negative. What is that in our human nature that can kind of go after anything to say, well, they could have done better job at that. You know, what does that give us? What do we get out of that? John's... The first moment we hear of John is that he leaps in his mother's womb for joy. Probably not a great joy for his mother, but, you know, leaps in the womb. But there's already this sense that his approach to God is something of great joy. I think one of the saddest things that you encounter as a priest, in clergy, people who work in ministry, are people whose awareness of God has made them fearful, has made them concerned. The whole world's going to hell. What are we going to do? Their experience of God is worrisome. That their experience, you know, because literally what they're saying is, you know, Jesus came and died to save the whole world, but I don't think it worked. Jesus didn't work. Well, don't worry, because if Jesus didn't work, there isn't anything you can do. If Jesus didn't work. And so, instead of approaching their religion as this great victory won, and this great piece of joy that we share with one another, we get more and more somber. And I think as a culture, beyond our faith, we are simply, kind of interestingly, a somber culture. We're an affluent culture, and the more affluent we get, the less happy we get. If you don't believe me, next time you're at an intersection, look over at the faces of people in their cars. You know. If they're just bored to death, they're one of the happier people at the intersection. It goes from there to irritated, to why isn't this light changed? And I've thought, you know, a great money maker for the city, you know, there's so much controversy over these photo radar tickets, and yes, I've gotten one. Sometimes the machine isn't working correctly, I'm sure. So, forget the penalty. They could hold that picture of you hostage. I mean, I look at my face and I'm like, what was I doing at that moment? You know, had like bad sushi just kicked in? I looked horrible. And I'm thinking to myself, is that the expression on my face most of the time? Is this sort of, I'm driving? Where is our joy in life? And yes, you know, it's sort of an old cliche thing about, you know, keep a smile on your face. It does something. It does something to at least evaluate what is the position my face relaxes into? Not when I'm in crisis. Not when I'm in the middle of a great celebration. But where is normal? Because I think that we ignore the greatest miracle, you know, the greatest miracle of life is life. You know, I got up this morning, and I will admit the alarm went off a little earlier than I would have liked. But what I didn't think about when that alarm went off and woke me was the reason it woke me is because I'm still alive. You know, everyone here who has a bad day, you're having a day. We don't recognize the constant life within us. Father John Philenbach in Rome used to teach that the definition of joy, everyone would say, well, we know what the word means, but no one could really define it. The definition of joy was your awareness of being fully alive. The awareness of being fully alive in that moment. And most of us who have had sickness, suffering, the loss of a loved one, the loss of a job, depression, whatever it is, know that that is a feeling of diminishment. We don't quite feel connected to the world. We don't feel quite connected. We are shut down. We are not feeling we are fully alive. And in the midst of pain, that is a tough thing to get to, especially if we don't ever nurture it in the normal moments. You know, I talk about this all the time, but like when you're at church and you're sitting there and most of you are probably not in horrible pain at the moment. It's not terribly warm or terribly cool. We're somewhat comfortable. The speaker's going on a little long, but other than that, it's, you know, it is a normal moment. And we don't see that as a good moment. But if something comes up, we will recognize the bad moment. Now, some of that I do believe is just biological human. It's very hard, if I have broken this hand, it's going to be very hard to block that out and notice that this hand feels just fine. That is hard to get to. But in a moment where both hands are working, where everything is going well, do we even notice that? Or are we already thinking about something we know is going to go wrong tomorrow? Are we still playing something over in our head that went wrong yesterday? You know, the great miracle that we live, that same professor, John Feulenbach, used to always say, you'll know when you are separated from God because you won't exist. God is in you, keeping you alive at every moment. In a feast like today, the Nativity of John the Baptist, also Christmas, the Nativity, any of these, I think it's a mistake for us. Too many people look at a baby and say, don't you see the miracle of life? You know, the miracle of a baby being alive is exactly the same miracle as that of a 12-year-old being alive. Not always as pleasant, but, or the exact, you know, of someone who is 80 being alive. You know, we see it at the moment of birth and we think, that is the miracle of birth, but it's not the miracle of life. The miracle of life happens right now. You, God is every bit as active in creating you at this moment as at the beginning of your life. And we miss that miracle. It's, we live, we are living miracles and we run around looking for miracles. And we just, we miss that. We miss that there should be sort of a constant amazement. My father, who was much more a man of science than faith, he was a man of deep faith, but his vocabulary and his approach to the world was very scientific. He was an engineer and he said that that for him, that was his proof of God. Now, as someone in religious realms, I don't want a proof of God. I think God is a faith thing, but he wanted proofs. You know, he's a science man. And he said his proof of God was life. He said because in all of his study of physics, entropy and all this stuff and stuff breaking down, there is nothing in all the law of physics that can account for one cell becomes two, becomes four. What's not complicated becomes more complicated. In his mind, the double helix of DNA and of life stood against every law of physics. In his mind, physics explains everything but life. We don't get life yet. We can't figure it out. And that to him says there is something beyond this physics stuff. And so it can be a constant joy or it can be a constant worry. But it is a choice. I think it is a choice to try to be aware of the goodness of God at every moment, to be aware how much in our life goes right. I know we are aware when it goes wrong. I know how aware we are. Most of us, that's our prayer life. Well, I'm going to take something to God in prayer. Now, when someone says, I'm going to take something to God in prayer, what they mean is I have a problem and I want God to fix it. We go to God with our problems. We go to God with our concerns. And that is a valid part of our prayer life. But to go and sit for a while and think, can I experience the miracle of being alive? Do we take even a moment to experience that we're alive? And what does that mean? And wonder at it. You know, the psalmist said, you know, who are we that God would care for us and bring us into life? And I think we need to sit with that wonder, not just when something amazing like the birth of a baby happens, but every moment of that baby's life. You know, until they are an ancient baby. Every moment that we go, this is just as miraculous. This is just as amazing. And so we ask God to make us a people of wonder, a people of joy, a people that have all of that goodness and grace that we have in a few moments and realize God isn't with us more in one moment than another. We are aware of it differently, but God is with us every moment. It is, it's always what I call the non-capitalistic version of God. Not that, you know, capitalism is an economic system. Go ask an economist, I'm not gonna get into that. But as a spiritual system, it's always flawed because it wants to tell you that something's value has to do with how rare it is. You know, it's so rare and it's, it's people need it and they can't get it and that makes it more and more and more and more valuable. For us as Christians, the most common thing in the world is the grace of God and everyone has all that they need and it's still the most valuable. It kind of stands against all that for us. And so we ask God to make us aware of this constant gift of grace, this constant gift of life, so that we can become a people who show, you know, great joy to the world. Now, I was stopped after last night's sermon because a friend came up and she said, you know, it was a nice homily, but you've clearly never been a woman. And I said, what? You know, we are told from a very young age to keep a smile on. If you would just smile, you'd be so pretty. So I don't smile. I was like, I think you were more manipulated by that than if you'd smiled. So we talked about it for a while and I said, well, you know, I'm not saying you should smile for the rest of the world. You should smile to make yourself feel good. Well, it doesn't make me feel good. And it took us about 10 minutes to get through it and then it hit me. I said, that's when you realized I hadn't been a woman? We've known each other a while. And I don't want to sell her out, but she did smile. You know, I think we need to be a people of joy, a people who look to things and say, there are things going right. And we're not Pollyanna. We recognize there are things going wrong. But I think if our awareness was constant, we'd realize which outweighed which. That God's grace is constant. And just because we don't keep ourselves aware of it does not mean it's there. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When the time arrived for Elizabeth to have her child,
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she gave birth to a son.
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Her neighbors and relatives heard
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that the Lord had shown His great mercy toward her,
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and they rejoiced with her.
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When they came on the eighth day to circumcise the child,
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they were going to call him Zechariah after his father,
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but his mother said in reply,
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No, he will be called John.
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But they answered her,
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There is no one among your relatives who has this name.
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So they made signs asking the father
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what he wished him to be called.
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He asked for a tablet and wrote,
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John is to be his name.
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And all were amazed.
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Immediately his mouth was opened,
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his tongue freed, and he spoke, Blessing God.
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The child grew and became strong in spirit,
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and he was in the desert
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until the day of his manifestation to Israel.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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It only happens roughly once every seven years
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that June 24th falls on a Sunday,
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and so it always kind of catches me off guard
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that the nativity of John the Baptist
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is so important to feast in the church
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that it supplants Sunday.
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Very, very few holidays do that.
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And, you know, when you think of the Christmas and Easter
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and Pentecost and big things like that,
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it just never, you know,
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you just don't think of the birth of John the Baptist
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being up there with those others.
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He is very much a side character.
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He doesn't get nearly the time in the Gospels
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that Peter gets or, you know.
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But, you know, there is this sort of this whole idea
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that is wrapped up in John the Baptist,
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which is about preparing the way of the Lord
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and seeing Jesus before anyone else
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could figure out who Jesus was.
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And so there is this tuned-in-to-God
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sort of aspect to John the Baptist.
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Now, because of the Scripture,
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just because of the story of the visitation
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and the way it lays out in the verses,
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we assume that John was roughly,
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and we're talking roughly,
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six months older than Jesus.
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So, of course, they go to the calendar.
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They say, Jesus was born on the 24th.
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John must have been born on the 24th.
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Um...
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Anyone who has had children knows
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that the nine-month rule is a husband's tale.
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Sorry, not a wife's tale, but, you know.
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Um, it's not nine months.
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Never has been.
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It's kind of all over the place.
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Someone came to me last night and said,
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well, I was told in the Bible,
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the reason they say that is because, you know,
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someone who needed the Bible to be absolutely literal.
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Well, they said, because they're talking about lunar months.
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And I said, lunar months are shorter.
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We're getting even further away from nine months.
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But, you know, it's this idea.
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And, you know, my mother was in a more...
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When she was having children,
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a little harsher judgmental time.
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They were married on August 27th,
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and my brother was due on May 27th,
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nine months to the day.
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Honeymoon baby.
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And he came three days early, and she was mortified.
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Because in that day and age, people would count.
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You know, I mean, it's just...
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It's amazing how people could take the birth of a child
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and say, there's got to be a way to turn this into a negative.
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What is that in our human nature
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that can kind of go after anything to say,
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well, they could have done better job at that.
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You know, what does that give us?
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What do we get out of that?
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John's...
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The first moment we hear of John is
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that he leaps in his mother's womb for joy.
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Probably not a great joy for his mother,
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but, you know, leaps in the womb.
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But there's already this sense that
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his approach to God is something of great joy.
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I think one of the saddest things that you encounter
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as a priest, in clergy, people who work in ministry,
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are people whose awareness of God
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has made them fearful, has made them concerned.
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The whole world's going to hell.
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What are we going to do?
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Their experience of God is worrisome.
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That their experience, you know,
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because literally what they're saying is,
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you know, Jesus came and died to save the whole world,
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but I don't think it worked.
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Jesus didn't work.
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Well, don't worry, because if Jesus didn't work,
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there isn't anything you can do.
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If Jesus didn't work.
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And so, instead of approaching their religion
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as this great victory won,
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and this great piece of joy that we share with one another,
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we get more and more somber.
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And I think as a culture, beyond our faith,
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we are simply, kind of interestingly,
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a somber culture.
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We're an affluent culture,
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and the more affluent we get, the less happy we get.
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If you don't believe me,
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next time you're at an intersection,
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look over at the faces of people in their cars.
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You know.
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If they're just bored to death,
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they're one of the happier people at the intersection.
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It goes from there to irritated,
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to why isn't this light changed?
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And I've thought, you know, a great money maker for the city,
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you know, there's so much controversy
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over these photo radar tickets,
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and yes, I've gotten one.
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Sometimes the machine isn't working correctly, I'm sure.
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So, forget the penalty.
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They could hold that picture of you hostage.
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I mean, I look at my face and I'm like,
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what was I doing at that moment?
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You know, had like bad sushi just kicked in?
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I looked horrible.
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And I'm thinking to myself,
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is that the expression on my face most of the time?
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Is this sort of, I'm driving?
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Where is our joy in life?
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And yes, you know, it's sort of an old cliche thing about,
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you know, keep a smile on your face.
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It does something.
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It does something to at least evaluate
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what is the position my face relaxes into?
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Not when I'm in crisis.
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Not when I'm in the middle of a great celebration.
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But where is normal?
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Because I think that we ignore the greatest miracle,
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you know, the greatest miracle of life is life.
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You know, I got up this morning,
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and I will admit the alarm went off a little earlier
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than I would have liked.
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But what I didn't think about when that alarm went off
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and woke me was the reason it woke me
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is because I'm still alive.
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You know, everyone here who has a bad day,
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you're having a day.
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We don't recognize the constant life within us.
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Father John Philenbach in Rome used to teach
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that the definition of joy,
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everyone would say, well, we know what the word means,
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but no one could really define it.
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The definition of joy was your awareness of being fully alive.
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The awareness of being fully alive in that moment.
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And most of us who have had sickness, suffering,
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the loss of a loved one, the loss of a job, depression,
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whatever it is, know that that is a feeling of diminishment.
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We don't quite feel connected to the world.
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We don't feel quite connected.
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We are shut down.
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We are not feeling we are fully alive.
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And in the midst of pain, that is a tough thing to get to,
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especially if we don't ever nurture it in the normal moments.
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You know, I talk about this all the time,
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but like when you're at church and you're sitting there
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and most of you are probably not in horrible pain at the moment.
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It's not terribly warm or terribly cool.
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We're somewhat comfortable.
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The speaker's going on a little long,
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but other than that, it's, you know, it is a normal moment.
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And we don't see that as a good moment.
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But if something comes up, we will recognize the bad moment.
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Now, some of that I do believe is just biological human.
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It's very hard, if I have broken this hand,
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it's going to be very hard to block that out
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and notice that this hand feels just fine.
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That is hard to get to.
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But in a moment where both hands are working,
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where everything is going well, do we even notice that?
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Or are we already thinking about something we know
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is going to go wrong tomorrow?
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Are we still playing something over in our head
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that went wrong yesterday?
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You know, the great miracle that we live,
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that same professor, John Feulenbach, used to always say,
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you'll know when you are separated from God
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because you won't exist.
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God is in you, keeping you alive at every moment.
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In a feast like today, the Nativity of John the Baptist,
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also Christmas, the Nativity, any of these,
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I think it's a mistake for us.
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Too many people look at a baby and say,
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don't you see the miracle of life?
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You know, the miracle of a baby being alive
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is exactly the same miracle
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as that of a 12-year-old being alive.
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Not always as pleasant, but, or the exact, you know,
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of someone who is 80 being alive.
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You know, we see it at the moment of birth
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and we think, that is the miracle of birth,
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but it's not the miracle of life.
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The miracle of life happens right now.
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You, God is every bit as active in creating you
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at this moment as at the beginning of your life.
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And we miss that miracle.
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It's, we live, we are living miracles
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and we run around looking for miracles.
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And we just, we miss that.
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We miss that there should be sort of a constant amazement.
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My father, who was much more a man of science than faith,
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he was a man of deep faith, but his vocabulary
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and his approach to the world was very scientific.
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He was an engineer and he said that that for him,
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that was his proof of God.
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Now, as someone in religious realms,
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I don't want a proof of God.
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I think God is a faith thing, but he wanted proofs.
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You know, he's a science man.
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And he said his proof of God was life.
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He said because in all of his study of physics,
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entropy and all this stuff and stuff breaking down,
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there is nothing in all the law of physics
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that can account for one cell becomes two, becomes four.
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What's not complicated becomes more complicated.
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In his mind, the double helix of DNA and of life
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stood against every law of physics.
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In his mind, physics explains everything but life.
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We don't get life yet.
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We can't figure it out.
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And that to him says there is something
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beyond this physics stuff.
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And so it can be a constant joy or it can be a constant worry.
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But it is a choice.
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I think it is a choice to try to be aware
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of the goodness of God at every moment,
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to be aware how much in our life goes right.
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I know we are aware when it goes wrong.
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I know how aware we are.
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Most of us, that's our prayer life.
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Well, I'm going to take something to God in prayer.
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Now, when someone says,
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I'm going to take something to God in prayer,
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what they mean is I have a problem
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and I want God to fix it.
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We go to God with our problems.
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We go to God with our concerns.
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And that is a valid part of our prayer life.
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But to go and sit for a while and think,
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can I experience the miracle of being alive?
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Do we take even a moment to experience that we're alive?
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And what does that mean?
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And wonder at it.
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You know, the psalmist said,
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you know, who are we that God would care for us
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and bring us into life?
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And I think we need to sit with that wonder,
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not just when something amazing
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like the birth of a baby happens,
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but every moment of that baby's life.
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You know, until they are an ancient baby.
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Every moment that we go, this is just as miraculous.
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This is just as amazing.
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And so we ask God to make us a people of wonder,
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a people of joy,
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a people that have all of that goodness and grace
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that we have in a few moments
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and realize God isn't with us more
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in one moment than another.
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We are aware of it differently,
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but God is with us every moment.
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It is, it's always what I call
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the non-capitalistic version of God.
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Not that, you know, capitalism is an economic system.
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Go ask an economist, I'm not gonna get into that.
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But as a spiritual system, it's always flawed
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because it wants to tell you that
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something's value has to do with how rare it is.
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You know, it's so rare and it's,
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it's people need it and they can't get it
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and that makes it more and more and more
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and more valuable.
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For us as Christians,
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the most common thing in the world
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is the grace of God
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and everyone has all that they need
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and it's still the most valuable.
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It kind of stands against all that for us.
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And so we ask God to make us aware
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of this constant gift of grace,
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this constant gift of life,
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so that we can become a people who show,
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you know, great joy to the world.
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Now, I was stopped after last night's sermon
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because a friend came up and she said,
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you know, it was a nice homily,
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but you've clearly never been a woman.
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And I said, what?
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You know, we are told from a very young age
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to keep a smile on.
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If you would just smile, you'd be so pretty.
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So I don't smile.
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I was like, I think you were more manipulated by that
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than if you'd smiled.
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So we talked about it for a while
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and I said, well, you know,
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I'm not saying you should smile
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for the rest of the world.
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You should smile to make yourself feel good.
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Well, it doesn't make me feel good.
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And it took us about 10 minutes to get through it
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and then it hit me.
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I said, that's when you realized
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I hadn't been a woman?
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We've known each other a while.
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And I don't want to sell her out, but she did smile.
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You know, I think we need to be a people of joy,
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a people who look to things and say,
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there are things going right.
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And we're not Pollyanna.
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We recognize there are things going wrong.
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But I think if our awareness was constant,
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we'd realize which outweighed which.
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That God's grace is constant.
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And just because we don't keep ourselves aware of it
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does not mean it's there.
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And it's there so much more often than the tragedy.
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And so we ask God to make us a people
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that respond well to tragedy
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out of the vision that we know
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how blessed we are in every moment
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that our life is in fact a life.
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Father Pat’s homily centers on the profound truth Father Pat’s homily centers on the profound truth that life itself is the greatest miracle and a constant gift from God. He reflects on the Nativity of John the Baptist, not merely as the birth of a biblical figure, but as a celebration of the miracle of life and the joy that should accompany our awareness of God's presence in every moment. Father Pat challenges the somberness that often pervades modern life and spiritual practice, urging us instead to live with a sense of wonder, gratitude, and joy. He reminds us that God's grace is ever-present—not just in extraordinary moments, but in the ordinary, in our very breathing, in the simple fact that we are alive. This awareness, he suggests, is the key to spiritual joy and true connection with God.
The homily begins with a reflection on the liturgical importance of the Nativity of John the Baptist, noting how rare and significant it is that this feast supersedes a Sunday celebration. Father Pat acknowledges that John the Baptist often feels like a secondary character compared to others in the gospel narrative, yet underscores John's unique spiritual role: he was the one who recognized Jesus before anyone else, even leaping in the womb at the presence of the Messiah. This early attunement to God’s movement is, in itself, a model for spiritual awareness.
Father Pat then transitions into a broader commentary on how we approach life and spirituality. He critiques the human tendency to turn even the blessing of new life into an occasion for judgment or suspicion, as seen in how people once calculated due dates to question propriety. This judgmentalism, he suggests, stems from a deeper human inclination to seek faults rather than marvel at blessings. He contrasts this with John the Baptist’s joyful leap in the womb, using it as a symbol of our natural response to divine presence—one that should be marked by joy, not anxiety.
A central theme in the sermon is the loss of joy in contemporary culture, especially in affluent societies. Father Pat notes how many people live with somber, even grim expressions, despite having much to be thankful for. He uses relatable examples—such as expressions caught by traffic cameras—to highlight the disconnect between our lived experience and the joy we are meant to embody. He suggests that this somberness reflects a broader spiritual malaise: a failure to recognize the miracle of simply being alive.
This leads to one of the homily’s most important theological insights: the concept that joy is not just an emotion but a spiritual awareness—specifically, the awareness of being fully alive. Drawing from his former theology professor, Father John Fuellenbach, Father Pat defines joy as “the awareness of being fully alive in that moment.” He draws a powerful contrast between this awareness and the experience of suffering, illness, or loss, which often disconnects us from life. Yet he challenges the congregation to nurture joy during ordinary times, not just in moments of crisis or celebration.
He deepens this reflection by addressing how most people approach prayer—not as a form of communion with God in gratitude and awe, but as a means of problem-solving, bringing concerns for God to fix. While acknowledging the validity of petitionary prayer, he invites a richer form of spirituality, one that simply sits in the presence of God with a sense of wonder at the sheer fact of existence. This, he suggests, is the true miracle—not just the birth of a baby, but the ongoing miracle that the baby continues to live, grow, and thrive.
Father Pat also connects this theme of divine constancy to a critique of capitalist values, which measure worth by scarcity. In contrast, he offers a Christian view of value: God’s grace is the most abundant thing in the world, freely available to all, and yet it remains the most precious. This inversion of worldly logic is a call to reframe our understanding of what is truly valuable—not rarity, but the ubiquity of God’s presence and love.
The homily concludes with a personal and humorous story about a woman challenging his comments on smiling, which leads to a deeper point about joy not being performative or externally imposed, but an internal posture. Through dialogue and reflection, Father Pat affirms that joy is not about denying hardship or becoming naive, but about cultivating an awareness that God is with us in every moment. He calls the faithful to be a people of joy—not as escapists from suffering, but as those who are rooted in the deeper knowledge that grace outweighs tragedy.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to spiritual mindfulness: to live in awe of the miracle of life, to recognize God’s presence not just in dramatic moments but in the ordinary and mundane, and to allow that awareness to transform us into people of joy, gratitude, and deep faith....
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And now I have told you this before it happens, so that when it happens, you may believe the gospel of the Lord. Peace be with you, Lord Jesus Christ. This last week before we get into the real end times of Easter, Ascension, Pentecost, and then there's a couple things we call the Solemnities of Orchard Time, Audubon of Christ, Corpus Christi, and we have Trinity Sunday. Before we get into those, we always have this transition. Jesus is continuing to try to get them to be ready for something new, which is one of the most difficult things anyone ever does. So many things that people say, I just think that's too hard. No, it's just too new. Things, you know, people will say to me, you look so comfortable in the pulpit. I started playing piano in public and had to stand in front of a crowd and talk and sing at the age of 13. So I mean, I've been doing this like 20 years. I mean, and when I started, I would literally come off stage and have to run to the restroom to get sick to my stomach. I would do it, it was terrible. And you know, and so was it hard? No, it was new. And new scares us to death. There's this sense where Jesus says here, whoever does not love me does not keep my words. I think this is very important. I don't think we quite see the point he's making because he's not saying, he says, whoever does love me keep my words and the Father will love him and we will come to him and we will make our dwelling with him. It does not say, and whoever does not, the Father will not love you and we will not dwell with you. It doesn't go there. What it says is, if you are really keeping the gospel, the spirit of the gospel, the word of the gospel, and remember, Jesus is referred to in this gospel, especially as the word, the word made flesh. So when he says the word, he's saying, you're gonna have to move from the word to the spirit. And how you keep the word will be how you keep the spirit. And that will only be done out of love, not out of fear, not out of panic, not out of hatred. I follow all the words, I follow all the rules because I don't want to go to hell. You're not following the word yet. You're not sensing because part of it is the motivation. It's the ability to want to change the way things are, not because I'm terrified at how bad things are, but because it could be better. I've been thinking today, there are a couple ideas of this, but I think one of the best is people who are engaged. Anyone, and we will tell them this, anyone who's getting married because they feel like their single light is broken, we want to say to them in a kind way, actually nothing. We want to say to their fiance, run the other way. Because they think this marriage are going to fix them. Make marriages that are successful are when people who say, I have found a way to be perfectly whole, single. I now, you know, I can make that better, but it doesn't mean it's broken. I hate that. If it's not broken, don't fix it. If your life isn't falling apart, don't get out of the chair. We can want to improve our lives, improve our world, build something better without somehow denigrating the way things are. But, and my suspicion is especially in modern times, the marketing technique is to make sure that you really truly believe that your life is just not going to hold together without our new toothpaste. Marketing wants to make us feel like we need something like, that's going to really make my life livable. But to do that, first we have to convince you that your life is a piece of garbage. And now we can fix it. One of the phrases I've just, another platitude that falls into this category is we'll be saying, well, is we'll be saying, well, this is as good as it gets. And that's a more positive spin. It's not, this is as good as it gets. That can lead us down really horrible pathways as well. I have two stories. I probably, I don't know if I ever told it here, but I know I've told this a few times over the years. I've tried not to tell it too often because I don't come off well. But the first story I come off better. When I'm teaching voice, when I'm trying to get someone into their high range, into their, what we call the head voice, even what they call flute extension for color tourists. When I'm trying to get them into that sound, you know, they've got this great core sound and they like it and they love it. And try to get them to do something they haven't done before is like, it's like pulling teeth, which is really a bad vocal technique. You know, it's like, you know, you just can't get someone to try something new. It'll sound strange. The universe itself will laugh at me. And I always tell them, voice lessons are where we make all of our bad sounds. Oh, well, that's where we make most of our bad sounds. We still sing and all that. Everything, anything can happen. But what I'll do is I'll get them to make, eventually, and I have to walk them through how to do it, what are the uglier sounds they have never made in their life? And if I can get them to that point where they start to sound like Kermit the Frog with a bronchial infection and a couple of crap ribs, I'll say, okay, now stay in that sound. Get it even uglier. And now that you're there, I want you to start taking the scale up. And I'll allow them to get, all of a sudden, they hit a moment because they're in this ugly space. All of a sudden, the high notes get incredible. So now all we have to do is build a bridge between the two voices. Then it's easy. But you have to get them to do something they've never done before. Maybe the way I'm doing it isn't the perfect image. I have to let go of the image I am, of how it's supposed to be done, to find what's been waiting. The story where I don't come off this well happened when I was at St. Thomas More, which was like 30 years ago, or getting close to 30 years now. At St. Thomas More, I had to go get daily contacts. Ooh, they'd just come out with daily disposable contact lenses. And I've been wearing the ones that you throw out every two weeks. And so as I go get them, she has to explain, you know, the optometrist is telling me, oh, it's very similar, and at the end of the day, you don't sleep in on the whole routine. And I go to put them in, and she goes, let me see you put them in. And I go to put them in. She goes, wait, you got that one backwards. It's flipped. So I look at it, and I go, oh, no, no. And she's sitting three feet away. I'm like, no, no, it's fine. No, it's flipped. Of course, I don't have my contact in, so I can't tell. And I said, Tamiya looks like the lip is going out. She goes, yes, that's the wrong way. What? And she says, so how long you been wearing them that way? 12 years. Come on. Because the very first technician told me it should look like a soup bowl, you know. So maybe they had weird soup bowls. I don't know. Or they just didn't know what they were doing. But that was the image I was given. And I said to her, I said, but they work fine. She goes, aren't they uncomfortable? I'm like, that's what you put up with, with hot things. For 12 years. That's as good as it gets. It recurred to me to question and say, wait, Mindy is told something wrong. Every image of God that we feel came to us from the infallible church, came to us from some infallible source, which was then passed on by at least 50 people. If you play the little telephone, you know, the gossip game. For those of you who are not my age, this is how we used to have to hold telephone. It's a, you go right on top of the icebox. There was this sort of sense that, you know, well, you know, my image of God is, and Jesus says today, gotta get rid of those easier images. Any image you had as a kid is not gonna help you over the age of 30. Because you can't conceive at the age of seven of the image of God that you're going to need as an adult. We are, you know, we have different limits and we will never outgrow the next possible vision of God because God is infinite. So there's always a better image and sometimes when we're struggling with our faith, we think, you know, when someone said, my life right now, I've got this happening and this happening and this happening and where is God in all this? And what they're trying to do is find a way to reframe their situation because it never occurs to them that they might need to reframe their image of God. Why is the old white man on a cloud to this thunderbolt not doing something about this? And they start to lose their faith in God because it can't grow. We have to get to a point where we go, wait, maybe that part that I didn't think, why would I put that on God? I preached on this a lot but it came to me relatively late in life that if God really knows the future, I can't disappoint God because I can't surprise God. I told you that a lot of times, I would love to say, I figured that out in seminary. No, no, I was trying to figure out where my dorm room was. I had different periods of life that you start to go, oh, wait now, and no one ever told me that. Do you know there's no church teaching that says we have to believe there's a single person in hell? And when you say that, people go, oh, I never heard that. I never heard that. But I've heard that person's going to hell and that person, I got those all put into the theological infallible part and started making assumptions and calling those infallible. We caught it in smaller damages. And Jesus says, I'm going to be gone. Now, he's also going to tell them in a few minutes because Jesus never wants to give them an easy, I'm going to be gone. Either way, I'll be with you always. And if you knew where I was going, you wouldn't be, you would be glad, you would be joyful. There would be reason to be joyful. You wouldn't be joyful. I mean, if your child gets the most incredible scholarship and wonderful opportunity in the world to study across the world, you're still going to be sad. You're going to be happy for the opportunity, but, you know, when they tell you that this opportunity is, you know, it's in Belgium, that's going to make people sad at some level, depending on the child. We hope, you know, a lot of them. It's okay to have this back and forth. Where is God in this? God is there. God is with Jesus on the cross. God knows where you're going to be in 500 years. God knows that everything you're going through is, he can heal you from. See, you and I live in a world where there are some wounds that just will not heal. Theology says there are some wounds that only God can't heal. And it will happen. And if God knows it's going to happen, you know, every parent knows that when you know that your child just fell and you evaluate it, you know that they're going to be fine by tomorrow, you can be sad for them because they're crying. You can't panic with them. We're going to have a panic attack. Expand the image. I'm very fond of the image that says most of us will choose familiar misery over the possibility of un-sore. Because I'm not very happy, but I know how this unhappy works. That might throw an unhappy at me that I don't know. It also might throw something amazing at you. And Jesus says, this spirit thing is going to frustrate you no end. And it's going to be better for you. And it's going to connect you to the whole world in the same way that Jesus has only connected them to one another. So we ask God to get us ready for Pentecost. To help us to secure the voice of God in that person you're pretty sure doesn't have it. To experience the voice of God in some routine that is just something that you don't like or can't figure out. To experience God where we haven't experienced God before. And to do that, we have to experience God in a way that we haven't. We are all wounded, but we don't have to live out of some brokenness. And we don't have to be mired in brokenness to want to improve things. You know, people do not go to college because high school broke. I mean, it did break some of them, but college will break them again. You know, someone said to me just last night, one of the ultrasurgeons who came out of eighth grade said, you know, I finally graduated and you know, there are a lot of crazy people in that school so next year will be better. Welcome to high school. You know, but we don't actually have to be upset with where we are. To open our minds to new images so that we can be ready for what we can't see yet. We can love the world in which we live and still want to make it better. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples,
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whoever loves me will keep my word,
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and my Father will love him,
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and we will come to him and make our dwelling with him.
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Whoever does not love me does not keep my words,
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yet the word you hear is not mine,
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but that of the Father who sent me.
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I have told you this while I am with you.
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The Advocate, the Holy Spirit,
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whom the Father will send in my name
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will teach you everything
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and remind you of all that I have told you.
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Peace I leave with you.
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My peace I give to you.
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Not as the world gives do I give it to you.
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Do not let your hearts be troubled or afraid.
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You have heard me tell you I am going
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and will come back to you.
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If you loved me, you would rejoice
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that I am going to the Father,
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for the Father is greater than I.
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And now I have told you this before it happens,
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so that when it happens,
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you may believe the gospel of the Lord.
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Peace be with you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This last week before we get into
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the real end times of Easter, Ascension, Pentecost,
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and then there's a couple things we call
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the Solemnities of Orchard Time,
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Audubon of Christ, Corpus Christi,
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and we have Trinity Sunday.
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Before we get into those, we always have this transition.
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Jesus is continuing to try to get them
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to be ready for something new,
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which is one of the most difficult things anyone ever does.
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So many things that people say,
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I just think that's too hard.
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No, it's just too new.
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Things, you know, people will say to me,
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you look so comfortable in the pulpit.
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I started playing piano in public
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and had to stand in front of a crowd
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and talk and sing at the age of 13.
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So I mean, I've been doing this like 20 years.
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I mean, and when I started,
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I would literally come off stage
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and have to run to the restroom to get sick to my stomach.
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I would do it, it was terrible.
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And you know, and so was it hard?
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No, it was new.
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And new scares us to death.
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There's this sense where Jesus says here,
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whoever does not love me does not keep my words.
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I think this is very important.
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I don't think we quite see the point he's making
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because he's not saying, he says,
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whoever does love me keep my words
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and the Father will love him and we will come to him
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and we will make our dwelling with him.
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It does not say, and whoever does not,
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the Father will not love you
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and we will not dwell with you.
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It doesn't go there.
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What it says is, if you are really keeping the gospel,
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the spirit of the gospel, the word of the gospel,
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and remember, Jesus is referred to in this gospel,
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especially as the word, the word made flesh.
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So when he says the word, he's saying,
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you're gonna have to move from the word to the spirit.
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And how you keep the word
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will be how you keep the spirit.
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And that will only be done out of love,
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not out of fear, not out of panic, not out of hatred.
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I follow all the words, I follow all the rules
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because I don't want to go to hell.
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You're not following the word yet.
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You're not sensing because part of it is the motivation.
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It's the ability to want to change the way things are,
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not because I'm terrified at how bad things are,
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but because it could be better.
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I've been thinking today, there are a couple ideas of this,
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but I think one of the best is people who are engaged.
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Anyone, and we will tell them this,
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anyone who's getting married
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because they feel like their single light is broken,
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we want to say to them in a kind way, actually nothing.
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We want to say to their fiance, run the other way.
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Because they think this marriage are going to fix them.
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Make marriages that are successful
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are when people who say,
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I have found a way to be perfectly whole, single.
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I now, you know, I can make that better,
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but it doesn't mean it's broken.
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I hate that.
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If it's not broken, don't fix it.
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If your life isn't falling apart,
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don't get out of the chair.
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We can want to improve our lives, improve our world,
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build something better
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without somehow denigrating the way things are.
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But, and my suspicion is especially in modern times,
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the marketing technique is to make sure
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that you really truly believe
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that your life is just not going to hold together
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without our new toothpaste.
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Marketing wants to make us feel like we need something like,
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that's going to really make my life livable.
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But to do that, first we have to convince you
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that your life is a piece of garbage.
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And now we can fix it.
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One of the phrases I've just,
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another platitude that falls into this category
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is we'll be saying, well,
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is we'll be saying, well, this is as good as it gets.
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And that's a more positive spin.
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It's not, this is as good as it gets.
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That can lead us down really horrible pathways as well.
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I have two stories.
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I probably, I don't know if I ever told it here,
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but I know I've told this a few times over the years.
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I've tried not to tell it too often
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because I don't come off well.
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But the first story I come off better.
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When I'm teaching voice,
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when I'm trying to get someone into their high range,
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into their, what we call the head voice,
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even what they call flute extension for color tourists.
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When I'm trying to get them into that sound,
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you know, they've got this great core sound
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and they like it and they love it.
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And try to get them to do something
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they haven't done before is like,
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it's like pulling teeth,
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which is really a bad vocal technique.
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You know, it's like, you know,
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you just can't get someone to try something new.
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It'll sound strange.
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The universe itself will laugh at me.
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And I always tell them,
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voice lessons are where we make all of our bad sounds.
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Oh, well, that's where we make most of our bad sounds.
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We still sing and all that.
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Everything, anything can happen.
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But what I'll do is I'll get them to make,
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eventually, and I have to walk them through how to do it,
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what are the uglier sounds
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they have never made in their life?
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And if I can get them to that point
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where they start to sound like Kermit the Frog
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with a bronchial infection and a couple of crap ribs,
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I'll say, okay, now stay in that sound.
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Get it even uglier.
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And now that you're there,
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I want you to start taking the scale up.
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And I'll allow them to get,
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all of a sudden, they hit a moment
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because they're in this ugly space.
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All of a sudden, the high notes get incredible.
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So now all we have to do is build a bridge between the two voices.
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Then it's easy.
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But you have to get them to do something
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they've never done before.
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Maybe the way I'm doing it isn't the perfect image.
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I have to let go of the image I am,
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of how it's supposed to be done,
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to find what's been waiting.
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The story where I don't come off this well
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happened when I was at St. Thomas More,
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which was like 30 years ago,
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or getting close to 30 years now.
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At St. Thomas More, I had to go get daily contacts.
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Ooh, they'd just come out
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with daily disposable contact lenses.
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And I've been wearing the ones
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that you throw out every two weeks.
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And so as I go get them,
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she has to explain, you know,
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the optometrist is telling me,
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oh, it's very similar,
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and at the end of the day,
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you don't sleep in on the whole routine.
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And I go to put them in,
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and she goes, let me see you put them in.
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And I go to put them in.
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She goes, wait, you got that one backwards.
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It's flipped.
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So I look at it, and I go, oh, no, no.
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And she's sitting three feet away.
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I'm like, no, no, it's fine.
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No, it's flipped.
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Of course, I don't have my contact in,
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so I can't tell.
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And I said, Tamiya looks like the lip is going out.
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She goes, yes, that's the wrong way.
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What?
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And she says, so how long
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you been wearing them that way?
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12 years.
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Come on.
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Because the very first technician told me
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it should look like a soup bowl, you know.
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So maybe they had weird soup bowls.
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I don't know.
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Or they just didn't know what they were doing.
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But that was the image I was given.
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And I said to her, I said, but they work fine.
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She goes, aren't they uncomfortable?
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I'm like, that's what you put up with, with hot things.
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For 12 years.
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That's as good as it gets.
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It recurred to me to question and say,
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wait, Mindy is told something wrong.
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Every image of God that we feel came to us
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from the infallible church,
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came to us from some infallible source,
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which was then passed on by at least 50 people.
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If you play the little telephone,
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you know, the gossip game.
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For those of you who are not my age,
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this is how we used to have to hold telephone.
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It's a, you go right on top of the icebox.
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There was this sort of sense that,
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you know, well, you know, my image of God is,
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and Jesus says today,
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gotta get rid of those easier images.
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Any image you had as a kid
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is not gonna help you over the age of 30.
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Because you can't conceive at the age of seven
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of the image of God that you're going to need as an adult.
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We are, you know, we have different limits
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and we will never outgrow the next possible vision of God
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because God is infinite.
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So there's always a better image
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and sometimes when we're struggling with our faith,
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we think, you know, when someone said,
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my life right now, I've got this happening
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and this happening and this happening
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and where is God in all this?
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And what they're trying to do is find a way
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to reframe their situation
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because it never occurs to them
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that they might need to reframe their image of God.
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Why is the old white man on a cloud
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to this thunderbolt not doing something about this?
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And they start to lose their faith in God
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because it can't grow.
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We have to get to a point where we go,
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wait, maybe that part that I didn't think,
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why would I put that on God?
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I preached on this a lot
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but it came to me relatively late in life
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that if God really knows the future,
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I can't disappoint God because I can't surprise God.
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I told you that a lot of times,
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I would love to say, I figured that out in seminary.
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No, no, I was trying to figure out
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where my dorm room was.
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I had different periods of life
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that you start to go, oh, wait now,
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and no one ever told me that.
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Do you know there's no church teaching
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that says we have to believe
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there's a single person in hell?
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And when you say that, people go,
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oh, I never heard that.
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I never heard that.
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But I've heard that person's going to hell
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and that person, I got those all put
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into the theological infallible part
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and started making assumptions
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and calling those infallible.
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We caught it in smaller damages.
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And Jesus says, I'm going to be gone.
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Now, he's also going to tell them in a few minutes
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because Jesus never wants to give them an easy,
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I'm going to be gone.
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Either way, I'll be with you always.
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And if you knew where I was going,
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you wouldn't be, you would be glad,
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you would be joyful.
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There would be reason to be joyful.
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You wouldn't be joyful.
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I mean, if your child gets
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the most incredible scholarship
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and wonderful opportunity in the world
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to study across the world,
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you're still going to be sad.
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You're going to be happy for the opportunity,
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but, you know, when they tell you
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that this opportunity is, you know,
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it's in Belgium, that's going to make people sad
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at some level, depending on the child.
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We hope, you know, a lot of them.
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It's okay to have this back and forth.
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Where is God in this?
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God is there.
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God is with Jesus on the cross.
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God knows where you're going to be in 500 years.
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God knows that everything you're going through
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is, he can heal you from.
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See, you and I live in a world where
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there are some wounds that just will not heal.
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Theology says there are some wounds
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that only God can't heal.
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And it will happen.
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And if God knows it's going to happen,
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you know, every parent knows
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that when you know that your child just fell
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and you evaluate it,
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you know that they're going to be fine by tomorrow,
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you can be sad for them because they're crying.
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You can't panic with them.
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We're going to have a panic attack.
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Expand the image.
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I'm very fond of the image that says
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most of us will choose familiar misery
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over the possibility of un-sore.
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Because I'm not very happy,
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but I know how this unhappy works.
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That might throw an unhappy at me that I don't know.
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It also might throw something amazing at you.
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And Jesus says, this spirit thing
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is going to frustrate you no end.
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And it's going to be better for you.
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And it's going to connect you to the whole world
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in the same way that Jesus has only connected them
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to one another.
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So we ask God to get us ready for Pentecost.
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To help us to secure the voice of God in that person
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you're pretty sure doesn't have it.
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To experience the voice of God in some routine
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that is just something that you don't like
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or can't figure out.
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To experience God where we haven't experienced God before.
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And to do that, we have to experience God
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in a way that we haven't.
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We are all wounded,
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but we don't have to live out of some brokenness.
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And we don't have to be mired in brokenness
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to want to improve things.
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You know, people do not go to college
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because high school broke.
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I mean, it did break some of them,
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but college will break them again.
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You know, someone said to me just last night,
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one of the ultrasurgeons who came out of eighth grade said,
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you know, I finally graduated
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and you know, there are a lot of crazy people in that school
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so next year will be better.
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Welcome to high school.
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You know, but we don't actually have to be upset
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with where we are.
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To open our minds to new images
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so that we can be ready for what we can't see yet.
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We can love the world in which we live
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and still want to make it better.
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We can appreciate and love the earth we live on
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and still breathe of heaven.
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Father Pat's message centers on the invitation Father Pat's message centers on the invitation of Jesus to embrace change, growth, and the indwelling of God's Spirit not through fear or obligation, but through love. He reflects on Jesus’ words about keeping His commandments as a response of love—not as a rigid system of rules to avoid punishment, but as a living relationship with the Word made flesh. Father Pat emphasizes that true transformation often begins not with correcting what is broken, but with embracing the unfamiliar, the new, and the uncomfortable. He challenges us to re-examine the inherited images of God we carry, to let go of outdated or limiting perceptions, and to allow the Holy Spirit to expand our understanding, especially as we approach Pentecost. His message encourages trust in the unknown, love as the foundation of faith, and openness to God's presence in unexpected places and people.
In a more profound and theological reflection, Father Pat unpacks Jesus’ words in the Gospel of John, particularly the intimate connection between love, obedience, and divine indwelling. He begins by emphasizing that Jesus is preparing His disciples for a seismic shift—the transition from His physical presence to the spiritual presence of the Holy Spirit. This shift, as Father Pat notes, is not merely a historical moment but a spiritual pattern: God frequently invites us into newness, into uncharted territory, and what we often perceive as difficult is simply unfamiliar. He illustrates this with personal anecdotes—his own journey in public speaking and music, and a humorous story about wearing contact lenses incorrectly for twelve years—to show how deeply ingrained habits and images can blind us to better realities.
A core theological insight he offers is the challenge of moving from the Word to the Spirit. In Johannine theology, Jesus is the Word made flesh, and to “keep His word” is more than moral obedience—it’s about remaining in the spirit and essence of Christ's love. Father Pat warns against legalistic religiosity rooted in fear—doing good to avoid hell—as fundamentally missing the point. True discipleship is motivated by love and grounded in the desire for transformation, not out of self-loathing or panic, but out of hope and the belief that life can be fuller, more radiant, more aligned with God's kingdom.
He critiques the cultural tendency, especially in consumer marketing, to convince us that we are fundamentally broken so that we will buy solutions. This mindset, he observes, easily seeps into our spiritual life, tempting us to believe that God only enters when things are falling apart. But the Christian vision, he insists, is not about fixing brokenness alone—sometimes it's about expanding into new dimensions of life and faith, even if things are already “good.” He uses the analogy of someone entering marriage not to fix their life, but to enrich a life already whole, to demonstrate that growth and transformation are not always responses to crisis but sometimes to the beckoning of divine possibility.
Father Pat then turns to the idea that our spiritual stagnation often arises from clinging to inherited images of God that no longer serve us. He provocatively suggests that many of our images of God—like the old man on a cloud with thunderbolts—are childhood constructs that cannot sustain adult faith. Because God is infinite, our images of God must keep evolving. When people struggle with faith amidst suffering, they don’t just need to reframe their circumstances—they may need to reframe their God. Disillusionment with God often stems from outdated images that cannot accommodate the complexity of adult suffering, loss, or longing.
Importantly, he offers a liberating theological assertion: if God truly knows all things, including the future, then we cannot disappoint God. This challenges deeply entrenched notions of divine wrath or rejection and invites us into a more grace-filled vision of divine omniscience and compassion. He also reminds us that the Church has no dogmatic teaching requiring belief in any specific person being in hell—a radical, hopeful note that many faithful have never heard, though it is fully orthodox.
Father Pat concludes with a pastoral reminder: Jesus’ promise of peace is not the shallow peace of the world but a peace rooted in divine presence and purpose. As we move toward Pentecost, we are called to open ourselves to the Spirit’s voice—especially in those people or places where we least expect it. Spiritual maturity requires courage to enter unfamiliar spaces, to let go of what we think we know, and to trust that God is always leading us toward deeper communion. This message is not one of condemnation, but of invitation—to love more deeply, to see more clearly, and to walk more boldly into the future God is preparing....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1143.1500244140625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, O Lord. Someone in the crowd said to Jesus, \"'Teacher, tell my brother to share the inheritance with me.' He replied to him, \"'Friend, who has appointed me as your judge and arbitrator?' Then he said to the crowd, \"'Take care to guard against all greed, \"'for though one may be rich, \"'one's life does not consist of possessions.' Then he told them a parable. There was a rich man whose land produced a bountiful harvest. He asked himself, \"'What shall I do, \"'for I do not have space to store my harvest?' And he said, \"'This is what I shall do. \"'I shall tear down my barns and build larger ones. \"'There I shall store all my grain and other goods, \"'and shall say to myself, \"'Now as for you, \"'you have so many goods stored up for many years. \"'Rest, eat, drink, and be merry.' But God said to him, \"'You fool, this night your life will be demanded of you, \"'and the things that you have prepared, \"'to whom will they belong? \"'Thus will it be for all who store up treasure \"'for themselves, \"'but are not rich in what matters to God.'\" The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. There is a, one of my favorite phrases in the world about kind of hypocrisy and things about being, being foisted on your own batard, they used to say. I experienced that very strongly at the beginning of mass yesterday. I got up to do the opening prayer, and I, my glasses were behind me, my reading glasses, and I thought, I don't need my reading glasses. And I, I got to that prayer, and the word unceasingly just wouldn't come into focus, and it wasn't, I was never gonna come up with that. And I stared from, and finally I just turned around, and I grabbed my glasses, and I put them on, and everyone started snickering, mean spirits. And so I just had to admit my defeat, that I need my reading glasses. And so I did the prayer, and as I sat down, I thought, oh, not only did I just do that, but in just 15 short seconds, I'm gonna have to listen to the lector and open the liturgy. Vanity of vanity. I half expected her to bow. You know, I, I just, it was, you know, some, and they say, oh, sometimes scripture speaks to this moment in time. I mean this exact moment in time. You know, the word vanity has such an interesting sort of history, because it starts out from the word vain, then it becomes vanity, and then the word vain changes to match vanity, and we have two meanings for the word vain. Originally, this vanity of vanities, back in that time, the vanity vainness was not, I'm very vain. Vainness really almost exclusively referred to chasing things in vain. Just, you know, when we do, when we're chasing all the wrong things pointlessly, vanity was just chasing the wrong things. And because the kind of things people chased were things like wealth, and power, and prestige, and anything that could lead to that, whether it's, you know, being good looking, or being talented, or being smart, whatever it is that would lead to sort of personal attention, vanity started to become someone who thinks a little too highly of themselves. And so now when we say, oh, someone's being vain, we usually mean they're being conceited, but the original was, man, they're chasing all the wrong things, and those two ideas are very connected, but we don't always see that connection. In the gospel, it becomes clear that that's why the church has put these two together. You know, to be vain, what is it we chase in life? What is it we think's important? You know, in the last two weeks, I, you know, I love that idea, and I've said it a couple times about, no one takes a U-Haul to the cemetery. And I was actually corrected this week. So I said, Father, you can absolutely do that. You need to let them know you can take a U-Haul to the cemetery. You just can't take it any further. That's where it stayed. You know, that somehow, you know, we should be spending our life, you know, what is this treasure God talks about? And in a very real sense, you are that treasure. It is building who we are with one another. It is building who we are with one another. The three things I always tell you, the only three things we take with us beyond the grave, our relationship with ourself, our relationship with God, our relationship with others. And so, you know, is it wrong for someone to have amassed riches to themselves? It depends on whether it gets in the way of building relationships with others. If that is the point of their life, and everything else takes a backseat, that's an issue. You know, we live in an era, and I do apologize for saying this maybe too often, but we do live in an era where building relationships has been replaced with networking. Networking is when I use all of you to gain this wealth stuff. Relationships is when I use every wealth I have to get to the relationships. It's just knowing which are the means and which are the ends. What is our goal in life? That relationship with God, that relationship with others, and relationship with ourself, which, you know, when I was young and started into studying psychology, I always thought, oh, what a bunch of, what a bunch of nonsensical claptrap. I have to have a better relationship with myself, with myself. I had a, I was suffering from some very interesting, but you know, that having a relationship with yourself, I was like, what are they talking about? You know, we don't want you to divorce yourself at the end of the week, but it really is about knowing yourself, because until you can figure out who you are, it is very difficult to build good relationships with other people. It is very difficult to come before God in prayer when you're not really willing to talk about the real issues in your life. You know, they used to say that, you know, God is the eternal healer, you know, the great therapist. Well, you know, if you really don't want to work on your issues, no one wants a great therapist. Some of my family members have accused one another, and they've not been totally wrong that some of them will go, you know, they will shop for a therapist that tells them they're doing everything right and the world's wrong. You know, you can find that therapist if you shop hard enough. You know, if we're not ready to face who we are, we'll find a bad therapist. You know, if we're ready to face who we are, we'll find someone who challenges us, even in relationships. I always think, really, every healthy relationship I've ever seen in a marriage, anything else, they challenge one another. And you know, some of you are like, more than we wish, but it's part of a good relationship, is not that we think alike all the time, you know, that's called buying a mirror. We challenge each other. And so we, you know, Jesus is saying, I want you to store up treasure. I just want you to store up the right treasure. I want you to store, you know, the relationships, how to be with one another, how to treat one another, how to take care of one another. Because I always think, what do people think heaven's gonna be? There's a old sort of, I don't know even what to call it, someone's vision of heaven, one of the sort of a, not really a joke, but the idea that, you know, when they got to heaven, you know, they didn't know whether they were in heaven or hell, because they were seated at a banquet with every wonderful food in the world and all the right people. And, you know, they had just the right amount of hunger and they start to go towards the food and they realize they can't bend their arms. So there's all that food, but they can't get to it. And they're trying to figure out whether they're in heaven or hell. And, you know, there's several tables and several of the tables, it turns out, are in hell because they can't figure out what to do. And several of the tables, they start feeding one another. And they're in heaven. You know, I think we want heaven to be a place where I'll walk in and no matter how miserable I am, they'll make me happy. Okay? That's not heaven. That's not even a good therapist. We have to become the people who really want to be that for Mother Duff, who really want that type of a relationship. And we have to use, if you have certain things, it's not, oh, get rid of everything you have, but use it. And it can be an asset. It can be something financial. It can be wealth. It can be intelligence. It can be power. It can be talent. It can be anything. How do we use it? You know, when there's been this huge political, people even hate the word, which I think is interesting because they love the religious word, but they hate the word privilege. Don't tell me I have privilege. The same people will tell you, I've been so blessed. What's the difference? Well, okay, I get it. Privilege tends to right now carry a lot of ugly baggage with it. But the people who really do work with that word will say, of course you're privileged. Who cares? What do you do with it? Don't be embarrassed if you're blessed. Don't be embarrassed if you're privileged. Don't be embarrassed if you have more. Don't be embarrassed if you have less. What do you do with it? That's the only question Jesus is asking. You know what I mean? Say, you know, this guy is like, so what did you do with all of your wealth? I put them in a building. And then when I overcrowded that building, I got another building. You know, I mean, I'm in that wonderful moment right now where I'm in the brand new factory. And I'm wondering, can I really live this life? I really love this life. I have, and now don't panic, in my house, empty drawers. Oh. You know what I could put in that drawer? Nothing, buy nothing. You don't need anything in that drawer. But it's such a, empty drawers. And you know, when most of us, if we've got empty drawers, we got to get out the Amazon cart. I got an empty drawer. I got room for something, you know. If a guest came tomorrow, they could have a drawer. We can use what we have to bring people in, or, you know, we sort of pack our lives so that no one can get close. And Jesus is like, it's vain because we're working, we're trying to work on ourselves, but we're doing it in all the wrong ways. You know, vanity tends to be when we see one thing over everything else. It's not about, I'm vain because I think I'm better than everyone. When you're vain, it's because there's parts of you that you don't think are as good as everyone else, so you're going to use the parts you think are better if you're just trying to get an even playing field, and you don't even realize you're doing it. If you felt insecure about nothing, you would have no need to feel better about anything. The heaven is where we all realize we're good, and no one needs to be better than anyone else. Being better, and not better than you were yesterday, that's a great thing, you know, and it'll happen. You can be better every day until you're about 60. Passed up, it's just tragic. But, you know, being better, improving, that's one thing, but trying to be better than other people, no, it's great if it's a lacrosse game, but meaning you can't as a Christian, if I'm trying to be a better Christian than other people, I've already lost by that. Just be a good Christian, period. Just be a good person. I have often absolutely hated, and it's not theology in our church, but it's a tendency, sort of a folkloric tendency that's happened over the years, and I know my, I would hear my mother say it once in a while, and I had an aunt who loved to say it, and that was, whenever someone did something good, oh, they'll get a crap, they'll get a jewel and their crown in heaven for that. I thought, heaven's already becoming a competition. I have more jewels than you do, I'm better. We're already trying to be better than one another. You know, rather than be good. I know what's good in this situation, because if we're only trying to be better, then everyone else is setting the bar for us. Rather than, I'm what I'm called to be. If I can know myself, if I can know the scripture, if I can know what God calls me to, I can become good, and that is not a vain pursuit. I need to be better, and I need you to all see how good I am, and I'm better than you. That's vanity. Because if I'm trying to be a better Christian than you, I'm already worse. If I'm trying to be good with all of you, and we're good. I am. I used to always joke that, you know, when people in the church, if you are feeling like you've disappointed God, if you're feeling that you're lost, that is normal. And then my, I have yet told you this, but a friend of mine started reusing that, like he was a comedian. He'd say, when you guys make these mistakes, that is normal. When you make mistakes, that is normal. When I make mistakes, that is special. You know? You know? I mean, it's like, no. We're called to celebrate. You know, people talk about the difference that we're celebrating diversity. We should love one another's gifts that we don't have. But what we really are celebrating at a deeper level is the unity. Because if you have a gift that's different than I have, we can see how they're different and celebrate that. But we also celebrate that we both have gifts. We also celebrate that we both have something to give to the world. We also celebrate that we both have bad days and good days. We also celebrate the unity and look at the diversity. But it's the oneness. There was a, eight, nine years ago, hit the internet. It was all over the place, because the guy kind of got some bad grief, but then eventually everyone loved it. He gave a graduation talk. They were out on the, it was happening out on their football field. It was a nice day. And he gets up and he says, I am here to tell you, none of you are special. You can see the parrots. He said, now, now, let me explain. All of you are special. But if all of us are special, then none of us are special. Someone gave me a wonderful little coaster. I usually don't have those sorts of knickknacks around the house, but someone gave me a little coaster. I have a speech impediment, I'm special. And it said, you are unique in the universe, just like everyone else. I was like, brilliant. Our uniqueness is something we have in common. The two are not, do we celebrate diversity or, they are the same thing. Because we all have it. And so God says, don't chase what makes you different. Explore it, dig into it, that's God's gift. But also chase what keeps you in common. Be as good as God calls you to be. You cannot compete when you're climbing the mountain of God. The mountain of the Lord cannot be climbed over the backs of one another to see who gets there first. It is only when we acknowledge and drag everyone up with us that we are winning the race. And so we ask God today to make us, I used to say that, perfect, perfect is the enemy of the good. You try and be perfect, you'll give up on everything. No, better is also the enemy of good. Not better than you were yesterday, but that desire to be better than others. To be better than others is to say, I'm removing myself. You're really, in theological terms, better than all of you is a step towards excommunication. To take myself out of the communion with others. I want to be one with you, just from above. To truly be one with one another. The incarnation above all is the movement of God in solidarity with humanity. He may have come from above to the whole point. You know, when you're a baby in the crib and Mary is changing your diaper, you're not above. That's what God's willing to do. God's willing to be one of us. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Someone in the crowd said to Jesus,
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"'Teacher, tell my brother to share the inheritance with me.'
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He replied to him,
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"'Friend, who has appointed me as your judge and arbitrator?'
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Then he said to the crowd,
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"'Take care to guard against all greed,
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"'for though one may be rich,
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"'one's life does not consist of possessions.'
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Then he told them a parable.
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There was a rich man whose land produced a bountiful harvest.
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He asked himself,
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"'What shall I do,
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"'for I do not have space to store my harvest?'
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And he said,
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"'This is what I shall do.
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"'I shall tear down my barns and build larger ones.
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"'There I shall store all my grain and other goods,
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"'and shall say to myself,
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"'Now as for you,
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"'you have so many goods stored up for many years.
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"'Rest, eat, drink, and be merry.'
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But God said to him,
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"'You fool, this night your life will be demanded of you,
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"'and the things that you have prepared,
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"'to whom will they belong?
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"'Thus will it be for all who store up treasure
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"'for themselves,
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"'but are not rich in what matters to God.'"
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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There is a,
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one of my favorite phrases in the world
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about kind of hypocrisy and things about being,
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being foisted on your own batard, they used to say.
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I experienced that very strongly
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at the beginning of mass yesterday.
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I got up to do the opening prayer,
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and I,
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my glasses were behind me, my reading glasses,
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and I thought,
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I don't need my reading glasses.
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And I, I got to that prayer,
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and the word unceasingly just wouldn't come into focus,
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and it wasn't, I was never gonna come up with that.
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And I stared from, and finally I just turned around,
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and I grabbed my glasses,
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and I put them on,
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and everyone started snickering,
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mean spirits.
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And so I just had to admit my defeat,
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that I need my reading glasses.
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And so I did the prayer,
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and as I sat down, I thought,
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oh, not only did I just do that,
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but in just 15 short seconds,
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I'm gonna have to listen to the lector
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and open the liturgy.
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Vanity of vanity.
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I half expected her to bow.
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You know, I, I just, it was,
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you know, some, and they say,
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oh, sometimes scripture speaks to this moment in time.
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I mean this exact moment in time.
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You know, the word vanity
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has such an interesting sort of history,
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because it starts out from the word vain,
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then it becomes vanity,
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and then the word vain changes to match vanity,
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and we have two meanings for the word vain.
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Originally, this vanity of vanities,
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back in that time,
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the vanity vainness was not, I'm very vain.
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Vainness really almost exclusively referred
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to chasing things in vain.
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Just, you know, when we do,
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when we're chasing all the wrong things pointlessly,
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vanity was just chasing the wrong things.
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And because the kind of things people chased
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were things like wealth, and power, and prestige,
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and anything that could lead to that,
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whether it's, you know, being good looking,
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or being talented, or being smart,
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whatever it is that would lead
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to sort of personal attention,
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vanity started to become
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someone who thinks a little too highly of themselves.
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And so now when we say, oh, someone's being vain,
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we usually mean they're being conceited,
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but the original was,
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man, they're chasing all the wrong things,
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and those two ideas are very connected,
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but we don't always see that connection.
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In the gospel, it becomes clear
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that that's why the church has put these two together.
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You know, to be vain, what is it we chase in life?
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What is it we think's important?
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You know, in the last two weeks,
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I, you know, I love that idea,
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and I've said it a couple times about,
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no one takes a U-Haul to the cemetery.
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And I was actually corrected this week.
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So I said, Father, you can absolutely do that.
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You need to let them know
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you can take a U-Haul to the cemetery.
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You just can't take it any further.
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That's where it stayed.
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You know, that somehow, you know,
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we should be spending our life,
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you know, what is this treasure God talks about?
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And in a very real sense, you are that treasure.
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It is building who we are with one another.
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It is building who we are with one another.
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The three things I always tell you,
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the only three things we take with us beyond the grave,
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our relationship with ourself, our relationship with God,
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our relationship with others.
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And so, you know, is it wrong
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for someone to have amassed riches to themselves?
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It depends on whether it gets in the way
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of building relationships with others.
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If that is the point of their life,
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and everything else takes a backseat,
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that's an issue.
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You know, we live in an era,
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and I do apologize for saying this maybe too often,
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but we do live in an era
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where building relationships
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has been replaced with networking.
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Networking is when I use all of you
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to gain this wealth stuff.
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Relationships is when I use every wealth I have
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to get to the relationships.
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It's just knowing which are the means
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and which are the ends.
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What is our goal in life?
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That relationship with God,
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that relationship with others,
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and relationship with ourself,
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which, you know, when I was young
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and started into studying psychology,
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I always thought, oh, what a bunch of,
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what a bunch of nonsensical claptrap.
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I have to have a better relationship with myself,
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with myself.
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I had a,
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I was suffering from some very interesting,
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but you know, that having a relationship with yourself,
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I was like, what are they talking about?
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You know, we don't want you to divorce yourself
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at the end of the week,
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but it really is about knowing yourself,
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because until you can figure out who you are,
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it is very difficult to build good relationships
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with other people.
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It is very difficult to come before God in prayer
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when you're not really willing to talk
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about the real issues in your life.
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You know, they used to say that, you know,
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God is the eternal healer, you know, the great therapist.
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Well, you know, if you really don't want to work
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on your issues, no one wants a great therapist.
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Some of my family members have accused one another,
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and they've not been totally wrong
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that some of them will go, you know,
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they will shop for a therapist that tells them
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they're doing everything right and the world's wrong.
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You know, you can find that therapist if you shop hard enough.
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You know, if we're not ready to face who we are,
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we'll find a bad therapist.
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You know, if we're ready to face who we are,
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we'll find someone who challenges us,
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even in relationships.
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I always think, really, every healthy relationship
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I've ever seen in a marriage, anything else,
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they challenge one another.
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And you know, some of you are like, more than we wish,
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but it's part of a good relationship,
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is not that we think alike all the time, you know,
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that's called buying a mirror.
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We challenge each other.
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And so we, you know, Jesus is saying,
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I want you to store up treasure.
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I just want you to store up the right treasure.
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I want you to store, you know, the relationships,
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how to be with one another, how to treat one another,
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how to take care of one another.
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Because I always think, what do people think
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heaven's gonna be?
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There's a old sort of, I don't know even what to call it,
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someone's vision of heaven,
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one of the sort of a, not really a joke,
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but the idea that, you know, when they got to heaven,
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you know, they didn't know whether they were in heaven
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or hell, because they were seated at a banquet
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with every wonderful food in the world
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and all the right people.
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And, you know, they had just the right amount of hunger
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and they start to go towards the food
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and they realize they can't bend their arms.
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So there's all that food, but they can't get to it.
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And they're trying to figure out
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whether they're in heaven or hell.
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And, you know, there's several tables
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and several of the tables, it turns out, are in hell
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because they can't figure out what to do.
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And several of the tables, they start feeding one another.
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And they're in heaven.
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You know, I think we want heaven to be a place
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where I'll walk in and no matter how miserable I am,
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they'll make me happy.
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Okay?
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That's not heaven.
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That's not even a good therapist.
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We have to become the people
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who really want to be that for Mother Duff,
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who really want that type of a relationship.
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And we have to use, if you have certain things,
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it's not, oh, get rid of everything you have, but use it.
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And it can be an asset.
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It can be something financial.
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It can be wealth.
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It can be intelligence.
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It can be power.
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It can be talent.
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It can be anything.
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How do we use it?
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You know, when there's been this huge political,
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people even hate the word,
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which I think is interesting
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because they love the religious word,
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but they hate the word privilege.
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Don't tell me I have privilege.
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The same people will tell you, I've been so blessed.
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What's the difference?
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Well, okay, I get it.
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Privilege tends to right now carry
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a lot of ugly baggage with it.
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But the people who really do work with that word will say,
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of course you're privileged.
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Who cares?
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What do you do with it?
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Don't be embarrassed if you're blessed.
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Don't be embarrassed if you're privileged.
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Don't be embarrassed if you have more.
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Don't be embarrassed if you have less.
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What do you do with it?
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That's the only question Jesus is asking.
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You know what I mean?
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Say, you know, this guy is like,
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so what did you do with all of your wealth?
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I put them in a building.
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And then when I overcrowded that building,
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I got another building.
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You know, I mean, I'm in that wonderful moment right now
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where I'm in the brand new factory.
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And I'm wondering, can I really live this life?
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I really love this life.
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I have, and now don't panic, in my house, empty drawers.
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Oh.
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You know what I could put in that drawer?
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Nothing, buy nothing.
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You don't need anything in that drawer.
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But it's such a, empty drawers.
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And you know, when most of us, if we've got empty drawers,
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we got to get out the Amazon cart.
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I got an empty drawer.
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I got room for something, you know.
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If a guest came tomorrow, they could have a drawer.
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We can use what we have to bring people in,
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or, you know, we sort of pack our lives
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so that no one can get close.
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And Jesus is like, it's vain because we're working,
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we're trying to work on ourselves,
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but we're doing it in all the wrong ways.
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You know, vanity tends to be when we see one thing
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over everything else.
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It's not about, I'm vain
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because I think I'm better than everyone.
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When you're vain, it's because there's parts of you
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that you don't think are as good as everyone else,
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so you're going to use the parts you think are better
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if you're just trying to get an even playing field,
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and you don't even realize you're doing it.
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If you felt insecure about nothing,
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you would have no need to feel better about anything.
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The heaven is where we all realize we're good,
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and no one needs to be better than anyone else.
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Being better, and not better than you were yesterday,
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that's a great thing, you know, and it'll happen.
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You can be better every day until you're about 60.
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Passed up, it's just tragic.
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But, you know, being better, improving, that's one thing,
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but trying to be better than other people,
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no, it's great if it's a lacrosse game,
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but meaning you can't as a Christian,
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if I'm trying to be a better Christian than other people,
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I've already lost by that.
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Just be a good Christian, period.
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Just be a good person.
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I have often absolutely hated,
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and it's not theology in our church,
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but it's a tendency, sort of a folkloric tendency
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that's happened over the years,
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and I know my, I would hear my mother say it
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once in a while, and I had an aunt who loved to say it,
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and that was, whenever someone did something good,
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oh, they'll get a crap, they'll get a jewel
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and their crown in heaven for that.
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I thought, heaven's already becoming a competition.
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I have more jewels than you do, I'm better.
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We're already trying to be better than one another.
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You know, rather than be good.
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I know what's good in this situation,
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because if we're only trying to be better,
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then everyone else is setting the bar for us.
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Rather than, I'm what I'm called to be.
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If I can know myself, if I can know the scripture,
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if I can know what God calls me to,
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I can become good, and that is not a vain pursuit.
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I need to be better, and I need you to all see
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how good I am, and I'm better than you.
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That's vanity.
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Because if I'm trying to be a better Christian than you,
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I'm already worse.
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If I'm trying to be good with all of you, and we're good.
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I am.
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I used to always joke that, you know,
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when people in the church,
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if you are feeling like you've disappointed God,
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if you're feeling that you're lost, that is normal.
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And then my, I have yet told you this,
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but a friend of mine started reusing that,
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like he was a comedian.
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He'd say, when you guys make these mistakes,
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that is normal.
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When you make mistakes, that is normal.
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When I make mistakes, that is special.
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You know?
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You know?
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I mean, it's like, no.
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We're called to celebrate.
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You know, people talk about the difference
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that we're celebrating diversity.
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We should love one another's gifts that we don't have.
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But what we really are celebrating
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at a deeper level is the unity.
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Because if you have a gift that's different than I have,
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we can see how they're different and celebrate that.
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But we also celebrate that we both have gifts.
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We also celebrate that we both have something
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to give to the world.
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We also celebrate that we both have bad days and good days.
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We also celebrate the unity and look at the diversity.
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But it's the oneness.
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There was a, eight, nine years ago, hit the internet.
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It was all over the place,
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because the guy kind of got some bad grief,
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but then eventually everyone loved it.
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He gave a graduation talk.
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They were out on the, it was happening
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out on their football field.
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It was a nice day.
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And he gets up and he says,
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I am here to tell you, none of you are special.
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You can see the parrots.
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He said, now, now, let me explain.
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All of you are special.
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But if all of us are special, then none of us are special.
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Someone gave me a wonderful little coaster.
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I usually don't have those sorts of knickknacks
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around the house, but someone gave me
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a little coaster.
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I have a speech impediment, I'm special.
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And it said, you are unique in the universe,
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just like everyone else.
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I was like, brilliant.
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Our uniqueness is something we have in common.
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The two are not, do we celebrate diversity or,
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they are the same thing.
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Because we all have it.
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And so God says, don't chase what makes you different.
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Explore it, dig into it, that's God's gift.
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But also chase what keeps you in common.
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Be as good as God calls you to be.
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You cannot compete when you're climbing the mountain of God.
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The mountain of the Lord cannot be climbed
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over the backs of one another to see who gets there first.
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It is only when we acknowledge and drag everyone up with us
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that we are winning the race.
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And so we ask God today to make us,
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I used to say that, perfect,
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perfect is the enemy of the good.
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You try and be perfect, you'll give up on everything.
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No, better is also the enemy of good.
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Not better than you were yesterday,
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but that desire to be better than others.
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To be better than others is to say,
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I'm removing myself.
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You're really, in theological terms,
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better than all of you is a step towards excommunication.
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To take myself out of the communion with others.
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I want to be one with you, just from above.
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To truly be one with one another.
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The incarnation above all is the movement of God
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in solidarity with humanity.
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He may have come from above to the whole point.
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You know, when you're a baby in the crib
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and Mary is changing your diaper, you're not above.
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That's what God's willing to do.
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God's willing to be one of us.
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Why would we want to be better than one another?
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Father Pat's message centers on the profound s Father Pat's message centers on the profound spiritual truth that our lives do not consist in the abundance of our possessions, but in the richness of our relationships—with God, with others, and with ourselves. Drawing from the Gospel of Luke and the parable of the rich fool, he emphasizes the futility of storing up treasures that do not endure beyond death and warns against the subtle dangers of vanity and greed. True spiritual wealth lies not in accumulation but in communion, not in being better than others, but in being good with others. Father Pat calls us to recognize our blessings not as marks of superiority, but as responsibilities for service, compassion, and unity. Heaven, he suggests, is not a solitary reward for the exceptional but a shared reality built through mutual love, humility, and self-giving.
Father Pat begins by setting the tone with a humorous anecdote about his own vanity—refusing to wear his reading glasses—only to be humbled during Mass. This anecdote introduces his deeper theological reflection on vanity, which he traces back to its original biblical meaning: the futile pursuit of empty goals, especially wealth and status. Vanity, in its root sense, is not about appearances alone, but about chasing after things that ultimately do not matter. This connects directly to the Gospel reading, where Jesus refuses to settle a family dispute over inheritance and instead warns his listeners about the dangers of greed and misplaced priorities. The rich man in the parable builds bigger barns to hoard his surplus, believing that his accumulated goods guarantee a secure and joyful life. Yet God calls him a fool, for his life ends that very night, and his wealth means nothing in the face of eternity.
Father Pat uses this parable to challenge the modern obsession with material success and security. He notes how in our culture, relationships have been replaced by networking—using others as means rather than valuing them as ends. He contrasts this with the Christian understanding of relationships, where all our gifts—whether wealth, talent, intelligence, or influence—are meant to serve others. He cautions against spiritual competition, the idea that we can be better Christians than others, which he views as a form of vanity and self-exclusion from true communion. The real spiritual goal is not to be “better” than others, but to be “good”—to be who God calls us to be in solidarity with others.
He also reflects on the importance of self-awareness and the relationship we have with ourselves. Without knowing ourselves, we cannot be honest in our relationship with God or authentic in our relationships with others. He draws from his studies in psychology to highlight that avoiding our inner issues leads to shallow relationships and even the misuse of religion or spirituality to justify our faults. Real spiritual growth involves facing our insecurities and being open to correction and growth—in relationships, in therapy, and in faith.
Father Pat speaks against both pride and false humility. He critiques the notion of “earning crowns in heaven” as a competitive spiritual mindset, turning holiness into a merit-based system rather than a communal journey. In his view, heaven is not a reward for the best, but the fulfillment of harmony among those who have learned to love. Drawing on an allegory of people at a banquet unable to feed themselves due to stiff arms, he shows how heaven is made real when we learn to feed one another—when we live for others, not just ourselves.
He also tackles modern discomfort with terms like “privilege,” noting that many who reject this term readily admit they are “blessed.” The two are not so different, and what matters is not whether we have more or less, but what we do with what we have. He urges us not to apologize for our blessings, nor to use them to elevate ourselves above others, but to use them to build up the community. This is the heart of the Gospel: stewardship, not superiority.
In closing, Father Pat offers a vision of Christian life as a shared ascent toward God, where no one climbs over others to reach the summit. The mountain of the Lord is not scaled through competition but through communion; we rise together or not at all. He warns against the spiritual isolation that comes from trying to be “better than,” which ultimately removes us from the unity of the body of Christ. Instead, we are called to be as good as God calls us to be—not in comparison to others, but in harmony with them. The Incarnation itself is God’s radical solidarity with humanity, and our salvation lies not in rising above others, but in walking alongside them....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1020.4500122070312, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. When the crowd saw that neither Jesus nor his disciples were there, they got into boats and came to Capernaum looking for Jesus. And when they found him across the sea, they said to him, Rabbi, when did you get here? Jesus answered and said, Amen, amen, I say to you, you are looking for me not because you saw signs, but because you ate the loaves and were filled. Do not work for food that perishes, but for the food that endures for eternal life, which the Son of Man will give you. For on him the Father, God, has set his seal. So they said to him, what can we do to accomplish the works of God? Jesus answered and said to them, This is the work of God that you believe in the one he sent. So they said to him, what sign can you do that we may see and believe in you? What can you do? Our ancestors ate manna in the desert. As it is written, he gave them bread from heaven to eat. So Jesus said to them, Amen, amen, I say to you, it was not Moses who gave the bread from heaven. My Father gives you the true bread from heaven. The bread of God is that which comes down from heaven and gives life to the world. So they said to him, Sir, give us this bread always. Jesus said to them, I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never hunger, and whoever believes in me will never thirst. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The Gospel writer has given us an incredible mishmash of information in this reading. He's got about seven themes going on that he's starting to tie together. And if you're reading the Gospel in a study group, it's one thing If, you know, you get this little cliff notes of chapter six here thrown at you for Sunday, you know, we just have to pick a few things and go with it. And if I miss some of the themes, come back in three years, it comes back around again. It's John's Gospel. He is writing for a Greek audience, so he can't use any of the tricks that the other synoptics would use, which is why if you were to read all four Gospels, you would quickly realize that Jesus, if you know the cultural references, but you see the differences whether you could name him or not, in the first three Gospels, Jesus sounds like a rabbi. And in the fourth Gospel, he sounds like a Greek philosopher. His sentence structure changes, it gets long, it gets wordy, the average sentence takes a page, you know. You know, it's a Greek, he's writing in that style that the Greek audience will understand. And it's not dishonest, it's not misquoting, it's knowing your audience and your audience knowing what you're doing. The audience knew that he was not writing a biography. We got a little stupid later on in history and decided he was, and then if it's not a biography, it must be dishonest, because we decided that's what it had to be. You know, we changed the expectation over time, not the Gospels. And so we've got this interesting Greek commentary on an old Jewish story that no one understood to begin with. They'd never heard the story of Moses in the desert, this was a Greek community that was hearing this Gospel. And so the meaning of the early story gets changed a little. And Jesus talks about the bread coming down from heaven and that being the word of life and God and Jesus, and that's not what the bread in the desert was. It was a miracle of food, it was, you know, it was the Old Testament story, that's what it was meant to be. But it brings us head to head with what I think are two warring dynamics in religion that do not trace back to Jesus, they trace back centuries before Jesus, and it's best exemplified in Judaism by the law and the prophets. Most of us will approach our religion through one or the other. And Jesus definitely tries to move everyone towards the prophetic approach. So to come to Jesus, to believe in Jesus was to believe in that, the primacy of the prophetic approach. And what that approach was, was prophetic Christianity says it's our job to go out and be with the poor and speak truth to power and try to make the world a more just place and find those who are suffering and raise their lives up a little, even if it means we have to give away some of our stuff, because most of us could give more and still be happy. And this is this prophetic vision, and the prophets cry out against it again and again and again and again, and then you have the law approach, which we tend to favor because at least for a few, it's easier. The law is what I call a trinket-based religion, where I haven't really done anything for anyone this week, but, you know, I prayed with the right rosary beads, I prayed to the right saint, I went to the right church, I looked at the right stained glass window, I'm holy. And this is where our religion becomes a substitute for actual holiness. We use the religious trinkets to make us feel I'm doing all the right stuff. I do it the right way. I go to that church and not that church because that priest holds his hands at the wrong angles and I don't like it. And holiness is this angle and not that angle, or, you know. Cardinal Bernadine told the story of going to town hall meetings in Chicago when he was the cardinal there. And he said, you know, the practice was he would go in and he would talk with the kids, the youth groups, all afternoon, and then he'd talk with the adults in the evening. And he said you could just see how religion had kind of, he said, you know, really had twisted their approach to their faith in some ways because the kids would be like, this was back in the 90s, what is the church doing about the crisis in Serbo-Croatia? What are they doing about this? How are we responding to this? The kids, all day long. And then he'd get to the adults and they'd say, you know, Father Bob washes his hands and Father Pete doesn't. Which one is correct? And they'd gone from the difference between being good or being indifferent to which one's right and which one's wrong. Simpler, but not necessarily the path of holiness. And people like it because a trinket religion, I can get done in 20 minutes a day. Boom, done, holy, get on with life. But that call to say, how much of my life do I spend helping other people? And it may not be that you got out, you know, did you help other people? It doesn't mean you spent the week and you can tell me when you worked for a charity that's recognized by the nonprofit status organization. You know, nothing like that. There may be people that you've reached out individually. Who do we help in our lives? And how much of our lives do we give to helping people not to get anything back, not to get a repayment, not even to get to heaven? I think, I've said this before, but I think it is the hardest part of our faith to get into our subconscious mind, which is Jesus did not come and go through all that suffering so he could get to heaven. He was there to begin with. He didn't do that for himself. Jesus isn't given a payoff. And so we can't follow Jesus for the sake of our own payoff. By doing that, we're not really following him. But what we can do is form ourselves in the gospel. And that's where this reading asks us to do something that we don't really quite get. When it says, you know, whoever believes in me. Now there are two phrases that come up in today's liturgy that I think they're among my least favorite Christian bumper stickers. One is from the first reading, God will provide. I've always hated that. Not because it's a lovely vision of God. God will provide. But it's really like saying, my family really, really likes. I mean, they like what? God will provide. What? We don't know, just shut up. God will provide. It's like, because that gets misconstrued, and then people end up hurt and disappointed. I prayed for someone with failing health, and they passed away anyway. What did God provide? There are people who pray and still starve to death. There are people who are praying and are holy and they still can't find a job. And they still feel alone in the world. And they've never found the relationship they wanted. So we ordain them. Just joking. So sad. No. What is it we think God will provide? And all of a sudden, we get a little uneasy. But if we can't articulate it, then we'll get something odd in our head, and it will be disappointed. God will not provide what we want always. And we try to come up with reasons. Well, it's because God knows what's good for us. It's because that's not the promise. There is a real sort of uber sense to what that means. God will provide means everything that happens in my life is provided by God. God is what keeps me breathing. God is the spark of life. You know, I've told you this year, you know, I've been struggling with these migraine headaches, and they haven't been horrific, but they're there. And when I wake up with a migraine, I have one of two choices. I can either say, it's a migraine, where's God? Or I woke up, there's God, with the migraine. So, you know, I could want more. But I woke up. Life is still not panned out exactly as it was supposed to in my mind, and not everything happened the way I wanted. But I woke up. I have another day. And I can choose to use that day to be more connected to God and to the mission or not, regardless of what else is going on. And so the other phrase that we come to that becomes very, could be very divisive if we can't figure out what it means is, you know, those who believe in me, Jesus says, those who believe in me. That is another one of those phrases that could mean about six different things. You know, most people now think what it means is people in the world have heard the story of Jesus and Buddha and Mohammed and Lao Tzu and all of these, and they have to pick the right story. And if they pick the right story and say that's the true story, then they believe in Jesus. Now, that's certainly not what my parents would have meant if they looked at me and said, we want you to know we believe in you. That's not like, oh, so they know I exist. No, now it means something terribly different. If you have people in your life you believe in, that you believe in the goodness of their message, you believe that they can help the world, you believe what it means. I think when we start to say I believe in Jesus, we have to first say, what do I really mean when I look at a person and say I believe in them? I believe in the goodness of their heart and their mission. And that we can get to a lot of just through scripture. We can figure out Jesus was moving us towards that prophet vision. He was moving us away from, there's a lot of stories where Jesus took religious rituals and went, yeah, let's put those over here, let's get back to helping these people. Over and over again, when he moves the, when he tells them to make water in the ritual, make wine, he makes wine out of the ritual water jars. That would be like me doing a magic trick with the tabernacle. Those were the ritual jars. Now how's anyone going to wash their hands to come into the wedding feast? He just took the ritual jars and made wine out of them and said, yeah, serve this. You could, I mean, I can see people's head blowing up if that were a modern day religion. That he had just desecrated holy vessels, you know. But the welcome was more important than the ritual. You know, there are moments constantly through the scripture where he will say, you know, we weren't made to serve the Sabbath. The Sabbath was made to serve humanity. Go out and do the work. So he keeps taking that tact. So do we believe in that? It's harder than believing in, well, I just do the ritualized stuff. And then I get home with my life and I present myself to the world as someone who always goes to mass and always does my prayers and all. But we need to, if we believe in Jesus, we believe in the way of changing the world is through that prophetic message. And I think to be formed in the gospel is something we've had backwards for many years. Because I think if you said, I'm going to be formed in the gospel and then I'm going to go out and help the world, I think that's already backwards. But what we will do is, well, I'll start with a study group, I will read the gospels, I'll get the gospels in my head, I'll let them teach me, then I will do some prayer, I'll do spirituality, and this will propel me into the world to do charity. Statistics would tell us it's worked 20% of the time so far. A lot of people do all that spirituality stuff and you say, so how many hours a week do you spend just out there helping the poor? I'm going to get, it's going to propel me there any day now. It's going to happen. But we tell ourselves we're religious, we're spiritual, we believe in the gospel. But Jesus, you'll notice, he does not say to his disciples at one point, I want you to go out into the world and I want you, this is my, I was trying to set this timer that's saying, shut up, it's time. It didn't work. This voice that says to his disciples, he doesn't say, I'm going to send you two by two, take no provisions and go to seminary. No. He says, you go out and you encounter these people and you see their needs and you become informed by their lives and you see the suffering they're going through and you go out and he sends them across into the Samaritan areas and outside of their own culture and see how other people live and be formed in the gospel. And then that formation, you bring that back and you start reading the scriptures that didn't exist at that time, the gospels and the letters of Paul, you know. You come back and you read them through the lens you've gotten being formed in the charity of Christ. I think we think we have to go through a course in spirituality to be formed in Jesus rather than you go out in the world and you encounter people in need and that's how you're formed in the heart of Jesus. And then you can bring that back to your scripture reading and your study and your prayer and our gathering. And that's when we start to see the world change. I think the easy method is we're going to stay very still and pray until my heart is moved to go out into the world. You know, our heart, we will never, if you're waiting for your heart, your heart might be ready tomorrow and back away again on Tuesday. We commit because we believe in the message of Jesus. We believe in that basic life we believe. I don't think when Jesus told them to go out and help the poor, they all went, this is radically new. Thank goodness God told us that. We never noticed the suffering before. Before Jesus came, people were okay with suffering. No, he told them things they already knew. He was telling them, you know, follow your heart. Quit worrying about whether am I Christian, am I religious, am I patriotic, am I whatever it is. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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When the crowd saw that neither Jesus nor his disciples were there,
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they got into boats and came to Capernaum looking for Jesus.
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And when they found him across the sea, they said to him,
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Rabbi, when did you get here?
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Jesus answered and said,
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Amen, amen, I say to you, you are looking for me not because you saw signs,
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but because you ate the loaves and were filled.
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Do not work for food that perishes,
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but for the food that endures for eternal life,
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which the Son of Man will give you.
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For on him the Father, God, has set his seal.
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So they said to him, what can we do to accomplish the works of God?
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Jesus answered and said to them,
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This is the work of God that you believe in the one he sent.
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So they said to him, what sign can you do that we may see and believe in you?
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What can you do?
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Our ancestors ate manna in the desert.
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As it is written, he gave them bread from heaven to eat.
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So Jesus said to them, Amen, amen, I say to you,
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it was not Moses who gave the bread from heaven.
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My Father gives you the true bread from heaven.
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The bread of God is that which comes down from heaven
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and gives life to the world.
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So they said to him, Sir, give us this bread always.
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Jesus said to them, I am the bread of life.
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Whoever comes to me will never hunger,
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and whoever believes in me will never thirst.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The Gospel writer has given us an incredible mishmash of information in this reading.
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He's got about seven themes going on that he's starting to tie together.
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And if you're reading the Gospel in a study group, it's one thing
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If, you know, you get this little cliff notes of chapter six here thrown at you for Sunday,
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you know, we just have to pick a few things and go with it.
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And if I miss some of the themes, come back in three years, it comes back around again.
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It's John's Gospel.
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He is writing for a Greek audience,
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so he can't use any of the tricks that the other synoptics would use,
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which is why if you were to read all four Gospels,
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you would quickly realize that Jesus, if you know the cultural references,
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but you see the differences whether you could name him or not,
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in the first three Gospels, Jesus sounds like a rabbi.
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And in the fourth Gospel, he sounds like a Greek philosopher.
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His sentence structure changes, it gets long, it gets wordy,
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the average sentence takes a page, you know.
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You know, it's a Greek, he's writing in that style that the Greek audience will understand.
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And it's not dishonest, it's not misquoting,
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it's knowing your audience and your audience knowing what you're doing.
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The audience knew that he was not writing a biography.
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We got a little stupid later on in history and decided he was,
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and then if it's not a biography, it must be dishonest,
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because we decided that's what it had to be.
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You know, we changed the expectation over time, not the Gospels.
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And so we've got this interesting Greek commentary
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on an old Jewish story that no one understood to begin with.
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They'd never heard the story of Moses in the desert,
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this was a Greek community that was hearing this Gospel.
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And so the meaning of the early story gets changed a little.
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And Jesus talks about the bread coming down from heaven
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and that being the word of life and God and Jesus,
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and that's not what the bread in the desert was.
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It was a miracle of food, it was, you know, it was the Old Testament story,
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that's what it was meant to be.
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But it brings us head to head with what I think are two warring dynamics in religion
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that do not trace back to Jesus, they trace back centuries before Jesus,
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and it's best exemplified in Judaism by the law and the prophets.
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Most of us will approach our religion through one or the other.
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And Jesus definitely tries to move everyone towards the prophetic approach.
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So to come to Jesus, to believe in Jesus was to believe in that,
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the primacy of the prophetic approach.
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And what that approach was, was prophetic Christianity says it's our job
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to go out and be with the poor and speak truth to power
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and try to make the world a more just place
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and find those who are suffering and raise their lives up a little,
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even if it means we have to give away some of our stuff,
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because most of us could give more and still be happy.
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And this is this prophetic vision,
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and the prophets cry out against it again and again and again and again,
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and then you have the law approach, which we tend to favor
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because at least for a few, it's easier.
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The law is what I call a trinket-based religion,
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where I haven't really done anything for anyone this week,
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but, you know, I prayed with the right rosary beads,
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I prayed to the right saint, I went to the right church,
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I looked at the right stained glass window, I'm holy.
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And this is where our religion becomes a substitute for actual holiness.
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We use the religious trinkets to make us feel I'm doing all the right stuff.
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I do it the right way.
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I go to that church and not that church
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because that priest holds his hands at the wrong angles and I don't like it.
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And holiness is this angle and not that angle, or, you know.
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Cardinal Bernadine told the story of going to town hall meetings in Chicago
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when he was the cardinal there.
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And he said, you know, the practice was he would go in
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and he would talk with the kids, the youth groups, all afternoon,
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and then he'd talk with the adults in the evening.
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And he said you could just see how religion had kind of, he said,
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you know, really had twisted their approach to their faith in some ways
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because the kids would be like, this was back in the 90s,
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what is the church doing about the crisis in Serbo-Croatia?
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What are they doing about this? How are we responding to this?
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The kids, all day long.
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And then he'd get to the adults and they'd say,
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you know, Father Bob washes his hands and Father Pete doesn't.
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Which one is correct?
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And they'd gone from the difference between being good or being indifferent
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to which one's right and which one's wrong.
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Simpler, but not necessarily the path of holiness.
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And people like it because a trinket religion,
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I can get done in 20 minutes a day.
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Boom, done, holy, get on with life.
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But that call to say, how much of my life do I spend helping other people?
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And it may not be that you got out, you know, did you help other people?
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It doesn't mean you spent the week and you can tell me when you worked
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for a charity that's recognized by the nonprofit status organization.
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You know, nothing like that.
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There may be people that you've reached out individually.
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Who do we help in our lives?
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And how much of our lives do we give to helping people not to get anything back,
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not to get a repayment, not even to get to heaven?
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I think, I've said this before, but I think it is the hardest part of our faith
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to get into our subconscious mind,
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which is Jesus did not come and go through all that suffering
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so he could get to heaven.
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He was there to begin with.
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He didn't do that for himself.
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Jesus isn't given a payoff.
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And so we can't follow Jesus for the sake of our own payoff.
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By doing that, we're not really following him.
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But what we can do is form ourselves in the gospel.
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And that's where this reading asks us to do something that we don't really quite get.
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When it says, you know, whoever believes in me.
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Now there are two phrases that come up in today's liturgy that I think
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they're among my least favorite Christian bumper stickers.
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One is from the first reading, God will provide.
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I've always hated that.
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Not because it's a lovely vision of God.
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God will provide.
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But it's really like saying, my family really, really likes.
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I mean, they like what?
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God will provide.
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What?
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We don't know, just shut up.
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God will provide.
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It's like, because that gets misconstrued,
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and then people end up hurt and disappointed.
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I prayed for someone with failing health, and they passed away anyway.
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What did God provide?
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There are people who pray and still starve to death.
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There are people who are praying and are holy and they still can't find a job.
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And they still feel alone in the world.
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And they've never found the relationship they wanted.
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So we ordain them.
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Just joking.
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So sad.
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No.
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What is it we think God will provide?
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And all of a sudden, we get a little uneasy.
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But if we can't articulate it, then we'll get something odd in our head,
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and it will be disappointed.
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God will not provide what we want always.
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And we try to come up with reasons.
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Well, it's because God knows what's good for us.
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It's because that's not the promise.
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There is a real sort of uber sense to what that means.
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God will provide means everything that happens in my life is provided by God.
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God is what keeps me breathing.
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God is the spark of life.
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You know, I've told you this year, you know, I've been struggling with these migraine headaches,
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and they haven't been horrific, but they're there.
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And when I wake up with a migraine, I have one of two choices.
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I can either say, it's a migraine, where's God?
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Or I woke up, there's God, with the migraine.
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So, you know, I could want more.
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But I woke up.
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Life is still not panned out exactly as it was supposed to in my mind,
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and not everything happened the way I wanted.
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But I woke up.
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I have another day.
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And I can choose to use that day to be more connected to God and to the mission or not,
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regardless of what else is going on.
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And so the other phrase that we come to that becomes very,
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could be very divisive if we can't figure out what it means is,
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you know, those who believe in me, Jesus says, those who believe in me.
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That is another one of those phrases that could mean about six different things.
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You know, most people now think what it means is people in the world have heard the story of Jesus
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and Buddha and Mohammed and Lao Tzu and all of these,
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and they have to pick the right story.
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And if they pick the right story and say that's the true story, then they believe in Jesus.
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Now, that's certainly not what my parents would have meant if they looked at me and said,
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we want you to know we believe in you.
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That's not like, oh, so they know I exist.
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No, now it means something terribly different.
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If you have people in your life you believe in,
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that you believe in the goodness of their message,
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you believe that they can help the world,
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you believe what it means.
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I think when we start to say I believe in Jesus, we have to first say,
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what do I really mean when I look at a person and say I believe in them?
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I believe in the goodness of their heart and their mission.
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And that we can get to a lot of just through scripture.
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We can figure out Jesus was moving us towards that prophet vision.
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He was moving us away from, there's a lot of stories where Jesus took religious rituals and went,
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yeah, let's put those over here, let's get back to helping these people.
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Over and over again, when he moves the, when he tells them to make water in the ritual,
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make wine, he makes wine out of the ritual water jars.
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That would be like me doing a magic trick with the tabernacle.
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Those were the ritual jars.
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Now how's anyone going to wash their hands to come into the wedding feast?
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He just took the ritual jars and made wine out of them and said, yeah, serve this.
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You could, I mean, I can see people's head blowing up if that were a modern day religion.
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That he had just desecrated holy vessels, you know.
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But the welcome was more important than the ritual.
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You know, there are moments constantly through the scripture where he will say, you know,
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we weren't made to serve the Sabbath.
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The Sabbath was made to serve humanity.
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Go out and do the work.
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So he keeps taking that tact.
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So do we believe in that?
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It's harder than believing in, well, I just do the ritualized stuff.
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And then I get home with my life and I present myself to the world as someone who always goes to mass
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and always does my prayers and all.
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But we need to, if we believe in Jesus, we believe in the way of changing the world
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is through that prophetic message.
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And I think to be formed in the gospel is something we've had backwards for many years.
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Because I think if you said, I'm going to be formed in the gospel
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and then I'm going to go out and help the world, I think that's already backwards.
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But what we will do is, well, I'll start with a study group, I will read the gospels,
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I'll get the gospels in my head, I'll let them teach me,
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then I will do some prayer, I'll do spirituality,
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and this will propel me into the world to do charity.
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Statistics would tell us it's worked 20% of the time so far.
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A lot of people do all that spirituality stuff and you say,
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so how many hours a week do you spend just out there helping the poor?
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I'm going to get, it's going to propel me there any day now.
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It's going to happen.
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But we tell ourselves we're religious, we're spiritual, we believe in the gospel.
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But Jesus, you'll notice, he does not say to his disciples at one point,
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I want you to go out into the world and I want you,
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this is my, I was trying to set this timer that's saying, shut up, it's time.
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It didn't work.
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This voice that says to his disciples, he doesn't say,
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I'm going to send you two by two, take no provisions and go to seminary.
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No.
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He says, you go out and you encounter these people and you see their needs
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and you become informed by their lives and you see the suffering they're going through
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and you go out and he sends them across into the Samaritan areas
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and outside of their own culture and see how other people live and be formed in the gospel.
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And then that formation, you bring that back
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and you start reading the scriptures that didn't exist at that time,
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the gospels and the letters of Paul, you know.
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You come back and you read them through the lens you've gotten
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being formed in the charity of Christ.
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I think we think we have to go through a course in spirituality to be formed in Jesus
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rather than you go out in the world and you encounter people in need
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and that's how you're formed in the heart of Jesus.
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And then you can bring that back to your scripture reading and your study
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and your prayer and our gathering.
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And that's when we start to see the world change.
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I think the easy method is we're going to stay very still and pray
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until my heart is moved to go out into the world.
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You know, our heart, we will never, if you're waiting for your heart,
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your heart might be ready tomorrow and back away again on Tuesday.
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We commit because we believe in the message of Jesus.
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We believe in that basic life we believe.
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I don't think when Jesus told them to go out and help the poor,
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they all went, this is radically new.
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Thank goodness God told us that. We never noticed the suffering before.
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Before Jesus came, people were okay with suffering.
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No, he told them things they already knew.
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He was telling them, you know, follow your heart.
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Quit worrying about whether am I Christian, am I religious, am I patriotic,
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am I whatever it is.
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Are you being authentically human and listening to the suffering of other people?
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That's the gospel we're formed in.
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That's the gospel we then bring back to the tradition of scripture and prayer
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and watch as Jesus' true mission transforms the world.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that auth Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that authentic Christian faith is not grounded in ritual, doctrine, or religious correctness, but in a life of prophetic action and compassionate engagement with the suffering of others. He critiques what he calls “trinket religion”—a faith based on superficial religious practices that make us feel holy without requiring transformation or service. Instead, he exhorts us to follow the prophetic path of Jesus, who prioritizes mercy, justice, and human dignity over ritual observance. Father Pat challenges us to ask not only whether we believe in Jesus intellectually, but whether we believe in him in the deeper sense—by embodying his mission, feeding the hungry, healing the broken, and standing with the marginalized. To be truly formed in the Gospel, he insists, we must first go out and encounter the world’s suffering; only then will our reading of Scripture and practice of prayer be authentic and transformative.
In a detailed and thoughtful unpacking of the Gospel reading from John, Father Pat explores how the evangelist John, writing for a Greek audience, crafts a deeply layered narrative that blends Jewish tradition with Greek philosophical style. Unlike the other Gospels where Jesus speaks like a rabbi, John presents him as a divine Logos, engaging in long, complex discourses. This Gospel’s account of Jesus as the bread of life is not merely a retelling of the manna in the desert but a redefinition: not food for the stomach, but sustenance for the soul, a sustenance that is eternal and transformative. Jesus challenges the crowd for seeking him only because they were physically fed—“you ate the loaves and were filled”—and redirects their hunger toward deeper spiritual nourishment. The true “work of God,” Jesus says, is to believe in the one God has sent—not merely to acknowledge his existence, but to entrust oneself to his mission and embody his values.
Father Pat explains that this belief is not about intellectual assent or choosing the correct theological proposition over others. It is about relational trust and alignment with Jesus’ mission. To “believe in Jesus” is to embody the values he lived and taught—compassion, justice, self-sacrifice, and a radical solidarity with the poor and oppressed. We must shift from a “law-based” religion—focused on rules, rituals, and spiritual checklists—to a “prophetic” religion grounded in the real, messy work of love and justice. Father Pat critiques the tendency of modern believers to reduce faith to external practices—rosaries, correct liturgical gestures, church loyalty—while neglecting the core call of the Gospel: to love others as Christ loved us.
He uses a powerful anecdote from Cardinal Joseph Bernardin to illustrate this contrast. When speaking to youth groups, Bernardin found the younger generation eager to discuss global justice issues and the Church’s role in addressing suffering. But when he met with adults, they were more concerned with liturgical correctness—who washed their hands during Mass and who didn’t. This shift from compassion to correctness, from mission to minutiae, reflects how religion can become disconnected from its prophetic roots.
Father Pat also critiques two commonly misunderstood Christian phrases: “God will provide” and “those who believe in me.” He warns that “God will provide” is often used in a vague, unreflective way that can lead to disappointment when life doesn’t go as we hoped. It can be misused to create false expectations of divine intervention. Instead, Father Pat reorients the phrase to mean that God is the source of life itself—God provides the very breath and opportunity of each new day, not necessarily the outcomes we desire. Similarly, “those who believe in me” must be understood not as a theological checkbox, but as a deep, relational commitment to embodying Jesus’ mission in the world.
A key insight Father Pat offers is that formation in the Gospel does not begin in the classroom or prayer group—it begins in the encounter with the suffering other. We are not first made holy through study and then sent into the world; rather, we are formed by going out, encountering need, serving others, and then returning to Scripture and worship with new eyes and hearts. Jesus did not send his disciples to seminaries but into villages, among the broken and poor, to be shaped by love in action. The Gospel is not merely to be believed—it is to be lived. Formation in Christ comes through proximity to suffering, not through spiritual isolation.
Importantly, Father Pat reminds us that Jesus himself did not undergo suffering to attain heaven—he was already one with the Father. He suffered for others, not for his own reward. Likewise, Christians cannot follow Jesus with the ulterior motive of earning heaven. If our faith is transactional, it is not truly Christian. The Gospel challenges us to love without reward, to give without return, and to serve simply because others are in need.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to examine the substance of our discipleship: Do we believe in Jesus in the way we believe in those we love and admire—by trusting his mission, living his values, and continuing his work? Are we willing to abandon the comfort of religious habits in order to embrace the discomfort of true prophetic action? For only when we are formed by the Gospel through acts of love, justice, and mercy can we truly say we believe in Jesus—and in doing so, help bring about the Kingdom he proclaimed....
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Christmas Eve 2017
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And it's amazing, they're always the same thing. It just has to do with perspective. I mean, I didn't get a single Christmas card with the words across the top, another mouth to feed. That would be a burden. Instead, we see a blessing. And almost every real burden in our life that comes from other people, and people need time, and there are people who need help, and that can be socioeconomic help, that can be help in our families, that can be the family member that always seems to need help. And we can turn our mind so that that becomes burden. Very easily. Or we can understand that the people who call forth things from us are really the only meaning we have in life. I mean, children, if you want to go there, you could say, aren't children a burden? Sorry, choir. Wah, wah. You know. But what else makes life worth it? I mean, what is it that people get in the way of? Another rerun of Judge Judy. What is it that people get in the way of? And tonight we celebrate this moment, and I've been so caught up, this year has been a lot of my friends, you know, I'm at the age, you know, I went through the period of time where friends were getting married and friends were having children, and now all of my friends are having their first grandchildren. And where I knew that when they had children it would change their lives radically, I did not realize that grandchildren would be a game changer for so many people. It's a game changer. I've seen people move across the country to be with grandchildren. And you wonder what that is, and it's this sense that what we've done has gone on into the world. Who we are does not pass away. And I had all of these deep, heady, notably brilliant theological reflections ready for tonight. And then, as rarely, rarely happens, I woke up at four in the morning, and I thought, oh, I can't get back to bed and I've got midnight mass. Now the minute you tell yourself that, you are never, ever going back to sleep. We all know that. And I had this, real quick, there was this melody and lyric in my mind that I had seen the snow falling just before I went to bed, and so I started this little thing. I thought, I'm just gonna go write the four measures down and then I will come back to bed. And an hour and a half later, I had a song. And it was just pouring in. I don't think I've ever really had a song come that quickly. And the homily went out the window, and what I'm going to do, and what I'm going to do, I'm gonna move to the piano, and this is gonna be a much shorter homily because songs reel me in as well as let me express myself. But this is a song, and it really is about that moment when I'm looking at the snow and I'm thinking, we don't know how much there'll be tomorrow, but what is it about snow we love? And I can't, it has nothing to do with Christmas. I mean, I don't want to ruin anyone's Christmas, but there wasn't a lot of snow in Jerusalem in the spring. And yet, it's part of our cultural thought of Christmas, and I think the reason is there's something, I mean, it's beautiful to look at, but if we stop to think about it, we need rain. And when rain comes down and hits something a little less hospitable, like cold, it can turn into something amazing and beautiful, which is the Christ story. God who comes down and actually finds something less hospitable, and it becomes even more beautiful. And so, you know, this mystery of the child and the snow was kind of going through my head, and so I'm just going to leave you with this. This is my gift this year, mostly for our children. So this is, since they're giving us all this music, this is a gift for the children that I'm hoping in future years we can do with some of the choirs. So just let me make sure that I'm on the new mic here. Is this on? Oh. Oh, I'm going to sound big. ♪ ♪ Gently falls the dawn of grace ♪ Like snow in the dark of night ♪ To cast a glow from the starlight ♪ Into realms of time and space ♪ A child who will bring us sight ♪ Falls fast to show ♪ This is our light ♪ Prince of peace, hope of every nation ♪ Light the darkness has not suppressed ♪ Peace and mercy for all creation ♪ See how the night becomes blast ♪ Child of dawn ♪ ♪ In the eastern sky so near ♪ A glint of the morning's hue ♪ Reveals his birth ♪ Just a small life ♪ Hear the wondrous cry ♪ So dear ♪ This glint of a world so new ♪ Unseals on earth ♪ Love for all life ♪ Infant bearer of consolation ♪ Love that hatred cannot outlast ♪ Tender triumph of inspiration ♪ Breathe ♪ Wondrous breath unsurpassed ♪ Child of grace now fall ♪ Eternal hope for all ♪ Deep in our grace to dwell ♪ This is Emmanuel ♪ Behold the healing author of all salvation ♪ Life to strengthen the weary soul ♪ God and spirit and incarnation ♪ Rest in this world ♪ You've made whole ♪ 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When the angels went away from them to heaven,
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the shepherds said to one another,
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Let us go then to Bethlehem
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to see this thing that has taken place
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which the Lord has made known to us.
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So they went in haste and found Mary and Joseph
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and the infant lying in a manger.
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When they saw this, they made known the message
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that had been told them about the child.
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All who heard it were amazed
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by what had been told them by the shepherds.
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And Mary kept all these things, reflecting on them in her heart.
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Then the shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God
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for all they had heard and seen,
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just as it had been told to them.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise be to the Lord Jesus Christ.
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The Gospel kind of points us towards
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the difference between blessings and burdens.
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And it's amazing, they're always the same thing.
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It just has to do with perspective.
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I mean, I didn't get a single Christmas card
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with the words across the top, another mouth to feed.
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That would be a burden.
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Instead, we see a blessing.
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And almost every real burden in our life
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that comes from other people, and people need time,
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and there are people who need help,
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and that can be socioeconomic help,
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that can be help in our families,
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that can be the family member that always seems to need help.
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And we can turn our mind so that that becomes burden.
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Very easily.
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Or we can understand that the people who call forth
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things from us are really the only meaning we have in life.
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I mean, children, if you want to go there,
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you could say, aren't children a burden?
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Sorry, choir.
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Wah, wah.
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You know.
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But what else makes life worth it?
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I mean, what is it that people get in the way of?
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Another rerun of Judge Judy.
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What is it that people get in the way of?
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And tonight we celebrate this moment,
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and I've been so caught up,
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this year has been a lot of my friends, you know,
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I'm at the age, you know, I went through the period of time
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where friends were getting married
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and friends were having children,
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and now all of my friends are having their first grandchildren.
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And where I knew that when they had children
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it would change their lives radically,
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I did not realize that grandchildren
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would be a game changer for so many people.
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It's a game changer.
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I've seen people move across the country
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to be with grandchildren.
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And you wonder what that is,
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and it's this sense that what we've done
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has gone on into the world.
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Who we are does not pass away.
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And I had all of these deep, heady,
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notably brilliant theological reflections ready for tonight.
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And then, as rarely, rarely happens,
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I woke up at four in the morning,
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and I thought, oh, I can't get back to bed
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and I've got midnight mass.
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Now the minute you tell yourself that,
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you are never, ever going back to sleep.
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We all know that.
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And I had this, real quick,
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there was this melody and lyric in my mind
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that I had seen the snow falling
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just before I went to bed,
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and so I started this little thing.
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I thought, I'm just gonna go write the four measures down
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and then I will come back to bed.
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And an hour and a half later, I had a song.
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And it was just pouring in.
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I don't think I've ever really had a song come that quickly.
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And the homily went out the window,
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and what I'm going to do,
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and what I'm going to do,
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I'm gonna move to the piano,
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and this is gonna be a much shorter homily
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because songs reel me in as well as let me express myself.
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But this is a song,
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and it really is about that moment
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when I'm looking at the snow and I'm thinking,
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we don't know how much there'll be tomorrow,
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but what is it about snow we love?
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And I can't, it has nothing to do with Christmas.
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I mean, I don't want to ruin anyone's Christmas,
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but there wasn't a lot of snow in Jerusalem in the spring.
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And yet, it's part of our cultural thought of Christmas,
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and I think the reason is there's something,
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I mean, it's beautiful to look at,
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but if we stop to think about it, we need rain.
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And when rain comes down
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and hits something a little less hospitable, like cold,
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it can turn into something amazing and beautiful,
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which is the Christ story.
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God who comes down
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and actually finds something less hospitable,
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and it becomes even more beautiful.
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And so, you know, this mystery of the child and the snow
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was kind of going through my head,
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and so I'm just going to leave you with this.
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This is my gift this year, mostly for our children.
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So this is, since they're giving us all this music,
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this is a gift for the children
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that I'm hoping in future years we can do with some of the choirs.
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So just let me make sure that I'm on the new mic here.
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Is this on? Oh.
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Oh, I'm going to sound big.
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♪ Gently falls the dawn of grace
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♪ Like snow in the dark of night
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♪ To cast a glow from the starlight
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♪ Into realms of time and space
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♪ A child who will bring us sight
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♪ Falls fast to show
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♪ This is our light
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♪ Prince of peace, hope of every nation
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♪ Light the darkness has not suppressed
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♪ Peace and mercy for all creation
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♪ See how the night becomes blast
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♪ Child of dawn
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♪ In the eastern sky so near
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♪ A glint of the morning's hue
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♪ Reveals his birth
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♪ Just a small life
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♪ Hear the wondrous cry
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♪ So dear
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♪ This glint of a world so new
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♪ Unseals on earth
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♪ Love for all life
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♪ Infant bearer of consolation
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♪ Love that hatred cannot outlast
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♪ Tender triumph of inspiration
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♪ Breathe
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♪ Wondrous breath unsurpassed
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♪ Child of grace now fall
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♪ Eternal hope for all
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♪ Deep in our grace to dwell
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♪ This is Emmanuel
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♪ Behold the healing author of all salvation
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♪ Life to strengthen the weary soul
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♪ God and spirit and incarnation
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♪ Rest in this world
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♪ You've made whole
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♪ Child of dawn
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♪ Rest in this world
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♪ You've made whole
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of perspective, especially in how we view the people and events that shape our lives. Drawing from the Gospel story of the shepherds’ journey to the Christ child, he reflects on how what may initially appear as burdens—such as the demands of family or the responsibilities of love—are in fact profound blessings. The Incarnation, God's entry into the world as a vulnerable child, reframes hardship as a pathway to grace. Through a spontaneous song inspired by the quiet of snowfall and the sleepless anticipation of Christmas, Father Pat invites the faithful to see beauty in what is often uncelebrated, and to recognize divine presence in the ordinary and demanding parts of life.
In greater detail, Father Pat opens his homily by reflecting on the Gospel of Luke, particularly the shepherds' response to the angelic message: they went "in haste" to see the newborn Christ. This urgency and joy contrast with how humans often respond to the demands of life—with reluctance, weariness, or even resentment. He draws a powerful spiritual insight from this: many of the things we label as burdens are also our greatest blessings. Using the example of children, he highlights how dependent and demanding they are, yet how deeply they give life meaning. No one sends a Christmas card saying, “Another mouth to feed,” as that would focus solely on the burden. Instead, we celebrate the gift of new life.
This theme is expanded into a broader spiritual principle: the people who need us most—our children, family members, and even strangers—are those who call something essential out of us. They are not interruptions to life; they *are* life. Father Pat challenges the congregation to reconsider their priorities, asking rhetorically, “What do people get in the way of? Another rerun of Judge Judy?” This question humorously but poignantly exposes the shallow things we often prioritize over deep human connection.
He then shares a personal reflection about his stage in life, observing how many of his friends are now becoming grandparents. He marvels at how this new generation of life propels people to rearrange their lives, even move across the country. This experience, he says, reveals an existential truth: that who we are does not pass away. Our love, our legacy, continues in the lives of others. It is a quiet but profound affirmation of eternal life and the continuation of grace through human relationships.
The homily takes a tender turn as Father Pat recounts a moment of inspiration in the early hours of the morning, when, unable to sleep, he was moved to write a song. The song, born of a meditation on snowfall, becomes the centerpiece of his message. Snow, he notes, is not even native to Bethlehem and yet it has become a symbol of Christmas in many cultures. He offers a beautiful metaphor: rain falling on a cold, inhospitable earth becomes snow—something delicate, quiet, and beautiful. Likewise, the Incarnation is God entering a world often cold and unwelcoming, and yet producing something breathtaking: Christ, the Word made flesh.
The song itself, offered as a gift especially to the children, echoes this theme. It speaks of the “Child of Dawn,” the “Prince of Peace,” and the “Infant bearer of consolation.” In lyrical language, it proclaims that this small, vulnerable child is the source of eternal hope, the bringer of light, and the healer of a broken world. Its poetry reinforces the core message of the homily: that divine grace comes most powerfully not in grand displays, but in the quiet, often overlooked moments—like snowfall in the night or a child lying in a manger.
Father Pat’s message is both theological and pastoral. Theologically, he affirms the mystery of the Incarnation—that God enters into human vulnerability to redeem it from within. Pastorally, he invites the faithful to reframe their understanding of the people and events in their lives. Instead of seeing them as burdens, we are called to see them as sacred invitations—to grow, to love, and to become more fully alive. In this way, the message of Christmas is not only about something that happened long ago in Bethlehem, but something that continues to happen now, in each heart that finds Christ in the midst of life’s demands....
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There's always every generation or so someone tries to come up with another theory. But over the last several centuries, the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply because it's the shortest and simplest. And those of you who have stories in your family know that over generations, the stories that get told do not get simpler and shorter. Bigger and more elaborate stories Bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them. And that's what happens with the other Gospels is that they start to expand, and everyone starts putting in their two cents worth. Mark's is the proto-Gospel. It really is this early, and you get these very brief, not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened. And we get this little instruction about going out, what it means to go out and preach the Gospel. And at first, we hear this rather dire, you know, do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. So you're not only not to bring food or money, but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that along the way either. And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors to take that and say, you know, this was so that they would be completely dependent on God. Every day that you're breathing, you're completely dependent on God. I don't think that was the point. I think it made them completely dependent on the communities they were going to. There is an antidote against arrogance when you're dependent upon the community you're going to preach to. You actually have to go in and build a relationship with these people before you start to say, now, here's what I believe. If you just go in without the relationship, here's what I believe usually turns out to be, here's what you're doing wrong. And it's all the wrong kind of preaching. It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel. Jesus says, I'm going to send you in and you are going to be utterly dependent upon them for hospitality. You're going to accept that hospitality. You're going to accept the gift of hospitality. You're going to have a relationship where something is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe. And I think without that risk, we end up as we have, I think really in modern times, we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats. What Christianity from the cheap seats look like is, if my brother has a drinking problem and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything because it's really not my place and it will ruin Christmas. But if those people in Missouri pass a law we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign some documents and yell about that. Why? Because I have no relationship with the people in Missouri at stake. It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith with the people in your life. And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith with the people in your life, but I really hope you share and listen with the people who disagree with you on almost everything. Most of us call those family. Siblings. You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic right after the last elections when people would come and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter of a century you had a delusion that you agreed on everything? No, but now we're disagreeing out loud. My delusions are gone. You know, as Christians we have got to get love of one another and agreeing with one another separated. I think as a country it's destroying us. We no longer know how to disagree without hating the other side. And I mean hating the other side. I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country, when do we get tired of hating each other? When do we get tired of vilifying anyone who disagrees with us? Do we just get to a point where we realize both sides are, they're selling away their morals right and left because they've got to stick with the team even when either side's doing something horrible? You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened and people are kind of like, well, you know, it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it. Yes, you can. Because you can disagree with your side without hating anyone. You can disagree with the other side without hating people. People can disagree with you and they're not attacking you personally. Though right now, sometimes they are because they don't know how to do one without the other. And so Jesus, for everything he says, take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this, we miss the huge commandment, which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take. He sends them out two by two. They are to take a companion. And my hope is that he gave each one of them the companion that drives them crazy. Because most of us would think, well, you send them out two by two, so, you know, they got each other's back and we're stronger in numbers. And no, you send people out two by two so that when one of them does something crazy, the other can go, I say this respectfully, but you're being an idiot. Sometimes you have to have those people in your life. I can't tell you, I know everyone here at least knows a couple if you're not that couple. The amazing number of married couples who have come to realize after years of marriage that God gave them someone in their life to do nothing but cancel out their vote. They are there to vote for the other side every time. And you know what? Those marriages last forever. I think the marriages that will struggle are when two people walk down the aisle really believing the delusion that they agree on everything. We think just alike. Oh my gosh, we have everything in common. One of two things is going on. Either you are fooling yourself and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years. Or they really do agree with you on everything. You've married a carbon copy of yourself and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that. I went out and I found someone who's just me. Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain. Rather than Jesus gives us companions that companion is a Greek word to break bread with. In the Greek tradition, those, in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek but the tradition is Hebrew. Those who you sit at table with and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree and you go back and you forth and you bring who you really are into that relationship. And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk. If you're going to voice your Christianity, it's not to strangers across the state or across the city. When do we voice it to, I don't know, the people in our family or someone at work or even a boss or someone who really has power over me. That was the role of the prophet, to speak truth to the king. Not the king of some other country, the king who could affect your life or your boss or your spouse. For some of you, that is your boss, you know. It's whatever it is. Do we speak our truth to the people in our life with whom we have a relationship rather than, well, I speak it all the time on Twitter and Facebook. Those are the best friends. I love those friends because they turn off with a key which means they're not real. I always have to shock people of a certain generation when you have to actually tell them that the word virtual means not real. That's what the word means. They're virtual friends. That means not real. Which is good because friends, and I wanna be delicate about this, friends are a huge inconvenience in life. So much better than being alone. But if you're not inconvenient once in a while, you probably aren't being a friend. You know, their rhythm is different than yours and sometimes they need you to be there when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth and you depend on each other and you struggle with one another. And someone who never, ever inconveniences you, that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know. And so we should always get a little in each other's way. We should always be voicing different opinions. It's always, especially in these last couple years, it's been my prayer for our church and for our country that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth, which is put yourself in whichever camp you like, blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive, give yourself whatever term you like. Then see all the people on the other side of the fence, the ones, we don't say this in church, but the ones you've been learning to hate for the last couple years. And see all of them and know that those are the people that keep you from ruining the world. Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative, it would ruin things. We would either be a world incapable of change or a world changing so fast that we had no identity. We need that tension, which means if you're liberal or conservative, it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things. And you're not liberal or conservative because you're smarter than that other side. We're just the smarter ones. We're the nicer ones. We're the ones that are closer to God. Both sides say all that. It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that. No, it's because that's your personality. Either you love change or you hate change and it's gonna make you one or the other. Either you want to see the world changing or you want tradition to stay the same. It's your personality. And the people on the other side of the fence, they're here in the world and know what that means? That means you can live your personality and know that there are people in the world who will balance you. As I said, many of you married those people. And it makes for a strong relationship. Jesus sends us out with companions. And that means the church should companion with other churches. It means countries should companion with other countries. We should companion across ideologies because we need someone to help us to see something from somewhere beyond our own point of view. I have long since, I think it's the weakness. I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything, but the weakness of celibacy is that priests do not always have those people in their life that they have to listen to. Sometimes we go through life thinking we don't have to listen to anyone. I still believe that the reason priests have to wear a black shirt and black pants and a black suit is because somewhere along the line they realized there was no wife at the front door to stop them and go, oh no, try again. And without that, we go, just go basic black, you'll be fine. But it's important to have people in your life. Who are the people in your life that you disagree with and have remained close? Without them, you don't have companions. You have reflections of yourself. Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot, I'm spiritual but not religious. And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean that they're upset with whatever church they went to. But more often what they mean is my spirituality is a very private, personal thing that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people. Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing because our spirituality is moving us towards, we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise. It's moving us towards complete union with God and others. That is not prepared for in isolation. We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path. Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others. It should be the part of ourself we share most often. I think it's interesting that 30 years ago people said, oh, well, you do not talk about sex, politics or religion. Now all we can talk about are the first two. But we never really get to religion. We get to political end of it or the lifestyle end of it or the rules. We don't really get to someone asking, so how do you come to faith? How do you know when you pray, is that God or just your own voice in your head? How do you, we don't discuss those things. We take the Bible and we do what people do like with this earlier reading, the first reading today. We take the Bible and we make it into a series of bumper stickers that we can pull one out when we need it to back our other views. That happened and I don't mean to pick on him because he's one of a million people that did it, but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions got into trouble this week for saying, well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way. Because you're picking out your favorite line. The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities. Well, yeah, but our first reading today says, you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them. And of course, the joke about that that's been going around the religious community is, Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities. He said that from prison. Why was he in prison? Because the civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't. So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story. You know, the Bible is not a place where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote. It backs me up. We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world. But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone. If you go it alone, it will become quirky. It will become your own. God will be an image of yourself. You've got to be in dialogue with others. If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down. If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off. If I disagree with a friend who is face to face, I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world. That's companionship. Anything less is not religion. Anything less is really not even spirituality. When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it, I have fallen into simple reflection. God says to us today, reflection will not get you where we want you to go. Spirituality is in dialogue. That will take us to real faith. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two
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and gave them authority over unclean spirits.
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He instructed them to take nothing
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for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic.
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He said to them, wherever you enter a house,
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stay there until you leave.
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Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you,
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leave there and shake the dust off your feet
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in testimony against them.
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So they went off and preached repentance.
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The 12 drove out many demons, and they
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anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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As I've been mentioning since Advent this year,
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Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels.
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There's always every generation or so someone tries
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to come up with another theory.
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But over the last several centuries,
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the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply
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because it's the shortest and simplest.
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And those of you who have stories in your family
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know that over generations, the stories that get told
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do not get simpler and shorter.
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Bigger and more elaborate stories
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Bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them.
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And that's what happens with the other Gospels
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is that they start to expand, and everyone starts putting
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in their two cents worth.
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Mark's is the proto-Gospel.
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It really is this early, and you get these very brief,
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not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened.
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And we get this little instruction
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about going out, what it means to go out and preach
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the Gospel.
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And at first, we hear this rather dire,
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you know, do not bring the walking stick,
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no food, no sack, no money in their belts.
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So you're not only not to bring food or money,
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but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that
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along the way either.
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And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors
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to take that and say, you know, this was so that
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they would be completely dependent on God.
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Every day that you're breathing,
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you're completely dependent on God.
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I don't think that was the point.
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I think it made them completely dependent
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on the communities they were going to.
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There is an antidote against arrogance
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when you're dependent upon the community
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you're going to preach to.
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You actually have to go in and build a relationship
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with these people before you start to say,
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now, here's what I believe.
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If you just go in without the relationship,
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here's what I believe usually turns out to be,
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here's what you're doing wrong.
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And it's all the wrong kind of preaching.
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It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel.
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Jesus says, I'm going to send you in
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and you are going to be utterly dependent
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upon them for hospitality.
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You're going to accept that hospitality.
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You're going to accept the gift of hospitality.
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You're going to have a relationship where something
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is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe.
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And I think without that risk, we end up as we have,
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I think really in modern times,
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we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats.
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What Christianity from the cheap seats look like is,
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if my brother has a drinking problem
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and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything
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because it's really not my place
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and it will ruin Christmas.
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But if those people in Missouri pass a law
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we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign
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some documents and yell about that.
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Why?
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Because I have no relationship
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with the people in Missouri at stake.
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It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith
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with the people in your life.
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And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith
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with the people in your life, but I really hope you share
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and listen with the people who disagree with you
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on almost everything.
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Most of us call those family.
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Siblings.
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You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic
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right after the last elections when people would come
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and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore
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and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter
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of a century you had a delusion
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that you agreed on everything?
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No, but now we're disagreeing out loud.
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My delusions are gone.
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You know, as Christians we have got to get love
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of one another and agreeing with one another separated.
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I think as a country it's destroying us.
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We no longer know how to disagree
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without hating the other side.
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And I mean hating the other side.
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I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals
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in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country,
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when do we get tired of hating each other?
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When do we get tired of vilifying anyone
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who disagrees with us?
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Do we just get to a point where we realize
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both sides are, they're selling away their morals
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right and left because they've got to stick with the team
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even when either side's doing something horrible?
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You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened
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and people are kind of like, well, you know,
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it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it.
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Yes, you can.
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Because you can disagree with your side
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without hating anyone.
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You can disagree with the other side without hating people.
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People can disagree with you
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and they're not attacking you personally.
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Though right now, sometimes they are
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because they don't know how to do one without the other.
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And so Jesus, for everything he says,
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take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this,
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we miss the huge commandment,
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which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take.
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He sends them out two by two.
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They are to take a companion.
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And my hope is that he gave each one of them
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the companion that drives them crazy.
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Because most of us would think,
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well, you send them out two by two,
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so, you know, they got each other's back
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and we're stronger in numbers.
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And no, you send people out two by two
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so that when one of them does something crazy,
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the other can go, I say this respectfully,
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but you're being an idiot.
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Sometimes you have to have those people in your life.
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I can't tell you, I know everyone here
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at least knows a couple if you're not that couple.
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The amazing number of married couples
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who have come to realize after years of marriage
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that God gave them someone in their life
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to do nothing but cancel out their vote.
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They are there to vote for the other side every time.
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And you know what?
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Those marriages last forever.
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I think the marriages that will struggle
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are when two people walk down the aisle
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really believing the delusion
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that they agree on everything.
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We think just alike.
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Oh my gosh, we have everything in common.
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One of two things is going on.
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Either you are fooling yourself
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and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years.
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Or they really do agree with you on everything.
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You've married a carbon copy of yourself
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and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that.
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I went out and I found someone who's just me.
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Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain.
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Rather than Jesus gives us companions
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that companion is a Greek word to break bread with.
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In the Greek tradition, those,
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in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek
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but the tradition is Hebrew.
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Those who you sit at table with
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and you argue and you agree
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and you argue and you agree
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and you go back and you forth
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and you bring who you really are into that relationship.
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And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk.
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If you're going to voice your Christianity,
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it's not to strangers across the state or across the city.
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When do we voice it to, I don't know,
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the people in our family or someone at work
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or even a boss or someone who really has power over me.
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That was the role of the prophet,
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to speak truth to the king.
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Not the king of some other country,
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the king who could affect your life
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or your boss or your spouse.
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For some of you, that is your boss, you know.
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It's whatever it is.
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Do we speak our truth to the people in our life
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with whom we have a relationship
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rather than, well, I speak it all the time
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on Twitter and Facebook.
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Those are the best friends.
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I love those friends because they turn off with a key
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which means they're not real.
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I always have to shock people of a certain generation
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when you have to actually tell them
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that the word virtual means not real.
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That's what the word means.
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They're virtual friends.
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That means not real.
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Which is good because friends,
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and I wanna be delicate about this,
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friends are a huge inconvenience in life.
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So much better than being alone.
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But if you're not inconvenient once in a while,
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you probably aren't being a friend.
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You know, their rhythm is different than yours
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and sometimes they need you to be there
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when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth
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and you depend on each other
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and you struggle with one another.
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And someone who never, ever inconveniences you,
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that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know.
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And so we should always get a little in each other's way.
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We should always be voicing different opinions.
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It's always, especially in these last couple years,
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it's been my prayer for our church and for our country
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that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth,
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which is put yourself in whichever camp you like,
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blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive,
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give yourself whatever term you like.
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Then see all the people on the other side of the fence,
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the ones, we don't say this in church,
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but the ones you've been learning to hate
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for the last couple years.
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And see all of them and know that those are the people
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that keep you from ruining the world.
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Because if everyone was liberal
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or everyone was conservative, it would ruin things.
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We would either be a world incapable of change
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or a world changing so fast that we had no identity.
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We need that tension, which means
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if you're liberal or conservative,
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it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things.
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And you're not liberal or conservative
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because you're smarter than that other side.
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We're just the smarter ones.
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We're the nicer ones.
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We're the ones that are closer to God.
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Both sides say all that.
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It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that.
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No, it's because that's your personality.
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Either you love change or you hate change
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and it's gonna make you one or the other.
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Either you want to see the world changing
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or you want tradition to stay the same.
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It's your personality.
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And the people on the other side of the fence,
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they're here in the world and know what that means?
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That means you can live your personality
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and know that there are people in the world
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who will balance you.
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As I said, many of you married those people.
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And it makes for a strong relationship.
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Jesus sends us out with companions.
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And that means the church should companion
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with other churches.
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It means countries should companion with other countries.
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We should companion across ideologies
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because we need someone to help us to see something
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from somewhere beyond our own point of view.
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I have long since, I think it's the weakness.
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I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything,
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but the weakness of celibacy is that priests
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do not always have those people in their life
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that they have to listen to.
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Sometimes we go through life thinking
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we don't have to listen to anyone.
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I still believe that the reason priests
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have to wear a black shirt and black pants
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and a black suit is because somewhere along the line
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they realized there was no wife at the front door
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to stop them and go, oh no, try again.
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And without that, we go, just go basic black,
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you'll be fine.
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But it's important to have people in your life.
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Who are the people in your life that you disagree with
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and have remained close?
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Without them, you don't have companions.
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You have reflections of yourself.
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Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot,
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I'm spiritual but not religious.
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And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean
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that they're upset with whatever church they went to.
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But more often what they mean is my spirituality
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is a very private, personal thing
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that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people.
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Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing
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because our spirituality is moving us towards,
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we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise.
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It's moving us towards complete union with God and others.
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That is not prepared for in isolation.
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We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path.
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Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others.
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It should be the part of ourself we share most often.
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I think it's interesting that 30 years ago people said,
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oh, well, you do not talk about sex, politics or religion.
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Now all we can talk about are the first two.
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But we never really get to religion.
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We get to political end of it or the lifestyle end of it
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or the rules.
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We don't really get to someone asking,
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so how do you come to faith?
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How do you know when you pray,
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is that God or just your own voice in your head?
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How do you, we don't discuss those things.
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We take the Bible and we do what people do
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like with this earlier reading, the first reading today.
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We take the Bible and we make it
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into a series of bumper stickers
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that we can pull one out when we need it
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to back our other views.
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That happened and I don't mean to pick on him
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because he's one of a million people that did it,
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but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions
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got into trouble this week for saying,
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well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way.
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Because you're picking out your favorite line.
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The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities.
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Well, yeah, but our first reading today says,
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you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them.
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And of course, the joke about that
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that's been going around the religious community is,
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Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities.
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He said that from prison.
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Why was he in prison?
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Because the civil authorities told him
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to shut up and he wouldn't.
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So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story.
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You know, the Bible is not a place
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where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote.
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It backs me up.
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We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole
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and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world.
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But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone.
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If you go it alone, it will become quirky.
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It will become your own.
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God will be an image of yourself.
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You've got to be in dialogue with others.
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If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down.
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If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off.
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If I disagree with a friend who is face to face,
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I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world.
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That's companionship.
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Anything less is not religion.
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Anything less is really not even spirituality.
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When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others
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into it, I have fallen into simple reflection.
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God says to us today, reflection will not get you
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where we want you to go.
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Spirituality is in dialogue.
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That will take us to real faith.
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That will bring us to the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the essential Chri Father Pat’s message centers on the essential Christian call to authentic, incarnational relationship and spiritual dialogue. Drawing from the Gospel of Mark, he teaches that discipleship is not a solitary endeavor, nor is it about exerting authority from a distance. Rather, it's about vulnerability, companionship, and real engagement with those around us—even, and especially, those we disagree with. Jesus sends the disciples out two by two, not just for support, but to ensure that the message of the Gospel is rooted in relational humility and mutual accountability. Father Pat warns against the temptation of “cheap Christianity”—voicing faith only when it costs nothing relationally—and challenges us to spiritual maturity through uncomfortable, honest, and loving engagement with those closest to us. The Christian life is not about surrounding ourselves with those who echo our opinions, but about being in community, in disagreement, in love, and in shared pursuit of the truth.
Father Pat begins by grounding his reflection in the Gospel of Mark, noting its simplicity and brevity as marks of authenticity and originality. He emphasizes that Mark's Gospel offers a raw account of Jesus' ministry, including the instructions given to the twelve apostles when they are sent out. Jesus tells them to bring almost nothing—no food, money, or extra clothing—forcing them to rely entirely on the hospitality of those they are sent to serve. Father Pat challenges the common interpretation that this command is about dependence on God alone. Instead, he argues that Jesus is teaching the apostles to be dependent on the very communities they are preaching to, a form of vulnerability that demands humility, mutuality, and relationship.
This dependence, Father Pat explains, is an antidote to arrogance. When one enters a community with nothing, totally reliant on the people's generosity, one cannot preach from a place of superiority. Such a posture prevents the kind of detached moralizing that often characterizes modern expressions of faith—what he calls “Christianity from the cheap seats.” This is the tendency to criticize or moralize about issues far removed from one’s personal relationships while remaining silent about injustices or moral failings within one’s own family or immediate community. It is safer, he says, to speak against strangers than to risk challenging those whom we love or who have power over us. But true prophetic witness requires that we speak truth in the context of real, vulnerable relationship—just as the prophets of old confronted their own kings and not distant rulers.
Father Pat also focuses on the significance of Jesus sending the disciples two by two. He reflects humorously and insightfully that Jesus likely paired them with companions who irritated or challenged them. This, he suggests, was intentional. Companionship in ministry is not about ease or comfort—it’s about accountability and growth. We need companions who are willing to tell us the truth about ourselves, who help us see our blind spots, and who challenge our assumptions. He draws a parallel to marriage, noting that many successful couples are composed of individuals with opposing political or personal views. These differences, far from being obstacles, are what create balance, growth, and resilience in a relationship. The healthiest relationships, he argues, are not those where both parties agree on everything, but those where disagreement is welcomed and navigated with love.
This principle extends beyond marriage to the life of the church and the broader society. In a polarized world, Father Pat laments the rise of hatred and vilification between ideological camps—conservative and liberal, traditional and progressive. He urges both church and society to recognize the necessary tension between opposing viewpoints. Liberals bring the impulse for progress and justice; conservatives provide stability and continuity. Without each other, either camp would lead to imbalance—either stagnation or chaos. Thus, those on the “other side” are not enemies but essential correctives. They keep us from destroying what is good or failing to change what is broken.
He also critiques the notion of individualistic spirituality—the idea that one’s faith is a private matter, lived out in isolation. While popular today, this approach, he argues, is fundamentally flawed. True spirituality is not cultivated in solitude but in community. It is through disagreement, challenge, and mutual support that our faith is refined. He critiques the tendency to reduce the Bible to a collection of convenient quotes that support our pre-existing views, rather than engaging with its full narrative and letting it challenge us. Furthermore, he warns against the illusion of virtual relationships, which lack the inconvenient but necessary demands of real-life friendship. Real companionship is messy, demanding, and at times uncomfortable—but it is also holy, because it calls us out of ourselves and into communion.
Father Pat ends by urging us to engage in real spiritual dialogue—not with faceless strangers online, but with the people in our lives who matter. He calls us to bring our full selves—our questions, doubts, convictions, and vulnerabilities—into conversation with others. This is where true spiritual growth happens. This is where the Kingdom of God is built: not in echo chambers or isolated reflection, but in the shared struggles and joys of real community. The Gospel calls us not to walk alone, but to walk together, even when the path is difficult, and especially when it leads us into the lives and hearts of those who are different from us....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1054.3900146484375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. When Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea in the days of King Herod, behold, Magi from the east arrived in Jerusalem, saying, Where is the newborn King of the Jews? We saw his star at its rising and have come to do him homage. When King Herod heard this, he was greatly troubled and all Jerusalem with him. Assembling all the chief priests and the scribes of the people, he inquired of them where the Christ was to be born. They said to him, In Bethlehem of Judea, for thus it has been written through the prophets, And you, Bethlehem, land of Judah, are by no means least among the rulers of Judah, since from you shall come a ruler who is to shepherd my people Israel. Then Herod called the Magi secretly and ascertained from them the time of the star's appearance. He sent them to Bethlehem and said, Go and search diligently for the child. When you have found him, bring me word that I too may go and do him homage. After their audience with the king, they set out, and behold, the star that they had seen at its rising preceded them until it came and stopped over the place where the child was. They were overjoyed at seeing the star, and on entering the house, they saw the child with Mary his mother. They prostrated themselves and did him homage. Then they opened their treasures and offered him gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh. And having been warned in a dream not to return to Herod, they departed for their country by another way. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The Feast of the Nativity. For most of us, this feast is kind of just melted into Christmas. I mean, I realize it's simply because we need, you know, a cast of characters, but no one ever has a nativity scene without the three kings. The interesting thing is, of course, the three kings are never mentioned here. Almost, I mean, the word kings is not used, or the word three, but other than that, the three kings are right there in the reading. It's one of those great moments where the translators realized there is no translation for this word, let's not try to make one up. I wish they were that, you know, sort of careful all the time. Magi just doesn't translate. Translating magi into king is a little bit would be like translating burrito into sandwich. You know, we could have. We could have said, oh yeah, that's that sandwich thing, but we realize it's not really the same thing. Just keep the word. You know, if they'd waited a little while, you know, they'd be serving wraps. You know, not quite the same thing. So sometimes a word just doesn't translate out of a particular culture. We don't really know exactly who they were. When you talk about a king in that age, you're often talking about the leader of an extended family, but it also has this hint of someone who is thought to be a sage or a wise person, and all we know is that this group of magi offer gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh, and someone long ago decided, okay, so we've got to represent one of the magi holding gold, one holding frankincense, one holding myrrh, and so they came up with three. You know, it could be a small tribe of magi who happen to have three kinds of gifts. You know, there were years where I only received perhaps three presents from my family. Would that that meant there were only three? You know, it could be, you know, just because the gift is duplicated. So we kind of have this image when people say, oh, the three kings. There's no story about that. There is this group of magi, and there are three gifts mentioned. The way it goes, probably one of them brought all three. You know, who knows? It says nothing about it. What we do know is from the difference between that and this vision of Isaiah that Matthew bases this story on, he drops something in the story. In the vision of Isaiah, in this reading from Isaiah, it says, you know, they will come, and they will be bearing gold and frankincense, gold which acknowledges that Jesus is a king. This was the gift for kings, and it's, you know, a code. When it says, oh, they bring him gold, you bring gold to the king. So it's pronouncing it as king, and frankincense, which literally is frankish incense, incense from the north, and it was used in the cultic worship of the day. So one of them is not acknowledging Jesus' office as a king, and one, his office, his status as a priest, because we're looking at a priestly people, and the people who would lead a priestly people were often priests and the kings, and there's always tension between the Levitican priesthood and the kings of old days, and there's all this tension, and Jesus is going to be both. He's bringing two sides together, but then he drops in the myrrh. The myrrh is not in the original vision, and it's the piece that, in the day this writer is writing the gospel, they're still struggling with, and that is myrrh is a funeral spice. Showing up, you know, with myrrh at this moment would be as risky a gift as, you know, the crazy aunt or uncle showing up at baptism and saying, we pre-purchased their plot to be buried in one day. Here. You'd be like, oh, every family has one. But that's what they're doing. They're showing up at the birth of the baby with one of the spices for the funeral. So this child is not just going to bring together the ideas of what is politically kingly and religiously priestly, but in a very real sense, he's come to give his life and come to die for that. This is the new piece that gets added in, and it's the piece that the early church is still struggling with, is that Jesus had to die. So we get this, really, we don't see it because, you know, when we hear gold, frankincense, and myrrh, that last thing to us says, oh good, we can cast one more child in the pageant. Oh good. They won't know what myrrh looks like anyway. That's what we hear. When the people of the day heard this, someone just dropped something foreboding and ominous into the pretty little story. You know, something has been placed into the story that tells us this is not going to be all, you know, ponies and rainbows sort of story. This has got some darkness in it, and Jesus is going to go through death. And more importantly in this whole story, we get this vision of the magi. Those, Jesus is going to be, you know, revealed to the nations. The idea that the magi are not of the in-group. Jesus spends the nativity appearing to all the wrong people. That's what the religious people of the day would have thought. I mean, you know, first there's this whole idea of the shepherds. The shepherds being the first witnesses to Jesus' birth. For you and I, that seems very, you know, lovely and sort of quaint. And again, to them, that's very edgy and revolutionary. Because the shepherds were the religiously shunned. They were the people, number one, most shepherds, because they lived with their flock, they did not get to temple and to synagogue regularly. You do not live out among the sheep and keep all of the kosher stuff going. They were the people that didn't live religious expectations. They're probably the same people today that we would say, well they shouldn't come to communion. Those are the shepherds. And that's the first people that Jesus is revealed to. And then it skips right over and says, now it would be Jesus coming today and first he goes to all the people who we say can't receive communion. And then we're like, well maybe we'll be next. And then he goes out to the Jews, Muslims, and Buddhists next. And we're waiting. Because we always want to think that we're the most important. You know, it's not does the world encounter God, but does the world encounter God the way I think they should? Does the infinite God that none of us can understand, do they go to the God that I look like? Do they go to the God that looks like I think God should? And here, it's all sort of bypassed. The nativity story starts with God being out of our control. You know, that's the great comedy of all scripture. It's really the story of us trying to control a God that's never been under our control. We can't have God under our control. And so, God is going out ahead of us. It's one of the first rules of missionary work, is nothing is harder than to get especially young, excited missionaries to know that they're not going to go to the world, they're not going to bring Christ to the world. Even though you'll hear that, this is your chance to bring Christ to the world. And anyone with a sense of it realizes that Christ got there before us. That we didn't bring Christ anywhere. If you're smart, you spend your first months in any mission encountering the Christ who got there ahead of you. And then starting to work it in with different images and newness of what you bring to the picture. And so, this is that great story of Jesus is revealed to the nations. And in the context of the story, it's very interesting. Jesus is revealed to the nations long before he's revealed to the in crowd. And so, we have this, where the magi are the heroes of this little section of the story. They're heroes for reasons we don't like to admit. They're heroes because they wandered out of their own stodgy old ideas of culture and religion and politics. They wandered out into the world and encountered God in another culture. And I think we've taken that story and said, and what that means is we should sit still and wait for the world to come and encounter us. But that's not the example of the magi. The magi says, you know, you've got great images of God. When was the last time you, you know, picked up your feet of clay and moved them a little and encountered a new vision of God? There is no vision of God we gave any of you in your sacramental prep when you were kids. There is no vision of God that we gave you at that age that will still help you when you're 20. There is no vision of God you understood at the age of 20 that will help you when you're 30. There is no vision of God you can comprehend at 30 that will still help you. If your vision of God isn't continuing to grow, what we often do as a people of faith is say, if I can't get my vision of God to grow, I will stunt my spiritual growth so that the old vision still works. Those are our choices. Either the vision of God grows or we have to stay stunted. When was the last time we started to realize that, you know, Cardinal Stafford used to always say, if you think you understand it, you've chosen something smaller than God. If you think you can understand it, you chose something smaller. So when was the last time we wandered out of the most comfortable corners of our culture or our faith or our politics and encountered God in the other? That's what the Magi do. They encounter God in something truly different, truly other. They challenge themselves to move beyond what's comfortable. It's the story of the epiphany. You know, the whole story has things in it that should make us run screaming from the room. I mean, if we took this story literally, I would think that the first class taught in any seminary would be astrology. I mean, how did they know Jesus was there? Because they knew how to read the stars. Now, do you think there's a Christian theologian that really is going to embrace that nowadays? That, oh, well, they knew how to look at the stars and because they knew how to look at the stars, they knew Jesus was coming. Folks, go read your horoscope. No, no, that's not a literal story. But it's telling you that these people from a faith that you and I don't believe in, who employ religious ideas that you and I will never embrace, are still able to find God. They find God through a method that you and I would completely debunk. And that's our epiphany story. What do we do with that? How do we look at faiths where we go, well, we don't believe that part of that faith, and yet God will get to them even though their faith can't do it on their own. God will get to them. What we learn from that is, and that's how God got to us. God didn't get to us because we were intellectually superior and figured it out. God gets to us through the flaws of our religion just like he gets to everyone through the flaws of theirs. With God, all things are possible. Give us a great dose of that humility that allows us to change our vision of God, to admit that the vision that has helped me thus far can still have some good things in it, but if my vision of God hasn't changed in the last 20 years, it's probably because I have not spiritually grown in the last 20 years. If nothing has changed, it's not that I'm just the first person who happened to figure God out at the age of 19. That's not it, which means I have ceased to grow. If our vision of God does not grow, it is because we are stagnant. And so we ask God today to kind of knit us and join us to the magi, to those who journey, even when they think they've found God, continue the journey because God will always be greater than our visions of God. I'm always, I want to leave you with, it's my favorite vision in the world of this, came from Houston Smith, who was the great interfaith dialoguer of about a generation ago, and Houston Smith used to always say, if you take everything you know about God and visualize it as a planet, I mean as an island on a planet completely of water, maybe an island about the size of Maui, might as well make it a nice island, Maui in the midst of a planet that is ocean, and everything you and everyone else has ever known about God is that planet, and all of the unknowable parts of God are the ocean. He said where mystery lies, where our religion finds its heart is at the shore. At that point where everything we know kind of touches the mystery, the parts we can't know, that's mystery. It's where we can just get our toe in the water of what's not known yet. And he said what you'll find very quickly is the reason we keep exploring God and exploring God and exploring God is not to figure it out, but because the larger the island of knowledge gets, the longer the shoreline of mystery. The more we know, the more we'll realize we just don't have God figured out. And we know that we're growing, not when we find answers, but when we find new questions. The larger the island of knowledge, the longer the shoreline of mystery. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea
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in the days of King Herod,
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behold, Magi from the east arrived in Jerusalem,
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saying, Where is the newborn King of the Jews?
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We saw his star at its rising and have come to do him homage.
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When King Herod heard this,
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he was greatly troubled and all Jerusalem with him.
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Assembling all the chief priests and the scribes of the people,
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he inquired of them where the Christ was to be born.
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They said to him, In Bethlehem of Judea,
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for thus it has been written through the prophets,
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And you, Bethlehem, land of Judah,
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are by no means least among the rulers of Judah,
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since from you shall come a ruler
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who is to shepherd my people Israel.
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Then Herod called the Magi secretly
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and ascertained from them the time of the star's appearance.
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He sent them to Bethlehem and said,
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Go and search diligently for the child.
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When you have found him, bring me word
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that I too may go and do him homage.
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After their audience with the king,
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they set out, and behold,
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the star that they had seen at its rising
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preceded them until it came and stopped
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over the place where the child was.
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They were overjoyed at seeing the star,
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and on entering the house,
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they saw the child with Mary his mother.
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They prostrated themselves and did him homage.
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Then they opened their treasures
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and offered him gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh.
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And having been warned in a dream not to return to Herod,
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they departed for their country by another way.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The Feast of the Nativity.
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For most of us, this feast is
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kind of just melted into Christmas.
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I mean, I realize it's simply because we need,
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you know, a cast of characters,
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but no one ever has a nativity scene
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without the three kings.
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The interesting thing is, of course,
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the three kings are never mentioned here.
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Almost, I mean, the word kings is not used,
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or the word three, but other than that,
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the three kings are right there in the reading.
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It's one of those great moments
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where the translators realized
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there is no translation for this word,
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let's not try to make one up.
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I wish they were that, you know,
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sort of careful all the time.
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Magi just doesn't translate.
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Translating magi into king
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is a little bit would be like
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translating burrito into sandwich.
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You know, we could have.
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We could have said, oh yeah,
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that's that sandwich thing,
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but we realize it's not really the same thing.
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Just keep the word.
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You know, if they'd waited a little while,
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you know, they'd be serving wraps.
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You know, not quite the same thing.
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So sometimes a word just doesn't translate
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out of a particular culture.
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We don't really know exactly who they were.
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When you talk about a king in that age,
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you're often talking about
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the leader of an extended family,
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but it also has this hint of someone
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who is thought to be a sage or a wise person,
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and all we know is that this group of magi
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offer gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh,
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and someone long ago decided,
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okay, so we've got to represent
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one of the magi holding gold,
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one holding frankincense,
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one holding myrrh,
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and so they came up with three.
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You know, it could be a small tribe of magi
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who happen to have three kinds of gifts.
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You know, there were years where
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I only received perhaps
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three presents from my family.
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Would that that meant there were only three?
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You know, it could be, you know,
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just because the gift is duplicated.
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So we kind of have this image
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when people say, oh, the three kings.
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There's no story about that.
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There is this group of magi,
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and there are three gifts mentioned.
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The way it goes,
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probably one of them brought all three.
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You know, who knows?
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It says nothing about it.
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What we do know is from the difference
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between that and this vision of Isaiah
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that Matthew bases this story on,
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he drops something in the story.
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In the vision of Isaiah,
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in this reading from Isaiah,
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it says, you know, they will come,
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and they will be bearing gold and frankincense,
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gold which acknowledges that Jesus is a king.
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This was the gift for kings,
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and it's, you know, a code.
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When it says, oh, they bring him gold,
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you bring gold to the king.
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So it's pronouncing it as king,
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and frankincense,
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which literally is frankish incense,
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incense from the north,
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and it was used in the cultic worship of the day.
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So one of them is not acknowledging
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Jesus' office as a king,
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and one, his office, his status as a priest,
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because we're looking at a priestly people,
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and the people who would lead a priestly people
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were often priests and the kings,
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and there's always tension
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between the Levitican priesthood
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and the kings of old days,
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and there's all this tension,
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and Jesus is going to be both.
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He's bringing two sides together,
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but then he drops in the myrrh.
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The myrrh is not in the original vision,
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and it's the piece that,
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in the day this writer is writing the gospel,
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they're still struggling with,
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and that is myrrh is a funeral spice.
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Showing up, you know,
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with myrrh at this moment
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would be as risky a gift
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as, you know, the crazy aunt or uncle
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showing up at baptism and saying,
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we pre-purchased their plot to be buried in one day.
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Here.
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You'd be like, oh,
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every family has one.
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But that's what they're doing.
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They're showing up at the birth of the baby
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with one of the spices for the funeral.
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So this child is not just going to bring together
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the ideas of what is politically kingly
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and religiously priestly,
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but in a very real sense,
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he's come to give his life and come to die for that.
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This is the new piece that gets added in,
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and it's the piece that the early church
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is still struggling with,
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is that Jesus had to die.
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So we get this, really,
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we don't see it because,
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you know, when we hear gold, frankincense, and myrrh,
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that last thing to us says,
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oh good, we can cast one more child in the pageant.
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Oh good.
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They won't know what myrrh looks like anyway.
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That's what we hear.
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When the people of the day heard this,
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someone just dropped something foreboding and ominous
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into the pretty little story.
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You know, something has been placed into the story
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that tells us this is not going to be all,
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you know, ponies and rainbows sort of story.
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This has got some darkness in it,
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and Jesus is going to go through death.
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And more importantly in this whole story,
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we get this vision of the magi.
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Those, Jesus is going to be, you know,
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revealed to the nations.
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The idea that the magi are not of the in-group.
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Jesus spends the nativity
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appearing to all the wrong people.
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That's what the religious people of the day would have thought.
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I mean, you know,
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first there's this whole idea of the shepherds.
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The shepherds being the first witnesses to Jesus' birth.
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For you and I, that seems very, you know,
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lovely and sort of quaint.
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And again, to them, that's very edgy and revolutionary.
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Because the shepherds were the religiously shunned.
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They were the people,
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number one, most shepherds,
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because they lived with their flock,
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they did not get to temple and to synagogue regularly.
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You do not live out among the sheep
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and keep all of the kosher stuff going.
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They were the people that didn't live
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religious expectations.
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They're probably the same people today
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that we would say,
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well they shouldn't come to communion.
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Those are the shepherds.
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And that's the first people that Jesus is revealed to.
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And then it skips right over and says,
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now it would be Jesus coming today
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and first he goes to all the people who
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we say can't receive communion.
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And then we're like, well maybe we'll be next.
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And then he goes out to the Jews, Muslims, and Buddhists next.
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And we're waiting.
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Because we always want to think
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that we're the most important.
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You know, it's not does the world encounter God,
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but does the world encounter God the way I think they should?
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Does the infinite God that none of us can understand,
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do they go to the God that I look like?
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Do they go to the God that looks like I think God should?
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And here, it's all sort of bypassed.
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The nativity story starts with
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God being out of our control.
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You know, that's the great comedy of all scripture.
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It's really the story of us trying to control
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a God that's never been under our control.
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We can't have God under our control.
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And so, God is going out ahead of us.
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It's one of the first rules of missionary work,
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is nothing is harder than to get
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especially young, excited missionaries to know
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that they're not going to go to the world,
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they're not going to bring Christ to the world.
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Even though you'll hear that,
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this is your chance to bring Christ to the world.
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And anyone with a sense of it realizes
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that Christ got there before us.
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That we didn't bring Christ anywhere.
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If you're smart, you spend your first months in any mission
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encountering the Christ who got there ahead of you.
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And then starting to work it in
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with different images and newness
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of what you bring to the picture.
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And so, this is that great story of
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Jesus is revealed to the nations.
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And in the context of the story,
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it's very interesting.
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Jesus is revealed to the nations
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long before he's revealed to the in crowd.
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And so, we have this,
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where the magi are the heroes
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of this little section of the story.
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They're heroes for reasons we don't like to admit.
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They're heroes because they wandered out
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of their own stodgy old ideas of culture
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and religion and politics.
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They wandered out into the world
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and encountered God in another culture.
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And I think we've taken that story and said,
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and what that means is we should sit still
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and wait for the world to come and encounter us.
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But that's not the example of the magi.
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The magi says,
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you know, you've got great images of God.
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When was the last time you, you know,
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picked up your feet of clay and moved them a little
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and encountered a new vision of God?
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There is no vision of God we gave any of you
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in your sacramental prep when you were kids.
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There is no vision of God that we gave you
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at that age that will still help you when you're 20.
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There is no vision of God you understood
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at the age of 20 that will help you when you're 30.
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There is no vision of God you can comprehend
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at 30 that will still help you.
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If your vision of God isn't continuing to grow,
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what we often do as a people of faith is say,
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if I can't get my vision of God to grow,
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I will stunt my spiritual growth
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so that the old vision still works.
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Those are our choices.
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Either the vision of God grows
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or we have to stay stunted.
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When was the last time we started to realize
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that, you know, Cardinal Stafford used to always say,
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if you think you understand it,
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you've chosen something smaller than God.
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If you think you can understand it,
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you chose something smaller.
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So when was the last time we wandered out
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of the most comfortable corners of our culture
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or our faith or our politics
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and encountered God in the other?
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That's what the Magi do.
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They encounter God in something truly different,
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truly other.
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They challenge themselves to move beyond
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what's comfortable.
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It's the story of the epiphany.
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You know, the whole story has things in it
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that should make us run screaming from the room.
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I mean, if we took this story literally,
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I would think that the first class taught
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in any seminary would be astrology.
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I mean, how did they know Jesus was there?
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Because they knew how to read the stars.
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Now, do you think there's a Christian theologian
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that really is going to embrace that nowadays?
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That, oh, well, they knew how to look at the stars
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and because they knew how to look at the stars,
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they knew Jesus was coming.
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Folks, go read your horoscope.
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No, no, that's not a literal story.
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But it's telling you that these people
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from a faith that you and I don't believe in,
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who employ religious ideas that you and I
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will never embrace, are still able to find God.
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They find God through a method
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that you and I would completely debunk.
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And that's our epiphany story.
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What do we do with that?
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How do we look at faiths where we go,
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well, we don't believe that part of that faith,
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and yet God will get to them
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even though their faith can't do it on their own.
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God will get to them.
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What we learn from that is,
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and that's how God got to us.
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God didn't get to us because we were intellectually superior
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and figured it out.
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God gets to us through the flaws of our religion
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just like he gets to everyone through the flaws of theirs.
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With God, all things are possible.
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Give us a great dose of that humility
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that allows us to change our vision of God,
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to admit that the vision that has helped me thus far
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can still have some good things in it,
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but if my vision of God hasn't changed in the last 20 years,
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it's probably because I have not spiritually grown
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in the last 20 years.
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If nothing has changed,
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it's not that I'm just the first person
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who happened to figure God out at the age of 19.
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That's not it, which means I have ceased to grow.
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If our vision of God does not grow,
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it is because we are stagnant.
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And so we ask God today to kind of knit us
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and join us to the magi,
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to those who journey,
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even when they think they've found God,
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continue the journey
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because God will always be greater
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than our visions of God.
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I'm always, I want to leave you with,
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it's my favorite vision in the world of this,
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came from Houston Smith,
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who was the great interfaith dialoguer
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of about a generation ago,
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and Houston Smith used to always say,
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if you take everything you know about God
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and visualize it as a planet,
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I mean as an island on a planet completely of water,
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maybe an island about the size of Maui,
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might as well make it a nice island,
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Maui in the midst of a planet that is ocean,
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and everything you and everyone else
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has ever known about God is that planet,
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and all of the unknowable parts of God are the ocean.
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He said where mystery lies,
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where our religion finds its heart is at the shore.
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At that point where everything we know
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kind of touches the mystery,
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the parts we can't know, that's mystery.
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It's where we can just get our toe in the water
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of what's not known yet.
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And he said what you'll find very quickly
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is the reason we keep exploring God
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and exploring God and exploring God
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is not to figure it out,
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but because the larger the island of knowledge gets,
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the longer the shoreline of mystery.
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The more we know, the more we'll realize
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we just don't have God figured out.
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And we know that we're growing,
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not when we find answers, but when we find new questions.
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The larger the island of knowledge,
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the longer the shoreline of mystery.
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The magi knew this,
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and today we ask God to remind us
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so that we can learn that again.
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Father Pat’s homily on the Epiphany invites us to Father Pat’s homily on the Epiphany invites us to reconsider the familiar story of the Magi not as a quaint tableau in a nativity scene but as a radical spiritual call to growth, humility, and openness. He challenges us to move beyond static images of God and to embrace a life of continual theological and spiritual expansion. The Magi become icons of spiritual courage, venturing beyond their own traditions and expectations to encounter God in the unfamiliar. Father Pat underscores that encountering Christ happens not in control or certainty, but in mystery and movement. He warns against clinging to outdated visions of God, suggesting that spiritual maturity requires an evolving relationship with the divine. The gifts of gold, frankincense, and especially myrrh symbolize not only Christ’s kingship and priesthood, but also the foreshadowing of his sacrificial death—reminding us that true divinity enters into human suffering. Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to a deeper, more dynamic faith that finds God beyond our comfort zones, in the lives and faiths of others, and in the ever-expanding mystery of God.
Father Pat begins by demystifying the traditional story of the “three kings” or “wise men,” pointing out that the Gospel of Matthew never names them as kings nor specifies their number. The term “Magi” is retained by translators because no adequate equivalent exists—much like how “burrito” is not accurately translated to “sandwich.” These figures are enigmatic, possibly tribal sages or astrologers from a foreign land, and their mysterious identity reminds us that divine revelation often comes through unexpected means and messengers. Their offering of gold, frankincense, and myrrh is rich in symbolic meaning: gold represents Jesus’ kingship, frankincense his priestly role, and myrrh—a burial spice—prefigures his suffering and death. Notably, Matthew adds myrrh to the Isaiah prophecy, signaling that Jesus' mission will include not just leadership and worship, but sacrificial death. This addition reflects the early church’s struggle to understand the necessity of Jesus’ suffering and the uncomfortable truth that salvation comes through the cross.
Father Pat contrasts the Magi’s journey with the religious authorities of the time who, though possessing scriptural knowledge, fail to act. Herod and the scribes know where the Messiah is to be born, yet remain inert, even hostile. In contrast, the Magi—foreigners and outsiders—act with faith and courage. This inversion reveals a central Gospel theme: Jesus consistently appears first to those considered unworthy or outside religious norms. The shepherds, ritually unclean and socially marginalized, are the first to hear the news of Jesus’ birth. The Magi, non-Jews practicing a form of astrology, are next. These choices are not incidental; they convey a powerful theological truth: God’s revelation is not bound by religious or cultural boundaries. The Gospel is not about affirming the insider’s superiority but about dismantling the very notion of insiders and outsiders.
Father Pat critiques the human impulse to control God—an impulse found in religious certainty, moral superiority, and institutional rigidity. The real nativity story, he says, undermines our desire to domesticate the divine. God consistently acts outside human expectations and structures. The Epiphany, therefore, is not just an exotic postscript to Christmas but a theological revolution. It proclaims that God is already present in the “other,” in foreign lands and unfamiliar teachings. The Magi do not bring Christ to the world; they find Christ already present in the world. This insight is crucial for any authentic missionary or ecumenical work: we are not bearers of God to a godless world but companions to a God who is already there, working through flawed religions and imperfect people—including ourselves.
Father Pat challenges us to evaluate whether our image of God has grown over time. If our understanding of God has remained unchanged since childhood or early adulthood, he suggests, then it is not because we have found the fullness of truth but because we have ceased to grow. He warns that many people choose to stunt their spiritual growth to preserve a smaller, manageable image of God rather than risk the discomfort of transformation. True faith, he argues, is marked by restlessness and questioning. Using Houston Smith’s image of the shoreline of mystery, Father Pat illustrates that the more we learn about God, the more we become aware of the vastness of what we do not know. Spiritual maturity, then, is not about mastering doctrine but about deepening our awe and surrender before a mystery that surpasses all.
Father Pat’s message is a call to spiritual pilgrimage. Like the Magi, we are invited to leave behind the safety of familiar religious structures, to be willing to encounter God in the other, and to bring the best of our tradition—our “gold, frankincense, and myrrh”—to a world that already bears divine traces. We are reminded that God is not a possession but a presence that precedes us, surprises us, and calls us beyond ourselves. The journey of faith does not end at the crib; it begins there, leading through the cross and beyond, into resurrection and the ever-deepening mystery of God....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 877.8400268554688, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Before the Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come to pass from this world to the Father. He loved his own in the world, and he loved them to the end. The devil had already induced Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot, to hand him over. So during supper, fully aware that the Father had put everything into his power and that he had come from God and was returning to God, he rose from supper and took off his outer garments. He took a towel and tied it around his waist. Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples' feet and dry them with the towel around his waist. He came to Simon Peter, who said to him, Master, are you going to wash my feet? Jesus answered and said to him, What I am doing you do not understand now, but you will understand later. Peter said to him, You will never wash my feet. Jesus answered him, Unless I wash you, you will have no inheritance with me. Simon Peter said to him, Master, then not only my feet, but my hands and head as well. Jesus said to him, Whoever has bathed has no need except to have his feet washed, for he is clean all over. So you are clean, but not all. For he knew who would betray him. For this reason he said, Not all of you are clean. So when he had washed their feet and put his garments back on and reclined at table again, he said to them, Do you realize what I have done for you? You call me teacher and master, and rightly so, for indeed I am. If I, therefore, the master and teacher, have washed your feet, you ought to wash one another's feet. I have given you a model to follow, so that as I have done for you, you also should do.\" The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The triduum that we celebrate these three days, and I mentioned in the bulletin cover this Easter that, you know, it's an odd word. It's sort of a noun and an adjective, triduum. The closest thing we actually have to it in English is the old word fortnight. You know, fortnight was 14 nights, and it could refer to the period of time or to a specific fortnight. But for us, pretty much this is the only thing it really refers to. And it offers us an opportunity we don't get the rest of the year. It offers us a couple opportunities. Just as people who rarely come to Mass will show up on Easter Sunday and Christmas Sunday, Christmas Day, whatever day it is, this is the moment where the parish, you know, sometimes they come, and they've been here every week forever, and they look like it's a sea of strangers, and it's always the chance to say, morning people, these are the evening people. Evening people, these are... Because we tend to go not just to a parish, but, you know, no one will say it, but they'll be like, yes, well, you know, my parish is Mother of God, 9.30 a.m. Fourth pew, organ side. I mean, we're kind of creatures of habit. And so you have a community, and you start to see, you know, a group full of people that you don't always see. And what I think I... I love the themes of Holy Thursday probably almost more than any night of the year. Where I confessed, I fessed up last weekend that Palm Sunday, Passion Sunday, is my least favorite. Because there's too much going on. There's palm entrance and passion, and there was an anointing of Jesus' feet this time, and it had everything but, you know, horses. And, I mean, it was... It's too rich, and you can't do enough with it. This one has an interesting focus, if we really understand. I always use, I have a couple different ones I use, but the penitential right, I always say, especially on Holy Thursday, you know, let us call to mind our sins. And I always say, you know, Lord Jesus, through the gift of faith we learn from our past. Through the gift of hope we look to our future. And I think we don't always understand. Faith really is the way we approach our past. We inherit our faith. Our faith is passed on from those who have already come. And hope is what gives us something, you know, it takes our faith into the future. But tonight is about that third one, which is, and through love and charity we change the world in this moment. What Jesus did, and then what the church does by starting the triduum with this reading, they could have very easily said, you know, tonight's about the Last Supper, which it is, but we always get this gospel of the washing of the feet. This could have become kind of what I call a spectacular insurance sale sort of religion. Which is what Christianity is for a lot of people. You know, I'm Christian and I do things that I just don't like and it's miserable and it kind of makes my life not as happy as it could be, but at the payoff, after I die, will be incredible. That's insurance religion. And the struggle with it is it's it's too easily a tool to manipulate people. Because we don't have a lot of people reporting back. And so it's fair for people to say, wait, you want me to do this and this and this, and oh yes, because that's the rule and that's how you get into heaven. But what Jesus does is he makes it much more relevant by saying, you know, that's all important, but this faith is about how you're going how you're going to live today. And I don't, I'm not talking about what you need to do, I'm talking about the payoff is also today. If we live Christianity the way Jesus asked us to, even if we were wrong about heaven, we've made this life better. And if someone has sold you a version of Christianity that says it's going to make this life awful, but the next life will be better, that's insurance policy religion. But Jesus takes it and he says, you know, I know where I've come from, God. I know where I'm going to, God. And because of all that, what? A miracle? No. The Eucharist? No. He says because of all that, Scripture says, he starts to minister to them. He does the foot washing. And I think people hear that and think that that's a setup for what's what's going to happen over the next couple days. Jesus, you know, the actual words he says here is, you know, that aware that the Father had put everything into his power and that he had come from God and he was returning to God. And I imagine if you just ask most Christians, you said during the, what's going to come next? And they're going to say, he was able to go to the cross. He was able to sacrifice everything. Because of that knowledge, no. Because of that knowledge, he said, because I have that much confidence, now, let me serve you right here and now. Let me just make life better right here. I think most of us think that people of great faith are ready, they're ready to die and they're ready to meet their maker. Actually, people of great faith are ready to meet whoever hits them on the road tomorrow and they have to deal with. Are we ready? Am I ready for the next life? God's going to put a million things in your way between now and then. And this is a feast of preparedness. Of being prepared to help the people around us. That opening reading, it says, it's always one of my favorite lines because it's one of the many things in scripture people go, uh-huh, uh-huh, and I wonder how many of us have learned to nod our heads having not a clue what's being said. I mean, how many of you have actually girded your loins lately? I mean, you know, this was long before Playtex came out. What did it mean? But we all hear, oh yeah, remember, they're supposed to gird their loins and we all just sit there going, not a clue what that's about, but we don't even notice. We're so used to thinking, and what it literally meant, and the ritual was, you know, men's robes, you know, were about this flattering, but they had a hem. You know, they're tight. If you've ever seen, at least authentically done movies of that era, you know, they kind of had to walk a little straight leg because those hems had no give and they weren't, they didn't have a lot of extra fabric in them. And so to gird your loins meant to pull everything up above your knees and be ready to run. That's why it says, eat like you're someone in flight. The Passover was this remembrance that they were going to flee at any moment and leave the captivity of Egypt. You know, it was this, do you live life ready to respond to what's going to happen today? Not, I'm ready to die. You know, I'm ready to live. I'm ready to do what I have to do today. And I think a lot of us, you know, in our prayer life, we're at, you know, we've got God trying to help us to be ready for a long distance in the future, but not for what might happen in the next hour. And it's amazing how we can be ready to die, but walk past a person in need because we're not ready to help. You know, we're supposed to be ready to help. And that's what Jesus does. He says, okay, it's all set. I know where I'm from. I know where I'm headed to. I know I have the power of God. And then he washes their feet. No big miracle. I think when we have that kind of confidence and know who we are and where we've come from and where we're going to, we're not quite so worried that we're going to spend ourselves. We always think of Jesus being spent on the cross, but he lets them know you spend yourselves now. If everyone in the world was a Christian after the heart of Jesus, then everyone in the world would be taken care of. That's how we'd see the difference. And if it turned out that we were wrong about heaven, we'd have still built it here on earth. Instead of, well, you know, they've told me, you know, I have to change this, and I have to change this, and I can't do that, and, you know, I can't live my life, and I can't come to church, and I broke this rule, and I'm in horrible shape, and if I just, it's going to be miserable, but if I just buckle under for everything, I'll get the payoff later. That's salesmanship. Jesus gives them that and then says, but let me show you what it's really about. And then he does this strange thing, and they must have thought it was the oddest thing in the world. I mean, can you imagine being at a dinner party? I just won the Powerball. Let me wash your feet. But the symbol is there. You know, I now know. I now know that he's saying, he knows where he's coming, and he knows where he's going to. I have nothing to lose. And most people, when they have nothing to lose, I don't think people think that way. If you had nothing to lose, how differently would you live your life? And how many of us come right up with, I'd spend more time helping others? That's the wonder of this mind of Jesus is the scripture says the minute he finally realizes everything and knows everything, he is even freer to help others. And so we get this moment where all of the Eucharist, all of the miracle, all of the triduum is put back into this moment of what it means to be called to minister to one another, to take care of one another, and in a very daily way. Now, you and I kind of think of washing feet as sort of a, I don't know, degrading thing. It's degrading, and having your feet washed is very personal. And all of this stuff that we kind of, you know, it just isn't done at Shanahan's. It's just, it's a little odd. But in a desert community, these people, and you know, when you travel in the desert, you know, foot washing was a huge part of hospitality. So even though we hang on to an ancient ritual that doesn't probably make much sense in our culture, the idea is it's an offer of hospitality. And when we see the ritual unfold in front of us, what we should see is the offer to hospitality to each person. And so for those of you who are able, I'm going to offer a little bit of a different challenge this year. Come up in line, and we're offering hospitality. We have, I think, over the years, turned it into a family moment. Offer hospitality. Wash the feet of someone who's never been in your home. Wash the feet of someone you've never had a meal with. Use that as a promise to connect to someone you have not yet connected to this year. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Before the Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come to pass
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from this world to the Father.
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He loved his own in the world, and he loved them to the end.
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The devil had already induced Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot,
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to hand him over.
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So during supper, fully aware that the Father had put
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everything into his power and that he had come from God
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and was returning to God, he rose from supper and took off
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his outer garments.
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He took a towel and tied it around his waist.
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Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the
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disciples' feet and dry them with the towel around his waist.
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He came to Simon Peter, who said to him,
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Master, are you going to wash my feet?
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Jesus answered and said to him, What I am doing you do not
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understand now, but you will understand later.
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Peter said to him, You will never wash my feet.
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Jesus answered him, Unless I wash you,
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you will have no inheritance with me.
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Simon Peter said to him, Master, then not only my feet,
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but my hands and head as well.
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Jesus said to him, Whoever has bathed has no need except to
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have his feet washed, for he is clean all over.
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So you are clean, but not all.
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For he knew who would betray him.
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For this reason he said, Not all of you are clean.
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So when he had washed their feet and put his garments back on
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and reclined at table again, he said to them,
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Do you realize what I have done for you?
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You call me teacher and master, and rightly so,
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for indeed I am.
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If I, therefore, the master and teacher,
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have washed your feet, you ought to wash one another's feet.
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I have given you a model to follow,
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so that as I have done for you, you also should do."
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The triduum that we celebrate these three days,
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and I mentioned in the bulletin cover this Easter that,
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you know, it's an odd word.
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It's sort of a noun and an adjective, triduum.
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The closest thing we actually have to it in English
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is the old word fortnight.
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You know, fortnight was 14 nights,
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and it could refer to the period of time
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or to a specific fortnight.
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But for us, pretty much this is the only thing
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it really refers to.
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And it offers us an opportunity
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we don't get the rest of the year.
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It offers us a couple opportunities.
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Just as people who rarely come to Mass
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will show up on Easter Sunday and Christmas Sunday,
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Christmas Day, whatever day it is,
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this is the moment where the parish,
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you know, sometimes they come,
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and they've been here every week forever,
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and they look like it's a sea of strangers,
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and it's always the chance to say,
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morning people, these are the evening people.
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Evening people, these are...
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Because we tend to go not just to a parish,
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but, you know, no one will say it,
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but they'll be like, yes, well, you know,
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my parish is Mother of God, 9.30 a.m.
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Fourth pew, organ side.
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I mean, we're kind of creatures of habit.
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And so you have a community,
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and you start to see, you know,
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a group full of people that you don't always see.
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And what I think I...
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I love the themes of Holy Thursday
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probably almost more than any night of the year.
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Where I confessed, I fessed up last weekend
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that Palm Sunday, Passion Sunday,
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is my least favorite.
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Because there's too much going on.
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There's palm entrance and passion,
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and there was an anointing of Jesus' feet this time,
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and it had everything but, you know, horses.
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And, I mean, it was...
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It's too rich, and you can't do enough with it.
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This one has an interesting focus,
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if we really understand.
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I always use, I have a couple different ones I use,
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but the penitential right,
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I always say, especially on Holy Thursday,
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you know, let us call to mind our sins.
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And I always say, you know,
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Lord Jesus, through the gift of faith
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we learn from our past.
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Through the gift of hope we look to our future.
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And I think we don't always understand.
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Faith really is the way we approach our past.
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We inherit our faith.
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Our faith is passed on from those who have already come.
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And hope is what gives us something,
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you know, it takes our faith into the future.
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But tonight is about that third one, which is,
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and through love and charity
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we change the world in this moment.
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What Jesus did, and then what the church does
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by starting the triduum with this reading,
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they could have very easily said,
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you know, tonight's about the Last Supper,
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which it is, but we always get this gospel
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of the washing of the feet.
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This could have become
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kind of what I call a spectacular
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insurance sale sort of religion.
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Which is what Christianity is for a lot of people.
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You know, I'm Christian and I do things
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that I just don't like and it's miserable
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and it kind of makes my life not as happy as it could be,
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but at the payoff, after I die, will be incredible.
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That's insurance religion.
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And the struggle with it is it's
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it's too easily a tool to manipulate people.
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Because we don't have a lot of people reporting back.
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And so it's fair for people to say,
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wait, you want me to do this and this and this,
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and oh yes, because that's the rule
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and that's how you get into heaven.
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But what Jesus does is he makes it
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much more relevant by saying,
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you know, that's all important,
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but this faith is about how you're going
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how you're going to live today.
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And I don't, I'm not talking about
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what you need to do, I'm talking about
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the payoff is also today.
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If we live Christianity the way Jesus asked us to,
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even if we were wrong about heaven,
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we've made this life better.
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And if someone has sold you a version of Christianity
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that says it's going to make this life awful,
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but the next life will be better,
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that's insurance policy religion.
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But Jesus takes it and he says,
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you know, I know where I've come from, God.
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I know where I'm going to, God.
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And because of all that, what?
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A miracle? No.
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The Eucharist? No.
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He says because of all that, Scripture says,
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he starts to minister to them.
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He does the foot washing.
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and think that that's a setup for what's
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what's going to happen over the next couple days.
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Jesus, you know, the actual words he says here is,
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you know, that aware that the Father had put everything
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into his power and that he had come from God
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and he was returning to God.
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And I imagine if you just ask most Christians,
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you said during the, what's going to come next?
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And they're going to say, he was able to go to the cross.
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He was able to sacrifice everything.
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Because of that knowledge, no.
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Because of that knowledge, he said,
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because I have that much confidence,
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now, let me serve you right here and now.
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Let me just make life better right here.
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I think most of us think that people of great faith
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are ready, they're ready to die
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and they're ready to meet their maker.
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Actually, people of great faith are ready to meet
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whoever hits them on the road tomorrow
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and they have to deal with.
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Are we ready?
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Am I ready for the next life?
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God's going to put a million things in your way
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between now and then.
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And this is a feast of preparedness.
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Of being prepared to help the people around us.
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That opening reading, it says,
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it's always one of my favorite lines because
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it's one of the many things in scripture people go,
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uh-huh, uh-huh, and I wonder how many of us
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have learned to nod our heads having not a clue
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what's being said.
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I mean, how many of you have actually
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girded your loins lately?
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I mean, you know, this was long before
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Playtex came out.
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What did it mean?
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But we all hear, oh yeah, remember,
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they're supposed to gird their loins
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and we all just sit there going,
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not a clue what that's about,
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but we don't even notice.
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We're so used to thinking,
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and what it literally meant,
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and the ritual was, you know,
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men's robes, you know,
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were about this flattering,
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but they had a hem.
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You know, they're tight.
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If you've ever seen,
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at least authentically done movies of that era,
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you know, they kind of had to walk
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a little straight leg because
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those hems had no give and they weren't,
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they didn't have a lot of extra fabric in them.
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everything up above your knees
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and be ready to run.
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That's why it says,
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eat like you're someone in flight.
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The Passover was this remembrance
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that they were going to flee at any moment
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and leave the captivity of Egypt.
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You know, it was this,
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do you live life ready to respond
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to what's going to happen today?
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Not, I'm ready to die.
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You know, I'm ready to live.
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I'm ready to do what I have to do today.
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And I think a lot of us, you know,
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in our prayer life, we're at, you know,
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we've got God trying to help us
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to be ready for a long distance in the future,
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but not for what might happen in the next hour.
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And it's amazing how we can be ready to die,
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but walk past a person in need
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because we're not ready to help.
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You know, we're supposed to be ready to help.
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And that's what Jesus does.
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He says, okay, it's all set.
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I know where I'm from.
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I know where I'm headed to.
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I know I have the power of God.
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And then he washes their feet.
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No big miracle.
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I think when we have that kind of confidence
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and know who we are and where we've come from
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and where we're going to,
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we're not quite so worried
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that we're going to spend ourselves.
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We always think of Jesus being spent on the cross,
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but he lets them know you spend yourselves now.
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If everyone in the world was a Christian
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after the heart of Jesus,
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then everyone in the world would be taken care of.
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That's how we'd see the difference.
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And if it turned out that we were wrong about heaven,
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we'd have still built it here on earth.
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Instead of, well, you know, they've told me,
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you know, I have to change this,
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and I have to change this,
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and I can't do that,
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and, you know, I can't live my life,
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and I can't come to church,
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and I broke this rule,
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and I'm in horrible shape,
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and if I just, it's going to be miserable,
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but if I just buckle under for everything,
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I'll get the payoff later.
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That's salesmanship.
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Jesus gives them that and then says,
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but let me show you what it's really about.
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And then he does this strange thing,
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and they must have thought
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it was the oddest thing in the world.
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I mean, can you imagine being at a dinner party?
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I just won the Powerball.
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Let me wash your feet.
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But the symbol is there.
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You know, I now know.
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I now know that he's saying,
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he knows where he's coming,
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and he knows where he's going to.
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I have nothing to lose.
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And most people, when they have nothing to lose,
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I don't think people think that way.
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If you had nothing to lose,
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how differently would you live your life?
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And how many of us come right up with,
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I'd spend more time helping others?
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That's the wonder of this mind of Jesus
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is the scripture says the minute
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he finally realizes everything
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and knows everything,
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he is even freer to help others.
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And so we get this moment
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where all of the Eucharist,
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all of the miracle,
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all of the triduum is put back into this moment
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of what it means to be called
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to minister to one another,
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to take care of one another,
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and in a very daily way.
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Now, you and I kind of think of washing feet
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as sort of a, I don't know, degrading thing.
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It's degrading,
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and having your feet washed is very personal.
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And all of this stuff that we kind of,
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you know, it just isn't done at Shanahan's.
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It's just, it's a little odd.
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But in a desert community,
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these people, and you know,
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when you travel in the desert,
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you know, foot washing was a huge part of hospitality.
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So even though we hang on to an ancient ritual
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that doesn't probably make much sense in our culture,
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the idea is it's an offer of hospitality.
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And when we see the ritual unfold in front of us,
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what we should see is the offer
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to hospitality to each person.
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And so for those of you who are able,
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I'm going to offer a little bit
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of a different challenge this year.
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Come up in line, and we're offering hospitality.
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We have, I think, over the years,
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turned it into a family moment.
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Offer hospitality.
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Wash the feet of someone who's never been in your home.
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Wash the feet of someone you've never had a meal with.
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Use that as a promise to connect
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to someone you have not yet connected to this year.
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And let us watch unfold over the next three days
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and in the years to come
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an even deeper vision of the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth that the Christian faith is not merely about preparing for the life to come, but about radical love and service in the here and now. Through the lens of Holy Thursday’s Gospel—Jesus washing his disciples’ feet—Father Pat challenges the faithful to abandon a transactional, “insurance policy” version of Christianity in favor of a faith that transforms the present moment. Knowing that he came from God and was returning to God, Jesus doesn’t perform a miracle or preach a sermon—he serves. In this act, Jesus models a kind of love that is grounded in divine confidence and manifests in humble service. Father Pat urges us to understand that true discipleship means readiness not just to die, but to live—to respond to the needs of others, to offer hospitality, and to make the Kingdom of God visible here and now.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by reflecting on the unique spiritual opportunity of the Triduum—a sacred three-day journey that begins on Holy Thursday. He notes that while Christmas and Easter attract those who may only attend Mass occasionally, the Triduum offers a different kind of encounter. It gathers the full community, revealing the diversity and depth of parish life. People come not just for a holiday, but for a profound liturgical experience that invites them into the mystery of Christ’s passion, death, and resurrection. Father Pat shares his own preference for Holy Thursday, appreciating its thematic clarity in contrast to the overwhelming richness of Palm Sunday. He highlights how the Church deliberately chooses the Gospel of the foot washing rather than focusing solely on the institution of the Eucharist. This choice, he argues, is not accidental; it reveals the heart of Jesus’ mission—not just to save souls for heaven, but to model a way of living rooted in love, humility, and service.
Father Pat critiques a common misrepresentation of Christianity: the notion that it is primarily a set of burdensome rules we must follow in order to secure a heavenly reward. He calls this “insurance policy religion,” where the focus is on future payoff rather than present transformation. He warns that such a view can be manipulative and disconnected from the lived reality of faith. Instead, he invites us to see that Jesus’ actions—especially the foot washing—are not mere preludes to the crucifixion but are themselves revelatory of divine love. At the moment when Jesus is most aware of his divine origin and destiny, he chooses to serve. This act of foot washing, far from being a degrading or outdated ritual, becomes a radical expression of divine hospitality. In a desert culture where dusty roads and open sandals made foot washing a necessary and welcoming gesture, Jesus reclaims this act as an expression of divine love.
The homily then turns to the idea of preparedness, not for death, but for love and service today. Drawing from the Passover imagery of “girding one’s loins,” Father Pat explains that this ancient phrase meant to tuck up the hem of a robe in order to be ready to move quickly. In spiritual terms, it means being ready to respond to the needs of others at a moment’s notice. He challenges the congregation to consider whether they are more prepared to die than to help someone in need today. This is the essence of Holy Thursday: love that is immediate, embodied, and practical. True readiness in the Christian life is not about having doctrinal knowledge or moral superiority; it is about having the heart of Christ—a heart that knows its source, its destiny, and therefore is free to love without fear.
Father Pat underscores that the miracle of the Triduum is not only what Jesus does on the cross, but what he does before it—how he pours himself out in small, tender acts of service. He emphasizes that if Christians truly lived the Gospel, the world would be transformed. Even if we were wrong about heaven, he suggests, a life lived in loving service would already have brought heaven to earth. It’s a powerful reframing of Christian purpose: not to escape the world, but to redeem it through daily acts of compassion.
Finally, Father Pat offers a pastoral challenge to his congregation. In the traditional foot washing ritual, he encourages people to step outside their comfort zones—not simply to wash the feet of family members, but of someone they don’t know well. He invites them to make it a gesture of hospitality and a promise to connect with someone new. In doing so, the ritual becomes more than symbolic; it becomes an act of the Kingdom—a moment when barriers fall and the love of Christ is made visible in community. Through this tangible expression of service and hospitality, Father Pat calls the faithful to a deeper understanding of what it means to be Church: not a community of rule-followers waiting for heaven, but a communion of disciples already building it here on earth....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 889.469970703125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory be to the Lord. Jesus entered a village where a woman whose name was Martha welcomed him. She had a sister named Mary who sat beside the Lord at his feet and listened to him speak. Martha, burdened with much serving, came to him and said, Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me by myself to do the serving? Tell her to help me. The Lord said to her in reply, Martha, Martha, you are anxious and worried about many things. There is need of only one thing. Mary has chosen the better part, and it will not be taken from her. The Gospel of the Lord. I get a sense that today's liturgy leaves us with one burning question. Why did Father Pat jump in and say the Gloria instead of letting it his son? The choir at the other masses has decided to say the Gloria for the summer. And I didn't say the first mass this morning, so I kind of forgot which mass I was at. It was not a pop quiz, which is good for you guys. Because, you know, they changed several words in the Gloria about 10 years ago. But none of us say it anymore. We sing it. And, you know, most of you, as well as you think you know lyrics, it can be your favorite Christmas carol. Try to say the lyrics without the toot. It's just not how you learned it. And so it was kind of fun to hear. It was like one of those interlinear texts where you had the old translation on one side and the new on the other. I got to hear all of those differences. The liturgy readings today, though, you know, they give us these models of hospitality. I know when we hear the Martha and Mary story, we're most interested in the differences between Martha and Mary. And, you know, we have faith in action versus contemplative faith. And Mary comes off as the hero of this story. And Martha comes off as the hero of the Lazarus story. And, you know, sadly, this Mary is not in the canon of saints anywhere. I don't even know. Probably because, you know, they could have had St. Mary of Bethany, I suppose. But, you know, St. Mary's kind of taken. We have a St. Martha. St. Martha made the canon. But you get these stories of welcome and what it means, you know, Abraham welcoming these three strangers, Martha and Mary and Lazarus, really, who are, we sometimes forget, they are unique in many ways in scripture. They're the only glimpses we get into Jesus's friends, not his apostles, not his disciples, not people that we think he gave a mission to. I mean, he's friendly with them as well. But these are, there's no reason we should believe unless, well, he would hang out with anyone but, you know, good Jews who are going to become good Catholics. These are friends. This seems to be where he goes when he's just going to unwind. He has friends in the world. And he goes there and he's, you know, unless these two are the strangest women in the world, he's very, very good friends. I can't imagine being invited over as a pastor to people's house, I don't know real well, and have one of them say, would you tell them to help me? I'm just the guest. But actually, I think I have a hospital call. You know, I mean, that's what, it's such a weird dynamic, unless they're really good friends. There have even been scripture scholars who have posited very reflectively, there's no proof, that, you know, they could very well have been friends of the Zechariah and Elizabeth, the Bethany end of the family, you know. They could be extended family, but definitely there is this welcome in. But we start the liturgy with that. Abraham welcoming the stranger. And where most of us would fear the stranger, and especially, I think, we're in a day of heightened fear and heightened rhetoric. That strangers are bad. You know, in a time when we're in that heightened rhetoric against the stranger, you know, Abraham is immediately, we have to help these people, we have to make food for them. And where this is very much becomes part of their religious culture, it wasn't at that time part of normal secular tribal culture. They were tribal. And you had to, you know, who is this person? They're a little weary. Who are they? But he's not weary at all. He just immediately shows hospitality. And the interesting thing about the story is by opening himself to the stranger, his own lineage is allowed to continue. Most of us, they go, well, you know, if I open my heart to the stranger too much, what about my own? What if my own life, what about my own deeds and my own things? What if I'm going to overspend myself? You know, there's got to be enough for me and mine. And the story in our scripture is it's when he reaches out to those who are not his circle, that his own future becomes secured. I imagine it's a scripture many people don't like or would prefer we not mention. But that's where the scripture leads us. Clear to this point of Martha and Mary. Now we have friendship. But you also see that even in the tightest-knit circles, there's still conflict. I remember whenever, you know, it's a common argument I hear. Memory is even the wrong word. It's happened so many times in my life. That if you talk about helping strangers, whether they're the strangers, you know, in a community, whether they're strangers to a church, whether they're strangers to the country, whether they're strangers to just you personally, it doesn't matter. When we talk about it, I will inevitably get someone to say, well, you know, I understand that. But, you know, we've got limited resources. And remember, it's just smart to make sure that your own oxygen mask is on securely before you help someone else. That sounds like great advice. And it is. But I've never heard anyone on an airplane get up and say, Now, make sure your own oxygen mask is on securely. You've had enough time to make sure you're feeling good about the oxygen. And you're certain you'll have enough for the rest of your life. And then they'll reach out. And do it, I guess. Those are different ideas. How much oxygen do you need before you think you can help the next person over? That's where Abraham kind of puts modern culture to shame. Not a wealthy man. You know, he's going to give, as I've told you before, if you'll give $1,000 to the church, I'd love to tell you you'll have blessing. I think you will. But you'll also be $1,000 poorer. Giving is sacrificial. I always think it's fascinating that people who call themselves Christian, we are called to be Christ in the world. And you'll say, Well, you know, Christ, you know, sacrificed his very life on the cross. I don't think we're called to go that far. Well, you know, Christ was all about giving you the core. Well, you know, if you're in a good place, but maybe I don't know that. I mean, I don't think that that's mandatory. You know, Christ is the judge of all things. Oh, yes, that, that, that we should do. Oh, we love being the judge. We love when our Christianity gives us a moral edge. And then we think, you know, I have nothing wrong. I have nothing against those people. But the Bible says, and I always tell people, the Bible says is code. The Bible as interpreted by me says. It's always and we don't want to take responsibility for our spin on Scripture, on church documents, on faith. And the minute someone has to resort to this, I'm not saying this, this is God. It's because they have no defense for them to blame God. You know, I'm a nice person. God. He's a tough case. And so instead, Jesus, and you look at Jesus. Jesus never rains down anger on anyone but the religious leaders. We're doing it to everyone else. In other words, the only person in this room who shouldn't really be concerned is clocking at the bell. Every time find Jesus upset with some was inscribed Pharisee scholar of the law. Another rabbi. And it's shocking that we can take those readings and say, how that translates today is that I'm on the hook and you've got problems. We are called to be a people of welcome. And what is the fear around welcome? Who has given us that fear? What are the reasons? And do the reasons hold up? Well, you know, if you let that person in the church, it's going to, it'll scandalize people. Again, code. That would scandalize people like me. You know, if you let someone in the church, if you let someone in the country and let someone in your family. You know, it's 2025 and I know people who will not go to the wedding of a child because they're not bearing a Catholic. We're not going to let that person in the family. Whatever our new boundary border frontier, whatever we call it is, who is it that we've said? Well, I hope it's not angels or God like it is in the first story because if they come by my house, they're moving on. Who do we not welcome? In the biblical terms, there was what was called the Anahuim. These were the specially beloved of God. God's poor. And in the actual biblical texts, it consisted of three groups. The widow, the orphan and the stranger. Really, the only one whose plight has changed much is the widow. Because in that day and age, women had no way to make a living. They had no way to earn money. They had no way to be on their own. Except basically prostitution, which is why they were also shunned if they were single women because they weren't dead. They were probably like something improper. It's a hard, hard case. And Jesus comes in today and says, how do we soften our heart? How do we soften our heart to where we're not callous to suffer? Even if someone thinks, well, this has to happen for this reason, and those people just have to suffer. We don't do, you know, I always remember my mother would say, and I don't remember. I think we stole this from somewhere, but it was always the saying in the house. If we were going to get, and anyone under 20, plug your ears, this just happened back in my day, spanked. They would rather, she would rather sanctimoniously say, this hurts me more than it hurts you. And our comeback was always not in the same place. You know, there's that, it's that sort of, you know, well, you know, some people just have to suffer so that some of us can live better. Ouch. Where is that in the gospel? Well, you know, our church will stay pure if we don't let those people in. Where is that in the gospel? We really don't find that until the ruling classes in the Middle Ages take over Christianity. Then we start to see these sort of Christianity should bolster the status quo. Radically different from the gospel. And so today we're just asked, whether it be the, you know, whether it's widow, orphan, or the stranger. The person who is marginalized and has, does not have the same access to the basics of life that goes to those take for granted. How do we respond? And how do we get to that Jesus place that says, we respond to their suffering before we go, well, now wait, will this be good for me? Create a world where there's less suffering. That's better for everyone. I've said to, when I was talking with kids, when I had schools, always, you know, you aren't safer on the playground when you get stronger. You're safer when you build a playground where bullying does not happen. And a lot of, oh, well, that's just pie in the sky. That'll never happen. I'd say, you could say that about the kingdom of God. We're still called to be a people who are relentless in our pursuit of the kingdom of God. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory be to the Lord.
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Jesus entered a village where a woman whose name was Martha welcomed him.
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She had a sister named Mary who sat beside the Lord at his feet and listened to him speak.
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Martha, burdened with much serving, came to him and said,
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Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me by myself to do the serving?
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Tell her to help me.
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The Lord said to her in reply,
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Martha, Martha, you are anxious and worried about many things.
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There is need of only one thing.
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Mary has chosen the better part, and it will not be taken from her.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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I get a sense that today's liturgy leaves us with one burning question.
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Why did Father Pat jump in and say the Gloria instead of letting it his son?
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The choir at the other masses has decided to say the Gloria for the summer.
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And I didn't say the first mass this morning, so I kind of forgot which mass I was at.
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It was not a pop quiz, which is good for you guys.
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Because, you know, they changed several words in the Gloria about 10 years ago.
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But none of us say it anymore.
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We sing it.
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And, you know, most of you, as well as you think you know lyrics,
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it can be your favorite Christmas carol.
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Try to say the lyrics without the toot.
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It's just not how you learned it.
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And so it was kind of fun to hear.
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It was like one of those interlinear texts where you had the old translation on one side
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and the new on the other.
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I got to hear all of those differences.
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The liturgy readings today, though, you know, they give us these models of hospitality.
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I know when we hear the Martha and Mary story,
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we're most interested in the differences between Martha and Mary.
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And, you know, we have faith in action versus contemplative faith.
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And Mary comes off as the hero of this story.
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And Martha comes off as the hero of the Lazarus story.
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And, you know, sadly, this Mary is not in the canon of saints anywhere.
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I don't even know.
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Probably because, you know, they could have had St. Mary of Bethany, I suppose.
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But, you know, St. Mary's kind of taken.
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We have a St. Martha.
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St. Martha made the canon.
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But you get these stories of welcome
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and what it means, you know, Abraham welcoming these three strangers,
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Martha and Mary and Lazarus, really, who are, we sometimes forget,
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they are unique in many ways in scripture.
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They're the only glimpses we get into Jesus's friends,
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not his apostles, not his disciples, not people that we think he gave a mission to.
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I mean, he's friendly with them as well.
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But these are, there's no reason we should believe unless, well,
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he would hang out with anyone but, you know,
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good Jews who are going to become good Catholics.
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These are friends.
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This seems to be where he goes when he's just going to unwind.
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He has friends in the world.
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And he goes there and he's, you know,
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unless these two are the strangest women in the world,
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he's very, very good friends.
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I can't imagine being invited over as a pastor to people's house,
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I don't know real well, and have one of them say,
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would you tell them to help me?
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I'm just the guest.
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But actually, I think I have a hospital call.
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You know, I mean, that's what, it's such a weird dynamic,
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unless they're really good friends.
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There have even been scripture scholars who have posited very reflectively,
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there's no proof, that, you know,
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they could very well have been friends of the Zechariah and Elizabeth,
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the Bethany end of the family, you know.
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They could be extended family, but definitely there is this welcome in.
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But we start the liturgy with that.
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Abraham welcoming the stranger.
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And where most of us would fear the stranger,
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and especially, I think, we're in a day of heightened fear and heightened rhetoric.
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That strangers are bad.
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You know, in a time when we're in that heightened rhetoric against the stranger,
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you know, Abraham is immediately,
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we have to help these people, we have to make food for them.
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And where this is very much becomes part of their religious culture,
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it wasn't at that time part of normal secular tribal culture.
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They were tribal.
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And you had to, you know, who is this person?
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They're a little weary.
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Who are they?
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But he's not weary at all.
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He just immediately shows hospitality.
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And the interesting thing about the story is by opening himself to the stranger,
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his own lineage is allowed to continue.
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Most of us, they go, well, you know, if I open my heart to the stranger too much,
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what about my own?
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What if my own life, what about my own deeds and my own things?
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What if I'm going to overspend myself?
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You know, there's got to be enough for me and mine.
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And the story in our scripture is it's when he reaches out to those who are not his circle,
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that his own future becomes secured.
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I imagine it's a scripture many people don't like or would prefer we not mention.
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But that's where the scripture leads us.
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Clear to this point of Martha and Mary.
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Now we have friendship.
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But you also see that even in the tightest-knit circles, there's still conflict.
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I remember whenever, you know, it's a common argument I hear.
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Memory is even the wrong word.
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It's happened so many times in my life.
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That if you talk about helping strangers, whether they're the strangers, you know, in a community,
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whether they're strangers to a church, whether they're strangers to the country,
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whether they're strangers to just you personally, it doesn't matter.
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When we talk about it, I will inevitably get someone to say,
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well, you know, I understand that.
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But, you know, we've got limited resources.
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And remember, it's just smart to make sure that your own oxygen mask is on securely before you help someone else.
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That sounds like great advice.
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And it is.
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But I've never heard anyone on an airplane get up and say,
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Now, make sure your own oxygen mask is on securely.
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You've had enough time to make sure you're feeling good about the oxygen.
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And you're certain you'll have enough for the rest of your life.
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And then they'll reach out.
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And do it, I guess.
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Those are different ideas.
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How much oxygen do you need before you think you can help the next person over?
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That's where Abraham kind of puts modern culture to shame.
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Not a wealthy man.
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You know, he's going to give, as I've told you before,
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if you'll give $1,000 to the church, I'd love to tell you you'll have blessing.
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I think you will.
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But you'll also be $1,000 poorer.
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Giving is sacrificial.
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I always think it's fascinating that people who call themselves Christian,
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we are called to be Christ in the world.
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And you'll say, Well, you know, Christ, you know,
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sacrificed his very life on the cross.
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I don't think we're called to go that far.
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Well, you know, Christ was all about giving you the core.
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Well, you know, if you're in a good place, but maybe I don't know that.
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I mean, I don't think that that's mandatory.
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You know, Christ is the judge of all things.
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Oh, yes, that, that, that we should do.
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Oh, we love being the judge.
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We love when our Christianity gives us a moral edge.
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And then we think, you know, I have nothing wrong.
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I have nothing against those people.
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But the Bible says, and I always tell people, the Bible says is code.
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The Bible as interpreted by me says.
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It's always and we don't want to take responsibility for our spin on Scripture,
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on church documents, on faith.
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And the minute someone has to resort to this, I'm not saying this, this is God.
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It's because they have no defense for them to blame God.
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You know, I'm a nice person.
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God.
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He's a tough case.
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And so instead, Jesus, and you look at Jesus.
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Jesus never rains down anger on anyone but the religious leaders.
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We're doing it to everyone else.
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In other words, the only person in this room who shouldn't really be concerned is clocking at the bell.
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Every time find Jesus upset with some was inscribed Pharisee scholar of the law.
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Another rabbi.
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And it's shocking that we can take those readings and say, how that translates today is that I'm on the hook and you've got problems.
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We are called to be a people of welcome.
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And what is the fear around welcome?
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Who has given us that fear?
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What are the reasons?
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And do the reasons hold up?
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Well, you know, if you let that person in the church, it's going to, it'll scandalize people.
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Again, code.
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That would scandalize people like me.
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You know, if you let someone in the church, if you let someone in the country and let someone in your family.
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You know, it's 2025 and I know people who will not go to the wedding of a child because they're not bearing a Catholic.
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We're not going to let that person in the family.
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Whatever our new boundary border frontier, whatever we call it is, who is it that we've said?
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Well, I hope it's not angels or God like it is in the first story because if they come by my house, they're moving on.
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Who do we not welcome?
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In the biblical terms, there was what was called the Anahuim.
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These were the specially beloved of God.
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God's poor.
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And in the actual biblical texts, it consisted of three groups.
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The widow, the orphan and the stranger.
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Really, the only one whose plight has changed much is the widow.
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Because in that day and age, women had no way to make a living.
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They had no way to earn money.
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They had no way to be on their own.
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Except basically prostitution, which is why they were also shunned if they were single women because they weren't dead.
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They were probably like something improper.
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It's a hard, hard case.
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And Jesus comes in today and says, how do we soften our heart?
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How do we soften our heart to where we're not callous to suffer?
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Even if someone thinks, well, this has to happen for this reason, and those people just have to suffer.
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We don't do, you know, I always remember my mother would say, and I don't remember.
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I think we stole this from somewhere, but it was always the saying in the house.
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If we were going to get, and anyone under 20, plug your ears, this just happened back in my day, spanked.
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They would rather, she would rather sanctimoniously say, this hurts me more than it hurts you.
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And our comeback was always not in the same place.
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You know, there's that, it's that sort of, you know, well, you know, some people just have to suffer
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so that some of us can live better.
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Ouch.
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Where is that in the gospel?
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Well, you know, our church will stay pure if we don't let those people in.
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Where is that in the gospel?
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We really don't find that until the ruling classes in the Middle Ages take over Christianity.
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Then we start to see these sort of Christianity should bolster the status quo.
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Radically different from the gospel.
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And so today we're just asked, whether it be the, you know, whether it's widow, orphan, or the stranger.
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The person who is marginalized and has, does not have the same access to the basics of life that goes to those take for granted.
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How do we respond?
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And how do we get to that Jesus place that says, we respond to their suffering before we go,
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well, now wait, will this be good for me?
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Create a world where there's less suffering.
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That's better for everyone.
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I've said to, when I was talking with kids, when I had schools, always, you know,
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you aren't safer on the playground when you get stronger.
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You're safer when you build a playground where bullying does not happen.
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And a lot of, oh, well, that's just pie in the sky.
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That'll never happen.
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I'd say, you could say that about the kingdom of God.
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We're still called to be a people who are relentless in our pursuit of the kingdom of God.
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And we may not be successful, but if our love for Jesus is deep enough, maybe we can be faith.
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Amen.
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Father Pat’s message emphasizes the radical hospit Father Pat’s message emphasizes the radical hospitality of the Gospel and challenges us to examine how open our hearts truly are to others, especially the marginalized and the stranger. He contrasts the world’s inclination to preserve personal comfort and security with the biblical call to self-giving love, as exemplified by Abraham’s welcome of the strangers and Mary’s attentive presence at Jesus’ feet. Father Pat warns against using religion as a justification for exclusion and self-righteousness, reminding us that Jesus consistently reserved his harshest criticism for the religious elite, not for the outsider. In reflecting on the Gospel story of Martha and Mary, he invites us to discern what truly matters — not just action or service, but a heart that listens and makes space for divine presence and the needs of others. Our calling is to create a world shaped less by fear and more by love, where the widow, the orphan, and the stranger — God's especially beloved — are not only welcomed, but cherished.
The readings and reflections presented by Father Pat center around the theme of hospitality — both in its literal and spiritual sense. He begins by humorously acknowledging a liturgical mishap involving the Gloria, using it as a segue into the deeper message of the day: that our worship and our lives must be rooted in attentiveness to God’s presence and to others. Using the Gospel story of Martha and Mary, Father Pat explores the tension between active service and contemplative presence. Martha, burdened with much serving, is contrasted with Mary, who sits at Jesus’ feet. While Martha's actions are not condemned, Jesus gently redirects her anxiety, pointing to Mary’s choice as the "better part." Father Pat challenges the common interpretation that pits service against prayer, suggesting instead a deeper question: what is motivating our service? Is it love, or is it anxiety, control, or fear of judgment?
Further, Father Pat uses the story of Abraham welcoming the three strangers — who turn out to be angels (or even the Lord Himself) — as a powerful illustration of hospitality's spiritual significance. Abraham's openness to the stranger results not in loss, but in the fulfillment of God’s promise — the continuation of his lineage. This becomes a profound metaphor: that when we make room for others, especially those outside our immediate circle, we paradoxically secure our own future. This stands in stark contrast to today’s culture of fear, self-protection, and exclusion. Father Pat critiques modern rhetoric that sees the stranger — whether immigrant, outsider, or someone who lives differently — as a threat. He points out that such thinking is often veiled in religious language but lacks the Gospel's heart.
He draws attention to the biblical concept of the “Anawim” — the widow, the orphan, and the stranger — those who are most vulnerable and most beloved by God. In a world obsessed with securing its own oxygen mask first, Father Pat asks how much is enough before we are willing to reach out. He exposes the hypocrisy in Christian attitudes that embrace judgment and moral superiority while ignoring Christ's central command to love and welcome. Jesus, he reminds us, never rebukes the outcast, but consistently critiques the religious who use God as a shield for their own biases.
Through all of this, Father Pat calls for a radical re-orientation of our Christian lives: from self-preservation to sacrificial love; from fear to faith; from judgment to mercy. He emphasizes that we are not called merely to protect an institution or maintain the purity of a community, but to embody the Gospel in a world of suffering. Our mission is to build a world where love, not fear, is the foundation — a world that reflects the kingdom of God. Even if the fullness of that kingdom seems far off, he urges us to be faithful in its pursuit. The measure of our Christianity is not how well we defend our boundaries, but how deeply we welcome others in Christ’s name....
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And he longed to eat his fill of the pods on which the swine fed, but nobody gave him any. Coming to his senses, he thought, How many of my father's hired workers have more than enough food to eat? But here I am, dying of hunger. I shall get up and go to my father, and I shall say to him, Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I no longer deserve to be called your son. Treat me as you would treat one of your hired workers. So he got up and went back to his father, and while he was still a long way off, his father caught sight of him and was filled with compassion. He ran to his son and embraced him. The son said, Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I no longer deserve to be called your son. But his father ordered his servants, Quickly, bring the finest robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. Take a fattened cack and slaughter it, and let us celebrate with a feast. Because this son of mine was dead and has come back to life, he was lost and has been found. Then the celebration began. Now the older son had been out in the field, and on his way back he neared the house and heard the sound of music and dance. He called one of the servants and asked what it might be. The servant said to him, Your brother has returned, and your father has slaughtered the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound. At this the son became angry and refused to enter the house, so the father came out and pleaded with him. He said to his father in reply, Look, all these years I have served you, and not once did I disobey your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat to feast on with my friends. But when this son of yours, who swallowed up your property with prostitutes, comes home, for him you slaughtered a fattened calf. He said to him, My son, you are here with me always, and everything I have is yours. But now we must celebrate and rejoice because your brother was dead and has come back to life. He was lost and has been found. The Gospel of the Lord. The parable of a dozen assumptions that I think we make as readers. I think that this story, everyone will tell you, this story is all about the forgiveness of the father. It's all about the forgiveness of the father, and that's a central theme in it. I think it is, more importantly for us, it is about the short-sightedness of both the sons who cannot see what's going well. They're both missing points, right and left, and the reader, sometimes it's not them, and sometimes the reader puts in extra, you know, we like a little extra drama, we like to make sure that our sinners are the worst they can be before they're saved. Give us a little drama there. It begins and it says, so a young son comes to the father and says, Father, I'd like my share of the inheritance. And the father gives him his share of the inheritance. It doesn't say the relationship's broken. It doesn't say he demanded it, his father begrudgingly gave it to him, and there was a blowout and the kid ran away. He says, can I have my inheritance? The father goes, sure. That's how the story, but we never hear it that way because we want there to be a sin immediately because that makes the forgiveness all the more satisfying. And then it says, he goes, and there's this interesting word in Greek that literally means against the norm, against the regular measure. He lives a life of dissipation, which means rather than keeping his money to himself, he spreads it around. And he probably spreads it around a little imprudently. But it's not the worst thing in the world because it doesn't say he spreads it around and then all of a sudden realizes he's messed up and has to go home. He actually establishes himself in a different country and then a famine hits that whole country and he's in trouble. Most of us would say, you know, you have to be pretty well connected before the whole country has to go down for you to be hurt. Most of us look around and say, oh my gosh, I can't believe what's going on, but I'll be fine. He goes and he uses his money on other people and other things. It dissipates. It goes out. And only when there is a famine in the whole country does he find himself in need. And he's a foreigner in that country and is still able to get hired in the middle of a famine. So he's made some inroads for himself. But he doesn't get the best job in the world and you have to remember that, we assume that when we hear these parables, when he says, oh, there's a man with two sons, this is a Hebrew culture here. So for them to be a swine herder, pigs are unclean, it's like the most degrading job he could have because he's working with pork. It's everything he would like to not be doing. And so we misunderstand some of this stuff in the culture. So finally he says, you know what? I'm going to go home. Now he knows in his mind, okay, I've got to win Dad back over. So in his mind, there's been some sort of break in the relationship. But not for the dad. I can't tell you how often. Maybe it's the position of being clergy, but do you know how many times in a year people call me or grab me in the hole and say, Father, I want to apologize for the way I said something yesterday. And I'm like, what? They're thinking I'm offended. And I'm like, what did you say? Oh, you know, I called you by your first name, did you? They're scared to death they've offended someone. The child is pretty sure he's going back as a failure. That's what he's really struggling with. He went off on his own and he fell flat on his face and he picked the wrong place to be at the wrong time. He's not coming home as a success story. But there's nothing in this story that says, well, the father wrestled with it and finally said, I'll bring him back. The minute the father sees him, his son has come home. And even when the servant relates this to the older brother, he doesn't say, your father has taken him back. He says, your father has him back. I think that the child has created a break in this relationship that isn't there. He's created it in his own mind. I've told you this before, but the number of people who will come in and say something along the lines in the confessional, Father, it's been six months since my last confession and I've had three angry thoughts. I've had four since you sat down. It's pretty good. I had an angry thought that I'm sure that God is just so disappointed in me. What if God isn't disappointed in us? At least not nearly as often as we think. We create dramas that literally just exist within us. The second son does the same. The first son actually, the oldest, but second in the story. He does the same thing. He says, well, you know, first he's creating all sorts of drama. His brother has gone away to another country. They've not heard from him. He doesn't even know he's back. That's probably bad. That's probably the only bad moment in this is the father. Oh, look, my son has come back. You would think he'd let the other sons working out in the field. And he comes home and there's a party and he wasn't even invited. That's a bad fall in the story. That creates a little extra tension, I'm sure. But he comes and he hasn't seen this guy in here and he says, but this son of yours who wasted all your money on prostitutes, do you know something the rest of us don't? Are you close enough with those prostitutes that you heard these stories? What's going on? He's so angry that he's creating an uglier story than is there in his mind. And he says to his father, and I've done everything you've ever told me and you've never even given me so much as a goat for a feast, which is something most of us have never said to our parents. You've never so much as given me a goat to share with my friends. And the father looks at him probably like, what is wrong with you? And says, you're the first son. Did you not know that everything I have is yours? He's upset that he hasn't been given what's already his and he just can't see it. He can't see what he already has. You know, this story does not begin as many people hear. Well, you know, I get why the older son is upset because they divide the property in half and the young one goes off and blows his half of the property and then he's going to come back and want to spend some of mine now too? No, no. Oldest son, second oldest son did not split property in half. Younger son got a fraction. Older son gets everything. And he resents the one who got a little. That's the core of this story, is how we start to become as brothers and sisters, how we war with one another because either we have learned to feel guilty and insufficient in who we are and we're sure that God, you know, and if God is upset with who I am, sometimes the only solace is for me to go, at least I'm not them. This is where you start to see people, this is where you see entire churches full of sinners telling other sinners they're not welcome. You know, it starts out as I've always, I always love to say that, you know, this man welcomes sinners and eats with them. And I always say that Jesus responds to that. Why do you eat with sinners? Because there's only so many dinners you can have with Ma. Only other person in history we believe is without sin is his mother. You know, I mean, why do you eat with sinners? Says a bunch of people who think, I mean not us, we're not sinners, we mean them. It starts out with this acknowledgement that the two greatest insecurities we have is I'm not good enough. People think I'm bad. God thinks I'm bad. That's the younger son. And the older, there's not enough for me. I don't get enough things in the world. I haven't got enough. And someone's going to take what little I have. What if, and this is kind of edgy, edgy theology, I know, but what if God knew what he was doing? What if creation is sufficient to our needs? What if I don't need to make sure I have enough stored up that if I happen to live to 140, I'll be well taken care of while others are starving? What if give us this day our daily bread is to be a mindset? What if we're to believe in the abundance of God rather than the fear that there's not going to be enough for me? Or the fear that I'm not going to be enough for anyone else? What if we get beyond fear to a real belief in abundance? God has created you in abundance to be enough. You're good enough. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near to listen to Jesus,
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but the Pharisees and scribes began to complain,
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stating, This man welcomes sinners and eats with them.
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So to them Jesus addressed this parable.
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A man had two sons, and the younger son said to his father,
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Father, give me the share of your estate that should come to me.
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So the father divided the property between them.
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And after a few days, the younger son collected all his belongings
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and set off to a distant country,
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where he squandered his inheritance on a life of dissipation.
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When he had freely spent everything,
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a severe famine struck that country, and he found himself in dire need.
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So he hired himself out to one of the local citizens,
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who sent him to a farm to tend the swine.
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And he longed to eat his fill of the pods on which the swine fed,
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but nobody gave him any.
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Coming to his senses, he thought,
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How many of my father's hired workers have more than enough food to eat?
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But here I am, dying of hunger.
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I shall get up and go to my father, and I shall say to him,
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Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you.
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I no longer deserve to be called your son.
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Treat me as you would treat one of your hired workers.
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So he got up and went back to his father,
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and while he was still a long way off,
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his father caught sight of him and was filled with compassion.
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He ran to his son and embraced him.
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The son said, Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you.
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I no longer deserve to be called your son.
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But his father ordered his servants,
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Quickly, bring the finest robe and put it on him.
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Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet.
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Take a fattened cack and slaughter it,
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and let us celebrate with a feast.
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Because this son of mine was dead and has come back to life,
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he was lost and has been found.
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Then the celebration began.
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Now the older son had been out in the field,
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and on his way back he neared the house
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and heard the sound of music and dance.
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He called one of the servants and asked what it might be.
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The servant said to him, Your brother has returned,
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and your father has slaughtered the fattened calf
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because he has him back safe and sound.
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At this the son became angry and refused to enter the house,
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so the father came out and pleaded with him.
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He said to his father in reply,
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Look, all these years I have served you,
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and not once did I disobey your orders.
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Yet you never gave me even a young goat to feast on with my friends.
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But when this son of yours,
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who swallowed up your property with prostitutes,
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comes home, for him you slaughtered a fattened calf.
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He said to him, My son, you are here with me always,
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and everything I have is yours.
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But now we must celebrate and rejoice
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because your brother was dead and has come back to life.
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He was lost and has been found.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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The parable of a dozen assumptions
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that I think we make as readers.
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I think that this story, everyone will tell you,
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this story is all about the forgiveness of the father.
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It's all about the forgiveness of the father,
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and that's a central theme in it.
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I think it is, more importantly for us,
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it is about the short-sightedness of both the sons
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who cannot see what's going well.
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They're both missing points, right and left,
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and the reader, sometimes it's not them,
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and sometimes the reader puts in extra,
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you know, we like a little extra drama,
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we like to make sure that our sinners
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are the worst they can be before they're saved.
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Give us a little drama there.
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It begins and it says,
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so a young son comes to the father and says,
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Father, I'd like my share of the inheritance.
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And the father gives him his share of the inheritance.
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It doesn't say the relationship's broken.
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It doesn't say he demanded it,
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his father begrudgingly gave it to him,
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and there was a blowout and the kid ran away.
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He says, can I have my inheritance?
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The father goes, sure.
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That's how the story, but we never hear it that way
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because we want there to be a sin immediately
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because that makes the forgiveness all the more satisfying.
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And then it says, he goes,
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and there's this interesting word in Greek
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that literally means against the norm,
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against the regular measure.
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He lives a life of dissipation,
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which means rather than keeping his money to himself,
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he spreads it around.
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And he probably spreads it around a little imprudently.
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But it's not the worst thing in the world
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because it doesn't say he spreads it around
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and then all of a sudden realizes
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he's messed up and has to go home.
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He actually establishes himself in a different country
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and then a famine hits that whole country
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and he's in trouble.
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Most of us would say, you know,
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you have to be pretty well connected
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before the whole country has to go down for you to be hurt.
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Most of us look around and say, oh my gosh,
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I can't believe what's going on, but I'll be fine.
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He goes and he uses his money on other people and other things.
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It dissipates. It goes out.
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And only when there is a famine in the whole country
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does he find himself in need.
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And he's a foreigner in that country
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and is still able to get hired in the middle of a famine.
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So he's made some inroads for himself.
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But he doesn't get the best job in the world
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and you have to remember that,
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we assume that when we hear these parables,
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when he says, oh, there's a man with two sons,
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this is a Hebrew culture here.
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So for them to be a swine herder,
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pigs are unclean,
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it's like the most degrading job he could have
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because he's working with pork.
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It's everything he would like to not be doing.
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And so we misunderstand some of this stuff in the culture.
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So finally he says, you know what?
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I'm going to go home.
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Now he knows in his mind,
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okay, I've got to win Dad back over.
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So in his mind, there's been some sort of break in the relationship.
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But not for the dad.
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I can't tell you how often.
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Maybe it's the position of being clergy,
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but do you know how many times in a year people call me
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or grab me in the hole and say,
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Father, I want to apologize for the way I said something yesterday.
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And I'm like, what?
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They're thinking I'm offended.
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And I'm like, what did you say?
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Oh, you know, I called you by your first name, did you?
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They're scared to death they've offended someone.
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The child is pretty sure he's going back as a failure.
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That's what he's really struggling with.
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He went off on his own and he fell flat on his face
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and he picked the wrong place to be at the wrong time.
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He's not coming home as a success story.
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But there's nothing in this story that says,
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well, the father wrestled with it and finally said, I'll bring him back.
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The minute the father sees him, his son has come home.
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And even when the servant relates this to the older brother,
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he doesn't say, your father has taken him back.
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He says, your father has him back.
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I think that the child has created a break in this relationship that isn't there.
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He's created it in his own mind.
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I've told you this before, but the number of people who will come in
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and say something along the lines in the confessional,
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Father, it's been six months since my last confession
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and I've had three angry thoughts.
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I've had four since you sat down.
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It's pretty good.
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I had an angry thought that I'm sure that God is just so disappointed in me.
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What if God isn't disappointed in us?
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At least not nearly as often as we think.
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We create dramas that literally just exist within us.
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The second son does the same.
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The first son actually, the oldest, but second in the story.
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He does the same thing.
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He says, well, you know, first he's creating all sorts of drama.
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His brother has gone away to another country.
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They've not heard from him.
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He doesn't even know he's back.
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That's probably bad.
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That's probably the only bad moment in this is the father.
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Oh, look, my son has come back.
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You would think he'd let the other sons working out in the field.
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And he comes home and there's a party and he wasn't even invited.
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That's a bad fall in the story.
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That creates a little extra tension, I'm sure.
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But he comes and he hasn't seen this guy in here and he says,
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but this son of yours who wasted all your money on prostitutes,
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do you know something the rest of us don't?
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Are you close enough with those prostitutes that you heard these stories?
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What's going on?
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He's so angry that he's creating an uglier story than is there in his mind.
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And he says to his father, and I've done everything you've ever told me
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and you've never even given me so much as a goat for a feast,
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which is something most of us have never said to our parents.
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You've never so much as given me a goat to share with my friends.
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And the father looks at him probably like, what is wrong with you?
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And says, you're the first son.
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Did you not know that everything I have is yours?
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He's upset that he hasn't been given what's already his
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and he just can't see it.
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He can't see what he already has.
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You know, this story does not begin as many people hear.
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Well, you know, I get why the older son is upset
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because they divide the property in half
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and the young one goes off and blows his half of the property
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and then he's going to come back and want to spend some of mine now too?
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No, no.
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Oldest son, second oldest son did not split property in half.
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Younger son got a fraction.
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Older son gets everything.
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And he resents the one who got a little.
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That's the core of this story,
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is how we start to become as brothers and sisters,
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how we war with one another because either we have learned
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to feel guilty and insufficient in who we are
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and we're sure that God, you know, and if God is upset with who I am,
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sometimes the only solace is for me to go,
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at least I'm not them.
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This is where you start to see people,
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this is where you see entire churches full of sinners
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telling other sinners they're not welcome.
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You know, it starts out as I've always,
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I always love to say that, you know,
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this man welcomes sinners and eats with them.
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And I always say that Jesus responds to that.
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Why do you eat with sinners?
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Because there's only so many dinners you can have with Ma.
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Only other person in history we believe is without sin is his mother.
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You know, I mean, why do you eat with sinners?
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Says a bunch of people who think, I mean not us, we're not sinners, we mean them.
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It starts out with this acknowledgement
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that the two greatest insecurities we have is I'm not good enough.
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People think I'm bad. God thinks I'm bad.
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That's the younger son. And the older, there's not enough for me.
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I don't get enough things in the world. I haven't got enough.
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And someone's going to take what little I have.
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What if, and this is kind of edgy, edgy theology, I know,
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but what if God knew what he was doing?
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What if creation is sufficient to our needs?
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What if I don't need to make sure I have enough stored up
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that if I happen to live to 140,
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I'll be well taken care of while others are starving?
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What if give us this day our daily bread is to be a mindset?
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What if we're to believe in the abundance of God
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rather than the fear that there's not going to be enough for me?
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Or the fear that I'm not going to be enough for anyone else?
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What if we get beyond fear to a real belief in abundance?
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God has created you in abundance to be enough.
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You're good enough.
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And the world is enough for us.
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And all of a sudden we stop resenting people who have less.
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It is so easy to resent people who have less.
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It can be the sibling who's always falling apart
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and always seems to need a little more,
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but really is having a harder life.
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It can be an immigrant who's just trying to survive
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while I'm trying to figure out what to do
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with all that extra stuff I have upstairs
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because I've got to move back into a rectory
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and there's too much garbage.
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What if it's, you know, I've watched people,
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and I've even been in cars with people.
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I know I've done it myself.
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It's raining out.
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And so, you know, you're at a stop sign
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or at a light, and when the light turns green,
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pedestrians are still running across at the last minute
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because of the rain.
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And there I am inside my car with the heat going and the music.
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Did they not see the light change?
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Resentful of people who have less
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because either we don't, we can't see what we have,
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or we can't see who we are.
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But both are enough.
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And so the prodigal son's story is these two sons,
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and Luke is brilliant in his telling of this
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because we see that the father welcomes the first son back
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and tries to let him know he's enough.
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He doesn't say, I accept your apology.
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He doesn't even listen to it.
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He's already saying, get a robe, get rings, he's back.
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And the second son is upset and he says,
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look, come into the party.
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You have everything.
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We have your brother back.
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Why can't we celebrate that?
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What Luke doesn't tell us
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is whether the other brother ever comes into the party
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and whether the two ever reconcile.
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That is ours to answer.
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Will we ever reconcile with the world?
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Will we ever reconcile with one another?
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And what it comes down to is,
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will we ever believe in the abundance of God,
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or will we live in the fear
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that we are not good enough, or we don't have it?
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Father Pat’s message focuses on shifting the tradi Father Pat’s message focuses on shifting the traditional interpretation of the Parable of the Prodigal Son from being solely about the father’s forgiveness to a deeper exploration of the inner struggles of both sons. He emphasizes that the real transformation needed lies not in the father’s heart—because the father’s love never wavered—but in the sons’ distorted perceptions of themselves and their relationship to the father. The younger son is burdened by shame and self-doubt, imagining a rupture that never existed. The older son is consumed by resentment and scarcity, blind to the abundance he already possesses. Father Pat challenges the listener to consider the implications of believing in God’s abundance, rather than living in fear of inadequacy or insufficiency, and invites us to ask whether we, too, will enter the celebration of reconciliation and grace.
Father Pat begins by addressing a common assumption about the Parable of the Prodigal Son—that it is primarily about the father's forgiveness. While acknowledging that forgiveness is present, he reframes the story as one about perception, fear, and the inability of both sons to see clearly. The younger son is often painted as a villain who defiantly demands his inheritance and squanders it immorally. However, Father Pat points out that the Gospel does not describe a dramatic rupture in the relationship at the outset. The father grants the inheritance without resistance, and there is no indication of a falling out. The younger son’s life of “dissipation” is not condemned as overtly sinful but described as living “against the norm,” implying poor judgment rather than evil intent. It is not until a famine—a crisis outside his control—hits the land that he finds himself destitute.
Even in his lowly state, the younger son manages to find employment, suggesting he has some resilience and resourcefulness. Yet his shame and fear of failure convince him that he is no longer worthy of being a son. He rehearses a speech of contrition, prepared to return not as a child but as a servant. But the father, far from holding a grudge, runs to meet him, embracing him before a word is spoken. The father's immediate response is restoration, not judgment. This suggests that the break in relationship existed only in the son’s mind. The father never withdrew his love; it was the son's inner narrative of unworthiness that created the distance.
The older son, meanwhile, is also caught in a false narrative. He resents the celebration of his brother’s return, imagining that the prodigal has not only squandered his own inheritance but now threatens to consume what belongs to him. Yet, as Father Pat explains, in the cultural context of the story, the older son would have received a double share of the inheritance and retained all that remained. His fear that he is being shortchanged is unfounded. Moreover, he accuses the younger brother of wasting money on prostitutes—a detail not present in the text—revealing that he, too, has created a more dramatic and damning version of events than the reality. This suggests that the older brother’s anger stems from a mindset of scarcity and a deep-seated insecurity: the fear that he is not recognized, not celebrated, not enough.
The father’s response to the older son is tender and revealing: “Everything I have is yours.” This is not merely a gesture of reassurance but a theological declaration. The older son has always had access to the father’s abundance but failed to recognize it. His bitterness arises from the illusion that love and grace are limited resources, and if one son receives mercy, the other is deprived. Father Pat connects this mindset to broader human tendencies: the fear that we are not enough, or that there is not enough—of love, of attention, of resources. He likens this to real-life scenarios: people feeling guilty for minor offenses, individuals overreacting out of fear of being unloved, or entire religious communities excluding others in an attempt to secure their own righteousness.
The parable ends without resolution: we do not know if the older son joins the celebration. Luke leaves the ending open-ended to invite us, the listeners, to answer the question: will we accept God's radical grace, or will we stay outside the feast, clinging to our resentment, fear, and self-righteousness? Father Pat emphasizes that the heart of the Gospel is not about God withholding love until we prove ourselves, but about God’s love being constant, abundant, and waiting for us to accept it. The challenge is not to earn divine acceptance but to believe it—to see ourselves and others through the lens of God’s abundant mercy.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to a spiritual conversion from fear to faith, from scarcity to abundance, from isolation to communion. If we believe that God created us as “enough,” and that divine love is not finite, we can stop resenting others who seem to have less or need more. We can move beyond judgment to compassion, beyond rivalry to reconciliation. The parable, then, is not just about a father and two sons—it is about us, our families, our communities, and our world. It is an invitation to enter the feast, not because we’ve earned it, but because we are already loved....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 895.3800048828125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to the crowds, This is how it is with the kingdom of God. As it is if a man were to scatter seed on the land and would sleep and rise night and day, and through it all the seed would sprout and grow, he knows not how. Of its own accord, the land yields fruit, first the blade, then the ear, then the full grain in the ear, and when the grain is ripe, he wields the sickle at once, for the harvest has come. He said to what shall I compare the kingdom of God or what parable can we use for it? It is like a mustard seed that, when it is sown in the ground, is the smallest of all the seeds. But once it is sown, it springs up and becomes the largest of plants and puts forth large branches so that the birds of the sky can dwell in its shade. With many such parables he spoke to them, the word, as they were able to understand it, and without parables he did not speak to them. But to his own disciples he explained everything in private, the gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Too much emphasis and even probably some odd interpretations of the last line of today's gospel launched centuries of probably the most pernicious heresy in the church, which was called Gnosticism, which is kind of the basis for the whole Da Vinci Code sort of thing, the Illuminati. There are people with secret information and if you, you know, protect the secret information, you're doing God's work. And if you're fully initiated, then you have the secret information and you're going to be saved. It was all the heresy because information doesn't save you. You know, Jesus saved people and, you know, immediately people were like, well, you know, the rest of you just have parables, but the disciples, they were given it straight down and it's been handed on secretly. You know, we love conspiracy theories because they make us feel like we're, you know, we're not in control of the world, but at least I understand it better than the rest of you and you just don't understand that there are aliens here. You know, it sort of gives us a nice intellectual boost to come up with something that's a little crazy and the rest of the world doesn't see. But this opening parable has this sort of desire to get us to notice what happens when we're not paying attention. You know, a farmer will generally use the phrase and he's not being dishonest, it's just the way we speak, you know, that, well, you know, I grow corn or I grow wheat but none of that's true. They tend crops. Crops grow themselves. Now, you have to tend them and you have to work hard to make sure everything works right, give them the optimal circumstance, but they grow while you're sleeping. Field A still grows while you're working on field B. You know, every single plant gets very little individual attention and continues to grow when you're not there. So we just tend to not recognize what's going on, you know, except moment by moment, certain moments pop out and stick in our memory. And many of you have heard me, you know, before it's one of the bizarre questions that kind of eats at me in my life is that I know all of us only remember a fraction of our past. I mean, even those of you, I would imagine most of you it might take you a moment, but you could probably come up with what you had for lunch yesterday. If I asked you how many bites, probably not. If I asked you what you had two weeks ago, probably not. So even yesterday, you might have collapsed yesterday into a few facts that your mind will take with you. There are even sleep psychologists who believe that that's actually what the process of dreaming is. It sorts through your day and decides what to chunk into long-term memory and what to jettison. Maybe, who knows. All I know is we think that we've been formed by our life. And I always think, actually, we've been formed by the memories we hold on to. What if you had a whole different set of memories from your life? I have a magnet on my refrigerator with a picture of Jesus on the hilltop preaching. And it says, now pay attention because I don't want four versions of this out there. You know, I mean, John records a whole different set of memories from Jesus' life. You know, what happens if that shift happens? And what happens when we start to notice the things we don't always notice, the deeper movements? Now, not nearly as eloquent as the Scripture, I always tell the schoolchildren what I call the parable of the peanut butter sandwich, which most children between the age of maybe five and seven, maybe for their first time, you know, they get out two slices of bread and they get out the peanut butter and the jelly and they spread it on. And they've made lunch by themselves for their first time. And in their mind, that gets cemented as an achievement. And you don't want to take the achievement away. But at what point do we point out to them that that's not nearly as much of an achievement as a deep experience of the worldwide community? Because that child doesn't know how to make peanut butter or grow a peanut. That child doesn't know how to grow wheat or make bread. Doesn't have a clue how to make jam. But they made that sandwich. They were part of something that was much bigger. You know, they were part of. And it's not that it's bad to sense that accomplishment. But, you know, where the entitlement thing that we always hear about today, where that starts to come in is we think we're making our own lunch until we show up one day and mom or dad forgot to put peanut butter in that cupboard. Now we're upset, you know. Because we just, there's so much that has fallen into place. And when it's not there, we miss it. But we don't notice how much is there in our life that keeps things from going completely, you know, off the axis. And so when our life does spin out of control, we become very aware. And so, you know, Jesus says, you know, a lot of stuff goes on behind the scenes all the time. God's grace is working in our life all the time and we don't see it. So we start to think it's not there. And where we experience it is when we're willing to look at that larger community that we belong to. You know, we can get focused on, I made the sandwich. And not only did I make the sandwich, you know, it takes about 10 minutes for me to decide. And there's a right way to make the sandwich. You cut it from corner to corner. None of this down the middle stuff. And then we start, you know, creating camps of the right way to make a sandwich. And none of us really want to notice that we're all dependent on the same larger community to even start. You know, it happens. I always think that, you know, we hear so much nowadays. I've always thought it's been going on for years. People, if anyone tells you, if you hear the phrase, the fall of democracy, what it usually means is they're not embracing what I like at the moment. But the actual fall has been happening for years as we've watched less people vote. I mean, that's democracy. If you want, if you want to see, if you want to see democracy's real voice, you try to get everyone to vote. Not because they'll agree with me on my vote, but because we just try and get everyone to vote. And people who that makes very uncomfortable don't want to tell you, but they don't like democracy. You know, the idea that everyone's equal. See, that's the spirituality of democracy, not the politics of it. The spirituality is everyone's equal. And most people, I think in this country, where we've maybe lost our love for democracy, is most of us vote to get our agenda furthered rather than if we vote, we should vote because it's a deep ritual of belonging. It's a deep moment where your opinion won't mean any more than anyone else's, but it won't mean any less. And it's a belonging to the whole. And you can't put that message out there because it's not as exciting as getting across my agenda. That's why I vote. I vote because, you know, if the rest of the world was smarter than me, they'd all vote this way. You know, rarely do I meet people who will say, well, this is my vote, but I'm kind of dumb. No, we're all smarter than everyone else. You know, I always watch in church politics, you know, in church politics, you know, everyone will tell you, you have to follow the bishops until the bishops say something I don't like. You know, and that happens clear up to the Pope. And the Pope is the Pope until I don't like what the Pope said. And so, you know, and that's not a horrible bad thing. It's just that once you've done that, it's harder the following week to try and go to the same people and say, well, you have to listen to the bishops because you already decided not to the week before. And what most of us really believe is that the Pope and the bishops are infallible when they agree with me. We don't want to admit that that's where we're at, but a lot of us are there. And we get that way in religion and in politics and in family and in all sorts of things because it's hard for us to conceive of how large the group of humanity that we belong to is. It's why in a country, why is everyone so fascinated with polarizing and dividing and chopping everything up right now? And it's because then you're a big fish in a little pond. I just hang around the people who think like I do, and since there's only three of us, I'm important. You know, if there's, you know, 325 million of us, then my voice is just one. And that can be frustrating, but it can also be that deeper sense of belonging. I have a ritual. I do this every two years at the midterms and the big elections, and that's where I always walk to vote. I always—well, it's just down at the, you know, it's down at University and the highway. And so I usually take the walk down. And, you know, it's just a really—I don't know why I get into this weird place every time I'm going down there that's sort of like this— it's very freeing to know that my vote will be added, but it's not going to decide anything. But there's a deep belonging to it. And I think the reason people get discouraged is because someone told them, you know, when they said, your vote will matter, they think, oh, so mine will tip the balance? No, it will matter because you will belong. And belonging just isn't as important to us nowadays as I need people to hear me. I need people to know what I'm thinking. It's why social media is exploding. I see now on social media the two words that I believe should never, ever, ever go together, and people use these all the time. And it's a way that we divide the world so that we can feel that everyone thinks like us. It's called community filter. That has got to be the ugliest phrase I've ever heard. I have a community filter, and I don't want to tell you how many of you just don't make it through my filter. Okay, all of you, but it's, you know, I don't go out on social media ever. I'm actually—you probably all come through the filter, and if I ever check in, I'll see you. But that idea that I'm going to filter the community so that I'll believe more people that are higher, you know, 90% of the people that I let on my page agree with me. What does that mean? Does that mean that your opinion's smart or that your filters are strong? You know, we'd rather be a big fish in a little pond. And what Jesus says is, you belong to a very, very large pond. The ocean's a scary place. That's what we're called to belong. We're called to belong to something bigger and deeper. And it's not as exciting, and it's not as bombastic, and it's not as, you know, biting, and it doesn't tear us apart. But we belong. And I thought, you know, it would really be an interesting healing moment in our country, in our church, in everything, to say, what happens when people say, oh yeah, well, I vote because that's how I'm part of the group. It's a sense of belonging. Not it's how I manipulate the group, not it's how I persuade the group, but it's how I belong. Because I think, you know, this, I'll notice this in the school once in a while, if a parent is upset with something, they won't come to you until they've got a posse behind them. And you know, I don't want to upset anyone who's ever done this, but whenever someone comes to me and says, you know, I've been talking to a lot of parents and they all feel the same way. Now, you have to know what I hear is, I've been talking to a lot of parents and not one of them has been willing to tell me I'm crazy to my face. Maybe they really do agree, but since you know they probably wouldn't tell you if they didn't, rather than, I feel comfortable coming in and saying, I don't know if other people think like this, it's how I think, it's one opinion, and I can still state it. I don't need to have a posse behind me to believe I have a point. To be able to come in and say, this is my point. You know, I don't have to think, I'll sway the whole country to go to a ballot box and say, but this is mine. I don't have to pretend I'm like everyone else to come into the church and be acceptable. That we bring the truth of who we are to everything we do, and we are one person in the world. It's kind of a delicate maturity that we're called to. God's grace just keeps moving on in us. And I think that what we'll find is, not that there isn't all sorts of activism in the world that can be a good thing. You know, going out and fighting for a cause can do things to change the world. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to the crowds,
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This is how it is with the kingdom of God.
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As it is if a man were to scatter seed on the land
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and would sleep and rise night and day,
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and through it all the seed would sprout and grow,
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he knows not how.
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Of its own accord, the land yields fruit,
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first the blade, then the ear,
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then the full grain in the ear,
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and when the grain is ripe, he wields the sickle at once,
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for the harvest has come.
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He said to what shall I compare the kingdom of God
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or what parable can we use for it?
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It is like a mustard seed that, when it is sown in the ground,
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is the smallest of all the seeds.
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But once it is sown, it springs up
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and becomes the largest of plants
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and puts forth large branches
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so that the birds of the sky can dwell in its shade.
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With many such parables he spoke to them,
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the word, as they were able to understand it,
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and without parables he did not speak to them.
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But to his own disciples he explained everything in private,
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the gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Too much emphasis
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and even probably some odd interpretations
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of the last line of today's gospel
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launched centuries of probably
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the most pernicious heresy in the church,
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which was called Gnosticism,
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which is kind of the basis
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for the whole Da Vinci Code sort of thing,
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the Illuminati.
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There are people with secret information
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and if you, you know, protect the secret information,
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you're doing God's work.
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And if you're fully initiated,
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then you have the secret information
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and you're going to be saved.
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It was all the heresy
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because information doesn't save you.
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You know, Jesus saved people
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and, you know, immediately people were like,
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well, you know, the rest of you just have parables,
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but the disciples, they were given it straight down
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and it's been handed on secretly.
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You know, we love conspiracy theories
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because they make us feel like we're, you know,
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we're not in control of the world,
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but at least I understand it better than the rest of you
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and you just don't understand that there are aliens here.
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You know, it sort of gives us a nice intellectual boost
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to come up with something that's a little crazy
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and the rest of the world doesn't see.
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But this opening parable has this sort of desire
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to get us to notice what happens
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when we're not paying attention.
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You know, a farmer will generally use the phrase
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and he's not being dishonest,
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it's just the way we speak, you know,
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that, well, you know, I grow corn or I grow wheat
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but none of that's true.
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They tend crops.
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Crops grow themselves.
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Now, you have to tend them and you have to work hard
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to make sure everything works right,
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give them the optimal circumstance,
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but they grow while you're sleeping.
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Field A still grows while you're working on field B.
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You know, every single plant gets very little individual attention
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and continues to grow when you're not there.
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So we just tend to not recognize what's going on,
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you know, except moment by moment,
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certain moments pop out and stick in our memory.
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And many of you have heard me, you know,
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before it's one of the bizarre questions
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that kind of eats at me in my life is
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that I know all of us only remember a fraction of our past.
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I mean, even those of you,
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I would imagine most of you it might take you a moment,
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but you could probably come up with what you had for lunch yesterday.
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If I asked you how many bites, probably not.
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If I asked you what you had two weeks ago, probably not.
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So even yesterday, you might have collapsed yesterday
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into a few facts that your mind will take with you.
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There are even sleep psychologists
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who believe that that's actually what the process of dreaming is.
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It sorts through your day and decides what to chunk
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into long-term memory and what to jettison.
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Maybe, who knows.
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All I know is we think that we've been formed by our life.
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And I always think, actually,
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we've been formed by the memories we hold on to.
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What if you had a whole different set of memories from your life?
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I have a magnet on my refrigerator
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with a picture of Jesus on the hilltop preaching.
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And it says, now pay attention
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because I don't want four versions of this out there.
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You know, I mean,
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John records a whole different set of memories from Jesus' life.
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You know, what happens if that shift happens?
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And what happens when we start to notice the things
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we don't always notice, the deeper movements?
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Now, not nearly as eloquent as the Scripture,
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I always tell the schoolchildren
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what I call the parable of the peanut butter sandwich,
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which most children between the age of maybe five and seven,
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maybe for their first time,
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you know, they get out two slices of bread
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and they get out the peanut butter and the jelly
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and they spread it on.
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And they've made lunch by themselves for their first time.
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And in their mind, that gets cemented as an achievement.
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And you don't want to take the achievement away.
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But at what point do we point out to them
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that that's not nearly as much of an achievement
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as a deep experience of the worldwide community?
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Because that child doesn't know how to make peanut butter
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or grow a peanut.
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That child doesn't know how to grow wheat or make bread.
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Doesn't have a clue how to make jam.
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But they made that sandwich.
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They were part of something that was much bigger.
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You know, they were part of.
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And it's not that it's bad to sense that accomplishment.
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But, you know, where the entitlement thing
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that we always hear about today,
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where that starts to come in is we think
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we're making our own lunch until we show up one day
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and mom or dad forgot to put peanut butter in that cupboard.
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Now we're upset, you know.
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Because we just, there's so much that has fallen into place.
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And when it's not there, we miss it.
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But we don't notice how much is there in our life
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that keeps things from going completely, you know, off the axis.
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And so when our life does spin out of control,
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we become very aware.
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And so, you know, Jesus says, you know,
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a lot of stuff goes on behind the scenes all the time.
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God's grace is working in our life all the time
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and we don't see it.
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So we start to think it's not there.
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And where we experience it is when we're willing to look
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at that larger community that we belong to.
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You know, we can get focused on, I made the sandwich.
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And not only did I make the sandwich, you know,
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it takes about 10 minutes for me to decide.
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And there's a right way to make the sandwich.
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You cut it from corner to corner.
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None of this down the middle stuff.
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And then we start, you know, creating camps
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of the right way to make a sandwich.
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And none of us really want to notice that we're all dependent
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on the same larger community to even start.
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You know, it happens.
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I always think that, you know, we hear so much nowadays.
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I've always thought it's been going on for years.
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People, if anyone tells you, if you hear the phrase,
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the fall of democracy, what it usually means is
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they're not embracing what I like at the moment.
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But the actual fall has been happening for years
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as we've watched less people vote.
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I mean, that's democracy.
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If you want, if you want to see,
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if you want to see democracy's real voice,
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you try to get everyone to vote.
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Not because they'll agree with me on my vote,
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but because we just try and get everyone to vote.
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And people who that makes very uncomfortable
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don't want to tell you, but they don't like democracy.
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You know, the idea that everyone's equal.
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See, that's the spirituality of democracy,
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not the politics of it.
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The spirituality is everyone's equal.
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And most people, I think in this country,
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where we've maybe lost our love for democracy,
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is most of us vote to get our agenda furthered
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rather than if we vote, we should vote
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because it's a deep ritual of belonging.
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It's a deep moment where your opinion won't mean
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any more than anyone else's, but it won't mean any less.
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And it's a belonging to the whole.
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And you can't put that message out there
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because it's not as exciting as getting across my agenda.
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That's why I vote.
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I vote because, you know,
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if the rest of the world was smarter than me,
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they'd all vote this way.
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You know, rarely do I meet people who will say,
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well, this is my vote, but I'm kind of dumb.
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No, we're all smarter than everyone else.
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You know, I always watch in church politics,
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you know, in church politics, you know,
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everyone will tell you, you have to follow the bishops
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until the bishops say something I don't like.
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You know, and that happens clear up to the Pope.
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And the Pope is the Pope
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until I don't like what the Pope said.
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And so, you know, and that's not a horrible bad thing.
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It's just that once you've done that,
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it's harder the following week to try and go to the same people
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and say, well, you have to listen to the bishops
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because you already decided not to the week before.
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And what most of us really believe
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is that the Pope and the bishops are infallible
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when they agree with me.
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We don't want to admit that that's where we're at,
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but a lot of us are there.
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And we get that way in religion and in politics
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and in family and in all sorts of things
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because it's hard for us to conceive
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of how large the group of humanity that we belong to is.
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It's why in a country,
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why is everyone so fascinated with polarizing
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and dividing and chopping everything up right now?
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And it's because then you're a big fish in a little pond.
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I just hang around the people who think like I do,
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and since there's only three of us, I'm important.
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You know, if there's, you know, 325 million of us,
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then my voice is just one.
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And that can be frustrating,
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but it can also be that deeper sense of belonging.
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I have a ritual.
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I do this every two years at the midterms and the big elections,
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and that's where I always walk to vote.
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I always—well, it's just down at the, you know,
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it's down at University and the highway.
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And so I usually take the walk down.
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And, you know, it's just a really—I don't know why
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I get into this weird place every time I'm going down there
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that's sort of like this—
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it's very freeing to know that my vote will be added,
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but it's not going to decide anything.
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But there's a deep belonging to it.
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And I think the reason people get discouraged
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is because someone told them, you know,
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when they said, your vote will matter,
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they think, oh, so mine will tip the balance?
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No, it will matter because you will belong.
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And belonging just isn't as important to us nowadays
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as I need people to hear me.
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I need people to know what I'm thinking.
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It's why social media is exploding.
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I see now on social media the two words
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that I believe should never, ever, ever go together,
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and people use these all the time.
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And it's a way that we divide the world
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so that we can feel that everyone thinks like us.
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It's called community filter.
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That has got to be the ugliest phrase I've ever heard.
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I have a community filter,
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and I don't want to tell you how many of you
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just don't make it through my filter.
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Okay, all of you, but it's, you know,
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I don't go out on social media ever.
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I'm actually—you probably all come through the filter,
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and if I ever check in, I'll see you.
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But that idea that I'm going to filter the community
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so that I'll believe more people that are higher,
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you know, 90% of the people that I let on my page
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agree with me.
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What does that mean?
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Does that mean that your opinion's smart
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or that your filters are strong?
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You know, we'd rather be a big fish in a little pond.
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And what Jesus says is,
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you belong to a very, very large pond.
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The ocean's a scary place.
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That's what we're called to belong.
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We're called to belong to something bigger and deeper.
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And it's not as exciting, and it's not as bombastic,
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and it's not as, you know, biting,
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and it doesn't tear us apart.
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But we belong.
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And I thought, you know, it would really be
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an interesting healing moment in our country,
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in our church, in everything, to say,
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what happens when people say,
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oh yeah, well, I vote because
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that's how I'm part of the group.
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It's a sense of belonging.
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Not it's how I manipulate the group,
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not it's how I persuade the group,
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but it's how I belong.
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Because I think, you know, this,
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I'll notice this in the school once in a while,
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if a parent is upset with something,
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they won't come to you until they've got a posse behind them.
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And you know, I don't want to upset
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anyone who's ever done this,
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but whenever someone comes to me and says,
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you know, I've been talking to a lot of parents
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and they all feel the same way.
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Now, you have to know what I hear is,
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I've been talking to a lot of parents
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and not one of them has been willing to tell me
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I'm crazy to my face.
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Maybe they really do agree,
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but since you know they probably wouldn't tell you
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if they didn't,
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rather than, I feel comfortable coming in and saying,
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I don't know if other people think like this,
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it's how I think, it's one opinion,
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and I can still state it.
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I don't need to have a posse behind me
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to believe I have a point.
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To be able to come in and say, this is my point.
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You know, I don't have to think,
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I'll sway the whole country to go to a ballot box
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and say, but this is mine.
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I don't have to pretend I'm like everyone else
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to come into the church and be acceptable.
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That we bring the truth of who we are
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to everything we do,
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and we are one person in the world.
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It's kind of a delicate maturity that we're called to.
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God's grace just keeps moving on in us.
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And I think that what we'll find is,
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not that there isn't all sorts of activism in the world
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that can be a good thing.
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You know, going out and fighting for a cause
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can do things to change the world.
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But only going out and fighting to belong
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can bring about the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound, ofte Father Pat’s message centers on the profound, often unnoticed workings of God's grace in our lives and the deep spiritual call to belong—not as isolated individuals seeking control or superiority, but as members of a vast, interconnected human and divine community. Using the parables of the growing seed and the mustard seed, Father Pat invites us to recognize that much of what is most transformative—both in nature and in the spiritual life—happens quietly, steadily, and often without our full awareness. He warns against the allure of secret knowledge or elitism, including religious or ideological Gnosticism, which undermines the Christian truth that salvation is not found in exclusive information but in the person of Jesus Christ and in communal participation. He challenges the modern emphasis on individualism, control, and self-importance by calling attention to how we overlook the invisible network of grace and cooperation that shapes our lives. Ultimately, he urges us to recover a spirituality of belonging: to the Church, to our society, and to the mysterious workings of God’s kingdom.
The Gospel passage from Mark presents two parables about the kingdom of God: one where a seed grows without the farmer fully understanding how, and another about the mustard seed that starts tiny but grows into something vast, offering shelter and blessing to others. Father Pat draws from these images a theology of humility and mystery. The seed grows not because the farmer controls it, but because it is embedded in a system of life that transcends his understanding. Similarly, the kingdom of God is at work in our lives, often imperceptibly, and not because of our mastery or merit, but because of God’s enduring grace. This challenges modern assumptions that value only what is visible, controllable, or consciously understood. Father Pat stresses that much of our spiritual development happens “while we sleep,” in the unnoticed moments of life.
He contrasts this with the dangerous tendency in both religious and secular culture to gravitate toward elitism, conspiracy, and exclusivity. He critiques Gnosticism—the ancient heresy which claimed salvation through secret knowledge—as still present today in the form of conspiracy theories, ideological echo chambers, and even in the way people interpret Scripture and Church authority. When we believe we have special insight that others lack, we distort the Gospel and sever ourselves from the shared, communal nature of truth. This elitism is not limited to religion: it permeates our politics, our social media habits, and even how we engage with our communities. In all of these, we are tempted to isolate ourselves into smaller, self-affirming groups where we feel powerful or superior.
To illustrate the spiritual blindness that results from self-centeredness, Father Pat shares the parable of a child making a peanut butter sandwich—believing they’ve done something “all by themselves,” while unaware of the vast network of labor, agriculture, and industry that made their lunch possible. It’s a metaphor for how we live: imagining our lives and achievements are solitary, when in fact they are embedded in community, in grace, and in the work of countless others. This illusion of independence fosters entitlement, disconnection, and ingratitude.
In response, Father Pat calls for a recovery of the spiritual value of belonging. He reflects on voting not as a means of asserting power or pushing an agenda, but as a ritual of shared identity, a humble act of participation in a collective. Likewise, our relationship with Church authority—bishops, the Pope, the community of believers—should not be transactional or conditional, based on whether they affirm our personal views, but rooted in a deeper fidelity to communal truth and spiritual unity. He acknowledges that our culture often resists this kind of submission or mutuality, preferring instead to be “a big fish in a little pond,” surrounding ourselves with like-minded people and filtering out dissent.
This fragmentation, Father Pat suggests, is spiritually impoverishing. When we only listen to those who agree with us, when we filter our “community,” we shrink our souls and miss the grandeur of the kingdom, which is diverse, mysterious, and much larger than us. The kingdom of God is not a club for the like-minded or the elite; it is a mustard tree with branches wide enough for all the birds of the sky. It is a field where grace is always growing, even when we do not see it.
Father Pat concludes with an invitation to recognize our place within the vast, grace-filled movement of God’s kingdom—not as controllers, but as participants. Our task is not to dominate, to manipulate, or to stand above others, but to belong. Whether in voting, in Church life, or in daily acts of community, we are called to embody the humility of the seed: growing slowly, rooted in mystery, and open to becoming something far greater than ourselves. This is the spirituality that builds the kingdom of God....
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Kingdom Work Starts With You
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2018-02-18
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1084.199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. The Spirit drove Jesus out into the desert, and He remained in the desert, tempted by Satan, for 40 days. He was among wild beasts, and the angels ministered to Him. After John had been arrested, Jesus came to Galilee, proclaiming the Gospel of God. This is the time of fulfillment. The kingdom of God is at hand. Repent and believe the Gospel. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. It's kind of a trick of the mind that we have to wrap our head around, that when we hear Jesus saying, believe in the Gospel, the four Gospels have not been written. So you and I hear, oh, believe in these four books. Not what was meant. You know, this is the concept for which the four books will be named after. And then we kind of re-imprint history in a different order in our mind. And so, you know, He uses the Greek. He says, you know, believe in the Evangelion. It's a Greek word that literally was used kind of, probably the most common use for it was if there was a decisive battle such that, you know, if you lose this battle, you lose your city. You lose your way of life. You lose your power base. You lose everything. If you are being attacked at that level, the army would go out and they would fight the battle. And the youngest of the soldiers was often asked to hold back, you know, be kind of at the backside of the army. And when the army wins, his only job is to run back and tell the city the Evangelion, the good news. This runner, this messenger who comes back also becomes known as Evangelion, the good news bearer, the bearer that says, you know, the battle has been decisively won and our way of life is safe and free and who you are, you know, the invasion is over. And that's, you know, so when we talk about, oh, the gospel, the good news, we all put all these different sorts of things on it. But it really is saying that there is a battle we're all fighting that's been won. By the time the good news gets there, you're hearing the good news doesn't win the battle. It's been won. But you should live knowing the battle's been won. And I think, unfortunately, a lot, not all, but a lot of our religion centers around keeping people in the battle. We're fighting for the gospel. We're fighting for the announcement that the battle's over and there's nothing to fight. So there is a word game that goes on in our head. We slowly forget what the gospel is. Jesus comes preaching this good news, and the good news, and of course you have to get your head set into the mindset of the bad news that was going around, which was, you know, when you sin, there is no forgiveness. When you mess up, that's it. That was the mindset of the day. God, you know, if you're wealthy and healthy and everything's going well, it's because God likes you and the rest of you, you'd have a better life if you just weren't so displeasing to God. All of these messages are out there in the ether at that time, and little by little, this good news that gets preached, the beatitudes come and say, guess what, God blesses those people even when their lives are falling apart. And then he starts to say, and you know what, these people who say there's no forgiveness are people who themselves need forgiveness, and you have to get past that. Of course there's forgiveness. And, you know, then he continues on, and there's these miracle healings, and there's nothing we can't get past, and there's good news even after death, and there's good news, and there's good news. And we are so afraid of the good news because if everyone understood the good news, it might be harder for authorities to control people. And too many people have a vision of human nature that is so ugly that basically their thing is, you know, if people ever really got comfortable with who they are, they'd ruin everything. I mean, you know, they don't understand, and even modern psychology will back this up eventually. Anyone who has studied adolescence and lived to tell, anyone who has studied that age group knows bullies aren't bullies because they're secure. People who do awful things don't do it because they're coming from a safe place. Bad behavior doesn't come from people, you know, we always talk about, oh, people who have had it so easy don't understand. But the woundedness that makes them do awful things is whatever little part of their life was not secure. To actually live without that worry and anxiety, the choice to just run around hurting people short of mental illness would make no sense. We're usually fighting with the world because we're competing with the world, and we're competing with the world because we're sure that if we don't, there is eventual failure ahead of us. We don't have enough faith in the nature that God created in us that says, you know, I don't need to put other people under me in order to feel like I'm a little higher up in the world. Most of us really do have a want to be with one another and be safe. I think that the, I've always felt that the real definition, and you get so many of them, of what people are looking for in true love, you know, and I've said this first part a lot. People have heard this a lot that, you know, everyone dreams of falling in love with another person until they realize that they are an other person. They're not you. But that's the dream, is to find someone who isn't you around whom you are completely yourself and completely safe. To be completely yourself. They know everything and it's still safe. That's like the perfect foundation. And when we understand the good news, we're each being invited into that place with God. And so Jesus takes this 40 days to go out and recollect who he is, know who he is, understand this, and then out of it comes the mission. And I think most of us are good either at, I think a lot of us, a lot of us have rudderless missions in our lives. Many of you know people who just get tons of stuff done. If you ask them what they got done yesterday, they will come up with a list that's amazing. If you ask them what they've gotten done in the last year, they can't tell you. Because they spent an amazing day going over here and then an amazing day going over here, but there's no trajectory. They're kind of rudderless even though they are people with amazing energy. And then there are the others who, you know, they reflect and they reflect and they know who they are in the world and they think and they think and, you know, they're finally ready to go out and act and, well, now they're 102 and they die. And they've spent their whole life getting their rudder and never moving. And it's so easy to get caught in one of those. And so we get this phrase in Hebrew that, you know, 40 days, I've always thought that the dynamic English at this moment translation of that should be month of Sundays. It doesn't mean 40 days exactly. It means, you know, 40 kind of meant, you know, forever and a day. He goes out for a month of Sundays. That does not mean 30 weeks. We know that. And so he goes out long enough to unclutter his life and figure out the mission. And then he comes back and spends three years doing the mission. It's the balance that Lent tries to give us. You know, Lent should be a time when we check and say, where are we headed? Where is my, you know, where is the steering wheel pointed toward? This is the time we do that. And the balance that the church has struck is six out of every 52 weeks. The assumption there meaning then 46 weeks doing something with that. You know, we spend some time reminding ourselves of our direction. And then what do we do? I always think that it was, you know, when we talk about, it's a mythological sort of courtroom scene that people have in their heads. Final judgment. You're standing before God. And I know that my catechism teacher, you know, when I was growing up, probably had me convinced that, you know, it was going to be everything from multiple choice and essays and you better know the answer to every question and how many sacraments and which ones are this or you better, this is the final exam. And I'm coming to think that if there is a final judgment, there is one question of interest. And it's not going to be, what mistakes did you make? What mistakes didn't you make? Did you ever sin? Did you not sin? No, the question's going to be, so how did you change the world? How did you change the world? And I think for many of us, it's, well, I didn't hang around those people. Yeah, bad news, they're just inside the door. You know, it's, how do we, and so I look right now, you know, everyone's reeling this week over what happened in Florida and I'm watching all the reactions and there are those who are saying, oh, let's just take a moment and do nothing. Let's just take a moment and do nothing. Which made sense at Columbine, but when you get to Ash Wednesday and you're in a year whereby Ash Wednesday, there are three times as many school shootings as there were Thursdays. How long do you wait? Someone's like, well, you can wait, but you can't wait more than 72 hours or you'll hit the next one and then they'll say wait. It's gotten to that kind of a crazy pace in our lives. And you know, you always say, out of the mouth of babes, what was interesting was the student who, when they first said it, they were kind of like, they thought they were correcting because someone said the wrong thing and it's become a catchphrase all over the internet. And that was when someone said, they started to talk about, you know, let's change laws, let's do this. And someone said, I think it's too soon. And the kid who had just lived through this said, what do you mean? You mean it's too late. I lived through it, it's too late. You don't, you know, you don't go to a funeral and say, is it too soon to discuss treatment options? No, it's too late. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch because what we've done as we fall, I finally started to realize as I watched this week that the word we use of tribalism, tribalism is ego sanctified. Because, you know, if I'm just, if I'm just in this for me, that is ego and that is ugly. But if I'm just in it for my family, that's loyalty. Now my ego looks, it looks a little loyal. I can put a kind of layer of sanctification. Oh, I'm in it for my, for my family, for my country, for my party. It's still ego. I just widened the group long enough that I can say, and I'm just doing this out of loyalty. You know, when it's just me, it's ego. Now it's something noble. It's, you know, noble vices are very dangerous. And so we come to a point and I think, so where do we go? When do we move a discussion into action? And the problem becomes that on both sides or every millions of sides of every political fence, most people are less interested in solving problems and more interested in being right. We don't want the other side to come up with the answer because then they're right. And everyone, you know, it's easy to vilify. I love, we're vilifying the politicians and there is no doubt that there is corruption in the system and that lobbyists are buying things. There's no doubt that's happening. But whenever people start going off on the politicians, I think, but they're doing more than we are. They're showing up. And I don't know if we're upset that they're not doing their job or that we're upset that they're not doing ours. Because, you know, our job doesn't come up once every year or every two or every four years. I've always thought it would be interesting, you know, some people do it, it's only done with military service, but there's so many ways. I thought it would be so interesting if you grew up in one of those countries where everyone had to do one or two years of public service. Because we think of public servants as a faction of our larger community rather than public servants as constitutive of citizenry. Public service. Because otherwise, most of us don't get it. Most of us don't get what's going on. We don't get the difficulties. We wonder why they don't solve issues quicker and we don't understand the difficulties they're up against. And it is polluted by a lot of, there's definitely corruption. But I think we are called to stand up. I realized on Ash Wednesday who the new heroes, the new heroes in our culture are, and even though everyone likes to complain about, you know, whether they're calling them millennials or Gen Xers or, you know, whichever group you're upset with this day. But, you know, the people between the ages of about 25 and 45 right now have watched as their parents have been horrified and their grandparents have been horrified and their aunts and uncles were all horrified. And they're horrified but they're all saying, you know what, I'll run for office. Those are the heroes. Those are the ones who are going to change things. They're like, I'll run for office. You know, in my generation, I don't know, I think I thought that unless you had a degree in Congress, you didn't do those things. Turns out there's no such degree. It's people who just decide they're going to step forward and be part of this. You know, and so all of a sudden we're seeing these voices rise up and say, maybe this, you know, maybe this is our problem. You know, maybe the problem isn't politicians. Maybe it's everyone should be a politician once in a while. And no one should be one all the time. And then we start to share our culture. Then we start to share our church. Do you volunteer at church and you find there are two kinds of people, those who volunteer always and those who volunteer never. Ones who volunteer always, you know, they're the ones who inevitably show up at my office at the age of 99 going, I feel so guilty because I can't do it anymore. I'm like, I feel guilty that you walked in here. I mean, you're doing more than I am. You know, rather than, oh no, there are some times of life that we have and we give and other times that we can't. We never just decide that that's someone else's issue. We never decide that. And so like Jesus, we take some time to gather our thoughts, figure out where we're going. Be convinced in the good news. Be convinced that failure doesn't keep us out of heaven. God's won that battle that we are confident enough to try and willing enough. The Pope has asked us this year and he's talking about poverty, but we can put it with violence. We can put it, the Pope, it's a beautiful phrase. He said, this Lent, the world needs to fast from indifference. And we'll know, and as I said on Ash Wednesday, feeling bad doesn't make me less indifferent. Watching a story on the news and going, oh, because I did that, I must not be indifferent. You know, there's no indifference there because I literally touched my chest inside. And what the Pope says is, no, no, you'll know you're not indifferent when you make a difference. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The Spirit drove Jesus out into the desert,
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and He remained in the desert, tempted by Satan, for 40 days.
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He was among wild beasts, and the angels ministered to Him.
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After John had been arrested, Jesus came to Galilee,
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proclaiming the Gospel of God.
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This is the time of fulfillment.
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The kingdom of God is at hand.
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Repent and believe the Gospel.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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It's kind of a trick of the mind that we have to wrap our head around,
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that when we hear Jesus saying,
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believe in the Gospel, the four Gospels have not been written.
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So you and I hear, oh, believe in these four books.
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Not what was meant.
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You know, this is the concept for which the four books will be named after.
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And then we kind of re-imprint history in a different order in our mind.
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And so, you know, He uses the Greek.
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He says, you know, believe in the Evangelion.
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It's a Greek word that literally was used kind of,
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probably the most common use for it was if there was a decisive battle
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such that, you know, if you lose this battle, you lose your city.
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You lose your way of life.
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You lose your power base.
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You lose everything.
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If you are being attacked at that level, the army would go out
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and they would fight the battle.
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And the youngest of the soldiers was often asked to hold back,
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you know, be kind of at the backside of the army.
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And when the army wins, his only job is to run back
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and tell the city the Evangelion, the good news.
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This runner, this messenger who comes back also becomes known as Evangelion,
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the good news bearer, the bearer that says, you know,
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the battle has been decisively won and our way of life is safe and free
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and who you are, you know, the invasion is over.
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And that's, you know, so when we talk about, oh, the gospel, the good news,
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we all put all these different sorts of things on it.
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But it really is saying that there is a battle we're all fighting that's been won.
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By the time the good news gets there,
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you're hearing the good news doesn't win the battle.
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It's been won.
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But you should live knowing the battle's been won.
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And I think, unfortunately, a lot, not all, but a lot of our religion
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centers around keeping people in the battle.
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We're fighting for the gospel.
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We're fighting for the announcement that the battle's over
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and there's nothing to fight.
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So there is a word game that goes on in our head.
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We slowly forget what the gospel is.
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Jesus comes preaching this good news, and the good news,
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and of course you have to get your head set into the mindset of the bad news
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that was going around, which was, you know, when you sin, there is no forgiveness.
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When you mess up, that's it.
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That was the mindset of the day.
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God, you know, if you're wealthy and healthy and everything's going well,
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it's because God likes you and the rest of you,
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you'd have a better life if you just weren't so displeasing to God.
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All of these messages are out there in the ether at that time,
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and little by little, this good news that gets preached,
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the beatitudes come and say,
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guess what, God blesses those people even when their lives are falling apart.
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And then he starts to say, and you know what,
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these people who say there's no forgiveness
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are people who themselves need forgiveness,
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and you have to get past that.
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Of course there's forgiveness.
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And, you know, then he continues on, and there's these miracle healings,
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and there's nothing we can't get past,
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and there's good news even after death,
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and there's good news, and there's good news.
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And we are so afraid of the good news
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because if everyone understood the good news,
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it might be harder for authorities to control people.
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And too many people have a vision of human nature
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that is so ugly that basically their thing is,
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you know, if people ever really got comfortable with who they are,
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they'd ruin everything.
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I mean, you know, they don't understand,
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and even modern psychology will back this up eventually.
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Anyone who has studied adolescence and lived to tell,
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anyone who has studied that age group knows
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bullies aren't bullies because they're secure.
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People who do awful things don't do it
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because they're coming from a safe place.
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Bad behavior doesn't come from people,
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you know, we always talk about,
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oh, people who have had it so easy don't understand.
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But the woundedness that makes them do awful things
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is whatever little part of their life was not secure.
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To actually live without that worry and anxiety,
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the choice to just run around hurting people
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short of mental illness would make no sense.
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We're usually fighting with the world
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because we're competing with the world,
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and we're competing with the world
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because we're sure that if we don't,
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there is eventual failure ahead of us.
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We don't have enough faith in the nature
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that God created in us that says,
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you know, I don't need to put other people under me
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in order to feel like I'm a little higher up in the world.
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Most of us really do have a want
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to be with one another and be safe.
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I think that the, I've always felt that
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the real definition, and you get so many of them,
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of what people are looking for in true love,
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you know, and I've said this first part a lot.
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People have heard this a lot that, you know,
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everyone dreams of falling in love with another person
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until they realize that they are an other person.
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They're not you.
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But that's the dream, is to find someone who isn't you
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around whom you are completely yourself
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and completely safe.
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To be completely yourself.
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They know everything and it's still safe.
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That's like the perfect foundation.
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And when we understand the good news,
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we're each being invited into that place with God.
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And so Jesus takes this 40 days
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to go out and recollect who he is,
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know who he is, understand this,
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and then out of it comes the mission.
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And I think most of us are good either at,
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I think a lot of us, a lot of us have
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rudderless missions in our lives.
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Many of you know people who just get tons of stuff done.
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If you ask them what they got done yesterday,
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they will come up with a list that's amazing.
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If you ask them what they've gotten done in the last year,
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they can't tell you.
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Because they spent an amazing day going over here
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and then an amazing day going over here,
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but there's no trajectory.
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They're kind of rudderless even though
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they are people with amazing energy.
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And then there are the others who,
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you know, they reflect and they reflect
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and they know who they are in the world
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and they think and they think and, you know,
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they're finally ready to go out and act
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and, well, now they're 102 and they die.
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And they've spent their whole life
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getting their rudder and never moving.
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And it's so easy to get caught in one of those.
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And so we get this phrase in Hebrew
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that, you know, 40 days,
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I've always thought that the dynamic English
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at this moment translation of that
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should be month of Sundays.
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It doesn't mean 40 days exactly.
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It means, you know, 40 kind of meant, you know,
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forever and a day.
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He goes out for a month of Sundays.
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That does not mean 30 weeks.
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We know that.
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And so he goes out long enough
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to unclutter his life
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and figure out the mission.
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And then he comes back
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and spends three years doing the mission.
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It's the balance that Lent tries to give us.
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You know, Lent should be a time
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when we check and say,
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where are we headed?
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Where is my, you know,
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where is the steering wheel pointed toward?
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This is the time we do that.
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And the balance that the church has struck
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is six out of every 52 weeks.
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The assumption there meaning
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then 46 weeks doing something with that.
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You know, we spend some time
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reminding ourselves of our direction.
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And then what do we do?
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I always think that it was, you know,
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when we talk about,
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it's a mythological sort of courtroom scene
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that people have in their heads.
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Final judgment.
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You're standing before God.
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you know, when I was growing up,
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probably had me convinced
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that, you know, it was going to be
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everything from multiple choice and essays
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and you better know the answer to every question
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and how many sacraments and which ones are this
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or you better, this is the final exam.
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if there is a final judgment,
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there is one question of interest.
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And it's not going to be,
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what mistakes did you make?
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What mistakes didn't you make?
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Did you ever sin?
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Did you not sin?
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No, the question's going to be,
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so how did you change the world?
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How did you change the world?
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it's, well, I didn't hang around those people.
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Yeah, bad news, they're just inside the door.
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You know, it's, how do we,
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and so I look right now, you know,
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everyone's reeling this week
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over what happened in Florida
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and I'm watching all the reactions
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and there are those who are saying,
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oh, let's just take a moment and do nothing.
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Let's just take a moment and do nothing.
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Which made sense at Columbine,
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but when you get to Ash Wednesday
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and you're in a year whereby Ash Wednesday,
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there are three times as many school shootings
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as there were Thursdays.
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How long do you wait?
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Someone's like, well, you can wait,
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but you can't wait more than 72 hours
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or you'll hit the next one
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and then they'll say wait.
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It's gotten to that kind of a crazy pace in our lives.
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And you know, you always say,
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out of the mouth of babes,
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what was interesting was the student who,
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when they first said it,
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they were kind of like,
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they thought they were correcting
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because someone said the wrong thing
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and it's become a catchphrase all over the internet.
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And that was when someone said,
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they started to talk about, you know,
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let's change laws, let's do this.
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And the kid who had just lived through this said,
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what do you mean?
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You mean it's too late.
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I lived through it, it's too late.
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You don't, you know,
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you don't go to a funeral and say,
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is it too soon to discuss treatment options?
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No, it's too late.
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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch
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because what we've done as we fall,
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I finally started to realize as I watched this week
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that the word we use of tribalism,
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tribalism is ego sanctified.
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Because, you know, if I'm just,
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if I'm just in this for me,
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that is ego and that is ugly.
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But if I'm just in it for my family,
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that's loyalty.
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Now my ego looks,
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it looks a little loyal.
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I can put a kind of layer of sanctification.
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Oh, I'm in it for my, for my family,
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for my country, for my party.
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It's still ego.
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I just widened the group long enough
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that I can say,
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and I'm just doing this out of loyalty.
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You know, when it's just me, it's ego.
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Now it's something noble.
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It's, you know, noble vices are very dangerous.
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And so we come to a point and I think,
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so where do we go?
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When do we move a discussion into action?
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And the problem becomes that on both sides
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or every millions of sides of every political fence,
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most people are less interested in solving problems
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and more interested in being right.
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We don't want the other side to come up with the answer
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because then they're right.
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And everyone, you know, it's easy to vilify.
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I love, we're vilifying the politicians
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and there is no doubt that there is corruption in the system
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and that lobbyists are buying things.
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There's no doubt that's happening.
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But whenever people start going off on the politicians,
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I think, but they're doing more than we are.
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They're showing up.
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And I don't know if we're upset that they're not doing their job
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or that we're upset that they're not doing ours.
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Because, you know, our job doesn't come up once every year
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or every two or every four years.
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I've always thought it would be interesting,
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you know, some people do it,
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it's only done with military service,
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but there's so many ways.
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I thought it would be so interesting if you grew up
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in one of those countries where everyone had to do
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one or two years of public service.
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Because we think of public servants
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as a faction of our larger community
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rather than public servants as constitutive of citizenry.
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Public service.
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Because otherwise, most of us don't get it.
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Most of us don't get what's going on.
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We don't get the difficulties.
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We wonder why they don't solve issues quicker
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and we don't understand the difficulties they're up against.
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And it is polluted by a lot of,
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there's definitely corruption.
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But I think we are called to stand up.
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I realized on Ash Wednesday who the new heroes,
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the new heroes in our culture are,
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and even though everyone likes to complain about,
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you know, whether they're calling them millennials
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or Gen Xers or, you know,
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whichever group you're upset with this day.
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But, you know, the people between the ages
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of about 25 and 45 right now
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have watched as their parents have been horrified
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and their grandparents have been horrified
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and their aunts and uncles were all horrified.
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And they're horrified but they're all saying,
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you know what, I'll run for office.
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Those are the heroes.
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Those are the ones who are going to change things.
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They're like, I'll run for office.
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You know, in my generation, I don't know,
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I think I thought that unless you had a degree in Congress,
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you didn't do those things.
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Turns out there's no such degree.
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It's people who just decide
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they're going to step forward and be part of this.
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You know, and so all of a sudden
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we're seeing these voices rise up
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and say, maybe this, you know,
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maybe this is our problem.
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You know, maybe the problem isn't politicians.
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Maybe it's everyone should be a politician once in a while.
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And no one should be one all the time.
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And then we start to share our culture.
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Then we start to share our church.
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Do you volunteer at church
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and you find there are two kinds of people,
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those who volunteer always and those who volunteer never.
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Ones who volunteer always, you know,
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they're the ones who inevitably show up at my office
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at the age of 99 going,
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I feel so guilty because I can't do it anymore.
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I'm like, I feel guilty that you walked in here.
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I mean, you're doing more than I am.
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You know, rather than,
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oh no, there are some times of life that we have and we give
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and other times that we can't.
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We never just decide that that's someone else's issue.
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We never decide that.
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And so like Jesus, we take some time to gather our thoughts,
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figure out where we're going.
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Be convinced in the good news.
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Be convinced that failure doesn't keep us out of heaven.
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God's won that battle
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that we are confident enough to try
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and willing enough.
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The Pope has asked us this year
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and he's talking about poverty, but we can put it with violence.
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We can put it, the Pope, it's a beautiful phrase.
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He said, this Lent,
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the world needs to fast from indifference.
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And we'll know,
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and as I said on Ash Wednesday,
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feeling bad doesn't make me less indifferent.
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Watching a story on the news and going,
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oh, because I did that, I must not be indifferent.
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You know, there's no indifference there
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because I literally touched my chest inside.
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And what the Pope says is, no, no,
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you'll know you're not indifferent
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when you make a difference.
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And maybe that's the only question we have,
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not just at the end of Lent, but at the end of our lives,
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is God saying, how did you change the world?
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Because if we're empowered by that good news,
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we will find a way to build the kingdom.
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Father Pat’s message is a profound call to embrace Father Pat’s message is a profound call to embrace the true meaning of the Gospel as the proclamation that the decisive battle for humanity’s salvation has already been won. He challenges us to live as people liberated by this victory rather than as those still trapped in fear, guilt, or condemnation. He reminds us that Jesus' message of the "good news" was not about a set of doctrines or books, but about the radical announcement that God’s love, forgiveness, and presence are already among us. He encourages believers to take time, like Jesus in the desert, to discern their mission, to move from reflection to action, and to make a tangible difference in the world. Father Pat urges us to fast from indifference this Lent, to recognize our shared responsibility for the world’s brokenness, and to live in a way that changes the world through love, justice, and faith.
Father Pat’s homily begins by unpacking the Gospel reading from Mark, where Jesus is driven into the desert by the Spirit for forty days, facing temptation and coming into clarity about His mission. Father Pat emphasizes that when Jesus says, “Believe in the Gospel,” He is not referring to the written Gospels (which had not yet been written), but rather to the lived reality of the “Evangelion”—a Greek term for good news that historically referred to the announcement of a victory in battle. In this context, Jesus is proclaiming to the people that the battle for their souls, their dignity, their salvation, has already been won. The good news is not a future hope or a distant ideal—it is a present reality. Jesus’ message is a reversal of the prevailing spiritual narrative of His time, which held that sin, suffering, and failure were signs of divine rejection. Jesus instead proclaims that God’s blessing extends even to the poor, the broken, and the outcast.
Father Pat critiques the way religion can sometimes keep people imprisoned in the “battle,” as if the good news is yet to be achieved through human effort, discipline, or moral perfection. He argues that many religious systems have misunderstood the Gospel by focusing on guilt and control rather than liberation and love. He draws parallels to modern life, noting that much of our bad behavior stems not from evil intent, but from insecurity and woundedness. People lash out when they feel unsafe, unseen, or unloved. In contrast, to live in the awareness of the Gospel’s victory is to live from a place of security, peace, and trust in God’s love.
He challenges the congregation to reflect during Lent not just on personal sins, but on direction and purpose. Using the image of people who are either hyperactive but rudderless, or reflective but inactive, he stresses the need for a balance between contemplation and action. The forty days of Lent, like Jesus’ time in the desert, are meant to be a season of clarity and redirection, not just self-denial. The Hebrew concept of “forty” symbolizes not a literal count of days but a period sufficient for transformation—a “month of Sundays,” as he puts it.
Father Pat then shifts to address contemporary events, specifically the tragedy of school shootings and the paralysis of public response. He distinguishes between feeling compassion and actually making a difference. Drawing from Pope Francis’ call to “fast from indifference,” he insists that true engagement means acting to change the world, not just mourning its brokenness. He critiques tribalism, which he defines as “ego sanctified”—the tendency to justify selfishness by cloaking it in loyalty to one’s group or ideology. This kind of thinking prevents real solutions because it values being right over being effective.
He calls out the tendency to vilify politicians as scapegoats while ordinary citizens abdicate their own responsibility. He highlights the emerging generation of young leaders who are stepping up to run for office and engage in public life, contrasting their courage with the complacency of previous generations. In this, he sees hope—the Gospel in action. He encourages everyone to see public service and civic engagement not as someone else’s job, but as part of what it means to be a follower of Christ and a builder of the kingdom.
Father Pat concludes by reframing the idea of final judgment. Rather than imagining a courtroom of sins and theological tests, he proposes that God’s primary question will be: “How did you change the world?” That question, he suggests, is the true measure of a Gospel-shaped life. A life truly rooted in the good news will overflow into action, into love, into justice. So the purpose of Lent is not just to give up chocolate or reflect on personal failings, but to rediscover our mission, reorient our lives, and be empowered by the victory that Christ has already won—to go out and make a difference in the world....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1084.199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. The Spirit drove Jesus out into the desert, and He remained in the desert, tempted by Satan, for 40 days. He was among wild beasts, and the angels ministered to Him. After John had been arrested, Jesus came to Galilee, proclaiming the Gospel of God. This is the time of fulfillment. The kingdom of God is at hand. Repent and believe the Gospel. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. It's kind of a trick of the mind that we have to wrap our head around, that when we hear Jesus saying, believe in the Gospel, the four Gospels have not been written. So you and I hear, oh, believe in these four books. Not what was meant. You know, this is the concept for which the four books will be named after. And then we kind of re-imprint history in a different order in our mind. And so, you know, He uses the Greek. He says, you know, believe in the Evangelion. It's a Greek word that literally was used kind of, probably the most common use for it was if there was a decisive battle such that, you know, if you lose this battle, you lose your city. You lose your way of life. You lose your power base. You lose everything. If you are being attacked at that level, the army would go out and they would fight the battle. And the youngest of the soldiers was often asked to hold back, you know, be kind of at the backside of the army. And when the army wins, his only job is to run back and tell the city the Evangelion, the good news. This runner, this messenger who comes back also becomes known as Evangelion, the good news bearer, the bearer that says, you know, the battle has been decisively won and our way of life is safe and free and who you are, you know, the invasion is over. And that's, you know, so when we talk about, oh, the gospel, the good news, we all put all these different sorts of things on it. But it really is saying that there is a battle we're all fighting that's been won. By the time the good news gets there, you're hearing the good news doesn't win the battle. It's been won. But you should live knowing the battle's been won. And I think, unfortunately, a lot, not all, but a lot of our religion centers around keeping people in the battle. We're fighting for the gospel. We're fighting for the announcement that the battle's over and there's nothing to fight. So there is a word game that goes on in our head. We slowly forget what the gospel is. Jesus comes preaching this good news, and the good news, and of course you have to get your head set into the mindset of the bad news that was going around, which was, you know, when you sin, there is no forgiveness. When you mess up, that's it. That was the mindset of the day. God, you know, if you're wealthy and healthy and everything's going well, it's because God likes you and the rest of you, you'd have a better life if you just weren't so displeasing to God. All of these messages are out there in the ether at that time, and little by little, this good news that gets preached, the beatitudes come and say, guess what, God blesses those people even when their lives are falling apart. And then he starts to say, and you know what, these people who say there's no forgiveness are people who themselves need forgiveness, and you have to get past that. Of course there's forgiveness. And, you know, then he continues on, and there's these miracle healings, and there's nothing we can't get past, and there's good news even after death, and there's good news, and there's good news. And we are so afraid of the good news because if everyone understood the good news, it might be harder for authorities to control people. And too many people have a vision of human nature that is so ugly that basically their thing is, you know, if people ever really got comfortable with who they are, they'd ruin everything. I mean, you know, they don't understand, and even modern psychology will back this up eventually. Anyone who has studied adolescence and lived to tell, anyone who has studied that age group knows bullies aren't bullies because they're secure. People who do awful things don't do it because they're coming from a safe place. Bad behavior doesn't come from people, you know, we always talk about, oh, people who have had it so easy don't understand. But the woundedness that makes them do awful things is whatever little part of their life was not secure. To actually live without that worry and anxiety, the choice to just run around hurting people short of mental illness would make no sense. We're usually fighting with the world because we're competing with the world, and we're competing with the world because we're sure that if we don't, there is eventual failure ahead of us. We don't have enough faith in the nature that God created in us that says, you know, I don't need to put other people under me in order to feel like I'm a little higher up in the world. Most of us really do have a want to be with one another and be safe. I think that the, I've always felt that the real definition, and you get so many of them, of what people are looking for in true love, you know, and I've said this first part a lot. People have heard this a lot that, you know, everyone dreams of falling in love with another person until they realize that they are an other person. They're not you. But that's the dream, is to find someone who isn't you around whom you are completely yourself and completely safe. To be completely yourself. They know everything and it's still safe. That's like the perfect foundation. And when we understand the good news, we're each being invited into that place with God. And so Jesus takes this 40 days to go out and recollect who he is, know who he is, understand this, and then out of it comes the mission. And I think most of us are good either at, I think a lot of us, a lot of us have rudderless missions in our lives. Many of you know people who just get tons of stuff done. If you ask them what they got done yesterday, they will come up with a list that's amazing. If you ask them what they've gotten done in the last year, they can't tell you. Because they spent an amazing day going over here and then an amazing day going over here, but there's no trajectory. They're kind of rudderless even though they are people with amazing energy. And then there are the others who, you know, they reflect and they reflect and they know who they are in the world and they think and they think and, you know, they're finally ready to go out and act and, well, now they're 102 and they die. And they've spent their whole life getting their rudder and never moving. And it's so easy to get caught in one of those. And so we get this phrase in Hebrew that, you know, 40 days, I've always thought that the dynamic English at this moment translation of that should be month of Sundays. It doesn't mean 40 days exactly. It means, you know, 40 kind of meant, you know, forever and a day. He goes out for a month of Sundays. That does not mean 30 weeks. We know that. And so he goes out long enough to unclutter his life and figure out the mission. And then he comes back and spends three years doing the mission. It's the balance that Lent tries to give us. You know, Lent should be a time when we check and say, where are we headed? Where is my, you know, where is the steering wheel pointed toward? This is the time we do that. And the balance that the church has struck is six out of every 52 weeks. The assumption there meaning then 46 weeks doing something with that. You know, we spend some time reminding ourselves of our direction. And then what do we do? I always think that it was, you know, when we talk about, it's a mythological sort of courtroom scene that people have in their heads. Final judgment. You're standing before God. And I know that my catechism teacher, you know, when I was growing up, probably had me convinced that, you know, it was going to be everything from multiple choice and essays and you better know the answer to every question and how many sacraments and which ones are this or you better, this is the final exam. And I'm coming to think that if there is a final judgment, there is one question of interest. And it's not going to be, what mistakes did you make? What mistakes didn't you make? Did you ever sin? Did you not sin? No, the question's going to be, so how did you change the world? How did you change the world? And I think for many of us, it's, well, I didn't hang around those people. Yeah, bad news, they're just inside the door. You know, it's, how do we, and so I look right now, you know, everyone's reeling this week over what happened in Florida and I'm watching all the reactions and there are those who are saying, oh, let's just take a moment and do nothing. Let's just take a moment and do nothing. Which made sense at Columbine, but when you get to Ash Wednesday and you're in a year whereby Ash Wednesday, there are three times as many school shootings as there were Thursdays. How long do you wait? Someone's like, well, you can wait, but you can't wait more than 72 hours or you'll hit the next one and then they'll say wait. It's gotten to that kind of a crazy pace in our lives. And you know, you always say, out of the mouth of babes, what was interesting was the student who, when they first said it, they were kind of like, they thought they were correcting because someone said the wrong thing and it's become a catchphrase all over the internet. And that was when someone said, they started to talk about, you know, let's change laws, let's do this. And someone said, I think it's too soon. And the kid who had just lived through this said, what do you mean? You mean it's too late. I lived through it, it's too late. You don't, you know, you don't go to a funeral and say, is it too soon to discuss treatment options? No, it's too late. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch because what we've done as we fall, I finally started to realize as I watched this week that the word we use of tribalism, tribalism is ego sanctified. Because, you know, if I'm just, if I'm just in this for me, that is ego and that is ugly. But if I'm just in it for my family, that's loyalty. Now my ego looks, it looks a little loyal. I can put a kind of layer of sanctification. Oh, I'm in it for my, for my family, for my country, for my party. It's still ego. I just widened the group long enough that I can say, and I'm just doing this out of loyalty. You know, when it's just me, it's ego. Now it's something noble. It's, you know, noble vices are very dangerous. And so we come to a point and I think, so where do we go? When do we move a discussion into action? And the problem becomes that on both sides or every millions of sides of every political fence, most people are less interested in solving problems and more interested in being right. We don't want the other side to come up with the answer because then they're right. And everyone, you know, it's easy to vilify. I love, we're vilifying the politicians and there is no doubt that there is corruption in the system and that lobbyists are buying things. There's no doubt that's happening. But whenever people start going off on the politicians, I think, but they're doing more than we are. They're showing up. And I don't know if we're upset that they're not doing their job or that we're upset that they're not doing ours. Because, you know, our job doesn't come up once every year or every two or every four years. I've always thought it would be interesting, you know, some people do it, it's only done with military service, but there's so many ways. I thought it would be so interesting if you grew up in one of those countries where everyone had to do one or two years of public service. Because we think of public servants as a faction of our larger community rather than public servants as constitutive of citizenry. Public service. Because otherwise, most of us don't get it. Most of us don't get what's going on, we don't get the difficulties. We wonder why they don't solve issues quicker and we don't understand the difficulties they're up against. And it is polluted by a lot of, there's definitely corruption. But I think we are called to stand up. I realized on Ash Wednesday who the new heroes, the new heroes in our culture are, and even though everyone likes to complain about, you know, whether they're calling them millennials or Gen Xers or, you know, whichever group you're upset with this day. But, you know, the people between the ages of about 25 and 45 right now have watched as their parents have been horrified and their grandparents have been horrified and their aunts and uncles were all horrified. And they're horrified but they're all saying, you know what, I'll run for office. Those are the heroes. Those are the ones who are going to change things. They're like, I'll run for office. You know, in my generation, I don't know, I think I thought that unless you had a degree in Congress, you didn't do those things. Turns out there's no such degree. It's people who just decide they're going to step forward and be part of this. You know, and so all of a sudden we're seeing these voices rise up and say maybe this, you know, maybe this is our problem. You know, maybe the problem isn't politicians. Maybe it's everyone should be a politician once in a while. And no one should be one all the time. And then we start to share our culture. Then we start to share our church. Do you volunteer at church and you find there are two kinds of people, those who volunteer always and those who volunteer never. Ones who volunteer always, you know, they're the ones who inevitably show up at my office at the age of 99 going, I feel so guilty because I can't do it anymore. I'm like, I feel guilty that you walked in here. I mean, you're doing more than I am. You know, rather than, oh no, there are some times of life that we have and we give and other times that we can't. We never just decide that that's someone else's issue. We never decide that. And so like Jesus, we take some time to gather our thoughts, figure out where we're going. Be convinced in the good news. Be convinced that failure doesn't keep us out of heaven. You know, God's won that battle that we are confident enough to try and willing enough. The Pope has asked us this year and he's talking about poverty, but we could put it with violence. The Pope, it's a beautiful phrase, he said, this Lent, the world needs to fast from indifference. And we'll know, and as I said on Ash Wednesday, feeling bad doesn't make me less indifferent. Watching a story on the news and going, oh, because I did that, I must not be indifferent. You know, there's no indifference there because I literally touched my chest inside. And what the Pope says is, no, no, you'll know you're not indifferent when you make a difference. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The Spirit drove Jesus out into the desert,
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and He remained in the desert, tempted by Satan, for 40 days.
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He was among wild beasts, and the angels ministered to Him.
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After John had been arrested, Jesus came to Galilee,
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proclaiming the Gospel of God.
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This is the time of fulfillment.
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The kingdom of God is at hand.
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Repent and believe the Gospel.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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It's kind of a trick of the mind that we have to wrap our head around,
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that when we hear Jesus saying,
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believe in the Gospel, the four Gospels have not been written.
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So you and I hear, oh, believe in these four books.
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Not what was meant.
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You know, this is the concept for which the four books will be named after.
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And then we kind of re-imprint history in a different order in our mind.
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And so, you know, He uses the Greek.
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He says, you know, believe in the Evangelion.
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It's a Greek word that literally was used kind of,
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probably the most common use for it was if there was a decisive battle
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such that, you know, if you lose this battle, you lose your city.
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You lose your way of life.
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You lose your power base.
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You lose everything.
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If you are being attacked at that level, the army would go out
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and they would fight the battle.
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And the youngest of the soldiers was often asked to hold back,
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you know, be kind of at the backside of the army.
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And when the army wins, his only job is to run back
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and tell the city the Evangelion, the good news.
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This runner, this messenger who comes back also becomes known as Evangelion,
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the good news bearer, the bearer that says, you know,
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the battle has been decisively won and our way of life is safe and free
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and who you are, you know, the invasion is over.
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And that's, you know, so when we talk about, oh, the gospel, the good news,
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we all put all these different sorts of things on it.
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But it really is saying that there is a battle we're all fighting that's been won.
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By the time the good news gets there,
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you're hearing the good news doesn't win the battle.
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It's been won.
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But you should live knowing the battle's been won.
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And I think, unfortunately, a lot, not all, but a lot of our religion
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centers around keeping people in the battle.
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We're fighting for the gospel.
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We're fighting for the announcement that the battle's over
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and there's nothing to fight.
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So there is a word game that goes on in our head.
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We slowly forget what the gospel is.
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Jesus comes preaching this good news, and the good news,
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and of course you have to get your head set into the mindset of the bad news
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that was going around, which was, you know, when you sin, there is no forgiveness.
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When you mess up, that's it.
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That was the mindset of the day.
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God, you know, if you're wealthy and healthy and everything's going well,
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it's because God likes you and the rest of you,
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you'd have a better life if you just weren't so displeasing to God.
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All of these messages are out there in the ether at that time,
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and little by little, this good news that gets preached,
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the beatitudes come and say,
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guess what, God blesses those people even when their lives are falling apart.
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And then he starts to say, and you know what,
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these people who say there's no forgiveness
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are people who themselves need forgiveness,
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and you have to get past that.
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Of course there's forgiveness.
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And, you know, then he continues on, and there's these miracle healings,
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and there's nothing we can't get past,
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and there's good news even after death,
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and there's good news, and there's good news.
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And we are so afraid of the good news
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because if everyone understood the good news,
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it might be harder for authorities to control people.
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And too many people have a vision of human nature
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that is so ugly that basically their thing is,
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you know, if people ever really got comfortable with who they are,
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they'd ruin everything.
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I mean, you know, they don't understand,
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and even modern psychology will back this up eventually.
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Anyone who has studied adolescence and lived to tell,
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anyone who has studied that age group knows
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bullies aren't bullies because they're secure.
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People who do awful things don't do it
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because they're coming from a safe place.
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Bad behavior doesn't come from people,
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you know, we always talk about,
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oh, people who have had it so easy don't understand.
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But the woundedness that makes them do awful things
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is whatever little part of their life was not secure.
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To actually live without that worry and anxiety,
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the choice to just run around hurting people
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short of mental illness would make no sense.
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We're usually fighting with the world
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because we're competing with the world,
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and we're competing with the world
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because we're sure that if we don't,
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there is eventual failure ahead of us.
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We don't have enough faith in the nature
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that God created in us that says,
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you know, I don't need to put other people under me
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in order to feel like I'm a little higher up in the world.
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Most of us really do have a want
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to be with one another and be safe.
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I think that the, I've always felt that
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the real definition, and you get so many of them,
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of what people are looking for in true love,
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you know, and I've said this first part a lot.
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People have heard this a lot that, you know,
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everyone dreams of falling in love with another person
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until they realize that they are an other person.
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They're not you.
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But that's the dream, is to find someone who isn't you
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around whom you are completely yourself
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and completely safe.
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To be completely yourself.
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They know everything and it's still safe.
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That's like the perfect foundation.
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And when we understand the good news,
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we're each being invited into that place with God.
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And so Jesus takes this 40 days
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to go out and recollect who he is,
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know who he is, understand this,
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and then out of it comes the mission.
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And I think most of us are good either at,
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I think a lot of us, a lot of us have
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rudderless missions in our lives.
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Many of you know people who just get tons of stuff done.
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If you ask them what they got done yesterday,
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they will come up with a list that's amazing.
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If you ask them what they've gotten done in the last year,
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they can't tell you.
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Because they spent an amazing day going over here
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and then an amazing day going over here,
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but there's no trajectory.
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They're kind of rudderless even though
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they are people with amazing energy.
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And then there are the others who,
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you know, they reflect and they reflect
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and they know who they are in the world
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and they think and they think and, you know,
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they're finally ready to go out and act
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and, well, now they're 102 and they die.
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And they've spent their whole life
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getting their rudder and never moving.
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And it's so easy to get caught in one of those.
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And so we get this phrase in Hebrew
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that, you know, 40 days,
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I've always thought that the dynamic English
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at this moment translation of that
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should be month of Sundays.
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It doesn't mean 40 days exactly.
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It means, you know, 40 kind of meant, you know,
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forever and a day.
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He goes out for a month of Sundays.
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That does not mean 30 weeks.
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We know that.
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And so he goes out long enough
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to unclutter his life
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and figure out the mission.
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And then he comes back
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and spends three years doing the mission.
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It's the balance that Lent tries to give us.
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You know, Lent should be a time
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when we check and say,
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where are we headed?
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Where is my, you know,
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where is the steering wheel pointed toward?
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This is the time we do that.
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And the balance that the church has struck
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is six out of every 52 weeks.
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The assumption there meaning
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then 46 weeks doing something with that.
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You know, we spend some time
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reminding ourselves of our direction.
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And then what do we do?
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I always think that it was, you know,
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when we talk about,
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it's a mythological sort of courtroom scene
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that people have in their heads.
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Final judgment.
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You're standing before God.
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And I know that my catechism teacher,
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you know, when I was growing up,
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probably had me convinced
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that, you know, it was going to be
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everything from multiple choice and essays
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and you better know the answer to every question
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and how many sacraments and which ones are this
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or you better, this is the final exam.
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And I'm coming to think that
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if there is a final judgment,
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there is one question of interest.
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And it's not going to be,
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what mistakes did you make?
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What mistakes didn't you make?
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Did you ever sin?
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Did you not sin?
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No, the question's going to be,
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so how did you change the world?
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How did you change the world?
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And I think for many of us,
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it's, well, I didn't hang around those people.
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Yeah, bad news, they're just inside the door.
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You know, it's, how do we,
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and so I look right now, you know,
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everyone's reeling this week
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over what happened in Florida
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and I'm watching all the reactions
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and there are those who are saying,
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oh, let's just take a moment and do nothing.
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Let's just take a moment and do nothing.
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Which made sense at Columbine,
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but when you get to Ash Wednesday
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and you're in a year whereby Ash Wednesday,
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there are three times as many school shootings
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as there were Thursdays.
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How long do you wait?
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Someone's like, well, you can wait,
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but you can't wait more than 72 hours
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or you'll hit the next one
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and then they'll say wait.
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It's gotten to that kind of a crazy pace in our lives.
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And you know, you always say,
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out of the mouth of babes,
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what was interesting was the student who,
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when they first said it,
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they were kind of like,
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they thought they were correcting
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because someone said the wrong thing
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and it's become a catchphrase all over the internet.
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And that was when someone said,
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they started to talk about, you know,
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let's change laws, let's do this.
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And someone said, I think it's too soon.
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And the kid who had just lived through this said,
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what do you mean?
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You mean it's too late.
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I lived through it, it's too late.
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You don't, you know,
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you don't go to a funeral and say,
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is it too soon to discuss treatment options?
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No, it's too late.
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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch
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because what we've done as we fall,
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I finally started to realize as I watched this week
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that the word we use of tribalism,
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tribalism is ego sanctified.
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Because, you know, if I'm just,
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if I'm just in this for me,
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that is ego and that is ugly.
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But if I'm just in it for my family,
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that's loyalty.
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Now my ego looks,
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it looks a little loyal.
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I can put a kind of layer of sanctification.
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Oh, I'm in it for my, for my family,
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for my country, for my party.
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It's still ego.
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I just widened the group long enough
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that I can say,
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and I'm just doing this out of loyalty.
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You know, when it's just me, it's ego.
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Now it's something noble.
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It's, you know, noble vices are very dangerous.
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And so we come to a point and I think,
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so where do we go?
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When do we move a discussion into action?
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And the problem becomes that on both sides
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or every millions of sides of every political fence,
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most people are less interested in solving problems
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and more interested in being right.
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We don't want the other side to come up with the answer
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because then they're right.
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And everyone, you know, it's easy to vilify.
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I love, we're vilifying the politicians
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and there is no doubt that there is corruption in the system
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and that lobbyists are buying things.
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There's no doubt that's happening.
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But whenever people start going off on the politicians,
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I think, but they're doing more than we are.
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They're showing up.
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And I don't know if we're upset that they're not doing their job
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or that we're upset that they're not doing ours.
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Because, you know, our job doesn't come up once every year
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or every two or every four years.
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I've always thought it would be interesting,
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you know, some people do it,
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it's only done with military service,
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but there's so many ways.
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I thought it would be so interesting if you grew up
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in one of those countries where everyone had to do
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one or two years of public service.
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Because we think of public servants
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as a faction of our larger community
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rather than public servants as constitutive of citizenry.
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Public service.
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Because otherwise, most of us don't get it.
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Most of us don't get what's going on,
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we don't get the difficulties.
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We wonder why they don't solve issues quicker
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and we don't understand the difficulties they're up against.
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And it is polluted by a lot of,
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there's definitely corruption.
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But I think we are called to stand up.
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I realized on Ash Wednesday who the new heroes,
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the new heroes in our culture are,
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and even though everyone likes to complain about,
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you know, whether they're calling them millennials
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or Gen Xers or, you know,
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whichever group you're upset with this day.
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But, you know, the people between the ages
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of about 25 and 45 right now
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have watched as their parents have been horrified
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and their grandparents have been horrified
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and their aunts and uncles were all horrified.
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And they're horrified but they're all saying,
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you know what, I'll run for office.
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Those are the heroes.
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Those are the ones who are going to change things.
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They're like, I'll run for office.
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You know, in my generation, I don't know,
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I think I thought that unless you had a degree in Congress,
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you didn't do those things.
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Turns out there's no such degree.
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It's people who just decide
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they're going to step forward and be part of this.
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You know, and so all of a sudden
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we're seeing these voices rise up
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and say maybe this, you know,
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maybe this is our problem.
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You know, maybe the problem isn't politicians.
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Maybe it's everyone should be a politician once in a while.
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And no one should be one all the time.
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And then we start to share our culture.
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Then we start to share our church.
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Do you volunteer at church
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and you find there are two kinds of people,
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those who volunteer always and those who volunteer never.
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Ones who volunteer always, you know,
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they're the ones who inevitably show up at my office
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at the age of 99 going,
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I feel so guilty because I can't do it anymore.
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I'm like, I feel guilty that you walked in here.
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I mean, you're doing more than I am.
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You know, rather than, oh no,
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there are some times of life that we have and we give
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and other times that we can't.
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We never just decide that that's someone else's issue.
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We never decide that.
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And so like Jesus, we take some time to gather our thoughts,
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figure out where we're going.
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Be convinced in the good news.
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Be convinced that failure doesn't keep us out of heaven.
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You know, God's won that battle
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that we are confident enough to try
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and willing enough.
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The Pope has asked us this year
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and he's talking about poverty,
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but we could put it with violence.
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The Pope, it's a beautiful phrase, he said,
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this Lent, the world needs to fast from indifference.
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And we'll know, and as I said on Ash Wednesday,
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feeling bad doesn't make me less indifferent.
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Watching a story on the news and going,
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oh, because I did that, I must not be indifferent.
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You know, there's no indifference there
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because I literally touched my chest inside.
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And what the Pope says is, no, no,
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you'll know you're not indifferent
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when you make a difference.
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And maybe that's the only question we have,
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not just at the end of Lent,
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but at the end of our lives is God saying,
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how did you change the world?
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Because if we're empowered by that good news,
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we will find a way to build the kingdom.
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Father Pat’s message is a stirring call to redisco Father Pat’s message is a stirring call to rediscover the true meaning of the Gospel—not as a static set of teachings or distant historical texts, but as a living proclamation that the battle for our identity, salvation, and dignity has already been won in Christ. He urges us to embrace this good news in its original context: a victorious declaration that frees us from fear, scarcity, and shame, and invites us into a life of purpose, transformation, and action. Lent, then, becomes not a season of mere denial, but a sacred pause to realign our lives with this truth, to reclaim our mission, and to move from passive belief to active engagement in the world. Father Pat challenges us to examine whether we live as though the battle is still being fought, or whether we live in the freedom and responsibility of those who know it has been won—and to measure our faith not by what we avoid, but by how we make a difference.
In depth, Father Pat begins by inviting us to rethink what Jesus meant when He said, “Believe in the Gospel.” He reminds us that when Jesus spoke these words, the four canonical Gospels had not yet been written. Jesus wasn’t referring to books or doctrines, but to “Evangelion”—a term rooted in a historical image of a young soldier rushing back to his city to announce a dramatic, victorious battle. The Gospel, then, is not advice, not religious instruction, but a proclamation: the decisive battle has been won, and we are free. The Gospel is the declaration that God has already acted, that forgiveness and healing are real, and that oppression and fear no longer have the final word. This reframing is crucial because much of religion, as Father Pat critiques, has focused on keeping people in a state of struggle—striving to be good enough, fearful of punishment, and constantly trying to earn God’s favor—rather than living in the confidence that they are already beloved and redeemed.
Father Pat highlights how the societal and religious context of Jesus’ time was filled with messages of shame and exclusion. Wealth and health were seen as signs of divine approval, and suffering was viewed as punishment. Jesus came to shatter that narrative. Through the Beatitudes, through His acts of healing, and through His radical inclusion, He revealed a God who blesses the broken, forgives the sinner, and walks with the outcast. This is the true good news—a revolutionary message that remains threatening to systems of power and control, which rely on fear and guilt to maintain authority. Father Pat laments that many still find this good news hard to accept, fearing that if people truly embraced their belovedness and lived without shame, social order would collapse. But he counters that bad behavior does not come from people who are secure and whole; it comes from wounds, insecurity, and fear. The Gospel invites us to be healed at that foundational level of identity.
He then draws on the powerful metaphor of Jesus’ 40 days in the desert—a time of preparation, reflection, and clarity. The number 40, in biblical language, doesn’t mean precisely 40 days, but a significant period of transformation—a “month of Sundays.” Jesus emerges from this time with clarity of mission and purpose. Father Pat uses this as a model for Lent, encouraging us to reflect not just on what we are doing, but on where we are headed. Too many people, he notes, either stay busy without direction or remain reflective without ever acting. Lent is about finding the balance: reconnecting with who we are and then going out to change the world. He challenges us to ask not whether we’ve sinned or failed, but how we have made a difference. The final judgment, he suggests, may not involve a theological quiz, but a single question: “How did you change the world?”
Father Pat connects this to our contemporary reality, referencing recent tragedies and the paralysis of inaction in the face of violence, particularly school shootings. He criticizes the societal tendency to delay meaningful discussion or change under the guise of respect or timing, when in truth, it’s often too late. He praises the young voices rising up, especially those willing to say, “I’ll run for office,” seeing in them a new kind of heroism. He challenges the older generations not to cling to indignation or nostalgia but to support and empower those stepping into leadership. He also critiques tribalism—not as community, but as sanctified ego. When we expand our self-interest to include only “our own” (family, party, nation), we mask selfishness as virtue. True Gospel living calls us beyond that—to solidarity with the whole human family.
Finally, Father Pat returns to the core of Lent—a time to fast from indifference. He echoes Pope Francis in saying that feeling bad is not the same as making a difference. Compassion is measured not by emotion, but by action. The good news of the Gospel is that we are free to act, to love, to serve, and to build the kingdom of God—not someday, but now. And the ultimate question God may ask us is not about our guilt or purity, but about the fruit of our lives. Did we make a difference? Did we live as though the battle had already been won? Did we help others believe that they were loved, forgiven, and safe in God’s hands? This is the mission of Lent, and of life....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1000.1500244140625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Before the Feast of Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come to pass from this world to the Father. He loved his own in the world and he loved them to the end. The devil had already induced Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot, to hand him over. So during supper, fully aware that the Father had put everything into his power, and that he had come from God and was returning to God, he rose from supper and took off his outer garments. He took a towel and tied it around his waist. Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples' feet and dry them with the towel around his waist. He came to Simon Peter, who said to him, Master, are you going to wash my feet? Jesus answered and said to him, What I am doing you do not understand now, but you will understand later. Peter said to him, You will never wash my feet. Jesus answered him, Unless I wash you, you will have no inheritance with me. Simon Peter said to him, Master, then not only my feet, but my hands and my head as well. Jesus said to him, Whoever has bathed has no need except to have his feet washed, for he is clean all over. So you are clean, but not all. For he knew who would betray him. For this reason, he said, not all of you are clean. So when he had washed their feet and put his garments back on and reclined at table again, he said to them, Do you realize what I have done for you? You call me teacher and master and write me so, for I am. If I therefore, the master and teacher, have washed your feet, you ought to wash one another's feet. I have given you a model to follow, so that as I have done for you, you should also do for me. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I think there's a line in the middle of the Gospel, well, or the portion of the Gospel, that every reader adds their own inflection to and it can come to some very different ideas. When Jesus says, Do you realize what I have done for you? What is he, you know, he's not asking, you know, are they dense? Because, you know, if I walk out and I wash your feet, and I say, Do you realize what I have done for you? Yes, I have washed my feet. Now, he's not suggesting, even though he says, If I don't wash you, you are not saved, if you can't do this. This is not a baptism ritual. No one is saved through the washing of the feet. It's nothing like that. And it's not even the moment of service, because people had been washing people's feet in the desert for years. What he's done for them, and that's why he says, Look at the model. What he's done is he's turned the world on its head. Because, as the master, they should be serving him. And he says this over and over again in the gospel. That those of you who would be greatest among you will serve the others. He's trying to turn a model of humanity on its head. That we tend to think, Well, you know, if I'm important enough. And he wants to say, Importance is of no importance. But they've been like, What? We walk through life looking for status. Looking for, you know, who are more important than. Who should serve me? I've often said, you know, since, You live a life where if you eat out a lot, you might get a sense that when you come to the eternal banquet, the banquet of God, surely you'll be seated and others will serve. But I don't think that's a great image of the banquet. I think the image of the banquet is when we all enjoy our turn serving as much as our turn sitting at table. I don't know if we can get it out of our human consciousness. I think this is why Jesus says, Can you realize what I'm saying? How much of our life do we worry about who's more important and who's less important? And, you know, some people probably get upset with me over this. I'm not real big on titles. And some people do not refer to me as father and other people get very upset over it. Which do you prefer? Father Dolan? Father Pat? Father Patrick? Patrick? Pat? I don't notice. I don't notice. I just don't notice. And, you know, people will come up to me and say, I'm so sorry for what I did the other day. I'm like, Huh? Do you ever have people come up and say, I'm sorry. I hope I wasn't harsh the other day. I mean, I kind of want to say if you're being harsh, you need to be a little more dramatic about it. No one's catching it. And what it means not to wonder, we even look at people now, how many books are written, possibly not read, but written on the topic of people in relationships. The power dynamics. Power dynamics, I have no doubt, power dynamics are the harb of every divorce in America. Power dynamics. I love that in the marriage, I love when the marriage ritual says, love, honor, and obey if they both say it. What do you do now? You know, when there is a mutual submission, there's a mutual giving of oneself. Jesus says, you see what I just did? I'm the rabbi. I'm the teacher. This is unheard of. And I've done it and I'm not doing it to say, see how great I am at this Messiah thing. He's doing it to try to get them. And he's already seen the inklings of it in the disciples. He's already seen, as I've said to you before, John and James coming to him and saying, can one of us sit at your right and your left? Now remember the inner circle. In all of the inner circle moments, the transfiguration, all these moments where there's only a few of them, the few are always Peter, John, and James. Peter, John, and James. Once Peter starts getting singled out, only God could have revealed this to Peter. Once Peter is starting to be seen as a little bit of the leader, James and John go to him and say, can one of us sit at your right and one of us sit at your left? They're saying, bump Peter. Power dynamics. And Jesus says, I am the leader and I'm making myself the servant. So much has been written about servant leadership. David Dedevan, one of the most brilliant, he was a Jesuit out of Boston, spiritual director in Rome, and just a brilliant man, he used to say, he said, you know, there has been so much written about what they call servant leadership. Servant leadership, servant leadership. He said, none of it's been read, but there has been so much written, and it goes largely ignored. Leadership is who's in charge, who gets to tell who what to do, who gets to be, you know, who gets to be the voice in the room. No one can imagine saying, oh yes, I've worked my way to the top in this firm and now I'm everyone's assistant. We don't think that way. When Jesus says, do you realize what I've just done? No, they don't. 2,000 years later, no, we don't. Even if I can articulate it, I can't get my mind around it. I can't figure out what it would look like, how it would feel. I mean, don't get me wrong, there are days as a pastor I'm sure no one's listening, but that's different. I did it on purpose. You know, this idea of what it means to be a servant to people and find our greatness in that. I think importance is the wrong word, and greatness is probably, probably isn't helpful if I'm trying, if I'm trying to create a great ministry, that's different than trying to be great, because we usually mean great in the esteem of others. And so we get this evening where we're going to have the institution of the Eucharist, the source and summit of our life in the church, and it's connected to the washing of the feet. Because we're so, you know, everything gets, that first reading shows us what happens when we can overly tactical with spiritual ideas. Now, if there's more than six of you, then take a lamb and cut it in half and you can share it with the neighbor, and the neighbor on the right, don't do the labor over on this side. You know, rather than what it means to worship God. And we do the same thing in liturgy. No one really notices if something is beautiful or helpful. It's just always, did they hold their hand to the right ankle? Right and wrong are very bad ideas in the liturgy. Is it meaningful? Is it moving us? And does it move us to the washing of the feet? In other words, does our prayer move us to do something in the world? I've always pictured in a parish that the walls of a parish are a mirror. And if we're doing it correctly, what we do in here must be reflected out there. And we have to, tonight really celebrates that mirror, that sort of membrane in between prayer and action and how we get them to work together. Because without prayer, action just gets kind of frenetic without meaning. And without prayer, I mean without action, prayer becomes navel-gazing. It's just, I talk to God in my head. He sounds a lot like me. I've told you before, it's my litmus test. My litmus test in any dialogue with God is I am certain it is God and not me. If he will use a word I don't know. If you have prayer and have to go look up a word, now you're talking to God. Or more importantly, now God is talking to you. You know, this idea of it becomes this internal, I love my faith because inside my head I can control what I think of God. Connected to action and your prayer gets deeper. Why? Because I can interpret Scripture any way I want. I can interpret a prayer any way I want. I can choose this prayer but not that prayer in my life. Some people have a charismatic prayer life and others have a Marian devotion. Others can wed those two. But I find when I'm doing service in the world, I am confronted by people who are images of God that I can't control. That's what every person in the world is in our spirituality. There are people in their own right, but in your spirituality, every person in the world is an image of God beyond your control. The things in our head, we shape them without knowing. Anyone in a relationship knows, the other person does not shape quite so easily. It doesn't work that way. And so we ask God to help us to live in that sort of moment in between prayer and action. That moment that is transitional for us, where what we're doing inwardly is moving us out in the world. And what we're doing out in the world brings to light the things that come to us in prayer. That the Eucharist is echoed in service. And I've always thought it would be a healthier church. It's not that the church isn't good, the church isn't sufficient, but I would find it would be healthier if more Catholics thought, rather than ever thinking, I did something this week that I think is bad, so I can't come to communion. Wouldn't the healthier thought be, if I was being honest, I'm not going to do anything with that grace this week. Maybe then I don't go to communion. I don't just hoard grace for my cabinet. I'm not doing anything in the week. I don't tend to help the sick person. That the Eucharist is empowerment for the next week, not reward for last Wednesday. But empowerment for the week ahead. And when we receive Eucharist, I think, and I've mentioned this to you before, but the real procession of Eucharist is not when you come up the aisle tonight. When you come up the aisle tonight, that is not the Eucharistic procession. When you receive the Eucharist and walk back to your seat, that's the procession. Because what's happening is Jesus is consecrated upon the altar, the bread is consecrated, and it's the procession from the altar out into the people. So when you take the bread within you, we take the body of Christ or the blood of Christ, and walk out, you're diffusing that grace into the world. That's the procession. And while people approach often thinking, you know, I want to be worthy, we should walk away from the procession thinking, what will I do with this grace? And I don't think that's usually what we think. We think, what a special moment. We think, I love this moment when I can just be quiet with God. We think, why is that baby crying? This is my special moment. But what we don't think is, now what will I do with this grace? Because I don't think we're always aware of the grace. We use a big fancy word, sacrament, forget grace. And so tonight as we receive the Eucharist on this night, when we really celebrate the Last Supper in a unique way, as we're walking back to our seats to take a moment to say, how will I conform, how will I transform this grace of Eucharist into the grace of ministry? 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I just don't notice.", "tokens": [51014, 286, 500, 380, 3449, 13, 286, 445, 500, 380, 3449, 13, 51164], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2187381535768509, "compression_ratio": 1.8727272748947144, "no_speech_prob": 0.0006562877679243684}, {"id": 83, "seek": 32500, "start": 341.0, "end": 343.0, "text": " And, you know, people will come up to me and say,", "tokens": [51164, 400, 11, 291, 458, 11, 561, 486, 808, 493, 281, 385, 293, 584, 11, 51264], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2187381535768509, "compression_ratio": 1.8727272748947144, "no_speech_prob": 0.0006562877679243684}, {"id": 84, "seek": 32500, "start": 343.0, "end": 348.0, "text": " I'm so sorry for what I did the other day. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Before the Feast of Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come to pass from this world to the Father.
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He loved his own in the world and he loved them to the end.
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The devil had already induced Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot, to hand him over.
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So during supper, fully aware that the Father had put everything into his power,
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and that he had come from God and was returning to God,
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he rose from supper and took off his outer garments.
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He took a towel and tied it around his waist.
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Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples' feet
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and dry them with the towel around his waist.
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He came to Simon Peter, who said to him,
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Master, are you going to wash my feet?
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Jesus answered and said to him,
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What I am doing you do not understand now, but you will understand later.
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Peter said to him,
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You will never wash my feet.
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Jesus answered him,
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Unless I wash you, you will have no inheritance with me.
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Simon Peter said to him,
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Master, then not only my feet, but my hands and my head as well.
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Jesus said to him,
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Whoever has bathed has no need except to have his feet washed,
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for he is clean all over.
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So you are clean, but not all.
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For he knew who would betray him.
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For this reason, he said, not all of you are clean.
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So when he had washed their feet and put his garments back on
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and reclined at table again, he said to them,
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Do you realize what I have done for you?
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You call me teacher and master and write me so, for I am.
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If I therefore, the master and teacher, have washed your feet,
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you ought to wash one another's feet.
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I have given you a model to follow,
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so that as I have done for you, you should also do for me.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I think there's a line in the middle of the Gospel,
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well, or the portion of the Gospel,
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that every reader adds their own inflection to
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and it can come to some very different ideas.
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When Jesus says, Do you realize what I have done for you?
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What is he, you know, he's not asking, you know, are they dense?
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Because, you know, if I walk out and I wash your feet,
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and I say, Do you realize what I have done for you?
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Yes, I have washed my feet.
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Now, he's not suggesting, even though he says,
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If I don't wash you, you are not saved, if you can't do this.
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This is not a baptism ritual.
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No one is saved through the washing of the feet.
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It's nothing like that.
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And it's not even the moment of service,
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because people had been washing people's feet in the desert for years.
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What he's done for them, and that's why he says,
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Look at the model.
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What he's done is he's turned the world on its head.
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Because, as the master, they should be serving him.
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And he says this over and over again in the gospel.
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That those of you who would be greatest among you will serve the others.
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He's trying to turn a model of humanity on its head.
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That we tend to think, Well, you know, if I'm important enough.
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And he wants to say, Importance is of no importance.
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But they've been like, What?
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We walk through life looking for status.
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Looking for, you know, who are more important than.
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Who should serve me?
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I've often said, you know, since,
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You live a life where if you eat out a lot,
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you might get a sense that when you come to the eternal banquet,
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the banquet of God, surely you'll be seated and others will serve.
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But I don't think that's a great image of the banquet.
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I think the image of the banquet is when we all enjoy our turn serving
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as much as our turn sitting at table.
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I don't know if we can get it out of our human consciousness.
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I think this is why Jesus says, Can you realize what I'm saying?
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How much of our life do we worry about who's more important and who's less important?
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And, you know, some people probably get upset with me over this.
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I'm not real big on titles.
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And some people do not refer to me as father and other people get very upset over it.
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Which do you prefer? Father Dolan? Father Pat?
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Father Patrick? Patrick? Pat? I don't notice.
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I don't notice. I just don't notice.
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And, you know, people will come up to me and say,
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I'm so sorry for what I did the other day. I'm like, Huh?
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Do you ever have people come up and say, I'm sorry.
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I hope I wasn't harsh the other day.
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I mean, I kind of want to say if you're being harsh,
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you need to be a little more dramatic about it.
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No one's catching it.
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And what it means not to wonder, we even look at people now,
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how many books are written, possibly not read,
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but written on the topic of people in relationships.
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The power dynamics.
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Power dynamics, I have no doubt,
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power dynamics are the harb of every divorce in America.
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Power dynamics.
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I love that in the marriage, I love when the marriage ritual says,
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love, honor, and obey if they both say it.
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What do you do now?
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You know, when there is a mutual submission,
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there's a mutual giving of oneself.
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Jesus says, you see what I just did?
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I'm the rabbi. I'm the teacher.
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This is unheard of.
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And I've done it and I'm not doing it to say,
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see how great I am at this Messiah thing.
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He's doing it to try to get them.
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And he's already seen the inklings of it in the disciples.
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He's already seen, as I've said to you before,
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John and James coming to him and saying,
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can one of us sit at your right and your left?
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Now remember the inner circle.
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In all of the inner circle moments, the transfiguration,
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all these moments where there's only a few of them,
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the few are always Peter, John, and James.
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Peter, John, and James.
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Once Peter starts getting singled out,
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only God could have revealed this to Peter.
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Once Peter is starting to be seen as a little bit of the leader,
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James and John go to him and say,
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can one of us sit at your right and one of us sit at your left?
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They're saying, bump Peter.
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Power dynamics.
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And Jesus says, I am the leader
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and I'm making myself the servant.
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So much has been written about servant leadership.
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David Dedevan, one of the most brilliant,
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he was a Jesuit out of Boston,
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spiritual director in Rome,
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and just a brilliant man, he used to say,
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he said, you know, there has been so much written
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about what they call servant leadership.
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Servant leadership, servant leadership.
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He said, none of it's been read,
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but there has been so much written,
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and it goes largely ignored.
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Leadership is who's in charge,
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who gets to tell who what to do,
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who gets to be, you know, who gets to be the voice in the room.
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No one can imagine saying, oh yes,
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I've worked my way to the top in this firm
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and now I'm everyone's assistant.
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We don't think that way.
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When Jesus says, do you realize what I've just done?
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No, they don't.
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2,000 years later, no, we don't.
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Even if I can articulate it, I can't get my mind around it.
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I can't figure out what it would look like,
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how it would feel.
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I mean, don't get me wrong,
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there are days as a pastor I'm sure no one's listening,
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but that's different.
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I did it on purpose.
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You know, this idea of what it means
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to be a servant to people
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and find our greatness in that.
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I think importance is the wrong word,
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and greatness is probably,
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probably isn't helpful if I'm trying,
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if I'm trying to create a great ministry,
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that's different than trying to be great,
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because we usually mean great in the esteem of others.
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And so we get this evening
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where we're going to have the institution of the Eucharist,
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the source and summit of our life in the church,
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and it's connected to the washing of the feet.
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Because we're so, you know, everything gets,
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that first reading shows us what happens
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when we can overly tactical with spiritual ideas.
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Now, if there's more than six of you,
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then take a lamb and cut it in half
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and you can share it with the neighbor,
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and the neighbor on the right,
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don't do the labor over on this side.
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You know, rather than what it means to worship God.
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And we do the same thing in liturgy.
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No one really notices if something is beautiful or helpful.
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It's just always, did they hold their hand to the right ankle?
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Right and wrong are very bad ideas in the liturgy.
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Is it meaningful? Is it moving us?
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And does it move us to the washing of the feet?
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In other words, does our prayer move us
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to do something in the world?
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I've always pictured in a parish
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that the walls of a parish are a mirror.
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And if we're doing it correctly,
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what we do in here must be reflected out there.
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And we have to, tonight really celebrates that mirror,
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that sort of membrane in between prayer and action
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and how we get them to work together.
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Because without prayer,
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action just gets kind of frenetic without meaning.
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And without prayer, I mean without action,
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prayer becomes navel-gazing.
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It's just, I talk to God in my head.
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He sounds a lot like me.
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I've told you before, it's my litmus test.
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My litmus test in any dialogue with God
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is I am certain it is God and not me.
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If he will use a word I don't know.
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If you have prayer and have to go look up a word,
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now you're talking to God.
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Or more importantly, now God is talking to you.
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You know, this idea of it becomes this internal,
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I love my faith because inside my head
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I can control what I think of God.
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Connected to action and your prayer gets deeper.
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Why? Because I can interpret Scripture any way I want.
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I can interpret a prayer any way I want.
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I can choose this prayer but not that prayer in my life.
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Some people have a charismatic prayer life
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and others have a Marian devotion.
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Others can wed those two.
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But I find when I'm doing service in the world,
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I am confronted by people who are images of God
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that I can't control.
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That's what every person in the world is in our spirituality.
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There are people in their own right,
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but in your spirituality, every person in the world
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is an image of God beyond your control.
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The things in our head, we shape them without knowing.
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Anyone in a relationship knows,
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the other person does not shape quite so easily.
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It doesn't work that way.
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And so we ask God to help us to live in that sort of moment
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in between prayer and action.
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That moment that is transitional for us,
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where what we're doing inwardly is moving us out in the world.
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And what we're doing out in the world
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brings to light the things that come to us in prayer.
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That the Eucharist is echoed in service.
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And I've always thought it would be a healthier church.
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It's not that the church isn't good,
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the church isn't sufficient,
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but I would find it would be healthier
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if more Catholics thought, rather than ever thinking,
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I did something this week that I think is bad,
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so I can't come to communion.
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Wouldn't the healthier thought be,
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if I was being honest,
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I'm not going to do anything with that grace this week.
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Maybe then I don't go to communion.
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I don't just hoard grace for my cabinet.
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I'm not doing anything in the week.
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I don't tend to help the sick person.
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That the Eucharist is empowerment for the next week,
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not reward for last Wednesday.
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But empowerment for the week ahead.
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And when we receive Eucharist, I think,
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and I've mentioned this to you before,
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but the real procession of Eucharist
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is not when you come up the aisle tonight.
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When you come up the aisle tonight,
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that is not the Eucharistic procession.
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When you receive the Eucharist and walk back to your seat,
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that's the procession.
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Because what's happening is Jesus is consecrated upon the altar,
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the bread is consecrated,
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and it's the procession from the altar out into the people.
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So when you take the bread within you,
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we take the body of Christ or the blood of Christ,
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and walk out, you're diffusing that grace into the world.
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That's the procession.
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And while people approach often thinking,
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you know, I want to be worthy,
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we should walk away from the procession thinking,
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what will I do with this grace?
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And I don't think that's usually what we think.
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We think, what a special moment.
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We think, I love this moment when I can just be quiet with God.
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We think, why is that baby crying?
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This is my special moment.
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But what we don't think is,
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now what will I do with this grace?
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Because I don't think we're always aware of the grace.
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We use a big fancy word, sacrament, forget grace.
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And so tonight as we receive the Eucharist on this night,
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when we really celebrate the Last Supper in a unique way,
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as we're walking back to our seats to take a moment to say,
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how will I conform,
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how will I transform this grace of Eucharist
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into the grace of ministry?
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How will we get from the sacrament perceived
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to the washing of feet and the true greatness of a disciple?
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of humility and service as modeled by Christ in the washing of the disciples' feet. He emphasizes that Jesus' act is not simply a gesture of hospitality or ritual cleansing, but an intentional reversal of societal hierarchies and power dynamics. In doing so, Jesus redefines greatness as a willingness to serve others, not to dominate them. Father Pat challenges us to internalize this radical model of servant leadership and to allow the Eucharist to propel us outward into the world in acts of love and service. He cautions against reducing liturgy to rules or personal piety, instead urging that worship must lead to action. The true Eucharistic procession, he says, is not the walk to receive communion, but the journey back into the world, carrying grace and becoming Christ’s presence through service.
Father Pat begins by drawing attention to Jesus’ question in the Gospel of John: “Do you realize what I have done for you?” This is not a rhetorical question seeking affirmation of a physical action—washing feet—but a profound challenge to understand the meaning behind it. Jesus, fully aware of his divine authority and status as Teacher and Lord, removes his outer garments and assumes the role of a servant. This inversion of roles is the heart of the message. In a society obsessed with power, status, and hierarchy, Jesus dismantles the idea that leadership is about being served, and instead proposes that true leadership is to serve.
Father Pat explores how this teaching directly confronts the human obsession with importance and recognition. He notes how we strive for status, even within religious contexts, and how we often miss the radical nature of Jesus’ actions. The act of foot washing is not about ritual purity or hospitality—it is a redefinition of what it means to be great. Greatness, in the Kingdom of God, is measured not by how many serve you, but by how many you serve. Jesus offers a model that is meant to be imitated. “As I have done for you, you should also do.” This model exposes and challenges the power dynamics not only in the disciples’ hearts (as seen in the jockeying for status among Peter, James, and John), but also in every human relationship—including marriages, ministries, and institutions.
He acknowledges how difficult it is for us to grasp this. Even if we can articulate it intellectually, emotionally and spiritually we struggle to live it. Father Pat uses the example of titles—even within the Church—as a reflection of how deeply entrenched we are in notions of status. Whether someone calls him “Father” or simply “Pat” doesn’t matter to him, but it reveals how uncomfortable others can be when the usual symbols of authority are set aside.
He connects this Gospel scene to the larger liturgical context of Holy Thursday and the institution of the Eucharist. The Eucharist, he insists, cannot be separated from service. The Last Supper is not merely the beginning of a liturgical rite—it is the embodiment of a way of life. Jesus not only gives us his Body and Blood, but he immediately demonstrates what receiving it should inspire: humble service to others. Father Pat criticizes a tendency in liturgical life to focus on correctness—right gestures, right words—while missing whether the liturgy actually moves us to love better, serve more, and act justly.
He also challenges the common approach to the Eucharist as a reward for good behavior, suggesting instead that the Eucharist should be seen as empowerment for mission and ministry in the week to come. It is not about worthiness as a static judgment of past deeds, but about readiness to act with grace. The real “Eucharistic procession,” he says, happens not when we walk up to receive the sacrament, but as we return to our seats and then go back into the world. We carry Christ out into the world, not to hoard grace, but to become its conduit.
Father Pat concludes by emphasizing that prayer and action must be united. Prayer without action becomes self-centered and stagnant, while action without prayer becomes chaotic and directionless. The Eucharist is the meeting point of these two dimensions: a holy encounter that must spill over into real-life service. The image of people as uncontrollable reflections of God is key—unlike our inner spiritual constructs, real people challenge us, stretch us, and draw us into a deeper, less comfortable but more authentic relationship with God. True spirituality, then, is not confined to the interior life, but finds its fullest expression in love, humility, and service to others....
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You have the words of eternal life, the gospel of the Lord. So this is our sixth week of this chapter of John and I am ready to return to my former way of life. John just wraps the same thought around a dozen different ways and he kind of keeps starting the conversation over again like they haven't already been through it. It's very Greek. But I think in light of the other two readings we can get to some interesting places that aren't simply a rehash of what we've been talking about. And starting with this, the most, for me, the far most interesting reading religiously, culturally we'll get to the second one which you're all interested in. And they cleaned it up today. But the first one is theologically much more interesting. It's this Joshua says, so you know, which God do you want to serve? Now, first understand he is coming from an era when he was probably not a monotheist. He probably thought there were more than one, there was more than one God. So when he says which God are you going to worship? Now that's not a question that a real monotheist would ask. There's only one God. But he's saying which God? And then he, I mean, he goes out of there and beyond that to say, you know, do you want the gods that did this or the gods of the Amorites? Which gods? Now today we're really not very far beyond that. We don't really, when someone writes, I think someone wrote a book in the last eight years called God is One, you know, and it was this sort of we all worship the same God, which we don't. I do believe that there is a fundamental reality God that is not changed by our belief. That, you know, we all try to get to the reality and the truth but when we say there's only one God, what we're really saying is there's only one God that's beyond yours and my belief and that we will never get our heads around. But when you and I talk about God, and it's the most frightening words I ever hear and it's inevitably on a plane or something when you can't escape that someone says, so do you believe in God? And what they mean is, do you believe what I believe about God? Because if you were to say, oh yes he's the head of cabbage in California they say, you don't believe in God! You don't believe what I believe about God. Very, very different and I would wager that you won't find, you certainly won't find theologians nowadays, but you won't find most of us that believe in the God that Joshua is talking about. Joshua is talking about a God that likes his people better than other people. That was the belief. It was a very partisan God. God will defend Joshua and his people when they go to battle against those people. I would posit nowadays that any reputable theologian knows that God will fight for you until you're fighting against another person and then God doesn't like you any better than them. I know that is harsh to hear at the beginning of football season. God does not like any team better than any others. I know what you're all thinking and I'm not going to say it. No, no team. You know, there's that idea that what it means to believe in a God that Jesus starts to unveil the God who is here to save all people. The God who loves all creation. The God who is infinite love, whose mercy is beyond our comprehension. That's the God that really Joshua's not going to get too terribly near. So when we hear this what God do you serve? Actually most of us nowadays would have to disagree with Joshua because he has a very different image of God than we are left with nowadays. He talks very clearly about the ideas of God that I think we would still hold to, though if you read the whole book of Joshua, he shuts a lot of these down later on. This is the God who brings you out of slavery and into freedom. This is the God. But unfortunately as you get down, you realize this is the God who brings Joshua and his people out of freedom. Not necessarily others. You've got St. Paul still writing about slavery, you know, centuries later. And he's only talking about how well you should treat slaves, which is similar to what he talks about today. I knew, I knew I'm going to bust the chops, I don't even know who it was, but I'm going to bust the chops a little of whoever prepared the lectures this week. Because I knew without asking every once in a while I say, hey, when you have a discussion on those second readings, if they're real long, do the short reading. No, no, no, they love the long readings. Every week we get the longest reading they can find. But I knew this week they would not do the long reading. Because the long reading starts out with wives should be subordinate to their husbands. As to the Lord himself. And I knew they would go, oh, let's do the short version. Huge mistake. The reason that's a huge mistake is because the reason we do it is the second reading says all the same stuff a little more palatably. I'd rather have it unpalatable. I'd rather it didn't slip in, you know, with the spoonful of sugar sort of thing. You know, because when you really read this, husbands, you should love your wives so that you can present them unblemished to God, because your love will make them holy. This is sort of the difference between the first one says, you know, women should have no freedom. And the second one is, and this happened to me within the last, well, since I've been here at MPB, the last 14, 15 years, that in this day and age, a woman said to me, my husband gives me all the freedom I want. And I went, gives you? Gives you the freedom? You got no freedom at all. If he's giving you your freedom, it sounds a little more palatable, but it, you know, Paul could not have imagined a world, he really couldn't imagine what gender equality looked like, so he's trying to make a silk purse out of a sow's ear here. He's trying to do what he can to say, oh, you know, this authority that men have over women should never be abused. Rather than, maybe he couldn't conceive of gender equality. And no one wants to be honest about it, but we haven't conceived it yet. We really haven't. We're still trying to, and the same could be said with many kinds of prejudice. We're, real equality and real justice scares us, so instead we want to be, we want to feel decent about our interpersonal relationships, so we don't want to treat anyone badly through inequality, but we're not really willing to go to equality, and there's a difference. You know, the difference between, well, we should be charitable to certain groups, rather than, they should have just as much power as we do. Shouldn't depend on one group's charity towards another. That we really would strive for that, and so our vision of God, when someone says, who's the God you serve? Is it the God of equality? Is it the God of justice? Is it the God that, well, I'm pretty comfortable being above the median in a lot of ways, and I'm not sure, justice might, you know, scare me a little too much. You can always see there are those who will pass laws that keep the divide bigger, and they'll do it in the name of order and hierarchy and that, and then those who will try to go for that God of justice. I think it's fascinating that I've never really met anyone arrogant enough to say that they know more than God. You know, I think we know next to God, we're kind of dumb. God is omniscient, all-knowing, but we're really comfortable with a vision of God whose heart is smaller than ours. Not as mine, but God's heart is smaller. That's why I'm really hoping that Aunt Sally gets into heaven, I'm just not sure God will let her in. I know that those are good people, but it says in Scripture they're going to hell. What can I do? God's heart is just not as big as mine. Interesting how easily we could say such a thing. And there are things in Scripture, we know that you have to have a filter. We know that thou shalt not commit murder, and thou shalt not eat shrimp, should not be on an even playing field. But there is no bold font on murder. There's no underlines. They didn't even understand italics yet. So we just get this list. And someone comes along and says, oh, let's be reasonable, of course murder is worse than shrimp. While we're at it, though, let's keep the slavery thing, that one's fine, but the women, let's not let them get out of hand, you know. And that all gets slipped in, and someone says, so who's the God you worship? How wide is your God? How large? How universally loving? How nonpartisan is your God? And, you know, it's so funny that if you're going to be partisan, trust me, you will not stop chopping the group up. You know, we've watched and we've said, oh, you know, America is not greater than every other country, and now it's America can't get along with itself. And now it's the Democrats and the Republicans can't get along within their own groups. Thanksgiving dinner, you know, you can't even talk to the family now. You want to go partisan, you will get it down to you against the world. Because we just, you know, it's not that I don't like other people, it's just that no one seems to get it as much as I do. I get it. And you all, what's going on? We all have a bit of that. A friend of mine and I were talking this week about Catholic church and this idea that the Pope is infallible, and he said, how could anyone believe in infallibility? And I said, everyone believes in infallibility. They just usually put it within themselves. Everyone's got someone or something that's infallible. You know? If a doctor tells you something and a grocer tells you something else, if it's medical, you probably go with the doctor. We've all got people we think are infallible in certain areas. And it sets us up for huge disappointment, but more importantly, it closes us off from the possibility that God is everywhere, that God is universal, that God loves everyone equally. And even though this is so horrifying, because so many of us have heard it for years, you know what? In God's eyes, I'm not special. Any more than anyone else. And, you know, I love language, so when someone says, well, you're special the same way that everyone else is special, I go, I don't think that word means what you think it means. You know? And that's okay. Because I think they're using special to mean valuable. And everyone's valuable. There was a funeral yesterday, and I described her, but I did it on purpose, I described her as having an uncommon amount of common sense. Because we know that, you know, common sense is not necessarily common. We mean something else by it. You know? And we use the word, though, to mean a certain thing. And I think when people say, well, you are special in the sight of God, well, you know, in my family, there were times I was special and it was not a good thing. I was especially irksome. I was especially in trouble. I had a favorite aunt, and I always have to bring her up on this weekend because that was her favorite reading in all of Scripture. She's screaming in heaven right now. Aunt Mary was a character. And I just used to love her. I think our priest did it on purpose. He always found the happiest reader in the world to do that reading. And she'd always get up and she'd say, Wives, be submissive to your husbands. And she was just so happy. And my aunt did everything but she used to smoke a cigar. I knew she was going to smoke one in church one of these days. You would just see her shake. But she had this way of leaning into a punch that I always appreciated. My mother would always say kind of what I call the bumper stickers of Christianity. My mother loved to throw something out that was going to sound deep. And Aunt Mary used to love to just go as far into it as she could until it looked ridiculous. But my mother would say one time, she said, When I die, I don't want anyone to cry. I want there to be a celebration of life. I really want people to feel good about it. And Aunt Mary said, I want them weeping inconsolably at my funeral. laughter And she went on in great detail to describe the grief and pain that we should hold. Well, my mother's lovely thought was now gone and she was furious. But, you know, she was that sort of you know, we all have these little ideas and every once in a while someone comes through and breaks through them. And says, you know, what if everyone's equal? What if, you know, my funeral will not be more special than yours? Someone asked me this week about the paw on a casket. You know, why don't we put this, well, why did we do a paw on the casket? The original idea of a paw on a casket was in the Middle Ages when some people had more wealth than anyone and their casket was gold with leafing and da-da-da and then a poor person came in in a pine box. The original intent of a paw is to drape your coffin to say, no one's special at this moment. You can have the prettiest coffin in the world but for the funeral, there's going to be a simple white cloth over it because at this moment, we are connected. This is not a moment of, look how special. A God who loves everyone. A God who is hurt when anyone suffers. A God who can't bear to watch us pass one another with indifference when people are struggling. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Many of Jesus' disciples who were listening said,
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This saying is hard. Who can accept it?
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Since Jesus knew
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that His disciples were murmuring about this,
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He said to them, Does this shock you?
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What if you were to see
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the Son of Man ascending to where He was
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before? It is
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the Spirit that gives life, while the flesh
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is of no avail.
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The words I have spoken to you are
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spirit and life, but there are some among you
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who do not believe. For this
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reason I have told you that no one can come to me
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unless it is granted him by the Father.
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As a result of this,
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many of His disciples returned to their former
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way of life and no longer
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accompanied Him. Jesus
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said to the twelve, Do you also want to
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leave? Simon Peter
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answered him, Master, to whom shall
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we go? You have the words of eternal
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life, the gospel
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of the Lord.
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So this is our sixth
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week of this chapter of John
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and I am ready to
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return to my former way of life.
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John just wraps
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the same thought around
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a dozen different ways
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and he kind of keeps starting the
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conversation over again like they haven't
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already been through it.
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It's very Greek.
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But I think
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in light of the other two readings we can get to
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some interesting places that aren't
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simply a rehash of what we've
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been talking about. And starting
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with this, the most, for me, the
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far most interesting reading
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religiously, culturally
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we'll get to the second one which you're all interested
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in. And they
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cleaned it up today.
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But the first one is theologically much
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more interesting. It's this
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Joshua says, so
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you know, which God do you want to serve?
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Now, first understand
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he is coming from an era when he was
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probably not a monotheist.
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He probably thought there were more
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than one, there was more than one God. So when he says
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which God are you going to
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worship? Now that's
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not a question that a real
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monotheist would ask.
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There's only one God.
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But he's saying which God?
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And then he, I mean, he goes out of
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there and beyond that to say, you
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know, do you want the gods that did this
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or the gods of the Amorites? Which
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gods? Now
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today we're really not very far
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beyond that. We don't
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really, when someone writes, I think someone wrote
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a book in the last eight years called
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God is One, you know, and it was this sort of
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we all worship the same God, which we don't.
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I do
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believe that there is a fundamental
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reality God
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that is not changed by our belief.
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That, you know,
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we all try to get to
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the reality and the truth
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but when we say there's only
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one God, what we're really saying is there's only
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one God that's beyond yours and my
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belief and that we will never get our
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heads around. But when you and I talk
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about God, and
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it's the most frightening words I ever hear
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and it's inevitably on a
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plane or something when you can't escape
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that someone says, so do you believe
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in God?
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And what they mean is, do you believe what I
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believe about God?
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Because if you were to say, oh yes
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he's the head of cabbage in California
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they say,
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you don't believe in God!
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You don't believe
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what I believe about God.
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Very, very different
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and I would wager that
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you won't find, you certainly won't find theologians
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nowadays, but you won't find
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most of us that believe in the God that Joshua
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is talking about.
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Joshua is talking about a God
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that likes his people better
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than other people.
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That was the belief. It was a very
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partisan God.
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God will defend
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Joshua and his people
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when they go to battle against those
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people. I would
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posit nowadays that any reputable
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theologian knows that God
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will fight for you until
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you're fighting against another person
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and then God doesn't like you any better than them.
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I know that is
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harsh to hear at the beginning
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of football season.
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God
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does not like any team better than any others.
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I know what you're all thinking and I'm not
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going to say it. No, no team.
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You know, there's that
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idea that what it means to
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believe in a God
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that Jesus starts to unveil
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the God who is here to
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save all people. The God
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who loves all creation.
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The God who is infinite
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love, whose mercy is beyond our
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comprehension. That's the
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God that really Joshua's
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not going to get too terribly near.
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So when we hear this
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what God do you serve?
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Actually most of us nowadays would have to
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disagree with Joshua because he
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has a very different image of God than we are
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left with nowadays.
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He talks
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very clearly about
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the ideas of God that I think
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we would still hold to, though if you read the
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whole book of Joshua, he shuts
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a lot of these down later on.
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This is the God
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who brings you out of slavery and
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into freedom.
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This is the God.
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But unfortunately
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as you get down, you realize
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this is the God who brings Joshua
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and his people out of freedom.
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Not necessarily others.
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You've got St. Paul still writing about
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slavery, you know,
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centuries later.
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And he's only talking about how well
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you should treat slaves, which is
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similar to what he talks about today.
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I knew,
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I knew I'm going to bust the chops, I don't
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even know who it was, but I'm going to bust the
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chops a little of whoever prepared the lectures
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this week. Because I
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knew without asking every once
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in a while I say, hey, when you have
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a discussion on those second readings, if they're real long,
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do the short reading.
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No, no, no, they love the long readings.
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Every week we get the
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longest reading they can find. But I
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knew this week they would not do the long reading.
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Because
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the long reading starts out with
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wives
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should be subordinate to their
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husbands.
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As to the Lord
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himself.
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And I knew they would go,
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oh, let's do
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the short version.
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Huge
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mistake. The reason
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that's a huge mistake is because the
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reason we do it is the
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second reading says
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all the same stuff a little more
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palatably. I'd rather
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have it unpalatable.
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I'd rather it didn't
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slip in, you know, with the spoonful of
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sugar sort of thing.
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You know, because when you really read this,
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husbands, you should love your wives
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so that you can present them unblemished
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to God, because your love will
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make them holy.
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This is sort of the difference
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between the first one says,
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you know, women should have no freedom.
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And the second one is, and this happened to me
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within the last, well, since I've been here at
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MPB, the last 14, 15 years,
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that in this day and age, a woman
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said to me, my husband gives me all the freedom I want.
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And I went, gives you?
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Gives you the
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freedom? You got no freedom at all.
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If he's giving you
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your freedom, it sounds
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a little more palatable, but it,
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you know, Paul could not have imagined
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a world,
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he really couldn't imagine what
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gender equality looked like, so he's trying to make
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a silk purse out of a sow's ear here.
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He's trying to do what he can
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to say, oh, you know,
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this authority that men have
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over women should never be abused.
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Rather than, maybe
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he couldn't conceive
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of gender equality.
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And no one wants to be honest
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about it, but we haven't conceived it yet.
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We really
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haven't. We're
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still trying to, and the same
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could be said with many kinds of prejudice.
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We're, real equality
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and real justice scares us, so
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instead we want to be, we want to feel
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decent about our interpersonal relationships,
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so we don't want to treat anyone
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badly through inequality, but we're
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not really willing to go to
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equality, and there's a difference.
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You know,
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the difference between, well, we should
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be charitable to certain groups, rather
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than, they should have just as much power
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as we do.
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Shouldn't depend on
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one group's charity towards another.
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That we really
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would strive for that, and so our vision of
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God, when someone says, who's the God you serve?
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Is it the God of equality? Is it the God
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of justice? Is it the God
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that, well, I'm pretty comfortable being
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above the median in a lot of ways, and I'm not
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sure, justice might, you know,
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scare me a little too much.
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You can always see there are
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those who will pass laws
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that keep the divide bigger,
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and they'll do it in the name of
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order and hierarchy and that, and then those
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who will try to go
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for that God of justice.
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I think it's fascinating that
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I've never really met anyone
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arrogant enough to say that
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they know more than God.
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You know, I think we know next
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to God, we're kind of dumb.
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God is
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omniscient, all-knowing,
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but we're really comfortable
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with a vision of God whose heart is
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smaller than ours.
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Not as mine, but God's
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heart is smaller.
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That's why I'm really hoping
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that Aunt Sally gets into heaven, I'm just not sure
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God will let her in.
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I know that those are good
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people, but it says in Scripture they're going
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to hell. What
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can I do? God's heart is just not as big as
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mine.
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Interesting how easily we could say
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such a thing. And
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there are things in Scripture, we know
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that you have to have a filter.
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We know that thou shalt not
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commit murder, and thou shalt
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not eat shrimp, should not be
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on an even playing field.
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But there is no bold
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font on murder.
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There's no underlines.
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They didn't even understand italics yet.
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So we just get this
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list.
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And someone comes along and says,
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oh, let's be reasonable,
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of course murder is worse
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than shrimp.
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While we're at it, though, let's keep the slavery thing,
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that one's fine, but the women,
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let's not let them get out of hand, you know.
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And that all gets slipped in, and someone
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says, so who's the God you
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worship? How wide is
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your God? How large?
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How universally loving?
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How nonpartisan
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is your God?
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And, you know, it's so funny that
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if you're going to
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be partisan, trust me, you will not
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stop chopping the group up.
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You know, we've watched and we've said,
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oh, you know, America
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is not greater than every other country, and
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now it's America can't get along with itself.
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And now
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it's the Democrats and the
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Republicans can't get along within their own groups.
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Thanksgiving dinner, you know, you can't even
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talk to the family now.
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You want to go partisan, you will get it
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down to you against the world.
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Because
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we just, you know,
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it's not that I don't like other people,
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it's just that no one seems
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to get it as much as I do.
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I get it.
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And you all, what's going on?
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We all have a bit of that.
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A friend of mine and I
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were talking this week about Catholic
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church and this idea that the
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Pope is infallible, and he said, how could anyone
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believe in infallibility? And I said, everyone
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believes in infallibility.
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They just usually put it within themselves.
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Everyone's
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got someone or something that's infallible.
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You know?
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If a doctor tells you something
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and a grocer tells you something else,
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if it's medical, you probably go
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with the doctor.
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We've all got people we think
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are infallible in certain areas.
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And it sets us up
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for huge disappointment,
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but more importantly,
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it closes us off from the
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possibility that God
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is everywhere, that God is universal,
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that God loves
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everyone equally.
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And even though this
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is so horrifying, because so many of us have heard it for years,
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you know what? In God's eyes,
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I'm not special.
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Any more than anyone else.
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And, you know, I love
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language, so when someone says, well, you're special
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the same way that everyone else is special,
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I go, I don't think that word
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means what you think it means.
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You know? And that's okay.
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Because I think they're using
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special to mean valuable.
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And everyone's valuable.
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There was a
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funeral yesterday, and I described
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her, but I did it on purpose, I described
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her as having an uncommon
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amount of common sense.
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Because we know that, you know, common sense
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is not necessarily common.
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We mean something else by it.
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You know? And
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we use the word, though, to mean a certain thing.
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And I think when people say, well,
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you are special in the sight of God,
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well, you know,
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in my family,
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there were times I was special
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and it was not a good thing.
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I was
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especially irksome.
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I was especially in trouble.
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I had a favorite aunt,
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and I always have to bring her up on this weekend
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because that was her favorite
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reading in all of Scripture.
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She's screaming in heaven right now.
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Aunt Mary
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was a character.
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And I just used to love her.
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I think our priest did it on purpose.
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He always found the happiest reader
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in the world to do that reading.
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And she'd always get up and she'd say,
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Wives, be submissive to your husbands.
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And she was just
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so happy. And my aunt did everything
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but she used to smoke a cigar.
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I knew she was going to smoke one in church one of these days.
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You would just see her shake.
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But she had this way of leaning
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into a punch that I always appreciated.
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My mother would always say
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kind of what I call the bumper stickers of Christianity.
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My mother loved to throw something out
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that was going to sound deep.
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And Aunt Mary used to love to just go
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as far into it as she could
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until it looked ridiculous.
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But my mother would say one time, she said,
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When I die, I don't want
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anyone to cry. I want there to be a celebration
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of life. I really want people
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to feel good about it.
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And Aunt Mary said, I want them
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weeping inconsolably at my funeral.
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laughter
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And she went on
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in great detail to describe
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the grief and pain that we should hold.
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Well, my mother's lovely thought was now gone
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and she was furious.
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But, you know, she was that sort of
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you know, we all have these little ideas
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and every once in a while someone comes through and breaks through them.
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And says, you know,
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what if everyone's equal?
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What if, you know,
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my funeral will not be more special
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than yours?
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Someone asked me this week
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about the paw on a casket.
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You know,
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why don't we put this, well, why did we do
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a paw on the casket? The original idea
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of a paw on a casket was in the Middle Ages
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when some people
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had more wealth
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than anyone
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and their casket was gold
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with leafing and da-da-da and then a poor person
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came in in a pine box.
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The original intent of a paw
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is to drape your
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coffin to say,
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no one's special at this moment.
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You can
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have the prettiest coffin in the world
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but for the funeral, there's going to be a simple
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white cloth over it because
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at this moment, we are
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connected. This is not
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a moment of, look how special.
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A God who loves everyone.
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A God
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who is hurt when anyone
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suffers. A God
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who can't bear to watch
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us pass one another
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with indifference when
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people are struggling.
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Who's the God
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we serve this day?
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Father Pat’s message centers on the tension betwee Father Pat’s message centers on the tension between ancient religious understandings and our evolving awareness of God’s true nature — one not of partisanship, hierarchy, or exclusion, but of infinite, inclusive love and justice. Using the readings from John, Joshua, and Ephesians, he challenges us to re-examine our image of God, confront the discomfort of radical equality, question cultural and theological assumptions, and embrace a vision of divine mercy that transcends human divisions, prejudices, and power structures. Ultimately, Father Pat urges us to choose to serve a God whose love is universal, whose justice is not based on favoritism, and whose truth calls us into deeper humility, equity, and compassion.
In the Gospel reading from John, Jesus delivers a difficult teaching that causes many of His disciples to walk away. Father Pat highlights the discomfort this passage evokes—not just for the disciples then, but for us now. Jesus’ message—"It is the Spirit that gives life, while the flesh is of no avail"—clashes with shallow understandings of faith and demands a deeper, spiritual commitment. When Jesus asks the Twelve if they too will leave, Peter responds, “Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.” This moment encapsulates the challenge and the invitation of true discipleship: to remain faithful even when the message is hard, even when it disrupts our assumptions.
Father Pat contrasts this with the reading from Joshua, where the people are asked to choose which god they will serve. He explains that Joshua likely operated in a polytheistic context, making the question—“Which god will you serve?”—a sincere one. Joshua’s God is a tribal, partisan deity who favors his own people. Father Pat points out that many modern people still operate with tribal concepts of God, whether nationalistic, denominational, or personal. He challenges the congregation to ask themselves: do we serve a God who only loves “our side,” or a God who loves universally? He critiques the notion that we all worship the same God, emphasizing that while God is one and unchanging, human conceptions of God vary dramatically and often reflect our own limitations, prejudices, and agendas.
Theologically, Father Pat draws attention to how people often imagine God’s heart to be smaller than their own—less merciful, less just, less inclusive. This inversion is not only ironic but spiritually dangerous. When people say, “I know they’re good people, but Scripture says they’re going to hell,” the implication is that God is less compassionate than we are. He confronts the inconsistency of applying Scripture selectively—treating moral imperatives like murder and dietary laws with equal weight, yet dismissing the call for justice, equality, and the rejection of slavery as cultural relics. This, he says, is the danger of unexamined theology and rigid literalism.
Father Pat then delves into the controversial second reading from Ephesians, which the liturgy committee truncated to avoid the difficult verse: “Wives should be subordinate to their husbands.” He critiques the instinct to soften difficult Scripture rather than confront it. Paul, he explains, was attempting to humanize a deeply patriarchal society but lacked the conceptual framework for full gender equality. Paul’s exhortation that husbands should love their wives as Christ loves the Church is noble, but still grounded in a hierarchy. Father Pat asserts that real equality—gender, racial, economic—is still elusive, partly because it threatens our comfort and privilege. We prefer charity (where we retain the upper hand) to justice (which requires structural change and shared power). He draws a distinction between being “nice” to the marginalized and truly empowering them.
This leads to a deeper question: what kind of God do we serve? Is it a God who upholds our comfort, our tribe, our nation, our class? Or is it the God Jesus reveals—universal in love, unbounded in mercy, impartial in justice? Father Pat uses humor and personal anecdotes—like his Aunt Mary’s irreverent response to “Wives, be submissive” and the use of a funeral pall to cover lavish coffins—to underscore the absurdity of human attempts to enforce divine favoritism or hierarchy. The pall, he notes, symbolizes the equality of all before God in death—a truth we should embrace in life.
Finally, Father Pat touches on the illusion of infallibility. While Catholics may speak of papal infallibility, most people act as if their own worldview is infallible. We filter God through our own biases, then mistake that image for God. This limits our capacity to grow spiritually and to see God in others. He warns that partisanship inevitably divides us down to the individual level—“you against the world”—because it is rooted in ego, not love. True faith, by contrast, involves relinquishing our false certainties and submitting to the mystery of a God who transcends all boundaries.
In essence, Father Pat’s homily is a call to reject a narrow, partisan, anthropomorphic God and embrace the God of Jesus Christ—a God of expansive love, radical justice, and unifying grace. He challenges us to question our assumptions, confront our fears about equality, and deepen our understanding of divine mercy. The God we serve, he insists, is revealed not in exclusion or privilege, but in compassion, humility, and the willingness to walk with those the world deems unworthy....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 908.989990234375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. On the evening of that first day of the week, when the doors were locked where the disciples were, Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them, Peace be with you. When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them again, Peace, I'll be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you. And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, Receive the Holy Spirit, whose sins you forgive are forgiven them, and whose sins you retain are retained. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus. So during the season of Easter, this gospel kind of serves as a bookend. You know, the second, the right way, we have the Easter readings, and then the very next week we get this reading. This is the reading for the second week of Easter. It goes on, it continues into the Doubting Thomas story. But it starts with this. It's called Little Pentecost. It is where Jesus breathes on them the Holy Spirit. Now, when we celebrate the Feast of Pentecost, we're celebrating this much bigger dispersion, and of course, also this promise that the Spirit is going to cover the face of the earth. That first one is, it kind of cuts its own feet out from under it. The whole point of going to the Spirit is, instead of just a few people getting to know Jesus, everyone gets to know the Spirit. Well, in that first one, he only breathes it on the same people who already knew him. So it's sort of the transitional Pentecost, getting ready for this larger moment where the Spirit is going to be coming upon us in a widespread sense. What Luke has done, as Luke and Matthew do throughout their Gospels, is they want to write these in such ways that they untangle and kind of get rid of certain Old Testament stories and dynamics. So, you know, the fall of sin becomes redemption and all of these sorts of things. This is the overturning of the Tower of Babel. In the Tower of Babel, you've got a bunch of people whose arrogance makes them decide, we've got God figured out. We're going to build a tower to heaven and get there ourselves. Who needs God when men can build towers? So, they build their tower. They start together and it takes them about five minutes until all of a sudden, shockingly, a bunch of people who think they know God can't understand each other. The minute we know everything, we're talking too much and listening too little and no one understands everyone. Now, the mythology of it is God comes down and touches their tongues and all of the languages are created. Now, that is clearly a very mythologically laden story. No one thinks that that's how languages came about. Every linguist's head in the world blew up. You know, obviously, one angel with a lot of accents got Italian, Spanish, and French all at the same time. So, we know that that's not right. But the actual story is people came together for a project because they understood each other. But because it was, we're going to be the ones that do this without any recognition, that God gets us to heaven, that others help us to create all these things. You can see it was a whole, you know, as we used to say, it was all chiefs. Everyone in it was probably, they could not understand each other. Well, they stopped trying. And so, you fast forward to Luke's telling of the Pentecost story. This is not people raising up to God. This is God coming down to people, both in the incarnation of Jesus, you know, and now the spirit of God comes down to us. God reaches down to us. You and I will never get to heaven on our own merits. And when we think we do, we start splintering the church into a million factions. Because if I'm getting to heaven on my own, it puts me in a much better position to decide virtually or wrong. If I'm getting to heaven as pure gift, it becomes a little harder for me to say, you know, this is a pure gift from God. You just don't get one. God just likes me more. You should say personally, just us a few. I think of all the things in the world, you should say personally, it's someone not liking, you know. What do they not like about me? Just you. In general, you know. So, at Pentecost, God comes down to us. And what happens? People who couldn't understand one another now can. You know, they undo that dynamic of the Tower of Babel. When you and I decide we're going to get ourselves to God, we will create misunderstanding where there used to be understanding. When we start to understand that God comes to us as a gift, and that we didn't deserve it, and we don't earn it, all of a sudden, you know, all of a sudden, when we weren't understanding people, we can. Because it puts us in a place of great humility. Even the Eucharistic prayers, I'm not wild about the new translations that came out 10 years ago. Eventually, I'll have to stop saying new, but not that. When those translations came out that last night, you know, that we may merit to be co-heirs. Well, the problem is, the beginning of the sentence happened, I think, about 40 minutes earlier in that prayer. And you forget that it's saying, because Jesus does this, and Jesus does this, we will merit it. It's not that you and I earned it on our own. How do we get into heaven? What do we need to do to get into heaven? That's how we got into heaven. The cross. You and I didn't do it. And as much as we hate to think of ourselves as charity cases, it's the only way in nowadays. So welcome to the charity case club. Another fascinating thing about the way Luke tells his story, he's really brilliant in it, in this, in Acts. He tells us that even though, you know, it's that same, he wants to tie it to the Tower of Babel, so he does say, oh, you know, the Spirit touches their tongues, he words it exactly like the Tower of Babel. But then, no one says, they're speaking our language. It's not the experience of anyone in the whole place. At the Tower of Babel, everyone's talking in new languages and no one can understand because everyone's talking in new languages. This one, the miracle is not the tongues, it's the ears. This one, it says, how is it we're hearing that in our own language? How is it we're... So I don't want you to think that someone who's touched with the Spirit speaks and like 50 languages come out at once. How is it we're hearing what they say in our language? Well, it's amazing how much understanding can happen if we're interested. I mean, kid, there are people who speak English in America who can actually understand people from Glasgow. If they'll lean in and listen. You know, at what point is it not the same language? No. Sometimes the difference between Colorado and Glasgow is not nearly as large as the difference between New York and Texas. And that's just an accent. What does it mean to understand? It means to be willing to lean in and understand. The Tower of Babel is a bunch of people who have decided they know what to say and Pentecost is a bunch of people who have learned how to listen. So one sort of nurtures understanding and the other nurtures confusion. So we're caught on this journey always as community. We're caught between Babel and Pentecost. We're caught in that dynamic that says, how do we lean in and listen a little more? Because the minute we do it with someone, our ability changes completely. You know, we have a lot of times I hear people say, I just thought I had an accent. You know, they're at a church where someone's from another country. They have an accent and I just can't understand them. What's fascinating is I know many of the, it depends on the priest. Some of them are very gifted with languages and some are not. That's not necessarily the requisite of being a priest. But what I do notice is, if they work at relating with the people and if they build relationships, if their accent doesn't improve one bit in four years, people start to understand. Well, they get used to the way he talks. Why? Because they're interested enough and it happens the other way around. There are priests who come in and say, I'm sorry, I just don't understand. And I have to say, but you're from Colorado and so are they. No, I mean, but it can be that. Well, I just don't understand. I just don't. And it's always them. I don't understand them. Yes, you don't understand. We have to be a people who work to be open to the Pentecost spirit or we will inevitably fall into the tower of battle. We will become a people who cannot understand each other because it's all about expressing myself and not really hearing. There used to be a technique. I'm sure they still use it, but it was kind of new and shiny in the 80s and 90s in psychodynamic theory and especially in what was called Valon systemic family therapy, which is what I studied. And they would always have you say, now remember in communication, when a couple is talking in a couple's counseling or in family counseling, before someone responds to something, you make them say, wait, wait, before you respond, what did they just say? You make them repeat in their own words what the other person just said. And until they get used to the irritating question that you're going to ask each time, they'll tell you exactly what of the first half of what someone said. They only heard the first half. Why? Because they spent the rest of the time formulating their response. And the minute we're formulating our response, we're no longer listening. We actually have to, you know, but I'm going to forget. I'm going to forget what they said that I wanted to respond to. Forgetting your response is not nearly as important as hearing everything they had to say before my mouth just flies open and all sorts of stuff comes out. You know, to learn to say, okay, listen to everything. I grew up in a family. I used to tell people I grew up in a family all of us, and I still struggle with it. We all have a horrible, horrible habit of interrupting each other. I mean, six boys, who could have seen that coming? You know, but we all cut each other off before we're done with a thought. And I used to tell people, oh, my gosh. We just, we interrupt. We just interrupt, and that's not the problem. We don't listen. That's the problem. We interrupt. Before you ever interrupt someone, you've decided to stop listening. And head-to-cost is, how do we open our ears before we open our mouth? No. I remember, that was one of my mother's favorite sayings, and I don't want to shock the new generation, but my mother, once in a great while, as wonderful as we were, may have resorted to backhanding us, now's the case. And of all the things they did, that didn't ruin me, the other things did. But the thing I'll remember, I think I got, she said, I've told you a hundred times, it is always more important, you always open your ears first, always. And I said, even when eating? I was a delightful child. So, you know, but there's that sense where we have to start to say, how interested are we in one another? I remember at my last parish, I can't remember what we were talking about, but I said, you know, a lot of people in a parish don't know each other. A lot of people will say, you know, I go there and I know no one, I haven't met anyone yet. And the answer that is appropriate to give, if you can find a nice way to say it, is as soon as you're interested, you will. As soon as everybody else is interested enough in me, I can belong. No, no. You have to be interested enough in them. And you'll get to know people. And so we have all these anxieties about going out and getting to know people, because we're so worried about how we're going to be received. And the spirit comes down and says, the trick is, start receiving them and forget about how you're going to be received. That's their job. You be open to receiving who they are. And a bunch of individuals will become a community. And when they really deeply open themselves to the spirit, a community starts to become the church. We're called to try harder to move from that power of babble and open our ears more to one another. And I'm finding more and more, I thought it would happen the other way around. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On the evening of that first day of the week,
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when the doors were locked where the disciples were,
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Jesus came and stood in their midst and said to them,
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Peace be with you.
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When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
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The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
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Jesus said to them again, Peace, I'll be with you.
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As the Father has sent me, so I send you.
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And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them,
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Receive the Holy Spirit,
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whose sins you forgive are forgiven them,
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and whose sins you retain are retained.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus.
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So during the season of Easter, this gospel kind of serves as a bookend.
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You know, the second, the right way, we have the Easter readings,
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and then the very next week we get this reading.
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This is the reading for the second week of Easter.
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It goes on, it continues into the Doubting Thomas story.
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But it starts with this.
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It's called Little Pentecost.
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It is where Jesus breathes on them the Holy Spirit.
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Now, when we celebrate the Feast of Pentecost,
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we're celebrating this much bigger dispersion,
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and of course, also this promise that the Spirit
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is going to cover the face of the earth.
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That first one is, it kind of cuts its own feet out from under it.
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The whole point of going to the Spirit is,
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instead of just a few people getting to know Jesus,
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everyone gets to know the Spirit.
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Well, in that first one, he only breathes it on the same people who already knew him.
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So it's sort of the transitional Pentecost,
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getting ready for this larger moment
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where the Spirit is going to be coming upon us in a widespread sense.
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What Luke has done, as Luke and Matthew do throughout their Gospels,
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is they want to write these in such ways
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that they untangle and kind of get rid of
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certain Old Testament stories and dynamics.
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So, you know, the fall of sin becomes redemption
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and all of these sorts of things.
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This is the overturning of the Tower of Babel.
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In the Tower of Babel, you've got a bunch of people
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whose arrogance makes them decide,
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we've got God figured out.
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We're going to build a tower to heaven and get there ourselves.
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Who needs God when men can build towers?
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So, they build their tower.
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They start together and it takes them about five minutes
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until all of a sudden, shockingly,
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a bunch of people who think they know God
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can't understand each other.
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The minute we know everything,
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we're talking too much and listening too little
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and no one understands everyone.
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Now, the mythology of it is God comes down and touches their tongues
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and all of the languages are created.
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Now, that is clearly a very mythologically laden story.
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No one thinks that that's how languages came about.
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Every linguist's head in the world blew up.
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You know, obviously, one angel with a lot of accents
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got Italian, Spanish, and French all at the same time.
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So, we know that that's not right.
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But the actual story is people came together for a project
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because they understood each other.
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But because it was, we're going to be the ones that do this
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without any recognition, that God gets us to heaven,
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that others help us to create all these things.
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You can see it was a whole, you know, as we used to say,
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it was all chiefs.
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Everyone in it was probably,
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they could not understand each other.
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Well, they stopped trying.
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And so, you fast forward to Luke's telling of the Pentecost story.
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This is not people raising up to God.
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This is God coming down to people,
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both in the incarnation of Jesus, you know,
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and now the spirit of God comes down to us.
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God reaches down to us.
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You and I will never get to heaven on our own merits.
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And when we think we do,
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we start splintering the church into a million factions.
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Because if I'm getting to heaven on my own,
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it puts me in a much better position to decide virtually or wrong.
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If I'm getting to heaven as pure gift,
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it becomes a little harder for me to say,
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you know, this is a pure gift from God.
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You just don't get one.
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God just likes me more.
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You should say personally,
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just us a few.
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I think of all the things in the world,
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you should say personally, it's someone not liking, you know.
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What do they not like about me?
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Just you.
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In general, you know.
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And what happens?
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People who couldn't understand one another now can.
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You know, they undo that dynamic of the Tower of Babel.
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When you and I decide we're going to get ourselves to God,
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we will create misunderstanding where there used to be understanding.
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When we start to understand that God comes to us as a gift,
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and that we didn't deserve it, and we don't earn it,
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all of a sudden, you know, all of a sudden,
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when we weren't understanding people, we can.
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Because it puts us in a place of great humility.
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Even the Eucharistic prayers,
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I'm not wild about the new translations that came out 10 years ago.
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Eventually, I'll have to stop saying new, but not that.
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When those translations came out that last night,
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you know, that we may merit to be co-heirs.
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Well, the problem is, the beginning of the sentence
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happened, I think, about 40 minutes earlier in that prayer.
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because Jesus does this, and Jesus does this, we will merit it.
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It's not that you and I earned it on our own.
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How do we get into heaven?
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What do we need to do to get into heaven?
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That's how we got into heaven.
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The cross.
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You and I didn't do it.
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And as much as we hate to think of ourselves as charity cases,
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it's the only way in nowadays.
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So welcome to the charity case club.
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Another fascinating thing about the way Luke tells his story,
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he's really brilliant in it, in this, in Acts.
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He tells us that even though, you know, it's that same,
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he wants to tie it to the Tower of Babel, so he does say,
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oh, you know, the Spirit touches their tongues,
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he words it exactly like the Tower of Babel.
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But then, no one says, they're speaking our language.
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It's not the experience of anyone in the whole place.
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At the Tower of Babel, everyone's talking in new languages
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and no one can understand because everyone's talking in new languages.
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This one, the miracle is not the tongues, it's the ears.
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This one, it says, how is it we're hearing that in our own language?
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How is it we're...
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So I don't want you to think that someone who's touched with the Spirit
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speaks and like 50 languages come out at once.
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How is it we're hearing what they say in our language?
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Well, it's amazing how much understanding can happen if we're interested.
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I mean, kid, there are people who speak English in America
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who can actually understand people from Glasgow.
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If they'll lean in and listen.
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You know, at what point is it not the same language?
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No.
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Sometimes the difference between Colorado and Glasgow
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is not nearly as large as the difference between New York and Texas.
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And that's just an accent.
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What does it mean to understand?
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It means to be willing to lean in and understand.
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The Tower of Babel is a bunch of people
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who have decided they know what to say
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and Pentecost is a bunch of people who have learned how to listen.
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So one sort of nurtures understanding
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and the other nurtures confusion.
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So we're caught on this journey always as community.
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We're caught between Babel and Pentecost.
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We're caught in that dynamic that says,
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how do we lean in and listen a little more?
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Because the minute we do it with someone,
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our ability changes completely.
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You know, we have a lot of times I hear people say,
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I just thought I had an accent.
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You know, they're at a church where someone's from another country.
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They have an accent and I just can't understand them.
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What's fascinating is I know many of the,
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it depends on the priest.
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Some of them are very gifted with languages and some are not.
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That's not necessarily the requisite of being a priest.
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But what I do notice is,
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if they work at relating with the people
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and if they build relationships,
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if their accent doesn't improve one bit in four years,
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people start to understand.
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Well, they get used to the way he talks.
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Why? Because they're interested enough
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and it happens the other way around.
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There are priests who come in and say,
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I'm sorry, I just don't understand.
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And I have to say,
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but you're from Colorado and so are they.
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No, I mean, but it can be that.
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Well, I just don't understand.
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I just don't.
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And it's always them.
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I don't understand them.
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Yes, you don't understand.
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We have to be a people who work
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to be open to the Pentecost spirit
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or we will inevitably fall into the tower of battle.
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We will become a people who cannot understand each other
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because it's all about expressing myself
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and not really hearing.
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There used to be a technique.
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I'm sure they still use it,
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but it was kind of new and shiny in the 80s and 90s
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in psychodynamic theory
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and especially in what was called
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Valon systemic family therapy,
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which is what I studied.
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And they would always have you say,
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now remember in communication,
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when a couple is talking in a couple's counseling
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or in family counseling,
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before someone responds to something,
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you make them say, wait, wait, before you respond,
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what did they just say?
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You make them repeat in their own words
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what the other person just said.
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And until they get used to the irritating question
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that you're going to ask each time,
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they'll tell you exactly what of the first half
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of what someone said.
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They only heard the first half.
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Why?
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Because they spent the rest of the time
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formulating their response.
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And the minute we're formulating our response,
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we're no longer listening.
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We actually have to, you know,
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but I'm going to forget.
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I'm going to forget what they said
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that I wanted to respond to.
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Forgetting your response is not nearly as important
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as hearing everything they had to say
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before my mouth just flies open
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and all sorts of stuff comes out.
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You know, to learn to say, okay, listen to everything.
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I grew up in a family.
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I used to tell people I grew up in a family
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all of us, and I still struggle with it.
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We all have a horrible, horrible habit
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of interrupting each other.
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I mean, six boys, who could have seen that coming?
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You know, but we all cut each other off
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before we're done with a thought.
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And I used to tell people, oh, my gosh.
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We just, we interrupt.
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We just interrupt, and that's not the problem.
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We don't listen.
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That's the problem.
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We interrupt.
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Before you ever interrupt someone,
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you've decided to stop listening.
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And head-to-cost is, how do we open our ears
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before we open our mouth?
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No.
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I remember, that was one of my mother's favorite sayings,
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and I don't want to shock the new generation,
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but my mother, once in a great while,
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as wonderful as we were,
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may have resorted to backhanding us,
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now's the case.
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And of all the things they did,
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that didn't ruin me, the other things did.
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But the thing I'll remember, I think I got,
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she said, I've told you a hundred times,
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it is always more important,
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you always open your ears first, always.
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And I said, even when eating?
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I was a delightful child.
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So, you know, but there's that sense
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where we have to start to say,
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how interested are we in one another?
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I remember at my last parish,
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I can't remember what we were talking about,
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but I said, you know,
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a lot of people in a parish don't know each other.
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A lot of people will say,
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you know, I go there and I know no one,
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I haven't met anyone yet.
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And the answer that is appropriate to give,
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if you can find a nice way to say it,
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is as soon as you're interested, you will.
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As soon as everybody else is interested enough in me,
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I can belong.
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No, no.
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You have to be interested enough in them.
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And you'll get to know people.
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And so we have all these anxieties
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about going out and getting to know people,
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because we're so worried about how we're going to be received.
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And the spirit comes down and says,
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the trick is, start receiving them
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and forget about how you're going to be received.
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That's their job.
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You be open to receiving who they are.
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And a bunch of individuals will become a community.
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And when they really deeply open themselves to the spirit,
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a community starts to become the church.
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We're called to try harder to move from that power of babble
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and open our ears more to one another.
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And I'm finding more and more,
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I thought it would happen the other way around.
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I always thought, as soon as I found inspiration,
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it turns out that if we open our ears first,
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often it is the heart that will fall.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of listening and humility as the path to true community and spiritual unity. Drawing from the Gospel of John and the Pentecost narrative, he contrasts the confusion of Babel—born from human arrogance and self-reliance—with the harmony of Pentecost, made possible by divine initiative and open-hearted receptivity. The Holy Spirit, he emphasizes, is not primarily about speaking in tongues, but about enabling understanding. The shift from “I speak” to “I hear” is the key to building not just better relationships but the Church itself. Father Pat encourages us to lean into the Spirit by becoming better listeners, recognizing that grace is a gift, not a merit, and that true communion begins when we prioritize receiving others over being received.
In a deeper and more reflective analysis, Father Pat's homily explores the profound theological and spiritual dynamics between two pivotal biblical events: the Tower of Babel and the Pentecost. He begins by situating the Gospel reading from John within the Easter season, designating it as a "Little Pentecost"—a prelude to the fuller outpouring of the Holy Spirit celebrated in the Acts of the Apostles. In this early moment, Jesus breathes the Spirit upon his already faithful disciples, a moment that is intimate and preparatory, contrasted with the Pentecost in Acts, where the Spirit is poured out on a diverse, global crowd, symbolizing the universality of the Gospel and the Church’s mission.
Father Pat then offers a compelling theological framework: Babel represents humanity’s attempt to ascend to God on their own terms, driven by pride and self-sufficiency. The result is fragmentation and confusion. At Pentecost, by contrast, God descends to humanity, unifying what was once divided—not by eliminating differences, but by creating understanding amid diversity. This is not merely a miracle of speech, but of hearing. The Spirit enables people to understand one another, not because everyone suddenly speaks the same language, but because they are willing to truly listen.
This distinction is central to Father Pat’s message. He argues that misunderstanding arises not from difference itself, but from the refusal to listen. Babel is not just a mythological explanation of linguistic diversity, but a spiritual metaphor: when we become so focused on expressing ourselves, our own plans, and asserting our own rightness, we stop listening. Communication breaks down, not because of the variety of languages or opinions, but because of our inward focus and pride. Pentecost, then, becomes the divine remedy—not a reversal of diversity, but a sanctification of it through mutual understanding, made possible by the Spirit.
Father Pat further contextualizes this dynamic in practical pastoral and psychological terms. Drawing from his background in family systems therapy, he describes a familiar human tendency: when we listen only to formulate a response, rather than to understand, we cease to truly hear. He recalls therapeutic practices where individuals are asked to repeat what the other person said before responding—a discipline that reveals how little we often absorb when we’re focused on ourselves. This “listening discipline” is not just helpful in therapy, but essential for Christian community.
He also reflects on the role of relational interest in the ability to understand. Using examples from parish life, he notes that people often say they cannot understand someone due to an accent or cultural difference. But when they invest in a relationship with that person, understanding naturally increases. It’s not about intellectual comprehension but about relational attentiveness. When we care enough to understand someone, even language barriers become permeable.
This leads to one of Father Pat’s central themes: community is not built when we ask, “Who will receive me?” but when we ask, “Whom can I receive?” The Spirit does not prompt us to demand inclusion, but to extend it. The Church is born not from people asserting their place, but from people receiving one another in love. In this way, Pentecost is not just a historical event, but a continual call to conversion—from self-expression to self-giving, from speaking to listening, from pride to humility.
He concludes by asserting that inspiration—the movement of the Spirit—often comes not before we listen, but after. We don't wait to be moved in order to open our ears; rather, by choosing to listen first, our hearts are opened, and the Spirit finds fertile soil. In a world increasingly marked by noise, division, and self-promotion, Father Pat invites us to return to the simplicity and power of Pentecost: a community formed not by uniformity, but by a shared willingness to hear and receive one another in the Spirit of Christ....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1024.030029296875, "text": "Jesus said to his disciples, gird your loins and light your lamps and be like servants who await their master's return from a wedding, ready to open immediately when he comes and knocks. Lest are those servants whom the master finds vigilant on his arrival. Amen, I say to you, he will gird himself, have them recline at table and proceed to wait on them. And should he come in the second or third watch and find them prepared in this way, lest are those servants. Peter said, Lord, is this parable meant for us or for everyone? And the Lord replied, who is the faithful and prudent steward whom the master will put in charge of his servants to distribute the food allowance at the proper time? Lest is the servant whom his master on arrival finds doing so. The gospel of the Lord. Blessed be Jesus Christ. The longer form of today's gospel, we have a choice. The longer form goes into towards the end, who will get beaten and who will get beaten a little less. It's a dark gospel. But it starts talking about, you know, those who think that the master is still a long way off, which I mean, most of us do. And I don't mean that in the sense that we don't feel close to God. But I think at this point in history, it psychologically would be unsound for us to really be thinking, you know, this is it. Jesus is coming back Wednesday. Doesn't happen. Friday, absolutely for well, but weekend for sure. You can't live life that way. And you know, they expected Jesus to come back and that's the master's return that they're talking about. They expected that to happen before the last of the apostles died. So we've missed the deadline just slightly. You know, it's been a while. And so after a while, we're like, okay, some of this we didn't get right back at the early church. And clearly the church is going to have a long life. And we don't know when the end of the world will come. And every 100 years or so, you know, something in history happens and we're sure this is it. And each time feels like this one's really, really it. But this idea is Christianity isn't something you should try to, you shouldn't try to get your life together because Jesus is coming at the end of the week. You should try to become a better person, to be a better person so that it doesn't matter whether he comes Wednesday or next Wednesday. I don't know why I think it's going to be a Wednesday, but I seem to be leaning on that lately. You know, hump day. It's just, God, you just know. If there's ever a day of the week that feels like the world could end, it's Wednesday. So, you know, you've got this sense that what he's trying to do is get them away from, I, you know, how do I make sure I pass the test? It is just, it's the difference between students that need to pass tests and students that want to learn. Two very different goals, you know? I mean, people who, so they're, you know, pedagogical people who say they're not, they've just got to get them through the test. They've got to learn the test. They've got to get the test. They've got to get the score. But what are they learning? I think we're starting to figure that out as we have a society of more and more and more and more people. It's astounding. I can't remember the number, but a high percentage of people who have four-year degrees, master's degrees, doctorate degrees that they do not use in their life. They ended up doing something else. You know, so it's not about passing tests. It's about learning. And Christianity is not about getting past the final judgment. God is not supposed to be the last obstacle to heaven. Gotta get past that final judgment. It's about becoming better people. It's becoming the people that make sense in heaven. I say that all the time, and I don't, I just think that that would reframe how we look at our Christian life. And so the fascinating thing about the steward, I think we forget, you know, this is not a parable about, you know, the head of household, it's the steward that Jesus is interested in. We are stewards of creation. We are stewards of God's grace. The church is the steward of the sacraments. And it is the steward's job to distribute, period. Now, if there's a limited amount of food, then it becomes the steward's job to distribute in such a way that there's enough for everyone. So what does it mean to be stewards of grace, stewards of sacraments, stewards of, you know, of our faith? Because being the steward of something that is unlimited is a different job. The only way to squander the grace of God is to hoard it, is to not share it, is to hold it back. We can't just let everyone in the church, I mean, what if we run out of grace? What if we run out of Jesus? No, I mean, God is infinite, and we think our job is to limit who has access to God. And so we have this, you know, and part of it is it's always an ego thing. It's not really, people have co-opted, you know, the liberal conservative argument for really authoritarianism. You know, if I can get back to the, if I can get back to the 1950s, no one questioned Father. It's not just about style areas, it's about, you can't question me. And I personally can't live in a world where people don't know enough to question Pat Dolan. I have a friend who always accuses me of not having, he says, you don't really have a filter, do you? And I never know whether I should be honest enough to scare him and say, this is filtered. You don't wanna know. But that idea that we're so busy presenting ourselves a certain way, that, you know, we want to use our faith to create status, in that opening prayer, there is one of those perfect examples of what it means to take an image out of its cultural context. And not only do you lose all the richness that it's trying to get to, you end up with something that's a very dicey cultural image. And it says, you know, oh God, creator of all things, whom through the Holy Spirit we dare to call Father. And nowadays, that's a gender term. That the Spirit taught us that God was male. No, we've lost the entire cultural meaning of a father. All we've hung on to is the Y chromosome. That's all we've hung on to. We don't understand a culture where your only possible connection to the society, to the community, is through the male parent. That's why we were to take care of widows and orphans. Because not only did they need help to take care of themselves, they weren't allowed to take care of themselves. It's not just, it's like, well, they don't have the skills to make a living. No, they're not allowed to make a living. They're not allowed to, you know, have access. I was talking to someone who was talking about immigration. He said, well, you know, I immigrated. And he said, but you know, but I did it right. And I had to correct him. I said, you mean you were allowed to do it right? There's a difference. Not everyone's allowed. Some are allowed. You know, women were not allowed to work. Martha and Mary, Jesus brings back Lazarus because it's their only chance to keep property or do anything. They can't inherit the property. They can't do anything because Lazarus is gone. And so, you know, so we have this image that says the Holy Spirit teaches us that God is the only person who can truly connect us to community, who can truly make us part of a group, who can truly make us, and we go, I got it, he's male. No, let's go back to that culture again. He's the only one that can connect us to the community. I've got it, Y chromosome. No, you know, but God is larger than gender. God is larger than ethnicity. God is larger than all of that. But different cultures have different images that they use, and even though that image comes out of a kind of what we would call a very impoverished social order, we lose the richness of the image when we just cut and paste it into modern culture. And so we have a movement now of young people, not just in our church, but in other churches, I honestly don't know what their vision is. We're going to make Christianity masculine again. Okay, when we get done with that, can we make geometry feminine? Religions don't have gender. We do know that, don't we? I suspect what they mean is, I want it to be something where, as a representative of it, I will look more masculine. I think they want to brand it. They would like to recast the Chosen with Steven Seagal as Jesus. You know, suffer the little children to come unto me. I mean. You know, they've got a whooped sense of masculine, and they want to thrust that onto the church. You know, they want, you know, none of this charity and joy in helping people anymore. I'm like, how do you read the gospel and even start to come away with that? When Jesus is like, okay, we are here to help the poorest of the poor. We are here to reach out to the weakest. We are here to really, to want to alleviate any suffering we encounter in the world. Father John Fullenbocket, and he had a couple of students that raised eyebrows on this from many different countries. We were in class at Rome. People from literally 42 countries, the Gregorian used to post. And he said, you know, I wonder if we'll ever evolve to the point where when our heart aches as we think of Jesus suffering on the cross, we stop making it about it being Jesus and the fact that someone is suffering. It's the suffering and anyone suffering on the cross it should, it should pull at us. That's why I always love to tell people how, what would it be like? Could a mother really be in heaven and experience heaven if her children weren't there? Now, when I mentioned that to someone, they said, oh, well, you know, there's a theology. I can't remember who said this, which is crazy because I just was, my head was blowing up. There's actually a theology in the church. We've always worried about that line. A theology in the church, meaning someone told me growing up and they were Catholic that when we get to heaven, God takes all memory from us of anyone that isn't there. That's creepy. Yes, the love of my life is in hell, but I won't remember her so it's okay. Stepford much? I mean, it's just in my, oh, that is no, no. God will help us to forget the suffering. Well, if God wants us to forget the suffering, then this remembering the suffering that we've been commanded to do seems bad training. We have to start to see this larger picture. We are called to be a people who go out and alleviate suffering. It's not Christianity's job to make me feel masculine or to make someone feel feminine. It's not Christianity's job to make me feel better looking. It has not worked. All of these things, that's not Christianity's job. We are given a job as Christians to go out and make the world a better place, to make it safer and nurturing for more people. And somehow that is not enough for people. And Jesus says, you're stewards of something that's infinite. We don't have to hold back a reserve. It's not like, well, we don't want to love too many people right now because the holidays are coming and the family's visiting. I'm bringing all the love I can get. No, no, you don't run out of those things. The things that we are called to be stewards of, there's so much of. You know, I always say it's the most un-capitalism thing in the world, but I was always taught that supply and demand, most, you know, why are diamonds worth more than rocks? Because they're rare. Problem with that, with Christianity is God's grace and love are the most common and abundant thing in the world and the most priceless. And we have to deal with that in our mind that's been trained to think that rarity makes something valuable. That God's love and grace is so available to us. And all we can do if we want to experience it more is to share it with others. We often get into a sense, and it can be an important thing in spirituality to take time to feel loved by God. But the original phrase is to feel the love of God meant to feel what it is to love the way God loves. You know, if someone says, you know, I would love to sing like Pavarotti, that's what we're supposed to think of. We say we would love to experience God's love. You know, we actually are trying to be the subject of that verb. Now it's about the geekiest thing I've said in a week, but you know, no, I said worse, nevermind. But you know, we're the one that's extending God's love. Because God doesn't sit up there, even though I think a lot of people think that's what worship's about, is God is up there going, love me more, love me more. God wants to love us and he wants us to love one another. Because you know, it's impossible for you and I to improve God's life in any way. But we can help one another. So he gives us one another so that we can continue that. So we ask God to make us a people who recognize we are stewards of God's grace and love and mercy and compassion. And as stewards, we will never run out of those things. So our job is to distribute those things. Not to control them, not to withhold them, not to try and figure out who gets what. To absolutely offer freely to the world what, no matter how much we think we've done, was offered absolutely freely to us. 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Jesus sai WEBVTT
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Jesus said to his disciples,
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gird your loins and light your lamps
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and be like servants who await
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their master's return from a wedding,
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ready to open immediately when he comes and knocks.
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Lest are those servants whom the master
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finds vigilant on his arrival.
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Amen, I say to you, he will gird himself,
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have them recline at table and proceed to wait on them.
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And should he come in the second or third watch
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and find them prepared in this way,
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lest are those servants.
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Peter said, Lord, is this parable
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meant for us or for everyone?
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And the Lord replied,
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who is the faithful and prudent steward
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whom the master will put in charge of his servants
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to distribute the food allowance at the proper time?
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Lest is the servant whom his master
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on arrival finds doing so.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Blessed be Jesus Christ.
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The longer form of today's gospel, we have a choice.
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The longer form goes into towards the end,
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who will get beaten and who will get beaten a little less.
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It's a dark gospel.
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But it starts talking about, you know,
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those who think that the master is still a long way off,
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which I mean, most of us do.
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And I don't mean that in the sense
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that we don't feel close to God.
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But I think at this point in history,
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it psychologically would be unsound for us
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to really be thinking, you know, this is it.
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Jesus is coming back Wednesday.
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Doesn't happen.
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Friday, absolutely for well, but weekend for sure.
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You can't live life that way.
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And you know, they expected Jesus to come back
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and that's the master's return that they're talking about.
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They expected that to happen
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before the last of the apostles died.
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So we've missed the deadline just slightly.
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You know, it's been a while.
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And so after a while, we're like, okay,
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some of this we didn't get right back at the early church.
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And clearly the church is going to have a long life.
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And we don't know when the end of the world will come.
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And every 100 years or so, you know,
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something in history happens
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and we're sure this is it.
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And each time feels like this one's really, really it.
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But this idea is Christianity isn't something
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you should try to, you shouldn't try
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to get your life together
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because Jesus is coming at the end of the week.
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You should try to become a better person,
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to be a better person so that it doesn't matter
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whether he comes Wednesday or next Wednesday.
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I don't know why I think it's going to be a Wednesday,
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but I seem to be leaning on that lately.
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You know, hump day.
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It's just, God, you just know.
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If there's ever a day of the week
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that feels like the world could end, it's Wednesday.
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So, you know, you've got this sense
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that what he's trying to do is get them away from,
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I, you know, how do I make sure I pass the test?
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It is just, it's the difference between students
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that need to pass tests and students that want to learn.
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Two very different goals, you know?
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I mean, people who, so they're, you know,
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pedagogical people who say they're not,
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they've just got to get them through the test.
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They've got to learn the test.
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They've got to get the test.
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They've got to get the score.
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But what are they learning?
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I think we're starting to figure that out
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as we have a society of more and more
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and more and more people.
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It's astounding.
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I can't remember the number,
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but a high percentage of people who have four-year degrees,
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master's degrees, doctorate degrees
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that they do not use in their life.
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They ended up doing something else.
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You know, so it's not about passing tests.
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It's about learning.
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And Christianity is not about
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getting past the final judgment.
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God is not supposed to be the last obstacle to heaven.
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Gotta get past that final judgment.
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It's about becoming better people.
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It's becoming the people that make sense in heaven.
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I say that all the time, and I don't,
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I just think that that would reframe
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how we look at our Christian life.
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And so the fascinating thing about the steward,
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I think we forget, you know,
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this is not a parable about, you know,
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the head of household,
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it's the steward that Jesus is interested in.
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We are stewards of creation.
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We are stewards of God's grace.
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The church is the steward of the sacraments.
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And it is the steward's job to distribute, period.
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Now, if there's a limited amount of food,
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then it becomes the steward's job
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to distribute in such a way
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that there's enough for everyone.
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So what does it mean to be stewards of grace,
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stewards of sacraments, stewards of, you know, of our faith?
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Because being the steward of something that is unlimited
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is a different job.
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The only way to squander the grace of God is to hoard it,
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is to not share it, is to hold it back.
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We can't just let everyone in the church,
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I mean, what if we run out of grace?
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What if we run out of Jesus?
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No, I mean, God is infinite,
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and we think our job is to limit who has access to God.
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And so we have this, you know,
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and part of it is it's always an ego thing.
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It's not really, people have co-opted, you know,
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the liberal conservative argument
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for really authoritarianism.
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You know, if I can get back to the,
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if I can get back to the 1950s, no one questioned Father.
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It's not just about style areas,
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it's about, you can't question me.
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And I personally can't live in a world
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where people don't know enough to question Pat Dolan.
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I have a friend who always accuses me of not having,
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he says, you don't really have a filter, do you?
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And I never know whether I should be honest enough
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to scare him and say, this is filtered.
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You don't wanna know.
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But that idea that we're so busy
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presenting ourselves a certain way,
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that, you know, we want to use our faith
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to create status, in that opening prayer,
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there is one of those perfect examples
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of what it means to take an image
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out of its cultural context.
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And not only do you lose all the richness
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that it's trying to get to,
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you end up with something
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that's a very dicey cultural image.
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And it says, you know, oh God, creator of all things,
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whom through the Holy Spirit we dare to call Father.
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And nowadays, that's a gender term.
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That the Spirit taught us that God was male.
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No, we've lost the entire cultural meaning of a father.
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All we've hung on to is the Y chromosome.
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That's all we've hung on to.
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We don't understand a culture
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where your only possible connection to the society,
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to the community, is through the male parent.
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That's why we were to take care of widows and orphans.
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Because not only did they need help
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to take care of themselves,
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they weren't allowed to take care of themselves.
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It's not just, it's like,
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well, they don't have the skills to make a living.
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No, they're not allowed to make a living.
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They're not allowed to, you know, have access.
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I was talking to someone who was talking about immigration.
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He said, well, you know, I immigrated.
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And he said, but you know, but I did it right.
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And I had to correct him.
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I said, you mean you were allowed to do it right?
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There's a difference.
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Not everyone's allowed.
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Some are allowed.
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You know, women were not allowed to work.
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Martha and Mary, Jesus brings back Lazarus
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because it's their only chance
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to keep property or do anything.
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They can't inherit the property.
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They can't do anything because Lazarus is gone.
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And so, you know, so we have this image that says
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the Holy Spirit teaches us that God is the only person
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who can truly connect us to community,
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who can truly make us part of a group,
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who can truly make us, and we go, I got it, he's male.
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No, let's go back to that culture again.
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He's the only one that can connect us to the community.
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I've got it, Y chromosome.
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No, you know, but God is larger than gender.
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God is larger than ethnicity.
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God is larger than all of that.
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But different cultures have different images that they use,
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and even though that image comes out of a kind of
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what we would call a very impoverished social order,
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we lose the richness of the image
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when we just cut and paste it into modern culture.
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And so we have a movement now of young people,
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not just in our church, but in other churches,
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I honestly don't know what their vision is.
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We're going to make Christianity masculine again.
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Okay, when we get done with that,
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can we make geometry feminine?
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Religions don't have gender.
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We do know that, don't we?
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I suspect what they mean is,
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I want it to be something where, as a representative of it,
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I will look more masculine.
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I think they want to brand it.
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They would like to recast the Chosen
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with Steven Seagal as Jesus.
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You know, suffer the little children to come unto me.
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I mean.
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You know, they've got a whooped sense of masculine,
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and they want to thrust that onto the church.
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You know, they want, you know,
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none of this charity and joy in helping people anymore.
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I'm like, how do you read the gospel
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and even start to come away with that?
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When Jesus is like, okay,
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we are here to help the poorest of the poor.
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We are here to reach out to the weakest.
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We are here to really, to want to alleviate
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any suffering we encounter in the world.
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Father John Fullenbocket, and he had a couple of students
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that raised eyebrows on this from many different countries.
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We were in class at Rome.
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People from literally 42 countries,
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the Gregorian used to post.
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And he said, you know,
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I wonder if we'll ever evolve to the point
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where when our heart aches
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as we think of Jesus suffering on the cross,
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we stop making it about it being Jesus
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and the fact that someone is suffering.
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It's the suffering and anyone suffering on the cross
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it should, it should pull at us.
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That's why I always love to tell people how,
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what would it be like?
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Could a mother really be in heaven
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and experience heaven if her children weren't there?
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Now, when I mentioned that to someone,
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they said, oh, well, you know, there's a theology.
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I can't remember who said this,
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which is crazy because I just was, my head was blowing up.
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There's actually a theology in the church.
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We've always worried about that line.
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A theology in the church,
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meaning someone told me growing up and they were Catholic
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that when we get to heaven,
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God takes all memory from us of anyone that isn't there.
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That's creepy.
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Yes, the love of my life is in hell,
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but I won't remember her so it's okay.
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Stepford much?
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I mean, it's just in my, oh, that is no, no.
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God will help us to forget the suffering.
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Well, if God wants us to forget the suffering,
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then this remembering the suffering
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that we've been commanded to do seems bad training.
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We have to start to see this larger picture.
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We are called to be a people who go out
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and alleviate suffering.
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It's not Christianity's job to make me feel masculine
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or to make someone feel feminine.
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It's not Christianity's job to make me feel better looking.
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It has not worked.
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All of these things, that's not Christianity's job.
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We are given a job as Christians
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to go out and make the world a better place,
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to make it safer and nurturing for more people.
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And somehow that is not enough for people.
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And Jesus says, you're stewards
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of something that's infinite.
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We don't have to hold back a reserve.
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It's not like, well, we don't want to love
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too many people right now because the holidays are coming
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and the family's visiting.
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I'm bringing all the love I can get.
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No, no, you don't run out of those things.
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The things that we are called to be stewards of,
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there's so much of.
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You know, I always say it's the most un-capitalism thing
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in the world, but I was always taught
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that supply and demand, most, you know,
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why are diamonds worth more than rocks?
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Because they're rare.
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Problem with that, with Christianity is God's grace
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and love are the most common and abundant thing
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in the world and the most priceless.
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And we have to deal with that in our mind
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that's been trained to think that rarity
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makes something valuable.
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That God's love and grace is so available to us.
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And all we can do if we want to experience it more
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is to share it with others.
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We often get into a sense,
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and it can be an important thing in spirituality
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to take time to feel loved by God.
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But the original phrase is to feel the love of God
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meant to feel what it is to love the way God loves.
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You know, if someone says, you know,
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I would love to sing like Pavarotti,
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that's what we're supposed to think of.
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We say we would love to experience God's love.
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You know, we actually are trying to be the subject
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of that verb.
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Now it's about the geekiest thing I've said in a week,
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but you know, no, I said worse, nevermind.
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But you know, we're the one that's extending God's love.
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Because God doesn't sit up there,
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even though I think a lot of people think
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that's what worship's about,
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is God is up there going, love me more, love me more.
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God wants to love us and he wants us to love one another.
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Because you know, it's impossible for you and I
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to improve God's life in any way.
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But we can help one another.
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So he gives us one another so that we can continue that.
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So we ask God to make us a people who recognize
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we are stewards of God's grace and love
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and mercy and compassion.
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And as stewards, we will never run out of those things.
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So our job is to distribute those things.
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Not to control them, not to withhold them,
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not to try and figure out who gets what.
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To absolutely offer freely to the world
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what, no matter how much we think we've done,
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was offered absolutely freely to us.
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Amen.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the call to Christ Father Pat’s message centers on the call to Christian vigilance not out of fear of divine judgment, but as a path to authentic transformation and love. He challenges the notion that Christianity is about passing a divine test or earning heaven. Instead, it's about becoming the kind of people who make sense in heaven—people who live out compassion, stewardship, generosity, and justice. Father Pat encourages believers not to hoard God’s grace or treat faith as a commodity to be managed, but to recognize that divine love is infinite and meant to be shared abundantly. He critiques the misuse of religious authority, gendered distortions of faith, and the tendency to reduce God to human categories. Ultimately, he reminds us that being Christian is about serving others, alleviating suffering, and embodying God's boundless love in the world.
Father Pat begins his reflection by unpacking Jesus’ exhortation to “gird your loins and light your lamps,” a call to spiritual readiness and attentiveness. The parable is not merely apocalyptic, he says, but invites Christians to live in a state of ongoing, purposeful readiness—not because Jesus might return on a specific day, but because the call to holiness and service is constant, regardless of whether the “master” comes on Wednesday or in a thousand years. He draws a poignant contrast between students who want to pass a test and those who genuinely want to learn. Christianity, he insists, is not about passing God’s final exam but about becoming people who embody the values of the kingdom: mercy, humility, and love.
He then shifts focus to the image of the steward in the parable, emphasizing that Christians are not owners of grace but caretakers. The steward’s role is to distribute what belongs to the master—in this case, God’s grace, love, and sacraments. This stewardship is not about scarcity but abundance. The only way to “waste” God's grace is to hoard it, to withhold it from others, or to act as gatekeepers. Father Pat critiques the institutional tendency to restrict access to God, often under the guise of tradition or authority. He emphasizes that grace is infinite and that any attempt to ration it reflects a misunderstanding of God's nature.
Father Pat also addresses the cultural and historical lens through which we interpret scripture. He laments how the rich, symbolic language of scripture—such as calling God “Father”—has been reduced to gendered literalism that misses the point. In ancient cultures, the father was the legal and societal link to the community. To call God “Father” meant that God is our connection to belonging, not a reinforcement of patriarchal dominance. He critiques modern attempts to masculinize Christianity, suggesting that many people are not seeking truth but status or authority. He humorously remarks that some seem to want to recast Jesus as a macho action hero, which is entirely contrary to the gospel’s message of humility, service, and compassion.
He returns to the theme of suffering and our call to alleviate it. Drawing from theologians and his own experience, he reflects on the idea that the Christian heart should ache not just for Jesus’ suffering, but for all suffering. He rejects the notion that heaven will erase our memories of those who are not saved, calling such ideas theologically and emotionally disturbing. Instead, he urges a vision of heaven that is integrally connected to love and relationship, where our joy is not based on forgetting others but on a deeper communion with all of creation.
Father Pat concludes by reframing what it means to “experience God’s love.” Rather than passively receiving divine affection, to experience God’s love is to actively participate in it—to be the subject of the verb, to love as God loves. God doesn’t require our worship to feel fulfilled; rather, God desires that we love one another. We cannot improve God’s life, but we can improve each other’s. That is the core of stewardship—distributing what has been freely given to us, not according to merit or status, but with the same radical generosity that God shows us. In a world obsessed with scarcity and control, this Christian call to abundant grace is revolutionary. And in embracing it, we become the kind of people who belong in heaven—not because we’ve passed a test, but because we’ve learned to love....
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And people will come from the east and the west, from the north and the south, and will recline at table in the kingdom of God. For behold, some are last who will be first and some are first who will be last. The Gospel of the Lord. The three readings today kind of walk us through a path of kind of how we come to understand the grace of God in our lives. The first reading has a couple hidden moments in it that are worth fleshing out here. The first is this idea that God gathers people from many nations and many of them will come and see the glory of God. Now, that's a different statement than the places in the gospel where he says he will manifest his glory or he will show his glory. He basically says you gather people from all over and you know what? Some of them can see it and some of them can't. I think we always want to make things, well, God showed that person and God didn't show that person. God helped them, God didn't help them. You know, some of us learn to see things differently. I mean, most of you, if you have a family of any size at all, you know there are those that can turn the same event into something joyful or something not joyful. It's the same event. You know, we bring our eyes to the situation, but what he does tell you is because you know in the Old Testament, these prophets, they are much more than we are nowadays rooted in that concept that we are created in the image of God. So the more people that gather, the more likely that more people will see God because there are more images to see. You know, you will not see God's image in every person. That's why God gives us siblings. You won't see the image of God in every single person in your life. So, you know, church is not about making sure we have the right people. We gather as many, all of the judgment says, you know, at the end of time, the angels will come and they will take these people and they'll take those people and they'll take each of us and get the evil out. You'll notice it says that job does not belong to us. It's the angels, it's God. There's very many different stories and we read that. We go, got a job. Well, we'll take care of that God. We'll sort them out. Not our job. Our job is never to sort that out. We can help each other. We can share our own faith with people. We shouldn't back away from what we believe, but it's not our job to do that. So he says, gather as many images of God, as many people as you can to yourself. And no, you know, that famous, God never gives me anything I can't handle. Not true. I mean, it's horrible to say, and I have dealt with this in my own family. If God gave no one anything they couldn't handle and managed each of our lives so that we could, suicide would not exist. Some people just don't know what to do and we can vilify them. It just doesn't make any sense to do it. They're to a point where they don't know what to do. But those of you who are here, have to know that if you look at every crisis in your life, if you look at every horrible thing, you know, Paul talks about these, his language, not Paul, it's the author to the Hebrews, which is almost certainly not Paul. The son, you know, he says, you know, who among you, what parent wouldn't discipline their children? Yeah, but people use this to say, you know, everything that happens in life. I just found out that I'm dying of a horrible disease. Well, what parent wouldn't give their child a horrible disease to teach them a good lesson? You take this, it gets a little far, gets a little far-fetched. You take this, it gets a little far, gets a little far-fetched. What we have to do is say, this word discipline in the old Greek, it's not just this sort of spare the rod, spoil the child discipline. It means that every suffering is a chance for discipleship. It doesn't mean God sent it to you. It doesn't mean that God is running around creating suffering, that God is running around causing pain to teach us lessons. Life does that on its own. You know, maybe I'm just at that perfect age where I'm starting to realize that I am either going to have to die young or grow old. One of those two is going to happen, and neither of them are painless. You know, in other words, life itself, and that's not, well, you know, you know, God is slowly destroying the cartilage in my knees to teach me a lesson. No, no, I'm afraid years of running get that. You know, things happen, but what we have to ask, and this is why in the gospel, Jesus keeps saying, where are you from? I don't know where you're from. And they're like, oh, well, you know, you taught us in the streets. Yes, but where are you from? Well, you know, we were at parties with you. Where are you from? And the answer is from God. Oh, the minute we see that, we see the glory. Not only that, when we're faced with these trials, I think, you know, if you want to get into that mythological that devil is the deceiver, the great deceit that creates most sin is every time there is a looming challenge, a looming crisis, you know, really something that's got us worried. The deceiver will tell you, look at that problem. Look at that problem. Look at that problem. The voice of God will say to you, remember who you are. Remember where you came from. Remember all you've already come through. You know, every one of you, if you could line up every crisis and issue, sibling that you've had in life, I don't know why I'm on my siblings today. If you can line up everything from inconvenience to real tragedy in your life, and you're sitting here, you've just lined up your history of recovery, your history of resilience, your history of I got through that. You know, like Jacob who becomes Israel, sometimes you get through the fight and you may have a little limp when you're done. I got through it. And we forget that our life is a history of overcoming things. You know, we have survived. And you know, I don't think, I think in English, we've come to think that survived means I lived through it. We never even invented that word. That would be, I don't know, pervive or paravive. Survive means we lived over it. In all other languages, that's incredibly clear in Spanish. It's, I lived over this. Because we're connected to God. We live over the tragedies. And we have survived tragedies. And we have recovered from terrible things. And I mean, and we've survived them so well that when we start to talk about them, we go like, oh, I forgot about that. You know, we're now getting to the point where people will say, do you remember during the shutdown, what this was like? And they're like, oh man, I totally forgot how strange that was. And at the time, the world was coming to an end and it was insurmountable. When do we finally learn from the pattern so that the next looming crisis, we go, stop looking at the crisis and remember who you are and whose you are. Remember that. And you have a history of overcoming, of surviving. You have that history, not, it's another tragedy. I'm not gonna make it through this one. You've made it through them before. We are created with amazing resilience. And it kind of sounds like we don't need God. We are so good at this. No, of course, every skill we have comes from God. Sometimes the grace of God is going to look with, like what they now call, you know, your emotional toolbox, your internal sense of who you are. Sometimes the grace of God looks like other people. Sometimes the grace of God does look like a situation opening up. But most of the times, the grace of God is something that's been with you all along. And we think, oh, well, you know, I don't wanna feel like I'm self-sufficient. Where do you think that self came from? It's always grace of God. It's the false dichotomy of religion. If you take credit for something, you're not giving God credit. No, no, you know, trust me. When I did well, my mother took credit. Her mother and her father and her, all black, went right back to God. So when, you know, we just have to stop seeing that as a dichotomy and recognize that God's grace is part of all of those things. And God's resilience. There's a old religious joke. He's shocked in four years, I haven't told it. But where a man, you know, Bob and Pete are out camping. Bob gets up early in the morning and thinks, I'm gonna go off on my own to have some private time. And he gets about a mile away and there's this cliff and this gorgeous view and part of the cliff gives way and he starts to fall. And as he goes down the cliff, he grabs a root that's sticking out the side and he starts bargaining with God. Okay, if you get me out of this, I'll go back to church. And he starts to climb and the root starts to give out. He goes, okay, okay, I'll go back to church and I'll volunteer. And a cute comes out again. He goes, okay, and I will tithe, I will give money. Sort of feels, but he still can't tell. And all of a sudden, out of nowhere, because he went off on his own, his friend, Bob says, Pete, where are you? And he starts crying out, Pete, Pete, and Pete runs. And Pete reaches his hands down and Bob says, nevermind God, Pete's here. Somehow, if it isn't a magical angel, it wasn't God. We have a history of grace for every pain in our life, we're here. All of a sudden we're sitting here. It's in this very moment, not terribly hot or cold in here. The pews are, well, they're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable. They're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable. Well, they're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable. He's mildly amusing, but he goes on too long. I mean, it's all a balance. It's all a little bit of a balance. And you go, what about, you know, I look back at high school. I look back at tough years. You know, I look back at the death of loved ones. Times where I thought I can't get past this. And I did. And if I find out a tragedy is coming tomorrow, I'm so wrapped up in the tragedy, I forget. Oh, wait, wait, wait, wait. I'm the person that's gotten through those things. Next crisis, stop looking at the crisis. And remember, hear Jesus saying, where are you from? You know, this idea of the narrow gate, it starts out bizarre. Nope, the gate's narrow. Why is the gate narrow? Because it says at the end, you know, if you get there late and they shut the door, you're locked out. That wouldn't happen if the gate were wide. The problem isn't that the gate's narrow. The problem is that the door is shut. The metaphor flips halfway through that story. But in a narrow gate, we can't all rush it at once. So, you know, Jesus is really, we always think Jesus is saying, stay on the straight and narrow, stay on the straight and narrow. Don't put everything off till the last minute. You know, don't put it off until the last minute. You can learn that here at church. You can learn that at the All Arena. Don't show up five minutes before the concert. You will not get in. Or as Jesus says, and this is really shocking to many theologians, he doesn't say, you're gonna be in the outer darkness for the rest of your life. He's gonna say, have sometimes the first or last. You know, it's actually one of the most hopeful of all of these. It doesn't say anybody doesn't get in. It just says, you might be the last one in. You know, your journey might be longer than the next person. It's probably one of the most hopeful of all the parables. But what he says is, you know, know who you are. I don't think I can pass this course. You know what Jesus says? Do you know who you are? Go for the A. Stop trying to pass the course. I remember having an argument in seminary. I remember celibacy. I remember one argument in seminary where because the formation, we got all these talks about, look, celibacy, obedience, you know, we need to make sure that you've got the kind of psychological, you know, the emotional structure. We really wanna know that you're gonna be able, you know, to live your priesthood. We want to know that you can kind of survive these tough things. And I finally said to the rector, you know, for three years, you've been talking about that. Do we ever talk about whether or not we can flourish? No, the goal is just barely survive this horrible thing called priesthood. Is it? Is that the goal? And the more you hear that message, the more you hear, this is gonna be terrible. It's gonna be awful. I'll be lucky. I'll be lucky to make it to 40. You know, really? I mean, I'm serious when I tell people if I'd known I was gonna live this long, I would have taken better care of myself. I just didn't think I'd make it past. I mean, it was always this sort of, here's how you're gonna barely get through. If your prayer life is together, you'll be okay. What about thriving? Forget about whether they're gonna be able to be a priest. What about what kind of priest they could be? We sometimes are like, can I get into heaven? Jesus says, go for the bullseye. Do you know who you are? Do you know what you've overcome? Do you know your history of recovery and resilience? Tomorrow may bring a crisis. No one knows. And when you see the crisis, before you start to try and figure out how bad it is, make sure you hear the voice of God reminding you how amazing you are. 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A reading WEBVTT
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Jesus passed through towns and villages teaching as he went and making his way to Jerusalem.
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Someone asked him, Lord, will only a few people be saved?
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He answered them, strive to enter through the narrow gate.
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For many, I tell you, will attempt to enter but will not be strong enough.
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After the master of the house has arisen and locked the door,
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then will you stand outside knocking and saying, Lord, open the door for us.
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He will save you and reply, I do not know where you are from.
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And you will say, we ate and drank in your company and you taught in our streets.
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Then he will say to you, I do not know where you are from.
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Depart from me, you evildoers.
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Then there will be wailing and grinding of teeth when you see Abraham, Isaac,
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and Jacob and all the prophets in the kingdom of God and you yourselves cast out.
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And people will come from the east and the west, from the north and the south,
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and will recline at table in the kingdom of God.
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For behold, some are last who will be first and some are first who will be last.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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The three readings today kind of walk us through a path of
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kind of how we come to understand the grace of God in our lives.
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The first reading has a couple hidden moments in it that are worth fleshing out here.
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The first is this idea that God gathers people from many nations
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and many of them will come and see the glory of God.
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Now, that's a different statement than the places in the gospel where he says
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he will manifest his glory or he will show his glory.
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He basically says you gather people from all over and you know what?
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Some of them can see it and some of them can't.
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I think we always want to make things, well, God showed that person
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and God didn't show that person.
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God helped them, God didn't help them.
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You know, some of us learn to see things differently.
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I mean, most of you, if you have a family of any size at all,
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you know there are those that can turn the same event into something joyful
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or something not joyful.
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It's the same event.
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You know, we bring our eyes to the situation,
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but what he does tell you is because you know in the Old Testament,
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these prophets, they are much more than we are nowadays
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rooted in that concept that we are created in the image of God.
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So the more people that gather,
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the more likely that more people will see God
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because there are more images to see.
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You know, you will not see God's image in every person.
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That's why God gives us siblings.
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You won't see the image of God in every single person in your life.
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So, you know, church is not about making sure we have the right people.
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We gather as many, all of the judgment says,
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you know, at the end of time, the angels will come
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and they will take these people and they'll take those people
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and they'll take each of us and get the evil out.
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You'll notice it says that job does not belong to us.
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It's the angels, it's God.
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There's very many different stories and we read that.
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We go, got a job.
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Well, we'll take care of that God.
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We'll sort them out.
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Not our job.
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Our job is never to sort that out.
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We can help each other.
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We can share our own faith with people.
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We shouldn't back away from what we believe,
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but it's not our job to do that.
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So he says, gather as many images of God,
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as many people as you can to yourself.
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And no, you know, that famous,
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God never gives me anything I can't handle.
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Not true.
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I mean, it's horrible to say,
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and I have dealt with this in my own family.
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If God gave no one anything they couldn't handle
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and managed each of our lives so that we could,
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suicide would not exist.
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Some people just don't know what to do
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and we can vilify them.
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It just doesn't make any sense to do it.
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They're to a point where they don't know what to do.
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But those of you who are here,
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have to know that if you look at every crisis in your life,
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if you look at every horrible thing,
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you know, Paul talks about these,
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his language, not Paul, it's the author to the Hebrews,
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which is almost certainly not Paul.
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The son, you know, he says,
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you know, who among you,
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what parent wouldn't discipline their children?
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Yeah, but people use this to say,
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you know, everything that happens in life.
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I just found out that I'm dying of a horrible disease.
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Well, what parent wouldn't give their child
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a horrible disease to teach them a good lesson?
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You take this, it gets a little far,
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gets a little far-fetched.
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You take this, it gets a little far,
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gets a little far-fetched.
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What we have to do is say,
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this word discipline in the old Greek,
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it's not just this sort of spare the rod,
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spoil the child discipline.
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It means that every suffering is a chance for discipleship.
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It doesn't mean God sent it to you.
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It doesn't mean that God is running around
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creating suffering,
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that God is running around causing pain
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to teach us lessons.
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Life does that on its own.
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You know, maybe I'm just at that perfect age
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where I'm starting to realize that
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I am either going to have to die young or grow old.
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One of those two is going to happen,
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and neither of them are painless.
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You know, in other words, life itself,
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and that's not, well, you know,
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you know, God is slowly destroying the cartilage in my knees
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to teach me a lesson.
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No, no, I'm afraid years of running get that.
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You know, things happen,
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but what we have to ask,
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and this is why in the gospel,
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Jesus keeps saying,
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where are you from?
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I don't know where you're from.
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And they're like, oh, well, you know,
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you taught us in the streets.
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Yes, but where are you from?
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Well, you know, we were at parties with you.
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Where are you from?
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And the answer is from God.
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Oh, the minute we see that, we see the glory.
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Not only that, when we're faced with these trials,
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I think, you know, if you want to get into that mythological
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that devil is the deceiver,
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the great deceit that creates most sin
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is every time there is a looming challenge,
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a looming crisis,
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you know, really something that's got us worried.
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The deceiver will tell you,
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look at that problem.
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Look at that problem.
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Look at that problem.
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The voice of God will say to you,
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remember who you are.
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Remember where you came from.
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Remember all you've already come through.
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You know, every one of you,
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if you could line up every crisis and issue,
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sibling that you've had in life,
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I don't know why I'm on my siblings today.
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If you can line up everything from inconvenience
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to real tragedy in your life,
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and you're sitting here,
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you've just lined up your history of recovery,
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your history of resilience,
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your history of I got through that.
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You know, like Jacob who becomes Israel,
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sometimes you get through the fight
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and you may have a little limp when you're done.
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I got through it.
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And we forget that our life
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is a history of overcoming things.
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You know, we have survived.
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And you know, I don't think,
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I think in English,
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we've come to think that survived
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means I lived through it.
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We never even invented that word.
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That would be, I don't know,
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pervive or paravive.
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Survive means we lived over it.
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In all other languages,
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that's incredibly clear in Spanish.
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It's, I lived over this.
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Because we're connected to God.
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We live over the tragedies.
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And we have survived tragedies.
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And we have recovered from terrible things.
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And I mean, and we've survived them so well
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that when we start to talk about them,
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we go like, oh, I forgot about that.
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You know, we're now getting to the point
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where people will say,
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do you remember during the shutdown,
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what this was like?
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And they're like, oh man,
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I totally forgot how strange that was.
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And at the time,
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the world was coming to an end
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and it was insurmountable.
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When do we finally learn from the pattern
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so that the next looming crisis,
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we go, stop looking at the crisis
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and remember who you are and whose you are.
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Remember that.
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And you have a history of overcoming, of surviving.
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You have that history, not,
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it's another tragedy.
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I'm not gonna make it through this one.
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You've made it through them before.
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We are created with amazing resilience.
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And it kind of sounds like we don't need God.
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We are so good at this.
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No, of course, every skill we have comes from God.
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Sometimes the grace of God is going to look with,
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like what they now call,
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you know, your emotional toolbox,
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your internal sense of who you are.
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Sometimes the grace of God looks like other people.
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Sometimes the grace of God does look
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like a situation opening up.
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But most of the times,
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the grace of God is something
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that's been with you all along.
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And we think, oh, well, you know,
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I don't wanna feel like I'm self-sufficient.
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Where do you think that self came from?
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It's always grace of God.
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It's the false dichotomy of religion.
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If you take credit for something,
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you're not giving God credit.
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No, no, you know, trust me.
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When I did well, my mother took credit.
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Her mother and her father and her,
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all black, went right back to God.
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So when, you know, we just have to stop seeing
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that as a dichotomy and recognize
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that God's grace is part of all of those things.
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And God's resilience.
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There's a old religious joke.
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He's shocked in four years, I haven't told it.
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But where a man, you know, Bob and Pete are out camping.
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Bob gets up early in the morning and thinks,
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I'm gonna go off on my own to have some private time.
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And he gets about a mile away and there's this cliff
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and this gorgeous view and part of the cliff gives way
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and he starts to fall.
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And as he goes down the cliff,
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he grabs a root that's sticking out the side
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and he starts bargaining with God.
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Okay, if you get me out of this, I'll go back to church.
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And he starts to climb and the root starts to give out.
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He goes, okay, okay, I'll go back to church
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and I'll volunteer.
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And a cute comes out again.
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He goes, okay, and I will tithe, I will give money.
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Sort of feels, but he still can't tell.
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And all of a sudden, out of nowhere,
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because he went off on his own, his friend, Bob says,
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Pete, where are you?
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And he starts crying out, Pete, Pete, and Pete runs.
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And Pete reaches his hands down and Bob says,
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nevermind God, Pete's here.
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Somehow, if it isn't a magical angel,
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it wasn't God.
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We have a history of grace
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for every pain in our life, we're here.
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All of a sudden we're sitting here.
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It's in this very moment,
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not terribly hot or cold in here.
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The pews are, well, they're not a bed of nails,
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but they're comfortable.
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They're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable.
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Well, they're not a bed of nails, but they're comfortable.
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He's mildly amusing, but he goes on too long.
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I mean, it's all a balance.
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It's all a little bit of a balance.
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And you go, what about, you know,
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I look back at high school.
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I look back at tough years.
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You know, I look back at the death of loved ones.
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Times where I thought I can't get past this.
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And I did.
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And if I find out a tragedy is coming tomorrow,
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I'm so wrapped up in the tragedy, I forget.
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Oh, wait, wait, wait, wait.
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I'm the person that's gotten through those things.
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Next crisis, stop looking at the crisis.
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And remember, hear Jesus saying, where are you from?
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You know, this idea of the narrow gate,
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it starts out bizarre.
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Nope, the gate's narrow.
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Why is the gate narrow?
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Because it says at the end, you know,
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if you get there late and they shut the door,
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you're locked out.
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That wouldn't happen if the gate were wide.
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The problem isn't that the gate's narrow.
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The problem is that the door is shut.
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The metaphor flips halfway through that story.
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But in a narrow gate, we can't all rush it at once.
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So, you know, Jesus is really,
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we always think Jesus is saying,
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stay on the straight and narrow,
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stay on the straight and narrow.
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Don't put everything off till the last minute.
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You know, don't put it off until the last minute.
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You can learn that here at church.
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You can learn that at the All Arena.
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Don't show up five minutes before the concert.
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You will not get in.
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Or as Jesus says, and this is really shocking
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to many theologians, he doesn't say,
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you're gonna be in the outer darkness
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for the rest of your life.
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He's gonna say, have sometimes the first or last.
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You know, it's actually one of the most hopeful
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of all of these.
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It doesn't say anybody doesn't get in.
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It just says, you might be the last one in.
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You know, your journey might be longer
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than the next person.
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It's probably one of the most hopeful
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of all the parables.
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But what he says is, you know,
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know who you are.
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I don't think I can pass this course.
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You know what Jesus says?
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Do you know who you are?
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Go for the A.
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Stop trying to pass the course.
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I remember having an argument in seminary.
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I remember celibacy.
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I remember one argument in seminary
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where because the formation,
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we got all these talks about, look,
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celibacy, obedience, you know,
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we need to make sure that you've got
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the kind of psychological, you know,
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the emotional structure.
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We really wanna know that you're gonna be able,
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you know, to live your priesthood.
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We want to know that you can kind of
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survive these tough things.
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And I finally said to the rector,
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you know, for three years,
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you've been talking about that.
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Do we ever talk about
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whether or not we can flourish?
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No, the goal is just barely survive
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this horrible thing called priesthood.
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Is it?
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Is that the goal?
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And the more you hear that message,
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the more you hear,
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this is gonna be terrible.
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It's gonna be awful.
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I'll be lucky.
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I'll be lucky to make it to 40.
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You know, really?
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I mean, I'm serious when I tell people
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if I'd known I was gonna live this long,
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I would have taken better care of myself.
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I just didn't think I'd make it past.
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I mean, it was always this sort of,
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here's how you're gonna barely get through.
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If your prayer life is together,
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you'll be okay.
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What about thriving?
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Forget about whether they're gonna
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be able to be a priest.
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What about what kind of priest they could be?
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We sometimes are like,
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can I get into heaven?
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Jesus says, go for the bullseye.
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Do you know who you are?
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Do you know what you've overcome?
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Do you know your history
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of recovery and resilience?
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Tomorrow may bring a crisis.
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No one knows.
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And when you see the crisis,
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before you start to try and figure out
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how bad it is,
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make sure you hear the voice of God
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reminding you how amazing you are.
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Not because you're on your own,
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but because God's grace is with you
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in the width of your community,
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in the strength of your journey,
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and in the emotional life
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that God has given you as a grace.
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Father Pat’s message is a powerful reflection on i Father Pat’s message is a powerful reflection on identity, resilience, and the presence of God’s grace in the midst of life’s trials. Drawing from the readings, particularly the Gospel of Luke, he challenges the listener to move beyond fear-based spirituality and instead recognize the divine strength already present within. He emphasizes that salvation is not about exclusivity or religious performance but about recognizing one’s origin in God and living from that truth. Life’s challenges are not divine punishments but opportunities for discipleship and growth, and the grace of God is not always a miraculous intervention, but often the quiet presence of community, personal strength, and memory of past survival. Father Pat calls us to stop asking "Will I make it?" and start remembering "Who am I?"—a beloved image of God, resilient and capable, already walking the narrow path.
In his homily, Father Pat draws deeply from the Gospel’s image of the “narrow gate” and reframes it from being a symbol of spiritual exclusivity to one of personal urgency and intentionality. The narrow gate is not about how few are saved, but how important it is to begin the journey now, not at the last minute. Salvation is not a question of proximity to Jesus—eating with Him, hearing Him teach—but of orientation: “Where are you from?” is not a question of geography but of identity. Are you rooted in God? Do you know where your strength comes from?
He links this idea to the readings that speak of God gathering people from all nations, emphasizing that divine glory is not limited to a chosen few, but rather is revealed to those who are able to see it. This ability to perceive God’s presence, Father Pat suggests, is shaped by our own vision—our spiritual perception. Just as people experience the same event differently, some with joy and others with dismay, our capacity to see God’s glory often depends on the state of our own hearts.
He challenges the often misused theological claims that “God doesn’t give us more than we can handle,” pointing out the tragic reality that many do face what feels unbearable. Instead, he argues, life itself brings suffering, but discipleship means choosing how we respond. The Greek root of "discipline" is akin to "discipleship," not punishment. Every hardship can be an opportunity to deepen our reliance on God, not because God has authored the suffering, but because God walks with us through it.
Father Pat emphasizes that the grace of God often manifests through our own resilience, our community, and our emotional and spiritual tools—what some might now call an "emotional toolbox." This grace is not just an external gift but something embedded in the very fabric of our being. We are not merely survivors of life’s tragedies; we are those who have “lived over” them—thrived in the face of them. Our survival is not an accident; it is a testament to the grace within us.
He illustrates this with humor and humility, reminding us that we often forget our own history of overcoming. When the next crisis comes, we are tempted to panic, forgetting that we have faced similar or worse before. The deceiver tells us to only see the problem; God reminds us of who we are—children of grace, capable and supported.
Even the parable’s apparent harshness—that the door will be shut—gives way to hope. Jesus closes with the inversion: the last will be first, and the first will be last. This is not a warning of eternal exclusion but a reminder that everyone's journey is different. Some may take longer, struggle more, or arrive later, but the invitation to the Kingdom remains.
Finally, Father Pat invites us to stop asking whether we can merely survive our faith journey, and instead ask how we can flourish. God’s grace is not about scraping by but about thriving in our identity as beloved creations. Our resilience, our past victories, our inner strength—all are reflections of divine grace. We are not spiritual beggars at the gate of Heaven hoping for scraps; we are invited guests, bearing the image of God, with a seat reserved at the banquet....
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The Courage to Truly See
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2024-10-06
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Immediately he received his sight and followed him on the way. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise be to you, Lord Jesus Christ. This gospel, and many of the miracle stories, probably the greater bulk of the miracle healing stories, have to do with sight and hearing. There are two, I think, don't check me on it, but I think there are two stories about mute. But one of them is a deaf mute, and his hearing is healed, and then his speaking, almost as though Jesus is saying we should listen before we speak. Crazy concept. And the other is a man possessed by a mute spirit. Now, people talk back and forth, does that mean he was mute, or that there was something muting his spirit, or what that means. But it's an interesting idea that so many of these stories are around hearing and seeing. Because especially, and this is Mark's gospel, but especially by the time you get to John's gospel, this sight is really not about seeing with the eye, it's about wisdom, it's about opening our eyes to what goes on around us. In the story, not Bartimaeus, but the story of the man born blind. I always love that phrase. The man born blind, because you know who else is born blind. Everyone, no one comes out of the womb going, that was amazing! We come out with our eyes closed. And opening takes time. There may be once in a great while they say, oh, someone comes out with their eyes open. And then it turns out those people are in mental institutions. But they come out, we come out blind. We are all born blind. And then we learn to see, to some extent. But learning to see more deeply can take longer and longer. It occurs to me whenever I get to these types of stories, that it took me years, and I know that years from now I'll look back and say I wasn't there yet now. I see things in scripture that I never saw, because most of us open scriptures, and if our knowledge of scripture is a little bit passing here and there, and we haven't taken tons of time with it, we will see what we were told to see, not what's on the page. And I go back and forth. Even this, this never struck me as odd until about, oh, I don't know, maybe ten years ago. Bartimaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus. Now, in Hebrew, Bartimaeus means the son of Timaeus. So, son of Timaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus. Clearly, even Mark, this earliest gospel, is already starting to write for people who don't know Hebrew anymore, who don't understand. And also, it's just the way language develops. No one, if I say that this is, you know, we know now that Johnson no longer means the son of John, but that is the origin of that last name, and any of those last names that end in son. So, some of it is just normal, you know, sort of development of language, but you just don't see those things. You also don't see exactly what's on the page. It took me years before I read the Adam and Eve story for the first time, and, you know, the Adam and Eve story is the one we all know. When someone says, tell us about creation in the Bible, almost no one goes to the God said, let there be light, and there was light. They go to the older story. It's a much more primitive story. It's the story where God is not omniscient and all powerful, all knowing, because he doesn't know why Adam's naked, and he doesn't know, well, who told you you could eat meat? He asks a lot of questions for an all-knowing God. It's our earliest vision, and later on, almost 500 years later, we get, let there be light, and we don't know that because the final editor put let there be light as the first chapter, so we said, which one comes first? Well, which one was written first, or which one got put in an earlier chapter? So this early story, we have to take it as an early story, but when I, about 15 years ago, reading it, and I go, so Eve wasn't actually around when God said, don't eat the fruit. God says to Adam, don't eat the fruit, before he creates Eve in that story. Now, this makes perfect sense with early religion, and for some people with religion today, but for early religion, so Eve's not around, so the story leads us to wonder where she heard don't eat the fruit? Probably from Adam. So what was the great sin, that she didn't listen to God, or she did not listen to a man? Back when the story was written, I would imagine the second one, luckily we're past that. I'm reading some stuff online that gets scary. And so there's stuff that you go, oh, that's right there in the story. How have I not seen that? Because the story I've been told actually takes precedence over what's right there in front of my eyes. We don't like to notice this. I'm going to be doing this a lot. I'm going to be doing this a lot today, so just get used to it. It's not a rash, I'm adjusting the microphone. This sigh, this ability to look at something you've seen forever and go, oh, never saw that before. It still happens almost every time I open up a page of scripture. I go, wait, look at what it actually says, rather than what I've been thinking it says all these years. Anyone ever try to proofread their own work? Every week I'm over there and the prayers of the faithful come and someone reads a prayer and I go, I read that 20 times. How did I miss that I didn't put a verb in that sentence? Because I read what I thought I wrote every time I go to proofread it. And we don't see what's right in front of us. Brene Brown calls this the rough draft. We have a rough draft of things in our head. We have a rough draft of how things go. So we see someone on the street and they're asking for money and someone in their mind says, yes, but if you give it to them they'll probably just spend it on alcohol. Well, you filled in an awful lot of a rough draft there. Well, anyone who starts a sentence with, well, you know, those people, those people are a whole group of individuals and they all have different ways of approaching the world and they don't all agree on things. I mean, you know, could you imagine anyone finding, this is going to make some sound, hold on. Oh, no, it didn't. Can you imagine anyone looking at your entire family and saying, oh, well, we know how they think. If there's four Dolans in a room there are five opinions. So it's, you know, I mean, but people do that. From the outside we look and we go, well, we know about those people. And we don't know that we've stopped seeing what's in front of us and we've got old voices, old ideas in our heads telling us what's going on and we will not look at what's in front of us. One of the things you do not ever get to see, unless you've got a missile in front of you and you're really paying attention, is where this falls, this story. This story literally, this is one of those moments that's absolutely sequential. Last week we ended with chapter 10, you know, verse 45 and we picked up at chapter 10, verse 46. And there's a little parallelism in there that we miss. When Jesus says exact words, what do you want me to do for you? We heard that last week because James and John came and said, we want you to do whatever we tell you. And he says, what do you want me to do for you? And we get, so we're getting contrasting stories. Last week was, we want you to give us authority and power. And Jesus says, wow, okay, no. This guy says, I want to see. Jesus says, got it. He wants, he's not interested in controlling the world, he actually wants to see it. What's going on? And it dovetails with what we talked about last week. Okay, what I talked about and you endured last week is how do we handle people who don't see the world the way we do? Do we see them? Do we actually want to know where their journey led them? Are we interested? Or nope, they're the enemy, I already know it, I'm right and they're wrong. It is one of the toughest lines to not cross between, you know, faithful certainty and arrogance. How do we become certain without becoming arrogant? Because it's a trick and a half. And I think, I don't think my faith ever calls me, and yours might be different, mine has never said, if you're faithful, Pat, you will know you're right about things. Unfortunately, I do say that to myself, but that is not pure faith. Faith is, I will never understand perfectly. There's always more to learn. There's always something out there, I wonder what I missed, I wonder what scripture I will open this year and go, what? It says what? And I always have people come to me and say, I've never heard that in scripture before. Now, we have a three-year cycle, you've heard it every three years. You just never heard it. We're called to see and hear what's in front of us, and the best we can do, so how do we fight this? My advice to people is, scripture will never guide your life as strongly as the filters through which you read it. The filters through which we read it will do more to guide our lives. Some people will read the same page of scripture, and some will come and say, it says right there, those people are going to hell, and the other will say, but down here it says don't judge people. The filter with which we read scripture. So know your filters, and own them. I must tell you, I am tired of looking at people online who say, well, God says, oh, does he? Have tea with him, did you? Well, it's in scripture. Oh, don't get me started there, because I can give you five scriptures that disagree. Yes, but God says the things I like in scripture. Know your filters. Know the paradigms and the sort of preexisting ideas that shape how you see the world. Most of us think that we see the world, and then we reconcile it with all this stuff. No. Matter of fact, there's a thing, it was really big in psychology, it was, I mean, they still believe it, it just wasn't quite so shiny and new, about 20, 25 years ago, what they called the amygdala hijack, which said when you see something from the visual cortex, it goes through the emotional center of your brain before it hits the cognitive center. Which means you will feel about it before you analyze it, and then you will tell yourself you analyzed it, and that's why you feel this way. It is so hard to kind of turn off the amygdala hijacker. I've probably told you this before, but I had a friend in college, and we're still friends, but he's really got, he struggles with racism. Or he doesn't, but all of us struggle with his racism. And he'll tell you, he always puts it off to PTSD. I had an event in my life that you don't understand. When I was in college, and I heard this story the first time like 10 years after college, when I was in college, I was mugged by these three tall skinny black kids. I was mugged by them, and so yes, when I go down the street and I see that, yes, I tense up. So my question to them, I said, I get it, I get it. That could be a physiological response. Do you have that with all tall people? Always play dumb. Do you? All skinny people? But all black people, huh? And there was a preexisting paradigm that told you that made sense. And if someone had looked at you and said, it's because they're tall, you would have said, you are the dumbest person on earth. That makes no sense. There's nothing in my mind that's going to believe that's because they're tall. So what was in there ahead of time that let him believe it was because they were black? You know, we think, I've got an experience that shaped me. Things shape us before the experience. Voices in our head, paradigms, ways we see things. And Jesus says, are you brave enough to join Bartimaeus and ask God to open your eyes? Open my eyes, and, you know, a physical therapist I know always says that we always forget that before I can pick up these glasses, before these muscles engage, the mind is going to send a signal to tell these muscles to turn off. I sent it about 20 years ago, and it hasn't come back. But the opposing muscles have to turn off so that the other muscles can turn on. If they don't, you get that sort of, I mean, you can do it on purpose, and that's what they call isometric exercise, where you get your muscles to fight each other. But basically, you have muscles that have to turn off before others can turn on. And we're all saying, give us sight. And Jesus is saying, are you ready to turn off the muscles that are keeping you from it? You want to turn off the paradigm muscles, the voices in your head, the things we were taught? You want to turn those off long enough to see the world. And what he says is, man, that is a great step of faith, and that's why he says to them, your faith has already healed you. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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As Jesus was leaving Jericho with his disciples, a sizable crowd, and a sizable crowd,
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Bartimaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus, sat on the roadside begging.
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On hearing that it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to cry out and say,
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Jesus, son of David, have pity on me.
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And many rebuked him, telling him to be silent.
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But he kept calling out all the more,
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Son of David, have pity on me.
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Jesus stopped and said, Call him.
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So they called the blind man, saying to him,
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Take courage, get up, Jesus is calling you.
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He threw aside his cloak, sprang up, and came to Jesus.
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Jesus said to him in reply, What do you want me to do for you?
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The blind man replied to him, Master, I want to see you.
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Jesus told him, Go your way, your faith has saved you.
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Immediately he received his sight and followed him on the way.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise be to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This gospel, and many of the miracle stories,
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probably the greater bulk of the miracle healing stories,
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have to do with sight and hearing.
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There are two, I think, don't check me on it,
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but I think there are two stories about mute.
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But one of them is a deaf mute,
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and his hearing is healed, and then his speaking,
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almost as though Jesus is saying we should listen before we speak.
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Crazy concept.
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And the other is a man possessed by a mute spirit.
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Now, people talk back and forth, does that mean he was mute,
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or that there was something muting his spirit, or what that means.
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But it's an interesting idea that so many of these stories
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are around hearing and seeing.
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Because especially, and this is Mark's gospel,
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but especially by the time you get to John's gospel,
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this sight is really not about seeing with the eye,
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it's about wisdom, it's about opening our eyes
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to what goes on around us.
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In the story, not Bartimaeus,
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but the story of the man born blind.
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I always love that phrase.
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The man born blind, because you know who else is born blind.
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Everyone, no one comes out of the womb going,
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that was amazing!
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We come out with our eyes closed.
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And opening takes time.
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There may be once in a great while they say,
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oh, someone comes out with their eyes open.
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And then it turns out those people are in mental institutions.
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But they come out, we come out blind.
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We are all born blind.
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And then we learn to see, to some extent.
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But learning to see more deeply can take longer and longer.
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It occurs to me whenever I get to these types of stories,
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that it took me years, and I know that years from now
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I'll look back and say I wasn't there yet now.
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I see things in scripture that I never saw,
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because most of us open scriptures,
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and if our knowledge of scripture is a little bit passing here and there,
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and we haven't taken tons of time with it,
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we will see what we were told to see,
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not what's on the page.
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And I go back and forth.
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Even this, this never struck me as odd until about,
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oh, I don't know, maybe ten years ago.
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Bartimaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus.
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Now, in Hebrew, Bartimaeus means the son of Timaeus.
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So, son of Timaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus.
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Clearly, even Mark, this earliest gospel,
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is already starting to write for people who don't know Hebrew anymore,
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who don't understand.
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And also, it's just the way language develops.
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No one, if I say that this is, you know,
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we know now that Johnson no longer means the son of John,
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but that is the origin of that last name,
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and any of those last names that end in son.
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So, some of it is just normal, you know, sort of development of language,
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but you just don't see those things.
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You also don't see exactly what's on the page.
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It took me years before I read the Adam and Eve story for the first time,
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and, you know, the Adam and Eve story is the one we all know.
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When someone says, tell us about creation in the Bible,
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almost no one goes to the God said, let there be light, and there was light.
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They go to the older story.
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It's a much more primitive story.
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It's the story where God is not omniscient and all powerful, all knowing,
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because he doesn't know why Adam's naked, and he doesn't know,
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well, who told you you could eat meat?
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He asks a lot of questions for an all-knowing God.
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It's our earliest vision, and later on,
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almost 500 years later, we get, let there be light,
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and we don't know that because the final editor put let there be light
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as the first chapter, so we said, which one comes first?
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Well, which one was written first, or which one got put in an earlier chapter?
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So this early story, we have to take it as an early story,
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but when I, about 15 years ago, reading it, and I go,
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so Eve wasn't actually around when God said, don't eat the fruit.
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God says to Adam, don't eat the fruit, before he creates Eve in that story.
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Now, this makes perfect sense with early religion,
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and for some people with religion today, but for early religion,
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so Eve's not around, so the story leads us to wonder
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where she heard don't eat the fruit?
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Probably from Adam.
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So what was the great sin, that she didn't listen to God,
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or she did not listen to a man?
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Back when the story was written, I would imagine the second one,
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luckily we're past that.
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I'm reading some stuff online that gets scary.
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And so there's stuff that you go, oh, that's right there in the story.
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How have I not seen that?
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Because the story I've been told actually takes precedence
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over what's right there in front of my eyes.
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We don't like to notice this.
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I'm going to be doing this a lot.
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I'm going to be doing this a lot today, so just get used to it.
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It's not a rash, I'm adjusting the microphone.
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This sigh, this ability to look at something you've seen forever and go,
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oh, never saw that before.
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It still happens almost every time I open up a page of scripture.
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I go, wait, look at what it actually says,
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rather than what I've been thinking it says all these years.
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Anyone ever try to proofread their own work?
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Every week I'm over there and the prayers of the faithful come
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and someone reads a prayer and I go, I read that 20 times.
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How did I miss that I didn't put a verb in that sentence?
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Because I read what I thought I wrote every time I go to proofread it.
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And we don't see what's right in front of us.
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Brene Brown calls this the rough draft.
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We have a rough draft of things in our head.
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We have a rough draft of how things go.
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So we see someone on the street and they're asking for money
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and someone in their mind says, yes, but if you give it to them
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they'll probably just spend it on alcohol.
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Well, you filled in an awful lot of a rough draft there.
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Well, anyone who starts a sentence with, well, you know, those people,
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those people are a whole group of individuals
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and they all have different ways of approaching the world
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and they don't all agree on things.
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I mean, you know, could you imagine anyone finding,
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this is going to make some sound, hold on.
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Oh, no, it didn't.
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Can you imagine anyone looking at your entire family and saying,
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oh, well, we know how they think.
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If there's four Dolans in a room there are five opinions.
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So it's, you know, I mean, but people do that.
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From the outside we look and we go, well, we know about those people.
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And we don't know that we've stopped seeing what's in front of us
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and we've got old voices, old ideas in our heads telling us what's going on
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and we will not look at what's in front of us.
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One of the things you do not ever get to see,
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unless you've got a missile in front of you
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and you're really paying attention,
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is where this falls, this story.
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This story literally, this is one of those moments that's absolutely sequential.
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Last week we ended with chapter 10, you know, verse 45
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and we picked up at chapter 10, verse 46.
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And there's a little parallelism in there that we miss.
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When Jesus says exact words, what do you want me to do for you?
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We heard that last week because James and John came and said,
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we want you to do whatever we tell you.
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And he says, what do you want me to do for you?
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And we get, so we're getting contrasting stories.
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Last week was, we want you to give us authority and power.
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And Jesus says, wow, okay, no.
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This guy says, I want to see.
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Jesus says, got it.
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He wants, he's not interested in controlling the world,
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he actually wants to see it.
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What's going on?
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And it dovetails with what we talked about last week.
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Okay, what I talked about and you endured last week
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is how do we handle people who don't see the world the way we do?
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Do we see them?
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Do we actually want to know where their journey led them?
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Are we interested?
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Or nope, they're the enemy, I already know it, I'm right and they're wrong.
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It is one of the toughest lines to not cross
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between, you know, faithful certainty and arrogance.
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How do we become certain without becoming arrogant?
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Because it's a trick and a half.
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And I think, I don't think my faith ever calls me,
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and yours might be different, mine has never said,
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if you're faithful, Pat, you will know you're right about things.
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Unfortunately, I do say that to myself, but that is not pure faith.
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Faith is, I will never understand perfectly.
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There's always more to learn.
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There's always something out there, I wonder what I missed,
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I wonder what scripture I will open this year and go,
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what?
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It says what?
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And I always have people come to me and say,
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I've never heard that in scripture before.
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Now, we have a three-year cycle, you've heard it every three years.
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You just never heard it.
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We're called to see and hear what's in front of us,
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and the best we can do, so how do we fight this?
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My advice to people is,
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scripture will never guide your life as strongly as the filters through which you read it.
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The filters through which we read it will do more to guide our lives.
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Some people will read the same page of scripture,
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and some will come and say,
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it says right there, those people are going to hell,
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and the other will say, but down here it says don't judge people.
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The filter with which we read scripture.
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So know your filters, and own them.
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I must tell you, I am tired of looking at people online who say,
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well, God says, oh, does he?
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Have tea with him, did you?
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Well, it's in scripture.
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Oh, don't get me started there, because I can give you five scriptures that disagree.
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Yes, but God says the things I like in scripture.
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Know your filters.
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Know the paradigms and the sort of preexisting ideas that shape how you see the world.
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Most of us think that we see the world, and then we reconcile it with all this stuff.
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No. Matter of fact, there's a thing, it was really big in psychology,
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it was, I mean, they still believe it, it just wasn't quite so shiny and new,
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about 20, 25 years ago, what they called the amygdala hijack,
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which said when you see something from the visual cortex,
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it goes through the emotional center of your brain before it hits the cognitive center.
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Which means you will feel about it before you analyze it,
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and then you will tell yourself you analyzed it, and that's why you feel this way.
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It is so hard to kind of turn off the amygdala hijacker.
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I've probably told you this before, but I had a friend in college,
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and we're still friends, but he's really got, he struggles with racism.
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Or he doesn't, but all of us struggle with his racism.
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And he'll tell you, he always puts it off to PTSD.
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I had an event in my life that you don't understand.
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When I was in college, and I heard this story the first time like 10 years after college,
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when I was in college, I was mugged by these three tall skinny black kids.
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I was mugged by them, and so yes, when I go down the street and I see that,
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yes, I tense up.
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So my question to them, I said, I get it, I get it.
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That could be a physiological response.
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Do you have that with all tall people?
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Always play dumb.
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Do you?
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All skinny people?
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But all black people, huh?
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And there was a preexisting paradigm that told you that made sense.
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And if someone had looked at you and said, it's because they're tall,
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you would have said, you are the dumbest person on earth.
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That makes no sense.
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There's nothing in my mind that's going to believe that's because they're tall.
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So what was in there ahead of time that let him believe it was because they were black?
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You know, we think, I've got an experience that shaped me.
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Things shape us before the experience.
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Voices in our head, paradigms, ways we see things.
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And Jesus says, are you brave enough to join Bartimaeus and ask God to open your eyes?
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Open my eyes, and, you know, a physical therapist I know always says that we always forget
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that before I can pick up these glasses, before these muscles engage,
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the mind is going to send a signal to tell these muscles to turn off.
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I sent it about 20 years ago, and it hasn't come back.
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But the opposing muscles have to turn off so that the other muscles can turn on.
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If they don't, you get that sort of, I mean, you can do it on purpose,
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and that's what they call isometric exercise, where you get your muscles to fight each other.
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But basically, you have muscles that have to turn off before others can turn on.
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And we're all saying, give us sight.
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And Jesus is saying, are you ready to turn off the muscles that are keeping you from it?
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You want to turn off the paradigm muscles, the voices in your head, the things we were taught?
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You want to turn those off long enough to see the world.
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And what he says is, man, that is a great step of faith,
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and that's why he says to them, your faith has already healed you.
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If you're ready, if you're ready to turn off the muscles that tell you how to see the world,
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Jesus is ready to open our eyes and let us see with interest and honesty the world that is truly around us.
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Father Pat's message centers on the transforma Father Pat's message centers on the transformative power of true spiritual sight—seeing not just with our eyes, but with the heart and mind open to truth, wisdom, and deeper understanding. Using the story of Bartimaeus, the blind man healed by Jesus, Father Pat invites us to reflect on how much of our perception is filtered through assumptions, old narratives, and inherited interpretations. He challenges us to ask for sight not to control or judge the world, but to genuinely see it as it is—to encounter Scripture, others, and God with fresh, humble, and unfiltered eyes. Spiritual growth, then, is not about confidently declaring what we know, but about courageously admitting what we haven’t yet seen and remaining open to being changed.
In a detailed and thoughtful reflection, Father Pat begins by exploring the miracle story of Bartimaeus in Mark’s Gospel, emphasizing that many of Jesus’ healing miracles—especially in the Gospels—center around restoring sight and hearing. This, he suggests, is not accidental; rather, these physical healings point to deeper spiritual realities. Particularly in John’s Gospel, sight becomes a metaphor for spiritual insight and wisdom. Father Pat notes that we are all born blind—not just physically, but in terms of perception, understanding, and awareness. Our sight develops over time, and true spiritual sight may take a lifetime to attain.
Drawing attention to the subtle details in the Gospel, Father Pat highlights the redundancy in the name “Bartimaeus, son of Timaeus” to show how even the Gospel of Mark was already being shaped for an audience unfamiliar with Hebrew, demonstrating how language and understanding evolve. This becomes a segue into a broader discussion on how we often miss what is plainly in front of us in Scripture because we read it through inherited interpretations rather than with fresh eyes. He compares this to proofreading one’s own writing: we tend to see what we think we wrote, rather than what is actually on the page. The same applies to Scripture—we often interpret it through the filters of what we were told it says, rather than what it truly says.
Father Pat goes on to examine the parallel between this week’s Gospel and the one from the previous week. Both contain Jesus asking, “What do you want me to do for you?” But the responses are dramatically different. James and John ask for power and authority, while Bartimaeus asks for sight. The contrast is striking—one request is rooted in control, the other in transformation and understanding. Bartimaeus seeks to see the world as it truly is, not to dominate it. This becomes the central spiritual challenge: do we truly want to see the world and others as they are, or do we prefer our preconceived judgments?
The homily then moves into a profound critique of the human tendency to rely on rough drafts—mental shortcuts, stereotypes, and emotional reactions—that prevent true sight. Drawing from the work of Brene Brown and psychological insights like the “amygdala hijack,” Father Pat explains that we often emotionally react to people or situations before we even cognitively process them. We then rationalize those reactions with post hoc reasoning, convincing ourselves that our gut feeling came from analysis, when in truth it preceded it.
This distortion affects not only how we see others—especially those we’ve been taught to judge or fear—but also how we interpret Scripture. Father Pat stresses the importance of recognizing the filters we bring to religious texts. Two people can read the same passage and come away with radically different conclusions, depending on the paradigms they've inherited. He urges listeners to be self-aware and honest about these filters, rather than claiming that “God says” something simply because it aligns with their own preferences or biases.
The message culminates in a call to courageous faith—the faith to ask Jesus, as Bartimaeus did, to open our eyes. But this comes with a challenge: are we willing to “turn off” the internal muscles that keep us from seeing clearly? Just as the body must deactivate certain muscles to allow others to move, we must quiet our assumptions, judgments, and inherited beliefs in order to receive true spiritual insight. Faith is not about being certain and right; it’s about being open, curious, and willing to be transformed. Only then can we truly see the world—and others—as God sees them.
Father Pat concludes by reminding us that the healing of sight begins with humility and the desire to see what we’ve missed. Bartimaeus's faith healed him not because he already understood everything, but because he was willing to ask for vision he did not yet have. Likewise, our spiritual journey begins when we admit we are still blind in many ways, and ask Christ to open our eyes—not to reinforce what we think we know, but to show us what we’ve never seen....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1174.9599609375, "text": "A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. James and John, the sons of Zebedee, came to Jesus and said to him, \"'Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask of you.'\" He replied, \"'What do you wish me to do for you?' They answered him, \"'Grant that in your glory we may sit one at your right and the other at your left.'\" Jesus said to them, \"'You do not know what you are asking. Can you drink the cup that I drink or be baptized with the baptism with which I am baptized?' They said to him, \"'We can.' Jesus said to them, \"'The cup that I drink you will drink, and with the baptism with which I am baptized, you will be baptized. But to sit at my right or at my left is not mine to give, but is for those for whom it has been prepared.'\" When the 10 heard this, they became indignant at James and John. Jesus summoned them and said to them, \"'You know that those who are recognized as rulers over the Gentiles lord it over them, and make their great ones make their authority over them felt, but it shall not be so among you. Rather, whoever wishes to be great among you will be your servant. Whoever wishes to be first among you will be the slave of all. For the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve and to give his life as a ransom for many.'\" The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Probably not so much Jesus as the translators. I have never seen writing so concerned with not ending a sentence in a preposition. And the batches with which I am baptized, you will be baptized, but for the, well, you will be baptized, but with which you will. Okay, we didn't just end it and irritate them all. Irritate them all and end it with a preposition. This Gospel is kind of a capstone of three little episodes that happen and the writer sets them off with this parallel. Each one includes and is kind of in the presence of one of three professions that Jesus gives. He foretells that he will have to be avenged first one and put to death at the hands of men. And on the third day, he will rise. He says that three times in Mark's Gospel. Once the first gets connected to the transfiguration. And during the transfiguration, the inner core of Jesus' disciples, which throughout the Gospel tends to be either the 12 or Peter, James, and John, it's those three. And they all go for the transfiguration and they have this inner truth about Jesus revealed to them in this huge sort of great revelation, theophany, grand Disney effect sort of moment where they see him with Moses in light. Then the second time is when Peter starts to distinguish himself a little as the leader of the group. Jesus asks them all, who do you say that I am? And they all kind of give him on. Peter is the one who says, you are the son of God, the living one among us. So Peter is starting to show himself as the leader. And then Jesus follows that with, I do have to go to Jerusalem. And he gives the little prophetic notion again. Then the third time is with this, where first we've had the three of them with Jesus on the hillside. Peter's starting to move into leadership. And the third time where James and John go to Jesus and say, can we get rid of Peter so it's the true of us? And welcome to the entrance of politics to the entrance of politics into the faith. And it's not that they're bad, horrible people. It's just, you can almost see it coming. I mean, Jesus ends this with this whole thing about it not being about power. Or as I've mentioned many times, a friend of mine always says, what's the difference between that Christian church and that Christian church and this group? Who gets to tell who what to do? And that's why the church has splintered over the years is arguments over who gets to tell who what to do. The great question, it is publicism, publicism, publicism. Now we try and say it more nicely, it's who gets to speak for God. I'm not saying I should get to tell people who to do what to do. I'm saying God should get to tell us what to do. And I should get to tell you what God tells us what to do. Who gets to tell who what to do? And it starts with that thesis because he says, and this is what I love. It's not just telling people. If we think we can tell people what to do, we will eventually feel we can tell God what to do. We call it prayer. Hell band Susan, go do this, go do that, go do this. And I pray all of this in Jesus' name so now it's gonna happen. We don't miss, we go to God with a list of wishes rather than opening ourselves to the wishes of God. This starts with James and John, the most remarkably arrogant line in all of scripture. Teacher, now we've already heard Peter profess in front of them. Teacher, glory, God among us, Emmanuel, we want you to do whatever we ask of you. Do you now? I just wish that were the next line of scripture. Do you, whatever you want. Yes, that's all we want. All we want is to be in charge of everyone by first being in charge of Jesus. It's just like a horrific moment that we gloss over every time we read it because it's informal language if we don't see it. And Jesus says, you have no idea what you're asking. And we think he means, oh, it would be two parts for you. You could never know. He's like, do you get what you're asking? I would like you to do whatever we ask of you. And all we want you to give us is the power to make everyone else do whatever we ask of them. You don't want much, do you? And so it starts out with this really ego-driven place. And the last line, he says, you want to follow me. But this, we've still not come to terms with. But Jesus didn't come to be served but to give his life for others. Jesus came to serve, not to be served. There's kind of a difficult moment there for us because most of us believe that our job is to serve Jesus. Jesus didn't ask us that. He asks us to go out and serve one another in the name of Jesus, to go out and serve others. And we're like, but it's so much easier to serve Jesus. He doesn't need it. I talked to him in my head once, wow, he's fine. You really think about it and it's like, oh, wait, no, the only way to serve Jesus is to serve other people. That's the mission he gave us. And how often we spend time diminishing and battling and hurrying, those people are awful in the name of Jesus. The last couple of weeks, we've talked some political things and I find out that we were supposed to do that this week, but we've done this. I think it's more important now, this week, to ask what's going to happen later in November or December or just on the off chance, I think, just on the off chance, that all of human history has not been leading to November 5th, as you would think if you read online. Who are we gonna be after? No matter what side of the aisle people fall on, it's pretty clear that it's closer than many people would have thought as an even wider country. Now, I think the question becomes, how do we heal going forward? Because we've got people who think very differently and we don't know what to do with them. Most people have divided the world neatly into two categories, those who agree with me and idiots. And we all know that there's a little part of us that goes, oh, yeah, but I think he's just talking about the other side. None of us want to admit that we kind of fall into that and while we wouldn't quite say it that way, I think what most of us tend to say instead is something like, how can they think that way? Which is a nice way of saying, how can people not think more like me? And it turns out, it's very easy not to think more like me. So what are we gonna do the next day? What are we gonna do the day after? My suggestion is to remember back, depending on which side of the fence you're on. Either look back to 2020, second, third, fourth week of November. Or look back to 2016 in the second, third, fourth week of November. Everyone here, and I would suggest most of America, can look to one of those periods and say, oh, that was the morning I got up, my candidate lost and I felt gutted. I want you to remember how you felt the morning after your candidate lost. The second week of November, half of the people in our world of America is going to feel that way. And if you're not among the group that feels that way, see if you can't suppress your snoozey dance a little bit. I can't. See if you don't need to spend two weeks going, ha, you dredged yourself. I think I mentioned last week, I don't know if it was this master or one of the others, you know, if you go out online, and these phrases are not uncommon, they're adjusted a little, but there's two lines that are just, you know, one line is, you know, just wait, just wait. I can't wait until the lib cards are destroyed, while the other side is saying, ah, MAGA tears are sweet. It's all over the place. Half of the country is not waiting, both halves, are not waiting just to win, boom, but we're gonna get to rub it in the noses of the other side. And whoever wins, who are they left to lead? Who do we become? I think sometimes, this has often been said about faith, and church, and religion, and I think it's true in many areas. We are sometimes at our best in adversity, and we are at our worst in victory. Sore losers are obnoxious. Sore winners are unbearable. And we tend not to want to care about the other side, because all that matters is, I won. And I think it gets worse in religious circles, because now I just won, and I won on God's behalf, so I really shouldn't brag. I'm not bragging for me, I'm bragging to God. And we always know God wins, when I win. We want you to do whatever we ask of you. What if my neighbor asks something different? I'm not talking about them. What happens when people of goodwill pray to God for different things? How do we navigate that world? It's just easier to say, well, God's not gonna listen to them, because they aren't perfectly formed the way I am. I read a little comment online the other day, and I thought, even when we try to be nice, sometimes our arrogance is just there. And someone was writing about, and I literally, I go through these things, and I forget whether I'm reading the right or the left at that point. They'd hate to know how similar they sound. But the comment of this person was, look, I don't think that those people are bad, they're just misguided. They don't think like me. Because when we say they're misguided, of course, these are different. Unlike me, I worry about the salvation of all of you. Luckily, God has appeared to me and told me, I'm fine, Patrick, take care of the child. Thank you. At which point, I need to have my medications adjusted. So how do we keep, how do we go out and be strong in our faith with not being arrogant? How do we learn, as it says here, there's this interesting little Englishism, that we use a verb that most other languages don't have, that we've made out of a noun. We do that, every language does that back and forth. We actually have a verb to lord it over something. Now, at the next Mass, when I'm reading in Spanish, that phrase is gonna roughly translate as, don't act like their master. Don't assume you're the master of them. But we just go, or the Lord, don't assume you're the Lord of someone else. We say, don't lord it over them. And so if you take that more closer, a little more closely to the original Greek, what it's saying here is, we're called to be Jesus, the savior, Jesus, the comforter, sometimes Jesus, the teacher, Jesus, the one who sacrifices himself. We're called to be Jesus for people. We are not called to be Jesus, the Lord, for people. We're not called to the Lordship. We're not called to lord things over others. We're called to express our faith. And I think we will see who Christianity is, and it won't be pretty, but we'll see who Christianity is, not through the vote. But in the weeks after the vote, in how people who call their Christians react to the cyber boss, then we'll see how we're Christians. They'll know they are Christians by their arrogance and scooby-dance. It's why they didn't let me write one of the gospels. They're not, and not, well, I love people who think like me. I love my family. I love my country. I love my church. It's the rest of the world that's the struggle. When Jesus says to love others, it means people who are different from us, real others, not, you know, I can love others as really, as long as they're just me in another position in the world, as long as they're reflections of myself. You know, I always tell young couples who are getting engaged or who have come to me after they've been engaged on, everyone wants to fall in love with another person. And then at some point, you're going to realize they are an other person. And then you're going to have the opportunity to move out of romance and into love. Love is how you treat people when the romance is there that day. And if you've been married for 50 or 60 years and every day has been romantic, keep it to yourself. It'll just be romance. It'll just be romance. There are days it's not there. How do we treat each other when we know someone else is hurt and we're not, or when we're hurt and someone else is not, when we're in very different places? How do we, I think we need to think ahead of time of how we heal. We, you know, most of us grew up never feeling this much anger with elections. It's becoming, and it keeps getting worse and worse. How do we heal? Or do we just decide that every election should lead to war? That we, I'm sorry, we have no interest in living with anyone who doesn't agree with us. I think we have to now move with this concept. We have to get beyond preaching God, government, one another, is from, we have to move from, we want you to do whatever we ask to the greatest is the one who serves others. I think often we want to call others to greatness. I would like that to serve us. Our job is not to call them to greatness. Our job is to call ourselves to the greatest of serving others. Who gets to tell who what to do? Let's leave that in the hands of God. Let God tell others what to do. Let's let God tell us what to do. And he has. 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A reading WEBVTT
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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James and John, the sons of Zebedee,
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came to Jesus and said to him,
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"'Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask of you.'"
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He replied, "'What do you wish me to do for you?'
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They answered him, "'Grant that in your glory
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we may sit one at your right and the other at your left.'"
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Jesus said to them,
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"'You do not know what you are asking.
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Can you drink the cup that I drink
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or be baptized with the baptism with which I am baptized?'
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They said to him, "'We can.'
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Jesus said to them,
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"'The cup that I drink you will drink,
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and with the baptism with which I am baptized,
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you will be baptized.
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But to sit at my right or at my left is not mine to give,
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but is for those for whom it has been prepared.'"
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When the 10 heard this,
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they became indignant at James and John.
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Jesus summoned them and said to them,
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"'You know that those who are recognized as rulers
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over the Gentiles lord it over them,
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and make their great ones make their authority
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over them felt, but it shall not be so among you.
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Rather, whoever wishes to be great among you
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will be your servant.
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Whoever wishes to be first among you
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will be the slave of all.
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For the Son of Man did not come to be served,
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but to serve and to give his life as a ransom for many.'"
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Probably not so much Jesus as the translators.
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I have never seen writing so concerned
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with not ending a sentence in a preposition.
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And the batches with which I am baptized,
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you will be baptized, but for the,
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well, you will be baptized, but with which you will.
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Okay, we didn't just end it and irritate them all.
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Irritate them all and end it with a preposition.
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This Gospel is kind of a capstone
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of three little episodes that happen
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and the writer sets them off with this parallel.
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Each one includes and is kind of in the presence
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of one of three professions that Jesus gives.
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He foretells that he will have to be avenged first one
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and put to death at the hands of men.
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And on the third day, he will rise.
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He says that three times in Mark's Gospel.
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Once the first gets connected to the transfiguration.
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And during the transfiguration,
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the inner core of Jesus' disciples,
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which throughout the Gospel tends to be either the 12
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or Peter, James, and John, it's those three.
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And they all go for the transfiguration
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and they have this inner truth about Jesus revealed to them
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in this huge sort of great revelation,
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theophany, grand Disney effect sort of moment
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where they see him with Moses in light.
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Then the second time is when Peter starts
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to distinguish himself a little as the leader of the group.
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Jesus asks them all, who do you say that I am?
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And they all kind of give him on.
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Peter is the one who says, you are the son of God,
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the living one among us.
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So Peter is starting to show himself as the leader.
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And then Jesus follows that with,
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I do have to go to Jerusalem.
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And he gives the little prophetic notion again.
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Then the third time is with this,
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where first we've had the three of them
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with Jesus on the hillside.
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Peter's starting to move into leadership.
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And the third time where James and John go to Jesus
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and say, can we get rid of Peter so it's the true of us?
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And welcome to the entrance of politics
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to the entrance of politics into the faith.
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And it's not that they're bad, horrible people.
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It's just, you can almost see it coming.
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I mean, Jesus ends this with this whole thing about it
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not being about power.
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Or as I've mentioned many times,
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a friend of mine always says,
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what's the difference between that Christian church
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and that Christian church and this group?
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Who gets to tell who what to do?
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And that's why the church has splintered over the years
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is arguments over who gets to tell who what to do.
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The great question, it is publicism, publicism, publicism.
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Now we try and say it more nicely,
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it's who gets to speak for God.
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I'm not saying I should get to tell people
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who to do what to do.
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I'm saying God should get to tell us what to do.
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And I should get to tell you what God tells us what to do.
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Who gets to tell who what to do?
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And it starts with that thesis because he says,
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and this is what I love.
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It's not just telling people.
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If we think we can tell people what to do,
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we will eventually feel we can tell God what to do.
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We call it prayer.
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Hell band Susan, go do this, go do that, go do this.
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And I pray all of this in Jesus' name
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so now it's gonna happen.
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We don't miss, we go to God with a list of wishes
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rather than opening ourselves to the wishes of God.
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This starts with James and John,
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the most remarkably arrogant line in all of scripture.
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Teacher, now we've already heard Peter
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profess in front of them.
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Teacher, glory, God among us, Emmanuel,
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we want you to do whatever we ask of you.
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Do you now?
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I just wish that were the next line of scripture.
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Do you, whatever you want.
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Yes, that's all we want.
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All we want is to be in charge of everyone
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by first being in charge of Jesus.
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It's just like a horrific moment
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that we gloss over every time we read it
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because it's informal language if we don't see it.
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And Jesus says, you have no idea what you're asking.
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And we think he means, oh, it would be two parts for you.
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You could never know.
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He's like, do you get what you're asking?
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I would like you to do whatever we ask of you.
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And all we want you to give us is the power
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to make everyone else do whatever we ask of them.
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You don't want much, do you?
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And so it starts out with this really ego-driven place.
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And the last line, he says, you want to follow me.
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But this, we've still not come to terms with.
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But Jesus didn't come to be served
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but to give his life for others.
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Jesus came to serve, not to be served.
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There's kind of a difficult moment there for us
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because most of us believe that our job
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is to serve Jesus.
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Jesus didn't ask us that.
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He asks us to go out and serve one another
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in the name of Jesus, to go out and serve others.
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And we're like, but it's so much easier to serve Jesus.
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He doesn't need it.
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I talked to him in my head once, wow, he's fine.
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You really think about it and it's like,
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oh, wait, no, the only way to serve Jesus
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is to serve other people.
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That's the mission he gave us.
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And how often we spend time diminishing and battling
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and hurrying, those people are awful in the name of Jesus.
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The last couple of weeks, we've talked some political things
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and I find out that we were supposed to do that this week,
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but we've done this.
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I think it's more important now, this week,
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to ask what's going to happen later in November or December
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or just on the off chance, I think, just on the off chance,
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that all of human history has not been leading
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to November 5th, as you would think if you read online.
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Who are we gonna be after?
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No matter what side of the aisle people fall on,
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it's pretty clear that it's closer than many people
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would have thought as an even wider country.
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Now, I think the question becomes,
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how do we heal going forward?
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Because we've got people who think very differently
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and we don't know what to do with them.
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Most people have divided the world neatly
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into two categories, those who agree with me and idiots.
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And we all know that there's a little part of us
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that goes, oh, yeah, but I think he's just talking
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about the other side.
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None of us want to admit that we kind of fall into that
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and while we wouldn't quite say it that way,
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I think what most of us tend to say instead
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is something like, how can they think that way?
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Which is a nice way of saying,
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how can people not think more like me?
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And it turns out, it's very easy not to think more like me.
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So what are we gonna do the next day?
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What are we gonna do the day after?
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My suggestion is to remember back,
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depending on which side of the fence you're on.
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Either look back to 2020, second, third,
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fourth week of November.
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Or look back to 2016 in the second, third,
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fourth week of November.
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Everyone here, and I would suggest most of America,
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can look to one of those periods and say,
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oh, that was the morning I got up,
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my candidate lost and I felt gutted.
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I want you to remember how you felt
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the morning after your candidate lost.
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The second week of November, half of the people
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in our world of America is going to feel that way.
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And if you're not among the group that feels that way,
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see if you can't suppress your snoozey dance a little bit.
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I can't.
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See if you don't need to spend two weeks going,
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ha, you dredged yourself.
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I think I mentioned last week,
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I don't know if it was this master or one of the others,
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you know, if you go out online,
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and these phrases are not uncommon,
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they're adjusted a little,
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but there's two lines that are just, you know,
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one line is, you know, just wait, just wait.
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I can't wait until the lib cards are destroyed,
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while the other side is saying,
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ah, MAGA tears are sweet.
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It's all over the place.
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Half of the country is not waiting,
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both halves, are not waiting just to win, boom,
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but we're gonna get to rub it in the noses
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of the other side.
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And whoever wins, who are they left to lead?
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Who do we become?
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I think sometimes,
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this has often been said about faith,
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and church, and religion,
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and I think it's true in many areas.
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We are sometimes at our best in adversity,
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and we are at our worst in victory.
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Sore losers are obnoxious.
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Sore winners are unbearable.
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And we tend not to want to care about the other side,
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because all that matters is, I won.
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And I think it gets worse in religious circles,
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because now I just won,
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and I won on God's behalf,
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so I really shouldn't brag.
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I'm not bragging for me, I'm bragging to God.
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And we always know God wins, when I win.
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We want you to do whatever we ask of you.
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What if my neighbor asks something different?
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I'm not talking about them.
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What happens when people of goodwill
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pray to God for different things?
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How do we navigate that world?
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It's just easier to say,
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well, God's not gonna listen to them,
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because they aren't perfectly formed the way I am.
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I read a little comment online the other day,
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and I thought,
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even when we try to be nice,
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sometimes our arrogance is just there.
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And someone was writing about,
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and I literally, I go through these things,
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and I forget whether I'm reading the right or the left
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at that point.
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They'd hate to know how similar they sound.
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But the comment of this person was,
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look, I don't think that those people are bad,
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they're just misguided.
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They don't think like me.
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Because when we say they're misguided,
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of course, these are different.
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Unlike me, I worry about the salvation of all of you.
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Luckily, God has appeared to me and told me,
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I'm fine, Patrick, take care of the child.
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Thank you.
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At which point, I need to have my medications adjusted.
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So how do we keep,
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how do we go out and be strong in our faith
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with not being arrogant?
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How do we learn, as it says here,
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there's this interesting little Englishism,
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that we use a verb that most other languages don't have,
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that we've made out of a noun.
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We do that, every language does that back and forth.
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We actually have a verb to lord it over something.
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Now, at the next Mass, when I'm reading in Spanish,
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that phrase is gonna roughly translate as,
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don't act like their master.
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Don't assume you're the master of them.
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But we just go, or the Lord,
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don't assume you're the Lord of someone else.
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We say, don't lord it over them.
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And so if you take that more closer,
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a little more closely to the original Greek,
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what it's saying here is,
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we're called to be Jesus, the savior,
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Jesus, the comforter, sometimes Jesus, the teacher,
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Jesus, the one who sacrifices himself.
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We're called to be Jesus for people.
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We are not called to be Jesus, the Lord, for people.
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We're not called to the Lordship.
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We're not called to lord things over others.
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We're called to express our faith.
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And I think we will see who Christianity is,
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and it won't be pretty,
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but we'll see who Christianity is, not through the vote.
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But in the weeks after the vote,
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in how people who call their Christians
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react to the cyber boss,
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then we'll see how we're Christians.
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They'll know they are Christians
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by their arrogance and scooby-dance.
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It's why they didn't let me write one of the gospels.
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They're not, and not, well, I love people who think like me.
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I love my family.
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I love my country.
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I love my church.
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It's the rest of the world that's the struggle.
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When Jesus says to love others,
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it means people who are different from us, real others,
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not, you know, I can love others as really,
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as long as they're just me in another position in the world,
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as long as they're reflections of myself.
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You know, I always tell young couples
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who are getting engaged or who have come to me
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after they've been engaged on,
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everyone wants to fall in love with another person.
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And then at some point,
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you're going to realize they are an other person.
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And then you're going to have the opportunity
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to move out of romance and into love.
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Love is how you treat people
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when the romance is there that day.
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And if you've been married for 50 or 60 years
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and every day has been romantic, keep it to yourself.
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It'll just be romance.
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It'll just be romance.
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There are days it's not there.
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How do we treat each other
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when we know someone else is hurt and we're not,
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or when we're hurt and someone else is not,
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when we're in very different places?
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How do we, I think we need to think ahead of time
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of how we heal.
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We, you know, most of us grew up
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never feeling this much anger with elections.
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It's becoming, and it keeps getting worse and worse.
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How do we heal?
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Or do we just decide that every election should lead to war?
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That we, I'm sorry, we have no interest
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in living with anyone who doesn't agree with us.
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I think we have to now move with this concept.
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We have to get beyond preaching God,
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government, one another, is from,
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we have to move from, we want you to do whatever we ask
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to the greatest is the one who serves others.
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I think often we want to call others to greatness.
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I would like that to serve us.
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Our job is not to call them to greatness.
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Our job is to call ourselves to the greatest
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of serving others.
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Who gets to tell who what to do?
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Let's leave that in the hands of God.
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Let God tell others what to do.
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Let's let God tell us what to do.
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And he has.
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Go out and heal the world so that we stop focusing
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on what's going to happen between now
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and November 5th and start worrying about
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who we are going to be as a Christian people
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in all the years to come.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the radical call o Father Pat’s message centers on the radical call of Jesus to servanthood and humility in contrast to human ambition, power struggles, and political or religious arrogance. Using the Gospel story of James and John asking Jesus for positions of glory, Father Pat exposes how even the earliest disciples misunderstood the heart of Jesus’ mission—not to be served, but to serve. He draws a parallel between this misunderstanding and modern-day politics, religious division, and personal pride. Rather than seeking to wield power or prove others wrong, Father Pat urges Christians to embrace humility, service, and compassion, especially in the face of political polarization. True Christian greatness, he insists, is found not in dominating others or assuming divine authority, but in loving those who are different from us, healing division, and embodying Christ’s sacrificial love in the world.
Delving deeper, Father Pat frames this Gospel reading from Mark as the conclusion of a trio of passion predictions made by Jesus, each followed by a significant moment of misunderstanding or ambition among his disciples. The first is followed by the Transfiguration, where Peter, James, and John witness a divine revelation. The second comes when Peter declares Jesus as the Christ, but then resists the suffering that must follow. Now, in the third instance, James and John boldly—and arrogantly—ask Jesus for the highest seats of honor in his glory, revealing their desire not just for closeness to Jesus, but dominion over others and even Jesus himself. Their request, “We want you to do for us whatever we ask,” is, as Father Pat notes, shockingly self-serving, and emblematic of a deeper human tendency: to use religion not to be transformed by God’s will, but to manipulate God into affirming our own.
Father Pat critiques this posture by highlighting how we often approach prayer as a wish list rather than a surrender to God's desires. He humorously but sharply notes that when we think we can tell people what to do, we eventually believe we can tell God what to do. This, he warns, is a distortion of faith. True discipleship is not about controlling others or claiming moral superiority but about yielding to the way of the cross—a path of service, suffering, and self-giving love.
He then bridges the Gospel message to contemporary political and social realities, especially the deep divisions and escalating rhetoric surrounding elections. He warns that Christians are often at their worst in victory, becoming arrogant, vindictive, and triumphalist. The real test of Christian character, he says, won’t be seen in political wins but in how we act after the vote—especially toward those who feel gutted after a loss. He reminds us that nearly everyone has experienced the pain of political defeat, and Christians must resist the temptation to gloat or dehumanize those who think differently. Instead, we are called to compassion, restraint, and humility.
Father Pat also critiques the tribalism and ideological rigidity that dominate both religious and political spheres. He notes how easily we divide the world into two camps: those who agree with us and “idiots,” and how we often mask this arrogance with condescending phrases like “they’re just misguided.” He challenges us to genuinely love the “other”—not people who are similar to us, but those who are truly different in belief, practice, and worldview. This love is not rooted in agreement but in the dignity of the other person.
He warns against the misuse of religious authority, especially the tendency to assume the role of “Lord” over others, something Jesus explicitly rejects. Christians are called to imitate Jesus the servant, not Jesus the Lord in terms of dominion. We are not to “lord it over” one another but to serve in humility. Father Pat cleverly plays on the English verb “to lord it over,” pointing out that it's a uniquely English way of naming the very behavior Jesus condemns.
He ends with a pastoral and prophetic invitation: to stop focusing solely on the lead-up to political events like elections, and instead to prepare for who we will be in the aftermath. Will we be agents of healing or sowers of division? Will we serve others, especially those we disagree with, or will we cling to power and vindication? The call of Jesus is clear: the greatest among us must be the servant of all. Rather than asking God to do our will, we must ask how we can be faithful to God’s will—to love, to serve, and to heal a deeply fractured world....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1366.8299560546875, "text": "for reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, Lord. When Jesus went into the region of Caesarea Philippi, he asked his disciples, who do people say that the Son of Man is? They replied, some say John the Baptist, others Elijah, still others Jeremiah or one of the prophets. He said to them, but who do you say that I am? Simon Peter said in reply, you are the Christ, the Son of the living God. Jesus said to him and replied, Blessed are you, Simon, son of Jonah, for flesh and blood has not revealed this chief, but my heavenly Father. And so I say to you, you are Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church, and the gates of the nether world shall not prevail against it. I will give you the keys to the kingdom of heaven. Whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. One of the two times every year that I ever use the word loosed. laughter I don't know where these translations come from sometimes, but they got it translated out of the original language. I don't know if they got them clear into English or not. This is a... This feast is really a feast of the church's beginnings. It's less about Peter and Paul and more about everything they represent. In many theological circles, Peter is seen as the new Moses, as a pope, the bringer of the law, the keeper of order. He always has the keys. And Paul is the continuation of the prophets. And Paul did not... did not learn at the feet of Jesus. Paul had an experience of Jesus that, as far as Scripture tells us, his catechesis consisted of, why are you crucifying me? Much of the same catechesis I got from my parents over the years. laughter That's not... But that's it. It doesn't say that Jesus bore the fullness of the gospel into him. So, you know, Paul is really a strict prophet. Paul is someone who shows up at the door of the church and says, listen, I'm not Christian and I'm not Catholic, but I just had a prayer experience and I'd like to teach catechism. laughter Paul is a pure prophet. He has a message, but he's not always in line with the gospels because he did not learn from Jesus. And while Jesus was alive before the passion and death, what Paul knew from Jesus, he knew from Jesus' adversaries. laughter Totally different. And yet both of these are kind of unnecessary to start the church. For those of you who missed the bulletin announcements, the flock notes, the signs on the sides of the bus, and the sky writing this week, it was my 30th anniversary. laughter I heard from people I didn't know I knew. And so, you know, and for me, it's a good feast to reflect back on because this central question of where we get our faith, but more importantly, as he asks, Jesus asks the apostles, all his disciples are all gathered. And he says, so who do people say that I am? And that is the easiest question. What do people say about Jesus? We can talk all day long about that. Then he sharpens it up and says, so what do you say? And in the other gospels, not Matthew, it gets very uncomfortable. It says, so what do you say? And then Jesus kind of is down on the ground squatting crying in the sand while they're all going, ah. Because it's very easy to look and go, can you believe those people think you're this and those people think you're that and those people think, Jeremiah. And what about you? And finally, Peter ventures an idea. And I always wonder if he got it right or not. Jesus says, only God could have done this for you. But is that they got it right or that he was willing to take the chance? Because clearly you are the Christ, the son of the living God. But come to the passion, Peter does not realize who Jesus was. If he did, the death would not have come as a shock. He's still caught off guard. It's one thing to say you're the Messiah. It's another thing to agree on what that means. The Messiah for the Jewish people would have meant that he was going to be a military hero that brought Jerusalem to greatness. One of the reasons that those who were against him would proclaim him as Messiah is because they felt that would be the greatest threat to Rome. Was, oh, this is the leader that's going to rise up against us. That was the Messiah to bring the Jewish people to world prominence. You know, call in the first reading in Acts, Luke. Luke falls into what John often falls into, and he only does it in Acts because when he's writing Acts, he's writing as late as John was. The Acts is written way after the Gospel of Luke, and then he writes Part 2 about 10, 15 years later when the traditional Jewish community and Christianity are really in opposition, really in strife, really in conflict. And he has phrases that start to sound a little more like John. You know, Jesus, Herod did all this to them because he realized it was making the Jewish people happy. They're desperate to blame it on the Jews. And I know it's in our scripture, but I can tell you, the Pax Romana was not having its strings pulled by the Jews. They occupied that nation, you know. That's like saying that the Jews talk Hitler into stuff. No, not how it happened. They could care less how the Jews felt. But they didn't want to blame the Roman Empire for anything that was going on, and so the scripture, it's always got these little asides. You know, I can guarantee you, whether it's in scripture or not, Luke did not know what was going on in Herod's head. And we have to read scripture with that sharpened eye. And so, you know, we get this story of how the church starts and all of the generations that we don't know who have given us what we have today. And I think it's hard enough for us to remember to be grateful to the ancestors we actually knew in our life. But all of those who have built the hospitals and churches that we take for granted and the schools and the infrastructure and, you know, next week we talk about our country and we don't even like to admit how many hands went into building what you and I take for granted. We want to whittle it down to a couple of heroes that we feel comfortable with rather than the people who did the hard work of building a country. It's so hard to do. And so as I come to a 30th anniversary, I'm keenly aware of the people who have helped me in my life. And I try to be aware of the people I will never know this side of the grave who made everything you and I have possible. But we can pay it forward. We can keep the next generation in mind. We can do things that we're absolutely okay with them not giving us credit for. I know that was probably the most un-American thing I've ever said. We don't need credit for every good deed. Sometimes we do it to become good people. And so, you know, in this moment, where I find my heart resting as I celebrate the anniversary is really with the parishes I've been at. People ask me about Pope Leo, and I have to tell you, he was, you know, he's not just American. He's the South Side of Chicago. Das America. But I have been more formed by the parishes since ordination than all of the, don't tell the seminaries, all of the professors and even family members and everyone I knew before because you start to become who you are when you're doing things in the world, not when you're preparing for it. And they can, you know, as parents have learned, they can do everything they want so that their children can be independent in the world. And then the tragedy, they become independent in the world. Even independent of your thought. You know, it happens. And so who I've become in the last 30 years is much more visceral in my life than who I became in the first 30. And it's a good thing. Because I was a mess. I was more of a mess. That was presumptuous, wasn't it? I wasn't always the suave debonair person. It's this, but, you know, and so I looked to those parishes and I looked how much, and that's when someone says, well, yeah, he's American, he's also Latin American. Because the formation he had in Peru has done more to shape his priesthood than what happened before ordination. And we hope, we hope, because no one should stop learning in their 20s or 30s. No one should stop changing and becoming deeper in faith. And so I look back, you know, at the various parishes I've been in, all radically different, all radically the same. And I think that the secret, for me, the secret to any success I've had in priesthood, it's about 3 ideas. The first one is probably the most radical. I don't mean that because I know a lot of wonderful priests, but once in a while I watch the way we preach or hear the way we preach and I think, OK, the first rule, if you don't like people, just go into politics. There's got to be a politician in the room and I apologize. I wasn't going to be that or lawyers. I mean, who do we want to pick on this guy? But no, you're unequal. You have to truly like people or your formation will stop when you're ordained. Because, of course it would be nice to say, your prayer life. We all have prayer life. And if my prayer life is just between me and God, God starts sounding an awful lot like me. An awful lot. He always uses words I understand. He uses the same phrases. This may shock you, but my God seems to be a little snarky. A little too much. But when you're in dialogue, this is where religion is helpful. When you're in dialogue with the community, your image of God comes from the other people in the room as well. And they are the only thing in your life made in the image of God. Not the statues, not a ritual. There's the presence of God in our community, in the Word made flesh, in the Eucharist, and the image of God in the people. And we have to continue finding it there. And what I find is the more I get in touch with that, everyone I know is in need of something. Some of us are just in need at a very physical level, but most of us, we need to be better. We need correction. We need people to challenge us. But that is less prevalent than the amazing goodness of the people. And I can't imagine, you know, I've got friends that I talk to, and they're always, you know, you have to tell them this, and you have to tell them that, and you have to tell them this and that. And I think, do you not see the grace and the goodness of the people? I have a running joke that I always tell people whenever they say, Father, you know, this happened, and I was traveling, and we had a disaster in the family, and there was an accident on the highway. I missed Mass. Now, it is a joke, but I always say to them, you know they have to pay me to go. Now, of course, I could go. That is my belief. I don't know. I've never, you know. But there's a difference when someone whose job, as well as their vocation, their job is to be there, stands in front of people who are there totally on their own sake, of their own volition, for their own edification. I'm the one humbled. That dynamic should never be reversed. For the person whose job is to be there to say, well, those of you who we just tried to get to show up, why are you not there? And not only are you not paid, you give money. For those of you that weren't aware of that, you give money. It's that, I mean, you think of the difference in the dynamic. People who, week after week, for their own relationship with God, simply show up. How can you not start, when you stand up in front, how can you not start from a place of amazement at the goodness of the people? And that does more to form us than anything. And if we can couple that with literally wanting to interact, and this is what I would say to everyone, to the extent that you interact with one another, you will become better, holier people. I get to see it from up here. You are good for one another. This is not a journey that anyone should take alone. And so, you rarely, I mean, think of all of the Gospels where Jesus sits down one on one and instructs the apostles. Doesn't happen. You know, where people sign up for an hour of spiritual direction at a time. It's because, and it's not because Jesus is, he's just smarter when it comes to time management, that's not what it is. Because he knows that even if he is teaching, there is another level of formation that happens in the gathering of the people. And it nourishes those of us who are lucky enough to be priests. I rarely share much of my vocation story because it's a really terrible story. You know, when did you hear the call? I'm still waiting. There was no flash moment. It wasn't magical. You know, over time, as I discerned in seminary, it became apparent. This is my path. This is where I should be. You know, it was not a lightning strike moment. And, you know, you grow into it. But the other thing is, of course, my family was not terribly Catholic. My siblings, most of them do not go to Mass anymore. I went to a public school. They used to have us come and give vocation talks to the seminarians. And my first year out of seminary, they asked me to come do it. I've not been asked for the last 29 years. It doesn't hit on any of those great points that they want to make. But if you're connected to the people, people always say, so what drew you to become a priest? And I'm like, healing. I found healing and goodness in the community. And so, you know, this is why we are, one of the reasons we're called to gather every week, the obligation to Mass. I think people started to realize during the pandemic that they've been mistaught because we had to start re-articulating things quickly. I think most people felt like you have to get to Mass once a week, almost as though the grace of the Eucharist has a seven-day shelf life. Like, you know, that grace won't last any longer. You need your vitamin. You need your fix. You need your word. You have to do this. It's the only way to keep you on the straight and narrow. And it never occurred to us that the obligation comes from the fact that we all need one another. And on days when you don't feel like being here, someone else needs to come and know that the church is still here. It's not just, I'm here for me. You know, we are here for each other. It's a commitment. It's a community. So many churches are better than we are at the idea of people will say, you know, if they're Baptist, they'll often say, oh, you know, I belong to First Baptist Church and I belong to... And Catholics will often say, I go to Holy Family. I go to. It's not, I belong to. I go to. And that's why we don't get the obligation. When we belong, then other people want to see the gathering every week as well. We're part of their experience. I know it sounds, I mean, it almost sounds like it's an ego thing. I mean, who's going to miss you if you're not there? Many people. You may not interact with them every time. You will be amazed how often someone will come to me and say, Father, do you know the guy who sits back there that he has not been here for a few weeks. Is everything okay? People know you. And if you get interested, you'll know them. And what I would leave to any community I could, you know, as a priest is the more you spend with one another, the more time you spend, the more visibly you will be the body of Christ. How do I grow in holiness? Prayer? Absolutely. You know, spiritual rituals and practice? Absolutely. But the primary gathering, you'll notice Jesus did not get together with his disciples the night before he died for a business meeting. The last finance council meeting. I dream of. But a supper, a gathering, a coming together. And we hear all of this heavy stuff. But you know it was also social that happened. They came together. I used to say that, you know, that Christians really don't even know how to come together without food. That is not a dumb thing or a bad thing. The doctor thinks it's problematic. But it's not a bad thing that we come together and it's not just we're here for business, we're here, okay, we're going to learn this, we're going to do scripture. I have never taught a scripture class that people don't hang around afterwards and talk to each other and have coffee and we build a community. Otherwise, God would call us individually, there'd be no church. And so, you know, as we come together, I hope that we spend some time in awe of the other people that we pray with. I thank every parish I have been at, and I've only been at four. I try not to tell Fr. Jim Baird because they moved him around a lot and we're really good friends. And when I came here, we were at lunch of about five priests and he was sitting right next to me and I obviously pretended he wasn't there and I kind of pouted and I said, I'm really upset, I mean, this will be the third time they've moved me in 25 years. And he very quietly says, I'm going to punch you in the throat. I've only moved, you know, I've had four parishes, so I've been moved three times. Every parish is different and every parish is an amazing vision of grace and love. And so, as we go forth today, be aware of one another. 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for readi WEBVTT
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for reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, Lord.
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When Jesus went into the region of Caesarea Philippi,
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he asked his disciples,
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who do people say that the Son of Man is?
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They replied, some say John the Baptist, others Elijah,
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still others Jeremiah or one of the prophets.
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He said to them, but who do you say that I am?
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Simon Peter said in reply,
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you are the Christ, the Son of the living God.
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Jesus said to him and replied,
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Blessed are you, Simon, son of Jonah,
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for flesh and blood has not revealed this chief,
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but my heavenly Father.
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And so I say to you, you are Peter,
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and upon this rock I will build my church,
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and the gates of the nether world
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shall not prevail against it.
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I will give you the keys to the kingdom of heaven.
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Whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven,
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and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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One of the two times every year that I ever use the word loosed.
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I don't know where these translations come from sometimes,
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but they got it translated out of the original language.
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I don't know if they got them clear into English or not.
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This is a...
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This feast is really a feast of the church's beginnings.
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It's less about Peter and Paul
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and more about everything they represent.
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In many theological circles,
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Peter is seen as the new Moses, as a pope,
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the bringer of the law, the keeper of order.
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He always has the keys.
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And Paul is the continuation of the prophets.
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And Paul did not...
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did not learn at the feet of Jesus.
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Paul had an experience of Jesus that, as far as Scripture tells us,
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his catechesis consisted of,
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why are you crucifying me?
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Much of the same catechesis I got from my parents over the years.
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That's not...
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But that's it.
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It doesn't say that Jesus bore the fullness of the gospel into him.
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So, you know, Paul is really a strict prophet.
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Paul is someone who shows up at the door of the church and says,
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listen, I'm not Christian and I'm not Catholic,
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but I just had a prayer experience and I'd like to teach catechism.
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Paul is a pure prophet.
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He has a message,
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but he's not always in line with the gospels
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because he did not learn from Jesus.
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And while Jesus was alive before the passion and death,
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what Paul knew from Jesus, he knew from Jesus' adversaries.
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Totally different.
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And yet both of these are kind of unnecessary to start the church.
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For those of you who missed the bulletin announcements,
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the flock notes, the signs on the sides of the bus,
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and the sky writing this week, it was my 30th anniversary.
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I heard from people I didn't know I knew.
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And so, you know, and for me, it's a good feast to reflect back on
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because this central question of where we get our faith,
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but more importantly, as he asks,
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Jesus asks the apostles, all his disciples are all gathered.
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And he says, so who do people say that I am?
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And that is the easiest question.
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What do people say about Jesus?
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We can talk all day long about that.
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Then he sharpens it up and says, so what do you say?
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And in the other gospels, not Matthew, it gets very uncomfortable.
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It says, so what do you say?
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And then Jesus kind of is down on the ground squatting
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crying in the sand while they're all going, ah.
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Because it's very easy to look and go,
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can you believe those people think you're this
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and those people think you're that and those people think, Jeremiah.
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And what about you?
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And finally, Peter ventures an idea.
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And I always wonder if he got it right or not.
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Jesus says, only God could have done this for you.
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But is that they got it right or that he was willing to take the chance?
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Because clearly you are the Christ, the son of the living God.
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But come to the passion, Peter does not realize who Jesus was.
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If he did, the death would not have come as a shock.
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He's still caught off guard.
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It's one thing to say you're the Messiah.
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It's another thing to agree on what that means.
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The Messiah for the Jewish people would have meant
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that he was going to be a military hero that brought Jerusalem to greatness.
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One of the reasons that those who were against him would proclaim him as Messiah
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is because they felt that would be the greatest threat to Rome.
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Was, oh, this is the leader that's going to rise up against us.
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That was the Messiah to bring the Jewish people to world prominence.
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You know, call in the first reading in Acts, Luke.
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Luke falls into what John often falls into,
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and he only does it in Acts because when he's writing Acts,
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he's writing as late as John was.
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The Acts is written way after the Gospel of Luke,
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and then he writes Part 2 about 10, 15 years later
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when the traditional Jewish community and Christianity are really in opposition,
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really in strife, really in conflict.
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And he has phrases that start to sound a little more like John.
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You know, Jesus, Herod did all this to them
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because he realized it was making the Jewish people happy.
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They're desperate to blame it on the Jews.
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And I know it's in our scripture, but I can tell you,
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the Pax Romana was not having its strings pulled by the Jews.
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They occupied that nation, you know.
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That's like saying that the Jews talk Hitler into stuff.
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No, not how it happened.
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They could care less how the Jews felt.
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But they didn't want to blame the Roman Empire for anything that was going on,
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and so the scripture, it's always got these little asides.
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You know, I can guarantee you, whether it's in scripture or not,
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Luke did not know what was going on in Herod's head.
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And we have to read scripture with that sharpened eye.
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And so, you know, we get this story of how the church starts
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and all of the generations that we don't know
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who have given us what we have today.
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And I think it's hard enough for us to remember to be grateful
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to the ancestors we actually knew in our life.
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But all of those who have built the hospitals and churches
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that we take for granted and the schools and the infrastructure
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and, you know, next week we talk about our country
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and we don't even like to admit how many hands went into building
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what you and I take for granted.
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We want to whittle it down to a couple of heroes
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that we feel comfortable with
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rather than the people who did the hard work of building a country.
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It's so hard to do.
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And so as I come to a 30th anniversary,
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I'm keenly aware of the people who have helped me in my life.
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And I try to be aware of the people I will never know
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this side of the grave who made everything you and I have possible.
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But we can pay it forward.
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We can keep the next generation in mind.
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We can do things that we're absolutely okay with them
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not giving us credit for.
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I know that was probably the most un-American thing I've ever said.
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We don't need credit for every good deed.
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Sometimes we do it to become good people.
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And so, you know, in this moment,
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where I find my heart resting as I celebrate the anniversary
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is really with the parishes I've been at.
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People ask me about Pope Leo, and I have to tell you,
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he was, you know, he's not just American.
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He's the South Side of Chicago.
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Das America.
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But I have been more formed by the parishes since ordination
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than all of the, don't tell the seminaries, all of the professors
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and even family members and everyone I knew before
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because you start to become who you are
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when you're doing things in the world, not when you're preparing for it.
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And they can, you know, as parents have learned,
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they can do everything they want
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so that their children can be independent in the world.
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And then the tragedy, they become independent in the world.
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Even independent of your thought.
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You know, it happens.
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And so who I've become in the last 30 years
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is much more visceral in my life
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than who I became in the first 30.
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And it's a good thing.
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Because I was a mess.
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I was more of a mess.
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That was presumptuous, wasn't it?
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I wasn't always the suave debonair person.
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It's this, but, you know, and so I looked to those parishes
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and I looked how much, and that's when someone says,
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well, yeah, he's American, he's also Latin American.
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Because the formation he had in Peru
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has done more to shape his priesthood
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than what happened before ordination.
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And we hope, we hope,
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because no one should stop learning in their 20s or 30s.
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No one should stop changing and becoming deeper in faith.
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And so I look back, you know, at the various parishes I've been in,
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all radically different, all radically the same.
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And I think that the secret, for me,
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the secret to any success I've had in priesthood,
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it's about 3 ideas.
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The first one is probably the most radical.
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I don't mean that because I know a lot of wonderful priests,
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but once in a while I watch the way we preach
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or hear the way we preach and I think,
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OK, the first rule, if you don't like people,
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just go into politics.
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There's got to be a politician in the room and I apologize.
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I wasn't going to be that or lawyers.
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I mean, who do we want to pick on this guy?
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But no, you're unequal.
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You have to truly like people
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or your formation will stop when you're ordained.
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Because, of course it would be nice to say,
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your prayer life.
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We all have prayer life.
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And if my prayer life is just between me and God,
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God starts sounding an awful lot like me.
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An awful lot.
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He always uses words I understand.
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He uses the same phrases.
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This may shock you, but my God seems to be a little snarky.
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A little too much.
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But when you're in dialogue,
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this is where religion is helpful.
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When you're in dialogue with the community,
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your image of God comes from the other people in the room as well.
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And they are the only thing in your life
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made in the image of God.
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Not the statues, not a ritual.
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There's the presence of God in our community,
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in the Word made flesh, in the Eucharist,
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and the image of God in the people.
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And we have to continue finding it there.
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And what I find is the more I get in touch with that,
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everyone I know is in need of something.
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Some of us are just in need at a very physical level,
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but most of us, we need to be better.
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We need correction.
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We need people to challenge us.
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But that is less prevalent
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than the amazing goodness of the people.
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And I can't imagine,
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you know, I've got friends that I talk to,
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and they're always, you know, you have to tell them this,
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and you have to tell them that,
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and you have to tell them this and that.
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And I think, do you not see the grace
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and the goodness of the people?
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I have a running joke that I always tell people
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whenever they say, Father,
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you know, this happened, and I was traveling,
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and we had a disaster in the family,
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and there was an accident on the highway.
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I missed Mass.
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Now, it is a joke, but I always say to them,
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you know they have to pay me to go.
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Now, of course, I could go.
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That is my belief. I don't know. I've never, you know.
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But there's a difference when someone whose job,
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as well as their vocation, their job is to be there,
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stands in front of people who are there totally
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on their own sake, of their own volition,
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for their own edification.
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I'm the one humbled.
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That dynamic should never be reversed.
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For the person whose job is to be there to say,
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well, those of you who we just tried to get to show up,
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why are you not there?
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And not only are you not paid, you give money.
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For those of you that weren't aware of that,
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you give money.
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It's that, I mean, you think of the difference in the dynamic.
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People who, week after week,
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for their own relationship with God,
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simply show up.
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How can you not start, when you stand up in front,
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how can you not start from a place of amazement
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at the goodness of the people?
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And that does more to form us than anything.
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And if we can couple that with literally wanting to interact,
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and this is what I would say to everyone,
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to the extent that you interact with one another,
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you will become better, holier people.
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I get to see it from up here.
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You are good for one another.
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This is not a journey that anyone should take alone.
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And so, you rarely, I mean,
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think of all of the Gospels where Jesus sits down one on one
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and instructs the apostles.
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Doesn't happen.
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You know, where people sign up
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for an hour of spiritual direction at a time.
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It's because, and it's not because Jesus is,
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he's just smarter when it comes to time management,
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that's not what it is.
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Because he knows that even if he is teaching,
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there is another level of formation
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that happens in the gathering of the people.
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And it nourishes those of us
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who are lucky enough to be priests.
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I rarely share much of my vocation story
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because it's a really terrible story.
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You know, when did you hear the call?
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I'm still waiting.
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There was no flash moment.
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It wasn't magical.
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You know, over time, as I discerned in seminary,
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it became apparent.
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This is my path.
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This is where I should be.
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You know, it was not a lightning strike moment.
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And, you know, you grow into it.
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But the other thing is, of course,
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my family was not terribly Catholic.
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My siblings, most of them do not go to Mass anymore.
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I went to a public school.
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They used to have us come and give
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vocation talks to the seminarians.
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And my first year out of seminary,
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they asked me to come do it.
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I've not been asked for the last 29 years.
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It doesn't hit on any of those great points
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that they want to make.
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But if you're connected to the people,
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people always say,
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so what drew you to become a priest?
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And I'm like, healing.
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I found healing and goodness in the community.
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And so, you know, this is why we are,
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one of the reasons we're called to gather every week,
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the obligation to Mass.
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I think people started to realize during the pandemic
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that they've been mistaught
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because we had to start re-articulating things quickly.
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I think most people felt like
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you have to get to Mass once a week,
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almost as though the grace of the Eucharist
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has a seven-day shelf life.
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Like, you know, that grace won't last any longer.
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You need your vitamin.
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You need your fix.
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You need your word.
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You have to do this.
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It's the only way to keep you on the straight and narrow.
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And it never occurred to us
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that the obligation comes from the fact
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that we all need one another.
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And on days when you don't feel like being here,
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someone else needs to come
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and know that the church is still here.
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It's not just, I'm here for me.
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You know, we are here for each other.
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It's a commitment.
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It's a community.
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So many churches are better than we are
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at the idea of people will say,
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you know, if they're Baptist,
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they'll often say,
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oh, you know, I belong to First Baptist Church
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and I belong to...
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And Catholics will often say,
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I go to Holy Family.
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I go to.
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It's not, I belong to.
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I go to.
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And that's why we don't get the obligation.
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When we belong,
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then other people want to see the gathering
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every week as well.
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We're part of their experience.
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I know it sounds,
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I mean, it almost sounds like it's an ego thing.
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I mean, who's going to miss you
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if you're not there?
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Many people.
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You may not interact with them every time.
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You will be amazed how often
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someone will come to me and say,
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Father, do you know the guy who sits back there
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that he has not been here for a few weeks.
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Is everything okay?
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People know you.
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And if you get interested, you'll know them.
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And what I would leave to any community I could,
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you know, as a priest is
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the more you spend with one another,
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the more time you spend,
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the more visibly you will be the body of Christ.
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How do I grow in holiness?
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Prayer? Absolutely.
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You know, spiritual rituals and practice? Absolutely.
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But the primary gathering,
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you'll notice Jesus did not get together
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with his disciples the night before he died
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for a business meeting.
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The last finance council meeting.
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I dream of.
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But a supper, a gathering, a coming together.
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And we hear all of this heavy stuff.
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But you know it was also social that happened.
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They came together.
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I used to say that, you know,
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that Christians really don't even know
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how to come together without food.
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That is not a dumb thing or a bad thing.
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The doctor thinks it's problematic.
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But it's not a bad thing that we come together
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and it's not just we're here for business,
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we're here, okay, we're going to learn this,
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we're going to do scripture.
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I have never taught a scripture class
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that people don't hang around afterwards
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and talk to each other and have coffee
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and we build a community.
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Otherwise, God would call us individually,
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there'd be no church.
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And so, you know, as we come together,
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I hope that we spend some time in awe
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of the other people that we pray with.
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I thank every parish I have been at,
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and I've only been at four.
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I try not to tell Fr. Jim Baird
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because they moved him around a lot
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and we're really good friends.
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And when I came here,
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we were at lunch of about five priests
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and he was sitting right next to me
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and I obviously pretended he wasn't there
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and I kind of pouted and I said,
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I'm really upset, I mean,
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this will be the third time
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they've moved me in 25 years.
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And he very quietly says,
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I'm going to punch you in the throat.
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I've only moved, you know,
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I've had four parishes,
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so I've been moved three times.
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Every parish is different
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and every parish is an amazing vision
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of grace and love.
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And so, as we go forth today,
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be aware of one another.
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And for me, on my anniversary,
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I thank you because I have never,
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ever been able to get up here
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without being overwhelmed
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by the goodness of those of you
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who sit out there.
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Father Pat's message centers on the transforma Father Pat's message centers on the transformative power of community in the life of faith. Drawing from the Gospel of Matthew where Peter proclaims Jesus as the Christ, Father Pat uses this moment not just as a point of theological clarity, but as a springboard into a deeper reflection on what it means to belong to the Church. He emphasizes that faith is not a solitary journey, but one profoundly shaped by the people around us—the community that gathers, supports, and challenges us. His 30th anniversary of priesthood becomes a moment of gratitude, not for personal accomplishments, but for the countless individuals and parishes who have formed him into the priest he is today. His homily invites listeners to see the Church not as a building or a set of doctrines, but as a living, breathing body made up of people whose presence and goodness reflect the image of God.
In greater detail, Father Pat anchors his reflection in the well-known Gospel passage from Matthew 16, where Peter declares Jesus to be the Messiah. Jesus' response—that only God could have revealed this truth to Peter—becomes a moment of both affirmation and ambiguity. Father Pat questions whether Peter fully understood what he was saying. Did Peter grasp the suffering and nonviolent path of Jesus' messiahship, or was he still clinging to the Jewish expectation of a political liberator? This tension, Father Pat suggests, mirrors our own faith journeys: it's one thing to proclaim belief, another to live into the challenging implications of that belief.
He then contrasts Peter and Paul as archetypes for the Church’s foundation: Peter as the institutional rock, a new Moses with keys to the kingdom, and Paul as the prophetic outsider, having had a personal, mystical encounter with Christ but lacking firsthand formation from Jesus’ earthly ministry. Paul, he humorously notes, would today be the person who walks in saying, “I’m not Catholic, I just had a powerful prayer experience, and I want to teach catechism.” Despite their differences—and even their imperfections—both were essential in shaping the early Church. This duality reflects a Church that must hold both structure and spirit, authority and inspiration.
Father Pat’s 30th anniversary becomes an introspective lens for exploring how faith is formed not solely by doctrine or seminary education, but by the people we serve and live among. He acknowledges that his deepest formation has come not from theological study, but from parish communities that have shaped him more profoundly than any class or textbook could. He speaks of the essential need for priests (and by extension, all Christians) to truly like people—without that love, ministry becomes hollow. He affirms that while personal prayer is vital, it risks becoming a monologue with oneself unless it is grounded in the lived reality of other people who are made in the image of God.
Father Pat challenges the notion of Eucharistic obligation as a mere rule, reframing it as a communal responsibility: we gather because others need us to be there, just as we need them. He criticizes the language of “I go to church” versus “I belong to this church,” urging a deeper sense of ownership and connectedness within the community of faith. He celebrates the ordinary holiness and goodness of the people in the pews, affirming that their mere presence is a form of ministry and a source of inspiration for him.
He also calls for gratitude—not just toward those we know, but to the unseen generations who built the foundations of our churches, hospitals, and schools. He links this to a broader cultural tendency to reduce history to a few heroes, overlooking the countless unnamed individuals whose sacrifices made our lives possible. This gratitude should not end in nostalgia, but inspire us to “pay it forward” by doing good without seeking recognition. He acknowledges how un-American that may sound, but insists that becoming good people often means acting without applause.
Father Pat closes with a compelling vision of the Church as a place of mutual transformation. Holiness is not achieved in isolation, but in the messiness and beauty of relationships. The Eucharist, the rituals, the gatherings—all of it is meant to bind us together as the Body of Christ. Even Jesus, he notes, didn’t hold private spiritual direction sessions; he formed his disciples in the context of community. In the same way, our own transformation is catalyzed by our interactions with one another. His anniversary is not a celebration of personal achievement, but a thanksgiving for the people who have made his vocation possible.
Ultimately, Father Pat's message is a heartfelt and theologically rich call to recognize the sacred in one another, to embrace the communal dimension of faith, and to never underestimate the transformative power of simply showing up....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1165.27001953125, "text": "The Lord be with you a reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew Jesus said to his disciples if your brother sins against you go and tell him his fault between you and him alone If he listens to you, you have won over your brother If he does not listen take one or two others along with you So that every fact may be established on the testimony of two or three witnesses If he refuses to listen to them Tell the church if he refuses to listen even to the church then treat him as you would a Gentile or a tax collector Amen, I say to you, whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven Again, I say to you if two of you agree on earth about anything for which they are to pray It shall be granted to them by my heavenly Father For where two or three are gathered together in my name there am I in the midst of them the gospel of the Lord While it is not the main point of the liturgy today I Always feel that I need to at least touch on on the end of that gospel because it's one of those Moments in scripture that I think has misled people who you know, we Matthew's version is very different from Luke's, but basically If two of you agree on anything on earth For which you are to pray it will be granted I've done some research on this. It doesn't work. I Constantly have prayer partners come together and if two of us agree that we should win the Powerball We don't seem to do any better You know the the idea that if you pray in the name of Jesus and you pray with your community and you're all of one Heart God is on the hook to do whatever you say Not only does it not work. It would be a disaster if it did Because it would basically say that you and I are in charge of the universe We control God through our prayers all we have to do is, you know, it becomes very much the world of Harry Potter if we can get the right group together and say the right words and say it in the name of Jesus if the way if the spell goes right and That can't be prayer prayer is never about bending God's will to ours and Even though that seems obvious in our heart of hearts. I have just unraveled Better than 95% of our prayers You know, we pray for the people in Florida, but what do we mean by that? Well, hopefully what we mean is we pray to God about these situations until our heart is changed enough to help If you're not praying to change your own heart in any situation You're probably going to be disappointed with the results of the prayer Even when you've got a friend who is sick and we want to pray for them What we're really hoping that prayer will do will help us to respond to them better to be the the best image of Christ for that person we can We would love for the miracle to happen. But you know, what what do we do with the numerous times? You know that you you prayed for Mary and she got better and you prayed for Jane and she didn't I Mean, I suppose people could go back and say, okay. I I must have done the prayer differently And you're back to Harry Potter. I Didn't get the spell right this time, you know, or God listens to prayers once in a while So we get this little thing at the end that reminds us That prayer is about helping us to bring our lives into line with God And that's where it picks up to the other three readings today the first part of the gospel and the other two readings and that is we get this image of one of the aspects of our christianity of our faith Is am I you know, am I my brother's keeper? Am I my sister's keeper? What is our responsibility towards one another and we get three very different images the first one is From the hebrew scriptures. It is the oldest of the three and it's the one that the other two Turn over in a very real way because this one says You know your job is to tell everyone else in the world what they're doing wrong And if you don't And they end up going to hell. It's your fault because you didn't tell them what they were doing wrong I can't tell you how many christians love this image This is the theology of every busy body since the beginning of time So Not only is it my job to tell you what you're doing wrong, but it's my job to make the judgment and decide ahead of time I will decide what's right and what's wrong whenever I always cringe when someone says let me i'm going to tell you the truth now The truth that we have to tell is never the truth that comes up at that moment Because the real truth you basically have in life is the truth of who you are That's a truth. We like to cover up Very rarely will someone say let me tell you the truth. I am simply an irritable person No, let me tell you the truth about what irritates me about you or what you do that's wrong or you know The real truth we have is our own faults and our own mistakes. And so even though this first reading says You know, you must dissuade everyone else from what they're doing wrong Paul to the romans this this letter to the romans Um, it says the exact opposite it says, you know, that's that's the law that we've had for centuries at that point and it says You know what if you love one another you fulfilled the law Quit trying to pick everything else apart And where the one says you owe it to one another to tell them what they're doing wrong This one says all you owe to everyone is is to love them now once in a while in your life you're going to see someone going down a bad road and Out of love out of real concern for them You will pull them aside and say this is you know, people who have dealt with friends who have addictions You know where you have to say am I willing to take that issue on? And if it's easy Maybe you're just sticking your nose in When there's a real relationship at risk and it's hard, but you force yourself to talk to them. Anyway Now we're talking about this love of another person And I think what has happened is christianity has reversed that we've done it on such a wide scale that The number of christians who will say well, you know I can't talk to my brother-in-law about their drinking problem because you know, I just don't want to get into it It's not my place. It's not my place It's not my place, but but I do want to work on getting the law changed against those people in missouri for christ You know, oh let's march against those people. Let's get those people Let's change everyone else in the world at a distance But i'm not going to you know, actually risk the relationships in my life Our christianity actually asks us first to start with those closest to us You know, it asks us very first to start with the people we are closest with where there's a real relationship at risk Getting mad at the way people live in some other part of the world. That's christianity from the cheap seat You know, um if if my idea of correction is to sign a petition against someone i've never met rather than Deal with issues that are actually going on with the people in my life And that's where the gospel brings us and it puts it in the context of forgiveness A lot of this, you know, this should be on the You know printed somewhere on the wall of every workplace in america and that is It's really radical theology and it's something that psychology has been very uh adamant about for about the last 40 years Which you know, once again puts us only a couple thousand years behind scripture and that is This is this is radical. But if you're having a problem with someone talk to them This is death to the gossip You know to the gossip. This is the worst thing that jesus could have ever told them If you're struggling with someone talk to that person Before you talk to anyone else And I can't tell you the the different methods we have to avoid that I I know that you know, i've always been in catholic schools my whole priesthood I've been from one school parish to another school parish and you know one of the dynamics and it's not all parents But one of the dynamics you'll notice is if a parent doesn't like the way something's going They won't come and talk to you until they've got a posse of 12 Which means they've basically talked to at least 48 people to get their posse of 12 before they talk to the person that they're upset with You know, uh, or or often they just pretend all of that's happened and they'll show up and they'll say You know, we just want you to know people are unhappy with this Which people? Because you know whenever someone says i'm just here to represent the anonymous crowd I uh My principal she won't do this, but I keep saying, you know You got to try it just once because she so badly when someone says, you know, we we've heard That people are unhappy about this. She always wants to say so. How is that barista at starbucks? Because Clearly we're talking about something everywhere, but where it happens And I think today there is no I I really can say I don't think it's ever been worse in history and that is because of the advent of our social media You know, I I cannot believe when I go out on facebook How much I i've never met anyone in person as nasty as people are online You know Face to face we tend not to say something that vicious to anyone and certainly not to the person we're complaining about But we go online and sometimes we spend hours being indoctrinated by the meanest spirit in our culture Being indoctrinated by oh, did you see what they said about so-and-so today? That was a good one What is that doing to us? You know, what who are we becoming as a people when what we what we fill ourselves with most? Is who's upset over what? and you know Some people say the exact same thing as someone else on facebook, but they go after what's positive in other words You know, it's not that they hate You know, it's not that they hate the color of the building It's that they wish it didn't matter so much or they'll you know, they'll talk about a positive aspect and I thought you know, what if? What if our christianity what if there was now, of course, it would be a dangerous thing because everyone would want to control it but what if You actually had a gospel filter I thought if if something that said every time someone says something that's nasty about a person it got filtered My facebook feed would be dead within a week You know, and i'm not sure that everything i've said on facebook wouldn't get me blocked We say little things and we snipe at different people And I think you know right now you can go left or right I think it's sort of funny that everyone talks about You know this rise of of hatred in america And some people really hate dynamics other people can't stop That from becoming hating other people and so You know, I i've read a whole bunch of things on both sides this week and there is one That when when the daca thing came up, there are people who absolutely you can see by their response If they don't hate there's an absolute lack of concern for immigrants Absolute lack of concern even to the point of hatred even to the point of mean-spirited comments And instead of simply defending that then the other side Hates everyone who's not supporting daca Hates those people and the minute you hate those people you've fallen into their path And they've won anyway, you know If if I can't get you to hate the people I hate at least if I can get you to hate me I've created another hater You know and what if we had that filter on our life that said, you know, there might be a point there But they're they're just sniping out and hating someone because it's easy what would happen if We started taking all that energy and putting it into solutions because I I you know, I I hate I hate to undo your greatest hopes in the world, but um Retweeting anything has not solved an issue in america Reposting on facebook has not solved an issue You know and what it tends to do is stir us up, but it stirs us to inaction You know what last time facebook really got me stirred up the best it did was I think I checked on facebook earlier that day You know, I checked back in more often That's not being stirred up the gospel stirs us up to go out and work to change something Right. I have a friend who who's all who loves to tell me that you know She's so upset about so much going on And it's the one person when I say but what are you doing about it every day? I I write three letters make three phone calls or knock on three doors of congressmen senators, whoever I can find I'm, just going to make sure my voice is heard You know, but I thought oh that is a commitment You know, and you know, what? Well, I I reposted three things That's nice I mean anyone knows that you know, you only read about You know you read at when you finally check in on facebook you read whatever was posted in the last hour and move on You can't even catch up to where you were before so it's it's this sort of We we kind of pick and choose things that stir us but don't stir us to action the gospel stirs us to action I always like to think of the gospel as a language Not as a philosophy not even as a religion. It is a language And anyone who studied languages know there's a difference between learning a language and becoming fluent in it Someone asked me this week. They said so what what's your greatest challenge with italian? And I said, well, I don't speak it anymore I don't I don't use it every day the way I did for seven years. I just I don't use it And that means I can still read it. I can still understand it, but I don't think in italian anymore you know, there are some who say I don't think in english, but um I don't think in italian I the words aren't there as quickly, you know in english you think something and it flies out your mouth sometimes before you are ready for it, too Because you use it all the time We need to become fluent in gospel And that doesn't mean that you can say oh that was matthew chapter 5 verse 2. No not fluent in the text Fluent in that gut level reaction that works to help people in need we've all been so amazed as we've watched in houston people who just They're not trying to Put out their life with christ to the world. They just see a need and they react You know and that's our start and I take nothing away from it. That's a great thing when communities come together I've noticed it was not the same response when we had the horrible mudslide in india, which killed so many more Because those are other people and they're out of mind and out of sight and we don't worry about it as much They're they're not us Okay, so We're helpful and we're good. We're not there yet So when we reach out because someone right in front of us is hurting that is a good thing that is learning the language If we ever get to the point where we're just as devastated of what happened in india as we are What happens in our own country then the gospel is starting to become our first language Then we speak it and we think it and we dream in it You know, then it's really our language, but it's so hard for us. We've we've spoken other languages for so long And languages i've got a friend and I always think you know It's so hard for us to get our head out of the way we think And I had this friend tara Lives in chicago now i've known her since high school and tara was blind from birth And she loves to tell her story. She calls it question 15 She was doing this little job interview thing and they had this personality profile And they knew she'd been blind from birth and they were ready they thought You know they had the little questionnaire all done in braille and she was going to tape her answers Into a recorder and she goes they'd gone to all that trouble to do that And then she gets to question 15. What is your favorite color? They still weren't thinking outside their own language, but what you gotta love about tara is her answer was bacon She said I can smell it from a mile away Okay But you know you get that point where you start to realize They were thinking they knew enough that that she she read braille They knew it, but they just they they weren't getting to a point where they spoke it as a first language It's a different she had a different place of coming from And so I think the gospel asks us to do that The gospel asks us to reach out not just to something we see right in front of us But for that to become our language So that we we look through a social feed or a twitter feed and we go. Oh, you know that that that's not our language Oh that kind of hatred not our language That kind of you know hatred. I I I think you know as long as I see The right and the left the democrats republicans call it Whatever you want as long as they're at each other's throat. This will never be a christian country We call it a christian country until someone disagrees with us and then Both sides get pretty rabid pretty quick And some and there could be great reasons, but they stop fighting the evil and start fighting one another You know, that's just not a christian country. We have to learn to do is fight the evil without falling into the hatred And when we do that We no longer understand the gospel. We speak it as a language. 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This is the worst thing that jesus could have ever told them", "tokens": [51624, 509, 458, 281, 264, 31788, 13, 639, 307, 264, 5855, 551, 300, 361, 26739, 727, 362, 1562, 1907, 552, 51808], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.20123106241226196, "compression_ratio": 1.659919023513794, "no_speech_prob": 0.002323107561096549}, {"id": 112, "seek": 51412, "start": 515.0800170898438, "end": 518.4400024414062, "text": " If you're struggling with someone talk to that person", "tokens": [50412, 759, 291, 434, 9314, 365, 1580, 751, 281, 300, 954, 50580], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.1830977499485016, "compression_ratio": 1.800711750984192, "no_speech_prob": 0.0015487245982512832}, {"id": 113, "seek": 51412, "start": 519.47998046875, "end": 521.47998046875, "text": " Before you talk to anyone else", "tokens": [50632, 4546, 291, 751, 281, 2878, 1646, 50732], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.1830977499485016, "compression_ratio": 1.800711750984192, "no_speech_prob": 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She always wants to say so. How is that barista at starbucks?", "tokens": [50908, 663, 561, 366, 22172, 466, 341, 13, 1240, 1009, 2738, 281, 584, 370, 13, 1012, 307, 300, 2159, 5236, 412, 3543, 24599, 30, 51137], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2271757274866104, "compression_ratio": 1.5358649492263794, "no_speech_prob": 0.011505693197250366}, {"id": 128, "seek": 56796, "start": 586.0399780273438, "end": 587.1599731445312, "text": " Because", "tokens": [51268, 1436, 51324], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2271757274866104, "compression_ratio": 1.5358649492263794, "no_speech_prob": 0.011505693197250366}, {"id": 129, "seek": 56796, "start": 587.1599731445312, "end": 590.2000122070312, "text": " Clearly we're talking about something everywhere, but where it happens", "tokens": [51324, 24120, 321, 434, 1417, 466, 746, 5315, 11, 457, 689, 309, 2314, 51476], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2271757274866104, "compression_ratio": 1.5358649492263794, "no_speech_prob": 0.011505693197250366}, {"id": 130, 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458, 11, 286, 286, 2644, 1697, 562, 286, 352, 484, 322, 23372, 50952], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2236916571855545, "compression_ratio": 1.6206896305084229, "no_speech_prob": 0.012624225579202175}, {"id": 133, "seek": 59356, "start": 606.6799926757812, "end": 613.239990234375, "text": " How much I i've never met anyone in person as nasty as people are online", "tokens": [51020, 1012, 709, 286, 741, 600, 1128, 1131, 2878, 294, 954, 382, 17923, 382, 561, 366, 2950, 51348], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2236916571855545, "compression_ratio": 1.6206896305084229, "no_speech_prob": 0.012624225579202175}, {"id": 134, "seek": 59356, "start": 614.9199829101562, "end": 615.9600219726562, "text": " You know", "tokens": [51432, 509, 458, 51484], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.2236916571855545, "compression_ratio": 1.6206896305084229, "no_speech_prob": 0.012624225579202175}, {"id": 135, "seek": 59356, "start": 615.9600219726562, "end": 622.4400024414062, "text": " Face to 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after what's positive in other words", "tokens": [50420, 2188, 561, 584, 264, 1900, 912, 551, 382, 1580, 1646, 322, 23372, 11, 457, 436, 352, 934, 437, 311, 3353, 294, 661, 2283, 50676], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.1812659651041031, "compression_ratio": 1.843866229057312, "no_speech_prob": 0.004609412048012018}, {"id": 147, "seek": 65316, "start": 659.7999877929688, "end": 661.7999877929688, "text": " You know, it's not that they hate", "tokens": [50696, 509, 458, 11, 309, 311, 406, 300, 436, 4700, 50796], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.1812659651041031, "compression_ratio": 1.843866229057312, "no_speech_prob": 0.004609412048012018}, {"id": 148, "seek": 65316, "start": 662.280029296875, "end": 665.5599975585938, "text": " You know, it's not that they hate the color of the building", "tokens": [50820, 509, 458, 11, 309, 311, 406, 300, 436, 4700, 264, 2017, 295, 264, 2390, 50984], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.1812659651041031, "compression_ratio": 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up the gospel stirs us up to go out and work to change something", "tokens": [50544, 663, 311, 406, 885, 49409, 493, 264, 14943, 8946, 82, 505, 493, 281, 352, 484, 293, 589, 281, 1319, 746, 50836], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 185, "seek": 81676, "start": 827.5599975585938, "end": 831.8800048828125, "text": " Right. I have a friend who who's all who loves to tell me that you know", "tokens": [50904, 1779, 13, 286, 362, 257, 1277, 567, 567, 311, 439, 567, 6752, 281, 980, 385, 300, 291, 458, 51120], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 186, "seek": 81676, "start": 832.6799926757812, "end": 834.6799926757812, "text": " She's so upset about so much going on", "tokens": [51160, 1240, 311, 370, 8340, 466, 370, 709, 516, 322, 51260], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 187, "seek": 81676, "start": 835.3200073242188, "end": 838.760009765625, "text": " And it's the one person when I say but what are you doing about it every day?", "tokens": [51292, 400, 309, 311, 264, 472, 954, 562, 286, 584, 457, 437, 366, 291, 884, 466, 309, 633, 786, 30, 51464], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 188, "seek": 81676, "start": 839.1599731445312, "end": 845.47998046875, "text": " I I write three letters make three phone calls or knock on three doors of congressmen senators, whoever I can find", "tokens": [51484, 286, 286, 2464, 1045, 7825, 652, 1045, 2593, 5498, 420, 6728, 322, 1045, 8077, 295, 17546, 2558, 32221, 11, 11387, 286, 393, 915, 51800], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 189, "seek": 84676, "start": 846.8400268554688, "end": 848.8400268554688, "text": " I'm, just going to make sure my voice is heard", "tokens": [50368, 286, 478, 11, 445, 516, 281, 652, 988, 452, 3177, 307, 2198, 50468], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 190, "seek": 84676, "start": 849.6400146484375, "end": 852.0599975585938, "text": " You know, but I thought oh that is a commitment", "tokens": [50508, 509, 458, 11, 457, 286, 1194, 1954, 300, 307, 257, 8371, 50629], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 191, "seek": 84676, "start": 853.0, "end": 856.280029296875, "text": " You know, and you know, what? Well, I I reposted three things", "tokens": [50676, 509, 458, 11, 293, 291, 458, 11, 437, 30, 1042, 11, 286, 286, 1085, 555, 292, 1045, 721, 50840], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 192, "seek": 84676, "start": 858.280029296875, "end": 859.719970703125, "text": " That's nice", "tokens": [50940, 663, 311, 1481, 51012], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 193, "seek": 84676, "start": 859.719970703125, "end": 862.2000122070312, "text": " I mean anyone knows that you know, you only read about", "tokens": [51012, 286, 914, 2878, 3255, 300, 291, 458, 11, 291, 787, 1401, 466, 51136], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 194, "seek": 84676, "start": 862.6799926757812, "end": 867.3200073242188, "text": " You know you read at when you finally check in on facebook you read whatever was posted in the last hour and move on", "tokens": [51160, 509, 458, 291, 1401, 412, 562, 291, 2721, 1520, 294, 322, 23372, 291, 1401, 2035, 390, 9437, 294, 264, 1036, 1773, 293, 1286, 322, 51392], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 195, "seek": 84676, "start": 868.0399780273438, "end": 870.0399780273438, "text": " You can't even catch up to where you were before", "tokens": [51428, 509, 393, 380, 754, 3745, 493, 281, 689, 291, 645, 949, 51528], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 196, "seek": 84676, "start": 871.0800170898438, "end": 873.1599731445312, "text": " so it's it's this sort of", "tokens": [51580, 370, 309, 311, 309, 311, 341, 1333, 295, 51684], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 197, "seek": 87316, "start": 873.8800048828125, "end": 881.0800170898438, "text": " We we kind of pick and choose things that stir us but don't stir us to action the gospel stirs us to action", "tokens": [50400, 492, 321, 733, 295, 1888, 293, 2826, 721, 300, 8946, 505, 457, 500, 380, 8946, 505, 281, 3069, 264, 14943, 8946, 82, 505, 281, 3069, 50760], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18712107837200165, "compression_ratio": 1.7007299661636353, "no_speech_prob": 0.045337967574596405}, {"id": 198, "seek": 87316, "start": 881.6400146484375, "end": 883.8800048828125, "text": " I always like to think of the gospel as a language", "tokens": [50788, 286, 1009, 411, 281, 519, 295, 264, 14943, 382, 257, 2856, 50900], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18712107837200165, "compression_ratio": 1.7007299661636353, "no_speech_prob": 0.045337967574596405}, {"id": 199, "seek": 87316, "start": 884.9199829101562, "end": 889.5599975585938, "text": " Not as a philosophy not even as a religion. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you a reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew
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Jesus said to his disciples if your brother sins against you go and tell him his fault between you and him alone
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If he listens to you, you have won over your brother
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If he does not listen take one or two others along with you
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So that every fact may be established on the testimony of two or three witnesses
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If he refuses to listen to them
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Tell the church if he refuses to listen even to the church then treat him as you would a Gentile or a tax collector
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Amen, I say to you, whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven
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Again, I say to you if two of you agree on earth about anything for which they are to pray
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It shall be granted to them by my heavenly Father
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For where two or three are gathered together in my name there am I in the midst of them
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the gospel of the Lord
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While it is not the main point of the liturgy today I
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Always feel that I need to at least touch on on the end of that gospel because it's one of those
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Moments in scripture that I think has misled people who you know, we Matthew's version is very different from Luke's, but basically
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If two of you agree on anything on earth
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For which you are to pray it will be granted
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I've done some research on this. It doesn't work. I
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Constantly have prayer partners come together and if two of us agree that we should win the Powerball
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We don't seem to do any better
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You know the the idea that if you pray in the name of Jesus and you pray with your community and you're all of one
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Heart God is on the hook to do whatever you say
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Not only does it not work. It would be a disaster if it did
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Because it would basically say that you and I are in charge of the universe
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We control God through our prayers all we have to do is, you know, it becomes very much the world of Harry Potter
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if we can get the right group together and say the right words and say it in the name of Jesus if the way if the
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spell goes right and
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That can't be prayer
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prayer is never about bending God's will to ours and
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Even though that seems obvious in our heart of hearts. I have just unraveled
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Better than 95% of our prayers
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You know, we pray for the people in Florida, but what do we mean by that?
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Well, hopefully what we mean is we pray to God about these situations until our heart is changed enough to help
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If you're not praying to change your own heart in any situation
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You're probably going to be disappointed with the results of the prayer
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Even when you've got a friend who is sick and we want to pray for them
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What we're really hoping that prayer will do will help us to respond to them better to be the the best image of Christ
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for that person we can
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We would love for the miracle to happen. But you know, what what do we do with the numerous times?
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You know that you you prayed for Mary and she got better and you prayed for Jane and she didn't
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Mean, I suppose people could go back and say, okay. I I must have done the prayer differently
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And you're back to Harry Potter. I
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Didn't get the spell right this time, you know, or God listens to prayers once in a while
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So we get this
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little thing at the end that reminds us
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That prayer is about helping us to bring our lives into line with God
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And that's where it picks up to the other three readings today
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the first part of the gospel and the other two readings and that is we get this image of
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one of the aspects of our christianity of our faith
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Is am I you know, am I my brother's keeper? Am I my sister's keeper?
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What is our responsibility towards one another and we get three very different images
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the first one is
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From the hebrew scriptures. It is the oldest of the three and it's the one that the other two
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Turn over in a very real way because this one says
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You know your job is to tell everyone else in the world what they're doing wrong
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And if you don't
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And they end up going to hell. It's your fault because you didn't tell them what they were doing wrong
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I can't tell you how many christians love this image
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This is the theology of every busy body since the beginning of time
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So
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Not only is it my job to tell you what you're doing wrong, but it's my job to make the judgment and decide ahead of time
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I will decide what's right and what's wrong whenever I always cringe when someone says let me i'm going to tell you the truth now
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The truth that we have to tell is never the truth that comes up at that moment
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Because the real truth you basically have in life is the truth of who you are
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That's a truth. We like to cover up
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Very rarely will someone say let me tell you the truth. I am simply an irritable person
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No, let me tell you the truth about what irritates me about you or what you do that's wrong or you know
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The real truth we have is our own faults and our own mistakes. And so even though this first reading says
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You know, you must dissuade everyone else from what they're doing wrong
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Paul to the romans this this letter to the romans
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Um, it says the exact opposite it says, you know, that's that's the law that we've had for centuries at that point and it says
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You know what if you love one another you fulfilled the law
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Quit trying to pick everything else apart
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And where the one says you owe it to one another to tell them what they're doing wrong
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This one says all you owe to everyone is is to love them
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now once in a while in your life
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you're going to see someone going down a bad road and
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Out of love out of real concern for them
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You will pull them aside and say this is you know, people who have dealt with friends who have addictions
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You know where you have to say am I willing to take that issue on?
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And if it's easy
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Maybe you're just sticking your nose in
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When there's a real relationship at risk and it's hard, but you force yourself to talk to them. Anyway
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Now we're talking about
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this love of another person
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And I think what has happened is christianity has reversed that
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we've done it on such a wide scale that
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The number of christians who will say well, you know
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I can't talk to my brother-in-law about their drinking problem because you know, I just don't want to get into it
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It's not my place. It's not my place
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It's not my place, but but I do want to work on getting the law changed against those people in missouri for christ
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You know, oh let's march against those people. Let's get those people
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Let's change everyone else in the world at a distance
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But i'm not going to you know, actually risk the relationships in my life
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Our christianity actually asks us first to start with those closest to us
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You know, it asks us very first to start with the people we are closest with where there's a real relationship
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at risk
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Getting mad at the way people live in some other part of the world. That's christianity from the cheap seat
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You know, um if if my idea of correction is to sign a petition against someone i've never met
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rather than
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Deal with issues that are actually going on with the people in my life
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And that's where the gospel brings us and it puts it in the context of forgiveness
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A lot of this, you know, this should be on the
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You know printed somewhere on the wall of every workplace
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in america and that is
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It's really radical theology and it's something that psychology has been very uh adamant about for about the last 40 years
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Which you know, once again puts us only a couple thousand years behind scripture
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and that is
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This is this is radical. But if you're having a problem with someone talk to them
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This is death to the gossip
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You know to the gossip. This is the worst thing that jesus could have ever told them
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If you're struggling with someone talk to that person
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Before you talk to anyone else
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And I can't tell you the the different methods we have to avoid that
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I I know that you know, i've always been in catholic schools my whole priesthood
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I've been from one school parish to another school parish and you know one of the dynamics and it's not all parents
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But one of the dynamics you'll notice is if a parent doesn't like the way something's going
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They won't come and talk to you until they've got a posse of 12
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Which means they've basically talked to at least 48 people to get their posse of 12 before they talk to the person that they're upset with
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You know, uh, or or often they just pretend all of that's happened and they'll show up and they'll say
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You know, we just want you to know people are unhappy with this
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Which people?
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Because you know whenever someone says i'm just here to represent the anonymous crowd
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I uh
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My principal she won't do this, but I keep saying, you know
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You got to try it just once because she so badly when someone says, you know, we we've heard
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That people are unhappy about this. She always wants to say so. How is that barista at starbucks?
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Because
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Clearly we're talking about something everywhere, but where it happens
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And I think today there is no
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I I really can say I don't think it's ever been worse in history and that is because of the advent of our social media
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You know, I I cannot believe when I go out on facebook
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How much I i've never met anyone in person as nasty as people are online
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You know
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Face to face we tend not to say something that vicious to anyone and certainly not to the person we're complaining about
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But we go online and sometimes we spend hours
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being
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indoctrinated by the meanest spirit in our culture
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Being indoctrinated by oh, did you see what they said about so-and-so today?
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That was a good one
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What is that doing to us?
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You know, what who are we becoming as a people when what we what we fill ourselves with most?
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Is who's upset over what?
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and
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you know
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Some people say the exact same thing as someone else on facebook, but they go after what's positive in other words
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You know, it's not that they hate
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You know, it's not that they hate the color of the building
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It's that they wish it didn't matter so much or they'll you know, they'll talk about a positive aspect and I thought you know, what if?
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What if our christianity what if there was now, of course, it would be a dangerous thing because everyone would want to control it
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but what if
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You actually had a gospel filter
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I thought if if something that said every time someone says something that's nasty about a person it got filtered
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My facebook feed would be dead within a week
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You know, and i'm not sure that everything i've said on facebook wouldn't get me blocked
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We say little things and we snipe at different people
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And I think you know right now you can go left or right I think it's sort of funny that everyone talks about
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You know this rise of of hatred in america
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And some people really hate dynamics other people can't stop
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That from becoming hating other people
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and so
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You know, I i've read a whole bunch of things on both sides this week and there is one
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That when when the daca thing came up, there are people who absolutely you can see by their response
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If they don't hate there's an absolute lack of concern for immigrants
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Absolute lack of concern even to the point of hatred even to the point of mean-spirited comments
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And instead of simply defending that then the other side
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Hates everyone who's not supporting daca
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Hates those people and the minute you hate those people you've fallen into their path
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And they've won anyway, you know
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If if I can't get you to hate the people I hate at least if I can get you to hate me
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I've created another hater
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You know and what if we had that filter on our life that said, you know, there might be a point there
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But they're they're just sniping out and hating someone because it's easy
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what would happen if
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We started taking all that energy and putting it into solutions
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because
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I I you know, I I hate I hate to undo your greatest hopes in the world, but um
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Retweeting anything has not solved an issue in america
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Reposting on facebook has not solved an issue
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You know and what it tends to do is stir us up, but it stirs us
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to inaction
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You know what last time facebook really got me stirred up the best it did was I think I checked on facebook earlier that day
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You know, I checked back in more often
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That's not being stirred up the gospel stirs us up to go out and work to change something
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Right. I have a friend who who's all who loves to tell me that you know
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She's so upset about so much going on
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And it's the one person when I say but what are you doing about it every day?
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I I write three letters make three phone calls or knock on three doors of congressmen senators, whoever I can find
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I'm, just going to make sure my voice is heard
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You know, but I thought oh that is a commitment
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You know, and you know, what? Well, I I reposted three things
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That's nice
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I mean anyone knows that you know, you only read about
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You know you read at when you finally check in on facebook you read whatever was posted in the last hour and move on
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You can't even catch up to where you were before
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so it's it's this sort of
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We we kind of pick and choose things that stir us but don't stir us to action the gospel stirs us to action
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I always like to think of the gospel as a language
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Not as a philosophy not even as a religion. It is a language
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And anyone who studied languages know there's a difference between learning a language and becoming fluent in it
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Someone asked me this week. They said so what what's your greatest challenge with italian? And I said, well, I don't speak it anymore
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I don't I don't use it every day the way I did for seven years. I just I don't use it
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And that means I can still read it. I can still understand it, but I don't think in italian anymore
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you know, there are some who say I don't think in english, but um
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I don't think in italian
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I the words aren't there as quickly, you know in english you think something and it flies out your mouth sometimes before you are ready
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for it, too
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Because you use it all the time
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We need to become fluent in gospel
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And that doesn't mean that you can say oh that was matthew chapter 5 verse 2. No not fluent in the text
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Fluent in that gut level reaction that works to help people in need
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we've all been so amazed as we've watched in houston people who just
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They're not trying to
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Put out their life with christ to the world. They just see a need and they react
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You know and that's our start and I take nothing away from it. That's a great thing when communities come together
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I've noticed it was not the same response when we had the horrible mudslide in india, which killed so many more
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Because those are other people and they're out of mind and out of sight and we don't worry about it as much
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They're they're not us
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Okay, so
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We're helpful and we're good. We're not there yet
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So when we reach out because someone right in front of us is hurting that is a good thing that is learning the language
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If we ever get to the point where we're just as devastated of what happened in india as we are
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What happens in our own country then the gospel is starting to become our first language
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Then we speak it and we think it and we dream in it
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You know, then it's really our language, but it's so hard for us. We've we've spoken other languages for so long
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And languages i've got a friend and I always think you know
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It's so hard for us to get our head out of the way we think
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And I had this friend tara
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Lives in chicago now i've known her since high school and tara was blind from birth
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And she loves to tell her story. She calls it question 15
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She was doing this little job interview thing and they had this personality profile
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And they knew she'd been blind from birth and they were ready
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they thought
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You know they had the little questionnaire all done in braille and she was going to tape her answers
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Into a recorder and she goes they'd gone to all that trouble to do that
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And then she gets to question 15. What is your favorite color?
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They still weren't thinking outside their own language, but what you gotta love about tara is her answer was bacon
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She said I can smell it from a mile away
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Okay
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But you know you get that point where you start to realize
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They were thinking they knew enough that that she she read braille
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They knew it, but they just they they weren't getting to a point where they spoke it as a first language
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It's a different she had a different place of coming from
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And so I think the gospel asks us to do that
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The gospel asks us to reach out not just to something we see right in front of us
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But for that to become our language
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So that we we look through a social feed or a twitter feed and we go. Oh, you know that that that's not our language
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Oh that kind of hatred not our language
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That kind of you know hatred. I I I think you know as long as I see
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The right and the left the democrats republicans call it
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Whatever you want as long as they're at each other's throat. This will never be a christian country
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We call it a christian country until someone disagrees with us and then
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Both sides get pretty rabid pretty quick
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And some and there could be great reasons, but they stop fighting the evil and start fighting one another
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You know, that's just not a christian country. We have to learn to do is fight the evil without falling into the hatred
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And when we do that
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We no longer understand the gospel. We speak it as a language. We speak it with fluency
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We think in it we dream in it
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We become the people that can truly be architects of a christian nation and a kingdom of god
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Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that true Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that true Christianity is not about controlling others or using prayer as a tool to bend God’s will to our own, but about allowing prayer and the Gospel to transform our own hearts and actions. He challenges the misuse of scripture to justify judgmentalism or passive religiosity, and instead calls for a deeper, more relational, and personal accountability in living out the Gospel. Prayer is not a magical formula for results, but a means of opening ourselves to God’s vision and love. Our responsibility as Christians is to love others authentically, beginning with those closest to us, and to engage in real, courageous, and loving relationships rather than distant ideological battles. Christianity, according to Father Pat, is not a passive identification but an active, lived language—a way of seeing, thinking, and responding to the world that reflects Christ’s presence and compassion.
Father Pat begins by unpacking a commonly misunderstood passage in the Gospel of Matthew: “if two of you agree on earth about anything for which they are to pray, it shall be granted to them.” He humorously but pointedly debunks the notion that prayer is a transactional mechanism—God is not a genie, nor is prayer a spell we cast with the right incantation and group of people. He warns against treating prayer like a magical system, akin to Harry Potter, where outcomes are determined by saying the right words with the right people. This misunderstanding, he says, undermines the true purpose of prayer, which is not to change God, but to change ourselves.
He explains that prayer is meant to shape our hearts, not manipulate divine outcomes. When we pray for someone suffering, our hope should not rest solely on a miraculous recovery but on our becoming more compassionate and Christ-like in our response to them. If prayer doesn’t lead us to action or transformation, it will inevitably lead to disappointment. Father Pat points out that most of our prayers, at their core, are attempts to align God with our desires, rather than to align ourselves with God's will—and this is where we often go astray.
From here, Father Pat transitions to the broader theme of Christian responsibility toward one another. He contrasts three scriptural models: the Old Testament prophet who must correct others or be held accountable for their sins; Paul’s message in Romans that love fulfills the law; and Jesus’ teaching in Matthew on privately confronting a brother who has sinned. The first model, he notes, is often used by self-righteous Christians as a license to judge and correct others. It appeals to the busybody in all of us who believes we must tell others what they’re doing wrong. But Paul’s message subverts this by declaring that love, not judgment, is what we owe one another.
The real Christian challenge, Father Pat asserts, lies not in correcting strangers or legislating morality from afar, but in loving the people in our immediate lives enough to have hard conversations when necessary. He critiques a tendency in modern Christianity to avoid confrontation with those close to us—friends, family, coworkers—while investing disproportionate energy in condemning people we don’t know. This is “Christianity from the cheap seats,” he says. True discipleship requires us to risk our relationships for the sake of love, not to preserve our comfort or avoid conflict.
Jesus’ instruction to confront someone personally before involving others is, according to Father Pat, a death sentence for gossip. It demands integrity and courage. Yet in our culture, especially with the rise of social media, we’ve become accustomed to airing grievances publicly or anonymously rather than addressing them directly. He laments how social media fosters a culture of outrage and mean-spiritedness, where people say things online they would never say in person. This has led to a society saturated in negativity, where we are constantly being “indoctrinated by the meanest spirit in our culture.”
Father Pat doesn’t spare either side of the political aisle. He observes that both conservatives and liberals are quick to decry hatred while falling into it themselves. When we respond to hate with hate, even in the name of justice, we perpetuate the very cycle we oppose. He challenges his listeners to recognize that reposting or retweeting opinions, no matter how passionate, does little to effect real change. Instead, he lifts up the example of someone who commits to daily action—writing letters, making phone calls, knocking on doors. This, he says, is what Gospel-inspired action looks like.
He then presents a powerful metaphor: the Gospel as a language. Like any language, it must be practiced, lived, and spoken fluently—not just understood intellectually. Citing his own experience with Italian, he notes that fluency fades when you stop using it. Similarly, if we stop living the Gospel actively, it becomes a foreign tongue. Fluency in the Gospel means that our gut reactions to injustice, suffering, and need are shaped by Christ’s love. It means we don’t just know the Gospel—we think in it, dream in it, and respond from it instinctively.
Father Pat illustrates this fluency in the immediate, generous responses of people helping others during disasters like the flooding in Houston. While he praises such action, he also challenges the limitations of our empathy—why are we less moved by tragedies in places like India? True Gospel fluency, he insists, leads us to care as deeply for the suffering of strangers across the globe as we do for our neighbors. When we reach that point, the Gospel has become our native tongue.
In conclusion, Father Pat calls us to abandon shallow, performative Christianity and embrace a deep, lived discipleship that begins with loving those closest to us and extends to the entire world. He urges us to stop using religion to judge, to stop using prayer to control, and to stop using social media as a substitute for commitment. Instead, we must embody a faith that speaks the Gospel fluently in every action, every conversation, and every choice. Only then can we hope to build not just a Christian identity, but a true Christian community—and perhaps even a Christian nation....
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Lift Up the Lifters
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So it gets kind of joined in not an easy way to the triumphant entry. And the triumphant entry of Jesus sort of takes a back seat and never gets its own liturgy anymore. Even though we think, oh, all the rituals and the waving of the palms and the blessing of the water, it's much more visual. But if you get a chance, we have the 7 p.m. on Thursday, 7 p.m. on Friday, and the 8 p.m. on Saturday, and these are very unique rituals. You will see things you don't see any other time of year. Thursday we have not just the institution of the Eucharist, which is the center of our prayer life, but also the washing of the feet, which is that ritual that centers our ministry, and it ties the two together, that we don't gather for prayer if we're not going to go out and do something, and we won't do as much in the world if we aren't powered by prayer. So we have this tie between the two, and on Friday we really pull apart this gospel. We'll do John's version, but we really pull apart the gospel of the passion and death. And you do the longer form, and it's a little more intricate. Saturday is two things. It is Saturday night, so we start in the dark. It's the darkness of the two, and we hear the Old Testament stories. There's a few readings that proclaim what's going to happen, and finally there's a moment where the lights come on, and we have, you know, the Easter begins, and flowers come in, and the Gloria happens for the first time in 6 weeks. So it's a big moment. And then after the homily, we have baptism and confirmation. This year we only have one of each. If you've always wanted to see an Easter vigil but have heard it's very long, it will be less long. One of each. This could be your year. And then we have our mass, our liturgy just of the Eucharist. So it's longer. It's longer than Sunday morning. You can get seats, though, so it's a trade-off. If you choose to come, it's a really great experience, and it's just fascinating how many people will say, you know, I was a Catholic for 70 years, never been to one of these, it's amazing. Because we just don't think to go all the time, and we've made plans for Easter morning already. But if you get a chance, I would suggest. Those are not days of obligation, depending on who you ask. There are countries and places that try, but it canonically can't work. Because the other canon law of those days is, and this is the mandatory one, we are the trinitum, those three nights, we are only allowed to do one celebration in a parish. So if all the people of this parish from all the masses came to one celebration, they would crucify me. It would be unbearable. They can't get that many people. It's not, we don't push it as a day of obligation because we should never try to demand something we cannot provide for you. So if it's something that interests you, I hope you'll take time. But the rather, I think, fortunate combining of these two odd ideas into one liturgy gives us a very different moment to reflect. We can talk about Jesus in this, which is done most places, and I've done most years. That Jesus is, we've got to see Jesus in those triumphant moments, and we've got to see Jesus in those horrible moments, and that's an important message. But you know, this year I've been struck much more, not by, I mean, obviously it's centered around Jesus, but I don't think we always look at the crowd. Which crowd are we? Are we the crowd that screams and yells to welcome someone in, or are we the crowd that screams and yells to crucify someone we don't like? I mean, who are we as a crowd? I think that is the much more interesting question that comes out of these two readings because the crowd, and I always say, it's similar to politics. You know, if you look at the last 10 years, and you're from the outside, you would think, well, the country was clearly more to the left this election, more to the right that election, then you talk to Americans, and most of us haven't changed our mind in 20 years. Whose voice prevails? Whoever shows up. I mean, we all know that we are a country with, if not the most, one of the longest, unbroken traditions of people getting to hope. And we have probably the worst voter turnout in the world. It's always, who is motivated enough to turn out in any moment, and why, and why not? It's not, you don't find a lot of people who will say, oh, I voted for the winner every time, I just keep flipping. No. Whose voice, there's a line in that gospel, their voices prevailed. Meaning, you know, Pilate's washing his hands of it. Pilate didn't listen to one group of people. It wasn't his fault. Those voices prevailed. The milk spilled. No one spilled it. No, no, Pilate chose who to listen to. What you do later, where were all the people from that opening scene? They're there. And where were the people from the passion? Many aboard the opening. But the energy of the crowd is different depending on the passion people come with. Are we more passionate in our welcomes? Are we more passionate in our donations and money? What gets our energy going? I think that's the question this liturgy asks. We know that God is with us in our high moments and our low moments. But how are we with God in what could be an amazing moment of welcome to whoever needs? It's Jesus in this story, but we're called to see Jesus in everyone. How large is our energy when it's time to throw rocks at someone we don't like or dismiss people in need or look the other way and someone's really in trouble? As a crowd, or even individually as members of a crowd, who are we? I think we are better at protest than support of anything. You know, most people... It's always... Every commentator talks about it. We all listen to it. It just sort of rolls over us now to know that most of us in our culture for the last 20, 25 years, we can absolutely tell you what we stand against. What we stand for? Not so much. What do I stand for? Anything against them? No. And it's why leaders for years have stopped having to ever put out a platform. Their platform is always, I'm not the other guy. That's always the platform. Let me tell you why they will ruin everything. How many things do we see happen and change Okay, this is the change we want and no one ever says, and how will that make things better? It's obvious, isn't it? Sometimes we just... And they always say, you want to unify people, give them an enemy. Give them an enemy. That's what they did. Jesus became the enemy. And man, they got a much bigger crowd than they had, obviously, because they prevailed. It's much easier to get a crowd to turn against someone than to get a crowd to support people. And Jesus comes to town, and they welcome him. Are we the crowd of welcome or the crowd of persecution? There's not a lot of middle ground. If someone needs welcome, and we say, I don't want to hurt those people. I just want to stand here quietly while they fall apart. Who are we helping in the world? And how? And how do we see help coming? And who do we want to be as a positive force? That first crowd is... They've just got something in their hearts that they want to be. I always love that we have to sort of reenact it here. I mean... And everyone is singing and waving palms wide because I'm throwing water at you. Now, in another situation, you would be irritated. But... I have a good friend, Kathleen Staker, once at my last parish, and I had this... We didn't have a second sprinkler for the... We had to do Easter morning in the gym. And so we used this. It was a straw broom. Worst thing ever. Because it would absorb nothing. So I would dip it in, and it would throw about a gallon of water, and then it was dropped. And I get out on Easter morning, and there she is in all of her Easter glory, and she looked like a raccoon after I hit her with that water. Makeup is run. And she literally looked like... I mean, like one of her best friends had just smacked her, which I basically had. You know? And yet, it's a happy moment. I mean, it's been 10 years, and she really is almost over it. It was a happy moment. Because we were there... Easter is about what we can do in the world. It's not about what we shouldn't. It's not about who's the villain. It's about how we create heroes and support and want. How we lift up people who will lift up others. How we don't lift up people who will put down others. And Pilate is sort of milquetoast. I mean, it's a very sad story. I see nothing wrong with him. I've been waiting to meet him. I kind of like him. Kill him, okay. Because whatever the people want... He doesn't even know what the people want. Some of the people want it, some don't. Just sort of the path of least resistance. We need to lift one another up, and we need to lift the people up who lift people up. That's the crowd at the beginning of Mass. Jesus has done nothing but lift people up. You know, Jesus really doesn't rail against anyone in the Gospels. It's easy to say the only people he rails against are the other people who are raiding against people. It's not even that. Jesus comes head to head with Pharisees and scribes and the people who are trying to control everyone. But he doesn't talk about them behind their back to gain popularity with the crowd. He argues with them. He never says, let me tell you about the scribes and Pharisees. He always says, use scribes and Pharisees. He argues with them. But when he's talking to the crowd, he gives them an agenda to accomplish. That's passing off. And he tells them to feed the poor and to clothe the naked and to visit the sick. He gives them things they are to do. You know, free the imprisoned. 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Today' WEBVTT
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Today's liturgy is a bit of a mishmash.
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It is two liturgies historically that were separate,
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Palm, Sunday, and then the Passion,
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really even today, belongs by rights to Friday.
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That's the Good Friday liturgy.
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And it seems very odd to do it today and say,
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now, come Thursday we're going to back up and start over again
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at the Last Supper.
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But it has just been a pastoral practice of the church
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that when there is an important message and moment
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that doesn't fall on Sunday,
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they will somehow, the word they use in the liturgy is
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they transmute it to Sunday.
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So, Ascension Thursday, you know,
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which is ten days before Pentecost, is a Sunday.
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So is Pentecost.
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It's a long week.
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No, it should be the Thursday,
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but they transmuted it to Sunday.
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This happens all through the year.
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It seems Christmas is the only holiday that we'll go to
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that's not a Sunday.
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So it gets kind of joined in not an easy way
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to the triumphant entry.
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And the triumphant entry of Jesus sort of takes a back seat
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and never gets its own liturgy anymore.
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Even though we think, oh, all the rituals
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and the waving of the palms and the blessing of the water,
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it's much more visual.
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But if you get a chance, we have the 7 p.m. on Thursday,
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7 p.m. on Friday, and the 8 p.m. on Saturday,
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and these are very unique rituals.
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You will see things you don't see any other time of year.
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Thursday we have not just the institution of the Eucharist,
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which is the center of our prayer life,
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but also the washing of the feet,
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which is that ritual that centers our ministry,
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and it ties the two together,
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that we don't gather for prayer
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if we're not going to go out and do something,
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and we won't do as much in the world
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if we aren't powered by prayer.
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So we have this tie between the two,
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and on Friday we really pull apart this gospel.
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We'll do John's version, but we really pull apart
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the gospel of the passion and death.
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And you do the longer form,
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and it's a little more intricate.
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Saturday is two things.
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It is Saturday night, so we start in the dark.
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It's the darkness of the two,
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and we hear the Old Testament stories.
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There's a few readings that proclaim what's going to happen,
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and finally there's a moment where the lights come on,
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and we have, you know, the Easter begins,
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and flowers come in, and the Gloria happens
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for the first time in 6 weeks.
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So it's a big moment.
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And then after the homily,
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we have baptism and confirmation.
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This year we only have one of each.
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If you've always wanted to see an Easter vigil
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but have heard it's very long, it will be less long.
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One of each.
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This could be your year.
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And then we have our mass,
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our liturgy just of the Eucharist.
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So it's longer.
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It's longer than Sunday morning.
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You can get seats, though, so it's a trade-off.
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If you choose to come,
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it's a really great experience,
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and it's just fascinating how many people will say,
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you know, I was a Catholic for 70 years,
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never been to one of these, it's amazing.
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Because we just don't think to go all the time,
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and we've made plans for Easter morning already.
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But if you get a chance, I would suggest.
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Those are not days of obligation, depending on who you ask.
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There are countries and places that try,
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but it canonically can't work.
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Because the other canon law of those days is,
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and this is the mandatory one,
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we are the trinitum, those three nights,
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we are only allowed to do one celebration in a parish.
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So if all the people of this parish
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from all the masses came to one celebration,
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they would crucify me.
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It would be unbearable.
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They can't get that many people.
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It's not, we don't push it as a day of obligation
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because we should never try to demand something
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we cannot provide for you.
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So if it's something that interests you,
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I hope you'll take time.
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But the rather, I think, fortunate combining
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of these two odd ideas into one liturgy
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gives us a very different moment to reflect.
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We can talk about Jesus in this,
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which is done most places, and I've done most years.
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That Jesus is, we've got to see Jesus
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in those triumphant moments,
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and we've got to see Jesus in those horrible moments,
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and that's an important message.
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But you know, this year I've been struck much more,
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not by, I mean, obviously it's centered around Jesus,
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but I don't think we always look at the crowd.
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Which crowd are we?
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Are we the crowd that screams and yells
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to welcome someone in,
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or are we the crowd that screams and yells
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to crucify someone we don't like?
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I mean, who are we as a crowd?
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I think that is the much more interesting question
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that comes out of these two readings
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because the crowd, and I always say,
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it's similar to politics.
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You know, if you look at the last 10 years,
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and you're from the outside, you would think,
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well, the country was clearly more to the left this election,
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more to the right that election,
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then you talk to Americans,
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and most of us haven't changed our mind in 20 years.
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Whose voice prevails?
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Whoever shows up.
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I mean, we all know that we are a country with,
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if not the most, one of the longest,
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unbroken traditions of people getting to hope.
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And we have probably the worst voter turnout in the world.
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It's always, who is motivated enough
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to turn out in any moment, and why, and why not?
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It's not, you don't find a lot of people who will say,
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oh, I voted for the winner every time,
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I just keep flipping.
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No.
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Whose voice, there's a line in that gospel,
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their voices prevailed.
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Meaning, you know, Pilate's washing his hands of it.
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Pilate didn't listen to one group of people.
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It wasn't his fault.
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Those voices prevailed.
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The milk spilled.
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No one spilled it.
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No, no, Pilate chose who to listen to.
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What you do later,
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where were all the people from that opening scene?
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They're there.
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And where were the people from the passion?
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Many aboard the opening.
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But the energy of the crowd is different
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depending on the passion people come with.
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Are we more passionate in our welcomes?
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Are we more passionate in our donations and money?
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What gets our energy going?
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I think that's the question this liturgy asks.
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We know that God is with us in our high moments
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and our low moments.
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But how are we with God
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in what could be an amazing moment
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of welcome to whoever needs?
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It's Jesus in this story,
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but we're called to see Jesus in everyone.
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How large is our energy
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when it's time to throw rocks at someone we don't like
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or dismiss people in need
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or look the other way
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and someone's really in trouble?
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As a crowd, or even individually as members of a crowd,
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who are we?
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I think we are better at protest than support of anything.
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You know, most people...
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It's always...
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Every commentator talks about it.
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We all listen to it.
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It just sort of rolls over us now
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to know that most of us in our culture
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for the last 20, 25 years,
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we can absolutely tell you what we stand against.
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What we stand for?
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Not so much.
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What do I stand for?
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Anything against them?
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No.
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And it's why leaders for years
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have stopped having to ever put out a platform.
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Their platform is always,
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I'm not the other guy.
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That's always the platform.
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Let me tell you why they will ruin everything.
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How many things do we see happen and change
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Okay, this is the change we want
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and no one ever says,
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and how will that make things better?
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It's obvious, isn't it?
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Sometimes we just...
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And they always say,
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you want to unify people,
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give them an enemy.
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Give them an enemy.
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That's what they did.
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Jesus became the enemy.
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And man, they got a much bigger crowd than they had,
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obviously, because they prevailed.
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It's much easier to get a crowd to turn against someone
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than to get a crowd to support people.
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And Jesus comes to town,
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and they welcome him.
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Are we the crowd of welcome
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or the crowd of persecution?
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There's not a lot of middle ground.
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If someone needs welcome,
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and we say,
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I don't want to hurt those people.
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I just want to stand here quietly
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while they fall apart.
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Who are we helping in the world?
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And how?
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And how do we see help coming?
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And who do we want to be as a positive force?
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That first crowd is...
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They've just got something in their hearts
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that they want to be.
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I always love that we have to sort of reenact it here.
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I mean...
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And everyone is singing and waving palms wide
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because I'm throwing water at you.
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Now, in another situation,
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you would be irritated.
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But...
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I have a good friend, Kathleen Staker,
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once at my last parish,
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and I had this...
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We didn't have a second sprinkler for the...
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We had to do Easter morning in the gym.
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And so we used this.
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It was a straw broom.
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Worst thing ever.
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Because it would absorb nothing.
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So I would dip it in,
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and it would throw about a gallon of water,
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and then it was dropped.
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And I get out on Easter morning,
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and there she is in all of her Easter glory,
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and she looked like a raccoon after I hit her
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with that water.
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Makeup is run.
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And she literally looked like...
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I mean, like one of her best friends
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had just smacked her,
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which I basically had.
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You know?
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And yet, it's a happy moment.
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I mean, it's been 10 years,
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and she really is almost over it.
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It was a happy moment.
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Because we were there...
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Easter is about what we can do in the world.
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It's not about what we shouldn't.
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It's not about who's the villain.
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It's about how we create heroes
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and support and want.
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How we lift up people who will lift up others.
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How we don't lift up people who will put down others.
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And Pilate is sort of milquetoast.
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I mean, it's a very sad story.
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I see nothing wrong with him.
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I've been waiting to meet him.
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I kind of like him.
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Kill him, okay.
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Because whatever the people want...
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He doesn't even know what the people want.
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Some of the people want it, some don't.
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Just sort of the path of least resistance.
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We need to lift one another up,
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and we need to lift the people up who lift people up.
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That's the crowd at the beginning of Mass.
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Jesus has done nothing but lift people up.
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You know, Jesus really doesn't rail against anyone in the Gospels.
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It's easy to say the only people he rails against
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are the other people who are raiding against people.
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It's not even that.
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Jesus comes head to head with Pharisees and scribes
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and the people who are trying to control everyone.
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But he doesn't talk about them behind their back
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to gain popularity with the crowd.
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He argues with them.
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He never says,
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let me tell you about the scribes and Pharisees.
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He always says, use scribes and Pharisees.
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He argues with them.
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But when he's talking to the crowd,
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he gives them an agenda to accomplish.
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That's passing off.
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And he tells them to feed the poor
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and to clothe the naked and to visit the sick.
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He gives them things they are to do.
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You know, free the imprisoned.
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And we have to decide,
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are we a crowd who lifts up those who lift up?
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Or are we a crowd who will lift up those who will tear down?
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Father Pat’s message centers on the duality presen Father Pat’s message centers on the duality present in Palm Sunday’s liturgy—the juxtaposition of Jesus’ triumphant entry into Jerusalem with His suffering and death—and challenges the congregation to reflect on their own role as part of the “crowd.” He explores the tension between celebration and rejection, between welcome and condemnation, and encourages believers to ask themselves not only where they stand with Jesus, but how they stand with others in need. Rather than focusing solely on Jesus’ Passion, Father Pat invites reflection on human behavior, social dynamics, and moral responsibility. Are we the crowd that welcomes Christ and lifts others up, or the crowd that turns against Him and tears others down? The central question is not merely who Jesus is, but who we are, and how we choose to act as individuals and as a collective.
This thoughtful reflection begins with an acknowledgment of the liturgical complexity of Palm Sunday, which combines two distinct historical observances: the joyful procession of Jesus into Jerusalem and the solemn reading of the Passion. Father Pat notes the pastoral rationale behind the Church’s practice of "transmuting" Holy Days to Sundays for wider participation, even if it creates a liturgical dissonance. He humorously observes that Christmas is the only feast most people consistently attend on its proper day. Yet, rather than lament this mishmash, he sees it as a providential opportunity for deeper reflection.
Father Pat emphasizes the importance of the Triduum—Holy Thursday, Good Friday, and the Easter Vigil on Saturday—as unique liturgical experiences that tie together prayer, service, sacrifice, and rebirth. Holy Thursday is not just about the Eucharist, but also the washing of feet, symbolizing the unity of worship and mission. On Good Friday, the Passion narrative invites us to sit with suffering and injustice. And at the Easter Vigil, the transition from darkness to light, death to life, symbolized in Scripture, sacrament, and ritual, offers a profound spiritual awakening.
However, rather than dwelling exclusively on the person of Jesus—whom we know to be the central figure—Father Pat shifts the focus to the crowd. The same people who welcomed Jesus with palms and hosannas later cried out for His crucifixion. This dramatic shift in public sentiment raises a sobering question: “Which crowd are we?” He draws a poignant parallel to contemporary political and social life, where public opinion often swings not based on deep moral reflection, but on who shows up and who yells the loudest. As in Pilate’s court, it is often “whose voices prevail” that determines the outcome, not necessarily what is just or true.
Father Pat challenges his listeners to consider their own energy and passions. Are we more animated in protest than in support? Are we more willing to join a crowd tearing someone down than one lifting others up? He notes that modern culture is rich in opposition but poor in vision—people can articulate what they are against, but few can say what they are for. This tendency mirrors the Gospel narrative in which Jesus is turned into an enemy to unify a crowd. Pilate, lacking conviction, chooses the path of least resistance, allowing injustice for the sake of appeasement. How often do we do the same?
He calls us to be the first crowd—the one that welcomes, that celebrates, that lifts up. Jesus’ ministry was defined not by condemnation but by compassion. He debated the Pharisees directly, never resorting to slander or manipulation. When addressing the people, Jesus didn’t tell them whom to hate; He told them what to do—feed the hungry, clothe the naked, visit the imprisoned. The Gospel isn’t a manifesto of opposition, but a call to action and love. Father Pat reminds us that the work of the Church is not merely to resist evil, but to build good—to uplift those who uplift others.
In the end, Father Pat’s message is a challenge to examine our place in the story. We are not just spectators to Jesus’ Passion; we are participants in the ongoing story of how God’s love is welcomed or rejected in the world. Are we passive observers, or do we add our voice to the crowd? And if so, what is our cry—“Hosanna” or “Crucify him”? The liturgy invites us into this tension not to confuse us, but to awaken us—to show us ourselves. It asks us not only to understand the Passion of Christ, but to live out the compassion of Christ in a world desperate for grace, justice, and solidarity....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1326.989990234375, "text": "The Lord be with you a reading from the holy gospel according to Luke Jesus took Peter John and James and went up the mountain to pray while he was praying his face was changed in appearance and his clothing decayed dazzling white and Behold two men were conversing with him Moses and Elijah Who appeared in glory and spoke of his exodus that he was going to accomplish in Jerusalem? Peter and his companions had been overcome by sleep, but becoming fully awake They saw his glory and the two men standing with him as they were about to part from him Peter said to Jesus Master it is good that we are here. Let us make three tents one for you one for Moses and one for Elijah but he did not know what he was saying while he was still speaking a cloud came and cast a shadow over them and They became frightened when they entered the cloud Then from the cloud came a voice that said this is my chosen son Listen to him After the voice voice had spoken Jesus was found alone They fell silent and did not at that time tell anyone what they had seen The gospel of the Lord Great There is Kind of a fair amount of biblical imagery that we probably have no clue about Nowadays because it's it really isn't our culture. We we study scripture, but We study it. There's a period of time right after scripture was written where all of those Especially the Gospels were taken hostage by Greek culture That the church and whether it's our Greek Church or whether it became the Latin Church nowadays modern churches the American Church we tend to Interpret the Gospels without a clue of what the Semitic literature was of the day These are these are Jewish writings. They are Semitic. They are you you kind of have to understand The way the Jewish people wrote sermons and homilies and stories about Jesus and and the images they would use and Because we don't we lose so much of what's going on Now we sometimes can glean bits and pieces of it from from our own understanding of the gospel But you know when when Jesus is there it says Moses and Elijah are up there with him Most my life I thought well, I wonder why those two got picked So many people and especially when the church puts it with a big story by Abraham Where's Abraham in this story, you know where where are all these other big characters? Moses is the giver of the law He's the one that brings the law down from the mountains Elijah was considered the greatest and the first of the great prophets and if you ever hear in In that day when they're talking about Judaism The whole religion if they want to talk about all of it in one big clump They'll often say as you hear in Deuteronomy as you hear in the stories of Jesus that is the law and the prophets go learn it When they say the law and the prophets they mean that's everything. That's all you need to know is the law and the prophets so When Jesus is there with the law and the prophet What they're saying is that's every image you have of your faith All of these all of these devout Jewish people who are who are following Jesus the law and the prophets You know, there is there's not a rabbi in America that doesn't understand that image No, it's if you ever want to understand the Gospels sit down with a rabbi. It's their literature They understand how that's written So the law and the prophets there he is with all of their imagery off their greatest hits This would be you know, this would be for the average Catholics that you know, he's up there and there is you know the Pope and Mary Okay, you know I mean it's like what are your greatest hits the greatest hits of Judaism were Moses and Elijah and What happens is they want to build three tents? That's another image out of the Old Testament They always wanted to build a tent for the Ark of the Covenant The tent was the way to keep to give God a home with a pilgrim people You can't build God a home The way we think of one if the people he's with are on journey So building the tent the Ark the Ark of the Covenant all those these are ways to keep a kind of temple feeling With a traveling people and remember Jesus is an itinerant creature who's all over the place And so he's they say let's build tents because they're they're probably thinking we had Jesus now We've got Jesus and Elijah and Moses. We are going to take the place by storm Wait till they see who we've picked up You know, it's it's the old it's the old story. There's a there's an old joke of The Pope going out and rolling and he always has a driver and people don't realize this but certain archbishops in certain cartels depending on the Litigiousness of where they live always have drivers because if there's an accident that way they can't sue the Pope And literally there are there are people who are not allowed to drive because the lawsuit has to be against it They just couldn't couldn't do it. So but the Pope Finding just cajoles and promises been blessings and masses. He wants to try and drive the limo And so the Pope gets in and the guy driver takes the other seat. He starts driving him down the street He gets about three blocks before he runs a stop sign Now this is how I know it's a joke because running a stop sign, bro would raise an eye around for an a.m but you know, he he runs the stop sign he gets pulled over immediately and The officer comes over and talks to him for a few minutes and goes back his radio and he says we have a problem We have a huge diplomatic problem. We have pulled over. I Don't even know and they said well, what's the issue? He goes? I don't know who this guy is, but his driver is the Pope See this is bit That's the thing they're thinking. Oh my gosh get his entourage is Elijah and Moses How huge is this let's build tents, let's take them with us And says they just didn't understand this whole moment is for a moment's teaching and the voice comes from heaven And and and and and they close their eyes as the voice comes he says this is my beloved son listen to him and they open up their eyes and the law is gone and The prophets are gone and they're left with Jesus All of the images of their childhood everything that was important to them is gone Listen to this gospel Listen to the words of Jesus. I think how often we still get lost in any faith in the law Or even the prophets it's you know, when we look at the cross and it Paul says this today. He says, you know most of us still Turn our back on the cross and and We we throw that around today to mean something different than it does People say, you know, we have to embrace the cross of Jesus and usually that means whatever set of stories they want you to embrace but what he's talking about is the one central idea of Jesus on the cross, which is Yet don't even even you do good without counting the cost That was the message of the cross You do what is right? Even if you end up on the cross now, it doesn't mean you go around looking for crosses Because there are people You know, I mean it's lit. There are people creating suffering all over the place thinking it's making them holy But if you're creating the suffering So that you can be like Jesus on the cross. You are also like the people who nailed him to the cross You're creating the suffering So, you know what we do instead is we try to find something in life that will help others That will do a good in the world and there will be a cost Not I just made up the cost so I can pay it No, just if you're just needing the pace of the extra use your car loom or to get the gas station Okay, go pay lots of that, sir And we don't just we don't just create suffering to say I'm suffering like Jesus no The glory of Jesus is not that he suffered. It's that he accepted his suffering He could have gotten out of it by not doing the right thing here and there He could have you know He could have put things a certain way and whittled his way around it and probably you know You could tell that he goes up against the Pharisees if he wants to he can out argue on He knows how to get around it he doesn't need to this is what's right I'm gonna say what's right if if this is what they come after me for So no, it's it's the person on the witness stand. No, Jesus does not plead the fifth. I Can't tell the truth because it might incriminate me. Isn't it weird that that's such something like we think that that's a great honor in our system That you're allowed to head up to say let me just tell you The truth doesn't make me look good What a horrible thing to have to say You know, I I am I I can't you know, if I'm going to look good, I really should lie and and that's the church you got back on the cross Jesus is I'm gonna tell the truth and How you receive it? It's not mine to control That's not mine to control in in the law and the prophets there's all sorts of ways around this You know you did good, but you did good for your people Almost all of the prophets prophets are writing to a particular situation that says this has to stop Jesus gospel says no no feeding the poor in your community is not the mandate Starting with the poor in your community, but working for its feeding the poor of the world is the mandate It's the prophets were very Jewish based in the sense that they were telling you how you had to take care of your own people and the gospel becomes this universal this is who you're called to be in the world and You're called to go out and be a good person and there will be cost there's always cost and So you know we're called to go out and do that we're not looking for a law I always love when someone comes into the confessional if they start with Father is this a sin? Before they say another word there's two things I know the first is yes Because no one has come in and said I just gave five thousand dollars to charity it's not the same No one asks is that it's always I just kicked my mother-in-law to the curve, but let me tell you what she did And that's the second thing I know I'm about to get a very short confession and a very long justification You know what they're hoping for is a loophole in the law that says I did something I know I should have done, but maybe it wasn't a sin Maybe it was back. You know here's the line of sin, and I know I got to here But I maybe I got a close and didn't quite make it across and Jesus is how about you walk the other way? How about you just don't don't get that close we all know when we're doing things that We think we can do better And it doesn't mean that it's easy because there are times when we have to try and find a line between Supporting someone and enabling something that's bad It's not that it's easy. It's not cut and dry There are times when we are called to distance ourselves from people because our proximity is not a healthy thing for them there are there are relationships in life that are toxic and And we have to recognize those and go you know I mean when people I've never really had something come to a situation to say This is a horribly abusive situation, but it's good for them Teaching other people to be abusive is not good for them either and so we have this Moment where God says you're gonna have to let go of the law And you're gonna have to let go of the prophets which for them Would be like me say you're gonna have to let go of Mary and the Eucharist I mean it was reaching into their hearts that deeply and Say and you're gonna have to about would do good things of the world No, where Pope Francis has never said that he has said things like we need to get our priests out of the sacristies and into the streets We need to make sure that this is not our entire experience of church in a building We need to be out doing these things and it should have cost You know we we give to one another it always says Without cost you have been blessed without cost what it's really talking about is what without giving cost to others It's always cost to ourselves Jesus paid a cost On the cross and as Paul said today so many people want to turn away from that they don't they don't like that They that's why I love that lie. Your God is your stomach In other words, whatever makes me feel full and say that and whatever makes me feel safe and whatever feeds me is what I chase That's what he means when he says your God is your stomach I even even in spirituality people can be that way I get what feeds me Whenever someone says I went to this church over there for a long long time and Nothing there and there are times you go to churches and it's abusive that's different But nothing that I just don't I didn't get anything out of it. My question is always what did you bring? I don't bring anything. I come to get this is church Okay, you know, but what do we bring what do we bring and what are what are we willing to bring not just in this space but to the world I Think when we let go of the law and the prophets and we're focused on Jesus who? For all of the brilliance of his teachings. It's one of the things I love about this Pope that we have right now For all the brilliance of the teachings what they're remembered for is what they did A friend of mine says that he thinks Francis is the most visual Pope we've ever had There's this picture of him with the with the deformed guy with all the tumors all over his face You know and he he goes out to be with that person. You see him. He has to go out to be with others Although so many pokes there very I always think their first lines they get up on the they get up on the thing and they'll say You know, I am I am a man of God And they'll say, you know, I am Janice I was I am I am John Paul the second or they they get up and they say, you know I'm almost Papa. We have a pope and This guy got up and he says what a Sabbath. Good evening How are you all? It was the funniest opening for a papacy I ever seen You know where we're normal the norm is for the Pope to come out and bless the people He came out and asked them to pray for him It's a different and but it's the things they do What we'll remember are the images of I was just to say that the hardest two jobs in my lifetime in the church Were to be because he was a brilliant theologian But he didn't speak well to people would be to be Pope Benedict's PR person or Pope Francis's security He's off again He's running after those people he you know it but but it's one thing it's what we do that will be remembered I Think our Christianity becomes so much about are you believe in the right thing? Paul says when he says faith without works is dead. You're believing the right thing when you're doing the right thing. You can't divide those our what we truly believe Absolutely dictates all of our actions, so You know if I say that I believe in God, but I'm not doing anything different I must at least believe that it's not terribly urgent. I mean there's a belief. That's running that there's always a belief That's running I if if if I thought that no one would notice and really believe that no one would notice I would probably miss daily mass on Tuesday mornings It's just it's early. It's the first one of the week for me You know why do you get up and go to work every day because I believe Then I get fired otherwise That's why all people go to work at some level they can go to work because they truly believe that if they don't there's consequences so if we truly beliefs and we knack down and so what he's saying is Go don't get belief and an affection for the story confused You can have a great affection for the story of the gospel and not be chasing it not be truly believing in everything that it's telling us to do and to truly believe that Jesus is God and truly believe that Jesus tells us to go out and feed the court visit the sick and free the imprisoned and Do nothing about it our mind our mind will not hold that thiefer Our mind will see the nonce the non sequitur in our own life. It'll see the disjunct nature And so we're told it get away from the law this week Then the laws have all these punny little twists and ferns and you know, I I mentioned last week that over that was joking but you know for some people people come up to me and say Now do Sundays count on Lent? You know what when you start your Lent You make up your own Lent because there's no loop. There's no rules There's two things that Catholic hate Catholic state one is the imposition of rules and then the other is when we don't give them rules Do I receive on the tongue or on the hand your choice choice But which should we really do your choice? Which one's right? We want we want to rule on Nonsense half the time we want to rule and so we so struggle with that People will will will often say, you know, I decided to do this for Lent and this for Lent and this for Lent and then I messed up And it's so they've sinned. Well, they've sinned against their own agreement. They made with themselves You know, they they don't understand that well when someone says I didn't say all my daily prayers In which book are you looking that tells you what prayers you have to say every day? Well, I I made up a set that I say and I didn't say it and forgive yourself You know, we we sometimes make things up and say I'm gonna do this and then what we don't we think that's a sin against God It's nice if you can carry through your discipline, you know, but every time you fall off your diet is not really a sin. I hope That could keep your whole talk But but so we tend to make things up and set odd goals That's the law that he wants us to get rid of now. The Prophet are the stray voices in life you're always gonna have someone else coming to you and say I Just I in prayer God said you should do this anyone who tells you that God gave them a message for you I would be suspect. I Had never gone to prayer and have God say, you know pack it really got it all together I want to talk to you about Bob God is never going to run out of things to talk about to me Because I have been ziti to be corrected And so when someone because we'll put people tend to do is they want to put themselves in a position that says here's God Then me then you I will tell you what God said Run the other way so this is the the vision of the prophets in the law at that time in In stem work even the gospel the words that come this is the Word of Jesus listen to that I'm always surprising. So I'm gonna start reading the Bible. Don't start with Genesis start with the Gospels Learn the Gospels from there go back and learn the Old Testament because you'll understand the Gospels more but the Gospels That's our that's our connection to Jesus. And so as we as we have this moment of transfiguration Sunday we asked God to look at the images of our life. What are the images we have of God? What are the old images we've got that were great when I was seven? But didn't work for me as a teenager worked for me less by the time I was 30 How do we transfigure our images of God for different times in our life if? 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There are people creating suffering all over the place thinking it's making them holy", "tokens": [50800, 509, 458, 11, 286, 914, 309, 311, 7997, 13, 821, 366, 561, 4084, 7755, 439, 670, 264, 1081, 1953, 309, 311, 1455, 552, 10622, 51098], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.27493730187416077, "compression_ratio": 1.8232557773590088, "no_speech_prob": 6.401228893082589e-05}, {"id": 98, "seek": 48834, "start": 504.1400146484375, "end": 506.5, "text": " But if you're creating the suffering", "tokens": [51154, 583, 498, 291, 434, 4084, 264, 7755, 51272], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.27493730187416077, "compression_ratio": 1.8232557773590088, "no_speech_prob": 6.401228893082589e-05}, {"id": 99, "seek": 48834, "start": 507.1000061035156, "end": 512.2999877929688, "text": " So that you can be like Jesus on the cross. You are also like the people who nailed him to the cross", "tokens": [51302, 407, 300, 291, 393, 312, 411, 2705, 322, 264, 3278, 13, 509, 366, 611, 411, 264, 561, 567, 30790, 796, 281, 264, 3278, 51562], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.27493730187416077, "compression_ratio": 1.8232557773590088, "no_speech_prob": 6.401228893082589e-05}, {"id": 100, "seek": 48834, "start": 513.0999755859375, "end": 515.0999755859375, "text": " You're creating the suffering", "tokens": [51602, 509, 434, 4084, 264, 7755, 51702], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.27493730187416077, "compression_ratio": 1.8232557773590088, "no_speech_prob": 6.401228893082589e-05}, {"id": 101, "seek": 51510, "start": 515.9400024414062, "end": 521.3400268554688, "text": " So, you know what we do instead is we try to find something in life that will help others", "tokens": [50406, 407, 11, 291, 458, 437, 321, 360, 2602, 307, 321, 853, 281, 915, 746, 294, 993, 300, 486, 854, 2357, 50676], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.33528539538383484, "compression_ratio": 1.6080402135849, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003458909341134131}, {"id": 102, "seek": 51510, "start": 521.5, "end": 524.5800170898438, "text": " That will do a good in the world and there will be a cost", "tokens": [50684, 663, 486, 360, 257, 665, 294, 264, 1002, 293, 456, 486, 312, 257, 2063, 50838], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.33528539538383484, "compression_ratio": 1.6080402135849, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003458909341134131}, {"id": 103, "seek": 51510, "start": 525.3800048828125, "end": 528.6599731445312, "text": " Not I just made up the cost so I can pay it", "tokens": [50878, 1726, 286, 445, 1027, 493, 264, 2063, 370, 286, 393, 1689, 309, 51042], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.33528539538383484, "compression_ratio": 1.6080402135849, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003458909341134131}, {"id": 104, "seek": 51510, "start": 529.5, "end": 536.1400146484375, "text": " No, just if you're just needing the pace of the extra use your car loom or to get the gas station", "tokens": [51084, 883, 11, 445, 498, 291, 434, 445, 18006, 264, 11638, 295, 264, 2857, 764, 428, 1032, 450, 298, 420, 281, 483, 264, 4211, 5214, 51416], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.33528539538383484, "compression_ratio": 1.6080402135849, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003458909341134131}, {"id": 105, "seek": 51510, "start": 536.780029296875, "end": 538.780029296875, "text": " Okay, go pay lots of that, sir", "tokens": [51448, 1033, 11, 352, 1689, 3195, 295, 300, 11, 4735, 51548], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.33528539538383484, "compression_ratio": 1.6080402135849, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003458909341134131}, {"id": 106, "seek": 53878, "start": 539.6599731445312, "end": 545.8599853515625, "text": " And we don't just we don't just create suffering to say I'm suffering like Jesus no", "tokens": [50408, 400, 321, 500, 380, 445, 321, 500, 380, 445, 1884, 7755, 281, 584, 286, 478, 7755, 411, 2705, 572, 50718], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.29131942987442017, "compression_ratio": 1.8529411554336548, "no_speech_prob": 0.0023218586575239897}, {"id": 107, "seek": 53878, "start": 546.5, "end": 550.6199951171875, "text": " The glory of Jesus is not that he suffered. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you a reading from the holy gospel according to Luke
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Jesus took Peter John and James and went up the mountain to pray
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while he was praying his face was changed in appearance and his clothing decayed dazzling white and
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Behold two men were conversing with him Moses and Elijah
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Who appeared in glory and spoke of his exodus that he was going to accomplish in Jerusalem?
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Peter and his companions had been overcome by sleep, but becoming fully awake
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They saw his glory and the two men standing with him as they were about to part from him Peter said to Jesus
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Master it is good that we are here. Let us make three tents one for you one for Moses and one for Elijah
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but he did not know what he was saying while he was still speaking a cloud came and cast a shadow over them and
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They became frightened when they entered the cloud
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Then from the cloud came a voice that said this is my chosen son
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Listen to him
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After the voice voice had spoken
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Jesus was found alone
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They fell silent and did not at that time tell anyone what they had seen
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The gospel of the Lord
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Great
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There is
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Kind of a fair amount of biblical imagery that we probably have no clue about
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Nowadays because it's it really isn't our culture. We we study scripture, but
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We study it. There's a period of time right after scripture was written where all of those
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Especially the Gospels were taken hostage by Greek culture
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That the church and whether it's our Greek Church or whether it became the Latin Church nowadays modern churches the American Church
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we tend to
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Interpret the Gospels without a clue of what the Semitic literature was of the day
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These are these are Jewish writings. They are Semitic. They are you you kind of have to understand
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The way the Jewish people wrote sermons and homilies and stories about Jesus and and the images they would use and
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Because we don't we lose so much of what's going on
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Now we sometimes can glean bits and pieces of it from from our own understanding of the gospel
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But you know when when Jesus is there it says Moses and Elijah are up there with him
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Most my life I thought well, I wonder why those two got picked
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So many people and especially when the church puts it with a big story by Abraham
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Where's Abraham in this story, you know where where are all these other big characters?
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Moses is the giver of the law
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He's the one that brings the law down from the mountains
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Elijah was considered the greatest and the first of the great prophets and if you ever hear in
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In that day when they're talking about Judaism
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The whole religion if they want to talk about all of it in one big clump
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They'll often say as you hear in Deuteronomy as you hear in the stories of Jesus that is the law and the prophets go learn
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it
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When they say the law and the prophets they mean that's everything. That's all you need to know is the law and the prophets
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so
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When Jesus is there with the law and the prophet
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What they're saying is that's every image you have of your faith
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All of these all of these devout Jewish people who are who are following Jesus the law and the prophets
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You know, there is there's not a rabbi in America that doesn't understand that image
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No, it's if you ever want to understand the Gospels sit down with a rabbi. It's their literature
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They understand how that's written
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So the law and the prophets there he is with all of their imagery off their greatest hits
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This would be you know, this would be for the average Catholics that you know, he's up there and there is you know
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the Pope and Mary
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Okay, you know I mean it's like what are your greatest hits the greatest hits of Judaism were Moses and Elijah and
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What happens is they want to build three tents? That's another image out of the Old Testament
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They always wanted to build a tent for the Ark of the Covenant
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The tent was the way to keep to give God a home with a pilgrim people
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You can't build God a home
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The way we think of one if the people he's with are on journey
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So building the tent the Ark the Ark of the Covenant all those these are ways to keep a kind of temple feeling
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With a traveling people and remember Jesus is an itinerant creature who's all over the place
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And so he's they say let's build tents because they're they're probably thinking we had Jesus now
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We've got Jesus and Elijah and Moses. We are going to take the place by storm
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Wait till they see who we've picked up
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You know, it's it's the old it's the old story. There's a there's an old joke of
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The Pope going out and rolling and he always has a driver and people don't realize this but certain archbishops in certain
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cartels depending on the
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Litigiousness of where they live always have drivers because if there's an accident that way they can't sue the Pope
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And literally there are there are people who are not allowed to drive because the lawsuit has to be against it
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They just couldn't couldn't do it. So but the Pope
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Finding just cajoles and promises been blessings and masses. He wants to try and drive the limo
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And so the Pope gets in and the guy driver takes the other seat. He starts driving him down the street
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He gets about three blocks before he runs a stop sign
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Now this is how I know it's a joke because running a stop sign, bro would raise an eye around for an a.m
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but you know, he he runs the stop sign he gets pulled over immediately and
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The officer comes over and talks to him for a few minutes and goes back his radio and he says we have a problem
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We have a huge diplomatic problem. We have pulled over. I
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Don't even know and they said well, what's the issue? He goes? I don't know who this guy is, but his driver is the Pope
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See this is bit
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That's the thing they're thinking. Oh my gosh get his entourage is Elijah and Moses
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How huge is this let's build tents, let's take them with us
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And says they just didn't understand this whole moment is for a moment's teaching and the voice comes from heaven
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And and and and and they close their eyes as the voice comes
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he says this is my beloved son listen to him and they open up their eyes and the law is gone and
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The prophets are gone and they're left with Jesus
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All of the images of their childhood everything that was important to them is gone
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Listen to this gospel
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Listen to the words of Jesus. I think how often we still get lost in any faith in the law
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Or even the prophets it's you know, when we look at the cross and it Paul says this today. He says, you know
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most of us still
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Turn our back on the cross and and
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We we throw that around today to mean something different than it does
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People say, you know, we have to embrace the cross of Jesus and usually that means whatever set of stories they want you to embrace
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but what he's talking about is the one central idea of Jesus on the cross, which is
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Yet don't even even you do good without counting the cost
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That was the message of the cross
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You do what is right?
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Even if you end up on the cross now, it doesn't mean you go around looking for crosses
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Because there are people
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You know, I mean it's lit. There are people creating suffering all over the place thinking it's making them holy
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But if you're creating the suffering
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So that you can be like Jesus on the cross. You are also like the people who nailed him to the cross
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You're creating the suffering
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So, you know what we do instead is we try to find something in life that will help others
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That will do a good in the world and there will be a cost
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Not I just made up the cost so I can pay it
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No, just if you're just needing the pace of the extra use your car loom or to get the gas station
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Okay, go pay lots of that, sir
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And we don't just we don't just create suffering to say I'm suffering like Jesus no
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The glory of Jesus is not that he suffered. It's that he accepted his suffering
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He could have gotten out of it by not doing the right thing here and there
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He could have you know
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He could have put things a certain way and whittled his way around it and probably you know
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You could tell that he goes up against the Pharisees if he wants to he can out argue on
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He knows how to get around it he doesn't need to this is what's right
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I'm gonna say what's right if if this is what they come after me for
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So no, it's it's the person on the witness stand. No, Jesus does not plead the fifth. I
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Can't tell the truth because it might incriminate me. Isn't it weird that that's such something like we think that that's a great honor in
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our system
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That you're allowed to head up to say let me just tell you
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The truth doesn't make me look good
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What a horrible thing to have to say
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You know, I I am I I can't you know, if I'm going to look good, I really should lie
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and and that's the church you got back on the cross Jesus is I'm gonna tell the truth and
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How you receive it? It's not mine to control
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That's not mine to control in in the law and the prophets there's all sorts of ways around this
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You know you did good, but you did good for your people
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Almost all of the prophets prophets are writing to a particular situation that says this has to stop
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Jesus gospel says no no feeding the poor in your community is not the mandate
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Starting with the poor in your community, but working for its feeding the poor of the world is the mandate
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It's the prophets were very
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Jewish based in the sense that they were telling you how you had to take care of your own people and the gospel becomes this
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universal this is who you're called to be in the world and
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You're called to go out and be a good person and there will be cost
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there's always cost and
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So you know we're called to go out and do that we're not looking for a law
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I always love when someone comes into the confessional if they start with
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Father is this a sin?
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Before they say another word there's two things I know the first is yes
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Because no one has come in and said I just gave five thousand dollars to charity it's not the same
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No one asks is that it's always I just kicked my mother-in-law to the curve, but let me tell you what she did
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And that's the second thing I know I'm about to get a very short confession and a very long justification
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You know what they're hoping for is a loophole in the law that says I did something
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I know I should have done, but maybe it wasn't a sin
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Maybe it was back. You know here's the line of sin, and I know I got to here
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But I maybe I got a close and didn't quite make it across and Jesus is how about you walk the other way?
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How about you just don't don't get that close we all know when we're doing things that
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We think we can do better
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And it doesn't mean that it's easy because there are times when we have to try and find a line between
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Supporting someone and enabling something that's bad
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It's not that it's easy. It's not cut and dry
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There are times when we are called to distance ourselves from people because our proximity is not a healthy thing for them
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there are there are relationships in life that are toxic and
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And we have to recognize those and go you know I mean when people I've never really had something come to a situation to say
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This is a horribly abusive situation, but it's good for them
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Teaching other people to be abusive is not good for them either and so we have this
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Moment where God says you're gonna have to let go of the law
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And you're gonna have to let go of the prophets which for them
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Would be like me say you're gonna have to let go of Mary and the Eucharist
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I mean it was reaching into their hearts that deeply and
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Say and you're gonna have to about would do good things of the world
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No, where Pope Francis has never said that he has said things like we need to get our priests out of the sacristies and into
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the streets
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We need to make sure that this is not our entire experience of church in a building
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We need to be out doing these things and it should have cost
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You know we we give to one another it always says
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Without cost you have been blessed without cost what it's really talking about is what without giving cost to others
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It's always cost to ourselves
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Jesus paid a cost
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On the cross and as Paul said today so many people want to turn away from that they don't they don't like that
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They that's why I love that lie. Your God is your stomach
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In other words, whatever makes me feel full and say that and whatever makes me feel safe and whatever feeds me is what I chase
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That's what he means when he says your God is your stomach
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I even even in spirituality people can be that way I get what feeds me
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Whenever someone says I went to this church over there for a long long time and
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Nothing there and there are times you go to churches and it's abusive that's different
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But nothing that I just don't I didn't get anything out of it. My question is always what did you bring?
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I don't bring anything. I come to get this is church
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Okay, you know, but what do we bring what do we bring and what are what are we willing to bring not just in this space
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but to the world I
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Think when we let go of the law and the prophets and we're focused on Jesus who?
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For all of the brilliance of his teachings. It's one of the things I love about this Pope that we have right now
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For all the brilliance of the teachings what they're remembered for is what they did
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A friend of mine says that he thinks Francis is the most visual Pope we've ever had
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There's this picture of him with the with the deformed guy with all the tumors all over his face
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You know and he he goes out to be with that person. You see him. He has to go out to be with others
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Although so many pokes there very I always think their first lines they get up on the they get up on the thing and they'll say
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You know, I am I am a man of God
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And they'll say, you know, I am
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Janice I was I am I am John Paul the second or they they get up and they say, you know
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I'm almost Papa. We have a pope and
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This guy got up and he says what a Sabbath. Good evening
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How are you all?
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It was the funniest opening for a papacy I ever seen
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You know where we're normal the norm is for the Pope to come out and bless the people
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He came out and asked them to pray for him
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It's a different and but it's the things they do
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What we'll remember are the images of I was just to say that the hardest two jobs in my lifetime in the church
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Were to be because he was a brilliant theologian
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But he didn't speak well to people would be to be Pope Benedict's PR person or Pope Francis's security
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He's off again
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He's running after those people he you know it but but it's one thing it's what we do that will be remembered I
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Think our Christianity becomes so much about are you believe in the right thing?
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Paul says when he says faith without works is dead. You're believing the right thing when you're doing the right thing. You can't divide those
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our what we truly believe
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Absolutely dictates all of our actions, so
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You know if I say that I believe in God, but I'm not doing anything different
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I must at least believe that it's not terribly urgent. I mean there's a belief. That's running that there's always a belief
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That's running
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I if if if I thought that no one would notice and really believe that no one would notice I would probably miss daily mass
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on Tuesday mornings
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It's just it's early. It's the first one of the week for me
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You know why do you get up and go to work every day because I believe
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Then I get fired otherwise
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That's why all people go to work at some level they can go to work because they truly believe that if they don't there's consequences
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so if we truly beliefs and we knack down and so what he's saying is
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Go don't get belief and an affection for the story confused
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You can have a great affection for the story of the gospel and not be chasing it not be truly believing in
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everything that it's telling us to do and to truly believe that Jesus is God and
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truly believe that Jesus tells us to go out and feed the court visit the sick and free the imprisoned and
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Do nothing about it our mind our mind will not hold that thiefer
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Our mind will see the nonce the non sequitur in our own life. It'll see the disjunct nature
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And so we're told it get away from the law this week
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Then the laws have all these punny little twists and ferns and you know, I I mentioned last week that over that was joking
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but you know for some people
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people come up to me and say
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Now do Sundays count on Lent?
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You know what when you start your Lent
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You make up your own Lent because there's no loop. There's no rules
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There's two things that Catholic hate
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Catholic state one is the imposition of rules and then the other is when we don't give them rules
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Do I receive on the tongue or on the hand your choice choice
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But which should we really do your choice? Which one's right?
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We want we want to rule on
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Nonsense half the time we want to rule and so we so struggle with that
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People will will will often say, you know, I decided to do this for Lent and this for Lent and this for Lent and then I messed up
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And it's so they've sinned. Well, they've sinned against their own agreement. They made with themselves
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You know, they they don't understand that well when someone says I didn't say all my daily prayers
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In which book are you looking that tells you what prayers you have to say every day?
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Well, I I made up a set that I say and I didn't say it and forgive yourself
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You know, we we sometimes make things up and say I'm gonna do this and then what we don't we think that's a sin against
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God
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It's nice if you can carry through your discipline, you know, but every time you fall off your diet is not really a sin. I
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hope
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That could keep your whole talk
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But but so we tend to make things up and set odd goals
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That's the law that he wants us to get rid of now. The Prophet are the stray voices in life
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you're always gonna have someone else coming to you and say I
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Just I in prayer God said you should do this anyone who tells you that God gave them a message for you
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I would be suspect. I
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Had never gone to prayer and have God say, you know pack it really got it all together
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I want to talk to you about Bob
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God is never going to run out of things to talk about to me
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Because I have been ziti to be corrected
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And so when someone because we'll put people tend to do is they want to put themselves in a position that says here's God
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Then me then you I will tell you what God said
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Run the other way
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so
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this is the the vision of the prophets in the law at that time in
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In stem work even the gospel the words that come this is the Word of Jesus listen to that
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I'm always surprising. So I'm gonna start reading the Bible. Don't start with Genesis start with the Gospels
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Learn the Gospels from there go back and learn the Old Testament because you'll understand the Gospels more but the Gospels
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That's our that's our connection to Jesus. And so as we as we have this moment of transfiguration
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Sunday we asked God to look at the images of our life. What are the images we have of God?
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What are the old images we've got that were great when I was seven?
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But didn't work for me as a teenager worked for me less by the time I was 30
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How do we transfigure our images of God for different times in our life if?
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Your image of God isn't growing
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It's gonna fall away as those images of Moses and Elijah did
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The gospel is a living thing and if we follow it it will give us more than enough mission for every day of our life
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transfiguratio Father Pat’s message centers on the transfiguration of Jesus as a pivotal moment of transformation—not just for Christ, but for the disciples and for all believers. He emphasizes that this Gospel passage is not merely about a miraculous event, but a profound spiritual invitation to move beyond the comfort of religious structures (the law and the prophets) and into a living relationship with Jesus himself. Father Pat critiques how modern Christians, like Peter on the mountain, often cling to old forms, rituals, and rules rather than embracing the radical call of the Gospel. He challenges us to stop seeking loopholes in law or comfort in tradition, and instead to listen to the voice of God saying, “This is my Son. Listen to him.” The true Christian life, he explains, is not about rule-following or prophetic pronouncements, but about living with integrity, accepting the cost of discipleship, and being transformed into people whose actions reflect their faith.
The detailed message Father Pat delivers is a rich spiritual and theological reflection on the Gospel of the Transfiguration, drawing from Luke’s account. He begins by pointing out that contemporary Christians often miss the depth of scriptural imagery because we interpret it through modern or Greco-Roman lenses, rather than through the Semitic, Jewish context in which it was written. In the transfiguration story, Jesus appears with Moses and Elijah—symbolizing "the Law and the Prophets"—which was shorthand in Jewish thought for the totality of divine revelation. Thus, their presence signifies the full weight of Israelite religious tradition. Peter’s desire to build three tents reflects the ancient Jewish practice of creating sacred spaces—like the Tabernacle or the Tent of Meeting—to honor God’s presence among a pilgrim people. But Peter misunderstands the moment. He wants to contain and preserve the experience, not realizing that the point is not to dwell in the past but to move forward with Jesus.
Father Pat underscores the significance of God’s voice from the cloud declaring, “This is my chosen Son; listen to him.” It is at this moment that Moses and Elijah vanish, and only Jesus remains. This is not just about visual awe—it is a theological declaration that Jesus is now the singular authority and revelation of God. The Law and the Prophets, while foundational, are now fulfilled and transcended in Christ. This challenges believers to let go of their dependence on rules (law) or external voices (prophets) and instead deepen their relationship with Jesus, who embodies God’s will. Father Pat poignantly notes that this is akin to asking a devout Catholic to part with the Eucharist or Mary—it’s no small ask. But the Gospel demands this level of transformation.
He then shifts the focus to how this applies in daily life. Many Christians, he observes, still live according to a legalistic mindset—asking, “Is this a sin?” as though the goal is to stay just on the right side of the moral line. This reveals a desire for rules more than a desire for transformation. Instead, he insists, we should be asking what helps us grow in love and truth. Similarly, the prophets, who once served to call Israel to justice, can become in modern life the voices of self-appointed spiritual authorities who claim to speak for God. Father Pat warns against these, urging us to focus on the voice of Christ alone.
The heart of his message is that true discipleship is not about doctrinal correctness or ritual perfection. It is about doing what is right, even when it costs us. The cross, he reminds us, is not something to be sought for its own sake—suffering is not inherently holy—but it becomes redemptive when it is the price of doing good. Jesus did not suffer because suffering is good; he suffered because he refused to compromise truth and love. This is the model for Christian life: to speak the truth, to love deeply, to serve the poor, to forgive, and to risk our comfort for the sake of others. That is what it means to listen to Jesus.
Father Pat also critiques the consumerist attitude that can infiltrate religious life—where people say, “I didn’t get anything out of Mass,” as though worship were a transaction. He asks, “What did you bring?” True worship, true community, and true faith require participation, not passive consumption. Our beliefs must shape our actions. Otherwise, they are not beliefs at all, but empty sentiments.
He ends with a reflection on Lent and how people often reduce it to a set of arbitrary rules, like whether Sundays “count” or whether breaking a self-imposed discipline is a sin. He encourages people to see Lent not as a legalistic exercise, but as a time of intentional transformation. Similarly, he warns against letting others dictate God’s will for us through so-called private revelations. God speaks to each of us, and Jesus is the definitive Word. The Gospel, he concludes, is a living reality that must grow with us. If our image of God stays the same throughout our lives, it will eventually become obsolete. Just as the disciples had to let go of Moses and Elijah to see Jesus clearly, we too must allow our outdated images of God to fall away so that we can follow Christ more fully, more freely, and more courageously....
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Hypocrite remove the wooden beam from your eye first, then you will see clearly to remove the splinter in your brother's eye a Good tree does not bear rotten fruit nor does a rotten tree bear good fruit for every tree is known by its own fruit the Gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ So before I get into this I'm just going to let you know this is seems to be a good need to do this We are at least looking Probably not anytime soon, but certainly by fall about having to change the mass schedule to split this mass We've got a couple dozen people who can't find seats now. We do need to make sure that people aren't like Don't load luggage and things into the seats. Thanks to I don't notice There are places where like no couples will sit with one empty seat on either side of them We're gonna have to learn to get a little closer And and which is you know it according to the day you have to even get close to sketchy people So, you know, but we're gonna try to try to make more room If you do end up splitting we're probably gonna have a schedule that there's a mass 45 minutes earlier than this and 45 minutes later than this and people will have to pick it's just it's it's I'm getting too crowded success is always its own punishment and We'll figure out the schedule if that's necessary Today's gospel opens with one of the strangest lines Jesus told his disciple a parable Then It just said can a blind person lead it just starts asking questions and throwing out, but there's no parable here We don't get a single parable in this maybe there's one missing or maybe Luke being the only Gentile was not really sure what a parable was and Threw it in there. Jesus gave a parable. I want to say. Oh, no, that's a question Little different so but but this question about I think sometimes we We maybe kind of have a skewed vision of what this is talking about. You know, it sounds like Don't judge people because you know normally when you're judging someone you're you've got a worse thing about you know, the same thing Oh, they're being a little dishonest, but you're really dishonest and you just are going after them it's the Splitter and the wooden beam are not supposed to be necessarily the same thing going on What it's saying is you have no idea how many obstacles there are in your vision when you're looking at another person You don't see them clearly You at every time you are irritated at someone at least half of what irritates you is coming from you We we have our own stuff that comes into every situation This is why When you know when you're really someone said something in there and you're like who said that who said that then you find out? It's your best friend you go. Oh, well, I probably understand that thing Because we bring a whole different set of things to the to the relationships we like I always tell people it's it is dicey at best to with another adult to try to Browbeat people into coming to church Because you know you're thinking I'm just make them go to church and they're willing to like it And if you've browbeat them into church, they walk in going. I dare them to impress me and they tend to walk out with exactly the attitude they walk in with and people who are Excited to go are going to enjoy it. I Learned that with my parents my mother's so badly wanted my dad to like theater Never won that one You know, my dad was like is this one of those where people are going to like break into song personally school? Does he do they know that that dance does not further the story and any You know and you know and every time they win My dad was like bored out of his mind and my mother was excited about it before she got there What they came in with they saw the same play but they saw it with their own set of baggage and And it happens all the time Every time someone your teacher as a matter of fact the people in your families Not that we have any but those people your families that are at a view Are the one I don't kill me for this. They are the ones that are most like you That's the first time they ever understood that passage about that running Jesus out of town in the red No, it's and it's not that you'll be like, uh-uh No, because I'm politically way over here and they're politically way over there and you both think you're right We'll listen to the other You're both equal amounts of stubborn you're both equal amount, you know, I I have a friend and she is a Very I that I wanted my children to grow up. I want them to be as independent as I am and her daughter has kind of moved into a very very conservative Baptist Church and that going into one of those what they call the trad movement where she will stay home and her husband will make all her decisions for her and um and The mom is like, where did this come from? And I said you wanted her to be independent from everyone, but you Look at the bright side. She chose something you would never choose. Isn't that great independence? You know, I mean it's like It is often the thing that we hold in common that will drive us up a tree, but Jesus is actually just saying, you know That beam in your own eye keeps you from seeing others well, I I I kind of happened upon this at the last mass, but the perfect example of this is you know, when I see other people now and this comes with an honorable age My joints don't feel so honorable but They're about in your 50s. You start to get something that you never knew existed called floaters Yeah, yeah floaters are these little bits of protein to just break off in your eye and they just float across you think What is that thing in the air? And it goes away and it happens every once in a great while and then it happens every day and then it happens all the Timing and you know, I I I did the good news is I don't notice flies anymore But but you know, you have these floaters and I would say, you know a Splinter that you see in the other person's eye is probably a floater It's your own it's a floater We we see we break our vision to everything. I told this story a handful of times But I'm getting older so I get away with keep telling it and that is you know Being in traffic and being upset because the person in front of me is going too slow Because I mean I have a right For other people to drive the speed I would like But I'm getting upset and sure enough the minute there's two lanes I move over and I get her and I don't like zip around. Oh, I mean I handled it very well But you do as you get near you do have to do the Because heaven forbid that the stranger you don't know doesn't know that Pat Dolan is upset Gotta let him know and I look over and it's John Kite my best friend in the world and I'm like You know But what fascinates me about that story every time I think about it is I was so frustrated Where did all that frustration and anger go? Was gone like that Now that had been someone I didn't know I'd still had that frustration and anger So maybe the frustration and anger had nothing to do with the other person But how I would view someone I don't know versus how I'd view someone I do when I full of floaters tons of floaters that day I Thought I was upset over what someone else was doing and I was upset because I wasn't sure they were one of the people that matter But doper and it was someone that matters someone I had to have a relationship with and Oh, then it changes and how we how do we get past that? How do we start to understand? our impatience with strangers Has to do with the mix of stuff that we bring in to the stranger encounter This is where all prejudice comes from They are people we don't know You know, that's why if you ever want to make someone cringe and it doesn't matter whether you're talking about You know Different faiths and people of sexualities or ethnicities, but when you say oh, I have a friend who's one of you Like That means I'm not prejudiced No It means that you see people, you know differently than people you don't and the people you don't you still stratify into who counts and doesn't and it's you know, if You don't get to use that and it should be cringeworthy when we say that, you know I actually have friends who are laity I'm not sure if I have any for priests, but Please tell any priest, you know, I said that But but there's that idea of what we bring to the situation and then that's what I love this Until we stop until we can get the stuff out of our eyes and see people clearly Until we can get the stuff out of our eyes and see people clearly we won't see ourselves clearly because we have to see ourselves through other people's eyes and Everything is just another reflection of us this first reading Sirach which like Proverbs like Ecclesiastes These are up. These are books. You should never read I mean you should reflect a line here and there in this line, but they're not it's like reading a dictionary it just moves thought after thought after if you read this from cover to cover it's like wandering through a Fortune cookie factory and just picking up pieces of paper off the floor and this one has nothing to do with that Well, there's no order to it But I love this opening when a sieve is shaken the husks appear So do once fall than one speaks I was going to use that as an excuse not to preach this good But But what it doesn't say which is important because I think most of us think this is a warning Maybe our faults need to appear It's not saying don't speak or people will know who you are It's not saying who don't shake anything up or we'll start to see where all the issues are and say that's okay Shake things up You know as I guess I get that story of the of the Me of me on the road and a friend that I passed I start to realize and you know that that Phrase that I'd love to take apart all the time. Oh, I was caught off-guard. I Didn't mean to say that but I was caught off-guard meaning. I wasn't paying attention and the real me came out of lightspeed My facade usually is so good. It just wasn't that quick and held up over my real me count And I keep thinking as we get into Lent what happens if we spend Lent trying to dismantle our facades What if we start to be who we are in the world, you know my Maya My least favorite part of confession theologically, it's not that I I don't run out tell people anything That that's for the book I Said I want I want to write a book called confessions of an unwed father But there's this sense that It works against itself It says you need to confess but only if you can confess To someone who will keep all your secrets so that your facade will never be damaged Let's get people to confess in a way that we're going to try and get you to confess without anyone ever really knowing who you are This is why I'll tell you in 90% of my confessions are never from holy family All the people from other parishes line up. I assume the people here are over at other parishes I have people and they rotate the different that way. No one priest has to know everything No one knows he's still As long as I get out of here unknown As long as they'll let me live a secret life in heaven Keep thinking when do we get rid of the facade? All dogs may go to heaven. No, not all but you know, but facades know What happens think of how many people depend on their facade? And there's a saying going around now that says would people show you who they are believe it and today it says and Stop making it up until you see it until you really see it. Not not your own vision Until we can get past what we're bringing to the vision we Jesus says don't judge people because He's nicer than I am which is cut. I mean, you know what Jesus said stop judging people because you're really stupid at it You're bad at judging people. You don't know what you're doing To which we say well, I'll judge you now. Oh You know, it's it's that we don't know we think we know we never have the whole picture You will never have the picture the full picture of anyone you choose to pass judgment on and What we know about people who are created in the image of God is if you ever know that well enough to see the whole picture You will no longer have any interest in passive judgment", "segments": [{"id": 0, "seek": 0, "start": 0.0, "end": 5.199999809265137, "text": " The Lord be with you a reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke", "tokens": [50364, 440, 3257, 312, 365, 291, 257, 3760, 490, 264, 6295, 23163, 4650, 281, 13044, 50624], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.27559801936149597, "compression_ratio": 1.6297872066497803, "no_speech_prob": 0.009070307947695255}, {"id": 1, "seek": 0, "start": 8.460000038146973, "end": 14.899999618530273, "text": " Jesus told his disciples a parable can a blind person guide a blind person will not both fall into a pit me", "tokens": [50787, 2705, 1907, 702, 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you a reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke
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Jesus told his disciples a parable can a blind person guide a blind person will not both fall into a pit me
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No disciple is superior to his teacher, but when fully trained every disciple who will be like his teacher
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Why do you notice the splinter in your brother's eye and not perceive the wooden beam in your own?
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How can you say to another let me remove that splinter in your eye when you do not even notice the wooden beam in your own?
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Hypocrite remove the wooden beam from your eye first, then you will see clearly to remove the splinter in your brother's eye a
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Good tree does not bear rotten fruit nor does a rotten tree bear good fruit for every tree is known by its own fruit
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the Gospel of the Lord
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Jesus Christ
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So before I get into this I'm just going to let you know this is seems to be a good need to do this
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We are at least looking
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Probably not anytime soon, but certainly by fall about having to change the mass schedule to split this mass
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We've got a couple dozen people who can't find seats now. We do need to make sure that people aren't like
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Don't load luggage and things into the seats. Thanks to I don't notice
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There are places where like no couples will sit with one empty seat on either side of them
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We're gonna have to learn to get a little closer
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And and which is you know it according to the day you have to even get close to sketchy people
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So, you know, but we're gonna try to try to make more room
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If you do end up splitting we're probably gonna have a schedule that there's a mass 45 minutes earlier than this and 45 minutes later than
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this and people will have to pick it's just it's it's I'm getting too crowded success is always its own punishment and
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We'll figure out the schedule if that's necessary
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Today's gospel opens with one of the strangest lines
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Jesus told his disciple a parable
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Then
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It just said can a blind person lead it just starts asking questions and throwing out, but there's no parable here
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We don't get a single parable in this
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maybe there's one missing or
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maybe Luke being the only Gentile was not really sure what a parable was and
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Threw it in there. Jesus gave a parable. I want to say. Oh, no, that's a
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question
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Little different so but but this question about I think sometimes we
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We maybe kind of have a skewed vision of what this is talking about. You know, it sounds like
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Don't judge people because you know normally when you're judging someone you're you've got a worse thing about you know, the same thing
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Oh, they're being a little dishonest, but you're really dishonest and you just are going after them
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it's
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the
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Splitter and the wooden beam are not supposed to be necessarily the same thing going on
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What it's saying is you have no idea how many obstacles there are in your vision when you're looking at another person
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You don't see them clearly
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You at every time you are irritated at someone at least half of what irritates you is coming from you
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We we have our own stuff that comes into every situation
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This is why
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When you know when you're really someone said something in there and you're like who said that who said that then you find out?
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It's your best friend you go. Oh, well, I probably understand that thing
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Because we bring a whole different set of things to the to the relationships we like
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I always tell people it's it is dicey at best to with another adult to try to
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Browbeat people into coming to church
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Because you know you're thinking I'm just make them go to church and they're willing to like it
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And if you've browbeat them into church, they walk in going. I dare them to impress me and
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they tend to walk out with exactly the attitude they walk in with and people who are
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Excited to go are going to enjoy it. I
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Learned that with my parents my mother's so badly wanted my dad to like theater
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Never won that one
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You know, my dad was like is this one of those where people are going to like break into song personally school?
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Does he do they know that that dance does not further the story and any
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You know and you know and every time they win
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My dad was like bored out of his mind and my mother was excited about it before she got there
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What they came in with they saw the same play
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but they saw it with their own set of baggage and
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And it happens all the time
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Every time someone your teacher as a matter of fact the people in your families
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Not that we have any but those people your families that are at a view
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Are the one I don't kill me for this. They are the ones that are most like you
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That's the first time they ever understood that passage about that running Jesus out of town in the red
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No, it's and it's not that you'll be like, uh-uh
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No, because I'm politically way over here and they're politically way over there and you both think you're right
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We'll listen to the other
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You're both equal amounts of stubborn you're both equal amount, you know, I I have a friend and she is a
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Very I that I wanted my children to grow up. I want them to be as independent as I am and
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her daughter
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has kind of moved into a very very conservative Baptist Church and that
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going into one of those what they call the trad movement where she will stay home and her husband will make all her decisions for
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her and um and
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The mom is like, where did this come from? And I said you wanted her to be independent from everyone, but you
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Look at the bright side. She chose something you would never choose. Isn't that great independence?
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You know, I mean it's like
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It is often the thing that we hold in common that will drive us up a tree, but Jesus is actually just saying, you know
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That beam in your own eye keeps you from seeing others
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well, I I I kind of happened upon this at the last mass, but the perfect example of this is you know,
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when I see other people now and
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this comes with
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an honorable age
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My joints don't feel so honorable but
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They're about in your 50s. You start to get something that you never knew existed called floaters
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Yeah, yeah floaters are these little bits of protein to just break off in your eye and they just float across you think
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What is that thing in the air?
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And it goes away and it happens every once in a great while and then it happens every day and then it happens all the
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Timing and you know, I I I did the good news is I don't notice flies anymore
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But but you know, you have these floaters and I would say, you know a
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Splinter that you see in the other person's eye is probably a floater
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It's your own it's a floater
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We we see we break our vision to everything. I told this story a handful of times
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But I'm getting older so I get away with keep telling it and that is you know
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Being in traffic and being upset because the person in front of me is going too slow
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Because I mean I have a right
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For other people to drive the speed I would like
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But I'm getting upset and sure enough the minute there's two lanes
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I move over and I get her and I don't like zip around. Oh, I mean I handled it very well
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But you do as you get near
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you do have to do the
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Because heaven forbid that the stranger you don't know doesn't know that Pat Dolan is upset
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Gotta let him know and I look over and it's John Kite my best friend in the world
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and I'm like
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You know
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But what fascinates me about that story every time I think about it is I was so frustrated
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Where did all that frustration and anger go?
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Was gone like that
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Now that had been someone I didn't know I'd still had that frustration and anger
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So maybe the frustration and anger had nothing to do with the other person
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But how I would view someone I don't know versus how I'd view someone I do
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when I
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full of floaters tons of floaters that day I
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Thought I was upset over what someone else was doing and I was upset because I wasn't sure they were one of the people that matter
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But doper and it was someone that matters someone I had to have a relationship with and
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Oh, then it changes and how we how do we get past that? How do we start to understand?
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our
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impatience with strangers
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Has to do with the mix of stuff that we bring in
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to the stranger encounter
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This is where all prejudice comes from
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They are people we don't know
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You know, that's why if you ever want to make someone cringe and it doesn't matter whether you're talking about
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You know
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Different faiths and people of sexualities or ethnicities, but when you say oh, I have a friend who's one of you
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Like
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That means I'm not prejudiced
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No
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It means that you see people, you know differently than people you don't and the people you don't you still
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stratify into who counts and doesn't
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and it's you know, if
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You don't get to use that and it should be cringeworthy when we say that, you know
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I actually have friends who are laity
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I'm not sure if I have any for priests, but
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Please tell any priest, you know, I said that
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But but there's that idea of what we bring to the situation and then that's what I love this
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Until we stop until we can get the stuff out of our eyes and see people clearly
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Until we can get the stuff out of our eyes and see people clearly
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we won't see ourselves clearly because we have to see ourselves through other people's eyes and
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Everything is just another reflection of us this first reading Sirach which like Proverbs like
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Ecclesiastes
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These are up. These are books. You should never read
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I mean you should reflect a line here and there in this line, but they're not it's like reading a dictionary
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it just moves thought after thought after if you read this from cover to cover it's like wandering through a
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Fortune cookie factory and just picking up pieces of paper off the floor and this one has nothing to do with that
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Well, there's no order to it
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But I love this opening when a sieve is shaken the husks appear
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So do once fall than one speaks I was going to use that as an excuse not to preach this good
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But
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But what it doesn't say which is important because I think most of us think this is a warning
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Maybe our faults need to appear
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It's not saying don't speak or people will know who you are
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It's not saying who don't shake anything up or we'll start to see where all the issues are and say that's okay
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Shake things up
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You know as I guess I get that story of the of the
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Me of me on the road and a friend that I passed I start to realize and you know that that
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Phrase that I'd love to take apart all the time. Oh, I was caught off-guard. I
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Didn't mean to say that but I was caught off-guard meaning. I wasn't paying attention and the real me came out of lightspeed
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My facade usually is so good. It just wasn't that quick and held up over my real me count
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And I keep thinking as we get into Lent what happens if we spend Lent trying to dismantle our facades
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What if we start to be who we are in the world, you know my Maya
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My least favorite part of confession theologically, it's not that I I don't run out tell people anything
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That that's for the book
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I
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Said I want I want to write a book called confessions of an unwed father
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But there's this sense that
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It works against itself
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It says you need to confess but only if you can confess
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To someone who will keep all your secrets so that your facade will never be damaged
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Let's get people to confess in a way that we're going to try and get you to confess without anyone ever really knowing who you
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are
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This is why I'll tell you in 90% of my confessions are never from holy family
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All the people from other parishes line up. I assume the people here are over at other parishes
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I have people and they rotate the different that way. No one priest has to know everything
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No one knows he's still
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As long as I get out of here unknown
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As long as they'll let me live a secret life in heaven
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Keep thinking when do we get rid of the facade?
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All dogs may go to heaven. No, not all but you know, but facades know
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What happens think of how many people depend on their facade?
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And there's a saying going around now that says would people show you who they are believe it
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and today it says and
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Stop making it up until you see it until you really see it. Not not your own vision
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Until we can get past what we're bringing to the vision we Jesus says don't judge people because
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He's nicer than I am which is cut. I mean, you know what Jesus said stop judging people because you're really stupid at it
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You're bad at judging people. You don't know what you're doing
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To which we say well, I'll judge you now. Oh
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You know, it's it's that we don't know we think we know we never have the whole picture
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You will never have the picture the full picture of anyone you choose to pass judgment on and
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What we know about people who are created in the image of God is if you ever know that well enough to see the whole picture
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You will no longer have any interest in passive judgment
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Father Pat's message encourages deep spiritual Father Pat's message encourages deep spiritual introspection and humility. He emphasizes that our perceptions of others are often clouded by our own internal "floaters"—biases, insecurities, and emotional baggage that distort our vision. Rather than projecting judgment onto others, we are called to first examine ourselves honestly, removing the "wooden beam" from our own eye before attempting to address the "splinter" in someone else's. In doing so, we discover that much of our frustration and criticism stems not from the faults of others, but from unresolved issues within ourselves. Father Pat also challenges the facades we maintain in our lives, especially in religious practice, and invites us to embrace authenticity as a path toward true spiritual growth. He concludes with a powerful reminder: when we truly see others—clearly and compassionately—we lose the desire to judge at all.
This homily begins with a practical parish announcement about the need to potentially split the overcrowded Mass into two services, which Father Pat humorously frames as “success being its own punishment.” He uses this transition to invite the community to reflect on how even in physical closeness—like having to sit closer to “sketchy” people—we are challenged to confront our judgments and perceptions.
Father Pat then moves into the Gospel reading from Luke, acknowledging that while it is introduced as a parable, it reads more like a series of rhetorical questions and statements rather than a traditional narrative. He suggests that perhaps Luke, the only Gentile evangelist, misunderstood the definition of a "parable." This sets the tone for Father Pat’s central theme: we often misinterpret not just Scripture, but life, because we are not seeing clearly.
The key image from the Gospel—the splinter in your brother’s eye versus the wooden beam in your own—is unpacked in a novel way. Rather than seeing it simply as hypocrisy or moral equivalence, Father Pat interprets it as a metaphor for distorted perception. Most of what bothers us about others, he says, is really about us. Our judgments are filtered through our own unresolved emotions, past experiences, and distorted expectations. When someone irritates us, at least half of that irritation comes from within. This is not just a call to be less judgmental—it’s a call to understand that we often don’t even see others clearly enough to make any judgment at all.
Father Pat uses several vivid analogies and stories to illustrate his point. One is the story of trying to get someone to enjoy theater when they’re not predisposed to it. What people bring into an experience—preconceived notions, openness or resistance—shapes what they take from it. Similarly, in faith, people who are dragged to church often enter with a defiant attitude and leave unchanged, while those who come with openness are more likely to be transformed.
Another story centers on a mother who raised her daughter to be fiercely independent, only to be surprised when that independence led the daughter into a religious and social lifestyle the mother disapproved of. This is a humorous but poignant example of how we often want others to be free—but only within the limits of what we ourselves find acceptable. It also illustrates how the traits we admire in ourselves can become challenging when mirrored in others.
A particularly powerful metaphor is that of “floaters”—the visual disturbances that come with aging. Father Pat likens these to the invisible biases and emotions that cloud our perception of others. He recounts a personal story of being frustrated with a driver on the road, only to discover it was his best friend. Instantly, his irritation disappeared. The driver hadn’t changed—only his perception had. The implication is clear: much of what we think is external conflict is actually internal noise.
Father Pat then connects this insight to broader social and spiritual dynamics. Prejudice, he suggests, is rooted in our discomfort with people we don’t know. Familiarity breeds empathy, while distance breeds judgment. When we say, “I have a friend who’s one of them,” he says, we’re not proving we’re unbiased; we’re revealing that we categorize people we don’t know. True transformation begins when we stop treating people as abstract “others” and start seeing them as individual reflections of God’s image.
The homily takes a deeper theological turn when Father Pat critiques the sacrament of confession. He reflects on how even confession is often structured to preserve our facades—anonymity ensures that we remain unknown, our sins unexposed to real relational transformation. While he acknowledges the importance of confession, he questions whether its current practice truly helps us become more authentic. What would Lent look like, he asks, if we used it not to hide behind ritual but to dismantle our facades and become who we truly are?
He references the reading from Sirach, which says, “When a sieve is shaken, the husks appear.” Many interpret this as a warning—watch what you say, or your faults will be revealed. But Father Pat suggests the opposite: maybe our faults need to be revealed. Maybe Lent is a time to shake the sieve, to let the husks rise, and to be seen for who we truly are.
He ends by addressing the modern saying, “When people show you who they are, believe them.” But Father Pat calls us to go even deeper: don’t judge until you truly see. And you can’t truly see until you’ve removed your own distortions. Jesus tells us not to judge—not because judgment is inherently evil, but because we’re terrible at it. We never have the full picture. But if we ever did—if we ever saw someone fully and truly, through the lens of love and clarity—we would no longer want to judge them. We would only want to understand them. And in that moment, both they and we would begin to reflect the image of God more clearly....
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It just says After the first one he says and then he took him up Up where I? Can hear sister Loretta in in grace will say ah you're missing an object for that verb Okay, but he came up took you up somewhere, but there's a Luke Luke Rearranges it so that everything heads towards the temple Matthew rearranges it so that it's in the same order as some things that happen in the desert Because he's trying to make a different point But but Luke is always headed towards the temple Everything is spiritual, and they always have two of the three of them of the three temptations Start out with the phrase well if you are the Son of God It it's I think it's supposed to pull Jesus's strings Like he's he's really trying to see where the ego of Jesus is You know Jesus always tells people who he is and Never offers any proof. He's not there to make them believe something He's there to say who he is because it's who he is and he will not back away from the truth It's it's the difference between worrying about what everyone thinks about you Or being who you want to be in the world Jesus knows who he is and so that's what he does and all of the ego has to get taken out of the way so you know When you read it well if you're the Son of God do this well here He does everything but say why are you chicken? I mean, it's it's it's a taunting that that you might get you know from from a you know Four-year-old or a five-year-old when someone says well if you're really so smart tell me this If you're really not afraid that if you're really the Son of God you want to go devil needs to grow up It it's it's it's sort of taunting and where we wouldn't think that that's going to Affect Jesus the story is told because we will all fall for that sort of stuff all the time We we tend to use these types of techniques to talk ourselves out of being Christian and And I think I mentioned this on on Cash Wednesday that it would be the healthiest Lent we could have if We could look around the world and see the people who are in need See the people who are suffering see the people who are in you know in the most turmoil and for Lent Give up our excuses You know not our chocolate Not our chocolate not a dessert here that what happens when we give up our excuses When we get well, they shouldn't have gotten in trouble in the first place well I'm not going to give them money. They'll just spend it on drink not that I know that but it's a great excuse A lot and and what it is is I'm going to not respond to people and show you why I'm Christian to do it You know if if you're really Christian you would know that those people are beneath you. No, that's not really Christian and When he doesn't realize is when he says if you're the Son of God You'll do this and Jesus answers in many different ways, but his answer is always the same Actually if you're the Son of God you have no need to do that You know I think we always think that boy If the more power someone has in our world this all you know the more power people get the crazier they become I Need they just go great they love power And you know they always say Oh power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely not true power corrupts Absolute power does not see what we see in humans is power coupled with enormous amounts of insecurity That's when power corrupts God if we really believe absolute power corrupts, then God would be absolutely corrupt And we don't believe that why do you God is not insecure? God is not you know. It's it's when I have power, and I'm always afraid that The bigger bully is going to show up tomorrow I'm protecting myself against. I don't know go absolute power doesn't protect itself doesn't need to Absolute power knows what's going to happen in 500 years after you and I have already passed from this life under into the next one Absolute power can't panic I Always think that that's that's my vision sometimes when I and I and I will I will confess I like many people keep saying About everything that I can think of sometimes my own life other people's lives global politics I want to say how long Oh Lord how long? When is God gonna step in and fix the world the way Patrick Dolan thinks he should? Amazing he hasn't tapped into this yet. Oh You know there's that but there's that idea That why is it God because God? God can do everything but enter into our panic And that's that's hard for us It's hard for me to know that I could be going through something in the next year. That's going to be horrifically damaging And I might not survive But if we're believing in eternity After I pass away Healing can still happen and God sees where I'm going to be in a thousand years And if you see where someone's going to be in a thousand years you do become like the parent who has a Nine nine month to a year old taking their first steps, and they fall and they scrape their need badly There is red juice coming out Now Anyone who's seen a child go through that knows from the child's perspective the world has just ended And Even if you're compassionate you're not panicked over a scraped knee and God love you if the child gets a sense that you're not taking it seriously And You can take it seriously, but you cannot enter into the level of the panic that the child has you just can't Because you know that by Wednesday. They'll have forgotten it Probably because they bump their head on the table, but they'll have forgot They're on to the next adventure. I Think we forget that God sees our future adventures So we want God to panic instead of Being invited into the solution instead of I think sometimes we think our job as Christians is to pray until God takes care of things Instead of our job is to pray until we figure out how to take care of things The opening prayer For Ash Wednesday the opening prayer for the season of Lent Has a little surprise in it that I think we never notice Because if I ask the average Catholic to describe, you know It's different during Lent well be fast We give up things and we pray more when I go to more church when I go to Stations of the Cross By the way Stations of the Cross Fridays 615 I think the wires doing it this week so but but It's it's this sense that what do we do for Lent we pray more and we and we fast we sometimes forget the almsgiving and What's interesting about that opening prayer is it reprioritizes everything the point of Lent is the charity It what the prayer says is today as we begin this campaign Not a prayer not a fasting as we begin this campaign of Christian service May we be armed with the tools of self-restraint and prayer But those are just the tools those are not the ends those are the means they are to move us into Christian service What happens when I give up whatever excuse I used to look the other way with someone else three-corner What happens when I give up an excuse for Lent? That's why I'm not helping or why I'm I decided I decided my job is to pray and God's job is to help Because you know, that's what Jesus said Jesus said remember go out and tell God to feed the boar It's our job all of the prayer and the fasting is to move us to be a people who will go out in this campaign of Christian service service to the world not just to other Christians But it's service to the world and and you know Certainly, we know that prayer can put us in the right mindset. So can fasting. I Kind of constructed a prayer that I kept for several weeks now a couple of weeks ago Several weeks now about people who are homeless and displaced and all about people who are going through things you and I cannot Imagine and they cannot escape This is this is the only thing fasting should really do for us is to create Just enough suffering for us to go You know, there's a lot of people in the world that have no choice but to live with this all the time I do it by choice, you know, you talk about privilege Privilege is when we fast. Oh, that's an interesting spiritual exercise While others did that way every day because they have no choice That's that's a different life And and so let calls us into the experience of the poor so that we're less likely to say no Into the experience of people who don't have freedom so that we will not say no to their suffering every group that suffers Lent calls us to kind of put on those shoes and walk that mile until we're a little less able to look the other way What are the tools we have that allow us to look the other way and still feel righteous You're one of the Christian excuses we can use to say well, I'm not gonna help those people They're not Christian Or they're Christian, but they're not Catholic or they're Christian and they're Catholic, but they don't pray the right way They don't kneel at rhyme on You know, he say they didn't make this ritual. We can always cut down the group to who we for slot Jesus says what happens when we start giving up the excuses And and men what Jesus says today is yes through each one of these each one of these is a great excuse You know Feed yourself. Don't worry about everyone else Have power over others don't worry about anything else You know worship the center of human power rather than divine power And you can always tell the difference We should want power in the world God's power not ours and the difference is always and I always love to just put it this Way power over any money is human. Even God has no power over us He could he just doesn't choose power over if God had with God chose power over you there would be no sin There would be no free will he would just control you Yeah God has God chooses power under power under can only lift That's the power we're supposed to exercise if you want to feel powerful in the world lift someone up Humanity too often feels powerful when they're pushing others down I'm gonna teach those people a lesson That's not the power of God. It has nothing to do with God We're going to lift people up. That's the power and we have to figure out this lead what stops us from Exercising that power when we can And I look at all those sag lunches back there, and I think you know it's amazing We actually have the cure for hunger As soon as we care enough to give out the message And so God says today, what's what's your obstacle? What's in your way? What's your excuse? 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That's going to be horrifically damaging", "tokens": [51424, 467, 311, 1152, 337, 385, 281, 458, 300, 286, 727, 312, 516, 807, 746, 294, 264, 958, 1064, 13, 663, 311, 516, 281, 312, 17582, 4278, 25342, 51748], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.3723785877227783, "compression_ratio": 1.6103286743164062, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003510407404974103}, {"id": 96, "seek": 45168, "start": 479.3599853515625, "end": 481.3599853515625, "text": " And I might not survive", "tokens": [51748, 400, 286, 1062, 406, 7867, 51848], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.3723785877227783, "compression_ratio": 1.6103286743164062, "no_speech_prob": 0.0003510407404974103}, {"id": 97, "seek": 48168, "start": 482.67999267578125, "end": 485.0799865722656, "text": " But if we're believing in eternity", "tokens": [50414, 583, 498, 321, 434, 16594, 294, 27162, 50534], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.34080666303634644, "compression_ratio": 1.6727272272109985, "no_speech_prob": 0.0001582713593961671}, {"id": 98, 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you and with your spirit for reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke
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Filled with the Holy Spirit Jesus returned from the Jordan and was led by the Spirit into the desert for 40 days
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to be tempted by the devil
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He ate nothing during those days and when they were over he was hungry
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The devil said to him if you are the Son of God command this stone to become red
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Jesus answered him it is written one does not live on bread alone
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Then he took him up and showed him all the kingdoms of the world at a single instant
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The devil said to him I shall give to you all this power and glory for it has been handed over to me
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And I may give it to whomever I wish
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All this will be yours if you worship me
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Jesus said to him in reply
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It is written you shall worship the Lord your God and him alone shall you serve
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Then he led him to Jerusalem made him stand on the parapet of a hample and said to him if you are the Son of God
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Throw yourself down from here for it is written
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He will command his angels concerning you to guard you and with their hands
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They will support you lest you dash your foot against a stone
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Jesus said to him in reply it also says you shall not put the Lord your God to the test
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When the devil had finished every temptation he departed from him for a time
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The gospel of the Lord is to you Lord Jesus Christ
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The
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telling of this
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story is is that
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It is very different in Matthew's gospel and in Luke's
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in Matthew's
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the first temptation is roughly the same then the second temptation is at the temple and
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And then the third temptation is back on on it says the high mountain
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Which we have to assume is what Luke is talking about the second one. It just says
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After the first one he says and then he took him up
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Up where I?
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Can hear sister Loretta in in grace will say ah you're missing an object for that verb
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Okay, but he came up took you up somewhere, but there's a Luke Luke
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Rearranges it so that everything heads towards the temple
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Matthew rearranges it so that it's in the same order as some things that happen in the desert
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Because he's trying to make a different point
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But but Luke is always headed towards the temple
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Everything is spiritual, and they always have two of the three of them of the three temptations
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Start out with the phrase well if you are the Son of God
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It it's I think it's supposed to pull Jesus's strings
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Like he's he's really trying to see where the ego of Jesus is
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You know
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Jesus
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always tells people who he is and
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Never offers any proof. He's not there to make them believe something
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He's there to say who he is because it's who he is and he will not back away from the truth
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It's it's the difference between worrying about what everyone thinks about you
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Or being who you want to be in the world
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Jesus knows who he is and so that's what he does and all of the ego has to get taken out of the way
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so you know
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When you read it well if you're the Son of God do this well here
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He does everything but say why are you chicken?
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I mean, it's it's it's a taunting that that you might get you know from from a you know
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Four-year-old or a five-year-old when someone says well if you're really so smart tell me this
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If you're really not afraid that if you're really the Son of God you want to go devil needs to grow up
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It it's it's it's sort of taunting and where we wouldn't think that that's going to
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Affect Jesus the story is told because we will all fall for that sort of stuff all the time
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We we tend to use these types of techniques to talk ourselves out of being Christian and
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And I think I mentioned this on on
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Cash Wednesday that it would be the healthiest Lent we could have if
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We could look around the world and see the people who are in need
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See the people who are suffering see the people who are in you know in the most turmoil and for Lent
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Give up our excuses
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You know not our chocolate
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Not our chocolate not a dessert here that what happens when we give up our excuses
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When we get well, they shouldn't have gotten in trouble in the first place well
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I'm not going to give them money. They'll just spend it on drink not that I know that but it's a great excuse
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A lot and and what it is is I'm going to not respond to people and show you why I'm Christian to do it
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You know if if you're really Christian you would know that those people are beneath you. No, that's not really Christian and
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When he doesn't realize is when he says if you're the Son of God
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You'll do this and Jesus answers in many different ways, but his answer is always the same
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Actually if you're the Son of God you have no need to do that
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You know I think we always think that boy
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If the more power someone has in our world this all you know the more power people get the crazier they become I
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Need they just go great they love power
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And you know they always say Oh power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely not true power corrupts
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Absolute power does not see what we see in humans is power
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coupled with
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enormous amounts of insecurity
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That's when power corrupts
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God if we really believe absolute power corrupts, then God would be absolutely corrupt
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And we don't believe that why do you God is not insecure?
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God is not you know. It's it's when I have power, and I'm always afraid that
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The bigger bully is going to show up tomorrow
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I'm protecting myself against. I don't know go absolute power doesn't protect itself doesn't need to
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Absolute power knows what's going to happen in 500 years after you and I have already passed from this life under into the next one
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Absolute power can't panic I
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Always think that that's that's my vision
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sometimes when I and I and I will I will confess I like many people keep saying
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About everything that I can think of sometimes my own life other people's lives global politics
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I want to say how long Oh Lord how long?
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When is God gonna step in and fix the world the way Patrick Dolan thinks he should?
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Amazing he hasn't tapped into this yet. Oh
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You know there's that but there's that idea
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That why is it God because God?
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God can do everything but enter into our panic
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And that's that's hard for us
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It's hard for me to know that I could be going through something in the next year. That's going to be horrifically damaging
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And I might not survive
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But if we're believing in eternity
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After I pass away
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Healing can still happen and God sees where I'm going to be in a thousand years
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And if you see where someone's going to be in a thousand years you do become like the parent
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who has a
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Nine nine month to a year old taking their first steps, and they fall and they scrape their need badly
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There is red juice coming out
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Now
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Anyone who's seen a child go through that knows from the child's perspective the world has just ended
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And
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Even if you're compassionate you're not panicked over a scraped knee and
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God love you if the child gets a sense that you're not taking it seriously
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And
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You can take it seriously, but you cannot enter into the level of the panic that the child has you just can't
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Because you know that by Wednesday. They'll have forgotten it
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Probably because they bump their head on the table, but they'll have forgot
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They're on to the next adventure. I
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Think we forget that God sees our future adventures
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So we want God to panic
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instead of
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Being invited into the solution instead of I think sometimes we think our job as Christians is
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to pray
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until God takes care of things
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Instead of our job is to pray until we figure out how to take care of things
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The opening prayer
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For Ash Wednesday the opening prayer for the season of Lent
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Has a little surprise in it that I think we never notice
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Because if I ask the average Catholic to describe, you know
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It's different during Lent well be fast
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We give up things and we pray more when I go to more church when I go to Stations of the Cross
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By the way Stations of the Cross Fridays 615 I think the wires doing it this week so
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but but
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It's it's this sense that what do we do for Lent we pray more and we and we fast
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we sometimes forget the almsgiving and
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What's interesting about that opening prayer is it reprioritizes everything the point of Lent is the charity
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It what the prayer says is today as we begin this campaign
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Not a prayer not a fasting as we begin this campaign of Christian service
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May we be armed with the tools of self-restraint and prayer
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But those are just the tools those are not the ends those are the means they are to move us into Christian service
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What happens when I give up whatever excuse I used to look the other way with someone else three-corner
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What happens when I give up an excuse for Lent?
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That's why I'm not helping or why I'm I decided I decided my job is to pray and God's job is to help
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Because you know, that's what Jesus said
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Jesus said remember go out and tell God to feed the boar
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It's our job all of the prayer and the fasting is to move us to be a people who will go out in this
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campaign of Christian service service to the world not just to other Christians
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But it's service to the world and and you know
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Certainly, we know that prayer can put us in the right mindset. So can fasting. I
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Kind of constructed a prayer that I kept for several weeks now a couple of weeks ago
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Several weeks now about people who are homeless and displaced and all about people who are going through things you and I cannot
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Imagine and they cannot escape
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This is this is the only thing fasting should really do for us is
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to create
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Just enough suffering for us to go
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You know, there's a lot of people in the world that have no choice but to live with this all the time
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I do it by choice, you know, you talk about privilege
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Privilege is when we fast. Oh, that's an interesting spiritual exercise
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While others did that way every day because they have no choice
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That's that's a different life
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And and so let calls us into the experience of the poor so that we're less likely to say no
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Into the experience of people who don't have freedom so that we will not say no to their suffering
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every group that suffers
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Lent calls us to kind of put on those shoes and walk that mile until we're a little less able to look the other way
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What are the tools we have that allow us to look the other way and still feel righteous
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You're one of the Christian excuses we can use to say well, I'm not gonna help those people
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They're not Christian
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Or they're Christian, but they're not Catholic or they're Christian and they're Catholic, but they don't pray the right way
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They don't kneel at rhyme on
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You know, he say they didn't make this ritual. We can always cut down the group to who we for slot
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Jesus says what happens when we start giving up the excuses
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And and men what Jesus says today is yes through each one of these each one of these is a great excuse
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You know
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Feed yourself. Don't worry about everyone else
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Have power over others don't worry about anything else
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You know worship the center of human power rather than divine power
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And you can always tell the difference
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We should want power in the world God's power not ours and the difference is always and I always love to just put it this
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Way power over any money is human. Even God has no power over us
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He could he just doesn't choose power over if God had with God chose power over you there would be no sin
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There would be no free will he would just control you
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Yeah
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God has God chooses power under power under can only lift
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That's the power we're supposed to exercise if you want to feel powerful in the world lift someone up
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Humanity too often feels powerful when they're pushing others down
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I'm gonna teach those people a lesson
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That's not the power of God. It has nothing to do with God
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We're going to lift people up. That's the power and we have to figure out this lead what stops us from
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Exercising that power when we can
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And I look at all those sag lunches back there, and I think you know it's amazing
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We actually have the cure for hunger
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As soon as we care enough to give out the message
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And so God says today, what's what's your obstacle? What's in your way? What's your excuse?
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Keep the chocolate
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Give up the excuses for let and watch the kingdom of God grow among us
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Fr. Pat’s message centers on the theme of spiritua Fr. Pat’s message centers on the theme of spiritual integrity, humility, and the call to authentic Christian service during Lent. Reflecting on the Gospel account of Jesus’ temptations in the desert, Fr. Pat highlights how Jesus, grounded in truth and free from ego, resists the devil’s provocations not by displays of power but by fidelity to God’s word and purpose. He challenges the listener to approach Lent not as a season of superficial sacrifice but as a transformative campaign of service to others. Fr. Pat urges believers to give up not chocolate or dessert, but their excuses—those inner defenses that prevent them from truly loving and serving the suffering and marginalized. He invites the faithful to adopt a mindset rooted in God’s power, which is not oppressive but lifting, not rooted in fear or control, but in love and eternal perspective.
Fr. Pat begins by exploring the narrative of Jesus’ temptation from Luke’s Gospel, noting how Luke arranges the temptations to culminate at the temple, emphasizing the spiritual trajectory of Jesus’ mission. Unlike Matthew, who frames the sequence to reflect the desert journey, Luke’s version is temple-oriented, underscoring that Jesus’ path is ultimately directed toward sacred service and sacrifice. Fr. Pat emphasizes that in each temptation, particularly those beginning with “If you are the Son of God,” the devil isn't merely testing Jesus’ divinity but attempting to provoke ego-driven responses. The devil’s taunts aim to challenge Jesus' identity, suggesting that if He truly is who He claims to be, He must prove it with displays of power. However, Jesus responds not with demonstrations of might, but with fidelity to Scripture and divine purpose, showing that genuine divinity does not need to be proven—it simply is.
This, Fr. Pat says, is crucial for us to understand. Jesus never performs miracles to prove His identity. He acts out of truth, not insecurity. In contrast, humans often fall prey to ego, insecurity, and the need for validation. Fr. Pat draws a parallel to our own spiritual lives: we often fall for similar temptations—not always to sin directly, but to justify inaction, to excuse ourselves from loving service, or to assert power over others instead of lifting them up. He critiques how we use religious or moralistic excuses to avoid helping those in need—saying things like, "They’ll spend the money on alcohol," or "They brought this upon themselves." These are the very excuses Lent calls us to abandon.
Fr. Pat powerfully reframes the purpose of Lent. The fasting and prayer we often associate with the season are not ends in themselves; they are tools—means to move us into acts of charity and selfless service. He references the Ash Wednesday opening prayer, which speaks of a “campaign of Christian service,” underscoring that the heart of Lent is not personal piety, but communal compassion. The question, he suggests, is not what we are giving up, but what we are giving to—and whom we are lifting up.
His message critiques the misuse of spiritual disciplines that do not lead to transformation. Fasting, he says, should not be a spiritual exercise in self-discipline alone, but a means to develop empathy for the poor and displaced—those who experience hunger not by choice, but by circumstance. When we feel hunger during a fast, we are given a window into the suffering of others. That shared experience, even briefly, should move us toward action.
Fr. Pat also offers a profound meditation on divine power. He refutes the often-cited phrase, “absolute power corrupts absolutely,” by asserting that true power, as seen in God, is not corrupt because it is not rooted in insecurity. Human power becomes corrupt when coupled with fear and the need to control. God’s power is secure, eternal, and never panicked. God does not respond to our crises with anxiety because He sees the full picture—even the redemptive future that we cannot yet see. This divine patience and calm amid our desperation is likened to a parent watching a child scrape their knee: the pain is real, but the parent, knowing healing will come, does not panic. God’s eternal perspective reassures us that our suffering is not the end of the story.
He challenges Christians not to wait for God to "fix" the world, but to realize that our prayers should lead to our own transformation and engagement. We are not bystanders pleading for God to act; we are participants being formed to act as God’s instruments. Jesus did not command us to tell God to feed the poor—He told us to feed them.
Fr. Pat concludes with a call to action rooted in the theology of "power under"—the divine power that serves, lifts, and heals. God does not dominate; He elevates. That is the kind of power Christians are called to imitate. Lent is a time to examine what prevents us from living this out—what excuses, fears, or ego-driven tendencies keep us from lifting others. By giving up those excuses, we clear the way for the kingdom of God to grow among us. Ultimately, Lent is not about self-denial for its own sake, but about creating space—within and around us—for divine love to act through us....
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