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Be Steadfast in Commitment to Christ
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Father Pat
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2018-08-26
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2018-08-26-be-steadfast-in-commitment-to-christ-47 2018-08-26-be-steadfast-in-commitment-to-christ-47.mp3...
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You have the words of eternal life, the gospel of the Lord. So this is our sixth week of this chapter of John and I am ready to return to my former way of life. John just wraps the same thought around a dozen different ways and he kind of keeps starting the conversation over again like they haven't already been through it. It's very Greek. But I think in light of the other two readings we can get to some interesting places that aren't simply a rehash of what we've been talking about. And starting with this, the most, for me, the far most interesting reading religiously, culturally we'll get to the second one which you're all interested in. And they cleaned it up today. But the first one is theologically much more interesting. It's this Joshua says, so you know, which God do you want to serve? Now, first understand he is coming from an era when he was probably not a monotheist. He probably thought there were more than one, there was more than one God. So when he says which God are you going to worship? Now that's not a question that a real monotheist would ask. There's only one God. But he's saying which God? And then he, I mean, he goes out of there and beyond that to say, you know, do you want the gods that did this or the gods of the Amorites? Which gods? Now today we're really not very far beyond that. We don't really, when someone writes, I think someone wrote a book in the last eight years called God is One, you know, and it was this sort of we all worship the same God, which we don't. I do believe that there is a fundamental reality God that is not changed by our belief. That, you know, we all try to get to the reality and the truth but when we say there's only one God, what we're really saying is there's only one God that's beyond yours and my belief and that we will never get our heads around. But when you and I talk about God, and it's the most frightening words I ever hear and it's inevitably on a plane or something when you can't escape that someone says, so do you believe in God? And what they mean is, do you believe what I believe about God? Because if you were to say, oh yes he's the head of cabbage in California they say, you don't believe in God! You don't believe what I believe about God. Very, very different and I would wager that you won't find, you certainly won't find theologians nowadays, but you won't find most of us that believe in the God that Joshua is talking about. Joshua is talking about a God that likes his people better than other people. That was the belief. It was a very partisan God. God will defend Joshua and his people when they go to battle against those people. I would posit nowadays that any reputable theologian knows that God will fight for you until you're fighting against another person and then God doesn't like you any better than them. I know that is harsh to hear at the beginning of football season. God does not like any team better than any others. I know what you're all thinking and I'm not going to say it. No, no team. You know, there's that idea that what it means to believe in a God that Jesus starts to unveil the God who is here to save all people. The God who loves all creation. The God who is infinite love, whose mercy is beyond our comprehension. That's the God that really Joshua's not going to get too terribly near. So when we hear this what God do you serve? Actually most of us nowadays would have to disagree with Joshua because he has a very different image of God than we are left with nowadays. He talks very clearly about the ideas of God that I think we would still hold to, though if you read the whole book of Joshua, he shuts a lot of these down later on. This is the God who brings you out of slavery and into freedom. This is the God. But unfortunately as you get down, you realize this is the God who brings Joshua and his people out of freedom. Not necessarily others. You've got St. Paul still writing about slavery, you know, centuries later. And he's only talking about how well you should treat slaves, which is similar to what he talks about today. I knew, I knew I'm going to bust the chops, I don't even know who it was, but I'm going to bust the chops a little of whoever prepared the lectures this week. Because I knew without asking every once in a while I say, hey, when you have a discussion on those second readings, if they're real long, do the short reading. No, no, no, they love the long readings. Every week we get the longest reading they can find. But I knew this week they would not do the long reading. Because the long reading starts out with wives should be subordinate to their husbands. As to the Lord himself. And I knew they would go, oh, let's do the short version. Huge mistake. The reason that's a huge mistake is because the reason we do it is the second reading says all the same stuff a little more palatably. I'd rather have it unpalatable. I'd rather it didn't slip in, you know, with the spoonful of sugar sort of thing. You know, because when you really read this, husbands, you should love your wives so that you can present them unblemished to God, because your love will make them holy. This is sort of the difference between the first one says, you know, women should have no freedom. And the second one is, and this happened to me within the last, well, since I've been here at MPB, the last 14, 15 years, that in this day and age, a woman said to me, my husband gives me all the freedom I want. And I went, gives you? Gives you the freedom? You got no freedom at all. If he's giving you your freedom, it sounds a little more palatable, but it, you know, Paul could not have imagined a world, he really couldn't imagine what gender equality looked like, so he's trying to make a silk purse out of a sow's ear here. He's trying to do what he can to say, oh, you know, this authority that men have over women should never be abused. Rather than, maybe he couldn't conceive of gender equality. And no one wants to be honest about it, but we haven't conceived it yet. We really haven't. We're still trying to, and the same could be said with many kinds of prejudice. We're, real equality and real justice scares us, so instead we want to be, we want to feel decent about our interpersonal relationships, so we don't want to treat anyone badly through inequality, but we're not really willing to go to equality, and there's a difference. You know, the difference between, well, we should be charitable to certain groups, rather than, they should have just as much power as we do. Shouldn't depend on one group's charity towards another. That we really would strive for that, and so our vision of God, when someone says, who's the God you serve? Is it the God of equality? Is it the God of justice? Is it the God that, well, I'm pretty comfortable being above the median in a lot of ways, and I'm not sure, justice might, you know, scare me a little too much. You can always see there are those who will pass laws that keep the divide bigger, and they'll do it in the name of order and hierarchy and that, and then those who will try to go for that God of justice. I think it's fascinating that I've never really met anyone arrogant enough to say that they know more than God. You know, I think we know next to God, we're kind of dumb. God is omniscient, all-knowing, but we're really comfortable with a vision of God whose heart is smaller than ours. Not as mine, but God's heart is smaller. That's why I'm really hoping that Aunt Sally gets into heaven, I'm just not sure God will let her in. I know that those are good people, but it says in Scripture they're going to hell. What can I do? God's heart is just not as big as mine. Interesting how easily we could say such a thing. And there are things in Scripture, we know that you have to have a filter. We know that thou shalt not commit murder, and thou shalt not eat shrimp, should not be on an even playing field. But there is no bold font on murder. There's no underlines. They didn't even understand italics yet. So we just get this list. And someone comes along and says, oh, let's be reasonable, of course murder is worse than shrimp. While we're at it, though, let's keep the slavery thing, that one's fine, but the women, let's not let them get out of hand, you know. And that all gets slipped in, and someone says, so who's the God you worship? How wide is your God? How large? How universally loving? How nonpartisan is your God? And, you know, it's so funny that if you're going to be partisan, trust me, you will not stop chopping the group up. You know, we've watched and we've said, oh, you know, America is not greater than every other country, and now it's America can't get along with itself. And now it's the Democrats and the Republicans can't get along within their own groups. Thanksgiving dinner, you know, you can't even talk to the family now. You want to go partisan, you will get it down to you against the world. Because we just, you know, it's not that I don't like other people, it's just that no one seems to get it as much as I do. I get it. And you all, what's going on? We all have a bit of that. A friend of mine and I were talking this week about Catholic church and this idea that the Pope is infallible, and he said, how could anyone believe in infallibility? And I said, everyone believes in infallibility. They just usually put it within themselves. Everyone's got someone or something that's infallible. You know? If a doctor tells you something and a grocer tells you something else, if it's medical, you probably go with the doctor. We've all got people we think are infallible in certain areas. And it sets us up for huge disappointment, but more importantly, it closes us off from the possibility that God is everywhere, that God is universal, that God loves everyone equally. And even though this is so horrifying, because so many of us have heard it for years, you know what? In God's eyes, I'm not special. Any more than anyone else. And, you know, I love language, so when someone says, well, you're special the same way that everyone else is special, I go, I don't think that word means what you think it means. You know? And that's okay. Because I think they're using special to mean valuable. And everyone's valuable. There was a funeral yesterday, and I described her, but I did it on purpose, I described her as having an uncommon amount of common sense. Because we know that, you know, common sense is not necessarily common. We mean something else by it. You know? And we use the word, though, to mean a certain thing. And I think when people say, well, you are special in the sight of God, well, you know, in my family, there were times I was special and it was not a good thing. I was especially irksome. I was especially in trouble. I had a favorite aunt, and I always have to bring her up on this weekend because that was her favorite reading in all of Scripture. She's screaming in heaven right now. Aunt Mary was a character. And I just used to love her. I think our priest did it on purpose. He always found the happiest reader in the world to do that reading. And she'd always get up and she'd say, Wives, be submissive to your husbands. And she was just so happy. And my aunt did everything but she used to smoke a cigar. I knew she was going to smoke one in church one of these days. You would just see her shake. But she had this way of leaning into a punch that I always appreciated. My mother would always say kind of what I call the bumper stickers of Christianity. My mother loved to throw something out that was going to sound deep. And Aunt Mary used to love to just go as far into it as she could until it looked ridiculous. But my mother would say one time, she said, When I die, I don't want anyone to cry. I want there to be a celebration of life. I really want people to feel good about it. And Aunt Mary said, I want them weeping inconsolably at my funeral. laughter And she went on in great detail to describe the grief and pain that we should hold. Well, my mother's lovely thought was now gone and she was furious. But, you know, she was that sort of you know, we all have these little ideas and every once in a while someone comes through and breaks through them. And says, you know, what if everyone's equal? What if, you know, my funeral will not be more special than yours? Someone asked me this week about the paw on a casket. You know, why don't we put this, well, why did we do a paw on the casket? The original idea of a paw on a casket was in the Middle Ages when some people had more wealth than anyone and their casket was gold with leafing and da-da-da and then a poor person came in in a pine box. The original intent of a paw is to drape your coffin to say, no one's special at this moment. You can have the prettiest coffin in the world but for the funeral, there's going to be a simple white cloth over it because at this moment, we are connected. This is not a moment of, look how special. A God who loves everyone. A God who is hurt when anyone suffers. A God who can't bear to watch us pass one another with indifference when people are struggling. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Many of Jesus' disciples who were listening said,
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This saying is hard. Who can accept it?
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Since Jesus knew
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that His disciples were murmuring about this,
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He said to them, Does this shock you?
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What if you were to see
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the Son of Man ascending to where He was
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before? It is
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the Spirit that gives life, while the flesh
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is of no avail.
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The words I have spoken to you are
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spirit and life, but there are some among you
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who do not believe. For this
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reason I have told you that no one can come to me
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unless it is granted him by the Father.
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As a result of this,
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many of His disciples returned to their former
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way of life and no longer
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accompanied Him. Jesus
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said to the twelve, Do you also want to
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leave? Simon Peter
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answered him, Master, to whom shall
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we go? You have the words of eternal
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life, the gospel
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of the Lord.
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So this is our sixth
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week of this chapter of John
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and I am ready to
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return to my former way of life.
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John just wraps
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the same thought around
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a dozen different ways
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and he kind of keeps starting the
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conversation over again like they haven't
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already been through it.
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It's very Greek.
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But I think
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in light of the other two readings we can get to
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some interesting places that aren't
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simply a rehash of what we've
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been talking about. And starting
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with this, the most, for me, the
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far most interesting reading
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religiously, culturally
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we'll get to the second one which you're all interested
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in. And they
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cleaned it up today.
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But the first one is theologically much
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more interesting. It's this
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Joshua says, so
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you know, which God do you want to serve?
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Now, first understand
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he is coming from an era when he was
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probably not a monotheist.
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He probably thought there were more
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than one, there was more than one God. So when he says
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which God are you going to
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worship? Now that's
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not a question that a real
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monotheist would ask.
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There's only one God.
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But he's saying which God?
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And then he, I mean, he goes out of
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there and beyond that to say, you
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know, do you want the gods that did this
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or the gods of the Amorites? Which
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gods? Now
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today we're really not very far
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beyond that. We don't
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really, when someone writes, I think someone wrote
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a book in the last eight years called
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God is One, you know, and it was this sort of
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we all worship the same God, which we don't.
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I do
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believe that there is a fundamental
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reality God
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that is not changed by our belief.
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That, you know,
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we all try to get to
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the reality and the truth
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but when we say there's only
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one God, what we're really saying is there's only
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one God that's beyond yours and my
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belief and that we will never get our
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heads around. But when you and I talk
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about God, and
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it's the most frightening words I ever hear
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and it's inevitably on a
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plane or something when you can't escape
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that someone says, so do you believe
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in God?
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And what they mean is, do you believe what I
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believe about God?
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Because if you were to say, oh yes
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he's the head of cabbage in California
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they say,
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you don't believe in God!
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You don't believe
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what I believe about God.
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Very, very different
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and I would wager that
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you won't find, you certainly won't find theologians
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nowadays, but you won't find
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most of us that believe in the God that Joshua
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is talking about.
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Joshua is talking about a God
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that likes his people better
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than other people.
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That was the belief. It was a very
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partisan God.
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God will defend
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Joshua and his people
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when they go to battle against those
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people. I would
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posit nowadays that any reputable
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theologian knows that God
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will fight for you until
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you're fighting against another person
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and then God doesn't like you any better than them.
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I know that is
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harsh to hear at the beginning
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of football season.
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God
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does not like any team better than any others.
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I know what you're all thinking and I'm not
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going to say it. No, no team.
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You know, there's that
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idea that what it means to
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believe in a God
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that Jesus starts to unveil
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the God who is here to
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save all people. The God
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who loves all creation.
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The God who is infinite
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love, whose mercy is beyond our
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comprehension. That's the
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God that really Joshua's
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not going to get too terribly near.
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So when we hear this
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what God do you serve?
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Actually most of us nowadays would have to
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disagree with Joshua because he
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has a very different image of God than we are
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left with nowadays.
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He talks
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very clearly about
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the ideas of God that I think
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we would still hold to, though if you read the
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whole book of Joshua, he shuts
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a lot of these down later on.
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This is the God
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who brings you out of slavery and
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into freedom.
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This is the God.
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But unfortunately
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as you get down, you realize
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this is the God who brings Joshua
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and his people out of freedom.
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Not necessarily others.
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You've got St. Paul still writing about
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slavery, you know,
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centuries later.
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And he's only talking about how well
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you should treat slaves, which is
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similar to what he talks about today.
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I knew,
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I knew I'm going to bust the chops, I don't
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even know who it was, but I'm going to bust the
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chops a little of whoever prepared the lectures
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this week. Because I
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knew without asking every once
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in a while I say, hey, when you have
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a discussion on those second readings, if they're real long,
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do the short reading.
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No, no, no, they love the long readings.
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Every week we get the
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longest reading they can find. But I
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knew this week they would not do the long reading.
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Because
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the long reading starts out with
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wives
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should be subordinate to their
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husbands.
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As to the Lord
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himself.
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And I knew they would go,
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oh, let's do
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the short version.
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Huge
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mistake. The reason
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that's a huge mistake is because the
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reason we do it is the
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second reading says
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all the same stuff a little more
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palatably. I'd rather
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have it unpalatable.
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I'd rather it didn't
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slip in, you know, with the spoonful of
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sugar sort of thing.
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You know, because when you really read this,
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husbands, you should love your wives
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so that you can present them unblemished
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to God, because your love will
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make them holy.
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This is sort of the difference
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between the first one says,
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you know, women should have no freedom.
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And the second one is, and this happened to me
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within the last, well, since I've been here at
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MPB, the last 14, 15 years,
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that in this day and age, a woman
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said to me, my husband gives me all the freedom I want.
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And I went, gives you?
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Gives you the
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freedom? You got no freedom at all.
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If he's giving you
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your freedom, it sounds
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a little more palatable, but it,
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you know, Paul could not have imagined
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a world,
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he really couldn't imagine what
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gender equality looked like, so he's trying to make
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a silk purse out of a sow's ear here.
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He's trying to do what he can
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to say, oh, you know,
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this authority that men have
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over women should never be abused.
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Rather than, maybe
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he couldn't conceive
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of gender equality.
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And no one wants to be honest
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about it, but we haven't conceived it yet.
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We really
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haven't. We're
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still trying to, and the same
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could be said with many kinds of prejudice.
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We're, real equality
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and real justice scares us, so
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instead we want to be, we want to feel
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decent about our interpersonal relationships,
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so we don't want to treat anyone
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badly through inequality, but we're
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not really willing to go to
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equality, and there's a difference.
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You know,
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the difference between, well, we should
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be charitable to certain groups, rather
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than, they should have just as much power
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as we do.
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Shouldn't depend on
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one group's charity towards another.
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That we really
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would strive for that, and so our vision of
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God, when someone says, who's the God you serve?
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Is it the God of equality? Is it the God
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of justice? Is it the God
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that, well, I'm pretty comfortable being
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above the median in a lot of ways, and I'm not
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sure, justice might, you know,
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scare me a little too much.
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You can always see there are
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those who will pass laws
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that keep the divide bigger,
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and they'll do it in the name of
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order and hierarchy and that, and then those
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who will try to go
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for that God of justice.
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I think it's fascinating that
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I've never really met anyone
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arrogant enough to say that
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they know more than God.
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You know, I think we know next
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to God, we're kind of dumb.
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God is
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omniscient, all-knowing,
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but we're really comfortable
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with a vision of God whose heart is
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smaller than ours.
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Not as mine, but God's
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heart is smaller.
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That's why I'm really hoping
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that Aunt Sally gets into heaven, I'm just not sure
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God will let her in.
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I know that those are good
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people, but it says in Scripture they're going
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to hell. What
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can I do? God's heart is just not as big as
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mine.
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Interesting how easily we could say
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such a thing. And
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there are things in Scripture, we know
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that you have to have a filter.
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We know that thou shalt not
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commit murder, and thou shalt
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not eat shrimp, should not be
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on an even playing field.
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But there is no bold
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font on murder.
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There's no underlines.
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They didn't even understand italics yet.
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So we just get this
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list.
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And someone comes along and says,
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oh, let's be reasonable,
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of course murder is worse
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than shrimp.
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While we're at it, though, let's keep the slavery thing,
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that one's fine, but the women,
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let's not let them get out of hand, you know.
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And that all gets slipped in, and someone
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says, so who's the God you
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worship? How wide is
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your God? How large?
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How universally loving?
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How nonpartisan
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is your God?
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And, you know, it's so funny that
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if you're going to
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be partisan, trust me, you will not
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stop chopping the group up.
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You know, we've watched and we've said,
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oh, you know, America
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is not greater than every other country, and
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now it's America can't get along with itself.
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And now
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it's the Democrats and the
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Republicans can't get along within their own groups.
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Thanksgiving dinner, you know, you can't even
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talk to the family now.
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You want to go partisan, you will get it
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down to you against the world.
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Because
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we just, you know,
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it's not that I don't like other people,
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it's just that no one seems
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to get it as much as I do.
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I get it.
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And you all, what's going on?
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We all have a bit of that.
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A friend of mine and I
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were talking this week about Catholic
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church and this idea that the
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Pope is infallible, and he said, how could anyone
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believe in infallibility? And I said, everyone
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believes in infallibility.
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They just usually put it within themselves.
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Everyone's
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got someone or something that's infallible.
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You know?
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If a doctor tells you something
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and a grocer tells you something else,
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if it's medical, you probably go
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with the doctor.
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We've all got people we think
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are infallible in certain areas.
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And it sets us up
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for huge disappointment,
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but more importantly,
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it closes us off from the
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possibility that God
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is everywhere, that God is universal,
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that God loves
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everyone equally.
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And even though this
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is so horrifying, because so many of us have heard it for years,
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you know what? In God's eyes,
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I'm not special.
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Any more than anyone else.
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And, you know, I love
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language, so when someone says, well, you're special
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the same way that everyone else is special,
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I go, I don't think that word
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means what you think it means.
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You know? And that's okay.
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Because I think they're using
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special to mean valuable.
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And everyone's valuable.
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There was a
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funeral yesterday, and I described
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her, but I did it on purpose, I described
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her as having an uncommon
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amount of common sense.
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Because we know that, you know, common sense
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is not necessarily common.
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We mean something else by it.
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You know? And
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we use the word, though, to mean a certain thing.
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And I think when people say, well,
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you are special in the sight of God,
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well, you know,
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in my family,
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there were times I was special
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and it was not a good thing.
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I was
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especially irksome.
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I was especially in trouble.
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I had a favorite aunt,
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and I always have to bring her up on this weekend
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because that was her favorite
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reading in all of Scripture.
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She's screaming in heaven right now.
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Aunt Mary
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was a character.
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And I just used to love her.
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I think our priest did it on purpose.
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He always found the happiest reader
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in the world to do that reading.
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And she'd always get up and she'd say,
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Wives, be submissive to your husbands.
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And she was just
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so happy. And my aunt did everything
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but she used to smoke a cigar.
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I knew she was going to smoke one in church one of these days.
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You would just see her shake.
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But she had this way of leaning
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into a punch that I always appreciated.
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My mother would always say
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kind of what I call the bumper stickers of Christianity.
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My mother loved to throw something out
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that was going to sound deep.
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And Aunt Mary used to love to just go
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as far into it as she could
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until it looked ridiculous.
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But my mother would say one time, she said,
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When I die, I don't want
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anyone to cry. I want there to be a celebration
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of life. I really want people
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to feel good about it.
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And Aunt Mary said, I want them
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weeping inconsolably at my funeral.
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laughter
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And she went on
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in great detail to describe
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the grief and pain that we should hold.
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Well, my mother's lovely thought was now gone
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and she was furious.
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But, you know, she was that sort of
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you know, we all have these little ideas
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and every once in a while someone comes through and breaks through them.
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And says, you know,
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what if everyone's equal?
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What if, you know,
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my funeral will not be more special
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than yours?
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Someone asked me this week
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about the paw on a casket.
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You know,
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why don't we put this, well, why did we do
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a paw on the casket? The original idea
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of a paw on a casket was in the Middle Ages
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when some people
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had more wealth
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than anyone
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and their casket was gold
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with leafing and da-da-da and then a poor person
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came in in a pine box.
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The original intent of a paw
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is to drape your
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coffin to say,
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no one's special at this moment.
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You can
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have the prettiest coffin in the world
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but for the funeral, there's going to be a simple
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white cloth over it because
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Father Pat’s message centers on the tension betwee Father Pat’s message centers on the tension between ancient religious understandings and our evolving awareness of God’s true nature — one not of partisanship, hierarchy, or exclusion, but of infinite, inclusive love and justice. Using the readings from John, Joshua, and Ephesians, he challenges us to re-examine our image of God, confront the discomfort of radical equality, question cultural and theological assumptions, and embrace a vision of divine mercy that transcends human divisions, prejudices, and power structures. Ultimately, Father Pat urges us to choose to serve a God whose love is universal, whose justice is not based on favoritism, and whose truth calls us into deeper humility, equity, and compassion.
In the Gospel reading from John, Jesus delivers a difficult teaching that causes many of His disciples to walk away. Father Pat highlights the discomfort this passage evokes—not just for the disciples then, but for us now. Jesus’ message—"It is the Spirit that gives life, while the flesh is of no avail"—clashes with shallow understandings of faith and demands a deeper, spiritual commitment. When Jesus asks the Twelve if they too will leave, Peter responds, “Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.” This moment encapsulates the challenge and the invitation of true discipleship: to remain faithful even when the message is hard, even when it disrupts our assumptions.
Father Pat contrasts this with the reading from Joshua, where the people are asked to choose which god they will serve. He explains that Joshua likely operated in a polytheistic context, making the question—“Which god will you serve?”—a sincere one. Joshua’s God is a tribal, partisan deity who favors his own people. Father Pat points out that many modern people still operate with tribal concepts of God, whether nationalistic, denominational, or personal. He challenges the congregation to ask themselves: do we serve a God who only loves “our side,” or a God who loves universally? He critiques the notion that we all worship the same God, emphasizing that while God is one and unchanging, human conceptions of God vary dramatically and often reflect our own limitations, prejudices, and agendas.
Theologically, Father Pat draws attention to how people often imagine God’s heart to be smaller than their own—less merciful, less just, less inclusive. This inversion is not only ironic but spiritually dangerous. When people say, “I know they’re good people, but Scripture says they’re going to hell,” the implication is that God is less compassionate than we are. He confronts the inconsistency of applying Scripture selectively—treating moral imperatives like murder and dietary laws with equal weight, yet dismissing the call for justice, equality, and the rejection of slavery as cultural relics. This, he says, is the danger of unexamined theology and rigid literalism.
Father Pat then delves into the controversial second reading from Ephesians, which the liturgy committee truncated to avoid the difficult verse: “Wives should be subordinate to their husbands.” He critiques the instinct to soften difficult Scripture rather than confront it. Paul, he explains, was attempting to humanize a deeply patriarchal society but lacked the conceptual framework for full gender equality. Paul’s exhortation that husbands should love their wives as Christ loves the Church is noble, but still grounded in a hierarchy. Father Pat asserts that real equality—gender, racial, economic—is still elusive, partly because it threatens our comfort and privilege. We prefer charity (where we retain the upper hand) to justice (which requires structural change and shared power). He draws a distinction between being “nice” to the marginalized and truly empowering them.
This leads to a deeper question: what kind of God do we serve? Is it a God who upholds our comfort, our tribe, our nation, our class? Or is it the God Jesus reveals—universal in love, unbounded in mercy, impartial in justice? Father Pat uses humor and personal anecdotes—like his Aunt Mary’s irreverent response to “Wives, be submissive” and the use of a funeral pall to cover lavish coffins—to underscore the absurdity of human attempts to enforce divine favoritism or hierarchy. The pall, he notes, symbolizes the equality of all before God in death—a truth we should embrace in life.
Finally, Father Pat touches on the illusion of infallibility. While Catholics may speak of papal infallibility, most people act as if their own worldview is infallible. We filter God through our own biases, then mistake that image for God. This limits our capacity to grow spiritually and to see God in others. He warns that partisanship inevitably divides us down to the individual level—“you against the world”—because it is rooted in ego, not love. True faith, by contrast, involves relinquishing our false certainties and submitting to the mystery of a God who transcends all boundaries.
In essence, Father Pat’s homily is a call to reject a narrow, partisan, anthropomorphic God and embrace the God of Jesus Christ—a God of expansive love, radical justice, and unifying grace. He challenges us to question our assumptions, confront our fears about equality, and deepen our understanding of divine mercy. The God we serve, he insists, is revealed not in exclusion or privilege, but in compassion, humility, and the willingness to walk with those the world deems unworthy....
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The Almighty has done great things for me, and holy is his name. He has mercy on those who fear him in every generation. He has shown the strength of his arm and has scattered the proud in their conceit. He has cast down the mighty from their thrones and has lifted up the lowly. He has filled the hungry with good things, and the rich he has sent away empty. He has come to the help of his servant Israel, for he has remembered the promise of mercy, the promise he made to our fathers, to Abraham and his children forever. Mary remained with her about three months and then returned to her home. The Gospel of the Lord. It has been, for me, watching TV a very rough 24 hours. Today we have this Feast of the Assumption, and yet the church once more has this elephant in the room that no one wants to talk about. And, you know, I will address it more fully this weekend, but I think it's painful to people to come into church and have it ignored. It has to be addressed. It's in some ways easier today because we don't have quite the wealth of young people here, and I go back and forth between thinking, well, what do you say without making it too vague? What do you say before parents are running from the room with their children because it's inappropriate? And the truth is we're just going to have to learn to use the word sexual abuse from the pulpit. More importantly, we're going to have to learn that the problem is not sexual, the problem is abuse. Because I think the thing no one wants to admit yet is that this or something else will never stop until abuse becomes unpalatable. And abuse can be a priest yelling at someone in a sacristy. Abuse can be a misappropriation of funds. Abuse can be, well, you never question Father because He goes off the rail. Until we knock those of us in collar, until we knock the clergy off our pedestals, even if we all prayed on the Feast of the Annunciation, the Assumption today, and everyone was made magically pure in body, we would find another way to be abusive. We cannot have unquestioned power. Father says so cannot be good enough for a community of adults. We can still call priests Father unless by doing so you feel like children. That's where we have to get to, is that we have to be a people who understand. I listened to, I think it was the prosecutor, the state's attorney, and I thought, he just can't let go of it. He's been beaten down, obviously, at an early age when he said, you know, we found out that all these priests had done this and the men of God in charge of them were looking the other way. And I thought, he still calls them men of God. Can't get away from it, can you? You know, rather than, you know, a bunch of schmoes trying like the rest of us, and the difference is the rest of us have boundaries, and we've magically taken the boundaries off a whole group of people and said whatever they say goes. I remember at my last parish, we'd have a liturgy team, about, it was a small parish, but about six of the most talented women I'd ever met who would come in and make the place ready for Lent, make the place ready for Easter. And they'd always come over to the office and grab me and say, can you come over and see if it's right? Now, I have, I have the decorating sense of a biker. And they'd call me over and they'd say, is it good, is it good? And I finally had to say to them, look, few things, obviously, no hallelujahs during Lent, here are the colors, this, that, and the other. Beyond that, you guys have a better eye than I do. And if you come up with something that the community loves for Lent and I hate it, it's still right. Well, does Father like it? What about Father? You know, Father's had enough training that he should be able to find something spiritual in anything. Let's figure out what the parish needs. Rather than, oh no, Father's had the training so that narrower, narrower, narrower vision should control everyone. We can't continue to put people on pedestals. There was a man a few months back who was writing a book about these abuses. And he wanted me to read the book and get behind him and start a movement and yadda yadda. And I thought, he doesn't understand. He doesn't understand. I've got this important message, but it doesn't mean anything until I get a priest behind it. He's undoing his own movement. You know, you'll notice in Hollywood, when the Me Too movement happened, they didn't first go to see if they could get a couple of powerful producers to back them. That wasn't their first move. What they started to realize was, that movement will do no good until income equality is fixed. If you're not going to fix the equality issue, some people will always end up hurt. And in the church, we're going to have to knock down some podiums. Not look at every single person with more suspicion than the average person, just not look at them with any less. And start to become a group of adults that, you know, I think right now, safe environment, which is, it's not a bad training, but it wants to make sure that one specific kind of abuse can't happen anymore without taking away the clergy's right to abuse people in other ways. It's a bad plan. What we have to do is say, you know, on this feast of Mary, that life we look at lived perfectly, Mary's virginity is not what made her a great person. It was her ability to give her life for others. And that's something we all have. And so I think, you know, we have to start focusing on the word abuse. The word sexual made everyone so uncomfortable, you know, I still can't believe when they say, well, you know, they got the police to look the other way, and they got the parents to look the other way, and I'm mad at the priests, and I'm mad at the police, and I'm mad at the parents, and I'm mad at the psychologists. You know, why? Well, you know, well, the priest told us to. All I can hear is my grandmother from heaven saying, if they told you to jump off a cliff, but I think in church, when clergy says jump off a cliff, we think, if I'm a person of real faith, the crazier it is, the more faith I'll have to do it. That's a dangerous, dangerous dynamic. And as odd as it is, what I'm asking is that you help us as clergy by forcing us off the pedestals. It's not disloyal. As a matter of fact, where it may feel disloyal to a person here, a clergy member there, it might, it's real loyalty to the image of the church. 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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Mary set out and traveled to the hill country in haste to a town of Judah, where she entered
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the house of Zechariah and greeted Elizabeth.
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When Elizabeth heard Mary's greeting, the infant leapt in her womb, and Elizabeth, filled
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with the Holy Spirit, said in a loud voice, Blessed are you among women, and blessed is
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the fruit of your womb.
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And how does this happen to me that the mother of my Lord should come to me?
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From the moment the sound of your greeting reached my ears, the infant in my womb leaped
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for joy.
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Blessed are you who believed that what was spoken to you by the Lord would be fulfilled.
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And Mary said, My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord.
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My spirit rejoices in God my Savior, for he has looked with favor on his lowly servants.
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From this day all generations will call me blessed.
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The Almighty has done great things for me, and holy is his name.
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He has mercy on those who fear him in every generation.
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He has shown the strength of his arm and has scattered the proud in their conceit.
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He has cast down the mighty from their thrones and has lifted up the lowly.
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He has filled the hungry with good things, and the rich he has sent away empty.
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He has come to the help of his servant Israel, for he has remembered the promise of mercy,
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the promise he made to our fathers, to Abraham and his children forever.
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Mary remained with her about three months and then returned to her home.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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It has been, for me, watching TV a very rough 24 hours.
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Today we have this Feast of the Assumption, and yet the church once more has this elephant
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in the room that no one wants to talk about.
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And, you know, I will address it more fully this weekend, but I think it's painful to
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people to come into church and have it ignored.
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It has to be addressed.
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It's in some ways easier today because we don't have quite the wealth of young people
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here, and I go back and forth between thinking, well, what do you say without making it too
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vague?
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What do you say before parents are running from the room with their children because
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it's inappropriate?
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And the truth is we're just going to have to learn to use the word sexual abuse from
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the pulpit.
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More importantly, we're going to have to learn that the problem is not sexual, the problem
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is abuse.
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Because I think the thing no one wants to admit yet is that this or something else will
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never stop until abuse becomes unpalatable.
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And abuse can be a priest yelling at someone in a sacristy.
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Abuse can be a misappropriation of funds.
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Abuse can be, well, you never question Father because He goes off the rail.
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Until we knock those of us in collar, until we knock the clergy off our pedestals, even
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if we all prayed on the Feast of the Annunciation, the Assumption today, and everyone was made
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magically pure in body, we would find another way to be abusive.
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We cannot have unquestioned power.
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Father says so cannot be good enough for a community of adults.
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We can still call priests Father unless by doing so you feel like children.
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That's where we have to get to, is that we have to be a people who understand.
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I listened to, I think it was the prosecutor, the state's attorney, and I thought, he just
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can't let go of it.
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He's been beaten down, obviously, at an early age when he said, you know, we found out that
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all these priests had done this and the men of God in charge of them were looking the
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other way.
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And I thought, he still calls them men of God.
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Can't get away from it, can you?
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You know, rather than, you know, a bunch of schmoes trying like the rest of us, and the
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difference is the rest of us have boundaries, and we've magically taken the boundaries off
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a whole group of people and said whatever they say goes.
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I remember at my last parish, we'd have a liturgy team, about, it was a small parish,
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but about six of the most talented women I'd ever met who would come in and make the place
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ready for Lent, make the place ready for Easter.
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And they'd always come over to the office and grab me and say, can you come over and
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see if it's right?
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Now, I have, I have the decorating sense of a biker.
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And they'd call me over and they'd say, is it good, is it good?
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And I finally had to say to them, look, few things, obviously, no hallelujahs during Lent,
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here are the colors, this, that, and the other.
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Beyond that, you guys have a better eye than I do.
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And if you come up with something that the community loves for Lent and I hate it, it's
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still right.
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Well, does Father like it?
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What about Father?
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You know, Father's had enough training that he should be able to find something spiritual
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in anything.
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Let's figure out what the parish needs.
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Rather than, oh no, Father's had the training so that narrower, narrower, narrower vision
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should control everyone.
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We can't continue to put people on pedestals.
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There was a man a few months back who was writing a book about these abuses.
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And he wanted me to read the book and get behind him and start a movement and yadda
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yadda.
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And I thought, he doesn't understand.
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He doesn't understand.
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I've got this important message, but it doesn't mean anything until I get a priest behind
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it.
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He's undoing his own movement.
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You know, you'll notice in Hollywood, when the Me Too movement happened, they didn't
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first go to see if they could get a couple of powerful producers to back them.
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That wasn't their first move.
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What they started to realize was, that movement will do no good until income equality is fixed.
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If you're not going to fix the equality issue, some people will always end up hurt.
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And in the church, we're going to have to knock down some podiums.
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Not look at every single person with more suspicion than the average person, just not
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look at them with any less.
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And start to become a group of adults that, you know, I think right now, safe environment,
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which is, it's not a bad training, but it wants to make sure that one specific kind
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of abuse can't happen anymore without taking away the clergy's right to abuse people in
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other ways.
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It's a bad plan.
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What we have to do is say, you know, on this feast of Mary, that life we look at lived
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perfectly, Mary's virginity is not what made her a great person.
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It was her ability to give her life for others.
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And that's something we all have.
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And so I think, you know, we have to start focusing on the word abuse.
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The word sexual made everyone so uncomfortable, you know, I still can't believe when they
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say, well, you know, they got the police to look the other way, and they got the parents
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to look the other way, and I'm mad at the priests, and I'm mad at the police, and I'm
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mad at the parents, and I'm mad at the psychologists.
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You know, why?
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Well, you know, well, the priest told us to.
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All I can hear is my grandmother from heaven saying, if they told you to jump off a cliff,
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but I think in church, when clergy says jump off a cliff, we think, if I'm a person of
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real faith, the crazier it is, the more faith I'll have to do it.
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That's a dangerous, dangerous dynamic.
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And as odd as it is, what I'm asking is that you help us as clergy by forcing us off the
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pedestals.
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It's not disloyal.
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As a matter of fact, where it may feel disloyal to a person here, a clergy member there, it
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might, it's real loyalty to the image of the church.
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You know, we have learned over the last couple decades that blindly following who's ever
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in charge at the moment is not patriotism.
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Blindly following the clergy is not faithful to the church.
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Father Pat’s message on the Feast of the Assumptio Father Pat’s message on the Feast of the Assumption is a bold, prophetic call for accountability, maturity, and transformation within the Church. Rooted in the Gospel account of Mary’s humble yet courageous faith, he challenges the faithful to imitate her not in her purity of body, but in her strength of spirit, her radical self-offering, and her deep trust in God. While honoring Mary’s exaltation, Father Pat confronts the Church’s ongoing crisis of abuse—not merely sexual abuse, but the broader, systemic abuse of power—and urges the faithful to dismantle the culture of clericalism that has allowed such harm to persist. His message is not one of despair, but of hope grounded in truth: that the Church can be renewed not through silence or pedestal-building, but through honesty, shared responsibility, and a mature, adult faith that refuses to confuse reverence with blind obedience.
In detail, Father Pat juxtaposes the beauty and solemnity of the Assumption with the painful realities the Church must confront. The Gospel tells of Mary’s visitation to Elizabeth, a moment filled with joy, Spirit-filled recognition, and prophetic affirmation. Elizabeth honors Mary not for her status, but for her belief that “what was spoken to her by the Lord would be fulfilled.” Mary responds not with pride, but with humility—her Magnificat proclaims the greatness of God, who lifts the lowly and casts down the mighty. Father Pat draws a powerful parallel: the Church, too, must become lowly again, shedding its institutional pride and reclaiming its vocation to serve, not dominate.
He critiques the clerical culture that has insulated priests from accountability by elevating them above the community. Abuse, he insists, is not only sexual—it is the misuse of authority in any form: verbal, financial, spiritual. He rejects the notion that ordination confers superiority or infallibility, arguing that unquestioned power inevitably leads to harm. The problem is not a few corrupt individuals, but a system that makes abuse palatable by protecting those in power and silencing those who suffer. By confronting this truth, Father Pat affirms that real healing can only begin where honesty is allowed to flourish.
Moreover, he challenges the laity to stop surrendering their agency and to become a community of adults. The deference to clergy must be replaced with mutual accountability. He shares a personal story of women in his parish who continually sought his approval for decorations, despite their own clear talents, highlighting how ingrained the need for clerical validation has become. True leadership, he asserts, is about empowering others, not controlling them.
Father Pat also critiques current safeguarding efforts that focus narrowly on preventing one form of abuse while leaving the door open to others. He likens this to the Me Too movement, noting that systemic change only comes when underlying structures—like income inequality or, in the Church’s case, power imbalance—are addressed.
He concludes by returning to Mary. Her greatness lies not in her physical virginity but in her spiritual courage, her willingness to say "yes" to God, and her embodiment of sacrificial love. That calling belongs to every Christian. On this feast, the Church must not only venerate Mary but imitate her by lifting up the lowly, being fearless in truth, and choosing real holiness over appearances.
In essence, Father Pat is calling for a Church that is less hierarchical and more communal, less defensive and more honest, less about control and more about service—a Church that does not idolize its clergy, but challenges them to walk humbly with God and with the people they serve....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 969.280029296875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. The Jews murmured about Jesus because he said, I am the bread that came down from heaven. And they said, is this not Jesus, the son of Joseph? Do we not know his father and mother? Then how can he say, I have come down from heaven? Jesus answered and said to them, stop murmuring among yourselves. No one can come to me unless the father who sent me draw him. And I will raise him on the last day. It is written in the prophets, they shall all be taught by God. Everyone who listens to my father and learns from him comes to me. Not that anyone has seen the father except the one who is from God. He has seen the father. Amen, amen, I say to you, whoever believes has eternal life. I am the bread of life. Your ancestors ate the manna in the desert, but they died. This is the bread that comes down from heaven so that one may eat it and not die. I am the living bread that came down from heaven. Whoever eats this bread will live forever. And the bread that I will give is my flesh for the life of the world. The Gospel of the Lord. Amen. This gospel is typically what we call Johannine, meaning from the corpus that belongs to John, Johannine. It's very wordy. It doesn't quite, to the modern mind, seem to stay on topic. It's a little ADD for the gospel. You can see, and the reason his whole gospel reads this way is because this is the one gospel written for a Greek community. And so he's really translating, even though it's all the same language, he's translating these Semitic, almost tribal ideas and stories and theology into something that would make sense for a lot of people who do Greek philosophy. The other three gospels just don't reach this audience. And so, as I've said many times before, it's the only gospel where Jesus seems to sound like a philosopher. All of his sentences go on for days. You know, it's very convoluted. One answer might go on for an entire chapter. Very different from the pithy rabbi of the other three gospels. And that's because it's being translated, and it's not a dishonest thing, because there's a full expectation that the audience understands the genre. You know, you fast forward 2,000 years, and we read everything like it was a newspaper. And if it doesn't have nothing but the facts, ma'am, we think that, well, there's either something wrong with it or it was misleading or, no, it was just simply not written for our culture. And so, you get this first thing where they, it says, the Jews are murmuring about Jesus, and right there you see the bias of this particular gospel. And many of you, if you come here often, you've heard this little diatribe, but, you know, get used to it, you'll hear it again, and that is, when they're listening to Jesus, they are the multitude, they are the crowd, they are the disciples, they are the followers. When they're murmuring or turning against him, they're the Jews, all the way through John's gospel. That is an unconscious bias, because this gospel's being written at a time when early Judaism and early Christianity are starting to really experience a hostile split from one another. And so, you know, in our Pentecost reading, we always have, you know, the disciples are gathered in a room for fear of the Jews, and I always wanna say, who do you think the disciples were? And has it occurred to you that the story moves forward because at least one Jew magically got through the door? That would be Jesus. You know, so this selective use of language, thousands of years later, does unfortunately continue to perpetuate an unconscious bias. But what they're talking about here, you know, how can he come from God? I'm the bread come down from heaven, we know his family, and his answer to them is, well, no one can come to God unless they come to the one from whom God was sent. That's not the question they asked. He's trying to answer a Greek philosophical dualism question of how can God come out of the physical world? Because they had this dualistic sort of sense that God was too pure to be touched by the physical world, and he's trying to explain the Semitic Messiah story to a Greek crowd that has a whole different philosophical system, and it ain't working for him. So there's, so you've got that going on, but what survives from the other three Gospels that gets put into this story is that sense of if we know him, if he comes from our community, if we know his parents, if he's one of us, he couldn't possibly come from God. What is most common can't possibly rise above everything else and kind of be extraordinary. It's our willingness to pigeonhole people into the places we think they should be. And so, I mean, most of us have, if we look out even a little bit, maybe not an immediate sibling, maybe, maybe it's a cousin, but you know, I think most families have that person that just never seems to get their life together. That one that we just always worry about. And we've got him pigeonholed, and it might be a great comedy one day if we realize that they're the only person that has the right insight. And that they're the one that has the insight that might bring us to God. And slowly, God would use a dynamic like that to drive us all crazy. Because we have everyone put in their little boxes. We see this in education all the time, and there's such a fight against pigeonholing kids because of maybe the way they were in third grade, and we're afraid that the teachers won't let go of that, which I now see from the other side and realize that is so ridiculous. It's like the confessional. People come to me and they say later, oh, you know, I'm just always worried that he's gonna think bad of me after he hears. I don't want them to know that after about a week, I don't think I can remember a single confession. And even the ones I can remember, I can't remember whose they were. Why? Because I'm hearing them all the time. Now, someone comes in and they're pretty sure this confession's going to stick in his mind the rest of his life. Okay, you really are that important. Um, it just, you know, so we forget that. Probably the same with a teacher. When someone thinks it's been five years and they've just been thinking and waiting to get to my child. They're out after him. And I'm like, oh, paranoia there. Little overgrown ego. And this is what, you know, kids get, we're worried they'll get pigeonholed. We're worried even more, this was my experience, is they would get pigeonholed because of their siblings. You know, if you're following, and nothing's worse than following a bunch of gifted siblings, and you're expected to perform at the same level as the gifted siblings. Now, mine was the opposite problem, but I've read about that problem. You know, my mother loves to tell the story that our middle school, I'm sorry, our junior high, for those of you that don't know, when I was in school, it was back at a time even live theater was still in black and white. I mean, it was a while ago. But in junior high, the principal told my mother one time, I was like maybe in ninth grade, seven, eight, nine was junior high in the Springs, and she said, the principal said to her, Dom Malika said, Pat Dolan, is he one of yours? Now remember, I was number six of the boys, and they were all boys. My sister was the youngest, but I was the youngest of the boys. Is he one of yours? And my mom immediately said, what did he do? Oh, nothing, I've never met him, he's never been in my office, so I just kind of assumed he wasn't one of yours. So I had the opposite sort of issue, if teachers knew, but we worry about pigeonholing kids, pigeonholing people. Society tends to socioeconomically pigeonhole people. It's the basis of so much prejudice, and it happens both ways. We either decide that those people over there are problematic, or at a deep level, we really don't believe that the people that I'm surrounded with that I know every day can become something better. I mean, most of us have had one friend or someone in our life, and whether it's smoking or drinking or language or anything, this time I'm really gonna quit. And a little part of our head doesn't wanna believe them, doesn't wanna believe that they might rise above the expectations, because they've disappointed us before. No one necessarily wants to believe that, and we don't know, we don't get any of the stories of Jesus's growing up. No one wants to hear that the neighborhood kid who ran through their garden and ruined their plants when he was 12 is going to save them. I mean, you can just imagine, but I think that this story gets put in the middle of this long chapter on the bread of life, because for us, later in the church, not that, but for us, we keep revisiting it because it is the sense of Eucharist. Bread and wine, what could be more common? What could be more ordinary than bread and wine? To take the most common, ordinary elements of a culture and say, we're going to watch, we're going to, with our hearts, we're going to believe in a transformation of the most common becoming the most extraordinary. We're going to, you know, I always think that the first step to belief in the Eucharist is that we have to stop pigeonholing bread and wine. We have to stop the belief that I know what something is, and once I know it and I understand it, my understanding it is more important to me than allowing it to transform. Because, you know, the world transforms, and people who don't like change, it's because change makes them feel out of control. I barely understand the way things are. I was having a conversation with a parishioner the other day a few weeks back, and we were talking about trying to keep up on everything that goes on, and she mentioned that there was someone in her family or someone that she knew, and she said, they were talking about transgender, and I knew what that meant, and I said, oh, well, you know, now they talk about non-binary. And she looked at me and she said, look, I have nothing against anyone, but I am too old to learn more words. But that may be the best, most honest answer I've ever heard. My real problem with change, I can disguise it as moral and spiritual. I'm just, I don't want to learn anything more. My gosh. And if we could get it back to the way I was when I was a child, the reason I want the world back the way it was when I was a child is because, you know, at 57 years old, I can finally understand the world when I was six. So easy. And I've had years to deal with that. So the first thing we see in this gospel is the reason they can't believe in Jesus is because he's one of us. And for all the times that we are so put off by those people over there, we start to realize that dynamic sinks in, and we're eventually not much happier with these people over here. You know, it's very hard, this is always the problem with real bigotry and prejudice is we cannot be more than one person. And let me tell you, when someone is hatefully, hatefully prejudiced about another group, they're eventually hateful about their family as well. I don't believe that anyone really spends time in the world angry and hating people, but brings a loving person home to the family every day. It doesn't happen. No one goes out into traffic screaming and yelling at every other single person in traffic and arrives home a calm and wonderful spouse. And so, you know, everything we're doing in the world is transforming the person who will go home to our lucky family tonight. And so I always think when people get married, I always think that love and honor one another, you know, we think how do you honor someone? Well, you know, every five years or so, you throw them a dinner. That in our culture is how we honor people. We honor artists, we honor, we throw them a dinner. But honoring a spouse is like understanding that every moment of my life, I'm building the person that they get to live with. Every time I let myself just loop into more anger and more anger and it becomes my way of life, that's who they live with. Every time I hold back and hold back until I really can't share too much of who I am, that's who they live with. And in a larger sense, we do that in society. We're building the person the people around us get to live with. And I think we have this sense that what comes from our most common experience of life is not the extraordinary. The grace of God, I said this last week, the grace of God is the most common thing in the world and the most extraordinary. That's the paradox of our faith, is to truly believe that what is most common is incredibly extraordinary. We're about to do baptisms and I don't want to get into trouble with the parents, but I look at the number of children in this parish. Having two babies, most common thing in the world, doesn't make them less extraordinary. But you don't, neither, every parent thinks that their child is the most amazing, most special, but I've never heard one say, I don't think anyone's ever had a baby. You know, and if you do, check with your doctor, something's gone wrong. You know, I mean, they know. As a matter of fact, when someone says, I want to be a father, I want to be a mother, they're not trying to be something that's never happened before. They want to join a group of people. What's most common in our midst is often the most extraordinary. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The Jews murmured about Jesus because he
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said, I am the bread that came down from heaven.
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And they said, is this not Jesus, the son of Joseph?
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Do we not know his father and mother?
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Then how can he say, I have come down from heaven?
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Jesus answered and said to them, stop murmuring among yourselves.
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No one can come to me unless the father who sent me draw him.
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And I will raise him on the last day.
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It is written in the prophets, they shall all be taught by God.
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Everyone who listens to my father and learns from him
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comes to me.
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Not that anyone has seen the father except the one
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who is from God.
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He has seen the father.
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Amen, amen, I say to you, whoever
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believes has eternal life.
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I am the bread of life.
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Your ancestors ate the manna in the desert, but they died.
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This is the bread that comes down from heaven
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so that one may eat it and not die.
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I am the living bread that came down from heaven.
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Whoever eats this bread will live forever.
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And the bread that I will give is my flesh
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for the life of the world.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Amen.
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This gospel is typically what we call Johannine,
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meaning from the corpus that belongs to John, Johannine.
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It's very wordy.
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It doesn't quite, to the modern mind, seem to stay on topic.
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It's a little ADD for the gospel.
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You can see, and the reason his whole gospel reads this way
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is because this is the one gospel written
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for a Greek community.
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And so he's really translating, even though it's
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all the same language, he's translating
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these Semitic, almost tribal ideas and stories and theology
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into something that would make sense for a lot of people
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who do Greek philosophy.
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The other three gospels just don't reach this audience.
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And so, as I've said many times before,
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it's the only gospel where Jesus seems
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to sound like a philosopher.
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All of his sentences go on for days.
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You know, it's very convoluted.
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One answer might go on for an entire chapter.
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Very different from the pithy rabbi
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of the other three gospels.
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And that's because it's being translated,
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and it's not a dishonest thing,
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because there's a full expectation
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that the audience understands the genre.
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You know, you fast forward 2,000 years,
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and we read everything like it was a newspaper.
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And if it doesn't have nothing but the facts, ma'am,
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we think that, well, there's either something wrong with it
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or it was misleading or, no, it was just simply
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not written for our culture.
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And so, you get this first thing where they,
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it says, the Jews are murmuring about Jesus,
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and right there you see the bias
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of this particular gospel.
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And many of you, if you come here often,
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you've heard this little diatribe,
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but, you know, get used to it, you'll hear it again,
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and that is, when they're listening to Jesus,
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they are the multitude, they are the crowd,
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they are the disciples, they are the followers.
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When they're murmuring or turning against him,
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they're the Jews, all the way through John's gospel.
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That is an unconscious bias,
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because this gospel's being written at a time
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when early Judaism and early Christianity
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are starting to really experience
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a hostile split from one another.
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And so, you know, in our Pentecost reading,
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we always have, you know, the disciples are gathered
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in a room for fear of the Jews,
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and I always wanna say,
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who do you think the disciples were?
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And has it occurred to you that the story moves forward
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because at least one Jew magically got through the door?
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That would be Jesus.
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You know, so this selective use of language,
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thousands of years later, does unfortunately
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continue to perpetuate an unconscious bias.
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But what they're talking about here,
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you know, how can he come from God?
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I'm the bread come down from heaven,
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we know his family, and his answer to them is,
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well, no one can come to God unless they come
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to the one from whom God was sent.
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That's not the question they asked.
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He's trying to answer a Greek philosophical dualism question
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of how can God come out of the physical world?
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Because they had this dualistic sort of sense
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that God was too pure to be touched by the physical world,
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and he's trying to explain the Semitic Messiah story
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to a Greek crowd that has a whole different
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philosophical system, and it ain't working for him.
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So there's, so you've got that going on,
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but what survives from the other three Gospels
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that gets put into this story is that sense of
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if we know him, if he comes from our community,
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if we know his parents, if he's one of us,
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he couldn't possibly come from God.
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What is most common can't possibly rise above
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everything else and kind of be extraordinary.
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It's our willingness to pigeonhole people
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into the places we think they should be.
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And so, I mean, most of us have,
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if we look out even a little bit,
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maybe not an immediate sibling, maybe,
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maybe it's a cousin, but you know,
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I think most families have that person
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that just never seems to get their life together.
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That one that we just always worry about.
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And we've got him pigeonholed,
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and it might be a great comedy one day
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if we realize that they're the only person
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that has the right insight.
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And that they're the one that has the insight
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that might bring us to God.
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And slowly, God would use a dynamic like that
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to drive us all crazy.
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Because we have everyone put in their little boxes.
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We see this in education all the time,
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and there's such a fight against pigeonholing kids
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because of maybe the way they were in third grade,
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and we're afraid that the teachers won't let go of that,
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which I now see from the other side
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and realize that is so ridiculous.
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It's like the confessional.
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People come to me and they say later,
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oh, you know, I'm just always worried
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that he's gonna think bad of me after he hears.
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I don't want them to know that after about a week,
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I don't think I can remember a single confession.
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And even the ones I can remember,
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I can't remember whose they were.
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Why?
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Because I'm hearing them all the time.
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Now, someone comes in and they're pretty sure
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this confession's going to stick in his mind
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the rest of his life.
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Okay, you really are that important.
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Um, it just, you know, so we forget that.
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Probably the same with a teacher.
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When someone thinks it's been five years
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and they've just been thinking and waiting
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to get to my child.
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They're out after him.
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And I'm like, oh, paranoia there.
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Little overgrown ego.
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And this is what, you know, kids get,
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we're worried they'll get pigeonholed.
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We're worried even more, this was my experience,
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is they would get pigeonholed because of their siblings.
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You know, if you're following,
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and nothing's worse than following
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a bunch of gifted siblings,
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and you're expected to perform at the same level
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as the gifted siblings.
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Now, mine was the opposite problem,
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but I've read about that problem.
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You know, my mother loves to tell the story
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that our middle school, I'm sorry,
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our junior high, for those of you that don't know,
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when I was in school, it was back at a time
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even live theater was still in black and white.
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I mean, it was a while ago.
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But in junior high, the principal told my mother one time,
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I was like maybe in ninth grade,
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seven, eight, nine was junior high in the Springs,
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and she said, the principal said to her,
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Dom Malika said, Pat Dolan, is he one of yours?
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Now remember, I was number six of the boys,
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and they were all boys.
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My sister was the youngest,
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but I was the youngest of the boys.
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Is he one of yours?
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And my mom immediately said, what did he do?
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Oh, nothing, I've never met him,
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he's never been in my office,
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so I just kind of assumed he wasn't one of yours.
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So I had the opposite sort of issue,
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if teachers knew, but we worry about pigeonholing kids,
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pigeonholing people.
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Society tends to socioeconomically pigeonhole people.
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It's the basis of so much prejudice,
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and it happens both ways.
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We either decide that those people over there
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are problematic, or at a deep level,
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we really don't believe that the people
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that I'm surrounded with that I know every day
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can become something better.
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I mean, most of us have had one friend
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or someone in our life, and whether it's smoking
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or drinking or language or anything,
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this time I'm really gonna quit.
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And a little part of our head doesn't wanna believe them,
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doesn't wanna believe that they might rise
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above the expectations,
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because they've disappointed us before.
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No one necessarily wants to believe that,
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and we don't know, we don't get any of the stories
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of Jesus's growing up.
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No one wants to hear that the neighborhood kid
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who ran through their garden and ruined their plants
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when he was 12 is going to save them.
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I mean, you can just imagine,
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but I think that this story gets put in the middle
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of this long chapter on the bread of life,
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because for us, later in the church,
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not that, but for us, we keep revisiting it
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because it is the sense of Eucharist.
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Bread and wine, what could be more common?
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What could be more ordinary than bread and wine?
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To take the most common, ordinary elements
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of a culture and say, we're going to watch,
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we're going to, with our hearts,
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we're going to believe in a transformation
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of the most common becoming the most extraordinary.
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We're going to, you know, I always think
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that the first step to belief in the Eucharist
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is that we have to stop pigeonholing bread and wine.
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We have to stop the belief that I know what something is,
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and once I know it and I understand it,
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my understanding it is more important to me
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than allowing it to transform.
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Because, you know, the world transforms,
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and people who don't like change,
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it's because change makes them feel out of control.
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I barely understand the way things are.
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I was having a conversation with a parishioner the other day
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a few weeks back, and we were talking about
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trying to keep up on everything that goes on,
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and she mentioned that there was someone in her family
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or someone that she knew, and she said,
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they were talking about transgender,
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and I knew what that meant, and I said,
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oh, well, you know, now they talk about non-binary.
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And she looked at me and she said,
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look, I have nothing against anyone,
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but I am too old to learn more words.
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But that may be the best, most honest answer I've ever heard.
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My real problem with change,
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I can disguise it as moral and spiritual.
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I'm just, I don't want to learn anything more.
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My gosh.
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And if we could get it back to the way I was
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when I was a child, the reason I want the world
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back the way it was when I was a child
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is because, you know, at 57 years old,
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I can finally understand the world when I was six.
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So easy.
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And I've had years to deal with that.
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So the first thing we see in this gospel
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is the reason they can't believe in Jesus
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is because he's one of us.
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And for all the times that we are so put off
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by those people over there,
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we start to realize that dynamic sinks in,
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and we're eventually not much happier
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with these people over here.
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You know, it's very hard,
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this is always the problem with real bigotry and prejudice
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is we cannot be more than one person.
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And let me tell you, when someone is hatefully,
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hatefully prejudiced about another group,
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they're eventually hateful about their family as well.
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I don't believe that anyone really spends time in the world
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angry and hating people,
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but brings a loving person home to the family every day.
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It doesn't happen.
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No one goes out into traffic screaming and yelling
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at every other single person in traffic
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and arrives home a calm and wonderful spouse.
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And so, you know, everything we're doing in the world
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is transforming the person who will go home
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to our lucky family tonight.
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And so I always think when people get married,
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I always think that love and honor one another,
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you know, we think how do you honor someone?
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Well, you know, every five years or so,
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you throw them a dinner.
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That in our culture is how we honor people.
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We honor artists, we honor, we throw them a dinner.
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But honoring a spouse is like understanding
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that every moment of my life,
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I'm building the person that they get to live with.
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Every time I let myself just loop into more anger
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and more anger and it becomes my way of life,
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that's who they live with.
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Every time I hold back and hold back
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until I really can't share too much of who I am,
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that's who they live with.
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And in a larger sense, we do that in society.
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We're building the person
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the people around us get to live with.
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And I think we have this sense that what comes
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from our most common experience of life
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is not the extraordinary.
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The grace of God, I said this last week,
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the grace of God is the most common thing in the world
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and the most extraordinary.
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That's the paradox of our faith,
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is to truly believe that what is most common
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is incredibly extraordinary.
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We're about to do baptisms
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and I don't want to get into trouble with the parents,
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but I look at the number of children in this parish.
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Having two babies, most common thing in the world,
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doesn't make them less extraordinary.
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But you don't, neither, every parent thinks
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that their child is the most amazing, most special,
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but I've never heard one say,
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I don't think anyone's ever had a baby.
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You know, and if you do, check with your doctor,
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something's gone wrong.
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You know, I mean, they know.
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As a matter of fact, when someone says,
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I want to be a father, I want to be a mother,
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they're not trying to be something
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that's never happened before.
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They want to join a group of people.
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What's most common in our midst
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is often the most extraordinary.
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And if we really can't believe that,
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I don't know that we can ever get
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to a real faith in the Eucharist.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound spiri Father Pat’s message centers on the profound spiritual truth that God often chooses the ordinary and familiar to reveal the extraordinary. He underscores how the Gospel of John, though linguistically and philosophically complex, invites believers to see beyond surface familiarity—such as knowing Jesus’ earthly family—and into the mysterious reality of divine presence in the everyday. Drawing from this, Father Pat challenges us to examine our tendency to pigeonhole people, to underestimate the sacred potential in those closest to us, and even in ourselves. He weaves together theology, cultural commentary, and humor to emphasize that the grace of God is both the most common and the most extraordinary reality—especially revealed in the Eucharist, through the humble elements of bread and wine.
Father Pat begins by explaining the unique nature of the Gospel of John, which he characterizes as "Johannine" in style—philosophical, wordy, and aimed at a Greek-speaking audience. Unlike the more straightforward synoptic Gospels (Matthew, Mark, and Luke), John’s Gospel reflects an effort to translate Semitic religious ideas into a framework understandable to those shaped by Greek philosophical dualism. This dualism, which regards the physical world as separate and often inferior to the spiritual, makes the claim that Jesus—whom people knew as a carpenter’s son—has “come down from heaven” difficult to accept. John’s Gospel is thus grappling not only with theological truths but also with cultural translation.
Father Pat also addresses the subtle but real antisemitic bias embedded in the narrative structure of John. He observes that when people support Jesus, they are called the crowd, the disciples, the followers. But when they question or oppose him, they are referred to as “the Jews,” a distinction that reflects the growing rift between the early Christian and Jewish communities at the time of the Gospel’s writing. He cautions against reading this labeling without historical and cultural awareness, reminding us that Jesus and his disciples were themselves Jews. This selective language has perpetuated unconscious biases through the centuries, and recognizing it helps dismantle harmful interpretations.
The core of Father Pat’s reflection, however, is not academic but deeply pastoral and spiritual. He zeros in on the crowd’s rejection of Jesus based on familiarity: “Is this not Jesus, the son of Joseph?” This question reveals a universal human tendency—to dismiss the extraordinary when it comes clothed in the ordinary. We do this with Jesus, and we do it with each other. We pigeonhole people based on their past, their family, their status, or their perceived limitations. Whether it’s the black sheep in the family, a student judged by a sibling’s performance, or a coworker underestimated due to background, we often resist the idea that someone familiar can be the bearer of divine wisdom or transformation.
Father Pat uses humor and personal anecdotes to illustrate how deeply this bias is embedded in our relationships and institutions. He speaks about how students can be unfairly labeled based on a sibling’s behavior or how adults continue to define themselves and others by outdated assumptions. He draws a parallel between this dynamic and how we resist spiritual transformation—how we cling to what we think we know rather than opening ourselves to the mystery of grace.
This leads into his meditation on the Eucharist—the heart of Catholic faith. Bread and wine are among the most common, unremarkable elements of daily life. And yet, the Church teaches that in the Eucharist, they become the Body and Blood of Christ. The key to believing in this mystery, Father Pat says, is learning not to pigeonhole even the most ordinary things. If we can recognize that God can work through the common, the familiar, and the everyday, then we are on the path to Eucharistic faith. It is not about understanding the transformation with our intellects, but about allowing our hearts to be transformed by the possibility that the divine dwells in what we most often overlook.
He expands this insight to the broader human experience. The grace of God, he says, is both the most common and the most extraordinary thing in the world. It is found in every moment, every interaction, every person. When we allow anger, bitterness, or prejudice to shape us, we become the person that others—including our families—have to live with. When we are open to grace, to transformation, and to love, we become vessels of the extraordinary. Thus, honoring someone—whether a spouse, a child, or a stranger—is not about grand gestures but about shaping ourselves into people worthy of being in relationship with others.
Finally, Father Pat returns to the idea that the most extraordinary truths come through the most ordinary means. The Gospel, the Eucharist, and even our own lives testify to the divine paradox: that God chooses the common to reveal the sacred. Faith, then, is not about escaping the ordinary, but about learning to see the divine within it....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1020.4500122070312, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. When the crowd saw that neither Jesus nor his disciples were there, they got into boats and came to Capernaum looking for Jesus. And when they found him across the sea, they said to him, Rabbi, when did you get here? Jesus answered and said, Amen, amen, I say to you, you are looking for me not because you saw signs, but because you ate the loaves and were filled. Do not work for food that perishes, but for the food that endures for eternal life, which the Son of Man will give you. For on him the Father, God, has set his seal. So they said to him, what can we do to accomplish the works of God? Jesus answered and said to them, This is the work of God that you believe in the one he sent. So they said to him, what sign can you do that we may see and believe in you? What can you do? Our ancestors ate manna in the desert. As it is written, he gave them bread from heaven to eat. So Jesus said to them, Amen, amen, I say to you, it was not Moses who gave the bread from heaven. My Father gives you the true bread from heaven. The bread of God is that which comes down from heaven and gives life to the world. So they said to him, Sir, give us this bread always. Jesus said to them, I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never hunger, and whoever believes in me will never thirst. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The Gospel writer has given us an incredible mishmash of information in this reading. He's got about seven themes going on that he's starting to tie together. And if you're reading the Gospel in a study group, it's one thing If, you know, you get this little cliff notes of chapter six here thrown at you for Sunday, you know, we just have to pick a few things and go with it. And if I miss some of the themes, come back in three years, it comes back around again. It's John's Gospel. He is writing for a Greek audience, so he can't use any of the tricks that the other synoptics would use, which is why if you were to read all four Gospels, you would quickly realize that Jesus, if you know the cultural references, but you see the differences whether you could name him or not, in the first three Gospels, Jesus sounds like a rabbi. And in the fourth Gospel, he sounds like a Greek philosopher. His sentence structure changes, it gets long, it gets wordy, the average sentence takes a page, you know. You know, it's a Greek, he's writing in that style that the Greek audience will understand. And it's not dishonest, it's not misquoting, it's knowing your audience and your audience knowing what you're doing. The audience knew that he was not writing a biography. We got a little stupid later on in history and decided he was, and then if it's not a biography, it must be dishonest, because we decided that's what it had to be. You know, we changed the expectation over time, not the Gospels. And so we've got this interesting Greek commentary on an old Jewish story that no one understood to begin with. They'd never heard the story of Moses in the desert, this was a Greek community that was hearing this Gospel. And so the meaning of the early story gets changed a little. And Jesus talks about the bread coming down from heaven and that being the word of life and God and Jesus, and that's not what the bread in the desert was. It was a miracle of food, it was, you know, it was the Old Testament story, that's what it was meant to be. But it brings us head to head with what I think are two warring dynamics in religion that do not trace back to Jesus, they trace back centuries before Jesus, and it's best exemplified in Judaism by the law and the prophets. Most of us will approach our religion through one or the other. And Jesus definitely tries to move everyone towards the prophetic approach. So to come to Jesus, to believe in Jesus was to believe in that, the primacy of the prophetic approach. And what that approach was, was prophetic Christianity says it's our job to go out and be with the poor and speak truth to power and try to make the world a more just place and find those who are suffering and raise their lives up a little, even if it means we have to give away some of our stuff, because most of us could give more and still be happy. And this is this prophetic vision, and the prophets cry out against it again and again and again and again, and then you have the law approach, which we tend to favor because at least for a few, it's easier. The law is what I call a trinket-based religion, where I haven't really done anything for anyone this week, but, you know, I prayed with the right rosary beads, I prayed to the right saint, I went to the right church, I looked at the right stained glass window, I'm holy. And this is where our religion becomes a substitute for actual holiness. We use the religious trinkets to make us feel I'm doing all the right stuff. I do it the right way. I go to that church and not that church because that priest holds his hands at the wrong angles and I don't like it. And holiness is this angle and not that angle, or, you know. Cardinal Bernadine told the story of going to town hall meetings in Chicago when he was the cardinal there. And he said, you know, the practice was he would go in and he would talk with the kids, the youth groups, all afternoon, and then he'd talk with the adults in the evening. And he said you could just see how religion had kind of, he said, you know, really had twisted their approach to their faith in some ways because the kids would be like, this was back in the 90s, what is the church doing about the crisis in Serbo-Croatia? What are they doing about this? How are we responding to this? The kids, all day long. And then he'd get to the adults and they'd say, you know, Father Bob washes his hands and Father Pete doesn't. Which one is correct? And they'd gone from the difference between being good or being indifferent to which one's right and which one's wrong. Simpler, but not necessarily the path of holiness. And people like it because a trinket religion, I can get done in 20 minutes a day. Boom, done, holy, get on with life. But that call to say, how much of my life do I spend helping other people? And it may not be that you got out, you know, did you help other people? It doesn't mean you spent the week and you can tell me when you worked for a charity that's recognized by the nonprofit status organization. You know, nothing like that. There may be people that you've reached out individually. Who do we help in our lives? And how much of our lives do we give to helping people not to get anything back, not to get a repayment, not even to get to heaven? I think, I've said this before, but I think it is the hardest part of our faith to get into our subconscious mind, which is Jesus did not come and go through all that suffering so he could get to heaven. He was there to begin with. He didn't do that for himself. Jesus isn't given a payoff. And so we can't follow Jesus for the sake of our own payoff. By doing that, we're not really following him. But what we can do is form ourselves in the gospel. And that's where this reading asks us to do something that we don't really quite get. When it says, you know, whoever believes in me. Now there are two phrases that come up in today's liturgy that I think they're among my least favorite Christian bumper stickers. One is from the first reading, God will provide. I've always hated that. Not because it's a lovely vision of God. God will provide. But it's really like saying, my family really, really likes. I mean, they like what? God will provide. What? We don't know, just shut up. God will provide. It's like, because that gets misconstrued, and then people end up hurt and disappointed. I prayed for someone with failing health, and they passed away anyway. What did God provide? There are people who pray and still starve to death. There are people who are praying and are holy and they still can't find a job. And they still feel alone in the world. And they've never found the relationship they wanted. So we ordain them. Just joking. So sad. No. What is it we think God will provide? And all of a sudden, we get a little uneasy. But if we can't articulate it, then we'll get something odd in our head, and it will be disappointed. God will not provide what we want always. And we try to come up with reasons. Well, it's because God knows what's good for us. It's because that's not the promise. There is a real sort of uber sense to what that means. God will provide means everything that happens in my life is provided by God. God is what keeps me breathing. God is the spark of life. You know, I've told you this year, you know, I've been struggling with these migraine headaches, and they haven't been horrific, but they're there. And when I wake up with a migraine, I have one of two choices. I can either say, it's a migraine, where's God? Or I woke up, there's God, with the migraine. So, you know, I could want more. But I woke up. Life is still not panned out exactly as it was supposed to in my mind, and not everything happened the way I wanted. But I woke up. I have another day. And I can choose to use that day to be more connected to God and to the mission or not, regardless of what else is going on. And so the other phrase that we come to that becomes very, could be very divisive if we can't figure out what it means is, you know, those who believe in me, Jesus says, those who believe in me. That is another one of those phrases that could mean about six different things. You know, most people now think what it means is people in the world have heard the story of Jesus and Buddha and Mohammed and Lao Tzu and all of these, and they have to pick the right story. And if they pick the right story and say that's the true story, then they believe in Jesus. Now, that's certainly not what my parents would have meant if they looked at me and said, we want you to know we believe in you. That's not like, oh, so they know I exist. No, now it means something terribly different. If you have people in your life you believe in, that you believe in the goodness of their message, you believe that they can help the world, you believe what it means. I think when we start to say I believe in Jesus, we have to first say, what do I really mean when I look at a person and say I believe in them? I believe in the goodness of their heart and their mission. And that we can get to a lot of just through scripture. We can figure out Jesus was moving us towards that prophet vision. He was moving us away from, there's a lot of stories where Jesus took religious rituals and went, yeah, let's put those over here, let's get back to helping these people. Over and over again, when he moves the, when he tells them to make water in the ritual, make wine, he makes wine out of the ritual water jars. That would be like me doing a magic trick with the tabernacle. Those were the ritual jars. Now how's anyone going to wash their hands to come into the wedding feast? He just took the ritual jars and made wine out of them and said, yeah, serve this. You could, I mean, I can see people's head blowing up if that were a modern day religion. That he had just desecrated holy vessels, you know. But the welcome was more important than the ritual. You know, there are moments constantly through the scripture where he will say, you know, we weren't made to serve the Sabbath. The Sabbath was made to serve humanity. Go out and do the work. So he keeps taking that tact. So do we believe in that? It's harder than believing in, well, I just do the ritualized stuff. And then I get home with my life and I present myself to the world as someone who always goes to mass and always does my prayers and all. But we need to, if we believe in Jesus, we believe in the way of changing the world is through that prophetic message. And I think to be formed in the gospel is something we've had backwards for many years. Because I think if you said, I'm going to be formed in the gospel and then I'm going to go out and help the world, I think that's already backwards. But what we will do is, well, I'll start with a study group, I will read the gospels, I'll get the gospels in my head, I'll let them teach me, then I will do some prayer, I'll do spirituality, and this will propel me into the world to do charity. Statistics would tell us it's worked 20% of the time so far. A lot of people do all that spirituality stuff and you say, so how many hours a week do you spend just out there helping the poor? I'm going to get, it's going to propel me there any day now. It's going to happen. But we tell ourselves we're religious, we're spiritual, we believe in the gospel. But Jesus, you'll notice, he does not say to his disciples at one point, I want you to go out into the world and I want you, this is my, I was trying to set this timer that's saying, shut up, it's time. It didn't work. This voice that says to his disciples, he doesn't say, I'm going to send you two by two, take no provisions and go to seminary. No. He says, you go out and you encounter these people and you see their needs and you become informed by their lives and you see the suffering they're going through and you go out and he sends them across into the Samaritan areas and outside of their own culture and see how other people live and be formed in the gospel. And then that formation, you bring that back and you start reading the scriptures that didn't exist at that time, the gospels and the letters of Paul, you know. You come back and you read them through the lens you've gotten being formed in the charity of Christ. I think we think we have to go through a course in spirituality to be formed in Jesus rather than you go out in the world and you encounter people in need and that's how you're formed in the heart of Jesus. And then you can bring that back to your scripture reading and your study and your prayer and our gathering. And that's when we start to see the world change. I think the easy method is we're going to stay very still and pray until my heart is moved to go out into the world. You know, our heart, we will never, if you're waiting for your heart, your heart might be ready tomorrow and back away again on Tuesday. We commit because we believe in the message of Jesus. We believe in that basic life we believe. I don't think when Jesus told them to go out and help the poor, they all went, this is radically new. Thank goodness God told us that. We never noticed the suffering before. Before Jesus came, people were okay with suffering. No, he told them things they already knew. He was telling them, you know, follow your heart. Quit worrying about whether am I Christian, am I religious, am I patriotic, am I whatever it is. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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When the crowd saw that neither Jesus nor his disciples were there,
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they got into boats and came to Capernaum looking for Jesus.
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And when they found him across the sea, they said to him,
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Rabbi, when did you get here?
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Jesus answered and said,
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Amen, amen, I say to you, you are looking for me not because you saw signs,
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but because you ate the loaves and were filled.
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Do not work for food that perishes,
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but for the food that endures for eternal life,
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which the Son of Man will give you.
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For on him the Father, God, has set his seal.
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So they said to him, what can we do to accomplish the works of God?
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Jesus answered and said to them,
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This is the work of God that you believe in the one he sent.
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So they said to him, what sign can you do that we may see and believe in you?
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What can you do?
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Our ancestors ate manna in the desert.
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As it is written, he gave them bread from heaven to eat.
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So Jesus said to them, Amen, amen, I say to you,
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it was not Moses who gave the bread from heaven.
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My Father gives you the true bread from heaven.
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The bread of God is that which comes down from heaven
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and gives life to the world.
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So they said to him, Sir, give us this bread always.
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Jesus said to them, I am the bread of life.
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Whoever comes to me will never hunger,
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and whoever believes in me will never thirst.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The Gospel writer has given us an incredible mishmash of information in this reading.
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He's got about seven themes going on that he's starting to tie together.
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And if you're reading the Gospel in a study group, it's one thing
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If, you know, you get this little cliff notes of chapter six here thrown at you for Sunday,
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you know, we just have to pick a few things and go with it.
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And if I miss some of the themes, come back in three years, it comes back around again.
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It's John's Gospel.
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He is writing for a Greek audience,
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so he can't use any of the tricks that the other synoptics would use,
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which is why if you were to read all four Gospels,
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you would quickly realize that Jesus, if you know the cultural references,
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but you see the differences whether you could name him or not,
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in the first three Gospels, Jesus sounds like a rabbi.
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And in the fourth Gospel, he sounds like a Greek philosopher.
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His sentence structure changes, it gets long, it gets wordy,
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the average sentence takes a page, you know.
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You know, it's a Greek, he's writing in that style that the Greek audience will understand.
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And it's not dishonest, it's not misquoting,
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it's knowing your audience and your audience knowing what you're doing.
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The audience knew that he was not writing a biography.
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We got a little stupid later on in history and decided he was,
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and then if it's not a biography, it must be dishonest,
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because we decided that's what it had to be.
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You know, we changed the expectation over time, not the Gospels.
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And so we've got this interesting Greek commentary
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on an old Jewish story that no one understood to begin with.
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They'd never heard the story of Moses in the desert,
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this was a Greek community that was hearing this Gospel.
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And so the meaning of the early story gets changed a little.
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And Jesus talks about the bread coming down from heaven
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and that being the word of life and God and Jesus,
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and that's not what the bread in the desert was.
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It was a miracle of food, it was, you know, it was the Old Testament story,
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that's what it was meant to be.
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But it brings us head to head with what I think are two warring dynamics in religion
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that do not trace back to Jesus, they trace back centuries before Jesus,
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and it's best exemplified in Judaism by the law and the prophets.
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Most of us will approach our religion through one or the other.
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And Jesus definitely tries to move everyone towards the prophetic approach.
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So to come to Jesus, to believe in Jesus was to believe in that,
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the primacy of the prophetic approach.
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And what that approach was, was prophetic Christianity says it's our job
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to go out and be with the poor and speak truth to power
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and try to make the world a more just place
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and find those who are suffering and raise their lives up a little,
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even if it means we have to give away some of our stuff,
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because most of us could give more and still be happy.
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And this is this prophetic vision,
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and the prophets cry out against it again and again and again and again,
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and then you have the law approach, which we tend to favor
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because at least for a few, it's easier.
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The law is what I call a trinket-based religion,
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where I haven't really done anything for anyone this week,
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but, you know, I prayed with the right rosary beads,
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I prayed to the right saint, I went to the right church,
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I looked at the right stained glass window, I'm holy.
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And this is where our religion becomes a substitute for actual holiness.
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We use the religious trinkets to make us feel I'm doing all the right stuff.
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I do it the right way.
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I go to that church and not that church
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because that priest holds his hands at the wrong angles and I don't like it.
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And holiness is this angle and not that angle, or, you know.
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Cardinal Bernadine told the story of going to town hall meetings in Chicago
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when he was the cardinal there.
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And he said, you know, the practice was he would go in
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and he would talk with the kids, the youth groups, all afternoon,
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and then he'd talk with the adults in the evening.
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And he said you could just see how religion had kind of, he said,
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you know, really had twisted their approach to their faith in some ways
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because the kids would be like, this was back in the 90s,
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what is the church doing about the crisis in Serbo-Croatia?
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What are they doing about this? How are we responding to this?
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The kids, all day long.
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And then he'd get to the adults and they'd say,
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you know, Father Bob washes his hands and Father Pete doesn't.
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Which one is correct?
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And they'd gone from the difference between being good or being indifferent
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to which one's right and which one's wrong.
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Simpler, but not necessarily the path of holiness.
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And people like it because a trinket religion,
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I can get done in 20 minutes a day.
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Boom, done, holy, get on with life.
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But that call to say, how much of my life do I spend helping other people?
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And it may not be that you got out, you know, did you help other people?
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It doesn't mean you spent the week and you can tell me when you worked
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for a charity that's recognized by the nonprofit status organization.
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You know, nothing like that.
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There may be people that you've reached out individually.
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Who do we help in our lives?
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And how much of our lives do we give to helping people not to get anything back,
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not to get a repayment, not even to get to heaven?
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I think, I've said this before, but I think it is the hardest part of our faith
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to get into our subconscious mind,
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which is Jesus did not come and go through all that suffering
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so he could get to heaven.
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He was there to begin with.
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He didn't do that for himself.
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Jesus isn't given a payoff.
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And so we can't follow Jesus for the sake of our own payoff.
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By doing that, we're not really following him.
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But what we can do is form ourselves in the gospel.
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And that's where this reading asks us to do something that we don't really quite get.
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When it says, you know, whoever believes in me.
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Now there are two phrases that come up in today's liturgy that I think
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they're among my least favorite Christian bumper stickers.
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One is from the first reading, God will provide.
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I've always hated that.
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Not because it's a lovely vision of God.
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God will provide.
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But it's really like saying, my family really, really likes.
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I mean, they like what?
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God will provide.
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What?
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We don't know, just shut up.
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God will provide.
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It's like, because that gets misconstrued,
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and then people end up hurt and disappointed.
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I prayed for someone with failing health, and they passed away anyway.
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What did God provide?
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There are people who pray and still starve to death.
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There are people who are praying and are holy and they still can't find a job.
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And they still feel alone in the world.
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And they've never found the relationship they wanted.
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So we ordain them.
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Just joking.
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So sad.
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No.
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What is it we think God will provide?
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And all of a sudden, we get a little uneasy.
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But if we can't articulate it, then we'll get something odd in our head,
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and it will be disappointed.
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God will not provide what we want always.
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And we try to come up with reasons.
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Well, it's because God knows what's good for us.
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It's because that's not the promise.
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There is a real sort of uber sense to what that means.
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God will provide means everything that happens in my life is provided by God.
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God is what keeps me breathing.
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God is the spark of life.
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You know, I've told you this year, you know, I've been struggling with these migraine headaches,
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and they haven't been horrific, but they're there.
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And when I wake up with a migraine, I have one of two choices.
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I can either say, it's a migraine, where's God?
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Or I woke up, there's God, with the migraine.
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So, you know, I could want more.
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But I woke up.
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Life is still not panned out exactly as it was supposed to in my mind,
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and not everything happened the way I wanted.
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But I woke up.
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I have another day.
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And I can choose to use that day to be more connected to God and to the mission or not,
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regardless of what else is going on.
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And so the other phrase that we come to that becomes very,
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could be very divisive if we can't figure out what it means is,
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you know, those who believe in me, Jesus says, those who believe in me.
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That is another one of those phrases that could mean about six different things.
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You know, most people now think what it means is people in the world have heard the story of Jesus
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and Buddha and Mohammed and Lao Tzu and all of these,
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and they have to pick the right story.
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And if they pick the right story and say that's the true story, then they believe in Jesus.
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Now, that's certainly not what my parents would have meant if they looked at me and said,
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we want you to know we believe in you.
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That's not like, oh, so they know I exist.
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No, now it means something terribly different.
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If you have people in your life you believe in,
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that you believe in the goodness of their message,
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you believe that they can help the world,
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you believe what it means.
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I think when we start to say I believe in Jesus, we have to first say,
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what do I really mean when I look at a person and say I believe in them?
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I believe in the goodness of their heart and their mission.
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And that we can get to a lot of just through scripture.
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We can figure out Jesus was moving us towards that prophet vision.
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He was moving us away from, there's a lot of stories where Jesus took religious rituals and went,
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yeah, let's put those over here, let's get back to helping these people.
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Over and over again, when he moves the, when he tells them to make water in the ritual,
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make wine, he makes wine out of the ritual water jars.
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That would be like me doing a magic trick with the tabernacle.
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Those were the ritual jars.
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Now how's anyone going to wash their hands to come into the wedding feast?
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He just took the ritual jars and made wine out of them and said, yeah, serve this.
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You could, I mean, I can see people's head blowing up if that were a modern day religion.
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That he had just desecrated holy vessels, you know.
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But the welcome was more important than the ritual.
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You know, there are moments constantly through the scripture where he will say, you know,
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we weren't made to serve the Sabbath.
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The Sabbath was made to serve humanity.
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Go out and do the work.
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So he keeps taking that tact.
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So do we believe in that?
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It's harder than believing in, well, I just do the ritualized stuff.
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And then I get home with my life and I present myself to the world as someone who always goes to mass
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and always does my prayers and all.
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But we need to, if we believe in Jesus, we believe in the way of changing the world
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is through that prophetic message.
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And I think to be formed in the gospel is something we've had backwards for many years.
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Because I think if you said, I'm going to be formed in the gospel
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and then I'm going to go out and help the world, I think that's already backwards.
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But what we will do is, well, I'll start with a study group, I will read the gospels,
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I'll get the gospels in my head, I'll let them teach me,
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then I will do some prayer, I'll do spirituality,
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and this will propel me into the world to do charity.
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Statistics would tell us it's worked 20% of the time so far.
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A lot of people do all that spirituality stuff and you say,
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so how many hours a week do you spend just out there helping the poor?
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I'm going to get, it's going to propel me there any day now.
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It's going to happen.
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But we tell ourselves we're religious, we're spiritual, we believe in the gospel.
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But Jesus, you'll notice, he does not say to his disciples at one point,
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I want you to go out into the world and I want you,
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this is my, I was trying to set this timer that's saying, shut up, it's time.
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It didn't work.
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This voice that says to his disciples, he doesn't say,
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I'm going to send you two by two, take no provisions and go to seminary.
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No.
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He says, you go out and you encounter these people and you see their needs
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and you become informed by their lives and you see the suffering they're going through
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and you go out and he sends them across into the Samaritan areas
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and outside of their own culture and see how other people live and be formed in the gospel.
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And then that formation, you bring that back
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and you start reading the scriptures that didn't exist at that time,
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the gospels and the letters of Paul, you know.
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You come back and you read them through the lens you've gotten
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being formed in the charity of Christ.
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I think we think we have to go through a course in spirituality to be formed in Jesus
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rather than you go out in the world and you encounter people in need
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and that's how you're formed in the heart of Jesus.
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And then you can bring that back to your scripture reading and your study
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and your prayer and our gathering.
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And that's when we start to see the world change.
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I think the easy method is we're going to stay very still and pray
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until my heart is moved to go out into the world.
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You know, our heart, we will never, if you're waiting for your heart,
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your heart might be ready tomorrow and back away again on Tuesday.
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We commit because we believe in the message of Jesus.
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We believe in that basic life we believe.
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I don't think when Jesus told them to go out and help the poor,
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they all went, this is radically new.
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Thank goodness God told us that. We never noticed the suffering before.
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Before Jesus came, people were okay with suffering.
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No, he told them things they already knew.
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He was telling them, you know, follow your heart.
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Quit worrying about whether am I Christian, am I religious, am I patriotic,
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am I whatever it is.
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Are you being authentically human and listening to the suffering of other people?
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That's the gospel we're formed in.
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That's the gospel we then bring back to the tradition of scripture and prayer
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and watch as Jesus' true mission transforms the world.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that auth Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that authentic Christian faith is not grounded in ritual, doctrine, or religious correctness, but in a life of prophetic action and compassionate engagement with the suffering of others. He critiques what he calls “trinket religion”—a faith based on superficial religious practices that make us feel holy without requiring transformation or service. Instead, he exhorts us to follow the prophetic path of Jesus, who prioritizes mercy, justice, and human dignity over ritual observance. Father Pat challenges us to ask not only whether we believe in Jesus intellectually, but whether we believe in him in the deeper sense—by embodying his mission, feeding the hungry, healing the broken, and standing with the marginalized. To be truly formed in the Gospel, he insists, we must first go out and encounter the world’s suffering; only then will our reading of Scripture and practice of prayer be authentic and transformative.
In a detailed and thoughtful unpacking of the Gospel reading from John, Father Pat explores how the evangelist John, writing for a Greek audience, crafts a deeply layered narrative that blends Jewish tradition with Greek philosophical style. Unlike the other Gospels where Jesus speaks like a rabbi, John presents him as a divine Logos, engaging in long, complex discourses. This Gospel’s account of Jesus as the bread of life is not merely a retelling of the manna in the desert but a redefinition: not food for the stomach, but sustenance for the soul, a sustenance that is eternal and transformative. Jesus challenges the crowd for seeking him only because they were physically fed—“you ate the loaves and were filled”—and redirects their hunger toward deeper spiritual nourishment. The true “work of God,” Jesus says, is to believe in the one God has sent—not merely to acknowledge his existence, but to entrust oneself to his mission and embody his values.
Father Pat explains that this belief is not about intellectual assent or choosing the correct theological proposition over others. It is about relational trust and alignment with Jesus’ mission. To “believe in Jesus” is to embody the values he lived and taught—compassion, justice, self-sacrifice, and a radical solidarity with the poor and oppressed. We must shift from a “law-based” religion—focused on rules, rituals, and spiritual checklists—to a “prophetic” religion grounded in the real, messy work of love and justice. Father Pat critiques the tendency of modern believers to reduce faith to external practices—rosaries, correct liturgical gestures, church loyalty—while neglecting the core call of the Gospel: to love others as Christ loved us.
He uses a powerful anecdote from Cardinal Joseph Bernardin to illustrate this contrast. When speaking to youth groups, Bernardin found the younger generation eager to discuss global justice issues and the Church’s role in addressing suffering. But when he met with adults, they were more concerned with liturgical correctness—who washed their hands during Mass and who didn’t. This shift from compassion to correctness, from mission to minutiae, reflects how religion can become disconnected from its prophetic roots.
Father Pat also critiques two commonly misunderstood Christian phrases: “God will provide” and “those who believe in me.” He warns that “God will provide” is often used in a vague, unreflective way that can lead to disappointment when life doesn’t go as we hoped. It can be misused to create false expectations of divine intervention. Instead, Father Pat reorients the phrase to mean that God is the source of life itself—God provides the very breath and opportunity of each new day, not necessarily the outcomes we desire. Similarly, “those who believe in me” must be understood not as a theological checkbox, but as a deep, relational commitment to embodying Jesus’ mission in the world.
A key insight Father Pat offers is that formation in the Gospel does not begin in the classroom or prayer group—it begins in the encounter with the suffering other. We are not first made holy through study and then sent into the world; rather, we are formed by going out, encountering need, serving others, and then returning to Scripture and worship with new eyes and hearts. Jesus did not send his disciples to seminaries but into villages, among the broken and poor, to be shaped by love in action. The Gospel is not merely to be believed—it is to be lived. Formation in Christ comes through proximity to suffering, not through spiritual isolation.
Importantly, Father Pat reminds us that Jesus himself did not undergo suffering to attain heaven—he was already one with the Father. He suffered for others, not for his own reward. Likewise, Christians cannot follow Jesus with the ulterior motive of earning heaven. If our faith is transactional, it is not truly Christian. The Gospel challenges us to love without reward, to give without return, and to serve simply because others are in need.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to examine the substance of our discipleship: Do we believe in Jesus in the way we believe in those we love and admire—by trusting his mission, living his values, and continuing his work? Are we willing to abandon the comfort of religious habits in order to embrace the discomfort of true prophetic action? For only when we are formed by the Gospel through acts of love, justice, and mercy can we truly say we believe in Jesus—and in doing so, help bring about the Kingdom he proclaimed....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 926.219970703125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus went across the Sea of Galilee. A large crowd followed Him because they saw signs He was performing on the sick. Jesus went up on the mountain, and there He sat down with His disciples. The Jewish feast of Passover was near, and when Jesus raised His eyes, He saw that a large crowd was coming to Him. So He said to Philip, Where can we buy enough food for them to eat? He said this to test Him because He knew Himself what He was going to do. Philip answered Him, Two hundred days' wages' worth of food would not be enough for each of them to have even a little. One of His disciples, Andrew, the brother of Simon Peter, said to Him, There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish, but what good are they for so many? Jesus said, Have the people recline. Now there was a great deal of grass in that place, so the men reclined about five thousand in number. Then Jesus took the loaves, gave thanks, and distributed them to those who were reclining and also as much of the fish as they wanted. When they had had their fill, He said to His disciples, Gather the fragments left over so that nothing will be wasted. So they collected them and filled twelve wicker baskets with fragments from five barley loaves that had been more than they could eat. When the people saw the sign He had done, they said, This is truly the prophet, the one who is to come into the world. Since Jesus knew they were going to come and carry Him off and make Him a king, He withdrew to the mountain alone. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to You, Lord Jesus Christ. I have said several times, preaching on this or one of the other versions of it in the other Gospels, but I've said several times over the years that, you know, many people, when you have something that's called a miracle, it's interesting to hear different people's version of what they think actually happened. There are basically a few... We go right to the most magical, wondrous thing we can come up with, which is, I don't know, you know, baskets of food with bread coming out like popcorn. How do we see the miracle happen? What's our vision of what was happening? Did Jesus, you know, cast a spell and now there's more bread and there's more fish? It's not really what the Gospel wants to get us to, and you can tell there's little cultural hints all the way through that we've somewhat lost the cultural awareness of that time. You know, the first thing, he begins his story by setting it up. He says, so they go back across the Sea of Galilee, and every time in John's Gospel they have him take that trip across the water, they're going from, you know, it would be as though instead of in Galilee, this happened in a small town, and it's Jesus continuing to go back and forth across the railroad tracks to those who live on the right side of the tracks and those who live on the wrong side of the tracks. And the right side of this, you know, the people who lived on the other side of Galilee, now we're getting into Samaritans and all these people whose religion had been mixed with local religions, and they were very, very much looked down upon by the religiously righteous, you know, on the other side of the Galilean Sea. So they go back and forth, and every time they're going back and forth, it's a sign from the author that he's going back and forth between, you know, those who live on the right side of Galilee and those who live on the wrong side. So first he goes over into a mixed crowd, and the crowds have followed him over, so now we have this, it's a disaster. The good people and the bad people are with each other. What are you going to do now? Well, the problem, you know, that we get in this is we think, oh, my gosh, there's all these people. How are you going to feed them? These were not dumb people. These people lived in this desert community their whole life. No one went out on that trip without bringing provisions. They had food. They didn't have it out on display. They had food, and they were going to do what they always did because of the kosher law. They were going to run off and find an area where they could eat alone because one of the first parts of kosher is not simply that the dairy's on this plate and the meat's on that plate, and you don't eat pork, and you don't do... Back then, the first rule of kosher was you do not sit down at table, you do not eat and share a meal with people who are not kosher. In many ways, that was probably the cultural purpose of kosher was to kind of keep the communities and the bloodlines pure in their minds because if you can't sit down to meal and share a meal together, chances of getting married are not good. Everything's going to stay separate. And so kosher was a keeping our tribe our tribe sort of thing. And Jesus, you know, the miracle that needs to happen here is that people need to actually put down, even within our religion, they have to put down anything that's building walls and be ready to share. And so as the story unfolds, you know, a couple of interesting things happen. First, he kind of asks Philip the question, and then Andrew steps forward. Now, Andrew has a reputation. Most of us don't see it because we only get three little stories about Andrew in all of scripture, but they're the same story each time. Every time Andrew is there, Andrew brings someone to Jesus. The first story, Andrew brings Peter to Jesus. Andrew meets Jesus first, and then he goes and finds his brother Peter and says, you got to meet this guy. Now, you can imagine what happens, not that there's ever competition between siblings in the world, but Andrew brings Peter to Jesus, and over time, it is Peter who becomes sort of the number one of the group. Andrew could have had a much sort of snarkier reaction to that, but the next time we see Andrew, he's just bringing the next person to Jesus, and he brings this boy here to Jesus and then backs off, and it's none of his business what happens. And later in Acts, he'll bring someone to the apostles to be baptized, and then once he's baptized, it's none of his business. He's someone that trusts the Spirit. He brings people. He shares his faith. He introduces them, and then he's not upset if their journey looks different than his. So Andrew's this interesting character, and so in this case, you know, Andrew, it's kind of, it's almost comical if you read it a little too literally because, you know, they say, there's 4,000. Philip has just laid it out. Philip is sort of Eeyore, and Andrew is Tigger in this. He goes, there's 4,000 people. No matter what, no matter what, there's not going to be enough food. And Andrew says, I know a guy with a couple loaves of bread. You kind of have to love that vision of Andrew. I know a guy, and he's got not nearly enough. It's very clear. It tells you this is a boy, not a man, a boy. Why? Because in the culture and in the way this literature is written, what they mean is someone who's young enough that they have not made their bar mitzvah yet. So he's not, he's not beholding to the religious laws. He doesn't have to keep kosher because he has not made his bar mitzvah. He cannot be held accountable to the law at that age. So he's willing to share what he has, and the miracle is that that becomes a teaching moment for the community, and when everyone starts to share what they have, there is more than enough for everyone. See, I think in our minds, we like to rewrite that into Jesus waved his magic hands and made enough food for everyone, and therefore when we read that, our reaction should be, isn't God wonderful? Which is an okay reaction. But when you see what the gospel writer's written, then your reaction is, oh, I'm supposed to share what I have. And when most of us are given the choice of share what you have with the world, or can't I just sit here and go, isn't God wonderful? We like the second interpretation because it's a pretty stained glass vision of God that doesn't call us to anything. The other one says, when we all share what we have, there's more than enough for everyone. And more than that, it shows this young boy as a character that we're all called to be. This boy does not have the answer. He does not have the solution. He does not fix the problem. He's just part of the solution. He's part of fixing the problem. How often do people say, well, look, I could really give here and help here, but it's just never gonna be enough to fix poverty. That's right. You're only going to be a part of the solution. And sometimes we use that I can't fix it all as an excuse not to help, not to be a part of a solution. You know, maybe in the grand scheme of things, you only nudge the world the slightest bit, but that doesn't mean you're not called to give what you have to be part of a solution. This is, in a sense, the meaning of Pentecost. There's a moment in our scriptural development, in a moment in our church, where Jesus says to the early, you know, disciples, I have to leave so that the Spirit can come. Now, I've told you before, I just, when I first read that, I thought, what, is there like a two-thirds rule for the Trinity that only one can be out at a time? Why does Jesus have to go so that the Spirit can come? It kind of makes it sound like there's a control issue going on in heaven, and you don't allow two of them out at once. No, no. What he's saying, because we know that from the beginning of time, our belief is the Spirit is everywhere. And the Spirit was everywhere even when Jesus was here. And Jesus is everywhere, and God is everywhere. So what does it mean? What he means is, until I'm out of your sight, you will not be open to the Spirit. Because who is gonna wrestle with the Spirit when you've got easy-access Jesus walking next to you answering questions? And what we like about the Jesus model is I can just ask a question and get the answer, and all we have to do is keep running to Jesus and running to Jesus. And Jesus says, you know, the Spirit will belong to the community. When we do things in the Spirit, we have to do them together. You know, if we just elect the next Jesus, then it's Jesus' job to do all the miracles. But when you work with the Spirit, your access to God comes together. The solutions we find, we find together. And ever since the Spirit came, our church and every other has been very busy at trying to ignore the Spirit and come up with substitute Jesuses. You know, who's our next leader? Who's the next person that's gonna tell us what to do? You know, Pope Francis, back when he wrote a letter on one of the many sort of hot topic controversial issues, and I can't remember which one this was, but I was listening to someone talk about what he said. And he said, you know, the problem right now for the church is that half the church, not an even half, but you know, somewhere, a big group in the church that is conservative thinks he's gone too far. And a big group in the church that's liberal thinks he didn't go far enough. But both groups are children waiting for daddy to tell them what they believe. And that's what Francis is trying to fix. He wants us to be people of the Spirit, not, can we get another Jesus? Just keep sending us another guru, another elder, another minister, another pastor, another, can you just send us another Jesus to follow? And the Pentecost era of the church is, no, it's the Spirit. You're going to have to solve this together because the Spirit will not work individually without bringing you together. And so we have this moment which people will often see as a foreshadowing of the Eucharist, but it's more than that. It's also a foreshadowing of Pentecost. It's one person may have given them an example, but when they all realize they have enough, it's not until the group as a whole starts to involve themselves that the solution presents itself. And so we ask God to make us people who can put down enough of our ego to still want to be part of a solution, even though no one's ever going to erect a monument to me because I was the solution. You know, that's trying to be the Jesus character rather than trying to live in the Spirit. The Spirit says the solutions are there when you come together. The solutions are there when you share what you have. It is the most difficult thing to teach singers is that most singers' voices are getting shaky and falling apart at the end of lines and they can't find enough breath, not because they're not taking in enough breath. Most singers do not get rid of enough breath before they take the next breath. They don't exhaust the breath they have. They, you know... And we teach them to do that. You know, I was going to, you know, write a thesis in college, just no one was interested, on, um... I came up with a lot of those that got rejected. No, but... On the fact that warm-ups, if we don't handle them right, warm-ups teach us to sing badly because, you know, we're taught to, from high school on, we go, Ah, ah, ah. No one needs a whole breath for five notes. No one. And so, it's what we call stacking breath, and soon, about 90% of their lungs is full of air that's been in there for three minutes with no oxygen, and they just keep filling up the top 10% instead of getting rid of what they have so they can take in something new. That's that model of sharing. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus went across the Sea of Galilee.
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A large crowd followed Him because they saw signs
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He was performing on the sick.
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Jesus went up on the mountain,
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and there He sat down with His disciples.
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The Jewish feast of Passover was near,
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and when Jesus raised His eyes,
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He saw that a large crowd was coming to Him.
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So He said to Philip,
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Where can we buy enough food for them to eat?
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He said this to test Him
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because He knew Himself what He was going to do.
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Philip answered Him,
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Two hundred days' wages' worth of food
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would not be enough for each of them to have even a little.
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One of His disciples, Andrew,
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the brother of Simon Peter, said to Him,
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There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish,
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but what good are they for so many?
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Jesus said, Have the people recline.
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Now there was a great deal of grass in that place,
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so the men reclined about five thousand in number.
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Then Jesus took the loaves, gave thanks,
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and distributed them to those who were reclining
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and also as much of the fish as they wanted.
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When they had had their fill, He said to His disciples,
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Gather the fragments left over so that nothing will be wasted.
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So they collected them and filled twelve wicker baskets
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with fragments from five barley loaves
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that had been more than they could eat.
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When the people saw the sign He had done, they said,
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This is truly the prophet, the one who is to come into the world.
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Since Jesus knew they were going to come and carry Him off
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and make Him a king, He withdrew to the mountain alone.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to You, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I have said several times,
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preaching on this or one of the other versions of it
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in the other Gospels,
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but I've said several times over the years that, you know,
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many people, when you have something that's called a miracle,
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it's interesting to hear different people's version
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of what they think actually happened.
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There are basically a few...
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We go right to the most magical, wondrous thing
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we can come up with, which is, I don't know,
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you know, baskets of food with bread coming out like popcorn.
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How do we see the miracle happen?
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What's our vision of what was happening?
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Did Jesus, you know, cast a spell
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and now there's more bread and there's more fish?
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It's not really what the Gospel wants to get us to,
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and you can tell there's little cultural hints
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all the way through that we've somewhat lost
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the cultural awareness of that time.
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You know, the first thing, he begins his story
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by setting it up.
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He says, so they go back across the Sea of Galilee,
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and every time in John's Gospel
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they have him take that trip across the water,
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they're going from, you know,
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it would be as though instead of in Galilee,
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this happened in a small town,
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and it's Jesus continuing to go back and forth
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across the railroad tracks
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to those who live on the right side of the tracks
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and those who live on the wrong side of the tracks.
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And the right side of this, you know,
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the people who lived on the other side of Galilee,
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now we're getting into Samaritans
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and all these people whose religion
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had been mixed with local religions,
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and they were very, very much looked down upon
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by the religiously righteous, you know,
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on the other side of the Galilean Sea.
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So they go back and forth,
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and every time they're going back and forth,
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it's a sign from the author
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that he's going back and forth between, you know,
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those who live on the right side of Galilee
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and those who live on the wrong side.
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So first he goes over into a mixed crowd,
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and the crowds have followed him over,
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so now we have this, it's a disaster.
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The good people and the bad people are with each other.
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What are you going to do now?
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Well, the problem, you know, that we get in this
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is we think, oh, my gosh, there's all these people.
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How are you going to feed them?
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These were not dumb people.
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These people lived in this desert community
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their whole life.
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No one went out on that trip without bringing provisions.
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They had food.
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They didn't have it out on display.
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They had food, and they were going to do
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what they always did because of the kosher law.
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They were going to run off and find an area
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where they could eat alone
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because one of the first parts of kosher
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is not simply that the dairy's on this plate
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and the meat's on that plate,
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and you don't eat pork, and you don't do...
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Back then, the first rule of kosher was
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you do not sit down at table,
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you do not eat and share a meal
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with people who are not kosher.
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In many ways, that was probably
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the cultural purpose of kosher
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was to kind of keep the communities
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and the bloodlines pure in their minds
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because if you can't sit down to meal
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and share a meal together,
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chances of getting married are not good.
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Everything's going to stay separate.
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And so kosher was a
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keeping our tribe our tribe sort of thing.
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And Jesus, you know,
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the miracle that needs to happen here
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is that people need to actually put down,
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even within our religion,
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they have to put down anything that's building walls
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and be ready to share.
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And so as the story unfolds,
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you know, a couple of interesting things happen.
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First, he kind of asks Philip the question,
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and then Andrew steps forward.
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Now, Andrew has a reputation.
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Most of us don't see it
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because we only get three little stories
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about Andrew in all of scripture,
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but they're the same story each time.
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Every time Andrew is there,
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Andrew brings someone to Jesus.
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The first story, Andrew brings Peter to Jesus.
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Andrew meets Jesus first,
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and then he goes and finds his brother Peter and says,
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you got to meet this guy.
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Now, you can imagine what happens,
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not that there's ever competition
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between siblings in the world,
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but Andrew brings Peter to Jesus,
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and over time, it is Peter
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who becomes sort of the number one of the group.
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Andrew could have had
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a much sort of snarkier reaction to that,
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but the next time we see Andrew,
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he's just bringing the next person to Jesus,
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and he brings this boy here to Jesus
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and then backs off,
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and it's none of his business what happens.
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And later in Acts,
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he'll bring someone to the apostles to be baptized,
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and then once he's baptized,
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it's none of his business.
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He's someone that trusts the Spirit.
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He brings people.
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He shares his faith.
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He introduces them,
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and then he's not upset
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if their journey looks different than his.
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So Andrew's this interesting character,
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and so in this case, you know, Andrew,
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it's kind of, it's almost comical
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if you read it a little too literally
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because, you know, they say,
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there's 4,000.
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Philip has just laid it out.
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Philip is sort of Eeyore,
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and Andrew is Tigger in this.
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He goes, there's 4,000 people.
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No matter what,
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no matter what,
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there's not going to be enough food.
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And Andrew says,
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I know a guy with a couple loaves of bread.
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You kind of have to love that vision of Andrew.
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I know a guy,
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and he's got not nearly enough.
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It's very clear.
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It tells you this is a boy,
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not a man, a boy.
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Why?
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Because in the culture
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and in the way this literature is written,
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what they mean is
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someone who's young enough
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that they have not made their bar mitzvah yet.
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So he's not,
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he's not beholding to the religious laws.
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He doesn't have to keep kosher
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because he has not made his bar mitzvah.
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He cannot be held accountable to the law
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at that age.
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So he's willing to share what he has,
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and the miracle is that
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that becomes a teaching moment for the community,
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and when everyone starts to share what they have,
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there is more than enough for everyone.
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See, I think in our minds,
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we like to rewrite that into
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Jesus waved his magic hands
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and made enough food for everyone,
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and therefore when we read that,
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our reaction should be,
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isn't God wonderful?
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Which is an okay reaction.
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But when you see what the gospel writer's written,
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then your reaction is,
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oh, I'm supposed to share what I have.
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And when most of us are given the choice of
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share what you have with the world,
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or can't I just sit here and go,
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isn't God wonderful?
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We like the second interpretation
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because it's a pretty stained glass vision of God
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that doesn't call us to anything.
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The other one says,
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when we all share what we have,
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there's more than enough for everyone.
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And more than that,
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it shows this young boy as a character
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that we're all called to be.
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This boy does not have the answer.
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He does not have the solution.
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He does not fix the problem.
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He's just part of the solution.
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He's part of fixing the problem.
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How often do people say,
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well, look, I could really give here and help here,
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but it's just never gonna be enough to fix poverty.
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That's right.
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You're only going to be a part of the solution.
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And sometimes we use that I can't fix it all
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as an excuse not to help,
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not to be a part of a solution.
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You know, maybe in the grand scheme of things,
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you only nudge the world the slightest bit,
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but that doesn't mean you're not called
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to give what you have to be part of a solution.
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This is, in a sense, the meaning of Pentecost.
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There's a moment in our scriptural development,
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in a moment in our church,
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where Jesus says to the early, you know, disciples,
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I have to leave so that the Spirit can come.
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Now, I've told you before, I just,
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when I first read that, I thought,
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what, is there like a two-thirds rule for the Trinity
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that only one can be out at a time?
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Why does Jesus have to go so that the Spirit can come?
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It kind of makes it sound like
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there's a control issue going on in heaven,
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and you don't allow two of them out at once.
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No, no.
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What he's saying, because we know that
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from the beginning of time, our belief is
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the Spirit is everywhere.
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And the Spirit was everywhere even when Jesus was here.
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And Jesus is everywhere, and God is everywhere.
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So what does it mean?
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What he means is, until I'm out of your sight,
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you will not be open to the Spirit.
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Because who is gonna wrestle with the Spirit
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when you've got easy-access Jesus
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walking next to you answering questions?
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And what we like about the Jesus model is
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I can just ask a question and get the answer,
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and all we have to do is keep running to Jesus
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and running to Jesus.
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And Jesus says, you know,
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the Spirit will belong to the community.
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When we do things in the Spirit,
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we have to do them together.
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You know, if we just elect the next Jesus,
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then it's Jesus' job to do all the miracles.
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But when you work with the Spirit,
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your access to God comes together.
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The solutions we find, we find together.
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And ever since the Spirit came,
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our church and every other has been very busy
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at trying to ignore the Spirit
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and come up with substitute Jesuses.
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You know, who's our next leader?
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Who's the next person that's gonna tell us what to do?
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You know, Pope Francis,
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back when he wrote a letter on
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one of the many sort of hot topic controversial issues,
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and I can't remember which one this was,
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but I was listening to someone talk about what he said.
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And he said, you know,
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the problem right now for the church
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is that half the church,
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not an even half, but you know,
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somewhere, a big group in the church
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that is conservative thinks he's gone too far.
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And a big group in the church that's liberal
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thinks he didn't go far enough.
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But both groups are children waiting for daddy
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to tell them what they believe.
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And that's what Francis is trying to fix.
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He wants us to be people of the Spirit,
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not, can we get another Jesus?
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Just keep sending us another guru, another elder,
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another minister, another pastor, another,
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can you just send us another Jesus to follow?
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And the Pentecost era of the church is,
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no, it's the Spirit.
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You're going to have to solve this together
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because the Spirit will not work individually
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without bringing you together.
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And so we have this moment which people will often see
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as a foreshadowing of the Eucharist,
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but it's more than that.
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It's also a foreshadowing of Pentecost.
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It's one person may have given them an example,
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but when they all realize they have enough,
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it's not until the group as a whole
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starts to involve themselves
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that the solution presents itself.
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And so we ask God to make us people
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who can put down enough of our ego
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to still want to be part of a solution,
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even though no one's ever going to erect a monument to me
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because I was the solution.
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You know, that's trying to be the Jesus character
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rather than trying to live in the Spirit.
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The Spirit says the solutions are there
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when you come together.
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The solutions are there when you share what you have.
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It is the most difficult thing to teach singers
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is that most singers' voices are getting shaky
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and falling apart at the end of lines
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and they can't find enough breath,
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not because they're not taking in enough breath.
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Most singers do not get rid of enough breath
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before they take the next breath.
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They don't exhaust the breath they have.
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They, you know...
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And we teach them to do that.
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You know, I was going to, you know,
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write a thesis in college,
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just no one was interested,
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on, um...
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I came up with a lot of those that got rejected.
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No, but...
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On the fact that warm-ups,
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if we don't handle them right,
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warm-ups teach us to sing badly
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because, you know, we're taught to,
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from high school on, we go,
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Ah, ah, ah.
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No one needs a whole breath for five notes.
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No one.
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And so, it's what we call stacking breath,
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and soon, about 90% of their lungs
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is full of air that's been in there for three minutes
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with no oxygen,
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and they just keep filling up the top 10%
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instead of getting rid of what they have
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so they can take in something new.
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That's that model of sharing.
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We give up what we have
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knowing we won't be the solution,
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but being part of the solution
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Father Pat’s message centers on redefining our und Father Pat’s message centers on redefining our understanding of miracles, discipleship, and community in light of the Gospel story of the multiplication of loaves and fishes. He challenges the traditional interpretation that sees Jesus performing a magical act, instead inviting us to see the deeper miracle: the transformation of hearts that led to radical sharing and communal participation. By focusing on cultural context, character insights, and the Spirit-led nature of Christian life, Father Pat emphasizes that discipleship is not about waiting for a divine fix, but about becoming active participants in God's work by offering what little we have, trusting that it is enough when shared in the Spirit.
Father Pat begins by deconstructing the common, almost magical view of the miracle of the loaves and fishes, where Jesus supposedly conjures food out of thin air. Instead, he invites us to see the narrative through the lens of cultural and historical context. In first-century Jewish society, strict kosher laws prohibited sharing meals with those considered unclean or outside the religious fold. Thus, when Jesus leads this mixed crowd—comprising both the ritually pure and impure—into a shared meal, He is not just feeding them; He is breaking deeply ingrained social and religious barriers. The real miracle, then, is not supernatural multiplication but the moral and spiritual transformation that leads people to overcome fear, prejudice, and tribalism, and to share what they were already carrying in secret.
Father Pat highlights the narrative’s subtle indicators that the people likely had food with them but were unwilling to share due to societal norms. The boy who offers his loaves and fish is not yet bound by religious laws—he hasn't had his bar mitzvah—and therefore is free to act outside the constraints of purity codes. His small act of generosity becomes the catalyst for communal sharing. This young boy becomes a model of discipleship: he does not solve the problem, but he begins the process of a solution. Father Pat stresses that we are often tempted to withhold our small contributions because they seem inadequate, yet the Gospel teaches that when everyone shares what little they have, it becomes more than enough. We are not called to fix the world alone, but to be part of the solution.
Andrew, the disciple who brings the boy to Jesus, is also lifted up as a model of humble service. Andrew consistently appears in Scripture as someone who brings others to Jesus and then steps back, not seeking recognition or control. He trusts the Spirit to do the rest. This contrasts with Philip, the pragmatist who cannot see beyond the apparent scarcity. Andrew’s example teaches us to trust the process and to be content with playing a supporting role in God’s work, rather than needing to be the hero.
Father Pat then draws a powerful connection between this story and the theology of the Holy Spirit. He explains that Jesus had to ascend so the Spirit could come—not because of spatial limitations within the Trinity, but because as long as Jesus was physically present, people would rely on Him alone for answers. The Spirit, in contrast, calls the community to discern and act together. This shift from an external savior to an indwelling Spirit democratizes divine action: the Church is now the Body of Christ, and solutions to the world’s problems must come from collaborative, Spirit-filled action. Too often, Father Pat laments, we seek another “Jesus” figure—a pope, a pastor, a leader—to tell us what to do, rather than engaging the Spirit within the community to find our way forward.
He likens this spiritual dynamic to the act of singing: many singers struggle because they never fully exhale and instead keep stacking breath upon breath. This becomes a metaphor for discipleship. We must let go of what we’re holding—our resources, our control, our preconceived solutions—in order to receive what is new, to be filled with the breath of the Spirit. Sharing what we have, even if it seems insufficient, is a spiritual act of exhalation, making room for God to act through us.
Ultimately, the feeding of the five thousand is not just a prefiguration of the Eucharist—it is a foreshadowing of Pentecost. Just as the miracle only occurs when the community acts together, so too the Spirit manifests fully when the Body of Christ lives in unity, humility, and generosity. Father Pat calls us to reject passive admiration of God’s power in favor of active participation in God's mission. It’s not about waiting for divine intervention, but about embodying the Spirit through acts of self-giving, trust, and communal solidarity....
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You know, it's just you need some time to yourself. You've had it up to here. You're ready for burnout. You get away and you show up at a nice secluded place and the parish is there. So that's kind of what it sounds like. And yet there's this moment where, you know, Jesus has the decision to do one of the two pastoral responses. Either to scream at the top of his lungs, it's my day off. Or recognize the needs in front of him. I think all of us have vocations, hopefully, in life. And sometimes they coincide with your careers. And sometimes your vocation and your career are very much different. Sometimes they even collide. But the idea of a vocation usually means it's what's being called from you. It's not what you decide to do. This happens in churches all the time. It can be any ministry. It can be something from a volunteer position that works with the poor. To someone who reads at church. To anything where someone goes, this is my ministry and I have a right to it. No, no, the needs are called forth by the community. And it's not that this is mine and I have a right to it. No, it's that if the community has the need, you can fulfill that need. But I think sometimes people go through life thinking, well, this is my gift and they will need it whether they like it or not. And that just doesn't work. And so we get this, where Jesus today, at that moment, I've no doubt, he would have preferred, he says, don't come away and rest. It was the first, it was the beginning of the self-care movement. And it didn't work. People showed up. And so he kind of rolls up his sleeves and responds to the needs around him. What the question we have to deal with before we can pull that into the other two readings is, when we hit that point, what is it in life that exhausts us? Not what taxes us. Not what asks for energy. Life, all of life, every relationship you have will ask for some energy from you. It always takes some effort. Any energy that doesn't, I mean, any relationship that doesn't inconvenience you once in a while is not a relationship. It's a delusion. You've just projected yourself onto another person. If you're really in relationship, it will inconvenience you. Their needs will not keep sync with your energy. There will be days you have no energy and they need it all. And that will just happen once in a while. For those of you that don't believe it, have children. I guarantee you their energy will kick in about the moment yours is going down the hill at night. You know, it's, they won't be in sync with you. No one is. And I think we forget that. I think that there are people who themselves will admit that between the ages of 18 and 35, maybe their faith was not as important to them. And something happens. Often it's their own children having children. All of a sudden they go through a conversion and their faith becomes important to them. And they cannot believe that the world has not converted at the same moment. 10 years down the road, they can't believe that their children who are 18 aren't going to church. You know, because they had that moment. They're here now. Why did the world not keep pace with them? You know, we, we all do that. We can't figure out why the world doesn't keep pace with us. And that's exhausting. That goes beyond taxing. Certainly, beyond simple things like that, we get into global politics and economics and all of these opinions where we have become a society that no longer knows how to disagree with one another. I mean, I keep wondering when, and we can call it left or right. We can call it Democrat, Republican. We can call it conservative, liberal, whatever it is. Do you ever think we'll finally get exhausted hating each other? Do you think that we'll finally get exhausted? Do you think the amount of hate that we throw out towards one another, we'll ever just get tired of it and be okay? Not. Well, if we don't want to hate each other, you know, I always hear people, we've got to compromise. Like, if we could all just get to the middle and think alike, that will never happen. What we have to learn is we will never agree and we don't have to hate each other. We actually have to include each other. I mean, I have a family with whom I have not agreed with anything since the day I was born. My mother swears I was born with a pamphlet in my hand trying to lower the fetal rate to five months just to have something to argue about. You know, it doesn't mean we, and to this day, we actually all get along. It's interesting when families said, you know, oh, after that last election, you know, I can't talk to them anymore. I was always like, you mean before that you agreed on everything? No, but it was minor enough that I could delude myself. Now they were big issues. I could no longer hang on the delusion that we agreed. Rather than, we weren't called to agree. If God called humanity to be in perfect agreement, he should have stopped at Adam. Not because of Eve, don't go there. Because of all of the rest of creation. Shouldn't have made the animals, shouldn't have made Eve, shouldn't have made other people. And let's face it, if you read that story, there are other people in the story that have nothing to do with Adam and Eve. Where did they come from? Leave them all. Just have Adam and no one will fight. No one will be upset with one another. Everyone will think the same. It will just be Adam. That was not God's vision for creation. Union and unity are not the same thing. Unity is everyone's the same. Union means different things come together. Not different things become the same. Different things come together. So Jesus has this moment where he's got to figure out, just like everyone else, what is it that's exhausting me? What is it that's just taxing me? And he looks at all these people who aren't in sync with him because they're wanting a day of teaching. They're needing something and he's wanting peace and quiet. So they're out of sync with him and he adjusts. In the opening reading, we hear that, you know, there's this condemnation of those who scatter. How do we scatter people? We scatter by dividing up and saying, if you don't agree with me, get out. If you don't agree, go over there. We're going to divide. Nowadays, we're putting it, and I think it's just lovely, pretty language now. You see, especially politically in the United States, they talk about everyone because of the internet. They're just in their own bubble. They're in their own bubble. It's so pretty. It sounds like little kids playing with soap bubbles. It's so much nicer than saying, no one knows how to handle anyone that doesn't think the way they do. You know, we just, nope, just stay in my bubble. And I will pretend that most of the world agrees with me and there's not a bunch of different opinions out there. And we think, and all we do is we scatter. Exclusivity in the church, you know, through the Middle Ages, scattering that we hear in the Old Testament became excommunicating people. If that isn't scattering the flock, what is? You know, that's, that is the wrong approach. The wrong approach is to say, you know, if someone here disagrees with me, all I have to do is get them out of the parish and my workload is lightened that much anyway. If I can get enough of you to disagree with me, they'll be parking at Christmas. Get them out. You know, it lightens your workload. It lightens that effort in life if I can just ignore anyone that doesn't keep sync with my journey. But it's not what we're called to do. Even, even Paul says today in his, in his letter to the Ephesians in his letter to the Ephesians that Jesus came and he did two things. One we get, the other we pretend we get, but we don't get. Which is, he says, to those of you that are near, and he's not talking geographically, he's talking philosophically and religiously and theologically. To those of you who are near, peace. To those of you who are not near, he preached peace. This is why Pope Francis has said, get rid of the culture wars. Quit investing in the culture wars, which are, to those who are with us, we say peace. To those who disagree, we say war. It's not what the scripture says. Scripture says, to those who disagree with us, peace. Now, it's okay to disagree. I think the reason we get exhausted is because we are so in the habit of getting into the language. We hear the rhetoric nowadays, the public displays of just hateful language that have become normative. And we kind of think, oh, when we disagree with people, we hate them. And therefore, if we disagree with them, they will hate us. And we don't want to be hated. So then we start to kind of not be who we really are so that we can be liked, rather than be who we are and disagreed with. We just don't trust that process. To be who we truly are, and some will disagree with us, but they don't have to hate us unless we believe, too, in that model that disagreement and hating one another is the same thing. I think most of us have had the experience. I mentioned last week, and I got some very interesting comments from people, which is why I don't mind mentioning it again, that I do believe there are a lot of married couples who love one another, even though God put them on earth to cancel out each other's vote. And they do it so consistently. And that doesn't mean that one of them doesn't love the other. It means they disagree. You know, when one person says, oh, I worry about the salvation of the soul of my spouse, because I don't know, they belong to another faith, or they're in a different spot in their journey. The problem with that is they've got all these reasons that this is what they have to do to be saved. I mean, unless they really think their spouse is a bad person. Oh, no, they're a good person. I just want them saved. Are you worried God doesn't see that they're a good person? Are you worried that God has things that are more important to him than them being a good person? And so they don't understand every time they're like, I'm concerned for the salvation. What they're saying is, at some level, I think when God takes a good look, they ain't getting in. That's a little insulting. I can see that. Because they've got a system that needs to be met rather than the goodness of the person speaking to God about who they are. And so we ask God today to help us to start to see with that wider lens that says we disagree, and we're not going to agree. We're not always going to agree. There are some people in your life you'll never agree with. And if that is the basis for your ability to love, your ability to love is extremely compromised. Because I've always contended, especially in families with couples, you don't even have a chance to be in love until you're disagreeing. Everything up to that moment is romance. And all of a sudden, you look over and go, oh, I've fallen in love with another person, another person. We're not, we don't have this in common. Now you have the chance to love. I always, I hate, I hate to disagree with the great theologians of our days, like Whitney Houston, but love of myself is not the greatest love of all. Love of another, it's of another person. And so we have to come together and say, you know, we have to somehow celebrate the fact that God has decided to create plurality in the world. That we come together in love, not in agreement always. And that we start to look across the divide and say, I disagree, I don't hate, I disagree. And if someone chooses to hate you back, you can disagree with that too. But we don't have to hate, that will exhaust us. That will take an energy that will no longer allow us to be ourselves. You know, it finally hit me that when my family comes for holidays, I don't dread my family coming. I dread the fact that sometimes the real me will take a hike. And I'll kind of be the peacemaker. You know, I, because if we disagree, what if we hate each other? Because we've been taught that. Rather than be exactly who you are, let them be exactly who they are. And now you have a chance to love, to love another. If we can get that in our faith, if we can get that in our country, if we can find that in our families, we move towards healing. We actually have the energy to build the kingdom of God. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The apostles gathered together with Jesus and reported all they had done and taught.
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He said to them, come away by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while.
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People were coming and going in great numbers and they had no opportunity even to eat.
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So they went off in the boat by themselves to a deserted place.
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People saw them leaving and many came to know about it.
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They hastened there on foot from all the towns and arrived at the place before them.
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When he disembarked and saw the vast crowd, his heart was moved with pity for them,
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for they were like sheep without a shepherd.
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And he began to teach them many things.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Well, in some ways, today's gospel is every pastor's worst nightmare.
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You know, it's just you need some time to yourself.
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You've had it up to here.
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You're ready for burnout.
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You get away and you show up at a nice secluded place and the parish is there.
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So that's kind of what it sounds like.
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And yet there's this moment where, you know, Jesus has the decision to do
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one of the two pastoral responses.
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Either to scream at the top of his lungs, it's my day off.
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Or recognize the needs in front of him.
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I think all of us have vocations, hopefully, in life.
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And sometimes they coincide with your careers.
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And sometimes your vocation and your career are very much different.
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Sometimes they even collide.
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But the idea of a vocation usually means it's what's being called from you.
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It's not what you decide to do.
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This happens in churches all the time.
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It can be any ministry.
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It can be something from a volunteer position that works with the poor.
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To someone who reads at church.
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To anything where someone goes, this is my ministry and I have a right to it.
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No, no, the needs are called forth by the community.
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And it's not that this is mine and I have a right to it.
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No, it's that if the community has the need, you can fulfill that need.
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But I think sometimes people go through life thinking,
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well, this is my gift and they will need it whether they like it or not.
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And that just doesn't work.
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And so we get this, where Jesus today, at that moment, I've no doubt,
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he would have preferred, he says, don't come away and rest.
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It was the first, it was the beginning of the self-care movement.
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And it didn't work.
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People showed up.
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And so he kind of rolls up his sleeves and responds to the needs around him.
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What the question we have to deal with before we can pull that into the other two readings is,
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when we hit that point, what is it in life that exhausts us?
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Not what taxes us.
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Not what asks for energy.
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Life, all of life, every relationship you have will ask for some energy from you.
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It always takes some effort.
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Any energy that doesn't, I mean, any relationship
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that doesn't inconvenience you once in a while is not a relationship.
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It's a delusion.
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You've just projected yourself onto another person.
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If you're really in relationship, it will inconvenience you.
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Their needs will not keep sync with your energy.
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There will be days you have no energy and they need it all.
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And that will just happen once in a while.
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For those of you that don't believe it, have children.
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I guarantee you their energy will kick in about the moment yours is going down the hill at night.
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You know, it's, they won't be in sync with you.
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No one is.
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And I think we forget that.
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I think that there are people who themselves will admit
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that between the ages of 18 and 35, maybe their faith was not as important to them.
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And something happens.
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Often it's their own children having children.
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All of a sudden they go through a conversion and their faith becomes important to them.
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And they cannot believe that the world has not converted at the same moment.
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10 years down the road, they can't believe that their children who are 18
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aren't going to church.
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You know, because they had that moment.
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They're here now.
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Why did the world not keep pace with them?
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You know, we, we all do that.
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We can't figure out why the world doesn't keep pace with us.
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And that's exhausting.
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That goes beyond taxing.
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Certainly, beyond simple things like that, we get into global politics and economics
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and all of these opinions where we have become a society that no longer knows how to disagree
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with one another.
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I mean, I keep wondering when, and we can call it left or right.
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We can call it Democrat, Republican.
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We can call it conservative, liberal, whatever it is.
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Do you ever think we'll finally get exhausted hating each other?
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Do you think that we'll finally get exhausted?
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Do you think the amount of hate that we throw out towards one another, we'll ever just get
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tired of it and be okay?
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Not.
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Well, if we don't want to hate each other, you know, I always hear people, we've got
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to compromise.
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Like, if we could all just get to the middle and think alike, that will never happen.
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What we have to learn is we will never agree and we don't have to hate each other.
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We actually have to include each other.
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I mean, I have a family with whom I have not agreed with anything since the day I was born.
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My mother swears I was born with a pamphlet in my hand trying to lower the fetal rate
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to five months just to have something to argue about.
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You know, it doesn't mean we, and to this day, we actually all get along.
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It's interesting when families said, you know, oh, after that last election, you know, I
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can't talk to them anymore.
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I was always like, you mean before that you agreed on everything?
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No, but it was minor enough that I could delude myself.
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Now they were big issues.
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I could no longer hang on the delusion that we agreed.
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Rather than, we weren't called to agree.
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If God called humanity to be in perfect agreement, he should have stopped at Adam.
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Not because of Eve, don't go there.
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Because of all of the rest of creation.
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Shouldn't have made the animals, shouldn't have made Eve, shouldn't have made other people.
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And let's face it, if you read that story, there are other people in the story that have
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nothing to do with Adam and Eve.
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Where did they come from?
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Leave them all.
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Just have Adam and no one will fight.
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No one will be upset with one another.
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Everyone will think the same.
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It will just be Adam.
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That was not God's vision for creation.
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Union and unity are not the same thing.
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Unity is everyone's the same.
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Union means different things come together.
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Not different things become the same.
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Different things come together.
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So Jesus has this moment where he's got to figure out, just like everyone else,
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what is it that's exhausting me?
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What is it that's just taxing me?
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And he looks at all these people who aren't in sync with him because
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they're wanting a day of teaching.
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They're needing something and he's wanting peace and quiet.
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So they're out of sync with him and he adjusts.
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In the opening reading, we hear that, you know,
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there's this condemnation of those who scatter.
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How do we scatter people?
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We scatter by dividing up and saying,
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if you don't agree with me, get out.
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If you don't agree, go over there.
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We're going to divide.
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Nowadays, we're putting it, and I think it's just lovely, pretty language now.
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You see, especially politically in the United States,
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they talk about everyone because of the internet.
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They're just in their own bubble.
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They're in their own bubble.
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It's so pretty.
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It sounds like little kids playing with soap bubbles.
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It's so much nicer than saying,
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no one knows how to handle anyone that doesn't think the way they do.
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You know, we just, nope, just stay in my bubble.
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And I will pretend that most of the world agrees with me
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and there's not a bunch of different opinions out there.
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And we think, and all we do is we scatter.
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Exclusivity in the church, you know, through the Middle Ages,
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scattering that we hear in the Old Testament became excommunicating people.
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If that isn't scattering the flock, what is?
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You know, that's, that is the wrong approach.
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The wrong approach is to say, you know,
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if someone here disagrees with me,
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all I have to do is get them out of the parish
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and my workload is lightened that much anyway.
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If I can get enough of you to disagree with me,
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they'll be parking at Christmas.
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Get them out.
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You know, it lightens your workload.
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It lightens that effort in life if I can just ignore
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anyone that doesn't keep sync with my journey.
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But it's not what we're called to do.
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Even, even Paul says today in his, in his letter to the Ephesians
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in his letter to the Ephesians that Jesus came and he did two things.
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One we get, the other we pretend we get, but we don't get.
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Which is, he says, to those of you that are near,
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and he's not talking geographically,
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he's talking philosophically and religiously and theologically.
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To those of you who are near, peace.
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To those of you who are not near, he preached peace.
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This is why Pope Francis has said, get rid of the culture wars.
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Quit investing in the culture wars,
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which are, to those who are with us, we say peace.
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To those who disagree, we say war.
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It's not what the scripture says.
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Scripture says, to those who disagree with us, peace.
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Now, it's okay to disagree.
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I think the reason we get exhausted is because
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we are so in the habit of getting into the language.
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We hear the rhetoric nowadays, the public displays of just hateful language
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that have become normative.
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And we kind of think, oh, when we disagree with people, we hate them.
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And therefore, if we disagree with them, they will hate us.
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And we don't want to be hated.
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So then we start to kind of not be who we really are
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so that we can be liked, rather than be who we are and disagreed with.
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We just don't trust that process.
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To be who we truly are, and some will disagree with us,
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but they don't have to hate us unless we believe, too, in that model
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that disagreement and hating one another is the same thing.
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I think most of us have had the experience.
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I mentioned last week, and I got some very interesting comments from people,
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which is why I don't mind mentioning it again,
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that I do believe there are a lot of married couples who love one another,
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even though God put them on earth to cancel out each other's vote.
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And they do it so consistently.
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And that doesn't mean that one of them doesn't love the other.
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It means they disagree.
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You know, when one person says, oh, I worry about the salvation of the soul of my spouse,
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because I don't know, they belong to another faith,
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or they're in a different spot in their journey.
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The problem with that is they've got all these reasons
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that this is what they have to do to be saved.
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I mean, unless they really think their spouse is a bad person.
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Oh, no, they're a good person. I just want them saved.
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Are you worried God doesn't see that they're a good person?
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Are you worried that God has things that are more important to him
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than them being a good person?
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And so they don't understand every time they're like,
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I'm concerned for the salvation.
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What they're saying is, at some level, I think when God takes a good look,
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they ain't getting in.
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That's a little insulting.
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I can see that.
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Because they've got a system that needs to be met
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rather than the goodness of the person speaking to God about who they are.
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And so we ask God today to help us to start to see with that wider lens
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that says we disagree, and we're not going to agree.
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We're not always going to agree.
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There are some people in your life you'll never agree with.
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And if that is the basis for your ability to love,
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your ability to love is extremely compromised.
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Because I've always contended, especially in families with couples,
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you don't even have a chance to be in love until you're disagreeing.
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Everything up to that moment is romance.
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And all of a sudden, you look over and go,
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oh, I've fallen in love with another person, another person.
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We're not, we don't have this in common.
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Now you have the chance to love.
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I always, I hate, I hate to disagree with the great theologians of our days,
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like Whitney Houston, but love of myself is not the greatest love of all.
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Love of another, it's of another person.
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And so we have to come together and say, you know,
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we have to somehow celebrate the fact that God has decided to create plurality in the world.
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That we come together in love, not in agreement always.
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And that we start to look across the divide and say,
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I disagree, I don't hate, I disagree.
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And if someone chooses to hate you back, you can disagree with that too.
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But we don't have to hate, that will exhaust us.
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That will take an energy that will no longer allow us to be ourselves.
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You know, it finally hit me that when my family comes for holidays,
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I don't dread my family coming.
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I dread the fact that sometimes the real me will take a hike.
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And I'll kind of be the peacemaker.
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You know, I, because if we disagree, what if we hate each other?
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Because we've been taught that.
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Rather than be exactly who you are, let them be exactly who they are.
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And now you have a chance to love, to love another.
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If we can get that in our faith, if we can get that in our country,
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if we can find that in our families, we move towards healing.
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We actually have the energy to build the kingdom of God.
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Otherwise, we will continue to find ourselves exhausted by hate.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the tension betwee Father Pat’s message centers on the tension between personal limits and the call of compassion, using the example of Jesus’ interrupted rest to illustrate the depth of vocation. He emphasizes that true spiritual maturity involves the capacity to serve even when it’s inconvenient, to love even when there’s disagreement, and to embrace others without requiring uniformity. The heart of his homily is a call to reject the cultural norm of division and hatred in favor of a Christ-like love that includes, listens, and sacrifices. He challenges the faithful not to seek comfort in echo chambers or the illusion of agreement, but to engage with the real, diverse, and sometimes disagreeable world with compassion, patience, and integrity.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel passage where Jesus invites his disciples to rest after their ministry, only to be met by a crowd in need. Despite his own exhaustion, Jesus chooses compassion over self-preservation, recognizing the people as “sheep without a shepherd.” Father Pat uses this moment to illustrate the heart of Christian vocation: it is not always convenient or chosen, but rather a response to the needs around us. He humorously but poignantly compares this to a pastor stumbling upon his entire parish at a supposed retreat, underscoring the human desire for boundaries and rest, which often clashes with the demands of ministry and love.
From there, Father Pat expands the lesson to all vocations—whether church ministry, parenthood, or relationships—reminding us that true vocation is not about personal entitlement or asserting one’s gifts, but about responding to the needs of the community. He critiques the tendency in religious and secular life to claim ownership over ministries or roles, as if our gifts are owed a platform, rather than being offered in humility when and where they’re needed.
He then shifts to a deeper spiritual diagnosis: the exhaustion that permeates our lives is not just from exertion, but from our resistance to the reality that relationships inconvenience us. Real love disrupts us. It demands energy, even when we have none to give. He notes that many people expect the world to evolve in sync with their own spiritual or moral awakenings, and when it doesn’t, they grow disillusioned or bitter. This misalignment creates fatigue—not because we are giving too much, but because we are not at peace with the tension of difference.
Father Pat criticizes the societal trend of retreating into ideological “bubbles,” where people surround themselves only with those who agree with them. He names this as a modern form of scattering the flock, using soft language to justify division. He likens it to the Church’s history of excommunication and exclusion, warning against the desire to lighten our emotional and spiritual loads by simply removing those who challenge us.
He draws from St. Paul’s Letter to the Ephesians to affirm that Christ came to preach peace to both those near and far—not militarized peace dependent on agreement, but a radical inclusivity grounded in love. Father Pat echoes Pope Francis’ call to move away from “culture wars,” which pit believers against one another under the illusion that peace can only come from uniformity. Instead, he insists that union is not the same as unity. Unity demands sameness; union welcomes difference and holds it in love.
He offers examples from family life and marriage where love persists across deep disagreements—such as spouses who cancel out each other’s votes but still live in mutual respect and affection. He confronts the spiritual arrogance that assumes someone must meet specific doctrinal or religious criteria to be saved, pointing out that if someone is a genuinely good person, perhaps God sees that goodness more clearly than we do.
Ultimately, Father Pat exhorts the congregation to resist the narrative that disagreement equals hatred. Instead, he urges them to reclaim the radical Christian call to love others as other—to love across divides, not in spite of them, but because of them. He reminds us that love doesn’t begin until disagreement enters the picture; until we are faced with the reality of another person who is not like us. That is the moment when love, not romance, truly begins.
To live this way is to live in the spirit of Christ—who, even in exhaustion, looked upon the crowd with compassion rather than frustration. If we can learn to love beyond agreement, to see others not as threats but as fellow pilgrims, we will find the energy to build the kingdom of God. Otherwise, Father Pat warns, hatred and division will continue to drain us, leaving us spiritually bankrupt and relationally depleted....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 918.1699829101562, "text": "The Lord be with you. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. The apostles gathered together with Jesus and reported all they had done and taught. He said to them, Come away by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while. People were coming and going in great numbers, and they had no opportunity even to eat. So they went off in the boat by themselves to a deserted place. People saw them leaving, and many came to know about it. They hastened there on foot from all the towns and arrived at the place before them. When he disembarked and saw the vast crowd, his heart was moved with pity for them, for they were like sheep without a shepherd. And he began to teach them many things. The Gospel of the Lord. Well in some ways today's gospel is every pastor's worst nightmare. You know, you need some time to yourself. You've had it up to here, you're ready for burnout, you get away and you show up at a nice secluded place and the parish is there. So that's kind of what it sounds like. And yet there's this moment where, you know, Jesus has the decision to do one of the two pastoral responses, either to scream at the top of his lungs, It's my day off. Or recognize the needs in front of him. I think all of us have vocations, hopefully in life, and sometimes they coincide with your careers, and sometimes your vocation and your career are very much different. Sometimes they even collide. But the idea of a vocation usually means it's what's being called from you. It's not what you decide to do. This happens in churches all the time. It can be any ministry. It can be something from a volunteer position that works with the poor to someone who reads at church to anything where someone goes, this is my ministry and I have a right to it. No, no, the needs are called forth by the community. And it's not that this is mine and I have a right to it. No, it's that if the community has the need, you can fulfill that need. But I think sometimes people go through life thinking, well, this is my gift and they will need it whether they like it or not. And that just doesn't work. And so we get this where Jesus today at that moment, I've no doubt he would have preferred, he says, don't come away and rest. It was the first, it was the beginning of the self-care movement and it didn't work. People showed up. And so he kind of rolls up his sleeves and responds to the needs around him. What the question we have to deal with before we can pull that into the other two readings is when we hit that point, what is it in life that exhausts us? Not what taxes us, not what asks for energy, life, all of life, every relationship you have will ask for some energy from you. It always takes some effort. Any energy that doesn't, I mean, any relationship that doesn't inconvenience you once in a while is not a relationship. It's a delusion. You've just projected yourself onto another person. If you're really in relationship, it will inconvenience you. Their needs will not keep sync with your energy. There will be days you have no energy and they need it all. And that will just happen once in a while. For those of you that don't believe it, have children. I guarantee you their energy will kick in about the moment yours is going down the hill at night. They won't be in sync with you. No one is. And I think we forget that. I think that there are people who themselves will admit that between the ages of 18 and 35, maybe their faith was not as important to them. And something happens. Often it's their own children, having children. All of a sudden they go through a conversion and their faith becomes important to them and they cannot believe that the world has not converted at the same moment. Ten years down the road, they can't believe that their children, who are 18, aren't going to church. You know, because they had that moment, they're here now. Why did the world not keep pace with them? You know, we all do that. We can't figure out why the world doesn't keep pace with us. And that's exhausting. That goes beyond taxing. Certainly, beyond simple things like that, we get into global politics and economics and all of these opinions where we have become a society that no longer knows how to disagree with one another. I mean, I keep wondering when, and we can call it left or right. We can call it Democrat, Republican. We can call it conservative, liberal, whatever it is. Do you ever think we'll finally get exhausted hating each other? Do you think the amount of hate that we throw out towards one another, we'll ever just get tired of it and be okay? Not. Well, if we don't want to hate each other, you know, I always hear people, we've got to compromise. Like, if we could all just get to the middle and think alike, that will never happen. What we have to learn is we will never agree and we don't have to hate each other. We actually have to include each other. I mean, I have a family with whom I have not agreed with anything since the day I was born. My mother swears I was born with a pamphlet in my hand trying to lower the fetal rate to five months just to have something to argue about. You know, it doesn't mean we, and to this day, we actually all get along. It's interesting when family said, you know, after that last election, you know, I can't talk to them anymore. I was always like, you mean before that you agreed on everything? No, but it was minor enough that I could delude myself. Now they were big issues. I could no longer hang on the delusion that we agreed. Rather than, we weren't called to agree. If God called humanity to be in perfect agreement, he should have stopped at Adam. Not because of Eve, don't go there. Because of all of the rest of creation. Shouldn't have made the animals, shouldn't have made Eve, shouldn't have made other people. And let's face it, if you read that story, there are other people in the story that have nothing to do with Adam and Eve. Where did they come from? Leave them all. We have Adam and no one will fight. No one will be upset with one another. Everyone will think the same. It will just be Adam. That was not God's vision for creation. Union and unity are not the same thing. Unity is everyone's the same. Union means different things come together. Not different things become the same, different things come together. So Jesus has this moment where he's got to figure out, just like everyone else, what is it that's exhausting me? What is it that's just taxing me? And he looks at all these people who aren't in sync with him because they're wanting a day of teaching. They're needing something and he's wanting peace and quiet. So they're out of sync with him and he adjusts. In the opening reading we hear that, you know, there's this condemnation of those who scatter. How do we scatter people? We scatter by dividing up and saying, if you don't agree with me, get out. If you don't agree, go over there. We're going to divide. Nowadays we're putting it, and I think it's just lovely, pretty language now. You see, especially politically in the United States, they talk about everyone because of the internet. They're just in their own bubble. They're in their own bubble. It's so pretty. It sounds like little kids playing with soap bubbles. It's so much nicer than saying no one knows how to handle anyone that doesn't think the way they do. You know, we just, nope, just stay in my bubble and I will pretend that most of the world agrees with me and there's not a bunch of different opinions out there. And we think, and all we do is we scatter. Exclusivity in the church, you know, through the Middle Ages, scattering that we hear in the Old Testament became excommunicating people. If that isn't scattering the flock, what is? You know, that's, that is the wrong approach. The wrong approach is to say, you know, if someone here disagrees with me, all I have to do is get them out of the parish and my workload is lightened that much anyway. If I can get enough of you to disagree with me, they'll be parking at Christmas. Get them out. You know, it lightens your workload. It lightens that effort in life if I can just ignore anyone that doesn't keep sync with my journey. But it's not what we're called to do. Even Paul says today in his letter to the Ephesians that Jesus came and he did two things. One we get, the other we pretend we get but we don't get, which is he says, to those of you that are near, and he's not talking geographically, he's talking philosophically and religiously and theologically, to those of you who are near, peace. To those of you who are not near, he preached peace. This is why Pope Francis has said, get rid of the culture wars. Quit investing in the culture wars, which are, to those who are with us, we say peace. To those who disagree, we say war. It's not what the scripture says. Scripture says, to those who disagree with us, peace. It's okay to disagree. I think the reason we get exhausted is because we are so in the habit of getting into the language, we hear the rhetoric nowadays, the public displays of just hateful language that have become normative. And we kind of think, oh, when we disagree with people, we hate them. And therefore, if we disagree with them, they will hate us and we don't want to be hated. So then we start to kind of not be who we really are so that we can be liked rather than be who we are and disagreed with. We just don't trust that process to be who we truly are. And some will disagree with us, but they don't have to hate us unless we believe too in that model that disagreement and hating one another is the same thing. I think most of us have had the experience. I mentioned last week, and I got some very interesting comments from people, which is why I don't mind mentioning it again, that I do believe there are a lot of married couples who love one another, even though God put them on earth to cancel out each other's vote. And they do it so consistently. And that doesn't mean that one of them doesn't love the other. It means they disagree. You know, when one person says, oh, I worry about the salvation of the soul of my spouse because I don't know, they belong to another faith or they're in a different spot in their journey. The problem with that is they've got all these reasons that this is what they have to do to be saved. I mean, unless they really think their spouse is a bad person, oh, no, they're a good person. I just want them saved. Are you worried God doesn't see that they're a good person? Are you worried that God has things that are more important to him than them being a good person? And so they don't understand every time they're like, I'm concerned for the salvation. What they're saying is at some level, I think when God takes a good look, they ain't getting in. That's a little insulting. I can see that, you know, because they've got a system that needs to be met rather than the goodness of the person speaking to God about who they are. And so we ask God today to help us to start to see with that wider lens that says we disagree and we're not going to agree. We're not always going to agree. There are some people in your life you'll never agree with. And if that is the basis for your ability to love, your ability to love is extremely compromised because I've always contended, especially in families that with couples, you don't even have a chance to be in love until you're disagreeing. Coming up to that moment is romance. And all of a sudden you look over and go, oh, I've fallen in love with another person and other person. We're not, we don't have this in common. Now you have the chance to love. I always, I hate, I hate to disagree with the great theologians of our days like Whitney Houston, but love of myself is not the greatest love of all. Love of another, it's of another person. And so we have to come together and say, you know, we have to somehow celebrate the fact that God has decided to create plurality in the world. That we come together in love, not in agreement always. And that we start to look across the divide and say, I disagree, I don't hate, I disagree. And if someone chooses to hate you back, you can disagree with that too. But we don't have to hate. That will exhaust us. That will take an energy that will no longer allow us to be ourselves. You know, it finally hit me that when my family comes for holidays, I don't dread my family coming. I dread the fact that sometimes the real me will take a hike and I'll kind of be the peacemaker. You know, because if we disagree, what if we hate each other? Because we've been taught that. Rather than be exactly who you are, let them be exactly who they are, and now you have a chance to love, to love another. If we can get that in our faith, if we can get that in our country, if we can find that in our families, we move towards healing. We actually have the energy to build the kingdom of God. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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The apostles gathered together with Jesus and reported all they had done and taught.
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He said to them, Come away by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while.
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People were coming and going in great numbers, and they had no opportunity even to eat.
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So they went off in the boat by themselves to a deserted place.
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People saw them leaving, and many came to know about it.
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They hastened there on foot from all the towns and arrived at the place before them.
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When he disembarked and saw the vast crowd, his heart was moved with pity for them, for
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they were like sheep without a shepherd.
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And he began to teach them many things.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Well in some ways today's gospel is every pastor's worst nightmare.
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You know, you need some time to yourself.
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You've had it up to here, you're ready for burnout, you get away and you show up at a
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nice secluded place and the parish is there.
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So that's kind of what it sounds like.
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And yet there's this moment where, you know, Jesus has the decision to do one of the two
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pastoral responses, either to scream at the top of his lungs, It's my day off.
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Or recognize the needs in front of him.
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I think all of us have vocations, hopefully in life, and sometimes they coincide with
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your careers, and sometimes your vocation and your career are very much different.
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Sometimes they even collide.
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But the idea of a vocation usually means it's what's being called from you.
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It's not what you decide to do.
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This happens in churches all the time.
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It can be any ministry.
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It can be something from a volunteer position that works with the poor to someone who reads
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at church to anything where someone goes, this is my ministry and I have a right to
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it.
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No, no, the needs are called forth by the community.
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And it's not that this is mine and I have a right to it.
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No, it's that if the community has the need, you can fulfill that need.
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But I think sometimes people go through life thinking, well, this is my gift and they will
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need it whether they like it or not.
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And that just doesn't work.
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And so we get this where Jesus today at that moment, I've no doubt he would have preferred,
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he says, don't come away and rest.
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It was the first, it was the beginning of the self-care movement and it didn't work.
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People showed up.
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And so he kind of rolls up his sleeves and responds to the needs around him.
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What the question we have to deal with before we can pull that into the other two readings
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is when we hit that point, what is it in life that exhausts us?
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Not what taxes us, not what asks for energy, life, all of life, every relationship you
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have will ask for some energy from you.
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It always takes some effort.
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Any energy that doesn't, I mean, any relationship that doesn't inconvenience you once in a while
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is not a relationship.
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It's a delusion.
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You've just projected yourself onto another person.
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If you're really in relationship, it will inconvenience you.
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Their needs will not keep sync with your energy.
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There will be days you have no energy and they need it all.
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And that will just happen once in a while.
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For those of you that don't believe it, have children.
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I guarantee you their energy will kick in about the moment yours is going down the hill
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at night.
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They won't be in sync with you.
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No one is.
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And I think we forget that.
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I think that there are people who themselves will admit that between the ages of 18 and
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35, maybe their faith was not as important to them.
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And something happens.
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Often it's their own children, having children.
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All of a sudden they go through a conversion and their faith becomes important to them
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and they cannot believe that the world has not converted at the same moment.
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Ten years down the road, they can't believe that their children, who are 18, aren't going
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to church.
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You know, because they had that moment, they're here now.
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Why did the world not keep pace with them?
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You know, we all do that.
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We can't figure out why the world doesn't keep pace with us.
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And that's exhausting.
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That goes beyond taxing.
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Certainly, beyond simple things like that, we get into global politics and economics
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and all of these opinions where we have become a society that no longer knows how to disagree
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with one another.
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I mean, I keep wondering when, and we can call it left or right.
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We can call it Democrat, Republican.
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We can call it conservative, liberal, whatever it is.
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Do you ever think we'll finally get exhausted hating each other?
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Do you think the amount of hate that we throw out towards one another, we'll ever just get
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tired of it and be okay?
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Not.
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Well, if we don't want to hate each other, you know, I always hear people, we've got
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to compromise.
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Like, if we could all just get to the middle and think alike, that will never happen.
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What we have to learn is we will never agree and we don't have to hate each other.
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We actually have to include each other.
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I mean, I have a family with whom I have not agreed with anything since the day I was born.
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My mother swears I was born with a pamphlet in my hand trying to lower the fetal rate
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to five months just to have something to argue about.
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You know, it doesn't mean we, and to this day, we actually all get along.
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It's interesting when family said, you know, after that last election, you know, I can't
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talk to them anymore.
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I was always like, you mean before that you agreed on everything?
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No, but it was minor enough that I could delude myself.
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Now they were big issues.
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I could no longer hang on the delusion that we agreed.
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Rather than, we weren't called to agree.
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If God called humanity to be in perfect agreement, he should have stopped at Adam.
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Not because of Eve, don't go there.
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Because of all of the rest of creation.
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Shouldn't have made the animals, shouldn't have made Eve, shouldn't have made other people.
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And let's face it, if you read that story, there are other people in the story that have
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nothing to do with Adam and Eve.
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Where did they come from?
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Leave them all.
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We have Adam and no one will fight.
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No one will be upset with one another.
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Everyone will think the same.
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It will just be Adam.
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That was not God's vision for creation.
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Union and unity are not the same thing.
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Unity is everyone's the same.
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Union means different things come together.
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Not different things become the same, different things come together.
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So Jesus has this moment where he's got to figure out, just like everyone else, what
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is it that's exhausting me?
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What is it that's just taxing me?
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And he looks at all these people who aren't in sync with him because they're wanting a
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day of teaching.
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They're needing something and he's wanting peace and quiet.
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So they're out of sync with him and he adjusts.
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In the opening reading we hear that, you know, there's this condemnation of those who scatter.
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How do we scatter people?
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We scatter by dividing up and saying, if you don't agree with me, get out.
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If you don't agree, go over there.
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We're going to divide.
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Nowadays we're putting it, and I think it's just lovely, pretty language now.
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You see, especially politically in the United States, they talk about everyone because of
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the internet.
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They're just in their own bubble.
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They're in their own bubble.
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It's so pretty.
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It sounds like little kids playing with soap bubbles.
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It's so much nicer than saying no one knows how to handle anyone that doesn't think the
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way they do.
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You know, we just, nope, just stay in my bubble and I will pretend that most of the world
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agrees with me and there's not a bunch of different opinions out there.
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And we think, and all we do is we scatter.
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Exclusivity in the church, you know, through the Middle Ages, scattering that we hear in
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the Old Testament became excommunicating people.
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If that isn't scattering the flock, what is?
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You know, that's, that is the wrong approach.
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The wrong approach is to say, you know, if someone here disagrees with me, all I have
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to do is get them out of the parish and my workload is lightened that much anyway.
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If I can get enough of you to disagree with me, they'll be parking at Christmas.
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Get them out.
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You know, it lightens your workload.
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It lightens that effort in life if I can just ignore anyone that doesn't keep sync with
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my journey.
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But it's not what we're called to do.
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Even Paul says today in his letter to the Ephesians that Jesus came and he did two things.
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One we get, the other we pretend we get but we don't get, which is he says, to those of
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you that are near, and he's not talking geographically, he's talking philosophically and religiously
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and theologically, to those of you who are near, peace.
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To those of you who are not near, he preached peace.
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This is why Pope Francis has said, get rid of the culture wars.
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Quit investing in the culture wars, which are, to those who are with us, we say peace.
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To those who disagree, we say war.
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It's not what the scripture says.
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Scripture says, to those who disagree with us, peace.
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It's okay to disagree.
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I think the reason we get exhausted is because we are so in the habit of getting into the
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language, we hear the rhetoric nowadays, the public displays of just hateful language that
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have become normative.
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And we kind of think, oh, when we disagree with people, we hate them.
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And therefore, if we disagree with them, they will hate us and we don't want to be hated.
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So then we start to kind of not be who we really are so that we can be liked rather
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than be who we are and disagreed with.
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We just don't trust that process to be who we truly are.
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And some will disagree with us, but they don't have to hate us unless we believe too in that
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model that disagreement and hating one another is the same thing.
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I think most of us have had the experience.
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I mentioned last week, and I got some very interesting comments from people, which is
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why I don't mind mentioning it again, that I do believe there are a lot of married couples
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who love one another, even though God put them on earth to cancel out each other's vote.
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And they do it so consistently.
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And that doesn't mean that one of them doesn't love the other.
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It means they disagree.
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You know, when one person says, oh, I worry about the salvation of the soul of my spouse
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because I don't know, they belong to another faith or they're in a different spot in their
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journey.
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The problem with that is they've got all these reasons that this is what they have to do
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to be saved.
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I mean, unless they really think their spouse is a bad person, oh, no, they're a good person.
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I just want them saved.
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Are you worried God doesn't see that they're a good person?
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Are you worried that God has things that are more important to him than them being a good
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person?
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And so they don't understand every time they're like, I'm concerned for the salvation.
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What they're saying is at some level, I think when God takes a good look, they ain't getting
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in.
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That's a little insulting.
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I can see that, you know, because they've got a system that needs to be met rather than
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the goodness of the person speaking to God about who they are.
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And so we ask God today to help us to start to see with that wider lens that says we disagree
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and we're not going to agree.
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We're not always going to agree.
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There are some people in your life you'll never agree with.
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And if that is the basis for your ability to love, your ability to love is extremely
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compromised because I've always contended, especially in families that with couples,
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you don't even have a chance to be in love until you're disagreeing.
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Coming up to that moment is romance.
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And all of a sudden you look over and go, oh, I've fallen in love with another person
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and other person.
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We're not, we don't have this in common.
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Now you have the chance to love.
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I always, I hate, I hate to disagree with the great theologians of our days like Whitney
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Houston, but love of myself is not the greatest love of all.
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Love of another, it's of another person.
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And so we have to come together and say, you know, we have to somehow celebrate the fact
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that God has decided to create plurality in the world.
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That we come together in love, not in agreement always.
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And that we start to look across the divide and say, I disagree, I don't hate, I disagree.
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And if someone chooses to hate you back, you can disagree with that too.
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But we don't have to hate.
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That will exhaust us.
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That will take an energy that will no longer allow us to be ourselves.
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You know, it finally hit me that when my family comes for holidays, I don't dread my family
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coming.
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I dread the fact that sometimes the real me will take a hike and I'll kind of be the peacemaker.
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You know, because if we disagree, what if we hate each other?
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Because we've been taught that.
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Rather than be exactly who you are, let them be exactly who they are, and now you have
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a chance to love, to love another.
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If we can get that in our faith, if we can get that in our country, if we can find that
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in our families, we move towards healing.
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We actually have the energy to build the kingdom of God.
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Otherwise, we will continue to find ourselves exhausted by hate.
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Father Pat's message calls us to embrace the c Father Pat's message calls us to embrace the challenging but sacred work of love in diversity. He reflects on the Gospel passage where Jesus, though exhausted, responds with compassion to the crowd, illustrating that true vocation arises not from personal preference but from the needs around us. Father Pat warns against the temptation to retreat into comfort, entitlement, or ideological isolation, and instead invites us to confront the exhausting effects of division, judgment, and hate. He emphasizes that love begins where agreement ends, and that true Christian discipleship means learning to engage others in their full otherness—with compassion, peace, and inclusion, rather than demanding conformity. The Gospel, he reminds us, calls us to union, not uniformity; to community formed not by sameness, but by shared love across difference.
Father Pat begins by situating Jesus’ moment in the Gospel of Mark within the real and relatable human experience of burnout. The apostles are tired after their mission, and Jesus himself calls them to rest. But their retreat is interrupted by the persistent needs of the crowd, who arrive ahead of them. In this moment, Jesus chooses compassion over entitlement. He does not claim his “day off,” but instead sees the people as “sheep without a shepherd” and responds with love. This becomes a metaphor for all who have vocations—whether ordained, lay, familial, or professional. A vocation is not a personal project or entitlement; it is a response to the needs of others. We are not called to impose our gifts on others, but to offer them when the community calls for them. This challenges the modern tendency to treat ministry or calling as a possession or right, rather than a service.
Father Pat then expands the message to address a deeper spiritual and societal exhaustion. He challenges us to consider what truly exhausts us—not just what taxes us, but what depletes our soul. Relationships, he reminds us, are inherently inconvenient; they will at times misalign with our energy or desires. That is part of love. To expect harmony at all times is a delusion. He uses the example of parenting to illustrate how often love demands self-sacrifice at inconvenient times. Similarly, he notes how people can undergo personal conversions—often through life changes like having children—and then become frustrated when others, such as their children, do not follow the same path. This expectation—that others should keep pace with our own journey—leads to disillusionment and isolation.
The homily takes a prophetic turn when Father Pat critiques the divisive nature of modern society. He decries the way we have normalized hatred and exclusion in the name of disagreement. In political, religious, and social contexts, we increasingly live in “bubbles” of like-mindedness, mistaking unity for uniformity. But the Christian call is not to sameness—it is to union. God’s creation, from the beginning, was pluralistic. The presence of difference is not a flaw, but a feature of divine design. Jesus, Paul, and the Church call us not to eliminate difference but to embrace it in love.
Father Pat highlights Saint Paul’s message in Ephesians, where Paul speaks of Christ bringing peace to those who are near and preaching peace to those who are far. This means that peace is not just for insiders, but also for outsiders—for those who disagree with us, who are different from us. He references Pope Francis’ call to abandon the “culture wars,” which pit believers against each other in ideological battles rather than uniting them in the peace of Christ. True Christian mission is not to wage war on those who differ from us, but to extend peace to them.
The homily also critiques religious exclusivity and the historical tendency of the Church to “scatter” through excommunication or exclusion. This fracturing of the body of Christ contradicts the Gospel call to inclusion. Even within families, Father Pat observes, we often struggle to accept disagreement without letting it rupture love. He humorously and poignantly notes that many couples and families have sustained deep love despite fundamental political or theological differences. That is not a failure—it is a testament to love’s power to transcend agreement.
Father Pat challenges the assumption that disagreement implies spiritual danger or moral defect. He raises the pastoral concern of people who fear for the salvation of loved ones who do not share their faith, suggesting that this fear often reflects an implicit distrust in God’s mercy. If someone is a good person, he asks, do we not believe that God sees that goodness? Do we really think God values doctrinal alignment over the substance of a person’s heart?
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to spiritual maturity. Love doesn’t begin in harmony—it begins when harmony is broken, when we are called to love the “other” in their otherness. The exhaustion we feel often stems not from service or sacrifice, but from the energy we expend maintaining illusions of control, uniformity, and moral superiority. True rest and spiritual vitality come not from withdrawal, but from learning to love across difference, to find union without requiring uniformity, and to respond to the needs of others even when they are out of sync with our own desires.
In this way, Father Pat points us toward a vision of the Kingdom of God that is grounded in compassion, humility, and the radical inclusivity of Christ. He reminds us that we will not always agree—but that we are always called to love. Where we meet difference with peace, and disagreement with compassion, the Kingdom is built....
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There's always every generation or so someone tries to come up with another theory. But over the last several centuries, the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply because it's the shortest and simplest. And those of you who have stories in your family know that over generations, the stories that get told do not get simpler and shorter. Bigger and more elaborate stories bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them. And that's what happens with the other Gospels is that they start to expand, and everyone starts putting in their two cents worth. Mark's is the proto-Gospel. It really is this early, and you get these very brief, not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened. And we get this little instruction about going out, what it means to go out and preach the Gospel. And at first, we hear this rather dire, do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. So you're not only not to bring food or money, but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that along the way either. And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors to take that and say, this was so that they would be completely dependent on God. Every day that you're breathing, you're completely dependent on God. I don't think that was the point. I think it made them completely dependent on the communities they were going to. There is an antidote against arrogance when you're dependent upon the community you're going to preach to. You actually have to go in and build a relationship with these people before you start to say, now here's what I believe. If you just go in without the relationship, here's what I believe usually turns out to be, here's what you're doing wrong. And it's all the wrong kind of preaching. It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel. Jesus says, I'm going to send you in and you are going to be utterly dependent upon them for hospitality. You're going to accept that hospitality. You're going to accept the gift of hospitality. You're going to have a relationship where something is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe. And I think without that risk, we end up as we have, I think really in modern times, we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats. What Christianity from the cheap seats look like is if my brother has a drinking problem and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything because it's really not my place and it will ruin Christmas. But if those people in Missouri pass a law we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign some documents and yell about that. Why? Because I have no relationship with the people in Missouri at stake. It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith with the people in your life. And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith with the people in your life, but I really hope you share and listen with the people who disagree with you on almost everything. Most of us call those family. Siblings. You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic right after the last elections when people would come and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter of a century you had a delusion that you agreed on everything? No, but now we're disagreeing out loud. My delusions are gone. You know, as Christians we have got to get love of one another and agreeing with one another separated. I think as a country it's destroying us. We no longer know how to disagree without hating the other side. And I mean hating the other side. I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country, when do we get tired of hating each other? When do we get tired of vilifying anyone who disagrees with us? Do we just get to a point where we realize both sides are, they're selling away their morals right and left because they've got to stick with the team even when either side's doing something horrible? You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened and people are kind of like, well, you know, it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it. Yes, you can. Because you can disagree with your side without hating anyone. You can disagree with the other side without hating people. People can disagree with you and they're not attacking you personally. Though right now sometimes they are because they don't know how to do one without the other. And so Jesus, for everything he says, take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this, we miss the huge commandment, which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take. He sends them out two by two. They are to take a companion. And my hope is that he gave each one of them the companion that drives them crazy. Because most of us would think, well, you send them out two by two so they got each other's back and we're stronger in numbers. And no, you send people out two by two so that when one of them does something crazy, the other can go, I say this respectfully, but you're being an idiot. Sometimes you have to have those people in your life. I can't tell you, I know everyone here at least knows a couple if you're not that couple. The amazing number of married couples who have come to realize after years of marriage that God gave them someone in their life to do nothing but cancel out their vote. They are there to vote for the other side every time. And you know what? Those marriages last forever. I think the marriages that will struggle are when two people walk down the aisle really believing the delusion that they agree on everything. We think just alike. Oh my gosh, we have everything in common. One of two things is going on. Either you are fooling yourself and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years. Or they really do agree with you on everything. You've married a carbon copy of yourself and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that. I went out and I found someone who's just me. Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain. Rather than Jesus gives us companions that companion is a Greek word to break bread with. In the Greek tradition, those, in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek but the tradition is Hebrew. Those who you sit at table with and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree and you go back and you forth and you bring who you really are into that relationship. And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk. If you're going to voice your Christianity, it's not to strangers across the state or across the city. When do we voice it to, I don't know, the people in our family or someone at work or even a boss or someone who really has power over me. That was the role of the prophet, to speak truth to the king. Not the king of some other country, the king who could affect your life or your boss or your spouse. For some of you, that is your boss, you know. It's whatever it is. Do we speak our truth to the people in our life with whom we have a relationship rather than, well, I speak it all the time on Twitter and Facebook. Those are the best friends. I love those friends because they turn off with a key. Which means they're not real. I always have to shock people of a certain generation when you have to actually tell them the word virtual means not real. That's what the word means. They're virtual friends. That means not real. Which is good because friends, and I wanna be delicate about this, friends are a huge inconvenience in life. So much better than being alone. But if you're not inconvenient once in a while, you probably aren't being a friend. You know, their rhythm is different than yours and sometimes they need you to be there when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth and you depend on each other and you struggle with one another. And someone who never, ever inconveniences you, that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know. And so we should always get a little in each other's way. We should always be voicing different opinions. It's always, especially in these last couple years, it's been my prayer for our church and for our country that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth, which is put yourself in whichever camp you like, blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive, give yourself whatever term you like. Then see all the people on the other side of the fence, the ones, we don't say this in church, but the ones you've been learning to hate for the last couple years. And see all of them and know that those are the people that keep you from ruining the world. Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative, it would ruin things. We would either be a world incapable of change or a world changing so fast that we had no identity. We need that tension, which means if you're liberal or conservative, it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things. And you're not liberal or conservative because you're smarter than that other side. We're just the smarter ones. We're the nicer ones. We're the ones that are closer to God. Both sides say all that. It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that. No, it's because that's your personality. Either you love change or you hate change and it's gonna make you one or the other. Either you want to see the world changing or you want tradition to stay the same. It's your personality. And the people on the other side of the fence, they're here in the world and know what that means? That means you can live your personality and know that there are people in the world who will balance you. As I said, many of you married those people. And it makes for a strong relationship. Jesus sends us out with companions. And that means the church should companion with other churches. It means countries should companion with other countries. We should companion across ideologies because we need someone to help us to see something from somewhere beyond our own point of view. I have long since, I think it's the weakness. I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything, but the weakness of celibacy is that priests do not always have those people in their life that they have to listen to. Sometimes we go through life thinking we don't have to listen to anyone. I mean, I still believe that the reason priests have to wear a black shirt and black pants and a black suit is because somewhere along the line, they realized there was no wife at the front door to stop them and go, oh no, try again. And without that, we go, just go basic black, you'll be fine. But it's important to have people in your life. Who are the people in your life that you disagree with and have remained close? Without them, you don't have companions. You have reflections of yourself. Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot, I'm spiritual but not religious. And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean that they're upset with whatever church they went to. But more often, what they mean is my spirituality is a very private, personal thing that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people. Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing because our spirituality is moving us towards, we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise. It's moving us towards complete union with God and others. That is not prepared for in isolation. We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path. Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others. It should be the part of ourself we share most often. I think it's interesting that 30 years ago, people said, oh, well, you do not talk about sex, politics, or religion. Now, all we can talk about are the first two. But we never really get to religion. We get to political end of it, or the lifestyle end of it, or the rules. We don't really get to someone asking, so how do you come to faith? How do you know when you pray, is that God or just your own voice in your head? We don't discuss those things. We take the Bible and we do what people do like with this earlier reading, the first reading today. We take the Bible and we make it into a series of bumper stickers that we can pull one out when we need it to back our other views. You know, that happened. And I don't mean to pick on him because he's one of a million people that did it, but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions got into trouble this week for saying, well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way. Because you're picking out your favorite line. The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities. Well, yeah, but our first reading today says, you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them. And of course, the joke about that that's been going around the religious community is, Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities. He said that from prison. Why was he in prison? The civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't. So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story. You know, the Bible is not a place where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote. It backs me up. We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world. But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone. If you go it alone, it will become quirky. It will become your own. God will be an image of yourself. You've got to be in dialogue with others. If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down. If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off. If I disagree with a friend who is face-to-face, I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world. That's companionship. Anything less is not religion. Anything less is really not even spirituality. When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it, I have fallen into simple reflection. God says to us today, reflection will not get you where we want you to go. Spirituality is in dialogue. That will take us to real faith. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two
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and gave them authority over unclean spirits.
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He instructed them to take nothing
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for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic.
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He said to them, wherever you enter a house,
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stay there until you leave.
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Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you,
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leave there and shake the dust off your feet
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in testimony against them.
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So they went off and preached repentance.
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The 12 drove out many demons, and they
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anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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As I've been mentioning since Advent this year,
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Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels.
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There's always every generation or so someone tries
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to come up with another theory.
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But over the last several centuries,
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the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply
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because it's the shortest and simplest.
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And those of you who have stories in your family
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know that over generations, the stories that get told
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do not get simpler and shorter.
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Bigger and more elaborate stories
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bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them.
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And that's what happens with the other Gospels
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is that they start to expand, and everyone starts
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putting in their two cents worth.
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Mark's is the proto-Gospel.
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It really is this early, and you get these very brief,
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not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened.
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And we get this little instruction
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about going out, what it means to go out and preach
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the Gospel.
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And at first, we hear this rather dire,
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do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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So you're not only not to bring food or money,
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but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that
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along the way either.
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And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors
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to take that and say, this was so that they would be
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completely dependent on God.
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Every day that you're breathing,
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you're completely dependent on God.
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I don't think that was the point.
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I think it made them completely dependent
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on the communities they were going to.
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There is an antidote against arrogance
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when you're dependent upon the community
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you're going to preach to.
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You actually have to go in and build a relationship
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with these people before you start to say,
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now here's what I believe.
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If you just go in without the relationship,
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here's what I believe usually turns out to be,
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here's what you're doing wrong.
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And it's all the wrong kind of preaching.
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It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel.
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Jesus says, I'm going to send you in
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and you are going to be utterly dependent
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upon them for hospitality.
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You're going to accept that hospitality.
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You're going to accept the gift of hospitality.
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You're going to have a relationship where something
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is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe.
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And I think without that risk, we end up as we have,
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I think really in modern times,
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we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats.
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What Christianity from the cheap seats look like
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is if my brother has a drinking problem
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and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything
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because it's really not my place
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and it will ruin Christmas.
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But if those people in Missouri pass a law
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we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign
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some documents and yell about that.
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Why?
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Because I have no relationship with the people
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in Missouri at stake.
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It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith
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with the people in your life.
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And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith
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with the people in your life, but I really hope you share
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and listen with the people who disagree with you
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on almost everything.
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Most of us call those family.
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Siblings.
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You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic
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right after the last elections when people would come
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and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore
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and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter
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of a century you had a delusion
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that you agreed on everything?
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No, but now we're disagreeing out loud.
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My delusions are gone.
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You know, as Christians we have got to get love
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of one another and agreeing with one another separated.
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I think as a country it's destroying us.
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We no longer know how to disagree
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without hating the other side.
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And I mean hating the other side.
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I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals
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in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country,
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when do we get tired of hating each other?
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When do we get tired of vilifying anyone
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who disagrees with us?
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Do we just get to a point where we realize
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both sides are, they're selling away their morals
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right and left because they've got to stick with the team
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even when either side's doing something horrible?
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You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened
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and people are kind of like, well, you know,
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it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it.
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Yes, you can.
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Because you can disagree with your side
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without hating anyone.
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You can disagree with the other side without hating people.
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People can disagree with you
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and they're not attacking you personally.
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Though right now sometimes they are
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because they don't know how to do one without the other.
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And so Jesus, for everything he says,
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take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this,
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we miss the huge commandment,
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which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take.
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He sends them out two by two.
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They are to take a companion.
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And my hope is that he gave each one of them
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the companion that drives them crazy.
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Because most of us would think,
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well, you send them out two by two
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so they got each other's back
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and we're stronger in numbers.
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And no, you send people out two by two
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so that when one of them does something crazy,
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the other can go, I say this respectfully,
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but you're being an idiot.
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Sometimes you have to have those people in your life.
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I can't tell you, I know everyone here
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at least knows a couple if you're not that couple.
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The amazing number of married couples
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who have come to realize after years of marriage
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that God gave them someone in their life
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to do nothing but cancel out their vote.
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They are there to vote for the other side every time.
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And you know what?
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Those marriages last forever.
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I think the marriages that will struggle
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are when two people walk down the aisle
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really believing the delusion
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that they agree on everything.
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We think just alike.
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Oh my gosh, we have everything in common.
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One of two things is going on.
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Either you are fooling yourself
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and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years.
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Or they really do agree with you on everything.
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You've married a carbon copy of yourself
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and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that.
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I went out and I found someone who's just me.
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Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain.
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Rather than Jesus gives us companions
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that companion is a Greek word to break bread with.
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In the Greek tradition, those,
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in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek
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but the tradition is Hebrew.
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Those who you sit at table with
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and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree
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and you go back and you forth
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and you bring who you really are into that relationship.
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And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk.
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If you're going to voice your Christianity,
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it's not to strangers across the state or across the city.
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When do we voice it to, I don't know,
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the people in our family or someone at work
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or even a boss or someone who really has power over me.
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That was the role of the prophet,
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to speak truth to the king.
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Not the king of some other country,
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the king who could affect your life
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or your boss or your spouse.
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For some of you, that is your boss, you know.
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It's whatever it is.
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Do we speak our truth to the people in our life
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with whom we have a relationship
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rather than, well, I speak it all the time
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on Twitter and Facebook.
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Those are the best friends.
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I love those friends because they turn off with a key.
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Which means they're not real.
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I always have to shock people of a certain generation
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when you have to actually tell them
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the word virtual means not real.
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That's what the word means.
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They're virtual friends.
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That means not real.
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Which is good because friends,
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and I wanna be delicate about this,
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friends are a huge inconvenience in life.
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So much better than being alone.
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But if you're not inconvenient once in a while,
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you probably aren't being a friend.
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You know, their rhythm is different than yours
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and sometimes they need you to be there
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when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth
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and you depend on each other
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and you struggle with one another.
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And someone who never, ever inconveniences you,
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that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know.
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And so we should always get a little in each other's way.
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We should always be voicing different opinions.
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It's always, especially in these last couple years,
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it's been my prayer for our church and for our country
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that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth,
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which is put yourself in whichever camp you like,
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blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive,
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give yourself whatever term you like.
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Then see all the people on the other side of the fence,
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the ones, we don't say this in church,
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but the ones you've been learning to hate
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for the last couple years.
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And see all of them and know that those are the people
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that keep you from ruining the world.
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Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative,
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it would ruin things.
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We would either be a world incapable of change
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or a world changing so fast that we had no identity.
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We need that tension, which means
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if you're liberal or conservative,
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it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things.
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And you're not liberal or conservative
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because you're smarter than that other side.
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We're just the smarter ones.
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We're the nicer ones.
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We're the ones that are closer to God.
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Both sides say all that.
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It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that.
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No, it's because that's your personality.
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Either you love change or you hate change
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and it's gonna make you one or the other.
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Either you want to see the world changing
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or you want tradition to stay the same.
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It's your personality.
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And the people on the other side of the fence,
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they're here in the world and know what that means?
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That means you can live your personality
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and know that there are people in the world
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who will balance you.
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As I said, many of you married those people.
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And it makes for a strong relationship.
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Jesus sends us out with companions.
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And that means the church should companion
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with other churches.
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It means countries should companion with other countries.
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We should companion across ideologies
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because we need someone to help us to see something
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from somewhere beyond our own point of view.
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I have long since, I think it's the weakness.
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I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything,
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but the weakness of celibacy is that priests
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do not always have those people in their life
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that they have to listen to.
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Sometimes we go through life thinking
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we don't have to listen to anyone.
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I mean, I still believe that the reason
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priests have to wear a black shirt
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and black pants and a black suit
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is because somewhere along the line,
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they realized there was no wife at the front door
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to stop them and go, oh no, try again.
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And without that, we go, just go basic black,
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you'll be fine.
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But it's important to have people in your life.
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Who are the people in your life that you disagree with
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and have remained close?
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Without them, you don't have companions.
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You have reflections of yourself.
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Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot,
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I'm spiritual but not religious.
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And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean
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that they're upset with whatever church they went to.
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But more often, what they mean is my spirituality
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is a very private, personal thing
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that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people.
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Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing
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because our spirituality is moving us towards,
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we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise.
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It's moving us towards complete union with God and others.
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That is not prepared for in isolation.
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We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path.
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Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others.
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It should be the part of ourself we share most often.
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I think it's interesting that 30 years ago,
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people said, oh, well, you do not talk
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about sex, politics, or religion.
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Now, all we can talk about are the first two.
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But we never really get to religion.
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We get to political end of it,
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or the lifestyle end of it, or the rules.
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We don't really get to someone asking,
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so how do you come to faith?
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How do you know when you pray,
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is that God or just your own voice in your head?
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We don't discuss those things.
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We take the Bible and we do what people do
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like with this earlier reading, the first reading today.
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We take the Bible and we make it
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into a series of bumper stickers
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that we can pull one out when we need it
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to back our other views.
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You know, that happened.
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And I don't mean to pick on him
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because he's one of a million people that did it,
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but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions
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got into trouble this week for saying,
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well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way.
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Because you're picking out your favorite line.
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The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities.
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Well, yeah, but our first reading today says,
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you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them.
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And of course, the joke about that
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that's been going around the religious community is,
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Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities.
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He said that from prison.
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Why was he in prison?
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The civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't.
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So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story.
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You know, the Bible is not a place
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where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote.
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It backs me up.
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We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole
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and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world.
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But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone.
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If you go it alone, it will become quirky.
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It will become your own.
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God will be an image of yourself.
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You've got to be in dialogue with others.
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If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down.
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If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off.
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If I disagree with a friend who is face-to-face,
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I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world.
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That's companionship.
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Anything less is not religion.
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Anything less is really not even spirituality.
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When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it,
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I have fallen into simple reflection.
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God says to us today, reflection will not get you
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where we want you to go.
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Spirituality is in dialogue.
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That will take us to real faith.
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That will bring us to the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat's message emphasizes that true Chri Father Pat's message emphasizes that true Christian discipleship is rooted in relational vulnerability, mutual accountability, and spiritual companionship. Drawing from the Gospel of Mark, he underscores that Jesus sends the disciples out not in self-sufficiency, but in radical dependence—not just on God, but on the communities they are sent to serve. This dependence fosters humility, dismantles arrogance, and invites real, sometimes difficult, relationships where faith must be lived out in the presence of disagreement and diversity. True evangelization, Father Pat insists, cannot be done from a distance or in isolation; it must occur in the context of genuine human connection, especially with those who challenge us. Spirituality, then, is not a private escape or solitary reflection, but a communal journey marked by dialogue, discomfort, and transformation.
At the heart of Father Pat’s homily is the radical call of Jesus to relational discipleship: the kind that refuses to preach from a distance, prefers partnership over isolation, and makes vulnerability a spiritual virtue. When Jesus sends the twelve disciples out in Mark’s Gospel, He strips them of material comforts and safeguards—not to make them dependent solely on divine providence, as is often assumed, but to make them dependent on the hospitality of the very people they are sent to. This, Father Pat argues, is the antidote to arrogant, self-righteous evangelism. You can’t preach at people when you’re living under their roof and eating their food; you have to build a relationship first. This relational vulnerability demands humility and openness, and it transforms preaching from accusation into dialogue.
Father Pat critiques a modern form of what he calls "Christianity from the cheap seats"—a spirituality that is loud on distant, impersonal issues (like political laws in far-off states) but silent in the face of moral failure within one’s immediate relationships, such as within families. He challenges the congregation to consider what it means to speak truth lovingly to people they actually know and care about—people with whom their relationship is at risk. This is the true prophetic call: not to critique the "other" from a safe distance, but to speak truth within the relationships that shape our lives.
A central insight of the homily is Jesus' instruction to send the disciples out in pairs. Far from a tactical move for safety or strength, Father Pat sees this as a spiritual necessity. Companionship is not just comfort—it is confrontation. Jesus likely paired people with those who would challenge them, who would correct them, who would balance their perspectives. This kind of companionship is essential in preventing spiritual self-deception. In the same way that spouses often cancel out each other's political votes, companions in faith balance each other’s extremes. Father Pat humorously notes that many couples come to realize they’ve married someone who exists solely to challenge their worldview—and this, he says, is a divine gift.
This principle extends beyond marriages and friendships to churches, nations, and ideologies. Father Pat laments the current cultural and ecclesial climate, where disagreement often leads to hatred and vilification. He calls for a spirituality that separates love from agreement. We must learn, he insists, to love people with whom we profoundly disagree—recognizing that it is the tension between opposing perspectives that prevents any one ideology from destroying the world. Conservatives and liberals, both in the church and in society, need each other. One side resists change, the other pushes for it—both are necessary for a balanced, dynamic faith and civic life.
Father Pat also critiques the privatization of spirituality in modern times. The popular phrase “I’m spiritual but not religious” often masks a deeper reluctance to engage in the difficult, relational work of shared spiritual life. True spirituality, he argues, is not a solo project. It is forged in the crucible of relationship—with family, church, community, and even ideological opponents. This is why the Church must be a place of dialogue, where spiritual questions are wrestled with in communion, not reduced to slogans or bumper stickers.
He cautions against the misuse of Scripture as a tool to justify pre-existing opinions or political agendas. The Bible, he reminds us, is not a collection of proof texts but the living Word meant to be read in its fullness, in community, and in dialogue with the world. It is not meant to be wielded as a weapon, but to be lived as a guide to relational, incarnational love.
Finally, Father Pat reflects on the role of inconvenience in friendship and spiritual growth. Real friends, real companions, are inconvenient. They challenge us, demand our time, and reflect back to us our flaws and blind spots. A spiritual life conducted in isolation—without these relational mirrors—becomes inward, distorted, and ultimately leads to a spirituality that reflects only the self and not God. God, he concludes, is not found in solitary reflection alone but in the shared journey, in the disagreements, in the companionships that stretch us and prepare us for the Kingdom of God.
In sum, Father Pat calls for a mature, relational, and dialogical spirituality—one that is lived out not in the echo chambers of ideology or the isolation of personal piety, but in the messy, grace-filled relationships where faith is tested, deepened, and ultimately made real....
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There's always every generation or so someone tries to come up with another theory. But over the last several centuries, the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply because it's the shortest and simplest. And those of you who have stories in your family know that over generations, the stories that get told do not get simpler and shorter. Bigger and more elaborate stories Bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them. And that's what happens with the other Gospels is that they start to expand, and everyone starts putting in their two cents worth. Mark's is the proto-Gospel. It really is this early, and you get these very brief, not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened. And we get this little instruction about going out, what it means to go out and preach the Gospel. And at first, we hear this rather dire, you know, do not bring the walking stick, no food, no sack, no money in their belts. So you're not only not to bring food or money, but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that along the way either. And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors to take that and say, you know, this was so that they would be completely dependent on God. Every day that you're breathing, you're completely dependent on God. I don't think that was the point. I think it made them completely dependent on the communities they were going to. There is an antidote against arrogance when you're dependent upon the community you're going to preach to. You actually have to go in and build a relationship with these people before you start to say, now, here's what I believe. If you just go in without the relationship, here's what I believe usually turns out to be, here's what you're doing wrong. And it's all the wrong kind of preaching. It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel. Jesus says, I'm going to send you in and you are going to be utterly dependent upon them for hospitality. You're going to accept that hospitality. You're going to accept the gift of hospitality. You're going to have a relationship where something is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe. And I think without that risk, we end up as we have, I think really in modern times, we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats. What Christianity from the cheap seats look like is, if my brother has a drinking problem and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything because it's really not my place and it will ruin Christmas. But if those people in Missouri pass a law we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign some documents and yell about that. Why? Because I have no relationship with the people in Missouri at stake. It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith with the people in your life. And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith with the people in your life, but I really hope you share and listen with the people who disagree with you on almost everything. Most of us call those family. Siblings. You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic right after the last elections when people would come and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter of a century you had a delusion that you agreed on everything? No, but now we're disagreeing out loud. My delusions are gone. You know, as Christians we have got to get love of one another and agreeing with one another separated. I think as a country it's destroying us. We no longer know how to disagree without hating the other side. And I mean hating the other side. I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country, when do we get tired of hating each other? When do we get tired of vilifying anyone who disagrees with us? Do we just get to a point where we realize both sides are, they're selling away their morals right and left because they've got to stick with the team even when either side's doing something horrible? You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened and people are kind of like, well, you know, it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it. Yes, you can. Because you can disagree with your side without hating anyone. You can disagree with the other side without hating people. People can disagree with you and they're not attacking you personally. Though right now, sometimes they are because they don't know how to do one without the other. And so Jesus, for everything he says, take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this, we miss the huge commandment, which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take. He sends them out two by two. They are to take a companion. And my hope is that he gave each one of them the companion that drives them crazy. Because most of us would think, well, you send them out two by two, so, you know, they got each other's back and we're stronger in numbers. And no, you send people out two by two so that when one of them does something crazy, the other can go, I say this respectfully, but you're being an idiot. Sometimes you have to have those people in your life. I can't tell you, I know everyone here at least knows a couple if you're not that couple. The amazing number of married couples who have come to realize after years of marriage that God gave them someone in their life to do nothing but cancel out their vote. They are there to vote for the other side every time. And you know what? Those marriages last forever. I think the marriages that will struggle are when two people walk down the aisle really believing the delusion that they agree on everything. We think just alike. Oh my gosh, we have everything in common. One of two things is going on. Either you are fooling yourself and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years. Or they really do agree with you on everything. You've married a carbon copy of yourself and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that. I went out and I found someone who's just me. Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain. Rather than Jesus gives us companions that companion is a Greek word to break bread with. In the Greek tradition, those, in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek but the tradition is Hebrew. Those who you sit at table with and you argue and you agree and you argue and you agree and you go back and you forth and you bring who you really are into that relationship. And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk. If you're going to voice your Christianity, it's not to strangers across the state or across the city. When do we voice it to, I don't know, the people in our family or someone at work or even a boss or someone who really has power over me. That was the role of the prophet, to speak truth to the king. Not the king of some other country, the king who could affect your life or your boss or your spouse. For some of you, that is your boss, you know. It's whatever it is. Do we speak our truth to the people in our life with whom we have a relationship rather than, well, I speak it all the time on Twitter and Facebook. Those are the best friends. I love those friends because they turn off with a key which means they're not real. I always have to shock people of a certain generation when you have to actually tell them that the word virtual means not real. That's what the word means. They're virtual friends. That means not real. Which is good because friends, and I wanna be delicate about this, friends are a huge inconvenience in life. So much better than being alone. But if you're not inconvenient once in a while, you probably aren't being a friend. You know, their rhythm is different than yours and sometimes they need you to be there when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth and you depend on each other and you struggle with one another. And someone who never, ever inconveniences you, that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know. And so we should always get a little in each other's way. We should always be voicing different opinions. It's always, especially in these last couple years, it's been my prayer for our church and for our country that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth, which is put yourself in whichever camp you like, blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive, give yourself whatever term you like. Then see all the people on the other side of the fence, the ones, we don't say this in church, but the ones you've been learning to hate for the last couple years. And see all of them and know that those are the people that keep you from ruining the world. Because if everyone was liberal or everyone was conservative, it would ruin things. We would either be a world incapable of change or a world changing so fast that we had no identity. We need that tension, which means if you're liberal or conservative, it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things. And you're not liberal or conservative because you're smarter than that other side. We're just the smarter ones. We're the nicer ones. We're the ones that are closer to God. Both sides say all that. It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that. No, it's because that's your personality. Either you love change or you hate change and it's gonna make you one or the other. Either you want to see the world changing or you want tradition to stay the same. It's your personality. And the people on the other side of the fence, they're here in the world and know what that means? That means you can live your personality and know that there are people in the world who will balance you. As I said, many of you married those people. And it makes for a strong relationship. Jesus sends us out with companions. And that means the church should companion with other churches. It means countries should companion with other countries. We should companion across ideologies because we need someone to help us to see something from somewhere beyond our own point of view. I have long since, I think it's the weakness. I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything, but the weakness of celibacy is that priests do not always have those people in their life that they have to listen to. Sometimes we go through life thinking we don't have to listen to anyone. I still believe that the reason priests have to wear a black shirt and black pants and a black suit is because somewhere along the line they realized there was no wife at the front door to stop them and go, oh no, try again. And without that, we go, just go basic black, you'll be fine. But it's important to have people in your life. Who are the people in your life that you disagree with and have remained close? Without them, you don't have companions. You have reflections of yourself. Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot, I'm spiritual but not religious. And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean that they're upset with whatever church they went to. But more often what they mean is my spirituality is a very private, personal thing that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people. Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing because our spirituality is moving us towards, we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise. It's moving us towards complete union with God and others. That is not prepared for in isolation. We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path. Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others. It should be the part of ourself we share most often. I think it's interesting that 30 years ago people said, oh, well, you do not talk about sex, politics or religion. Now all we can talk about are the first two. But we never really get to religion. We get to political end of it or the lifestyle end of it or the rules. We don't really get to someone asking, so how do you come to faith? How do you know when you pray, is that God or just your own voice in your head? How do you, we don't discuss those things. We take the Bible and we do what people do like with this earlier reading, the first reading today. We take the Bible and we make it into a series of bumper stickers that we can pull one out when we need it to back our other views. That happened and I don't mean to pick on him because he's one of a million people that did it, but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions got into trouble this week for saying, well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way. Because you're picking out your favorite line. The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities. Well, yeah, but our first reading today says, you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them. And of course, the joke about that that's been going around the religious community is, Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities. He said that from prison. Why was he in prison? Because the civil authorities told him to shut up and he wouldn't. So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story. You know, the Bible is not a place where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote. It backs me up. We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world. But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone. If you go it alone, it will become quirky. It will become your own. God will be an image of yourself. You've got to be in dialogue with others. If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down. If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off. If I disagree with a friend who is face to face, I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world. That's companionship. Anything less is not religion. Anything less is really not even spirituality. When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others into it, I have fallen into simple reflection. God says to us today, reflection will not get you where we want you to go. Spirituality is in dialogue. That will take us to real faith. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus summoned the 12 and began to send them out two by two
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and gave them authority over unclean spirits.
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He instructed them to take nothing
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for the journey but a walking stick, no food, no sack,
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no money in their belts.
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They were, however, to wear sandals but not a second tunic.
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He said to them, wherever you enter a house,
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stay there until you leave.
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Whatever place does not welcome you or listen to you,
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leave there and shake the dust off your feet
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in testimony against them.
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So they went off and preached repentance.
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The 12 drove out many demons, and they
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anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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As I've been mentioning since Advent this year,
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Mark's Gospel, most likely the earliest of the Gospels.
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There's always every generation or so someone tries
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to come up with another theory.
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But over the last several centuries,
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the idea is that Mark is the earliest Gospel simply
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because it's the shortest and simplest.
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And those of you who have stories in your family
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know that over generations, the stories that get told
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do not get simpler and shorter.
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Bigger and more elaborate stories
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Bigger and more elaborate, and things get added to them.
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And that's what happens with the other Gospels
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is that they start to expand, and everyone starts putting
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in their two cents worth.
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Mark's is the proto-Gospel.
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It really is this early, and you get these very brief,
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not a lot of teachings, just boom, here's what happened.
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And we get this little instruction
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about going out, what it means to go out and preach
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the Gospel.
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And at first, we hear this rather dire,
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you know, do not bring the walking stick,
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no food, no sack, no money in their belts.
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So you're not only not to bring food or money,
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but no sack, meaning you can't collect any of that
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along the way either.
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And it's very common for people and for spiritual directors
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to take that and say, you know, this was so that
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they would be completely dependent on God.
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Every day that you're breathing,
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you're completely dependent on God.
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I don't think that was the point.
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I think it made them completely dependent
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on the communities they were going to.
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There is an antidote against arrogance
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when you're dependent upon the community
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you're going to preach to.
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You actually have to go in and build a relationship
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with these people before you start to say,
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now, here's what I believe.
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If you just go in without the relationship,
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here's what I believe usually turns out to be,
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here's what you're doing wrong.
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And it's all the wrong kind of preaching.
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It's all the wrong kind of sharing of the gospel.
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Jesus says, I'm going to send you in
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and you are going to be utterly dependent
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upon them for hospitality.
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You're going to accept that hospitality.
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You're going to accept the gift of hospitality.
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You're going to have a relationship where something
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is at risk when you start to tell them what you believe.
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And I think without that risk, we end up as we have,
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I think really in modern times,
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we too often end up with Christianity from the cheap seats.
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What Christianity from the cheap seats look like is,
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if my brother has a drinking problem
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and mistreats his family, I'm not going to say anything
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because it's really not my place
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and it will ruin Christmas.
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But if those people in Missouri pass a law
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we don't like as Christians, I'm going to sign
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some documents and yell about that.
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Why?
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Because I have no relationship
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with the people in Missouri at stake.
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It's tougher when you have to actually share your faith
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with the people in your life.
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And my hope would be that not only do you share your faith
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with the people in your life, but I really hope you share
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and listen with the people who disagree with you
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on almost everything.
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Most of us call those family.
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Siblings.
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You know, it was such an interesting to watch the dynamic
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right after the last elections when people would come
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and say, I'm not talking to my siblings anymore
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and I wanted to say, so what, for the last quarter
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of a century you had a delusion
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that you agreed on everything?
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No, but now we're disagreeing out loud.
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My delusions are gone.
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You know, as Christians we have got to get love
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of one another and agreeing with one another separated.
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I think as a country it's destroying us.
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We no longer know how to disagree
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without hating the other side.
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And I mean hating the other side.
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I keep wondering when conservatives and liberals
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in the church, conservatives and liberals in the country,
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when do we get tired of hating each other?
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When do we get tired of vilifying anyone
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who disagrees with us?
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Do we just get to a point where we realize
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both sides are, they're selling away their morals
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right and left because they've got to stick with the team
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even when either side's doing something horrible?
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You know, we've watched as terrible things have happened
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and people are kind of like, well, you know,
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it's gonna be, I can't disagree with it.
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Yes, you can.
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Because you can disagree with your side
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without hating anyone.
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You can disagree with the other side without hating people.
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People can disagree with you
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and they're not attacking you personally.
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Though right now, sometimes they are
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because they don't know how to do one without the other.
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And so Jesus, for everything he says,
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take, don't take this, don't take this, don't take this,
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we miss the huge commandment,
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which is where he tells them the one thing they are to take.
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He sends them out two by two.
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They are to take a companion.
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And my hope is that he gave each one of them
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the companion that drives them crazy.
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Because most of us would think,
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well, you send them out two by two,
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so, you know, they got each other's back
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and we're stronger in numbers.
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And no, you send people out two by two
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so that when one of them does something crazy,
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the other can go, I say this respectfully,
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but you're being an idiot.
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Sometimes you have to have those people in your life.
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I can't tell you, I know everyone here
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at least knows a couple if you're not that couple.
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The amazing number of married couples
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who have come to realize after years of marriage
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that God gave them someone in their life
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to do nothing but cancel out their vote.
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They are there to vote for the other side every time.
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And you know what?
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Those marriages last forever.
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I think the marriages that will struggle
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are when two people walk down the aisle
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really believing the delusion
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that they agree on everything.
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We think just alike.
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Oh my gosh, we have everything in common.
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One of two things is going on.
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Either you are fooling yourself
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and that marriage has a shelf life of about five years.
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Or they really do agree with you on everything.
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You've married a carbon copy of yourself
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and the ick factor is kind of pretty high on that.
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I went out and I found someone who's just me.
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Well, get a mirror, it's easier to maintain.
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Rather than Jesus gives us companions
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that companion is a Greek word to break bread with.
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In the Greek tradition, those,
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in the Hebrew tradition, the word is Greek
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but the tradition is Hebrew.
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Those who you sit at table with
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and you argue and you agree
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and you argue and you agree
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and you go back and you forth
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and you bring who you really are into that relationship.
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And when you disagree, there's a real relationship at risk.
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If you're going to voice your Christianity,
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it's not to strangers across the state or across the city.
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When do we voice it to, I don't know,
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the people in our family or someone at work
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or even a boss or someone who really has power over me.
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That was the role of the prophet,
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to speak truth to the king.
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Not the king of some other country,
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the king who could affect your life
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or your boss or your spouse.
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For some of you, that is your boss, you know.
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It's whatever it is.
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Do we speak our truth to the people in our life
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with whom we have a relationship
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rather than, well, I speak it all the time
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on Twitter and Facebook.
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Those are the best friends.
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I love those friends because they turn off with a key
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which means they're not real.
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I always have to shock people of a certain generation
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when you have to actually tell them
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that the word virtual means not real.
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That's what the word means.
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They're virtual friends.
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That means not real.
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Which is good because friends,
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and I wanna be delicate about this,
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friends are a huge inconvenience in life.
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So much better than being alone.
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But if you're not inconvenient once in a while,
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you probably aren't being a friend.
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You know, their rhythm is different than yours
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and sometimes they need you to be there
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when you're not feeling up to it and back and forth
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and you depend on each other
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and you struggle with one another.
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And someone who never, ever inconveniences you,
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that's not a friend, that's an accessory, you know.
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And so we should always get a little in each other's way.
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We should always be voicing different opinions.
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It's always, especially in these last couple years,
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it's been my prayer for our church and for our country
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that liberals and conservatives learn the deeper truth,
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which is put yourself in whichever camp you like,
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blue, red, liberal, conservative, traditional, progressive,
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give yourself whatever term you like.
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Then see all the people on the other side of the fence,
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the ones, we don't say this in church,
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but the ones you've been learning to hate
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for the last couple years.
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And see all of them and know that those are the people
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that keep you from ruining the world.
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Because if everyone was liberal
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or everyone was conservative, it would ruin things.
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We would either be a world incapable of change
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or a world changing so fast that we had no identity.
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We need that tension, which means
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if you're liberal or conservative,
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it's the other person that keeps you from destroying things.
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And you're not liberal or conservative
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because you're smarter than that other side.
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We're just the smarter ones.
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We're the nicer ones.
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We're the ones that are closer to God.
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Both sides say all that.
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It's kind of ridiculous, but both sides say that.
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No, it's because that's your personality.
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Either you love change or you hate change
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and it's gonna make you one or the other.
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Either you want to see the world changing
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or you want tradition to stay the same.
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It's your personality.
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And the people on the other side of the fence,
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they're here in the world and know what that means?
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That means you can live your personality
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and know that there are people in the world
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who will balance you.
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As I said, many of you married those people.
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And it makes for a strong relationship.
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Jesus sends us out with companions.
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And that means the church should companion
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with other churches.
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It means countries should companion with other countries.
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We should companion across ideologies
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because we need someone to help us to see something
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from somewhere beyond our own point of view.
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I have long since, I think it's the weakness.
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I'm not asking the church to throw it out or anything,
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but the weakness of celibacy is that priests
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do not always have those people in their life
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that they have to listen to.
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Sometimes we go through life thinking
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we don't have to listen to anyone.
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I still believe that the reason priests
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have to wear a black shirt and black pants
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and a black suit is because somewhere along the line
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they realized there was no wife at the front door
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to stop them and go, oh no, try again.
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And without that, we go, just go basic black,
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you'll be fine.
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But it's important to have people in your life.
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Who are the people in your life that you disagree with
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and have remained close?
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Without them, you don't have companions.
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You have reflections of yourself.
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Our spiritual life, you hear people say a lot,
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I'm spiritual but not religious.
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And what they really mean is sometimes they just mean
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that they're upset with whatever church they went to.
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But more often what they mean is my spirituality
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is a very private, personal thing
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that I'm not gonna get out and debate with people.
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Our spirituality should not be a personal, private thing
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because our spirituality is moving us towards,
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we say heaven, some say Brahma, some say paradise.
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It's moving us towards complete union with God and others.
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That is not prepared for in isolation.
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We cannot prepare for unity on an isolated path.
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Our spirituality should be in constant dialogue with others.
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It should be the part of ourself we share most often.
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I think it's interesting that 30 years ago people said,
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oh, well, you do not talk about sex, politics or religion.
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Now all we can talk about are the first two.
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But we never really get to religion.
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We get to political end of it or the lifestyle end of it
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or the rules.
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We don't really get to someone asking,
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so how do you come to faith?
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How do you know when you pray,
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is that God or just your own voice in your head?
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How do you, we don't discuss those things.
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We take the Bible and we do what people do
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like with this earlier reading, the first reading today.
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We take the Bible and we make it
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into a series of bumper stickers
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that we can pull one out when we need it
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to back our other views.
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That happened and I don't mean to pick on him
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because he's one of a million people that did it,
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but I think it was, was it Jeff Sessions
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got into trouble this week for saying,
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well, you know, the Bible says, don't ever start that way.
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Because you're picking out your favorite line.
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The Bible says, you must be obedient to the authorities.
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Well, yeah, but our first reading today says,
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you must speak truth to the authorities and challenge them.
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And of course, the joke about that
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that's been going around the religious community is,
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Paul did say, you must respect the civil authorities.
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He said that from prison.
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Why was he in prison?
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Because the civil authorities told him
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to shut up and he wouldn't.
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So, you know, you gotta kind of know the whole story.
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You know, the Bible is not a place
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where we go for our favorite, oh, that's my favorite quote.
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It backs me up.
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We go to the Bible and we read it as a whole
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and we get a sense of what we're called to do in the world.
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But today we're told by Jesus, don't go it alone.
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If you go it alone, it will become quirky.
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It will become your own.
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God will be an image of yourself.
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You've got to be in dialogue with others.
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If I disagree with scripture, I can put it down.
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If I disagree with the internet, I can turn it off.
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If I disagree with a friend who is face to face,
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I'm gonna have to deal with another person in the world.
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That's companionship.
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Anything less is not religion.
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Anything less is really not even spirituality.
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When it's just me, myself, and I don't bring others
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into it, I have fallen into simple reflection.
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God says to us today, reflection will not get you
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where we want you to go.
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Spirituality is in dialogue.
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That will take us to real faith.
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That will bring us to the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the essential Chri Father Pat’s message centers on the essential Christian call to authentic, incarnational relationship and spiritual dialogue. Drawing from the Gospel of Mark, he teaches that discipleship is not a solitary endeavor, nor is it about exerting authority from a distance. Rather, it's about vulnerability, companionship, and real engagement with those around us—even, and especially, those we disagree with. Jesus sends the disciples out two by two, not just for support, but to ensure that the message of the Gospel is rooted in relational humility and mutual accountability. Father Pat warns against the temptation of “cheap Christianity”—voicing faith only when it costs nothing relationally—and challenges us to spiritual maturity through uncomfortable, honest, and loving engagement with those closest to us. The Christian life is not about surrounding ourselves with those who echo our opinions, but about being in community, in disagreement, in love, and in shared pursuit of the truth.
Father Pat begins by grounding his reflection in the Gospel of Mark, noting its simplicity and brevity as marks of authenticity and originality. He emphasizes that Mark's Gospel offers a raw account of Jesus' ministry, including the instructions given to the twelve apostles when they are sent out. Jesus tells them to bring almost nothing—no food, money, or extra clothing—forcing them to rely entirely on the hospitality of those they are sent to serve. Father Pat challenges the common interpretation that this command is about dependence on God alone. Instead, he argues that Jesus is teaching the apostles to be dependent on the very communities they are preaching to, a form of vulnerability that demands humility, mutuality, and relationship.
This dependence, Father Pat explains, is an antidote to arrogance. When one enters a community with nothing, totally reliant on the people's generosity, one cannot preach from a place of superiority. Such a posture prevents the kind of detached moralizing that often characterizes modern expressions of faith—what he calls “Christianity from the cheap seats.” This is the tendency to criticize or moralize about issues far removed from one’s personal relationships while remaining silent about injustices or moral failings within one’s own family or immediate community. It is safer, he says, to speak against strangers than to risk challenging those whom we love or who have power over us. But true prophetic witness requires that we speak truth in the context of real, vulnerable relationship—just as the prophets of old confronted their own kings and not distant rulers.
Father Pat also focuses on the significance of Jesus sending the disciples two by two. He reflects humorously and insightfully that Jesus likely paired them with companions who irritated or challenged them. This, he suggests, was intentional. Companionship in ministry is not about ease or comfort—it’s about accountability and growth. We need companions who are willing to tell us the truth about ourselves, who help us see our blind spots, and who challenge our assumptions. He draws a parallel to marriage, noting that many successful couples are composed of individuals with opposing political or personal views. These differences, far from being obstacles, are what create balance, growth, and resilience in a relationship. The healthiest relationships, he argues, are not those where both parties agree on everything, but those where disagreement is welcomed and navigated with love.
This principle extends beyond marriage to the life of the church and the broader society. In a polarized world, Father Pat laments the rise of hatred and vilification between ideological camps—conservative and liberal, traditional and progressive. He urges both church and society to recognize the necessary tension between opposing viewpoints. Liberals bring the impulse for progress and justice; conservatives provide stability and continuity. Without each other, either camp would lead to imbalance—either stagnation or chaos. Thus, those on the “other side” are not enemies but essential correctives. They keep us from destroying what is good or failing to change what is broken.
He also critiques the notion of individualistic spirituality—the idea that one’s faith is a private matter, lived out in isolation. While popular today, this approach, he argues, is fundamentally flawed. True spirituality is not cultivated in solitude but in community. It is through disagreement, challenge, and mutual support that our faith is refined. He critiques the tendency to reduce the Bible to a collection of convenient quotes that support our pre-existing views, rather than engaging with its full narrative and letting it challenge us. Furthermore, he warns against the illusion of virtual relationships, which lack the inconvenient but necessary demands of real-life friendship. Real companionship is messy, demanding, and at times uncomfortable—but it is also holy, because it calls us out of ourselves and into communion.
Father Pat ends by urging us to engage in real spiritual dialogue—not with faceless strangers online, but with the people in our lives who matter. He calls us to bring our full selves—our questions, doubts, convictions, and vulnerabilities—into conversation with others. This is where true spiritual growth happens. This is where the Kingdom of God is built: not in echo chambers or isolated reflection, but in the shared struggles and joys of real community. The Gospel calls us not to walk alone, but to walk together, even when the path is difficult, and especially when it leads us into the lives and hearts of those who are different from us....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 965.6900024414062, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, O Lord. When the time arrived for Elizabeth to have her child, she gave birth to a son. Her neighbors and relatives heard that the Lord had shown His great mercy toward her, and they rejoiced with her. When they came on the eighth day to circumcise the child, they were going to call him Zechariah after his father, but his mother said in reply, No, he will be called John. But they answered her, There is no one among your relatives who has this name. So they made signs asking the father what he wished him to be called. He asked for a tablet and wrote, John is to be his name. And all were amazed. Immediately his mouth was opened, his tongue freed, and he spoke, Blessing God. The child grew and became strong in spirit, and he was in the desert until the day of his manifestation to Israel. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. It only happens roughly once every seven years that June 24th falls on a Sunday, and so it always kind of catches me off guard that the nativity of John the Baptist is so important to feast in the church that it supplants Sunday. Very, very few holidays do that. And, you know, when you think of the Christmas and Easter and Pentecost and big things like that, it just never, you know, you just don't think of the birth of John the Baptist being up there with those others. He is very much a side character. He doesn't get nearly the time in the Gospels that Peter gets or, you know. But, you know, there is this sort of this whole idea that is wrapped up in John the Baptist, which is about preparing the way of the Lord and seeing Jesus before anyone else could figure out who Jesus was. And so there is this tuned-in-to-God sort of aspect to John the Baptist. Now, because of the Scripture, just because of the story of the visitation and the way it lays out in the verses, we assume that John was roughly, and we're talking roughly, six months older than Jesus. So, of course, they go to the calendar. They say, Jesus was born on the 24th. John must have been born on the 24th. Um... Anyone who has had children knows that the nine-month rule is a husband's tale. Sorry, not a wife's tale, but, you know. Um, it's not nine months. Never has been. It's kind of all over the place. Someone came to me last night and said, well, I was told in the Bible, the reason they say that is because, you know, someone who needed the Bible to be absolutely literal. Well, they said, because they're talking about lunar months. And I said, lunar months are shorter. We're getting even further away from nine months. But, you know, it's this idea. And, you know, my mother was in a more... When she was having children, a little harsher judgmental time. They were married on August 27th, and my brother was due on May 27th, nine months to the day. Honeymoon baby. And he came three days early, and she was mortified. Because in that day and age, people would count. You know, I mean, it's just... It's amazing how people could take the birth of a child and say, there's got to be a way to turn this into a negative. What is that in our human nature that can kind of go after anything to say, well, they could have done better job at that. You know, what does that give us? What do we get out of that? John's... The first moment we hear of John is that he leaps in his mother's womb for joy. Probably not a great joy for his mother, but, you know, leaps in the womb. But there's already this sense that his approach to God is something of great joy. I think one of the saddest things that you encounter as a priest, in clergy, people who work in ministry, are people whose awareness of God has made them fearful, has made them concerned. The whole world's going to hell. What are we going to do? Their experience of God is worrisome. That their experience, you know, because literally what they're saying is, you know, Jesus came and died to save the whole world, but I don't think it worked. Jesus didn't work. Well, don't worry, because if Jesus didn't work, there isn't anything you can do. If Jesus didn't work. And so, instead of approaching their religion as this great victory won, and this great piece of joy that we share with one another, we get more and more somber. And I think as a culture, beyond our faith, we are simply, kind of interestingly, a somber culture. We're an affluent culture, and the more affluent we get, the less happy we get. If you don't believe me, next time you're at an intersection, look over at the faces of people in their cars. You know. If they're just bored to death, they're one of the happier people at the intersection. It goes from there to irritated, to why isn't this light changed? And I've thought, you know, a great money maker for the city, you know, there's so much controversy over these photo radar tickets, and yes, I've gotten one. Sometimes the machine isn't working correctly, I'm sure. So, forget the penalty. They could hold that picture of you hostage. I mean, I look at my face and I'm like, what was I doing at that moment? You know, had like bad sushi just kicked in? I looked horrible. And I'm thinking to myself, is that the expression on my face most of the time? Is this sort of, I'm driving? Where is our joy in life? And yes, you know, it's sort of an old cliche thing about, you know, keep a smile on your face. It does something. It does something to at least evaluate what is the position my face relaxes into? Not when I'm in crisis. Not when I'm in the middle of a great celebration. But where is normal? Because I think that we ignore the greatest miracle, you know, the greatest miracle of life is life. You know, I got up this morning, and I will admit the alarm went off a little earlier than I would have liked. But what I didn't think about when that alarm went off and woke me was the reason it woke me is because I'm still alive. You know, everyone here who has a bad day, you're having a day. We don't recognize the constant life within us. Father John Philenbach in Rome used to teach that the definition of joy, everyone would say, well, we know what the word means, but no one could really define it. The definition of joy was your awareness of being fully alive. The awareness of being fully alive in that moment. And most of us who have had sickness, suffering, the loss of a loved one, the loss of a job, depression, whatever it is, know that that is a feeling of diminishment. We don't quite feel connected to the world. We don't feel quite connected. We are shut down. We are not feeling we are fully alive. And in the midst of pain, that is a tough thing to get to, especially if we don't ever nurture it in the normal moments. You know, I talk about this all the time, but like when you're at church and you're sitting there and most of you are probably not in horrible pain at the moment. It's not terribly warm or terribly cool. We're somewhat comfortable. The speaker's going on a little long, but other than that, it's, you know, it is a normal moment. And we don't see that as a good moment. But if something comes up, we will recognize the bad moment. Now, some of that I do believe is just biological human. It's very hard, if I have broken this hand, it's going to be very hard to block that out and notice that this hand feels just fine. That is hard to get to. But in a moment where both hands are working, where everything is going well, do we even notice that? Or are we already thinking about something we know is going to go wrong tomorrow? Are we still playing something over in our head that went wrong yesterday? You know, the great miracle that we live, that same professor, John Feulenbach, used to always say, you'll know when you are separated from God because you won't exist. God is in you, keeping you alive at every moment. In a feast like today, the Nativity of John the Baptist, also Christmas, the Nativity, any of these, I think it's a mistake for us. Too many people look at a baby and say, don't you see the miracle of life? You know, the miracle of a baby being alive is exactly the same miracle as that of a 12-year-old being alive. Not always as pleasant, but, or the exact, you know, of someone who is 80 being alive. You know, we see it at the moment of birth and we think, that is the miracle of birth, but it's not the miracle of life. The miracle of life happens right now. You, God is every bit as active in creating you at this moment as at the beginning of your life. And we miss that miracle. It's, we live, we are living miracles and we run around looking for miracles. And we just, we miss that. We miss that there should be sort of a constant amazement. My father, who was much more a man of science than faith, he was a man of deep faith, but his vocabulary and his approach to the world was very scientific. He was an engineer and he said that that for him, that was his proof of God. Now, as someone in religious realms, I don't want a proof of God. I think God is a faith thing, but he wanted proofs. You know, he's a science man. And he said his proof of God was life. He said because in all of his study of physics, entropy and all this stuff and stuff breaking down, there is nothing in all the law of physics that can account for one cell becomes two, becomes four. What's not complicated becomes more complicated. In his mind, the double helix of DNA and of life stood against every law of physics. In his mind, physics explains everything but life. We don't get life yet. We can't figure it out. And that to him says there is something beyond this physics stuff. And so it can be a constant joy or it can be a constant worry. But it is a choice. I think it is a choice to try to be aware of the goodness of God at every moment, to be aware how much in our life goes right. I know we are aware when it goes wrong. I know how aware we are. Most of us, that's our prayer life. Well, I'm going to take something to God in prayer. Now, when someone says, I'm going to take something to God in prayer, what they mean is I have a problem and I want God to fix it. We go to God with our problems. We go to God with our concerns. And that is a valid part of our prayer life. But to go and sit for a while and think, can I experience the miracle of being alive? Do we take even a moment to experience that we're alive? And what does that mean? And wonder at it. You know, the psalmist said, you know, who are we that God would care for us and bring us into life? And I think we need to sit with that wonder, not just when something amazing like the birth of a baby happens, but every moment of that baby's life. You know, until they are an ancient baby. Every moment that we go, this is just as miraculous. This is just as amazing. And so we ask God to make us a people of wonder, a people of joy, a people that have all of that goodness and grace that we have in a few moments and realize God isn't with us more in one moment than another. We are aware of it differently, but God is with us every moment. It is, it's always what I call the non-capitalistic version of God. Not that, you know, capitalism is an economic system. Go ask an economist, I'm not gonna get into that. But as a spiritual system, it's always flawed because it wants to tell you that something's value has to do with how rare it is. You know, it's so rare and it's, it's people need it and they can't get it and that makes it more and more and more and more valuable. For us as Christians, the most common thing in the world is the grace of God and everyone has all that they need and it's still the most valuable. It kind of stands against all that for us. And so we ask God to make us aware of this constant gift of grace, this constant gift of life, so that we can become a people who show, you know, great joy to the world. Now, I was stopped after last night's sermon because a friend came up and she said, you know, it was a nice homily, but you've clearly never been a woman. And I said, what? You know, we are told from a very young age to keep a smile on. If you would just smile, you'd be so pretty. So I don't smile. I was like, I think you were more manipulated by that than if you'd smiled. So we talked about it for a while and I said, well, you know, I'm not saying you should smile for the rest of the world. You should smile to make yourself feel good. Well, it doesn't make me feel good. And it took us about 10 minutes to get through it and then it hit me. I said, that's when you realized I hadn't been a woman? We've known each other a while. And I don't want to sell her out, but she did smile. You know, I think we need to be a people of joy, a people who look to things and say, there are things going right. And we're not Pollyanna. We recognize there are things going wrong. But I think if our awareness was constant, we'd realize which outweighed which. That God's grace is constant. And just because we don't keep ourselves aware of it does not mean it's there. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When the time arrived for Elizabeth to have her child,
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she gave birth to a son.
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Her neighbors and relatives heard
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that the Lord had shown His great mercy toward her,
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and they rejoiced with her.
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When they came on the eighth day to circumcise the child,
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they were going to call him Zechariah after his father,
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but his mother said in reply,
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No, he will be called John.
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But they answered her,
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There is no one among your relatives who has this name.
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So they made signs asking the father
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what he wished him to be called.
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He asked for a tablet and wrote,
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John is to be his name.
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And all were amazed.
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Immediately his mouth was opened,
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his tongue freed, and he spoke, Blessing God.
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The child grew and became strong in spirit,
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and he was in the desert
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until the day of his manifestation to Israel.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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It only happens roughly once every seven years
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that June 24th falls on a Sunday,
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and so it always kind of catches me off guard
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that the nativity of John the Baptist
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is so important to feast in the church
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that it supplants Sunday.
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Very, very few holidays do that.
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And, you know, when you think of the Christmas and Easter
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and Pentecost and big things like that,
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it just never, you know,
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you just don't think of the birth of John the Baptist
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being up there with those others.
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He is very much a side character.
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He doesn't get nearly the time in the Gospels
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that Peter gets or, you know.
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But, you know, there is this sort of this whole idea
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that is wrapped up in John the Baptist,
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which is about preparing the way of the Lord
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and seeing Jesus before anyone else
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could figure out who Jesus was.
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And so there is this tuned-in-to-God
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sort of aspect to John the Baptist.
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Now, because of the Scripture,
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just because of the story of the visitation
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and the way it lays out in the verses,
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we assume that John was roughly,
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and we're talking roughly,
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six months older than Jesus.
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So, of course, they go to the calendar.
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They say, Jesus was born on the 24th.
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John must have been born on the 24th.
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Um...
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Anyone who has had children knows
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that the nine-month rule is a husband's tale.
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Sorry, not a wife's tale, but, you know.
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Um, it's not nine months.
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Never has been.
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It's kind of all over the place.
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Someone came to me last night and said,
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well, I was told in the Bible,
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the reason they say that is because, you know,
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someone who needed the Bible to be absolutely literal.
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Well, they said, because they're talking about lunar months.
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And I said, lunar months are shorter.
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We're getting even further away from nine months.
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But, you know, it's this idea.
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And, you know, my mother was in a more...
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When she was having children,
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a little harsher judgmental time.
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They were married on August 27th,
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and my brother was due on May 27th,
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nine months to the day.
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Honeymoon baby.
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And he came three days early, and she was mortified.
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Because in that day and age, people would count.
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You know, I mean, it's just...
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It's amazing how people could take the birth of a child
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and say, there's got to be a way to turn this into a negative.
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What is that in our human nature
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that can kind of go after anything to say,
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well, they could have done better job at that.
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You know, what does that give us?
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What do we get out of that?
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John's...
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The first moment we hear of John is
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that he leaps in his mother's womb for joy.
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Probably not a great joy for his mother,
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but, you know, leaps in the womb.
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But there's already this sense that
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his approach to God is something of great joy.
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I think one of the saddest things that you encounter
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as a priest, in clergy, people who work in ministry,
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are people whose awareness of God
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has made them fearful, has made them concerned.
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The whole world's going to hell.
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What are we going to do?
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Their experience of God is worrisome.
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That their experience, you know,
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because literally what they're saying is,
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you know, Jesus came and died to save the whole world,
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but I don't think it worked.
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Jesus didn't work.
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Well, don't worry, because if Jesus didn't work,
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there isn't anything you can do.
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If Jesus didn't work.
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And so, instead of approaching their religion
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as this great victory won,
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and this great piece of joy that we share with one another,
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we get more and more somber.
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And I think as a culture, beyond our faith,
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we are simply, kind of interestingly,
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a somber culture.
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We're an affluent culture,
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and the more affluent we get, the less happy we get.
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If you don't believe me,
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next time you're at an intersection,
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look over at the faces of people in their cars.
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You know.
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If they're just bored to death,
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they're one of the happier people at the intersection.
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It goes from there to irritated,
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to why isn't this light changed?
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And I've thought, you know, a great money maker for the city,
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you know, there's so much controversy
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over these photo radar tickets,
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and yes, I've gotten one.
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Sometimes the machine isn't working correctly, I'm sure.
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So, forget the penalty.
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They could hold that picture of you hostage.
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I mean, I look at my face and I'm like,
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what was I doing at that moment?
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You know, had like bad sushi just kicked in?
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I looked horrible.
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And I'm thinking to myself,
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is that the expression on my face most of the time?
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Is this sort of, I'm driving?
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Where is our joy in life?
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And yes, you know, it's sort of an old cliche thing about,
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you know, keep a smile on your face.
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It does something.
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It does something to at least evaluate
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what is the position my face relaxes into?
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Not when I'm in crisis.
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Not when I'm in the middle of a great celebration.
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But where is normal?
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Because I think that we ignore the greatest miracle,
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you know, the greatest miracle of life is life.
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You know, I got up this morning,
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and I will admit the alarm went off a little earlier
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than I would have liked.
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But what I didn't think about when that alarm went off
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and woke me was the reason it woke me
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is because I'm still alive.
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You know, everyone here who has a bad day,
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you're having a day.
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We don't recognize the constant life within us.
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Father John Philenbach in Rome used to teach
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that the definition of joy,
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everyone would say, well, we know what the word means,
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but no one could really define it.
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The definition of joy was your awareness of being fully alive.
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The awareness of being fully alive in that moment.
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And most of us who have had sickness, suffering,
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the loss of a loved one, the loss of a job, depression,
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whatever it is, know that that is a feeling of diminishment.
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We don't quite feel connected to the world.
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We don't feel quite connected.
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We are shut down.
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We are not feeling we are fully alive.
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And in the midst of pain, that is a tough thing to get to,
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especially if we don't ever nurture it in the normal moments.
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You know, I talk about this all the time,
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but like when you're at church and you're sitting there
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and most of you are probably not in horrible pain at the moment.
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It's not terribly warm or terribly cool.
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We're somewhat comfortable.
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The speaker's going on a little long,
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but other than that, it's, you know, it is a normal moment.
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And we don't see that as a good moment.
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But if something comes up, we will recognize the bad moment.
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Now, some of that I do believe is just biological human.
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It's very hard, if I have broken this hand,
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it's going to be very hard to block that out
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and notice that this hand feels just fine.
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That is hard to get to.
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But in a moment where both hands are working,
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where everything is going well, do we even notice that?
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Or are we already thinking about something we know
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is going to go wrong tomorrow?
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Are we still playing something over in our head
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that went wrong yesterday?
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You know, the great miracle that we live,
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that same professor, John Feulenbach, used to always say,
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you'll know when you are separated from God
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because you won't exist.
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God is in you, keeping you alive at every moment.
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In a feast like today, the Nativity of John the Baptist,
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also Christmas, the Nativity, any of these,
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I think it's a mistake for us.
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Too many people look at a baby and say,
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don't you see the miracle of life?
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You know, the miracle of a baby being alive
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is exactly the same miracle
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as that of a 12-year-old being alive.
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Not always as pleasant, but, or the exact, you know,
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of someone who is 80 being alive.
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You know, we see it at the moment of birth
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and we think, that is the miracle of birth,
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but it's not the miracle of life.
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The miracle of life happens right now.
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You, God is every bit as active in creating you
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at this moment as at the beginning of your life.
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And we miss that miracle.
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It's, we live, we are living miracles
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and we run around looking for miracles.
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And we just, we miss that.
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We miss that there should be sort of a constant amazement.
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My father, who was much more a man of science than faith,
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he was a man of deep faith, but his vocabulary
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and his approach to the world was very scientific.
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He was an engineer and he said that that for him,
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that was his proof of God.
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Now, as someone in religious realms,
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I don't want a proof of God.
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I think God is a faith thing, but he wanted proofs.
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You know, he's a science man.
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And he said his proof of God was life.
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He said because in all of his study of physics,
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entropy and all this stuff and stuff breaking down,
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there is nothing in all the law of physics
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that can account for one cell becomes two, becomes four.
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What's not complicated becomes more complicated.
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In his mind, the double helix of DNA and of life
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stood against every law of physics.
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In his mind, physics explains everything but life.
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We don't get life yet.
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We can't figure it out.
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And that to him says there is something
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beyond this physics stuff.
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And so it can be a constant joy or it can be a constant worry.
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But it is a choice.
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I think it is a choice to try to be aware
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of the goodness of God at every moment,
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to be aware how much in our life goes right.
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I know we are aware when it goes wrong.
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I know how aware we are.
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Most of us, that's our prayer life.
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Well, I'm going to take something to God in prayer.
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Now, when someone says,
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I'm going to take something to God in prayer,
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what they mean is I have a problem
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and I want God to fix it.
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We go to God with our problems.
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We go to God with our concerns.
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And that is a valid part of our prayer life.
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But to go and sit for a while and think,
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can I experience the miracle of being alive?
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Do we take even a moment to experience that we're alive?
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And what does that mean?
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And wonder at it.
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You know, the psalmist said,
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you know, who are we that God would care for us
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and bring us into life?
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And I think we need to sit with that wonder,
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not just when something amazing
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like the birth of a baby happens,
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but every moment of that baby's life.
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You know, until they are an ancient baby.
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Every moment that we go, this is just as miraculous.
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This is just as amazing.
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And so we ask God to make us a people of wonder,
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a people of joy,
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a people that have all of that goodness and grace
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that we have in a few moments
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and realize God isn't with us more
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in one moment than another.
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We are aware of it differently,
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but God is with us every moment.
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It is, it's always what I call
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the non-capitalistic version of God.
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Not that, you know, capitalism is an economic system.
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Go ask an economist, I'm not gonna get into that.
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But as a spiritual system, it's always flawed
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because it wants to tell you that
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something's value has to do with how rare it is.
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You know, it's so rare and it's,
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it's people need it and they can't get it
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and that makes it more and more and more
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and more valuable.
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For us as Christians,
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the most common thing in the world
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is the grace of God
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and everyone has all that they need
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and it's still the most valuable.
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It kind of stands against all that for us.
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And so we ask God to make us aware
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of this constant gift of grace,
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this constant gift of life,
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so that we can become a people who show,
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you know, great joy to the world.
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Now, I was stopped after last night's sermon
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because a friend came up and she said,
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you know, it was a nice homily,
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but you've clearly never been a woman.
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And I said, what?
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You know, we are told from a very young age
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to keep a smile on.
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If you would just smile, you'd be so pretty.
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So I don't smile.
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I was like, I think you were more manipulated by that
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than if you'd smiled.
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So we talked about it for a while
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and I said, well, you know,
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I'm not saying you should smile
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for the rest of the world.
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You should smile to make yourself feel good.
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Well, it doesn't make me feel good.
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And it took us about 10 minutes to get through it
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and then it hit me.
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I said, that's when you realized
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I hadn't been a woman?
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We've known each other a while.
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And I don't want to sell her out, but she did smile.
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You know, I think we need to be a people of joy,
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a people who look to things and say,
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there are things going right.
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And we're not Pollyanna.
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We recognize there are things going wrong.
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But I think if our awareness was constant,
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we'd realize which outweighed which.
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That God's grace is constant.
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And just because we don't keep ourselves aware of it
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does not mean it's there.
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And it's there so much more often than the tragedy.
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And so we ask God to make us a people
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that respond well to tragedy
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out of the vision that we know
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how blessed we are in every moment
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that our life is in fact a life.
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Father Pat’s homily centers on the profound truth Father Pat’s homily centers on the profound truth that life itself is the greatest miracle and a constant gift from God. He reflects on the Nativity of John the Baptist, not merely as the birth of a biblical figure, but as a celebration of the miracle of life and the joy that should accompany our awareness of God's presence in every moment. Father Pat challenges the somberness that often pervades modern life and spiritual practice, urging us instead to live with a sense of wonder, gratitude, and joy. He reminds us that God's grace is ever-present—not just in extraordinary moments, but in the ordinary, in our very breathing, in the simple fact that we are alive. This awareness, he suggests, is the key to spiritual joy and true connection with God.
The homily begins with a reflection on the liturgical importance of the Nativity of John the Baptist, noting how rare and significant it is that this feast supersedes a Sunday celebration. Father Pat acknowledges that John the Baptist often feels like a secondary character compared to others in the gospel narrative, yet underscores John's unique spiritual role: he was the one who recognized Jesus before anyone else, even leaping in the womb at the presence of the Messiah. This early attunement to God’s movement is, in itself, a model for spiritual awareness.
Father Pat then transitions into a broader commentary on how we approach life and spirituality. He critiques the human tendency to turn even the blessing of new life into an occasion for judgment or suspicion, as seen in how people once calculated due dates to question propriety. This judgmentalism, he suggests, stems from a deeper human inclination to seek faults rather than marvel at blessings. He contrasts this with John the Baptist’s joyful leap in the womb, using it as a symbol of our natural response to divine presence—one that should be marked by joy, not anxiety.
A central theme in the sermon is the loss of joy in contemporary culture, especially in affluent societies. Father Pat notes how many people live with somber, even grim expressions, despite having much to be thankful for. He uses relatable examples—such as expressions caught by traffic cameras—to highlight the disconnect between our lived experience and the joy we are meant to embody. He suggests that this somberness reflects a broader spiritual malaise: a failure to recognize the miracle of simply being alive.
This leads to one of the homily’s most important theological insights: the concept that joy is not just an emotion but a spiritual awareness—specifically, the awareness of being fully alive. Drawing from his former theology professor, Father John Fuellenbach, Father Pat defines joy as “the awareness of being fully alive in that moment.” He draws a powerful contrast between this awareness and the experience of suffering, illness, or loss, which often disconnects us from life. Yet he challenges the congregation to nurture joy during ordinary times, not just in moments of crisis or celebration.
He deepens this reflection by addressing how most people approach prayer—not as a form of communion with God in gratitude and awe, but as a means of problem-solving, bringing concerns for God to fix. While acknowledging the validity of petitionary prayer, he invites a richer form of spirituality, one that simply sits in the presence of God with a sense of wonder at the sheer fact of existence. This, he suggests, is the true miracle—not just the birth of a baby, but the ongoing miracle that the baby continues to live, grow, and thrive.
Father Pat also connects this theme of divine constancy to a critique of capitalist values, which measure worth by scarcity. In contrast, he offers a Christian view of value: God’s grace is the most abundant thing in the world, freely available to all, and yet it remains the most precious. This inversion of worldly logic is a call to reframe our understanding of what is truly valuable—not rarity, but the ubiquity of God’s presence and love.
The homily concludes with a personal and humorous story about a woman challenging his comments on smiling, which leads to a deeper point about joy not being performative or externally imposed, but an internal posture. Through dialogue and reflection, Father Pat affirms that joy is not about denying hardship or becoming naive, but about cultivating an awareness that God is with us in every moment. He calls the faithful to be a people of joy—not as escapists from suffering, but as those who are rooted in the deeper knowledge that grace outweighs tragedy.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to spiritual mindfulness: to live in awe of the miracle of life, to recognize God’s presence not just in dramatic moments but in the ordinary and mundane, and to allow that awareness to transform us into people of joy, gratitude, and deep faith....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 895.3800048828125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to the crowds, This is how it is with the kingdom of God. As it is if a man were to scatter seed on the land and would sleep and rise night and day, and through it all the seed would sprout and grow, he knows not how. Of its own accord, the land yields fruit, first the blade, then the ear, then the full grain in the ear, and when the grain is ripe, he wields the sickle at once, for the harvest has come. He said to what shall I compare the kingdom of God or what parable can we use for it? It is like a mustard seed that, when it is sown in the ground, is the smallest of all the seeds. But once it is sown, it springs up and becomes the largest of plants and puts forth large branches so that the birds of the sky can dwell in its shade. With many such parables he spoke to them, the word, as they were able to understand it, and without parables he did not speak to them. But to his own disciples he explained everything in private, the gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Too much emphasis and even probably some odd interpretations of the last line of today's gospel launched centuries of probably the most pernicious heresy in the church, which was called Gnosticism, which is kind of the basis for the whole Da Vinci Code sort of thing, the Illuminati. There are people with secret information and if you, you know, protect the secret information, you're doing God's work. And if you're fully initiated, then you have the secret information and you're going to be saved. It was all the heresy because information doesn't save you. You know, Jesus saved people and, you know, immediately people were like, well, you know, the rest of you just have parables, but the disciples, they were given it straight down and it's been handed on secretly. You know, we love conspiracy theories because they make us feel like we're, you know, we're not in control of the world, but at least I understand it better than the rest of you and you just don't understand that there are aliens here. You know, it sort of gives us a nice intellectual boost to come up with something that's a little crazy and the rest of the world doesn't see. But this opening parable has this sort of desire to get us to notice what happens when we're not paying attention. You know, a farmer will generally use the phrase and he's not being dishonest, it's just the way we speak, you know, that, well, you know, I grow corn or I grow wheat but none of that's true. They tend crops. Crops grow themselves. Now, you have to tend them and you have to work hard to make sure everything works right, give them the optimal circumstance, but they grow while you're sleeping. Field A still grows while you're working on field B. You know, every single plant gets very little individual attention and continues to grow when you're not there. So we just tend to not recognize what's going on, you know, except moment by moment, certain moments pop out and stick in our memory. And many of you have heard me, you know, before it's one of the bizarre questions that kind of eats at me in my life is that I know all of us only remember a fraction of our past. I mean, even those of you, I would imagine most of you it might take you a moment, but you could probably come up with what you had for lunch yesterday. If I asked you how many bites, probably not. If I asked you what you had two weeks ago, probably not. So even yesterday, you might have collapsed yesterday into a few facts that your mind will take with you. There are even sleep psychologists who believe that that's actually what the process of dreaming is. It sorts through your day and decides what to chunk into long-term memory and what to jettison. Maybe, who knows. All I know is we think that we've been formed by our life. And I always think, actually, we've been formed by the memories we hold on to. What if you had a whole different set of memories from your life? I have a magnet on my refrigerator with a picture of Jesus on the hilltop preaching. And it says, now pay attention because I don't want four versions of this out there. You know, I mean, John records a whole different set of memories from Jesus' life. You know, what happens if that shift happens? And what happens when we start to notice the things we don't always notice, the deeper movements? Now, not nearly as eloquent as the Scripture, I always tell the schoolchildren what I call the parable of the peanut butter sandwich, which most children between the age of maybe five and seven, maybe for their first time, you know, they get out two slices of bread and they get out the peanut butter and the jelly and they spread it on. And they've made lunch by themselves for their first time. And in their mind, that gets cemented as an achievement. And you don't want to take the achievement away. But at what point do we point out to them that that's not nearly as much of an achievement as a deep experience of the worldwide community? Because that child doesn't know how to make peanut butter or grow a peanut. That child doesn't know how to grow wheat or make bread. Doesn't have a clue how to make jam. But they made that sandwich. They were part of something that was much bigger. You know, they were part of. And it's not that it's bad to sense that accomplishment. But, you know, where the entitlement thing that we always hear about today, where that starts to come in is we think we're making our own lunch until we show up one day and mom or dad forgot to put peanut butter in that cupboard. Now we're upset, you know. Because we just, there's so much that has fallen into place. And when it's not there, we miss it. But we don't notice how much is there in our life that keeps things from going completely, you know, off the axis. And so when our life does spin out of control, we become very aware. And so, you know, Jesus says, you know, a lot of stuff goes on behind the scenes all the time. God's grace is working in our life all the time and we don't see it. So we start to think it's not there. And where we experience it is when we're willing to look at that larger community that we belong to. You know, we can get focused on, I made the sandwich. And not only did I make the sandwich, you know, it takes about 10 minutes for me to decide. And there's a right way to make the sandwich. You cut it from corner to corner. None of this down the middle stuff. And then we start, you know, creating camps of the right way to make a sandwich. And none of us really want to notice that we're all dependent on the same larger community to even start. You know, it happens. I always think that, you know, we hear so much nowadays. I've always thought it's been going on for years. People, if anyone tells you, if you hear the phrase, the fall of democracy, what it usually means is they're not embracing what I like at the moment. But the actual fall has been happening for years as we've watched less people vote. I mean, that's democracy. If you want, if you want to see, if you want to see democracy's real voice, you try to get everyone to vote. Not because they'll agree with me on my vote, but because we just try and get everyone to vote. And people who that makes very uncomfortable don't want to tell you, but they don't like democracy. You know, the idea that everyone's equal. See, that's the spirituality of democracy, not the politics of it. The spirituality is everyone's equal. And most people, I think in this country, where we've maybe lost our love for democracy, is most of us vote to get our agenda furthered rather than if we vote, we should vote because it's a deep ritual of belonging. It's a deep moment where your opinion won't mean any more than anyone else's, but it won't mean any less. And it's a belonging to the whole. And you can't put that message out there because it's not as exciting as getting across my agenda. That's why I vote. I vote because, you know, if the rest of the world was smarter than me, they'd all vote this way. You know, rarely do I meet people who will say, well, this is my vote, but I'm kind of dumb. No, we're all smarter than everyone else. You know, I always watch in church politics, you know, in church politics, you know, everyone will tell you, you have to follow the bishops until the bishops say something I don't like. You know, and that happens clear up to the Pope. And the Pope is the Pope until I don't like what the Pope said. And so, you know, and that's not a horrible bad thing. It's just that once you've done that, it's harder the following week to try and go to the same people and say, well, you have to listen to the bishops because you already decided not to the week before. And what most of us really believe is that the Pope and the bishops are infallible when they agree with me. We don't want to admit that that's where we're at, but a lot of us are there. And we get that way in religion and in politics and in family and in all sorts of things because it's hard for us to conceive of how large the group of humanity that we belong to is. It's why in a country, why is everyone so fascinated with polarizing and dividing and chopping everything up right now? And it's because then you're a big fish in a little pond. I just hang around the people who think like I do, and since there's only three of us, I'm important. You know, if there's, you know, 325 million of us, then my voice is just one. And that can be frustrating, but it can also be that deeper sense of belonging. I have a ritual. I do this every two years at the midterms and the big elections, and that's where I always walk to vote. I always—well, it's just down at the, you know, it's down at University and the highway. And so I usually take the walk down. And, you know, it's just a really—I don't know why I get into this weird place every time I'm going down there that's sort of like this— it's very freeing to know that my vote will be added, but it's not going to decide anything. But there's a deep belonging to it. And I think the reason people get discouraged is because someone told them, you know, when they said, your vote will matter, they think, oh, so mine will tip the balance? No, it will matter because you will belong. And belonging just isn't as important to us nowadays as I need people to hear me. I need people to know what I'm thinking. It's why social media is exploding. I see now on social media the two words that I believe should never, ever, ever go together, and people use these all the time. And it's a way that we divide the world so that we can feel that everyone thinks like us. It's called community filter. That has got to be the ugliest phrase I've ever heard. I have a community filter, and I don't want to tell you how many of you just don't make it through my filter. Okay, all of you, but it's, you know, I don't go out on social media ever. I'm actually—you probably all come through the filter, and if I ever check in, I'll see you. But that idea that I'm going to filter the community so that I'll believe more people that are higher, you know, 90% of the people that I let on my page agree with me. What does that mean? Does that mean that your opinion's smart or that your filters are strong? You know, we'd rather be a big fish in a little pond. And what Jesus says is, you belong to a very, very large pond. The ocean's a scary place. That's what we're called to belong. We're called to belong to something bigger and deeper. And it's not as exciting, and it's not as bombastic, and it's not as, you know, biting, and it doesn't tear us apart. But we belong. And I thought, you know, it would really be an interesting healing moment in our country, in our church, in everything, to say, what happens when people say, oh yeah, well, I vote because that's how I'm part of the group. It's a sense of belonging. Not it's how I manipulate the group, not it's how I persuade the group, but it's how I belong. Because I think, you know, this, I'll notice this in the school once in a while, if a parent is upset with something, they won't come to you until they've got a posse behind them. And you know, I don't want to upset anyone who's ever done this, but whenever someone comes to me and says, you know, I've been talking to a lot of parents and they all feel the same way. Now, you have to know what I hear is, I've been talking to a lot of parents and not one of them has been willing to tell me I'm crazy to my face. Maybe they really do agree, but since you know they probably wouldn't tell you if they didn't, rather than, I feel comfortable coming in and saying, I don't know if other people think like this, it's how I think, it's one opinion, and I can still state it. I don't need to have a posse behind me to believe I have a point. To be able to come in and say, this is my point. You know, I don't have to think, I'll sway the whole country to go to a ballot box and say, but this is mine. I don't have to pretend I'm like everyone else to come into the church and be acceptable. That we bring the truth of who we are to everything we do, and we are one person in the world. It's kind of a delicate maturity that we're called to. God's grace just keeps moving on in us. And I think that what we'll find is, not that there isn't all sorts of activism in the world that can be a good thing. You know, going out and fighting for a cause can do things to change the world. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to the crowds,
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This is how it is with the kingdom of God.
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As it is if a man were to scatter seed on the land
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and would sleep and rise night and day,
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and through it all the seed would sprout and grow,
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he knows not how.
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Of its own accord, the land yields fruit,
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first the blade, then the ear,
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then the full grain in the ear,
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and when the grain is ripe, he wields the sickle at once,
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for the harvest has come.
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He said to what shall I compare the kingdom of God
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or what parable can we use for it?
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It is like a mustard seed that, when it is sown in the ground,
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is the smallest of all the seeds.
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But once it is sown, it springs up
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and becomes the largest of plants
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and puts forth large branches
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so that the birds of the sky can dwell in its shade.
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With many such parables he spoke to them,
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the word, as they were able to understand it,
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and without parables he did not speak to them.
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But to his own disciples he explained everything in private,
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the gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Too much emphasis
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and even probably some odd interpretations
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of the last line of today's gospel
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launched centuries of probably
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the most pernicious heresy in the church,
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which was called Gnosticism,
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which is kind of the basis
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for the whole Da Vinci Code sort of thing,
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the Illuminati.
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There are people with secret information
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and if you, you know, protect the secret information,
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you're doing God's work.
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And if you're fully initiated,
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then you have the secret information
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and you're going to be saved.
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It was all the heresy
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because information doesn't save you.
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You know, Jesus saved people
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and, you know, immediately people were like,
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well, you know, the rest of you just have parables,
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but the disciples, they were given it straight down
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and it's been handed on secretly.
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You know, we love conspiracy theories
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because they make us feel like we're, you know,
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we're not in control of the world,
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but at least I understand it better than the rest of you
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and you just don't understand that there are aliens here.
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You know, it sort of gives us a nice intellectual boost
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to come up with something that's a little crazy
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and the rest of the world doesn't see.
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But this opening parable has this sort of desire
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to get us to notice what happens
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when we're not paying attention.
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You know, a farmer will generally use the phrase
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and he's not being dishonest,
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it's just the way we speak, you know,
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that, well, you know, I grow corn or I grow wheat
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but none of that's true.
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They tend crops.
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Crops grow themselves.
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Now, you have to tend them and you have to work hard
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to make sure everything works right,
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give them the optimal circumstance,
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but they grow while you're sleeping.
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Field A still grows while you're working on field B.
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You know, every single plant gets very little individual attention
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and continues to grow when you're not there.
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So we just tend to not recognize what's going on,
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you know, except moment by moment,
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certain moments pop out and stick in our memory.
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And many of you have heard me, you know,
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before it's one of the bizarre questions
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that kind of eats at me in my life is
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that I know all of us only remember a fraction of our past.
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I mean, even those of you,
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I would imagine most of you it might take you a moment,
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but you could probably come up with what you had for lunch yesterday.
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If I asked you how many bites, probably not.
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If I asked you what you had two weeks ago, probably not.
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So even yesterday, you might have collapsed yesterday
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into a few facts that your mind will take with you.
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There are even sleep psychologists
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who believe that that's actually what the process of dreaming is.
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It sorts through your day and decides what to chunk
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into long-term memory and what to jettison.
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Maybe, who knows.
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All I know is we think that we've been formed by our life.
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And I always think, actually,
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we've been formed by the memories we hold on to.
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What if you had a whole different set of memories from your life?
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I have a magnet on my refrigerator
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with a picture of Jesus on the hilltop preaching.
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And it says, now pay attention
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because I don't want four versions of this out there.
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You know, I mean,
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John records a whole different set of memories from Jesus' life.
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You know, what happens if that shift happens?
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And what happens when we start to notice the things
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we don't always notice, the deeper movements?
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Now, not nearly as eloquent as the Scripture,
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I always tell the schoolchildren
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what I call the parable of the peanut butter sandwich,
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which most children between the age of maybe five and seven,
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maybe for their first time,
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you know, they get out two slices of bread
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and they get out the peanut butter and the jelly
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and they spread it on.
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And they've made lunch by themselves for their first time.
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And in their mind, that gets cemented as an achievement.
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And you don't want to take the achievement away.
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But at what point do we point out to them
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that that's not nearly as much of an achievement
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as a deep experience of the worldwide community?
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Because that child doesn't know how to make peanut butter
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or grow a peanut.
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That child doesn't know how to grow wheat or make bread.
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Doesn't have a clue how to make jam.
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But they made that sandwich.
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They were part of something that was much bigger.
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You know, they were part of.
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And it's not that it's bad to sense that accomplishment.
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But, you know, where the entitlement thing
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that we always hear about today,
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where that starts to come in is we think
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we're making our own lunch until we show up one day
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and mom or dad forgot to put peanut butter in that cupboard.
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Now we're upset, you know.
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Because we just, there's so much that has fallen into place.
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And when it's not there, we miss it.
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But we don't notice how much is there in our life
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that keeps things from going completely, you know, off the axis.
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And so when our life does spin out of control,
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we become very aware.
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And so, you know, Jesus says, you know,
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a lot of stuff goes on behind the scenes all the time.
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God's grace is working in our life all the time
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and we don't see it.
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So we start to think it's not there.
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And where we experience it is when we're willing to look
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at that larger community that we belong to.
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You know, we can get focused on, I made the sandwich.
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And not only did I make the sandwich, you know,
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it takes about 10 minutes for me to decide.
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And there's a right way to make the sandwich.
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You cut it from corner to corner.
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None of this down the middle stuff.
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And then we start, you know, creating camps
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of the right way to make a sandwich.
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And none of us really want to notice that we're all dependent
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on the same larger community to even start.
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You know, it happens.
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I always think that, you know, we hear so much nowadays.
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I've always thought it's been going on for years.
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People, if anyone tells you, if you hear the phrase,
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the fall of democracy, what it usually means is
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they're not embracing what I like at the moment.
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But the actual fall has been happening for years
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as we've watched less people vote.
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I mean, that's democracy.
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If you want, if you want to see,
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if you want to see democracy's real voice,
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you try to get everyone to vote.
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Not because they'll agree with me on my vote,
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but because we just try and get everyone to vote.
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And people who that makes very uncomfortable
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don't want to tell you, but they don't like democracy.
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You know, the idea that everyone's equal.
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See, that's the spirituality of democracy,
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not the politics of it.
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The spirituality is everyone's equal.
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And most people, I think in this country,
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where we've maybe lost our love for democracy,
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is most of us vote to get our agenda furthered
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rather than if we vote, we should vote
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because it's a deep ritual of belonging.
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It's a deep moment where your opinion won't mean
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any more than anyone else's, but it won't mean any less.
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And it's a belonging to the whole.
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And you can't put that message out there
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because it's not as exciting as getting across my agenda.
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That's why I vote.
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I vote because, you know,
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if the rest of the world was smarter than me,
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they'd all vote this way.
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You know, rarely do I meet people who will say,
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well, this is my vote, but I'm kind of dumb.
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No, we're all smarter than everyone else.
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You know, I always watch in church politics,
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you know, in church politics, you know,
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everyone will tell you, you have to follow the bishops
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until the bishops say something I don't like.
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You know, and that happens clear up to the Pope.
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And the Pope is the Pope
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until I don't like what the Pope said.
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And so, you know, and that's not a horrible bad thing.
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It's just that once you've done that,
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it's harder the following week to try and go to the same people
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and say, well, you have to listen to the bishops
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because you already decided not to the week before.
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And what most of us really believe
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is that the Pope and the bishops are infallible
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when they agree with me.
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We don't want to admit that that's where we're at,
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but a lot of us are there.
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And we get that way in religion and in politics
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and in family and in all sorts of things
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because it's hard for us to conceive
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of how large the group of humanity that we belong to is.
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It's why in a country,
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why is everyone so fascinated with polarizing
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and dividing and chopping everything up right now?
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And it's because then you're a big fish in a little pond.
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I just hang around the people who think like I do,
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and since there's only three of us, I'm important.
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You know, if there's, you know, 325 million of us,
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then my voice is just one.
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And that can be frustrating,
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but it can also be that deeper sense of belonging.
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I have a ritual.
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I do this every two years at the midterms and the big elections,
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and that's where I always walk to vote.
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I always—well, it's just down at the, you know,
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it's down at University and the highway.
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And so I usually take the walk down.
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And, you know, it's just a really—I don't know why
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I get into this weird place every time I'm going down there
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that's sort of like this—
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it's very freeing to know that my vote will be added,
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but it's not going to decide anything.
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But there's a deep belonging to it.
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And I think the reason people get discouraged
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is because someone told them, you know,
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when they said, your vote will matter,
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they think, oh, so mine will tip the balance?
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No, it will matter because you will belong.
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And belonging just isn't as important to us nowadays
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as I need people to hear me.
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I need people to know what I'm thinking.
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It's why social media is exploding.
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I see now on social media the two words
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that I believe should never, ever, ever go together,
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and people use these all the time.
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And it's a way that we divide the world
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so that we can feel that everyone thinks like us.
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It's called community filter.
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That has got to be the ugliest phrase I've ever heard.
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I have a community filter,
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and I don't want to tell you how many of you
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just don't make it through my filter.
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Okay, all of you, but it's, you know,
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I don't go out on social media ever.
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I'm actually—you probably all come through the filter,
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and if I ever check in, I'll see you.
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But that idea that I'm going to filter the community
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so that I'll believe more people that are higher,
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you know, 90% of the people that I let on my page
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agree with me.
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What does that mean?
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Does that mean that your opinion's smart
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or that your filters are strong?
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You know, we'd rather be a big fish in a little pond.
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And what Jesus says is,
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you belong to a very, very large pond.
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The ocean's a scary place.
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That's what we're called to belong.
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We're called to belong to something bigger and deeper.
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And it's not as exciting, and it's not as bombastic,
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and it's not as, you know, biting,
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and it doesn't tear us apart.
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But we belong.
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And I thought, you know, it would really be
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an interesting healing moment in our country,
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in our church, in everything, to say,
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what happens when people say,
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oh yeah, well, I vote because
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that's how I'm part of the group.
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It's a sense of belonging.
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Not it's how I manipulate the group,
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not it's how I persuade the group,
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but it's how I belong.
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Because I think, you know, this,
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I'll notice this in the school once in a while,
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if a parent is upset with something,
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they won't come to you until they've got a posse behind them.
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And you know, I don't want to upset
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anyone who's ever done this,
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but whenever someone comes to me and says,
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you know, I've been talking to a lot of parents
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and they all feel the same way.
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Now, you have to know what I hear is,
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I've been talking to a lot of parents
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and not one of them has been willing to tell me
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I'm crazy to my face.
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Maybe they really do agree,
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but since you know they probably wouldn't tell you
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if they didn't,
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rather than, I feel comfortable coming in and saying,
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I don't know if other people think like this,
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it's how I think, it's one opinion,
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and I can still state it.
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I don't need to have a posse behind me
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to believe I have a point.
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To be able to come in and say, this is my point.
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You know, I don't have to think,
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I'll sway the whole country to go to a ballot box
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and say, but this is mine.
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I don't have to pretend I'm like everyone else
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to come into the church and be acceptable.
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That we bring the truth of who we are
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to everything we do,
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and we are one person in the world.
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It's kind of a delicate maturity that we're called to.
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God's grace just keeps moving on in us.
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And I think that what we'll find is,
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not that there isn't all sorts of activism in the world
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that can be a good thing.
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You know, going out and fighting for a cause
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can do things to change the world.
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But only going out and fighting to belong
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can bring about the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound, ofte Father Pat’s message centers on the profound, often unnoticed workings of God's grace in our lives and the deep spiritual call to belong—not as isolated individuals seeking control or superiority, but as members of a vast, interconnected human and divine community. Using the parables of the growing seed and the mustard seed, Father Pat invites us to recognize that much of what is most transformative—both in nature and in the spiritual life—happens quietly, steadily, and often without our full awareness. He warns against the allure of secret knowledge or elitism, including religious or ideological Gnosticism, which undermines the Christian truth that salvation is not found in exclusive information but in the person of Jesus Christ and in communal participation. He challenges the modern emphasis on individualism, control, and self-importance by calling attention to how we overlook the invisible network of grace and cooperation that shapes our lives. Ultimately, he urges us to recover a spirituality of belonging: to the Church, to our society, and to the mysterious workings of God’s kingdom.
The Gospel passage from Mark presents two parables about the kingdom of God: one where a seed grows without the farmer fully understanding how, and another about the mustard seed that starts tiny but grows into something vast, offering shelter and blessing to others. Father Pat draws from these images a theology of humility and mystery. The seed grows not because the farmer controls it, but because it is embedded in a system of life that transcends his understanding. Similarly, the kingdom of God is at work in our lives, often imperceptibly, and not because of our mastery or merit, but because of God’s enduring grace. This challenges modern assumptions that value only what is visible, controllable, or consciously understood. Father Pat stresses that much of our spiritual development happens “while we sleep,” in the unnoticed moments of life.
He contrasts this with the dangerous tendency in both religious and secular culture to gravitate toward elitism, conspiracy, and exclusivity. He critiques Gnosticism—the ancient heresy which claimed salvation through secret knowledge—as still present today in the form of conspiracy theories, ideological echo chambers, and even in the way people interpret Scripture and Church authority. When we believe we have special insight that others lack, we distort the Gospel and sever ourselves from the shared, communal nature of truth. This elitism is not limited to religion: it permeates our politics, our social media habits, and even how we engage with our communities. In all of these, we are tempted to isolate ourselves into smaller, self-affirming groups where we feel powerful or superior.
To illustrate the spiritual blindness that results from self-centeredness, Father Pat shares the parable of a child making a peanut butter sandwich—believing they’ve done something “all by themselves,” while unaware of the vast network of labor, agriculture, and industry that made their lunch possible. It’s a metaphor for how we live: imagining our lives and achievements are solitary, when in fact they are embedded in community, in grace, and in the work of countless others. This illusion of independence fosters entitlement, disconnection, and ingratitude.
In response, Father Pat calls for a recovery of the spiritual value of belonging. He reflects on voting not as a means of asserting power or pushing an agenda, but as a ritual of shared identity, a humble act of participation in a collective. Likewise, our relationship with Church authority—bishops, the Pope, the community of believers—should not be transactional or conditional, based on whether they affirm our personal views, but rooted in a deeper fidelity to communal truth and spiritual unity. He acknowledges that our culture often resists this kind of submission or mutuality, preferring instead to be “a big fish in a little pond,” surrounding ourselves with like-minded people and filtering out dissent.
This fragmentation, Father Pat suggests, is spiritually impoverishing. When we only listen to those who agree with us, when we filter our “community,” we shrink our souls and miss the grandeur of the kingdom, which is diverse, mysterious, and much larger than us. The kingdom of God is not a club for the like-minded or the elite; it is a mustard tree with branches wide enough for all the birds of the sky. It is a field where grace is always growing, even when we do not see it.
Father Pat concludes with an invitation to recognize our place within the vast, grace-filled movement of God’s kingdom—not as controllers, but as participants. Our task is not to dominate, to manipulate, or to stand above others, but to belong. Whether in voting, in Church life, or in daily acts of community, we are called to embody the humility of the seed: growing slowly, rooted in mystery, and open to becoming something far greater than ourselves. This is the spirituality that builds the kingdom of God....
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We usually get it the Sunday right after Easter, and then we get it again on Pentecost, the Gospel. We get that first reading, which is the big Pentecost reading, only today. And they're both kind of versions of Pentecost. There is the small sending of the Spirit to the smaller group, and then there is that large picture of Pentecost that we get in the first reading. And I think that in both cases, the first is the more problematic. And I had to say this just a few weeks ago when I read this. And I always say it when I read this because you would never want anyone who had not been in church for a long time to come and hear that reading and actually think that we nowadays are okay with vilifying the Jews, which it really—John does this. You know, when he's speaking of crowds of people, if they're listening to Jesus, they're multitudes or crowds. And when they're not, they're Jews. He does it all through his gospel. And he writes at a time when this early Christianity and the rest of Judaism are really embattled with one another. And this is his way of defining these two groups. And there are many—I know priests who say, oh, you know, I just changed the word to something else. And I'm like, no, don't change the Scripture. Confront it. Confront it and take it on. We don't need to whitewash the Gospels. We need to say, look, it can creep in there. It can creep in anywhere. Bias creeps in to all of us. And it's good to have reminders that it creeps in. Because the gift of Pentecost is this openness to the community. You'll notice that the Spirit is never sent to individuals. It's always a group setting. He sends the Spirit on a group because the Spirit works between people. Most of us think of spirituality as an internal thing. I'm going to become more spiritual. I'm going to find that voice deep within. It's something inside me. Rather than, no, it's something inside the community, meaning it's between us. And that's a difficult concept, especially in a culture that prizes individuality as much as ours. You know, we start telling children from a very young age, anytime they get upset, we say to them, you're special. And what we're really saying is, you're not like any of those other horrible—you're different. And you know, even though that is temporarily comforting, what most children want is not to be special. They want to belong. They want to belong with others. And so they're special in the way that everyone is special. Meaning that, again, it's a belonging. You know, if you get too special, I've got friends who are so special they don't belong anywhere. You know, I mean, in other words, we use that word, I think. And I mean, it's okay, parents use that. But I think we tend to use that word to say, we want to celebrate what you don't have in common with anyone. And I think what we need to do is say, look, you're going to have a different life than everyone else, but you're going to find out eventually. You're going to be shocked at the very things what are troubling kids at that age. What they really need to know is when they walk into the room and they think, I don't feel like I belong anywhere. Oh good, you're just like 90% of the other kids. They all feel that. It's actually a common experience. It's something they can use to bond with one another rather than making them more and more and more and more and more unique. So I think we always have to balance that with our children, letting them know they are special, letting them know they have things in common. Because it's scary to not have a little bit in common with other people. And that's the whole Pentecost story. I think many people think because of the image in the air of the tongues of flame, people get that mixed up and think, you know, it's about the gift of tongues, which no one really has a really good description of yet. No one knows what the gift of tongues is. You know, different religions have different takes on it. But Pentecost is not about that at all. As a matter of fact, Pentecost, if anything, was the gift of ears. Because you'll notice, it doesn't say they spoke different language. It says everyone understood them as though it were their own language. It's a gift of understanding. It's how we listen. We like to think of, oh, a couple people got hit with the spirit and they were able to speak magically so that everyone understood. No, the magic, if you want to call it that, is in the people who understand, who are open to hearing. The entire Pentecost story is, for the author who writes it, the author of Luke and Acts, the story is a healing of the story of the Tower of Babel. You know, in the story of the Tower of Babel, everyone starts off speaking and understanding one another, and by the end of it, no one understands anyone. It's the reverse of that, and it's because it's the reverse going on. The Tower of Babel is a bunch of people who've decided they will find a way to heaven. They will build the way to heaven, and you know what would happen. If we built a tower to heaven tomorrow, there'd be wars over the gate. And who gets in? Thank goodness, we're not in charge of who gets to heaven. When we decide we're in charge of who gets to heaven, we will stop understanding each other very quickly. But here, it's not us getting to heaven. It's the descent of the Holy Spirit. It's God coming to us. And you know where it can be very easy to be judgmental when you think you're getting yourself to heaven. I've done the right thing my whole life, but those people over there, and I don't know why I always pick these people, but you know. But you know, those people over there, I don't know if they're doing the right thing. But when it's God coming down to us, and we have to go, I don't merit this gift from God. It's a much—it's a less satisfying emotionally. It's less satisfying an answer to say, I was given completely a gift to heaven, and I don't merit it at all, but they merit it even less. Now that just doesn't satisfy us as much. So we choose usually to build towers rather than to be open to God coming down to us. But we can't get there. We have to be open to a gift of grace. And once we're open to it, it's very hard to resent that other people have it. It's why the Spirit builds community. It's why it comes down, and it lives in the community. It's why all of a sudden people who weren't understanding each other understand. And I don't know the magic of the story. I don't know if they, you know, auditorily heard, physically heard words in their own language, or they just understood. You know, I had yesterday what I would consider a Pentecost experience. I was at the funeral for Father Peter's mother. She passed away last week, nine weeks after dad. And so, you know, the family is very upset. Well, Father Peter, he did something I could never, I would never even attempt to pull off at a parent's funeral because he sang a song that was clearly special to his mother. And he pulls out this mic, and you know, he's getting the mic ready. And now the whole service, I should tell you why it's a Pentecost experience. The whole service was in Vietnamese. There were only two awkward, tall, blonde people on the altar of about 12 Vietnamese priests. I was one of them, you know. And, you know, didn't understand a word of it, but it's the Mass. You know the Mass, and you know when we're at the Alleluia, and you know we're at the Gospel reading, and you know the Mass. And so we're going along. So the homily, all in Vietnamese, I don't have a clue what's going on. And he's getting out this microphone, and I see them setting up the music, and I think, he's gonna sing. I'm probably one of six people in the room that didn't understand the homily, so I didn't know he was gonna sing. And I don't know what the song was. It was a Vietnamese song. It was in Vietnamese. The music starts. He starts singing. And I'm listening to it, and I'm kind of listening. And I look out, and every, I would say literally 95% of the people are Vietnamese. Every Vietnamese woman in the place just starts wailing and sobbing at this song. And I'm like, wow, this is really good. I wish I knew what it was, you know. But it didn't matter. It hit me a moment later. Oh, it's Vietnamese Danny Boy. You know, if that was an Irish funeral and someone got up and sang Danny Boy, everyone would go to pieces. And I thought, every culture has these things. And I don't need to understand the words. I understand what's going on. It's not that he's saying something. I don't need to go find the lyrics to that because it's gonna be the best poem ever. It's a song they all know, and that song has a history with them. And the song, you know, we know these things in our own culture. No one has ever tried to tout that the song Happy Birthday is a great piece of music. But it's the only song acceptable when the cake comes out with the candles because it ties you to every other experience of that. And so, you know, sometimes you understand if you're just open to being there, to receiving, and that really is a Pentecost moment when we start to understand the Spirit between us. Because when we look inside and go, I'm gonna have this inward journey of the Spirit, I'm always fascinated when people will say, I'm really trying to become more spiritual. Because if I were to ask them, what would that look like? How will you know? If tomorrow you wake up more spiritual, will you feel differently? Will you have a different emotion? Will people not irritate you? Have you simply not noticed that people aren't around? You know, what will it be to be spiritual? If you woke up today more spiritual, how would you have known? So we've got this goal there that we're not— it's because spirituality is nebulous by nature. But Pentecost is pretty solid for us. It says to you, you know, this is a communal thing. You'll know that you're being more spiritual when the people around you are being helped more. Your deeper spirituality is not for you. It's for those around you. And so where prayer is a great thing, people who start to multiply their prayers, you know, people say, well, you know, rather than one rosary, I'm up to 20 rosaries a day. We start to do these things instead of getting out into the world. I'll go to Mass more often rather than going out and doing things. Now it can empower those things and it becomes a really nice balance. But sometimes we kind of think, well, I'm going to become more spiritual with this inward journey. Spirituality drives us out towards one another because it's given to the community. The Spirit belongs to none of us and all of us. When I was a—I can't remember what grade, but I remember the first time I was horrified by the fact that I was going to have to do a project with some other students. And we were just going to get whatever grade they all did. And, you know, if you happen to have someone in your group that was not going to pull their weight, your grade would suffer. I grew up in an individualistic society. That just wasn't fair. It never occurred to me that your ability to work with the group might be what was being graded and might have actually been more important than science. You know, it horrified me. What do you mean that my mark is going to depend on other people? What if, as the church has taught in the past, what if we get to heaven as a community or not at all? What would that do to us? I think most people would be like, oh, wait, wait, wait, that is not Christian. Actually it is, but for us it's horrifying because it's not American. It's not American. I get ahead and I don't care, you know, that's kind of our thing is you go out and you work hard and you can help others if you want, but I can get ahead on my own. Actually, Christianity, the huge difference in Catholicism and other versions of Christianity is that Catholicism is not all my personal walk with Jesus. That's other takes on Christ. It's my personal walk with Jesus, my personal walk with the Lord. No, no, we are saved in community. It's very different. It's why we come together for the Eucharist. It's why we come, you know, we come to be bonded together and find Jesus in the group. And we have to become people of deep understanding. That last little line that says, you know, whose sins you retain are retained, whose sins you forgive are forgiven. Very different in this gospel. You'll notice he doesn't say anything you hold against anyone, God will hold against them. It's more like he gives you two bottles of medicine. He says, now remember, if you use this medicine, people are saved. And if you use this one, they'll die. And we walk away thinking he just gave us permission to kill anyone we want. No, there's a warning in that. When it says whose sins you retain are retained, that is a warning. And I think many versions of Christianity have flipped that on their head. They're very happy that we can say, if we say they're going to hell, they're going to hell. I was speaking with a friend of mine who's a priest across the country. And we were talking, I can't remember what the topic was. And I said, well, you know, we have to be forgiving towards these people and these people. And he said, you know, that's not up to us. That is a sin against God. And I said, well, I thought if we forgave it, it was forgiven. We don't like to use that side of the equation. What if? What if then when someone says, but that's a sin. Oh, well, we can forgive that. Well, we can't forgive it if this isn't. No, no, he just says if you forgive it, it's forgiven. I don't think we want to use that medicine. It's too frightening. Because it means if someone isn't forgiven, it's because of my hardness of heart rather. Well, no, it's their sin. Can't do anything about it. They're sinners. No, our forgiveness is always available if we make it available. And when it's not, that speaks of who we are. Pentecost is a great end of the Easter season, but it's a tough holiday. It reminds us that why most of us look inward, the Spirit is between us. The Spirit is given to us as a whole. And only when we start to open those ears of understanding to one another will we ever really understand the texture of the Spirit, the shape of the human soul. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On the evening of that first day of the week,
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when the doors were locked where the disciples were for fear
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of the Jews, Jesus came and stood in their midst
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and said to them, peace be with you.
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When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
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The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
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Jesus said to them, peace be with you.
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As the Father has sent me, so I send you.
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And when he said this, he breathed on them and said to them,
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receive the Holy Spirit.
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Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them,
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and whose sins you retain are retained.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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Every year we get this reading twice during the season.
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We usually get it the Sunday right after Easter,
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and then we get it again on Pentecost, the Gospel.
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We get that first reading, which is the big Pentecost reading,
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only today.
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And they're both kind of versions of Pentecost.
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There is the small sending of the Spirit to the smaller group,
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and then there is that large picture of Pentecost that we get in the first reading.
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And I think that in both cases, the first is the more problematic.
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And I had to say this just a few weeks ago when I read this.
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And I always say it when I read this because you would never want anyone
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who had not been in church for a long time to come and hear that reading
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and actually think that we nowadays are okay with vilifying the Jews,
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which it really—John does this.
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You know, when he's speaking of crowds of people,
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if they're listening to Jesus, they're multitudes or crowds.
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And when they're not, they're Jews.
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He does it all through his gospel.
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And he writes at a time when this early Christianity
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and the rest of Judaism are really embattled with one another.
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And this is his way of defining these two groups.
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And there are many—I know priests who say,
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oh, you know, I just changed the word to something else.
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And I'm like, no, don't change the Scripture.
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Confront it.
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Confront it and take it on.
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We don't need to whitewash the Gospels.
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We need to say, look, it can creep in there.
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It can creep in anywhere.
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Bias creeps in to all of us.
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And it's good to have reminders that it creeps in.
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Because the gift of Pentecost is this openness to the community.
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You'll notice that the Spirit is never sent to individuals.
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It's always a group setting.
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He sends the Spirit on a group
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because the Spirit works between people.
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Most of us think of spirituality as an internal thing.
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I'm going to become more spiritual.
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I'm going to find that voice deep within.
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It's something inside me.
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Rather than, no, it's something inside the community,
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meaning it's between us.
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And that's a difficult concept,
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especially in a culture that prizes individuality as much as ours.
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You know, we start telling children from a very young age,
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anytime they get upset, we say to them, you're special.
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And what we're really saying is,
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you're not like any of those other horrible—you're different.
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And you know, even though that is temporarily comforting,
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what most children want is not to be special.
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They want to belong.
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They want to belong with others.
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And so they're special in the way that everyone is special.
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Meaning that, again, it's a belonging.
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You know, if you get too special,
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I've got friends who are so special they don't belong anywhere.
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You know, I mean, in other words, we use that word, I think.
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And I mean, it's okay, parents use that.
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But I think we tend to use that word to say,
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we want to celebrate what you don't have in common with anyone.
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And I think what we need to do is say, look,
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you're going to have a different life than everyone else,
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but you're going to find out eventually.
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You're going to be shocked at the very things
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what are troubling kids at that age.
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What they really need to know is when they walk into the room
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and they think, I don't feel like I belong anywhere.
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Oh good, you're just like 90% of the other kids.
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They all feel that.
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It's actually a common experience.
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It's something they can use to bond with one another
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rather than making them more and more and more and more and more unique.
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So I think we always have to balance that with our children,
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letting them know they are special,
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letting them know they have things in common.
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Because it's scary to not have a little bit in common with other people.
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And that's the whole Pentecost story.
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I think many people think because of the image
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in the air of the tongues of flame,
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people get that mixed up and think,
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you know, it's about the gift of tongues,
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which no one really has a really good description of yet.
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No one knows what the gift of tongues is.
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You know, different religions have different takes on it.
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But Pentecost is not about that at all.
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As a matter of fact, Pentecost, if anything, was the gift of ears.
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Because you'll notice, it doesn't say they spoke different language.
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It says everyone understood them as though it were their own language.
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It's a gift of understanding.
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It's how we listen.
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We like to think of, oh, a couple people got hit with the spirit
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and they were able to speak magically so that everyone understood.
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No, the magic, if you want to call it that,
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is in the people who understand, who are open to hearing.
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The entire Pentecost story is, for the author who writes it,
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the author of Luke and Acts,
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the story is a healing of the story of the Tower of Babel.
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You know, in the story of the Tower of Babel,
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everyone starts off speaking and understanding one another,
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and by the end of it, no one understands anyone.
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It's the reverse of that, and it's because it's the reverse going on.
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The Tower of Babel is a bunch of people who've decided
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they will find a way to heaven.
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They will build the way to heaven, and you know what would happen.
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If we built a tower to heaven tomorrow, there'd be wars over the gate.
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And who gets in?
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Thank goodness, we're not in charge of who gets to heaven.
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When we decide we're in charge of who gets to heaven,
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we will stop understanding each other very quickly.
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But here, it's not us getting to heaven.
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It's the descent of the Holy Spirit.
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It's God coming to us.
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And you know where it can be very easy to be judgmental
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when you think you're getting yourself to heaven.
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I've done the right thing my whole life, but those people over there,
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and I don't know why I always pick these people, but you know.
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But you know, those people over there,
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I don't know if they're doing the right thing.
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But when it's God coming down to us, and we have to go,
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I don't merit this gift from God.
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It's a much—it's a less satisfying emotionally.
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It's less satisfying an answer to say,
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I was given completely a gift to heaven, and I don't merit it at all,
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but they merit it even less.
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Now that just doesn't satisfy us as much.
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So we choose usually to build towers
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rather than to be open to God coming down to us.
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But we can't get there.
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We have to be open to a gift of grace.
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And once we're open to it,
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it's very hard to resent that other people have it.
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It's why the Spirit builds community.
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It's why it comes down, and it lives in the community.
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It's why all of a sudden people who weren't understanding each other understand.
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And I don't know the magic of the story.
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I don't know if they, you know, auditorily heard,
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physically heard words in their own language, or they just understood.
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You know, I had yesterday what I would consider a Pentecost experience.
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I was at the funeral for Father Peter's mother.
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She passed away last week, nine weeks after dad.
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And so, you know, the family is very upset.
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Well, Father Peter, he did something I could never,
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I would never even attempt to pull off at a parent's funeral
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because he sang a song that was clearly special to his mother.
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And he pulls out this mic, and you know, he's getting the mic ready.
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And now the whole service, I should tell you why it's a Pentecost experience.
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The whole service was in Vietnamese.
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There were only two awkward, tall, blonde people on the altar
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of about 12 Vietnamese priests.
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I was one of them, you know.
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And, you know, didn't understand a word of it, but it's the Mass.
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You know the Mass, and you know when we're at the Alleluia,
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and you know we're at the Gospel reading, and you know the Mass.
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And so we're going along.
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So the homily, all in Vietnamese, I don't have a clue what's going on.
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And he's getting out this microphone, and I see them setting up the music,
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and I think, he's gonna sing.
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I'm probably one of six people in the room that didn't understand the homily,
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so I didn't know he was gonna sing.
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And I don't know what the song was.
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It was a Vietnamese song.
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It was in Vietnamese.
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The music starts.
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He starts singing.
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And I'm listening to it, and I'm kind of listening.
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And I look out, and every, I would say literally 95% of the people are Vietnamese.
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Every Vietnamese woman in the place just starts wailing and sobbing at this song.
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And I'm like, wow, this is really good.
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I wish I knew what it was, you know.
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But it didn't matter.
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It hit me a moment later.
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Oh, it's Vietnamese Danny Boy.
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You know, if that was an Irish funeral and someone got up and sang Danny Boy,
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everyone would go to pieces.
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And I thought, every culture has these things.
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And I don't need to understand the words.
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I understand what's going on.
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It's not that he's saying something.
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I don't need to go find the lyrics to that because it's gonna be the best poem ever.
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It's a song they all know, and that song has a history with them.
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And the song, you know, we know these things in our own culture.
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No one has ever tried to tout that the song Happy Birthday is a great piece of music.
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But it's the only song acceptable when the cake comes out with the candles
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because it ties you to every other experience of that.
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And so, you know, sometimes you understand if you're just open to being there,
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to receiving, and that really is a Pentecost moment
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when we start to understand the Spirit between us.
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Because when we look inside and go, I'm gonna have this inward journey of the Spirit,
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I'm always fascinated when people will say,
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I'm really trying to become more spiritual.
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Because if I were to ask them, what would that look like?
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How will you know?
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If tomorrow you wake up more spiritual, will you feel differently?
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Will you have a different emotion?
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Will people not irritate you?
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Have you simply not noticed that people aren't around?
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You know, what will it be to be spiritual?
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If you woke up today more spiritual, how would you have known?
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So we've got this goal there that we're not—
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it's because spirituality is nebulous by nature.
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But Pentecost is pretty solid for us.
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It says to you, you know, this is a communal thing.
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You'll know that you're being more spiritual
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when the people around you are being helped more.
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Your deeper spirituality is not for you.
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It's for those around you.
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And so where prayer is a great thing,
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people who start to multiply their prayers,
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you know, people say, well, you know, rather than one rosary,
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I'm up to 20 rosaries a day.
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We start to do these things instead of getting out into the world.
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I'll go to Mass more often rather than going out and doing things.
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Now it can empower those things and it becomes a really nice balance.
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But sometimes we kind of think,
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well, I'm going to become more spiritual with this inward journey.
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Spirituality drives us out towards one another
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because it's given to the community.
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The Spirit belongs to none of us and all of us.
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When I was a—I can't remember what grade,
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but I remember the first time I was horrified
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by the fact that I was going to have to do a project with some other students.
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And we were just going to get whatever grade they all did.
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And, you know, if you happen to have someone in your group
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that was not going to pull their weight, your grade would suffer.
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I grew up in an individualistic society. That just wasn't fair.
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It never occurred to me that your ability to work with the group
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might be what was being graded
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and might have actually been more important than science.
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You know, it horrified me.
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What do you mean that my mark is going to depend on other people?
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What if, as the church has taught in the past,
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what if we get to heaven as a community or not at all?
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What would that do to us?
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I think most people would be like,
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oh, wait, wait, wait, that is not Christian.
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Actually it is, but for us it's horrifying because it's not American.
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It's not American.
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I get ahead and I don't care, you know, that's kind of our thing is
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you go out and you work hard and you can help others if you want,
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but I can get ahead on my own.
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Actually, Christianity, the huge difference in Catholicism
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and other versions of Christianity
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is that Catholicism is not all my personal walk with Jesus.
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That's other takes on Christ.
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It's my personal walk with Jesus, my personal walk with the Lord.
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No, no, we are saved in community.
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It's very different.
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It's why we come together for the Eucharist.
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It's why we come, you know, we come to be bonded together
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and find Jesus in the group.
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And we have to become people of deep understanding.
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That last little line that says,
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you know, whose sins you retain are retained,
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whose sins you forgive are forgiven.
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Very different in this gospel.
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You'll notice he doesn't say anything you hold against anyone,
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God will hold against them.
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It's more like he gives you two bottles of medicine.
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He says, now remember, if you use this medicine, people are saved.
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And if you use this one, they'll die.
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And we walk away thinking he just gave us permission to kill anyone we want.
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No, there's a warning in that.
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When it says whose sins you retain are retained, that is a warning.
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And I think many versions of Christianity have flipped that on their head.
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They're very happy that we can say,
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if we say they're going to hell, they're going to hell.
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I was speaking with a friend of mine who's a priest across the country.
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And we were talking, I can't remember what the topic was.
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And I said, well, you know, we have to be forgiving towards these people and these people.
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And he said, you know, that's not up to us.
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That is a sin against God.
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And I said, well, I thought if we forgave it, it was forgiven.
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We don't like to use that side of the equation.
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What if?
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What if then when someone says, but that's a sin.
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Oh, well, we can forgive that.
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Well, we can't forgive it if this isn't.
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No, no, he just says if you forgive it, it's forgiven.
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I don't think we want to use that medicine.
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It's too frightening.
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Because it means if someone isn't forgiven,
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it's because of my hardness of heart rather.
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Well, no, it's their sin.
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Can't do anything about it. They're sinners.
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No, our forgiveness is always available if we make it available.
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And when it's not, that speaks of who we are.
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Pentecost is a great end of the Easter season, but it's a tough holiday.
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It reminds us that why most of us look inward, the Spirit is between us.
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The Spirit is given to us as a whole.
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And only when we start to open those ears of understanding to one another
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will we ever really understand the texture of the Spirit,
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the shape of the human soul.
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Only then do we start to see the Pentecost vision of the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the communal natur Father Pat’s message centers on the communal nature of the Holy Spirit and the transformative power of understanding, forgiveness, and belonging. He challenges the individualistic lens through which many people approach spirituality and underlines that the Spirit is not given for private edification but for the building up of the community. Father Pat confronts difficult scriptural language without denying or altering it, calling instead for honest engagement with the biases of the text and of ourselves. He highlights the Pentecost event not as a miracle of speaking, but as a miracle of listening—a reversal of Babel, where division gave way to unity through shared understanding. Ultimately, Father Pat invites us to recognize that salvation is not achieved in isolation but in communion with others, and that the Spirit’s presence is most fully known not in private mystical experience, but in the grace of shared humanity, mutual forgiveness, and compassionate listening.
Father Pat opens with a Gospel reading from John, which recounts the moment when the risen Christ appears to his disciples, breathes the Holy Spirit upon them, and commissions them with the authority to forgive sins. He notes that this passage is read twice during the liturgical year—on the Sunday after Easter and again on Pentecost—each time offering a different lens on the giving of the Spirit. The first, more intimate moment in John contrasts with the dramatic communal outpouring described in Acts. Yet both scenes underscore the same theological truth: the Holy Spirit is not an individual possession but a communal gift intended to bind people together in understanding and mission.
Father Pat addresses the problematic language in John's Gospel—specifically the repeated use of "the Jews" in ways that have historically contributed to antisemitism. Rather than avoiding or editing the text, he urges the faithful to confront it head-on, recognizing that bias can infiltrate even sacred scripture. He contextualizes John's language within the historical tensions between early Christianity and Jewish communities, cautioning against the perpetuation of any interpretation that vilifies an entire people. This confrontation with scripture's imperfections becomes a broader theological point: the Spirit opens us to difficult truths, including the need to acknowledge and resist prejudice within ourselves and our traditions.
The heart of Father Pat’s homily lies in his critique of how modern culture, especially in the West, elevates individualism at the expense of community. He observes that from a young age, people are taught to see themselves as uniquely special, often to the detriment of shared belonging. This emphasis on uniqueness can isolate rather than unite, making it harder for people to realize that their struggles and insecurities are common experiences. Father Pat proposes that true spiritual growth does not lie in becoming more special or more inwardly focused, but in belonging more deeply to one another. Pentecost, he says, is the celebration of this communal belonging.
He reflects on the Pentecost narrative in Acts not as a supernatural event of speaking in tongues, but as a miracle of listening and understanding. The Spirit doesn’t merely bestow eloquence; it opens ears and hearts. This understanding, he argues, is the true reversal of the Tower of Babel—where human pride once led to confusion and division, divine grace now brings clarity and unity. Importantly, this unity is not achieved by human effort or moral superiority but by God’s descent into our midst. We do not climb to heaven; heaven comes to us. This reversal challenges the prideful assumption that we can earn our way to God, and instead calls us to humility and receptivity.
Father Pat shares a personal story about attending a Vietnamese funeral where, despite not understanding the language, he was deeply moved by a song that evoked collective grief and love. This, he says, was a Pentecost moment—where understanding transcended language and cultural barriers because hearts were open. Such moments reveal that the Spirit dwells not within individual comprehension but in shared emotional and spiritual resonance. It is not the articulation of theology that matters most, but the ability to empathize, to feel with others, and to be present.
He further critiques how people often approach spirituality as a private, internal pursuit. Phrases like "I'm becoming more spiritual" are common, but vague. He challenges his listeners to consider how they would even recognize a more spiritual self. Would they feel more peaceful? Be less irritated by others? Instead, he offers a different metric: true spirituality is known by its impact on others. If your deepened spiritual life does not result in greater compassion, service, and connection, it may not be the Spirit at work. In this way, he reorients spirituality outward, insisting that the Spirit's fruits are communal, not personal.
Father Pat also touches on the communal nature of salvation in Catholic theology. Unlike some Christian traditions that emphasize a “personal relationship with Jesus,” Catholicism teaches that we are saved with and through the community. He recalls his childhood reaction to group projects in school—resenting that his grade could be affected by others—but now sees the wisdom in that structure. It teaches that collaboration and mutual responsibility are not just educational tools but spiritual truths. Salvation, he suggests, is not a solo journey but a communal pilgrimage.
He concludes with a powerful interpretation of the authority Jesus gives to forgive or retain sins. This is not a license for judgment, but a sobering responsibility. The power to retain sins is a warning, not a privilege. If others are not forgiven, it may be due to our own hard-heartedness, not their unworthiness. He challenges the Church to embrace the radical grace of forgiveness, even when it feels uncomfortable or undeserved. Forgiveness, like understanding, is a gift we receive and a gift we must extend if we are to be faithful to the Spirit of Pentecost.
In the end, Father Pat offers a profound vision of Pentecost that is both deeply theological and pastorally grounded. The Spirit is not a private possession but a shared reality. It is not found in self-improvement but in mutual compassion. It is not about building towers to heaven, but about recognizing the God who descends into our midst. It is not about speaking eloquently, but about listening deeply. In a divided world, Pentecost calls us not to be more spiritual in isolation but to be more human together....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1136.25, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, Go into the whole world and proclaim the gospel to every creature. Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved. Whoever does not believe will be condemned. These signs will accompany those who believe. In my name, they will drive out demons, they will speak new languages, they will pick up serpents with their hands, and if they drink any deadly thing, it will not harm them. They will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover. So then the Lord Jesus, after he spoke to them, was taken up into heaven. He took his seat at the right hand of God. But they went forth and preached everywhere while the Lord worked with them and confirmed the word through accompanying signs. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Ascension is one of the kind of, I think, sort of misunderstood holidays, feast days in the church, because I think we get so caught up in this event where Jesus has to go away so the Spirit can come, which always sounds like a little bit of a control issue that only one-third of the Trinity can be out of heaven at one time. We're not quite sure why or why that's in there, but we forget that it really does make sense, and these have been the readings all week long, that as long as Jesus is in the flesh, walking and talking with people, no one's gonna take the time to deal with the Spirit. I mean, if any one of you had an option between a half an hour of prayer or a one-on-one with Jesus to get some questions answered, I know what we'd all pick, because we think, I can pray any time, but I want some questions answered. And while Jesus is on earth, that's what he can do. That's what he can do for a small sliver of people while the rest of the world gets nothing. Or move out of that and have everyone kind of deal with the messiness of the Spirit. You know, so while all of us would definitely say that Jesus in the flesh would be a much easier user interface, it's also not set up for everyone. Only a few people. One of the things about being human is you can have really, really good friends, but no one here can be really good friends to everyone on earth. You know, there just isn't time. So we move into this more universal time that's coming next week at Pentecost, and we get this moment where Jesus is, you know, ascended. Now, this is one of those places where do not get too literal with the Scripture. You know, I mean, there's all these pictures of people standing around, and Jesus went that way. And then you kind of wonder what time of day it was and which direction in the universe he shot out at. Because back then, they believed the earth was flat and up was heaven. Now, we know that no longer works, but it's amazing how many people will still think of heaven as that way, even though science knows that I just pointed a very different direction than I did a few minutes ago because the earth has changed angles. We have more info now on some things, but we still like those old images of heaven being up and hell being down. And I like that image because, you know, there's a lot more of that, and, you know, the center of the earth has limited. You know, so it's not a bad image. But what we have to get to is that sense of what it means that Jesus is lifted up to something new because the entire Jesus event, this sort of descent down from heaven and ascent back up, descent exists for one reason, solidarity. Solidarity with those who have less and then ascension to bring them back up with you. So the ascension is the beginning of humanity's ascension. And the ascension continues to this day, and the ascension will not be finished fully until every last member of the body of Christ has ascended. We kind of not, I think we forget that this image of the body of Christ is not just literary. We believe that when one of us suffers, the body of Christ is still in the passion. And when one of us passes away, the body of Christ is still in crucifixion mode. And the body of Christ is still in the tomb. And the body of Christ is still ascending. So we get those prayers that talk about kind of in these anatomical terms where the head has gone, the body is following, is hoping to follow. So the ascension is an era we live in. It's not just a historical event. It's the era we live in. And it's something we're called to participate in. And the work of our Christianity is the same thing. Sometimes we have to go through the sacrificial downgrading for the sake of solidarity with others. That's fasting during Lent, things like that. Experiencing what it is to have less so that we can form solidarity with others. But for the purpose of this, to lift people up. And I think it's, this is why the theme actually works well for Mother's Day. What it means to sacrifice big chunks of your life to lift others up. And, you know, most mothers will tell you, at least while their children are in the room, that it's not a huge sacrifice. You know. And in a sense, giving our lives to others is never, it's not, it doesn't have to be a miserable, painful sacrifice. But of course it's a sacrifice. People always say to me, you know, the assumption is always that, oh, you know, do you just love being a priest? And I'm like, what day is it and what time? Does anyone love their work when the alarm goes off in the morning? You know. So there are times that to commit to something regularly is going to have a little bit of an emotional sacrifice to it. Because, you know, including the I do's made at marriage, those, if you think those I do's are going to set your emotional clock for the next 50 years, talk to me in five. You cannot, no one, you know, that's why we always have to be careful when people say, you know, they're coming together to make vows. And they're thinking, well, I'm going to, you know, I'm making this promise to love a person. And they're thinking, I'm making a promise to have a certain emotion for the rest of my life. No one can promise what their emotions will be in five minutes, much less in 10 years. It's not a commitment of emotion. It's a commitment beyond emotion. And I would actually argue that in most situations, people do not have a chance to fall in love until they get beyond the kind of crazy romance stage. Because, you know, being in love is all about how you treat someone when you don't feel it. On a bad day, you're not feeling well. How you treat people on your worst day is usually a measure of love. Everything else is just, you know, it's icing on the cake, and it's fun, and, you know, the romance and all, that's all perks. But how we treat one another when we're not feeling it. It's probably kind of the most, not discouraging, but I kind of sigh at the foibles of humanity when I hear, one of the most constant things you'll hear in a confession when someone is talking about something they've done that they did bad, but they're like, but, you know, I was really angry. Yeah, you know, that may mitigate things legally. It wouldn't mitigate sin. You know, the rage defense. You know, I struck out and I hit someone. Well, no one thinks you had eight hours of sleep, woke up in a good mood, and just decided to smack someone. Of course you were in a bad mood. You know, self-control is about how we behave when we're not feeling well. Usually, when we're feeling great, we behave pretty well. It's when the energy's here. You know, I always think that the motherhood we honor, like Mother's Day cards, you know, flowers, or something that looks like Christmas, you know, the mother with the quiet baby, that's not motherhood. You know, motherhood is 10 o'clock at night and they will not stop talking. That's motherhood. Those are the times that you have to go, okay, I have to take a deep breath and be who I am, regardless of who they're being. You know, it takes parents very, very little time to realize that children are not born with reason. So they are not reason-able. You know, so all of a sudden you're like, okay, I have to flow with this. I always think, you know, it's always interesting to watch the reactions when we have children making noise in church. You get about three big reactions. One is, what is wrong with those parents? That's the reaction that led entire generations to leave church. Because, you know, that was when we threw out the welcome mat that said, we want your children here, we just want them to really be 40-year-olds in children's bodies. We want them to behave like adults, but we want them here. Could you imagine doing that to anyone else? We want minorities here, we want them to behave white. That's what you're saying when you say, we want children here, but we want them to behave like adults. And then you get the other reaction, which is people will say after church, I've never seen a parish that has so many children. And I actually, I take the compliment, I don't want them to know that we have the same number, they're just louder. I think we're a very young parish. I always have the third reaction, which is, celibacy's not so bad. That's a less common reaction. I'm going to sleep at 10 tonight, how about you? But we have this sense of what that means that people, you know, they do that and they want to lift their children up. I probably say this every year at Ascension, but I think we do not really grasp yet that where he could have, the choice is, God has no power over anyone. That's what the Jesus was, was. He came to say, I don't want power over people, I want power under them. I want power that lifts. Power over anyone is power that keeps down. All you have to do is do the physics. Power from above pushes people down. Power under lifts people up. And when we are, you know, out in the world trying to be Christian, we are to exercise power under others. Power that lifts people up. It can be exhausting. It does take good boundaries. Pastors know that. You know, I get all sorts of requests and, you know, I'm looking at, you know, as it's getting closer that Father Peter's leaving and I will be the only priest here. And there's, you know, we're getting up towards 3,000 families. And there are people who will be like, this is what I want done and I want Father Pat to do it. And I have to say, oh, you know. You know, there are people who would say, I know it's not what you usually do, but you're the only one I trust for this heart surgery. And I have to say, oh, no. I don't care how much you trust me. I'm not picking up a scalpel. You know, it happens more often with like, I want marriage counseling. Well, you know, it's not my training. Yeah, but we trust you more. You know, either I'm going to say, no, we have to have boundaries, or I'm going to throw in advice on child rearing. You know, you have to tell people that, no, no, here's who does that. But the willingness to give of ourselves has to be there, you know. And not to a point where someone says, this is what I want and I'm entitled to it, because we don't want to nurture that in others. I've probably told the story that, you know, when I was, oh gosh, first ordained, I was maybe a priest a year, that a woman had come into my office and she wanted me to follow her husband around to see if he was being faithful. Now, I was new, but I was pretty sure that was not in my job description. And I said to her, oh, you know, we can't do that. That really is not what we do. We got married in the church. It is your job to help defend this marriage. And I kept trying to explain, and she just got more irate and more irate. And this little voice in the back of my head kept saying, I wouldn't say it, but I just wanted to go, look, let's cut to the chase. I've known you for 10 minutes. He's not being faithful. But... That... That would be an unpastoral response. You know, sometimes, and I think sometimes we will go to that place of sniping at one another because we're so uncomfortable going, I don't do that, and holding our own. A friend of mine said it was a very freeing thing the first time he learned to say to his friends, I'm sorry, I've got plans tonight. Instead of, he said, you know, I was like 40 years old, and I would still, I'm lying. I'm saying to people, you know, I've got this thing with my family. Rather than, I've got plans tonight. And it might be plans just to be alone. I've just got plans. And someone wants to go out, you can say, I've got plans, and you don't need to give them more explanation than that. But you have to be confident enough to state the truth. To say, oh no, I've got plans tonight. And not feel like you owe them more. The minute you keep feeling like you owe them more, then it's just waiting for you to boil over and something snarky comes out. The way we raise one another up is to help when we can, and know the boundaries when we can't. But to know that our goal is to lift others up, and most of that, it doesn't take sacrifice so much as charity. And the difference is, you know, that's just when someone comes to you and says, oh, I just made this mistake. It really doesn't take more energy to give a gracious response. It doesn't take more energy not to kick people when they're down. It doesn't really take more energy. It just takes a better sense of who we're called to be. And so, you know, on this Mother's Day, when we have the example of mothers around us, we recommit to the ascension, to knowing that we are here to exercise God's power under others. We're not here to use our faith to knock people down and tell you who's wrong, and that person's going to hell, and power over, power over, we have the power. No, we're here to be power under. And I think we should start actively looking in our lives, in our families, in our groups of friends, in the people we encounter, who can we lift up, how? What are the simple ways that someone leaves our immediate orbit feeling better about themselves rather than worse? It was interesting, someone was very, they actually called, I always think it's funny when someone will call a school they've never met anyone at because they don't like what's on the sign. Not that we live in an entitled culture, but I don't like your sign, change it. Because we had put out there, because it's one of those things people say to keep people trying hard and in line more than just to give a compliment. And what I had said from the pulpit is, you know, even with kids sometimes, that's not bad. That's not bad is the most ungenerous version of that's good. You know, well that's not bad. It's kind of like, what are you afraid of giving away there? A little too much of the heart? A little too much of the compliment? I want them to know that I don't think it's bad, but I don't want them walking off feeling good about themselves. Why not go the more generous response? That doesn't even take any more energy. Just a readjustment of what we're hoping to do. And sometimes it's, oh, I'm always trying to challenge people. I'm always trying to make them better. Do you ever recognize how good they are? And I think we are called to lift people up. You know, we don't always have to be, I'm going to make sure that they get this under control. Second, lift them up. Lift them up. I am certain that no one gets to the gates of heaven and hears the words, I'm sorry you weren't hard enough on people. Because if the hard enough group are actually the ones behind the gate, I will tell you, run for hell as fast as you can. We know it doesn't make sense. We know the people, we expect that unconditional love in heaven. Are we willing to be that? To lift one another up. Not just to look at the ascension as a beautifully historical moment that, you know, is deserving of stained glass somewhere. But to be part of it. To continue to lift people up to heaven. To exercise power under. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples,
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Go into the whole world and proclaim the gospel to every creature.
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Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved.
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Whoever does not believe will be condemned.
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These signs will accompany those who believe.
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In my name, they will drive out demons,
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they will speak new languages,
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they will pick up serpents with their hands,
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and if they drink any deadly thing, it will not harm them.
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They will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover.
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So then the Lord Jesus, after he spoke to them,
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was taken up into heaven.
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He took his seat at the right hand of God.
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But they went forth and preached everywhere
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while the Lord worked with them
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and confirmed the word through accompanying signs.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Ascension is one of the kind of, I think,
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sort of misunderstood holidays, feast days in the church,
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because I think we get so caught up in this event
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where Jesus has to go away so the Spirit can come,
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which always sounds like a little bit of a control issue
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that only one-third of the Trinity
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can be out of heaven at one time.
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We're not quite sure why or why that's in there,
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but we forget that it really does make sense,
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and these have been the readings all week long,
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that as long as Jesus is in the flesh,
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walking and talking with people,
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no one's gonna take the time to deal with the Spirit.
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I mean, if any one of you had an option
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between a half an hour of prayer
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or a one-on-one with Jesus to get some questions answered,
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I know what we'd all pick,
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because we think, I can pray any time,
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but I want some questions answered.
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And while Jesus is on earth, that's what he can do.
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That's what he can do for a small sliver of people
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while the rest of the world gets nothing.
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Or move out of that
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and have everyone kind of deal with the messiness of the Spirit.
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You know, so while all of us would definitely say
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that Jesus in the flesh would be a much easier user interface,
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it's also not set up for everyone.
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Only a few people.
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One of the things about being human
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is you can have really, really good friends,
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but no one here can be really good friends
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to everyone on earth.
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You know, there just isn't time.
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So we move into this more universal time
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that's coming next week at Pentecost,
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and we get this moment where Jesus is, you know, ascended.
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Now, this is one of those places
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where do not get too literal with the Scripture.
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You know, I mean, there's all these pictures
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of people standing around, and Jesus went that way.
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And then you kind of wonder what time of day it was
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and which direction in the universe he shot out at.
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Because back then, they believed the earth was flat
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and up was heaven.
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Now, we know that no longer works,
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but it's amazing how many people
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will still think of heaven as that way,
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even though science knows that I just pointed
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a very different direction than I did a few minutes ago
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because the earth has changed angles.
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We have more info now on some things,
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but we still like those old images
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of heaven being up and hell being down.
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And I like that image because, you know,
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there's a lot more of that,
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and, you know, the center of the earth has limited.
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You know, so it's not a bad image.
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But what we have to get to is that sense
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of what it means that Jesus is lifted up to something new
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because the entire Jesus event,
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this sort of descent down from heaven
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and ascent back up,
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descent exists for one reason, solidarity.
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Solidarity with those who have less
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and then ascension to bring them back up with you.
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So the ascension is the beginning
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of humanity's ascension.
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And the ascension continues to this day,
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and the ascension will not be finished fully
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until every last member of the body of Christ has ascended.
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We kind of not, I think we forget
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that this image of the body of Christ
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is not just literary.
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We believe that when one of us suffers,
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the body of Christ is still in the passion.
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And when one of us passes away,
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the body of Christ is still in crucifixion mode.
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And the body of Christ is still in the tomb.
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And the body of Christ is still ascending.
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So we get those prayers that talk about
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kind of in these anatomical terms
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where the head has gone,
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the body is following, is hoping to follow.
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So the ascension is an era we live in.
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It's not just a historical event.
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It's the era we live in.
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And it's something we're called to participate in.
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And the work of our Christianity is the same thing.
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Sometimes we have to go through the sacrificial downgrading
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for the sake of solidarity with others.
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That's fasting during Lent, things like that.
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Experiencing what it is to have less
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so that we can form solidarity with others.
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But for the purpose of this, to lift people up.
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And I think it's, this is why
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the theme actually works well for Mother's Day.
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What it means to sacrifice big chunks of your life
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to lift others up.
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And, you know, most mothers will tell you,
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at least while their children are in the room,
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that it's not a huge sacrifice.
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You know.
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And in a sense, giving our lives to others is never,
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it's not, it doesn't have to be a miserable, painful sacrifice.
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But of course it's a sacrifice.
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People always say to me, you know,
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the assumption is always that,
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oh, you know, do you just love being a priest?
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And I'm like, what day is it and what time?
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Does anyone love their work
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when the alarm goes off in the morning?
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You know.
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So there are times that to commit to something regularly
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is going to have a little bit of an emotional sacrifice to it.
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Because, you know, including the I do's made at marriage,
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those, if you think those I do's are going to set
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your emotional clock for the next 50 years,
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talk to me in five.
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You cannot, no one, you know,
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that's why we always have to be careful when people say,
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you know, they're coming together to make vows.
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And they're thinking, well, I'm going to, you know,
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I'm making this promise to love a person.
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And they're thinking, I'm making a promise
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to have a certain emotion for the rest of my life.
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No one can promise what their emotions will be in five minutes,
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much less in 10 years.
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It's not a commitment of emotion.
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It's a commitment beyond emotion.
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And I would actually argue that in most situations,
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people do not have a chance to fall in love
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until they get beyond the kind of crazy romance stage.
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Because, you know, being in love is all about
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how you treat someone when you don't feel it.
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On a bad day, you're not feeling well.
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How you treat people on your worst day
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is usually a measure of love.
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Everything else is just, you know,
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it's icing on the cake, and it's fun,
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and, you know, the romance and all, that's all perks.
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But how we treat one another when we're not feeling it.
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It's probably kind of the most,
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not discouraging, but I kind of sigh
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at the foibles of humanity when I hear,
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one of the most constant things you'll hear in a confession
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when someone is talking about something they've done
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that they did bad, but they're like,
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but, you know, I was really angry.
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Yeah, you know, that may mitigate things legally.
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It wouldn't mitigate sin.
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You know, the rage defense.
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You know, I struck out and I hit someone.
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Well, no one thinks you had eight hours of sleep,
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woke up in a good mood, and just decided to smack someone.
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Of course you were in a bad mood.
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You know, self-control is about how we behave
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when we're not feeling well.
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Usually, when we're feeling great,
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we behave pretty well.
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It's when the energy's here.
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You know, I always think that the motherhood we honor,
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like Mother's Day cards, you know, flowers,
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or something that looks like Christmas, you know,
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the mother with the quiet baby,
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that's not motherhood.
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You know, motherhood is 10 o'clock at night
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and they will not stop talking.
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That's motherhood.
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Those are the times that you have to go,
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okay, I have to take a deep breath and be who I am,
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regardless of who they're being.
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You know, it takes parents very, very little time
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to realize that children are not born with reason.
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So they are not reason-able.
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You know, so all of a sudden you're like,
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okay, I have to flow with this.
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I always think, you know, it's always interesting
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to watch the reactions when we have children
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making noise in church.
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You get about three big reactions.
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One is, what is wrong with those parents?
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That's the reaction that led entire generations
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to leave church.
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Because, you know, that was when we threw out
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the welcome mat that said, we want your children here,
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we just want them to really be 40-year-olds
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in children's bodies.
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We want them to behave like adults,
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but we want them here.
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Could you imagine doing that to anyone else?
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We want minorities here, we want them to behave white.
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That's what you're saying when you say,
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we want children here, but we want them to behave
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like adults.
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And then you get the other reaction,
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which is people will say after church,
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I've never seen a parish that has so many children.
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And I actually, I take the compliment,
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I don't want them to know that we have the same number,
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they're just louder.
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I think we're a very young parish.
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I always have the third reaction, which is,
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celibacy's not so bad.
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That's a less common reaction.
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I'm going to sleep at 10 tonight, how about you?
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But we have this sense of what that means that people,
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you know, they do that and they want
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to lift their children up.
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I probably say this every year at Ascension,
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but I think we do not really grasp yet
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that where he could have, the choice is,
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God has no power over anyone.
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That's what the Jesus was, was.
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He came to say, I don't want power over people,
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I want power under them.
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I want power that lifts.
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Power over anyone is power that keeps down.
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All you have to do is do the physics.
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Power from above pushes people down.
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Power under lifts people up.
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And when we are, you know, out in the world
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trying to be Christian, we are to exercise
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power under others.
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Power that lifts people up.
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It can be exhausting.
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It does take good boundaries.
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Pastors know that.
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You know, I get all sorts of requests
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and, you know, I'm looking at, you know,
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as it's getting closer that Father Peter's leaving
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and I will be the only priest here.
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And there's, you know, we're getting up towards
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3,000 families.
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And there are people who will be like,
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this is what I want done and I want Father Pat to do it.
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And I have to say, oh, you know.
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You know, there are people who would say,
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I know it's not what you usually do,
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but you're the only one I trust for this heart surgery.
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And I have to say, oh, no.
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I don't care how much you trust me.
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I'm not picking up a scalpel.
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You know, it happens more often with like,
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I want marriage counseling.
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Well, you know, it's not my training.
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Yeah, but we trust you more.
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You know, either I'm going to say,
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no, we have to have boundaries,
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or I'm going to throw in advice on child rearing.
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You know, you have to tell people that,
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no, no, here's who does that.
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But the willingness to give of ourselves
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has to be there, you know.
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And not to a point where someone says,
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this is what I want and I'm entitled to it,
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because we don't want to nurture that in others.
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I've probably told the story that, you know,
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when I was, oh gosh, first ordained,
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I was maybe a priest a year,
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that a woman had come into my office
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and she wanted me to follow her husband around
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to see if he was being faithful.
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Now, I was new,
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but I was pretty sure that was not in my job description.
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And I said to her, oh, you know, we can't do that.
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That really is not what we do.
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We got married in the church.
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It is your job to help defend this marriage.
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And I kept trying to explain,
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and she just got more irate and more irate.
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And this little voice in the back of my head
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kept saying, I wouldn't say it,
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but I just wanted to go, look, let's cut to the chase.
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I've known you for 10 minutes.
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He's not being faithful.
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But...
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That...
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That would be an unpastoral response.
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You know, sometimes, and I think sometimes
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we will go to that place of sniping at one another
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because we're so uncomfortable going,
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I don't do that, and holding our own.
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A friend of mine said it was a very freeing thing
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the first time he learned to say to his friends,
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I'm sorry, I've got plans tonight.
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Instead of, he said, you know, I was like 40 years old,
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and I would still, I'm lying.
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I'm saying to people, you know,
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I've got this thing with my family.
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Rather than, I've got plans tonight.
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And it might be plans just to be alone.
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I've just got plans.
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And someone wants to go out, you can say,
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I've got plans, and you don't need to give them
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more explanation than that.
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But you have to be confident enough to state the truth.
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To say, oh no, I've got plans tonight.
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And not feel like you owe them more.
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The minute you keep feeling like you owe them more,
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then it's just waiting for you to boil over
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and something snarky comes out.
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The way we raise one another up is to help when we can,
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and know the boundaries when we can't.
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But to know that our goal is to lift others up,
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and most of that, it doesn't take sacrifice
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so much as charity.
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And the difference is, you know,
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that's just when someone comes to you and says,
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oh, I just made this mistake.
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It really doesn't take more energy
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to give a gracious response.
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It doesn't take more energy
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not to kick people when they're down.
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It doesn't really take more energy.
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It just takes a better sense of who we're called to be.
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And so, you know, on this Mother's Day,
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when we have the example of mothers around us,
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we recommit to the ascension,
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to knowing that we are here to exercise
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God's power under others.
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We're not here to use our faith to knock people down
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and tell you who's wrong,
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and that person's going to hell,
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and power over, power over, we have the power.
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No, we're here to be power under.
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And I think we should start actively looking
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in our lives, in our families, in our groups of friends,
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in the people we encounter,
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who can we lift up, how?
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What are the simple ways
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that someone leaves our immediate orbit
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feeling better about themselves rather than worse?
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It was interesting, someone was very,
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they actually called,
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I always think it's funny when someone will call
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a school they've never met anyone at
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because they don't like what's on the sign.
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Not that we live in an entitled culture,
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but I don't like your sign, change it.
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Because we had put out there,
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because it's one of those things people say
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to keep people trying hard and in line
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more than just to give a compliment.
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And what I had said from the pulpit is,
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you know, even with kids sometimes,
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that's not bad.
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That's not bad is the most ungenerous version of
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that's good.
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You know, well that's not bad.
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It's kind of like,
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what are you afraid of giving away there?
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A little too much of the heart?
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A little too much of the compliment?
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I want them to know that I don't think it's bad,
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but I don't want them walking off
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feeling good about themselves.
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Why not go the more generous response?
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That doesn't even take any more energy.
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Just a readjustment of what we're hoping to do.
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And sometimes it's,
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oh, I'm always trying to challenge people.
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I'm always trying to make them better.
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Do you ever recognize how good they are?
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And I think we are called to lift people up.
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You know, we don't always have to be,
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I'm going to make sure that they get this under control.
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Second, lift them up.
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Lift them up.
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I am certain that no one gets to the gates of heaven
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and hears the words,
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I'm sorry you weren't hard enough on people.
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Because if the hard enough group
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are actually the ones behind the gate,
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I will tell you,
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run for hell as fast as you can.
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We know it doesn't make sense.
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We know the people,
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we expect that unconditional love in heaven.
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Are we willing to be that?
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To lift one another up.
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Not just to look at the ascension
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as a beautifully historical moment
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that, you know, is deserving of stained glass somewhere.
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But to be part of it.
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To continue to lift people up to heaven.
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To exercise power under.
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And that's how we open the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat's message on the Feast of the Ascen Father Pat's message on the Feast of the Ascension centers on the idea that the Ascension of Jesus is not merely a historical event, but an ongoing spiritual reality calling each of us to a life of solidarity, service, and sacrificial love. He emphasizes that the power Jesus exercises is not "power over" others, which dominates and controls, but "power under," which lifts others up in humility and compassion. The Ascension marks the beginning of a new era in which believers are called to continue Christ’s mission—not through physical proximity to Jesus, but through the indwelling and empowering of the Holy Spirit. This message ties beautifully into the theme of Mother’s Day, as the self-giving, often unseen sacrifices of mothers embody the same kind of lifting love that the Ascension invites all Christians to participate in. Father Pat challenges us to embrace our role in the ongoing Ascension by becoming people who elevate others in daily life through generosity, gentleness, and grace.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by addressing a common theological misunderstanding about the Ascension—that it is simply Jesus leaving so that the Holy Spirit can arrive, as though the Trinity can only be present one person at a time. He gently challenges this idea, noting that the deeper significance lies in Jesus' transition from a localized, physical presence to a universal, spiritual one. While Jesus was in the flesh, he could only be with a few people at a time; now, through the Spirit, he is present to all. This transition forces believers to move from a faith based on physical proximity to one grounded in deeper spiritual engagement. It’s an invitation to mature faith—faith that listens to the Spirit rather than relying on a physical Jesus to answer every question.
Father Pat also reflects on the importance of not taking the Ascension too literally. He critiques the literalist imagery of Jesus floating up into the sky, reminding us that ancient cosmology viewed heaven as “up” and hell as “down,” but such images are not scientifically or theologically precise. What matters is not the direction Jesus went but the meaning behind it. The Ascension is a lifting—an elevation of humanity through Christ. He sees Jesus’ movement upward not as a departure, but as the beginning of a universal rising. Jesus descends in solidarity with the lowly and ascends not alone, but to bring humanity with him. Thus, the Ascension is not finished; it continues as long as there are still people who need to be lifted.
This leads to the central metaphor of the homily: power under versus power over. Jesus does not come to dominate, control, or judge from above. Instead, he takes on the position of a servant, lifting others up. This is the model for Christian life. We are not called to use our faith as a tool of superiority or condemnation, but to practice humility, charity, and support. In a culture that often celebrates power over others—whether in politics, relationships, or religion—Father Pat offers a counter-vision of Christian discipleship rooted in self-giving love.
He ties this message poignantly to the celebration of Mother’s Day. Mothers, in his view, embody this “power under” through their daily sacrifices, emotional labor, and unwavering support of their children, often in moments of exhaustion or frustration. He humorously and tenderly describes the real face of motherhood as 10 p.m. conversations when children won’t stop talking—not the serene, silent images found on greeting cards. True maternal love is found in those moments of choosing patience and presence when it would be easier to withdraw. It’s an illustration of what it means to lift another person up, even when it costs you something.
Father Pat also explores how love, commitment, and sacrifice are misunderstood in broader relationships. He challenges the romantic ideal that love is primarily an emotion, arguing instead that love is best demonstrated in how we treat others when we don’t feel loving. A real measure of love is how we act on bad days, when we are tired or annoyed. This insight extends to all forms of vocation—marriage, parenting, priesthood—where the true test of commitment lies not in how we feel but in how we act. He uses the analogy of the “I do’s” in marriage as commitments that go beyond emotion, making clear that love is sustained not by perpetual romance but by daily choices to be faithful, kind, and supportive.
He also discusses the importance of boundaries in ministry and life. As a pastor, he acknowledges the demands placed on him by a growing congregation and emphasizes the need to know when to say no. He shares humorous and poignant stories, such as being asked to follow a parishioner’s husband to spy on him, or being told, “You’re the only one I trust,” for tasks well outside his training. These anecdotes highlight the need for healthy limits, not as a lack of generosity, but as a way to prevent burnout and maintain integrity. Even in setting boundaries, we can lift others up by being honest and grounded.
Near the end of the homily, Father Pat critiques the culture of minimal affirmation, such as calling something “not bad” instead of “good.” He exhorts the congregation to be more generous and encouraging in their responses to others, noting that it costs nothing to say something kind, but it can make a significant difference in someone’s life. We must resist the tendency to hold back praise out of fear or pride and instead seek to be people who lift others with our words and actions.
Finally, he returns to the theology of the Ascension as an ongoing reality. We are not simply commemorating a past event; we are living in the time of Ascension. Jesus has gone before us, and we are called to follow—not just individually, but as a community, as the body of Christ. When one member suffers, the body suffers; when one ascends, the body rises. Our task is to help one another ascend. This is the Christian life: to lift others up through sacrificial love, gracious responses, and humble service.
In all, Father Pat's message is a call to spiritual maturity, grounded in the mystery of the Ascension. It is a theological reflection, a pastoral exhortation, and a deeply practical guide to living out our faith. We are invited to stop looking up for Jesus and start looking around for opportunities to lift others. In doing so, we participate in the ongoing work of Christ, building the kingdom of God not through domination, but through compassion....
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It was not you who chose me, but I who chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit that will remain so that whatever you ask the Father in my name, he may give you. This I command you, love one another. The gospel of the Lord. In many ways, this is, for me, it's almost a horrifying gospel to be given on a Sunday because it's enough gospel for about a month of sermons. It should at least be a week-long retreat. There are like seven individual themes. I always feel like, you know, where I'll tell you that John's gospel will sometimes go on for pages on the same thing over and over and over and over again. Then we get in about 10 lines here what might as well be the table of contents for his entire gospel. You're just going through theme after theme, and you kind of, I said this morning, you know, this is probably seven 20-minute sermons. Now, don't run for the door. I'm not going to do them. But some of them are cautionary. Some of them are very connected, but they kind of break down. First he says, you know, as the Father loves me, so I love you. And that sounds like a nice little opening. What it's really saying is this always starts with God. All of this love, even Jesus' love, comes from God. And if we're going to love one another, then it's because the Father has loved Jesus, who's loved us, and we, it's sharing a dynamic that God starts. That is what love always is. It's sharing a dynamic that is started by God. And then it goes into something that a lot of people can misunderstand. And I would tell you, if anyone other than Jesus said this to you, run the other way. If you love me, you'll do everything I tell you. Can't tell you how many teenagers and other people have gotten into trouble because, well, you know, if you're my friend, if you like me, you'll do this. If you love me, you'll do what I tell you to. Bad advice. But you have to read it in the context of Jesus, who keeps saying, look, my whole agenda is that you love one another. That's what I'm telling you to do. And so what I'm saying is, you can't love me and not love everyone else. That's the commandment he's talking about. You cannot love Jesus and hate everyone else. As Dorothy Day said, you love God as much as you love the person you love least in the world. She didn't mince words very often. And it kind of takes you back. And then he comes to the point that I think is really worth exploring today, because it's something we forget. And he says, and I'm telling you all this so that your joy may be complete. I don't think most of us realize, it wasn't our first expression in our culture of faith, that faith should be something that brings us joy. Most of us have a religious experience, and they come in different forms. One of them is, I realize how awful my life is and how disappointed God must be, and I have a breakdown, and we call that a religious moment. We come to God in crisis. We come to God, and it's not that that can't be an important thing, but it's a little sad. Probably most of us, the first experience, first memories we might have that have anything to do with God are usually an adult saying, that's a sin. Do you think God wants you to do that? How do you think God feels, you know? We usually start with God being hauled out of the closet to get us in line. It's rare that our first experience of God is this wondrous sort of feeling of love. It's not that we don't have that at the beginning of our life. It's not always keyed in to an experience of faith. Faith is when we learn everything we've done wrong and stop doing it. Sounds joyful, you know. That doesn't sound like what Jesus is talking about, but what happens is our intellectual egos get in the way. And so when someone says, well, when you hear the gospel, you know, you're going to have to get your life in line, and you're going to have to do certain things. And, you know, you just can't be running around having fun. And it's not going to be as much fun. Your life is going to be harder, but there'll be a payoff after death. That's not what he's talking about either. I always think of that as the insurance salesman's approach to religion. Things are going to be worse now, but there'll be a payoff later. I mean, no one's been reporting back, but there's going to be a payoff. What Jesus says is, if you live the gospel, you'll know it because your life will be more joyful right now. And if someone preaches a gospel to you, that to follow it diminishes your experience of life, they or you have misunderstood the gospel. What we tend to do is say to people, well, of course the gospel's going to be hard on you because your life is so miserable. You're such an awful person. We would rather think of ourselves as morally awful than go, maybe we're just not smart enough and aren't getting it. Don't attack our smarts. Don't attack our intelligence. Don't tell us maybe we misunderstood and the gospel should make us happier. And if it doesn't, maybe we misunderstood it. And maybe when, you know, someone tells you that, and it's amazing what people will come up with, but, you know, there are so many, what I call the religious equivalents of, if you love God, you won't eat chocolate. Why? Why? There's some real arbitrary things that get thrown in. And Jesus gives us, and he kind of takes apart, trust me, the religion of the day was taken apart. He'd probably take apart just as many parts of our arbitrary religion now. He puts in an underpinning that says, you will have to make sacrifices, but your sacrifices will be creating joy for someone. Your sacrifices will be making someone's life better. Making sacrifices just to say, hey, I sacrificed something today. You know, that's always like me telling people at the beginning of Lent, I've given up Brussels sprouts. You know, I gave up something and whose life was made better by it? You know. So what's the joy? Jesus says, look, I'm not saying that your life will be perfect every day, but if you were to all do this, your lives as a whole would be more joyful. And so every sacrifice we ever make should be creating joy somewhere. And not just, well, in the heart of God, because in the heart of God usually means someone who's told me what will, you know, that you giving up chocolate will make God happy. God can make his own chocolate, trust me. You know, so my sacrifices, what is it creating? Where is the joy? And he hits that from the other side, and it sounds like a different topic, and it is, but it really balances this when he goes into his next topic, which is, that's why you have to love one another as I have loved you. And I've told you this before, I think the first three Gospels are kindergarten next to John. John is like the college level. The first three say, you treat people the way you want to be treated. Love others as you love yourself. Jesus says, yeah, don't do that. Most of you don't love yourself. And Jesus did not come down to say, I'll treat them well if they treat me well. John's Gospel takes the college approach and says, love them the way I do. And Jesus loved us even when we were not loving back. Jesus loved us because that's who he was, not because he's waiting to see how we'll behave to decide on who he's gonna be. And a lot of us spend our life doing that. I like to be a nice person, but if you're mean, I'll be mean. That's a pretty fluid personality. There's actually a psychological diagnosis that they call a cocktail personality, which is people who just mirror whatever personalities around them at the moment. And Jesus says, no, no, it's not about, if you're nice, I'll be nice. If you're not, I won't. It's deciding who you're gonna be in the world and be it no matter what. That's what Jesus did. He was nice, he was loving, because that's who he chose to be. And he wasn't mean to some and nice to others. And so he says, so you're called to love people the way I love you. And then he gives us what I call the velvet hammer, which is, so just remember that there's no greater love than laying down your life for a friend, which at first sounds so inspirational and almost romantic. To lay down your life for a friend, it's hard. And none of us, well not, I won't say none of us, never say never. Most of us will never be called to the cross. And I know you don't hear that in Christianity much, but when people say, oh, we're all called to the cross, it's because they've taken this horrific experience of Jesus and diluted it into something that's a little more palatable. So you know, when the neighbors put out lawn ornaments you don't like, you can say, I guess it's my cross to bear, burr, bear. No, that's not a cross, that's just you being judgmental. Oh, my family's a little annoying, that's not a cross. We take this dramatic moment of the cross and every time they serve a flavor ice cream we don't like, it's my cross. It dilutes what the cross is. Most of us will not have to sacrifice our life at that level. But there's a secondary level, and in some ways it's harder for us. And that is sacrificing your life for one another five minutes at a time. Every day you have is not a period of time, it's a period of your life. If you give an hour to something, you've given an hour of your life. And when people ask you for something and you have to give your life five minutes at a time, parents know this. It's not, when parents tell me they would jump in front of a bullet for their child, I believe them. Most of them will never have to do that. But 9 p.m. you're exhausted, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mom, the next five minutes of your life is gone. And you have to give that over if you're going to give your life for a friend, or a family member, five minutes at a time. It's exhausting. And it's a tough balance. You know, as a pastor, I know, because people will say, you know, someone will come up and they'll need something right now, and you have to try and figure out whether you've already given that five minutes away to someone else. You know, sometimes just someone will say, oh, can you come help? And you've already agreed to go to a child's performance and be there for them. You've already given your life, and sometimes we think, oh, well, I'll take it back from them and give it to them. It's more difficult than you think. It's a balancing act. But when we get to the point where it's like, I'm tired of everyone else, you know, everyone says, well, I need my me time. It is interesting, and I know people will disagree with me. I found my me time to be less refreshing than I thought. Mostly because I'm there. But, you know, but sometimes you do need to refresh, but are you refreshing so that you can go out and give our lives again? Giving our lives a little bit at a time. Making our sacrifices for the joy of ourselves and others, rather than just, well, someone told me to give that up and not do this and that. To understand, if I'm doing this, I should be aware that there's a joy being created somewhere. And I think a lot of people will go to the, well, you know, you just, you can't question the mind of God because they don't want to get into that discussion. And whenever someone says, look, it's the mind of God, and you don't question it, what they really mean is, I speak for God, don't question me. That's always what that translates to. You know, I speak for God, don't question me. The church has had to struggle with this because, you know, we've moved away so much from the, you know, they used to say that this is where the interpretation of God comes from, is the clergy. And then we had all the clergy scandals. And I saw it sort of morph. And they were hoping no one would notice if we came out a few years later. And because we could no longer hold up a moral high ground, we started saying, we have the truth. And that means, even if we're morally corrupt, we've got the mind of God. Actually, the gospel is not a mind thing, it's a heart thing. And it has to be interpreted through that heart of love, not through some wonderful mind of theology. It's about the relationships. It's about the people we care for. And if we can't get out there and give our lives five minutes at a time, we'll probably never have the correct lens to read scripture. And so we ask God today to make us a people who can sacrifice our lives five minutes at a time to bring joy to others. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to the Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, as the Father loves me,
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so also I love you.
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Remain in my love.
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If you keep my commandments, you will remain in my love
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just as I have kept my Father's commandments.
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I have told you this so that my joy may be in you
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and your joy might be complete.
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This is my commandment, love one another as I have loved you.
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No one has greater love than this,
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to lay down one's life for one's friends.
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You are my friends if you do what I command you.
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I no longer call you slaves because a slave does not
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know what his master is doing.
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I have called you friends because I
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have told you everything I have heard from my Father.
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It was not you who chose me, but I who chose you
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and appointed you to go and bear fruit
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that will remain so that whatever
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you ask the Father in my name, he may give you.
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This I command you, love one another.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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In many ways, this is, for me, it's
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almost a horrifying gospel to be given on a Sunday
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because it's enough gospel for about a month of sermons.
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It should at least be a week-long retreat.
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There are like seven individual themes.
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I always feel like, you know, where
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I'll tell you that John's gospel will sometimes
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go on for pages on the same thing over and over
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and over and over again.
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Then we get in about 10 lines here
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what might as well be the table of contents
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for his entire gospel.
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You're just going through theme after theme,
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and you kind of, I said this morning,
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you know, this is probably seven 20-minute sermons.
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Now, don't run for the door.
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I'm not going to do them.
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But some of them are cautionary.
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Some of them are very connected, but they kind of break down.
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First he says, you know, as the Father loves me, so I love you.
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And that sounds like a nice little opening.
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What it's really saying is this always starts with God.
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All of this love, even Jesus' love, comes from God.
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And if we're going to love one another,
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then it's because the Father has loved Jesus,
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who's loved us, and we, it's sharing a dynamic
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that God starts.
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That is what love always is.
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It's sharing a dynamic that is started by God.
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And then it goes into something that a lot of people
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can misunderstand.
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And I would tell you, if anyone other than Jesus
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said this to you, run the other way.
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If you love me, you'll do everything I tell you.
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Can't tell you how many teenagers and other people
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have gotten into trouble because, well, you know,
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if you're my friend, if you like me, you'll do this.
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If you love me, you'll do what I tell you to.
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Bad advice.
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But you have to read it in the context of Jesus,
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who keeps saying, look, my whole agenda
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is that you love one another.
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That's what I'm telling you to do.
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And so what I'm saying is, you can't love me
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and not love everyone else.
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That's the commandment he's talking about.
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You cannot love Jesus and hate everyone else.
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As Dorothy Day said, you love God as much as you love
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the person you love least in the world.
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She didn't mince words very often.
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And it kind of takes you back.
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And then he comes to the point that I think is really worth
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exploring today, because it's something we forget.
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And he says, and I'm telling you all this
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so that your joy may be complete.
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I don't think most of us realize,
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it wasn't our first expression in our culture of faith,
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that faith should be something that brings us joy.
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Most of us have a religious experience,
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and they come in different forms.
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One of them is, I realize how awful my life is
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and how disappointed God must be,
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and I have a breakdown, and we call that a religious moment.
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We come to God in crisis.
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We come to God, and it's not that that can't be
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an important thing, but it's a little sad.
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Probably most of us, the first experience,
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first memories we might have that have anything to do
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with God are usually an adult saying, that's a sin.
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Do you think God wants you to do that?
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How do you think God feels, you know?
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We usually start with God being hauled out of the closet
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to get us in line.
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It's rare that our first experience of God
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is this wondrous sort of feeling of love.
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It's not that we don't have that at the beginning of our life.
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It's not always keyed in to an experience of faith.
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Faith is when we learn everything we've done wrong
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and stop doing it.
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Sounds joyful, you know.
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That doesn't sound like what Jesus is talking about,
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but what happens is our intellectual egos get in the way.
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And so when someone says, well, when you hear the gospel,
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you know, you're going to have to get your life in line,
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and you're going to have to do certain things.
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And, you know, you just can't be running around having fun.
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And it's not going to be as much fun.
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Your life is going to be harder,
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but there'll be a payoff after death.
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That's not what he's talking about either.
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I always think of that as the insurance salesman's
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approach to religion.
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Things are going to be worse now,
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but there'll be a payoff later.
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I mean, no one's been reporting back,
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but there's going to be a payoff.
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What Jesus says is, if you live the gospel,
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you'll know it because your life will be more joyful right now.
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And if someone preaches a gospel to you,
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that to follow it diminishes your experience of life,
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they or you have misunderstood the gospel.
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What we tend to do is say to people,
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well, of course the gospel's going to be hard on you
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because your life is so miserable.
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You're such an awful person.
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We would rather think of ourselves as morally awful
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than go, maybe we're just not smart enough
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and aren't getting it.
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Don't attack our smarts.
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Don't attack our intelligence.
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Don't tell us maybe we misunderstood
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and the gospel should make us happier.
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And if it doesn't, maybe we misunderstood it.
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And maybe when, you know, someone tells you that,
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and it's amazing what people will come up with,
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but, you know, there are so many,
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what I call the religious equivalents of,
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if you love God, you won't eat chocolate.
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Why?
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Why?
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There's some real arbitrary things that get thrown in.
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And Jesus gives us, and he kind of takes apart,
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trust me, the religion of the day was taken apart.
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He'd probably take apart just as many parts
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of our arbitrary religion now.
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He puts in an underpinning that says,
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you will have to make sacrifices,
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but your sacrifices will be creating joy for someone.
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Your sacrifices will be making someone's life better.
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Making sacrifices just to say,
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hey, I sacrificed something today.
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You know, that's always like me telling people
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at the beginning of Lent, I've given up Brussels sprouts.
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You know, I gave up something
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and whose life was made better by it?
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You know.
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So what's the joy?
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Jesus says, look, I'm not saying that your life
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will be perfect every day, but if you were to all do this,
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your lives as a whole would be more joyful.
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And so every sacrifice we ever make
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should be creating joy somewhere.
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And not just, well, in the heart of God,
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because in the heart of God usually means
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someone who's told me what will, you know,
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that you giving up chocolate will make God happy.
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God can make his own chocolate, trust me.
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You know, so my sacrifices, what is it creating?
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Where is the joy?
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And he hits that from the other side,
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and it sounds like a different topic, and it is,
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but it really balances this
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when he goes into his next topic, which is,
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that's why you have to love one another as I have loved you.
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And I've told you this before,
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I think the first three Gospels are kindergarten next to John.
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John is like the college level.
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The first three say,
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you treat people the way you want to be treated.
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Love others as you love yourself.
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Jesus says, yeah, don't do that.
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Most of you don't love yourself.
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And Jesus did not come down to say,
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I'll treat them well if they treat me well.
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John's Gospel takes the college approach and says,
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love them the way I do.
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And Jesus loved us even when we were not loving back.
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Jesus loved us because that's who he was,
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not because he's waiting to see how we'll behave
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to decide on who he's gonna be.
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And a lot of us spend our life doing that.
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I like to be a nice person, but if you're mean, I'll be mean.
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That's a pretty fluid personality.
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There's actually a psychological diagnosis
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that they call a cocktail personality,
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which is people who just mirror
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whatever personalities around them at the moment.
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And Jesus says, no, no, it's not about,
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if you're nice, I'll be nice.
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If you're not, I won't.
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It's deciding who you're gonna be in the world
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and be it no matter what.
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That's what Jesus did.
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He was nice, he was loving,
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because that's who he chose to be.
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And he wasn't mean to some and nice to others.
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And so he says, so you're called to love people
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the way I love you.
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And then he gives us what I call the velvet hammer,
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which is, so just remember that there's no greater love
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than laying down your life for a friend,
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which at first sounds so inspirational and almost romantic.
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To lay down your life for a friend, it's hard.
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And none of us, well not, I won't say none of us,
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never say never.
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Most of us will never be called to the cross.
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And I know you don't hear that in Christianity much,
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but when people say, oh, we're all called to the cross,
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it's because they've taken this horrific experience
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of Jesus and diluted it into something
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that's a little more palatable.
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So you know, when the neighbors put out lawn ornaments
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you don't like, you can say,
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I guess it's my cross to bear, burr, bear.
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No, that's not a cross, that's just you being judgmental.
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Oh, my family's a little annoying, that's not a cross.
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We take this dramatic moment of the cross
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and every time they serve a flavor ice cream we don't like,
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it's my cross.
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It dilutes what the cross is.
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Most of us will not have to sacrifice our life
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at that level.
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But there's a secondary level,
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and in some ways it's harder for us.
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And that is sacrificing your life for one another
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five minutes at a time.
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Every day you have is not a period of time,
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it's a period of your life.
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If you give an hour to something,
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you've given an hour of your life.
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And when people ask you for something
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and you have to give your life five minutes at a time,
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parents know this.
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It's not, when parents tell me they would jump
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in front of a bullet for their child, I believe them.
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Most of them will never have to do that.
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But 9 p.m. you're exhausted,
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Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mom,
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the next five minutes of your life is gone.
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And you have to give that over
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if you're going to give your life for a friend,
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or a family member, five minutes at a time.
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It's exhausting.
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And it's a tough balance.
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You know, as a pastor, I know,
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because people will say,
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you know, someone will come up
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and they'll need something right now,
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and you have to try and figure out
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whether you've already given that five minutes away
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to someone else.
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You know, sometimes just someone will say,
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oh, can you come help?
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And you've already agreed to go to a child's performance
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and be there for them.
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You've already given your life,
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and sometimes we think,
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oh, well, I'll take it back from them
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and give it to them.
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It's more difficult than you think.
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It's a balancing act.
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But when we get to the point where it's like,
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I'm tired of everyone else,
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you know, everyone says,
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well, I need my me time.
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It is interesting,
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and I know people will disagree with me.
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I found my me time to be less refreshing than I thought.
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Mostly because I'm there.
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But, you know,
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but sometimes you do need to refresh,
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but are you refreshing so that you can go out
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and give our lives again?
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Giving our lives a little bit at a time.
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Making our sacrifices for the joy of ourselves and others,
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rather than just,
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well, someone told me to give that up
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and not do this and that.
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To understand, if I'm doing this,
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I should be aware that there's a joy
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being created somewhere.
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And I think a lot of people will go to the,
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well, you know, you just,
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you can't question the mind of God
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because they don't want to get into that discussion.
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And whenever someone says,
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look, it's the mind of God,
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and you don't question it,
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what they really mean is,
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I speak for God, don't question me.
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That's always what that translates to.
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You know, I speak for God, don't question me.
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The church has had to struggle with this
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because, you know, we've moved away so much from the,
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you know, they used to say that
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this is where the interpretation of God comes from,
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is the clergy.
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And then we had all the clergy scandals.
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And I saw it sort of morph.
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And they were hoping no one would notice
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if we came out a few years later.
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And because we could no longer
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hold up a moral high ground,
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we started saying, we have the truth.
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And that means, even if we're morally corrupt,
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we've got the mind of God.
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Actually, the gospel is not a mind thing,
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it's a heart thing.
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And it has to be interpreted through that heart of love,
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not through some wonderful mind of theology.
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It's about the relationships.
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It's about the people we care for.
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And if we can't get out there and give our lives
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five minutes at a time,
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we'll probably never have the correct lens
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to read scripture.
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And so we ask God today to make us a people
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who can sacrifice our lives five minutes at a time
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to bring joy to others.
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That we can make any of the sacrifices we need
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to bring joy to the world,
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but to really believe that that is the lens
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through which we see our gospel.
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If someone has given me a gospel
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that not only doesn't create joy in my life,
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seems to really diminish and edit out
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great moments of joy for me and for others,
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we've misinterpreted the gospel.
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Jesus brought it so that we could know joy
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and know it fully.
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Father Pat's message centers on the profound a Father Pat's message centers on the profound and challenging truth that the heart of the Gospel is love—an initiating, sacrificial, and joy-giving love that flows from the Father to Jesus and through Jesus to us. This love is not a burdensome command but a transformative invitation to live in a way that generates joy in ourselves and others. Father Pat emphasizes that Christian discipleship is not about mere rule-following or self-denial for its own sake; it is about embodying the love of Christ in real, sacrificial, and relational ways—often in small, daily acts of giving our time, attention, and presence. If our understanding of the Gospel does not lead to deeper joy, compassion, and connection, we have likely misunderstood it. The Gospel must be interpreted through the lens of love, not fear, guilt, or intellectual pride.
Father Pat begins by acknowledging the density and depth of this passage from John's Gospel, which encapsulates several major theological themes in just a few verses. He calls it a “table of contents” for the entire Gospel of John, touching on divine love, obedience, friendship, joy, sacrifice, and mission. The foundational thread is that love begins with God: “As the Father has loved me, so I have loved you.” This divine origin of love reframes our understanding of Christian ethics—not as arbitrary commands but as participation in God's own relational life.
He warns against misinterpreting Jesus' call to obedience—“If you love me, you will keep my commandments”—as manipulative or coercive. In human relationships, such a statement would be a red flag. But from Jesus, who commands only that we love one another, it's a call to integrity: love for Christ cannot be separated from love for others. This leads to a powerful quote from Dorothy Day: “You love God as much as you love the person you love least.” Father Pat uses this to challenge superficial or sentimental notions of love and to root divine love in practical, often difficult, human relationships.
A central insight of the homily is the often-neglected emphasis on joy. Jesus says, “I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and your joy may be complete.” Father Pat critiques how religion is often introduced through fear, guilt, or moralism rather than joy. He calls out cultural and ecclesial tendencies to equate holiness with misery, as if to follow God is to endure a joyless life now for the promise of reward later. He humorously refers to this as the “insurance salesman’s approach to religion”—suffer now, benefit later. But this is not the Gospel Jesus preached. Real faith should make us more joyful now, not less.
This joy, however, is not superficial happiness or avoidance of sacrifice. Rather, joy is the fruit of living in the love of Christ, which demands the giving of ourselves. Jesus redefines love in terms of self-giving: “No one has greater love than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.” Father Pat challenges the romanticization of this phrase and instead brings it into the realm of the everyday. Most of us will not be called to martyrdom, but we are called to lay down our lives five minutes at a time—for our children, our spouses, our friends, our communities. This kind of love is exhausting and inconvenient, but it is also the path to real joy.
He further critiques religious systems that make arbitrary moral demands detached from love and joy—what he calls “the religious equivalents of ‘if you love God, you won’t eat chocolate.’” These distortions of faith miss the point. Every sacrifice we make should be in service of creating joy, not merely fulfilling a rule. Sacrifice divorced from joy is empty; it becomes a performance rather than an offering.
Father Pat also highlights the difference between the Synoptic Gospels (Matthew, Mark, and Luke) and John’s Gospel. While the former teach the Golden Rule—“Love your neighbor as yourself”—Jesus in John raises the bar: “Love one another as I have loved you.” This is not conditional love based on reciprocity. It is a self-originating love, like Christ’s own, that does not depend on how others treat us. Many people fluctuate in their goodness based on how they are treated—a “cocktail personality,” as Father Pat puts it. But the love of Jesus is consistent, chosen, and freely given.
The homily ends with a reflection on how the Gospel must be read through the heart, not merely the intellect. The scandals and failures of religious institutions have shown that moral authority without love is hollow. The Gospel is not about possessing intellectual or theological correctness; it is about having a heart that reflects the love of God. If our interpretation of scripture or religious practice does not lead us to greater joy, compassion, and willingness to give our lives—five minutes at a time—for the good of others, we have missed the point.
Father Pat prays that we become people who live the Gospel in such a way that joy is made real in the world—not joy as fleeting happiness, but as the deep fulfillment that comes from loving as Christ loves. This is the lens through which all scripture must be read: love that initiates, sacrifices, and brings joy. Anything else is a misreading of the Gospel....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 766.0800170898438, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to the Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, I am the true vine, and my father is the vine grower. He takes away every branch in me that does not bear fruit, and every one that does, he prunes so that it bears more fruit. You are already pruned because of the word that I spoke to you. Remain in me as I remain in you. Just as a branch cannot bear fruit on its own unless it remains on the vine, so neither can you unless you remain in me. I am the vine, you are the branches. Whoever remains in me and I in him will bear much fruit because without me you can do nothing. Anyone who does not remain in me will be thrown out like a branch and wither. People will gather them and throw them into a fire and they will be burned. If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask for whatever you want and it will be done for you. By this is my father glorified that you bear much fruit and become my disciples. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. As we're coming through Easter, as we get into this section of John's gospel, if we forget, and when I say forget, most of us never were taught this to begin with, but if we forget the nature of John's gospel, it has us arrive at some really unfortunate places where if we understand where John's coming from, we end up in some great places with this gospel. The unfortunate thing is if people don't realize how removed John's gospel is from the history. It's the latest gospel. It was written as far as 80 years after the resurrection event. So this is not like Mark's gospel or Matthew's even in Luke's, which are a little later. In all three of those, Jesus is very clearly a Jewish rabbi. In this, he's a Greek philosopher. His language changes, his vocabulary's different, he no longer speaks in little parables. I mean, all of a sudden, he gives long treatises. It's a whole different personality. If we remember that this is John doing the real work of translation, I wish we had more writers like this in the church nowadays. You know, we sometimes get into a prayer now with the new translation, and about six lines into the prayer, I'm thinking, I would kill for a verb. It's so thick, and it's all over the place, and it's one subjunctive phrase after another, and I'm like, who translated this? And the translators, the final committee that okayed that English translation, had no native English speakers on the committee that okayed our translation. And that is the drawback to being such a widespread world language. I realized when I was living in Rome that, you know, there is not anyone who would dare tell a German how to speak German. But they'll all tell English speakers how to speak English, because everyone thinks they know it. And so everyone has different versions of it, and they don't like it that much. And the real art of translation is being in love with the language of origin and the target language. And the committee that translated it, while clearly in love with Latin, didn't care much for English. And so we sometimes get a translation that sounds like someone saying, you know, the house yellow is good. And you go, that's bad English. And they say, yes, but it's much more faithful to the Spanish. Yeah, but it's a bad translation. The idea is to get it clear in to the target language as well. And so we get these long phrases. Now John does the exact opposite. He not only is writing in a different style of Greek for his community, none of the Aramaic. This is really a pure Greek. But he translates the ideas. He doesn't give them Jewish parables that won't make any sense to them. He interprets them and puts them into cultural stories that make sense for the Greek mindset. He does, it's an amazing job of translation. But one of the drawbacks which we get today is that he kind of waffles back and forth between talking about Jesus and having Jesus speak. So where you will not find this in the earlier three gospels, you will get these long passages that if it were anyone but Jesus, we could probably admit are a little unpalatable. Without me, you can't do anything. It's all about me, me, me. And you go, that just doesn't sound like this wonderfully humble rabbi that we have in the other three. No, that's the disciple, that's the follower, that's speaking back about Jesus. And part of that Greek translation is the Greeks wrote dialogues. And everyone knew that you were saying, here's the theology and I'm gonna put it on the lips of Plato or on the lip. That was the style and John's written in that. So John's gospel, if you're looking for the actual words that Jesus spoke, John's gospel's not a great one to start with because they're freely mixed in with the gospel writer's own commentary because that's how Greek dialogues were written. And his audience knew it. Sometimes we think, well, are you saying the gospel isn't true? No, things can be true without having been written for 20th century newspaper readers. There are different genres out there. And if something nowadays starts with once upon a time, we get the cue and we know it's gonna be a parable. People will ask questions about the prodigal son and you have to remind him, there was no prodigal son. Jesus said, once upon a time, there was, and he told a story. Doesn't mean that he was telling a history. He was telling a parable. So John's gospel, sometimes when people hear this, without me, you can't, without me, they take that into their own Christianity and it becomes the sort of religion that says, without my faith and without my religion or without my church, you're nothing. And it sounds like you're echoing the gospel, but you forget that, no, it's someone talking about Jesus. And then if we can look past that, we get this wonderful reading that asks a very simple question that we get lost in all of that Greek epic dialogue. We lose, which is, instead of the, all of the old forms of an examination of conscience that we learned as Catholics, what happens if at the end of the day we go, huh, I wonder what fruit I bore today? What did I do for the world? How have I changed anything? You know, do we bear fruit in the world? It's such a wonderful phrase and it almost gets, if you'll excuse the agriculture, it almost gets plowed over by the heavy Greek dialogue of it. But to say, you know, when we're in the Spirit, when we're in Jesus, what are the fruits of our life? And I think most of us think, well, if you really wanna know the fruits of your life, you'll wait until a few moments before you die and then do a review. Problem is, none of us have been given that schedule. You know, what happens when more often we say, wait, let's just take a chunk. At the end of the day, what were the fruits of my day? You know, learning a new function on the remote control hardly seems like a great use of 24 hours. What did I do today? What did I, did I change anyone's life? Did I change the world? Did I change my own life? Am I an agent for God and the Spirit and the world? And that takes us asking that simple question over and over again. We can get lost in the, well, the vine and the branches and the connection, and it's a nice allegory. But I think sometimes when the Scripture, if the allegory is gonna try and explain the inner workings of God to us. I always loved, Father Philenbach had the only description of the inner workings of God that I have ever hung on to, and that was, he said, if someone says, what are the inner workings of the Trinity? The answer is none of your business. The inner workings of God, none of your business. Go feed the poor. None of your business. Go change the world. And instead we go, oh, no, no, no. I've got a deep spirituality. I'm not gonna do anything in the world. I'm gonna sit here and figure out God. And I'm gonna call that holy. We don't have a lot of stories of Jesus sitting around trying to figure out God. He just, he went out and did the work. I think sometimes we have to get our faith into our bones. We have to go out and do it. Faith has to be about the action that we commit in the world. And so it becomes this wonderful question that a little more than halfway through our Easter season we hear. So what are your fruits? What is it you're leaving in the world? What are the changes? What are the people? People come into your orbit for a little while and leave. Do they come in and do they leave changed? And I don't mean did you convert them to finally seeing things your way. Do they actually come in with their life easier now? Not because we gave them advice, but because we actually gave something to them. We actually did for them. You know, I understand the wisdom behind the old saying, you know, if you teach a man, you know, if you give a man a fish, he eats for a day. If you teach a man to fish, he eats for the rest of his life. But a lot of people use that so they never have to give out fish. Let me just explain the teaching. My father used to say, you know, if you teach a man to fish, he'll never work another weekend in his life. But, you know, the teaching and the offering, what we think should never be the starting place. You know, the rabbi vision of Jesus is so clear and he says, go out in the world, stay at whatever house you land in, and you've brought nothing with you, so you'll be dependent on those people for your well-being. And once you realize you're dependent on them, now you're ready to have a relationship and start to preach to them. Not a cheap and easy Christianity, you know, from the cheap seats that says, well, you know, I commented on their lives and walked on. But that you have to do it with enough humility that you're not going to break the relationship. You know, someone says, well, you know, you have to just speak your mind. If you break the relationship, what does it matter if you evangelized? It won't be effective. And at the end of evangelizing, you want to know if it was effective, not whether, well, I know I said what I was supposed to. If what you get out of evangelization is a sense of self-justification rather than a relationship that allows them and you to be changed, then we haven't really understood what it means to bear fruit in the world. And so we ask God to make us a people that are ready to go out and say, when I get to the end of the day, I can list my mistakes. I can go through a classic, you know, examination of conscience. I can figure out sins. I can do all that. But what did I produce? If the best I do at the end of the day is I don't think I broke any of the Ten Commandments, you know, at the end of our life, at the end of history, if the church can say, we didn't break any of the Ten Commandments. There's only three of us, but we didn't break any of the Ten Commandments. No, how do we change the world? And so we ask God to make us a people who bear fruit. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to the Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, I am the true vine,
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and my father is the vine grower.
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He takes away every branch in me that does not bear fruit,
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and every one that does, he prunes
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so that it bears more fruit.
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You are already pruned because of the word
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that I spoke to you.
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Remain in me as I remain in you.
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Just as a branch cannot bear fruit on its own
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unless it remains on the vine, so neither can you
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unless you remain in me.
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I am the vine, you are the branches.
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Whoever remains in me and I in him
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will bear much fruit because without me you can do nothing.
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Anyone who does not remain in me will be thrown out
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like a branch and wither.
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People will gather them and throw them into a fire
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and they will be burned.
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If you remain in me and my words remain in you,
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ask for whatever you want and it will be done for you.
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By this is my father glorified that you bear much fruit
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and become my disciples.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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As we're coming through Easter, as we get into this section
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of John's gospel, if we forget, and when I say forget,
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most of us never were taught this to begin with,
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but if we forget the nature of John's gospel,
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it has us arrive at some really unfortunate places
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where if we understand where John's coming from,
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we end up in some great places with this gospel.
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The unfortunate thing is if people don't realize
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how removed John's gospel is from the history.
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It's the latest gospel.
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It was written as far as 80 years
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after the resurrection event.
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So this is not like Mark's gospel or Matthew's
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even in Luke's, which are a little later.
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In all three of those, Jesus is very clearly
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a Jewish rabbi.
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In this, he's a Greek philosopher.
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His language changes, his vocabulary's different,
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he no longer speaks in little parables.
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I mean, all of a sudden, he gives long treatises.
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It's a whole different personality.
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If we remember that this is John
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doing the real work of translation,
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I wish we had more writers like this
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in the church nowadays.
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You know, we sometimes get into a prayer now
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with the new translation,
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and about six lines into the prayer,
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I'm thinking, I would kill for a verb.
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It's so thick, and it's all over the place,
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and it's one subjunctive phrase after another,
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and I'm like, who translated this?
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And the translators, the final committee
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that okayed that English translation,
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had no native English speakers on the committee
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that okayed our translation.
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And that is the drawback to being
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such a widespread world language.
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I realized when I was living in Rome
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that, you know, there is not anyone
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who would dare tell a German how to speak German.
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But they'll all tell English speakers how to speak English,
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because everyone thinks they know it.
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And so everyone has different versions of it,
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and they don't like it that much.
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And the real art of translation is being in love
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with the language of origin and the target language.
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And the committee that translated it,
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while clearly in love with Latin,
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didn't care much for English.
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And so we sometimes get a translation
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that sounds like someone saying,
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you know, the house yellow is good.
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And you go, that's bad English.
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And they say, yes, but it's much more faithful
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to the Spanish.
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Yeah, but it's a bad translation.
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The idea is to get it clear in
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to the target language as well.
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And so we get these long phrases.
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Now John does the exact opposite.
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He not only is writing in a different style of Greek
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for his community, none of the Aramaic.
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This is really a pure Greek.
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But he translates the ideas.
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He doesn't give them Jewish parables
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that won't make any sense to them.
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He interprets them and puts them into cultural stories
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that make sense for the Greek mindset.
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He does, it's an amazing job of translation.
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But one of the drawbacks which we get today
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is that he kind of waffles back and forth
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between talking about Jesus and having Jesus speak.
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So where you will not find this
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in the earlier three gospels,
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you will get these long passages
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that if it were anyone but Jesus,
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we could probably admit are a little unpalatable.
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Without me, you can't do anything.
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It's all about me, me, me.
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And you go, that just doesn't sound
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like this wonderfully humble rabbi
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that we have in the other three.
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No, that's the disciple, that's the follower,
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that's speaking back about Jesus.
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And part of that Greek translation
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is the Greeks wrote dialogues.
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And everyone knew that you were saying,
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here's the theology and I'm gonna put it
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on the lips of Plato or on the lip.
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That was the style and John's written in that.
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So John's gospel, if you're looking for
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the actual words that Jesus spoke,
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John's gospel's not a great one to start with
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because they're freely mixed in
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with the gospel writer's own commentary
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because that's how Greek dialogues were written.
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And his audience knew it.
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Sometimes we think, well,
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are you saying the gospel isn't true?
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No, things can be true without having been written
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for 20th century newspaper readers.
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There are different genres out there.
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And if something nowadays starts with once upon a time,
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we get the cue and we know it's gonna be a parable.
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People will ask questions about the prodigal son
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and you have to remind him, there was no prodigal son.
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Jesus said, once upon a time, there was,
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and he told a story.
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Doesn't mean that he was telling a history.
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He was telling a parable.
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So John's gospel, sometimes when people hear this,
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without me, you can't, without me,
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they take that into their own Christianity
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and it becomes the sort of religion that says,
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without my faith and without my religion
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or without my church, you're nothing.
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And it sounds like you're echoing the gospel,
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but you forget that, no, it's someone talking about Jesus.
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And then if we can look past that,
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we get this wonderful reading
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that asks a very simple question
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that we get lost in all of that Greek epic dialogue.
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We lose, which is, instead of the,
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all of the old forms of an examination of conscience
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that we learned as Catholics,
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what happens if at the end of the day we go,
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huh, I wonder what fruit I bore today?
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What did I do for the world?
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How have I changed anything?
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You know, do we bear fruit in the world?
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It's such a wonderful phrase and it almost gets,
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if you'll excuse the agriculture,
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it almost gets plowed over
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by the heavy Greek dialogue of it.
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But to say, you know, when we're in the Spirit,
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when we're in Jesus, what are the fruits of our life?
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And I think most of us think,
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well, if you really wanna know the fruits of your life,
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you'll wait until a few moments before you die
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and then do a review.
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Problem is, none of us have been given that schedule.
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You know, what happens when more often we say,
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wait, let's just take a chunk.
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At the end of the day, what were the fruits of my day?
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You know, learning a new function on the remote control
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hardly seems like a great use of 24 hours.
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What did I do today?
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What did I, did I change anyone's life?
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Did I change the world?
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Did I change my own life?
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Am I an agent for God and the Spirit and the world?
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And that takes us asking that simple question
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over and over again.
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We can get lost in the, well, the vine and the branches
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and the connection, and it's a nice allegory.
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But I think sometimes when the Scripture,
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if the allegory is gonna try and explain
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the inner workings of God to us.
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I always loved, Father Philenbach had the only description
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of the inner workings of God that I have ever hung on to,
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and that was, he said, if someone says,
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what are the inner workings of the Trinity?
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The answer is none of your business.
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The inner workings of God, none of your business.
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Go feed the poor.
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None of your business.
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Go change the world.
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And instead we go, oh, no, no, no.
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I've got a deep spirituality.
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I'm not gonna do anything in the world.
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I'm gonna sit here and figure out God.
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And I'm gonna call that holy.
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We don't have a lot of stories of Jesus sitting around
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trying to figure out God.
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He just, he went out and did the work.
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I think sometimes we have to get our faith into our bones.
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We have to go out and do it.
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Faith has to be about the action
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that we commit in the world.
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And so it becomes this wonderful question
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that a little more than halfway
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through our Easter season we hear.
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So what are your fruits?
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What is it you're leaving in the world?
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What are the changes?
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What are the people?
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People come into your orbit for a little while and leave.
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Do they come in and do they leave changed?
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And I don't mean did you convert them
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to finally seeing things your way.
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Do they actually come in with their life easier now?
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Not because we gave them advice,
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but because we actually gave something to them.
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We actually did for them.
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You know, I understand the wisdom behind the old saying,
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you know, if you teach a man, you know,
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if you give a man a fish, he eats for a day.
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If you teach a man to fish,
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he eats for the rest of his life.
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But a lot of people use that
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so they never have to give out fish.
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Let me just explain the teaching.
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My father used to say, you know,
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if you teach a man to fish,
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he'll never work another weekend in his life.
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But, you know, the teaching and the offering,
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what we think should never be the starting place.
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You know, the rabbi vision of Jesus is so clear
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and he says, go out in the world,
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stay at whatever house you land in,
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and you've brought nothing with you,
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so you'll be dependent on those people for your well-being.
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And once you realize you're dependent on them,
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now you're ready to have a relationship
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and start to preach to them.
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Not a cheap and easy Christianity, you know,
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from the cheap seats that says,
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well, you know, I commented on their lives and walked on.
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But that you have to do it with enough humility
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that you're not going to break the relationship.
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You know, someone says,
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well, you know, you have to just speak your mind.
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If you break the relationship,
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what does it matter if you evangelized?
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It won't be effective.
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And at the end of evangelizing,
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you want to know if it was effective,
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not whether, well, I know I said what I was supposed to.
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If what you get out of evangelization
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is a sense of self-justification
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rather than a relationship
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that allows them and you to be changed,
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then we haven't really understood
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what it means to bear fruit in the world.
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And so we ask God to make us a people
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that are ready to go out and say,
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when I get to the end of the day,
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I can list my mistakes.
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I can go through a classic, you know,
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examination of conscience.
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I can figure out sins.
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I can do all that.
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But what did I produce?
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If the best I do at the end of the day
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is I don't think I broke any of the Ten Commandments,
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you know, at the end of our life,
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at the end of history,
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if the church can say,
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we didn't break any of the Ten Commandments.
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There's only three of us,
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but we didn't break any of the Ten Commandments.
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No, how do we change the world?
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And so we ask God to make us a people who bear fruit.
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And more importantly, who take time often,
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regularly to ask ourselves,
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what is the change we're affecting in our world?
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Father Pat’s message invites us to move beyond a l Father Pat’s message invites us to move beyond a literal or rigid interpretation of Scripture and instead embrace a more spiritually mature, action-oriented faith. Drawing from the Gospel of John, he emphasizes that our Christianity must not be reduced to theological abstractions or institutional pride but should instead be lived out in tangible ways that bear fruit in the world. He challenges us to see the Gospel as a lived call to transformation—both personal and communal—and to ask ourselves daily what fruit we are producing, not just what rules we are following. By understanding the Gospel of John as a theological reflection shaped by its cultural and historical context, Father Pat encourages us to shift our focus from doctrinal purity to relational, humble service that mirrors the life and mission of Jesus.
Father Pat begins by situating the Gospel of John within its proper literary and historical context. Unlike the Synoptic Gospels (Matthew, Mark, and Luke), which portray Jesus as a Jewish rabbi speaking in brief parables and rooted in first-century Jewish culture, John’s Gospel—written some 80 years after the Resurrection—presents Jesus in the style of a Greek philosopher, offering long discourses filled with metaphor and theological reflection. Father Pat explains that John’s Gospel is less a journalistic account and more a theological dialogue in the tradition of Greek philosophical writings. The Gospel writer is not merely recording Jesus’ words but interpreting and re-presenting them for a new audience steeped in Hellenistic thought. Recognizing this helps prevent misreadings that might otherwise lead to spiritual elitism or exclusivity.
He warns against the tendency to take John’s metaphor—“Without me, you can do nothing”—as justification for a triumphalist or exclusionary faith that judges others as spiritually deficient. Instead, he invites us to reinterpret this as a poetic and relational truth: that our spiritual vitality and capacity for meaningful action derive from our connection to Christ, the true vine. The message is not about control or dominance, but about dependence and communion. Just as branches draw life from the vine, we are sustained and empowered by our relationship with God. The core question, then, is not “Are we doctrinally correct?” but “Are we bearing fruit?”
Father Pat critiques a common spiritual pitfall: substituting theological speculation or spiritual introspection for real-world action. He humorously recalls a wise priest who, when asked about the inner workings of the Trinity, responded, “None of your business. Go feed the poor.” This underscores the idea that faith is not meant to be an intellectual retreat from the world but a call to engage it with compassion and effectiveness. The Gospel is not calling us to sit and parse divine mysteries in isolation but to transform the world through love, generosity, and justice.
The metaphor of the vine and branches is not primarily about mystical union or ecclesial identity, though it includes both. It is about fruitfulness—visible, real-world impact. Father Pat urges us to perform a daily spiritual exercise: not just examining our conscience for sins committed, but asking, “What fruit did I bear today?” Did I make someone’s life easier? Did I offer kindness, healing, or hope? Did I do more than just avoid wrongdoing—did I do good? This examination invites us into spiritual maturity, where holiness is not measured by avoidance of sin but by the presence of love.
He also critiques a kind of performative or self-justifying evangelization that prioritizes being “right” over being transformative. True evangelization, according to Father Pat, is about relationship. If our efforts to share the Gospel destroy the possibility of connection, then our evangelization has failed. The fruit of the Spirit is not ideological victory but mutual transformation—where both the giver and the receiver are changed by the encounter.
Father Pat concludes by cautioning against a minimalistic faith that is content with avoiding sin but does not aspire to transformation. A community that prides itself on not breaking commandments but fails to bring life to the world is spiritually stagnant. Instead, we are called to be active agents of God’s love, asking continually: “What is the change I am making in the world? What fruit am I bearing?” This is the heart of discipleship and the true measure of our connection to the vine....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 850.760009765625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said, I am the good shepherd. A good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep. A hired man who is not a shepherd and whose sheep are not his own sees a wolf coming and leaves the sheep and runs away. And the wolf catches and scatters them. This is because he works for pay and has no concern for the sheep. I am the good shepherd, and I know mine, and mine know me, just as the Father knows me, and I know the Father. And I will lay down my life for the sheep. I have other sheep that do not belong to this fold. These also I must lead, and they will hear my voice. And there will be one flock, one shepherd. That is why the Father loves me, because I lay down my life in order to take it up again. No one takes it from me, but I lay it down on my own. I have power to lay it down and power to take it up again. This command I have received from my Father. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. It is all right as mature Christians to admit that by the time John's gospel was writing, there was a lot of Greek philosophy getting mixed in. It's not quite that. You don't find quite the pure Semitic rabbi that we get in Mark, Matthew, and Luke. Jesus' vocabulary has improved greatly. He now speaks in sentences that are 20 lines long. You know, I mean, this is obviously the writer, John, trying to translate all these little Semitic tribal realities into Greek culture where he is proclaiming the gospel. And it always leaves us with an interesting question, which is, in religion, there are those who would say, you stick to the purest form of the story and the purest form of the religion, even if it will be completely ineffective and no one will listen. John disagrees. John says, no, you've got to somehow translate to the people that are there. And, you know, even to the point where there are some pieces of theology in John that no Christian theologian I know would hold to. And it's in our gospel. You know, he says today, this is why the Father loves me, because I lay down my life in order to take it up again. And every theologian I know would say, no, God loves you because God's God. There's nothing you did to earn God's, God doesn't love you because you did something. So, you know, John's throwing a couple extra things in here and we can deal with that. You know, it is, the church did not come out of the gospel, the gospel came out of the church, and that is so hard for us to remember. That the gospels are a community document. They did not fall from heaven, leather bound with the words of Jesus in red. And it wasn't really until 325, and even then there's still arguments as to what would be the final canon of the New Testament. They were still arguing about which letters were gonna go in. I mean, it's a community process. And it gets us back to that faith of the early community. And we do see some differences from different communities. And I always think it's important for us to remember that we do not have four gospels written by four authors. We have four gospels written by four very different communities. You know, there is a Lucan community, a Matthean community, a Johannine community, and a Markan community. And the gospels answer their questions. Mark's community was the earliest and they could care less about the birth of Jesus. That's why the story isn't there. They just want to know who this guy is and what happened. And they want to know about the resurrection and the ministry. And 20 years later, when the gospels according to Matthew and according to Luke are written, people are now going, so where'd he come from? And by the time John starts, oh, the theologians have gotten involved. And so he starts out with in the beginning was the word and the word was made flesh. And you're going, where are the shepherds? Where's our little Christmas story? John's a later gospel. He's answering much deeper questions. And sometimes it gets lost in some of the Greek philosophy. And I don't mean he got lost. I mean, if you live in America in this century, you read Greek philosophy, and that's where the phrase, it's all Greek to me comes from. But we do have this image that we get today of the good shepherd. And I've no doubt it will spur on some interesting sermons around the country. It will certainly, you know, usually this is the time of year that the Pope quite correctly will go after the priests. And say, you know, this is where you need the smell of the sheep on you. Get out of the sacristies, get into the streets, all of those famous sayings that he has. The idea that we are called to be good shepherds. And I mean, it's great stuff. We need to hear it because, you know, he's our shepherd. I don't know that you need to hear that because, you know, it's telling you what we're doing wrong. You already have your own opinions on that. So it doesn't, you know. I think what's helpful, and it's definitely not about, you need to follow your shepherds. That is to take today and turn it on its head. To say, you know, Jesus has told us what kind of shepherds we should be, and our response is, it's your fault, and let me tell you why. No, no. Always, every time Jesus is angry, you'll see he comes after the religious leaders. It's not you, it's us. And we use every one of those stories to go after you. So you always have to read with that filter. It's human nature. But I think there's something worthwhile to say. If we're gonna follow Jesus, then everyone in the room has to ask, who do I shepherd? Because shepherding should not be left to a class within the church. Within any church, within any community. I always think that parents who go into the empty nest syndrome, now, two things first. First, of course, most parents who have been through it will tell you, don't get comfortable. By the time the last one leaves, the first one is swinging back around again. It is the way life goes, you know. So, you know, the empty nest will happen when you die. But secondly, I think there would be something very wrong with the idea that someone says, well, you know, in my 50s, even in my 60s, all right, I'm done taking care of anyone. That would be a really sad sort of thing. And I notice in the church that 90% of our volunteer force is in the last third of life. Not just because they have the time, but because somewhere down deep, they decided, I'm not done taking care of others. Just because kids are gone. There are some people who never have kids and still spend their life taking care of people. And it's very interesting to ask who we take care of. And people will sometimes not come up with it right away. Some people sit on a board over here. Some people are down at a food shelter simply stocking shelves. And so they don't see the contact, but they're taking care of people. And it's a great Sunday for us to ask who it is we take care of. Sometimes it is family. Sometimes it's beyond family. Sometimes it's extended family. And sometimes it's community. Sometimes it's people across the world we can't imagine. Who do we take care of? Who do we shepherd? And it's important to be in touch with that because it is our only chance to really follow Jesus. I think people forget the reason, and it's been so watered down over the years. This image that Jesus uses of shepherding. Why does Jesus pick shepherding? And why does Jesus pick certain parables? Well, because he's in an agricultural and a farming sort of community. If Jesus had come today, you know, we would probably, and lived in Denver, he'd probably use building cranes, you know? He'd come up with something that made sense to us. We'd go, yeah, we get that, we know that. You have to forget, people, shepherding for us kind of sounds like a distant sort of romantic thing. Now, no shepherd has ever found that to be the case. Shepherding is a lot of work, and it's not the kind of work we've turned it into over the years. Christianity, I've told you before, has been very careful about taking the gospel away from the poor and trying to give it back to the rich. We've been doing that for, you know, that's when it ceased to become about going out and helping people, and it became about getting those people to act like good, decent, upper-middle-class white folks. They've gotta come up to our standards, and we'll be a religion, and religion will get these people to behave a certain way. That's how we took the gospel from the poor, rather than saying, you know, the reason they talk about the shepherd and the sheep, and I always hate when people say, oh, well, you know, they're just dumb sheep. Vatican II is very clear that, you know, you are all the people of God. You've been elevated. You used to be the dumb sheep. You are now the people of God. But as that, you're also shepherds, and what it means, and what I think is very vivid about the image of shepherding is it's not about correction and making sure they do the right thing and telling them this is a sin and that isn't. You know, explain that to your animals someday. Now, I know I'm gonna get letters from the dog owners because I've been in the park, and I've watched people look at a dog and say, stop, and you know what? The dog stops. Come, and the dog comes. Then I'll see someone go, I have told you this 50 times, and it makes me so mad. Do you know how this makes me feel? And I'm like, no, he doesn't. Your dog really doesn't communicate at that level. You know, it is fascinating when people, you know, they're like, there's an old story among linguists when they got into this, can monkeys know language, and some monkeys seem to have a functioning vocabulary of 800 words, but there's things you need to know, and one is they're very concrete. They can be taught banana. You know, they can be taught sun, and see the sun. They can be taught those sorts of things. Not one of them has ever explained to anyone that their parents were poor but hardworking. You're not gonna get to that level. That sort of abstract, you know, you and I need to share our experience with other people, and it comes from within us, and we have this need to express in certain ways. And so, you know, the trick to pastoring, and it's not I'm smart and they're sheep. No, the trick to pastoring is real pastoring can happen without verbal communication. And that is a struggle. Real pastoring is when we're out doing the physical work that helps people, when we're actually giving to causes that help people. It happens without, here's what I think you should do. That can be helpful, and instruction is part of our faith, and it's part of the church. Pastoring is a little more physical. That's why Francis keeps saying, get out of the sacristies where you're preparing all your pretty words, and get into the streets where you can pastor. It's, and if he says that to us, he says it to all of us. It's fascinating, I mean, parents know there is a part of parenting that has to do, you know, don't, do not try to parent your children without words. Because they'll have plenty, you know. And I had a parent once say to me, I don't ever, my child will never hear me say the word no. She probably read a book, give her a break, you know, there's a book that said it or something. And all I thought was, oh, let's see how long that lasts. You know, the kid heard it from somewhere because the kid learned it real quick. Kid gets it, you know, and the idea, and what, you know, I get that sort of sense. I don't want, you know, I don't want my children to be afraid of me. There's a small moment in their childhood development where they have to be. Because you know what? There's nothing about that burner on the stove that's frightening. You will have to say no in such a way that they're more afraid of you than that pretty red burner. You have to, then, now, when you have to go there, you have to know, okay, this has gotta be a phase, I can't have them afraid of me. But for a moment, I can't explain the philosophy of life to them. For a moment, I have to say, you don't go out on the street, period. And if you do, you will get the wrath of a parent. Sometimes you'll need that at a certain age, and then you have to know when to make sure that develops into something smarter. I think for pastoring, we have to know that once in a while, yes, we're going to talk once in a while, there's gonna be instruction, but the vast majority of pastoring, the vast majority of parenting will be sacrifice. And it could happen without words. It happens when we give time, it happens when we give money, it happens when we give effort, when we go out and we help people. That's the moment that we are part of the Good Shepherd. That's the moment we're actually part of the mission of Jesus. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said, I am the good shepherd.
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A good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep.
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A hired man who is not a shepherd
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and whose sheep are not his own sees a wolf coming
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and leaves the sheep and runs away.
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And the wolf catches and scatters them.
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This is because he works for pay and has
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no concern for the sheep.
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I am the good shepherd, and I know mine,
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and mine know me, just as the Father knows me,
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and I know the Father.
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And I will lay down my life for the sheep.
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I have other sheep that do not belong to this fold.
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These also I must lead, and they will hear my voice.
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And there will be one flock, one shepherd.
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That is why the Father loves me, because I lay down my life
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in order to take it up again.
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No one takes it from me, but I lay it down on my own.
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I have power to lay it down and power to take it up again.
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This command I have received from my Father.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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It is all right as mature Christians
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to admit that by the time John's gospel was writing,
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there was a lot of Greek philosophy getting mixed in.
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It's not quite that.
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You don't find quite the pure Semitic rabbi
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that we get in Mark, Matthew, and Luke.
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Jesus' vocabulary has improved greatly.
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He now speaks in sentences that are 20 lines long.
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You know, I mean, this is obviously the writer, John,
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trying to translate all these little
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Semitic tribal realities into Greek culture
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where he is proclaiming the gospel.
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And it always leaves us with an interesting question,
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which is, in religion, there are those who would say,
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you stick to the purest form of the story
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and the purest form of the religion,
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even if it will be completely ineffective
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and no one will listen.
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John disagrees.
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John says, no, you've got to somehow translate
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to the people that are there.
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And, you know, even to the point where there are
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some pieces of theology in John
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that no Christian theologian I know would hold to.
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And it's in our gospel.
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You know, he says today, this is why the Father loves me,
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because I lay down my life in order to take it up again.
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And every theologian I know would say,
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no, God loves you because God's God.
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There's nothing you did to earn God's,
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God doesn't love you because you did something.
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So, you know, John's throwing a couple extra things
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in here and we can deal with that.
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You know, it is, the church did not come out of the gospel,
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the gospel came out of the church,
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and that is so hard for us to remember.
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That the gospels are a community document.
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They did not fall from heaven,
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leather bound with the words of Jesus in red.
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And it wasn't really until 325,
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and even then there's still arguments
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as to what would be the final canon of the New Testament.
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They were still arguing about which letters
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were gonna go in.
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I mean, it's a community process.
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And it gets us back to that faith of the early community.
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And we do see some differences from different communities.
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And I always think it's important for us to remember
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that we do not have four gospels written by four authors.
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We have four gospels written
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by four very different communities.
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You know, there is a Lucan community,
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a Matthean community, a Johannine community,
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and a Markan community.
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And the gospels answer their questions.
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Mark's community was the earliest
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and they could care less about the birth of Jesus.
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That's why the story isn't there.
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They just want to know who this guy is and what happened.
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And they want to know about the resurrection
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and the ministry.
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And 20 years later,
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when the gospels according to Matthew
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and according to Luke are written,
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people are now going, so where'd he come from?
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And by the time John starts,
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oh, the theologians have gotten involved.
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And so he starts out with in the beginning
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was the word and the word was made flesh.
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And you're going, where are the shepherds?
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Where's our little Christmas story?
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John's a later gospel.
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He's answering much deeper questions.
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And sometimes it gets lost in some of the Greek philosophy.
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And I don't mean he got lost.
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I mean, if you live in America in this century,
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you read Greek philosophy,
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and that's where the phrase,
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it's all Greek to me comes from.
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But we do have this image that we get today
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of the good shepherd.
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And I've no doubt it will spur on
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some interesting sermons around the country.
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It will certainly, you know,
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usually this is the time of year
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that the Pope quite correctly will go after the priests.
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And say, you know, this is where you need
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the smell of the sheep on you.
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Get out of the sacristies, get into the streets,
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all of those famous sayings that he has.
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The idea that we are called to be good shepherds.
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And I mean, it's great stuff.
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We need to hear it because, you know, he's our shepherd.
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I don't know that you need to hear that
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because, you know, it's telling you what we're doing wrong.
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You already have your own opinions on that.
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So it doesn't, you know.
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I think what's helpful,
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and it's definitely not about,
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you need to follow your shepherds.
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That is to take today and turn it on its head.
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To say, you know, Jesus has told us
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what kind of shepherds we should be,
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and our response is, it's your fault,
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and let me tell you why.
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No, no.
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Always, every time Jesus is angry,
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you'll see he comes after the religious leaders.
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It's not you, it's us.
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And we use every one of those stories to go after you.
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So you always have to read with that filter.
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It's human nature.
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But I think there's something worthwhile to say.
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If we're gonna follow Jesus,
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then everyone in the room has to ask, who do I shepherd?
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Because shepherding should not be
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left to a class within the church.
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Within any church, within any community.
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I always think that parents
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who go into the empty nest syndrome,
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now, two things first.
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First, of course, most parents who have been through it
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will tell you, don't get comfortable.
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By the time the last one leaves,
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the first one is swinging back around again.
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It is the way life goes, you know.
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So, you know, the empty nest will happen when you die.
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But secondly, I think there would be something
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very wrong with the idea that someone says,
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well, you know, in my 50s, even in my 60s,
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all right, I'm done taking care of anyone.
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That would be a really sad sort of thing.
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And I notice in the church
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that 90% of our volunteer force
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is in the last third of life.
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Not just because they have the time,
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but because somewhere down deep,
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they decided, I'm not done taking care of others.
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Just because kids are gone.
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There are some people who never have kids
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and still spend their life taking care of people.
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And it's very interesting to ask who we take care of.
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And people will sometimes not come up with it right away.
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Some people sit on a board over here.
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Some people are down at a food shelter
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simply stocking shelves.
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And so they don't see the contact,
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but they're taking care of people.
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And it's a great Sunday for us
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to ask who it is we take care of.
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Sometimes it is family.
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Sometimes it's beyond family.
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Sometimes it's extended family.
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And sometimes it's community.
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Sometimes it's people across the world we can't imagine.
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Who do we take care of?
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Who do we shepherd?
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And it's important to be in touch with that
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because it is our only chance to really follow Jesus.
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I think people forget the reason,
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and it's been so watered down over the years.
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This image that Jesus uses of shepherding.
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Why does Jesus pick shepherding?
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And why does Jesus pick certain parables?
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Well, because he's in an agricultural
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and a farming sort of community.
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If Jesus had come today,
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you know, we would probably,
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and lived in Denver,
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he'd probably use building cranes, you know?
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He'd come up with something that made sense to us.
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We'd go, yeah, we get that, we know that.
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You have to forget,
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people, shepherding for us kind of sounds
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like a distant sort of romantic thing.
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Now, no shepherd has ever found that to be the case.
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Shepherding is a lot of work,
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and it's not the kind of work
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we've turned it into over the years.
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Christianity, I've told you before,
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has been very careful about taking the gospel
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away from the poor and trying to give it back to the rich.
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We've been doing that for, you know,
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that's when it ceased to become about
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going out and helping people,
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and it became about getting those people
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to act like good, decent, upper-middle-class white folks.
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They've gotta come up to our standards,
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and we'll be a religion,
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and religion will get these people to behave a certain way.
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That's how we took the gospel from the poor,
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rather than saying, you know,
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the reason they talk about the shepherd and the sheep,
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and I always hate when people say,
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oh, well, you know, they're just dumb sheep.
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Vatican II is very clear that, you know,
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you are all the people of God.
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You've been elevated.
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You used to be the dumb sheep.
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You are now the people of God.
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But as that, you're also shepherds,
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and what it means, and what I think is very vivid
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about the image of shepherding
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is it's not about correction
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and making sure they do the right thing
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and telling them this is a sin and that isn't.
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You know, explain that to your animals someday.
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Now, I know I'm gonna get letters from the dog owners
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because I've been in the park,
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and I've watched people look at a dog and say, stop,
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and you know what?
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The dog stops.
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Come, and the dog comes.
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Then I'll see someone go, I have told you this 50 times,
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and it makes me so mad.
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Do you know how this makes me feel?
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And I'm like, no, he doesn't.
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Your dog really doesn't communicate at that level.
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You know, it is fascinating when people, you know,
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they're like, there's an old story among linguists
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when they got into this, can monkeys know language,
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and some monkeys seem to have
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a functioning vocabulary of 800 words,
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but there's things you need to know,
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and one is they're very concrete.
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They can be taught banana.
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You know, they can be taught sun, and see the sun.
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They can be taught those sorts of things.
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Not one of them has ever explained to anyone
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that their parents were poor but hardworking.
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You're not gonna get to that level.
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That sort of abstract, you know,
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you and I need to share our experience with other people,
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and it comes from within us,
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and we have this need to express in certain ways.
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And so, you know, the trick to pastoring,
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and it's not I'm smart and they're sheep.
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No, the trick to pastoring is real pastoring
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can happen without verbal communication.
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And that is a struggle.
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Real pastoring is when we're out doing the physical work
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that helps people, when we're actually giving
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to causes that help people.
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It happens without, here's what I think you should do.
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That can be helpful, and instruction is part of our faith,
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and it's part of the church.
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Pastoring is a little more physical.
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That's why Francis keeps saying,
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get out of the sacristies where you're preparing
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all your pretty words, and get into the streets
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where you can pastor.
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It's, and if he says that to us, he says it to all of us.
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It's fascinating, I mean, parents know
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there is a part of parenting that has to do,
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you know, don't, do not try to parent
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your children without words.
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Because they'll have plenty, you know.
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And I had a parent once say to me,
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I don't ever, my child will never hear me say the word no.
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She probably read a book, give her a break,
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you know, there's a book that said it or something.
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And all I thought was, oh, let's see how long that lasts.
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You know, the kid heard it from somewhere
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because the kid learned it real quick.
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Kid gets it, you know, and the idea,
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and what, you know, I get that sort of sense.
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I don't want, you know, I don't want my children
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to be afraid of me.
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There's a small moment in their childhood development
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where they have to be.
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Because you know what?
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There's nothing about that burner on the stove
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that's frightening.
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You will have to say no in such a way
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that they're more afraid of you
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than that pretty red burner.
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You have to, then, now, when you have to go there,
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you have to know, okay, this has gotta be a phase,
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I can't have them afraid of me.
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But for a moment, I can't explain
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the philosophy of life to them.
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For a moment, I have to say,
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you don't go out on the street, period.
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And if you do, you will get the wrath of a parent.
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Sometimes you'll need that at a certain age,
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and then you have to know when to make sure
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that develops into something smarter.
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I think for pastoring, we have to know
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that once in a while, yes, we're going to talk
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once in a while, there's gonna be instruction,
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but the vast majority of pastoring,
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the vast majority of parenting will be sacrifice.
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And it could happen without words.
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It happens when we give time,
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it happens when we give money,
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it happens when we give effort,
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when we go out and we help people.
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That's the moment that we are part of the Good Shepherd.
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That's the moment we're actually part
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of the mission of Jesus.
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And it really is the only moment in our lives
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when we are truly helping to build the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the image of Jesus Father Pat’s message centers on the image of Jesus as the Good Shepherd, calling all Christians to reflect not only on who their shepherd is, but more importantly, on whom they themselves are shepherding. He challenges the faithful to move beyond passive reception of religious truths and instead engage actively in the work of care, sacrifice, and service. Drawing from the Gospel of John, Father Pat explores the theological depth and cultural context of the text, noting the influence of Greek thought and the evolution of Christian communities over time. He emphasizes that the Gospels are community responses to lived experiences and that Jesus’ call to shepherding is not reserved for clergy alone but is a universal Christian vocation. Ultimately, his message pushes believers to examine their own lives and ask: “Who am I taking care of?”—reminding us that true discipleship requires concrete acts of love and service that transcend words.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel of John, in which Jesus proclaims Himself as the Good Shepherd—one who lays down His life for the sheep out of love, in contrast to the hired hand who flees at danger. Father Pat highlights how this Gospel, written later than the Synoptics (Matthew, Mark, and Luke), reflects a more developed theological and linguistic style, influenced by Greek philosophy and the cultural realities of the Johannine community. This, he notes, is not a flaw but an example of how different Gospel communities shaped the message of Christ to reach their specific audiences. He reminds us that the Gospels are not divine dictations but community documents emerging from early church experiences, shaped in response to the pastoral and theological questions of their time.
This leads to a deeper reflection on pastoral leadership. Father Pat critiques the tendency within some religious traditions to use the shepherd-sheep imagery to reinforce clerical authority or passive obedience among laypeople. Instead, he flips the metaphor: the question is not simply “Who is your shepherd?” but rather, “Whom do you shepherd?” He insists that pastoring is not limited to priests or church authorities but is a universal Christian calling. Every person is responsible for someone—be it children, family, the vulnerable, or the broader community. The mark of Christian maturity is not theological knowledge or moral perfection, but the willingness to care for others, often without recognition or reward.
He uses vivid examples—especially from parenting—to illustrate his point. Like shepherds, parents must sometimes act with firmness, even when words are not enough. But ultimately, their role is one of sacrificial love, expressed through time, energy, and presence. This same dynamic applies to Christian pastoring. Real pastoring, he notes, often happens without words. It is physical, tangible, and sacrificial. It looks like stocking shelves at a food pantry, sitting on a board that serves the community, or quietly helping someone in need. These are the moments in which we truly participate in the mission of Jesus and help build the kingdom of God.
He also critiques how modern Christianity, especially in the West, has often sanitized or domesticated the radical message of the Gospel. The early church was a movement of and for the poor—deeply embedded in the hard realities of life, like shepherding, which was neither romantic nor clean. Over time, the Gospel has been co-opted to support middle-class respectability and moral behavior instead of calling people to radical love and service. Father Pat warns against this distortion and calls the church to return to its roots: a faith that is embodied, lived out in real acts of care, and centered not on religious performance but on love in action.
Finally, Father Pat invites us to recognize that the call to be a shepherd is not seasonal or optional. Whether we are young or old, parents or single, working or retired, the invitation to shepherd others—to guide, protect, and serve—is constant. He honors the many people, especially older adults, who continue to give of themselves in service, not because they must, but because they recognize that to follow Christ is to shepherd others. In the end, he reminds us that the only way to truly be part of Jesus’ mission is to imitate His self-giving love—not merely by words, but through the daily, concrete sacrifices we make for others....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 889.030029296875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, O Lord. The two disciples recounted what had taken place on the way and how Jesus was made known to them in the breaking of the bread. While they were still speaking about this, he stood in their midst and said to them, peace be with you. But they were startled and terrified and thought they were seeing a ghost. And he said to them, why are you troubled? And why do questions arise in your hearts? Look at my hands and my feet, that it is I myself. Touch me and see, because a ghost does not have flesh and bones. As you can see, I have. And as he said this, he showed them his hands and feet. And while they were still incredulous for joy and were amazed, he asked them, have you anything here to eat? They gave him a piece of baked fish and took it and ate it in front of them. He said to them, these are my words that I spoke to you while I was still with you, that everything written about me in the law of Moses and in the prophets and psalms must be fulfilled. Then he opened their minds to understand the scriptures. And he said to them, thus it is written that the Christ would suffer and rise from the dead on the third day, and that repentance for the forgiveness of sin would be preached in his name to all the nations beginning from Jerusalem. You are witnesses of these things. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I'm not sure whether the church did it on purpose or not. But you know, it kind of gives us two lines of the end of another story before it jumps into where we are today. The two disciples recounted what had taken place on the way. This is the end of the kind of somewhat well-known, the road to Emmaus story. And for those who remember the story, they're walking along with Jesus and they don't recognize that it's Jesus. And even though he does everything but show them his name tag, he, you know, he explains the Old Testament, he goes through all the teachings, he does everything. And then it says he's made known in the breaking of the bread. And they finally figure it out and they kind of beat themselves up a little over, oh, how could we have not recognized? How didn't we recognize him in this? And it says, and that's over. And the next moment he appears again and they go, who's this? And they're terrified. So knowing that that story just came before it, you keep going, so what are these resurrection narratives about? It almost sounds like anyone who's done any writing of any kind of literature knows that sometimes if you've got a character and you want them to have, they finally are going to have this self-revelation. One of the hardest things for people to do is not have them make the revelation early and then you have to have the character go through the same revelation about four times. And that's when a good editor comes in and says, let's take out the first five times. So at first, that's what it sounds like. It sounds like they keep having these disciples, they don't know it's Jesus, now we know. And then we back up, we don't know it's Jesus, now we know. And you think, why are we having this same story over and over again? And it's not, it's not because they needed an editor. It's because the point that all of the resurrection narratives try to make is, Jesus is not recognizable now. In the resurrection, we think we recognize it, but it's always gonna get lost in mystery. And what these readings do is hopefully they put a limitation on the possible arrogance of religion. Some would say they've failed over the years, because religion can get pretty arrogant. I always feel that the hackles on the back of my neck, I don't know what hackles are, but someone told me they're back there, that they stand up when I hear someone say, well, I'll tell you what God thinks about this. I'm like, oh, will you now? Can't wait to hear. You'd be amazed how often a phrase like that slips out of people's mouths. Will you know what God thinks about that? No, and neither do you. This idea that we've kind of domesticated God into someone we can answer for and tell you what he thinks and why he doesn't like you and what he's up with that, it's this domestication of God that always serves the same purpose, which is, if I've domesticated God, who's really in control, me or God? Now, I know that that analogy is weak because some of you who have animals who are supposedly domesticated but are still in charge. But actually, our attempt to control God is exactly that, and it's our attempt to control everyone else. And so you'll hear those phrases often come out of people's mouths, and I think, what were they taught? We can talk about what we think the author of the gospel is trying to teach us. We can talk about all those things, but to think that I've read the gospels, I know the mind of God. God is not subject to Scripture. That is really hard. There are, like, if you go into places they call four-square gospel churches, do not tell them that God is not subject to Scripture. Some of them will have coronaries. I mean, Scripture, it's all about Scripture. No, it's all about God. And Scripture is one of the great helps that we have to get us there. But it's about God in the end, and we're told you can never quite get your mind around God. And it's fascinating. I think I say this more often than any phrase preaching, but God is infinite. Our minds are finite. You cannot shove the infinite into the finite. It doesn't work that way. And so in Catholic faith, we call this a mystery. And now I know many of you will, you know, mysteries for us are things to be solved. In theology, a mystery is not something to be solved. A mystery is something you will never solve. A mystery is beyond our comprehension. And I think it's part of the arrogance of religion that we have that, well, nothing could possibly be beyond my comprehension. What could possibly be beyond my comprehension? And my answer is always, a lot of things less complicated than God, trust me. All sorts of things beyond our comprehension. And so when we're talking about God with one another, we should never come in with the arrogance that we've got it figured out. Even when we take things down to something like the Eucharist. Do you believe it's the real body and blood of Christ? And every Catholic would probably say yes. Explain to me what that means, and they'll get a little fuzzy. When someone says, do you believe that Jesus is in the bread? Yes. Do you believe that he's in the room? Yes. Can you tell me the difference? You know, an interesting thing happened this morning. They'll change the topic so quick. It's a mystery. It is a mystery, and it's things we don't understand. And if we approach it, that faith doesn't mean we understand and then we believe. It's that we believe, and so what is it we can believe in? We can believe in what we're called to do. We can believe in the principles we're called to uphold and the way we behave with one another. But we're not called to say we figured out God. They almost had it in Scripture, and then Gregory of Nyssa got the Trinity into place for us in 800, and after that we understood God. No. Just the next image. It's just the next image. And God is always beyond our comprehension. And I think many people think faith gives them, you'll hear they'll use phrases like, it's something solid to stand on, and what they're saying is it makes me an authority. That's not what faith is supposed to do. Faith doesn't exist to make us authorities. Faith exists to make us seekers, to make us explorers. We're fellow pilgrims on the way, and so we have these stories, and the one thing that is consistent in them, and this is what we can get to, what is the gospel writer trying to tell us? Well, if you read all these stories, there's two things you notice. One, they never recognize Jesus, and two, he always seems to be hungry. Now, this is not because resurrection is hard work. Everyone, do you have anything to eat? Do you have anything? He eats the bread, he eats the fish, he eats, you know. Two things that he always does. He always asks for that, and he never, but they'll never tell you he drinks anything. And the reason is, in Middle Eastern culture, a meal is a sacred symbol of intimacy. Jesus shared meals with his apostles constantly through the gospels, and in the resurrection narrative, they want to make sure that you understand that that intimacy is not lost. That's all they're telling you there. That's why in this one, it's even a little more blatant than that he asked for some fish. He took it and ate it in front of them. The intimacy has not been lost. We can still share a meal. For those of you who are younger, families used to do that around tables. It was crazy. But that intimacy of table, that was so important. And so, it's very obvious in the scriptures that they're constantly having him share the meal. And most scholars will tell you the only reason it never talks about the drink is because, probably out of deference to in Mark's gospel, he says, I will never drink wine again until I drink it with you in my heavenly kingdom. So, the wine is never had at these meals because we still have work to do. The kingdom has not come yet. But there's still that intimacy. The resurrection, for you and I, I think most of us would much prefer if we could have the three years with Jesus walking next to us in such a way that what I always call the user-friendly human interface. You could just ask questions and he would just answer. And a lot of us think that there's an intimacy there that those original disciples had. Oh, wouldn't we have loved to have had that? And what these scriptures say is that intimacy is not lost. The interface is different, but the intimacy is not lost. The new interface, if anything, doesn't allow for as much arrogance. You know, if Jesus was standing here in the flesh and said, oh, that's not the right color for Easter. Hard to argue with. I might go away and say, Jesus told me this, and you can't tell me any different. And let me tell you, there's a lot of people in their prayer life that go through life saying, God told me this, and all of you are wrong. But the arrogance is a little harder to get to. And it's a little more transparent. You know, if someone's been walking around with Jesus and we all know it, we'll allow that arrogance to affect us at a different level. When someone's arrogance comes from the same prayer life you and I have, it won't affect us, you know, because we'll know that the difference between your prayer life and their prayer life is their preexisting personality and maybe a tendency towards arrogance. You know, what's the difference? When someone, I had a vision. I had a vision of Mary or Saint Anthony or Jesus. I had a vision, and he said, I always tell people I have a theory that is pretty much backed up by almost every major spiritual writer over the centuries, and that is God will never give you a revelation about someone else's spiritual life. So when someone comes to you and says, God told me what you're supposed to do, God is whispering in your ear, run the other way. God doesn't tell us, you know, God is not a gossip. God doesn't come down and say, you're doing fine, but I need to tell you a few things about John. That's gossip, and so we tend to domesticate God into images we know, and unfortunately the images we know tend to ride towards arrogance and gossip and those sorts of things, but this new vision of Jesus is not only does he say to people, you will not recognize the Christ, but most people think they get into that, well, you always have to treat people well because you never know, you never know if that could be the angel, that could be Jesus, if that could be, you know, that's, it's really kind of the wrong question because what people are saying is, you know, if it's Jesus, I'll be nice. The actual question is, is it a child of God, and if it's not, who do you think created them? Because I do think most of us go through life with the children of God, and then all those others that may, I don't know, maybe they were created by Bernie the Carpenter or something. Who isn't created by God? That's a fundamental piece of our theology. Who is not a child of God? And people will use the term children of God to mean a certain church or a certain collection of people, but child of God, who is not created by God? And so it's not a matter of beyond your best behavior because that might be a child of God, beyond your best behavior because everyone is a child of God. And when we approach the world with that idea that we can have an intimate relationship with God, not more so than anyone else, not more knowledgeable than anyone else, then we start to find what it is to connect to one another. We start to find God, not within the human heart, but between human hearts. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The two disciples recounted what had taken place on the way
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and how Jesus was made known to them
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in the breaking of the bread.
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While they were still speaking about this,
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he stood in their midst and said to them, peace be with you.
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But they were startled and terrified
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and thought they were seeing a ghost.
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And he said to them, why are you troubled?
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And why do questions arise in your hearts?
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Look at my hands and my feet, that it is I myself.
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Touch me and see, because a ghost does not
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have flesh and bones.
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As you can see, I have.
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And as he said this, he showed them his hands and feet.
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And while they were still incredulous for joy
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and were amazed, he asked them, have you anything here to eat?
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They gave him a piece of baked fish
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and took it and ate it in front of them.
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He said to them, these are my words
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that I spoke to you while I was still with you,
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that everything written about me in the law of Moses
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and in the prophets and psalms must be fulfilled.
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Then he opened their minds to understand the scriptures.
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And he said to them, thus it is written
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that the Christ would suffer and rise
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from the dead on the third day, and that repentance
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for the forgiveness of sin would be preached in his name
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to all the nations beginning from Jerusalem.
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You are witnesses of these things.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I'm not sure whether the church did it on purpose or not.
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But you know, it kind of gives us
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two lines of the end of another story
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before it jumps into where we are today.
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The two disciples recounted what had taken place on the way.
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This is the end of the kind of somewhat well-known,
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the road to Emmaus story.
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And for those who remember the story,
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they're walking along with Jesus
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and they don't recognize that it's Jesus.
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And even though he does everything
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but show them his name tag, he, you know,
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he explains the Old Testament,
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he goes through all the teachings, he does everything.
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And then it says he's made known
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in the breaking of the bread.
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And they finally figure it out
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and they kind of beat themselves up a little over,
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oh, how could we have not recognized?
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How didn't we recognize him in this?
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And it says, and that's over.
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And the next moment he appears again and they go,
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who's this?
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And they're terrified.
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So knowing that that story just came before it,
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you keep going, so what are these
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resurrection narratives about?
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It almost sounds like anyone who's done any writing
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of any kind of literature knows that sometimes
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if you've got a character and you want them to have,
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they finally are going to have this self-revelation.
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One of the hardest things for people to do
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is not have them make the revelation early
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and then you have to have the character
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go through the same revelation about four times.
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And that's when a good editor comes in and says,
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let's take out the first five times.
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So at first, that's what it sounds like.
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It sounds like they keep having these disciples,
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they don't know it's Jesus, now we know.
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And then we back up, we don't know it's Jesus,
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now we know.
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And you think, why are we having this same story
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over and over again?
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And it's not, it's not because they needed an editor.
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It's because the point that all of the resurrection
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narratives try to make is, Jesus is not recognizable now.
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In the resurrection, we think we recognize it,
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but it's always gonna get lost in mystery.
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And what these readings do is hopefully
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they put a limitation on the possible arrogance of religion.
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Some would say they've failed over the years,
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because religion can get pretty arrogant.
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I always feel that the hackles on the back of my neck,
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I don't know what hackles are,
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but someone told me they're back there,
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that they stand up when I hear someone say,
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well, I'll tell you what God thinks about this.
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I'm like, oh, will you now?
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Can't wait to hear.
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You'd be amazed how often a phrase like that
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slips out of people's mouths.
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Will you know what God thinks about that?
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No, and neither do you.
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This idea that we've kind of domesticated God
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into someone we can answer for and tell you
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what he thinks and why he doesn't like you
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and what he's up with that,
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it's this domestication of God
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that always serves the same purpose,
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which is, if I've domesticated God,
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who's really in control, me or God?
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Now, I know that that analogy is weak
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because some of you who have animals
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who are supposedly domesticated
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but are still in charge.
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But actually, our attempt to control God
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is exactly that, and it's our attempt
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to control everyone else.
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And so you'll hear those phrases
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often come out of people's mouths,
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and I think, what were they taught?
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We can talk about what we think
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the author of the gospel is trying to teach us.
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We can talk about all those things,
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but to think that I've read the gospels,
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I know the mind of God.
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God is not subject to Scripture.
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That is really hard.
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There are, like, if you go into places
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they call four-square gospel churches,
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do not tell them that God is not subject to Scripture.
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Some of them will have coronaries.
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I mean, Scripture, it's all about Scripture.
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No, it's all about God.
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And Scripture is one of the great helps
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that we have to get us there.
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But it's about God in the end,
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and we're told you can never quite
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get your mind around God.
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And it's fascinating.
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I think I say this more often than any phrase preaching,
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but God is infinite.
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Our minds are finite.
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You cannot shove the infinite into the finite.
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It doesn't work that way.
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And so in Catholic faith, we call this a mystery.
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And now I know many of you will,
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you know, mysteries for us are things to be solved.
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In theology, a mystery is not something to be solved.
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A mystery is something you will never solve.
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A mystery is beyond our comprehension.
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And I think it's part of the arrogance of religion
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that we have that, well, nothing could possibly
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be beyond my comprehension.
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What could possibly be beyond my comprehension?
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And my answer is always,
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a lot of things less complicated than God, trust me.
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All sorts of things beyond our comprehension.
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And so when we're talking about God with one another,
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we should never come in with the arrogance
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that we've got it figured out.
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Even when we take things down to something like the Eucharist.
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Do you believe it's the real body and blood of Christ?
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And every Catholic would probably say yes.
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Explain to me what that means,
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and they'll get a little fuzzy.
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When someone says, do you believe that Jesus
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is in the bread?
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Yes.
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Do you believe that he's in the room?
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Yes.
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Can you tell me the difference?
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You know, an interesting thing happened this morning.
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They'll change the topic so quick.
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It's a mystery.
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It is a mystery, and it's things we don't understand.
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And if we approach it, that faith doesn't mean
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we understand and then we believe.
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It's that we believe, and so what is it we can believe in?
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We can believe in what we're called to do.
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We can believe in the principles we're called to uphold
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and the way we behave with one another.
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But we're not called to say we figured out God.
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They almost had it in Scripture,
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and then Gregory of Nyssa got the Trinity
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into place for us in 800,
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and after that we understood God.
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No.
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Just the next image.
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It's just the next image.
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And God is always beyond our comprehension.
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And I think many people think faith gives them,
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you'll hear they'll use phrases like,
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it's something solid to stand on,
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and what they're saying is it makes me an authority.
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That's not what faith is supposed to do.
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Faith doesn't exist to make us authorities.
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Faith exists to make us seekers, to make us explorers.
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We're fellow pilgrims on the way,
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and so we have these stories,
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and the one thing that is consistent in them,
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and this is what we can get to,
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what is the gospel writer trying to tell us?
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Well, if you read all these stories,
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there's two things you notice.
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One, they never recognize Jesus,
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and two, he always seems to be hungry.
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Now, this is not because resurrection is hard work.
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Everyone, do you have anything to eat?
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Do you have anything?
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He eats the bread, he eats the fish, he eats, you know.
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Two things that he always does.
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He always asks for that, and he never,
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but they'll never tell you he drinks anything.
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And the reason is, in Middle Eastern culture,
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a meal is a sacred symbol of intimacy.
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Jesus shared meals with his apostles
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constantly through the gospels,
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and in the resurrection narrative,
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they want to make sure that you understand
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that that intimacy is not lost.
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That's all they're telling you there.
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That's why in this one, it's even a little more blatant
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than that he asked for some fish.
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He took it and ate it in front of them.
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The intimacy has not been lost.
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We can still share a meal.
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For those of you who are younger,
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families used to do that around tables.
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It was crazy.
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But that intimacy of table, that was so important.
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And so, it's very obvious in the scriptures
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that they're constantly having him share the meal.
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And most scholars will tell you the only reason
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it never talks about the drink is because,
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probably out of deference to in Mark's gospel,
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he says, I will never drink wine again
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until I drink it with you in my heavenly kingdom.
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So, the wine is never had at these meals
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because we still have work to do.
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The kingdom has not come yet.
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But there's still that intimacy.
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The resurrection, for you and I,
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I think most of us would much prefer
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if we could have the three years with Jesus
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walking next to us in such a way
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that what I always call the user-friendly human interface.
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You could just ask questions and he would just answer.
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And a lot of us think that there's an intimacy there
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that those original disciples had.
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Oh, wouldn't we have loved to have had that?
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And what these scriptures say is that intimacy is not lost.
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The interface is different, but the intimacy is not lost.
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The new interface, if anything,
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doesn't allow for as much arrogance.
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You know, if Jesus was standing here in the flesh
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and said, oh, that's not the right color for Easter.
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Hard to argue with.
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I might go away and say, Jesus told me this,
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and you can't tell me any different.
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And let me tell you, there's a lot of people
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in their prayer life that go through life saying,
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God told me this, and all of you are wrong.
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But the arrogance is a little harder to get to.
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And it's a little more transparent.
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You know, if someone's been walking around with Jesus
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and we all know it, we'll allow that arrogance
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to affect us at a different level.
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When someone's arrogance comes from the same prayer life
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you and I have, it won't affect us, you know,
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because we'll know that the difference
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between your prayer life and their prayer life
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is their preexisting personality
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and maybe a tendency towards arrogance.
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You know, what's the difference?
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When someone, I had a vision.
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I had a vision of Mary or Saint Anthony or Jesus.
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I had a vision, and he said, I always tell people
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I have a theory that is pretty much backed up
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by almost every major spiritual writer over the centuries,
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and that is God will never give you a revelation
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about someone else's spiritual life.
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So when someone comes to you and says,
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God told me what you're supposed to do,
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God is whispering in your ear, run the other way.
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God doesn't tell us, you know, God is not a gossip.
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God doesn't come down and say, you're doing fine,
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but I need to tell you a few things about John.
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That's gossip, and so we tend to domesticate God
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into images we know, and unfortunately the images we know
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tend to ride towards arrogance and gossip
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and those sorts of things, but this new vision of Jesus
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is not only does he say to people,
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you will not recognize the Christ,
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but most people think they get into that,
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well, you always have to treat people well
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because you never know, you never know
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if that could be the angel, that could be Jesus,
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if that could be, you know, that's,
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it's really kind of the wrong question
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because what people are saying is,
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you know, if it's Jesus, I'll be nice.
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The actual question is, is it a child of God,
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and if it's not, who do you think created them?
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Because I do think most of us go through life
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with the children of God, and then all those others
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that may, I don't know, maybe they were created
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by Bernie the Carpenter or something.
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Who isn't created by God?
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That's a fundamental piece of our theology.
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Who is not a child of God?
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And people will use the term children of God
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to mean a certain church or a certain collection of people,
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but child of God, who is not created by God?
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And so it's not a matter of beyond your best behavior
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because that might be a child of God,
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beyond your best behavior because everyone
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is a child of God.
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And when we approach the world with that idea
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that we can have an intimate relationship with God,
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not more so than anyone else,
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not more knowledgeable than anyone else,
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then we start to find what it is to connect to one another.
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We start to find God, not within the human heart,
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but between human hearts.
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That's when we start to build that kingdom
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that hasn't come yet in the scripture,
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but that we pray for every day, we work our lives for,
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until we finally are finding God
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in the spaces between human hearts,
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and that will be the kingdom that Jesus came to preach.
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Father Pat’s homily delivers a deeply reflective m Father Pat’s homily delivers a deeply reflective meditation on the mystery of the Resurrection and the human tendency to domesticate and control the divine. Centered on the post-Resurrection appearances of Jesus, particularly the narrative from Luke where the disciples fail repeatedly to recognize the risen Christ, Father Pat emphasizes that this lack of recognition is not a flaw in storytelling but rather a theological truth: the resurrected Christ is not easily recognizable, and God remains beyond our full comprehension. He challenges the arrogance often found in religious certainty, cautioning against the impulse to speak authoritatively on behalf of God. Instead, he invites believers into a posture of humility, reverence, and relational intimacy with God and one another. He reminds us that the intimacy symbolized in Jesus’ shared meals continues today, particularly in the Eucharist, and that the Resurrection invites us to discover God not in certainty or authority, but in mystery, humility, and the sacred connection between human hearts.
Father Pat begins by contextualizing the Gospel reading within the broader Resurrection narratives, particularly the Road to Emmaus. The disciples' repeated failure to recognize Jesus is not literary redundancy, but a deliberate theological statement: the Resurrection transforms Jesus into someone not easily perceived by human senses. This elusiveness reflects a deeper truth—God, particularly in the Resurrection, defies our categories and escapes our attempts to define, domesticate, or fully understand. Religion, Father Pat warns, has often failed to preserve that mystery, succumbing instead to arrogance. He critiques the common habit, even among believers, of claiming to know definitively what God thinks or desires, noting how such assertions often serve the speaker’s ego more than divine truth. He cautions against reducing God to a domesticated figure we can control or use to control others. Theologians, he reminds us, have long insisted that God is infinite, while we are finite. Thus, any attempt to fully comprehend God is inherently limited.
He further explores the idea that mystery is central to faith. But in Christian theology, mystery is not a puzzle to be solved; it is a reality too vast for the human mind to grasp. This is especially true in the context of the Eucharist. Catholics affirm that the bread and wine become the body and blood of Christ, but when asked to explain how, most are left speechless. This, Father Pat argues, is not a failure of faith but a necessary condition of it. Faith does not provide mastery over God; rather, it calls us to live into mystery with humility and trust. The Gospel stories of the Resurrection reinforce this by showing the risen Christ engaging in simple, human acts—especially eating. Jesus' repeated requests for food are not mere narrative color; they are deeply symbolic. In Middle Eastern culture, sharing a meal signifies intimacy. By eating with his disciples after the Resurrection, Jesus underscores that intimacy with him is not lost in death—it is transformed, but still real.
Yet this intimacy is no longer based on physical proximity or visible signs, which makes it harder to claim spiritual superiority. No one can say, “I walked with Jesus, so I know better.” The post-Resurrection Jesus removes any possibility of that kind of authority. This democratizes spiritual experience—it is accessible to all, but also safeguards against arrogance. Father Pat then addresses a particular form of spiritual arrogance: when people claim to receive divine revelations about others. He firmly dismisses this, saying God does not gossip. True revelation, if it comes, is for the individual alone. Anyone claiming otherwise is likely projecting their own desires or biases.
Father Pat concludes by shifting the focus from seeking to recognize Jesus in disguise to recognizing every person as a child of God. The question is not “Could this person be Jesus?” but rather “Is this person a child of God?”—and the answer is always yes. He emphasizes that no one is outside the creative love of God. When we understand this, we begin to find God not merely within ourselves but in the sacred space between human hearts. This is where the Kingdom of God begins to take form—not in theological certainties or spiritual hierarchies, but in love, humility, and shared humanity. The Resurrection, then, is not only the story of Jesus rising from the dead; it is the ongoing revelation that intimacy with God is still possible, that mystery is essential to faith, and that the Kingdom is built not through authority, but through communion, humility, and love....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 914.3499755859375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. On the first day of the week, Mary of Magdala came to the tomb early in the morning while it was still dark and saw the stone removed from the tomb. So she ran and went to Simon Peter and to the other disciple whom Jesus loved and told them, they have taken the Lord from the tomb and we don't know where they've put him. So Peter and the other disciple went out and came to the tomb. They both ran, but the other disciple ran faster than Peter and arrived at the tomb first. He bent down and saw the burial claws there, but did not go in. When Simon Peter arrived after him, he went into the tomb and saw the burial claws there and the cloth that had covered his head, not with the burial claws but rolled up in a separate place. The other disciple also went in, the one who had arrived at the tomb first, and he saw and believed, for they did not yet understand the scripture, that he had to rise from the dead. The Gospel of the Lord. I sometimes think that today's gospel points us to the absolute need once in a while to be wide-eyed and incredibly sort of naive and unsophisticated. I think the enemy of hope in modern culture is sophistication. We try to, you know, because sophistication in our culture means, you know, I've kind of seen it all and nothing catches me off guard. As though our deep down we know that when we get to heaven, we'll go, pretty much what I thought. The robes could be nicer. We're just that sophisticated. I've told you over the years, I had some friends years ago who used to, they would go to the theater and they knew everything, they knew every line, they knew, I mean, they would have told you they were the most sophisticated theater people in the world and they would always say, their line was always, well, you know, how was it? We're a tough room. It was good, but this, and well, this, but, and this. They were so sophisticated that they had not enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years. That's sophistication. When you can go into any situation and go, you know, that could have been better. Because we're almost worried. This is, we see them really grappling with, you know, Mary Magdalene arrives at the tomb and he's not there. First thought goes through her head is, something worse has happened. You know, think of the culture there. They've desecrated the body, the body's gone. She runs and gets help. Peter comes in, they can't figure out what's going on because good news was the furthest thing from their mind. And I think most of us probably weighed into a lot of life with good news being the furthest thing from our mind. I can't tell you how many times I heard in school and growing up over the years that, well, if it seems too good to be true, that would have been a very interesting end to today's story. Peter said, too good to be true. You know, at the core of our faith is, sometimes too good to be true is true. And that is really difficult for us to believe because I think we believe that if we get too lost in that, we'll no longer have the skills to grapple with real despair, real suffering, the real facing of death, the things that we all do still have to do because we don't understand that that eventual hope actually makes it easier. Sometimes we feel that, oh, you know, if I hope too much and then it doesn't happen, I'll be crushed. I think the only time we're crushed is when we decide to stop hoping. You know, so you get into a relationship and you get hurt. Go into another. You know, no, no, I got hurt. I'm going to stay alone and eat a can of worms. I mean, you know, it made sense when I was eight. You know, I'm just gonna hold my breath. We sometimes just, like good news is just beyond our grasp and bad news, oh yeah, we get that. And I've noticed that there are people who kind of, they're kind of schtick. The way they are sophisticated, the way they handle things in the world is they're always kind of complaining. Well, you know, it's an awful day, but you know, maybe tomorrow will be better. Well, you know, maybe the Lord will just take me. Well, maybe that, you know, it just, it's not really even a sophistication. It's a sort of, I'm not gonna be disappointed. I'm not gonna be disappointed because I am never gonna hope for anything in the first place. And in the center of our church here is this moment that says, hope in the ridiculous. You know, all religions at their core have some teaching that logically is ridiculous. Otherwise we'd call it science. It's religion because you have to choose to believe it. It's not, you know, people, whenever someone says, oh, you can't really watch that story and read that, you can't do that and not believe. Yes, you can. It's exceedingly easy. People do it all the time. People have to make a choice to believe. I've always contended, especially when I'm teaching a beginning theology class, there are three kinds of statements in the world. There's rational, irrational, and non-rational. And rational is two plus two equals four. I don't care what language you use. If you use this and this and you tell them it's gonna be that, the mind will catch that and say that makes sense. If you try to teach two plus two is five, it will not work and they can't build a system on it and the human mind will not grab it. But then you have these non-rational statements. Religion, we come along and we say two plus two is good. Can't prove it, can't disprove it. You either choose to believe it or you don't. And that's our faith. Faith always has a choice. And I think there are people that whenever someone tells you, oh no, if you pray, this will happen, you will be converted, they're trying to make it into science because science feels safer. It's safer, but it doesn't carry the hope. And so hope is a choice. And it's a choice that we celebrate in this season. We have all these images of spring and one of my brothers is over at the house preparing some food and I just realized what he's going to see when he gets there. Yesterday, there's a couple in the parish, wonderful people, and I think these kits, people have had them for years. Every year they bring me a lamb cake that's shaped like the lamb laying on its side with the head on the top. And it's in the green coconut grass and then they just put a ton of candy around it because my doctor said I'm getting too thin. So there's this pile of candy and the lamb and every year they bring it and little licorice eyes and every year. And so yesterday, the doorbell rings and I think, oh, I know that's Karen and Ken. So we go, and we're talking while I'm holding the cake and as we're talking, the little lamb's face plants into the chocolate. Falls off, which I mean, I know many of you did the same thing this morning, so let's be fair to the lamb. But it's now face down in the chocolate. And so I get to the house and I'm like, I'm not even gonna try and put this back together. So I put the little lamb's head on a plate and put it in the refrigerator. His eyes looking right. So if you hear some screams from across the street, he thought he was coming over for Easter and he got the Godfather. But at any rate, we've got all these symbols of new life that it's kind of okay to say, you know what? Grab onto it, be hopeful, and if you're disappointed, you can survive disappointment. The gospel just tries to tell us so many times, we can survive disappointment. I think the reason Peter is put in charge is because he is not a perfect character. He just survives disappointment and he never stops trying. He sinks when he tries to walk on the water. He was the only one that tried to walk on the water. Oh, he denied Jesus three times. Only one we get a story because he kept following him right into the courtyard of danger. He tried harder than anyone and then he failed harder than anyone and that is someone who stays hopeful. That's someone who can withstand the power of hope. And so, you know, as we go for 50 days of Easter, only 40 days of Lent, we get 50 days of Easter. I hope we don't fall into what kind of becomes the Catholic pattern. For 40 days, I gave up chocolate, I gave up this, I gave up that, and then I failed three times, I felt guilty about it, I had a good Lent. I gave up, so what about Easter? So what do you do for 50 days of Easter now? I think we're having ham in the afternoon. You know, we almost feel that if we really went out and celebrated for 50 days, that there'd be something terribly un-Christian and unholy about that. You know, we've got holiness confused with a sort of sanctified, low-level depression that we're supposed to live life with. And you know, a holy person walks through life like this. You know, that sort of stained glass imagery that holy people aren't joyful. Well, joyful, but not too joyful. The Benedictine monastery I studied at, and I am not knocking them, that was an amazing experience and they're great people, but I always used to, I would start laughing during the Easter vigil, I know, even back then. Because they would get to the Alleluia and they were so excited because they were gonna do this original Alleluia chant from the 8th century, and they'd just get so excited about it, and it was one of these big pieces, and it was a chant. And so, you know, it's Easter, and all of a sudden it would start and some monk, you'd hear him in the distance. Alleluia. And I thought, can you imagine, he's risen, Alleluia. It was the most somber, and I brought it up to the abbot one day and I said, but it's just so, I don't understand, it just doesn't seem to, it's quietly joyful. Oh, is that what it is? I think Xanax can fix quietly joyful. It's all right for us to embrace life and say, you know, we're good at Lent. What if for Easter we give up guilt? Oh, no, oh Father, no. It's the only thing that keeps me religious. What if we give it up? What if we actually say, so where's this life that we're embracing? What if we start to prepare for heaven? What if we start to prepare for life well lived? What if heaven is not the place? What if it's the formation we go through? To learn, to look around and say, you know, life has got bad stuff happening, but there's good moments in between, and we're not tuned into those because we're replaying yesterday's bad or already worrying about tomorrow's. It's all there, and we focus on one or the other. I never tire of reminding people that physiological psychology will guarantee you that even within a year, you will remember less than 1% of 1% of the previous year. You already have forgotten yesterday's lunch. You might come up with what you ate, but you do not know how many bites you took. You can't really replay the whole experience. Most of it's gone. So what if you hung on to a different 1% of 1%? Then your whole history is now different. What do you focus on? And we look back and we say, well, you know, my life shaped me. Yeah, but who's choosing which memories? Who's really in charge of my history? I think we have to become a people with resurrected eyes. We have to see the world through that kind of hope. We know. We know that there will be death eventually before resurrection. I had a prophetic vision, and everyone in here within 100 years will die. Three of you today, I can't say who. But they're all seated over here. We don't know. But we do believe that the end game is God. The end game is love. And so we have to go through life starting to go, this is hard, this is easy, this is difficult, this is joyful. Which of those will I pull into tomorrow? Because someone will say, well, you can't just ignore the others, but you'd be amazed how often we get to tomorrow and have ignored what's good that happened. Has any of you ever had a teenager come home and say, you know, it was an awful day, but this one good thing happened that I can't get past? That would be someone who knew the resurrection at an early age. What if we think and pray and use our time to refocus our vision on the goodness and the hope of life? It will not keep us from fixing the problems. It will actually give us the energy to face them. As Christians, we don't face the cross because there's a great holiness in suffering. We face the cross because we know that resurrection is bigger than the cross. Easter is longer than Lent. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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On the first day of the week, Mary of Magdala
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came to the tomb early in the morning
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while it was still dark and saw the stone removed
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from the tomb.
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So she ran and went to Simon Peter
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and to the other disciple whom Jesus loved and told them,
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they have taken the Lord from the tomb
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and we don't know where they've put him.
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So Peter and the other disciple went out and came to the tomb.
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They both ran, but the other disciple ran faster than Peter
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and arrived at the tomb first.
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He bent down and saw the burial claws there, but did not go in.
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When Simon Peter arrived after him, he went into the tomb
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and saw the burial claws there and the cloth
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that had covered his head, not with the burial claws
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but rolled up in a separate place.
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The other disciple also went in, the one
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who had arrived at the tomb first,
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and he saw and believed, for they did not yet
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understand the scripture, that he had to rise from the dead.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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I sometimes think that today's gospel points us
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to the absolute need once in a while
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to be wide-eyed and incredibly sort of naive and unsophisticated.
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I think the enemy of hope in modern culture is sophistication.
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We try to, you know, because sophistication in our culture
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means, you know, I've kind of seen it all
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and nothing catches me off guard.
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As though our deep down we know that when we get to heaven,
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we'll go, pretty much what I thought.
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The robes could be nicer.
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We're just that sophisticated.
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I've told you over the years, I had some friends years ago
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who used to, they would go to the theater
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and they knew everything, they knew every line,
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they knew, I mean, they would have told you
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they were the most sophisticated theater people in the world
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and they would always say, their line was always,
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well, you know, how was it?
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We're a tough room.
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It was good, but this, and well, this, but, and this.
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They were so sophisticated that they had not enjoyed
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an evening of theater in 20 years.
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That's sophistication.
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When you can go into any situation and go,
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you know, that could have been better.
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Because we're almost worried.
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This is, we see them really grappling with,
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you know, Mary Magdalene arrives at the tomb and he's not there.
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First thought goes through her head is,
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something worse has happened.
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You know, think of the culture there.
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They've desecrated the body, the body's gone.
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She runs and gets help.
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Peter comes in, they can't figure out what's going on
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because good news was the furthest thing from their mind.
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And I think most of us probably weighed into a lot of life
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with good news being the furthest thing from our mind.
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I can't tell you how many times I heard in school
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and growing up over the years that,
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well, if it seems too good to be true,
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that would have been a very interesting end to today's story.
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Peter said, too good to be true.
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You know, at the core of our faith is,
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sometimes too good to be true is true.
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And that is really difficult for us to believe
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because I think we believe that if we get too lost in that,
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we'll no longer have the skills to grapple
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with real despair, real suffering,
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the real facing of death,
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the things that we all do still have to do
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because we don't understand that that eventual hope
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actually makes it easier.
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Sometimes we feel that, oh, you know,
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if I hope too much and then it doesn't happen,
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I'll be crushed.
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I think the only time we're crushed
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is when we decide to stop hoping.
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You know, so you get into a relationship and you get hurt.
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Go into another.
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You know, no, no, I got hurt.
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I'm going to stay alone and eat a can of worms.
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I mean, you know, it made sense when I was eight.
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You know, I'm just gonna hold my breath.
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We sometimes just, like good news is just beyond our grasp
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and bad news, oh yeah, we get that.
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And I've noticed that there are people
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who kind of, they're kind of schtick.
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The way they are sophisticated,
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the way they handle things in the world
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is they're always kind of complaining.
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Well, you know, it's an awful day, but you know,
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maybe tomorrow will be better.
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Well, you know, maybe the Lord will just take me.
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Well, maybe that, you know,
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it just, it's not really even a sophistication.
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It's a sort of, I'm not gonna be disappointed.
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I'm not gonna be disappointed
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because I am never gonna hope
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for anything in the first place.
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And in the center of our church here
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is this moment that says, hope in the ridiculous.
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You know, all religions at their core
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have some teaching that logically is ridiculous.
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Otherwise we'd call it science.
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It's religion because you have to choose to believe it.
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It's not, you know, people, whenever someone says,
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oh, you can't really watch that story and read that,
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you can't do that and not believe.
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Yes, you can.
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It's exceedingly easy.
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People do it all the time.
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People have to make a choice to believe.
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I've always contended, especially when I'm teaching
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a beginning theology class,
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there are three kinds of statements in the world.
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There's rational, irrational, and non-rational.
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And rational is two plus two equals four.
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I don't care what language you use.
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If you use this and this and you tell them
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it's gonna be that, the mind will catch that
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and say that makes sense.
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If you try to teach two plus two is five,
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it will not work and they can't build a system on it
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and the human mind will not grab it.
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But then you have these non-rational statements.
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Religion, we come along and we say two plus two is good.
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Can't prove it, can't disprove it.
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You either choose to believe it or you don't.
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And that's our faith.
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Faith always has a choice.
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And I think there are people that
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whenever someone tells you, oh no, if you pray,
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this will happen, you will be converted,
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they're trying to make it into science
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because science feels safer.
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It's safer, but it doesn't carry the hope.
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And so hope is a choice.
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And it's a choice that we celebrate in this season.
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We have all these images of spring and
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one of my brothers is over at the house
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preparing some food and I just realized
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what he's going to see when he gets there.
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Yesterday, there's a couple in the parish,
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wonderful people, and I think these kits,
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people have had them for years.
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Every year they bring me a lamb cake
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that's shaped like the lamb laying on its side
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with the head on the top.
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And it's in the green coconut grass
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and then they just put a ton of candy around it
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because my doctor said I'm getting too thin.
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So there's this pile of candy and the lamb
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and every year they bring it
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and little licorice eyes and every year.
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And so yesterday, the doorbell rings
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and I think, oh, I know that's Karen and Ken.
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So we go, and we're talking while I'm holding the cake
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and as we're talking, the little lamb's face
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plants into the chocolate.
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Falls off, which I mean, I know many of you
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did the same thing this morning,
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so let's be fair to the lamb.
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But it's now face down in the chocolate.
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And so I get to the house and I'm like,
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I'm not even gonna try and put this back together.
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So I put the little lamb's head on a plate
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and put it in the refrigerator.
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His eyes looking right.
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So if you hear some screams from across the street,
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he thought he was coming over for Easter
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and he got the Godfather.
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But at any rate, we've got all these symbols of new life
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that it's kind of okay to say, you know what?
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Grab onto it, be hopeful, and if you're disappointed,
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you can survive disappointment.
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The gospel just tries to tell us so many times,
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we can survive disappointment.
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I think the reason Peter is put in charge
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is because he is not a perfect character.
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He just survives disappointment and he never stops trying.
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He sinks when he tries to walk on the water.
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He was the only one that tried to walk on the water.
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Oh, he denied Jesus three times.
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Only one we get a story because he kept following him
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right into the courtyard of danger.
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He tried harder than anyone
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and then he failed harder than anyone
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and that is someone who stays hopeful.
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That's someone who can withstand the power of hope.
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And so, you know, as we go for 50 days of Easter,
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only 40 days of Lent, we get 50 days of Easter.
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I hope we don't fall into
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what kind of becomes the Catholic pattern.
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For 40 days, I gave up chocolate, I gave up this,
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I gave up that, and then I failed three times,
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I felt guilty about it, I had a good Lent.
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I gave up, so what about Easter?
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So what do you do for 50 days of Easter now?
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I think we're having ham in the afternoon.
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You know, we almost feel that if we really went out
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and celebrated for 50 days,
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that there'd be something terribly un-Christian
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and unholy about that.
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You know, we've got holiness confused
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with a sort of sanctified, low-level depression
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that we're supposed to live life with.
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And you know, a holy person walks through life like this.
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You know, that sort of stained glass imagery
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that holy people aren't joyful.
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Well, joyful, but not too joyful.
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The Benedictine monastery I studied at,
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and I am not knocking them,
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that was an amazing experience and they're great people,
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but I always used to, I would start laughing
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during the Easter vigil, I know, even back then.
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Because they would get to the Alleluia
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and they were so excited because they were gonna do
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this original Alleluia chant from the 8th century,
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and they'd just get so excited about it,
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and it was one of these big pieces, and it was a chant.
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And so, you know, it's Easter,
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and all of a sudden it would start
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and some monk, you'd hear him in the distance.
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Alleluia.
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And I thought, can you imagine, he's risen, Alleluia.
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It was the most somber,
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and I brought it up to the abbot one day and I said,
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but it's just so, I don't understand,
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it just doesn't seem to, it's quietly joyful.
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Oh, is that what it is?
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I think Xanax can fix quietly joyful.
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It's all right for us to embrace life and say,
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you know, we're good at Lent.
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What if for Easter we give up guilt?
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Oh, no, oh Father, no.
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It's the only thing that keeps me religious.
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What if we give it up?
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What if we actually say,
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so where's this life that we're embracing?
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What if we start to prepare for heaven?
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What if we start to prepare for life well lived?
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What if heaven is not the place?
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What if it's the formation we go through?
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To learn, to look around and say,
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you know, life has got bad stuff happening,
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but there's good moments in between,
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and we're not tuned into those
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because we're replaying yesterday's bad
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or already worrying about tomorrow's.
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It's all there, and we focus on one or the other.
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I never tire of reminding people
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that physiological psychology will guarantee you
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that even within a year,
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you will remember less than 1% of 1% of the previous year.
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You already have forgotten yesterday's lunch.
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You might come up with what you ate,
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but you do not know how many bites you took.
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You can't really replay the whole experience.
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Most of it's gone.
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So what if you hung on to a different 1% of 1%?
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Then your whole history is now different.
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What do you focus on?
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And we look back and we say,
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well, you know, my life shaped me.
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Yeah, but who's choosing which memories?
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Who's really in charge of my history?
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I think we have to become a people with resurrected eyes.
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We have to see the world through that kind of hope.
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We know.
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We know that there will be death
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eventually before resurrection.
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I had a prophetic vision,
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and everyone in here within 100 years will die.
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Three of you today, I can't say who.
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But they're all seated over here.
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We don't know.
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But we do believe that the end game is God.
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The end game is love.
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And so we have to go through life starting to go,
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this is hard, this is easy, this is difficult,
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this is joyful.
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Which of those will I pull into tomorrow?
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Because someone will say,
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well, you can't just ignore the others,
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but you'd be amazed how often we get to tomorrow
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and have ignored what's good that happened.
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Has any of you ever had a teenager come home and say,
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you know, it was an awful day,
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but this one good thing happened that I can't get past?
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That would be someone who knew the resurrection
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at an early age.
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What if we think and pray and use our time
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to refocus our vision on the goodness and the hope of life?
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It will not keep us from fixing the problems.
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It will actually give us the energy to face them.
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As Christians, we don't face the cross
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because there's a great holiness in suffering.
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We face the cross because we know
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that resurrection is bigger than the cross.
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Easter is longer than Lent.
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Heaven calls us beyond what we see here today.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of hope rooted in the resurrection of Christ. He challenges the modern tendency toward cynicism and self-protective sophistication, urging instead a childlike openness to joy and goodness—even when it seems “too good to be true.” The resurrection, he teaches, calls us not to a guarded faith but to a bold, expectant, and even joyful one—one that risks disappointment by choosing hope. Easter, with its message of life triumphing over death, demands not a quiet, somber faith, but a vibrant, resilient one that embraces life’s goodness and persists through suffering. Father Pat invites believers to live with “resurrected eyes”—to notice and cherish the good, to trust in God’s ultimate victory, and to allow hope to shape how we move through the world.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel account of Mary Magdalene at the empty tomb—shocked, bewildered, and assuming the worst. Her instinct illustrates how hope is not our natural first response when something mysterious or unexpected happens. Likewise, Peter and the beloved disciple arrive and are confused; the idea that Jesus had truly risen was, at that moment, beyond comprehension. Father Pat uses this to demonstrate how the disciples, despite having been close to Jesus, were still not expecting good news. This mirrors our own hesitancy to embrace joy or believe in redemption. We are trained by life, culture, and hardship to brace for disappointment, to shield ourselves from hope lest it betray us.
He critiques this cultural “sophistication”—the cynical, seen-it-all attitude that masquerades as wisdom, but which often chokes out joy and wonder. He uses the analogy of theater-goers who are so “sophisticated” that they haven’t enjoyed a show in 20 years. In the same way, many of us approach faith, life, and even Easter with guarded hearts, unwilling to let ourselves be amazed or delighted. He suggests that true holiness and spiritual maturity may actually require a return to spiritual naivety—not in the sense of ignorance, but in the capacity to be surprised, to be moved, to believe in goodness even when it feels risky.
Father Pat goes on to speak about the human tendency to avoid hope for fear of disappointment. Many people, he says, would rather expect nothing than risk being let down. Yet the Gospel calls us to do the opposite: to believe in the seemingly impossible good news that Christ is risen, that love defeats death, and that hope is not foolishness but divine wisdom. He points out that believing in hope is not the same as denying pain or suffering; rather, hope gives us the spiritual resilience to endure suffering. It is not an escape from reality but the very thing that allows us to live fully within it.
He offers Peter as a model of this hopeful resilience—not because Peter was perfect, but because he kept trying. Peter failed spectacularly, yet he kept showing up. His story is marked not by flawless faith but by persistent willingness to engage, to risk, to hope again. This, Father Pat suggests, is the kind of character that can truly carry the message of resurrection.
Then Father Pat turns to the season of Easter itself. While Lent gets much attention through fasting, sacrifice, and solemnity, Easter often passes with little more than a ham dinner and a day off. He challenges this imbalance, asking: What if we celebrated Easter with as much intentionality as Lent? What if, instead of giving up chocolate, we gave up guilt? What if we practiced joy, embraced life, and consciously cultivated hope for 50 days and beyond?
He humorously recounts the story of a lamb cake whose head fell off, turning a symbol of Easter into something out of a mafia movie. But even that story becomes a symbol of the messiness of real life, and how even in the absurdity or brokenness of our experiences, we can still laugh, still hope, still find meaning.
Father Pat addresses the misconception that holiness must look like somberness—that joyful faith is somehow shallow or irreverent. He critiques the “quietly joyful” Alleluia chant of monks during Easter vigil, suggesting that resurrection should inspire exuberance, not reserved solemnity. He insists that joy is not unspiritual—it is the fruit of a heart that truly understands the resurrection. He playfully suggests giving up guilt for Easter, recognizing that many believers cling to guilt as their only connection to religion. But he proposes a new way: what if we embraced God’s love and let go of shame?
He then reflects on memory and how we construct our personal narratives. Most of what happens to us is forgotten, yet we often cling to negative memories while ignoring the good. He urges us to consciously choose to remember the grace, the joy, the moments of love and goodness. This is what it means to live with “resurrected eyes”—to look for life even amid death, to notice the light even when surrounded by darkness.
Finally, Father Pat calls us to live as Easter people. The resurrection isn’t just a past event; it’s a lens through which we are invited to view all of life. Yes, suffering and death are real, but they are not the end. Easter tells us that love has the final word. He reminds us that everyone in the room will die—but more importantly, everyone is invited into resurrection. The question is: what do we carry with us into the next day? What stories do we tell ourselves? What memories do we choose to keep? What vision do we choose to live by?
In the end, Father Pat’s message is profoundly hopeful. He invites us to choose joy, to risk belief, to live with hearts open to goodness, and to trust that the resurrection is not only true, but transformative. Hope, he says, is not naivety—it’s courage. Easter is our invitation to live differently, to believe in redemption, and to let our lives reflect the light of Christ, risen and alive....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 983.3499755859375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. When the Sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene, Mary, the mother of James and Salome, brought spices so that they might go and anoint him. Very early, when the sun had risen on the first day of the week, they came to the tomb. They were saying to one another, Who will roll back the stone for us for the entrance to the tomb? When they looked up, they saw that the stone had been rolled back. It was very large. On entering the tomb, they saw a young man sitting on the right side, clothed in a white robe, and they were utterly amazed. He said to them, Do not be amazed. You seek Jesus of Nazareth, the crucified. He has been raised. He is not here. Behold the place where they laid him, but go and tell his disciples and Peter, He is going before you to Galilee. There you will see him as he told you. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Okay. Usually the mic is down here on my belt, but I'm wearing something they never told me about in seminary. I didn't know priests had a swimming out. This is my swimming out. It's a little heavier than the one that goes under vestments. You know, tonight, I always tell the candidates and the catechumens, you know, there's a moment at which, you know, you just don't worry. We have to take care of the ritual, and, you know, the worry just, you know, it's our job to get you through it. What I don't always tell them is, I'm usually a nervous wreck because I only do these things once a year. And there's a moment right after confirmation, every year, when the last person is confirmed, I'm like, Oh, from here on, it's just mass. I know this. I do this every week, and everything just gets so simple and easy. And once a year is difficult. I'm lucky I remember how to blow out candles. Once a year is kind of an odd thing. And so we come together, and we do something very different. And any of you who have been with us Thursday and Friday and tonight have learned a couple things. One is, MBB, we are maybe a bit traumatic. We have to confess this. But, you know, different liturgies have different style. The message that comes through should always be the same. And, you know, they always say that, you know, if a community is dramatic, it usually is a reflection of the choir director. So... Teresa Bus. But there's this sense that, you know, we come together because these stories, these stories, it's not that they need to be dramatic. It's not that we don't think that they can stand on their own. But we have learned, and sometimes you go to places, you've learned that when we do it every week, when we go all the time, we get what I call this sort of layer of dust over our eyes that comes from habit. And so we come week after week, and people of every denomination can sit down in their pew, and someone can get up and pick up a scripture and say, and God dashed their children against a stone, and we just sort of go, the word of the Lord. It doesn't hit us at all. You know, these readings should kind of shock us. They were shocking in their day, they're still shocking, but, you know, familiarity sort of, it doesn't breed contempt in this case, but it breeds a sort of emotional and intellectual apathy in these readings, just sort of, we hear them week after week, and we don't really hear some of the lines. And, you know, one of the lines that is crucial to our understanding of what happens tonight when people are baptized, when people are brought into our faith, when all of you who have been brought into the faith, what that means at that moment. And it is a remembrance that once you belong, you know, everyone, I kind of hope, because I think we should live in a little bit of tension, I hope that every one of you at some time in your life has had someone say to you, you can't believe that and still be Catholic. What I hope even more is that you had the peace of mind to go, I can hear you're uncomfortable. That's always the answer to that. We've been too often in every faith, I think, in our culture, and across the country, we use faith a little to infantilize people. We're all waiting, you know, someone, I'll get people, they'll come to me and they'll say, now, so and so said this and this and this, and I, you know, which is it? And I always think it's odd if someone's coming to me and say, which do I believe? You know, could you call the Vatican and ask daddy to tell me what I believe? And that's the heart of many people's faith, is someone else will tell us. But that's someone else's faith. What we're here to do is explore together, and you know, when someone says, well, can I be Catholic, and you already are. It's not a can you be, and everyone who comes in tonight, you are. You're Catholic, it's kind of like saying, well, can I think this and still be a member of my family? Mine would have booted me long ago if they could have caught me. You know, I mean, but you belong. When in the first reading, the line that always hits me, and I think Hunter had it this year in that sixth day, and God saw that everything that God created was good. So when we have that doubt in ourselves and think, am I a good person? What we're really asking is, did God create me? If God created you, and God saw that everything he created was good, except Patrick. I mean, it really is odd that it even comes to our mind if we believe the first part of that. But a lot of us cannot really get to that image that God is love. That God is love, and everything created by God is good. And that you and I really, we have the ability to make bad choices and mess up our lives. We do it all the time. But we don't have the ability to undo the goodness of God. You're not that powerful to undo the goodness of God. So I always think, so where do we think we, where do we think we succeeded there? That we're the one thing God created that isn't good, or that somehow we got it undone? It's not about, because I think a lot of people think when you hear that kind of theology, oh, they're just going easy on people. No, it's not about people. It's about our image of God. It's who we believe God is. That was the heart of Catherine of Siena's theology, which I always tell people, I just, I loved Catherine. And many of you have heard this a gazillion times from me, that she had the image of hell. And she, it was just, it was just like so many of the saints and the swirling fire and all, but her image always ends with, and it was empty. That's not her image of hell. That's not her image of sin. That's not her image of humanity. That's her image of God. That's her image of God. What's our image of God? And it's, it's almost frightening to go there. And so we, we go to this treatum every year, and we don't realize that where we end here with baptisms and the first communions and the confirmations, and where we end is exactly where we started on Thursday. In the end, it really is all about that word communion. It is about communion. And there are two communions that we celebrate through the, the tritium. The first was last night. And I talked a little bit about God coming down to be wounded, to suffer, to die, because those are things that God cannot do as God. It is, it, it, you cannot wound God. You know, God does not suffer. God is, God is God. God doesn't doubt. He knows what's going to happen. Not one of those things. Not the fall of Adam. Not what happened before the flood came. None of that was God getting up and saying, I did not see this coming. Plan B, I'll have to send my son because Eden didn't work. It's not that God didn't see something coming. So God can't be in doubt. God can't be any of those things. So how to connect to us in our pain and our suffering? God becomes human to come into communion with us. So last night we celebrate that God makes the effort to be in communion with us, to come and go through humanity. What it is to be human. And he does it for tonight, which is the second communion, so that we know that we will be in communion with God and that is resurrection. And that is power. And that is new life. And God could have done that without coming down. You know, God didn't have to send Jesus because there was some ancient contract and debts had to be paid. You know, who did he make the contract with? You know, it's not that. It's God could have just waved a wand and said they'll all come to heaven. But, you know, all it takes is a little bit of critical thinking and you see the flaw in that. If all of us go to heaven just like this, then heaven will be Denver. You know, I think what we really think is heaven will be that place where I will still be me, but you will all be much better. You'll all be perfectly loving and perfectly forgiving. You'll all, you know, there'll be no sin. But I will still get to be me. And as long as I'm the center of the universe, it's not a bad theory. But instead, so I have to change. So why the gospel? Why this story? Why does God come down? Why does God connect with us this way? Because heaven is not a place we get to. It's a formation we go through. Heaven is a formation we go through until we're ready to be there. And so God gives us all of these stories tonight. And these stories are there to form us and to help us to start to connect to one another and to start to see the flaws in being unwilling to forgive and the flaws of injustice in our systems and in our interpersonal lives. We see the flaws. We work to correct them. We don't get it done usually in this life. By the time we're at our last day and we're ready to take our last breath, we will look around. It will still be Denver. Now, please quit telling people from out of state how close that is to heaven. But, you know, it'll still be Denver. We'll still have not fixed everything. We will still not be perfect. And that's where that Catholic teaching of purgatory comes in. There's still process. God will still continue. But what he won't do is to come through and say, you know what? What I'll do is I'll wipe out your personalities, put in something more heavenly, and then you'll all get along. And heaven will be full. It just won't really be us. Heaven's got to be a formation. And so these stories and this night and our coming together is the formation we're called to. Being in community. Not because we will agree on everything, but because we will be in community. We will be in community that makes absolute sense at times and is an insane amount of tension at times. At times we'll say, oh, you know, I agree, you know. Do you agree with the church? Well, sometimes I agree with this church, this church not so much. I'm not even going to talk about this church, you know. This is church. This is church. We are baptized into parishes. It is part of our canon law that most people forget about and don't know. You're not baptized into the church, the kingdom. We actually, canon law says you have to be baptized into a parish. You actually can't just go and say, I just want to be baptized into the church. You have to be baptized into a parish. Why? Because it's your job to struggle with this community. It is this community's job to stay connected to the church. Not yours. You have to stay connected to your community. The community's job then is to connect to the church. So, because community, communion is what God came to give us. And he could have given it to us with a wave of hand. But where's the formation? So, God comes as a story. God comes as a story. And tonight we hear all the rich stories, the richest stories that we know. And we tell them because we remind ourselves we're not here to pass an exam, click off the right rituals, and get into the country club. We're here because heaven is a formation. And it's a formation. God does the heavy lifting. The grace is there. Through what Jesus did we can get to heaven. But the formation is left through the stories, through the community, through the coming together. Tonight, as we celebrate people coming into our church, we should remember we are church. And if someone says, well, can you be Catholic? I am. What do you mean? Can you be human and think that? I've tried not being human. Or so my mother says. You are. You are Catholic. You do belong. And I think that word belong becomes very important tonight. As we watch people come in that we remember we belong. We celebrate those who would like to belong to this formation, to this path to heaven, to this recognition of God. Not as the only one in the world, but as this community. And so we ask God to grace those who are coming in tonight, but also to remind each of us that at this point our belonging isn't even ours to get rid of. Our belonging is God's. And if you wish to go up against God on your belonging, that you can do on your own. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When the Sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene, Mary,
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the mother of James and Salome, brought spices
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so that they might go and anoint him.
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Very early, when the sun had risen on the first day
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of the week, they came to the tomb.
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They were saying to one another,
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Who will roll back the stone for us
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for the entrance to the tomb?
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When they looked up, they saw that the stone
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had been rolled back.
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It was very large.
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On entering the tomb, they saw a young man
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sitting on the right side, clothed in a white robe,
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and they were utterly amazed.
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He said to them, Do not be amazed.
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You seek Jesus of Nazareth, the crucified.
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He has been raised.
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He is not here.
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Behold the place where they laid him,
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but go and tell his disciples and Peter,
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He is going before you to Galilee.
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There you will see him as he told you.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Okay.
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Usually the mic is down here on my belt,
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but I'm wearing something they never told me about
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in seminary.
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I didn't know priests had a swimming out.
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This is my swimming out.
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It's a little heavier than the one
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that goes under vestments.
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You know, tonight, I always tell the candidates
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and the catechumens, you know,
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there's a moment at which, you know,
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you just don't worry.
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We have to take care of the ritual,
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and, you know, the worry just, you know,
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it's our job to get you through it.
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What I don't always tell them is,
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I'm usually a nervous wreck because
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I only do these things once a year.
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And there's a moment right after confirmation,
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every year, when the last person is confirmed,
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I'm like, Oh, from here on, it's just mass.
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I know this.
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I do this every week,
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and everything just gets so simple and easy.
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And once a year is difficult.
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I'm lucky I remember how to blow out candles.
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Once a year is kind of an odd thing.
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And so we come together,
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and we do something very different.
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And any of you who have been with us
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Thursday and Friday and tonight
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have learned a couple things.
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One is, MBB, we are maybe a bit traumatic.
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We have to confess this.
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But, you know, different liturgies
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have different style.
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The message that comes through
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should always be the same.
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And, you know, they always say that,
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you know, if a community is dramatic,
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it usually is a reflection of the choir director.
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So...
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Teresa Bus.
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But there's this sense that, you know,
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we come together because these stories,
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these stories, it's not that they need to be dramatic.
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It's not that we don't think
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that they can stand on their own.
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But we have learned,
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and sometimes you go to places,
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you've learned that when we do it every week,
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when we go all the time,
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we get what I call this sort of layer of dust
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over our eyes that comes from habit.
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And so we come week after week,
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and people of every denomination
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can sit down in their pew,
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and someone can get up
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and pick up a scripture and say,
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and God dashed their children against a stone,
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and we just sort of go,
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the word of the Lord.
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It doesn't hit us at all.
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You know, these readings
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should kind of shock us.
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They were shocking in their day,
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they're still shocking,
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but, you know, familiarity sort of,
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it doesn't breed contempt in this case,
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but it breeds a sort of
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emotional and intellectual apathy
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in these readings,
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just sort of, we hear them week after week,
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and we don't really hear some of the lines.
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And, you know, one of the lines
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that is crucial to our understanding
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of what happens tonight
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when people are baptized,
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when people are brought into our faith,
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when all of you who have been
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brought into the faith,
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what that means at that moment.
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And it is a remembrance that
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once you belong,
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you know, everyone,
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I kind of hope,
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because I think we should
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live in a little bit of tension,
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I hope that every one of you
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at some time in your life
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has had someone say to you,
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you can't believe that
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and still be Catholic.
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What I hope even more
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is that you had the peace of mind
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to go, I can hear you're uncomfortable.
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That's always the answer to that.
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We've been too often in every faith,
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I think, in our culture,
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and across the country,
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we use faith a little
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to infantilize people.
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We're all waiting, you know,
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someone, I'll get people,
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they'll come to me and they'll say,
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now, so and so said this
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and this and this,
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and I, you know, which is it?
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And I always think it's odd
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if someone's coming to me
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and say, which do I believe?
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You know, could you call
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the Vatican and ask daddy
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to tell me what I believe?
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And that's the heart
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of many people's faith,
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is someone else will tell us.
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But that's someone else's faith.
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What we're here to do
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is explore together,
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and you know, when someone says,
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well, can I be Catholic,
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and you already are.
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It's not a can you be,
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and everyone who comes in tonight,
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you are.
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You're Catholic,
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it's kind of like saying,
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well, can I think this
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and still be a member
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of my family?
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Mine would have booted me long ago
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if they could have caught me.
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You know, I mean,
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but you belong.
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When in the first reading,
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the line that always hits me,
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and I think Hunter had it
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this year in that sixth day,
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and God saw that everything
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that God created was good.
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So when we have that doubt
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in ourselves and think,
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am I a good person?
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What we're really asking is,
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did God create me?
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If God created you,
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and God saw that everything
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he created was good,
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except Patrick.
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I mean, it really is odd
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that it even comes to our mind
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if we believe the first part of that.
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But a lot of us cannot really get
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to that image that God is love.
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That God is love,
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and everything created by God
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is good.
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And that you and I really,
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we have the ability
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to make bad choices
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and mess up our lives.
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We do it all the time.
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But we don't have the ability
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to undo the goodness of God.
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You're not that powerful
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to undo the goodness of God.
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So I always think,
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so where do we think we,
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where do we think we succeeded there?
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That we're the one thing
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God created that isn't good,
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or that somehow we got it undone?
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It's not about,
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because I think a lot of people think
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when you hear that kind of theology,
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oh, they're just going easy on people.
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No, it's not about people.
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It's about our image of God.
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It's who we believe God is.
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That was the heart
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of Catherine of Siena's theology,
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which I always tell people,
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I just, I loved Catherine.
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And many of you have heard this
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a gazillion times from me,
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that she had the image of hell.
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And she, it was just,
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it was just like so many of the saints
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and the swirling fire and all,
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but her image always ends with,
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and it was empty.
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That's not her image of hell.
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That's not her image of sin.
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That's not her image of humanity.
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That's her image of God.
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That's her image of God.
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What's our image of God?
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And it's, it's almost
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frightening to go there.
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And so we, we go to this
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treatum every year,
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and we don't realize that
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where we end here with baptisms
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and the first communions
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and the confirmations,
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and where we end is exactly
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where we started on Thursday.
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In the end, it really is
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all about that word communion.
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It is about communion.
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And there are two communions
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that we celebrate
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through the, the tritium.
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The first was last night.
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And I talked a little bit
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about God coming down
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to be wounded, to suffer,
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to die, because those are things
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that God cannot do as God.
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It is, it, it,
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you cannot wound God.
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You know, God does not suffer.
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God is, God is God.
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God doesn't doubt.
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He knows what's going to happen.
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Not one of those things.
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Not the fall of Adam.
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Not what happened
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before the flood came.
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None of that was God
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getting up and saying,
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I did not see this coming.
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Plan B, I'll have to send my son
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because Eden didn't work.
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It's not that God
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didn't see something coming.
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So God can't be in doubt.
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God can't be any of those things.
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So how to connect to us
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in our pain and our suffering?
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God becomes human
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to come into communion with us.
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So last night we celebrate
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that God makes the effort
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to be in communion with us,
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to come and go through humanity.
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What it is to be human.
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And he does it for tonight,
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which is the second communion,
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so that we know
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that we will be in communion with God
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and that is resurrection.
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And that is power.
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And that is new life.
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And God could have done that
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without coming down.
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You know, God didn't have
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to send Jesus because
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there was some ancient contract
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and debts had to be paid.
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You know, who did he make
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the contract with?
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You know, it's not that.
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It's God could have just
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waved a wand and said
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they'll all come to heaven.
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But, you know, all it takes
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is a little bit
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of critical thinking
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and you see the flaw in that.
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If all of us go to heaven
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just like this,
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then heaven will be Denver.
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You know, I think
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what we really think is
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heaven will be that place
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where I will still be me,
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but you will all be much better.
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You'll all be perfectly loving
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and perfectly forgiving.
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You'll all, you know,
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there'll be no sin.
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But I will still get to be me.
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And as long as I'm
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the center of the universe,
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it's not a bad theory.
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But instead,
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so I have to change.
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So why the gospel?
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Why this story?
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Why does God come down?
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Why does God connect
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with us this way?
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Because heaven is not
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a place we get to.
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It's a formation we go through.
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Heaven is a formation
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we go through
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until we're ready to be there.
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And so God gives us
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all of these stories tonight.
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And these stories
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are there to form us
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and to help us to start
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to connect to one another
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and to start to see the flaws
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in being unwilling to forgive
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and the flaws of injustice
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in our systems
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and in our interpersonal lives.
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We see the flaws.
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We work to correct them.
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We don't get it done
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usually in this life.
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By the time we're at our last day
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and we're ready
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to take our last breath,
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we will look around.
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It will still be Denver.
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Now, please quit telling people
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from out of state
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how close that is to heaven.
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But, you know,
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it'll still be Denver.
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We'll still have not fixed everything.
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We will still not be perfect.
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And that's where that Catholic
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teaching of purgatory comes in.
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There's still process.
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God will still continue.
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But what he won't do
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is to come through and say,
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you know what?
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What I'll do is I'll wipe out
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your personalities,
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put in something more heavenly,
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and then you'll all get along.
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And heaven will be full.
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It just won't really be us.
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Heaven's got to be a formation.
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And so these stories
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and this night
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and our coming together
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is the formation we're called to.
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Being in community.
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Not because we will agree
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on everything,
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but because we will be in community.
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We will be in community
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that makes absolute sense at times
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and is an insane amount
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of tension at times.
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At times we'll say,
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oh, you know, I agree, you know.
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Do you agree with the church?
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Well,
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sometimes I agree with this church,
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this church not so much.
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I'm not even going to talk
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about this church, you know.
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This is church.
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This is church.
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We are baptized into parishes.
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It is part of our canon law
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that most people forget about
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and don't know.
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You're not baptized
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into the church, the kingdom.
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We actually, canon law says
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you have to be baptized into a parish.
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You actually can't just go
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and say,
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I just want to be baptized
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into the church.
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You have to be baptized
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into a parish.
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Why?
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Because it's your job
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to struggle with this community.
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It is this community's job
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to stay connected to the church.
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Not yours.
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You have to stay connected
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to your community.
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The community's job then
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is to connect to the church.
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So, because community, communion
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is what God came to give us.
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And he could have given it to us
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with a wave of hand.
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But where's the formation?
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So, God comes as a story.
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God comes as a story.
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And tonight we hear
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all the rich stories,
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the richest stories that we know.
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And we tell them
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because we remind ourselves
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we're not here
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to pass an exam,
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click off the right rituals,
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and get into the country club.
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We're here
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because heaven is a formation.
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And it's a formation.
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God does the heavy lifting.
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The grace is there.
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Through what Jesus did
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we can get to heaven.
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But the formation is left
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through the stories,
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through the community,
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through the coming together.
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Tonight, as we celebrate
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people coming into our church,
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we should remember
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we are church.
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And if someone says,
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well, can you be Catholic?
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I am.
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What do you mean?
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Can you be human and think that?
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I've tried not being human.
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Or so my mother says.
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You are.
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You are Catholic.
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You do belong.
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And I think
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that word belong
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becomes very important tonight.
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As we watch people come in
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that we remember
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we belong.
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We celebrate those
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who would like to belong
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to this formation,
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to this path to heaven,
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to this recognition of God.
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Not as the only one in the world,
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but as this community.
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And so we ask God
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to grace those
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who are coming in tonight,
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but also to remind each of us
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that at this point
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our belonging isn't even ours
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to get rid of.
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Our belonging is God's.
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And if you wish to go up
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against God on your belonging,
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that you can do on your own.
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This community
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth of belonging—to God, to the Church, and to one another in community. Through the telling of the Resurrection story and the rituals of Holy Week, he reminds us that faith is not about legalism, perfection, or intellectual certainty, but about formation, relationship, and communion. The Easter Vigil is not merely a dramatic event, but a transformative celebration in which we remember who we are: people created good by a loving God, invited into an ongoing journey of becoming. The Resurrection is not simply a past event but a present and personal calling to new life and communal belonging, where God’s grace forms us into who we are meant to be.
In his deeply pastoral and reflective homily, Father Pat begins by acknowledging the emotional and spiritual weight of the Easter Vigil, both for those being received into the Church and for the celebrant himself. His humorous and humble confession of nervousness underscores the uniqueness and sacredness of the moment. Yet, far from being a performance, the liturgy is a communal act of remembrance and participation in the divine story. He draws attention to how repeated exposure to Scripture can numb us to its radical message, causing us to miss the astonishment and challenge embedded in the Resurrection narrative. The women at the tomb were amazed, and so should we be. The empty tomb is not a passive symbol, but an invitation into transformation.
Father Pat reminds us that belief is not about intellectual assent to a checklist of doctrines. It is communion with God and others. He challenges the tendency to treat faith as something dictated by authority or tradition alone, urging the faithful instead to engage in personal discernment within community. The idea that one could be “too flawed” or “not good enough” to belong is rejected outright. Referencing Genesis, he affirms that everything God created is good—including each person. Sin and failure are real, but they do not undo the foundational goodness of creation. We are not powerful enough to erase God’s goodness in us.
He then turns to the nature of God revealed through Jesus. God, in divine essence, cannot suffer or die. Yet in Christ, God chooses to enter into human experience—even into suffering and death—not because of a cosmic contract, but because communion requires solidarity. God enters into our humanity so that we may be formed through it into divine life. This, he explains, is the first communion: God with us. The Resurrection completes the divine movement toward us, and now calls us toward God, forming us gradually into people capable of eternal communion. This is the second communion: us with God.
Heaven, then, is not a static destination but a state of being we are prepared for through formation. If God were to simply grant heaven without transformation, it would be indistinguishable from our current flawed existence. Heaven must be different not only in place but in personhood. We must be made new. This is why God gives us Scripture, sacraments, and most importantly, each other. We are formed in and through community—not because it is easy or always agreeable, but precisely because it requires us to grow, to forgive, to love, and to be humbled.
Father Pat emphasizes that our faith is embodied in the local parish, where we are baptized, confirmed, and formed. It is not enough to be part of an abstract "universal church.” Canon law requires baptism into a parish because it is in real, lived community that our faith is tested and nurtured. The Church is not a perfect institution nor is it meant to be a monolith of uniformity. It is a place of tension, diversity, and grace. Faith is not about having all the answers, but about remaining committed to the journey, to community, and to the God who walks with us.
In closing, Father Pat returns to the theme of belonging. The question is not “Can I be Catholic?” but rather, “Do I recognize that I already am?” Belonging is not earned; it is given by God. Even when we doubt ourselves, even when others question our place, our belonging is not something we can forfeit—it is God’s gift. The Easter Vigil, with its baptisms and confirmations, is not just about those entering the Church but a reminder to all of us that we are Church. We belong. And in that belonging, we are formed into the people God created us to be, now and for eternity....
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I think sometimes we just, linguistically, we get talking about the cross. The cross is wood. The man on the cross, and what happens, and why God comes down to die, and there's a thing called atonement theology, which is not my favorite, which is God needed Jesus to suffer before he let us off the hook, and it makes Jesus the hero, but you kind of raise an eyebrow at God. It's an elephant right in the center of our Christianity that no one wants to really say, well, what was he saving us from? Well, you know, hell. Well, who made hell? And we start wiggling and getting a little uncomfortable, and it kind of comes down to this feeling that Jesus saves us from the wrath of, okay, we don't want to go there. What do we do with that absolute paradox in our faith? Incarnation theology says Jesus came to die and to suffer because those are experiences that God cannot have. God can't suffer. God can't not know what's happening tomorrow, so God has to empty himself and become like us. And we could say, you know, we could have told him ahead of time, why would you want to come and suffer and die? And if you look through history and if you look through your lives, if you look what's going on right now in our own culture and around the world, you come to realize something very quickly, and that is there is a human bond that happens in suffering that happens nowhere else in life. You know, triumph is fun, we enjoy it, but it is in the suffering that we really come together. It's sort of the paradox of our faith. I always tell people, especially people who either they're new to the faith or they aren't sure, they're new to the parish, and they'll always say things like, well, you know, I struggle with this belief and I feel alone. When you feel alone, that's when you know you're like everyone else. When you feel like you don't fit in, oh, you are one of us. That's that paradox. And so in our woundedness is the wholeness. How do we get there? Because that's why we come and we're brave enough to look at the cross. Not just because we think, oh, eventually it's resurrection, but because we know when we look at the cross, that's where our connection to one another is. I'm going to share, I'm not going to sing a song, but I am going to share with you a line of a song, so I'm going to make Nick get off the keyboard. You know, he comes clear from out of town and I boot him. For those of you that don't know, I've been on a, like a craze, writing music lately, and I've backed off, not all of you, but I've backed off church music. I've been writing church music forever and, you know, other than having five rhymes for the word charity, you know, after a while you think I've got to write some different lyrics just to keep myself sharp. So I thought I'm going to do a cycle of theater songs, of a life, a life that starts and goes clear to death, and what's been plaguing me is the last song, the death. Because I had this chorus and I knew what I wanted to do with it, I kind of, it started out as a tribute to my grandmother Dolan, which quickly became a tribute to my grandmother Kelly, I'll tell you. But just, what happened is at the very end of this, I was three notes away from being able to end this song and go to bed one night, and I finally had to give up. And what I had done, because I know a lot of us have felt like in the last few years that all the battles we fought in our life, you know, we fought against racism and we fought against sexism and we fought against all these isms, and we all of a sudden look around and they're on the rise again and we think those mountains that we thought we climbed are ahead of us. And when did that happen? And I kind of wanted to weave that into this last thing about, you know, one of my grandmothers used to always say, you know, you do what's yours to do and you trust others. You know, even at the end of your life, you didn't get everything done. And so I was going to, I was going to end with this, which is this, um... And we don't change the whole world and the race isn't done. But we pass the baton to those still able to run. Remember all we've achieved on the shoulders of those who came before us to begin this fight we know that we chose. We are, and I couldn't think of the last word. We are one just sounded like, you know, I knew I was going there. But we are, and it wasn't a religious piece, we are gods, we are peace. And I thought, you know, we, my belief there, we're the body of Christ. We're this group that's connected through our woundedness. And you know, lyrics will drive me up a tree until I find the lyric I want. And so I did what anyone would do. I forgot about that song and wrote the others. And I, and I, the verses were about my grandmother. So it's not going to shock you. I had two grandmothers. Some people have more. I just had two. And my grandmother, Dolan, that's how the song started out. I have this memory. When I was a kid, my grandmother, if I was sitting next to my grandmother, no matter what else was happening in the family, it was like being in a safe zone. No one would have tried anything around her, not because she was harsh. She was the gentlest woman you ever met. And I remember her hands. And I remember if I was sitting there holding my grandmother's hands in a, in a, and many of you know, I've told you, I, I grew up in a home with two alcoholic parents and five older brothers that had no supervision. Do the math. When I was holding grandmother Dolan's hand, I was safe. It's probably the only experience in childhood I had of safe, was holding that hand. And so I grew up with this deep love for my grandmother, Dolan. And as I started to write the song, I realized, you know, she had, she had an easy, gentle life. I started to realize I will never understand that security and that safety, and I'll always have that love for her. But my grandmother, Kelly, was my hero. In the early 1930s, she was left by her husband and raised two girls alone. In the 30s and in the 40s, in a world that told her she didn't need as much pay as men. And she raised two girls and she saw him through boarding school and she, I mean, and yes, she was a harder woman when she got older. We didn't mess around with grandmother Kelly. Even though she made the best peanut brittle in the world. But you know, and, and, and her daughters, unfortunately, as is so common, their dad took off and they never saw him again and he kind of showed up in adult life. When daddy came to town, everything was wonderful. And when mom, who had been there every day of her life, was there, oh, she kind of irritated them. And I realized she was the hero. And she was the one that used to tell me, and I'd say, because when I started to realize how poor she'd grown, I'd, how do you get through? And she'd always say, you do what's yours to do. It's all you can do. You do what's yours to do. And so I got to thinking, it's that woundedness that connects us. That's the body of Christ. That it is our absolute loss that is our absolute gaining of one another. We don't get that anywhere else. I'm watching these young people all over the world and they're marching and they're not marching because they're triumphant, they're marching because they're wounded. They're wounded. And their wounds will bond them beyond anything we can imagine. Because that's what bonds us. This tether. So today I went back to this song because I had a homily to write. And then you look, you look for distractions. So I thought, you know, it's like when I was in college, when it was time to study for exams, that's when I finally cleaned the dorm. So I thought I'd go back to this song and I got to that same point. And literally, my hands changed keys. And I went to a different place. And it was my image of the body of Christ. But I didn't know it until I'd done it. If I get emotional, I've been a wreck writing for three months. So you'll just have to live. So I got the same chorus. A change in the world and the race isn't done. But we pass the baton to those still able to run. Remember all we've achieved on the shoulders of those who came before us. To begin this fight, we know that we chose. We are part of the unbroken chain of all who've been broken. Lifted by unspoken pain to speak the words that must be spoken. Live a life that's given us. And when we are gone, just like those who came before us, trust who follow will carry on. We'll trust that those who follow will carry on. I started to realize that's who we are. We are the unbroken chain of all who've been broken. We've all been broken. But the chain has not. 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For those WEBVTT
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For those of you who may be visiting, and you feel like you don't know what's going
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on in the service, neither do the Catholics, so it's okay.
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This liturgy takes place once a year, so it's not like our normal mass, so things happen.
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In a minute, we will do the veneration of the cross, which is a very unique ritual in
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our faith, where people come up, and we will have the cross, we'll do a procession with
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it, it's laid out, and people come and they touch the cross, and some take a moment to
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pray, and it reminds us that this moment of loss and death and pain and desolation are
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central to our faith, and it's thrown around so much that we don't always think why, and
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so we hear a lot of odd ideas thrown out in the world as to why Christians are so focused
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to the cross.
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First off, the cross does nothing for us.
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The man on the cross is a different story.
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I think sometimes we just, linguistically, we get talking about the cross.
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The cross is wood.
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The man on the cross, and what happens, and why God comes down to die, and there's a thing
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called atonement theology, which is not my favorite, which is God needed Jesus to suffer
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before he let us off the hook, and it makes Jesus the hero, but you kind of raise an eyebrow
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at God.
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It's an elephant right in the center of our Christianity that no one wants to really say,
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well, what was he saving us from?
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Well, you know, hell.
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Well, who made hell?
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And we start wiggling and getting a little uncomfortable, and it kind of comes down to
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this feeling that Jesus saves us from the wrath of, okay, we don't want to go there.
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What do we do with that absolute paradox in our faith?
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Incarnation theology says Jesus came to die and to suffer because those are experiences
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that God cannot have.
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God can't suffer.
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God can't not know what's happening tomorrow, so God has to empty himself and become like
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us.
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And we could say, you know, we could have told him ahead of time, why would you want
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to come and suffer and die?
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And if you look through history and if you look through your lives, if you look what's
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going on right now in our own culture and around the world, you come to realize something
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very quickly, and that is there is a human bond that happens in suffering that happens
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nowhere else in life.
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You know, triumph is fun, we enjoy it, but it is in the suffering that we really come
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together.
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It's sort of the paradox of our faith.
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I always tell people, especially people who either they're new to the faith or they
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aren't sure, they're new to the parish, and they'll always say things like, well,
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you know, I struggle with this belief and I feel alone.
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When you feel alone, that's when you know you're like everyone else.
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When you feel like you don't fit in, oh, you are one of us.
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That's that paradox.
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And so in our woundedness is the wholeness.
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How do we get there?
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Because that's why we come and we're brave enough to look at the cross.
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Not just because we think, oh, eventually it's resurrection, but because we know when
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we look at the cross, that's where our connection to one another is.
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I'm going to share, I'm not going to sing a song, but I am going to share with you a
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line of a song, so I'm going to make Nick get off the keyboard.
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You know, he comes clear from out of town and I boot him.
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For those of you that don't know, I've been on a, like a craze, writing music lately,
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and I've backed off, not all of you, but I've backed off church music.
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I've been writing church music forever and, you know, other than having five rhymes for
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the word charity, you know, after a while you think I've got to write some different
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lyrics just to keep myself sharp.
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So I thought I'm going to do a cycle of theater songs, of a life, a life that starts and goes
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clear to death, and what's been plaguing me is the last song, the death.
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Because I had this chorus and I knew what I wanted to do with it, I kind of, it started
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out as a tribute to my grandmother Dolan, which quickly became a tribute to my grandmother
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Kelly, I'll tell you.
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But just, what happened is at the very end of this, I was three notes away from being
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able to end this song and go to bed one night, and I finally had to give up.
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And what I had done, because I know a lot of us have felt like in the last few years
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that all the battles we fought in our life, you know, we fought against racism and we
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fought against sexism and we fought against all these isms, and we all of a sudden look
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around and they're on the rise again and we think those mountains that we thought we climbed
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are ahead of us.
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And when did that happen?
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And I kind of wanted to weave that into this last thing about, you know, one of my grandmothers
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used to always say, you know, you do what's yours to do and you trust others.
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You know, even at the end of your life, you didn't get everything done.
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And so I was going to, I was going to end with this, which is this, um...
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And we don't change the whole world and the race isn't done.
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But we pass the baton to those still able to run.
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Remember all we've achieved on the shoulders of those who came before us to begin this
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fight we know that we chose.
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We are, and I couldn't think of the last word.
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We are one just sounded like, you know, I knew I was going there.
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But we are, and it wasn't a religious piece, we are gods, we are peace.
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And I thought, you know, we, my belief there, we're the body of Christ.
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We're this group that's connected through our woundedness.
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And you know, lyrics will drive me up a tree until I find the lyric I want.
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And so I did what anyone would do.
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I forgot about that song and wrote the others.
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And I, and I, the verses were about my grandmother.
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So it's not going to shock you.
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I had two grandmothers.
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Some people have more.
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I just had two.
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And my grandmother, Dolan, that's how the song started out.
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I have this memory.
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When I was a kid, my grandmother, if I was sitting next to my grandmother, no matter
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what else was happening in the family, it was like being in a safe zone.
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No one would have tried anything around her, not because she was harsh.
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She was the gentlest woman you ever met.
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And I remember her hands.
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And I remember if I was sitting there holding my grandmother's hands in a, in a, and many
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of you know, I've told you, I, I grew up in a home with two alcoholic parents and five
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older brothers that had no supervision.
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Do the math.
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When I was holding grandmother Dolan's hand, I was safe.
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It's probably the only experience in childhood I had of safe, was holding that hand.
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And so I grew up with this deep love for my grandmother, Dolan.
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And as I started to write the song, I realized, you know, she had, she had an easy, gentle
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life.
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I started to realize I will never understand that security and that safety, and I'll always
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have that love for her.
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But my grandmother, Kelly, was my hero.
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In the early 1930s, she was left by her husband and raised two girls alone.
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In the 30s and in the 40s, in a world that told her she didn't need as much pay as men.
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And she raised two girls and she saw him through boarding school and she, I mean, and yes,
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she was a harder woman when she got older.
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We didn't mess around with grandmother Kelly.
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Even though she made the best peanut brittle in the world.
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But you know, and, and, and her daughters, unfortunately, as is so common, their dad
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took off and they never saw him again and he kind of showed up in adult life.
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When daddy came to town, everything was wonderful.
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And when mom, who had been there every day of her life, was there, oh, she kind of irritated
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them.
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And I realized she was the hero.
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And she was the one that used to tell me, and I'd say, because when I started to realize
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how poor she'd grown, I'd, how do you get through?
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And she'd always say, you do what's yours to do.
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It's all you can do.
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You do what's yours to do.
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And so I got to thinking, it's that woundedness that connects us.
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That's the body of Christ.
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That it is our absolute loss that is our absolute gaining of one another.
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We don't get that anywhere else.
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I'm watching these young people all over the world and they're marching and they're not
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marching because they're triumphant, they're marching because they're wounded.
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They're wounded.
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And their wounds will bond them beyond anything we can imagine.
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Because that's what bonds us.
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This tether.
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So today I went back to this song because I had a homily to write.
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And then you look, you look for distractions.
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So I thought, you know, it's like when I was in college, when it was time to study for
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exams, that's when I finally cleaned the dorm.
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So I thought I'd go back to this song and I got to that same point.
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And literally, my hands changed keys.
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And I went to a different place.
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And it was my image of the body of Christ.
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But I didn't know it until I'd done it.
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If I get emotional, I've been a wreck writing for three months.
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So you'll just have to live.
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So I got the same chorus.
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A change in the world and the race isn't done.
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But we pass the baton to those still able to run.
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Remember all we've achieved on the shoulders of those who came before us.
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To begin this fight, we know that we chose.
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We are part of the unbroken chain of all who've been broken.
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Lifted by unspoken pain to speak the words that must be spoken.
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Live a life that's given us.
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And when we are gone, just like those who came before us, trust who follow will carry on.
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We'll trust that those who follow will carry on.
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I started to realize that's who we are.
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We are the unbroken chain of all who've been broken.
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We've all been broken.
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But the chain has not.
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The connection is not.
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And actually, it is our brokenness that is the chain.
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Throughout history, 2,000 years, the chain is not broken.
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Every link is.
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So we sometimes I think we look into ourselves for healing.
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No.
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It's okay.
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We grew up in generations that said, look to yourself.
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Look inside for that strength.
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It's the chain that is our strength.
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It is the chain that tethers us to the cross tonight.
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The unbroken chain of all who've been broken, it tethers us to Christ.
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It tethers us to Easter.
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It tethers us to one another.
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It tethers us to the gospel.
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And we can look it in the face tonight because it tethers us to the resurrection.
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Father Pat’s message is a powerful meditation on t Father Pat’s message is a powerful meditation on the paradox at the heart of the Christian faith: that suffering, loss, and brokenness are not signs of separation from God or one another, but the very means by which we are united, to each other and to Christ. He emphasizes that it is not the wooden cross that saves, but the man upon it—Jesus—who entered into human suffering not to appease divine wrath, but to fully participate in our human condition. By reflecting on personal experiences, the legacy of his grandmothers, and the communal ritual of the veneration of the cross, Father Pat invites us to recognize that our wounds form the chain that connects us across generations and into the body of Christ. In our brokenness, we find communion, and in communion, we find resurrection.
Father Pat’s homily explores the deep spiritual meaning of Good Friday, focusing on the ritual of the veneration of the cross. He begins by disarming any discomfort visitors may feel by humorously noting that even regular churchgoers can feel unsure during such a unique liturgy. But this disorientation serves as an entry point into the deeper theme: that Christianity hinges on a powerful paradox. Central to the faith is the suffering and death of Jesus—not because God required pain as a prerequisite for forgiveness (a critique he levels at certain atonement theologies), but because God, in Christ, chose to enter into the fullness of human experience, including its pain. This is Incarnation Theology: that God emptied Himself to know what it means to suffer, to be abandoned, to die.
Father Pat challenges simplistic or punitive interpretations of the crucifixion. He invites listeners to consider not the cross as an object, but the person on it. He critiques the notion that Jesus died to save us from God’s wrath, since that would raise troubling questions about the nature of God. Instead, he presents Jesus' suffering as a profound act of divine solidarity with humanity. It is in suffering that human beings most deeply connect, and this shared woundedness forms a sacred bond. In moments of desolation, we are not alone—we are most connected. This is the paradox: our wholeness is found in our woundedness, our unity in our brokenness.
To illustrate this truth, Father Pat shares a personal journey through songwriting, inspired by his grandmothers. One grandmother offered him a sense of safety and gentleness; the other, strength and resilience in the face of hardship. Through these stories, he reflects on how the struggles and sacrifices of past generations shape our present. His grandmother Kelly’s mantra—“You do what’s yours to do”—becomes a spiritual compass, reminding us that our contribution, however incomplete, is part of a larger, ongoing chain of faith and justice.
This leads into the metaphor that becomes the heart of his reflection: "We are part of the unbroken chain of all who've been broken." In this poetic image—culminating in the song lyrics he shares—he expresses a theology that sees brokenness not as something to be avoided or hidden, but as the very structure that connects us across time and space, grounding us in the body of Christ. The chain is unbroken not because its links are whole, but because its broken links are joined in compassion, memory, and hope.
Ultimately, Father Pat invites us to see the veneration of the cross not merely as a ritual of mourning, but as one of connection. To approach the cross is to acknowledge our pain and the pain of others. It is to recognize that through Christ’s suffering and death, we are tethered—to God, to one another, to the communion of saints, and to the promise of resurrection. The chain of the broken is not a symbol of defeat, but of sacred continuity. In this chain, we are held, healed, and made whole....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 877.8400268554688, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, O Lord. Before the Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come to pass from this world to the Father. He loved his own in the world, and he loved them to the end. The devil had already induced Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot, to hand him over. So during supper, fully aware that the Father had put everything into his power and that he had come from God and was returning to God, he rose from supper and took off his outer garments. He took a towel and tied it around his waist. Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples' feet and dry them with the towel around his waist. He came to Simon Peter, who said to him, Master, are you going to wash my feet? Jesus answered and said to him, What I am doing you do not understand now, but you will understand later. Peter said to him, You will never wash my feet. Jesus answered him, Unless I wash you, you will have no inheritance with me. Simon Peter said to him, Master, then not only my feet, but my hands and head as well. Jesus said to him, Whoever has bathed has no need except to have his feet washed, for he is clean all over. So you are clean, but not all. For he knew who would betray him. For this reason he said, Not all of you are clean. So when he had washed their feet and put his garments back on and reclined at table again, he said to them, Do you realize what I have done for you? You call me teacher and master, and rightly so, for indeed I am. If I, therefore, the master and teacher, have washed your feet, you ought to wash one another's feet. I have given you a model to follow, so that as I have done for you, you also should do.\" The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The triduum that we celebrate these three days, and I mentioned in the bulletin cover this Easter that, you know, it's an odd word. It's sort of a noun and an adjective, triduum. The closest thing we actually have to it in English is the old word fortnight. You know, fortnight was 14 nights, and it could refer to the period of time or to a specific fortnight. But for us, pretty much this is the only thing it really refers to. And it offers us an opportunity we don't get the rest of the year. It offers us a couple opportunities. Just as people who rarely come to Mass will show up on Easter Sunday and Christmas Sunday, Christmas Day, whatever day it is, this is the moment where the parish, you know, sometimes they come, and they've been here every week forever, and they look like it's a sea of strangers, and it's always the chance to say, morning people, these are the evening people. Evening people, these are... Because we tend to go not just to a parish, but, you know, no one will say it, but they'll be like, yes, well, you know, my parish is Mother of God, 9.30 a.m. Fourth pew, organ side. I mean, we're kind of creatures of habit. And so you have a community, and you start to see, you know, a group full of people that you don't always see. And what I think I... I love the themes of Holy Thursday probably almost more than any night of the year. Where I confessed, I fessed up last weekend that Palm Sunday, Passion Sunday, is my least favorite. Because there's too much going on. There's palm entrance and passion, and there was an anointing of Jesus' feet this time, and it had everything but, you know, horses. And, I mean, it was... It's too rich, and you can't do enough with it. This one has an interesting focus, if we really understand. I always use, I have a couple different ones I use, but the penitential right, I always say, especially on Holy Thursday, you know, let us call to mind our sins. And I always say, you know, Lord Jesus, through the gift of faith we learn from our past. Through the gift of hope we look to our future. And I think we don't always understand. Faith really is the way we approach our past. We inherit our faith. Our faith is passed on from those who have already come. And hope is what gives us something, you know, it takes our faith into the future. But tonight is about that third one, which is, and through love and charity we change the world in this moment. What Jesus did, and then what the church does by starting the triduum with this reading, they could have very easily said, you know, tonight's about the Last Supper, which it is, but we always get this gospel of the washing of the feet. This could have become kind of what I call a spectacular insurance sale sort of religion. Which is what Christianity is for a lot of people. You know, I'm Christian and I do things that I just don't like and it's miserable and it kind of makes my life not as happy as it could be, but at the payoff, after I die, will be incredible. That's insurance religion. And the struggle with it is it's it's too easily a tool to manipulate people. Because we don't have a lot of people reporting back. And so it's fair for people to say, wait, you want me to do this and this and this, and oh yes, because that's the rule and that's how you get into heaven. But what Jesus does is he makes it much more relevant by saying, you know, that's all important, but this faith is about how you're going how you're going to live today. And I don't, I'm not talking about what you need to do, I'm talking about the payoff is also today. If we live Christianity the way Jesus asked us to, even if we were wrong about heaven, we've made this life better. And if someone has sold you a version of Christianity that says it's going to make this life awful, but the next life will be better, that's insurance policy religion. But Jesus takes it and he says, you know, I know where I've come from, God. I know where I'm going to, God. And because of all that, what? A miracle? No. The Eucharist? No. He says because of all that, Scripture says, he starts to minister to them. He does the foot washing. And I think people hear that and think that that's a setup for what's what's going to happen over the next couple days. Jesus, you know, the actual words he says here is, you know, that aware that the Father had put everything into his power and that he had come from God and he was returning to God. And I imagine if you just ask most Christians, you said during the, what's going to come next? And they're going to say, he was able to go to the cross. He was able to sacrifice everything. Because of that knowledge, no. Because of that knowledge, he said, because I have that much confidence, now, let me serve you right here and now. Let me just make life better right here. I think most of us think that people of great faith are ready, they're ready to die and they're ready to meet their maker. Actually, people of great faith are ready to meet whoever hits them on the road tomorrow and they have to deal with. Are we ready? Am I ready for the next life? God's going to put a million things in your way between now and then. And this is a feast of preparedness. Of being prepared to help the people around us. That opening reading, it says, it's always one of my favorite lines because it's one of the many things in scripture people go, uh-huh, uh-huh, and I wonder how many of us have learned to nod our heads having not a clue what's being said. I mean, how many of you have actually girded your loins lately? I mean, you know, this was long before Playtex came out. What did it mean? But we all hear, oh yeah, remember, they're supposed to gird their loins and we all just sit there going, not a clue what that's about, but we don't even notice. We're so used to thinking, and what it literally meant, and the ritual was, you know, men's robes, you know, were about this flattering, but they had a hem. You know, they're tight. If you've ever seen, at least authentically done movies of that era, you know, they kind of had to walk a little straight leg because those hems had no give and they weren't, they didn't have a lot of extra fabric in them. And so to gird your loins meant to pull everything up above your knees and be ready to run. That's why it says, eat like you're someone in flight. The Passover was this remembrance that they were going to flee at any moment and leave the captivity of Egypt. You know, it was this, do you live life ready to respond to what's going to happen today? Not, I'm ready to die. You know, I'm ready to live. I'm ready to do what I have to do today. And I think a lot of us, you know, in our prayer life, we're at, you know, we've got God trying to help us to be ready for a long distance in the future, but not for what might happen in the next hour. And it's amazing how we can be ready to die, but walk past a person in need because we're not ready to help. You know, we're supposed to be ready to help. And that's what Jesus does. He says, okay, it's all set. I know where I'm from. I know where I'm headed to. I know I have the power of God. And then he washes their feet. No big miracle. I think when we have that kind of confidence and know who we are and where we've come from and where we're going to, we're not quite so worried that we're going to spend ourselves. We always think of Jesus being spent on the cross, but he lets them know you spend yourselves now. If everyone in the world was a Christian after the heart of Jesus, then everyone in the world would be taken care of. That's how we'd see the difference. And if it turned out that we were wrong about heaven, we'd have still built it here on earth. Instead of, well, you know, they've told me, you know, I have to change this, and I have to change this, and I can't do that, and, you know, I can't live my life, and I can't come to church, and I broke this rule, and I'm in horrible shape, and if I just, it's going to be miserable, but if I just buckle under for everything, I'll get the payoff later. That's salesmanship. Jesus gives them that and then says, but let me show you what it's really about. And then he does this strange thing, and they must have thought it was the oddest thing in the world. I mean, can you imagine being at a dinner party? I just won the Powerball. Let me wash your feet. But the symbol is there. You know, I now know. I now know that he's saying, he knows where he's coming, and he knows where he's going to. I have nothing to lose. And most people, when they have nothing to lose, I don't think people think that way. If you had nothing to lose, how differently would you live your life? And how many of us come right up with, I'd spend more time helping others? That's the wonder of this mind of Jesus is the scripture says the minute he finally realizes everything and knows everything, he is even freer to help others. And so we get this moment where all of the Eucharist, all of the miracle, all of the triduum is put back into this moment of what it means to be called to minister to one another, to take care of one another, and in a very daily way. Now, you and I kind of think of washing feet as sort of a, I don't know, degrading thing. It's degrading, and having your feet washed is very personal. And all of this stuff that we kind of, you know, it just isn't done at Shanahan's. It's just, it's a little odd. But in a desert community, these people, and you know, when you travel in the desert, you know, foot washing was a huge part of hospitality. So even though we hang on to an ancient ritual that doesn't probably make much sense in our culture, the idea is it's an offer of hospitality. And when we see the ritual unfold in front of us, what we should see is the offer to hospitality to each person. And so for those of you who are able, I'm going to offer a little bit of a different challenge this year. Come up in line, and we're offering hospitality. We have, I think, over the years, turned it into a family moment. Offer hospitality. Wash the feet of someone who's never been in your home. Wash the feet of someone you've never had a meal with. Use that as a promise to connect to someone you have not yet connected to this year. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Before the Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come to pass
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from this world to the Father.
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He loved his own in the world, and he loved them to the end.
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The devil had already induced Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot,
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to hand him over.
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So during supper, fully aware that the Father had put
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everything into his power and that he had come from God
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and was returning to God, he rose from supper and took off
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his outer garments.
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He took a towel and tied it around his waist.
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Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the
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disciples' feet and dry them with the towel around his waist.
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He came to Simon Peter, who said to him,
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Master, are you going to wash my feet?
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Jesus answered and said to him, What I am doing you do not
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understand now, but you will understand later.
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Peter said to him, You will never wash my feet.
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Jesus answered him, Unless I wash you,
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you will have no inheritance with me.
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Simon Peter said to him, Master, then not only my feet,
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but my hands and head as well.
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Jesus said to him, Whoever has bathed has no need except to
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have his feet washed, for he is clean all over.
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So you are clean, but not all.
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For he knew who would betray him.
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For this reason he said, Not all of you are clean.
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So when he had washed their feet and put his garments back on
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and reclined at table again, he said to them,
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Do you realize what I have done for you?
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You call me teacher and master, and rightly so,
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for indeed I am.
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If I, therefore, the master and teacher,
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have washed your feet, you ought to wash one another's feet.
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I have given you a model to follow,
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so that as I have done for you, you also should do."
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The triduum that we celebrate these three days,
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and I mentioned in the bulletin cover this Easter that,
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you know, it's an odd word.
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It's sort of a noun and an adjective, triduum.
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The closest thing we actually have to it in English
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is the old word fortnight.
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You know, fortnight was 14 nights,
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and it could refer to the period of time
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or to a specific fortnight.
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But for us, pretty much this is the only thing
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it really refers to.
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And it offers us an opportunity
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we don't get the rest of the year.
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It offers us a couple opportunities.
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Just as people who rarely come to Mass
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will show up on Easter Sunday and Christmas Sunday,
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Christmas Day, whatever day it is,
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this is the moment where the parish,
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you know, sometimes they come,
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and they've been here every week forever,
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and they look like it's a sea of strangers,
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and it's always the chance to say,
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morning people, these are the evening people.
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Evening people, these are...
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Because we tend to go not just to a parish,
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but, you know, no one will say it,
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but they'll be like, yes, well, you know,
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my parish is Mother of God, 9.30 a.m.
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Fourth pew, organ side.
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I mean, we're kind of creatures of habit.
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And so you have a community,
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and you start to see, you know,
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a group full of people that you don't always see.
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And what I think I...
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I love the themes of Holy Thursday
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probably almost more than any night of the year.
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Where I confessed, I fessed up last weekend
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that Palm Sunday, Passion Sunday,
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is my least favorite.
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Because there's too much going on.
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There's palm entrance and passion,
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and there was an anointing of Jesus' feet this time,
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and it had everything but, you know, horses.
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And, I mean, it was...
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It's too rich, and you can't do enough with it.
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This one has an interesting focus,
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if we really understand.
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I always use, I have a couple different ones I use,
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but the penitential right,
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I always say, especially on Holy Thursday,
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you know, let us call to mind our sins.
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And I always say, you know,
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Lord Jesus, through the gift of faith
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we learn from our past.
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Through the gift of hope we look to our future.
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And I think we don't always understand.
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Faith really is the way we approach our past.
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We inherit our faith.
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Our faith is passed on from those who have already come.
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And hope is what gives us something,
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you know, it takes our faith into the future.
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But tonight is about that third one, which is,
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and through love and charity
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we change the world in this moment.
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What Jesus did, and then what the church does
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by starting the triduum with this reading,
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they could have very easily said,
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you know, tonight's about the Last Supper,
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which it is, but we always get this gospel
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of the washing of the feet.
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This could have become
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kind of what I call a spectacular
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insurance sale sort of religion.
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Which is what Christianity is for a lot of people.
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You know, I'm Christian and I do things
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that I just don't like and it's miserable
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and it kind of makes my life not as happy as it could be,
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but at the payoff, after I die, will be incredible.
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That's insurance religion.
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And the struggle with it is it's
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it's too easily a tool to manipulate people.
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Because we don't have a lot of people reporting back.
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And so it's fair for people to say,
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wait, you want me to do this and this and this,
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and oh yes, because that's the rule
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and that's how you get into heaven.
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But what Jesus does is he makes it
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much more relevant by saying,
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you know, that's all important,
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but this faith is about how you're going
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how you're going to live today.
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And I don't, I'm not talking about
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what you need to do, I'm talking about
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the payoff is also today.
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If we live Christianity the way Jesus asked us to,
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even if we were wrong about heaven,
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we've made this life better.
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And if someone has sold you a version of Christianity
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that says it's going to make this life awful,
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but the next life will be better,
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that's insurance policy religion.
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But Jesus takes it and he says,
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you know, I know where I've come from, God.
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I know where I'm going to, God.
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And because of all that, what?
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A miracle? No.
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The Eucharist? No.
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He says because of all that, Scripture says,
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he starts to minister to them.
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He does the foot washing.
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And I think people hear that
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and think that that's a setup for what's
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what's going to happen over the next couple days.
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Jesus, you know, the actual words he says here is,
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you know, that aware that the Father had put everything
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into his power and that he had come from God
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and he was returning to God.
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And I imagine if you just ask most Christians,
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you said during the, what's going to come next?
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And they're going to say, he was able to go to the cross.
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He was able to sacrifice everything.
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Because of that knowledge, no.
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Because of that knowledge, he said,
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because I have that much confidence,
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now, let me serve you right here and now.
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Let me just make life better right here.
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I think most of us think that people of great faith
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are ready, they're ready to die
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and they're ready to meet their maker.
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Actually, people of great faith are ready to meet
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whoever hits them on the road tomorrow
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and they have to deal with.
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Are we ready?
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Am I ready for the next life?
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God's going to put a million things in your way
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between now and then.
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And this is a feast of preparedness.
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Of being prepared to help the people around us.
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That opening reading, it says,
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it's always one of my favorite lines because
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it's one of the many things in scripture people go,
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uh-huh, uh-huh, and I wonder how many of us
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have learned to nod our heads having not a clue
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what's being said.
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I mean, how many of you have actually
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girded your loins lately?
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I mean, you know, this was long before
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Playtex came out.
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What did it mean?
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But we all hear, oh yeah, remember,
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they're supposed to gird their loins
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and we all just sit there going,
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not a clue what that's about,
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but we don't even notice.
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We're so used to thinking,
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and what it literally meant,
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and the ritual was, you know,
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men's robes, you know,
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were about this flattering,
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but they had a hem.
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You know, they're tight.
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If you've ever seen,
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at least authentically done movies of that era,
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you know, they kind of had to walk
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a little straight leg because
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those hems had no give and they weren't,
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they didn't have a lot of extra fabric in them.
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And so to gird your loins meant to pull
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everything up above your knees
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and be ready to run.
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That's why it says,
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eat like you're someone in flight.
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The Passover was this remembrance
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that they were going to flee at any moment
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and leave the captivity of Egypt.
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You know, it was this,
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do you live life ready to respond
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to what's going to happen today?
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Not, I'm ready to die.
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You know, I'm ready to live.
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I'm ready to do what I have to do today.
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And I think a lot of us, you know,
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in our prayer life, we're at, you know,
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we've got God trying to help us
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to be ready for a long distance in the future,
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but not for what might happen in the next hour.
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And it's amazing how we can be ready to die,
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but walk past a person in need
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because we're not ready to help.
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You know, we're supposed to be ready to help.
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And that's what Jesus does.
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He says, okay, it's all set.
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I know where I'm from.
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I know where I'm headed to.
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I know I have the power of God.
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And then he washes their feet.
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No big miracle.
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I think when we have that kind of confidence
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and know who we are and where we've come from
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and where we're going to,
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we're not quite so worried
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that we're going to spend ourselves.
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We always think of Jesus being spent on the cross,
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but he lets them know you spend yourselves now.
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If everyone in the world was a Christian
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after the heart of Jesus,
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then everyone in the world would be taken care of.
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That's how we'd see the difference.
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And if it turned out that we were wrong about heaven,
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we'd have still built it here on earth.
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Instead of, well, you know, they've told me,
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you know, I have to change this,
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and I have to change this,
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and I can't do that,
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and, you know, I can't live my life,
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and I can't come to church,
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and I broke this rule,
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and I'm in horrible shape,
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and if I just, it's going to be miserable,
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but if I just buckle under for everything,
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I'll get the payoff later.
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That's salesmanship.
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Jesus gives them that and then says,
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but let me show you what it's really about.
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And then he does this strange thing,
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and they must have thought
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it was the oddest thing in the world.
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I mean, can you imagine being at a dinner party?
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I just won the Powerball.
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Let me wash your feet.
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But the symbol is there.
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You know, I now know.
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I now know that he's saying,
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he knows where he's coming,
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and he knows where he's going to.
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I have nothing to lose.
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And most people, when they have nothing to lose,
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I don't think people think that way.
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If you had nothing to lose,
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how differently would you live your life?
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And how many of us come right up with,
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I'd spend more time helping others?
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That's the wonder of this mind of Jesus
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is the scripture says the minute
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he finally realizes everything
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and knows everything,
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he is even freer to help others.
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And so we get this moment
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where all of the Eucharist,
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all of the miracle,
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all of the triduum is put back into this moment
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of what it means to be called
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to minister to one another,
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to take care of one another,
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and in a very daily way.
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Now, you and I kind of think of washing feet
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as sort of a, I don't know, degrading thing.
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It's degrading,
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and having your feet washed is very personal.
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And all of this stuff that we kind of,
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you know, it just isn't done at Shanahan's.
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It's just, it's a little odd.
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But in a desert community,
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these people, and you know,
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when you travel in the desert,
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you know, foot washing was a huge part of hospitality.
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So even though we hang on to an ancient ritual
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that doesn't probably make much sense in our culture,
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the idea is it's an offer of hospitality.
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And when we see the ritual unfold in front of us,
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what we should see is the offer
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to hospitality to each person.
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And so for those of you who are able,
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I'm going to offer a little bit
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of a different challenge this year.
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Come up in line, and we're offering hospitality.
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We have, I think, over the years,
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turned it into a family moment.
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Offer hospitality.
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Wash the feet of someone who's never been in your home.
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Wash the feet of someone you've never had a meal with.
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Use that as a promise to connect
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to someone you have not yet connected to this year.
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And let us watch unfold over the next three days
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and in the years to come
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an even deeper vision of the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth Father Pat’s message centers on the profound truth that the Christian faith is not merely about preparing for the life to come, but about radical love and service in the here and now. Through the lens of Holy Thursday’s Gospel—Jesus washing his disciples’ feet—Father Pat challenges the faithful to abandon a transactional, “insurance policy” version of Christianity in favor of a faith that transforms the present moment. Knowing that he came from God and was returning to God, Jesus doesn’t perform a miracle or preach a sermon—he serves. In this act, Jesus models a kind of love that is grounded in divine confidence and manifests in humble service. Father Pat urges us to understand that true discipleship means readiness not just to die, but to live—to respond to the needs of others, to offer hospitality, and to make the Kingdom of God visible here and now.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by reflecting on the unique spiritual opportunity of the Triduum—a sacred three-day journey that begins on Holy Thursday. He notes that while Christmas and Easter attract those who may only attend Mass occasionally, the Triduum offers a different kind of encounter. It gathers the full community, revealing the diversity and depth of parish life. People come not just for a holiday, but for a profound liturgical experience that invites them into the mystery of Christ’s passion, death, and resurrection. Father Pat shares his own preference for Holy Thursday, appreciating its thematic clarity in contrast to the overwhelming richness of Palm Sunday. He highlights how the Church deliberately chooses the Gospel of the foot washing rather than focusing solely on the institution of the Eucharist. This choice, he argues, is not accidental; it reveals the heart of Jesus’ mission—not just to save souls for heaven, but to model a way of living rooted in love, humility, and service.
Father Pat critiques a common misrepresentation of Christianity: the notion that it is primarily a set of burdensome rules we must follow in order to secure a heavenly reward. He calls this “insurance policy religion,” where the focus is on future payoff rather than present transformation. He warns that such a view can be manipulative and disconnected from the lived reality of faith. Instead, he invites us to see that Jesus’ actions—especially the foot washing—are not mere preludes to the crucifixion but are themselves revelatory of divine love. At the moment when Jesus is most aware of his divine origin and destiny, he chooses to serve. This act of foot washing, far from being a degrading or outdated ritual, becomes a radical expression of divine hospitality. In a desert culture where dusty roads and open sandals made foot washing a necessary and welcoming gesture, Jesus reclaims this act as an expression of divine love.
The homily then turns to the idea of preparedness, not for death, but for love and service today. Drawing from the Passover imagery of “girding one’s loins,” Father Pat explains that this ancient phrase meant to tuck up the hem of a robe in order to be ready to move quickly. In spiritual terms, it means being ready to respond to the needs of others at a moment’s notice. He challenges the congregation to consider whether they are more prepared to die than to help someone in need today. This is the essence of Holy Thursday: love that is immediate, embodied, and practical. True readiness in the Christian life is not about having doctrinal knowledge or moral superiority; it is about having the heart of Christ—a heart that knows its source, its destiny, and therefore is free to love without fear.
Father Pat underscores that the miracle of the Triduum is not only what Jesus does on the cross, but what he does before it—how he pours himself out in small, tender acts of service. He emphasizes that if Christians truly lived the Gospel, the world would be transformed. Even if we were wrong about heaven, he suggests, a life lived in loving service would already have brought heaven to earth. It’s a powerful reframing of Christian purpose: not to escape the world, but to redeem it through daily acts of compassion.
Finally, Father Pat offers a pastoral challenge to his congregation. In the traditional foot washing ritual, he encourages people to step outside their comfort zones—not simply to wash the feet of family members, but of someone they don’t know well. He invites them to make it a gesture of hospitality and a promise to connect with someone new. In doing so, the ritual becomes more than symbolic; it becomes an act of the Kingdom—a moment when barriers fall and the love of Christ is made visible in community. Through this tangible expression of service and hospitality, Father Pat calls the faithful to a deeper understanding of what it means to be Church: not a community of rule-followers waiting for heaven, but a communion of disciples already building it here on earth....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 878.510009765625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Jesus said to Nicodemus, Just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the desert, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, so that everyone who believes in him may have eternal life. For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him might not perish, but might have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him will not be condemned. Whoever does not believe has already been condemned because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. And this is the verdict, that the light came into the world, but people preferred darkness to light, because their works were evil. For everyone who does wicked things hates the light and does not come toward the light, so that his works might not be exposed. But whoever lives, the truth comes to the light, so that his work may be clearly seen as done in God. The Gospel of the Lord. I always am so aware, especially in these sections of John's Gospel, that you kind of have to apologize for the horrible translating into English nowadays. That, I mean, we all know that there are problems with the pronouns, and it just doesn't seem like that women exist in this world. You know, whoever believes in God, he will do this, and he will do that, and he'll do the other thing, and if he doesn't, then he will do this. And I'm thinking, either it's a sexist translation, or women are off the hook and can do anything they want. I'll let you decide what it means. You know, I think I mentioned last week that the Ten Commandments are written this way, and it kind of hit me later on that, you know, the Ten Commandments really do talk about women as property. You know, you will not covet your husband's property, not his house, not his wife, not his slaves. I mean, she's just thrown right into the mix. But since it only applies, the whole list of commandments is only applying to men in the way it's translated, I always think, you know, there's a payoff. Because things like, thou shalt not commit murder, and all this. So, according to Scripture, he owns you, but you can kill him. You know, we kind of have to get beyond those things and try and figure out what it's saying to us in our day and in our language. And this image of the serpent in the desert is out of the Hebrew Scriptures, the early Scriptures. And it's this odd story when they're in the desert, and they're being, they kind of stumble into what must be a small nation of snakes in the desert. They're being plagued by snakebiting. And the story is that, you know, they ask, and God tells them to construct a snake on a pole, an image of a snake, which is interesting, given the you shall have no other images. But this one they get. And if they will, you know, all they have to do is gaze upon it, and they'll be cured. It becomes, years down the line, the symbol of modern medicine. The snakes on the rod. But you kind of think, what an interesting image for modern medicine. Because to us, it sort of sounds like a tribal witch doctor sort of thing. Look at this, and you'll be cured. But the deeper wisdom behind it is, which all of science and medicine is based on, is if you've got a problem, you don't run from it. You examine it. You look at it. You dig into it. You lean into the problem. You embrace it, and then you solve it. It's about this, what is your issue? Oh, don't run from the snakes. Because you have to lay down and sleep once in a while. They'll get you. Face them. What are the things in life we don't face? And life is a constant series of very, very minor difficulties. Unless we let them build up. But if we think that life shouldn't ever be difficult, to the extent that we don't think life takes effort, then we find ourselves kind of in this place that the gospel talks about, this place of darkness, where we really don't want anyone to see what's going on behind the scenes. And you want to say, and why? Why is that so fearful to us? And it usually happens for one of two reasons. Either we're doing things behind the scenes that we don't want anyone to know about, or it's just sort of a bother. Because I don't want them weighing in on my life. Which for me is a little hypocritical, because I get to spend at least once a week and weigh in on all of yours. But there's that sort of thing that we just like to, we'll just show you the finished product. And we kind of go around with this sense that we don't want, whenever someone says, well, they don't need to know what's going on behind the scenes. You know there's a shame there. You know there's something there that even if it's just I don't want to be bothered with it, we're just convinced if the world knew who we are, it would be a worse place. And here we're told, lean into it. You know, I mentioned I was kind of, I was kind of shocked. And now every time I mention it, I feel like people think I'm doing something heroic, which was so bizarre, because it was not meant that way. But a few years ago on Good Friday, I talked about in my life battles with depression. And I got lots of letters. And I thought at the time, it's 2016. Is this still something people don't talk about? I mean, it didn't occur to me. We've never heard anyone talk about it. And I wanted to say, well, of course not. They were depressed. They didn't want to talk to you. But I've noticed when I battled that over the years that there is something. Now, this is not a cure-all. But it's amazing the layer of pressure it takes off. Sometimes if I feel like I'm going into this cycle of depression, once in a while to go, lean into it. So who cares? Be as, don't just be depressed. You want to be depressed? I'll show you depression and raise you morose. Lean into it. Have a nice, luxurious depression. It never lasts so long. Because it kind of takes away its power. It's no longer the enemy at the gate that we fight. Once in a while, we go, what happens when I just say, you know, this is the difficulty of life. Let it be difficult. How many times has children, most of us maybe have, if not exactly this, a similar experience. I remember as a child, my mother would say, it would be a Saturday morning and it would be wonderful out. And, you know, and she was like, you were supposed to clean it? You were supposed to clean your room yesterday. You're going to clean the room before you go out and play. I can't tell you the entire days of play I would give up because I wasn't going to clean that room, rather than take 10 minutes of effort and then get on with my day. I'd rather give up the day because while I keep it in front of me, it's this paralyzing mountain I don't want to climb. And once I start up it, it's usually gone. I have shared with you before, and I don't mean this in a mean way, but in my job, there is not a single thing I do that I look forward to. Not one. There's also not a single thing that I don't enjoy once I'm doing it. And you'd think over the years, I would have been able to sign up, parlay that into knowing I'll be enjoying it while I'm doing it. So just walk out the house and do it. You know, I don't dislike saying mass, but 15 minutes earlier when I'm at the house going, you know, if I didn't have to say that mass, you know, I could have another cup of coffee. At that moment, I'm like, oh, I have something I have to get done. And I spend too much of my life thinking, okay, well, you know, I've got all this stuff coming up, and if I just get past that, and then I think for a minute, I go, okay, wait, wait, then there's Holy Week. But once I get past, once I get past Easter, it's a coast. Except that we've got confirmations that month in graduation. But once I get past, and then all of a sudden it hits me, that's my life I'm trying to get past. You don't get past your life until you die. You know, oh, I've just got one more to get through. No, no, that's your life. And if you're trying to get past it, you're missing it. And so once in a while, they say, oh, is that what you're afraid of? Stare at it. Examine it. Let it be part of your life, but only part. And know that we are a people that believe that when we can embrace the cross, we're on the way to resurrection. We don't get lost in that sort of old-school sort of old-style Christianity, even that old-style Catholicism of, we offer it up because you suffer, because when you suffer, God just likes you more. And we're gonna suffer, and we're gonna suffer. No, we suffer when we think by suffering, we get through to something better. And it's necessary. People have to study to get the grade. We have to sometimes do the parts that we don't like, because it's gonna open something up. And if we're doing a lot of suffering that isn't helping anything, then it's time to back up and re-examine. But Christian suffering serves a purpose. I think a lot of people are, you know, we get into that, you know, we're called to suffer just to suffer. You know, I gave up all sorts of things for Lent so that these six weeks last forever. You know, instead of, no, we're doing something, Lent, that will actually make us, put us in a better place by Easter. God really isn't this horrible sort of entity that wants us suffering. That early vision of God in the first reading is, you know, I always think, you know, this is the sort of, early on we have a picture in Scripture of what I call the emotionally fragile God. You know, they have really upset him this time, and now he's so angry, he is never gonna stop, it says. You know what? None of you are that powerful. There is not one of you that is going to do something today that is going to set God off. But we know, we know that idea's in there from our childhood. Oh, God's mad now. No, no, that's mom or dad. And you did set them off. God is, God has not got the same emotional, you know, fragileness that we are all so used to. And we stop to think that because we keep thinking, well, if what I'm doing isn't going to make God feel better, what's the point? It's not. You know, I just, I was talking to God just this morning. Still not talking back, but I was, God's doing fine. You know, and so how do we serve God? Well, that's why He puts other people in our lives. You know, how are they doing? Do we check in with them? What's our encouragement of the people around us? How do we allow them to embrace those difficult times knowing that we can all get through to somewhere better? How do we, you know, encourage one another, not just towards Easter, but sometimes we have to encourage one another into the passion and death knowing that resurrection's on the other side. Resurrection's on the other side, not because isn't suffering wonderful. Because we know that effort is necessary to get to certain places. And some places the effort actually rises to the level of suffering. So we don't, we don't aggrandize our suffering. We never think that those who drove the nails into Jesus were doing God's work. Even though it falls into the plan of salvation, we can't make heroes out of the villains. You know, instead we go, all of us are going to have difficulty. All of us are going to have, you know, hard moments in life. All of us are gonna have to have effort to grow. We're doing this program on the second half of life in about a week that's happening. And that's why I was reading it today. I don't know, I just started laughing. It could be my age. But I'm reading and it says, you know, we're there to celebrate everything over 50. And I'm like, that's a tough theme, you know. You know, we're gonna give you more life. And all I could think in my head is, what if I don't want more life? As you get older, it's interesting the things that you start to go, you know, different things are effort. You know, it's more effort to get out and exercise. If I don't, you know, let me tell you, the resurrection's getting real far away. You know, there are things we do that are effort every day. Not, suffering is too loaded a word sometimes. But if we accept every day's effort and encourage one another through it, we get to better places. God does not need or want the world to suffer. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Jesus said to Nicodemus,
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Just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the desert,
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so must the Son of Man be lifted up,
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so that everyone who believes in him may have eternal life.
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For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son,
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so that everyone who believes in him might not perish,
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but might have eternal life.
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For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world,
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but that the world might be saved through him.
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Whoever believes in him will not be condemned.
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Whoever does not believe has already been condemned
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because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God.
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And this is the verdict,
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that the light came into the world,
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but people preferred darkness to light,
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because their works were evil.
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For everyone who does wicked things hates the light
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and does not come toward the light,
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so that his works might not be exposed.
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But whoever lives, the truth comes to the light,
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so that his work may be clearly seen as done in God.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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I always am so aware,
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especially in these sections of John's Gospel,
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that you kind of have to apologize
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for the horrible translating into English nowadays.
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That, I mean, we all know that there are problems with the pronouns,
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and it just doesn't seem like that women exist in this world.
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You know, whoever believes in God,
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he will do this, and he will do that,
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and he'll do the other thing,
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and if he doesn't, then he will do this.
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And I'm thinking, either it's a sexist translation,
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or women are off the hook and can do anything they want.
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I'll let you decide what it means.
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You know, I think I mentioned last week
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that the Ten Commandments are written this way,
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and it kind of hit me later on that,
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you know, the Ten Commandments really do talk about women as property.
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You know, you will not covet your husband's property,
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not his house, not his wife, not his slaves.
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I mean, she's just thrown right into the mix.
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But since it only applies,
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the whole list of commandments is only applying to men
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in the way it's translated,
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I always think, you know, there's a payoff.
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Because things like,
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thou shalt not commit murder, and all this.
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So, according to Scripture,
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he owns you, but you can kill him.
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You know, we kind of have to get beyond those things
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and try and figure out what it's saying to us
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in our day and in our language.
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And this image of the serpent in the desert
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is out of the Hebrew Scriptures, the early Scriptures.
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And it's this odd story when they're in the desert,
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and they're being, they kind of stumble into
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what must be a small nation of snakes in the desert.
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They're being plagued by snakebiting.
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And the story is that, you know, they ask,
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and God tells them to construct a snake on a pole,
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an image of a snake, which is interesting,
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given the you shall have no other images.
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But this one they get.
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And if they will, you know,
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all they have to do is gaze upon it,
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and they'll be cured.
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It becomes, years down the line,
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the symbol of modern medicine.
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The snakes on the rod.
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But you kind of think,
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what an interesting image for modern medicine.
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Because to us, it sort of sounds like
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a tribal witch doctor sort of thing.
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Look at this, and you'll be cured.
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But the deeper wisdom behind it is,
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which all of science and medicine is based on,
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is if you've got a problem, you don't run from it.
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You examine it.
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You look at it.
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You dig into it.
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You lean into the problem.
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You embrace it, and then you solve it.
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It's about this, what is your issue?
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Oh, don't run from the snakes.
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Because you have to lay down and sleep once in a while.
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They'll get you.
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Face them.
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What are the things in life we don't face?
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And life is a constant series of very, very minor difficulties.
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Unless we let them build up.
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But if we think that life shouldn't ever be difficult,
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to the extent that we don't think life takes effort,
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then we find ourselves kind of in this place
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that the gospel talks about, this place of darkness,
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where we really don't want anyone to see
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what's going on behind the scenes.
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And you want to say, and why?
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Why is that so fearful to us?
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And it usually happens for one of two reasons.
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Either we're doing things behind the scenes
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that we don't want anyone to know about,
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or it's just sort of a bother.
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Because I don't want them weighing in on my life.
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Which for me is a little hypocritical,
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because I get to spend at least once a week
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and weigh in on all of yours.
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But there's that sort of thing that we just like to,
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we'll just show you the finished product.
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And we kind of go around with this sense
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that we don't want, whenever someone says,
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well, they don't need to know
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what's going on behind the scenes.
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You know there's a shame there.
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You know there's something there
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that even if it's just I don't want to be bothered with it,
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we're just convinced if the world knew who we are,
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it would be a worse place.
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And here we're told, lean into it.
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You know, I mentioned I was kind of, I was kind of shocked.
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And now every time I mention it,
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I feel like people think I'm doing something heroic,
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which was so bizarre, because it was not meant that way.
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But a few years ago on Good Friday,
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I talked about in my life battles with depression.
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And I got lots of letters.
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And I thought at the time, it's 2016.
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Is this still something people don't talk about?
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I mean, it didn't occur to me.
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We've never heard anyone talk about it.
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And I wanted to say, well, of course not.
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They were depressed.
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They didn't want to talk to you.
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But I've noticed when I battled that over the years
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that there is something.
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Now, this is not a cure-all.
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But it's amazing the layer of pressure it takes off.
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Sometimes if I feel like I'm going into this cycle
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of depression, once in a while to go, lean into it.
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So who cares?
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Be as, don't just be depressed.
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You want to be depressed?
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I'll show you depression and raise you morose.
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Lean into it.
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Have a nice, luxurious depression.
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It never lasts so long.
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Because it kind of takes away its power.
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It's no longer the enemy at the gate that we fight.
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Once in a while, we go, what happens when I just say,
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you know, this is the difficulty of life.
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Let it be difficult.
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How many times has children, most of us maybe have,
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if not exactly this, a similar experience.
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I remember as a child, my mother would say,
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it would be a Saturday morning and it would be wonderful out.
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And, you know, and she was like,
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you were supposed to clean it?
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You were supposed to clean your room yesterday.
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You're going to clean the room before you go out and play.
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I can't tell you the entire days of play I would give up
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because I wasn't going to clean that room,
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rather than take 10 minutes of effort
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and then get on with my day.
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I'd rather give up the day
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because while I keep it in front of me,
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it's this paralyzing mountain I don't want to climb.
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And once I start up it, it's usually gone.
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I have shared with you before,
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and I don't mean this in a mean way,
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but in my job, there is not a single thing I do
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that I look forward to.
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Not one.
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There's also not a single thing
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that I don't enjoy once I'm doing it.
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And you'd think over the years,
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I would have been able to sign up,
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parlay that into knowing I'll be enjoying it
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while I'm doing it.
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So just walk out the house and do it.
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You know, I don't dislike saying mass,
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but 15 minutes earlier when I'm at the house going,
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you know, if I didn't have to say that mass,
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you know, I could have another cup of coffee.
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At that moment, I'm like,
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oh, I have something I have to get done.
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And I spend too much of my life thinking,
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okay, well, you know, I've got all this stuff coming up,
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and if I just get past that,
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and then I think for a minute, I go,
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okay, wait, wait, then there's Holy Week.
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But once I get past,
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once I get past Easter, it's a coast.
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Except that we've got confirmations
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that month in graduation.
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But once I get past,
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and then all of a sudden it hits me,
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that's my life I'm trying to get past.
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You don't get past your life until you die.
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You know, oh, I've just got one more to get through.
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No, no, that's your life.
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And if you're trying to get past it, you're missing it.
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And so once in a while, they say,
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oh, is that what you're afraid of?
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Stare at it.
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Examine it.
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Let it be part of your life, but only part.
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And know that we are a people that believe
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that when we can embrace the cross,
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we're on the way to resurrection.
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We don't get lost in that sort of old-school
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sort of old-style Christianity,
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even that old-style Catholicism of,
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we offer it up because you suffer,
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because when you suffer, God just likes you more.
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And we're gonna suffer, and we're gonna suffer.
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No, we suffer when we think by suffering,
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we get through to something better.
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And it's necessary.
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People have to study to get the grade.
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We have to sometimes do the parts that we don't like,
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because it's gonna open something up.
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And if we're doing a lot of suffering
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that isn't helping anything,
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then it's time to back up and re-examine.
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But Christian suffering serves a purpose.
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I think a lot of people are, you know,
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we get into that, you know,
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we're called to suffer just to suffer.
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You know, I gave up all sorts of things for Lent
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so that these six weeks last forever.
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You know, instead of,
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no, we're doing something, Lent,
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that will actually make us,
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put us in a better place by Easter.
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God really isn't this horrible sort of entity
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that wants us suffering.
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That early vision of God in the first reading is,
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you know, I always think, you know,
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this is the sort of,
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early on we have a picture in Scripture
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of what I call the emotionally fragile God.
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You know, they have really upset him this time,
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and now he's so angry,
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he is never gonna stop, it says.
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You know what?
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None of you are that powerful.
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There is not one of you
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that is going to do something today
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that is going to set God off.
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But we know, we know that idea's in there
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from our childhood.
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Oh, God's mad now.
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No, no, that's mom or dad.
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And you did set them off.
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God is, God has not got the same emotional,
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you know, fragileness that we are all so used to.
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And we stop to think that
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because we keep thinking,
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well, if what I'm doing
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isn't going to make God feel better,
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what's the point?
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It's not.
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You know, I just,
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I was talking to God just this morning.
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Still not talking back,
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but I was,
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God's doing fine.
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You know, and so how do we serve God?
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Well, that's why He puts other people in our lives.
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You know, how are they doing?
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Do we check in with them?
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What's our encouragement of the people around us?
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How do we allow them to embrace
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those difficult times
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knowing that we can all get through
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to somewhere better?
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How do we, you know, encourage one another,
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not just towards Easter,
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but sometimes we have to encourage one another
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into the passion and death
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knowing that resurrection's on the other side.
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Resurrection's on the other side,
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not because isn't suffering wonderful.
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Because we know that effort
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is necessary to get to certain places.
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And some places the effort
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actually rises to the level of suffering.
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So we don't,
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we don't aggrandize our suffering.
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We never think that those
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who drove the nails into Jesus
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were doing God's work.
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Even though it falls into the plan of salvation,
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we can't make heroes out of the villains.
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You know, instead we go,
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all of us are going to have difficulty.
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All of us are going to have,
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you know, hard moments in life.
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All of us are gonna have to have effort to grow.
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We're doing this program on the second half of life
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in about a week that's happening.
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And that's why I was reading it today.
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I don't know, I just started laughing.
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It could be my age.
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But I'm reading and it says,
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you know, we're there to celebrate everything over 50.
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And I'm like, that's a tough theme, you know.
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You know, we're gonna give you more life.
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And all I could think in my head is,
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what if I don't want more life?
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As you get older, it's interesting
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the things that you start to go,
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you know, different things are effort.
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You know, it's more effort to get out and exercise.
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If I don't, you know, let me tell you,
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the resurrection's getting real far away.
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You know, there are things we do that are effort every day.
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Not, suffering is too loaded a word sometimes.
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But if we accept every day's effort
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and encourage one another through it,
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we get to better places.
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God does not need or want the world to suffer.
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But God invites all of us to grow.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of facing life’s difficulties with honesty, vulnerability, and perseverance. Drawing from the Gospel of John and the image of the serpent in the desert, he emphasizes that healing and growth come not by avoiding hardship, but by confronting it directly. He critiques outdated and exclusionary interpretations of scripture, highlighting the need to engage with the text and our faith in a way that speaks truthfully to contemporary life. Ultimately, he reassures us that God is not a fragile or punitive being, but one who invites us into deeper relationship through the shared human experience of struggle, effort, and, ultimately, resurrection.
Father Pat begins by acknowledging the shortcomings of biblical translations, particularly their male-centric language that can obscure both inclusivity and relevance. He humorously questions whether such language leaves women exempt or simply overlooked, but more seriously, he challenges listeners to move beyond these limitations to uncover the deeper message of the Gospel. In discussing the story of Moses lifting up a bronze serpent in the desert—a symbol that becomes a precursor to Christ lifted on the cross—he brings attention to the paradox of healing through exposure. The Israelites were cured not by fleeing the source of pain, but by looking directly at the symbol of their affliction. This, Father Pat explains, is the foundation of healing and growth: not avoidance, but confrontation.
He draws a profound parallel between this ancient wisdom and the reality of modern life. Instead of fleeing from discomfort, shame, or emotional pain, we are called to ‘lean into’ our struggles. Using his own experience with depression as a vulnerable example, he illustrates how naming and owning our difficulties can diminish their power. Rather than being consumed by the looming fear of tasks or emotional challenges, we can disarm them by facing them head-on. Life, he says, is not something to "get through" in anticipation of a better moment—life is the very process of engaging with these moments, even when they are hard.
Father Pat also critiques a simplistic theology of suffering that presents God as pleased by our pain. He warns against interpreting hardship as divine punishment or assuming that suffering in and of itself is virtuous. Instead, he reorients the idea of Christian suffering as purposeful effort—struggles that lead to growth, transformation, and ultimately, resurrection. Just as Jesus’ crucifixion leads to new life, so too can our own trials become gateways to renewal when embraced with faith and perseverance.
Importantly, Father Pat dispels the image of a wrathful or emotionally volatile God. He reminds us that God is not like our human parents who can be set off by our failures. Rather, God's constancy and love remain unshaken by our missteps. This reframing allows us to approach God not in fear, but in trust. He also emphasizes that serving God is not about appeasing a divine ego, but about how we treat those around us. Our service to God is measured in our compassion, our support for one another, and our shared efforts to journey through life’s challenges toward wholeness and light.
Finally, he reflects on the rhythm of daily life—the minor sufferings, the reluctance to engage, the procrastinations—and how these small acts of resistance can rob us of joy. Whether it's cleaning a room or preparing for a liturgical celebration, life’s demands can feel daunting until we face them. And once we do, we find not only that they are bearable, but that they often bring satisfaction and growth. In this way, Father Pat calls us to live fully in the present, not waiting to "get through" our lives, but embracing each moment, each effort, as the very fabric of our spiritual journey.
In all, Father Pat invites us to a spirituality rooted in realism, compassion, and courage—a faith that acknowledges the difficulty of life, but also its beauty, meaning, and divine potential when lived authentically and in community....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 883.5599975585938, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. As the Passover of the Jews was near, Jesus went up to Jerusalem. He found in the temple area those who sold oxen, sheep, and doves, as well as their money changers, seated there. He made a whip out of cords and drove them all out of the temple area with the sheep and the oxen and spilled the coins of their money changers and overturned their tables. And to those who sold doves, he said, take these out of here and stop making my father's house a marketplace. His disciples recalled the words of Scripture, zeal for your house will consume me. At this, the Jews answered and said to him, what sign can you show us for doing this? Jesus answered and said to them, destroy this temple and in three days I will raise it up. The Jews said, this temple has been under construction for 46 years and you will raise it up in three days. But he was speaking about the temple of his body. Therefore, when he was raised from the dead, his disciples remembered that he had said this and they came to believe the scriptures and the words Jesus had spoken. While he was in Jerusalem for the feast of Passover, many began to believe in his name when they saw the signs he was doing. But Jesus would not trust himself to them because he knew them all and he did not need anyone to testify about human nature. He himself understood it well. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. So take a breath. Be calm. I have to tell you something. There are no Ten Commandments. There's probably about 12 or 13 of them jammed in there. And different churches, it's kind of funny, I don't think people know this, but if you go to a Catholic encyclopedia and you look up the Ten Commandments that will number them one through ten, and then if you go to another church, the Lutheran maybe, and you look up the Ten Commandments, you'll see the same ten, but like maybe two and three are combined into one and these two are stretched out into two. And so, you know, when someone who I don't know if they just don't want to say what they've done or what, but when someone comes into a confessional every once in a while, someone will come in and say, I sinned against the Sixth Commandment. I always want to go, Catholic or Protestant? Which numbering system? So we came up with this idea. I don't, I'm not quite sure why the idea of ten, whether it was, you know, you could count to ten without having to use your neighbor's hand. I don't know, but we came to ten, and when you look at them, they kind of, some of them go on for a while and others are just very short, and there's no literary hint. They weren't using bold font or bullet points yet, so there's no literary hint. So when we talk about them, it's kind of difficult when people start saying, well, now, which commandment is that? So there are longer lists in Deuteronomy and numbers, but this is kind of the one that we all talk about when we say the Ten Commandments, and it's got some problems that we have to figure out, and I think what we should do above all of them is grasp the first one. If we can get to the first one, we're in great shape, which is, you know, we worship God, period, nothing else. Just God, don't have any other gods, and of course, depending on the era that you hear the preaching come out of, they'll talk about, well, you know, a lot of people worship instead of God, and they'll throw out whatever the sin is of the day. Money has been, for a long time, people have said money, but it's not really money. People just sort of worship power, having their own power, and money may be a sign of that for some people. But this is a really tough, Peter had to do it today, but at every one of these masses, someone has to get up and says, you shall not carve idols for yourself in the shape of anything, and they kind of have to stand about two feet in front of that cross while they say it. You shall not carve any idols, and hide it, you know. We do, so how do we handle that? Because we understand what the real underlying law is, which is, the reason they weren't to carve idols is because they had this habit of really worshiping them, and there are some people who still do that. They, you know, they still think that there is a magic in the artifact itself, that there's somehow it's a talisman, it's a, no, it's an image that points us to God. It's got to point us to God. Even for many people, they worship Scripture, and it can be very devastating because they kind of cherry pick their way through to get what they want, but normally, when people put Scripture above God, you know, they have this sense that we've all been taught God is loving and God is kind, and when it's time to get mad at someone, they won't say, well, you know, God's love fails. When they've decided someone's a sinner or someone's not worthy or, they always, you'll hear the phrase, well, it says in the Bible, they're worshiping the Bible instead of God. It's really a precarious path to not let other things replace God, and the reason for that is because God is too big. We can't get our mind around God, so we have to choose and settle on smaller images to get our mind in the right direction. We just can't confuse those images with the actuality of God, and it is, you know, it is a much subtler and more difficult thing than most of us really want to deal with on a daily basis. It's easier just to talk to an imaginary white man on a cloud in my head. It's just easier, but, and there's nothing wrong with that until he starts to sound a little bit too much like me, until, you know, it starts to justify the way I see the world and, quite frankly, condemns most of you, you know, until, it's just, it's a more dangerous approach because the smaller our vision of God, the more easily we start to control it. One of the first kind of modern scripture scholars in the church, a man by the last name Schweitzer, wrote that his famous line was, God created humanity in his own image and humanity's been creating God in theirs ever since. That it's just too easy to try and make a human person, a person out of God, rather than we use the word person to point beyond. So, with that sense, we look at this, Jesus cleansing the temple. It's a very difficult scripture, and people will say, well, you know, you don't get too loose with the interpretation. This is what it says, and for most people, they would say, you know, I don't know, set up a 50-foot perimeter around the church and don't let anyone sell anything, and you're good to go. That's a very small reading of the scripture, and as a matter of fact, if you want to be that literal, all it really says is, don't sell livestock. It's so funny that everyone's like, you can't sell Girl Scout cookies. Do not mess with the Girl Scout cookies. You know, no, and it's interesting. After it talks about all these various things, the gospel writer goes back and points out again, he specially goes up to the ones selling doves, and what we don't see. They're selling the sacrifices that people had to make when they came into the temple. They're selling entrance into the temple. They're selling entrance into the experience of God. People believed that they couldn't experience God outside the temple, and you've got some very unscrupulous people trying to make a buck off people so you can't come into church until you've paid your dues. You know, and literally, there are writers who will tell you it got so mobbed up by the time of Jesus that you would come and you would have your sacrifice, and the temple guard would say, you know, I'm pretty sure that is blemished. I don't think that's acceptable, but my cousin Vinny over here is selling some lovely unblemished doves, and it was really a racket, and so this is not an edict that says there's something wrong with buying or selling, or that somehow buying and selling in our lives, you know, buying groceries is somehow a horribly unsacred act or something. Not at all. What it's saying is don't try to control and profit from that control about people's access to God. You don't control their access to God, and you certainly don't try to profit by controlling other people's access to God. It is, I would actually say it is the only sin that habitually sends Jesus over the edge in the Gospels. When he's screaming you viper's brood, he's talking about people who have put a whole bunch of, you know, regulations on who can come to the temple and who can't come to the temple, and who is appropriate and who isn't, and those are always the people he blows up at, and I think the reason is because some people, especially with faith, but it happens in culture, it happens in families, it happens in countries, it happens all over the place. Usually, an over-focused sort of energy around the border usually means you've lost the heart, that we don't define our faith from knowing where the center is, so instead we just make sure we've got a fence around it. There's a difference between knowing where the center of your faith is. It's not about where's the fence you don't cross, it's knowing the center, and that brings us back to it's gotta be God, it can't be other things, and if it is, if you make God into something smaller, you'll center your faith in all sorts of odd places, and then we don't know how to be a community because our centers are different. We can all have our own sense of where the boundaries are. Everyone does have their own sense of boundaries. I know people with no boundaries at all. I call them family. But our center, and I think many of us don't always stop to think that it's not knowing, because we like to talk about what's the non-negotiable? There's the line, you don't cross the line, and Paul talks about not drawing those lines in the sand, but knowing where your center is, and so as we continue Lent, as we, you know, this is where Lent is not, you know, Lent becomes this sort of, you drop away things that aren't so necessary. I always think that people think that Lent should be a tough journey. I think well done, Lent should be the most easily uplifting season of the year, because what happens if you do it right is, whatever you give up, for people who give something up instead of doing something extra, if you give something up, the hope is, you start to realize about three weeks down the road, I'm not less happy. I'm not worse off. All those things I thought I needed, I don't, and there's this freedom that comes with that, and we start to get rid of the clutter on the fringes and find our center, and find what is important, you know, not as a line we don't cross, but as a center that is our core, and so we ask God to help us to get rid of the distractions, get rid of things that pull our focus into the periphery all the time. You know, all the arguments, I find myself now much more focused if I don't turn on the news. You know, it's just, it's back and forth and the same stuff all the time, and I'm like, what happens when we find our center? If our center is the God that we know we will spend our life moving towards, spend our life trying to understand, but we'll never spend our life, we'll never get our mind around God. You know, out of that, I think, really comes this humility that Jesus talks so much about, the humility that we worship a God that we cannot completely understand, and anyone, you know, there was a, I can't remember who it was, it might have been, I'm gonna get through the wrong name, so I won't give you anyone, but used to battle with Thomas Aquinas all the time. Thomas Aquinas was a brilliant academic, and the lines that you always read, he's always saying, oh, Thomas, you're so busy explaining the unexplainable. You know, you're always so busy trying to articulate the mystery, and his point was, it's brilliant, and it's wonderful to delve in and say, I think I understand more than I did yesterday, but I'll never get closer to infinite. I'll always have more to learn, and there's a humility there, and so we ask God today to make us a people who are more aware of our center, that we get back to who we are, that we get a sense of where is God, what is love, what is caring, what is compassion, what are the core values we are called to? Not what are the borders that we think they're not called to, but what are our core values? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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As the Passover of the Jews was near,
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Jesus went up to Jerusalem.
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He found in the temple area those
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who sold oxen, sheep, and doves, as well as their money
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changers, seated there.
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He made a whip out of cords and drove them all out
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of the temple area with the sheep and the oxen
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and spilled the coins of their money changers
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and overturned their tables.
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And to those who sold doves, he said, take these out of here
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and stop making my father's house a marketplace.
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His disciples recalled the words of Scripture,
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zeal for your house will consume me.
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At this, the Jews answered and said to him, what sign can
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you show us for doing this?
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Jesus answered and said to them, destroy this temple
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and in three days I will raise it up.
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The Jews said, this temple has been under construction
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for 46 years and you will raise it up in three days.
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But he was speaking about the temple of his body.
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Therefore, when he was raised from the dead,
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his disciples remembered that he had said this
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and they came to believe the scriptures and the words
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Jesus had spoken.
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While he was in Jerusalem for the feast of Passover,
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many began to believe in his name
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when they saw the signs he was doing.
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But Jesus would not trust himself to them
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because he knew them all and he did not
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need anyone to testify about human nature.
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He himself understood it well.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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So take a breath.
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Be calm.
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I have to tell you something.
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There are no Ten Commandments.
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There's probably about 12 or 13 of them jammed in there.
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And different churches, it's kind of funny,
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I don't think people know this,
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but if you go to a Catholic encyclopedia
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and you look up the Ten Commandments
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that will number them one through ten,
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and then if you go to another church,
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the Lutheran maybe, and you look up the Ten Commandments,
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you'll see the same ten, but like maybe two and three
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are combined into one and these two
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are stretched out into two.
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And so, you know, when someone who I don't know
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if they just don't want to say what they've done or what,
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but when someone comes into a confessional
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every once in a while, someone will come in and say,
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I sinned against the Sixth Commandment.
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I always want to go, Catholic or Protestant?
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Which numbering system?
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So we came up with this idea.
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I don't, I'm not quite sure why the idea of ten,
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whether it was, you know, you could count to ten
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without having to use your neighbor's hand.
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I don't know, but we came to ten,
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and when you look at them, they kind of,
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some of them go on for a while
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and others are just very short,
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and there's no literary hint.
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They weren't using bold font or bullet points yet,
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so there's no literary hint.
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So when we talk about them, it's kind of difficult
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when people start saying,
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well, now, which commandment is that?
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So there are longer lists in Deuteronomy and numbers,
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but this is kind of the one that we all talk about
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when we say the Ten Commandments,
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and it's got some problems that we have to figure out,
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and I think what we should do above all of them
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is grasp the first one.
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If we can get to the first one, we're in great shape,
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which is, you know, we worship God, period, nothing else.
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Just God, don't have any other gods,
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and of course, depending on the era
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that you hear the preaching come out of,
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they'll talk about, well, you know,
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a lot of people worship instead of God,
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and they'll throw out whatever the sin is of the day.
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Money has been, for a long time, people have said money,
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but it's not really money.
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People just sort of worship power,
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having their own power,
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and money may be a sign of that for some people.
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But this is a really tough, Peter had to do it today,
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but at every one of these masses,
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someone has to get up and says,
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you shall not carve idols for yourself
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in the shape of anything,
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and they kind of have to stand about two feet
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in front of that cross while they say it.
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You shall not carve any idols, and hide it, you know.
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We do, so how do we handle that?
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Because we understand what the real underlying law is,
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which is, the reason they weren't to carve idols
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is because they had this habit of really worshiping them,
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and there are some people who still do that.
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They, you know, they still think that there is a magic
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in the artifact itself,
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that there's somehow it's a talisman, it's a,
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no, it's an image that points us to God.
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It's got to point us to God.
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Even for many people, they worship Scripture,
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and it can be very devastating
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because they kind of cherry pick their way through
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to get what they want,
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but normally, when people put Scripture above God,
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you know, they have this sense that we've all been taught
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God is loving and God is kind,
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and when it's time to get mad at someone,
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they won't say, well, you know, God's love fails.
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When they've decided someone's a sinner
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or someone's not worthy or,
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they always, you'll hear the phrase,
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well, it says in the Bible,
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they're worshiping the Bible instead of God.
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It's really a precarious path
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to not let other things replace God,
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and the reason for that is because God is too big.
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We can't get our mind around God,
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so we have to choose and settle on smaller images
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to get our mind in the right direction.
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We just can't confuse those images
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with the actuality of God,
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and it is, you know, it is a much subtler
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and more difficult thing than most of us
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really want to deal with on a daily basis.
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It's easier just to talk to an imaginary white man
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on a cloud in my head.
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It's just easier, but,
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and there's nothing wrong with that
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until he starts to sound a little bit too much like me,
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until, you know, it starts to justify
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the way I see the world and, quite frankly,
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condemns most of you, you know,
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until, it's just, it's a more dangerous approach
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because the smaller our vision of God,
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the more easily we start to control it.
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One of the first kind of modern scripture scholars
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in the church, a man by the last name Schweitzer,
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wrote that his famous line was,
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God created humanity in his own image
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and humanity's been creating God in theirs ever since.
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That it's just too easy to try and make a human person,
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a person out of God,
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rather than we use the word person to point beyond.
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So, with that sense, we look at this,
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Jesus cleansing the temple.
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It's a very difficult scripture,
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and people will say, well, you know,
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you don't get too loose with the interpretation.
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This is what it says, and for most people,
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they would say, you know, I don't know,
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set up a 50-foot perimeter around the church
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and don't let anyone sell anything,
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and you're good to go.
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That's a very small reading of the scripture,
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and as a matter of fact, if you want to be that literal,
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all it really says is, don't sell livestock.
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It's so funny that everyone's like,
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you can't sell Girl Scout cookies.
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Do not mess with the Girl Scout cookies.
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You know, no, and it's interesting.
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After it talks about all these various things,
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the gospel writer goes back and points out again,
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he specially goes up to the ones selling doves,
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and what we don't see.
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They're selling the sacrifices that people had to make
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when they came into the temple.
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They're selling entrance into the temple.
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They're selling entrance into the experience of God.
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People believed that they couldn't experience God
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outside the temple, and you've got some very
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unscrupulous people trying to make a buck off people
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so you can't come into church until you've paid your dues.
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You know, and literally, there are writers
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who will tell you it got so mobbed up
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by the time of Jesus that you would come
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and you would have your sacrifice,
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and the temple guard would say,
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you know, I'm pretty sure that is blemished.
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I don't think that's acceptable,
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but my cousin Vinny over here is selling
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some lovely unblemished doves,
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and it was really a racket,
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and so this is not an edict that says
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there's something wrong with buying or selling,
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or that somehow buying and selling in our lives,
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you know, buying groceries is somehow
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a horribly unsacred act or something.
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Not at all.
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What it's saying is don't try to control
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and profit from that control about people's access to God.
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You don't control their access to God,
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and you certainly don't try to profit
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by controlling other people's access to God.
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It is, I would actually say it is the only sin
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that habitually sends Jesus over the edge
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in the Gospels.
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When he's screaming you viper's brood,
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he's talking about people who have put a whole bunch
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of, you know, regulations on who can come to the temple
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and who can't come to the temple,
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and who is appropriate and who isn't,
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and those are always the people he blows up at,
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and I think the reason is because some people,
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especially with faith, but it happens in culture,
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it happens in families, it happens in countries,
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it happens all over the place.
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Usually, an over-focused sort of energy
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around the border usually means you've lost the heart,
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that we don't define our faith from knowing
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where the center is, so instead we just make sure
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we've got a fence around it.
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There's a difference between knowing
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where the center of your faith is.
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It's not about where's the fence you don't cross,
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it's knowing the center, and that brings us back to
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it's gotta be God, it can't be other things,
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and if it is, if you make God into something smaller,
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you'll center your faith in all sorts of odd places,
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and then we don't know how to be a community
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because our centers are different.
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We can all have our own sense of where the boundaries are.
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Everyone does have their own sense of boundaries.
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I know people with no boundaries at all.
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I call them family.
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But our center, and I think many of us
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don't always stop to think that it's not knowing,
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because we like to talk about what's the non-negotiable?
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There's the line, you don't cross the line,
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and Paul talks about not drawing those lines in the sand,
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but knowing where your center is,
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and so as we continue Lent, as we,
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you know, this is where Lent is not,
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you know, Lent becomes this sort of,
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you drop away things that aren't so necessary.
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I always think that people think that Lent
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should be a tough journey.
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I think well done, Lent should be the most easily
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uplifting season of the year, because what happens
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if you do it right is, whatever you give up,
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for people who give something up
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instead of doing something extra,
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if you give something up, the hope is,
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you start to realize about three weeks down the road,
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I'm not less happy.
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I'm not worse off.
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All those things I thought I needed, I don't,
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and there's this freedom that comes with that,
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and we start to get rid of the clutter on the fringes
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and find our center, and find what is important,
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you know, not as a line we don't cross,
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but as a center that is our core,
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and so we ask God to help us to get rid of the distractions,
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get rid of things that pull our focus
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into the periphery all the time.
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You know, all the arguments, I find myself now
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much more focused if I don't turn on the news.
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You know, it's just, it's back and forth
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and the same stuff all the time,
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and I'm like, what happens when we find our center?
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If our center is the God that we know
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we will spend our life moving towards,
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spend our life trying to understand,
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but we'll never spend our life,
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we'll never get our mind around God.
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You know, out of that, I think, really comes this humility
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that Jesus talks so much about,
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the humility that we worship a God
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that we cannot completely understand,
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and anyone, you know, there was a,
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I can't remember who it was, it might have been,
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I'm gonna get through the wrong name,
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so I won't give you anyone,
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but used to battle with Thomas Aquinas all the time.
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Thomas Aquinas was a brilliant academic,
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and the lines that you always read,
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he's always saying,
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oh, Thomas, you're so busy explaining the unexplainable.
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You know, you're always so busy
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trying to articulate the mystery,
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and his point was, it's brilliant,
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and it's wonderful to delve in and say,
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I think I understand more than I did yesterday,
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but I'll never get closer to infinite.
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I'll always have more to learn,
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and there's a humility there,
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and so we ask God today to make us a people
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who are more aware of our center,
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that we get back to who we are,
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that we get a sense of where is God,
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what is love, what is caring, what is compassion,
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what are the core values we are called to?
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Not what are the borders that we think
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they're not called to, but what are our core values?
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Because if we lose our core,
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the perimeter will mean nothing.
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Father Pat's message centers on the idea that Father Pat's message centers on the idea that true faith is not about rigid boundaries, rules, or external signs of holiness, but about a deep, centered relationship with God that is uncluttered by idols—be they physical, doctrinal, or ideological. He uses Jesus’ cleansing of the temple to challenge how institutions, individuals, and even religious practices can distort access to God, commodify spirituality, and replace divine mystery with controllable, human-centered constructs. Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to humility, reminding us that God is beyond comprehension, and our journey of faith should be aimed at moving toward that mystery, not reducing it to manageable ideas or systems. Lent, then, becomes a season not of deprivation but of liberation—letting go of distractions to rediscover our center in God.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel passage where Jesus drives out the money changers from the temple. He cautions against a simplistic interpretation of this event as merely a prohibition against commerce within sacred spaces. Instead, he urges a deeper reading: Jesus’ anger is directed at the exploitation of the faithful and the corruption of religious access. The traders were not just selling animals—they were monetizing people’s access to God, creating barriers for those seeking divine connection. Jesus’ righteous anger is not about economic activity per se, but about the manipulation and commodification of the sacred.
This leads Father Pat into a broader discussion about the Ten Commandments, emphasizing their complexity and variations in numbering across Christian traditions. He humorously points out how people sometimes cite commandments by number without awareness of these differences, suggesting a surface-level engagement with moral law. He challenges the idea of reducing God’s will to a list of rules, instead advocating for a return to the foundational commandment: worship God alone. The danger, he explains, lies in replacing God with idols—not just in the form of graven images, but in subtler forms like power, money, or even Scripture itself when it is wielded as a weapon to judge rather than a guide toward divine love.
He draws attention to how people sometimes idolize Scripture, using it selectively to condemn others rather than seeking the heart of God’s message. This, he asserts, is a form of idolatry, replacing the living mystery of God with a static, controllable interpretation of divine will. Father Pat warns that when our image of God aligns too closely with our own biases and judgments, we risk worshipping a reflection of ourselves rather than the true, unknowable God.
The sermon further explores how religious institutions and individuals can become gatekeepers, creating fences to determine who is “in” or “out” of the faith community. Father Pat suggests that this focus on boundaries often signals a loss of connection to the center—God. He points out that Jesus often reserved his harshest words not for the marginalized or the sinner, but for those who enforced exclusionary rules and profited from religious authority. The real spiritual danger, then, is not impurity or imperfection, but the self-righteousness that seeks to control others’ access to God.
Father Pat then turns to the season of Lent, not as a time of suffering or mere sacrifice, but as an opportunity to refocus on the center of our faith. Lent becomes a spiritual decluttering, letting go of the peripheral things that distract us so we can rediscover our core values: love, humility, compassion, and the pursuit of God’s mystery. He notes that when we let go of unnecessary attachments—whether material or ideological—we often find ourselves no less happy, but more free and more connected to what truly matters.
Finally, Father Pat invites us into a posture of humility. He quotes the idea that humanity has been making God in its own image ever since the beginning, warning against the temptation to shrink God into something we can fully understand or control. Instead, he encourages us to embrace the mystery, to admit that we will never fully comprehend the infinite, and to find peace in the journey rather than in grasping for certainty. True faith, then, is not about knowing the limits, but about being rooted in the center—God’s love—and recognizing that all else must flow from that source....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 694.8499755859375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to the Lord. Jesus took Peter, James, and John and led them up a high mountain apart by themselves. And he was transfigured before them and his clothes became dazzling white, such as no fuller on earth could bleach them. Then Elijah appeared to them along with Moses and they were conversing with Jesus. Then Peter said to Jesus in reply, Rabbi, it is good that we are here. Let us make three tents, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah. He hardly knew what to say. They were so terrified. Then a cloud came, casting a shadow over them. And from the cloud came a voice. This is my beloved son. Listen to him. Suddenly, looking around, they saw no one any longer but Jesus alone with them. As they were coming down from the mountain, he charged them not to relate what they had seen to anyone except when the Son of Man had risen from the dead. So they kept the matter to themselves, questioning what rising from the dead meant. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Every year in Lent, we get, in the second week, we always get the transfiguration. It's a pattern, a rhythm to Lent that always the second week, we have this, and we either get Mark's version or Matthew's version or Luke's, depending on the year. And they're remarkably similar in some of the details. What we get very different are the readings that accompany them in the liturgy, and this is probably my least favorite year. We get this horrific story of Abraham and Isaac that paints a picture of this sort of despotic, capricious God who tells Abraham to kill his son. And we have to approach those readings with a full understanding that the Bible is a compendium of images of God. And they're not all equal. And there is a development. And the earliest stories, which this is one of, this is one of that first layer of stories, tell us less about God and more about human behavior. But, you know, I mean, you could imagine today this is the image of God used by, you know, shooters at a nightclub, people who want to do racial violence, suicide bombers, God told me to kill someone. We know this is the worst image of God. And everyone says, oh, well, you know, that faith and that religion. No, this one's in ours. This is our faith. And if we don't know it's there so that we can say, yes, we moved beyond that, not only did they move beyond it, they moved beyond it quickly. The same writer writes in Exodus, so even within his own lifetime, the same writer says, thou shalt not commit murder. Well, any way you look at it, had Abraham gone through with this, that would have been murder. In this story, God tells him, commit murder. And the same writer within their lifetime is writing things that say thou shalt not commit murder. So the image of God during this time is developing quickly. If God is telling you to burn books, get medication, that's not God, okay? So when we get these sort of violent voices in our head, that is not God. And so we start with that, and we kind of have to put it aside to look then at this transfiguration, which is a very misunderstood word. Now, for most of us, it's not tragic that it's misunderstood because I'm going to go out on a limb and say, probably one of you, not one of you, has used the word transfigure in a conversation this week. It's not like one of those words we throw around all the time. And when someone does say it's transfigured instead of saying transformed or something else, they're usually putting a religious edge on something. It transfigure kind of makes people think of this Bible story, which is funny because the word is nowhere in the story. It was called, someone, they started calling it the transfiguration years later. It, you know, it doesn't really say he was trans, you know, the Greek, he was transfigured before them. But it says his appearance changed. And so I think where we misunderstand is most of us think of transfiguration as, I mean, so much more complete than other words. It's deeper, it's more profound. It's, you know, it reaches into the very core of who, no, it's the opposite. It's the most shallow transformation you can think of. What transfiguration, figure meaning how we appear in the world, it's our surface. Transfiguration is not Jesus's essence changing at all. It's the outward appearance finally matching what's inside. We transfigure ourselves, you know, Lent's got two kinds of changes going on. We try to do things to make us a better person. But transfiguration is letting the world see the person you are. Letting the core of who you are at this moment come to the surface is transfiguration. So it's not that all of those deeper things. In many ways, it's a surface thing. But it's a deep movement. It's very hard for people to learn to take their core and bring it out into the open. And sometimes our religion fights us on that because people think that their religion calls them to fall in line with one another and appear like one another. This is, you know, people will come to me and say, well, you know, I just don't know if I should receive communion. The community's coming up, and I just don't know because there's this one teaching that I disagree with, and I get mad at this, and I don't always have good thoughts in my head. And I just don't know if I should receive communion with the rest of the community. And I always want to say, what state do you think the rest of the community is in? Doubts, and foibles, and mistakes, and problems. And I think it's so easy because what happens is we sometimes come, and we sit, and we dress up, and we're all ready, and we tell the whole world, this is who I am all the time. And they start to think, oh, I guess that's who I'm supposed to be. And then you're trying to keep up with them, and they're trying to keep up with you, and you've got these two facades racing towards the finish line that have nothing to do with what's going on in our real life. I never tire of telling people that Jesus did not die on the cross to save anyone's facade. The facades are not going to heaven. It's a crucial question in the theology of children. Does my dog go to heaven? For an adult, the bad news is your facade does not go to heaven. And many of us spend more of our lives developing our social presence, our facade, than we do developing our character. And so, you know, we kind of use this to say, you know, one of the reasons Lent is so hard, one of the reasons we have so much trouble transforming who we are is because of the amount of energy we spend not letting people know who we are. When we can let go and transfigure, and you'll notice this happens in the story, just at the front side of Jesus going into that final passion, that final, in other words, I've got some real tough stuff ahead of me, and I have no more energy for the facade. Now, this sort of development in our life where we start to let people know who we truly are is never linear. You know, it's like when people say, when did Jesus know, when did he know he was God? When does that happen in the story? And some very, very well-meaning, you know, scripture scholars will get right up and say, well, it had to be at this point. Oh, no, he had to know in the transfiguration. Well, no, he had to know on the cross. Well, no, he had to know from the moment he was born. They want it linear. If Jesus is human, you know, the much more likely scenario is transfiguration, he knew. Then the next day he got up and thought, am I crazy? No, and then the next day he knew, and the next day maybe he doubted. I mean, that's how that goes. Very few of us have real life-changing epiphanies that we don't back away from and move back into and back away from and move back into. And in this story, it makes it ridiculously clear because Jesus is transfigured, meaning Jesus shows them who he is. He takes that brave step of ridicule of everything else and says, here's who I really am. And they are a little terrified and a little worried, but they accept him. And then the very next line is, but he says, don't tell anyone else. Okay, so not quite ready. It's a process. It takes time. There are days you feel further along and days you come back, but it's got to be our goal. Our goal should be to be transfigured because we can't move into heaven without it. We can't move into heaven if we're still terrified of the world knowing who we are because to live in the light of heaven is to live with perfect knowledge of one another. And I think many of us, just we can't even wrap our minds around. I always say that when you tell Catholics that if they walk into the light of heaven, everyone knows who they are. That's when our Catholic theology kicks in and we say, so now where is purgatory and how long can I stay? Because that's a little frightening. But that's what we're called to do now. Part of our Lenten journey is who we really are brought to the surface. Not, you know, there's a news commentator and I literally, I remember the phrase thinking it was great, can't remember who the commentator is, so sorry to whoever's material I'm stealing. But said one time, you know, catching a lot of flack. I know, a news commentator in this day and age. Catching flack. And it was a woman and she said, you know, I learned a long time ago that what other people think of me is none of my business. I thought, now, you know, if I say to all of you, you know what, your opinion of me, that's not, none of my business, it's not going to affect me, I'm lying to you, but it would be a nice place to be. You know, I would love to get to that point, but we know that there's some of that that is the goal. Because otherwise what happens is our gathering and community becomes, you know, we're supposed to be here for spirituality and growth, and instead, it becomes an opportunity to thicken the facade, rather than peel it away. And then our faith is working against our journey. And so instead, we take this moment every year to say, you know, we've had about a week of Lent, nice time to stop and check and say, now before I keep trying to change myself, how much energy am I wasting hiding myself? Strip away the facade a little. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to the Lord.
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Jesus took Peter, James, and John
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and led them up a high mountain apart by themselves.
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And he was transfigured before them
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and his clothes became dazzling white,
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such as no fuller on earth could bleach them.
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Then Elijah appeared to them along with Moses
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and they were conversing with Jesus.
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Then Peter said to Jesus in reply,
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Rabbi, it is good that we are here.
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Let us make three tents, one for you, one for Moses,
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and one for Elijah.
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He hardly knew what to say.
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They were so terrified.
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Then a cloud came, casting a shadow over them.
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And from the cloud came a voice.
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This is my beloved son.
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Listen to him.
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Suddenly, looking around, they saw no one any longer
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but Jesus alone with them.
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As they were coming down from the mountain,
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he charged them not to relate what they had seen to anyone
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except when the Son of Man had risen from the dead.
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So they kept the matter to themselves,
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questioning what rising from the dead meant.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Every year in Lent, we get, in the second week,
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we always get the transfiguration.
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It's a pattern, a rhythm to Lent that always the second week,
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we have this, and we either get Mark's version
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or Matthew's version or Luke's, depending on the year.
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And they're remarkably similar in some of the details.
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What we get very different are the readings
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that accompany them in the liturgy,
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and this is probably my least favorite year.
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We get this horrific story of Abraham and Isaac
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that paints a picture of this sort of despotic,
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capricious God who tells Abraham to kill his son.
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And we have to approach those readings
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with a full understanding that the Bible
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is a compendium of images of God.
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And they're not all equal.
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And there is a development.
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And the earliest stories, which this is one of,
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this is one of that first layer of stories,
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tell us less about God and more about human behavior.
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But, you know, I mean, you could imagine today
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this is the image of God used by, you know,
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shooters at a nightclub,
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people who want to do racial violence,
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suicide bombers, God told me to kill someone.
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We know this is the worst image of God.
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And everyone says, oh, well, you know,
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that faith and that religion.
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No, this one's in ours.
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This is our faith.
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And if we don't know it's there so that we can say,
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yes, we moved beyond that,
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not only did they move beyond it,
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they moved beyond it quickly.
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The same writer writes in Exodus,
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so even within his own lifetime,
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the same writer says, thou shalt not commit murder.
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Well, any way you look at it,
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had Abraham gone through with this,
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that would have been murder.
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In this story, God tells him, commit murder.
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And the same writer within their lifetime
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is writing things that say thou shalt not commit murder.
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So the image of God during this time is developing quickly.
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If God is telling you to burn books, get medication,
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that's not God, okay?
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So when we get these sort of violent voices in our head,
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that is not God.
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And so we start with that,
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and we kind of have to put it aside
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to look then at this transfiguration,
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which is a very misunderstood word.
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Now, for most of us, it's not tragic that it's misunderstood
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because I'm going to go out on a limb and say,
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probably one of you, not one of you,
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has used the word transfigure in a conversation this week.
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It's not like one of those words
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we throw around all the time.
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And when someone does say it's transfigured
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instead of saying transformed or something else,
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they're usually putting a religious edge on something.
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It transfigure kind of makes people think
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of this Bible story, which is funny
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because the word is nowhere in the story.
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It was called, someone, they started calling it
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the transfiguration years later.
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It, you know, it doesn't really say he was trans,
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you know, the Greek, he was transfigured before them.
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But it says his appearance changed.
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And so I think where we misunderstand
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is most of us think of transfiguration as,
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I mean, so much more complete than other words.
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It's deeper, it's more profound.
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It's, you know, it reaches into the very core of who,
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no, it's the opposite.
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It's the most shallow transformation you can think of.
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What transfiguration, figure meaning
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how we appear in the world, it's our surface.
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Transfiguration is not Jesus's essence changing at all.
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It's the outward appearance finally matching what's inside.
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We transfigure ourselves, you know,
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Lent's got two kinds of changes going on.
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We try to do things to make us a better person.
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But transfiguration is letting the world
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see the person you are.
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Letting the core of who you are at this moment
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come to the surface is transfiguration.
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So it's not that all of those deeper things.
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In many ways, it's a surface thing.
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But it's a deep movement.
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It's very hard for people to learn to take their core
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and bring it out into the open.
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And sometimes our religion fights us on that
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because people think that their religion calls
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them to fall in line with one another
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and appear like one another.
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This is, you know, people will come to me and say,
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well, you know, I just don't know
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if I should receive communion.
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The community's coming up, and I just
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don't know because there's this one teaching that I disagree
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with, and I get mad at this, and I don't always
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have good thoughts in my head.
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And I just don't know if I should receive communion
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with the rest of the community.
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And I always want to say, what state
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do you think the rest of the community is in?
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Doubts, and foibles, and mistakes, and problems.
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And I think it's so easy because what happens
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is we sometimes come, and we sit,
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and we dress up, and we're all ready,
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and we tell the whole world, this is who I am all the time.
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And they start to think, oh, I guess
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that's who I'm supposed to be.
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And then you're trying to keep up with them,
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and they're trying to keep up with you,
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and you've got these two facades
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racing towards the finish line that
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have nothing to do with what's going on in our real life.
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I never tire of telling people that Jesus did not
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die on the cross to save anyone's facade.
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The facades are not going to heaven.
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It's a crucial question in the theology of children.
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Does my dog go to heaven?
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For an adult, the bad news is your facade
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does not go to heaven.
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And many of us spend more of our lives
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developing our social presence, our facade,
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than we do developing our character.
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And so, you know, we kind of use this to say, you know,
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one of the reasons Lent is so hard,
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one of the reasons we have so much trouble transforming
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who we are is because of the amount of energy
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we spend not letting people know who we are.
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When we can let go and transfigure,
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and you'll notice this happens in the story,
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just at the front side of Jesus going
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into that final passion, that final, in other words,
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I've got some real tough stuff ahead of me,
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and I have no more energy for the facade.
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Now, this sort of development in our life
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where we start to let people know who we truly are
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is never linear.
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You know, it's like when people say,
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when did Jesus know, when did he know he was God?
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When does that happen in the story?
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And some very, very well-meaning, you know,
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scripture scholars will get right up and say,
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well, it had to be at this point.
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Oh, no, he had to know in the transfiguration.
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Well, no, he had to know on the cross.
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Well, no, he had to know from the moment he was born.
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They want it linear.
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If Jesus is human, you know,
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the much more likely scenario is transfiguration, he knew.
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Then the next day he got up and thought, am I crazy?
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No, and then the next day he knew,
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and the next day maybe he doubted.
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I mean, that's how that goes.
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Very few of us have real life-changing epiphanies
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that we don't back away from and move back into
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and back away from and move back into.
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And in this story, it makes it ridiculously clear
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because Jesus is transfigured,
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meaning Jesus shows them who he is.
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He takes that brave step of ridicule of everything else
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and says, here's who I really am.
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And they are a little terrified and a little worried,
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but they accept him.
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And then the very next line is,
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but he says, don't tell anyone else.
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Okay, so not quite ready.
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It's a process.
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It takes time.
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There are days you feel further along
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and days you come back, but it's got to be our goal.
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Our goal should be to be transfigured
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because we can't move into heaven without it.
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We can't move into heaven if we're still terrified
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of the world knowing who we are
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because to live in the light of heaven
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is to live with perfect knowledge of one another.
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And I think many of us,
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just we can't even wrap our minds around.
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I always say that when you tell Catholics
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that if they walk into the light of heaven,
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everyone knows who they are.
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That's when our Catholic theology kicks in
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and we say, so now where is purgatory
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and how long can I stay?
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Because that's a little frightening.
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But that's what we're called to do now.
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Part of our Lenten journey is who we really are
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brought to the surface.
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Not, you know, there's a news commentator
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and I literally, I remember the phrase
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thinking it was great, can't remember
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who the commentator is, so sorry
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to whoever's material I'm stealing.
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But said one time, you know, catching a lot of flack.
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I know, a news commentator in this day and age.
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Catching flack.
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And it was a woman and she said,
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you know, I learned a long time ago
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that what other people think of me is none of my business.
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I thought, now, you know, if I say to all of you,
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you know what, your opinion of me,
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that's not, none of my business,
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it's not going to affect me, I'm lying to you,
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but it would be a nice place to be.
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You know, I would love to get to that point,
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but we know that there's some of that that is the goal.
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Because otherwise what happens is our gathering
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and community becomes, you know,
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we're supposed to be here for spirituality and growth,
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and instead, it becomes an opportunity
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to thicken the facade, rather than peel it away.
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And then our faith is working against our journey.
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And so instead, we take this moment every year to say,
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you know, we've had about a week of Lent,
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nice time to stop and check and say,
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now before I keep trying to change myself,
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how much energy am I wasting hiding myself?
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Strip away the facade a little.
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Let the core of who we are come out and speak to the world.
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That's how we join Jesus.
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That's how we, too, become a community
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of people who are transfigured.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the theme of trans Father Pat’s message centers on the theme of transfiguration—not as a mystical or distant theological concept, but as a deeply human and profoundly relevant invitation to authenticity. He challenges the faithful to let go of their facades and allow their true selves to be seen, just as Jesus did on the mountain. The Transfiguration is not about Jesus becoming something new; it’s about Jesus revealing who he already was. Likewise, our Lenten journey isn’t primarily about becoming someone else but learning the courage and humility to live outwardly the truth of who we already are inwardly. Father Pat emphasizes that this is essential not just for personal growth, but for spiritual salvation, because heaven itself is a place where we are fully known and fully seen. Therefore, the work of Lent is not just transformation, but the deeper, more vulnerable work of transfiguration—of allowing our true selves to emerge.
Father Pat begins by contextualizing the Gospel reading of the Transfiguration as a deliberate Lenten fixture, always appearing in the second week of Lent. He juxtaposes this luminous story with the troubling Old Testament passage of Abraham and Isaac, pointing out that while the Gospel reveals a God of light and truth, the Genesis story reflects an early, evolving and immature image of God—one that has been misused to justify violence. He urges us to recognize that the Bible contains a developmental arc in its portrayal of God, and that not all portrayals are equal. The Abrahamic story, he suggests, is more about human confusion and projection than divine instruction. He warns against mistaking violent inner voices or religious extremism as the voice of God, urging discernment and spiritual maturity.
From this troubling image, Father Pat shifts to the Gospel’s focus: the transfiguration of Jesus. He unpacks the often misunderstood term “transfiguration,” explaining that it does not imply an inward change in Christ but rather a revealing of the divine truth already present within him. The Greek suggests a change in appearance rather than essence. This, Father Pat points out, is not a deep transformation but a shallow one in terms of physicality—yet it is spiritually profound. The depth lies not in what changes, but in what is revealed.
Drawing from this, he highlights the difference between transformation (changing who we are) and transfiguration (revealing who we truly are). Lent invites both, but too often we focus on transformation without first confronting the energy we waste on maintaining facades. Our social masks, he argues, are exhausting and spiritually counterproductive. Religion itself can become a tool for reinforcing these facades if we mistake conformity and appearances for holiness. When we look around at community members and assume they are all living perfect lives, we create a cycle of dishonesty and shame, where everyone pretends and no one heals.
Father Pat is particularly pastoral when addressing those who feel unworthy of communion due to doubt or failure. He reminds us that no one comes to the table perfect. All are wounded, all are doubting, all are struggling. The Eucharist is not a reward for the flawless but nourishment for the journeying. The community is not a parade of facades but a congregation of real people seeking grace.
He continues by pointing out that even Jesus’s journey to self-revelation was not linear. He dismisses overly simplistic theological arguments about when Jesus "knew" he was divine, suggesting instead a very human process of realization, doubt, and reaffirmation. Even after the Transfiguration, Jesus tells the disciples not to tell anyone—a sign that even in divine revelation, Jesus was navigating the tension between visibility and vulnerability.
Father Pat concludes with a call to courage and authenticity. He acknowledges how difficult it is to live without fear of others’ opinions, but insists that this is the goal. To live in the light of heaven is to be fully known and fully seen. If we cannot begin to do that now—if we continue to hide who we are—then our spiritual lives are misaligned. Lent, therefore, becomes a time not just for self-improvement, but for self-revelation. We must ask not only how we can change, but how we can stop hiding.
In this way, Father Pat reframes the Transfiguration from a singular historical event into a spiritual practice and a communal goal. Jesus’s radiant moment on the mountain becomes a model for each of us—not to become something new, but to finally let the world see who we are in the light of God. This is the true work of Lent: to strip away our masks, step into the light, and move toward the divine life where nothing is hidden and all is grace....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1084.199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. The Spirit drove Jesus out into the desert, and He remained in the desert, tempted by Satan, for 40 days. He was among wild beasts, and the angels ministered to Him. After John had been arrested, Jesus came to Galilee, proclaiming the Gospel of God. This is the time of fulfillment. The kingdom of God is at hand. Repent and believe the Gospel. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. It's kind of a trick of the mind that we have to wrap our head around, that when we hear Jesus saying, believe in the Gospel, the four Gospels have not been written. So you and I hear, oh, believe in these four books. Not what was meant. You know, this is the concept for which the four books will be named after. And then we kind of re-imprint history in a different order in our mind. And so, you know, He uses the Greek. He says, you know, believe in the Evangelion. It's a Greek word that literally was used kind of, probably the most common use for it was if there was a decisive battle such that, you know, if you lose this battle, you lose your city. You lose your way of life. You lose your power base. You lose everything. If you are being attacked at that level, the army would go out and they would fight the battle. And the youngest of the soldiers was often asked to hold back, you know, be kind of at the backside of the army. And when the army wins, his only job is to run back and tell the city the Evangelion, the good news. This runner, this messenger who comes back also becomes known as Evangelion, the good news bearer, the bearer that says, you know, the battle has been decisively won and our way of life is safe and free and who you are, you know, the invasion is over. And that's, you know, so when we talk about, oh, the gospel, the good news, we all put all these different sorts of things on it. But it really is saying that there is a battle we're all fighting that's been won. By the time the good news gets there, you're hearing the good news doesn't win the battle. It's been won. But you should live knowing the battle's been won. And I think, unfortunately, a lot, not all, but a lot of our religion centers around keeping people in the battle. We're fighting for the gospel. We're fighting for the announcement that the battle's over and there's nothing to fight. So there is a word game that goes on in our head. We slowly forget what the gospel is. Jesus comes preaching this good news, and the good news, and of course you have to get your head set into the mindset of the bad news that was going around, which was, you know, when you sin, there is no forgiveness. When you mess up, that's it. That was the mindset of the day. God, you know, if you're wealthy and healthy and everything's going well, it's because God likes you and the rest of you, you'd have a better life if you just weren't so displeasing to God. All of these messages are out there in the ether at that time, and little by little, this good news that gets preached, the beatitudes come and say, guess what, God blesses those people even when their lives are falling apart. And then he starts to say, and you know what, these people who say there's no forgiveness are people who themselves need forgiveness, and you have to get past that. Of course there's forgiveness. And, you know, then he continues on, and there's these miracle healings, and there's nothing we can't get past, and there's good news even after death, and there's good news, and there's good news. And we are so afraid of the good news because if everyone understood the good news, it might be harder for authorities to control people. And too many people have a vision of human nature that is so ugly that basically their thing is, you know, if people ever really got comfortable with who they are, they'd ruin everything. I mean, you know, they don't understand, and even modern psychology will back this up eventually. Anyone who has studied adolescence and lived to tell, anyone who has studied that age group knows bullies aren't bullies because they're secure. People who do awful things don't do it because they're coming from a safe place. Bad behavior doesn't come from people, you know, we always talk about, oh, people who have had it so easy don't understand. But the woundedness that makes them do awful things is whatever little part of their life was not secure. To actually live without that worry and anxiety, the choice to just run around hurting people short of mental illness would make no sense. We're usually fighting with the world because we're competing with the world, and we're competing with the world because we're sure that if we don't, there is eventual failure ahead of us. We don't have enough faith in the nature that God created in us that says, you know, I don't need to put other people under me in order to feel like I'm a little higher up in the world. Most of us really do have a want to be with one another and be safe. I think that the, I've always felt that the real definition, and you get so many of them, of what people are looking for in true love, you know, and I've said this first part a lot. People have heard this a lot that, you know, everyone dreams of falling in love with another person until they realize that they are an other person. They're not you. But that's the dream, is to find someone who isn't you around whom you are completely yourself and completely safe. To be completely yourself. They know everything and it's still safe. That's like the perfect foundation. And when we understand the good news, we're each being invited into that place with God. And so Jesus takes this 40 days to go out and recollect who he is, know who he is, understand this, and then out of it comes the mission. And I think most of us are good either at, I think a lot of us, a lot of us have rudderless missions in our lives. Many of you know people who just get tons of stuff done. If you ask them what they got done yesterday, they will come up with a list that's amazing. If you ask them what they've gotten done in the last year, they can't tell you. Because they spent an amazing day going over here and then an amazing day going over here, but there's no trajectory. They're kind of rudderless even though they are people with amazing energy. And then there are the others who, you know, they reflect and they reflect and they know who they are in the world and they think and they think and, you know, they're finally ready to go out and act and, well, now they're 102 and they die. And they've spent their whole life getting their rudder and never moving. And it's so easy to get caught in one of those. And so we get this phrase in Hebrew that, you know, 40 days, I've always thought that the dynamic English at this moment translation of that should be month of Sundays. It doesn't mean 40 days exactly. It means, you know, 40 kind of meant, you know, forever and a day. He goes out for a month of Sundays. That does not mean 30 weeks. We know that. And so he goes out long enough to unclutter his life and figure out the mission. And then he comes back and spends three years doing the mission. It's the balance that Lent tries to give us. You know, Lent should be a time when we check and say, where are we headed? Where is my, you know, where is the steering wheel pointed toward? This is the time we do that. And the balance that the church has struck is six out of every 52 weeks. The assumption there meaning then 46 weeks doing something with that. You know, we spend some time reminding ourselves of our direction. And then what do we do? I always think that it was, you know, when we talk about, it's a mythological sort of courtroom scene that people have in their heads. Final judgment. You're standing before God. And I know that my catechism teacher, you know, when I was growing up, probably had me convinced that, you know, it was going to be everything from multiple choice and essays and you better know the answer to every question and how many sacraments and which ones are this or you better, this is the final exam. And I'm coming to think that if there is a final judgment, there is one question of interest. And it's not going to be, what mistakes did you make? What mistakes didn't you make? Did you ever sin? Did you not sin? No, the question's going to be, so how did you change the world? How did you change the world? And I think for many of us, it's, well, I didn't hang around those people. Yeah, bad news, they're just inside the door. You know, it's, how do we, and so I look right now, you know, everyone's reeling this week over what happened in Florida and I'm watching all the reactions and there are those who are saying, oh, let's just take a moment and do nothing. Let's just take a moment and do nothing. Which made sense at Columbine, but when you get to Ash Wednesday and you're in a year whereby Ash Wednesday, there are three times as many school shootings as there were Thursdays. How long do you wait? Someone's like, well, you can wait, but you can't wait more than 72 hours or you'll hit the next one and then they'll say wait. It's gotten to that kind of a crazy pace in our lives. And you know, you always say, out of the mouth of babes, what was interesting was the student who, when they first said it, they were kind of like, they thought they were correcting because someone said the wrong thing and it's become a catchphrase all over the internet. And that was when someone said, they started to talk about, you know, let's change laws, let's do this. And someone said, I think it's too soon. And the kid who had just lived through this said, what do you mean? You mean it's too late. I lived through it, it's too late. You don't, you know, you don't go to a funeral and say, is it too soon to discuss treatment options? No, it's too late. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch because what we've done as we fall, I finally started to realize as I watched this week that the word we use of tribalism, tribalism is ego sanctified. Because, you know, if I'm just, if I'm just in this for me, that is ego and that is ugly. But if I'm just in it for my family, that's loyalty. Now my ego looks, it looks a little loyal. I can put a kind of layer of sanctification. Oh, I'm in it for my, for my family, for my country, for my party. It's still ego. I just widened the group long enough that I can say, and I'm just doing this out of loyalty. You know, when it's just me, it's ego. Now it's something noble. It's, you know, noble vices are very dangerous. And so we come to a point and I think, so where do we go? When do we move a discussion into action? And the problem becomes that on both sides or every millions of sides of every political fence, most people are less interested in solving problems and more interested in being right. We don't want the other side to come up with the answer because then they're right. And everyone, you know, it's easy to vilify. I love, we're vilifying the politicians and there is no doubt that there is corruption in the system and that lobbyists are buying things. There's no doubt that's happening. But whenever people start going off on the politicians, I think, but they're doing more than we are. They're showing up. And I don't know if we're upset that they're not doing their job or that we're upset that they're not doing ours. Because, you know, our job doesn't come up once every year or every two or every four years. I've always thought it would be interesting, you know, some people do it, it's only done with military service, but there's so many ways. I thought it would be so interesting if you grew up in one of those countries where everyone had to do one or two years of public service. Because we think of public servants as a faction of our larger community rather than public servants as constitutive of citizenry. Public service. Because otherwise, most of us don't get it. Most of us don't get what's going on. We don't get the difficulties. We wonder why they don't solve issues quicker and we don't understand the difficulties they're up against. And it is polluted by a lot of, there's definitely corruption. But I think we are called to stand up. I realized on Ash Wednesday who the new heroes, the new heroes in our culture are, and even though everyone likes to complain about, you know, whether they're calling them millennials or Gen Xers or, you know, whichever group you're upset with this day. But, you know, the people between the ages of about 25 and 45 right now have watched as their parents have been horrified and their grandparents have been horrified and their aunts and uncles were all horrified. And they're horrified but they're all saying, you know what, I'll run for office. Those are the heroes. Those are the ones who are going to change things. They're like, I'll run for office. You know, in my generation, I don't know, I think I thought that unless you had a degree in Congress, you didn't do those things. Turns out there's no such degree. It's people who just decide they're going to step forward and be part of this. You know, and so all of a sudden we're seeing these voices rise up and say, maybe this, you know, maybe this is our problem. You know, maybe the problem isn't politicians. Maybe it's everyone should be a politician once in a while. And no one should be one all the time. And then we start to share our culture. Then we start to share our church. Do you volunteer at church and you find there are two kinds of people, those who volunteer always and those who volunteer never. Ones who volunteer always, you know, they're the ones who inevitably show up at my office at the age of 99 going, I feel so guilty because I can't do it anymore. I'm like, I feel guilty that you walked in here. I mean, you're doing more than I am. You know, rather than, oh no, there are some times of life that we have and we give and other times that we can't. We never just decide that that's someone else's issue. We never decide that. And so like Jesus, we take some time to gather our thoughts, figure out where we're going. Be convinced in the good news. Be convinced that failure doesn't keep us out of heaven. God's won that battle that we are confident enough to try and willing enough. The Pope has asked us this year and he's talking about poverty, but we can put it with violence. We can put it, the Pope, it's a beautiful phrase. He said, this Lent, the world needs to fast from indifference. And we'll know, and as I said on Ash Wednesday, feeling bad doesn't make me less indifferent. Watching a story on the news and going, oh, because I did that, I must not be indifferent. You know, there's no indifference there because I literally touched my chest inside. And what the Pope says is, no, no, you'll know you're not indifferent when you make a difference. And maybe that's the only question we have, not just at the end of Lent, but at the end of our lives, is God saying, how did you change the world? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The Spirit drove Jesus out into the desert,
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and He remained in the desert, tempted by Satan, for 40 days.
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He was among wild beasts, and the angels ministered to Him.
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After John had been arrested, Jesus came to Galilee,
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proclaiming the Gospel of God.
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This is the time of fulfillment.
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The kingdom of God is at hand.
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Repent and believe the Gospel.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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It's kind of a trick of the mind that we have to wrap our head around,
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that when we hear Jesus saying,
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believe in the Gospel, the four Gospels have not been written.
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So you and I hear, oh, believe in these four books.
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Not what was meant.
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You know, this is the concept for which the four books will be named after.
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And then we kind of re-imprint history in a different order in our mind.
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And so, you know, He uses the Greek.
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He says, you know, believe in the Evangelion.
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It's a Greek word that literally was used kind of,
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probably the most common use for it was if there was a decisive battle
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such that, you know, if you lose this battle, you lose your city.
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You lose your way of life.
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You lose your power base.
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You lose everything.
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If you are being attacked at that level, the army would go out
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and they would fight the battle.
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And the youngest of the soldiers was often asked to hold back,
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you know, be kind of at the backside of the army.
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And when the army wins, his only job is to run back
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and tell the city the Evangelion, the good news.
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This runner, this messenger who comes back also becomes known as Evangelion,
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the good news bearer, the bearer that says, you know,
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the battle has been decisively won and our way of life is safe and free
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and who you are, you know, the invasion is over.
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And that's, you know, so when we talk about, oh, the gospel, the good news,
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we all put all these different sorts of things on it.
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But it really is saying that there is a battle we're all fighting that's been won.
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By the time the good news gets there,
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you're hearing the good news doesn't win the battle.
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It's been won.
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But you should live knowing the battle's been won.
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And I think, unfortunately, a lot, not all, but a lot of our religion
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centers around keeping people in the battle.
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We're fighting for the gospel.
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We're fighting for the announcement that the battle's over
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and there's nothing to fight.
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So there is a word game that goes on in our head.
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We slowly forget what the gospel is.
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Jesus comes preaching this good news, and the good news,
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and of course you have to get your head set into the mindset of the bad news
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that was going around, which was, you know, when you sin, there is no forgiveness.
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When you mess up, that's it.
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That was the mindset of the day.
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God, you know, if you're wealthy and healthy and everything's going well,
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it's because God likes you and the rest of you,
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you'd have a better life if you just weren't so displeasing to God.
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All of these messages are out there in the ether at that time,
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and little by little, this good news that gets preached,
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the beatitudes come and say,
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guess what, God blesses those people even when their lives are falling apart.
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And then he starts to say, and you know what,
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these people who say there's no forgiveness
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are people who themselves need forgiveness,
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and you have to get past that.
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Of course there's forgiveness.
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And, you know, then he continues on, and there's these miracle healings,
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and there's nothing we can't get past,
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and there's good news even after death,
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and there's good news, and there's good news.
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And we are so afraid of the good news
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because if everyone understood the good news,
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it might be harder for authorities to control people.
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And too many people have a vision of human nature
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that is so ugly that basically their thing is,
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you know, if people ever really got comfortable with who they are,
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they'd ruin everything.
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I mean, you know, they don't understand,
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and even modern psychology will back this up eventually.
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Anyone who has studied adolescence and lived to tell,
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anyone who has studied that age group knows
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bullies aren't bullies because they're secure.
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People who do awful things don't do it
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because they're coming from a safe place.
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Bad behavior doesn't come from people,
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you know, we always talk about,
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oh, people who have had it so easy don't understand.
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But the woundedness that makes them do awful things
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is whatever little part of their life was not secure.
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To actually live without that worry and anxiety,
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the choice to just run around hurting people
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short of mental illness would make no sense.
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We're usually fighting with the world
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because we're competing with the world,
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and we're competing with the world
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because we're sure that if we don't,
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there is eventual failure ahead of us.
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We don't have enough faith in the nature
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that God created in us that says,
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you know, I don't need to put other people under me
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in order to feel like I'm a little higher up in the world.
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Most of us really do have a want
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to be with one another and be safe.
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I think that the, I've always felt that
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the real definition, and you get so many of them,
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of what people are looking for in true love,
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you know, and I've said this first part a lot.
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People have heard this a lot that, you know,
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everyone dreams of falling in love with another person
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until they realize that they are an other person.
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They're not you.
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But that's the dream, is to find someone who isn't you
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around whom you are completely yourself
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and completely safe.
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To be completely yourself.
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They know everything and it's still safe.
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That's like the perfect foundation.
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And when we understand the good news,
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we're each being invited into that place with God.
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And so Jesus takes this 40 days
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to go out and recollect who he is,
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know who he is, understand this,
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and then out of it comes the mission.
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And I think most of us are good either at,
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I think a lot of us, a lot of us have
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rudderless missions in our lives.
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Many of you know people who just get tons of stuff done.
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If you ask them what they got done yesterday,
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they will come up with a list that's amazing.
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If you ask them what they've gotten done in the last year,
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they can't tell you.
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Because they spent an amazing day going over here
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and then an amazing day going over here,
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but there's no trajectory.
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They're kind of rudderless even though
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they are people with amazing energy.
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And then there are the others who,
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you know, they reflect and they reflect
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and they know who they are in the world
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and they think and they think and, you know,
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they're finally ready to go out and act
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and, well, now they're 102 and they die.
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And they've spent their whole life
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getting their rudder and never moving.
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And it's so easy to get caught in one of those.
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And so we get this phrase in Hebrew
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that, you know, 40 days,
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I've always thought that the dynamic English
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at this moment translation of that
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should be month of Sundays.
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It doesn't mean 40 days exactly.
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It means, you know, 40 kind of meant, you know,
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forever and a day.
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He goes out for a month of Sundays.
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That does not mean 30 weeks.
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We know that.
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And so he goes out long enough
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to unclutter his life
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and figure out the mission.
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And then he comes back
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and spends three years doing the mission.
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It's the balance that Lent tries to give us.
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You know, Lent should be a time
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when we check and say,
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where are we headed?
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Where is my, you know,
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where is the steering wheel pointed toward?
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This is the time we do that.
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And the balance that the church has struck
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is six out of every 52 weeks.
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The assumption there meaning
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then 46 weeks doing something with that.
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You know, we spend some time
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reminding ourselves of our direction.
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And then what do we do?
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I always think that it was, you know,
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when we talk about,
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it's a mythological sort of courtroom scene
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that people have in their heads.
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Final judgment.
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You're standing before God.
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And I know that my catechism teacher,
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you know, when I was growing up,
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probably had me convinced
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that, you know, it was going to be
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everything from multiple choice and essays
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and you better know the answer to every question
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and how many sacraments and which ones are this
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or you better, this is the final exam.
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And I'm coming to think that
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if there is a final judgment,
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there is one question of interest.
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And it's not going to be,
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what mistakes did you make?
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What mistakes didn't you make?
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Did you ever sin?
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Did you not sin?
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No, the question's going to be,
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so how did you change the world?
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How did you change the world?
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And I think for many of us,
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it's, well, I didn't hang around those people.
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Yeah, bad news, they're just inside the door.
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You know, it's, how do we,
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and so I look right now, you know,
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everyone's reeling this week
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over what happened in Florida
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and I'm watching all the reactions
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and there are those who are saying,
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oh, let's just take a moment and do nothing.
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Let's just take a moment and do nothing.
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Which made sense at Columbine,
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but when you get to Ash Wednesday
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and you're in a year whereby Ash Wednesday,
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there are three times as many school shootings
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as there were Thursdays.
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How long do you wait?
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Someone's like, well, you can wait,
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but you can't wait more than 72 hours
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or you'll hit the next one
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and then they'll say wait.
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It's gotten to that kind of a crazy pace in our lives.
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And you know, you always say,
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out of the mouth of babes,
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what was interesting was the student who,
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when they first said it,
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they were kind of like,
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they thought they were correcting
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because someone said the wrong thing
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and it's become a catchphrase all over the internet.
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And that was when someone said,
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they started to talk about, you know,
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let's change laws, let's do this.
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And someone said, I think it's too soon.
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And the kid who had just lived through this said,
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what do you mean?
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You mean it's too late.
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I lived through it, it's too late.
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You don't, you know,
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you don't go to a funeral and say,
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is it too soon to discuss treatment options?
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No, it's too late.
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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch
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because what we've done as we fall,
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I finally started to realize as I watched this week
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that the word we use of tribalism,
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tribalism is ego sanctified.
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Because, you know, if I'm just,
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if I'm just in this for me,
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that is ego and that is ugly.
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But if I'm just in it for my family,
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that's loyalty.
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Now my ego looks,
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it looks a little loyal.
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I can put a kind of layer of sanctification.
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Oh, I'm in it for my, for my family,
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for my country, for my party.
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It's still ego.
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I just widened the group long enough
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that I can say,
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and I'm just doing this out of loyalty.
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You know, when it's just me, it's ego.
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Now it's something noble.
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It's, you know, noble vices are very dangerous.
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And so we come to a point and I think,
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so where do we go?
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When do we move a discussion into action?
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And the problem becomes that on both sides
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or every millions of sides of every political fence,
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most people are less interested in solving problems
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and more interested in being right.
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We don't want the other side to come up with the answer
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because then they're right.
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And everyone, you know, it's easy to vilify.
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I love, we're vilifying the politicians
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and there is no doubt that there is corruption in the system
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and that lobbyists are buying things.
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There's no doubt that's happening.
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But whenever people start going off on the politicians,
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I think, but they're doing more than we are.
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They're showing up.
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And I don't know if we're upset that they're not doing their job
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or that we're upset that they're not doing ours.
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Because, you know, our job doesn't come up once every year
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or every two or every four years.
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I've always thought it would be interesting,
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you know, some people do it,
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it's only done with military service,
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but there's so many ways.
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I thought it would be so interesting if you grew up
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in one of those countries where everyone had to do
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one or two years of public service.
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Because we think of public servants
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as a faction of our larger community
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rather than public servants as constitutive of citizenry.
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Public service.
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Because otherwise, most of us don't get it.
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Most of us don't get what's going on.
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We don't get the difficulties.
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We wonder why they don't solve issues quicker
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and we don't understand the difficulties they're up against.
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And it is polluted by a lot of,
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there's definitely corruption.
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But I think we are called to stand up.
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I realized on Ash Wednesday who the new heroes,
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the new heroes in our culture are,
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and even though everyone likes to complain about,
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you know, whether they're calling them millennials
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or Gen Xers or, you know,
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whichever group you're upset with this day.
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But, you know, the people between the ages
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of about 25 and 45 right now
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have watched as their parents have been horrified
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and their grandparents have been horrified
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and their aunts and uncles were all horrified.
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And they're horrified but they're all saying,
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you know what, I'll run for office.
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Those are the heroes.
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Those are the ones who are going to change things.
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They're like, I'll run for office.
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You know, in my generation, I don't know,
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I think I thought that unless you had a degree in Congress,
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you didn't do those things.
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Turns out there's no such degree.
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It's people who just decide
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they're going to step forward and be part of this.
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You know, and so all of a sudden
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we're seeing these voices rise up
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and say, maybe this, you know,
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maybe this is our problem.
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You know, maybe the problem isn't politicians.
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Maybe it's everyone should be a politician once in a while.
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And no one should be one all the time.
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And then we start to share our culture.
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Then we start to share our church.
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Do you volunteer at church
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and you find there are two kinds of people,
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those who volunteer always and those who volunteer never.
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Ones who volunteer always, you know,
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they're the ones who inevitably show up at my office
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at the age of 99 going,
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I feel so guilty because I can't do it anymore.
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I'm like, I feel guilty that you walked in here.
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I mean, you're doing more than I am.
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You know, rather than,
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oh no, there are some times of life that we have and we give
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and other times that we can't.
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We never just decide that that's someone else's issue.
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We never decide that.
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And so like Jesus, we take some time to gather our thoughts,
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figure out where we're going.
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Be convinced in the good news.
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Be convinced that failure doesn't keep us out of heaven.
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God's won that battle
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that we are confident enough to try
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and willing enough.
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The Pope has asked us this year
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and he's talking about poverty, but we can put it with violence.
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We can put it, the Pope, it's a beautiful phrase.
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He said, this Lent,
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the world needs to fast from indifference.
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And we'll know,
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and as I said on Ash Wednesday,
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feeling bad doesn't make me less indifferent.
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Watching a story on the news and going,
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oh, because I did that, I must not be indifferent.
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You know, there's no indifference there
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because I literally touched my chest inside.
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And what the Pope says is, no, no,
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you'll know you're not indifferent
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when you make a difference.
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And maybe that's the only question we have,
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not just at the end of Lent, but at the end of our lives,
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is God saying, how did you change the world?
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Because if we're empowered by that good news,
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we will find a way to build the kingdom.
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Father Pat’s message is a profound call to embrace Father Pat’s message is a profound call to embrace the true meaning of the Gospel as the proclamation that the decisive battle for humanity’s salvation has already been won. He challenges us to live as people liberated by this victory rather than as those still trapped in fear, guilt, or condemnation. He reminds us that Jesus' message of the "good news" was not about a set of doctrines or books, but about the radical announcement that God’s love, forgiveness, and presence are already among us. He encourages believers to take time, like Jesus in the desert, to discern their mission, to move from reflection to action, and to make a tangible difference in the world. Father Pat urges us to fast from indifference this Lent, to recognize our shared responsibility for the world’s brokenness, and to live in a way that changes the world through love, justice, and faith.
Father Pat’s homily begins by unpacking the Gospel reading from Mark, where Jesus is driven into the desert by the Spirit for forty days, facing temptation and coming into clarity about His mission. Father Pat emphasizes that when Jesus says, “Believe in the Gospel,” He is not referring to the written Gospels (which had not yet been written), but rather to the lived reality of the “Evangelion”—a Greek term for good news that historically referred to the announcement of a victory in battle. In this context, Jesus is proclaiming to the people that the battle for their souls, their dignity, their salvation, has already been won. The good news is not a future hope or a distant ideal—it is a present reality. Jesus’ message is a reversal of the prevailing spiritual narrative of His time, which held that sin, suffering, and failure were signs of divine rejection. Jesus instead proclaims that God’s blessing extends even to the poor, the broken, and the outcast.
Father Pat critiques the way religion can sometimes keep people imprisoned in the “battle,” as if the good news is yet to be achieved through human effort, discipline, or moral perfection. He argues that many religious systems have misunderstood the Gospel by focusing on guilt and control rather than liberation and love. He draws parallels to modern life, noting that much of our bad behavior stems not from evil intent, but from insecurity and woundedness. People lash out when they feel unsafe, unseen, or unloved. In contrast, to live in the awareness of the Gospel’s victory is to live from a place of security, peace, and trust in God’s love.
He challenges the congregation to reflect during Lent not just on personal sins, but on direction and purpose. Using the image of people who are either hyperactive but rudderless, or reflective but inactive, he stresses the need for a balance between contemplation and action. The forty days of Lent, like Jesus’ time in the desert, are meant to be a season of clarity and redirection, not just self-denial. The Hebrew concept of “forty” symbolizes not a literal count of days but a period sufficient for transformation—a “month of Sundays,” as he puts it.
Father Pat then shifts to address contemporary events, specifically the tragedy of school shootings and the paralysis of public response. He distinguishes between feeling compassion and actually making a difference. Drawing from Pope Francis’ call to “fast from indifference,” he insists that true engagement means acting to change the world, not just mourning its brokenness. He critiques tribalism, which he defines as “ego sanctified”—the tendency to justify selfishness by cloaking it in loyalty to one’s group or ideology. This kind of thinking prevents real solutions because it values being right over being effective.
He calls out the tendency to vilify politicians as scapegoats while ordinary citizens abdicate their own responsibility. He highlights the emerging generation of young leaders who are stepping up to run for office and engage in public life, contrasting their courage with the complacency of previous generations. In this, he sees hope—the Gospel in action. He encourages everyone to see public service and civic engagement not as someone else’s job, but as part of what it means to be a follower of Christ and a builder of the kingdom.
Father Pat concludes by reframing the idea of final judgment. Rather than imagining a courtroom of sins and theological tests, he proposes that God’s primary question will be: “How did you change the world?” That question, he suggests, is the true measure of a Gospel-shaped life. A life truly rooted in the good news will overflow into action, into love, into justice. So the purpose of Lent is not just to give up chocolate or reflect on personal failings, but to rediscover our mission, reorient our lives, and be empowered by the victory that Christ has already won—to go out and make a difference in the world....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1084.199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. The Spirit drove Jesus out into the desert, and He remained in the desert, tempted by Satan, for 40 days. He was among wild beasts, and the angels ministered to Him. After John had been arrested, Jesus came to Galilee, proclaiming the Gospel of God. This is the time of fulfillment. The kingdom of God is at hand. Repent and believe the Gospel. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. It's kind of a trick of the mind that we have to wrap our head around, that when we hear Jesus saying, believe in the Gospel, the four Gospels have not been written. So you and I hear, oh, believe in these four books. Not what was meant. You know, this is the concept for which the four books will be named after. And then we kind of re-imprint history in a different order in our mind. And so, you know, He uses the Greek. He says, you know, believe in the Evangelion. It's a Greek word that literally was used kind of, probably the most common use for it was if there was a decisive battle such that, you know, if you lose this battle, you lose your city. You lose your way of life. You lose your power base. You lose everything. If you are being attacked at that level, the army would go out and they would fight the battle. And the youngest of the soldiers was often asked to hold back, you know, be kind of at the backside of the army. And when the army wins, his only job is to run back and tell the city the Evangelion, the good news. This runner, this messenger who comes back also becomes known as Evangelion, the good news bearer, the bearer that says, you know, the battle has been decisively won and our way of life is safe and free and who you are, you know, the invasion is over. And that's, you know, so when we talk about, oh, the gospel, the good news, we all put all these different sorts of things on it. But it really is saying that there is a battle we're all fighting that's been won. By the time the good news gets there, you're hearing the good news doesn't win the battle. It's been won. But you should live knowing the battle's been won. And I think, unfortunately, a lot, not all, but a lot of our religion centers around keeping people in the battle. We're fighting for the gospel. We're fighting for the announcement that the battle's over and there's nothing to fight. So there is a word game that goes on in our head. We slowly forget what the gospel is. Jesus comes preaching this good news, and the good news, and of course you have to get your head set into the mindset of the bad news that was going around, which was, you know, when you sin, there is no forgiveness. When you mess up, that's it. That was the mindset of the day. God, you know, if you're wealthy and healthy and everything's going well, it's because God likes you and the rest of you, you'd have a better life if you just weren't so displeasing to God. All of these messages are out there in the ether at that time, and little by little, this good news that gets preached, the beatitudes come and say, guess what, God blesses those people even when their lives are falling apart. And then he starts to say, and you know what, these people who say there's no forgiveness are people who themselves need forgiveness, and you have to get past that. Of course there's forgiveness. And, you know, then he continues on, and there's these miracle healings, and there's nothing we can't get past, and there's good news even after death, and there's good news, and there's good news. And we are so afraid of the good news because if everyone understood the good news, it might be harder for authorities to control people. And too many people have a vision of human nature that is so ugly that basically their thing is, you know, if people ever really got comfortable with who they are, they'd ruin everything. I mean, you know, they don't understand, and even modern psychology will back this up eventually. Anyone who has studied adolescence and lived to tell, anyone who has studied that age group knows bullies aren't bullies because they're secure. People who do awful things don't do it because they're coming from a safe place. Bad behavior doesn't come from people, you know, we always talk about, oh, people who have had it so easy don't understand. But the woundedness that makes them do awful things is whatever little part of their life was not secure. To actually live without that worry and anxiety, the choice to just run around hurting people short of mental illness would make no sense. We're usually fighting with the world because we're competing with the world, and we're competing with the world because we're sure that if we don't, there is eventual failure ahead of us. We don't have enough faith in the nature that God created in us that says, you know, I don't need to put other people under me in order to feel like I'm a little higher up in the world. Most of us really do have a want to be with one another and be safe. I think that the, I've always felt that the real definition, and you get so many of them, of what people are looking for in true love, you know, and I've said this first part a lot. People have heard this a lot that, you know, everyone dreams of falling in love with another person until they realize that they are an other person. They're not you. But that's the dream, is to find someone who isn't you around whom you are completely yourself and completely safe. To be completely yourself. They know everything and it's still safe. That's like the perfect foundation. And when we understand the good news, we're each being invited into that place with God. And so Jesus takes this 40 days to go out and recollect who he is, know who he is, understand this, and then out of it comes the mission. And I think most of us are good either at, I think a lot of us, a lot of us have rudderless missions in our lives. Many of you know people who just get tons of stuff done. If you ask them what they got done yesterday, they will come up with a list that's amazing. If you ask them what they've gotten done in the last year, they can't tell you. Because they spent an amazing day going over here and then an amazing day going over here, but there's no trajectory. They're kind of rudderless even though they are people with amazing energy. And then there are the others who, you know, they reflect and they reflect and they know who they are in the world and they think and they think and, you know, they're finally ready to go out and act and, well, now they're 102 and they die. And they've spent their whole life getting their rudder and never moving. And it's so easy to get caught in one of those. And so we get this phrase in Hebrew that, you know, 40 days, I've always thought that the dynamic English at this moment translation of that should be month of Sundays. It doesn't mean 40 days exactly. It means, you know, 40 kind of meant, you know, forever and a day. He goes out for a month of Sundays. That does not mean 30 weeks. We know that. And so he goes out long enough to unclutter his life and figure out the mission. And then he comes back and spends three years doing the mission. It's the balance that Lent tries to give us. You know, Lent should be a time when we check and say, where are we headed? Where is my, you know, where is the steering wheel pointed toward? This is the time we do that. And the balance that the church has struck is six out of every 52 weeks. The assumption there meaning then 46 weeks doing something with that. You know, we spend some time reminding ourselves of our direction. And then what do we do? I always think that it was, you know, when we talk about, it's a mythological sort of courtroom scene that people have in their heads. Final judgment. You're standing before God. And I know that my catechism teacher, you know, when I was growing up, probably had me convinced that, you know, it was going to be everything from multiple choice and essays and you better know the answer to every question and how many sacraments and which ones are this or you better, this is the final exam. And I'm coming to think that if there is a final judgment, there is one question of interest. And it's not going to be, what mistakes did you make? What mistakes didn't you make? Did you ever sin? Did you not sin? No, the question's going to be, so how did you change the world? How did you change the world? And I think for many of us, it's, well, I didn't hang around those people. Yeah, bad news, they're just inside the door. You know, it's, how do we, and so I look right now, you know, everyone's reeling this week over what happened in Florida and I'm watching all the reactions and there are those who are saying, oh, let's just take a moment and do nothing. Let's just take a moment and do nothing. Which made sense at Columbine, but when you get to Ash Wednesday and you're in a year whereby Ash Wednesday, there are three times as many school shootings as there were Thursdays. How long do you wait? Someone's like, well, you can wait, but you can't wait more than 72 hours or you'll hit the next one and then they'll say wait. It's gotten to that kind of a crazy pace in our lives. And you know, you always say, out of the mouth of babes, what was interesting was the student who, when they first said it, they were kind of like, they thought they were correcting because someone said the wrong thing and it's become a catchphrase all over the internet. And that was when someone said, they started to talk about, you know, let's change laws, let's do this. And someone said, I think it's too soon. And the kid who had just lived through this said, what do you mean? You mean it's too late. I lived through it, it's too late. You don't, you know, you don't go to a funeral and say, is it too soon to discuss treatment options? No, it's too late. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch because what we've done as we fall, I finally started to realize as I watched this week that the word we use of tribalism, tribalism is ego sanctified. Because, you know, if I'm just, if I'm just in this for me, that is ego and that is ugly. But if I'm just in it for my family, that's loyalty. Now my ego looks, it looks a little loyal. I can put a kind of layer of sanctification. Oh, I'm in it for my, for my family, for my country, for my party. It's still ego. I just widened the group long enough that I can say, and I'm just doing this out of loyalty. You know, when it's just me, it's ego. Now it's something noble. It's, you know, noble vices are very dangerous. And so we come to a point and I think, so where do we go? When do we move a discussion into action? And the problem becomes that on both sides or every millions of sides of every political fence, most people are less interested in solving problems and more interested in being right. We don't want the other side to come up with the answer because then they're right. And everyone, you know, it's easy to vilify. I love, we're vilifying the politicians and there is no doubt that there is corruption in the system and that lobbyists are buying things. There's no doubt that's happening. But whenever people start going off on the politicians, I think, but they're doing more than we are. They're showing up. And I don't know if we're upset that they're not doing their job or that we're upset that they're not doing ours. Because, you know, our job doesn't come up once every year or every two or every four years. I've always thought it would be interesting, you know, some people do it, it's only done with military service, but there's so many ways. I thought it would be so interesting if you grew up in one of those countries where everyone had to do one or two years of public service. Because we think of public servants as a faction of our larger community rather than public servants as constitutive of citizenry. Public service. Because otherwise, most of us don't get it. Most of us don't get what's going on, we don't get the difficulties. We wonder why they don't solve issues quicker and we don't understand the difficulties they're up against. And it is polluted by a lot of, there's definitely corruption. But I think we are called to stand up. I realized on Ash Wednesday who the new heroes, the new heroes in our culture are, and even though everyone likes to complain about, you know, whether they're calling them millennials or Gen Xers or, you know, whichever group you're upset with this day. But, you know, the people between the ages of about 25 and 45 right now have watched as their parents have been horrified and their grandparents have been horrified and their aunts and uncles were all horrified. And they're horrified but they're all saying, you know what, I'll run for office. Those are the heroes. Those are the ones who are going to change things. They're like, I'll run for office. You know, in my generation, I don't know, I think I thought that unless you had a degree in Congress, you didn't do those things. Turns out there's no such degree. It's people who just decide they're going to step forward and be part of this. You know, and so all of a sudden we're seeing these voices rise up and say maybe this, you know, maybe this is our problem. You know, maybe the problem isn't politicians. Maybe it's everyone should be a politician once in a while. And no one should be one all the time. And then we start to share our culture. Then we start to share our church. Do you volunteer at church and you find there are two kinds of people, those who volunteer always and those who volunteer never. Ones who volunteer always, you know, they're the ones who inevitably show up at my office at the age of 99 going, I feel so guilty because I can't do it anymore. I'm like, I feel guilty that you walked in here. I mean, you're doing more than I am. You know, rather than, oh no, there are some times of life that we have and we give and other times that we can't. We never just decide that that's someone else's issue. We never decide that. And so like Jesus, we take some time to gather our thoughts, figure out where we're going. Be convinced in the good news. Be convinced that failure doesn't keep us out of heaven. You know, God's won that battle that we are confident enough to try and willing enough. The Pope has asked us this year and he's talking about poverty, but we could put it with violence. The Pope, it's a beautiful phrase, he said, this Lent, the world needs to fast from indifference. And we'll know, and as I said on Ash Wednesday, feeling bad doesn't make me less indifferent. Watching a story on the news and going, oh, because I did that, I must not be indifferent. You know, there's no indifference there because I literally touched my chest inside. And what the Pope says is, no, no, you'll know you're not indifferent when you make a difference. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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The Spirit drove Jesus out into the desert,
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and He remained in the desert, tempted by Satan, for 40 days.
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He was among wild beasts, and the angels ministered to Him.
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After John had been arrested, Jesus came to Galilee,
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proclaiming the Gospel of God.
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This is the time of fulfillment.
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The kingdom of God is at hand.
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Repent and believe the Gospel.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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It's kind of a trick of the mind that we have to wrap our head around,
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that when we hear Jesus saying,
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believe in the Gospel, the four Gospels have not been written.
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So you and I hear, oh, believe in these four books.
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Not what was meant.
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You know, this is the concept for which the four books will be named after.
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And then we kind of re-imprint history in a different order in our mind.
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And so, you know, He uses the Greek.
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He says, you know, believe in the Evangelion.
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It's a Greek word that literally was used kind of,
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probably the most common use for it was if there was a decisive battle
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such that, you know, if you lose this battle, you lose your city.
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You lose your way of life.
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You lose your power base.
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You lose everything.
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If you are being attacked at that level, the army would go out
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and they would fight the battle.
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And the youngest of the soldiers was often asked to hold back,
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you know, be kind of at the backside of the army.
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And when the army wins, his only job is to run back
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and tell the city the Evangelion, the good news.
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This runner, this messenger who comes back also becomes known as Evangelion,
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the good news bearer, the bearer that says, you know,
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the battle has been decisively won and our way of life is safe and free
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and who you are, you know, the invasion is over.
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And that's, you know, so when we talk about, oh, the gospel, the good news,
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we all put all these different sorts of things on it.
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But it really is saying that there is a battle we're all fighting that's been won.
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By the time the good news gets there,
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you're hearing the good news doesn't win the battle.
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It's been won.
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But you should live knowing the battle's been won.
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And I think, unfortunately, a lot, not all, but a lot of our religion
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centers around keeping people in the battle.
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We're fighting for the gospel.
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We're fighting for the announcement that the battle's over
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and there's nothing to fight.
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So there is a word game that goes on in our head.
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We slowly forget what the gospel is.
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Jesus comes preaching this good news, and the good news,
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and of course you have to get your head set into the mindset of the bad news
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that was going around, which was, you know, when you sin, there is no forgiveness.
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When you mess up, that's it.
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That was the mindset of the day.
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God, you know, if you're wealthy and healthy and everything's going well,
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it's because God likes you and the rest of you,
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you'd have a better life if you just weren't so displeasing to God.
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All of these messages are out there in the ether at that time,
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and little by little, this good news that gets preached,
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the beatitudes come and say,
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guess what, God blesses those people even when their lives are falling apart.
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And then he starts to say, and you know what,
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these people who say there's no forgiveness
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are people who themselves need forgiveness,
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and you have to get past that.
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Of course there's forgiveness.
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And, you know, then he continues on, and there's these miracle healings,
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and there's nothing we can't get past,
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and there's good news even after death,
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and there's good news, and there's good news.
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And we are so afraid of the good news
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because if everyone understood the good news,
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it might be harder for authorities to control people.
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And too many people have a vision of human nature
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that is so ugly that basically their thing is,
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you know, if people ever really got comfortable with who they are,
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they'd ruin everything.
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I mean, you know, they don't understand,
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and even modern psychology will back this up eventually.
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Anyone who has studied adolescence and lived to tell,
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anyone who has studied that age group knows
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bullies aren't bullies because they're secure.
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People who do awful things don't do it
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because they're coming from a safe place.
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Bad behavior doesn't come from people,
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you know, we always talk about,
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oh, people who have had it so easy don't understand.
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But the woundedness that makes them do awful things
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is whatever little part of their life was not secure.
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To actually live without that worry and anxiety,
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the choice to just run around hurting people
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short of mental illness would make no sense.
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We're usually fighting with the world
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because we're competing with the world,
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and we're competing with the world
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because we're sure that if we don't,
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there is eventual failure ahead of us.
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We don't have enough faith in the nature
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that God created in us that says,
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you know, I don't need to put other people under me
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in order to feel like I'm a little higher up in the world.
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Most of us really do have a want
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to be with one another and be safe.
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I think that the, I've always felt that
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the real definition, and you get so many of them,
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of what people are looking for in true love,
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you know, and I've said this first part a lot.
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People have heard this a lot that, you know,
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everyone dreams of falling in love with another person
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until they realize that they are an other person.
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They're not you.
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But that's the dream, is to find someone who isn't you
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around whom you are completely yourself
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and completely safe.
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To be completely yourself.
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They know everything and it's still safe.
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That's like the perfect foundation.
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And when we understand the good news,
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we're each being invited into that place with God.
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And so Jesus takes this 40 days
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to go out and recollect who he is,
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know who he is, understand this,
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and then out of it comes the mission.
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And I think most of us are good either at,
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I think a lot of us, a lot of us have
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rudderless missions in our lives.
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Many of you know people who just get tons of stuff done.
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If you ask them what they got done yesterday,
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they will come up with a list that's amazing.
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If you ask them what they've gotten done in the last year,
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they can't tell you.
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Because they spent an amazing day going over here
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and then an amazing day going over here,
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but there's no trajectory.
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They're kind of rudderless even though
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they are people with amazing energy.
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And then there are the others who,
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you know, they reflect and they reflect
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and they know who they are in the world
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and they think and they think and, you know,
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they're finally ready to go out and act
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and, well, now they're 102 and they die.
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And they've spent their whole life
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getting their rudder and never moving.
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And it's so easy to get caught in one of those.
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And so we get this phrase in Hebrew
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that, you know, 40 days,
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I've always thought that the dynamic English
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at this moment translation of that
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should be month of Sundays.
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It doesn't mean 40 days exactly.
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It means, you know, 40 kind of meant, you know,
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forever and a day.
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He goes out for a month of Sundays.
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That does not mean 30 weeks.
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We know that.
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And so he goes out long enough
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to unclutter his life
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and figure out the mission.
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And then he comes back
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and spends three years doing the mission.
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It's the balance that Lent tries to give us.
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You know, Lent should be a time
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when we check and say,
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where are we headed?
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Where is my, you know,
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where is the steering wheel pointed toward?
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This is the time we do that.
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And the balance that the church has struck
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is six out of every 52 weeks.
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The assumption there meaning
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then 46 weeks doing something with that.
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You know, we spend some time
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reminding ourselves of our direction.
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And then what do we do?
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I always think that it was, you know,
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when we talk about,
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it's a mythological sort of courtroom scene
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that people have in their heads.
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Final judgment.
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You're standing before God.
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you know, when I was growing up,
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probably had me convinced
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that, you know, it was going to be
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everything from multiple choice and essays
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and you better know the answer to every question
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and how many sacraments and which ones are this
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or you better, this is the final exam.
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if there is a final judgment,
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there is one question of interest.
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And it's not going to be,
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what mistakes did you make?
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What mistakes didn't you make?
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Did you ever sin?
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Did you not sin?
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No, the question's going to be,
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so how did you change the world?
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How did you change the world?
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And I think for many of us,
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it's, well, I didn't hang around those people.
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Yeah, bad news, they're just inside the door.
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You know, it's, how do we,
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and so I look right now, you know,
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everyone's reeling this week
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over what happened in Florida
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and I'm watching all the reactions
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and there are those who are saying,
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oh, let's just take a moment and do nothing.
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Let's just take a moment and do nothing.
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Which made sense at Columbine,
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but when you get to Ash Wednesday
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and you're in a year whereby Ash Wednesday,
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there are three times as many school shootings
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as there were Thursdays.
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How long do you wait?
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Someone's like, well, you can wait,
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but you can't wait more than 72 hours
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or you'll hit the next one
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and then they'll say wait.
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It's gotten to that kind of a crazy pace in our lives.
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And you know, you always say,
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out of the mouth of babes,
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what was interesting was the student who,
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when they first said it,
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they were kind of like,
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they thought they were correcting
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because someone said the wrong thing
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and it's become a catchphrase all over the internet.
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And that was when someone said,
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they started to talk about, you know,
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let's change laws, let's do this.
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And someone said, I think it's too soon.
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And the kid who had just lived through this said,
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what do you mean?
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You mean it's too late.
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I lived through it, it's too late.
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You don't, you know,
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you don't go to a funeral and say,
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is it too soon to discuss treatment options?
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No, it's too late.
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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch
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because what we've done as we fall,
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I finally started to realize as I watched this week
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that the word we use of tribalism,
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tribalism is ego sanctified.
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Because, you know, if I'm just,
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if I'm just in this for me,
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that is ego and that is ugly.
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But if I'm just in it for my family,
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that's loyalty.
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Now my ego looks,
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it looks a little loyal.
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I can put a kind of layer of sanctification.
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Oh, I'm in it for my, for my family,
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for my country, for my party.
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It's still ego.
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I just widened the group long enough
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that I can say,
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and I'm just doing this out of loyalty.
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You know, when it's just me, it's ego.
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Now it's something noble.
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It's, you know, noble vices are very dangerous.
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And so we come to a point and I think,
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so where do we go?
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When do we move a discussion into action?
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And the problem becomes that on both sides
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or every millions of sides of every political fence,
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most people are less interested in solving problems
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and more interested in being right.
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We don't want the other side to come up with the answer
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because then they're right.
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And everyone, you know, it's easy to vilify.
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I love, we're vilifying the politicians
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and there is no doubt that there is corruption in the system
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and that lobbyists are buying things.
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There's no doubt that's happening.
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But whenever people start going off on the politicians,
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I think, but they're doing more than we are.
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They're showing up.
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And I don't know if we're upset that they're not doing their job
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or that we're upset that they're not doing ours.
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Because, you know, our job doesn't come up once every year
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or every two or every four years.
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I've always thought it would be interesting,
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you know, some people do it,
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it's only done with military service,
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but there's so many ways.
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I thought it would be so interesting if you grew up
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in one of those countries where everyone had to do
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one or two years of public service.
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Because we think of public servants
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as a faction of our larger community
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rather than public servants as constitutive of citizenry.
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Public service.
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Because otherwise, most of us don't get it.
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Most of us don't get what's going on,
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we don't get the difficulties.
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We wonder why they don't solve issues quicker
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and we don't understand the difficulties they're up against.
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And it is polluted by a lot of,
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there's definitely corruption.
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But I think we are called to stand up.
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I realized on Ash Wednesday who the new heroes,
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the new heroes in our culture are,
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and even though everyone likes to complain about,
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you know, whether they're calling them millennials
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or Gen Xers or, you know,
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whichever group you're upset with this day.
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But, you know, the people between the ages
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of about 25 and 45 right now
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have watched as their parents have been horrified
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and their grandparents have been horrified
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and their aunts and uncles were all horrified.
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And they're horrified but they're all saying,
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you know what, I'll run for office.
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Those are the heroes.
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Those are the ones who are going to change things.
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They're like, I'll run for office.
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You know, in my generation, I don't know,
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I think I thought that unless you had a degree in Congress,
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you didn't do those things.
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Turns out there's no such degree.
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It's people who just decide
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they're going to step forward and be part of this.
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You know, and so all of a sudden
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we're seeing these voices rise up
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and say maybe this, you know,
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maybe this is our problem.
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You know, maybe the problem isn't politicians.
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Maybe it's everyone should be a politician once in a while.
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And no one should be one all the time.
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And then we start to share our culture.
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Then we start to share our church.
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Do you volunteer at church
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and you find there are two kinds of people,
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those who volunteer always and those who volunteer never.
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Ones who volunteer always, you know,
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they're the ones who inevitably show up at my office
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at the age of 99 going,
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I feel so guilty because I can't do it anymore.
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I'm like, I feel guilty that you walked in here.
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I mean, you're doing more than I am.
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You know, rather than, oh no,
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there are some times of life that we have and we give
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and other times that we can't.
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We never just decide that that's someone else's issue.
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We never decide that.
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And so like Jesus, we take some time to gather our thoughts,
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figure out where we're going.
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Be convinced in the good news.
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Be convinced that failure doesn't keep us out of heaven.
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You know, God's won that battle
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that we are confident enough to try
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and willing enough.
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The Pope has asked us this year
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and he's talking about poverty,
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but we could put it with violence.
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The Pope, it's a beautiful phrase, he said,
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this Lent, the world needs to fast from indifference.
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And we'll know, and as I said on Ash Wednesday,
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feeling bad doesn't make me less indifferent.
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Watching a story on the news and going,
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oh, because I did that, I must not be indifferent.
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You know, there's no indifference there
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because I literally touched my chest inside.
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And what the Pope says is, no, no,
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you'll know you're not indifferent
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when you make a difference.
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And maybe that's the only question we have,
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not just at the end of Lent,
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but at the end of our lives is God saying,
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how did you change the world?
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Because if we're empowered by that good news,
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we will find a way to build the kingdom.
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Father Pat’s message is a stirring call to redisco Father Pat’s message is a stirring call to rediscover the true meaning of the Gospel—not as a static set of teachings or distant historical texts, but as a living proclamation that the battle for our identity, salvation, and dignity has already been won in Christ. He urges us to embrace this good news in its original context: a victorious declaration that frees us from fear, scarcity, and shame, and invites us into a life of purpose, transformation, and action. Lent, then, becomes not a season of mere denial, but a sacred pause to realign our lives with this truth, to reclaim our mission, and to move from passive belief to active engagement in the world. Father Pat challenges us to examine whether we live as though the battle is still being fought, or whether we live in the freedom and responsibility of those who know it has been won—and to measure our faith not by what we avoid, but by how we make a difference.
In depth, Father Pat begins by inviting us to rethink what Jesus meant when He said, “Believe in the Gospel.” He reminds us that when Jesus spoke these words, the four canonical Gospels had not yet been written. Jesus wasn’t referring to books or doctrines, but to “Evangelion”—a term rooted in a historical image of a young soldier rushing back to his city to announce a dramatic, victorious battle. The Gospel, then, is not advice, not religious instruction, but a proclamation: the decisive battle has been won, and we are free. The Gospel is the declaration that God has already acted, that forgiveness and healing are real, and that oppression and fear no longer have the final word. This reframing is crucial because much of religion, as Father Pat critiques, has focused on keeping people in a state of struggle—striving to be good enough, fearful of punishment, and constantly trying to earn God’s favor—rather than living in the confidence that they are already beloved and redeemed.
Father Pat highlights how the societal and religious context of Jesus’ time was filled with messages of shame and exclusion. Wealth and health were seen as signs of divine approval, and suffering was viewed as punishment. Jesus came to shatter that narrative. Through the Beatitudes, through His acts of healing, and through His radical inclusion, He revealed a God who blesses the broken, forgives the sinner, and walks with the outcast. This is the true good news—a revolutionary message that remains threatening to systems of power and control, which rely on fear and guilt to maintain authority. Father Pat laments that many still find this good news hard to accept, fearing that if people truly embraced their belovedness and lived without shame, social order would collapse. But he counters that bad behavior does not come from people who are secure and whole; it comes from wounds, insecurity, and fear. The Gospel invites us to be healed at that foundational level of identity.
He then draws on the powerful metaphor of Jesus’ 40 days in the desert—a time of preparation, reflection, and clarity. The number 40, in biblical language, doesn’t mean precisely 40 days, but a significant period of transformation—a “month of Sundays.” Jesus emerges from this time with clarity of mission and purpose. Father Pat uses this as a model for Lent, encouraging us to reflect not just on what we are doing, but on where we are headed. Too many people, he notes, either stay busy without direction or remain reflective without ever acting. Lent is about finding the balance: reconnecting with who we are and then going out to change the world. He challenges us to ask not whether we’ve sinned or failed, but how we have made a difference. The final judgment, he suggests, may not involve a theological quiz, but a single question: “How did you change the world?”
Father Pat connects this to our contemporary reality, referencing recent tragedies and the paralysis of inaction in the face of violence, particularly school shootings. He criticizes the societal tendency to delay meaningful discussion or change under the guise of respect or timing, when in truth, it’s often too late. He praises the young voices rising up, especially those willing to say, “I’ll run for office,” seeing in them a new kind of heroism. He challenges the older generations not to cling to indignation or nostalgia but to support and empower those stepping into leadership. He also critiques tribalism—not as community, but as sanctified ego. When we expand our self-interest to include only “our own” (family, party, nation), we mask selfishness as virtue. True Gospel living calls us beyond that—to solidarity with the whole human family.
Finally, Father Pat returns to the core of Lent—a time to fast from indifference. He echoes Pope Francis in saying that feeling bad is not the same as making a difference. Compassion is measured not by emotion, but by action. The good news of the Gospel is that we are free to act, to love, to serve, and to build the kingdom of God—not someday, but now. And the ultimate question God may ask us is not about our guilt or purity, but about the fruit of our lives. Did we make a difference? Did we live as though the battle had already been won? Did we help others believe that they were loved, forgiven, and safe in God’s hands? This is the mission of Lent, and of life....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 709.7000122070312, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to his disciples, take care not to perform righteous deeds in order that people may see them, otherwise you will have no recompense from your Heavenly Father. When you give alms, do not blow a trumpet before you as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets to win the praise of others. Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward. But when you give alms, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, that your almsgiving may be secret, and your Father who sees in secret may repay you. When you pray, do not be like the hypocrites who love to stand and pray in the synagogues and on street corners so that others may see them. Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward. But when you pray, go to your inner room, close the door, and pray to your Father in secret, and your Father who sees in secret will repay you. When you fast, do not look gloomy like the hypocrites. They neglect their appearance so that they may appear to others to be fasting. Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward. But when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face so that you may not appear to be fasting except to your Heavenly Father who is hidden, and your Father who sees what is hidden will repay you. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. This gospel of the writer Matthew, there's clearly some huge conflict going on in their community. And these are most likely the words of the gospel writer rather than the words of Jesus. There's nothing going on in Jesus' group of followers that would constitute this much of what's really an over-the-top teaching. And of course, in the church, we're pretty shameless about it. You know, we get up every year and we read, you know, when you fast, wash your face so that no one knows you're fasting, and then we're gonna splash ashes right into the middle of that forehead so that everyone will know you're Catholic and fasting. And rather, I mean, I think it's good we don't sweep it under the table. We keep that reading and we put it right there, which can show you, in a sense, it's an organic progression that we arrived at that hypocrisy. It really wasn't when they started the ash tradition way back before Reformation or anything. And people would do it in towns where everyone was Catholic and no one was, you know, look at me, I'm Catholic. Of course not, because everyone was Catholic. And it was more, people looked at each other and remembered it was Lent. And all day long, it was there as a remembrance. And I mean, everyone thinks, well, like, really, you know, like you can't remember. And yet, most of us, you know, if you go to Mass in the morning, by 10 a.m., you can forget. Life gets busy. You know, today, you know, we get this reading in the second reading that just also feels very out of touch with where we are. You know, behold, now is the day of salvation. You know, I was, last night on the news, I saw the story of a man here in the neighborhood who shot his father and spent the afternoon, it turned out, a brother and son in that family is one of our parishioners, dealing now with the loss of his brother and his father. And dealing with, you can imagine the emotions. You know, your brother has snapped and so. And so I spent quite a while this afternoon, you know, talking with our parishioner and with some friends that came over to the rectory and we're talking about it and I finally get done and I go in and turn on the news and there's the school shooting. You know, the 18th, some are saying 17th, 18th school shooting of this year. Since, you know, since January 1st. And I watched this as a couple people kind of argued on air whether it was the 17th or 18th, as just one of those would be significantly less horrifying. 17th or 18th. And so when I hear this, today is the day of salvation, I'm thinking, no, not today, we're not there. We are not at the day of salvation. And I keep thinking, what would Lent be like if not just as a church, but as a larger community, as a culture, if we fasted from indifference? If we fasted from our indifference because most of us think if we watch it on TV and have an emotional reaction that we're not indifferent. But if our emotional reaction doesn't play out in an activity that helps to change the world, we are indifferent. We may be emotionally pulled, but we are still indifferent. And so I think what's happened as a culture, we've allowed ourselves to think that the experience of momentary horror watching television means we're not indifferent. But we are. I always think the heroes of the culture right now are those who are saying, you know what, I'm tired of complaining, I'm running for office. Those are the heroes nowadays. And they may make it, they may not. They may be good for us, they may be even worse. But they're motivated to say, you know what, I'm gonna put some skin in the game. That's what this transformation is supposed to be every year at Lent. That's why I said, you know, this is a little over the top. Matthew's gospel comes off as, you know, listen, if you're going to have a relationship with God, keep it under wraps, don't let anyone know. You know, if everything you do that's good, don't tell everyone. Well, what he's saying is don't run around trying to get credit for everything. But if you're taking a risk by letting people know, you know, who you are, what you think, what you feel, what needs to be changed, if that involves risk, do it loudly. That you do loudly. It's when, because what he's saying is it's when people were doing all the things that they could take credit for a little too loudly in the community, it was getting a little obnoxious, you know. Most people don't walk around beyond the age of maybe five trying to tell, say, did you see how great I was today? Most people grow out of that. We had, and it's almost sad in some ways. About three years ago, four years ago, maybe it was one of the choir picnics at my house in the summer. And you know, that sounds like a quaint little thing. It's a madhouse, there's, you know, look at the number. So they come and I know you wouldn't think this of choir people, but some of them are married and have spouses, so it's a big gathering. And in the kitchen was one of the kids of one of the choir members. She was five at the time. And she was kind of just dancing around. And Kathy McGovern looked at her and said, you're a wonderful dancer. And without thinking, she said, yes, I'm great at everything. And there was a part of me that wanted to think, wouldn't it be great if you could hang on to that? But not that we'd run around saying it, but that we really had enough confidence in ourselves to give up indifference and go into the world convinced we could make a difference. You know, either we're making a difference or we're indifferent. It has nothing to do with how we feel. And so I think, what a Lenten practice that would be. It's much easier to, well, I'm gonna give up chocolate, I'm gonna give up meat, you know. I look back at some of the really dumb things I've given up over the years, almost all of which lasted six weeks. I really am trying to think what I would have given up that would have really, that I never went back to, you know. I gave up guilt one year. I almost left the church the next year. Turned out that was all that was holding me in. But I grew out of it, I grew out of it, you know. But to give up indifference and to make the six weeks of Lent training for who we need to be the rest of our lives, to look around and say, you know, it's time. It's time that if I'm not putting skin in the game and making a difference, that I know that's probably my greatest sin, is just sort of indifference. An ineffective horror that I'm willing to feel once in a while before I get back to the Olympics or prime time or something that's more pleasant to watch. You know, I actually had someone tweet today that, you know, and I understood what they were saying. They keep showing this scene over and over, breaking news, and they keep showing the same scene for two hours. But what I was fascinated with was whether it was, this is graphic and this shouldn't be happening, or whether, you know, I was willing to miss 15 minutes of television for this. But just because it's a national tragedy doesn't mean it should interrupt my entire programming for the afternoon. You know, that's scandalous indifference. But all of us are guilty at some level. Unless we can look and see what we're doing to make a difference in the world. And so I think as we start Lent, to say, you know, boy, you know, for a country that has as much as we do, we sure are comfortable with poverty. You know, we sure are comfortable with violence. We are comfortable with racism. We are comfortable with sexism. And we can say to ourselves, oh, well, I don't participate, you know. I remember people used to say, oh, you know, I have Jewish friends. Now they're comfortable having racist friends. And I think we have to get beyond that. I think we have to decide, we're gonna make the difference. Because otherwise, Lent means very little. You know, it just means you're gonna lose a few pounds or get up a little earlier, or it's gonna be a nice, you know, what a nice little spiritual experience. And the kingdom of God is still different. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, take care
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not to perform righteous deeds in order
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that people may see them, otherwise
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you will have no recompense from your Heavenly Father.
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When you give alms, do not blow a trumpet before you
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as the hypocrites do in the synagogues
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and in the streets to win the praise of others.
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Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward.
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But when you give alms, do not let your left hand
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know what your right hand is doing,
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that your almsgiving may be secret,
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and your Father who sees in secret may repay you.
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When you pray, do not be like the hypocrites
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who love to stand and pray in the synagogues
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and on street corners so that others may see them.
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Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward.
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But when you pray, go to your inner room, close the door,
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and pray to your Father in secret,
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and your Father who sees in secret will repay you.
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When you fast, do not look gloomy like the hypocrites.
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They neglect their appearance so that they may appear
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to others to be fasting.
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Amen, I say to you, they have received their reward.
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But when you fast, anoint your head and wash your face
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so that you may not appear to be fasting
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except to your Heavenly Father who is hidden,
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and your Father who sees what is hidden will repay you.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This gospel of the writer Matthew,
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there's clearly some huge conflict
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going on in their community.
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And these are most likely the words of the gospel writer
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rather than the words of Jesus.
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There's nothing going on in Jesus' group of followers
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that would constitute this much of what's really
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an over-the-top teaching.
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And of course, in the church,
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we're pretty shameless about it.
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You know, we get up every year and we read,
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you know, when you fast, wash your face
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so that no one knows you're fasting,
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and then we're gonna splash ashes right into the middle
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of that forehead so that everyone will know
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you're Catholic and fasting.
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And rather, I mean, I think it's good
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we don't sweep it under the table.
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We keep that reading and we put it right there,
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which can show you, in a sense,
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it's an organic progression that we arrived
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at that hypocrisy.
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It really wasn't when they started the ash tradition
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way back before Reformation or anything.
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And people would do it in towns where everyone was Catholic
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and no one was, you know, look at me, I'm Catholic.
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Of course not, because everyone was Catholic.
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And it was more, people looked at each other
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and remembered it was Lent.
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And all day long, it was there as a remembrance.
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And I mean, everyone thinks, well, like, really,
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you know, like you can't remember.
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And yet, most of us, you know,
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if you go to Mass in the morning,
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by 10 a.m., you can forget.
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Life gets busy.
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You know, today, you know, we get this reading
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in the second reading that just also feels
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very out of touch with where we are.
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You know, behold, now is the day of salvation.
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You know, I was, last night on the news,
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I saw the story of a man here in the neighborhood
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who shot his father and spent the afternoon,
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it turned out, a brother and son in that family
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is one of our parishioners,
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dealing now with the loss of his brother and his father.
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And dealing with, you can imagine the emotions.
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You know, your brother has snapped and so.
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And so I spent quite a while this afternoon,
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you know, talking with our parishioner
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and with some friends that came over to the rectory
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and we're talking about it and I finally get done
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and I go in and turn on the news
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and there's the school shooting.
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You know, the 18th, some are saying 17th,
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18th school shooting of this year.
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Since, you know, since January 1st.
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And I watched this as a couple people
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kind of argued on air whether it was the 17th or 18th,
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as just one of those would be significantly less horrifying.
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17th or 18th.
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And so when I hear this, today is the day of salvation,
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I'm thinking, no, not today, we're not there.
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We are not at the day of salvation.
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And I keep thinking, what would Lent be like
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if not just as a church, but as a larger community,
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as a culture, if we fasted from indifference?
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If we fasted from our indifference
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because most of us think if we watch it on TV
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and have an emotional reaction that we're not indifferent.
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But if our emotional reaction doesn't play out
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in an activity that helps to change the world,
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we are indifferent.
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We may be emotionally pulled, but we are still indifferent.
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And so I think what's happened as a culture,
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we've allowed ourselves to think
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that the experience of momentary horror
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watching television means we're not indifferent.
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But we are.
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I always think the heroes of the culture right now
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are those who are saying, you know what,
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I'm tired of complaining, I'm running for office.
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Those are the heroes nowadays.
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And they may make it, they may not.
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They may be good for us, they may be even worse.
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But they're motivated to say, you know what,
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I'm gonna put some skin in the game.
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That's what this transformation is supposed to be
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every year at Lent.
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That's why I said, you know, this is a little over the top.
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Matthew's gospel comes off as, you know,
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listen, if you're going to have a relationship with God,
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keep it under wraps, don't let anyone know.
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You know, if everything you do that's good,
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don't tell everyone.
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Well, what he's saying is don't run around
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trying to get credit for everything.
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But if you're taking a risk by letting people know,
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you know, who you are, what you think,
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what you feel, what needs to be changed,
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if that involves risk, do it loudly.
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That you do loudly.
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It's when, because what he's saying is
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it's when people were doing all the things
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that they could take credit for
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a little too loudly in the community,
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it was getting a little obnoxious, you know.
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Most people don't walk around beyond the age of maybe five
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trying to tell, say, did you see how great I was today?
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Most people grow out of that.
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We had, and it's almost sad in some ways.
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About three years ago, four years ago,
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maybe it was one of the choir picnics
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at my house in the summer.
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And you know, that sounds like a quaint little thing.
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It's a madhouse, there's, you know, look at the number.
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So they come and I know you wouldn't think this
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of choir people, but some of them are married
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and have spouses, so it's a big gathering.
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And in the kitchen was one of the kids
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of one of the choir members.
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She was five at the time.
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And she was kind of just dancing around.
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And Kathy McGovern looked at her and said,
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you're a wonderful dancer.
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And without thinking, she said,
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yes, I'm great at everything.
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And there was a part of me that wanted to think,
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wouldn't it be great if you could hang on to that?
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But not that we'd run around saying it,
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but that we really had enough confidence in ourselves
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to give up indifference and go into the world
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convinced we could make a difference.
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You know, either we're making a difference
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or we're indifferent.
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It has nothing to do with how we feel.
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And so I think, what a Lenten practice that would be.
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It's much easier to, well, I'm gonna give up chocolate,
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I'm gonna give up meat, you know.
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I look back at some of the really dumb things
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I've given up over the years,
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almost all of which lasted six weeks.
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I really am trying to think what I would have given up
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that would have really, that I never went back to, you know.
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I gave up guilt one year.
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I almost left the church the next year.
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Turned out that was all that was holding me in.
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But I grew out of it, I grew out of it, you know.
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But to give up indifference
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and to make the six weeks of Lent
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training for who we need to be the rest of our lives,
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to look around and say, you know, it's time.
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It's time that if I'm not putting skin in the game
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and making a difference,
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that I know that's probably my greatest sin,
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is just sort of indifference.
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An ineffective horror that I'm willing to feel
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once in a while before I get back to the Olympics
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or prime time or something that's more pleasant to watch.
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You know, I actually had someone tweet today
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that, you know, and I understood what they were saying.
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They keep showing this scene over and over, breaking news,
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and they keep showing the same scene for two hours.
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But what I was fascinated with was
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whether it was, this is graphic
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and this shouldn't be happening,
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or whether, you know, I was willing to miss
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15 minutes of television for this.
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But just because it's a national tragedy
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doesn't mean it should interrupt
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my entire programming for the afternoon.
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You know, that's scandalous indifference.
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But all of us are guilty at some level.
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Unless we can look and see what we're doing
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to make a difference in the world.
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And so I think as we start Lent,
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to say, you know, boy, you know,
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for a country that has as much as we do,
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we sure are comfortable with poverty.
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You know, we sure are comfortable with violence.
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We are comfortable with racism.
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We are comfortable with sexism.
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And we can say to ourselves, oh, well,
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I don't participate, you know.
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I remember people used to say,
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oh, you know, I have Jewish friends.
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Now they're comfortable having racist friends.
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And I think we have to get beyond that.
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I think we have to decide,
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we're gonna make the difference.
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Because otherwise, Lent means very little.
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You know, it just means you're gonna lose a few pounds
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or get up a little earlier,
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or it's gonna be a nice, you know,
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what a nice little spiritual experience.
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And the kingdom of God is still different.
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But if we give up indifference for Lent,
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then that second reading will hit home.
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Then we'll realize that this could be the day of salvation.
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Father Pat’s message is a heartfelt appeal for aut Father Pat’s message is a heartfelt appeal for authenticity in faith and a call to move beyond performative religiosity into transformative action. He reflects on the Gospel of Matthew, which warns against doing righteous acts for public recognition, and uses it as a springboard to challenge the community — and society at large — to examine its comfort with indifference in the face of suffering, violence, and injustice. He critiques the way Christian practices can become hollow rituals if not grounded in genuine compassion and meaningful engagement with the world. His ultimate invitation is to use Lent not as a season for superficial sacrifices, but as a time for deep spiritual training — especially in the practice of rejecting indifference and embracing a life of active, risk-taking love and justice.
In a deeper reflection, Father Pat begins by exploring the Gospel from Matthew, which emphasizes secrecy in spiritual practices such as almsgiving, prayer, and fasting. He acknowledges the tension between this teaching and the Church’s own visible expressions of faith — such as the public display of ashes on Ash Wednesday. While this may appear hypocritical against the Gospel’s instruction to “wash your face” and keep fasting private, Father Pat sees value in retaining the reading. It forces the Church to confront its own contradictions, reminding us that religious practices, though once communal and innocuous, can morph into performative displays over time.
Father Pat suggests that Matthew’s Gospel is likely addressing a specific conflict in the early Christian community, where certain individuals were drawing attention to their piety. Rather than interpreting the text as a universal mandate for secrecy, he sees it as a caution against spiritual pride and self-congratulation. The deeper issue is not visibility but motivation — whether religious acts are done to glorify God or to glorify oneself. He makes a key distinction: while self-serving displays should be quieted, courageous acts that challenge injustice and require vulnerability should be done boldly and publicly.
Drawing from current events — including a local tragedy and national school shootings — Father Pat connects the Gospel to the overwhelming sense of helplessness and passive observation that pervades modern society. He critiques the superficial emotional responses we often mistake for real engagement. Watching the news and feeling sorrow is not the same as acting to prevent such tragedies. He names this widespread passivity “indifference,” and identifies it as a spiritual and moral failure.
He proposes a radical Lenten discipline: fast from indifference. Rather than giving up chocolate or coffee — symbolic sacrifices that rarely lead to lasting transformation — Father Pat urges the faithful to give up complacency. He challenges us to examine where we have become too comfortable with systemic evils like poverty, racism, sexism, and violence. It's not enough to claim we are morally opposed to these realities if we remain inactive in the face of them.
Father Pat also acknowledges the difficulty of this spiritual path. He notes how easy it is to forget the meaning of Lent only hours after receiving ashes, and he reflects humorously on his own past Lenten sacrifices — including giving up guilt, which nearly led him to leave the Church. But through this honest self-reflection, he underscores the idea that Lent should be about long-lasting inner change, not temporary denial.
He concludes by identifying the true heroes of our time as those who are willing to act — to “put skin in the game.” These are the people who decide to run for office, volunteer, or speak out against injustice. They may not be perfect, but they are not indifferent. Father Pat calls every believer to be one of those people, to let Lent be a time of becoming, a season of training to live differently. Only then, he says, can we truly say that “today is the day of salvation.” Otherwise, Lent becomes just another religious performance, devoid of the power to change the world or ourselves....
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Many of our scripture stories are buried under years of cultural dust. And I don't mean just getting back to what was going on in that culture. I just mean that most of us hear the beginning of a story, and if it's one we recognize out of scripture, we get an immediate picture in our head of what the story's about, and we don't hear the words anymore. It's this sort of religious dust that lays over things. It happens outside of religion, too. I was running across one with a group I was talking with this week, where we were talking about the poem. And you can run it in your head quickly. I know many of you, the nursery rhyme, Humpty Dumpty. When you run it in your head, it probably doesn't occur to you that nowhere in that poem does it mention an egg. Probably written about a person. Humpty Dumpty was probably, in the author's mind, a guard who fell from a wall, and the army couldn't fix him. But you and I, I want to know who put the egg in our head. Because it's universal. You say Humpty Dumpty, and we all see the egg that's been patched back together. Where'd the egg come from? And so we do that with a lot of our stories. Someone years ago injects something into the story, and that's what we hear, not the story. And when someone mentioned that to me in the last few weeks, I immediately went through it. I'm like, there's no egg in there. But someone slipped an egg in. So we have, in today's reading, something that people might hear, and they might not put it together with other stories they've heard. In this story, we definitely have a little bit of a, it feels like a little bit of a rebuke, because he says, tell nobody anything. And it says, but the man went right off and began to publicize the whole matter, and now Jesus can't go into any of the towns, and now he's got to be, you know. There's a little griping towards the guy. Now, every year at Thanksgiving, we get a reading where 10 people are said, are told, don't tell anyone, and nine of them do exactly what Jesus said, and the other one comes back, given praise to God, and he's the hero of the story. So which one do we grab onto? Because it kind of sounds like, well, Jesus was in a different mood during this story, and there's a bigger problem with it, which is, many scripture scholars start to think, well, you know, Jesus isn't ready to reveal himself. There's this sort of dishonest subterfuge that they assign to Jesus, which is distasteful. He's sneaking around. He doesn't want anyone to know who he is yet. What we forget is that the Gospels will not get you back to the life of Jesus. They get you back to the faith of the early church, and more importantly, the faith of four very different communities in the early church. You know, we have adjective forms of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John, the Mark, and the Luke, and the Matthean, the Johannine. This Mark community, the writers of this Gospel, the community that puts this together, they interpret the last little bit here. The story, you know, someone is told, don't make a big deal out of it, and they go and they publicize the whole matter. Now, the Gospel writer here decides, and because of that, Jesus couldn't go out into any town. Another Gospel writer decides, isn't it great that someone just couldn't keep that to themselves? But more importantly, you want to go back to that question and say, but why would, because it's pretty consistent in the Gospels, why would Jesus ever say, I've healed you, but don't tell anyone? And there is a good reason that we never, because we're immediately thinking, why the subterfuge? That's not what it is. Jesus says to them, don't tell anyone I healed. Go back and jump through all the normal hoops for healing, and let them think that healed you. The reason we find in our first reading today. When someone was thought to have leprosy, they were ostracized from the community. And you know, this is the difference between someone saying, you know, if we had a plague, say, flu, and let me tell you, there are people who are coming and saying, we have to stop communion until May, because of the flu, you know. Everyone has to make these decisions for themselves, but if we were the kind of community that said, look, once you've been diagnosed with flu, and wouldn't it be nice if there was a visual sign for flu, once you've been diagnosed, you are not allowed on this campus until we get a bill of health from your doctor. And that's the way the community was protecting itself. And some magic healer comes by and says, look, I'm gonna heal you from the flu, and he heals the person. And the person shows up at the doors and says, hey, I don't have that bill of health from the doctors, but a magic person on the street healed me. We'd be like, yeah, thank you, you're not coming in. That's what the community was doing. And what Jesus is saying is, and they don't even use the word healing, the guy says, I wanna be made clean. Jesus can make us clean, but only the community heals. And the community's not ready to heal until, unfortunately, at this time, they have to see him jump through their community hoops. Sometimes we never get past that. We should, but we need to know that the reason Jesus doesn't send them in saying, I know you all saw I had leprosy this last week, but a magic guy on the street cured me. He says, no, don't even tell them about this. Go and do the cleansing that Moses prescribed and go through what, all of that, and go back and be reconciled and healed in your community. We are a community of people. It really is one of the fundamental differences in history, until recent, but really, in history, it's the fundamental difference between classic Catholicism and classic Protestantism, is Protestantism started to take that approach of my personal relationship with Jesus Christ, my personal relationship with God, I'm gonna build my path. Catholicism was, you're Catholic not because you have met the Pope. You're Catholic because you belong to a community, the community belongs to the church. Most of us wanna say, well, I'm Catholic. Really, I'm a member of a community and the community is Catholic. It's a very different image. We are saved in community. And that, until very recently, that has always been the approach. Right now, it's still the approach worldwide. Here in America, we've got a lot of these sort of college-age youth programs in the church that are trying to feel, because they grew up in America, they're thinking, you know, maybe Catholicism will catch on if we become evangelical. No, actually, we'll just be a different church. And so, we're taking that approach in some sectors. But the truth is, we join people to community and the community belongs to the larger community and the community is what is saved. And so, Jesus isn't about to say to this guy, yeah, I'll make you clean. Of course, once I do that, you'll never be able to get back into the community because they'll never believe in that healing. So, he actually says to them, and for now, go to the doctor, get checked out, take the medicine that you won't even need now, and get your bill of health and go back. Because the last thing he wants to do is physically heal someone and leave them outside the community. Every healing story of Jesus has this same theme going on. It's always, they're wandering among the tombs, which were outside the city of living people. They kept the city of the dead and the city of the living very separate in those cultures. So, someone wandering around the tombs is on the outskirts of society. You know, when he raises a little girl from the dead, he returns her to a parent, always. There's always this moment at the end of the story where healing is not an individual thing. It's a nice thing, but real healing happens when we leave our isolation that the physical problems might have caused, but we leave our isolation and come back into community. That's the deeper healing. And so, Jesus isn't trying to hide who he is. Jesus is trying to make the healing complete and work within the culture he's in. And so, especially as we approach Lent, it's such an interesting spiritual exercise to understand the healing that's been given to us and the healing we pray to God for. People pray to God all the time for all sorts of cures. But as I've said on several occasions, we actually have the cure to loneliness, we just don't care enough to administer the medicine. We have the cure to hunger. We don't always care enough to get out in the world and administer the medicine. We actually have the cure to war. We just don't wanna give up other things that are more important to us. We have the cures of so many things and we don't use them. And I always wonder whose prayers are more fervent, our prayer to God for the healings we don't have or God's prayer to us to use the ones we do. Because maybe the day we use the ones we have, God will ready us for the next set of cures. But most of us aren't ready to use the ones we have. So as Lent approaches this coming week, you know I'm always a big fan, I always tell people I'm a much bigger fan of taking something on rather than giving something up because most of the things we give up, we take back up at Easter. Gave up chocolate several years in a row, I still eat it though. And I've got two or three days left. If it's just a six week odd practice that won't continue rather than what would happen and I tell you this now instead of next week because it takes a little preparation. You know, got six weeks during Lent. What if you celebrated each Sunday of Lent by reconnecting to someone you've let fall away? Reconnecting to someone who's become isolated. Maybe they become isolated because they're hard to be around. I always comfort myself in the world when I'm trying to be around people who are really, really, the theological term is irritating. I always comfort myself knowing that I am too. You know, who are the people we've allowed to drift away just because it's easier? A better spent Lent is at least once a week reconnecting to someone. And it may be simple and it takes two and they may decide it doesn't go anywhere but you're open to bringing people back into your lives. That's the healing. That's the miracle. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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A leper came to Jesus, and kneeling down,
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begged him and said, if you wish, you can make me clean.
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Moved with pity, he stretched out his hand,
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touched him, and said to him, I do will it be made clean.
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The leprosy left him immediately,
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and he was made clean.
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Then warning him sternly, he dismissed him at once.
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He said to him, see that you tell no one anything,
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but go show yourself to the priest
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and offer for your cleansing what Moses prescribed.
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That will be proof for them.
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The man went away and began to publicize the whole matter.
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He spread the report abroad so that it
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was impossible for Jesus to enter a town openly.
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He remained outside in deserted places,
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and people kept coming to him from everywhere.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Many of our scripture stories are buried
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under years of cultural dust.
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And I don't mean just getting back
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to what was going on in that culture.
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I just mean that most of us hear the beginning of a story,
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and if it's one we recognize out of scripture,
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we get an immediate picture in our head
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of what the story's about, and we don't hear the words
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anymore.
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It's this sort of religious dust that lays over things.
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It happens outside of religion, too.
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I was running across one with a group
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I was talking with this week, where
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we were talking about the poem.
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And you can run it in your head quickly.
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I know many of you, the nursery rhyme, Humpty Dumpty.
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When you run it in your head, it probably
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doesn't occur to you that nowhere in that poem
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does it mention an egg.
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Probably written about a person.
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Humpty Dumpty was probably, in the author's mind,
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a guard who fell from a wall, and the army couldn't fix him.
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But you and I, I want to know who put the egg in our head.
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Because it's universal.
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You say Humpty Dumpty, and we all
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see the egg that's been patched back together.
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Where'd the egg come from?
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And so we do that with a lot of our stories.
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Someone years ago injects something into the story,
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and that's what we hear, not the story.
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And when someone mentioned that to me in the last few weeks,
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I immediately went through it.
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I'm like, there's no egg in there.
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But someone slipped an egg in.
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So we have, in today's reading, something
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that people might hear, and they might not put it together
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with other stories they've heard.
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In this story, we definitely have a little bit of a,
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it feels like a little bit of a rebuke,
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because he says, tell nobody anything.
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And it says, but the man went right off
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and began to publicize the whole matter,
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and now Jesus can't go into any of the towns,
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and now he's got to be, you know.
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There's a little griping towards the guy.
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Now, every year at Thanksgiving, we get a reading
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where 10 people are said, are told, don't tell anyone,
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and nine of them do exactly what Jesus said,
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and the other one comes back, given praise to God,
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and he's the hero of the story.
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So which one do we grab onto?
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Because it kind of sounds like, well,
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Jesus was in a different mood during this story,
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and there's a bigger problem with it,
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which is, many scripture scholars start to think,
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well, you know, Jesus isn't ready to reveal himself.
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There's this sort of dishonest subterfuge
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that they assign to Jesus, which is distasteful.
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He's sneaking around.
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He doesn't want anyone to know who he is yet.
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What we forget is that the Gospels
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will not get you back to the life of Jesus.
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They get you back to the faith of the early church,
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and more importantly, the faith
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of four very different communities in the early church.
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You know, we have adjective forms
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of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John,
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the Mark, and the Luke, and the Matthean, the Johannine.
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This Mark community, the writers of this Gospel,
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the community that puts this together,
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they interpret the last little bit here.
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The story, you know, someone is told,
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don't make a big deal out of it,
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and they go and they publicize the whole matter.
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Now, the Gospel writer here decides,
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and because of that, Jesus couldn't go out into any town.
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Another Gospel writer decides,
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isn't it great that someone
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just couldn't keep that to themselves?
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But more importantly, you want to go back
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to that question and say, but why would,
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because it's pretty consistent in the Gospels,
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why would Jesus ever say,
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I've healed you, but don't tell anyone?
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And there is a good reason that we never,
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because we're immediately thinking, why the subterfuge?
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That's not what it is.
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Jesus says to them, don't tell anyone I healed.
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Go back and jump through all the normal hoops for healing,
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and let them think that healed you.
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The reason we find in our first reading today.
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When someone was thought to have leprosy,
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they were ostracized from the community.
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And you know, this is the difference
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between someone saying, you know,
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if we had a plague, say, flu,
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and let me tell you, there are people
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who are coming and saying,
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we have to stop communion until May,
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because of the flu, you know.
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Everyone has to make these decisions for themselves,
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but if we were the kind of community that said,
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look, once you've been diagnosed with flu,
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and wouldn't it be nice if there was a visual sign for flu,
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once you've been diagnosed,
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you are not allowed on this campus
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until we get a bill of health from your doctor.
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And that's the way the community was protecting itself.
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And some magic healer comes by and says,
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look, I'm gonna heal you from the flu,
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and he heals the person.
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And the person shows up at the doors and says,
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hey, I don't have that bill of health from the doctors,
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but a magic person on the street healed me.
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We'd be like, yeah, thank you, you're not coming in.
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That's what the community was doing.
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And what Jesus is saying is,
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and they don't even use the word healing,
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the guy says, I wanna be made clean.
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Jesus can make us clean, but only the community heals.
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And the community's not ready to heal
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until, unfortunately, at this time,
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they have to see him jump through their community hoops.
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Sometimes we never get past that.
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We should, but we need to know that the reason
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Jesus doesn't send them in saying,
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I know you all saw I had leprosy this last week,
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but a magic guy on the street cured me.
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He says, no, don't even tell them about this.
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Go and do the cleansing that Moses prescribed
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and go through what, all of that,
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and go back and be reconciled and healed in your community.
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We are a community of people.
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It really is one of the fundamental differences
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in history, until recent, but really, in history,
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it's the fundamental difference
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between classic Catholicism and classic Protestantism,
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is Protestantism started to take that approach
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of my personal relationship with Jesus Christ,
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my personal relationship with God,
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I'm gonna build my path.
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Catholicism was, you're Catholic
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not because you have met the Pope.
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You're Catholic because you belong to a community,
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the community belongs to the church.
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Most of us wanna say, well, I'm Catholic.
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Really, I'm a member of a community
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and the community is Catholic.
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It's a very different image.
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We are saved in community.
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And that, until very recently,
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that has always been the approach.
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Right now, it's still the approach worldwide.
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Here in America, we've got a lot of these
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sort of college-age youth programs in the church
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that are trying to feel, because they grew up in America,
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they're thinking, you know, maybe Catholicism
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will catch on if we become evangelical.
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No, actually, we'll just be a different church.
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And so, we're taking that approach in some sectors.
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But the truth is, we join people to community
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and the community belongs to the larger community
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and the community is what is saved.
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And so, Jesus isn't about to say to this guy,
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yeah, I'll make you clean.
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Of course, once I do that, you'll never be able
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to get back into the community
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because they'll never believe in that healing.
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So, he actually says to them, and for now,
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go to the doctor, get checked out,
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take the medicine that you won't even need now,
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and get your bill of health and go back.
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Because the last thing he wants to do
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is physically heal someone
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and leave them outside the community.
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Every healing story of Jesus has this same theme going on.
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It's always, they're wandering among the tombs,
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which were outside the city of living people.
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They kept the city of the dead and the city of the living
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very separate in those cultures.
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So, someone wandering around the tombs
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is on the outskirts of society.
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You know, when he raises a little girl from the dead,
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he returns her to a parent, always.
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There's always this moment at the end of the story
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where healing is not an individual thing.
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It's a nice thing, but real healing happens
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when we leave our isolation
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that the physical problems might have caused,
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but we leave our isolation and come back into community.
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That's the deeper healing.
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And so, Jesus isn't trying to hide who he is.
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Jesus is trying to make the healing complete
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and work within the culture he's in.
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And so, especially as we approach Lent,
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it's such an interesting spiritual exercise
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to understand the healing that's been given to us
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and the healing we pray to God for.
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People pray to God all the time for all sorts of cures.
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But as I've said on several occasions,
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we actually have the cure to loneliness,
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we just don't care enough to administer the medicine.
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We have the cure to hunger.
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We don't always care enough to get out in the world
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and administer the medicine.
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We actually have the cure to war.
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We just don't wanna give up other things
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that are more important to us.
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We have the cures of so many things and we don't use them.
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And I always wonder whose prayers are more fervent,
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our prayer to God for the healings we don't have
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or God's prayer to us to use the ones we do.
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Because maybe the day we use the ones we have,
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God will ready us for the next set of cures.
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But most of us aren't ready to use the ones we have.
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So as Lent approaches this coming week,
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you know I'm always a big fan,
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I always tell people I'm a much bigger fan
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of taking something on rather than giving something up
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because most of the things we give up,
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we take back up at Easter.
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Gave up chocolate several years in a row,
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I still eat it though.
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And I've got two or three days left.
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If it's just a six week odd practice that won't continue
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rather than what would happen
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and I tell you this now instead of next week
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because it takes a little preparation.
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You know, got six weeks during Lent.
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What if you celebrated each Sunday of Lent
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by reconnecting to someone you've let fall away?
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Reconnecting to someone who's become isolated.
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Maybe they become isolated
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because they're hard to be around.
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I always comfort myself in the world
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when I'm trying to be around people
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who are really, really,
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the theological term is irritating.
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I always comfort myself knowing that I am too.
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You know, who are the people we've allowed to drift away
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just because it's easier?
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A better spent Lent is at least once a week
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reconnecting to someone.
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And it may be simple and it takes two
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and they may decide it doesn't go anywhere
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but you're open to bringing people back into your lives.
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That's the healing.
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That's the miracle.
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The rest is wondrous but it's just medicine.
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The real healing is when we bring people back
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into our lives and realize that our journey to heaven
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is together or not at all.
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Father Pat's homily centers on the idea that t Father Pat's homily centers on the idea that true healing, as modeled by Jesus, is not just physical restoration but the reintegration of individuals into their communities. Using the Gospel story of Jesus healing a leper, Father Pat challenges the surface-level interpretations that often obscure the deeper spiritual message. He emphasizes that Jesus' instruction to keep the healing quiet was not about secrecy or manipulation, but about ensuring that the man could be fully restored to society by following the communal processes of purification. This reflects a core belief that salvation and healing are communal realities, not merely individual experiences. As we approach Lent, Father Pat urges us to reflect on the ways we can practice this communal healing—by reaching out, reconnecting, and reweaving people back into the fabric of our lives—thus participating in the divine work of restoration.
The Gospel story of Jesus healing the leper is one that, according to Father Pat, has been culturally and religiously “dusted over,” preventing us from hearing its original power. Just as we universally associate Humpty Dumpty with an egg—despite no mention of one in the rhyme—we also tend to misread Gospel stories because of preconceived religious images. In this reading, Jesus heals a leper but sternly warns him not to tell anyone; the man disregards this and spreads the news, resulting in Jesus being unable to enter towns openly. Many interpret this as Jesus trying to hide his identity, but Father Pat challenges that notion. He explains that Jesus’ command not to speak is not about secrecy, but about ensuring that the man follows the societal and religious process for reentry into the community. In ancient Jewish culture, lepers were cast out—not just because of contagion, but because they were considered ritually unclean. Only after presenting themselves to the priests and performing the required rituals could they be fully restored to community life.
This distinction is critical: Jesus doesn’t just want to make someone physically well; he wants them to be whole, which includes social and spiritual reintegration. Healing is not complete until the person is welcomed back into the communal fold. Jesus doesn’t circumvent the community's process; he works within it, affirming the necessity of communal validation and belonging. Father Pat points out that we often overlook this dynamic and assume Jesus is acting in secret, when in fact he’s deeply honoring the communal structures necessary for full human flourishing. This reflects a broader theological truth: salvation is not a private, individualistic affair, but a communal one. Father Pat contrasts the classic Catholic view—where faith is lived and expressed in community—with a more modern, individualistic approach that sees salvation as a personal, one-on-one relationship with God. While both have value, Catholicism traditionally emphasizes that we are saved together, not alone.
This leads to Father Pat’s Lenten challenge: don’t just give something up (especially something trivial like chocolate); instead, take something on. Specifically, take on the work of healing relationships—of reaching out to those who have become isolated or estranged. He acknowledges that some people are difficult, but reminds us that we too are difficult for others. Reconnection, even if tentative or incomplete, is a sacred act. It’s the kind of healing Jesus modeled—bringing people back into relationship, into community, into wholeness. Father Pat provocatively suggests that while we are constantly praying to God for healings we don’t yet have, God may be praying to us to use the ones we already possess. We have the cures for loneliness, hunger, and even war—but we often lack the will to apply them. Lent, then, is not just a time for self-denial but for self-giving—an opportunity to administer the medicine of community, compassion, and reconnection. It is through these acts that we participate in the true miracle of healing: the restoration of human belonging and the journey to God we make together....
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He said, let us go to the nearby villages that I may preach there also. For this purpose, I have come. So he went into their synagogues, preaching and driving out demons through the whole of Galilee. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. We are presented with three very, very different visions of response to life and to fortune. The first one we get, and you know, the first two actually, Job and Paul, they kind of remind me of Tigger and Eeyore from Winnie the Pooh. You know, that first reading is just, you hate to refer to scripture as whiny, but you know, when Rita read it, and Rita is one of the most upbeat people I know, but even Rita reading it was a little depressing. It's not life of drudgery, and we're just a slave, and at night, and I'll never, ever, ever know happiness again, it is so Eeyore. You know, poor, poor Job. And you know, we get this in scripture, the entire book of Lamentations is, you know, it's ascribed to Job, but Job is a fictional character. So this is, it's like all the depressed people of Israel got together and decided to write a book. But it is important that that is in scripture, because otherwise, religion becomes the purview of happy people. And I've seen, and this is very popular in some of the sort of grassroots level churches in America where, you know, everyone's supposed to show up at a funeral going, but it's a blessing from God, and they're in heaven, and we're happy, and you're like, no. No, sometimes it's okay to bring that pain and sorrow into our faith, and it doesn't mean we're, you know, you're less Christian because you don't see joy in every moment. You know, and I have to tell you not to, you know, throw any of you under the bus, but I always like to notice when I come in, just because it's maybe a little projection, but when I come into the early morning mass, and I watch, usually it's during the first reading, and literally everyone's going. I'm like, this is a very unhappy group of people. And you know that, I know that by noon you'll all be fine, but it, you know, it's just, it's 7.30 in the morning, and most people just aren't real animated at that hour, you know, so there's this sense that scripture needs to bring all of us into our faith. There are four psalms called the cursing psalms that scripture scholars have written tons about that in the, in what is called the breviary, which is the cycle of prayers that the priest is supposed to say every day. So there's a set of psalms, three psalms, and in the cycle they took out the cursing psalms out of that little lectionary because they're just, you know, it's too awful a vision of God. They serve a great purpose in scripture. They let you know that the people in that day and age, they even brought their anger. Even anger at God is a belief in God. You can't be angry with a God you don't believe in. So even when someone says they are angry with God, it's an amazing expression of faith. You don't find people who have a great faith in a moment of crisis saying, huh, no longer believe in God. They may come to that crisis, but usually first they have to get to this anger at God. And when those cursing psalms, when people knew them, and you know, we know little lines out of them, you know, God will dash their children against a stone. That's not usually the God we're hoping to spend eternity with, you know. But that image of God is there because that's important, that we don't think that we can come to God only when we're emotionally in the right place. You know, if I'm going to pray, first I have to sort of calm and become a guru. And once I'm a guru, I can approach God in prayer. No, the prayer is what helps us get there. So we have to be able to bring ourselves, Job today, this character, Job in absolute, it's not even depression, Job is in a whiny space. Paul is in the tigger space. You know, Paul is, it's sort of like that grassroots level. Paul, every once in a while, and you don't know if we're getting the authentic, you know, he's writing a letter, and he basically, and from prison there's a lot of this, you know, I'm in prison and everything, you know, I'm in chains and I'm in the dark and they're going to kill me, but I'm in, I have all this joy for what's going on. And you kind of want to go, really, Paul? Really? You know, there are those people that we know that when real tragedy happens, you know, I almost think that, you know, it's the spiritual end of denial. There's a difference between trusting God that things are going to be okay even though they're tough right now. There's a difference between that and the sort of, oh, even when God gives me sufferings, I love it. And, you know, that leaves the area of spirituality and gets into some sort of fetish that I don't want to know about. Suffering is suffering. And God can be with us in it, but it's still suffering, and we need to feel the suffering. Some days we need to feel that sort of loneliness, whatever it is that Job is going through, whatever it is then that Paul is going through. Now, what we get that's interesting in the gospel, and we get it twice. We get it with Simon, Peter's mother-in-law, and we get it again with Jesus. And that is these people whose emotional reaction we're not told much about. We're told their physical reaction. Now, the mother-in-law in this to me is possibly the saddest character in all of Scripture. She's sick with a fever, and Jesus, Jesus himself walks in and says, basically says, you're healed. What's for dinner? I mean, this is every mother's nightmare. But, and of course, they don't say that anyone asked her. It just says, you know, the fever left, and she waited on them. And a few seconds later, we always see that, it always, you know, there's an edge to that for us. But we don't see that there's a very similar minute with Jesus in a few minutes. Jesus has got now the crowds pressing in on him. Everyone wants something. They've all seen the healing. They're all after him, and they, you know, everyone wants two minutes. And he gets away, and he prays. This is the moment that he is healed. He gets away, and he has a moment alone, and they come, and they say, everyone's looking for you. He goes, yeah, let's go, boom. He gets up, and he starts waiting on others again. It's this moment that says, you know, helping other people is exhausting, but the grace of this character of the mother-in-law is how many of us, when we're struck with some horrible health crisis, you know, this year, the flu, all these things, or even more serious life-threatening illnesses, how many of us, now, I don't mean the bargaining. We'll do all sorts of bargaining with God when we're sick. If you just get me well, I'll do this, I'll do, but how many of us truly want to be cured so that we can get back to helping others? How many of us think, oh, I've gotta get through this because, you know, people get there. People do this all the time. You know, even if it's not, even if it's not a warm, fuzzy feeling, I can't tell you the number of parents I've seen that face illness, and their first reaction is what will happen to my children? Meaning, I just want to be healthy so that I can get back to taking care of my children. That's that sort of gut-level reaction you see out of the mother-in-law and out of Jesus today, and what makes Jesus' kind of particular is he's so focused on the mission, and it's kind of the mission that I think modern religion has forgotten about. You know, Jesus is running around healing, helping. He's running around healing, helping, and preaching good news, and he goes into a town, and like, how much could he have preached? He couldn't have given them the code of canon law. You know, he goes in, he heals some people, he preaches the good news to them, and then goes to the next town. I've no doubt that nowadays the hierarchy would tell him that that is an incomplete catechesis, and absolutely no one is truly ready for the sacrament. When did our faith become, you know, this has got to, you have got to get to CCD every week, and you've got to do this, and we've got to train, and we're not teaching enough on this topic, when it sort of expanded from this, it says in Mark's gospel, the earliest gospel, most scripture scholars would say, you know, let's go to the nearby villages that I can preach there also. This is the purpose I've come for. So what it's telling us is the purpose that Jesus comes for, now we would say later he came for the cross, but at this moment in his life, his purpose as an itinerant preacher is clearly to go to a town, preach this message that, you know, God is with you in salvation, and God is going to lift up the poor, and all of these basic messages of the kingdom of God, he's gonna preach them, and a day later he's gonna be gone. What would it look like today if we could boil our faith down to something that could be taught in an afternoon? Now, that doesn't mean you wouldn't spend the rest of your life trying to ruminate on it and figure out what it meant, but my guess is if you told any member of the clergy, deacon, priest, bishop, pope, that, you know, you get two hours to tell them about Catholicism, and that's all they're gonna have for their life. It would just be fascinating to see, you know, where some people would go with that. What we'd always get probably is a little bit of gospel and a lot of agenda, you know, because they only get a moment. Jesus really didn't set up a system that said, let's come in and I am going to walk you through until you are all formed exactly the way I think you should be. It was this, I'm gonna leave you in the hands of your community. What the essence of his message was, and we don't even think about it because it's no longer radical. The radical message he had was this message that all of these rules aren't gonna get you into heaven. God is. God's gonna get you into heaven or God's not. It's not something you're capable of. You can be, I hope you will respond to this by going out and being the best person you can and helping others and knowing that God is there to help you so you should be there to help others and living this life of service, and then he moves on. And that is that original, in the Greek, the kerygma, the original proclamation of Jesus. It's quickly changed into the early proclamation of church, but the proclamation of Jesus is all this kingdom of God. What is the kingdom of God? And all of this, the lowly will be lifted up and those who are up on the top will be brought back down and it's this move towards true equality and where Job finds himself whining and where Paul finds himself with almost a false bravado, it's this character of the mother-in-law in Jesus that take the gifts they're given, take the hits they're given, and then get up and continue with their life and who they are. Get out there and do the work. You know, the interesting thing is in this, especially today, it kind of has this sort of sexist edge to it because it says, you know, she gets up and waits on them. And we don't know. Most of us assume, you know, we can just put a mom duty on her at that point. You know, she's cooking or doing, you know. But the truth is she gets up and had it said that about anyone else in scripture, that they served Jesus, we wouldn't go there. That's something, you know, if they said, yes, Peter was serving Jesus, they wouldn't go. You mean he made dinner? So some of that is our own projection. She gets up and it says, and she begins to serve them. When you're talking about Jesus and the followers, serving them could have meant she got up and went out and helped the poor. She served them. Most of us want healing. Most of us already have some amount of help. We all have some amount of gifts. Do we use them to serve the gospel? Because the day we do, that's when we understand the mindset of Simon's mother-in-law. More importantly, we start to understand the mindset of Jesus. Could have set himself up with a really nice following if he didn't just keep going to the next town. But that's what he came for. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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On leaving the synagogue, Jesus entered
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the house of Simon and Andrew with James and John.
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Simon's mother-in-law lay sick with a fever.
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They immediately told him about her.
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He approached, grasped her hand, and helped her up.
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Then the fever left her, and she waited on them.
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When it was evening after sunset,
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they brought to him all who were ill or possessed by demons.
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The whole town was gathered at the door.
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He cured many who were sick with various diseases,
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and he drove out many demons, not
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permitting them to speak because they knew him.
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Rising very early before dawn, he
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left and went off to a deserted place where he prayed.
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Simon and those who were with him pursued him,
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and on finding him said, everyone is looking for you.
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He said, let us go to the nearby villages
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that I may preach there also.
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For this purpose, I have come.
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So he went into their synagogues,
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preaching and driving out demons through the whole of Galilee.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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We are presented with three very, very different visions
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of response to life and to fortune.
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The first one we get, and you know,
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the first two actually, Job and Paul,
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they kind of remind me of Tigger and Eeyore
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from Winnie the Pooh.
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You know, that first reading is just,
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you hate to refer to scripture as whiny,
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but you know, when Rita read it,
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and Rita is one of the most upbeat people I know,
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but even Rita reading it was a little depressing.
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It's not life of drudgery, and we're just a slave,
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and at night, and I'll never, ever, ever
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know happiness again, it is so Eeyore.
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You know, poor, poor Job.
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And you know, we get this in scripture,
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the entire book of Lamentations is,
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you know, it's ascribed to Job,
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but Job is a fictional character.
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So this is, it's like all the depressed people of Israel
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got together and decided to write a book.
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But it is important that that is in scripture,
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because otherwise, religion becomes
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the purview of happy people.
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And I've seen, and this is very popular
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in some of the sort of grassroots level churches in America
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where, you know, everyone's supposed to show up
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at a funeral going, but it's a blessing from God,
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and they're in heaven, and we're happy,
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and you're like, no.
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No, sometimes it's okay to bring that pain and sorrow
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into our faith, and it doesn't mean we're,
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you know, you're less Christian
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because you don't see joy in every moment.
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You know, and I have to tell you not to,
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you know, throw any of you under the bus,
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but I always like to notice when I come in,
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just because it's maybe a little projection,
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but when I come into the early morning mass,
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and I watch, usually it's during the first reading,
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and literally everyone's going.
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I'm like, this is a very unhappy group of people.
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And you know that, I know that by noon you'll all be fine,
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but it, you know, it's just, it's 7.30 in the morning,
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and most people just aren't real animated at that hour,
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you know, so there's this sense that scripture
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needs to bring all of us into our faith.
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There are four psalms called the cursing psalms
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that scripture scholars have written tons about
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that in the, in what is called the breviary,
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which is the cycle of prayers
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that the priest is supposed to say every day.
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So there's a set of psalms, three psalms,
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and in the cycle they took out the cursing psalms
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out of that little lectionary because they're just,
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you know, it's too awful a vision of God.
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They serve a great purpose in scripture.
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They let you know that the people in that day and age,
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they even brought their anger.
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Even anger at God is a belief in God.
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You can't be angry with a God you don't believe in.
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So even when someone says they are angry with God,
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it's an amazing expression of faith.
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You don't find people who have a great faith
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in a moment of crisis saying, huh, no longer believe in God.
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They may come to that crisis,
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but usually first they have to get to this anger at God.
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And when those cursing psalms, when people knew them,
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and you know, we know little lines out of them, you know,
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God will dash their children against a stone.
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That's not usually the God
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we're hoping to spend eternity with, you know.
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But that image of God is there because that's important,
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that we don't think that we can come to God
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only when we're emotionally in the right place.
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You know, if I'm going to pray,
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first I have to sort of calm and become a guru.
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And once I'm a guru, I can approach God in prayer.
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No, the prayer is what helps us get there.
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So we have to be able to bring ourselves,
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Job today, this character, Job in absolute,
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it's not even depression, Job is in a whiny space.
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Paul is in the tigger space.
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You know, Paul is, it's sort of like that grassroots level.
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Paul, every once in a while,
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and you don't know if we're getting the authentic,
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you know, he's writing a letter,
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and he basically, and from prison there's a lot of this,
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you know, I'm in prison and everything,
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you know, I'm in chains and I'm in the dark
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and they're going to kill me,
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but I'm in, I have all this joy for what's going on.
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And you kind of want to go, really, Paul?
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Really?
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You know, there are those people that we know
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that when real tragedy happens,
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you know, I almost think that, you know,
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it's the spiritual end of denial.
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There's a difference between trusting God
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that things are going to be okay
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even though they're tough right now.
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There's a difference between that and the sort of,
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oh, even when God gives me sufferings, I love it.
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And, you know, that leaves the area of spirituality
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and gets into some sort of fetish
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that I don't want to know about.
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Suffering is suffering.
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And God can be with us in it, but it's still suffering,
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and we need to feel the suffering.
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Some days we need to feel that sort of loneliness,
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whatever it is that Job is going through,
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whatever it is then that Paul is going through.
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Now, what we get that's interesting in the gospel,
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and we get it twice.
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We get it with Simon, Peter's mother-in-law,
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and we get it again with Jesus.
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And that is these people whose emotional reaction
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we're not told much about.
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We're told their physical reaction.
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Now, the mother-in-law in this to me
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is possibly the saddest character in all of Scripture.
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She's sick with a fever, and Jesus,
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Jesus himself walks in and says,
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basically says, you're healed.
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What's for dinner?
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I mean, this is every mother's nightmare.
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But, and of course, they don't say that anyone asked her.
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It just says, you know, the fever left,
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and she waited on them.
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And a few seconds later, we always see that,
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it always, you know, there's an edge to that for us.
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But we don't see that there's a very similar minute
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with Jesus in a few minutes.
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Jesus has got now the crowds pressing in on him.
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Everyone wants something.
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They've all seen the healing.
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They're all after him, and they, you know,
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everyone wants two minutes.
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And he gets away, and he prays.
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This is the moment that he is healed.
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He gets away, and he has a moment alone,
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and they come, and they say, everyone's looking for you.
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He goes, yeah, let's go, boom.
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He gets up, and he starts waiting on others again.
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It's this moment that says, you know,
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helping other people is exhausting,
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but the grace of this character of the mother-in-law
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is how many of us, when we're struck
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with some horrible health crisis,
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you know, this year, the flu, all these things,
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or even more serious life-threatening illnesses,
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how many of us, now, I don't mean the bargaining.
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We'll do all sorts of bargaining with God when we're sick.
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If you just get me well, I'll do this, I'll do,
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but how many of us truly want to be cured
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so that we can get back to helping others?
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How many of us think, oh, I've gotta get through this
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because, you know, people get there.
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People do this all the time.
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You know, even if it's not,
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even if it's not a warm, fuzzy feeling,
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I can't tell you the number of parents I've seen
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that face illness, and their first reaction
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is what will happen to my children?
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Meaning, I just want to be healthy
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so that I can get back to taking care of my children.
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That's that sort of gut-level reaction you see
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out of the mother-in-law and out of Jesus today,
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and what makes Jesus' kind of particular
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is he's so focused on the mission,
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and it's kind of the mission that I think
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modern religion has forgotten about.
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You know, Jesus is running around healing, helping.
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He's running around healing, helping,
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and preaching good news, and he goes into a town,
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and like, how much could he have preached?
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He couldn't have given them the code of canon law.
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You know, he goes in, he heals some people,
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he preaches the good news to them,
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and then goes to the next town.
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I've no doubt that nowadays the hierarchy
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would tell him that that is an incomplete catechesis,
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and absolutely no one is truly ready for the sacrament.
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When did our faith become, you know,
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this has got to, you have got to get to CCD every week,
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and you've got to do this, and we've got to train,
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and we're not teaching enough on this topic,
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when it sort of expanded from this,
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it says in Mark's gospel, the earliest gospel,
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most scripture scholars would say,
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you know, let's go to the nearby villages
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that I can preach there also.
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This is the purpose I've come for.
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So what it's telling us is the purpose
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that Jesus comes for, now we would say
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later he came for the cross,
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but at this moment in his life,
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his purpose as an itinerant preacher
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is clearly to go to a town,
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preach this message that, you know,
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God is with you in salvation,
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and God is going to lift up the poor,
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and all of these basic messages of the kingdom of God,
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he's gonna preach them,
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and a day later he's gonna be gone.
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What would it look like today if we could boil our faith
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down to something that could be taught in an afternoon?
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Now, that doesn't mean you wouldn't spend
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the rest of your life trying to ruminate on it
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and figure out what it meant,
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but my guess is if you told any member of the clergy,
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deacon, priest, bishop, pope,
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that, you know, you get two hours
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to tell them about Catholicism,
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and that's all they're gonna have for their life.
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It would just be fascinating to see, you know,
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where some people would go with that.
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What we'd always get probably is a little bit of gospel
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and a lot of agenda, you know,
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because they only get a moment.
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Jesus really didn't set up a system that said,
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let's come in and I am going to walk you through
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until you are all formed
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exactly the way I think you should be.
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It was this, I'm gonna leave you
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in the hands of your community.
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What the essence of his message was,
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and we don't even think about it
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because it's no longer radical.
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The radical message he had was this message
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that all of these rules aren't gonna get you into heaven.
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God is.
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God's gonna get you into heaven or God's not.
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It's not something you're capable of.
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You can be, I hope you will respond to this
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by going out and being the best person you can
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and helping others and knowing that God is there to help you
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so you should be there to help others
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and living this life of service, and then he moves on.
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And that is that original, in the Greek, the kerygma,
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the original proclamation of Jesus.
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It's quickly changed into the early proclamation of church,
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but the proclamation of Jesus is all this kingdom of God.
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What is the kingdom of God?
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And all of this, the lowly will be lifted up
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and those who are up on the top will be brought back down
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and it's this move towards true equality
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and where Job finds himself whining
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and where Paul finds himself with almost a false bravado,
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it's this character of the mother-in-law in Jesus
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that take the gifts they're given,
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take the hits they're given,
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and then get up and continue with their life
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and who they are.
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Get out there and do the work.
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You know, the interesting thing is in this,
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especially today, it kind of has
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this sort of sexist edge to it
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because it says, you know, she gets up and waits on them.
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And we don't know.
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Most of us assume, you know,
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we can just put a mom duty on her at that point.
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You know, she's cooking or doing, you know.
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But the truth is she gets up
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and had it said that about anyone else in scripture,
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that they served Jesus, we wouldn't go there.
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That's something, you know, if they said,
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yes, Peter was serving Jesus, they wouldn't go.
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You mean he made dinner?
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So some of that is our own projection.
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She gets up and it says, and she begins to serve them.
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When you're talking about Jesus and the followers,
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serving them could have meant she got up
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and went out and helped the poor.
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She served them.
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Most of us want healing.
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Most of us already have some amount of help.
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We all have some amount of gifts.
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Do we use them to serve the gospel?
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Because the day we do, that's when we understand
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the mindset of Simon's mother-in-law.
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More importantly, we start to understand
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the mindset of Jesus.
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Could have set himself up with a really nice following
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if he didn't just keep going to the next town.
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But that's what he came for.
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Not to control a small group of people,
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but to transform and give freedom to the wider community.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the honest and hum Father Pat’s message centers on the honest and human ways people respond to suffering, healing, and purpose in life. He contrasts the emotional states of Job and Paul—one embodying sorrow and lamentation, the other enthusiastic but possibly unrealistic joy—with the quiet, purposeful actions of Jesus and Simon’s mother-in-law, who both respond to healing and renewal by immediately serving others. Father Pat emphasizes that authentic faith does not require emotional perfection; rather, it invites us to bring our full, messy selves to God. True spirituality is not about escaping suffering or masking it with cheerfulness, but about allowing God to meet us in our real experiences—and then, like Jesus, continuing the mission of love, compassion, and service.
Father Pat begins his homily by acknowledging the range of emotional responses to life’s burdens as portrayed in Scripture, particularly through the figures of Job and Paul. Job represents the voice of lament and despair, a deeply human cry that resonates with anyone who has experienced suffering. Father Pat humorously compares Job to Eeyore from “Winnie the Pooh,” describing his speech as almost “whiny,” yet affirming the sacredness of these feelings by noting that such expressions are preserved within the biblical canon. This inclusion reveals that even sorrow and anger have a place in our relationship with God. Lamentation, even when directed at God, is still an act of faith. Father Pat notes that scripture includes “cursing psalms” and difficult passages because they reflect the whole human experience—they remind us that we don’t have to be emotionally sanitized to pray. God embraces us in our rawness, not just in our serenity.
Paul, on the other hand, is likened to Tigger—bouncing with joy, even in suffering. From prison, Paul writes with elation and confidence in God’s plan. Father Pat challenges this tone slightly, suggesting that while trust in God during hardship is admirable, there’s a danger in romanticizing suffering. It becomes a kind of denial or even spiritual exhibitionism if we pretend that pain is not painful. He warns against the kind of piety that demands cheerfulness in tragic moments, such as at funerals, where people may feel pressured to smile and declare God’s goodness rather than grieve. Real faith makes room for grief and does not require us to fake joy. Paul’s joy is authentic, but it must be grounded in a recognition of real human pain.
The Gospel reading, however, shifts the focus from emotional expression to action. Simon’s mother-in-law, once healed by Jesus, immediately begins to serve. While some may read this cynically—as though she’s being forced back into domestic servitude—Father Pat invites a more generous interpretation. He sees her response not as obligation but vocation. She uses her healing as a call to return to service. Likewise, Jesus himself, after healing and ministering to crowds, withdraws to pray, restoring himself spiritually. Yet when the disciples find him and urge him to return to the crowd, he instead insists on continuing to other villages. This shows a laser focus on mission: not to build a fan base or stay in comfort, but to reach more people with the good news of the Kingdom.
Father Pat draws a parallel between the mother-in-law and Jesus: both are healed or renewed, and both return to service. This is the model of authentic discipleship—not just receiving grace for personal comfort, but being transformed to serve others. He challenges the modern Church’s tendency to overcomplicate faith with systems, rules, programs, and catechetical requirements. Jesus’ message was simple, radical, and portable. He preached, healed, and moved on. He trusted communities to hold and live the message without his constant oversight. In contrast, today's Church often insists on complete doctrinal formation before people are “ready” for sacraments or belonging. But Jesus’ original ministry was about inclusion, liberation, and transformation—not control.
Ultimately, Father Pat's message calls us to reflect on our own responses to God’s grace. Are we like Job, overwhelmed and sorrowful? Like Paul, exuberant but perhaps in denial? Or like Simon’s mother-in-law and Jesus, do we receive healing and then rise to serve? Faith is not about achieving emotional perfection but about responding to God’s presence with authenticity and purpose. The goal is not to be cheerful all the time or to suffer stoically, but to live a life of service rooted in the grace we’ve received. When we do that, we participate in the mission of Christ—not to dominate or indoctrinate, but to heal, liberate, and proclaim the nearness of God’s kingdom....
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Authentic Christian Authority
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I'm not sure that there is a Sunday in the entire liturgical cycle with three readings that have less to do with one another than today. We have three readings on completely different topics. And I have also never been in any Bible study anywhere where any of these were quoted as anyone's favorite scripture. They're all kind of quirky in their own way. But they give us together, in a sense, they do give us three voices which can balance us and give us a method for moving forward and growing in our Christian faith. And sometimes that is the greatest thing scripture can do for us. Sometimes the great thing that scripture does, it doesn't paint an absolute picture of something. It tells you one story of God where he says, let there be light, and there's light. And another story where God comes down and shapes us out of the clay and says, clearly that one's too human and that one may be too austere. Find something between there. Live with the tension of the two stories that don't line up. Scripture does that for us a lot. Today, we get three different visions of interactions with faith. I want to start with the one that is most fun, that second reading. Because I saw so many of you, so many expressions of really? Paul is his personality. St. Paul is a zealot. That is his basic personality. Before he becomes Paul, when he is on the side against Jesus and the early Christians, he is all in. He is on the move. He is going to route them out. He is going to get rid of them. And when he becomes Christian, he is going to route out everyone else, and he's going to make sure everyone's Christian. Paul is probably, my suspicion, exhausting to be around. But he's that person you would put in charge of every building campaign, because he would get it done. Paul is very much what we would call a man of action. Of all the things that people can say about St. Paul, no one can ever claim that he did not back up his preaching with the way he lived. I mean, this became his life. Almost to an obsessive focus, that became his life. So much so that, yes, we get a reading like today. In Paul's mind, the world divides neatly into two groups of people. Those who are single, and as we know, single people spend every moment of the day obsessed with how they can please God. Would that it were so. But there are dating websites that would seem to indicate otherwise. So he's got one group of people that he thinks, if you're not married, then you're anxious about God all day long. Paul is anxious about, he is consumed by it. It's not the normal experience. I think we should all have a little more Paul in us, not too much, but all have a little more. Then he also, and this is truly a view from the other side of the fence, spouses spend 24 hours a day obsessed with pleasing one another. That is one of those moments where my mother would say, Paul was never married. Paul was never married. But it's his vision, and it's kind of his vision of how he wishes the world were. Wouldn't it be interesting, but take out the marriage piece as such a hard defined line there, and think, what would it be like to live in a world where everyone was either consumed with pleasing God or consumed with pleasing others? It's not a bad vision of the world, really out to help others, really out to do what is best for others, really out to do what is best for the mission of God. It's not a bad vision, but it's so focused, and it so comes out of his that it has some limited help for most of us. But the other two visions stand, in my mind, like bookends to where our Christian debate, where our philosophies, where everything sort of lands. And that is the prophet and the unclean spirits. Now, this story of the unclean spirits, there's several variations of it in the gospel. There's evil spirits, demonic spirits, there's one, there's a dozen. One of the mysteries that scripture scholars deal with a lot is, it seems that these are the first people to recognize who Jesus is, not even people. Now, why is it that they recognize Jesus before everyone else? Now, when they say that, they're forgetting about Simeon and Anna, the prophetess and prophet at his birth, at his christening, that recognize him for who he is. But why is it that these unclean spirits, before the general population, why are they always the first ones, it seems, in the story to recognize who Jesus is? And scholars come up with all sorts of reasons and all sorts of ideas, but there's a level at which it makes great sense to me that they would be the first. Because it is the nature of darkness, it is the nature of, whether we call it unclean or evil or whatever, the demonic, it is the nature of that dynamic to recognize enemies. And Jesus stands as their enemy. And all of us have a bit of that in us. All of us are much better at figuring out who our enemy is in the world. And not so good at figuring out where the common ground is. You know, we look at people in other countries and we forget that they go through all the same messes we go through. Around the world, fathers cry at daughters' weddings. You know, around the world, these things happen. And it's so much easier for us to focus on the differences. And that is where we are just like these unclean spirits. They see Jesus, not because they have an innate ability to see God, but because they have an innate ability to see what is different from them. They will recognize the person set against them. And so, you know, what we need to become are people that recognize God because the goodness in us sees what the affinity is, not the other way. Not because, you know, fear of hell and that sort of approach. There's a lot of people who their belief in God comes out of their belief in evil. And how we're gonna overcome it. How we're gonna get rid of that. How we're gonna make sure those people are, that is the unclean spirit recognizing God. It is not the prophet. Now the prophet does the opposite. The prophet takes that part of us that already resonates. Thomas Aquinas would, he would say that all of us, our real nature resonates with God. And so Thomas Aquinas finds those parts of us that already, not Thomas Aquinas, he does too, but prophets find the part of us that already resonates with the gospel and just amplify that. I think in our life we need to balance our life with both people. We need to have those people that recognize where we already agree but amplify it more towards the gospel. I'm always fond of saying when I talk with, like in ecumenical groups, every Christian church I know thinks we should feed the poor. So why are we wasting time debating the things we disagree on? We've got something we agree on. Why aren't we doing it? Eh, it's just, you know, it's much more exciting to argue about the things we disagree on. That's the dark spirit, you know. The prophetic spirit says, well let's take what we agree on and let's get that amplified. Let's make that larger. It's the, in the magnificat, you know, magnifies the spirit, magnifies the soul, magnifies the heart. Why aren't we finding the people that bring that out in us? But also courting the people in our lives, not the evil spirits, but one of these things, in context of Jesus, these spirits are opposing spirits. And most of us, I checked through the register to make sure, Jesus himself is not a registered prisoner so I can say this to all of you. Your opposite in the world is not pure evil because you are not pure good. Our opposing spirits actually have something to say to us. The people that we disagree with may have a point. The person who drives me up a tree is not a unique idea in the world. They are not alone. They have people who think like them. And it's so important for us to have people that make us a little less comfortable. There is a, I think, a huge misnomer in our culture, probably in many cultures, that we believe winning an argument, think about it for a minute, I know I've won an argument when I leave it having not grown at all and come out of it thinking exactly what I thought. Maybe they changed, maybe they grew, but then they won. We think winning an argument is when we stand still and wait for the world to center on us. That's not winning. That's, you know, that's paralysis. To win an argument, both people have to be affected. That's the win. And so we need the people in our lives who challenge us. I always think we see this so clearly in the Catholic Church right now. It's been fun to watch every Catholic I know, the liberals and the conservatives both, it's been so fun to watch them live from JP II to Francis. Because everyone struggles with either JP II or Benedict or Francis. One of them makes them uncomfortable. And while they'll all say, you must, it's the Pope, it's must, it's the Pope, it's the Pope, what happens when one of the Popes disagrees with them? They get very quiet. And it turns out that they think the Pope is infallible when the Pope agrees with them. Meaning deep down they think they're infallible and once in a while the Holy Spirit leads the Pope to agree with them. No, that's not the theology of the Church. And so, you know, all the people who cried out that you can't disagree with one Pope, you know, it's one thing we can be absolutely certain of as Catholics, it would be foolish to ascribe any kind of authority to one of the Popes that you can't ascribe to all of them. You know, you can't ascribe it to your favorites and not to the others. There's a thing in theology and philosophy, which I said at the last homily, but I'm much more nervous now because, you know, Father Abraham is getting his doctorate in philosophy so I really have to actually have to make this line. But there are kind of three types of statements in both philosophy and theology, but more even in just human psychology. There are rational and irrational, but then there's a third called non-rational. Now, a rational statement is something the human mind seems to be built to grab onto. Two plus two equals four. I don't care what language you're talking in, you show a child this many fingers and this many fingers and tell them it's that many, they'll get that eventually. And they can build systems on it. But if you try to teach a child that this many and this many gets put together to that, to five, if you try and teach two plus two is five, they'll try to figure out what's wrong with that, it won't happen, you cannot build a system of math on it. One of those is rational and the other is irrational. Then someone comes along and says, two plus two is good. That is non-rational. The mind is not forced there. You can't prove it, you can't disprove it. The mind is not forced away from it. Two plus two is good is something you have to choose to base your life on or not. You know, it's important to you or it's not. Most of our fundamental theology goes to that area, it's the non-rational. Nothing is sadder than watching people trying to scientifically prove their faith. Because what they're really saying is, once science says so, then it will be real. When my faith says so, it's not. That's a horrible statement. Our faith, our belief, the things we've been given from our community, the things we've been given from our family, it's a different kind of reality. That God exists, you can choose not to believe. God has created it such that you aren't forced to. Because if we're forced to, then there's no such thing as faith. And so we come as a people going, you know, our faith is a series of choices. And too often they're intellectual choices, they're not choices to get out and do the work. To get out and help those who have less, help those who are struggling more. Recognize how many people struggle in the world. And we're called to make that choice. We will never get irrefutable proof. And whenever someone tries, you know, we end up with, I think I've told you before, in the late 80s, some group in Europe was trying to slice very thin layers of a host, a consecrated host, and they were gonna thin layers and put it under a microscope and stain it, and they found human cells. Okay, basically a couple people decided to desecrate a host. Oh, but we see the human cells. No, you didn't. Number one, it's not science, it's faith. Number two, Jesus didn't turn into what he was before the resurrection. So you'd not even be proving good faith. But they need because they trust science and they don't trust their faith. I think if we're going to trust our faith, we do it because we have people of faith. We have some who will disagree with us and will argue with us and will change us and let us change them and we will grow together. And then we have the others who seem to agree with us on everything and hopefully, together we amplify one another into action in the world. When we've got the prophet and the opposing spirits in our life, we don't have to, as our country has done too often, we don't have to have a tragic gap. We can have a fruitful tension. Too often we choose the tragic gap and we become polarized. But there is a fruitful tension between all the voices in scripture, all the voices in our families, all the voices in our church. There's a fruitful tension that leads us to something that is mystery. If you're coming to your faith for answers, it will drive you crazy. When you come to your faith for questions and for motivation and for the ability to get out and help change the world, it becomes such a fruitful garden. And we ask God today to raise up the prophets who will spur us on to action, remind us of those who have less. We ask God to stir up the people in our lives who will challenge us when we think we, not the church, but we personally, are a little too infallible, that they will be there too. And between the spirits and the prophets, that there'll be a fruitful tension that will unveil for us a road of growth, will unveil for us a way to change the world, to bring from the two dramatic polarized sides that have a gap between them a fruitful tension. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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They then came to Capernaum, and on the Sabbath,
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Jesus entered the synagogue and taught.
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The people were astonished at his teaching,
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for he taught them as one having authority and not
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as the scribes.
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In their synagogue was a man with an unclean spirit.
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He cried out, what have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth?
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Have you come to destroy us?
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I know who you are, the Holy One of God.
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Jesus rebuked him and said, quiet, come out of him.
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The unclean spirit convulsed him and with a loud cry
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came out of him.
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All were amazed and asked one another, what is this,
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a new teaching with authority?
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He commands even the unclean spirits, and they obey him.
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His fame spread everywhere throughout the whole region
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of Galilee.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I'm not sure that there is a Sunday
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in the entire liturgical cycle with three readings that
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have less to do with one another than today.
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We have three readings on completely different topics.
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And I have also never been in any Bible study
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anywhere where any of these were quoted
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as anyone's favorite scripture.
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They're all kind of quirky in their own way.
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But they give us together, in a sense,
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they do give us three voices which can balance us and give
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us a method for moving forward and growing
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in our Christian faith.
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And sometimes that is the greatest thing
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scripture can do for us.
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Sometimes the great thing that scripture does,
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it doesn't paint an absolute picture of something.
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It tells you one story of God where he says,
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let there be light, and there's light.
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And another story where God comes down and shapes us
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out of the clay and says, clearly that one's too human
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and that one may be too austere.
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Find something between there.
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Live with the tension of the two stories that don't line up.
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Scripture does that for us a lot.
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Today, we get three different visions
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of interactions with faith.
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I want to start with the one that is most fun,
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that second reading.
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Because I saw so many of you, so many expressions of really?
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Paul is his personality.
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St. Paul is a zealot.
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That is his basic personality.
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Before he becomes Paul, when he is on the side against Jesus
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and the early Christians, he is all in.
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He is on the move.
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He is going to route them out.
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He is going to get rid of them.
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And when he becomes Christian, he
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is going to route out everyone else,
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and he's going to make sure everyone's Christian.
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Paul is probably, my suspicion, exhausting to be around.
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But he's that person you would put
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in charge of every building campaign,
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because he would get it done.
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Paul is very much what we would call a man of action.
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Of all the things that people can say about St. Paul,
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no one can ever claim that he did not
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back up his preaching with the way he lived.
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I mean, this became his life.
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Almost to an obsessive focus, that became his life.
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So much so that, yes, we get a reading like today.
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In Paul's mind, the world divides neatly
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into two groups of people.
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Those who are single, and as we know,
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single people spend every moment of the day
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obsessed with how they can please God.
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Would that it were so.
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But there are dating websites that
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would seem to indicate otherwise.
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So he's got one group of people that he thinks,
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if you're not married, then you're anxious
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about God all day long.
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Paul is anxious about, he is consumed by it.
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It's not the normal experience.
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I think we should all have a little more Paul in us,
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not too much, but all have a little more.
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Then he also, and this is truly a view
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from the other side of the fence,
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spouses spend 24 hours a day obsessed
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with pleasing one another.
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That is one of those moments where my mother would say,
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Paul was never married.
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Paul was never married.
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But it's his vision, and it's kind
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of his vision of how he wishes the world were.
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Wouldn't it be interesting, but take out the marriage piece
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as such a hard defined line there,
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and think, what would it be like to live in a world
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where everyone was either consumed with pleasing God
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or consumed with pleasing others?
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It's not a bad vision of the world,
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really out to help others, really out
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to do what is best for others, really
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out to do what is best for the mission of God.
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It's not a bad vision, but it's so focused,
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and it so comes out of his that it has some limited help
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for most of us.
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But the other two visions stand, in my mind,
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like bookends to where our Christian debate,
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where our philosophies, where everything sort of lands.
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And that is the prophet and the unclean spirits.
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Now, this story of the unclean spirits,
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there's several variations of it in the gospel.
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There's evil spirits, demonic spirits,
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there's one, there's a dozen.
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One of the mysteries that scripture scholars
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deal with a lot is, it seems that these are the first people
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to recognize who Jesus is, not even people.
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Now, why is it that they recognize Jesus
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before everyone else?
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Now, when they say that, they're forgetting
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about Simeon and Anna, the prophetess and prophet
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at his birth, at his christening,
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that recognize him for who he is.
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But why is it that these unclean spirits,
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before the general population,
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why are they always the first ones, it seems,
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in the story to recognize who Jesus is?
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And scholars come up with all sorts of reasons
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and all sorts of ideas, but there's a level
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at which it makes great sense to me
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that they would be the first.
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Because it is the nature of darkness,
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it is the nature of, whether we call it unclean
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or evil or whatever, the demonic,
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it is the nature of that dynamic to recognize enemies.
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And Jesus stands as their enemy.
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And all of us have a bit of that in us.
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All of us are much better at figuring out
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who our enemy is in the world.
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And not so good at figuring out where the common ground is.
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You know, we look at people in other countries
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and we forget that they go through
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all the same messes we go through.
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Around the world, fathers cry at daughters' weddings.
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You know, around the world, these things happen.
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And it's so much easier for us to focus on the differences.
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And that is where we are just like these unclean spirits.
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They see Jesus, not because they have
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an innate ability to see God,
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but because they have an innate ability
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to see what is different from them.
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They will recognize the person set against them.
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And so, you know, what we need to become
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are people that recognize God because the goodness in us
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sees what the affinity is, not the other way.
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Not because, you know, fear of hell
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and that sort of approach.
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There's a lot of people who their belief in God
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comes out of their belief in evil.
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And how we're gonna overcome it.
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How we're gonna get rid of that.
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How we're gonna make sure those people are,
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that is the unclean spirit recognizing God.
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It is not the prophet.
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Now the prophet does the opposite.
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The prophet takes that part of us that already resonates.
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Thomas Aquinas would, he would say that all of us,
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our real nature resonates with God.
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And so Thomas Aquinas finds those parts of us
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that already, not Thomas Aquinas, he does too,
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but prophets find the part of us
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that already resonates with the gospel
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and just amplify that.
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I think in our life we need to balance our life
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with both people.
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We need to have those people that recognize
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where we already agree but amplify it more
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towards the gospel.
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I'm always fond of saying when I talk with,
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like in ecumenical groups, every Christian church I know
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thinks we should feed the poor.
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So why are we wasting time debating the things
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we disagree on?
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We've got something we agree on.
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Why aren't we doing it?
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Eh, it's just, you know, it's much more exciting
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to argue about the things we disagree on.
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That's the dark spirit, you know.
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The prophetic spirit says, well let's take what we agree on
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and let's get that amplified.
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Let's make that larger.
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It's the, in the magnificat, you know, magnifies the spirit,
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magnifies the soul, magnifies the heart.
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Why aren't we finding the people that bring that out in us?
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But also courting the people in our lives,
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not the evil spirits, but one of these things,
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in context of Jesus, these spirits are opposing spirits.
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And most of us, I checked through the register
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to make sure, Jesus himself is not a registered prisoner
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so I can say this to all of you.
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Your opposite in the world is not pure evil
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because you are not pure good.
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Our opposing spirits actually have something to say to us.
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The people that we disagree with may have a point.
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The person who drives me up a tree
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is not a unique idea in the world.
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They are not alone.
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They have people who think like them.
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And it's so important for us to have people
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that make us a little less comfortable.
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There is a, I think, a huge misnomer in our culture,
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probably in many cultures,
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that we believe winning an argument,
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think about it for a minute,
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I know I've won an argument when I leave it
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having not grown at all and come out of it
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thinking exactly what I thought.
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Maybe they changed, maybe they grew, but then they won.
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We think winning an argument is when we stand still
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and wait for the world to center on us.
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That's not winning.
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That's, you know, that's paralysis.
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To win an argument, both people have to be affected.
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That's the win.
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And so we need the people in our lives who challenge us.
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I always think we see this so clearly
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in the Catholic Church right now.
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It's been fun to watch every Catholic I know,
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the liberals and the conservatives both,
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it's been so fun to watch them live from JP II to Francis.
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Because everyone struggles with either JP II
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or Benedict or Francis.
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One of them makes them uncomfortable.
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And while they'll all say, you must, it's the Pope,
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it's must, it's the Pope, it's the Pope,
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what happens when one of the Popes disagrees with them?
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They get very quiet.
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And it turns out that they think the Pope is infallible
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when the Pope agrees with them.
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Meaning deep down they think they're infallible
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and once in a while the Holy Spirit leads the Pope
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to agree with them.
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No, that's not the theology of the Church.
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And so, you know, all the people who cried out
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that you can't disagree with one Pope,
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you know, it's one thing we can be absolutely certain of
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as Catholics, it would be foolish to ascribe
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any kind of authority to one of the Popes
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that you can't ascribe to all of them.
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You know, you can't ascribe it to your favorites
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and not to the others.
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There's a thing in theology and philosophy,
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which I said at the last homily,
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but I'm much more nervous now because, you know,
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Father Abraham is getting his doctorate in philosophy
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so I really have to actually have to make this line.
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But there are kind of three types of statements
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in both philosophy and theology,
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but more even in just human psychology.
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There are rational and irrational,
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but then there's a third called non-rational.
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Now, a rational statement is something the human mind
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seems to be built to grab onto.
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Two plus two equals four.
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I don't care what language you're talking in,
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you show a child this many fingers and this many fingers
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and tell them it's that many, they'll get that eventually.
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And they can build systems on it.
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But if you try to teach a child that this many
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and this many gets put together to that, to five,
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if you try and teach two plus two is five,
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they'll try to figure out what's wrong with that,
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it won't happen, you cannot build a system of math on it.
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One of those is rational and the other is irrational.
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Then someone comes along and says, two plus two is good.
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That is non-rational.
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The mind is not forced there.
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You can't prove it, you can't disprove it.
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The mind is not forced away from it.
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Two plus two is good is something you have to choose
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to base your life on or not.
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You know, it's important to you or it's not.
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Most of our fundamental theology goes to that area,
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it's the non-rational.
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Nothing is sadder than watching people
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trying to scientifically prove their faith.
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Because what they're really saying is,
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once science says so, then it will be real.
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When my faith says so, it's not.
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That's a horrible statement.
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Our faith, our belief, the things we've been given
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from our community, the things we've been given
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from our family, it's a different kind of reality.
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That God exists, you can choose not to believe.
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God has created it such that you aren't forced to.
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Because if we're forced to,
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then there's no such thing as faith.
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And so we come as a people going, you know,
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our faith is a series of choices.
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And too often they're intellectual choices,
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they're not choices to get out and do the work.
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To get out and help those who have less,
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help those who are struggling more.
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Recognize how many people struggle in the world.
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And we're called to make that choice.
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We will never get irrefutable proof.
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And whenever someone tries, you know, we end up with,
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I think I've told you before, in the late 80s,
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some group in Europe was trying to slice
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very thin layers of a host, a consecrated host,
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and they were gonna thin layers
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and put it under a microscope and stain it,
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and they found human cells.
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Okay, basically a couple people
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decided to desecrate a host.
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Oh, but we see the human cells.
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No, you didn't.
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Number one, it's not science, it's faith.
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Number two, Jesus didn't turn into what he was
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before the resurrection.
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So you'd not even be proving good faith.
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But they need because they trust science
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and they don't trust their faith.
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I think if we're going to trust our faith,
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we do it because we have people of faith.
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We have some who will disagree with us
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and will argue with us and will change us
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and let us change them and we will grow together.
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And then we have the others who seem to agree with us
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on everything and hopefully,
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together we amplify one another into action in the world.
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When we've got the prophet
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and the opposing spirits in our life,
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we don't have to, as our country has done too often,
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we don't have to have a tragic gap.
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We can have a fruitful tension.
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Too often we choose the tragic gap and we become polarized.
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But there is a fruitful tension
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between all the voices in scripture,
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all the voices in our families,
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all the voices in our church.
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There's a fruitful tension that leads us
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to something that is mystery.
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If you're coming to your faith for answers,
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it will drive you crazy.
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When you come to your faith for questions
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and for motivation and for the ability to get out
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and help change the world,
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it becomes such a fruitful garden.
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And we ask God today to raise up the prophets
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who will spur us on to action,
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remind us of those who have less.
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We ask God to stir up the people in our lives
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who will challenge us when we think we,
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not the church, but we personally,
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are a little too infallible,
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that they will be there too.
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And between the spirits and the prophets,
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that there'll be a fruitful tension
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that will unveil for us a road of growth,
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will unveil for us a way to change the world,
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to bring from the two dramatic polarized sides
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that have a gap between them a fruitful tension.
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And in that tension, we will find the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message is a reflection on the comple Father Pat’s message is a reflection on the complexity of scripture, the diversity of voices within the readings, and how, rather than offering a singular, absolute truth, scripture often invites us into a dynamic tension—a space where differing perspectives, like those of prophets and opposing spirits, challenge, refine, and ultimately enrich our faith. By engaging both those who affirm us and those who confront us, we are called not to rigidity or polarization, but to growth, humility, and action. Faith is not meant to be a fortress of certainty but a journey shaped by dialogue, mystery, and the lived commitment to love God and others.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by acknowledging the apparent disconnection among the day’s three scripture readings, noting that they cover vastly different themes and none are typically quoted as favorites. Yet, he shows how their diversity is precisely what makes them powerful: they represent different voices of faith and offer us a method for spiritual growth through contrast and reflection. Scripture, he explains, often presents us with narratives that are in tension with each other—like the God who effortlessly says “Let there be light” and the God who gets His hands dirty forming humans from clay. These diverse portrayals are not contradictions to be resolved but invitations to live within the fruitful tension they create. They teach us to find balance and discernment, rather than seek simplistic answers.
Father Pat dives deeper into the second reading from St. Paul, whose zealous personality colored his theology. Paul divides the world into singles, who he believes are wholly devoted to pleasing God, and married people, who are consumed with pleasing one another. While Father Pat humorously critiques Paul’s overly idealistic (and perhaps naive) view of singleness and marriage, he appreciates Paul’s total commitment to his beliefs and his actions. Paul, for all his intensity, invites reflection on what it would look like if everyone lived to please God or to serve others. While such a binary view may not be practical for most, it urges us to consider how much of our lives are oriented toward divine or selfless purpose. We are reminded to embrace a measure of Paul's passion, even if not his extremism.
Turning to the Gospel, Father Pat explores the episode where Jesus casts out an unclean spirit in the synagogue. He observes that, intriguingly, these demonic or unclean spirits are often the first to recognize Jesus as the Holy One of God. Why is it that evil recognizes Christ before others do? His insightful answer is that darkness is finely attuned to its opposition. Evil identifies its enemy quickly, just as we humans are often quicker to identify threats than to seek common ground. The unclean spirits see Jesus not because they are holy, but because they innately sense what opposes them. This dynamic mirrors our own tendencies to define ourselves by opposition—by identifying enemies rather than seeking shared humanity. Father Pat warns that a faith rooted in the fear of hell or opposition to evil risks being more like the unclean spirits than the saints. Instead, we are called to be like the prophets, who identify and amplify the good already present within us and the world.
The prophet, unlike the opposing spirit, does not define truth by conflict but by resonance. Prophets awaken in us the deepest parts that are already in tune with God’s will. They magnify the voice of God within us, calling us to action, to mercy, and to justice. This is the prophetic spirit that says, “We already agree on feeding the poor—so let’s do that.” Rather than magnifying our divisions, prophets magnify our common call to love and service. Yet, Father Pat cautions, we need both voices in our lives: those who affirm and those who challenge. The people who make us uncomfortable, who disagree with us, who force us to grow—they are not our enemies, but spiritual companions who help refine our faith. He reminds us that our opponents are not evil incarnate, just as we are not perfect good. We are all in need of growth, correction, and humility.
This leads to a broader reflection on the nature of truth and belief. Father Pat distinguishes between rational, irrational, and non-rational statements. Rational truths (like 2+2=4) can be proven; irrational ones are false; but non-rational truths—such as “God is good” or “Two plus two is beautiful”—cannot be proven or disproven. Most of faith resides in this non-rational realm. It is not less real because it cannot be scientifically verified; it is a different kind of reality. When people try to “prove” faith through science or miracles, they inadvertently undermine its essence. Faith is a choice, not a conclusion. If belief were forced, there would be no room for true faith. God creates space for freedom, not coercion, and faith flourishes in that freedom.
Father Pat challenges the modern obsession with being right. He critiques the idea that winning an argument means remaining unchanged while others conform to us. True spiritual victory is mutual transformation. We grow when we allow others to affect us, and we affect them in turn. He applies this to the Church itself, noting how Catholics of different ideological leanings often selectively embrace or ignore the teachings of different popes based on personal preference. This reveals not true obedience to the Church but inner pride—the belief that one is infallible, and the pope is only correct when he agrees with them. Instead, the challenge is to submit not to personal preference but to the Church as a whole, in its diversity and mystery.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls for “fruitful tension” rather than a “tragic gap.” Our world, including the Church, often succumbs to tragic polarization. But the differing voices—of scripture, of spiritual companions, of theological perspectives—are not meant to divide us but to enrich us through their tension. Prophets and opposing spirits, affirmation and challenge, rational and non-rational truths—these are not contradictory forces but complementary ones. Within the tension of differing voices lies the mystery of God. Faith is not about having all the answers but about allowing the questions, the challenges, and the community to lead us toward deeper love, deeper service, and a more authentic encounter with the Kingdom of God....
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One of those weeks that can best be described with two words, why me? Now, I got a similar reaction last night, and that tells me that normally we're all on the same page. Why me sounds like a great wine that we've all kind of launched into once in a while. But the truth is, it's been a really good week, and things have been going really well. And that's the time I think we should actually be asking why me. It's probably the time we never ask why me. Why are things going well? Why does the particular combination of personality, and genetics, and history, and everything that is you, why does that exist at this moment? You know, why me is really just shorthand for what is the meaning of life. Why do I exist? Why do you exist? Why? I mean, people exist, but why you? Why me? It's one of the most fundamental questions of humanity that leads to spirituality of all sorts, is to ask ourselves, is there a purpose to who I am, or is it just a random series of events? Now, the second seems to lead people into all sorts of despair. The first just seems to go unexplored. Why do each one of us exist? And in today's gospel, as we do at the beginning of every year, we get these call stories, we call them, the call of the apostles, the calls of disciples, the calls of people to come and follow. And we get two very different aspects of that call. And I don't know quite what Mark was getting at, but he tells you the first two leave their nets. The second two leave their father. Actually, everyone leaves everything. But those are the things he stresses. And they both have same, sort of just slightly different tacks on the same idea. To leave your nets behind. You know, nowadays, we would immediately think safety nets, to leave our net behind. And the father, the home, the family, everything that is familiar, what it means to be willing to leave some of that behind. And unfortunately, the apostle stories taken literally in any point in history seem to sort of aggrandize those who would abandon responsibility. And that's not really what it's meant to be. We all have responsibilities in life, but these are people at an age who are seeking what they should do with their life. And so they launch out into something new. And they will ask the story over, see the story and ask over and over again, why me? I think in a time in our culture, where you see so much struggle, it's an interesting question. Do I have a place in the larger struggle of life? You know, why me can be a desperate wine that we all use all the time. And we can use it for little things. You know, one of the reasons I've had such a good week is I'm kind of planning on, I'm getting a little getaway this week from about Monday to Friday. So, you know, I try not to miss the weekends when I take vacation time. So I'm getting away. Everything's in place. Everything looks good. I've got a great week planned. And now I'm gonna have to fight snow getting out to the airport. That is called a first world problem. Why me? In other words, why didn't everything go my way? Only 95% went my way again. When am I gonna get a break? Sometimes that is the tenor of our why me. We can't always see what's going on well in our lives. And what always fascinates me is when you run into those people who are dealing with illness, dealing with real struggle, dealing with things that are falling apart, and they don't go to the why me. They don't go to the why isn't the world doing more for me. They don't go to that whiny place. They get very, the number of people who I know that are dealing with serious illness who become very in touch with, you know, I have great family. I have a good life. I've got lots of support. They go to a very different place. What is it in us that chooses to go immediately to everything that's going wrong and watch others who are going through more that are more appreciative? So when you come to a struggle, it's very easy. Like right now, I look at what's happening, and I think it's kind of interesting that, you know, the March for Life and the Women's March always happen right next to each other. And I think for many people, it's just one more picture of how divided and polarized and everything's becoming in the country is at each other's throats. And I don't know that they're at each other's throats, but I do think it's an interesting time to watch whether we are a people that can handle tension anymore. It looks like everyone will say, oh, in the last couple years, everything's become so polarized. And I thought that over the year. I really have. I thought, oh, it's become so polarized. No, no, it's become open. It was just as polarized in the past. We were all just quietly polite. And all of a sudden we go, people start speaking out on both sides, and we go, the whole world doesn't think like me. It's shocking. You know, I just assumed, you know, and of course, synonymous with everyone thinks like me, I just assumed everyone was reasonable. Quote on, you know, which is code for thinks like I do. And I think for way too long as a people, we have thought that the polite thing to do is stay quiet. My mother used to always say, you know, I just want a little peace and quiet. Now, she'd already had seven children, so she didn't plan for success. All I want is peace and quiet. And it took me a long time to realize those two things have nothing to do with one another. Peace and quiet are not the same. You know, we are often quiet about who we are, and it creates a real lack of peace inside. And sometimes we see what always, whatever side of the fence you're on, it always looks like the other side is, they're just so loud, and they're so strident, and it upsets us rather than, well, maybe they're truthful about who they are, and maybe I'm not wild about who they are, but if they're out there being who they are, maybe it's our time to do the same. Maybe why me is because you have a voice that no one else in the world has. You are a viewpoint of God that is unique to the world. And I think the greatest sin is when we look at all these great conflicts and we say, I'm not gonna get involved in that. I have nothing to add is what we're saying. And the more we think we have nothing to add, the more we are likely to be undone by watching others who are out in the struggle. I think as a people, both as a country, as a church, we have in the past understood what it meant to live in the fruitful tension of conflict. And I think now we think, well, that was before we all became polite. And we just kept our inner struggle inner. I think we have to have both. But I think that everyone has a voice that needs to be heard. If there's one positive that I've seen happening in our culture in the last year, it's the number of young people who are saying, this is ridiculous. And instead of whining, they've said, this is ridiculous, I'm gonna run for something. All this new blood coming in. I'm not gonna be one of the people who sit back and go, why us? I'm gonna go do something. And I think maybe there is something that comes out of the fruitful tension. And we start to believe that we have a voice that is not more than anyone else's, not less than anyone else's, but just as important. Maybe we become comfortable with the fact that there are people on all sides of the fence yelling and screaming at each other. Maybe if we get through that, where we land is a group of people who know how to disagree without yelling and screaming at each other. But maybe that's what we go through. I always think when a teenager is at that awkward age, from like 12 to 80, when you're at that awkward age where honor thy mother and father means obey, but in six years, if they tell you who to marry, it does not. All of a sudden, you're getting to a point where how do I disagree with my parents, but still do so in a respectful, honoring sort of way. And one of the things I have said to them is I'm telling you right now, the first time you do it, it won't go well. Because the first time you simply try to hold your own against an adult, you'll be a little bit shaky in the knees and you'll probably come out a little stronger than you mean to, and you'll probably say things you shouldn't. That sort of happens. The temper tantrums are very often learning to how am I going to be an adult, and just say, oh, I disagree. You know, I said this before the holidays. It drives my family up a tree, and now that I've learned that, I remember my mother saying to my sister, if you didn't give them such a big reaction, they wouldn't tease you. Now my whole family has forgotten that. And so I get a big reaction out of them when we go into politics or religion or anything else, and I say, oh, I disagree. Yeah, yeah, I disagree. I don't engage, I just disagree. Drives them up a tree, like you don't have a right to disagree unless you've got all of your ducks in a row, and I just keep going, oh, yeah, I disagree. And I will admit, I do it because it drives them crazy. But I thought, what happens when we do that as a country? What happens when people in one march and people in another march look at each other and go, we disagree? And we look at it on the news, and it's always a violent thing. Disagreement doesn't have to be violent. Once we all take a deep breath and say, I'm bringing who I am to the table, there's kind of a Christian bumper sticker that we all love to quote, the truth will set you free. Maybe we're in a moment where we're called as part of who we are in the world to set the truth free. Maybe the first step is, we set the truth free. Who I truly am, what I truly think, what I truly believe, we set that free. I think in our own faith, we've done things that fight that over the years. I think many people think that, you know, before you come into this room and come to this Eucharist, at the very least, you have to, you know, you have to show that you think the way we think. Even if you don't, you should look like you do. Well, that's anti-faith. You know, that destroys spirituality. You must look a certain way, you must act a certain way. No, you must be who you are. I'm fond of telling people that God has no interest in saving any of your facades. No, no interest at all. He didn't come to save our facades. So that we start to bring who we are truly into dialogue with the world. We start to set the truth free about ourselves. And that's when we start to experience the freedom, is through that simple act. I think one of the other places that we can fall down in faith, even in our sacramental theology, I always think of confession that, you know, we almost teach people that you should be completely honest with someone as long as they'll keep your secrets. That's different than saying, as long as that's step one to you finding other people you can be totally honest with. Oh, I tell the priest everything because he can't tell everyone. And once in a while, if it gets really bad, my lawyer. Because they're the seal of secrecy. But I don't use that as a step to actually becoming more authentically who I am in the world. When do we use that and say, I work towards more people knowing who I am. I stand up for what I believe in. I set the truth free, not just for a few people. I set it out there. You know, I let people know who I am. It's an important call. Why me? Because you are an expression of God that is unique in the world. Everyone here, an expression of God that is unique in the world. You can try to be someone else, but everyone else is already taken. And how sad to be a second-rate someone else when we could be a first-rate you, a first-rate me, a first-rate us. Trust in the creation of God. Trust that you have a purpose. Trust that you are a voice that the world needs. The only way to get rid of all of the tension is for all of us to become the same person. What a horribly unrich world that would be. You know, God did not choose to create one person and leave them alone. If real peace were the objective, that would have been it. Instead, we become a people who say, you know, it's time to move beyond quiet. Beyond quiet, through truth, and perhaps work one day for real peace. The peace of many. The peace of difference. The peace of conflict, as odd as that sounds. Because we become a people who say, oh, we disagree. I don't hate you. We disagree. I don't think you're going to hell. We disagree. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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After John had been arrested, Jesus
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came to Galilee proclaiming the gospel of God.
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This is the time of fulfillment.
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The kingdom of God is at hand.
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Repent and believe in the gospel.
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As he passed by the Sea of Galilee,
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he saw Simon and his brother Andrew casting their nets
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into the sea.
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They were fishermen.
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Jesus said to them, come after me,
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and I will make you fishers of men.
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They abandoned their nets and followed him.
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He walked along a little farther and saw
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James, the son of Zebedee, and his brother John.
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They, too, were in a boat mending their nets.
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Then he called them, so they left their father
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Zebedee in the boat, along with the hired men,
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and followed him.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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One of those weeks that can best be described with two words,
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why me?
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Now, I got a similar reaction last night,
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and that tells me that normally we're all on the same page.
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Why me sounds like a great wine that we've all kind of launched
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into once in a while.
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But the truth is, it's been a really good week,
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and things have been going really well.
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And that's the time I think we should actually
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be asking why me.
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It's probably the time we never ask why me.
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Why are things going well?
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Why does the particular combination
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of personality, and genetics, and history,
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and everything that is you, why does that exist at this moment?
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You know, why me is really just shorthand
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for what is the meaning of life.
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Why do I exist?
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Why do you exist?
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Why?
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I mean, people exist, but why you?
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Why me?
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It's one of the most fundamental questions of humanity
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that leads to spirituality of all sorts,
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is to ask ourselves, is there a purpose to who I am,
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or is it just a random series of events?
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Now, the second seems to lead people
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into all sorts of despair.
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The first just seems to go unexplored.
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Why do each one of us exist?
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And in today's gospel, as we do at the beginning of every year,
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we get these call stories, we call them,
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the call of the apostles, the calls of disciples,
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the calls of people to come and follow.
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And we get two very different aspects of that call.
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And I don't know quite what Mark was getting at,
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but he tells you the first two leave their nets.
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The second two leave their father.
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Actually, everyone leaves everything.
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But those are the things he stresses.
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And they both have same,
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sort of just slightly different tacks on the same idea.
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To leave your nets behind.
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You know, nowadays, we would immediately think safety nets,
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to leave our net behind.
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And the father, the home, the family,
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everything that is familiar,
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what it means to be willing to leave some of that behind.
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And unfortunately, the apostle stories taken literally
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in any point in history seem to sort of aggrandize
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those who would abandon responsibility.
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And that's not really what it's meant to be.
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We all have responsibilities in life,
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but these are people at an age who are seeking
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what they should do with their life.
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And so they launch out into something new.
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And they will ask the story over,
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see the story and ask over and over again, why me?
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I think in a time in our culture,
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where you see so much struggle,
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it's an interesting question.
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Do I have a place in the larger struggle of life?
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You know, why me can be a desperate wine
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that we all use all the time.
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And we can use it for little things.
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You know, one of the reasons I've had such a good week
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is I'm kind of planning on,
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I'm getting a little getaway this week
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from about Monday to Friday.
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So, you know, I try not to miss the weekends
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when I take vacation time.
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So I'm getting away.
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Everything's in place.
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Everything looks good.
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I've got a great week planned.
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And now I'm gonna have to fight snow
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getting out to the airport.
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That is called a first world problem.
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Why me?
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In other words, why didn't everything go my way?
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Only 95% went my way again.
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When am I gonna get a break?
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Sometimes that is the tenor of our why me.
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We can't always see what's going on well in our lives.
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And what always fascinates me
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is when you run into those people
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who are dealing with illness,
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dealing with real struggle,
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dealing with things that are falling apart,
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and they don't go to the why me.
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They don't go to the why isn't the world doing more for me.
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They don't go to that whiny place.
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They get very,
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the number of people who I know
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that are dealing with serious illness
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who become very in touch with,
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you know, I have great family.
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I have a good life.
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I've got lots of support.
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They go to a very different place.
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What is it in us that chooses
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to go immediately to everything that's going wrong
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and watch others who are going through more
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that are more appreciative?
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So when you come to a struggle,
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it's very easy.
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Like right now, I look at what's happening,
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and I think it's kind of interesting
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that, you know, the March for Life
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and the Women's March always happen right next to each other.
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And I think for many people,
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it's just one more picture of how divided and polarized
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and everything's becoming in the country
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is at each other's throats.
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And I don't know that they're at each other's throats,
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but I do think it's an interesting time to watch
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whether we are a people that can handle tension anymore.
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It looks like everyone will say,
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oh, in the last couple years,
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everything's become so polarized.
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And I thought that over the year.
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I really have.
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I thought, oh, it's become so polarized.
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No, no, it's become open.
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It was just as polarized in the past.
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We were all just quietly polite.
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And all of a sudden we go,
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people start speaking out on both sides,
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and we go, the whole world doesn't think like me.
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It's shocking.
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You know, I just assumed, you know,
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and of course, synonymous with everyone thinks like me,
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I just assumed everyone was reasonable.
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Quote on, you know, which is code for thinks like I do.
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And I think for way too long as a people,
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we have thought that the polite thing to do is stay quiet.
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My mother used to always say, you know,
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I just want a little peace and quiet.
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Now, she'd already had seven children,
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so she didn't plan for success.
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All I want is peace and quiet.
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And it took me a long time to realize
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those two things have nothing to do with one another.
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Peace and quiet are not the same.
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You know, we are often quiet about who we are,
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and it creates a real lack of peace inside.
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And sometimes we see what always,
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whatever side of the fence you're on,
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it always looks like the other side is,
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they're just so loud, and they're so strident,
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and it upsets us rather than,
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well, maybe they're truthful about who they are,
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and maybe I'm not wild about who they are,
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but if they're out there being who they are,
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maybe it's our time to do the same.
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Maybe why me is because you have a voice
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that no one else in the world has.
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You are a viewpoint of God that is unique to the world.
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And I think the greatest sin is when we look at
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all these great conflicts and we say,
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I'm not gonna get involved in that.
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I have nothing to add is what we're saying.
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And the more we think we have nothing to add,
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the more we are likely to be undone
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by watching others who are out in the struggle.
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I think as a people, both as a country, as a church,
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we have in the past understood what it meant
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to live in the fruitful tension of conflict.
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And I think now we think,
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well, that was before we all became polite.
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And we just kept our inner struggle inner.
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I think we have to have both.
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But I think that everyone has a voice
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that needs to be heard.
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If there's one positive that I've seen
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happening in our culture in the last year,
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it's the number of young people who are saying,
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this is ridiculous.
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And instead of whining, they've said,
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this is ridiculous, I'm gonna run for something.
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All this new blood coming in.
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I'm not gonna be one of the people
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who sit back and go, why us?
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I'm gonna go do something.
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And I think maybe there is something
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that comes out of the fruitful tension.
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And we start to believe that we have a voice
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that is not more than anyone else's,
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not less than anyone else's, but just as important.
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Maybe we become comfortable with the fact
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that there are people on all sides of the fence
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yelling and screaming at each other.
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Maybe if we get through that,
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where we land is a group of people
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who know how to disagree
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without yelling and screaming at each other.
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But maybe that's what we go through.
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I always think when a teenager is at that awkward age,
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from like 12 to 80,
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when you're at that awkward age
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where honor thy mother and father means obey,
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but in six years, if they tell you who to marry,
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it does not.
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All of a sudden, you're getting to a point
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where how do I disagree with my parents,
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but still do so in a respectful, honoring sort of way.
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And one of the things I have said to them
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is I'm telling you right now,
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the first time you do it, it won't go well.
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Because the first time you simply try
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to hold your own against an adult,
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you'll be a little bit shaky in the knees
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and you'll probably come out a little stronger
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than you mean to,
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and you'll probably say things you shouldn't.
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That sort of happens.
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The temper tantrums are very often learning
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to how am I going to be an adult,
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and just say, oh, I disagree.
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You know, I said this before the holidays.
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It drives my family up a tree,
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and now that I've learned that,
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I remember my mother saying to my sister,
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if you didn't give them such a big reaction,
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they wouldn't tease you.
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Now my whole family has forgotten that.
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And so I get a big reaction out of them
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when we go into politics or religion or anything else,
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and I say, oh, I disagree.
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Yeah, yeah, I disagree.
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I don't engage, I just disagree.
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Drives them up a tree,
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like you don't have a right to disagree
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unless you've got all of your ducks in a row,
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and I just keep going, oh, yeah, I disagree.
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And I will admit, I do it because it drives them crazy.
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But I thought, what happens when we do that as a country?
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What happens when people in one march
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and people in another march look at each other
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and go, we disagree?
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And we look at it on the news,
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and it's always a violent thing.
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Disagreement doesn't have to be violent.
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Once we all take a deep breath and say,
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I'm bringing who I am to the table,
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there's kind of a Christian bumper sticker
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that we all love to quote, the truth will set you free.
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Maybe we're in a moment where we're called
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as part of who we are in the world to set the truth free.
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Maybe the first step is, we set the truth free.
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Who I truly am, what I truly think,
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what I truly believe, we set that free.
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I think in our own faith,
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we've done things that fight that over the years.
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I think many people think that, you know,
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before you come into this room and come to this Eucharist,
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at the very least, you have to, you know,
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you have to show that you think the way we think.
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Even if you don't, you should look like you do.
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Well, that's anti-faith.
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You know, that destroys spirituality.
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You must look a certain way, you must act a certain way.
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No, you must be who you are.
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I'm fond of telling people that God has no interest
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in saving any of your facades.
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No, no interest at all.
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He didn't come to save our facades.
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So that we start to bring who we are
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truly into dialogue with the world.
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We start to set the truth free about ourselves.
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And that's when we start to experience the freedom,
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is through that simple act.
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I think one of the other places
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that we can fall down in faith,
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even in our sacramental theology,
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I always think of confession that, you know,
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we almost teach people that you should be completely honest
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with someone as long as they'll keep your secrets.
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That's different than saying,
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as long as that's step one to you finding other people
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you can be totally honest with.
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Oh, I tell the priest everything
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because he can't tell everyone.
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And once in a while, if it gets really bad, my lawyer.
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Because they're the seal of secrecy.
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But I don't use that as a step
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to actually becoming more authentically
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who I am in the world.
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When do we use that and say,
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I work towards more people knowing who I am.
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I stand up for what I believe in.
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I set the truth free, not just for a few people.
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I set it out there.
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You know, I let people know who I am.
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It's an important call.
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Why me?
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Because you are an expression of God
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that is unique in the world.
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Everyone here, an expression of God
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that is unique in the world.
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You can try to be someone else,
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but everyone else is already taken.
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And how sad to be a second-rate someone else
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when we could be a first-rate you,
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a first-rate me, a first-rate us.
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Trust in the creation of God.
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Trust that you have a purpose.
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Trust that you are a voice that the world needs.
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The only way to get rid of all of the tension
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is for all of us to become the same person.
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What a horribly unrich world that would be.
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You know, God did not choose to create one person
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and leave them alone.
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If real peace were the objective,
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that would have been it.
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Instead, we become a people who say,
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you know, it's time to move beyond quiet.
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Beyond quiet, through truth,
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and perhaps work one day for real peace.
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The peace of many.
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The peace of difference.
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The peace of conflict, as odd as that sounds.
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Because we become a people who say,
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oh, we disagree.
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I don't hate you.
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We disagree.
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I don't think you're going to hell.
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We disagree.
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And learn at the end of the day
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to give gratitude for God
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that the world is not so impoverished
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as to have only our opinion.
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Father Pat's message centers on the spiritual Father Pat's message centers on the spiritual and existential power of the question "Why me?"—not as a complaint in times of suffering, but as a profound invitation to reflect on one's unique existence, purpose, and voice in the world. He urges us to move beyond surface-level grievances and recognize that each person is a singular expression of God, called to participate authentically in life, community, and faith. Drawing from the Gospel’s call of the first disciples, Father Pat emphasizes the courage it takes to leave behind comfort and familiarity to follow a divine call. He challenges us to embrace our individuality, engage in meaningful dialogue amid disagreement, and contribute our true selves to a more honest and peaceful society.
In greater depth, Father Pat’s homily begins with the Gospel story from Mark, in which Jesus calls his first disciples—Simon, Andrew, James, and John—who leave behind their nets and even their father to follow Him. These actions symbolize a radical detachment from security, identity, and familial expectations in order to pursue a deeper calling. Father Pat draws a spiritual parallel to our own lives, inviting us to ask: what are the "nets" we are called to leave behind? What are we clinging to that prevents us from living authentically and responding to God's invitation?
He reframes the common lament “Why me?”—typically uttered in frustration during hardship—as a deeper spiritual inquiry. Rather than seeing it merely as a complaint, Father Pat encourages us to ask the question when life is going well, as a way of pondering the mystery of our existence and purpose. Why are we here, now, with our specific gifts, histories, and personalities? “Why me” becomes shorthand for the human yearning to know whether life has meaning, whether we matter, and whether we have a role to play in the unfolding of God’s kingdom.
Father Pat then moves into the realm of social and spiritual responsibility, using the tensions in our culture as a backdrop. He observes our discomfort with conflict and our overvaluation of politeness, noting that many people avoid expressing their true thoughts and beliefs for the sake of quiet. But peace, he argues, is not the same as quiet. True peace arises when people are able to be fully themselves, when they are no longer afraid to speak truthfully and engage with others—even those with whom they disagree.
He challenges the listener to see disagreement not as a threat, but as a sign of a vibrant, diverse community. Just as in adolescence we learn how to disagree with our parents respectfully, so too must we learn as a society to disagree without hatred or violence. This maturity of dialogue, he suggests, is essential for both civic health and spiritual growth. He draws attention to the courage of younger generations who are choosing to act rather than complain, running for office or taking leadership roles to effect change rather than sitting back in cynicism.
In a deeply theological turn, Father Pat stresses that every person is a unique expression of God—“a viewpoint of God that is unique to the world.” To deny our voice, to hide our truth, or to try to conform to someone else’s image is to reject the sacredness of our own creation. He cautions against the false spirituality that demands outward conformity, reminding us that God is not interested in saving our facades but in redeeming our true selves. This is echoed in his critique of how confession or religious life can sometimes become a way to hide rather than reveal ourselves. True spiritual maturity involves bringing our full, authentic selves into the world and into community.
Father Pat concludes with a call to authenticity, courage, and hope: to trust that we each have a voice the world needs, not because it is better or worse than others, but because it is uniquely ours. He envisions a richer world, not impoverished by sameness, but made beautiful by diversity. The goal is not uniformity but a peace that emerges from living truthfully in community—a peace of many voices, harmonized by mutual respect and shared purpose. He leaves us with the profound insight that disagreement can coexist with love, and that silence must sometimes give way to truth so that real peace—God’s peace—can be born....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 943.239990234375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John. Glory to you, Lord. John was standing with two of his disciples as he watched Jesus walk by and said, behold, the Lamb of God. The two disciples heard what he said and followed Jesus. Jesus turned and saw them following him and said to them, what are you looking for? They said to him, Rabbi, which translated means teacher, where are you staying? He said to them, come and you will see. So they went and saw where Jesus was staying and they stayed with him that day. It was about four in the afternoon. Andrew, the brother of Simon Peter, was one of the two who heard John and followed Jesus. He first found his brother Simon and told him we have found the Messiah, which is translated Christ. Then he brought him to Jesus. Jesus looked at him and said, you are Simon, the son of John. You will be called Cephas, which is translated Peter. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Today is the second Sunday of ordinary time in the liturgical calendar. It is the first Sunday of ordinary time. There is no first Sunday of ordinary time, so the second is the first. Welcome to the Catholic Church. We don't really have, we always talk about the first Sunday or the second Sunday. This is Sunday of the second week of ordinary time. Ordinary time always starts with these weekdays because we normally would have gotten the Feast of the Baptism last year, last week, and then we'd have had the rest of that first week. And so this begins our first full week of ordinary time. So I just wanted to say that so that people didn't come up afterwards and say, but Father, it says in the Missal that this is the second week. Yes, well, who are you gonna believe? You know, the Missal that has all those scholars behind them or me. But this is, so this is our first Sunday of our first full week of ordinary time. And we have a couple of these sort of puzzles in the liturgy. We've got a couple of these little word puzzles. And one of them I think has led to some of the most misunderstood theology in our church. And it's this phrase of Paul's that, you know, your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, which has over the years led people, you know, you see these sort of would-be workout ads with, you know, someone who looks like Mr. Universe drinking their kale smoothie, saying my body is a temple. You know, that's not what it meant. And I hope that's not what it meant, because by the time I was 50, I realized I had torn down that temple and put up a pizza hut. So that's not exactly what it's meant. It's, there's this odd thing that we will always struggle to get our head around in English, because we are one of the few Western European language, we might be in the Western European, we might be the only one. We do not delineate between the first, the singular and plural in the second person. We have you, singular, and you, plural. Anyone who's studied Spanish, Italian, French, German, anyone who knows that doesn't exist in other languages. You have to learn two forms of the word you, one for singular, one for plural. Same happens in Greek. He does not use the singular. He does not say tosomasu, which would be your body. He says tosomasumos, meaning y'all's body. Plural you, singular body. He's not talking about each of our bodies being a temple of the Holy Spirit. He's saying the body of you. This is the temple of the Holy Spirit. When we gather, this is the temple. A sin against the temple, meaning against the community, against the gathering, against the God that lives in between, not within me. And it's pretty easy to see when you take American culture and that problem with the English together, it very quickly becomes the God inside of me. I remember, and I don't blame her. I know she got the advice on some retreat somewhere, but in my first parish at St. Thomas More, lady came down the aisle to receive communion, and she'd obviously been given something better to say than the rest of us. And I'm sorry, I'm getting snarky, and I usually hold off for another two minutes. But she came down, and I said, the body of Christ, and she said, yes, I am. Okay, you know. People, we went through this thing in the late 80s and early 90s where, because the liturgy said amen, we were gonna come up with anything other than amen. I believe, I mean, all sorts of things got thrown out during those times because we just, we didn't wanna trust the ritual. But it came out of that theology that, you know, God is inside me, and there is no doubt that God is inside us. But the beauty of Catholic trinity is that there are three fundamental experiences of God. The first is God the Father, the transcendent God, the God you will always chase and never understand. Completely transcendent, beyond us. Then there is the internal God which you cannot avoid. It is that inspiration that gets us going in the morning, whether we call it God or not. That is the God we cannot avoid. So we've got one vision of God that is completely beyond us and one that is completely with us. But Jesus represents this second person, this not transcendent God, not internal God, but the historic God, the one we choose to interact with or choose not to. That's why it's put on that same Sunday with Jesus saying, come and see. Most of us, if someone said, you know, I wanna become Catholic, they would say, where do I take the class? They'd kill us if we said, well, just come and shadow one of us for a year. Plus, depending on who we picked, I'm not sure it'd be such a great theory. What if, what if, I just took hours of work off Tony Haas's plate. What if we tossed out the RCIA and said, oh, if someone wants to become Catholic, we'll just give them to one of you and they will follow you around for a year and then they'll know what it is to be Catholic. I'll bet you the volunteer list would not be big. Anyone wanna be shadowed for a year? They don't do dictation. It's not that sort of thing. You know, what it would mean to say to people, oh, if you wanna know what Catholic faith is, don't go read the latest document. Don't go pick up a book. Follow some Catholics around. Truth is, most of us are like, oh, oh no. No, I've got things to do that aren't Catholic at all. But I know a really good book. Jesus' entire evangelization, it's so interesting how many programs are based on the Gospels, but the actual Gospel program is Jesus says, oh yeah, yeah, come on, follow along. Follow along. You can tell me in a year what you've learned. If someone followed us for a year, at the end of the year, could they tell you what it meant to be Catholic? Could they tell you what it meant to be Christian? Could they tell you what it meant to be a compassionate person? Or would they learn a whole bunch of other stuff that might be useful, but that just wouldn't, that wouldn't permeate much. And so it's a pretty dramatic way of evangelizing is, you know, come and see. And it shows a real faith in his own integrity. You know, a hypocrite never says, come and do what I do. Do what I, you know, how many parents have had to say, you do what I say, not what I do. You know, we've all heard that, we've all joked about it. But, you know, Jesus flips that around and says, no, no, do what I do. You'll notice he isn't as concerned with believe what I believe, think what I think, feel what I feel, say the same prayer I say. No, do what I do. You park Methodist down the street, had a sign out for a while that said, what if religion were actually about doing? You know, what if our faith were about, was about doing? What would that be like? And so we get that today, and we hear this idea that we do come together to encounter a different experience of God than we can have on our own, this kind of way lays the I'm spiritual, but not religious argument that we hear a lot. Because most people, not everyone, but most people, when they say, I'm spiritual, but not religious, what they mean is, I have some ideas about God, but I don't like to dialogue with anyone about them. You know, I don't, because the minute you're dialoguing with people, you're creating religion. You're already starting to create what is the basis of religion. And when they say, I don't wanna dialogue with anyone about it, my only thought about that is, it's fascinating that almost all religions have some vision of paradise, or heaven, or Brahma, or whatever they wanna call it, and it's where we're in union, final union with God and with others in creation, and it's this great oneness, which I firmly believe cannot be prepared for in isolation. You know, I don't, we don't talk faith. We don't talk faith. Then we're not moving towards unity. We're not moving towards that vision. We're moving towards, I don't talk, I keep this on my own, and one day when I get to heaven, God will give me my own room, and I'll never have to see any of you again. No. Maybe that isn't nice. No, no, it really isn't. You know, but that's where we go. Does our faith bring us into this body that Paul talks about and quickly gets turned into a small vision of each of us has, you know, he doesn't say your bodies are. He uses that phrase earlier for something else. Your bodies are not temples of the Holy Spirit. Your body is a temple. How do we find God between one another? How do we find God not in my private prayers, not in my private devotions, not in my personal studies? How do we find God in the way we interact with one another? How do we find God when we help one another? How do we find God when we build a better world? I mean, as we celebrate Martin Luther King Day, and you think, what is that day about? You know, that day is about what most of these civil rights movements have all been about, the cleaning up of human interaction. It's not about, I mean, it's based in an idea that people have this fundamental dignity, but what it really wants to fix is not your dignity and my dignity, the way we interact, the way we treat one another. Justice is about treating one another well. And to do that, we have to dig in and figure out all of our unconscious prejudices and all of that. We have to figure out how we react differently to some people than others. We all have at least one really good friend in the world who does things, and we kind of just assume they're doing the best they can, and we don't treat anyone else in the world with the same types of patience. You know, I always think about that, that I've got friends who, if any one of them did something stupid, and all of them do, I would be like, hey, you know what, it happens, it happens to all of us, we do it. I do something stupid, and what is wrong with me? If I treated my friends, if I said to my friends half the things I say to myself, I would have very few friends. And the ones I have probably would not be the ones I'd like. The ones that would put up with that. I think we have to become a people who say, how does our faith control and guide our interactions? The God between us, that is what the vocational God is about. Samuel keeps hearing this thing that wakes him in the middle of the night, and it's very vivid, it's very mythological. You know, he says, say this, like it's a bunch of spells. When you hear that, you say this, God will tell you that, it never works that way. But what he is saying is, when your dreams wake you, let them speak to you. You know, when people have come to me for spiritual direction and said, you know, I keep trying to pray, and I keep getting distracted from my prayer. No, maybe those aren't distractions. Maybe that's what God's trying to talk to you about. You know, I can't pray because I keep thinking about the kids, maybe that's what the prayer's about today. And every day until they're through college. Maybe that's what the prayer is about. We keep thinking, oh, that's distracting me from prayer. That's what's coming to you in prayer, that's what you should sit with. And it should lead you back into interaction. You know, I used to think that if I ever became a person of prayer, what it would mean is that I would, you know, when you become a person of prayer, we think, I'm gonna become more contemplative, I'm gonna become more at peace. Where I used to be able to sit for 10 minutes and pray, now I could sit for an hour. And I start realizing, no, when you're a person of prayer, you pray long enough and it drives you back out into the world to do something. Prayer does not just spur on more prayer. That's navel gazing. Prayer spurs on action. Encounter with one person of the Trinity will give you interaction with all of it. And so when we encounter the God inside, it's going to immediately drive us back into interaction with the world. And when I find that my prayer just makes me wanna pray more, it's probably not good prayer, I'm probably just receding from the world. And we ask God today to make us a people who listen for God's call. A call to prayer, a call to gather, and then a call to be sent forth. To go out and do something different. Do something so different that people could follow us for a year and have received the entire gospel and all of the catechism just through witnessing our lives. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to you, Lord.
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John was standing with two of his disciples
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as he watched Jesus walk by and said,
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behold, the Lamb of God.
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The two disciples heard what he said and followed Jesus.
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Jesus turned and saw them following him and said to them,
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what are you looking for?
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They said to him, Rabbi, which translated means teacher,
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where are you staying?
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He said to them, come and you will see.
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So they went and saw where Jesus was staying
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and they stayed with him that day.
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It was about four in the afternoon.
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Andrew, the brother of Simon Peter,
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was one of the two who heard John and followed Jesus.
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He first found his brother Simon and told him
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we have found the Messiah, which is translated Christ.
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Then he brought him to Jesus.
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Jesus looked at him and said, you are Simon, the son of John.
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You will be called Cephas, which is translated Peter.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Today is the second Sunday of ordinary time
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in the liturgical calendar.
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It is the first Sunday of ordinary time.
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There is no first Sunday of ordinary time,
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so the second is the first.
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Welcome to the Catholic Church.
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We don't really have, we always talk about the first Sunday
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or the second Sunday.
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This is Sunday of the second week of ordinary time.
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Ordinary time always starts with these weekdays
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because we normally would have gotten
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the Feast of the Baptism last year, last week,
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and then we'd have had the rest of that first week.
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And so this begins our first full week of ordinary time.
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So I just wanted to say that so that people
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didn't come up afterwards and say,
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but Father, it says in the Missal
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that this is the second week.
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Yes, well, who are you gonna believe?
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You know, the Missal that has all those scholars
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behind them or me.
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But this is, so this is our first Sunday
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of our first full week of ordinary time.
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And we have a couple of these sort of puzzles
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in the liturgy.
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We've got a couple of these little word puzzles.
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And one of them I think has led to
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some of the most misunderstood theology in our church.
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And it's this phrase of Paul's that,
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you know, your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit,
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which has over the years led people,
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you know, you see these sort of would-be workout ads
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with, you know, someone who looks like Mr. Universe
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drinking their kale smoothie,
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saying my body is a temple.
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You know, that's not what it meant.
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And I hope that's not what it meant,
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because by the time I was 50,
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I realized I had torn down that temple
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and put up a pizza hut.
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So that's not exactly what it's meant.
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It's, there's this odd thing that we will always struggle
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to get our head around in English,
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because we are one of the few Western European language,
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we might be in the Western European,
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we might be the only one.
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We do not delineate between the first,
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the singular and plural in the second person.
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We have you, singular, and you, plural.
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Anyone who's studied Spanish, Italian, French, German,
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anyone who knows that doesn't exist in other languages.
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You have to learn two forms of the word you,
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one for singular, one for plural.
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Same happens in Greek.
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He does not use the singular.
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He does not say tosomasu, which would be your body.
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He says tosomasumos, meaning y'all's body.
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Plural you, singular body.
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He's not talking about each of our bodies
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being a temple of the Holy Spirit.
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He's saying the body of you.
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This is the temple of the Holy Spirit.
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When we gather, this is the temple.
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A sin against the temple,
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meaning against the community, against the gathering,
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against the God that lives in between, not within me.
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And it's pretty easy to see when you take American culture
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and that problem with the English together,
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it very quickly becomes the God inside of me.
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I remember, and I don't blame her.
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I know she got the advice on some retreat somewhere,
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but in my first parish at St. Thomas More,
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lady came down the aisle to receive communion,
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and she'd obviously been given something better
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to say than the rest of us.
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And I'm sorry, I'm getting snarky,
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and I usually hold off for another two minutes.
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But she came down, and I said, the body of Christ,
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and she said, yes, I am.
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Okay, you know.
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People, we went through this thing
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in the late 80s and early 90s where,
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because the liturgy said amen,
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we were gonna come up with anything other than amen.
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I believe, I mean, all sorts of things
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got thrown out during those times
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because we just, we didn't wanna trust the ritual.
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But it came out of that theology that, you know,
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God is inside me, and there is no doubt
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that God is inside us.
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But the beauty of Catholic trinity
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is that there are three fundamental experiences of God.
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The first is God the Father, the transcendent God,
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the God you will always chase and never understand.
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Completely transcendent, beyond us.
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Then there is the internal God which you cannot avoid.
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It is that inspiration that gets us going in the morning,
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whether we call it God or not.
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That is the God we cannot avoid.
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So we've got one vision of God that is completely beyond us
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and one that is completely with us.
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But Jesus represents this second person,
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this not transcendent God, not internal God,
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but the historic God, the one we choose to interact with
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or choose not to.
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That's why it's put on that same Sunday
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with Jesus saying, come and see.
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Most of us, if someone said, you know,
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I wanna become Catholic, they would say,
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where do I take the class?
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They'd kill us if we said, well, just come
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and shadow one of us for a year.
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Plus, depending on who we picked,
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I'm not sure it'd be such a great theory.
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What if, what if, I just took hours of work
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off Tony Haas's plate.
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What if we tossed out the RCIA and said,
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oh, if someone wants to become Catholic,
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we'll just give them to one of you
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and they will follow you around for a year
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and then they'll know what it is to be Catholic.
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I'll bet you the volunteer list would not be big.
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Anyone wanna be shadowed for a year?
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They don't do dictation.
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It's not that sort of thing.
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You know, what it would mean to say to people,
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oh, if you wanna know what Catholic faith is,
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don't go read the latest document.
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Don't go pick up a book.
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Follow some Catholics around.
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Truth is, most of us are like, oh, oh no.
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No, I've got things to do that aren't Catholic at all.
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But I know a really good book.
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Jesus' entire evangelization, it's so interesting
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how many programs are based on the Gospels,
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but the actual Gospel program is Jesus says,
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oh yeah, yeah, come on, follow along.
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Follow along.
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You can tell me in a year what you've learned.
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If someone followed us for a year,
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at the end of the year,
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could they tell you what it meant to be Catholic?
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Could they tell you what it meant to be Christian?
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Could they tell you what it meant
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to be a compassionate person?
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Or would they learn a whole bunch of other stuff
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that might be useful, but that just wouldn't,
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that wouldn't permeate much.
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And so it's a pretty dramatic way of evangelizing
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is, you know, come and see.
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And it shows a real faith in his own integrity.
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You know, a hypocrite never says,
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come and do what I do.
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Do what I, you know, how many parents have had to say,
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you do what I say, not what I do.
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You know, we've all heard that, we've all joked about it.
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But, you know, Jesus flips that around and says,
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no, no, do what I do.
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You'll notice he isn't as concerned with
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believe what I believe, think what I think,
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feel what I feel, say the same prayer I say.
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No, do what I do.
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You park Methodist down the street,
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had a sign out for a while that said,
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what if religion were actually about doing?
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You know, what if our faith were about, was about doing?
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What would that be like?
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And so we get that today, and we hear this idea
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that we do come together to encounter
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a different experience of God than we can have on our own,
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this kind of way lays the I'm spiritual,
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but not religious argument that we hear a lot.
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Because most people, not everyone,
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but most people, when they say,
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I'm spiritual, but not religious,
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what they mean is, I have some ideas about God,
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but I don't like to dialogue with anyone about them.
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You know, I don't, because the minute
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you're dialoguing with people, you're creating religion.
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You're already starting to create
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what is the basis of religion.
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And when they say, I don't wanna dialogue
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with anyone about it, my only thought about that is,
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it's fascinating that almost all religions
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have some vision of paradise, or heaven,
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or Brahma, or whatever they wanna call it,
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and it's where we're in union,
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final union with God and with others in creation,
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and it's this great oneness, which I firmly believe
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cannot be prepared for in isolation.
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You know, I don't, we don't talk faith.
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We don't talk faith.
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Then we're not moving towards unity.
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We're not moving towards that vision.
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We're moving towards, I don't talk,
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I keep this on my own, and one day when I get to heaven,
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God will give me my own room,
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and I'll never have to see any of you again.
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No.
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Maybe that isn't nice.
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No, no, it really isn't.
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You know, but that's where we go.
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Does our faith bring us into this body
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that Paul talks about and quickly gets turned into
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a small vision of each of us has,
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you know, he doesn't say your bodies are.
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He uses that phrase earlier for something else.
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Your bodies are not temples of the Holy Spirit.
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Your body is a temple.
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How do we find God between one another?
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How do we find God not in my private prayers,
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not in my private devotions, not in my personal studies?
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How do we find God in the way we interact with one another?
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How do we find God when we help one another?
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How do we find God when we build a better world?
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I mean, as we celebrate Martin Luther King Day,
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and you think, what is that day about?
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You know, that day is about what most
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of these civil rights movements have all been about,
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the cleaning up of human interaction.
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It's not about, I mean, it's based in an idea
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that people have this fundamental dignity,
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but what it really wants to fix is
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not your dignity and my dignity, the way we interact,
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the way we treat one another.
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Justice is about treating one another well.
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And to do that, we have to dig in and figure out
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all of our unconscious prejudices and all of that.
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We have to figure out how we react differently
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to some people than others.
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We all have at least one really good friend
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in the world who does things,
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and we kind of just assume they're doing the best they can,
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and we don't treat anyone else in the world
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with the same types of patience.
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You know, I always think about that,
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that I've got friends who,
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if any one of them did something stupid,
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and all of them do, I would be like,
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hey, you know what, it happens,
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it happens to all of us, we do it.
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I do something stupid, and what is wrong with me?
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If I treated my friends, if I said to my friends
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half the things I say to myself,
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I would have very few friends.
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And the ones I have probably would not be the ones I'd like.
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The ones that would put up with that.
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I think we have to become a people who say,
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how does our faith control and guide our interactions?
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The God between us, that is what
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the vocational God is about.
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Samuel keeps hearing this thing
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that wakes him in the middle of the night,
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and it's very vivid, it's very mythological.
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You know, he says, say this, like it's a bunch of spells.
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When you hear that, you say this,
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God will tell you that, it never works that way.
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But what he is saying is,
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when your dreams wake you, let them speak to you.
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You know, when people have come to me
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for spiritual direction and said,
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you know, I keep trying to pray,
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and I keep getting distracted from my prayer.
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No, maybe those aren't distractions.
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Maybe that's what God's trying to talk to you about.
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You know, I can't pray because I keep thinking about
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the kids, maybe that's what the prayer's about today.
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And every day until they're through college.
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Maybe that's what the prayer is about.
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We keep thinking, oh, that's distracting me from prayer.
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That's what's coming to you in prayer,
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that's what you should sit with.
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And it should lead you back into interaction.
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You know, I used to think that if I ever became
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a person of prayer, what it would mean is that I would,
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you know, when you become a person of prayer,
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we think, I'm gonna become more contemplative,
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I'm gonna become more at peace.
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Where I used to be able to sit for 10 minutes and pray,
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now I could sit for an hour.
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And I start realizing, no, when you're a person of prayer,
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you pray long enough and it drives you back out
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into the world to do something.
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Prayer does not just spur on more prayer.
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That's navel gazing.
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Prayer spurs on action.
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Encounter with one person of the Trinity
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will give you interaction with all of it.
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And so when we encounter the God inside,
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it's going to immediately drive us back
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into interaction with the world.
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And when I find that my prayer just makes me
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wanna pray more, it's probably not good prayer,
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I'm probably just receding from the world.
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And we ask God today to make us a people
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who listen for God's call.
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A call to prayer, a call to gather,
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and then a call to be sent forth.
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To go out and do something different.
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Do something so different that people could follow us
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for a year and have received the entire gospel
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and all of the catechism just through witnessing our lives.
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That would be the church that our Pope is calling us to,
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but more importantly, it's the church that was left to us
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by Christ as a gospel to follow.
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Father Pat's homily for the Second Sunday of O Father Pat's homily for the Second Sunday of Ordinary Time centers on the call to authentic discipleship, community, and embodied faith. He challenges the individualistic interpretation of faith and spirituality, especially the misreading of Scripture that isolates the presence of God as merely internal. Instead, he emphasizes that the Christian life is fundamentally communal – that we encounter the Divine not only within ourselves, but most powerfully in our relationships, in the gathered Church, and in our actions. Drawing from the Gospel of John, where Jesus invites the disciples to “Come and see,” Father Pat underscores that the Christian invitation is not primarily about belief or doctrine, but about lived example – a life that others can follow and learn from. He warns against spiritual isolation and urges the faithful to allow prayer and belief to drive them into deeper engagement with others, into justice, compassion, and the transformation of the world. True faith, he insists, is not merely something we think or feel, but something we do – together.
Father Pat begins by offering a humorous yet clarifying note on the liturgical calendar, pointing out how the “Second Sunday of Ordinary Time” is effectively the first Sunday we experience in full after the feast of the Baptism of the Lord. He uses this as a launching point to explore a deeper theological misunderstanding that has permeated modern Christian thought: the notion that our individual bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, drawn from a misreading of St. Paul’s language. In Greek, Paul uses the plural "your" and the singular "body," indicating that the community as a whole – not each individual body – is the temple. This distinction is critical. Father Pat argues that, in English and especially in American culture, we tend to individualize spirituality, placing God solely “within me,” which fosters a privatized faith disconnected from community and accountability.
This misunderstanding, he suggests, warps the theological foundation of the Church into a self-help spirituality, where people claim spiritual authenticity without the burden of relational or communal responsibility. He shares an anecdote about a parishioner responding to the Eucharist with, “Yes, I am,” instead of “Amen,” highlighting how this inward-looking theology diminishes the communal nature of sacrament and ritual. For Father Pat, Catholicism – and Christianity more broadly – is not meant to be lived in isolation. It is inherently relational, sacramental, and incarnational. God is not just within us or beyond us, but between us, in the space where we gather, serve, love, and forgive.
He then connects this communal theology to the Gospel reading from John, where Jesus invites the disciples to “Come and see.” This invitation is not an abstract philosophical inquiry, but a tangible call to follow, observe, and imitate Jesus in the context of real life. Father Pat provocatively asks whether we ourselves could serve as models of the faith: if someone shadowed us for a year, would they come to know what it means to be Catholic or Christian? Would they see compassion, justice, mercy, and prayer lived out in our daily actions? Or would they find inconsistencies and contradictions that betray our professed beliefs?
In this light, Father Pat critiques the modern tendency to see religion as a matter of belief or internal feeling, rather than practice and action. He references a sign he once saw at a Methodist church: “What if religion were actually about doing?” This rhetorical question reframes the Christian life as one of active engagement, echoing the Epistle of James: faith without works is dead. He also challenges the popular claim “I’m spiritual but not religious,” pointing out that spirituality divorced from community and dialogue cannot adequately prepare us for the eternal communion that is the essence of heaven. Religion, he argues, begins the moment we begin to converse about our experience of God with others – and that dialogue, that shared pursuit, is what draws us into the very heart of the divine.
Father Pat also draws on the example of Samuel’s call in the Old Testament, noting how God awakens us not through dramatic visions, but often through the very distractions we try to push away in prayer. He encourages the faithful to pay attention to what arises in prayer – especially those recurring concerns and thoughts – and to see them not as interruptions, but as possible avenues of divine communication. If prayer does not lead us outward into action, into service, into love, then it is likely not authentic prayer at all. True prayer unsettles us and moves us toward justice, reconciliation, and transformation.
Finally, Father Pat ties all these threads into a vision of Church that Pope Francis continually exhorts us to become: a Church that listens, that gathers, that is sent forth. Not a closed circle of like-minded individuals, but a living body of believers whose lives authentically reflect the Gospel. He challenges the community to become the kind of people whose witness is so compelling that others could come, follow, and receive the fullness of the faith not through formal instruction alone, but through the example of our lives. The Church, then, is not just a place we go, but a people we become – a temple not built of stone, but of relationships, of mercy, of mutual care, and of shared mission....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1054.3900146484375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. When Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea in the days of King Herod, behold, Magi from the east arrived in Jerusalem, saying, Where is the newborn King of the Jews? We saw his star at its rising and have come to do him homage. When King Herod heard this, he was greatly troubled and all Jerusalem with him. Assembling all the chief priests and the scribes of the people, he inquired of them where the Christ was to be born. They said to him, In Bethlehem of Judea, for thus it has been written through the prophets, And you, Bethlehem, land of Judah, are by no means least among the rulers of Judah, since from you shall come a ruler who is to shepherd my people Israel. Then Herod called the Magi secretly and ascertained from them the time of the star's appearance. He sent them to Bethlehem and said, Go and search diligently for the child. When you have found him, bring me word that I too may go and do him homage. After their audience with the king, they set out, and behold, the star that they had seen at its rising preceded them until it came and stopped over the place where the child was. They were overjoyed at seeing the star, and on entering the house, they saw the child with Mary his mother. They prostrated themselves and did him homage. Then they opened their treasures and offered him gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh. And having been warned in a dream not to return to Herod, they departed for their country by another way. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. The Feast of the Nativity. For most of us, this feast is kind of just melted into Christmas. I mean, I realize it's simply because we need, you know, a cast of characters, but no one ever has a nativity scene without the three kings. The interesting thing is, of course, the three kings are never mentioned here. Almost, I mean, the word kings is not used, or the word three, but other than that, the three kings are right there in the reading. It's one of those great moments where the translators realized there is no translation for this word, let's not try to make one up. I wish they were that, you know, sort of careful all the time. Magi just doesn't translate. Translating magi into king is a little bit would be like translating burrito into sandwich. You know, we could have. We could have said, oh yeah, that's that sandwich thing, but we realize it's not really the same thing. Just keep the word. You know, if they'd waited a little while, you know, they'd be serving wraps. You know, not quite the same thing. So sometimes a word just doesn't translate out of a particular culture. We don't really know exactly who they were. When you talk about a king in that age, you're often talking about the leader of an extended family, but it also has this hint of someone who is thought to be a sage or a wise person, and all we know is that this group of magi offer gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh, and someone long ago decided, okay, so we've got to represent one of the magi holding gold, one holding frankincense, one holding myrrh, and so they came up with three. You know, it could be a small tribe of magi who happen to have three kinds of gifts. You know, there were years where I only received perhaps three presents from my family. Would that that meant there were only three? You know, it could be, you know, just because the gift is duplicated. So we kind of have this image when people say, oh, the three kings. There's no story about that. There is this group of magi, and there are three gifts mentioned. The way it goes, probably one of them brought all three. You know, who knows? It says nothing about it. What we do know is from the difference between that and this vision of Isaiah that Matthew bases this story on, he drops something in the story. In the vision of Isaiah, in this reading from Isaiah, it says, you know, they will come, and they will be bearing gold and frankincense, gold which acknowledges that Jesus is a king. This was the gift for kings, and it's, you know, a code. When it says, oh, they bring him gold, you bring gold to the king. So it's pronouncing it as king, and frankincense, which literally is frankish incense, incense from the north, and it was used in the cultic worship of the day. So one of them is not acknowledging Jesus' office as a king, and one, his office, his status as a priest, because we're looking at a priestly people, and the people who would lead a priestly people were often priests and the kings, and there's always tension between the Levitican priesthood and the kings of old days, and there's all this tension, and Jesus is going to be both. He's bringing two sides together, but then he drops in the myrrh. The myrrh is not in the original vision, and it's the piece that, in the day this writer is writing the gospel, they're still struggling with, and that is myrrh is a funeral spice. Showing up, you know, with myrrh at this moment would be as risky a gift as, you know, the crazy aunt or uncle showing up at baptism and saying, we pre-purchased their plot to be buried in one day. Here. You'd be like, oh, every family has one. But that's what they're doing. They're showing up at the birth of the baby with one of the spices for the funeral. So this child is not just going to bring together the ideas of what is politically kingly and religiously priestly, but in a very real sense, he's come to give his life and come to die for that. This is the new piece that gets added in, and it's the piece that the early church is still struggling with, is that Jesus had to die. So we get this, really, we don't see it because, you know, when we hear gold, frankincense, and myrrh, that last thing to us says, oh good, we can cast one more child in the pageant. Oh good. They won't know what myrrh looks like anyway. That's what we hear. When the people of the day heard this, someone just dropped something foreboding and ominous into the pretty little story. You know, something has been placed into the story that tells us this is not going to be all, you know, ponies and rainbows sort of story. This has got some darkness in it, and Jesus is going to go through death. And more importantly in this whole story, we get this vision of the magi. Those, Jesus is going to be, you know, revealed to the nations. The idea that the magi are not of the in-group. Jesus spends the nativity appearing to all the wrong people. That's what the religious people of the day would have thought. I mean, you know, first there's this whole idea of the shepherds. The shepherds being the first witnesses to Jesus' birth. For you and I, that seems very, you know, lovely and sort of quaint. And again, to them, that's very edgy and revolutionary. Because the shepherds were the religiously shunned. They were the people, number one, most shepherds, because they lived with their flock, they did not get to temple and to synagogue regularly. You do not live out among the sheep and keep all of the kosher stuff going. They were the people that didn't live religious expectations. They're probably the same people today that we would say, well they shouldn't come to communion. Those are the shepherds. And that's the first people that Jesus is revealed to. And then it skips right over and says, now it would be Jesus coming today and first he goes to all the people who we say can't receive communion. And then we're like, well maybe we'll be next. And then he goes out to the Jews, Muslims, and Buddhists next. And we're waiting. Because we always want to think that we're the most important. You know, it's not does the world encounter God, but does the world encounter God the way I think they should? Does the infinite God that none of us can understand, do they go to the God that I look like? Do they go to the God that looks like I think God should? And here, it's all sort of bypassed. The nativity story starts with God being out of our control. You know, that's the great comedy of all scripture. It's really the story of us trying to control a God that's never been under our control. We can't have God under our control. And so, God is going out ahead of us. It's one of the first rules of missionary work, is nothing is harder than to get especially young, excited missionaries to know that they're not going to go to the world, they're not going to bring Christ to the world. Even though you'll hear that, this is your chance to bring Christ to the world. And anyone with a sense of it realizes that Christ got there before us. That we didn't bring Christ anywhere. If you're smart, you spend your first months in any mission encountering the Christ who got there ahead of you. And then starting to work it in with different images and newness of what you bring to the picture. And so, this is that great story of Jesus is revealed to the nations. And in the context of the story, it's very interesting. Jesus is revealed to the nations long before he's revealed to the in crowd. And so, we have this, where the magi are the heroes of this little section of the story. They're heroes for reasons we don't like to admit. They're heroes because they wandered out of their own stodgy old ideas of culture and religion and politics. They wandered out into the world and encountered God in another culture. And I think we've taken that story and said, and what that means is we should sit still and wait for the world to come and encounter us. But that's not the example of the magi. The magi says, you know, you've got great images of God. When was the last time you, you know, picked up your feet of clay and moved them a little and encountered a new vision of God? There is no vision of God we gave any of you in your sacramental prep when you were kids. There is no vision of God that we gave you at that age that will still help you when you're 20. There is no vision of God you understood at the age of 20 that will help you when you're 30. There is no vision of God you can comprehend at 30 that will still help you. If your vision of God isn't continuing to grow, what we often do as a people of faith is say, if I can't get my vision of God to grow, I will stunt my spiritual growth so that the old vision still works. Those are our choices. Either the vision of God grows or we have to stay stunted. When was the last time we started to realize that, you know, Cardinal Stafford used to always say, if you think you understand it, you've chosen something smaller than God. If you think you can understand it, you chose something smaller. So when was the last time we wandered out of the most comfortable corners of our culture or our faith or our politics and encountered God in the other? That's what the Magi do. They encounter God in something truly different, truly other. They challenge themselves to move beyond what's comfortable. It's the story of the epiphany. You know, the whole story has things in it that should make us run screaming from the room. I mean, if we took this story literally, I would think that the first class taught in any seminary would be astrology. I mean, how did they know Jesus was there? Because they knew how to read the stars. Now, do you think there's a Christian theologian that really is going to embrace that nowadays? That, oh, well, they knew how to look at the stars and because they knew how to look at the stars, they knew Jesus was coming. Folks, go read your horoscope. No, no, that's not a literal story. But it's telling you that these people from a faith that you and I don't believe in, who employ religious ideas that you and I will never embrace, are still able to find God. They find God through a method that you and I would completely debunk. And that's our epiphany story. What do we do with that? How do we look at faiths where we go, well, we don't believe that part of that faith, and yet God will get to them even though their faith can't do it on their own. God will get to them. What we learn from that is, and that's how God got to us. God didn't get to us because we were intellectually superior and figured it out. God gets to us through the flaws of our religion just like he gets to everyone through the flaws of theirs. With God, all things are possible. Give us a great dose of that humility that allows us to change our vision of God, to admit that the vision that has helped me thus far can still have some good things in it, but if my vision of God hasn't changed in the last 20 years, it's probably because I have not spiritually grown in the last 20 years. If nothing has changed, it's not that I'm just the first person who happened to figure God out at the age of 19. That's not it, which means I have ceased to grow. If our vision of God does not grow, it is because we are stagnant. And so we ask God today to kind of knit us and join us to the magi, to those who journey, even when they think they've found God, continue the journey because God will always be greater than our visions of God. I'm always, I want to leave you with, it's my favorite vision in the world of this, came from Houston Smith, who was the great interfaith dialoguer of about a generation ago, and Houston Smith used to always say, if you take everything you know about God and visualize it as a planet, I mean as an island on a planet completely of water, maybe an island about the size of Maui, might as well make it a nice island, Maui in the midst of a planet that is ocean, and everything you and everyone else has ever known about God is that planet, and all of the unknowable parts of God are the ocean. He said where mystery lies, where our religion finds its heart is at the shore. At that point where everything we know kind of touches the mystery, the parts we can't know, that's mystery. It's where we can just get our toe in the water of what's not known yet. And he said what you'll find very quickly is the reason we keep exploring God and exploring God and exploring God is not to figure it out, but because the larger the island of knowledge gets, the longer the shoreline of mystery. The more we know, the more we'll realize we just don't have God figured out. And we know that we're growing, not when we find answers, but when we find new questions. The larger the island of knowledge, the longer the shoreline of mystery. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea
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in the days of King Herod,
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behold, Magi from the east arrived in Jerusalem,
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saying, Where is the newborn King of the Jews?
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We saw his star at its rising and have come to do him homage.
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When King Herod heard this,
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he was greatly troubled and all Jerusalem with him.
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Assembling all the chief priests and the scribes of the people,
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he inquired of them where the Christ was to be born.
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They said to him, In Bethlehem of Judea,
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for thus it has been written through the prophets,
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And you, Bethlehem, land of Judah,
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are by no means least among the rulers of Judah,
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since from you shall come a ruler
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who is to shepherd my people Israel.
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Then Herod called the Magi secretly
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and ascertained from them the time of the star's appearance.
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He sent them to Bethlehem and said,
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Go and search diligently for the child.
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When you have found him, bring me word
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that I too may go and do him homage.
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After their audience with the king,
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they set out, and behold,
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the star that they had seen at its rising
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preceded them until it came and stopped
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over the place where the child was.
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They were overjoyed at seeing the star,
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and on entering the house,
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they saw the child with Mary his mother.
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They prostrated themselves and did him homage.
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Then they opened their treasures
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and offered him gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh.
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And having been warned in a dream not to return to Herod,
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they departed for their country by another way.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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The Feast of the Nativity.
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For most of us, this feast is
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kind of just melted into Christmas.
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I mean, I realize it's simply because we need,
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you know, a cast of characters,
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but no one ever has a nativity scene
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without the three kings.
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The interesting thing is, of course,
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the three kings are never mentioned here.
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Almost, I mean, the word kings is not used,
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or the word three, but other than that,
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the three kings are right there in the reading.
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It's one of those great moments
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where the translators realized
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there is no translation for this word,
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let's not try to make one up.
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I wish they were that, you know,
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sort of careful all the time.
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Magi just doesn't translate.
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Translating magi into king
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is a little bit would be like
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translating burrito into sandwich.
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You know, we could have.
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We could have said, oh yeah,
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that's that sandwich thing,
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but we realize it's not really the same thing.
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Just keep the word.
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You know, if they'd waited a little while,
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you know, they'd be serving wraps.
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You know, not quite the same thing.
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So sometimes a word just doesn't translate
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out of a particular culture.
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We don't really know exactly who they were.
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When you talk about a king in that age,
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you're often talking about
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the leader of an extended family,
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but it also has this hint of someone
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who is thought to be a sage or a wise person,
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and all we know is that this group of magi
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offer gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh,
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and someone long ago decided,
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okay, so we've got to represent
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one of the magi holding gold,
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one holding frankincense,
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one holding myrrh,
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and so they came up with three.
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You know, it could be a small tribe of magi
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who happen to have three kinds of gifts.
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You know, there were years where
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I only received perhaps
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three presents from my family.
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Would that that meant there were only three?
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You know, it could be, you know,
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just because the gift is duplicated.
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So we kind of have this image
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when people say, oh, the three kings.
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There's no story about that.
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There is this group of magi,
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and there are three gifts mentioned.
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The way it goes,
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probably one of them brought all three.
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You know, who knows?
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It says nothing about it.
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What we do know is from the difference
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between that and this vision of Isaiah
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that Matthew bases this story on,
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he drops something in the story.
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In the vision of Isaiah,
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in this reading from Isaiah,
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it says, you know, they will come,
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and they will be bearing gold and frankincense,
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gold which acknowledges that Jesus is a king.
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This was the gift for kings,
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and it's, you know, a code.
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When it says, oh, they bring him gold,
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you bring gold to the king.
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So it's pronouncing it as king,
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and frankincense,
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which literally is frankish incense,
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incense from the north,
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and it was used in the cultic worship of the day.
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So one of them is not acknowledging
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Jesus' office as a king,
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and one, his office, his status as a priest,
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because we're looking at a priestly people,
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and the people who would lead a priestly people
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were often priests and the kings,
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and there's always tension
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between the Levitican priesthood
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and the kings of old days,
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and there's all this tension,
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and Jesus is going to be both.
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He's bringing two sides together,
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but then he drops in the myrrh.
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The myrrh is not in the original vision,
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and it's the piece that,
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in the day this writer is writing the gospel,
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they're still struggling with,
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and that is myrrh is a funeral spice.
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Showing up, you know,
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with myrrh at this moment
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would be as risky a gift
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as, you know, the crazy aunt or uncle
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showing up at baptism and saying,
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we pre-purchased their plot to be buried in one day.
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Here.
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You'd be like, oh,
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every family has one.
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But that's what they're doing.
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They're showing up at the birth of the baby
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with one of the spices for the funeral.
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So this child is not just going to bring together
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the ideas of what is politically kingly
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and religiously priestly,
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but in a very real sense,
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he's come to give his life and come to die for that.
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This is the new piece that gets added in,
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and it's the piece that the early church
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is still struggling with,
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is that Jesus had to die.
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So we get this, really,
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we don't see it because,
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you know, when we hear gold, frankincense, and myrrh,
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that last thing to us says,
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oh good, we can cast one more child in the pageant.
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Oh good.
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They won't know what myrrh looks like anyway.
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That's what we hear.
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When the people of the day heard this,
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someone just dropped something foreboding and ominous
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into the pretty little story.
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You know, something has been placed into the story
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that tells us this is not going to be all,
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you know, ponies and rainbows sort of story.
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This has got some darkness in it,
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and Jesus is going to go through death.
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And more importantly in this whole story,
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we get this vision of the magi.
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Those, Jesus is going to be, you know,
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revealed to the nations.
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The idea that the magi are not of the in-group.
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Jesus spends the nativity
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appearing to all the wrong people.
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That's what the religious people of the day would have thought.
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I mean, you know,
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first there's this whole idea of the shepherds.
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The shepherds being the first witnesses to Jesus' birth.
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For you and I, that seems very, you know,
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lovely and sort of quaint.
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And again, to them, that's very edgy and revolutionary.
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Because the shepherds were the religiously shunned.
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They were the people,
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number one, most shepherds,
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because they lived with their flock,
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they did not get to temple and to synagogue regularly.
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You do not live out among the sheep
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and keep all of the kosher stuff going.
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They were the people that didn't live
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religious expectations.
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They're probably the same people today
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that we would say,
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well they shouldn't come to communion.
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Those are the shepherds.
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And that's the first people that Jesus is revealed to.
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And then it skips right over and says,
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now it would be Jesus coming today
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and first he goes to all the people who
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we say can't receive communion.
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And then we're like, well maybe we'll be next.
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And then he goes out to the Jews, Muslims, and Buddhists next.
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And we're waiting.
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Because we always want to think
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that we're the most important.
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You know, it's not does the world encounter God,
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but does the world encounter God the way I think they should?
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Does the infinite God that none of us can understand,
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do they go to the God that I look like?
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Do they go to the God that looks like I think God should?
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And here, it's all sort of bypassed.
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The nativity story starts with
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God being out of our control.
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You know, that's the great comedy of all scripture.
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It's really the story of us trying to control
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a God that's never been under our control.
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We can't have God under our control.
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And so, God is going out ahead of us.
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It's one of the first rules of missionary work,
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is nothing is harder than to get
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especially young, excited missionaries to know
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that they're not going to go to the world,
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they're not going to bring Christ to the world.
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Even though you'll hear that,
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this is your chance to bring Christ to the world.
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And anyone with a sense of it realizes
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that Christ got there before us.
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That we didn't bring Christ anywhere.
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If you're smart, you spend your first months in any mission
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encountering the Christ who got there ahead of you.
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And then starting to work it in
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with different images and newness
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of what you bring to the picture.
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And so, this is that great story of
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Jesus is revealed to the nations.
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And in the context of the story,
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it's very interesting.
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Jesus is revealed to the nations
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long before he's revealed to the in crowd.
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And so, we have this,
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where the magi are the heroes
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of this little section of the story.
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They're heroes for reasons we don't like to admit.
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They're heroes because they wandered out
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of their own stodgy old ideas of culture
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and religion and politics.
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They wandered out into the world
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and encountered God in another culture.
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And I think we've taken that story and said,
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and what that means is we should sit still
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and wait for the world to come and encounter us.
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But that's not the example of the magi.
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The magi says,
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you know, you've got great images of God.
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When was the last time you, you know,
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picked up your feet of clay and moved them a little
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and encountered a new vision of God?
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There is no vision of God we gave any of you
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in your sacramental prep when you were kids.
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There is no vision of God that we gave you
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at that age that will still help you when you're 20.
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There is no vision of God you understood
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at the age of 20 that will help you when you're 30.
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There is no vision of God you can comprehend
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at 30 that will still help you.
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If your vision of God isn't continuing to grow,
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what we often do as a people of faith is say,
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if I can't get my vision of God to grow,
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I will stunt my spiritual growth
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so that the old vision still works.
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Those are our choices.
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Either the vision of God grows
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or we have to stay stunted.
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When was the last time we started to realize
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that, you know, Cardinal Stafford used to always say,
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if you think you understand it,
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you've chosen something smaller than God.
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If you think you can understand it,
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you chose something smaller.
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So when was the last time we wandered out
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of the most comfortable corners of our culture
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or our faith or our politics
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and encountered God in the other?
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That's what the Magi do.
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They encounter God in something truly different,
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truly other.
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They challenge themselves to move beyond
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what's comfortable.
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It's the story of the epiphany.
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You know, the whole story has things in it
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that should make us run screaming from the room.
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I mean, if we took this story literally,
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I would think that the first class taught
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in any seminary would be astrology.
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I mean, how did they know Jesus was there?
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Because they knew how to read the stars.
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Now, do you think there's a Christian theologian
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that really is going to embrace that nowadays?
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That, oh, well, they knew how to look at the stars
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and because they knew how to look at the stars,
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they knew Jesus was coming.
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Folks, go read your horoscope.
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No, no, that's not a literal story.
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But it's telling you that these people
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from a faith that you and I don't believe in,
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who employ religious ideas that you and I
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will never embrace, are still able to find God.
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They find God through a method
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that you and I would completely debunk.
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And that's our epiphany story.
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What do we do with that?
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How do we look at faiths where we go,
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well, we don't believe that part of that faith,
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and yet God will get to them
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even though their faith can't do it on their own.
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God will get to them.
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What we learn from that is,
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and that's how God got to us.
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God didn't get to us because we were intellectually superior
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and figured it out.
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God gets to us through the flaws of our religion
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just like he gets to everyone through the flaws of theirs.
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With God, all things are possible.
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Give us a great dose of that humility
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that allows us to change our vision of God,
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to admit that the vision that has helped me thus far
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can still have some good things in it,
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but if my vision of God hasn't changed in the last 20 years,
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it's probably because I have not spiritually grown
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in the last 20 years.
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If nothing has changed,
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it's not that I'm just the first person
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who happened to figure God out at the age of 19.
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That's not it, which means I have ceased to grow.
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If our vision of God does not grow,
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it is because we are stagnant.
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And so we ask God today to kind of knit us
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and join us to the magi,
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to those who journey,
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even when they think they've found God,
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continue the journey
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because God will always be greater
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than our visions of God.
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I'm always, I want to leave you with,
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it's my favorite vision in the world of this,
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came from Houston Smith,
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who was the great interfaith dialoguer
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of about a generation ago,
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and Houston Smith used to always say,
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if you take everything you know about God
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and visualize it as a planet,
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I mean as an island on a planet completely of water,
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maybe an island about the size of Maui,
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might as well make it a nice island,
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Maui in the midst of a planet that is ocean,
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and everything you and everyone else
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has ever known about God is that planet,
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and all of the unknowable parts of God are the ocean.
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He said where mystery lies,
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where our religion finds its heart is at the shore.
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At that point where everything we know
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kind of touches the mystery,
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the parts we can't know, that's mystery.
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It's where we can just get our toe in the water
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of what's not known yet.
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And he said what you'll find very quickly
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is the reason we keep exploring God
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and exploring God and exploring God
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is not to figure it out,
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but because the larger the island of knowledge gets,
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the longer the shoreline of mystery.
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The more we know, the more we'll realize
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we just don't have God figured out.
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And we know that we're growing,
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not when we find answers, but when we find new questions.
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The larger the island of knowledge,
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the longer the shoreline of mystery.
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The magi knew this,
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and today we ask God to remind us
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so that we can learn that again.
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Father Pat’s homily on the Epiphany invites us to Father Pat’s homily on the Epiphany invites us to reconsider the familiar story of the Magi not as a quaint tableau in a nativity scene but as a radical spiritual call to growth, humility, and openness. He challenges us to move beyond static images of God and to embrace a life of continual theological and spiritual expansion. The Magi become icons of spiritual courage, venturing beyond their own traditions and expectations to encounter God in the unfamiliar. Father Pat underscores that encountering Christ happens not in control or certainty, but in mystery and movement. He warns against clinging to outdated visions of God, suggesting that spiritual maturity requires an evolving relationship with the divine. The gifts of gold, frankincense, and especially myrrh symbolize not only Christ’s kingship and priesthood, but also the foreshadowing of his sacrificial death—reminding us that true divinity enters into human suffering. Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to a deeper, more dynamic faith that finds God beyond our comfort zones, in the lives and faiths of others, and in the ever-expanding mystery of God.
Father Pat begins by demystifying the traditional story of the “three kings” or “wise men,” pointing out that the Gospel of Matthew never names them as kings nor specifies their number. The term “Magi” is retained by translators because no adequate equivalent exists—much like how “burrito” is not accurately translated to “sandwich.” These figures are enigmatic, possibly tribal sages or astrologers from a foreign land, and their mysterious identity reminds us that divine revelation often comes through unexpected means and messengers. Their offering of gold, frankincense, and myrrh is rich in symbolic meaning: gold represents Jesus’ kingship, frankincense his priestly role, and myrrh—a burial spice—prefigures his suffering and death. Notably, Matthew adds myrrh to the Isaiah prophecy, signaling that Jesus' mission will include not just leadership and worship, but sacrificial death. This addition reflects the early church’s struggle to understand the necessity of Jesus’ suffering and the uncomfortable truth that salvation comes through the cross.
Father Pat contrasts the Magi’s journey with the religious authorities of the time who, though possessing scriptural knowledge, fail to act. Herod and the scribes know where the Messiah is to be born, yet remain inert, even hostile. In contrast, the Magi—foreigners and outsiders—act with faith and courage. This inversion reveals a central Gospel theme: Jesus consistently appears first to those considered unworthy or outside religious norms. The shepherds, ritually unclean and socially marginalized, are the first to hear the news of Jesus’ birth. The Magi, non-Jews practicing a form of astrology, are next. These choices are not incidental; they convey a powerful theological truth: God’s revelation is not bound by religious or cultural boundaries. The Gospel is not about affirming the insider’s superiority but about dismantling the very notion of insiders and outsiders.
Father Pat critiques the human impulse to control God—an impulse found in religious certainty, moral superiority, and institutional rigidity. The real nativity story, he says, undermines our desire to domesticate the divine. God consistently acts outside human expectations and structures. The Epiphany, therefore, is not just an exotic postscript to Christmas but a theological revolution. It proclaims that God is already present in the “other,” in foreign lands and unfamiliar teachings. The Magi do not bring Christ to the world; they find Christ already present in the world. This insight is crucial for any authentic missionary or ecumenical work: we are not bearers of God to a godless world but companions to a God who is already there, working through flawed religions and imperfect people—including ourselves.
Father Pat challenges us to evaluate whether our image of God has grown over time. If our understanding of God has remained unchanged since childhood or early adulthood, he suggests, then it is not because we have found the fullness of truth but because we have ceased to grow. He warns that many people choose to stunt their spiritual growth to preserve a smaller, manageable image of God rather than risk the discomfort of transformation. True faith, he argues, is marked by restlessness and questioning. Using Houston Smith’s image of the shoreline of mystery, Father Pat illustrates that the more we learn about God, the more we become aware of the vastness of what we do not know. Spiritual maturity, then, is not about mastering doctrine but about deepening our awe and surrender before a mystery that surpasses all.
Father Pat’s message is a call to spiritual pilgrimage. Like the Magi, we are invited to leave behind the safety of familiar religious structures, to be willing to encounter God in the other, and to bring the best of our tradition—our “gold, frankincense, and myrrh”—to a world that already bears divine traces. We are reminded that God is not a possession but a presence that precedes us, surprises us, and calls us beyond ourselves. The journey of faith does not end at the crib; it begins there, leading through the cross and beyond, into resurrection and the ever-deepening mystery of God....
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And it's amazing, they're always the same thing. It just has to do with perspective. I mean, I didn't get a single Christmas card with the words across the top, another mouth to feed. That would be a burden. Instead, we see a blessing. And almost every real burden in our life that comes from other people, and people need time, and there are people who need help, and that can be socioeconomic help, that can be help in our families, that can be the family member that always seems to need help. And we can turn our mind so that that becomes burden. Very easily. Or we can understand that the people who call forth things from us are really the only meaning we have in life. I mean, children, if you want to go there, you could say, aren't children a burden? Sorry, choir. Wah, wah. You know. But what else makes life worth it? I mean, what is it that people get in the way of? Another rerun of Judge Judy. What is it that people get in the way of? And tonight we celebrate this moment, and I've been so caught up, this year has been a lot of my friends, you know, I'm at the age, you know, I went through the period of time where friends were getting married and friends were having children, and now all of my friends are having their first grandchildren. And where I knew that when they had children it would change their lives radically, I did not realize that grandchildren would be a game changer for so many people. It's a game changer. I've seen people move across the country to be with grandchildren. And you wonder what that is, and it's this sense that what we've done has gone on into the world. Who we are does not pass away. And I had all of these deep, heady, notably brilliant theological reflections ready for tonight. And then, as rarely, rarely happens, I woke up at four in the morning, and I thought, oh, I can't get back to bed and I've got midnight mass. Now the minute you tell yourself that, you are never, ever going back to sleep. We all know that. And I had this, real quick, there was this melody and lyric in my mind that I had seen the snow falling just before I went to bed, and so I started this little thing. I thought, I'm just gonna go write the four measures down and then I will come back to bed. And an hour and a half later, I had a song. And it was just pouring in. I don't think I've ever really had a song come that quickly. And the homily went out the window, and what I'm going to do, and what I'm going to do, I'm gonna move to the piano, and this is gonna be a much shorter homily because songs reel me in as well as let me express myself. But this is a song, and it really is about that moment when I'm looking at the snow and I'm thinking, we don't know how much there'll be tomorrow, but what is it about snow we love? And I can't, it has nothing to do with Christmas. I mean, I don't want to ruin anyone's Christmas, but there wasn't a lot of snow in Jerusalem in the spring. And yet, it's part of our cultural thought of Christmas, and I think the reason is there's something, I mean, it's beautiful to look at, but if we stop to think about it, we need rain. And when rain comes down and hits something a little less hospitable, like cold, it can turn into something amazing and beautiful, which is the Christ story. God who comes down and actually finds something less hospitable, and it becomes even more beautiful. And so, you know, this mystery of the child and the snow was kind of going through my head, and so I'm just going to leave you with this. This is my gift this year, mostly for our children. So this is, since they're giving us all this music, this is a gift for the children that I'm hoping in future years we can do with some of the choirs. So just let me make sure that I'm on the new mic here. Is this on? Oh. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When the angels went away from them to heaven,
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the shepherds said to one another,
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Let us go then to Bethlehem
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to see this thing that has taken place
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which the Lord has made known to us.
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So they went in haste and found Mary and Joseph
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and the infant lying in a manger.
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When they saw this, they made known the message
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that had been told them about the child.
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All who heard it were amazed
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by what had been told them by the shepherds.
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And Mary kept all these things, reflecting on them in her heart.
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Then the shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God
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for all they had heard and seen,
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just as it had been told to them.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise be to the Lord Jesus Christ.
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The Gospel kind of points us towards
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the difference between blessings and burdens.
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And it's amazing, they're always the same thing.
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It just has to do with perspective.
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I mean, I didn't get a single Christmas card
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with the words across the top, another mouth to feed.
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That would be a burden.
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Instead, we see a blessing.
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And almost every real burden in our life
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that comes from other people, and people need time,
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and there are people who need help,
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and that can be socioeconomic help,
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that can be help in our families,
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that can be the family member that always seems to need help.
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And we can turn our mind so that that becomes burden.
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Very easily.
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Or we can understand that the people who call forth
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things from us are really the only meaning we have in life.
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I mean, children, if you want to go there,
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you could say, aren't children a burden?
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Sorry, choir.
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Wah, wah.
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You know.
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But what else makes life worth it?
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I mean, what is it that people get in the way of?
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Another rerun of Judge Judy.
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What is it that people get in the way of?
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And tonight we celebrate this moment,
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and I've been so caught up,
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this year has been a lot of my friends, you know,
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I'm at the age, you know, I went through the period of time
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where friends were getting married
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and friends were having children,
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and now all of my friends are having their first grandchildren.
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And where I knew that when they had children
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it would change their lives radically,
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I did not realize that grandchildren
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would be a game changer for so many people.
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It's a game changer.
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I've seen people move across the country
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to be with grandchildren.
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And you wonder what that is,
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and it's this sense that what we've done
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has gone on into the world.
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Who we are does not pass away.
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And I had all of these deep, heady,
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notably brilliant theological reflections ready for tonight.
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And then, as rarely, rarely happens,
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I woke up at four in the morning,
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and I thought, oh, I can't get back to bed
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and I've got midnight mass.
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Now the minute you tell yourself that,
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you are never, ever going back to sleep.
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We all know that.
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And I had this, real quick,
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there was this melody and lyric in my mind
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that I had seen the snow falling
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just before I went to bed,
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and so I started this little thing.
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I thought, I'm just gonna go write the four measures down
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and then I will come back to bed.
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And an hour and a half later, I had a song.
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And it was just pouring in.
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I don't think I've ever really had a song come that quickly.
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And the homily went out the window,
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and what I'm going to do,
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and what I'm going to do,
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I'm gonna move to the piano,
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and this is gonna be a much shorter homily
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because songs reel me in as well as let me express myself.
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But this is a song,
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and it really is about that moment
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when I'm looking at the snow and I'm thinking,
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we don't know how much there'll be tomorrow,
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but what is it about snow we love?
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And I can't, it has nothing to do with Christmas.
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I mean, I don't want to ruin anyone's Christmas,
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but there wasn't a lot of snow in Jerusalem in the spring.
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And yet, it's part of our cultural thought of Christmas,
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and I think the reason is there's something,
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I mean, it's beautiful to look at,
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but if we stop to think about it, we need rain.
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And when rain comes down
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and hits something a little less hospitable, like cold,
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it can turn into something amazing and beautiful,
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which is the Christ story.
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God who comes down
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and actually finds something less hospitable,
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and it becomes even more beautiful.
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And so, you know, this mystery of the child and the snow
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was kind of going through my head,
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and so I'm just going to leave you with this.
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This is my gift this year, mostly for our children.
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So this is, since they're giving us all this music,
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this is a gift for the children
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that I'm hoping in future years we can do with some of the choirs.
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So just let me make sure that I'm on the new mic here.
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Is this on? Oh.
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Oh, I'm going to sound big.
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♪ Gently falls the dawn of grace
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♪ Like snow in the dark of night
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♪ To cast a glow from the starlight
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♪ Into realms of time and space
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♪ A child who will bring us sight
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♪ Falls fast to show
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♪ This is our light
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♪ Prince of peace, hope of every nation
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♪ Light the darkness has not suppressed
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♪ Peace and mercy for all creation
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♪ See how the night becomes blast
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♪ Child of dawn
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♪ In the eastern sky so near
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♪ A glint of the morning's hue
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♪ Reveals his birth
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♪ Just a small life
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♪ Hear the wondrous cry
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♪ So dear
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♪ This glint of a world so new
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♪ Unseals on earth
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♪ Love for all life
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♪ Infant bearer of consolation
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♪ Love that hatred cannot outlast
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♪ Tender triumph of inspiration
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♪ Breathe
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♪ Wondrous breath unsurpassed
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♪ Child of grace now fall
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♪ Eternal hope for all
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♪ Deep in our grace to dwell
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♪ This is Emmanuel
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♪ Behold the healing author of all salvation
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♪ Life to strengthen the weary soul
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♪ God and spirit and incarnation
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of perspective, especially in how we view the people and events that shape our lives. Drawing from the Gospel story of the shepherds’ journey to the Christ child, he reflects on how what may initially appear as burdens—such as the demands of family or the responsibilities of love—are in fact profound blessings. The Incarnation, God's entry into the world as a vulnerable child, reframes hardship as a pathway to grace. Through a spontaneous song inspired by the quiet of snowfall and the sleepless anticipation of Christmas, Father Pat invites the faithful to see beauty in what is often uncelebrated, and to recognize divine presence in the ordinary and demanding parts of life.
In greater detail, Father Pat opens his homily by reflecting on the Gospel of Luke, particularly the shepherds' response to the angelic message: they went "in haste" to see the newborn Christ. This urgency and joy contrast with how humans often respond to the demands of life—with reluctance, weariness, or even resentment. He draws a powerful spiritual insight from this: many of the things we label as burdens are also our greatest blessings. Using the example of children, he highlights how dependent and demanding they are, yet how deeply they give life meaning. No one sends a Christmas card saying, “Another mouth to feed,” as that would focus solely on the burden. Instead, we celebrate the gift of new life.
This theme is expanded into a broader spiritual principle: the people who need us most—our children, family members, and even strangers—are those who call something essential out of us. They are not interruptions to life; they *are* life. Father Pat challenges the congregation to reconsider their priorities, asking rhetorically, “What do people get in the way of? Another rerun of Judge Judy?” This question humorously but poignantly exposes the shallow things we often prioritize over deep human connection.
He then shares a personal reflection about his stage in life, observing how many of his friends are now becoming grandparents. He marvels at how this new generation of life propels people to rearrange their lives, even move across the country. This experience, he says, reveals an existential truth: that who we are does not pass away. Our love, our legacy, continues in the lives of others. It is a quiet but profound affirmation of eternal life and the continuation of grace through human relationships.
The homily takes a tender turn as Father Pat recounts a moment of inspiration in the early hours of the morning, when, unable to sleep, he was moved to write a song. The song, born of a meditation on snowfall, becomes the centerpiece of his message. Snow, he notes, is not even native to Bethlehem and yet it has become a symbol of Christmas in many cultures. He offers a beautiful metaphor: rain falling on a cold, inhospitable earth becomes snow—something delicate, quiet, and beautiful. Likewise, the Incarnation is God entering a world often cold and unwelcoming, and yet producing something breathtaking: Christ, the Word made flesh.
The song itself, offered as a gift especially to the children, echoes this theme. It speaks of the “Child of Dawn,” the “Prince of Peace,” and the “Infant bearer of consolation.” In lyrical language, it proclaims that this small, vulnerable child is the source of eternal hope, the bringer of light, and the healer of a broken world. Its poetry reinforces the core message of the homily: that divine grace comes most powerfully not in grand displays, but in the quiet, often overlooked moments—like snowfall in the night or a child lying in a manger.
Father Pat’s message is both theological and pastoral. Theologically, he affirms the mystery of the Incarnation—that God enters into human vulnerability to redeem it from within. Pastorally, he invites the faithful to reframe their understanding of the people and events in their lives. Instead of seeing them as burdens, we are called to see them as sacred invitations—to grow, to love, and to become more fully alive. In this way, the message of Christmas is not only about something that happened long ago in Bethlehem, but something that continues to happen now, in each heart that finds Christ in the midst of life’s demands....
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As Isaiah the prophet said, some Pharisees were also sent, and they asked him, why then do you baptize if you are not the Christ, or Elijah, or the prophet? John answered them, I baptize with water, but there is one among you whom you do not recognize, the one who is coming after me, whose sandal strap I am not worthy to untie. This happened in Bethany, across the Jordan, where John was baptizing. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Today's gospel is a really long, convoluted piece that's written, you know, literally John's gospel, as much as 70 years after the death and resurrection of Jesus, of the whole Christ event. And he's answering, the author is answering questions from the community, and you can always see when he's adding in answers about things that haven't happened yet. You know, in the story, they shouldn't have happened by the time, in Jesus' life, this question, well then why are you baptizing if you're not the Christ, or Elijah, or the prophet, why are you baptizing? That is the weirdest question in the world, because it's not like, you know, it's not like Judaism at the time of Jesus had a tradition that only Elijah, or the Christ, or the prophet, who's a character out of the Suffering Servant songs, would baptize. Baptism wasn't terribly common, but people baptized one another. So it's a question that makes no sense. You know, it's someone getting up and saying, well, who are you, who are you to bring that coat in here? Are you an usher? No, we all bring coats in, it's winter. It's just, it's a weird question. But the entire, this whole section of John's gospel exists to create one thing, which is, John the Baptist is not Jesus. That's why it's kind of a dull scripture for us, because we've gotten past that, but they didn't back then. There was a sect of John the Baptist that was kind of trying to compete for attention that thought that John the Baptist was the Messiah. And then you've got this early Christian church, which is a sect of Judaism at that point that believes the Messiah has come, and it's Jesus. And then you've got this third section of Judaism, which are people who still believe the Messiah has not come. So these are all three different forms of Judaism in its day. And John puts this in as what he thinks is the convincing argument, because John himself said he was not the Messiah. Now, the first inkling we get of that is decades after John has passed away. But it's the early faith of the church, and this is the moment where they're trying to get people to focus on the Christ event. More important for us in this moment, this is kind of an odd thing we get every three years, but more important for us is this moment of Gaudate in the church, this moment that asks us to do kind of a gut check halfway through Advent and say, you know, I'm glad you're all getting the preparations for Christmas done. You know, I just, I know how much fun the malls really are this time of year. You know, it's the one time of year where I go, you know, you know, online shopping is not so bad. My computer is no more crowded than it was last month. You know, but we're all so busy sometimes, I think, preparing for holidays that we lose the ability to celebrate them. I mean, have you ever, I think Thanksgiving's one of those where, you know, some people are like, okay, we prepare all week long, and then everyone runs in and in 20 minutes it's over. We don't really know how to sit with one another and celebrate, and this word, Gaudate, rejoice. It's a little, you know, stilted for modern culture. Rejoice, it immediately, you know, I would imagine we've all seen it on Christmas cards and have used it in a sentence less than once a year. I was rejoicing last night. It's not a word we use. And what does it mean? It literally means to bring back joy. It's, you know, to redo something. And so it kind of presupposes that all of us have pretty consistent and constant experiences of joy that we pretty consistently forget. I've always been fascinated, and I've spoken about this before, but I've been fascinated by the area of physiological psychology that talks about the fact that by tomorrow, you will remember very little of today. And some of us even less, you know. I was trying to remember what I said last night during the homily and just a minute ago remembered I didn't say mass last night. So it's different. But like tomorrow, by tomorrow, if I said to you, what did you have for lunch yesterday? Most of you would be able to come up with it. If I said, how many bites? I don't know. In other words, our experiences quickly fold into a snapshot that we store somewhere and move on. And new research is telling us that good or bad memory has very little to do with how many of those memories you have stored. I love computer language now. Our memories, good memory or bad memory, has to do with your search engine. It's how you find memories. And the brain finds them in different ways and everyone has a different system. But you've got all these snapshots and some of them stick with you for years and others, I mean, when you really think of moment by moment by moment that the vast majority of your life you've forgotten. And then there are those moments you would love to forget that keep wrapping back around. Well, when you figure that all of us, you can talk the nature-nurture argument all you want, but you're never gonna get a solid answer. Who you are is never gonna be all nurture, it's never gonna be all nature. It's a mix between the two and we're never gonna get that quite figured out. But when you know how much your history builds who you are, when we look to the people in our lives that have formed and shaped us and all of the events, so what if you hung on to a different .001% of the memories than the ones you have? What if living the same life, you kept focus on different memories? How different would we be? Most of us, we kind of feel like we're just sort of victims of the flow. I just go forward and whatever sticks, sticks. We rarely take a moment to just sit and think, okay, right now, okay, I'm still ticked about what happened yesterday and I'm still worried about tomorrow and those two things can absolutely keep me from knowing that at this moment, nothing is going on that's wrong. At this moment, I'm not in pain, I'm not particularly hot or cold. Speaker's droning on a little, but other than that, it's not a horrible moment in my life and because it's not a horrible moment in my life, I probably won't remember it. How much of our life do we forget that is a joy-filled moment? It may not be Disneyland spectacular on the rollercoaster joy. I've always told married couples at weddings, when you see the bride coming down the aisle and the groom is kind of shaking and I always hear some well-meaning person afterwards say, don't you wish they could feel that way the rest of their lives? And I'm like, they would be dead in six months. Did you see how they felt? We cannot live on the mountaintop. We have to come down to normal sometime. The question of whether we find ourselves sort of depressed more often than not or manic more often than not or whatever is what is the focus of our normal moments? Do we pull out what's going well around us? I mean, I always think it's an amazing moment when I'm driving down the road in my car. Now, I have a 2002 Envoy that is still running perfectly except for the two big dents in the back bumper where I hit my mother's car. You can do what you want with that psychologically. Two separate occasions backed into our car. I mean, I can't say you ruined my life like everyone else. No, I have to, okay. But it's running perfectly well. The music's on. You know, it's a nice day out and the person in front of me is going slower than I want. All of those things, which do you think I take away from that experience? All that's going right or how dare God put people on earth that are not thinking like me? What do we focus on and how do we get to rejoice if we can't get to the joy in the first place? If we can't pull it back up as kind of a foundational experience rather than an exciting celebration that we have once in a while. I mean, I find, you know, Catholics, Lent. We're great at Lent. What'd you do for Lent? Oh, I gave up chocolate. I took on three extra charities. I talked to my family once a week. All sorts of penance. What'd you do for Easter? Ham. We don't even know how to do a 50-day Easter celebration and I suspect if anyone from the pulpit really laid out a 50-day celebration, we'd all be called hedonists and asked to please leave the church because holy people do Lent and those awful, terrible people run around celebrating all the time. And I think, where did we get that? And then someone comes along and says rejoice and you're like, oh, let me see if I can even pull up a good memory. What are the memories that we have? What are the moments of today that are really good moments that should be informing us? How much goes right? Even though sometimes we are ready to pick apart what's going wrong. It's an easy place to be. I always think it's interesting to look at the life of Jesus and to think, what attracted people to him? And you have to assume, reading some of the, that in general, he was an up person. I really don't think he kind of walked around like Eeyore all the time and people just, you know, flocked to that. What, what, no, no. No. So, why is his life joyful? Read the events. It's, you know, he's an itinerant preacher. He never seems to, you know, he's in Peter's home here, this area. You never have an adult story, you know, turns to his hometown. And they don't like him. I mean, it's, you know, but you never have all these stories about Jesus in his comfortable home. He lives what we would call a hard life. And any of you who have gone and done work in other countries will find this sort of surprising, we don't like to say it too loud, but you go into a small village somewhere that is really, really poor and their children tend to be happier than ours. I mean, they're playing, they're having a good time. People would say, well, they don't know any better. They don't know that they don't have an iPhone. They don't know how crushed they are. You know, they're happy. And it kind of comes from this ability to grab on to what's going right rather than always focusing on the things that need improvement. And I think we've been sold that culturally as a bill of sales because, you know, you should evaluate your life, figure out what's going wrong and do better. And church does that all the time. When was the last time someone said, at the end of the evening, you should do a good examination of conscience and figure out what you did right and what went well so you can do it again? Oh, no, no. Figure out what you did wrong, how angry and disappointed God is in you, and then happy dreams. You know, we teach, I think, depression. And we need to be a people that teach joy, that teach how to hang on to the good moments in life, how to see what's going right. And there's always stuff going wrong. You know, this is the season everyone says, let there be peace on earth, but we know what they mean by that. Let the rest of the earth start thinking like me so we can all be happy together. None of us think, let there be peace on earth by the other political party winning, by the other religion winning, by the other person winning. Oh, no. Let there be peace on earth when everyone re-centers and realizes that I really am more reasonable than the rest of you. It will be such a peaceable kingdom, you know. It's tough when we say, well, pick up your own feet and move a few. When was the last time any of us really changed our lifestyle in the pursuit of peace? You know, can we even change it in pursuit of joy? Not what will make me happy, not the chasing pleasure every five seconds, you know, being a slave to our emotions, but can we recognize the joy that's there? Can we recognize the goodness of one another? Can we actually spend less time preparing for people coming over at Christmas and more time being with them? You know, my mother used to always say you could balance that by the amount of time it took to prepare for the party and the amount of time people actually spent visiting would tell you whether they're interested in other people or interested in people's opinion of them. And it was very good of her to say that because she always spent a ton of time preparing and we could never get her to sit at the table. But she knew that, she knew that that was a struggle. Is, well, what will they think? The house, the house won't look clean. You know, that's just a social agreement you have with people, you know that, don't you? Is, your job is to clean the house so it looks better than it has ever looked. And their job is to pretend they think that's how it looks all the time. We know, you know, but do we actually, once it happens, can we sit down and just enjoy the time together, just enjoy the moment? We can prepare for the birth of the child. Can we celebrate the joy once it happens? Can we recognize that there is still good going on? Can we grab it and recreate it over and over and over again? That's this Sunday of the year, to rejoy our lives, to refurbish them, not with I'm gonna go find something new to make me happy, but I'm gonna reach back and see all the things that really have, that I've ignored, that I put aside, that I allow to be less important memories and rewrite some of that and recognize what has gone right in life. It is my dream in life, I've told people before, it's my dream in life just once, to have a day where everything goes bad and I get to the end of the day and I look back and there was one good thing that I just can't get past. Wouldn't that be a different way? Because we've all had the opposite. Everything's gone well and that one person at the store who yelled at me, you know, I can't get past that. There are those people, that's where we're stuck. We have a saying in my family, depending on who's being a little too much of the Eeyore at the moment, is if you're being up and happy, we will always say things like, so, is everything okay? If you're acting like, you know, there's a constant complainer, then we say, hey, is anything okay? We probably all have those people in our lives. Is anything okay? There's a lot that is okay, even in the midst of suffering sometimes. There's a lot that's going well. That is how we experience joy over and over again. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to John.
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Glory to the Lord.
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A man named John was sent from God.
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He came for testimony to testify to the light,
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so that all might believe through him.
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He was not the light, but he came to testify to the light.
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And this is the testimony of John.
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When the Jews from Jerusalem sent priests and Levites
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to him to ask him, who are you, he admitted and did not
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deny it, but admitted, I am not the Christ.
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So they asked him, what are you then?
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Are you Elijah?
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He said, I am not.
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Are you the prophet?
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He answered, no.
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So they said to him, who are you,
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so we can give an answer to those who sent us?
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What do you have to say for yourself?
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He said, I am the voice of one crying out in the desert.
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Make straight the way of the Lord.
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As Isaiah the prophet said, some Pharisees were also sent,
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and they asked him, why then do you
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baptize if you are not the Christ, or Elijah,
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or the prophet?
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John answered them, I baptize with water,
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but there is one among you whom you do not recognize,
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the one who is coming after me, whose sandal strap I
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am not worthy to untie.
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This happened in Bethany, across the Jordan,
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where John was baptizing.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Today's gospel is a really long, convoluted piece
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that's written, you know, literally John's gospel,
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as much as 70 years after the death and resurrection
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of Jesus, of the whole Christ event.
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And he's answering, the author is answering questions
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from the community, and you can always see when he's adding
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in answers about things that haven't happened yet.
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You know, in the story, they shouldn't have happened
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by the time, in Jesus' life, this question,
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well then why are you baptizing if you're not the Christ,
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or Elijah, or the prophet, why are you baptizing?
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That is the weirdest question in the world,
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because it's not like, you know, it's not like Judaism
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at the time of Jesus had a tradition that only Elijah,
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or the Christ, or the prophet, who's a character
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out of the Suffering Servant songs, would baptize.
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Baptism wasn't terribly common,
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but people baptized one another.
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So it's a question that makes no sense.
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You know, it's someone getting up and saying,
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well, who are you, who are you to bring that coat in here?
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Are you an usher?
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No, we all bring coats in, it's winter.
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It's just, it's a weird question.
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But the entire, this whole section of John's gospel
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exists to create one thing, which is,
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John the Baptist is not Jesus.
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That's why it's kind of a dull scripture for us,
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because we've gotten past that, but they didn't back then.
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There was a sect of John the Baptist
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that was kind of trying to compete for attention
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that thought that John the Baptist was the Messiah.
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And then you've got this early Christian church,
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which is a sect of Judaism at that point
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that believes the Messiah has come, and it's Jesus.
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And then you've got this third section of Judaism,
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which are people who still believe
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the Messiah has not come.
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So these are all three different forms of Judaism
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in its day.
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And John puts this in as what he thinks
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is the convincing argument,
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because John himself said he was not the Messiah.
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Now, the first inkling we get of that
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is decades after John has passed away.
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But it's the early faith of the church,
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and this is the moment where they're trying
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to get people to focus on the Christ event.
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More important for us in this moment,
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this is kind of an odd thing we get every three years,
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but more important for us is this moment of Gaudate
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in the church, this moment that asks us
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to do kind of a gut check halfway through Advent
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and say, you know, I'm glad you're all getting
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the preparations for Christmas done.
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You know, I just, I know how much fun
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the malls really are this time of year.
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You know, it's the one time of year where I go,
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you know, you know, online shopping is not so bad.
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My computer is no more crowded than it was last month.
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You know, but we're all so busy sometimes,
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I think, preparing for holidays
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that we lose the ability to celebrate them.
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I mean, have you ever, I think Thanksgiving's one of those
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where, you know, some people are like,
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okay, we prepare all week long,
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and then everyone runs in and in 20 minutes it's over.
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We don't really know how to sit with one another
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and celebrate, and this word, Gaudate, rejoice.
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It's a little, you know, stilted for modern culture.
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Rejoice, it immediately, you know, I would imagine
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we've all seen it on Christmas cards
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and have used it in a sentence less than once a year.
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I was rejoicing last night.
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It's not a word we use.
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And what does it mean?
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It literally means to bring back joy.
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It's, you know, to redo something.
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And so it kind of presupposes that all of us
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have pretty consistent and constant experiences of joy
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that we pretty consistently forget.
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I've always been fascinated,
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and I've spoken about this before,
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but I've been fascinated by the area
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of physiological psychology that talks about
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the fact that by tomorrow,
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you will remember very little of today.
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And some of us even less, you know.
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I was trying to remember what I said last night
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during the homily and just a minute ago
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remembered I didn't say mass last night.
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So it's different.
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But like tomorrow, by tomorrow, if I said to you,
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what did you have for lunch yesterday?
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Most of you would be able to come up with it.
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If I said, how many bites?
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I don't know.
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In other words, our experiences quickly fold
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into a snapshot that we store somewhere and move on.
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And new research is telling us that good or bad memory
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has very little to do with how many
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of those memories you have stored.
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I love computer language now.
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Our memories, good memory or bad memory,
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has to do with your search engine.
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It's how you find memories.
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And the brain finds them in different ways
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and everyone has a different system.
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But you've got all these snapshots
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and some of them stick with you for years
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and others, I mean, when you really think
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of moment by moment by moment
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that the vast majority of your life you've forgotten.
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And then there are those moments you would love to forget
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that keep wrapping back around.
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Well, when you figure that all of us,
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you can talk the nature-nurture argument all you want,
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but you're never gonna get a solid answer.
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Who you are is never gonna be all nurture,
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it's never gonna be all nature.
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It's a mix between the two
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and we're never gonna get that quite figured out.
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But when you know how much your history builds who you are,
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when we look to the people in our lives
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that have formed and shaped us
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and all of the events,
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so what if you hung on to a different .001%
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of the memories than the ones you have?
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What if living the same life,
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you kept focus on different memories?
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How different would we be?
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Most of us, we kind of feel like
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we're just sort of victims of the flow.
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I just go forward and whatever sticks, sticks.
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We rarely take a moment to just sit and think,
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okay, right now, okay, I'm still ticked
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about what happened yesterday
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and I'm still worried about tomorrow
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and those two things can absolutely keep me
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from knowing that at this moment,
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nothing is going on that's wrong.
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At this moment, I'm not in pain,
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I'm not particularly hot or cold.
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Speaker's droning on a little, but other than that,
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it's not a horrible moment in my life
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and because it's not a horrible moment in my life,
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I probably won't remember it.
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How much of our life do we forget
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that is a joy-filled moment?
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It may not be Disneyland spectacular
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on the rollercoaster joy.
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I've always told married couples at weddings,
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when you see the bride coming down the aisle
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and the groom is kind of shaking
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and I always hear some well-meaning person afterwards say,
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don't you wish they could feel that way
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the rest of their lives?
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And I'm like, they would be dead in six months.
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Did you see how they felt?
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We cannot live on the mountaintop.
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We have to come down to normal sometime.
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The question of whether we find ourselves
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sort of depressed more often than not
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or manic more often than not or whatever
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is what is the focus of our normal moments?
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Do we pull out what's going well around us?
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I mean, I always think it's an amazing moment
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when I'm driving down the road in my car.
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Now, I have a 2002 Envoy that is still running perfectly
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except for the two big dents in the back bumper
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where I hit my mother's car.
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You can do what you want with that psychologically.
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Two separate occasions backed into our car.
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I mean, I can't say you ruined my life like everyone else.
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No, I have to, okay.
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But it's running perfectly well.
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The music's on.
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You know, it's a nice day out
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and the person in front of me is going slower than I want.
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All of those things, which do you think I take away
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from that experience?
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All that's going right or how dare God put people on earth
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that are not thinking like me?
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What do we focus on and how do we get to rejoice
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if we can't get to the joy in the first place?
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If we can't pull it back up
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as kind of a foundational experience
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rather than an exciting celebration
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that we have once in a while.
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I mean, I find, you know, Catholics, Lent.
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We're great at Lent.
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What'd you do for Lent?
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Oh, I gave up chocolate.
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I took on three extra charities.
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I talked to my family once a week.
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All sorts of penance.
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What'd you do for Easter?
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Ham.
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We don't even know how to do a 50-day Easter celebration
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and I suspect if anyone from the pulpit
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really laid out a 50-day celebration,
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we'd all be called hedonists
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and asked to please leave the church
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because holy people do Lent
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and those awful, terrible people
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run around celebrating all the time.
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And I think, where did we get that?
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And then someone comes along and says rejoice
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and you're like, oh, let me see if I can even
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pull up a good memory.
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What are the memories that we have?
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What are the moments of today
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that are really good moments
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that should be informing us?
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How much goes right?
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Even though sometimes we are ready
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to pick apart what's going wrong.
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It's an easy place to be.
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I always think it's interesting
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to look at the life of Jesus
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and to think, what attracted people to him?
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And you have to assume, reading some of the,
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that in general, he was an up person.
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I really don't think he kind of walked around
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like Eeyore all the time
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and people just, you know, flocked to that.
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What, what, no, no.
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No.
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So, why is his life joyful?
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Read the events.
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It's, you know, he's an itinerant preacher.
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He never seems to, you know,
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he's in Peter's home here, this area.
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You never have an adult story, you know,
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turns to his hometown.
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And they don't like him.
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I mean, it's, you know,
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but you never have all these stories
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about Jesus in his comfortable home.
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He lives what we would call a hard life.
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And any of you who have gone
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and done work in other countries
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will find this sort of surprising,
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we don't like to say it too loud,
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but you go into a small village somewhere
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that is really, really poor
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and their children tend to be happier than ours.
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I mean, they're playing, they're having a good time.
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People would say, well, they don't know any better.
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They don't know that they don't have an iPhone.
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They don't know how crushed they are.
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You know, they're happy.
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And it kind of comes from this ability
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to grab on to what's going right
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rather than always focusing
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on the things that need improvement.
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And I think we've been sold that culturally
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as a bill of sales because, you know,
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you should evaluate your life,
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figure out what's going wrong and do better.
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And church does that all the time.
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When was the last time someone said,
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at the end of the evening,
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you should do a good examination of conscience
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and figure out what you did right and what went well
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so you can do it again?
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Oh, no, no.
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Figure out what you did wrong,
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how angry and disappointed God is in you,
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and then happy dreams.
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You know, we teach, I think, depression.
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And we need to be a people that teach joy,
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that teach how to hang on to the good moments in life,
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how to see what's going right.
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And there's always stuff going wrong.
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You know, this is the season everyone says,
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let there be peace on earth,
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but we know what they mean by that.
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Let the rest of the earth start thinking like me
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so we can all be happy together.
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None of us think, let there be peace on earth
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by the other political party winning,
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by the other religion winning,
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by the other person winning.
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Oh, no.
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Let there be peace on earth when everyone re-centers
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and realizes that I really am more reasonable
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than the rest of you.
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It will be such a peaceable kingdom, you know.
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It's tough when we say,
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well, pick up your own feet and move a few.
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When was the last time any of us
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really changed our lifestyle in the pursuit of peace?
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You know, can we even change it in pursuit of joy?
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Not what will make me happy,
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not the chasing pleasure every five seconds,
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you know, being a slave to our emotions,
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but can we recognize the joy that's there?
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Can we recognize the goodness of one another?
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Can we actually spend less time preparing
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for people coming over at Christmas
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and more time being with them?
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You know, my mother used to always say
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you could balance that by the amount of time
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it took to prepare for the party
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and the amount of time people actually spent visiting
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would tell you whether they're interested in other people
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or interested in people's opinion of them.
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And it was very good of her to say that
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because she always spent a ton of time preparing
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and we could never get her to sit at the table.
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But she knew that, she knew that that was a struggle.
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Is, well, what will they think?
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The house, the house won't look clean.
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You know, that's just a social agreement
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you have with people, you know that, don't you?
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Is, your job is to clean the house
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so it looks better than it has ever looked.
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And their job is to pretend they think
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that's how it looks all the time.
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We know, you know, but do we actually,
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once it happens, can we sit down
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and just enjoy the time together, just enjoy the moment?
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We can prepare for the birth of the child.
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Can we celebrate the joy once it happens?
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Can we recognize that there is still good going on?
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Can we grab it and recreate it over and over and over again?
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That's this Sunday of the year, to rejoy our lives,
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to refurbish them, not with I'm gonna go find something new
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to make me happy, but I'm gonna reach back
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and see all the things that really have, that I've ignored,
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that I put aside, that I allow to be less important memories
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and rewrite some of that and recognize
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what has gone right in life.
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It is my dream in life, I've told people before,
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it's my dream in life just once,
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to have a day where everything goes bad
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and I get to the end of the day and I look back
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and there was one good thing that I just can't get past.
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Wouldn't that be a different way?
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Because we've all had the opposite.
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Everything's gone well and that one person at the store
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who yelled at me, you know, I can't get past that.
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There are those people, that's where we're stuck.
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We have a saying in my family,
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depending on who's being a little too much
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of the Eeyore at the moment,
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is if you're being up and happy,
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we will always say things like, so, is everything okay?
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If you're acting like, you know,
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there's a constant complainer, then we say,
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hey, is anything okay?
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We probably all have those people in our lives.
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Is anything okay?
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There's a lot that is okay,
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even in the midst of suffering sometimes.
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There's a lot that's going well.
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That is how we experience joy over and over again.
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And if we can't find that joy,
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there's very little that allows us
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to pick up the mission of the gospel
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and continue until we can bring that joy
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to the larger world.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the invitation of Father Pat’s message centers on the invitation of Gaudete Sunday to reclaim joy in the midst of our busy, distracted lives. He reflects on the Gospel of John and its theological purpose of distinguishing John the Baptist from Jesus, contextualizing it as a response to early Christian debates. But more importantly for today, he uses this moment in the liturgical year to challenge us to pause, reflect, and rediscover the quiet, often overlooked joys of ordinary life. Rather than being consumed by perfectionism, preparation, or negativity, Father Pat urges us to cultivate a habit of gratitude and awareness, recognizing that joy is not found only in mountaintop experiences but in the quiet presence of grace in everyday moments.
In a detailed and thoughtful reflection, Father Pat begins by unpacking the Gospel reading from John, where the evangelist clarifies that John the Baptist is not the Messiah, but the one preparing the way. He explains that this passage reflects the concerns of the early Church, written decades after Jesus’ death and resurrection, during a time when followers of John the Baptist still existed and some even considered him the Messiah. The Gospel author, therefore, is not merely recounting history but shaping theology for a community in need of clarity. The oddity of the questions posed to John the Baptist—such as why he baptizes if he is not the Christ or Elijah—demonstrates that the Gospel is more concerned with theological affirmation than with historical accuracy. The point is to assert that Jesus is the Christ, not John.
Father Pat then transitions from biblical exegesis to pastoral application, identifying this Sunday—Gaudete Sunday—as a pivot point in Advent. It’s a moment given by the Church to pause and rejoice. But what does it mean to rejoice? He notes the word is foreign to many of us in daily language. Rejoicing implies not merely being happy, but actively recalling and reengaging with joy. It is not about chasing new pleasures but about choosing to remember and revalue the good that has already occurred—something we rarely do. Drawing from psychology, he reflects on how our brains store only fragments of our daily experiences and how our ability to access joy is often determined not by what we’ve lived through, but by which memories we choose to highlight. Thus, joy becomes a discipline: not the result of external circumstances, but an intentional act of remembrance and focus.
He continues by exposing the cultural and religious tendency to dwell on negativity. Our society, and often our spiritual practices, emphasize self-criticism and improvement, especially during seasons like Lent. We teach ourselves to examine our failings, but seldom do we encourage ourselves to reflect on what has gone right and what brings us life. Even in liturgy, we often prepare rigorously for holy days but neglect to truly celebrate them when they arrive. He laments that while Catholics are excellent at Lent, they often reduce Easter to a ham dinner, missing the 50-day season of joy that follows the Resurrection. This inability to live in joy, he suggests, leads to a spiritual imbalance.
Father Pat also reflects on the life of Jesus, noting that despite hardship, homelessness, and rejection, Jesus must have radiated joy and hope, or people would not have followed him. He challenges the assumption that joy requires external success or comfort. Sometimes, those with the least materially still exhibit the most vibrant joy. This is because joy is not about what we lack, but about seeing and savoring what is good in the present. He suggests that joy is often hidden in the ordinary—a car ride, a conversation, a quiet moment—and we miss it when we focus only on what frustrates or disappoints us.
Rejoicing, then, becomes a form of spiritual resistance. It is a way to push back against the cultural narrative that focuses on deficiency and inadequacy. It is also a form of spiritual memory work—recalling the blessings we’ve received, the moments that shaped us, the people who have brought us life. This practice of rejoying, as he playfully phrases it, is not about denying pain or pretending everything is fine. Rather, it is about refusing to let sorrow or negativity define our entire perspective.
In conclusion, Father Pat calls us to a different kind of preparation during Advent—not just shopping and cleaning, but soul-tending. He invites us to be present with the people around us, to savor the moments of connection, and to consciously rejoice in what is good. He dreams of a day when, even amid suffering, we are so attuned to joy that one good memory can overshadow a day of hardships. This capacity to rejoice, he insists, is essential not only for our own spiritual health but for our ability to carry the Gospel into the world. If we, as Christians, cannot find and share joy, then the message of Christ loses its power to heal and transform....
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Every Valley Shall Be Exalted
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1091.6199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. The beginning of the gospel of Jesus Christ, the Son of God, according to Mark. Glory to you, O Lord. As it is written in Isaiah the prophet, behold, I am sending my messenger ahead of you. He will prepare your way as a voice of one crying out in the desert. Prepare the way of the Lord. Make straight his paths. John the Baptist appeared in the desert, proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. People of the whole Judean countryside and all the inhabitants of Jerusalem were going out to meet him and were being baptized by him in the Jordan River. As they acknowledged their sins, John was clothed in camel's hair. With a leather belt around his waist, he fed on locusts and wild honey. And this is what he proclaimed. One mightier than I is coming after me. I am not worthy to stoop and loosen the thongs of his sandals. I have baptized you with water. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Some of you may have heard in the gospel a sort of purposeful mistake that I made. And that is, there's this line where I said, as they acknowledge their sins, John was clothed in camel's hair. Now that sounds like just the most bizarre thing. That's the way it reads. But it has to do with inflection, quite frankly. As they acknowledge their sins is the end of one paragraph. John was clothed in camel's hair is the start of another. I think very few of us, because we're so used to language the way we know it and the modern sort of machinations of language, we are so used to punctuation. Punctuation is even a more recent part of language than when they first started writing down words. And certainly, most of our Hebrew scriptures and Greek scriptures have little, if any, punctuation. And so we get these just constant writing. And to go through them, it can be very tough at times. Many scripture scholars will tell you that this quote from Isaiah, whether it happened in translation or whether it was actually the New Testament writer or whether it was the order of the words, but there is a misplaced comma. You have to give them, let them have that mistake. They misplaced a comma. It's OK because commas didn't exist. But in Isaiah, the word order and some things make it clear that they are not saying, even though it's nice here because they can use it to talk about John the Baptist, a voice of one crying out in the desert. That would be John the Baptist. Behold, prepare the way of the Lord. In Isaiah, the text reads, the voice of one crying, comma, out in the desert, prepare the way of the Lord. It's not the person talking that's out in the desert. It's our preparation. We are called to go out into the wilderness, out of our creature comforts, out of what we're used to, to prepare, to move into something a little different. It's not even a difference between do you have wealth, do you not have wealth, do you have status, do you not have status. When it says out of your comfort zone, wherever your comfort zone is, sometimes we have to prepare for God outside it. Because in our comfort zone, we just don't see things. It's one of the reasons I actually love to get into interfaith dialogue. Sometimes I get an insight about God that I can't get from my own scriptures because I am so familiar with these that as I read line one, the whole story unfolds in my head. And it's like trying to proofread your own work. You're going to see what you think you wrote, no matter how many times you read it. And you have to have, someone said, you have to sit down your work at least a few days until you can forget what you wrote. And then go back and read it and go, maybe that sentence should have a verb. You know, little things like that. But when you read it, you're going to read what you think you just wrote. And when I go to scriptures, people all the time, I'll read a scripture. And I've said this before. We've got so much familiarity with our scripture that I don't really think we even hear it anymore. You know, we can hear a scripture where it says, you know, God said, dash their children against a stone and wipe every one of them out. And we kind of go, the word of the Lord. We're so familiar with them that we don't see some of these stories that should set us on edge. Because familiarity, you know, familiarity does not breed contempt. It just breeds sleep. We kind of just doze right through the things we know real well. And so, you know, this scripture today, especially the first one. The first one, for me, is one of the most known scriptures. Now, not most people would say that. But this section of Isaiah. Because this short reading that was done for us a few minutes ago is about 50 minutes of Handel's Messiah. Every couple lines of this is another aria. I mean, anyone who's heard the Messiah is familiar. I mean, we get to the, you know, like a shepherd, he feeds his flock. That's one of the big arias from it. You know, go up to the high mountain, the big aria. Whenever I'm in the Messiah, this year I'm the tenor again. Thank you, Jesus. Last year I agreed. I don't know if any of you remembered, but I do this interfaith Messiah last year because I was just feeling like I was really that good. They said, oh, you know, we've got all these tenors and we don't have a single baritone soloist. I'm like, I can do the baritone. And I spent Advent last year trying to talk like this so I could sing that piece. And, you know, people came up, they were so complimentary. But it's a different kind of compliment as a musician when people go, you really, you got through that just fine. You know, not exactly what you're hoping for, not something you want to see, you know, in the New York Times. The performers all got through just fine, you know. So, but, you know, it's so funny because this year I feel like, oh, I'm back to my voice. That's who I am. And as I come back, it feels a little less familiar than the text I sing every year at the Messiah. And this is the, you know, every valley shall be exalted. Because that is something I've sung often, I've done a tremendous amount of study on that scripture. You know, I, you know, don't like to just go out and I like to know what I'm singing about. And as you get into the rabbinical commentaries on that scripture, we really arrive at an interesting place that most of us aren't ready for. And that is, first, we're so familiar with it, we don't hear it. I mean, Coloradans, instead of saying the word of the Lord, I think Coloradans, if they were listening, would walk out after that scripture. God's vision, put the mountains down, fill in the valleys, get rid of the rivers. And you're like, not in my state, mister. And somehow, the earth is going to be a better place when it looks like a smooth cue ball. And there are no discerning landmarks of any kind. Why is that comforting? Especially when you see things all the way through the Old Testament, we have these moments like, where do they go to encounter God? The mountaintop. You know, these are places of great reverence. The holy mountain of God, well, that's gonna come down. So where do we get all of this? Jerusalem, set on a hill. And so, why this? Well, in this time of Isaiah, all the other historical writings, you'll notice something else. And this is where we really do have to get our mind back into that ancient mindset. This is not only, shockingly for the youth among us, not only is this before computers, but for the adults among us, it's before Ran McNally. No. So, one kingdom, it will say in the scripture, oh, his kingdom went from this mountain to that river, from that river to the sea, from that valley. These, you and I hear, oh, landmarks. They hear borders, divisions. What's happening in this is all the landmarks that exist so I can know where my kingdom ends and your kingdom begins are gone. And that's part of preparing the way. And that's a frightening thought for a world that has become not just dependent upon, but in love with borders. You know, areas that this person's not welcome here and that person can't go there. And most of us, from our vantage point, being in America, we, of course, like one-way borders. And I've noticed no one wants to put borders up that keep us from going to Europe on a yearly basis. We want one-way borders. It's about people coming this direction, and it's interesting when we talk about those borders, we never, ever talk about us crossing borders because we're the good guys. We should be able to go anywhere. And so what happens when the ability to know where one person's, this belongs to me and that belongs to you, and what happens when that border is gone? When the mountains are low and the rivers are filled in and there's no, that was all they had. And those are the markers throughout the Old Testament of the difference between kingdoms. And so what happens when all that goes away? That's the first part. He says, get out of your comfort zone. And then he says, here, here's an image. You really want out of your comfort zone? Take down the fence between you and your neighbor's yard. Oh, good fences make good neighbors. I don't know how to tell people that's not actually in the Bible. You know, but that's the modern vision. The modern vision is good fences make good neighbors. Meaning, you know, we can be good neighbors as soon as we know our differences, where you belong, where I don't belong. It's, everything's about separation. And you know, what if in heaven, what if in heaven there's so much intimacy and there's so much coming together that we don't each get our own little space? You know, in my father's house are many rooms and I get a private one. Also not in scripture. You know, it's this, what does that mean for us? What does that mean? Are we a people that through our life become more comfortable gathering people to ourselves? Or, you know, do we use those wonderful phrases in modern language that allow us to feel okay about pushing people away? I am too set in my ways. You know, those are those things we used to say. Unless you're willing to behave like me, move away. Get away from me at all times. I'm too set in my ways. You know, I don't have to do that anymore. I, my Aunt Lenore, who was really a saint in so many ways, but I remember at her 90th birthday, halfway through the party, she simply stood up and said, I'm going to my room, you can all leave now. And her granddaughter, Nora, was horrified. And of course everyone laughed and she said, she called her Mimi. Mimi, you can not say that sort of things to people, those sorts of things to people. And she said, I'm 90, they'll just think I'm crazy. You know, they'll all put it off to wackiness. I can do whatever. You know, we all sometimes would love that, but the idea that, you know, there's this sort of borders are two ways. We're often not, when someone talks about, if we put it on a personal level, boundaries. It's amazing how many of us will say once in a while, I feel like, you know, this person or that, but they kind of violate some boundaries. We're not always aware of, or even ask, do I violate boundaries? You know, I mean, I've noticed in my life that all of you do, but I don't think I do. Because do I violate boundaries rarely comes up in our mind. I think it's the essence of all the scandals going on in Hollywood and Washington and throughout the private sector is a lot of people who just, it never occurs to them to ask if they're crossing a boundary. You know, it's gotta be a two way thing. We've gotta learn to what it means to truly live with one another in a world. And to know that that's how we build the kingdom of God. And so, you know, when we get this reading, we think, you know, it's time to go out and think, are boundaries something I use to help me live well with others, or are boundaries what keeps me safe from the rest of you? You know, if safe from other people is my biggest concern, then heaven is not a country for me. Safety from everyone else, you guys stay away. You know, safety in my life from someone. Oh, they're a little uncomfortable to be around. This, how do we use our boundaries? You know, I think they're a great, healthy thing. I think it's good when we call our own behavior and others into question. It's another thing when this is what I use to write people off. And I think most of us can look back in our lives and see people, even if it wasn't a dramatic moment, that we were just as comfortable writing out of our lives. You know, sometimes there's a real toxicity and it has to happen. But more often than not, it's simply, you know, I have no room for others. I mean, I have room for people that look like others as long as they behave like me. You know, those are, you know, I always call those, you know, those aren't really others. Those are just disguised versions of me in the world. And they make wonderful friends. You know, just other versions of me. But others, that's something different. And it's the heart of our journey in this world. Anyone who has ever been in love for a moment knows, I mean, I won't say everyone, but anyone who isn't like really already been diagnosed as an extreme narcissist. No one as a teenager says, she reminds me of me, I'm in love. I hope. What it is, there's another person in the world in love with me. We want to go out and find another person in our life. It makes something bigger. A friend of mine became a grandfather this week and his daughter wrote him this note. The woman needs to do some serious writing. But she said, you know, I'm now holding this child in my arms for the first time and for the first time in my life, I know what it means that my heart is no longer inside me. You know. Now, of course, he read this to a group of men and it took us about 30 seconds to get to, you read that back to her when they're 13. We were a little uncomfortable sitting with something that goopy. But it was an interesting thing. The boundary was gone. My heart is no longer inside me. It's the essence of this reading today. This every valley is gonna come down. Our heart as individuals, as a people, as a church cannot be always inside us. It has to move out beyond that. And when we start to do that and start to really take down those divisions between people, as St. Paul said, the walls we build between us. When we start to really bring those down, we finally get a vision. This is the world we're called to build. This is the vision that Jesus left us. We may have changed it radically when we married our religion to imperial Europe at one point. But the gospel still calls us to find that religion where our heart can be outside of ourselves. As Jesus's was, you know, all through his life, all through his death and resurrection, that's the heart we follow. And if we ever get to that point in our deep moments of meditation where we think we've found our center, it's a nice thing. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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The beginning of the gospel of Jesus Christ, the Son of God,
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according to Mark.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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As it is written in Isaiah the prophet,
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behold, I am sending my messenger ahead of you.
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He will prepare your way as a voice of one
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crying out in the desert.
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Prepare the way of the Lord.
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Make straight his paths.
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John the Baptist appeared in the desert,
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proclaiming a baptism of repentance
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for the forgiveness of sins.
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People of the whole Judean countryside
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and all the inhabitants of Jerusalem
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were going out to meet him and were being baptized by him
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in the Jordan River.
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As they acknowledged their sins, John
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was clothed in camel's hair.
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With a leather belt around his waist,
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he fed on locusts and wild honey.
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And this is what he proclaimed.
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One mightier than I is coming after me.
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I am not worthy to stoop and loosen the thongs
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of his sandals.
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I have baptized you with water.
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He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Some of you may have heard in the gospel
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a sort of purposeful mistake that I made.
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And that is, there's this line where I said,
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as they acknowledge their sins, John
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was clothed in camel's hair.
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Now that sounds like just the most bizarre thing.
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That's the way it reads.
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But it has to do with inflection, quite frankly.
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As they acknowledge their sins is the end of one paragraph.
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John was clothed in camel's hair is
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the start of another.
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I think very few of us, because we're
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so used to language the way we know it
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and the modern sort of machinations of language,
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we are so used to punctuation.
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Punctuation is even a more recent part of language
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than when they first started writing down words.
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And certainly, most of our Hebrew scriptures
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and Greek scriptures have little, if any, punctuation.
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And so we get these just constant writing.
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And to go through them, it can be very tough at times.
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Many scripture scholars will tell you
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that this quote from Isaiah, whether it happened
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in translation or whether it was actually the New Testament
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writer or whether it was the order of the words,
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but there is a misplaced comma.
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You have to give them, let them have that mistake.
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They misplaced a comma.
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It's OK because commas didn't exist.
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But in Isaiah, the word order and some things
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make it clear that they are not saying,
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even though it's nice here because they can use it
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to talk about John the Baptist, a voice of one
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crying out in the desert.
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That would be John the Baptist.
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Behold, prepare the way of the Lord.
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In Isaiah, the text reads, the voice of one crying, comma,
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out in the desert, prepare the way of the Lord.
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It's not the person talking that's out in the desert.
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It's our preparation.
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We are called to go out into the wilderness,
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out of our creature comforts, out of what we're used to,
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to prepare, to move into something a little different.
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It's not even a difference between do you have wealth,
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do you not have wealth, do you have status,
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do you not have status.
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When it says out of your comfort zone,
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wherever your comfort zone is, sometimes we
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have to prepare for God outside it.
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Because in our comfort zone, we just don't see things.
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It's one of the reasons I actually
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love to get into interfaith dialogue.
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Sometimes I get an insight about God
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that I can't get from my own scriptures
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because I am so familiar with these
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that as I read line one, the whole story unfolds in my head.
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And it's like trying to proofread your own work.
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You're going to see what you think
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you wrote, no matter how many times you read it.
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And you have to have, someone said,
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you have to sit down your work at least a few days
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until you can forget what you wrote.
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And then go back and read it and go,
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maybe that sentence should have a verb.
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You know, little things like that.
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But when you read it, you're going
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to read what you think you just wrote.
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And when I go to scriptures, people all the time,
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I'll read a scripture.
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And I've said this before.
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We've got so much familiarity with our scripture
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that I don't really think we even hear it anymore.
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You know, we can hear a scripture where it says,
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you know, God said, dash their children against a stone
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and wipe every one of them out.
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And we kind of go, the word of the Lord.
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We're so familiar with them that we
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don't see some of these stories that should set us on edge.
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Because familiarity, you know, familiarity
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does not breed contempt.
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It just breeds sleep.
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We kind of just doze right through the things
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we know real well.
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And so, you know, this scripture today,
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especially the first one.
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The first one, for me, is one of the most known scriptures.
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Now, not most people would say that.
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But this section of Isaiah.
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Because this short reading that was done for us
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a few minutes ago is about 50 minutes of Handel's Messiah.
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Every couple lines of this is another aria.
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I mean, anyone who's heard the Messiah is familiar.
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I mean, we get to the, you know, like a shepherd,
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he feeds his flock.
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That's one of the big arias from it.
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You know, go up to the high mountain, the big aria.
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Whenever I'm in the Messiah, this year I'm the tenor again.
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Thank you, Jesus.
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Last year I agreed.
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I don't know if any of you remembered,
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but I do this interfaith Messiah last year
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because I was just feeling like I was really that good.
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They said, oh, you know, we've got all these tenors
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and we don't have a single baritone soloist.
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I'm like, I can do the baritone.
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And I spent Advent last year trying to talk like this
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so I could sing that piece.
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And, you know, people came up, they were so complimentary.
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But it's a different kind of compliment as a musician
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when people go, you really, you got through that just fine.
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You know, not exactly what you're hoping for,
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not something you want to see, you know,
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in the New York Times.
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The performers all got through just fine, you know.
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So, but, you know, it's so funny
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because this year I feel like, oh, I'm back to my voice.
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That's who I am.
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And as I come back, it feels a little less familiar
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than the text I sing every year at the Messiah.
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And this is the, you know, every valley shall be exalted.
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Because that is something I've sung often,
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I've done a tremendous amount of study on that scripture.
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You know, I, you know, don't like to just go out
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and I like to know what I'm singing about.
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And as you get into the rabbinical commentaries
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on that scripture, we really arrive at an interesting place
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that most of us aren't ready for.
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And that is, first, we're so familiar with it,
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we don't hear it.
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I mean, Coloradans, instead of saying the word of the Lord,
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I think Coloradans, if they were listening,
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would walk out after that scripture.
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God's vision, put the mountains down,
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fill in the valleys, get rid of the rivers.
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And you're like, not in my state, mister.
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And somehow, the earth is going to be a better place
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when it looks like a smooth cue ball.
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And there are no discerning landmarks of any kind.
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Why is that comforting?
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Especially when you see things all the way through
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the Old Testament, we have these moments like,
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where do they go to encounter God?
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The mountaintop.
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You know, these are places of great reverence.
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The holy mountain of God, well, that's gonna come down.
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So where do we get all of this?
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Jerusalem, set on a hill.
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And so, why this?
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Well, in this time of Isaiah,
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all the other historical writings,
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you'll notice something else.
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And this is where we really do have to get our mind
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back into that ancient mindset.
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This is not only, shockingly for the youth among us,
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not only is this before computers,
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but for the adults among us, it's before Ran McNally.
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No.
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So, one kingdom, it will say in the scripture,
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oh, his kingdom went from this mountain to that river,
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from that river to the sea, from that valley.
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These, you and I hear, oh, landmarks.
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They hear borders, divisions.
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What's happening in this is all the landmarks that exist
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so I can know where my kingdom ends
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and your kingdom begins are gone.
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And that's part of preparing the way.
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And that's a frightening thought for a world
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that has become not just dependent upon,
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but in love with borders.
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You know, areas that this person's not welcome here
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and that person can't go there.
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And most of us, from our vantage point, being in America,
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we, of course, like one-way borders.
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And I've noticed no one wants to put borders up
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that keep us from going to Europe on a yearly basis.
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We want one-way borders.
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It's about people coming this direction,
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and it's interesting when we talk about those borders,
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we never, ever talk about us crossing borders
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because we're the good guys.
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We should be able to go anywhere.
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And so what happens when the ability to know
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where one person's, this belongs to me
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and that belongs to you,
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and what happens when that border is gone?
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When the mountains are low and the rivers are filled in
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and there's no, that was all they had.
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And those are the markers throughout the Old Testament
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of the difference between kingdoms.
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And so what happens when all that goes away?
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That's the first part.
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He says, get out of your comfort zone.
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And then he says, here, here's an image.
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You really want out of your comfort zone?
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Take down the fence between you and your neighbor's yard.
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Oh, good fences make good neighbors.
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I don't know how to tell people
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that's not actually in the Bible.
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You know, but that's the modern vision.
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The modern vision is good fences make good neighbors.
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Meaning, you know, we can be good neighbors
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as soon as we know our differences,
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where you belong, where I don't belong.
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It's, everything's about separation.
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And you know, what if in heaven,
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what if in heaven there's so much intimacy
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and there's so much coming together
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that we don't each get our own little space?
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You know, in my father's house are many rooms
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and I get a private one.
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Also not in scripture.
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You know, it's this, what does that mean for us?
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What does that mean?
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Are we a people that through our life
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become more comfortable gathering people to ourselves?
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Or, you know, do we use those wonderful phrases
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in modern language that allow us to feel okay
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about pushing people away?
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I am too set in my ways.
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You know, those are those things we used to say.
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Unless you're willing to behave like me, move away.
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Get away from me at all times.
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I'm too set in my ways.
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You know, I don't have to do that anymore.
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I, my Aunt Lenore, who was really a saint in so many ways,
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but I remember at her 90th birthday,
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halfway through the party, she simply stood up and said,
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I'm going to my room, you can all leave now.
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And her granddaughter, Nora, was horrified.
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And of course everyone laughed and she said,
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she called her Mimi.
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Mimi, you can not say that sort of things to people,
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those sorts of things to people.
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And she said, I'm 90, they'll just think I'm crazy.
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You know, they'll all put it off to wackiness.
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I can do whatever.
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You know, we all sometimes would love that,
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but the idea that, you know,
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there's this sort of borders are two ways.
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We're often not, when someone talks about,
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if we put it on a personal level, boundaries.
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It's amazing how many of us will say once in a while,
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I feel like, you know, this person or that,
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but they kind of violate some boundaries.
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We're not always aware of, or even ask,
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do I violate boundaries?
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You know, I mean, I've noticed in my life
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that all of you do, but I don't think I do.
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Because do I violate boundaries
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rarely comes up in our mind.
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I think it's the essence of all the scandals
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going on in Hollywood and Washington
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and throughout the private sector
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is a lot of people who just,
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it never occurs to them to ask
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if they're crossing a boundary.
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You know, it's gotta be a two way thing.
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We've gotta learn to what it means
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to truly live with one another in a world.
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And to know that that's how we build the kingdom of God.
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And so, you know, when we get this reading,
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we think, you know, it's time to go out and think,
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are boundaries something I use
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to help me live well with others,
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or are boundaries what keeps me safe from the rest of you?
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You know, if safe from other people is my biggest concern,
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then heaven is not a country for me.
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Safety from everyone else, you guys stay away.
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You know, safety in my life from someone.
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Oh, they're a little uncomfortable to be around.
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This, how do we use our boundaries?
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You know, I think they're a great, healthy thing.
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I think it's good when we call our own behavior
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and others into question.
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It's another thing when this is what I use
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to write people off.
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And I think most of us can look back in our lives
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and see people, even if it wasn't a dramatic moment,
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that we were just as comfortable writing out of our lives.
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You know, sometimes there's a real toxicity
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and it has to happen.
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But more often than not, it's simply,
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you know, I have no room for others.
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I mean, I have room for people that look like others
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as long as they behave like me.
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You know, those are, you know, I always call those,
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you know, those aren't really others.
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Those are just disguised versions of me in the world.
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And they make wonderful friends.
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You know, just other versions of me.
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But others, that's something different.
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And it's the heart of our journey in this world.
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Anyone who has ever been in love for a moment
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knows, I mean, I won't say everyone,
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but anyone who isn't like really already been diagnosed
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as an extreme narcissist.
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No one as a teenager says,
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she reminds me of me, I'm in love.
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I hope.
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What it is, there's another person in the world
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in love with me.
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We want to go out and find another person in our life.
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It makes something bigger.
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A friend of mine became a grandfather this week
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and his daughter wrote him this note.
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The woman needs to do some serious writing.
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But she said, you know, I'm now holding this child
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in my arms for the first time
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and for the first time in my life,
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I know what it means that my heart is no longer inside me.
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You know.
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Now, of course, he read this to a group of men
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and it took us about 30 seconds to get to,
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you read that back to her when they're 13.
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We were a little uncomfortable sitting
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with something that goopy.
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But it was an interesting thing.
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The boundary was gone.
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My heart is no longer inside me.
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It's the essence of this reading today.
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This every valley is gonna come down.
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Our heart as individuals, as a people, as a church
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cannot be always inside us.
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It has to move out beyond that.
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And when we start to do that
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and start to really take down those divisions
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between people, as St. Paul said,
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the walls we build between us.
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When we start to really bring those down,
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we finally get a vision.
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This is the world we're called to build.
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This is the vision that Jesus left us.
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We may have changed it radically
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when we married our religion
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to imperial Europe at one point.
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But the gospel still calls us to find that religion
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where our heart can be outside of ourselves.
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As Jesus's was, you know, all through his life,
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all through his death and resurrection,
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that's the heart we follow.
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And if we ever get to that point
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in our deep moments of meditation
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where we think we've found our center,
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it's a nice thing.
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But if your center is still inside you,
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it's not yet Christian.
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Father Pat’s message centers around the radical ca Father Pat’s message centers around the radical call of the Gospel to move beyond the comfort of our boundaries—geographical, societal, emotional, and spiritual—and to embrace a life where our hearts, like Christ’s, are no longer confined within ourselves. Drawing from the Gospel of Mark and Isaiah, he challenges the way we interpret Scripture, urging us to listen anew and deeply, setting aside our familiarity and comfort zones. He emphasizes that preparing the way of the Lord isn't just about spiritual readiness, but about dismantling the divisions and borders—literal and figurative—that separate us from others. The Christian journey, he says, is one of expanding compassion, radical inclusion, and the willingness to let go of personal and communal boundaries in order to truly embody the kingdom of God.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on the Gospel reading from Mark, which opens with a quote from Isaiah about preparing the way of the Lord. He draws attention to a purposeful misreading to illustrate how ancient texts, lacking punctuation, can be misunderstood if we impose our modern linguistic expectations on them. For instance, the phrase "a voice crying out in the desert: prepare the way of the Lord" can be misread as saying the voice is in the desert, rather than the preparation must occur in the desert—a place symbolic of discomfort and unfamiliarity. This sets the theme: God often calls us to encounter Him outside our comfort zones.
He discusses how our habitual familiarity with Scripture can dull our spiritual sensitivity. Like proofreading our own writing, we often hear what we expect rather than what is actually being said. When passages become too familiar, we risk no longer being challenged or moved by them. He gives the example of violent or troubling Bible verses that we gloss over because we’ve heard them so often, and uses his own musical engagement with Handel’s Messiah to illustrate how deep study can rekindle spiritual insight in even the most well-known texts.
The heart of Father Pat’s message emerges in his exegesis of Isaiah's imagery: mountains made low, valleys filled, rough paths made straight. Modern readers may see this as a metaphor for comfort and ease, but he explains that in ancient times, such topographical features were not only landmarks but also political boundaries. Mountains, rivers, and valleys marked where one kingdom ended and another began. Thus, Isaiah’s vision is not about flattening nature but dismantling the divisions between people and nations. The call to “prepare the way of the Lord” is a call to remove the borders we use to separate ourselves from others.
This leads into a profound critique of modern society’s obsession with boundaries—physical, ideological, and relational. He points out how we often use boundaries not for healthy self-regulation but to exclude and isolate. He critiques the modern mantra “good fences make good neighbors,” noting it’s not scriptural but rather a reflection of our desire to define who belongs and who doesn’t. He challenges the way we view immigration, personal space, and even emotional boundaries in relationships—asking whether these are truly about health, or about fear and control.
Theologically, Father Pat connects all of this to the incarnation and ministry of Christ. Jesus, he reminds us, was always crossing boundaries—eating with sinners, touching lepers, including women and Gentiles, dying on a cross for all. To be Christian is to follow that example: to let our hearts move beyond ourselves, to live in such a way that we are not merely comfortable, but transformed. He uses a moving anecdote of a new mother realizing her heart now lives outside of her body in her child, illustrating how love necessarily involves a breaking open of the self.
He concludes by returning to the image of the center. Many spiritual traditions speak of “finding your center,” but he cautions Christians: if your center is still within you, it is not yet fully Christian. The Christian center is Christ, and Christ’s center was always in others—in the poor, the rejected, the suffering, the stranger. To follow Christ is to let our center be moved, unsettled, and placed in the lives of others. It is to dismantle the barriers that keep us apart and to build a new world—a kingdom of God—where love is the only boundary.
In sum, Father Pat’s message is a powerful call to radical hospitality, self-examination, and spiritual renewal. It asks us to read Scripture anew, to listen deeply, and to prepare the way of the Lord not just in our hearts but in our world—by tearing down the walls we’ve built and allowing our love to reach beyond ourselves....
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Amid the peaceful pictures that we often have of winter, I sometimes think that, and maybe in the past year especially, but I sometimes think that the first Sunday of Advent should be the closest we get to a really, really angry Sunday in the church. We hear all these, be watchful, be vigilant. What it's saying is, wake the heck up, folks. Wake up. You look at things that happen all around us. I remember in Charlottesville when they had all the white supremacists marching and people went, oh my, there's still prejudice in this country. Wake up. Yes. Yes, we've been willingly asleep forever. No matter what it is, no matter what the next thing is, people right after the elections last year, oh, this is the first time, there are family members, we can't talk to each other. Family members you haven't agreed with on anything in years. Wake up. We don't want to, how bad does it get before we go, maybe we have to change something. Because normally when we say, wake up, we're talking to someone else. We don't say it to ourselves nearly often enough. How often we look around and we go, oh, that's really getting bad. And we know, we know it's been going on for a while and we kind of, I used to always joke, and I still say it, it's just becoming less of a joke when I say, you know, I can't get through breakfast without three good delusions. Wake up. That means to finally look around and go, you know, it's not that the world has become a bad place, it's that we've made it that place. We're part of it. And most of us, when we look around and see things we don't like, we kind of cast ourselves as the victims who don't know what to do. The world's going that direction, what will we do? The church just said this, what will I do? Who do you think the church is? Who do you think the country is? They're going to so wonder if they listen to that on the podcast later what was going on. We are. We are. And we are so comfortable going along with everything until it finally gets so bad and then we are like, who could have seen this coming? Anyone with eyes to see and ears to hear. The question is, what is that dynamic that makes us not see, that purposely puts blinders on us so we can't see when things are going off the rails? This happens in our own life. It's why we do need people we can trust that can pull us off of the path that we've decided we know our own path. And God puts us in community to be informed by others. You know, in my singing life, there's about 10 times I can look back and see an immediate overnight change in the way I sang and it was always because I was working with a teacher. Someone I trusted first off and then someone who could break through the, I mean it's amazing with the thickness of my skull that there's any resonance at all when I sing. And one of the times, Laurel Miller, who was a voice teacher in college, and Laurel was really my first spiritual director. She never said it out loud, but she was. And I always suspected that the other teachers on faculty found her, in musical terms, kooky. She had wild gray hair that came down to about here and she looked like something out of Macbeth. And when other teachers would get up to do their recital and do Mozart, she'd say, I just found these dialogues on Frankenstein by an unknown Ukrainian composer. Wait till you hear them. And they're like. She was just crazy. I knew immediately that's who I have to study with. I have one chance of looking sane and it's right next to her. But she was brilliant. We would often be doing something in a lesson and I just wasn't getting it. And she would say to me, you know, you can't hear this right now. You're just at a place in your life. You are not going to hear what I'm saying today. Let's move on and not get in a stitch over it. Such a confident teacher. She wasn't going to get, I've got to get them. I've got to get them where I'm trying to get them. She knew I wasn't going to get there that day. And sometimes five years later, something she'd say would come back and I'd go, oh, that thing I just did, that's that thing that Laurel was talking about that I didn't understand at the time. Couldn't get there at the time. But one time, she always used to tape lessons. And when I say tape lessons for, since we have all the youth here for RE today, it was called a cassette tape. It died out shortly after the dinosaurs. But she would always tape your lesson. And we're going through this lesson and she's got me doing this one thing and I'm finally, I just do exactly what she says. And it just, I didn't like the sound. It sounded kind of too affected. It's not the sound I wanted to make. But I thought, okay, I'm just going to do it. I'm going to trust her and I'm going to do it. And so I sang this piece from the Messiah the way she wanted me to. And then she said to me, because she could just read my face, she said, so why is it you don't like that? And I said, it's just, I don't think it's me. It doesn't sound like me. It doesn't sound like I want my voice to sound like. And she gave me one of her great speeches of, well, you know, if God gave you a trumpet, you can want to play trombone all you want. All you'll do is, you know, smack the trumpet out of shape and have nothing. But she said, well, that's all right. I just want you to listen. And so she rewinds the tape and she says, you know, and I've sung it twice. I've sang it the way that I know I want it to sound. And then I sing it her way. And I listened to it on tape. And her way is what I think my way sounded like. Because see, we hear our voice through our eustachian tubes. That's why when any of you first hear your voice on tape and you go, oh, I can't stand the way my voice sounds on tape. I hate the way it sounds on the answering machine. That's not the way it sounds on the answering machine. That's the way it sounds. It sounds different to you because it's echoing through your tissue and all this stuff. You know, people always say they sound really great in the bathroom. You basically hear through a bathroom of tissue here. Or bathroom tissue. I hadn't thought of that before. Okay, anyway. So you've got this sort of, all of a sudden there's a voice outside of myself who I trust. And then the minute I hear that tape, I like never, ever go back to the other way of singing. It's an overnight change. Those come rarely. But they come because we have people in our lives that can finally shake us and say, wake up, wake the heck up, what are you doing? Most of us, you know, I struggle in my life, and I've told staff and everyone, I struggle with procrastination. I'm very good at punctuality. And what that meant in school is if I had a book report due at noon on Thursday, it was done at noon on Thursday. If they said to me, here, return this book sometime, a year later this book will still be right here. I work better with deadlines. And most of us in our spirituality do that. We can't, as time management people would tell you, we really can't get important and urgent put in the right places in our mind. We are people that run from urgency to urgency. And if there's a deadline, we get it done. And important things like family. You know, I've got my job. You know, when I've got time left, I sure hope I have time left for my family. And then someone says, well, what's the most important thing to you in your life? Oh, family. No, it's not. My urgent things are the most important. And once I get past urgent, they're top of the secondary list. It's so hard for us to focus on what's important. Because, you know, in our life of bells and whistles, you know, if it's not, if my cell phone is not going to tell me what things do in an hour, it's not real. If our technology doesn't make us check in on something, we don't check in at all. There really is, I mean, a couple people have tried, but they're just awful. But there is no God app yet. When do I pray? I don't know. I'm waiting for my cell phone to tell me. You know, when do we build a relationship with God? When do we build relationships with each other? When do we give one another real opportunities, the people we trust, to weigh in on what we're doing? When do we really open that dialogue? What Advent tells us is, when you're putting it off, you're actually deciding never to do it. What we put off is really a decision just not to do something. And we know that. I mean, no one says it out loud, but when you say, you know, I'm going to wait to diet after the holidays, what we're saying is, before I lose weight, I'd like to gain seven more pounds. So I can really get a running start, you know. Before I start being nicer to people, I'm going to continue being mean and dig that in just a while longer. Every habit we're not breaking today is a habit we're reinforcing. Those are our choices. If you're not breaking it, you're reinforcing it. No one has a habit that you're just not going to touch on for a few weeks. So when we get these Advent readings that say, wake up! Wake up! It's because we're allowing ourselves to dig ingrained patterns in our lives that we really, deep down, have no intention of changing. We don't do this out of some sort of crazy mythological fear that what if Jesus comes back Tuesday in the middle of the night and we're not ready? That's not the fear. The fear is, you and I know, if we're not concerned about being ready by Tuesday night, we probably aren't concerned about being ready at all. And it won't matter if it doesn't happen until the end of our lives. We've made the decision to put it on the back burner. Has anyone gotten to the back burner yet? Has anyone ever actually gotten to the back burner? You know, my stove must have 20 rows of burners. And so we kind of look at this moment and say, when do we wake up? When do we look around and say, okay, you're right, we are, as a country, still incredibly prejudiced. When I grew up here, so I am as well, what am I going to do to change that? I can't tell you how many people I know that are dead set against prejudice, especially racial, dead set against racial prejudice. And if you ask them how many friends in their inner circle are not the same race as they are, they'll tell you none. All of my friends look just like me, but what are we going to do about racism? And when we say we, of course, we mean the people on the East Coast. You know. But we look at our own and we go, huh, I do it. I don't seem to have a big cross section of friends. I won't even let people from the other political party in my door. But why will they not let me in? What's wrong? You know, wake up. Every year we get this, wake up. Lent is going to tell us to start giving up things. Advent says wake up and start doing things. Be open to the God that's going to reveal himself today. It's not that, it's not that the world's going to end today, but Sunday will end today. And a whole Sunday of opportunities with it. Many of them will be opportunities we won't see again. Every day has an end to that day. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to the Lord.
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Jesus said to his disciples, be watchful, be alert.
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You do not know when the time will come.
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It is like a man traveling abroad.
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He leaves home and places his servants in charge,
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each with his own work, and orders the gatekeeper
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to be on watch.
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Watch, therefore.
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You do not know when the Lord of the house is coming,
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whether in the evening, or at midnight, or at cock's crow,
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or in the morning.
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May he not come suddenly and find you sleeping.
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What I say to you, I say to all.
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Watch.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amid the peaceful pictures that we often have of winter,
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I sometimes think that, and maybe in the past year especially,
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but I sometimes think that the first Sunday of Advent
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should be the closest we get to a really, really angry Sunday
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in the church.
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We hear all these, be watchful, be vigilant.
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What it's saying is, wake the heck up, folks.
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Wake up.
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You look at things that happen all around us.
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I remember in Charlottesville when they had
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all the white supremacists marching and people went,
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oh my, there's still prejudice in this country.
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Wake up.
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Yes.
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Yes, we've been willingly asleep forever.
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No matter what it is, no matter what the next thing is,
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people right after the elections last year,
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oh, this is the first time, there are family members,
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we can't talk to each other.
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Family members you haven't agreed with on anything in years.
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Wake up.
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We don't want to, how bad does it get before we go,
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maybe we have to change something.
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Because normally when we say, wake up,
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we're talking to someone else.
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We don't say it to ourselves nearly often enough.
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How often we look around and we go,
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oh, that's really getting bad.
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And we know, we know it's been going on for a while
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and we kind of, I used to always joke,
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and I still say it, it's just becoming less of a joke
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when I say, you know, I can't get through breakfast
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without three good delusions.
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Wake up.
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That means to finally look around and go,
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you know, it's not that the world has become a bad place,
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it's that we've made it that place.
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We're part of it.
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And most of us, when we look around and see things
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we don't like, we kind of cast ourselves
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as the victims who don't know what to do.
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The world's going that direction, what will we do?
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The church just said this, what will I do?
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Who do you think the church is?
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Who do you think the country is?
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They're going to so wonder if they listen to that
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on the podcast later what was going on.
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We are.
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We are.
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And we are so comfortable going along with everything
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until it finally gets so bad and then we are like,
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who could have seen this coming?
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Anyone with eyes to see and ears to hear.
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The question is, what is that dynamic that makes us not see,
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that purposely puts blinders on us so we can't see
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when things are going off the rails?
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This happens in our own life.
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It's why we do need people we can trust
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that can pull us off of the path that we've decided
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we know our own path.
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And God puts us in community to be informed by others.
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You know, in my singing life, there's about 10 times
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I can look back and see an immediate overnight change
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in the way I sang and it was always because
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I was working with a teacher.
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Someone I trusted first off and then someone
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who could break through the, I mean it's amazing
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with the thickness of my skull that there's any resonance
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at all when I sing.
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And one of the times, Laurel Miller,
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who was a voice teacher in college,
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and Laurel was really my first spiritual director.
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She never said it out loud, but she was.
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And I always suspected that the other teachers on faculty
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found her, in musical terms, kooky.
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She had wild gray hair that came down to about here
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and she looked like something out of Macbeth.
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And when other teachers would get up to do their recital
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and do Mozart, she'd say,
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I just found these dialogues on Frankenstein
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by an unknown Ukrainian composer.
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Wait till you hear them.
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And they're like.
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She was just crazy.
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I knew immediately that's who I have to study with.
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I have one chance of looking sane
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and it's right next to her.
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But she was brilliant.
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We would often be doing something in a lesson
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and I just wasn't getting it.
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And she would say to me, you know,
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you can't hear this right now.
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You're just at a place in your life.
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You are not going to hear what I'm saying today.
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Let's move on and not get in a stitch over it.
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Such a confident teacher.
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She wasn't going to get, I've got to get them.
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I've got to get them where I'm trying to get them.
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She knew I wasn't going to get there that day.
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And sometimes five years later,
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something she'd say would come back and I'd go,
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oh, that thing I just did,
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that's that thing that Laurel was talking about
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that I didn't understand at the time.
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Couldn't get there at the time.
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But one time, she always used to tape lessons.
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And when I say tape lessons for,
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since we have all the youth here for RE today,
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it was called a cassette tape.
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It died out shortly after the dinosaurs.
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But she would always tape your lesson.
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And we're going through this lesson
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and she's got me doing this one thing
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and I'm finally, I just do exactly what she says.
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And it just, I didn't like the sound.
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It sounded kind of too affected.
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It's not the sound I wanted to make.
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But I thought, okay, I'm just going to do it.
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I'm going to trust her and I'm going to do it.
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And so I sang this piece from the Messiah
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the way she wanted me to.
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And then she said to me,
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because she could just read my face,
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she said, so why is it you don't like that?
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And I said, it's just, I don't think it's me.
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It doesn't sound like me.
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It doesn't sound like I want my voice to sound like.
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And she gave me one of her great speeches of,
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well, you know, if God gave you a trumpet,
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you can want to play trombone all you want.
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All you'll do is, you know,
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smack the trumpet out of shape and have nothing.
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But she said, well, that's all right.
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I just want you to listen.
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And so she rewinds the tape and she says,
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you know, and I've sung it twice.
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I've sang it the way that I know I want it to sound.
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And then I sing it her way.
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And I listened to it on tape.
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And her way is what I think my way sounded like.
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Because see, we hear our voice through our eustachian tubes.
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That's why when any of you first hear your voice on tape
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and you go, oh, I can't stand the way my voice sounds on tape.
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I hate the way it sounds on the answering machine.
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That's not the way it sounds on the answering machine.
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That's the way it sounds.
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It sounds different to you
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because it's echoing through your tissue and all this stuff.
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You know, people always say they sound really great in the bathroom.
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You basically hear through a bathroom of tissue here.
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Or bathroom tissue.
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I hadn't thought of that before.
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Okay, anyway.
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So you've got this sort of,
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all of a sudden there's a voice outside of myself who I trust.
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And then the minute I hear that tape,
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I like never, ever go back to the other way of singing.
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It's an overnight change.
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Those come rarely.
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But they come because we have people in our lives
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that can finally shake us and say,
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wake up, wake the heck up, what are you doing?
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Most of us, you know, I struggle in my life,
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and I've told staff and everyone,
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I struggle with procrastination.
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I'm very good at punctuality.
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And what that meant in school is
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if I had a book report due at noon on Thursday,
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it was done at noon on Thursday.
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If they said to me,
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here, return this book sometime,
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a year later this book will still be right here.
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I work better with deadlines.
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And most of us in our spirituality do that.
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We can't, as time management people would tell you,
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we really can't get important and urgent
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put in the right places in our mind.
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We are people that run from urgency to urgency.
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And if there's a deadline, we get it done.
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And important things like family.
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You know, I've got my job.
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You know, when I've got time left,
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I sure hope I have time left for my family.
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And then someone says,
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well, what's the most important thing to you in your life?
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Oh, family.
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No, it's not.
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My urgent things are the most important.
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And once I get past urgent,
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they're top of the secondary list.
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It's so hard for us to focus on what's important.
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Because, you know, in our life of bells and whistles,
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you know, if it's not,
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if my cell phone is not going to tell me
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what things do in an hour, it's not real.
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If our technology doesn't make us check in on something,
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we don't check in at all.
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There really is, I mean, a couple people have tried,
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but they're just awful.
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But there is no God app yet.
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When do I pray?
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I don't know.
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I'm waiting for my cell phone to tell me.
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You know, when do we build a relationship with God?
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When do we build relationships with each other?
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When do we give one another real opportunities,
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the people we trust, to weigh in on what we're doing?
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When do we really open that dialogue?
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What Advent tells us is,
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when you're putting it off,
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you're actually deciding never to do it.
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What we put off is really a decision
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just not to do something.
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And we know that.
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I mean, no one says it out loud,
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but when you say, you know,
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I'm going to wait to diet after the holidays,
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what we're saying is,
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before I lose weight,
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I'd like to gain seven more pounds.
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So I can really get a running start, you know.
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Before I start being nicer to people,
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I'm going to continue being mean
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and dig that in just a while longer.
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Every habit we're not breaking today
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is a habit we're reinforcing.
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Those are our choices.
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If you're not breaking it, you're reinforcing it.
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No one has a habit
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that you're just not going to touch on for a few weeks.
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So when we get these Advent readings that say,
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wake up!
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Wake up!
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It's because we're allowing ourselves
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to dig ingrained patterns in our lives
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that we really, deep down,
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have no intention of changing.
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We don't do this out of some sort of
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crazy mythological fear
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that what if Jesus comes back Tuesday
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in the middle of the night
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and we're not ready?
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That's not the fear.
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The fear is, you and I know,
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if we're not concerned about being ready by Tuesday night,
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we probably aren't concerned about being ready at all.
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And it won't matter if it doesn't happen
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until the end of our lives.
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We've made the decision to put it on the back burner.
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Has anyone gotten to the back burner yet?
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Has anyone ever actually gotten to the back burner?
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You know, my stove must have 20 rows of burners.
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And so we kind of look at this moment and say,
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when do we wake up?
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When do we look around and say,
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okay, you're right,
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we are, as a country,
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still incredibly prejudiced.
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When I grew up here,
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so I am as well,
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what am I going to do to change that?
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I can't tell you how many people I know
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that are dead set against prejudice,
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especially racial,
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dead set against racial prejudice.
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And if you ask them
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how many friends in their inner circle
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are not the same race as they are,
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they'll tell you none.
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All of my friends look just like me,
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but what are we going to do about racism?
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And when we say we, of course,
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we mean the people on the East Coast.
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You know.
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But we look at our own and we go,
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huh, I do it.
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I don't seem to have a big cross section of friends.
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I won't even let people
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from the other political party in my door.
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But why will they not let me in?
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What's wrong?
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You know, wake up.
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Every year we get this, wake up.
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Lent is going to tell us
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to start giving up things.
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Advent says wake up and start doing things.
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Be open to the God
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that's going to reveal himself today.
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It's not that,
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it's not that the world's going to end today,
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but Sunday will end today.
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And a whole Sunday of opportunities with it.
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Many of them will be opportunities
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we won't see again.
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Every day has an end to that day.
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And the more of them we sleep through,
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the less likely it is
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we will ever in this life wake up,
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and wake up to the grace of God.
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Father Pat’s homily is a passionate and urgent cal Father Pat’s homily is a passionate and urgent call to spiritual and social awakening. Drawing from the Gospel’s command to “watch,” he challenges both the Church and individuals to stop sleepwalking through life, ignoring the signs of moral decay, injustice, and personal inertia. He insists that Advent isn't a time of gentle waiting but a time of radical self-examination and transformation. Using personal stories, cultural examples, and spiritual insights, Father Pat reminds us that change begins when we stop blaming others, acknowledge our complicity, and respond actively to God's call in the present moment.
Father Pat begins by connecting the Gospel message from Mark—Jesus' exhortation to "be watchful" and "stay awake"—to the spiritual lethargy many people experience. He challenges the congregation to recognize that this Gospel reading isn't just about the end times or a dramatic divine return, but rather about the daily and ongoing invitation to spiritual vigilance. Advent, he says, is not a season merely of peaceful anticipation, but a jarring spiritual alarm clock. It is less about sentimentality and more about urgency—a time to rattle ourselves from complacency and face the truth about our lives, our society, and our faith.
He critiques the widespread tendency to only "wake up" in moments of crisis—such as after public displays of racism, political division, or personal discord—when these issues have been present and festering for a long time. Father Pat points out that we often act shocked by problems we’ve long ignored, and our surprise is evidence of our willful blindness. He insists that real vigilance means acknowledging our role in the world’s brokenness, not just being passive observers or self-proclaimed victims of circumstance. In this sense, to "wake up" is not merely to become aware, but to take responsibility and act.
Drawing from his own life, particularly his relationship with an eccentric but wise voice teacher, Father Pat illustrates the importance of trusted voices in our lives who can wake us up to truths we aren’t ready to hear. He recounts how her patient guidance eventually led to profound breakthroughs in his singing and, more importantly, in his self-understanding. This story becomes a metaphor for spiritual growth: transformation often requires humility, trust, and the willingness to hear hard truths from those who love us.
He also reflects on how we mismanage time and priorities, often confusing the urgent with the important. Many claim that family or faith is their top priority, but their actions reveal otherwise. We push the most meaningful aspects of our lives—relationships, spiritual practice, self-reflection—onto the proverbial "back burner," which, Father Pat notes with humor and insight, is a place we rarely return to. He warns that procrastination in the spiritual life is not neutral; it is a decision to reinforce unhealthy patterns and delay grace.
Father Pat confronts the illusion that we can delay conversion or justice until the timing feels right. He exposes the lie behind statements like “I’ll change after the holidays” or “I’ll be more generous when life calms down.” In reality, each day we delay is a day we deepen our bad habits. Advent, he says, is not about waiting for God to arrive in some distant future; it’s about recognizing that God is already arriving—in our conversations, our relationships, our interruptions—and we miss Him when we’re asleep to the present moment.
He also brings a powerful social dimension to his message. He criticizes how people claim to oppose racism, yet maintain homogenous social circles, or say they value dialogue while shutting out those with differing views. True vigilance demands not only inward spiritual renewal, but outward social engagement and transformation. The call to "wake up" includes challenging the systems of injustice we participate in and confronting our own biases and blind spots.
Ultimately, Father Pat summarizes the Advent challenge as not just being prepared for the end of the world, but for the end of each day—each one a sacred opportunity to encounter God and respond to His grace. Missed opportunities do not just vanish; they accumulate into a life of spiritual dormancy. Therefore, he urges the congregation to live with intention, to listen to the voices that call them to grow, and to actively participate in the coming of the Kingdom—not some day, but today.
In his closing thought, Father Pat reminds us that Advent is not about fear of judgment, but about the gift of awareness. God is already present, already speaking, already loving. The question is not when God will show up, but whether we are awake enough to notice Him....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1129.6300048828125, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus said to His disciples, When the Son of Man comes in His glory and all the angels with Him, He will sit upon His glorious throne, and all the nations will assemble before Him. And He will separate them one from another, as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. And He will place the sheep on His right and the goats on His left. Then the king will say to those on His right, Come, you who are blessed by my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world. For I was hungry, and you gave me food. I was thirsty, and you gave me drink. A stranger, and you welcomed me. Naked, and you clothed me. Ill, and you cared for me. In prison, and you visited me. Then the righteous will answer Him and say, Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you or thirsty and give you drink? When did we see you a stranger and welcome you or naked and clothe you? When did we see you ill or in prison and visit you? And the king will say to them in reply, Amen, I say to you whatever you did for one of the least of my brothers or sisters you did for me. Then He will say to those on His left, Depart from me into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. For I was hungry, and you gave me no food. I was thirsty, and you gave me no drink. A stranger, and you gave me no welcome. Naked, and you gave me no clothing. Ill and in prison, and you did not care for me. And they will answer and say, Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or ill or in prison and not minister to your needs? He will answer them, Amen, I say to you what you did not do for one of these least ones you did not do for me. And these will go off to punishment but the righteous to eternal life. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. A man I went to seminary with, he was not ordained, but he, I kind of follow him on social media. He's now a Catholic writer up in the Minnesota area. And because I follow him, I often get little tweets and posts from him that come from other people. And some Monsignor that he follows on the East Coast put out something about Christ the King and today we're reminded by Jesus that we get to heaven by listening to those who have been left with his authority. I'm like, do they use a different election area on the East Coast? Where does it say in this whole reading, you know, for I spoke and you listened. I gave you orders and you followed. Matter of fact, I would posit that he's reversed the exact meaning of the day which is Jesus comes on Christ the King to say, this is not about every earthly idea you have of authority. The authority of today is, or the point of the day is not how we respond to authority, but how we respond to those with absolutely no authority in the world. How do we respond to those with no voice? Not, you know, I was hungry and you did not feed me. Not, I was enthroned and you did not listen. How did he get, I just think, how did he get to that place from today's readings? The first reading, actually, if you actually know this book of Ezekiel, this first reading gets set up at the beginning of this chapter of Ezekiel. So we get this part that says, thus says the Lord, I will look after and tend my sheep. I will find, you know, I will find myself among the sheep. I will gather the sheep that have been scattered. I will, you know, pastor them. I will seek them out. The beginning of the chapter starts with you shepherds who have been out there, you have not gathered the sheep. You have not brought them back in. You have not worried about the lost. And then he gets to this point and he says, so I will go out and gather them. He almost repeats word for word everything he opened up the chapter with. It says, you haven't done this. Fine, I'll do it. And instead of Jesus, I always picture my mother saying, oh, it's just easier to do myself. It's almost that kind of a frustrated moment in the writing that says, you refuse to gather people in. You know, you think that the job of faith and religion is for those of us in leadership to say, here's the bar, either clear it or don't. Working in Catholic schools, you know, because I have been in schools my entire priesthood, we've talked, I've talked with every principal I've ever had about that idea that, you know, often when a teacher describes a really good student, what they're too often referring to as a student who will teach themselves. I don't have to do a thing. You know, if you are a teacher by nature, you'll look for the challenging student. The one that you can't wait to see the light bulb go on. The ones who can teach themselves. You know, it'd be great. We all would love, we would love for children to raise themselves. I used to have parents who would come to me at my very first parish and say things like, well, they're only five, but you know, I've tried everything I can, I can't get them to clean their room. And I will often say, have you used your size advantage? What they mean is I can't argue them into it or reason them into it or wait in the corner for them to come to this idea on their own so I can stay their friend and they'll clean their room. No, you'll probably have to step in, take their hand, use your size advantage. It's that we don't want to go to that place. And this book of Ezekiel is a whole thing about this. The strayed, I will bring back. The injured, I will bind up. The sick, I will heal, because you're not doing it. And the church puts that with this reading today where it says, you know, how do we follow the voice of Jesus? How do we know what's right and what's wrong in the world and which voices do we listen to? We're looking up the ladder saying, which authority do we follow? And Jesus keeps saying, no, the point is to look down. It's to look to the people who have no authority, who have no power. And they will be your salvation or not. Not the voices from on high, but the needs from on low. That's where we find our path. And we don't want to get too into the detail of this gospel, because it won't hold together. It reads a little bit like a teacher who gets up and says to her class, those of you, I just gave you a test with 20 questions on it, those of you who got a question right will get an A, and those of you who missed a question will get an F. And every student goes, well, what about those of us that got a question right and another one wrong? This gospel kind of reads like that. Any of you who have ever helped anyone are going to heaven. And any of you who have ever failed to help someone will go to hell. How many of you are going, uh, now I understand purgatory. Because everyone in this room has failed to help someone when they shouldn't have. And everyone here has helped when they didn't have to. Everyone here, that's why this idea, the sheep and the goats, I always tell people, we're all kind of this sheep-goat hybrid that you don't really want to picture. We're all somewhere in between. And the gospel, rather frustratingly, doesn't talk about that 99.99999% of us that have never done it perfectly and have never absolutely failed at every opportunity. The rest of us. But what that does for us is tell us, so that's not the point. The point of this gospel is really not to get us to sort humanity. The point of it is to go, oh, so a question right is better than the question wrong. Okay, we get the sense of the trajectory we're supposed to take. You know, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or ill or in prison and not minister to your needs? This should be, you know, when we talk of ourselves as a Christian people and then we talk about our response to refugees. This should be pretty damning stuff for us. Because most of us, politically, would say, you know, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or ill or in person and be sure that we'd be safe and not minister to your needs? Doesn't say, as long as there's no cost to you, as long as you don't take any risk, then go out and help people. But that's usually our response as a people, as a community, as a church, as a country, is to say once we're sure it's safe, we'll be happy to help people. Once we're sure that I can dig in, but not so much that it might actually alter my lifestyle. You know, I've said over the years that when we look to whether it's trying to sustain the world or whether it's just trying to sustain the people in it at this moment, most of us who would, you know, see ourselves heroically for our children flying in front of a bullet to save their lives, most of us who would give our lives for our children would have a harder time giving our lifestyle for them. When someone steps up and says, you know, really if the earth is going to be around for our great grandchildren, we might have to do this and this and this and this, they go yeah, you know, where's the bullet? I'll take the bullet, but don't ask me to give up cable. Or whatever it would be. You know, we get very, very reticent to change our lifestyle. And the funny thing is we come to our Christianity to say, Lord, change our lives. What do we think that means? It doesn't mean that the texture of breathing will change. To change our life means changing our lifestyle. That's all it means. That's the only thing we have to change. You're not going to change the nature of human life. You change the lifestyle. And today we're told, look, you know, the path to heaven, the path not whether we get in or not, whether we're saved or not, Jesus takes care of that. Whether we're part of this endeavor or not will never have to do with how much we listen to the voices in power. But how often we hear the cries of the poor. That's our Christianity. And I think sometimes we're looking for leaders in our faith rather than looking for objects to our mission. You know, it's so easy to get caught up in authority and who has the authority. And Jesus sort of says, you know, that's a nice, interesting idea. You might want to ponder that. But that's not what Jesus calls us to. Jesus doesn't call us to make sure you know who the right authority is. He says, you know, let the authorities, let the big boys argue amongst themselves. Go out and feed the people. Go out and help those who have no voice. Our job is not to elevate those who are already elevated. I always think, I wonder when we, especially we as clergy, read, He will cast down the mighty from their thrones. I think we all go, that doesn't mean in church. That means out in the governments. That means somewhere else. Surely when we get to heaven, people will still listen to me once a week. Yeah, I get that reaction every time I say that. You know. What happens when we're brought down from our thrones? And every one of us sort of has one. Maybe it's at work. Maybe it's somewhere we feel we have expertise. Always that place where we look for where sometimes we're offering our gifts. Sometimes we're enjoying our position. I'm finally in a place where I know a little more than the next person. I'm in my area. I'm in my forte. And in those moments, it's great. We can teach people. We can help. We can be an authoritative voice. But that's not where salvation comes from. Salvation comes when we find the person with the least authority in our midst. The person who has no voice and sometimes no hope of ever having one. How we are with them, that will show our love for God. That will show the depth of faith. That will show where we have hope and charity. And so we ask God to make us a people that we can respect authority. We can look for authority but don't hang your hopes on it. It's not the road to heaven. The road to heaven is found when we look to the least among us. When we look to those who struggle the most and we think what can I do to help them? Not control them, not be a new authority in their life, but actually reach out and help. Those are the people that teach us to love God. It's the great paradox of the Feast of Christ the King. What he's basically saying is on the Feast of Christ the King, you will not find me among the kings. You know. The kingship of Christ is paradox. It is found among those who have no power and no authority. Those who as the scripture says, cannot pay us back. That's our only chance to encounter God. It's fascinating how often we go to God to ask for something. But what God tells us today is when we ask for things, it's a ritual encounter of God. But the deepest experienced encounter with God is not when we ask. It is when we respond to those who ask of us. So we want to go out and find images of God. They won't look anything like God. They will look the least like God you can imagine. They will look not like the mosaics. You know, any of you who have been to the National Cathedral have what we used to call the angry Aryan Jesus. So really odd mosaic. Wavy blonde hair, lightning blue eyes, and he looks, remember when my mother used to say, I'll do it myself, it's that look. And you know, it's a mosaic. So I'm sure the expression, it just probably isn't quite the subtlety that the artist had hoped for. But it looks angry, but people are like, but it's a strong looking Jesus. But that's why we start our year in the next few weeks with the Jesus in the manger, the fragile Jesus. Because that's the Jesus we're called to minister to. You know, we minister to Jesus on the cross. It's so hard to convince people that Jesus, risen and glorious in heaven, really is not needing your help at the moment. That's such a hard concept for us. People out in this world right now defending God, just in the nick of time because he was about to lose the whole thing until Patrick Dolan came along. But that's the way we think. I'm going to defend God. The most ridiculous statement ever uttered by humans. The defense of God. God says, oh, you want to go out and defend God? Fine. Go find the weakest God among you and defend them. No, no, we want to defend those that don't need our defense. It is easier. But to go out and nurture God in the world is not to nurture our theology. It's not to nurture our religion. It's not to nurture our ideas. It's so simple today. You want to nurture God in the world? Go help those that need help. It's so stunningly simple that we pass right over it and try to get back to something complicated. And Jesus gives them and us a mandate we cannot get past. So if we're going to experience the exalted glory of Christ, we will do it when we're responding to those who have no power at all. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus said to His disciples,
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When the Son of Man comes in His glory
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and all the angels with Him,
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He will sit upon His glorious throne,
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and all the nations will assemble before Him.
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And He will separate them one from another,
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as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats.
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And He will place the sheep on His right
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and the goats on His left.
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Then the king will say to those on His right,
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Come, you who are blessed by my Father,
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inherit the kingdom prepared for you
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from the foundation of the world.
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For I was hungry, and you gave me food.
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I was thirsty, and you gave me drink.
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A stranger, and you welcomed me.
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Naked, and you clothed me.
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Ill, and you cared for me.
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In prison, and you visited me.
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Then the righteous will answer Him and say,
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Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you
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or thirsty and give you drink?
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When did we see you a stranger and welcome you
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or naked and clothe you?
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When did we see you ill or in prison and visit you?
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And the king will say to them in reply,
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Amen, I say to you whatever you did
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for one of the least of my brothers or sisters
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you did for me.
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Then He will say to those on His left,
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Depart from me into the eternal fire
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prepared for the devil and his angels.
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For I was hungry, and you gave me no food.
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I was thirsty, and you gave me no drink.
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A stranger, and you gave me no welcome.
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Naked, and you gave me no clothing.
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Ill and in prison, and you did not care for me.
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And they will answer and say,
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Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty
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or a stranger or naked or ill or in prison
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and not minister to your needs?
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He will answer them, Amen, I say to you
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what you did not do for one of these least ones
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you did not do for me.
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And these will go off to punishment
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but the righteous to eternal life.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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A man I went to seminary with,
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he was not ordained, but he,
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I kind of follow him on social media.
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He's now a Catholic writer
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up in the Minnesota area.
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And because I follow him, I often get
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little tweets and posts from him
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that come from other people.
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And some Monsignor that he follows
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on the East Coast put out something about
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Christ the King and today we're reminded
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by Jesus that we get to heaven by
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listening to those who have been left
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with his authority.
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I'm like, do they use a different
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election area on the East Coast?
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Where does it say in this whole reading,
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you know, for I spoke and you listened.
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I gave you orders and you followed.
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Matter of fact, I would posit that
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he's reversed the exact meaning of the day
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which is Jesus comes on Christ the King
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to say, this is not about every
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earthly idea you have of authority.
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The authority of today is,
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or the point of the day is
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not how we respond to authority,
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but how we respond to those
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with absolutely no authority in the world.
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How do we respond to those with no voice?
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Not, you know, I was hungry
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and you did not feed me.
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Not, I was enthroned and you did not listen.
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How did he get, I just think,
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how did he get to that place
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from today's readings?
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The first reading, actually,
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if you actually know this book of Ezekiel,
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this first reading gets set up
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at the beginning of this chapter of Ezekiel.
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So we get this part that says,
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thus says the Lord,
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I will look after and tend my sheep.
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I will find, you know,
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I will find myself among the sheep.
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I will gather the sheep that have been scattered.
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I will, you know, pastor them.
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I will seek them out.
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The beginning of the chapter starts with
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you shepherds who have been out there,
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you have not gathered the sheep.
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You have not brought them back in.
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You have not worried about the lost.
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And then he gets to this point and he says,
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so I will go out and gather them.
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He almost repeats word for word
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everything he opened up the chapter with.
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It says, you haven't done this.
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Fine, I'll do it.
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And instead of Jesus, I always picture
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my mother saying, oh, it's just easier
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to do myself.
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It's almost
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that kind of a frustrated
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moment in the writing
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that says, you refuse to gather
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people in.
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You know, you think that the job
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of faith and religion
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is for those of us
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in leadership to say, here's the bar,
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either clear it or don't.
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Working in Catholic schools,
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you know, because I have been
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in schools my entire
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priesthood,
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we've talked, I've talked with
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every principal I've ever had about that idea
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that, you know, often
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when a teacher describes
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a really good student,
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what they're too often
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referring to as a student who will
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teach themselves.
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I don't have to do a thing.
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You know, if you
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are a teacher by nature,
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you'll look for the
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challenging student.
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The one that you can't wait to see the light
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bulb go on. The ones who can teach
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themselves.
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You know, it'd be great.
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We all would love,
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we would love for children to raise
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themselves.
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I used to have parents who
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would come to me at my very first parish
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and say things like, well,
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they're only five, but
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you know, I've tried everything I can,
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I can't get them to clean their room.
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And I will often say, have you used
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your size advantage?
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What
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they mean is I can't argue them
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into it or reason them into it
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or wait in the corner for them to come to this
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idea on their own so I can
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stay their friend and they'll clean their room.
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No, you'll probably have to step in,
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take their hand,
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use your size
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advantage.
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It's that we
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don't want to go to
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that place. And this
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book of Ezekiel is a
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whole thing about this. The
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strayed, I will bring back. The injured,
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I will bind up. The sick,
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I will heal, because you're not
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doing it.
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And the church puts that with this reading today
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where it says, you know,
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how do we follow the voice of Jesus?
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How do we know what's right and what's wrong
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in the world and which voices do we listen to?
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We're looking up the ladder saying,
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which authority do we follow?
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And Jesus keeps saying, no, the point
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is to look down.
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It's to look to the people who have no
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authority, who have no power.
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And they
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will be your salvation or
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not.
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Not the voices from
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on high, but the needs
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from on low.
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That's where we find
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our path.
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And we don't want to get
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too into the
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detail
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of this gospel,
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because it won't hold together.
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It reads a
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little bit like a teacher who gets up and says
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to her class,
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those of you, I just gave you
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a test with 20
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questions on it, those of you
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who got a question right
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will get an A, and those of you who
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missed a question will get an F.
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And every student goes, well, what about
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those of us that got a question right and another
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one wrong?
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This gospel kind of reads like that.
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Any of you who have ever
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helped anyone are going to heaven.
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And any of you who have ever failed to help
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someone will go to hell.
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How many of you are going,
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uh,
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now I understand
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purgatory.
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Because everyone
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in this room has failed to help someone
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when they shouldn't have.
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And everyone here has
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helped when they didn't have
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to. Everyone
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here, that's why this idea, the sheep and the
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goats, I always tell people, we're all
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kind of this sheep-goat hybrid that you don't
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really want to picture.
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We're all somewhere
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in between.
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And the gospel, rather
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frustratingly,
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doesn't talk
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about that
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99.99999%
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of us that have never done it
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perfectly and have never
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absolutely failed at every opportunity.
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The rest
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of us.
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But what that does for us
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is tell us, so that's not the point.
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The point of this gospel
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is really not to get us to sort
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humanity. The point
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of it is to go, oh, so
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a question right is
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better than the question wrong.
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Okay, we get the sense of the
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trajectory we're supposed to take.
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You know, when did
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we see you hungry or thirsty or a
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stranger or naked or ill or
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in prison and not minister to your needs?
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This
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should
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be, you know,
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when we talk of ourselves as a Christian
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people and then we talk about our response
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to refugees.
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This should
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be pretty damning stuff for us.
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Because
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most of us, politically,
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would say, you know,
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when did we see you hungry or thirsty
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or a stranger or naked or ill or in person
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and be sure that we'd be safe
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and not minister to your needs?
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Doesn't say, as long
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as there's no cost to you, as long as you don't take any
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risk, then go out and help people.
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But
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that's usually our response as a people,
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as a community,
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as a church, as a country, is to say
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once we're sure it's safe, we'll be happy to
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help people. Once we're sure that I
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can dig in, but not
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so much that it might actually
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alter my lifestyle.
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You know,
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I've said over the years that
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when we look to whether it's trying
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to sustain the world
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or whether it's just trying to sustain the people
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in it at this moment,
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most of us
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who would, you know,
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see ourselves heroically for our children
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flying in front of a bullet
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to save their lives, most of us
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who would give our lives for
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our children would have a harder time giving
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our lifestyle
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for them.
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When someone steps up and says,
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you know, really if the earth is going to be around
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for our great grandchildren, we might have
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to do this and this and this and this, they go
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yeah, you know, where's the bullet?
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I'll take the bullet, but don't
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ask me to give up cable.
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Or whatever it would be.
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You know, we get
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very, very
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reticent to
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change our lifestyle.
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And the funny thing is
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we come to our Christianity
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to say, Lord, change
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our lives. What do we think that means?
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It doesn't
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mean that the texture of
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breathing will change.
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To change our life means changing our lifestyle.
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That's all it means.
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That's the only thing we have to change.
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You're not going to
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change the nature of human life.
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You change the lifestyle.
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And
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today we're told, look, you know,
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the path to heaven, the path
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not whether we get in or not,
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whether we're saved or not, Jesus takes care of that.
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Whether we're part of this
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endeavor or not
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will never have to do
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with how
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much we listen to
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the voices in power.
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But how often we hear the
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cries of the poor. That's our
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Christianity.
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And I think sometimes
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we're looking for leaders in our faith
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rather than
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looking for objects to
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our mission.
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You know, it's so easy to
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get caught up in authority
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and who has the authority.
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And Jesus sort of says,
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you know, that's a nice, interesting
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idea. You might want to ponder
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that. But
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that's not what Jesus calls
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us to. Jesus doesn't
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call us to make sure you know who the right
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authority is. He says, you know,
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let the authorities,
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let the big boys argue amongst themselves.
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Go out and feed the people.
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Go out and help those who have no voice.
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Our job is not to
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elevate those who are already
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elevated. I always
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think, I wonder when we,
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especially we as clergy, read,
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He will cast down the mighty from
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their thrones.
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I think we all go,
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that doesn't mean in church. That means
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out in the governments.
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That means somewhere else.
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Surely when we get to heaven,
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people will still listen to me
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once a week.
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Yeah, I get that
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reaction every time I say that.
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You know.
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What happens
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when we're brought down from our thrones?
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And every one of us
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sort of has one. Maybe it's
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at work. Maybe it's somewhere we feel we have expertise.
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Always that place where we look
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for where sometimes
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we're offering our gifts.
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Sometimes we're enjoying
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our position.
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I'm finally in a place where
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I know a little more than the next person.
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I'm in my area. I'm in my
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forte. And in
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those moments, it's great. We can teach
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people. We can help. We can
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be an authoritative voice.
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But that's not
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where salvation comes from.
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Salvation comes when we
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find the person with the least authority
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in our midst.
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The person who has no voice
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and sometimes no hope
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of ever having one.
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How we are
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with them,
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that will show our love for God.
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That will show the depth
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of faith. That will show
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where we have hope and
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charity. And so
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we ask God to make us a people that
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we can respect authority.
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We can look for authority
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but don't hang
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your hopes on it.
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It's not
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the road to heaven.
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The road to heaven
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is found when we look
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to the least among us. When we look to those
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who struggle the most and we think
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what can I do to help them?
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Not control them,
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not be a new authority in their life,
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but actually reach out
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and help.
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Those are the people that teach us to love
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God.
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It's the great
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paradox of the Feast
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of Christ the King.
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What he's basically saying is
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on the Feast of Christ the King,
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you will not find me among the kings.
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You know.
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The kingship of Christ
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is paradox.
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It is found among those
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who have no power
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and no authority.
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Those who as the scripture says, cannot
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pay us back.
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That's our only chance
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to encounter God.
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It's fascinating how
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often we go to God to ask for something.
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But what God tells
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us today is when we ask
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for things, it's a ritual
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encounter of God.
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But the deepest experienced
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encounter with God
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is not when we ask.
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It is when we respond
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to those who ask of us.
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So we
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want to go out and find images of
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God. They won't look
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anything like God. They will look
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the least like God you can imagine.
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They will look not like
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the mosaics.
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You know, any of you
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who have been to the National Cathedral
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have what we used to call
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the angry Aryan Jesus.
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So really odd mosaic.
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Wavy blonde hair,
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lightning blue eyes,
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and he looks,
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remember when my mother used to say,
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I'll do it myself, it's that look.
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And you know, it's a mosaic.
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So I'm sure the expression,
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it just probably isn't
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quite the subtlety that
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the artist had hoped for. But it looks
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angry, but people are like, but it's a
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strong looking Jesus.
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But that's why we
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start our year in the next few weeks with
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the Jesus in the manger, the fragile
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Jesus. Because
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that's the Jesus we're called to minister to.
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You know, we minister
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to Jesus on the cross.
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It's so hard to convince people
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that Jesus, risen and
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glorious in heaven, really
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is not needing your help at the moment.
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That's such
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a hard concept for us.
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People out in this world right
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now defending God,
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just in the nick of time because
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he was about to lose the whole thing
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until Patrick Dolan
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came along.
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But that's the
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way we think. I'm going to defend
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God. The most
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ridiculous statement ever uttered
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by humans.
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The defense of God.
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God says, oh, you want to
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go out and defend God? Fine.
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Go find the weakest
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God among you
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and defend them.
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No, no, we want to defend
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those that don't need our defense. It is
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easier.
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But to go out
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and nurture God in the world
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is not to nurture our theology.
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It's not to nurture our
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religion. It's not to nurture
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our ideas.
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It's so simple today. You want to
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nurture God in the world? Go help
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those that need help.
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It's so stunningly simple that
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we pass right over it and try to get back
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to something complicated.
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And Jesus gives them
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and us a mandate
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we cannot get past.
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So if we're going to experience
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the exalted glory
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of Christ, we will
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do it when we're responding to those
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who have no power at all.
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And if we can't respond to those
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who have no power at all,
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then we cannot encounter
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God at all.
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Father Pat's message on the Feast of Christ th Father Pat's message on the Feast of Christ the King challenges the conventional understanding of authority and power by redirecting our focus away from hierarchical obedience and toward compassionate service. He emphasizes that Jesus, the true King, reveals His glory not through displays of might or command, but through solidarity with the vulnerable, the marginalized, and the voiceless. Salvation is not achieved by aligning ourselves with earthly structures of power or by recognizing the “right” religious authority, but by responding with love to the needs of the least among us. Father Pat critiques the tendency within religious and societal systems to elevate authority over mercy and insists that our relationship with God is most authentically expressed in how we treat those who cannot repay us. Through this lens, Christ's kingship is paradoxical: divine majesty is found not on thrones, but among the hungry, the imprisoned, the sick, and the stranger.
Father Pat’s homily is a prophetic and pastoral reflection on Matthew 25:31-46, the Gospel reading for the Solemnity of Christ the King. He begins by confronting a common misinterpretation of the passage that frames salvation as obedience to ecclesial authority. He criticizes a social media post by a cleric who claims that access to heaven is based on listening to religious leaders, highlighting that such a reading completely misses the Gospel’s message. Instead of endorsing a top-down model of power, Jesus in this passage identifies with those at the bottom of society. The king in the parable does not say, "I ruled and you obeyed," but rather, "I was hungry, and you gave me food; I was a stranger, and you welcomed me." This, Father Pat asserts, is a radical redefinition of kingship and authority.
Drawing from the first reading from Ezekiel, Father Pat points out that God's frustration with the shepherds of Israel—those in charge—leads to God's declaration, "I myself will shepherd my people." God steps in not because authority is inherently bad, but because those entrusted with it failed to do the work of gathering, healing, and caring for the flock. In the same way, Jesus embodies God's direct intervention, bypassing the corrupt or indifferent structures of human leadership. Thus, the pairing of Ezekiel and Matthew in the liturgy is not accidental: both readings underscore divine compassion over institutional control.
Father Pat further explores this theme by examining contemporary attitudes toward authority, responsibility, and change. He notes a tendency, even in faith communities and families, to avoid the hard work of nurturing those who are most in need. Whether it's a teacher who prefers self-sufficient students or a parent unwilling to enforce discipline, many people shy away from the messy, demanding work of helping the vulnerable. This mirrors the religious tendency to prefer theological certainty and moral superiority over active compassion. We would rather "defend God" with arguments and doctrines than care for the suffering Christ found in our neighbor. But as Father Pat poignantly observes, the risen, glorified Jesus does not need our defense. The Christ who needs us is the one who is hungry, naked, or imprisoned.
A particularly striking point in the homily is Father Pat’s insight into the nature of Christian discipleship as a change in lifestyle. Christians often pray for God to “change our lives,” but balk at the real implications of such a prayer. To change one’s life means to change how we live—our habits, our comforts, our priorities. Father Pat critiques the superficiality of a faith that is willing to make dramatic gestures (like taking a bullet for a child) but resists the slow, costly transformation of giving up privilege or comfort for the sake of others. He applies this critique to societal issues like immigration and environmental responsibility, where collective reluctance to embrace inconvenience often trumps compassion or justice.
He also challenges the simplicity of the sheep-goat dichotomy presented in the Gospel. Real life, he says, isn't so black and white. Most of us are a mix—a “sheep-goat hybrid”—who have both responded generously at times and failed at others. This recognition of human complexity points us toward the Gospel’s deeper purpose: not to issue a final judgment, but to direct us toward a life trajectory of mercy and compassion. The parable isn’t about sorting others into heaven or hell; it’s about recognizing the path we must choose daily if we want to live in the image of Christ.
The paradox at the heart of the Feast of Christ the King, as Father Pat articulates, is that the King of the Universe is not found in palaces or places of power, but among the powerless. We do not find Christ in our religious ideologies, our theological certainties, or our ecclesial hierarchies. We find Him in the refugee, in the prisoner, in the poor. This is not metaphorical; it is literal. To ignore the cries of the least among us is to ignore Christ. To respond to them is to love Christ. The kingship of Jesus is not a reign of dominance but a reign of mercy, and His throne is not a seat of judgment but the cross.
In closing, Father Pat reminds us that the call of the Gospel is stunningly simple: help those who need help. We complicate it with layers of doctrine, debates about authority, and questions of worthiness. But Jesus does not. He tells us plainly that our salvation is bound up with our response to those with no voice. True authority in the Kingdom of God is exercised not by ruling over others, but by serving them. To encounter God, we must go not to the places of power, but to the margins. It is there—in the face of the forgotten—that we will see the face of the King....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1106.6099853515625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke. Glory to you, Lord. Zechariah, filled with the Holy Spirit, said, Blessed be the Lord, the God of Israel, for he has visited his people and set them free. He has raised up a horn for our salvation within the house of David his servant, even as he promised through the mouth of his holy prophets from of old. Salvation from our enemies and from the hands of all who hate us. To show mercy to our fathers and to be mindful of his covenant and of the oath he swore to Abraham, our father. To grant us that rescued from the hand of the enemy without fear we might worship him in holiness and righteousness all the days of our lives. As for you, child, you will be called a prophet of the Most High. You will go before the Lord to prepare his ways, to give his people knowledge of salvation through the forgiveness of their sins because of the tender mercy of our God, by which the daybreak from on high will visit us, to shine on those who sit in darkness and the shadow of death, and to guide our feet in the way of peace. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. It has occurred to me over the last couple of weeks as I've been thinking a little bit about today that thanksgiving and the act of gratitude is really a function of memory. It's taking a moment to remember what has happened. And sometimes it is the need to correct our selective memory, we remember certain things. Most of us have some really old fundamental memories of things that went wrong. Wounds are slow to heal because we remember them so well. And so we don't always remember everything that is going right in life. And the enemy of gratitude, the enemy of thanksgiving is not so much a mean-spiritedness, it's not so much a closed-mindedness. Especially in modern day, the enemy of gratitude is entitlement. Entitlement is everything is supposed to go well. And if everything really goes well, if we're entitled, then what should be gratitude simply becomes satisfaction. You know, it did okay. When I was, oh, probably before the age of fifth grade, you know, the grading system, they wouldn't give you A's and B's and C's that low. You just got satisfactory or unsatisfactory. And you know, satisfactory was just never that satisfying. There was no excellent or anything. It was just, you know, if you did so good, you were satisfactory. I mean, you can imagine at your wedding, having your spouse look across and say to you, you are satisfactory. Oh, happy day. Satisfactory is the highest grade the entitled can give. That's our ceiling if we're entitled. So when we think, well, I'm entitled to good roads, then the roads are satisfactory or not. We don't even notice the roads until there's a pothole. And then we're incensed that they aren't satisfactory. We can only be pulled down when we live with that kind of entitlement. And so to change our memory, to learn to focus on different things, to, you know, get together today with family and friends, and you know, and I really have to remind myself, I am not entitled to a family that agrees with me on everything. I don't even know where I would have thought that. It's never happened. You know, how many of us kind of say, oh, you know, the holidays are coming and there's all this family drama, because, you know, I'm entitled to a family that, you know, behaves the way I think it should. And of course, all the stress is happening because everyone thinks that everyone should think the way they think, rather than, you know, you have two choices, alone or with others. And there's nothing quite so disconcerting as the day that you realize all those others are actually other. They are not you. They are not reflections of you in the world. They are other people. And if we're entitled, you know, I am entitled to my opinion. We all say that, and you are. But what we really mean by that is I'm entitled for you to agree with my opinion. And many of you today will remember that you're not entitled to that at all. You will be reminded by the end of the day. So what happens when we become entitled to certain things? People around us notice immediately. We become a little more demanding. We're much more aware of, you know, you are not living up to my expectations. We get a little complainy, whiny, you know. We have a whole set of things. We have a set of ideas that someone is not living up to. And it's kind of the death of Thanksgiving. And we're told today, be on your guard, very careful not to forget the things your eyes have seen and your ears have heard the gifts of God. What does it mean to be very aware? Yesterday I had, and this happens probably more often than I'd like, but not certainly nowhere near 50% of the time. It's a minuscule part of my life. I woke up yesterday. Luckily, I didn't have any morning appointments. I woke up with a migraine that would not go away. And, you know, I'm never aware of what it is to be healthy until I have an unhealthy day. You know, all of a sudden, because good health, that's an entitlement in my mind. And I don't mean it in a mean way. It's just that something happens often enough, you come to expect it. And, you know, it's always like, I wake up this morning and I'm like, okay, no headache. I can look into the light. Oh, it's going to be a good day. But unless I have a day like yesterday, today goes unnoticed. How much is going right goes unnoticed until something really goes wrong. And so, you know, this is a feast where we come together and hopefully we re-remember our year. We go back and we re-filter it. We filter and we look at what has happened that is good. We look at what has happened that is positive. We look at, you know, someone said to me the other day, oh, there's so much going on in the country. And, you know, my friends and I are talking about this and we're doing all this stuff and yadda yadda. And we're just horrified, we're horrified, we're horrified. And finally she started to realize, you know, my friends and I would have done nothing this year were it not for a little something to stir us up. You know, some people are closer to their friends because they're out doing something with them in the world. They're remembering that they actually have missions in the world and we're not called to be too complacent with the status quo. Oh, there's something good that came out of it. When we re-remember our year with a different filter, because most of us, our filter is a little too radically set towards remembering what we're angry about. We become what is called injustice collectors. Sadly, that's one of the categories of a serial killer. That's what they call an injustice collector. Someone who's just so mad about things that have happened in their life and they finally boil over. And I think too many of us become that way. We collect the things people have done to us that are wrong. And because we start to become a people who feel we're entitled to something better, no matter what someone does, it's still not quite enough. Or they could have done a little better. Or there's just an extra layer of critique. And we sort of become thankless people. We're always wanting a little more gratitude and offering a little less. And so today we come together and, you know, I really, really hope that we all have gatherings today that are at least a little difficult. Something where you can look around and know that, you know, life isn't—I am not entitled to smooth sailing, but there's a lot here to be thankful for. If I really, really, really didn't want to be there, I wouldn't be. Well, you know, there's obligations. Meaning, I don't want to lose these connections. If you don't want to be connected, there's no obligation. And we don't recognize, well, of course we want to be connected. But we would like to be connected on our terms. And that we're not entitled to. We have to find something together, you know. Well, they just—I never feel like I can voice my own opinion. Voice it. You know, there's all these podcasts out there literally telling people how to try to discuss politics with family today. Trying to give them, like, tools to get through, you know, because as we know, we are a country of centrists. Those centered at zero and those centered at a hundred, you know, and nothing in between. How do we discuss? And I said this a few years back, but what I have found, and I will admit that not only is this a good technique I learned years ago, I do like that it drives my family up a tree a bit. And that is when they say things I don't, I don't take the opposite. I don't put out the argument. I don't think I'm going to change their mind. I just say, oh, I disagree. No, you've got to understand. Yeah, I disagree. No, I disagree. Drives them crazy. Just to disagree and to let people know, you know, we're not entitled to see things the same way. We're not entitled. We're entitled if we want to be connected and they want to be connected, we get to see each other. We get to be connected. But we have to be connected to who they are, not to who we hope they are. And Thanksgiving is this great moment where we look back and we go, you know, there's just tons to be thankful for. I can't tell you how many people resent that their parents, you know, fed and clothed them for 20 years, but didn't give me all the emotional support that I really think I wanted. You know, and therefore I can't even see what they did provide. That outfit they bought you, I didn't like it. You know, I don't like where they spent their money for me. It's very easy to get caught up in the what could have gone better. But in the end, we have to look back and say, what are we thankful for? It becomes a different approach to the world. And I think every time, it would be an interesting exercise between now and Christmas. If nothing else, it would give something to distract you from Christmas. But if every time you really found yourself upset about something, like if every time you were upset about the pothole, you took a moment to wonder who built the road. Every time we're upset, I always think, you know, people will say, you know, teenagers are so ungrateful. And I'm thinking, yeah, and we get worse as time goes on. I remember as a teenager, if my parents, if we went out to dinner, that was kind of a big event. You know, it took 30 years later to go out to dinner and think, they got my order wrong. You know, this place really doesn't do fish very well. I mean, think, most of us have gotten a lot pickier about things. Back then, it was an event. Now, they're not up to my entitlement standards. It's so hard to find a good restaurant in Denver. There's only thousands of them. You know, we get maybe less and less grateful because we tell ourselves, you know, I'm becoming, I've said this before, but becoming more sophisticated. Sophistication, like entitlement, is the other enemy of gratitude. I shouldn't throw them under the bus so often, but I have friends from years ago who love theater, but they always love— and John Kite and I always roll our eyes when they'll say, well, now we saw this show. Now, you understand, we're a tough room. We know theater inside and out. We are a tough room. And so there were some real problems. They are so sophisticated, I don't think they've enjoyed an evening of theater in years. They don't spot one thing that couldn't have gone a little bit better. And I always think, what do you get out of that? I mean, you get to go home feeling sophisticated, but I'm thinking, have you enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years? And I think most of us, well, my palate is a little better now. So, you know, mom's stuffing used to be just fine. I find it a little, I don't know, dull these days. You know, tell your mom that. That will start things off nicely. It's so easy to be entitled, and then we lose something. We lose health. We lose a friend. We lose a relationship. And at that moment, you know, we're so caught up in the loss that we forget that a week ago, we weren't even that thrilled with it. Rather than taking the time to go, we should be thrilled with a little more. We should be excited about what goes on in our midst that goes right. That we, you know, start to filter our world a little differently. It's always, and I've gone here before in sermons, it's just, it's one of the fascinating parts of physiological psychology to know how very, very little of your life you remember at any given moment. You know, most of you, if you've had breakfast, probably remember what you had for breakfast. But I could already ask you how many bites it was, and you wouldn't know. Within a week, you probably won't be able to pull this breakfast out from the others. And if I asked you what you had a few months ago, you know, I mean nothing, anyone who watches those like Law & Order TV shows knows there's nothing dumber than when the officer goes up and says, where were you two Wednesdays ago at seven o'clock? And they go, oh, well, you know, I was at this movie. And, you know, all of us would be like, let me check my calendar. I don't have a clue where I was two Wednesdays ago at seven o'clock. So, since so much of our personality is based on those events that have shaped us over the years, what if you remembered a different slice of your life than the one you do? What if you focused on different memories and let those be the ones that form you? What if you had to go to therapy for all the good things that have happened? I keep telling people, I'm waiting just to hear from one child, you know, that they had a real horrible day, but one really good thing happened that they can't get past. What if we focused on the things that give us gratitude? That's all that Zachariah does today is to focus on, remember how much God has done for us. You know, forget not God's mercies. And I think we have to look to our lives and say, how much is going right? How much is going correctly? And how little of that would I actually be entitled to? Would I actually be entitled to? You know, entitlement is a strange idea. And what we realize as Christians is, I'm not entitled to be alive at any moment. It's the grace of God. We ever get our heads wrapped around that, then Thanksgiving stops being a daily event annually, one day a year. All of a sudden, Thanksgiving turns into Eucharist. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Luke.
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Glory to you, Lord.
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Zechariah, filled with the Holy Spirit, said,
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Blessed be the Lord, the God of Israel,
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for he has visited his people and set them free.
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He has raised up a horn for our salvation
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within the house of David his servant,
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even as he promised through the mouth of his holy prophets
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from of old.
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Salvation from our enemies and from the hands
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of all who hate us.
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To show mercy to our fathers and to be mindful of his covenant
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and of the oath he swore to Abraham, our father.
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To grant us that rescued from the hand of the enemy
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without fear we might worship him in holiness
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and righteousness all the days of our lives.
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As for you, child, you will be called a prophet of the Most
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High.
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You will go before the Lord to prepare his ways,
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to give his people knowledge of salvation
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through the forgiveness of their sins
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because of the tender mercy of our God,
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by which the daybreak from on high will visit us,
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to shine on those who sit in darkness
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and the shadow of death, and to guide our feet
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in the way of peace.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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It has occurred to me over the last couple of weeks
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as I've been thinking a little bit about today
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that thanksgiving and the act of gratitude
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is really a function of memory.
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It's taking a moment to remember what has happened.
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And sometimes it is the need to correct our selective memory,
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we remember certain things.
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Most of us have some really old fundamental memories
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of things that went wrong.
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Wounds are slow to heal because we remember them so well.
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And so we don't always remember everything
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that is going right in life.
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And the enemy of gratitude, the enemy of thanksgiving
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is not so much a mean-spiritedness,
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it's not so much a closed-mindedness.
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Especially in modern day, the enemy of gratitude
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is entitlement.
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Entitlement is everything is supposed to go well.
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And if everything really goes well, if we're entitled,
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then what should be gratitude simply becomes satisfaction.
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You know, it did okay.
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When I was, oh, probably before the age of fifth grade,
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you know, the grading system, they wouldn't give you
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A's and B's and C's that low.
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You just got satisfactory or unsatisfactory.
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And you know, satisfactory was just never that satisfying.
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There was no excellent or anything.
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It was just, you know, if you did so good,
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you were satisfactory.
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I mean, you can imagine at your wedding,
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having your spouse look across and say to you,
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you are satisfactory.
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Oh, happy day.
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Satisfactory is the highest grade the entitled can give.
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That's our ceiling if we're entitled.
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So when we think, well, I'm entitled to good roads,
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then the roads are satisfactory or not.
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We don't even notice the roads until there's a pothole.
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And then we're incensed that they aren't satisfactory.
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We can only be pulled down
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when we live with that kind of entitlement.
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And so to change our memory,
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to learn to focus on different things,
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to, you know, get together today with family and friends,
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and you know, and I really have to remind myself,
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I am not entitled to a family
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that agrees with me on everything.
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I don't even know where I would have thought that.
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It's never happened.
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You know, how many of us kind of say,
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oh, you know, the holidays are coming
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and there's all this family drama,
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because, you know, I'm entitled to a family
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that, you know, behaves the way I think it should.
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And of course, all the stress is happening
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because everyone thinks that everyone should think
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the way they think,
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rather than, you know, you have two choices,
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alone or with others.
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And there's nothing quite so disconcerting
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as the day that you realize all those others
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are actually other.
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They are not you.
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They are not reflections of you in the world.
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They are other people.
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And if we're entitled, you know,
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I am entitled to my opinion.
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We all say that, and you are.
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But what we really mean by that is
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I'm entitled for you to agree with my opinion.
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And many of you today will remember
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that you're not entitled to that at all.
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You will be reminded by the end of the day.
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So what happens when we become entitled
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to certain things?
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People around us notice immediately.
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We become a little more demanding.
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We're much more aware of, you know,
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you are not living up to my expectations.
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We get a little complainy, whiny, you know.
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We have a whole set of things.
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We have a set of ideas that someone is not living up to.
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And it's kind of the death of Thanksgiving.
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And we're told today,
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be on your guard, very careful not to forget
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the things your eyes have seen
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and your ears have heard the gifts of God.
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What does it mean to be very aware?
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Yesterday I had,
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and this happens probably more often than I'd like,
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but not certainly nowhere near 50% of the time.
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It's a minuscule part of my life.
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I woke up yesterday.
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Luckily, I didn't have any morning appointments.
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I woke up with a migraine that would not go away.
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And, you know, I'm never aware of what it is to be healthy
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until I have an unhealthy day.
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You know, all of a sudden,
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because good health,
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that's an entitlement in my mind.
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And I don't mean it in a mean way.
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It's just that something happens often enough,
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you come to expect it.
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And, you know, it's always like,
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I wake up this morning and I'm like,
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okay, no headache.
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I can look into the light.
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Oh, it's going to be a good day.
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But unless I have a day like yesterday,
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today goes unnoticed.
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How much is going right goes unnoticed
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until something really goes wrong.
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And so, you know, this is a feast where we come together
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and hopefully we re-remember our year.
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We go back and we re-filter it.
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We filter and we look at what has happened that is good.
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We look at what has happened that is positive.
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We look at, you know, someone said to me the other day,
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oh, there's so much going on in the country.
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And, you know, my friends and I are talking about this
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and we're doing all this stuff and yadda yadda.
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And we're just horrified, we're horrified, we're horrified.
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And finally she started to realize, you know,
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my friends and I would have done nothing this year
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were it not for a little something to stir us up.
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You know, some people are closer to their friends
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because they're out doing something with them in the world.
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They're remembering that they actually have missions in the world
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and we're not called to be too complacent with the status quo.
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Oh, there's something good that came out of it.
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When we re-remember our year with a different filter,
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because most of us, our filter is a little too radically set
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towards remembering what we're angry about.
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We become what is called injustice collectors.
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Sadly, that's one of the categories of a serial killer.
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That's what they call an injustice collector.
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Someone who's just so mad about things that have happened in their life
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and they finally boil over.
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And I think too many of us become that way.
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We collect the things people have done to us that are wrong.
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And because we start to become a people who feel we're entitled to something better,
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no matter what someone does, it's still not quite enough.
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Or they could have done a little better.
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Or there's just an extra layer of critique.
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And we sort of become thankless people.
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We're always wanting a little more gratitude and offering a little less.
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And so today we come together and, you know,
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I really, really hope that we all have gatherings today
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that are at least a little difficult.
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Something where you can look around and know that, you know,
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life isn't—I am not entitled to smooth sailing,
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but there's a lot here to be thankful for.
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If I really, really, really didn't want to be there, I wouldn't be.
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Well, you know, there's obligations.
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Meaning, I don't want to lose these connections.
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If you don't want to be connected, there's no obligation.
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And we don't recognize, well, of course we want to be connected.
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But we would like to be connected on our terms.
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And that we're not entitled to.
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We have to find something together, you know.
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Well, they just—I never feel like I can voice my own opinion.
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Voice it.
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You know, there's all these podcasts out there literally telling people
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how to try to discuss politics with family today.
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Trying to give them, like, tools to get through, you know,
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because as we know, we are a country of centrists.
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Those centered at zero and those centered at a hundred,
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you know, and nothing in between.
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How do we discuss?
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And I said this a few years back, but what I have found,
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and I will admit that not only is this a good technique I learned years ago,
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I do like that it drives my family up a tree a bit.
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And that is when they say things I don't, I don't take the opposite.
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I don't put out the argument.
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I don't think I'm going to change their mind.
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I just say, oh, I disagree.
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No, you've got to understand.
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Yeah, I disagree.
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No, I disagree.
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Drives them crazy.
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Just to disagree and to let people know, you know,
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we're not entitled to see things the same way.
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We're not entitled.
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We're entitled if we want to be connected and they want to be connected,
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we get to see each other.
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We get to be connected.
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But we have to be connected to who they are, not to who we hope they are.
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And Thanksgiving is this great moment where we look back and we go,
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you know, there's just tons to be thankful for.
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I can't tell you how many people resent that their parents,
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you know, fed and clothed them for 20 years,
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but didn't give me all the emotional support that I really think I wanted.
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You know, and therefore I can't even see what they did provide.
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That outfit they bought you, I didn't like it.
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You know, I don't like where they spent their money for me.
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It's very easy to get caught up in the what could have gone better.
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But in the end, we have to look back and say, what are we thankful for?
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It becomes a different approach to the world.
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And I think every time,
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it would be an interesting exercise between now and Christmas.
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If nothing else, it would give something to distract you from Christmas.
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But if every time you really found yourself upset about something,
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like if every time you were upset about the pothole,
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you took a moment to wonder who built the road.
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Every time we're upset,
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I always think, you know, people will say,
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you know, teenagers are so ungrateful.
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And I'm thinking, yeah, and we get worse as time goes on.
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I remember as a teenager, if my parents,
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if we went out to dinner, that was kind of a big event.
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You know, it took 30 years later to go out to dinner and think,
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they got my order wrong.
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You know, this place really doesn't do fish very well.
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I mean, think, most of us have gotten a lot pickier about things.
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Back then, it was an event.
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Now, they're not up to my entitlement standards.
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It's so hard to find a good restaurant in Denver.
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There's only thousands of them.
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You know, we get maybe less and less grateful
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because we tell ourselves,
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you know, I'm becoming, I've said this before,
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but becoming more sophisticated.
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Sophistication, like entitlement, is the other enemy of gratitude.
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I shouldn't throw them under the bus so often,
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but I have friends from years ago who love theater,
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but they always love—
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and John Kite and I always roll our eyes when they'll say,
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well, now we saw this show.
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Now, you understand, we're a tough room.
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We know theater inside and out.
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We are a tough room.
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And so there were some real problems.
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They are so sophisticated,
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I don't think they've enjoyed an evening of theater in years.
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They don't spot one thing that couldn't have gone a little bit better.
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And I always think, what do you get out of that?
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I mean, you get to go home feeling sophisticated,
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but I'm thinking, have you enjoyed an evening of theater in 20 years?
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And I think most of us, well, my palate is a little better now.
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So, you know, mom's stuffing used to be just fine.
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I find it a little, I don't know, dull these days.
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You know, tell your mom that.
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That will start things off nicely.
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It's so easy to be entitled,
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and then we lose something.
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We lose health.
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We lose a friend.
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We lose a relationship.
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And at that moment, you know,
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we're so caught up in the loss that we forget that a week ago,
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we weren't even that thrilled with it.
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Rather than taking the time to go,
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we should be thrilled with a little more.
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We should be excited about what goes on in our midst that goes right.
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That we, you know, start to filter our world a little differently.
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It's always, and I've gone here before in sermons,
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it's just, it's one of the fascinating parts of physiological psychology
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to know how very, very little of your life you remember at any given moment.
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You know, most of you, if you've had breakfast,
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probably remember what you had for breakfast.
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But I could already ask you how many bites it was,
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and you wouldn't know.
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Within a week,
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you probably won't be able to pull this breakfast out from the others.
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And if I asked you what you had a few months ago,
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you know, I mean nothing,
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anyone who watches those like Law & Order TV shows knows
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there's nothing dumber than when the officer goes up and says,
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where were you two Wednesdays ago at seven o'clock?
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And they go, oh, well, you know, I was at this movie.
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And, you know, all of us would be like, let me check my calendar.
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I don't have a clue where I was two Wednesdays ago at seven o'clock.
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So, since so much of our personality is based on those events
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that have shaped us over the years,
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what if you remembered a different slice of your life than the one you do?
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What if you focused on different memories
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and let those be the ones that form you?
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What if you had to go to therapy
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for all the good things that have happened?
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I keep telling people,
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I'm waiting just to hear from one child,
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you know, that they had a real horrible day,
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but one really good thing happened that they can't get past.
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What if we focused on the things that give us gratitude?
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That's all that Zachariah does today is to focus on,
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remember how much God has done for us.
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You know, forget not God's mercies.
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And I think we have to look to our lives and say,
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how much is going right?
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How much is going correctly?
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And how little of that would I actually be entitled to?
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Would I actually be entitled to?
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You know, entitlement is a strange idea.
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And what we realize as Christians is,
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I'm not entitled to be alive at any moment.
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It's the grace of God.
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We ever get our heads wrapped around that,
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then Thanksgiving stops being a daily event annually,
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one day a year.
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All of a sudden, Thanksgiving turns into Eucharist.
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And it's something that is the source and summit
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Father Pat’s message is a call to move beyond enti Father Pat’s message is a call to move beyond entitlement and into a posture of deep gratitude rooted in memory, humility, and perspective. Drawing from Zechariah’s prophetic gratitude in Luke’s Gospel, Father Pat reflects on how easily we forget the blessings in our lives and how entitlement and sophistication dull our capacity to be thankful. He emphasizes that authentic thanksgiving arises not when everything is perfect, but when we intentionally remember the good, even in the midst of imperfection. Gratitude, he asserts, is a spiritual discipline that requires us to reframe our memories, embrace others as they are—not as we wish them to be—and recognize that life itself is a gift, not a guarantee. By relinquishing entitlement and practicing intentional remembrance, we are led into the heart of thanksgiving, which is the Eucharist—the ultimate expression of gratitude.
Father Pat’s sermon weaves together the Gospel canticle of Zechariah with a profound meditation on the spiritual discipline of gratitude. Zechariah, filled with the Holy Spirit, proclaims the mercy and fidelity of God, recognizing the fulfillment of ancient promises and the dawning of salvation through Christ. His words are not merely a celebration of a personal event but a cosmic acknowledgment of divine grace. For Father Pat, this canticle becomes a template for how we are to live: in continual remembrance of God’s goodness and mercy. Zechariah’s gratitude is not abstract; it is rooted in memory—of covenants kept, of promises fulfilled, of mercy extended.
Father Pat challenges the congregation to consider how their own memories shape their capacity for thanksgiving. He remarks that wounds and wrongs are remembered vividly, while blessings are often forgotten or overlooked. This selective memory, he says, is a barrier to true gratitude and often feeds into a sense of entitlement. Entitlement, in his analysis, is not merely a selfish attitude but a spiritual distortion that replaces thanksgiving with mere satisfaction. When we believe we are owed everything, we cease to be thankful for anything. Satisfaction becomes the ceiling of joy, and nothing is ever quite good enough.
He illustrates this with examples from everyday life: the unnoticed roads until there’s a pothole, the taken-for-granted health until a migraine hits, the restaurant meal that becomes disappointing not because it is bad but because our standards have been raised by familiarity and sophistication. Entitlement creeps into our relationships too—especially during holidays—where we expect families to behave according to our expectations. Disappointment and conflict arise when we forget that others are "other," not extensions of ourselves.
Father Pat offers a spiritual antidote: the intentional practice of remembering rightly. He invites us to “re-remember” the year with a new filter, seeking out the good, the growth, the moments of grace that may have gone unnoticed. This is not naïve optimism but a theological reorientation—a recognition that even in suffering or inconvenience, God’s mercy is at work. He warns against becoming “injustice collectors,” people who hoard grievances and allow them to define their lives. In contrast, those who practice gratitude become more generous, patient, and open.
He also addresses the subtle ways sophistication can undermine gratitude. The more refined our tastes, the more critical we become. Whether it's the arts, food, or relationships, the constant search for excellence can blind us to the goodness already present. This is not a call to lower standards but to widen our perspective—to see the grace that exceeds our expectations, not merely meets them.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s reflection culminates in a Eucharistic vision of life. Thanksgiving, he argues, should not be confined to a single holiday or moment of abundance. In the Christian life, gratitude becomes Eucharist—an ongoing offering of our lives back to God in praise for all that has been received. This transformation happens when we embrace the truth that nothing is owed to us, but everything is a gift. Life, health, love, community, and even the daily frustrations that shape our character—all are expressions of divine mercy.
Father Pat leaves his hearers with a spiritual challenge: to become people who remember differently, who look at their lives through the lens of grace rather than grievance. He suggests a simple yet powerful practice—each time we are upset, ask ourselves what is going right. Who built the road? Who showed up? What is the hidden gift within this moment? This shift in memory and mindset is what allows thanksgiving to become not just a feeling, but a way of being—a Eucharistic life....
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I chose the short because I think the vast majority of people know. They hear that much, they know the rest of the story. And then the man with five, it almost reads like a joke that begins with three people in a bar. And then the second one came forward. And he was only given two, and he brought two extras. And the last one, which is kind of the point of the whole story, is the last one knows that the master is someone who expects results. It says he sows where he does not reap. And he's a hard sort of taskmaster. And so the very last one kind of panics, and he doesn't want to risk investing. And so he just buries it in the ground and comes and says, here, here's your one back. I didn't lose any of it, but I didn't gain anything. And you know, it doesn't say it quite this way in scripture, but the master kind of goes off on him. What would be really helpful for those of us who look at this parable would be if there was a story as well of the person who went out courageously and invested but lost. What's the reaction to that person? Because that's really what we all kind of want to know. Should he have taken the risk? Now, the story clearly says yes, but we don't get the story of someone who took the risk and lost it. And our gut reaction, of course, is that it would be better to go out and risk and lose than just to play it too safe. And I think most of us and most scripture scholars go there with this parable, even though it's kind of missing that chunk for us. It really would be nice to hear what happens when you kind of risk it. We get a version of that. And it's often the Thanksgiving gospel. I haven't checked to see if it's what we're using this year. But we get a version of that in the story of the 10 lepers who are healed by Jesus. And he sends them all off to the priest to be healed. And along the way, as they recognize they're healed, one of them goes off script. And he comes back and he starts thanking Jesus. And the reaction is, where are the others? Well, the others are doing what they're told. They were playing it safe. And he does take a big risk. You know, he does take a risk. But we still don't quite get that real satisfying answer to what would have happened if the one with the five talents came back and said, I invested in this great plan for a pipeline through South Dakota. Now there's oil everywhere. What would have happened if he had done something disastrous? We don't know. We aren't given that. And so we have to always look at that with that. We wish we had it a little more solidly. But there's kind of almost a natural instinct in us to understand what the parable is really getting us to, which is whether or not we kind of waste the gifts we have in life. And not just the financial assets. This is often a stewardship weekend in parishes where we talk about stewardship. But also our talents and everything we've been given. And I think I almost wish these weekends were reversed. Because this is a great follow-up to Thanksgiving. Because I think the reason most of us don't share more of who we are is we haven't really acknowledged how much we've been given. How much we have to be grateful for. What it is, how many of these, you know, what it calls the talents, which unfortunately means something totally different nowadays. But all of these measures of good that God has given us to begin with. If we're unaware of that, it is a little harder to share in the world. And so we kind of look around. It's fallen on this, you know, World Day of the Poor. That Pope Francis, I don't know if any of you saw the news articles flying around. That in the Palo Sesto Hall, which is the, Paul VI Hall, which is in the, right off the Vatican, the famous Vatican, St. Peter's Square. And it's where the College of Cardinals often meets when they are having a consistory. So they set it for like 1500 and had a big banquet with the Pope and the homeless of Rome. And it was just kind of fascinating. And his whole approach to this has been, you know, it's in the poor that we find our vision of God. And I think a lot of us think that he's kind of talking about a sort of lovely, sentimental, when you have that kind of generosity and that kind of giving, you know, that you get this overwhelming sense of what God does when he helps. No, it's nothing that hallmark. It's not that goopy. He's really going back to the Old Testament and part of the New Testament that says, you know what, the vision they have, the vision the poor have of God is closer to the truth. Because they grow up and know, through so much of their life, they have this constant knowledge of how much they need. And where we think it could sort of be beating you down and it feels a little degrading to accept charity, it is. It's hard to accept charity. And most of us go through every day unaware of the charity we accept because it makes us feel better. God, the fact that you are alive and the poorest person on earth is alive means when it comes to God, you've both received the same measure of grace this day. But they're aware of it. We wake up and, you know, we look around at our lives and everything and we think, you know, this is what I've done for myself. This is what I've made for myself. This is how I've established myself. And we don't see that that's all from God because we have this myth of, you know, I always say the myth of the self-made man. There is no such thing. And so we have to get back behind these readings and start to see what's going on. And in Proverbs, we get this vision all through Proverbs. At the very end of the book, we have this thing of the worthy wife. And you really do have to learn to get beyond the inherent sexism of Scripture. It was written in a different culture. I mean, sometimes the people who are really fighting for social justice are still fighting from a culture where they're pushing the limits. And we look back years later and, you know, trust me, the proposition that all men are created equal was incredibly progressive. They had no idea that the word men only referred to half the human race. I mean, they just, the word was used differently. Now we look back and we go, well, you know, maybe we could have, and people will say, well, clearly they meant everyone. That's a nice rewrite. Maybe they did. It was a different culture. You know, when you say all men are created equal at a time when women weren't voting, you don't really believe. You actually believed that all men were created equal. It was still on the forefront of your generation. And the same thing is with Scripture. Sometimes there's these great, wonderful sayings, but you can see that they're only getting so far in their culture, and this is one of those moments, you know, when one has a worthy wife, she's worth more than pearls. If you put that next to the other things in the Old Testament, especially the Ten Commandments, you start to realize that, yes, they really are saying, of all of your possessions, your wife is the best one. Of everything you own, I hope you know that that's the most valuable. It is saying that, and we say, well, that's not what it's saying. You're ignoring history. Of course it's what it's saying. Read the Ten Commandments. You will not covet your neighbor's, you know, oxen. You will not covet their belongings. You will not covet their wife. I think she actually comes third in the list. Does it mean that, no, it means that they are writing from their cultural mindset. Anyone who thinks scripture was written outside of a culture is fooling themselves, and so we get this sense that there's this moment, though, where it's really talking about Israel, the community. Nowadays we would say the church is this worthy wife. We really do, and that's why we have to understand that the language is sexist, or we'll come to the wrong conclusion. It is saying that, and we say, or we'll come to the wrong conclusion. It is saying we are a belonging of God's. We do belong to God in a way that nowadays we would say a wife doesn't. That's why this doesn't work so well anymore, but we actually are a lesser spouse to God. It is not, our relationship with God is not a marriage-based inequality. It's God and us, and it says, and you know that we are worthy of this relationship when all, as it says here, all of those in her care are taken care of and doubly clothed. In other words, that's when we are the spouse of God. We are the spouse of God the day that everyone in our care is taken care of. That makes us the worthy, so it's not this, you know, people love this at funerals. If mom passed away, they'll read this because they kind of love it. Oh, you know, mom took care of everyone. It's really about the community. The bride of Christ is to take care of everyone, and then we're being worthy of being the community we claim to be. And so we look at that, and then we go and we say, so now what is this stewardship thing about? What have we been given? What are we doing to take care of others? Some people in the gospel, it doesn't tell you who you are. Some people are like Martha and Mary, who are clearly people with money. They have, we know they at least have a private garden. And we know that it says in the New Testament that there were many women who actually took care of this little group out of their means. And for a woman to be able to take care of someone out of their means, somehow she was able, she had to either inherit or still have an ability in that culture. It was a rare thing. But no one ever turns to them and says, like they do to the rich young man, give it all away. Each of us is called to do different stuff. It's not, do you give everything away? Do you manage everything you've had in such a way that it does the most good in the world? Not the most good in your life. Do we manage everything we have to do the most good in the world? That's, you know, that's an ongoing thing. Sometimes it's being responsible to what we have so it will be there, not just for our children, but for the world. Because the church is called to take care, as Pope said this weekend, we are called to take care of everyone. And then the scripture says, and those under your care had better be well fed and well clothed and taken care of. And so we get this real mandate. I always think that Christianity, I mentioned this at a school mass this week, Christianity gets one of our most important dynamics absolutely backwards most of the time. In American Christianity nowadays, this is not true all through history. But the dynamic is that we think religion is about getting you to think the right things about God. We profess the creed. It's important, I'm glad we profess it. But it's not the point. The point is not think all the right things, have all the right definitions, know all the right laws. That's what it means to be a good Catholic, is I follow every one of the rules. And then subsidiarily, if I've got time left over, we go out and we help the poor. No, the first one, the last one there, that's the mandatory one. What we do in the world is actually more important than whether I have the right thoughts about God. Because quite frankly, you'll never get God figured out anyway. I'm always surprised how often we use God as a distraction to the gospel. God becomes the distraction. I'm gonna ponder God and, you know, I'm gonna ponder and pray and hopefully God will feed the poor. No, no, he's got his job, we have ours. And our job is to go out and change the world. And that's what's difficult about our faith. Because throughout history, the church slowly has aligned itself and it's against its own roots. We align ourselves, it happens naturally, with establishment. We become the voice of the establishment. The original gospel was never the voice of the establishment. It always scares me to know. You know, first thing I realized when I was studying the scripture in seminary is that the only people Jesus gets mad at are the religious leaders. I mean, it's amazing, once we study that, we're still willing to become priests. We're the ones he gets mad at. He doesn't stand with the priests and look out to the people and say, you hypocrites. He always stands with them, looks at the religious leader and goes, you hypocrites. We're the ones that really seem to upset him the most. And so we have to always, you know, have that in mind as we minister, as we preach, as we do all these things. And then the level goes out. Those of us who are Christians working with non-Christians, we have to understand that that finger might be pointing back at us. The establishment is not ever where the church was meant to be. We were always meant to be the pilgrim church. Triumphant church happens after death. That's in heaven. We're the pilgrim church. We're the church that journeys through the world with those who have no home. And the Pope says this over and over and over again, and it's interesting to watch the backlash against it. You know, tell us we're holy, but don't give us a mission. That will never happen. That will never happen. The gospel will not be there to tell us when we're being holy or not. It will be there to tell us what we do next, where the mission is, everything we've been given. Hopefully we do go out and invest it in others. And sometimes that will go well. Mother Teresa always reminds us, you are called to be faithful, not successful. And I always think that's the line I want to hear in that gospel today, is you're not called to be successful. You were called to be faithful. You are called to be courageous. You are called to be able to speak your mind. And it may work out well for you. Those who have an earthly vision would tell you it didn't work out well for Jesus. Peter tried to talk him out of it. We're called not to side with that. We're called to side with the Jesus vision that says we're called to be faithful. We cannot control the world's reaction to it. But we're called to go out and change the world. And if we're too stuck in our establishment, we don't want change. It's comfortable. But like the pope, when we align with the poor, we will see the need for change. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, Lord.
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Jesus told his disciples this parable.
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A man going on a journey called in his servants
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and entrusted his possessions to them.
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To one he gave five talents, to another two, to a third one,
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each according to his ability.
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Then he went away.
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After a long time, the master of those servants
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came back and settled accounts with them.
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The one who had received five talents
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came forward bringing the additional five.
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He said, master, you gave me five talents.
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See, I have made five more.
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His master said to him, well done,
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my good and faithful servant.
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Since you were faithful in small matters,
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I will give you great responsibilities.
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Come, share your master's joy.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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There is both a long and a short version of today's Gospel.
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I chose the short because I think
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the vast majority of people know.
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They hear that much, they know the rest of the story.
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And then the man with five, it almost
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reads like a joke that begins with three people in a bar.
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And then the second one came forward.
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And he was only given two, and he brought two extras.
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And the last one, which is kind of the point
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of the whole story, is the last one
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knows that the master is someone who expects results.
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It says he sows where he does not reap.
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And he's a hard sort of taskmaster.
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And so the very last one kind of panics,
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and he doesn't want to risk investing.
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And so he just buries it in the ground
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and comes and says, here, here's your one back.
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I didn't lose any of it, but I didn't gain anything.
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And you know, it doesn't say it quite this way in scripture,
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but the master kind of goes off on him.
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What would be really helpful for those of us
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who look at this parable would be
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if there was a story as well of the person who went out
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courageously and invested but lost.
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What's the reaction to that person?
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Because that's really what we all kind of want to know.
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Should he have taken the risk?
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Now, the story clearly says yes, but we
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don't get the story of someone who took the risk and lost it.
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And our gut reaction, of course, is
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that it would be better to go out and risk and lose
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than just to play it too safe.
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And I think most of us and most scripture scholars
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go there with this parable, even though it's kind
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of missing that chunk for us.
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It really would be nice to hear what happens
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when you kind of risk it.
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We get a version of that.
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And it's often the Thanksgiving gospel.
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I haven't checked to see if it's what we're using this year.
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But we get a version of that in the story of the 10 lepers who
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are healed by Jesus.
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And he sends them all off to the priest
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to be healed.
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And along the way, as they recognize they're healed,
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one of them goes off script.
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And he comes back and he starts thanking Jesus.
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And the reaction is, where are the others?
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Well, the others are doing what they're told.
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They were playing it safe.
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And he does take a big risk.
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You know, he does take a risk.
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But we still don't quite get that real satisfying answer
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to what would have happened if the one with the five talents
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came back and said, I invested in this great plan
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for a pipeline through South Dakota.
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Now there's oil everywhere.
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What would have happened if he had done something disastrous?
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We don't know.
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We aren't given that.
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And so we have to always look at that with that.
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We wish we had it a little more solidly.
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But there's kind of almost a natural instinct in us
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to understand what the parable is really getting us to,
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which is whether or not we kind of waste
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the gifts we have in life.
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And not just the financial assets.
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This is often a stewardship weekend in parishes
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where we talk about stewardship.
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But also our talents and everything we've been given.
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And I think I almost wish these weekends were reversed.
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Because this is a great follow-up to Thanksgiving.
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Because I think the reason most of us
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don't share more of who we are is
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we haven't really acknowledged how much we've been given.
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How much we have to be grateful for.
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What it is, how many of these, you know,
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what it calls the talents, which unfortunately means
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something totally different nowadays.
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But all of these measures of good
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that God has given us to begin with.
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If we're unaware of that, it is a little harder
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to share in the world.
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And so we kind of look around.
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It's fallen on this, you know, World Day of the Poor.
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That Pope Francis, I don't know if any of you
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saw the news articles flying around.
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That in the Palo Sesto Hall, which is the,
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Paul VI Hall, which is in the, right off the Vatican,
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the famous Vatican, St. Peter's Square.
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And it's where the College of Cardinals often meets
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when they are having a consistory.
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So they set it for like 1500 and had a big banquet
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with the Pope and the homeless of Rome.
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And it was just kind of fascinating.
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And his whole approach to this has been, you know,
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it's in the poor that we find our vision of God.
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And I think a lot of us think that he's kind of
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talking about a sort of lovely, sentimental,
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when you have that kind of generosity
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and that kind of giving, you know,
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that you get this overwhelming sense
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of what God does when he helps.
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No, it's nothing that hallmark.
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It's not that goopy.
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He's really going back to the Old Testament
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and part of the New Testament that says,
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you know what, the vision they have,
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the vision the poor have of God is closer to the truth.
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Because they grow up and know,
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through so much of their life,
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they have this constant knowledge
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of how much they need.
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And where we think it could sort of be beating you down
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and it feels a little degrading to accept charity,
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it is.
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It's hard to accept charity.
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And most of us go through every day
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unaware of the charity we accept
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because it makes us feel better.
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God, the fact that you are alive
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and the poorest person on earth is alive
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means when it comes to God,
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you've both received the same measure of grace this day.
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But they're aware of it.
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We wake up and, you know,
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we look around at our lives and everything
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and we think, you know, this is what I've done for myself.
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This is what I've made for myself.
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This is how I've established myself.
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And we don't see that that's all from God
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because we have this myth of, you know,
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I always say the myth of the self-made man.
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There is no such thing.
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And so we have to get back behind these readings
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and start to see what's going on.
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And in Proverbs, we get this vision
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all through Proverbs.
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At the very end of the book,
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we have this thing of the worthy wife.
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And you really do have to learn
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to get beyond the inherent sexism of Scripture.
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It was written in a different culture.
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I mean, sometimes the people
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who are really fighting for social justice
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are still fighting from a culture
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where they're pushing the limits.
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And we look back years later and, you know,
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trust me, the proposition that all men are created equal
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was incredibly progressive.
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They had no idea that the word men
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only referred to half the human race.
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I mean, they just, the word was used differently.
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Now we look back and we go, well, you know,
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maybe we could have, and people will say,
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well, clearly they meant everyone.
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That's a nice rewrite.
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Maybe they did.
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It was a different culture.
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You know, when you say all men are created equal
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at a time when women weren't voting,
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you don't really believe.
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You actually believed that all men were created equal.
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It was still on the forefront of your generation.
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And the same thing is with Scripture.
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Sometimes there's these great, wonderful sayings,
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but you can see that they're only getting so far
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in their culture, and this is one of those moments,
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you know, when one has a worthy wife,
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she's worth more than pearls.
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If you put that next to the other things
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in the Old Testament, especially the Ten Commandments,
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you start to realize that, yes, they really are saying,
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of all of your possessions, your wife is the best one.
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Of everything you own, I hope you know
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that that's the most valuable.
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It is saying that, and we say, well,
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that's not what it's saying.
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You're ignoring history.
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Of course it's what it's saying.
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Read the Ten Commandments.
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You will not covet your neighbor's, you know, oxen.
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You will not covet their belongings.
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You will not covet their wife.
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I think she actually comes third in the list.
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Does it mean that, no, it means that they are writing
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from their cultural mindset.
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Anyone who thinks scripture was written
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outside of a culture is fooling themselves,
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and so we get this sense that there's this moment, though,
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where it's really talking about Israel, the community.
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Nowadays we would say the church is this worthy wife.
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We really do, and that's why we have to understand
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that the language is sexist,
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or we'll come to the wrong conclusion.
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It is saying that, and we say,
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or we'll come to the wrong conclusion.
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It is saying we are a belonging of God's.
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We do belong to God in a way that nowadays
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we would say a wife doesn't.
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That's why this doesn't work so well anymore,
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but we actually are a lesser spouse to God.
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It is not, our relationship with God
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is not a marriage-based inequality.
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It's God and us, and it says,
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and you know that we are worthy of this relationship
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when all, as it says here, all of those in her care
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are taken care of and doubly clothed.
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In other words, that's when we are the spouse of God.
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We are the spouse of God the day that everyone
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in our care is taken care of.
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That makes us the worthy, so it's not this,
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you know, people love this at funerals.
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If mom passed away, they'll read this
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because they kind of love it.
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Oh, you know, mom took care of everyone.
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It's really about the community.
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The bride of Christ is to take care of everyone,
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and then we're being worthy of being
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the community we claim to be.
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And so we look at that, and then we go and we say,
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so now what is this stewardship thing about?
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What have we been given?
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What are we doing to take care of others?
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Some people in the gospel, it doesn't tell you who you are.
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Some people are like Martha and Mary,
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who are clearly people with money.
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They have, we know they at least have a private garden.
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And we know that it says in the New Testament
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that there were many women who actually took care
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of this little group out of their means.
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And for a woman to be able to take care of someone
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out of their means, somehow she was able,
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she had to either inherit or still have
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an ability in that culture.
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It was a rare thing.
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But no one ever turns to them and says,
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like they do to the rich young man, give it all away.
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Each of us is called to do different stuff.
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It's not, do you give everything away?
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Do you manage everything you've had in such a way
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that it does the most good in the world?
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Not the most good in your life.
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Do we manage everything we have
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to do the most good in the world?
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That's, you know, that's an ongoing thing.
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Sometimes it's being responsible to what we have
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so it will be there, not just for our children,
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but for the world.
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Because the church is called to take care,
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as Pope said this weekend,
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we are called to take care of everyone.
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And then the scripture says, and those under your care
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had better be well fed and well clothed and taken care of.
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And so we get this real mandate.
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I always think that Christianity,
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I mentioned this at a school mass this week,
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Christianity gets one of our most important dynamics
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absolutely backwards most of the time.
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In American Christianity nowadays,
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this is not true all through history.
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But the dynamic is that we think religion is about
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getting you to think the right things about God.
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We profess the creed.
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It's important, I'm glad we profess it.
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But it's not the point.
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The point is not think all the right things,
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have all the right definitions, know all the right laws.
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That's what it means to be a good Catholic,
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is I follow every one of the rules.
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And then subsidiarily, if I've got time left over,
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we go out and we help the poor.
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No, the first one, the last one there,
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that's the mandatory one.
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What we do in the world is actually more important
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than whether I have the right thoughts about God.
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Because quite frankly,
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you'll never get God figured out anyway.
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I'm always surprised how often we use God
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as a distraction to the gospel.
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God becomes the distraction.
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I'm gonna ponder God and, you know,
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I'm gonna ponder and pray
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and hopefully God will feed the poor.
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No, no, he's got his job, we have ours.
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And our job is to go out and change the world.
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And that's what's difficult about our faith.
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Because throughout history,
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the church slowly has aligned itself
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and it's against its own roots.
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We align ourselves, it happens naturally,
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with establishment.
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We become the voice of the establishment.
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The original gospel was never
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the voice of the establishment.
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It always scares me to know.
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You know, first thing I realized
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when I was studying the scripture in seminary
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is that the only people Jesus gets mad at
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are the religious leaders.
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I mean, it's amazing, once we study that,
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we're still willing to become priests.
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We're the ones he gets mad at.
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He doesn't stand with the priests
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and look out to the people and say,
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you hypocrites.
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He always stands with them,
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looks at the religious leader and goes,
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you hypocrites.
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We're the ones that really seem to upset him the most.
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And so we have to always, you know,
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have that in mind as we minister,
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as we preach, as we do all these things.
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And then the level goes out.
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Those of us who are Christians
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working with non-Christians,
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we have to understand that that finger
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might be pointing back at us.
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The establishment is not ever
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where the church was meant to be.
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We were always meant to be the pilgrim church.
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Triumphant church happens after death.
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That's in heaven.
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We're the pilgrim church.
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We're the church that journeys
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through the world with those who have no home.
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And the Pope says this over and over and over again,
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and it's interesting to watch the backlash against it.
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You know, tell us we're holy,
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but don't give us a mission.
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That will never happen.
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That will never happen.
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The gospel will not be there to tell us
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when we're being holy or not.
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It will be there to tell us what we do next,
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where the mission is, everything we've been given.
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Hopefully we do go out and invest it in others.
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And sometimes that will go well.
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Mother Teresa always reminds us,
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you are called to be faithful, not successful.
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And I always think that's the line
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I want to hear in that gospel today,
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is you're not called to be successful.
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You were called to be faithful.
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You are called to be courageous.
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You are called to be able to speak your mind.
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And it may work out well for you.
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Those who have an earthly vision would tell you
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it didn't work out well for Jesus.
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Peter tried to talk him out of it.
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We're called not to side with that.
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We're called to side with the Jesus vision that
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says we're called to be faithful.
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We cannot control the world's reaction to it.
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But we're called to go out and change the world.
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And if we're too stuck in our establishment,
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we don't want change.
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It's comfortable.
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But like the pope, when we align with the poor,
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we will see the need for change.
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And only when we see that need will we
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start to understand the gospel of Jesus.
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Father Pat’s message centers around the parable of Father Pat’s message centers around the parable of the talents and the deeper implications of what it means to faithfully use the gifts God has entrusted to us. He challenges listeners to move beyond a superficial understanding of stewardship, emphasizing that the parable is not merely about financial responsibility but about embracing the courage to risk, invest, and serve others with all that we have been given. He laments the missing part of the story—the one who risks and loses—yet affirms that God calls us to faithfulness, not success. Father Pat draws connections between authentic Christian discipleship and solidarity with the poor, underscoring that true Christ-like living requires aligning ourselves with the marginalized and resisting the comfort and stagnation of establishment religion. Ultimately, Father Pat urges the Church and its members to abandon passive religiosity and instead live out the Gospel through bold, sacrificial love and justice.
The parable of the talents, as Father Pat explains, is often misunderstood when reduced to a simple lesson on productivity or financial stewardship. The deeper message lies in the spiritual responsibility to recognize the abundance of gifts—spiritual, emotional, material—that God has placed in our lives and to use them courageously for the good of others. The Gospel rewards those who risk and invest their talents, but it does not address the scenario many of us fear: what happens if we risk and fail? Father Pat points out this omission and suggests that, despite the lack of narrative closure, the instinctive conclusion is that faithfulness and willingness to act matter more to God than measurable success. This is echoed in the life of Jesus himself, whose crucifixion by worldly standards looked like failure, yet became the ultimate act of faithfulness.
Father Pat also draws a powerful parallel between this parable and the story of the ten lepers, where the one who returns to thank Jesus steps off the expected path—a risky move that is nonetheless deeply valued by Christ. This illustrates that true discipleship often involves stepping away from the safe and expected in favor of authentic, grateful, and courageous living. He also reflects on the wisdom of the poor, a theme that Pope Francis has emphasized, especially on the World Day of the Poor. The poor, he notes, have a clearer vision of God, not because of sentimentality, but because their daily dependence reveals a truth many of us with material security forget: everything we have is gift. The poor recognize their need for grace, while the affluent often delude themselves with the myth of self-sufficiency.
In this context, Father Pat challenges the Church to examine its alignment with institutional power and comfort. Historically, the Church began as a movement on the margins, yet over centuries has often become an arm of the establishment, losing its prophetic edge. He notes with irony that the only people Jesus directs anger toward in the Gospels are the religious leaders—those who were supposed to guide others but instead preserved their own power. This is a sobering reminder for clergy and laypeople alike to constantly reevaluate whether we are truly following Christ or merely preserving tradition and comfort.
The reading from Proverbs about the “worthy wife” is also reinterpreted not as a patriarchal ideal of a submissive woman, but as a metaphor for the community of faith—the Church—and its responsibility to care for all within its reach. Just as a worthy spouse ensures that those in her care are well-fed and clothed, the Church must prioritize the material and spiritual wellbeing of the vulnerable. This reframing encourages believers to resist individualistic interpretations of Scripture and instead embrace a communal, justice-oriented reading.
Father Pat critiques the inversion of priorities prevalent in much of American Christianity, where orthodoxy (right belief) is elevated above orthopraxy (right action). He argues that the true measure of Christian faith is not how accurately one can define theological doctrines, but how deeply one embodies the Gospel through acts of love, justice, and mercy. The creeds and doctrines matter, but they are not the end; they are meant to propel us into mission. Christianity, at its core, is not about admiring God from a distance, but about participating in God’s work in the world—feeding the hungry, clothing the naked, and challenging unjust systems.
Finally, Father Pat echoes the wisdom of Mother Teresa: “You are not called to be successful, but faithful.” This statement encapsulates the heart of the homily. Faithfulness means risking failure, stepping into the unknown, and offering one’s gifts without the guarantee of reward. It demands that we not cling to security but embrace the Gospel's radical call to transformation—for ourselves and for the world. The Church must renew its identity as a pilgrim people, journeying with the poor, the displaced, and the forgotten, rather than settling into the comforts of cultural relevance or institutional prestige. Only then will we fully understand and live the Gospel of Jesus Christ....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1273.489990234375, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Jesus told his disciples this parable. The kingdom of heaven will be like 10 virgins who took their lamps and went out to meet the bridegroom. Five of them were foolish and five were wise. The foolish ones, when taking their lamps, brought no oil with them. But the wise brought flasks of oil with their lamps. Since the bridegroom was long delayed, they all became drowsy and fell asleep. At midnight, there was a cry. Behold, the bridegroom, come out to meet him. Then all those virgins got up and trimmed their lamps. The foolish ones said to the wise, give us some of your oil, for our lamps are going out. But the wise ones replied, no, for there may not be enough for us and you. Go instead to the merchants and buy some for yourselves. While they went off to buy it, the bridegroom came, and those who were ready went into the wedding feast with him. Then the door was locked. Afterwards, the other virgins came and said, Lord, Lord, open the door for us. But he said in reply, amen. I say to you, I do not know you. Therefore, stay awake, for you know neither the day nor the hour. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Tough wedding. Even tougher metaphor. It's one that people, you know, they've heard, oh, the wise virgins and the foolish virgins. And we don't really pull this apart. The problem with some of these metaphors is they're great metaphors for the kingdom of God, but they kind of fall apart at the human level because they're things that really don't happen at the human level. You know, you can't say, you know, love is a rose really doesn't mean anything if you've never seen a rose. I mean, we depend on the part of the metaphor that's supposed to make something for us. And this is a wedding, I'm assuming, like one you've never been to. First off, it's probably not, it's probably not an allusion to a Jewish wedding. Because even though there are some of the tidier English translations that take this to bridesmaids or maybe, you know, the allusion here is the bridegroom is waiting for 10 virgins. This is a 10 bride, one groom sort of wedding. I don't think I've been to more than one of those. So it's a little out of our experience to begin with. It's not really the picture of a wedding as we know it. And part of that is because this, of course, is the bride in this Matthew reading is already starting to take on that theology of the church. And Jesus being the bridegroom. And it's coming out of an experience of the community at the time this gospel's written, probably somewhere around the year 80, give or take, that they all thought the bridegroom, they all thought Jesus was going, the second coming was gonna happen before the death of the last apostle. And they've been watching him drop off one by one. And about now, they're feeling the bridegroom is late. The community is struggling for how do we keep waiting for Jesus to come back when it's becoming more and more apparent that it's probably not happening in our lifetime. It's not what was expected. And so it's definitely a story about, you know, well, be patient. Well, you know, it's not gonna happen when you expect. For most of us, it will not happen in our lifetime. Generations have come and gone. Every generation is, you know, unwilling to say out loud ahead of time, it's probably not in my lifetime. Because that almost feels like unfaithfulness. You know, that it could happen tomorrow. And so we end up with this parable that has at its heart a piece of theology that every preacher and every theologian, unless they've got a mean spiritedness to them, is very uncomfortable with. And it's that the wise maidens here are wise but uncaring. It's sort of, if we look at them as they're the ones that are going to heaven, they are the ones who, we got ours, we don't care about you. And it's a distasteful vision that if that's what heaven is full of, you know, hell, purgatory are looking pretty good at this point, you know, where the food's no good but the people are kinder. It tears apart, what is it? Well, I did it and you didn't. And it nurtures a sort of vision that some of us will merit heaven rather than none of us merit it. We get it through the grace of Jesus. And who merits it more is, you know, it's a little bit when we stand before God and hope that I will look better than the next person over. It, you know, it's like two garden slugs standing before a person thinking, I think they'll find me more attractive than that one. Which is not a horrible thing until, until the slugs start wounding one another to look better. We're all going to need this grace of God. So, for years I've toyed with this parable in different ways and tried to get my head around it. And I finally gave up yesterday and if anyone saw me at about noon, I was walking over from my office with a stack of Greek books about this big and slogged through this to try and figure out what's going on. Especially since whoever designed our lectionary, God love them. It's a little misleading until we put it next to the book of wisdom. They take the parable of these wise virgins and they say, let's pair it with the book of wisdom, which is not probably purposefully, but negligently misleading. Because the words both get translated into English as wisdom, but have nothing to do much with one another in their original languages. In the Old Testament, wisdom, the book of wisdom is it's not a female aspect of God. It is God, the entirety of God in female imagery. That's just so foreign to us that we don't really understand it. And I wanted to get one of these passages correct because I think people don't understand. So I'm taking out my Bible. I'm not tweeting, I promise. But in the book of wisdom, God, the great, the Hebrew Yahweh, the Ruach, all of that. In wisdom, this is a female character. But when someone says, well, I don't think they're really talking about God in that sense. This is from the 10th chapter. The holy people, wisdom, Solomon says, the holy people and their blameless descendants, it was she who rescued them from the nations that oppressed them. She who entered the soul of the Lord's servant withstood the kings. She who gave the holy ones the rewards of their labor. She who was their shelter from day, their light at night. She took them across the Red Sea. She brought them through the waters and she drowned their enemies, turning them up from the bottom. This is the Hebrew God. If it said he, you'd know exactly who they were talking about. But because it says she, we don't. Wisdom in the Old Testament is the essence of God. So when you take that and we say, well, we couldn't ask for more than to be like these wise women. Now we're misusing it because the word in the, so that's why I had to get all these books in what we call the Septuagint, and this is a little bit of a slog, so just stay with me. But the Septuagint is the oldest, the Greek translation of the Old Testament. You know, most of the Jewish people at the time of Jesus weren't running around speaking fluent Hebrew. They were living in Greek countries and the Old Testament had been translated into Greek by them. So they would, some of them, especially the less scholarly, might approach the Hebrew Bible the way I approach the Greek one, which is with a stack of books this big and go over, you know, I just don't flip through it and my fluent Greek just doesn't fall into place. I have to, so when I'm actually studying scripture, I will pull out the English translation. I'm practically fluent. So it's, you know, so they're doing that. They're pulling out the Septuagint, the Greek translation, and all of those images of wisdom is a word we're fairly familiar with, Sophia. Sophia is that Greek word. And Sophia is this imagery of, I mean, when you have Sophia, you are in the God mindset. You are with God and you are the perfect example of God. And Sophia, oh, they do it all up real nice. And then we get to these five women in the New Testament and the word Sophia is not used. The word phronimos, which means anything from well-prepared to shrewd. Oh, well shrewd, now I get it. They're shrewd. They've got all the details of this life in place. The other place it's used in the synoptics, one of the other places is in Luke, in the 16th chapter of Luke, at the eighth verse, where it's the dishonest steward, the one who goes out and scratches, it says, you know, the master awarded him because the children of this world are more prudent and shrewd with one another. Now, it wouldn't translate as because you dishonest people are more wise. Never have translated that one as wisdom. There's a sort of shrewd, you know, it would have been clunky to say there were five foolish virgins and five who were type A personalities. But that's sort of, I got everything in a row, I'm not gonna show up unprepared. These are the Boy Scouts you wanna travel with. But it doesn't set them up as an example of what it means to be close to God. It's just saying they're the ones that know how to plan ahead of time. The man who builds his house on stone, who has all of the right materials ready, same word, not Sophia. So once we back up and say, okay, so now let's use one of the common translations. There are five who are foolish and five who are prudent. Well, I know prudent people who aren't necessarily generous and compassionate, and that those don't always go together. But it's such a struggle for us to use the word wise and then say, so when we talk about this wisdom of God, compassion and mercy and caring about those who don't have shouldn't be part of it. So we first, we have to get those words separated from one another. And then say, so, what was the big moment that the other five had their epic failure? They didn't have an extra flask? Well, that's nice, but what if the bridegroom had been a whole nother day? They'd all have been out of oil. You know, some of them were lucky enough, they got the right amount, others weren't. So at what point did they have their epic failure? And when you start to figure out the translation, it becomes apparent that we've missed a crucial moment in this. What if they had shown up, if Jesus is the bridegroom, what if they had shown up with not enough oil? What if they'd just been brave enough to say, hey, not as prepared as them, but I'm showing up as who I am. Do we think Jesus would have slammed the door? Is the moment of foolishness when they hear someone else say, we're prepared, you're not. You go away, and we're going in. And they went to try to pick up someone else's journey and come back a little more acceptable. That's foolish. And we fall for it all the time. People are running around telling people which church they can belong to, which church they can't belong to, and everyone, and you have to, your journey has to look a little more like mine. And there are so many people, even in our own faith, where I always feel there are people who will say, you are welcome here. As long as you start to live a little more like I do, you're even more welcome. And if you could start to look like me, you know. It's not worth the hair loss. You know, we start to say, you're welcome when your spiritual journey mimics mine. I had a friend, a priest, who his superior wanted him to go on a retreat. They were going through some struggle, and he said, you know, I went on a 30-day silent Ignatian retreat once, and I really, really think that this would be good for you. And so he thought about it, and he said, you know, I'm gonna look into some programs. And he said, no, no, no, no, this program I did, this one in the Dakotas somewhere, oh, no, this is the one you should do. It's really, really good. Well, you know, 30-day silent retreat. I don't need to be, you know, in my favorite city. It's a 30-day silent retreat. That'll be fine, I'll just look through the spiritual directors. No, no, no, the one I used, and he said, I started to realize he didn't want me to go on a 30-day retreat. He wanted me to go on his 30-day retreat. Oh, this is the director I used, and this is the one. And as soon as you, you know, how many friends do you know that, oh, I have found the perfect diet? It worked for me, so it'll work for everyone. If it worked for everyone, you would sell a billion copies. Even modern medicine. Anyone who's ever dealt with cancer hears things constantly like, well, we've got a new treatment that works, and we think it works about 75% of the time. And what does that mean? It means it seems to work, but we don't know if it'll work on you, because we just don't know. There's some piece of, you know, idiosyncratic nature to this that we can't quite get our minds around, and what worked for one person doesn't work for another. And then we get people who think with spirituality, one size fits all. You know, either it's the spirituality of Jesus, or it's that, no, you cannot do the path of Jesus. He started as God. I don't mean to disappoint you, but your starting point was different. None of us started as God. We usually thought we got there by the time we were 16 or so, but we really didn't. You know, we don't have the same starting place. Someone comes to us, a spiritual guru, the worst thing we can start to do is to find a spiritual teacher and imitate them rather than be advised by them. You know, when you've got a companion, you don't really follow as much as you walk alongside. You cut your own path. It may be near to theirs, but this whole parable when we start to realize the difference between real wisdom and prudence, nothing wrong with prudence, but it's not the whole package. When we start to realize the difference, we go, so their mistake was, oh, we're not prepared the way they are. We can't go in. That was the moment of foolishness. That was the moment that they lost it, and then when they come back, it's already going. You know, I think most of us don't ever hit that point with that parable. We're too busy thinking of other things. It's so easy to let someone hijack the deeper meaning of something and make it something else. You know, yesterday, Veterans Day, I've always wondered why we didn't just create Veterans Day rather than take Armistice Day and rename it because they're not the same thing. You know, Armistice was disarmament, and Veterans Day, they said, you know, we gotta honor the veterans of all our wars. Good idea, but it wasn't, that's what that armistice was, was honoring the disarmament, and you know, and that poor holiday has had the worst history of any in our, you know, first, what was it, I think in 1938, they passed the Monday holiday thing. Have to do it on a Monday, you know, and they said, we'll move it to the nearest Monday, so I think the first time they finally celebrated it on a Monday was 72 or 74, and they celebrated it on October 25th. Now, I admit, I know a lot of people who grew up in the 70s, and we missed a few Mondays, but there's no way that was the closest Monday to November 11th, and then it took them about four years to say, okay, this is stupid, put it back on November 11th because we're moving it all over the place to find a Monday, but it's had this troubled history, and I always thought, why didn't they just keep armistice day and say, wow, if that's a good idea, put in another holiday and honor our veterans? You know, oh, let's change this one. It was still a great holiday, it was a good idea, you know, and why not have them both? Why not enrich ourselves? We do that with this parable. Instead of saying, well, you could take on that, as rabbis would, take on another image of this, but the original image is not that you had five failures and five A-pluses. No, no one in this looks really good. Even the bridegroom is sketchy. He shows up late, but how dare they show up late? Even the bridegroom is a sketchy character in this, and that's the beauty of the parables. You can reflect on them again and again from the viewpoints of different characters. You know, Jesus could have handed us an encyclopedia of moral behavior. Instead, he took the parables, and those of you who are mathematicians know that that word comes from the meaning of a shape that is open-ended. Never really has a conclusion to it, and it keeps us rediscovering. Today's, I really think, tells us, your path, it's the only path you get to heaven. You will not get to heaven imitating someone else's path, because they're not in the same place. That's why I always throw my hands up the air when someone says, you know, what would Jesus do? I've told you my problem with that. They're starving. What would Jesus do? He'd multiply bread. Let me know how that works for you. You have to go sacrifice and help and do something else. You don't have the Jesus skills. Wouldn't it be nice? We can't do that. We can imagine what does Jesus call us to do, but we're working with a slightly different skill set than God. And so, we ask God to make us a people that trust that God is here with us in our path, from where you're at at this moment to, you know, your final resting in heaven. There is your path, and it's not going to be anyone else's. And when someone else looks more prepared, so you start to jump and try and do their path, all you do is arrive at your own late. We ask God to make us a people that trust in the grace of our own spiritual journey. Trust that each of us is created by God. Each of us is given a destiny by God. Each of us is in relationship with God. The day you decide to walk someone else's path, you're never gonna get where they got. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Jesus told his disciples this parable.
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The kingdom of heaven will be like 10 virgins
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who took their lamps and went out to meet the bridegroom.
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Five of them were foolish and five were wise.
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The foolish ones, when taking their lamps,
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brought no oil with them.
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But the wise brought flasks of oil with their lamps.
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Since the bridegroom was long delayed,
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they all became drowsy and fell asleep.
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At midnight, there was a cry.
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Behold, the bridegroom, come out to meet him.
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Then all those virgins got up and trimmed their lamps.
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The foolish ones said to the wise,
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give us some of your oil, for our lamps are going out.
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But the wise ones replied, no, for there may not
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be enough for us and you.
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Go instead to the merchants and buy some for yourselves.
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While they went off to buy it, the bridegroom came,
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and those who were ready went into the wedding feast
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with him.
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Then the door was locked.
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Afterwards, the other virgins came and said, Lord, Lord,
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open the door for us.
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But he said in reply, amen.
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I say to you, I do not know you.
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Therefore, stay awake, for you know neither
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the day nor the hour.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Tough wedding.
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Even tougher metaphor.
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It's one that people, you know, they've
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heard, oh, the wise virgins and the foolish virgins.
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And we don't really pull this apart.
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The problem with some of these metaphors is
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they're great metaphors for the kingdom of God,
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but they kind of fall apart at the human level
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because they're things that really don't happen
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at the human level.
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You know, you can't say, you know, love is a rose
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really doesn't mean anything if you've never seen a rose.
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I mean, we depend on the part of the metaphor
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that's supposed to make something for us.
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And this is a wedding, I'm assuming,
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like one you've never been to.
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First off, it's probably not,
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it's probably not an allusion to a Jewish wedding.
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Because even though there are some of the tidier
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English translations that take this to bridesmaids
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or maybe, you know, the allusion here is
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the bridegroom is waiting for 10 virgins.
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This is a 10 bride, one groom sort of wedding.
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I don't think I've been to more than one of those.
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So it's a little out of our experience to begin with.
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It's not really the picture of a wedding as we know it.
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And part of that is because this, of course,
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is the bride in this Matthew reading
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is already starting to take on that theology of the church.
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And Jesus being the bridegroom.
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And it's coming out of an experience of the community
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at the time this gospel's written,
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probably somewhere around the year 80, give or take,
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that they all thought the bridegroom,
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they all thought Jesus was going,
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the second coming was gonna happen
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before the death of the last apostle.
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And they've been watching him drop off one by one.
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And about now, they're feeling the bridegroom is late.
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The community is struggling for how do we keep waiting
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for Jesus to come back when it's becoming
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more and more apparent that it's probably
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not happening in our lifetime.
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It's not what was expected.
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And so it's definitely a story about,
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you know, well, be patient.
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Well, you know, it's not gonna happen when you expect.
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For most of us, it will not happen in our lifetime.
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Generations have come and gone.
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Every generation is, you know,
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unwilling to say out loud ahead of time,
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it's probably not in my lifetime.
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Because that almost feels like unfaithfulness.
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You know, that it could happen tomorrow.
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And so we end up with this parable
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that has at its heart a piece of theology
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that every preacher and every theologian,
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unless they've got a mean spiritedness to them,
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is very uncomfortable with.
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And it's that the wise maidens here
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are wise but uncaring.
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It's sort of, if we look at them as
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they're the ones that are going to heaven,
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they are the ones who, we got ours,
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we don't care about you.
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And it's a distasteful vision
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that if that's what heaven is full of,
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you know, hell, purgatory are looking pretty good
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at this point, you know, where the food's no good
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but the people are kinder.
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It tears apart, what is it?
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Well, I did it and you didn't.
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And it nurtures a sort of vision
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that some of us will merit heaven
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rather than none of us merit it.
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We get it through the grace of Jesus.
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And who merits it more is, you know,
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it's a little bit when we stand before God
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and hope that I will look better
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than the next person over.
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It, you know, it's like two garden slugs
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standing before a person thinking,
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I think they'll find me more attractive than that one.
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Which is not a horrible thing until,
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until the slugs start wounding one another to look better.
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We're all going to need this grace of God.
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So, for years I've toyed with this parable
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in different ways and tried to get my head around it.
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And I finally gave up yesterday
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and if anyone saw me at about noon,
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I was walking over from my office
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with a stack of Greek books about this big
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and slogged through this to try and figure out
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what's going on.
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Especially since whoever designed our lectionary,
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God love them.
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It's a little misleading until we put it
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next to the book of wisdom.
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They take the parable of these wise virgins
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and they say, let's pair it with the book of wisdom,
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which is not probably purposefully,
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but negligently misleading.
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Because the words both get translated
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into English as wisdom, but have nothing to do much
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with one another in their original languages.
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In the Old Testament, wisdom, the book of wisdom
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is it's not a female aspect of God.
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It is God, the entirety of God in female imagery.
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That's just so foreign to us
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that we don't really understand it.
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And I wanted to get one of these passages correct
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because I think people don't understand.
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So I'm taking out my Bible.
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I'm not tweeting, I promise.
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But in the book of wisdom, God,
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the great, the Hebrew Yahweh, the Ruach, all of that.
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In wisdom, this is a female character.
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But when someone says, well, I don't think
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they're really talking about God in that sense.
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This is from the 10th chapter.
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The holy people, wisdom, Solomon says,
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the holy people and their blameless descendants,
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it was she who rescued them from the nations
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that oppressed them.
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She who entered the soul of the Lord's servant
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withstood the kings.
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She who gave the holy ones the rewards of their labor.
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She who was their shelter from day, their light at night.
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She took them across the Red Sea.
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She brought them through the waters
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and she drowned their enemies,
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turning them up from the bottom.
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This is the Hebrew God.
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If it said he, you'd know exactly
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who they were talking about.
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But because it says she, we don't.
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Wisdom in the Old Testament is the essence of God.
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So when you take that and we say, well,
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we couldn't ask for more than to be like these wise women.
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Now we're misusing it because the word in the,
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so that's why I had to get all these books
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in what we call the Septuagint,
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and this is a little bit of a slog,
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so just stay with me.
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But the Septuagint is the oldest,
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the Greek translation of the Old Testament.
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You know, most of the Jewish people
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at the time of Jesus weren't running around
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speaking fluent Hebrew.
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They were living in Greek countries
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and the Old Testament had been translated
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into Greek by them.
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So they would, some of them,
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especially the less scholarly,
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might approach the Hebrew Bible
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the way I approach the Greek one,
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which is with a stack of books this big and go over,
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you know, I just don't flip through it
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and my fluent Greek just doesn't fall into place.
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I have to, so when I'm actually studying scripture,
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I will pull out the English translation.
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I'm practically fluent.
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So it's, you know, so they're doing that.
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They're pulling out the Septuagint,
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the Greek translation,
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and all of those images of wisdom
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is a word we're fairly familiar with, Sophia.
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Sophia is that Greek word.
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And Sophia is this imagery of,
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I mean, when you have Sophia,
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you are in the God mindset.
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You are with God and you are the perfect example of God.
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And Sophia, oh, they do it all up real nice.
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And then we get to these five women in the New Testament
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and the word Sophia is not used.
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The word phronimos,
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which means anything from well-prepared to shrewd.
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Oh, well shrewd, now I get it.
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They're shrewd.
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They've got all the details of this life in place.
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The other place it's used in the synoptics,
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one of the other places is in Luke,
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in the 16th chapter of Luke, at the eighth verse,
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where it's the dishonest steward,
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the one who goes out and scratches,
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it says, you know, the master awarded him
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because the children of this world
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are more prudent and shrewd with one another.
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Now, it wouldn't translate as
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because you dishonest people are more wise.
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Never have translated that one as wisdom.
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There's a sort of shrewd, you know,
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it would have been clunky to say
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there were five foolish virgins
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and five who were type A personalities.
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But that's sort of, I got everything in a row,
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I'm not gonna show up unprepared.
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These are the Boy Scouts you wanna travel with.
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But it doesn't set them up as an example
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of what it means to be close to God.
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It's just saying they're the ones
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that know how to plan ahead of time.
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The man who builds his house on stone,
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who has all of the right materials ready,
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same word, not Sophia.
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So once we back up and say,
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okay, so now let's use one of the common translations.
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There are five who are foolish and five who are prudent.
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Well, I know prudent people
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who aren't necessarily generous and compassionate,
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and that those don't always go together.
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But it's such a struggle for us to use the word wise
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and then say, so when we talk about this wisdom of God,
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compassion and mercy and caring about those
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who don't have shouldn't be part of it.
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So we first, we have to get those words
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separated from one another.
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And then say, so, what was the big moment
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that the other five had their epic failure?
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They didn't have an extra flask?
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Well, that's nice, but what if the bridegroom
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had been a whole nother day?
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They'd all have been out of oil.
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You know, some of them were lucky enough,
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they got the right amount, others weren't.
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So at what point did they have their epic failure?
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And when you start to figure out the translation,
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it becomes apparent that we've missed
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a crucial moment in this.
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What if they had shown up, if Jesus is the bridegroom,
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what if they had shown up with not enough oil?
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What if they'd just been brave enough to say,
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hey, not as prepared as them,
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but I'm showing up as who I am.
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Do we think Jesus would have slammed the door?
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Is the moment of foolishness when they hear
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someone else say, we're prepared, you're not.
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You go away, and we're going in.
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And they went to try to pick up someone else's journey
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and come back a little more acceptable.
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That's foolish.
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And we fall for it all the time.
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People are running around telling people
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which church they can belong to,
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which church they can't belong to,
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and everyone, and you have to,
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your journey has to look a little more like mine.
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And there are so many people, even in our own faith,
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where I always feel there are people who will say,
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you are welcome here.
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As long as you start to live a little more like I do,
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you're even more welcome.
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And if you could start to look like me, you know.
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It's not worth the hair loss.
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You know, we start to say, you're welcome
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when your spiritual journey mimics mine.
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I had a friend, a priest, who his superior
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wanted him to go on a retreat.
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They were going through some struggle,
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and he said, you know, I went on a 30-day
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silent Ignatian retreat once, and I really, really think
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that this would be good for you.
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And so he thought about it, and he said,
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you know, I'm gonna look into some programs.
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And he said, no, no, no, no, this program I did,
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this one in the Dakotas somewhere,
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oh, no, this is the one you should do.
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It's really, really good.
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Well, you know, 30-day silent retreat.
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I don't need to be, you know, in my favorite city.
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It's a 30-day silent retreat.
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That'll be fine, I'll just look
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through the spiritual directors.
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No, no, no, the one I used, and he said,
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I started to realize he didn't want me
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to go on a 30-day retreat.
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He wanted me to go on his 30-day retreat.
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Oh, this is the director I used, and this is the one.
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And as soon as you, you know, how many friends
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do you know that, oh, I have found the perfect diet?
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It worked for me, so it'll work for everyone.
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If it worked for everyone, you would sell a billion copies.
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Even modern medicine.
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Anyone who's ever dealt with cancer
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hears things constantly like, well,
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we've got a new treatment that works,
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and we think it works about 75% of the time.
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And what does that mean?
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It means it seems to work, but we don't know
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if it'll work on you, because we just don't know.
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There's some piece of, you know, idiosyncratic nature
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to this that we can't quite get our minds around,
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and what worked for one person doesn't work for another.
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And then we get people who think
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with spirituality, one size fits all.
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You know, either it's the spirituality of Jesus,
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or it's that, no, you cannot do the path of Jesus.
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He started as God.
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I don't mean to disappoint you,
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but your starting point was different.
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None of us started as God.
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We usually thought we got there
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by the time we were 16 or so, but we really didn't.
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You know, we don't have the same starting place.
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Someone comes to us, a spiritual guru,
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the worst thing we can start to do
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is to find a spiritual teacher and imitate them
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rather than be advised by them.
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You know, when you've got a companion,
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you don't really follow as much as you walk alongside.
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You cut your own path.
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It may be near to theirs, but this whole parable
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when we start to realize the difference
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between real wisdom and prudence,
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nothing wrong with prudence,
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but it's not the whole package.
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When we start to realize the difference,
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we go, so their mistake was,
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oh, we're not prepared the way they are.
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We can't go in.
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That was the moment of foolishness.
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That was the moment that they lost it,
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and then when they come back, it's already going.
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You know, I think most of us
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don't ever hit that point with that parable.
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We're too busy thinking of other things.
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It's so easy to let someone hijack
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the deeper meaning of something and make it something else.
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You know, yesterday, Veterans Day,
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I've always wondered why we didn't just create Veterans Day
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rather than take Armistice Day and rename it
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because they're not the same thing.
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You know, Armistice was disarmament,
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and Veterans Day, they said, you know,
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we gotta honor the veterans of all our wars.
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Good idea, but it wasn't, that's what that armistice was,
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was honoring the disarmament,
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and you know, and that poor holiday
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has had the worst history of any in our, you know,
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first, what was it, I think in 1938,
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they passed the Monday holiday thing.
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Have to do it on a Monday, you know,
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and they said, we'll move it to the nearest Monday,
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so I think the first time they finally celebrated it
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on a Monday was 72 or 74,
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and they celebrated it on October 25th.
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Now, I admit, I know a lot of people
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who grew up in the 70s, and we missed a few Mondays,
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but there's no way that was the closest Monday
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to November 11th, and then it took them about four years
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to say, okay, this is stupid, put it back on November 11th
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because we're moving it all over the place
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to find a Monday, but it's had this troubled history,
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and I always thought, why didn't they just keep armistice
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day and say, wow, if that's a good idea,
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put in another holiday and honor our veterans?
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You know, oh, let's change this one.
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It was still a great holiday, it was a good idea,
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you know, and why not have them both?
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Why not enrich ourselves?
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We do that with this parable.
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Instead of saying, well, you could take on that,
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as rabbis would, take on another image of this,
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but the original image is not that you had
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five failures and five A-pluses.
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No, no one in this looks really good.
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Even the bridegroom is sketchy.
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He shows up late, but how dare they show up late?
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Even the bridegroom is a sketchy character in this,
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and that's the beauty of the parables.
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You can reflect on them again and again
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from the viewpoints of different characters.
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You know, Jesus could have handed us
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an encyclopedia of moral behavior.
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Instead, he took the parables,
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and those of you who are mathematicians
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know that that word comes from the meaning
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of a shape that is open-ended.
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Never really has a conclusion to it,
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and it keeps us rediscovering.
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Today's, I really think, tells us,
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your path, it's the only path you get to heaven.
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You will not get to heaven imitating someone else's path,
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because they're not in the same place.
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That's why I always throw my hands up the air
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when someone says, you know, what would Jesus do?
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I've told you my problem with that.
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They're starving.
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What would Jesus do?
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He'd multiply bread.
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Let me know how that works for you.
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You have to go sacrifice and help and do something else.
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You don't have the Jesus skills.
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Wouldn't it be nice?
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We can't do that.
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We can imagine what does Jesus call us to do,
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but we're working with a slightly
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different skill set than God.
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And so, we ask God to make us a people
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that trust that God is here with us in our path,
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from where you're at at this moment
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to, you know, your final resting in heaven.
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There is your path, and it's not going to be anyone else's.
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And when someone else looks more prepared,
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so you start to jump and try and do their path,
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all you do is arrive at your own late.
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We ask God to make us a people that trust
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in the grace of our own spiritual journey.
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Trust that each of us is created by God.
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Each of us is given a destiny by God.
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Each of us is in relationship with God.
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The day you decide to walk someone else's path,
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you're never gonna get where they got.
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All you're going to do is lose the path,
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which is a grace that God has given you.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the parable of the Father Pat’s message centers on the parable of the ten virgins, emphasizing that the true failure of the “foolish” virgins was not their lack of preparation, but their belief that they could not approach the bridegroom unless they looked like the “prepared” ones. He challenges traditional interpretations that glorify the “wise” virgins and critiques a theology that equates spiritual preparedness with exclusionary merit. He asserts that each person must follow their own unique path to God, not someone else’s, and that salvation is not earned through prudence or imitation, but received through grace. Father Pat encourages us to trust the integrity of our own spiritual journey and resist the pressure to conform our faith walk to others'.
The detailed message explores the discomfort many feel with this parable from Matthew 25, where five virgins, called “wise,” bring extra oil for their lamps, while the other five, “foolish,” do not. Father Pat begins by noting that the parable’s wedding setting is culturally foreign and metaphorically loaded, making it difficult to relate to at a human level. Crucially, he points out the theological tension that arises when the “wise” virgins—those who seem to be rewarded—are portrayed as prudent but lacking in compassion. They refuse to share their oil, and yet are still welcomed into the wedding feast. This raises a troubling implication: Is heaven a place for those who say, “I got mine, too bad for you”?
He challenges the idea that the parable is about earning one’s place in heaven through preparedness or merit. Instead, he suggests that the parable reflects the early Christian community’s struggle with the delayed return of Christ—the “bridegroom”—and their anxiety about how to remain faithful in the waiting. The deeper theological issue, however, lies in the translation of the word “wise.” The English term “wise” misleadingly suggests divine insight or godliness. But in the Greek, the word used is *phronimos*, which is better translated as “prudent,” “shrewd,” or “well-prepared”—a term used elsewhere in the Gospels to describe worldly cleverness, not spiritual wisdom. By contrast, the word for divine wisdom in Greek is *Sophia*, a term used in the Old Testament (especially the Book of Wisdom) to describe the very essence of God, often in feminine imagery. Father Pat underscores this distinction, noting that the lectionary’s pairing of this Gospel with the Book of Wisdom may inadvertently mislead, as the “wisdom” of the virgins is not *Sophia*—God's wisdom—but mere human foresight.
Father Pat then reorients the focus of the parable to the moment of true failure—not when the foolish virgins forget extra oil, but when they internalize the message that they are unwelcome because they are unprepared. Instead of approaching the bridegroom honestly and vulnerably, they go off to buy more oil, attempting to match someone else’s readiness. This, he says, is the real moment of foolishness: denying the legitimacy of their own spiritual condition and journey in favor of conforming to someone else’s.
This reflects a broader, often unspoken attitude in religious communities: that someone is only welcome if they conform to the dominant model of holiness, belief, or behavior. Father Pat likens this to people who suggest others are welcome in church “as long as they start to live a little more like me.” He warns against a one-size-fits-all spirituality, noting that even well-meaning spiritual mentors may fall into the trap of promoting their personal path as the universal one. He compares this to medical treatments or diets—what works for one person may not work for another. The same is true in the spiritual life: each person’s journey is unique, shaped by their individual relationship with God.
He draws attention to how often people are tempted to imitate others’ spiritual lives rather than walk their own path. Even the question “What would Jesus do?” is problematic if it leads us to forget that Jesus began as God—our starting point is different. Instead, we must discern what Jesus is calling *us* to do, given our own humanity and limitations. True discipleship is not imitation in the shallow sense, but courageous fidelity to one's own path.
Ultimately, Father Pat reminds us that the parables are not closed moral lessons but open-ended invitations to reflection. The word “parable” itself denotes a shape that never quite resolves. This parable, he argues, is not about condemning some and rewarding others, but about the danger of abandoning your authentic spiritual journey in an effort to replicate another’s. The foolish virgins were not rejected because they lacked oil, but because they left their place to become someone else. The call of Christ is to stay awake—not just to the timing of his return, but to the grace and truth of our own spiritual story. Once we abandon that path, we risk missing our unique encounter with the Divine.
Therefore, Father Pat concludes, our prayer must be to trust God's grace in our own journey, to walk our unique path with authenticity, and to resist the pressure to conform to others' spiritual models. Salvation is not a reward for prudence; it is a gift of grace to those who dare to show up just as they are....
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And call no one on earth your father, but you have one Father in heaven. Do not be called master, but you have one master, the Christ. The greatest among you must be your servant. Whoever exalts himself will be humbled. Whoever humbles himself will be exalted. The gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. There's a lot of today's gospel that if you can't get your mind into the headset of the genre, the way they taught, the way these little discourses unfold, you end up taking it a little too literally, and you end up in some very odd places. As Catholics, it's interesting because I think once in a while someone will say, why do you in the church do this? And we get absolutely defensive about something because we don't know, but we're pretty sure there's no good reason. Learn it. Learn it. The reasons are there. We don't have to panic. You know, one of those, someone will say, why do Catholics, why do they feel the need to confess to a priest? In my faith, we confess directly to God. And of course, I could get all upset about that, but my question immediately becomes, why would you confess to God? He knows what you did last night. I mean, we immediately, sometimes, we kind of lock up and decide, oh, I don't know how to defend this. And we don't actually listen. This is one of those. Someone will say, you know, it says here, don't call anyone father. Why do you guys call your priests father? And of course, the question is, why do we call our male parents father? You know, well, we don't. We call them dad. Well, first off, the word father actually appears nowhere in the Aramaic text. This is an English word, years later. So let's say that we all decide we can't use the word father. So for any earthly version of father, whether it be a priest or the head of a family that's male, we're going to instead use the word Bob. And that's what Bob will mean in our culture. Bob will mean a male parent or a priest. 100 years from now, the new, new, new, new American Bible translation, revised edition, will translate pater as Bob. And we're right back where we started. So it's not saying you have a concept here that you're not allowed to name in your culture because it would be disrespectful to God. We have to flip it and say, remember that the word father, when applied to God, is always deficient. You know, God, no human image of God, father, parent, mother, any of it, is ever close to sufficient. And so don't mix up the two concepts. Don't tie yourself in knots trying to come up with a word every time scripture translates, retranslates, and says, oh, now they've translated it, as Pete. Pete's out now. Language is language. But what it's saying is, don't let language become your new idol. Don't get caught up in, this is what this word means. Because it's really, we read this and say, yeah, don't start thinking anyone around you is God. More importantly, don't think that God is as simple as anyone around you. It's keeping the God image large is what this is really trying to get us to. And the teaching style doesn't translate to the modern ear always. But remember, this is not, Jesus really comes to teach more about theology than anthropology. So he's not trying to teach you all about people. He's teaching you the image of God. So the question always is, what does it say about God? And the other part, which of course is huge in the gospel, is here's what the gospel says about God, and then the much bigger part of the gospel, and here's what you're supposed to do. Because what he's pointing out today is the number, and he's attacking religious leaders. So once again, we're going to get this for about a month. All of these sort of, if they get a little fire and brimstone-y, I'm hoping that all, every pulpit in America is not doing this, but doing this. He's talking to religious leaders. And throughout the gospel, the only times Jesus seems to lose his temper, really seems to come out with strong language, is when those who are leading religion start to believe they get to control access to God. That seems to be the number one drive Jesus crazy sin, is people saying, we can control access to God. You're holy, you're not, you're in, you're out. That is huge. And so he goes after them pretty harshly. He basically gets this to the point of, these are what hypocrites are. Hypocrites say, my job is not to inspire, my job is not to be with you in your journey, my job is not to suffer with the people, my job is to say, here is the bar, and if you can't clear it, then you don't get in. There's a lot of that religion in the world. Because, and it's not because, I listened to a fascinating talk yesterday, it's really not because of the way the Catholic church is, or the way the Protestant church is, or the way the Buddhists is, it's because of the way people are. Religion has, for a very long time, been an amazing force for good, and an amazing force for evil in the world, and it usually, your image of God usually reflects who you are in the world. And so if you really think God is very upset with all those people, you'll notice, quite frankly, that you seem to be upset with all those people too. And this is not one of those which came first, the chicken or the egg, we know which came first. I don't like you, and lo and behold, eventually God doesn't. And if you are compassionate towards others, you will find the compassionate vision of God. Now the thing theology does is slowly break down these images and say, now, we know in scripture God calls us to be a people of compassion, which means if we're not, our God image has probably been damaged, which means we've got something going on that predates our God image. And we're gonna have to get back and figure out what that is so we can figure out what we believe in God. I love that these readings and our Advent readings come, at least in the northern hemisphere, in this onslaught of winter. It's being very gentle this year, it's giving us little doses, but it is the season for me, I always think of this as, it's the season of the bare trees. And it's a marvelous image of God to focus on once a year is, what happens when all of the chlorophyll is gone and then all the leaves are gone? What happens when you're left with just the bare structure? In our faith, what would happen if we had to spend a week without all of our trappings? You know, rituals and rosaries and stained glass and statues and just focus, what's the fundamental God image that we have when we get rid of all, you know, all the leafy abundance that we live with most of the time? What happens when we just say, so what do we really believe about God and who does it call me to be in the world? You will never get your mind around God. Too big, too big. You can figure out from the gospel actually pretty easily what our mission in the world is. And when we find the question, I wonder what God's calling me to, when we find it incredibly difficult, we're probably asking the wrong question. You know, many of you have heard over the years, I have this theory that we love to ask God's will on everything that's not important. I mean, I know people that will, they will pray to God before they choose their outfit in the morning. But go one step bigger. What happens when we get to careers? You know, and this is a very threatening thing for us to hear sometimes as priests. What if God looks at someone and says, they could be a priest or be married, either would be within my vocational call. What if the call of God is, be a good husband, be a good priest, be a good wife, be a good son, be a good doctor, be a good, what if that's the vocational call? Not what we do, but how we do it in the world. I love, I don't know if it's ever going to work, but I love trying to get the kids on the playground. You know, don't try to ask God what he wants you to be when you grow up, start small. When your fist is doubled up and you're really angry at someone, ask God about your vocation for the next 30 seconds. It will be stunningly clear, but I think because it's so clear is exactly why we don't ask it. When we see people in trouble, when was the last time we saw someone really struggling and prayed about our vocation in that moment? That vocation that might not take the rest of my life. You know, sometimes it's easier to commit the rest of our life than the next five minutes. I have to tell you, this is probably way more confessional than you will ever need to hear. But I go through these phases of, and I'll lose interest after about 30 episodes, but I'll find a new TV show. And you know, nowadays, those of you who are younger don't remember, it was horribly primitive when I was growing up. You actually had to commit to a show and watch it at the same time every week, or you didn't get to see it at all. Can you imagine such a world? Anyway. But now, you know, you just go out on another channel and they have all of season one running, you know. And so, I have learned a whole bunch about the generation younger than me. I have been watching a show called Catfish. Oh. Shh. There's a word my friend uses called shitar, which stands for severed head in the road. And it means one of those things that's really horrible, but you can't take your eyes off it. You know you're gonna look. And what this is, is it's a show about people who date online and they use fake pictures. And these two guys kind of go on detective and see whether someone's being catfished or not. Catfish means the person you think you're talking to is not the person at all. But the reason I can't get my mind out of this show is I'm fascinated with the quote unquote victims who will tell you. I've been talking, I've been typing with him or her online and looking at a picture, and this is the person I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. I am so in love. And I'm like, how does the mind get there? And then when they meet the person, and it's actually someone who looks totally different, different age, sometimes different gender. Oh yeah, severed head in the road. And they see the real person walk out for the first time. The hosts, for my liking, too often let this devolve into, you know, it was the real person. All that's different here is the physical characteristics. How important is that? First off, it is important, but secondly, that's not all that's different. They've been playing a character. They've been playing a character of, this is how I think I'd behave if I looked like this and had this job. They're playing a character. If you get a crush on Hermione Granger, don't start chasing down J.K. Rollins. She just wrote the character. She's not Harry Potter. And they don't see this. They really think that getting a couple texts here and there, I have come to know this person. And so they've got this real easy belief that they can check into for a few moments a day, texting back and forth, or even more, but it's not real. And even on, what's fascinating is on like, one out of every million episodes, it is the person in the picture. And they are the right age. And they check in two months later, and they are not lying, because you know what? In person, they just weren't the same person. It's kind of fascinating. Oh, it's really them. Oh yeah, but you know what? It's not them, because you weren't really interacting. If you can check in and check out of it, it's not a real relationship. So the question is, where's our relationship with God? Do we check in and check out? How disappointing is it gonna be when he walks out of heaven? Not what we expected. Not what we checked into for 60 minutes a week. Actually, I'm sure we'll be blown away in the other direction, but our faith too often becomes something we check into once in a while. Our prayer life, we check into. Our spirituality, we check into. We make plans for a big, long future of service. You know, most of us would, especially, I think this is one of those great moments in time where we all go, look, I wanna give my life to Jesus just as soon as that ball game is over. It's tough to have our discipleship call us in the next five minutes. And that's what these leaders are guilty of in this. They're not horrible, hateful people. He probably goes after them all a little more, the same reason we would. If you're gonna hold yourself out there as a moral leader, how often do we check in with our vocations? It's a great week. I'm going to end today by asking Alex Kroll, who is a seminarian, who the church has given him the gift of eight years of probably checking in with his vocation way more often than he should ever, ever have to. It's called seminary. And when I first got to seminary, there was a group, it was a pro-life group, but I just saw, the way my mind works with language, it said, seminarians for life. And I thought, how long are we gonna be here? It feels that way sometimes, but he is here to do our annual appeal for the seminary. So it is a great time for us to check into how we are doing moment by moment in our following of Jesus. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus spoke to the crowds and to his disciples,
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saying, the scribes and the Pharisees
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have taken their seat on the chair of Moses.
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Therefore, do and observe all things whatsoever
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they tell you, but do not follow their example.
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For they preach, but they do not practice.
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They tie up heavy burdens, hard to carry,
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and lay them on people's shoulders,
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but they will not lift a finger to move them.
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All their works are performed to be seen.
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They widen their phylacteries and lengthen their tassels.
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They love places of honor at banquets,
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seats of honor in synagogues, greetings in marketplaces,
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and the salutation rabbi.
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As for you, do not be called rabbi.
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You have but one teacher, and you are all brothers.
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And call no one on earth your father,
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but you have one Father in heaven.
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Do not be called master, but you
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have one master, the Christ.
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The greatest among you must be your servant.
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Whoever exalts himself will be humbled.
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Whoever humbles himself will be exalted.
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The gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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There's a lot of today's gospel that if you can't get your mind
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into the headset of the genre, the way they taught,
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the way these little discourses unfold,
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you end up taking it a little too literally,
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and you end up in some very odd places.
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As Catholics, it's interesting because I
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think once in a while someone will say,
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why do you in the church do this?
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And we get absolutely defensive about something
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because we don't know, but we're pretty sure
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there's no good reason.
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Learn it.
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Learn it.
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The reasons are there.
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We don't have to panic.
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You know, one of those, someone will say, why do Catholics,
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why do they feel the need to confess to a priest?
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In my faith, we confess directly to God.
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And of course, I could get all upset about that,
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but my question immediately becomes,
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why would you confess to God?
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He knows what you did last night.
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I mean, we immediately, sometimes,
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we kind of lock up and decide, oh, I
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don't know how to defend this.
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And we don't actually listen.
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This is one of those.
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Someone will say, you know, it says here,
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don't call anyone father.
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Why do you guys call your priests father?
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And of course, the question is, why do we
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call our male parents father?
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You know, well, we don't.
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We call them dad.
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Well, first off, the word father actually
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appears nowhere in the Aramaic text.
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This is an English word, years later.
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So let's say that we all decide we can't use the word father.
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So for any earthly version of father,
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whether it be a priest or the head of a family that's male,
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we're going to instead use the word Bob.
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And that's what Bob will mean in our culture.
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Bob will mean a male parent or a priest.
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100 years from now, the new, new, new, new American Bible
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translation, revised edition, will translate pater as Bob.
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And we're right back where we started.
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So it's not saying you have a concept here
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that you're not allowed to name in your culture
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because it would be disrespectful to God.
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We have to flip it and say, remember
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that the word father, when applied to God,
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is always deficient.
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You know, God, no human image of God, father, parent, mother,
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any of it, is ever close to sufficient.
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And so don't mix up the two concepts.
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Don't tie yourself in knots trying
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to come up with a word every time scripture translates,
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retranslates, and says, oh, now they've translated it,
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as Pete.
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Pete's out now.
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Language is language.
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But what it's saying is, don't let language
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become your new idol.
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Don't get caught up in, this is what this word means.
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Because it's really, we read this and say, yeah,
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don't start thinking anyone around you is God.
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More importantly, don't think that God is
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as simple as anyone around you.
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It's keeping the God image large is what this is really
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trying to get us to.
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And the teaching style doesn't translate to the modern ear
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always.
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But remember, this is not, Jesus really
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comes to teach more about theology than anthropology.
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So he's not trying to teach you all about people.
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He's teaching you the image of God.
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So the question always is, what does it say about God?
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And the other part, which of course is huge in the gospel,
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is here's what the gospel says about God,
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and then the much bigger part of the gospel,
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and here's what you're supposed to do.
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Because what he's pointing out today is the number,
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and he's attacking religious leaders.
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So once again, we're going to get this for about a month.
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All of these sort of, if they get a little fire
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and brimstone-y, I'm hoping that all,
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every pulpit in America is not doing this, but doing this.
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He's talking to religious leaders.
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And throughout the gospel, the only times
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Jesus seems to lose his temper, really
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seems to come out with strong language,
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is when those who are leading religion
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start to believe they get to control access to God.
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That seems to be the number one drive Jesus crazy sin,
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is people saying, we can control access to God.
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You're holy, you're not, you're in, you're out.
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That is huge.
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And so he goes after them pretty harshly.
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He basically gets this to the point of,
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these are what hypocrites are.
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Hypocrites say, my job is not to inspire,
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my job is not to be with you in your journey,
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my job is not to suffer with the people,
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my job is to say, here is the bar,
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and if you can't clear it, then you don't get in.
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There's a lot of that religion in the world.
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Because, and it's not because,
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I listened to a fascinating talk yesterday,
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it's really not because of the way the Catholic church is,
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or the way the Protestant church is,
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or the way the Buddhists is,
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it's because of the way people are.
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Religion has, for a very long time,
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been an amazing force for good,
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and an amazing force for evil in the world,
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and it usually, your image of God
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usually reflects who you are in the world.
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And so if you really think God is very upset
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with all those people, you'll notice, quite frankly,
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that you seem to be upset with all those people too.
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And this is not one of those which came first,
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the chicken or the egg, we know which came first.
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I don't like you, and lo and behold,
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eventually God doesn't.
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And if you are compassionate towards others,
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you will find the compassionate vision of God.
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Now the thing theology does is slowly break down
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these images and say, now, we know in scripture
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God calls us to be a people of compassion,
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which means if we're not, our God image
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has probably been damaged, which means
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we've got something going on that predates our God image.
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And we're gonna have to get back and figure out
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what that is so we can figure out what we believe in God.
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I love that these readings and our Advent readings
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come, at least in the northern hemisphere,
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in this onslaught of winter.
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It's being very gentle this year,
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it's giving us little doses, but it is the season for me,
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I always think of this as, it's the season
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of the bare trees.
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And it's a marvelous image of God
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to focus on once a year is,
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what happens when all of the chlorophyll is gone
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and then all the leaves are gone?
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What happens when you're left with just the bare structure?
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In our faith, what would happen if we had to spend a week
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without all of our trappings?
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You know, rituals and rosaries and stained glass
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and statues and just focus, what's the fundamental
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God image that we have when we get rid
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of all, you know, all the leafy abundance
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that we live with most of the time?
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What happens when we just say,
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so what do we really believe about God
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and who does it call me to be in the world?
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You will never get your mind around God.
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Too big, too big.
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You can figure out from the gospel actually pretty easily
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what our mission in the world is.
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And when we find the question,
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I wonder what God's calling me to,
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when we find it incredibly difficult,
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we're probably asking the wrong question.
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You know, many of you have heard over the years,
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I have this theory that we love to ask God's will
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on everything that's not important.
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I mean, I know people that will,
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they will pray to God before they choose
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their outfit in the morning.
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But go one step bigger.
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What happens when we get to careers?
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You know, and this is a very threatening thing
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for us to hear sometimes as priests.
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What if God looks at someone and says,
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they could be a priest or be married,
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either would be within my vocational call.
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What if the call of God is, be a good husband,
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be a good priest, be a good wife,
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be a good son, be a good doctor, be a good,
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what if that's the vocational call?
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Not what we do, but how we do it in the world.
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I love, I don't know if it's ever going to work,
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but I love trying to get the kids on the playground.
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You know, don't try to ask God what he wants you to be
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when you grow up, start small.
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When your fist is doubled up and you're really angry
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at someone, ask God about your vocation
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for the next 30 seconds.
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It will be stunningly clear, but I think because
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it's so clear is exactly why we don't ask it.
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When we see people in trouble, when was the last time
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we saw someone really struggling and prayed
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about our vocation in that moment?
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That vocation that might not take the rest of my life.
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You know, sometimes it's easier to commit the rest
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of our life than the next five minutes.
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I have to tell you, this is probably way more confessional
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than you will ever need to hear.
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But I go through these phases of,
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and I'll lose interest after about 30 episodes,
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but I'll find a new TV show.
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And you know, nowadays, those of you who are younger
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don't remember, it was horribly primitive
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when I was growing up.
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You actually had to commit to a show and watch it
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at the same time every week, or you didn't get
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to see it at all.
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Can you imagine such a world?
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Anyway.
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But now, you know, you just go out on another channel
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and they have all of season one running, you know.
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And so, I have learned a whole bunch about the generation
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younger than me.
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I have been watching a show called Catfish.
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Oh.
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Shh.
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There's a word my friend uses called shitar,
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which stands for severed head in the road.
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And it means one of those things that's really horrible,
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but you can't take your eyes off it.
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You know you're gonna look.
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And what this is, is it's a show about people
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who date online and they use fake pictures.
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And these two guys kind of go on detective
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and see whether someone's being catfished or not.
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Catfish means the person you think you're talking to
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is not the person at all.
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But the reason I can't get my mind out of this show
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is I'm fascinated with the quote unquote victims
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who will tell you.
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I've been talking, I've been typing with him or her online
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and looking at a picture, and this is the person
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I'm going to spend the rest of my life with.
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I am so in love.
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And I'm like, how does the mind get there?
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And then when they meet the person,
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and it's actually someone who looks totally different,
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different age, sometimes different gender.
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Oh yeah, severed head in the road.
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And they see the real person walk out for the first time.
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The hosts, for my liking, too often let this devolve into,
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you know, it was the real person.
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All that's different here is the physical characteristics.
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How important is that?
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First off, it is important, but secondly,
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that's not all that's different.
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They've been playing a character.
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They've been playing a character of,
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this is how I think I'd behave if I looked like this
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and had this job.
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They're playing a character.
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If you get a crush on Hermione Granger,
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don't start chasing down J.K. Rollins.
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She just wrote the character.
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She's not Harry Potter.
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And they don't see this.
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They really think that getting a couple texts here and there,
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I have come to know this person.
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And so they've got this real easy belief
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that they can check into for a few moments a day,
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texting back and forth, or even more, but it's not real.
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And even on, what's fascinating is on like,
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one out of every million episodes,
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it is the person in the picture.
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And they are the right age.
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And they check in two months later,
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and they are not lying, because you know what?
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In person, they just weren't the same person.
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It's kind of fascinating.
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Oh, it's really them.
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Oh yeah, but you know what?
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It's not them, because you weren't really interacting.
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If you can check in and check out of it,
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it's not a real relationship.
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So the question is, where's our relationship with God?
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Do we check in and check out?
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How disappointing is it gonna be
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when he walks out of heaven?
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Not what we expected.
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Not what we checked into for 60 minutes a week.
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Actually, I'm sure we'll be blown away
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in the other direction, but our faith
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too often becomes something we check into once in a while.
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Our prayer life, we check into.
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Our spirituality, we check into.
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We make plans for a big, long future of service.
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You know, most of us would, especially,
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I think this is one of those great moments in time
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where we all go, look, I wanna give my life to Jesus
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just as soon as that ball game is over.
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It's tough to have our discipleship call us
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in the next five minutes.
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And that's what these leaders are guilty of in this.
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They're not horrible, hateful people.
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He probably goes after them all a little more,
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the same reason we would.
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If you're gonna hold yourself out there
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as a moral leader, how often do we check in
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with our vocations?
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It's a great week.
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I'm going to end today by asking Alex Kroll,
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who is a seminarian, who the church has given him
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the gift of eight years of probably checking in
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with his vocation way more often
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than he should ever, ever have to.
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It's called seminary.
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And when I first got to seminary,
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there was a group, it was a pro-life group,
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but I just saw, the way my mind works with language,
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it said, seminarians for life.
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And I thought, how long are we gonna be here?
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It feels that way sometimes, but he is here
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to do our annual appeal for the seminary.
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So it is a great time for us to check into
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how we are doing moment by moment
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in our following of Jesus.
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So Alex, if you'll come forward.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authen Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authentic discipleship, lived not as a performance of piety but as a daily, humble commitment to serve others and walk honestly with God. He critiques religious hypocrisy—particularly when spiritual leaders use their positions to control access to God—and challenges believers to examine their own lives for such tendencies. Using Jesus’ words in the Gospel of Matthew, Father Pat underscores that the essence of faith is not found in religious titles, rituals, or appearances, but in the depth of our relationship with God and the sincerity with which we live our vocation in each moment. He urges us to move beyond superficial religious engagement and instead cultivate a spirituality that is relational, humble, and grounded in action rather than appearance.
Father Pat begins by unpacking the cultural and rhetorical context of Jesus’ teaching in the Gospel of Matthew, where Jesus warns the people not to emulate the Pharisees and scribes, who burden others with religious obligations while failing to live by them themselves. He emphasizes that Jesus’ critique is not about legalism in general but about hypocrisy—leaders who use religion to control, exclude, and elevate themselves. Jesus’ admonition not to call anyone “father” or “rabbi” is not a literal ban on titles, but a caution against mistaking human authority for divine. Father Pat explains that language evolves and is inherently limited; no human term can fully capture the mystery of God. The real issue is not the word “father,” but the temptation to ascribe divine status to those in religious roles or to shrink God down to manageable human categories. He encourages the faithful to avoid creating idols out of language or leadership, and instead keep their image of God expansive and transcendent.
The homily then transitions into a broader reflection on how we live our faith. Father Pat notes that Jesus’ strongest criticisms are directed at religious leaders who act as gatekeepers to God, deciding who is “in” and who is “out.” This, to Jesus, is a grievous sin—not simply because of arrogance, but because it distorts the nature of God, who is fundamentally compassionate and inclusive. Father Pat argues that our image of God often mirrors our own wounds, biases, and upbringing. If we see God as judgmental, it may be because we are judgmental. If we see God as merciful, it likely reflects a heart that has been softened by mercy. Theology helps us deconstruct these inherited or broken God-images and return to the essence of the Gospel: that God is love and calls us to live in love.
He then offers a poignant spiritual exercise: to imagine what remains of our faith when all the external “leaves”—rituals, statues, devotions—are stripped away. Like bare trees in winter, what is the core structure of our belief? What do we truly hold about God when everything else is silent? This introspection leads to a call for vocational awareness—not just in the grand sense of life’s path (priesthood, marriage, career), but in the immediate, moment-by-moment sense. Father Pat suggests that God’s will is often clearest not in long-term planning but in how we respond to the person in front of us, to the anger in our heart, to the suffering we witness. The question isn’t only “What does God want me to be?” but “Who does God want me to be right now?”
Through a humorous yet profound reflection on the show *Catfish*, Father Pat draws an analogy between the false personas people adopt online and the false personas we sometimes adopt in our spiritual lives. Just as online relationships can be illusory and detached, so can our relationship with God if it is reduced to occasional check-ins or superficial rituals. A genuine relationship with God, like any real relationship, requires presence, honesty, and consistency. We must ask ourselves whether we are engaging with God—or just with an image of God that we’ve constructed for convenience.
Finally, Father Pat returns to the theme of religious leadership, reminding us that those who claim moral authority must be especially vigilant about integrity and humility. Jesus’ call to servant leadership—“the greatest among you must be your servant”—is not just for priests or ministers but for anyone who guides others in faith. The Gospel’s invitation is both universal and immediate: to live humbly, serve generously, and embody the character of Christ in every interaction, starting not with grand gestures but with the next five minutes.
In closing, Father Pat introduces a seminarian, Alex, as a living witness to the ongoing discernment of vocation, reminding the community that formation in faith is not a one-time decision but a lifelong process of becoming. The ultimate call is not to perfection but to authenticity—to live out our faith with courage, humility, and love, moment by moment....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 929.4500122070312, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. When the Pharisees heard that Jesus had silenced the Sadducees, they gathered together, and one of them, a scholar of the law, tested him by asking, Teacher, which commandment in the law is the greatest? Jesus said to him, You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind. This is the greatest and first commandment. The second is like it. You shall love your neighbor as yourself. The whole law and the prophets depend on these two commandments. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. So as many of you may know, I mentioned last week, I went on a five-day silent retreat. So get comfortable. I have some talking to make up for. Not talked in a while. But I always bring a book. And I thought, you know, I should, I confess, most of the theology I read in the last several years falls in what I would call the marginalized categories of theology. Once in a while, I read about dialogues with kind of smaller, obscure, almost run-over religions. Not our own. But in our own faith, and I tend to gravitate towards feminist theology, liberation theology, Mujeres theology, Latino theology, and a friend of mine who saw what I was reading before the retreat started, we got like a social hour that was like, catch up and then shut up. And, but he said, you know, it's probably really good that you do that because you have to reach out and you have to understand so many people. And I said to him, you know, you have to understand, I don't read these theologies to be more effective or to see it from this person's point of view. I mean, those are all good things. The reason I read them is because the images of God that have been produced by privilege, by those who are well-housed and well-clothed and well, you know, fed in the palaces of Europe for 2,000 years, those images of God don't feed me. The images of God that are stuck in authority and keeping people in their place are so distant from the God of Jesus Christ that we have to sometimes get beyond the theology of the majority to find the God of the poor. We can't get there any other way. And so you start to read these theologies and it's interesting how we look at things that we can see from the majority perspective and we've kind of put our own interpretation on it. I think it is the greatest sin of being in the privileged class that you feel you have a right to interpret everyone else's life. So we'll go in and we'll see pictures of Hispanic Catholicism and we'll see houses that have little statues of Mary and things and we'll think, how folkloric. Rather than really understanding that in a theology that grew up where they were not as, you know, they didn't have as many priests so they became less priest-dependent that the church often happened at home. And when there were no priests around, Abuela gave the blessings and said the prayers and cried for the children. And they don't have, they will never have quite the we come here for our sacred space that other cultures have. It will always bleed into the public life and their public life will come back to church and that's why, you know, everyone says, well why do they do quinceaneras at church? Because they don't have the strong wall between this space and the rest of the world that we developed in a world of structure, in a world of authority and who's in charge, that's a different culture. And so you find God in these different cultures and you can slowly struggle with the living God. The God that we hear today, the God who says, you know, you have to, you are measured by how you treat the stranger. Not how you treat the people that are important to you and that can do back for you. How you treat the stranger encounter. You know, in many ways, this issue is at the very heart of what's in the news. You know, all of the scandals that have surrounded Harvey Weinstein and now the director's out and Bill Cosby a while back. And I was watching a talk show and I found it interesting that a couple of the men were saying, you know, I used to think I don't understand women. Now I don't realize I don't understand other men. Because they were saying, you know, this is always a power thing. And I think that's an easy out. This is having power over the women and I think that's part of it. But I think that's rarer. And I think we like to say it's that because then when we go, eh, that doesn't resonate with me. I must not be part of the problem. It lets a lot of us off the hook. It's not just about power. It's about the privilege to say, I will interpret my actions for both of us. If I give myself the freedom to do this to put you at ease, then you should be put at ease. It has much more to do with the pernicious sense of I am privileged and I will interpret these encounters. And that happens all over the place. And that can happen across genders. Most of us have at least one stray aunt in the family who sees you and grabs you and hugs you whether you want it or not. Interesting things happen when we decide I will get to interpret our encounter. If I need something, I will need it and you will understand. If I decide that this is just a fun gesture, you will interpret it that way. We're so unaware of the privilege and it comes from 2,000 years of in many ways our God image controlled by the privileged. The minute we start talking, the minute religion took that turn around Puritan England time when rather than helping the poor, it became sort of the temperance league thing where we would get dressed up in our Sunday finery and we would march against the poor in that their morals, their morals are not decent. They're being impertinent. And that became the religious stance. Make no doubt what we were doing is we were wresting God from the poor and getting him back to the palaces where he belonged. And we can't do that. God, we hear, still dwells in the poor. And that's a tough message for our country because very few of us can truly put ourselves with the kind of poor that lived in Jesus' time. So where does that leave us? Well, it doesn't leave us cut off from God. It invites us into the different aspect, which is if you're not among the very poor of God, then you have a chance to be one with God by being the liberator. That's your other chance. If you are among the well-fed and among the well-clothed, then your job is to reach out and lift up those who aren't. That's how we participate in divinity, you know. And it's a tough message because we've kind of been taught that this gospel of prosperity stuff where, you know, God has blessed my life. I mean, it says right there in the Beatitudes, you know, blessed are those with a bigger house. It's the gospel according to Shlomo or something. I don't know who that belongs to, you know. But we kind of feel, I've been blessed. And we get this, you know, we're fascinated. As Catholics, we're fascinated with Mother Teresa. I know people who knew Mother Teresa personally, and they'll tell you, you know what? She wasn't a sweet woman. I mean, we all picture, we picture that face and the smile, and they're like, she was difficult. She was difficult. But she was determined to lift up the poor. And I think we like to see that as what a sweet sort of passive presence in the world. No, no, she was a revolutionary. She was going to change things. You know, her theology is not, take the theology we have, throw in minorities and mix. No, no, something much more revolutionary. Encounter the God who starts with the poor. When privilege took over religion, we moved, and this was about the time that Jesus is fighting against this, but we moved to suppress all of, some of them were pagan religions with high goddesses, and some were gods and all. But we suppressed a lot of the earth god, earth goddess images for the sky god. We climbed the mountain to encounter God. We got away from the lowly. God was to be found in the stratosphere, no longer down here in the dirt. And it's so ingrained in us, you know, that we are there to elevate, rather, no, we're there to get down and be grounded with the rest of the world. We're to encounter God, you know, coming out of the atmosphere from all angles, but we are to be a people who really recognize that there's an encounter with God that we sometimes miss when we live too much from an expectation of privilege. The Catholic writer Brian Massengale was giving a talk, and he was talking about that there is a resentment, now this is in African-American spirituality, and he said there's a little bit of a resentment sometimes, you know, when someone will say, well, you know, you don't understand what it is to be the descendants of slaves. And he said, you know, the resentment is people will look at him and say, you know, that's generations ago, it's not you, get over it. And when will you stop acting as though you're still a slave? And his answer is, when you stop acting like you're still a landowner. The structures are still in place. I work hard for everything I get. No, I work hard and started from a place of privilege, and that's why I have what I have. And that's so hard for us to really get a grasp of when we encounter someone, how often we just assume that I can interpret the situation, I can decide what's offensive, I can decide what's not. That is a place that most of the world doesn't get to live at. And we don't realize that. And so God calls us to really step back and encounter the God of the poor. But to do it, we have to get rid of our idols. We still struggle so much with the first commandment. No idols before God. Most of our Christianity is all idols because the image of God can change too quickly. It's too big, we can't grasp it. We have to choose smaller things. And it's okay. You'll always have to choose something smaller than God. You can't reflect on the whole. Just don't get stuck on one thing. You get stuck on one thing, it becomes an idol. I would say, and this almost, I've had people when I say this, I really, they are ready to kill me. But I've been silent for five days, if I have to die now, this is a good time. And that is, in America, our greatest idol that we worship instead of God is Scripture. We don't look for God anywhere else. Someone says, this person's hurting, what should we do? Check the Scripture. It's not the only access to God. God is bigger than Scripture. That's fundamentalism. Why are you guys doing that? Where does it say in the Bible that this building should be this shape? Same place it says we have air conditioning, get over it. It's not an idol. It's a help. And when we make things our idol, every part of our God image gets stuck in that. And then it becomes simply ours. But the God who calls us into communion with the whole world will always ask us, start with those who do not know privilege. Start with those whose lives are so uncertain. So uncertain. It's fascinating, we want to be one with Jesus, but we forget, we talk about the cross, we talk about everything else, we forget the Christmas coming up. We forget that the whole Jesus event starts as the loftiest God in the world coming down light years to be with us. The journey from God to humanity is a larger journey than we will ever be asked to make, going from privilege to those in need. But at least it's an accompanying journey with Jesus. And so we ask God to make us a people today who are open to new images of God, who are constantly seeking where God is in a new situation, that we don't fall back on, well, this is what I was taught, and I'm right. There's a, I can't remember the theologian, comes out of the Mujeres theology that says, God exists in every part of you but your arrogance. It's only in our arrogance that God doesn't exist. And can you imagine, can you imagine being God for a minute, speaking of arrogance? 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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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When the Pharisees heard that Jesus had silenced the Sadducees,
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they gathered together, and one of them, a scholar of the law,
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tested him by asking,
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Teacher, which commandment in the law is the greatest?
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Jesus said to him,
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You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart,
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with all your soul, and with all your mind.
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This is the greatest and first commandment.
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The second is like it.
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You shall love your neighbor as yourself.
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The whole law and the prophets depend on these two commandments.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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So as many of you may know, I mentioned last week,
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I went on a five-day silent retreat.
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So get comfortable.
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I have some talking to make up for.
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Not talked in a while.
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But I always bring a book.
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And I thought, you know, I should, I confess,
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most of the theology I read in the last several years
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falls in what I would call
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the marginalized categories of theology.
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Once in a while, I read about dialogues with
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kind of smaller, obscure, almost run-over religions.
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Not our own.
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But in our own faith,
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and I tend to gravitate towards feminist theology,
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liberation theology, Mujeres theology, Latino theology,
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and a friend of mine who saw what I was reading
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before the retreat started,
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we got like a social hour that was like,
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catch up and then shut up.
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And, but he said, you know,
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it's probably really good that you do that
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because you have to reach out
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and you have to understand so many people.
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And I said to him, you know, you have to understand,
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I don't read these theologies to be more effective
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or to see it from this person's point of view.
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I mean, those are all good things.
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The reason I read them is because
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the images of God that have been produced
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by privilege,
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by those who are well-housed and well-clothed
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and well, you know, fed
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in the palaces of Europe for 2,000 years,
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those images of God don't feed me.
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The images of God that are stuck in authority
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and keeping people in their place
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are so distant from the God of Jesus Christ
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that we have to sometimes get beyond
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the theology of the majority
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to find the God of the poor.
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We can't get there any other way.
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And so you start to read these theologies
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and it's interesting how we look at things
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that we can see from the majority perspective
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and we've kind of put our own interpretation on it.
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I think it is the greatest sin
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of being in the privileged class
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that you feel you have a right
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to interpret everyone else's life.
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So we'll go in and we'll see
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pictures of Hispanic Catholicism
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and we'll see houses that have
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little statues of Mary and things
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and we'll think, how folkloric.
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Rather than really understanding
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that in a theology that grew up
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where they were not as, you know,
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they didn't have as many priests
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so they became less priest-dependent
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that the church often happened at home.
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And when there were no priests around,
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Abuela gave the blessings
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and said the prayers and cried for the children.
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And they don't have,
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they will never have quite the
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we come here for our sacred space
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that other cultures have.
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It will always bleed into the public life
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and their public life will come back to church
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and that's why, you know, everyone says,
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well why do they do quinceaneras at church?
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Because they don't have the strong wall
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between this space and the rest of the world
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that we developed in a world of structure,
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in a world of authority
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and who's in charge, that's a different culture.
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And so you find God in these different cultures
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and you can slowly struggle with the living God.
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The God that we hear today,
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the God who says, you know, you have to,
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you are measured by how you treat the stranger.
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Not how you treat the people
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that are important to you and that can do back for you.
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How you treat the stranger encounter.
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You know, in many ways,
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this issue is at the very heart
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of what's in the news.
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You know, all of the scandals
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that have surrounded Harvey Weinstein
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and now the director's out
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and Bill Cosby a while back.
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And I was watching a talk show
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and I found it interesting
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that a couple of the men were saying,
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you know, I used to think I don't understand women.
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Now I don't realize I don't understand other men.
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Because they were saying, you know,
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this is always a power thing.
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And I think that's an easy out.
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This is having power over the women
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and I think that's part of it.
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But I think that's rarer.
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And I think we like to say it's that
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because then when we go,
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eh, that doesn't resonate with me.
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I must not be part of the problem.
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It lets a lot of us off the hook.
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It's not just about power.
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It's about the privilege to say,
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I will interpret my actions for both of us.
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If I give myself the freedom to do this
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to put you at ease,
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then you should be put at ease.
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It has much more to do with the pernicious sense
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of I am privileged
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and I will interpret these encounters.
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And that happens all over the place.
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And that can happen across genders.
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Most of us have at least one stray aunt in the family
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who sees you and grabs you and hugs you
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whether you want it or not.
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Interesting things happen when we decide
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I will get to interpret our encounter.
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If I need something,
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I will need it and you will understand.
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If I decide that this is just a fun gesture,
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you will interpret it that way.
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We're so unaware of the privilege
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and it comes from 2,000 years
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of in many ways our God image
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controlled by the privileged.
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The minute we start talking,
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the minute religion took that turn
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around Puritan England time
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when rather than helping the poor,
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it became sort of the temperance league thing
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where we would get dressed up in our Sunday finery
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and we would march against the poor
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in that their morals,
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their morals are not decent.
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They're being impertinent.
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And that became the religious stance.
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Make no doubt what we were doing
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is we were wresting God from the poor
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and getting him back to the palaces where he belonged.
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And we can't do that.
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God, we hear, still dwells in the poor.
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And that's a tough message for our country
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because very few of us can truly put ourselves
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with the kind of poor that lived in Jesus' time.
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So where does that leave us?
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Well, it doesn't leave us cut off from God.
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It invites us into the different aspect,
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which is if you're not among the very poor of God,
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then you have a chance to be one with God
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by being the liberator.
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That's your other chance.
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If you are among the well-fed
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and among the well-clothed,
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then your job is to reach out
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and lift up those who aren't.
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That's how we participate in divinity, you know.
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And it's a tough message
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because we've kind of been taught
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that this gospel of prosperity stuff
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where, you know, God has blessed my life.
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I mean, it says right there in the Beatitudes,
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you know, blessed are those with a bigger house.
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It's the gospel according to Shlomo or something.
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I don't know who that belongs to, you know.
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But we kind of feel, I've been blessed.
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And we get this, you know, we're fascinated.
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As Catholics, we're fascinated with Mother Teresa.
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I know people who knew Mother Teresa personally,
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and they'll tell you, you know what?
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She wasn't a sweet woman.
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I mean, we all picture, we picture that face
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and the smile, and they're like,
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she was difficult.
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She was difficult.
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But she was determined to lift up the poor.
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And I think we like to see that as
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what a sweet sort of passive presence in the world.
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No, no, she was a revolutionary.
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She was going to change things.
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You know, her theology is not,
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take the theology we have,
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throw in minorities and mix.
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No, no, something much more revolutionary.
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Encounter the God who starts with the poor.
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When privilege took over religion,
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we moved, and this was about the time
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that Jesus is fighting against this,
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but we moved to suppress all of,
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some of them were pagan religions with high goddesses,
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and some were gods and all.
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But we suppressed a lot of the earth god,
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earth goddess images for the sky god.
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We climbed the mountain to encounter God.
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We got away from the lowly.
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God was to be found in the stratosphere,
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no longer down here in the dirt.
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And it's so ingrained in us,
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you know, that we are there to elevate,
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rather, no, we're there to get down
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and be grounded with the rest of the world.
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We're to encounter God,
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you know, coming out of the atmosphere from all angles,
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but we are to be a people who really recognize
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that there's an encounter with God
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that we sometimes miss when we live too much
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from an expectation of privilege.
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The Catholic writer Brian Massengale
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was giving a talk, and he was talking about
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that there is a resentment,
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now this is in African-American spirituality,
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and he said there's a little bit of a resentment sometimes,
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you know, when someone will say,
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well, you know, you don't understand what it is
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to be the descendants of slaves.
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And he said, you know, the resentment is
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people will look at him and say,
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you know, that's generations ago,
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it's not you, get over it.
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And when will you stop acting as though
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you're still a slave?
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And his answer is, when you stop acting
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like you're still a landowner.
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The structures are still in place.
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I work hard for everything I get.
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No, I work hard and started from a place of privilege,
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and that's why I have what I have.
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And that's so hard for us to really get a grasp of
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when we encounter someone,
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how often we just assume that
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I can interpret the situation,
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I can decide what's offensive,
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I can decide what's not.
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That is a place that most of the world
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doesn't get to live at.
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And we don't realize that.
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And so God calls us to really step back
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and encounter the God of the poor.
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But to do it, we have to get rid of our idols.
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We still struggle so much with the first commandment.
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No idols before God.
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Most of our Christianity is all idols
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because the image of God can change too quickly.
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It's too big, we can't grasp it.
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We have to choose smaller things.
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And it's okay.
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You'll always have to choose something smaller than God.
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You can't reflect on the whole.
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Just don't get stuck on one thing.
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You get stuck on one thing, it becomes an idol.
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I would say, and this almost,
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I've had people when I say this,
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I really, they are ready to kill me.
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But I've been silent for five days,
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if I have to die now, this is a good time.
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And that is, in America,
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our greatest idol that we worship instead of God
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is Scripture.
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We don't look for God anywhere else.
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Someone says, this person's hurting, what should we do?
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Check the Scripture.
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It's not the only access to God.
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God is bigger than Scripture.
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That's fundamentalism.
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Why are you guys doing that?
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Where does it say in the Bible
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that this building should be this shape?
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Same place it says we have air conditioning, get over it.
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It's not an idol.
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It's a help.
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And when we make things our idol,
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every part of our God image gets stuck in that.
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And then it becomes simply ours.
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But the God who calls us into communion with the whole world
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will always ask us,
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start with those who do not know privilege.
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Start with those whose lives are so uncertain.
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So uncertain.
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It's fascinating, we want to be one with Jesus,
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but we forget, we talk about the cross,
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we talk about everything else,
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we forget the Christmas coming up.
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We forget that the whole Jesus event starts
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as the loftiest God in the world
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coming down light years to be with us.
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The journey from God to humanity
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is a larger journey than we will ever be asked to make,
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going from privilege to those in need.
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But at least it's an accompanying journey with Jesus.
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And so we ask God to make us a people today
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who are open to new images of God,
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who are constantly seeking where God is in a new situation,
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that we don't fall back on, well, this is what I was taught,
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and I'm right.
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There's a, I can't remember the theologian,
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comes out of the Mujeres theology that says,
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God exists in every part of you but your arrogance.
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It's only in our arrogance that God doesn't exist.
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And can you imagine,
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can you imagine being God for a minute,
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speaking of arrogance?
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But imagine being God and looking down
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on the average one of us who thinks we know it all.
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Only in our arrogance can God not exist,
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and only when we reach out to people we've yet to encounter,
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people we've yet to understand,
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people we've yet to allow to lead us,
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only then can our vision of God grow.
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Only then can we start to pursue the living God,
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the God who is not stagnant,
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the God who can bring us all to a new heaven and a new earth,
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not refurbished, but something new for the human heart.
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Father Pat’s message is a powerful call to abandon Father Pat’s message is a powerful call to abandon static and privileged images of God in favor of a dynamic and liberating encounter with the divine found among the poor, the marginalized, and the oppressed. Drawing from his own spiritual journey and theological reading, he challenges us to recognize how privilege distorts our understanding of God, religion, and morality. He insists that love of God and neighbor—especially the neighbor who is different, excluded, or silenced—is the heart of our faith. This love demands humility, openness to transformation, and a willingness to dismantle idols—whether of Scripture, tradition, or comfort—that hinder our relationship with the living God.
Father Pat begins by reflecting on his silent retreat, where he immersed himself in theologies from the margins—feminist, liberation, Latino, and Mujeres theologies—not out of academic curiosity or pastoral obligation, but because traditional images of God shaped by centuries of European privilege no longer nourish his soul. He emphasizes that theology shaped by authority and hierarchy often distances us from the God revealed in Jesus Christ, who consistently sided with the poor, the outcast, and the stranger. In contrast, theologies emerging from oppressed communities bring us into contact with a God who liberates, suffers, and dwells among those who have been silenced.
He critiques the tendency of the privileged to interpret the lives and faith of others through their own lens, often reducing vibrant, contextual spiritualities to “folklore” or misunderstanding them entirely. Using examples from Hispanic Catholicism, he draws attention to how faith can flourish in the home and community when institutional structures are absent, revealing a sacredness that transcends traditional boundaries between church and daily life. This, he argues, is a vital insight into how God is encountered in real, lived experience, not just in formal doctrine or ritual.
Father Pat then connects this theological reflection to broader societal issues, such as the abuse scandals involving powerful men. He identifies a deeper issue than mere power: the entitlement of the privileged to define and interpret reality for others. This entitlement, he explains, is rooted in centuries of privilege and is perpetuated when we fail to examine how deeply it shapes our behavior, assumptions, and even our spirituality. The problem is not just individual sin, but systemic privilege that allows some to dictate meaning and morality while silencing others.
He laments the historical shift in Christianity—from a faith of the poor to a moralizing institution aligned with power and control. This shift, he argues, was a theft of God from the poor, replacing the incarnate, liberating God of Jesus with a sterile, distant deity of the elite. Yet the Gospel still calls us to encounter God among the poor and to become liberators ourselves if we are not among the poor. This is the path by which the privileged can participate in the divine life: by using their position to uplift others rather than consolidate their own comfort.
Father Pat challenges the modern idolization of Scripture, asserting that while Scripture is sacred, it is not God itself. He warns that when we make any one thing—especially something as limited by human interpretation as the Bible—into a fixed and total image of God, we fall into idolatry. True Christian faith is not about clinging to certainties but about seeking God in new and unfamiliar places, especially in the voices and lives of those who have been historically excluded.
He touches on the enduring structures of racial and social privilege, quoting theologian Bryan Massingale to illustrate how the legacy of slavery and landownership continues to shape attitudes and systems today. Recognizing this truth confronts the lie of meritocracy and invites a deeper humility in how we engage with others’ experiences. Only by relinquishing the need to control or interpret others’ realities can we begin to cultivate genuine solidarity and open ourselves to the transforming presence of God.
Ultimately, Father Pat urges us to be open to new images of God, to let go of arrogance, and to listen to those who have been silenced or overlooked. He reminds us that Jesus’ life began with the greatest act of divine humility: the Incarnation. God’s descent into human vulnerability should inspire us to make our own descent from privilege into solidarity. Only in doing so can we begin to see God as God truly is—not confined to our expectations or traditions, but alive in the struggles, hopes, and dignity of every human being.
In sum, Father Pat’s message is a profound spiritual challenge: to love God with our whole being and to love our neighbor—not from on high, but from the ground, where God still dwells, among the poor, the broken, and the unknown. To find God, we must be willing to be changed....
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When it was evening, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, summon the laborers and give them their pay, beginning with the last and ending with the first. When those who started about 5 o'clock came, each received the usual daily wage. So when the first came, they thought they would receive more, but each of them also got the usual wage. And on receiving it, they grumbled against the landowner saying, these last ones worked only one hour, and you have made them equal to us, who bore the day's burden and the heat. He said to one of them in reply, my friend, I am not cheating you. Did you not agree with me for the usual daily wage? Take what is yours and go. What if I wish to give this last one the same as you, or am I not free to do as I wish with my own money? Are you envious because I am generous? Thus, the last will be first, and the first will be last. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Thank you. The most hated gospel passage in America, because we are really good when the gospel undermines other cultures. We're really good when it tells those people what they're doing wrong. Today's gospel, there's no way around it. I have watched people do gymnastics to get around this gospel. But it's clear that Jesus would probably not favor radical capitalism as it has developed. And as I say it, you know, you can just feel the clenching going on in the room. But it gives us an amazing moment that says, so what, forget arguing until you're blue in the face as to whether that's what, that's not what he meant. That's not what he meant. The real question is, what if it came down to it would be more fundamental? Your love for the economic system or your love for Jesus? If it could be shown beyond all doubt that Jesus was, and I'm going to say the ugly word, a socialist, we would have one of three possibilities. And I think we take the third. We would either convert our economic system, not likely. We would leave our Christianity, not likely. Or we would pretend not to see the problem, very likely. We would just live and pretend the conflict isn't there. Because Jesus gives each one what they need. There's an old saying that says, life isn't fair, but we can be. And many of them would say, well, this isn't fair. Because we have a different form of justice in our mind. We have a competitive justice. And what we think is, well, some people have to be given more than others because they did more. And this is why I always say the tension here is between our love for Jesus and our love for Satan. This Lucifer character in mythology, whether we call it Lucifer, Satan, the devil, whether it's a personification, whether it's a real person, theologians can argue that on their own. But as I was watching an old episode of Law and Order this week, I know it was a slow news day at the Dolan House. And towards the end, the character, you just can't really be sure whether they're working the system, or whether they really aren't quite there, or whether they really knew. And in the end, the jury can't convict. And it's very unsatisfying. Because in the absence of an absolute answer, the jury chooses mercy and compassion. And it's irritating. The script is done in such a way that you know that they left you hanging. And they wanted it to be unsatisfying. And what would have satisfied us is, I think they hurt someone, and they need to hurt just as much. That is the essence of our entire belief in hell. They didn't do well, and now they're going to get punished. And this devil character is the one that's going to mete out that punishment eternally. We're much more connected to that character emotionally than the one who comes in and says, we're going to let him off the hook. And just like the characters in today's gospel, we kind of hope God is compassionate enough to overlook my incredibly minor flaws. But some of you have gone too far. And where is the line between acceptable sin you can still get in, and unacceptable, and judgment needs to happen? Never sure where the line is, but we're always pretty sure which side of it we're on. It's usually the line between me and mine, and them and theirs. And so we love the idea. You look back at most of our movies and our entertainments that filter around justice, and until the bad guy is punished, the movie is not satisfying. We are much more connected to the work of the devil, which is get those people punished. And mercy leaves us wanting, and that's what today's gospel is about. You know, it's, ah, these guys couldn't find a job, and so he finally hires them at the end of the day, but he still gives them a full day's wage because that's what they'll need to live on. That kind of generosity, it just undoes my whole system. It's very tough, and it's very easy when we find gospels that attack other people's precious, beloved, sacred cows. But this one comes after one of ours, which is that belief that if I can work a little harder and work the system right, and I have all those talents that happen to be, you know, sort of fashionable at the moment, I should not be able to do well. I should be able to do better, better than others. Even though at any given moment, you know, I mean, quite frankly, I don't care how good the voice is, singing a song really doesn't do more for a culture than educating our children. So there's no justice as to the value of the work. It's just whatever culture's fascinated with at the moment. We're usually fascinated with some form of entertainment or another, and people who can be part of that entertainment will make a lot more than people who maybe are out there building our roads and bridges, educating our children, you know, the people who are the structure of our society. And we all want to, you know, who knows whether your talent is appreciated in the culture you're in. A hundred years ago, a talent another person has might have gotten ahead. So it's always this dance between the individual's abilities and what culture needs at that moment. And we have made it sort of a competitive thing that says, when do we start to recognize that what you and I think is fair usually isn't? We can see it when it's dramatic. We can look at someone that we would say has special needs, and if it's dramatic enough, we go, oh, well, you know, we can't expect as much of them. But if it's just emotional depression, they should buck up. If it's just little problems, we have this syndrome in our life where it's what I call, and I apologize for the language, it's a television thing. Anyone here ever used to watch Everyone Loves Raymond? The show should have been called Everyone Loves Debra Loves Raymond. One of Debra's famous lines that she would say his wife, at least once an episode, he would do something rather foolish, and she would say, moron. Word came out of her mouth all the time. And it's what I call the moron syndrome. When someone does something that we think, what an idiot, what we're really thinking is, they have all the skills I have, and they just chose to be that way. We really don't think, if we really thought they were an idiot or a moron, if we really thought they didn't have those skills, we would be much more compassionate. What we're really thinking is, they have all the skills I have, and they're just being irritating on purpose. Or, they're just as smart as me, and they disagree with me, which I can't even fathom. How could anyone smart still disagree with me? We go to all these places, rather than, maybe they're doing the best they can, and maybe I should be happy that I can do more. Maybe I have an energy they don't have. Maybe I have an ability they don't have. I've told this story before. It's always the most embarrassing story I tell every year. But it's a traffic story. And it's not that anything happened, it's just everything that went on in my head, as I'm behind someone who is driving, I mean, literally has the nerve to drive a speed I don't like. It's a crazy world out there. They're going probably 10 miles an hour, and it's probably 35. And I'm waiting, because it's one lane, waiting, waiting, and I know that just a few blocks ahead, there'll finally be two lanes, and I can get around this person. And as I finally get around and I look over, it's someone in their early 20s, clearly with a mild case of Down syndrome, whose parent is just thrilled that they're actually learning to drive. And immediately I think, what is wrong with me? What is wrong with me? Because the whole time I'm thinking, why is this person driving slow? They have a different skill set. They're at a different place. Now, what if I'd looked over, and there were no pronounced issues that I could witness or observe? Then I would have said, they're just like me, and they're just choosing to be irritating, because we can't see the smaller gradations. Or the more devastating message, they're smarter than me and not as in big of a hurry. You know, why we just can't see the differences, why we can't leave room for that, and assume, you know, that all of us will need mercy in the end. And who am I, as someone who needs mercy, to resent that someone else might get more mercy? That we might all make it to heaven, because God is generous with his gifts, rather than, oh no, no, no, I, you know, I want God to be generous enough that some of us get in, but I don't want God to be generous enough to let the people who have hurt me in life get in. That's why God says, I desire forgiveness, I desire mercy, I desire compassion, you know. And then there's a little line that always says, I desire these things more than sacrifice. You know that's a trick in scripture. Because real mercy and real forgiveness will always involve a little sacrifice. It's always there. He's telling us the kind of sacrifice that he would like us to make. And we're really good at burning incense, but, you know, letting go of our anger, letting that go up in smoke, not so much. Most of us have old hurts, and we still behave out of those hurts. We run around trying to say, I'm gonna try and be less angry. The problem is we need to be more healed. Everyone in your life that you've had a long going battle with, and you think, I can't let it go, it's because you're still hurt, not because you're still angry. Anger's just the way we distract ourselves, because, you know, when I'm angry at you, that just feels stronger than admitting I'm hurt. Admitting I'm hurt, that just doesn't have quite as much bravado as anger. Actually, usually hurt. We're hurt by injustices. And instead, what we have to do is get to that point where we want everyone to succeed. I think that's such an interesting, simple concept, but when we look at all the tensions in our country, rather than trying to figure out which side is right, do we want everyone to succeed? Or do we just not, can we not go there? I'm still too hurt by the other guys. But if we ever become a group of people, a country, a church, a culture, that wants everyone to succeed, then maybe for the first time, we will understand the mercy of God, who comes not to save those who are doing just the right things, but even to save those who would crucify Him. The ones who would hurt Him to save everyone. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus told his disciples this parable,
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the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner
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who went out at dawn to hire laborers for his vineyard.
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After agreeing with them for the usual daily wage,
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he sent them into his vineyard.
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Going out about 9 o'clock, the landowner
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saw others standing idle in the marketplace,
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and he said to them, you too go into my vineyard,
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and I will give you what is just.
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So they went off.
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He went out again around noon and around 3 o'clock
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and did likewise.
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Finally, going out about 5 o'clock,
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the landowner found others standing around and said to
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them, why do you stand here idle all day?
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They answered, because no one has hired us.
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He said to them, you too go into my vineyard.
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When it was evening, the owner of the vineyard
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said to his foreman, summon the laborers
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and give them their pay, beginning with the last
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and ending with the first.
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When those who started about 5 o'clock came,
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each received the usual daily wage.
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So when the first came, they thought
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they would receive more, but each of them
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also got the usual wage.
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And on receiving it, they grumbled against the landowner
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saying, these last ones worked only one hour,
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and you have made them equal to us, who bore the day's
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burden and the heat.
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He said to one of them in reply, my friend,
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I am not cheating you.
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Did you not agree with me for the usual daily wage?
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Take what is yours and go.
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What if I wish to give this last one the same as you,
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or am I not free to do as I wish with my own money?
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Are you envious because I am generous?
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Thus, the last will be first, and the first will be last.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Thank you.
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The most hated gospel passage in America,
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because we are really good when the gospel undermines
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other cultures.
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We're really good when it tells those people
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what they're doing wrong.
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Today's gospel, there's no way around it.
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I have watched people do gymnastics
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to get around this gospel.
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But it's clear that Jesus would probably not favor
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radical capitalism as it has developed.
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And as I say it, you know, you can just feel
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the clenching going on in the room.
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But it gives us an amazing moment that says,
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so what, forget arguing until you're blue in the face
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as to whether that's what, that's not what he meant.
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That's not what he meant.
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The real question is, what if it came down to it
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would be more fundamental?
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Your love for the economic system or your love for Jesus?
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If it could be shown beyond all doubt that Jesus was,
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and I'm going to say the ugly word, a socialist,
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we would have one of three possibilities.
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And I think we take the third.
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We would either convert our economic system, not likely.
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We would leave our Christianity, not likely.
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Or we would pretend not to see the problem, very likely.
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We would just live and pretend the conflict isn't there.
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Because Jesus gives each one what they need.
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There's an old saying that says, life isn't fair,
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but we can be.
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And many of them would say, well, this isn't fair.
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Because we have a different form of justice in our mind.
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We have a competitive justice.
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And what we think is, well, some people
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have to be given more than others because they did more.
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And this is why I always say the tension here
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is between our love for Jesus and our love for Satan.
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This Lucifer character in mythology,
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whether we call it Lucifer, Satan, the devil,
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whether it's a personification, whether it's
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a real person, theologians can argue that on their own.
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But as I was watching an old episode of Law and Order
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this week, I know it was a slow news day at the Dolan House.
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And towards the end, the character,
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you just can't really be sure whether they're
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working the system, or whether they really aren't quite there,
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or whether they really knew.
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And in the end, the jury can't convict.
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And it's very unsatisfying.
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Because in the absence of an absolute answer,
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the jury chooses mercy and compassion.
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And it's irritating.
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The script is done in such a way that you
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know that they left you hanging.
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And they wanted it to be unsatisfying.
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And what would have satisfied us is,
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I think they hurt someone, and they
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need to hurt just as much.
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That is the essence of our entire belief in hell.
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They didn't do well, and now they're going to get punished.
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And this devil character is the one
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that's going to mete out that punishment eternally.
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We're much more connected to that character
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emotionally than the one who comes in and says,
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we're going to let him off the hook.
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And just like the characters in today's gospel,
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we kind of hope God is compassionate enough
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to overlook my incredibly minor flaws.
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But some of you have gone too far.
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And where is the line between acceptable sin
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you can still get in, and unacceptable,
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and judgment needs to happen?
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Never sure where the line is, but we're always pretty sure
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which side of it we're on.
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It's usually the line between me and mine, and them and theirs.
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And so we love the idea.
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You look back at most of our movies and our entertainments
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that filter around justice, and until the bad guy is punished,
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the movie is not satisfying.
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We are much more connected to the work of the devil,
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which is get those people punished.
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And mercy leaves us wanting,
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and that's what today's gospel is about.
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You know, it's, ah, these guys couldn't find a job,
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and so he finally hires them at the end of the day,
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but he still gives them a full day's wage
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because that's what they'll need to live on.
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That kind of generosity, it just undoes my whole system.
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It's very tough, and it's very easy
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when we find gospels that attack
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other people's precious, beloved, sacred cows.
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But this one comes after one of ours,
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which is that belief that if I can work a little harder
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and work the system right, and I have all those talents
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that happen to be, you know, sort of fashionable
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at the moment, I should not be able to do well.
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I should be able to do better, better than others.
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Even though at any given moment, you know, I mean,
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quite frankly, I don't care how good the voice is,
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singing a song really doesn't do more for a culture
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than educating our children.
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So there's no justice as to the value of the work.
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It's just whatever culture's fascinated with at the moment.
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We're usually fascinated with some form of entertainment
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or another, and people who can be part of that entertainment
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will make a lot more than people who maybe are out there
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building our roads and bridges, educating our children,
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you know, the people who are the structure of our society.
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And we all want to, you know, who knows
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whether your talent is appreciated
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in the culture you're in.
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A hundred years ago, a talent another person has
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might have gotten ahead.
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So it's always this dance between the individual's abilities
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and what culture needs at that moment.
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And we have made it sort of a competitive thing
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that says, when do we start to recognize
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that what you and I think is fair usually isn't?
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We can see it when it's dramatic.
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We can look at someone that we would say
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has special needs, and if it's dramatic enough,
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we go, oh, well, you know, we can't expect as much of them.
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But if it's just emotional depression, they should buck up.
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If it's just little problems, we have this syndrome
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in our life where it's what I call,
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and I apologize for the language, it's a television thing.
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Anyone here ever used to watch Everyone Loves Raymond?
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The show should have been called
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Everyone Loves Debra Loves Raymond.
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One of Debra's famous lines that she would say his wife,
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at least once an episode, he would do something
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rather foolish, and she would say, moron.
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Word came out of her mouth all the time.
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And it's what I call the moron syndrome.
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When someone does something that we think,
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what an idiot, what we're really thinking is,
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they have all the skills I have,
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and they just chose to be that way.
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We really don't think, if we really thought
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they were an idiot or a moron,
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if we really thought they didn't have those skills,
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we would be much more compassionate.
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What we're really thinking is,
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they have all the skills I have,
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and they're just being irritating on purpose.
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Or, they're just as smart as me,
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and they disagree with me, which I can't even fathom.
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How could anyone smart still disagree with me?
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We go to all these places, rather than,
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maybe they're doing the best they can,
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and maybe I should be happy that I can do more.
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Maybe I have an energy they don't have.
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Maybe I have an ability they don't have.
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I've told this story before.
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It's always the most embarrassing story I tell every year.
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But it's a traffic story.
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And it's not that anything happened,
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it's just everything that went on in my head,
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as I'm behind someone who is driving,
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I mean, literally has the nerve
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to drive a speed I don't like.
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It's a crazy world out there.
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They're going probably 10 miles an hour,
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and it's probably 35.
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And I'm waiting, because it's one lane,
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waiting, waiting, and I know that just a few blocks ahead,
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there'll finally be two lanes,
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and I can get around this person.
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And as I finally get around and I look over,
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it's someone in their early 20s,
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clearly with a mild case of Down syndrome,
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whose parent is just thrilled
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that they're actually learning to drive.
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And immediately I think, what is wrong with me?
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What is wrong with me?
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Because the whole time I'm thinking,
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why is this person driving slow?
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They have a different skill set.
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They're at a different place.
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Now, what if I'd looked over,
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and there were no pronounced issues
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that I could witness or observe?
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Then I would have said, they're just like me,
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and they're just choosing to be irritating,
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because we can't see the smaller gradations.
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Or the more devastating message,
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they're smarter than me and not as in big of a hurry.
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You know, why we just can't see the differences,
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why we can't leave room for that,
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and assume, you know, that all of us
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will need mercy in the end.
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And who am I, as someone who needs mercy,
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to resent that someone else might get more mercy?
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That we might all make it to heaven,
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because God is generous with his gifts,
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rather than, oh no, no, no, I, you know,
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I want God to be generous enough that some of us get in,
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but I don't want God to be generous enough
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to let the people who have hurt me in life get in.
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That's why God says, I desire forgiveness,
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I desire mercy, I desire compassion, you know.
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And then there's a little line that always says,
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I desire these things more than sacrifice.
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You know that's a trick in scripture.
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Because real mercy and real forgiveness
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will always involve a little sacrifice.
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It's always there.
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He's telling us the kind of sacrifice
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that he would like us to make.
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And we're really good at burning incense,
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but, you know, letting go of our anger,
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letting that go up in smoke, not so much.
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Most of us have old hurts,
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and we still behave out of those hurts.
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We run around trying to say,
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I'm gonna try and be less angry.
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The problem is we need to be more healed.
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Everyone in your life that you've had
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a long going battle with,
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and you think, I can't let it go,
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it's because you're still hurt,
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not because you're still angry.
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Anger's just the way we distract ourselves,
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because, you know, when I'm angry at you,
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that just feels stronger than admitting I'm hurt.
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Admitting I'm hurt,
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that just doesn't have quite as much bravado as anger.
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Actually, usually hurt.
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We're hurt by injustices.
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And instead, what we have to do is get to that point
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where we want everyone to succeed.
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I think that's such an interesting, simple concept,
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but when we look at all the tensions in our country,
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rather than trying to figure out which side is right,
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do we want everyone to succeed?
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Or do we just not, can we not go there?
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I'm still too hurt by the other guys.
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But if we ever become a group of people,
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a country, a church, a culture,
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that wants everyone to succeed,
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then maybe for the first time,
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we will understand the mercy of God,
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who comes not to save those
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who are doing just the right things,
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but even to save those who would crucify Him.
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The ones who would hurt Him to save everyone.
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I think when we become that culture,
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we start to manifest for the rest of the world
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what it would look like to live in the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the radical genero Father Pat’s message centers on the radical generosity and mercy of God expressed in the parable of the laborers in the vineyard. He challenges the deeply ingrained cultural and economic assumptions of fairness based on productivity and merit, exposing how these values often conflict with the Gospel’s call to compassion, equity, and grace. The parable disturbs a merit-based worldview by portraying a God who gives not according to effort or timing, but according to need and divine generosity. Father Pat invites the listener to confront the uncomfortable truth that we are often more emotionally aligned with retributive justice—punishment and fairness on our terms—than with the transformative mercy of Christ. He calls for a deep conversion: to move beyond superficial religious observance and toward a heart that genuinely desires the good and salvation of all, even those we judge, resent, or exclude.
In his homily, Father Pat begins by acknowledging the discomfort many feel with this Gospel passage, especially in cultures like America’s that equate justice with meritocratic reward. The parable Jesus tells—of laborers hired at different times of the day but all receiving the same wage—pushes against the grain of our expectations. We instinctively believe those who work more deserve more. But Jesus reframes justice not as a matter of proportional compensation, but of sufficient provision—each laborer receives what he needs to live.
This, Father Pat argues, is not just about economics; it's about our spiritual posture. He provocatively suggests that our allegiance to systems of merit and capitalism may override our allegiance to Christ. If it were proven that Jesus was a "socialist" in the sense that He prioritized need over merit, Father Pat posits that most Christians would not abandon their economic beliefs or their faith, but would ignore the contradiction—pretending it doesn't exist. This exposes a tension between our love of Jesus and our love of systems that reward competition, hierarchy, and exclusivity.
He draws a stark contrast between divine mercy and what he calls our emotional affinity for the devil—understood not necessarily as a literal person, but as a symbol of retributive justice. We are conditioned by our culture and media to desire punishment for those who’ve done wrong. We find satisfaction not in forgiveness, but in seeing others "get what they deserve." Mercy, in comparison, often feels unsatisfying and unjust to us. Father Pat likens this to courtroom dramas or crime shows, where a lack of punishment leaves the viewer uneasy. In these reactions, he finds evidence of our deeper spiritual struggle: we want mercy for ourselves, but justice—on our terms—for others.
He then reflects on the ways we judge others, often assuming that if someone is struggling or behaving differently, it's because they’re choosing to, rather than considering that they may simply be carrying burdens we don’t see. He tells a story about impatience in traffic, where his frustration with a slow driver dissipates upon realizing the driver has Down syndrome. The moment opens his heart to the realization that not everyone moves through life at the same pace or with the same abilities. But if no visible disability is present, we often default to judgment, assuming the other is lazy, ignorant, or malicious. This is what he calls the “moron syndrome”—an inability to see the nuance and diversity in human experiences.
Father Pat urges us to recognize that we all need mercy, and that needing more mercy does not make someone less worthy of love. He challenges us to resist the temptation to place ourselves on the “right” side of the salvation line while keeping others out. He emphasizes that God’s mercy is not a zero-sum game: someone receiving more does not mean we receive less. In fact, God’s mercy is a call for us to rejoice when others are lifted up, not resent it.
He also touches on the deeper nature of anger and unforgiveness in our lives. We often mask our hurt with anger because it feels more powerful and less vulnerable. But true healing begins when we admit our wounds and allow mercy to take root. Forgiveness, he notes, is not about denying justice but about letting go of the need to see others suffer as we have. True mercy always demands sacrifice—not ritual sacrifice, but the sacrifice of our pride, resentment, and need for control.
Ultimately, Father Pat calls us to imagine a world where we desire everyone to succeed—not just ourselves or our group. He suggests that such a vision reflects the heart of God’s kingdom: a place where even those who hurt others, who come late, or who fall short are embraced, healed, and welcomed. If we as a Church, a nation, or individuals can become people who want universal flourishing, then we begin to mirror the radical, generous, and scandalous mercy of God. Such a transformation would not only change our theology but also how we live, love, and relate to one another. In doing so, we would become true reflections of the kingdom of heaven, where the last are first, and the first, last—not as punishment or reward, but as the unfolding of divine grace to all....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 894.4000244140625, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark. Glory to the Lord. When the Pharisees, with some of the scribes who had come from Jerusalem... That's not right. I haven't prepared that at all. Peter approached Jesus and asked him, Lord, if my brother sins against me, how often must I forgive? As many as seven times? Jesus answered, I say to you not seven times, but 77 times. That is why the kingdom of heaven may be likened to a king who decided to settle accounts with his servants. When he began the accounting, a debtor was brought before him who owed him a huge amount. Since he had no way of paying it back, the master ordered him to be sold along with his wife, his children, and all of his property in payment of the debt. At that, the servant fell down, did him homage, and said, Be patient with me, and I will pay you back in full. Moved with compassion, the master of that servant let him go and forgave him the loan. When that servant had left, he found one of his fellow servants who owed him a much smaller amount. He seized him, started to choke him, demanding, Pay back what you owe. Falling to his knees, his fellow servant begged, Please be patient with me, and I will pay you back. But he refused. Instead, he had the fellow servant put in prison until he paid back the debt. Now when his fellow servant saw what had happened, they were deeply disturbed and went to their master and reported the whole affair. His master summoned him and said to him, You wicked servant, I forgave your entire debt because you begged me to. Should you not have pity on your fellow servant as I have had pity on you? Then in anger, his master handed him over to the torturers until he should pay back the whole debt. So will my Heavenly Father do to you unless each of you forgives your brother from your heart. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Today's gospel seems fairly straightforward. Most people read this gospel and just, you know, you can't believe the attitude of someone who's just been let off and goes right out and won't show the same charity to someone else. It's just such a straightforward, easy sort of gospel as long as we don't ever admit that it's about us. As long as it's about that person 2,000 years ago in a strange little situation, in a culture that is so foreign to us, we've just stopped listening to the reading. It's so, I mean, number one, to live in a society where there's clearly, you know, what's called a servant here is a slave. So, you know, you owed him some money, so he's going to sell you. That right there, you know, moral flags right and left. But secondly, you know, along with all of his property, that means his wife, his children, and all the rest of the property. Okay, this culture is so far different from us, you know, most of your families are not considered property, except at tax time. Now, little deductions here and there. And so we have this, we have kind of this strange foreign tale that at first blush doesn't seem to hit us at all. And it's not just about the forgiveness. It's about the way that these negative emotions and things multiply in the world. Because where you would think this story, this man's just been shown a great act of mercy, why doesn't it spur him to be that much more merciful? It seems to do the opposite. And most of us actually respond the same way in many, many situations. I can tell you right now that when someone said to him, they let you off the hook and then you did this, he would have said exactly what we've all said in a million situations, which, well, this was a whole different thing. This was a whole different thing. And probably what happened in that situation is you've been let off the hook, but you really, it got tense for a while, you were humiliated. Many of us, that idea of admitting we've done wrong enough to receive mercy is sort of humbling and humiliating and we don't like it. And he walks right out and he sees someone and he thinks, you know, if those people like this had paid me what they owed me, maybe I'd have been able to pay this off, but this would have never happened in the first place. People go there all the time. People go there all the time where, because it's the blame thing. Something bad happened to me, someone is to blame. And so where you would think if he could stay aware of the sense of mercy he'd received, it would make him more, because of where his heart is at, it makes him less merciful. Now, we could rewrite this for our own culture. It would get very uncomfortable if we put it right at home for a minute and said, you know, Peter says to Jesus, how often do I have to welcome the stranger? And Jesus says, well, you know, countless times. And he says, let me tell you a story. There was an Irishman in a potato famine whose family could no longer survive, so he migrates to another country where he just wants to survive. If I could just survive. And that country gives him welcome. And four generations, they're still surviving. Not as well as they'd like, but they're still surviving. They did survive, they got what they wanted, but they'd like to be a little higher up the totem pole. And as that weighs on them, they go out and find a fellow immigrant and throttle him and say, you don't belong here. Well, that's a little closer to home, isn't it? Our experience, well, it's a totally different thing. They welcomed my grandparents. They don't count now, they're dead. Yes, and they're looking down from heaven going, what happened? It's much more comfortable, or less comfortable, when we're part of the story. Where people who have experienced welcome in life will be that much more welcoming, or will they have that much more, well, I've been welcomed, and I don't want to lose anything that I've been welcomed into, so I don't want to welcome anyone else. So easy to get there. We tend not to be, there tends to be something stopping us, and the first reading tells us what it is, and it's the last thing we ever want to hear. This book of Sirach, I think most people who have had a brief introduction to scripture, but don't really, haven't really pulled it apart, I think if they heard a lot of this book of Sirach, they'd assume it was New Testament. He's so in line with the Gospels, a lot of what Jesus says can be traced back to Sirach, but he starts out with, wrath and anger are hateful things, and literally, that full of hate, hate-filled is sometimes a better translation, and we all know what that means. I mean, we definitely know what cream-filled and chocolate-filled mean. Hate-filled, something that's full of hate. Most of us think the opposite is true. I know this from years in the confessional, where people will do something that's hateful and say, I did it because I was angry, but the scripture says other way around. You were angry because you were already hateful. Anger doesn't make us hate. Hate makes us angry, and we pick and choose who we're gonna hate. I told this story last year, but a college friend of mine, who we were talking about racism, and he said, you don't understand, Pat, you've never been a victim. And I said, what do you mean? He goes, I was walking down in whatever, I can't remember what city he was in at the time, and he said, you know, these three young kids from college age, thin, tall, black kids came at me and they attacked me, and that I have reason. I said, so are you angry at all tall people? All college age? What is it you picked out of that experience? Because whatever you picked out of it is because someone had told you that already and it fit a paradigm you already had. That's why you didn't walk out of there afraid of all tall people. Because if someone tried to tell you it was height, you would go, that is the dumbest thing I've ever heard. That makes no sense at all. Someone says, what if it's about race? And you go, huh, you know, maybe. Because they've been preconditioned to fear certain things. And we fall heir to it all the time. And so our hate allows us anger. I was at a dinner two nights ago, and heard the story of these. They said, oh, they were on the plane and this woman gets on with two kids, two babies, and you know, which you're already thinking, oh, she's in for a time, you know. And she's sitting down and of course one of the babies is crying. I'm assuming about halfway through the flight that one stopped and the other started because that's, you know, siblings are good at tag teaming parents. And so the kid is just crying and crying and crying and the plane isn't even taking off. And a man in the back of the plane stands up and says, shut that kid up. Now, the kid didn't make him angry because if it were the kid, then everyone on the plane would have stood up and yelled the same thing. No, he was an angry man. He had that anger before he got on the plane and something came along that he could show that, that's why he was an angry man. The child didn't make him angry. The mother didn't make him angry. Hate makes us angry and it's easier to hate some people than others. And we can put any label we want on, but we're not gonna, if we can't welcome in everyone, where will it end if we welcome everyone? Heaven, that's where. Or not, if we so choose. That's where it will end because that's our faith. Our faith is, that's who we are. Jesus welcomes us. All of us have known countless goodness that we don't know that goes back generations. And we tend to go through life very aware of our achievements and not so aware of what's gotten us where we're at. That's why when people get to the end of a college career, they will often tell you if they've got high grades, it's because of their hard work. And you know, if they did well, it's because of their hard work. And if there's a debt left, that's someone else's fault. We all, you know, anything that went wrong, someone is to blame and we've got to figure out who's to blame. And everything that went right, we don't want to look back and say, yeah, you know, generations ago, my family was welcome and they've done well and they've stayed on top of it. And I grew up not worrying about a house and I was actually able to do homework and my parents bought clothes for me that I didn't like and I was forced to wear those gifts. And we don't admit, it never occurs to us the amount of gift that is. And instead we go out and say, they can't have that gift. It's the same story. It tells us that not only does hate do anger, hate creates anger, not the other way around, but then it says, and can anyone nourish anger and expect healing? You know, first step to all healing is get rid of the anger. Let go of it. And I know I've been there, especially at a family dynamic when you really got a good mad go and you hate to let it go. Because there's a righteousness in my anger, which is interesting because there's never a righteousness in my sibling's anger, but in mine, I can see the righteousness. I'm going to hold the light. All I'm going to do is undo myself. Father Tom Allender always said, you know, staying angry with other people is drinking poison to get back at them. Almost everyone here can pull up an event from the past that they're still angry about. And if you think about it enough, you can spin your whole evening away angry. And I can guarantee that person across the country that you're angry at is not having a bad evening. You're just destroying your own life. You cannot heal. You know, people will say, well, you know, the family needs closure when there's a tragedy in a family and we want that person put to death. We want that person, because the family needs healing. No one ever heals through anger. You know? Well, their revenge will be fed. That won't heal them. And if it does heal them, then we've got a really sad society, if that's what we're thinking is healing. Because we don't want healing. Sometimes we want vengeance. And that's today's readings. You have to choose. Do you want vengeance? Do you want healing? So I say to people, do you want to be right or do you want to be healed? The journey to heaven is a journey of healing. It's a journey where we learn to let go of anger. But first we have to admit our capability of hate and put it down and ask ourselves, why is it so easy to be angry at that person and when someone else does the same thing, I'm less angry? Yeah, because I've let the hate rest over here for a while. Not you guys specifically. Okay, one of you, but I won't say who. You know, I've let the hate rest somewhere for a while and then it's easier to pick on them. It's easier to get mad. I know that at least half of us in this room, we don't like to use the word, but there's at least half of us that can find a political figure we hate right now. And you could say, oh, I don't hate him. I just, you know, I don't hate him. I don't hate her. I just like to read bad things about him all the time and be angry. That's hate. That's it. You're there. You know, sure you didn't send a bomb through the mail and we thank you for that, but that's still hate. How do we get past the hatred? Because it's not hurting anyone but us and we're just consumed with it. And Jesus says today, through the prophets of old, he says, let go of the anger. Let go of the hatred. Then you can know healing. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Mark.
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Glory to the Lord.
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When the Pharisees, with some of the scribes who had come from Jerusalem...
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That's not right.
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I haven't prepared that at all.
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Peter approached Jesus and asked him,
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Lord, if my brother sins against me, how often must I forgive?
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As many as seven times?
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Jesus answered, I say to you not seven times, but 77 times.
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That is why the kingdom of heaven may be likened to a king
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who decided to settle accounts with his servants.
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When he began the accounting,
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a debtor was brought before him who owed him a huge amount.
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Since he had no way of paying it back,
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the master ordered him to be sold along with his wife, his children,
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and all of his property in payment of the debt.
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At that, the servant fell down, did him homage, and said,
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Be patient with me, and I will pay you back in full.
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Moved with compassion, the master of that servant
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let him go and forgave him the loan.
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When that servant had left, he found one of his fellow servants
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who owed him a much smaller amount.
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He seized him, started to choke him, demanding,
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Pay back what you owe.
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Falling to his knees, his fellow servant begged,
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Please be patient with me, and I will pay you back.
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But he refused.
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Instead, he had the fellow servant put in prison
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until he paid back the debt.
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Now when his fellow servant saw what had happened,
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they were deeply disturbed and went to their master
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and reported the whole affair.
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His master summoned him and said to him,
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You wicked servant, I forgave your entire debt
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because you begged me to.
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Should you not have pity on your fellow servant
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as I have had pity on you?
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Then in anger, his master handed him over to the torturers
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until he should pay back the whole debt.
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So will my Heavenly Father do to you
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unless each of you forgives your brother from your heart.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Today's gospel seems fairly straightforward.
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Most people read this gospel and just, you know,
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you can't believe the attitude of someone
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who's just been let off and goes right out
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and won't show the same charity to someone else.
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It's just such a straightforward, easy sort of gospel
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as long as we don't ever admit that it's about us.
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As long as it's about that person 2,000 years ago
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in a strange little situation,
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in a culture that is so foreign to us,
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we've just stopped listening to the reading.
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It's so, I mean, number one, to live in a society
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where there's clearly, you know,
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what's called a servant here is a slave.
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So, you know, you owed him some money,
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so he's going to sell you.
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That right there, you know,
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moral flags right and left.
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But secondly, you know,
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along with all of his property,
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that means his wife, his children,
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and all the rest of the property.
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Okay, this culture is so far different from us,
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you know, most of your families
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are not considered property,
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except at tax time.
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Now, little deductions here and there.
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And so we have this,
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we have kind of this strange foreign tale
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that at first blush doesn't seem to hit us at all.
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And it's not just about the forgiveness.
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It's about the way
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that these negative emotions and things
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multiply in the world.
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Because where you would think this story,
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this man's just been shown a great act of mercy,
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why doesn't it spur him
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to be that much more merciful?
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It seems to do the opposite.
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And most of us actually respond the same way
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in many, many situations.
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I can tell you right now
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that when someone said to him,
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they let you off the hook and then you did this,
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he would have said exactly what we've all said
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in a million situations, which,
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well, this was a whole different thing.
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This was a whole different thing.
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And probably what happened in that situation is
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you've been let off the hook,
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but you really, it got tense for a while,
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you were humiliated.
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Many of us, that idea of admitting we've done wrong
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enough to receive mercy
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is sort of humbling and humiliating
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and we don't like it.
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And he walks right out and he sees someone and he thinks,
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you know, if those people like this
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had paid me what they owed me,
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maybe I'd have been able to pay this off,
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but this would have never happened in the first place.
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People go there all the time.
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People go there all the time where,
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because it's the blame thing.
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Something bad happened to me, someone is to blame.
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And so where you would think
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if he could stay aware of the sense of mercy he'd received,
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it would make him more,
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because of where his heart is at,
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it makes him less merciful.
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Now, we could rewrite this for our own culture.
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It would get very uncomfortable
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if we put it right at home for a minute and said,
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you know, Peter says to Jesus,
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how often do I have to welcome the stranger?
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And Jesus says, well, you know, countless times.
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And he says, let me tell you a story.
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There was an Irishman in a potato famine
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whose family could no longer survive,
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so he migrates to another country
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where he just wants to survive.
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If I could just survive.
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And that country gives him welcome.
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And four generations, they're still surviving.
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Not as well as they'd like, but they're still surviving.
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They did survive, they got what they wanted,
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but they'd like to be a little higher up the totem pole.
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And as that weighs on them,
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they go out and find a fellow immigrant
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and throttle him and say, you don't belong here.
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Well, that's a little closer to home, isn't it?
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Our experience, well, it's a totally different thing.
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They welcomed my grandparents.
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They don't count now, they're dead.
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Yes, and they're looking down from heaven going,
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what happened?
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It's much more comfortable, or less comfortable,
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when we're part of the story.
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Where people who have experienced welcome in life
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will be that much more welcoming,
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or will they have that much more,
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well, I've been welcomed,
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and I don't want to lose anything
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that I've been welcomed into,
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so I don't want to welcome anyone else.
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So easy to get there.
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We tend not to be,
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there tends to be something stopping us,
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and the first reading tells us what it is,
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and it's the last thing we ever want to hear.
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This book of Sirach,
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I think most people who have had
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a brief introduction to scripture,
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but don't really, haven't really pulled it apart,
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I think if they heard a lot of this book of Sirach,
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they'd assume it was New Testament.
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He's so in line with the Gospels,
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a lot of what Jesus says can be traced back to Sirach,
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but he starts out with,
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wrath and anger are hateful things,
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and literally, that full of hate,
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hate-filled is sometimes a better translation,
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and we all know what that means.
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I mean, we definitely know what cream-filled
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and chocolate-filled mean.
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Hate-filled, something that's full of hate.
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Most of us think the opposite is true.
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I know this from years in the confessional,
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where people will do something that's hateful
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and say, I did it because I was angry,
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but the scripture says other way around.
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You were angry because you were already hateful.
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Anger doesn't make us hate.
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Hate makes us angry,
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and we pick and choose who we're gonna hate.
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I told this story last year,
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but a college friend of mine,
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who we were talking about racism,
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and he said, you don't understand, Pat,
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you've never been a victim.
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And I said, what do you mean?
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He goes, I was walking down in whatever,
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I can't remember what city he was in at the time,
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and he said, you know, these three young kids
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from college age, thin, tall, black kids
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came at me and they attacked me,
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and that I have reason.
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I said, so are you angry at all tall people?
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All college age?
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What is it you picked out of that experience?
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Because whatever you picked out of it
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is because someone had told you that already
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and it fit a paradigm you already had.
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That's why you didn't walk out of there
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afraid of all tall people.
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Because if someone tried to tell you it was height,
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you would go, that is the dumbest thing I've ever heard.
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That makes no sense at all.
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Someone says, what if it's about race?
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And you go, huh, you know, maybe.
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Because they've been preconditioned
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to fear certain things.
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And we fall heir to it all the time.
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And so our hate allows us anger.
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I was at a dinner two nights ago,
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and heard the story of these.
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They said, oh, they were on the plane
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and this woman gets on with two kids,
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two babies, and you know,
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which you're already thinking,
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oh, she's in for a time, you know.
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And she's sitting down and of course
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one of the babies is crying.
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I'm assuming about halfway through the flight
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that one stopped and the other started
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because that's, you know, siblings are good
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at tag teaming parents.
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And so the kid is just crying and crying and crying
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and the plane isn't even taking off.
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And a man in the back of the plane
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stands up and says, shut that kid up.
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Now, the kid didn't make him angry
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because if it were the kid,
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then everyone on the plane would have stood up
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and yelled the same thing.
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No, he was an angry man.
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He had that anger before he got on the plane
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and something came along that he could show that,
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that's why he was an angry man.
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The child didn't make him angry.
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The mother didn't make him angry.
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Hate makes us angry
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and it's easier to hate some people than others.
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And we can put any label we want on,
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but we're not gonna,
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if we can't welcome in everyone,
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where will it end if we welcome everyone?
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Heaven, that's where.
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Or not, if we so choose.
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That's where it will end
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because that's our faith.
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Our faith is, that's who we are.
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Jesus welcomes us.
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All of us have known countless goodness
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that we don't know that goes back generations.
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And we tend to go through life
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very aware of our achievements
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and not so aware of what's gotten us where we're at.
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That's why when people get to the end of a college career,
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they will often tell you if they've got high grades,
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it's because of their hard work.
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And you know, if they did well,
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it's because of their hard work.
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And if there's a debt left,
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that's someone else's fault.
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We all, you know,
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anything that went wrong,
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someone is to blame
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and we've got to figure out who's to blame.
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And everything that went right,
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we don't want to look back and say,
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yeah, you know,
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generations ago,
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my family was welcome and they've done well
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and they've stayed on top of it.
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And I grew up not worrying about a house
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and I was actually able to do homework
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and my parents bought clothes for me
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that I didn't like
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and I was forced to wear those gifts.
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And we don't admit,
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it never occurs to us
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the amount of gift that is.
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And instead we go out and say,
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they can't have that gift.
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It's the same story.
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It tells us that not only does hate do anger,
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hate creates anger,
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not the other way around,
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but then it says,
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and can anyone nourish anger
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and expect healing?
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You know,
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first step to all healing
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is get rid of the anger.
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Let go of it.
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And I know I've been there,
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especially at a family dynamic
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when you really got a good mad go
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and you hate to let it go.
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Because there's a righteousness in my anger,
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which is interesting
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because there's never a righteousness
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in my sibling's anger,
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but in mine,
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I can see the righteousness.
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I'm going to hold the light.
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All I'm going to do is undo myself.
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Father Tom Allender always said,
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you know,
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staying angry with other people
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is drinking poison to get back at them.
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Almost everyone here
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can pull up an event from the past
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that they're still angry about.
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And if you think about it enough,
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you can spin your whole evening away angry.
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And I can guarantee
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that person across the country
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that you're angry at
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is not having a bad evening.
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You're just destroying your own life.
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You cannot heal.
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You know, people will say,
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well, you know,
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the family needs closure
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when there's a tragedy in a family
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and we want that person put to death.
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We want that person,
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because the family needs healing.
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No one ever heals through anger.
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You know?
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Well, their revenge will be fed.
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That won't heal them.
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And if it does heal them,
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then we've got a really sad society,
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if that's what we're thinking is healing.
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Because we don't want healing.
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Sometimes we want vengeance.
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And that's today's readings.
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You have to choose.
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Do you want vengeance?
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Do you want healing?
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So I say to people,
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do you want to be right
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or do you want to be healed?
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The journey to heaven
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is a journey of healing.
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It's a journey where we learn
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to let go of anger.
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But first we have to admit
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our capability of hate
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and put it down
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and ask ourselves,
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why is it so easy
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to be angry at that person
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and when someone else
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does the same thing,
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I'm less angry?
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Yeah, because I've let the hate
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rest over here for a while.
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Not you guys specifically.
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Okay, one of you,
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but I won't say who.
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You know,
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I've let the hate rest
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somewhere for a while
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and then it's easier
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to pick on them.
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It's easier to get mad.
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I know that at least half of us
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in this room,
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we don't like to use the word,
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but there's at least half of us
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that can find a political figure
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we hate right now.
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And you could say,
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oh, I don't hate him.
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I just, you know,
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I don't hate him.
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I don't hate her.
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I just like to read bad things
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about him all the time
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and be angry.
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That's hate.
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That's it.
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You're there.
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You know,
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sure you didn't send a bomb
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through the mail
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and we thank you for that,
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but that's still hate.
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How do we get past the hatred?
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Because it's not hurting anyone
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but us
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and we're just consumed with it.
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And Jesus says today,
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through the prophets of old,
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he says,
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let go of the anger.
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Let go of the hatred.
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Then you can know healing.
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Then we can move
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towards the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message is a profound call to self-aw Father Pat’s message is a profound call to self-awareness, personal responsibility, and the kind of mercy that transforms not just individuals, but society as a whole. He reminds us that forgiveness is not a lofty ideal meant for an ancient culture or far-off scenario, but a radical, necessary practice for today—one that disrupts cycles of hatred, blame, and vengeance. Father Pat challenges us to recognize ourselves in the Gospel parable, to confront the bitterness we harbor, and to realize that healing only comes when we admit our own capacity for hate and choose to let it go. The Gospel, he says, is not primarily about the wrongs done to us, but about the mercy we’ve received and what we do with it. In a world quick to blame and slow to forgive, Father Pat gently but firmly insists: if we are not willing to extend the mercy we've received, we are sabotaging our own journey toward healing and the kingdom of God.
Father Pat begins by examining the Gospel parable in which a forgiven servant refuses to forgive a minor debt owed to him, highlighting the stark contrast between the mercy he received and the mercy he denies. While the story appears straightforward, Father Pat warns that its moral clarity becomes uncomfortable when we realize it reflects our own behavior. He cautions against distancing ourselves from the parable by viewing it as a relic of an ancient, foreign culture. Instead, he invites us to see how the same dynamics play out in modern life—especially in how we treat others based on our own unresolved pain, resentment, and fear.
He draws a parallel between the servant’s behavior and real-life scenarios, particularly immigration, where people who once benefited from generosity and welcome now deny the same to others. He cleverly reframes the parable in a contemporary setting: descendants of immigrants who were once welcomed now turn their backs on new immigrants, rationalizing their rejection with the same mindset as the unforgiving servant—“This is a different situation.” Father Pat emphasizes that such justifications arise not from reason, but from fear and scarcity, from a desire to protect what we’ve received rather than share it.
The deeper insight, however, comes when Father Pat shifts the focus from forgiveness to the root of our unforgiveness: hate and anger. Drawing from the Book of Sirach, he explains that “wrath and anger are hateful things,” and provocatively suggests that anger is not the cause of hatred but its result. People often say they acted out of anger, but Father Pat argues that the anger was already present, seeded by hate—often unacknowledged and socially conditioned. He illustrates this with a story about a friend who was attacked and subsequently harbored racial resentment, not because of logic, but because of preconditioned bias. The takeaway: we choose whom to hate, often based on social cues, and then justify our anger.
Father Pat also addresses how hate and unforgiveness masquerade as righteousness. We believe our anger is justified and morally superior, especially in close relationships like family. But he warns that holding onto anger—no matter how justified it may feel—is self-destructive. Using the metaphor “drinking poison to get back at someone,” he emphasizes that harboring resentment only corrodes our own soul. Healing, he says, is impossible without releasing anger.
He critiques our tendency to glorify our achievements while ignoring the foundational gifts and mercies that made them possible—family support, historical privilege, social acceptance. When we forget the grace we've received, we become less inclined to extend it to others. This spiritual amnesia leads us to judge others harshly, to become gatekeepers of mercy instead of its stewards.
Finally, Father Pat closes with a sobering challenge: we must choose between being right and being healed. Vengeance may temporarily satisfy our sense of justice, but it cannot bring restoration. Only forgiveness, born from humility and an honest reckoning with our own brokenness, can lead to healing. The journey to heaven, he reminds us, is a journey of letting go—of anger, of hate, of the illusion that we are the arbiters of who is worthy of mercy. If we want to be part of God’s kingdom, it begins not with blame, but with mercy, not with superiority, but with solidarity....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 1165.27001953125, "text": "The Lord be with you a reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew Jesus said to his disciples if your brother sins against you go and tell him his fault between you and him alone If he listens to you, you have won over your brother If he does not listen take one or two others along with you So that every fact may be established on the testimony of two or three witnesses If he refuses to listen to them Tell the church if he refuses to listen even to the church then treat him as you would a Gentile or a tax collector Amen, I say to you, whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven Again, I say to you if two of you agree on earth about anything for which they are to pray It shall be granted to them by my heavenly Father For where two or three are gathered together in my name there am I in the midst of them the gospel of the Lord While it is not the main point of the liturgy today I Always feel that I need to at least touch on on the end of that gospel because it's one of those Moments in scripture that I think has misled people who you know, we Matthew's version is very different from Luke's, but basically If two of you agree on anything on earth For which you are to pray it will be granted I've done some research on this. It doesn't work. I Constantly have prayer partners come together and if two of us agree that we should win the Powerball We don't seem to do any better You know the the idea that if you pray in the name of Jesus and you pray with your community and you're all of one Heart God is on the hook to do whatever you say Not only does it not work. It would be a disaster if it did Because it would basically say that you and I are in charge of the universe We control God through our prayers all we have to do is, you know, it becomes very much the world of Harry Potter if we can get the right group together and say the right words and say it in the name of Jesus if the way if the spell goes right and That can't be prayer prayer is never about bending God's will to ours and Even though that seems obvious in our heart of hearts. I have just unraveled Better than 95% of our prayers You know, we pray for the people in Florida, but what do we mean by that? Well, hopefully what we mean is we pray to God about these situations until our heart is changed enough to help If you're not praying to change your own heart in any situation You're probably going to be disappointed with the results of the prayer Even when you've got a friend who is sick and we want to pray for them What we're really hoping that prayer will do will help us to respond to them better to be the the best image of Christ for that person we can We would love for the miracle to happen. But you know, what what do we do with the numerous times? You know that you you prayed for Mary and she got better and you prayed for Jane and she didn't I Mean, I suppose people could go back and say, okay. I I must have done the prayer differently And you're back to Harry Potter. I Didn't get the spell right this time, you know, or God listens to prayers once in a while So we get this little thing at the end that reminds us That prayer is about helping us to bring our lives into line with God And that's where it picks up to the other three readings today the first part of the gospel and the other two readings and that is we get this image of one of the aspects of our christianity of our faith Is am I you know, am I my brother's keeper? Am I my sister's keeper? What is our responsibility towards one another and we get three very different images the first one is From the hebrew scriptures. It is the oldest of the three and it's the one that the other two Turn over in a very real way because this one says You know your job is to tell everyone else in the world what they're doing wrong And if you don't And they end up going to hell. It's your fault because you didn't tell them what they were doing wrong I can't tell you how many christians love this image This is the theology of every busy body since the beginning of time So Not only is it my job to tell you what you're doing wrong, but it's my job to make the judgment and decide ahead of time I will decide what's right and what's wrong whenever I always cringe when someone says let me i'm going to tell you the truth now The truth that we have to tell is never the truth that comes up at that moment Because the real truth you basically have in life is the truth of who you are That's a truth. We like to cover up Very rarely will someone say let me tell you the truth. I am simply an irritable person No, let me tell you the truth about what irritates me about you or what you do that's wrong or you know The real truth we have is our own faults and our own mistakes. And so even though this first reading says You know, you must dissuade everyone else from what they're doing wrong Paul to the romans this this letter to the romans Um, it says the exact opposite it says, you know, that's that's the law that we've had for centuries at that point and it says You know what if you love one another you fulfilled the law Quit trying to pick everything else apart And where the one says you owe it to one another to tell them what they're doing wrong This one says all you owe to everyone is is to love them now once in a while in your life you're going to see someone going down a bad road and Out of love out of real concern for them You will pull them aside and say this is you know, people who have dealt with friends who have addictions You know where you have to say am I willing to take that issue on? And if it's easy Maybe you're just sticking your nose in When there's a real relationship at risk and it's hard, but you force yourself to talk to them. Anyway Now we're talking about this love of another person And I think what has happened is christianity has reversed that we've done it on such a wide scale that The number of christians who will say well, you know I can't talk to my brother-in-law about their drinking problem because you know, I just don't want to get into it It's not my place. It's not my place It's not my place, but but I do want to work on getting the law changed against those people in missouri for christ You know, oh let's march against those people. Let's get those people Let's change everyone else in the world at a distance But i'm not going to you know, actually risk the relationships in my life Our christianity actually asks us first to start with those closest to us You know, it asks us very first to start with the people we are closest with where there's a real relationship at risk Getting mad at the way people live in some other part of the world. That's christianity from the cheap seat You know, um if if my idea of correction is to sign a petition against someone i've never met rather than Deal with issues that are actually going on with the people in my life And that's where the gospel brings us and it puts it in the context of forgiveness A lot of this, you know, this should be on the You know printed somewhere on the wall of every workplace in america and that is It's really radical theology and it's something that psychology has been very uh adamant about for about the last 40 years Which you know, once again puts us only a couple thousand years behind scripture and that is This is this is radical. But if you're having a problem with someone talk to them This is death to the gossip You know to the gossip. This is the worst thing that jesus could have ever told them If you're struggling with someone talk to that person Before you talk to anyone else And I can't tell you the the different methods we have to avoid that I I know that you know, i've always been in catholic schools my whole priesthood I've been from one school parish to another school parish and you know one of the dynamics and it's not all parents But one of the dynamics you'll notice is if a parent doesn't like the way something's going They won't come and talk to you until they've got a posse of 12 Which means they've basically talked to at least 48 people to get their posse of 12 before they talk to the person that they're upset with You know, uh, or or often they just pretend all of that's happened and they'll show up and they'll say You know, we just want you to know people are unhappy with this Which people? Because you know whenever someone says i'm just here to represent the anonymous crowd I uh My principal she won't do this, but I keep saying, you know You got to try it just once because she so badly when someone says, you know, we we've heard That people are unhappy about this. She always wants to say so. How is that barista at starbucks? Because Clearly we're talking about something everywhere, but where it happens And I think today there is no I I really can say I don't think it's ever been worse in history and that is because of the advent of our social media You know, I I cannot believe when I go out on facebook How much I i've never met anyone in person as nasty as people are online You know Face to face we tend not to say something that vicious to anyone and certainly not to the person we're complaining about But we go online and sometimes we spend hours being indoctrinated by the meanest spirit in our culture Being indoctrinated by oh, did you see what they said about so-and-so today? That was a good one What is that doing to us? You know, what who are we becoming as a people when what we what we fill ourselves with most? Is who's upset over what? and you know Some people say the exact same thing as someone else on facebook, but they go after what's positive in other words You know, it's not that they hate You know, it's not that they hate the color of the building It's that they wish it didn't matter so much or they'll you know, they'll talk about a positive aspect and I thought you know, what if? What if our christianity what if there was now, of course, it would be a dangerous thing because everyone would want to control it but what if You actually had a gospel filter I thought if if something that said every time someone says something that's nasty about a person it got filtered My facebook feed would be dead within a week You know, and i'm not sure that everything i've said on facebook wouldn't get me blocked We say little things and we snipe at different people And I think you know right now you can go left or right I think it's sort of funny that everyone talks about You know this rise of of hatred in america And some people really hate dynamics other people can't stop That from becoming hating other people and so You know, I i've read a whole bunch of things on both sides this week and there is one That when when the daca thing came up, there are people who absolutely you can see by their response If they don't hate there's an absolute lack of concern for immigrants Absolute lack of concern even to the point of hatred even to the point of mean-spirited comments And instead of simply defending that then the other side Hates everyone who's not supporting daca Hates those people and the minute you hate those people you've fallen into their path And they've won anyway, you know If if I can't get you to hate the people I hate at least if I can get you to hate me I've created another hater You know and what if we had that filter on our life that said, you know, there might be a point there But they're they're just sniping out and hating someone because it's easy what would happen if We started taking all that energy and putting it into solutions because I I you know, I I hate I hate to undo your greatest hopes in the world, but um Retweeting anything has not solved an issue in america Reposting on facebook has not solved an issue You know and what it tends to do is stir us up, but it stirs us to inaction You know what last time facebook really got me stirred up the best it did was I think I checked on facebook earlier that day You know, I checked back in more often That's not being stirred up the gospel stirs us up to go out and work to change something Right. I have a friend who who's all who loves to tell me that you know She's so upset about so much going on And it's the one person when I say but what are you doing about it every day? I I write three letters make three phone calls or knock on three doors of congressmen senators, whoever I can find I'm, just going to make sure my voice is heard You know, but I thought oh that is a commitment You know, and you know, what? Well, I I reposted three things That's nice I mean anyone knows that you know, you only read about You know you read at when you finally check in on facebook you read whatever was posted in the last hour and move on You can't even catch up to where you were before so it's it's this sort of We we kind of pick and choose things that stir us but don't stir us to action the gospel stirs us to action I always like to think of the gospel as a language Not as a philosophy not even as a religion. It is a language And anyone who studied languages know there's a difference between learning a language and becoming fluent in it Someone asked me this week. They said so what what's your greatest challenge with italian? And I said, well, I don't speak it anymore I don't I don't use it every day the way I did for seven years. I just I don't use it And that means I can still read it. I can still understand it, but I don't think in italian anymore you know, there are some who say I don't think in english, but um I don't think in italian I the words aren't there as quickly, you know in english you think something and it flies out your mouth sometimes before you are ready for it, too Because you use it all the time We need to become fluent in gospel And that doesn't mean that you can say oh that was matthew chapter 5 verse 2. No not fluent in the text Fluent in that gut level reaction that works to help people in need we've all been so amazed as we've watched in houston people who just They're not trying to Put out their life with christ to the world. They just see a need and they react You know and that's our start and I take nothing away from it. That's a great thing when communities come together I've noticed it was not the same response when we had the horrible mudslide in india, which killed so many more Because those are other people and they're out of mind and out of sight and we don't worry about it as much They're they're not us Okay, so We're helpful and we're good. We're not there yet So when we reach out because someone right in front of us is hurting that is a good thing that is learning the language If we ever get to the point where we're just as devastated of what happened in india as we are What happens in our own country then the gospel is starting to become our first language Then we speak it and we think it and we dream in it You know, then it's really our language, but it's so hard for us. We've we've spoken other languages for so long And languages i've got a friend and I always think you know It's so hard for us to get our head out of the way we think And I had this friend tara Lives in chicago now i've known her since high school and tara was blind from birth And she loves to tell her story. She calls it question 15 She was doing this little job interview thing and they had this personality profile And they knew she'd been blind from birth and they were ready they thought You know they had the little questionnaire all done in braille and she was going to tape her answers Into a recorder and she goes they'd gone to all that trouble to do that And then she gets to question 15. What is your favorite color? They still weren't thinking outside their own language, but what you gotta love about tara is her answer was bacon She said I can smell it from a mile away Okay But you know you get that point where you start to realize They were thinking they knew enough that that she she read braille They knew it, but they just they they weren't getting to a point where they spoke it as a first language It's a different she had a different place of coming from And so I think the gospel asks us to do that The gospel asks us to reach out not just to something we see right in front of us But for that to become our language So that we we look through a social feed or a twitter feed and we go. Oh, you know that that that's not our language Oh that kind of hatred not our language That kind of you know hatred. I I I think you know as long as I see The right and the left the democrats republicans call it Whatever you want as long as they're at each other's throat. This will never be a christian country We call it a christian country until someone disagrees with us and then Both sides get pretty rabid pretty quick And some and there could be great reasons, but they stop fighting the evil and start fighting one another You know, that's just not a christian country. We have to learn to do is fight the evil without falling into the hatred And when we do that We no longer understand the gospel. We speak it as a language. 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This is the worst thing that jesus could have ever told them", "tokens": [51624, 509, 458, 281, 264, 31788, 13, 639, 307, 264, 5855, 551, 300, 361, 26739, 727, 362, 1562, 1907, 552, 51808], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.20123106241226196, "compression_ratio": 1.659919023513794, "no_speech_prob": 0.002323107561096549}, {"id": 112, "seek": 51412, "start": 515.0800170898438, "end": 518.4400024414062, "text": " If you're struggling with someone talk to that person", "tokens": [50412, 759, 291, 434, 9314, 365, 1580, 751, 281, 300, 954, 50580], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.1830977499485016, "compression_ratio": 1.800711750984192, "no_speech_prob": 0.0015487245982512832}, {"id": 113, "seek": 51412, "start": 519.47998046875, "end": 521.47998046875, "text": " Before you talk to anyone else", "tokens": [50632, 4546, 291, 751, 281, 2878, 1646, 50732], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.1830977499485016, "compression_ratio": 1.800711750984192, "no_speech_prob": 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I have a friend who who's all who loves to tell me that you know", "tokens": [50904, 1779, 13, 286, 362, 257, 1277, 567, 567, 311, 439, 567, 6752, 281, 980, 385, 300, 291, 458, 51120], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 186, "seek": 81676, "start": 832.6799926757812, "end": 834.6799926757812, "text": " She's so upset about so much going on", "tokens": [51160, 1240, 311, 370, 8340, 466, 370, 709, 516, 322, 51260], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 187, "seek": 81676, "start": 835.3200073242188, "end": 838.760009765625, "text": " And it's the one person when I say but what are you doing about it every day?", "tokens": [51292, 400, 309, 311, 264, 472, 954, 562, 286, 584, 457, 437, 366, 291, 884, 466, 309, 633, 786, 30, 51464], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 188, "seek": 81676, "start": 839.1599731445312, "end": 845.47998046875, "text": " I I write three letters make three phone calls or knock on three doors of congressmen senators, whoever I can find", "tokens": [51484, 286, 286, 2464, 1045, 7825, 652, 1045, 2593, 5498, 420, 6728, 322, 1045, 8077, 295, 17546, 2558, 32221, 11, 11387, 286, 393, 915, 51800], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18893635272979736, "compression_ratio": 1.6203007698059082, "no_speech_prob": 0.0004512049781624228}, {"id": 189, "seek": 84676, "start": 846.8400268554688, "end": 848.8400268554688, "text": " I'm, just going to make sure my voice is heard", "tokens": [50368, 286, 478, 11, 445, 516, 281, 652, 988, 452, 3177, 307, 2198, 50468], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 190, "seek": 84676, "start": 849.6400146484375, "end": 852.0599975585938, "text": " You know, but I thought oh that is a commitment", "tokens": [50508, 509, 458, 11, 457, 286, 1194, 1954, 300, 307, 257, 8371, 50629], "temperature": 0.0, "avg_logprob": -0.18310701847076416, "compression_ratio": 1.6938775777816772, "no_speech_prob": 0.00011235252895858139}, {"id": 191, "seek": 84676, "start": 853.0, "end": 856.280029296875, "text": " You know, and you know, what? 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you a reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew
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Jesus said to his disciples if your brother sins against you go and tell him his fault between you and him alone
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If he listens to you, you have won over your brother
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If he does not listen take one or two others along with you
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So that every fact may be established on the testimony of two or three witnesses
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If he refuses to listen to them
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Tell the church if he refuses to listen even to the church then treat him as you would a Gentile or a tax collector
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Amen, I say to you, whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven
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Again, I say to you if two of you agree on earth about anything for which they are to pray
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It shall be granted to them by my heavenly Father
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For where two or three are gathered together in my name there am I in the midst of them
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the gospel of the Lord
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While it is not the main point of the liturgy today I
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Always feel that I need to at least touch on on the end of that gospel because it's one of those
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Moments in scripture that I think has misled people who you know, we Matthew's version is very different from Luke's, but basically
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If two of you agree on anything on earth
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For which you are to pray it will be granted
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I've done some research on this. It doesn't work. I
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Constantly have prayer partners come together and if two of us agree that we should win the Powerball
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We don't seem to do any better
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You know the the idea that if you pray in the name of Jesus and you pray with your community and you're all of one
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Heart God is on the hook to do whatever you say
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Not only does it not work. It would be a disaster if it did
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Because it would basically say that you and I are in charge of the universe
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We control God through our prayers all we have to do is, you know, it becomes very much the world of Harry Potter
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if we can get the right group together and say the right words and say it in the name of Jesus if the way if the
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spell goes right and
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That can't be prayer
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prayer is never about bending God's will to ours and
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Even though that seems obvious in our heart of hearts. I have just unraveled
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Better than 95% of our prayers
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You know, we pray for the people in Florida, but what do we mean by that?
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Well, hopefully what we mean is we pray to God about these situations until our heart is changed enough to help
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If you're not praying to change your own heart in any situation
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You're probably going to be disappointed with the results of the prayer
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Even when you've got a friend who is sick and we want to pray for them
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What we're really hoping that prayer will do will help us to respond to them better to be the the best image of Christ
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for that person we can
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We would love for the miracle to happen. But you know, what what do we do with the numerous times?
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You know that you you prayed for Mary and she got better and you prayed for Jane and she didn't
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I
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Mean, I suppose people could go back and say, okay. I I must have done the prayer differently
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And you're back to Harry Potter. I
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Didn't get the spell right this time, you know, or God listens to prayers once in a while
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So we get this
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little thing at the end that reminds us
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That prayer is about helping us to bring our lives into line with God
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And that's where it picks up to the other three readings today
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the first part of the gospel and the other two readings and that is we get this image of
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one of the aspects of our christianity of our faith
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Is am I you know, am I my brother's keeper? Am I my sister's keeper?
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What is our responsibility towards one another and we get three very different images
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the first one is
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From the hebrew scriptures. It is the oldest of the three and it's the one that the other two
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Turn over in a very real way because this one says
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You know your job is to tell everyone else in the world what they're doing wrong
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And if you don't
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And they end up going to hell. It's your fault because you didn't tell them what they were doing wrong
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I can't tell you how many christians love this image
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This is the theology of every busy body since the beginning of time
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So
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Not only is it my job to tell you what you're doing wrong, but it's my job to make the judgment and decide ahead of time
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I will decide what's right and what's wrong whenever I always cringe when someone says let me i'm going to tell you the truth now
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The truth that we have to tell is never the truth that comes up at that moment
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Because the real truth you basically have in life is the truth of who you are
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That's a truth. We like to cover up
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Very rarely will someone say let me tell you the truth. I am simply an irritable person
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No, let me tell you the truth about what irritates me about you or what you do that's wrong or you know
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The real truth we have is our own faults and our own mistakes. And so even though this first reading says
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You know, you must dissuade everyone else from what they're doing wrong
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Paul to the romans this this letter to the romans
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Um, it says the exact opposite it says, you know, that's that's the law that we've had for centuries at that point and it says
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You know what if you love one another you fulfilled the law
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Quit trying to pick everything else apart
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And where the one says you owe it to one another to tell them what they're doing wrong
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This one says all you owe to everyone is is to love them
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now once in a while in your life
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you're going to see someone going down a bad road and
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Out of love out of real concern for them
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You will pull them aside and say this is you know, people who have dealt with friends who have addictions
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You know where you have to say am I willing to take that issue on?
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And if it's easy
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Maybe you're just sticking your nose in
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When there's a real relationship at risk and it's hard, but you force yourself to talk to them. Anyway
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Now we're talking about
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this love of another person
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And I think what has happened is christianity has reversed that
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we've done it on such a wide scale that
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The number of christians who will say well, you know
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I can't talk to my brother-in-law about their drinking problem because you know, I just don't want to get into it
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It's not my place. It's not my place
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It's not my place, but but I do want to work on getting the law changed against those people in missouri for christ
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You know, oh let's march against those people. Let's get those people
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Let's change everyone else in the world at a distance
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But i'm not going to you know, actually risk the relationships in my life
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Our christianity actually asks us first to start with those closest to us
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You know, it asks us very first to start with the people we are closest with where there's a real relationship
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at risk
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Getting mad at the way people live in some other part of the world. That's christianity from the cheap seat
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You know, um if if my idea of correction is to sign a petition against someone i've never met
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rather than
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Deal with issues that are actually going on with the people in my life
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And that's where the gospel brings us and it puts it in the context of forgiveness
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A lot of this, you know, this should be on the
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You know printed somewhere on the wall of every workplace
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in america and that is
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It's really radical theology and it's something that psychology has been very uh adamant about for about the last 40 years
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Which you know, once again puts us only a couple thousand years behind scripture
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and that is
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This is this is radical. But if you're having a problem with someone talk to them
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This is death to the gossip
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You know to the gossip. This is the worst thing that jesus could have ever told them
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If you're struggling with someone talk to that person
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Before you talk to anyone else
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And I can't tell you the the different methods we have to avoid that
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I I know that you know, i've always been in catholic schools my whole priesthood
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I've been from one school parish to another school parish and you know one of the dynamics and it's not all parents
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But one of the dynamics you'll notice is if a parent doesn't like the way something's going
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They won't come and talk to you until they've got a posse of 12
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Which means they've basically talked to at least 48 people to get their posse of 12 before they talk to the person that they're upset with
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You know, uh, or or often they just pretend all of that's happened and they'll show up and they'll say
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You know, we just want you to know people are unhappy with this
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Which people?
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Because you know whenever someone says i'm just here to represent the anonymous crowd
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I uh
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My principal she won't do this, but I keep saying, you know
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You got to try it just once because she so badly when someone says, you know, we we've heard
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That people are unhappy about this. She always wants to say so. How is that barista at starbucks?
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Because
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Clearly we're talking about something everywhere, but where it happens
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And I think today there is no
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I I really can say I don't think it's ever been worse in history and that is because of the advent of our social media
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You know, I I cannot believe when I go out on facebook
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How much I i've never met anyone in person as nasty as people are online
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You know
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Face to face we tend not to say something that vicious to anyone and certainly not to the person we're complaining about
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But we go online and sometimes we spend hours
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being
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indoctrinated by the meanest spirit in our culture
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Being indoctrinated by oh, did you see what they said about so-and-so today?
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That was a good one
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What is that doing to us?
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You know, what who are we becoming as a people when what we what we fill ourselves with most?
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Is who's upset over what?
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and
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you know
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Some people say the exact same thing as someone else on facebook, but they go after what's positive in other words
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You know, it's not that they hate
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You know, it's not that they hate the color of the building
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It's that they wish it didn't matter so much or they'll you know, they'll talk about a positive aspect and I thought you know, what if?
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What if our christianity what if there was now, of course, it would be a dangerous thing because everyone would want to control it
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but what if
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You actually had a gospel filter
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I thought if if something that said every time someone says something that's nasty about a person it got filtered
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My facebook feed would be dead within a week
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You know, and i'm not sure that everything i've said on facebook wouldn't get me blocked
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We say little things and we snipe at different people
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And I think you know right now you can go left or right I think it's sort of funny that everyone talks about
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You know this rise of of hatred in america
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And some people really hate dynamics other people can't stop
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That from becoming hating other people
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and so
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You know, I i've read a whole bunch of things on both sides this week and there is one
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That when when the daca thing came up, there are people who absolutely you can see by their response
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If they don't hate there's an absolute lack of concern for immigrants
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Absolute lack of concern even to the point of hatred even to the point of mean-spirited comments
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And instead of simply defending that then the other side
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Hates everyone who's not supporting daca
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Hates those people and the minute you hate those people you've fallen into their path
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And they've won anyway, you know
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If if I can't get you to hate the people I hate at least if I can get you to hate me
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I've created another hater
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You know and what if we had that filter on our life that said, you know, there might be a point there
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But they're they're just sniping out and hating someone because it's easy
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what would happen if
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We started taking all that energy and putting it into solutions
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because
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I I you know, I I hate I hate to undo your greatest hopes in the world, but um
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Retweeting anything has not solved an issue in america
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Reposting on facebook has not solved an issue
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You know and what it tends to do is stir us up, but it stirs us
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to inaction
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You know what last time facebook really got me stirred up the best it did was I think I checked on facebook earlier that day
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You know, I checked back in more often
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That's not being stirred up the gospel stirs us up to go out and work to change something
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Right. I have a friend who who's all who loves to tell me that you know
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She's so upset about so much going on
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And it's the one person when I say but what are you doing about it every day?
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I I write three letters make three phone calls or knock on three doors of congressmen senators, whoever I can find
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I'm, just going to make sure my voice is heard
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You know, but I thought oh that is a commitment
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You know, and you know, what? Well, I I reposted three things
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That's nice
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I mean anyone knows that you know, you only read about
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You know you read at when you finally check in on facebook you read whatever was posted in the last hour and move on
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You can't even catch up to where you were before
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so it's it's this sort of
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We we kind of pick and choose things that stir us but don't stir us to action the gospel stirs us to action
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I always like to think of the gospel as a language
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Not as a philosophy not even as a religion. It is a language
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And anyone who studied languages know there's a difference between learning a language and becoming fluent in it
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Someone asked me this week. They said so what what's your greatest challenge with italian? And I said, well, I don't speak it anymore
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I don't I don't use it every day the way I did for seven years. I just I don't use it
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And that means I can still read it. I can still understand it, but I don't think in italian anymore
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you know, there are some who say I don't think in english, but um
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I don't think in italian
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I the words aren't there as quickly, you know in english you think something and it flies out your mouth sometimes before you are ready
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for it, too
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Because you use it all the time
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We need to become fluent in gospel
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And that doesn't mean that you can say oh that was matthew chapter 5 verse 2. No not fluent in the text
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Fluent in that gut level reaction that works to help people in need
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we've all been so amazed as we've watched in houston people who just
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They're not trying to
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Put out their life with christ to the world. They just see a need and they react
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You know and that's our start and I take nothing away from it. That's a great thing when communities come together
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I've noticed it was not the same response when we had the horrible mudslide in india, which killed so many more
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Because those are other people and they're out of mind and out of sight and we don't worry about it as much
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They're they're not us
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Okay, so
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We're helpful and we're good. We're not there yet
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So when we reach out because someone right in front of us is hurting that is a good thing that is learning the language
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If we ever get to the point where we're just as devastated of what happened in india as we are
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What happens in our own country then the gospel is starting to become our first language
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Then we speak it and we think it and we dream in it
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You know, then it's really our language, but it's so hard for us. We've we've spoken other languages for so long
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And languages i've got a friend and I always think you know
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It's so hard for us to get our head out of the way we think
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And I had this friend tara
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Lives in chicago now i've known her since high school and tara was blind from birth
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And she loves to tell her story. She calls it question 15
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She was doing this little job interview thing and they had this personality profile
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And they knew she'd been blind from birth and they were ready
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they thought
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You know they had the little questionnaire all done in braille and she was going to tape her answers
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Into a recorder and she goes they'd gone to all that trouble to do that
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And then she gets to question 15. What is your favorite color?
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They still weren't thinking outside their own language, but what you gotta love about tara is her answer was bacon
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She said I can smell it from a mile away
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Okay
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But you know you get that point where you start to realize
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They were thinking they knew enough that that she she read braille
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They knew it, but they just they they weren't getting to a point where they spoke it as a first language
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It's a different she had a different place of coming from
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And so I think the gospel asks us to do that
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The gospel asks us to reach out not just to something we see right in front of us
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But for that to become our language
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So that we we look through a social feed or a twitter feed and we go. Oh, you know that that that's not our language
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Oh that kind of hatred not our language
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That kind of you know hatred. I I I think you know as long as I see
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The right and the left the democrats republicans call it
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Whatever you want as long as they're at each other's throat. This will never be a christian country
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We call it a christian country until someone disagrees with us and then
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Both sides get pretty rabid pretty quick
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And some and there could be great reasons, but they stop fighting the evil and start fighting one another
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You know, that's just not a christian country. We have to learn to do is fight the evil without falling into the hatred
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And when we do that
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We no longer understand the gospel. We speak it as a language. We speak it with fluency
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We think in it we dream in it
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We become the people that can truly be architects of a christian nation and a kingdom of god
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Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that true Father Pat’s message centers on the idea that true Christianity is not about controlling others or using prayer as a tool to bend God’s will to our own, but about allowing prayer and the Gospel to transform our own hearts and actions. He challenges the misuse of scripture to justify judgmentalism or passive religiosity, and instead calls for a deeper, more relational, and personal accountability in living out the Gospel. Prayer is not a magical formula for results, but a means of opening ourselves to God’s vision and love. Our responsibility as Christians is to love others authentically, beginning with those closest to us, and to engage in real, courageous, and loving relationships rather than distant ideological battles. Christianity, according to Father Pat, is not a passive identification but an active, lived language—a way of seeing, thinking, and responding to the world that reflects Christ’s presence and compassion.
Father Pat begins by unpacking a commonly misunderstood passage in the Gospel of Matthew: “if two of you agree on earth about anything for which they are to pray, it shall be granted to them.” He humorously but pointedly debunks the notion that prayer is a transactional mechanism—God is not a genie, nor is prayer a spell we cast with the right incantation and group of people. He warns against treating prayer like a magical system, akin to Harry Potter, where outcomes are determined by saying the right words with the right people. This misunderstanding, he says, undermines the true purpose of prayer, which is not to change God, but to change ourselves.
He explains that prayer is meant to shape our hearts, not manipulate divine outcomes. When we pray for someone suffering, our hope should not rest solely on a miraculous recovery but on our becoming more compassionate and Christ-like in our response to them. If prayer doesn’t lead us to action or transformation, it will inevitably lead to disappointment. Father Pat points out that most of our prayers, at their core, are attempts to align God with our desires, rather than to align ourselves with God's will—and this is where we often go astray.
From here, Father Pat transitions to the broader theme of Christian responsibility toward one another. He contrasts three scriptural models: the Old Testament prophet who must correct others or be held accountable for their sins; Paul’s message in Romans that love fulfills the law; and Jesus’ teaching in Matthew on privately confronting a brother who has sinned. The first model, he notes, is often used by self-righteous Christians as a license to judge and correct others. It appeals to the busybody in all of us who believes we must tell others what they’re doing wrong. But Paul’s message subverts this by declaring that love, not judgment, is what we owe one another.
The real Christian challenge, Father Pat asserts, lies not in correcting strangers or legislating morality from afar, but in loving the people in our immediate lives enough to have hard conversations when necessary. He critiques a tendency in modern Christianity to avoid confrontation with those close to us—friends, family, coworkers—while investing disproportionate energy in condemning people we don’t know. This is “Christianity from the cheap seats,” he says. True discipleship requires us to risk our relationships for the sake of love, not to preserve our comfort or avoid conflict.
Jesus’ instruction to confront someone personally before involving others is, according to Father Pat, a death sentence for gossip. It demands integrity and courage. Yet in our culture, especially with the rise of social media, we’ve become accustomed to airing grievances publicly or anonymously rather than addressing them directly. He laments how social media fosters a culture of outrage and mean-spiritedness, where people say things online they would never say in person. This has led to a society saturated in negativity, where we are constantly being “indoctrinated by the meanest spirit in our culture.”
Father Pat doesn’t spare either side of the political aisle. He observes that both conservatives and liberals are quick to decry hatred while falling into it themselves. When we respond to hate with hate, even in the name of justice, we perpetuate the very cycle we oppose. He challenges his listeners to recognize that reposting or retweeting opinions, no matter how passionate, does little to effect real change. Instead, he lifts up the example of someone who commits to daily action—writing letters, making phone calls, knocking on doors. This, he says, is what Gospel-inspired action looks like.
He then presents a powerful metaphor: the Gospel as a language. Like any language, it must be practiced, lived, and spoken fluently—not just understood intellectually. Citing his own experience with Italian, he notes that fluency fades when you stop using it. Similarly, if we stop living the Gospel actively, it becomes a foreign tongue. Fluency in the Gospel means that our gut reactions to injustice, suffering, and need are shaped by Christ’s love. It means we don’t just know the Gospel—we think in it, dream in it, and respond from it instinctively.
Father Pat illustrates this fluency in the immediate, generous responses of people helping others during disasters like the flooding in Houston. While he praises such action, he also challenges the limitations of our empathy—why are we less moved by tragedies in places like India? True Gospel fluency, he insists, leads us to care as deeply for the suffering of strangers across the globe as we do for our neighbors. When we reach that point, the Gospel has become our native tongue.
In conclusion, Father Pat calls us to abandon shallow, performative Christianity and embrace a deep, lived discipleship that begins with loving those closest to us and extends to the entire world. He urges us to stop using religion to judge, to stop using prayer to control, and to stop using social media as a substitute for commitment. Instead, we must embody a faith that speaks the Gospel fluently in every action, every conversation, and every choice. Only then can we hope to build not just a Christian identity, but a true Christian community—and perhaps even a Christian nation....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 977.6199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus began to show his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him. God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you. He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan. You are an obstacle to me. You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do. Then Jesus said to his disciples, whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life? Or what can one give in exchange for his life? For the Son of Man will come with his angels in his Father's glory, and then he will repay all according to their conduct. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. There is an African word that we're going to learn today. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal. It's a good spiritual word to keep in your sort of your bag of skills. And that is, it was brought to light through Archbishop Tutu. And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world. And today's gospel shows a lot of it. You have to understand it. We'll get back to the word in a minute. Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that. You know, that's Matthew 30, 40 years later looking back, saying, he's showing them what's going to happen, not that he knew that exactly. We can all look back religiously, culturally, politically, and say, oh, you know, you can start to see the roots of where this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier. It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated the exact view. If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go, I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again, if he knew all that ahead of time, then to be on the cross and yell out, my God, why have you abandoned me? The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming. What are you talking about? It's not what it is. So, but what is he starting to show them? He's starting to show them that he's going to tell the truth about who he is. He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which they would have all seen coming a mile away. The prophets end up martyred. And the prophets do the same thing in every age. They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures. They do it at the time of Jesus. They do it nowadays. They do it in religion. They do it in politics. They do it everywhere. And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power. And they usually end up not in a good place. When you speak the truth to those in power, because the truth is usually, you aren't any more important than the poor person on the street. And power does not much like to hear that. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch. So he is very clearly letting them see who he is. And this is one of the few places in all of scripture that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper. He's pretty harsh with Peter. Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said, you are speaking like God and not like people. This week, you are speaking like people and not like God. Peter has good weeks and bad weeks. But why this reaction? He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan. He goes, why? Because I really believe that Jesus, while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin, that doesn't mean without temptation. And you want to see someone react a little harshly, try to seduce them into something that there's a little part of them that could go there pretty easily. You know, this is the person who's really, really, really, really trying to stay on their diet. And you keep saying, eat a little more. Eat a little more. You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some. And finally, they're like, no. Now, they aren't really that mad over cake. It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in, but they know better. Certainly, people who deal with addiction, someone who deals with alcoholism and is dealing with it well, knows that in the first several months of their sobriety, they can't be around those people that want them to drink with them. Because that pull is there. So of course, there's a Jesus who says, if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by. But Peter and the disciples who keep trying to talk him out of it, it'd be so easy to give in. And his reaction is really harsh. This is what we all have to understand. This is where this word ubuntu comes in, in the Xhosa language. And anyone who speaks a Clic language will tell you I did that very poorly. But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu brought into the forefront in Western society. And the phrase, which is untunugu untunugu banta, which is people are people through persons, it doesn't translate well. What it means is that your humanity, being fully human, is not about what's going on inside. Being fully human is about belonging to the community. Being a person comes through persons. And the whole philosophy says, if you can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am. That there is a reciprocity to humanity that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine. And that it's not just a political statement when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished, we're all diminished. It really means if we live in a society where some of us are diminished, we are not fully human yet. Our humanity is not there. And so we all have to put out the messages, put out the vibrations of our own life that bring out that best in one another. We have to create that society where people can truly bring, with integrity, who they are into the society. Jesus could get out of the cross. All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly. You know, all he has to do is fall in line and say, oh, you're right. Not the Son of God. That would be blasphemy. You're not going to run around forgiving sins. Only God can do that. That would be blasphemy. He could give in to that and stop being who he is and avoid the whole thing. And that's why he counters it with, what good would that be if you lose yourself, if you lose who you are in the process? What good is all the world? See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking, if you're successful, if you're strong, all of those things in that culture, those are lesser qualities. The great quality is to be connected to each other through compassion. And a person who doesn't have that is diminished, no matter how good life looks from the outside. If we don't have that, we're diminished. And so Peter and probably the other disciples are starting to put out a different vibration. They're saying, don't do it, don't do it. It's going to be hard. That's not a good thing. And Jesus has to fight that. I think we look at our society and we look at the last couple of years of politics and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook, get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations of society, even to the point where we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they said about whoever we're mad at. And that starts to become what we're putting out there. And I don't think we understand the danger of that kind of resonance. I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance because there's two experiments I always do with sometime during the year every year with the school kids. The first one is a resonance experiment that you've all done. You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance. You learned it in the bathtub as a child. Everything has its own natural speed of resonance, including water. And a lot of people don't realize this, but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake and one is going at 100 miles an hour and another is going 30 miles an hour, the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed. Water only moves at one speed. It has its own resonance. And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude, but they'll be going at the same speed. You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down. You can just affect the intensity of it. The same happens in the bathtub. You probably learned at a fairly young age that if you moved at just the right speed, you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time. Ah, the memories. I can still remember. I think that's the speed right there. I think I still remember it. I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it. And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back against you. If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave. If you got right to the right speed, you would resonate the water, and that slow motion would become incredibly powerful. This happens with music. You know, violin strings, piano strings, they're all tightened to a different resonance. I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal. And if I, it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here and I'm steady enough and I go, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, you can vibrate a string. More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated. It wasn't the right resonance for them. But the one string, because all that is is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed, picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed. In the movies and things, that's how a soprano would break glass. There's a pitch just under high C that is the natural resonance of crystal. And so they would, just like that piano string, they'd get that moving until it cracked. We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff and negative stuff. And we tend to gather people to ourselves. Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article just before that she read on bees. Honeybees and regular bees. And the difference is not only, I went red quick, not only in how they pollinate, but how they know what hive they belong to has to do with the resonance they put out. And I think that is so true of us. The resonance we put out tells us immediately the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world. And that we need to be people who resonate hope. We need to be the people who refuse to resonate what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world. We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome. Teresa spoke at the beginning about singing in another language. The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village. And I did it because about 15 years ago, there was a lot of talk about, you know the psalms, we're gonna have to go back to chant because it's the only way you can get all the right words into the psalm. You're not, you know a lot of people to get melody, they would just change the text of the psalm radically. And the only way to get that fixed would be to go back to the old way and get into that very narrow chant. Or, and that's the Roman method. There's Roman Catholicism. The Roman method is to go back into chant. The Catholic method is to go universal. And so I thought, well let's just look at some different cultures. And with that, that's a pentatonic free form. Very common Asian form of music. In gospel communities, you have forms of scat which are very easy to fit any kind of number of syllables you can. So I went through all these different cultures and set psalms in the music of the different cultures. And they come out melodic, and you don't have to change a single word. It can be done. If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone. If we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope who say, you know, we can be part of the solution. We don't have to be part of sitting around going, here's what's wrong. Here's what's wrong with the church. Here's what's wrong with the country. Here's what's wrong with my family. Here's what's wrong with my friends. Here's what's wrong. And that's all we resonate. You know, that's really why gossip is a sin because we just sit around and resonate negativity. You know, if you really do sit around and gossip behind people's back and say, you know, they're amazing. That would not be a sin. And isn't it interesting? No one would even call it gossip, even though it's the same thing. When we talk about someone behind their back, we call it gossip. What that meant is, no, no, we trashed someone behind their back. But when it's positive, we don't consider it in that same vein. What are we resonating to the world? Are we like Peter? Are we giving into fear? You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear. When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear. We either resonate fear or we resonate hope. We are a people of great resilience. We all have wounds. And it's very easy to say, those wounds make us who we are. No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds makes us who we are. And we can resonate that in our stories and what we choose to share with one another, in how forthright we are about who we are with one another, bringing ourselves into the light, that resonates hope. Jesus did it story after story after story. And it's still with us today. Each of us could resonate hope and tell the community around us resonates hope. And then the country around us resonates hope. And then we resonate hope to the world. That resonance that we have, it's more power than we can imagine. It does things we'd never heard of. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus began to show his disciples
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that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly
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from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes,
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and be killed, and on the third day be raised.
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Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him.
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God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you.
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He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan.
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You are an obstacle to me.
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You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do.
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Then Jesus said to his disciples,
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whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself,
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take up his cross, and follow me.
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For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it,
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but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
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What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world
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and forfeit his life?
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Or what can one give in exchange for his life?
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For the Son of Man will come with his angels
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in his Father's glory, and then he
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will repay all according to their conduct.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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There is an African word that we're going to learn today.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal.
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It's a good spiritual word to keep
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in your sort of your bag of skills.
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And that is, it was brought to light
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through Archbishop Tutu.
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And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world.
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And today's gospel shows a lot of it.
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You have to understand it.
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We'll get back to the word in a minute.
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Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem
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and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests
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and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day
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be raised.
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Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that.
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You know, that's Matthew 30, 40 years later looking back,
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saying, he's showing them what's going to happen,
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not that he knew that exactly.
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We can all look back religiously, culturally,
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politically, and say, oh, you know,
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you can start to see the roots of where
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this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier.
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It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated
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the exact view.
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If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go,
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I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days
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after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again,
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if he knew all that ahead of time,
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then to be on the cross and yell out, my God,
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why have you abandoned me?
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The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming.
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What are you talking about?
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It's not what it is.
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So, but what is he starting to show them?
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He's starting to show them that he's
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going to tell the truth about who he is.
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He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which
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they would have all seen coming a mile away.
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The prophets end up martyred.
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And the prophets do the same thing in every age.
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They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures.
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They do it at the time of Jesus.
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They do it nowadays.
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They do it in religion.
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They do it in politics.
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They do it everywhere.
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And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power.
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And they usually end up not in a good place.
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When you speak the truth to those in power,
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because the truth is usually, you
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aren't any more important than the poor person on the street.
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And power does not much like to hear that.
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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch.
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So he is very clearly letting them see who he is.
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And this is one of the few places in all of scripture
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that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper.
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He's pretty harsh with Peter.
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Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said,
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you are speaking like God and not like people.
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This week, you are speaking like people and not like God.
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Peter has good weeks and bad weeks.
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But why this reaction?
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He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan.
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He goes, why?
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Because I really believe that Jesus,
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while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin,
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that doesn't mean without temptation.
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And you want to see someone react a little harshly,
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try to seduce them into something
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that there's a little part of them that
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could go there pretty easily.
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You know, this is the person who's really, really, really,
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really trying to stay on their diet.
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And you keep saying, eat a little more.
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Eat a little more.
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You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some.
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And finally, they're like, no.
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Now, they aren't really that mad over cake.
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It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in,
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but they know better.
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Certainly, people who deal with addiction,
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someone who deals with alcoholism
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and is dealing with it well, knows
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that in the first several months of their sobriety,
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they can't be around those people that
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want them to drink with them.
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Because that pull is there.
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So of course, there's a Jesus who says,
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if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by.
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But Peter and the disciples who keep
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trying to talk him out of it, it'd
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be so easy to give in.
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And his reaction is really harsh.
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This is what we all have to understand.
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This is where this word ubuntu comes in,
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in the Xhosa language.
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And anyone who speaks a Clic language
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will tell you I did that very poorly.
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But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's
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a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu
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brought into the forefront in Western society.
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And the phrase, which is untunugu untunugu banta,
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which is people are people through persons,
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it doesn't translate well.
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What it means is that your humanity, being fully human,
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is not about what's going on inside.
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Being fully human is about belonging to the community.
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Being a person comes through persons.
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And the whole philosophy says, if you
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can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am.
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That there is a reciprocity to humanity
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that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine.
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And that it's not just a political statement
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when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished,
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we're all diminished.
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It really means if we live in a society where some of us
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are diminished, we are not fully human yet.
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Our humanity is not there.
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And so we all have to put out the messages,
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put out the vibrations of our own life
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that bring out that best in one another.
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We have to create that society where people can truly
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bring, with integrity, who they are into the society.
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Jesus could get out of the cross.
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All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly.
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You know, all he has to do is fall in line and say,
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oh, you're right.
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Not the Son of God.
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That would be blasphemy.
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You're not going to run around forgiving sins.
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Only God can do that.
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That would be blasphemy.
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He could give in to that and stop being who he is
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and avoid the whole thing.
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And that's why he counters it with,
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what good would that be if you lose yourself,
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if you lose who you are in the process?
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What good is all the world?
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See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says
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is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking,
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if you're successful, if you're strong,
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all of those things in that culture,
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those are lesser qualities.
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The great quality is to be connected to each other
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through compassion.
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And a person who doesn't have that is diminished,
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no matter how good life looks from the outside.
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If we don't have that, we're diminished.
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And so Peter and probably the other disciples
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are starting to put out a different vibration.
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They're saying, don't do it, don't do it.
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It's going to be hard.
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That's not a good thing.
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And Jesus has to fight that.
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I think we look at our society and we
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look at the last couple of years of politics
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and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook,
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get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations
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of society, even to the point where
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we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they
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said about whoever we're mad at.
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And that starts to become what we're putting out there.
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And I don't think we understand the danger
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of that kind of resonance.
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I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance
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because there's two experiments I always
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do with sometime during the year every year with the school
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kids.
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The first one is a resonance experiment
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that you've all done.
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You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance.
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You learned it in the bathtub as a child.
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Everything has its own natural speed of resonance,
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including water.
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And a lot of people don't realize this,
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but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake
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and one is going at 100 miles an hour
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and another is going 30 miles an hour,
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the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed.
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Water only moves at one speed.
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It has its own resonance.
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And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude,
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but they'll be going at the same speed.
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You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down.
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You can just affect the intensity of it.
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The same happens in the bathtub.
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You probably learned at a fairly young age
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that if you moved at just the right speed,
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you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time.
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Ah, the memories.
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I can still remember.
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I think that's the speed right there.
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I think I still remember it.
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I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it.
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And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back
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against you.
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If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave.
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If you got right to the right speed,
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you would resonate the water, and that slow motion
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would become incredibly powerful.
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This happens with music.
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You know, violin strings, piano strings,
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they're all tightened to a different resonance.
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I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal.
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And if I, it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here
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and I'm steady enough and I go, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey,
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you can vibrate a string.
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More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated.
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It wasn't the right resonance for them.
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But the one string, because all that is
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is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed,
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picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed.
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In the movies and things, that's how
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a soprano would break glass.
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There's a pitch just under high C that is
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the natural resonance of crystal.
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And so they would, just like that piano string,
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they'd get that moving until it cracked.
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We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff
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and negative stuff.
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And we tend to gather people to ourselves.
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Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article
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just before that she read on bees.
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Honeybees and regular bees.
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And the difference is not only, I went red quick,
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not only in how they pollinate, but how
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they know what hive they belong to
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has to do with the resonance they put out.
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And I think that is so true of us.
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The resonance we put out tells us immediately
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the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world.
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And that we need to be people who resonate hope.
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We need to be the people who refuse to resonate
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what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world.
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We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome.
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Teresa spoke at the beginning about
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singing in another language.
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The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of
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a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village.
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And I did it because about 15 years ago,
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there was a lot of talk about, you know the psalms,
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we're gonna have to go back to chant because
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it's the only way you can get
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all the right words into the psalm.
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You're not, you know a lot of people to get melody,
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they would just change the text of the psalm radically.
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And the only way to get that fixed
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would be to go back to the old way
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and get into that very narrow chant.
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Or, and that's the Roman method.
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There's Roman Catholicism.
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The Roman method is to go back into chant.
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The Catholic method is to go universal.
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And so I thought, well let's just look at
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some different cultures.
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And with that, that's a pentatonic free form.
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Very common Asian form of music.
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In gospel communities, you have forms of scat
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which are very easy to fit
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any kind of number of syllables you can.
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So I went through all these different cultures
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and set psalms in the music of the different cultures.
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And they come out melodic,
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and you don't have to change a single word.
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It can be done.
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If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone.
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If we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope
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who say, you know, we can be part of the solution.
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We don't have to be part of sitting around going,
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here's what's wrong.
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Here's what's wrong with the church.
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Here's what's wrong with the country.
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Here's what's wrong with my family.
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Here's what's wrong with my friends.
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Here's what's wrong.
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And that's all we resonate.
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You know, that's really why gossip is a sin
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because we just sit around and resonate negativity.
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You know, if you really do sit around
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and gossip behind people's back and say,
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you know, they're amazing.
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That would not be a sin.
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And isn't it interesting?
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No one would even call it gossip,
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even though it's the same thing.
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When we talk about someone behind their back,
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we call it gossip.
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What that meant is,
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no, no, we trashed someone behind their back.
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But when it's positive,
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we don't consider it in that same vein.
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What are we resonating to the world?
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Are we like Peter?
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Are we giving into fear?
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You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear.
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When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear.
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We either resonate fear or we resonate hope.
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We are a people of great resilience.
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We all have wounds.
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And it's very easy to say,
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those wounds make us who we are.
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No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds
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makes us who we are.
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And we can resonate that in our stories
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and what we choose to share with one another,
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in how forthright we are
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about who we are with one another,
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bringing ourselves into the light,
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that resonates hope.
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Jesus did it story after story after story.
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And it's still with us today.
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Each of us could resonate hope
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and tell the community around us resonates hope.
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And then the country around us resonates hope.
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And then we resonate hope to the world.
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That resonance that we have,
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it's more power than we can imagine.
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It does things we'd never heard of.
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And it can help us to resonate to the world,
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the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authen Father Pat’s message centers on the call to authentic discipleship through vulnerability, truthfulness, and the shared humanity expressed in the African concept of “ubuntu.” He reflects on Jesus’ encounter with Peter as a pivotal moment where Jesus rejects the temptation to avoid suffering and instead embraces his prophetic mission, even unto death. Father Pat emphasizes that being fully human means recognizing our interconnectedness and responsibility to one another, not living in isolation or fear. He encourages us to resist the cultural pull toward negativity, division, and selfishness, and instead to "resonate" hope, compassion, and unity, thereby participating in the transformative work of God’s kingdom.
Father Pat begins by examining the Gospel passage from Matthew in which Jesus begins to reveal to his disciples that he must suffer, die, and rise again. Peter's immediate reaction—rebuking Jesus—comes from a place of fear and misunderstanding, prompting Jesus’ strong response: “Get behind me, Satan.” Father Pat unpacks this reaction not as a moment of divine anger in the human sense but as a moment of deep temptation for Jesus, who is fully human and experiences the pull to avoid pain, rejection, and death. Just as someone deeply committed to sobriety must avoid environments that might seduce them back into addiction, Jesus must reject any voice—even Peter’s—that tempts him away from his mission of truth and love.
This tension between comfort and truth, between self-preservation and self-giving, is at the heart of what it means to follow Jesus. Jesus calls disciples to deny themselves, take up their cross, and follow him—not because suffering is inherently good, but because authentic living often entails sacrifice, especially when speaking truth to power or living with integrity in a broken world. The prophets of old, and Jesus himself, embraced this path, knowing it would lead to rejection but also to transformation.
Father Pat introduces the African concept of “ubuntu,” popularized by Archbishop Desmond Tutu, to deepen our understanding of this Gospel call. Ubuntu, which roughly translates to “I am because we are,” expresses a vision of humanity that is communal, compassionate, and interdependent. In this worldview, our individual flourishing is bound up with the dignity and flourishing of others. If one person is diminished—by poverty, exclusion, or injustice—then we are all diminished. Thus, to be fully human is not just about internal moral development, but about living in right relationship with others and creating spaces where everyone can be fully themselves.
This philosophy stands in contrast to the values of individualism, self-promotion, and transactional relationships that often dominate our culture. Father Pat challenges us to consider what kind of “resonance” we are putting out into the world. Just as physical objects, like water or piano strings, have natural frequencies that can be amplified through resonance, so too do human beings emit spiritual and emotional energy—through our words, our actions, and even our silence. If we resonate cynicism, judgment, or fear, we will draw and amplify those forces in the communities around us. But if we resonate hope, compassion, and resilience, we become instruments of grace and transformation.
The analogy to resonance is powerful. Just as a soprano can shatter glass by singing a note at the glass’s natural frequency, our spiritual resonance can have invisible but real effects on the world around us. This is why gossip is spiritually dangerous—not because it’s mere talk, but because it amplifies negativity and undermines community. Conversely, speaking positively about others—even behind their backs—builds up the body of Christ and fosters the kind of mutual recognition ubuntu calls for.
Father Pat reflects on how this resonance can be expressed even in our worship. He shares how he composed the “Psalms for the Global Village” using musical forms from different cultures to reflect the universality of God’s people. This liturgical creativity is a form of spiritual resonance, inviting people from different backgrounds to see themselves in the sacred text and to find belonging in the shared act of prayer.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s homily is a call to spiritual maturity and moral courage. Like Jesus, we must resist the temptation to avoid suffering by compromising who we are. Like Peter, we must learn to move from fear to faith. Like the early prophets, we must be willing to speak truth to power, even at great personal cost. And like the ubuntu philosophy teaches, we must recognize that our salvation is bound up with the salvation of others. If we can do this, we will not only find our lives, as Jesus promises, but we will help resonate the kingdom of God into a world desperately in need of healing, hope, and connection....
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{"task": "transcribe", "langua {"task": "transcribe", "language": "english", "duration": 977.6199951171875, "text": "The Lord be with you. And with your spirit. A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew. Glory to you, O Lord. Jesus began to show his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him. God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you. He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan. You are an obstacle to me. You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do. Then Jesus said to his disciples, whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life? Or what can one give in exchange for his life? For the Son of Man will come with his angels in his Father's glory, and then he will repay all according to their conduct. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. Amen. There is an African word that we're going to learn today. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. Ubuntu. This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal. It's a good spiritual word to keep in your sort of your bag of skills. And that is, it was brought to light through Archbishop Tutu. And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world. And today's gospel shows a lot of it. You have to understand it. We'll get back to the word in a minute. Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that. You know, that's Matthew, 30, 40 years later looking back, saying, he's showing them what's going to happen, not that he knew that exactly. We can all look back religiously, culturally, politically, and say, oh, you know, you can start to see the roots of where this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier. It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated the exact view. If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go, I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again, if he knew all that ahead of time, then to be on the cross and yell out, my God, why have you abandoned me? The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming. What are you talking about? It's not what it is. So, but what is he starting to show them? He's starting to show them that he's going to tell the truth about who he is. He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which they would have all seen coming a mile away. The prophets end up martyred. And the prophets do the same thing in every age. They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures. They do it at the time of Jesus. They do it nowadays. They do it in religion. They do it in politics. They do it everywhere. And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power. And they usually end up not in a good place. When you speak the truth to those in power, because the truth is usually, you aren't any more important than the poor person on the street. And power does not much like to hear that. And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch. So he is very clearly letting them see who he is. And this is one of the few places in all of scripture that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper. He's pretty harsh with Peter. Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said, you are speaking like God and not like people. This week, you are speaking like people and not like God. Peter has good weeks and bad weeks. But why this reaction? He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan. He goes, why? Because I really believe that Jesus, while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin, that doesn't mean without temptation. And you want to see someone react a little harshly, try to seduce them into something that there's a little part of them that could go there pretty easily. You know, this is the person who's really, really, really, really trying to stay on their diet. And you keep saying, eat a little more. Eat a little more. You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some. And finally, they're like, no. Now, they aren't really that mad over cake. It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in, but they know better. Certainly, people who deal with addiction, someone who deals with alcoholism and is dealing with it well, knows that in the first several months of their sobriety, they can't be around those people that want them to drink with them. Because that pull is there. So of course, there's a Jesus who says, if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by. But Peter and the disciples who keep trying to talk him out of it, it'd be so easy to give in. And his reaction is really harsh. This is what we all have to understand. This is where this word ubuntu comes in, in the Xhosa language. And anyone who speaks a Clic language will tell you I did that very poorly. But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu brought into the forefront in Western society. And the phrase, which is, untunugu untunugabanta, which is, people are people through persons, it doesn't translate well. What it means is that your humanity, being fully human, is not about what's going on inside. Being fully human is about belonging to the community. Being a person comes through persons. And the whole philosophy says, if you can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am. That there is a reciprocity to humanity that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine. And that it's not just a political statement when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished, we're all diminished. It really means if we live in a society where some of us are diminished, we are not fully human yet. Our humanity is not there. And so we all have to put out the messages, put out the vibrations of our own life that bring out that best in one another. We have to create that society where people can truly bring, with integrity, who they are into the society. Jesus could get out of the cross. All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly. All he has to do is fall in line and say, oh, you're right. Not the Son of God. That would be blasphemy. You're not going to run around forgiving sins. Only God can do that. That would be blasphemy. He could give in to that and stop being who he is and avoid the whole thing. And that's why he counters it with, what good would that be if you lose yourself, if you lose who you are in the process? What good is all the world? See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking, if you're successful, if you're strong, all of those things in that culture, those are lesser qualities. The great quality is to be connected to each other through compassion. And a person who doesn't have that is diminished, no matter how good life looks from the outside. If we don't have that, we're diminished. And so Peter and probably the other disciples are starting to put out a different vibration. They're saying, don't do it, don't do it. It's going to be hard. That's not a good thing. And Jesus has to fight that. I think we look at our society and we look at the last couple of years of politics and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook, get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations of society, even to the point where we can't wait to find the next witty, nasty thing they said about whoever we're mad at. And that starts to become what we're putting out there. And I don't think we understand the danger of that kind of resonance. You know, I love, as a musician, I love the ideas of resonance. Because there's two experiments I always do with some time during the year every year with the school kids. The first one is a resonance experiment that you've all done. You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance. You learned it in the bathtub as a child. Everything has its own natural speed of resonance, including water. And a lot of people don't realize this, but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake and one is going at 100 miles an hour and another is going 30 miles an hour, the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed. Water only moves at one speed. It has its own resonance. And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude, but they'll be going at the same speed. You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down. You can just affect the intensity of it. The same happens in the bathtub. You probably learned at a fairly young age that if you moved at just the right speed, you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time. Ah, the memories. And I can still remember. I think that's the speed right there. I think I still remember it. I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it. And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back against you. If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave. If you got right to the right speed, you would resonate the water, and that slow motion would become incredibly powerful. This happens with music. You know, violin strings, piano strings, they're all tightened to a different resonance. I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal. And it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here and I'm steady enough and I go, eh, you can vibrate a string. More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated. It wasn't the right resonance for them. But the one string, because all that is is pressure variations coming out at that certain speed, picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed. That's how in the movies and things, that's how a soprano would break glass. There's a pitch just under high C that is the natural resonance of crystal. And so they would, just like that piano string, they'd get that moving until it cracked. We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff and negative stuff. And we tend to gather people to ourselves. Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article just before that she read on bees, honeybees and regular bees. And the difference is not only, I went red quick, not only in how they pollinate, but how they know what hive they belong to has to do with the resonance they put out. And I think that is so true of us. The resonance we put out tells us immediately the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world. And that we need to be people who resonate hope. We need to be the people who refuse to resonate what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world. We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome. Teresa spoke at the beginning about, you know, singing in another language. The psalm they did today, I wrote that as part of a set of psalms called Psalms for the Global Village. And I did it because about 15 years ago, there was a lot of talk about, you know, the psalms were gonna have to go back to chant because it's the only way you can get all the right words into the psalm. You're not, you know, a lot of people to get melody, it would just change the text of the psalm radically. And the only way to get that fixed would be to go back to the old way and get into that very narrow chant. Or, and that's the Roman method. There's Roman Catholicism. The Roman method is to go back into chant. The Catholic method is to go universal. And so I thought, well, let's just look at some different cultures. And with that, that's a pentatonic free form, very common Asian form of music. In gospel communities, you have forms of scat, which are very easy to fit any kind of number of syllables you can. So I went through all these different cultures and said psalms in the music of the different cultures. And they come out melodic, and you don't have to change a single word. It can be done. If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone, if we reach out with resonance and be a people of hope who say, you know, we can be part of the solution. We don't have to be part of sitting around going, here's what's wrong, here's what's wrong with the church, here's what's wrong with the country, here's what's wrong with my family, here's what's wrong with my friends, here's what's wrong. And that's all we resonate. You know, that's really why gossip is a sin, because we just sit around and resonate negativity. You know, if you really do sit around and gossip behind people's back and say, you know, they're amazing, that would not be a sin. And isn't it interesting? No one would even call it gossip, even though it's the same thing. When we talk about someone behind their back, we call it gossip. What that meant is, no, no, we trashed someone behind their back. But when it's positive, we don't consider it in that same vein. What are we resonating to the world? Are we like Peter? Are we giving into fear? You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear. When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear. We either resonate fear or we resonate hope. We are a people of great resilience. We all have wounds. And it's very easy to say, those wounds make us who we are. No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds makes us who we are. And we can resonate that in our stories, in what we choose to share with one another, in how forthright we are about who we are with one another, bringing ourselves into the light. That resonates hope. Jesus did it story after story after story. And it's still with us today. Each of us could resonate hope and tell the community around us resonates hope. And then the country around us resonates hope. And then we resonate hope to the world. That resonance that we have, it's more power than we can imagine. It does things we'd never heard of. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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Jesus began to show his disciples
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that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer greatly
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from the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes,
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and be killed, and on the third day be raised.
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Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to rebuke him.
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God forbid, Lord, no such thing shall ever happen to you.
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He turned and said to Peter, get behind me, Satan.
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You are an obstacle to me.
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You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do.
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Then Jesus said to his disciples,
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whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself,
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take up his cross, and follow me.
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For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it,
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but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
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What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world
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and forfeit his life?
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Or what can one give in exchange for his life?
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For the Son of Man will come with his angels
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in his Father's glory, and then he
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will repay all according to their conduct.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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Amen.
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There is an African word that we're going to learn today.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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Ubuntu.
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This is a great word to throw into your spiritual arsenal.
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It's a good spiritual word to keep
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in your sort of your bag of skills.
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And that is, it was brought to light
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through Archbishop Tutu.
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And he certainly brought it into prominence in the world.
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And today's gospel shows a lot of it.
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You have to understand it.
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We'll get back to the word in a minute.
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Jesus, it says, he shows them that he must go to Jerusalem
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and suffer greatly from the elders and the chief priests
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and the scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised.
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Now, Jesus probably never actually told him that.
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You know, that's Matthew, 30, 40 years later looking back,
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saying, he's showing them what's going to happen,
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not that he knew that exactly.
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We can all look back religiously, culturally,
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politically, and say, oh, you know,
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you can start to see the roots of where
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this was going to happen 30 years early, 20 years earlier.
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It doesn't mean that those people at that time articulated
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the exact view.
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If Jesus really had said to them, I'm going to go,
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I'm going to die, I'm going to die for three days
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after the cross, and then I'm going to be raised again,
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if he knew all that ahead of time,
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then to be on the cross and yell out, my God,
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why have you abandoned me?
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The answer would have been, you knew all this was coming.
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What are you talking about?
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It's not what it is.
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So, but what is he starting to show them?
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He's starting to show them that he's
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going to tell the truth about who he is.
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He's going to walk the walk of the prophets, which
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they would have all seen coming a mile away.
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The prophets end up martyred.
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And the prophets do the same thing in every age.
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They did it in the Old Testament and the Hebrew scriptures.
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They do it at the time of Jesus.
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They do it nowadays.
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They do it in religion.
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They do it in politics.
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They do it everywhere.
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And that is prophets speak the truth to those in power.
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And they usually end up not in a good place.
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When you speak the truth to those in power,
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because the truth is usually, you
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aren't any more important than the poor person on the street.
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And power does not much like to hear that.
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And so, you know, it's fascinating to watch.
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So he is very clearly letting them see who he is.
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And this is one of the few places in all of scripture
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that we kind of see Jesus lose his temper.
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He's pretty harsh with Peter.
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Peter, just last week, Peter, what you just said,
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you are speaking like God and not like people.
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This week, you are speaking like people and not like God.
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Peter has good weeks and bad weeks.
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But why this reaction?
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He doesn't just say, he calls him Satan.
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He goes, why?
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Because I really believe that Jesus,
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while we can tell one another Jesus is without sin,
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that doesn't mean without temptation.
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And you want to see someone react a little harshly,
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try to seduce them into something
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that there's a little part of them that
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could go there pretty easily.
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You know, this is the person who's really, really, really,
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really trying to stay on their diet.
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And you keep saying, eat a little more.
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Eat a little more.
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You're up, eat, it's chocolate cake, eat some.
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And finally, they're like, no.
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Now, they aren't really that mad over cake.
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It's there's a part of them that would just love to give in,
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but they know better.
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Certainly, people who deal with addiction,
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someone who deals with alcoholism
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and is dealing with it well, knows
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that in the first several months of their sobriety,
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they can't be around those people that
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want them to drink with them.
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Because that pull is there.
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So of course, there's a Jesus who says,
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if this cup can pass me by, let it pass me by.
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But Peter and the disciples who keep
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trying to talk him out of it, it'd
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be so easy to give in.
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And his reaction is really harsh.
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This is what we all have to understand.
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This is where this word ubuntu comes in,
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in the Xhosa language.
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And anyone who speaks a Clic language
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will tell you I did that very poorly.
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But in the Clic language, Xhosa, there's
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a phrase, again, that Archbishop Desmond Tutu
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brought into the forefront in Western society.
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And the phrase, which is, untunugu untunugabanta, which
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is, people are people through persons,
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it doesn't translate well.
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What it means is that your humanity, being fully human,
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is not about what's going on inside.
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Being fully human is about belonging to the community.
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Being a person comes through persons.
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And the whole philosophy says, if you
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can't be fully who you are, then I cannot be fully who I am.
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That there is a reciprocity to humanity
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that is at a deeper level than we could possibly imagine.
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And that it's not just a political statement
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when someone says, oh, if one of us is diminished,
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we're all diminished.
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It really means if we live in a society where some of us
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are diminished, we are not fully human yet.
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Our humanity is not there.
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And so we all have to put out the messages,
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put out the vibrations of our own life
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that bring out that best in one another.
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We have to create that society where
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people can truly bring, with integrity, who
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they are into the society.
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Jesus could get out of the cross.
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All he'd have to do is stop being who he is so openly.
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All he has to do is fall in line and say, oh, you're right.
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Not the Son of God.
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That would be blasphemy.
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You're not going to run around forgiving sins.
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Only God can do that.
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That would be blasphemy.
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He could give in to that and stop being who he is
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and avoid the whole thing.
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And that's why he counters it with,
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what good would that be if you lose yourself,
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if you lose who you are in the process?
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What good is all the world?
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See, in that Ubuntu philosophy, what that says
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is, you know, if you're rich, if you're good looking,
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if you're successful, if you're strong,
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all of those things in that culture,
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those are lesser qualities.
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The great quality is to be connected to each other
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through compassion.
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And a person who doesn't have that is diminished,
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no matter how good life looks from the outside.
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If we don't have that, we're diminished.
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And so Peter and probably the other disciples
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are starting to put out a different vibration.
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They're saying, don't do it, don't do it.
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It's going to be hard.
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That's not a good thing.
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And Jesus has to fight that.
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I think we look at our society and we
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look at the last couple of years of politics
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and how easy it's been for all of us to get on Facebook,
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get on Twitter, and get lost in the most negative vibrations
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of society, even to the point where we can't wait to find
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the next witty, nasty thing they said
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about whoever we're mad at.
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And that starts to become what we're putting out there.
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And I don't think we understand the danger
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of that kind of resonance.
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You know, I love, as a musician, I
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love the ideas of resonance.
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Because there's two experiments I always
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do with some time during the year every year
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with the school kids.
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The first one is a resonance experiment
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that you've all done.
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You've all learned the fundamentals of resonance.
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You learned it in the bathtub as a child.
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Everything has its own natural speed of resonance,
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including water.
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And a lot of people don't realize this,
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but if two speedboats are going down out on a lake
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and one is going at 100 miles an hour
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and another is going 30 miles an hour,
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the waves of the water coming out will be the same speed.
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Water only moves at one speed.
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It has its own resonance.
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And some of the waves may be bigger in amplitude,
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but they'll be going at the same speed.
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You cannot speed up a ripple or slow it down.
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You can just affect the intensity of it.
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The same happens in the bathtub.
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You probably learned at a fairly young age
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that if you moved at just the right speed,
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you could get that water over the edge of the tub in no time.
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Ah, the memories.
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And I can still remember.
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I think that's the speed right there.
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I think I still remember it.
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I can hear my mother screaming in the background as I do it.
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And if you went too fast, you'd fight the wave coming back
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against you.
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If you went too slow, you'd fight the wave.
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If you got right to the right speed,
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you would resonate the water, and that slow motion
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would become incredibly powerful.
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This happens with music.
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You know, violin strings, piano strings,
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they're all tightened to a different resonance.
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I'm going to actually ask Paul to put down the damper pedal.
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And it doesn't matter what note I hit, if I come over here
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and I'm steady enough and I go, eh, you can vibrate a string.
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More fascinating, none of the other strings vibrated.
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It wasn't the right resonance for them.
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But the one string, because all that is is pressure variations
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coming out at that certain speed,
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picked the one string that could vibrate at that speed.
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That's how in the movies and things,
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that's how a soprano would break glass.
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There's a pitch just under high C that
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is the natural resonance of crystal.
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And so they would, just like that piano string,
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they'd get that moving until it cracked.
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We resonate spiritually all the time with positive stuff
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and negative stuff.
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And we tend to gather people to ourselves.
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Teresa Stone showed me or talked to me about an article
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just before that she read on bees, honeybees and regular bees.
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And the difference is not only, I went red quick,
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not only in how they pollinate,
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but how they know what hive they belong to
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has to do with the resonance they put out.
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And I think that is so true of us.
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The resonance we put out tells us immediately
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the tribe we belong to and how we're forming the world.
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And that we need to be people who resonate hope.
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We need to be the people who refuse to resonate
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what is ugly and mean-spirited in the world.
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We need to resonate more of a sense of universal welcome.
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Teresa spoke at the beginning about,
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you know, singing in another language.
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The psalm they did today,
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I wrote that as part of a set of psalms
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called Psalms for the Global Village.
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And I did it because about 15 years ago,
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there was a lot of talk about,
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you know, the psalms were gonna have to go back to chant
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because it's the only way you can get
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all the right words into the psalm.
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You're not, you know, a lot of people to get melody,
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it would just change the text of the psalm radically.
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And the only way to get that fixed
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would be to go back to the old way
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and get into that very narrow chant.
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Or, and that's the Roman method.
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There's Roman Catholicism.
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The Roman method is to go back into chant.
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The Catholic method is to go universal.
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And so I thought, well,
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let's just look at some different cultures.
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And with that, that's a pentatonic free form,
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very common Asian form of music.
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In gospel communities, you have forms of scat,
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which are very easy to fit
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any kind of number of syllables you can.
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So I went through all these different cultures
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and said psalms in the music of the different cultures.
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And they come out melodic,
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and you don't have to change a single word.
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It can be done.
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If we reach out with resonance and invite in everyone,
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if we reach out with resonance
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and be a people of hope who say,
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you know, we can be part of the solution.
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We don't have to be part of sitting around going,
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here's what's wrong,
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here's what's wrong with the church,
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here's what's wrong with the country,
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here's what's wrong with my family,
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here's what's wrong with my friends,
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here's what's wrong.
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And that's all we resonate.
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You know, that's really why gossip is a sin,
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because we just sit around and resonate negativity.
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You know, if you really do sit around
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and gossip behind people's back and say,
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you know, they're amazing, that would not be a sin.
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And isn't it interesting?
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No one would even call it gossip,
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even though it's the same thing.
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When we talk about someone behind their back,
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we call it gossip.
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What that meant is, no, no,
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we trashed someone behind their back.
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But when it's positive,
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we don't consider it in that same vein.
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What are we resonating to the world?
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Are we like Peter?
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Are we giving into fear?
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You know, when he couldn't walk on the water, fear.
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When he can't let Jesus go to that cross, fear.
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We either resonate fear or we resonate hope.
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We are a people of great resilience.
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We all have wounds.
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And it's very easy to say,
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those wounds make us who we are.
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No, the resilience that gets us through those wounds
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makes us who we are.
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And we can resonate that in our stories,
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in what we choose to share with one another,
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in how forthright we are about who we are with one another,
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bringing ourselves into the light.
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That resonates hope.
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Jesus did it story after story after story.
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And it's still with us today.
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Each of us could resonate hope
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and tell the community around us resonates hope.
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And then the country around us resonates hope.
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And then we resonate hope to the world.
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That resonance that we have,
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it's more power than we can imagine.
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It does things we'd never heard of.
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And it can help us to resonate to the world,
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the kingdom of God.
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Father Pat’s message is a profound call to spiritu Father Pat’s message is a profound call to spiritual authenticity, communal responsibility, and the transformative power of hope. He challenges us to reject fear, self-preservation, and the cultural pull toward negativity, and instead embrace the radical path of Christ—a path marked by truth-telling, self-sacrifice, and unwavering fidelity to one’s identity and mission. Through the African concept of "ubuntu," Father Pat weaves a vision of interconnected humanity, where our individual fulfillment is inseparable from the dignity and wholeness of others. He calls on us to examine the resonance we send into the world: are we echoing fear or hope, division or unity, despair or healing? Our spiritual lives are not private undertakings but communal symphonies, where each vibration of compassion, courage, and truth contributes to the creation of God’s kingdom on earth.
In this homily, Father Pat begins by unfolding the Gospel of Matthew, where Jesus reveals to his disciples that he must suffer, be rejected, killed, and rise again. Peter reacts with horror and denial, prompting Jesus’ famous rebuke, “Get behind me, Satan!” Father Pat emphasizes that this isn't a cold theological declaration but an emotionally charged moment where Jesus confronts a very human temptation—the temptation to avoid suffering and deny one’s essential identity. Jesus’ harsh response to Peter is not arbitrary; it’s the cry of someone resisting the seductive pull of comfort and conformity. In this, Jesus models integrity: he will not betray who he is, even if it means facing the cross.
Father Pat then introduces the African philosophy of “ubuntu,” popularized by Archbishop Desmond Tutu. Ubuntu, roughly translated, means “I am because we are.” It teaches that a person becomes fully human through relationships with others. This concept directly connects to Jesus’ ministry and sacrifice. Jesus’ path is not about individual salvation or divine aloofness—it’s about solidarity, community, and shared humanity. He is not a distant savior but one who fully enters into the human experience, even unto death, because only through deep connection and authenticity can true transformation occur.
Jesus could have avoided the cross by staying silent, denying his divinity, and blending in with societal expectations. But to do so would be to lose his soul. Father Pat reminds us of Jesus’ words: “What profit would there be for one to gain the whole world and forfeit his life?” This is not merely a rhetorical question—it is an existential challenge. We are often tempted to compromise, to hide our true selves to maintain social harmony, success, or security. But Jesus teaches that the cost of such compromise is our very being.
Father Pat contrasts this divine courage with Peter’s fear. Peter is not evil—he is human. Like us, he wants safety for those he loves. But fear, when it becomes our guiding force, leads us to become obstacles to God’s work. This is where the metaphor of resonance becomes vital. Father Pat, drawing from music and physics, explains that everything has a natural resonance—a frequency at which it vibrates. Just as a piano string can be made to vibrate by matching its frequency, so too do our spirits resonate with the energies around us. If we immerse ourselves in fear, cynicism, and division, we amplify those forces. But if we choose to resonate hope, love, and truth, we can shift the spiritual atmosphere of our communities.
He illustrates this with examples from music, physics, and even nature, explaining how resonance is not just a metaphor but a tangible dynamic: we attract and amplify what we emit. Just as water in a bathtub or a piano string responds to matching frequencies, human beings respond to the spiritual energy that surrounds them. This is why gossip is so destructive—it resonates negativity, diminishes others, and poisons community. Conversely, when we speak positively about someone behind their back, we spread grace and become agents of ubuntu.
The practical challenge Father Pat offers is this: what are you resonating into the world? Are you setting the frequency of your life to bitterness, sarcasm, fear, and division? Or are you tuning yourself to the frequency of Christ—truth, compassion, courage, and hope? He encourages us not to be passive recipients of the world’s noise but active participants in shaping its spiritual tone. This is especially urgent in a world increasingly polarized, where social media and public discourse often thrive on negativity.
Ultimately, Father Pat invites us to be like Jesus, who chose to embody his true self, even when it led to suffering. True humanity is not about external success but internal integrity and communal flourishing. Ubuntu teaches us that we are all diminished when one of us is diminished. Therefore, our calling is not merely to "get to heaven" individually but to create heaven among us through the resonance of love and justice.
Father Pat concludes by inviting us to become people who resonate the kingdom of God. It begins in small ways—in the words we choose, the stories we tell, the energy we embody, and the communities we build. If enough of us resonate Christ’s hope, courage, and compassion, that resonance can ripple outward—changing our homes, our churches, our societies, and ultimately our world....
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Let it be done for you as you wish. And the woman's daughter was healed from that hour. The Gospel of the Lord. Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ. I have been thinking a lot about this week the concept of love at first sight. And it doesn't mean I have news for you and I'm out of here. It's an interesting, you know, psychology and different schools of thought. We'll talk about what is love at first sight. Is there really such a thing as love at first sight? And actually, very many people who have worked on this, many of the, probably even the majority of opinions will tell you that the majority of people who fall in love will tell you the experience of falling in love at first sight. Now, we don't always call it that because what happens is you see someone, you fall in love with the image of him or her at first sight, and then it's a long journey to try and figure out whether that person is actually what you think you fell in love with. But the experience of falling in love is immediate. You know, you'll find, especially when you get into that sort of romantic, chemical attraction, it does not come on slowly. You know, it is boom. I can't tell you how many women have talked to me over the years that would probably be in better shape if they sat down as a teenager and wrote out, here's everything I want, here's everything I think a man should be, and then Johnny the bad boy in a leather jacket walks in and something immediate happens. That feeling of love at first sight is based on, to a large degree, our ability to take whoever we just saw in front of us, give them a complete personality ectomy, and replace it with our fantasy personality, and then start the journey of actually seeing who that person is. And so love is at first sight, but we only love as much as we know, and it takes a while to figure out whether that love at first sight really correlates to the reality in front of us. This is the same thing with much of our spirituality. God is probably the most dangerous first date you will ever have, because many of us have an image of God. None of us can really know who God is. None of us can get our minds totally around God, and so in the end we pick something of God to become our whole picture. And unfortunately, unlike someone you date, God is, well, actually this might be exactly like some of the people you date, but God's not a big talker. You ever feel like you're holding up both sides of the conversation? We call that prayer. I know and I am well aware when I am praying and when I'm talking to God that I, you know, the part of God this evening will be played by Patrick Dolan. Fascinating he uses all the same words I would. I have always told people that I will know that it is a almost magical level revelation from God when God says something to me in prayer and I have to go look up one of the words in the dictionary. Wouldn't that be an exciting moment? So we know, so what is that? So what we're doing in our head, what we call contemplative prayer and prayers, often that we have to imagine what God would say to us. And hopefully that imagination is well informed. You know, when I imagine a conversation with God, you know, the voice of God never says, just smack him and get on with it. Because the image of God is better formed than that. But we are all called to be better theologians than we usually are. Most of us are better at a million other things in spirituality than theology. And what that means is we have a better idea of what we want the church to be, what we want the sacraments to be, what morals should be. We've got a better idea of all of that stuff, heaven and hell, than what each belief we have says about God. Catherine of Siena, I've told you this vision dozens of times over the years. Catherine of Siena had a vision very similar to Teresa of Avila, very similar to some of the saints. This vision of hell. Now, Catherine of Siena, I would contend, of all the saints, was one of the greatest theologians. Now there are people who wrote bigger treatises on the church, but those are ecclesiologists. Or on the spirit, pneumatology. Theology. Everything she thought, she said, what does this say about God? And what's my image of God? And so she had the same vision most of them had of hell. Swirling fire and lakes of fire and brimstonia. And her image ends with, and it was empty. Because that's her vision of God. Once you say God is all powerful and God is all loving, and people say, well, what about the unbaptized? That's your philosophy of sacraments. Well, what about people who did this? That's your philosophy of morality. She's dealing with theology, her vision of God. Now when you go through scripture, if you don't have a vision of God, you will come out with absolutely no help at all. You have the God of love who heals everyone. Earlier on you've got the God who gets upset, wipes out the world with a flood, and then afterwards says, I really regret that, here's a rainbow. The God who says, oops. You've got stories in there of like Jonah, where because Jonah did the right thing, God repented of the evil he was going to do. What, God does evil? The Bible is a compendium of many, many images and visions of God that we are called to reflect on. But you are the final filter. And what you say about God, what you believe about God, in many ways will tell us who you are. In the same way, it would be a fascinating, if somewhat unromantic experiment through someone's teens and early 20s, if every time one of those, I fell in love at first sight, turned out three weeks later to be not so great, instead of doing what most of us do, which is start a list in our head of everything that was horrible and awful with that person, to get a better vision of, so who did I think she was? Who did I think he was? Who do we think that other person is? After, you know, after an expected period of trial and failure, you would have a real great idea, this is what I'm looking for. This is what made this person, you know, I fell in love with, what did I really fall in love with? Do we have a sense of who that is? It wasn't that person as it turned out. But do we know what that ideal person is? Because it would tell you a lot about who you are. And it is always interesting when you say to people, what are you looking for in your, you know, your life mate, future spouse, what are you looking for? And it's, you would think everyone would come up with the same thing, but they don't. Loyalty, honesty, those two usually don't go together. If I need them to lie for me, are they going to be honest or loyal? You know, what's, you start to say, this is what I really want. In a future spouse, you learn a lot about yourself. But we don't, what we normally know is, I can tell you all the places they fell short. And we just get better images of what we don't like. If we do that with God, we get a better image of the God we don't want. And so today we have three radically different visions of God coming from scripture. And how do we decide between those? It will depend on our filter. You know, if you are mean and need God to be mean and need God to be, God is going to get those people over there eventually. You know, you will hang on to, you will cherry pick through scripture and get what you want. We used to call them in seminary the hateful mysteries of the rosary. If that is your vision of God, you could read all four gospels and come away with the five hateful mysteries. Jesus kills a herd of pigs. Jesus calls his best friend Satan. Jesus tells his mother to mind her own business. Jesus spits in the eye of a blind man. And today, Jesus tells this woman, you know, that she is a dog. So we don't walk away with that image of Jesus because we look at these stories and we go, wait, wait, wait, wait. My God image demands that I look a little deeper on this. How could this be the same person that says, let the little children come unto me? Because that would be just as problematic as the Canaanite woman. The kids, the women, it was all. It was, culturally, he would have shirked them all. And so, where I have come with, with this reading over the years, is there's a line in here where it says the disciples say, send her away, she keeps calling out after us. And he says in reply, and that's important because in the story, he doesn't say it in reply to the woman. He says it in reply to the disciples. The disciples want a God, for a long time in the story, the disciples always seem to want a God who will send the problem people away. The children are calling out, don't let the children come near us. You know, I, it's all matter of perspective. I was joking with a parent about the fact that, you know, it's, I'm sure it's just coincidence that tomorrow all the kids are coming back to school and the sun itself is going away. The mother said to me, oh, I think you're, you're looking a little too early in the day. The way I see it, the children are going back to school tomorrow and then the sun comes back forever. You know, you know, how we look at these things. But, we do have this point that says, so how do we look at the story? Well, he says to them, they say, stop the Canaanite woman coming from, stop the unclean man from calling out after us, he's an embarrassment. Stop the children from coming back. It's an embarrassment, it's an embarrassment. And finally he replies and gives them the God they want. And it's the last time we hear one of these sorts of stories in the chronology of that gospel. As though the lesson is taught. There was a film a few years ago called, The Hundred Foot Journey. Helen Mirren played a very sort of uptight, buttoned down, owner of a French restaurant in a little town on a dirt road and right across the street moves in an eastern Indian family that's going to open up just sort of a, a real down home, wild, spices in the air sort of restaurant. And all of this partying and music and you know, her restaurant is, it's cordon bleu all the way and very, and she's horrified. And she's horrified and she starts making little snipes around her staff about those sorts of people. Those sorts of people. And the staff take it and run with it. And about halfway through the movie, a couple members of her staff go out, vandalize the place, start a fire, ride out, prance for the French. And she gets up the next morning and she realizes her part in that. That she herself would never have done that but a little spout out the hate here and hate there and gets them going. And from that point on, she becomes friends to the people across the street because she realizes there's no middle road. You either become a voice for hate or you become a voice for reconciliation. The disciples today keep saying, get rid of those people! Get rid of those! And finally Jesus says, okay. And he's worse to her than I'm sure they expected. Now he knows he's going to do the healing. She gets what she wants. There's reconciliation by the end. But for just a minute, give them a glimpse. Is this what you really want? And you hope they come away changed. You hope they go, yeah, let's stop asking for that. And we as a people, let's stop asking for the partisan God. The God that likes our side better than theirs. The opening reading has a little bit of that. Though in our country right now, I think of the white supremacist movement and they'd be real horrified to know that the scriptures only give us a Jewish supremacist movement. We're not mentioned. You know, the foreigners who join themselves could come in on the coat strings. By the way, we are the foreigners in that reading. The Jewish people are the ones. We could have that. We could decide to be a people that equality is not our thing. That we like supremacy better. We could go there. It's just not us. And the minute we decide that we're not all created equal, it's not American either. My dad used to joke about people in the world who feel that we're all created equal. There's just some that are more equal than others. You can't... Equality and supremacy are diametrically opposed positions. And so, you have that here. Or you have the second reading that says, you know, God delivered everyone into disobedience so that God could show mercy to everyone. What that means is all of us screw up. And all of us are forgiven. And you think of how much church and how much, not just ours, all churches, churches and religion run around saying, God is all forgiving. I mean, except for you people. God is all forgiving. Except for those ones over there. God is all forgiving except for that group. Because there's part of us that floats between that belief that God is all loving, that Catherine of Siena belief, and the disciples today that still want God to send someone away. We're caught between two contrary images that both come to scripture. You're always going to read through scripture and you're going to have to be the final filter that can decide the difference in importance between thou shalt not kill and thou shalt not eat shellfish. They're both in scripture. They're both in the same book. And I will still not put killing on level with a plate of scampi. We've got all of that in our scripture. What is our filter? Who are we as a people that truly believe that God created everyone? What is our theology? In other words, what is everything we do and everything we believe say about God? You know, give me a minute. I heard her go down. What do we do with that moment that says everyone counts? Because everyone counts to God. How do we learn to live with one another? What happens when everyone being a child of God, everyone being created equal, really becomes the foundation of the way we live rather than something historic we bring up once in a while? What if that's the foundation? Is that every person you encounter is beloved of God? Every person you encounter has messed up for the sole purpose of God being merciful. What happens when we become so aware of who we are and our own need for mercy that we can no longer judge another person? That's the God we have to fill in the gaps. Many of us, love at first sight was with a God image that might not have been that great. And as we grow up we realize that's not the God we want to be in love with. We don't want to be in love with the vision of God that likes these people and not these people. We don't want to be in love with the God who loves you until you mess up. I just don't want to spend eternity in heaven walking on eggshells because he could go off the edge at any minute and send another flood. What's your image of God? We have to start to filter our images a little better. When we go to scripture, you can come away with any number of images. And when you do, you will see the God you are falling in love with. And in the end, it will not tell you much about God. It will tell you everything about who you're becoming. We, in our faith, are called through the gospel to preach the God who loves every person. And not only that, who loves every person equally. That right there is enough work for the rest of our lives. To love every person equally. What happens when we respond to the stranger on the street as though it were one of our relatives we just ran into? What happens when we move beyond that tribalism to a vision that includes every person created by God? We may never get there emotionally, but just like the little dialogue in our head, we can have a well-informed vision of what we're to move towards. And whether we're emotionally there or not, we take care of everyone because we really believe it's what we're called to do. I think when we do that, we start to see a kingdom of God that reaches to the ends of the earth. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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At that time Jesus withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sedan,
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and behold, a Canaanite woman of that district
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came and called out, Have pity on me, Lord, son of David.
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My daughter is tormented by a demon.
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But Jesus did not say a word in answer to her.
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Jesus' disciples came and asked him,
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Send her away, for she keeps calling out after us.
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He said in reply,
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I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.
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But the woman came and did Jesus' homage,
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saying, Lord, help me.
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He said in reply,
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It is not right to take the food of the children
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and throw it to the dogs.
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She said, Please, Lord, for even the dogs
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eat the scraps that fall from the table of their masters.
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Then Jesus said to her in reply,
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O woman, great is your faith.
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Let it be done for you as you wish.
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And the woman's daughter was healed from that hour.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Praise to you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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I have been thinking a lot about this week
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the concept of love at first sight.
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And it doesn't mean I have news for you
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and I'm out of here.
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It's an interesting, you know,
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psychology and different schools of thought.
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We'll talk about what is love at first sight.
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Is there really such a thing as love at first sight?
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And actually, very many people who have worked on this,
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many of the, probably even the majority of opinions
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will tell you that the majority of people who fall in love
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will tell you the experience of falling in love at first sight.
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Now, we don't always call it that
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because what happens is you see someone,
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you fall in love with the image of him or her
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at first sight, and then it's a long journey
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to try and figure out whether that person is actually
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what you think you fell in love with.
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But the experience of falling in love is immediate.
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You know, you'll find, especially when you get into
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that sort of romantic, chemical attraction,
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it does not come on slowly.
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You know, it is boom.
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I can't tell you how many women have talked to me
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over the years that would probably be in better shape
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if they sat down as a teenager and wrote out,
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here's everything I want,
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here's everything I think a man should be,
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and then Johnny the bad boy in a leather jacket walks in
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and something immediate happens.
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That feeling of love at first sight
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is based on, to a large degree,
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our ability to take whoever we just saw in front of us,
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give them a complete personality ectomy,
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and replace it with our fantasy personality,
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and then start the journey of actually seeing
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who that person is.
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And so love is at first sight,
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but we only love as much as we know,
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and it takes a while to figure out
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whether that love at first sight
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really correlates to the reality in front of us.
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This is the same thing with much of our spirituality.
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God is probably the most dangerous first date
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you will ever have,
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because many of us have an image of God.
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None of us can really know who God is.
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None of us can get our minds totally around God,
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and so in the end we pick something of God
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to become our whole picture.
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And unfortunately, unlike someone you date,
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God is, well, actually this might be exactly like
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some of the people you date,
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but God's not a big talker.
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You ever feel like you're holding up
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both sides of the conversation?
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We call that prayer.
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I know and I am well aware when I am praying
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and when I'm talking to God
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that I, you know, the part of God this evening
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will be played by Patrick Dolan.
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Fascinating he uses all the same words I would.
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I have always told people that
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I will know that it is a
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almost magical level revelation from God
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when God says something to me in prayer
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and I have to go look up one of the words
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in the dictionary.
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Wouldn't that be an exciting moment?
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So we know, so what is that?
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So what we're doing in our head,
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what we call contemplative prayer and prayers,
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often that we have to imagine
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what God would say to us.
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And hopefully that imagination is well informed.
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You know, when I imagine a conversation with God,
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you know, the voice of God never says,
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just smack him and get on with it.
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Because the image of God is better formed than that.
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But we are all called to be better theologians
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than we usually are.
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Most of us are better at a million other things
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in spirituality than theology.
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And what that means is
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we have a better idea of what we want the church to be,
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what we want the sacraments to be,
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what morals should be.
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We've got a better idea of all of that stuff,
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heaven and hell,
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than what each belief we have says about God.
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Catherine of Siena,
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I've told you this vision dozens of times over the years.
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Catherine of Siena had a vision very similar
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to Teresa of Avila,
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very similar to some of the saints.
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This vision of hell.
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Now, Catherine of Siena, I would contend,
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of all the saints,
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was one of the greatest theologians.
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Now there are people who wrote bigger treatises
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on the church,
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but those are ecclesiologists.
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Or on the spirit, pneumatology.
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Theology.
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Everything she thought, she said,
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what does this say about God?
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And what's my image of God?
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And so she had the same vision most of them had of hell.
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Swirling fire and lakes of fire and brimstonia.
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And her image ends with,
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and it was empty.
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Because that's her vision of God.
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Once you say God is all powerful and God is all loving,
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and people say,
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well, what about the unbaptized?
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That's your philosophy of sacraments.
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Well, what about people who did this?
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That's your philosophy of morality.
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She's dealing with theology,
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her vision of God.
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Now when you go through scripture,
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if you don't have a vision of God,
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you will come out with absolutely no help at all.
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You have the God of love who heals everyone.
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Earlier on you've got the God who gets upset,
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wipes out the world with a flood,
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and then afterwards says,
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I really regret that, here's a rainbow.
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The God who says, oops.
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You've got stories in there of like Jonah,
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where because Jonah did the right thing,
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God repented of the evil he was going to do.
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What, God does evil?
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The Bible is a compendium of many, many images
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and visions of God that we are called to reflect on.
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But you are the final filter.
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And what you say about God,
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what you believe about God,
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in many ways will tell us who you are.
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In the same way, it would be a fascinating,
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if somewhat unromantic experiment
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through someone's teens and early 20s,
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if every time one of those,
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I fell in love at first sight,
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turned out three weeks later to be not so great,
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instead of doing what most of us do,
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which is start a list in our head
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of everything that was horrible and awful with that person,
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to get a better vision of,
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so who did I think she was?
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Who did I think he was?
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Who do we think that other person is?
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After, you know,
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after an expected period of trial and failure,
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you would have a real great idea,
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this is what I'm looking for.
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This is what made this person,
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you know, I fell in love with,
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what did I really fall in love with?
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Do we have a sense of who that is?
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It wasn't that person as it turned out.
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But do we know what that ideal person is?
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Because it would tell you a lot about who you are.
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And it is always interesting when you say to people,
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what are you looking for in your,
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you know, your life mate, future spouse,
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what are you looking for?
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And it's, you would think everyone would come up
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with the same thing, but they don't.
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Loyalty, honesty,
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those two usually don't go together.
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If I need them to lie for me,
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are they going to be honest or loyal?
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You know, what's, you start to say,
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this is what I really want.
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In a future spouse,
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you learn a lot about yourself.
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But we don't, what we normally know is,
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I can tell you all the places they fell short.
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And we just get better images of what we don't like.
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If we do that with God,
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we get a better image of the God we don't want.
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And so today we have three radically different visions
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of God coming from scripture.
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And how do we decide between those?
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It will depend on our filter.
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You know, if you are mean
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and need God to be mean
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and need God to be,
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God is going to get those people over there eventually.
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You know, you will hang on to,
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you will cherry pick through scripture
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and get what you want.
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We used to call them in seminary
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the hateful mysteries of the rosary.
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If that is your vision of God,
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you could read all four gospels
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and come away with
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the five hateful mysteries.
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Jesus kills a herd of pigs.
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Jesus calls his best friend Satan.
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Jesus tells his mother to mind her own business.
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Jesus spits in the eye of a blind man.
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And today,
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Jesus tells this woman, you know, that she is a dog.
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So we don't walk away with that image of Jesus
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because we look at these stories and we go,
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wait, wait, wait, wait.
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My God image demands that I look a little deeper on this.
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How could this be the same person that says,
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let the little children come unto me?
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Because that would be just as problematic
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as the Canaanite woman.
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The kids, the women, it was all.
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It was, culturally, he would have shirked them all.
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And so,
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where I have come with,
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with this reading over the years,
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is there's a line in here where
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it says the disciples say,
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send her away, she keeps calling out after us.
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And he says in reply,
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and that's important because in the story,
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he doesn't say it in reply to the woman.
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He says it in reply to the disciples.
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The disciples want a God,
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for a long time in the story,
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the disciples always seem to want a God
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who will send the problem people away.
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The children are calling out,
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don't let the children come near us.
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You know, I,
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it's all matter of perspective.
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I was joking with a parent about the fact that,
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you know, it's,
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I'm sure it's just coincidence that tomorrow
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all the kids are coming back to school
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and the sun itself is going away.
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The mother said to me,
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oh, I think you're,
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you're looking a little too early in the day.
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The way I see it,
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the children are going back to school tomorrow
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and then the sun comes back forever.
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You know,
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you know,
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how we look at these things.
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But,
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we do have this point that says,
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so how do we look at the story?
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Well, he says to them,
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they say,
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stop the Canaanite woman coming from,
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stop the unclean man from calling out after us,
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he's an embarrassment.
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Stop the children from coming back.
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It's an embarrassment,
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it's an embarrassment.
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And finally he replies
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and gives them the God they want.
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And it's the last time we hear one of these sorts of stories
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in the chronology of that gospel.
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As though the lesson is taught.
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There was a film a few years ago
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called,
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The Hundred Foot Journey.
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Helen Mirren played a very sort of
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uptight,
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buttoned down,
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owner of a French restaurant
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in a little town on a dirt road
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and right across the street
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moves in an eastern Indian family
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that's going to open up just sort of a,
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a real down home,
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wild,
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spices in the air
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sort of restaurant.
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And all of this
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partying and music and you know,
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her restaurant is,
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it's cordon bleu all the way
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and very,
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and she's horrified.
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And she's horrified
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and she starts
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making little snipes
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around her staff
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about those sorts of people.
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Those sorts of people.
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And the staff take it and run with it.
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And about halfway through the movie,
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a couple members of her staff
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go out, vandalize the place,
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start a fire,
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ride out,
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prance for the French.
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And she gets up the next morning
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and she realizes
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her part in that.
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That she herself would never
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have done that
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but a little spout out the hate here
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and hate there
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and gets them going.
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And from that point on,
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she becomes friends
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to the people across the street
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because she realizes
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there's no middle road.
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You either become a voice for hate
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or you become a voice for reconciliation.
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The disciples today keep saying,
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get rid of those people!
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Get rid of those!
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And finally Jesus says,
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okay.
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And he's worse to her
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than I'm sure they expected.
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Now he knows he's going to do the healing.
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She gets what she wants.
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There's reconciliation by the end.
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But for just a minute,
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give them a glimpse.
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Is this what you really want?
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And you hope they come away changed.
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You hope they go,
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yeah, let's stop asking for that.
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And we as a people,
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let's stop asking for the partisan God.
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The God that likes our side
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better than theirs.
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The opening reading has a little bit of that.
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Though in our country right now,
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I think of the white supremacist movement
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and they'd be real horrified to know
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that the scriptures only give us
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a Jewish supremacist movement.
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We're not mentioned.
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You know,
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the foreigners who join themselves
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could come in on the coat strings.
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By the way,
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we are the foreigners in that reading.
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The Jewish people are the ones.
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We could have that.
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We could decide to be a people
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that equality is not our thing.
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That we like supremacy better.
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We could go there.
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It's just not us.
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And the minute we decide
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that we're not all created equal,
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it's not American either.
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My dad used to joke about people in the world
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who feel that we're all created equal.
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There's just some that are more equal than others.
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You can't...
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Equality and supremacy
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are diametrically opposed positions.
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And so,
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you have that here.
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Or you have the second reading
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that says, you know,
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God delivered everyone into disobedience
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so that God could show mercy to everyone.
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What that means is
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all of us screw up.
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And all of us are forgiven.
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And you think of how much church
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and how much,
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not just ours, all churches,
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churches and religion
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run around saying,
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God is all forgiving.
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I mean, except for you people.
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God is all forgiving.
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Except for those ones over there.
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God is all forgiving except for that group.
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Because there's part of us
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that floats between that belief
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that God is all loving,
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that Catherine of Siena belief,
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and the disciples today
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that still want God to send someone away.
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We're caught between two contrary images
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that both come to scripture.
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You're always going to read through scripture
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and you're going to have to be the final filter
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that can decide the difference in importance
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between thou shalt not kill
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and thou shalt not eat shellfish.
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They're both in scripture.
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They're both in the same book.
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And I will still not put killing
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on level with a plate of scampi.
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We've got all of that in our scripture.
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What is our filter?
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Who are we as a people
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that truly believe that God created everyone?
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What is our theology?
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In other words,
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what is everything we do
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and everything we believe
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say about God?
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You know,
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give me a minute.
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I heard her go down.
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What do we do with that moment
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that says everyone counts?
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Because everyone counts to God.
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How do we learn to live with one another?
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What happens when everyone being a child of God,
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everyone being created equal,
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really becomes the foundation of the way we live
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rather than something historic
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we bring up once in a while?
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What if that's the foundation?
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Is that every person you encounter
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is beloved of God?
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Every person you encounter
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has messed up for the sole purpose of God
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being merciful.
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What happens when we become so aware
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of who we are
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and our own need for mercy
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that we can no longer judge another person?
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That's the God we have to fill in the gaps.
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Many of us,
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love at first sight
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was with a God image
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that might not have been that great.
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And as we grow up we realize
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that's not the God we want to be in love with.
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We don't want to be in love with the vision of God
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that likes these people and not these people.
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We don't want to be in love with the God
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who loves you until you mess up.
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I just don't want to spend eternity in heaven
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walking on eggshells
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because he could go off the edge at any minute
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and send another flood.
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What's your image of God?
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We have to start to filter our images a little better.
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When we go to scripture,
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you can come away with any number of images.
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And when you do,
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you will see the God you are falling in love with.
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And in the end,
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it will not tell you much about God.
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It will tell you everything about who you're becoming.
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We, in our faith,
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are called through the gospel
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to preach the God who loves every person.
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And not only that,
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who loves every person equally.
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That right there
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is enough work for the rest of our lives.
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To love every person equally.
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What happens when we respond
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to the stranger on the street
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as though it were one of our relatives
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we just ran into?
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What happens when we move beyond that tribalism
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to a vision that includes every person created by God?
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We may never get there emotionally,
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but just like the little dialogue in our head,
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we can have a well-informed vision
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of what we're to move towards.
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And whether we're emotionally there or not,
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we take care of everyone
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because we really believe it's what we're called to do.
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I think when we do that,
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we start to see a kingdom of God
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that reaches to the ends of the earth.
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The kingdom of God that was preached by Jesus.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative Father Pat’s message centers on the transformative power of a well-formed vision of God—a vision rooted not in exclusion, judgment, or tribalism, but in radical, inclusive love. He invites us to examine how our first impressions of God, much like love at first sight, are often projections of who we want God to be, not necessarily who God is. Just as in relationships, our understanding of God matures over time, shaped by experience, reflection, and deeper theological insight. Father Pat challenges us to be intentional about the God we believe in, because our image of God ultimately shapes who we become. Through the Gospel story of the Canaanite woman and the disciples’ desire to send her away, Father Pat illustrates how Jesus exposes the narrow, exclusionary vision of God that the disciples held—and by extension, that we often hold—and instead affirms a God who is merciful to all. Our theology, he insists, must reflect a God who loves equally, forgives universally, and calls us to live out that same radical inclusivity.
Father Pat begins by drawing a parallel between the phenomenon of “love at first sight” and our early spiritual experiences of God. He explains that just as we may project our ideals onto a person we are romantically drawn to, we often do the same with God. We fall in love with an idea of God, but that initial image is usually a reflection of our own desires, needs, or biases. Over time, just as relationships mature when we come to know the real person behind the fantasy, so too must our spirituality mature as we come to know God more deeply through scripture, prayer, and theology. However, since God is ultimately mystery, much of that journey involves imagining what God would say, what God would do—an imagination that must be informed by love, compassion, and a theology that is rooted in the Gospel.
Using the Gospel story of the Canaanite woman, Father Pat addresses the tension between exclusion and inclusion in our understanding of God. The woman, a foreigner and outsider, is initially met with silence and apparent rejection from Jesus. But Father Pat highlights a crucial narrative detail: Jesus’ harsh words are not directed to the woman herself, but are spoken “in reply” to the disciples, who are eager to dismiss her. In this, Father Pat discerns a teaching moment. Jesus momentarily gives the disciples the God they think they want—an exclusive, nationalist, elitist God—only to reveal, through the woman’s persistence and faith, that such a vision of God is inadequate. The healing that follows is not merely physical; it is theological. It reveals the expansive mercy of a God who embraces the outsider, who listens to the marginalized, and who honors faith wherever it is found. This interaction becomes a pivot point in the Gospel, after which such dismissive attitudes among the disciples seem to fade.
Father Pat then draws attention to the importance of theological reflection. He references Catherine of Siena, whose vision of hell was empty—not because she denied judgment or consequence, but because her understanding of God’s mercy and love could not accommodate eternal rejection. For Catherine, and for Father Pat, theology begins with the question: “What does this belief say about God?” Too often, he observes, we are better at expressing our views on morality, liturgy, or church practices than we are at articulating what these views imply about God’s nature. Are we imagining a vindictive, partisan God, or a God of universal compassion? When we cherry-pick scriptures to justify our biases, we risk constructing a God in our own image—one that may have more to do with our fears and prejudices than with the God revealed in Christ.
Father Pat warns against the temptation to create a “partisan God”—one who loves our group but not others, who forgives our sins but condemns those of outsiders. He draws a sobering comparison to societal dynamics, referencing supremacist ideologies that reflect the same flawed theological thinking: that some are inherently more worthy than others. He reminds us that such thinking is not only theologically unsound but also un-American, contradicting the founding principle that all people are created equal. The Church must resist the urge to define itself by opposition—to be the community of the righteous against the sinners—because that is not the God revealed in Jesus.
Moving into practical spirituality, Father Pat challenges us to filter scripture through a lens of love and mercy. Scripture holds many images of God—some wrathful, some merciful, some mysterious—and it is up to us, guided by a well-formed theology, to discern which images align with the God revealed in Christ. He humorously refers to “the five hateful mysteries” as a way of pointing out how easy it is to build a vision of God that is small, angry, and exclusive—if that’s what we’re looking for. But if, instead, we approach scripture with a heart open to love, inclusion, and compassion, we will begin to see a consistent thread: the God who welcomes the stranger, forgives the sinner, and calls all people to Himself.
The fullness of Father Pat’s message lies in the transformative power of that theological shift. If we believe God loves every person equally, then we are called to do the same. That belief is not just a private comfort; it’s a public ethic. It means caring for the stranger as we would our own family. It means resisting the tribalism that divides communities and churches. It means grounding our social, political, and religious lives in the conviction that every person is beloved of God and deserving of dignity. Even if we do not always feel this emotionally, we must act on it theologically. Our feelings may lag behind, but our actions must lead.
Ultimately, Father Pat urges us to grow beyond our initial, often immature ideas of God and move toward a spirituality rooted in mercy, justice, and inclusion. Our theology must be continually refined, informed by scripture, tradition, reason, and lived experience. And the measure of our theology is not how well it conforms to doctrine alone, but how well it reflects the God who is love. The God who, like the Jesus in today’s Gospel, may challenge our assumptions, but ultimately reveals a mercy that refuses to be limited by human boundaries....
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Finding Gods Stillness
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2017-08-13
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Peter got out of the boat and began to walk on the water toward Jesus. But when he saw how strong the wind was, he became frightened, and beginning to sink, he cried out, Lord, save me. Immediately Jesus stretched out his hand and caught Peter, and said to him, O you of little faith, why did you doubt? After they got into the boat, the wind died down. Those who were in the boat did him homage, saying, Truly you are the Son of God. The Gospel of the Lord. Thank you, Lord Jesus Christ. This has long been perhaps my favorite passage in all the Gospels. Mostly because Peter is such a colossal mess. He succeeds more than anyone, he fails more than anyone. He is the fully alive person. You know, there are, we don't hear any of the stories of those who, none of them failed because they sat in the boat and did nothing. What we always hear is the story of the one who kind of just lunges out into the deep and takes the hits. And it really is who we're called to be. But there's a moment in this story that I think we sometimes miss. And for years I've read this and thought, that is just a moment that doesn't make any sense. And yet today it makes new sense for me. And it is the moment when Peter, it says, Jesus is still far enough off that they can't see him. They don't know who it is, but he says, it's me. And Peter comes up with what I have always assumed was one of the most, oh, just not a good idea litmus tests he could have. You know, Lord, if that's really you, tell me to come to you on the water. Yeah, because if it was someone else, they wouldn't have told, you know. Couldn't you just see the devil going, okay, sure. I mean, it's rather like someone knocking on your door at night and an unfamiliar voice says, let me in, it's your mom. And if you say, if you're really my mom, use the key under the mat. I mean, you know, so Peter says, if it's really you, but I think this is the genius of it. I think this is the core piece of our spirituality that if we grab, takes us to a new place. What he says is, if that's really you, God, put me to the test. Would that be the thing we'd come up with? If it's really God, put me to the test. Most of us, if it's really God, cure Aunt Hazel. Get me a job. Do something I want you to do. Show me the magic. If it's really God, call me to the challenge. It's an amazing moment. Call me into the storm. I'm already hiding in the boat. You call me even more into the storm if it's God. It's a far cry from the first reading that says, oh, you know, don't look in the storm. God will be in the gentle, quiet wind. God is in the gentle, quiet wind. Not nearly as often as we'd like. Often God is in the storm. Yesterday, I got both. You know, I went on a bike ride in the morning, and it was just one of those great mornings. I mean, it was the perfect Colorado morning, other than the fact that I'm now noticing that people are riding down the Cherry Creek Trail at Mach speed while texting on bikes now. But you know me. I don't complain about anything. But it was a great morning. And then I get home to all the news about Charlottesville. And I think, where are we? That's the storm. And I'm interested to hear and see how many churches will soft sell the message today because we don't want to delve too deeply into the storm. You know, you've watched social media blow up. And they're going after us. Well, we're Americans. They're going after all of our political leaders. But listen to our church leaders as well. They're not making nearly the strong statements they should. Well, you know, all sides, everyone, there's a lot of tension. And we condemn all sorts of hatred and violence. Yet right now, though, we're talking about white supremacists. And we condemn it. They won't go there. And a lot of people are calling them cowards. And I think, eh, I think coward is a generous sort of evaluation. I hope they're cowards. Because if they're not, what it really means is they have a little bit of affinity towards that thinking. That's the scarier. Is it cowardice or, eh, you know, you don't condemn your own. I mean, God love him. No one has ever accused him of going off the edge on these things. Senator Ted Cruz says, this is an act of terrorism that needs to be investigated. You've got people on both sides saying, and then you've got someone saying, literally they are saying the equivalent I could imagine. Could you imagine after 9-11, flight 93 is the one that went down in the field. They think, they don't know, but they think it was headed for the Capitol building. And some passengers on the plane got up and tried to retake the plane and brought it down in the middle of a field. Could you imagine if any of our church or state leaders had gotten up and said, well, on that one, the terrorists and the one who opposed them are equally to blame. Could you imagine? That's what that, when we get up and say, well, you know, we want to look at everything. No, no, it's time just to say, you know what? The kind of prejudice and bigotry we're seeing there is just flat wrong. It is in classical terms, a sin. And we as a church have to start praying with Peter that we will be called into the storm. Not that we get to, you know, I've said a million times, not that we get to be safe. I think most of us, what I've always loved about the vision I have of this gospel in my mind is Jesus is far enough away they don't know it's him. So he's out there somewhere. This altar, let's say, is the boat. And when Peter starts to step and falter, it says Jesus catches his hand, which means even as he falters, he's still willing to reach out. I have to tell you, I would love to think that that's me. But all I can feel in my body is the minute I sink, I would reach back for that boat. I would reach back for what's known and what's safe. Even though we're all in the boat afraid, you know, we would still reach back for familiar misery before trusting God to call us into the storm. It's the perfect gospel when you see, you know, our culture being sort of torn apart. And torn apart by people who are taking entire groups hostage emotionally. You know, I think I have a lot of friends who I would consider socially progressive, economically conservative. I think that's a lot of people in this country. And I keep thinking, you know, when groups like this take over the word conservative for all of America, that is like someone believing that Al-Qaeda is every Muslim. There are actually, you know, I mean, I quoted Senator Cruz, others, there are horrified conservatives throughout America today. And we can't let this get tagged right onto them. We can't let this get tagged onto a group. This is a small group of people, you know, I blanch every time I hear white Christian nation. Do you know who's not welcome in a white Christian nation? That Middle Eastern Jewish boy Jesus. You know, I always wonder what's the bigger miracle in our minds, in our minds, that he was born of a virgin or that that wonderful Jewish girl named Miriam gave birth to a white Aryan that's in all the artwork. Amazing how we can just flip things around and take what we want from them. And what we find out today is, no, no, you know what? Jesus came to save all people. Every person you encounter, every person struggling in America, every person of every faith and color that is struggling is a child, is beloved of God. Anyone who attacks one of us attacks all of us, even when it's our own people doing the attacking. You know, we have to become galvanized in the core of our faith, in the core of our faith that, you know, the Jesus who said, reach out to the marginalized. You know, that's really what widow and orphan is code for. The marginalized, those who had no access to the assets of a community. We reach out to everyone and we embrace everything except the hatred, except the terror. You know, terrorism is not something that always, that, you know, you can't measure it by the number of bodies that fall. Terrorism is there by the amount of fear it creates. That's why it's called terrorism, and this was an act of terrorism. This was an act of, how can we terrorize a town? And I think we are a people that say, no, that's not what Christianity is about. It's not what Catholicism is about. And again, not just politically, church-wise, our leaders have not spoken out. Our leaders have spoken, you know, spoken softly and you don't want, well, you don't want to offend the donors. I spent a lot of time last night thinking, I'd rather see the building project fail than have a community using the building that supports and embraces bigotry or prejudice. I'd rather, I'd rather join the Jews and... We will wander in the desert. It's been done before. Not with Irish skin, but it's been done before. We're going to be a people who just will not, who will not tolerate the hatred. It's the only thing we should just be intolerant about, you know, is the hatred. And when we become that people, we start to realize, the kingdom of God, you have two choices. We can either be a people that go after the storm, are invited in, we will take up the fight, we will become a people who will not be silent. I always think of Martin Luther King, you know, the generation will be judged not so much for the horrible deeds of the children of darkness, but for the awful silence of the children of good. The children of light can't be silent. 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The Lord WEBVTT
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The Lord be with you.
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And with your spirit.
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A reading from the Holy Gospel according to Matthew.
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Glory to you, O Lord.
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After he had fed the people, Jesus made the disciples get into a boat and proceed him to the other side,
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while he dismissed the crowds.
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After doing so, he went up on the mountain to pray by himself,
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and when it was evening, he was there alone.
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Meanwhile, the boat, already a few miles offshore, was being tossed about by the waves,
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for the wind was against it.
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During the fourth watch of the night, he came toward them walking on the sea.
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When the disciples saw him walking on the sea, they were terrified.
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It is a ghost, they said, and they cried out in fear.
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At once Jesus spoke to them,
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Take courage in his eye, do not be afraid.
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Peter said to him in reply,
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Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water.
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He said, Come.
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Peter got out of the boat and began to walk on the water toward Jesus.
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But when he saw how strong the wind was, he became frightened,
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and beginning to sink, he cried out, Lord, save me.
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Immediately Jesus stretched out his hand and caught Peter,
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and said to him, O you of little faith, why did you doubt?
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After they got into the boat, the wind died down.
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Those who were in the boat did him homage, saying, Truly you are the Son of God.
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The Gospel of the Lord.
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Thank you, Lord Jesus Christ.
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This has long been perhaps my favorite passage in all the Gospels.
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Mostly because Peter is such a colossal mess.
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He succeeds more than anyone, he fails more than anyone.
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He is the fully alive person.
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You know, there are, we don't hear any of the stories of those who,
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none of them failed because they sat in the boat and did nothing.
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What we always hear is the story of the one
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who kind of just lunges out into the deep and takes the hits.
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And it really is who we're called to be.
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But there's a moment in this story that I think we sometimes miss.
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And for years I've read this and thought,
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that is just a moment that doesn't make any sense.
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And yet today it makes new sense for me.
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And it is the moment when Peter, it says,
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Jesus is still far enough off that they can't see him.
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They don't know who it is, but he says, it's me.
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And Peter comes up with what I have always assumed
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was one of the most, oh, just not a good idea litmus tests he could have.
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You know, Lord, if that's really you, tell me to come to you on the water.
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Yeah, because if it was someone else, they wouldn't have told, you know.
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Couldn't you just see the devil going, okay, sure.
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I mean, it's rather like someone knocking on your door at night
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and an unfamiliar voice says, let me in, it's your mom.
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And if you say, if you're really my mom, use the key under the mat.
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I mean, you know, so Peter says, if it's really you,
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but I think this is the genius of it.
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I think this is the core piece of our spirituality
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that if we grab, takes us to a new place.
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What he says is, if that's really you, God, put me to the test.
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Would that be the thing we'd come up with?
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If it's really God, put me to the test.
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Most of us, if it's really God, cure Aunt Hazel.
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Get me a job.
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Do something I want you to do.
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Show me the magic.
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If it's really God, call me to the challenge.
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It's an amazing moment.
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Call me into the storm.
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I'm already hiding in the boat.
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You call me even more into the storm if it's God.
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It's a far cry from the first reading that says,
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oh, you know, don't look in the storm.
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God will be in the gentle, quiet wind.
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God is in the gentle, quiet wind.
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Not nearly as often as we'd like.
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Often God is in the storm.
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Yesterday, I got both.
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You know, I went on a bike ride in the morning,
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and it was just one of those great mornings.
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I mean, it was the perfect Colorado morning,
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other than the fact that I'm now noticing
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that people are riding down the Cherry Creek Trail
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at Mach speed while texting on bikes now.
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But you know me.
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I don't complain about anything.
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But it was a great morning.
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And then I get home to all the news about Charlottesville.
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And I think, where are we?
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That's the storm.
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And I'm interested to hear and see
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how many churches will soft sell the message today
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because we don't want to delve too deeply into the storm.
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You know, you've watched social media blow up.
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And they're going after us.
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Well, we're Americans.
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They're going after all of our political leaders.
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But listen to our church leaders as well.
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They're not making nearly the strong statements they should.
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Well, you know, all sides, everyone,
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there's a lot of tension.
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And we condemn all sorts of hatred and violence.
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Yet right now, though, we're talking about white supremacists.
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And we condemn it.
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They won't go there.
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And a lot of people are calling them cowards.
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And I think, eh, I think coward is a generous sort of evaluation.
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I hope they're cowards.
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Because if they're not, what it really means
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is they have a little bit of affinity towards that thinking.
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That's the scarier.
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Is it cowardice or, eh, you know, you don't condemn your own.
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I mean, God love him.
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No one has ever accused him of going off the edge on these things.
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Senator Ted Cruz says,
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this is an act of terrorism that needs to be investigated.
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You've got people on both sides saying,
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and then you've got someone saying,
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literally they are saying the equivalent I could imagine.
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Could you imagine after 9-11,
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flight 93 is the one that went down in the field.
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They think, they don't know,
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but they think it was headed for the Capitol building.
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And some passengers on the plane got up
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and tried to retake the plane
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and brought it down in the middle of a field.
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Could you imagine if any of our church or state leaders
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had gotten up and said,
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well, on that one, the terrorists
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and the one who opposed them are equally to blame.
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Could you imagine?
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That's what that, when we get up and say,
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well, you know, we want to look at everything.
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No, no, it's time just to say, you know what?
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The kind of prejudice and bigotry we're seeing there
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is just flat wrong.
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It is in classical terms, a sin.
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And we as a church have to start praying with Peter
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that we will be called into the storm.
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Not that we get to, you know, I've said a million times,
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not that we get to be safe.
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I think most of us, what I've always loved
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about the vision I have of this gospel in my mind
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is Jesus is far enough away they don't know it's him.
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So he's out there somewhere.
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This altar, let's say, is the boat.
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And when Peter starts to step and falter,
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it says Jesus catches his hand,
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which means even as he falters,
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he's still willing to reach out.
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I have to tell you, I would love to think that that's me.
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But all I can feel in my body is the minute I sink,
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I would reach back for that boat.
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I would reach back for what's known and what's safe.
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Even though we're all in the boat afraid,
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you know, we would still reach back for familiar misery
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before trusting God to call us into the storm.
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It's the perfect gospel when you see, you know,
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our culture being sort of torn apart.
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And torn apart by people who are taking
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entire groups hostage emotionally.
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You know, I think I have a lot of friends
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who I would consider socially progressive,
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economically conservative.
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I think that's a lot of people in this country.
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And I keep thinking, you know, when groups like this
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take over the word conservative for all of America,
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that is like someone believing that Al-Qaeda is every Muslim.
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There are actually, you know, I mean,
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I quoted Senator Cruz, others,
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there are horrified conservatives
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throughout America today.
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And we can't let this get tagged right onto them.
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We can't let this get tagged onto a group.
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This is a small group of people, you know,
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I blanch every time I hear white Christian nation.
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Do you know who's not welcome in a white Christian nation?
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That Middle Eastern Jewish boy Jesus.
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You know, I always wonder what's the bigger miracle
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in our minds, in our minds,
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that he was born of a virgin
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or that that wonderful Jewish girl named Miriam
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gave birth to a white Aryan that's in all the artwork.
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Amazing how we can just flip things around
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and take what we want from them.
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And what we find out today is, no, no, you know what?
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Jesus came to save all people.
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Every person you encounter,
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every person struggling in America,
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every person of every faith and color
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that is struggling is a child, is beloved of God.
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Anyone who attacks one of us attacks all of us,
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even when it's our own people doing the attacking.
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You know, we have to become galvanized
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in the core of our faith,
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in the core of our faith that, you know,
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the Jesus who said, reach out to the marginalized.
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You know, that's really what widow and orphan is code for.
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The marginalized, those who had no access
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to the assets of a community.
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We reach out to everyone
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and we embrace everything except the hatred,
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except the terror.
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You know, terrorism is not something that always,
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that, you know, you can't measure it
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by the number of bodies that fall.
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Terrorism is there by the amount of fear it creates.
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That's why it's called terrorism,
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and this was an act of terrorism.
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This was an act of, how can we terrorize a town?
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And I think we are a people that say,
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no, that's not what Christianity is about.
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It's not what Catholicism is about.
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And again, not just politically, church-wise,
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our leaders have not spoken out.
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Our leaders have spoken, you know,
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spoken softly and you don't want,
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well, you don't want to offend the donors.
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I spent a lot of time last night thinking,
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I'd rather see the building project fail
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than have a community using the building
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that supports and embraces bigotry or prejudice.
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I'd rather, I'd rather join the Jews and...
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We will wander in the desert.
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It's been done before.
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Not with Irish skin, but it's been done before.
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We're going to be a people who just will not,
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who will not tolerate the hatred.
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It's the only thing we should just be intolerant about,
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you know, is the hatred.
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And when we become that people, we start to realize,
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the kingdom of God, you have two choices.
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We can either be a people that go after the storm,
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are invited in, we will take up the fight,
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we will become a people who will not be silent.
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I always think of Martin Luther King, you know,
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the generation will be judged not so much
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for the horrible deeds of the children of darkness,
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but for the awful silence of the children of good.
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The children of light can't be silent.
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And I think we have to join people in saying,
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the kingdom of God is for everyone.
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And if we don't learn that, we're going to find out quickly
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that the kingdom of God will come for no one.
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Father Pat’s message centers on the courageous, me Father Pat’s message centers on the courageous, messy, and vulnerable faith embodied by Peter, who dares to step out of the boat into the storm at Jesus’ call. He contrasts Peter’s flawed yet bold discipleship with the passive safety of remaining in the boat, highlighting that true faith often calls us into chaos, not away from it. Father Pat urges us to reject sanitized religion that seeks comfort over conviction. He challenges both the Church and individual believers to confront evil, especially the evil of racial hatred and bigotry, with clarity and moral courage. The essence of faith, he says, is not asking God to give us safety or signs, but to call us into the storm—to take risks for justice, truth, and love. He emphasizes that silence in the face of evil is complicity and that true discipleship requires stepping into uncomfortable places to defend the dignity of all God’s children.
Father Pat’s reflection begins with a deep appreciation of the Gospel story where Peter walks on water, not because he succeeds, but because he dares, fails, and is caught by Jesus. This passage is for Father Pat a striking portrait of what it means to be fully engaged in the life of faith. Peter, in his recklessness and his doubt, still hears Jesus’ voice and steps into the storm rather than clinging to safety. Father Pat points out that most people prefer the safety of the boat—the familiar, even if it is fearful—rather than trusting God in uncertainty. He invites us to see Peter’s litmus test—"If it is you, Lord, command me to come"—as a radical act of faith that challenges God to call us into risk, not comfort. This is a spirituality not of consolation, but of confrontation. It is the spirituality of discipleship that says, “If this is really God, then let God demand everything of me.”
He then pivots to the events in Charlottesville, using them as a clear example of the storm we are called into. White supremacy, racial hatred, and violence are not just political issues, but moral and spiritual crises that demand a response from Christians. Father Pat critiques the timidity and moral equivocation of many church leaders who fail to name and denounce evil directly. He draws a parallel to 9/11, noting the absurdity of imagining leaders responding to terrorists and those who resisted them as equally responsible. In the same way, he says, we cannot blame “both sides” when white supremacists commit acts of terror. The failure to name sin is not neutrality—it is betrayal. The Church must be clear: racism and bigotry are sins against the Gospel.
Furthermore, Father Pat challenges the idea of a “white Christian nation,” exposing it as a contradiction to the very identity of Jesus—a Middle Eastern Jew—and to the Gospel’s universal call. He critiques the way Jesus has been culturally appropriated into whiteness and used to justify exclusion, reminding us that the Kingdom of God is radically inclusive. He calls out the silence of churches and religious communities that prioritize comfort, donations, or institutional stability over prophetic witness. For Father Pat, it would be better to let a building project fail than to build a church that accommodates hate.
He appeals to the prophetic tradition, citing Martin Luther King Jr.'s warning that the silence of good people is more damning than the actions of the wicked. The Gospel demands that we speak, act, and confront. The Church must not only comfort the afflicted but afflict the comfortable. Faith is not a refuge from the world, but a call into it—especially into its storms. When we are willing to be called into the storm, when we are willing to risk, to fail, to be uncomfortable, that is where we meet Christ. And like Peter, even when we falter, Christ will reach out and catch us.
Ultimately, Father Pat’s message is a call to moral clarity, courageous faith, and radical discipleship. It is a demand that we live the Gospel not in abstraction or sentimentality, but in public, prophetic witness that confronts hatred, stands with the marginalized, and insists that the Kingdom of God is for all. We are not called to be safe—we are called to be faithful....
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