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{"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1084.199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. The Spirit drove Jesus out into the desert, and He remained in the desert, tempted by Satan, for 40 days. He was among wild beasts, and the angels ministered to Him. After John had been arrested, Jesus came to Galilee, proclaiming the Gospel of God. This is the time of fulfillment. The kingdom of God is at hand. Repent and believe the Gospel. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. It's kind of a trick of the mind that we have to wrap our head around, that when we hear Jesus saying, believe in the Gospel, the four Gospels have not been written. So you and I hear, oh, believe in these four books. Not what was meant. You know, this is the concept for which the four books will be named after. And then we kind of re-imprint history in a different order in our mind. And so, you know, He uses the Greek. He says, you know, believe in the Evangelion. It's a Greek word that literally was used kind of, probably the most common use for it was if there was a decisive battle such that, you know, if you lose this battle, you lose your city. You lose your way of life. You lose your power base. You lose everything. If you are being attacked at that level, the army would go out and they would fight the battle. And the youngest of the soldiers was often asked to hold back, you know, be kind of at the backside of the army. And when the army wins, his only job is to run back and tell the city the Evangelion, the good news. This runner, this messenger who comes back also becomes known as Evangelion, the good news bearer, the bearer that says, you know, the battle has been decisively won and our way of life is safe and free and who you are, you know, the invasion is over. And that's, you know, so when we talk about, oh, the gospel, the good news, we all put all these different sorts of things on it. But it really is saying that there is a battle we're all fighting that's been won. By the time the good news gets there, you're hearing the good news doesn't win the battle. It's been won. But you should live knowing the battle's been won. And I think, unfortunately, a lot, not all, but a lot of our religion centers around keeping people in the battle. We're fighting for the gospel. We're fighting for the announcement that the battle's over and there's nothing to fight. So there is a word game that goes on in our head. We slowly forget what the gospel is. Jesus comes preaching this good news, and the good news, and of course you have to get your head set into the mindset of the bad news that was going around, which was, you know, when you sin, there is no forgiveness. When you mess up, that's it. That was the mindset of the day. God, you know, if you're wealthy and healthy and everything's going well, it's because God likes you and the rest of you, you'd have a better life if you just weren't so displeasing to God. All of these messages are out there in the ether at that time, and little by little, this good news that gets preached, the beatitudes come and say, guess what, God blesses those people even when their lives are falling apart. And then he starts to say, and you know what, these people who say there's no forgiveness are people who themselves need forgiveness, and you have to get past that. Of course there's forgiveness. And, you know, then he continues on, and there's these miracle healings, and there's nothing we can't get past, and there's good news even after death, and there's good news, and there's good news. And we are so afraid of the good news because if everyone understood the good news, it might be harder for authorities to control people. And too many people have a vision of human nature that is so ugly that basically their thing is, you know, if people ever really got comfortable with who they are, they'd ruin everything. I mean, you know, they don't understand, and even modern psychology will back this up eventually. Anyone who has studied adolescence and lived to tell, anyone who has studied that age group knows bullies aren't bullies because they're secure. People who do awful things don't do it because they're coming from a safe place. Bad behavior doesn't come from people, you know, we always talk about, oh, people who have had it so easy don't understand. But the woundedness that makes them do awful things is whatever little part of their life was not secure. To actually live without that worry and anxiety, the choice to just run around hurting people short of mental illness would make no sense. We're usually fighting with the world because we're competing with the world, and we're competing with the world because we're sure that if we don't, there is eventual failure ahead of us. We don't have enough faith in the nature that God created in us that says, you know, I don't need to put other people under me in order to feel like I'm a little higher up in the world. Most of us really do have a want to be with one another and be safe. I think that the, I've always felt that the real definition, and you get so many of them, of what people are looking for in true love, you know, and I've said this first part a lot. People have heard this a lot that, you know, everyone dreams of falling in love with another person until they realize that they are an other person. They're not you. But that's the dream, is to find someone who isn't you around whom you are completely yourself and completely safe. To be completely yourself. They know everything and it's still safe. That's like the perfect foundation. And when we understand the good news, we're each being invited into that place with God. And so Jesus takes this 40 days to go out and recollect who he is, know who he is, understand this, and then out of it comes the mission. And I think most of us are good either at, I think a lot of us, a lot of us have rudderless missions in our lives. Many of you know people who just get tons of stuff done. If you ask them what they got done yesterday, they will come up with a list that's amazing. If you ask them what they've gotten done in the last year, they can't tell you. Because they spent an amazing day going over here and then an amazing day going over here, but there's no trajectory. They're kind of rudderless even though they are people with amazing energy. And then there are the others who, you know, they reflect and they reflect and they know who they are in the world and they think and they think and, you know, they're finally ready to go out and act and, well, now they're 102 and they die. And they've spent their whole life getting their rudder and never moving. And it's so easy to get caught in one of those. And so we get this phrase in Hebrew that, you know, 40 days, I've always thought that the dynamic English at this moment translation of that should be month of Sundays. It doesn't mean 40 days exactly. It means, you know, 40 kind of meant, you know, forever and a day. He goes out for a month of Sundays. That does not mean 30 weeks. We know that. And so he goes out long enough to unclutter his life and figure out the mission. And then he comes back and spends three years doing the mission. It's the balance that Lent tries to give us. You know, Lent should be a time when we check and say, where are we headed? Where is my, you know, where is the steering wheel pointed toward? This is the time we do that. And the balance that the church has struck is six out of every 52 weeks. The assumption there meaning then 46 weeks doing something with that. You know, we spend some time reminding ourselves of our direction. And then what do we do? I always think that it was, you know, when we talk about, it's a mythological sort of courtroom scene that people have in their heads. Final judgment. You're standing before God. And I know that my catechism teacher, you know, when I was growing up, probably had me convinced that, you know, it was going to be everything from multiple choice and essays and you better know the answer to every question and how many sacraments and which ones are this or you better, this is the final exam. And I'm coming to think that if there is a final judgment, there is one question of interest. And it's not going to be, what mistakes did you make? What mistakes didn't you make? Did you ever sin? Did you not sin? No, the question's going to be, so how did you change the world? How did you change the world? And I think for many of us, it's, well, I didn't hang around those people. Yeah, bad news, they're just inside the door. You know, it's, how do we, and so I look right now, you know, everyone's reeling this week over what happened in Florida and I'm watching all the reactions and there are those who are saying, oh, let's just take a moment and do nothing. Let's just take a moment and do nothing. Which made sense at Columbine, but when you get to Ash Wednesday and you're in a year whereby Ash Wednesday, there are three times as many school shootings as there were Thursdays. How long do you wait? Someone's like, well, you can wait, but you can't wait more than 72 hours or you'll hit the next one and then they'll say wait. It's gotten to that kind of a crazy pace in our lives. And you know, you always say, out of the mouth of babes, what was interesting was the student who, when they first said it, they were kind of like, they thought they were correcting because someone said the wrong thing and it's become a catchphrase all over the internet. And that was when someone said, they started to talk about, you know, let's change laws, let's do this. And someone said, I think it's too soon. And the kid who had just lived through this said, what do you mean? You mean it's too late. I lived through it, it's too late. You don't, you know, you don't go to a funeral and say, is it too soon to discuss treatment options? No, it's too late. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch because what we've done as we fall, I finally started to realize as I watched this week that the word we use of tribalism, tribalism is ego sanctified. Because, you know, if I'm just, if I'm just in this for me, that is ego and that is ugly. But if I'm just in it for my family, that's loyalty. Now my ego looks, it looks a little loyal. I can put a kind of layer of sanctification. Oh, I'm in it for my, for my family, for my country, for my party. It's still ego. I just widened the group long enough that I can say, and I'm just doing this out of loyalty. You know, when it's just me, it's ego. Now it's something noble. It's, you know, noble vices are very dangerous. And so we come to a point and I think, so where do we go? When do we move a discussion into action? And the problem becomes that on both sides or every millions of sides of every political fence, most people are less interested in solving problems and more interested in being right. We don't want the other side to come up with the answer because then they're right. And everyone, you know, it's easy to vilify. I love, we're vilifying the politicians and there is no doubt that there is corruption in the system and that lobbyists are buying things. There's no doubt that's happening. But whenever people start going off on the politicians, I think, but they're doing more than we are. They're showing up. And I don't know if we're upset that they're not doing their job or that we're upset that they're not doing ours. Because, you know, our job doesn't come up once every year or every two or every four years. I've always thought it would be interesting, you know, some people do it, it's only done with military service, but there's so many ways. I thought it would be so interesting if you grew up in one of those countries where everyone had to do one or two years of public service. Because we think of public servants as a faction of our larger community rather than public servants as constitutive of citizenry. Public service. Because otherwise, most of us don't get it. Most of us don't get what's going on. We don't get the difficulties. We wonder why they don't solve issues quicker and we don't understand the difficulties they're up against. And it is polluted by a lot of, there's definitely corruption. But I think we are called to stand up. I realized on Ash Wednesday who the new heroes, the new heroes in our culture are, and even though everyone likes to complain about, you know, whether they're calling them millennials or Gen Xers or, you know, whichever group you're upset with this day. But, you know, the people between the ages of about 25 and 45 right now have watched as their parents have been horrified and their grandparents have been horrified and their aunts and uncles were all horrified. And they're horrified but they're all saying, you know what, I'll run for office. Those are the heroes. Those are the ones who are going to change things. They're like, I'll run for office. You know, in my generation, I don't know, I think I thought that unless you had a degree in Congress, you didn't do those things. Turns out there's no such degree. It's people who just decide they're going to step forward and be part of this. You know, and so all of a sudden we're seeing these voices rise up and say, maybe this, you know, maybe this is our problem. You know, maybe the problem isn't politicians. Maybe it's everyone should be a politician once in a while. And no one should be one all the time. And then we start to share our culture. Then we start to share our church. Do you volunteer at church and you find there are two kinds of people, those who volunteer always and those who volunteer never. Ones who volunteer always, you know, they're the ones who inevitably show up at my office at the age of 99 going, I feel so guilty because I can't do it anymore. I'm like, I feel guilty that you walked in here. I mean, you're doing more than I am. You know, rather than, oh no, there are some times of life that we have and we give and other times that we can't. We never just decide that that's someone else's issue. We never decide that. And so like Jesus, we take some time to gather our thoughts, figure out where we're going. Be convinced in the good news. Be convinced that failure doesn't keep us out of heaven. God's won that battle that we are confident enough to try and willing enough. The Pope has asked us this year and he's talking about poverty, but we can put it with violence. We can put it, the Pope, it's a beautiful phrase. He said, this Lent, the world needs to fast from indifference. And we'll know, and as I said on Ash Wednesday, feeling bad doesn't make me less indifferent. Watching a story on the news and going, oh, because I did that, I must not be indifferent. You know, there's no indifference there because I literally touched my chest inside. And what the Pope says is, no, no, you'll know you're not indifferent when you make a difference. 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The Lord be with you.

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And with your spirit.

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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.

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Glory to you, O Lord.

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The Spirit drove Jesus out into the desert,

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and He remained in the desert, tempted by Satan, for 40 days.

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He was among wild beasts, and the angels ministered to Him.

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After John had been arrested, Jesus came to Galilee,

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proclaiming the Gospel of God.

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This is the time of fulfillment.

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The kingdom of God is at hand.

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Repent and believe the Gospel.

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The Gospel of the Lord.

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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.

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It's kind of a trick of the mind that we have to wrap our head around,

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that when we hear Jesus saying,

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believe in the Gospel, the four Gospels have not been written.

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So you and I hear, oh, believe in these four books.

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Not what was meant.

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You know, this is the concept for which the four books will be named after.

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And then we kind of re-imprint history in a different order in our mind.

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And so, you know, He uses the Greek.

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He says, you know, believe in the Evangelion.

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It's a Greek word that literally was used kind of,

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probably the most common use for it was if there was a decisive battle

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such that, you know, if you lose this battle, you lose your city.

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You lose your way of life.

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You lose your power base.

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You lose everything.

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If you are being attacked at that level, the army would go out

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and they would fight the battle.

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And the youngest of the soldiers was often asked to hold back,

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you know, be kind of at the backside of the army.

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And when the army wins, his only job is to run back

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and tell the city the Evangelion, the good news.

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This runner, this messenger who comes back also becomes known as Evangelion,

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the good news bearer, the bearer that says, you know,

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the battle has been decisively won and our way of life is safe and free

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and who you are, you know, the invasion is over.

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And that's, you know, so when we talk about, oh, the gospel, the good news,

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we all put all these different sorts of things on it.

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But it really is saying that there is a battle we're all fighting that's been won.

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By the time the good news gets there,

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you're hearing the good news doesn't win the battle.

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It's been won.

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But you should live knowing the battle's been won.

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And I think, unfortunately, a lot, not all, but a lot of our religion

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centers around keeping people in the battle.

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We're fighting for the gospel.

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We're fighting for the announcement that the battle's over

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and there's nothing to fight.

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So there is a word game that goes on in our head.

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We slowly forget what the gospel is.

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Jesus comes preaching this good news, and the good news,

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and of course you have to get your head set into the mindset of the bad news

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that was going around, which was, you know, when you sin, there is no forgiveness.

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When you mess up, that's it.

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That was the mindset of the day.

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God, you know, if you're wealthy and healthy and everything's going well,

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it's because God likes you and the rest of you,

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you'd have a better life if you just weren't so displeasing to God.

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All of these messages are out there in the ether at that time,

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and little by little, this good news that gets preached,

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the beatitudes come and say,

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guess what, God blesses those people even when their lives are falling apart.

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And then he starts to say, and you know what,

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these people who say there's no forgiveness

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are people who themselves need forgiveness,

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and you have to get past that.

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Of course there's forgiveness.

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And, you know, then he continues on, and there's these miracle healings,

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and there's nothing we can't get past,

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and there's good news even after death,

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and there's good news, and there's good news.

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And we are so afraid of the good news

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because if everyone understood the good news,

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it might be harder for authorities to control people.

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And too many people have a vision of human nature

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that is so ugly that basically their thing is,

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you know, if people ever really got comfortable with who they are,

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they'd ruin everything.

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I mean, you know, they don't understand,

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and even modern psychology will back this up eventually.

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Anyone who has studied adolescence and lived to tell,

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anyone who has studied that age group knows

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bullies aren't bullies because they're secure.

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People who do awful things don't do it

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because they're coming from a safe place.

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Bad behavior doesn't come from people,

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you know, we always talk about,

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oh, people who have had it so easy don't understand.

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But the woundedness that makes them do awful things

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is whatever little part of their life was not secure.

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To actually live without that worry and anxiety,

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the choice to just run around hurting people

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short of mental illness would make no sense.

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We're usually fighting with the world

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because we're competing with the world,

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and we're competing with the world

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because we're sure that if we don't,

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there is eventual failure ahead of us.

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We don't have enough faith in the nature

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that God created in us that says,

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you know, I don't need to put other people under me

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in order to feel like I'm a little higher up in the world.

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Most of us really do have a want

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to be with one another and be safe.

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I think that the, I've always felt that

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the real definition, and you get so many of them,

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of what people are looking for in true love,

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you know, and I've said this first part a lot.

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People have heard this a lot that, you know,

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everyone dreams of falling in love with another person

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until they realize that they are an other person.

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They're not you.

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But that's the dream, is to find someone who isn't you

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around whom you are completely yourself

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and completely safe.

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To be completely yourself.

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They know everything and it's still safe.

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That's like the perfect foundation.

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And when we understand the good news,

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we're each being invited into that place with God.

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And so Jesus takes this 40 days

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to go out and recollect who he is,

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know who he is, understand this,

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and then out of it comes the mission.

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I think a lot of us, a lot of us have

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rudderless missions in our lives.

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Many of you know people who just get tons of stuff done.

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If you ask them what they got done yesterday,

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they will come up with a list that's amazing.

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If you ask them what they've gotten done in the last year,

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they can't tell you.

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Because they spent an amazing day going over here

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and then an amazing day going over here,

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but there's no trajectory.

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They're kind of rudderless even though

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they are people with amazing energy.

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And then there are the others who,

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you know, they reflect and they reflect

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and they know who they are in the world

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and they think and they think and, you know,

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they're finally ready to go out and act

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and, well, now they're 102 and they die.

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And they've spent their whole life

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getting their rudder and never moving.

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that, you know, 40 days,

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at this moment translation of that

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should be month of Sundays.

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It doesn't mean 40 days exactly.

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It means, you know, 40 kind of meant, you know,

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forever and a day.

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He goes out for a month of Sundays.

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That does not mean 30 weeks.

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We know that.

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And so he goes out long enough

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to unclutter his life

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and figure out the mission.

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And then he comes back

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and spends three years doing the mission.

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It's the balance that Lent tries to give us.

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You know, Lent should be a time

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when we check and say,

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where are we headed?

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Where is my, you know,

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where is the steering wheel pointed toward?

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This is the time we do that.

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And the balance that the church has struck

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is six out of every 52 weeks.

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The assumption there meaning

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then 46 weeks doing something with that.

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You know, we spend some time

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reminding ourselves of our direction.

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And then what do we do?

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I always think that it was, you know,

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when we talk about,

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it's a mythological sort of courtroom scene

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that people have in their heads.

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Final judgment.

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You're standing before God.

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you know, when I was growing up,

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probably had me convinced

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that, you know, it was going to be

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everything from multiple choice and essays

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and you better know the answer to every question

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and how many sacraments and which ones are this

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or you better, this is the final exam.

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And I'm coming to think that

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if there is a final judgment,

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there is one question of interest.

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And it's not going to be,

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what mistakes did you make?

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What mistakes didn't you make?

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Did you ever sin?

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Did you not sin?

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No, the question's going to be,

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so how did you change the world?

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How did you change the world?

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And I think for many of us,

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it's, well, I didn't hang around those people.

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Yeah, bad news, they're just inside the door.

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You know, it's, how do we,

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and so I look right now, you know,

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everyone's reeling this week

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over what happened in Florida

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and I'm watching all the reactions

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and there are those who are saying,

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oh, let's just take a moment and do nothing.

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Let's just take a moment and do nothing.

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Which made sense at Columbine,

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but when you get to Ash Wednesday

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and you're in a year whereby Ash Wednesday,

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there are three times as many school shootings

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as there were Thursdays.

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How long do you wait?

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Someone's like, well, you can wait,

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but you can't wait more than 72 hours

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or you'll hit the next one

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and then they'll say wait.

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It's gotten to that kind of a crazy pace in our lives.

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And you know, you always say,

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out of the mouth of babes,

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what was interesting was the student who,

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when they first said it,

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they were kind of like,

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they thought they were correcting

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because someone said the wrong thing

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and it's become a catchphrase all over the internet.

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And that was when someone said,

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they started to talk about, you know,

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let's change laws, let's do this.

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And someone said, I think it's too soon.

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And the kid who had just lived through this said,

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what do you mean?

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You mean it's too late.

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I lived through it, it's too late.

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You don't, you know,

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you don't go to a funeral and say,

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is it too soon to discuss treatment options?

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No, it's too late.

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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch

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because what we've done as we fall,

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I finally started to realize as I watched this week

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that the word we use of tribalism,

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tribalism is ego sanctified.

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Because, you know, if I'm just,

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if I'm just in this for me,

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that is ego and that is ugly.

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But if I'm just in it for my family,

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that's loyalty.

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Now my ego looks,

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it looks a little loyal.

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I can put a kind of layer of sanctification.

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Oh, I'm in it for my, for my family,

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for my country, for my party.

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It's still ego.

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I just widened the group long enough

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that I can say,

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and I'm just doing this out of loyalty.

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You know, when it's just me, it's ego.

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Now it's something noble.

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It's, you know, noble vices are very dangerous.

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And so we come to a point and I think,

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so where do we go?

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When do we move a discussion into action?

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And the problem becomes that on both sides

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or every millions of sides of every political fence,

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most people are less interested in solving problems

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and more interested in being right.

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We don't want the other side to come up with the answer

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because then they're right.

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And everyone, you know, it's easy to vilify.

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I love, we're vilifying the politicians

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and there is no doubt that there is corruption in the system

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and that lobbyists are buying things.

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There's no doubt that's happening.

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I think, but they're doing more than we are.

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They're showing up.

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And I don't know if we're upset that they're not doing their job

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or that we're upset that they're not doing ours.

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Because, you know, our job doesn't come up once every year

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or every two or every four years.

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I've always thought it would be interesting,

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you know, some people do it,

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it's only done with military service,

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but there's so many ways.

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I thought it would be so interesting if you grew up

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in one of those countries where everyone had to do

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one or two years of public service.

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Because we think of public servants

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as a faction of our larger community

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rather than public servants as constitutive of citizenry.

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Public service.

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Because otherwise, most of us don't get it.

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Most of us don't get what's going on.

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We don't get the difficulties.

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We wonder why they don't solve issues quicker

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and we don't understand the difficulties they're up against.

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And it is polluted by a lot of,

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there's definitely corruption.

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But I think we are called to stand up.

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I realized on Ash Wednesday who the new heroes,

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the new heroes in our culture are,

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and even though everyone likes to complain about,

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you know, whether they're calling them millennials

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or Gen Xers or, you know,

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whichever group you're upset with this day.

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But, you know, the people between the ages

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of about 25 and 45 right now

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have watched as their parents have been horrified

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and their grandparents have been horrified

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and their aunts and uncles were all horrified.

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And they're horrified but they're all saying,

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you know what, I'll run for office.

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Those are the heroes.

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Those are the ones who are going to change things.

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They're like, I'll run for office.

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You know, in my generation, I don't know,

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I think I thought that unless you had a degree in Congress,

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you didn't do those things.

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Turns out there's no such degree.

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It's people who just decide

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they're going to step forward and be part of this.

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You know, and so all of a sudden

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we're seeing these voices rise up

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and say, maybe this, you know,

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maybe this is our problem.

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You know, maybe the problem isn't politicians.

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Maybe it's everyone should be a politician once in a while.

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And no one should be one all the time.

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And then we start to share our culture.

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Then we start to share our church.

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Do you volunteer at church

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and you find there are two kinds of people,

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those who volunteer always and those who volunteer never.

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Ones who volunteer always, you know,

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they're the ones who inevitably show up at my office

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at the age of 99 going,

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I feel so guilty because I can't do it anymore.

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I'm like, I feel guilty that you walked in here.

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I mean, you're doing more than I am.

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You know, rather than,

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oh no, there are some times of life that we have and we give

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and other times that we can't.

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We never just decide that that's someone else's issue.

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We never decide that.

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And so like Jesus, we take some time to gather our thoughts,

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figure out where we're going.

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Be convinced in the good news.

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Be convinced that failure doesn't keep us out of heaven.

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God's won that battle

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that we are confident enough to try

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and willing enough.

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The Pope has asked us this year

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and he's talking about poverty, but we can put it with violence.

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We can put it, the Pope, it's a beautiful phrase.

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He said, this Lent,

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the world needs to fast from indifference.

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And we'll know,

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and as I said on Ash Wednesday,

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feeling bad doesn't make me less indifferent.

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Watching a story on the news and going,

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oh, because I did that, I must not be indifferent.

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You know, there's no indifference there

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because I literally touched my chest inside.

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And what the Pope says is, no, no,

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you'll know you're not indifferent

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when you make a difference.

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And maybe that's the only question we have,

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not just at the end of Lent, but at the end of our lives,

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is God saying, how did you change the world?

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Because if we're empowered by that good news,

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we will find a way to build the kingdom.

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Father Pat’s message is a profound call to embrace the true meaning of the Gospel as the proclamation that the decisive battle for humanity’s salvation has already been won. He challenges us to live as people liberated by this victory rather than as those still trapped in fear, guilt, or condemnation. He reminds us that Jesus' message of the "good news" was not about a set of doctrines or books, but about the radical announcement that God’s love, forgiveness, and presence are already among us. He encourages believers to take time, like Jesus in the desert, to discern their mission, to move from reflection to action, and to make a tangible difference in the world. Father Pat urges us to fast from indifference this Lent, to recognize our shared responsibility for the world’s brokenness, and to live in a way that changes the world through love, justice, and faith.

Father Pat’s homily begins by unpacking the Gospel reading from Mark, where Jesus is driven into the desert by the Spirit for forty days, facing temptation and coming into clarity about His mission. Father Pat emphasizes that when Jesus says, “Believe in the Gospel,” He is not referring to the written Gospels (which had not yet been written), but rather to the lived reality of the “Evangelion”—a Greek term for good news that historically referred to the announcement of a victory in battle. In this context, Jesus is proclaiming to the people that the battle for their souls, their dignity, their salvation, has already been won. The good news is not a future hope or a distant ideal—it is a present reality. Jesus’ message is a reversal of the prevailing spiritual narrative of His time, which held that sin, suffering, and failure were signs of divine rejection. Jesus instead proclaims that God’s blessing extends even to the poor, the broken, and the outcast.

Father Pat critiques the way religion can sometimes keep people imprisoned in the “battle,” as if the good news is yet to be achieved through human effort, discipline, or moral perfection. He argues that many religious systems have misunderstood the Gospel by focusing on guilt and control rather than liberation and love. He draws parallels to modern life, noting that much of our bad behavior stems not from evil intent, but from insecurity and woundedness. People lash out when they feel unsafe, unseen, or unloved. In contrast, to live in the awareness of the Gospel’s victory is to live from a place of security, peace, and trust in God’s love.

He challenges the congregation to reflect during Lent not just on personal sins, but on direction and purpose. Using the image of people who are either hyperactive but rudderless, or reflective but inactive, he stresses the need for a balance between contemplation and action. The forty days of Lent, like Jesus’ time in the desert, are meant to be a season of clarity and redirection, not just self-denial. The Hebrew concept of “forty” symbolizes not a literal count of days but a period sufficient for transformation—a “month of Sundays,” as he puts it.

Father Pat then shifts to address contemporary events, specifically the tragedy of school shootings and the paralysis of public response. He distinguishes between feeling compassion and actually making a difference. Drawing from Pope Francis’ call to “fast from indifference,” he insists that true engagement means acting to change the world, not just mourning its brokenness. He critiques tribalism, which he defines as “ego sanctified”—the tendency to justify selfishness by cloaking it in loyalty to one’s group or ideology. This kind of thinking prevents real solutions because it values being right over being effective.

He calls out the tendency to vilify politicians as scapegoats while ordinary citizens abdicate their own responsibility. He highlights the emerging generation of young leaders who are stepping up to run for office and engage in public life, contrasting their courage with the complacency of previous generations. In this, he sees hope—the Gospel in action. He encourages everyone to see public service and civic engagement not as someone else’s job, but as part of what it means to be a follower of Christ and a builder of the kingdom.

Father Pat concludes by reframing the idea of final judgment. Rather than imagining a courtroom of sins and theological tests, he proposes that God’s primary question will be: “How did you change the world?” That question, he suggests, is the true measure of a Gospel-shaped life. A life truly rooted in the good news will overflow into action, into love, into justice. So the purpose of Lent is not just to give up chocolate or reflect on personal failings, but to rediscover our mission, reorient our lives, and be empowered by the victory that Christ has already won—to go out and make a difference in the world.

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